Fubar Blogs 5

Sticky Vicki
Sticky Vicki She was wandering down Sierra, With her hands in the air, Flaggin down tricks, avoiding the dicks, For fifty bucks she didn’t care. I gave her the money and some advice, Said she’d heard it all before, I’m thinking, “Please don’t give me disease”, Then I took a chance with the whore. Now, I’ve never been a one-night stand man, But somehow I ended up here, I miss my wife - Lord, I miss my life, For my soul I have a great fear. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he comes around I wont live here no more, I’ll be long gone when he knocks on my door, The candy man wants to settle the score. Just like a man I offer her a new world, Where she can live like a queen, She calls me a fool, says I think with my tool, And then she really got mean. She asked me what made me think, That her world was worse than mine, I lay in the joint as she made her point, Then I shot her with my nine. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he c

Real People
OK IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT MY SO CALLED FRIENDS ON HERE ARE LYING TO MY FACE...BEING TWO FACED. SO DO ME A FAVOR IF YOUR FAKE, IF YOU TRULY DO HATE ME...TELL IT TO ME...NOT BEHIND MY BACK I'M SICK OF PEOPLE LYING TO MY FACE ABOUT STUPID ASS SHIT...FACE UP BE A MAN/OR WOMAN AND TELL ME THE TRUTH. THANKS

Rantings...
Are you a fan of PDA's? (Public Display of Affection) Have you ever been caught making out? How many "bases" have you been to? Have you had sex on the 1st date? How many different people have you had sex with? Have you ever had a three-some? Do you kiss and tell? Lights on or off? Have you ever tried 69? Do you have hair down there? What about your mate? What's your favorite position? When did you lose your virginity? Have you ever given road head? Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? Did you ever have anal sex? Whats better pleasing,or being pleased? Are you a screamer, moaner,or silent? Have you ever had sex at school? Whats better a tongue,or a finger? Have you ever gotten the shocker? Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Have you ever kissed you bestfriends boyfriend? Would u ever be a porn star? Do u think about sex all the time? Would you ever have a friend with benefits? How long was your last relationship? When was the last time you played with

Check Who Owns Me
WOW WHAT A MILF COME ON CHECK OUT MY NEWEST OWNER RATE /FAN /ADD ..YOU KNOW YOU WANNA AND YOU WONT REGRET IT I'm the MILF you've always dreamed of¢¾Fu-Owned by LoLoCrawler and Owner of Be1tinme@ fubarWant one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash

Hate Me
Hate me for what I do Hate me for what I do not do Hate me for what I say Hate me for what I do not say Hate me for what I have Hate me for what I do not have Hate me for the things I can take Hate me for the things I can not take Hate me for all of these reasons But do not hate me who I am Do not hate me for who I am not

Thinning The List
Today I went through and thinned my friends list and 1 Family member They were all 2nd alarm hotties and dream girlz none were blocked except the Family member and that made me sad to have to do that.The very nature of their L33T groups precludes them from being a friend to anyone not part of their L33T groups,and the constant begging for rates in the bullies I dunno about anyone else but I stopped reading them so if someone needed real help or had real info it wasn't getting read and yes I did help a few out by commenting and rating but never once did they return the favor or even say thanks for taking the time to comment or rate you just read in the next Bullies "Were are my true friends" does anyone really need that much validation LMAO I hope not.So in the future if I click on a pic and its a 2nd alarm or Dream girlz (hotties by a different name) I will rate you but not fan or add

Is It Worth
I sit here and think Think about the things I do Think about the way I live Then I sit and ask myself Is it worth it? Is the way I live worth all the hurt I go through Is it worth all the pain, all the heartache Are the things I do worth the pain, the anger, the trouble Is it worth the disappointment, the hatred, the disrespect Is it worth losing the self respect that I have Is it worth losing the respect of others Is the way I live and the things I do really worth any of this

Confused At The Meat Market.
You know people....I really just joined this thing because I don't have a girlfriend and anyone including me likes attention. I am what I think to be pretty good looking. But sometimes I have a hard time approaching women in public. So it's easier on this thing..even though it won't go anywhere. It's odd it's like that with me since I am a Salesman. Cars, homes, all kinds of shit. But when women are too beautiful I freeze sometimes or just act overconfident because I'm a little nervous and that blows it. Divorced five years and just sick of the bullshit. But whatever I'm here and it's fun. Just wish when I turned this thing off I had someone shouting "dinner's ready". But if I had that goin on, I wouldn't be typin this damn Blog. I love all my fans and friends for being so nice. Thanks. Justin

Workmans Comp.
workmans comp is the biggest joke i have ever had the displesure of dealing with!!!! I have been screwed over six ways to sunday . just looking for a little love to help get me through this mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bullshit
Never a dull moment...*sigh* My computer has been going downhill for the past couple weeks It's been a slow & painful process It started with the browser freezing up for no apparent reason. Then came the MEGA lag Next was a ringing/ticking coming from the speakers Last but not least came the browser crashing I have been running my scan daily & I've been clean For some odd reason today I decided to go snooping in my Control Panel I have NO access to "Add/Remove Programs", list never populates So here I am sitting here looking at my network report...Holy Hell Batman!! My computer has been maxing out bandwith usage 24/7...50mb ALL day & ALL night Apparently I have some company on my computer Someone has latched on to my azz & is using me as a server Oh Joy! Like I don't have enough fkn freaks from the Internet following my ass online minding my business now I have some freak in my computer Time to reformat...fun! fun! fun! NOT! So to all who read this if you

Kate's Prayer
God Bless You Kate!! Will you be watching over her Will you comfort all her fears Will you stay beside her To wipe away her tears Will you be her shadow Will you be her guiding light Will you hold her hand and walk with her Will you sit with her tonight Will you shower her with laughter Will you take away her pain Will you show her that you love her Will your love always remain Will you bring to her my wishes My friendship and my prayers Will you bless her and protect her Will you let her know I care Jim

April Fools Day
Todays been a fun day. Before I headed to work.. I called in and told the charge nurse that I wasnt gonna be able to make it in. That my vehicle wouldn't start. Anyways.. I tricked her good. She ended up calling me a dog. Anyways , got her good again at work. The supervisor was near me..and I seen my charge nurse coming..so I started writing down fake info. She came to desk..seen the info and looks at supervisor and said.. we dont have no room. I bout peed my pants..and said.. April fools! She yelled at me again. lmao. Anyways.. it made day go alot better for being so busy. Now, I just tricked a friend on here.. Giggle!

I'll Be Out Of Town , 4/2 - 4/8
Hi , and thank you for taking the time to read this . I just wanted to let you everyone know that I'll be going out of town to my Aunt & Uncles , The reason for this is because my Uncle had knee replacement surgery about a month ago , So he can not really get around to do the stuff that is needed. On Wed. The 2nd of April till the 8th of April . While I'm gone . I'm going to shut my messages off as I will not be able to see them all while I'm gone . Thank you for taking the time to read this . Please be safe and have a great week . Tom

Members
HEADS NEED TO BRING ONE PROSPECT A WEEK ONCE THEY JOIN THEY WILL BE PLACED UNDER YOU IN A FOLDER YOU WILL BE INCHARGE OF THAT MEMBER AND WILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT MEMBER BRINGS IN ATLEAST 2 PROSPECTS A WEEK MAKE SURE THAT THEY REPOST THE BROTHERHOOD BULLETIN AND THE LOUNGE BULLETINS THY HAVE TO BE ACTIVE ON FUBAR AND THEY WILL HAVE TO MAKE A SALUTE TO THE HOMPAGE......

My Observations
well, i post my first mumm quite innocently and was instantly innudated with a string of offensive crude comments. i had asked whether men prefer bitchy girls or nice ones. i get a few kind comments but mainly guys inviting me to suck their dicks. gee thanks, but i'd rather shove a porcupine down my throat. i was told this place was full of really cool laid back people , however i am starting to seriously doubt this assertion. it's funny how people magically get the gumption to say nasty things when they can hide behind a computer screen. i guess i've learned my first lesson here- always make mumms frinds only.

Wanna Own Me ??
THATS RIGHT... I AM UP FOR BID.. COME GET BID AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!! (CLICK LINK BELOW TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION!) [ fubar.com photo: 3551395619 ] I am offering the following Your name added to My name Rate all 11s during Happy Hour Rate stash during Happy Hour Daily comment Keep you shit faced Bulletin pimp out once a week Permanent spot in blog Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it #2 friend and added to family for the month you own me Added to yahoo Make them my crush for that month.. Will make a SFW salute.. SO COME SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!!

Aways Wear Sunscreen
"Always Wear Your Sun Screen" If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing.

So Yòu Know...2008
Juss lettin all my friends, family, and fans know that I won`t be on my computer for a few days cos it`s down but I will be usin my moms computer till I get mine back up and runnin. Thanx...Luv Ya :) *hugs*

Emotions
Emotions Don’t play with my emotions And make them a mess Don’t play with my emotions And lie to me again Don’t play with my emotions And tear my heart out Don’t play with my emotions And bring my tears no more Don’t play with my emotions And ruin me for another Wilma Walker 4-1-08

My Baby Needs Help Please??!!
> OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to comment, so if your friends are not on my friends list have them F/R/A me ahead of time. 5."NO DRAMA" "NO WHINNING"we are all supposed to be adults here "ACT" like it! Anyone found causing drama or being disrespectful to any other contestant,or bringing

Going Home
Hello ALL: I wanted to let everyone know that I have moved, and to give you my new address. I have moved from Beggars' Alley located on Poverty Lane at the corner of Bleak and Busted Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home. My new address is: Living Well Drive in the Abundance Subdivision, located at the corner of Blessings Street and thankful Peak. You get there by taking the Praising Him Interstate, which runs North, South, East and West. No Longer will I allow myself to travel on Begging Peter to pay off Paul Route, because it's located at a dead-end intersection called: I Don't Have that crosses Borrowers' Junction. I no longer hang out at Failures' Place near Excuses Avenue, next to Procrastination Mall. I've moved on to an upscale community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to Succeed--look at me!! Please know that each day that HE awakens me, I am thankful to be a product of my new environment. All of my clo

Mistress Dark Of The Night
Mistress Dark of The Night. When the moon is full , darkness has set in you might want to take cover because that is when it all begins. When the moon is full and darkness has set in the fog seeps over the grounds, the air is crisp and not a living soul about. Except when the clock turns midnight then all the dead start lurking about. Dead meaning the non mortals the creatures of the night, the ones that stalk the living to take their souls, drink their blood, or eat their brains in order to survive. One in particular I could be speaking of is mistress of the dark , the most vicious woman you could do with out. Her known uniqueness she posesses can paralize the mind, drain the life one holds within themselves, then leave them to the children of the night. Her name is Vampress, She holds these powers true to her heart for if someone were to take vengance upon her they could kill her by drving a stake deep into her darkend soul. Vampress holds the striegth of 4 men, eyes that

Why Ask Why?
I go to sleep at night with morning sunshine on my mind... my eyes open and rain clouds flood my designs of whats good for that time... if it was simple i wouldnt exist...is it gone with the mist... of family and friends would be missed... a sit back and relax each day each hour... hoping for that everlasting love to shower...upon me and her unity as expected... in love not disected but standing tall is respected... a lonely path to what could be great and not forgotten...my head falls sobbing...and thoughts that are rotten... life will forever be what we make it...but never mistake it....for something less than we take it... i dont ask for much just the one who would touch...my heart for the very first time...and leave my goals to define....

Adds, Rates, Comments, Etc.
HELLO EVERYONE WE ARE A COUPLE WHO ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN SEEKING OUT FRIENDS. NOT FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. NOT OTHER COUPLES. NOT OTHER SINGLE MEN OR SINGLE WOMEN TO PLAY WITH. WE ARE COMPLETELY HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER. WE ALSO ARE NOT INTERESTED IN ANY NAKED PICS OF ANYONE ON HERE AND WE WILL NOT SHOW ANY NAKED PICS ON HERE. DO NOT TRY TO FIND OUT WHO WE REALLY ARE. IF WE WANT YOU TO KNOW WE WILL TELL YOU. IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN ACCEPT THESE TERMS THEN WE MAY HAVE A GREAT FRIENDSHIP DEVELOP FROM HERE. IF AT ANY TIME ANY ONE CROSSES THAT LINE WITH US THEY WILL BE REPORTED AND DELETED. ALSO DO NOT BUG US ABOUT RATING YOU, COMMENTING ON YOUR PROFILE, OR ANYTHING ELSE LIKE THAT. WE WILL DO IT AT OUR OWN LEISURE. ONE MORE THING GUYS BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE JEDI MAY BE LOGGED ON HERE AND LADIES BE CAREFUL ALSO BECAUSE MELON MAY BE LOGGED ON.

Thunder And Lightning
Thunder rolls and lightning strikes Lovers touch in the pouring rain Face to face their passions rise above the clouds Breast to chest their miraculous caresses float Lips press gently together and bring Waves and chills down their spines Smooth skinned thighs wrap around one another Rhythmic pelvic movements bring moans and heavy breaths A moment of oneness cloaked in spring’s tornadic blanket Pressure builds as pulses pound They lay down in the wet grass Heavy rain unnoticed while groping and rolling silent screams of nature calls them higher Touch me! Touch me! Feel me! Hands work in unison to appease Light butterfly kisses become like a lion’s meal Ravenous bites add more fuel to the flame Soaked clothes torn in a ceremonious removal Thunder Rolls and Lightning strikes While both shake and groan Joyful reverence to the upcoming finale Her pink wet swollen lips pressed against him as the hairs entwine and still the

How I Feel.....
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anythig in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obsticales for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or turn

My Fu-owner Agem4life
I met Donna aka aGeM4life 5 years ago in CuChatlive we began chatting and never stopped talking to her.... If you don't have her as a friend you should add her because she is one of my best friends that cares about everyone. She works with children that has Autism she walks every year in November (I believe) to raise money for Autism and I respect that from her. She will Help out anyone that needs help. Her birthday is June 10th and 1 of her wishes is to be godmother before her birthday. She won me in a auction and I will rate all her pictures for the month 11's If you guys can help rate maybe she become godmother before her birthday. She is also a DJ online and she 1 of the best DJ's on the internet when I was listening to her. (Right now I can't hear her because I have no speakers at the moment) But when I listen to her I use to go in her whisper in chat or msn and just bother and tease her to make her laugh it could be a dance day and I will scream out TIM MCGRAW because she knows I

Drama
You can all say what you want to say I'm stronger then all of you Im gonna make something of my life So you all just keep sipping your drinks And talk your talk But let me tell you this You will never walk the walk You have no class All you do is sit on your ass I will move on to better things Then drinking Booze Take it from me it's not cool You kn ow what kills me the most? Is that you all can sit there and talk trash But when someone does it to you It becomes a completely different situation I think you all need to wake up And smell the coffee Life is'nt just about Rainbows & Sunshine You have to work to get where you want in life It just dont happen over night Your just abunch of Selfcenterd,Ignorant,Cowards You all hide behind your shame and lies You don't impress me or the world People like you dont deserve the things you get I might not be the perfect person But I deserve more then all of you So you guys live your lives in party mode We'll se

Welcome To My World, My Madness
Another chapter closed in my time on earth and in my life. This song hit me harder then anything, it seems like just yeaterday when I last spoke to em. Seems like the other day I end up curdling their name when I had the pain of finding their obituary in the paper. I live with their memory and the impact she had on my life, I hold it close to my heart or whats left of it. Not many folks especially my friend on here know the magnitude and torment I live with and the many regrets, I try vvery hard not to repeat the mistakes, but for some reason it seems like it rears it ugly head out every damn time I get close. I admit I don’t have a clue if I have my heart, probably will never know. Am I scared, yes, honestly I admit it. I prefer not to dwell on my mistakes and the past but the memory still remains, you can’t kill memorys, you can always let go, but the memory never fails to leave. I reach to the sky and wonder how far away heaven is. I guess me stronger drive to search and make a bett

What's In The Water
Is there something in the water? I work in a cut-throat business, but damn, lately people have gone insane in my business and in the business world in general. I just got off the phone with a friend from college that lost $150,000 in a business scheme created by a mutual friend. Without showing my age, I’ll just say that we have known each other for a few years. Drank together, both of them were there for my marriage, and my divorce. We’ve loaned each other money back and forth. And now from nowhere, nameless friend #1 outright steals $150,000 from nameless friend #2. And then, they both call me to complain about the other one. And oh yeah, he had tried to get me into the same business scheme, so I would have been out the same amount. The whole thing smelled fishy to me, so I stayed out. Glad I did. And this is happening all over the place. The world is getting worse every day. Makes you wonder what they’re putting in the water these days.

My Uncle
Floyd Henry Suek, 67, of Great Falls, a retired pipefitter, died of lung cancer Sunday at Peace Hospice. Funeral Liturgy is 11 a.m. April 8 at St. Joseph's Catholic Church. Schnider Funeral Home is handling arrangements. Survivors include sons Brad Suek of Portland, Ore., and Ted Suek of Miles City; sisters Jean Ladner of Long Beach, Miss., Darlene Wilson of Vaughn, Connie Burchek of Bozeman and Patricia Brown of Billings; brothers Raymond Suek of Sheridan, Wyo., and David Suek of Great Falls; and one grandchild. For those that know me this is my uncle's obituary. There is a pic in my family album. He looks a lot like my father. Out of my dad's family I have lost my dad and 3 uncles. There are still 2 more uncles and then 3 aunts. Our family started out being a big one, but is slowly decreasing in the original family. I guess that is what makes losing someone so hard, but more so a favorite. Out of a family this big, you will have favorites. He was one of my favorites and I

What To Do.........
I just need to vent a little. Life just seems to always find a way to get me down no matter how hard I fight not to let it bother me. Im a single mom, going to school myself fulltime and trying to make it on my own with bills and gas money to get to school. Project after project with school and with all the stress its really hard to concentrate on it and it doesnt help I have no way to relieve the stress on a daily basis. I was working up until last week when my job decided to only give me 10 hours, which with the way gas prices are i would have been paying them to work for them so I had no choice but to quit. sO there went the little money i had coming in. And then the only car i have is going to shit and no money to fix it really. Had my dad put new brakes pads on it tonight for me but thats just more money i owe to someone now. All the bills are due and no money coming in til i can get assistance or another part time job. I know what im going thrue is only temperary til i can get a

Rhymes
THE NAME IS PIT LADIES KNOW I CAN WORK DAT CLIT WITH ENERGY THAT WOULD OUTLAST ENERGIZER AND A DICK THEY CALL THE SUPER SIZER PICK A BITCH UP ON THE TOWN TAKE HER TO THE CRIB AND LAY HER DOWN I MIGHT BE IN THE MOOD FOR A 69 OR MAYBE JUSS SOME BUMP N GRRIND BUT BEFORE ITS ALL OVER IM FLIPPIN HER FOR A LIL STYLE I CALL ROVER I LIKE A BITCH WHO CAN HOOVER A DICK DEEP THROAT THAT SHIT TILL IT MAKES HER SICK A BITCH WHO CAN WORK THEM HIPS IF I LET HER ON TOP PICK IT UP THEN TWIST AND DROP A BITCH WHO CAN MAKE THE TOES POP IF THEM TITS NOT BOUNCING AND SHAKIN THEN SHE GOT ME MISTAKEN I NEED SOMPIN JUICY AND THICK AND AINT AFRAID OF A BIG DICK SOME WOMAN SAY IM A DOG AND TREAT THEM SHADY I JUSS SAY SORRY ITS JUSS THE DOG IN ME BABY I FALL ASLEEP AND SHE FALLS IN LOVE THANK GOD I WORE THAT GLOVE I BEEN WITH EM ALL FROM SINGLE TO MARRIED TO LAME TO SO FREAKY THEY SCARE ME BUT ALL THE LADIES IN MY HOOD KNOW WHERE TO GO WHEN THE MAN THEY WITH DONT MAKE DEM JUICES FLOW

I Don't Need Nothing
I don't need: Sympathy Jealousy Hatred Drama Love Peace Joy Caring thoughts Daydreams Secrets Faith Hope Compassion Companionship I have all this in my heart. You may think I need this and more from you to be happy but I don't. This is how I know you can't hurt me...no one can. I'm above and beyond that. I'm a strong woman and all I need above and in my heart is all I need to raise my boys to be the better man than anyone else. I thank you for thinking I need this but I don't. All the extras are just a plus in my life...

Congrats To Our Newest Godmother!!!
TY to ALL the people that helped this awesome woman become our newest Godmother!! You Guys RAWK!!!! ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar HUGS!!!!

If You Had Me Locked In A Room
L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Im Up For Bid... Wanna Own Me
BAMBERS UP FOR BID Glitter Text @ Glitterfy.comGlitter Text @ Glitterfy.com Bamber is offering: OWNED BY IN NAME FOR 30 DAYS PERSONAL SALUTE RATE ALL PICS, STASH ECT COMMENT EVERYDAY # 1 FRIEND FOR 30 DAYS ADDED TO FAMILY 2 MORPHS OF THIER CHOSIN IN 30 DAYS CLCIK THE PIC... HAPPY BIDDING.. U KNOW U WANNA OWN ME..:-P

My First Time.
I remember it all as if it were yesterday. I walked in and sat down completely bewildered. Did I really do it? Did I really touch that slight curve, so soft and smooth, and press down on it? I felt like i was in a daze, with my head cocked to one side listening to her voice in my ear, telling me what to do. I went where she told me, did what she said. I saw what she wanted me to see.... and I liked it. Now if only i can figure out the rest of this website, i'd be doing even better! Thanks to those who already wanted to be friends, and thank you plp_djn for calling me and telling me to come here while we were on the phone. I tell you what, that mouse never felt so good!!! ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (by the way, MOO) Anyway, it might be a while before i can actually send messages to anyone here, only because i havent figured out how to do it yet. so, please be patient with me, im not the brightest crayon in the box, but, im not the dullest either.

Just A Little Diddy
You’re Such A Nose Picker My nephew, Mister as I like to call him, is a serial nose picker. The little bugger is only 3, but still it’s pretty icky. When I used to baby sit his punk ass I would tell him, each time I caught his little pudgy finger stuck up his tiny nose “Now eat it!” and he would remove said pudgy finger and swipe the fucking thing across his tongue and smile at me. So, I guess I’m to blame for the booger-eater in our family, but I don’t regret it. “Why” I hear you ask yourself. “Because,” I begin to answer, “When he does lick his booger and/or snot ridden finger, he smiles after. And since his smile is my oxygen, I’m perfectly okay with him eating his boogers.” See, simple enough, right? Also, there is an added bonus. You see, my dear old Daddy has the WEAKEST stomach known to man (or woman, haha). When he sees his grandson eating boogers, it makes him queasy and he makes the funniest face EVER.

State Police Warning For Online No Joke!!
Please read this 'very carefully then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attenton to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shootng and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies,,,,,,, this is serious! IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT

Area Code
We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beg inning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DONT DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T . DON'T DIAL AREA CODE 809 < BR> This one is being distributed all over the US This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly return these calls. If you ca

Sensative
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who ar

11's And Blings
> Here's the deal..... I will offer all of my 11's to whomever brings me a Bling Pack. If I receive more then 1 Bling Pack, I will notify you of when your will be getting your 11's. They will be given in order of Packs received. ** Hugs ** ( It works out for everyone involved and 11's will ONLY be given during a HH ) Mystic Illusions ..:: One Of The Original FuBunnie Family Members ::..@ fubar

I Beleive In You
why does no one seem to understand that it's more than love i need it's so hard to keep your faith alive when nobody else believes oh i need someone there for me need someone who can see need someone to show me ohhhh, that they are there to help me fight if i fall, to set me right someone there to hold the light won't someone say i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you it's so hard to do it all yourself fighting for your dreams alone when the toy's upon the highest shelf a child's tears soon become stone oh why does no one lend a hand why does no one understand why i need to make a stand ohhhh,it's so hard to carry on when all your hope is gone all your dreams have come undone i need to hear i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you why won't someone say these words are they really so absurd? must they always go unheard? ohhhh, if someone needed the light i'd be there to help them fight if

Love Is For Suckers!
(words & music: Marky Carter, additional lyrics: D. Snider) You saw me comin', you had my number But you don't want me, could you be dumber Your eyes are flashin', your lips are willing But I'm a patsy for the killing You're so beautiful, so unforgettable You think that I'd do most anything CHORUS: Love is for dreamers, love is for believers Love is for losers, love Is for suckers Love is for suckers, love is for suckers Listen, I'm not some poor fool, won't jump through your hoop Ain't gonna crawl, girl, to that I won't stoop So if you want me, you'll have to get me And if you're willing I'll be ready You're so beautiful, so unforgettable To me that just don't mean anything REPEAT CHORUS Listen, well, well, well, if it isn't little miss perfect And to what do I owe the pleasure of this visit? You wanna get back together? You do, huh? Well, listen honey, I'm just not interested You'll what? You will? With your heels on? Oh no, come on, babe, let's go

Country Folk
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 70 goes east and west, I-55 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in MISSOURI waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat taters & gravy, beans & cornbread. You really want sush

Some Things You Cant Explain
A farmer is sitting in the neighborhood bar getting soused. A man comes in and asks the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day getting drunk?" Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened that's so horrible? Farmer: Well, today I was sitting by my cow milking her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her left leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Ok, but that's not so bad. Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So what happened then? Farmer: I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket about full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket. Man: Again? Farmer: Some things you just can't explain. Man: So, what did you do then? Farmer: I took her right leg this time and tied it to the post on the right. Man: and then? Farmer: Well, I sat back down and began milking

Sellin Ass...woohoo
Here's ya chance , my ass is up on the block, bent ova? hmmm not just yet, but if the price is right, hmmmm just might be!! So show sum luv and come visit me....just click the pic below..muuuaahhhh

~sweet Mel~
It's April 1st. Please tell me it's an April Fool's joke. (This was first written on April 1st.) Sweet Mel was my first real friend on here. Mel quit Fubar last night. Totally deleted her account. She just sent me a text saying other than her sister who invited her, I was her first real friend as well and that she didn't leave our friendship, she left Fubar. I totally understand that but it's like there is a hole in my heart. While I have a dating application up in my picture folders, I do not place any hope of actually finding the man of my dreams here as even Phantom Dale told me once, the men here will lie, lie, lie. It's so true (not of all, but of most), and I know Mel's heart has been broken one too many times. Fubar to me is addictive and so much fun. I have so many good friends here that I talk to, some more than others. Mel and I actually even had a small tiff once, but we worked through it. I tried to convince her to keep her level 24 account and just take a

The Ravens Mirror
You know Jamie Madrox rapped about something like this only I never really thought about how horrible it really is, laying in a coffin, in a pine black box, the only sound being that of my heart if Im alive. But I've got no pulse of ever-breath for days I remember the crash and after that it's a haze, but I do recall thy funeral, them lowering me in, it was about that time when my soul kicked back in, I tried to move my fingers or somethin', got nothin but dirt hitting the top from them shoveling, I'm fucked. It's been at lease two weeks but I don't keep time, I just lay here motionless in this rotting body of mine, I tried fantasy realms and dreaming my way out, it only leads to mind panicking and torturing thoughts about running and breathing will it ever really happen again, please God, heaven or hell just let something begin Am I asleep or not, I Don't know, My body is rotting and I feel pain, Gimmie to heaven or hell but don't leave me dead i

Found A Peanut (blast From The Past)
This is a little song my sisters and I sang growing up. We had forgotten all about it until just a few months ago. I had to look it up on Google to get the words. :) Found a peanut, found a peanut, Found a peanut just now, Just now I found a peanut, Found a peanut just now. Cracked it open, cracked it open, Cracked it open just now, Just now I cracked it open, Cracked it open just now. It was rotten, it was rotten, It was rotten just now, Just now it was rotten, It was rotten just now. Ate it anyway, ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now, Just now I ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now. Got a stomach ache, got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now, Just now I got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now. Called the doctor, called the doctor, Called the doctor just now, Just now I called the doctor, Called the doctor just now. Penicillin, Penicillin, Penicillin just now, Just now I took Penicillin, Penicillin just now. Operation,

Thank U
probably nobody know it but i do u r a diamond in a friendship i thank god every day for u to be my friend i know i shocked u u didnt know what was all going on in me we talk every day i can not tell u what all is going on in my life cuz i would shock u again i dont want to shock u anymore i love u for being my friend everybody should have a friend who is like u BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD i DoNt ChAsE tHeMe I RePlAcE tHeMe@ fubar i also thank my bro for being there for me when i need him A song 4 my wife music loving brother 4 /RL /FH.. to Mizz J ...@ fubar and his wife, my sis ***MizzJ***AKA ***MIZZUS_J***R/L&FU_WIFEY_2_Musiclovingbrother4u@ fubar and not to forget my lil angel who seen already some of my feelings a lil time ago im sorry i started to put a different face on and didnt let u know bout what was really going on YOU AINT KNOW@ fubar i thank u all for being there for me no matter what i love u all

Boyfriend Application
sEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "" GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday:. 5. Hobbies: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you ever ask me out? 5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 8.Would you walk on the beach with me? 9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13.Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15.Would you dance with me? 16.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 17. Would you go to "myspace.com/soccerbabe1592" and add it ? 18. If we w

A Friend Like You
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

Your're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

My Poems
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles

I'm A Total Jerk
i just can't do anythinghere i tried macking pics and can't load them right i'm no good in lounges i guess it's just rate pics cause i'm no good at comments. somedays i feel like i'm no good here

About Mee
Well i was born in seattle washington.. havent seeen my dad since i was six.. but im going to look for him soon.. oh.. ok. ive been a first hand witness to alot of harsh things. and it made me mature and grow into like a pretty cool chick lolz. addiction is nothing new to me nor is abuse.. ive seen it.. and i am pretty easy going and super easy to talk to. some more about me.. i have spent alot of time in the system. probation twice. group homes. rehab. foster homes. at 14 i ran away and was gone two months.. so yeah im pretty damn independent.. um i love animals. i hate ppl who arent nice to animals.. im quiet unless im comfortable with you.. i try to eat healthy and excercise regularly.. im highly intelligent.. not necessarily in school but in life experience.. i am respectful to you until you disrespect me.

For All You Bikers Out There...
My husband and I are going on a long bike ride in the spring. The problem is that whenever I ride on the highway with a helmet I get a major headache from the wind constantly trying to rip my head from my body..LOL Does anyone have any suggestions how to make the trip a lot less torturous on my neck. Would a higher sissy bar make any difference? I always seemed that using a windshield made it worse. Having a headache all day can make for a really bad ride..

Life
People, how to discribe the lifestyle of a normal human being? That would be the question wouldn’t it well all normal human beings suck there backstabbers and I can’t tell you how angry it makes me to deal with so many stupid people in the world. Sorry got off on a tangent I guess people that think that they are helping others and being the nice guy is the reason for all the stupid things that happen in the world and they don’t even realize it, people don’t really know how dangerous they can be I post this in hope that someone will read this and think about this it is not easy to live a life simply made to please yourself a person can’t live like that. The life of a normal human discribed like this: Get up, shower, eat, go to work/school, come home, eat, go to bed. What kind of life is that? There is not enough time for a person to go through life and expect everything to fall in place for them and they expect there life to be easy. Well something must be said I wish that everythi

Wet
Languidly parting the moist curtain. he slides into the smooth vessel. the color of fire pink velvet. his large hands securely wielding the creamy white handles, firmly manipulating them until just a trickle of foamy liquid flows forth. She faces him, their eyes, reflecting pools of love, lock on each other. embracing, both, with body and soul, they melt together in the steamy atmosphere. memories flood as her neck arches and wet kisses cover her throat. teasing one another in the aquamarine Caribbean ocean. causing rough ripples to fan out across the water of a swimming pool as they played. discovering new things as a soft summer rain, like the sound of a tinkling xylophone, soaked them. Aromas of citrus, colognes and faintly, the sea drift and swirl around them. skin drenched, rivulets of salty sweat stream between them. sauna heat builds as temperatures rise. flesh moves with synchornized, frantic fluidity. a torrential river violently rushes into a cas

The Moment Of Truth....
Okay so I'm sitting here watching the show "The Moment of Truth" high off my ass (LOL) asking myself some of these questions about family, friends and bf and wondering if they know this about me and such and could I answer them honestly they happened to ask. I know my answers.. But could you? I mean with already having a polygraph test done, before hand to the exact same questions with the trufthful answers already known?!?

My Lil Brother
A Lil Brother damn ya can work a nigga nerves, but we love when ya do it, it shows you care A Lil Brother someone we can guide and try to help them grow, tho we gotta let them grow on their own A Lil Brother he who looks up to us even when we're wrong so now we gotta do right A Lil Brother can hold it down by himeself but if he gets his big brothers involved ya niggaz done A Lil Brother so damn bad but yet so innocent cause all he know is violence and pain A Lil Brother who's pain is never to great for me or any real brother not to feel A Lil Brother Big P you are the true definition but you already know, because my lil brother aint so lil no mo

Sharx Idol Week 4
Hey all, week 4 is complete. Please go to www.myspace. com/sharxbar and vote for me!!!! i am contestant 026. please text "idol" to 839863 then reply with 026 to vote for me!!!!! Please copy this and post to all your friends. Thanks!!! ~jennifer davis aka babygirl072502

Don't Be Hostage At The Pumps
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton, now that company name sounds like a new one. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas . It was more of an inconvenience to us tha

A Película Agitada
Remember, remember the second of September The night where a vision became reality I then believed it can be true How this is now in front of my eyes Hours of laughter and smiles Many days of revery Euphoric morning Meaningful evening Wondering how this happened so fast Memories of a night I wish was never-ending I gave you a present of blood red which you held Held ever so close throughout the night I look into your eyes to amazement and gratitude Dressed in midnight, exquisite and contoured to almost perfection An image carved into my mind Days of delight Weeks of excitement Senses, emotions placed onto a roller coaster A morning of an unexpected adventure That turned out to an evening of fulfillment Forever exposed, developed and hung Hung on the walls of my mind Home made food, night of car talk Spending a passage in time in sin city A rainy valentine became a sunny spring day with your presence Late nights, early morning A movi

For Lady Kate
Lady Kate is an awesome Lady She needs our support and love Her friends and family want to help godfather her before friday This would make her pretty smile shin bright Please drop by her page and show the love she need at this time You will not regret it at all If you want you can grab this pic to show your support till she returns safly to us Click on this pretty face and give her all ya got LadyღKate **Fu-Owned by Passionman71 AND Fu-Owner of Sweet~Thing**//Proud Member Of The Spanke@ fubar Thank you for your help SWEET~THING Tim McGrawLive Like You Were DyingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Autism
April is Autism Awareness Month and April 2nd is World Autism Day... and to commemorate... CNN will be featuring ALL DAY coverage of Autism, from families affected by the disorder to the latest breakthroughs in research. So make sure you tune in and then get out there and do what we ALL do best, which is fight for our kids and spread awareness at each and every opportunity!

Metal Fest Who Is Goin????
SUMMER SLAUGHTER TOUR 2008 The Black Dahlia Murder, Kataklysm, Vader, Cryptopsy, The Faceless, Despised Icon, Aborted, Born of Osiris, Psycroptic, Whitechapel Saturday, July 26, 2008 at 4:30pm All Ages - 21 or older to drink Share on Facebook Tickets on sale now at Ticketmaster.com, and The Rave Box Office - 414-342-RAVE on sale now on sale now map & directions The finest in death metal and black metal collide for the 2008 Summer Slaughter Tour. Spearheaded by The Black Dahlia Murder, this lineup is sure to satisfy the most discerning metal fans intent on having their eardrums shredded. The Black Dahlia Murder produce a frenetic brand of death and black metal. Their harsh sledgehammer of sound has spanned three albums and countless driving, impassioned performances. As one of the more intense metal acts of the early 21st century, the band manages to infuse their scorching metal with blistering melody to provide a firm foundation for growling, raspy vocal sne

Auction
Wanna own a Fubarian? Come join in on the bidding and you could own her for a month. The bid starts out at 20,000 fubucks. It starts today!! and will last til 4-7-08. Click the link under the pic below and leave a comment on what you bid. It goes on from there. Good luck! > > > > > > > > > [ fubar.com photo: 1483420752 ] > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by '~redhotsaphire~*Fu-Moostris to Niffy*Owner of Sphinx*' on '2008-03-28 13:08:27') > > >

I Have The Best Job.
I have the best job ever. I work at petco. I am the grooming salon manager. I have had the pleasure of grooming some of the most beautiful,loving dogs you could imagine. I have had some difficult dogs sure, but the good ones mae it so wonderful.I would love to have everyone come to our meet and greet. It is april 12th from 1:00 - 3:00. You can meet the staff, tour the salon and ask all the questions you like. We have some wonderful events at the store. We are located on east main street in spartanburg,sc. Hope to see you there. Sandra

My Life!!
Who Is Code Blue? Code Blue is a group of friends who have joined together like family to help kids in need the best we can. We want to bring smiles to the faces of children who may need an extra one. The children of Code Blue are those who may be terminally ill, chronically ill or maybe they just need someone to let them know they are being thought of in a special way. We will do this in various ways, i.e buying each child a monthly, birthday and Christmas gift and mailing it to them, emails on a weekly basis or by using snail mail to send a special card. In other words, we will do whatever it takes to bring joy to the life of a child in need of an extra smile or hug! Thank you for your interest in Code Blue and for visiting with us and all of "our" children. ~~ THE CODE BLUE FAMILY~~ Click the pic below to visit us and our wonderful children.

F.y.i. Levlers!!!!!
This is just too bring you up too date on whats going on. Well as you all have noticed Shadow Levelers are growing in leaps and bounds.It has grown far more then I ever imagined. We are an awesome team and Im greatful too each of you. With a team this size it is impossible for me too go through and keep track of everything. You will notice you now have a daily stalker on your page.Angl has so graciously offered too keep us all up to date on what every leveler needs too level up. Please check her page daily too know what levelers are close too leveling. This will give you an oppurtunity when you dont see a level up on the board where you can go rate too help a fellow leveler level up. ~ AngL ~@ fubar Mz.Attitude will continue too keep us all up too date on new member, those that are no longer on the team. She will also be on your pages. We have found that some no longer wanna be a leveler however they dont tell us they dont want too do it. This is why we have aske

My 1st Year Anniversary On This Site
> Today 3rd April 2008 I have been on this site for one whole year. I have met some great new friends on here. I have had good times & I have had bad times. I have also met the most wonderful man in the world on here. I know that if it was not for him I would not be where I am now. Love you so much Paul, you are my world baby. Please stop by his page & Rate/Fan & Add him, hes a great friend to have. paul owner and fu husband of pinklady the orginal X ps no salute no add and no fakes@ fubar You may be asking yourself why this well I will tell you, as a gift from me to you I have two picture folders Fairies & Teddies both with a 100 pics in, now for the good bit if you rate one folder 10 or 11 I will give you 2000 fubucks, Rate & Comment i will give you 5000 fubucks plus a bling, Rate & Comment on both folders i will give you the top bling plus your fubucks. This can only be done when its happy hour, I will be running this for 1 week only it will

Beauty
Beauty has such deep reasoning But never does it sing to me As much as when you smile As much as when you look at me All I see all I do All I am because of you I whisper softly the truth For which soon will find your heart Yet softly you say My eyes do water My heart grows weary I cried, I withered And there you stand Fresh smile, soft glance Picks me up a new Your eyes do carry me So sweetly, a melody I can’t imagine a day without My love for which you are right now I start to cry I start to wonder My heart grows more Then twice as bold You rise me up I do say Bright eyed and full of Love I look at you and say I Love thee now, I love thee later I love thee for all my life So as simple put as one can say I LOVE YOU

Sad
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry. ************************************************* Pain Of The Night Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls wat

Funeral
I went to a funeral. For a young man...Timothy Plaistow. He was a senior in high school. He also used to live across the street from me. I watched him grow up and when I stop to think about it...that's when I first showed the desire to work with younger people...as a child myself. He would round up kids and they all would wait for me to get home to play basketball or catch. When I hugged his mom at the funeral...she thanked me. She said that Timmy always looked up to me. I still can't stop the tears...I still can't stop crying about it. He committed suicide...and even tho I was no longer a huge part of his life...I can't help but feel like I still could have done something differently. Please pray for his family...especially his mom who had to bury him...and his younger sister and brother who he left behind.

Does Ur Name Fit U
No the only two that fit r rebelious n crazy R: perfect person to date I: Has one of the best personalities ever C: Great kisser C: Great kisser I: Has one of the best personalities ever L: Adorable E: Can kick your ass E: Can kick your ass J: Hott E: Can kick your ass A: Easy to fall in love with N: rebellious Z: Loved by everyone I: Has one of the best personalities ever N: rebellious K: Crazy E: Can kick your ass ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A: Easy to fall in love with B: good kisser C: Great kisser D: Very very easy to fall in love with E: Can kick your ass F: Loves it G: Doesn't give a shit H: amazingly hott I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hott K: Crazy L: Adorable M: Very good kisser N: rebellious O: very very hot P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: perfect person to date S: Makes people laugh T: dumb and funny at the same time U: Has a Smile to die for V: Not judgemental W: Th

Dmt : The Spirit Molecule
DMT : The spirit molecule Although in this interview Joe Rogan sounds like an intellectual and enlightened being... most of what he says is based on the use of DMT for a "high". I'm looking into and researching this from a psychological standpoint... as it is produced in the pineal gland ((in your brain)). The brain is what I love... he's right that your brain produces N,N-dimethyltryptamine ((DMT)) while your sleeping. But it's also produced in patients who suffer psychosis. In these patients DMT is produced at a much higher rater than when a normal brain is in REM state of sleep. Rick Strassman ((A psychiatrist, whose work I love)) wrote a book ((which is much more profound and educated than Joe Rogan ((who I love, since he is a spokesman for UFC)). I love that CHI is part of Psychiatry.... I'm veering..... The Book is The Spirit Molecule, which my mom recently bought me at Barnes and Noble. I don't think she realized the psychedelic under tones... :) Which is

Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.. I gave her the sensit

Other Sites By Fubar Parent Company
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For A Dear Friend
A friend of mine made this for Lady Kate and I agree 100% with everything she said. Please keep this goin and help her reach her goal of becomin fubars newest godmother before Friday. I will be doin everything I can to help her out. Thanks to everyone in advance! ~Donna Okay ya all i got to bring this to ur alls attention I got the very dear friend & she just simply amazes me!! She been fighting a fight tht no1 should go through but yet SHE WONT give up.... It's not in her nature!! The Fight she is fighting is The Fight Against Cancer!! Which she has been fighting for awhile... She has gone through surgery after surgery treatment after treatment & is still fighting the gd fight She has the strenght like no other person i knw.... The biggest heart u could ever come a

Bed
You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) ?

Wanna Million Fubux
Lets try something new on this giveaway on a average people are hitting around 7.000 to 10.000 comments, so now I have a way you can make even more fubux, when you hit 10.000 comments which will =100.000 fubux I'll match it= 200.000. It gets better, if you want to keep going every time you reach another 10.000 I'll matrch it with the same 100.000,"but " wait there's more if anyone reaches 50.000 comments=500.000+500.000 bonus I will match it with another 500.000 for a total of 1.5 million The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must H

Lounge
hey everyone i want to open a lounge but not for sure what kind im a country boy into nascar and football and wwe but i want all my friends to join my lounge and work for me so i need help any ideas thanks

A Bullet From A Vest
I had my heart broken by my best friend I opened up and let her in Just to have this brought to an end I thought this might be it But it turned out to be shit Remove my heart with your love, kid As I recover from the last you shattered my chest like broken glass In terms, you kicked my ass This emptiness is so wrong Now I'm haunted by every song And So disappointed you are gone Sinking deeper in as you drift away Left with a lack of what to say While you steal the light from my day Now more blind then ever before Betrayed by all that I have adored My heart left dry broken and sore Just turn and walk away from me Spread your arms and fly so freely So shallow like an ankle deep sea Act as if you never said your in love with me

A Thing Of The Past
Blown this 749 With you on my mind Of When we were so free and at large (when we used to be so free and at ease) Before you buried me in these scars (before these scars were apart of me) I hate all that has become of what used to be harmless fun As I bleed from these open eyes I begin to sever the hopeless ties To have them come back twice as strong Something bout this seems very wrong Why am I so stuck On some stupid fuck Why can't I erase your beautiful face It's Nothing but bad for me Your love is a tragedy Here to take What you can't replace I will never get my fill It's not enough Like you with your pills What happened to us We used to love with out a doubt Now all we do is yell and shout. Now it's time to say goodbye As I wave through clouded eyes

Bad Weather
I hate the way you treat me But love you to the core Your better as a memory So let me shut the door How I wish you would change Go back to the one I love You will always be the same A dark cloud from above With your broken halo And shredded wings Your not an angel Your an evil thing Here to hurt me in every way Bring only pain Turn all sky to gray Paint me with your rain Robbing all the light from day Taint me just the same

"i Was. Is No More"...
"I was," is no more. I was normal. What is normal? I was sane before I was crazy. I was a believer. Now seeing is believing. I was a child. The one you face remains. I was found. To be lost brings levity. I was whole. The dust that blew away remains. I was the beginning. Only to deliver the end? I was once warm-blooded. Cold is the color of my heart. I was here in reality. But now a nightmare of re-run. I was always certain. Confused is now my nature. I was once in love. Now only teased and tormented. I was blind to hate. To only learn I'm hateful and blind. I was someone to everyone. Inbetween famous and Nobody. I was a christian soul. Destructive and Hellbound I am. ALL I AM IS HATE, HATE IS ALL I AM. I was a symbol of hope. Now a structure of pain. *****Written by my homie, Wicked.

Infected With You
I think of you until I yawn, greeted by the crack of dawn. Your stuck with me all night, almost like a vampire bite. Suck the blood so deep from me, alter from what I used to be. Turn me into one of yours, open the coffin and close the doors. Take me and stake me. I'm the living dead. Love me and hate me. Emotional lead. Your tears are holy to me. They burn holes through me. Kill the dead, return to grave. Act as if I'm your slave. Hurt this man in many ways. Now all that I touch is hurt just the same. what is it you have done to me, why has the sun turned on me? With your mark on my neck, forr the world to see. I will walk this night now alone to be.

Alone To Be
Broke from the tare I will never run, I will lay here until I see the sun. I will let nothing get in my way, no brick walls will stop this me on this day. I will fight the current and wind while you desperately repent your selfish sins. I will walk with my back to the sun ready to embrace what may come. All just to show I'm a man of stone, I truly walk alone. With no place to go nor a place to hide my happiness starts to subside. With this river of emotions that wets my face, I walk with my head pointed to my waist. When all of this adds up I travel like a homeless pup. Wet , cold, hungry, and beat I will live off of scraps of meat. left for me like I was weak and poor, as everyone slowly shuts the door. With no foam in mouth nor red in eye I can't help but wonder why... slowy i become a one man army, waiting for you to try and harm me. show me pain you think you know and I will show you a place for it to go. You know nothing of a broken life, cause you wait for morning every night.

Funny
start from bottom: ->Kirk: just kidding . april fools Kirk: fuck no faggot meet ignore ->Kirk: you wanna see some pics of it? Kirk: ewww ->Kirk: yes Kirk: u have a dick? ->Kirk: you make mine hard to Kirk: u got my dick hard ->Kirk: mmm back at ya Kirk: mmmm

Tax Rebate
Tax Rebate This past week President Bush and Congress allowed each one of us would get a $300.00 tax rebate. If If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, most of the money will go to China, If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, If we spend it on new computers all the money will go to India, or Pakistan for tect support ... And none will help the American economy. The way I see it, we need to keep that money here in America, So the only way I can see to keep that money here at home is... Drink beer or Spend it on prostitution. Those are the only businesses still in the U.S.

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of the

Fu-luv Bomb Squad
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad. 3. Must add owner and main page to family. 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Purrfect Sin). 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9.Must be a member of the Squad for

Update On Baby
OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, KNOW ABOUT MY 10 MONTH OLD BABY'S HEALTH ISSUES. I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM OUR GENETICS DOCTOR WITH SOME ANSWERS..... MY SON IS 1 IN 3 IN THE WORLD WHO HAS THIS CONDITION.... I CANT PRONOUNCE OR EVEN BEGIN TO SPELL WHAT IT IS!!!!! WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS, HE IS MISSING 1 OF HIS CHROMOSOMES # 20. THE OTHER TWO REPORTED CASES HAVE HAD LEARNING DISABILITIES, SEIZURES, SLOWED DEVELOPMENT, SPEECH PROBLEMS, AND HEARING PROBLEMS. ONE OF THEM DIED AT AGE 7!!! AARON HAS SIEZURES AND IS ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEHIND IN HIS DEVELOPMENT. A SOCIAL WORKER IS GOING TO COME OUT AND EVALUATE HIM TO TRY AND TRY TO SET US UP WITH HOME VISITS TO HELP!!!! HIS FATHER AND I NEED TO BE TESTED TO THEY CANNOT GIVE US ANY REAL ANSWERS AS TO WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO EXPECT THEY DO WANT TO DO ALOT OF TESTING AND EXPERIMENTING AND I'M OT SURE ABOUT THAT. I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FREAK SHOW. BUT ANYWAYS THERE IS NOTHING WITH THIS DISORDER THAT LINKS TO HI

Own Me Peeps-come Bid Quickly!!!!!
Ok ladies LightoftheWorld has finally decided to put himself up for auction. Come and Check out what I'm offering . OK THE LINK TO THE AUCTION IS THIS: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1447127&albumid=942396&i=1842899554&idx=11# COME BID QUICKLY THE AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY U WONT WANNA MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thump Star
OK THIS IS MY BESTSTEST FRIEND :p BESIDES POUNCE HE IS SO AWESOME YOU GUYS WILL NEVER MEET ANOTHER LIKE HIM HE IS THE GREATEST PERSON TO EXSIST ON FUBAR I DONT KNO HOW TO MAKE A BULLY SO THIS IS ALL I CAN DO HE WANTS GODFATHER AND IF ANYONE DESERVES IT IT IS HIM PLZ GO SHOW HIM MAD LOVE FAN RATE ADD RATE HIS STASH HIS PICS EVERYTHING YOU WONT REGRET MEETING HIM I

Invisible
I lay my head upon my bed with every passing hour pray the darkness will devour all the pain and suffering all the pain and suffering Darkness come and consume the pain and all the doom Darkness come and envelope every lost hope Death to misery death to distruction death to hate death to pain death to suffering death to strife Come darkness come and ease the pain. 4/2/08

Autism Awareness
today is autism awareness day and the 4th is child abuse awareness we have several members that have children with autism so i for 1 am showing my support and dayafter tomorrow i will show my support for child abuse because of losing my 2 this year to child abuse so this is hard 4 me but i prayto get thru it.. thanks...lots of love to the Misfit~Angels family ...laura

Goodbye
Saying goodbye is hard enough but pretending that i didnt care was harder than u could ever imagine. How can a simple conversation with u brighten my day. Hearing u laugh make me shine. Just knowing that u were by my side and knowing i was urs all night made me so happy. All that is gone now and how can i pretend not to care when i do. how can i not think of you when ur constantly in my thoughts. Hopefully time will heal this unfortunate event.

This Is Why I Havent Been On Fubar Much
I have pulled a muscle in my neck therefore i have been in a lot of pain and barely able to move my neck and not sleeping well at night cause of it,I am on painkillers and anti inflamatorys for 10 days once i feel better and i am not in pain then you will probably see me around more

Moving To South Carolina
Believe it or not - I am gettin up off my lazy ass, moving to South Carolina, starting a new job, and making a fresh start!!!! I know some people can’t believe I have the nerve and think I’m nuts going somewhere where there is no one to "take care of me". Well, believe it or not, I am a strong, independent woman perfectly capable of taking care of myself. I don’t "need" any man to take care of me. Wanting someone to care for, and to care for me, is much different than needing. I can live without it, but it doesn’t mean I have to WANT to. But that is beside the point. I need to do this - for ME - for my sanity. It is a VERY positive move that I am making. Even if I fail, and end up coming back, I can look back and say at least I was willing to take the risk. I will so much miss my family and friends here. But it is only about 8 hours or less away. It’s not like I can’t come back to visit. And I WILL!!!!

Friends
please let me know if you want to stay my friend, if you dont say anything will delete you. i lov all of my friends but i think it is pointless if you have been added and dont talk so please let me know. hugss

King Of My World
I'll never see any side of heaven I've walked for miles through a blazing hell It doesn't matter what you think I'm supposed to be Because I myself know all too well I'll open your eyes and make you see I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you now I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you Like the Walls of Jericho Like the Walls of Jericho My mind alone is filled with rage for you I am the pastor to your sheep I am the master of my destiny I am the king of all I see (King) I'll open your eyes and make you see I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you now I'm the king of my world (King of my world) I'll break down the walls around you Like the Walls of Jericho 3, 2, 1, here I come again, come again 3, 2, 1, here I come, here I come again 3, 2, 1, here I come again, here I go 3, 2, 1, here I go, here I go! I'm the king of my

Amazing
I've noticed quite a few things the past few months regarding men and women. In my eyes, women nowadays are quite needy, co-dependent and very retarded. And the even funnier thing is that men seem to love this and be drawn to it! Are men really that scared of an independent woman who has an education and a strong head on her shoulders, who doesn't have to be hateful and deceitful to be happy or doesn't control the men in their life? Is this why men tend to lie and run away from strong women? Is that the norm today? Is it a security thing for the women or a control thing for the men? Why are friendships based on what the man wants? It just amazes me how I can sit back and watch this. Should I shake my head in disbelief at these fat ugly b!tches who hate on me? Why? Because I am secure in knowing that I don't need a man, especially one that seems to "surreal" but in all reality is probably lying and cheating? And to the men who still continue to love and fuck a woman who has a man but is

Heading Back To Massachusetts
This friday Ana and I will be making the long trek back to massachusetts from Michigan. We will be going to Ohio friday night where we will spend the night. Then we will be heading east threw penn. then new york. We may end up stopping the night in penn. or ny. Then it will be on to massachusetts :D

God Bless The Military
The Aisle Seat : Two Radical Arab Terrorists boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat... Just before takeoff, a U.S. Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, 'I need to get up and get a Coke.' 'Don't get up,' said the Marine, 'I'm in the aisle seat, 'I'll get it for you.' As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the Coke, the other Arab said, 'That looks good, I'd really like one too.' Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened. 'Why does it h

Lonely
I been having a hard time being able to trust people since I been betrayed by others in the past. Its not easy for me to allow people into my life that care about me as a person with fear that the same thing would happen to me again. I been alone without friends for many yrs. Its lonely an not good. I been trying to change an be a better person, I'm good but I want to be better. I want to be a person that people can look up to an trust an I can trust them to. Thats the kind of person I want to be. Its hard for others to understand how I feel since I don't express feelings very much. I'm a very serious person been like that since I was a kid. I'm trying to lighten up an change all that which is not easy.

New Life
Ok, so for the first time in my life I am single! I have always up to this point had a S/O waiting for me to be single. I don't know how to do this! I'm in a new town and know a whopping 6 people and 4 of those are friends of my sister.I don't know where to go to meet people. I want someone to hang out with and generally have a good time and not necessarily be sexual with. Friends are more important to me at this stage than sex partners. Don't get me wrong would love to have sex right now, but don't want just any one! Sex would be nice but don't want to repeat mistakes in I've made in the past! I hate being single! I really wish I had had someone waiting for me!

April Is Autism Month
One out of 150 or more children will be born with Autism this year. It's four times more likely with boys the girls. There are only guesses as to what causes the neurological disorder that prevents these children from interacting socially and experience hyper sensitivities. One guess is that an ingredient added to the MMR vaccination given at one year old made the vaccine 85% mercury by volume. That's an incredible figure. In my case, my oldest Grandson was diagnosed at three years old, however; thinking back over the years I realize he showed signs as young as 2 months old. He used his all his fingers together to spin an object on his floor gym. We now think it's hereditary on the Dad's side of the family. Here are some signs besides what I mentioned prior: 1. Baby doesn't make eye contact 2. Favors spinning objects 3. Is ADHD and doesn't interact with anyone including children his own age. 4. Doesn't reach out to be picked up 5. Dosen't speak at 3 yrs old. 6. Becomes

Archangel's Only
Wouldn't you know it? I lost my other account and my sexy other half doesn't mind that I'm taking over this user as mainly my own. However, she will continue to post in her blogs as always. I hope that those who have been around doesn't mind the change. Then again it's your ride and you know where to jump off if it does. Peace, Archangel

Wolf Howlings!
BROKEN BRAIN SUMMIT April 3-26 | Tickets $8-$16 |Reservations: 651.334.3888 Heads will roll (and sing) when renegade researcher Dr. Dendrite gathers a motley crew of brain experts for a midnight meeting. Inspired by the true stories of actors who have experienced brain trauma, and scripted by Fringe favorite Amy Salloway and Interact. A show filled with metal heads, talking plants, memory loss, anger management plans and a whole lot more! PERFORMANCES AT OLD ARIZONA 2821 Nicollet Ave S | FREE PARKING ACROSS STREET Opening night Saturday, Apr 5 @ 7:30 | $20 ASL Apr 10 & 26 at 7:30pm; audio described Apr 25 @ 7:30 & 26 @ 3:00 To purchase on-line go to www.ticketturtle.com Special late night showings of Circumference, Amy Salloway's hit comedy that the Pioneer Press calls, "A must see: poignant, sensitive and hysterically funny." April 4, 5, 11, & 12 at 9:30pm | Reservations: 651.334.3888 Tickets $12 ($10 with Broken Brain ticket or Fringe button)

How Do U Become Fubar Married???
Ok i relly love fubar and am stil losing the fu "cherry" I am still confused over some things and face it that fu bible is too much reading!! I see people that r named "fu hubby or fu wife of.." Question is this .... how do u do this?? Do u just find someone u like and "name" yourself a fu wife?? Is there some ceremony?? (What about a reception or party?? just kiddin!) Anyway let me know people!

_________the Silence___________
Posted by Mv, in her Blogs, these are my Answers subject: 36 questions post date: 2007-12-13 21:34:16 views: 12 comments: 0 ratings: 0 36 questions I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? A. Yes, though I prefer food cooked by others, lets me get to know them better 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? A. That I could walk on water, even tried a few times when small so had to learn to swim instead. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? A. To play an instrument, Ive never been good at expressing myself to others with words alone. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? A. Anything, I dont care as long as the company is good & conversation is had

For My Girl Rachel!!!
[Verse 1] [Jennifer:] Now you've been holding me down For such a long time now From back then To now in my story Straight from the hood You've always been there for me And ya had my back (When they) Back when everybody said I wasn't anything It was you who had me holdin' on No matter what was goin' on So no whatever ya need I got you [Fat Joe:] Reminiscing that 6 train from way back Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments Mira esta que on that red carpet With Pun died you was the first to call me I never told you but you was there for me Whatever you need, I'll be there for you Crack - I got ya back for real (True story) [Bridge] [Jennifer:] Now my loyalty, will always be With you, if you just promise me That you'll stay real just like you are 'Cause baby you don't have to change (no) [Chorus] [Jennifer:] You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you down You know that you can lean

What Every Woman Should Know ...
Every Woman Should Have a black lace bra. One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself.. HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER & CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents... That her childhood May not have been Perfect, but; Its over... What she would & Wouldn't Do for love or more... How to live alone... even if She doesn't like it. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... Whom she can trust, Whom she can't, And why she shouldn't Take it personally. Where to go... Be it to her best friend's kitchen table. Or a charming inn in the woods... When her soul needs soothing... What she can and can't accomplish In a day...

Angela
Well so far so good! for those of you that know me personally i have met one of the most wonderful women that i have ever had the pleasure of knowing. what i mean by that is she gives her heart to me with no hidden reasons and excepts me for me, faults and all. that makes me feel so incredibly wonderful in a way that i have never felt before. when she says i love you i can see it in her eyes and face that she means every word. when i saw here in person for the first time i told her "well now that you’ve seen the rest of me are you gonna run?" to which she replied, "no im not running, it’s what’s inside that counts!" a feeling of relief came over me. at that point i knew i had made the right choice in meeting her. i was so worried that she like others would make some excuse or just wouldn’t even give me a chance to show what kind of person i am on the inside. i can honestly say i am the happiest now in my life then i have ever had the chance to be other then when im with my kids. this

With You
For you I would take all ur pain so that you would know only happiness For you I would do anything For you I would give my life For you there is nothing I wouldn't do to let you know that I loved you with all my heart and only you. You are my life You are my reason for living I thank God everyday that he gives me with you Because you are beautiful inside and out And without you I am nothing You hold the key to my heart and everything that I am and you will always have it forever until the end of time

Why In The Hell Would U Flage Some One When Their Pits Any That Bad
hey what up fubar peeps lol anyway i just wanted to knw why in the hell some one flaged my pis when they wont even that bad and they didnt even show anything i guess people here r gayer then myspace at lest people there dont care what pics u have on them... that r some kidish people on this site it suck thought this site was better then myspace guess i was wrong.... C:Documents and SettingsTimMy DocumentsMy PicturesDCFC0452.JPG C:Documents and SettingsTimMy DocumentsMy PicturesCoirnna\'s picsDCFC0413.JPG C:Documents and SettingsTimMy DocumentsMy PicturesCoirnna\'s picsDCFC0435.JPG

For A Smart Woman Who Needs A Laugh And For Smart Guys Who Can Handle It!
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and no

Attitude
The 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud lady, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed and makeup perfectly applied, even though she is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. Her husband of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, she smiled sweetly when told her room was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on her window. "I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room .... Just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," she replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged...it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to

Thoughts
I know this can't be wrong my feelings are so strong Falling hard for you I think you feel this too You make me smile and it's been awhile Since I have felt this way but I look forward to each new day What a surprise how I just melt seeing your eyes And that little devil grin baby you make me think of sin Emotions so real I can't wait to feel Your tender caress as we slowly undress Burning up with desire you set off my inner fire I feel so wild and free see what you do to me A day of pure sin my mind in a spin No feelings do we hide as we take this reckless ride Holding each other tight it just feels so right All is perfect and great We are each others soulmate

Rantings
First of all, let me just say that it is great to be home again (and yes, I do call my mom's place "home", for home is where the heart is)! Feeling like a prisoner confined to a hospital bed is no picnic, I'll say that now! I've had a few revelations and realizations since I've been home (somehow, they always come to me in my sleep)! First one is that I saw on my discharge papers what the actual diagnoses (yes, that is plural) were. On top of the seizure or maybe as a result of it, I also had a stroke. It is the reason why I have a lot of paralysis and lost my ability to talk (which I have since regained, somewhat). Now the doctors do think I can make a full recovery - it is gonna require me going for therapies, which include physical and speech - I begin those later this morning. That along with medications, if all goes well, I may be back to my old self in a couple of months...maybe a year - who knows?! (In a way, since I know I will NEVER be the same again, to say I wi

Idol Words
why do you look up to me what is it that you really see don't put this halo on my head you have no idea where I've been I'm not what it is you think of me I'm the exact opposite of how to be to live my life is only pain fuck'n up whats in front of me now your search’n it for gain all I’ll do is cloud how you see my head is so fuck'n full n my vision is only dull i hate to be the way for you to find a light that you pursue it will end in only dark you will miss Noah's ark life will sail so farr away in the light you will now decay

Another Regrett
im so sorry, i never meant to she caught me of guard when i didn't kno what else to do your mom ask’d me the fear'd question the one that turns me like indigestion i could feel it in my stomach i did you wrong now so sick i could vomit i kno you're gone also welcomed by a feeling of relief sumthin unknown to this vacant soul i cann feel it start in my feet flow towards my head, i am once again whole i told nothing but the truth so why does this feel so ruthless a mother now knows of her daughters ball and chain so fur this enlightenment i am so very alone again this knowledge i can not deny the opener of your sky as the one she bore is clouding her vision with lonely lies to hear the sound of her voice left me with only a single choice to help her repent the sins that infect'd what she holds as kinn so you can look at me like a rat, snitch, or bird but to save a life i will again sing those very words i hope all is well as you return to heaven from you hell yo

Nott Furr You
i tend to cling like shrink wrapp n most gurls can't handle that they don't want a nice mann like me they want sumone willing to flush'em so eagerly I'm sorry but i can't do that why would i treat love like i do crap they act like they want sumthin so very tru when in turn they want anythin but that from you wanting to be found under my shoe means that I'm nott meant for you i treat my gurl like i do myself as if they compare to no one else either I'm to emotionally deep or they're shallow as this puddle at my feet (or they’re as shallow as this puddle i weep(not surr what fitts best)) i try, i try, n i tried a little harder i dive, i dive, n dove a little farther the more effort i put out the more you want to scream n shout if i treat you like you don't exist you put out in an instance sumthin bout this is so very twist'd looking at me like there's sumthin missing when it wasn't there from the start i can't replace your missing (vacant) heart

End Of The World... 2012!
Anybody that has regular conversations with me knows that I believe in one thing more than any other in this world. That thing is my belief that 2012 will be the end of things or bring about a serious shift in our ways of thinking and thought processes, new world powers, a new culture and a new way of life. Basically I believe the shit goes down in 2012 and Im not the only one. 2012 is sometimes claimed to be a great year of spiritual transformation (or apocalypse). Many esoteric sources interpret the completion of the thirteenth B’ak’tun cycle in the Long Count of the Maya calendar (which occurs on December 21 by the most widely held correlation) to mean there will be a major change in world order. * Polar Shift is a theory that on December 21st 2012 Earth will experience earthquakes, volcanic eruptions or other natural disasters. Accordingly, several eclectic authors claim that a major, world-changing event will take place in 2012: * The 1995 book The Mayan Prophecies

Dreams
On a night we dream, yet so often we are unaware of our dreams. Should we be sleeping lightly at the time, dream recall is possible, and often, those who keep a dream diary can find precognitive elements in their dreams. Of course, the central question, here, is this: are these dreams really precognitive, in that they see into the future, or do our unconscious thoughts provide imagery and conclusion on decisions we are trying to make? The latter suggests we decide our future in subtle ways. We decide unconsciously, and the ‘self’ is actually unaware of this process. Hence, the only precognition involved is a change in our conscious attitude or actions. I’ve often thought that a society, or culture, can operate in the same way. Taking a Jungian interpretation, does culture contain within itself a form of communal introspection which guides how our society develops? Such musings are, at present, contemporary. Physicist and futurist, Professor Michio Kaku, of City University

Gentle Things...
Gentle Thoughts for Today-- Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement . He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: T he Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell wh

A Powerful Lesson
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You have done

Somebody's Me
You, Do you remember me Like I remember you? Do you spend you life Going back in your mind To that time? ‘Cause I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own, And everyone can see that I really fell And I’m going through hell Thinking ‘bout you with somebody else Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you Every single night Somebody can’t breathe Without you, it’s lonely Somebody hopes that one day you will see That somebody’s me That somebody’s me Yeah How, How did we go wrong? It was so good And now it’s gone, And I pray at night That our paths soon will cross, That what we had isn’t lost ‘Cause you’re always right here In my thoughts Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you Every single night Somebody can’t breathe Without you, it’s lonely Somebody hopes that someday you will see That somebody’s me Oh, yeah You will always be in my life, Even if I’m not in your life, ‘Cause you’re i

Don't Forget About Me
They say love is just a game They say time can heal the pain Sometimes you win Sometimes you lose And I guess I'm just a fool I keep holding onto you I told you once you were the one You know that I'd die for you Although it hurts to see you go Oh, this time you should know I won't try to stop you Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' So you try to fake a smile, You don't wanna break my heart I can see that you're afraid But, baby, it's too late 'Cause I'm already dying Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' Don't you forget about me, baby Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you go?' Why did I let you go Don't you forget about me, baby No Don't you forget about me now Someday, you'll turn around and ask me 'Why did I let you

Soul
What I knew a heart's warmth a soul's worth in you and when I saw it fought to own it What I know facades shown heard you say I'll keep you warm you just can't stay What Ive done payed for a past measured from a future not for sale together we failed What I did I purchased this and bought little with nothing to give not enough to live. What I've known shoulda stayed free I sold cheap a whole soul's worth the truth that was my own What I find so cruel, not kind despite the cost I bought the truth and did not sell it.

Kiss
A firm hand, a warm heart, Strength and tenderness combined, Are desired – no, required When palm plays patty-cake On tender hind. In trust this game is played, Not just anyone will do. Or any lap – a unique heart That encompasses fear - So few, very few. When I lay down my daily, Giving up my cares to him, Generous – my love absorbed Within circle warm, please Abolish my sin. Rhythmic reminder, sharp In grace received, I confess. And am loved – the sweet stroke A caress, blushing cream - Then soon, his kiss.

His Eyes Only
Somewhere... on the other side of the world, he sits, watching her play, hands swift to delve, to tickle, to surprise... for his eyes only. Somewhere... on the other side of the world, she glides, dancing round, hands swift to part, to open and explore... for his eyes only Some day... on the other side of the world, they meet, giving each other wet kisses, hands swift to touch, to fondle and arouse... for their hearts only. Today... on the other side of the world, they long, sighing deep, for touch and scent, for thrust, and groan... for their hearts only.

Want More
I feel so flirtatious as I smile at you I feel so hot and wet as I dance with you I feel so excited when I kiss with you I want more I feel so wild as I leave with you I feel so free in that dark street with you I feel so crazy as I say to you I want more I feel so cheap as I kneel for you I feel so dirty as I crawl to you I feel my fingers tremble; I unbutton you I want more I feel so nervous as I'm stroking you I feel the thrill as I'm caressing you I feel my ecstasy as I harden you I want more I feel triumphant as I'm licking you I feel exultant as I nuzzle you I feel indulgent as I'm teasing you I want more I feel courageous as I'm tonguing you I feel my hunger raging as I'm flicking you I feel outrageous as I'm sucking you I want more I feel excited as I deep throat you I feel delighted as I choke on you I feel you push my head down; I'm devouring you I want more I feel

My Life
I think that some ppl have just gone off the deep end... For me instance i cant stand this place we call home. It drives me insane.. I'm in my own personal hell of debt, unemployment and suffering. dont get me wrong I know pity is a great sin of some sort but how much can you take before it all comes crashin down? You know ppl push you towards greatness trying to help you giving words of inspiration and encouragement. Did they ever think to just leave you be, maybe its them who torments your very being, maybe its them who makes you feel the guilt of why you can't succedd, maybe its them you feel this endless guilt for you try so hard and the look on theere faces of utter dissapointment digs deep into your flesh.I hate to feel sorry for myself I only have me to blame for every choice im ever made, but when does it get better... When do tings change.. cause if this is what is classified as life.. I don't want no part of it !!!!!

His Touch
He touched my soul and made me weak i didnt understand it at first He touched my heart and made it whole i didnt know why (this story i told) He touched my body that made me shake thats what i wanted (i thought to myself) He showed me love after while i began to realize that when i looked in the mirror love was in my eyes.... he sang me a song of solitude.. when he loved me It lifted my heart ever time i hear that song i begin to cry im letting love die the burn that once was dulls every day he saw something in me that impressed him i guess but thats one of lifes many tests its amazing the way he makes me feel He touches me so that I can know hes there I notice that he sees me but now whats inside.... he kisses me to dull the pain but it didnt stop the rain from falling into love i see that i dont want to be he show

Expressing Myself
This is an open letter to my Dad. I wrote this to him after hearing one of my friends father passed away tonight. I just figured I better tell him everything I needed to while he was still here. It's rather personal to me and has a lot of personal information about my life but I felt compelled to share this with all of you and maybe inspire someone who still has their Dad left to let them know how you feel. Dear Daddy, I know your not to big on reading letters but I felt that there are just some things I needed to say to you. I don't think you know how much you are really respected and loved. I wanted to take the time and go back and reflect on some of those things that really meant a lot to me over the years because you've been there to always help me pick up the pieces of my life. From sickness as an infant to the big divorce. Even now when I'm struggling with medical issues with everyone in the family you've been here to lend an ear. Doesn't matter if I'm sad and w

Not To Bring Anyone Down..
I just got out of the shower *HUSH PERVS* and it just hit me, my mother is not around anymore. Since passed on 11/02 and I have worked in the medical field forever, it seems, but Every so often it hits me SHE IS REALLY GONE. I took care of her until her last breath but why can't I just move on. Oh well. have a great weekend ALL!

Body Language
Her fingers tremble Candlelight glows on soft skin She’s waited so long Naked against him Lost in his tender embrace Alive for his touch Inhibitions fade Her walls come down beneath him Can he read her thoughts? She wonders if he Knows the truth depth of her love Will he ever know? The words escape her Their bodies moving in time Her message is sent Without the cumbersome words She holds him so close Her body speaking for her

Brand New Start
Against the sky Streams of light Call out to me and you We leave as one We've just begun To find the solace we're due This is the life we must choose We will make a brand new start From the pieces torn apart The break of day is before us Cast your sorrows to the wind Let the highway take us in As we escape the disorder This desert road That we call home This is our destiny We'll chase the setting sun As we outrun A life of agony God how we ache to be free We will make a brand new start From the pieces torn apart The break of day is before us We'll make our way We'll make our way We'll make our way We'll make our way

Passion
im giving you a piece of my mind the one you run wild with the part that craves your tamed body Im giving you a peice of pleasure one you come back for everytime you think you got me I am passion! You with your manly gestures controll my every move squeeze my body and such my words

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Make A Memory
Hello again, it's you and me Kinda always like it used to be Sippin' wine, killing time Trying to solve life's mysteries How's your life, it's been a while God it's good to see you smile I see you reaching for your keys Looking for a reason not to leave If you don't know if you should stay If you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be You wanna make a memory I dug up this old photograph Look at all that hair we had. It's bittersweet to hear you laugh Your phone is ringing I don't wanna ask If you go now, I'll understand If you stay, hey, I've got a plan We're gonna make a memory You wanna steal a piece of time You can sing the melody to me And I can write a couple of lines You wanna make a memory If you don't know if you should stay And you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be We Should be You wanna make a memory You wanna steal a piece o

Sex Dance
I close my eyes and I hear you sigh as our bodies move slowly in time. I hear the waves against the shore as love is made forever more. The smell of sex burns in my brain, salt and sweat wind and rain. My body convulses round your cock as skin against skin sends the proverbial shock. We're riding the wave you and I as momentum gains we're lost in time. We giggle and laugh, cry and scream our bed is a mess and my legs are shaking. We fall in a heap all tangled in sheets as waves splash against rocks and our chests are heaving. I see your face all flushed and red your body is shaking, mine is spent. There is an energy between you and me one beyond explaining, a dance of hearts, soul and mind.

Lovers
They lie there entwined in a lover's embrace the moonlight bathes them in alabaster glow sweat drenched,wanting,lying face to face exploring illicit pleasures She stares deep into his wicked soul Devilish green eyes ablaze with lust nails down her back like fire In time with each earth shattering thrust She gasps,arching her back feeling his rigidness between her nectar soaked thighs His hands greedily pawing at her perfect breasts relishing in his lover's euphoric cries She bucks ever faster her lithe body almost spent drowning his manhood with her intoxicating scent Her legs quake from orgasm sending forth a heated shriek falling forward onto her lover calm,sated but weak She kisses him gently as they cuddle beneath the covers savoring the moment when friends at last become lovers

Whispers
Trying hard to regain my composure You can barely hear my plea My plea becoming A whisper. Hands intertwining in my hair Griping hard Pulling my head back To look at you. My neck Curving. A trace of excitement Prickled down my chest. Breasts softly rising and lowering Nipples growing Harder. Seeing you stare Brings flushing To me cheeks Burning. I watch your lips As you wet them With your delicious tongue. I feel the rope lacing my wrists And up my arms from behind me. I smile knowingly. Knowing that you like What you see And that pleases me. "What did you say?" You ask Our noses touching. "Thank you." I manage to say. "For what?" Your lips Faintly brushing mine. Your hot breath On my dry lips. I want to lick them But scared I'd touch yours. My body starts to tremble My head starts to spin. "Thank you, Sir." "For calling me beautiful." I whisper As you wet my dry lips With your hot kiss.

Fubar Marriage Reverand
TO GET YOUR FU MARRIAGE PERFORMED BY REV. DJ QUEEN B/ SEXY CHERRY YOU NEED TO GIVE A TWO DAY ADVANCEMENT NOTICE TO ME TO GET THINGS DECORATED IN CLUB DEVIOUS. I WILL NOT CHASE ANYONE AROUND IF YOU WANT IT DONE IT CAN BE DONE IN OTHER LOUNGES BUT I PREFER IT TO BE DONE IN MY LOUNGE. YOU MUST BECOME A MEMBER OF MY LOUNGE AND ON MY FRIEND LIST.

21 Advice
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skill s will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE.&nbs p;When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love an

The Rose
THE ROSE A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

And The Truth Shall Make You Free
"Yes, I am a Free Lover. I have an inalienable, constitutional and natural right to love whom I may, to love as long or as short a period as I can; to change that love every day if I please, and with that right neither you nor any law you can frame have any right to interfere. And I have the further right to demand a free and unrestricted exercise of that right, and it is your duty not only to accord it, but, as a community, to see that I am protected in it. I trust that I am fully understood, for I mean just that, and nothing less!"

I Need Him
I NEED HIM, HE CAME TO ME THAT FIRST GLANCE, HIS EYES STARED INTO MINE THE FIRST GLANCE, IT WAS LIKE A WAVE HAD HIT ME OUT OF THE BLUE, THAT FIRST GLANCE, HE WAS STANDING THERE WITH BLACK COWBOY HAT ON THAT FIRST GLANCE, WITH THOSE DEEP TROPICAL BLUE EYES THAT SMILE I WILL NEVER FORGET, THAT SMILE THAT I NOTICE WHEN HE IS HAPPY TO BE AROUND ME, HIS WARM HANDS ON ME AS WE DANCED THAT FIRST DANCE EVER THAT VOICE, FLOATING THROUGH THE PHONE INTO MY LOVING HEART, I WISH HE COULD SPEAK TO ME FOREVER, AT THE AGE OF 30 I HOPE I AM IN LOVE. EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS. AT LEAST I THINK I DO, ALL I KNOW IS I NEED HIM SO DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

Kristophers First B-day A Look Back 1 Yr Ago .
Kristopher Kage Is One Year Old Today ! Current mood: chipper Category: Life Kristopher Kage is one year old today . This time 1 yr ago i was sitting in the hospital bed , hooked up to the patocin . The nurses keep coming in asking me " Are you feeling these contractions " I say " no , i feel nothing ". around 2:30 pm the nurse is in my room checking the wires and stuff , checking kk’s heart beat and the contraction thingy , Then all of a sudden my water breaks , it was so awsome i feel this big old POP . I was so Excited i knew this was going to be the day my Little Boys would come into the world .. With that coming about , the contractions become unbearable .. i had this little paper back book in my hand , fanning myself and crying with each contraction , i break down and get the Epidoral ! From then on i was a Happy Camper until the stupid old Nurse just shoves in the cathiter , i was like OUCH !! So around 4:45 Pm its just about that time to Push it out ,Sho

Thoughts 21
Fuckity fuck it has been a real shitty week. Last night was a big blow up between me and Anthony. Peter and I were told that we don't ever do anything for him and we never give him anything. I think I wanted to kill him! WTF is going on with this kid? Is this what puberty is? I went into his room last night and took his wallet and Diesel cologne. His 2 things he loves. Now if you seen his room, you would wonder how he would know where it is in the mess! He was throwing a fit this morning looking all over for it and getting mad. Accusing his brother of taking it and then called his Dad asking him if he took it. My point was....to make him realize that he needs to clean up his mess so he knows where stuff is. He spent a half hour looking for it. He went out into the garage and I went and put the wallet and cologne back in his room but kind of hidden. I think he found them because all of the sudden he was calmed down but he never said anything. I hope it made him think

Fu Luv
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Hello All
First off , let me thank all of you for letting me join....i hope it will be fun. i'm only on here a few times a week, so doi'nt think i have flew the coop if you doint see me on all the time. I will be poping on many times a week ......so i'll be seeing yal ArkAngel

Life Lesson
DONKEY LIFE'S LESSON One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his

Forgiveness
(I had a little time to myself during therapy today, and I found my mind on a particular subject. Funny how the next thing I did was an attempt at writing...I was able to brainstorm a little, since I seem unable to hold a thought lately, and put these thoughts on paper before I put them here.) Sometimes I wonder how hard is it for some people to let go of anger and frustration. You felt you may have been lied to, double-crossed, turned on, ignored...somethings that are so easy to do, yet can hurt so much. But what do you choose to do as a result of the actions? Do you vocalize how you feel or felt? And if you do, do you add to the problem and make them feel worse than you, whether you mean to or not? Do you choose to do nothing and walk away? Do you choose to talk about like civilized human beings or fight it out like animals? (Opinion question: which of these seems like the best and least problematic way to resolve an issue - the way that you can live with yourself the most

Why Men Why?
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laught

~ My Random Thoughts~
~ my random thoughts~ ~ Women who do too much are not always great at pausing or taking deep breaths. They are good, however, at learning new things. This year, they should learn to pause and take deep breaths. ~ There is nothing noble in being superior to someone else. The true nobiltiy is in being superior to your previous self. ~ One of the by-products of doing too much is taking for granted people and things that are precious to us. When we do this, we rob oursleves. ~ Sometimes life seems like we are trying to find the end of a ball of string. What we are looking for is elusive and we know it is there somewhere. We get so bound up in looking that we don't see it when it's right in front of us. Stop....Look....Listen. ~There are a lot more crazy people out there than our mothers told us there were. We don't need to participate in their craziness.... We can recognize craziness for what it is.....and move on. ~ It's good to be aware of some changes that we know

Work
I am just venting in this blog so read it or not I don't really care. I work at mcdonald's shitty job I know but it's the only job i can get with my work experience. Well, why is it that when customers have a bad day they take it out on whoever is ordering their food? Today I was taking a customers order and they said they wanted the southwest chicken well mcdonalds now has a southwest chicken salad and a southwest chicken sandwich. I asked him the southwest chicken sandwich and he flipped out on me he said I wanted the southwest chicken salad it's not that hard to know that and he pointed at the sign that had the salad on it that was right next to the sandwich sign. Of course me being me i said ok im sorry took his money and burst into tears and ran to the break room so no one would see me. Yes, it seems stupid to cry over that but the only reason I cried was because I was so fucking pissed off because I couldn't do anything because at mcdonalds the customer is always right. So

She Comes Home
It's funny...When your kids are growing up..you can't wait for them to get out on their own..and give you some peace... I can't wait for mine to come home...And my oldest daughter is coming home...Before I moved her out..things were pretty rough...My house was nothing but drama...We all suffered... Having gone through my own addictions and putting my kids through hell...Watching my daughter go through the same..was even more hell...It killed me to know...that I was one of the reasons she became addicted...I blamed myself...It hurt even more after trying to fight it with everything I had to just let her go...Hearing those words..."I hate you"...cut like a knife... 3 yrs later and clean for the better part of that...Which I'm so proud of her for...She and I have that mother/daughter relationship that we should have had all along...And now she is coming home...To stay... Life is good... :)

All My Life
All my life I’ve been searching for something Something never comes, never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the road All night long I dream of the day When it comes around and it’s taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most Feel it come to life when I see your ghost Calm down, don’t you resist You’ve such a delicate wrist And if I give it a twist Something to hold when I lose my grip Will I find something in there? To give me just what I need Another reason to bleed One by one hidden up my sleeve x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinning me down) x2 Will I find a believer? Another one who believes Another one to deceive Over and over down on my knees If I get any closer And if you open up wide And if you let me inside On and on I got nothing to hide x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinn

Stuff I Wrote
all written by me, please do not rip or copy or anything without asking me. just sharing a lil bit of me with all of you. Alone i walk alone in a world of darkness all around me all i can see is pain the only sounds i hear are screams and cries for help alone on a corner a shadow of a boy sits alone the closer i get a lump builds in my throat with tear drenched hands he reaches up to me i realize the little boy is me i take his hand into mine im overtaken by the pain of years past a lifetime of sorrow and empty pain where did that little boy inside me go buried beneath the bricks of the walls built around me aching to feel what was long forgotten to feel the warmth of love to be held and not judged to be wanted alone i stand in the darkness surrounded by pain and cries for help holding tight to the little boy inside -steve rainwater Broken Walls ive spent my life hiding behind walls spent my life building my walls bric

Faceless
Hate me with everything I'm better off without your animosity I'll even sleep better at night...at night I won't believed in you Reminded me of everything you put me through Now everything just feels alright...alright I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me..you're faceless You've made me out to be Responsible for your self-inflicted misery And never felt like this before...before Don't be surprised to see That I have nothing left for you to bleed When you come crawling back for more...for more I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless

The Pleasure Principle
What I thought was happiness was only part time bliss You can take a bow It was all just one big night out on the town Riding in your limousine We turned right and I said wrong which brings us to a stop As the light is changing Oh my meters running so I got to go now It's the pleasure principle oh oh ohh It's the principle of pleasure, ohh It's the pleasure principle oh oh It's true you want to build your life on guarantees Hey, take a ride in a big yellow taxi I'm not here to feed your insecurities I wanted you to love me This has become an all too familiar scene It's not the first time I paid the fare Where'd you get the idea of material possession? Thank you for the ride nowhere And oh my meters running so I've really got to go It's the pleasure principle oh oh, It's the principle of pleasure Ohh, ah It's the pleasure principle oh oh, I know, what you mean to me Baby this is nowhere You know what came in between you and me, human differential baby

Poetry Club In Dc
Hey Everyone!!! IF any of you are interested in Poetry at all, there is a performance tonight starting at 8pm on U Street in DC. The performers are from HBO's Def Poets and some others. The doors open at 8pm and there are drink specials between 8 and 9 and then the show itself is from 9 to 11. There is a 15 minute intermission in between. It is located at The Attic Lounge on U Street. Hope to see any/everyone that is interested there!!!

I'm Up For Auction
ALRIGHT YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH WHO HIDES BEHIND MORE FAKE PROFILES YOU WANNA TALK SHIT. WELL HERE'S WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME....MOST OF YOU KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO MY GIRL IS...SO THIS IS WHAT WAS SAID TO HER SISTER. "Youre man, 5 Star, well he aint what you think he is. He is playin you and youre sister. Since she left here, he is been playin all these girls on here and always talkin shit to them. 5 is always asking girls to fuck him on there and tryin to get thier numbers. Go into the lounge when he is in there and you will see for youreself. He aint really wantin you or your sister, trust me. I only tell you this cause he plays so much he needs to stop his frontin to these girls. He is a got damned liar and aint never gonna be true to her ever. Take my word for it. He is playin now with a couple of them on there and they are bying it to. They all know he has a girl and they dont care, they think he is gonna get with them to. Just some friendly advise. " HERE'S HIS URL THAT PUSSY ASS BI

Apology
I love you sweetheart More than mere words can say I know that I hurt you and I wish I could take it away I did something foolish stupid and dumb. You have always been there for me supported me Loved me for who I am and I broke that trust. Nothing, not even this blog, can erase what I've done. You are the most important person to me, because you give me the strength to go on. You give me the love that I need The caring and compassion to go further and the soul of a bright shining star. I swear to you, and before God, that I'll earn back your trust. I would do anything, ANYTHING for you to see me as someone who loves you deeply. I love you Samantha. You are my Life. You are my World. You are my everything.

Leaving
i am leaving fubar cause im having troubles. it is causing me nothing but trouble and sarrow. so im sorry if i hurt anyone, have a good life and enjoy it to the fullest thanks for the fun and excitement take care. Paul mercer

Contemplationary Ramblings
Life tends to take a steady course, and as we work ourselves through our daily routines and reach a state of complacency; days flow into weeks and weeks into months and life is just that... life. Until one day one of the situations you never considered to be of any relevance to your life is slung in your face and reality sets in. At the end of last year my children's grandfather was hospitalized for what was supposed to be a standard procedure for the removal of his prostate due to a newly developed prostate cancer. Two weeks after the surgery we received the joyous news that all the cancerous cells were successfully removed and he was declared a healthy man. For the remainder of his recovery he was allowed to go home, armed with a box full of tubes and bags for the disposal of his urine we welcomed him home. All seemed to be conquered and from hereon out things would only get better, or so we thought. Instead of witnessing a speedy recovery we found ourselves confronted wi

Thank You From Lady Kate
A song that Kate really loves: "I would like to send the most heartfelt "Thank You" that Anyone has ever sent out! No one can imagine the emotions I am feeling right now!! I can not possibly thank all of you personally, although I wish I could find a way. Some of you I've never even talked to nor met, but today you have shown me that Fubar is about more than just points and popularity. You have shown me support, love, compassion and that true, real friends still exist. I previously felt alone throughout my entire diagnosis and treatments but, now I see I'm far from alone! I do wanna send out a special thank you to my family...The Spankers' Club. They welcomed me with open arms and even throughout my treatments; not being able to be online all the time, have only shown me love and friendship. You guys mean the world to me and each of you has a very special place in my heart. Many, many thanks to BooBoo & her Shadow Leveler's Club... Fat Sonny... Freak... Cor

Who Wants To Own Me????????
OK IM FOR SALE THE HIGHEST BIDDER GETS TO OWN ME..........THIS IS WHAT U WILL RECIEVE.........6MONTHS OF UR NAME SAYING U OWN ME........ADDED TO FAMILY AND TOP FRIEND.......I GIFT EVERYDAY......ADDED TO MESSENGER.......AND MAYBE A PERSONAL PHONE CALL........LETS GO GUYS TELL ME HOW MUCH U WANT ME.......

The Tower
I'm dizzy walkin outta larry's army wear used With some black leather shoes and desert BDU's Many boxes of ammo, i got the camo face paint Barricaded the tower doors, safe this place ain't Up to the top, i can see the whole planet it would seem The sun is beatin on my head as i'm livin my horror dream Up-chucked a couple times then i finally took aim A man is chattin on his cell phone, i spattered his brain A lovely couple started runnin, all the sudden she tripped He kept right the fuck without her, like he never missed a step I snapped one to his head, he fell dead to his knees Then his wife was right there to retrieve the car keys Not many notice at first, although some do start to scatter Pluggin iron in they back, who they are it doesn't matter There's a psychopathic, way up in the tower somewhere And when they think they outta range [gunshot] poof they hair And it was hot that day (someone's in the tower) So fuckin hot (shooting from the tower) And it was ho

New Drugs Going Round
omfg wots the world coming to??? Not a joke - New Drug in Schools Please note - serious message about drugs below. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU DELETE -IT MAY HELP SOME ONE'S CHILD/CHILDREN New Drug in Schools - Please Pass it on. This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick'. There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may h

Belief
Belief is a thing that many should explore Seeking out truths, myths and more, Checking our existance day by day Wondering where we came from or if we're gonna stay, Looking up to the clouds asking God is there more Waiting for His answer to see what's in store, Belief is deciding to accept what He says And waiting to discover the future that's ahead...

For My Inspiration
I think I'd like you to be in my bedroom with me. I have ceiling to floor mirrors on my wardrobe and I'd like you to be sitting like we were in the bath so that you could see yourself cupping me and stimulating my nipples and occasionally slipping your fingers further down and dipping into me. I'd reach back and kiss you then you'd move your lips to my nipples and cup me with your other hand, slipping it back and forth from front to back and repeat swapping hands as you swap nipples. This goes on for quite a while until I am virtually dripping on your hand. I then turn around and slip down your body - you continue to watch me in the mirror as I get up on all fours and lean down to lick you. You were quite soft but a few licks later and you point right up to your navel. I lick you like a lollipop - starting at the bottom at your balls and swirling up to the top - catching all the drips. I love to eat your cum - you kiss me so that you can taste it too. You get bigger and I'm itching

Come Place Your Bid! (ended Busterhyman Is The Winner)
That's Right! I Am Up For Auction! Come Check Me Out! I Want You To Want Me! Come Place Your Bid Now! I Am Offering The Following: Fu-Owned for 30 Days Daily Comments Daily Gifts Sh*tfaced for a Month Top Friends and Family for a Month All Pictures rated 11 All Stash rated Added to Yahoo Instant Messenger Personal SFW Salute Crush for a Month Happy Bidding! Hugs & Kisses!!! Don't Forget To Rate The Photo! XOXOXOXOXOXO [ fubar.com photo: 3396056407 ]

Bored As Hell
You'd think that i could find something more to do on a thirsty thursday, and a payday, but no.....i'm right here being bored as hell... why is you very rarely run into someone on here that will return a rating favor, or at least say thanks for the drink??? you people are no fun. I'm raising the bullshit flag!!!!!

Have You Ever!
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you under

Deleteing People
IN A COUPLE DAYS IM GUNNA START DELETEING PEOPLE THAT DONT TALK TO ME, DONT COME TO MY PAGE OR ARE NOT IN MY FAMLILYS..... ITS TO HARD TO KEEP UP WITH EVERYONE.... I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP PEOPLE AS MUCH AS I CAN....

My Contest!!!
Help me win friends!!! Entered into a 'sexiest fubar guy' contest and i need your votes!!! Its for "Midgelove", you can go to my pic by clicking on her (she's in my family for convenience) or go direct to my pic using the link below... Contest starts thursday the 3rd 10:00pm Est. and ends thursday the 10th at 10:00pm Est.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1429570&i=1923237934" target="_blank"> Copy and paste into the address bar and it'll take you right to it. Rate and comment as much as you can please! Thanks, loves!

Tag Offers For Levelers
Here are some offer for Levelers too order your own. PLease send each a private message and let them know that you would like one. There is one requirement by me.If you have either one of them make you a tag or morph that you will not only rate yours and thank them for it but you will rate the entire folder of them Below is the tag that MishNumber1 is offer To order the above tag please send her a private message MishNumber1 ♥ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ♥ of SUP, Club FAR & Shadow Levelers@ fubar Kim has also offered too make a morph for each one with a leveler tag and a picture of you. Here is an example of the ones she made me Please pick a leveling tag you wanna use and send her a private message with the tag and the picture you want too use. ♥Kim♥ @-->--- Life is what You Make ou t of it ~~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Thank you too both for the offers..remember too rate all oin the folders...

Moms Last Week?
My mom has been in the hospital for 8-9 weeks now going back and forth from ccu to the regular hospital room to the rehab center and back into ccu. This time, she hasnt awaken yet since saturday, 3-29-08 and still unresponsive. Doctor said "be prepared" Me and my brothers contacted all family and friends about this and as i walked around my house, a few things saddened me a lot. 1. Her shoes and slippers she will never see again 2. Her pocketbook that i never went into, i may have to go in soon. 3. All her medicine will have to be thrown away. 4. All pictures of her grandkids she will never recognize or see again. All of theses small thing meant a lot to her and me and now reallity is going to take place and i have to be ready for this. Those are the reasons and then some why its a very sad day for me. I HOPE IM WRONG AND A MIRACLE COMES THROUGH. 4-4-08

Looking Forward
I have found thru the years that it is most difficult to hang on to the things that matter the most. Romance is so very simple and yet its grasp seems to escape me completely. I meet someone who seems to be so special yet I find myself being placed so far down on priority lists that it sometimes makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. Maybe it is the way I come across.... maybe I am too "needy". I dont know. The thing of it is, I truly believe that there is someone out there that is for me and he will love me for me. He will want to be with me and will make the effort to spend time with me. I get the fact that people have their own lives and I truly dont want them to change their lives but in truth make me apart of it. Is that too much to ask from a relationship? It simply must be. I am in the position to be with this someone new. I see the patterns I hate already showing and it hurts me. I dont know why. I havent invested enough of myself into this relationship that I

Freaky Nature...
It takes stripping in front of friends to get pleasured by your companion at that moment.... It takes you to notice one hot body then the next one and the next one and the next one and so on and so forth....etc! It takes you to feel the wind across your skin and get aroused... It takes you staring at the weirdest thing and you begin to get horny (male/female) or wet(female).... Cant I get some feed back what else does it take...?!

After Hours Bully
Comming up next He's takin over the airwaves live from ☆{{{{FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™}}}}☆ It's Dj Mystik he'll keep ya mystified with the fresh beats and cool jams...Don't know your way? Well all you have to do is click this Dj banner here to come chill with us were we love our members!!!...

Thank You Friends.
Hi there friends thank you . for a great birthday I have got soo many gifts from all of you wow I feel soo loved this has realy been a hard day on me with the loss of my brother and bein alone on my birthday here in tx hard to think im 37 now geeze never thought I would live this long thank you all for all the love you have shown me today. But as they say tomorrow is another day lol lol. I hope it will be better at work anyways. I cherish all of my friends you all have been soo great to me over the past 2 yrs or so now. I do thank you all for letting me be your friend also. take care all of you hope you have had a good day take care all . your friend .. Jay

Bad Luck Or Bust
So my best friend invited me fishing with him at a camp. I start loading up his truck with our gear and then I can't find my tackle box. My brand new tacklebox with all the new gear and bait I had bought. So instead of looking forever, I decide to just get in the truck and go. On the way there I realize that my friend has no tackle box at all lol. Oh well, between my 3 rods and his 1, we should have enough with us to fish for a few hours, no big deal. He hooks a fish and it breaks his line. I offer up one of mine but because he never really learned how to fish or rig things up, I go to the truck so I can show him. I forgot my knife and he didnt have one so we had to use a lighter to cut the string, etc. While we're blocking the wind with the truck, for the lighter, a huge gust of wind comes up and blows my chair from the camp to the water. It had my hat and cell phone in it :-( So after cursing and fussing for a few minutes, I finish setting up the new leader and such.

Straight To The Heart
Straight To The Heart When I'm down, when my soul's in need of rest Come your words of comfort and of hope I see your face always smiling back at me A stream of light running straight to the heart Child of God/Child of light There'll be no more lonely nights 'Cause you have brightened up my life There's a road that leads me to this place A path of love running straight to the heart Over the years I've learned one important thing It's that real friends shall never truly be apart You were there in my darkest time of need With a hand reaching straight to the heart Child of God/Child of light There'll be no more lonely nights 'Cause you have brightened up my life Take this gift it is all I have to give A prayer of love forever straight to the heart A prayer of love forever straight to the heart

Bombing Contest
WANNA HELP A GIRL OUT!!! Hello all my fubar friends...I'm in a family/friends bombing contest...all you need to do is please rate/comment on the pic of me and my sister! THATS IT! So come by and help a girl out! Contest ends on April 7th. See you there! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=991189&albumid=913962&i=2176209984&idx=2

Help
COME HELP ME LEVEL PLZ!!! I GOT HOME THIS EVENING FROM TOSSING AROUND MIDGET FAT SONNY LOL I TOOK A LOOK AT HOW MANY POINTS I HAD TO LEVEL UP. I HAVE 98K LEFT. SO I FIGURED IT'S TIME FOR THAT BIG PUSH. I'M ALMOST TO FUBERLORD WHERE I WAS WHEN I TOOK A BREAK LAST FALL. COME CHECK OUT THE SHOPS I'VE BEEN DOING, PICTURES OF MY NEW VERY GORGEOUS WIFE, MY UGLY MUG AND OTHER FUNNY STUFF I'VE COLLECTED HERE AND THERE. I ADD DAILY SO COME BACK AGAIN AND SEE WHATS HERE. RATE MY STASH. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. I NEED TO BUILD UP THE BANK AGAIN SO I CAN DONATE TO SOME MORE SPOTLIGHT PEOPLE LOL. SO TAKE A TRIP INTO MY WORLD. AND AS ALWAYS THANKS FOR FLYING GABE AND FAT SONNY AIRLNES WE HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL TRIP LOL. ~GABE ~@ fubar PLZ REPOST

On The Road Agian
ok as most of you kno i used to drive truck with my xbf well he had sen the light and now we are back together. So i am goin back to trucking dont worry ill still be able to get online and with all that i kno and love. I hope i get to meet some of you while i am ou.t there and who knows i maybe in a city near you

Depression
Depression is a necktie noose I wear it almost daily For the most part I welcome death Do not care if it's timely Happiness is a bullshit mask I wear it almost daily Love to hide all the hurt i hold Suicidal, yes, but smiling Hate seems almost necessary Seeps out of me almost daily Hate to let it envelope me But this battle I am losing Love is a heavenly angel Don't see it, Don't beleive it, It's unreal It is all just a story, a falicy Like the Bible, Jesus and endless Hell

Welcome Friends To This Family
I need all bombers to show some love the the Following Groups, I have made some alliances this week and I want every one to know and be involved with the changes The First one is The Last Tribe Home of Last Tribe@ fubar and the second is The BBW Bombers BBW_Bombers Family Home Page@ fubar

Name My Pics
I have 3 pics for my friends and family to name. I will go with the most common choice by 5 April. It is this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=1124705472&idx=0 And this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=4160326165&idx=1 And this one. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1393544&albumid=937367&i=32902466&idx=4 Have fun naming them. I am sure some of you will will have a blast with them.

Beauty's Ramblings
WELL HERE I GO I GUESS!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A DRAGON AND BELIVE ME YOU HE IS A WONDERFUL AND CARING MAN ....BIGGER THAN LIFE AND MEANER THAN HELL WHEN CROSSED OR WHEN WHAT IS HIS IS BOTHERED WITH ...IF YOU GET MY MEANING...BUT....I DO HAVE A SLIGHT PROBLEM...HE CAN'T FIND THE TIME TO COMMENT ON MY PAGE YET HE CAN FIND THE TIME TO COMMENT ON OTHER FEMALES PROFILES , TO RATE THERE PHOTO'S AND YES EVEN E MAIL THEM ...NOW I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE BRIGHTEST BULB ON THE TREE BUT I DO BELIEVE THAT IS WHAT ONE WOULD CALL IGNORING YOUR SIGNIFIANT OTHER....MAYBEY ITS JUST A WOMAN BEING PARINOID YET WHAT ELSE IS IT BEING CALLED....BUT IN THE BEGINING WHEN THINGS WERE NEW HE FOUND THE TIME HE LOOKED AT MY PAGE AND YES E MAILED ME FROM THIS SIGHT HE SENT ME THOSE COMMENTS AND HE TOLD ME IN A HUNDRED DIFFRENT WAYS HE LOVED ME ...NOW I AM NOT SAYING HE IS INATTENTIVE AT HOME....FOR HE SHOWERS ME WITH ATTENTION THERE ....IT HAS NOW BECOME A ONLINE THING WITH HIM....IF HE LOVES ME AND IF HE STILL WANTS ME

Drama Queen Or Poutting Princess?
I'm in a contest and im out to prove I am Fuprincess so if u wanna help me out (if u know me u know I am) LOL!! Plz come and Gimme a thumbs up on this stash for Drama Queen or a thumbs down for Poutting Princess!! and feel free to leave a comment. You just might help me win!!! Click on pic below to help me get my way!

Birthday
Happy Birthday Cotton I hope you have a great day! You may be getting older but just remember you’ll always younger that me. ¢¾cottonblossom¢¾ no blank request accepted@ fubar But you know your friends will always love you , but just a little more today because with out your birthday you would have never been in our lives. The worse thing about getting older is that that gust means more spankings. But since I got the paddle it means it fun to me.

Omg.thank You Everyone......
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart..Im greatful too each of you for all the love you are showing me and will do my best in the nest few days too return all the love back too you. I'm sorry that im not able too return any of it tonight but i have maxed everything on the God Fathers earlier and have nothing i can return. Im greatful too have awesome friends like all of you... Much ♥ to each of you......

Where Is My Wife
T o X i C: boo yahTimeTraveler: you too*CB*: Yeah, I'm goin too. Have a good night.*CB*: Or at least watch some tv.TimeTraveler: well CB i'm out have a good oneTimeTraveler: true he really should try getting out in the real world*CB*: Somebody that has to do things like this must really have a boring life...if one at all.*CB*: I saw that.TimeTraveler: he just deleted that last one*CB*: It'll be interesting to see what name he uses this time.*CB*: I'm sure he is.TimeTraveler: hes make a new acct now probTimeTraveler: i think ur rightTimeTraveler: lmao*CB*: I think you're in for a long night of banning. Unless you just ignore him. That's what is keepin his motor running. Well, that and the batteries in his electric air pump for his plastic girlTimeTraveler: lol hell i dont care they can check me all they want i have 1 ipscrapper is pai...: like i cant make 4000 accountsscrapper is pai...: hey how many times are you fucking paid off bitches going to ban me hahahahahahahahah*CB*: Like I sa

I Hate Love
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I HATE LOVE.” By Neil Gaiman

What Its Like To Have As
http://aspergers.ca/syndrome/WhatisAS.html have you ever just massively screwed up a friendship? Maybe.. personal problems get int he way.. or maybe something is going on and you just don't know what? RECENTLY, I was diagnosed with Asperger's Disease. Now this is NOT a "disease". It's an Autistic Spectrum Disorder. Simply put, it's a social disorder. Causes the person (namely me), to react inappropriately, in public situations. Through no control of my own. Slight twitches, noises, "acting out", speaking out of term, fidgeting, AS WELL AS, paranoia, low self confidence, low self esteem, panic disorders, amongst a TON of other things.... This makes it impossible (nearly) to keep friends.. I laugh at the silliest things, things that ppl should NOT laugh about.. but, I do. I get angry, rather easily. I just to conclusions, I am constantly asking if I have done something to upset someone. I may even act indifferently.. like.. as though something DOESN'T bother me.

Touch
Touch Me There... You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

Depressed
My grandfather's Birthday is on the 9th of this month. the reason i'm depressed is that he passed away on 10-16-1999. i still have a hard time dealing w/ it sometimes. This was the song they played at his funeral.

Contests
COME RATE N LEAVE ME COMMENTS PLZ IT IS THE ONE THE ONLY REV / DJ SLIM GOING FOR A 1 MONTH VIP REV SLIM@ fubar FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS I WILL PAY OUT 5000 FUBUCKS PLEASE EMAIL ME TO LET ME KNOW ITS THE SEXIEST SALUTE TO MIDGE LOVE SO PLEASE FAN ADD RATE HER AND PLEASE BOMB I MEAN BOMB THE HELL OUT OF MY PIC ~MidgeLove~@ fubar

Thank You
I would like to thank everyone that sent me gifts and happy b-day wishes today, you know who you are...I had to work all day, talked to family but y'all made my day, so once again, thank you for that.

It's All A Mind F**k
Something my grandfather taught me, "It's all a mind fuck. If you mind you're fucked. If you don't mind, they're fucked. I have seen way too much int he short ass time ive been on this earth and i have found that this simple phrase has got me thru so much.

Proposition 420
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act I hope that my friends would read this....whether or not you support 420 or not...if you read it completely you will see how it would benefit everyone! Please comment and let me know what you think! if you agree to this blog email this to everyone you can including your Congress Representatives and Senators. Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth N. Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com) Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; ---------- The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or pro

Olgaleb
I'm very personable & easy to talk to, a good listener, ambitious. Very honest, open; probably the most caring person you'll ever know, and love children. I'm very romantic and like to cuddle. Can be trustworthy, faithful, outgoing, a great listener and very understanding. I'd describe myself as intelligent, well educated, attractive, sociable, and caring. Honest,truthful, confidant, affectionate, sincere, loving, passionate, spontaneous, with a great sense of humor, energetic, open-minded; responsible and serious when I have to be. I respect everyone for who they are and would like to be treated in a similar way myself. I love to find new experience and to share them with someone close, but I have no special person in my life to share my dreams and excitements with. My ideal partner would be someone who knows how to listen with his heart but can answer with his mind, confident and mature clever, and well educated; I want to find someone to treat me as good as I treat them. Someone who

Martin Luther King ; Chasing The 'dream'
Chasing the 'Dream' Martin Luther King Jr. had a vision for America. How close are we? By S. Eudora Smith 1 | 2 | Next > advertisement Today marks the 40th anniversary of Martin Luther King Jr.'s assassination. As we remember the man once described as the moral compass of the nation, one speech in particular continues to inspire us, its poetic refrain imprinted on the memory of America. I have a dream that one day … The soaring oration was delivered against the backdrop of the Lincoln Memorial to a crowd of 250,000 gathered for the March on Washington. Since that historic moment on Aug. 28, 1963, "I Have a Dream" has become a bellwether for America's progress on race. Themes of justice, opportunity, unity, desegregation and discrimination are woven throughout the speech and serve as milestones in the quest for equality. Now, almost 45 years after the speech, America is a land of contrasts, with some dreams fulfilled while many others are deferred. "You see the signs of

8 Kinds Of Sex Every Couple Should Try
8 Kinds of Sex Every Couple Should Try The hottest couples don't just have great sex — they have embarrassing sex, and make-up sex, and wild, can't-walk-the-next-day sex, and more. And the thing is, every kind of sex is crucial for your bond – yes, even couldn't-quite-stay-awake- to-finish sex. Here's how. Sure, you and your guy have good sex. Ideally, you have fantastic sex, as often as possible. But there's more to a solid sex life than just straight-up great sex. A truly amazing sexual connection encompasses lots of different kinds of sex — maybe even ones you wouldn't expect. After all, your relationship isn't one-note, so why should your sex life be? "You change, you age, and you grow as a couple in an emotional and an intellectual way," says Laura Meers, Ph.D., a psychologist in family practice in Columbus, OH. "Hopefully you're growing and changing sexually too. And the more dimensions there are in a relationship in general, the more you will see those dimensions reflected

The Loveshack Lounge And Firefighters Hall
VISIT THE FIRE FIGHTERS HALL THEY HAVE THE CRAZIEST PEOPLE AND THE BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR SO COME DRINK LAUGH AND HAVE FUN CLICK ON THE PICTURE just click on pic to join us WELL WHAT YOU WAITING FOR HURRY UP GET IN HERE just click on pic to join us

Sorry I Haven't Been Around . . .
to all my wonderful friends on fubar . . . i haven't be online all week and i don't want my friends to think i don't care, but i lost my oldest son last thursday in a car accident and i've just been a mess ever since. he was a wonderful kid and the light of my life. was in his 2nd year of college and had so much ahead of him. i'm havin' a little trouble getting back to life as it used to be, but i know there will be a day when i can smile for no reason again. i hope you all understand

Change The World
Its a song that hit home last night while I was drive back from soccer practice! If I could reach the stars I'd pull one down for you Shine it on my heart so you could see the truth That this love I have inside is everything it seems But for now I find it's only in my dreams That I can change the world I would be the sunlight in your universe You will think my love was really something good Baby if I could change the world If I could be king even for a day I'd take you as my queen I'd have it no other way And our love will rule in this kingdom we have made Till then I'd be a fool wishin' for the day

The Truth About Military Losses
Military losses, 1980 through 2006 (ttp://www.fas.org/sgp/crs/natsec/RL32492.pdf) As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 .......... 2,392 (Carter Year) 1981 .......... 2,380 (Reagan Year) 1984 .......... 1,999 (Reagan Year) 1988 .......... 1,819 (Reagan Year) 1989 .......... 1,636 (George H W Year) 1990 .......... 1,508 (George H W Year) 1991 ........ 1,787 (George H W Year) 1992 ........ 1,293 (George H W Year) 1993 ........ 1,213 ( Clinton Year) 1994 ........ 1,075 ( Clinton Year) 1995 ........ 2,465 ( Clinton Year) 1996 ........ 2,318 ( Clinton Year) 1997 ............817 ( Clinton Year) 1998 ...... ...2,2 52 ( Clinton Year) 1999 ........ 1,984 ( Clinton Year) 2000 .........1,983 ( Clinton Year) 2001 ........... 890 (George W Year) 2002 .........1,007 (George W Year) 2003 ........ 1,

Family Info
Just to let every on Know Doc AKA Aaron Is Taking a Break from Fubar, to Get back on track with school. Please show him love. Also just to let every one know He Will Not be bombing, for the reason I have just stated thank you all The Doc a.k.a. Hoosierdaddy *~TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers*~ (Gone for the rest of the school year)@ fubar

Mississippi Update
I'm working at a great place , my divorce was final july 8th and i'm so glad ,highly doubt i'll ever marry again . I've dated on and off but guys seem to be all the same they are out for one thing so the dating seen isnt going well guess i'll stay single for now.

Eternal Love
Once before! You say you'll love me till eternity You say you'll never leave me You say you'll always be with me one way or another Someone else once said he'd love till eternity Someone else said he'd never leave me Someone else said he'd be with me one way or another So I've heard this **once before** but this time I need it to be true to last till eternity Because I'll love you till eternity,I'll never leave you,and I'll always be with you one way or another!!! I love you very much Babe!!!

Auction
OPENS TODAY FRIDAY THE 4TH AT 5PM EST AND CLOSES ON THE 18TH AT 5PM EST CLICK THE PIC TO PLACE BIDS WHAT I OFFER: ~OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO ~TOP FAMILY FOR 1 MO ~RATE PICS 10/11 (IF VIP) DURING HH TILL DONE ~RATE ALL STASH 10/11 (IF VIP) DURING HH ~SFW PERSONAL SALUTE ~WEEKLY PIMPOUT IN BLOG/BULLETIN ~PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO ~3-5 PERSONAL MORPHS ~3-5 PERSONAL NAME TAGS ~2 PERSONALIZED GRAPHIX Bidding starts at 200K CASH VALUE IS: CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS: STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL...LET THE BEST MAN/WOMAN WIN!!!

Riding Against Child Abuse
4/3/08 1PM I'm riding to south parc today to honor Su's Family. Please pray for them, and be protectors of the children. No child should live in fear... 4/3/08 3PM There were literally hundreds of stuffed bears, ribbons, cards, and flowers under a tree in front of their apartment. I left my card and watched as a police officer escorted her father out to see the tokens of support. He buried his head in his hands, and was escorted back inside. Overwhelming. Hser Nay Moo's funeral scheduled for Monday April 3rd, 2008 @ 5:05pm (KSL News) Funeral services for slain 7-year-old Hser Nay Moo will be held in Salt Lake City on Monday afternoon. Her body was found Tuesday evening in the apartment of a neighbor following an exhaustive 24-hour search. Twenty-one-year-old Esar Met was taken into custody on suspicion of kidnapping and murder. Formal charges are expected to be filed against Met tomorrow or early next week. A local mortuary is said to be donating its services fo

Marty Kays/crossphyre/larger Then Everr! Come See !!!
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Thoughts 22
Well, it is Friday. I am glad for that. It was a shitty week to say the least. Yesterday was good though. I decided to send my son a text saying "I love you no matter what" and he sent a text back saying "I love you too". He came home in a good mood despite his girlfriend making him mad. I talked to him about his homework without him yelling at me about it. He told me he really is trying and wants to do good because he really wants his license. I do believe him and think that most of the problems we have been having with him is him being angry at himself for getting bad grades and lying. I think he is disappointed in himself and takes it out on us like it is all our fault. It is just really hard to make him see that he is doing this. It is also very hard to control my temper when he blames us for his fuck ups. But....I did not shed a tear yesterday, not one. That is fantastic considering I have been crying most of the damn week! I also got a call from my friend who

Simply Amazing
I'm in tears at the moment... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! I want too thank you all over and over again for all the love you are showing too me. I have met some wonderful people on Fubar. You have truely all touched my life in one way or another. I never imagined the love that you are all showing too me. Thank you all for coming into my life and making my days on Fubar exciting. All of you give of yourself day in and day out for others and not many ask for anything in return... Too all of you thank you from the bottom of my heart. I'm honored too call all of you great friends.. A very Special thank you to Gary and WildCat for your friendship,your love and for doing this for me. I will be doing my best too return all the love you all are showing too me. Many smiles Much Love too all of you .... BooBoo ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar

Trapt Inside An Endless Mind
Life Is unpredictable, but inevitable… And at times, it comes with such force that… For a moment, we forget it is fleeting… Time Is precious, but irrelevant… in that… It passes without any concern of the future and is remembered, only by its results Faith Is subjective, but can be imposing… When others dictate supremacy rather than understanding and acceptance Hope Is sustaining, but can easily be lost…in a world governed by money, greed, and selfishness… hope of a better tomorrow will sustain us today… Forgiveness Is a gift, but can be costly… in that… It may mean giving up a part of ones self ~in order to be able to empathize with someone else… Love Is accessible, but can be illusive in that… Forgetting to love ourselves, first~ stifles our ability to love others…. Happiness Is ours for the taking, but can be difficult to maintain… when we gage it by quantity of acquisitions and levels of worldly achievement rather than self-actualizatio

Selling E-machine Computer
im selling a computer that my parents gave me that i didnt need and they dont want it back. its an E-Machine and it comes with a monitor, tower, key board, mouses, all the cords, and ect. Ive never used it and its just taking up my space so if you live in the Dayton Area: Centerville, springboro, franklin, miamisburg, west carrollton, lebanon-OHIO and want a computer, please get a hold of my on yahoo messenger, just leave me a message about it. and ill get back to you. its worth over 50 dollars. stewieshotgurl jenna m.

Two Amazing Horses!!!!!!
Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing... Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray. When the ho

Thanks To All
hello my fellow fu/s i wanted to thanked who all who show me mad love on my first happy hour....from mikey for hosting my giveaway.....to confidence who helped set it up...and lookin out for me when she can....to his obession and others who drop comments while i was gone....i dont know if i ever can repay all who helped me.....if u did make sure to pm me so i can stalk u back..thanks to scarelett...mysticfairy and mz attitude an lil freak star.and other for watchin over my page..while iw was gone...thanks to all those who drop comments on my page while i was gone...i didnt know what to expect when i came back..i thought there be thousands of ppl on my page...but i know love will come when its ur time..and this weekeend was mind....my family and friends rock my page..and other good ppl...i didnt know what to expect...for my first hh...but it wasnt bout me..it was bout all the ppl who work hard helpin me...on it..big ups to scooter..for helpin me...and h&l bombers..for

I'm For Sale
I'm for sale in an Auction. Check out the link below Here's what i'm offering: ~FU-owned in my name for the time that you own me ~Rate entire stash during happy hour over the course of the time that you own me. ~Add you to my family for the time that you own me. Top friend for one month (#2 after that) Included in Family (#1 permanently if VIP or 1 month blast) RATE ALL STASH ****IF VIP IS GIVEN**** GIVE 100 11'S A DAY DURING HH UNTILL ALL PICS ARE RATED ADD TO YAHOO IM http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1480487&albumid=940957&i=4234248693&idx=13

National Child Abuse Day
today is national childabuse day so pleasego to the folder that is 4 child abuse and copy 1 of the tags and use it as ur primary pic today please also the back ground i had 4 our id's has been made private on kimi so i had to make all new id's so they r in the new id folder these i made so they cannot be made private these r my own pics so i can always make them wooo hooo just wish it was that easy to just stop all the abuse in the world then all the babys dieing would stop it just reminds me of my paige every time i see another baby abused and die it does hurt so much to know i have my 4 yr old grandson my god what only know what goes through his little mind on how he was treated along with his sister he lost after losing his mom to abuse too abuse in any form no matter how it is done is uncalled for it just all needs to stop but it never will i guess its gods way of just a little part of ridding the world of over crowdingfunny how things work but guess my paige was sent for a reas

Senior Year. In High School
It all startedlast year. January 2nd this guy named 'Ian Michel Gruner-Mesty' asked me out. i was already head over fucking heels for the guy. He was perfect. he smelled great, perfect body, beauitufl looks, was smart and he didn't push me to hard. He never expectd me to be anything but myself. But then I got scared I broke up with him and got so scared. But then when I thought he was going to be perfect here he comes back in octber HALLOWEEN even. he was gorgeous. Scratches on hsi back from the pervous girl. Then he tells me about his now girl. I get pissed and ask him to come see me he does. We get close again like we were closer and closer till he asks me to be his girlfriend again. Butteh fact taht we jumped in to quick an dthat i was never right for him. he rather have someone who will spread her legs for him. and sometimes i have dreams of me and him together should i have moved on when my heart is so badly broken I don't even know how to pick up the pieces. The girl he wan

Help Me Level Plz
Our newest member is so close to leveling when you get a chance will go show him our love and how we ~GIT~R~DONE~ §mºkîè Çº-Øwñè®@Hîllbîllý £ºµñgè/Êñƒº®¢è®@Çºwbºý$ Rºdèº&Tè×å$ Øµ†låw/Gî† R Ðºñè Rèbèl Fåmîlý ßºmb$qµåd/Øwñè® Øƒ Áñgèl Êýè$/Øwñèd ßý Ðèådlý@ fubar He needs 10,589 points to go

Crucified
Drink Of My Body....... Eat Of My Soul........... Behold, All The Eyes Shall See Them All Wounds That Pierce Them Take Pleasure In His Sins Take Pleasure In Her Suffering When You Lie With The Beast You Shall Die With The Beast Behold The Eyes That Pierce Them So You Say Your Lord Had Mercy? So You Say Your Lord Has Faith? Behold The Eyes That Pierced Him In This Synagogue Of Satan! The Beast Inside Still Lies, Like The Devil Behold This Seven Spaces Sewn Behold The Seven Spaces Known Behold The Seven Spaces Set Apart Beside The Master's Throne 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 All Good Saviors Go To Heaven Seven Spaces Sewn Seven Spaces Known Seven Spaces Set Apart Beside The Master's Throne Drink of My Body..... Eat of My Soul........ Die With Your Savior........ In This.....Amen Lyrics By The Genitorturers

The Silent Angel
The footsteps are silent-The wings,I cannot see Yet, I know Gods angles takes charge of me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God's promise is as golden as my angels halo And wherever I walk my angel walks with me....

R.i.p. Rusty
My Brother In-Law just lost his best friend today. If you're an animal lover and you have pets that you adore knowing that when that pet died you would be crushed then do me the favor of going to his page and giving him your condolences. ridendirty@ fubar OLD DUDE/ RUSTY

Story Time......
Plz help show this great woman out she has entered her fiest contest ever to win a HH and we need all the help we can get so plz show some love..We will return the love back..Ty so much Could you, would you on a log? Could you, would you Read my blog? Would you, could you on a dare? Would you, could you click down there? Would you, could you in a tree? Leave one comment or more for me? Don’t forget to rate too!!!!

Yo!!!!! Dirty South Crew,let's Get This Done!!!!!
Let"s Git R Done Purple Roses Is In A Contest For A Happy Hour!!! Click The Pic To Help Thanks To All That Come And Help, She Deserves This, DIRTY SOUTH CREW FOR LIFE WE GOT EACH OTHERS BACKS, SO LET'S GET THIS GAL TO THE WINNER'S CIRCLE!!!!!

Equality Among The Sexes? Ha!
Women claim to want to be treated the same as a guy, and yet i have never seen a girl treat a guy like a guy treats a girl. So this leads me to believe one of two things: (1) Women don't want equality, they want superiority, or (2) They are all talk and can't back up what they say. I'll tell you this right now, if a girl wanted to be treated the same as a guy, there would be a lot more women buying guys VIP on here.

Please Please Please
Hey everyone, so i nominated myself for the mom of the year thing.....i want to win so i can put the money into a fund for the kids college i think it would rock!! so please please vote for me every single day i havent been on here for as long as some of the other women so they are way up on me in points and if you think anyone else will vote for me then please forward the email!! thanks and love to you all Jessica here is the link: http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Jessica-C-11035

Story Time.............plz Help
Could you, would you on a log? Could you, would you Read my blog? Would you, could you on a dare? Would you, could you click down there? Would you, could you in a tree? Leave one comment or more for me? Don’t forget to rate to!!!!

Impeachment
Ralph Nader for President 2008 April 4, 2008 www.votenader.org As you know, Obama, Clinton and McCain have taken impeachment of Bush and Cheney off the table. Nader/Gonzalez want to put it back on. Our campaign will be impeachment central for this momentous election year. No one should be above the law - especially chronic violators. Impeachment Ticket.We're building a nationwide campaign to end the corrupt two party duopoly and pressure the complicit Democrats to do their sworn duty and impeach the two unaccountable outlaws in the White House. Last week, I wrote to House Judiciary Chairman John Conyers once again urging him to hold impeachment hearings. This week, citizens from around the country are sitting in at Chairman Conyer's office on Capitol Hill demanding that he take action. In that letter to Congressman Conyers, I pointed out the obvious: Many prominent Constitutional law experts believe President Bush has engaged in at least five categories

Why The Fuck?
Ok, I know it is hard to understand somethings, but this has to take the cake or maybe this blog may have some validity. Does it make sense to have a radio station in Dallas called the Edge calling it Edgefest, but having the concert absolutly nowhere their listeners live. Who the fuck thinks up this shit? I tell ya, if i was still in the metroplex right now I would boycot this fucked up station, thank god they finally got the Eagle back down there. Edgefest is in Toronto fucking Canada. And anyone reading this who is in that area(not Canada) living there right now should do the same. What a inconvienance to their listeners. Talk about the most fucked up thing ever. You can go to the link and take a look for yourselfs and look at the site and post this blog everywhere and send it to the radio station too. http://www.edge.ca/ConcertsandEvents/Edgefest.aspx

Hubby?
So here the deal... lookin for a Fu hubby got any takers? These are MY rules for my marriage... You need to be chill as hell have one HELL of a way of proposing... no drama involved ( not into that shit) hmm always be there for me and not willin to just up and become someone elses Fu lover... May be the race begin...

Single??!!!
Today I got the ultimate shock from someone that I let become my whole world practically. Yep, I'm single again and not by choice and for what reasons I'm not completely sure of. I'm not looking to get set up with anyone new right now...time heals all so they say. I'm a pretty strong girl and hopefully I can bounce back but for the momment things dont looks so good. As with any break-up we all go through lil cycles of healing...usually shock is 1st, hurt 2nd and pissed 3rd....smooth sailing from the pissed off stage or atleast it use to be. Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it and hope you all value what you have with your loved ones because it can be gone within a blink of an eye. Best wishes to all!! Kim

Wrestling
Wrestling- I’ve grown up watching it so it has grown on me and I just love everything about it, the high flying moves, being able to lift such heavy people and slam them, and even the story lines. I know people will say its fake but the only thing that is fake about it is the story lines and the outcome of the match. No one knows what the out comes of the matches are going to be any way except the writers and the wrestlers themselves. Try getting hit with a steel chair right over the face by a powerful 350 lbs man and tell me it is fake lol.

Paranormal
Paranormal- This has always been a unknown thing to me that has kept me interested for years. Not knowing what it exactly is and hearing what people think it is and even experiencing it itself is phenomenal. So as a hobby, I am in a team that goes out and investigates this every now and then for the thrill and excitement of being out there and trying to discover what ever you can about it.

Boy Hits Car
Boy Hits Car is my absolute favorite band. Its funny that they have been my favorite band now for over 5 years and still going. I only got to see them in concert one time and that was in Ohio. I would have got to see them here in Michigan also but I was 16 at the time and good ole Machine Shop forbids that age. I got to meet them at the Machine Shop 2 years ago and it was probably the greatest moment of my life besides actually seeing them in concert. I got to meet the lead singer and the only original member of Boy Hits Car left and that guy CRegg is an awesome dude! He took me inside to meet the rest of the members and even let me get some pictures (which got lost, but it wasn’t my fault) while holding his guitar and a group one with the band. I got to hang out with them for a little bit and I told CRegg that I was only 16 and it was a dream of mine to see them Live, (this guy really cares about his fans) so he called up some people that he knew here in Michigan and they

Fubar Friends
I JOINED FUBAR A WILL BACK TO BE ABLE TO VISIT MY GOOD FRIEND AND STARTED MAKING FRIENDS ON HERE WHEN SHE WASN`T HERE TO TALK.I LIKE TO TALK AND BS WITH THE LADIES.WHICH STARTED OUT GREAT.EVERY TIME I GOT ON HERE SOMEONE WAS HERE THAT WANTED TO CHAT.I KNOW YOU CAN`T LIVE ON FUBAR ALONE,BUT I`M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I DID SEEMS NOONE WANTS TO TALK ANYMORE,JUST DON`T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT,ITS STARTING TO BE REAL BORING BEING HERE.

My Paper 4/4
OMG!! I just got my grade back on my paper for "Organizational Analysis: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention" AND I ACED IT!!!! YAY!!!!! That was such a hard paper to write!! And get this! I actually taught the professor something about the CDC! No shit, right? HA!! Check it! Comments: Chelle, this really was an excellent paper. I really learned a lot about the CDC, and the impact that the organization has on the communities and people that it serves. Fantastic job! Hellz YEAH! Had to share!!

A Lot Of Questions
Well here we are. Thousand gathered on Fubar for a variety of reasons. Most of the people in the circle of friends that I associate with on here are much alike in that we are single for whatever reason. Most of us in our 30's and 40's and whether we admit it or not, we are looking for something. But what, and why? I suppose I need to speak for my situation. What am I here for? Am I looking for something? Am I looking for someone? What am I hoping, if anything, to accomplish? The answer? I really don't know. Am I just looking to pass time? Like wishing my life away in order to pass another day, another week, another month? Will things truly be different then? Will I? A lot of questions but not many answers in my case. I think I am here because it is popular and, as my kids would tell you, I'm usually one of the last to jump on board any new movement. Am I looking for something? No. I really have everything I need. Not everything I want, but everything I need. Am I looking for so

Today's Tornado!
Today's tornado passed right over my house. Luckily it didn't touch down for another three miles. Unfortunately that is where my sister lives. All are fine and just part of a roof gone. Luckily again, my brother-in-law is a house builder. Roof taken care of shortly. As you can tell, the power is finally back on. Mother Nature won a slight battle but I survived the war!

Please Help Me Win Vip!!!
Please help bomb me in my VIP giveaway... If you help I'll give you Fubucks for every 100 comments you leave!!! Click on the pic below to start once you start we'll talk about how many Fubucks you can earn... Just let me know that your doing it... it will be worth it i promise!!!

Adults?
Why is it that there are so many people on Fubar that feel it is okay to bash others, make nasty comments, and make people feel bad and call others children, when in reality they are the children. Children are the ones that make fun of each other and pick on each other. Adults are the ones that are suppose to be the role models and teach children what is right and wrong. Is it me or do others see the same thing. Just because you are 18 years old that does not make you an adult. I feel people need to stop and think before they really hurt somebody by their words. You never know who you are making fun of and what that persons situation is. Stop and think would you want someone doing that to you and dont say i dont care because everybody does care. Please comment and let me know if others feel the same as I do .

Old Raver
How do you know you're an old raver? You snicker when you hear someone say "PLUR". You finally realized that phat pants are heavy and unpractical. You refrain from dancing unless the circle is of rather large dimensions. When you do dance, you "battle". You learn to spin, and therefore have graduated to the "superior rave status". You find out just how crooked promoters really are. You hate massives. You blame candy kids for everything retarded in the scene. You say "the scene" a lot. You find out how much better european electronic music really is. You find out that glow sticks were cool TEN years ago in the UK. You have pretended to be rolling at a party just to get a quick laugh out of your friends. When you ARE on E, you do your best to act normal. You find out that American DJ's are completely overrated. You have close friends who don't give a fuck about raving. You think that maybe YOU don't really give a fuck either. The smell of Vicks makes you physically sic

A Love Song
white skin very pale very really yes fair skinned excited my heart is beating fast cause i can see you in my eye the layers of tone underneath Transparent like crystal light colors blacks and whites that have just made me go into shock you are a beauty a pleasure yes it would be easy it would be i think, easy to I am going to say it it would be so easy to love you It’s like a dream yes you are like a dream the kind you make up in the day wide awake the kind you do not soon forget the kind you most want to come true yes the dream kind and you do not have to write it down soon as you awake least you forget or the kind that makes you scream or cry in your sleep yes its the kind that makes you want to go back to sleep to finish it cause dreaming is far better then living it cause you want to believe it and i believe you i like you I believe you are not a dream a figment of an over active imagination but are more a note a sound l

Poem
Every turn creates a new problem Confusion shadows the inner light of life Raging storms of doubt cloud the surface Fear takes over as the light begins to flicker fighting to shine with the strength of desperation Time passes slowly as the light continues to fade Finally the light weakens giving into the overwhelming darkness THE FIGHT IS OVER

Man In The Glass
The man In The Glass Current mood: bummed When you get what you want in your struggle for self And the world makes you king for a day, Just go to a mirror and look at yourself And see what THAT man has to say. For it isn't your father or mother or wife Whose judgment upon you must pass, The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life Is the one staring back from the glass. Some people might think you're a straight-shootin' chum And call you a wonderful guy. But the man in the glass says you're only a bum If you can't look him straight in the eye. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you clear to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous test If the guy in the glass is your friend. You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartache and tears If you've cheated the man in the glass.

I Made This
WHY SHOULD THIS GO ON? WE ARE ALL GODS CHILDERN....GOD LOVES US ALL EQUALLY...DESPITE RACE SEXUAL ORINTAION....GENDER....OR RELIGION...WHY SHOULD WE HATE? DOES IT REALLY MATTER...IF UR BLACK WHITE HISPANIC MUSLIM ASIAN BUDDIST HINDUIST AITHIEST THE CHRISTIAN FAITH CATHOLIC...OR EVEN IF YOUR GAY STRAIGHT OR BI... OK NOW LET ME TALK ABOUT THE SEXUAL ORINTATION..... IN THE BIBLE...DOES IT REALLY SAY...HOMOSEXUALS...SHALL BE BUT TO DEATH?.... IF IT DOES...THEN ITS BREAKING THE CODE OF CONDUCT.... IN EXUDOS....IS THE 10 COMMANDMENTS..... ONE OF THOUGHS COMMANDMENTS IS.... THOU SHALL NOT KILL.... AM I RIGHT? SO MAKE A CHANGE TODAY...STOP UR HATE... FOR OTHER RELIGIONS THAT DONT BELLIVE IN UR GOD.... STOP THE RACISM.... STOP THE HATE ON GAYS.... FOR U NEVER KNOW.... ONE MAYBE UR BEST FRIEND...FAMILY MEMBER...HUSBAND WIFE BOY FRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND..... NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO.... NO MATTER WHERE YOU LOOK..... THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE SOMETHING DI

Karma And Marshalls Wedding
Karma and Gift N Da Curse - Master Of Artz have decided to Fu-wed in a CT ceremony. You are all invited to the wedding! The wedding will be in Centerfolds at 10pm fubar time on Saturday, April 5th, 2008. We want you all there to wish this happy couple well! *~Karma~*@ fubar Da Gift N Da Curse - Master Of Artz@ fubar Ryot Gyrl Will Be Rockin The 1's and 2's Ryot ~Fu Bad B!TCH~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds@ fubar

I Learned I Can Cry...
My best friend and companion for 18 years, Biscuit, the family Westie-Poo was put down humanely today. He had a long and wonderful life. He kept my lap warm in the winter, and loved to run and play right up until this afternoon when I took him to the vet. In the end he had gone blind, and deaf, his sense of smell was degraded enough he couldn't identify anything till his nose was right over it. His hips went out 6 months ago, due to cancer. I'm still tearing up thinking of him as I write this note. I wish he were here, but he suffered long enough. If its true all dogs go to heaven I certainly hope he finds someone else to play with until I can join him there. I love you Biscuit, and will always miss you.

Quotes
"You cannot have a proud and chivalrous spirit if your conduct is mean and paltry; for whatever a man's actions are, such must be his spirit." -- Demosthenes (384 BC - 322 BC), Third Olynthiac "Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." -- Mark Twain "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe "I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him." -- Booker T. Washington (1856 - 1915) "Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people." -- Eleanor Roosevelt (1884 - 1962) "Integrity without knowledge is weak and useless, and knowledge without integrity is dangerous and dreadful." -- Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784) "A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." -- Herm Albright (1876 - 19

Texxas And I Auction
> THATS RIGHT LOOKY LOOKY SEXI TEXAS AND LAURA ARE UP FOR SALE.. COME ONE COME ALL BID BID BID... KISS KISS TEXXAS AND LAURA... (repost of original by 'Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON' on '2008-04-04 16:45:56')

Secrets
Suddenly awakened In the mid of morn Recalling the dreams of you and I Rolling over to embrace your dream, There is another lying beside you The same woman you have laid beside for 10 years Gazing into her eyes She clung to the shirt you were wearing last night Guilt is revealed on the lipstick stained collar The scent of my perfume lingering Complete silence fills the room as you search for an apology The betrayal to the one that loved you The one that neglected her dreams to ensure you followed yours She mothered your children She was your wife Ruined By Passionate lust, betraying dreams, & sinful seductions With Me While she waited for you

Wtf
What the fuck is it with relationships that make them soooooo fucking difficult? You either want things to be or you don't ; and if you don't it's best to let the other person know. Ladies this is for you...please don't string us along with the tease of what will never be, and don't bitch if you can't find a "good" man, he was probably right in front of you and you never gave him a passing glance. You can't find a prince without kissing a few frogs. Guys this ones for you...get over yourself, your not that good, and she can do better; so just respect her and treat her the way you want to be treated. Karma goes both ways; good for good, bad for bad!

Jesse James
You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun Just a small town dude with a big city attitude Honey are ya lookin' for some trouble tonight Well all right You think you're so bad, drive the women folk wild Shoot 'em all down with the flash of your pearly smile Honey but you met your match tonight Oh, that's right You think you'll knock me off my feet 'til I'm flat on the floor 'Til my heart is cryin' Indian and I'm beggin for more So come on baby Come on baby show me what that loaded gun is for [CHORUS] If you can give it I can take it 'Cause if this heart is gonna break it's gonna take a lot to break it I know tonight Somebody's gonna win the fight So if you're so tough Come on and prove it You heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it Tonight you're gonna go down in flames Just like Jesse James You're an outlaw lover and I'm after your hide Well you ain't so strong, won't be long 'til your hands are tied To

If I Could Turn Back Time
If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay I don't know why I did the things I did I don't know why I said the things I said Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside Words are like weapons they wound sometimes. I didn't really mean to hurt you I didn't wanna see you go I know I made you cry, but baby [Chorus:] If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you And you'd stay If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you Then you'd love me, love me Like you used to do If I could turn back time My world was shattered I was torn apart Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care But I lost everything darling then and there Too strong to tell you I was sorry Too proud to tell you I was wrong I know that I was blind, and ooh... [Chorus] Ooohh If I could turn back time

Girlfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5. Height: 6. Hair (color and style): 7. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN: 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY: 1. Personality: 2. Eyes: 3. Face: 4. Hair: WOULD YOU: give me your nu

Stuff
I never thought I would be moving out of Bakersfield but I will be moving here in a week. I am kinda sad but its gonna be great. A friend of mine is a tattoo artist and wants to teach me to become one. Then we are gonna try to open a tattoo shop in Texas. I am kinda sad because my best friend is possibly moving back to Cali when I thought I would be closer to her but everthing happens for a reason I guess.

Thomas Beattie
Meet Thomas Beatie. He was born biologically female, had sex reassignment surgery, and is now legally male. When his wife, Nancy, was unable to have children, Thomas, who still has female genitalia, decided he’d carry their baby himself. And thus became the world’s first pregnant man. A process which, unsurprisingly, hasn’t been too easy: Our situation sparks legal, political, and social unknowns. We have only begun experiencing opposition from people who are upset by our situation. Doctors have discriminated against us, turning us away due to their religious beliefs. Health care professionals have refused to call me by a male pronoun or recognize Nancy as my wife. Receptionists have laughed at us. Friends and family have been unsupportive; most of Nancy’s family doesn’t even know I’m transgender. And we thought nothing could shock our parents more than the news we’re dating a Protestant. Beatie’s first attempt at pregnancy was ectopic, but his second try was successful. Now five m

Moms In Hospice
Today at 1:30pm, the nurses took off the tubes and i vs from my mom and turned off the machines . She was then transfered into their hospice section and will remain there until she passes on. I just came back from there and will return to spend the night. I hope shes ok now..she id resting and breathing on her own until she cant do it anymore. 4-5-08

Snapvine
Blar...wrong place in my blogs (repost). Anyways, yea I did the snapvine thingy again. Blame Jenni. :p Anyways, leave me a voice comment and let me know if you want one back. Complete randomness, yes I know. But what's new right?

Rants And Raves!!!!
I have had a bad day. I hurt all over from my illness, now I think that nerve thats runs at your back is hurting very badly. Feels like my hips are on fire!! Cause of that I was unable to get any sleep today or last nite before work. To top that off I have been in a very pissy mood! I just want to rip peoples faces off! My moods have been goin gup and down and all around. Good thing the plant is closed tonite, so that makes things easier on me. Plus I got this number of a little hottie who I want to call but because of all this, I don't want to for fear of making her mad. Its only been close to a week, since I told her I would call, but things have kept coming up!! So today I am sooooo hating things, soooo very much. Also I am bored out of my mind and restless can't sit still, which is a good thing cause the pain is less when I stand and walk around! Well thats all for my s**t, Later All!!!!

Tired Of You
I can be your liar I can be your bearer of bad news Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire Burning like a flame inside of you Is this just desire or the truth So shame on me for the ruse Shame on me for the blues Another one returned that I'll never use I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired Hanging on this wire Waiting for the day I'll have to choose Cursed by love so dire One more boy for hire One more boy to lend a hand to you Is this just desire or the truth So shame on me for the ruse Shame on me for the blues Another one returned that I'll never use I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired of you I can be your liar I can be your bearer of bad news Sick and uninspired b

Modwild's World
Yes, I'm a fucking freak with the TV shit, but I absolutely love BSG and it returned for the first episode of the last season tonight. Frakkin awesome!!! Friday night, a dirty martini (or 3) and BSG - could life get any better???

Heartbeats
We had a promise made Four hands and then away Both under influence We had divine scent To know what to say Mind is a razorblade To call for hands up above, to lean on Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh One night of magic rush The start: a simple touch One night to push and scream And then relief Ten days of perfect tunes The colours red and blue We had a promise made We were in love To call for hands up above, to lean on Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh To call for hands up above, to lean on Wouldn't be good enough And you You knew the hand of a devil And you Kept us awake with wolves teeth Sharing different heartbeats in one night To call for hands up above, to lean on Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh To call for hands up above, to lean on Wouldn't be good enough *Lyrics By The Knife This Song Is On My Playlist.......Take A Listen If You Get A Moment

Playing Games
The day starts off bad and stressful Do some work for two hours And still not happy with it Meet up with you later We play an innocent game That soon turns into not so innocent We walk down the hall Into the door I start low And then get pulled to your lips You kiss me hard but amazingly Is there anything youre not good at? You move your mouth to my neck Sending shivers down my back You must have felt it since your hands were there Sit down and I jump on your lap We arent alone Someone came in We wait in silence till once again we are alone Then our fun continues You tell me to jump you I say no I cant right now You tell me you want me so bad right now And still I cant jump you right now So you tell me that if I didnt sit on your lap You would pin me to the wall I have my doubts Sure enough you stand up and pin me to the wall Grabbing my face with both hand and kissing me hard You have no idea how much I love that Kissing me and pulling my pants down slowl

Crash
Rainy day, sucky weather The commute is slower Roadways are wet One wrong move and it's... crash! It all happened so fast Next thing I know I am pulling over And exchanging information No one is hurt... good news Bad news... car damage Hand shakes while I copy Her information on my notepad So shook up, so scared Never wanting to drive again

Lounging Around
Big screen TV turned on A small group sits and watches Two people, both very talented Play pool, making excelent shots Soon they stop and join the group That is sitting watching TV A couple of people sit around a tiny table Chating about their interests Soon they stand and walk outside Into the cool night air To join a group of people already there They talk about this and that This is how every night has been

Phoenix
Beautiful red and yellow feathers Sparkling eyes that Have the power to heal With their tears Then, in their old age They burst into flames Ashes fall to the cage's bottom Once again the beautiful phoenix Is born from the ashes That previously fell Just moments before

Depression Poem
So stupid all the time Can't do anything right Not smart whatsoever If you need directions Don't ask me... I can't find my way Out of a paper bag Fat and unattractive I don't understand How guys are attracted to me I am very self conscience Everyday I think Why am I here? I can't do anything I get lost and confused to easily Honestly I don't know What the hell to do anymore...

My Perfect Guy
Somewhere between 5'7" and 5'11" Short hair worn spikey and blonde Eyes as blue as the ocean Or as green as mountains Not too fat and not too thin But right in the middle A great smile that Makes me week in the knees A personality that's sugar sweet A kiss so powerful That I forget all my problems And melt in his arms When he holds me I feel so safe and secure That I know he wouldn't Let anything happen to his girl This has always been The kind of guy I was looking for And when I meet him I'll grab and hold him tight Never letting go of him I do, till death do us part I will love you till the end

Youngest Sox Fan
Hours of screaming and sweating Brought forth a beautiful baby girl Mom and dad were so happy Joyful tears danced down their face A little pink hat was placed on her head And a security blanket was wrapped Around the baby girl with loving care This blanket will be one that This baby girl will never get rid of For there is a certain detail on it So perfectly embroidered It will become this girl’s favorite It is a blanket of champions And this little girl Is her parents’ little champion