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April 1- May 31 2006
April 1- May 31 Current mood: creative Destructive Invasion Banners sighted within the reach of vision War matured into being destructive Warriors so many to fill a stretching sea Gleaming weapons in the sun, lust of paint of blood Cry of defense touches many hearts, judgment pending Ground is made at the cost of so many Enemy comes from so distant land, so strangely seen Blazing heat of the heat, burns within implanted hatred Battles to be had, victory needs to be seen Pillaging, rapes, looting the prizes of chaos Fires light the map alert many across the land who wish to fight Warnings long ago made, given in light of consequences So many have fallen, depleted and barely even to make a stand Enemy is too many, never even explained, powerful beyond understanding Reinforcements a dream that is very much in needed in reality It is hard to bleed and see what victims had to go through Over the hills, surprise is attack is made, it was never seen They

October 19th 2007 - Feb 11th 2008
October 19th 2007 - Feb 11th 2008 Current mood: Spacey Sense of direction Rapid movement, I can barely tell The Sky is a target that seems so wide in the face of pride So much is accomplished, but really nothing at all One step closer to darkness, the haze wont scare me away Moments of clarity settle, delusion for all to be well Instance so sudden that it becomes overwhelming Run away as the day goes away, frightened of fortune Streams of tears and dreams, emotions spill like a flood Mental verities swarms realities that make a hard impression Lacking movement now, treading in a void of confusion Fire is the youth, confidence flickers in flames of heat, something missing Going through a routine, yet still not realizing life can be so good Retracing fading steps of a backward path, like finding scattered puzzle pieces Hoping to find the way while going through the motions Feet walking upon the ground one step after another, a bond that is never broken

Feeed Meee
I see so many infomercials about sending moneys to all those poor kids in foreign countries, and it bugs me. We have a shitloads of kids that need that help HERE. Soo, now I'm wondering if there are any places like that in the US.

Dark Side Of Me
dark side of me washed away feeling no connection the inner soul------------------ damage------------------------ nothing left but scars---------------------------- rip my heart--------------- nothing matters--------------------- long journey---------------------- threw the darkness--------------------------------------- eyes closed --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- weep no tears------------------------ cold -------------------- yet live--------------------------- memories buried--------------------------- no remorse------------------------- the despair------------------------ no hope-------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------- lost soul--------------- wondering------------------------- forgotten------------ tarnish------------------------ no more------------------------- to care. ---------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------

Poems From Myspace - The Popular Ones
The Popular Ones They always told me I was ugly, a nobody, a loser, no one likes me. I would take that message back to my heart, there it would tare me apart until I was in complete agony. I would toss and turn at night wondering if they were wrong or right, hoping I could have one tearless night. At school in the mornings I would stay out of sight, out of the reach of their judging eyes. Instead of standing up for myself, I would run in the bathroom, look in the mirror, and try to convince myself. "Apples pull it together look at you, you're fucking beautiful. Your eyes, your lips, your skin, can't you see? You're one of a kind, not a loser, that's not an illusion, hunny.." Alas, no matter how hard I tired to persuade myself, I sooner or later had to step out from that bathroom, and all the harsh words came rushing back to my senses. I would be overwhelmed but go through my day, keeping a mirror in my purse to reflect my way. Like a security blanket, there comes a day, when y

Thank You Everyone
Tonight I would like to thank everyone for there support and also I wish them the best in 2009 ... Alot of things has happen tonight , and I respect it and cool with it ... I am not here to put shit and crap or what so every ... I dont hate anyone or piss or upset or even mad ... I do thank-you to be honest cause its time for it ... I do wish everyone the best of lucky ... Like I said , I am not mad , or hate you , piss or anything ... I do wish the best of luck and thank you again ... Joey Breau

My Life...in A Nutshell
I needed to start writing again. These are my daily ramblings and observations..... Cast (so far): Ian - My 15 year old son Neil - My 13 year old son Nevin - My 11 year old son Kim - My Ex-Wife Joann - My Girlfriend ------------------ Nevin and I were talking tonight. We were insulting each other. He said, "Dad, you're a Homo." I said, "If I'm a homo, then how did you get here?" He replied, "Oh..yea, nevermind." Joann and were taking pictures...I said...something stupid...like I always do, and she called me a "Wing Nut"....can someone explain that one to me?

Auto 11's
Natural Witch was offline for 3 months, that's a lot of lost points...Won't you go rate her pics and help her gain some of her lost points while helping yourself to possibly level...The auto 11 starts at 12 pm EST sunday and runs through 12 pm Monday...Come get your points.... THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Me.2
ME. by me Questions without answers, “How does it feel when you feel That you are nothing for someone? ” Anger, accidents... The misfortunate always Crawls alone... The stigma you gave me, I wear it with pride, Your eye is always Watching me, I am still here, Crawling, Surviving! I am a loaded gun, Always ready to shoot, Always ready to hurt... But I never do, Because I know How much A wound hurts! Sadness, loneliness... The misfortunate always Dies alone... In the death bed, I’ve seen myself, Yes, I will die alone, I will scream and cry, I will bleed alone... No warm and loving arms Will be around me, No one will care for me! “Why in front of my pain, You remain indifferent and cold? ” The misfortunate always Dies without an answer! And so be it. I am alone………… MRRCP 2007

Beautiful Mirage
Beautiful Mirage Lying in the desert, shaded by your love Whispering words of romance in your ear Envisioning a moments seductive shimmer On the horizon of life deep in your eyes Dancing around me, spinning in circles Moving to the drum of my heart's desire Quenching my thirst from deep within Silver clouds rain down forgotten tears Filling the Nile running through my veins Getting so close I can see through you You seem to float far away from my eyes I take a step closer trying to reach out Finding it all a dream, a beautiful mirage

Laughable
What was once troubling has become laughable now. It amazes me, after talking to others that people who perform the “no talk” or “Cold shoulder” do that for several reasons. None of which I find to be genuine. They were certainly not genuine when I did them, and there are not now that others do them. Anyone that knows me knows that personal responsibility is a huge thing with me. It came about with my divorce; accepting responsibility for my actions is one of the few reasons that I made it through that in one piece. It, either fortunately or unfortunately, has left me with the focus of people accepting responsibility for their actions OR inactions. This is further complicated by a society that is content with zero accountability. Everything is always someone else’s fault, or there’s always an excuse. I have met VERY few people in my time where personal responsibility and personal accountability is paramount. I consider them to be my best friends. I guess this will always go back

Pledge To Help!
I know I have a lot of cool Fu-friends on here. And I need your help! PLEDGE instead of buying me fu-gifts and blings or give me ratings! click here to get to my fundraiser! I need to get roughly 5K together to pay for everything. I have set a goal of $1981.00 to pay at least for the main stuff (like tickets, vet and a small part of the move), but everything above that will help a whole lot! My parents are pitching in as much as they can, but some things are just missing. I do not want to move with just a kid and two bags under the arm. I have a great dog and would like to take as much as possible with me. I have a nice saying: a friend in need is a friend indeed. Are you a friend? PLEDGE NOW! How does that work? Everyone can pledge from $10.00 or more. If the absolute minimum goal is reached, I get the money and your paypal account or credit card will be charged. If I do NOT reach the goal, your pledges will be deleted and you pay nothing. The fundraiser has a time lin

To All Exsisting And New Members
To all of our exsisting and new members, We have grown quite a bit and we have alot more new members to come. I would like to ask that every new member go through all of the exsisting members and please a/f/r them. Exsisting members please be sure to return the love. We have some new members that their friend request is just being accepted and nothing else done. Exsisting members if your not sure please go through the list and make sure that you have everyone in our family. All new members, once you have added everyone in the family, please let us know and you will be able to put the name "Fubars MOST Finest" in your title if you chose to. Also, special pictures will be made for you and they will be uploaded into the family album and you will beable to retreive them from there. Thank you!

Hmmm
i know things are changing.. but into what, i have no clue. have you ever had the feeling that certain things aren't right for you and you're way too sure of it, but don't know how long and how much change to feel right again? there's stuff i'm doing, some good, some bad, some indifferent. but what annoys me is the gray area. i like my job, but it pays squat. i don't date because i end up either being friends or not liking the person after all. mainly i'm sure i wasnt really that attracted to them anyway. just searching i guess.. weird thing is i know what i want to do about my job situation and what kinda person i want to be with, but nothing's happening...why?

Devils Little Angel
Being a Bitch means... I stand Up for myself and my Beliefs. I stand up for those I L ove. I Speak My own Mind, think My own Thoughts; or do things my way I won't allow any one to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice.It means I have the Courage and strength to allow myself to be me So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame,sqaush every ounce of inner beauty i hold with in, You won't succeed And If That Makes Me A bitch so be it: I Embrace The Title and I am Proud to call Myself a BITCH!!!!

A Little More About Me.....
Some people have had a hard time understanding why I am the way I am, actions, and thoughts or emotions. So I guess I’ll go a lil more in-depth. Recently it has brought to my attention that I can be a bit bitter at times…..Yes me, can YOU BELIEVE IT? LOL A large part of that is simple medicine. Break a leg, it heals, with some scarring, break it again, will heal with more scarring. And continue on this path until you’re left with nothing but scarring. Not my best analogy mind you, but it’ll have to do, my brain is oatmeal right now. When things go south I have a tendency to eliminate things that are associated with the person, situation, time period what have you. This is because I choose to remember things for what was lost. This is how I quantify the experience as a whole. Maybe it has to do with being Irish (the whole Catholic guilt thing). Or moreover, being a passionate person I have vivid memories, these are all I need to carry with myself, that and the lessons learned. Hav

You May Be In Ems If....
You might be in EMS if... (Author Unknown) You find humor in other people's stupidity... You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm... Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you... You get an almost irresistible urge to stand and wolf your food even in the nicest restaurants... You believe a good tape job will fix anything... You have the bladder capacity of five people... You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... (Oh wait, that's only if you're a NEWBIE to EMS ;-) You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see... You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance... You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker when presented with a complaint of: migraine lower back pain toothache (3rd time to ER, but can't make it to any

Scientific Research Jargon
"Scientific Research Jargon" by Dyrk Schingman, Oregon State University After several years of studying and hard work, I have finally learned scientific jargon. The following list of phrases and their definitions will help you to understand that mysterious language of science and medicine. "IT HAS LONG BEEN KNOWN"... I didn't look up the original reference. "A DEFINITE TREND IS EVIDENT"...These data are practically meaningless. "WHILE IT HAS NOT BEEN POSSIBLE TO PROVIDE DEFINITE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS,"... An unsuccessful experiment, but I still hope to get it published. "THREE OF THE SAMPLES WERE CHOOSEN FOR DETAILED STUDY"... The other results didn't make any sense. "TYPICAL RESULTS ARE SHOWN"... This is the prettiest graph. "THESE RESULTS WILL BE IN A SUBSEQUENT REPORT"... I might get around to this sometime, if pushed/funded. "THE MOST RELIABLE RESULTS ARE OBTAINED BY JONES"... He was my graduate student; his grade depended on this. "IN MY EXPERINC

Music And Other: In Chattanooga, Tenn.
...finally got in Chattanooga near 3am...didn't sleep much, and to speak, actually couldn't sleep. So, here I am putting a few lines...until 2:30 or 4 not much to do, so will practice a little this morning...we are being taken out by Buck and Barbra for breakfast around 10...as for my play for tonight, the material will be the smallest I have ever played---I dis-carded one and dropped another...when I say dis-carded, I mean its back in log... gotta go, will try to be back on for more details...

Cyber Love
I still consider myself a beginner but then the experiences and situations of my friends in the internet cyberlove chatting has brought me into being careful, not to let my guard down considered myself as a pros. Hmmmm.... you might be wondering why do some people fall in love with somebody from the chat room or internet world considering that they know nothing about the person, only the words streaming out of the monitor and pictures received which we are not even sure if it is really him or her. It is not that hard to fall in love with somebody you haven’t met yet. A sensible discussion could start a desire to get to know a person better. It might even start from a simple "asl pls?" What will happen next is more important. Ok! You enjoyed chatting together. The next time around you will start looking for this chatmate, for another discussion and as you do this, you are emotionally attaching yourself to that stranger without realizing the risk we´re taking. D

Confused
CONFUSED CONFUSED AGAIN ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN CONFUSED ,FULL OF HATE AND OVER USED WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING WHEN ALL YOU GET IS LIES IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT? DISTRUST,ANGER HATRED ! I DON'T WANT TO HATE ANYMORE ,LIES ARE ALL IN THE PAST. I'VE DECIDED TO SAY FUCK IT AND LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME . NO MORE PEOPLE HURTING ME WITH WORDS .NO MORE LIVING IN THE PAST . I'VE BEEN DECEITED AND TORN IN WAY TO MANY WAYS . NO MORE BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE EVER AGAIN .I'M WRITING TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT . FEELINGS THAT HAVE BEEN STORED IN THIS HEAD FOR SO LONG IT'S HARD TO LET GO . WELL I'M LETTING THEM GO NOW ,GETTING OVER THE ANGER AND PAIN. CONFUSED AGAIN ,BUT IT WILL PASS . FOR THERE ARE NO MORE PEOPLE TO HOLD ME BACK. WHERE I'M GOING IN MY LIFE IS ALL UP TO GOD . HE HAS PLANS FOR ME AND I NEED TO LISTEN TO HIM, AND HIM ONL

Driving Through Ny
I was saying that I was driving in NY,heading from Buffalo, NY toward near Syracurs and out of blue, it started snowing so hard and showed the road ... I said I hope it wouldnt snow in Massachuette... and wished myself a good luck...

A Lady
The art that flows from her pen makes the casual viewer complete and whole A smile that wakens the sleepy soul Grace and charm that lifts the heavy heart simply lovely a goddess some would assume no need to look in the heavens you can find her in the Boom Boom room.

Shinedown-45
Send away for a priceless gift one not subtle,one not on the list.send away for a perfect world one not simply,so absurd.in these times of doing what you're told.keep these feelings,no one knows.what ever happened to the young man's heart swallowed by pain.as he slowly fell apart.and i'm staring down the barrel of a 45,swimming through the ashes of another life.no real reason to accept the way things have changed.staring down the barrel of a 45.send a message to the unborn child keep your eyes open for a while.in a box high up om the shelf,left for you,no one else.there's a piece of a puzzle known as life.wrapped in guilt,sealed up tight.what ever happened to the young man's heart swallowed by pain.as he slowly fell apart.and i'm staring down the barrel of a 45,swimming through the ashes of another life.no real reason to accept the way things have changed.staring down the barrel of a 45.everyone's pointing their fingers always condemning me.and nobody knows what i believe.i believe.and

Wondering...
Lost deep inside a world I was "born" into Wondering where to go To whom should I turn? I'm wearing out whats left of my "sanity" Burning my candle at both ends The race is pushing me faster than I can run I don't know what to do anymore I'm losing the will to find the way Feels like I'm gonna be left behind Desire is slipping away Part of me wants to give it all up Half of me refuses to fail Loves leaves never to return What can I do?

Eyes So New...
Hearts are glass Shattered so easy I'll bleed to touch you I'll die to love you Fate brought us together Can't tear us apart Tears fill the empty inside me Loves heat steams me on Looking with eyes so new Started with two Now we have you Angels know your name Here I have nothing Everything I'll ever want Need none but you Love none but you

Awakening
Awakening... There comes a time in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your tears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out...Enough. Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world from a new perspective. This is your awakening. You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something or someone to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that there aren't always fairytale endings and that any guarantee or "happily ever after" must begin with you. So, you begin to make your way through the "reality of today" rather than holding out for the "promise of tomorrow." You realize that much of whom you are and the way

1/24/09
DJ Ozzman and DJ Sexy Gothic Princess have gotten fu-married tonight (The 24th of January), in the Mind Twisters lounge. Click the pic below to join us in celebrating with the happy couple. Ðj† §êx¥† GØTHîÇ †PRÎÑC€§§*One of Vamp Morticia's Victims*@ fubar> ÐJ†ØZZMÅÑ† ~ R/L G/F TO DJ SEXY PRINCESS GOTHY~@ fubar PIMPOUT BY: VAMP MORTICIA~RL GF ofDJ Carnage~Sultry's Mistress~Owner of V M V@ fubar (repost of original by '~*Hidden Mistress*~ Knightwings Layer Mgr/DJ' on '2009-01-24 12:06:54') (repost of original

Be A Butterfly Person
My path represents Peace, Love, Beauty, Harmony, Divine Faith and Balance… and I am a Butterfly Person. You may ask… “What is a Butterfly Person?” The butterfly has been used as a symbol for the human soul since ancient times. It represents the physical metamorphosis of a butterfly, which has been compared to the transformation process of spiritual rebirth. A Butterfly Person starts life as an egg and we are unconscious of our path, and suffer many injustices due to our vulnerability. We hatch as a helpless little caterpillar, driven by an uncontrollable hunger. We are obedient and never questioning the rules we simply do what we can to satisfy our hunger. We are at the mercy of our environment. When we are in the caterpillar stage of transformation, we may step over others in our path in order to reach our ego-centered goals. One day something happens and we are wrapped in a loving blanket of transformation. In the cocoon stage it is a time of rest

Family Background
A little history on my family. Since I am on the outs with everyone in my family except my mother for like 6 months now, the only way I can feel like im getting my point across will be to rant in a blog. MY sister and I are not speaking due to her inability to take responsibilies for her own actions. My sister wanted to invest in my company in fall of 2007. My sister has been diagnosed with a terminal disease a few years back and was denied life insurance. Out of concern for her daughters future, I had decided to let her invest in my remodeling company. Well she has her ways about things and she went out and spent a shit load of money. Never once asked for my approval, she spent to the sum of about 35K in a month. Her total investment that we agreed upon would be 7K for 50% ownership. Prior to her becoming a partner I had completed a commercial project at a local Medical Building. I had told her prior to company to the companythat the profit on that job was to go for a down p

Relationships
When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive.... So, I took her to a gas station..... And then the fight started.... **** My wife and I are watching 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire' while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes. " So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend. " And then the fight started.... ******** After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is

Another Joke
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10... Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being 'over the hill' is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Th

Tangled Sheets
tangled sheets entwining my heated limbs peering up through a mass of curls looking at the clock way too early for waking up finding no release for my frustration hopin to ease i reach for my vibe closing my eyes sliding my hands over my rounded breasts feeling their weight smelling my warm butterscotch skin licking my lips teasing my nipples till they are taut grasping them between my fingertips gently at first like your lips would be kissing them a lil harder as if you are sucking them a sigh escapes my lips arching my back harder yet when you nibble them has my legs open pussy wet and humming for more reaching next to me i slip clamps on my nipples as if your hands were still there trailing my hand down my stomach i picture your mouth kissing down slipping a finger over my swollen lips thinking of your warm tongue mmmmm i part my lips slightly w

Its Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) Its always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away Its never enough No its never enough No matter what I say Its never enough No its never enough I'll never be what you want me to be Its all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside I'm Done In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Than ever love you For something you are not I'd rather you hate

A World Of Love
What we need is a little love & tenderness for those who feel like no one cares. What we need is compassion & hope for those who feel they cannot cope. What we need is a shoulder to lean on & wide open arms to catch us when we fall. What we need is a ray of light at the end of the tunnel .But most of all people I PRAY WE NEED A WORLD OF LOVE TO MAKE IT DAY BY DAY. Author: Gene Cothren (Constantine)

Be Myself Linkin Park
I"m putting this song in here because right know this is how i feel sometimes we loss site of who we really are.and real life and fubar has seem to taken that away from me. I know who i am and I believe in myself to know what is right and what is wrong and for anybody who doesn't take me for who i am need to step out of my life. Be Myself lyrics By : Linkin Park Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Chorus Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again

18 Signs Of Falling Inlove
EIGHTEEN you get so jealous when someone comments them saying they are cute SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time TEN: You smile when you hear their voice NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them SEVEN: They're all you think about SIX: You get high just from their scent FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them FOUR: You would do anything for them! THREE: You blush when u hear their name TWO: You were

Even More New Adventures And Tells
the road at one point can seam very needy. the more your out there the more you feel you have to be out there. but in realty the more out of your mind you get. this is the longest ive been out in one time. sence about dec. 29 - feb. 6. it was nearly to the point i didnt want to come home. though who can blame me when im seeing all the funny shit like the town names, having cats in a cathouse (in wells.nv) buy me the drinks lol, toughing thru the sub freezing weather, slip and sliding on the ice bc denver dont know SHIT about plowing, and last and not least getting cut off by the "super truckers" and them trying to get bitched at for cutting them off. which i would think i would have to be in front of them to do and that is virtually impossible in a swift truck lol. those that have been stuck behind one aught to know. oh yea i almost forgot. i even got hit on in a 2 story wal-mart that even has an escalator for shopping carts by a stripper. god why did i have to leave for arizona that d

Fu-links
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Mending Wall
i, like most, have had to write a paper about this at one time or another. I think it was the only "A" i received in any class that was not math. lol Mending Wall by Robert Frost Something there is that doesn't love a wall, That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it, And spills the upper boulders in the sun; And makes gaps even two can pass abreast. The work of hunters is another thing: I have come after them and made repair Where they have left not one stone on a stone, But they would have the rabbit out of hiding, To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean, No one has seen them made or heard them made, But at spring mending-time we find them there. I let my neighbor know beyond the hill; And on a day we meet to walk the line And set the wall between us once again. We keep the wall between us as we go. To each the boulders that have fallen to each. And some are loaves and some so nearly balls We have to use a spell to make them balance: 'Stay wher

Daddy's Girl
To My Daughter On Christmas Strong and opinionated She cannot be ignored. Words have to be spoken. One mustn't be bored. A great sense of humor Of this I must say. Even when the banter Is directed my way. A laugh that's infectious She's so full of fun It's hard to be serious And not come undone. Sunshine and love Sweetness and caring Spirit and laughter All rolled into one. Loving, trusting An innocent, a dove A beacon of light Surely grace from above I love you my daughter, And on this Christmas day With all of my heart I just have to say That no greater blessing Will ever outweigh God's gift of you One very special day. Leonard December 2008

Pretty Pink Peep Show
Pretty Pink Peep Show My neighbors are always trying to see what I am doing. SO I gave them a very nice sexy show. I wear my pink lace cami with matching thongs with an attached skirt. I stood right in front of the window so they can see everything from my round ass, huge boobies, and my pierced pink and very wet pussy. The last 4 updates have around 100 pictures each. I now have over 7500 pictures and 61 video clips on my site. I will be adding more action pictures in the new future (as you requested). If there is a fetish you have and want to see me do it just email me and let me know. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Realtionships
I DARE YOU I ONLY KNOW WHY I NEED A FRIEND WHO CAN SEE ME THROUGH THE BOLDNESS AND PRIDE SOMEONE STRONG ENOUGH TO PUT MY FAITH IN SOMEONE WILLING TO LET ME INSIDE SO BE A MAN AND BE MY MAN I DARE YOU TO NEED ME LIKE NOBODY ELSE I DARE YOU TO FEEL ME LIKE YOU'VE NEVER FELT I DARE YOU TO WANT TO BE MY MAN BABY YOU'VE GOT YOUR REASONS DANGLING FROM KITE STRINGS BUT YOU CAN OPEN YOUR HAND LET THEM FLY OH I KNOW YOU WONT ALWAYS SAY AND DO THE RIGHT THINGS BUT SOME THINGS ARE WORTH A TRY SO IF YOU CAN BE MY MAN I DARE YOU TO KNOW ME LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN I DARE YOU TO SHOW ME THAT I CAN BE SHOWN I DARE YOU TO WANT TO BE MY MAN TELL ME I'M THE ONE WHO DESERVES YOU AND EVERY TIME YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO I DARE YOU I DARE YOU TO HOLD ME LIKE YOU NEVER WILL AGAIN KISS ME AND LEAVE THE WORLD STANDING STILL I DARE YOU TO WANT TO BE MY MAN I DARE YOU TO NEED M

My Love To You
I have hide away in the darkness lurking in the shadows of how I long to show you the love no matter where we was I spent hours of countless hours on the phone making you laugh wishing to hold you in my arms and to get lost with in your eyes no one makes me more happier in life then you your my universe my world my life my one and only true soul mate that I would do anything for I will not hide in the shadows no longer if I lose you it is because I lost my world I want the world to see how happy you are I would love to have your hand in marriage I hope I will never lose you for if I lost you my world will crumble into a million pieces I would not expect no one to put it together but just let me sit and watch as people go by life it self will pass on bye with out I Love You Nocturnal Kitten and nothing will change that you are my heart and soul.... Will You Marry Me? To Top This All Off Here Is The Poem I Wrote Just For You!!!! Here I Am Yours To Take, Not Knowing What To Say,

Her Voice
The wild bee reels from bough to bough With his furry coat and his gauzy wing, Now in a lily-cup, and now Setting a jacinth bell a-swing, In his wandering; Sit closer love: it was here I trow I made that vow, Swore that two lives should be like one As long as the sea-gull loved the sea, As long as the sunflower sought the sun,- It shall be, I said, for eternity 'Twixt you and me! Dear friend, those times are over and done; Love's web is spun. Look upward where the poplar trees Sway and sway in the summer air, Here in the valley never a breeze Scatters the thistledown, but there Great winds blow fair From the mighty murmuring mystical seas, And the wave-lashed leas. Look upward where the white gull screams, What does it see that we do not see? Is that a star? or the lamp that gleams On some outward voyaging argosy, Ah! can it be We have lived our lives in a land of dreams! How sad it seems. Sweet, there is nothing left to say But this

Russia
I have a little peeve: It involves people telling me how much they love my former country, how much they want to go there one day, how awesome it is that I am from there, or how they wish they also lived there. (???) There was a REASON why I moved to the US with a refugee status in my passport. None of the little Americans would survive a month in the place, and the odds of survival would've been much lower be it during the years that I have lived there. I don't see much glamor in living in one room in a country with no opportunities, no rights, no laws. Working your ass off to get absolutely nothing. Living among people that will gnaw your arms off if you stand in their way. In other words, while I love it in a weird way since my happiest memories stemmed from my 15 years there (thanks NOT to the country, but to my grandparents) and there was certain fun aspect for a teen in a lawless place, it caused much misery and grief to my family. So I find it quite stupid when p

More Ramblings.....
Ok today i'll talk about what goes through my mind as I walk through a crowded market..... First some background---We were sent out to patrol a market in this village. It has been the site of numerous attacks on both American forces and Iraqi forces. Last week alone there were 3 attacks on U.S forces out of this market with one of the attacks resulting in serious casualties. So our patrol was to go into this area to look for and possibly catch any of the names that are on our targeted list. We ride up to this area and dismount from our armored vehicles about 500 meters away. As we are riding up you start to get amped up for what is about to take place. The adrenaline starts to pump, you bump fists with your team, give them each a nod and a wink. You can feel the bond between each other as they wink back. The order comes to dismount and you exit the vehicle. Spread out on the street you make eye contact with the closest guy as you begin your walk into the unkown. Every few steps you

Memoirs Of A Military Wife’s Worst Nightmare
As the day of my husband’s death creeps up on me, I can’t help but to remember all the good times we had together. The bad times we had, don’t even matter anymore. I remember that day all too well, it’s a memory that just keeps replaying in my head. It was on February 16, 2005; around eight o’clock at night. I was sitting in the living room, watching tv, checking my email and eating Doritos. There was a knock at my door, I thought it was my one neighbor again. They were always getting into a fight and she would come to me to talk about it. So, I went to answer the door, ready to hear about their fight. As I opened the door, I froze at what I was seeing. There was a preacher and another guy accompanying him in their dress blues, and all I said is “you’ve got the wrong house!”. I froze, they asked if I was Mrs. Pusateri, and I just nodded my head. Unable to say anything, I knew exactly why they were at my door. They walked me to the living room and sat me down. The preacher said, “ Mrs.

Don't Read/reply If You Are Distracted
With your own words, I can make you cry... I spent 5th grade obsessing over 3 things. The meaning of words, God, and how I react. My school library was the worse place an elementary school student could be after he spent his 4th grade year with a psychologist learning how to repress his feelings by changing the way he says things thought phrasing and art. I'd almost say he made me neurotic and paranoid. Distrustful of my feelings about myself and those around me. He helped me rephrase things with a creative zeal and find art to express my ugliness. That summer I found religion. God has ordered my thoughts and paranoia. No about you, but about me. God has punished me because of me. I have created art because of you. are you still following? (lowercase because people psychologically will follow fine print if they are interested in the subject). As a 10 year old, I wasn't sure if this newer me was right. I researched FBI and psychology books at the school library on

It's Just Who I Am
glitter-graphics.com My name has changed, but it's still me, I know that a lot of people on here dont remember me, some do some dont. I joined the site in 06 and for about the last yr or so I have not been on. But Now that I am back I kinnda feel the need to say some things so no one gets the wrong Idea of me or why I am here. I am here to have fun, meet new friends and laugh. My real life is not all that happy at the moment, so I would like to some times just to unwind and exit the real world and kick up my heels in the cyber world. (I am almost certain that other people feel that way at times). I am not here to expose myself in *NSFW* Pics if you come to my profile to see them you wont, I dont have any so please dont ask. I am a Romance Writer as well as a Full Time Mom of three WONDEFUL boys so they come first and then when I can find the time to relax, I play on the computer. I DO NOT WEB CAM, NOR DO I INSTANT MESSAGE, I am not like that. I am just a down to earth fun lovi

Seperate Ways
Lyrics to Separate Ways by Teddy Thompson Come rolling into town unaware Of the power that you have over me And what am I to do With hello how are you Nothing’s ever said that should be And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m turning into me, not you I can change my mind not my blood And not all who love are blind Some of us are just too kind We forgive too much And never speak our minds And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m giving up on you And I’ll turn my heart to something new And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I stood out in the rain Holding my breath Waiting for you You never came You broke my heart You b

If You Think You Know What This One Is About Take A Guess
Sorrow Pip, plop, drip, and drop It comes from the sky Within your house Even from yourself It is warm and soothing Cold and depressing It is the one most important thing in life Everything needs it. It shows emotions It drops down your face Plush it falls into a pool It comes with happiness But most of the time It comes with sorrow.

How Do You Like Your Coffee?
We all enjoy a good cup of coffee every now and then. Some enjoy it more often than others. We’re not talking your average everyday cup of coffee here though. We have found ways to code sex using coffee terms. Coffee = sex Decaf coffee = sex that is so-so; it’s still coffee but lacking the hype Grinding beans = dry hump or foreplay Jitters = orgasm Steam wand = cock Steaming pitcher = pussy Instant coffee = quickie Coffee with legs = bootie call Barista = hooker Espresso = phone sex Red Eye = cybering Please feel free to add to our list in the comment section below. Co-authored by: *~"THE Princess" IrishMinx*CamGirl/PRINCESS @Americas Brave & Proud* Fu-Wifey to Lord Asheron*~* SHOW HER SOME LUV!

Photo Editing Special
I am running a special on photo editing for this month. If you need a photo touched up, a photo manipulated, just want to shave off a few pound or you are looking for something unique let me know and we will talk about prices. All transactions are done through paypal. Go too my website PhotoXElite.googlepages.com or e-mail me at PhotoXElite@gmail.com

Wait And Bleed ~ Slipknot
Wait And Bleed I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS! Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away GOODBYE! You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see...

That's Right... I Have The Balls To Say It..
RELIGION is for the SIMPLE MINDED.... those that cannot grasp the concept of life in its entirety have relied upon imaginary friends to make themselves feel better about their stupidity. This is truth.... Argue it if you want, it will only expose further weakness. How does it feel to know you have based your entire life around a fucking comfort blanket? Just like a favorite childhood play thing. Too bad we can't put the nursery rhymes down and actually do something with ourselves.

Words...
funny how words don't mean much here... and to a "word arstist" as i have been proclaimed... that is just a sad thing... real peaople have real hearts and real minds, not just real pics! i am animal enough to do the oooh yeah at the hot women on here, but real enough to know that few of them realy want anything to with a guy like me. i just think some are missing an entire universe when they don't even bother to read... i know somethings are not worth reading... i now... but how do you find the treasures if you don't look? how do you know the words won't turn you on so much your world gets new colors? how o you know they won't let you see a place you never thought could exist? read what shows up, if just once they change you... it is worth it!

Relatives
Today I had to get up at 4pm to go to my great aunt's to see my 3rd cousin from Germany that I have never met. (I've already met one from Berlin, this one is from Dusseldorf). It was weird, i've heard a ton about her (her dad is a famous Estonian composer Arvo Part), but never seen her. It was odd, she is alright. At least I'll have a place to stay in Dusseldorf when I go there. Altho I hate stayin with people; hotels are much better imho. Now I am sittin at work, and its 19% occupancy, which means completely dead. I feel like I'm gonna pass out any moment,dammit. I need sleep!

Who Are We
Who are we Who are we to judge others by their faults? Do we not have faults of our own? Who are we to pass judgment on those who have sinned? What defines us as being better then another? We judge others more then we judge ourselves, Because we are afraid of who we are. We wish not to see who we are. Imperfect, sinful, and impure. As we fail to pass judgment upon ourselves, Others shall do it for us. Who are we to determine how someone should live? Who are we to tell others who to be? Who are we to say who should live and who should die? Who are we? We are nothing in this world, Just a drop of water in the ocean.

Tyrannical Tagger
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i´m thinking about getting a tattoo. 2. i´m addicted to coffee. 3. i hate horror movies. 4. my hitler impression makes my parents laugh. so does my governator impression. 5. i need a girlfriend. 6. 90% of my shoes are one year old or even older. 7. my rooms flooring is artificial lawn 8. i just got home from mcdonalds. i had 4 cheeseburgers, two mcribs, large fries and a vanilla shake. 9. mickey rourke should´ve won the oscar 10. thank god for the autobahn. there´s almost nothing better than going 110 mph while listening to "move bitch"

Please Read
Ok time for me to steam alil..... 1. i know we are all on different time zones..so if u shout at me and i don't answer it means im not online...so please don't pm me and cuss me out...i try to answer everyone's shout. 2. my fam list.....if u'r on my family list and u'r not rating or commenting or shouting at me from time to time u will get deleted... Gifts ....i pass out random gifts daily i don't expect anything in return...its just to make u smile... and another thing my pix.....yes i have alot of naughty pix That doesn't mean i'm a slut or a whore...if u don't like my pix then by all means don't look at them...for the ones that does look at them i hope u enjoy them... i enjoy taking pix its one of my turn on's...and yes i'm a playful girl and my husband loves taking them... yes i am married and i got 5 children which i love dearly this site is just a place i like comming to and having alil fun while making new friends.... im sorry to write so much but i felt i need

Get Down..[singles]hook-it-up..mardi Gras
StLouis Area FuSingles Mardi Gras Party - Sat, March 7th - Updated 2/24 (Puhleez Repost) (repost) date: 2009-02-24 14:24:33 last updated Sunday, Feb 24th, 7:45am FuTime St Louis Area FuSingles Mardi Gras Party Saturday March 7th, 7:00 pm - 1:30 am Grab your beads and your single friends and head on over to the Stratford Inn and extend your Mardi Gras celebration just a little bit longer! Saturday, March 7th 7:00 pm - 1:30 am Stratford Bar & Grill (in the Ballroom) 800 South Highway Drive (across from Chrysler off hwy 44) Fenton, Missouri 63026 (636) 343-5757 http://www.stratfordbar.com ~~ FuSpecials ~~ * No Cover * $1 All Night Long - Pabst Blue Ribbon * $2 All Night Long - well, wine & draft * $2 All Night Long - Bud, Bud Light & Bush Bottles * Free Buffet from 8 - 9:30 (chicken wings, pasta & salad) * DJ and Music all night * Discounted Room Rate of $35.00 (tax included - just tell them you are with fubar) * 1

Bad News On Top Of Bad News!
Yesterday, I had a call from my OBGYN office explaing to me the results from the LEEP they had preformed and it wasn't good I do have cervical cancer now the doctor wants me to see a oncologist cancer specialist, I don't know what to do aymore my brian is like mush right now it fucked me up to hear what she had been telling me, I called my husband at work to tell him the news he had come home and the doctor wanted to sit down an talk with the both of us so we went there an talked he said that the tumor was deep in the margins which I don't know what the hell that is but anyways I'm freaking out and scared as hell to what this other doctor is going to tell me, also I had a call from my sister yesterday telling me that my mother was in the hospital with Pneumonia it's in her left lung, I tried talking with her that day before she had went in and she was off the wall wasn't saying much and just babbling, I guess from what the doctors was saying she wasn't getting enough oxgen to her brian

Florida To California
Every year there is a motorcycle ride to the redwoods in Piercy. This year the run is June 12-14. Check out this site. http://www.redwoodrun.com/ The site where the event is held is on private property. You have to have a ticket to get in. Price of a ticket from what I have been told is $130 for the three days. Places to stay are very few. If you like to camp camping is available onsite. I plan to leave Daytona Beach, FL. My plan is taking 6 to 7 days of riding to get to my brother in laws place in the San Francisco Bay area. From there do the run the ride back to Florida. I have an open passenger seat for a female that wants to ride. Share expenses. A ride of a lifetime. Other riders are welcome to join on the trip. My route is open to the fu world. Let's ride.

Whore, Candi Is One
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Sarah 2. mom 3. poetic Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. band whore, aka roadie 2.concert promoter 3. happy hooker house wife Three Places I have lived 1. idaho 2. montana 3. chicago Three TV Shows that I watch 1. bones 2. house 3. dexter Three places I have been 1. Devils tower 2. Sturgis, SD 3. wall drug (most awesome place ever) Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. i dont know 2. i never 3. check it Three of my favorite foods 1. tossed salad 2. coffee 3. chocolte Three things I would like to do 1. get paid to be a bitch 2. take euro trip 3. ROCKSTAR!!! Three friends I think will respond 1. all 2. you 3. fuckers Things I am look

Tagged Again!!
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Tanya 2. Tanzie 3. Tee Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Dell Customer Service 2. Shift Leader at Ben and Jerry's 3. Housewife Three Places I have lived 1. Toronto 2. Napanee 3. Kingston Three TV Shows that I watch 1. I don't 2. Watch 3. Television Three places I have been 1. Myrtle Beach 2. British Columbia 3. North Carolina Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Spam 2. That's 3. It Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. Spaghetti 3. Roast Beef Three things I would like to do 1. Get married one of these days 2. Do some traveling 3. Get certification for Skydiving Three friends I think will respond 1. Don't 2. Really 3. Know Thing

If You Want To Know
Military Terms and Abbreviations APACHE LONGBOW – Latest, most sophisticated version of the AH-64 Apache attack helicopter with microwave directed Hellfire anti-tank missiles. ABRAMS – Fully-tracked M-1 Main Battle Tank featuring 120mm smoothbore cannon and three machineguns. BRADLEY – Fully-tracked M2 Infantry Fighting vehicle that carries 12 troops. BUSHMASTER – 23mm chain-gun mounted on Marine Corps LAV-25 LAV-25 – wheeled armored vehicle used by US Marine Corps in place of Bradley. SP – Self-propelled as in artillery. PACK III PATRIOT – Latest, most-sophisticated version of first-line anti-missile/anti-air missile system. RPG –Rocket-Propelled Grenade. Bazooka-like weapon developed by Communist-bloc forces and now used all over the world. Version being encountered is RPG-7V and is designed for anti-tank/anti-armor work. LMG – Light Machine Gun. M-4 – Short carbine version of the M-16A2 rifle. FRAG – Fragmentation hand-grenade. A

My Threesomes
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Johnelle 2. Nelle 3. NellaBella Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Fast Food (Taco Bell, McD, Pizza Hut 2. Cashier Lead/ Cash Office (Busy Beaver) 3. Cooking and Running a kitchen in steel mill Three Places I have lived 1. Oakland / South Hills (with boyfriends for wkends) 2. New Kensington 3. New Kensington (with my aunt and grandmother) Three TV Shows that I watch 1. ex-treme dating 2. hit list 3. brothers and sisters Three places I have been 1. canada 2. carribbean 3. down south Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. mom and dad 2. jimmie 3. all my tagged and myspace friends Three of my favorite foods 1. seafood 2. mexican 3. all american Thre

True Friends
So what is the remedy? In "Madea goes to jail" writer Tyler Perry states this: "Friends can be compared to trees. There are friends that are like the leaves, these would be equal to "fair-weather". There are there for a while but then they are gone when the season change. Then you have those that are like the branches, they are more durable than the leaves but eventually they will not be able to support all the circumstances you go through in life and will break away." Now this is not a bad thing but you must understand that not all friend are met to be around all the time. There will come times where you will outgrow some of your friends or you may have a friend come into your life for just a certain time and once they have accomplished what they were suppose to accomplish in your life they will move on. Let them go. The most important fact is leaves and branches grow back. These friends will be replaced in time. Back to Tyler Perry's definition of friends being

Trucking
now ive been trucking for close to 20 yrs and so many things have changed when we started driving the people we met were alot friendlier the roads less busy and more time off now we run 3 or 4 weeks strait to make a living the freight has gone down with the economy and the pay is not alot higher then when we started, ive done both owner operator and company driver and owning your own truck these days is a hard job with the laws ins rates and fuel cost at leaast company drivers let the company deal with that part of it we run hard and push the laws to the limit to make a living we get a bad name from news and a few bad apples in this industry but for the most part we are good ppl that will help stranded moterist when we can and help the needy the children out there we are caring ppl that chose a life style yes this is not a job its a life style to be gone from loved ones for such a long time and live in a box 24 7 while out here what else can you call it we run all weather condictions g

Another Face...
ANOTHER FACE Jack Daniels woke him up he loved the taste of beer but Cuervo Especiale kept him alive Mild Bill became Wild Bill the white light of blackness, memory bounce the ability to do anything you would regret later he built and destroyed my reputation I might just hate him because he is me

Nymphogirls
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Nightmare I Had
Pain streams down my face, a cold heart pumps ice through my veins, cutting them open, bruising my skin to reveal my scars to the uncaring world that surrounds me and I go unnoticed like dirt beneath their feet. I scream in deaf ears in a language of anguish I do not understand. All I know is raw pain has been realized. No pain in my heart , no knife in my back has slowed me down. But my chest was torn open by a monster I created. It shredded my flesh like dull razors, it broke my ribs to get to the heart of me and ripped it out of my chest. My soul falls to the floor like a corpse. The monster fills the hole in my chest with shards of memories and broken glass realities. It sows the gaping wound together with barbwire and rubs the now rotting mound of flesh with salt to enduce more pain. I awaken chained to a wall and watch silent movies of my past on the wall before me. I try to close my eyes but see them in my head. I try to them out but they gnaw at me like starving wolves

A Ramblin' Reveiw O'er Specific Amendments
Does the Bill of Rights remain in effect today? I’m not convinced that they are and below I’ll look at the four particular amendments we were requested to investigate and comment on my personal opinions whether or not they are or are not still in effect through cases existent as well as personal. Looking at the specifics of the 4th Amendment, those particulars that state “the right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated…but upon probable cause…” interests me mightily. Currently in this state, Arizona, a police officer does not need a warrant nor even any reason beyond a desire to do so, to search the contents of an individual’s vehicle, which most definitely is an ‘effect’ (property). With the passage of the 14th Amendment and the decisions of the Warren Court, such would seem to be the case and thus the illegality of such searches, such intrusion into the private property, the ‘ef

Double Standards
Ok SOOOOO...I got my comments back! Yay! But I have been threatened with deletion if I violate the TOS and was told by Scrapper not to post hate. I never posted hate..the clown bitch attacked me and I fought back...and I am still not quite sure what exactly I did that violated the TOS...aside from cussing on an "adult website" So do I ask Scraaper what it is that I did and explain the situation more fully to avoid trouble next time? Or take it without a kiss and censor myself from now on. Because to be brutally honest if I have to watch every fucking thing I say....I wont be on much.

My Epiphany
Who will finally understand me And all I am cracked up to be Who will take the time to find The precious thoughts inside my mind Is anyone like that out there That would genuinely care That wants to know every detail Of what my life does entail Who can accept the times I cry Without even knowing why Who knows that my emotions run deep In times awake and times at sleep Who laughs at time when I get mad Knowing it's not all that bad One that loves me pure and true One who'll love me through and through I think it's time I take a break Reflect on all my past mistakes That person out there should be clear It's who I see inside the mirror Within myself I first must start To fill up all that's in my heart And not rely on someone else For love I should bring to myself

Funny Stuff
This is one of the funniest things I've ever read! All hair removal methods have tricked us with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now... My night began as any other normal weekday night. Come home fix dinner, played with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: Maybe I should get the wax out of the medicine cabinet. So I headed to the site of my demise; the bathroom. It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand and then they get warm and you peel them apart press it to your leg (or wherever else) and hair comes right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean I'm no girly, girl but I am mechanically inclined enough that I can figure it out. YA THINK!!! So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together I get out the hair

Love Hurts
The light shines threw the window as I lay upon my bed, I lay here and think about all the things you and I have said. I hurt so bad from the inside out, I never thought I could love so much. Now my life is all dark clouds. I'm sorry for all the wrong things I have said, but please don't leave me laying all alone in my bed. My life is empty without you in it. Every single day, every hour every minute. My heart has been ripped out by you. Why did you do this? What did I do? Did I hurt you as bad as you hurt me? I only did it to make you see. But you didn't did you? You just kept on lying, with every lie you told I just kept dying. Dying inside from the love that I have lost. You had to pay the price and I was the cost.. RAVYN SNOW

A Few Facts
So my only brother has been dead a lil over a year. ok technically its been 20 months or 86 weeks or actually 601 days today. I really shouldnt know this. He died on a sunday but there are some facts i cant seem to get out of my head. I really suck at math but when you look at this day as a day that you lost someone so important and a day my life changed its hard not to see it. Ok so my first fact is I am clingy when I love someone. I am scared of not getting to say i love you to someone i love. cause i lost that chance with my brother. That makes me overuse the word sometimes. I am scared that I am gonna be alone my entire life. i am scared that I will never be a good enough mom to my girls. I am scared that i am not a good enough girlfriend that sometimes i try to be something im not or act ways i dont normally. I dont ever want to lose my daddy or my mommy. i try to please everyone and dont like anyone to be mad at me. i hate to fight but tend to do it just cause i

Is This How My Mom And Dad Felt During The Reccesion
I remember my mom and dad telling me how it was when they went threw the reccession and depression. How tight it was just to survive and have food on the table. I found it interesting and even at a young age I never wanted to go threw any of that. Well here I am going threw a reccession and every day I hope that things will start to improve financially on the news and here at home. I am finding that I dont sleep a whole lot, my temper is getting shorter then usual, and my copping skills are non existant at present. I am a worry wort always have been and each day I wait till hubby and oldest son comes home. Fearring they are gonna tell me they lost their jobs. And if they do, it simply means we loss everthing we have . And at my hubby's and my age. We will never be able to get a house again, we are simple to dam old and will never be able to pay it off or even keep up with the bills etc. Its bad enough now we are stuggling. Our boys have no dam idea what we g

Everytime I Look At The Stars
Everytime I Look At The Stars I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The man of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS

The Queen Of The Drunken Leprechauns..bids Ye To Gather.. (st Patty Repost)
Join Dove'sDrunken Leprechaun ClubWould you like to be a member ofthe club for St. Patty's Day?It's simple... just add/rate/fan the other members of the club,buy them a beer from the gift shop bar and post this comment on their page.Copy and Paste code to leave the club commentThen private msg Dove O'Goddess and recieve your Pot O'Goldand you will be added to the club.Dove O'GoddessQueen ofThe Drunken Leprechaun ClubJudge WhitedoveOfficial Member ofThe Drunken Leprechaun ClubAnnipoo The Norwegian Goddessr

Fire&rain
Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you, taken me with buring fire your deep brown eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I taste the sweat off your lips feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Thats Just Wrong
I was just watching a commercial for "Catch It", and this guy wanted to be like these 2 girls. It showed him sunburnt in a bikini top, they asked it it was thong. And he showed them, an oh no that was so wrong.

Brainstorming
Wondering what people get excited to do for a lil monthly vip. Here are some ideas I have swirling around in my head. => Buy a ticket with the fu bucks and say..rate (certain folder) and get vip.. => Have everybody who wants a VIP to rate or bomb the biggest folder. Put all the names in a hat and pick it. => Best salute.. you win a VIP => or to whore myself completely ask a question..best response wins a vip These are some ideas..probably sound dumb but oh well... ~Timmy~

Emotions
hatred is a bitter,damaging emotion. it winds it self through the blood, infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason. its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights sacrifice is noble and tender. its the action of a host who values others above himself. sacrifice is bought through love and decency.it is truly heroic. vengeance is an act of violence. it allows those who have been wrounged to take back some of what was lost to them. unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it. love is deceitful and sublime,in its truest form,it brings out the best of all beings. and its worst,its a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enought to hold it. dont be stupid. sacrifice is for the weak. hatred corrupts. love destroys. vengeance is a gift of the strong. move forward not with hatred, not with love. move forward with purpose,,,

My Time With Rsd
I was diagnosed with RSD/CRPS in 2004. I had been having a lot of trouble with my right knee and no one could seem to pinpoint an exact cause. While at work one day, the leg became very cold and was hurting so bad I couldn't stand on it anymore. I went to the doctor and spent 3 1/2 hours in ultrasound. They were looking for a blod clot that wasn't there. My records were sent to the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN. A vascular surgeon diagnosed the RSD. The disease spread from my right leg to my left shoulder. From there it finally traveled to my right leg. At that point walking was not an option. A motorized wheelchair was ordered and the pounds started packing on fast! We moved to Washington in 2006 looking for better care. The specialists here were better able to manage the pain, but no further treatment options were given. Then in 2007 I went into remission. Within 3 weeks I was walking and back to work!! WooHoo! As a former firefighter and emt I knew there was a possibilit

Grrr
Six months ago i was a happy healthy adult for the most part and now as i sit up at 2 am in the morning i wish i could go back. After numerous doctors apointment and a pharmacy full of medicine i am no where close to being well as i was and am growing frustrated and miserable. If the constant fevers, chills, and pain isn't enough my appetite energy and even my mood has suffered massively. The things i have enjoyed the most are only a distant memory becuase getting out of bed and doing them takes too much energy and being sick 24/7 has caused my happy go lucky attitude turn to a very irratible me. I don't really know what to do anymore i am so ready to give up but i can't becuase i don't wanna hurt my family most importantly my sisters if something was to happen to me it would hurt them so bad they already worry about me so much you can see it in there eyes everytime i am around and they ask me so much if i am feeling okay today not wanting to disappoint them i smile and say yes just kn

He Wanted In Here Bad!
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Ten Years Dead...
As we part, Carl squeezes my shoulder and grins. "You just need a woman," he says. ... while in my gut the creature writhes and snares and tells me what I need..... I leave my car in the lot. I can't stand to be inside anything right now. I walk the streets of this city I'm learning to hate, the city that's given up, like the whole world seems to have. I'm a zombie. A flying dutchman. A dead man, ten years dead... I'll feel better in the morning. At least, I'll feel it less... It's the night-- when the city's smells call out to him, though I lie between silk sheets in a million-dollar mansion miles away... ... when a police siren wakes me, and, for a moment, I forget that it's all over... But that man was young. If it was revenge he was after, he's taken it. It's been 15 years since he was born... Born here. Once again, he's brought me back-- to show me how little it has changed. It's older, dirtier, but-- --it could have happened yesturday. It could be ha

Wake Up!!!
My friends we have got to be honest withour selves in regards to the harm that corporations are causing not only our planet but also us as a species!! Please do not listen to and get your info from the traditional media sources as most are owned by those that wish to silence those with truth! Get motivated, and get educated as to what has happened to our once great country!! If you are not familiar with john perkins please get familiar with him. Confessions of an economic hitman is the title of his book! take the time to read for yourself what these corporations have been doing!! Wake up my friends before we have no America to leave to our children and grand children. You may wake up in 1 yr and find we are now called the North American Union!! Think it cant happen, what is Europe now called!!! Oh yeah, the European Union!!Africa......A frican Union!!!Do you really think it is goiing to stop there!Please dont be that naive!! Join the fight to preserve our soverignty!! Stan

Thinking About Things
I been doing alot of thinking maybe im better off in Azorina i lived down here in south Carolina for about six mo. and i dont know anyone here where in Azorina i made friends that liked to hang out and go places i do have someone down here that i care about and moved from AZ to be here i just feel like im beind ingored most of the time like im not even here the one i care about here rather go places with her friends but when i ask it's i don't wanna go it seem like she is spending more time with her friend or maybe im just shelfish. Maybe it is that im around all the time but will i be missed if i stay in AZ when i go in a mo. is that what it takes to realize there's more to do then computer and games and texting most of the time? Where i used to live in AZ everyone i meet was really nice and helpfull the place where i used to live the landlord wants to rent the place to me for 300.00 a mo. i used to help them out when i was living down there and did vonlinteer work at a ranch the

Selfish Murder
Ya know, after 15 years of really not giving a shit, not even my health being a factor to my self distruction. The day my mother had to damn near fight to take a breath not only broke my heart but my mind. So, I quit..Yeah it sucks hella bad but when your eyes are open to the truth of being scared..what other choice do you have..but i still have not quit for me. I did it because I dont want that day to happen to my children. Which we all know it will happen but if i can provent certain types of deaths, why not. Oh by the way, my mom is fine, she spend some time in the hospital, but is back to being spunky..i dont see how she does it..and where in the hell did I get this serious shit from..who knows..anywho, if you dont stop smoking for you, do it for someone else. Its your life yes, but someone else gave it to you.

How Do You Color Your Life?
You Color Your Life With Vibrant Brightness You are an energetic person who's obsessed with ideas and modern. You love technology, and you like to be on the cutting edge of things. You tend to be a little materialistic. You you love to shop. You love sophisticated and dramatic things. You were born to live in the heart of the city. How Do You Color Your Life?

As I Walk Through Life...
As I Walk Through Life....I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for lifeI've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to beI've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words coz it might be the last time you ever see themI've learned that you can keep going long after you cantI've learned that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feelI've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls youI've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its placeI've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequencesI've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping scoreI've learned that my best friend and i can do anything or nothing and have the best timeI've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your done

One Nighters
I've been with 5 guys in my life sexually (meaning intercourse, haha), and out of them, 3 were one nighters. I don't get the whole aspect of men not calling back after that, since I couldn't get rid of the losers. One called me the same night, and asked me to be his gf. Another one stalked me forever, making excuses to see me. The third one was a whiny bastard, and said that he didn't know it was gonna be a one nighter, but thought we are gonna start a relationship. Am I missing something? Oh, guy #4 called the next day...and we've been together for 7 years now, and married for 4 :)

Just Do Me!!!
Nice hot long tongue trailing my inner thighs all the way to my sweetspot...taking me from behind...slow at first then bending me over....taking my hair into your hands...slamming your dick as deep as it will go...fucking me so hard and deep i scream in orgasmic pleasure.Filling me up with every inch of yourself. Fuck me hard,Fuck me deep,Fuck me soft and gentle. Pull my hair,sink your teeth in my skin. Sink your nails in my skin til i bleed. Make me submit in your arms. Make me cum on your command. Oooo Hell just do me Baby!!! Hope Yyou Aall Enjoy!!

Really Who The Hell Is This Targeting
that has to be the most disturbing commercial that I've ever seen for a kids meal Yes the song is catchy. Yes the King is even creepier. But square asses for a kids meal?!?!?!?!

Strange Facts About Me
Ok lets see when I go in a elevator I almost always look in the corner. Im alittle closterphobic ( holy shit I spelled that right damn ) I also get really lightheaded in them to. I bite my nails , I hate it but have done it since I was tiny. I have had the fake nails before and never really bite on them. Who knows why Im like that but oh well.I like to say I have a oral fetish lol I have a small bladder so I pee alot. Now for those of you with a peeing fetish umm NO dont even think about it. I also hate having my feet touched im like anti foot fetish. I sing alot when I drive and dance. I have even stopped on a dirt road pulled out my kids and danced around my truck. Before I got rockband and guitar hero we would dance around singing with spoons. I have a fear of zombies, it started when I read a article about zombie dogs they actually kill dogs for a hour and pump some stuff in them then put there blood back in them and bring them back to life. I know zombies arent real and und

Wake Up Call
Its not TEA and TAXES. I only hope anyone listening to the mainstream medias’ sad attempt at covering what were being called TEA PARTIES were awakened to the one sided and biased approach that the reporting showed. To the CNN reporter who came to report on a rally, only to show her true colors and biased approach by getting on top of her own soap box, Shame on you! Shame on those at Fox news, who tried to put a conservative republican spin on these protests, you too may soon be part of the mainstream media. The only thing the mainstream media can give an unbiased account of these days is who made it through the last round of American Idol. Oh! Sorry, my bad, they can’t do that either as witnessed by the alleged outing of Adam, as if, that had any bearing on the fact, the dude can sing his Buttocks Off. If anyone has given even the slightest attention to what has been going on in our country for the last twenty years they would know that these protests were not about TEA an

For All Parents
Someday when my children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates a parent,I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going,with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let youdiscover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you fortwo hours while you cleaned your room,a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger,disappointment, and tears in my eyes.Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume theresponsibility for your actions even when thepenalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough to sayNO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all.I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.And someday when your children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell the

Missing Cigar
A man walks into a dimly lit bar and the bartender asks him "Why is the front of your shirt all bloody" His customer answers in a slurred voice "My wife caught me with another woman and cut off my penis." "Oh come on" replies the bartender. The customer then says "If you don't believe me, I'll show you." He proceeds to rifle through his suitcase and pulls out this long thin thing and lays it on the bar. The bartender bends down and looks closely and says "Why this is just a cigar". The customer looks puzzled and says "I have it here somewhere" and proceeds to fumble through his other pockets and comes up with another long thin thing and placing it on the bar, and says " See that". The bartender again inspects it closely and says "You asshole that's just another cigar." Now the customer staggers backward and steadies himself , leaning on the bar and with awareness in his shaky voice says "Son of a bitch, I must have smoked it!"

Vest
So I got a new uniform vest, and...holy cow! Can we say "my vest brings all the boys to the yard??" I was about to leave, and stopped outside for a smoke. A hick that is doing construction gave me a light, and saw my wedding ring: "How long you've been married?" "4 yrs" "does that mean you won't go out with me before I leave?" "no, sorry" he proceeds to ask stupid questions (like if I was amail order bride, ffs), and can barely make sentences either from being shy, or retarded. Or both. He has been staring at me intensely for 2 days already, pointless parading through the lobby. UGHH! I wish I had a cattle prod... Also, my favorite guy is staying at the hotel. He works for a big company here, so he's been coming here for almost 2 yrs now. He barely used to say hi for a year and a half, and one day he came up and said: "wow, I didnt know you were married" I said I was, and he started a convo and introduced himself. I found it weird that me being married all of a sudden made him

Current Events/prison Corruption
The state of Ca has more people in prison than the entire Federal Prison System. There are more people on parole in CA than the total of all of the other 49 states combined. Ca has the only parole in the country that is 3 years long, extendable to 4 years. In reception centers, where inmates 1st go before being assigned their permanent living space, at a regular prison, there are approximately 75% parole violators caught in the "revolving door" syndrome. They say.... Come to California on vacation.... Go home on probation.

Because I Could.. Survey.
You....! Name Lillian Lux Ethnicity Latina Height 5'5 Hair Color Currently.. Red & Black.. subject to change Eye Color Dark Brown Your opinions please? Abortion It depends on the situation Capital Punishment Same as above Immigration I don't really honestly care War Is not for me America I live in it.. Gay Marriage I support it! The Economy Sucks Ball Sacks right now What??? Political Party are you Democrat *shrugs* Extrovert or Introvert Extrovert Favorite sport Don't really have one .. but I like watching Hockey occasionally Favorite person from that sport *shrugs* Favorite person I don't have a favorite person Bothers you Apperantly a lot of things like people randomly exercising in my living room & garlic breath. Are you passionate about Reading Do you really think about yourself I'm pretty cute but really messed up in the head. Mas! Favorite

Not So Amazing Anymore.
Your not so amazing I'm so glad that I'm blazing. We lost total controll and now we both pay the toll. I guess I'll see you hell no need to dwell. When we first met we fell into love, your the one who was to fit like a glove. I used to think you were the one to save me now I hate everything you ever gave me. Your not so amazing anymore, now everyone knows the score. You got me played me for a fool, can't belive I fell for your lies you fucking tool. Now I am mind fucked and now I am crazy. I came out of this with the scares that you gave me. I bled and I bitched but it's over I quit. You can stay hiding forever but I will never...How many have you played at the end of your life? How many chances will you take till someone gives you a knife? Your not so amazing anymore quite frankly you were sort of a bore. Even for you being whore I fooled myself thinking I adored. You really got me this time and it's fine. Eventually you'll pay for all you've done in the end I'm the one who won.

Not Moving
so it turns out i wont be moving after all thank goodness for that the landlord was stupid enuff to come by and do the math in his head with out useing a calculator turns out he wanted more then the rent agreement well so he came by later on to say iam sorry so atlest he was able to admit that he fucked up god i wish everything was that easy in life

My So Called Life
look at me and what i was planning to be what happened to this? why does everything turn to sh*t? i think im going somewhere but end up in nowhere why does life suck and everything ends up bein f*cked why is everyone imposters when on the inside they're monsters i used to listen to teachers and even the preachers i was making big strides and going towards what i wanted to ne but look at me

Mr Loser
->Tongue2Swe...: and I bet you have a lot of suck-sess with women->Tongue2Swe...: I cant lose more than you did when you were bornTongue2Swe...: block me slut beause u won't win here->Tongue2Swe...: lmao, you are the one that looks like a bloated crab in your defaultTongue2Swe...: well hun you are fat and ugly like all the women here but you think you are nice because of the wimpy guys that make a big deal about you....in my book your a ugly tramp cunt ....abd fat->Tongue2Swe...: it would be nicer if you could put that cap up your assholeTongue2Swe...: would u like it better if i shaved my head and wore a baseball cap backwards like the wimpy guys your age?->Tongue2Swe...: its not the age, its the faceTongue2Swe...: don't let age fool u dear->Tongue2Swe...: i doubt itTongue2Swe...: 2 inches on a good day hun but you would like it

Sucks
(CNN) -- A Dallas Cowboys scouting assistant suffered a broken back and has been permanently paralyzed after the collapse of the team's practice canopy during a heavy thunderstorm, the Cowboys announced Sunday. An aerial view of the scene shows the Dallas Cowboys logo amid the ruins of the indoor practice facility. Rich Behm, 33, was one of three Cowboys staffers seriously hurt when the storm struck their practice facility Saturday afternoon. Behm's spinal cord was severed by a fractured vertebrae, paralyzing him from the waist down, the team said in a written statement. "To the Behm family, we extend our love, comfort and the full support of every person and resource within the organization," Cowboys owner Jerry Jones said...." ++++++++++++= shit like that just saddens and pisses me off. Just some dude doing his job he loves, and all of a sudden it all ends in a freak shit like that. Wtf??

Why Women Cry
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ☠☠"The Unknown" ☠☠ To: Date: May 5, 2009 10:29 PM Subject: WHY WOMAN CRY TY ANGEL! >~Nita aka ~eerie~♥~One Heartbeat Of Love~♥~WHY WOMEN CRYReposted with love by~~♥~One Heartbeat Of Love~♥~Thank youLadyInRed “Why Women Cry”A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?''Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said,'And you never will,'Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?''All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry,Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked,'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the womanshe had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentleenough to give comfort,

The Book Of Cecilia
Cecilia wasn't sure of her future. Only her past was a present thought. She knew that the end of her marriage wasn't the end of her life, but the cold, dead space inside her begged to differ. Her Ex was a great guy. Good provider, sweet to the point of relationship-diabetes, and a natural father. Problem was, he was vanilla in bed. Not even French vanilla (Oh god Frenchmen know how to use their tongues!)just plain...ol'....vanilla. This was ok in the beginning. Both of them had previous experience and it was a heady time for them both. As time progressed, kids were born, and the sex became stale. Same moves...same times...same everything. She had tried to lure him out from under his sexual "rock" that he was hiding under, but nothing worked it seemed. He resisted all efforts to spice up ANYTHING in the relationship. Finally, counseling. The counselor saw them both for six weeks, then issued his proclamation. "You two are seperate entities. As such, you've grown in opposite directio

What I Felt Now...
i been lately so stressed of a lot of sad things happend..just lately broke up with my boyfriend.. and part of the family died and i wasn't able to attend the funeral, coz it's in the philippines. i been having migraine since then, quite often, specially when im at work, it just sux. now, im hoping for a relief. im finding ways to cheer up, though i been laughing out with friends, still i felt there's messing inside of me. and im thinking what could have filled that emptiness. i know, im being emotional. you cant blame. somewhat i just need someone could make me feel important, that could just be there listen and feel whats im dwelling into me too.. and sad part is i don't even have friends like from here that i could really tells all my drama,and what i wanna do. for me it seems like a crap. i guess i'll just have to do things on mind, and start moving ahead off this crap.

For Kota < 3, My Love
Baby, i love you so much. You know you mean the world to me, you know you can always take away my pain tht i feel.you truly are the love of my life, i never felt this way before you baby. everyoen keeps telling me to leave you and find better, but i tell them they are wrong, what they ask me is impossible, because you are the best ever!

Some People
What the holy, fucking, pus-filled hell? The wicked sick douche nozzle cunt can dish out the doctored pics of people, but when someone does it to her, she goes to runtelldat to the bouncers with a screenshot and they get a stern warning from administration about your content. Can't take the fucking heat, you fucking waste of skin, stay the fuck out of Hell. Don't make pics of others, and they won't make pics of you, it's a simple fucking equation. One more thing...perhaps the Powers-that-be should look into things, not just take one person's word and evidence before handing out detentions. I know I'm not the only person this piece of fucking rancid garbage has done this to, and if you don't know who I am talking about, you don't pay very good attention in the mumms.

I'm Still Breathing.
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and The clock is ticking and I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny Say something sweet But don't say that you loved me Chorus: Cause I'm still breathing Though we've been dead for awhile This sickness has no cure We're goin down for sure Already lost a grip Best abandon ship Maybe I was too pale Maybe I was too fat Maybe you had better, better luck off in the sack No formal education and I swore way too much But I swear you didn't care Cause we were in love So as I write this letter and shed my last tear No, it's all for the better That we end this this year Let's close this chapter Say one last prayer But don't say that you loved me Chorus I'm still breathing I'm still breathing

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or is my hubby losing his ever lovin mind. For the past while, he doesnt seem to be paying attention to much around him never mind me. And that has me worried. Hes been seeing a variety of doctors and having test to see if there is any physical problems with him. And ever time I get a call from the doctors office. I make sure to write down on the calender his time and were he has to go for what . Well just recently I told him he had two appointments on the 13/14. He swore he had one yesterday and we headed off to it. I said I told you so, told you , then he gets home and still doesnt believe me and when I show him he gets pissy at me like WTF. Then admits he didnt pay attention and now its gonna cost him money to get a doctors note and the lost of a days pay . Then if this isnt bad enough a friend of mine on line didnt pay attention to what I said either. And that just sent me into a tail spin. I said wtf is it with men any more. Dont you pay attention .

Ermmm Uh And Yeah
so i had a weird dream... and i don't usually post these type of things but it was interesting to me...ok lets get started shall we my dream was about organ harvesting on a epic scale i think it was set in california somewhere by the sea at least... most of it took place inside a giant stadium... but i am not sure what event was supposed to take place... it never makes it to it... ok so there are all these people i remember wanting to leave the stadium and it not being possible... then there are these guys who begin following me and eventually catch me and i get dissected... and then i am someone else and 2 years have past... i know because i hear something on the radio about it and apparently the entire stadium and all it's people were pretty much taken without a trace... like some creepy cult shit.... than i am looking for someone who i apparently tried to get a hold of as this new person... so i am breaking in to this place where it is apparently happening again and i ta

U Know Who U Are.
a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between?

Perfect
Blind devotion I gave away. Your intentions Were to stray. I once wrote that I stood within a castle, Cowering behind my walls to protect me from a siege of love. And that maybe, if one came... I'd throw open the door. When I met you I chose not to open the doors, But to raze the castle I had built in pain - In fear - And to face the trials again, and that this time would be different; Because I had you, Because I gave my trust to you. Because I gave my love to you. Because I entrusted you with all of the shattered fragments of my being The last of my mind, soul, and heart. And that I would always love you with all of my heart, unconditionally. When I gave you everything I was - everything expected of true love I expected nothing in return, as I was nothing. I nearly became the ash from when I came, and ash... Is worthless. Though I expected nothing, there was, indeed, a gift you gave me - pain. Skin, muscle, sinew, and bone... You cut through all of me. Sharper than any knives... S

Call To Me
I hear a stranger call to me, feel his hands upon me...no face, no name. He knows my body. Can read every thought. How did you find me? I whisper..."you called me", he replies. "I heard your cries" "your longing" "I'll be your Master." He calls to me, my soul rocks with anticipation. I'm at his fingertips, my skin responding with chills of hunger. I'll be yours, whatever you desire, if only in my dreams. If you....call to me.

What A Weird Dream
I just awoke from a nice, but odd Memorial Day afternoon nap. It seemed like no matter what I did, it fell apart as though I was stoned, drunk, or just stoopid, and i was none of the above! Ok maybe I'm a little stoopid. Just couldn't wake up. 1st I couldn't stop my Jeep from rolling right up to a curb overlookin' a river, ( shoulda been a guardrail there) the curb and reverse stopped me at the last moment. But, I then put it in forward, and *SPLASH!*, I got wet. Then I tried to drink my first beer of the day, with the cop standing right there. The bottle slipped outta my wet hands and *SMASH!* it fell on the road and broke. I got a ticket for littering. Then I went to a friend's house, a fubar regular, and put my hands on the gate to her picket fence. *WET PAINT!* Now my palms are all white. Then I went to open a beer in her kitchen and *SMASH!* it fell on her floor and broke. Now mind you, I'm still straight and sober. I go to light one, *FOOP!* There goes my mustache and e

What Should I Do?
Wht should i do. im stil n love with my x. he with sum one else. but he stil has feelings 4 me n my son. ive tried bein friends with him. but i stil find myself wantn him. give me ur thoughts. PM me.

Live Auction In Purple Magik!!!
Come & Hang Out With Us Tonight At!! > We have friendly people, good music, random bling for new members and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! We are having a live auction on May 27th @ 8pm fu time come and join and have sum fun!!! Here are our entry's so far!! ~Bratt~**Depends Who You Ask's** Stalkee:) Çhåotïc P®îñçë$$

13 Mistakes
13 mistakes 1. To attempt to set up your own standard of right and wrong.2. To try to measure the enjoyment of others by your own.3. To expect uniformity of opinions in the world.4. To fail to make allowance for inexperience.5. To endeavor to mold all dispositions alike.6. Not to yield on unimportant trifles.7. To look for perfection in our own actions.8. To worry ourselves and others about what can't be remedied.9. Not to help everybody whereever, however, and whenever we can.10. To consider impossible what we cannot ourselves perform.11. To believe only what our finite minds can grasp.12. Not to make allowances for the weakness of others.13. To estimate by some outside quality when it is that within which makes the most.

The Beach
Sitting on the rocks looking out over the water, she sees a man walking by the pier he stops and takes off his shirt she sees that he has the most beautiful back and arms his back ripples with strength and muscles the kind you just want to scrap your fingernails down. When he took the ponytail out of his hair and ran his fingers thru it and it was so long and her fingers itched to reach out and do the same she could just see the softness and silkiness of it then he reached down and undid his jeans and slid them down reveling a very hard yet very nice ass wow she smiled an bit her lip.... she wasn't expecting the view to be be this good when she came down here but ya she was glad now. He slowly walked into the water and she watched the muscles in his back and butt and legs he moved like a cat grace full yet you could feel the danger in the way he moved he dove then and diapered from view for a minute & when he resurfaced he was almost at the end of the pier. He swam like that for a

My First Block And It Really Didnt Feel Good
MuMM: Make up My Mind! MuMMs are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind! Please, no adult or inappropriate content! Dana (Farewell Miranda 1966 - 2009) Mc Kinney, TX Correct me if I'm wrong, but the mumm title says Was OJ Simpson Guilty? So it's asking my opinion.. My answer was simply "Hell Yes" meaning I thought he did. So I get replied "Get off my mumm you racist bigot.. something to that effect .. couldn't copy and paste it... I also could not copy and paste his shout that said F off racist. Now ... I am needing to vent here because one: I am so far from being a racist it isn't funny... and it bothers me that anyone , least of all someone that knows nothing about me would assume so. And worse yet that my answer was simple . Two, that he would bash every and anyone who dared to disagree with his opnion. AFTER he asked for ours. Anywa

Blah!
How do you know, when to say when? When to give up? When to give in? I am a fighter, and I wont let anything stop me from standing up for my beliefs or my loved ones... BUT... there are times when I just want to give up... BLAH!!

More About Me Read B4 Adding Me!
WARNINGIf you are easily offended and or strong language bothers youit is best if you leave this page NOW!This can be considered as NSFW contentStop reading HERE!OK, you have been warned!With this post I'm going to try to tell you the reader as much about me as I feel youneed to know at this point.I am going to be brutally honest here hence the need for the above warningGetting to know me:Is NOT as hard as you might think.If you've taken the time to read my "About me" then you already have a leg up so-to-speakBut I'm going to give you a few extra pointers that might help you get past any nervousness.1>TALK to me I don't bite unless invited to do so.use my shout box or private messaging system whichever you prefer.2> Shyness DON'T work with me,ALWAYS be who you are, who gives a flying fuck if some here don't like it!In order to be truly happy you MUST 1st be happy with YOURSELF.The rest can go to Hell for all I care.Now I'm NOT "Mr. sensitivity"and romance is NOT 1 of my

So Confused
today i feel so defeted, i wanna let go of what i've tried to hold on to for so long. I just wanna go back and make all tha wrongs right, but i feel as if i'm losing tha fight. So hard to really trust anyone. surrounded by people i thought were fiends, it seems tha drama never ends. Why is people so fake? I feel like i'm traped inside myself, i just wanna be happy, but all i do is cry.. I thiught he was tha one, but now i'm seeing tha true him, what i thought was so real, is really so fake..

Freedom
free at last. free at last OH Lord, I am free at last. freedom is a priceless thing and ntil it is taen away from yo, it is taen for ranted. the sad part is when it is done slowly yo are not always aware of it bein taen away inch by inch. scary right?

First Blog
Hey people. So it's been an eventful past week for me. I've been on here about a week now and it's pretty kick ass. Most of you that I've talked to are cool as hell, especially Wes =) But here in real life, one of my best friends passed away, so I'm pretty bummed about that..and on the good side, my family has sold our house, so we're ready to start having our new house built. Guess thats about it..later ppl.

Reinvent Yourself, Redesign Your Style
Let other say what they want to say about what you wear and how you wear your clothes, it’s not there life anyway. This argument is a fact that we should accept in ourselves, why would you let others dictate your fashion preference, remember that you are unique, independent, you have your own taste, and you are what you are, unless, otherwise it is a serious requirement for with a very important purpose. “Clothes make a man” this Mark Twain’s 19th century value reflects the important role that it has served in the past and is continually serving in the present. An executive is easily being recognized by his or her clothing. America’s first lady; Michelle Obama, has caught the attention of fashion critics for her for her peculiar clothing, this is how clothing should be, wear what you feel to wear. Expensive may be the best word to describe fashion, only those who can afford to drop money can have the latest fashion trend, but think of it not as a

Morning Fuck Up
i woke up this morning and went to my computer like i do every morning and jump on yahoo and i got a message from my ex roommate who is liveing with me temporary i have a history of having a voilent temper and it does not come out much like it did when i was much younger however this morning it did i dont no how i was able to cool down but i did and the subject witch was said was the cause of the outburst as you know i have alot of problems mentally becuse of my mother and what i was put thu for the most part iam great and now i was able to put it behide me but this morning it got to me he seen on my status on yahoo that iam finally getting confidents in my self and he said to me awww your getting confident becuse your mother never loved you mind you there not much i take personal but when you talk about a touchy subject like that or my cat then you better run no thanks to that cunt my mind is all fucked up becuse of her if it was not for me that dude would be liveing on the

Just Wow
Ok so i went and created a friends only blog to put the "other" poetry that I write in there. Apparently my blog is not for my thoughts and whatever I wish to say. I have to abide by what others think. In order to no longer offend those not on my friends list who read and actually understand that I simply write poetry. Often times completely opposite of the way I feel I will only let my friends read it. For those that simply don;t understand me all you would have had to do was ask I could have explained it.

I Thought I Was Cured
I thought I was cured from heartbreak. I thought that I had recovered from it. I thought that after the failure I finally was able to shut the lock to the door of my soul. But it seems there was a little opening in my heart, because the sound of her voice, a new feeling was birthed that I knew too well and I thought it was dead. I was not planning in falling in love again; I was not planning on going crazy for you. I like to know were I am stepping, but I realize that I have begun to give in. I was not planning on falling in love again, because when I did, I suffered. But it is so easy to fall in love with you, and even when trying, I am not able to stop myself from thinking about you. I swore to myself that I was not going to give in to love, the way that I once did. I swore that I was going to be selfish for my own good. But I was not counting on you having such a beautiful face.

Rocks
Im not a violent person really. Aside from running amok in grand theft auto slaughtering cops (hey, they attacked me, and Im the dude walking around with a chain gun in my hand so its their fault for being antagonistic...) I dont act on my anger much. Sometimes I will punch a bag of potatoes (hehe) cause its a good way to work out ones excessive aggression, as long as you remember the punching is the thing not the destruction of the vegetative bulbs. Yesterday though, I very nearly came to a point where I couldnt hold it in. Im walking from the druggist up the street from my place towards the grocer to get a few essentials and I turn into a convenient alleyway I often use to avoid interacting with seattle people cause theyre all too snobby (and if I had to be around them all the time I would be a violent person...) and in so doing I run nearly smack into two seattle people coming out of the alley. No big, right, cept as soon as the one of them sees me, she gets this real ugly look lik

200,000 Rating Is Fun But Hard Work Too
Leveling up is hard right now the higher you get the harded it is to level...I would like to level where I can become a angel or demon...I rather be a demon sound more fun...That is beside the point......I love when p-pl come and rate my page....

Twelve Steps Of A.a (opposite Version, Courtesy Of The A.a Grapevine...)
1) I declare my complete control over alcohol and everything else; I furthermore declare that my life is in perfect order. 2) I recgnize no power as great as I am, nor any person as smart as I was; If you don't like it, step outside... 3) I made a searching and fearless moral inventory of my fellow man, and found him woefully lacking in all respects; and never did I hesitate to tell him so. 4) I made a decision to run my life and everyone else's to suit only me; and to pity anyone that came across my path. 5) I admitted to no one, especially God, myself, or a fellow man, that there could possibly be anything wrong with my actions or me. 6) I exhausted every effort in trying to increase my defects of character and allot time in this busy schedule for a little bit of drinking. 7) I continued my obnoxious air of asking no one for anything; My Big Eye was for telling, not asking or receiving. 8) I kept a complete list of all persons that had harmed me, whether real or ima

What To Watch Out For
1. They immediately act like they're your Dom and they have expectations for you before you've even met them.2. They act like submission is supposed to be given to them simply because you're a sub. Remember: Your submission is a gift to be given to a deserving Dom. Expectations for you to be submissive to them prior to you accepting them as your Dom, is a bad sign.3. Instead of learning about you and getting to know you, their first conversation includes topics like bedroom play and how they'd love to take advantage of you or use you.4. They demand to meet you in person before you've had sufficient time to get to know them and get comfortable with them. 5. When you do meet with them, they are physical without any prior agreement, or act like you should give yourself up just because you're a sub.6. Someone who refuses to meet for the first time in a public place.

My Son
In just a few days my son will be back home with me. I technically have 100% percent physical custody of my son but he has been finishing up school in San diego...I didn't want to uproot him. I am so excited to have him back..

Pat 1 Of My Erotic Story In Italian
Essere la persona che altamente sessuale sono questo pensiero è venuto alla mia mente. Amerebbe trovare un uomo che è tanto se non più sessuale quanto me, per disegnare il mio bagno aggiungono l'olio e lo trasportano poll. Allora mette a nudo giù per me e mi entra nella vasca con. I miei occhi stanno esaminando il suo detto che profondo li desidero ora! si siede e mi levo in piedi in modo da posso sedermi lentamente su lui, ritengo quanto duro il suo penis è ed io lentamente me l'prendo. Parte due che viene presto!

I Need To Vent And You're Gonna Listen Mkay?
i'm so fucking irritated right now! i'm done with men!! done done done done done! did i mention that i'm done???? all they wanna do is play fucking head games with me! i am so sick of putting my heart on the line, for it to get fucking stomped on. i just want a guy that is fucking normal! and done with all the games, and that isn't gonna hurt me. but really.......i don't think men exist like that. i'm pretty sure you are all the fucking same. you are all selfish inconsiderate assholes, who like to take my heart and twist it into a million fucking piecies!!! so you're asking what the fuck happened right???? well i met someone who i though was a great guy. who i thought i could open up my heart to. who i thought i could have something with........and then what happens you ask???? once again he's just playing games with me!! i'm not going into details. so of course i spill my heart out again just for it to get stomped on!!! fuck this shit. men are not worth all this god damn

I Win
Hubby and I had a bet for a dollah that MJ will die when we saw the news about him goin to the hosp. I won! Now I can afford a taco at a T Bell I had no idea about Farah Fawcett dying from asshole cancer, but this is like a 2 for 1 week. Schaweet!

Gone
What do I do, now I've reached the edge? The cliff is steep to the plain below Miles upon miles of emptry airAnd no hand will I hold, but your hand and you are not there! Whatdo I do when smothering black Of night engulfs me So dark I tingle with sudden fear No arms do I need but your arms And you are not there! What do I do with a life that tellsthe end of the world in a darkened mistBut still must keep senselessly onNo love keeps my heart, but your loveAnd you ... you are gone!

Our First Afternoon Together
the day has been long,as you are finally here in my arms.we are at my house,but not for long as we have decided to take a walk.just like we have talked about on the phone for so long.as we put your bags into the bedroom we close the door,and walk out of the house.as we are walking you feel my hand clasp yours our fingers interlocking,as we walk down the drive.as we get to the end,we turn right.walking up the street.as we keep walking a few cars pass by,but we don't let it slow us down.we reach the spot where we must now walk down a path to the secluded spot we have wanted to go to.as we are walking down the path we push aside the different bushes.finally we make it to the place.we both smile to each other as we spread a blanket down over the grass.then we both sit down,as i look at you and smile saying"my love.i have waited for this day for so long"as you gaze into my eyes you smile"as have i mon cher"you feel my arms wrap around you pulling you close as we start kissing very deeply

What's Your Sign I Am A Scorpio
A=Q=U=A=R=I=U=S: the strongestTrust worthy, Sexy, professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect! && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost!A=R=I=E=S: freak in bedOutgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, You might end up crying;Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around,Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser, EXTREMELY SEXY, Love is one of a kind,Loves being in long relationships, gets what he or she wants, Very Awesome personality, Stubborn,Addictive, Loud,Extremely fun, Loves to joke,Extremely random and proud

Ultimate Response
anyone in the seattle area who reads this and has a video camera keep an eye on the bridge tomarrow cause I want my jump to get filmed so my parents can see it. theyve been ignoring me for the last month cause they think I was exagerating about killing myself before ending up homeless, and if it gets taped and put online eventually theyll have to acknowledge that in these superfuckedup economic times familes have to stick together more than ever cause the corperations and the government they own are not going to do anything but stab the people in the back. wish i had friends to couch surf but i dont as i am a pariah. oh well. geronimo.

True Love
How to Dance in the RainIt was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if

What's Your Gift?
Your Gift is Intellect You are a big thinker, and you're always playing with new ideas. You are curious about the world. You enjoy learning and developing new theories. You enjoy researching, analyzing, and solving problems. Thinking hard feels good! You're the type of person who finds most mental tasks to be easy. You love to stretch your brain. What's Your Gift?

What Have I Done?
"What I've Done" In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I'll face myself To cross out what i’ve become Erase myself And let go of what i’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands of uncertainty For what I’ve done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!! What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

Blarghhftw
Soo...I am pissed that I dont get to go with hubby to Cali for almost 3 wks, and I'll miss him terribly :( I hope my boss dies in a fiery crash. Hubby is worried about me stayin cause he thinks I'll get into some sort of trouble (he knows me too well, dammit) now that I will have the car all to meself (I like to explore abandoned buildings and cemetaries, that kinda trouble).

Old Marine
A> > old retired Marine walked into a supermarket with his> zipper> > down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, 'Your> > barracks door is open.'Not a phrase that men normally> > use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he> was> > about done shopping, a man came up and said, 'Your> fly> > is open.' He zipped up and finished his> > shopping. > > > > > > > > At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line> where the> > lady was that told him about his 'barracks> > door.' He was planning to have a little fun with> > her, so when he reached the counter he said, 'When> you> > saw my barracks door open, did you see a Marine> standing in> > there at attention? > > > > The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for> a> > moment and said, 'No, no I didn't. All I saw was a> > disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel> > bags.

Ehm...
I'm afraid of pain, but I have a pill for that. No pain means no stopping, no loss, no weakness, no fear. No fear means no inhibitions. Even lions scream when they're hurt.I'm strong because I fear the breakdown and the judging. I fear the pain and I fear the fear. We are given the choice of avoidance, and we've never looked back. We slam back and forth between cause and result. The only cure is movement of the spirit up towards enlightenment, the mind out past the barriers of normalcy, and the body within to accept our injury, to let instinct overcome it, to store it in the past and not inside. Our being is for movement, not memory. Healing begins when we forget. There's no room in this body for trauma, so we hide the pressure. One way or another, it always finds its way out. We make disease inevitable

You Are So Beautiful
You are so beautiful, how gorgeous you are, it is true that in my lifetime I have not seen a doll that is prettier than you. You are so pretty, how gorgeous you are, it is true that when I am by your side I feel closer to God. You are so divine, so stunning and exquisite, that only a falling rose from heaven can equal you.

Spooked.
let me start by saying i absolutely do not believe in superstitious anything at all. but i have to admit to being fucking totally spooked. in less than two hours these things happened. i had to give my address to my wife in a private message earlier today. anyways someone added me and read my blog about things finally moving about the divorce. shoutboxed me about it, the same instance i get a reply from my wife. little later i am looking through old photo album, folder with about 100 pics in it. one and only one of those pictures has one of my nieces in it. the same instance i get to that pic i get a text from her for the first time in about 2 weeks maybe. finally i had a kinda play fight that got a little out of hand with someone earlier. i was talking to a third party that i think i really pissed her off. i sb'ed i am sorry. left it for a while then sb'ed the other person that i still getting nothing but silence. the same instance the person i thought i had pissed o

The Word For Abuelito In Spanish
One no-prize goes out to the first person who spots the error in today’s title and tells me about it. Actually, I don’t know if Marvel Comics even gives out “no-prizes” anymore; they were blank envelopes stamped “Official Marvel No-Prize” sent to eagle-eyed readers of their comics who were the first to spot a continuity error in a story or an incorrect reference or even a glaring art error. I remember an issue of Captain America (vol.1, no. 308 – it’s scary I remember that) where his nose was missing in one panel, and Marvel got a few dozen letters about that. This morning I caught myself in mid-sentence as we were eating breakfast seated on our living room couch and watching Disney Channel. We tend to flip between that and Nickelodeon when the kids aren’t ready to head out after they eat, which they were – I don’t worry about their being TV zombies. The preview for this weekend’s new episode of “Handy M

My Prayer
Lord I really need your help. Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself. Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God. I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge. Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.

8.8 Million To Get My Angel Wings
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

From The Beauty Series
"My only hope is for a deep love, a loss of myself to someone, not merely a loss amid all that strives to break me down and remake me. But a loss to someone who is sublimely good at mastering. Someone who might somehow, in the blaze of my suffering, see the depth of submission and love me also..."

New Blog...
Love it or hate it, I am making my main blog: http://www.artschoolslut.com/You should bookmark it and read it, watch the videos on it, listen to the audio posts and make comments.Why? Because I love you. Plus it just got a face lift this week and I have been posting up a storm...Go.Do it.NOW!

The Long And Short Weekend
Eight years ago … Proverbs 25: 11-18 July 25Team in Peru, for property 10107.25 A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver. 11 Some people – even professing Christians – just don’t grasp that being honest with people will get you so much more out of life. Hearing Michael and Shannon last night just laugh off exaggerating themselves in chat rooms – it would be a miracle that they’re NOT cynical. But it’s also a miracle that I’m not, isn’t it? Jesus, help me be able to talk to people openly and be known for not having a hidden agenda. May what you see with me be truly what you get! Amen. [Prayer requests are here commemorating my half-sister Jeannie’s birthday, for the healing of Kimberly’s leg, and for a Bible School in Tema, Ghana. There’s also my review of the 2000 book “L. Ron Hubbard Presents The Best of Writers of the Future”, a science fiction antholog

Visit
Sooo...tonight I went over to my great aunt with my mom and grandpa. We had one of those "talk about other members of the fam when they are not there" convos, and I was amazed to hear all this stuff about my grandma from her sister in law. My grandma is extremely stubborn, and seems VERY stern and unemotional, but...she treats me like a grandma would, so I never really knew how she was with others. My great aunt said that she doesnt know why her brother was even with her, cause she totally didnt give a shit about anyone but herself, had him completely pussywhipped, and always had a heart of stone. This made me cringe inside a little, since it was my grandma they were talkin about...who made me yummy food every day, taught me violin, walked me to school, put up with my scandalous behavior. And yet, thinking about the way she talks to others, the way she carries herself, and the way she treated my late grandpa, I can totally see where my great aunt is coming from. *sighhh

My Apologies
I wish to apologize for building a lounge and not being able to be in there as much as I was.I am visiting a friend in Germany that needed help and now our time zones are way out of sorts.It is now after 11 pm & if I am correct it is only after 3 pm back home in the states.When I do get on to try and hook up with everyone it is so late here that I can't focus for to long because my eyes wish to go to sleep.I Know that the lounge is being taken care of when I am not there but still it seems when I go no one there,hence {time zones}.I saw someone left a statement once that the lounge doesn't stay busy anymore..If this is because of methen I am truly sorry.I try my best to get there as pften as I can.When I get back to the states it will be time for me to go back to school and start my teaching for the year.My times then will be after school or on breaks at school and only until maybe 10pm at night,I get up to early to stay on any longer than that. So this is my apologies to you for not

Remember A Soldier
Remember a soldier. Doesnt matter from when or from where. When they were killed. Post to remember so none are forgotten. LT Jess Hill-died Ice pack PO Steven Duque- died ice pack PO Nate Brukenthal- kia iraq ALL Coast Guard above. Mikael, jj, davis, martin, jed, juan, perry, cedar you lives are not forggoten, as medics you were the best of our group. you are not forgotten. We will meet again my friends Army, navy and 1 marine medics above. anyone listed below or comments made bless a soldier, say thank you to them, clap for them in airports, buy them lunch, help them and say thank you.

Alone
Iam walking roundalone no one two talkI feel so alone like piecesscattered around just cantpick my self uplife getting down feeling depressedand alone what did I do so wrongI ask myself is it me did I do something wrongis it me how I look people willnot give me a chanceI keep thinking how can I changemy lifewhere I go which direction I takein my life is question mark

I Really Miss You Princess
I think of you more and more each passing day. I have loved and ive missed you ever since ive first laid eyes on you. I see your beautiful face every time I close my eyes. Hurts me so, knowing that I will only have my memories of you. I will never be able to hold you, nor will I be able to kiss you. I blame myself for you not staying in my lyf. But it wasnt myne, something jus werent right. What ever happen was jus an accident. It was no ones fault. Your lyf hadnt even begun. You had passed from the start. I know that when a tear falls its you, trying to rub out that black spot from my heart. You are my precious Angel, and will be always jus that. You have touched me in ways no one has ever done in my entire lyf, and I dont see it to ever happen again. For now this I must close for it is getting hard to see through all the tears. Jus remember my little Angel daddy loves you, I will see you really soon. Good night Princess.

A Wish, Read It
Make a wish... place it in your heart... Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it?..good. Now believe it could come true. You never know were the next mircule is going to come from. The next smile... the next wish comes true. If you believe its right around the corner and you open your heart... your mind to the possiblties.. to the certaintlies of it, you might just get the thing your wishing for. The world is full of magic,.. you just have to believe in it. So make your wish... do you have have it? Good, now believe in it.. with all your heart.

What Color Is Your Love?
Your Love is Purple When you love someone, their life becomes your life. And you want to help them be the best person possible. You are a natural visionary, and you tend to be the teacher in your romantic relationships. You have a lot of wisdom to impart. You are inspiring and powerful. Many people look up to you, and you often fall in love with those who admire you. It's hard for you to find someone who's your equal. And to be honest, you enjoy having a bit of a power imbalance in your relationships. What Color Is Your Love?

The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test
You Are Traditional and Dependable You are optimistic, friendly, and cheerful. People appreciate the hopefulness and good vibes you bring to any situation. You are a very creative and innovative person. You dream big and rarely do something the same way twice. You're easy going and easy to be around. You aren't picky or high maintenance. You seek security in your life. Feeling safe is important to you. The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test

Elliot Smith
Haven't laughed this hard in a long timeI better stop now before I start cryingGo off to sleep in the sunshineI don't want to see the day when it's dyingShe's a sight to see (sight to see)She's good to me (good to me)But I'm already somebody's babyShe's a pretty thingAnd she knows everythingBut I'm already somebody's babyYou don't deserve to be lonelyBut those drugs you've got won't make you feel betterPretty soon you'll find it's the onlyLittle part of your life you're keeping togetherI'm nice to youI could make it throughBut you're already somebody's babyI could make you smileIf you stayed a whileBut how long will you stay with me, baby?Because your candle burns too brightWell I almost forgot it was twilightEven if I think that you are rightWell I'm tired of being down, I got no fightYou're wonderfulAnd it's beautifulBut I'm already somebody's babyAnd if I went with youI'd disappoint you tooWell I'm already somebody's babyAlready somebody's baby

One-third Of The Year To Go
Before I left for work this morning, I took Sarah and Jeffrey for a walk around the block. Since school’s started up again in our area (our nephew Mathew started sixth grade in the school our house is behind) I can’t bring them to the park there during the day and when I get home on a weekday it’s usually late enough that even after we eat I don’t have time to take them outside before they need to get ready for bed. (If we don’t get the kids used to a regular bedtime now, when they start school in a few years they will be disasters to deal with!) Sometimes it is really not fun to be the parent … Sunday night we were all home with the kids and they wouldn’t touch dinner for no health-related reason, so no snacks or dessert and an early bedtime was theirs; it was also Jeffrey’s last night after dinner when he threw his empty water bottle at Sarah. I’m the one having to do more of the tough stuff, in my view, and I pray that is no

Stripper Sensibilities
I once told a guy that he couldn't dead pan joke with me about things that were important because "Strippers are very sensitive to external criticism/praise." It turned out to be PMS but I have found it to be an ugly truth. When the crowd is cheering, the money is littering the stage and you're getting more dance requests than you can handle, life is good and your ego is this large invisible protective bubble capable of deflecting even the worst critique. However, soon as you have an off night your self esteem is the first to take a hit. I once made $1,000 in about 5 hours! I was on cloud 9 and feeling like I could do anything. That is until three days later when I think I left with less than $50. Suddenly I was ugly, untalented and unappealing...even if there was only a handful of customers the entire night. I wasn't the only one either. We had these costume ladies who would come in and make bank selling ridiculously over priced outfits to insecure dancers who thought it w

What Would Your Friends Say About You?
1. Passionate, extreme, but often missunderstood. 2.Sticks to self, introverted, but faithful and loving. 3.Intelligent, witty, and mellow. 4.Bold, passionate, and charismatic. 5.Shy, introverted, but the most loyal person in the world. 6.Flirty, fun, and gorgeous. WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME OUT OF THE THINGS LISTED ABOVE

Torn
My ex husband sent me a message this A.M. saying he was worried about his soon to be ex wife. She called his parents house and his sister several times early this morning asking them to have him come get their daughters. She was very upset, depressed, etc. He tells me "I think she might want to commit suicide" My husband Shane did just that 10 years ago. When Rick said that in IM I wanted to click that little red X in the corner of the box. Why? Because it's been 10 years and I would rather not bring back the emotions and feelings that I have so carefully buried. Does that make me a terrible person? Does that make me a crappy friend? Rick is the man I married after Shane died. Rick was my trying to replace Shane. Of course it didn't work, and thankfully Rick and I care enough about eachother to not let a little thing like a divorce come between our friendship. I asked him if he had gone to her house this morning, he said no. The judge told him he couldn't go over the

Cancer Update
when I first found out I had Cancer my boyfriend decided that brain tumors or chronic illness is not something he felt like facing, so he abandoned me.As I was going through treatment toward recovering. I live with my mom.I am and do remain extremely lucky, despite the deficits and disablities from this disease and the reason I went to share this is because I am very thankful to have done so well. I wish everyone who reads this to NEVER GIVE UP your search for wellness, your search for hope and dreams for a cure. I remember waking up in my hospital bed. Music on the little radio, cello and piano, my two favorite instruments. My life flew before my eyes. I just cried. It all came out. I felt the time ahead would be the toughest time of my life. And it has been ... 9/9/09-Update on brain tumor... no new growth. surgery, chemo, and radiation have stopped this thing. at least for the time being. :-) So Now I SIT AT HOME HEALING MY BRAIN FROM BRAIN CANCER SURGERY.And I am thankful to have

Spotlight Run (fu-owned Style)
A dear friend of mine (Klover) will be running for spotlight. I am placing a donation, BUT there is gonna be a little twist.... My donation to HER spotlight is gonna depend on how high fu-land can bid on me and bring my fu-owned amounts up.... I will donate to Klover's spotlight run, ALL of the 10 percent proceeds I receive from people buying me, so buy me up!!!!!!

20 Err Umm 53 Questions
1. What time did you get up this morning? 10:00am 2. How do you like your steak? Bloody 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince 4. What is your favorite TV show? Rome for drama, Top Chef for amazement, and True Blood for guilty pleasure 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Stirling Scotland 6. What did you have for breakfast? Pamplemousse Rose Perrier 7. What is your favorite cuisine? Pacific Rim 8. What foods do you dislike? Anything with a viscous texture 9. Favorite Place to Eat? Sunset Grill, Waikiki Hawaii 10. Favorite dressing? Vinegar and oil (i want to taste the greens not the dressing) 11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? 06' PT Cruiser Touring Edition 12. What are your favorite clothes? Something that flatters my body 13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? Everywhere 14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? 1/2 empty with a fly in it 15. Where would you want to retire? Stirling Scotland 16. Favo

You And Me
What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much timeCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAll of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from hereCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youThere's something about you nowI can't quite figure outEverything she does is beautifulEverything she does is rightCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youand me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all o

Till Niteflirt Is Up, Call Me Here For Phone Sessions
Okay, I'm tired of waiting... Since NiteFlirt is down still, I'm now available phone sessions at this number 1-866-646-2428 extension 13069. When NiteFlirt is back up, I will return to using NiteFlirt for My distance training, chats and consulting curious novices around the globe via phone and cam sessions. You can't keep a Texas girl down!!!, Mistress Genevieve p.s. Speaking of Texas... I will be in Austin and accepting select appointments between October 8th to 12th. The prodigal Domme has been gone to goddamn long!!

Leaving
Hi everybody. Yes, its time to go. This isnt what I was hoping. I thought this place was about friendship, flirts, and fun. But it seems to be about Drama, Poing whores, and ignoring people. I would try so hard to be a friend. always sending messages, love, gifts. I almost never get a reply or a TY. the only people that contact me are looking for bling or fubucks. so, one of my few "real" friends suggested getting engaged, to see if anyone would notice or care. (they dont) so, i am going soom. anybody want my fubucks? I have 9 mil. if anyone really wants to remain friends, come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx i really did find some people that i consider friends. and i will always care. and i will miss some of u ALOT :(

Hookin Up
I thought my days of adding females on here to see their NSFWs, and then deleting them off were over, and I am actually going to hook with a REAL life female, but... after chattin for a while on yahoo, she sent me her regular, non photoshopped pic, and I was like... err...uhmm...I really have to go, but ill call tomorrow... wttf??

My Private Part Died
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong,'Yes, Nurse Tracy ,' said Mr. Wallace.'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.'Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences.'The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas.He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said, 'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.''But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace. 'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died.'Yes ,' said Nurse Tracy, 'you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?'(You've gotta love this ....) 'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'

Drunk Story Time
The best thing about hanging out with drunk people? The stories. There is nothing better than listening to the most boring story in the world, told by two different people, at two different parts of the story. Its like reading one of those choose you own adventure books but you're reading all the differenty outcomes at the same time.

Stolen From Philemon
Name something you dislike about the day you're having? I'm restless When will your next kiss be? uhm...tonite? Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence? fat ugly rumor mongering coworker Are you dating the last person you talked to? we went past dating Who was the last person you talked to in person? String Wielder, AKA hubby Are you happy right now? Yes What are you sitting on right now? crappy metal chair Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from? I dont get texts Have you ever wanted someone you can't have? Yes A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say.. turn around and look at the culprit Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? I didnt go to bed What were you doing last night at midnight? Sittin with hubbs at Denny's Where is the shirt you are wearing from? from my work, a uniform Are you a mean person? Mostly; but not always

What Room Are You Most At Home In?
You Are Most at Home in the Living Room You're the type of person who always feels relaxed at home. In many ways, it's where you're at your best. You love to chill out at home. You are not the biggest homebody in the world, but you appreciate the time you spend there. There's nothing like having a few friends over to watch a movie or just talk in your living room. You are proud of the home you've created, and you love to share it with others. What Room Are You Most At Home In? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

I Enjoy My Life
As I take you as my slave, slapping you into submission, I enjoy my life. As I train you to serve me, I marry you with a collar, making you mine. I take you as my property and make you serve my whims. After all that is what we agreed. Giving you meals is a small price to pay for making you my slave.I've made you mine... And now it's time. To make you serve my whims. I've made you mine... And now it's time. And I enjoy my life.

Court
ok so i went to court and found out that they still don't no whats going to go onstill no word of the suppose victim so my next court date is oct 6 but i don't have to go only my lawyer however i do have to go on the 16 my lawyer said this if they don't have any word from the victim then they are going to dismiss the case and i wont have a felony on my record and if they do not dismiss it then my lawyer is going to try and see about getting a class 6 witch is misconduct witch means ill get probation if not ill be doing 5 years of prison time so not looking forward to that

Glitter
when we make love it's hard to tell if you're dreamin' of me or someone else that drunken kiss seems like alie don't say it's forever and then say goodbye glitter, don't ya leave me, please, believe me I only want your love glitter, you're my lover, I'll have noother girl I only need your love when mornin' comes and the sun shines bright you gonna need someone - someone to treat you right so don't walk out when you wake up let's give it a chance girl - let's give it ashot, give it ashot now glitter, don't deceive me, gotta believe me only need your love glitter, there's no other, you're beautiful I only want you this is fine for now, but maybe, let's make a baby inside of you it's just the time, we gotta find, iwant your name on my tattoo you blow my mind, so tell me, I wanna know glitter shines forever, forever an' ever I only need your love glitter, lay your head down here I'll always be so near I only want your love herecomes the hereit comes there goes the there it goes here comes

Idea For A Classic.
I have always been a Mustang freak. Every member of my family has owned at least one, with the exception of my sister. I've grown up around them, worked on them, ridden in them and driven them. Our Mustang ownership has spanned the decades from their inception. The only Mustang era not looked upon fondly is 1974-1978...yuck. Anyway, I have an idea for the one I would love to restore and modify to my specs. 1968, body style is a non-issue, because my idea can be utilized on a coupe, convertible, or a fastback. I am wanting to take a standard Mustang and make it into a Shelby/California Special clone hybrid...but with a twist. All chrome will be black chrome. For those that don't know what I'm referring to, black chrome is shiny and dark, like hematite, a shiny dark gray. Paint- high gloss black with silver metal flake, silver pinstriping. Interior- Black leather with a grim reaper embossed into the front seats, and skulls embossed in the back seat. Black carpet, black chrom

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ok
hey pplz so i thot i would try this out and see i am tryin to new things so yea who ever wants to know anything bout me lemme know i have 2 yr old daughter for those who dont know and her name is madison so yea um.... anyone wanna know anything lemme know!!!!!!!!!!!

Hidden Secrets
HIDDEN SECRETSShading...illuminating...billows ...of... what I've known... Waiting...contemplating...rips within my heart ...left unsown...Shadows ever lurking..behind the midnight dew...as I spread my wings to fly ... I seem to think of only you...only you.....Hot within...on fire...Holding on to ..only a dream... and one tear as it falls from my eye ,then I...then I can see clearly....I can see so clearly... through the pain that has my heart locked ...locked and keyed ....It reveals to me...the hidden secrets that lye within my hurt...Heaven can't save me ...angels on high, hear me calling... I drift away... far,from this world ....Falling away... away from this world... Heaven close your eyes.. for I can't bare to see you cry for me... Hollow... forever... forever.. in my dreams..Mastering the intentive mindset of the human species...Heal the weak... feel the strong... chosen by a higher power than I ,to rule.... To rule and reign... Reign ....Reign in this darkness... War all arou

Once In A Lifetime
Once In A Lifetime ONCE IN A LIFE TIME.... YOU MAY SEE THINGS YOU'VE NEVER SEEN AND REACH OUT TO CATCH A FALLING STAR... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY SAY THINGS YOU'D NEVER MEAN, TO SOMEONE THAT HOLDS YOUR HEART FROM A FAR... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY GIVE THINGS WITH MOTIVE AND WISH YOU WOULDN'T BEEN SO EXPECTANT OF SOMETHING IN RETURN.. ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MAY FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK AND THIRSTINGS RUN SO DEEP YOU YEARN FOR A CISTERN... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU MEET THOSE WHOM YOU'D NEVER MEET...CONSIDERING TIME AND OR PLACE AT HAND... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME ...YOU MAY CROSS A LINE AND POTENTIONALLY LOOSE, A WHAT COULD OF BEEN, A DAMN GOOD FRIEND... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME...YOU JUST MIGHT CRY AND LET IT ALL FLOW WITHIN, TO RELIEVE YOU OF YOUR PAIN... ONCE IN A LIFE TIME... YOU JUST MAY WANT TO WITHDRAW AND WISH YOU NEVER MET... OR KNEW THEIR NAME... Erica Chamlee ©copy right Aug 22, 2009 all rights reserved

What’s That Smell?
While some folks prefer their poontang to be on the gamey side, for many people, fear of a funky odor or taste is the chief barrier to going down on a woman. All women do have a distinctive scent and flavor, and for some would-be cunning linguists, these may be an acquired taste. However, if your partner is clean and in good health, her taste and smell should not be unpleasant or overwhelming. If you have concerns about her hygiene, the most tactful approach is to suggest a shared shower or bath before sex. If after a good soaping, her pussy still smells like something crawled up it and died, or she has unusual discharge, she probably has an infection and should see a doctor.

Even Angels Fall
Before the sun painted the day , In his arms she lay awake,Soul searching for a way, Wondering what to say, Between the seconds of his breaths , She wondered why this test , Shed forsaken all the rest, and swore shed given him her best, But the love that she can not have , had finally come to call, The reality lay sound ,That even angels fall. She knew shed never touch , This man that inerupted her dreams,But what she had given him was worse , Than any lie and decite . This man she claims she loves, Oh she loves him this is true , But each one gave her a strenght , Is it possible to love two.? For although hes never touched her , She has given him her heart , And this man she lay beside , Must see this angel fall.

Blahs
my bestest friend was engaged a whle ago to a guy who had a drinking prob. She told him that its either alcohol or her, and he picked the former . So she gave him the ring back and broke off the engagement. Well, several months later, she found out that he got married a while ago to some fat chick that he barely knew. A total rebound marriage. Now she is pissed off... I told her that he wasnt her anymore, so why should she care, but still

For The Penguins (very Awry)
With a chest of black & white, Plump feathers & all,The Regal penguin stares down a black absorbent hole,Watche's the water slowly ripple & bubble's rise,His meals down there somewhere for this he know's.Pokes his yellow beak in gently through the aqua,In the glint of a black eye, Shining in the blazing sun,He tease's off a thick blade off ice, Sharp as glass,Ducks his royal head beneath & under through the glint.He know's somewhere in those deep murky depth's,Lie's something for his hungry throbbing chest,Immerse's his crest deeper further than the rest,Poke's his head out with the best.Across the ice he waddle's slowly, A mighty smile on his face,He's a king of the pack looking after his race with grace,The poor fish within his jaw's cannot resist , but wriggle & struggle,Against the power's that be.The signet's will be happy of this attempt,Sitting , chirping happily in there nest,They'll be fed well tonight on fishy delight's,Salted , Brined & a fresh meal under the fading lights!

45
45 Send away for a priceless giftOne not subtle, one not on the listSend away for a perfect worldOne not simply, so absurdIn these times of doing what you're toldKeep these feelings, no one knowsWhat ever happened to the young man's heartSwallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartAnd I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,Swimming through the ashes of another lifeNo real reason to accept the way things have changedStaring down the barrel of a 45Send a message to the unborn childKeep your eyes open for a whileIn a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one elseThere's a piece of a puzzle known as lifeWrapped in guilt, sealed up tightWhat ever happened to the young man's heartSwallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartAnd I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,Swimming through the ashes of another lifeNo real reason to accept the way things have changedStaring down the barrel of a 45Everyone's pointing their fingersAlways condemning meAnd nobody knows what I believeI believeAnd I'm staring

Eat Me
When I was little, we had various kiosks lined up along the street I lived on, so every day after school, or while playing with my friends, we would go and buy or steal different kinds of pastires and pies. We loved the meat pies, or chebureki, and always made sure to pick out hte greasiest ones. One day I was watching the news with my parents, and they said that several people were caught murdering homeless ppl, and making meat pies out of them to make money, selling them in kiosks. On the north side of Moscow, right where I lived. Needless to say, we did NOT eat any meat pies for quite a while. I guess the trned still continues... SUSPECTED cannibals killed a young man, ATE part of him and then sold other bits to a KEBAB house. Cops also believe the 25-year-old victim's body parts may have been used to fill PIES too. The trio of homeless men were arrested in Russia - accused of murdering the man with knives and a hammer. Prosecutors revealed: "After carrying out the cri

Special Hitlist #3
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Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid...
Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid... A classroom full of first year Veterinary students were participating in their first day of anatomy class. For the lecture, the professor begins by unveiling a dead cow under a white sheet laying on an operating table. The professor tells the class “In Veterinary Medicine, there are two qualities you must possess as a doctor – the first of which is a strong stomach. You cannot, under any circumstance, be disgusted by anything involving an animal’s body. For example, the Professor pulls back the sheet and sticks his finger right up the dead cow’s hindquarters, pulls out his finger and sticks it in his mouth. The students just stand there, paralyzed at what they see. “Now, go ahead and do the same thing, each of you,” the professor says. Freaked out, the students take several minutes but eventually take turns sticking their fingers up into the anal cavity of the dead cow, and then sucking on them. Once eve

Awesome Song
(Verse 1)I wanted you to know That I love the way you laughI wanna hold you high and steal your pain …awayI keep your photographAnd I know it serves me wellI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether](Bridge)You've gone awayYou don't feel me here....anymore[Amy Lee](Verse 2)The worst is over now And we can breathe againI wanna hold you high, you steal my pain awayThere's so much left to learnAnd no one left to fightI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Instruments][Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 2)cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enoughcause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away[Seether & Amy Lee](Chorus 1)cause I'm broken when

Crayola Mornings, And Snowy Afternoons
So, I'm still fighting this flu, and its really annoying, but fuck it. Woke up to a decent snow fall again, and they are calling for more later on today. My son was in full force of making getting ready for school a pain in the ass this morning. I think he was sent here to Earth to test my willpower. But I love him for it, as crazy as that sounds. I just heard a strange noise from over by my daughter, and lo and behold, she is coloring the carpet with a crayon! Resolve was nothing but fail, at trying to remove crayon, so I need to figure out how to get it out....ugh. I think this will be a fun week, especially considering the way things have started. I live the High Life...do you?

Dreams
Dreams Dreams are deceiving. My dream last night started out simple enough. It was a cool morning the sun popping over the horizon. I stand there my hand trembling trying to knock on your door. As I start to knock the door flings open. There you are smiling. As beautiful as i had imagined. You whisk Hunter up holding him tight. As you sit him back down you grab my hand. The smile leaving your face. You take my hand lead me inside. You lead me to the couch never taking your eyes off me. You lean in and whisper something to Hunter. A single tear rolling down your face. You Lead me to my car. As Hunter and I get in you whisper "I'm sorry". I pull away watching you in the rear view mirror tears start falling. As you disappear from my view Hunters says I'll Take care of you DADDY. I then awake leaving me wondering why what when........I LOVE YOU......WAITING ON A WOMAN

Boyfriend Application
ame:Age: Birthday:Location:Sexual:Height:Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Favorite Food: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?:Drive?: Job?:Piercings?:Where?: Tatoos?: Where?:Why Are you Applying?:One special thing about you: One special thing about me:Your favorite body part on me: Am I a nice guy?(be honest): Do you think im hot? Why would you date me? Would you break my heart? Would you care if I was complicated? Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me? Would you play hard to get? Would you run off with me at random times? What would you do to get my attention? Why would you be a good girlfriend? sex? Kiss? Cuddle? Lick?Bite? Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS? Would you ever consider going out with me? Is there anything you need to add to this application?

Fuckin Shit Sucks Ass
Got shit goin on at home with the baby. Got his report card today, with a stack of missing assignments attached to it... 2 D's! It was only half the report card, that was social studies and language arts, haven't seen the report for math or science yet. Different teachers so i'll probably get that tomorrow. And then he had a stack of graded papers, only one of them was a passing grade. They were all D's or F's. He's failing out of school...and bad And the thing is, a lot of it isn't his fault. I have to take responsibility for a lot of this... It's not his fault that his mom works all night, and isn't home to help him with his work, and neither is his step dad. And we both work nights, and sleep all day because of it... All of the missing assignments were homework assignments, not in class assignments.. I mean I know he has to take responsibility for it also, a note on his report card did say that he doesn't pay attention in class and goofs off a lot. But still, it doe

Chapter Seven: Strike And Counterstrike
"You volunteered for what?" James had stopped pacing and was staring at Faust with a look of shock on his face. "You are going to pretend to work for Avari just to get close to Shelata? That wasn't part of the plan!" Faust lay in his nest, well aware that James was still talking, but he didn't care all that much. "Listen James. We know the Blues are preparing to defend themselves from a massive attack. And we knew that Avari would send Shelata, seeing as how she knew where the Blues would go. But I have a plan that could possibly make this all go faster." Faust related his plan to James, and the entire time, James stood speechless. When he could finally speak, the only thing he was able to mutter were the words, "You scheming, golden-bellied dragon! Why the hell didn't you think of that at the conclave?" Faust smiled slightly, and closed his eyes to get some rest before everything went down the next day. Faust arrived at the Bay of Blood just as the sun was sinking behind the hor

Just Something I Was Thinking About One Day Tell Me What You Think
Ok I know some states are different but in the state of Pa the number of car accidents have increased quite quickly this past year. Well, cell phones I pods and my pet of them all texting while driving has mad the accident rate grow dramaticly. So, on my way to work one day I have figured something out that might help with the death tolls go down a bit. like I said other states are different but the state of Pa in general this is what they should do. !. have people take a on the road driving test like the same year that our license expires 2. They have 3 chances to pass the test just like in the begining 3. If they fail they don't get there license renewed that simple this might cut down on the majority of car accidents and the biggest thing of it all it will help save other peoples lives just something that I was thinking about one day going to work I will be nice to have some feed back on this but it's totally up to you Thanks for reading Bryan

What Christmas Character Are You?
You Are Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer You are a natural leader, though sometimes you are reluctant to step up to a leadership role. You see the world more clearly than most people, and often, you are the only one who can guide others. People may doubt your talents at first. You tend to be underrated and underappreciated. But once others see what you are truly capable of, they feel like fools for ever having doubted you. What Christmas Character Are You? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

R.i.p Rev
Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, also known by his stage name ” The Reverend Tholomew Plague” or simply “The Rev” was found dead in his Huntington Beach home yesterday on December 28 at approximately 1 p.m. The talented drummer was 28 years old. Sullivan was a huge Pantera fan, another band with a tragic early death. Jimmy also played many different instruments other than the drums, such as the piano and guitar. His death is being investigated by The Orange County Coroner’s Office but at this time the Southern California musician is thought to have died of natural causes. The metal community and many blog are speculating the death was an overdose. Sullivan was rumored to have history with drugs. No statement has been made yet from Avenged Sevenfold or the Management of AX7 in regards to this tragic loss. .

The One
I feel things for you that I had forgotten how to feel. I think of you in ways only lovers think of lovers, That seem all to real. I imagine your skin streached taunt over your bones, Your eyes full of love......burdened and worn I feel the blood inside me boil , the closer we become. I want to know where you hide, When theres no place left to run. All of the secrets ......You lock away inside, That keep your webs of mysterys. hidden and confined. The dreams that lurk in shadows, Hidden from the light, Nights that turn to days, Passions you ignite, I close my eyes and see a future, Some where far beyond, The childish insecurities , That test this ionic bond. I see your fingers in my mind, Tracing at my thoughts, Bringing back to life, A world that I've forgot. If only for a moment......My soul you reawaken, Black and White snap shots, Of pictures yet to be taken. I drift away to sleep , Intoxicated by your love, My hands reaching on, For somethin

I Hate It When People Ur Not Attracted To Keep Hitting On You Sexually Its So Annoying
Dont you hate it when people ur not attracted to feel making sexual remarks or hitting on you it grosses me out they just dont get it..

One Of The Songs That Describe Me
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find t

The Cunsumption Of Her Heart And The Poison Touch~by Jd
She'll crush your world, She'll drag you down into the depths, She'll talk real sweet and turn it around, Next she'll make you want to die. She'll whisper all to you all her insecurites, Only to find out she was never real, She'll make your head explode, Her words are poison to the touch, Run and hide. She build you up, Only because shes in love with breaking you down, She'll get you drunk then make you drive, her life is spinning out of control. She'll make up lies to make you feel helpless, Behind your back she'll be laughing in your face, She'll promise you that you are her everything, Only until the moment she decides its time for you to be erased. She'll whisper sweet nothing when you embrace, But shes really thinking how pitiful you seem, She'll do her damage until it can't be undone, You will be empty and she'll still be having her fun. She'll load the gun and tell you theres no bullets in the chamber, Do not be a fool, She'll make you regret ever trying to love

On The Brink
On the Brink "That which nourishes me destroys me." Angelina Jolie's tattoo He is a permanant elixir on my lips tasting the reminder of my lesson. All things become clear through trial. He is my tribulation touch. Invaluable in articulation lashes, Poetic thoughts descend upon flesh like a swarm of leather licked kisses Stinging as they devour my composure. Breathless hesistation seem to just make you want more. Asphixation like sugared morphine leads to honeyed inner thighs spread like a banquet before you. Feast upon me, all of me, taste the divinity within words, thoughts, astrological symbology emotions, energy, body, soul, thought forms, feed until sated, I will always have more to give. In being nothing, I become His something.

My Nights Here Without You
AS I LIE IN MY BED, THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, LOVING YOU IS ALL I NEED, WANTING TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TAKE AWAY YOUR HEART FILLED CRIES, TELLING YOU EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, AS I GENTLY HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT I WAKE UP ALL ALONE, RELIZING YOUR LOVE IS GONE, I FEEL MY WORLD BEGIN TO TUMBLE, AS THE PEICES OF MY HEART JUST CRUMBLE........

Sex With Benefits
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game.

Feelings
i do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings. i do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who i am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve. wether i am in real life or fu-life, i do have feelings and am supceptable to getting those feelings hurt. sometimes it is life that hurts us. sometimes it is just the way that it is and cant be helped. sometimes it can be intentional. the intentional kind is the kind that should not exist in real life or fu-life. it is the kind that can be avoided. what would possess people to

The Night In The Woods
I was walking in the woods to find some where I can be alone for a while since there where people at my place and I was so damn horny. There was a full moon tonight and I have not had any in months and I needed some badly. So I decided to take a walk so I can get off. When I got far enough away to where no one will notice or see me I sat down to have some fun but then I heard a guy grunt and movement close by and thought, great someone is getting fuck. I got up to see f I could see them so maybe I can have something to get off to. But what I found was even better; it was a guy I saw at the party playing with himself. I got the crazy idea that maybe if I acted like I just happen to be walking by and find him like that maybe just maybe he would want to have some fun with me. I slowly walk back a few then I start walking back to where he was at, when I saw him I stopped died and just looked at him. He blushed and tried to hid what he was d

Another Add To The Sh!t List .... Wth Is Wrong Wiff People >_
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Submissive Life Of Bliss
My harness and my collar I’m proud and willing to wear As I lay myself before you my submissiveness I will share From the feeling that I get From the honor of being all yours To the way it makes me feel When you spank me while I am on all fours My heart, body and all its actions I trust in your capable care I will do all you tell me My life is yours laid bare Bend me break me I am your faithful little toy And having that position Makes me happy to give you such joy The way that my heart pounds The way it makes me feel When you summon me to your side I know that this is right and my feelings are real Nothing I’ve ever had Can quite compare to this The lifestyle I’ve adopted My submissive life of bliss

Poem Of The Apache
A million stars were glowing underneath a poet's moon And the desert's shadows watched as I drove by. A gypsy wind was blowing a relentless feral tune As it swept the thunderheads across the sky. I had overtaken midnight; I was in my car alone While driving through the Arizona night. Across the lonely flatlands, no other headlights shone. My speeding car: the desert's only sight. Then the gypsy wind stopped blowing, as though turned off by a switch, And I got this eerie feeling deep inside. Then, from my car, I heard a sound that squealed with alien pitch And the engine in my car just simply died. The Firebird coasted to a stop; I mouthed a silent curse And knew that I was stranded and alone Some eighty miles from nowhere and, to make the matter worse, No way that I could get there on my own. I stepped outside and listened to the silence of the night And wondered why the wind had ceased to blow. Then I saw this cloud formation touch the ground off to my right And approach

What People Forget.
When you're in a relationship there's a lot less "yours" and a whole lot of "ours". People often forget this.Other key things people in a relationship forget are: 1. Communication.: If you can't comminicate your feelings or just talk with your parnter you might as well be living under a rock cause your partner is gonna feel like you don't care about them or just don't want nothing to do with them. 2. If you and your significant other live together you got to check in with them if you are doing something or going somewhere cause you never know what they might have planned for the both of you. 3. If you have a chores around the house such as cleaning the house it's not the other person's job to pick up after you, if you're grown and able to take care of yourself you can pick up after yourself. The other person is not your servent. It's not their job to pick up after you or clean your messes.4. You got to treat your partner as you would your family.: Don't take them for granted they ha

Wolf
The Wolf SpiritIt is in my nature to be gentle, and lovingBUT KNOW THISWhen it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart. Do not trifle with me for I am the most powerful and relentless creature you will ever know

A Breath Of Sunshine
Lost myself in an endless goodnightKept the time by the patterns of the streetlightCouldn't get it rightI could never get it rightSadly, this is a wasted conversationLost on you, lost on youThis is a test of my patienceYour blue eyes are so cruelI can't escape all the things we saidI'm taking years off my life with the weight of regretNow there's nothing leftThere is nothing left to loseShouldn't I feel alive?I swear that I tried To be alrightTo sleep at nightShouldn't I feel alive?The night fades with a breath of sunshineI'll do my best to adjust to the morning lightI cant keep my placeFeels like I've been awake for daysSadly, you turn away and now I'm facedWith the harsh truth, the harsh truthMy cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloomShouldn't I feel alive?I swear that I tried To be alrightTo sleep at nightShouldn't I feel alive?There's static on the airwavesI'll try to find the light through all this hazeI can't find the words that I'm trying to saySo try to forget me as

My Perspective On Being Alone
I've spent the last 3 years of my life on my own...I do live at home with my dad and brother but have not been in a relationship. Ive been travelling the world, re-evaluating myself, learning more about my personality, my strengths & weaknesses, and increasingly enjoying my own company.......I'm a homebody. I'm one of those types of people who prefers to stay home alone on a Saturday night with popcorn and DVDs, or a good book. I love being alone. I'm a solitary entity. I've always been fiercely independent....to a fault. As an ex graciously put it, I'm a 'hermit'. So, I'm experiencing the exact opposite dilemma than most - I'm desperately trying to learn how to be around people, re-learning how to exist in social situations. One of the most difficult things I've ever had to do is reach out, initiate communication, and ask for companionship.....I'm more than okay being alone. As of right now, it's actually my preference. :) But, lonely I am not. Despite what I just said, I do have frie

The Life Of A Coal Miner
It starts out early.. Way early in the morning.. It's still a little dark at 5:30 when the door swings open. I grab my eyes off the battery that charges it, my belt that holds the very breath that i breathe, my clothes that will reveal me from being invisible, and my hat that keeps the ceiling off my head.. I get to the playground where i meet up with many men.. Men whom are like none other.. These people are a different breed of human.. They're not like you.. These men are mentally the toughest and bravest men you will ever meet along with soldiers.. We suit up by 6 and head out the door.. One gets to the edge of a cliff where its like your standing in line for a tall rollercoaster.. You look down and see the the steel plated floor, but thru this floor u see the ground which is around 200 feet below you.. I always try to step on the steel beams that support the floor because while waiting for this ride, all i can do is think of what would happen if this floor fell.. We load onto an

Just One Look
One glance from her eyesso dark and so brown,put him under her spell,his world spun around One smile from her lips,his heart skipped a beat,her womanly spell,knocked him right off his feet One word, just one look,he flew out of control,and her magical spell,touched the heart of his soul Her voice of pure velvet,his thoughts were now drifting,her magic and laughter,her joy so uplifting For her magic, her charms,her feminine ways,would enchant him would capture him,all of his days His heart was now hers,his love hers to keep,for the power of her magic,that moved him so deep For the love in her eyes,sent him out of control,and her magical spell,played the harp of his soul.

Dangerous Auto Driver
Yesterday while out riding my bicycle with my son, we had a auto driver intentionally try to hit us on our bikes. We were riding far to the right, as is suggested in the law. We were going just 2 miles an hour below the speed limit. I was going 43 miles per hour. The driver not only endangered my life and my son's life, he actually brushed his mirror on my son's arm. He broke a number of laws plus he easily could have killed both of us. There is no reason for such actions and drivers like that should have their licenses revoked. It is wrong to act in such a violent way toward a law abiding citizen just because you do not understand what they are doing. i am glad that he sped away, I expect i would have acted in a very un Christian way if I had caught up to him. I hope that any one who reads this will understand why bicyclist and motor cyclist dislike auto drivers so much who act so selfishly and dangerously. People lose their lives everyday because of idiots like him!

Just Like Riding A Bike
Turns out after a prolonged hiatus, having sex is exactly like riding a bike. After putting on my helmet and cinching the chinstrap I poured the wine, lit candles, mounted her and took a couple of aggressive pedals. We coasted down the sidewalk, jumped the curb, crossed the street where I bent my front wheel on the far curb, ran head-on into a fire hydrant, crashed onto the lawn and burnt my leg on her exhaust pipe. Overall I think that went well. I know she's impressed.

Red Shirt Day!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped shor

Wtf
so here we are again after another 54 day trip on these towboats talk about a boat full of weird fuckers the cooperative venture has the watchman got on my bad side being a prick from day one but lost all respect forr him when he was talking to another deckhand saying something about being ball deep in his sister i was like what kinda arkansas inbred shit is this just when i think i seen it all out here someone blows weird out of the water again

Hi I Am Need Friends Help I Lost My Sister And Need Help
i lost my sister today to a drunking driver she was 18 years old she was hit head on i am trying to raise some money for her funeral anyone willing to help me out you may send donations to Katherine Prater 915 Rocky Branch Raod campton ky 41301 ty for reading this and your help

I'm Not A Cheater .
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Ensign: City Folk
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 May 2010 [“Spoke with Mary this morning and the nurse said mom is more paranoid today then yesterday and they are leaning to sending her back to the behavioral unit. I am trying to get in touch with the doctor. In the mean time mom does not want anyone to call her (she is refusing all calls). She told Mary to let us know she is alright and not to worry. When I know more I will pass it along. Love all” I got this letter from my sister Rose yesterday with news from my aunt Mary who is my mom’s sister. We’re supposed to go see my mom in Kentucky next month, and I ask for your prayers with us for her, please! -- David] I remember Hard Rock Cafes being highly popular in the 1990s (I suppose they still are,

So Sad
My husband, who im sure most know is a soldier, lost a friend last week. He was in Iraq, he lived in the same small town as him, had recently gotten married before deploying to Iraq for the first time, was killed by an IED. Really struck him hard and makes me feel extremely lucky my soldier is home. When deployed, in some cases you dont get to talk to your soldier for days, weeks, months. When Ron was deployed he worked internet cafe due to getting hurt in iraq by going on a volunteer mission to clear out buildings, looking for ppl, weapons, ect and fell through a two story roof after chasing after someone.(he did get the bastard too) but I was lucky, most days i could talk to him, unless a soldier was killed then internet couldnt be used until the family was called, which he called a commmo blackout. longest i had to go was 50 days, during that time i lost 25 pounds and made myself sick not knowing where he was and of course the worse thoughts go through your head. You never get use t

First Time For Everything....
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but

A Story Of Love
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden surrounded by many others yet remained alone time passed and trials came and went one dealt a severe blow and the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten.... Then... as if by a miracle... there came a soft and gentle breeze followed by a ray of light as all the other roses fell into darkness the solitary rose began to shine shining with a special light... and watered by a gentle cascade... a cascade of love a cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever...." said the rose to the sunlight and there they remain a rose in full bloom with her sunshine smiling down on her... you are my sunshine, my life, my very soul, and I your rose blooming in the light of your love....

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – It was three weeks before she called again. I was in a meeting with my staff when my caller ID lit up with her name. I didn’t even excuse myself. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door, waiting until I cleared the room to speak. “Hi, Madeline,” I whispered. “Daryl, I’m sorry I called during work but…” As her voice trailed off I thought about what I was doing. I had pretended that I had put our scene of three weeks ago out of my mind but nothing could be farther from the truth. I had been waiting for her to call. I had been waiting to see that ass again, bent over something, pushed up and waiting for me to abuse it. I hated myself and the guilt of doing this without telling my wife was creeping into my vision like a fog bank rolling in from the sea but god I wanted to spank her! “Where are you?” I snapped. “What?” Perhaps I

Finishing My Coffee I Decide To Take A Hot Shower.
finishing my coffee i decide to take a hot shower.stripping aff what little clothes i have on along the way. turning on the watermaking sure its not too hot. brush my hair b4 getting in. stepping in finding the water just hot enough and letting the water just flow over me for a few minutes.lathering up the puff with coconut body wash i begin to wash my neck, arms and breast. cressing my breast as i do and enjoying the softness of them and the bubbles. fantastic.continuing to washmy legs, thighs, stomach, butt and my puss. it feels great the feel of of skin on skin and when i glide my fingers over the love spot and feel it getting hard.running fingers over it is so sweet it send shivers over me. biting my lip. Mmmmoving fingers faster and faster shivers become quivers and i stiffen against the shower wall , heat pounding, closing my eyes i see your face and your beautiful smile. i think this is for you baby. throwing my head back holding my breath, biting down on my lip i cum all over m

Wut U See
shit i know im no model or got body shaped like a bottle do u see who i am can u understand? damn beauty only goes skin deep without it who will u be? i know i will be me. beauty comes from within i think it should be a sin to be someone who is sickly skinny... only made of bone and skin. God made me who i am i walk with no shame the beauty i hold inside i can not tame urs may show on the outside ... but my personality shines just the same. got more shine than those who live in fame. shit i know im not a model or got a body shaped like a bottle... but i still walk around like i won the lotto. do u understand beauty only goes skin deep. my words, my luv, my personality can out do the pride of wut u see in the mirror on a daily bases fuck...i see beyond the faces. damn beauty only goes skin deep. my soul is more valuable than the green printed on ur money. for u ... i have no jealousy... with wut i hold inside ...i will have walking around with envy ...want

Get Naked On The First Date
Leave it up to a guy to write an article about getting naked on the first date. But Denis Merkas of AskMen.com says there is at least five good reasons to get naked on the first date. For us guys there can’t be enough good ideas to get naked on the first date. Next time I have a first date I will suggestion getting naked to the woman I’m out with. And before she gives me a look of disgust I’ll show her the article. You read it http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,595286,00.html BlastFM is always open to a first time listener. Naked or not you can enjoy the sounds 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Look Like A Science Teacher, Or All Of Them Are Named Trixie
I could not pick out which was the better line to open today with! After church yesterday when Pastor Gerald gave the children’s sermon about the blinders we should keep on when we want to focus on doing what Jesus says without all the distractions and one maybe six-year-old dared him to wear them next Sunday, Martha, the kids, and I were home for lunch followed by her going to work at WalMart and me shepherding Sarah and Jeffrey to Story Time at Main Street Books. Today in addition to the stories they actually sat still for (there’s a wooden train set and a kid-sized shopping cart that often catches their eyes) Celia and Rose did face painting. Jeffrey got a ladybug on his right cheek and the American flag (he still calls it “the miracle flag”) on his left, and the artists got creative; one girl got a giraffe on her cheek, and one boy who’s a big Star Wars fan – I can relate – got a stormtrooper helmet on his! Sarah’s line came af

The Miracle
"A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect.. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing.. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice.. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting for a reply to his question.'Well, I want to talk

Love
My fufiance wrote this for me :D What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethese chills I get throughout the nightthis feeling that you are touching my bodyyet you are no where in sight.What is this feeling I adoreit seems you have came to take me awayWhat is this feeling I havethe one that you turn my night to day.The answers to these questionsboth you and I knowfor where ever there is youyou know that i will goFor if there is a mountainthat you ever wish me to climbi would do it with both eyes closeand find you even blind.I will run in your armsmy love we will be together soonI will stay up all night with youwe shall stare at the moon.Until that night comesjust do one special thing for meevery night before you

A Poem For My All Friends
If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsIf we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsLook, the veil of the evening has covered the beautiful nightCome let us both write our story of loveIf we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsThe morning afer, who know what colours it will bring, crazy girlKeep my desires like a rememberanceIf we stay or not, we shall remember these moments If we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we

*lost In The Crowd
Have you ever felt numbOr incompleteLike all the goals you setYou'll never meetHow it will be when you're not aroundHow happy you'll make The people you've let downOr if it's all a phaseIf you'll ever winBounce back from all the timesThat you gave inI've got an addictionThat can't be curedSo I sit and ventI tell you with wordsI'm only humanAnd I make mistakesHow much moreUntil one guy breaksI'm not trying to bring you downI'm telling you how it isJust thinking out loudJust another faceLost in the crowd

What Do You Crave?
You Crave Love You don't feel like life is really worth living if you don't have anyone to love. You know that in the end, relationships are what matter most - and you put love first. Even if you've already found your true love, you're looking for more people to care for. You never like your life to be too quiet. You prefer it to be filled with friends, conversation, and laughter. What Do You Crave? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Can I Love You
I gave my heart to youI set my standards highI laid my eyes on you,I laughed and cried with you,I told you my hopes and dreams,My Love and Fears.My tears I shed all over your shoulder.In the end,I came to see that you werethe only guy I could ever trust.When I see you,my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.When we talk, I can feel the load unloadwith soothing words from you.I have the feeling of love in my heart.In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "But in the deep end of my heart,I think of only youWhen I tell you my expectations of a guy,You tell me never to fall short of what I want.But only one thing stands in the way -You are a friend.Can I still love you the way that I do?

Holy Wall Of Text!
So, I got a friend request. It was not empty. I'll not waste words now as this is what it said... Hello Dear How are you doing?Impressing is what i describe your captivating profile as a near perfect description of what i desire in a man and any woman would seek for in a man.But all that don't matter as all real love relationships begin on a basic foundation of friendship..My Name is regina.I would like you to write to me and tell me all about urself as i would do too if u so wish..well i am a mixed, african and American Born and Raised in the states.I lost my dad when i was 10 years old.My Mom later moved back to Africa where she is rigth now.I stay in jersey,Georiga but currently out of the states,currently in africa visiting my sick mum{hope you are not discouraged} but i will be back in the states as soon as she get better."reginasmith1981@yahoo.com" email address you can mail me through.And you can also Chat with me on "reginasmith1981" so Email me.Thanks for being patient eno

Drained
The wind howls, the rain buffets the windows. As the candles flicker shadows dance before me. I sit on the edge of the bed holding a razor, blood running down my hand and fingers to the carpet... I don't care... I let it run free, as I watch my life drain away I think about the things that was done to me in my past, the ridicule I have faced, the hurt I have felt. The razor slips to the floor as I lose feeling in my hands. All I wanted was to be loved, all I got was pushed away. My vision swims. I have never been good enough. My mind clouds, and now I am gone. As the light fades and the shadows grow into into a deep comforting blackness I finally find peace. I see a skeletal hand reach out, I take it and leave my body, and it's pain behind and move on to a new place. Where I can forget, where I can be forgotten...

Cheech Marin Shows His Ignorance
I keep saying that entertainers should stay out of politics. The reason is when they start talking they show their ignorance. It happened again with Cheech Marin of Cheech and Chong fame. Cheech is of Mexican descent as I am. So he feels obligated to make ignorant statements about Arizona’s immigration law. He didn’t stop there. He said Obama needs to address the lousy economy. Cheech my man, Obama has addressed the American economy. He is destroying it on purpose. Obama hates America. I know it’s hard to admit the truth but the evidence is overwhelming. May be all that pot you smoked killed so many of your brains cells that you can‘t think straight. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/08/18/cheech-marin-slams-arizona-immigration-law-calls-legalization-pot/ BlastFM only plays great music for your listening pleasure. Hit us up for a great time 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Blog Site Name
Currently,my blog site is called Past Regrets In The Form Of Words. Feeling a change of title would help some,and I think I am going to start switching focus of my writing towards new directions. So,here are your choices. #1 Letters Form Words,Words Form My Life. #2 Good News Leads To Tragedy. #3 The Road Less Traveled Never Has An On Ramp. #4 Keep the name the same Or if you have an idea,let me know. Comment here,SB,or message me. THANKS

A Song About The Number 13,by Xiii
XIII - THIRTEENIM ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN ITS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING I DO AT ALLBUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO END UP WITH THE ARROWS POINTING AT ME AND MY BACK AGAINST THE WALLWELL I AINT SUPERSTICIOUS IN ANY SENSEAT ALL BUT THERES EXCEPTION TO THAT RULEBAD LUCK COMES WITH THIRTEEN THAT I KNOW ITS ON MY BACKTHIRTEEN STANDS FOR CRUEL(CHORUS)NUMBER THIRTEEN IS HAUNTING ME BAD LUCK WONT LEAVE ME BEIT ISNT ME ITSTHIRTEEN YOU SEE BAD LUCK WONT LEAVE ME BEYOU NEVER KNOW FOR CERTAIN IF THINGS WILL TURN OUTRIGHT WHEN YOU GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKYOU CANT BE OPTIMISTIC IN YOUR VIEWS ON LOVEAND LIFE WHEN YOUVE GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKYOU NEVER TRUST IN LUCK WHEN ALL YOUR CHIPS AREDOWN WHEN YOUVE GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKIT IS A THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACK THIRTEEN IS CARVED INTO YOUR BACKNERVES ARE GETTING TIGHTER AND YOURE REALLY GETTING TENSE SAYING LUCK DONT LEAVE ME NOWSWEAT IS POURING OUT YOURE LOSING ALL YOUR GRIP PRAYING LUCK DONT LEAVE MEYOURE STARING AT THE RUINS KICKING AT THE ASHES SCREAMING LU

Evanescence
Soon coming out about her experiences of life also closing her heart, it have been damage far enough, but even though she needs her safeness of her experiences, she choose to search everywhere keeping open minded, ( birth was fake), ( while evening held onto her), ( awakening something), beeeeeeeeinnnginnnnnnngbeeeeeinnnnginnnng, kept once again filling misery up, (leeeeading), her to find a road to go to also explore, she walks in and find what it is that she have been looking for, and that is to show herself in her music artists songs, it is what came up to her she just ignored it for a while, but she decided to attach it to her soul, and not ignore it once more, enough to keep her well, video dances is apart of this to, connnntinnnueeeccconnnnntinnnuee), (want to glare at horror), as it is pouring into her then turning into water). beeeeeeeeinnnginnnnnnngbeeeeeinnnnginnnng, ( birth was fake), ( while evening held onto her), beeeeeeeeinnnginnnnnnngbeeeeeinnnnginnnng, ( beeeeeeeeinnng

*i'm A Mess
I never got the chance to thank youI never got the courage to saySorry for all the times I let you downAll the times I ran away Maybe you're better offLeaving me this wayI'm a messI'm not perfectI have days where I just want to runInto the arms of someoneI'm not a heroI have doubtsBut unlike you I just never figured them outI thought I had this under controlI could finally breathe againWithout fear,without regretBut it all crumbled in the endSo lets not try and pretendHaving me stayWould be better this way I'm a mess I'm not perfect I have days where I just want to run Into the arms of someone I'm not a hero I have doubts But unlike you I just never figured them outYeah unlike youI just never figured them out

Peopleq
This is for the people on here that say they are real but are fake as hell if u cant be real with someone the best thing to do is to keep ur mouth shut because all that comes out if lies and Bull and people can smell it a mile away and i hate the smell of bullshit so if ur not real stay away from my page than u have a good day

The Cartographer
“The Cartographer” by Jaysun Coffee Dedicated to Jeniffer Rice, with a single sentence she breathed life into this 8-12-2010 “Inside the walls of my still beating heart a million sweet words are written only for you.” I say to her. She hangs upon each one, the stars in her eyes shining radiantly, desperately awaiting the next phrase to cut these lips of mine. I am lost, fumbling blindly for the right words to save me while tumbling through the darkness which fills the blackened void of my soul. Within her gaze, I become disoriented. Time, space, distance…they become meaningless, unknown words in the uncharted world that lies within her hazel eyes. I catch my breath while my eyes adjust to this new darkness, finding myself staring at strange constellations above in the night sky. Unharmed and alone I set out to discover my new surroundings, walking this foreign land for hours until coming upon the skeletal re

A Thought
can being alone truly be as fulfilling as love; and if so, why wasn’t it presented as a viable option during my youth? if i had known about heartache and pain to begin with, would i have changed anything?

I Can't Do This Today...
the things i do not know, yet want to ask though i can not, destroy me. the questions i have make you hate me more, they tear us apart. like grimm'stroll, i too shall live under a bridge one day-if i am lucky. i don't know you, i love you, i cannot breathe without you, but who are you and why do you find such joy in my pain? i gave away romance i gave away peace i gave away my heart and soul i gave away my worldly possessions, for a pound of hate from those i cherished most. i guess i'm a giver, that may be why i have nothing... 9-23-2006

Time Stands Still...
memories haunt my once joyful countenance, stalking my soul, awaiting it's solemn repentance they are a cancer to my being, eating away the once healthy organs, infecting my outer self while destroying the inner. you can see the scars of time within my icy blue gaze... i remember the good days, that's why i am diseased. the bad is too easily forgotten... all it takes is a soft smile, or a hopeful stare. ...a little love goes a long way.

Found And Lost
Steam raises from the scorched asphalt, metal twists and groans as it cools, in the center there is a man. Curled into the fetal position. tears rolling down his cheeks, she approaches him, shoes sticking to the ground, but she doesn't notice, or even care. She moved closer and layer her hand on his shoulder, he looks at her with rich deep hazel eyes, full of sadness and says, "Where am I?" to which she replies "Earth? Where are you from?". His eyes go out of focus, "I don't know. Do you know who I am?". This melts her heart, she says "No, but come on, I will help you find yourself" They walk out of the heated mess, she wraps a blanket around him, and start a journey that will bring them answers, and bring them together, for fate has set them upon this course. Even at the expense of forever changing the world. Fate has brought together true love that has yet to blossom...

Please My Love Tell Me You Feel The Same Way
I try to deal with this as best I can But it is so hard I have to think twice Can I really keep doing this The answer I dont really know anymore. We are always fighting and the trust Well that is gone on both sides Why can't it be easy like in the beginning Back when it was all about you and me? Now its all about what others will say and think We hardly ever see each other And that makes it so much harder on us But what choice do I have I love you? No matter how much I say it I cant do it I know that I can't live without you And that my heart would break if I walked away So just know that I am here to stay. No matter how many fights we have No matter how many times I say I can't The truth is I can't walk away And I hope you feel the same way.

Sleep Is For The Dead...and Narcoleptics
So for the past five years I've been having these sudden black-outs. They've been getting more and more frequent, and have lasted longer each time they occur. On several occasions they've actually put my life at risk. Take three months ago. I was riding my awesome chopper-like bicycle down Victoria Hill (it's this REALLY steep hill in the town I live in). I got about halfway down, was flying along really enjoying myself when I felt it. That sudden, odd floaty feeling I get that signals an impending black-out. I didn't have time to apply the brakes, or even leap off the bike. When I woke up several minutes later I found myself in the middle of the road, vehicles stopped all around me and people gathered in a circle pointing at me and whispering. After I finally woke up enough to make sense of it all, I noticed my bike had landed right in front of a double-decker bus that had been coming up the hill. Lucky me that the bus stopped before crushing my pride and joy. And even more luck

Letter To My Son 12/17/10
Dear Son, How are you? I hope you are doing well and are happy. I am ok.I am still here at Frank's and just trying, day by day. I am still waitingto start work at OnStar. Along with this note are the things I want to give you for Christmas this year. I recently went through all my things and I saw the black Superman you alwayswanted. I told you that when you were old enough, you could have it. There is also a Superman movie that I am not sure if you have or not. My Daddy got it for me for Christmas 12 years ago but didn't get a chance to give it to me. This year, I want to give it to you. When I saw the Superman and Batman it made me remember me and you. We would sit on the porch and play. You were always Batman and YOU let ME be SUPERMAN FOR YOU. Right now, I can't be there to be Superman for you, but now you have Batman and Superman and hopefully some day, when you play with those toys, I can be Superman again to you. I also put in a book for you abo

Why Don't You Reply ?
I feel I write this for those that will never say anything. I'm here... Giving you the chance to put in your two cents , without fear of persecution. I wonder why then, you fail to respond with anything at all. ~ What's on your mind ?

Who Are You To Yourself?
You Are Proud of Who You Are You see yourself as a creative and expressive person. You're very artistic. You think other people see you as friendly, happy, and charming. You tend to get along well with everyone. You want to see yourself as ingenious and clever. You'd like to be a quicker thinker. You identify as a compassionate and accepting person. You pride yourself on being forgiving. Who Are You to Yourself? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Beer! You don't need to get totally wasted when you hit the bars. More of a social drinker, you just like to have fun with your friends. And as long as the beer keeps flowing, you're a happy camper. But don't mix things up: "Beer Before Liquor, Never Been Sicker!" What Alcoholic Drink Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

35 Reasons Why You Love Your Sweat Heart
I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life a

Doing Porn
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th

God Isn't Sending Anyone To Hell
..... and here's why I believe it. Whether you're spiritual or religious, I think people of those two faiths can relate to God as a parental figure who loves us very much. That said, here's a hypothetical; You are a loving parent. Your child commits a horrendous crime and it is up to you and your spouse to dole out punishment, not the courts, but you and your spouse. As a wise parent, you understand they must be punished. They must learn from the terrible thing they've done, and as a wise parent, you WILL punish them. I honestly ask you, which of you parents out there who truly love their children would punish their child by sending them to prison, probably the closest thing to hell we have on this planet? Which one of you parents would expose their beloved child to other killers, rapists, sodomites and some sadistic prison guards? So yeah, this means that these same "scum", along with people like Bernie Madhoff, John Gotti, and yes, even Adolf Hitler aren't going to be sent t

Peer Deeply
Peer deeply, See clearly, The escalation, Of this endless occupation, Has got to end, Bring our troops home before we attack Iran, Syria, North Korea, Who knows whos next, Its a shame our soldiers having to buy their own bulletproof vests, It started in summer 2001, The prodigal son, Led us astray, That tragic Sept day, Startin wars of aggression with our sons and daughters, Sent to be slaughtered and to slaughter, Those who disagree, With our corporate power neverending greed, republicans, democrats its time for u to go, See we the people are taking control of our lands, Making true attempts at peace with our fellow man, No wmds have ever been found, Where did we saddam, In a fuckin hole in the ground, So evil and feared was he, We were led to believe, By the fox propaganda machine, Secretary of defense in gulf war 1, Dick Cheney, returns with jr for another go round, This time though he wont fail, Constructing permanent bases we got an empire to build, Ha

......
FUCK!!!! I have a nice place to live, and somebody good in my life, and am taking steps toward a career I will excel in. So, why the hell do I suddenly want to go 6 Star Wanted Level a la GTA right now? People I care about are thriving, I am starting to thrive, the people I deal with at work are finally respecting my efforts, and I recently had an awesome time with a lot of my friends to celebrate getting older. So why the fuck do I feel like this? Why do I feel like I have no control over my life and a need to go full feral and stomp through the countryside burning and pilliaging? Hell I have everything but Viking blood in me so I can't even use that as an excuse. Am I stuck in a rut? Do I need a vacation? If so from what; my job or my social life? Oh who am I kidding I don't have a social life....my commute makes my work day 12 hours instead of 9, I am underpaid and overworked to the point where I need to build myself a TARDIS and Sonic Screwdriver almost to keep up. Sorry about tha

Brandon's Secrets...
For the first nine months since returning from Iraq on his third tour, Brandon spent his life drunk or stoned. He could hardly even remember a day when he was not like that, as that part of his life seemed so far away.In reality, it had only been a little more than a year since his discharge from the Army. His blood stained dog tags still hanging around his neck with some extra tags on the chain. Those extra belonged to a friend, friend, and brother in arms he will not even talk to his Vietnam Veteran father about. When someone brings it up his eyes well up with tears and he begins drinking or getting stoned more.One morning as he was nearly passed out from an all night binge he heard a familiar voice he swore was in the dreams he was experiencing but they were not. “Brandon what are you doing to yourself?” the man picked him up off the side of the road and put him into the old Ford pick up truck. Brandon moaned with each bump the man hit he would look over at the dri

Just Cuz I'm Feeling Very Grrrr Today
I'm a nice person. I always sit back and just watch all the shit hit the fan. Most would say I'm passive, weak, too nice, squishy...blah blah blah whatever. But I don't like to engage in the petty bullshit that keeps the parasites of this website running. I adore the people I've let into my life through this website. I try to see every side to every story. I try to give everyone a chance even when the world tells me they don't deserve it, because if it were me I would hope people would give me a chance to prove myself. I've been on this site for a while, not as long as MOST of you but long enough to know how things work. The constant swapping of fu-spouses, the lying, the cheating, the using, the abusing, the hurting, the fighting, the backstabbing, the twofacing, the asskissing, the ebullying...all of it. Its getting old. If you aren't happy with somebody...handle your shit one on one. Stop dragging tons of people into your problems. Stop dragging your friends down with your batte

Strangeness Of My Voices
It makes my skin crawl. It clouds my thoughts in darkness. Its overwhelming me. It makes my hands shake uncontrollably. It makes my stomach twist. It brings tears to my eyes. It makes my ears ring. Fighting against it is draining me. I close my eyes, I feel like floating. I'm okay, really I am. Who, what, where, when, how, and WHY?! Too many fucking questions. Not enough fucking answers. Take it as it is. Words arranged in sentences. Just the voices in my head. Just the way I'm wired.so know ye now in this that you shall experince my voices in my head in all my pomes and my ramblings and even in the music that i listen to that my voices are in charge and there is no denieing or exception you will be ask is this man sane or insain or is he the smartest man around to know that love is pain and pain is love .... Stephen Lynch - Voices In My Head

Not So Fatboi
my brother sold me some vitamin stuff he got into for extra money... when he was doing his check he had an app on his phone that said i was 12% body fati double checked it with two online calculator"your body fat percentage is estimated to be 15.12 % using the U.S. Navy body fat formula, or 13.29 % using the formula developed by the YMCA"for my height and weight and age ideal is supposed to be 15% but professional athletes are 5-10%...now i haven't taken any of the health stuff yet but i'm gonna see how well it works... i'm not trying to look like a body builder bulky muscles aren't my thing... i prefer the slimmer under rated will kick your ass when you don't think it's possible style... i've always liked beating up people bigger who are a lot bigger than me... feels like an accomplishment or something so.. i'm not sure if i should just do little at home work outs or join a gym to get what i'm after... i'm sure i'm gonna mumm some random part of this in a minute but it's not like i

The Little Girl...
Out in the cold, the wind whips past her face and threatens to take her umbrella out of her hands. She hangs on and stumbles back against the building. She should never have went out in this, not like this in the middle of the night. But she had to know if he was telling the truth. So she fights her way another block. the storm is getting worse, snow is coming down so hard she can barely see where she is going. Past the little shop where they had coffee just that morning. Tears rolling down her face, freezing on her chin. She finds an alley, it will be faster if she cuts through. So she does, it is not cold here, no snow, no wind, just calm all of the sudden. Confused she looks back, and sure enough the storm is raging outside the alley. But here it is warm, almost inviting she hears singing and moves forward. There in the alley is a little girl, in a little pink dress, and a doll stroking it's hair. Before the woman realizes it she steps forward and says "Are you okay little girl? Wh

Burning Spirit... (from Here Up Are All New Never Beore Seen On Fubar)
The flames crawl up the wall like a live creature, devouring all in it's path, while all I can do is look on. I try to scream, no sound leaves my mouth. I try to move, yet my muscles won't respond. I see the darkness flee from the fire as if it knew what was coming next, I hear the boards above creak and moan. I turn and see her still laying in the bed, not moving, so peaceful. I want to save her, but I cannot make a sound. I cannot move I am chained here, forced to watch again and again as the burning embers start raining down onto the bed making the sheets smoke and flare. She wakes, screaming that awful scream trapped not able to escape the fire as it consumes her. It spreads to every part of the room, erasing everything that was her, pictures, clothing, everything. In her last breath she cries for me, begs me to save her. But I cannot, no matter how hard I try. I reach out, I focus all my thoughts into touching her, finally my fingers caress her face, and it crumbles into nothing

Worlds Collide
Humidity fills the air as I move forward in the cavern. Water dripping from the stalactites make a soft spat as it hits the floor of the vast empty space. I sit to gather my thoughts and rest for a minute. What did I just see? It couldn't have been what it looked like surely. Then I hear metal clanking an hard leather slapping the floor from the tunnel I just came from. Great I think, not only did I see them but they apparently seen me. I get up and start running for another tunnel, hoping it is the one I came in. Maybe if I reach the outside I'll have a chance, the books always made them out to hate the light and it is only mid afternoon. Behind the clanking is getting closer, I here them yelling in their strange yet familiar language. I see the opening, I dare a glance behind, and yes 3 black shapes with long white hair wearing black leather armor are not but 30 feet away. Drawing out my axes I know I have a fight on my hands, I try to remember what I read in all the fantasy novels,

Halp Me Halp Me Halp Me
it's dawned on my that i need to work on my people skills... anyone of you lovely cvnts wanna volunteer to help me out with this? okay... first off i need to work on my social skills things like -being friendly -being courteous -being modest and humble -caring -compliments -empathy -listening -loyalty -optimism -respecting boundries -respecting religion -showing enthusiasm -showing emotions -showing gratitude -sincerity -situation appropriate humor and not saying the word cunt in front of your mother things i'll need to work on later -not killing people who try to help -not masturbaing in public -pretending i'm serious about seeking help things i don't need to work on -honesty -social independence

I Will Not Talk Dirty
Ok just FYI i will not talk dirty , show you naked pics , cam w. you or answer questions thats none of your buisness .. I have a boyfriend who im faithfull too , and love with all of my heart. Im just looking for clean chat and to meet new people okay thanks ! :).

Creep (a Poem For A Creep)
Paul oh paul, Oh What shall we do, Really now what can we do. With your lonely Soul upon our couch, Beg for food, for company,Is all you ever do, Sit in the shadows,Surrounded by rat's, Darkness & despair, Fuck you my so called friend,Your slowly but surely bring me to an end, Your constant visit's your constant presence, I would gladly hope you like a gun, The ever so sudden bang of blast to the head, You may shiver, you may well scream,God doesn't give mercy that easy, You crossed my path & entered my domain, Flipped a switch pullled my wire's, Poured salt in my wound's, Leave's you to rot for all I could care, Dominoe effect ... You have just started, My pulse is fast, blood pressure high, No more note's read, Straight in the fire,You really get my nerve's on edge, You do not belong!

How I See Myself
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a

Bad Kids (poppin Heads Tribute To Gears3 Halo3 And Codmw3)
It doesn't matter what game i play, i just keep knocking these heads off like they're all the same weather it be horde mode, firefight Special Ops, I End With every mission Top Notch everyone think's they are the top shit! Well they never messed with YoUr M0M Ju5t on that pick! I throw gernades like its out of style, but how far i throw it kills by a fucking mile see me everwhere on any game, I just beat mk9 in about A DAY! No matter the achivement needs to be unlocked but my group will stand behind me nostop until the games out of date, or bad kids hide in corners all day i'll always be the number one screaming BAD KIDS, STAY OUT MY WAY, NOTHING YOU CAN DO WILL EVER CHANGE THE FLOW OF MY GAMEPLAY TODAY..HAHA IM YOU CUSS AND SCREAM ANYWAY So beating every game is the thing i do, on a hardest setting like i've got something to prove Verteran hardcore legendary, i'm the best number one not secendary on contrarey, im always the one on the team THAT CARRYS! BAD KIDS,

The Final Stage............
AH NO! AH NO! THE PIECES HAVE BEEN LAYED ON THE BOARD, WITH NO WHERE TO GO IT'S LIKE A GAME OF HORDE, BLOOD STAINS THE FLOOR THIS STAGE SEEMS, LIKE A FINAL RESTING PLACE FOR YOU OR ME, THIS IS THE WAY IT SEEMS FOR YOU I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE BUT YOU JUST WANT TO TAKE FOR ME I WOULD GIVE IT 1,000 TIMES JUST SO THIS WAR WOULD END TONIGHT I'VE DODGED BULLETS, JUST TRYING TO GET CLOSER TO YOU, BUT YOU JUST BACK UP AGIAN THROUGH FIRE I HAVE RAGED, TRYING TO GET A POINT ACROSS BUT IT STILL SEEMS, THAT ALL HOPE IS LOST! FOR YOU I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE BUT YOU JUST WANT TO TAKE AWAY FOR ME I WOULD GIVE 1 MILLION TIMES JUST SO THIS WAR WOULD END TONIGHT FOR EVERYONE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU JUST WANT BLOOD AND GORE FOR ME I WANT TO SEE SOME PEACE INSTEAD OF BLOODY FUCKING MEAT! THE FINAL STAGE HAS BEEN SET NO MATTER WHAT IT COMES TO I WON'T BE THE ONE TO FALL TO YOU (YOU, YOU....) THE FINAL STAGE HAS BEEN SET ENRAGED I WILL BE I WON'T BE THE ONE TO FALL I WON'T

Ensign: That Which Is Right
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 28 October 2011 What do you want to be when you grow up? Please note I'm asking that question in the present tense -- I know when I was a kid what I wanted to be changed every few weeks from an astronaut to a paleontologist (that's someone who studies dinosaur skeletons) to an author to a teacher. At least now I'm fulfilling two of those goals. In fact, I'll be starting next week writing a novel -- in my case, the rest of a novel -- I've had sitting on my computer for five years. I pray for success with that in not only telling the story but also achieving a goal I've had for some time, to finish what I start. Whether we're talking about our own lives or the life of our family or the life of our country, whatever we start well we have to be willing to finish well. Josiah became k

Not Day 135
WORD COUNT: 4,945 In case you haven't noticed my mildly dancing a jig, my family and I are officially moved out of Allan and Lesa's, my brother-in-law's house where we've been staying since the flood! I got home from work last night and my wife and kids were pretty much ready to go ... and the family was eager to see us go and let it show! I'm trying not to take it personally, but some bad things did get said and it'll be time out of each other's sight under the same roof that we all desperately need! Martha got off work at two yesterday and after school the kids and their aunt Mary had already been out there -- Sarah and Jeffrey had even picked out their rooms -- bringing one load of our things. Mary's still staying with Allan and Lesa and family because the three-bedroom trailer we have has room at maximum occupancy for four people, two adults and two children. It occurred to me this morning that it's the first time here that just the family unit I'm part of (that is, the

Ensign: Redeem The Day
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 4 November 2011 WORD COUNT: 7,418 As you can tell from the line beneath the title, it's that time of year again for me -- fulfilling my every November goal of pounding out a 50,000 word plus story for possible future publication within thirty days or less. You might think it's a silly goal, even a stupid one (go ahead, tell me that to my face, I've heard both extremes) but if you have the talent to do something and do it well, then what disservice are you doing others if you don't use your talent. Sometimes it's even to let off a little steam ... nothing wrong with that, as long as you don't seek to stand out for its own sake. Have a reason to redeem the day and not just seize it. This devotional comes to mind as a result of what I heard Jonas Nelson, one of the regular announ

People Keep Hitting Me Up Wanting Free Tatts
i am so tired of people thinking just because they talk to me i should give them a free tattoo or piercing its starting to piss me off this one person hit me up today and they said hi because i said hi to u that i should give them a free tattoo and my responce was if u want a tattoo u better be blowing me and swallow before and bring a friend to do the same while i am doing your tattoo if u dont want to pay for it i think they got the point they are not getting a free tattoo

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****my Count****
As I fall asleep in my darkened room alone, I feel your cold soft touch on my cheek to let me know you're there, You are always there in my dreams, The feel of your touch relaxes me, The caress of your lips on my neck excites me, Your strong yet gentle arms around me are comforting, The sound of your voice soothes my restless soul, heart Yet I wake up every morning to being alone again, But I sit and wait for the night to fall, and go to sleep just to feel your cold touch again, To feel your sweet lips caressing on my neck, body As I fall asleep in my darkened room, waiting for you each night just to feel my beloved Count So far but yet so close to me always. This is Dedicated to my Beloved Count. BY Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness (Priscilla Gamez)

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Some Things Can't Be Treated, So Don't Make Me Be Myself Around You.
Who are you talking to right now?Nooope Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?Yep What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss?Uhh, fuck I can't remember Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?Umm, settling for what I'm doing now What are you currently listening to?Tv Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?Idgaf :p Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?My mama How old is the last person you kissed on the lips?21 What were you doing at 12 AM last night?Sleeping. Do you sleep with anything?My body pillow :) Has someone ever called you beautiful?Eh yeah. Are you wearing short shorts?Nooope Do you miss anyone?Sorta, hah, even though I saw him like 2hrs ago, and seeing him later :p What are you drinking?Nothin Are you afraid to stay home all alone?No, just don't like to Does the person you like, like you back?Yeah, I guess Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?Nah Did y

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Israel: March 2012 Attack
More on November24.info March 10 2012, According to IDF SpokePerson: Brig. Gen. Yoav Mordechai, The Terrorist Organization known as Hamas would be in Charge in Gaza Strip, holding Authority, this Terrorists Organization would Permet different other Terrorists Groups to lead Attacks against Israel. Then Hamas being in Charge in Gaza would be considered as being behind The Rocket Attacks led against Israel. Still according to The General, 130 of those Rockets have been launched from Gaza, very little of them actually reached Israel, thanks to The Iron Dome: The Israel Anti-Rocket Missile System. In legit, therefore Legal Reponse from IAF several Terrorist Interrests and Quarters were hit and destroyed. Terrorists Groups in Gaza, through the Event, seem to evolve into just one Multi-Group acting with Cohersion. More in the Sources... Sources: "IDF: http://www.idf.il/1283-15187-en/Dover.aspx".

Rude People On Fubar
Ok this is my first blog so bear with me. Ive noticed alot on here that people come right of the blue and unwarranted and just start verbally attacking random people for no reason at all. They throw all kinds of insults to people they dont even know. I feel like your life must suck pretty bad in real life for you to attack random people or perhaps the nasty insults you throw towards others is actually how you feel about yourself.I mean i dont take any of this seriously and i dont get my feelings hurt. why should I or anyone for that matter the majority of the people online regardless of what site you are on are insignificant and why would you let yourself get hurt by a bunch of insecure idiots dictate how you feel . Im just saying cant we all just get along

Fox News
greetings fubies I was watching fox news in the drivers lounge this morning in a truck stop in Lubbock, TX and one of the stories was about that group of protestors in NYC calle Occupy Wall Street, and how 74 arrest were made and the talking head at the desk said to the guy in the field "why were they surprised didnt they expect the cops to show up" I have to ask, what happened to the "peoples" first amendment rights to free speech and peacable assembly, the protestors carried signs, but the cops brought sheilds and batons to beat them into submission to the corporate "State" you know its really sad times in this country when you get beat and arrested for exercising your "alledged" constitutional rights. Remember people the "government" is made up of nothing but "vampires" and leeches, they produce nothing (except war, misery, and universal suffering) we need a government more like Canadas, if you ask me they dont bother anyone, and no one bothers them, right? Peace y'all Im bac

I'm About To Do All Of The Things I've Dreamed Of And I Don't Even Miss You At All :)
Do you love yourself more than the person your with? I’m not with anyoneIs there someone who when they call you drop what your doing to see them? Nooope. He's never done the same for me, not that I ever asked, but yeah hahaDoes your favorite song remind you of someone? No, its just really pretty. Has a lot of heart and meaning, and I can appreciate it. Could be something I would want to show someone else if I wanna ever express my feelings to them.Do you believe in marriage? Umm. Sure, I just don't believe its for me. What’s your favorite kind of music? Don't really have a favoriteDo you ever hear a song and think it was written to explain your situation? Not really, I mean, I can relate to some songsHave you ever been to the beach? YepHave you ever dated someone who was married? Nope.Do you feel like your the one who gives the most in your relationship? Umm. Not really. Like, I don't even really wanna express any real feelings until the other person does, and when I feel m

You Got Me Where You Want Me Again And I Can't Turn Away.
Is there someone you need to forgive?I don't think so Are you a fast texter?Sorta Do you have feelings for someone right now? How strong are those feelings?Nope And does that person have feelings for you, too?Haha When is the next day you have off of school (if you go to school)?I got the whole weekend off How often do you smoke weed?I don't anymore How tired are you right now, on a scale from 1-10?Umm Idk, I'm not that tired When is the last time you went to the mall?Idk Do you still have a Myspace?NopeHave you had sex today?Nope. Are you in a relationship, single, or it’s complicated?Single Are you content with that?Most of the time. What’s the wallpaper on your phone?Blue and black zebra print Have you ever kissed someone that was dating someone else?Yeah, I didn't know. Have you ever slept with someone that was dating someone else?Yep. Again, didn't know haha How many hours of sleep did you get last night?Idk, like 8 or 9 Is your phone charging right now?

Futards
This seals the deal. Starting tomorrow, I am going to start adding people to my FuTard folder. I have tolerated enough idiots for one FuLifetime. I am done letting things slide and ignoring the rude, crude, and overall FuTarded losers on this site. Fool opens a chat with me by stating: "i want to eat ur pussy", to which I replied, "You just volunteered for my FuTard folder. Congrats." I don't think he liked that reply: 7:39pm reply duke: fuck u 9:46pm more To duke: Aw that hurts my feelings. Not. LOL. Since you will make it into my FuTad folder, would you like to continue and get your ISP blocked rom this site on top of it? Seriously LMAO at idiots like you. 9:47pm more To duke: I can't even type properly I'm laughing so hard.... Blocked. http://www.fubar.com/7628923 "Duke" Newbie needs a lesson in FuEtiquette, and a life lesson on respect. Do NOT come at women on here with this garbage. If you do, you're a loser. Are there really sluts on he

Yahoo Camgirl Diaries Part 2
Here we go again! Another camsite botgirl convo on Yahoo, only this time I'm not a creepy guy with a windowless van. Enjoy! celina vineyard: good to see ya Syn: I agree, yes it is celina vineyard: wassup, I found your name on a yahoo member directory of social sites, not sure which one cuz it bundles them all together Syn: I dont like sneaky bitches. Who sent you? Off with their head! celina vineyard: Looks like the only bitch here is you! haha Syn: Aww how cute...you broke away from your salespitch to throw a dig at me...I'm flattered! celina vineyard: I'm not desperate, I just enjoy talking to people online especially via webcam Syn: If you weren't desperate then why are you always the first to IM me the second I sign on? celina vineyard: are you signed up on any dating sites? Syn: No.. I have a life, you bitch celina vineyard: Looks like the only bitch here is you! haha Syn: Is there an echo in here?...or did your recording skip? celina vineyard: ya well, I am bored

Absentee Fu-spouses...
Okay...so it's starting to feel like fumarriage is too much like real-life marriage! LOL...you do it for what seems like all the right reasons...with someone you like alot, feel like you connect with...you chat and seem inseparable...then suddenly...you don't feel that connected anymore...lol...and it's not like it's cheap either! Sound too much like real life? Not only do you pay to enter into it...you pay to get out of it...and it's all fun and even sorta sexy at the start...but then...they dont visit your page as much anymore... Maybe the problem here is...I go all out for the person I fumarry...his page is the first I visit everyday, he always gets a LIKE and an 11...before anyone else...while meanwhile, I'm somewhere down the line (if at all) on the LIKE and rates list lol...yes yes I know, life gets busy, blah blah blah...so does mine, as fubar isn't life to me and it's only for pleasure and to let off steam...but you do connect with people out here...and if they seem eager t

View From My Window....
DHARMA neglect not those strifesshadows you caused other's lifefor fate has its waysshe has ways...rejoice not while others weephappiness you thought they wont seekfor fate makes its wayfate make its way....you handed its powerthat be used against youso watch out for your futureand yesterday too..for the lies you tell...for the secrets you keep...and for the scars so deep...it will all come backunexpectedlyfor fate has its wayfate has its way.... -ael- 09/14/2012

Month In Review: August, 2011
After 10% of my daily audience gave me feedback that told me that I needed to cut down on the blog posts, I decided to give in. And, when the posts drop from nine posts a week to four or less, a week in review seems like a waste of time, not to mention padding.So, I'm going to see how easy it is to do a month in review. In all likelihood, it won't be too overwhelming. But we'll see. And, it's easy enough this month, because the first week was already wrapped up and summarized here, in what might be the last week in review.Everyone probably remembers the four part author review of the works of John Ringo, which included free books for every one of his series. They were broken down into Thrillers, Epics, rewriting Greek history as scifi, and the warrior ninja for God.The music blogs this month were heavy on Tom Smith: some songs about video games, smashing faeries and the Blue Oyster Cult, a return to Firefly, and the Wiki Pirates, and blogging like the end of the world.I also had so

On This Day
On this day, September 17th 1993. Something transpired, that forever changed me. I thought I was alone, in this new world of mine. I was only, fifteen years old at the time. Nineteen years has passed, and I can still smell his breath. He took everything that day, until there was nothing left. A year and ten days later, passed by slow. Everything continued, I was completely unknown. By the world around me, no one cared. About this one child, suffering in the middle of nowhere. Lying on the floor, the taste of blood on my lips. Weeping, screaming, gripping the carpet with my fingertips. So many thoughts, running through my head. I was just a shell, No life was left. So much pain, burning with rage. Dying a little at a time, I needed out of this cage. September 27th, 1994. I picked my young beaten body, up off the floor. I knew what I had to do, They weren’t going to stop. I grabbed a bottle from the cabinet, and drank every last drop. I heard

Conscious Illusion
In the absence of sleep the mind unravels, you become a stranger to yourself. Pulling apart layers of personality and dissecting thoughts and memories. In these moments life is distorted and beautiful. I once would dream of shattering the earth with my words, Shouting non-sense and obscenities to the sky. The echo of my voice lingering on the surface of broken glass and the sound resonating in the empty streets and breaking the fragile halo of hallucinations. My madness has caught up with me… Hanging in the air above me, chemical illness pushing pollution into my chest, rupturing my paper thin lungs. The last exhale a steady burst of confusion. I have nothing left to offer anyone. I am a crude canvas of unfinished tattoo ink and mental illness. I once would dream, Now, I refuse to close my eyes. I am Illusion, Incognito. Misconception disguised in irrelevant empty bullshit. I’m an emotional Idiot and it’s evident in my words and conversations. Recycled co

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Who I Am
I am human. I am frail & weak. I have my faults. I am not perfect. I wear many different emotional masks. Sometimes I am happy. Sometimes I am full of despair. Sometimes I am enraged. Sometimes I am terrified. Now that we got that out of the way, let us begin. Hi, my name is Dave & I'm an @$$hole. I know, I know .... old news. So maybe I should give you a glimpse into why I am. Where should we begin ? Hmmmmm. How about we start with my parents ? Don't get me wrong, it's not entirely their fault. But they have played a part. Let's begin with my dad. I'm his namesake, so he expected me to be his perfect little clone. He was the All American boy growing up. Born to parents who were little better than destitute. He started school in a 1 room schoolhouse. Upon entering High School he became a jock, Mr Popularity. All the girls wanted him, all the guys wanted to be him. He was even scouted to play professional Baseball. After High School he went into the military, wher

Brother Ali - You Say
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Welcome To My World
Hi, I'm Bella. I'm an employee at Target. I love my job. This blog is the random thoughts that are my life... tidbits from stories I feel comfortable posting about... and sometimes a behind the scenes look at work. I'm a regular girl from Illinois... a football fan... an on-again-off-again fitness enthusiast (ha!) who likes to eat most of the time. I've been known to totally "nerd out" when it comes to certain topics so don't be surprised... depends on the day=)

Obama Supporters Call For Secessionists To Be Deported
Leftists want to characterize secession as a thought crimePaul Joseph Watson Infowars.com November 15, 2012Leftist control freaks are attempting to turn the call for states to secede from the union into a thought crime – by asking the government to have its advocates stripped of their citizenship, deported and exiled.The viral stampede for secession has now reached a crescendo, with residents of all 50 states filing petitions with the White House calling to withdraw from the United States and form new governments independent of federal control.The petition for Texas, the largest so far with over 107,000 signatures, states, “The US continues to suffer economic difficulties stemming from the federal government’s neglect to reform domestic and foreign spending. The citizens of the US suffer from blatant abuses of their rights such as the NDAA, the TSA, etc. Given that the state of Texas maintains a balanced budget and is the 15th largest economy in the world, it is pract

Why Does Everyone Assume That When Someone Has A Problem There Stupid?
this is a true story i went to school with a guy who has a problem all through school everyone made fun of him i didnt hang around him much i was a grade ahead of him i saw him in the halls every now and then a few years ago i was at his house doing some work he was talking to someone i thought he was making fun i didnt pay attention but my ears caught what it was why do people automatically assume that people with problems are stupid i bet there are actors out there with the same problem i guess its better to let people think your stupid rather then have them think your smart

Android Contacts Explained
The introduction of apps and data plans have opened the doors for contacts to be used in new and unexpected ways. For example, you can use contacts to instant message friends using a data plan, or you can use contacts as a way to video conference with colleagues. A contact list is a list of people, so it should expose all the possible ways that you can communicate with those people.Read More - http://tech.xtremelabs.com/android-contacts-explained/