Fubar Blogs 4

To Love Or Not To Love
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o

Coolest Peeps On Here!
Some of the coolest people on fubar I know: LÊGG§0810 ĦÈĦßÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... ~Club F.A.R.~On the C@ndle Train!~Stilet@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~The Sisterhood~@ fubar Tuff...."Merry Christmas" ~Stiletto Girl~...@ fubar bbG - It`s New Year`s Baby!!!@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's and Fubrotha's~@ fubar ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™© PROUD Member of the Confederate Bomber@ fubar Majically Delicious MILF....CEO OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING & LEVELING CREW Hostess for Fubars 1st Worl@ fubar TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs

Pic Rateing......
i really do appreciate all u guys rating my mans pics on my page... could y'all please go to his page and do the same... show ur support for those who defend your freedom.. thank y'all so much.. they do alot so we can remain free..and to keep the booger man from under the bed and the coyotes outta the yard..lol takes wolves to gaurd the door yard here is the link to his page click it and see why i love him so Chazzz.. Enigma , Konundrum & RL /Hubby to Upstatehotlips@ fubar I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS RATEING AND COMMENTING ON MY HUBBYS PIC I HAVE ON MY PROFILE, BUT IF YOUR GOING TO COMMMENT ON THEM AND RATE THEM PLEASE GO TO HIS PAGE AND DO THE SAME, THANKS.........

Kids
There are days I love them to death and others I just wish I was alone! It takes a special someone to reach the inner depths of your heart. I belive I have started allowing him inside this ole torn and tatered heart of mine. I just hope he bears with me thru out the days and nights that are restless and weary. He likes me for me and shows me all the love and kindness a woman could ask for. Just pray that I am the woman he wants for all time!!

To All My Friends
TO all my friends MY fubar page isnt workin if u would like to stay intouch add please ADD me yahoo or msn messenger @ charlie52486@hotmail.com or sarabee21708@yahoo.com I am looking forward to hearing from u all HAPPY NEW YEARS PLEASE REPLY BY ADDING ME till my fubar works again thank u all

I'll Be Back
Ill only be gone a short while maybey a week please show me some love while im gone and ill return the favor whenn i get back please repost while im gone each repost is worth 100 fubucks when i return only good for friends so add me if im not to earn the 100 fubuck prizes

I Finally Met Chris!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

Poems
A Policeman’s Ghost It happened late on night long ago Along that winding mountain road so desolate and steep The night was dark and the rain, downward it poured The rivers rising as into the ground it seeped The wind whipped the trees back and forth as it howled Branches and even trees lying in roads everywhere Power lines were being taken down in this storm There were troubles to be found here and there In his cruiser he road quietly along on this night His rain slicker was right there by his side if he needed it He reported all the problems that he found And assisted people that asked as he drove by He was a special policeman, loved by all around He was then dispatched to check this mountain road Knowing that many motorist had been stranded there for a night He went and driving slowly he watched along the roadside For any vehicle going off the road and out of sight He stopped and removed a few branches that he found To make the road safe for people to drive sa

Learn It, Live It
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq

Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love

A Great Big Thank You!!
With the help of these wonderful friends (and strangers), I won the contest I entered- 60,000 in less than 6 weeks!! All these people rawk (many of them using ALL their comments on me) so please take a moment to visit their page and leave them love. A SPECIAL thank you to The Spankers Club who really kicked ass with this contest. ** I know I am leaving out many people and for that I am truely sorry. I tried keeping up with who left comments but it got hectic after awhile.** The Spankers Club sassy Paralyzer Abby Anubis Muma_e 'Gail' 'eldoROBo' '†HÈ ßÚLL¥'

Because Of A Jealous Fuck.....
because of jealous fucks i have decided to bring my pictures to private and only family can see them and do not ask if you can be in my family if i feel you are family worthy i will add you when i feel like it... i know it sounds like im being a bitch but this is wut happends when fuckers piss me off and get jealous and report pictures because they are jealous

Questions And Stuff
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really

Joke Of The Day!!!
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

Gone For Some Time
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

My Fu-years Resolution
Just a note to all non-participating friends. Some will be deleted tonight while others I will make a final attempt to become friends with. I LOVE TO HAVE FRIENDS, BUT HERE ON THE FU, THE VAST MAJORITY OF USERS HERE HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA OF WHAT THE WORD "FRIEND" REALLY MEANS. MY DEFINITION DOES NOT MEAN SIMPLY CLICKING THE RATE/FAN/ADD BUTTONS AND MOVING ON TO THE NEXT PERSON, NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. IDEALLY, I LIKE TO SEND OUT PROFILE COMMENTS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK TO FRIENDS, BUT WHEN I KEEP HAVING ALL THESE "DEAD" FRIENDS OUT HERE IN FU-LAND, I WONDER WHY THE HELL THEY ARE STILL ON MY LIST. SO, MY RESOLUTION IS TO EITHER CLEAN OUT MY DEAD FRIENDS LIST OR GET THEM TO KNOW ME BETTER & VICE VERSA. SO, JUST A LIL HEADS UP TO ANY OF YOU WHO MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO E A REAL FRIEND. YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP & SAY HEY BABY! OH YA, PS...ANOTHER RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS...LIKELY HEALTHIER FOR ME, BUT THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS ONLY A CLICK AWAY, LOL

Newer Friends
Over the past few weeks, with Cappy's Flight occurring, along with the regular friend adds, I have added quite a few new friends. To those of you who fit this category, if you already haven't, please take a few minutes to read the "About Me" section on my profile! I have never, nor will I ever, accept friends for the points alone. Once you read that section, you will have a better understanding of me. My long standing friends do know about me and I would hope they would tell you that those words ring totally true. Thanks for taking the time to read this blog!

Me
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

Writings
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

Friends!
Fubar is the first place where I have been able to meet people from another country. Meeting Marina has been a most exhilerating experience. Thank goodness she knows English very well because my Dutch is not so good......actually, just about non-existent, except for the few words that she's taught me. :D She's one heck of a wonderful lady and friend. Visit her page and get to know her. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥lover to Gary *2nd Alarm Hottie* ♥ Club F.A.R♥@ fubar How can I thank you? For the short time that I've known you, you've been there when I needed an ear to bend. You've been there to listen to my stupid jokes and even laughed at them. :D Although, I'll never know why, but you have. I thank you for being there these past few months and hopefully into the New Year. Anyone reading this, would you please visit this sweet lady and drop a bunch of love on her for me? She deserves it. :D "PEE-JAY= LT. FOR 2ND ALARM HOTTIES ,CLUB

Thoughts
Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create. ❤ ¢½ ❤ The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. R

God Must Have Known
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or to brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things", in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, from the trials of life's misfortunes and the goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, someone to give us strength and courage to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish...lasting...true, and so God answered the heart's great need with a beloved friend...like YOU! Have A Blessed Day May God Bless You And Those You Love Each Day

What The Fuck Is People's Problem On Here?
Well, I leave all my family members profile comments everyday and there's only a few of you who leave me 1 back, Why? I leave my friends profile comments and get a very few back, Why?? WTF is your problem?...It only takes a minute to return the luv, DAMN!! DAMN, I LEAVE MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS OR OTHER PEOPLE LUV ON THEIR PAGE, CAN'T NO-ONE RETURN IT? I MEAN C'MON NOW IT ONLY TAKE S1 MINUTE TO DO IT, DAMN...STOP BEIN SO FUCKIN LAZY!!! WHATEVER...I'M CLEANIN OUT MY FRIEND AND FAMILY LIST!!

Miss Popular Contest
I'm going to Host a Miss Popular contest. The first to get to 25,000 comments will win a choice between a 1 month VIP or a 7 day blast. i need 15-20 ladies who want to enter to private message me telling me they want to enter. I will rip a pic into a folder with all those who are in the contest. When I have all 15-20 the contest will start. I hope to hear from all you beautiful ladies out there.

Love
So What is love? Is love when you hold hands with out a thought. Is love the comfort and feel of someone beside you as you sleep, and miss if not there? Is love when you without a reason think of the other person and don't know why? Is it a kiss in the rain? Does it comfort you when you need it, and love you when you want it? When your old and gray if the man with an arthritic hand in pain still wants to hold his dear brides hand to show he cares, even after so many year being together? When you look into the others eyes and you see nothing but love back, Is that love? When after years of being together a gentle kiss on the neck and a whisper in your ear still gets your heart beating harder, is that love? When after work you race home to share with your baby, cause you missed them, is that love? If you rather give up your time, because you want to be with them, is that love? If you can be shown another person who is attractive, and yet all you say is that is nice hun, but

Interesting Things
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness Mathematical Mayhem There are 23 letters in the Latin alphabet W = 23rd letter of the alphabet It's symbol is 2 points down, 3 up. W, the only letter in the English language to be renounced polysyllabically, is 23rd in line. Note also that it is a double(2)-u and that t has three(3)

Baldy Darling
i can`t believe i have to explain this to you ..you great fugly moron! you ft me alone..i left you alne...you now bother me so instead of me being mean back...i am love love kissy kiss! der!the more you g me the more i will go on how i love you and your baggy balls ol` man! and tell your mum hi from me! oh my man..now you are giving me gifts..i love you too....kiss kiss kiss! my big lug! you keep peeking at me you dirty old man...you must love me! hearts and flowers..little birdies chirping! i love you tooo you rat bastard!

The Right Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

In My Heart
The Kisses of distance His smile is as gentle as the clouds sky, his lips are softer then a baby’s bottom. His eyes have a glow that makes his heart a warmth tender soul, the love for his women he shows is unconditional and his passion for her is as strong as the hearts beating point. Her gentle skin and beautiful smile makes his heart beat with minutes of love and tenderness. Her eyes are as hazel as the flowers soul. Being far away makes the heart feel lonelier and the mind sink in despair, A solider has his moments when he wants his women to make love to him but the kisses of distance makes it harder on the mind, body, and soul. All he has is pictures of her beautiful body and instant messages to look forward to everyday. With her man far away all she has is his pictures and his instant messages, when he says “I love you” her eyes light up with a sparkle and her mind wonders what he’s doing and how he’s sleeping, more or less she always wonders what’s on his mind all the time.

Whats Been Going On
so yeah its a few days after christmas. i find it odd how ppl try to act way nicer and crap around the holidays then when theyre over ppl go back to being the same lol. i got some good stuff this yr, then again i usually do, but thats besides the point. i got 2 digital cameras (need to return 1), alot of clothes, jadior perfume, clothes, jewlery, money, gift certificates, purses, a living dead doll, movies, a table, new bedding, and a bunch of other crap. blah also now that the holidays are over, i need to look for a new job...i hate job hunting, oh well. for some reason my rodents dont do to well at my dads house, they were very healthy and such when i lived in stockton then since i moved back to my dad, 2 of my rats have died and another 1 recently went blind in 1 eye. damn im bored, anywho yeah.

Please Help One Of The Sweetest People
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Life
The world can be a dangerous place. I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled t

Forbidden Fondness
Forbidden Fondness Sometimes I see thee there All sweet and innocent in that lovely short Black dress just standing the kitchen doorway Gazing down at me sitting in front of you. I’m sitting here and gazing up at you wondering Why you could ever fall for me, Then I ‘m aForbidden fondnesslso thinking how I fell for you Mein Rosenrot , but only to find that a physical force that Keeps us apart like the darkness of the night That drives the sun away from the sky and our eyes. After a while gazing up to you I slowly get up and slowly walk up you And whisper sweet words of my fondness for you Mein Rosenrot in your ear, only to find my whispered Words are being drowned out by a loud car horn Which signals that we are going to be? Torn away from each other. I now sit and gaze at you walking out the door with a Single tear rolling down your cheek as you look back at me Gazing at you with a single tear travelling down my cheek, Then in a blink of an eye you

Just Me!! :)
Ok ... this is something I was thinking about and just needed to write down. It started out as an observation of my life and went on into a rambling life story. It's quite long and if you make it to the end I applaud you!! If you don't make it to the end I fully understand. I didn't edit it I left it just as it came out of me so hopefully it's understandable. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there because I wanted to be alone Later I found I went there because I am alone. Merritt Malloy Anyone who knows me or has spoken to me at any length knows that I love the ship life. I will most likely glorify it until the day I die, but as with everything in life it is not all good. I have recently come to the realization that I am lonely. Is this a true soul searing loneliness? That I'm not too sure about right now. I feel fine, I go through a regular range of emotions and most of the time I am a happy woman. As a matter of fact in spite of this little epipha

Nixy's Poetry& Writing
You’re apocalyptic in your point of view The stench of death blankets the feeble mind The kiss of destruction lingers along the jaded soul Your words corrupt Your actions diseased But in your need to dominate.. to control You forgot the soul you left behind Where you see the end , it sees only the beginning As your venom poisons~ It whispers words of love In your disease , it shelters but one seed. Hope Nixy~ March 2008 Romance With the curiosity of a child she creeps closer In her eyes fascination unexplained Bathed in the gentle light from the moon She watches him He is death Love Hope Life Reaching out She places a tiny hand against an invisible wall See me ~ she whispers Startled by the voice he turns With a raised brow He looks to her Placing his own hand against the wall which divides them The match perfection Love me ~ he answers Nixy On the edge of time you'll find me Walking the ever thin line The promise of d

Horehound Herb (help For Winter Colds)
The name horehound is derived from "Horus", the Egyptian god of sky and light. Ancient herbalists prescribed it for fevers and malaria and as an antidote for snakebites, rabid dog bites and ingested poison. Horehound was traditionally carried in sachets as a protection against sorcery. When mixed with ash leaves and placed in a bowl of water, horehound is supposed to release healing vibrations and should be placed in a room with a sick person. When drunk as a tea, the herb will promote mental acumen and clarity. A native of Europe, but now naturalized throughout North and South America, horehound is a hardy perennial of the mint family — with its telltale square stem — and, like most mints, can become invasive if not controlled. The herb can be started from seed or cuttings in the early spring. The seed should be sown just below the surface and cuttings should have about a one-foot spacing. Rings of small white flowers will appear from June to September in the second year of growth,

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Archangel
Archangel. As I walk amongst this battlefield Of a most senseless war I’ve ever seen In my natural life on this gloomy winters Day with the ground scarred and battered by The machines of war and destruction. As I walk amongst this battlefield Listening to the sounds of mortal men dying a most Brutal and painful deaths, some die a painless death In this a most senseless of all wars of which I have Ever seen while living on this forsaken planet, and It sickens me to see the muddy ground I Walk upon stained with the blood of the mortal men Who die for their country and honour. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sounds f grenades being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man made trenches. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sound of grenade’s being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man Made trenches and the blast of these grenade’s that take more Lives, I now hear the sounds of men screaming in

Guys.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Pay It Forward/share Yours
Free Dinner last night I was very tired last night and I decided to go to McD's and just get a burger/fries. Bad for me I know, but it is what it is, lol! When I got to the cashier to pay he told me that the person in the car in front of me paid for my dinner and said Merry Christmas, pay it forward! How unexpected and always fun. I have done this over the years and enjoyed suprising folks here and there, and not just at Christmas time, but year round when the urge hits me. But I have never been the reciprocant. It made me smile and brightened up a otherwise stressful and challenging day for me. So pay it forward folks today with anything... a compliment, buy someone coffee or a meal, they don't have to know its from you either. Be creative, be simple. If your coworker next to you loves herbal teas, place a box of herbal teas on their desk, things like that! You would be suprised at how that can really make someone's day or impact them deeply. If you have done a pa

Doc Update
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Tasty
You look at it wondering where to start first you taste it licking your lips in satisfaction your tongue moans with precisions up and down slowly with care you play with it remembering all the places to go to drive me crazy you bite it so softly knowing when to let go sucking the juices as I get wetter and wetter and wetter... I want to scream but breath escapes me I want to say your name but I can't concentrate I want to tell you how you make me feel when you're tasting me but all I can do is wiggle around in ecstacy wanting more pant heavily in the middle of pleasure and smile... then you ask me to show you what to do to please me but you know exactly what to do...

Gettin' Hitched
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

Get Over It!
It's too late to say I'm sorry It's too late to apologize It's too late to say your sorry It's too late, I will not cry It's too late, I will not worry. It's too late, Maybe someother time. . When you Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. Tell me that you really want me, then you never come around. It's too late to say that you love me, too late that you need me. Too late to say that your sorry. Heart is torn. I will not worry. . (It's too late). I will no cry. (It's too late). I will not lie. When I'm gone you will not miss me. When I'm gone you'll wonder why. . When the other comes around, make you feel on solid ground. When he's gone you realize that I'm the one and only guy It's too late to say that you love me, too late to say that you need me Too late to say that your sorry. Soul is black, I will not worry. . (It's too late), I will not cry (It's too late), I will not lie. (

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

More Than I Can Chew
I was driving home from work listening to the talk on the radio. They were saying how a 5 year old was trying to catch a flight with his mother at the SEATAC airport, but they were detained because the little boy shared the same name as the alias of a known terrorist. So, they frisk the little boy and his mother and hold them for questioning. The mother goes to comfort her 5 year old and they pull her away, re-frisk her, and tell her that she's not allowed to touch him because he's a threat to national security! WHAT THE FUCK! HE'S 5! Since when are 5 year olds who play with trucks and spiderman action figures a threat to national security? That poor little kid is going to be scarred for life! He's scared and confused and people are looking at him accusingly, and all he wants is the comfort of his mother's arms and they're going to deny him that?! COME ON! When did we as a society stop using common sense? When did fear become so overwhelming that we have to start treating little boys l

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Imagine Me
Imagine ME..... Imagine me Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I, I imagine me In a place of no insecurities And I'm finally happy cause I imagine me Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me can you imagine me? And healed from what my daddy did And I wanna live and not read that page again Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around Can you imagine me? In a world where nobody has to live afraid Because of your love fears gone away Can you imagine me? Letting go of my past And glad I have another chance And my heart will dance 'Cause I don't have to read that page again

Boredom
I am a victim of this place. A culprit in this crime. I've progressed this drama of mine. I suffer from addiction, and deeply rooted affliction to man of a different time. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? It's a dream unfilled, a touch never felt. An emotion never expressed, a hand never dealt. It's the beginning of a heartache and the journey of a lifetime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? He's the knight in my fairy tale, the villain in my dream. The heroin in my movie, as silly as it seems. He's the one I never had, even in our prime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? I didn't even think I cared - he had nothing tangible to do with my life. But as the days go by and the reality of how big the lie is sinks in...I'm starting to feel it. It's worse than a man breaking my heart, or cheating on me because those things happen when a relationship dies and no one wants to admit it. It's not even something I can cry about. It's like my mind is more att

Life25
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

I See Dumb People
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets 2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and

For You
The music of your affection surrounds the air I breathe The wonder of your passion My soul will never leave Within my heart it glides As we dance the dance of love These moments with you I could never have too many of Your kiss to me tonight Soft as an angels wing Came out through my lips In this verse I sing I know your out there waiting I hear your voice away so far And the beauty of your words The distance cannot mar Our bond it only strengthens And as the nights go by I feel your arms around me As I gaze up to the sky The smile upon my lips It will surely never die

Seduce Me
Tickle my thoughts with your brazen tongue tantalization unleashed Whisper wonder in subtle motions communicate all you can’t speak Touch my temptation with playful suggestions enticement alluring Venture advancement with delights of indulgence coax this good girl to her knees

Val Contest Please Help Me Win
Leo July 23 - August 23 Element: Fire Quality: Fixed, a sign that provides consistency Motto: “I create” Planetary Ruler: The Sun, the planet of warmth and self-expression Sun’s Influence: Extroverted Leos radiate warmth and creativity without even trying. These fiery folks want to share their passions with the world—and have the world applaud. When properly channeled, Leo energy creates excitement and sets social trends. Misused, this sign’s quest for self-expression becomes a shallow or dictatorial quest for attention. Symbol: Lion Lion’s Influence: Like Lions, folks born under this sign roar loudly and often. They skip subtlety and make grand entrances, demand adoration, and relish life in the limelight. They love luxury and aren’t afraid of coming off as vain—in fact, they want everyone to know that only the best is good enough for them. They encourage others to play and indulge in life’s pleasures. These big-hearted folks love parties and drama, and wear th

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Strength
S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H.~ the quality or state of being strong : capacity for exertion or endurance H.O.P.E~ to cherish a desire with anticipation ~~ There are many times in our lives when we make decisions that at the time you may not realize what the outcome shall be. Times we feel hurt, mistrusted or misloved but may not exactly be the case. When we join this journey called life we have goals, dreams and hopes for the future. If you keep your mind focused on those things and build yourself up you grow strong in knowing WHO you are and WHAT you are about. YOU are the one who determines the end outcome of your life. How is it then that someone who was so strong and confident can and did allow someone else break that? You live your life for pleasing others because that makes you happy (that is who you are) YOU are the care-giver the lover. You know early on in life what your calling is. You are determined to make all your goals and dreams come true. You work hard to make sure it d

Movie Reviews
Fun and lighthearted. Certainly enjoyable. My favorite scene was when the princesses decided to fight back after burning their bras. Snow White lead the charge by singing her sweet songs to summon the animals then transitioned into Led Zeppelin's Immigrant Song for all the animals to attack. That was so sweet! I've just seen August Rush. It was absolutely fabulous! I was bawling like a baby by the time it got to the end. Purely and truly magical! A give it an 11 without any hesitation, five stars or whatever the best possible rating is. If you're not prepared to have your heart touched deeply, don't watch this movie.

Prayers Are Needed
***This is not the orginal, nor is it to take place of the orginal....*** The bellys getting bigger and she think's its from the food she's eating, Two weeks have passed an now shes in tears...Jus 16 yrs old n she's haven a baby! I wounder how a father could jus walk away, As if this precious life he created is a shame, How could he leave her alone to rasie a child he helped creat. I wounder if he even cares....I've watched the belly grow, the tiny feet press against the tight skin...It brings a tear to my eye...I talked to the very same belly everynight and kissed it with great pride...Watching this precious gift grow was a diamond in my eye..I often woundered why he walked away.......The pains begin to get stronger-the tears being to fall, she's alone n about to have a baby.....The doctor's say "I'm sorry mam, but were loosening both mother n child" I woundered why he never answered the family's pleeding call that night...I woundered how he could jus walk away-from this

Words Of Wisdom And Other Things
how can you cry about deleting account then open a new lounge man you have people fooled! hey this can be great its called united we stand with no drama bomb when you can lets fix this place up in 2008 1 PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME AND PIMP ME OUT HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics I Love
Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing

Help!!!
Well its shit.... That's right , SHIT! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider this: You can be shit faced, Shit outta luck, Or have Shit for brains. With little effort you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits , and sweet shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, And chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier then a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter then shot and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can lo

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Random
so.. as if i am not stressed out enough as it is, Ive been suffering from probably THE worst toothache of my life the past couple days. I was hurting so bad I barely slept last night, and when I got up this morning, the left side of my face was all puffy and hot and throbbing... oh yes.. gotta love mouth infections. One thing I am so lucky for though, is the fact that my insurance has no copays. I found a new urgent care and was in and out in like an hour and a half (which for those of you who havent been to an urgent care - is REALLY good). Now, I wait for the pain meds to kick in so I can hopefully get some rest before my next nervous breakdown. My point... dental care should be cheaper and easier to get so people don't have to suffer from this kinda crap. My insurance only covers dental emergencies and usually just means they'll yank whatever tooth is causing the problem. I need my teeth darnit! Just sort of ranting... I hate the way my life is right now. I am so stressed

Girlfriend App
what is love who every event the word Love Did that person every get hurt or exprince Love why was love ever event Is love nessary How can 4 letter make fell so good but can make feel so lost EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me?

True American Soldiers
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

Hmmmm....
...that I need a FUBAR account... It's just going to get me in trouble in the end... But, There are some people that I would LOVE to keep up with... :-) So I have alternate accounts set up for those of you that want to keep up with me... I have a facebook account... A myspace account... A yahoo account... Whatever it takes to get you to me, I'm for that... Myspace ID: Garrett's Dads Evil Twin Facebook: Jeff Riley Yahoo ID: gawain972 I hope some of you come check on me... I would really hate to lose contact with you, but again, I'm just going to get in trouble here, and need to delete this account... :-) Thanks! :-D I know that some of you save a bunch of those little saying thingies... And I don't know what they are called, but they are two little round-headed characters... One is purple, one is yellow... They have the cutest sayings with them... And at least ONE of you has saved a ton of those... Could anyone tell me who has them??? I would like to

Am I Cheating Death?
Not to long ago me, michelle, and allie were driving back to michelles house and when we on washington street. when we were driving, a truck ran right threw a stop sign without stopping. I suppose we were maybe 5 seconds away from hitting him. i thought it was just nothing until i realize there were more times that i "dodge" death. Another time when me and paul were coming back from dropping off april after bowling, we going down the neighbor street and all of a sudden, a truck reversed out of no where, and we were right about to hit it, whats worse, paul was texting while driving and and did not realize he about to hit him, i said "stop" and barely touched him. The last one i can remember is when me, michelle, and jamie were walking to the gas station. and when we got there, a car crashed right threw glass (right where we suppose to walk threw) . it must of happeed maybe 2 minutes after we got there. all these close calls made me wonder "am i cheating death?" and if so..

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

A Thought To Share
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

Poetry
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

Problems
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Blonde Jokes
Giving Birth A young lady in the maternity ward, just prior to labor, is asked by the midwife if she would like her husband to be present at the birth. "I'm afraid I don't have a husband," she replies. "O.K. do you have a boyfriend?", asks the Midwife. "No, no boyfriend either." "Do you have a partner then?" "No, I'm unattached, I'll be having the baby on my own." After the birth the midwife again speaks to the young woman. "You have a healthy bouncing baby girl, but I must warn you before you see her that the baby is black." "Well," replies the girl. "I was very down on my luck, with no money and nowhere to live, and so I accepted a job in an adult movie. The lead man was black." "Oh, I'm very sorry," says the midwife, "that's really none of my business and I'm sorry that I have to ask you these awkward questions but I must also tell you that the baby has blonde hair." "Well yes," the girl again replies, "you see I desperately needed

Amrz Joint Of Da Day :)
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Life
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your chil

Happy New Year
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Hectic
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

I Have Been Here 5 Days And..
I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense. I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture. There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours. What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca

Nsfw Flagger!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

Bitch Crew
HI ALL COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE BITCH CREW WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME GREAT STAFF PEOPLE AND HAVEING FUN ALL WELCOME TO COME AND HAVE SOME FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME OUT AND JOIN US TY ALL FOR YOUR TIME AND PLZ JOIN UP WHEN YOU GET TIME TY ALL IM THE OWNER JOHN SR ARE CO OWNER IS MIDNIGHT

New Blog
WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments (repost of original by 'Evonne~ Spirit Levelers~~~member of fusista's bombers~~~~CLUB FAR ~~`' on '2007-12-28 07:34:55') (repost of original by 'TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs' on '2007-12-28 07:36:53') WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments

Help!!!! They Need You.....
Your friends need your help.They are trying too get a 3 day blast and 500,000 Fubucks. They need your love and support. If you are not a bomber you can still help them. It takes 2 minutes rate there picture and leave one comment or a few. Contest will run 7 days from December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est and ending Jan 2nd at 11:00 p.m. Est Good Luck too all entrys. The top 4 are really working hard bombing until they max there comments.. LadyBloodRaven PsYcHoTiC*TiNkErBeLlmN84* *OWNER@TINKERBELLzDREAM* *DiReCtOr@PsYcHoS*AsYlUm* *DoWnToWn*BoMbErS*' canadianchik: Christine is back..Wife too Frogman tattoo These entrys would love too have there friends back them up in the contest too help them have a chance. Lauria Shadow leveler {FENB}{OWNED BY ALISA}{}~ GREETER FOR BIKER & TATTOO LOUNGE Eric FoxyLady1977 Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear Official L.U.V CLub Co-Founder,

Contest
Hello bombers. This is a giveaway. He needs 140,000 comments on this pic. So lets bomb it hard. All help will be appreciated. Iknow we are helping Greg in his giveaway, but this guy DJ WickedWitch made he background to our family lounge. So lets sow him some love in his contest. Lets show him we Appreciated his kindness in helping us. This is where we are today so please comb help out here. She needs 12,450 comments to go on thi pic.

Whatever.
I don’t like myself. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not a pessimist. There is plenty of things about me that is likable, and I have lots of friends. I enjoy lots of parts of my life and generally lead a happy life. I just don’t like socially awkward person I’ve become. I’m shy; introverted; somewhat slouchy; and worst of all: lacking in self-confidence. When I go to a social event… I’m not the guy that people want to be around; I don’t glow with an aura that communicates: this guy is fun! Much the opposite, I think people are disinterested in me, so people pick up on this negativity and are even less likely to talk to me and I less likely to talk to them. It's a vicious cycle that repeats that sends me down a black hole that is getting harder and harder to climb out. My friends that know me do not think it makes any sense. They tell me I'm a good looking guy and such I get invited out a lot to hang out with them at social events. I make them laugh, so they think it's odd that I fail

Wtf
sometimes i think that ppl cant have a normal life b/c of all the bullshit thats goin on in the world which makes it hard for anyone to have a normal life...but then i think of this quote i had heard in a child's movie which states..."that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelavent, its what you do with the gift of life that determins who you are"... i have always lived by this one and alwayz will i swear some ppl can be such assholes sometimes online they talk alot of shit to anyone who will listen but when it comes down 2 it they r such scared lil bitches and thats real fucking sad...and another thing ppl who have nuttin better to do then to talk shit about everyone else or spread bullshit rumors about gossip r such total dumbasses cuz they feed off the pain of others to make their useless life better which is just sad...its happened to me many times and i use to care alot about what ppl sad about me then one day i just gave up caring what anyone said about me cuz think about i

Life
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.

Gross Or Am I Weird
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Random Violence
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive) Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now. If I have offended anyone with

My Link 2 Giveaway I'm In
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Msmaines Pimpout!!
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

Who Cares Anyway Right Not Feelin So Hot Today
What I wanted I truly thought it was you. Someone who loves to be with me, Someone who’s love was strong and true. What I wanted was becoming a reality You said you never wanted to leave me alone What I wanted was love, and to see it grow, Having a home with love, while calling it our own. What I wanted was to be number one or even the fifth in your life. What I wanted was the person I love, to become my wife. Someone to take the time, to understand how loving I am. Someone that knew when it comes to being a man, “that I am.” Know that there’s nothing I am materialistic attached. Someone that knows when disputing not attacked What I wanted I saw in you. Sadden by the clock of time it became untrue. So many things I heard that came from your voice That made me believe the person I wanted was you, But when time passed on by I realize, what I wanted was not you. What I wanted was an image, an image you made. Of a w

Miss Beatrice - The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

Deep In Thought
have you asked for advice or help always been steered wrong. prob cause people don't understand the situation you may be in. everyone always has a different situation they may be in. its hard to try and comfort someone. a good friend there to listen comfort and always look out for you wiven any situation. not always good to do some things but ya dn't know what to do so some try to drink their life a way or try to harm them selves given their situation. not always easy. just having friends around you helps. from what i've seen and done is always look out for my friends and see who the good friends are and who arn't. true friends stand by you threw thick and thin no matter what the situation is or how hard it gets. i've stood by 1 of my friends and helped her out when she was in need. she was pregnant trying to deal with bills and room mates who were giving her a lot of trouble. i helped her make things easier for when she had her baby girl. with her being a mother dealing wit

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

My Birthday Blog
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

Help Please
OK HERE I GO AGAIN I AM IN A GIVE AWAY FOR MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR. I AM LOOK FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT CAN HELP AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS ON THIS PICTURE EVERYDAY! PLEASE!!!! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AND LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE ALL HELP WILL NOT GO UN NOTICES!!! TY LUV, CHRISTINE Looking for all and anyone that can and will help!!! I am in a give away for a HAPPY HOUR!! Look to get some help in reaching my goal I need 40000 More comments on this picture. So please if you will Leave a few!!!!

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

Fifty Three/thirty One
We never remain in the present. We anticipate the future as being too slow to come, as if to hasten its progress; or we recall the past in order to hold it back as being too quick to go: we are so rash as to stray into times which are not ours, and do not think about the only one which belongs to us: so futile as to think of thoes which no longer are, and to let slip unreflecting the only one which subsides. The truth is, the present commonly wounds us. Road Less Traveled Two roads diverged in a yellow wood And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth Then took the other as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet, knowing how way leads on

Who I And What I Am Looking For
It has been said many ways: No guts, no glory. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Life is full of chances and opportunities. But to take a chance .. to reach for an opportunity ... there is risk involved. Some people like to play it safe. They don't want to take a risk. They have been hurt before and are afraid of being hurt again. That is totally understandable. I have taken many risks in my life, and I have been hurt. The question one has to ask themselves is, "is the risk worth the reward?" I have always answered this question, "yes!" Because I know that the reward is the best thing I would ever dream of, and I have said that I will go through anything to get that. And if I quit, then all that I have gone through in the past would be for nothing. But sometimes ... I waver in this. My courage begins to falter. Sometimes I think, "Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's too much." Then I try to take a deep breath,

Love, Honesty And The Internet
We live in a crazy world. There are a lot of crazy people. And then are not so crazy people that simply have different views, morals, priorities, interests or lifestyles than you do. In all of this mess, men and women search for love. We look for treasure amid trash. The Holy Grail: one person that we can love who will love us, that we can respect, and that will treat us with respect. We look for a loving caring partner to have a fulfilling and long-lasting relationship. But where do we find people? We find them at our jobs, we find them in our churches, we find them in bars, we may even find them at a gas station or grocery store. Some have used personals adds or dating services. And they say you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince or princess. And then, you meet people, and they put their best foot forward... try to be likable... This gives you a false picture of who they are. Eventually, they get tired of standing on their “best foot” and you start to see h

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Pain (1989)
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Happily Dead
im tired of all the bullshit and lies all the times that ive tried to show you how much i care but you brush it off and dont dare to acknolwedge my existance is to die by the sword the cold, steel you feel is for the lies and and the word that you made me believe was the honest truth that i couldnt see it was only a tattered noose to wrap around my heart choke the warmth from this lifeless entity stand over my spirit as i drift to peace and serenity i no longer have to deal with your waste of a life and a space just floating by time in a better mood and a better place so do your thing lie to them im happy knowing youll never touch me again

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

Deadly Nightshade
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

What Is Friendship Here?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

My Blogs
You Meant So Much by Cassie Mitchell You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain. ♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!! Bows head in great respect ... This Song is decicated to the man in my life that I love with all my heart ... I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna clo

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

Top 8
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

Hardest Day
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

Fallen Angel
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

Torrents
I follow you outside youlean against a white benz ansd light one up I step out of the shadows and walk toward you I stare deep in your eyes you are hypnotized by the passion inside, It pulls you in its like the passion is reaching to you from withing you cannot look away I reach you and place my hand on the back of your neck I pull you in for a kiss I taste your lips, and your tongue I bite your lip and pull you down you unzip my pantsand pull my soft cock out you take it in your mouth and make it grow you know I am pleasured by my moans I am rock hard now and I hold your head against me, all the way to the base affter about 30 seconds I let go. You are dripping now I raise you up and turn your toward the car I pull down your pants and bend you over the hood you moan as I slide in I slide my fingers in the other hole as I pump you, slow at first, till it is hard and fast You pull out and you kneel in front of me you take me again in your mouth and swallo

Poem
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, The

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

Pretty Bubbles In The Air
.brain damage. Heart damage. i can hear the thunder outside..the lightening wont be far behind. the rain will fall soon.... *sigh* kinda like...you know....the fighting starts..... the tears fall...the voices crack; shitty words are exchanged.... and heartache...lingering there the entire time. hail. this will be a long. stop reading here and go pee. hell, grab a snack... you guys know...what exstacy does to your life...right? ...fucks it up.....not usually right that moment, when you're rollin..... but for many many many many many days afterwards. sometimes months...*shrugs*...some...never seem to get a grasp on it. -which is probably ME, right this moment- seeing as... i'm gonna sit here and post about my feelings on it.... all while i'm about to drop and wait for it to fucking hit. hypocritical, i know... ask me if i care right now; i'll tell you no. have you ever felt so wonderful? so alive? so beautiful? so

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Suicide
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Blogging
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley Goodbye Why does love tend to hurt so bad?? It makes you happy, but in turn can make you oh so sad....... You know its there, but then its not...... Like a feather in the wind it cant be forgotten....... You give and give in hopes of some return..... Then in the end it seems as if you are only burned...... My feelings for you will always be true..... But the ghosts shadow I lived

No Title Want To Name It 2
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Playpen Auction
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!! 1.is it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've go

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Rant Yall
Ok, so as one of my good friends told me today I love attention. Thats right I love to be the center of everyones attention. I am loud, obnoxious and generally do whatever I want so that everyone has to pay attention to me. So we go to DC today to hit up the Smithsonia, and I will post pics later. But anyhow tours two of the oriental exhibits about and spend some time walking about in the garden. Dawn and I then decide we need food. So I make a call to see where food is about that area. So we find out some things going on as for food on the phone and decide to hit the natural history museum. We hike about in there and we walk out. So upon walking out one of those lovely black suburbans with government tags rolls up on us. Yeah you know those ones that you generally don’t want to see rolling up on you. Well anyhow it rolls up and we have a conversation with 3 gentleman wearing vests and carrying machine guns. After the conversation we walk up to Frado’s Irish Pub an

With You
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Help A Friend!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

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The Maid Of Honor
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

I Need To Step Away
This is what I said when I left FUBAR I stand by those feelings and I am not sure if I will come back for good or for just right now. Anyway to save the feelings I had there at that time I created this blog. I am going to likely be on here from time to time but no where as active as I once was. Ok well I have had enough of FUBAR for a while I am tired of the drama, people begging for blasts, tickers, VIPs, Happy Hours, and FU-Bucks. Also people doing anything they can just to get points. This is supposed to be place to meet people, have fun, and make new friends. Well I have been on here for almost 10 months now, at this posting I have fanned 574 people and made 457 friends. Sometimes I only fan people but that is rare most of the time I rate and fan profiles before sending a request. I only have 185 fans myself and only 1214 profile views that is about 4 views a day. To those Few Friends that I have made on here that wonder why I want to leave think about it 4 views a day and I hav

Fritos!
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Rant
At work today a co-worker asked me if I was ok because they havent heard a peep out of me. I usually am in everyones face making sure they're doing their job but lately I've been depressed about my ex dumping me for a man 13 days ago. The mumm section on this site has been a great place for me to get out my aggressions. Im more angry than I am horny but I would like to fuck my pain away in the near future but the thought of fucking a guy that lies about him fucking guys makes my blood boil and I dont know if I can believe another guy again. My ex was always so anti-gay, well for man being gay anyway he loved for me to bring home girls for both of us to do. It was just an act. Thats all I have to say for now. Im going back into the mumms.

Bad Badd Girls
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These Are Some Bad Girls!
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Me
I just want to wish all my family and friends on here a Happy New Year!!!! After the first, I will start my process in deleting my fubar account.. If you're a true friend and want to stay in contact with me, I will give you my yahoo and myspace.. Everyone else I hope your journey in this life leads you to where you want to be!!!! ~Miss TeRe~

The Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

My Love For You
for you I love you completely from the dimples in your eyes to the kisses you give so sweetly you make me smile when no one else can you make it all better your my kinda man I dont know how you do it and probably never will the way you make my body flutter even when i am standing still I hate that you have to leave And i miss you all the time but i know you will come home and when you do you are still mine So my prayer is that you are safe in everything you do Cause your love is home waiting waiting just for you I know its tough and work is hard but i love you so much believe with your heart I love and miss you baby come home safe to me forever i will be faithful and true til i can hold you in my arms once again

Why I Ache!
This blog was written by my friend Terri, who said that I could post it in my blogs as well. As some of you know, I have back problems, what you don't know is that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis(RA), and Fibromyalgia as well..... Most know what RA is, and can understand back problems, but not everyone knows anything about Fibro. Hopefully this helps you to understand... ***************************************************** MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make y

Other Reading Material
10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist! When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for wha

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Here!
I've been thinking about my Resolutions for the new year and though I've hardly ever made any I've managed to accoplish all of them. This year I just have two that I want to accoplish, however one of them I cannot do alone. For that one I need someone else to make it work and is personal. The other however I will gladly share with all that read these things. My goal is a two part goal, one get my car fixed, two get out of Texas. I'm not exactly sure where I'm going to go just yet. I do know that I miss snow. I miss the stillness after a good snow storm and while I don't hate Texas I do know I don't want to live here anymore. My family is here, but too many bad things have happened to me here and I want a fresh start someplace that it snows. I wouldn't mind Iowa but that's going into the first Resolution and like I said it's personal. Other than that Colorado looks good or maybe Nebraska. I like Nebraska. It was beautiful there when I was a kid and I'm sure it hasn't changed all that mu

Mumms The Word
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ACTUALLY ARE TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS; THANX:) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLZ GO AND VOTE ON THIS MUMM FOR ME IF YA HAVENT! PLZ READ IT IF YA HAVE TIME YOU CAN COMMENT! BUT PLZ ~V O T E~ TY AND ~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COPY AND PASTE IN BROWSER AND TY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE AND DO!ANGEL~ http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=273855#

Crash
My Report on crash between Carlsbad and Hobbs on 12-27-07 5:30 PM I was on my way to work when i drove onto the scene of a very bad wreck, 2 semi trucks were involved a Swift truck heading toward Hobbs had been struck when a Water truck was turning into midway station, as i drove closer to the scene i could see people in the road running in diffrent directions and some people on the side of the road waving ther hands, checking my rear view mirror to see if i was clear to slow down i applied my brakes and pulled over, set my hazzard lights and called 911 i informed them that there had been a wreck at mile marker 62-65 and to send EMS, after i hung up, got my hazzard bag that i got when i started this job out of my truck and ran toward a group of bi-standers, the driver of the watter truck was on the ground with a head full of blood, all i could think about was the training video and CPR class, there was a lot of trafic on the road heading toward our direction very fast

Troubled Mind..
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

My Writing
It's a day like no other as I waltz into the candyshop "No bad candy for me today" I tell the shop keeper The bastard always sells me bad candy & I can never tell 1 look @ a pack of white chocolate & my mouth waters Snatch the bag, pay the man, tear open the bag, handful to the mouth... Bite... Bite... chew... Chew silivate Hmmmmm... Heaven... absolute heaven, I hear the angels the trumpets and... and... then I reach the not so chewey or yummy center.. The fucker got me again.. Always happens, he never fails to decieve me & I always believe one day I'll beat him Does he actually sell candy w/o blemish? Why don't I shop elsewhere? Its not equilibrium & yet I have no answers Its just as easy to shop elsewhere but I have no desire to The others gather around as I choke on this filth They're enjoying their candy, its as simple as going down the block but I'm stubborn, I have no urge to. I must emerge victorious over the shop keep I will emerge victori

Just A Thought
I know I haven't talked much about my personal life on this site! I put my heart and soul in my last space and lost internet connection for a while and I felt like I lost some good friends in the process. So I have just been having fun and keeping it easy...but it is time to get a little deeper...take it to a different level! I have meet a few down to earth ... really caring and honest people in the last 3 or 4 weeks and two of them have shared something very personal with me ... I think you will know who you are so I won't really mention names. Losing someone close is always a hard thing to go thru and ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I pray that God will heal the pain and ease you mourning hearts! I know a lot of people probly won't like the song I have chosen to play today. To me music is an expression of inner feelings. Something the artist needs for people to hear in the message they are singing in hopes that it will somehow make a difference. Either thru a trial they

For Now This Is Just Goodbye
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin

I Wonder
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

My Thoughts
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me Thanks to those that have tried to break down my walls Micheal Jackson - You are not aloneAdd to My Profile | More Videos All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read thi

Dont Give Up!
I just want to say something about the curve ball life likes to throw sometimes. You may be delt a card that you didnt plan on and it just might put a stick in the spokes of your bicycle of life. I want to say something about my own life that I hope will inspire you when you are delt an undesireable card. I play the bass guitar with a paralyzed left hand. A stretched brachial plexus nerve from a severe car accident caused my fingers on my left hand to be paralyzed. I played bass guitar for 13 years at the time of my accident and just ordered my first 6 string bass online which came in while I was still in intensive care. Doctors told me that I may never play the bass again and that put me in a downward tailspin real fast. A friend of mine had a dream of me playing with the bass in my lap and wearing a slide on one of my fingers. I immediately went to Norman Music and picked up a slide for my pinky finger. I started teaching myself to play again and it sounded like crap.

All About Me
Hello, my name is Melissa, but my friends call me Missy and I am 30. I have been married now for 5 yrs. and have 2 boys of my own(Alex-3 and Zach-15 mo.). I also have 2 step-daughters(Tia-12 and Sabrina-10). I am 5'4" and weigh about 110 lbs. I also have red hair and hazel eyes. So I am a short petite chick, lol. Well that's me.

To My Friends And Fans
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

Do You Really Care?
24 hours ago, I posted a blog saying that I was leaving this site, and as of right now that is still my mindset. After I posted it, I had literally a dozen people come to me and ask me not to delete my profile - that I will be giving in to the ones who want me gone from this site. (Am I really that much of a threat to some people?) I have also heard some rumors floating around that paint a very sick and disturbing picture of me. Believe me, I am tired of the lies, so I am coming out with what I have heard has been said. Believe whatever you want to - I really don't care! I have heard that I have lied about a lot of things on this site. I hear that people have been saying that I never had cancer, nor did I ever go through treatments or have the two surgeries. I have heard that some are saying that Kianna never existed - that I made her up and I was really her (an alter-ego of sorts). I have heard that I am just saying these and being like this for the attention and to pull at

Thoughts
As my Soul searches this vast waste land we call life. The emptiness grows stronger and life slips further towards the grave. The Fresh smell of my grave calls me home. My dirt tomb is the only place I feel safe and warm. As I wonder through this cemetery called life I wonder where this life will lead me. The only life I’ve ever know has been paved with life’s decay and the bodies of its victims. Why must are world be so cruel? Why do we just strive to survive? Take me now I’m coming home. Back to the grave where I feel safe and warm from life’s death grip on me. Why is this world so vain? Why do we strive to survive this place? The cemetery soothes the soul of our lost loved ones who have been taken from life’s cruel game. As the last shovelful of dirt is tossed on my grave I know its my time to ride the last flight of the soul.

Thoughts
MY LIFES A TWISTED GAME. WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME. MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE. THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE. MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE. BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS. I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS. THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

Expensive Loser Wanted
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

Come On In
YOU, yes YOU too can have your own personalized sexy, sexual or just plain vanilla picture of me giving you a salute. I am in the army and i do know how to salute....... a vip will get you in if you're not already in myh family. i promise you; access to my faimily is far from boring I'm shipping out in 14 days to join the army again. I'm looking forward to new adventures but i'll miss the friends i have here and i hope i can be on here much more once i get settled. In the 80's I joined the Army after my freshman year in college. For the next two years I was in ROTC. I got to do alot of cool stuff in that time. I was selected as one of fifty-two cadets in the country to go to Germany and be assigned to a unit as a platoon leader. I got to be assigned to the 10th attack helicopter batallion as C company attack platoon leader. I was 19years old and was in charge of 7 cobra attack helicopters for 6 weeks. I saw alot of Germany from the air. I also got to go to Airborne school and after th

Funnies
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. ** (taken from jessa she's awesome)

The Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

How The Fight Started...
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road the driver slowly gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started. Lmao!! Tc n peace Boo hugz!!

♥kitchen Witchery♥
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it. “Goddess of the hearth and home Habondia, Hertha, Hestia Warm my hearth with your love! Bless my meals That they may be Nutritious, enchanting, and Sumtuose. Blessed Be!” Smooth as silk sliding over skin For feelings to show without as within Stirring clockwise, the juices flow Sated, happy, in love’s glow. Tempered widdershins, balance set The food will help, aid and abet Passions rising, banked and ready

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

Rock Revisted
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

The Latest Hall Of Fame Looser
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

Self-esteem
The 12 Steps to Total and Complete Insanity 1. We admitted we were powerless over nothing. We could manage our lives perfectly and we could manage those of anyone else that would allow it. 2. Came to believe that there was no power greater than ourselves, and the rest of the world was insane. 3. Made a decision to have our loved ones and friends turn their wills and their lives over to our care. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of everyone we knew. 5. Admitted to the whole world at large the exact nature of their wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to make others straighten up and do right. 7. Demanded others to either "shape up or ship out". 8. Made a list of anyone who had ever harmed us and became willing to go to any lengths to get even with them all. 9. Got direct revenge on such people whenever possible except when to do so would cost us our own lives, or at the very least, a jail sentence. 10. Continued to take inventory of ot

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

Some Taylorology
1. Water gets me more hyper than alcohol. 2. I make up my own words, like crazianity. I call it Taylorology - the study of Taylor. 3. I hate the phone. Like with all my being. 4. I'm commitment phobic but almost always have a boyfriend. 5. I have a Tommy Hilfiger OBSESSION 6. I will honestly say that for the most part, I have the worst taste in movies. 7. I don't highlight or dye my hair. It is what it is. 8. I love to dance...especially on stage ;) And I can shake my ass to almost any song lol... 9. I should really be in my own comedy T.V. Show. 10. I am a fantastic flirt...unless I like the guy...then I completely ignore him (however, this is often case-sensitive) 11. I only take 10 or 15 minutes to get ready to go out. 12. I think the Jager song is one of the best songs ever written! (My jager has a first name, its J-A-G-E-R....my jager has a second name, its MY-S-T-E-R...I love to drink it every day and if you ask me why I'll sayyyyyyyyyy....

Do It For Dime!!!
RIDE FOR DIME Philly ChapterDate: Dec 28, 2007 2:30 PMWe'd like to conduct a little experiment. We'd like everybody to download this pic and make it their profile pic. We just wanna see how many Dimebag fans are out there, and what it would look like with most of our friends having the same profile pic honoring Dime!It's no contest or anything, just somethin we thought would be cool. We're leaving ours up until Jan 15th, when this issue comes out.Please Re-Post!!!!

Giving Your 100% !!
Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Heres a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+

Hits Close To Home
[Verse One] I didn't tell anyone about what I seen or heard that day, mums the word still I'm scared to plant ideas into your head while your rebellious side is fertile Hurdles are getting knocked down I'm running a losing race Your legs aren't the only ones marked up How many dreams have you chased? If I could have said this to your face maybe you wouldn't have to write like I do, Except I use paper instead of my body now; it's something you might want to try too From haikus to horror stories, it's something in our blood that we share, Something in our blood that appears on the surface of our skin when we bring it there My facial expression said I didn't care Hate and aggression must've made an impression on the little kid who stared, Sitting on stairs when I would bother to bring my skates My feeble attempt at being a strong, big brother doing father figure 8's Ripping my cape on the ground that it dragged on Tripping on fate and hearing the sounds of a sad song Liste

I Love This Song..just Enjoy Nina Simone
If you knew how I missed you You would not stay away today Don't you know I need you Stay here my dear with me I need you here my darling Together for a day a day Together never parting Just you just me my love I can't go on without you Your love is all I'm living for I love all things about you Your heart your soul my love I need you here beside me Forever and a day a day I know whatever betides me I love you I love you I do

Sometimes We Say Things We Regret Later
I made another silly blog this time but My thoughts are true and hopeful. I been having bad days here n there lately it seems like working overtime and dealing with a bunch of crap in My life too. But thats no way to yell and treat friends like that ever even though they listen to Me talk to Me or let Me vent and get it out in the open, or tell me things will be ok afterwards. Yeah I made some comments the other day reguarding the issues I been having in life, and I took it out on innocent freinds, and family as well, which was My fault for letting it get to Me and going that far with it!!. The saying goes blood is thicker than water you find out who the true friends and family You have in Your life. Its hard to admit when were wrong in life but making it right for the long run is safer and better, I think about this saying from time to time You really dont know what you could've had till its gone forgood or for awhile as well as not having it to begin with eiteher like it never exisit

Witch
Witch She sees faeries And talks to her herb garden. And everyone laughs. She feels colors, And says there is magic in the moon. And everyone laughs. She never hurts anyone And loves her oak tree like a child. And everyone laughs. She always helps a stranger And the neighborhood strays adore her And everyone laughs. She sits and cries And mumbles to the shadows, And no one cares. Once her hair was long and bright, Now it is a matted mess And no one cares. She used to dance among the trees, Now she can't find them And no one cares. Dreams of magic fill her days; Magic she can almost touch. And no one cares. The day she died her herbs did, too. And her oak tree bowed its limbs. A single candle burned in her window With naught there but the cats. And no one understands... copyright by Eveningstar aka Karin

Mother, Maiden, Crone
Mother Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch alone, honoring your many phases as my own.... Changes come and go, tides rise and flow as your light continues to grow, peeking through the window as I sleep, my dreams you safely keep, Goddess of the Moon, your magick fills my room, with blessings of the womb, moonbeams dance upon these walls, like golden threads, spun on a loom, Stars circle round, like a silvery crown, as I draw your energy down.. Many Blessings you continuously bestow with your magickal glow, as above... so below.... Mother, Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch Alone.... Copyright by me

The Truth
the truth all i want is the truth is that to much to ask ....i am a very understanding guy ...prolly the most u will ever find ........no matter what it is just tell me ......if you just want to have fun or be serious dont ditch me, stand me up, or just iggnore me or anythign else to avoid telling me the truth.......im sorry if im offending anyone who didnt lie to me but im just tired of beign lied too and or having my heart played with ........its getting old and really getting to me inside. im ok with fun ...im ok with serious but all i wnat to know is whats what ...is that to much to ask for ...please tell me b/c i dont think so. i knwo the truth hurts sometimes but not as much as being lied to and than find out lator. im a really trustworthy person........prolly to much at times...........but i will talk to just about anyone about almost anything but be upfront and yrself to me just liek i am to you. i dont like fake people or just dishonest people that realyl irrates

Online Players
What makes a guy go online and try to hussle as many women as he can? I don't understand what someone would get out of it. Its not like they're getting laid or anything LOL. Tell me what you think guys!

Hottest Age Group Contes!
ALRIGHT ALL YOU FULIGANS IT IS TIME TO STEP UP AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR AGE GROUP AND RATE AND COMMENT THEM TO VICTORY! THIS IS MY HOTTEST AGE GROUP CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM TONIGHT UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY AT THIS TIME! BELOW ARE THE DIRECT PIC LINKS TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS ORDER BY AGE GROUP FROM YOUNGEST TO OLDEST. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AND IT WILL SEND YOU RIGHT TO IT! 1) 18-19 YEAR OLD GROUP! loves like war aka shorty ** AM THE ONE U WILL NEVER FORGET** Cowgirl Gone Wild 2) 20-29 YEAR OLD GROUP canadianchik Kae **FU-Bombers ROCK my SOCKS;)*Fu-Bomber Promoter*[Club F.A.R.] croe427- the sisterhood UrBitch »-(¯`v´¯)-»ßãßÿ †®èª§üR£ ~Öwñër~ ßªß¥ †r€ð§ûrë§ Î§£åñÐ(¯`·¸•´¯)&lðvïñg £ÚßÄR WÌ£È ² ÇÄRL »-(¯`v´¯)-» *~JA~* =Øne $ex¥ Fµ©ka= 2nd Alarm Hotties Member= Tiger~lily® *~*Member of The IRA Bombsquad *~* Σηforçër {{2Ø5}}*~* 3) 30-39 YEAR OLD GROUP luvab

Drift Away
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone. The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T Darkness surrounds

Illegal Alien
Band : Genesis Song & Lyrics : Genesis Got out of bed, wasn't feeling too good With my wallet and my passport, a new pair of shoes The sun is shining so I head for the park, With a bottle of Tequila, and a new pack of cigarettes I got a cousin and she got a friend, Who thought that her aunt knew a man who could help At his apartment I knocked on the door, He wouldn't come out until he got paid. Now don't tell anybody what I wanna do If they find out you know that they'll never let me through, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, no It's no fun being an illegal alien Down at the office had to fill out the forms A pink one, a red one, the colours you choose, Up to the counter to see what they think They said "it doesn't count man, it ain't written in ink". I don't trust anybody, least not around here, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, I tell ya It's no fun being an illegal alien, no no no no no It's no fun being an illegal alien, I mean it when I t

Things
9 Things that drive me up the wall! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damned floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? I

Come Feel The Heat In The Ff Hall..free Drinks Free Laughs And New Friends
well it was fun while it lasted but seening how no ones care the fire fighters hall will be closing i or merci cant be there all the time and our members just dont care just like any internet site people are all fakes hope all have a good life bye bye IM GOING TO ADD THIS- TO ALL THE FF HALL MEMEBERS THAT HAVE ASKED JOHN AND I TO KEEP IT OPEN CAUSE YOU ALL LOVE THE HALL SO MUCH AND WE USED TO HAVE FUN JUST LIKE IT WAS MADE FOR-TO ALL YOU FF'S OUT THERE THIS WAS DONE AS A PLACE TO BE ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM THE REAL LIFE B/S YOU SEE EVERYDAY FOR YOU TO HAVE A PLACE TO BE SILLY TO TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY OR NIGHT TO JUST HAVE SOME CYBER FUN BUT I GUESS ALL MY HARD WORK SITTING IN THAT LOUNGE FOR 18-20 HRS A DAY MAKING IT FUN OR JUST TO HAVE A PLACE TO CHAT JUST DONE MATTER SO I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT STILL DO SUPPORT THE HALL AND FOR ALL THE FAKES THANKS FOR LETTING JOHN DELETE ALL THE HARD WORK WE BOTH HAVE DONE IF THIS PISSES ANYONE ONE OFF GOOD! JUST DELETE ME CAUSE YOU WERE NOT

Updates
Hey my babies great news!!! Looks like I will finally be in my place an back online from my own comp by the end of next week!! I have missed you all sooooo much and can't wait to be able to shower you with love!! I'll post a blog and a blast when I do get back to let you know I'm finally home! Love you my darlings, Michelle Hi ya muh babies sorry I haven't been around much but have Hosting in a tournament league called Eliters and have been having a blast!! They have all knds of tournaments for all kinds of games on yahoo, pogo, and game desire. Wanna find me? Right now I am hosting in Euchre Pogo mostly in the mornings and am going to be hosting other games soon. For euchre you don't have to be a paid pogo member just sign up or sign in if you are already a member. Wanna join in on the league games? Here's how... 3 EZ steps to play in Eliters Euchre Tourneys: 1> Join Eliters FREE @ www.romanticnotions8.eliters.org/start * Sign up with EXACT Pogo ID. * 2> Join Euchre Pogo Leag

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

Have To Vent
It has been a while since I have said anything on here, and right now I have alot going through my mind right now. Some of you know what I am have been going through and at this point in time I just don't know what to do, I have heard alot of women including my wife that my "lil" problem is no big deal. but I know it has to be a big deal. I have had one woman tell me that it is not a big deal and then in the next breath tell me that she is cheating on her husband cause she is not happy with how he uses his tool and does not pleasure her like she would like. I have talked to a few women that say it is not big deal and then tell me that they could not handle it if their man was in my situation. How is the showing me that it is no big deal. How can a woman say it is not a big deal and turn around and say something that contradicts what she just said. My wife tells me that it is no big deal but I know better then that. I know that I am no where near the lover that she wants. I h

Why I’m Leaving...
Well, to make simple. I'm leaving because I'm bored with my life and this town. My being bored with my life has nothing to do with my friends/family. I have a lot great, and not so great, memories with the whole of them. It's just that my life is stagnent here and I seem to be going nowhere and getting nothing accomplished. And there really isn't much that this town has to offer me in what I want and there is nothing here for me to stay and be just "content" with the way things are now. I really haven't made up up my mind as to what I want to do or where to do it but I do know that it is no longer here. At first when I begun thinking about it I didn't want to come back because if I could find what makes me happy here I think I would have found it by now but I do have family and friends here that care for very much and will miss them so I will come back from time-to-time for visits, although knowing my track record with that phrase won't be often as I'd like. Yes, there will b

Why........
Why is it that when a girl gets upset at a man and doesn't want to talk to them that the guy is always to blind or stupid to see what he did that may have upset her in the first place? No instead they just keep pushing and pushing and pushing until, they push the girl too far. Men need to realize that when a girl is upset it is usually for a very specific lagitamat reason, and there heart or the emotions have been hurt in some way by them....but if they didnt care about them in some small way they wouldn't have been able to hurt them in the first place. Men need to sit back and observe the things that they do and say... the things that effect the girl they are aroung and know that when they make a mistake and hurt her that they may need to just figure out what is wrong themselves and act accordingly, because they girl may not always be able to talk and tell them right away what is wrong...It may just hurt to much at that moment. I am not saying all men are this way, and

Djs
This is going to be a mini rant.. Don't want to read it.. so be it..Just move on. What is with the 100s of DJs popping up here on Fubar lately? 99% of you aren't DJs... Just people that click on some songs and thats it.. A real DJ talks.. interacts with the listeners..Actually around when someone wants to request something.. but alas.. you aren't.. I guess you all think it is "HOT" or "SEXY" to put "DJ" in your names.. I only know of MAYBE 4 real DJ's on this site.. because they actually TALK on air.. and not click on a few songs and that's it.. YOU AREN'T DJ's... YOU'RE CLICKERS.. Nothing more. If you actually talked to people on air.. then you can call yourselves DJs. EXHALES!! Thank you for reading this.

Questions Unanswered
Today, my senses and feeling go hand in hand with the weather today....sunny, with the cooling breeze of spring... My senses have come alive once more...and not just because the weather is the best it will ever be...but because I am beginning anew...Like spring...my life starts fresh...With the wind that blows, it carries away the cold days of winter, and bring again life in my heart. Grass grows green, and the leaves bud on the trees...as feelings begin to grow deep within...ready to sprout with the smile of who I desire...or the warmth in his eyes...can this be???? We do not yet know, but there is the kindling of a fire brewing....a fire that could become a blaze, something that I would hope will burn a lifetime, but never ever go out... It will burn Hot at times, with passion and settle in the night to warmth and love and comfort as it enfolds the body’s it possesses...to once again break free of the boundaries and burn hot again...the cycle continues. But I get ahead of mysel

Random Thoughts Of Nothing
My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must b

This Infuriates Me!!!!!!!! If You Are Offended Then Deal With It
Can anyone explain this to me, WE as americans go out and defend this nation against all enemies Foreign and Domestic!!!!! We go on the line to protect this country and everything it represents. The chance to do what you want when you want, the opportunity to sit in your home with literally no fears as to what will happen. But yet these FUCKERS have to gull to protest us. They talk about god loves all. Well then back him up and Love us to for what we do. Support us as we lay our lives on the line to protect you and your family. Without us Evil will triumph, And he last time I checked GOD had cast out those who did wrong from the heavens, He decides whether they will enter the gates, SO if this be the case then all should be allowed in, Not outcasted, So by following his rule we as Men and women go out and assist in the process of eliminating the bad. protecting those Who make the choices to love on another. WE are warriors! I dont need your respect, But I do need your support! We all d

Pinewood Derby
okay?..in the !! sweet !! album..is the pinewood derby car/track....as i asked?..anybody have any new designs?????? OKAY!..my son is in cub scouts...and the pinewood derby is coming up in February....(if any of you know what that is).... Last year we won 2nd place overall...the year before we won for most creative.... This year?..im lookin for new ideas for our car...any suggestions to take it all?...... Thanx :)

The Sisters What You
This is are home site were you get to go and be yourself,We are a family here so if you need help or someone to talk to please join us,This site is going to be a clean site so please keep it clean,Instead of drinks please get only gift that are clean like candy or roses.We truly would like to thank you all for joining are site,Please everyone get a long and have fun.(Please bear with as we build are site but we promise it will be a a journey into being real to are self and other's) Again we thank you sistas_.2_yall's We want you to know that the profile pic wasn't to make fun of people at all...BUT ..to let everyone know it is okay to be who you are...!...and if you aren't that or afraid to be then you are cheating ...not only others...but yourself ... How unfair that is...to go through life..being and acting the way "society" ...or those who claim to make up our "society" say is proper. How un fulfilling our lives would be...if

Is Tupac Really Dead?
Many rumours have told that Tupac is alive and was faking his own death for his security. Here are a couple of theories why rapper and entertainer Tupac Amaru Shakur isn`t dead. 1. 2pac died on Friday the 13th... 2. Las Vegas is a payoff City...meaning all sorts of folks have been known to be on the take...that means doctors, press, lawyers etc. 3. The car that the assailants were using during the drive-by shooting a white cadillac was never found for some strange reason...How could this be when Las Vegas is in the middle of a desert? 4. There is a small Black community on the North side of town...This strip is only about 8 blocks long...The attackers were black...Where did they go ? Where did they hide ? 5. The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2pacs boys...many of them body guards...No one gives chase...and there are no witness...There were no witness on the street...How come? Why not? 6. 2pac has changed his artist name to Makaveli...

Pitbulls Are Dangerous
Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! greenspun.com : LUSENET : Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! : One Thread Would you like to learn about how strong Pit Bulls really are ? Would you like to know how dangerous they are and can be ? Here is plenty of information that I've gathered and taken the time to write. PitBulls, except for last year, avg'ed the most human fatalities annually for many many years WORLDWIDE. PitBulls in most cases are highly aggressive towards ANY animal, no matter what kind, number, or size. PitBulls are one of the most dominant and powerful mammals out there. They have the most solidity and defined musculature of any dog breed, or animal for that matter. They ARE THE MOST GAME ANIMALS ON THE PLANET. Gameness as a quality means never backing down, fighting to the death even with missing limbs and eyes, and always wanting to quarrel with another animal. Determination goes hand-in-hand with GAMENESS, and I doubt that there is any animal with as much determination as

My Baby
There is a big difference between a fu-marriage, and a real one! it's all fun and game when you play that role.. But when it's not, feelings get hurt. things go to far and it's all good to make friends and have fun, but don't set out to hurt people for any reason. so think about what you send and say to people that are not single..

Shhhhh!
gave so fast so willing shared and felt what i felt distance didn't bother time no matter but i was missled i feel pain hurt and lay awake at night thinking nothing feeling nothing numb distant broken no tears come just numb just so you all know i am dislexic so sorry in advance for the spelling when every word you sing is from your heart... you sing it to a lover , a child, a parent.. the truth should alway be sung.... the few time you sing the false truth to some one who sings the truth with passion and heart... you will kill them willingly for your own vanity... cut their wings... stiffle their voice... all for vanity... lies when you ask for nothing more than the truth.. i am the used... the walked on.. i will never be loved... i will never love.. death becomes me... numb.. and i will sing no more.

Asimray
Tell me you're here Tell me you care. Tell me you are my friend Tell me you will love me to the end. Tell me I am always in your sight Tell me we will be together all day and night. Tell me good Tell me bad. Tell me ugly Tell me friendly. Tell me kindly Tell me loudly. Tell me soft Tell me I'm in your tender spot. Tell me rough Tell me tough. Tell me you bet Tell me for me,you will wait. Happy New year to you, all. Hope, 2008, brings everything you wish and you so deserve.

My Introduction...
Love is a fire that reigns in the heart... Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.... Love is a journey not a destination.... Love is a precious gift that you receive, and you need to give it with caution!... Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late... When love comes so strong there is no right or wrong. Your love is your love... Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones... Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed... Love is a box waiting to be opened by the right recipient... Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lo

To Serve Or Not To Serve
I would like to tell you about an eyeball that I saw dangling from its optic nerve: The only time a bartender is required to use his brain is when deciding whether to "cut-off" a drunkard. We are legally obliged to stop serving someone if it appears they are too soused. But what is "too drunk"? There is no formula. Who has the ability or the right to make that determination? For Christ’s sake, it’s a bar! Getting buzzed is the point! How do you draw the line between acceptable and unnaceptable intoxication? The chick falling off her stool is a no-brainer, but what about the quiet gentleman sitting alone at the bar? How am I supposed to hear the chorus of little voices in his head slurring the words Get the axe. . . get the axe? It is especially difficult with strangers. You have no way to gauge their behavior. You don’t know if they are drunk are just really weird. In this business, that’s a 50/50 proposition. What if a patron is mentally retarded or handicapped

And A Smile Of Joy Returns
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it? But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today. Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent

What If...
Srength,Power,Love,Devotion... Happiness,Joy,Courageous,Serenity... Yes,No,Maybe So... Will I,Wont I,Can I... Deep,Passionate,Creative... Long Hair,Short Hair,No Hair... Will,Purpose... Problem,Solution... Up,Down... Backward,Foward... Temptation,Meditation... Pain,Fear... Hot,Cold... Exquisite,Gem... Do You Really Care,one way,or the other??? Do you base your whole entire life on what other people think of you??? Do you,... i'm asking... Do you??? To that special man out there... If I told you that I love you in front of you an your friends,would you embrace me,or would you be ashame at who's looking/listening... If I call you,would you ignore my call... If I made you mad,would that change the way you feel about me... If I told you I had Only guy friends,would that intimidate you... If I hug one of my guy friend

Dear Friend...
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...

Inside...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

Mr. Bojangles
"I knew a man Bojangles, And he danced for you." - Jerry Jeff Walker This is a true story. The Acorn Pub, in Monroe, NY, may be the coolest bar that ever existed. It is a small house that has been converted into a pub: the pub is on the ground floor, and the family who runs it lives upstairs. A small fireplace and mantle rest against the back wall; the bar counter is near the front, beside a bay window; and the pool table serves as the tavern’s central area. When I lived in the area, the Acorn Pub was the quintessential semi-dive (the most romantic of all bar types). It boasted warmth and lack of pretention, but was neither scary nor grotesque like a true dive. It catered to truck drivers passing through, quiet old couples who slowly sipped on mugs and rarely spoke, and guys like me who understood the allure of the Acorn -- the promise of a quiet beer shared with good friends. Read on as I whisk you to a blustery night in December, when I met the man who changed my

Hot Like Phyre!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description

Baby!!!!!!!
yes everyone the ultrasound technician is telling us to expect a girl..lol..so far Tom and I have come up with Ava Jade and/or Ava Jane...we dont have much longer to go..only about 7 more weeks or so left..the baby shower is this sunday feb 10th..i am nervous as to who will actually show up..but as long as tempers are in check things will be fine..lol.. i can not wait to have this baby..i am growing more and more impatient..we go for the good 3-d ultrasound in a few weeks..cant wait...i wanna know what we are having..we wanna start shopping all ready..lol..i hope the fucker who thinks i have something coming to me after i have this baby grows a set of testicles and learns not to threaten me unless he can do it to my face instead of behind my back like a little pussy faced bitch...and his woman better leave my man the fuck alone because i wont hesitate to make my presence known the next time she sends my man a message to his inbox....she needs to learn the kind of asshole she is with is

Bedroom Golf *taken From Wild Horse With His Permission*
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the CLUB in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict shaft length so not to damage the hole(s). 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currentl

Distraught
I look into your eyes, I can not help but stare, My King, The man i've traveled many worlds to find, I have slayed the evil wizard, He will haunt me no more, I ride my dragon trough the sky, Knowing I would do anything so I never make you cry, Accept the gift of love I have bestowed upon you, Although when I was upon my quest, You turned your love away, Bequething another to my dismay, Now I walk the woods with my sorrow hanging around my head, Without my elven king, Inside of me is dead!

King Of Fubar
Here's Contest We Are Bombing Right Now Please Show Some Family Love Remember to Rate And Comment The Host's Thank You Very Much And Hope To See You All There,Hippie Seeking New Bomber and levelers, Talkt to me are Morning Star. Thank You All, Hippie I RUN OUTTA EVERYTHING. WE R 1461 AHEAD RIGHT NOW SO YOU all ROCK. Comments: 13300 TYASVM we gonna do this ya'll. Hippie Comments: 11205

Ocean Breeze
Star crossed lovers, Never meant to be, Kisses sweet, Ocean Breeze, Do tell me whats on your mind, I have nothing but time, Touch so gentle, It won't last, Is it just some more of the past, Tell me no lies, I whisper my secerts, Enfolded in your arms

Just For A Laugh
1)Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4)If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14)Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you: 16)Do you have any pets? 17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19)Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22)What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested?

Check Him Out
bblondebitch(member of Flamming HEART)@ fubar flamming hearts and total chaos she needs our help to level lets help her out please thanks latina69 ~~~CwayZee~~~@ fubarhe needs help to level lets do what we are here to do thanks latina69 IBeLeeB@ fubarFLAMMING HEARTS HAVE SOMEONE WHO NEEDS OUR HELP TO LEVEL LETS DO WHAT WE ARE HERE TO DO THANKS LATINA69

Life26
Gosh my days are all so mixed up with Peter being off of work and the kids being out of school. I just realized today is Saturday! I didn't get online at all yesterday. I was quite busy with who knows what? I guess it was important?? LOL We did buy a new television stand and a bookcase for the family room yesterday. Our old one is getting sent to the cabin since it needs one and we have been looking to replace it for a while now. Peter has spent hours just putting the bookcase together shouting some rather nice profanities as well! Now he is starting on the television stand. I wonder how long this will take him?? It has been so cold here the last few days. It is snowing in low levels here in California. I thought that it might snow here yesterday but it didn't get quite cold enough. :( I want it to snow! My son got xbox 360 for Christmas and he has been playing it all day. Funny thing is, Peter is really getting into it too and he has always said the games were

Wandering
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Odd Sex Facts
Murphy’s Laws in sex 1.The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2.Nothing improves with age. 3.No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4.Sex has no calories. 5.Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6.There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7.Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8.No sex with anyone in the same office. 9.Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10.A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11.If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12.Virginity can be cured. 13.When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14.Never sleep with anyone

How
How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust, My heart is empty, Its cold as ice, As it reach to break, It leaks out of water, That water drips and slips away, That trust, That moment, All within those you have broken, I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends, Just friends without that trust, You have to work your trust with me, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again, You have to repair that broken trust, You have to work hard, That don’t mean be hateful towards me, Just show me that I can trust you once more.

The Sex Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Shane's Shack
hey all come check out the hottest lounge on fb we have hot girls and men in there and we have alot of fun we have great staff and we will all make you feel welcome .so what u waiting for come check us out at shane's shack hope to see you there

Someone
I believe in someone... Someone who'll make all my dreams come true, Someone who'll do all the things I want to do, Someone who'll fulfill all my aims, Someone who won't make me live in vain, Someone who'll help me move further, Someone who'll make my life better, Someone who'll soar in the sky, Someone who'll never say die, Someone who'll make each moment worthwhile, Someone who'll live each day with a smile, Someone who'll never give up, Someone who'll reach the top, Someone who'll never lose hope, Someone who'll never stop, Someone who'll face all fears, Someone who'll conquer her tears, Someone who'll be completely free, Someone who'll be what I want to be, I believe in Someone..... I believe in ME.....

Want A Morph Made For You?
Who wants a morph made for them? Check out my Morphs made for others folder. Want one? My friend Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl She needs comments Please click her picture and leave her comments. If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will make you a morph If you don't have time to leave her comments I will make you one for 5,000 Fubucks

No Name Yet
They seem so far gone all those memories so out of reach are they really mine? can I be sure or did somebody trade with me? sometimes... it seems that way and maybe it would be better if someone had I might know what happiness feels like then but would I still be me? or someone completely new?

Ryot 12-29-07
DJ Ryot is On Air in Centerfolds.........she is RAWKIN away and would love to have ya hang out with her!!! Oh and show her some love too here she is: ™Ryot Gyrl™ ~DJ For Centerfolds ~ 2nd Alarm Hottie**@ fubar and here is where to find her to RAWK out with here......

Fu-bar Rules
I notice there ALOT of mumm bashers out there,that get their rocks off on bashing mumms that are serious.Some of us are actually looking for advice not offensive pictures and comments. If we post offensive mumms they are deleted by the staff so why can't the people who continuesly bash mumms left and right have their privilages taken ? There is rules to what mumms that can be post that is enfored but why isnt the rules of what type of comments that can be posted enforced ? Its amazing how people are raised ,I was raised to be respectful to others and how imature people are now days,you delete a mumm bashers comment and they get so freaking pissed then you block them and they send others to do their bashing for them. WTF? What gets me the most mumm bashers assume the people who write mumms don't have a life but do they realize they are calling the kettle black?They don't seem to have much of a life either if they have so much time to sit there ,search for the offensive pic

Come Get You Some Sugar
~~SugarSpice~~ Creator of Spirit Bombers~~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~Co-Founder of Wakan@ fubar Come my friends lets level SugarSpice she is there for a lot of us she helps alot of people and i want to so her i have seen all she has done she only has 38,452 Points to go!!!

Natural Highs
Natural Highs Please Read an Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially #45. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16.. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say somethi

Dumb Bitches Abound
ok so ive started this contest here are the rules and prize is 100k in fu bucks must be your booty need a salute sign to be in pic with you or your fu booty winner will be judged by how many comments are posted guys will not be permited to enter but will be the judges as well as the ladies there email the pic to me on fubar and ill post in the folder submissions are all week and the judging will be done on feb 1st. good luck i know its going to be a tough decision -inkman7o ive used the internet and sites like fubar for several years to meet people as im sure most of you have as well. what id like to know is how many of you have actually had a sucessful connection this means a relationship a friendship or a business connection. i have met several women although most of the time they are fake and as it turns out most of the time they are full of it about who they are and what they are really after. youd think playing with teh averages you would meet one in one hundred? no i h

Pimps R Us
Ok you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them Naughty Cowgirl~Taken no use in asking you cant have my yahoo get over it@ fubar ~mzblüÐëmØn*ëngÅgëÐ TØ blüÐëmØn*~@ fubar *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar **CANDY APPLE**2nd alarm hottie & dh diva & OWNER of HOTTIES R US & treasurer of The IRA Bombs@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family@ fubar Zatanna@ fubar BabyT@ fubar jiggy@ fubar ALSO DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SUM LUV ALSO, PEACE Blaze/TCS Security@ fubar

We Are Now One
we are now one now that my niece is married to her bf a.k.a now husband a.k.a my sisters girlfriends brother now we are family my sister would have loved to here may she now rest in peace we all love you diana your baby girl is now a women

Nintendo Wii
for anyone who doesnt know,,or may not follow hockey,,,tuesday jan 1 , buffalo will play pittsburgh in an outdoor game at the buffalo bills stadium,,outside...here is a link that will show what they did to make a rink out of the football stadium.....http://sabres.nhl.com/ wooohoooo,,i was able to win an auction on ebay for the hard to get nintendo wii please remember in your thoughts and prayers,,my ex brother in laws nephew who died tuesday night,,they were more like brothers than anything else. here is the newspaper article Click Here!

Thangs
Figured I would give a litte insight into me. I am 29, live in the Gunshine State am married and have a son. I like long walks on the beach, candlel..wait thats for my personal add. I like all types of music, some more than others. I mostly listen to underground Hip-Hop, Punk, Nu-Metal, and Jazz/Classical. I work Security and am part of the Tactical Response Unit. We do VIP escorts, high risk clubs and housing projects ect. If your lucky Ill post a pic of me all geared up. I love funny movies, dramas and psy thrillers. I enjoy reading, writing and being lazy at times. Well I dont know what the hell else to say. Drop me a line to find out more. Jet Set cowboy..not a rock and roll star. Tuesdays gone and sunday is crumbling. Eons and eras have passed and some I can not identify. Slap. Stomp. Grunt. Appreciate what grows between the cracks. So just a short time ago I posted my first MUMM. Of course everyone hated it cause it was more of a po

Lounges
Come Join The Fun and Games in the ~Dragon's Breath Lounge!!!! We have lots of fun! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55599 WE ARE HAVING AN AUCTION JUNE 6TH @ 8PM EST HERE ARE THE PEOPLE GOING UP ON THE AUCTION BLOCK. VISIT THEIR PROFILES AND GIVE THEM SOME RATES IF YOU LIKE AND SEE WHO YOU'LL BE BIDDING ON. PICK THE ONE YOU WANT AND HAVE YOUR FUBUCKS READY FOR FRIDAY NIGHT! NORTHERNDOLL~OWNER~DRAGON'S BREATH LOUNGE~Club FAR~@ fubar DOLL'S OFFER: RATE 100 11'S EVERY WEEK DURING HAPPY HOUR RATE ENTIRE STASH DURING HAPPY HOUR COMMENTS EVERY DAY FOR A MONTH MAKE A COMMENT TAG AS YOU LIKE DO A PERSONAL SALUTE PHOTO (SFW) DO A PIMPOUT BULLETIN BUY YOU A BIG PIMPIN GIFT YOUR NAME IN HER STATUS 2 HOURS EVERYDAY FOR A MONTH JulsHeart ~Hostess of Dragons Breath Lounge~@ fubar JULS OFFER: ADD TO TOP FAMILY YOUR PROFILE LINK IN HER ABOUT ME ON HER PROFILE RATE STASH DURING HAPPY HOUR SFW SALUTE MAKE HER #1 FRIEND 300 11'S EACH WEEK DURING HAPPY HOUR

Tequila
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not ! over the pig. ) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

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Come to the HOTTEST LOUNGE on FUBAR , You won't be Disappointed . It's where the Fun Begins & The Good Stuff never Ends Come to this Lounge it Rocks off the Hook Come to the Hottest Bar on FUBAR , You won't be sorry. Join Our Family.

My Ninja Scroll
I kinda like how everything sorta relies on how a person looks and not thinks. Im amazed by how many people think I should be a fucken idiot. I mean yeah I got boobs but so what? Hotmaster69 has large man boobs and its not big deal. fuck that. Next guy who thinks Im brainless will pay Well, I find it weird how many people do hook up on these sites and turn out to be jerks or led on by jerks. I think its crazy to think, wow this guy is so sensitive. His poetry speaks to my soul, and then first time you accidentally knock over his enzyte pills, he swings like a revolving door. I guess its to be expected really. I mean without these quirky jerks we wouldnt have anything entertaining to talk about in chats and emails. Personally, I dont bother trying to know anyone online anymore. All you do is get ticked off when they show their true personality. So if you think you're gonna hit me and quit me, think again. There's a reason half of my ex's tried to kill themse

Just Lil Notes (random Rumblings)
People talk about other people--It's what we do! Yes... All of us are included in 'we'. It may not be bad things exactly that you say about someone, but yah do it. I have come to understand that this is a natural part of life. Mankind is his own worst enemy! And no!!! The Devil didn't make you do it... Take the time to get to know someone before you start throwing stones... Don't degrade people for what country they come from. Last time I checked, the earth was still all in one piece. So unless you were born on another planet... You are still an earthling! I have been staying away from the bulletin board alot lately. But I go read through the bulletins a few times during the day. Just because I read it, don't mean I will repost it... I don't repost drama and bullshit of the likes of slander, or the uncalled for slamming of someone for being different. Geesh! Grow up people. There are idiots on here, and we all know it. Face i

Recommendations For Further Study
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility towards our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity-as masculine and feminine-and that this same Creative Power lies in all people, and functions through the interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above the other, knowing each to be supportive of the other. We value sex as pleasure, as the symbol and

Only If You New!
It seem like every time i get in a relationship there always some kind of drama happening. im so tired of these bitchs that right angel. trying get him to hate me and telling all these lies about me. come on now. sercly grow up a little bit. telling me i look like im on fucking crack lol sry i dont even do drugs so i dont know what the hell you be smokeing. but i dont do that shit. and then has the nerve tell my bf like they kno me i just use fucking men and bullshit sry i dont even need man in my life i can do so much better when out one. im tird trying to make shit work when i kno deep down i didnt do shit but sicne im the nice person i am i didnt have to give anyone a apolgy at all. cuss they one starting all this bull shit just because i tell them i dont like the fact she keep righting my boyfriend and i get one back of her telling me she gonna kick my ass and punch me in my face. what ever sercly. then has the nerve come to are door. and start shit. thanking he gonna not pertect m

Perfectdimples/princessd
i'm not every good at this whole blog thing i set up a blog somewhere here in cyber space and i have no idea where that is now. i started a new business this last april and then moved in july 1200 miles away from everyone and everything i've ever known. that move is finally going well and my business is taking off. i got a promotion two days before my goal for that promotion. talk about happy. then came christmas and now new years. i'm looking forward to this new year and all the wonderful possiblities my business has to offer me. kristie www.kissurbossgood-bye.com Every Monday: Jar Candles $20.00 you save $2.00 Bella Wash and Balm Set $25.00 you save $5.00 Car Air Freshner 2 for $6.00 you save $2.00 Mia Melts 2 bags of 10 each for $22.00 you save $2.00 Retiring scents specials while supplies last (act fast) PRICE TO FOLLOW SCENTS BLACKBERRY SAGE JAR VOTIVES MELTS CARROT CAKE JAR,VOTIVES, MELTS CINNAMON TEA JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS COCONUT MACAROON JAR AND

Love Compatibility With Signs Of The Zodiac
Test your love compatibility with a Cancer person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with a Cancer person. Good luck for a great relationship ahead. I am a Virgo! LoLTest your love compatibility with a Virgo person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Virgo person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says. Test your love compatibility with a Sagittarius person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with Sagittarians. All the best for a great relationship ahead.

Farts
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocates the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent , and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur In a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces. From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of Us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget...... . Sweet old farts like you! My Mother in law

My Everyday Stuff
ENGAGED!!!! Pat and I have taken us a step even further...We are gettin married!!!! Havent set a date yet tho....We are looking at buyin a house soon!!! Iam also looking at switching jobs as well....WOW 2008 is looking REALLY good for me....Sorry just had to share the news w/all :D

Just Pass Through- Reflections Of 2007 And Predictions For 2008
2007 Reflections and Prepictions for 2008 well 2007 have been a crazy year but how many people say that now a days it seems that each passing year turns out to be crazier than the the one before. And its always about the same thing Drama this drama that...I'm boy crazy...I girl Crazy she/he broke my heart blah blah blah. I however will put an end to that I will speak about the good thing that came out of 2007 of course Rehash made it through aother year and will keep doing so in years to come...SAE the greatest Fraternity in the universe I love all you guys even the doosh bag brett lol jk. I have become a better lyricist thanks to heartbreak and the ever forgiving cocaine. its been good kid real good...I have realized that the pen is my sword and my words are...Lethal! and finally Mandy the sweet woman that ushered in 2007 with me. I write about you because you have become a big part of my life. I met you in 2007 and it has been a strong year for both of us; nothing can

Alittle More About Me
the man of my dreams is not a superhero but he saves my life everyday. he is not a supermodel but i love every inch of him. hair blond as the sun. eyes so precious that i could get lost in them forever. kisses that send shivers down my spine. lips soft as silk. a touch like magic sending electricity thur my body with every touch. making love to him feels more right than anything i have ever done in my life. i would not give him up for anything in the world. he is the man who holds my heart forever. I LOVE YOU S@RGoN. i am yours forever I REALLY DO NOT COMPLAIN MUCH, BUT I REALIZE THAT I FEEL BETTER WHEN I LET THINGS OUT. SO HERE ARE COUPLE OF THIS ABOUT LIFE THAT FUSTRATE ME. 1. PEOPLE WHO ACT FAKE. NO ONE LIKES A PERSON WHO CAN NOT BE THEMSELVES. IF YOU ARE THAT INSECURE ABOUT YOURSELF PLEASE STAY IN AND DO NOT DEPRESS THE REST OF THE WORLD 2. TRUE FRIENDS: DOES ANYBODY REALLY KNOW THE REAL MEANING BEHIND THIS. I HAVE MEET SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE AND I HAVE MEET SOME TH

Stonehenge Radio
I want to let every one know that I have the same taste in music as the former DJ Love and he has sent me everything that I didn't have that he likes so you will be hearing alot of his music on here because I like it! I have listened to former DJ Loves shows and I thought he was a really killer DJ and well people on here drove him to quit, I am working on trying to get him to DJ for me from time to time if he will cause I don't have alot of time to sit here and DJ I got other things i have to do too and they come first! I am DJ Stone I am the owner of Stonehenge Radio and I am bringing my station to FU bar at the request of DJ Enigma and The former DJ Love (who is allowing me to stream to his old server for you here on Fu bar). Love has told me about what happened to his old Radio Station and Lounge and all I can say is that was BULLSHIT people need to be loyal if they are to be a part of something. I will not tolerate the BS or black balling so don't even try it! If you

Stuff I've Written
It started with you and I fishing (can't tell ya where, so don't ask). It was just you and I there at this beautiful lake. Beautiful and quiet. And it was early. Before the sun came up early. It's dark, but the moon was still out and we were able to see eachother. It's you and I standing side by side, each of us holding our poles and occasionally casting glances at eachother but trying not to let the other see. Then it happened. There was a tug on my pole. I yelped and reeled it in. I asked you to take it off the hook and throw it back. And you did. Then you turned. And our eyes met. And held. I leaned in as you did, and our mouths met. Slowly. Gently lips met. Slowly separated and met again. I could feel your hands come up to my waist as I reached up wrap my arms around your neck. The kiss deepened. Tongues met and danced around eachother. I stepped closer. You grabbed tighter. Our mouths separated. But we didn't. Slowly you trailed soft kisses from my mouth down my neck. You bit.

Pitbull Mafia
PITBULL FAMILY AUCTION ENDS ON 2/13/08 ACCEPTABLE BIDS ARE HH'S,FU-BUCKS,VIP'S,BLASTS AND MORPHS MIN.BID IS 50K.. CASH PRIZES OVER RIDE FU-BUCKS TO HELP CLEAR UP ??'S THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS SLAVE AUCTION - FU-BUCKS ONLY FREE TO JOIN, BIDDERS MUST START AT 25K WILL START ON 3/7/08 AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST AND WILL END ON 3/21/08 AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST ALL ENTRIES WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME IF INTERESTED SEND ME A PM ( NO SHOUTS ) WITH UR OFFER AND PIC FOR ME TO RIP TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar DETAILS MAY CHANGE SO CHECK BACK HERE THANK YOU I'M HOSTING MY 1ST HH ON SUNDAY 1-6-08 AT 7:00 PM FUBAR TIME RATE CHALLENGE 100 11'S = 2,500 FU-BUCKS 100 10'S = 1,500 FU-BUCKS RULES / RESTRICTIONS: THE FOLDER TO BE RATED IS CALLED PITBULL MAFIA 11'S EXCHANGE THE FOLDER WILL BE OPEN TO ALL THIS OFFER IS ONLY GOOD DURING MY HH YOU MUST E-MAIL ME ( DO NOT SHOUT ME )

Interesting
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Barbedwire
she asked to be wrapped, so I cuffed her and put her leg irons on, attaching her steel chain to her collar and irons, put her into the bed of the truck and drove for miles into the woods.. I yanked her out of the truck.."come girl". Making My way through the woods I found the tree that I wanted, and began wrapping her against it with wire.. the barbs slowly pressing deep as I wrapped her tight against this tree. I wondered if the tree was really thinking about all this. Actually I could have cared less about any of it, especially her. she began screaming as the wire ripped and tore her skin..breasts..I tightened down more..I left her there..screaming A light whisper.."SIT" she sits at the table while I apply her cuffs and lock her ankles to the chair, her wrists behind her back. Gently placing her ample breasts on the table, I can see the fear in her eyes as well as total trust. "Master..please.." To no avail..I pick up the hammer and a nail and begin. her screams echo off the walls as

Pasties For Two
"Oh, that tickles!" Annie giggled. "It tickles now but you’re going to be groaning when it’s time to take them off. Now hold still." At 22, Belinda was three years older than Annie and she often took the attitude of stern older sister. They were from Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, and when Annie moved to Boston to start an independent life, she looked up her old neighbor Belinda. After living in Boston for several years, Belinda was glad to help her young friend. "Annie, I wish you would take a job in a store or an office. I feel bad that you’re doing this topless dancing with me. Your parents would kill me if they knew I had helped you get a gig in this dive." Annie had been accepted to study in a prestigious nursing school. "I’ve got three months before the course begins," she had told Belinda, "three months in which to make enough money to feed myself all year. Please, isn’t there an opening at the place where you’re dancing" As a painter, Belinda was not yet sufficiently est

Too Good To Be True
OMG... So I Was Talking To This Guy On Here And I Really Like Him... But I Got A B/F And He Got All Pissed Off About It. I'm Sorry But I Was Single And I Got The Chance To Get A B/F And I Took It. I Really Like My B/F And I Think I Might Be Falling For Him. And I'm Sorry To The Other Guy But I Hope One Day We Can Be Friends...

Numerology
THE PERSONAL YEAR The Personal Year is helpful in evaluating the trend of the coming calendar year. For a clue as to what lies ahead in the coming year, calculate your personal year using this formula: First, reduce the month and day of your birth, your birthday, to a single digit. Using my birthday for example, February 8th, that single digit would be 1 (2+8=10; 1+0=1). If your month and day total comes to 11 or 22, the master numbers, in this instance, reduce the number to 2 and 4, respectively. Next, reduce the year for which you are making the calculation to a single digit. The year 2003 would become 5. Now, add the single digit representing your birthday to the single digit representing the year in question. Thus, 2003 is a 6 personal year for me. Calculate your personal year and see the likely trend of events for the year Personal Year 1. . . .A New Beginning In Your Life The current year is the beginning of a new nine year cycle for you. It holds t

15 Feet Of Chain
The Kinky Cards informed me that after dinner out my DOM was taking me to the hardware store to make a purchase. The only clue he gave me was "clink clink". "Oh my", I thought, "this sounds interesting". All during dinner that evening I was on edge. The food was excellent and our conversation was lively, but I couldn’t seem to keep my mind from wandering to our shopping trip. After dinner we hopped into Sam’s little red sports car and drove to the local hardware store. A nice older gentleman asked us if we needed any help finding what we were looking for. Sam winked at me and told him we were fine on our own. I followed Sam as he wandered through the store looking at various tools and household items. We ended up at the back corner of the store where there were huge spools of rope and chains. I finally understood; Sam was buying me chains! My thoughtful DOM invited me to browse the selection. There were probably 15 different types to choose from. Household-duty links felt too

Blogarrific
i just wanna thank u kisss ... i love you. I am so glad i found u after all this time has past ...hmmm there must be a song about it somewhere...hint. i do feel calm & centered. watching u today with the kids was great..and just the little things were so awwww. kisss lvoe u cuttie I LOVE YOU! ya il let the kids play in a min lolol

Stepping Down For A While To Take A Much Needed Break!!!
Well here goes it...... I am so exhausted from working 2 jobs, taking care of my 2 teenagers, and stressed because of a move I am about to make (which will be a great thing) and then it comes to when I come on here it has become another job in itself that I have lost complete enjoyment out of. When I am done working, then I am here living up to my end of the bargain I come on here and take up the slack for those that I see on here doing nothing but rating mumms and such..... and that I could care less about at this point. I am going to take a much needed break from the family bombsquad. When I am exhausted from working 2 jobs and I log onto FUBAR, I expect to come here to relax........LOL, I should have seen that coming........ I can't even log into here and do anything to unwind from my day of working up to 12-14 hr days without having someone in my shoutbox needing help in a contest, wanting something made, or just plain out wanting! What about me and what

R.i.p. Grandma
Obituary VERNA MACDONALD (published on December 29, 2007) VERNA MACDONALD (nee WESTIN) Born on August 5, 1920 Mom passed away peacefully with her family by her side on Christmas Eve 2007. She then joined her husband Ross, her parents, her sisters, her brother, her niece and other family members to celebrate the rest of the evening as well as a new beginning. She is survived by her daughter Lannie (Bob) sons Ed (Geri) and Bill, as well as 12 grandchildren, 11 great-grandchildren and many nephews and nieces. Mom resided in Winnipeg since 1953, and worked in retail for many years but her first love was her family. Her favorite place was Trout Lake where Ross and herself spent so much time together. She loved the water, the outdoors, the birds and other wildlife and anything to do with people. She enjoyed socializing, family reunions, taking care of the grandchildren and often the family's cats and dogs. Verna touched many lives in many ways. She always spoke her mind and fought for

Happy New Year 2008
Another year has passed and we're all a little older. Last summer felt hotter and winter seems much colder. I rack my brain for happy thoughts, to put down on my pad, But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad. There was a time not long ago when life was quite a blast. Now I fully understand about "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings, football games and lunches. Now we go to funeral homes, and after-funeral brunches. We used to have hangovers, from parties that were gay. Now we suffer body aches and while the night away. We used to go out dining, and couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags, come home and take a pill. We used to often travel to places near and far. Now we get sore a**es from riding in the car. We used to go out shopping for new clothing at the Mall But, now we never bother... all the sizes are too small. We used to go to nightclubs and drink a little booze. Now we stay at home at night

Educated And Intelligent
There is such a huge difference between being educated and being intelligent. Being educated is a great thing ....but it is different than being truly intelligent. Being educated means that you have been taught and learned things from books. And teachers with great minds. However the way I see it is. Just because you can quote Edgar Allen Poe does not make you this great writer . Now it makes you someone who know the works of a great writer. Just because you know all about Albert Einstein does not make you the genius that he was. As I said being educated is a great thing. However to me it is not quite as great as being truly intelligent . See with true intelligence you do not have to quote all those great minds. Because if your truly intelligent you will have you own opinion. The reason I bring this up is. I see a lot of people who try to degrade others who may not be as educated as them. So they will quote some stuff they learned out of books and t

Whats Goin On
I have come to the realization in life that everything is an illusion. You become educated to go to a higher level of education, you work to make money to eventually set yourself up comfortably to die. Now my point is this the value of life is measured in wealth and they tell you that money cant buy happieness but the value of life is indeed happieness measured in memories and milestones, either of which cannot be bought or sold. So what is a full life worth? What is the value of a heart and soul can that be measured is there a price one has to pay for them because without a heart happiness is impossible can that have a wealth ammount? Without a soul the heart doesnt have a place to reside so is it possible to store happieness?Seemingly the only way to give happieness is to share of ones own heart and soul, but if it cant be given away do you truely give happieness? The promise of something to be given but cant be taken is an illusion yet it can be done and is. In reality the only rea

Have You Ever?
have u ever felt like... like your life is going places you dont want it to... like you have no control over your life... like noone is on ur side... like there is NOONE else out there like you... like you are hiding... like everyone is looking at you... but not seeing you... like you have to put on a different face around people... like everyone is making fun of you... pointing... laughing... like you are a ball of rage... with a nice exterior... like you want to hit something... but something is someone... like everyone has someone else but you... like you are friends with everyone... but noones (close) friend like you are just the "friend"... like no matter how hard you try you will never b the guy in the shining armor... like no matter how hard you try u will never get the girl of ur dreams... like everyone else is getting what they want... and u get whats left over... Like ugh! well your NOT alone!

My Life And Feelings
I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run away, Please someone help me understand.... Can this be real? Or am i dreaming? Well i can't be dreaming bc im wide awake....... I've never felt this good about my feelings before I know they have to be real!!!!!!! I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and

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SO IT'S A LONG KINDA DEAL BUT STICK WITH ME! There's a kid down the street, Leanining against a building Staring at his feet. Got on a leather jacket And long brown hair, A sad look on his face And a far off stare. I passed by him earlier today Smokin' on a cigarrette When he stopped me And asked if I had one he could get. Now it was obvious, This kid wasn't of age. But he looked like some animal, Trapped in a cage. So I cut him some slack, Reached in my pocket, And pulled out my pack. As I was givin' him a light, I could tell... Somethin' just wasn't right. I asked the kid if anything was wrong? I knew there was, When his answer took so long. See, he reached in his pocket. Pulled something out. A gold heart shaped locket. Said," Man, my mom used to sing me to sleep. But, now all I have of her Is a memory... And this to keep. " See, a few years ago, My mom, she up and died. It seemed forever, I just cried and cried. "I guess

The Day After
Twas the day after Christmas, and all through the house, Every creature was hurting-- even the mouse. The toys were all broken, their batteries dead; Santa passed out, with some ice on his head. Wrapping and ribbons just covered the floor, while Upstairs the family continued to snore. And I in my T-shirt, new Reeboks and jeans, Went into the kitchen and started to clean. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the sink to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the curtains, and threw up the sash. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a little white truck, with an oversized mirror. The driver was smiling, so lively and grand; The patch on his jacket said "U.S. POSTMAN." With a handful of bills, he grinned like a fox Then quickly he stuffed them into our mailbox. Bill after bill, after bill, they still came. Whistling and shouting he called them by name: "Now Dillard's

All Kids Need
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Your Rose Petals Sit back with a rose in your mouth. I’ll take it from you, with my tongue Lovely as shy angels, Romantically embracing your rose petals, Smooth as the clouds of heaven, With God watching below. He sees us making love, With raw intentions… With my lips caressing your pleasure center. Wet and dry, Soft don’t cry… I’ll eat the whip cream off your pie. Don’t be afraid to be in love...my dear. To deny yourself to love, Is the biggest mistake to make. In order to know love and how to love, You must surrender yourself to love. I taste the tear, That runs down your cheek… I hold you close… My heart beats only for you. I pour my feelings to you and say they’re true. Don’t fear to love me back… I’ve given you my heart and soul, For me no other will do. We just made love… The way I see it, I poured my love and passion into you. Your lips are like beautiful rose petals, I can never get tired from their taste… I will kiss you and lov

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Well Heroes looks like were gonna make it another year. With the Elections coming we all better be asking ourselves "Are You Ready?" There's still plenty of time for the current sitting morons to mess alot of shit up. And there's no telling what the next crew will do. So you better cinch up your jocks and bra straps cause things are gonna get rough. And in the Spirit of preparing for the upcoming battles I got a song for you. Lyrics included. Ready or Not by Manbreak Do you wanna get out? Do you wanna give in? Do you wanna be contained? Do you wanna be restrained? Do you wanna be enforced by the laws that are made? Do you wanna be deprived? Do you wanna be advised? Do you wanna be controlled, wanna be patrolled? Do you wanna be designed to accept all the time? Do you wanna be bored? Or do you wanna be broke? Do you wanna be conned? Do you wanna be robbed? Do you wanna have to beg for the price of a smoke? Chorus: Do you wanna go round and around, An

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Ok Everyone Writing a book of poems plz comment and tell me what u think. I Need You I can’t bear the emptiness, I feel within. I miss you more and more, With each day that passes. There isn’t a night that goes by, Without a thought of you. I realize how much I need you. Just as a poet needs inspiration, To write a masterpiece, I need you. Just as an artist, Needs a subject for his work of art, I need you. Just as a composer needs a theme, To create a melody, I need you. For without you, My life will be empty. For without you, I’ve lost my inspiration. There would be no work of art, For me to gaze at. There would be no timeless melody, To listen and dance to with you. My life would exist in shades of gray, In the place of the vibrant colors you bring. I would be less than whole. In the past, The proper words have escaped me. My inner most feelings have been, Kept away in the depths of my heart. With these words, I proclaim to y

Club Envy
The newest spot!!! And it's only getting hotter Click on the drinks above to Get yourselves on in here for a ROCKIN GOOD time !!! Club Envy is new but hot and getting hotter We keep the party goin' all day and night and we could use you to make it better! Click the sign above to come in and partayyy!

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this is an application from the heart please show love I'm a big fun loving woman who wants love... someone for hugs all you really need is honesty, cant do being lied too, but we will need to fancy each other aswell :-p so anyone up for the job??? feel free to let me know in the comments i answer any Q u have.... bit about me im 38 & single green eyes dark red dyed hair big girl, im 5'6" tall just look at the pic's that will give you an idear... oh did i say i love having fun lol, I like going out for a drink and staying in with one... love to talk to friend on here and on the phone and meeting up with them... i love things fast 65% of the time, love motorbikes with a passion if they could be my life they would but had to be put aside to bring up 3 children that are now 20, 18 & 15 so can lookafter themselfs now lol just kidding still help out a bit giving them cash most of the time:-s so how about it you need someone too??? this was pinched off :-D ♥b

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Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1I work in surgery with blood and guts and i love it! 2.I giggle to much when im on the phone! 3.I like to walk in the rain 4.I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) i don't like when things are out of place...but im getting alot better about it! 5.I was born in Kentucky and have never lived outside the state. 6.I like to listen to all kinds of music from country to manson 7.I found a really great friend on here that i really like alot!!! 8.I've never found true love :( im still looking! 9.I've been married and divorced twice 10.I love spending time with ppl i care about ;) Passing the torch to: woody, echo_1971,djboogie,ken

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I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Smile
A smile costs nothing, but gives much. It enriches those who receives, without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty than he can get along without it, and none is so poor than he can't be made rich by it. A smile creates haapiness in the home, fosters goodwill in business, and is the countersign of friendship. It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature's best antidote for trouble. Yet it can not be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as who has no more to give. And now? Let's smile a little