In life I'm looking for the chance to be happy. The chance to be free from all the guilt trips, mind games, the manipulation. I want to be able to go to sleep at night, and not worry about this,and that. I want to be able to stay asleep knowing I'm safe at last. I want the ability to have a safe,loving,comfortable home. I want my kids to be well adjusted and secure with themselves. And know while things couldn't work out between me and their dad I still love them very much.
In love I want a man who can stand on his own two feet. Doesn't look to me to handle his problems, but knows I got his back if he falls. A man who knows what true love is about, and is willing to give me his heart knowing that I could break it but trusting me 100% that I wont. I want all the sweetness in the world. I want to feel the love for him that I had from day one, for the rest of our lives together. I do not want to fall in a rut, and for us to forget about each other, or for our love to fade away. I want there to be constant reminders of our love throughout the day just so that doesn't happen. When he looks in my eyes, I want my heart to melt. And when he looks in mine I want him to see how much I love him and how there is nothing I wouldn't do to prove that. A fairytale romance and life together sounds beautiful but I want the real deal. I know there will be struggles, there will be days that we will fight, and things may not be perfect but I want a man who doesn't put up a front, is real and knows how to treat a woman with love,respect and compassion. I want someone I can hold on to until I take my last breath. That is what I'm looking for... :)
