If you were one of the unlucky few who felt my rath this morning please accept my apologies. You may be a nice guy but I don't know that. I've been bombarded with sexist pig headed assholes who can't look beyond a pretty face to see the real person inside.
I'm tired of guys coming at me hoping to get down my pants. I'm so much more than a piece of ass. I am a person, a woman with feelings. While I may seem like a tough cookie, I'm a softy at heart who just loves to love people. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for a loved one. People like to exploit this. I guess it's my weakness.
I got guys who think I'm pretty, some think I'm beautiful, some say I'm sexy but almost all of them want one thing for me...SEX. Is there not a guy out there that is willing to wait for a girl? Willing to see if she is more than an animal in bed? Letting love blossom before sex comes into the picture? Why is sex everything? And why do guys see my pictures and automatically assume I'll be down for a romp in the sack? Seriously, if anything I've said on here has given any of you guys the idea that I'm a whore then please accept my apologies. Sorry for misrepresenting myself. I do not give it up to every Dick,Tom or Harry.
What happened to the guys who focus on one girl, dedicate himself to her, show her that he cares about her, proves himself, and quits playing the field to see if things will go anywhere. How can you expect a girl to trust you, if you don't give her a reason to trust you. Most guys do not want to get played, well neither do most girls. Think about it. Ok, I know some of you think my emotions have been out in left field today and usually I'm not so vocal about stuff. I just keep it to myself and deal. I'm trying to stop that and just keep it real. Either you can deal with it or you cant. I'm normally not a bitchy spaz type but men have pushed me to that point today. So to all those who are geniune,sincere, and are good guys..don't give up on me..if you really want to be my friend, then please accept my apologies. If you can't look past it, love my faults and my occasional emotional outburst then it's your lost. I have more good days than bad that's for sure. :)
