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Ok So I Was Thinking
I KNOW WATCH OUT LOL ANYWAY SO I THINK I CAN MAKE THE DAILY CONTEST BETTER I WILL GO EVERYDAY AND FIND AT LEAST 5 CHERRIES OFF OF CHERRY TAP AND POST THEM AND NOTIFY THEM THAT THEY ARE PICKED AND THEY WILL BE THE ONES PEOPLE COME AND VOTE FOR SO WE CAN SEE JUST WHO IS LOVED ON HERE THEY CAN PROMOTE THEMSELVES IF THEY CHOOSE AND THERE WILL BE DIFFERENT PRICES GIVEN SO THE NEXT ONE WILL BE THIS SO KEEP A WATCH OUT AND SEE IF YOU ARE PICKED LOVE YA LICKS AND KISSES

Only Going To Say This One Time..so Listen Up
ok it seems recently that some ppl r afraid to approach me for fear i may rip off their heads...not to worry i only eat heads when all other food sources are gone. seriously tho unless u have some sort of small clue whats going on in my real life please do not assume that just because i am female and seem as tho i have less than normal brain activity that means you can talk to me like a moron...WRONG!!!! i dont appear super intelligent because i dont want to scare ppl off, so dont think im stupid because im not...and to those if offended or made feel ity bity teeny weeny...deal with it its part of life only a few of u deserve an appology and u already got them so the rest of u can go suck on a bottle ad call your mommy's!!!!!

Author: The Heart Of Every Marine Wife
you think you know but you don’t have a clue im the brunette standing behind you in line at the grocery store eyeing up the newest "support our troops" magnet while paging through the newest issue of cosmopolitan the look on my face is complacent and my thoughts are a thousand miles away on a military base that's only been described over the phone i'm the young girl in the next car with the windows rolled up and tears in her eyes because the local radio station is playing love songs that bring memories to my thoughts my heart breaks a thousand times... im the girl who visits the marine wives support group website at odd hours of the night to find some kind of comfort for that lonesome feeling that has settled in the pit of my stomach im the girl who will willingly sacrifice my family, my hometown, my friends and everything i've ever known to follow a military man clear across countries & oceans im the young woman who swells with pride every time i see my Marine stan

Someone Please Enlighten Me...
Im not trying to come off as a cry baby or anything but what the fuck is it with all the players?? Why cant people just be honest... I am furious,, is there a damn thrill in playing on someones emotions and breaking their hearts?? If it is a thrill then it is one sick, fucked up demented one that I choose to just not be a part of.. I really feel for the nice men and women out there that are truly genuine and real because the asshole players make it damn near impossible for anyone to be trusted....

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisel

Bad Day !!!!!!
You know some days it just dont pay to get out of bed.Today is one of those days I should have just covered my head and said to hell with it!!! That is until about 4pm then I'm outta here,IT's PARTY TIME from then til I decide to come home!!!!!

How Old Is Grandpa???
Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: 'television 'penicillin 'polio shots 'frozen foods 'Xerox 'contact lenses 'Frisbees and 'the pill There were no: 'credit cards 'laser beams or 'ball-point pens Man had not invented: 'pantyhose 'air conditioners 'dishwashers 'clothes dryers 'and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and 'man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25, I still called policemen and e

Roses Are Red ...
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast

Booty Call Commandments !!!
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

Legend
So this morning I was looking at our cherrytap legends. Some of you girls are beautiful. Other I do not know how they got there(Look at #10) Now those who know me know I don't show skin. I am proud to be me and I hope you all accept me for the geekygurl I am. Now I want you all to go look at the Legends List. Now tell me..I would stick out like a sore thumb. I'm not hot or built like the others but I am sweet and smart. I have skillz :) I want to prove that a normal girl can be a legend on CT. I have 5250 Friends. I have 2454 fans. I only need a little over 100 fans to be a legend. This isn't about popularity to me. I am not begging you to fan me. I want people to stop thinking about boobs etc and think about what a legend is.I know what CT is about LOL. And I know how the game is played but, hear me out! A legend is a person who embodies the pinnacle of all the important social aspects. Any person who is funny, reckless, original and sensitive in the right measures is likely to be

Bikers Creed
Bikers Creed (Author Unkown) I ride because it is fun. I ride because I enjoy the freedom I feel from being exposed to the elements, and the vulnerability to the danger that is intrinsic to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so. I ride my machine, not wear it. My machine is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me, and me alone. My machine is not a toy. It is an extension of my being, and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect as I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner-workings of my machine, from the most basic to the most complex. I learn everything I can about my machine, so that I am reliant upon no one but myself for its health and well-being. I strive to constantly better my skill of control over my machine. I will learn it's limits, and use my skill to become one with my machine so that we may keep each other alive. I am the master, it is the servant. Working together in harmony, we will become an invi

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Can dreams come true ? Thoughts and dreams carried on the winds of my mind Desires that stir the soul and my passions for a rare find One who is all things sweet and true I seek who gives my soul a voice and can hear it speak One who knows I am flawed and can be wrong One who is the music in our sweet song One who can make the day bright just with her smiles One who make all distances seem like they go on for miles One I want to draw near and get lost in her eyes sweet gaze One who makes my heart soar on wings with her praise In my thoughts and dreams she waits there for me Can dreams come true ? Some day we will see ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore Thinking , Feeling , Rethinking Thinking of you my sweet day dream wondering if I'm going to extreme Why are you in my thoughts so much ? Why do I hunger for your touch ? I think too much and act too slow I want to be there more than you'll ever know I've been told to take it slow for there is always tomorrow I'

Long Sex Survey
If you really wanna know! Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite How often do you like to have sex? Often Is sex a top priority for you? Top 10 Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sex with a complete stranger? LOL! Never anymore! How do you feel about one night stands? Has to be some emotional connection How many one night stands have you had? Enough What's your favorite position? Doggie, Cowgirl, 69 Where's your favorite place to have sex? On something soft! Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex? Yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Loooong time!! Do you get off first or do they? Try to make her first... Do you like kissing during sex? Yes Do you moan? at times If so, are you loud or quite? more quiet Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HE

Beautiful Song...
I've never known and never had this... it sounds nice... a guy has never really made me feel this... So i'm nostaligic... whatever! hehe "The Glory Of Love" Tonight its very clear As we're both lying here There's so many things I wanna say I will always love you I will never leave you alone Sometimes I just forget, Say things I might regret It breaks my heart to see you crying I don't want to lose you I could never make it alone [Chorus:] Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero That you're dreaming of Gonna live forever knowing together That we did it all for the glory of love You keep me standing tall You help me through it all I'm always strong when you're beside me I have always needed you I could never make it alone... [Chorus] It's like a knight in shining armor from a long time ago Just in time I'll save the day Take you to my castle far away...

Limp Bizkit-my Way
special, you think your special you do, i can see it in your eyes i can see it when you laugh at me look down on me and, you walk around on me just one more fight about your leadership and i will straight up leave your shit cause i've had enough of this and now i'm pissed (yeah) this time i'm a let it all come out this time i'm a stand up and shout i'm a do things my way, it's my way, my way or the highway this time i'm a let it all come out this time i'm a stand up and shout i'm a do things my way, it's my way, my way or the highway just one more fight about a lotta things and i will give up everything to be on my own again, free again this time i'm a let it all come out this time i'm a stand up and shout i'm a do things my way, it's my way, my way or the highway this time i'm a let it all come out this time i'm a stand up and shout i'm a do things my way, it's my way, my way or the highway someday you'll see things my way cause you never know, no ya never know whe

Lets Help Stop This
Have You RIPPED YOURSELF a Copy of the CHILD ABUSE TAG We're Using For APRIL??? ------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------- ****IMPORTANT STATEMENT**** DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME YOU'RE TO BUSY TO HELP THESE LITTLE DEFENSELESS CHILDREN BECAUSE IF YOU ARE THEN YOUR NO BETTER THAN ALL THE ABUSERS!!!! HELLOOOOO....... THEY NEED EVERYONE OF US NOW HOW DO OR CAN YOU SAY NO OR GO AWAY TO THEM!!!! ------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------- Our Month of showing our firm stand against CHILD ABUSE starts this SUNDAY APRIL 1ST And will last until MAY 1ST IF YOU HAVEN'T RIPPED URSELF A COPY PLZZ DO SO NOW!!! BELOW IS THE PIC LINK: Remember: DON'T LET THE KIDS DOWN AGAIN!!! God Bless The Child Video

Emotions
When I was just out of high school I met someone that turned my world upside down. My parents didn't approve, much to my sorrow. But then when do parents really approve of what their teens do. This was different for me though, I never felt this way for anyone, they didn't want to hear that. I made the decision to leave their house, since I was under their roof, I had to obey. I disagreed on many things over my years growing up, but could not express it, or face the wrath of my father, his thought was you can have your own opinion, but his was the only right one. My someone and I had escaped to another city and state, but being a good person ended up making the whole thing fall apart. I was lied to and told my mom was dying, just to get me back in the city. She wasn't dying and all hell broke loose. It ended up that my love and I split, and with other lifes problems he left town soon after. At this time in my life I realize how short our time together had been. I ended up pregnant wi

Subliminal Ignorance Of The Psychotic Mind
Thought I could leave without a meaningless rant about nothing, but I was wrong.... I have upgraded my pc yet again (new graphics card this time)...So those of you that I know personally who like to post nudes: I can now zoom in so close I can see your pores :-D So far life is awesome. I haven't found anyone long term yet, but I have had a lot of *ahem* fun with people that I have met. Hopefully the living arrangements will settle down again, but in the meantime that part sucks. The money does NOT SUCK. Money is friggin awesome right now and I keep getting raises and bonuses which rocks!! Still taking way too many bears to put this old dog down though...I had hoped that wouldn't be a problem any longer. Off to rejoin the party! I will be online very soon though so bear with me. -Robert

Penny Dreadful
....and dreadful it was. Ok, well it wasn't that bad, but...I really didn't care for it. The acting was fine, but the dialog was a bit irritating. I understand what the director was trying to convey, but it left me unsatisfied. I think the director was trying a bit too hard and didn't accomplish what I believe was trying to be done. The fact the main character had a phobia of cars and then ended up being trapped in one, was a good statement, but was lacking in making a point. I seen so many opportunities to improve on the content, but was helpless. The throw back to the classic 80's horror was cool, but left the audience wanting more. The film was just simply lacking...I can't even pin point what exactly it was lacking, but lacking it was. The storyline was focused, but then again all over the place. Just didn't flow at all. The film is ok to watch if there is simply nothing else on. But that's as far as I can go with it.

You Tell Me, My Friends And Others That Will Read This...
I am a writer of erotica on the internet. I have about 25 stories out there floating around. I also have a ton of jokes that are saved on my computer that I like to share. Then there's my collection of political statements that I enjoy sharing with others. So, which is it, my friends and visitors? Do you want me to post the naughty stories? Do you want to read a joke or dozen? Should I piss you off with my political stand points? Hope someone will read this and tell me what they'd like to read. Oh, for those that one person that I know probably will read this and choose for my stories to be posted here, I want more than just one person's opinion on her. Jason

Want A Laugh .. Check It Out
Last nite in my wack mood . ( hell maybe it was my mood but anyway) .. I was watchin tv .. and came across a movie called "Dirty love" With Jenny McCarthy ... i thought Eh .. will get me thru an hour or so .. turned out to be a pretty damn funny movie . she wrote it . had some "known names" it in .. if you come across it .. watch it .. the freakin supermarket scene about had me fallin off my freakin bed .. Plot Outline A jilted photographer sets off on a mission to get back at her philandering model boyfriend and along the way discovers that not all love is created equal. Plot Synopsis: A modern day Cinderella story which sees disaster prone Rebecca (McCarthy) embargs on an outrageous and hilarious journey in search of true love. Betrayed by her boyfriend, Richard (Webster) and following a palm reader's psychic prophecy, Rebecca goes in search of her one true soul mate.

What Is So Freakin Hard?
Why don't people listen? I don't get this. Can anyone freakin answer that? I mean if your 2 years old and you don't listen that's one thing but geez, what the heck is wrong with some people. If I ask you to do something or not to do something I'm not just saying it to hear my own voice. Yet you wonder why I'm ticked, you wonder why I don't trust you more, why I don't give you more. The people I'm closest to that i can count on 1 hand, are close to me for 2 reasons. 1. Respect, they give it to me and they have earned it. 2. They flipping listen. It's not hard to please me, do those 2 things, the rest will fall into place, but for most people it seems like this is too much. Do I expect too much?

Stuff
I went to an atheiests lunch thing todday, and listend to a soldier talk that recently got back from iraq. A major guy, he seemed kinda cool. He is in the reserves. Then stopped by a party. It was all kinda interesting. It's hard for me to believe that people actually do the happy hr thing, but what ever makes people happy I guess. The random picture thing is interesting. I've gotten a few ratings from people stopping by on that. It's the " I'm bored" feature for those who don't know what I'm talking about.

Thank God For The Flip Of The Coin
so ive been thinkin alot lately about the last year. alot has happened.....i used to be that girl who went to the bar all the time, single and doing my thing, heck i thought if guys could do it so could i....and yeah it was nice for a while, but it got old really fast. then about a year ago this time, after going through some stuff that i dont regret because they made me a stronger person, but it hurt just the same i thought.... hey i was done just gonna chill. take a break from the social life for a while and just be JULIE...take some time for me. no romances, no guys just me....wasnt lookin for anyone or anything. then i saw this guy while i was working one day. he came in with some friends, didnt think anything of it since he was really standoffish and just chill.....eventually a friend pushed me to keep coming over to moses, just to hang out...even though i found out later it was cause he thought something might happen between us...but we have come to terms that we are better off f

Best Quote Of 2006
Best Quote Of 2006 By Chris Rock 2-28-7 "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy,the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon. --

How Bizarre
Brother Pele's in the back, sweet Zina's in the front Cruisin' down the freeway in the hot, hot sun Suddenly red-blue lights flash us from behind Loud voice booming, "Please step out onto the line" Pele preaches words of comfort, Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades, "Is that a Chevy '69?" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Destination unknown, as we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster reveals a smile from the past Elephants and acrobats, lions snakes monkey Pele speaks "righteous," Sister Zina says "funky" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Ooh, baby (Ooh, baby) It's making me crazy (It's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Everytime I look around (Everytime I look around) Everytime I look around It's in my face Ring master steps out and says "the elephants left town" People jump and jive, but the clowns have stuck around TV news and camera, there's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters ask where, for and why Pel

What Makes Men Fall In Love?
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a nat

Comments On The Book { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
Sadly thats the end of the chapter on the Book,The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes,By Conan Doyle,i hope you have enjoyed it. this book is one of my Favourites. regards LEKRAFT

Need Some Advice....
I would like to find a girl friend, but it's proving more difficult than finding a boyfriend... How does a girl flirt with another girl?? I'm so confused, all i know is i'm into femmes and soft studs....

If We Had Sex!!!..........
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i li

Mother
The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come." And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew weary, and the mothe

Friends Family And Fu
FRIENDS: there are a couple people that i have been seeming to ignore and that ain't cool...but also the foggy brain isn't helping but still that isn't an excuse....the people i want to shout out to are....in NO PARTICULAR order.....Shannon, Jason, Dan, Dawn, Anita, Tie, slave, Jenni, Matt and Dutch....i love you guys and i know that i may have not always been the best friend or i seem to not spend enough time with you but i think about you all ALL of the time.... FAMILY: i love all my family members...Jackie, Jake, Mom, Dan, Dave, Dale, Susan, Heather, Stephanie, Sarah, Brandon, Andrew, my soon to be husband Ed...i love my angels, both sets of grandparents, my niece Hanna and my son Jesse, Daddy and Aunt Louise....i may not always seem like i am in the right way as far as you all go but you are in my heart always... FU: i am hurt and upset that some people show no gratitude when someone goes above and beyond the call of duty...i moved back into my Aunt's house and took care of

Updateness! W00t! (nov Of 06)
Aight.... (omg, I can't believe I just SPELLED that... I'm seriously getting entirely too lax in my linguistic prowess *delete delete*) So here it is, it's been well over a month since I've blogged. To you, my loyal readers, I appologize, and thank you for your patience. These last few weeks have been a real bitch in many ways. I've recently gotten over being sick. After the LAN-party I attended, I fell slightly ill. Actually, I felt fine 90% of the time. But I had, literally, NO VOICE for the five weeks following the conclusion of the LAN-party. Reason number two I may never attend one again. *Note: see previous blog for reason number one. Actually, in all fairness, I DID write a blog several weeks ago. I was writing it on my laptop, and as commonly happens, when I'm writing, it was in the ass-crack of night (morning) and I was tired... when that happens, my hands droop, the heel of my hand brushes my touch-pad mouse on the laptop, and my computer does funky things, like "pages

A Word About Friends (10nov06)
Friends... You'd think that would say it all, and sometimes it does. Unfortunately, it's WHO you make friends with that will ultimately define your average level of tollerance, annoyance, and apathy. Let me explain... I have lately had an experience which has reinforced the reason I don't have many friends. The reason is simple. People are, inherently, assholes. Self-serving, narcissistic, self-righteous assholes. Unfortunately, as humans, it is in our nature to form close relationships with other people. We are social creatures. As natural as it seems, this often gets us in trouble, or at the very least, causes us a lot of headaches. Friendships are fragile things, hard to form TRUE lasting friendships, difficult to mend the tangled threads that tie some people together. The ties of friendship are seldom severed; Rather, when a friendship is broken, a part of you is torn out, leaving a painful wound. And it doesn't seem to matter if it's the other person that hurt you, or you wh

Poems
Sometimes I think I know, Everthing is clear as day, Then things get cloudy, As I stare in dismay, So I begin to wonder and my mind becomes rowdy, My life starts to crumble from rought to decay, I think to hard, nothing makes sence, Existence is a jigsaw puzzle, jubbeld and array, The fog starts to clear, as everthing was pastence, I pick up the pieces, and start to look around, It was all a bad dream called life, The ultimite ROLLER COASTER of ups and downs. ©Nojjoy

Two Truths And A Lie
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Eres (soneto)
Eres el lucero que ilumina mis noches, como dulce nota alivias mi sufrir, nuevo canto que alegra mi vivir, a ti completa me entrego sin quejas ni reproches. Tus ojos negros como azabaches, alborotan todo mi existir, sentimiento tan profundo que no puedo definir, toda a ti me doy para que de mi amor te ensanches. Como agua dulce de coco me endulsas el paladar, cual roja manzana lista para saborear, enredados en pasión y un nuevo amor crear, toda la noche entera a ti me he de dar. Con ternura, con cariño todo mi amor te entregaré, olvidandonos de todo y todos, siempre juntos, siempre atados, entre besos y caricias a tu lado dormiré.

My Second Master... A Master Of Gor...jaresh
I collared to my Gorean Master shortly after I uncollared from Mustang. At that time I had gained many friends in D/s some Masters, and some submissives. Master Jaresh as I will call him... I origionally met. he was a submissive. Though it didn't take long to convince him he was a Master. I was saddened with the first submissive he tried to Master however. She was a hard one to deal with. Always rebelious, never wanted to follow her rules. To me.. I think perhaps she thought she was submissive when she was not really. Or perhaps she was.. she just needed an extremely strong Master to control her and he just wasn't strong enough. In anycase when I first uncollared from Mustang Master Jaresh was going through a hard time of his own.. He was beginning to doubt himself as a Master, but I came in to show him.. with the right submissive, he was a good Master. He had all the tools he needed. This Master though was very different from my first. Though he gained insight f

Tripped
You bitches look so stupid You know what im fucking sick and tired of? Those stupid Jessica Simpson Crack Whore sunglasses the chicks are wearing now a days. You know the ones im talking about like they look like the goggles you would wear if you were going down a hill while skiing at the olympics. Allirght allready I get it your original and different. But I got news for you stupid bitches, you look like Johny Depp when he was Willy Wonka. No one thinks they look cute or attractive. And the next time I see one of you with them on I am going to walk up behind you and set your hair on fire with my lighter. How ya dem apples you bug eyed looking cunts?

Michael
so youve been keeping tabs on me....well then i guess you should know ive not been with any one since you were last here at my grandmothers.....i think of you more often than i should i was supposed to be your comfort....but what about mine....ive grown weary of the fights between us... when what i really really want is to have you here with me...i remember the smell of your shirt your skin...the late night dinner trips....i enjoyed all our time together until i screwed it up....and i continue to everytime i talk to you...and i wonder why you dont or never wanted more from me...but you turning me away led me to what i am doing now...i know i am miserable right now maybe one day ill really meet the one but you were my everything for a while...and i dont regret anything except what made us fall apart....i hope you have the best and i wish you love and happiness....and i hope you dont settle for anything less than everything....juliegirl

Survey To Pass The Time.
1. If your cell phone rings, who do you want it to be? Someone who wants to smoke a blunt. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? no. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? depends, if i'm drunk in social setting i'll be runnin' off at the mouth about random shit that nobody understands. any other time, i'm all ears. 4. Do you take compliments well? As long as you don't sound like a toolbox coming off with another cheesy pick up line, i'm good. 5. Do you play Sudoku? No. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Sure would. 7. Do you like nipple rings? No. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? hahahaha. computer camp, beleive that. i started out on the nerd tip. 9. What was your favorite sport as a kid? lacrosse. 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? eat them alive. 11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than

Survey Says
fill this out and send it as a private message . 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reas

A Kiss Goodnight
close your eyes, lay your head on me, rest my angel, you're safe with me, snuggle up close, i will hold you tight, kiss your tired brow, and keep you warm tonight, sink so deeply, into me, let the beating of my heart, send you to dream, of a place so beautiful, like nothing you have ever seen, a place where love is all there is, a place for you and me, you'll find me waiting, my arms open for you to run to, a kiss waiting for you on my lips, a love for only you, here we can hide away, til the morning breaks, And true to my promise of forever, i will be holding you when you wake, I love you Sweetheart

Old Lady's Back Yard
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and once in a while a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her and says, "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag ." "Damn!", says the little old lady, "I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his willie through the bushes, I say: '$20 or off it comes!' " "Hey, not a bad idea!", laughs the cop. "Good luck! But by the way, what's in the other bag?" "Wel

My Girl
CLOSE YOUR EYES AS I SOFTLY WHISPER IN YOUR EAR THE MELODY THAT IS YOUR NAME TELLING YOU HOW WHEN YOU ARE NEAR THE COLD NIGHT CANT CHILL ME IM WARMED BY YOUR GAZE AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY I LOVE YOU PROMISE NEVER TO BREAK YOUR HEART JUST REMEBERWHEN YOU TRUST ME THE WORLD HUNGERS TO TEAR US APART BECAUSE IN YOUR EYES I FEEL YOUR SOUL I HAVE ALL YOU NEED TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AND IF YOU PROMISE TO BE TRUE MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE OR DIE AWAY

Song Lyrics I Like...
We use to love ourselves...we use to love one another... ~Marilyn Manson Its eaiser to die than to get by.... ~ICP Just Remeber...when you think your free.. the crack inside your Fucking Heart is me... ~Marilyn Manson ...And I think its kinda of funny...I think its kind of sad... the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had... ~Mad World (Donnie Darko Soundtrack) There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... ~ICP High on sedatives again put me in a tiny place, chin strap muzzle over my face I threw a guy off the roof first day they admitted me, I was sedated and that when i

The Dating Guide: What They Say Vs. What They Mean
The Dating Guide: What They Say Vs. What They Mean I had to throw this photo in cause .............. oh how many times I heard that when I was bartending. The funny thing is ...... most of them left with the first guy that hit on them. Hmmmmmmmmm, I could never understand it...... "We need to talk." - "I'm pregnant" "I had a wonderful time last night." - "Who the hell are you?" "I've been thinking a lot." - "You're not as attractive when I was drunk" "I've learned a lot from you." - "Next." "I want a commitment." - "I'm sick of masturbation" "I have something to tell you." - "Get tested." "I'm a romantic." - "I'm poor" "I never meant to hurt you." - "I thought you weren't a virgin." "Trust me." - "Let's just keep this between you and me, pumpkin." "I love you." - "God, what have I gotten myself into?" "I think we should just be friends." - "You're ugly" "Haven't I seen you before?" - " Nice ass" "Was it good for you?" - "I'm insecu

The Ten Secrets
The Ten Secrets THE FIRST SECRET ----The Power of Thought. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize him or her when you meet him or her. THE SECOND SECRET ---- The Power of Respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself: "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself: "What do I respect about them?" THE THIRD SECRET ---- The Power of Giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and uncondi

Double Lyric Post
Blue Spanish Sky - Chris Isaak I heard this song years ago, and I fell in love, but lost my cd, and it faded from memory until recently. I rediscovered the beauty, and I'm amazed all over again. It's a big blue spanish sky, Lay on my back and watch clouds roll by. I've got the time to wonder why, She left me. It's a slow sad spanish song, I knew the words but I sang them wrong. The one I love has left and gone, Without me. Now she's gone, our world has changed. Watching a blue sky, thinking of rain. It's a slow sad spanish song, I knew the words but I sang them wrong. The one that I love has left and gone, Without me. It's a big blue spanish sky, I Lay on my back and watch clouds roll by. I only wish I could make you cry, Like I do. Like I do. Like I do. ********************************************* Affirmation - Savage Garden I've remembered this song since the first time I heard it, but recent events/thoughts/whatev have brought it to mind again.

Random Thoughts....
1. A day without sunshine ....... is like night. 2. On the other hand........ you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics ....... are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers ..... give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know ...........are below average. 6. He who laughs last........... thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely ..............anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm......... but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria.......... They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is ...............usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable.............. except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares............ try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? ........ Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed ..................of dark? 15. When everything is comin

Were You Naughty Or Nice This Year?
You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

My True Love
my heart crys for your love,your soft and gentel touch,my lips await for your gentel kiss.my love will shine through,when i am with you,i prey everyday that i find you to make me complete and whole,you would have to show me the true meaning of love,for i have had none,hope is what carrys me through the day that someday we meet and togeather we will concker the world.search high and low i know your out there for i feel your heart beat and i feel your pain,so dont give up as i will find you.........

Moments
MY BEST MOMENTS ARE WHEN I AM WITH YOU,... TIME SEEMS SHORT COMPARED HOW MUCH I MISS YOU SOMETIMES,...THE BEST THINGS ARE IN LIFE ARE SIMPLE AND BEING NEXT TO YOU IS ONE OF THEM,... WHEN WE TALK,WHEN WE TOUCH,WHEN I SEE THE BLUE IN YOUR EYES,...THESE ARE MY MOMENTS.

Me And You
When we first spoke I felt as though I'd known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me I bet you thought it would never end, who would have thought we would be this king of friends. Over time, I got to know the real you. A man so charming and gentle, with a heart so true. I'm surviving my life with you by my side. You told you would never leave because of the feelings you have inside. There now comes a time I want to explore, what will happen if we would only open the door. You know me like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we're alone? I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. Standing between us, holding us back, allowing us to feel Is the relationship that we lack. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what

What Type Of Weather Am I
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

I Wanna Know About You
Are you shy? YesAre you selfish? YesAre you spoiled? RottenAre you giving? I can beWould you walk by an old lady carrying groceries? I would even carry them...the Groceries not the old ladyDo you flirt with your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend? don\'t have a best friendDo you spend most of your free time on Myspace or Blackplanet ? not anymore..now is this placeDo you lie when someone asks you \"Do I look o.k. with this on?\"? yeahAre you conceited? I Can BeDo you go out of your way to get attention? nopeDo you go out of your way to help someone? noDo you get into arguments a lot with people other than your siblings? sometimesHave you ever kissed someone who is just a friend?

Bored
Ok so here it is almost a year after I made this account, and I decided to use it a lil bit. So whats up? Im Desiree, Im 28 and from Ny. I Am engaged and getting married July 27, 2007. Yay Me! Im looking for friends, and new pplz to get to know. Ok well thats about it for now. L8r!

Got Some Funk ?? Send It This Way
Hey Music Lovers .. Have a Big Funky Favor to ask of Ya'll .. Im making a Funk List .. and have run aground on songs .. artists .. so if you can offer me any .. Id love the help . .Thanks Xoxoxoxoxoxoxx .. Ive got the following artist so far The Ohio Players .. Wild Cherry Commodores Rick James Bill Withers War The Gap Band George Clinton & the Parliment Funkadelic Earth Wind & Fire Rufus Kool & the Gang KC & the Sunshine band Would really appreciate any additions Xoxoxo thanks A bunch :)

You Know Who You Are!
I think it's getting to the point where I can be myself again I think it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends I think it's the getting to the point that is the hardest part and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think I only think about you when we're both in the same room You think I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play a game of who loves more than whom and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think it's only fair to do what's best for you and you alone You think it's only fair to do the same to me when you're not home I think it's time to make this something that is more than only fair so if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home But I'm warning you, don't

Thoughts On Capital Punishment
There ought to be capital punishment for cars that run over rabbits and drive into dogs and commit the unspeakable, unpardonable crime of killing a kitty cat still in his prime. Purgatory, at the very least should await the driver driving over a beast. Those hurrying headlights coming out of the dark that scatter the scampering squirrels in the park should await the best jury that one might compose of fatherless chipmunks and husbandless does. ....Rod McKuen

"a Real Man"
1.) A real man doesn't kiss and tell. 2.) A real man notices your hair & nails. 3.) A real man calls you beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine. 4.) A real man calls you on a daily basis no matter how busy or tired he is. 5.) A real man looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 6.) A real man wants to spend as much time as he can with you, and won't get sick of you. 7.) A real man doesn't care if you gave it up on the first, second, or third night. 8.) A real man comes over, just to watch a movie . 9.) A real man kisses you on the forehead just because. 10.) A real man doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear, he tells you what's real. 11.) A real man should be treated like one. 12.) A real man wont let anything happen to you 13.) A real man makes a gurl feel safe 14.) A real man knows how to treat his gurl

What A Broken Heart Feels Like
Deticated to my Friend "Juliet" Tears fall forth from my spirit The knife that penetrated my heart Is being twisted and twisted The pain is exuberant, More tears. The vocal blade has been sharpened Delicately, the bearer of the blade Approached from behind, as like Brutes. As I turned for an embrace, I was pricked, More tears. I drew back to look deep into the eyes Of the one who betrayed me this way. The hand never removed itself from the handle Never tried to Hide it's guilt. More tears. My torn open breast bleeds forth On hands unrepentant, with no remorse As I look into the face of my betrayer A smile flashes back at me, More tears. With another twist of his wrist I crash to my knees This seems to discomfort my Brutus. So he leans over to whisper sweet comfort in my ear A Judas kiss on my cheek, then he disappears. More tears. The blade is still embedded in my flesh Deep in my bosom, blood still pours out Mixed with the tears of my spirit

Temporary Heartbreak
I HOPE WHAT ALL I AM FEELING IS'NT REAL,...LIKE WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN,I FEEL CRUSHED INSIDE LIKE A ROSE ONLY TRAMPLED ON,IT''S BEAUTY IS LOST ALL THE THINGS THAT I HOLD HAPPY AND DEAR IN MY HEART ARE ENTANGLED IN A FEELING THAT I AM GOING TO GET HURT,I FEEL CONFUSED,AND THAT INSTEAD OF HELPING SOMEONE,I AM CAUSING MORE HARM,...I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON,AND IF THIS IS ONLY A FEELING THAN FOR ONCE I HOPE WHAT I FEEL IS WRONG,THAT IT IS ONLY A BAD DREAM,AND I WILL WAKE UP TOMORROW,...AND GET THE ANSWER I SEEK,OR INDEED BE HURT,SO I HOPE THIS IS ONLY A TEMPORARY HEARTBREAK.

F**k Me!!!
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck.

A Fallen Angel
A Fallen Angel Wings broken Tattered with the onslaught of life's morbid fury Hope lost Happiness forgotten in a milay of nightmares Freedom shackled Bound to the the earth Heavenly scents lost in the stench of reality Redemption to far away to see Vision blurred by the cold tears Sadness bleeding Broken heart too torn to mend A fallen angel To weak to stand Wings never to fly again

Am I Ur Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

My Eyes
i can shed my skin to hide myself again i can live among them all I can take another drink sit around and think or I can get ready for the fall another day another pill you know the drill another wasted day or night I cant seem to break through forever torn in two and i just cant seem to get it right but ill shed my skin to hide myself again ill keep everything from sight you can try and see the things inside of me but you'll never see my eyes

No B.s. . .
Everyone needs to see "Grindhouse" today. I went into this movie with very high expectations; I left the movie with my expectations exceeded. It was a thrill and laugh a minute. Empty your bladder before it starts, grab a huge tub of the popped kernels, or your favorite movie time snack and settle in for a ride you will never want to get off. "Grindhouse" is the best mindless fun you will have all year, see it now, it doesn't miss!

Saturday 4/7/07
Not much to report today, I only went out of the house for an MRI and lunch lol. I thought they'd never find a vein to put the contrast in for my MRI lol I got stuck at least 5 or 6 times by an MRI tech and 2 IV therapists lol, so needless to say my right arm is killing me right about now. Anyway, that's pretty much all I did today since I didnt get home til late this afternoon. We had a little bit of snow today which is kinda weird for April I think, but it's all melted off now but still cold out. Well, I think I'm gonna end this here and go to bed shortly, I'm really tired tonight for some rason. Have a great night all.

One Sick Dudette
i am very sick and will be forever i guess...i am now on high blood pressure meds and the doctor thinks i may have sugar diabetes....on top of everything else....i have a yeast infection that i have been battling for over a week and miss being with Master in that respect....it seems to be getting better though or is that just optimistic thinking? i feel bad in a way because this isn't fair to Master....i mean his is a young virile man and here i am broken down not able to please him even in the carnalistic ways....but i love him and i try to do other things to make him happy....and i don't want to lose him....i mean after all he proposed to me before when i was broken and we still talk and play and laugh and he still says we are getting married but still i worry... i recently lost my best friend....due to misunderstandings and i miss her alot but i told her if she wants she knows how to get ahold of me...i won't push her...but i don't know if i will ever hear from her again eithe

What A Kiss Means..
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. Kiss on the Lips; I love you. _________________________________________________ What the gesture means... Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. Slap on the Butt; That's mine. Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. _________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Hi
love can be said in different ways love is so wonderful in all types of ways love sometimes can be a waterful of tears love can be scary just like being in love tears are real and so is my heart beating for you you make me feel so wonderful inside and out i can't help but think of your lips on mine your lips are so senual and so sinful i think your just so beautiful when i cry you wipe my tears from my cheek you say i love you and we walk along the waterfront and make love

1st Time
Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above,

Joke
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared to hear the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, an elderly grandmother to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't bui

Definitions
Programmer n. - An ingenious device that turns caffeine into code. Just Friends phrase - I don't just want you to mourn the loss; I want to remind you of it every day. I want you to suffer. I want you to envy. I want you to die slowly, a bit at a time. And I want you to smile and thank me for it. Depression n. - Anger without enthusiasm.

Lying Lies And Dirty Secrets Of Miss Megen Graddy.
Lying Lies and Dirty Secrets of Miss Megen Graddy. Current mood: Overwhelmed Category: Overwhelmed Life Thought long and hard about skipping town this weekend, but now I don't think I will. So many factors have lead to this decision, ..the more I think about leaving, the more I feel like I'm running from something... I need a weekend to myself...and I can't really afford to go out of town again, for I still don't have another job. Everyone is busy. Mario is back in town and wants to hang, but truthfully... I want to be alone. Now that I've realized just how cold I can be, I'm not sure I want to test myself anymore. I'm not entirely positive I want to see him. He makes me laugh, and it feels fucking great. But what price comes with it? Sexual tension? Ugh, I dunno.. I don't know if I want to know. I'm confused. I guess I'll just decide when the time comes. Impulse decisions are always the easiest..not always the best, but always the easiest. God, I need to think. I've f

Pre-employment Credit Checks...
I still would like to know how it can be LEGAL for companies to perform credit checks... they are NOT extending credit to you only offering employment. if your concerned with dishonesty - run a criminal background check... just because a person had problems paying their Visa bill shouldnt mean you cant get a job! well enough ranting.. just pissed is all!

* The Flame Of Love * ( Eternal Soulmates)
* The Flame of Love * You and I were meant to be It has been this way throughout history We share the same Soul in duality Twin Flame lovers of chosen reality Spiritual ~ The pure consciousness connection Physical ~ The passion of lifetime affection Romance ~ Feeds the heart of our desires Intellect ~ Gives reason and knowledge acquired Emotion ~ Expressive feelings and sharing new choices Compassion ~ Deep awareness for suffering Voices Inspiration ~ sudden influence on the minds creation Intuition ~ Instinctive insight without consideration When you add it all up, it speaks of love and devotion Like drinking some kind of magical potion Soulmates beyond, lives present and past The gift of true love remains unsurpassed The binding touch that awakens our soul We journey through life, our faith in control No obstacle will dare stand in our way Stop us from living the dreams we portray True fidelity, a lifetime of bliss

The Pizza Guy
the pizza guy by Jejemo It was just any ordinary day. My man had just gotten in and called me from the motel. I was so horny, I hadn't seen him in a couple of weeks and I couldn't wait to get there. He had left the door open as usual and I came through the door and started undressing. I couldn't wait to have his hard dick in my mouth. He came out of the bathroom and said "Slow down girl, I'm hungry, lets go get something to eat." Here I am standing half naked and he wants to go eat. I started whining and told him I didn't want to go out. All I wanted to eat was him. "Well I'm hungry, we'll order pizza. I'll have pizza and you can have the pizza guy." He laughed. “You think that's funny. Well maybe I will do the pizza guy”. He laughed again and said "You wouldn't." “You just keep laughing and we'll see who's gonna get what”. His laughed turned to a grin and he said "I dare you." Now we had talked about doing it with another person, but I figured it was just our fantasy. So I

Bad Luck
Well first of all my van blows up....so I'm without a vehicle. Then today my sister who lives with me along with her husband and baby was leaving for school and some dumb ass who always flies down my road entirely to fast creamed the side of her 03 Hyundai Sonata. It broke the front axle and completely trashed the whole drivers side. The car is a total loss. Soooo now we are down to NO vehicles in my house and 3 kids! This totally sucks ass. I need to find a car FAST

Inspector From A Pest-control Company
A woman was having a passionate affair with an inspector from a pest-control company. One afternoon they were carrying on in the bedroom together when her husband arrived home unexpectedly. "Quick," said the woman to her lover, "into the closet!" She bundled him in the closet stark naked. The husband, however, became suspicious and after a search of the bedroom discovered the man in the closet. "Who are you?" he asked him. "I'm an inspector from Bugs-B-Gone," said the exterminator. "What are you doing in there?" the husband asked. "I'm investigating a complaint about an infestation of moths," the man replied. "And where are your clothes?" asked the husband. The man looked down at himself and said, "Those little bastards!"

Alone "to All That Try Cyber Love And Are Hurt By The Reality Of Loneliness "
Alone In that moment deep inside my Heart My world is one of undeniable comfort You are that object of a lifetime of yen However, Desire cannot replace fulfillment For I am mostly left here alone It is then that I feel the ripping of my soul in two Such sorrow should never be endured at the expense of rapture Searing pain as layers of trust are torn apart My very core of hope dashed to disappointment Inconceivable loneliness and despair, Muscle into the place where dreams are stored Their evil air choking out the last breath of my heart's virtue As I try to hold on to the memory of loves last words I feel my grip loosen and my fingers slip one by one I am about to plunged to that place where hearts break and dreams are destroyed. As my last finger breaks and I am all but lost I hear the twinkle of angels giving me the strength to pause I pull myself up, up to the gates of hope I look into the bright light and see the scripture that is you You are here and

Opening Up
I sleep at night with my hands in fists I've closed off my heart as well but there seems to be something about you like some wizard whose cast a spell. With patient determination you gently pry open my cell just one little finger at a time you pull me up from my hell. I do not understand you an enigma you seem to be like a puzzle I've yet to finish before I'll be able to see. Is it too much for me to hope for that this may in fact be love? I'm tired of being crushed and hurt by charmers devoid of the concept of love. We who believe there's love so true when no one is judged as un "fair". Life is not always as we planned it but bourne by two is easier to bear One can trust the other like a stoic column bare the brunt of all frustrations as honesty and truth's what they share. Equal partners in this odyssey faced with many ups and downs the sorrows, joy and successes when your true love you have found. You become more than the self you see you become more t

Wrath.
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Wrath/Anger!Wow... who got you so mad huh ?? You have serious anger issues!! with a rage that seems somewhat deadly, and a temper that is easily raised, you are by far the scariest sin. You tend to let the little things get to you, and are stressed fairly easily - and woe be it to any of your enemies. On the positive side, you're independent, powerful and a definite leader, if you could just control your moods!Congratulations on being the toughest!! ...and the most independent of all the 7 deadly sins!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

D'oh
beardy: cause i want to taste and fuck you? ->beardy: no but apparently u r a pig beardy: wat r u a animal? ->beardy: I dont date outside my species beardy: lets cum together first baby ->beardy: die beardy: i want to fuck u baby and taste your yummy tight pussy --> =ME Beardy = dumb CT n00b pig

I Am Back From Europe
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

Finding Out That I Was Sick....
God this is a long one...it started out as just having chronic kidney infections every yr...then while in the middle of a theater one sun. night i got really sick and pale and started to shake thinking my sugar might be low i ate something waited until the movie was over come back out and still no change my face was white and i felt so sick...they took me to the hospital...they did cat scans and couldnt find anything wrong...then i went to my doctor after a few months and then told them what was going on and the problems i had been having within those few months...i then found out that i had severe clinical depression,acid reflux,and severe stomach problems...they then sent me to an endocrinologist and i found out that i was also a diabetic so i was put on meds for that and they made me sick so i took myself off of them and havent ben on them since...i've been in and out of the hospital for various things because of these conditions over the past few yrs being stuck with needles const

Gone Without A Trace!!
Why is everyone leaving me? It seems I log on and half my friends have disappeared without a trace. I can't even tell who they were. Boo *sob* If you're gonna leave, please tell me so I can get counselling Thanks nobby

More
My name is Liza Galemore. I get real horny when people see my hot,juicy cunt in action,,,FREE! I'm in my mid-30's and just now reaching my sexual peak. I live in Sikeston, Missouri (THE SHOW-ME STATE) And I DO LOVE TO SHOW IT OFF! I love to get shit-faced and get laid and share it with everyone! My free videos are made to JACK OFF ON! DOWNLOAD MY FREE VIDEOS AND GET YOUR COCK OUT! ; HIT HIT PLAY BUTTON

Bad Girl
bad girl - some naughty guy In my spare time I work as a counselor in an inner-city teen center. I enjoy my work and although I am white I have made some strong friendships with the black youths that I work with. My main job is to conduct group counseling for the young men of the community concerning their goals and how to obtain them. I also take time to play pick-up basketball, I can still shoot the three, and I hang out listening to stories about daily life in the neighborhood when someone wants to talk about their experiences. One night when I was getting ready to lock up the center, a very nice looking young blonde girl approached me. She introduced herself as Katie and asked if she could talk to me about a problem she was having. I had noticed her around watching us play basketball the past few weeks. It was hard to miss her because she was very attractive and always seemed to be dressed very nicely in the summer heat. This night she was wearing a short black skirt with a

Update
Just an update on my youngest..She was home shortly after, the doc checked her nose and said that the bleeding is normal because she's had her cold for so long, never bothered to check for infection or anything, damn doctors. Tara

Comments
I get that people have the right to express them selves and that many have been taught to speak their minds. I was just taught that you should think before you speak and even if your comment isn't going to be on the nice side there is a still a way to be polite about it. Now, if the person deosn't get it after a while then yeah, you have to start being a bit mean. But you should still give them a chance first before you start ragging on them.

:(
so i just got off the phone with my ex boyfriend... i was in an alright mood before i called him.. not the best mood, but an alright one.. and now i just feel like shit, a total waste of space... it's like how can one person make you feel so horrible about yourself in less than 15 minutes? its been like this on and off since we met.. even when we were still together... I just want to be happy and he has made me happier than i have ever been, but at the same damn time, He has hurt me more than anyone ever... i guess i let him chose my emotions all too often, but for some stupid reason, i always go to him with problems.. he doesn't care though, so why do i keep setting myself up to be hurt? why am i so stupid? if anyone who actually reads this has the answer, let me know please... i can't deal with this anymore on my own....

Real?
Music drowns out the voices, Making them fade into the deep, Never to be heard again. But I am the one sinking, Into the crimson sea around me. There's no music playing, But the voices are still fading. Reality becomes a distant dream, Reminding me that I can escape. But maybe I dont want to escape? Maybe I dont want to feel nothing? Maybe I just want to feel real...

An Unhappy Poem
Dear God why can't you hear my crying, My mind and soul, in chains, in hell are bound. Sisyphus's burden I share. No end in sight for all eternity, The world asks me to live, but my free spirit Cries I won't. I do know my body is a temple, So much like the one in the city Of the Great King. Beset on all sides by hell fire, Always to be remembered, but left in the dust. The darkness is my only friend. The darkness like a velvet shroud, Caresses my flesh as my spirit dies. My body left behind as my eyes cloud over. My reward the murderer's hell So much like the one I had tried to escape, So much like the one I had loved

Shit On My Mind
OK IF EVERYONE IS WONDERING Y I HAVENT REALLY BEEN MYSLEF LATLEY IT IS CUZ I GOT A FEW THINGS ON MY MIND THAT ARE BUGGING ME AND NO THIS BLOG AINT GONNA CONTAIN THEM SO TO BAD I WILL OPEN UP TO EVERYONE WHE THE TIME IS RIGHT OK EVERYBODY SO DONT GET TO WORRIED ABOUT ME IM A BIG BOY I WILL BE FINE IM JUST GONNA LOCK MYSELF IN MY LIL ISOLATION CHAMBER FOR A BIT YES I WILL TALK TO A FEW PPL THE ONES THAT I KNO REALLY CARE TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE BUT THE REST I KNO WHO MY TRUE FREINDS ARE ON HERE AND WHO I CAN CONSIDER A REAL FREIND EVEN IF I SEEN THEM IN REAL LIFE YES FREINDSHIPS LIKE THAT DO COME OF THIS PATHIC SITE BUT MOST IS JUST BULLSHIT ANYMORE PPL SAY THEY ARE YOUR FREIND TILL UR NOT AROUND FOR A FEW DAYS AND THEN BAM THEY STOP TALKING TO YA AND EVERYTHING ELSE BUT YET ANYWAYS ILL COME OUT AND TELL EVERYONE WUT IS REALLY BUGGING ME SOON ENOUGH I JUST GOTTA SE A FEW THINGS FIRST BUT UNTILL THEN HAVE FUN WITH LIFE AND ALL THE OTHER SHIT YHALL DO IM FUCKING OUTTA HERE

Love And Friendship....
Once upon a time there was this guy.... and god was I in love with him. But he didnt want me to love him, he didnt want love at all. He hurt me, and still i was his friend. One of his best friends, in fact. So time passed, and i got past it. Dated other people... fell in love again, got hurt again. I never let myself feel again what i felt for him. One day i find that hes been waiting around for me to give him another chance. And then its too late. Hes in love, and shes stupid! God so stupid.... and married. And he wants me to help.... be his best friend still. even though he knows how i feel, and how i hate her. So i stand back, and i pat his back when hes sad.... tell him everything will work out, because love alwayse finds a way. I tell him what gifts to buy, and what shirt looks best on him for a date. god im miserable over this. Im in love with someone else now, and hes wonderful......... But part of me still wants him... and now hes hers'.

The Grand Prix
So, the track of the Grand Prix goes literally, AROUND the building I work at. They are doing Prelims today, and it's SOOO loud. I have my ipod on full blast...I can STILL hear them. Oh, and the window rattle... And I was late for work because of traffic... And someone took my usual parking spot... And I havent slept in 3 days...

>tainted Love< A Poem By Me
tAiNtEd LoVe Come on in and take a seat Close your eyes, o not weep Its all over, I have lost the game I must remember you are you are not the same Silently screaming as the memories rewind Of a tainted love that was left behind Written by Me

Diary Entry For April 6th Of 2007
alright guys...here goes everything. im done with all the pathetics in my life. i have done some major re-thinking about the going-ons in my life. ive come to realize that some friends aren't really what they seem. im the kind of person who will go to the moon & back for my friends & perhaps some people just aren't worth the trip. i will not apologize for removing myself from these so called friendships...nor will i apologize to them for not caring anymore. also i am not going to rely on anyone but my husband & myself. my life, my problems, my issues...are simply that...mine. no one else needs to deal with them & i do not want anyone giving me their opinions about how i handle my life. if you have a opinion then that's fantastic for you but keep it to yourself. i'm not looking for anyone's approval nor do i want it. another thing that has been at the root of many rises in my blood pressure has been people telling me that i dont have to be so supportive of the marine corps & t

My Sweet Oblivion
I am spread out before you body and eyes screaming how I adore you Stained pink in places with a rosy flush only us breathing all else is hushed You kneel before me your tongue slides deep a treasured sword I long to keep I quiver violently your mark is set upon my soul does it lightly rest Deeper you delve into my woman's heart your heat taking over tearing me apart Only to bring me alive once more more color, more sight, more sound and I stop running enough to see that I am not lost...but found © Andi 2007

Guinea Pigglets!
So. I sucked it up and made my guinea pig phone call. We have ... *drumroll please* ... Two crested females. One male. The two brown ones are the females - exactly like their mother. The black one is the male - like his father. His father has brown on his head and chest - the baby is pure black. You can find photos of them here.

Four Dogs
Four men were bragging about how smart their dogs are. The first man was an Engineer, the second was an Accountant, the third was a Chemist, and the fourth man was a Government Worker. To show off, the Engineer called to his dog. "T-Square, do your stuff." T-Square trotted over to a desk, took out some paper and a pen and promptly drew a circle, a square, and a triangle. Everyone agreed that was pretty smart. The Accountant said his dog could do better, and said, "Slide Rule, do your stuff." Slide Rule went out into the kitchen and returned with a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles of 3 cookies each. Everyone agreed that was good. The Chemist said his dog could do better still, so he called his dog and said, "Measure, do your stuff." Measure got up, walked over to the fridge, took out a quart of milk, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and poured exactly 8 ounces without spilling a drop. Everyone agreed that was great. The Government Worker called to his

Are You Realistic Or Romantic?
You Are A Realistic Romantic It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Mondays Ache...
another chapter in health!! pull ups! 3 sets of 12. ride bike 15 miles *thats about how far the beach is* swim ( i dont know how far or whatever but it is for a long time) ride bike 15 miles. push ups! 2 sets of 30 diamonds, 2 sets 25 wide angled, 1 set max out. and i still have time to rot my brain in front of this idiot box.

Another Day In Paradise
Hello to all, Not alot going on, this is my second attempt on blogging so I am a bit annoyed, I forgot to title my blog and so it didnt take. I have no fucking clue what I typed in the last one, sure it really wasnt all that important. Nothing much going on with me, actually got a bit of much needed rest. I suffer from sleep deprivation so sleep is something I get very little of. I also have arthritis in my knee due to an injury i suffered years ago playing sports, I'm a huge soccer fan and I love american foot ball as well. I cant wait for warmer weather to arrive, I am more of a summer person, I hate the winter because I dislike being couped up in the house, I love the out doors. I love 4 wheeling, racing which i dont get to do alot of any more, and all sorts of other things, Just ask if you want to know more, I'm an open book and I have nothing to hide, Any ways, I was sleeping so good today for once when all of a sudden I was rudely awakened to what sounded like someone tryi

Sorry Loser...
Some foul, sorry, ashamed of themselves, non creative loser, has marked my art as nsfw. ART. Will you deprive your children from this? Are you going to teach them that nudity is offensive? Do you shower fully dressed? Do you have sex through your clothing? Do you shy away from museums? Are you not a fan of history? Maybe child birth offends you? Do you pee through your clothes? Its simple art. Art made with a pencil. Its not even real nudity. If you are so ashamed of nudity, take your nasty A#@$* to the gym. Go on a diet, get plastic surgery until it doesnt hurt your ohso sensitive eyes you f@!$#*& sow. Obviously, you have no appreciation for art, nor a creative bone in your body. Why dont you take a long walk off a short pier.

Wal Mart Greeter, Yeah It's Old But It's Still Funny!
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Walmart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. She's dressed in dirty jeans, a greasy t-shirt with holes in it and wearing flip-flops exposing her cracked and filthy toenails. When she yells at the kids, she exposes her yellowed, crooked teeth with more than a few missing. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! The oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the Hell would you think they're twins? Do you really think they look alike?" "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe someone had sex with you twice.

How Many Women
After three years of marriage, Kim was still questioning her husband about his lurid past. "C'mon, tell me," she asked for the thousandth time, "how many women have you slept with?" "Baby," he protested, "if I told you, you'd throw a fit". Kim promised she wouldn't get angry, and convinced her hubby to tell her. "Okay," he said, "One, two, three, four, five, six, seven - then there's you - nine, ten, 11, 12, 13.."

Farm Girl Birth Control
There were three gals who were getting married and all met at the marriage counselor's office to discuss the options of having or not having a baby right away. There were two city gals and one farm gal. The counselor asked them if they planned on having a baby right away or were going to wait awhile. They all agreed that they had discussed this with their potential husbands and all agreed to wait awhile. Well, the counselor asked the first gal what type of birth control she planned to use. Her answer was, "The rhythm method." "That will work," said the counselor, "if you keep a good record." He asked the second gal what system she planned on using. "I plan on using birth control pills," she said. Again he said, "Yes that will work as long a s you don't forget to take them." He then asked the farm girl what system she was planning on using. Her answer was, "The pail and saucer method" After a short delay, he told her that should also work. He asked them all to come back in one yea

70s Music
I am putting together a photo show DVD and need to use music from the 70s. Here are the top 100 from 73-76. Amazing how many are still popular! What songs should I use? LOL Prob 10-12. 1973 # Over the Hills and Far Away - Led Zeppelin # You Can’t Always Get What You Want - The Rolling Stones # D'yer Mak'er - Led Zeppelin # Get Up, Stand Up - Bob Marley & The Wailers # No More Mr. Nice Guy - Alice Cooper # Smoke on the Water - Deep Purple # Billion Dollar Babies - Alice Cooper # Stir It Up - Bob Marley & The Wailers # Daniel - Elton John # Time in a Bottle - Jim Croce # China Grove - The Doobie Brothers # Rocky Mountain High - John Denver # I Shot the Sheriff - Bob Marley & The Wailers # You're So Vain - Carly Simon # Rambling Man - Allman Brothers Band # Mind Games - John Lennon # Walk on the Wild Side - Lou Reed # Cum on Feel the Noize - Slade # Stuck in the Middle With You - Stealers Wheel # Love, Reign O'er Me - The Who # Bad, Bad Ler

Achieving Dreams
A dream is a seed The seed of a tree A tree full of life And the things you can be Your dreams are the windows Through which you can see A hint of your future And the things you will be Each night when you sleep You're feeding the seed The seed of the tree Of who you will be...

'tiny Bubbles' Singer Don Ho Dies At 76
HONOLULU - Legendary crooner Don Ho, who entertained tourists for decades wearing raspberry-tinted sunglasses and singing the catchy signature tune "Tiny Bubbles," has died. He was 76. He died Saturday morning of heart failure, publicist Donna Jung said. Ho had suffered with heart problems for the past several years, and had a pacemaker installed last fall. In 2005, he underwent an experimental stem cell procedure on his ailing heart in Thailand. Promoter Tom Moffatt said he attended Ho's final show Thursday and Ho received a standing ovation. Afterward, Ho reminisced about his many years in Waikiki and talked about how Judy Garland sang with him one night. "Don was in great spirits," he said. "He was fine." Ho entertained Hollywood's biggest stars and thousands of tourists for four decades. For many, no trip to Hawaii was complete without seeing his Waikiki show — a mix of songs, jokes, double entendres, Hawaii history and audience participation. Shows usually start

Webcam Fun
I'M ON CAM AT THE MOMENT Love to see a guy masturbating and especially when he cums... Omg, what a turn on! I also had several nice looking guys email me video files of themselves jerking off over one of my pic or vid. http://bunnynclyde.com

Worst Day Of My Life
to day was the hardest day of my life the day i had to say good bye to my son i had to send my son to my sister i had a really hard time doing it and it hurt so bad to do it i cried and cried but i had no other choice if i di dnot do this i woudl be putting my son in danger adn i dont want to do that he is my world i love him to death and i want the best for him and right now to be with me is not what is best now dont get me wrong i dont think him being with his father is a good thing either and to this very moment i pray to god that my ex does not try to take him cuz i know he just wants to make my life hell and i cant not have him in the same state as me i will go nuts i miss my baby so bad righ tnow i cant stop crying i am goingto turn in to a workaholic so i can get him back i need to make this all work i need to get stuff straight i need to get on my feet for my son and i am going to do that everyone please pray for me that i will be able to do this in a timely manner and have him

4. 3. 2.....1!
My 21st b-day is in 4 days! I cant wait till friday. All i know is i have to go to a mandatory store meeting at my other job at 9 on saturday god i hope my hangovers not bad... lol i rarely get out much anymore with work and a baby, so this has been planned for months, I bought a new outfit for my b-day and im redying my hair...(Getting rid of this burgandy it faded already) I ordered some new body jewelry online and bought myself a blast I guess thats my birthday present to myself. Everyone thinks 21 is such a big deal because of the alcohol status..Thats not really the main reason im excited. At 21 i now look back on all my mistakes and think of them as Well I was young...Trust me Ive made a few...Basically from my 18th birthday on up...I made all the wrongs decisions for the right reasons... Now I look @ 21 I have a beautiful healthy 9 month old (who now gets into everything by the way) 2 jobs a great family...and the few friendships I have... real friendships i have have lasted f

God Is Busy Now
A Marine was attending a college course between missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. The professor, an avowed atheist, shocked the Class one day when he walked in, looked toward the ceiling, and said loudly, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent and the professor began his lecture. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God - still waiting." It got down to the last minute when the Marine stood up, walked toward the professor and threw his best punch knocking him off the platform and out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat down. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the matter with you? Why did you do that?" The Marine calmly replied, "God is busy today protecting America's soldiers who are protecting you

Howdy
Just saying hi to those that read blogs. I'm fixing to go and watch wrestling, yes I watch wrestling!! LOL Watched the Nascar race yesterday and got pissed at Montoya for wrecking Tony Stewart! so I believe Smoke finished 25th. sucks. So today is going well except all the sudden I am breaking out in hives! I hate it when I do this. I've had to go to the ER before because they got soooo bad. I'm hoping they don't this time. wonderful! ok, I'm off, cya'll later! xoxo

Poem Give
Give of the heart Give your love Give your joy's and happiness Give your time Give a helping hand Give a hug or a kiss Give a hardy laugh Give tears where ever and when ever needed Give out any and all your resources Give and give out more until there is no more Then give up your principles and show how to uses them Give up and cast out your anger pain and sarrow Then when you given your all Seek to find away to give Just think on it There is a lot a person can give each and every day GIVE

Playboy Girlfriend
Which Playboy girlfriend are you?KendraSporty, and ready for everything active. Loves to dance and party, and knows how to shake your ASS. You are funny and the life of the party! Everyone loves you, but dont mess with you when footballs on!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Second Opinion
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one heck of a headache The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he did feel like a different person. Why not make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store and thought, "That's what I need - a new suit!" He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see... size 44 long." Joe laughed, "That's right, how did you know?" "Be

Other Friends/military Friends
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food MILITARY FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MILITARY FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. MILITARY FRIENDS: Are for life. O

Test For Smart People
The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question. 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, 'Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator?' Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an

Brain Teasers
The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. READY????? Here we go! 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off into the sunset, the grateful citizens would ask, Who was that masked man? Invariably,someone would answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he leave behind?___________ 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early 1964, we all watched them on The __________________ Show. 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." 04. "The story you are about to see if true. The names have been changed___________________." 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, ________________." 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the Watusi, we "danced"under a stick that was lowered as low as we could go in a dance called the "_____________." 07. "N_E_S_T_L_E_S", Nestle's makes the very best_______________." 08. Satchmo was America's "Ambassador of Goodwill." Our parents shared this great jazz trumpet play

Just A Mom!?!?!
This made me smile and thought I'd share it with everyone. I now know what to put as my occupation when I'm not doing other jobs...lol. A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a...?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, "housewife covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day..I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. *"I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and

Household Helpers
How many of these did YOU know about? ================================== A sealed envelope - Put in the freezer for a few hours, then slide a Knife under the flap. The envelope can then be resealed. ======================================================= Use Empty toilet paper roll to store appliance cords. It keeps them Neat and you can write on the roll what appliance it belongs to. =========================================== For icy door steps in freezing temperatures: get warm water and put Dawn dish washing liquid in it. Pour it all over the steps. They won't Refreeze. =========================================== To remove old wax from a glass candle holder, put it in the freezer for a few hours. Then take the candle holder out and turn it upside down. The Wax will fall out. ================================================== Crayon marks on walls? This worked wonderfully! A damp rag, dipped

I Make Me Laugh!!
I am getting giggles and more giggles now that every rate you get the name comes along with it. just af ew minutes ago my main pic get rated a 4 by some female. I laugh and then send her a shout out: "WOOO HOO A 4! YOU ROCK!" (Her name suggests that she is some type of rocker chic. So a few minutes go pass by and next thing you know I get another message: Such and Such rated you a 1! Even more hilarious in my mind. So I send her another shout out: "WOOO HOOOO a 1! YOU ARE THE BEST!" I am wondering if she knows about the new features?

Just A Soldier With A Few Spare Minutes.
So recently there has been a lot going on over here in Iraq. Just yesterday we detained 56 possible insurgents during one of their secret meetings. The day before we found and destroyed a whole "cell" of IED emplacers. We also found their warehouse with all the goods that were probably used to kill the 10 friends of mine that Ive lost so far. The day before that, we killed the "Tarmiyah Sniper" We are doing good for the people back home that we are trying our damndest to come home to. Lately Ive been going through my blogs and looking at who reads these things. I realize that I think I write these blogs more for myself than anyone else. I could give a damn what a civilians opinion is on the war. I had a comment on one of my other blogs the other day about some bitch not supporting the war but supporting the troops. Ma'am, I dont give a fuck what your opinion is. Really, if I wanted it...I would have wrote it up and threw that shit in a mumm. I dont give a fuck what anybody in the

Be Here
want u be more close to me how the love come without feel you how the love come and you so far how the love come without see you how the love come without touch you how the love come without kissing you how the love come without u say " I LOVE YOU " COMMENT: ( I LOVE ALL OF YOU )

New Words For 2007
Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS: The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM: An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING: When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO: The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into whe

Death And How Much It Sucks!
TODAY I WENT TO A PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE FOR MY YOUNGEST SON, BILLY. I HEARD ALL THE GOOD STUFF ABOUT HIM THEN I HEARD HOW HE HAS BEEN ACTING OUT IN CLASS, EVEN BEFORE HIS FATHER'S DEATH. I THEN SAW A DIFFERENT KID THAN WHAT I AM USED TO SEEING STANDING IN FRONT OF ME, AND IT SCARED ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THEM ALL THE TIME! I DON'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS! WE NEVER DO. I WALKED AWAY FEELING FRUSTERATED AND UNSURE OF MYSELF. I THEN WENT TO THE CAR AND TRIED CALLING THE ONE PERSON WHO WOULD ASSURE ME THAT IT WOULD BE FINE, AND THAT I AM A DESCENT MOTHER, AND HE WASN'T THERE! HE IS GONE AND I FORGOT FOR A MOMENT! I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF SOMETIMES! YOU KNOW I JUST STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS. HOW TO BE ME WITHOUT HIM HAVING SOME SORT OF INVOLVEMENT! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE THE ONLY PARENT! IT'S CRAZY! I KNOW THAT WE WILL BE OK IN THE END, BUT EVERYTHING SCARES ME! WHAT IF FOR SOME REASON SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME, WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO MY CHILDREN? I WORRY ABOUT THE

What Lies In My Future
Old loves seem to be finding a way back into my life Bringing back feelings long forgotten But knowing only pain lies down that road Time to decide what matters Do I allow myself to continue to try No I believe it is time to allow people in and out of my life but taking out sex or thoughts of a relationship until something really meaningful comes around and stays with out the sex.

Poetry
Just to inform you all I am writing personal and specific poetry for anyone interested.....they will all be unique to every individual and written with 2 hours of your request. I will need no payment, just my way of saying thanks for making me welcome GRRRRREAT! leave a comment on this BLOG if you are interested. Thanks KingDrago

We Keep Trying To Change
Sometimes you just catch something out of the corner of your eye that changes what you had planned on doing, don't you? As a parent, this happens all the time! Last night after getting home from work and picking up Sarah from Grandma and Grandpa's, I had the bright idea of taking her for a walk with me in our new neighborhood. (Getting her outside for some fresh air was also, I hoped, a way to tire her out for the night. Parenting tactic #24742.) Sarah liked going even though she walked a little gingerly when we got to loose gravel on the alley behind our house and the grass of the area playground and wanted Daddy to carry her. Awww . . . It was fun, but no, she didn't go to bed right away. Martha and Mary got home from work after Sarah and I had settled down for dinner. I microwaved a box of Michelina's pizza bites and would bite off half of each pizza bite, blow on the other half to cool it, and give the other half to Sarah. She didn't have to be asked twice -- I guess she can o

I Give Up
i think im having a mid life crisis!!!!!!!!!! i give up i dont wanna do this anymore i cant seem to stop the cycle of never ending shit happing to me so im just giving up! ive had enough - someone shoot me please!!!!!!

Lust Between Two
Words danced exotically from the fervent lips of the zealous and desiring woman; her breath caressed the flesh of his sensitive throat with a love of its own. Her fingers, tiny temptresses of another world, alighted his sides and chest with a fiery passion, a will of their conjuring to share in this emotion. Her skin, a calming therapy for his longings, smoothed over Lustwick’s body as a pale eulogy of rational thought, making obscure the organization of his mind. He fell into her eye forever, two dark pools of flame from which Lustwick would never return without a price. His blood boiled, causing his heart much ache as he groped in the fervor for her body enveloped in taboo. Time wouldn’t stop, let alone move on - careless of others. Time did not exist while Victraelle’s touch lay upon him; a spell only she could command forth onto Lustwick’s empire of a man. ‘Twas a spell he dared not fight; did not want to discard. They could call it a hex, but one stood never so sweet. Her

Bad Manners
Bad Manners I hate people with bad manner, for something that costs nothing why don’t more people have good manners! A simple please and thank you are always appreciated but very rarely heard. My son and I went for a walk and we made an effort to smile at everyone we saw, we had few surprised looks but mostly just smiles which was lovely except for two female cyclists, leisurely peddling away on a path that could only fit them side my side as we walked I thought one would get over but no, they made us get off the path and didn’t even have the decency to say thank you, two grown adults showing my son how to act, how inappropriate! I also contacted a friend of mine, hadn’t spoken to her for a while and thought even though I contacted her last I would make first contact again, it was much appreciated, she called me back and we chatted for some time. So the morale is, even if you were the last one to make contact don’t feel bad about making the first move again, it is appreciate

Ha! Who Didn't See This Coming?
You scored as Ted Bundy. Seriously man, you are terrifying. Intelligent, confident, but also very bitter. just get over your ex, and stop killing every one just because they bear a resemblance to him/her. there are plenty of fish in the sea my friend, move on.Lizzie Borden67%Ted Bundy67%Jack the Ripper67%Jeffery Dahmer56%Boston Strangler50%Elizabeth Bathory44%John Wayne Gacy33%Ed Gein28%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Riddle.....
You come across a body in the desert. Upon inspecting the body, you notice there are no footprints or tire tracks leading to or from the body but yours. There's a pack on the man's back that's unopened and he's carrying plenty of water. How did he get there and how did he die.

Do You Hate Her, 'cuz She's Pieces Of You...
by Jewel She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her? She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face? She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat. She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe? Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her 'Cause she's pieces of you? She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts? She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down? She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch? She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town? Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her 'Cause she's pieces of you? You say he's a faggot, does it make you want to hurt him? You say he's a faggot, do you want to bash in his brain? You say he's a faggot, does he make you sick to your stomach? You say he's a faggot, are you afraid you're just the same? Faggot, Faggot, do you hate him 'Cause he's pieces of you? You say he's a Jew, does it mean that he's tight? You say he's a Jew, do you want to hurt his kids tonight? Yo

Dear John
WHY DO WE CONSTANTLY GET TREATED LIKE LITTLE KIDS ON THIS SITE. I THOUGHT THIS WAS FOR ADULTS. EVERY TIME I COME ON HERE AFTER WORK ALL I SEE IS MORE CRAP GOING WRONG AND HAPPENING TO THIS SITE. NOTHING SEEMS TO GET ANY BETTER. ALWAYS SOMETHING DOWN, BROKE, & CHANGED. ALWAYS GETTING ERRORS FOR RATING TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. COMMENTING TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. RATING PHOTOS TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. WHAT THE HELL CAN WE DO ON HERE IF ALL THIS IS TAKEN AWAY? I CANT SPEAK FOR OTHERS BUT MY TIME IS VERY LIMITED ON HERE. I THINK WITH 829,50 PEOPLE ON THIS SITE SOME PEOPLE NEED TO HELP SPEAK UP ABOUT THIS CRAP GOING ON HERE SO WE CAN SEE SOME BETTER CHANGES. WHAT DOESN'T MAKE SINCE TO ME IS THIS GUY KEEPS ADDING MORE THINGS TO THE SITE WHICH JUST ADDS MORE FUEL TO THE FIRE AND SLOWS THE SERVER DOWN EVEN MORE. STOP ADDING WHAT YOU THINK IS SO COOL AND JUST STICK WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. GET A BETTER SERVER AND WE'LL ALL BE HAPPEN. OK IM FINISHED VENTING NOW. THANKS FOR LISTENING JOHN

Phed Item From Monique Gata Dupree?
It's simple..all you have to do is join the yahoo group and check your email each friday for the question of the week..The first person t answer the question correctly gets an autographed item straight from the Fierce Feline herself, Monique Gata Dupree Good luck! Click to join WeluvMonique

Klub House News, Weather And Info!!!!
NOW THATS BIG5:15 PM FRIDAY APRIL 20th 2007SCOTT CITY KANSAS Some may have seen these kinds of thing while others may have not!!! While I was out taking some notes on weather conditions in the area I see this big huge wide load!!!! Most can accualy make it throught the lights at the intersection here in this small town!!! Today that was not going to happen!!! If fact the city police and workers had to help this big wide load make it through making a turn to the west in wich they were comming from the south!!!! Of course you wouldnt believe it until you see it so have a good look for your self with the pics I took of this even shown bellow!!!! Also notice how low to the ground it is!!!

Marine And Daddies
I'm chilling out watching the yankees/red sox game. Always exciting drama that unfolds in front of your eyes. I know I appreciate it more being at home rather than at the ballpark. Always some asshole spilling beer or cursing. Plus you don't get the views like on TV. So while this is unfolding. 7-6 redsox so far at the top of the 9th. You can't imagine what has happened to me this evening. First of all some background info about my sister, Shannon. She's turning 21 this June so you got to imagine she will go drinking somewhere. I always thought she was 21 when she turned 16 but yeah. She is dating a marine and i have gotten many praises from him by friends of mine. Mostly cause chicks like a man in uniform. I think thats a load of shit cause just cause a person dresses a certain way doesn't describe the character he has. long story short I don't like him. He is extremely disrespectful, fake, foney, says one thing and does another. This has made my sister quite on

Okayy Here It Goes...
my first fcuking blog. Well to be honest I am just a little out of it. I've been confused and pissed off lately. Mostly at this girl,we use to be friends but she sends me a message on myspace one day tellin me that i'm white trash and that i'm annoying and thats why ive never had a boyfriend [ohh yeah by the way i've never had a boyfriend] soo i sent her a message back saying "yeah sure I'm white trash and your the one whos 17 yrs old,pregnant and living in a trailer with your parents" yeah yeah the bitch started it!.. But on the other hand I'M DOING GREAT!! I got my lip pierced last week;I'm thinkin bout gettin the other side done =/ well im gonna go for now be sure to comment my pichas!! xxKimi

Contests
I will never enter one.. Because I can afford to pay for a blast, and I don't get the "gifts." They're just little graphics. I give them out, I get them. Fine. But think about it, you get 15-20k comments for each contestant. You have about 5-12 entries. That's a buttload of points, and that yacht or ring will be paid by the comments. Then there's the cheaters, and the unscrupulous contest runners themselves. No thanks. Now someone buy me a mansion! Haha. Joke, joke.

Smile
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can ' t even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you ' re in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn ' t have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don ' t argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn ' t it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press ' Ctrl Alt Delete ' and start all over? AMEN , AMEN !! Why is it that our children can ' t read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn ' t you know it... Brain cells come and br

Mercury Signs
Sun in Pisces-Mercury in Aquarius: These Pisceans can be a little cool or detached. They have good intellects and make excellent researchers or psychologists. Sun in Pisces-Mercury in Pisces: Pisces here is totally visual or instinctive and extremely sensitive. These are the true poets, artists, and psychics who comfort and console us. Sun in Pisces-Mercury in Aries: These Pisceans have more courage, energy, and initiative as well as some inventive ability. They are surprisingly outspoken about their feelings. If you know me, you should know which I am quickly

Love Takes Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

Its All Good!!!!
THIS HAS BEEN A GREAT BIRTHDAY THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS WISHES CARDS AND BEING SO SWEET THE DAY IS ABOUT OVER BUT THATS OK TO ABOUT TIME TO TAKE THIS SLIGHTLY TIPSY GAL TO THE BED AND CALL IT A DAY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 7 AM FRIDAY MORNING AND ALITTLE TO MUCH TO DRINK SO YOU ALL AHVE A GOOD NIGHT AND HUGS TO ALL AND KISSES FOR SOME..............

Table Talk
Jack sat accross the coffee table staring thoughtfully into his morning cup of joe. He gave it a few stirs with the spoon as Anna stared at him. They had been partners for a few months now and had built a well founded relationship of trust in each other. She knew he was thinking about something, not that he tried to hide it. She looked down at her badge and gently blew a speck of dust away before looking him in the eye. "What's on your mind, Jack?" Jack looked up to her and relaxed into his seat as he put his arms up on the back. "I've been thinking..." "No kidding," she smiled sarcastically. "About what?" "Well, the way I see it... God is either not all-powerful or he isn't all-knowing... or he's a complete bastard." Anna smiled at him. Although she was a devout christian, she loved to hear Jack's wild ideas about religion and politics. He was just one of those guys that never took anything too seriously. "So, how did you get to that c

That Awful Feeling
I'm feeling so ill and weak. I've had no sleep because of what has happened and don't know what to do with myself. Maybe i'll just go lie down and watch the London Marathon on TV, just have a lazy day and do nowt. Yeah, think i'll just do that as i am so not in the mood to do anything today anyway. boo

Deleting Everybody
I Am Trying to find out who my true friends are so,With the exeption off a couple off people who im sure about everyone is going to be deleted. If you really want t be friends, you can ask me, and I will accept.

Clutter And Hope
books and knickknacks stacked haphazardly, home is personal reflection. and what a mess it is, a single woman that lacks direction. pieces of life strewn about the coffeetable, a hand-me-down from the parents... electric bills and junk mail ads line the particle board like the bottom of a birdcage. that old oak table has been in the family for generations, albeit pathetic abstractions of humans that fancy themselves a step above the masses, but i digress... the memories that come with the table are a montage of movie scenes... marriage and pregnancy, honor and shame. the kitchen floor hasn't been swept in god knows when, the dishes seem to find a home wherever they last were set. it's a wonder you can even decipher that a floor exists. and maybe that's okay, because in the midst of trying to find what's underneath the clutter and mess, she might find the very thing that has eluded her thus far... herself.

Great White - Save Your Love
I wake in the night, To find you on my mind- Deep in a dream, You’ll always be, Till the end of time. . . I look in your eyes, They touch my soul. My love is hard to hide- I’m never alone, when we’re apart- I feel you by my side . . . & here in my heart, Where no one else will ever be- I know who you are- So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see. . . I wake from a dream, & see you by my side- How could I belong to someone else; when holding you, feels so right. . . & here in my heart, where no one else will ever be- We’ve made it so far, So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see . . . Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! Don’t turn your back on me, You’re all I need! I know who you are, We’ve come so far- So b

I Am Your Butterfly
You release me from my cell encourage me to feel the unknown cause my spirit to soar to the never reachable sky. Because I am your butterfly. I escape from my hell welcome in my new feelings make myself feel free to explore this new high. Because I am your butterfly. We feel what words strive to tell invoke the love in our heart needs to soar free to be seen by every eye. Because I am your butterfly.

So Done
It has come to my attention that when a guy tells a "fat chick" like me that she is beautiful it is all BULLSHIT and lies. It is all just a ploy to see if they can get a quick lay. People ask why I am single and well there you have it. I am one of the fat people and I guess it's about time that I figured that out and stop fooling myself by thinking that people can see inner beauty. You make one mistake and you get hung up on and put out with the trash. Got to love that. Well to all of you women out that there are the "perfect 10" You win. Not all of us can be like that and well I guess the ones who can't are just supposed to be alone. Well maybe not all of us but this is the case for me. With that said I outta here.

How Girly Are You?
You Are 68% Girly You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross! How Girly Are You?

Wake Up Call
Well as my alarm woke me this morning at 4:30 my weekend ran through my head. Losing $100. Harvey damn near crying when he seen me. Liquid Cocaine, it is a drink. Having Jen blush again with a mere kiss. Ron's jaw drop that I haven't seen in a year. Apple Pie! Peeling potatoes as Harvey fell over and hit his head. Seeing Kelly and wanting to kill Rooster. A Free Spirit said hi to me, wtf. Seeing my ex fience. Seeing T and Shawn. Dancing like a fool. Singing again. Free shots. Out till 5 in the morning. Going to the Strip Club and watching the jaws drop as I turned down the oppertunity to dance. Breakfast. Seeing Nickoli. Running through the rain with the kid. Crystal blue eyes. A few songs bringing tears to my eyes.

The Iraqi War Is Over!
I was using StumbleUpon this past weekend and came across this blog entry. In it, the author says to stop calling it the Iraq War, since the war was won when the government surrendered. We should call it what it is: military occupation.And that is what it is. We are there at the request of the Iraqi government (the guys we helped put into the government) to help them consolidate their hold on their country.The problem with calling it a military occupation, though, is Shrubya would lose a lot of power and wouldn't get the money or troop increase. Americans would be screaming bloody murder to get us out, even moreso than now.tag: bush, war, politics, iraq -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Time We Are Given
We knw a smile can be shared. We know life can be spared. A helping hand is always welcomed. So why do we get bummed? Care for those who need it Your mood is not so hard admit it. So what do we do with this life we life in? How do we spend the time we are given?

Permeate
the earthy smell of rain is simmering, making the pavement smoke, smothering the existence of grime and fumes that previously wandered the air. and she's watching in wonder as the ground looks seemingly greener against an angry gray sky. her eyes flutter for a moment, taking in such a jagged breath, you'd think it was her last. but she keeps on as if it's for spite.

Game 6 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
SCORING SUMMARY 1st Period 03:05 PPG - MIKE MODANO, Assists: SERGEI ZUBOV and MIKE RIBEIRO 2nd Period NONE 3rd Period 07:22 JEFF HALPERN, Assists: none PENALTY SUMMARY 1st Period 01:43 LINDEN, T. : Boarding - 2 min 01:55 BIEKSA, K. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 05:29 LINDROS, E. : Hooking - 2 min 17:21 OHLUND, M. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 17:48 HAGMAN, N. : Roughing - 2 min 17:48 BURROWS, A. : Roughing - 2 min 2nd Period 00:17 HANSEN, J. : Elbowing - 2 min 07:37 DALEY, T. : Holding - 2 min 10:23 NORSTROM, M. : Hooking - 2 min 3rd Period 15:58 MITCHELL, W. : Hooking - 2 min 17:40 MORROW, B. : Misconduct (10 min) - 0 min 17:40 COWAN, J. : Misconduct (10 min) - 0 min 17:40 MORROW, B. : Roughing - 2 min 17:40 COWAN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 18:08 SEDIN, H. : Hooking - 2 min 20:00 GREEN, J. : Slashing - 2 min 20:00 GREEN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 20:00 OTT, S. : Roughing - 2 min

*does Her Happy Dance* Things Are Looking Up!
FINALLY! after months of heart ache. Well ok a week but it felt like months. Things are FINALLY looking up. Ive been looking for a lap dog. Either a chihuahua or a pom. Something that would be easy for me to take care of. FINALLY! Im getting one today. A chihuahua after all this time. A cute little chihuahua, it doesnt even bother me that thats the same type of dog that my ex fiance has. I thought it would be hard for me to have the same type of dog. But his dog meant the world to me. She felt like my own little baby to. So, it actually feels good to get my own baby. Even if it is the same kind of dog. Ill love it i mean come on its gotta be cute right? lol I'll add pictures as soon as I get it and I level up lol. How does the name Engel sound? Its german for Angel. Yes ill come out now and confess angel is the name of my ex fiancess dog. Thats why I went with the german saying.

Any Ct Friends On Facebook?
I just created a Facebook account, because my friends kept pestering me to add one. So I caved! If any of my CT friends and future friends have a Facebook account, feel free to add me to your list. Just do a search for Scott Bazzle. That would be me!

I Want To
i want to hear your voice, to feel your breath on my skin. to come alive at your touch. i want to be stimulated, to feel invigorated. to touch you back... i want to know you inside and out to have that memory with me always to feel the nuances of you over and over again. i want to watch you move to walk beside you to just be... i want to...

Booty-call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

My Heart Belongs To?????????
My feelings for you seem to have no boundaries or secrets. It's in my essence, devouring the fiber of my being and is devoted to you alone. My feelings for you reaches far and wide and travels through the four corners of the earth and far beyond what the mind can understand My feelings for you is a journey of the highest mountain tops, the most beautiful gardens, the deep seas, the bluest lakes, rivers and streams. My feelings for you consumes my heart. u make me feel like i can soars beyond the edge of the world, up into the sky, through the clouds, past the sun, the stars, the and heavens, just so i can searching for you, my feelings, it is hard to even begin tell you how much I care. My feelings for you is the totality of all existing things. My feelings my love for u is unstopable, unexsplainable, and wonderful.. the sound of ur voice sinks my heart in a ocean of love and passion. it remains in the center of my heart, if fact my whole heart...

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Sitting In My Chair
Who says tht a straight back chair is uncomfortable and no fun? Well, not me anyway. When I was younger I dated a lovely woman named Pauline. Pauline was 5'6", had dark curly hair that came down to about mid-back, blue eyes, nice hips, a nice round ass, lovely 38D breasts with large dark nipples, and more than that she was extremely bisexual. We always had a great time sexually but there was always something that I wanted that she held out on me. I was dying to have a threesome with her and her girlfriend Debbie. Debbie was sort of plain looking but not unattractive. She had blonde hair,blue eyes, was a little on chubby side, had really big 40DD breasts, and exuded this sort of sexual magnetism that drove me crazy. We used to flirt like crazy even when Pauline was around but it never went beyond the playful stage. Anyway...I was supposed to meet Pauline at her house to go to dinner after work one Friday in what I seem to remember was late August as it was hot as hell that da

Scorpions - The Zoo
The job is done and I go out Another boring day I leave it all behind me now So many worlds away I meet my girl, she's dressed to kill And all we gonna do Is walk around to catch the thrill On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo Enjoy the zoo And walk down 42nd Street You wanna be excited too And you will feel the heat We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo

Help End The Tiger Trade.
The tiger is one of the most revered, feared and popular species on Earth. It is perhaps the most powerful symbol of our planet’s endangered wildlife. Once widespread across Asia, fewer than 5,000 wild tigers are now found in just 7 percent of their historic range. The most immediate threat to wild tigers is poaching for trade. Despite international and domestic bans, a thriving black market for tiger skins and bones threatens to wipe out wild tigers. China, with its booming economy, burgeoning human population and ancient traditions of using tiger parts as medicine and clothing, is the world’s leading consumer of tiger products. The good news is that the Chinese government has taken action to help save the species. In 1993, China outlawed all domestic trade of tiger products. Their increased enforcement efforts and public awareness campaigns have curbed a demand that once saw tiger products annually sold in the tens of millions. But there is a new threat in China that c

Wimpiest Dad . . . . . .
Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says, "My dad is so scared of storms, that when lightning strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared of the dark, that when my mother works nightshift, he sleeps with the woman next door."

Interesting Facts
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

Harlan Ellison On Romance
I don't know why this came to mind today. But I thought I would share it with everyone. It's very dark and cynical, and until recently pretty much represented my attitude as well... "I know one more thing. And it's this: In every human being there is only so large a supply of love. It's like the limbs of a starfish, to some extent: if you chew off a chunk, it will grow back. But if you chew off too much, the starfish dies. Valerie B. chewed off a chunk of love from my dwindling reserve...a reserve already nibbled by Charlotte and Lory and Sherri and Cindy and others down through the years. There's still enough there to make the saleable appearance of a whole creature, but nobody gets gnawed on that way without becoming a little dead. So, if Cupid (that perverted little motherf*cker) decides his lightning ought to strike this gnarly tree trunk again, whoever or whatever gets me, is going to get a handy second, damaged goods, something a little dead and a little crippled. Having

Cheater, Cheater Pumpkin Eater
.Cheating is an odd term, when you think about it. What are you cheating them out of? Conversely, what would you be getting cheated out of? Isn't infidelity actually a gift? You're giving the person the opportunity to see you as the chicken-shit that you are. The person who can't be bothered to tell them that you can't be with them anymore. "Cheating" on someone gives them ammunition against you and makes it easy for them to break up with you (or you with them). I've been on all corners of the cheating block. I've been the one to cheat. I've been the one to get cheated on. I've been the "other woman." And I've been the person who held in the information of someone else's indiscretion. No side is a favorable one. They all have their drawbacks. Being cheated on hurts the most. Hell, when you discover that you're not enough for someone and they didn't respect you enough to tell you that before going and entangling their genitals with someone else, that revelation kills. It can feel

Ffs!
Hmmm, I'm finding it difficult to understand why people (and I mean men) can't respect the fact that I'm really not interested in talking about sex with them. I mean, do they really think that they are so damn hot and sexy that no woman can resist them? Trust me fellas, that just is not the case. Now, don't get me wrong... if you're into that 'kinda ting' (said in the sytle of Father Ted) then fair play to you but you ain't gonna be playing with me sunshine. I'm here to just have a laugh and waste time (and get abuse from ManU fans...who will be crying soon! lol). I'm starting to believe that most of them can't read to be honest (not the ManU fans, some men,...but then again...lol)... all the blood has gone somewhere else and the 'real' brain has shut down. OK, well... that was my first ever rant (in blog that is, on CT). Don't feel any better for it but seeing as there was no one around to rant AT (donuts off line) this will have to do. Alrighty then...thanks

~alittle Something About Me~
(¯`._.•°¤*THE BASIC¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)WAT IS YO NAME??KieraWAT IS YO NICKNAME??KikiHOW OLD R U??26WHEN IS YO B-DAY??March-27-1981WAT IS YO SIGN??AriesHOW TALL R U??5'6RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED??Right HandedWHERE IS U FROM??Phx, ArizonaWHERE DO U STAY NOW??Cleveland, Ohio WATS YO RACE??ItalianFAV ANIMAL??DogsFAV THING 2 DO??SEX!!!FAV NUMBER??9FAV FOOD??Mexican, ItalianFAV COLOR??Pink & Black(¯`._.•°¤*LOVE¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)DO U HAVE AN BF??NopeDO U LUV HIM??WHERE DID YALL MEET??WHERE IS HE FROM??WAT IS HIS FAV COLOR??WAT IS YALL FAV SONG??WAT KIND OF CAR DO HE DRIVE??HOW DID YALL KNO YALL WAZ MEANT 4 EACH OTHA??IS HE IN SCHOOL??HOW OLD IS HE??WAT IS THE SWEETEST THANG HE DONE??DO YALL HAVE NICKNAMES FOR EACH OTHA??IF SO WAT DO U CALL HIM??WAT DO HE CALL U??HOW OFTEN DO YALL TALK??(¯`._.•°¤*THIS OR THAT¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)V

...........
I honestly dont know what to write, only Im bored off my ass and wish it would go ahead and storm. I hate to look out and see the dark clouds but nothing coming out of them. Kinda pisses a person off, wouldnt it you? Anyways, im at the library, bored to pieces(gotta love that saying) and Im waiting on a damn doctor to call me about the results of my son's EEG from Friday. I havent heard a damn thing and its pissing me off. This EEG will determind if my son has to stay on his anti seizure medicine. Long story short, my son is a shaken baby and has had seizures since he was 2 motnhs old. He had blood on the brain from the shaking that can irritate it and cause seizures. Its been over a year and half since his last one and hopefully he get off of it. Moving right along with the next issue on my brain. Which is why in the hell hasnt Healthsouth called me about the application i put in for a Nurse's Aid. You would think they would call me to tell me sorry we dont think you q

Medieval Times
Medieval times Nightly gestures on morning tide Chivalry tested on horses stride Evening weeps of womens beauty Morning dew upon fruits of bounty Sleeping stars in the velvet sky Shining brightly and loving spry Petals dance upon the morning breeze Your loving embrace i must seize With you the enbodyment of life Shall you never know a heavy strife Rounds of tears and joyful laughter Fall to upon your ears ever after Far off a distant land time swept like falling sand Meadows flowers dance to tune Towns crumbling far to soon All of the things may come to be For countrymen, counts, and marquis No matter how much love is kept Things may fall to the darkness depth. Brad A Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A Christopher

Rain
Striking at the sky I bring down the rain. It falls, soaking all below. Misery of my own creation, It dissolves all I hold dear. All I can do is watch, As I struggle for control. Why does this rain never end? Why do they all have to be hurt? Hoping for an end to the downpour, I turn my mind to the aftermath. The world flooded and bewildered. Attempting to rebuild the dreams on the ruined ground. Why did every one have to suffer? Consequence of my own self destruction. Why couldn't this be stopped, Before it consumed everything? A new world struggles for a beginning, As the old realm fights to survive. Both trapped in the land of rain, The domain of shifting tides. The future appears to be ahead, But the past is unready to end. Their battle rages still. Their ranks still clash in the present, On the land that which I stand.

Mission & Why I Am Mad As Hell...
My fiances grandfather went back to the hospital today! The reasons being that he was not going to the bathroom at all, would not wake up, and was not coherent and had trouble breathing. He has a pacemaker! Over the past month he has been in and out of the hospital several times. They have him on 18 medications. Tonight his urine sample had pieces of his kidneys in his urine, otherwise kidney cells....this above is the current scenario. They are not expecting him to make it!!! Ok, so lets backtrack to the last time he was in the hospital. What medication did they give him that he was not currently taking? The answer..MORPHINE!! Yes, they sent a HEART PATIENT HOME ON MORPHINE!! When he came home, before his first dosage..he was having episodes of having trouble breathing, but was still breathing, talking and coherent. After he started taking the morphine....well lets just say he was no longer coherent and no longer responsive, did not want to wake up, go to the bathroom at all! Stil

At It Again
I don't have my truck anymore, so I either walk or take the bus. Not that I liked driving all that much anyway. However, with me now having to look out side of my little "bubble world" for work not having my own truck makes it harder. I know it sounds like I am whining, but I'm not really, okay maybe a little. See the public transportation, aka bus, does not go in a lot of the areas that I could find a job in, which never made sense to me in the first place even when I had my truck. Believe it or not people do actually live and work outside of the downtown area! I guess the route makers don't realize that. I can see it would be hard to have buses go down every street, but come on have them go further and make straighter shots to places than they do! If I could I would go back to school, although with me I'd have to start all over again. I've got a bad memory, must be from all that brain damage I got from growing up with brothers.

Despair Is The Only Game I Play
Its not fair Im in despair. My heart is hurting-- Does no one care? Its like a dare-- Im in despair. I pretend to laugh-- I pretend to care. I cannot see, I cannot hear I cannot fight (a person or fear) My heart is the one that continues to cry Even though my eyes are dry. Each time I laugh, Im really crying. And even though you dont see it Im slowly dying. Cant you see Im dying inside? I cant protect The things I hide. I cant talk back (I cant do that) Im crying now From my heart and eyes. The words I utter Are truly lies. Help me, someone, Anyone, please! Open the door, Please find the keys! Let me out, Let me be free. Let me be who I want to be. BUT Its not fair, Im in despair My heart still hurts And no one cares.............. Writen By: White Snow

Deception
You may not know that I knew you words and actions. I had my hopes up on that one question, To be slapped across the face. With a strike that stung me for days, My dignity was blown to pieces. You may or may not know who you are, or what you said, I wish could of just asked, but you were scared instead, weren't you? You were shot down once and you didn't want that to happen again, I would like to say I would of said yes, But my wish was shattered into thousands of pieces. I'll try to keep the hope alive if you do to. One thing I will always regret is that I never told you how much I liked you. There's more to the story then what you might know, and it's OK. But I wish you could rewind and ask me out on that day. But I guess there will be another time and another place, even then I don't think I can keep up this grace. You had me from Hello and your ways, but since the "new girl" came its been about her. How could you be all bubbly when you decided to ask me out,

Gonna Be A Bear!!!!!
In this life I'm a woman,In my next life,I'd like to come back as a bear,you get to hibernate,you do nothing but sleep for six months.I could deal with that. Before you hibernate,you're supposed to eat yourself stupid.I could deal with that. When your a girl bear,you birth your children(who are the size of walnuts)while your sleeping and wake up to partailly grown,cute cuddly cubs.I could difinitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear,everyone knows you mean business,you swat anyone who bothers your cubs.If your cubs get out of line you swat them too. I could deal with that. If your a bear,your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling,he EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat,but loves me anyway for who I am !!!! YUP, GONNA BE A BEAR!!!

Not Much Going On
I went to school and did math today from about 1030 to 230. I did an old final for review for my final on monday. I didn't do much today other than that. I'll do the cumulitive review tomarrow, and then the tests that are in the back of the book over thenext couple days too. On monday morning I'll go and review in the morning, then take the test in the afternoon. That should work for review. Not a whole lot else going on. Other than my brother drank my last hard cider. lol. It's not a big deal though. I scanned some more pictures in. Check my pictures page to see all of them.That's a picture of the goat I uste to have before I was in the army. My paretns were too lazy to take care of the animals they got and then had us take care of. So when we all moved out, they got rid of them. I think it's kinda jacked up, it was ok for us to take care of animals they got, but not for them to. But whatever. He wnt to a good home in idaho. They took pictures of him and sent them to me while I

"star Trek" Actor's Ashes Prepare To Reach Final Frontier
"Star Trek" actor's ashes prepare to reach final frontier by Tangi Quemener Sat Apr 28, 6:36 AM ET HATCH, United States (AFP) - Dozens of fans prepared to bid farewell Saturday to "Star Trek" star James Doohan, whose ashes are to be blasted into space on a private rocket. ADVERTISEMENT Doohan, beloved for his role as the USS Enterprise's chief engineer Montgomery "Scotty" Scott, died aged 85 in 2005, but plans for his posthumous rendezvous with the final frontier have been repeatedly delayed. However on Saturday a symbolic portion of his ashes will be on board a SpaceLoft XL rocket that is scheduled to take off from a private launchpad near this town in the southwestern state of New Mexico. The launch has been scheduled for between 8:30 am (1430 GMT) and 2:30 pm local time (2030 GMT). Doohan's ashes will be accompanied by the remains of former US astronaut Gordon Cooper and those of 200 other people. Doohan's widow Wende said Friday her husband would have

Lost Poem
She was not looking at me anymore, staring out into space like that, and I knew wherever she was, I would never know her there. She was quite small in the shadow, of what she used to be, and maybe I understood a bit, why she wished to leave me here, because I wasn’t something, make-believe. And the wind was washing away, what used to make her talk to me, she’s talking to herself now, her lips are parted so that when I, maybe I will look inside her, and maybe I will see what is wrong. Her mouth is open wider now, and maybe she wants me to see, so when I peer inside, when I see what she wanted me to, when I see the blackness of night, and death, I seem to think I understand, and now I know where I am again.

"devil With The Black Dress On" (jack Off Jill)
Wash off those scabs dear or fingernail pick them clean Pray to all your long lost demons and justify your means Devil has a new shape Devil has a new ride Devil has a problem but he locks it up inside Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to hate me angel cause I hate you now you're gone Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true Did you believe it cause I said so angel I sure lied to you Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true I'm eternal and infernal and I sure lied to you Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do y

Smeared Black Ink
Mom is dying And she's taking us all with her So tired of being alone And strung out She said she'd tie me up As a bundle of sticks Carry me to the woods and keep me There where it's safe. Said she'd stay there with me And my brother. All warm, bundles of sticks. I'd like to reach across These three states that part us And take that bottle from her hand And put my brother there instead. Wrap him in my arms, and tell him Things will be okay They can't always be this way, But days like this I really don't believe it. If i could I'd show her all she's doing All she's done. If i could only make her see The way she's going The path she's on is drowning. It would make all the difference It would all stay just the same. Have another, Mom. Here... Have one on me.

Help Me And Lets C If We Can Bomb
OK GUYS I AM ASKING FOR A PERSONAL FAVOUR. THERE IS A MEMBER OF MY OTHER FAMILY IN A CONTEST THAT ENDS SATURDAY APRIL 28, 2007 @ 8PM HERE IS THE LINK SO PLEASE COME HIT HER AND PROVE THAT THIS FAMILY CAN BOMB LIKE WE ENVISION IT CAN BE.

Fucked Up Day
okay this day fucking sucks!! Life rightnow fucking sucks... Car going toshit don't have money to fix and not worth fixing and need to figure out a way to get a new veichile!! Neigohbors complaining cause oil leak doing what I can to fix it and clean it up but I can't pull money out of my ass!!! Bill colloector calling me night and day cause dumb ass X put me back into debi and who als doesn't pay childsuppot and now has time when he wants to see his kids( what ever ~but kinda a god send only if he would just walk away completely!!) Need to find away to beable to claim banckrutcy..once again can't pull money out of my ass~ don't have the credit to get a loan for that and what is the point of that hello that why banckruptcy no one to borrow from. I hardly make it and keep it afloat on what I makeand yet I h=make too much for state asstanice!!WTF. It is just a shitty day and hurts the most Rob said he would see the girls today ( nisser to young to phase but Kyleigh remembers and has bee

Fucktards
OK so its the internet and what do I really expect , yes I hear you all asking this allready , but when it comes to proposals of marriage and long time spans that you have this happen then yeah it is just a bit different yes ? Now to the matter at hand , yes there will be foul language because I am now going to talk about the fucktards , first the fiance , Lord Bathum as he is called here and on myspace , now he has been engaged to my very dear Mistress of Wolves since well before I ever met her , and all of this will cover the entire of their time knowing each other , it might be hard for you people to grasp so I will try to take it slowly . you see when she met him , he was supposedly in hospital in London after an assault that left him badly scarred , and rather depressed also just split with someone , this may seem normal so far but and here is the kicker , the UK does not have internet support facilities for patients in our hospitals , it is too damn expensive ( since the h

First Night
They held each other close Both wishing time would end Their bodies pressed together Their heart beats did blend He knew he had to leave She knew he'd soon go The next time they'd be together Neither did know The goodbyes were silent Each knew what the other meant One hug, one kiss And both were content They parted with sadness But no tears were shed For they still had the memories Of their first night in bed.

Read
i want to thank everyone who rated and left comments you guys are great, keep up the good work to answer a few questions you guys had i dont like yahoo, it sucks dont ask me lol i do use msn messenger so if any of my dear friends would like to talk to me on there let me know. i only cam with friends and i only make faces at them, nothing else for the guys telling me they love me, buy me a blast lmao if i have anymore statements ill get back to you thanks for reading

~ 15 Things To Do @ Wal-mart ~
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart when your going to be in there for a long time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows

Will I Ever Win Just Once??
PLEASE HELP ME .. I WOULD LIKE TO WIN JUST ONCE.. I NEED 5000 COMMENTS AND AT LEAST 500 A WEEK TO STAY IN THE CONTEST.. I WILL SHOW LUV IN RETURN IF NEEDED. THANK YOU TO ALL THAT WILL HELP ME ACCOMPLISH THIS TASK.*MUAH* SO JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO WHERE YOU NEED TO COMMENT AT.. THANK YOU AGAIN

What I Think About People Going To Church
WHAT I THINK ABOUT PEOPLE GOING TO CHURCH I THINK 99 PRECENT OF THEM ARE NUT CASES,I SEEM HOW PEOPLE ACT AROUND ME I SEEM HOW THEY TURN UP THEY NOSES AT ME I DONT WANNA SIT BY ME, I THINK MOST PEOPLE ARE A JOKE WHO GO,ID BENE TO THEM ALL AT 1 TIME IN MY LIFE,SO A BUNCH OF FAKES,PHONEYS,GOOFBALLS,THE PASTORS MAKE OT MUCH MONEY I SEEM THEM DRIVING NICE CARS AND STUFF,I THINK THATS B.S OTHER PEOPLE ARE HOMELESS THEY HAVE TO HAVE MILLION DOLLAR HOMES ,COME ON GIVE ME A BREAK,THEY ACT SO PREFECT THEY OUT PROBABLY HAVING SEX WITH EVERYBODY,I THINK IF U BELIEVE I NYOUR SELF YOUR FINE,LIFE TO CONFUSING ANYWAY,TO MUCH HURT IN THE WORLD.I HATE THOSE REGLIOUS CHANNELS THEY SHOULD BE REPLACE WITH OTHER THINGS,I THINK BENNY HIIN OR WHAT EVER BEING FAKE OFTHEM ALL,SOMEDAY U WILL SEE THE BLACK METAL WORLD WOULD TAKE OVER WE ALL JOIN TOGETHER,JOIN ME

Man Laws......this One Is For You Guys!
MAN LAWS The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Jessica Alba starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly o

Just A Monday....
Its just a monday right... then why does it feel like such a different day. I dont know i just think it is from the hectic weekend I have had. I feel like a mack truck has ran over my ass and decided to roll backwards as well. It all started Friday when i got home, I learned that my biological grandfather passed away. Not a big lose to me since I never knew him. I felt sad for my mother and those who did know him. He died from cancer. And the real kicker is he died while in prison for a crime he did not commit. I know everyone in prison says they are innocent but he was truely innocent. The funeral was suppose to be tomorrow but because his wife likes to lolly-gag around it may not be til the middle of the week. I myself have no idea what to think since it is a great big mess. One family member doesnt want this member to attend and if so she is calling the cops. I have a fucked up family that can not even get along for a short time to mourn someone's death. It has to have

Are You A Real Friend?
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out. FAKE FRIENDS: Wont send this back. REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to you and to 10 other real friends

May 01, 2007
Sometimes you gotta do something bad just to remind yourself how very good you are. Let someone else take on an extra project. Go see a matinee instead of doing housework. Have some -- what's that word? -- fun for once. --------------------------- Procrastination!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!

Meh 1.0
well its not like theres nothing to do it just seems that way i mean granted al i have to do is get off my ass and do something but other then that i think i will go and be bored elsewhere for the time bein goff to mill i go ne way off i go

This Is Soo True I Had To Put It In Here......
This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up u fucki

69 Confession Questions
Take this survey 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? 4. Do you take compliments well? 5. Do you play Sudoku? 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? 7. Do you like to ride horses? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? 14. Use three words to describe yourself? 15. Do any songs make you cry? 16. Are you continuing your education? 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? 19. How often do you read books? 20. Do you think more abou

Have To Give My Puppy Away
i have to get rid of my puppy because my daugter has nowhere to play. he is kenel trained and knows some comands. he is 15 months old mix between lab and golden retrever very friendly great around children if your intrested let me know. i have a pic of hime in MY FAMILY photos

Written By Poet
Drugstore Princess Gliding through The mall Acknowledging my Subjects with a Nod & a wave of My umbrella scepter… Lightly stepping (In my Princess Slippers) My eyes admire My shoes, sparkling with Their small inset Mirrors, tasseled Purple – Pier One Dreams of Persian Royalty (in My Princess Slippers) I am draped with my Apron as if it was a Gown of Ermine and Sidle up to My counter, Smiling countenance – “May I help you?” (In my Princess Slippers) Prince Charming will Come, passionate love We make, my Feet pressed tightly To the small of His back (In my Princess Slippers) But I know that I will continue To sell the Ben Gay and tampons Until I change me – for me, Maybe in need to Assert me – for me, Should I trade In my Princess Slippers (for say - Jackboots)? Poet 37 years ago

In Death's Arms
Deep down in my heart I could feel the pain I tossed and turned restlessly I could feel the shiver in my spine An unknown uneasiness A silent fear. A feeling so strong So real i was in pain Blood dripping from my wrist. Oh my god! What did i do. Why didn't i think of the happiness The world has yet to give me Oh my god! I broke down on my knees With fear Tears of guilt,pain The fear to die Why did i have to do this. My voice didn't give way to scream I was feeling numb. Everything was going to end. A weird insecurity The chills of death Bit by bit I was sweating in the cold winter night I could feel my soul parting my body I was leaving Oh God! I am leaving my love,my parents, and My brother to your care I am silently losing strength My body nearing stillness I am placing it in your hands!!!

Year U Were Born
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is

This Is How I Feel Today (not Written By Me)
Happiness BY: Aldo Kraas HAPPINESS Happiness uplifts me Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul Happiness gives me the strength I need Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day Happiness takes my sadness away Happiness fills my eyes with joy Happines makes me excited and thrilled Happines warms my heart and soul each day Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up Happiness can be seen in my eyes Aldo Kraas

I'm Not Ready To Make Nice!!!
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

Hospital
Well.... Update on me... The last 6 months i have been battling some medical problems... which have gotten worse at this point... I just found out today I am going to be going to Indiana University for some major surgery so If Im not around or intouch you know why ... Those of you who have my cell number i hope to hear from you ... Amie

Home Mailing Business
I just found a great home mailing business where you get paid $5 for simply stuffing and mailing over 1000 envelopes a month. This is too good to pass up so please don't hesitate to call 1-800-785-7076 for a free information pack to be mailed out to you.

The Door
She laughed on the other side of the door as he tried and tried to get in, twisting the knob, but to no avail. He smiles and gently knocks and asks her to let him in, she giggles as she slides down the door into a sitting position, her back against the door, her answer coming in the state of a moan as her hands move over her breasts. Her fingers push the light lacy fabric of her robe up against her hardening nipples. Gently moving it over them in a back and forth motion, her fingertips bouncing off them, he stands silently on the other side of the door, listening to her moan, the sound in her voice making him almost hard instantly. He knocks lightly and again asks her to let him in, but as before his only answer was another moan. He slowly moved down to his knees and listened carefully to what was going on in the room, her soft moans barely detactble through the hardwood door. She smiled and looks back over her shoulder as her hands moved slowly down to the belt on her robe and undid i

Ok For A Gold Rolex ...willbe Paid During A Hh
if a plane is tarvelin at 300 mph and is supposed to land at 8pm in canada..but crashes on the borderline between usa nad candada...what country gets to bury the survivors 1st person to answer right gets a rolex...wrong answers gets an imaginary copy of reading is fundamental

Who Could Come Up With The Sexyist Boob Sign ?
am looking for some to put a sign on thier Boobs *** With " FREE GAMES AT http://www.scottsfreegames3.blogspot.com/ " on it !! *** Who could come up with the sexyist Boob Sign ?

Lost And Found
i have come to the conclusion that i'm lookin for something in myself that has always been there. my mind has not always execpted my heart.but now something has changed. i dont just want to be nobody. i have just found it easier to love myself. now i think i'm ready to try to love someone else besides my lil girl and my family. i feel good in my own skin and am tryin to improve my life and my lil girls life. i gave up my life for three years to learn how to be a good mother, now that my mind has learned the basic's. i'm ready to have my life and be a mom at the same time. it's time i take my heart out of the lost and found box and start to take a chance and live.

Good Morning
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Real Love? Fact Or Fiction?
Monday, March 26, 2007 Real Love? Fate,Fact or Fiction? Current mood: discontent I've heard of it. I know of people who actually say they've experienced it. But I have yet to see it. Atleast last the duration. Is love something that u hold on to 4 as long as possible till its inevitable demise? I mean the criteria of what we want in a mate seems to change as often as the midwestern wheather. What we found interesting & powerfully attractive in a mate sooner or later turns to boring & unexciting doesn't it. Is that the point of love. To experience new & exciting things. I say its bullshit! I don't know about u,but I always thought that the point of a solid long lasting fufilling relationship was consistancy & reliability. I mean once you've found someone w/the undeniable qualities that got u to the point of wanting to be exclusive w/them,shouldn't u want to be able to rely on those qualities remaining in tact throughout the relationship. Sure,people change all the t

Hoorah!
A friend of mine showed me this and i had to share it with those who care to read it and know me! if u dont like wats here then plz dont comment just leave it b! thank u, lil v! You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ___________________

Vote 4 Me One Time Only
I’m in all these contests pleez vote for me only comment one time pleezz Sexy eyes rate once and comment once only pleez thank you Sexy smile rate once and coment once only pleez I love you guys mommy

Just One Of Those Things... That Us Girls Go Through......
Just been singing this old Joe Diffy song in my head allllll day... so I figured that if I typed it and shared with everyone else...that it might go away... Im just having one of "those days"... and I really need to get this one out of my head... "Dim the lights, lock the door... spread your pictures on the floor... throw the dust off of our past, let it all come floodin' back... it ain't easy bein' strong.. and when I can't forget you're gone... I just surrender... and have myself a night to remember..." Sometimes a girl just needs an old sappy crying song... lol.. this is one to live by.................. :(

Question For All Who Read This
so what do you do when ur married to a lying cheating son of a btich who ur married to and have a daughter by? ignore it and let it continue only because he is 18 hrs away or terminate his rights to his daughter and divorce his lyin cheating dumbass who thinks he can get away with fuckin around behind my back with every fuckin female he comes across.What do you think I should do? I need some good answers....

"(if) I Wouldn't Mind "
if it would thunderstorm all day i wouldnt mind if the soldiers would lay their guns down and cry if the politicians decided not to lie if the criminals would repent to be free if we would forgive them and breed for love and treat children like God's gift if a man would be a man a woman be a woman and not make the jury or government see them as nothing else if we would love because there's nothing else to gain if we stopped giving our mothers pain and embrace our fathers guidance again if we'd eat in as a family turn off the tv turn on our loves and become famished for God and knowledge and the innocence and imagination of a child if it would thunderstorm all day i wouldnt mind whumanbard, ncpv, 2006

(untitled) Goth Girl
rain about 2 come time 2 smoke the last one smoke and clouds look the same sittin on a wooden bench bent in reflect or regret of the sexy red pet black clunky heels change the scene pasty white skin tasty fishnets kissed thick calves up 2 thighs the blk skirt said hi or was it the eyes not looking up 2 the voice then there was more black corset for that buxom chest coming down from her neck so hot, or was it the burned out cigarette? shaken fingers eyes linger 2 silver lipgloss long blk hair she tossed said r u lost? straightening up...sorry teeth perfect pearls smiling girl said do have a name i want 2 no the same since the moment u came n took me by surprise my name is jet i like 2 get wet in the rain sometimes my arms u can bind if a guy i find can please me the right way do u ride a harley? do like like morrisey? no...well i must go whoa, please don't look at wha

Love Confession #2
i found u or did u find me? like in a grooved vinyl knoll of tears for fears and prince burst on the scene of love strutted like red carpet stars stars stars stars over life's parade flashing brighter than paparazzi cameras we burn sex more torrid than the sun abiding til that star burns out in a cpl billion yrs cuz we will b there loving each other headed 4 planets farther than pluto and we r past Venus now whumanbard, ncpv, 2006

Here Is A Blog For You That Says Im Happy... I Know Rite
When I met you on that cold windy night I felt warm and safe A mysterious man That I knew all to well, but didn’t know at all I find myself perplexed by you and everything While years ago it was all so easy I protected the weak Spoke up for the meek And stood up for the innocent For years I was the big guard dog Though I had my own as well I never enjoyed my life much then But now…. I feel so very different now I feel warm and happy Safe and content When I see you smile I feel so content You voice it calms me My day just seems so much better I want to be needed I want to understand You traded a piece of your concrete wall for some basic fencing I know it hurt and was hard to do But I understand so much more I know you’re the same as me In a way I’m even more comfortable now Life dealt a cruel hand to me And an unusual one to you I’m not looking for a prince charming They usually suck I’m not looking for Mr. macho They usually get viol

See Joy Where There Is Nothing
When you can find joy where there is nothing, you can find joy in anything. Place no conditions on happiness, and it is always yours. Embrace the uncertainty of the future, for within that uncertainty is limitless, fertile ground for creating beauty, joy and fulfillment. When you no longer need security, you will indeed have it. Accept that you do not know, and there is no limit to what you can learn. Let go of the need to possess, and there is no end to what you can have. There is a universe filled with beauty in each tiny grain of sand. There is a lifetime of experience in every small moment of the day. Be true to your purpose and fulfillment will find you. With what you have to give, you can reach all you could ever imagine to seek. See the joy where there is nothing, and everywhere else as well. Live the beauty that is now, and truly know the abundant richness that is life. -- Ralph Marston

Mental Hospital Phone Menu..omg U'll Laugh Your Ass Off
Mental Hospital Phone Menu Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital . Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss , press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9

Suicidal Thoughts
What really goes through the mind of someone who is suicidal? Are beliefs, love lost, and the feelings of being utterly alone worth ending a life over? These questions come to mind as I listen to the news and listen to friends in need of a shoulder to lean on, so they don't take that fatal step. It leaves me baffled, but I don't condemn. We all have our fair share of problems, but it worries me none the less. Why bring such a sad subject up, well I need to get this out of my system, before it becomes an angry monster inside myself. No, I'm not thinking of taking my own life, if I was thinking of such I would be placing the name of "hypocrite" upon myself, since I value life, despite it's up's and down's. No, the reason I bring this up, because to me it seems to be becoming a very big problem these days. Or I've really have been living in the closet and had to have it splashed all over the news of a guy taking his own life, because of supposedly what he believed, before my eyes

I Finally Got Good News For Myself
I FINALLY DID I IT I GOT MY LOAN FOR MY DOG GROOMING BUSINESS AND FOUND MY BUILDING LESS THEN 30 MINUTES AWAY,NOW ICNA BE MY OWN BOSS WOO HOO,IT DONT MEAN IM GONNA WEAR A SUIT OR CUT MY HAiR OFF NOPE LOL NOT GONNA HAPPEN,NOW I CNA BOSS PEOPLE FOR A CHANGE LOL,NOW I WONT BE RICH OR ANYTHING SAY TAKES A FEW YEARS TO MAKE ANY REALLY GOOD MONEY STARTING ON YOUR OWN,BUT HEY MAYBE 1 OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW CAUSE WHO KNOWS I COULD DO PRETTY GOOD,SO IF I MAKE MONEY U CNA KNOW ME IF IDONT MONEY ON TO THE NEXT MONEY GUY,THANK YOU MY 2 CENTS

Unemployment Rate Edges Up As Job Growth Slows.
The nation's unemployment rate edged up to 4.5 percent in April as cautious employers added the fewest new jobs in more than two years, signaling that the labor market is starting to feel some of the strain of the sluggish economy. The fresh employment picture provided by the Labor Department on Friday showed that payrolls grew by just 88,000 last month as job losses spread beyond manufacturing and construction and into retailing and financial services. Workers' paycheck also grew more slowly. The new tally of jobs added to the economy was the fewest since 65,000 jobs in November 2004. The rise in the unemployment rate, however was slight compared with March's 4.4 percent rate---which had matched a five-year low. Taken together the figures suggest the labor market may be cooling---but not collapsing---as the national economy makes it's way through a soft patch. Given the housing slump, rising energy prices and slowing overall economic activity, " companies are being conservative when i

I Love You... I Love You (should Not)
i wish i had a choice over loving you. i mean i do. some. like a choice of not telling you. scratch that. if i didn't tell you, it would just make me more obvious, more rattled more obsessed. so that is out of the question. shocked at me telling you? hey, you're not that different from most guys. they had that same expression too. although you had bounced back pretty quickly, to your credit. a choice of not showing you. hmm. can't be, too. if i could do that before, maybe i wouldn't have been considered so weird. besides, i like showing affection, even if i look so stern sometimes. cuddling and talking. sometimes the memories are all i need to bring me back re-invigorated to the task at hand when life gets to be too much for me. oh yeah, and a cigarette too. a choice of not thinking of you. helloooo. im not that good in mental exercises. i'd be real exhausted if i did that. more so than if i swam 20 laps every 3 hours. what's more, seeing you in my mind's eye of the way you look,

Its Been A While......
Ok. I haven't been around for a while, sorry...I have been so busy doing the life thing its so different then doing the music thing. I was hoping by now the wrist injury would be heeled but it's not. It swells everytime I play. Will I be ready for the summer tours? No, I have to sit this one out... I'm hoping by next season I will be up and ready to go again, its a crap shoot at this point. I'm sad I took my music life for granted, it was one big party most of the time ..Yes, times would get trying..But I feel strange in the outside world and no one can begin to understand the life I came from. Sterotypes and other things get in the way of meeting intelligent people. Just because I played music of most of my life doesn't mean I want to meet some sexed up boytoy that loves drugs and a good party. I don't need anyone to support me I have done this most of my life. I can do anything I want because I have no ties to anything or anyone. I have a degree and have traveled the world. I have b

Quite Interesting:
I just finish reading this e-mail from a friend and it made me start thinking. How many times could my Credit Cards could have been stolen? Now I have been in the habit for years of getting a new card issue every 6-9 months. Or at least after a Major Trip. So, did that Protect me? Or was I just Lucky? Well here is the Full E-mail. Enjoy David ------------------------------------------------- SCENE 1. This is a new one. People sure stay busy trying to cheat us, don't they? A man went to the local gym and placed his belongings in the locker. After the workout and a shower, he came out, saw the locker open, and thought to himself, "Funny, I thought I locked the locker. Hmm, "He dressed and just flipped the wallet to make sure all was in order. Everything looked okay - all cards were in place. A few weeks later his credit card bill came - a whooping bill of $14,000! He called the credit card company and started yelling

21 Things To Remember
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great ! love and grea

New Drink!
A blonde and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After awhile he gives in and lets the blonde order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the blonde explains. " "First, you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next, you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in you mouth, and finally, you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK? Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it .... In one second

Ups And Downs
I've been accepted to college. I can now return to being a student and I can hopefully make myself a bit more employable after I complete the process. It would be very nice to no longer need to worry so much about my future. I'll be travelling next weekend to attend a class in rope work. It will focus on power exchanges in rope work, and I will hopefully be able to improve my skills as a bondage rigger. We'll also be staying in a lifestyle friendly Bed and Breakfast. I have some friends who have apparently decided that they no longer wish to speak to me. It saddens me, but I have done all I can and have to accept those things that I cannot change. It does bother me, as I honestly cannot recall anything that I may have done to incur disfavor, but life just works out that way sometimes. I'm doing another play with people I respect greatly, and they have been extremely complimentary of me as well. Good feelings.

Stalker Busted Here On Ct!!
Stalkers strike again!!! Current mood: numb Category: Web, HTML, Tech After the mail I just post I started getting odd E-mails on another site I'm on www.cherrytap.com. So yesterday I posted the same tracker on my Cherrytap page and look who I found! But in his mail he QUOTED " i dont ever want to hear from you or him again, we are not ever looking at your pages again, you or his or whatever the fuck how many profiles you have, we are officially done with you" Yet they just went to a new website to stalk me. yet again here is the proof.( ONCE AGAIN IT'S Pretty LONG!) Cherry Tap www.cherrytap.com/cockcollector May 5th 2007 Domain Name comcast.net ? (Network) IP Address 71.195.14.# (Comcast Cable) ISP Comcast Cable Location ..> Continent : North America Country : United States (Facts) State : Wisconsin City : Hudson Lat/Long : 44.9822, -92.6995 (Map) ..> Operating System Microsoft WinNT

Mazie C. West
CONCORD -- Mazie C. West, 84, formerly of Enfield, died April 28, 2007, at Concord Hospital. She was born on Nov. 11, 1922, in Lebanon, a daughter of Fred E. and Ola J. (Roberts) Humiston. She graduated from Lebanon High School in 1940. She was married to William D. Mathis, who was killed in 1944, while serving during World War II on Iwo Jima. She later married Lawrence West and they made their home on Crystal Lake in Enfield for many years. He died in 1984.

What Kingdom Hearts 2 Character Are You?
You scored as Kairi. You are Kairi! Both Riku and Sora like Kairi but Riku has backed off and Kairi likes Sora. She cannot see Sora until he gets back from his adventure and same for Riku. Kairi is tired of being left out of the adventure and wants to go everywhere with Sora and Riku. She is pure hearted.Kairi100%Sora80%Namine60%Roxas60%Ansem the wise40%Xemnas0%Riku0%What Kingdom Hearts 2 character are you? pics included. (i love comments. Send comments!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Up With The Woman On Here
What is up with the woman on here . This has happened twice I start talking to woman and overnight the I Love Yous come out. Nothing scarier then someone all of a sudden speaking those words. I personally have no intention of moving anyone in to my house. I am a single dad and if someone loves you overnight to me thats desperation and just a bit crazy, plus I am noty going to expose my son to that, Been there done that . I am here to meet friends only. If someone local comes along then so be it but if you live more then 50 miles it probably won't happen. To all the woman that want to rush please slow down take a deep breath and look close to home .

A Christmas Sex Story Making Love Under The Christmas Tree
YOU WANNA GET LAID???OF COURSE YOU DO.WHAT GUY OR WOMAN WOULDN'T WANT TO?I DO.TEMPTATIONS ARE SO GREAT.HOLIDAYS ARE COMING,YUM-DELICOUS FOR YOU AND ME MORE THAN JUST TASTY TREATS,WE'LL INVITE A RED-HEAD MAYBE,SO FIREY AND FEISTY,BUT IF SHE DOESN'T WANT TO CUM I WILL CUM AND THEN MAKE LOVE UNDERNEATH THE CHRISTMAS TREE AND YOU AND ME CAN BE EACH OTHERS PRESENTS UNDER IT.WE CAN UNWRAP EACH OTHER AND RIP EACH OTHERS CLOTHES OFF,I WILL BE YOUR ANGEL TONIGHT AND WHEN I'M AWAY YOU CAN LOOK ON THE TOP OF YOUR TREE AND THINK OF ME,THE STARS THEY WILL BE IN MY EYES THEY WILL TWINKLE AND FLICKER LIKE CHRISTMAS LIGHTS I HAVE A STRING OF CANDYBEADS AROUND MY WAIST YOU CAN EAT AND NIBBLE OFF OF ME,"EYECANDY"AND THEN I BITE INTO A CHOCOLATE COVERED CORDRAIL CHERRY AND THE JUICE I PUT ON MY BELLYBUTTON SO YOU CAN TASTE.THEN I EAT A CANDYCANE AND WE HAVE DEEP PASSIONATE FRENCH KISSES BUT ALSO THEY ARE CANDYCANE KISSES.YOU CAN PUT A WHITE BLANKET UNDERNEATH MY ASS PROP UP MY HEAD SO YOU CAN COME AND FU

And The Winner Is
brandy... send me a c mail i will pay during hh... cassie and blueyeys plz cash out........ guys i will be updating y stash during hh...if u can plz come thru u know we recycle the money.....if u want to sponsor a contest holla.....and like i said ...pay me a visit during hh,,,and plz fan me if u havent........also add me as a friend and to family ty.hope u had fun

Way To Go... Street Sense!!!
Good Morning and I trust you had a good weekend. Wow a quick weekend was had by me. Whew, that was a fast one, the weekend started out with various events happening on Saturday. First and foremost, well for our little corner of the world was the grand floral parade. Which is just a term used to make the parade sound bigger then it is. There were 124 entrees into the Blossom Parade for which it is better known. This parade showcases area queens who won their local community pageants / contests you name it. Mandy did not ride the float but played in the school band in front of our float. Might I add…our school float was hideous. Many schools participated in constructing floats for their schools (communities) queen and court. Most schools used petal paper (you know the frilly almost iridescent blow and wave in the wind paper) ours did not… They (the float builders, ie the queens’ parents, runner ups and Ms Congeniality parents) thought that petal paper was too expensive. So here comes our

Quote For May 7
I don't see how an article of clothing can be indecent. A person, yes. -- Robert A. Heinlein Bonus Quote: Sex is identical to comedy in that it involves timing. -- Phyllis Diller This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Are You Ready????
(Permission to cut and paste to your blogs and Bullitens Granted ) Well Guys, It's almost time for the big show, The Biggest, Baddest compitition on CT starting Saterday May 12th 7 Pm Central and over 7 days of grueling Bombing Compitition were gonna see who is the best of the best and who deserves the bragging rights for 2007. I am leaveing today in the Big Rig and will be out on the road, Most of you know my laptop is mounted on my passenger seat ( www.cybertrucker.com) and am online 24/7 on a sprint card ( When not in the boonies ) during the duration of the contest I will be approving Verified salute Profiles as I get them, if i am in a weak signal area it may take a bit to get it approved, Thats why I said get em in now, But I will get them in. so still everyone has the same chance because you dont know when i will get them approved. The 3 monitors that are watching for Program bombers will be in and out the whole duration of the contest so DO NOT USE SCRIPT BOMBING they

Come Back
Come Back ~~~~~~~~~~~ The tears They fall like rain Since you walked out of my life My heart Shattered like glass When you said goodbye Loneliness fills my every Waking moment And haunts my once Wonderful dreams I bathe daily in self pity Drowning in my own sad sorrow How long must I suffer? How long will this last ? I’m not sure I can make it …. You were my strength I’m weak without Your arms around me So I look up With sad, tear filled eyes And plead once more….. Come back and make me whole once more ~Amy~

Bct
As some of you know i will be leaving for the summer. For my BCT. Witch is basic combat training, I will be gone for 11 weeks but i will be back for one last year of high school then its off again for 3-5 years. so what i need you to do is pray for my family to be strong for me and to ensure them that things will be alright. I will be back to see all my cherry tap peeps i love all of you.

A Note To Joan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seeing as I know your still looking at my pages or having someone do it for you. I figured this would be the best way to reach you. Instead of wasting my time trying to guess which bogus profile is you or trying to write you directly. We need to talk. Please contact me as soon as possible.You know my pages and I know you have my number. Just call before 10 o'clock. I want the bulshit to stop. No more empty words and No more FIGHTING!

Drowning Man
(I wrote this years ago for a band I was in, guess this is the blog for it) Drowning Man Face in the mirror Just never seems to care Battle scarred eyes that Won't ever shed a tear Shoot me up with thorazine Someone else has been sleeping in my brain All my friends been noticing lately I haven't been too much fun to be around Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a drowning man Hands always shaking Words only get in the way Just 'cause I'm not bleeding Don't I'm not in pain Stick your hands inside my cage Someday I migh turn and bite it's true I'm not gonna hurt myself Maybe I'll find someone else like you Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a drowning man There comes a time when You finf out you have to feel Find out the fairy tales aren't But the dragon's real Skeletons move from your closet Out into your bed While Sugarplumbs dance In your enpty head Help me!! I'm Drowning Help me!! I'm Drowning I'm a d

I've Finally Moved On
I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong. I never thought I would ...but I've finally moved on. You treated me badly, because you knew you had me. It's taken so long, and you never thought I could, ...but I've finally moved on. So now it's time to say good-bye, no more of your childish games or constant lies. You weakened a love that was so strong and caused my heart so much pain, ...but I've finally moved on.

Dream Without You (the Most Real I Have Written In A While)
I thought at last the pain had passed And my feelings for you were through, But my thoughts lied... for again I cried When I slept and my dreams were of you. So vivid a picture- I felt it was real As we sat holding hands by the sea I stared in your eyes, looked deep in your soul And I knew by your side I would be. As the dream carried on the sea sang it's song So we danced to the tune that it played But the song wouldn't stay for the dream wore away And I cried for the fool I portrayed. I awoke filled with fear, surrounded in tears Still hurt from the pains of the past A mistake I had made, each night I have paid Now I wonder how long it will last...

No Effin Way!! (unblogeivable!)
Musta been a special kinda stupid moment. I have those all the time! Who said you cant have it all? I so want one! Interesting Theory, but how stable is it? Oh yeah? And my personal favorite! And you thought YOU were having a bad day!

How It's Been
It's been hard the past few weeks i been trying to figure out what I want relationship wise every time i think im ready to settle down my age comes into play and I have second thoughts and burn a bridge before it happens I guess im afraid of commitment from being cheated on and hurt so much..I dont know tho...I mean i commit myself to my music and thats all I feel its the only solid thing I have right now..my best friends been on my back i know he wants better for me then what I have but i dont want to leave someone in my life high and dry with nothing to fall back on but i need to get on with my own life too Im just fuckin lost and shit...I guess its time to grow up sooner or later this may give yall a negative thoughts about me but i could care less ive got to vent some how and i feel weak telling yall my probblems but i guess its like Cherry Tap's online theorpy lol helps to tell someone you dont know about whats going on..I dont know what to do anymore

Nsfw!!!!
Setting the scene for us: we're on a weekender, not even in this state. We're somewhere else, where no one knows us, where it's just us and no one else. Sure, there are things here for visitors to do. We'll take in some local sights, hit a few of the shops, stop and have lunch at some nice sidewalk cafe. We'll be walking down the streets, hand in hand, oblivious to everyone else around us, room only in our eyes for each other. After we get a bite for dinner, and notice that dusk is giving way to night, that's when it's time for us to leave the sights and sounds of this new town behind us, and make our hotel room our world for the night. I have this vision of you in flowing white lace lingerie.... just the vision in my own head of you is breathtaking.... You are so captivating that I cannot help but to embrace you and kiss your neck, taking in the scent of your hair.... I do manage to find enough self-control to lead you now to the bathroom of our hotel room. You know, where

My Buddy Davids Coming Home
yay ok man so i know this is not your real home and that deep down your a mexican jumping bean but i fucking love you and i miss the adventures we used to have. like hauling balls to majic cock with you me nd ash on our lunch break just to savor there fucking chicken yummy and fucking handd feeding like some sick twisted food orgy as we tried to make it back to school on time and of course our fucked up school moments like banana sucking at byob day hahaha at least we all got free icecream , and of course there is the misfits heheheh and also songs in spanish hahah is till remember a bunch of them ... anyways wherever i live youll always be welcome cause i love the fuck out of you and your my little pony hahahah anyways im excited about you coming up this weekend and i cant wait to hang out with you just like old times - love midgit

Reintroduce Yourself
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to poster and it'll be confidential. Thanks! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? yeah,my classmate when he bully me when i was in highscholl i punch him straight to his nose ( and the i run fast..chicken!!!!hehehe) 2. How old are you? 21 turning 22 next month 3. Are you single or taken? Double (hehehe) 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? We eat with our hands sometimes..I am a proud PINAY...:)( thats one of our culture) 5. Do you dream at night? yeah....thats i am flying and running..i dont know whay but i always do 6. Ever seen a corpse? Yeah..with two cottons on its nose..why?? are you scared of it?? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? Honestly?? YES 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? I dont know, anyway he is not our president here... 11. Do you trust the police? police here?? id rather trust thief,,he

Driving Lesson No10
Woot!!! Had a brilliant lesson! Finally got to show off my 3 point turns and reversing skills, which far outweigh my driving forward skills! Although I had a really good forward driving day! Planning junctions and turns etc better. Getting more confident of clutch control too... funny how I'm a master with it, in reverse and on very tight slow turns. Conquered the roadabouts in town and lane changes without prompting. Things are starting to become automatic...finally! And now I've got 2 weeks off, because my instructor is on holiday LOL Will be back to square one by then - Typical LOL

Dr Phil's Test
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sends it places their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your le

Dammit!
I hate being broke! I hate losing my phone! I hate losing my internet! BLAH!!!! I may be losing my internet soon. They have already disconnected our ability to call out. We can still get calls in though..... If I end up being offline for more than 1 day, it means I lost my net :( If you have my #, CALL ME!

Unsure
the heat rains down over my head, sweat to form reminder pebbles that keep me from moving on... hold me in submission because i can't turn off the fear. it's so much harder, life this way... there are enough overdrawn check registers and delinquent notices piling in my mailbox to make me feel like it's too late to fight. my chest is tight, my phone keeps ringing... what if i don't make it? and all that keeps me sane is the roof over my head, where i'm sitting to watch the world turn without me, wondering if i'll ever see above water again.

Some Day You Will See And Understand....
Some day when it is too late and the greed has consumed you fully, will you realize then the gifts that you have lost. Selfishness, ignorance, greed, ego, have no place in this world. I see the most beautiful gifts that I have ever seen.....that in which you choose not to see. I am not the only one....although you think that as you twist the words that others speak to suit your "needs" that they are not seen as they were intended by others. Truly it is your loss then, one you will regret for the rest of your life.

Still The Black Sheep
we sit here to pass the time view the videos, sing the songs, but our memories are skewed... i remember being oblivious, you remember me as i was. compare me to my child self, that knobby kneed blonde girl with the crooked front teeth, the one who carried her dreams in her big brown eyes. the adult version is worthless, she's made more mistakes than done things right. and there might have been a time where i could break through your bullshit... pretend i'm breaking down your berlin wall. i showed up with my sledgehammer, i found that nothing can be broken by myself. somehow, it still gets to me. and why it does, i'll never know. i'll just ask that little girl how her family is, live vicariously for a moment, and wish that i was her again.

America
Well, I think she pretty much took the words out of AMERICA'S Mouth!!!!! Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care a

Thoughts For The Day...
Today begins as any other with one exception, the skies painting was much brighter then the day before. To watch the sun rise and the sun set signifies the beginning and the end of each day. A reflection of the days events and all that took place. When you take that time to look back see all the good and all the "bad" and I will bet that the good out weighs the "bad". That is the focus you should remain with. Let the rest all go. Every day is a new beginning, and a new chapter...how the story begins is not always our doings, however the ending is always our choosing. So begin your day with a smile and the whole world will smile with you....

Join My Space And More
MYSPACEandMore This is a group for all computer users that have my space or other sites that are like my space Cherrytap,ect share ur site url and hangout meet new people. It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN JOINNOW to the number below. To end, send QUIT JOINNOW. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762 thousands more mobile groups at upoc.com

Wants And Desires
To know the meaning of importance To know the feeling of being wanted To know I'm everything you need This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know the safety, security and strength of your arms To know the comfort of your shoulder To know the tenderness in your smile This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know the passion of your kiss To know the gentleness of your touch To know the love in your heart This is what I want. This is what I desire. To know your hopes and dreams To know your deepest fears and darkest secrets To know everything about you This is what I want. This is what I desire.

A Lovely Email
i wanted to share this email i got with my dear friends, so you can see what kind of men i attract lmfao Baby i'm crazy for you!!!!!!! you are wonderful, wonderful face ! BIG tits , mm your thigh and ass WOWOW pleae videochat with me!!! with MSN!! please i want see you online only for me KISSSS

Whats Ur Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Letter From The Penis
A LETTER FROM THE PENIS THE PENIS I, the penis herby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge head first into everything i do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I don't get paid overtime. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. RESPONSE Dear Penis After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have Raised, the administaration rejects your request for the folowing reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in the designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at t

Motorcycle Info For Women
1. If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your going to go for a ride go with the nicest bike he's the one who is least likely to crash and kill you. If he has a nice bike he's probably been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all going to laugh at you. Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If you're FAT! Save yourself some embarrassment and save us the aggravation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz "YOU'RE FAT!!!! We can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5. If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsibility to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! We have to go first. No one else knows how to get where we are going... (Right guys?) 7. Showing your nice boobies will get you selected

A Day In The Life
so earlier today i am chasing aiden around the house. he had the phone i asked him to give it to me. he stopped turned around and did heavy breathing. like an obscene caller would. i have no idea where he got that. he has a cold the other day he blew his nose on his shirt. i told him not too do that. so he blew his nose on mine. i told that was even grosser. so today he blew his nose on the couch. mom should be more specific.. we had him out side and he had randy filling my bucket up with a little water, he walks the water down to the end of he porch and pours it in his wheel burrow. it get full he dumps it. this goes on a while. randy tried to make suggestions aiden screamed. guess dad dont get paid to talk just work. in the end he was filling up the dog dish. first one went in ok. second one went all over the groundd so he dumped the bowl. who knows. i dont understand men and i dont understand little boys. lmao

In The Last 3 Days....
let's start with Sunday evening- we're breaking down camp at the renaissance faire when I get a call that a relative is ill and in the hospital. Ok.... So Monday afternoon, my father had stopped at his favorite restaurant to chat with friends before going to see this relative and had a heart attack while there (his second one)! He's been in the ICU for 2 days now on a ventilator. They have had trouble weening him off of it. Progress has been little and slow to come. Today they did start pumping some food into him though. In the meantime...the other relative is still in the hospital, but with any luck will get out tomorrow...but they do have quite a recovery ahead of them that I'm sure will take the whole family's help. I can't even express how exhausted and frustrated I am right now. I want to go see my dad but cannot get any babysitting today (I was at the hospital all day yesterday with Sis). Hopefully tomorrow will be full of good news *fingers crossed*

Honesty
Work in any capacity is very gratifying when it is done honestly and diligently. Through the commitment of work, we are able to use our time and skills wisely in a productive way, that produces tangible results and intrinsic rewards as well. At the end of the work day we experience a sense of accomplishment, dignity, respect and confidence. One of the best ways to achieve our goals and realize our dreams is through the commitment of honest work.

Ok, So I Am A Horny Devil
And what is so wrong about that. At least I am open and honest about it. I love bodies, all bodies, love looking at them, showing mine off and I find nothing wrong with that. Cherry has some of the sexiest bodies that I have ever seen. My friends are ALL in that category. Please, understand, I am a little perv at heart. But at the same time, I am harmless. Just like to flirt and have a little fun is all. Love you all! xxxooo

Death To The Angel Formally Known Has Me
I have gone this path The surroundings are familiar There is something chilling about this place There is too much hate in this mirror, It is me and at the same time It is not me at all This reflection of me Is all of my emotions in a ball, The eyes are dark red The face too shadowed to see Revenge, hate, turmoil Is what I shall turn out to be, No more love now Just rivers of aggression Too much anger in this cage No need to try supprression, I am letting the Demon out Time to stop getting stepped on Next person to backstab me Is six feet down, There are no more friends No more loved ones Everyone is an enemy now My soul is dead, over, and done

Another Day
Hmm another day feeling like im being left behind.. Another day of feeling like im not wanted.... Another time my friends show there true colors.... Another Day Im broke.. Another day i need assistance.. another fried brain cell... Another knot in the Neuce Around my Neck... Another Time noone listens .... Another Time being Used for something Another Day Where Im invisible... Another Fuckin Mindless Young Lost Another Insult.... This is Just Another Blog on my Life... Thank you

Call It Happy
The person who is cheerful seems to get more out of life and enjoys the value of time more. Typically, what stands out in our memories is that which is very positive or very negative. Positive experiences we remember with joy, happiness and cheerfulness. Negative memories have dislike, discomfort and sometimes regret attached to them. The key is to strive to be cheerful which helps to keep us going during the day and throughout the years, in a time valued way.

Technical Support
Dear Technical Support, 18 months ago, I upgraded to Girlfriend 1.0 from DrinkingMates 4.2, which I had used for years without any trouble. However, there are apparently conflicts between these two products and the only solution was to try and run Girlfriend 1.0 with the sound turned off. To make matters worse, Girlfriend 1.0 is incompatible with several other applications, such as LadsNightOut 3.1, Football 4.5, and Playboy 6.9. Successive versions of GirlFriend proved no better. I tried a shareware program, Slapper 2.1, but it had many bugs and left a virus in my system, forcing me to shut down completely for several weeks. Eventually, I tried to run GirlFriend 1.2 and Girlfriend 1.0 at the same time, only to discover that when these two systems detected each other they caused severe damage to my hardware. I eventually upgraded to FiancÃ©e 1.0, only to discover that this product soon had to be upgraded further to Wife 1.0. While Wife 1.0 tends t

Michael Prick Update Because I Have To
Dog fighting is still reprehensible. Pretty much everyone is in agreement on that. Sources close to Vick continue to put him with more than just passing knowledge of a dog fighting ring and activity associated therewith. Falcons owner Arthur Blank has just given Vick a "stern" talking to. Quote the Blank: "I told him, 'You represent us as a franchise, you represent yourself as a person and you represent the NFL. It's not one single thing, it's a series of things, I'm not saying he's been directly involved, but in some cases he has been, and in some cases it's been the people around him. You're responsible for who you're with. You need to make some difficult choices and you need to make them now. I think you're at a critical point in your life." Wow. Everything's fixed now. Nice job, Arthur Blank! (But why the need to be stern? I thought Vick had that awesome track record of honesty with Bobby Petrino?) I am starting to think that there will be a suspension of some fairly

Bb's Gettin Big!
Well, I am hand rearing a baby kitten right now and he has nearly doubled in size in a week. That's good I am told. So far keeping him warm, clean, fed and loved are no problem. It's pretty easy but still time consuming. My allergies are not as bad as they were at first. In fact I think he's giving me immunities to them!! LOL. He's a good kitten and very playful and energetic. He loves to just get lost in and dangle from my hair. He eats really good. He climbs up the couch to get to me. The dog still looks at him like he wants to eat him, but, I don't think he would dare try. I'm gonna consider this my online journal about his first few weeks. So, if you don't wanna read boring blogs, then, ya might wanna find someone else's to view. Just warning peeps in advance. Focus on the Positive, Accept the negative but ALWAYS be REAL!

Good Verses Evil
conditioned to hate your lies have sealed your fate confusion cracks your skin another night of sin break your bones control your mind death of love killing by design ive seen your blood spill take another pill ill lay you in your bed leave you there for dead break your bones pain for you drawing breath your souls torn from you you took my life from me left for the world to see you waited for me to die ill cut my eyes out before I cry never again broken bones again my friend i survived just to destroy you

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Its Been Awhile
I think it was about 3 - 4 weeks ago now. I was heading into Scranton and on the major lane , RT 6, there was a vehicle disabled and stuck in the middle lane of 3. I looked over as I passed and watched every single vehicle doing there hardest to swerve away so they wouldn't be stuck behind. I pulled my car over to the shoulder about 100 ft above and ran down and asked the couple if they needed a hand getting the car off the road. They were an elderly couple about 60 and were some kind of foreigner lookin people.,, maybe hungarian or whatever,it didnt really matter much. The guy told me what was wrong , and to make a longer story short, I stopped the traffic behind him and guided him on to the shoulder and called 911, cuz he didnt have a phone or anything. He thanked me time and time again as I stood there with him talkink until the police got there, and he told me thank you, thank you, and god bless me. I told him to do me a favor and the next time he's out on the

Disabling A Heart
There is something about woman.. They care too deeply, love too freely.. Take chance, risk it all.. All for something that might not ever come to be.. A tender touch, a loving gaze..All for a thought of things to be.. My feelings can't be ultered, as much as I'd like.. Peircing my soul like a jagged spike.. The swift glide of the blade...Pain numbing and slow.. The only thing that stops the hurt of the broken heart I have recived.. All my thoughts have collided into my own emotional destruction

In Order That
Veni vidi vici. I came, I saw, but I have not conquered. It's on my to-do list. I refuse to submit. I love learning new languages. I absorb that of which I have overcome, and I will continue on to new frontiers. That beast within wants nothing but murder and pride. The only thing worse than one is none. I prepare for battle. I brace for the scent of men stamping forward. I will maim, loot, slaughter. I must destroy the prodigal vanity in those that abuse the power. I fight in order that I may overcome.

Cancer
I'm thrilled to say after my annual 'hell week' I have been given yet another clean bill of health! Can I get a woo hoo??? One more clean scan next year and technically I am 'cured'... Thank you to those who have supported me thru this! hmb

Today....
I have to say that today was a pretty good day. It sucks that its just now ending at 4 something in the morning, but it was good just the same. I look like a freaking cherry, and Im hurting really bad. But I guess I had to get my one good sunburn out of the way eventually. I spent the day out at the Blue Springs Lake in a boat, skiing, fishing, drinking, tubing, and for the first time, saw someone actually grill ON THE BOAT... that was kinda funny.... I sat around with some of my old friends that I haven't seen in a long time and I just had fun. Jessie, a girlfriend of mine, asked me to come out to Whiskey Tangos, but I had a bacherloret party (I think thats how you spell it!) to go to first, so I went to this little hole in the wall bar there, and hung out with Carla for a while. After that, me and my sister and her hubby went up to Tangos, that lasted all of 15 minutes, I hadn't drank much since the boat, and even then I didn't feel good after being in the sun, I think I had 1 mixe

Update Iraq
Ok for anyone who doesnt andyone i added lately or whichever the case maybe im iraq as being part fo the military itt happens lol but all is good if i havent gotten to your page or left a comment give me time its not always the best connection over here for that but im working it the best i can if u want feel free to drop me a line at either emila addresses smilie66@hotmail.com or lilcrazypuppydogg@yahoo.com ( will get a response alot faster) anyways things are good here just dealing with weather and doing my job to the best of my ability so i come home safe and everyone else around me does to anyways thanks for all the support have fun James aka Dogg

Poem 1
Its been a longtime by Megan So much rage and anger I can't get it all down on paper Its been a longtime Since I spoke my mind Bundled up in a cocoon Ready to explode in the hot afternoon Never to forget the life I have lived Keeping me going Even crazy as it might get Where is the love Of those who say I love you darlin No matter what may come your way Its been along time Since I busted a rhyme Of how I truly feel And whats really going on inside The Lord is my God I shall not want The things of this world The hate and the lust Crazy it sounds To the people around So they talk and they mock Not knowing what can be found Take advantage they try Of my beauty within But all I got to say Is that you'll never win Keep doin me dirty You'll get it right back Because your out of line And really off track I'm tired of all Who've treated me this way So give it up Or I'll never stay

Death
Death seems to follow me in my shadow waiting for me to step in so that it may grab me and take me home to where I belong, for as I know I have escaped its clutches before many many times. Death is not happy with me and wants me home like a father does a daughter. Death lurks around every corner, every dark place, anywhere you aren't looking. For as many times as I have cheated death, I know now that he is coming for me. The cold chill that you feel when its hot. Death is there when your alone but you know someone is watching. He will come for me and I am waiting. I am not scared for nothing in Hell could be worse then the people hear on what you all call earth.

This Was Passed On To Me By Someone Close To Me ..and It Begged To Be Posted Today...enjoy....happy Mother's Day Everyone...enjoy Your Special Day
We are never as in control as we like to think . . . We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well, we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves Chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my Chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up.

Reflections
'Cause when push comes to shove you taste what you're made of You might bend, till you break cause its all you can take On your knees you look up decide you've had enough You get mad you get strong wipe your hands shake it off Then you Stand'