Fubar Blogs 5

Chicano Nation Gangsters
what up its that CHICANO NATION boy BLU 3-14 all day fuck pussy malditos the can suck my dick like there sisters do them nigger boys the nigger boy click shout out to my nigga 3z3 spike 3z3 peru 3z3 popeye 3z3 shitface to the chicanos round the nation 3-14 all day to the homies locked up stay up niggas to the homies that died R.I.P. to my baby girl sexy rican I love you shawty

Funny
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to shit yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at f

Eviction
As most of you know... Me and my husband are being evicted from our home with a daughter on our hip! It really sucks. its not like we have enuff income to just go rent or buy w/e we see! so right now we have choice between living in a Mobil Home which isnt bad we'd Rent to Own...just gotta get a loan to buy it basically. That could take awhile. and there is two apartments we are trying to fight for right now and hoepfully the credit will be okay to get in. I figure its an EMERGENCY situation they should let us get in. IM writing this to let everyone know...if you do not see us online for awhile! WE WILL BE BACK!... if its a month dont worry we'll be back. We love the fubar experience and dont want to lose the fu-friends we have made. We also dont want to lose our Staff! @ Wicked Desires! YOU ALL ROCK. Also - My Fellow Lollipop Gurlz... better keep me updated when i get back on what is going on... I let tequila know everything and I will always be a lollipop gurl. :) Any com

10 Commandments
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS One day God went to the Arabs and said, 'I have some Commandments for you that will make your lives better.' The Arabs asked, 'What are Commandments?' And the Lord said, 'They are rules for living.' 'Can you give us an example?' 'Thou shall not kill.' 'Not kill? We're not interested.' So He went to the Blacks and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, 'Honor thy Father and Mother.' 'Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested.' Then He went to the Mexicans and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said 'Thou shall not steal.' 'Not steal? We're not interested.' Then He went to the French and said, 'I have some commandments.' The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, 'Thou shall not commit adultery.' 'Not commit adultery? We're not interested.' Final

"twisted"
"Twisted" When lost in the dark,why close up your eyes? It's not us that you hate,it's yourself you despise. Don't sew yourself shut,or stay locked in a wall. Don't cry and don't whimper, or curl in a ball. I'm not trying to pry or even to meddle. I can see through the lies and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Words feel like whispers,collected by ears. Garbled and twisted,over all of these years. Eyes feel like windows, that bring out the light. Wide open kept closed, no matter hold tight. I'm not trying to pry,or even to meddle. I can see through the lies, and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Build yourself strong, don't give opportunity. Soon anguish and sorrow, will give you immunity. Against all feeling-love kindness and care. To all those around you, is it really that fair? I'm not trying to pry, or even t

Thanks For All The... What Was I Talking About?
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS One day God went to the Arabs and said, 'I have some Commandments for you that will make your lives better.' The Arabs asked, 'What are Commandments?' And the Lord said, 'They are rules for living.' 'Can you give us an example?' 'Thou shall not kill.' 'Not kill? We're not interested.' So He went to the Blacks and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, 'Honor thy Father and Mother.' 'Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested.' Then He went to the Mexicans and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said 'Thou shall not steal.' 'Not steal? We're not interested.' Then He went to the French and said, 'I have some commandments.' The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, 'Thou shall not commit adultery.' 'Not commit adultery? We're not interested.' Finally, He went to the J

Needing Help ... Can You Help ????
WOW TY everyone for helping me in getting the spotlight yesterday ..I had a great turn out though I didn't make Godmother so I'm back asking for help... There are a few ppl that need to be brought to your attention for all the help they have been giving me Some I had never talked to and some are considered to be dear friends to me .. Show these ppl so true Fu Love as they do for others Wow was she awesome !!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar Gotta love this one Sugar Cookie {Spankers}@ fubar Okay now she is nuts but can't help but loving her

The Melody
The Melody I listen to that melody playing my head its like a broken record that will never seem to end my soul is deep, deeper then the sea and when i write i drown in its beauty and when that melody seizes to exist i will be gone to a better place maybe not in spirit as that will always be but in memory i will disapear ill be just another casualty

What Am I
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Are You A Risk Taker?
Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk. In fact, you pretty much live to take chances. Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it. And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try! Are You a Risk Taker?

Redneck Fixin's
I fixed my car yesterday with some Black Pepper and a wire coat hanger! It had been running hot and seemed to have a small radiator leak so I was told by a local garage here in TN to put about 2 tblsp. of black pepper into the radiator and it seals small leaks! Also my tail pipe was hanging so i replaced the broken hanger with a wire coathanger! Both worked! I guess I am good for something!

Forbidden/cb69 Tag
TWO OF FUBARS TOP LOUNGES HAVE JOINED FORCES, COME ENJOY THE FUN TIMES, GREAT PEOPLE, AND DON'T FORGET KICKASS TUNEZ!!! FORBIDDEN AND CELL BLOCK 69 RADIO HAVE COME TOGETHER TO MAKE ALL YOUR FANTASIES COME TRUE!! LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD.... CLICK ON EITHER PIC AND JOIN BOTH LOUNGE FAMILES!!

Sharing
You are you I am me We are one Together are we I trust in you You trust in me Like a puzzle We fit perfectly Hand in hand We walk together Soulmates in life Forever and ever I look at you You look at me Passion and desire Is what we see I feel your pulse And you feel mine Our hearts beat together Forever in time

'sabrosura Y K-member Of Fu-bombers'
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND AND HER FAMILY SHE WONT BE ONLINE 4 A WILE CUZ SHE JUST LOST SOMEBODY REAL SPECIAL IN HER PLEASE SHOW HER AND HER FAMILY RESPECT THANX LOVE YOU sabrosura y k-member of fu-bombers@ fubar

The Devils Princess
Sweet angelic child, skin stained with the beauty of death A child lost and afraid Her name forgotten, never again to be said Ash collides to ground as footprints are left beneath smoke Her tears consuming the blackness seen through her eyes She walks in the dark her skin covered in tattered lace Her cries for a new life consumed by the evil inside Blood and tears blend as they fall from her sky She tells the story of a shattered friend The story of how death chose her life to live and not to end She sat there watching the darkness take her family away Than cursed her with the taste of immortal misery No longer needing another breath She screams in silence wishing the pain would vacant her troubled mind The voices tearing at her faith binding the bind of lost time Everything she touches parishes as the darkness begins to cry Crying of laughter as another soul dies Wishing to be doomed to a place far greater than this hell Fingertips twitch as desire of safety seeps fr

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2007 models. I saw one I really liked." MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand if it's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you so much!" MAN: "Bye!

Love
Ladies...Men seem to love to have control, well its time we took over. The thing to do is go to the library, check out a Dog Training book. Sounds nutz but men are like dogs...Yes it will interesting, but ladies need to put there men in check ;)

A Terrible Accident
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the Man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the Husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body Because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate Some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body That the doctor felt was suitable would have to come From her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After All, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his Friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful Beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?" "My darling," she rep

Living At The Zoo
WHEN YOU TAKE THAT FIRST INITIAL STEP IN THE MORNING DO YOU FEEL YOUR AT THE ZOO..... I DO...............IT'S UNREAL................ THE MINUTE YOU PLACE YOURSELF UPON AWARENESS... THEIR SEEMS TO BE ALL KINDS OF ANIMALS SURROUNDING YOUR ENVIRONMENT........... CARNIVOROUS MAMMALS WAITING FOR THEIR PREY............MAKING THEIR FIRST ACTION MOVE.... PRESENTING THEM SELFS AS FRIENDLY CREATURES... ATTACK AS IN A FEEDING FRIZZY...........TEARING.....MAULING.....DEVOURING .... ATTRACT THOUGHTS OF A MISSIONARY.... RESULTS OF UN-FLAVOR THOUGHTS..........DIVERTING YOUR ATTENTION ..... BECOMING OBSERVATION OF A COURSE.....DO I FIND MYSELF DEVISING IN A PLACE WHERE WILD ANIMALS BECOME A PUBLIC SHOW............................... YES!! I DO BELIEVE WHERE ALL INVOLVED ,,,,LIVING IN A ZOO....... TO NITE I AM YOURS*

Alone In The Dark, (bittersweet High)
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

First Arrest
First some background information. I am a 42 yr. Old, divorced father of 2; a son, 17 and a daughter, 2. I've lived at the same address for 10 yrs. My police record consists of a possession of less than an once of marijuana which was dismissed. I have no misdemeanor or felony convictions. I recently opened a smoke shop, "Freebird's Tobacco Etc." in Sweet Home, Oregon, in a building that had been a smoke shop for the previous few years. When the previous business closed due to it's owner's death I was fortunate enough to have financial assistance from family to re-open as a new business. I spent most of my here. I open at 8 am and close at 8 pm. And being an avid PC gamer whose gaming PC is now doubling as a POS/inventory computer it isn't unusual to see me here late into the night. With a small parking lot and owning a large truck it's easy to tell when I'm here. Shortly after opening, being concerned with security I phoned the Sweet Home PD identified myself and inquired to

It Happens When You Least Expect It
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

Destiny
Its hard to explain these feelings in me, Things I had always dreamt I would see. Truth is I found the key, Ne'er felt the opportunity. ...feelings of joy ... of happiness ... and of understanding! To smile at just sheer thoughts Ignoring simple faults. Pleasures of appreciation, That build an admiration. To convey genuine respect, Sincerely hoping to connect. Desires of satisfaction and devotion, Magic seering graciously into emotion. The mind set of expression, The mentality to show affection. The comfort in how I feel when near, The freedom to express no fear. To Show and to Share, To Bond and to Care! What shall begin to follow, for no one could know... However it takes two to nurture and Grow! By: Christi D.

This Site Sucks......
This site is so fucked up. I just uploaded some pics, I knew that one was NSFW, just one! Before I could mark it I got a message from the assholes in charge telling me it was. No FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE!!!! Give a person fucking time to do something. This is suppose to be a adult type site, but you do something wrong and the little fucking babies whine. Grow the fuck up!!! Grow a set of fucking balls move out of your parents basement and into the real fucking world!! It takes time for someone to mark something, don't get all OMG thats NSFW!!! All though the photo does not show anything and I mean anything at all, but I keep forgetting that humans are fucking idiots!!! So as of this day on all my pics are locked to friends only, not that anybody rates them anyways. Show kiss my ass, and fuck your mother, assholes!!!!!

Good Night Moon
Good night moon for you have shown, No more reason for being all alone. As quick as the e-mail that caught his eye, I told him of me only truth, no lies. A talk that kept going no end in sight, Was welcome to hear on this well-chosen night. Could it be magic, or could it be fate, Out there waiting and wishing for our perfect mate. Call those words what you will, Know they're us and totally real. Some make the heart skip beats, Others there to knock us off our feet. Come true our wish that we made tonight, For these feelings we will not fight. Too many thoughts as we lay to sleep, Reach to the core, oh it's so deep. Our minds running wild as we wonder whats in store, Just hours to spend together for us each to adore. By: Christi D.

Moki's Thoughts
Father of mine Tell me where have you been You know I just closed my eyes My whole world disappeared Father of mine Take me back to the day When I was still your golden boy Back before you went away I remember blue skies Walking the block I loved it when you held me high I loved to hear you talk You would take me to the movie You would take me to the beach You would take me to a place inside That is so hard to reach Father of mine Tell me where did you go You had the world inside your hand But you did not seem to know Father of mine Tell me what do you see When you look back at your wasted life And you don't see me I was ten years old Doing all that I could It wasn't easy for me To be a scared white boy In a dark neighborhood Sometimes you would send me a birthday card With a five dollar bill I never understood you then And I guess I never will Daddy gave me a name My dad he gave me a name Then he walked away Daddy gave me a name Then he wal

Apollo
I just bought a siberian Husky, he's a black and white male and will try and get a pic up of him soon. But he's kinda shy at the moment and loves a stuffed dog that was sitting on my bed. That's his official buddy now. He sleeps with it so yeah. I'll try and get a pic up soon.

Haterzzz
I knew I had haters on here but for real...go and report me to the bouncers and have shit taken off my page? WTF??? I wish they would be WOMEN enough (yes I know it's gotta b a bitch ass woman) and come to my MF face and announce themselves as the Bitch they are!! Bring it Bitches...

Memorial Day Raffle!!
We are holding a Memorial Day Raffle as a means to pay tribute and give back to our fellow fubarians. NO COMMENT BOMBING NO RATES NO RATE FAN AND ADDING JUST FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS BELOW. YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THIS GREAT OFFER! Starting TODAY we will be selling raffle tickets at 500 FU bucks, yes ONLY 500 fu bucks a ticket. There is no limit on the amount of tickets you purchase. You will be given a number on each ticket (just as shown below) which will be uploaded and you are to rip so we

New Here,..this Is About Me!
ok well i'm mike,..i'm on active duty in the indiana army national guard. I've been on active duty since 2005. I am going through a divorce. so i concider myself single yet I wont do anything till the divorce is finnal. Not out of respect for my soon to be divorced wife,..but out of respect for myself. right now i'm in nineveh indiana. I am loving life,..i plan on going to Mayday,..just bought tickets. Also going to Mayhem, xfest and family values tour. i love music,.any kinda,..i prefer the hard rock/metal and hippyish music such as ben harper dave matthews an so on. oh well anyquestions as me,..i'm a fun guy and looking for new things. I'm strait,..i'll be friends with anyone even if ya a guy. i'm a good friend. I lvoe to listen to others. I plan on becoming a social worker.

Mad Fu Bomber Stuffies
1. if you plan on entering a contest then please let me know so i can get it all squared away before it starts if you chose not to let me know before hand then you may not get the help that you would have if i knew about it prior. 2. there must be bombing activity coming from you. i will be watching and seeing if you are.. if i see no activity then i will send you a warning if i see it again then you are out.. i understand that sometimes things happen just let me know so im aware of it. we like dedicated bombers the kind that max out their comments not the leave a few comments here and there. 3. there is to be NO drama what so ever if there is you will be asked to leave immediatly.. i will not tolerate that. this is for fun not starting trouble. 4. you must check the homepage daily to see if there is any new blogs for up coming contests and contests that are going on and etc.. please leave a comment so that way i know that you were there and you read about it. if there is som

Tax Rebate
Help America - spend your rebate wisely. The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs or Venezuela. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help.

Amry Life Part 1
Im 20 yrs ol currently in kuwait serving n the US ARMY i reside in Washington state but stationed in Fort Polk louisiana i like rugby loves whiskey i love with all my heart, hockey love the beach love the outdoors

Never Take Anything For Granted
Those who know me, know part of who I am and why I am the way I am. Those who don't...this will provide some insight. I live my life with purpose. I try to inspire others and guide them to realize that life is too short. I grew up a "delinquint" thanks to my childhood being shattered at an early age. I had a baby at age 16 after I was sexually assaulted. My son, Justin, was born at 30 wks premature and the docs gave him a year to live. Well my angel made it to almost 4 yrs old. I was out to sea in the Navy when I got the dreaded call that my baby boy had died in his sleep. I thought I had built a strong enough wall around my heart at that point, but that message from my parents and the Red Cross that day shattered those walls quicker than the Berlin Wall falling. I was put on suicide watch for a week until I could get home. I found out after the autoposy was done that tho he was almost 4 yrs old, his lungs were the size of a 1 yr old baby so he could not get enough air into his lung

Fu Luv Bully!!! Sexy!!!
FU LUV BOMB SQUAD!!!! U KNOW U WANT SOME!!! Please stop by and check out our bulletin on joining the sexiest family on fubar!!! Just click on the links below!!! Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Chief of GD@Purrfect Sin-OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&@ fubar

Gone From Fubar For Awhile...and Why
True friends will read this...the others it doesnt matter lol...as some of Ron and my mutal friends already know from his blog...we will be off Fubar for awhile...those of you who know us know he had a colostomy bag put on 8mo ago and now it is time to remove it. Hes scheduled for the end of may for that...before that happens we will be on vacation and getting ready for it. we will probably be back after hes recovered....but who knows lol its been fun and i have made some really good friends...and i love them to death :) when i joined Fubar i was single and pretty much had no life outside of work...it was something to do...now a year later my life has changed completely...I have a man i love very much and thru him a larger family...i lost my dad a couple of weeks ago and my mother is in bad health...my life is full. Summer is almost here...and i have learned life is short...you need to get out and enjoy it and spend time with people you love instead of living on the computer. some o

To All My Friends And Family Members
Thanx to all my friends and family who has been ratin my stuff and leavin me profile comments, I really do appericate it all!!! But to all the others who NEVER rate nothin, Or leave me profile comments I will be deletin you off my friend list...And won`t be addin you back!!!

Please Help
IM FINALLY BACK AND I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST GOT BACK ON AND NOW IM IN A CONTEST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME BUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE ANY HELP I CAN GET RATES OR COMMENTS IT RUNS FOR 7 DAYS WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES AT THE END OF THE 7 DAYS WINS A HAPPY HOUR SO PLEASE AT LEAST CHECK IT OUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT AND WILL TRY TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT AS WELL MUAH THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING CUTIE WITH A BOOTIE (repost of original by '★☆sTaRr☆★Co'Owner of the Diamond Vault★ Fu-Owned by DDiamond1975' on '2008-05-02 19:44:05')

Christianity
WHEN I SAY, "I AM A CHRISTIAN" When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting, "I’ve been saved!" I'm whispering, "I get lost! That's why I chose this way" When I say, "I am a Christian" I don't speak with human pride I'm confessing that I stumble— Needing God to be my guide When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong I'm professing that I'm weak And pray for strength to carry on When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success I'm admitting that I've failed And cannot ever pay the debt When I say, "I am a Christian" I don't think I know it all I submit to my confusion Asking humbly to be taught When I say, "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect My flaws are all too visible But God believes I'm worth it When I say, "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain I have my share of heartache, Which is why I seek His name When I say, "I am a Christian" I do not wish to judge I have no authority... I on

The Purpose Behind The Name
So... I have had alot of people make comments about the title "shadow of a smile" and I'm constantly asking why I'm so sad. Actually, I got the title from a poem I wrote and I thought I'd share it.... Fallen angel that fell so fast, Remember the life you thought would last? Broken beauty torn and tattered, The glass you gracefully danced upon has finally shattered, The silhouette of a happy soul, the shadow of a smile, Calloused hands and blistered feet, You've more than walked your mile, So blur into the background, sink into the surface, Let go of the ledge you held onto, it now serves no purpose, Fall into a dead sleep away from reality, And I'll meet you in the middle, on the edge of insanity. No I'm not depressed and yes I do actually like to smile. But I do like to think of myself as a shadow... I like to go unnoticed and sort of blend in. I'll probably never handle attention well, it's just not something I'm comfortable with. So there is the meaning behi

If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Little Blackbook For Poems
As i sit here staring at the rain falling from the sky.... I tell myself your such a lucky guy... If i were a raindrop falling to the ground... Life would be too short and end with so little sound... As i sit here listing to the rain... I know i should never ever complain... If i were a raindrop falling from above... Life would be too short and never be filled with love...

Contest!!!
HEY!!! guess what? i'm in a sexiest ass contest... make sure you go check it out!!! click on the pic and it should take you right to it... if not let me know so i can fix it... NOW YOU BETTER SHOW MY 'ASS' SOME LUVIN!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

My First Auction...come Bid On Me
OK PEEPS...THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION, SO COME ON BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO SEE WHAT I AM OFFERING AND PLACE YA BIDS.THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA, JUST LOADS OF FUN!!HAPPY BIDDING!!MS TAZCome on and Bid on Me!!

Why I'm Single
I'm often asked why I'm single. Honestly I do not know the answer to this. I get all the time that I am sexy, gorgeous, attractive or whatnot, yet all the men I do get interested in, only see me as a friend. Is it cuz I'm not a "bad girl" in public? Is it cuz I'm not the average blond hair, blue eyed girl? Is it cuz I have children? I'm not necessarily sure. It hurts to know that someone I may be interested in doesn't see me as anything more, but I'm content with a friendship and being there for them, hopefully when they need me. Most people do not realize that the thing they may be looking for is right in front of them and they bypass it cuz they are afraid of change and trying something new. I'll still be here tho...

Promises
Promises made never to be broken. Alas they are broken nonetheless. I promised I would never let anything hurt you. Yet I hurt you without trying. I promised to always be there for you. I thought I was but I guess I was not. I promised to always take care of you. Yet I became the one needing care. After all the promises were broken. I promise I will never break them again. There is no one there to listen. I now see the only promise we can keep in the end. Is the promise of love unconditionally no matter what happens.

Happy Birthday
Today is my Son Paul Birthday, so i would just like to wish him a very happy birthday & hope he has a great day. Please go wish him a happy birthday þÄÚL ÄKÄ ÐJ MÄÐ HÄ††ÈR enforcer of twizted mindz@ fubar Have a great day Paul, Love you & thank you for being such a wonderful son. Love Mum or as everyone else knows me Di aka PiNkLadY xxxx

America
my friend cubs fan.. had this blogged...and I thought it was very awesome..and also think hes awesome for supporting us. I know a few Canadians who look down there noses at Americans. Not saying all do...but do know a few who have. Please watch!

In Contest
SURPRISE!! PLEASE SHOW THIS GREAT WOMAN SOME LOVE IN THIS CONTEST FOR A VIP SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN TO HER!!LEAVE COMMENTS AND RATES CLICK ON THIS PICTURE PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T@ fubar PLEASE REPOST (repost of original by '*AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T' on '2008-05-02 13:49:43') (repost of original by 'Diamonds Forever Owned By Sweet Thing ( MANAGER @ THE KITTY KAT LOUN' on '2008-05-02 16:04:28') (repost of original by '_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~' on '2008-05-02 18:04:59') (repost of original by 'Diamonds Forever Owned By Sweet Thing ( MANAGER @ THE KITTY KAT LOUN' on '2008-05-03 02:59:17') (repost of original by 'Sweet Southern Angel Thank you for the Vip !!!' on '2008-05-03 05:18:57')

Support Our Troops
I read this on a bulletin posted by a friend and wanted to share it with you .. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for d

She Is The Greatest
THIS WOMEN IS THE GREATEST PLEASE ADD HER AND TELL HER I SEND YOU PLZ, YOU WON'T REGRET IT TO ALL OF YOU TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK - I WANNA SAY THANK YOU! Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends M

Why Men Are Always Happier
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for t

~ Zen Sarcasm ~
~ZEN SARCASM~ *Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for *I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me alone. *The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. *It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. *Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. *Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. *Never test the depth of the water with both feet. *If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of your payments. *Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. *If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. *Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat

~man Logic~
~Man Logic~ Q: How many men does it take to make popcorn? A: Four, one to hold the pot, and three to act macho and shake the stove. Q. How do you save a man from drowning? A. Take your foot off of his head. Q. How are men like parking spaces? A. The good ones are always taken and all that is left are handicapped -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. Why is it good that there are female astronauts? A. When the crew gets lost in space at least the women will ask for directions. Q. How do men get excersize at the beach? A. By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini. Q. What's the difference between a man and E.T.? A. E.T. phoned home. Q. What did God say after he created man? A. I can do better than this. Q. What's a man's idea of helpin with the housework? A. Lifting his legs so you can vacuum. Q. How do women define a 50/50 relationship? A. We cook/they eat; We clean/they dirty; We ir

~just A Song Before I Go~
~Just a Song before I Go~ There is a song that has a lyric that goes: "just a song before I go.....A lesson to be learned.....traveling twice the speed of sound...It's Easy to Get Burned". Is it not like that when we are feeling the Throes of Love? All at once there is the exhilration of love's first passions but also the fear of will this last? will I be hurt? is the person 'playing me'? I have seen how many here hope for, seek, pray for that One person that can make the difference between just another day and seeing the World beautiful again. And yet, sadly it seems....when some one comes into their lives offering the seeds of Love, Hope, Dreams anew....the person is put to task and made to pay for the Sins of the ones before them that scarred the heart of the other. It has happpened to me as well. It's the easiest and also the most difficult thing in the World to be transparent with some one so that there are no secrets, no stumbling blocks on the journey of discovery of each oth

Regrets
I think we all have them...I know I do...There are things in my past that I regret...It's not like I can change them...My only choice is to move on...learn the lesson needed and remember the damage it has done to myself and others...So as never to do such things again... I regret my drug usage...My addiction was very strong...It had a hold on me for many years...I knew the damage it was causing to myself and to those that loved me...But...I opened my eyes to that...I stopped..but not without leaving an impression on the lives of my kids...I see them suffer still from my own actions at that time...My daughter went on to have her own addiction to the same...It was hard to say the least to see her struggle...But I think because of my own past...It helped me fight it along side of her...She is clean now... There are choices I've made when it came to men...Not always the right choices...But which one of us can say that we all haven't gone down that path a time or two...But..I've also

Fubar Bible Bullshit
Ok anyone who knows me knows that I am one unique motha fucka. Also anyone who knows me also know if you call me a liar or a cheater you get ur ass beat down. I dont lie and I dont cheat nor steal. Now any of you who have had a salute denied maybe you'll feel my pain. I have a webcam built right into my laptop computer. I needed to salute fubar before I could level up. So I sat there for a good 2 hours last night only to get disappointed today by them telling me I photo shopped it. And honestly I didn't. With my webcam I can pick different backrounds and shit I can even have elf ears if I wanted to. But I figured Hell if I'm Saluting a fuckin internet club I'd atleast Salute our soldiers and the Statue Of Liberty. So I picked a forground which is the only one on my pic's like it. and they said I photo shopped it. Its a crock of shit that you can't be yourself on this site. I knew that it had to be too good to be true. and it is. FuBar and Their FUCKED UP Bible can kiss my ass. Dont fuc

Knife Attack Bloodies Woman
Knife attack bloodies woman By Crytal Carreon Bee Staff Writer (Published: Wednesday, November 10, 1999) A 20-year-old Modesto woman remained in serious condition late Tuesday after being stabbed several times during an argument with her estranged husband, Modesto police reported. The man later turned a knife on himself, cutting his wrists and throat, police said. He was in stable condition Tuesday night at a local hospital. Once he's released, the 25-year-old man will be booked on attempted murder and domestic battery charges, Lt. Kevin Finnerty said. Authorities did not release the name of the victim or her attacker. Officers were called to a single-story, four-unit complex in the 2200 block of Peppermint Drive off Oakdale Road in east Modesto at 2:15 p.m. They found the woman in a driveway, bleeding from her head, but conscious. Neighbors said the woman had staggered from the multiplex, with her hands clutching her bloated, bloody face. Just before that

Textting
Giving texting a bad name Fri May 2, 2008 8:02AM EDT See Comments (30) Buzz up!on Yahoo!Two campaigns this week urged us to shut down our gadgets. One is Shutdown Day taking place this weekend, the other is Distracted Driver Awareness Day on April 30th, which was just observed in Virginia. So my question is, have we become so obsessed with being constantly connected that we now have days devoted to raising awareness about being too wired? Probably. The biggest problem right now seems to be texting etiquette. People just don't know when to stop texting, which sometimes lands them in really bad situations. Now I don't think we should blame modern technology for everything, after all we're the ones causing all the trouble, but we should take some responsibility and a hard look at why we need to disconnect once in a while. In the spirit of powering down this weekend, I want to highlight a few stories of people that just give texting a bad name, yet remind us why

Tax Credit Refunds
How to use Your IRS Rebate check... As you may have heard, each of us will be getting a tax rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruits and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. ; ;If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless stuff it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at YARD SALES, since those are the only businesses still in the United States

Gas Prices Vs ....
The price of Gas versus Printer Ink All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; it just illustrates how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ... $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..........$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ...... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ...... . $33. 60 per gallo n Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ... $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... Evian water 9 oz $1.49..$21.19 per gallon! $21.19 for WATER and the buyers don't even know the

A Joke, No Offense
(Girls -- Have a sense of humor! Not meant to offend) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her

A Regretable Mistake
ok where do I begin. Ok let's say this first I FUCKED up!!! blah blah blah... This is the part that no one really wants to read. Madly in love with a man I will never get the opportunity to love again. And yea it's all my fault. you know who you are too! I realize the mistake I've made, but what do I do about it now. Will things ever get back to what they were...knowing how he is probably not so I have to deal with the mistake!!!!

Ashley!
i met a great gal name ashley 3 months ago on another website. she's the love of my life. we might meet soon. she's talking about coming up to fond du lac, wi where i live to see me with her cousin. it would be great if she did. she's the best thing that's happened to me. i don't want to lose her. she's great. i love her so much.

Check It Out...more Writing
I don't only write about sex for my job...here is a book review that I did. The 'Skinny' on eating healthy Stop feeding your face with shit and you will get skinny. I am not so sure that it is quite that easy, but according to the authors of the trendy book "Skinny Bitch," that in combination with a few other lifestyle changes will help you become the skinny bitch you have always wanted to be. I started this book thinking it was going to be about another fad diet. A diet that helps you lose 50 pounds and then gain 75 as soon as you go off it. I also was skeptical because the book is actually written by two skinny bitches. What girl, or guy for that matter, wants to hear two skinny bitches tell them to give up fat ass bad habits - like smoking, drinking alcohol, guzzling diet soda like water and eating shit - I sure don't. But as I read the book, I actually understood and respected the points they were trying to make. And they weren't really preaching giving up bad

Broken
Blood streams down my wrists. Crying from the pain. My eyes shed bloody tears. My blood splattered everywhere. Laying on the bathroom floor. My fear of deaths near. Feeling my heart beat getting weak. My breath slows while I gasp for air. Pools of blood fills the floor. Screaming to live. No on to hear. I become so numb. My body so cold. My body so limp. Life no more.

Hanging
I want to cry. I want to die. There is no future for me. Death is what I want. When I die, I don't want my friends to cry. When I die, I don't want my family to cry. Don't pray for me. God was never for me. God is not an issue. For I have not sinned. My soul will not leave. I'm stuck in my own hell. There is no God. There is no devil. There is no heaven. There is no hell. Its what we make of what comes next. So when I die don't bury me. I don't want to be cremated. Leave my body to rest in the desert. So when I go. I want to so slow. I hang myself. Suffocating to death.

My Angel!
From that first moment I already knew That woman I longed for Was going to be you The closer we grow together The more I want to be with you All that I hope for Is you want that too As the days pass by The more I begin to care You have opened my heart To all the feelings we share From this point forward I promise you this I will do my best To bring you happiness For this is my vow To you today Forever my angel I want you to stay

Hard Spanking
Stalkers herestalkers therestalker follows me everywhereblocked him on yahoorun him off hereHe pops up againand i dont really careHe thinks i dont see himits plain as dayHes looking for his next victimthat he can playHe is demandinghe crys like a bi**chhe wonders why ppl dont like himhe needs to stop being a snitchI hope he reads thisand really understandsthat being a stalker is theworse in the land.Cry me a riverstalk someone elsehope she is readyfor your selfish BS

Cleaning Out Lists
So many of you I've added I've never heard from again once you've been added sooooooooo I'm gonna be brutal only ones that are safe are those I speak to, are on the vampyres and wiccan flyte or those who do return comments

Lounge Drama
Yes, this is another stupid mass so listen up! If you or anyone else has any problem with me owning my own lounge, then Fxck You ! If youre one of the ones screen-shotting to start shyt, or creating conversation to start drama... Fxck You ! Now... if you want to hate on me for whatever reason and want to get caught up in "lounge drama" like you always do... Guess What, Fxck You! Point is... ALREADY, things are being said between lounges ALL because I have my own now. I have sat back and havent bashed Anyone or Anything purposely just to see what was going to happen. Once again, i was right! You drama whxres (both Male and Female ) have already started shyt! So, my final word is this... if you want to be all up in the hype instead of acting like an adult.... F.X.C.K. Y.O.U. !

Welcome To The World
Early this morning one of my closest and bestest friends that I've had for 11 years became a mother for the first time. She and her boyfriend Jason became new parents to Elora Mae, 6lbs 14 ozs. Beautiful baby girl, head full of hair and looks like her mama. I couldn't be happier for them. It just made me misty eyed standing there at the head of the bed, looking upon my friend Liz feeding her newborn, a tender moment that couldn't be described in words.

Boyfriend Application
Name: Age: Hair color: Eye color: Religious Beliefs: Occupation: Yearly Income: Do you own a car? If so what year/make? Do you own,rent,or share your place? If so where at? Do you have any criminal charges againist you? If so what are they, and when did they take place? Have you ever been committed or entered a mental health facility for treatment? If so, what was your diagnosis and what meds do you take? Do you like kids? Do you want kids of your own? Do you think you can love kids that are not yours like your own? Can you treat them with respect? Do you like a thick woman with a big ass? Can you respect my gangsta? LOL Do you think a 36B chest size is plenty or not enough? Do you like it shaved,trimmed or jungle? Do you like porn? If so, would you want me to watch it with you? Do you like cartoons? If so which ones? Can you handle the fact that I watch more cartoons than anything else? Do you play roleplaying g

Accepatnce And Growth Amid Chaos
siting calming and quietly in morthes earths embrace, the wind calm and warm upon my skin, birds singing so sweetly, telling of their joy and acceptance of what has been learned today... sometimes it takes a touch of CHAOS to bring about clarity and understanding... my willingness to let go in more ways than one... to walk away from a destructive soul who was not willing to truly let me in and listen to the words i said to him to blindly accept the comfort of another whos path has seen fit to cross my own... my willingness to let go of what held me back for another chance to grow... to be blessed with a sight that understands unconditionally.. the pettiness of some who let jelousy rule their heart is not what i need and i see how their jelousy only enables me... to let my heart see and feel from within...shows me a world that has no end.. the life in mother earth stronger after a rain... feeds my own simple exsistance in my physical plite... to l

This Is Love
Many,many years ago on a bus in Minnesota a pretty woman was on her way to Arizona, An army soldier seeing that the young woman was being harassed by three sailors, he proceeded to sit down next to her and sparked up a conversation as if they were best friends. They kept in touch for years though just letters a few hours on a bus started a relationship that would last a lifetime. The next time they met when he was on leave and they married. After seven children I was born. When my dad was 45 he died leaving my mom to raise us by her self. She never dated or remarried. Before she died at the age of 83 I asked her why she never dated or remarried. She said simply “ how could I am still in love with him and he is my husband no one else would do.” What a man to model my life by. In her eyes he was perfect. That the type love I am searching for, Undying and unlimited.

Mybad!
2 MY FAM, FRNDZ, & FANZ....AZ U ALL KNOW I SAY GOOD MORNIN & GOOD NIGHT 2 U AZ MUCH AZ I CAN CUZ I HAVE LOVE 4 U ALL, BUT I HAVENT DONE IT N A FEW DAYZ & I WANTED TA TELL U ALL MYBAD, ITZ JUST BEEN A HARD FEW DAYZ 4 ME, I HAVE BEEN THINKIN ABOUT MY LIL GIRL ALOT MORE NOW THEN EVA & THOSE THAT REALLY KNOW ME ON HERE KNOW THA GET DOWN ON THAT! I WILL B BACK TA NORMAL N A FEW SO DNT THINK I DNT LOVE YA'LL OR HAVE 4GOTIN ABOUT YA'LL CUZ THATZ NOT THA CASE...SO I WOULD LIKE TA TELL U ALL MYBAD & WILL TALK TA U SOON :D

Help
I am going on the MS Walk tomorrow and, as any of my friends know, I don't usually ask for much of anything. I have had uncles die from MS and would like nothing better in this world than to get rid of this disease!!! Please, if you can, find it in your heart, donate, even if it is only $5. Jen http://main.nationalmssociety.org/site/TR/Walk/MNMWalkEvents?pg=personal&fr_id=8576&fr_id=8576&px=4747961

Redneck
GOTTA LOVE THEM REDNECKS......... Redneck word of the day "sodas" My girlfriend gives good head but sodas her sister New redneck pickup line: "Baby do u own a chicken farm? Cause u sure know how to raise some cock."

Love And Adore You
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you.

Blue Without You
My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're my best friend, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away.

Inside My Head
Ok so I have been in a world of caos for the last few months trying to figure out what it is in life I really want and why it seems that no matter how hard I try..I always seem to end up in this emotional darkness where nothing seems to go right and I become unappreciative. It's a sick little cycle that I've gone through my whole 20's and it's gotten me no where. Just when I feel things are normal and I have made all the right choices...something comes along and fucks it all up. It's pissing me off quite frankly. Really killing my natural southern charm. haha So last night..this vision (not sure what else to call it) comes to me and I get excited about the future..I figured out that the things I've been trying to avoid are the things that will help my soul. I know Im rambling so let me elaberate...I hate my job, I hate what I do and honestly no amount of money will make it better. Im almost 30 and for 10 years I have put off my true passion for what I thought would satisfy me. Don't ge

From The Bottom Of My Heart!
I set my status this morning to: "Just a bad day for me" in hopes that my friends would understand if I didn't answer their shouts, messages, or return rates as I always do. I never dreamed that it would have the reaction it did. I have received so many private messages, hugs, roses, a beautiful video, a candle, it just goes on and on. These were from people I have talked to on here, and some from people that just visited my profile today! If anyone doubts that there are some wonderful people here on Fubar, I hope they read this!!!! My close friends already know why this was a bad day for me, but for those who don't...it was a year ago today that my fiance' passed away and it's been a very emotional day to get through, filled with both happy and sad things running through my head and heart. I just can't put into words how wonderful it was to come on here tonight and find all these beautiful messages, mostly from people who had no idea what was wrong, just wanting to do

Poem I Wrote When I Break Up With Amanda 3 Years Ago Only Time I Can Write A Good Poems Is When Me Heart Broken And Im Sad
I waited forever for someone like you, What is it that you do? One wave, I cave. But not this time It’s me you’ll never find. I gave u my heart I gave u my all From the day we met And through every fall Why are u doing this I don’t understand All I ever wanted was forever to be ur only man My heart is breaking seeing u with another guy Naked and together, Why do u still lie? I was born to cry, hide, and lose, But I was raised to think, love and choose. You loved the drug, never me, I trusted you, so just leave! Everyone warned me, But I couldn’t see. Your hands covered my eyes, And now im crying my eyes out. And now they’re dry from all the cries. So I’ll move on and just let go, No more wondering, now I know. You need help there is no friend No Vicky exists and no stories to pretend Why couldn’t I make u see We could have been forever Why couldn’t you have loved and kept us together So many chances to tell the truth But u continued to lie

Anyone Up For A Ride? [the Sin Wagon Train]
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send me (aGEM4life) a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. 1. '♥aGEM4life♥' 2. 'Keith' 3. 'UnknownCowboy' 4. '♥ღKateღ♥' 5.

Leaving For Awhile
I am going out ot town in the next month or so, I'd like to see if you all can help me get to fu-king by then. I know that's a lot lol, even maybe get me close as you can. I will return all the love given when I can,just PM me and let me know you helped I won't be able to see all in the bar tab, if I get a lot. I will see if i can get another VIP and rate you all 11's for all the love, I will be posting a blog and a bully on when, i'm leaving.

Help Help Help
OK HERE'S THE DEAL TRIAD, NC AREA... i need to find a family lawyer around the triad area that has a soft spot from someone who really and truely needs help... and that is willing to take payments... .....i just can't take this anymore guys... if you know anyone or anything to help let me or mom know (here's her link) In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar thanks so much for reading this because i am desperate... in tears as we speak... all my love to all my dear friends out there in fubaria... Angel Girl + A 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

A Woman's Worth
Be careful if u make a woman cry, because god counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. i dont know who this was by but i thought it was awesome

Here I Am
Okay so a few of you have asked me to describe myself and for those of you on here who know me leave comments if you think im missing something ok? S here i go my name is Jessica i am a mother of one beautiful 7year old little giant named jade i am 6' tall and i am very stocky i look like a line backer and yes i am being honest or an amazon if it fits better . i am in a relationship an have been for the last 5 years with the same gentelman named Jason. In fact we just had our 5th anniversay together YEAH!anyways as i was saying i am a stay at home mom for reasonsii will explain shoukld anyone need a reason. i love artistic stuff I am a painter as well as a writer and a backup vocalist. I love music i love dancing and singing as well as just hanging out with friends preferably sober because i just am not a fan of drinking. i am very artistic as i was saying i knit crochet read write draw needlepoint cross stitch paint and i love scrapbooking i love taking pictures and cant stand silenc

Work Work
Well its Sunday and i have been working for what seems like a year on my new auction website, but its only been months. I sit and i watch hoping to see the number of member rise but with no luck yet. Another week will begin tomorrow and i hope to see my hard work start paying off and i know it does take time.

For All Bad Girls..especially The Newest
Hi Bad Girls...I Would Just Like To Remind All New Bad Girls That Want To Join..I Do Ask That You Rate Fan Add All Of The Other Bad Girls...I Have Been Told By A Few Bad Girls That Some Of The Newest Have Not Fanned Or Added Them..The Reason I Ask That You Do Rate Fan Add All Bad Girls Is I Would Like This To Be The Best Group/Family Around...I Know That Some Of The Bad Girls Have Been Friends From Before Joining..And Some Become Friends After Joining..If You Have A Problem With Rating Fanning Adding The Other Bad Girls..Just Let Me Know...Can't Find The List..I Will Give You A Link..Other Problems..Let Me Know And We Can Talk About That.. Thank You, Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls

Dbc Bash
THIS IS WHERE THE BASH WILL BE. SHELL ROCK,IOWA.AUGUST 8-10. WE HAVE IT ALL TAKEN CARE OF AND ITS SET IN STONE. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW AND SISTER HAVE AN AWESOME CAMPING AREA IN THE COUNTRY. ITS MANICURED AND PEACFUL WITH FIELDS AROUND IT FOR PRIVACY AND A BABBLING BROOK FOR SKINNY DIPPIN'. HE IS SUPPLYING THE HOGROAST AS WELL. THERES ELECTRICITY,RUNNING WATER,PORTAPOTTY ALREADY THERE,HAYRACKS FOR BAND STAGE AND IF THE WEATHER IS BAD THEY HAVE A BIG BARN WITH LARGE LOFT AND A STAGE ALREADY SET UP. THERES 4-WHEELERS TO RUN STUFF BACK AND FORTH. TOWN IS ABOUT 3 MILES AWAY AND WAVERLY WHERE WE LIVE IS ABOUT 10 FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO STAY IN A MOTEL ( LOTS OF MOTELS). SO THE COST HAS BEEN CUT TO NEARLY 0. WE JUST NEED TO HELP LAID TO REST AND SKULL'RZ BANE GET THERE AND I KNOW SEVERAL LOCAL BANDS THAT MAY BE THERE AS WELL. WE WOULD REALLY LIKE AN R.S.V.P. FROM ANYONE WHO KNOWS WILL BE THERE FOR SURE TO GIVE US AN IDEA OF WHAT TO SET UP FOR. THIS IS A DEFINATE. ITS ALL READY TO GO SO TRY A

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TRAILERGIRL hey why u yelling at my hubby??? ME "yelling at your husband"? First of all, who the hell are you & I didn't realize I was in a 7th grade chat room TRAILERGIRL uhmm what is ur obsession with the 7th grade..i happen to be 26 fukin years old here bud ME well, u & ur husband are acting like childish 7th graders that create drama by trying to get into everyone else's business. Try acting like a 26 year old & no one will accuse you of being a 7th grader TRAILERGIRL i am acting like a 26 yr old when my best friend comes to me saying that there is a guy on her fubar who is trying to get her to fuck him i start to have a mild attitude problem ME I'm sorry if you think you are acting like a 26 year old, but you are not. I'm not sure your IQ or how far you made it in school, or if you were in the special ed program. Last I checked, SHE is an adult & can make her own decisions. If she wants to fuck me that is HER decision, NOT you or your "husbands". If she is men

Dbc Patches
THIS IS THE PATCH FOR THE JACKETS. ITS 12" IN DIAMETER. ANYONE WHO WANTS ONE WILL NEED TO SEND US $50 PER PATCH. I HAVE AN ORDER FOR 12. AS SOON AS WE GET THE 12 SPOKEN FOR AND PAID, WE WILL SEND THEM TO YOU. WE ALSO HAVE BLACK T-SHIRTS WITH THE LOGO ON THE BACK AND FRONT THAT CAN BE ORDERED AS WELL. THEY WILL RUN ABOUT $15 EACH. THE COLOR IS ACTUALLY FIRE-ENGINE RED...I KNOW IT APPEARS HOT PINK BUT THATS HOW THE MONITOR PICKS IT UP.

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Application for Permission to Date My Daughter NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME______________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH______________ HEIGHT____________ WEIGHT_____________ IQ__________ GPA_____________ SOCIAL SECURITY #___________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________ BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES______________________________________________ HOME ADDRESS__________________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP_____ Do you have parents? ___Yes ___No If No, explain: _______________________________________________________________________ Number of years they have been married ________________________________ If less than your age, explain ________________________________________ _______________________________________________________________________ Do you own a van? _______________ A tr

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I am a photographer for hire will take whatever pictures you ask.I take family pictures,graduation,family reunions,weddings,personal pictures,I have very reasonable prices and do travel if the job requires.I have been taking pictures for 15 years and never get tired of it.I t is very rewarding getting to meet different people and seeing different places.There is no one picture that is the same there is always something different about each one

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In 1974 the Council of American Witches adopted a set of 13 declarations which described in broad terms the Wiccan world view. The document was simply titled "Principles of Wiccan Belief," and was intended as a tool to educate the public and new practitioners. It remains a defining document of the Wiccan faith 25 years later. 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We c

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My 16 year old Justin is in Sedalia this weekend for the State Freestyle/Greco Roman Wrestling Tournament. He moved up in class this year from cadet to junior..He won it all last year.. but as with everything, the competition in the junior class is much tougher than cadet. He has had no formal training in freestyle or greco roman, just uses instinct and the wrestling knowledge he already has..which is a lot.. so this year he took 2nd in freestyle..being beaten on points to the number 2 guy in the nation... at least he wasn't pinned! He thinks he will get 2nd to the same guy in greco roman as well, but I think he can win it! I'm so proud of my baby!

~ Male Or Female ~
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Dictionary Of Terms
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Margot Adler Speaks "We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at TV. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you -- to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think." ---Margot Adler "Drawing Down The Moon"

Army Chaplain Guide
Army Chaplain Guide I think this was intended originally for last rites but it obviously became much more, they couldn't just ignore the massive numbers of wiccan brothers and sisters. xxx hugs xxx The U.S. Army Chaplains Guide to Wicca A guide to Wicca for U.S. Military chaplins. EXTRACT FROM "Religious Requirements and Practices of Certain Selected Groups: a Handbook for Chaplains" U.S. Government Publication No.008-020-00745-5 Historical roots: Witchcraft is the ancient Pagan faith of Europe. This nature-oriented, agricultural, magical religion had no central organisation, but was passed through families. During the Christian era, particularly after the beginning of the systematic persecution of Witches in 1484, almost all the public expression of the Craft disappeared. Surviving in hidden and isolated places, Witchcraft has made a comeback in the twentieth century, partially spurred by the repeal of the last British Witchcraft Laws in 1951. Current World Leadersh

I'm Up For Auction :)
Own your FAVORITE FU! I have an auction going on RIGHT NOW. Go check out my pics folder labeled favorite fu auction. BID NOW! You can even own ME, the host!!! So get to bidding. Check out everyone thats in it. Throw some bids, if you can't... atleast rate the pictures. The contestants are also in the runnings for 10 bling and a 7 day blast... for the person with the MOST picture ratings!!!! UPDATE!!!! CONTEST ENDS MAY 6th at 7pm fu time (PST)!!! Here they are :)

~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~
~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~ I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Don't you worry Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now I've found you There's no more emptiness inside When we're hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Peace.

~ Unchained Melody ~
~ Unchained Melody ~ Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch, A long, Lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I need your love. God, speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea, To the open arms of the sea, yeah. Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me, wait for me, I'll be coming home, wait for me. Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered, hungered!, for your touch, A long lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I, I need your love. God speed your love to me. Peace.

Hold Me Down
i don't make everyone happy...... but it's ok......(its ok) and its ok...(its ok) I've been through this before it's nothing new (it’s nothing new)..it’s .nothing new (it’s nothing new) chorus: i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown don't worry about whatcha done now cause it's ok yeah yeah its a test to see how much you can take....it's nothing new it's nothing new, NOTHING NEW! i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try the water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown i am drowning...i am sinking....yeah! i am drowning...i am sinking... why won't someone help me? why won't someone help me? i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im

~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~
~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~ Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Peace.

Babys
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.' Everyone in the restaurant

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I just came across this article about a New York City columnist who has started an uproar by telling readers they allow their 9yr old child to ride the NYC subway alone!I am just wondering whats wrong with them.... I suppose I won't know for sure until I get there but I doubt my son will be left home alone at 9 let alone be able to travel the city unattended! "Critical parents accuse her of being everything from tragically misguided to engaging in child abuse. Yet, others agree with her that the current generation of parents has become "helicopter parents" who unnecessarily hover around their young children and treat them like fragile and delicate objects that must be watched and protected at all cost. Among those who agree with the columnist, some recall being allowed to run errands at seven and eight years of age without incident. Among those who disagree is a father of three in California, who cites dangerous traffic that makes letting a nine-year-old navigate the streets a

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so this girl "tattooed chickie" comes been coming on onto me for a couple weeks and just says she wants to bang and all this shit and im like no im not really attracted to you and find you gross, so in turn she starts sending people messages saying i gave her a yeast infection lol fucking fubar sluts yo

Real Food 4 Thought
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this pic shows what type of man i am . heres a pic of me and my babygirl which i dearly love . i went to hell and back for her if i had to do it again i would . i dont know how many dads would . but truthfully i do it all again.guys when she gets older she has 4 bothers dont worry about them just worry about daddy.

Lunar Festivals
Lunar Festivals January: Cold Moon February:Snow Moon March: Sugar Moon April: Rain Moon May: Flower Moon June: Long Days Moon July: Honey Moon August: Corn Moon September: Harvest Moon October: Blood Moon November:Rememberance December: Long Nights Moon The Blue Moon is considered the 'goal moon', at this time it is customary to set specific goals for yourself and to review your accomplishments and failures since the last one. The other 12 Moons all have special meanings as well. January is the time to conserve energy by working on personal problems that involve no one else. It is also a time for protection rites and reversing spells. During this month the energy flow is sluggish and below the surface. February is the time for loving the self, accepting responsibility for past errors, forgiving yourself, and making future plans. At this time the energy flow is working toward the surface; good for purification, growth, and healing. Mar

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Look in the mirror tell me what do you see Or can you lie to yourself like you're lyin' to me Do you fall asleep real easy feelin' justified and right Or do you wake up feelin' empty in the middle of the night You want to think you're different, but you know you never can You're just another ordinary man Hey politician, can't believe a word you say Almighty media, whose truth did you sell today? Watchdog of justice, who keeps their eye on you? Con man, song in hand, who you singin' to? The more I get to see, the less I understand I'm just another ordinary man Ordinary man, Just another ordinary man Comes a time to take a stand No rest for the wicked - they get it while they can The preachers and the teachers and your local Congressman Everybody plays the game they played since time began Lawyers and accountant - your media man Everybody's talkin' but nothin's gettin' said You're looking for the truth you better look inside your head I see the flash of ligh

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Its time too say Goodbye too a friend of many of ours. Today will be her last day on Fubar. She will be leaving us for real life. Please stop by and say hi and send her off with a smile. So that she will know just how much we all appreciated her friend ship. CherryPye*BigSexysFu-Girl* {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Links
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Goodies And Me! Xoxo
Je m'appelle Joli. MUAH! Become a part of my family for access to all of my family folders! I have just started to create my FU WORLD and will be adding and updating regularly. View pictures, chat with me here and let's have some fun! Just private message me to ask how! Each month you can renew and reserve your Family spot or choose to stay a friend. I will be designing some custom care packages for those true Joli fans as well. To include: NSFW Video Salutes, Autographed Pictures, Personal Items, Phone Calls, etc... If you have any requests or suggestions be sure to leave a comment. xoxo ~Joli~

Listen And Win!
That's Rite This Giveaway Sponsored By: The Spirits Den, & Snake Bite Radio Lounge Over The Next Several Week's Snake Bite Radio & Spirits Den Will Be Keeping Total's On The Amount Of Fubux Given In Prizes. When The Total Between The Two Lounges = 1 Million FUBUX The Next Trivia Question Will Be Worth 1 Million Fubux! The Jackpot Question May Fall On Friday,Saturday Or Sunday! You Have To Be Present In Either Spirits Den Or Snake Bite Radio Lounges And Be The 1st Caller! The Question Will Have Three Parts,Answer All Three Correctly. And Your A Fumillionaire! Music By: "Snake Bite Radio" Rock the weekend with Shock Jock Jokers Wild, DJ Aimee, DJ KrazyChick DJ Harleybaby69, DJ Punk & DJ Tanya Will Have Live Cams Going in the evenings Friday Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sat Morning 9 Am - Noon CST - Chaos in The Morning with a Special Guest Sat Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sunday ALL Request All Day 1st Round Is Always On Us... (Main Events

Last Night
For those who are my real friends and have took the time to care will understand this more! I went out with my friend and her two sisters last night to a bar and had the best time i have had in 2 years! I danced what little ass i have off!!!! LOL For those of you who have helped me through the last month or so, thanks for all the encouragement and shoulders to cry on! You have made me smile for the first time in months and i love you all!!!! You know who you are!!!!!

Lmaooo
ok i was talking to this dude the other day and i got a suprise!!! this cat is using my good friends photos and claims it to be himself pretty sad,so i asked him why is he using my friends photos and claiming to be him...sure enough he blocked me becuase the truth was to be told, well i remember when my boy had his account on fu this candyman dude checked him out and snagged most of his images and placed them into his own folders even though he could not use the salute my friend had since diffrent users had diff profile links well so i asked a good friend from fubar to get some information on this guy named candyman come to find out he likes young girls...check out his myspace he has Underage Kids on his profile and friends list,i know i should not care but just giving people heads up there is alot of fake people on the internet} so here we go let this people be known so if you have this dude as your friend/fam he is 100% fake trying to be someone he is not or ever will be Cur

Cancer And Aquarius
This is a not-so-hot combinaion. Cancer is too emotional to tolerate the dispassionate friendliness that Aquarious offers to his friends and lovers. If Aquarious is going through one of his turned-off phases, Cancer will take it personally and feel abandoned. Once in a blue moon these two might get it on but that isn't usual, nor is it satisfying or long lasting

Please Read And Thank You Ahead Of Time
This is probably what you all have thought a million times just afraid to say it.. and by no means is it about everyone.. cause I have met a few great people here.. Okay.. most of you won't like me after reading this.. hell, most of you don't even know me.. Now that you have ever taken the time to return comments, shouts or whatever... I want to know.. what the fuck is wrong with this site? Seriously.. what is wrong with it.. I have had eight people from my family list up and delete their profiles...They said they had to leave.. they felt isolated.. Why? Why does this happen? It is like you have to be part of THE families.. or know the top members to get anyone to say shit all to you..Or even be members of big lounges...Are people on this site so stuck on themselves.. to even see nice, decent people here? Well, I understand most of the top members here...ARE stuck on themselves.. Hell, me just saying "top members" means you have to BE someone in this place to even matter.. a

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Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

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Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Ashamed
i feel alone... i feel like i could die i feel alone... i feel like i could die... tonight carry on carry on don't feel ashamed.. don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i'm getting close... to the other side just close the door i'll leave the past behind me can you see my pride it's only one step away from freedom... freedom... i feel i can fly anywhere with anyone don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i love you baby... so don't you feel ashamed!!

Leveler Of The Day
WELL ITS TIME TOO DISCUSS THE LEVELER OF THE DAY.It has been brought too my attention that the lower levels are not going too be able too get chosen for the leveler of the day because of the rates they have. I understand that.. I found on my first day for example.Vanessa hit me with everything she had. She rated everything she could and maxed early just on me and wasnt able too help on level ups the rest of the day. So with that heres our options and majority will win on this. We can keep it as it is or I can choose who will be the level of the day . The choice is all yours... I will not be voicing any say in this. All levelers need too comment on this as too how thye feel. Remember if you are not participating you wont be chosen. You gotta give love too get it Thanks for all your input

Something To Believe In
~~For all my friends that believe & those who care about the lives and concerns of others. I love you all~~Bang a DrumJ. Bon Jovi I went to see the preacher To teach me how to pray He looked at me and smiled Then the preacher turned away He said if you want to tell him something You ain't gotta fold your hands Say it with your heart Your soul and believe it And I'd say amen Bang a drum for the sinners Bang a drum for the sins Bang a drum for the losers And those who win Bang a drum bang it loudly Or as soft as you need Bang a drum for yourself son And a drum for me I called upon my brother just the Other day, he said: John I'm gonna Die if I don't start to live again I work each day and night like clockwork Just trying to make ends meet I could kick this bad world's ass If I could just get on my feet I'd bang a drum for the dying Bang a drum for the truth Bang a drum for the innocence Lost in our youth Bang a drum bang i

Unwritten..a Song
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS "Unwritten" I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefinedI'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can

Song..hold On To Me
BO BICE LYRICS "Hold On To Me" Who am I to say you’re wrong For feeling what you feel There’s something in the way you talk Like you’ve forgotten what is real You don’t have to prove you’re strong To face it on your own Cause it’ll steal your breath It’ll wear you out It’ll throw you to the ground. There is a lighter day Hold on, hold on It’s closer than you let yourself believe Whoa-oh When life cuts you like a blade It’s gone so wrong You can’t remember who you’re supposed to be Hold on, hold on To me You can tell me anything Your deepest darkest fears I ain’t gonna judge you baby That’s not why I’m here You can lay your burden down You can lay it down on me And I’ll take it all I’ll lift you up I’ll pass you to the sun There is a lighter day Hold on, hold on It’s closer than you let yourself believe Whoa-oh When life cuts you like a blade It’s gone so wrong You can’t remember who you’re supposed to be

Just Babbeling
I think todays blog sould be a lil different so I'll start with my favorite Quote from Marcus Aurelius 121-80 AD, Roman Emperor, Philosopher "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart." To me this is not just a quote it's a way of thinking I believe that we cross each others paths for reasons. With my life being in the mess that it is in at the moment. being away from my girls is a very hard thing to deal with at times. Would I change things if I had magial powers, yes but this is the reality of the world it's not always cookies and cream. I guess what I'm really trying to get at is I want to say thank you to the friends that make these lonely days away from my grils bearable. I have had the pleasure of meeting alot of people here in fu-land, some came for a day others I hope are here to stay. I also want to say to some I haven't be a very good friend, being Bi-polar some days

I Dont Care About Pts ,,
I have no urge to have PTS ,, i came on here to talk to PPL ,, and make some frens ,, is it that hard to keep a conversation goin after the first talk? whats up with that? WARNING - im goin to clear up my list ,, and make real frens ,,

Racing News & Info
It is a sad day in the world of dirt track racing today as we say goodbye to another memeber of our family. Tandy "Suicide" Spurlock passed away last night after finishing a fantastic race night at the 201 Speedway. He was 43 years old & loved by race fans everywhere. He will be sadly missed!! We love you,Tandy!!!! When I get any info about arrangements,I will post for you local peeps!!! Love all of our racing Family ~ReD~

My Thoughts
I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when

Snafu
i cant go on.. its to hard.. the drugs cant help. death cant help. love is the reason it hurts so much .. i wish i could hate you.. i cant though.. i dont know why i love you so much.. its killing me. and death holds no release cuz i know you will join.. fuckedup.. its getting time for me to take the controler and play my last round and try to beat the score.. may you all forgive me when it finaly comes out

Imvu Tweaks & Codes
Basic 3 Box/Div Layout w/ Tutorial For use on IMVU homepages only Learn how to create a customize an IMVU layout with this basic 3 box/div layout code & tutorial by ChaChaFance. Image (Click for larger view): Unfortunately, the tutorial is too long to fit here, so you will need to go here to view the code & tutorial on Layouts By ChaCha. Note: I'd appreciate it if you did not remove the credit to me & my website, because I took a lot of time out of my schedule to do this for you guys! I get asked on a daily basis on how to make div layouts like this! :) Please let your friends know about this as well! Thank you.

Im Lost
im lost i have no clue how this works, it does not seem to be very user friendly and its very confusing, actually it sux. but whatever ill give it a try. just fyi im bitter and angry and i only date skinny fems so if your a fatty dont bother im not interested ok. call me an ass if you want but im being directly up front and honest, so none of us wastes our time. laterz

Thoughts...real Thoughts
So, I'm here having this conversation with someone who within 5 minutes of me adding as a friend, has read my page and appreciates the fact that I am one of the few that don't have to put naked pics up to get a good decent convo. I have talked to many on here that have said that they have met women from here and other sites whom, after looking at their pictures and conversating with them, decided to meet in person...and guess what...the woman was not who she said she was...the pics they had up were from 10 yrs ago when she was 50 pounds lighter and younger. Just for GP, my profile pic I have up now, I took today. I am still wearing the same clothes. I am real...so why is it that men still refuse to conversate with me or "get to know the real me" because I don't have ass, tits and just skin showing in all my pictures...isn't that what porn is for? I mean I am a freaky woman as well with the right person but why must I show everyone in cyber world that? I am not needy with low self estee

Inner Thoughts
They say, the way to your soul is through your eyes. Well, what if you could see through people’s eyes. If they were say, glass? Well well welll, now wouldnt that be interesting? To know what people are really thinking of you. To know what they really think of how you look. How you sound. The things you say. Every movement you do, what their thought or opinion is on it. I think i would rather choose not to be able to see or hear what you say or think. Because you know what? I say i do not care. But do i really not care? I think i do. I actually think everyone does. Now, im sure you are thinking wow, i dont want to hear all the negative things they will say about me. There it is. Right there. Why do our minds immediately go to the negative? What if they were saying nice things? Of course they arent though. Maybe some nice, but there is always negatives. But listen to me all of you who have been judged or been stabbed in the back with words that were used to hurt you. Who are they to jud

Hmmmmmmm
So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.

American Idol
Everyone who's into American Idol PLEASE VOTE FOR JASON CASTRO on american idol...he's the greatest. Jason is unique, and very talented.... He has the most beautiful sounding voice I've ever heard before.... He's got the most stunning blue eyes and just hott as hell. Not to mention he has a nice ASS! but of course these aren't the reasons i vote for him i think he'd make a great american idol cuz he is a beautiful singer!!!

Questions...
What is the meaning of love?....can somebody please tell me. I hear so many people say it but how do you know if they mean it. Yes its been said to me a couple of times but how do I know its true…..oh I know….they say it and then ma heart gets broken soon afterwards…that's normally how it goes for me each time. Yaw know what I'm talking about…..when u and the other person you're with makes that promise to never hurt you in anyway…..but then forgets all about that promise….or did they really forget and just didn't care. I wonder why people play with love. I hear a lot of people say "Oh, well love is so over-rated" or "I just want to be with them, the love will come later." Then they are the same people that want to complain about their heart being broken. Well, that's your own fault if you didn't make sure that you had love and if the other person you with also had love too. I hate the fact that I get so attached to somebody just because I love their personality. Especially when I c

Movies
As everyone knows, I have been working on getting the funding together for my next film.. While that funding has not yet been obtained, my Partner called this evening and tells me funding has come in for a revisit to our first film Red State Road Trip! So, in the next week or so, I will be away from the internet for a while as we get this next installment of that film completed! I'll try to update this blog while on the road letting all know what the progress is like. in the mean time I'll miss everyone on fubar while I'm away.. Shoot I miss you already and I'm still planning travel!! So while I'm gone.. Keep up the point race and maybe I'll be an Oracle when I return!

How I Feel
Sometimes I wonder how you really feel . You came to me so , Could this be real? When I saw you it was like love at first sight . You were innocent and carefree, how could this be right? The first time you touched me the anxiet built up inside. I was overcome with so many thoughts in my mind . You were gentle on the eyes with a salemen smile. Ithe love you passessed would be mine after while. How could I know it would go this far? There was somthing about you that captured my heart. Before I met you I was filled with sadness. Hurt by someone else plagued by never ending madness. But you made me happy once again . In you I found a lover and a friend . Tho we are Young I don't love you any less. So special to me , I know that I'm blessed. I love you more and more each day . I hope that you will never take your love away. Done by Christine

Small Pain In My Chest
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Asian dirt. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small pain in my chest." "I lo

Fu Warning Tff
hmmmmm i get warned by a female bouncer for posting comment picture's lol......well if the O SO MIGHT BOUNCER'S dont want them DONT allow them to be posted on FUBAR PEROID!!! and ive seen main account picture's that show worse than a stoopid comment ive sent out .........look's like the o SO MIGHTY BOUNCER'S are'nt doing such a good job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!

War In Iraq
Please show love to Dirty Red. #1 on my family, he's in the Middle East serving in the Air Force. He just had a birthday and I want him to come back an log on to see all the support that Fubar has for the men and women in uniform. So Please F/R/A him and fill his in box. The person who show the most love from now until he gets back will get 250k fubux if they also F/R/A me. You don't have to rate my pics, but pleas rate his. He will be letting me know who showed the most love and that person will get 250k fubux within an hours of me getting his message.

Bye Bye Bye
OK, TO ALL OF YOU'S WHO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH. WELL ALL I WILL SAY IS, MY MYSPACE IS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/N33NER AND MY E-MAIL IS ANDERSONROME@TWCNY.RR.COM.. I AM WRITING THIS CAUSE I HAVE NO TIME FOR FUBAR AND I AM PERIODICALLY ON MYSPACE AND YOU CAN ALWAYS REACH ME ON MY E-MAIL.. AND THERE ARE MANY OF YOU'S I LOVE DEARLY, SO I HOPE YOU KEEP IN TOUCH.. BUT BY THIS TIME TOMORROW I WILL BE DELETING THIS... LOVE YOU ALL CLINT

Creepy Crawly Stuff
One of my co-workers sent me this link after hearing of my latest spider incident (see pic albums). lol And I found another one in my garage and have him in a zip lock bag so that I can figure out just what he is and what him and his relatives are capable of doing to me!! lmao Copy and paste this link to read: http://www.darkfantasy.org/weirdtales/2007/10/weirdism-year-of-ninja-spiders

Goodbye Everyone!!! I Am Leaving Fubar!! It's Been Great Talking To You All!!!!
JUST WANTED TO SAY GOODBYE TO EVERYONE HERE ON FUBAR! I AM LEAVING AND WONT BE BACK. HAVE A GOOD ONE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRACI AKA SWEETDESIRE BYE!!!!!!

Fashionista.
Dear Boys, Stop wearing really tight pants and rolling them up to look as if there was a flood in the area. Also, streching ears outs looks really fucking lame. Dear Girls, Stop wearing those weird things you wear with skirts. Ummm, leggin's or something. Whatever, the multi-colored ones look really fucking stupid. And please, if you get a tattoo, make it meaningfull. Not something completely ridiculous. Sorry, I realize I'm no Calvin Klein, but these things just annoy me.

Contests 4 Others
I entered a giveaway to get 2 bling packs and need 14,000 comments. If you would please stop by and show some luv. Leave some Comments. I will be in there but at certain times I will be in there to give out something and you can get a bling, fu-bucks and gifs from me so go in and help out and maybe you can be one of the lucky winners. Thanks So Much And Hope To See You There:)

Ya Know Ya Wanna Check Out This Contest!
THERES A NEW NAUGHTY NITTIE CONTEST GOIN ON HAVE YA HEARD? WELL CHEAK IT OUT!! THE RULES ARE SIMPLE 1)NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER! 2)PIC MUST BE SFW! 3)MUST BE A LEVEL 5 TO BOMB OR ENTER IF NO SALUTE THATS OK YOU CAN STILL ENTER AND BOMB !!AS LONG AS YOUR AT LEAST LEVEL 5 4)FAMILY BOMBING WELCOME!! PRIZES 1ST PLACE PRIZE 1-BLING PACK EVERY MO FOR 6 MO. 2ND PLACE PRIZE 1MO. VIP 3RD PLACE PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I GET ATLEAST FIVE LADIES!!AND WILL RUN FOR A WEEK!!!!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER PLEASE E-MIAL ME YOUR PIC LINK AND A MESSAGE!! HOST OF THE CONTEST: THE ORIG.PONYBOY~FNDR OF IND. FMLY~I LOVE YOU LAURA LEI~ YOU R MY LIFE~YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM~~~~@ fubar

Funny But Sad News About The Dough Boy!
SAD NEWS... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Do

7 Weeks
I want to thank everyone for their "friendship" here at Foolbar. In 7 weeks, my life will be changing and I won't be on here as much. I have some words of widsom tho: #1: Don't ever tell anyone that you love them if you don't or have no intentions of ever proving it to them. #2: Don't assume that all women are stupid and retarded. #3: Don't take Fubar so seriously...but then again, refer back to #1! LOL It's a shame that I have made alot of friends on here and 99% of them are no longer my friend lol. It's also a shame that I foolishly gave my heart to someone on here to only have it thrown back in my face...hence why my very sturdy metal wall is back up and in effect. Let's just say when someone who says they love you and you feel the same, yet they don't want no one in the world to know that and your only communication is when they are at work...there's usually something behind that. Take heed to all who read this...people are fake and it's sad that the game is played a

What No Parent Should Have To Go Thru
March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn't because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm suppose to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irrationally that if you keep standing it won't be true but you know better as the scream comes out of your mouth and you pound on the desk with your fists hoping that will make it not true. The police thought that I was having a heart attack. People say a lot of b

Flattened
An Early Incarnation, Of A Bad Day I Got Up On The Wrong Side Again The First Hours Crawl Emotional Starvation, We Throw The Words Away Don't Wanna Swallow My Pride Again The Worst Waste Of All I Think I've Found My Way In, I Found My Way Out For Every time That You Live Your Life To Please There's Always That Trace Of Doubt An Early Incarnation, An Early Incarnation Of A Bad Day, Of A Bad Day I Got Up On The Wrong Side Again I Got Up On The Wrong Side Again The Worst Waste Of All The First Hours Crawl If I Could Only Erase, This Failure In My Head One Day If I Could Just Face Up To This Put The Past To Rest Live Your Life To Please Live Your Life To Please Live Your Life To Please There's Always That Trace Of Doubt An Early Incarnation Of A Bad Day I Got Up On The Wrong Side Again The First Hours Crawl The First Hours Crawl.

Honesty, Honestly
OK SO - I GET BORED AND I CLICK ON THE BORED GAME - WHERE YOU CAN RATE PEOPLES PHOTOS ON HERE... SO - ME BEING ME, I RATE PEOPLE TO WHAT I HONESTLY BELIEVE I THINK THE PHOTO REPRESENTS THEM AS... WHETHER IT BE A BAD PHOTO OF THE PERSON OR I JUST DO NOT BELIEVE YOURE ATTRACTIVE... I RATE IT HONESTLY AND HOPEFULLY PEOPLE WOULD DO THE SAME... BUT NOPE... PEOPLE DONT LIKE HONESTY - WHAT DO THEY DO?? THEY GET UPSET THAT I RATE THEM ANYTHING OTHER THAN A 10 AND TRY AND RATE ME A 1 OR SOMETHING RIDICULOUS... OBVIOUSLY IM NOT A 1 -- I MEAN, IF YOU REALLY THINK IM A 1 THEN GO AHEAD AND RATE ME A 1... BUT DONT DO IT BECAUSE YOUR FEELINGS GOT HURT... WOW WHAT A LOSER YOU HAVE TO BE TO BE THAT HURT BY PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW, ACTING HONSETLY TO YOUR CRUMMY INTERNET PHOTO... LAME BILLY BEANS

To Every Guy...
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Shatterd Like A Dream
Gee i dont know where to start!!! Well im kinda confused on what to do? Ive been talking to this female thats cool as a fan and then an ole girlfriend fromhigh school cumsinto town for a week and wants to hook back up? she has a man but hes in jail and i dont want to be the reason she moves back here to be with me i really want who ive been going after and its hard cause shes 200 miles away what should i do i know deal with it lol

Riding
Well this sunday had to be one of the best days of this year so far! If not it was the best day. I passed my riding test so now I can go get my Motorcyle license. Im hoping by the end of next month to have my bike on the road. I told a friend that passing that test felt almost as good as sex. When my bike is on the road now that is going to feel better then sex. Its been a long year waiting to get her on the road. Once my love hits the road I am going to hard to get hold of for a while. lol Anytime I can get her wheels on the road I plan on being out and about. The feeling of being free and having no worries is how I feel when I am on her. Even during the test when I was riding their bike I didnt really think about anything but the road and the wind. Well i gotta go for a few. Hope all you riders ride safe and make it to your destination in one piece

Independence
I am so tired of hearing people talk about how miserable they are, or how rough the have it. If that is the case, change it. The only person that can change it is u. No one can do it for u. Everyone tried telling me that I wasnt going to amount to anything when I got older because of some of the choices I made when I was younger. However I didnt listen to them and I was determined that I was going to have a good life and I was going to be successful. And if u look at me now I am probably one of the most successful 22 year olds that u will ever meet. People, please stop listening when others tell u that u cant do something because truth be told, u can do anything that u want, as long as u want it bad enough and are willing to do what it takes to get it. If u tell urself u cant do something then it wont happen. U got to have faith in urself. I am tired of seeing people dependent on others when all u need is urself. Step up people

Passions Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" you do more than that Without a word Without a thought You touch, lick, kiss, nibble, and suck on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust You know just what I want From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shiver Cry out Then faint The rush of sensation pass through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just your touch

Rest In Peace Grandpa
OK, it was official at 3:40 pm Friday my Grandpa passed from this world. Last week i was so angry when i heard he was brain dead it overrode my grief a lot an dkept me going. But when I heard that news Friday I cried, a lot. Been crying a lot ever since then. Im gonna miss him so much. He ment a lot to me and I dont think he really even really knew that. And sadly my brother who is deployed cant make it back for the funeral and I know Grandpa ment a lot to him too. Its hard right now. I have to keep going and acting like nothing is wrong cause I still have to continue to work and take care of house and kids. I dont want my kids to see me crying so im doing just about anything to keep busy. Oh, well. Im gonna miss him a lot. Rest in peace Grandpa. May the spirits lift you up and carry you to the Summerland where your spirit may rest so you can be reborn. i love you forever.

Things That Make Me Smile
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a money in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new pa

My Auction Is Over...older Brett's Is Just Beginning!!
OKAY LADIES!!! My auction has ended!! I am now owned by hottieangel!! she rocks!!! Now if u got to my page u might have seen another brett there....from arizona as well!! go figure 2 bretts fubar..arizona... This is Brett's 1st auction so you could be his 1st owner. Looking for a 3 month VIP to do EVERYTHING listed in pic and on caption below on auction page. Thx for looking and/or bidding ... Wish me luck CLICK PICTURE TO GO TO THE ACTUAL AUCTION

2008 Kentucky State H.o.g. Rally In Pikeville
More than 1,500 people are expected at the 2008 Kentucky State H.O.G. Rally in Pikeville June 12-14. It’s the first time in history that the rally will be held east of Lexington, said Rally Coordinator Tim Spencer. H.O.G., which stands for Harley Owners Group, is a non-profit, factory-sponsored motorcycle organization. H.O.G. Rallies, which occur annually in 48 states, attract visitors from all over the country and beyond, Spencer said. They consist of live music, organized motorcycle rides, games, food vendors, bike vendors and, of course, bike shows. Only those who own Harley-Davidson’s can become H.O.G. members, according to Spencer, though individuals can become associate members if they know someone who owns a Harley. The organization consists of more than one million members, with chapters based all over the world. This year’s rally in Pikeville will kickoff Thursday night with an Early Bird Party at the Eastern Kentucky Exposition Center for those who pre-registered for

Passions Volcanic
Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Hacked Again! Plz Help!!!
SOME AZZHAT HAS HACKED HER ACCOUNT AGAIN!!! PLEASE STOP IN AND RATE HER PAGE; SHE IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP OTHERS!!! bibabygirl@ fubar THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP! R/F/A, GET HER FU-DRUNK, BLING HER!

Friends Helping Friends
Momma Tasha is in a contest!!With our help!! She gonna win Some Bling!! Stop On By And Help her win this Thang!! ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door'@ fubar She needs 14,000 comments.. Can U Spare a few? Click Her Pic!..See ya all there!!

Me You And A Mtn Dew
OOOO yet another blog to fill with entertaining, interesting stuff that I like. I have a load of blogs now so I will just go threw and make a list and stick it here. It will show all my different sides

Disciple
Hi everyone, I am asking all of my wonderful friends to help me as much as they can on my road to Disciple. I have loads of stuff to rate, and if you have them bling me too. I have some giveaways too if you're a bomber. I have 2 specific folders (teddies & fairies), you will receive a bling for each of these folders for 100 rates per folder. Be sure to message her after you have finished to get your blings. Do both folders for 2 blings, 1 folder for 1 bling ;o) Thanks so much for all your help.

Moving Sucks
To everyone who I have talked to one here I must apoligize that it is extremely brief. I was supposed to move the last saturday of april and everything was set to go. However life has a funny way of changing when you least expect it and that did not happen. Unfortunately that meant that my net access was gone for two weeks and I had to use public PC's in order to do anything. I have not been ignoring anyone I just had severely limited connectivity, hopefully that issue will be resolved tonight and I will be able to do more on here. Thank you to all that have accepted my friend requests and those who have left comments.

Women Who Needs Them :-)
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and Embarrassing Passionate - Sloppy drunk Professional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very Fat Large frame - Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate - Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am

Russell The Love Muscle
I am a very out going person who love to live life on the wild side an wouldnt have it any other way,im a good friend to have,im very honest,my only fault is im a nympho i cant seem to get enough sex an yes i can be a romantic person and i beleive you should pleasure a women to the full. i beleive were all equal in gods eyes, and not every one is perfect.god nows im not and im not affraid of it,an every one has a dirty little secert.

Bored
i walk around in your head but am i in your heart i see there but it seems your not i wonder why i love you so i wounder why it hurt me so i care for you unlike no other yet it seems you have another im not why i feel that way yet is how it seems to stay with in my mind i walk around with in my heart i think out loud i feel the need to run away i feel the need to stay away i want to be wiht myself yet im scared to myself life i hard or so it seems if hve you in my heart feels mean i love you more everyday yet for some reason it feels you stay away so ill so go and try to be me yet all i want is to scream

The Fire In My Eyes
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel r

Just Being Me
HELLO TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY O U AND LIFE ISBUT A DREAM SOMETIMES. I LOVE MUSIC ESPECIAL COUNTRY AND I HAVE SEEN SO MANY STARS ITS NOT FUNNY. THE LAST ONE I SAW WAS TRAVIS TRITT OMG HE WAS SO AWSOME. I WILL BE GOING TO ANOTHER ONE OF HIS CONCERTS.

The Way It Really Is!
Have you ever just had some shit on your mind and came up with some Aristotle type shit? Yeah, I knew you did. Well I do that shit all the time - so pay attention and you might learn some shit. And if you got some shit on your mind, I might learn a thing or two. So to get this blog rollin' I'm gonna start slow. As I breeze through FUBAR, I ant help but notice the different personalities. In a sick and twisted way it reminds me of high school and the different cliques! How would classify the different FUBAR cliques? My thoughts later.

Funny Answers
* When people run around and around in circles we say they are crazy. When planets do it we say they are orbiting. * For a nosebleed: Put the nose much lower than the body until the heart stops. * For asphyxiation: Apply artificial respiration until the patient is dead. * For dog bite: put the dog away for several days. If he has not recovered, then kill it. * For head cold: use an agonizer to spray the nose untill it drops in your throat. * We say the cause of perfume disappearing is evaporation. Evaporation gets blamed for a lot of things people forget to put the top on. * If conditions are not favorable, bacteria go into a period of adolescence. * There is a tremendous weight pushing down on the center of the Earth because of so much population stomping around up there these days. * Respiration is composed of two acts, first inspiration, and then expectoration. * A vibration is a motion that cannot make up its mind which way it wants to go. * To collect

My Writing
Darkness Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly There are walls around us we feel like all we can do is crawl Something Holding us in Noone understands the pain. noone for us to call. noone sees the death inside. noone knows what we try to hide. Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we Fly We sit alone in the dark does noone se we need help Did we die that night too or did we shut you out. Through The Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly noone sees us noone calls we are alone we hve to fend for ourselves we should have went that night too no more pain,no sorrow,noone to shut you out. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly Promises were made for that end of time For us they would be there all the time A year has gone by it gets worse with time. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly We were all close at one time A

The Meaning Of The Blue Rose
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi

In The Shower
I like fantising about you in the shower. Kissing deeply our tongues steel deeply into each others mouth. As you knead my tits and tweek my nipples. I stoke your cock gently as it tingles to attention. I kiss down your chest and take you into my mouth, warm lips around soft dick. I barely breath through flesh and running water. MMM... It feels so good. I mumble "You like the way that feels" your dick in my mouth... I continue to stroke with my hand. Hands pressed against wet wall, steam and heat cloud vision, i reach back grab your cock and send shivers when i rub my pussy lips. Then i grind back slowly so slowly, every inch entered feels gripped and held. Rotation of my hips pushes your head against my walls. I grab your ass and pull you deep into me. You hang to my hips and gaze my tattooed back and its new found connection in you. Like the way that feels. You like the way your cock feels inside me. MMM... I love it fuck me harder. You grip my hips and pull into me. Sou

Moved To Amarillo Texas
so yeah i moved to amarillo texas...been up here since march 14th...and im lovin it... and im becoming a correctional officer...to work at the prison here.... good times good times.... moving is the best thing ive done so far this year lol

French Cuisine Part Three
Spongecake with pineapples Type of dish: Dessert Nb of covers: 6 ppl Preparation n cooking: 30 mn Budget: Economic Origin: Europe Difficulty: Easy Ingredients: • One pineapple cut into circle • One cup of water per spongecake • 2 cups of powdered sugar • 1 ½ cup of rum • 1 cup of marichino cherries Pastry cream : • 4 eggs • 17.64 oz of skimmed milk • 1 TBSP of cornstarch • 1 TSP of vanilla • 2 cups of powdered sugar • Spongecake Material used during receipt : • 1 knife • 1 a cuttin board • 1 large pan • 1 mixer • 1 spoon of wood + spoon • 1 glass • Spongecake boxes Receipt in calories : Pineapple and syrup : • Total calories of the receipt: 1169.4978 kcal • Calories: 194.92 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.33 G per anybody • Protids: 0.00 G per anybody • Glucids: 39.17 G per anybody Pastry cream : • Total calories of the receipt: 937.676 kcal • Calories: 156.28 kcal per anybody • Lipids: 0.05 oz per anybody • Protid

A User To B Warned Of...
the following 2 links are of the same man... he hooks up w women online, says that he is supposedly tired of the head games, talks a big game claiming to b a womans soul mate, he has hooked up with 2 other women i have found on this site alone, he has many others on my space and gothscene.com. i am tired of being the one he claimed to have wanted to marry and b with if any woman has been approaced by him and would like proof that my words r tru please let me know and i will post pics of txt messages from him stateing how he supposedly loved me and couldnt wait to marry me. his game ends here and now. he claims to a woman that he has been used, and lied to and tired of the games, trust me...he is the one who plays the games. i actually believed him, we started talking back in july of last year, we have met several times. Lord Death@ fubar DEATHANGEL@ fubar

Guys
okay so im seeing this guy we have been together for a week but as i spend more and more time with him i realize maybe he's not the guy for me. He has alot of issues that maybe i am not ready to have to deal with. I am so good at picking them i tell ya. I need help like a matchmacker or something because im obviously not picking good ones...lol

Poem Please Dont Steal
Wwhen your path seems narrow and shadows burk behind keep moving forward althought its an uphill climb Never look into the past focus on whats in store always reach for your dreams believe you can be more and if some dark day the rain begins to fall close your eyes and think of sunshine and you can erase it all when your heart gets broken and you think you'll always grieve remember you can move mountains if you only BELIEVE

Contest Photo
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW PLEASE RATE MY PIC FOR ME COMMENTS ARE ALLOWED BUT RATES ARE WHAT COUNT FOR ME.... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.....XOXO ~HEATHER~ P.S YOU MUST RATE AND ADD THE CONTEST HOLDER SHE IS THE OWNER OF THE FUBAR FLAMING HOTTIES

The Truth About Readheads!!!!!!
Redheads 'have more sex than blondes or brunettes' Blondes may have more fun but redheads have more sex, according to new research in Germany. The study by Hamburg Sex Researcher Professor Dr Werner Habermehl looked at the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared them with their hair colour. He said: "The sex lives of women with red hair were clearly more active than those with other hair colour, with more partners and having sex more often than the average. The research shows that the fiery redhead certainly lives up to her reputation." He added that women who dyed their hair red from another colour were signalling they were looking for a partner, and added: "Even women in a fixed relationship are letting their partners know they are unhappy if they dye their hair red. They are saying that they are looking for something better." Psychologist Christine Baumanns said however that it may not be the women who were to blame for the better sex lives of redhead

Falling
I slipped on a thought And fell into a dream of you Letting go of conscious grip I’m falling… …into …you I’ve thrown out sense Along with inhibitions And needless cares Because I’m falling… …into …you Wrap me up in your love I’m yours for the taking I won’t put up a fight Because I’m falling… …in love …with you

Seduction
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...

Madison Lyn 5-9-96 To 10-2-03
Missin you more everyday beautiful!!!! PROFILEDESIRE.COM Madison Lyn ~~I Remember~~ Laughing,smiling,talking,crying, That was all her time was buying. I remember the phone call saying she didn't make it I remember the pain, and still can't take it... They said it was her time to go, Thats a fact I did'nt want to beleave. I would do all I could to get her life back. It is her beautiful smile we all lack. I miss her glowing and happy face. The one no one could ever replace. I feel so bad, your probably wondering why? It's just the simple fact we never said goodbye..... Her death has left us in such deep sarrow. But we have to realize there is no promise for tomorrow!!!! We Love you little miss Square Garden and will always miss you!!!

Blogs For My Team Of Hotties!
Hey Girls! Hope you all had a marvelous Monday and your week has started off fabulously! I was trying to think what I could do as your Chief that would be special to you and the one thing I came up with is to give each of you all of my 11s. So, I'm going to start tomorrow at the top of my Hotties folder and IF you have 100 photos posted then I will rate 100 photos an 11. So yall bare with me during this time and I promise to get to each of you~ This will help you level and gain more FU points!~ Once I've finished this if you guys have any ideas that we can do as a team or as an entire Hottie group, please let me know!~

I Am Very Proud Of My Erica
Hi everyone my name is Bonnie...I am a 39 year old genetic girl...born female....I am happily married to Erica...Erica is a pre operative transsexual, she is on hormones and t-blockers, 3 years end of this month....this past friday we went and she filled out the paperwork to have her name changed to Erica legally...We both have recently told our mothers about Erica as well...we have a 15 yr old son, and yes he knows all bout Erica...and he is fine...Erica and I have been together 22 years, married for 16 years...I will always be here for her... hugggggggggs to all Bonnie

What A Waste
On My Knees I Break Down Tear-Streaked And Broken I Know It's Pointless A Waste Through And Through The Tears That Spill For You A Passion Burning For Unrequited Love Looking Down To End It All I Fall Further And Further Til... I Sigh And Think What A Waste

Its Not The First Time
Yeah I loved you, no question But I have learned my lesson You thought you broke my heart But now that we're apart I see so, so clearly that it's all the same You hurt me completely but I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time I hate this delusion I've come to this conclusion I loved you, don't know why Was just a waste of my time. Regret it, forget it; cause it's all the same You hurt me completely; But I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time

Age
Seconds, minutes, hours, days... Passing by in many ways Leaving footprints on my life Giving and receiving smiles... Frowns and fears, joys and fun Many things have just begun Some are over, never back Never easy to get the track Thirty is the key word here Happy Birthday - don't forget to cheer ;) Ok ok, I'm not that shy - B-day wishes and greetings are very welcome :)

Stalkers
I woke up this morning and deleted 24 photo comments that all said I love you...or something to that effect from this guy sexyboy...I went out for a few hours this afternoon and i came home to 20 NEW comments from the same guy...can we say WOW stalker much :s Lots of fun LOL Many Smiles April ♥

Contest
Ok, so I am looking for art work. Not just any art work but something extremely creative. What I am doing is taking ideas and art work (computer art is welcome too) to airbrush on my 2007 Harley Fatboy. So you can see how important this is to me. After I get the pics in I will review them and choose a few that I like most. The person responsible for creating the final pic that I end up using on my bike will have their name published in the international mag that the bike is posted in. Also they have the opportunity to make some serious cash, because not only am I looking for art work but so is many of my biker buddies. So get your creative minds churning and get started. (BTW my weaknesses are dragons and military just for a little hint) I will also post the pics in a blog to have other users vote on them as well. Thank you in advance Just so you know this is the guy that will be doing the airbrushing for me http://airbrushxtreme.com/ click that link and check out his work

A Clue
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

We Are Eleventh Hour
We are 11thr otherwise known as Eleventh Hour. We are a full service staffing agency that connects amazing people with amazing jobs. We at 11thr are trying to be different, to break out of the words staffing and recruiting... We want to change the face of recruiting and staffing forever. The two words recruiting and staffing always seem to come with negative connotations. WHY? Because most of the staffing agencies of the world offer; little value, treat their recruits (candidates) like a number in a database, charge their clients too much, don't offer enough flexibility for contractors or high end candidates and don't pay their candidates enough money. So our goal here is to... 1) Find better candidates for our clients who need talent. 2) Pay our candidates better rates and salaries than our competitors. 3) Charge our clients less and give them more "bang for their buck". 4) Offer different services to give better options to our clients. 5) Offe

My Contest
Hello to all my wonderful Fubarian friends and family!!! Once again, my wonderful Fu-Bomber family has put me in a contest to win a 1 month VIP, or a 7 day Blast. I need 12,000 comments to win. I am sending out an S.O.S. to you all in hopes that you will show some love, and come bomb my contest picture. Below, you will find the link. Thank you and much love to you all!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&i=3926975924

Always And Forever
I LOVE YOU HERE,THERE,EVERYWHERE, EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE MY AIR WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO ME, TI'S YOUR.PERSONALITY THAT SHINES TO ME. BEING WITH YOU SHOWS WAT LOVE CAN BE I NEVER WANT ANYONE TO TEAR US APART. A PIECE OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN IT THERE NOTHING I COULD WANT MORE THEN YOU. YOUR ARE SO SPEICAL IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE WAY. THERE NOTHING I COULD TRADE YOU FOR, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, TO JUST PASS YOU BY.AND SAY MY LAST GOODBYES. WHEN I SAY GOODBYE I FEEL EMPTY. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOTHING BUT LONELY. WHEN WE SAY GOODBYES I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH I CARE I CARE FOR YOU. I REALIZE WHAT I WOULD BE WITHOUT AND NOTHINGI'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU THAT WHY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU.

Winters End
know they say we have to wait till Winter ceases for this season I Love the snow but not this much I think we've had enough I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I see the buds upon the trees so patiently they wait to be reborn to bloom so prould I hear the birds outside my home I see them flying high above in serch of food for thier young chicks I long for sspring and its rebirth to give me strength and life again I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I long to feel it's touch again like a Lovers dear embrace

Dark Places
There are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole Through my surrender I’ve broken through fear And the pathway to truth Is now open and clear Ive seen through the anger And pain of my past With receptive acceptance Ive found peace at last I wish my secret Could see the sun And its days in hiding Were over and done For there are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole

Memories
Wishing today was the days of my yesteryears, I might have changed a bit of my ways. Things could have been different, life would have been lighter I may have looked before leaping inside of myself. Must we wait until time has moved on to yearn for loves we have lossed, those bridges we burned, and rocks left unturned. Then only to find through the business of life we have not yet defined who we are and our own true selves. In spite of hard life lessons we learned, decisions we made and our own paths we paved. Then one day we awake and discover good or bad, happy or sad, whatever choices we made we arrived at this destination in spite of ourselves

Life
here it is how is the easiest way for some one to tll a person their true feelings when the person they want to tell this to lives so far away. i'm starting to fall pretty hard and have no idea how to tell him this. i want him to know but other then writing him a letter or telling him online we really can't talk. any ideas?

Darkness Of Light
Life caresses me with false hope, but Rage, Anger and Contempt are my companions. Passion tempting a wilted soul, while demons continue taunting me. The carousel of life continuing, no destination, no purpose, no end. A continuous circle of blind contentment, while reality invades from the shadows.

Thoughts
I stand, at the edge of the abyss, with only darkness below. A storm of self doubt rumbles on the horizon, foretold by the thunder of disappointment. I shake, precariously balanced at the edge; serpents surround me, grinning at the confusion. The storm roars closer one last step into the abyss. A quick glance above, thru the darkness, thru the confusion, I search. I find. Filtered thru the clouds unfolds a clinging glimpse of hope. A treasure to embrace: My Sunshine, My hope, My future, My life.

Run Away
Sometimes I feel like the word is looking over my shoulder I feel my patience growing shorter I dontwant to know I dont want to feel I dont want to be I dont want to sound crazy! I dont want to sound insane! Have you ever felt the same? I cant take the pressure Just want to run away I make believe Im feeling better Cause I cant take the pressure Just need to run away

Own Her
Would you like to own a DIVA!!! Come check your Whispers and see what she has to offer. If you don't wanna bid just stop and rate her. Just click the picture below and start the bidding.... Good luck Whispers...MWAH!! MSMAINE

Lapdogs - Funnies
John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gimmick. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day, John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a robot that John claimed was actually a lie detector. It was just about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. "Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?", they asked. "Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project" said Tommy. The Robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. "Son, this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you went after school." "We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie." "What did you watch?" asked Marsha. 'The Ten Commandments." answered Tommy. The Robot went around to Tommy and once again slapped him, knock

Disfigured Bald Eagle To Get A Bionic Beak
ST. MARIES, Idaho - She has been named Beauty, though this eagle is anything but. Part of Beauty's beak was shot off several years ago, leaving her with a stump that is useless for hunting food. A team of volunteers is working to attach an artificial beak to the disfigured bird, in an effort to keep her alive. "For Beauty it's like using only one chopstick to eat. It can't be done" said biologist Jane Fink Cantwell, who operates a raptor recovery center in this Idaho Panhandle town. "She has trouble drinking. She can't preen her feathers. That's all about to change." Cantwell has spent the past two years assembling a team to design and build an artificial beak. They plan to attach it to Beauty next month. With the beak, the 7-year-old bald eagle could live to the age of 50, although not in the wild. "She could not survive in the wild without human intervention," Cantwell said. The 15-pound eagle was found in 2005 scrounging for food and slowly starving to death at a landfill

Things To Ponder
*Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? *If all the world is a stage then where is the audience sitting? *If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay you to do it? *If you are cross-eyed and have dyslexia, can you read all right? *Why is bra singular and panties plural? *How come abbreviated is such a long word? *Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of a bottle? *Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garment in a suitcase? *Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? *Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light?" *Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? *If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? *If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? *Why do we say something is "out of whack?" *What is a whack? *Why do "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? *Why do "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? *Why is phoni

Entrapment
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Men Are Like...
# Men are like....Animals Messy, insensitive and potentially violent, but occasionally make great pets. # Men are like.....Bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. # Men are like....Beer. The first sip is always bitter. No matter how many varieties you try, they are essentially the same; tasteless, full of bubbles, destabilize your metabolism and give you a headache, but somehow they linger and you either can't finish one or you can't get enough. # Men are like.....Bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. # Men are like....Bras. They offer light, medium and complete support. # Men are like....Buses. They come every 15 minutes. # Men are like....Buses. They have spare tires and smell funny. # Men are like....Computers. And a smart woman keeps a backup. # Men are like.....Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. # Men are like.....Curling irons. They're always hot, an

Your A Angel Now...
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP. I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINT ON SNOW, I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENING GRAIN, I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN. WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH, OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT, I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE.

The One!
You are the essence of my life You are the reason I am alive You are my heart and soul You are why I continue to survive You bring me happiness You bring the meaning of eternity You bring completeness to my life You bring everlasting love to me You have been my dream You have been what I have waited to fall for You have been my guiding light You have been the woman I adore You will be my heart beat You will be my partner in life You will be my complition You will be my wife

Morals?
Does anyone have morals nowadays? Not just on here of course but just in general. Married people cheating and lying. People falling in love overnight and not even getting to know the real person or meeting them in person, then wondering why things don't work out the way they want it to. People sleeping with married people and not giving a fuck. People saying I love you and not meaning it or meaning it but not showing it. It's craziness I tell you. Am I the only person left on the planet with some kind of morals still intact?

Just So You Know........
Just so you know, if you have tired in anyway to contact me and got no where, don't take it wrong, but I have kind of dropped off the face so the earth. I have been in a very mean and pissy mood, and I don't know why. I am shourded in darkness and I don't care that I am, thats just it I don't care about anything anymore, maybe thats good maybe thats bad only time will tell. I feel as if I am standing on the edge of an abyss and at any moment I am going to fall in, would that be so bad? To finally lose ones self compeltly? Guess life just holds no joy for me right now! And I don't know why. Oh well at some point I will snap out of it and be myself again its just going to take time is all. So now you know why I haven't been answering my phone or shouts just don't feel like it!

11 Rules To Fubar
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu

Our Journey
Life is a very complicated Hoping we have some control Always wondering what is next But never knowing whats in store We try to do our very best With good intensions in our mind Hoping the next decision will turn out right And our life will be better off We push forward during bad times Looking for that one thing That will turn our lives around And bring us back to our reality But no matter what we do We realize that we do not control Any part of our life here It has already been decided Two things are at work Fate and destiny We make choses every day But we will always end up on their path

Friends
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

Help Save My Kitty!!!
Hey guys!! I need your help!! I have the sweetest little kitty who means the world to me. His name is Tyson and he's a year and half old. He was recently playing outside when he stepped and stabbed into his paw and is now very infected. He has to have surgery ASAP. If not the infection will spread into his whole body and will need a bigger more expensive surgery. So this is where you come in. I've decided to share my naughty pics with you guys for a donation that will go towards Tyson's surgery. I'm asking for $30 for a month for some very sexy sexy pics. It totally will be worth it!! I will update with new pics as often as I can. Trust me guys it will totally be worth it and plus you will be donating to such a great cause. PLEASE DO NOT SEND FRIEND REQUESTS UNLESS YOU'RE INTERESTED IN DONATING!! All friends have access to the pictures and the friends are the ones who have donated. If you guys don't care for the pics but still would like to donate you can donate as much

Why Being Alone Feels Sooo Good
I'm in a selfish point in my life right now. I honestly can say that I enjoy having time for me again. Not having to worry about calling a man, doing things for him, or making sure his needs are met. It's actually the first time in a long time that I have been able to focus on me. I have put so many guys needs before my own. Weird thing is I'm not terribly lonely. I thought I would be. I thought I'd be struggling with not having sex but it has been amazingly easy. I have turned a few guys down, or just walked away from the situation without giving in. I'm pretty proud of myself, as this is not who I was almost a year ago. Me, last year around this time would have gave in because that was what the guy wanted. I was always so eager to "please" and to be accepted. Now, I'm like "fuck it" either the guy likes me for who I am, or he can find some other girl to fool around with. I refuse to lower myself to have meaningless sex with just anyone. I want to have a meaningful

This Is Me...
I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl. I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food. I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper. I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos. I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off. I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone. In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy. I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should. I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney. Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it. I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone. I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone. I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

Erotic Writer Doing Research!
Hi friends, Worked for a men’s’ sophisticate magazine writing occasionally back a few years ago, even edited several books…now working on my own soon to be an erotic tale of … Working on that…I have many tales of my own, but doing research to see if any others want to share their tales of sensual erotica…you feel like sharing some of your most erotic tales that just curled your toes…I’m willing to listen… Are you bold enough to share?

Love On Me!
SHOW MY HOMEGIRL RKKENNEDY HOW MUCH SHE IS LOVED SHE IS IN A AUCTION AND NEEDS A VIP ASAP!!! HER OFFERINGS *added to family *added to top friends *promoted in pimpout bulletin to my friends *gifts and comments every day *3 salutes (sfw) *rate 11's if given a VIP... *mentioned in HH or blast AND DO NOT FORGET TO DROP HER SOME RATES R COMMENTS IN HER BLING CONTEST MESSAGE FROM ANGELDAWN AND IF U LEAVE HER 50 COMMENTS U CAN GET ONE PIC EFFECT 100 COMMENTS 2 PIC EFFECTS AND 200 ONE FUBAR LICENSE TAKE A LOOK AT MY WORK N MESSAGE ME (first five people so let me know what u doing so I can know when to cut off people ty) *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*@ fubar PLEASE REPOST N F/A/R BOTH HOSTESS LudacrisWhat's Your Fantasy?

Rate Dreams And Bratts Pic
This is a contest for the Fubar's Flaming Hottie's and I need your help. This is a rate contest (comments welcomed). I love all my girls and I need help choosing the top 12 for my calender that i will be making. You need to F/A/R the onwer of the Hotties and contest in order to vote. THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY MAY 5TH 3PM EASTERN TIME TO MAY 19TH 3PM EASTERN TIME. 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~*FLAMING HOTTIE*~CLUB F.A.R ~@ fubar So fubarians I need all the help I can get. All you need to do is click on the photo's below and vote. Please NO DRAMA AND NO FOUL COMMENTS. They will be removed. The hottie's are allowed to pimp themselves out along with my group pimpouts in my blog and bullies. So here they are:

Vip.
Ok so I still haven't gotten my vip from completing my last giveaway so now I have entered a new giveaway I need 20k comments and my friend TinkerbellMN84 is offering to pay 5k in fubucks for every 100 comments done so just pm her after every 100 comments! click here to bomb JoshuaLee ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Darkness & DJ Beagle & ^sin^}

Funny Stuff My Family Sends Me!!
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!

Always A Dream
My Breath get heavy heartbeat rises without reason... head swims and dizzyness comes, eyes halfclosed but seeing all you ever wanted - known and so close, the very taste on your lips...sweet, savored, fresh as your heart... new. She's a distant dream that brushes your heart within and finds the smile held hidden and tight...quietly awaiting... and gently found, brought to life and so tenderly traced, kissed by fingertips with an awesome caring you've not ever known. Touched... by your dreams. Such cannot be, shouldn't be, couldn't be... but you are - touched none-the-less, and so closely held in arms enfolded tight. Wrapped round and around you inside and out. Held and holding, and always just a dream.

It's Ok
As I Sit Here And Watch The People Go By Passing In To Say Hi Now And Then Brings A Smile To That Pretty Face. I Long Live A Exciting Life. I Wouldnt Know What To Do With All The Special Friends On Here. I Seem To Mend Broken Dreams And Get No Thanks Inreturn But Thats Just Ok. When U Cry I Cry And We Really Dont Know The Right Answers To That Tiny Cry. Your Drama Is Never My Sorrow Or Pain. As A Friend I'll Always Be Here.

Do You??
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? REPOST AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS U GET

Dont Know Why I Bother
i am less then 1200 comments away from getting my vip and not one person other then my husband, mel, my sister, her friend, southern discomfort have come to help me..If i missed anyone please let me bc I want people to know who my real firends are.. I have rated for people when they have come to me and asked to me lend a hand to help them reach thier goals. So as far as i am concerned that from now on if the help is not returned i am done rating people when they ask for help.. I have posted several bulletins as well as my friend blueyesmel and not gotten any reponse from anyone hardly.. So thank you to all who have helped me I am very greatful and if you ever need my help let me know. So if you are interested in helping me please click on the photo below or go to cherrybombs page to the 1 month vip with 7 people and comment bomb my pic

My Relationship With Mike Lemke
It's kinda weird how we first met. I went to a goth bar(my first time going)and I really did not expect much a friend told me that it's a cool place to go to so I decided to check it out. I was not expecting the pleasant dark atmosphere. That and the guys that were there were so hot. I wanted to dance up on the stage and there was this hot guy with black vynal pants and a fish net shirt dancing up there to some really good rave music. So I decided to dance along side him just to see if he would notice me. And he did but he did not act on it at first so I did not think he was interested in me. Boy I was wrong. Right before bar close I told him to follow me and he said ok. I walked behind the dart board and pulled him by the shirt close to me and kissed him. He begged me to go home with him but I declined his offer. Because I had already made a previous engagement with someone else.(Which I regret ok.) I spent the night with the wrong guy. Which made my weekend suck. So I called Mike up

My Awesome New Life!
I'm so excited, I got the job I applied for last week. Was kinda funny ... she interviewed when I turned in my application and said she was gonna check my references and get back to me. Well she called 4 days later and asked me to come in today for an interview. I was a bit confused, but said ok. When I went in today she offered me the floor supervisor job, said my references were great. So Wednesday I start my job and lots of training. YAY ME! LOL! Oh and it's not all the way in town only about 15 minutes away. So the driving won't be so bad in the winter time. I also won a tool set that I put in for at a Barrick Mine bbq last Friday. The bf is quite content with his new RYOBI drill, power saw and rechargeable flash light. LOL Well anyways I'm exhausted, been a long day and tomorrow i'll be busy cleaning house! I'll be on for a bit so say hello!

Pray For The Twins
PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO PRECIOUS TWIN BOYS. THEY WERE BORN 4 MONTHS EARLY AND HAVE A LONGGGGGG WAY TO GO FOR RECOVERY. BOTH HAVE BEEN HAVING MANY UPS N DOWNS, INFECTIONS, ETC. THEIR MOTHER IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE N SO IS HER FATHER. I AM PLANNING ON GOING OUT TO OHIO TO SEE THEM IN A FEW WEEKS. THEIR NAMES ARE GRIFFIN N CHRISTIAN. HOPEFULLY THIS URL TAKES YOU TO THE SLIDE SHOW TO SEE THE PICS OF THEM. http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=13t7qqsx.192dzbjx&Uy=-tliry3&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0&UV=94005915189_12749360413&localeid=en_US

Best Time For Sex: Oh, 3 To 13 Minutes
By MEGAN K. SCOTT The Associated Press NEW YORK — Maybe men had it right all along: It doesn’t take long to satisfy a woman in bed. A survey of sex therapists concluded the optimal amount of time for sexual intercourse was 3 to 13 minutes. The findings, to be published in the May issue of the Journal of Sexual Medicine, strike at the notion that endurance is the key to a great sex life. If that sounds like good news to you, don’t cheer too loudly. The time does not count foreplay, and the therapists did rate sexual intercourse that lasts from 1 to 2 minutes as "too short." Researcher Eric Corty said he hoped to ease the minds of those who believe "more of something good is better, and if you really want to satisfy your partner, you should last forever." The questions were not gender-specific, said Corty (who, it must be noted, is male). But he said earlier research has shown that men and women alike want foreplay and sexual intercourse to last longer. Dr. Irwin Gol

Hmm
Why is it that that so many people are fake? I mean is it just because they have such a crappy life? Who don't? But damn if you are going to lie, at least be good at it and think on your feet! Cuz people talk trash, and can't back it up. Or some how they forgot they even said anything just moments before.. Damn I swear there isn't honest people anywhere it seems..

Reflection
As someone who calls themself an artist... inspiration is hard to come by sometimes. Which leaves me comtemplating... should I... can I... even call myself an artist... Am I worthy of such a title? Is what I do, what I create... what I live for... art? Then everything with me revolves around this... Everytime I struggle, it comsumes me. And I know everything will be ok. Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hill. Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand what you tried to say to me. And how you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen. They did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frame less heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world. And can't forget like stranger

The Past...
Can you imagine how it is, to want to be neither inside or outside... to want to be no where and disappear? In two years time, my scar became pale and shiny and I had no memory... That is the way it is with a wound. The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. And once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. After a while I didn’t think it was a terrible life, no, not really. After a while I hurt so much that I didn’t feel any difference. A person has very strange thoughts when it seems that life is about to end. And I want to tell you this: We are lost, you and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others. But now that I am old, moving every year closer to the end of my life, I also feel closer to the beginning. And I remember everything that happened that day because it has happened many times in my life. The same innocence, trust and restlessness; the wonder, fear and loneli

Lost A Friend
OK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this. So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby". I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend. Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it. I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

Dream
i wonder do we dream or back of our mind tell us sometime we have to. do we dream of so many thing that our mind just lets us dream lil bit a night. so we willnot go in sane or are we sane. do we have say what go in our dream or what. and i donot make secne of this maybe my mind have to many thing go on in it .(sorry for the spelling) half the time i donot dream at all is it that u are so trier your mind cannot think strange. do we try to get away from real world. some people say that what the internet is for.(lol) maybe i'm just nuts or full of sh*t. maybe i dnot care or do i. day dream i know we all do that i think. some no i do not but we do. is your day dream better then night dream. i'm not go at this i be do this all wrong. some will care and some willnot. maybe i wonder to much. if u read this tell me what u wonder or not its up to u.

The Man In The Arena
The Man In the Arena by Theodore Roosevelt (From a speech delivered in Paris in 1910) It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat.

What
some people asking what is worse lying or stealing, to me it both lying to someone care and love. stealing that of heart that u never get back no matter what. so if you have both done both so how is any one going truth u again . maybe people should ask that one. if u hate me for reading this i donot know what to say . maybe what i feel, u maybe feel diffenect.

Important
PLEASE READ IMPORTANT- http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics - MySpace Layouts - Make Money Online On May 19th I am going back to my old name. I will keep this one until i get a vip on my other name to pull off all the photos. As far as it stands I will stay on fubar for now. But, in a few months I'm not sure. I may end up leaving There is to much going on in my life, with my father and stuff. Honestly I don't find this site as fun, as it used to be. So please add my other name(link below) to your list, i made this one so i could help more of you when i ran out of rates. but, as much as i was doing here i could have leveled on my other name. If for some reason your blocked there, please let me know so i can fix it. noone should be but, there for awhile I couldn't get on it kept saying something about password invailed or something. Anyway, just wanted to give you the heads up Thanks ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar

Fu Gone Wild
Hello Everyone. Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. 1st the contest is gonna start on May 11th(Sun) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern) & run til May 21th(Wed) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to ßlðñÐïe in private message to enter.Link is at bottom to her profile. All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1ST Place needs 30,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 70,000 Fu Bucks. 100-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 4 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. 2nd Place needs 20,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 50,000 Fu Bucks. 50-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 2 profiles for a week & pimp out bu

~*~ Thru_a_diff_eye --contest ~*~
I am entered into the "Thru_a_Diff_Eye" Contest! I have 5 days beginning at @ 7:30 Am EST. ~*~ May 6th to get as many points as I can. ~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ Points will be tallied as: 10 points for rates and 2 points for every comment. The one with the most points wins. 1st Place-$500,000 FUBUCKS. 2nd Place-$300,000 FUBUCKS. 3rd Place-$150,000 FUBUCKS. Just click on the picture of my eyes to be magically transported to the contest page. Be sure to fan/rate/ and add the Hostess! Thank you my Friends & Family! ~*~LuAngel~*~ ~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ DJ LuAngel @ WYKD ~FantasyFlyer~ Proud Fu Owner of SilverPixi, Bear44847, LilMsMaria, Pia, & Wolf

I Want To Be Your Boyfriend
THIS IS FOR THIS LADY[Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your boyfriend [Verse 1] You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about ya all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? (Alright alright alright alright) Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious And hell yeah your the mother fuckin' princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right I'm right I'm right) he's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your boyfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your boyfriend He

Wanna See If I Can Get To Fu-king By My Birthday
MY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 28TH... I'M GOING TO BE 33.. SO I WANTED TO SEE IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME TO FU-KING BY THEN... I'LL SHOW LOVE BACK TO ALL WHO HELP... THANKS EVERYONE HUGS, EVONNE Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sam's Seductive Angel@ fubar

1 Quick Rate Is All We Need
This is a contest for the Fubar's Flaming Hottie's & we need your help. This is a rate contest (comments are welcomed). Jeanne Marie needs help choosing a top 12 for a calendar she will be making. COULD YOU PLEASE RATE ~DREAM~ & ~BRATT~'s PHOTO, ~DREAM~ ^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ ~BRATT~ ^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ You need to F/A/R the owner of the Hotties, Jeanne Marie in order to vote Click pic here 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~*FLAMING HOTTIE*~CLUB F.A.R ~OWNER OF FLAMING HOTTIES THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY MAY 5TH 3PM EASTERN TO MONDAY MAY 19TH 3PM EASTERN

What Did You Expect
You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

Bible Trivia For Fun
Christian Graphic Comments MOST MENTIONED MEN IN THE BIBLE ( GIVE ANSWER IN TWO WEEKS.LEAVE ANSWERS IN A COMMENT IN BLOG ) 1) WHAT MAN, AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW, IS THE MOST MENTIONED MAN IN THE BIBLE. ? 2) WHAT KING, MENTIONED 1,118 TIMES IN THE BIBLE, IS SECOND MOST MENTIONED MEN.? 3) WHAT LEADER, WITH 740 MENTIONS, RANKS THIRD.? 4) WHAT PRIEST RANKS FOURTH WITH A TOTAL OF 399 REFERENCES.?

Silhouette
I caught a glimpse of you the other day, I couldn't help but stare. You and her, together Holding each other, kissing each other, caring for each other. You stood there with her in your arms And my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you take my heart. And look at what I've done to myself, I let myself fall and I feel like I'll never stop. Standing there I felt like a fool, But to walk away would've meant The termination of myself. I watched as your silhouette was cast across me. And in an instant my knees buckled And I fell to pieces. I lay in a heap, unnoticed. And as I lay there motionless, dying inside and out Someone passing by kicks me to the side. There I stayed alone and abandoned. At a time like this I could really use my heart, But you still stand with my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you keep my heart And look what I've done to myself. But, then again I don't know h

Sunset Cafe Member Perks!
PICK YOUR FAVORITE (OR ALL OF THEM) SUNSET CAFE MEMBER AND RATE/FAN EACH ONE TO YOUR HEART'S CONTENT. RATES TRUMPS COMMENTS THOUGH... CONTEST RUNS FROM MID FRIDAY MAY 9TH THROUGH MID THURSDAY MAY 15TH!! WINNER WINS A 7-DAY BLAST!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? ;) SEBASTIAN24-7@ fubar ¢¾Emma ~ I.B.I.C.~ ASIAN SWEETHEART~Fu-Owned by CUTE SEXY AUSSIE~@ fubar ***V*I*R*G*I*E***Fu-Owned by Master SAILORBRI Tessa's guy and Fu owner of HOLLY HOTBOX*@ fubar Just A Southern Woman@ fubar Some Weird Short Chick ~~Greeter @ Sunset Cafe ~~ One of Ghost's Angels@ fubar life520

Ladies Take Notice.
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

Suicide
My brother committed suicide on January 11, 2008 and I have been avoiding dealing with it. I started a new job the week before and after he did it I worked all the time to avoid my feelings. Well, I quit my job a week ago and I am having a hard time because he is always on my mind. He was my best friend!!!! I feel like half of my heart is gone. I wish he had told me things were getting that bad so I could have done something to help him. I miss him sooooo much!!! I have 3 kids who adored him. I am sooo lost right now and I don't know how to deal with it and move on!!!!!!

My Son.
on saturday during his party,my son fell ill with what i thought was a stomach virus.the usually sick tummy and tummy running off,i went to bed for the night didnt sleep well cuz i felt something just wasnt right..sunday before i went to work i went in to check on him,he was having severe pain in the lower right hip region,i thought thats not a virus something aint right,told my hubby i wanted to take him to the hospital if it got worse to call me at work and i will leave,well i call on every break i had and still no change,you couldnt touch the area and he couldnt move due to tons of pain there,on the last call to my hubby i said were taking him to the er now,im gonna go tell work im leaving.we got to the hospital he got triaged right away and they took him in right away,after a few hours of waiting on the blood results to come back they tell us his white blood cell count was 19,000 which means there is infection,they did a ct scan on his belly a little while later,after the dr came i

First Bombing Contest
IT's my First Bombing Contest .... I've been there for you .... Now show me some love !! I'm not too worried about winning ... I just want my good friend (AND the person who invited me to Fubar !!) to get some major points !!! She's the reason I'm here .... Blame her !! Hit that Eye pic above till your fingers are blistered and your eyes are crossed ! Thanks bunches. XOXO Thru_a_diff_i ..oO*Shadow Leveler*Oo.. My "Eye" contest is open thru May 12th @7:30am EST!@ fubar Thru_a_diff_I .... Truly a Gem of a Lady!

Greenpix Zero Energy Wall
Greenpix is a Zero Energy Media Wall in Beijing created by Simone Giostra & Partners and the Arup folks. It’s been added to the curtain wall of the Xicui entertainment complex near the site of the 2008 Olympic Games. It mixes the largest color LED display technology with a photo voltaic system which means that the wall burns the only energy it harvests during the day. The wall should go live in May 2008, with a series of video installations and live performances by artists from China, Europe and the US.

Im Up For Auction!!!
HEY EVERYONE!!! THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION AND I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COME CHECK OUT WHAT IM OFFERING!!! AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE DROP THE AUCTION HOSTESS SOME MAJOR LOVE SHE IS AWESOME!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

The Knight's Code
~A KNIGHT IS TRUE “BLUE”...AND IS AT PEACE WITH HIS/HER GOD! As A Knight, You Will Be Honest & Just In All Business And Personal Relationships! ~A KNIGHT CAN BE TRUSTED FOR A KNIGHT HONORS HIS/HER WORD! As A Knight, You Will Do What You Committed To Do, When You Committed To Do It, OR MAKE OTHER ARRANGEMENTS.....OR DIE IN THE PROCESS! ~A KNIGHT HAS A PROFOUND SENSE OF SELF RESPECT, Paving The Way To Fully Love And Honor His/Her Beloved. ~A KNIGHT OWNS HIMSELF/HERSELF- NO INFLUENCE OR SUBSTANCE DICTATES OR RUNS THEIR LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THOSE AROUND THEM. As A Knight You Overcome All Your Addictions. The True Armor Of Knighthood Is On The Inside, Not The Outside. ~A KNIGHT THINKS BEFORE SPEAKING, FOR ONCE WORDS ARE SPOKEN, As A Knight, You Are Bound By Your Words! ~A KNIGHT USES WISDOM AND DISCRETION IN WORD AND ACTION, As A Knight, You Are Considerate And Compassionate In All Things! ~A KNIGHT TAKES DAILY ACTION TO FORTIFY AND STRENGTHEN Your Body, Your

Dont Drink N Drive Anything
well about 2 yrs ago i was in an atv accident i rolled it doing 50.. so needless to say i got pretty fucked up.. broke my arm which needed a 4 inch screw and a 6 by 3 inch plate to fix it all.. broke my feamur which took a 13" steel rod and 4 pins to fix.. i also had to have a chest tube inserted through my rib cage to drain blood out of my lung.. i broke 5 ribs on my right side.. cracked my pelvis.. broke my collar bone and my shoulder blade and also broke my tailbone.. the docs told my mom she had to get there within the next 24hrs if she wanted to say goodbye.. i spent 5 days in a comma and 14 more in ICU now that i look back at it.. it really wasnt worth it.. but what dont kill you only makes you stronger.. 2yrs of recovery dont drink n drive.. lifes too short the way it is.. dont push ya luck

Tappinit's First Contest
MY DEAREST FRIEND TAPPINIT IS IN HIS FIRST BOMBING CONTEST EVER! HE IS A TRULY AWESOME MAN AND I AM HONORED WE ARE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS! HE HAS NEVER ASKED ANYONE FOR HELP BEFORE! AND HE ISN'T ASKING NOW...I FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ IS...HE NEEDS ALL OF YOU TO HELP BOMB HIM! HE'S MADE YOU SOME UNBELIEVABLE ANIMATIONS AND HAS HELPED US OUT ON MORE THEN ONE OCCASSION SO CLICK ON THIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM ALOT OF LOVE IN RETURN THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

Just A Reminder
I just wanted to remind everyone to keep love in ur heart always for those near and dear to you and never EVER pass up the chance to show them or tell them how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Life is way too short...

Why Are People So Stupi
OK LET ME SAYS THIS FIRST IM NOT SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT PEOPLE I KNOW OR PEOPLE I LOVE TRUELY IM JUST MAKEING A GENERAL STATEMENT OMG SOME PEOPLE ARE INNOCENT ABOUT SHIT I MEAN PEOPLE WHEN SOME DOES SOMETHING THERE LIKE WELL WHY DID YOU DO THAT AND WHY DO WE HAVE TO EXPLAIN OUR SELVES ON FUBAR I MEAN THIS IS AN ADULT SITE AND WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO IN THE WHORLD ARE WE ACTING LIKE CHILDREN WITH THIS HIGH SCHOOL BUBBLE GUM BULLSHIT AND I LOVE HOW YOU GO IN LOUNGE ANS IT SAYS NO DRAMA AND THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE IN THERE CAUSEING SOME SORT OF IT AND ITS USALY SOMEONE WHO WORKS THERE WHICH IS REALY FUNNY WELL I JUST WANTED SAY GROW UP AND ACT LIKE ADULTS FOR A CHANGE WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE ALL IM SAYING IS ACT UR AGE FOR A CHANGE AND HAVE FUN WITH THIS PLACE STOP ACTING LIKE BABIES AND LITTLE KIDS I MEAN OMG WELL THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY FOR NOW TY FOR LISTENING AND TY FOR UR TIME

Wiccan
What Kind of Empath Are You? You scored as a Judge You are a Judge Empath, one who is a "truthsayer". You can tell truth from lies, good from evil. You do not tolerate wrong doing. You are a defender of the good and the innocent. You are kind and merciful but do not play foolish games. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/) Judge 80% Healer 70% Precog 65% Artist 65% Universal 55% Shaman 55% Traveler 35% Fallen Angel 20%

Day 30
May 5, 2008 (Day 30) It's been 8 days since I last smoked. I haven't even had to use my script yet. I can't believe after 30 yrs. I did it. Even though it took me to get breast cancer to quit...but I still did it. I am proud of myself so far. Today is the Muga Scan for my heart. They have to make sure my heart is working properly because the chemo affects the heart somehow, so it has to be in good working condition in order to take the chemo. I am little scared simply because I don't know what this test entails (I could walk over to our Nuclear Med dept and talk to Robin, but I don't want employees knowing my business that is why I choose York Hospital over Memorial, I wanted some privacy). Anyhow, I suppose I will find out what it's all about when I get there. I did some thinking over the weekend and I talked myself into just doing all these tests this week and get them the hell over with and try and have as little anxiety as possible, it's just one step further

Day 31
May 6, 2008 (Day 31) Well today is the day I have dreaded for about 2 weeks now. This evening at 5pm I have my MRI. I am not going to lie, I am scared to death...not only because of the way they will position me in that tube/coffin (as I call it) but am fearful of what they might find on the reading of the test. I need lots of prayer and support today people...come to my aid if you can either through prayer or a little pick me up note to get me through this test. I appreciate every little thought. On a good note....my Muga Scan results came back late yesterday afternoon and they were negative...woohoo! At least I know I won't be having a heart attack anytime soon! lol No, seriously, this is a good thing for chemo purposes...you definitely want a healthy heart and I got one...thank god! Feeling: Am scared as hell today about this MRI...I am gonna trying think about good things to get me through the day. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mam

~ Faith Of Friends ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Faith of Friends ~ How little in me is not touched by you! A friendship is a light that fills the heart, Painting with its gold each darkened hue, Providing warmth to each sequestered part. You are the mirror of my better self, Verifier of the best in me, A bridge across the unsuspected gulf Lodged between what can and ought to be. Expectations can be wings, not bars, Necessary to sustain our flight. The faith of friends in us is wholly ours, Incoming to uplift us to its height. No soul can see itself, but must depend, Each on each, upon a trusted friend... Peace.

Love Them Up........
THESE ARE FUTASTIC FRIENDZ OF MINE!IF U WANT AMAZING FRIENDS F/R/A THEM!THEY DESERVE IT N ALWAYS RETURN THE LOVE!XOXOX'S ON ALL OF U! DMAN1973 proud FU owner of Thickness85 and Kryptisha and Carlie and my Confidence@ fubar **Çhµckîîbºº** (MILFiiPOO's poo poo)SPIKE@ fubar Gelibean ~~*DMAN1973's Consultant*~~Saloon Girl/Promoter @ Wild Horse Saloon~~*MRmostunderated*FU/stalker2MZ.B. FU/pimpedby LSD'S shell.FU/BRO/2 cutie ,starr,gretchen@ fubar

~ Opposites Attract ~
~ Opposites Attract ~ I am of the desert, you of cultivation: Simplicity to me, to you is desolation; Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation, While you look for elegance and quiet restoration. I am of the ocean, you are of the shore: You want fewer waves, I manufacture more; You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar; In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core. While I am like a stream, you are like a lake: I babble over boulders, you reflections make; I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break; You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake. That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary; But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary.... Peace.

~i'll Bleed For You~
~ I'll Bleed for You ~ Let me be the bandage for your bleeding; Let me be the ocean for your tears. Let me be the secret of your healing; Let me be the song to still your fears. Love isn't love that cannot love in darkness, Nor is it love that turns away from pain; Nor would I love would I not hold your sadness And with my love your love of life sustain. So do not think your malady a burden, And do not think my willingness deceit. Just let your sorrow flow into my garden, And I will share with you the harvest sweet... Peace.

Deep Throat
Suck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha

Inside Of Me
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Funny Stuff
Sometimes i just dont understand the wiring of some individuals...I thought i was weird, But there are definitely some flippen wacko's out there. They camouflage themselves well...But im here to tell you my friends...at least im psycho on the outside..im 100 percent hard to handle Bitch on wheels...But im proud of me. These individuals ( yes more than one ) Have some serious issues at hand, and ignoring them is not helping..its only making things worse. Oh well...maybe ill get lucky and a bus will hit them mid stride. And to think...These people BREED!!...God help us all...At least i had the common sense not to breed and reproduce another me...these fuckers are breeding like rabbits.

~ Amaze Me ~
~ Amaze Me ~ I've seen the seven wonders of the world I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls But they mean nothing baby Your love amazes me I've seen a sunset that would make you cry And colors of the rainbow, reaching cross the sky The moon in all it's phases Your love amazes me Don't you ever doubt this love of mine You're the only one for me You give me hope You give me reason You give me something to believe in Forever faithfully Your love amazes me I prayed for miracles that never came I got down on my knees out in the pouring rain But only you could save me Your love amazes me Peace

Auction Time
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=531154&albumid=1006626&idx=3 Please come help me out friends and family. I have put myself in a private auction would love if you all would hit the link and come place a bid on me. Thanks and hugs and kisses all around

Never Knew
I thought you were different,you said you were, I thought you really cared,you said you did, I thought for me you would always be there,you said you would be, I thought I could always count on you to turn my frown around, I never thought you would be the one to let me down, I thought you would always be true, I guess the problem was I thought, I never knew.... PROFILEDESIRE.COM

For Sale - Me, Ends 5/16/08
Alrighty, i caved and entered my friend Drew's auction that officially started at 2pm eastern on 5/6/08 and ends sometime on 5/16/08, lol. If you would like to place a bid, please follow the little linky below. Besides taking you to paradise, it will take you to my specific pic inside her auction folder. Also there are other pieces of meat up for sale, as well as, the rules. oh, i make good slaveboy material!

~ Hunger For You ~
~Hunger for You ~ We live far apart And have never met Just talked on the phone And chat on the net. Yet, I feel for you As I've not felt This love is so strong My heart may melt. I want to hold you To never let go Be together forever And feel the love grow. I'm trying to show The way that I feel Yet words can't describe This love is so real... Peace.

~ See You In A Million Dreams~
~ See You In a Million Dreams ~ Baby when I look at you You know it breaks my heart in two How beautiful you are I've seen you in a million dreams Now you're finally here with me We will never be apart I wanna hold you forever That's all I'll ever need You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Every time I close my eyes It hits me so deep inside How real this feeling is I'm intoxicated by your touch It's a sweet, sweet rush I'm in love with your kiss You're the one I trust the most You changed me..... Peace

Auction
AUCTION WILL START MAY 6TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME AND END MAY 16TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME!! WHAT THE OWNER WILL RECEIVE FOR 1 MONTH: 1) ALL PICS RATED 2) ALL STASH RATED 3) BLOG DONE ABOUT THEM 4) A SFW SALUTE PIC UNLESS THEY WANT TO DO A NSFW 5) DAILY PROFILE COMMENT 6) THEIR NAME PUT IN YOUR NAME Click the pic and it will take you there. Yay for Drew!

Free Imvu Credits
Starts May 1, 2008 & Ends June 15, 2008. Prizes: 1st Place: 20K Credits; 2nd Place: 15K Credits; 3rd Place: 10K Credits !! =) Theme: Stormy, Rainy Weather, Rain Gear. Important Rule: Editing, enhancing, NOT allowed. Size: 500x500 pixels only !! For rules, regulations & to register, please click here.

Mothers Day
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling

Giveaway
I'm going to host a comment contest,this is my first one, anyone that would like to enter pls private message me and let me know... What is going to be given away you ask... One month VIP or 7 day blast-6,000 comments Bling pack or 3 day blast-4,000 comments 1 day blast 3,000 comments What do you need to do??? You need to send me a link to your pic you want used in it...It's going to start Saturday at 9am fubar time...The first person to reach their goal wins...Just private message me when you've reached the comments for the prize you're going for...Thank you You may want to check out my other blog about the bling packs...

I'm In Drew's Auction!!
DREW'S AUCTION NOW OPEN AND I'M IN IT!!!! COME ON...YOU WON'T BE SORRY CLICK MY PIC AND PLACE YOUR BIDS!! ♥I PROMISE...I'M SOOOO WORTH IT♥ ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ DON'T FORGET TO SHOW DREW LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!! •DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Video Games
A couple friends of mine and I play online a lot. Well most people suck. I am one of them lol but one of my friends is the ISH on the drums... So, if you can play any songs either on drums or guitar tier 8 and above on expert and get 95% or better, PLEASE, send me ur ps3 name and we can play together!!!

Hh Contest A Big Pain In A$$
Well the contest is over and since many were so concerned about who was doing what to win the Happy Hour none of you will get it. I will give fubar gifts to any who entered the contest that feel they deserve something so please contact me if you would like to know more. I should have canceled the contest when the drama and complaining first got started. Its not like the points and seven pics is worth a HH when most are complaining about everything. No matter what I tried to do people were upset. My last contest had drama but not like this. I try to come up with fun ways to give stuff away and I have done a lot for many people on this site. Everything from blasts bling paks and tickers and VIP I have bought for people. Everyone always wants more its never enough. I am sorry I didn't put enough though into this contest to see what people would come up with. Giveaways are much better because there is no competition that way so I have learned that much. Anyone who has beef with me let me k

Cleaning House!!!!
Ok.. Here's the thing. I have close to 1800 people on my friends list. I MAY talk to 20 of you all. So, I am going to start deleting people. Throughout this week up until Friday that's what I am going to be doing. If you wish to stay on my friends list then I suggest you either start talking or let me know that you would like to continue to remain on my list. Thanks, Shawty

Eyes Wide Shut
You want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

Untitled For Now
While being enticed by someone who is very rousing when we talk all sexy to each other. This person has this obsession of a sexual fantasy that has been on his mind for a while and as we talked the thrill of him inducing his way to get me to partake in this fantasy of his was great. It involved something that had to be sent to him, but never in a million years would i have ever done this at all, but his charming ways got me thinking that it would be exciting to do something that wild and senseual. His fantasy was phenomenal which made him and I lust for each other out of enjoyment of actually making his fantasy a reallity. Once he got me to approve of this outragous fantasy and actually going through with it the satisfaction was unbelievably rewarding and i was very enthusiastic and Stimulated in giving into this very wild and crazy but yet awesome fantasy. i will give the first person that can guess the name of this lil story that i put together myself...50,000 fubucks.. there a

Holy Shite
Guess whos back...yup thats right Sexyboy :s If he honestly thinks that my "finger" folder pics means i want to F**K him hes F**cked in the head. He only left 5 comments today...but i am sure he will be back :P Many Smiles April ♥

Find Level Ups
Seriously I wasnt allowed too rate for 12 hours.... help me all of you.. look around your friends list and see if you see anyone needing level please and thank you.. Please make sure they want leveled.. We just ran across one that decided he didnt want leveled ... Use this as a basis in what you are looking for Are you close to leveling and would like some help? We would like to help you get to the next level. Do you got less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required to fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help. Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you. SHADOW LEVELERS.. Please repost

Owned!!
I am owned again! So I need you to do me a huge favor! Stop by my loverly master's profile and show him some love! He bought me in my own auction! He's got me for the rest of May and is aiming to godfather by his HH tomorrow! GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by a very proud ownee lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

Just Me
Just Me I usually do not put my TRUE feelings and emotions out there in a blog for everyone to see and judge....But today I feel like doing just that!(so bare with me if u will.) I have made many many MANY mistakes in my life, and have paid some serious consequences for the idiotic choices I have made... But, I have also made some wonderful friends along my path to self destruction, that I cherish (even if they have never been exposed to anything more than the “me” I have created or allowed them to see.) So here it is folks..I am just me. The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.....accept me as I am, forgive me if you can, or continue to seek vengeance if u must....but starting right now, my slate is clean and ANY of those I have ever hurt with my mistakes can either accept or disreguard my apologies...nothing MORE, nothing LESS....You’re choice...PERIOD! I am moving on, and letting go. I am gonna be the strongest woman I can be. I am gonna believe in myself (the TRUE me) and not c

From A 6-year Old...
A Dogs Purpose From a 6-year-old Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker s lipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed

Stripped Of Love
Another romance Of mere Circumstance The combination Of 2 lonely Hearts And empty Bottles Caused something To flutter But not the Hearts To dance Names are Not Remembered As you give A puzzled AM Glance I recall Pieces of Our conversation So I try To think of Something nice To say You slowly Get up To walk away The only Thing That hits My mind Is 'See you On a pole Someday'

My Poetry
Long Ago...I Met A Lady Long ago as my mind begins to retrace, back to a time and a strange little place. I met a woman just full of evil and brash said what she thought, then gone in a flash. Folks were left standing, still and entrance, as she left her mark; they never had a chance. Until that faithful day, as she would embark and found herself standing alone in the dark. She realized it was her who would obtrude thoughts of her mind, regardless how crude. It left her without a friend throughout the town; she stood there as her smile went to a frown. The woman vowed she would only forfend and given time she knew she could amend all the hurt, by the words she used to offend. Written by Michelle Harrison May 6th, 2008 Copyright through Allpoetry.com

Lets Talk About Sex!!!!
COME TO THE hOTTEST lOUNGE ON FUBAR!! CLUB G-SPOT IS GOIN OFF RIGHT NOW!! McLOVIN IS TEARIN IT UP LIVE ON AIR... COME TO CLUB G0SPOT WHERE THE LADIES ARE HOTT AND THE DRINKS ARE COLD (repost of original by 'McLovin {Owned by *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*}-Owner of CluB G-SpoT' on '2008-05-06 13:01:26')

Fu*ken Idiots!!
This is a convo between me & another girl on here when all I did was report her picture to a bouncer when it was NSFW. She took it upon herself to take it out on me when she was in the wrong. **->Me: i'm not, a bouncer is taking care of it right now. **Girl: are you joking? hahaha so many people have seen me and nobody has tattled... its being moved dont get your panties in a bunch **->Me: no, that's being mature & NOT getting my butt in trouble for NOT reporting it **Girl: thats adult like **Girl: so your gonna fucking report me when i did nothing to you **->Me: because i got reported when i didn't even have MY nip showing like yours **Girl: oh thats why! LMAO **Girl: dont report me i will just delete it! why do you have to rain on peoples parades

Story
WARNING!!!!!! This story is filled with graffic details, and violence sex, if this offends you, please stop here! An assignment by Lord Fury A NightMare She checked all the doors, and the windows, to make sure they were all locked. She went into her room turning off all the lights behind her, and turning on the one in her room, on her bedside table. Slowly peeling off her white dress shirt and bra, next her black long skirt and matching panties. she started the shower in the bathroom, feeling the water to ensure that it was warm enough to climb into, she pulled the glass door open and slipped into the shower, slowly closing the door behind her. She began to wet her hair and slender body, savoring every minute of the nice warm water , as it soothed her aching muscles....It had been a very long hard day at the office, and she could not think of anything better, than getting cleaned up and laying down for the night. She worked some shampoo into a lather and began to wa

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone aroun

Poems
Forever Cold Alone Nothing Will Change My Pain Your Laugh I Can Hear Everywere I go It Never Leaves Me alone You Dont Know Me But You Hurt Me Trying To Change Everything I'am Never Again I'll Be Fooled..I'll Even Write It In Blood Apon Your Grave When You Die I Hope You Never Find Your Place In This World Feel What I Feel Never Again Whisper I lay here apon your grave waiting for you .. the one who will save my soul the one who will make everything alright.. i watch as night falls i hear you whisper I call out to you i then smile feeling your touch I now know I'm not alone,, The Last Glance You Reach Out For Me Our Fingers Now Touching You Slowly Turn To Dust The Last Glance You Give Me Your Eyes Full Of Tears I Scream Out Your Name Reaching For You As The Blinding Light Steals You Away From Me .. Waiting A Whisper I Hear Through Out The Night I follow Until I Come A Cross A Young Man In Black He Looked As If He Was Awaiting Somone I Asked Him Who Do You Wai

Tomorrow!
Who likes Bling Packs? Tommorow during Gary's Happy hour at 6:00 p.m. Fubar time. Hes having a Rate-A-Thon. For those that use 100-11's will be entered into a drawing 3 times. For those that rate it with 100- 10's you will be entered into a drawing 1 time. If he God Fathers during his happy hour the person that levels him will recieve 500K IN Fu-Bucks. So stop by and show some love and help him level. GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar This Happy Hour pimpout brought too you by: ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Please repost often (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-05-06 19:01:43')

Family
To be apart of a family like mine is so divine where love is shown hurt is shared our love for each other is never impaired we talk we laugh we cry but we are a family and we do it all together for as a family we do it all as one you hurt one you hurt all and as a family unit we will all stand tall for we are family a family full of strength a family full of love a family no one can touch that's why I love my family so much.