Fubar Blogs 5

Pass Me By
"Pass Me By" "Does this excite you? Think about it! Does it not stagger the imagination? No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above. Won't that be something when you go to live in your own mansion? There'll be no concern about paying for it, it's already taken care of. There'll be no worry about being moved out of it. It will be yours forever." [Shaggy 2 Dope] I got shot, ah!, the murder was heinous The bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus And I was hit, that was it, on the spot Flash, I woke up in a parking lot And I'm sittin in a '64 Reinkeys With Shaggy Dope written on the car keys I look around I can't believe that it's possible I'm dead, and I made it to the carnival I walk in, it's everything I dreamed of Everybody and they momma got clown luv Japanese, Lebanese, and Chinese, Portuguese, and southwest ghetto g's. (woowoo) Hangin' out with redneck truck drivers Instead of always givin' each other piledrivers I see

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

Did You Ever
did you ever love someone? did you ever love someone and know they didn't love you you'd cry at night and wonder what good it would do did you ever look into their eyes and say a little prayer did you ever look into their heart and wish you could be there did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go when you whisper "I love you" but couldn't let them know you'd cry at night in misery and almost go insane for there is nothing else in this world that causes so much pain if I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die for love is fun at first but the price is just too high that's why I say don't fall in love because you'll hurt before it's through you see my friend, I ought to know for I'm in love with you

Past, Present, Future
Past... Six years ago we locked love filled eyes There was no desire for speech; it was clear Your alluring gaze held a beautiful fairy tale Blissfully teasing me of our happily ever after From that moment on you captured my heart My soul yearned to CLIMB that endless barrier To lastly reach the gates of your treasured love Present... Melancholy days passed without a word shared The color in my eyes vanished; bleak hope fades You left without a single farewell; days darkened No desire left in my young heart to smile once more Until the moment you walk back into my life again I stumbled and merely SLIPPED on broken promises Murky clouds loomed closer; hope no where near Future... It seems the haze is clearly; illuminating eyes in view My heart just giddy with pleasure unable to sustain Once delightful dreams filled me with joy at night Now seem to brighten my days with carefree reality I can hear your voice calling from a mere distance Be patient my dear for

Language Of Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

Need Your Help
Ok I'm wanting people to go and level up my brother, He's going to do his picture thing when he hit level 10 and at that time he'll go ahead and do mine seeing as he was the cam. so go rate, fan, befriend him, what ever it takes to get him to lvl 10. There is going to be prizes: if yo are not on my friends list then you get an add so you can see my pics, if you are I will send you a personal photo of me doing whatever(you pick). now that goes to the person who gets him up a level.and yes if you lvl him twice then you get both and so on and so on, ok the person who puts him at 10 joins the family and getts to see my really good pics or if you are already in my family well then I'll let you pick the prize..hehe.. so let the games being Oh here's his link http://fubar.com/user/203856

Random Shit
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1.I chain Smoke when im bored 2.IM not concieded but i check my reflections in car windows and such 3.i can sleep until4 or 5 in the afternoon easily 4.i have a very bipolar music collection 5.i am completely in love with body modification (tattoos and piercings) 6.i have 9 piercings only ones i kept are my ears and lip 7.i have way more shirts than one guy should have 8.im constantly trying to fit random objects in my gauges 9. when walking around i love to have ld ppl stare at me it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside 10.im always changing my look my apperance to see what works best for me Who I tag Playprecious Bud Spike budy25 GT

Sporks Update
Mother extradited from New York By Nathaniel Lukefahr The Facts Published March 9, 2008 It took 24 days to bring Caren Kohberger back to Brazoria County to be charged with child endangerment. It took 17 minutes for her to post bond and leave the Brazoria County jail. Kohberger, 27, the mother of a 3-month-old boy whose body was found Jan. 29 in Galveston County, flew Friday morning to Houston accompanied by two Brazoria County Sheriff’s deputies, Sheriff Charles Wagner said. She was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center at 9:20 p.m. Friday and released 17 minutes later after posting $20,000 bond, according to the sheriff’s office Web site. “She appeared in front of a New York court yesterday and chose to waive extradition,” Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. “The state did not oppose a bond reduction, and she was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center.” Angleton lawyer Jimmy Phillips Jr., who is representing Kohberger, could not be

Wtf????
What the hell is wrong with everyone today? Every single mumm I have been in today has had some sort of drama. I had drama in my shout box this morning. People need to chill out and realize it's not real.

Tha Reason For Evolution
We as a species have only evoled 10.009% of what our bodies and minds can truly accomplish. Why is the reason for this pause in our acention? To be continued after I achive a higher level of awareness...

Sunlight And Shadows
I had to watch this clip today because i feel so down today and this usually helps me put things into perspective. I know i need to toughen up but right now i just kind of want to curl up in a big ball and cry. I don't know if its because its gloomy and overcast outside or if its lack of sleep r just plain self indulgence but i really am having myself quite the pity party right now. I know there are people in worse situations than mine. I know there are people suffering from illnesses or losses or emotional devastation. I know i should suck it up and move on out this hole i seem to find myself in today but for some reason i just don't seem to be able to. I think the majority of my problem is that somewhere i mislead myself into thinking I had learned from my past relationships all that i was intended to learn. Clearly I haven't. I have come to the conclusion that I still give the absolute best of who I am to people who deserve it the least. I invest too much too quickly in

Some Insight...
Let me tell you...I have never been happier to be single! I see all these women getting hurt and played by stupid ass men and in some cases, I am seeing men too pussy whipped to see them getting played and I just sit back and laugh! You dumbass people really need to wake up and read the rule book of the Game again so you don't endure it. Play the game to the fullest and may the best person fuck and win! HAHA!!! I'mma sit here and just watch with a smoke and a drink and then I'm gonna go shopping! ;)

Hello!
I do apologize for not contacting all my wonderful friends in such a long time. I have been having issues with my computer, and I am still working 6 days a week. So, it is a rare occasion when I can get online for 5 minutes, let alone to individually send greetings. My computer is almost perfect now, so you will be seeing/ hearing from me more often, in the near future. Hope all is well with everyone. Take care of yourselves, and I will talk to you soon! Love ya!! H

Animals Better Than Kids
Dear Dogs and Cats: The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn’t help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm. For the last time, there is no

Activity Update
due to a bunch of bs, Dylon blocking and deleteing me and some divas turning their backs on me b/c I had to much going on to be a part of the group and not taking too fondly of being lied to; I am not proceeding with the activity since I am not welcome to Dylon's Divas. I am sorry, but was gong to go ahead and proceed with it til Dylon delted me and blocked me and was told by a Diva who I considered a friend and will remain nameless to be respectful, to "tell someone who gave a shit". I am sorry for recruiting my friends to this group as I thought it was an awesome group of women. I have met A LOT of amamzing women b/c of it, but finding that some of the members were only pretending to be my friend. For those that are real I hope we can still get a long amongst all this chaos... just not into drama. If you want to be childish and leave hateful comments go ahead and show ur immaturity, and get the whole story b4 u plan to leave catty remarks. ~Love to my friends~ ~Dream~

Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club
Come and Check out Fetish Girl Shasta and her Bad Girls Club Girls...they are drop dead gorgeous....Add/Fan/Rate/Comment... Show these Hot, sexy and wild ladies some Mad Love!!!! Fetish Girl Shasta Fetish Girl Shasta...Founder: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar And Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club Girls Chita->;}Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar HellzBelle"Your Most Beloved Blasphemous Child"Otep.Member:Fubars Ultimate Bad girls Club@ fubar ¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú&hearts Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club, (Club President)@ fubar The Sexy Little Dead Chick@ fubar (¯`v´¯)F£iRT¥»GiRT¥(¯`v´¯)® Fu Wifey of ♥Courtney♥ Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl@ fubar Ashley~Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club~@ fubar BondageBarbie~Property of Fetish Girl Shasta~Member :Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl's Club@ fubar Ready for anything... Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club (Promoter @ Taboo)

This Is Y I Cry At Night
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

My Statistics
Hope this helps you know me better. Name:Jared Michael Kinter Age:26 DOB:May 14th 1981 Sign:Taurus Place of birth:Somerset County Hospital NJ Hometown:Bound Brook NJ Height:5'8 1/2 Weight:190lbs Hair:Brown with blonde streaks due to the florida sun. Eyes:Hazel/brown with blue and gold Mother:Karen Father:Carl(Deceased) Brother:Devin,Dan Uncles:Marc,Richie Aunts:Patty,Janice Cousins:Emily,Brian,April,Collin,Joey,Steven,Anita,Jeff,Joshua Grandfathers:Joe,John(deceased) Grandmothers:Irene & Gina(both deceased) Great Grandparents:All Deceased Demeanor:Jay is a sweetheart by nature, is really caring with a big heart. Seems happy and carefree but uses this as a front to hide his pain.Jay has his fathers temper but is good at keeping it at bay.Known to be jealous at times and a bit cynical and is known to not take shit from anyone. Stress level:Moderately High Energy Level: Extremely High due to ADHD Successful Relationship level:very Low Mood Stability:Moods are usu

What Now?
Well, I am sitting here realizing that what I thought was love and life I wanted to have for the rest of my life all was one big LIE!!! I found someone whom I adored and loved with all of my heart, I moved seven hours away and started my life with the man WHO WAS the love of MY life, BUT I WAS NOT HIS REALITY CHECK!!!!!......Well life works in mysterious ways, things you think are real are not so real after all, things you thought were reality turn out to be as far from reality as you could imagine. Someone whom you truly did not know at all. I found out someone I fell in love with was not the man who he portrayed to be. I am hurt, sure who would not be, but now I am not sure where to begin my life again..... I sit and wonder if anything was ever true that he said, or claimed to have felt......or was it what I wanted to hear so he could have his fantasy life and someone to work and clean up in his real world and pacify her as needed...... WHAT NOW? HOW DO YOU MOVE ON FROM SUCH A

Fu Handbook To The Hookup Progression
PHASE 1 Theres a ticker of faces scrolling by.. hmmmm This ones interesting. ya click the pics.. hmm yea that'll work. Rate a 10, fan, buy a beer, add to freinds, 80% of hookups never get past this phase. Phase 2 This begins when the shoutbox freezes a couple of dozen times. You give your IM address. its getting serious now bcs there are sexual jokes and personal questions galore. The how far do ya live? how many of you have mapquested at this phase?lmao! Many of these stop here after a couple of chats,In fact the handbook says only 10% of attempted hookups get past this phase. BUT those that dont, Camming anyone?? One wouldnt think camming would be so more personal BUT it IS!! Yep if ya cam your there... PHASE 3 Camming is not the only criteria for phase 3, Dont have a Cam?? No problem... Giving of the phone number also qualifies you for phase 3. This is also the phase where you begin to here things such as " we should hook up for drinks" or "You should fly here and see me" Made

Friends
Definition of a friend? All I want is someone to trust, putting your worries to dust, Words are free, nothing to withhold, whenever they could be warm or cold... Someone being able to know, someone who listens, ready to bow, Where feelings are one, someone that takes ready-to-bow equally as poke fun... Someone to be proud to have, that one that’s ready to save, Someone I know we will never leave, just that one thing that makes life a relief! That one that is there, even when you are flying above the clouds, above the world, above the sky, in the air, The one I will give my word of 'I will be there'! It's such a filling feeling, the one that gets you off (or on) the ceiling, That one that sometimes brings mess, being to be able to confess ... Someone who you could trust your tiny life, even if he is man or wife, A word is worth a 1000 lines of feelings, you'd better be less on those ceilings ! He accepts you whoever you are, Whenever you like the

St Patty's
Hello gang! Just wanted 2 take a moment 2 create my first blog~ Nothing earth-shattering, not the greatest blog you might ever read! But just a smile & thank you 4 all the adds, drinks, and being the best bunch of bar buds a guy and his spoted dog could ask 4! For that, i say cheers from the bottom of my heart, and the bottom of the bottle as well ~ So drink up, be merry, and Happy St. Patty's 2 all :) Silky ~

Wasted Time Or Just Wasting Time U Decide
psychotic is just another word for nothing left to lose its like driving in circles but everytime you stop you are somewhere new why it happens is what you make of it you may be nuts you may be crazy or you are just like everyone else you just don't know it yet

Psychomantium
so it all happens to everyone at one time or another well we can all get together throw a big fuckin party and say fuck you to who ever has screwed us over in life so lets all just kick back open up that case of beer and raise a middle finger to all those stupid fucks in our lives, oh yes and then just smile and enjoy the rest of this ride called life

Feelings
As I look down upon the cold still body That once belonged to me. I see all My imperfections That no longer will be. For life became so hard And My mind had gotten so bad I could no longer control what I felt And it was slowly driving me mad I watched My sanity slowly slip away Drawing me deeper in to a pit >From which there was no escape Other than this life to quit So as I drew up my plans A happiness over came And I knew then and there That finally I would be sane It did not so bad A flash, a bang, a sting But no real hurt I felt Nothing, not a thing So now as I Watch the ambulance crew And suddenly feel so free For now no one else, Can tell me how to be me.

Thoughts 18
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

It's Sad
SO, I am not who I was when I was here last. I was here about 6-8 months ago with a different agenda. I'm different now. I know what I want and I will not waiver from what it is that I want. I am really putting myself out there by saying all this but who cares. Yeah, I some may say I may never find it, but I have faith I will. Maybe not here maybe not on the internet at all, and that is totally O.K. with me. I am here to meet people and make friends. Not to find people to bed down with. I am better than that. We all are better than that. We all are selling ourselves short by doing that.

Photo Comment Needed Tonight!
Please take a moment and vote for this mom, she has created a network of over 180,000 volunteers who write weekly to soldiers who have no one! She deserves it. I am a member! http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Patti-P-3418

Surgery Canceled For Now
o.k... went to the doctor today and he said that my condition has changed/ got worse and that he wants more test before he does any surgery. when i first went in it was for pain down the left leg and hip....now both legs are numb up to the knees....woohoo...so no surgery for the time being. I want to thank all my friends for being there for me I apperciate u!!! I think i will have to have surgery at sometime down the road though.

Truth Will Get You Every Where Or Not
every one has all ways told me tell the truth if will get you every where but i think telling the truth wont get you every where in my lifestlye truth is very inportan so i dont lie when i am ask about my self when i find a woman i like and want to get to know and i tell them the truth about me it get me shut down they dont want to talk any more to me why is that if i lie you will find out in the long run then i loss anyway

The Waves Below
A Shadowy figure of a man stands alone at the edge of a rock cliff. Wondering why it had to be like this.Thinking about the past, the image of her creepied from out the darkest part of his mind. A single tear he sheds as he watches the sun slowly rising over the ocean on the herizion. Listing to the waves crash againest the rocks below the soft sound of her voice echos "I’m sorry" in his ear. The last words she ever said have haunted him for years on end. the choice is clear on what to do next, but the out come is unknown.Steady he stands looking back on the past on which he regrets so deeply. Choices he’s made that slowly eating away at his very soul. Time once the only friend he had quickly turns the table and now is the enemy.

Time To Say Goodbye
Sometimes its hard to say goodbye. Especially when you really wanted to try. Sometimes you screw things up really bad. But you pray that you can fix it. Sometimes someone gives you that hope and then suddenly takes it away. So it's time to move on and say goodbye. Tomorrow is another day.

Please Help Me Help A Friend
hey guys one of my good friend entered a photo contest and i really want her to win she seems down or upset she i want her to cheer up so if u can click on the link it will take you to the pic in the contest ty guy it means alot too me :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1029198&albumid=914764&i=4072505365&idx=4

New Pics For Seditionist Blog
1. these pics are meant for entertainment only. any solicitation will result in me blocking you. 2. no i don't cyber. if you want to jerk off to these pics, i'm all for it. i just don't need the details. :) 3. any comments are welcome even if you dislike what you see. 4. last but not least. as you can see from the name of the album, these pics are meant for someone VERY special to me. i know he's probably got half these if not more already saved to his comp, but whats a few more? ~grin~

Why Must We..
Why must we fight Why must we always be right Why must we have to be so mean Why must we always need to be seen Why must we leave each other in the wind Why must we always leave each other in a bend Why must we love each other like no other Why must we always see thru one another Why must we argue all the damn time Why must we have to play make-up thru rhyme. I just want to love you I just want to feel you I hate nothing about you I adore everything about you I hate myself for all the pain i've done I Love You.

7 Day Blast
giving away a 7 day blast will hold a contest first person to 20,000 comments wins blast open to men and women contest will start as soon as i have 15 entries send me a shout or message me and which photo u want me to use thank you contest starts at 12pm cst on march 18th ist place receivest the 7 day blast 2nd place receives 75,000 fu-bucks 3rd place recieves 25,000 fu bucks good luck all and have fun ok prize update first place will receive their choice of a 7 day blast or a 1 month v.i.p 2nd person to 20 000 will receive a 3 day blast 3rd person to 20 000 comments will receive a 1 day blast all other people in contest will receive 5000 fu bucks plus 1 fubuck per comment minimum of 500 comments required to be eligiable for 5000 fubucks here is the link to the photo fo;der find your pic to comment on it http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1056604&albumid=918928

Please Read And Repost - A Cause Near And Dear To My Heart
What: Paul Demas 2nd Annual Memorial Golf Scramble Tournament When: May 17, 2008, 1:30 PM Please sign up by: April 18, 2008 All proceeds benefit The Ohio State University Comprehensive Cancer Center-Arthur G. James Cancer Hospital and Richard J. Solove Research Institute. Can I help if I don't golf? Absolutely. Besides individual players and foursomes, we are also looking for sponsors and volunteers to help at our event. How can I volunteer to help at the event? Please contact Scott Long, Norris McMackin, or Paul Moore or send an e-mail to pauldemasmemorial@yahoo.com. How can I help sponsor? You can help sponsor in multiple ways: Individuals, groups, or companies can sponsor a hole for $100. Signs will be posted at each hole named for the contributor or the contributor's honoree. You can pledge a contribution of your choice. You may donate gift items to be used as prizes. Sponsorships, contributions and donations can be made through any of the above named contac

Contests & Giveaways
Well, for those that know me...know I have spent alot of time helping my friends & even some of their friends out in contests & leveling.... Now, I'm asking for some in return...I have a beautiful friend that is in contest & needs bombers & raters...Plus, Im in a Giveaway myself...Come show some Love... Dragonphyre is needing 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour...She really deserves this...Click this link for hers.. Then...there is me *BIG GRIN* I am in a contest for a 1 mo. VIP & a bling pk. there is no time limit, but I need 20,000 comments...trying to get this done before my VIP runs out on the 29th of this mo. So, if you wanna spank me with comments.....Clink this link for mine.... Come show us some love....I will return love given...Show us what awesome friends I have...Woo Hoo!! Hey, while your there...Show the Hosts of these Contests/Giveaways some love too..I know it will be returned.... Thanks *HUGS* ~*Lena*~

Be Today
Everyday of your life you are in the process of becoming that which you will be, today is a unique oppurtunity to own yourself and be. Today who is it you wish to be? Will you be brave? will you be bold? decisive Will you allow past failures to hurt your ability to suceed now Take control of your attitudes and selfdoubt and focus on what you want to achieve and make it happen! Be today the person you desire to be.

Pitbull Playground
WE WANT YOU TO COME PLAY WITH THE BIG DOGS. AT THE PITBULL PLAYGROUND. WHERE OUR BARK MAKES YOU WANNA DANCE. MEET OUR DJ’S. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? CLICK THE PICTURE AND COME TO OUR PLAYGROUND. WE ONLY BITE IF YOU ASK! We are also hiring the following.... Dj's, Greeters, Promoters, and Bartenders. Come on in and ask for Tracy!

Music.
I effing love this song and musicjesus.com didn't have it :( I'm uber peeved! Does anybody know of a site that supplies you with singular music codes aside from musicjesus.com? :P This blog feels mighty incomplete! JA RULE LYRICS Put it On Me [Ja Rule] Where would I be without my baby The thought alone might break me And I don't wanna go crazy But every thug needs a lady [Ja Rule] Girl it feel like you and I been mourning together Inseparable, we chose pain over pleasure For that you'll forever be a, part of me Mind body and soul ain't no I in we (baby) When you cry who wipes your tears When you scared, who's telling you there's nothin to fear Girl I'll always be there When you need a shoulder to lean on Never hesitate knowing you can call on, your soul-mate And vice versa, that's why I be the first to See Jacob's and frost your wrist up Now you owe me, I know you're tired of being lonely So baby girl put it on me [Chorus 2X: Ja Rule] Where would I be

The Great American Santa Sale
SANTA NEEDS YOUR HELP! ...again... Click this picture and FAN ADD & RATE BELLADONNA! (you know you wanna) PLEASE HELP SANTA'S FAVORITE NAUGHTY LIL HELPER Be sure to Add/Rate/Fan the Santa too so you get coal in your stocking! @ fubar

Fate In Your Hands
Our lives are ruled by a few things: 1. Good decisions 2. Bad decisions 3. Not making decisions 4. Allowing others to make decisions for us 5. Listening to bad advice. 6. Listening to good advice. Fate is, well, nothing more than a wisp of wishes felt or thought. However, hope is not a plan.

The Words You Say
the pain still cuts me even tho i know it is thru. i can still feel the knife blade cutting, like the wound was still brand new. magical lies were told to me and i beleived every one imagine my suprise now that all the magic is gone. nothing left but lies and tears for something that i could not control. all that i have left to show for it is this pulsing, gaping hole. maybe i will bleed to death when no one is around. maybe it will come swift and never make a sound. wishing for death is one thing but recieving is the plan becoz that is all that is left for me since i will never again hold ur hand.

Emotional Attraction
The attraction I feel towards you is more than just physical. The Emotions I hold for you are more than just love. A true friend it there when you need them, and when you don't. Able to look past all the bull and forgive you, still love you. You broke my heart that day, and many others. I still came back to you. We were friends first and I wanted to keep that. But more than that we were lovers. I couldn't resist you and you knew it. You were the same for me but wouldn't admit it. Feelings you didn't want to have, pushed off onto another... Passed off onto another. A guilty conscience. Mine was too! But Still I have this Emotional Attraction to you! I'm pissed and hurt and spiteful towards you. But I will not tell you that. Just to talk to you is what I want. To be held and loved by you is what I need. But I'm not as stupid as you think. I know why you do it, why you deny me and lie to me. Never have I found my match until I found you, I think for you it's the s

Tears
Well had a really great boyfriend but he decided after us getting into a argument that could of been corrected in other ways to break up with me.. ya that hurt .. and the big thing is i didn't even get to say anything to him before he decided to take all of his shit and move out of my house... damn that hurt cuz i thought i ment more to him then a damn letter and leaving without saying goodbye to... oh well guess fucking life moves on...

Miss Finn Says...
Starting is always difficult. Actually it isn´t if it´s just an action, but saying something is never too easy. This is why I prefer to sing. Beer helps too and maybe this is why I joined fubar. I like making friends, I love talking to people when there is something to exchange. There are many things up to happen in my life. Some real big changes and it will be nice to have a place to escape sometimes... Cheers! Miss Finn

Far Away Love...
Far Away Love... I met this dear person, in a very unusual way, While introducing myself on the computer, one day. We said "hello how are you", and I gave him my name, We didn't get to familiar, 'cause I thought this might be a game. Then weeks progressed on, and we became close friends, Then all of a sudden, my feelings started to descend. I got scared cause I felt something that I couldn't explain, And my feelings towards him, dealt with love and some pain. All of a sudden he avoided me, not bothering to say much, Then one day came a message, saying "hi, it's me, keep in touch". I started to have more feelings, for a person I didn't know, Then days turned into weeks, and I let my feelings grow. Although apart by distance, but never in heart, Although not together, we're never apart. I believe there is something written about our love, It's written in the sun, the moon, and the stars above. Destined to be, I pray thats what we are, Even when it hurts, cau

Mans Best Friend
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you!?

Accepting
my dear friend,i am not irish,but accepted from me this great st.patrick day,salutings and greetings for all my celtic friends,. celtic-kelta,this is hungarian word,deos,t mean, people cames from east..many hungarian words are in english,..lolove.laslo ,from hunland-hungary

Need Help Plzzzzz
Hello I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important. I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now... I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest. Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...

Little Irish Humor
AN IRISH MAN GOES INTO A BAR AND ORDERS MARTINI AFTER MARTINI,TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKING THE OLIVES OFF THE STICK PLACES THEMS IN A JAR. AFTER ALL THE DRINKS WERE CONSUMED HE PRECEEDS TO LEAVE THE GUY NEXT TO HIM STOPPED HIM AND ASKED HIM WHAT THAT WAS ALL ABOUT.THE GUY REPLIES OH IT IS NOTHING JUST ME WIFE SENT ME OUT FOR A JAR OF OLIVES.

My Vaction
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW I HAD A WONDERFUL; VACATION ....THANKS TO JACKCROW AND DONE HURTING FOR MAKING THIS IS BEST ANYONE COULD HAVE ....I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING AND FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST.....YOU BOTH WILL ALWAYS BE VERY SPECIAL TO ME .....I LOVE YOU GUYS

A Friends Loss
As I talked with my friend Holley tonight she learned that a good friend had just died. My heart go out to her, her family and the her friends wife who I can only imagine is just devistated. Love and Prayers to all of you. To me death is one of life's greatest mysteries. It is creates the most important questions, because the answers affects how we live our lives. One question is simple; what comes after this? When we are faced with the death of a friend or relative, we are stunned with grief. We don't understand, he was here and now he's not, where did he go? Where does the spirit go and how is my spirit supposed to go on without you? This is the greatest and most diffucult spiritual quest that anyone must endure. To lose a dear friend a child or a spouce never seams fair, and that raises the question of why? Why this good man, good husband? Why not the rapist I saw on TV last night? Why him? Why do this to me? Why??? All these are questions I cannot answer. Nor d

What's Going On In My World...
I am now living in Temple and will be moving to a more permanent place soon. I started a new job today and am very happy with how today went. Overall things are good and I am happy :) More later...

Wrestlemania Poll
I need everyones opinion and votes here... who do u think will win this year at Wrestlemania? Undertaker vs Edge Batista vs Umaga Floyd Mayweather vs Big Show Ric Flair vs Shawn Michaels HHH vs Randy Orton vs Cena please respond

Best Friend
Moon, We met be chance..6+months ago. From the moment we started talking a connection was formed. As we shared with each other our lives, and hopes and dreams, a funny thing happened. I fell in love. Through all the drama that has swirled around us (caused by me, you have stuck by my side like glue. You have become my best friend. As we progressed, we started to feel each others touch and emotions. This is a new experience for me, and confirmed in my heart that you are my soulmate. When we finally met, we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I have fallen hard for you, and all I want is your happiness. I know this is a rambling thought, but I am not much of a writer. I am not sure what hand life is going to deal us, but I do know that you will always be my best and closest friend, and I will ALWAYS be here for you. I love you unconditionally, and am grateful for the love you give in return. Thank you for answering me on that 1st day, and letting me into your circle of friends. You

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Smiley
Don't ask me why I feel the need to blog this... A few weeks ago while I was at work, I got a personal call on my cell... not supposed to get personal calls while on the clock and definately should not be on the cell at work, but no one else was there and it was from someone who means the world to me and I wasn't going to miss their call for anything. Eventually I did have to get off the phone when the delivery guy stopped by to get me to sign off on the invoice. The next week, one of the other people I work with was there when the same delivery guy came again and she told me that when he was getting the invoice signed asked where "Smiley" was. When she asked him who Smiley was he told her he meant me and he was calling me that because that was one of the first times he'd ever seen me with a REAL smile on my face. I have to "smile" at work but I guess it's true that if you know someone enough you can tell when it's a real smile or not. I've always told the person that I

Playboy Bunnies
We are currently looking for PlayBoy Bunnies for THE PLAYBOY CLUB LOUNGE! You will be apart of the lounge and be staff. You will greet people as they come. You will be auctioned off to members who decide to bid for you. If you would like to be a PLAYBOY BUNNY! Just leave a comment! I will give you even more details.

Lonely And Bored
So tell me...how is that on St. Patty's day that I'm sitting in doing absoutely nothing? When I should be out getting drunk off my ass!!! Oh thats right....cause no one wanted to do anything!! Dagger...so I'm lonely and bored. Does anyone even care? Lol...I didn't think so..I know its my own problem, it just sucks!! Sooo..I just wanted to share all that with you..thanks!! LoL

Funnystuff
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.' I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?' Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the las t two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled 'You're an asshole!' and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, 'You're an asshole!' It always cheered me up.

Vote For Sum Of None For Cpr Fest
Wassup everyone...my band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page www.979cprrocks.com we thank everyone for their support.

Torn
My love for him, the deepest it may be. The desperate thought of losing him, I wish I didn't see. The painful agony, I try to disguise thee. The sound of a wounded heart beating, oh how it hurts me. The anger that burns inside, I shall set free. The thought of a love, that should never be. The thought of him leaving, should I let him flee? The things that make me torn, will always be. written by.. Megz

One
My heart belongs to One. My soul belongs to One. my words belong to One. My life belongs with One. My love belongs to One. My thoughts belong to One. My every move belongs to One. My emotions belong to One. My fears belong to One. my sacredness belongs to One. My anger belongs to One. My heartache belongs to One. My loneliness belongs to One. My everything belongs to the One I love. Written by... Megz

Take Back
Take back your hurtful way. Bring back your loving way. Take back the hate you gave. Bring back the love we made. Take back the pain you caused. Bring back my heart and soul. Take back you violent threats. Bring back your loving caress. Take back your fist hitting abuse. Bring back the love we once knew. Take back your angry words. Bring back the loving ones once used. Take back the hurt you put me through. Bring back the gun I used to shoot you. Written by.... Megz

Memories Of You
I found you picture today. the one at the party New Years Eve. Remeber how much we drank? we never wanted to leave. And then there morning after the long night of making love theser the things i think about. Memories from up above. And the time we stayed up all night long playing games and talking by candles light. Next thing we knew it was morning sun was shining so bright And when we went to the falls you held me oh so tight you swore u would love me forever. These memories keep me up all night. *But with pain in my heart and a tear in my eye I go on... I wake up everyday and i pray.. but ur still gone.... Theres no easy way no matter how much i try... still have all these memories.. and i still cry. No matter what the day holds dont matter what's going on. you're always there in my memories.... i am never alone............

Her Pain
Girl I Remember When I Layed Eyes On You At The Store, I Knew That You Could Be The Girl That I Could Not Ignore. Wanting To Take You Out To Eat...Let's Go Just Me And You I Got This Personal Reservation Only Made For Two... You Tell Me No That You Want To Live Your Life Just On Your Own.... But Then I See You Walking Down The Block Not On Your Own But, As He Stares At You, He Stares At You With Eyes Like Ice, And You're Scared OF Him... Thinking That He Might Take Your Life. He Cheated And He Played You Just Like A Fool, And Now You're Here Not Knowing What To Do, C'mon Tell Me The Truth... What Do You Want To Do

Nothing Like Reason
I do not mind being preached to about sins and morality by others. I am a humanist…. I will respect so much and attempt to find more respect. I’ll smile at another’s quest to understand me and rate me. I would prefer they do this to me in person so they can invite rebuttal. To me it’s all good conversation. I am a humanist my boundaries are my own. But they were built with careful observation and listening. The goal being…… to be unbiased and fair. We can have a preaching party. Turn red hot anger of judge and defendant into something rational. Nothing like reason…don’t you think ?

Different
I said good bye on that rainy spring night knowing that our lives could never intertwine two different people one with dreams one with a lost cause it could never be with out total focus on what the future holds different life back grounds different morals of life what can we do when all we held was love I will hold you dear and hold my head up knowing that this will be best for us we never know what will happen next Good luck to all and know that them memories will never be forgotten. By Elizabeth Sue Pennington

Poetry
You can be far Or you can be near But when I think of you Ill shed a tear My love for you grows Stronger with each day And it gets herder to find The right words to say Im lost in speech When I look at you Id die that day If I ever lost you tears have fell and words exchanged that made our feelings never the same I don’t know why But somethings not right But ill push through it With all my might Tear and pain No matter what It may be Forever and always You and me

In Memory Of Alexandra
Please keep Blazndog in your thoughts & blessings His son’s family was in a car accident and his baby granddaughter’s life was unfortunately taken from them on March 15th, 2008. blazndogDeepest Sympathy Her Journey Don’t think of her as gone away. Her Journey has just begun Life holds so many faucets- This earth is only one Just think of her as resting From the sorrows and the tears In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years Think how she must be wishing That we could know today How nothing but our sadness Can really pass away And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched… For nothing loved is ever lost And she was loved so much. Warmest Hugs & Sympathy sent to you Blazndog from your friends. Blessings to you & your family. (repost of original by '~Dream~' on '2008-03-18 00:50:55')

My Tarot Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

You Might Be Breaking The Law!!!
This is a list of obscure but (at the time I made this page) still on the books ridiculous or bizarre laws. Are you breaking the law and not knowing it?? Check your state to find out. .. Alabama It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. .. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. .. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death. Alaska .. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. .. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. .. A law in Fairbanks, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Arizona .. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. .. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. .. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. .. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. Arkansas .. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature, including insects. .. In Li

Smashing Rain
Against the wind, my hair does blow, Breathing deep this icy fragrance, My chest rising and falling rhythmically, Sucking in breaths, the air feeling dense. The trees seem to be gray, my lips turn blue, Walking barefoot on this cold, stone pavement, Diverting identical scenes, passing by, Noticing that house, so much time I had spent. My chest lyes still, I've forgotten how to breath, My eyes become wide, I am glued to this spot, Heart thumping faster, my eyes well up with tears, Starring blankly at the window, hoping I wont get caught. Then I see them lying there, smiling on the couch, Feeling my heart skip a beat, I tremble, Freezing my arms turn blue, the sky starts to fade, Looking at you now, that girl I do resemble. Then you spot me I know it and you fumble off the couch, Tears slide down my icy cheeks, alone I walk, Cars speeding past, rain splashing from the sides, Running I see you behind me, sure you'd like to talk. Then you catch up, my chest si

Language Of True Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

Friends
Think about this for a minute... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, Would you Care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened, Would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; Would you be part of That last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, Would you give me Yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or If you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . Send this to Everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just Did.....because you are my friend. Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, Your

To Whom It May Concern
To whom it may concern: I hope You're listening To whomever, You wish you be called I hope you hear my prayer tonight The one I'm sending to you On a peaceful, healing Stroke, Of a dove's wing I come before You Humble and meek Seeking words, ones that You may help me Learn how to speak I know You know, and understand The strange ways, and wonders of this world But sometimes, we seem to forget That it may not necessarily be a dead end But a way to start anew Fresh and revived Learning how to truly live, and how to survive Some have said There are fallen angels, all amoung us Well I truly believe that They are the people I have met, the ones I call my friends The ones I'm proud to call family And the ones who spread Your love But even fallen angels Know what its like to be human To stumble and crawl To have a tendency to lose their way Well, if You're listening If You choose to hear To whom it may concern: I want to make sure You hear me

Doesnt Matter
A child dies of cancer One was premature Another's life was taken Mother couldn't take no more Drunk driver kills six A headline read one day Babies born of crack addicts Doesn't matter if we pray Tragedies aren't bias Know not wealth or fame Children left without fathers Doesn't matter who's to blame Woman shot by ex husband Father of five dies from MI Surrounded by such sorrow Doesn't matter if we cry Roadside bomb kills seven Soldiers proud and brave Money will go to nursing home Doesn't matter if we save Tomorrow is never promised Take each day to love and share Even if you do your best Doesn't matter, life's unfair

Tears Of An Angel
All alone at night His reality then sets in Dwelling in his mind Of how alone he really is The tears flow from his eyes Running out of control As the silence of the night Seems to consume his soul And she stands next to him With so much love in her heart Feeling all of his pain In the silence of the dark She speaks unheard words of love Words he cannot hear She holds him in her arms He doesn't even know she's there She whispers to him aloud I love you so my dear I've been with you for eternity And I so share your despair For I am your angel Who wished for you to be mine And the Good Lord told me It will all happen in time I've watched you grow as a child Into the man you are today I've always been here at your side And beside you I shall stay I've watched you fall in love Watched your tender heart break My tears fell from heaven Could you not feel my pain Now I patiently wait For the time you come to me Only then will you know How muc

Friends..what Are They
had a friend of mine today.. see that I got a happy hour today..soo he asked me who got me my happy hour. Heres part of the convo: this ass friend of mine sent me this comment this morning, asking who got me my happy hour... *LORD WOLF...: excuse m'y upbringing *LORD WOLF...: board flirtatious housewife acting like a tramp ->*LORD WOLF...: no. i have never showed him any skin. other than 2 pics i had private in past *LORD WOLF...: never mind imagination told me concidering u showing to much skin lately *LORD WOLF...: what u have to do for it? ->Cubs Fan ...: lmao ->*LORD WOLF...: friend keith Who needs friends like this? Uh, guess showing cleavage is to much.

My Dad And Friends
Hey all my friends my dad needs all the help he can get. I'am asking my friends to come an help him out in his contest...all my friends know that if you need my help I'll help you out when you need it.... Plz come help me out.... The link to the pic is below...... thank you There is also a wonderful friend that is in a contest also and can use some help, so stop by to help her out also. Just remember every little bit Helps.. Here is another Friend that could use some help also... Please every bit counts...

I Own Him!
MEET MY NEW OWNER! Please stop by and say hi and show her some love. If she's not already your friend...please add/fan/rate. lauria¢¾Owned by Hopeless Romantic¢¾Owner of Gary¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar

Looking For An Old Friend
When I was here the first time I made friends and made haters. But there was one person that I really like and I mean I really liked. It was to the point I loved her and wanted nothing else but her. But at that time I was married and I messed it up and didnt tell her. Ive talked to her here and there trying to fix everything but it didnt work. I just messed everything up even worse. I just want to find her and tell her that I am sorry and fix everything and have her back. Thats if she wants me back.

Relationships
UNFULFILLED AND INCOMPLETE What happens when we as humans become unfulfilled and incomplete in a relationship? Feeling incomplete, always seraching for more, or even worse, someone to complete us. Why do we let ourselves get to that point in a relationship? Why are we always seraching for more? Why can't our better half fulfill what is we think is missing? Or is something really missing at all? Is it you, or them? Hmmm..... It is believed that we blame our partner for what we are lacking in, instead of trying to repair what we feel is missing. It is easier to take up with someone else fresh and new and more promising, only to find out that after a while that fresh, new promising relationship only ends up exactly like the last one we just ended! So, why is it so hard to be satisfied with what we have and stop thinking about what more we can get? First we have to admit that the problem lies within ourselves and not our partners. We are the only ones responsible

Some Food For Thought
Some Food for thought by Maya Angelou I just love this lady! She is just full of wisdom and she talks from her heart. That's what I like about Ms. Angelou, she is a geniune, kind, caring person. We should all follow in her footsteps. Maya Angelou said: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." (Don't I know this! I have lived this sentence many times over) "I've learned that you can tell alot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights." (on a rainy day I like to curl up with a good noval and read the day away. I have never had my luggage lost. As for the tangled christmas tree lights....years ago was one big cluster fu*k! haha now, I sit back and take my time and work them out.) "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your pare

Haters
I just think it is funny how there is so many haterz Do you honestly think I am gonna give a ratz azz if you hate me that much? GET OVER IT.. I'm not just A BITCH.. I'M THE BITCH! Hate me if you wish.. just remember what ever it is you hate about me, it is probably more then likly the one thing you hate about yourself. Also just because you HATE me, doesn't mean your gonna look OH SO COOL talking TRASH about me either. Honestly what do you think you are going to get out of this.. WOW! You talk some trash, then guess what I get more friends and more rates.. THANKX BUNCHEZ Trust me I'm going to LOVE all the ATTENTION!!!!

F**k Up Dream...
I woke up about 20 min ago from a fucked up dream that I could totally see happening... There is this chick at work who we all think is coked up because of the way she acts and the stupid off the wall comments she makes. I am a pretty firm believer in dreams of all kinds having some sort of meaning to them. In my dream, this chick did two lines of crack right in front of several coworkers and myself and as she was getting ready to do the third one I brushed it all away. She went into a spazz attack and was going around trying to get her two midget suppliers to kick my ass... They were doing this crazy street break dancing style fighting which was cool to watch but I basically had to hold my hand to their heads to hold them at bay. They couldn't punch me cause their arms were just too short. I then heard this piercing whistle and knew it was time to go home. Grabbed my bag and took off. I look back and these two ninja midgets or whatever are running after me but can't kee

This Is Our Youth.... How Pathetic!
The following was a shoutbox that I received on March 18, 2008. This girl was 19 years old. This is what irks me about young ppl today... they think you owe them something. SpadedRose: hey there i think your geogous, and if you send me a friend request and 5,000 fubucks ill add u to my family soo u can see my naughtie lil pics ->SpadedRose: ty for the compliment... I appreciate it... but I'm not sending you fubucks just to see a couple of naughty pix. I'm sorry... SpadedRose: fine dick See how being polite and honest is rewarded? She calls ME a dick yet she whores herself out for fake money.... LMAO. Classic!

Sinsational Stream Of Consciousness
C'mon now I know I'm not the only one who's seen the sign for "organic" fruits and veggies and thought "orgasmic"! Once again, I recently found that I couldn't resist that thought as I wandered through the produce section with a silly ass grin while I squeezed the melons and fondled the peaches...discreetly watching others doing the same thing, and wondering who was thinking the same thing. I also couldn't resist entertaining and teasing my brain as I played vouyeur, watching a sexy well-curved woman who was so intent on choosing the produce that she desired...her hand sensuously squeezed the zucchinis and caressed around the cucumbers...her eyes wandering over the bananas as she looked for just the right firmness, or ripeness (or curve? ), lifting and cupping her hand below the bananas as she contemplated her desires. My mind wandered, wishing that she would look my way and catch my eyes, then with a seductive grin she'd slowly peel a banana, teasing the tip with her tongue before s

New Leveling & Bombing Crew! I'm Co-owner
Are you interested in getting help in contests or leveling? Do you like to help people level and bomb? Then please check out our NEW Leveling and Bombing Crew. Please read the page for info about us! Thank You~ Thank you!

I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

Thoughts 19
So to continue my story about the weekend, we had a rough start with the gang incident and the crazy woman that I became and then to top it all off, Chris throwing a hissy fit! We made it up to the cabin but it was snowing on us. It had stopped by the time we actually made it to the cabin so we were a little bummed. We ate and drank and played cards and went to bed. When we got up in the morning it had been snowing! It wasn’t much but I made a tiny little snowman on the porch. The trees were lightly dusted with snow so it was so beautiful. Then the sun came out and it all melted away. It was pretty while it lasted. It turned out to be a nice day. My friend Sean was getting ready to take the quad up in the hills and I asked him if I could ride on the back. So I hopped on and we drove off. He had to go up in the hill to make a phone call. There isn’t any cell phone reception at the cabin so you always have to go up in the hills. I held onto him for dear life since the fir

Gosamer The Philosopher
If If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master; If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve

Mumms
It takes a LOT to piss me off...this has gone too far now. I posted a mumm earlier about a friend. I said what I had to say to her and left it at that. Well she just left me a voice mail calling me a "racist self centered lil bitch". What the fuck happened there? I just left her a message that I would be stopping by later to check on her and the kids and she had better hope I don't see anything to call CPS for because I will not hesitate. Since when am I racist? this was the mumm: "cold hearted"

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt, the cold and lifeless hand of an infant, gazed into their unblinking eyes, and observed the face of death, when masked in bittersweet innocence? Have you ever touched your dreams, and felt the simplistic joy, of feeling them become reality, only to abandon them, for reasons you cannot explain? Have you ever watched your family, who once shared the greatest of loves, suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy, that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably, tear them all apart? Do you know, firsthand, the evil that resides deep within the heart of every man, every woman, and every child? Have you seen its face as it randomly seeks, a soul to torment and destroy? Do you know the darker side of life, the one that awakens you, in the still of the night, crying to the unknowable God's, ‘Save me from myself. '? Does your heart constantly question, whether humanity is obtainable, in a world corrupted with suffering, and where war,

I Don't Get It?!?!
Ok, So as I am trollin and pervin, I notice a lot of girls on here asking for ENORMOUS amounts of Fubucks or buy them a 30 day blast or something. WHY?? Is it worth that type of time energy and money just to see pics?? I don't think so. You want me to see your "hot" pics? Just show em! Don't be a ho about it! I know some people will get this and others won't. OH WELL!!! To bad, so sad. Rock on!!

Jeff Hardy
The Jeff Hardy Saga continues… Filed under: Personal — on March 15, 2008 JR"S BLOG FROM WWE The fall out of the 60 day suspension of Jeff Hardy for a second violation of the WWE Wellness Policy is still making news. Sadly, Friday night, Jeff’s home in North Carolina burned to the ground and he lost essentially every thing he had and most sadly his dog. Losing an animal one is close to is just like losing a family member to many people and we just experienced that with the death of our 18 year old cat Molly who had to be put down after suffering a serious of strokes. Apparently Matt Hardy saw smoke coming from Jeff’s home on Friday night, discovered that no one was home, but arrived at the house too late to do any thing but watch it burn to the ground. These are challenging times for Jeff to say the least. Not only has he incurred his second strike with only one remaining before he would be terminated from the WWE, his situation has been underscored by the fact that his sus

W/o
You are so much like my mother, My feelings for you are like no other. You are a person I will treasure, Always and Forever. Poems you taught me to write, You are the one who showed me the light. I don't know what I would do, If in my life, I didn't have you. To me, you have been so influential, Keeping things I tell you confidential. You always seem to touch my soul, Without you, I wouldn't

~wtf?~
I'm venting so don't feel like you have to rate or read. First....FUCK LOVE~! I'm so fucking tired of getting screwed over by people that say 'I Love You'...that is thrown out like it's the magic cure and cover all for everything.....like it's a free pass or a magic do-over for shit. Why the hell can't people just be who they are and put it out there for you to choose whether or not you want to proceed forward or not?? Who gives a ratz azz if they aren't perfect or did shit in the past as long as they come clean in front of you and give you a chance to see the real them. I am so fucking tired of excuses!! "Well, he made me do it and I didn't want to"....bullshit. Or "Yeah, we're still together but she doesn't get me and she's a cold fish when it comes to sex".....bullshit!! Come on asshats...there are still some of us that do put it out there and are being honest about things and then the rest of you come and fuck it all up with your bullshit lies, excuses, drama, and just plain fake a

Funny!
OK, I commented on like 2 pictures of some random girl, and her b/f was apparently behind the computer. The convo that followed was just too funny not to post, I honestly could not believe I could bait him for over 5 minutes before he blocked me. Read from the bottom up of course. Enjoy :). babygirl_2008: fuck you ->babygirl_2008: ah...anger management issues...common in young growing boys babygirl_2008: dude you are really pissing me off ->babygirl_2008: tell me all about how having a small pee-pee makes u feel like less of a male ->babygirl_2008: little boy...wait...don't run away like that...u need to open up and express ur feelings babygirl_2008: fuck you good bye ->babygirl_2008: did ur step-daddy "touch u down there"? ->babygirl_2008: but all little boys are...tell me how u got this way ->babygirl_2008: lmao!! god ur easy to bait babygirl_2008: dude you don't want me to come down there ->babygirl_2008: no, ur an insecure little boy babygirl_2008: fuck you ass

I Need Help From My Nice Friends
Hi to all of us I am trying to win my 2nd Happy Hour wiz this giveaway, all help is welcome and most of yu know that i return the love showed to me, so : I give yu the link to my pic to comment I need 50.000 comments TYVM to all helpers I wish yu a great day Miz

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His Beautiful Broken Angel
PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME AND CHECK OUT MY NEW OWNER. HIS BEAUTIFUL BROKEN ANGEL. SHE ROCKS!! SHE IS A GREAT FRIEND AND SHE HAS MADE ME ALOT OF VERY COOL PICTURES!! ~ღ¤H¡Ṥ ßÊåµTîFµ£ ÅηgєL Fubar Girlfriend To Wasted™¤ღ~@ fubar

The Ministry Won't Be On As Much Anymore...
I have gotten myself a job. Yes I said it, A JOB! Sadly I work from 6 am to about 4 pm, and I don't get on the comp in the afternoon/evening... So the only time I will be getting on here is prolly Saturdays. Seeing how Sunday is my computer sabbath. So yeah. Peace, Love, and Monster. Straight from the Church... ~The Ministry of Lost Souls~ aka Kris

Feelings
WHO WILL CRY? If tonight I die, Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

As You Are
No more, no less, Come as a friend. Not stupid, not smart, Come as a human being. Not pretty, not ugly, Come as you are. Not early, not late, Come on time. Not shy, not outgoing, Come with personality. Not happy, not sad, Come with feelings. Don't come with a fake identity, Come as you always are.

Any Questions
Okay it has been brought to my attention that some of the DBC are questioning me again as to if i want to be apart of it all. The answer is yes i am a part of it and will always be. I love you all very much and you are my family. I have had a whole lot of shit on my plate with my home life and my kids. So if you have any doubts then please come to me and not spread them over fubar. ^5333333333333333/^54444444444444

Do I Look Like A Whore???
omfg...just because i post myself all naked and shit...does not mean ppl need to blow up my shoutbox and fill it with perverted questions and shit..ill take a compliment like any other person..but wtf...im not a online whore who's here help you jack off..if my pics are not enough....oh fuckin well..i dont want to talk to anyone like that. i have never been the type for sex chat..and no matter how hot i think some of you are..you will never hear it from me...i'm a little flirty, sassy and a bit cocky..but i will never be an online chat whore..so please keep your sexual feelings, and perveted minds to yourself...and to those who have not done this to me..i thank you for being real gentlemen!!!!

Look For Me
Chaos rules the road of my life, But it is the one I have chose. No one looks inside - they see me, But no one really knows, Will you follow, Or simply turn and walk away? Everyone leaves eventually, No matter what they say. Take a chance, Hold my hand We could make it, I know we can. See me . . . look inside, Find the woman; The one I must hide. Do you see her? She is very sad. Look for her She could be the best you've ever had.

Don't Tell Me
no. really I do know how I am I'm all messed up that's nothing new I don't know what to do or who to be or what you expect from me it really doesn't matter anyway you can scream at a wall until it breaks but in the end it's still broken, how do you change you? who is it that I have turned into it's not me it's not you god, please don't let it be them it must be them because I will wreck you and I will use you I don't know you please, don't go cause I am scared what if I really am who I came from I know I push you away what if it really is all my fault stay cause I am not me something has been taken from my quivering soul Love.

In Search Of Me
There is darkness now, where there once was the glow of a shining star. The glow has faded, for I no longer have my guiding light. I know only where I have been, for where I'm going I do not know. I have no destination . . . I wander aimlessly. A shell of my former self . . . My reflection holds no resemblance of who I use to be . . . I must go in search of myself . . . To seek and find the light once again . . .

The Past
The past holds many secrets better left untold . . . For to bring them to the present its bitterness unfolds . . . The memories we cherish may be tarnished by its gloom . . . Its darkness and its sorrow is to what we are doomed . . . There is no need relive the past for to do so is in vain . . . Yesterday's gone, today is here why relive the pain . . . Forget the past as you turn away and wish it a farewell . . . For no longer in the past will your present dwell

Men
You know if you're going to cheat or lie you should at least be smart enough not to get caught. If you're willing to be unfaithful then should you really be in the relationship in the first place. I won't say temptation isn't always there but shouldn't you be able to say no. If I'm no longer good enough then why are you here? I don't get it. If this was how you wanted things then why did you ask for a closed relationship in the first place. You had the options to go elsewhere. I'll tell you why it's because you want your cake and you want to eat it to. You want me at home like a happy little housewife while you do as you please. Well I'm finished with that role. I could feel bad about myself or blame myself but I won't. You're as replaceable as the guy before you. If its my weight thats the problem then get the fuck out. I like me and I don't need your approval. If you think that I will be lost with out you then you are sadly mistaken. It's not like I didn't have options. Unlike you I

Leaving Fubar!!
ya ya i know i been talking about leaving fubar and i haven't that is because ppl want me to stay.. why do i stay on here knowing there is drama after drama everyday i come on here thinking its worth it and yes it is addicting after you get the hang of it... i fall for guys all the time and yet they flirt with other girls i guess its hard for guys to just be with one girl.. well or vice versa any ways yes i am rambling... anyways i don't know what to do leave or just stay.. jojo i didn't want to make this a mumm!! so leave feedback or message me or sb me..

My Pc Please Read
i will not be online for a while as my pc in going for repairs but please keep popping by and saying hi as i have use of the pc at work and also have the library will miss you all may take up to 2 weeks before i get it back miss you all already hugs paul p.s i love you di

Rate-a-thon In Photos!
50 rates of 10's on all photo's gets 2,500 fubucks during Happy Hour! 50 rates of 11's on all photo's gets 5,000 fubucks during Happy Hour! Look for the folder in my photo's! If you have already rated some of the pictures if your my friends already then leave 10 comments on it I will count that as a rate! Private me a message when you are done and I will send you the fubucks! Happy rating _Sweet_Thing_

Run Your Car On Water
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Dreams And Possible Truths Within
I had a dream, no...more like a nightmare...that has given indication of someone close to me taking her life... I have had dreams come true before. But I fear this one more then any other. I left the one who loved me like no other girl has recently. She was to visit in may for the first time, and our first dinner date to occur. But it never happened... In the dream that occured the night I left her, we were on our date. I left her...she cried walking away from the table. Not knowing why I left, as I also didn't give a reason on the phoen that night. The dream skips a scene, and Im standing, staring at a billboard nearby my house. I don't recall the message, but I know inside it was about me and rachel. After reading it I began crying...feeling as if rachel never existed..as if all my memories of her had faded away, vanished... I walked home...someone asked me if I was alright, I responded no, I wasn't alright. and I woke from my dream... Could the billboard be a bulliten

Smiles
May you be blessed with good friends. May you be a good friend to yourself. May you be able to journey to that place in your soul Where there is great love, warmth, feeling and forgiveness. May this change you. May it transfigure that which is negative, distant or cold in you. May you be brought into the real passion, kinship and affinity of belonging. May you treasure your friends. May you be good to them and may you be there for them; May they bring you all the blessings, challenges, truth and light That you need on your journey. May you never be isolated. May you always be in the gentle nest of belonging With your anam cara...(soul friend). "May you be blessed with good friends. May you learn to be a good friend to yourself�." (p. 36) AN IRISH FRIENDSHIP WISH May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your window pane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rai

Lost
Lost an in the dark Confused Full of shattered dreams in life Now an again i seem to find my self here Full of pitty just wanting for some one to hold my hand an lift me back up on to my feet An out of my sorrow lose my mind into I would do anything to see her Pretty face one more time And hold her heart next to mying When I dream of her every night yet to hold her every waking moment for the rest of my life An to feel so complete yet one more time.

Do You Love Me?
-Do you love me she asked softly but clear. -If I love you? He looked at her dazzled, then said; -You're my slave, my possession I whip you each day In the night you are chained to my bed. I use and abuse you with pleasure and pride every day of my life. -I know, she said, it is true but say, do say - do you love me too..? Again he turned to her, did not understand lifted her face close to his. Thoughtful he started to play with her hair Wishing to make it all clear. -This morning you knelt at my command I watched you there on the floor - one hour or more. I truly enjoyed every moment and spoke of your beauty, your patience and grace. Again she agreed, it was true - but please, do say - do you love me too..? He watched her a moment in silence. Then his mind seemed to somehow clear as he smiled, relaxed rediscovered her there; -Oh yes, oh yes, I do love you ..to pieces my dear..

Slave Training
The slave knelt naked before her Master with her head bowed as she listened to HIS words. "Your training begins today, cunt. You will be stripped of everything you think you are and everything you've learned. You will be reduced to nothing more than an animal until I deem you worthy of rising above that station. Since I do not wish to have to groom my animal, your hair will be shaved from your head. I know you place a lot of pride in that mane of yours; it is part of who you think you are but no longer! Does the cunt understand what I've said so far? Nod your head if you do." The slave humbly nodded her head once. Beneath her lowered eyelids, tears filled her eyes, threatening to overflow. she was about to lose her hair and knew from that point on she would belong totally to her Master; there would be no turning back. The slave trembled from the panic that welled up inside her and yet, she was aroused beyond anything she had ever felt before. "Good. From here on out you have N

Straight Up Nasty
What is up with women leaving their unwrapped napkins and tampons in public bathrooms on the floor or toilet seat. That is straight up nasty and unsanitary. It also has a funky ass smell. I mean not only have I've seen that but also there be blood drops on the seat, floor and walls. What the hell! Like they the only ones using the restroom. There are too many diseases out there and some women have caught them by sitting on the toliet seat. I feel sorry for the cleaning crew that have to come in and clean up that sh... They should be paid well. Sometimes women don't even flush the toliet leaving big ass turds with damn near a whole roll of toliet paper in there. And some others leave without washing their hands. Yuck!!!! So ladies if you use the public rest room make sure you cover the seat just in case you are unable to squat and when washing your hands grab the paper towel first cause their are plenty of germs on the handle. Upon leaving if there is a handle on the door to pull use a

Microwaved Baby
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN GALVESTON? IS THIS THE NATIONS CAPITAL FOR KILLING BABIES? GALVESTON — Joshua Mauldin stared into thin air as his taped confession was played to the jury. “I put her head in first,” Mauldin said as he confessed to putting his two-month-old daughter in a hotel microwave. “She was wearing a onesie.” He went on to say that before putting the child into the microwave he put her on the bed and hit her. “I put her in the safe for five seconds,” Mauldin said. Then, he said he put her in the refrigerator. “I shut the door for 10 seconds,” Mauldin said. After taking her out of the refrigerator, Mauldin said he went on to stuff her into the microwave. Mauldin said that after allegedly leaving 2-month-old Ana in the microwave for 10 seconds, he took her out and put her on the bed. “I felt she was warm. I was freaked out I didn’t notice she was burned,” he said. “Her face looked like porcelain, really shiny, jelly-looking,” Mauldin s

My Thoughts
My family and friends expect so much from me that most of the time I try doing things for them instead of myself. The things I do are about me but as far as the choices I make have a lot to do with them. I don't like people thinking bad things about me so I tend to do what they say just to keep them happy even though I feel bad inside. I sometimes feel like a little girl not ready to make her own decisions. Don't get me wrong I lnow what I want and what I have to do to get it. Some of you are thinking what the hell is she talking about, It's hard to explain I guess. Here is an example: When I became pregnant with my daughter Jay, I couldn't tell anybody,. it was so hard. Everyone knew I was waiting to get married before I had any kids. Some family didn't even know I had started having sex. So my mother pretty much spread the word for me. Deep down I knew everyone would see me different in their eyes and that's what worries me. Some family wouldn't talk to me about for a while, other

My Friend Needs Your Prays Please Send Them To Him
Hi everyone.. im asking you all to please pray for my friend Nick.. He is in the USA ARMY and he is in a real bad place right now in this world an in his head... He has seen things that only we see in movies or imagine.. I feel his hurt an his pain... he lost 2 of his buddys yesterday from his Unit an basically had to pick up the pieces he seeks revenge in the worst way an my fear is he wont be rational an watch his ass or his other buddys an just go for blood... Please pray that he is aware of his suroundings and that he makes it thru this ruff time in his life an for him to wake up tomorrow and just be stronger for what happened... In Gods Speed Nick.... please be careful HIS PICS RE IN MY PHOTES THANK U LOVE LISA

Why People
Would just like to know why its so important for people to be liked by everyone . not everyone thinks I'm a great person till they meet me so why do strangers worry so much about what people think of them that's between you yourself and the all mighty don't you think ??????????? and if people lie to you about your looks now then what makes you think there not lying about the way they feel about you as well ???? theses are just a few things I thought people might want to step back and realize that no one is perfect and if you think you are then their is some thing seriously wrong with you don't you think ?????? well just my opinion and everyone has the right to their own opinion right ???? O.K. enough on this subject for now Debbie

It Amazes Me How People Do Change
ITS SO SAD THAT I HAVE BEEN HERE A YEAR , AND I CREATED A LOUNGE FOR ALL OUR SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN . IM A NAVY MOM , LIVED THROUGH VIETMAN WHICH MY LOUNGE IS FOR THEM TOO . WELL, OUT OF 136 MEMBERS I HAD ITS CALLED CHICKEN SHIT NOT TO SAY SORRY BUT IM NOT INTERESTED , BUT YET JUST SAY NOTHING IS ABOUT AS RUDE AS YOU S CAN GET . SO , GUESS WHAT IF IM NOT SO FRIENDLY , MAYBE ITS BECAUSE THE WHOLE FUBAR IS OUT FOR FAN ME RATE ME ADD ME BOMB ME . " YOUS ALL NEED TO READ MY PROFILE " IT STATES FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON MY LIST . MY LOUNGE DON'T THROW UP IN MY BOX TO JOIN ITS STATES JOIN MINE OUT OF RESPECT I WILL JOIN YOURS , I HAVE A LIFE AND GOIN WITH A GUY FROM HERE SO , I'M WITH HIM . AND JUST GO TO THE OTHER LOUNGES , BECAUSE IM " NOT COMPETEING WITH THE OTHERS ". This lounge is open to everyone. You do not have to be in the military to be part of our family. If you are a spouse, gf/bf , parent, brother, sister, son, daughter or friend of someone who is or was in the service come

I'm Not Going To Be On!
Well I guess I knew this was coming sooner or later. I'm not handling my multi tasking very well. So I've decided to stay off of here for awhile. I'met some great people on here and plan to stay in touch through other means. I have to focas on my job and school and not FUBAR DRAMA.. lol

Point Folders
I have created 10 point folders in my pics. Each folder has 100 pics in each. I can't offer any fubux, since I am FUbroke....BUT, I am offering Rate for Rate...If you pick a folder, rate all 100 pics 10's...I will rate 100 of your pics 10's, as well. The same with 11's....like I said...Rate for Rate.. For those that don't have 100 pics...I will rate up to 100 stash & all of your pics. Either way, we ALL benefit. I have a little of everything...some men may think some of it is too girly, but I took some of my favorite things & made them. Folder 1: Cats Folder 2: Dogs Folder 3: Teddies (as in bears) Folder 4: Fairies Folder 5: Tinkerbell Folder 6: Horses Folder 7: LOLcats Folder 8: LOLdogs Folder 9: Anne Geddes Babies Folder 10: Anne Geddes Babies Cont. When you get done, private message me to let me know how many folders you have done & I will come return the love. Happy Rating!! ~*Lena*~ P.S. I may add 2 more folders...more for men...haven't decided yet, bu

Paz Sin Fronteras
This past sunday March 16th , there was a concert on a bridge linking Venezuela and Columbia .The music joined the 2 nations following political drama between the two South American countries .

Away From Technology For A Time!!
Friday, March 22nd, 2008 C.E., I am taking a trip to Pine Ridge, S.D., to be with my Adopted Lakota family for a week. I will be returning then, but will not be able to respond to any internet messages during that time and anyone desiring communication with me during this period will find it incumbent upon them to utilize the telephone services, including text, to interact with me. The cell # is still 612*964*8944

To Play Or Not To Play
So the other week I wrote a mumm saying “Ok so im an Irish German guy so drinking is in my blood. So what im saying is on Monday I have to play league pool should what should I do??? should I say fu-k it only one game there’s more get trashed and play your best or drink little then play then get trashed. But put it this way beers are 25 cents!!!!!!!!!!! at lunch time at my fav bar” just for a random thought. I never wrote one so I was just testing it out but anyways it was weird and ppl can be so rude which mean they are pointless ppl. Also I got a huge answer like 60% said drink up 40% said some shit haha well so I listened to the poll and drank up all day. I was so drunk the music was playin I was dancing and playin pool and what do you know I fuckin beat this dudes ass so congrats to me haha I knew I could do it. But later that night after maybe 4-6 shots of Jameson and god knows how many beers I was payin for it at 5 in the morning haha. It was a good night though seeing how I w

How To Give Her Amazing Oral
The sensations vary depending on the angle at which you approach the clitoris. Going in from the side gives lots of scope to stimulate the whole of the clitoris rather than focussing on the tip, which may be good if she's sensitive. Your chin will also rub against her mons in this position, which may add more pleasure. She may like lying on her back while you lie between her legs as this gives easy access to the clit and vagina. If she sits on your face, you can get your tongue deeper inside her – but don't ignore that clit. And you can even approach from behind, reaching her vagina from an entirely different angle while your fingers work their magic. Which leads nicely to… Take a different approach …use your hands Just because it's called oral sex, it doesn't mean you can only use your tongue and lips. Add a finger or too so that you can stimulate her G-spot while your tongue is on her clit. …and all your oral prowess Using the soft underside of your lips

Dreams Lie
sitting here wondering why i am a man i am not soppose to cry but yet i am i am so alone no one here two call my own whats wrong with me what the fuck will i ever get out of this rutt i dont no what else two do i guess being alone is my tatto stuck on me for the rest of my life so i will allways cry and its becouse dreams lie i thought of you when i closd my eyes allmost every night i see you in mind you dont love me but i love you so what is it i can do two fall out of love with you when i sleep you will be mine but when i wake you will be gone it happens all thr time

Foreplay Techniques
Prolonged foreplay and good foreplay techniques are usually essential for a woman to achieve orgasm during sex - and given over twenty minutes of foreplay, almost all women will achieve orgasm. That, however, certainly doesn't mean that foreplay is the 'boring bit' a man has to do before sex! With good techniques and in a loving relationship, foreplay is an absolute pleasure in itself - and, indeed, need not actually lead to full penetrative sex. Not sure what to do? Our introductory selection of Lovers' Guide foreplay techniques should have you well on the road to thriving in your lovemaking. Best male masturbation technique What with all those years practising, he probably thinks he's got hand jobs cut and dried. You're about to convince him differently! As a stand-alone treat or as part of your foreplay, try these twelve best masturbation techniques on him, and he'll discover the true meaning of the term 'hand-job heaven'. Before this, heaven was just a word. Learn more.

My Thoughts
I'm tired of all this political correctness BULL SHIT!!! If you look hard enough someone will be offended by something. And i'm sorry to say but life is offensive. there is humor in everything if you just let yourself laugh life is too short to be doom and gloom. There are many happy things in life you just have to find them. But on the same hand don't be one of those barney asswipes and stick your head in the sand, and pretend it doesn't exist. so "say what you mean and mean what you say!" now the other part freedom of speach one of our country's greatest treasures. but it swings both ways not only can you not control what people say but they can't control what you say. but here is the biggest kicker of speach doesn't mean guaranty you listenership. so if i don't like what you have to say or you don't like what i have to say. THEN DON'T GOD DAMB FUCKING LISTEN!!! Now for the second part of this What the Fuck is up with this african american or mexican american or anything else / a

No Air (lyrics W/ Video)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I can make you understand But how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe [ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gon' be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air whoa No air, air no No air, air whoa No air, air I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real But somehow I'm still alive inside Yo

Need An Excorcism?? Or Just Getting Fu-married??
Do you want to have a Fu-Wedding better than most so called "real" weddings?? Then hire the best Priest on Fubar.... Wicked Priest...WickedPriest@ fubar Fan...Friend and Rate him too Listen....you never know when you're gonna need a good Priest.....

Tattooes And Piercings
ok kids as is known i am a tattoo artist in Springfield mo i don't work in a shop right know because close minded people don't want to work with a "girl" i am fully equipped with all my machines and equipment to do both and i will come to you or vise versa i have my work on my fubar page or on my myspace page im cheaper than any tattoo parlor around and am just as good dont let my tits get in the way !!! you can reach me here or at jugga_girl1@yahoo.com give me a halla and we can get this shit started

Wanted 2 Know But Afraid 2 Ask
My name, Quleets, is my Indian name. It's actually spelled Qu'leets, but that looked weird when I had it as my fubar screen name. It came from my Great Grandmother(Victoria, B.C.), given to me by my Grandfather(Nanaimo, B.C.) in a naming ceremony. And no, it doesn't mean anything. Do ya think you could say it?!*smiles devilishly* It took me a whole year to learn to say it right! Coast Salish is not an easy language, but it's so fun to listen to people try!!!

Korean War
A SOLDIER DIED TODAY He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, telling stories of the past. Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes, to his neighbors, his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened, for they knew whereof he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, for a soldier died today. He will not be mourned by many, just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary and quite uneventful life. Held a job and raised a family, quietly going his own way, And the world won't note his passing, though a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, their bodies lie in state, While thousands note their passing and proclaim that they were great. Papers tell their whole life stories, from the time that they were young, But the

I Guess
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

My First Auction!
Hey Axl - a few questions that have been asked to me about the auction1) what does the winning bidder on a person receive? Is it just the privilege of putting "owner of" in their name, or can the winner do whatever they want?2)who does the winning bidder pay?3)Does the auctioned person receive all (or a percentage) of the winning bid?4)Is there a definitive end date and time? I remember seeing the 23rd.. but not what time... Thanks! Lets answer ... (1) the bidder wins what the the person offers , and that is strictly a choice of the auctioned. for you who are interested on a person you can view the blog i will post tonight for more information (2) the bidder will pay the auctioneer ...ME (3) the auctioned person will receive a percentage of the winning bid...thats a subject between the auctioneer and the auctioned ones (4) the end date will be the 23rd and time... til i sleep that morning,lol No i'm just joking. lets make it til your midnight...hm or better til fubar's mid

How Can You Fall In Love With Only Words
How can I fall in love with only words? Words and pictures, grainy and compressed? A jaypeg love is truly for the birds. You'd have to wonder whether I'm repressed. But love it is, through all the bits and bytes, For someone who's like no one else I've met: Tender, charming, bright, queen of my nights, All I've ever dreamed of, on the Net. And though she's living in a distant place, I love her as I've loved no one before. Will I ever get to touch her face, Hold her in my arms and, perhaps, more? Ay, me! No matter what, I'm still in love. Through modems must our e-mailed passions move!

Finallly!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate to say it, but its true, I am finally over you. I've waited so long for this day to come, and for once I am completely done. I am finished since you fed me lies, I can't take the tears that came from my eyes. You led me on and its such a shame, In a way I know I'm the one to blame. Do you think of me when you're with her? You went behind my back when we were together, theres one thing I know and one thing you'll see she will never ever be me You talked shit about me to all your friends I wish that was where this story ends, but sadly your lies kept slipping and over your words I kept tripping After all this time I should have known one of these days you'd leave me on my own Now I am glad I can finally see You're not the boy I thought you'd be.

Think Out Of The Box
aright, I like to think of myselve as a cat lover, they are so cute and sweet and playfull and stuff like that, but ther comes times where you just want to kick them away, not hard, not meaning to hurt them, just get them away, an example, you are waiking up, your not wearing socks, and the cat bites you in one of them, how friggen anoying, and then, again, you just fell asleep, the bedroom door is open, your toes are are showing just a tad skin, and guess what, tha cat bites them, AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH oki thats my blog XD

Help The Angel
this angel is sad today and angel donot know why . angel ask god to take her back , she feel hurt and love and care and gave it all to everyone and never ask thing back . but she lost her wings and she want them back. and now she know how it feel to be human and the angel donot like it one bit.

Why The Angel
the angel love and lost. but this angel lost all the feel for the world the angel just leave and never come back . i think the angel might have to go and one day come back and see what might happen. why the angel have to have human feeling it hurt to much. is he trying to tell this angel something and this angel doesnot want to feel this way no more . why the angel

Here I Am At Fubar
Well here I am at Fubar The Best Damn Bar around and I can leave with a few bucks in my pocket Thats always a plus! While your here don't forget to checkout and sign my GuestBook in my stash thanks a million for all the comments and ratings MORE BLOGS TO COME later and have fun!

Hurt
why do people hurt each other . maybe this angel should hate too , but thier one problem with that is the angel care to much to hate or hurt any one . maybe the human in the angel and the angel have to watch and cry for them and put all the hurt and hate in the angel. take the angel back to heaven , so the angel can see up there.

Alil Of My Attitudes Dig It
I'M BLUNT TO THE POINT & STRAIGHT UP ITS ME I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR NO ONE OR ANYONE DON'T CHANGE ME , AND I WON'T CHANGE YOU , EXCEPT ME FOR ME , AND I WILL EXCEPT YOU FOR YOU . I NEED NOT SAY NO MORE .CHERIE' FUBWIFE TO KAGE RL/LADY .

Models
If you are looking to start modeling or acting, I might be able to help you get your foot in the door (be nice.) It all depends on what you want to do, what the Industry allows you to do, and what these agencies/entertainment companies want. So, if you're nice, let me know what kind of modeling/acting you think you would be good for. Fashion/Runway Prints (pictures) Promotional Nudes Adult Or anything else.

The Jfx
HEY THIS IS THE PLAYER FOR MY BAND THE JFX! YOU CAN DOWNLAD ANY SONGS YOU LIKE AT REVERBNATION.COM THE BAND NAME thejfx! IM THE SINGER AND SONGWRITER..FEEL FREE TO BECOME A FAN IF YOU DIG MY MUSIC THANKS DJ JONNY RED

Assholes
ok will i commented on some mums that assholes cant take it so they thought it was funny to take my pics and use them aww how nice anyways i think anyone who is special ed would take the time to do it only becuse they cant handle people thoughts on what they are talking abount grow the fuck up and get ur head out of ur ass

I Just Found Out That...
I just found out that if ppl see a blog or bully that asks for one rate and one comment they will avoid it like the plague...So now that I got you here, just click my pic and rate or re-rate it PLS leave a comment if you wish, I'm not asking you to bomb me, I'm doing that myself, althought I do have some wonderful friends that have ran out of rates daily to help me...If you would take just one minute of your time to rate me a 10 or 11 and leave one comment I would appreciate it sooooooooo much...I'm still in the lead on this, and would really like to have another blast it's getting close to the end of the contest and I'm asking for your help...Thank you in advance...

What Am I To You?
What is your definition of a friend? Why would you befriend someone and then just stop talking to them? Using the excuse you're too busy but yet you're able to talk to your other friends and even come online but can't talk to someone who's been there for you. Why do people take kindness for a weakness and then use it to their advantage? Just know this...one day that kindness will come back to haunt you cause I can be just as much of a bitch as the next and when you are left alone and need someone to turn to...there will be no one there! Take this to heart...and you know who you are.

Story Suggestions
ok i have writers block on my newest story, so this is a place for any suggestions for the next chapter of the story. Please let me hear what Y/you would like to see happen next with this story the more suggestions i get the better, they might help me get out of this slump that i now find myself in. samara

Thats Fucked Up
befor i moved to texas city my ex roommate would not give my shit he wanted me to pay him 175 just to get shit out of his apt my stepdad call a cop i told the cop that i had to pay 175 to my shit out he said fuck no i come with you to get your shit all my ex roommate was useing me for my SSI money the cop help me get my shit back my ex roommate told the cop that had to pay 175 the cop said fuck no he doesn't after i got my shit back in my stepdads car i asked the cop if he a JUGGALO he said fuck yes i said i'm to thanks for the help homie he said np he gave 3 oz of pot and a 2 8 balls of coke i said thanks homie he said anything for a JUGGALO.

Auction
please go to my #1 friend click on her and you will see where it says auction you can bid there I am offering who ever wins #1 friend family memebr,fan you I will crush you and comment and rate you Thank you or you can go to bulletin and look for Oh Wow I will repost Bulletin till bidding is over

**last Goodbye**
THERE ARE TIMES YOU GO THROUGH LIFE BEING TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND YOU JUST CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE AND JUST SAY FUCKIT AND LEAVE..THAT IS WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW..I'VE BEEN HURT TO MUCH TIMES AND CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE SO I SAY NOW IS MY LAST GOODBYES..LOVE YOU ALL THAT I TALK TO AND IT WAS A FUCKING BLAST TO HAVE MET EVERYBODY ON HERE YOU GUYS ROCKING ROCK.. ALWAYS AND FOREVER.TIHONEY KA'ILILAUOKEKOA KAHELE

Rambling 3/18/08
hmm so theres a god right? wrong? well who knows really? see if it was simple as to yes and prove it then just prove it so how do we really know if there is one or isnt one? so doesnt that just get you really curious and make you want to just kill yourself to find out? see if youdo that then u can just "claim" the devil took you over and pushed you to the edge so then your going ot be punished in hell forever...okay easy enough and if u go an intentionally are a risk taker and you accidently get killed then you sumhow wind up in heaven then i guess you know the truth BUT what happens to you your thoughts ur internal being that tells you whats right and wrong once your dead? what is dead? just the not being able to move anything, being cold, no circulation. if thats death then how do u know a person isnt still really in there? if you have a 2 legs and you have to get one amputated then you'll only have one leg left. so if u just have one leg then why do you still have feeling for the ot

My Poem I Wrote
Ok I use to write poems and this one is my fav. poem so if you like it plz comment if ya dont then dont comment ok. Life ____ Where there is Life There is Death Where there is Death There is sandness Where there is sadness There is Hope Where there us Hope There is ME!

Stepmunster Series
You live inside a dream Everything tastes so sweet As long as it agrees with how you feel You're dancing in your sleep 'Til all the eyes that look at me awaken your anxieties You're so afraid, so you try to break me, yeah I don't want to care And I don't want to hate And I don't want to see you fall too far away All because of fear 'Cause when you're afraid You lash out at me When you say all the things that you never meant to say And try to break me But in the end, what leaves you broken In the end, makes you better, yeah Your face looks so green When the sun is shining differently And you're standing in the shade 'Cause face to face you're sweet Like candy sticking to my teeth But underneath so damaging There is no strength in trying to break me, no I don't want to care And I don't want to hate And I don't want to see you fall too far away All because of fear 'Cause when you're afraid You lash out at me When you say all the things that you ne

Zomg
globalvodka: and stop sending your friends on her page whore globalvodka: leave stacey alone bitch lol people obviously dont think before they act. Oh well he's giving me 1's on all my pix do they not realize that they're giving me points? Silly little online DJs

How My Contests Work
For all the ppl who didn't read my blog about my 2 contests here is how i run stuff!!!! YES..... rates and comments count YES..... my contests run for a few of days meaning 2 days or a week YES..... after it is closed i look at the RATES & "THEN" COMMENTS to determine the winner, it is my money and my fu-bucks that are being use i don't want DOWN RATING to help ur friend out since rates are counted! if i see it.... well lets just say i better not!!!!!!!!!!! IF U DON'T LIKE I HONESTLY DON'T CARE U CAN RUN UR CONTESTS HOW U WANT AND I CAN RUN THEM HOW I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scattergories
SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name: .........................Cindy 2. 4 letter word:..............chat 3.Vehicle: ....................Chevelle! 4. A city:.....................Chicago 5. Boy Name: ..................Charles 6. Girl Name: .................Charlotte 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Coors Light! 8. Occupation:.................Caretaker 9. Something you wear:.........coat 10.Celebrity:..................Charlize Theron 11. Food: .....................chocolate!!! 12. Something found in a bathroom:conditioner 13. Reason for Being Late: ....car wouldn't start 14. Cartoon Character: ........Ca

Car Shows
Well after our first MPH Car Show we held in December next to Winn Dixiefor our first show. We have had a couple of months off, but we are planning our next car show. We are looking for it to be held the last saturday of March. That would be March 29,2008. The only thing is that it will not be held here in the Jacksonville/Orange Park area. It will be held in Citrus County which is right outside ocala. ( so it will be a little drive for the people around here) but i promise it will be worth it.... But as always you can add our car show myspace as a friend for the most up to date information.... MPH_jax@yahoo.com ... O and one more thing we are dropping the entry fee and doing a speical for car clubs with 10 or more entrents.... The single entry fee will be $25 but if you are in a car club that has 10 or more cars enter each member will only pay $20 each to enter.....It will be held at the Big Lots parking lot next to Winn Dixie in Inverness, FL.Here is the information for the show MPH

The Countdown Has Begun
MZ CH@OS ROXX IS HAVING A FUBAR ADDICT AUCTION...YEP, YOU GUESSED IT, I'M IN IT...PLS GO R/F/A HER SHE IS A FANTASTIC FRIEND TO HAVE...SHE HAS A LOT OF PARTICIPANTS IN THIS AUCTION...COME CHECK OUT WHO ALL IS IN THERE AND WHAT THEY ARE OFFERING...DON'T FORGET TO RATE THE OTHERS WHILE YOU'RE THERE, SINCE THIS IS THE ONLY THING MZ CH@OS IS GETTING OUT OF THE AUCTION...DON'T FORGET TO CLICK MY PIC TO SEE WHAT I'M OFFERING...

Great
Hi and WOW I am using a great product. If you would like to loose some weight or would like to not get sick as much if at all. If you would like extra energy through out the day. If you would like to make extra money you can do that also if you would like. If you want to know more please let me know. Thanks, Tom

New Secret Way To Lose Weight
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Our Sweetest Songs Tell Those Of Saddest Thought
HERE I AM WANDERING IN THIS COMPUTER AGE OF MAKE BELIEVE REACHING FOR FRIENDSHIP AND A DESIRE TO BE LUSTED. I LIVE IN IDAHO THE MOST BORING AND REPUBLICAN STATE, I AM ALMOST 34 AND HAVE TWO DEGREES, CLASSIC LIT AND ART HISTORY, WHICH MEANS I CAN READ AND IDENTIFY MOST ART. I ALSO HAVE A 12 YEAR OLD SON SASCHA, YES HIS NAME IS SASCHA. I GREW UP IN WYOMING AND THATS ALL I WANT TO SAY ABOUT THAT, ITS LONELY HERE AND COLD WITH SO MUCH SNOW ON THE GROUND, I ONLY WISH FOR SOME POURING RAIN TO WASH AWAY THE BLEMISHES OF MY UNRETUNED LOVE LETTERS OF THE PAST AND REJOICE IN THE FUTURE.

Watch Out For Her
watch out for this person she is fake and nothing but drama and if she tries to contact u and say diff ask her why she only has one pic and no salutes and she will tell u she dont know how to work her scanner and she will offer to send it to u so u can do it and if u say ok here is my address she will say she dont want to write it down she is nothing but trouble i just want to warn people thanks for taking the time to read this here is her fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1576100

False Accusations
The Palace introduces THE KING OF KINGS! Come check out The King of Kings! Blowin up your air waves and keepin it hot in The Palace! Come join us! Wanna know how? Click the banner below! See you there! This bulletin was made by: Amberprettyface~Head Promoter@{♔The Palace♔}~1st Alarm Ugly@ fubar

Feelings!
Why is it that when you are having such a good day some people aim to ruin it. Well this happens to me all to often & now it's gone beyond a joke where i honestly don't give acrap about what people think about me. No one has never even given a shit, no one even asks whats wrong no more & it's all because i'm a good for nothing person that no one has or will ever care about ever! I seem to take everyone for who they are but no one ever returns it. I'm going to stop caring for people now & what they want or think about absolutely everything & see how they feel or think about it, then & only then will they truly understand what i go through but until then no one will ever know. If you have any interesting comments i'd like to hear them & maybe take them into consideration too!

Poetry
What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? A world of passion, a heart of gold! Open arms, peaceful soul, In your comming future, happyness for ever! My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. Dreams of ever lasting love Strength for you to win. All your glory days, happy they remain, Lighting up your heart, always being loved, My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. The angel of love, the angel of peace, Above your head always guarding you, Taste of happynes, of the heaven's sky, Arms of peacefull angels. My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? Be a happy bride, wife amor! May your household live in ever lasting peace Like the night's stars, like the morning sun rise, Ever lasting life, glory, happyness, Heart of gold, soul of steel, Dreams of bravery, pride and joy, My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you!

I Wish
I have wished for many things in my life ~ among them are these: I wish for: the terminal to be healed all of my kisses to be sealed one man to be true that one man to be, you. happiness in my life the absence of strife. all to experience the act of humanity not hostility; peace among us not only for love; but also for lust. looking at the stars with only you love making under the moon - ya, ya, I do. all of our dreams to come true. most of all ONLY YOU! you being here by my side you to hold me tight the ability to kiss you just because I could. My greatest wish by far though - is for HOPE in all of the above! ♥ ♥ ♥ ~Sussie

Leveling
For everyone that is looking to level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links to help make it easier on you from a bulletin. To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page, DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like to use, ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!! For those that are at 99% the only way to level up is to add a salute. If you need help adding one here is a blog on how to add them from Year of the Dragons .. click here Having stash makes leveling so much easier. {I checked and you get 7 points per thumbs up, 12 points per thumbs up during happy hour}. Here are links to help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confederate Bomber for allowing me to share with you. MUSIC & VIDEOS: imeem EZ-Tracks noolmusic youtube pcplanets videocodezone flycodes music-codes GAMES: jigzone addictinggames embedgames owensworld sploder

The Mircale Of Love
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine' (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Ka ren, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee . In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute.. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed

Easter
EASTER EGGS [ a.k.a. MARGUCIAI ] The egg being the symbol of life and rebirth of nature is given special meaning in Easter traditions. The tradition of egg dyeing and exchanging is much older than Christianity. There were two methods of egg decorating: drawing designs with wax or scratching designs on dyed eggs. Numerous designs consisted of blossoms, snakes, wheel and cog, stars, branches of rue, snowflakes and many others. Most common dye used was onion skins. A pot was filled with dry onion skins and water and allowed to soak for several hours, then brought to a boil, then raw eggs were placed for seven or ten minutes, later the pot was removed from the heat, but eggs were left in the dye for some time, to intensify the reddish brown color. Nettles were used to obtain green color. Nettles were covered with cold water, then boiled for twenty minutes. Eggs were placed in the strained nettle dye and boiled. If the solution was nor strained, the eggs would be spotted Adding al

What Lies Beyond?
What lies beyond these tears? A woman who hurts deeply from the outlying skin into the depths of her inner soul..... A woman who some know, who some will never know... A woman who looks in the mirror with an empty soul looking back..... A hollow body standing there empty behind those hazel green eyes..... What lies beyond these tears? Will my heart ever mend? Will my tears ever end? What lies beyond this lost soul? Searching, wishing, to collapse into a deep dark hole...... The pain is to much to bear...... the hurt is far too great to continue to carry this weight..... What lies beyond these tears? Shattered and broken through many years, is this finally my breaking point? my end? My heart may never mend.... What lies beyond my tears? A woman about to end all her fears......

Me
Message: Would you kiss me? [ ] With Tongue [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe:} Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Would you love me? [ ] To death [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] As a friend [ ] Already do Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] marry me [ ] fuck me [ ] give me head/eat me out. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [

What You Think About Me?
This is something a friend gave to me and I needed this at the right time..... Hope you enjoy it as much as I have... (The paragraph below was written by David Keirsey)************* If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or if I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view. Or if my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more strongly or weakly. Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be. I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you. I may be your spouse, your parent, your offsping, your friend, or your colleague. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right -- for me. To

For Tim
There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go I know I let you down But it's not like that now This time I'll never let you go I will be, all that you want And get myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay I thought that I had everything I didn't know what life could bring But now I see, honestly You're the one thing I got right The only one I let inside Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me And if I let you down I'll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go I will be, all that you want And get myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay I will be, all that you want And get myself tog

Unfaithful Partner!! Advise To A Friend!!
The Single Biggest Mistake You Can Make When You Think Your Partner Is Having An Affair?... ...It is to confront them! Or rather I should say, to confront them as a knee jerk reaction with your emotions running riot. What you "must" have before you confront your partner....and inject any credibility to your suspicions is PROOF! So why is "proof" or real "evidence" so important? Because without any real proof to tie your partner down, all you will end up achieving is to have alerted them about your suspicions. And the result of that is invariably, they end up covering their tracks better and concoct better excuses and alibis... ..you've just given your partner the golden opportunity to pull the wool over your eyes and continue with the affair. Because the truth is inevitable, once a cheater always a cheater!!!!

Women And The Art Of Survival
A little something I stumbled across. It was said best by the precocious son of a gynecologist in the movie Kindergarten Cop. "Boys have a Penis. Girls have a Vagina." There you have it. The simplest and easiest identification as to how a man's and woman's bodies are wired differently. However, in 1990 when that movie was made, I had no idea how much more developed a woman's body was than a man's. No, not because as a 15 yr old male I had almost been to second base twice (hands on boobies over the shirt) and not yet experienced the joy that is a girl's naked body. But because I had not yet lived with that same girl. What I failed to realize then, that I know now, is that mother nature prepared the woman's body for survival much better than it did the man's. Having grown up fascinated with the discovery channel and specials on female spiders that kill their mates after sex and psycho birds that feed their male partners to newly hatched chicks, I should have realized the human ra

Celestial Sinners
Are you a sinner? Aren't we all!!! Why not join us then.. the newest group on the fu...the one that will stick out among the rest...the one that you belong to....why you ask... cause we represent all of life's wants and you know you want to be apart of it... just keep reading to find out more about the hottest new group out there...*☆CELE§†iÂL☆§iNNERZ.·´¯`·-> This Is A CO-ED Club based upon The §eVeN ÐeAdLY §iN§ .... ☠LÛ§†☠ GReeÐ☠ PRiÐë☠ ËNVY☠ §LO†H☠ GLÜ††ONY☠ WRÅ†H☠ We are all PROUD of our Individual Styles, Attitudes, Desires & Wicked Ways. We are looking for both Guys & Gals, who have their own sense of Style and love showing who they are. WE ARE NOT A "HOTTIES" Group, nor will we tell you what you can & can't do on your page, OR Who you can or can't associate with, what lounges you can go to, or who you can have as friends. Just Like the 7 Sins.. We have 7 Simple Requirements: 1.☠GReeÐ.....You wil

Strangest Worldwide Things
The Museum of Strange Things has opened again after the show in Arizona... 10901 Arlington Ave. Riverside, California USA - The Greatest Museum of Strange Things was opened. Come and see the strangest things you'll even see. WonderCammer - look at things you never saw before ! The project is going along with Troll's Garden company - the global leader in the production of rings, fossil reproductions, Human Skulls, Walking Sticks, Knives, bone art, hand Carved Dragons, pipes, etc... . Come and see NEW STRANGE COLLECTION ! http://trollsgarden.com

Raw Lol
Well I had some fun this morning I got to take my aggressions out R.A.W. . You ask what RAW is well if ya ask me it stands for (Real anal witches). Another funny fact there leader has never told the other members whats its about. The other members say it looks cool in their name. BLAAAAAAAh all the leader does is cause drama Like JD. So my manifesto is to make their lives a living hell like reLLa does to other people who say they are fake and want to get other people involved. Well you say ya have to pick and choose your battles. Well I'm stepping up to plate, all I have to say is you pissed off the wrong redneck. And I wont stop until she apologizes to the individual she knows who it is, with a sticky bulletin.

Granma Goes To Court
Lawyers should never ask a Mississippi grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know me?' She responded, 'Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Will

Just Another Day...
Hi everyone, Today is Wednesday, March 19th. I'm at work, like always. I'm trying to keep myself from falling asleep. There's not as much to do today as there was yesterday, so I'm working kinda slowly today. That way, I always look busy...lol. Well, I'm going on vacation next week. It's a much needed break from everything and everyone. Only a few people know where I'm going and when I'll be back, which is the way I want it to be. I may even turn my phone off, who knows. Well, I guess I'll say adios for now!

Damn Men
I hate the fact that I have to sit here and listen to a man bitch. Sad thing is that he is bitching because he has nothing to bitch about. I'm really starting to hate all men. I'm sorry to any of the good ones out there. But I hate the fact that I'm stuck in a relationship that is going no where and the man in it is driving me so far away he is not going to have a chance to get me back.

Khandy Needs Help!
Spirit Leveler's Khandy needs lotsa luv in here giveaway she needs a total of 15.000 comments! She is always there to help others now it's time to show her some return Fu luv!! BOMBS AWAY! Redsun Videos | Music Video Codes And our Homepage need's 83,824 Points to go to Henchman! So stop by and leave some leveling luv! ~Spirit Levelers Family Homepage~**~No Salute=No Add~~@ fubar Don't forget to stop by The Den! Click Here To Enter Lounge!

I Got A Feelin'
I don't wanna rush this thing I don't wanna jump the gun I really wanna say those three little words But I'm gonna bite my tongue Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back Leave it on cruise control I'm gonna hold it all inside Till the right time comes down the road [Chorus:] I got a feelin' My head's a reelin' My heart is screamin' I'm about to bust loose Bottled up emotion It's more than a notion It starts with an "I" And ends with a "U" I got a feelin' Are you feelin' it too I guess I've all but said it now So much for hopin' you'd go first Don't leave me hangin' out here on a line Baby, it's your turn Say you couldn't sleep last night Swore that you could feel me breathe Had you wantin' me there by your side Yeah, baby I know what you mean [Second Chorus:] I got a feelin' My heads a reelin' My heart is screemin' I'm about to bust loose Bottled up emotion It's more than a notion It starts with an "I" And ends with a "U" I get a feelin' You're fee

Too Much To Ask?
Ok, so I've been online for a few years now, and I've realized that I can meet people on here and they are so nice to me and compliment me in so many ways, but if i meet new people in public they shun me right away, are rude and don't give me the time of day. So I've come to the conclusion, and it goes with a song, Im so much cooler online.

The Angel
the angel have lots of friends and who the angel care about alot . sometime the angel have someone catch the angel and say everything will be ok. but this angel said u have to take it one day at time and each day change so u donot know what might happen that day . try to be there for the angel's friends . the angel know we are diffenect in our way and she love that.

Help Her Out!
Click this picture and RATE it for her! If you can leave a few comments for her...even better! For those that want some FUBUCKS....count up or down and for every 100 comments she will send you $5000 FUBUCKS! xoxo PebblesinAZ Hugs&Kisses ♥ Pink

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One Touch, One Moment
One Touch, One Moment By: Deborah Boyd The softness of the night Just fills my senses galore The Thought of you Are simple and pure As I lay awake in bed Thoughts of you Dance through my head They bring a smile To my face each day I cherish the moments In every way You are there beside me So quiet and still As I listen to the sounds Your body brings me such thrills I yearn to touch you But afraid to do so You look so peaceful With that restful glow So I lay myself down Beside you again I close my weary eyes And dream about you within.

Me
WELL HERE IT IS IM 29 A BOUNCER AT A LOCAL BAR I LIKE TO PARTY N CAN HOLD MY LIQUER WHEN IT COMES TO BEHIND CLOSED DOORS IT PERTY SIMPLE KEEP IT INTERESTING OR KEEP STEPIN IM IN TO ALL MOST ANY THING CAUSE LETS FACE IT IF SEX IS BORING ITS NOT WORTH IT N IM OUT IT LIKE I SAY I NEVER FOUGHT A MAN WHO WANTED A REMATCH N NEVER FUCKED A WOMAN WHO DIDNT SO THERE IT IS!!!!!!!

Webcam
I've had a lot of people ask me if I do web cam shows,and until now I didn't......But for the time being I will only be doing them for new members I get on my web page.If you're wanting to see me wear something special,and strip it all off,or perform special sexual acts by myself,or with the hubby,then here's your chance to...All it takes is a 1 month membership to my web page,and an e-mail from you once you join..... hit me up and I'll give you the link.....XOXOXOXO's CADIE

Very Touching Story
> >Am I A Fireman Yet?? >! >In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year >old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > >Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong >feeling of determination. >Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. > >Now ! that was no longer possible. > >The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to >come true. > >She took her son's hand and asked, >"Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? >Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" > >Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." > >Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." > >Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , >Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . > >She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possib

Tell Me Y??
Tell me why when u talk to some guys his bitch wife or gf decides ur sleepin with him and has to leave chicken-shit messages on his comments instead of urs?? If I wanted ur man I could have him and if I did get him--then I guess u'vd got the problem ---not me!!! And another thing-u got the problem with me--come to me not him or my friends to take care of it--be a woman and tell me since u cant be a woman and hold on to ur man!!! If ur talkin and ratin everyone gets points--y do I have to be sleepin with ur man? I think the drama lama can go back to the zoo cause its dragin ass here!!!

Our Afternoon
I thought i'd share our afternoon! as its so near to easter break Bex's school put on their traditional concert ... most of you know that Bex goes to a special school so its nice when you go to a school show and every child takes part! its always a lovely time and often moving. This years play was called Uncle Crumbles mad machine... its about a mad scientist who builds a time machine (loosely based on Doctor Who) and 4 very spoilt children that dont want to have a party but are bored and their uncle builds this machine and while he is gone they play with it and then they end up in different time zones ... there was lots of singing ... they landed in the future where school is on 12 hours a day, with no breaks, no school holidays and the teacher is a robot. Then they ended up in roman times ... plenty of acrobats, lions and some gladiators! one played by Bex was very menacing and did her lines all on her own .. i knew she was nervous cause she was the night before but i was so

Scattergories
Thanks to Metal Sandy Moo for showing me this, i decided to have a go. But believe, it is not as easy as it looks, but still it's fun so give it go. all you need to do is answer every question with the FIRST LETTER of your name. they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. Here's mine: 1. What is your name: .........................Matthew 2. 4 letter word:..............Mate 3.Vehicle: ....................Mitsubishi 4. A city:.....................Manchester 5. Boy Name: ..................Mark 6. Girl Name: .................Melanie 7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Malibu 8. Occupation:.................Mechanic 9. Something you wear:.........Mask 10.Celebrity:..................Matt Damon 11. Food: .....................Melon 12. Something found in a

Need Some Help!
Im looking for someone to do my a fubar profile skin....the skin i want is one For the Ironman Movie and i also am looking for someone to do a morphing pic of me morphing into Ironman...if anyone can help please contact me ASAP

Whatsup~all The Sexxy,fine,chicks?
~Feel Free 2 Visit this profile anytime,& post Comments On This (muthafucker) right here,Sorry No Snithes,Queers,Police,&Haters ABSoLUTELY ALLoWED(we don't need your 2cents on Anything~Ever_so if you're one of the above, please take my advice that will STronGly help you Out/ ok > JUMP OFF A FUCKIn CliFF......

To Let U Know...
OK...people here it goes. i'm not on fubar for ur drama. if u have it plz leave it off my pg...and for those of u that loves to put links on my pg to KKK ...when ur droppin links to ppl leave me the fuck out of it... i dont have a problem with ppl that are in to that stuff but I"M NOT so dont bring it to me...i have 2 mix'd kids and dont care for the shit! If u dont like what my blog has to say then click the home pg tab up there. THANX FOR UR TIME! ~BUTTERS~

Irony Of Love...
The greatest irony of love: loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. and sometimes, you think you' re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you' ll suddenly realize that you' re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It' s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. Sometimes, it's the TRUST that was absent. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for pas

Shadow Levlers Your Rawk!!! From Dawn & Indragon
Indradragon - The GodDragon!@ fubar ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon' on '2008-03-19 13:19:20')

Drew!!!!!!
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My Love Life
I am happy to say that Brenda and i are still going strong, we are very much in love. Now as far as everything else i still get to see my 2 yr. old son alot, his name is Tate i have some pics on here if you want to check his cute self out.

Own Me
Would YOU like TO own me for a month? BID on me and YOU can. we can do anything YOU want if YOU own me. I am your Slave for a MONTH!!! Just click the picture link will bring you 1 step closer to having me all to yourself You Could Be MineBy Guns N' RosesBest Video Codes

Nervous Anticipation
The Airport Anticipation. I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. Even worst, i am starting to feel more aroused. Why is this so? I know why. Her plane will be arriving very shortly. I am mad nervous. I don't want her to think i brought her out here just to have mad, passionate sex with her. That is not it, but i do hope it happens,....... a lot! Her plane landed twenty minutes ago, where is she? I guess she is getting her luggage. Is that her? No it is not. Oh, there she is. Look at her walking towards me, somehow in slow motion. Curvacious, lovely, blonde goddess coming towards me. She is wearin a low-cut, conservative white blouse, that clearly shows off her ample bosom. She has a long, shape forming blue jean skirt, that shows every curve of her luscious body. On her feet are a pair of smart, leather boots with a two inch heel that just creates her gait across the concourse. Coming for me. What do i do when she reaches me? I know i have said that i would gra

Dollhouse
As you can see, I have uploaded some pics of the dollhouse I am building at work. I work on it in my sparetime, but here lately I have'nt had much time. When I am finished, It's going to be auctioned off and the proceeds will go to the Cara Center. I will add more pics the further i get along. Of course, as you can see, the inside is finished and the outside is just primed so far.

Fubar Stuff
Just sharin' some of my fubar tags...I've made 200+ and thought I'd post a bully with some of my favorites. I hope you find something you like, and if not, check my photo album for others that I've done. Cheers! -HS Heartistic Soul@ fubar (repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-0

Done With The Bs
Why is it that the people that you feel the closest too are just full of shit?...I think I've heard every exuse as to why someone says one thing and really is doing another...In all honesty and to save face....why can't one just say...."You know what Shelly...She's hotter...and funnier....Your boring as hell and I don't want to talk right now..Your only good for one thing..and that is to build up my ego"....Now..see..how hard it that...I'd tell you in a heartbeat.. I just think at this age...People could be a little bit more mature than your average 7 yr old...

Victoriaboobs
There's a party on my cam tonight and you can get a naughty show for *FREE*! My MSN NAME is victoriaboobs@hotmail.com , my AIM name is victoriaboobs , my YAHOO MESSENGER name is victoria.boobs MESSAGE ME TO FIND OUT HOW... (I listed my Yahoo, AIM, and MSN names below) I'm a college student by day, webcam girl by night :) I love to be watched, and if you like girls who get naughty on cam, I'm your girl *wink* IF you're interested in seeing a FREE webcam show, message me on one of my names below! I'm online right now if you want to talk.. but here's the thing. The site I host my webcam shows on requires a credit card to verify your age because they won't allow minors to see me. It doesn't cost anything but a credit card is required! If you don't have a credit card DO NOT waste my time! When you message me, make sure you say the following phrase so I know where you got my message so I don't ignore you.. it's the secret password baby hehe.. The phrase is: "M

To Hell And Back Each Day
White steam breath rises on frigid black background, Steely blue street lights stab into the street around; Thoughts that want to mingle bleed through poised third eyes, Hair embraces over foreheads, tips of paired noses like ice. Wind whips across the tarmac whining bittersweet farewell, A fastner on a flagpole rattles out a hollowed knell; A Delta 88 pops gravel as the Lear jet staves the wind, Rustling white rabbit peels reflections near the end. Separating heavy garments yields up memory's bouquet, An olfactory tableau made of moments on that last day; Souls dined again on flesh's scent in patchouli reprise, You compared the thick aroma to the color of my eyes. What was in your anger that kept me so far away? And what stopped the clock to leave me here still today? The sauces, wines and mousse are reminders of misery, But a matchbox with fragrant oil brings you back to me Written By My Dear Friend Ernest Cordell These words spoke to me when I read them.

Breast Cancer
Something important for you to consider, from a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in the hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they didn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpati

Ghost In Your Heart
Driving to Burger King today for a lunch play date with my kids, my 6 yr. old son says to me out of the freaking blue. "Mom, your soul like a ghost in your heart" and when your body dies, and your heart stops, your soul leaves and then goes to a pregnant woman for her new baby.” I was dumbfounded to say the least, he has said some pretty intense things before, but this trumps them all. I said to him, "Adam, where did you hear that from?" Adam "Just was thinking about it, cause my soul belonged to a man named John Songa/Sonja, who died in California before I was born." Now keep in mind, I have not raised my children with any religion to speak of, let alone went into an philosophical talks regarding souls etc. He goes on to tell me that “John traveled all over the world, and he was old when he died, he spoke English & Hebrew and I think France (meaning French), he had a wife and a bunch of kids, and grand kids”. I think my son is intelligent, but this goes b

Breed Specific Legislation
This really makes me sick. To think that we are allowing the government to legally KILL an animal because its an ANIMAL! I mean COME ON!!! Its not the breed, its the person that owns the dog. This was in my bulletins and its something I believe in. If you don't like it, get the hell off my page de-fan and friend me. Thats all I have to say. This needs to be stopped. ****************************** If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post t

The Detours
Here is a new group that I think really rocks and I think you would enjoy them as well. Check them out and add them by clicking the pics I have here. They are having a concert Friday, so if you live close enough go check them out. Thanks everyone! Brenda

My New Lounge
Hi everyone I just wanted to let ya know even with all the lounges on fubar I have made a new one that if u like to rock out n have fun with the best peeps around fubar come join us at Willow's Place Thank You All For Your Time Hugs and Kisses to u all

Wally World Greeter
WAL-MART GREETER.......... A very loud, unattractive,mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids,yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance.... The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no they ain't twins....''The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid? I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the greeter. 'I just couldn't believe someone made love to you twice.' Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.'

Love
now a days everyone is looking for that person that is going to take theor breath away but to me its like whatever i dont want to be looking for a man for the rest of my life to tell u the truth im done w love the only person that has my heart is my baby gurl men suk even more now that ever

All My Love I Give To You
All my love I give to you The sweetest gift forever true I love the way you make me feel I know my love for you is real The dreams I have to hold you and kiss When we're apart I will always miss In this life I will get my chance To gaze in your eyes and ask you to dance.

Nsfw Pics
well, i am going to say this one time and one time only... if anyone marks another one of my pics nsfw i will delete my profile... i have my pics for my friends only and i thought's that's what they were, friends... i wouldn't go to your page and mark one of your pics, so why should one of you get away with it either??? geeeeeeeeeez s

Well
24 on and 48 off He was proud of what he saw And if you ask him where his daddy was My Daddy is on a call His dad was a firefighter Who risked his life each day From a structure fire to a heart attack I have seen it all he'd say Until the night when fate collided And changed the lives of all The alarm rang out as nightime fell And Daddy was on a call A three alarm apartment fire Engine 101 on the scene Three children trapped on the second floor They started the standard routine One by one down the ladder they would go Till the little one said I forgot my teddy bear As the firefighter shouted NO!!! Then and there the roof collapsed His hand holding her so tight He saved his first and last that day It was the last call daddy would fight To the funeral they took the child His hand in his mother so tight A child understands more then you know A child can see the light As they lowered the casket it started to rain A small smile on his face danced s

Website
I am getting ready to build a website. So far the ideas that i've come up with to add to it, are Forums, Blogs, downloads for free software, and a cpl other things. What would be some other things that ppl would what come to a webpage for? what would be somethin you would go to a website to see?? something that would be good to add to it?? any ideas would be helpful!!!!

Greetin Cards
The Perfect Man The perfect man will hold you in tight ; When you are not feeling all right. He will cry when you are hurt; Even ,when you burn yourself while ironing his shirt. He will give in to watching your reality shows; While his interest in it slowly grows. He will change his selfish ways; In each of the given days. With each moment you are together; His eyes will adore you ,his touch will Become light as a feather. I know I have found my perfect guy; Because you makes my soul fly. You are mine for eternity; Together we will live in the heavens with pure serenity. As Always, Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A.Laboy Copyright March 19,2008

Stupid
I should say here: Dear Diary: again this has ones heart to wondering, why does a man tell you he loves you yet your not enough for him. why does he ask you to marry him yet he has to be off with another woman while you sat at home worrying cause he's late coming home. is a woman suppose to set at home and worry and hopes he comes home and gets in bed with her every night. Are the panic attacks worth it. Trust, hell that gets thrown into the garbage can and then they wonder why you get jealous. Alot of women stay and put up with this, and if you love someone so much it hurts does staying make it all better or worse. One knows you can't smoother the one you love that will make it worse, but then when they aren't with you the little voice in your head is telling you he is with her who ever she is. Do you trust ever making love with him again or do you ask him to grab the rain coat. A broken heart hurts and you cry and cry until there are no more tears and you don't won't to

Dark Thoughts
self-depreciation is out like a fat kid in dodge ball. it's all about having a giant swollen ego. it's about oozing with over-confidence. self-appreciation. I might have continued to make witty self-depreciating remarks without realizing how incredibly unkewl I'm being. Now it's all about talking like you're the realest person on earth. Crushing people with your superiority. Reminding the world that you're the best fucking thing to happen to humanity since dicks and pussies. Even though you're not. Because I am. And you can't accuse me of being egotistical when I say shit like that. I'm just fashionable. In fact, I'm so fucking fashionable it hurts. I'm writing this to give you all a little inside word on the next big thing, because I'm in tune with the underground like that. So next time your friend complains that she's fat, you tell her "self depreciation is so last year. Get hip, fatty." And then remind her that you're the hottest fucking person on the planet, ever, and she co

Kat's Blog
Dear Fubar, Thank you for taking the time to read my profile and discover my blog. Since you are already here, I dont want to disappoint you...heheeh. http://catwoman69y2k.insanejournal.com (My personal journal -- add me if you are an IJ member) http://twitter.com/Catwoman69y2k My Twitter feed. Now you know when I do such mundane tasks as taking out the trash, moving vats of latex, creating another adult webpage, etc... Thanks and be sure to comment and let me know you stopped by! Thanks!

Showing Love For The Pitbulls
If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible .

No Idea
Ok so theres plenty of social networking sites out there that get the publicity but for some strange reason i felt i just had to join fubar. Don't ask why i just did. I am just kicking around the links and getting a feel for it. Not quite sure what all the private piccy stuff is about yet but at a rough guess i would say that i am gonna be viewing more naked ladies on here than the alternatives lol, which i dont suppose is a bad thing. Ba 4 na

To Be Loved
Be careful if you make a women cry, cuz god counts her tears. The women comes out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on, not from his hand to be superior, but to be equal, Under the arm to be proteted, Next to the heart to be LOVED.

Death Becomes A Reality
Death becomes a Reality i never thought about it, it never crossed my mind, i got a call the other day, i couldnt imagine what came my way, at first i wasnt sure all she said was, i really need to talk to you, a thousand thoughts ran through my head, we rushed to meet the unwanted news, i saw the look in her eyes, right then i new. she told me to get in the car an she locked the doors, What is it TEll me, sreaming an yelling, the pounding in my head grew louder my heart raced, I really dont want to tell you this, but your grandfathers dead, right then a sadness overwhelmed me, one of such that would turn your heart cold and make your feelings numb, as tears ran down my face, the screaming getting louder, my world started feeling colder, i broke away from her warm embrace, i didnt believe her,

The Way Of All Flesh
I want to.... --- hear your fantasies. --- see you kneeling in an unbuttoned blouse. --- watch you walk around in nothing but high heels. --- watch you cook dinner dressed only in lingerie. --- bite and tug on your nipples. --- feel your thighs around my head as I lick your pussy. --- have you give me a slow handjob while watching a movie. --- watch you cum. --- see saliva dripping down your chin onto your chest while you suck me. --- hear that gasp you make when I first bury my cock in your cunt. --- pull your hair and slap your ass while fucking you doggie-style. --- hear you say "fuck me like a bitch" again. --- have sex in public. --- look down and see your nose pressed against my stomach while my cock is buried in your throat. --- hear you whisper dirty things to me while we're out, and I can't do anything about it. --- wear those cock rings you bought. --- feel your finger in my ass while you jack me off on your face and tits wit

Sexy Nawtey Marie For Hot Phonesex
HI, guys im hot sexy marie, im the lady of your dreams, im the lady next door so dont wait call me at 1-888-47-horny here is my link http://www.hornydesperatehousewives.com/marie.html 2.00 a min if you call me im sure to make you melt, thats why they call me hot sexy marie

Song: Let Me Fade
It's a damn cold day Why'd I get out of bed I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head Sick of the bullshit Sick of being toyd with Sick of being treated like I'm some kind of sped I'm sick of the fake smiles I see it in your eyes I know what you really wanna say Grow some fucking spine Stop trying to hurt me I'm not worth the energy Just go on about your day and let me fade away It's a damn cold day Why'd I get out of bed I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head I've just given up I'm so sick of trying Seems like the ones I trust Are the ones always lying Your words fall on deaf ears I could really care less Stop trying to fix me It's not your fault I'm a mess I'm a product of the worlds hate A life full of fakes Seems like when I get it right They raise the fucking stakes Now I'm so done with trying I'm so done with crying Fuck you and your bullshit and let me fade away

Updates.....lost In The Woods
Well..... im here in Lost in the Woods!!! Actually been here for about 2 or so weeks.... livin on nothing....an handouts.... but im getting by cause i dont get paid til APRIL... oh well... Got internet in the room now... well as long as i can borrow someones laptop.... talk more some time soon... BUT IM HERE AN IM ALIVE!!!!

Need Some Ppl
need 20 ppl tonite too join this lounge ((Cco outlaws )) come subscribe and bring your friends fans family ev1 is welcome,here is the link http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php.lid=55590 ty very much,hope too see you all soon and have fun xoxox mastermarcx30

About Me
I am a single mom of four wonderful children and a grandmother to a beautiful little girl. I believe in honesty and respect, so if you dont have those things keep page browsing. Pretty much a laid back female just dont disrespect me and we will be ok

" Rip Torrey "
TORREY TODAY WOULD OF BEEN YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY 3/19/72 GOD TOOK YOU HOME BABY ON 3/14/97 NEVER WILL GET OLD SON YOU WILL BE AS YOU WERE BEFORE YOUR ILLNESS WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SON imikimi - Customize Your World FOR YOU SON I LOVE YOU MOM & BROTHERS KURT AKA OAK & ROWDY DALE & ANGEE YOUR SIS N LAW

Help With Guitar...
Okay so my four year old son is apparently a natural so far with a guitar.. so now that I know this I need to buy him a guitar and get him in lessons only I have no idea what to get him for his first guitar.. Can anyone help me out with what I should buy for him?

My Grandma
to start off i dont write much, but have to get this off my chest, its about my grandparents i loved them dearly they were married 57 years up until last year, i lived with them my first 13 years of my life, they taught me life skillz , put me through school , n even bought me my first car, well the last 2 years has been hell to say the least, my grandmother found out she had pancreas cancer, n it caused her to go blind n paralized which was the hardest thing i ever had to witness, when that happend she was then put into a nursing home n i didnt approve of that at all, long story short she passd away last august n shortly after my grandad passed as well, they were the most kindest ppl u would ever meet , just wanted every1 to know who my 1st love was, my grandparents, august 28th 2007 rest in peace i will see yall soon , luv yah

Moving
I am expanding my life to a new area here next weekend. But for everyone who gets this, you will see that I will no longer be in this area. I am getting internet in the location but probably won't be on here much longer. So if anyone reads this... give me some love

Omg The Drama
So I have been on Fubar for about three days now. Yesterday was by far the wildest, wackiest, strangest internet experience of my life. I mean it. I'm at work, on lunch bored as sin so i log on. I'm looking at the pics scrolling across the top and I notice a very handsome man in an army uniform. So i go check out his profile. He SEEMS just about perfect. He says he's a single dad, a widower, former military service man, completing a master's program in history. We chat and he immediately goes into this line about how he wants something offline with me. So i decide to push the envelope. I tell him, i'm kind of talking to someone, but its just an online thing and its rocky. He doesn't care...zooms right on like it doesn't phase him. So then i decided to tell him every bit of the ugly in my past to see when he would cop to being full of it and running game. I tell him about growing up in Foster Care, how my stepfather was abusive, how my sister died, about my mom's drug pro

Mourning
Is there something that you are trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you are trying to say Cause I can take it Cause I grew up a man this way And if I'm hurt I'll shake it I'll crawl back into my cave That's how I'll make it Cause out of all this hurt we have Beauty thus become Beauty thus become Chorus: In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide Repeat Wishing all the best for you And now I will say goodbye Cause all the shit that we've been through Put wisdom in my eyes So walk away, don't turn around Cause I won't be standing here Cause all the lies that I've been living through Are becoming very clear And beauty thus become Chorus

Denial
Hey, i guess you can say i have strong feelings for someone. But the feelings are not truely returned, yet they say they are but actions dont show it. sometimes i wonder if its a mistake, am i in denial? Thinking that he is just doin this to push me aways or he just doesnt know what to do? He has been put thru hell just like i have, we understand eachother better than anyone else i know, but can i believe the words that i hear, or step away. My soul feels so lost and hurt. Many times i have truely wondered y me, like many people have i know. I have heard the words i love you enough to last a life time, but ones that are true, i dont know if i have. My heart aches with each passing day. Not knowing the truth, watchin his pain just causes more to mine.

Im In Love And I Wanna Get Drunk
i wanna get drunk with my man and fuck all night long. but i cant because i have know one to watch my our son. this suck but tomorrow i will. just 12 twisted teas and ill be gone!!!

Its Late
ok for all those that i have there cell numbers and winder why you get all these wierd texts at odd times at nights its simple i work nights so i be up. if you would like to joing the texting club leave me a message preferably not on my blog with a nickname and a number. if i dont already know who you are.

My Babys Longe
Hi everyone I just wanted to let ya know even with all the lounges on fubar I have made a new one that if u like to rock out n have fun with the best peeps around fubar come join us at Willow's Place Thank You All For Your Time Hugs and Kisses to u all

Poems
Into the night I sail away. Only to find myself so far away. As if someone lifting me into a world of unknown. Hoping to find myself not alone. Wanting more but getting less. There must but some kind of progress. Hope is not within me. Maybe one day will be seen and maybe it will be glee. By: Jenny-bear

Xia's Blog
Just wanted to say hello here and I may post stuff in here from time to time. I used to come here when it was CherryTAP and even when it was Lost Cherry, but I was a different person then and I believe everyone is constantly changing. As you have probably read my about me section, I really don't give a shit about rating people nor do I care about them rating me. I'm one of the few people on here who try to keep it real as best as I can and I don't want no fake people surrounding my online experiences. I'm in a committed long term relationship and have been for the past 11 years. I had some issues with this person and we have had our ups and downs, but he's my soul mate and no matter what has happened between us, I love him with all my heart. He's saved me from the depths of hell many times and no matter how much we hated each other at the time, he's never turned his back on me. No one online will ever risk that for me. I flirt alot, but I don't mean it. I'm very happi

Other Stuff
Well...I know in the beginning I was a lil' better at gettin' back to everyone on here. But the last 2 months...have been kinda crazy. Don't think I forgot about any of you I actually talked to, lol, because I didn't. I was in a new relationship wit a clingy mofo haha. But I ended that like a week or 2 ago. So now I'm back...and goin' to try n keep up wit you guys. So be sure to stop by and show me some love and I will definately return it!! Much Love, XoXo, Eileen Michelle

Is She Or Is She Not
i dnt know what 2 do ethier wait or not 2 wait.on this girl because i dnt wanna get wrap up in a blanket by anyone. but it is hard when ur not as close to them as u want 2 be. so i dnty know but i think ill wait 4 her 2 say sumthing. but the whole reason is be cuz i get attach eaisly. do u know how hard it is when u like a person and there is no way 2 know how they feel about u. i got alot of luv 4 u girl but i know just meet u 2weeks ago but damn when u text some 1 all night intill like 4 in the morring. u know i just dnt get it

Abygayle Rose
Well here we go ladies and gents i'm starting a brag blog yes you heard me right a brag blog this will give me a chance to brag on the greatest and smallest person in my life or atleast one of them i am a grand mother of many and my newest grandbaby is now 9 months old her name is Abygalye Rose and like all 9 mo old babies she is doing alot of learning and falling the other day she was walking around the living room useing the sofa the ferret cage her toy and a rat cage well she got to my entertainment center/coffee table lost her balance and fell down and bonked her little head on the table thereby giving herself a goose egg on her poor wittle forehead well since i am out of ice i went old schoool and told her momma to get a bag of frozen veggies fr the freezer which only served to annoy her. but it did the trick now she is also at the independent stage where she want to feed her self so her momma being a good little gal gave her some food after stripping her to her diaper and let h

Help Me
ok i got one more HH pls let me know when would be the best times for u so we all could make a lot of points n we all could level up much love to all of ya and have a great day n a nice time till i decided when i make the HH love u allll kiiissssssssseeeeeeessssssssssssss

Just Another Day Goes By...
I'm Sorry For What I've Done To You Can You Forgive Me? For You It's Over But For Me It's Not. I Still Love You... But Do You Still Love Me? All Our Memories Happiness And Loneliness. Tears Smiles Cry Laugh Please, Come Back. I Miss You A Lot. As I've Said, It's Not Over. For Me "Past Is Past" As Hard As That Past Might Be. If You're Dissapointed Sorry. I've Cried For You I've Laughed For You I've Changed So Much... Just For You. Now I Seem To Be Alone, Just Because Of You. And Now I'm Alone Without You. If I Died Today What Will You Do? Come After? Or Just Pretend Not To Be Affected? I Love You Even After You Don't Love Me. You're Important To Me I Don't Know If I'll Be Okay. You Traded Everything Just For Me. I Never Realized That. I Love You. I Hate You. My Only Wish For Now Is To Be With You. This Past Summer Had Been My Worst Nightmare. With This Life Of Mine Everything Had Change.

Gun Rights
No weapon has ever killed anyone .. its the one pulling the trigger that does the killing. It matters little if you ban any weapon from the stand point of a criminal. I can make a weapon much more devastating than an AK or M-4 in my basement and a ban of any kind on any thing only keeps those that would never break the law from having them. It does almost nothing at keeping them out of the hands of those that have the intent to do bad stuff. Lets take some examples in to account. Name the areas that have the hardest weapon laws and bans. In each and every case they also have the highest violent crimes rates. In every area where Law Abiding citizens have the right to own and carry weapon the violent crime rates are far,far lower. When we banned alcohol with prohibition we allowed the criminal to take control and the violence sky rocketed. The Banning of Drugs have caused our prisons to fill and vast crime empires to flourish. Any time you Ban anything instead of regulati

Auction Starts Firday
Hello to all my friends and those who arent friends yet. I have entered an auction which starts tomorrow (Friday) and I am just letting everyone know in advance. Starting bid will begin at 50k and what I am offering is priceless. I am looking for new friends and would love to see yall come out and bid for me. I will be ataching the link to the auction on the next blog when I get it. Thank you all for your help in me leveling up and hope to make some new friends and have a some fun with this. Hope to see yall there.

Best Quotes Of 2007
Here you go i found alot so hope you like!!!! Again, in keeping with my on-going losing battle with OCD, I wrote down all the outrageous, inspiring, offensive, enraging, insipid, bewildering, or hilarious statements made in 2007. Enjoy. -JPS "Yeah, they got the eyes like they're Oriental, and, you know, it's all pulled. So make sure you do it right." - Pat Robertson, noting that people like Fox News host Greta Van Susteren who get plastic surgery have strange-looking eyes "Welcome to Scotland" - Scotland's new slogan, which is what an ad agency came up with for a new "exciting" slogan after spending six months on the initiative and getting paid 125,000 pounds -- about $258,750 -- by the Scottish government "Since when did I become the spokesperson for nappy-headed hos?" - Wanda Sykes, on being contacted by every media outlet for her views on Don Imus. She also added, I "thought Imus died, like, nine years ago. ... [He has] one of those faces that belongs in the

25 Signs U Have Grown Up
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is t

Jerk So Called Friends
so i have a friend whom said he would help me and as it turns out he cant because of the fact he is a wimp........a big pansy....what i have to say to him is this dont ask me for a thing you will not get it.for any reason at allyou my so called friend you let me down , and i will not forgive it or you...to me when your friends need you you r there for them no matter what.....you told me one thing and did another all cuz you r a big pansy. i hope you r very happy with your self....you just lost a good friend....

My New Adventure!!
I am so excited about being accepted into college and it's on-line where it fits MY schedule and I can work at MY pace. Here's the acceptance letter: 3/20/2008 Ann K Milwaukee, WI 53225 USA Dear Ann K, Congratulations! I am pleased to notify you that you have been accepted to American InterContinental University (AIU) Online, contingent upon review of your credits and/or prior degree. You are enrolled in the Associate's (AABA) - Business Administration program with a concentration in AABA09-Medical Coding and Billing, beginning on 4/28/2008. Business, Criminal Justice, Information Technology, Design and Education are in-demand career fields and among the fastest growing industries. I admire and support your decision to acquire this valuable credential. There's more but it's meaningless dribble to everyone else. Even though I have a full time job as a cellular 9-1-1 dispatcher for the Sheriff, I'd still like to get a degree in something. I think of it as a person

Selfasteam
ok here it goes.....ive been on fubar for awhile but i kept changing my proflie.....the last one i had i met sumone we clicked.....till i sent him real pics of me .....yea i was nerves because i have had very low selfasteam bout myself......and very insecure to.....well after he had told me i was pretty ugly and a bitch i said fluck it im going to put my pics up on fubar cause all he did was make me feel better bout myself.....and me myself ive never said one wrong word bout his azz....and he told me oh im not shallow lord i cant tell....well like i told my hommie if noone likes the way i look dont look.....

Minor Surgery
Gonna be heading to the hospital in about a half hour for minor sugery. Its an out patient procedure so I'll be home today but I probably won't be back online. They told need about 3 days bed rest. My FRG leader is taking me and bringing me home and will be checking in on me to make sure I'm ok. She's also going to help the girls color Easter eggs Saterday. For those that don't know the military it would be hard to explain what an FRG leader is so I'm not going to LOL. I'll just say i'm in good hands and will be well taken care of between her and my daughters and I will be back on here soon. Hugs and Kisses Poki

Bouncer: Good Or Bad?
Today I was leaving messages on friends pages when the bouncer was showing up every 3 times then it got to the point it was everytime I tried to go to a page or leave a comment... Does it have to be everytime? I mean really once a bouncer checks you it should be done with instead of everytime you leave a message...4 times in a row the bouncer popped up after already checking after every 3 messages now its every message? WTF! Are they really that bored that they have to do that to every comment you try to send? I think it should be once and only again if you sign out and back in....But hey that is just coming from someone who is having PROBLEMS with the recently....First they mark pics that are not nsfw because they are jealous then they try to keep me from commenting because they are bored! WTF! No wonder so many people get sick of the bouncers if your gonna have petty bouncers instead of ones actually keeping the fakes off! Look for fakes and leave the real ones alone once they ha

R.i.p Momma :(
I SWEAR I WILL NEVA UNDASTAND THIS MESSED UP WORLD WE LIVE IN... I SAY THIS B/C THE WOMAN WHO RAISED ME FROM THE AGE OF 8YRS OLD, WHOM I HAVE CALLED MY MOTHER AND IS MY MOTHER IN EVERY SINCE OF THE WORD...WAS BRUTUALLY KILLED IN HER OWN HOME AS SHE SLEPT FRIDAY NITE, SHE WAS 75 YRS OLD, RAISED ME AS WELL AS 5 OF HER OWN KIDS AND 6 GRANDKIDS. MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER LEFT WHEN I WAS 8 YRS OLD AND MS. ESSIE JUST KINDA TOOK ME IN. MY BESTFRIEND KEISHA (HER GRANDAUGHTA) WHOM SHE WAS ALSO RAISIN CUS HER MOTHER WAS STRUNG OUT ON DOPE HAD BEEN FRIENDS EVER SINCE 1ST GRADE AND STILL REMAIN FRIENDS TO THIS DAY. I JUST DONT UNDASTAND HOW ANYONE WUD HURT SUCH A WONDERFUL LADY, MS. ESSIE WUD GIVE U THE SHIRT OFF HER BACK AND CUDNT HURT ANYONE EVEN IF SHE TRIED. MY GOD SHE WAS 75!!! THEY CUD OF JUST ROBBED HER AND LEFT...WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY THE POLICE HAVE NO CLUES NO LEADS AND IM SURE THEY ARENT GONNA BREAK THEIR BACKS TRYNNA FIND OUT EITHER. ANYWAY, I BEEN UP FOR HRS CRYIN, THINKIN, AND C

Thoughts 20
It is Thursday already. This week has kind of gone by fast. I have been busy working and busy trying to keep my son on the right track. I am so not ready for Easter to be Sunday. I have not been into Easter for many years. It seemed like once the kids got older, it just lost it's appeal. There is always the dreaded family thing too. Taking a million pictures. When I was a kid, we got a new Easter outfit to wear to church. We hunted easter eggs and did the big family dinner thing. We always got easter baskets as well. I have been so lame the last few years that I didn't even get my kids an Easter basket. Aren't they a little old anyway? I think part of my not getting into it this year is that my daughter's birthday is Wednesday and Anthony's birthday is Saturday. Kind of makes it a pain. Also the whole thing of dealing with Anthony on a daily basis kind of takes the life out of me at times. We were supposed to have dinner at Peter's brother's house tomorrow nig

Life's Journey
Life’s Journey By: Deborah Boyd How can I show you Just how much I care When walls are put up With nothing to spare You’re afraid to let go Let anyone one in Afraid of being crushed And hurt from within But life is a journey One we all must take A road that will lead us No matter the fate There will be highs And there will be lows Depending on you Is how it all goes You can crawl in a shell And hide from within Or let yourself go And live life again But what ever the cause What ever the fears I will be there beside you I will always be near So take my hand Let me show you the way Give me a chance Is all you have to say

Pick-up Lines Mumm Is Nsfw?
Ok - I don't get it. I didn't see anything offensive or NSFW in my MUMM. I asked if pick-up lines work. There were a lot of votes and responses. Seemed like a lot of people had some witty things to say. Then I get a message telling my that my MUMM has been deleted because it violated the TOS by either being NSFW or offensive. What the heck? Why would the fu-ministration delete the whole thing instead of the comments they may have found offensive? What a bunch of douche-baggery!! I see more offensive things on people's profile than anything posted on the MUMM. Look at some of the comments on people's profiles - showing people fucking on "Happy HumpDay", and women getting their pussy eaten on "Thirsty Thursday", yet I ask a question and some a-hole decides it is NSFW. Dumb-asses! You want NSFW? Go here http://www.hai2u.com or www.2girls1cup.com or www.goatse.ch THOSE are NSFW.

Something I Wrote Long Ago Called "where Are They"
In the game of love everyone is looking for that one person that would make them happy for the rest of their life. We as people always look for whats in our best interests and when we look for love we want that special someone to come into our lives and make the world better. I know I am still very young in this world, but I have played this game of love and have only found dud players who weren't really into the game. I know that may sound harsh but only a very few of them (3 come to mind) have become my friends and stayed my friends after our break up. The one that stands out the most would have to be my closest friend Josephine Sandoval. We have been friends since we broke up, yah it was a rough few months/years (since we only started talking with one another again my Senior year in High School making it 3 years since we talked before we became close friends. Anyways in the game of love I was looking for girl who I could sweep up off her feet giving her the world the best way

Hoops And Beer
Nothing like a little hoops and beer to get the day started off right. This has been a little ritual of mine since I reached the age of reason. Ahhhh.....the first day of the NCAA tournament. Memories that are sure as hazy as the guy smoking a little weed the night before. Used to, I would have to take a pair of vacation days just to sit back, relax and enjoy the fruits of my labor. But now, with two straight days off without having to waste that precious vacation time, it's amazing how much better the beer taste, and it goes down even smoother than before. So here's a toast to all of you ecletic early risers, a beer in one hand, and hopefully a widescreen HDTV in front of you!

Ok,question For The Ladies
Just wondering,why is it that guy's leave nice comments on ladies pics all the time,but we don't get the love back?? It just seems like they have a problem making comments.I mean I take the time to make comments on ladies pics all the time. Can the ladies answer this for me??

Love Him Like We Do
Hello my friends. Go and show Chuckiiboo some love for always having a lot of Happy Hours up and rate, fan and add him. chuckiiboo@ fubar Please tell him cutemommy82 I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~@ fubar and pooh bear pooh bear,,@ fubar sent you! We wish you all a great day!!!

Age, Is It Just A Number
I had a relationship a few months. Well, more like 4 dates in five weeks. I probably shouldn't have started it because she was 25 and worked in the same building but not for the same company. Still, I try not to get invlolved with someone at work, to complicated. I can't describe the first time I met her though. It was like, I knew that if I asked her, she would go out with me. I just knew she was attracted to me and I was attracted to her in a way that was not just looks. By the way, she wasn't smokin hot but to me she was beautiful in every way that counted to me. After we started dating we started talking on the phone and each time we talked it wold be for hours or until the cell phone would die. When we went out we had great times. I would never tell her what we were going to do on our dates and I would always plan something different, something fun. I made one mistake though, I told my manager that she may see me with this person and that I was dating her but that if she

Painted Thoughts
Painted Thoughts By: Deborah Boyd The Painted Thoughts Are there each day Takes one imagination To see it that way They could be a cloud So high in the sky That looks like a rabbit Or a bird that flies It could be a painting So simple and rich That takes us away To places unpitched It could be just words So descriptive in terms That brings our thoughts there And makes our mind swarms Yet these Painted Thoughts No matter the cause Brings us such emotions And give our lives pause So cherish the thoughts These bring each day And life little treasures Are yours to stay.

My Son
Here it is I am very angery right now. I am trying to be nice. I can feel my blood boiling, I am not sure what to say or do. Rusty James is my 19 year old son. Now mind you teenagers know more parents. Even if we have been there done that. Well as most of you know my son was living with his GF and her parents ( bad combo). 2 or 3 weeks ago we had a snow storm here, her mother decided to throw my son out in bad weather. He calls home of course, I had to call my dad to go get him. Well on that note he comes here for about 4 days.Then goes back to live with her and her parents. Gesh, the whole time here I spoke to him about getting his GED. He dropped out of school. Not a smart move but I tried to tell him. So, while on the phone with his so called GF , she has nerve enough to tell him I cause her problems. Imagine that will ya me cause her problems? I have never carried on a conversation with this girl. When she would call if I answered , she would ask for Rusty, I wo

Strange Things Keep Happening To Me
well its been one hell of a week!! went to er today!! lucky to have o broken bones!! one woman told me she loves me!! and another says shes found happiness with someone else!! got a new job wednesday!! almost got into an accident on way home from hospital!!!and got a new job offer in georgia!! now i have to decide if im going to georgia or staying here!! what a week!!

50 Mistakes Women Make In Bed
1. Dont assume that a guy can get hard on command, their not flipping a damn switch okay. Getting him hard is your job so figure it out. It’s not rocket science. 2. Dont think that kissing needs to be all sweet & romantic all the time. Yeah pecks are cute, but i mean come one a little roughness never killed anyone. 3. Dont leave him responsible for your orgasm. If you know what you want, tell him! If you dont your gonna be the one pissed when he’s done & half asleep and ur still horney. 4. Dont expect to cuddle after sex, men & women are wired differently okay. Women wanna talk and bond & men want to sleep. If anything spoon with the tip of his (blank) in ur but. That’ll help kick up round 2. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn’t unreasonable, but when it’s time to actually sleep? An arm draped over you should suffice. 6. Dont expect him to be nice and romantic ALL the time, its okay now

Psychos Go Away!
Ok so I friended a person on here. And chatted once n a while as a friend and this guy went psycho! Always messaging me and bugging me. I finally tell him off cuz I'm sick of his psychoticness and the fact he's trying to find where I live and such...stalking me...and it's getting kind of scary! I hope he gets the point and leaves me alone...but yeah before I block him he re-rates me a '1' and then makes remarks about me being a fat cow, ugly, a bitch, no wonder I'm single, etc...Um yeah maybe because of assholes and psychos like you make me stay away from committments! Regardless... http://fubar.com/user/1527769 Watch out for this guy ladies...he has some serious head issues! When I told him I was sick and used a sick day to stay home and rest he gave me shit about what I use MY EARNED VACATION TIME AND SICK DAYS FOR! Hello buddy you are a truck driver and supposed to be out on the road but for some reason you haven't worked in weeks?!?! Get a life! And not to mention t

Weddings
Club TooSexy's DJ SEXY BADBOY & DJ TOOSEXY Are Getting fu-Married Tonight! Only In Club TooSexy This Will Be The Sexiest Wedding Ever on fubar! Don't Miss It! It All Happens Tonight Thursday, March 20, 2008 11pm Eastern Only In Club TooSexy Just Click The Pics To Get There Wedding Will Be Performed By: GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar (repost of original by 'MÿZtEr¥ ☆ Owned by Ŧím~§øu†hè®ñÖu†£äŵßíkè®~Ð-§-Ç~ ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆' on '2008-03-20 12:03:44') (repost of original by 'DJ SEXY BADBOY~DSC~FUENGAGED TO DJ TOOSEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA~' on '2008-03-20 12:06:41') (repost of original by 'SEXY NIKKI~"CO-OWNER OF CLUB TOO SEXY~FU ENGAGED TO MARK "ASST ENFORCER MGR @ CLUB TOO SEXY' on '2008-03-20 12:10:32')

Just Think
Respect is a wonderful word. If you look it up in the dictionary it is attached to the words esteem and consideration. If more people had respect for themselves as well as others think of how the world would be. People would be more considerate, and maybe people would have a better selfesteem, so there for more self respect. I am trying to learn how to respect myself as well as be considerate to other people feelings and wants. I think we should all try it and see how the world will change. I think it would be for the better.

Honestly Why Is It So Hard?
To be real? To be honest? To be YOU? Why are there so many fake people? Why do people try to be someone they aren't? Why do you have to tell "me what I want to hear" and assume that is ok and then change suddenly and confuse the fuck out of me? Is that fair? I am a very understanding person and I don't judge. I don't care who you are, just be honest about it. Don't pretend to like me in fear of hurting my feelings...I'm a big girl and can handle the truth! INEEDLOVE too but I don't need fake friends or fake people in my life. I've been doing just fine by myself all this time and I will continue to do just fine. Let's just keep it real ok?

Downraters..shall Feel Our Wrath!
I know its just points, but its OUR POINTS Right? Feel Free to leave a link to any and all DOWNRATERS here in this blog... a member had one today and he felt the WRATH... I go after them head on..PLEASE BLOCK THEM FROM YOUR PAGE>>>> killthedrama77@ fubar

Wow, Something New And Exciting
i recently went out to a local bar in phoenix, and felt like something wild and crazy. i met up with this beautiful girl, and we started to make out. she invited me back to her place, but i was a little scared to go where id never been. we continued our make out in a quiet part of the bar, and i felt something strange comebetween us. this is when i relaized that SHE was a shemale, and i got all wet thinking how great this could be. she had big beautiful boobs, that would make most women envious, including myself. when i felt the bulge in her crotch i just knew i had to see it. DAMN!! she was bigger than any man i had ever had before. had to be 9" and as big around as my wrist. i then told her yes, i would go home with her. it was the most incredible nght ive ever had. when i woke up in the morning i met her roommate, another beautiful shemale that invited me to come back some time soon. i agreed and plan on visiting them again soon. i dont know if it was just the excitement of somethin

From Brother Matt On Jeff
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152686889 Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old

R.i.p. Baby
I just wanted to say few things ...i have recently lost my wife chrissy...she passsed away on march 11,2008 and laid to rest on march 14,2008..she was diagnosed with M.S. little over a year ago and unfortunately it was the reason why she is no longer here now..the doctors fought it as much as possible but it was just out of control and i know they did all they could for her...........i miss you baby and i will always love you..i will never forget about the time we got to share together.........

Good Bye Fubar
Family.. friends... I just wanted to tell you Good Bye.. I am leaving Fubar for a few days.. maybe a week. who knows.. a month maybe.. This place has gotten in my head too much.. and I am hurting so bad... I have lost so many friends on here.. my lounge isnt fun for me anymore.. I don't have any help with it.. NONE! It isn't growing at all.. I am feeling so alone.. I can't handle this anymore.. I see other girls get all sorts of help with everything they do here and I have to do it all alone.. and I just cant watch the young hot girls get everything any longer.. So, I am now on a mini Fubar vacation.. I hope you all have a Happy Easter and all that.. Cassie! Owner of the crappy as hell The Pool Hall Lounge.. See yas all around.

Easter.
Easter this year is: Sunday March 23, 2008. As you may know, Easter is always the 1st Sunday after the 1st full moon after the Spring Equinox (which is March 20). This dating of Easter is based on the lunar calendar that Hebrew people used to identify Passover, which is why it moves around on our Roman calendar. Found out a couple of things you might be interested in! Based on the above, Easter can actually be one day earlier (March 22) but that is pretty rare. This year is the earliest Easter any of us will ever see the rest of our lives! And only the most elderly of our population have ever seen it this early (95 years old or above!). And none of us have ever, or will ever, see it a day earlier! Here's the facts: The next time Easter will be this early (March 23) will be the year 2228 (220 years from now). The last time it was this early was 1913 (so if you're 95 or older, you are the only ones that were around for that!). The next time it will b

My Guys
FIRST OFF, I AM OWNED BY THIS MAN! If you're in need of some fu-bux he's paying for rates! @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar SECOND, I OWN THIS MAN He's a shadow leveler and just a wonderful person! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar Last, but not least. Iceman bought me VIP this time around so go love all over his smexie azz! Iceman"Chill your Grill"™@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar

Home At Last !
Just an update to let my friends, fans, and family know what's been going on ! It all started in January, I was hospitalized 2 times with chronic pain in the lower left abdomen . Uncertain of what it was I have been in and out of the hospital several times. The pain got so severe that I went back to the ER March 9th where I was immediately yet again admitted ! I have gone through series of tests only to finally find out the verdict ! They found a tumor on my left ovary . My uterus is shaped differently then most womens , and I had a lot of inflmation causing all the problems ! I also have several gallstones, an infected gallbladder , just more sypmtoms to add to the compications ! Rapping this up in a sum, I had 3 experimental surgeries last week and Tuesday of this week I went through a complete hysterectomy . They did get the tumor and it's being sent in for a biopsy ! ( although, they assure me they are almost positive it is cancer~free ) ! Thank God ! I have

Thorn
Tell me one more time why why you removed the thorn from the rose don't you understand its necessity? it adds beauty and texture it protects what before was just a defenseless luxury of the eye yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times but did it not save you from picking what turned out to be a dead rose? why did you cut it off when it's one of your greatest belssings? so what if it hurts sometimes if it will save you when it matters?

Church Bulletin
These are actual clips from church bulletins. Thought you might enjoy them: Potluck supper Sunday at 5:00 PM - prayer and medication to follow. --------------------------------------------------------------------- The ladies of the Church have cast off clothing of every kind. They may be seen in the basement on Friday afternoon. --------------------------------------------------------------------- This evening at 7 PM there will be a hymn singing in the park across from the Church. Bring a blanket and come prepared to sin. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10 AM. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B. S. is done. --------------------------------------------------------------------- The pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday. -------------------------------------

Want A Picture Done?...
I'mma start chargin' for the pictures I made... $5 Thousand a picture. So, If you would like one lemme know. P.S. There's examples in my folders Picture I Made Of Myself, And pictures I Made For Friends And Family...Thanx!!