Fubar Blogs 5

A Big Fat Nothing
well, bj just called to rub it in some more... i've always dreamt of haveing a small farm. maybe 20-30 acres, enough to have a sizeable garden, some horses, cows, chickens, etc... and a tractor, lol... silly i know, but it is something that i have wanted. so, bj told me if i still wanted the house in elkins (turn of the century home i was gonna turn into a bed and breakfast 30 mins away from snowshoe ski resort) that i had to hurry up and get it done cause he was gonna let it go into foreclosure... and that he was getting a 20 acre farm through a land contract deal.... that mf thinks he is gonna get away with this? him, his little hooker bitch and their bastard child which was born in my fucking marriage are gonna have nothing, not even a shirt to put on their fucking backs when i get through with them. ha, don't fuck me over... EVER!!!!

My Greastest Friends And Family
while im gone out of town for god knows how long i want you all to show some wonderful people some love for me they mean the world to me and i will miss them dearly!!!! sorry this isnt all fancy and stuff but it gets the point across!!!! i love you all and will miss you!!!!! yours always anna!!!!! MikeyX24Kt*** DJ ANG3LBABY's FU_Hubby and R/L fiancee***@ fubar sweetgal516~ GREETER AT 2nd ALARM HOTTIES HQ~♥Fu g/f of remer♥@ fubar DJMystic Black Rose Manager @ Darknessfalls Manager of vampires realm fu gf Dj Ice Mast@ fubar ☆Core☆Pimp Daddy C☆Owned by °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DJ VAMPIRE "OWNER" of Darkness Falls & REAL HUBBY to CHARMED ONE@ fubar DJ Krazy Kuder @ Darkness Falls * Fu Boyfriend to Babi~Girl@ fubar CHARMED ONE~ OWNER OF VAMPIRES REALM & CO OWNER OF DARKNESS FALLS& REAL WIFEY TO DJ Vampire@ fubar DJ Bry_Black_Rose + Enforcer @Darkness Falls FU-B/F to GoThIc+*:^:*+MiStReSs@ fubar REME

Please Help Me I My Contest
HOT FUBUX I'LL GIVE YOU 30k FUBUX FOR 100 11'S TODAY DURING HAPPY HOUR no 11's give me 150 10's or 150 stash rates and i will bling you with a 1 credit bling of your choice private mail me when you are thru NO shouts or profile comments they will be ignored ¶PÃIЙT€Я™¤Ð§Ç¤FU€ЙGÃG€Ð TØ ¶FЯØGGĬ€™¤♫§B®ÃÐIØ FÃIMIL¥♫@ fubar Thanks In Advance Painter

Dark Poems
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have to leave I

Funny Shit
ok ok this is a funny story. One of my friends had taught me a little spanish one day told me to go up to a spanish guy she knew and say tuquetes cabasa(want some head)Of course i did not know what that meant at the time. So I said it to the guy you should of seen the guys face. So my friend was standing there almost falling to the ground laughing cause she had told me it means Hi how you doing. The guy kept telling me si si (yes yes). The poor guy was probably thinking damb i am going to love america. That was the first words in spanish my friend taught me. I told the guy i was sorry and he was laughing so hard he was nierly in tears like my friend. I was so mad at her but its funny. By Silent Rituals

Just Saying Hi
This is my soon to be husband's page go by and say hi to him and check out his pics he has some of me i won't post on my page...here is his link Thanks 80s metal fan soon to be husband of okie_mom_x_3@ fubar

Grief Over A Person Al Loss
I know that "is love worth it" is a stupid question. Yes true love is. But I'm not talking about the love of two people for each other as in "eros" or "erotic" love, as in love between a man and a woman, or partner to partner. I'm talking about love that happens with people that surround your partner or spouse. Perhaps I am all messed up. All of the people that have taken me for a ride say so, without hesitation. I know better, but it can't be that everyone else is nuts, and I'm normal. Those of you who have chatted with me even just a little have a feel for the type of person I am. I give my heart easily, give the benefit of the doubt. When I get burned, I turn away. I close up tight to that person. I put out the fire of love. In effect I "kill" the love, and take on an "I don't give a feces". And so it is again. But oh the toll it takes. In the past I did it for a time with my natural sons. My ex was going to rake me over the coals and use them as a weapon, and I didn't let

Outta Here
ok this place was once fun before all the admins and site gettin shitty wtih rules here .. back when this was actually a site for adults .. then it when to hell .. started wtih the time out shit ... then the .guidelines for NSFW getting so strict ya think you are looking up something for a kindergarden student ..... not to mention there's an awfull lot o facvoritism shown there hence ya look at stuff ya had flagged and look at top member primary photo's that are more often more revealing .. then there's the mumms .. they make it cost so many fubucks to post global and if one is removed .. they are restored on a random date .. whats messed up is SCRAPPER ADMITS HE DOESN'T READ 99% OF THE ONES REPORTED .. .. UNLESS you are a top member.. got friends that are bouncers or buying lots of happy hours and Blast they will do nothing for you if you need help with a problem on here .. I used to have several on here who i thought was friends .some instead used me till they felt i was no

Meet All Of Az's Angels..
☆iNFAMOUS iTALiAN BELLA™☆@ fubar ~Athena Hollow~ Arch-Angel of Az's Angels@ fubar Divine Graves, Queen of the Zombies, and Stilleto Girls, and Arch Angel of AZ's Angels@ fubar ♏ doomcookie™ (DC sleeps alone tonight, member of AZ's Angels)@ fubar Zombies Will Eat Your F*cking Face@ fubar ~*~The Fallen One~*~Neon X-treem security~*~Mistress to Cola and Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angel@ fubar *~Tequila Gurl~* AZ's Angel@ fubar Make Me - Member of AZ's Angels Fu-wifey to TUGG♥100% HaLf BReEd *♥*Az's Angels*♥* GrEeTeR&PiMpEtTe@*ThEfU*KsHoP*♥@ fubar Kitty - Member of AZ's Angels@ fubar Nekodameow-Member of AZ's Angels@ fubar

For Any Local Cali People
Sunday March 2, 2008 at 8pm. The Address is: Ceros Bar 316 S. Euclid Anaheim, Ca Admission is FREE! Its free admission and it is 21 and up and with that means more money for drinks. We would like to have as many supporters as possible out there to have a great time with us. Line up includes but no limited to: Dead Rabbit Squad, SpekOne, Psykotik, TNT, Squirel Shak, Necro G, Maybe more. Get at me for any details.

Indiana
I'm not really sure who wrote this, but it is so true about Indiana. It's winter in Indiana And the gentle breezes blow Seventy miles an hour At twenty-five below Oh, how I love Indiana When the snow's up to your butt You take a breath of winter And your nose gets frozen shut. Yes, the weather here is wonderful So I guess Ill hang around I could never leave Indiana Cause I'm frozen to the ground!

Love
How is love defined? Love is all around! isnt it? its in the eyes of ur angel its in the colors of ur life its in the air that u breathe but how do u share it? if the one u love isnt sure how do u go on? waiting for the sign that tells u it time for that next step is stressful and when he is lost and confused how are u suposed to act or feel? its hard to wait to wonder if he loves u when ur lost inside him and hes jst lost! what can be done to help the transition progress into what ur feeling? nothing, nothing can be done because u cant rush love!! u must wait! and continue to love him with everthing in u and everything in life!! Love is the breeze that makes the soulful sound of springtime and without that it would be only be another day!!

I Am A Biker
I am a Biker By: Deborah A. Boyd I start my day as anyone would Coffee, soda and breakfast if I could I go to work and slave all day To feed my family in every way So what make me so different as it would seem It my lifestyle so it means In my free time I do what I can To help my community For which it stands I donate myself With benefits and such And enjoy my life with so much gust What makes me different as so its been told Its what I ride even when its cold It has two wheels, and can change with the wind Its custom or stock with tires and rims I wear a leather vest a helmet too I may look a little ragged or even GQ Upon my back there may be cut Or nothing at all independent as such For I am a biker as normal as you Who works all day and has family too So do not fear me for what I am I’m just a biker with every day plans

About Me
I am soon to be 25 which dont seem to bad. I am married to a fireman whom I love dearly but I also have fun with my friends. He lets me do whatever I want. We have been together for 5 years married for 4 months. He is everything to me and it is very awsome. We both work 2nd shift which is cool. I have a niece that I get almost every weekend and she is my little girl. She is the cutest thing to me. I dont have any kids yet but some day hope to. We are looking to get a house next week. We both cant wait. Other than that I try to spend alot of time with my friends and when we get the chance we try to go to the bar and have fun. That is all that I can think of at the moment.

10 Year Old Girl Murdered...
February 29, 2008 --- The jury deliberated for only 23 minutes before they came back to the court room and announced a verdict. GUILTY. On April 16, 2006 - this so called "man" nearly cut off this little girls head, raped her lifeless body, and then stuffed her into a plastic storage tub and hit it in his closet. Thats not a man, thats a coward, criminal, and a monster all rolled into one. Some people have blamed his actions on the antidepressants that he had been taking, but I just cant believe that the pills would have caused him or anyone else to take a life so brutally. Monday, the 2nd phase of the trial will start. Judgment and sentencing. I can only hope and pray that they give him the death sentence for what he did. But I know, even if the state does go through with the recommended sentence from the DA's office, he will not live long enough to get the lethal injection. General population in prisons, criminals as they may be themselves, do no

I Am Just Me
I am just me By: Deborah Boyd I look into the mirror And what do I see Nothing but a reflection Of Who I am to me. I am nothing special Not no beauty queen Just women of natural beauty To me is all it seems I am a woman of many things I laugh, I cry I even ponder on the whys And when I sit and ask these things I often wonder what they mean I am not vain, nor selfish too. I am a woman of many virtues So take me as I am And who I’ll never be For the woman I am inside of me I am Just me.

My Fubar
My Fubar By: Deborah A. Boyd There was a time I was reluctant Afraid of what I may find A fear of something different And now I wonder why But eventually I came to you And wow am I surprised To find so many people here So dear and were so kind I’ve come to care for all of you Enjoy you company each day I wouldn’t change a part of it As I really like it this way Even though for some of you You come and go on here I take a part of you with me You are always with me there So take a part of me with you As you read what I have said And remember when life gets so bad You have your fubar friends right there!

Why
Why By: Deborah A. Boyd You asked me why I love you I cannot tell you why All I know is what my heart tells me And that my dear is no lie I can however tell you The things that draws me there The things I love about you The things I hold so dear I love your sense of humor I love the softness in your eyes I love the way you hold me And make me feel safe inside I love the way you're protective of me I love the way care I love the way you make me feel When others are so near I love the man inside you I love the man you are today I love the values instilled in you I love you all the way You are my nights You are my days You are the life that breaths in me each and every day You are the man I dream of The man of my many thoughts The man I wanted from the very start So take me as I am Trust my word when I say I love you my darling Till we part our ways. Just be true to my heart For you alone have the key I give it to you freely For all oth

Karmatic Justice
I believe that in this world that there is Karma... and with it comes its best friend. Revenge. now before i say anything else, I have done some bad things in my past and now i am getting the comeback on the karma. anyway... This portion of this blog was made because all thoes ppl out there that choose physical atractiveness over personality. you make me sick! I got a question for you. Why? sure i might not be prince charming, but at least us less atractive people would treat u like u should be treated. but if u want to go for the guy that looks hot or the woman that looks like a supermodel, u know what, thats fine by me. in the end... that guy got you pregnant and then left you for some hotter 18 yr. old whore that puts out whenever he wants it, and that woman took all your money and ran of for some guy whos younger and got more mussels. And to top it all off, u come back to us after it all happened and u expect us to take u back. well by then we found someone that loves us for who we

The Bishop Bondage Test Lol
Your BishopBondage PositionNow it's time for a real spanking. That strap should hold you, but kick too much and you'll really be bound and in for even more.How would you be tied up?Take the Bishop Bondage Test(only 4 questions)

My First Blog
Ok...well, today has been a pretty good day. Nothing disasterious has happened and that is always a good thing..right? Caydon got a 100% on his spelling test and I couldnt ask for more. I went to Mernys house after Caydon got home from school and we trtied to fix his telescope that I got him for his birthday. We got it all put together and took it outside for a look at the stars and couldnt see jack shit! Whats up with that? I mean I only paid $21.00 for it at Walmart so I really cant expect to see what NASA sees, but still, I expected to be able to see something and when I say we couldnt see jack shit I mean we couldnt see jack shit...nothing, nada, zilch, zip, zero. We thought we caught a glipse of something a time or two, but we couldnt be sure. We were tryin to look at stars so Im thinkin that maybe the telescope wasnt powerful enough to look at something that small. We are going to try to look at the moon tomorrow nigh and see if we can see it! If we can see the freakin moon then

Help Needed
Hi out there. Since Fubar change their way 2 put pic,s on comments and how 2 send 1, 2 another person. The problem are, that i can`t figure out how 2 do it, so if anybody out there, there can help me, i`m be greatfull. A: Yes, try this. B: Go f@ck yourself, stupido.

Auction, Who Wants To Own Me?
I'm in an auction of the Tempting Tigers/Tigresses, if you would like to bid on me, click the picture link below. Bidding starts at 10,000 fubucks. OWN A TIGER OR A TIGRESS! TIGERS AND TIGRESS' OF TEMPTATION ARE WONDERFUL MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE GOODNESS IN THEIR HEART AND ARE FULL OF HONESTY AND INTERGRITY! NOW YOU CAN OWN ONE OF THEM!! HERES WHAT THEY ARE OFFERING... ALL PICS AND STASH RATED DURING HAPPY HOUR ADDED TO FAMILY DAILY PROFILE COMMENT DAILY DRINK SPECIAL SFW SALUTE A PIMPOUT IN BLOG MORE DEPENDING ON BIDS! BASIC AUCTION RULES APPLY REAL MONEY BIDS OUTBID FUBUCKS (MEANING BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, ETC.) ALL BIDS STARTING AT 10,000 FUBUCKS.... 1,000 FUBUCKS GOES TO AUCTIONEER. AUCTION STARTS ON THURSDAY FEB 28 @ 12PM CENTRAL AND ENDS THE FOLLOWING THURSDAY MARCH 6TH @ 12PM CENTRAL TIME! MARK AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY FAN/R8PROFILE/THEN ADD Fu-Slave To Lujak @ fubar

Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know Alitlle About Me
Wow it is hard to believe that summer is almost here...You know what that mean's...DERBY SEASON..I already have 4 car's I am putting together 3 are for me and 1 is for my son..God this is going to be wierd seeing my 16y/o son in his first derby...I tried to talk him into going to the compact's and the 4 cyclender's...But no he has to jump right in with the big boy's..Wonder where he get's that from...I dont know if I can handle seeing my first born in a derby...But if anyone is close I run in the clairon county 1,the jefferson county 1 and clearfild county..Come watch me destroy a perfectly good car... Later all....eric

Sexy Eyes Contest
Hey all my friends, family and Fans. I'm in "The Sexiest Eyes contest, and I need everyones help with comments, I really wanna win this one. Just click on the pic below. lets have fun with this and help me win it http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=230431&albumid=881187&i=2437822523&idx=36

Fubar License
if u want one made send me ur yim in shoutbox and then send me a pic u want use and ur height,eye color,where u live,dob,and fubar id number and i will make it but u will have to rate all my pics and stash first

My Tag
For the people who I've tagged, I want you to list ten things about you, goals, things you like, then add the people who youv'e tagged and tell me why you coose them... 1. I enjoy dancing every day, It somehow puts my mind in a beautiful world always, 2. I've had many accpomplishments, but none compares to my Beautiful child 3. I'm also very shy and not alot of people realizes this! 4. I'm still searching for the divine purpose of my life 5. I'm caught up in the Romance of noble deeds, unreachable goals and although this seem legitimate, I still say its of no regards to practicality.. 6. I've been challenged this year, and day by day as I go along the challenge has increase (can I reach my goal without doubts hmmm, lets see)... 7. Reading bible scrptures calms my soul 8. Romantic movies makes me cry lol 9. Pillow fight are great 10 I'm a hopeless romantic in every way!

First Impressoins
I dont really know if any one will agree but I have always said: "YOU ONLY GET ONE CHANCE TO MAKE A GOOD IMPRESSION SO MAKE THE FIRST ONE COUNT....." THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU REAL WITH SOME ONE FROM THE START THEY WILL RESPECT YOU MORE AS A PERSON. AND IF YOUR FAKE THEN YOU HAVE NO CHANCE.. ME PERSONALLY I WOULD RATHER HAVE FRIENDS THAT R GONNA BE STRAIT UP AND REAL THEN USE ME OR TALK SHIT AS THEY TURN THERE BACKS ON YOU. REGAURDLESS OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR THEM..... SO I GUESS THE ONLY QUSTION YOU CAN ASK IS: ARE YOU REAL? (OR) ARE YOU FAKE? REAL: YOUR STRAIT UP AND HONEST, YOU DONT LIE, AND YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO BUT HAVE RESPECT FOR OTHERS. FAKE: YOU JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANY ONE BUT YOUR SELF, AND YOU YOU DONT CARE WHO GETS HURT.. if your reading this can you realy figure out what you are? whats your honest answer?

Flower ( My Poem )
If I was a flower would you water me or feed me Or would you do as you do me now, pay no attention to me when you see me If my petals were looking wilted would water me with your tears Or would you go on with your day and water me just as mere If I was a flower would you treat me as a soul Or would you treat me for what I really am, a seed inside a hole If you had other plants with me along side in a pot Would you water us equally or would you water some more than others, stereotyping some what If I was a flower would you enjoy my beautiful scent Or next season would you put a newer plant out as my replacement If I was a flower would I be more important than any of your free time games Or would I just be another lost cause, kind of in this case, a flower without a name If I was a flower would their be someone to care for me Or would I live day by day, not knowing where death could be If I was a flower and it was cold outside Would you bring me in and co

Wet T Contest
OK ALL.... I AM IN A WET-T CONTEST SPONSORED BY THE WONDERFUL LOUNGE IRON HORSE SALOON.... PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK AND THEN INTO PHOTOS FOR CONTEST AND LEAVE SOME LOVE..... Joker "Offical IHS Wet - Tshirt Contest Judge"@ fubar

Ex Husbands
Y..... did he call me at 6 am... drunk as fuck. "baby i'm sorry for treating you like shit and cheating on you and stealing good will hunting and fight club.." "Andy..that was like ten years ago i've replaced them" "I'm sorry Casey, you know i still love you right?" "Yea whatever. Do you want to talk to the girls?" "Remember when we were driving from dayton to kansas and you gave me road head" "yea..what about it" "i love you" "where is kristen?" "she left me" "haha oh well, what do you want me to do about it?" "We should get back together" "Umm no. because you have chlamydia" Click. lmao

I Want To Know Your Zidoac Sign.... So Read And Tell Me
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A • : The Freak in the Bed Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring

Want To Own Me?
Do you want to own me?? Do you think you can handle me?? If you think you can then click the picture below and let the bidding begin. Also for the Highest Bidder that offers happy hour or anything worth more then that will recieve a 15 minute sfw phone call and/or a 15 minute sfw cam session. HAPPY BIDDING

In The End
I am so lonely without you here I think of you and my eyes start to tear I would rather have you for a best friend Then to be all alone in the end I smell you I see your face No one can ever take your place So I will settle for just being your best friend So that we will be together in the end

Are There Any Other Kurt Busch Fans Out There???
Kurt Busch is not the bad guy.. Just because he helped Ryan Newman win the Daytona 500 and beat that bum Tony Stewart and his sell out Toyota.... I would like to know what everybody else thinks about the situation with the toyotas in Nascar. This is an american sport and should be kept american. Its my belief that imports should not be allowed in the sport.

Friday Night Fun
Went to the movies last night. Hubby wanted to watch Jumper.. I wanted to watch spiderwick chronicles. So we each took a kid. Of course.. my baby boy came with me. It was a pretty awesome movie. One I will definatly buy when it comes out. Was a first time we split up like that.. but was pretty good. Can each spend special time with just one child instead of the 2 together all the time.

Freshmeat
i am a new person on this fubar because a very close friend of mine showed me what the deal was and it was cool so i am here now really dont know what to do or say but i am working on it... i am hailed from new orleand lousiana but reside in wilkes barre pa i am a new daddy for 9 months and loveing it i just wanna say whats up out there to whoever is reading peace

Army Strong
Well , things have been pretty good lately. I got to spend a couple of weeks with my son. He came to visit before he gets shipped out to Iraq. I havent seen him for 1 1/2 years , gosh , he looks wonderful... he's put on about 10 lbs of muscle and i swear he's gotten taller. We spent alot of time together and I found out that he will be a gunner on patrols, so at least he will be able to shoot back. I cannot be more proud of him , and frankly , all the soldiers out there. Now just have to pray he comes home safe and sound.

P.o'd Don't Dare Say What That Stands For Might Get Reported Lol
Sorry but I have to vent, This is aimed at the person who turned in my pic, And I have to laugh cuz this same pic is on my profile in my comments section...still..you can see it there...but the Irish in me doesn't allow me to keep my mouth shut.. I had a beautiful comment put on my profile by a friend it is from a normal comment sight...the artwork I found very beautiful. I put it in a file of pics from my friends, a so called friend, (It doesn't show who was in the file last, but according to my bar tab I think I know who it is, ( & you know who you are)) reported it as NSFW.. If you had a problem you could of come to me not turn me in..I would of flagged it, you could of at least given me that chance if you hadn't been on my friends list I wouldn't be so upset and mark it up to my stupidity, but what you did is high school drama bullshit..why would you want me kicked off of Fubar for that?? And if your that damn offended why are you on an adult sight?? Hell Victoria Secret adds on

Pasion
In your eyes I see my prison visions of sweet sweat, trailing the curve above your waist visions of lust promises of ecstasy’s sin to flower upon my decadent hunger and bloom from your being. soft circles dance over, around, across, awakening and arousing whispers auctioned in passion. it is my secret, those words, spoken as vespers morphing into words cried in breaths of consummation I will drink until my appetite is laid bare and I reach the salvation of the truth of desire

Havoks Contest
Proposal for a contest that I am going to have Winner will get* 1,000,000 Fubucks 1 month VIP 1 Bling pack Official certificate of kicking ass that I will make People eligible* On Fubar Has a salute No one I live with or have lived with None of my exs None of my future exs Must have alot of free time Overview* The contest will be similar to reality TV shows, where I will select a number of willing participants and add them into my family. (Sorry current peeps, you have to go for a short time) These entered in the contest will get a weekly "Challenge". Ill post the new challenges on Monday nights. You will get 48 hours to complete these tasks. So, as of Wednesday night, you need to ready. I will then post the items in a family only folder for you to vote on each other. Each of you will get 2 postive votes on what you think is the best completed task. (Because people will always vote for themselves, it forces you to pick at least one other person) The highest

Man Sells Balls
From correspondents in Blantyre, Malawi February 29, 2008 10:05pm Article from: Agence France-Presse A MALAWIAN man who removed a teenaged boy's genitals and sold them for use in witchcraft rituals has been sentenced to 20 years in prison with hard labour. The court in the commercial capital Blantyre convicted Peter Namanja Chakwamba yesterday of committing "acts intended to cause grievous harm." He had pleaded guilty to the crime. The victim, a 14-year-old boy, had his genitals cut off by Chakwamba, who claimed a prominent businessman had paid him the equivalent of $685 to supply him with body parts last year. The boy was left disfigured after reconstructive surgery failed. The businessman, identified as Patrick Murama, is in jail awaiting trial on unrelated murder charges while two of Chakwamba's accomplices are still at large. The practice of removing sexual organs is increasingly common in Malawi, as people use the parts in rituals they believe will make th

Burning Heart
Es ist mitten in der Nacht und ich schlafe nicht weil ich dir tausend Gedanken schick und ich dich immer mehr vermiss Du liegst neben mir ich kann dich nicht spüren und ich kann sie nicht ignorieren die Angst dich zu verlieren Zu glauben, dass es dir gut geht und dass du nicht an mich denkst tut mir weh es ist ein mieses Gefühl, das mich so quält Denkst du nie zurück an unsere Anfangszeit wo es gut war nur verliebt zu sein und zu hoffen, dass man dem anderen reicht Und wann kam dieser Tag, als da erste Zweifel warn ob unser Weg wirklich endlos ist? Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt? Wenn die Flamme sich immer tiefer in die Seele frisst Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt? Man kann nichts tun Man kann nichts tun Man kann nichts tun

That Girl Rocks!!
WELL FOR THE PAST MONTH I HAVE BEEN OWNED BT THAT GIRL. SHE HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL PERSON TO GET TO KNOW AS A GREAT FRIEND. SHE DID EVERYTHING SHE SAID SHE WOULD WHEN SHE BOUGHT ME PLUS MUCH MORE. PLEASE IF YOUR READING THIS TAKE SOME TIME AND GO CHECK HER OUT. THANK YOU. That Girl@ fubar

Why Me?
why does this always happen to me? i just dont understand why i keep getting hurt. i need to stop opening up my heart up to people. but i just dont get why i am the one that keeps getting hurt. i dont do anything to deserve it! i am done! i am about done with fubar! i just dont know how much more pain i can take!

So Right, I Totally Know What You're Thinking!
I know what you're thinking right about now: Why isn't a seahorse a marsupial? They give live birth, they have a pouch, and they certainly fall into the adorable creatures category! Live birth must certainly mean they're mammals! . . . yeah. . no. . i was wrong. A Sea Horse i a fish. . it has those damn gills!. . . they get me everytime o.o. in summary. . Seahorse = fish, not food. . er.. marsupial!. . . (the saddest part of this post is that it didn't even require a point of anebriation. . . i'm completely sober . . . and i spent ten minutes working through this completely circular thought. it is a good workout for the brain you know. . Pilates for the brain o.0 . . hmm. . . one will have to try this. . ."pilate's for the brain" . . . but i'm skipping the day we learn Sodoku.)

Bar Tab
Is anyone else having issues with their bar tab resetting everday??? If I'm not here 24/7 to pay back all the rates that have been given to me I don't catch them...So for those of you that have rated my pics or stash pls send me a private message so I can return the love...This has been going on for 3 days now for me...Is this a NEW feature that they have started, anyone know??? Thanks my friends, much love...Tina

Morphs And Pics And Such
i added some pics to my page just recently... i've also started working with morpheous and have made a couple of morphs... please drop by my page and tell me what you think? the only criticism is contructive criticism to me... thanks everyone!!

Me!!!
Well thought i would come write in this blog for a lil while and express how im feeling about everything.. To start off with i would like to thank all my friends (when i say friends i mean true friends you all know who u are .. u are the ones thats been behind me pushing me bringing a smile to my face when i need it being my shoulder when i needed to cry ) i dont have to name u for u to know. So back to the blog .. i dont really know what to say here so ima blab a lil.. Well here lately ive distanced myself from those that truely care about me i know its wrong but i feel talking only makes things worse and i dont wanna burden anyone with my problems , i know i shouldnt do that but i do its me take it or leave it its how ive always been .. i dont open up to anyone and when i do its a big deal .. so i usually just keep everything bundled up until i cant take it anymore and i cant take it anymore i dont wanna be distant from anyone it hurts and i feel if i open up im just gonna end up ge

Friday Night
Now this is fucking strange as hell.... I met a guy who I thought was funny as hell and made me laugh like crazy till my face hurt... We go out... and have some drinks and we are talking and exchanging life experiences.. you know the usual... And you have a great time together, and then he asks you what you are looking for in a guy and or relationship!! So I proceed to tell him what my expectations were and I am totally honest... I didn't lie don't believe in it because I don't have anything to hide... O.k. so the night is comming to a close and I have him take me home.. And I call him alittle later to see if he made it home o.k. and just to find out that the bastard is married... Now tell me why in the hell does people play them selves off to be something that they are not??? Now mind you I feel stupid... For falling for the shit .... and to be honest I can't believe that I wasted my fucking time!!!!! So, being the woman that I am... I will just go on and if I see him ag

It's Time
Many of you may have noticed that I haven't been on as much lately. With the weather warming up here I have just been extremely busy. I have many projects on my house that I have been able to start and I have been able to take the bike out for a few short rides as well. Everything is going well I just wanted to let y'all know why I am not here as much and likely won't be for a couple months. I do still get on yahoo whenever I am online doing paperwork for my growing company. And any of you that have my number, please feel free to call anytime. I hope to talk to you all again soon!!

Las Vegas Clinic Sparks Hiv, Hepatitis Scare For 40,000 Patients
From correspondents in Los Angeles February 29, 2008 06:15am Article from: Agence France-Presse US officials say 40,000 people may have been infected with HIV and hepatitis in a major health scare after a Las Vegas clinic was found to have re-used syringes and medicine vials. Authorities in southern Nevada today said they were notifying some 40,000 patients who received anesthesia injections at the clinic's endoscopy centre between March 2004 and January 11, 2008 about potential exposure to hepatitis and HIV. They recommended patients "contact their primary care physicians or health care providers to get tested for hepatitis C as well as hepatitis B and HIV". The move comes after several acute cases of hepatitis C showed up in the area. Six people have been diagnosed with the disease since January, which is three times higher than the yearly average for the Las Vegas region. The three first cases came to light in January, and three other patients were subsequently

Lord Of The Tears
. Goal of love is living it with all six senses and unifying of bodies and souls..!! The Lord of the tears Passion and yearning i feel beneath your pain . You demanded from me in humbleness!! . All your pain is my pain too! . Now you are a part of me! . My new hypersensitive organ! . If someone hurts you it hurts me . Thousand times more as if i was hurt!!!! . If someone betrays you, my heart breaks in thousand pieces!!! . My revenge at this human will be cruel and solid!! . My tears always flow!! . Spicing our flights on your hot body..!! . Causing the Evils for panic fleed!! . Calm down at my strong heart! . Your grateful Look is my merry pride!! . Finally we are one! . With us and the sky and our nature!! . ..have nice and fulfilled days with all those you love and those who love you....hope they are the same.. . Fehmi

Deja Vu
In DejaVus i still sense all blood . As i was a king! . Flowing warm and sticky . Through devotion and love! . The throne right to me ever bare! . All mighty ladies lay at my feet! . None walked with me to suffer! . Sweet voices, hot bodies, deep words, even deep and true love! . None was able to ceise my fire! . 818 years have passed now! . Same fire i feel again! . But now in blue from somewhere pointed to me! . Obeying devotive warm and tender! . Mixing with my hot red to royal purple! . You will be my queen, my blood is chanting! . I will be your king making your blood boil! . Our year of Fulfilleness! . Two nill nill Eight! You are the Two! . Female fine and i'm the Eight with male power! . Between us the chain made by two Nills! . No matter who is at wich side! . Only you my queen could dare to share! . My fate in devotive love! . Glory mine you are! . Will care for you forever! .

My Friend Rhonda
RHONDA HYZER AUGUST 1959 --- MARCH 2008 My dear friend Rhonda passed away today. I will miss her dearly. We had been friends for the past 20 years. We had a lot of good times together and she will always be my friend forever. She will always be in my heart forever. Rest In Peace My Dear Friend Rhonda.

Contest Time
I have contemplated for quite some time if I wanted to enter the contest hoopla & my friend Havok has prepared a contest that I cannot turn down!! It sounds fun & interesting,so I decided to give it a shot. I am going to post a link to his blog so you can read about it. Now for the fun part! Tomorrow evening,Havok will be opening the "CONTEST" folder so everyone can vote. I will not beg for votes,but simply ask for your help. I would greatly appreciate all votes & comments & if you are ever in a contest & you help me,in the Libran way...I will lovingly return the favor! While you are already in the neighborhood,feel free to stop by & fan,rate,& add Havok. He has some fantastic literature in his blogs & simply breathtaking photos to rate. He's a really nice guy,so check him out!!! Tell him ~ReD~ sent ya!!! Once again,Thank YOU,Fubies!!! LOVE 2 ALL!!!!! PEACE Your Dirt Siren LINK: http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=190611&pid=721222

Reprint( Venting)
Ok so I am feeling a need to vent again! 2008 Started off (in my opinion) on A fucked up note for me. I was stuck at home because a planned trip out of town fell through! SO I was home ALONE(what else is new). I had, and apparently still do NOT have a reason to smile (as I am always being told by random people) So JAN goes by, My migraines gone (one positive). February, FUCK YOU CUPID!!!!!!!!!, BUT wait, I actually went on a date. HOLY FUCKIN SHIT...., Yeah I met a beautiful(in my opinion) woman, who did/does not seem to have ONE FUCKIN IOTA of the "lets play the ETERNAL male/female Game/battle of the sexes BULLSHIT" about her. We talked a bit here( here being Myspace people, keep up...) and she even called me "intriguing" her words . I have been called a few things in my fairly short lifetime, BUT that was a first to be called "intruiging" by someone. And wehn We actually MET in person and hung out.... it was one of the best times I have had in a VEEEEERRRRRRRR

My Tribute To My Step-father
Keep in mind, I was grieving and drunk when I wrote this....*sighs* I was a difficult man - wanting the simplest of life I complained about my work routine - morning, noon, and night A hard-working man - proud in my own right Camping, racing, and BBQs - my reasons to unite My friends and family - people I held tight Journeyed for a peaceful life - an unpredictable sight Stricken by unwelcomed disease - I continued to fight Still wanting to do so much - kept hoping I might Things I wanted to say - could only utter "goodnight" Turned to see the faces I love - as I walked into the light

Dreaming Of You
Last night, the oddest thing happened I was messing around, my mind Not focused on any specific thing But suddenly a sound pierced my silence The roar of a motorcycle And the sounds of it driving off Followed by a thicker silence Which was only broken by Muffled sobs and sniffs What was going on? What made me miss you so much? I tried to get you off my mind And tumbled into bed But it didn’t work, no relief Came to my aching head Thoughts of you stayed with me I couldn’t forget you, couldn’t Get you out of my mind Exhausted, I finally Drifted into a rest-free sleep But the whole night you Were there haunting me I spent my night and then Most of the days after Dreaming of you.

I Love Learning This Stuff
I have lots of problems with my lappy, I'm expecting she'll die soon but that's okay. Anyway I really enjoy learning this about computers even though a lot (most)of it goes over my head, I still try. When it crashed the other day and I managed to reformat again (22 crashes so far LOL).This time I kept getting this stupid "WARNING" type pop up from MS Messenger service (something like that). Anyway, it was driving me crazy and after hours and hours of searching (quite slow on dial up GRRR) I found an awesome site. It's called TechSpot (http://www.techspot.com/) it's a forum site among other things. LOTS to learn and the people there are true geeks for sure, they know their computers, ~sweet~ I only wish I had discovered it sooner. HAHA, I'm spamming but seriously, if you have questions these people are the ones to ask. (Mason, you rock but aren't always available LOL~MUAH)

Age And Wisdom
A guy is 75 years old and loves to fish and play golf. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up. Then, kiss me and I'll turn into the most beautiful woman you have ever seen. I'll make sure that all your friends are envious and jealous because I will be your bride!" The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will be your beautiful bride." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

Speeding Ticket
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of

Liars
ok people this is to set the record straight.. Denice...AKA UPSTATEHOTLIP is my GF . not that abusing babykill asshole CHAZZ.... she has dumped him for a better man ME we have met and she is moving out here to ALASKA with me.. those sexy pics were taken here at my home.. SO ANYONE WHO KNOW THIS ABUSING BABY KILLING.. CRAZY ASSED seal cHAZZ TELL HIM HE BEST BACK UP OFF US OR i WILL DO WHAT OTHERS COULD NOT.. SHE DOES NOT WANT HIM OR LOVE HIM ANYMORE IT IS HER AND I IN LOVE AND A COUPLE.. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOURS AND HER FRIENDS THANKS ALL TONY

Sick 3-1-08
Not sure if anyone even noticed I was pretty much MIA this past week or not. I was major sick, obviously, if it kept me off the Fu right? Thursday I finally went to the doctor because I just couldn't deal anymore. She gave me a breathing treatment in the office then gave me a script for prednisone, antibiotics, and a nebulizer. Yesterday I still felt like total hell. But today I'm finally feeling a bit better. Today is my 3rd day of totally no smoking.

Mine
Difference between FAKE ASS friends and REAL friends FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!

Sensitive One?
A woman meets a man in a bar.They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears, She is quite impressed by his sensitive side. but doesn't mention this to him. They share

Says It All
REALITY= REAL LIFE FUBAR = FANTASY I WILL NOT BE THE ONE IN YOUR DRAMA I WILL NOT BE THE ONE WHO YOU FALL FOR OVER THE NET I WILL NOT BE YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU BITCH DONT TRY TO BRING ME IN YOUR GAMES IM NOT A CHILD I WILL NOT PLAY I HAVE A LIFE BEYOND FUBAR MY REALITY IS WHAT IMPORTANT TO ME I WILL NOT BE YOUR ONE AND ONLY I COULD CARE LESS BOUT YOU OR YOUR FEELINGS I AM NOT THE ONE YOU HAVE TO LIKE I CARE NOT IF YOU DO BASICALLY ILL LOOK AT YOU AND ONLY SAY FUCK YOU

Things In Life That Just Feel So Good!!!
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket . 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (eit

F*ck Miami Ink
ok, so heres a rant about those stupid fucking shows about getting tattooed. not every fucking tattoo that is gotten needs to have a meaning behind it. it pisses me off that i keep seeing descriptions about how" this dragon tattoo represents my son, my perfect creation" bullshit, if it represented your son, it would be a portrait of your son or your sons name. give me a fuckin break, whatever happened to good ol i got this fucking dragon tattoo because i like fuckin dragon pics mentality. ami james and kat von d can both eat my dick. getting rich off of the feeble minded who believe that everyone gets tattooed for some deep seeded reason. stupid cocksuckers.

You Know You Want It...
I've entered another contest. And if the help I got in the last contest is any indication, I'll lose this one. So help me out more, please. Comment bomb my picture. Perhaps there's something in it for you?

Sticks & Stones
We have all heard it before..."Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me"Pure Crap!Whoever made up this silly little rhyme lied. We ALL do it. We get pissed and spew words that we'll never be able to take back.The words that go right through another persons heart.Your intention was to hurt them. You felt they deserved it.They hurt you so now it's time for some "Poetic Justice".You dig deep in your crazed mind...The meaner and the nastier the better...you're goal is to hurt them. We teach this silly ryhme to our children.We tell them people that name call are jealous people.We tell them to be the bigger and better person and NOT call names back.Why is it ok to preach this silly rhyme to our children and expect them to understand it and live by it when we as adults do the complete opposite?I prefer NOT to use the old "Do as I say NOT as I do" line on my children.As I am getting older I am getting wiser.I am seeing things from an angle I have never seen before.I

When You Have A "i Hate My Job" Kinda Day
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Joh

Giveaways
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND Teresa needs 50000 comments in 8 weeks to win a happy hour CLICK ON PIC, LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN YOU HAVE TO A/F/R THE HOST OF THE GIVEAWAY IN ORDER TO COMMENT ON THE PIC THANK YOU

I Love My Friends!!!
Well I just want to start out by saying that I feel like a very lucky person for having the wonderful friends that I do have. Ive been gone for a couple months and I missed everyone ALOT. There are 3 very special people who made my welcome back so very special. Thank you shell, lilbamagirl, and hot momma! They had me crying (happy tears of course) So again thank you for such a warm welcome back!!! You all have no idea what it means to me to know that I have each and every one of you in my life!!! I love you all!

Easter Bunny
As we all kno around this time of the year the easter bunny is in the mall.While waiting for my friend who was checking out the few items she purchased,her daughter who's nine and i don't believe still believes in the easter bunny starts saying...oooh sarah look the easter bunny...maybe rissa might wanna go...as my friend was coming out of the store she agrees and with bags in hand we walk over...It was so pretty,huge,brightly covered eggs surround the area,patches of beautiful spring flowers everywhere...and in the center of it all sat A big white easter bunny.I take her hand and begin to walk down to the booth to pay for and 4'6" photo which by the way one cost 12 dollars...thats not the point tho...anyway...rissa this whole time is watching the child before her run up to & eagerly sit on his lap,take a picture,get a candy and leave with big smiles and giggles.Finally after what seemed like i watched every kid in town meet the easter bunny...I paid for the pic and walked around the b

~lessons Learned~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lessons Learned~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Laugh when you can, apologize when you Should//and let go of what you Can't Change. Kiss Slowly, Play Hard, Forgive Quickly, Take Chances, give Everything, and Have No Regrets." Life is beautiful and too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So Love the people who Treat you Right, Forget about the Ones who Don't and believe that Everything Happens for a Reason. If you get a chance, Take it. If it Changes your Life, Let It. Nobody said that it'd be Easy, they just Promised it would be Worth it...it is what you make it. Take it or Leave it.

I Dont Believe It!!
Today started like any other kids up before parents getting into things and waking us up. Well got the coffee and got awake then it was on to cleaning house , not an easy feat with my kids so anyways hubby goes out to help his dad and im with the kids i finally get to sit at the puter and get something done ... sure... i hear arguing outside tell the kids to knock it off then go back to puter... im sitting here n the phone rings its the 911 operator there has been 4 911 hang ups from our number im like not that i know of and give the gal my name and DOB she says well to make sure we have to send a car out im like ok and get off the phone with her so I go in search of all 3 phones ones missing i ask both daughter n son in the house where the phone is no one knows ... side note here no one and i dont know and it wasnt me live in out house i should start charging rent on them seriously... so i go out n tell hubby whats going on i lecture the 2 in the house about the phone and 911... se

Lonely
Hey whats up this is the first time for my blog so bare with me Peeps I have moved away about 6 months ago for a good job I got my own place I miss my buds back home In a bad way you dont realize how valuable your friends are until you are gone away from them It sucks not having no one around to talk to or no one to stop by just to see what your doing It really sucks so I guess I'm bored and thats why Im writing this well I'll get back to this later I guess Im just needing someone to talk to So If you read this and wanna chat just e-mail me hope you all have a good one c-ya

Night
Aight ppl... Just wanted to say night!! Its been a long day and I'm so tired... I have like 600 more words on one paper and about 4000 more words on another. (Thats not a typo) YIKES!!! Tomorrow is going to be another LONG ASS DAY! Anyway, talk to ya later..... Luvs ya!!! Me :D

Letting Go Of The Past
i told a couple of you my story tongight i'm here drinkin' til i'm stinkin again and i just cant believe how stupid i was. her name is justina, but i called her just tina then J.T. and shes a fuckin' angel. ive known her most of my life and she used to be mine if you saw her you wouldnt believe that. this girl is gorgus and way too good for a scrap like me but she loved me. she is an honest girl a loyal girl sweet and beautiful and i fucked it up for a bitch that couldn't keep her legs closed for five minutes. J.T. waited a good long time for me to get my shit together and make her mine but i didnt and she moved on. shes married to some dipshit now who drinks as much as i do cant hold a job has nothing to give her and isnt worht the dirt from her shoes. but she stays by his side works every day cleans his fuckin house and probably wakes him up with a bj every morning. i see her around and she still always has a smile for me but it tears my hart out to know i blew my last chance wi

Buffalo
I'M FROM BUFFALO ** We eat Chicken wings, not Buffalo wings. We drink Labatt BLue and Love it! Mighty Taco is always preferenced over Taco Bell. It's called Pop, not Soda. They are sneakers, not tennis shoes. Its a sucker, not a lollipop. We eat Chiavetta's Chicken, Ted's & Louis' Hot Dogs, and drink loganberry. A fake id is unnecessary when there is always Canada but we have them anyways. Our bars dont close till 4am! And we DO seLL beer in a grocery store (Tops & Wegmans, of course). Jim's Steak Out at 4 in the morning is calling it an early night. We never cuss, but swear entirely too much. We know that 65mph speed limit really means 80. We will cut you off, swear, and give you the finger if you're not keeping up... And we do it all in the snow, while expecting nothing less from you in return. Driving in the snow not only comes naturally, it's fun. We start the weekends off right at Thursdays In The Square enjoying be

Friends
I SHOT AN ARROW INTO THE AIR & IT FELL TO THE EARTH. I KNOW NOT WHERE. OH SO SWIFTLY, IT FLEW, THE SIGHT COULD NOT FOLLOW IT IN IT'S FLIGHT. A LONG TIME AFTERWARD IN AN OAK, I FOUND THE ARROW STILL UNBROKE & THE SONG FROM BEGINNING TO END I FOUND AGAIN IN THE HEART OF A FRIEND. !!!!!!!! --- Longfellow

Life
Well sometimes in life you realize that things that are staring you right in the face and then it hits you-wow, this is what my life is suppose to be. In December of 2006, I went to Virginia Beach and worked down there for a Navy Dentist, and I loved it. I loved the beach, I loved the feeling that I had (minus finding out that my husband was having an affair and that his whore had hacked into my Verizon account while I was there), but it was great. I loved the environment, the people I met and the life that I could build for myself down there. The time has come that I rebuild my life so therefore I am. I have set the ball rolling and by the end of the year, I plan to be back in Virginia Beach. I got my paperwork for a position as a Civilian Contracted Employee for the US Navy and I am in the process of completing all of the requirements and getting everything done that they require of me. It is a process, but all things that are worth it in life usually are. I have

Surveys
I thought this might be fun to do and I can't wait to see your answers! Laurie sent it to me to fill out and I never had the chance to send it to her so here ya go Sis! ;) Copy it and send it in a P.M. to me if you would like. Have fun! :-) Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? Do I smoke? Color of my eyes? Do I have any siblings? What's one of my favorite things to do? What's my favorite type of music? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Any special talents? How many children do I have? If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing that we would bring?

Lost
This is something I did awhile back on myspace and thought I would bring over to FuBar abd see what people thought........... I unlock the door to the house and the only sound I hear is the echo of the screen door ..... the sound of emptiness and loneliness surrounds me... i know I am completely alone, no one to welcome me home and no one to talk to and tell them about my day or night.... I walk slowly to an empty room and pull out a full bottle of whiskey and put a CD of songs that I know I shouldn't be listening too, but it seems to fit the mood I am in.... After a few shots of whiskey that don't make me feel any better I walk back in to the empty room and pull out a box of brass beauties and a cold steel pearl handled peacemaker..... I have a few more shots of whiskey and listen to a few more songs and take 6 brass shells out of their box and load them into the Peacemaker.....I pull the hammer back and listen to the click...I sit there and think of the people of w

Raves ....
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Tvd Blog Info
I ASK THAT IF YOU READ THIS LEAVE A COMMENT ABOUT THE BELOW POSTING: TVD HAS BEEN HACKED INTO AND DELETED! I HAVE TEMPORARILY MOVED TO HAVE ANY FURTHER UPDATES AND TO VIEW ALL NEW PICTURES: I am using this as a resource for the community: READ AND SUPPORT MY NEW ACCOUNT I will be removing all of my images from MySpace and re-posting them at the site above. All of my newest updates will be posted at the site above. There is a forum available. If you visit my pervious site link: http://www.vampiredon.net/vampire/ You will see that it is no longer there. It was originally deleted not by me on Sunday 2/24/08. It was deleted out of spite, may or may not be accident yet a confession was offered. TVD is still down due to back end security being jeapordized on Sunday. IT WILL TAKE TIME TO GET TVD BACK UP IT WILL TAKE FUNDS WE DON'T HAVE TO PAY FOR THIS ERROR. ANY AND ALL AMOUNTS DONATED TO BRING TVD BACK TO ITS ORIGINAL GLORY WILL BE HONORED IF Y

Why So Dark?
Ok hey people what's up. I'm new to fubar and making my way up in the game but I just need to know Why so dark? I get that it's a bar but what's up with so many people morphing into devils and demons and shit I can't get into all that. So if your are morphing into skulls and shit like that Know that ther is a hedge of protetion over me so you don't Win Ha-Ha

Mumm Police
I recently posted a mumm showing the lunar eclipse and asked people if they saw it, to my suprise after half the people said yah, or thanks for posting the video i get my mumm deleted. it amazes me that they wonder why people wont pay for this site... well when they delete a mumm like that, and then send you a message that says it was inappropriate or had nsfw content it just pisses ya off. Now i know for sure im never gona post a mumm again, why? well why should i ask anyone here for their input when half the idiots out there report a very friendly thing like that just to get it deleted.

Kosovo And Ethnic Independence
Kosovo has long been considered by Serbs to be a part of Serbia -- even though Kosovo is now 90% Albanian -- just as Los Angeles is considered by Americans to be a part of America, despite its present immense Mexican population. But last week the Albanian-majority Kosovo asserted its complete independence from Serbia and the new state was acknowledged as legitimate by nearly two dozen nations including the United States. Our point is not to declare the rightness or wrongness of Kosovo's declaration of independence. Rather we ask on what grounds the U.S. recognized it? If is okay for Kosovo to break away from Serbia on the grounds of ethnic self-determination, then why is the entire White population of America being confined to the prison of a multicultural country?

Ummy
Ok people. We need to act on this fast. If your sick of gas price going up. Then listen up. We been pushed and shoved around. When is enought a enought. Well today is. We as people need to start taking a stand for ourselfs and for this country. We need to get our voice heared. Where do we starte. The press. The news. Whatever it takes. Posters , street signs, Whatever it takes to get the message loud and clear. Once it hits the news. That people are sick of being bulled and picked on. Then the message has been heared. But I and nether can you. Do this on our owen. We need more people. So just don't read this and say. I don't care. No one will listen. I will listen and I will do something to help all out. If don't agree with this. Then keep paying high price gas. Keep paying for high price food. Keep not having money to not pay bills on time.Ifyou have money to keep paying for this. But yet you still bitch about it. Then do something about it. But if you don't bitch nothing will b

I'm Sorry
boy did I fuck up I might be telling this as a cautionary tale...maybe just to get it off my chest...closure perhaps...I Dont know..so we'll go with an explination... I met J a few months ago...she is my neighbors half Sister...and as soon as I saw her my first thought was "I'd do things to that to make larry flynt blush"...then I found out she smoked (one of my deal brakers)...we talked and I realy liked her...but also found she had a guy (I have two deal brakers in potential relationships...thats the other one) so I tried to put her out of my mind...then her and her bro got in an arguement anD sHe stopped comeing around..a month or so later I happEned MOn her profIle and cheered a little bit at getting another chance...so I joined fubar We talked and stuff and hit it off again...and Imet her Sister S...who I also hit it off with....a really nice girl...cute anD alot of fun....one night I got a bit friSky...nothing extreme...just a bit...and was glad I did t...I like her..wa

Sex, Rape,hard For Action
Ok people this how the game is played. You have to post a commet of how you want to be fucked. One fuck story out of the week. Best one wins a prize. To get started it can be rape, huge dick, cock blowing,hardcore ass fucking, Fisting, peeing what ever pleases you. But please no kiddy porn shit. You'll lose the game for sure and be baned to play the rest of the games from here on out. If you dare to play or man enought to tell deep secrets then there is much more to cum. So lets have down right dirty fun. Let the fucking game start.

Something But Nothing Really
Nothing becomes real unless someone wants it. I am here today as usual confused on who I am and why I am. But I know of the lesser aspects of humanity such as fear and paranoia they help me. Part of the humanity process is sexual. This is why I am a sexual being. My lies are of bad quality because the truth is to close to the surface... this is why I do not do it too often and expect the same in return. Observation,data gathering,listening on all levels is what I do. It helps with the fear and paranoia that cloud most of my thoughts. All this guided with the Soul and all the Soul means. Turning any negetive into a positive is what the final function is to my skills I am trying to obtain. Trying to do this it helps me survive. My body shares all the basic commonalities of being human but I live with it in pride and its functionings are not underestimated with me. I am not a God or Devil I am a human being. If one person is called a God or Devil it does no justice and giv

S.s.d.d.
jessica got me my first tattoo today as a birthday present. it's a four leaf clover, about the size of a quarter, right above my left breast. didn't hurt to bad when i got it. not gonna lie, there was some pain, but it was more like a sunburn than anything. nothing i couldn't handle for a few minutes so that i could have something beautiful like that forever. now.. i want more. they're so damn expensive up here in alaska though. something the size of a quarter costing $60? jessica's on her back is bigger than mine and it cost her half of that in kentucky. i'm thinkin one day having little itty bitty shamrock's around it. itty itty bitty. next tattoo, either my pisces or my angel. most likely my angel since my pisces one will be quite large and expensive.

To My Baby Girl
I love you more than you can know, And more than you can see, I love you more than I could hope to have someone love me. I'll love you when you're sick and weak, And love you when you're strong, I'll love you through our arguements, if you're right, or if I'm wrong. I'll love you through the lace of time, Until we're old, until we're grey, I'll love you always, more and more, With every passing day. I'll love you in our times of plenty, and in our times of need, I'll love you when I have to serve, And I'll love when I can lead. I love you more than life itself, More than water, more than breath, and whether I go first, or you, I'll love you into death. I love you more than the word love, ever could define, I'll love you through whatever comes, I love you and you're mine, I love you with a burning love, that fills me through and through, I can never say these words enough, for truly, I Love You. TO MY BABY LAUREN AWAYS DADDY

Downrater
THIS PANSY ASS MAMAS BOY IS GOING AROUND RATING EVERYONE A 1 AND BLOCKING THEM PROBABLY CAUSE WE CAUGHT THAT CHEATER IN THE ONTEST. BLOCK HIM IF YA CAN gerryh · Ms Cj Timberlak... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! 6 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... rated you a '10'! 6 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... just checked you out! 6 hr ago · Godfather SWEET~THING~OWN... just checked you out!

Novels - That Will Probably Never Be Finished
Disclaimer: When I write this stuff, I'm just trying to get the important things down. I'm not worrying too terribly much about description or transitions. I'm concentrating on getting the plot and some character development down. Seeing as how I have writing ADD, I only have the very beginning down. I have written out a general idea of how the plot will progress, but that is omitted for now. Any and all feedback, positive or negative, is greatly appreciated. “I know you’re probably against the idea, but at least consider it.” “You’re starting a revolution. I’m not going to destroy my nation.” “It’s not a revolution.” “You’re changing the government.” “No, I’m making a new nation.” “But you’ll still be taking the land.” “Frank, it’s just dirt.” “It’s dirt that people shed their blood for.” “Theirs and the blood of others, but look at how this dirt is being used.” “The ideals of our country are what matters.” “You know those are gone with the wind.” “I refuse to beli

Awesome People
Ok so here we go .... i just went through my very first auction cool huh. i think it was pretty bad ass had an awesome turn out. I also went for more than i thought i would since i didn't promote it as well as i could have. but anyways. the person who won me... is not only one of the coolest people I've meet on here but she is always wicked funny. so if you are reading this and do not know "BrightEyedArtist" you should check her out in my top friends. i am also going to post her link in here permanently because lets face it she rocks. and thank you so much for being so cool about the auction:D ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar that's her link check out people she rocks and a great person to have as a friend.

Thoughts Of Men
I see him in a thin fog, He seems to be waiting........... For what I do not know. I turn my back and look away to yet a deeper thicker fog. I know he is out there somewhere with the voice that sends shivers all over my body. with passion, love that knows no end. I have thought several times that he had found me. But I was wrong. I have thought several times I had found him.I was wrong again. But I know in the end he will be there a smile that melts my heart and the kindness of a saint. I thought bad boys were the answer to find a man that was full of life and passion and compassion. but once again I was wrong. I think now that the good guy is the one he has all his raw passion and compassion hidden and it is up to the woman to bring it out of him with her love and devotion and nurturing ways to bring the tiger out of hidding. Anna

Feelin Low
Ay yo, brotha feelin mighty low ova here an shit,what I thought was helpin out my fam,call helpin out my man an lookin out when i saw sumthin I aint think wuz right,only end up messin stuff up an end up wit him losin the woman what made him happy. Like I came on here ta holla at sum chicks an meet new friends an shit an end up ruinin sumthin for sumbody that be like in my heart yo ya heard? Like that dude aint done nuttin but look out for my ass an shit since I was a kid ya heard? I mean he taught me a lot about stuff ya feel me? An like I just can't eva make up to him for what I did an shit. But it's like my mans always told me every man got to own up to his actions. They aint even my words ya heard? They his words but I do feel them for reals. So Imma own up ta this one,everybody mad at me an shit,Big T,Kano,my bol,my old man,an I don't know how ta fix it I just fuck shit up an know its too late ta fix anything an I feel like muthafuckin shit.

Mastercard Wedding
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted t

My Birthday 2008
ok, i finally figured it out!!!!!!!! What i want for my birthday this year is a happy hour!!! that would be so cool, don't you think? and if anyone buys me a happy hour, i will have to come up with something EXTRA special for them... winx love to all my peeps, suzy

Goin Clubbin
I know I'm sad and far too old in some peoples opinion to be going to a club but does this face look bothered?? :D I think not. I can't wait I got my ticket and I am goin to have some much needed FUN!!! My best friend Em is comin and my friend Nic and her friend so it should be a really good night :D I've not been to this club in about 10 yrs I can't even remember when it shut down but the reopening I'll remember ... well part of the night at least I'm sure lol Just gotta decide should I wear a dress or skirt n top hmmm where's Sami when I need her.

What My Winter Is Like This Year
So I have been talking to many people here who are not familiar with the Metric system of temperature. So I have found this. It not only converts the temp from C to F, but nicely illustrates how cold it feels like, and what winter is like up here. The Official Canadian Temperature Conversion Chart 50º Fahrenheit (10 C) Californians shiver controllably. Canadians plant gardens. 35º Fahrenheit (1.6 C) Italian cars won't start. Canadians drive with the windows down. 32º Fahrenheit (0 C) American water freezes. Canadian water gets thicker. 0º Fahrenheit (-17.9 C) New York City landlords finally turn on the heat. Canadians have the last cookout of the season. -60º Fahrenheit (-51 C)

New
ok so I am new to this something else this blonde has to figure out...lol for all those who rate me ty I will return the fav...lmao well when i figure out how 2! Ok so be good or damn good at it which ever works out for ya!

Dilemmas Cause And Effect
Hold on to me,..dont look away too fast, Hang on with all of your might, for we were never meant to last. Look deep into my eyes and remember how they once shone for you, Now bloodshot and tearstained, now longing for something true. We had a beautiful thing I wont keep it all in, it was all worth while, No looking back, no hard feelings, no regretting anything that once made me smile. We quickly faded like the end of a midnight ciggarette, Impressions of you left are too strong to forget. Im content with our past, turning the page and closing this book, Walking away with a smile and solace never giving a second look. Maybe true love will find us somewhere down the line, But for now Im leaving you, and all of this behind. Ill forever be here when push comes to shove, Wiping away your tears, youll find better love. The closer we became the more we flirted with disaster, Now we deal with the reprecussions of here and ever after.

Little Dragon
Little Dragon A dragon, a little dragon curled up, head over tail. Sleeping. Sleeping quite happily, warm, happy, curled around something. A toy. A little doll of him. Or more like what he was. What he was not so long ago. But now he’s happy. Never has he slept so peacefully, so blissfully. He never had the chance to do so before, but now there was comfort. In a place surrounded by those who love him. Figures, that little dragon could have never guessed how nice heaven really is.

To All: Rippin Pics
Don't know who this guy is. Didn't rip pic...haven't been on here in months til I started getting messages in my email sayin I had comments. When I logged in I found all this crap. Feel free to spread the message to all those who felt compelled to reply with such enduring remarks, as I will try to reply to each of them individually. Have a great day!

Honor
Honor Is One Of The Biggest Words That The Dictionary Has In It. Or Should I Say Carries One Of The Biggest Meanings To Me. It Is One Of The Things We Have That No One Can Take From Us But Ourselves. It Defines Who I I'm As A Human Being. I Live And Die By My Honor. I Would Rather Be Hated For Who I I'm . Then Loved For Who I I'm Not. Treasure This Gift That Is Ours Because We Are The Only Ones That Can Take It From Us.

Funny Stuff
Imagine the following: You have just made it through your wedding ceremony and have stepped out on the front steps of the church. The photographer raises his camera. Following a family tradition, both of you hold white doves which you will release together. You and your new spouse stand shoulder to shoulder, each with a dove in your hands as your friends and family eagerly wait. The photographer gives the signal and you both open your hands toward the sky. Not a dry eye anywhere, the camera flashes; the moment is saved for eternity... you think the doves are going to poop, don't you? That's why fit is soooooooooo important!!! LMAO!!!!!

Time To Say Sumthing
well, ive been coming on to fubar for only a couple months now, and ive gotta say this is probably the best site a person can go to. the fact that there is so much interactivity with the fubar community is my number one draw. to all of you here at fubar, family friends & fans, thanks for havin me and FUBAR RAWKS! LOL, stupid I know but Oh well, i still like fubar hava a good 1 and get ahold of me when you can

Love
When Two Hearts Become One. There Is Nothing That Love Can Not Conquer. It Is One Of Our Most Sacrite Gifts That Should Never Be Under Estimated. Two Souls That Become One Is More Power Then Any God Or Demon Can Ever Give You. So Love The One Your With Unconditionally To The End.

The Hunger
The hunger Silence echos like a snare drum in his head... The hunger sets in, this pain has to be fed... As his shaky hands cover his weary face he tries to gain control... He feels worthless, questioning his reasons to stop the hunger has consumed him whole... He hugs his pillow as clips of exaggerated memories run thru his mind... He needs to feed this hunger, needs to leave all of them behind... He cant break away reality hits him like a frigid breeze... Breathless, he is stunned, he drops to his knees... He is on the edge, swaying either way.. Who knows what direction he will be taking today.. The silence breaks, all that once shined in him has now surely shone.. With closed eyes he breathes deep takes in the feeling of guilt and regret feelings he can on longer postpone.. I can no longer help you little brother, to you i no longer have a voice... you have to break this cycle soon jake, but for today you have made your cho

Love Is A Cruel Prelude To Disaster
Love is a cruel prelude to disaster Lie to me some more all of your words are so contradicting... ill play along for a while wondering of your knowledge of the pain you are inflicting.. The smile on my face so genuine all things despite... Consuming me whole feelings of regret and contrite... why do i keep this game going one may never tell... im a prisoner of my own convictions, prisoner of my self created hell... as my smile fades and my darkness quickly creeps into light... you will soon feel my senacism and watch the old me fade from sight... i will put an end to this today i have to open my eyes... if not this now only bitter taste left in me will be replaced w despise... i have said it once ill say it everyday after.. Love is nothing but a cruel prelude to disaster

What It Feels Like
When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, I'm fine, after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, I miss you, no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows your gone forever.

Don't Forget The Angry White Man
In election 2008, don’t forget Angry White Man written by: Gary Hubbell February 9, 2008 There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rura

Thoughts 5
I was taking my son to school this morning and I was listening to the radio and what do I hear?? A FUBAR commercial! Yes, they are making so much money now that they can advertise on the radio stations. I was a little surprised. Maybe I should change my profile picture to be something other than my face? I can only some of my family members coming across my profile and freaking out over it. I have a very uptight family and that would not go over well. It is a beautiful day and I am finally over my hang over from yesterday. I started feeling better in the afternoon. Damn, is drinking worth it? To be out of it and feel like crap the whole next day? It isn't like I do it that often but I have done it twice in the last couple of months. My left breast has been hurting in the same spot for over a couple of weeks now. I am starting to get concerned. It hurts all the time. I am going to call the doctor and make an appointment. Even laying down on my back it hurts. Never

~love Letters In The Sand~
~Love Letters In The Sand~ On a day like today We pass the time away Writing love letters in the sand How you laughed when I cried Each time I saw the tide Take our love letters from the sand You made a vow that you would ever be true But somehow that vow meant nothing to you Now my broken heart aches With every wave that breaks Over love letters in the sand Peace.

Photo Of The Day
My photo was chosen from thousands to be represented as, "PHOTO OF THE DAY" for the 3rd of March, 2008. This also puts me in the monthly contest to win one of three great Canon photo printers! Be sure to check it out on March 3rd! WWW.IMAGING-RESOURCE.COM ----------------------------------------------------- Thank for your support! "Duty is Ours, Results are Gods" ~ John Quincy Adams Joseph P. Costa AffectivePhotography

~just A Song Before I Go~
~Just a Song Before I Go~ Just a song before I go To whom it may concern Traveling twice the speed of sound It's easy to get burned When the shows were all over We had to get back home And when we opened up the door I had to be alone She helped me with my suitcase She stands before my eyes Driving me to the airport And to the friendly skies Going through security I held her for so long She finally looked at me in love And she was gone Just a song before I go A lesson to be learned Traveling twice the speed of sound It's easy to get burned....... Peace.

~miracles~
~If Only You Believed In Miracles Baby~ I might have to move heaven and earth to prove It to you, baby So we’re makin’ love and you feel the power And I feel the power Then there’s really nothing that we can’t do If we wanted to, baby We could exist on the stars It’d be so easy All we gotta do Is get a little faith in you Oh, I’ve been (to) so many places I’ve seen some things I know, love is the answer Keeps holding this world together Ain’t nothing better And all the answers to our prayers Hell , it’s the same everywheres, Nothing ever breaks up the heart Only tears give you away Then you’re right where I found ya With my arms around ya Oh baby, love is a magic word, Few ever find in a lifetime But from that very first look in your eyes I knew you and I had but one heart Only our bodies were apart That was so easy, so easy I had a taste of the real world When I went down on you, girl. If only you believe like I believe, We’d get by If only yo

Happy Mothers Day
Myspace Comments Today is Mothering Sunday In the UK. Di is heading for Disciple, Please stop by & show her the love she deserves. She is a great friend to have & will help you all she can, so stop by her page & rate, fan & add her. Click the Link below di ( BRITISH BOMBER 1)~~~United Kingdom Levellers~~~ Brit Security ~~~Fu wife to Cain9~~~@ fubar Happy Mothers Day Mum love Raegan Love You Always Myspace Comments This Pimp out was bought to you by Mizz UK AKA RONNIE(Brit Bomber 9)@ fubar

Auction Responsibilities
You know all you people that got bidded on and someone won you should do your obligation to that person..Don't bow down like a punk...these people spent fu-bucks or real money on you...Give them what they deserve...don't be a shit head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today
I just really don't want to hear it today. I normally listen to everyone else's problems or complaints or just plain gripes, but today I flat out don't want to hear it. I have enough of my own drama going on I will not be taking time today to listen to yours. So if I don't answer something, yes, I am most likely ignoring it. Have a great day

Niecee
OMG!!! i have yet another slave who also is my new owner!!! oh we can have some fun with this.....shes very sweet and a great person please go show her some love, a/f/r please shes so wonderful niecee77 Bomber for the PITBULL MAFIA!!!!@ fubar

"for Americans Only" - Does This Sound Like A Plan
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? > My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. > > Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. > > This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. > > Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. > > The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. > > Let me start by saying that effective immediat

Cup Of Coffee With A Friend
A professor stood before his Philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you

The Patriot Act "war On Democracy"
WASHINGTON - The House Intelligence Committee chairman expects a compromise soon on renewal of an eavesdropping law that could provide legal protections for telecommunications companies as President Bush has insisted. Rep. Silvestre Reyes, in a television interview broadcast Sunday, did not specifically say whether the House proposal would mirror the Senate's version. The Senate measure provides retroactive legal immunity to the companies that helped the government wiretap U.S. computer and phone lines after the Sept. 11 attacks without clearance from a secret court. Bush wants the House to agree to the Senate bill. Reyes, D-Texas, said he was open to that possibility after receiving documents from the Bush administration and speaking to the companies about the industry's role in the government spy program. "We are talking to the representatives from the communications companies because if we're going to give them blanket immunity, we want to know and we want to understand w

Imagine That Person
Imagine that person that took you for granted and most importantly remember they can be replaced. Everyone men and women can related to this song.. "since I am not your everything how about I be nothing" Beyonce irreplacable..

To Kill An American
The title is a little harsh.... Written by an Australian Dentist a while back...still makes it's point now To Kill an American ....... You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish,

Woot
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Lost
Is it obvious to you when you walk into a room Your face is all I see And my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that Every time you're touching me I never did believe in anything I couldn't hold between my fingers But the way you make me feel It's just so real the way it lingers I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're not there When everything I have doesn't mean a thing If it's without you If it's a dream, don't wake me up I'll scream if this isn't love If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you I wanna stay lost forever I wanna stay lost forever with you No, this feeling doesn't end It's with me everywhere I am Hope it never goes away It's like defying gravity Losing all control and being free And I always wanna stay I never thought that I'd let go Long enough to fall for someone deeply Who had the power to erase my fears And find me so completely I get lost inside your stare L

My Poems
My poems have been lacking. As my problems have been hacking, hacking away at me. My dear I'm in a hurry. But, please try not to worry, worry over someone like me. Our destiny's are entwined. As sure as someone divine, divinely gave you to me. My problems keep hacking. As I keep packing, packing to be with you. So, try and know this. A kiss is not a kiss, but bliss when taken from you.

Just Felt Like Writing Today Lol!
Country Girl My girl is a country girl And tops in my world I am very proud of her too And all that she does and can do She can go out and slop the hogs and cut logs Anything a man can do she can do too My girl is pure country girl And tops in my world I am very proud of her too And all that she does and can do She can put 100 pounds on her shoulder as well Even plow gardens and plant the seede too Work in the feild baleing hay all day And then she's ready to play My girl is a country girl And tops in my world she knows how to mend the fence Keep books, And dollars and cents Another thing she can do Is give me sweet loving too My girl is pure country girl And she tops in my world

~i Wouldn't Want To Be Like You~
~I Wouldn't Want to Be Like You~ If I had a mind to, I wouldn't wanna be like you And if I had time to, I wouldn't wanna talk to you Oh, I don't care what you do, I wouldn't wanna be like you If I was high class I wouldn't need a buck to pass And if I was a fall guy I wouldn't need no alibi Oh, I don't care what you do, I wouldn't wanna be like you Back on the bottom line diggin' for a lousy time If I hit a mother lode I'd cover anything that showed Oh I don't care what you do, I wouldn't wanna be like you Peace.

~every Time You Are Near~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I Love You~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I do not know Which I like best Your lips upon my neck? Your hand upon my nakedness? My arms around your waist And yours encircling mine? I only know That being with you is divine. Naked skin on naked skin When we are close together I want it to go on and on Forever and forever. The sweet taste of your tongue As it entices mine Intoxicates me more Than the strongest, honeyed wine.. You are always on my mind Through the day and too the night I feel your spirit touching me I shiver with delight.. If you could see How my heart sings When you make My telephone ring I am enraptured, fey, transcendent, and sublime To know some moments of your day are mine.. When your heart is tired of me If I can only keep one memory It would be the day we met The day you made my heart forget All other loves that came before And made me feel alive once more. I Love you…. Peace.

100%
Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge

~in Your Eyes~
~In Your Eyes~ If I could hold you close When the dark abides, And your eyes behold At the break of light, I'd write these words by the moon And songs by the sun, And their melody and tune Would ring you're the one. Peace.

~you.......only You~
~You......Only You~ When I think of you, so many emotions run through my mind. When I don't hear from you, so many concerns tear at me. Like a mighty waterfall, fierce and thundering a deafening roar - spray enveloping everything around. So am I surrounded by you. Like a babbling brook, slipping quietly over pebbles gently flowing, gurgling. Such is the peace you give to me. Like a gentle breeze, cooling a heated brow caressing fevered skin. So you calm my heart. Like a summer sky, glimmering sun warming the earth shining its light around. So you warm my soul. Like the birds in the trees, singing their happy songs for all to hear. So your voice cheers me. Like a rose, petals opening to release it's fragrance. So your smile thrills me. Like a precious gem, glowing, polished, rare admired by all who see it. So your eyes inspire me. Like the summer grasses, waving gently in the breeze inviting, fragrant, soft. So you hair

Boys Are Dumb
So I wanted to meet this guy off here and he was all cool like yeah i will meet u up my house. Im like no ill meet you at the bar. Im not dumb. So I went to this bar, walked around in a banging outfit, got some other dudes number and still didnt see the freaking guy. He keep texting me and I just turned my phone off. BOYS ARE SO DUMB!!!

Kids Photo Contest.....
HI GUYS......I ENTERED MY SON'S PIC"HORSE KISSES" INTO A PHOTO CONTEST AND IT HAS WON EDITOR'S CHOICE AWARD AND QUALIFIED AS A SEMI FINALIST.IT IS GOING TO BE PUBLISHED IN THIER HARDCOVER BOOK CALLED "ENDLESS JOURNEYS".HOWEVER WE STILL NEED AS MANY VOTES ON IT AS POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO WIN THE 1,000 DOLLAR PRIZE OR FOR A CHANCE TO WIN THE 10,OO DOLLAR ANNUAL PRIZE.I NEVER ASK FOR HELP IN CONTESTS UNLESS ITS FOR MY KID'S SO I'D REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT DO VOTE FOR IT. HE IS ONLY 7 AND WOULD BE SO PROUD IF HE WON.THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE AND HERES THE LINK TO THE SITE THAT'S HOLDING THE CONTEST.HAVE A GREAT NIGHT ALL,HUGSSSS Rate My Photo, Click Here

~me......and You~
~Me.....And You~ I went through life, meandering, wondering... Where life's road is taking me. One day up, the other, down, searching... Knowing not my destiny. All these years you were there; committed... As was I. Firm boundaries in place. Then one day, these fences fell, clattering... Leaving us both free to choose. Now we have choices, yes we do - unlimited... A freedom until now not known. No demands, no expectations; hesitating... Could we meet our separate needs? You are most wonderful by far, more exceptional... Than anyone I've ever met. You give, you love, you share - unique... Could this be it for both of us? You are kind, loving and warm; unselfish... You give so much day by day. And I receive that warmth from you, unending... Will you tell me what you really feel? The days are early - we have time; contemplating... About what's important to us both. If we were meant for one another, forever... Will all be revealed in t

Drews Auction
hello all :) want to fu-own me for a month? lol...i said i wouldnt do one of these, but its for my friend, and shes awesome. just couldnt say no :) click link below for what you will get, and rules for the auction now click pic below to bid on meeee! thanks all :) i hope youre enjoying your sunday. happy hour drinks on me for comments to this entry. **muah**

Thoughts
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became enta

Deja. R.i.p.
If some of you know me as half as well as I hope you do, you will know that my cat, Deja was the subject of my ill attempts at trying to get you ppl laughing. Deja was not just some obese fuzzy ball of flatulance,( and trust me, she DID fart.....ALOT!)but Deja was also one of my closest friends I've ever had. Deja brought cheer to my somewhat bleak existance phase I went through some years back. Deja was always there when I was down. Sometimes, I swear, that if she had opposable thumbs, she'd have fed MY ass. lol. I know alot of ppl have pets or have had pets, I'm sad she's gone, but I know she's in a much better place. She brought me so much happiness and I'm going to miss her freindship....but I know I'll see her again. Those of you who have Animal freinds, you guys know what I'm talkin' about. P.S. If you guys wanna see what Deja looked like, She's in my Family Folder...

Sucky Ass Birthday
my birthday was the suckiest birthday I have ever had...it was like everyone but a few people at work forgot about me this year...Not saying I expected expensive or lots of gifts, but damn can a get a phone call...my damn (now ex) boyfriend gave me a $2.00 box of chocolates as if that would be cool after he gave me nothing for valentines day...bullshit!Rarrrr! Now I have to wait a whole nother yr to be disappointed again....

~until You~
~Until You~ I never knew Love could feel this way The kind of Love that makes you always want to stay I never knew what a wonderful feeling I could get Just by Loving you and having you Love me back To have you do things for me And me to you And it be such a simple thing to do I never knew what it was like to have anyone Lay down beside me Just to hold me, feel me, Love me Until I met you How it felt to be wanted just for me I grew used to being whatever other people wanted Even though it wasn't true I never knew the feeling of having someone love me for me Until I met you Peace.

Why Are Boobs So Great?
I always notice a womans eyes in a first meeting. Eyes can tell so much about a person within minutes of meeting them. But my second thing I tend to notice is breasts. I dont stare or make any type of remark but it is like automatic to look at her breasts. I think all sizes are great. I truely believe the female body is the most incredibly beautiful thing on Earth. And Boobs are absolutely awsome. Does anyone else love Boobs like that?

~dating Ads Of Women~
Dating Ad Translations: Want to know what the person is REALLY like behind those "nice" descriptions in Singles Ads? Here are some translations. DANDY LITTLE HOUSE KEEPER: She has been married three times and kept all the houses FINE CHARACTER She's an ex-hooker KNOWS HOW TO HANDLE MONEY: She's a spend thrift and great at spending yours STRONG FAMILY TIES: She's a Mafia Princess LOVES CHILDREN: She's pregnant and needs a husband WONDERFUL PERSONALITY: She's fat GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR: She's fat and will laugh at anything you say THE OUTDOOR TYPE: She hunts, fishes, chews tobacco, just like the guys READY TO SETTLE DOWN: She's thirty-five, in a state of panic, and dying to marry LIKES TO HAVE A GOOD TIME: She gets drunk every time she goes out LOTS OF FUN AT PARTIES: Often makes an ass of herself MATURE WOMAN: She's at least thirty, but looks at least forty-five HAS THE APPEARANCE OF A YOUNG SCHOOL GIRL: She's at least thirty-three, b

~understanding Women~
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN A Woman's Vocabulary, Keywords and Meanings (as taken from an interview with a woman) ~FINE~ This is the word we use at the end of any argument in which we feel we are right, but need to shut you up. NEVER use 'Fine' to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. ~FIVE MINUTES~ This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. ~NOTHING~ This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine". ~GO AHEAD~ (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". ~GO AHEAD~ (normal eyebrows) This me

~understanding Men~
UNDERSTANDING MEN "IT'S A GUY THING" Translated: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Translated: "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Translated: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Translated: "That girl standing on the corner is a real babe." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Translated: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed, and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot our anniversary." "I WAS JUST

~love Will Keep Us Alive~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love Will Keep Us Alive~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Don't you worry Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now I've found you There's no more emptiness inside When we're hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Peace.

My Venting
The following rant is posted courtesy of Biker® magazine, written by Matt Hansen of M&M Choppers, Inc. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many people out there these days believe that choppers are built just for looks and not really to ride. Totally Wrong!! My wife & I have proven, with over tens of thousands of miles on our choppers (both are hardtail, both are kicker only), that this is total B.S. I once rode a thousand miles in one day without any issues. This kind of hard riding isn't much fun, bit it certainly can be done. The world of so-called "choppers" has turned into a circus sideshow. I've read enough mags, been to enough bike shows and seen enough television build off programs to determine that very few of the hotshot "Master Builders" are building motorcycles anymore. They are building statues - works of art disguised as motorcycles. Some of these bikes show excellent workmanship and incredible ideas, but if the end result

My Thoughts
Perhaps i've been mistaken, all that i've talken, can' t stand to be alone. Since my damn's been breakin, my foundations shakin. Since their so flow. Come down on on me with ever drop of rain. I can't hold the pain, and sometimes the levee breaks. Well there's too much to swallow, I've been stuck here every day, and my insides are hollow cause Lord you built me this way! So I break down. Go with me. It's a simple destination, every road i've taken but i'm still alone. Since my damn's been breakin, would it be forsakin if all the rain was gone?? You come down on me with so many things, you come down on me with every single drop of rain, so come on cause i can't hold the pain, cause sometimes the levee breaks. So i break down, and hide behinds these walls, cause Lord you built me this way...so now the levee has been broken!

Oh Fuk Hobgoblins!!!!!
Ever get tired of those basterd ass sock gnomes sneaking in your dryers? I wouldnt put it past the little fuckers to sniff panties while they r at it! Do you think they are teamed up with the dust bunnies? Its a fucking conspiracy and I swear an oath right now I am gonna catch one of those little freaks one day and shove fabric softner sheets up its ass till they come out its ears! Omg! him an that snuggle bear fuck and thas where dust bunnies come from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smart Ass Mouse
Bought a mouse trap to catch the little bastard because the only mice my cat will catch are the ones filled with catnip. Have heard people say to put peanut butter as the bait. So I put peanut butter on the trap and set it. Wake up this morning and go to check the trap only to find out that the peanut butter had been eaten right off the trap, and the trap was not even sprung. What's the chances in that? 1 in 576,893,957,635,476 LMFAO

Haters.... Read This And Suck My Dick!
This is specifically for you hatin-ass mother fuckers here on fubar! I'm normally a real cool headed guy, until someone pisses me off! I really don't give a fuck what you think of me. If you don't like what i do, say, post... get the fuck over it, and leave me the fuck alone. I'm tired of trying to be nice to people then have be slapped in the face (figuratively speaking). Right now i'm very pissed off and there's a lot of people that continue to push me to the edge. Eventually i'm going to fucking snap. when i do, it ain't gonna be a pretty picture... there will be blood shed, and none of it will be mine! When i do snap and i hurt someone's feelings... there will be no remorse... i have no love for those of you that put other people down when they've done nothing to you! For u trifflin ass mother fuckers... and the trifflin tricks... FUCK U! KISS MY ASS AND SUCK MY DICK! HATERS GET NO LOVE FROM ME! I HAVE NO REMORSE FOR HATERS!!!

Dj Hand Off
DJ Chastity 250 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 200 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 150 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 100 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 50 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 40 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 30 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 20 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity 10 DJ Madman k DJ Chastity go DJ Madman got it DJ Chastity Great have a good set DJ Tater Ladies and gents. That is how you do a hand off.

Psssssshhhh
You can’t take back What you didn’t do What you didn’t say My mind is screwed You took innocence With so much disdain You took my child hood Created endless pain Held my heart with Your Violent Rage Stole my soul and Christened your blade You needed to own What was precious to me The disgusting you that I should have never seen What should have Been sacred To a child like me Is forever gone And its haunting my dreams Now I am left searching For Something I can Never find It seems that the scar Is what’s left behind My heart is autographed Signed by the fiend That is your Wickedness I’m left here to bleed And I hide from the one Who tries to get close I can’t let them see The evil I hold.

Becca's Blog
true facts of this sad life fact1-pushers get pushed fact2-they also get where theyr going fact3-guys that can dance are sexy fact4-most guys cant dance fact5-all women are sexy when they dance as long as they just relax fact6-the asshole is always going to be sexier than the nice guy fact7-hes so sexy cuz he act like he doesnt want you fact8-knowing this doesnt make it work any less fact9-the nice guy usually isnt that nice after all fact10-people generally suck find the ones who dont n hang on tight fact11-even those few will suck occasionally fact12-life is hard n life is short have as much fun as you can for as long as you can cause itll all be over way too soon fact13-never trust a guy who says he doesnt hit women-that should go without saying! fact14-listen up guys-a threesome is a guy watching two girls have sex thats what happens in real life its not like the movies so stop begging fact15-if a guy calls you after 11pm its a booty c

This Is How I Live My Life
There is nothin i hate more than stupid people.. And no im not calling anybody stupid or fake... this is just the way i am...I also hate fake people.. Please dont tell me what i want to hear tell me the truth.. Im a big boy and can handle it... Life is to short for playing games.. i love making new friends and will talk to anybody.. I will not lie to you.. if i say it i mean it.. thats me.. I expect the same kind of respect... .. So if you are here to make friends look me up.. If you are here for other things like dating .. please be sincere..

True Friendship
True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Pass this on to such a friend!

B.a.c.a.
I have been told by our national site..B.A.C.A. that we have too remove any and all items dealing with B.A.C.A. on any and all web sites....So I will be removing my site soon and I hope you will be spreading the word about B.A.C.A. for me.....thank you all.....good bye....WOLF

Bone Brothers
Artist: Bone Thugs (Layzie Bone & Bizzy Bone)Album: Still Creepin On Ah Come UpRelease Date: March 18th, 2008Label: Real Talk Entertainment 1.) Bone Thug 2.) Back In The Day 3.) Make It A Double 4.) 1,2,3 5.) Shit 2 Do 6.) Let Me Smoke With Ya 7.) Conspiracy 8.) Prisoner 9.) Ready For War 10.) Give Me Some Hydro11.) No Killa12.) It's Still Love13.) Rollin, Drinkin14.) Still Creepin On Ah Come Up

Deleting People
i have way too many people on my list that i do not hear from or rate for one reason or another. So if I seem like i'm being a bitch OH WELL! tired of all these fake accounts and harrassing asshats that need a life and the perverts who think they can talk shit to me! So if you do not have a salute pic, or do not rate or i do not interact with you, your gone!! and also friends of people who are harrassing me GONE!!! Bloody tired!!! Mina Im finding out slowly who my true friends are , I already deleted 400 people i will do more every day!

Check Out My Dare Game!!
I KNOW SEVERAL OF YOU HAVE BEEN WONDERING/ASKING WHAT THE NEW PRIVATE PICTURES ARE.... WELL MYSTERY FINALLY SOLVED, THE ALBUM IS OPEN AND I AM READY TO PLAY..... I HAVE A NEW GAME FOR YOU TO TRY, I CALL IT: 'THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS DARE' HERE IS HOW IT ALL GOES: I DARE YOU TO COME VIEW MY SEVEN DEADLY SINS ALBUM AND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT UNDER AS MANY OR AS LITTLE OF THE 7 DEADLY SINS THAT YOU ARE GUILTY OF FOR ALL OF FUBAR TO SEE... YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE A VERY DESCRIPTIVE CONFESSION, JUST A VAGUE ONE WILL DO....AND PLEASE NO NSFW COMMENTS OR ADMITANCE TO ANY UNSOLVED CRIMES THAT I WOULD BE FORCED TO REPORT. HAHA I WILL BUY YOU A DRINK FOR EVERY DEADLY SIN YOU CONFESS TO (UP TO 7 Drinks or just one bigger gift!) IF YOU LEAVE A COMMENT THAT MAKES ME SMILE/LAUGH I WILL BUY YOU AN EXTRA SPECIAL GIFT. I HOPE YOU COME BACK OFTEN TO READ WHAT OTHERS HAVE CONFESSED TO...THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING AND HOPEFULLY ENTERTAINING..

Captains Log 03/02/08
Life is so much better when one can see clearly. I have the best friends life has to offer. A brilliant daughter. A roof over my head. A job (not the greatest but Im employed) I am healthy. and I am alive for the first time in years.

Lucky Number 1000
$50,000 FUBUCKS TO MY 1000th FRIEND!! Everybody ADD/RATE & FAN so some lucky person will be the big winner! stfu its santa...owned by Lady T owner of DJ C51 Girl@ fubar Show Santa lots and lots of FU LOVE! (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~Official Freak Show FREAK!~Read Blogs! ~Owned by Emanon!' on '2008-03-02 19:42:12')

Music...
i am a music nut!!! ever since i was a baby, there was always music playing some where... my mother said she had to put the radio on so i would go to sleep..gee go figure...:) i started out by putting songs in my stash that reflected the more current likes and songs that touched my heart in one way or another... THEN...i started digging, recalling the songs from the 60's and 70's that when i hear them bring back to me a memorey so vivid and emotion... i'll never forget one time, riding in the car w my mom, singing a song word for word, not thinking twice about it, just floating away in the notes and words, when my mom looked back at me and said "I WISH YOU COULD REMEMBER YOUR HISTORY LIKE YOU CAN REMEMBER THE WORDS TO THESE SONGS!" when i was 5 my grandfather would sit me at the organ and i would POUND AWAY at the keys not really makeing any tru music, but to him... it was beautiful...he would sit and clap and egg me on and tell me to play more!!! music has run str

Family Rules!
1.You must have a SALUTE photo and be atleast a LEVEL 5 or higher.As a family member, we ask that when on line, you give 50% of your time on the site to BOMBING. ( This is every day to every other day!) 2.PLEASE!!!!! DO NOT ENTER CONTESTS WITHOUT LETTING ME KNOW IN ADVANCE! This means more than 1 day prior! We may have already committed the family to another contest. If you want to be in a contest, let me know and I will put you on the CONTEST LIST! That way ALL get the chance to be in a contest and ALL have the family backing. PLEASE, ONLY ONE AT A TIME IN A CONTEST! 1ST COME, 1ST TO GET INTO CONTEST! We will have a contest list blog so please check! If you decide to enter a contest, YOU will be expected to max yourself EVERY-DAY! Do not enter otherwise! Family will not back you if you are not willing to Back yourself. Also, if recently in a contest, please be considerate and allow some-one who has not been a chance to do so first. 3.We do realize that people have jobs, f

Midlife Crisis
OK I BELIEVE I HAVE SUFFERED MY FIRST MIDLIFE CRISIS...........I WENT AND DYED MY HAIR BLONDE THEN LAST WEEK A FRIEND OF MINE TALKED ME INTO GETTING BOTH MY NIPPLES PIERCED AND MY BELLY BUTTON. WITH ALL THE BULL SHIT I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH OVER THE LAST 2 YEARS I DECIDED IT WAS TIME FOR A CHANGE AND BOY DID I DO IT AND I AM LIKING IT.

Think Before U Speak
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could Immediately take the words back... Or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow And asked loudly, 'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?' I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with men's balls' THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and Passed by a store that sold a

Why People Come Into Our Lives...
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They b

~!friend List Pimpout!~
Ok Here's The Deal Folks...Every Week Im Gonna Do A Major Bulletin Listing 11 Of My Closest Friends On My Friends/Family & Fans Lists For You To Go Give Love Too...Please ADD/RATE/FAN Them & Tell Them I Sent You. When You Have Finished Please Send Me A Message(DO NOT SHOUT ME) & Then You Will Have Two Choices...But Just Pick ONE & ONLY ONE... Your Choices Are: 1.4 Customized Graphics(Examples Are On My Home Page) OR 2.2 Of Anything That You Want Rated (Stash,Pics,etc.) The List Will Then Be Posted Into My Blogs. Heres The List For This Week ™KelKel™ ™Dark Phoenix's Sex Slave ™ ™Co-Owner Of Demonic Influence ™ ™Fu Owned By DJ Dave™@ fubar ÐëMèÑtËð_ÃñGë£‡I♥Víñ¢ëñt†£ûñå ƒè£ïñé'§ ƒîãñ¢€☆I♥KaT†‡@ fubar STRYKE owner club glow@ fubar DJ Dark Wolfe Princess Co-Owner&MGR of TBR~Lycan Diplomat~Raysir's R/L GF & Switch's Lover~L@ fubar ÐÅ®K ¶HOENIX - Demonic Influence Owner@ fubar ~KyttieKat~Vampyress of Darkened Love@ fubar

Letter To A Friend
Dear friend, hey there how are u hows life been treating u.Just want u to know im happy to have u as a friend.You make me laugh when others make me cry,u pick me uwhen others knock me down,your my voice when im voiceless,the shoulder i can lean on when i feel weak.Your what a friend is supposed to be a true friend a friend for life a friend who does and doesnt just talk you show your friendship by doing. So with that said i wanna thank u for being a friend and to me a friend u will always be.I dedicate this to all my friends new and old near and far and to all the friends i have yet to make.

Needs Title
UNTITLED 2/19/2008 She hasn’t admitted to herself Or to him How much she truly cares And how strongly She wants to be with him. She shows it , But only to an extent But its still not All she can do or that she would For him. Why is this an on looker May ask But its what The on looker doesn’t know that’s stops Her from showing how she Completely feels Right now. The fact that in her past there’s so Much pain, Heartache, And hurting That she doesn’t want anymore Of this. She’s so tired of it and it hurts So bad She hopes that he knows How she feels By what she does and says. The words may take forever to reach Her lips But maybe one day They will. She also hopes that those words Don’t reach Her ears or her eyes because She’s afraid She’ll run due to how things have Played out Before when those words come into play Only time will tell how Long Before she’s ready to let Another man Into her heart and tell him I love you.

Jokes
Doctors Never Laugh ...the Doctor replied "Of course I won't laugh, I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Bob said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whoo-ha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it won't happen again. Now, what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Bob replied.

Shit Days
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 another shit day..... Current mood: drained I rarely write anymore as you can tell but time is limited for the best reason in the world.As great as things have been it seems that other things got worse over this period of time.They are getting worked out so fuck it. One thing is that my work got so much harder after the promotion that they hired a guy to split my work with me..... well atleast weld some for me.The other shit is all mine. For the most part the boss man is cool but the other shitbags in the office have been fucking up so much that it has created extra work for me.It isnt good money work its the fix the morons fuck ups kinda work.I have done a great percentage of my screaming at work over the past few months.Im no longer alowed to use the word fatass at work and the foreman said hes getting tired of the word douchebag.Ill tone it down on that one so I can keep saying it.Its a wonderful word ..... douchebag. The other things have

Douchebagasaurus
Thursday, June 14, 2007 Douchebagasaurus Current mood: amused there is a legend of the most shit sucking worthless sack of skin known to human kind...... it is the legend of the douchebagasaurus. naration by some cockney accented nature type: today we are on a hunt for the worlds most worthless inhabitant. first we shall set our sights on explaining the various species of douchebag. the first species of douchebag can be found in numerous dwellings where females are the inhabitants.lets go see shall we.we enter the lavatory and sneak past the ravenous pugs and shit-zu we encounter along the way.here we see the first species of douche ..... just a fluid filled container with a nozzle .....Websters describes its use as ..... a jet of fluid for cleaning a body part.this is the most harmless of the douche species. the second in the douchebag species is the metrosexual moron who preys on weak willed women.many human males fit this category.they are so lacking in intel

Stomach Bugs
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 dreaming in viral vision...... Current mood: nauseated the end of the weekend became a body fluid square dance that is probably to disgusting to go into detail over but just so you get it ...... stomach bug..... damnit. ok first of all the whole bug thing is not something i get normally but it has been known to bring me down a few times.the best part has always been the vivid dreaming.holy shit some of them go way off the charts. wanna see some cool shit go suck tonsils with someone whos been hugging porceline for a day and see what happens.ill share a less than version for you. me or i think its me walking along .... kind of an internal view and a bit bouncy... makes me sick ... like motion sickness.fall through the ground into black and nothing .... im not sure there is a bottom but i stopped so.... i guess so. out of the black a bear lunges at me mouth open to take a bite... i stop the bear with my hands holding his jaws open."cut it out

"feelings"
Will the feelings of sadness ever leave my heart and soul, Do these horrific thoughts of doom forever linger on, When the up's and down's of this lifes adventures end, shall I drown in a bloody puddle of mindless muck As I pass onward to the end of my journey, will happiness only be but a dream I take this heart and crush it so I never give the power to another As the blood spills out I can only see, a past of endless torment and sorrow The sea in which my mind has been tossed to and frow, kills me daily very slow I shall pray to the God above that your happiness not be so far away, and you find that one true love

Making An Ass Of Myself
lapses in judgement..... Current mood: awake sometimes tunnel vision can be more of a problem than what you think. id like to give a shout out to all of the crazy fucked up chicks.yay for the interesting life i have had so far.cheers......... heres to you for teaching me some needed but extremely shitty lessons. so over a period of time through school it was trying for good girls and that was not for me at all.good girls hate me normally and after checking my attitude and way of life i can understand fully why they did.the unlucky ones that hit it off with me were looking for something more exciting and maybe a little darker.i can think of a few that hit a wall after hanging with me for too long.they had a choice so i dont feel guilty at all anymore.thank you good girls for showing me that even church cant always save you when the influence of the supposed guy next door gets in you.uh huh......thanks. thank you freaks for loving that i was a good boy to you.the freaky typ

Ways To Get A Woman To Beat You Down
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 It's not so shocking.... random and repeat................. So id like spout off at the mouth like a crack whore whos had one too many hits. Ways to get slapped in the face: 1.touching ass is a good way to start 2.touching a breasticle or two may get the backhanded double whammy 3.intentionaly rubbing ones self against another who isnt receiving it well 4.spitting gets the hand everytime 5.a hand on the knee may get it from the right person 6.licking is a no no 7.never bark in someones face they never like that 8.slapping first will get ya 9.doing the trusty see~food will get your mouth busted 10.Never ever tell a woman she needs to lose a couple lbs. if you do duck and run. Ways to get punched in the face: 1.soul tap a guy in the nuts 2.punch first 3.tell a jealous type you fucked his girlfriend so hard she would be permanently bow legged. 4.also tell him she swallowed for you.................. hmmm 5.you could tell a ladies

Myspace Death
Sunday, February 04, 2007 Three Decades of Pure Evil... from the nice guy. So I hear through the myspace vine that I am dead.Well that sucks. First , being dead realy stresses me out and I might have to use swear words to rid myself of the frustration of death.Oreos might help.Am I still allowed to eat? I also have some questions. 1.Im guessing that sex is out of the question for me now....... hhmmm 2.No food either? 3.Do I realy have to rot? that blows 4.If I play stupid like a zombie do I get to stick around longer? 5.Does it have to be human brains or can I just go pick a squirrel out of a tree and take a bite? 6.Oh and does fried chicken skin count? 7.If I am dead is it cheating to use an air pump to get myself up? 8.Is it possible to embalm myself without help ......... cause rotting will suck 9.How do I take care of that fresh from the grave scent? 10.Am I allowed to break the law? Can I even be prosecuted? Well I guess just let me know about as much

Always With The Luck Of The Irish
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 GDFS IM A FREAK......... AS IF YOU DID NOT KNOW Current mood: indescribable Well I started a conversation with myself today.I swear to God I acted like a teenager when I saw this and now I am embarassed to admit that I also acted like a Tool. It was my normal work day shit going on and I ,as usual, am busting my ass to get my project done.I was underneath a truck unable to see and I had my mp3 player cranked up so no sound either.This is not a good work practice by the way. I decide to work partly through lunch cause I was too lazy to get up off the floor from my laying position.That did not last long. At one point Im in the middle of cutting right above my head in an extremely uncomfortable position and I feel a tug at my pants leg.My reply was "just a second" and not in a nice tone but leave me the hell alone tone.To this I was smacked briskly across the thigh area a little too close to home and it made me pop up busting my skull on the frame(me

"emotions"
My eyes have witnessed so much pain in this world I tread upon Will your anger continue to infect those around you Can a heart ache ever be mended or will blackness forever fill your veins Do we entail the ensample to leave on for those to laugh & scorn at Can love be forever at my finger tips and dicarded ever so frequently As the victims remain in the wake of my past, I can not go back now Its forever burned into enternity and I shall not live in regret or shame I have no one else to blame for this heart ache and pain

My Thoughts, Your Misfortune
I would like to take this time to tell my readers that the following blogs are 100% fictional. Now with that said...LET THE BLOOD FLOW!!! One day I found that an aquaintance had betrayed me. I vowed that the asshole would pay, yet i played it off as if not even bothered the least bit. Three days later, after coming home to an empty house from another shitty day at work, this shithead decides to call me to apologize. I told him to apologize in person, so he decided to come over and we would talk over a case of beer. I had other plans I decided to play my Xbox while waiting for him to bring the case of beer for what seemed like a very long time. When he finally arrived I grabbed my knife before answering the door. I let him in and as he was shoving the last beer into the refridgerator I pulled his hair back to make his back arch and drove the blade of my blood-thirsty knife into the flesh of his back, just between the vertabrae. He dropped like a rock, an

Dreams Never Die
Moon light illuminating fog She gazes out her window The mist flows about her Calmly caressing her skin She quietly turns away Her thoughts plague her steps The fireplace so bright Its warmth never reaching With a slight smile And a flower in her hand She remembers a night A night such as this She dreamed her desire And her dream came to life He took her hand He led her to the stars They laid by the fire His touch burned her soul Skin on skin Magic sparked in the air By his touchHe carried her home And now she remembers Never to forget The passion they shared With a soft smile The flames mirroring her eyes She knows he’ll return For a dream never dies...

Family
To everyone who has ever lost someone you love, specifically to my niece Emily Cecilia. Just always remember you are not alone and you don't have to mourn alone. I know first hand how hard it is when you lose someone especially when it is a parent. I want everyone to know that there are people out there that will use that against you and if they have to sink so low as to use something like that to hurt you then they are not worth your time. I was 11 years old when my mother died and it still gets to me today even after almost 12 yrs. But i look at my babies and i remember the good times and I do everything i can to be the best i can be to them and if anyone doesnt like the way i raise them guess what not my problem they are taken care of and thats what matters so dont judge me if you dont know me or my life!!! have some heart and thank God for the blessings you have and don't be someone you're not it never works out. So to anyone who has lost a parent keep your head up because t

Boyfriend Application.... Are You My Type?
Name: Age: Height: Weight: Body Type: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Dating Age Range: Do you work out?: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: Do you have animals?: If not do you like animals?: List your top 3 music artists 1. 2. 3. Top 3 movies 1. 2. 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontaneous?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS! Would you hold my hand as we walk through the

Im Jus Wonderin..
you know.. no matter how long of a relationship you have been in with somebody, no matter how long yall have been apart, no matter of anything, you are always qonna have that person on your mind NON STOP! well, with me, he dont wanna leave me alone. He really dont. And I dont know what to do. he's like there.. no matter what! dated for 11 months, lived together for 10 months. Yeah, when he left me, i went NUTS, but now, im over him, and his crazy ass dont wanna leave me alone. I jus dont qet men these days !! Some of them like , can make you fall in love with them, and when they know youve done it, they ditch ya ass !! thats what he did.. and im so scared to fall inlove wiht ANYBODY else.. because im so affraid of it happening again. You never know, I could be wrong. Goodnight.

Raiders Number 1
IM A RAIDERS FAN ALL THE WAY I KNOW THAT SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY SUCK AND I HATE THAT SHIT CAUSE THATS MY TEAM WIN ARE LOSE IM WITH THEM ALL THE WAY SO DO ME A FAVOR THE HATERS WHO CAN'T STAND THE RAIDERS SOULD KISS MY ASS CAUSE THEY DONT KNOW ANY BETTER AND THATS A FACT AND IM PROUD TO SAY THAT SO RAIDERS FAN ALL THE WAY

Needing Help
my wife would like to involve a gf into our sex life but i has been a hard long serch for a female that wants to be spoiled and loved on by 2 people its not like i havent had a 3 way with my wife before but this time we want it to go deeper for all involved not just sex

Help A Person's Dream Come True:)
Hi everybody, I wanna ask all of you for a huge favour. I have a cousin, his name is Vulpe Eduard and he lives in Romania. He is a college student, a great person and...a little shy. His friend went to a casting for a entertainment tv show and the team picked my cousin also to appear in that show. The show its called "In al 9-lea cer" - "9-th heaven". They take normal people and try to choose only one who will have their help in future to become an actor. I know my cousin its a little shy, mostly cos everything its live on tv....he doesnt have a great voice but....not all actor do, but its my cousin and i feel he should win. I will leave here a link to the official webpage of the show and i hope you will help by voting him. Since the webpage is in romanian i think i should help you a little:) when u go on that page you will see in ur right, 3 pictures. Those are this week's contestants. First picture its my cousin, youll see his name next to the photo Eduard Vulpe. Under his n

I'm Having Problems
My whole life I have pretended to feel,I pretended to have emotions.I have pretended to love,care,not care,and not love for as long as I can remember.I am so good at it that I dont know whats real and whats not.Some times it all builds up inside and I get this feeling,a sick feeling deep inside and I dont know what to do.Its like I have a person is inside and shes screaming loud as she can and noone turns around to see.Tears come but for what.Things have happened in my life that I dont wish on anyone.For once I wish I could feel and have real emotions about someone or something.I'm sceaming inside.

Drama Queen
this song is dedicated to the biggest drama queen i know..."Heaven"...i hope your getting that life i talked about while your texting me your bs this morn!she gets caught cheating on her fu hubby,not even a few days later she is with smokin..few weeks later.shes with scuba steve..damn who's next?????? Music Video:MANEATER (by Nelly Furtado)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Soul
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Blogs
18 years ago I was very fortunate to purchase from a pet adoption the best friend any man or woman could ever have. I picked up a Catahoula the runt of his litter, a litter that was dropped off at the side of the road to die the most horrible of deaths just for being born. He and I enjoyed both high points and low points in my miserable life and yet he never turned his back on me unlike those that claimed to be a "friend". Beau was a true friend, the most unique canine with the ability to sense trouble yet only barked when necessary he'd place himself in harms way to protect those he loved, If you were troubled he also sensed that too and stayed by your side till he felt your trouble pass and never asked for anything in return except unconditional love. He was never the type to walk with you but infront of you to divert any possible trouble yet was gentle with kids passing by. He was a great judge of a persons character, if he didnt like you or trust you he let it be known for yo

Friendship
A FRIEND’S EXISTENCE © 1996, Wayne Lee Will you remember all the days when I was there with you, remembering my smile and my laughter? Or will you forget and dwell in the lost instead, mourning for your friend’s farewell? A portrait of my existence lies deep within your heart, cherishing the memories we once shared. Or will you decide nothing is worth keeping, losing the special dream you once held? Love will never die. Love is deep inside. Friendships are forever. Remember my love for you. I am always there, watching over you. To give inspiration and strength when you may fail in a world of fears. Will you continue to dream and breathe the wonders of life, striving to be who you want to be? Or will you succumb to the defeats in life, failing to never overcome? Dreams will never die. Strength is deep inside. Friendships are forever. Remember my faith in you. I am always there, believing in you. To give encouragement and love when yo

Puter Virus
I thought you would want to know about this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton, Trend, or McAfee cannot take care of this one. It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965. Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. done that! 2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail ! that too! 3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person. yep! 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. who me? 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. well darn! 6. Causes you to hit 'SEND' before you've finished. oh no - not again! 7. Causes you to hit 'DELETE' instead of 'SEND.' and I just hate that! 8. Causes you to hit 'SEND' when you should 'DELETE.' Oh My! IT IS CALLED THE 'C-NILE VIRUS. '

$ Tax $ Tips - Many Forget These
10 big deductions too many people miss If you don't know about a potential tax break, you won't take it. Here are the deductions that a lot of taxpayers seem to forget. By Jeff Schnepper How many times have you done your taxes and, three weeks later, learned you had missed the opportunity for a deduction? Too many, I'm sure. How can you not miss these deductions the next time? Start planning now. I've found a number of deductions that my own clients often miss. Here are 10 of them that can affect your tax bill for 2007 and your tax planning for 2008. Noncash contributions: Charity, as I hope everyone remembers, begins with a tax deduction. If you didn't have the cash to contribute in 2007, I hope you charged it. And, likewise, if you don't have the cash when it comes time to contribute in 2008, go ahead and charge it. The deduction is allowed in the year of the charge, not when you actually pay the bill. Get a receipt from the charity to which you made a donat

Why Add
why do people add you then never talk to you? is it just me or does this annoy anyone else too. i mean yeah i want as many freinds as i can possibly get yes but i dont want you to be on my freinds list if we arent going to be freinds i'm not here for popularity or tosee how many friends i can get i'm here to meet new cool people so if u dont want to really be my frined then dont add me please

Advice For My Male Friends
To really love a woman To understand her You gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought See every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself Lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she’s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody To tell her that it’s gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman To really love a woman Let her hold you Do you know how she needs to be touched ? You gotta breath her Really taste her To you can feel her in your blood Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that she’s really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that she’s the one She needs somebody To tell her that you’ll always be together So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman

Doghouse With Baddog
i decided to put the blog on a neutral site, that way if you want to say anything, you can, please help spread the word and if you want met to promote something for you, just ask..click this banner to go to the Dog Blog

Alive Again
well after a long time of not feeling worth a damn emotionally i have to say im back to my old self thanks to my mandy who has shown me people can love one another and not expect them to change at all yes its true i have found someone that loves me again

Best Music Festival Ever!!!!
Best Music Festival Ever!!!!!!! Current mood: excited Dual tickets to Freelyfest and sister festival Something Fantastic are available NOW. Purchase one ticket to BOTH festivals. Ticket price includes entry and camping at both Freelyfest and Something Fantastic! Go HERE to get yours. There are only 100 available! Bands at Freelyfest & Something Fantastic: Jakob Freely & the Mixtape Bandits The Spikedrivers Papadosio The Werks Boogie Matrix Mechanism Andy Shaw Band The Floorwalkers Lewis Copeland Fuzzy Samuels Shrug Zac McFadden & the SEB Jovial Flow Colin John & Cliff Starbuck Hooked on Tonics 20 Minutes to Park Thomas Dirk Trio Rhythm Stitches Pup the Rabbit Ghostfarm The Wooley Lemons And 5 Makes 20 The Goods *regular Freelyfest tickets will go on sale April 1st. More info about the DUAL ticket presale at JakobFreely.com/presale

Patron
C’mon, me tell me what it do, I do it for the ‘A’. When the top drop, rock the platinum Cardier. Got that Microsoft, so they call me Bill Gates.Ice links around my neck, lookin’ like I build gates. I’m Mista Amoco, yea I got the pumps.Pockets on swoll, lookin’ like they got the mumps.Im ‘bout my change, gotta get the riches.From the look of thangs ya’ll gettin’ J.C. pennies.Pass dat Patron, the limes’ right der. Rock with it, lean with in my nik’er.Wink my eye at cha bitch, now wishing now she could touch.See the J’s on my feet and she love the diamond cuts.Fresh to death, everyday, like I jumped up outta caskets.Ask Chino Dolla about that dope boi magic.Connected like apartments, keep one in the cartridge.Chevy seats ostrich, name in the carpet.I mix Patron and ever glow, I call it antifreeze.Take one sip a drop off to her knees. Mista V.I.P, get like me. Ice piece on white beat’, I call it Iced-t.Cush by the seven’s I call it Mike Vic. She call me officer I hit her with my nightsti

Thoughts 6
I have been on this site for over a year now. Wow. I started back in early Feb of last year. That was under a different profile then...Attia. It was different then, that is for sure. It was new and exciting and I got caught up in it fast. Cherrytap seemed to me to be less bullshit then when it changed to Fubar. A friend wanted me to enter a contest and I was reluctant to do it but he convinced me. That is when things got sour on Fubar. A crazy person decided to start drama with me and got my right to comment on anyone taken away even though she could write anything and everything about me. I chose the higher rode and deleted that profile and started over. I would more than likely be a godfather or higher by now. When I started over, caring about levels and points went away. It was fun helping people in contests when you could comment really fast and not have to deal with the dreaded Bouncer check that comes up way too often. Now when I help people out, I am just being

Internet (chat) Ettiquette
It amazes me even to this day how people on the internet can be complete assclowns and disrespect others at a drop of a hat. Understanding though that some just open themselves up to a good "smack-down". But alot of people aren't doing anything to look for harassment. I have had numerous people tell me, "your nice", "enjoyable to talk too". Which all that is just great to hear for me, but also at the same time.... wtf kind of messages and emails are some people (mainly women), recieving?!?!!? I mean honestly, is it so hard to act half the way we should. Now im not talking all fuzzy bunny's and gd roses, but damn, do you have to be so blatantly ignorant that woman really gives two shits about your dick, or how you think they are "so fucking hot".... LOL .... 99% of the time its coming from some lazy POS that shows off his nose hairs in a salute pic, because he thinks its sexy to have man boobs. Act like you would in public. Most of the Asscracks that i have been hearing abou

My Very First Contest I Am In
OK HERES THE DEAL I AM IN MY VERY FIRST CONTEST ITS A COMMENT BOMBIN CONTEST... I SURE COULD USE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET FROM ANYONE, BUT FIRST OFF YOU GOTTA ADD THIS GIRL AS A FRIEND TO BE ABLE TO HELP ME OUT http://wwww.fubar.com/user/995072 THEN GO TO HER COMMENT BOMBING PICS AN HIT MY PIC UP AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! TY IN ADVANCE FOR ANYONE WILLIN TO HELP ME OUT.. I AM TRYIN TO GET TO 100,000 COMMENTS

You Have Oficially Been Pimped
OK People please show your love for one of thee most Hottest of the 2nd Alarm Hotties Ever! Go to °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties page and hit it up... Don't forget to come check out her lounge Fetish too. Pimpout Brought to you by: ☆Core☆Pimp Daddy C☆Owned by °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar

Life
Does anyone really understand life , one minute you are happy the next ur mad or upset all u can to is take it in stride and live ur life the way u want to live it can nobody really tell u how to live ur life u have to find out ur purpose in life and u can't do that if u dont try and always listening to what every one says. So how do u want to be remberd in ur life the one the gave a damn or the one that never tried. D.E.Z

Love
IT FUNNY HOW PEOPLE CAN THROW THAT WORD LOVE AROUND SO EASY,IS IT ME OR DO U AGREE IF YOU TELL SOMEONE U LOVE THEM, AND FOR SOME REASON SOMETHING HAPPENS TO SLOW THAT RELATIONSHIP DOWN. IS IT REALLY THAT EASY TO FORGET THEM AND WALK AWAY AS IF NOTHING EVER HAPPEN. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT U BUT IF I LOVE SOMEONE I DON'T STOP JUST LIKE THAT,BUT THATS JUST ME. IM BEGINNING TO THINK SAYING I LOVE U IS THE NEW PICK U LINE FOR THE FUTURE,LOL

Wanna Be Playas
Why do some people think they are slick by hitting on you and your gal pals, on FUBU at the same time? me, personally, I can't stand that crap. I truely don't even like the flirting since I am in a relationship. I know, I know, cancel my account but I am here enjoying the 'friendships' that I have made. OK VENTED LOL

Is It Me!?!?!?!?!
like i have always said before you go and critisize others, take a step back and look at yourself. And i have done that it just blows my mind about how crazy people in this world are ( yea i know hypocrite becasue im nuttier than squrrel shit lol) but anyway i sit back and look at some of the retarted ass things that people do and say. I see people sticking needles in their arms, getting high, stealing, hell even people who will take and run halfway across the country for a person who gives u a couple nice e-mails and a few sweet text messages and a phone call saying i love you on occasion (i.e 76% of the people on here). And then when you tell them that that is a retarted ass thing they are doing....whatever it is, they have the nerve to get mad..i just dont know is it me or has the whole world gone COMPLETELY CRAZY

St Patricks Day Contest
Hi all, In another contest and would appreciate any help you can give me with it. If nothing else please stop by and rate the pic for me as rates are worth 3 comments. Thanks to any and all that can help me. Click on the photo here and it will take you to the contest...Please be sure to rate/fan the host of the contest too. She is a sweet friends of mine..

Friend Needs Help Leveling
Hello All I have a friend that is trying to level and she only has 9000 to go... please go show her some luv and help her out.. She's a real sweetheart.. ¢¾~*~LoVeSaHaIrYCHeSt- Can I see urs?*~*~CLUB F.A.R. RAWKS!~*~*TROUBLE ~*~FU~ANGELS--100% STR8@ fubar

The Rocky Horror Picture Show
It's astounding, time is fleeting Madness takes its toll But listen closely, not for very much longer I've got to keep control I remember doing the TIme Warp Drinking those moments when The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling Let's do the time warp again... Let's do the time warp again! It's just a jump to the left And then a step to the right With your hands on your hips You bring your knees in tight But it's the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane, Let's do the Time Warp again! It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me So you can't see me, no not at all In another dimension, with voyeuristic intention Well-secluded,

The New Business
So I want to start a self-employment business to hopefully make some money even when the bartending does not pay out. I'm not looking to get rich, just take care of myself and have some fun in the process. The idea is that I offer to set up and maintain social network sites (SNS) for local bars and taverns kind of like a website. Why? What for? Well, to begin with a website usually just waits for visitors. With a SNS you can actively connect with people or search them out and then continue to provide those patrons with info they want. My intent is to offer three or more SNS at a very competive price compared to a regular website service. Why three? Not very many people will be on multiple SNS and this will give a broader clientel. Now I do not intend to spam people with bullitins or updates like some do with "check out this or that" three times a day but rather keep those that wish to stay informed with maybe a weekly update of events or a calender that people can subscribe to

Life
I dont know where to start... Ok yes I am kinda single at the moment. And yes I am looking for someone but i am looking for the right someone, not looking for sex or a fling or just someone to talk to. I am looking for the one that completes me and makes me whole. I am not saying i will find him here or am i looking for him here. But at the moment i am not looking because i am tired of getting hurt, tired of crying. My poor heart is shattered and torn and broken. Its partially my fault. I just want to meet nice people at make friends and go from there. So if you are looking for random sex or random play, dont message me. IF you are looking for a friend and someone who really cares and if you want someone to talk to hit me up ok. I am on yahoo just send me your screen name. Thanks!

Smart People
Why do people thank that everyone else is so dum? When they tell you they have no cam and take pic,s with them hooked on top of their screens. Do they thank that their husbands are wifes are going to findout? Are do they have something that they are hinding from you? Are do they just plan lie to you and still want to be friends? Can you trust someone that lies to you?

My Sexy Blog
Well, if you look at all the magazine companies...(hustler, playboy, maxim, etc) and you look @ what they are wearing and the way they look. They look like they are 13 years old dressed up like little school girls. And they wonder why there are so many pedifiles!

Regular Stories
Ghost A fog-like mist, rolling close over the ground, covered the dark path. Rain had already softened the hard packed dirt into a slushy mud. Puddles of water spread about the path in no particular pattern, unbroken with the exception of intermittent rain drops. The quiet, watery, solitude of the puddles are soon interrupted by the hard desperate tread of a man running. His breathing was hard as if he had been running for many hours. Every now and again he would look over his shoulder, rapidly searching the darkness behind him. His dark brown eyes scattering his view to whatever images seem to catch his eye as he ran. His head was half bald, his face withered with age, yet his frightened, aged and slightly plump body seemed to carry with a speed he couldn’t remember ever having. The runner knew he had been watched for sometime. He also knew running was pointless. Yet, the will to survive spurned him onward. A persistent thought kept whispering that perhaps he could outr

If I Were President
'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces fromIraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict . This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain ,Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 ceases immediately and indefinitely. The money saved during the first year alone will pretty much pay for the c

Auctioned Off
so check this out i was auctioned for the first time EVER and only time ever i think...Dj Devilish DD beat the other bidders so go show him love!!and just click the pic :D oh and the highest bid was a Happy Hour :D

My Love
A Very Special Friend A Friend is someone special who can stand inside your shoes, feel your joy and sadness, and never judge you or accuse. A Friend is someone you can sit with not uttering one word, but knowing in your silence there is something to be heard. To have a friendship such as this is something very rare. Cherish this special someone with tender, loving care. for being such a special friend! And most of all... The LOVE of my life!

Defying Convention
Our relationship is rarely normal, so why continue now, right? I decided that since leap day only comes around once every four years, I would take advantage of the tradition of women proposing to their men. It's official. I will be Mrs. Cuddlepants. When, I don't know for sure. But I'm really excited about what the future holds for us. This is bad news for all you women out there, I know. He is the best catch a woman could find. Somehow, while I was blindly stumbling through life, I found my light and he fills me with more joy and warmth than anyone or anything ever could.

Redneck Valentines
The Redneck Valentine! Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like corn silk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry Jist a-dancin' in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as Sun Drop Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we're in a crowd. On special occasions, When you shave yore armpits, Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits. Still them fellers at work They all want to know, What I did to deserve Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape Yo're there fer yore man, To patch up life's troubles And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler Racin' through the mud, Yet fragile as that sanger Named Naomi Judd. Yo're as cut

I Have The Worse Luck!!!!!!!!!!!
ever since i statred dateing and had reltionships it never worked for me. i am a sweet honest and loveing woman. its just all the men in my life always decided to beat and humilleate me call me names and hurt me. and i always wondered if there were any men in this world who can truely love a woman like me. cause i havent been able to find one so if there are any good men that are looking for a good woman to be friends with or share life and love with. it would really suprize me lol and if you are a man that reads this blog and you are a kind careing and loveing man i would love to get to know you so add me hehehe ty

Mummless In Fuland
Ok folks I need some help here, I need FuNominations for the MUMMLESS POOL. So far I am thinking the following: Tew Dope Dio Goatse Lifesez Bludgeon ~CC~ Hoe Hunter Cannibal (me) So if you know of any questionable MUMMers..LMAO that could possibly get the axe...nominate them here..

Pimp Out
~My Fu Owners Add/Rate/Fan~ They are really awesome people to know!!! CHERRY EATER@ fubar ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ @ fubar punkrock210@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by MistressBroken~Nyha'sFu-wife~IBIC~Owned by CherryEater, punkrock210 & BBW Goddess~PSPinup~@ fubar

Another Great One Gone
TORONTO - Blind rock and jazz musician Jeff Healey has died after a lifelong battle against cancer. He was 41. Healey died Sunday evening in a Toronto hospital, said bandmate Colin Bray, who was in the room with Healey's family when the guitarist died. The Grammy-nominated Healey rose to stardom as the leader of the Jeff Healey Band, a rock-oriented trio that gained international acclaim and platinum record sales with the 1988 album "See the Light." The album included the hit single "Angel Eyes." Healey had battled cancer since age 1, when a rare form of retinal cancer known as Retinoblastoma claimed his eyesight. Due to his blindness, Healey taught himself to play guitar by laying the instrument across his lap. His unique playing style, combined with his blues-oriented vocals, earned him a reputation as a teenage musical prodigy. He shared stages with George Harrison, B.B. King and Stevie Ray Vaughan. Bray said he and many others expected the guitarist to rally fro

Shinning Stars
1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. 3) There will be no bombing unless you are doing it on your own. 4) All newbies will go through bm310 No exceptions. Always send new recruits to him. If he is not around then and only then send to Founder or Co-Founder. 5) If you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation find a member of Management. We are here to help you out! 6) We will level anyone with 15,000 points or fewer as long as they have plenty of stash and pics. Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling please leave a meassage so we know who helped out. 7) Most Importantly: Keep up to date with our blog

Photo Contest!
Everyone- I am in a 48 hour contest from 5pm (03 Mar) to 5pm (05 Mar) that could win me a 7 day blast. Please comment and rate the link given below. Bomb! Bomb! and Bomb Away! Help me seal a 7 day blast. Help me out my dearest FUBAR friends. Here is the link! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1644645&albumid=882480&i=1722515919 Thank you for everyone who helps me out. Patrick

Sweet Surrender
You had a hard day at work. you come home you insert your house key to unlock the front door, the door unlocks. You push the door open. Step inside, and thats when you notice the dozen red roses on the counter so you put your keys and purse down head over to the roses so you can smell them. Taking a single one out of the vase Bring it closer so you can take a long deep breath in to smell the aroma of it's sweet smell. Then you notice red rose petals on the floor heading to the bedroom. As you walk closer to the door you can hear soft beautiful music playing. You open the door to see roses petals heading two different directions One towards the bed the other path towards the master bath. With your roses in one hand, you slip your shoes off and walk towards the bathroom door. Gently opening the door to take a look to find me there standing there filling the tub up with warm water. And adding rose petals and bubble bath to the water.

~~ Broken Hearts Beyond Repair ~~
~~ Broken Hearts Beyond Repair ~~ A broken heart beyond repair. ~~~~~ Living a life in total despair. ~~~~~ Taking each day one step at a time. ~~~~~ Wishing for some kind of a sign. ~~~~~ Praying for an angel to help with the grief. ~~~~~ Looking for the comfort she desperately seeks. ~~~~~ Grasping the guidance as it comes her way. ~~~~~ Knowing things will get better soon. ~~~~~ Slowly getting out of her gloom. ~~~~~ As her tomorrow's get brighter, with the promise of a better life on it's way!!! ~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/3/2008 ~~

Hard Decision
Just got that call that makes me pnaties wet its not my man its my one night stand. His tongue is Bad and oh i am so glad he such a freak he make my knees go weak. It starts is the Kitchen as he pulls down my pants my eyes roll back as his tongue does its dance. Now I cant forget about my man his hit is so tight.He goes deep in hitting it from left to right. He's hitting it good trying to keep his title I'm enjoying it as he says, I no u love ur man. I cant forcus cause im thinking about my one night stand.Would he agree of us three as they both lay in the bed and watch me give one other head.U can call me a freak because I have a man but, what if u was my one night stand would it b a good plan...kisses

For All The Hotties Who Hate...
Ah! I just wanted a collection of those who felt it necessary to read such a blog... Seems there are some on here who are always feeling like someone is invading their "space" or their "property". (I laugh ... ) For one, there isn't any such thing in the net-world... there isn't any privacy. I don't give a damn how well you think your shit is protected. I don't care what controversial debate this topic alone brings into action ~ The truth is in the net-world, anyone can be anyone and everyone is up for grabs ... for the moments they choose to linger in them --- online! Don't like that fact, get off the damn net! Feel like your heart is breaking? Feel like someone's constantly letting you down... well then perhaps you need to reconsider your priorities and again, remain off the net. I am blessed and I will share details of that with some. I have a great fucked up life and I may show that for you to see from time to time. I may leave little hints that indicate a message to "

Travis Has;
ok yall Travis has erythema muliforme it is an alarm looking condition. EM is an alergic reaction that shows up either in the form of a rash or rather frightning looking lesions. it ca affect people of all ages but is often most sever in children and young adults. it is not contagious an d usually looks scarier then it is.em is believed to involve damage to the blood vessels of the skin which can lead to further damage to skin tissue. the following can be side effects of it. 1 vision abnormalities 2 decreased tearing 3 mouth sores 4 bloodshot eyes 5 eye pain 6 eye burning itching and discharge there are many causes of em. 1 allergic reaction to viral, acterial and fungal infections 2 sensitivity to food 3 immunizations 4 reaction to sulfa drugs, penicillin, barbiturtates and phenytoin. Travis got his from being sick and his body is trying to fight the cold and the cold isnt there anymore so its an alergic reaction to his own body so to speak. it will last 4-6 weeks and all the bumps wi

Pure Poison
Well started early this morning..my husband of 10 yrs. whom I am divorcing shortly started in with me..and how could I "open my fucking mouth to his mother about me leaving him" and "what the fuck is he suppose to tell her"? Well my response was calm and said tell her the truth, tell her whatever you like...tell her what fucking cunt I am and all the horrible things I did..bla bla bla.. So after dinner tonight, our son left the table and he started in again, "how could you tell the fucking neighbor, why couldn't you keep your fucking mouth shut?" I said why? Is is a secret I am going back to California, a big fucking secret that we are getting divorced? Then he went on to say I am PURE POISON, I robbed him of everything, and how he gave me everything I wanted..that I got it all, houses, kids, new trucks..bla bla bla He is delusional, completely! Won't acknowledge that for 10 yrs of our relationship I paid all the bills, and made the investments and basically built our little

One Day
I hope ONE DAY people will say I was a good guy, and every time they were around me I made 'em smile, I see in the future I hope to raise a family, in a society of suburban noise families. And so I hope ONE DAY soon we'll make a change, and when I'm dead I hope my life I didn't live in vain, I know in my heart that I tried to live right and I'm gonna fight till the death till FREEDOM is LEGALIZED. Then ONE DAY, I know my kids will have a chance to have children of their own and own their own lands and when THIS DAY comes I hope I'm still ALIVE to see the dream re-envisioned right before my eyes. Yes ONE DAY, I hope we all recognize the governments a big gang infiltrated with lies, and on THIS DAY, we need to make a decision, we gonna FOLLOW the BLIND or the PEOPLE with VISION? THINK ABOUT IT!!!

Can U Please Help ?!?!
OK SO MY GIRL MILF ... SHE HAS HELPED ME GET WHERE I AM NOW ON HERE ... SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEEDS HELP !! IF YOU COULD JUST CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND RATE AND LEAVE JUST ONE ... ONE .... COMMENT!! THATS ALL WE ASK !! YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO LEAVE A COMMENT JUST RATE HER !!! MORE COMMENTS ARE WELCOME!!! WE WONT COMPLAIN!! SO PLEASE IF YOU COULD HELP ANY AT ALL ... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!! C'MON HELP MY BISH OUT !!!

Girls And Some Of Their Pics!
Ok.....There is nothing wrong with having some sexy pics on here, but some of the girls of here should maybe find something better to post for all world to see when the only comments they can get is have naked, titties hanging out, which shouldnt be posted on public site if thats all the comments you can get!!! Some pics can be quite distastefull! Its TOTALLY awesome you can feel sexy about yourself! but REAL beauty is skin deep and exposing yourself to the world distastefully doesnt give much for the imagination nor either is it very sexy! There are some beautiful women on here. But when you expose your titties to the WRONG person ...you never know WHO is watching or just who might know you and show up where you least expect it!!

New Auction
ok i am in a new auction and you only bid with fubucks.. come check it out... Please show some love.... I am also in this auction too you can bid with fubucks,vips,hh,tickers and blasts...but to make your bids in this auction you will have to add the host of the auction as a friend... please come by and show some love

A Nice Thought
If I just lay here would you lay with me beneath the stars Could you hold me in your arms Wrap them all around me and kiss me on the cheek Will you sway me with beautiful words that make my knees go weak Would you chase the butterflies with me under the starry skies Would you tell me you love me and mean every word Will no secrets go untold Chasing butterflies and kissing my lips Dancing in the moonlight on top of a cliff Wishing upon these shooting stars is all I ever wanted to do Falling asleep to the music as I listen to you play those beautiful songs For this I’ve been wanting so long Chase the butterflies with me for the sake of time I could love you forever keep that in mind Please chase the butterflies with me Lay with me beneath the trees

Pissed Or Hurt, I Don't Know
I found out I was pregnant. Chris and I just spent an amazing weekend at Garner State Park. I had a feeling I could be pregnant but didn't want to ruin our weekend. I took the test that Sunday night alone in my apartment. I wasn't 100% sure it was a positive, but was sooooo scared to tell Chris, so I texted him...haha. I still have them saved on my old phone: Kristen: "I took a pregnancy test" Chris: "Ok and" Kristen: "not sure" Chris: "not sure or just dont know yet" Kristen: "Umm concensus says positive" Kristen: "I wish you were here" Chris: "I know iam sorry i cant be" ----phone rings... too scared to answer---- Chris: "I tried calling you call me" ----phone rings... too scared to answer---- ----phone rings... too scared to answer---- haha I finally answered... and unfortunately, my life was all downhill after this.

Hey Hey
just a few thoughts i have had... How come life just sucks? How come the earth is round? Why dont i look more mexican? lol okay just messin, those thoughts really arnt in my head. Im just bored... so i decided to post a completly random and pointless blog on here. Ya i know dumb but hey it happens. lol Holla!

Where I've Been...
just wanted to let my friends know where i've disappeared to hear lately... in short,thx to trusting a "friend" on my laptop,i've been going a bit nuttier than usual,trying to somehow recover my original system without losing everything in my personal files,which seems like thats a lost cause...but did manage to get the laptop to finally recognize the reinstalled sytem.....woo hoooo.... now if i could get past that deep down desire to hunt down the sorry excuse for a human,piece of skank ass shit i made the extremely idiodic mistake of calling a friend,and grabbing her by her ankles and ripping her in two,i'd feel oh so much happier about everything all together,but for now,the very idea of finding her just makes me warm and fuzzy all over!! HA!!! anyhoot.....thats where i was and am for now... miss you guys... and for that one special someone,i hope you haven't given up on my goofy ass!! HUGS & SMILES!!! Marla

Mars And Venus (the Biggest Truths In The Universe)
This will always be one of my favorites! The sad part is how true it often is and how many great relationships some women have ruined simply by creating so much crap in their minds that never really existed in the first place. One of my biggest concerns through my relationships has always been that my woman will leave me over something that was nothing more than totally fabricated in her mind. You know what I'm sayin' guys? Have you ever felt like you might as well go ahead and do and enjoy the things that your woman seems to have convinced herself that you're doing, even though you're not? HER SIDE OF THE STORY : He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it. I don't remember doing anything to make him upset, but I could tell there was something wrong. The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more private

Read This
I've come to the conclusion that I hate alcohol for many reasons. I know that hate is a strong word but I really truely hate it...here is 25 reasons why... 1) I hate how everything has to revolve around drinking. 2) I hate listening to people talk about how drunk they need to be to deal with life. 3) I hate that people who do not drink get labeled as "a person who has no fun in their life." 4) I hate that in order for people to feel there is a connection we need to drink to share a bond/be part of a group. 5) I hate that people in my age range who don't drink at all/ or a lot to get drunk are a minority 6) I hate drunk drivers and alcoholism 7) I hate the fact that governments think that alcohol is fine, but smoking and taking drugs is bad… When its been proven over and over again, there are more alcohol related deaths than deaths of all types of drugs combined, and also more than smoking. 8) I hate how there is an alcohol related death every 30 minutes 9) I

Baby Boy On The Way!
I know I haven't been doing much on here lately, and for that I apologize. I am expecting a bouncing baby demon boy here in the next couple of months. Been working alot so i can picl up all the stuff i will need ( which is more expensive than I realized, lol). The mother and I aren't dating anymore, but she is still staying at my place until she is able to get back on her feet after the baby is born. We are staying on friendly terms for the baby's sake. There are pics of my prde and joy in a new album.

Yuwie
If you don't mind...sign up free at Yuwie too..we could chat there as well. Either love it or ditch it after checking it out...you turn cents into dollars over time instead of buying pretend beers here...lol. http://url.sotnworld.com/?thefuturesite

Stupid Lounges
Stupid lounges that take away their unsubscribe link well guys heres how to do it..... http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave= after the equal sign put the number to the lounge behind it and put it in ur web browser and press go! No one should sport a lounge u dont want to belong to!!!! MWAHAHA ~DevilsGoddess~ Bow Down Bitches!

This Is What People Have Been Telling Me
so yeah i went to this party on saturday and everyone was saying i look like Johnny Depp so i went to this site and entered my photo and just enough it said i looked like Johnny Depp so tell me what you think lol here is the morphing tell me the truth thanks guys lol MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Family tree chart

Comment
Mar 2, 2008 12:16 AM I don't care if this is posted or not or who reads it... I've spent days trying to figure myself out and whats wrong why I'm hurting so bad.. and as much as I stumble I keep pushing.... maybe I was inlove with you and never realized it.. I don't know... but it seems to make sense why everytime I talk to you I hurt.. knowing I'm not the only one in your life right now that you adore.. and maybe I'm just selfish and not used to "sharing you" Maybe I just donno.. meow....I hate that it bothers me and it pisses me the fuck off cause i wish it didnt i know I want you happy and I know we arent goo for each other but im still hurting.. and down fucking blame yourself cause ill stab you.... It's my fault for hurting... and i;ll be okay eventually... I'm glad this happened... I love you.

Gone To Hell In A Basket!!!
Let me ask a serious question......Does a friends child become your own when you are watching them? Recently my daughter stayed with a friend for a sleep-over. The sleep-over went fine, but the next day the father (nameless ass) decided to let his tomboy daughter take mine to the playground ( 9yr old girls ) which was out of his site. Wrong? Hell yes! The daughter then asked is mine wanted to see a stream in the woods, well my daughter in cautious. When they went to it, they could not get back up the embankment. Scared isnt the right word as to how my daughter was feeling. They had to go through a knee deep stream, in 45 degree weather, climb out the other side, cross a ditch and the nameless ass has the balls to say, "oh, kids will be kids." Do you know how hard it was for me not to put him through the wall? Am I wrong in this? I understand kids need to be allowed to explore, but in this day and age, too many things can go wrong. So, I played the softer hand and took my daug

Faith218xox Accusation
Do to recent events I thought I'd add a lil update since there's a man hater, more so just a rude person on here. hahahaha. It actually cracks me up to tell you the truth. I was talking to this person on here that goes by the name "Faith aka 'faith218xox'" (http://www.fubar.com/user/1661095#). She's blaming me for ruining everything for guys just because I told her that someone, actually 3 other people on the site had told me that she was a fake. She said that she would make a sign to prove me wrong, and I said "Cool!" " That's the easiest way to prove the stupid people wrong on this site." I then signed off, and she thought I was ignoring her, and not telling her who it was. Therefor she posted stuff on her page, whining how I accused her of being fake, and ruining it for all men. All I did lady was tell you what people were saying. So she blocked me, so things can't be talked about rationally. HAHA Anywho Miss Faith. Chill out, make a stupid salute and all will be fine. There's n

My Spoken Word
Speaking Your Language You kept me in so much pain You told me I was the one to blame It was my choice to love you, need you You smiled brightly in my face Introduced yourself as Ace I let you walk right in you walked right over me Can I make you a drink While you tell me what you think I need something to believe in You wiped my tears Said forget about all those years It's me you can believe in now You said take a piece of me Much more out there for me to see But you turned and closed the blind Said bout that now, you nevermind Let's talk, let's just unwind Your words, your touch, your hold They were so bittersweet Something I thought I'd never eat It was something for me to taste Then didn't want to let anything go to waste I swallowed it down I took the bait Like I couldn't wait Instead of a piece of you You got all of me With you I felt so happy Brought out the best

She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams
As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you I wish for the dreams that bring you near. Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams Our souls caress once again with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch. Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart. Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile. Come dance with me, amongst the clouds of want and desire. I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes. Walk with me forever into this night's wish, Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way. Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength you bring, Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy. Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights? It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight. Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside. May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

Bikeweek08
hey yall this really isnt a blog just lettin eveyone know that ill be busy for next 10 days workin event here at local bar were i work security at normally 530 to 330 am or so but ill prolly go in hr or so early through the week all yall have a good week and weekend and ty yall for bein friends

Color Blind
I'm partially color blind... red-green color blind; I have trouble seeing anything with shades of red or green in it (including purple, pink, etc.) The colors we see are not the same, you and I... I wonder what it looks like in your eyes. We can be looking at the same exact thing and have completely different feelings about it, different sensations due to my lack of cones. I don't think it makes me deficient at all though... I just see things differently. My green is MY green... my red is MY red and not anyone else's. I'm not color blind... i'm just different. But i'd love to see out of your eyes sometime for a change.

Jeff Healey 1966-2008
Jeff Healey Passed away yesterday. He was diagnosed with cancer and lost his vision at just 1 year old. He never accepted special treatment during the 40yrs he fought cancer. At 22 he was already one of the elite guitar players. Over the last 8 years the cancer was taking its toll. He never stopped fighting. and was determined to finish the cd he started 8 years ago. the CD will be released today. When I saw Jeff play, I would either be inspired to practice until my fingers hurt and I couldnt hold the guitar anymore.. or Id start planning a very expensive coffee table. I feel like I Owe Jeff something.. I started playing guitar at 6 or 7 years old. He was an inspiration to many players. he played the guitar flat on his lap like a piano, he played the shit outa that thing,. I heard him play Gary Moores "still have the blues". but he didnt sing it. he did it as an instrumental, and Like Ozzy said. musicians are all a bunch of thieves. lol, I learned it a couple days later. I always lov

Women.. Geez
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favourite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 ,but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impos

Ppl I Am Helping
ppl i am helping in contest needs 60.000 comments for a Happy Hour In a contest the first at 50.000 win Happy Hour ppl i help to godfather StrawBerrii Kisses( Leveler For Shining Stars)@ fubar Cheen@ fubar Mo_SweetAngel☼Owner of BLAZING BOMBERS♥FU Engaged to Dr. death*Pres of Misfit Angels*@ fubar Ty to help me help them

Dear Son,
Dear Son, I'm sorry Mommy and I couldn't be friends. I tried really hard to work things out with her, if not for she and I but for you. I'm sorry I wasnt always there, I wanted to be more than you will ever imagine, I wanted to hold you and watch you grow up big and strong just like me. I'm sorry I didnt fight harder, fight harder to keep you out of harms way that I simply knew you were going to be in. Nathan, my lil man, I'm sorry you went in that car with that evil vindictive woman, and that bad man. I shouldnt have allowed that either. I wish you were still here. P.s. Nathan please continue to be proud of me as you look down at me from heaven. I miss you.

Love
Love is for the week. It is an excuse for people to hold on to something that is not real. Love is pain. Love is sadness. Love is loneliness. Love is lies. Love is hate. Love hurts more than it heals. Love is holding your pillow at night while your lover is out partying with others. Love is when she calls you in the middle of the night to tell you she still wants you, but is happy with the guy she is in bed with right now. So she'll call you in the morning. Love has no patience. Love is never kind. Love has tons of envy and is never blind. Love is never pure and it will never last forever, it will never endure. True love is jealous. True love is never ever unconditional. True love is telling your meth head woman she has to stop fucking men for money if she really loves you. True love is waiting for your woman to come home and give you a kiss and then asking her to brush her teeth because her breath smells like a condom. True love is hearing your woman tel

Rude Awaking
i went to bed last nite watchin blue crush... which is a surfer movie well any way i musta smoked good last nite and slept like a champ cuz i woke up this mornin rubbed my eyes threw on some board shorts and went outside... that was when i really woke up cuz its in the 30's and rainy and i am in pennsylvania. so basically this is the first time since i moved back from florida that i subconcitously liked it there maybe :| which sucks cuz when i am awake i hated florida cuz of the heat and humidity.

Today Is The Day..
im deleting those that never talk to me or never respond to my comments,im sick of 1 sided friendships,if your reading this then it wont be you,if your not well you wont know ive deleted till its too late...HA! sorry!!

Why Is That?
i been talking to a lot of women here on fubar and alo outside from fubar i came to the end that we women mostly look for the same or want the same we all want a man who is down for us and down for the family somebody who dont cheat cheat somebody who dont lie somebody who u can give ur life in his hands and know he will protect it with his life somebody who u can give ur hert in his hand and know he wont break it somebody who is down for the family and who put the family in the 1st position sombody who accept u for who u r and loves u for that with his hole heart somebody who u can tell everything from u somebody who will know all of ur lil n big secrets is that so hard? is it so hard for a man to be down for just one woman and not to mess around with other women? i mean to be with one woman in a relationship isnt that stressful enough? do ya really need sidepiece? to make everything more complicated and more stressfull?

Brain Test
Do you belive??? test your brain The Right Brain vs. Left Brain test ... Do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise? Check out the lady turning. If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it. If you can see it turns both directions, you have higher than average IQ LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities imp

Pogo
For the past 6 years I have been a host in pogo pool,if you dont know what that is its a game site and pool is one of the games on it,hosting is what its called when you run tournaments for leagues within pogo,anyway recently I decided to make my own league,at the moment theres only 3 members and to make a room my own I need a 100 members,you might think this is easy but believe me,its a big pain. My league is called Nutz About Pool or nap for short. If anyone is interested in joining a pool league and playing some games of pool pls come along and join me at www.myleague.com/nap we are looking for new members so we can get this league going,if ya dont know what I am talking about thats fine,just move along lol. If anyone is interested and doesnt know how to go about getting involved pls email me at bananacreampie1x@yahoo.com

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.

Haters And Players
I am finally happy with my girlfriend, and i am moving away from where I have been for a while. I am starting fresh with her, getting rid of all the bullshit and drama. Yet, for some reason, the bullshit keeps coming up because people don't know how to get a fucking life, and leave me the hell alone. Why is it so hard to believe that I am happy and want nothing to do with them. Try to tell them, they don't wanna listen, stop talking to them, and they wanna start drama. What the fuck is their problem. So, for all the haters that can't stand seeing someone happy... deal with it, because if you fuck someone's happiness up, that is definitely low. Just because you can't be with them, does not mean for you to go on and fuck their happiness up!

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Sunny Day
TONIGHT I LOOK AT THE SKY SO BLACK AND WONDER HOW I GOT TO THIS POINT. ALL THIS NOTHINGNESS THAT SURROUNDS ME BIDDING ME TO BE NOTHING, TO FEEL NOTHING. TO LET ALL THE LIGHT GO. I TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE TRUELY HAPPY, LIKE WATCHING THE SUN GLOWING OFF UR FACE AND DANCING IN UR HAIR. OR THE FEEL OF UR KISS, YOU WORDS OF LOVE THAT FLOWED FREELY FROM UR LIPS OF VELVET. THEN REALITY SETS IN WITH A FURY IN MY MIND, I AM ALONE. U R GONE LIKE THE BREEZE LOVE AND HEART SHATTERED WITH THE DREAMS OF HAPPINESS. WAITING, HOPING, PRAYING THAT THE LIGHT WILL COME BACK AND I WILL AGAIN HAVE MY SUNNY DAY.....

He Say, She Say Bulls#&@!!
For everybody on my friends list, those that aren't and whoever else on this site, if your feuding, having issues, got something personal with somebody else on here, on some "real" rap, DON'T come to my page looking for me to speak on it, get involved in, take sides or keep any of that jr. high bs going, ok!!?! I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT DUMBASS DRAMA, SERIOUSLY!!! I'm not the least bit interested and want NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! I try to be cool with "WHOEVER" comes on my page,but where that nonsense is concerned I want nothing to do with it "PERIOD"!!! Not hating on "anybody" that gets off on that, but its just not my twist.

Darkness
I SIT HERE IN THIS ROOM FEELING LIKE A PRISONER-SURROUNDED BY THE DARKNESS, SMOTHERING ME UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE. PAINED FACES IN MY HEAD-IN MY HEART-WHY AM I HERE? ALL THESE VOICES SCREAMING, ENDLESSLY INTO THE NIGHT.. NO END. NO RESTING FOR ME NEVER.. ALWAYS HERE IN THIS ROOM. ALWAYS WITH THESE MEMORIES OF WHAT COULD BE. TO SEE A SUNNY DAY AND ENJOY THE RAIN ON MY FACE. BUT MY REALITY SETS IN AND LIKE A DAGGER IN THE HEART I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BE. NOT UNTIL I AM FREE OF THIS LIFE HOLDING ME.

Fu--luv News
Hello WOnderful family: We are in the process of becoming partners with the Blue Orion Longe. This lounge will be still called the blue orion, but will be the Fu-LUv Bomb squads lounge. They will promote us and advertise for us to get new members. Intern we will continue to do what we do for our members and anyone of theirs that join. This will also be a great place for us to gather and have fun. Many of our memebers are already part of the Blue Orion now. I think this will be a great thing for all of us. I will have more details as talks continue. Let me know what u all think!! Love u all Liz

Friends
I never post blogs I am never really sure what to say, but I have something very heavy on my mind has been for a few days . I have recently had a lot of family problems and frankly not dealing with them very well. But it was brought to my attention because I didn't tell certain people about it I wasn't being a good friend, I don't quite understand how how my family problems have anything to do with being a good friend . But oh well life goes on I guess. I always thought being a good friend was being a good listener and be willing to talk if the other person wanted too and trying your best to cheer them up when they are down. or just letting them know you are there no matter what . If this is wrong someone needs to tell me . if I am wrong on this then that means I have been a bad friend my whole life and I need to change :)

The Shower, Part 1
As the last of my nightclothes hit the bathroom floor, my thoughts are drawn back to you. Your touch upon my skin, your lips pressed against my own, and your aroma that fills my every breath. I look back in the bedroom to see you still sleeping handsome and peaceful. The very sight of you brings excitement to my soul. I can feel my heart race and my pulse ignited to speed up, all of this brings a hard throbbing between my legs as the heat rises and my lips begin to moisten. I step back to bathroom and start up the water. Trying so hard to control my thoughts of you. The water is warm, just below the point of HOT. My first step under the water brings goose bumps to my skin. My nipples harden and add to my excitement, my lust, my desire for your touch. I submerge my face under the stream of water pulsating down from the showerhead. The heat feels good against my skin, much like the heat your touch brings to me. I reach up to smooth the water across my face; run my fingers through

Bacon Vodka
I found this zany recipe online yesterday, I just had to share it!! It's the Drink of the Gods, or so the 'site I got it from says Bacon Vodka Makes up one pint Fry up three strips of bacon Add cooked bacon to a clean pint sized mason jar. Trim the ends of the bacon if they are too tall to fit in the jar. Or you could go hog wild and just pile in a bunch of fried up bacon scraps. Optional: add crushed black peppercorns. Fill the jar up with vodka. Cap and place in a dark cupboard for at least three weeks.(No need to refrigerate) At the end of the three week resting period, place the bacon vodka in the freezer to solidify the fats. Strain out the fats through a coffee filter to yield a clear filtered pale yellow bacon vodka. Decant into decorative bottles and enjoy. THis seems like a waste of bacon and perfectly good Vodka

Everyone Should Read This!
Check this out for yourself... Whatever your politics, however you lean, however you feel about the War on Terrorism, this report should open some eyes. ________________________________________________________ Military losses, 1980 through 2006 (http://www.fas.org/sgp/crs/natsec/RL32492.pdf) These are some rather eye-opening facts. Since the start of the war on terror in Iraq and Afghanistan , the sacrifice has been enormous. In the time period from the invasion of Iraq in March 2003 through today, we have lost over 3,000 military personnel to enemy action and accidents. As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 ......... 2,392 (Carter Year) 1981 .......... 2,380 (Reagan Year) 1984 ......... 1,999 (Reagan Year) Reagan years (1981 – 1988): 6,198 deaths 1988 .......... 1,819 (Reagan Year) 1989

Germaphobe
Ok so I admit that I am a bit of a Germaphobe, I am the type of person who washes his hands before eating or preparing food and I ALWAYS wash my hands after going to the bathroom. I guess spending 15 years of your life with a Registered Nurse as your wife could have some positive effects on your hygiene. Now I know what Most of you hoytie-toytie people are thinking, you¡¦re thinking well I wash my hands after using the bathroom too¡K Fact of the matter is that more than 60% of Americans don¡¦t wash their hands after using the bathroom and running your hands under water for 2 seconds doesn¡¦t constitute for a thorough cleaning either. Aaannny-who the reason I am writing this blog is because I was at our local DMV the other day and went into the public restroom and As I walked in There was a man walking out of one of the ¡§sit down¡¨ stalls. It was obvious what he was doing in there because of the extremely foul odor that was lingering throughout the bathroom. He proceeded to walk right

School
I was going back to School. Not that I needed another degree, I already have my Doctorate in Philosophy. I wanted a chance to be near you. To see you everyday. To soak in your beauty. To fantasize about you. I think it is a business class that I signed up for, haha... I didnt even pay attention to that. Just wanted to be able to see you. Its the first day in class and there you are, about three rows in front of me and a little to the left. I wanted to see your profile. I can see the outline of your breasts and your profile and I already have the stirrings of a hard on. You would think I was too old to be reacting like that. The first few days are uneventful. The teacher just drolling on, half assed paying attention. Then it happened, you noticed me starring at you. But you smiled.... Maybe I should say hi. Why Am I being like a child. After class I waited for you in the hall and when I saw you I felt flush, worried - what if you dont like me??? But I stood my grou

The Blog!
I dreamt of you again last night. I was searching for you, calling your name, looking for signs that you were there. Wandering round the places we knew, just hunting high and low for you. Walking past cars, searching for yours, listening for the music, that god awful music that you always play to damn loud. Glancing in the windows for that rude lil air thingy you insist on having.I was asking people where you were, i knew they knew, why wouldnt they tell me where you were? I never did find you by the time i woke up. Curled up in my bed, the tearfull reality setting in. Your gone...

Race For Life
I'm doing race for life for the fifth year running, in memory of a family friend, in celebration of a family member. I'm attempting to raise £150 for cancer research uk by power walking 5km. If you would like to sponsor me please follow the link below. http://www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/abbottfamily

E-town Concrete Lyrics "so Many Nights"
"so many nights" E-town concrete so many nights i prayed that this would just stop. awoke out of my sleep by a sound of a popped lock my heart would drop to the ground, maybe the fact that my pops wasn't around forced you to found these guys that would just knocked you down or beat you around. i don't know. my innocence was lost back then not to be found and in a sense its like this world was just weighing me down, leaning it's weight hard on my shoulders. making my heart less warm and much more colder, chip off my tooth and a chip on my shoulders. i told ya'll that i don't play. i seen drama every goddamn day. so go ahead, yip yab away, cause now you got a lot to say. cast your judgments, cast all your stones. holding my hands, holding on to everything i have because it's slipping away so fast and it's all i have. i was like 6 then, we had no pot to piss in. while most kids lives consists of shine and glisten, mine was lined with mischief. a

Written This Week
All I Wanted All I wanted was for someone I loved to love me back. After loving and loving and loving so many people and having them all tell you that they don't love you back It hurts so bad. It hurts so bad deep down inside All I wanted was to die All I wanted was to go and hide Then I realized you can't hide away forever You can hide away until the pain starts to dull and your heart begins to fix itself. All I wanted was to be happy I thought I deserved that much and I did. All I wanted was someone good for me someone who loved me back and who loved me for me and not what he could get out of it. That's all I wanted. And I thought you were the one I wanted I thought you were all I wanted Well now that I have had you and you know me and I know you. You knew all I wanted was for someone to love me And when you gave that to me I let my guard down and yea I got hurt but you still stuck around and you made the pain you caused in the first place to go away