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Wish Me Luck...gotta Quit
OK...i'm sick of the damn bulletin board cuz my stuff slides down so fast you can never see it anyway so i'm gonna try a new approach..i'm in the battle of the sexes contest...NO comment bombing needed...i just need ya to follow the link, rate the pic and leave ONE comment....see how easy it is..lol....thanks!! OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alot of bs going on...relationship stuff and so on...but I am gonna try to prepare myself to do it next week...lol Ok....so I've been a smoker for about 19 yrs. My bf is in remissions from cancer and I don't like tha way I breathe when I run or climb stairs. So my doctor put me on zyban and something else I can't remember what its called at the moment. It is supposed to block the nicotine receptors in your brain so whatever enjoyment or relaxation you usually get from smoking is gone. Tomorrow is slated to be my quit day so let's hope all these drugs work! This is far from my first attempt at quitting
It Sickens Me How Fake Cherry Tap Has Turned Into And To Think I Thought It Was Not Just Another Site
yup so I thought cherry tap was a diffrent website from myspace and it turns out its not nothing new people poseing fake getting high ratings for being some super model that you yes youuuuuuuuuu fucking are not man women sure are funny I got to admit and this sites going to shit you have top photos being fakeness top cherries being fake what the fuck is the internet coming to oh I know its called a fake reality........id rather talk to someone thats real and genuine and also down to earth in my life thanks so continue to be little ms popular and seduce these idiotic men online hahaha your doing a good job now I know men can be this way to but im speaking from guys perspective I could give a shit about the men thats up to a women to enlighten that roll...... I will update this when more comes to mind im tired of fake sites and people trying to be oh little ms popular ....... makes me sick
Music Anonymous
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Sex It So Much To Do Weee
sex and love are so great dont worry be happy
Thanks
I just want to say thank you to a lot of people on Cherry Tap that have made my time here worthwhile. All these people have made me feel welcome and have been great friends. In this world there is nothing better than having good friends. Friends are people who you can count on being there. I would love to thank Dorrie,Phoenix,Sid_Recording,Dalesman,and Firefighter's Mom for really making me feel welcome.Yesterday I met another nice young man and he also made me feel welcome and his name is JoshJ. Thanks to all of you for being a good friend.
Donnakebab2
PHARMACY NOTIFICATION.....as of march 2007 viagra will only be available under its chemical name please ask your chemist for mycoxafloppin... pmsl the vagina is the best rehabilitation centre in the world, even the biggest,hardest,most violent pricks come out softened,humbled and reduced in size !!! lol
Yappity- Yap- Yap
So, this morning I've been bored here at work so Ive been wandering from Myspace to Cherry Tap looking at bulletins and what not.....i realized that I have yet to post one on here and I came across the perfect thing to blog about: INTERNET ADDICTS. How do u know when you're an online community addicted mothafucka? When you post bulletins saying 'Im gonna go cry now cause no one comes to my page and comments or talks to me, so Im gonna delete you cause thats not nice'....ok first of all...in order to be a respectable HUMAN BEING in society, you must HAVE A REAL LIFE, and this isnt real, so what im saying is, if you sit in your house, have no job, no car, but money to pay your internet bill to talk to skanky hoes on CHerry Tap that give you ego boosts by flashing their boobs or vaginas (or for females- pics of a penis) to you, its time to RE-EVALUATE your situation FOR REAL. You look LAME. SO here are a few reasons WHY you DONT GET COMMENTS: MOST OF US are NORMAL people who have jobs and
The Chronicle
can ya check out me new pics? tell me what ya think So, I figured out that I live under some kind of cloak of shadows when it comes to the internet. Everywhere I go, i'm noticed for about 5 minutes, then i'm old news, thrown out like yesterdays garbage.........no one is gonna read this anyways, so why even write it? well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......
The New Guy...
A Pampers Existence
Giving advice is easy. Sticking with folks, and continuing to try and help them is a little harder. You can flash a light on the path to even a perfect stranger. Just tell them what you feel is the best way to accomplish things. What they do with this guidance is up to them. I remember back, 10 years or so, I was having a conversation with my buddy Christy, who at the time was 2 ½. She was sitting on her training potty, and I spoke to her at length about how wonderful things would be if she would always use the bathroom instead of her pants. She looked me straight in the eyes during my entire monologue. I felt a connection. When I had finished, she leaned forward and hugged me. She truly appreciated the effort. During the embrace is when I received a moment of clarity. She loved me, and was glad I was there trying to help her, but she would continue to crap her pants until she remembered not to. And all the speeches and attempts to change her behavior would be mute points, because in t
5000 Comments Needed Please Help
Im in a contest and i only need 5000 comments please help. Just follow this link
Am I A Racist ?
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. If we had white history month... we'd be racist. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marc
Kooky Nutt
Witchy-Woman has to visit me here when she gets horny now. She comes over about twice a week. She likes to swim buttnaked in my pool in the basement. It's heated and inside. You can swim year round at my pad. The basement is my party room. It has a dance floor, the pool, two giant dairy coolers filled with beer, a complete bar, a giant screen HD TV set with Dish, and a stereo music system. It is like having a club in the basement. My parents lived here a few years ago and they entertained their friends and clients here. I just walked into it. You can't beat that. My parents keep hoping I will become sane and turn into a good citizen. Yea, right! Like that will ever happen! Why would I want to give up all this? I may be crazy but I ain't stupid! I made some phone calls this morning and apparently no one else had seen the giant coyotes that Cooky and I saw last night. Cooky went outside the game and saw no tracks. What is up with that..? Elephant sized coyotes should leave tracks. I k
נαиα'ѕ мυѕιиgѕ
As you sit and message him I hope you realize how disrespectful you are being. While we are together and his cell phone displays your name I hope you know how upset I become. When you need a hug at the end of the day I hope you understand that I do not appreciate your requesting one. While you sit there eating lunch with him I hope you are feeling guilty. When you casually talk about sex and offer to "make him feel good" I hope that you understand that you, my dear, are crossing the line.
Contest
My Daughter
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST THOUGHT I LET YOU KNOW THE REASON FOR NOT LEAVING COMMENTS AND STUFF ON YALL PAGES IS BECAUSE MY 10 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS STILL IN HOSPITAL SHE ALREADY SPENT A WEEK IN THERE ..THEN WE CAME HOME AND NOW WE BACK AGAIN SO I DONT KNOW WHEN I BE BACK UP AND RUNNING BUT JUST WONTED TO LET ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT FORGOT ABOUT NONE OF YOU OK WELL HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND HOPE TO BE BACK SOON... THANX BUFFY
My 1st Blog....well...this Could Get Interesting.......
Ok....here it goes, first off, i wanna dedicate my very 1st blog to my sis, my best friend....I met my friend, Bobbie, online in pogo.com approx. 3 years ago. Well this past summer, Aug. 2006, she came to visit me and my family, I live in Pa, she lives in Ky., so it was approx. an 8 hour or so ride for her. To meet someone in person that you only knew online.....maybe it aint always what it should be or they aint what they "pretend" to be online, but this girl, she was MORE than what I expected! The first thing we did when she got out of the car in my driveway was a "huge-ass" hug! Well, she couldn't have come at a better time, my family really needed and enjoyed her visit. My son in-law had just had a horrible work accident and lost his eye, he's doing great now, back to work, has a prosthetic eye now and has adapted very well. My sis/Bobbie, wanted to come up and give us all a hug for what we were going thru at the time. You'll NEVER find a better, truer friend than that. Well, toda
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Survey Anonymous
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind? 1) Which sexual position produces the ugliest children? Ask your mother. ____________________________________________ 2) How do you embarrass an archeologist? Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from. ____________________________________________ 3) What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party. A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. ____________________________________________ 4) What's the difference between love, true love, and showing off? Spitting, swallowing, and gargling. ____________________________________________ 5) What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. ________________________
Sexiest Brunette Contest!!
Gifts for everyone that helps me win from now til it's over. Big gifts for those who bomb 100 or more times from now til the end!!! PLZ help me win the sexiest brunette contest. Click the pic and comment bomb it and rate it too! Thank you!!! ENDS AT 11 AM TOMORROW!!!!! ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED!
Well...here We Go....2nd Blog, Same Day!
Well....if you read my 1st blog, you'll know about my sis/Bobbie......well....around the same time I met her, I also met another very close, very good friend, Kelli...better known as Rosa/Rosabean, whom I also chat with just about daily on my MSN messenger. We tried to get it goin once to meet in person, and still hope to someday...that damn $$ issue seems to get in our way, she lives in Nebraska, just a tad further than Kentucky....that would be one long-ass ride! But anyway, me and Kell/roo, also met and play on pogo.com, and now, Bobbie and I got her involved in CT, so please, if ya will, comment her, rate her, bling her....let's help her build her CT points up! Right at this moment, while I'm typing this blog, Kelli/Rosa and I are on mic, cheapest way to beat the phone companies huh? lmao Anyway, love ya roo and I'm looking forward to that day when I get my "big-ass" hug from you too!! xoxox >>>Deb
Tada!!
Yes it i true I am in a great mood! To all of my new friends..thank you very much for being my friend...and to all of my old friends thank you as well.... I am here to have fun and share,share,share! Yes I am having a perky moment but thats life..I am going to add more pics on here as i get them!!!! strangebrew_haha@ CherryTAP
Annette Or Domestic Goddess
what the fuck there are some really awesome people out there glad i am getting to know or even chat with them. some of the sites i have seen blow me away one day tho i will be able to make mine prettier..ha,ha,ha..... thanks you's guys for stoppin by and checkin out some of my pics an other stuff you are all really great people big hugs to all of you Amy Winehouse is the video but schroll down and watch Animal from the muppets playing right along with the video...thought it was cool. byeeeeeeeee
My Thoughts...
Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are
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Life
life is like a roll of toilet paper,the closer you get to the end the faster it goes. feeling gratitude and not expressing it,is like wrapping a present and not giving it. strangers are friends you just haven't met yet.
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Death... Wtf????
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and o
Boat Trip
barbiedoll19@ fubar River Trip At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild pass
Friends
Balloon Fetish
Okay this is stange but people in the past have liked it. If anyone out there is interested in purchasing a video of me in bathing suits and lingerie with balloons let me know. NO NUDITY is invovled. I am bouncing on them, blowing them up, popping them, blowing them up until they pop ect. This is a pre order if I get enough pre orders I will sell them. Just need to let me know if you are interested or pass my info along. M
Perfect Husband
CHILDREN AND THE CHURCH A little boy was attending his first wedding. After the service, his cousin asked him, "How many women can a man marry?" "Sixteen," the boy responded. His cousin was amazed that he had an answer so quickly. "How do you know that?" "Easy," the little boy said. "All you have to do is add it up, like the pastor said, 4 better, 4 worse, 4 richer, 4 poorer." ;-) º°'°º ?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'° After a church service on Sunday morning, a young boy suddenly announced to his mother, "Mom, I've decided to become a minister when I grow up." "That's okay with us, but what made you decide that?" "Well," said the little boy, "I have to go to church on Sunday anyway, and I figure it will be more fun to stand up and yell, than to sit and listen." >:o ?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º? A 6-year-old was overheard reciting the Lord's Prayer at a church service, "And forgive us our trash passes,
Dying
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Poison60%Suicide60%Suffocated53%Bomb53%Stabbed40%Natural Causes40%Drowning33%Cut Throat33%Accident27%Disease
My Story
When you get married you think it will be forever. Your own wishes and dreams cloud your vision and so when the clouds move away you see the choice you have made and realize it was wrong. YOu stay becasue that is the way you have been taught. My first husbandtold me I was to fat. I was about the same size I am now as I was then. I believed him and so I didn't care how I looked. We were married two years before he started hitting me. The last night I was home with him he threw a knife at me to use on him. I threw the knife accross the room and ran out the door. My parents lived next door so I had only a few feet to go. I stayed at my parents and went ot the police the next day to file charges and they said they woudl get back wiht me. No one did and I stayed at mom's. Whiel I was gone on a job interview he moved everything out of the house. He filed for divorce, forcing me ot get a lawyer. He got visitng rights to our son but when he came I had a very uneasy feelign so
Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy
Moral Of The Story~
Perched in a treetop, old Mister Crow was holding a cheese in his beak. Drawn by the stench, Mister Fox, down below peered up, then proceeded to speak. "Well, hello, fair Sir Crow! Lovely day! How you dazzle my eyes! How rare your display! Not to lie, if your voice is as fine as the cut of your wing, I'll know you're the Phoenix reborn in these woods!" At these words, the old Crow became giddy with pleasure and, thinking to prove his voice a treasure he opened his big beak and promptly dropped the goods. Fox pounced upon his prize and said "My dear, dear sir, learn now that every flatterer lives at the cost of those who give him credit. that lesson's worth a cheese, no doubt, so don't forget it!" The Crow, in shame and chagrin, SWORE, a bit late, never again to be taken in.
I Hate Being Sick
Hey everyone I know they say that chicken soup, or medicine will get rid of a cold fast. But I think it is Love that does the trick and if ever a time, it would be now I am sick and I have too much stuff to do to be this sick. So have a heart and send me your love please.
Fallen Brother
at 4:47 am this morning, club owner, long time biker, and long time friend to all who knew him, Dennis Martindale, passed. Dennis was the owner of several clubs around little rock, ar, but most recently the very respected gentlemans club, Peaches, in jacksonville, ar. he was also the owner/founder of HARDRIDERS bike shop/bar&grill. I've known Dennis off and on for about 8 yrs, and had the privilage to work for him for almost 2. he was friend to all colors, including the red and white, the Sons of Silience, and many, many others. Dennis had been battling an illness for the past few years, but refused to let it beat him or interfere with his daily responsibilities, whether it was work or family related, all the way til the end. no matter what he always had a big genuine smile on his face anytime i saw him, and never offered anything less than kind words of encouragement when he talked to me. he will be missed dearly, and i know that he is riding through the gates,with that infectious
General
I just got off the phone with my friend Jessy and he just told me that my two best guy friends(who are over in Iraq) are comming home soon because their tour of Iraq is comming to an end. I've missed them so much and I know I'm going to end up being the Hostess so I better start getting ideas and planning for the welcome home party LOL so wish me luck I'll need it. April 16, 2007— A tranquil college campus in Virgina became a killing field Monday morning. At least 33 people are dead in the worst mass shooting in modern American history. Police at Virginia Tech, in Blacksburg, Va., said that the shootings happened at a dormitory and then at a classroom on opposite sides of the university campus. It is unknown at this time if the guns had standard or extended clips, which can fire as many as 30 shots before the gun has to be reloaded. No identification was found on the gunman's body, police said. Eyewitnesses described him as an asian male about six feet tall. He apparently shot
Journal
I guess its normal for the people you've backed up, and stood by almost like brothers to ignore me. It seems that my own brothers would like to keep my cheese out in the wind too. Then theres someone who is a puppet master behind this, and I'm so fucking disgusted that hes using his own children this way to keep tabs on each other, and their mother. If theres friction between him, and one son, well he uses the others against him. If the two sons who spend time together once a week, well if something breakes off the plans, even if the other is very sick he gets a massive guilt trip. I'm alone tonight, totally, just sitting here with noone to even phone and its really annoying. If I said I derserved it, I know that would be bull. You might have noticed that I'm not on CT as much as I used to be. Well, I no longer Dj on here for starters, and that being said I've got some shit to take off my chest and say. If you don't like it, then don't read it, plain and simple. Here is the truth of
Need Help Bombing
CT Mafia members I would appreciate some help in CT Goddess Contest,please
Love Without Reason
love without reason i want to know your thoughts
Pondering Intense Feelings
Thank you to everyone for your support of a newly blossoming relationship. I believe that one of the reasons this relationship has developed is because we started out as acquaintances, which turned into a friendship. This friendship has been around for the better part of a year. I have long held a belief that the strongest of relationships come from following a course similar to the one we are on. Where it goes none of us can say, we just know that the bond we are developing is already a very strong one, which can only get stronger as our love for each other grows. To be in a relationship involves this growth, both individually and as a pair. Kutie is a beautiful woman with so much to offer to a man like myself. I have been able to realize just how much of a “catch” she truly is in the last few days. It has not gone over my head just how much of a “catch” I am to her. There is a warm, happy feeling that comes over me when she tells me how lucky she feels to have “a guy like m
My Neopet...
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This Is A Serious Request - Not A Contest - Please Read (repost)
)OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time! )OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was
A Little More About Me, If You Are Interested.
I was born the youngest of 4 kids a very long time ago. I had a normal childhood except for coming down with polio at the age of three. With the help of my family, a few good doctors, and the man up stairs I pretty much got over polio and after two years went back to being a regular kid. Polio left me with a weak leg that required a brace on it for me to walk and a damaged right lung plus a few other things I will not bore you with. I grew up on our family farm then after college I went to work for a local company as an accountant. I moved to North Carolina for ten years during the 80’s as the head accountant for a branch plant for the same company. I worked hard for the first 5 years then after getting all the systems in place I had it fairly easy the last 5 years. I retired from work in late 1989 because I was getting too weak to do the job the way it should be done. Then in February of 1990 my lung just gave out on me, as a result of havening had polio. I’ve been on the respirato
Question For All My Friends
SINCE YOU DONT GET NOTIFIED WHEN A BULLETIN IS POSTED I FIGURED ID POST BOUT THIS CONTEST IN A BCOME ON GUYS I AM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND THE LEADER BUT I SHOULDNT BE BEHIND AT ALL. I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED CONTEST WILL END AT 12 AM APRIL 2ND. Would yall help me decide on where and what to do for spring break? Hubby and I will have about $1000 to spend, and we have a baby sitter set up already. We will prolly drive to where ever we decide to go. I thought bout going to S.Padre Island cause my parents said they would take the kids all week. But I would like more suggestions please. Remeber we live in Kansas too lol COME CHECK OUT MY PICS. DJ KOWBOY MADE NEW TAGS FOR FRIENDS IN LAST CHANCE LOUNGE.
Atc
GREETINGS CITIZENS WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE IN WHICH THE PUSUIT OF ALL VALUES OTHER THAN MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR. HAVE EITHER BEEN DISCREDITED OR DESTROYED MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR FOR WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE OF THE THING I'm bouncing off the walls again im lookin like a fool again threw away my reputation wakin up on the bathroom floor my hearts beating outa my chest BOUNCIN OFF THE WALLS AGAIN go ahead and take a picture hang it upp so u can tear me down mom and daddy got the best cocaince 24 hours on an empty brain got my finger on the trigger n your in my wayy Drowning in this tub of tears slowly turning red like blood clots slowly suffocating me my dreams will do the same
Roping A Deer......
If anyone can tell me what a Naked Singularity is without using Google, there is a handsome reward. Last weekend I saw something at First Cash Advance Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing you adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Mom what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only t
Another Day
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Pushing Aside All !!!!
Pushing everything to the side of the world dont matter because i still hate everything that has happen and i push it all back in my mind but i will wonder about it once in a while... I try to just think of the best things possiable till something is done or said...Do i hate you for it no its made me stronger and i could never hate something or someone that i love to much ..... You do things that makes me wonder and make me so lost and confussed about...Why does it happen why do people do things that makes ones mind sit there and do 360's over and over again ....But i live in a life were i deal with it every day every night 365 days a year because thats out human life....there isnt a damm thing we can do about it .... Well there is we can pipe up and tell what we want to tell and make it be known that we are here and we have been heard.... Some peole say that i dont talk enough and other say i voice what im thinking way to much .....It all falls back to my mind wondering were it ha
The Battle
They say there is a silver lining to every dark cloud...ok...I hopefully will see it soon... Just wanted to let ya'll know that I will probably not be on for awhile after Wednesday...this saddens me so much, I literally depend on ya'll to get me thru these times and now I can't even do that...the reasons why sadden me even more... This past week really sucked, my ex and I had been at it since the sunday before, on Thursday he left and moved back to Florida...YAY...atleast I thought anyways...wasn't aware untill Saturday that the bank account was also emptied...this really sux, my electric bill is due Wednesday, so I won't be on after that... Don't want sympothy or anything like that, just wanted to share with the ones who care...will see ya'll as soon as I can... If any of you see that silver lining to this cloud that is over me, please let me know, it's been awhile since I've seen one... I hope ya'll have a great week, weekend, maybe even month... huggs, kisses and
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Another Day Another Thought
Yet another day I sit in front of this screen. Porn? Masturbation? You? I chose you! As you come up behind me and run your nails down my back, my hair begins to stand! Your reach around with your lips to mine is what I have been needing. As your press your body against mine I get more and more hot. You know i want you, i know you want me, we meet in the middle. The middle being my bedroom.....again. As I take off your shirt, I give gentle kisses to your pierced nipples. I tell you how good you smell, as all I can think about is your wet clit. I kiss ure tummy, your push my head down between your legs. Your pussy is so wet and taste so good, as I bury my tongue deep in your pussy you let out a very sexy moan. MMMMMM your pussy tastes like sugar. Hey there, you thinkin what i'm thinkin? Thats right how nice it would be to have a nice, wet, hot pussy in your face. As I am sitting here you look at me from afar. I look at you and smile. You are telling with your eyes you
Random Today News
Sorry that I havent been on much but I moved out of the house with me mom to where I am wokring. I dont have wireless so I am only on everyonce in awhile. I am helping my father in law care for my mother in law. She has brain cancer and needs help. I am on as much as I can. Later Today is the puppys birthday. His name is Buddy and he is 4 years old. He has gotten so big. I will post a pic under my pics. He is so cute, I love him.
Sexiest Female In A Hat Contest
Hey sexy cherries...I'm in KevDog's SEXIEST FEMALE IN A HAT CONTEST, starting tomorrow. Please stop by and show me some C.T.A.F luvin.... Thanxs in advance xoxoxoxoxox Blonde BLONDE VIXEN: (repost of original by 'Blonde Vixen C.T.A.F # 27' on '2007-02-22 13:11:56')
My Thoughts
Sway
Sway Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practising your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it’s infinitely true Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you
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My Life
Okay so it's been a while since I have been on fubar. I've missed alot on here, but alot has been happening for me as well. I recently got engaged :) and mine and my fiance's wedding date is April 23, 2011. Very excited! I'm also planning on going to college in January. My mother had neck surgery, alot of deaths has happened with in the past year and I got a new dog. So alot has happened, but I summed it up and it seems alot less then what truley happened. That's an update for ya'll. 2 more days until I get my tattoo. I am so happy! This is what my tattoo is going to be except it is going to be done in blackwork. Their will be picture's and I will put them on here. Promise!
About Me
heyy yall name bryt and some things you should know bout me is im studying to be an actress, i LOVE to write PoEmS
The Saga Continues...
Nobody Is Allowed To Touch Me Till I Lose A Ton Of Weight. Not Even Hug Me. I Hate How Words Hurt Worse Than Physical Shit Does @ Times. Leave it to the children and Empire Records to get me in the good ole perky me mode again. I do have to give a few friends some credit too though. I
Its Me
i fell in love, he hurt me. i think its all over and there is nothing i can do. but to him i hope u can be happy and find the right one cause it wasnt me. Lets always be friends? because no matter what i will always love u. Love forever and always, me the guys in my life dont know what they want. guy one wants me now, guy two wants me but has a weird way of showing it, and i keep meeting more great guys. THIS SUCKS! well im just going to keep doing what im doing, its got me this far! MMFWCL to all my lo's and lette's out there! He is the greatest and i dont want 2 let him go. this one is the one that makes my heart skip and when we r together i dont want to leave him. he is amazing, wow who knew i could find a good catch. well he knows who he is and i just want to tell him that he has my heart in his hand and i think im in love wit him. JuggaletteVixen MMFWCL
Buddha Quotes
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: 1.) not going all the way; and 2.) not starting. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. I never see what has been done; I only see what remains to be done. The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. Ennui has made more gamblers than avarice, more drunkards than thirst, and perhaps as many suic
My Site
Peregrine@ CherryTAP Jim Neugent is a coach in Childress, Texas. Jim writes: My name is Jim Neugent. I wrote to ABC (on-line) concerning a program called "THE PRACTICE." In last nights episode, one of the lawyer's mothers decided she is gay and wanted her son to go to court and help her get a marriage license so she could marry her 'partner.' I sent the following letter to ABC yesterday and really did not expect a reply, but I did get one. My original message was: ABC is obsessed with the subject of homosexuality. I will no longer watch any of your attempts to convince the world that homosexuality is OK. ' THE PRACTICE' can be a fairly good show, but last night's program was so typical of your agenda. You picked the 'dufus' of the office to be the one who was against the idea of his mother being gay, and made him look like a whiner because he had convictions. This type of mentality calls people like me a "gay basher." Read the
Dreams Come True
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Just A Really Bad Day...
this morning just started out bad and continued to get worse throughout the day... we had a physical fitness test this morning, which i couldnt take cuz of my back being messed up... but i still needed to get weighed in... well, i wuz happy cuz i lost 9 lbs in the past 2 weeks, but then when they taped me, it wuz not good... the army just went to a new body fat taping system and it duznt do any female justice... needless to say, i wuz way over what i usually am or what my maximum can be... later i wuz told that 95% of females fail becuz of this new system. i really hope they change it soon! when i came home to shower this morning after all this crap, i get sum1 knockin at my door while i wuz in the shower... i get out to find a eviction notice on the inside of my door. all becuz of my check that wuz returned cuz i wuz short $3.76 in my account!!!!!!! so now i owe over $100 in late fees and shyte... and i only have like 24 hrs to pay it all by... so i have no idea what i am
I Fucking Give Up I Cant Do This Any More
Poetry And Lyrics
You lay their on your sheet youd rather than be beat Ripped in half than take the eat And Die at last to afraid to truelly live as you die living in your apple pie suicide Applepie suicide say goodnight my virgin bride Applepie suicide thus with a kiss i die Over and over you resist until into my crams and into my kiss you yourself give and give The Heat is in your eyes (suicide) I see it there you want to die (suicide) when your alone you give, die, and cry in your delusions of applepie you are my applepie suicide we are alone you and I our bodies meet our worlds collide as we'll say together we want to die Kill me again is in your breathey sighs i live and die between your thighs you know you've never felt so high again and again I eat you right Into you again i glide as we stare each other in the eyes Finaly completely you let got and I savor your applepie reveling in your virgin suicide Glad you chose me to take your life When I
Sometimes In Life
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the sacred RED ROSE.
What Ever I Doubt U Will Read This
my phone number to reach me is 680-9063. Pleaseno late calls I'm not much of a blogger but i decided to type this any way. I doubt anyone will read this. So I sit every day contemplating the meaning of life. I mean this seriously I try to devote an hour a day to this end. Yet all i seem to find Is a series of mixed and muddled answers. It almost seems the entire meaning to life is merely to procreate and dominate the world with our species. I also wonder at what good it would do for one person such as me to try and fix things. I have come to the conclusion that no one man can make a lasting effect on man kind in the positive aspect. Humanity is to willing to focus on the negative and not on the positive. The only solution is not just a revolution of society but of the mind and not just a little portion of the world but the entire planet at once. as long as we as a race continue to focus on short term goals and selfish desires we will never achieve the next grand step in our physical an
This Is For The Woman
Ladies Only ... Which Movie Star Are You? This is kind of fun! Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Don't read ahead please! Well ~ A team of researchers got together and analyzed the personalities of movie stars. The gathered info has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take long. Number your paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that most describes you at this point in your life , and then add up the points that correspond with your answers. Send this to all of your friends ( including person who sent it to you) with your star's name in the subject line. Now . Don't look ahead or you will ruin the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Roller blading in the park d) Rock Concert e) Have dinner & see a movie f) Dinner at home with a loved one 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll b) Alte
My Dad
My dad was one of a kind. No matter how tired he was when he came home from work he would play ball with my brother and I. Saturdays we woudl go to my granmothers and help her in her yard. I had been married to # 2 for nine years and it wasn't good. Between the verbal abuse there was alot of mental abuse. He had me thinking I was running around on him and i NEVER left the house. I had to leave # 2 onenight after I started workignas a shift manager at Papa Johns. He knew for about a month I was goign ot do this and when I started I had to work till 1 in the morning. I had a lot to learn and man was it abunch. He called work and asked me when I was coming home. I told him I wasn't sure. For some reason I had this awful feeling of not going home but my kids were with him. I was in the back office learnign how to do all the paper work. I had to learn how to use the computer and how to print things off and where to place everything. Anyway, after he called I was scared.
Idk What To Give Ya
Funny how life Matriculates The truth can Be altered From day to day You are sure of this Which changes to that It can leave you Uncertain Wondering where real Is at The clues will unfold Leaving answers To clear Then you are left To ponder Do I move forward Or stay here What do I Hang on to And what remains In the rear? I showed this one to Alana. She liked, so I asked her for a title. She had a few ideas, but I took her last words cuz they fit it best. Thank you my friend;)
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Contest Time Everyone!!!!
HERE IS THE FIRST PIC~!!!!!!! GO TO THIS LINK!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=202826&albumid=236890&i=2632504742 YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND TO VIEW SO IF YOU GOING TO BE IN THE CONTEST SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST!!! START POSTING THIS SATURDAY AND THEN NEXT SATURDAY WE WILL START VOTING. THE FIRST PLACE WINNER WILL RECIEVE A PAID FOR VIC MEMBERSHIP AND 2ND WILL GET A BOOST. HAVE FUN AND BE CREATIVE LOL HELLO ALL YOU GREAT PEOPLE OF CHERRYTAP!!! THIS IS OUR FIRST CONTEST AND WE HOPE TO HAVE EVERYONE IN ON IT. ITS A LINGERIE CONTEST. THE RULES ARE SIMPLE GIRLS GET INTO YOU BEST LINGERIE AND POST A PIC ON THE BLOG!!! GUYS PUT ON YOUR BEST UNDIES AND DO THE SAME. THE CONTEST WILL OFFICALLY START ON SATURDAY!!!!! POST THE PIC YOU WANT VOTES ON THE BOX OR LEAVE A LINK SO WE CAN GET TO IT!!! ANYONE THAT POSTS "FAKE PICS" THAT ARENT THEM WILL BE OUT OF THE RUNNING. STARTING SATURDAY YOU CAN POST YOUR PICS AND LEAVE COMMENTS TOO ON MY BLOG. THE VOTING WILL START NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!. A
First Time
I had to make at least one blog. Random writing about nothing. What the hell ever.. HTxDATA___
Cell Block
Nonsense
There's been a lot of new stuff to happen. but I don't want to go into depth. So i'll start over, I guess. Christ thing's pass fast. Nearing the end of the semester, Project's due. Solo and ensemble stuff to occur. Wow, and I still need to find a job. School keeps me busy, though. I have to say, yardwork can be fun! And energizing too. Even if I feel like shit, I can still wake up fully while mowing the lawn, cutting up plants, and it's always fun hearding the dogs from one side to the next! Especially Oso. He's a funny one. And he also discovered that the pool water isn't lava. And doesn't hesitate to take baths once in awhile. Swimming should be fun once that big fella decides to jump in. It's been a few months, and....I...look not much different. I mean, i've been going to the gym, watching what I eat some, and I'm more active then before...but...the results are coming slow. As they should. Still, I know there's more I can do to speed up the process. One of those, unfortun
Hopeless
I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where well here i sit all alone once again wishing despitley to know when the blanket of sadness is going to come off for good! looking
My Thoughts
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's
.:capricorn The Passionate Lover
Once you have opened this memo, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in be
Babyface
www.hostdrjack.com Hope yall have a great night and I will talk to you tomorrow! www.hostdrjack.com To Everyone on Cherry Tap, Have a great night and sleep well!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Weekdays Graphics and Images Too my Buds on Cherry Tap!!! Love ya! Amanda (Babyface)
Redheads Galore Plz Help
I Need Your Help Please!!!!!
ok guys heres the deal. ANYONE WHO VOTES FOR ME IN THE CONTEST I AM IN GETS PRIZES!! Heres How it goes. 1-10 Comments=I will rate all the pics in your largest folder. 10-20 Comments= I will rate ALL your pics 20-30 Comments= A gift from the love and friendship Section 30-50 Comments= A gift from the Party Time Section 50-70 Comments= A gift from the Spicy Section 70-100 Comments= A Stationary Custom Pic Done By ME!!!! 100-150 Comments= A custom morph 150-200 Comments= A custom gif(moving pic) 200-250 Comments= A three way morph (a pic that morphs from one pic into another then into a 3rd pic) 250+ Comments = A morph into an animated picture AND 3 gifts picked at random from the presents section You have to tell me when you Start voting and when you have finished with a final number of votes. and I will double check folks so please don't try and screw me on this one. SOOOOOOOOOO click on the pic and start voting!!!!!!!!!!! hey you guys I n
More Then A Feeling
Have you ever felt.. those sad butterflies.. or the very hurtful ones.. yeah. thats how you make me feel you give me ALL kinds, but you don`t seem to care & theres nothing i can do about it... i feel horrible i hate this feeling, this feeling of self doubt, that i`m not good enough or something it sucks; i just want it to disapear, i want you to disappear, no i just want you to stop hurting me, leading me on, or whatever your doing. i hate it how i let you play with my heart, its out in the open.. and i let you crush it and then build it up again, and then let it fall to peices once more.. i should just lock up my heart & never give away the key. i can`t do this anymore, the hard thing is.. you've got me totally hooked, every time i see you, or hear your voice i go weak.. & it seems as tho theres nothing i can do about it and i just wish i could let you go.. & your not even THAT special.. just to me.. you have no idea. i don`t no how to explain the way i feel about you. i just ugh. wha
My Poems
Yin Yang Concept Blue skies Green grass Happy smiles Clear glass Cloudy skies Off green glass Blank expressions Unclear glass Stormy gray skies Really brown grass Angry and pissed off Dirt covered glass Back to blue skies Back to green grass Nothing can stay It will soon pass Better to be crazy Together Than Crazy Apart I'm your kinky bastard You're my crazy bitch Whenever you scratch yourself You relieve my itch I bite your gentle flesh You pull my soft hair We have two bodies But one soul to share You want me to rape you I want you to rape me We spend our time fucking Until a quarter to three You scratch my back I choke your neck Master and slave We keep each other in check We're too crazy for anyone else But when we're together we can be ourselves. What is love? Love is the aroma of coffee in the morning Love is the sight of a beautiful face Love is the smell of a beautiful rose Love is something undefined Love is waking up
General Boredom...
I got new pics in a new gallery. Come check em out and rate for me. So I've posted a few more pics...let me know what you think. A few are of me, and a few are an example of my exquisite artistic taste..lol. Check em out and leave me one...Later Joshua Check em out...rate em, let me know what you think...
Men On Ct!!!!!
MOST MEN SUCK ON CHERRY TAP...NEVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE HAVE I SEEN SO MANY FUCKING FAKES AND LIARS!!!!!!!FUCKING UNREAL...BUT PEOPLE, WELCOME TO THE NET WORLD RIGHT? ITS FUCKING RIDICULOUS...IS THERE A MAN THAT CAN JUST BE THEIR SELF AND NOT TRY TO ACT LIKE MR FUCKING POWERFUL ASSHOLE ON CHERRY TAP?...LOL SO MANY PPL THINK THEY ARE BETTER THAN PEOPLE ON HERE TO...SO IM HERE TO SAY FUCK YOU AND IM GLAD IM NOT FUCKING LIKE YOU....IM A FUCKING REAL PERSON...SO I COME OUT WITH THE BIG SMILE ON MY FACE ..OK IM DONE VENTING...GOOD DAY/NIGHT TO GOOD PEOPLE AND MY DEAR FRIENDS...FUCK OFF ALL OTHERS! MUAHS!
Sexiest Redneck On Cherry Tap
I've been having a lot of trouble lately from slow response to bouncers to people who call nsfw on ridiculous things. I came on this site because I thought it was an adult site. Fubar doesn't seem to understand what adult is. An adult site doesn't require absolutes of purity and honor. So why then is any clown who wants to scream that something is offensive allowed to have things removed and the violator punished? Shouldn't there be a protest and a hearing? For another thing, what is the person who was offended doing in here to start with? Certainly they aren't here to extend their own morals or those on this site. I'm not sure what Fubar wants but they are moving farther and farther away from what I want. If any of you feel as I do, I'm suggesting that you change your Fubar nickname to something that lets them know that they aren't pleasing you any longer. If there are enough of us, maybe they'll finally get a clue. HOW ABOUT THAT? When MissRodeo asked me if I wanted
Tits
Ok I get it no one wants to show me their tits. This is unfortunate for me. I thought there were more daring people on here than there actually are. I guess I was wrong. If you want to show them to me then by all means do so msg me and tell me HERE THEY ARE. Ok people I just love to see tits. I want to play with them too but my wife would kill me. If you show me your tits I will be a happy man and lets face it you don't want to make a grown man unhappy do you?
Remember
Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn Remember how she said that 'We will meet again, some sunny day...'
Why
As all of my friends know I just lost a good friend! I was blessed to have had the chance to have him as a friend! My heart goes out to his family especially his brothers and his girlfriend Wendy and their daughters. When things like this happen it makes me question my faith and why God would take such a good man! He was a wonderful son, brother, father, and friend to many! I met him for the first time in 2003 and he was only 17 years old, but more mature than most men my own age! There wasnt a time the whole week that I was in P-Cola that he didnt put a smile on my and everyone around him face. He was just a pleasure to be around!!! When Lacey called me yesterday and told me he was missing my heart stopped! The first thing that popped in my head was OMG I hope Wendy and the girls are ok. She told me what happened and I thought my heart had been ripped outta my chest. I prayed all day and night that he would be found alive!!! But as more time passes I know that there is a slim chance o
Poems Ive Written
It will be 3 years This Year and My Moms Birthday is Tommorow So heres the other of the 2 Poems Im showing today Almost 2 years 2 years almost come and Past Life seems to be moving so very Fast I'm forced to Find Other Role Models Since God has taken the 2 i've Followed Ive been forced to Grow up so Fast But life has its changes If you are to last Every Person I meet knows of your name because you've shaped me to be your same Your Love Compassion and Wisdom will always be with me From now until the End of Eternity I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the
Secrets From A Gypsy Mind
We'll have stamps and the ole-fashioned Pony Express. *grin* Send me a PM with your physical address if you want me to write to you. And donations to help keep me in stamps would be appreciated. Paypal is ladykowe@gmail.com Any and all donations, no matter how small, will be appreciated. Today was worse. Excerpts: Gabe got hurt by one of Mike's video game books he left lying around. Mike fell down the stairs. Mike and I argued and I was grabbed again. This time, no bruises yet. His mom told us if we couldn't work it out, there's the door. I feel like this whole rotten thing is my fault. He is now 10 lbs...two pounds in just two weeks...wow. I'm in shock.
Please Help
PLEASE COME HELP ME GET ROBISUE HER MANSION...ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TRYING TO HELP MISH IN HER QUEST FOR FIRST BRITISH GODMOTHER....THIS IS ON HER PAGE SO IT HELPS MISH AS WELL THEY ARE ALWAYS HELPING EVERYONE ELSE..NOW THEY NEED YOU....WILL U BE THERE FOR THEM??? THANKS BEC-BEC BEING THE WONDERFUL SIS I AM...LOL...I ENTERED ROBISUE IN A GIFT GIVEAWAY....NO TIME LIMIT...PLZZZ STOP BY AND HELP IF YOU CAN....SHE REALLY WANTS A MANSION...SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE SO LET'S GET THIS FOR HER...THANKS TO ALL WHO HELP becbec please go to karen's page and rip this photo let's keep this going don't rate this blog i'm not doing this for points just keep this photo going send it to everyone on your friends list karen428 ~Angel Family~@ CherryTAP
Pickly
Pickly dickly dickly do... I love pickles, and olives, and other vinegar-salty things. Free form poetry about pickles is fun. I like to put pickles in my mouth slowly. I like to suck the juice from them. I like the ribbed nature of them as they slide down my throat hole. I like the way vinegar tantalizes my senses. Pickle juice is like your body's garbage-man. Pickles have a penis-like shape. The End
Pain
come on, do it. Take it, take it all. why not? you took my mind, my soul....ripped out my heart. everytime you touched another woman, you took a piece of me. I am now left with nothing..no self esteem...nothing. It took me yeaqrs to build one from my fucked up child hood and you took it away from me in 6 yrs. why are you still with me? to punish me? to kill me softly? i will never heal this time..never. i will always be a nothing....thank you. why do i have to go on like this? why does he look at me like i am nothing. it hurts. smak me in the face with a hammer and it does not compare to the pain i feel when he looks at me that way. it makes me want to rip my eyes balls out so i cant see it anymore. I just want to throw myself on the couch and hide behind the pillows. I want to rip my face off cause maybe, just maybe it isnt good enough for him. take my heart, rip it out i dont give a flying fuck. what can i do to ease my pain. maybe im not good enough i know. he says when can i smil
Just My Crazy Crap!
Ever sneeze and seem to pull something in your groin?Probably not seing most of you are women.I did that this morning when i got outta my truck.It was the first sneeze,I sneezed like 4 times!But the first one hurt my boys,so i grabbed them.And then everysneeze after that I had to kinda jump in the air with my legs flailing to eachside while I sneezed.It really didnt help as far as the pain goes though.In fact not only did it still hurt but im sure it just added an element of total dorkiness...To see me out there with my hand squeezing my package,sneezing and doing what looked like a "boy band" dance (oh-oh-O-oh the right stuff)was amusing to the fellas! Took the kids to walmart yesterday,we bought a baseball,a bat,a frisbee and several things to occupy ourselves with.Oh and a cable splitter so i could set them up with the cartoon channel in my room!...Then we came home and Bar-b-qued!...so to recap MY WEEKEND..We went to the bowling alley,walmart bar-b-qued and and stole cable tel
Killer Blue Eyes Contest
Hurt
Pic Rating!!
I have over 130 pics in my albums and I love it when everyone rates them!! So here is the deal!! 1.) Rate 10 pics and get a cherrytap keg from me!! 2.) Rate 20 of my pics and get flashing hearts!! 3.) Rate 30 of my pics and get a trophy!! 4.) Rate 40 of my pics and get a vacation!! 5.) Rate 50 of my pics and get a platinum cherry!! 6.) Rate 60 of my pics and get a mens bracelette!! 7.) Rate 70 of my pics and get diamond earrings!! 8.) Rate 80 of my pics and get mens or womans ring!! 9.) Rate 90 of my pics and get a rolex!! 10.) Rate 100 of my pics and get a silver motor cycle!! 11.) Rate 110 of my pics and get a tropical vacation!! 12.) Rate 120 of my pics and get a corvette!! 13.) Rate all my pics and get a porsche!! 14.) Rate all my pics and leave a comment on all of my pics and you will get a yacht!! Just let me know when you finish and what amount you did and I will verify it to see if you have accomplished it and will give you your gi
2% Alcohol Budweiser In Gas Station
I just heard that gas station and grocery store beer has less alochol in it than liquor store beer in the state of Kansas. I haven't checked thisn out yet...but if it's ture that's stupid, and it upsets me.
Sir_lick_alot1
hello ppl just checking things out just found this place if ya wanna chat or anything just hit me up
Anger
just end my misery. maybe its better if i just go away.....farrrr away.
Cracked And Lovin It
yeah thats rifght i broke up with elizabeth not much surprise there other then she now lives 40 miles from here and i dont have to hear her whining and bitching about things that have nothing to do with her any way life has no have gotten less stressful and i can focus on school when i can get there well its not like theres nothing to do it just seems that way i mean granted al i have to do is get off my ass and do something but other then that i think i will go and be bored elsewhere for the time bein goff to mill i go ne way off i go well after years of wondering around ailessly around the country ive finally got a stable place to live for the time being everything is going well ive got a job and all though its not an actual job its still work none the less my coffee house plans are under way ive got grant writers lawyers ppl whos specialty is making buisness plans realtors and anything else i need for the coffee house itll be open hopefully during the next winter and not only tha
Surveys
------------------- EX'S SURVEY ------------------- (1) Would you kiss your Ex again? Depends on the ex 2) How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they loved you? Quite a few (3) Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Haven't been married yet (4) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Yep (5) Have you ever made a boy/girlfriend cry... Yes (6) Are you happier single or in a relationship? Both have their perks, but I would like to be in a relationship once again whenever someone worth dating comes around. (7) Have you ever been cheated on? Yes 8) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? No (9) Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes (10) If you could go back in time and change things, would you? No, things happened the way they did for a reason, I've come to terms with them and like to think that those experiences, good and bad have made me who I am today, and I like who I am today he
Blondy28
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My Best Friend!!!!!
Well people what can I say about this girl?!?!?!? She is my heart, my soul, my rock, my confidant, my shoulder to cry on, my partner in crime, she is my best friend!!! Over 10 years we have been to hell and back... We have had our friendship put to the test on more than one occasion and we come out stronger than we were when we went in... She has been by my side thru the worst times in my life... And she has partied with me thru the best... She knows what Im thinking before I even say it... And she knows me better than I know myself... She has been one of only a handfull of people who have always seen me for who I am no matter what... She thinks Im beautiful even first thing in the morning... And knows and has more confidence in what I can achieve than I have in myself some days... Tiya my love I know life hasnt been that picture perfect dream we both had growing up... Its been hard and it sometimes it hurts so bad we cant breathe... But I want you to know I have your back, I love y
Leaving.....
Firefighter
if you have myspace and if you would like to add me http://www.myspace.com/192342736 i hope to talk to you soon chuck aka fireman185
To Everyone Who Has Rated Me!
thank you all for who have rated me a 10. dont know if you all are telling the truth though but thank you anyways.if anyone ever want to chat with me let me know.. peace out
Livin La Vida Loca!!!
I basically have always been my main entertainer and thats ok with me. When other people try to get me down I just am the one I turn to for reassurance that it really is ok. When I go to sleep at night I know I am a good person and that's all that matters. 1. go back to minnesota and go to the lake 2. go back to london and party with the london guys with fucked up teeth 3. party with Lisa...WI style 4. Mardi gras in Rio!!! 5. get a boat a travel the greek isles 6. go for a walk in the woods 7. always be honest (I am always 99 %) 8. Route 66 driving 9. meet pete in real life 10. sail around south america 11. learn the culture of mexico city 12. go to a indian medicine man 13. drink on the rocks in monterey again while watching the sunset 14. Tell the bitches to fuck off 15. set my mom straight once and for all 16. make out more, look em in the eyes 17. start to write a book, more writing 18. have one more baby 19. go camping woooo hoooo 20. go to the graveyard to ch
The Truth
Some gurls are nyce, Some gurls are bad, but I come in both flavours, I'm the best you've ever had. People can take Everything away from you but....they can never take away your truth but the question is... CAN you HANDLE mine??? I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much He Cares about you and how Lucky He Is To Have You.
Tbone!1985
WELL SHE CALLED TO BREAK UP WITH ME SO I'M PRETTY PISSED SHE DOSEN'T LIKE THE FACT I KEEP DRIVING TO SEE HERE AND SHE CAN'T GET UP HERE SO IT'S FUCKING OVER SO I'M HEART BROKEN AND LONELY SHE WAS NOT LIKING THAT I WOULD NOT MAKE OUT IN HERE VAN EITHER BUT IF YOU SEEN IT YOU WOULD NO WHY SO DON'T GIVE ME SHIT ABOUT THAT AND IF SHE WHANT'S TO MAKE OUT ALL THE TIME IN HERE VAN FUCK HERE. We are still awaiting further details, but PWInsider.com is extremely saddened to report that former WWE and WCW World champion Chris Benoit and his wife, former WCW and ECW personality Nancy "Woman" Benoit were both found dead today in Atlanta, Georgia. Obviously this will be a huge developing story in the days to come but at this point, we'd like to express our deepest condolences to the Benoits' family, friends, and fans at this time. A meeting is currently ongoing at WWE TV and it is expected that tonight's three hour Raw will now be dedicated to Benoit's memory. 6:09 Update: WWE.com issued the
Baby Files
Ok gang its 1:52am here and i am exhausted i am running on 2 hours sleep at this point so i am gonna give you the stats for now and will do pics and whatnot later. Name: Eljin Kai TOB: 1:44pm Wgt: 7lbs 1.4oz Length: 20 in Hair: Brown Eyes: Blue He and mom are both doing wonderful and i will update you more later Well we are in the final stretch now. In 6 hours I will take my wife to the hospital and they will induce her labor. So in less then 12 hours I will be a daddy yet again. GHod am i nervous. You would think that after having 3 children already i would get used to this, but no matter how hard i try i still get nervous. My heart is beating out of my chest right now just thinking about it. I am amazed at how many thoughts are running through my head right now. Sleep will probably never happen for me tonight since I am so excited. Hopefully i will catch a small nap at least. I will post all the pertainent info as soon as i can tomorrow and let all those who have been ke
Bishop's Blogs
10 Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up frui
Traveling Tech
With a job like mine, I travel all over the province of Manitoba. I've been to Lac Brochet, Brochet, Split Lake, York Landing, Nelson House, Opaskweyak, Garden Hill, Red Sucker Lake, St Theresa Point, Wasagamack, Roseau River, Rolling River, Dakota Plains, Dakota Tipi, Long Plains, Chemawawin, Ebb and Flow, Grand Rapids, Little Grand Rapids, Thompson, Poplar River, Jackhead, Brokenhead, Birdtail Sioux, Barrens River, Sagkeeng, Sandy Bay, Lake Manitoba, Crane River, Little Saskatchewan, Pauingassi, Pukatawagan, Bloodvein, Swan Lake, Black River, Oxford House, God's River, God's Lake Narrows, Lake St Martin, Tootinawazabeeng, Birch River, Dauphin River, Pinaymootang, Cross Lake, Sapotaweyak, Waywayseecappo and Fisher River. I've to almost every first nations reservation in the province. I was once in this reserve (which will remain nameless) to realign a satellite dish. I stayed at the lodge that was the only one available. Ay about 11pm I hear people talking outdoors from my room.
My Blog Has A First Name..it's B-l-o-g!!
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li
Ms.munchkin's Meanderings
No matter how many times I got laid today, I am still horny as all hell. It's one of those never ending horny days. I love it dont get me wrong, but I'm all out of cum lol ANYWHO. Im off for bedtime now. Night Night all. I want a female. Simple as that. To touch me, passionatly, but with burning desire. ~*drool*~ I'll leave it at that.
Animial Abuse
I just reposted a bulletin about animial abuse and testing. It is wrong very wrong. I have four dogs and a cat, whom I love very much! I could never ever hurt one of them. It would be like hurting one of my children. Yes sometimes they get on my nervous and make me mad. But those times are few. They bring me joy and show me love more than anything. I see things like this and it makes me sick!!!!!! Im not a fan of the human race. I feel that we as a spicies should be done away with. Were to sick to live! Everytime I see something like that I love mine alot more and I dare someone try and hurt one of them. They would see my dark side come out and I would do to them what they did to my dog/cat!!! Hurt them and you take your life into your hands. Same as if you harmed one of my kids!
Random Thoughts
So I was walking the mall, looking for the T-mobile store so I could pay my bill. I took the wrong entrance again. Straight in, get to the long stretch of slap-happy stores and window buys, turn left. Walking passed the cell phone accessory cart with all the cell "bling" and mesmerizing light configurations for batteries, another left. Now I see my destination on the right-hand side next to Nordstroms. I walk in, pull my wad of cash out, go up to the seemingly arrogant 19 year old working there, give him my cell number, he gives me my balance, give him the money, and I leave. Walking out of the store, I stop and look either way. Do I go back the way I came or go straight through the dept. store and make my escape from the sea of spring shoppers and eye-catching items begging to be bought by me?? Fuck it. As I'm walking back the way I came, the amount of people that I'm walking passed seem to dissipate. The closer I move towards the doors to the outside, the less people there are. At ab
D - I - V - O - R - C - E
I was hoping to make somethin out of this, but it can't be done. How can you love a liar, a cheat and a person who brings home a disease that could and by the Grace of God didn't get ya so it could kill ya too? Sbould have gone long ago, but I was not strong enough, emotionlly. Don't get me wrong, I'll always care, it just doesn't fall in the love category anymore and I refuse to live like a nun any more on top of all of that. Verbal and emotional abuse, intimidation, b.s. and rarely and I'm sorry unless he's threatened by something like this,by the prospect of my leaving him. Beg as he may my sanity and well-being are more important than his headgames about the teenagers, (youngest about to graduate). Then I will go of to wherever. Love always, Valarie
Someday
Each night as I close my eyes, I always think of you, your eyes, your smile, your beauty, the little things you say and do. Right now I can not hold you, I can't look into your eyes, I can't hear your laughter, I can't take the tears away, I can't give you all the things, that would make your life complete, But that will all change, all this will fade away, the first time that we meet, just hold tight to our dreams, and know that I'll someday be there, we may not have a right now, or a yesterday, but one thing we have, no one can take away, if you just love me, the way I do love you, we have our SOMEDAY.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
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Dinking
Poeple who? They are nice,they are mean,they are cruel,they are sweet and loveable. Well im me and who i am is not caring what ppl think like most ppl do. Im a dick if u dont like me o well, Life is to short to try and understand everyone or just one. Does it really matter what ppl think of u are u willing to change who you are to impress one perosn or many. Are ppl like that? Drinking what does it cause? To damn much fun when u wake up in the night and early morning trying to chew ur arm off. What a night. But then u wake up next to someone that is tryuing to chew there arm off what a great night. In the end why not have fun u only live once. Why not have fun? Thats it pissing off my neighbors at my motel but ufck them lmfao im drunk
Just Me
WHY AM'I ALWAYS ALONE I HAVE NO CLUE I 'AM A NICE GUY FROM WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY I'M ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND YET I'AM STILL ALONE I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO LOVE I HAVE LOVED IN THE PAST BUT ALLI GOT WAS HEARTACHE AND PAIN WILL I EVER BE LOVED BY SOMEONE I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I LOVE THEM BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN I'AM MEANT TO BE ALONE I GUESS IT'STRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT NICE GUYS THEY ALWAYS FINSH LAST!!! SO YESTERDAY WAS MY B-DAY WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING I'M TURNING 29 ONE MORE YEAR CLOSER TO 30 OH GOD NOT 30 SO I HAVE DECIDED TO STAY 29 FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE LOVE IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FIND. LOVE HAS CAUSED ME TOO MUCH PAIN IN THE PAST SO I HAVE STOPPED LOOKING FOR IT. ALL THE GIRLS I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH DIDNT RETURN THE LOVE THAT I THOUGHT THEY FELT FOR ME SO AS I TYPE THIS I WONDER WILL I EVER BE LOVED AT ALL I GUESS WHAT THEY SAY ALL THE NICE GUYS DO FINSH DEAD LAST!
Quotes I Live By
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. The true neighbor will risk his position, his prestige, and even his life, for the welfare of others." ~Martin Luther King, Jr.
Killswitch Engage
My Curse I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I screen my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be here? Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the needing) There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And I still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls (2x) Can I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love [8x]
Awesome Songs
Bible Basher lyrics Artist - Deicide Album - The Best Of Deicide Lyrics - Bible Basher Holy one unsung, you are the scum of his philosophy Will you ever learn that it is god who is the enemy? Step across our line from the divine and twisted beaten path Spewing forth in bullshit to your final fatal bleeding gasp What you have to say about your lord don't mean a thing to me Bash you fucking head in with the book of his insanitiy Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Bible Basher Who is your god? Ram your religion so far up your ass Till it becomes just a thing of the past Trample the cross and you cave into hate Bible basher I'm destroying your faith Blasphemous and vicious as I'm ripping you from head to toe There are those who wish you'd leave them the fuck alone In your face I spit to contradict your lord's integrity Time to admit, you are swimming in fantasy In a fit of rate, Satanic ways you will be crucified Bo
Idk Just Read Lol
have you ever been going through stuff and you find stuff that reminds you of an ex?? i find myself wishing each time that i would have just thrown that stuff away when they dumped me then i wouldnt have to relive the pain again... thank goodness for fire lol makes you feel a little better about getting rid of it. makes me kinda wish my mom would have told me to do that in the beginning. this has happened to me a few times... once i made my ex andrew a little thing out of beads that said his name... it took me hours to do it and then i gave it to him and he said i dont want it you keep it... so i just tossed it in a drawer and ive run across it multiple times and it just pisses me of so much that i just throw it back in the damn drawer.... another would be this video that i made for the same bastard... it took me about ten days to complete this and when he got it he was like ok... and i was like did you listen to the song too?! and he was like there was a song? and i was like *sigh*yea
Mercury Retrograde 2007
Mercury Retrograde Dates for 2007 February 14, 2007 - March 8, 2007 Mercury begins its retrograde period at 10° Pisces and continues its backward motion to 25° Aquarius when it goes direct on the 8th of March 2007. June 15, 2007 to July 10, 2007 Mercury begins this retrograde period at 11° Cancer on Friday June 15th and continues its’ retrograde motion until Tuesday July 10 when it turns direct at 2° Cancer. October 12th, 2007 - November 2, 2007 Mercury goes retrograde at 9° Scorpio on Friday October 12 and continues its retrograde cycle until it goes direct on Friday November 2 at 23° Libra. Call 770-587-1910 or e-mail javamist@aol.com for more information Mercury turns retrograde three times a year, as a rule, but the effects of each period differ, according to the sign in which it happens. A planet is described as retrograde when it appears to be moving backwards through the zodiac. This phenomenon occurs by the planetary motion created by the earth, with relation
Tiger Army
"Rose Of The Devil's Garden" There is a rose in the Devil's garden In shadow it grows alone Many things are dangerous now In this garden we call home Be careful as you make your way Some things are poison to the touch You've spent your life here in this place You long to run away so much [Chorus:] My love it is a black rose (my love it is a black rose) Held out to you by the hand of fate (held by the hand of fate now) And as this dark romance grows... It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away Above the Devil's garden The fertile soil of poisoned hearts Fed by tears and nighttime rain Under Transylvanian moon Grows the flower bred from pain Death is pure - life is not So ask yourself, what do you want? As for me, well I want you So pick the black rose and let its thorns cut you [Chorus] "Santa Carla Twilight" Watch the moonrise tonight The ocean looms past bonfires alight I am a stranger in this place And when I see you, I can
Yea
nowhere to place the blame for my wretched life i will never forget you for these acts of betrayal these dark thoughts invade my mind left alone left alone to hurt i will never forget you for these acts of shame left alone to take the blame i try to help but theres noone to listen my words are void and empty maybe ill keep silent from now on since my words are meaningless i offered myself but was denied a lost cause my broken heart dies beating no more from years of neglect my soul is laid to rest my blood drains from wounds unseen these feelings i only get from my dreams let them finish me my flesh and bones ache Shine on me this life long of guilt with sadness again my life must be rebuilt shattered hope I cannot go on because of my fear of the unknown I will ask, "Will you wait on me?" nobody knows what my eyes cant see im so lost everything is lost broken thoughts whispering spoken words of blasphemy watch me cry, watch me die i cant do nothing but le
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How Am I Funny?!
Hows everbody doing??? Ah thats good... You know when your going down the stairs you get to the last part thinking theres another step and booom your foot slams down all awkward. Thats how i feel.... I feel like i should be stepping on something... How ya doin??? I ask everyone that at my job.. I'm a chef that cooks in front of people so i have to make conversation or else they get bored... but sometimes the customers do all the work for me... I had this one kid... he looked at me intesely and said in his little high pitch voice "HEY YOU WANNA?!?!?! NO!!!!" He did that for about 3 minutes..."HEY YOU WANNA?!?! NO!!!!" Freeeaaaaaakkkeeed me the fuck out! I thought maybe he was going to ask me to disney land.. to kill me! Whats weirder is that In between that he kept asking his mom something and tugging on her shirt, but she just kept telling him to talk to me... So finally he gets some courage.. "HEEEEEEYYOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" "Umm what?" "YOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" Fina
Pathetic Ugly Asshats That Take Up Internet Space
seriously this site is full of old cunts crying to the owner when someone stands up to them and having the person deleted............ 1. the owner is obviously a faggot 2. these gangs of fucking old cunts are sexual predators that prey on unsuspecting females because they have never been the subject of attention 3. they cry when someone standsup to them 4. anyone wanna pay these cunts a visit and give them a beating for me?? go on i dare ya
My 1st Blog
DIRK: WE OWE THE FANS A BIG ONE Jimmy Rice 28 February 2007 Dirk Kuyt admits he and his teammates owe the fans a big performance against Manchester United on Saturday to make amends for their disappointing defeat at Old Trafford earlier in the season. The Reds lost 2-0 in October and Kuyt believes a vintage display is required to banish the painful memories. "I think we owe a performance after Old Trafford. That was a disappointing time and we definitely want a better result at Anfield this time," said the Dutchman. "It would be a great result for us if we could do it. We just need to go and approach the game as we've done in the last week. "If you can beat a side like Barcelona with players of the quality of Messi and Ronaldinho, you know you can beat a lot of teams. "We've come back from Barcelona and done a good job at the weekend with a win and a clean sheet. Now we want to beat United. "We've beaten Chelsea at home and Barcelona away, so now
Poem: Stormy Seas
STORMY SEAS Rough, angry, and stormy seas Ones where ships should never be Tremendous waves and blowing gales Breaking hulls and tearing sails Why would ships wander on such a night When hurricane winds blow with such might Crashing waves and driven rain Taking lives and causing pain (2-17-88) Sharp, dark, and jagged rocks Taking lives like a leper's pox Spliting wood and crushing hull Cackling like a dead man's skull Try as you might you cannot flee The suffocation of the cold sea so among the gasps and the groans Say "HELLO" to Davey Jones (2-23-07) James L. Gardner
Poems
In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate m
No Work
alone truely sucks..... i guess thats it...im lame....fuck you Remembering never Cold Shoulder On A Hot Summers Day Side by side can we see together if not forever. Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal but I hate hours compared to days. Without you time just flows slower because it is the issues that matter in the end. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Why does it hurt? Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? Because its the issues that matter most in the end to me. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal so
Pretending
Started with a tiny flirt, a smile it did bring, you have always been there. when storm clouds unleash the rain, you are so easy to talk to, I have told you everything, all my hopes and wises, all my fears and pains, you say that you love me, I believe it's true, We have plans for our forever, I gave my heart to you, we promised to find a way, to always make it through, nomatter what life holds, I'll face it all with you, I will love and trust you, give you my everything, but before we take the next step, there is something I need to know, Is your love for me real, or are you just... Pretending?? Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Met The Monster
The only time I get like this is when I see unfair things and I am just a little sore that I was up all night long, and watched 10 people nail that page time after time, I was going to be happy with third but then it became personal I should say that I am sorry to Blood N Gore my last blog was an attack on him and that was not fair he is a friend of mine if he reads this I hope he expects my apologizes... Im so stressed today and I took my crap out on this contest I'm not like that really so read the other post with a grain of salt whatever happens I will walk away knowing that I make a good morph for the others my friends I want to be in the mafia and I will continue to help other on their contest no matter what ..peace. well I guess I can be an ass, yeah like you have never been an ass...I just cant seem to shake curtain things I know "get over it" right? yeah I wish I could, maybe a few years ago I could and I don't want to keep using my sons death for all my problems, I just can
Alright Already, I Give.......
You gotta check out Pattie LaBelle - If you asked me too. Listen to the Lyrics and tell me those words dont touch you. If they don then you better get to a Doctor and have your Heart Checked. I havent heard this song in ages. Let alone seen the video. "I'd give you Everything, All you gotta do is Just Ask me Too." Not just any Birthday but my 40th. Another Milestone. Until about 2 days ago I was not really looking forward to it. I mean, Damn where the Hell did 10 years go?!?!?!? I'm not Rich and Famous like I had Hoped; then again I sure no one is. I'm not gonna Retire early and move to some Tropical Island. Then it finally dawned on me, considering the Life Expectancey for Black Males in my Generation, which was 18-25 yrs. during the mid 80's early 90's, I'm Kicking Ass! I have the Great Wife in the World, I have a Daughter I only feel like killing sometimes, I'm in Good Health and I've got some truly Awesome Friends. So what the Hell, why be Depressed about it. I earn thes
10 Things Dumbazzs' Do On Cherrytap
! One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate. Five: Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just about every friend request, so I probably won't miss y
New Weightloss Program
Subject: A Successful Weight Loss Program A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign round her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads: "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs., as promised. He then calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but

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Just want to thank everyone for all the love. Hubby is still kicking my butt. I can't seem to catch up to him. I might make it someday lol. Thanks again Yup that's what time it is here. Can't slep so I thought I would pop on here and check out the people who inhabit this place. What else is there to do at this time of the morning? Go to wal-mart and get my shopping done I suppose naaah. That can be done later. LOL well, off to do some other things that need to be done. LOVE YA'LL Turst is a funny things, it takes forever to earn but a moment to lose. Why do we trust those we know we can't but don't trust those we know we can. I'm not quite sure where this has come from, but it's been on my mind alot lately. I have a few people in my life I trust. Sometimes I wonder if I should. The look on their face sometimes suggests they are hiding something from me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Due to things that have happened in the past it makes it hard for me to completely tr
Silent Pulsebeat
I don’t know how You do it I feel your soul Dropping tears I sense you Holding on When your natural Instinct Tells you to run You opened up Let me in Now you have A terminal condition Of the heart Trusting this Is something real And so it goes It is time to show How strong you Truly are Is what you want What you feel?
Let's Get Personal
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorBlondeHieght5'1"GlassesSometimesShoe Size6-7Casual or FormalCasualLong or Short HairLongManicured or NaturalNaturalEye ColorBlueLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffOnBed or TableBedRomantic or WildRomanticRisky or SafeRiskyHugs or KissesKissesEars or NeckNeck !Walk fast or SlowFastDance or Tap FootDanceWalk or RideWalkStay in or Go OutDepends On The CompanySpontanious or PlannedLil' Of BothOrganized or FrazzledOrganizedEarly or LateLateTaken or SingleHjmmm ...not sure yetHigh Places or Well GroundedWell GroundedSwimming or SkiingSwimmingHiking or Beach StrollBeach StrollVertical or HorizontalHorizontalBath or ShowerShowerRoll-on or SprayRoll-OnHot or ColdHotTongue or LipsTongueType or WriteWriteRead or SingReadTalk or ListenListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderOutsiderLoud or QuiteQuiteSchool or WorkWorkSmoke or DrinkSmokeThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackMidnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelNapkinTheater or RentalsRentalsCandle lit Dinner
Stoned!
Man who stand on toilet seat is high on pot!
For The Love Of Cheese...
I swear if I have to answer another question that is CLEARLY ANSWERED right in my profile.. I'm going to smash something. Since the days when AOL chatrooms were the 'cool' thing to do online, this problem has existed. People dont bother to read the fabulous things we write about ourselves in our profiles. Which begs the question.. why bother? I dont know why we bother. For that one person that actually wants to get to know you I suppose. I read everyone's profile that I come across. The whole thing. Because I know that written things of this nature ARE MEANT TO BE READ. DUH! I state in my profile in several different ways that I am not only taken, but I am a mother.. yet people are always shocked by this.. WTF you blind bastards I have pictures of my flippin family in my album! AND I am sick to death of the lame statement that I look 'too hot' to me a mom.. or I look to young to have kids.. or any number of other lame statements. What does that mean anyway? Are all moms s
So Called Friends
Nascar Champ
Harvick looks to be on track to at least make the Chase but I think Stewart will pull out the championship again.
Ages
does anyone else have this problem. whenever i put my actual birthday in it says i am a year older then i really am. I am 32 people not 33..lol so i changed it and it's a year off. oh well. at least it has the right age for now.
Wanting
friendly, loyal and understanding Sensitive, kind and caring secure and true... you are a friend I turn to when my spirits need a lift. you are always there.. You're one of a kind, different from the rest Appreciative, warm and precious like diamonds You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. Just once to feel the soft tenderness of your lips on mine. As the sweet taste of lust rests at the tip of my tongue. Longing to fully embrace you with all my passion as we merge together as one.
Fighting
A hand on my side your words in my face tell me why love is an eternal bond you make it a test everytime you tell me you dont love me i know its not true hearts have collided more than once but still we make it through i dream about flying away like peter pan in the air but everytime it seems your lies bring back down to earth a ball and chain im shackled at your side i try to break free i want to fly fighting is a way for frustrations to break free sometimes i wish our lives werent you and me remember the words we said on that glorious day till death do us part is the life i must obey a death of a soul a life of a heart i hope this fighting will end so we can make a new start
My Friends!!
Does Anyone have any ideas for cool sexy pics? Please let me know.. cause im running out of ideas.. lol.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Hey People.. I just wanted to get these names out here.. They have been soo nice to me.. Please Check them out.. it would mean so much to me.. *kisses* °¤ syco juggalette ¤° - equipt with an axe and love handles!@ CherryTAP Bastardly One™@ CherryTAP Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~
Anthropological Science
I did a mumm on here, and it was a actually a ratorical situation...it wasnt in a situation that dealt with me... so nothing is wrong with me. From USA Today Of spears, chimps and early humans Chimps have been observed hunting with spears, anthropologists reported, an unexpected addition to their known use of tools and a discovery with possible links to hunting by early humans. No chimps have been seen to hunt with weapons previously, says anthropologist Jill Pruetz of Iowa State University. The study published in the Journal Current Biology reports on the activities of chimps that live in a savanna region in Senegal, similar to sites where early humans lived more than 1.2 million years ago
Fresh Prince!!
soo i heard the fresh prince song this morning and now i cant flippin get it out of my head!!! ITs freakin funny tho!! i thought it was nice for my first blog to talk bout the original fresh prince! LOL! everyone knows that song its like insane how many ppl sing it and how many remember it!!! well *hugz* A friend of mine showed me this and i had to share it with those who care to read it and know me! if u dont like wats here then plz dont comment just leave it b! thank u, lil v! You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
How To Make A Baby
Fri 23rd Feb
i was offered the job but when we talked money it seemed that the original terms were wrong and i was offered a lot less than originally stated and i do mean a lot less so i turned it down . he was taking the piss. got another interview this evening and another on Friday so fingers crossed once more. been one of those days today. cant seem to shake this depression that's hit me. guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. just got back from a job interview and it went well, I have a 4 day trial in which to show them what I can do so fingers crossed it will go ok. and I'll be back working full time once more.
Bomb Squd Target One Of Our Own Needs Help
HELP STEVE OUT AND GIVE HIM SOME OF YOUR VOTES THANKS GUYS glitter text SIMPLY COMPLEX FALLING BEHIND GO SUPPORT HER PLEASE GUYS glitter text glitter text
My Wife And I Please Read
My Wife & I Have Had Alot Of Ppl We Had Visited, Rated, Added & Fanned, To Show Some Of Our CT Love & To Meet Some Cool New Friends. What Did We Get In Return Some ppl Came Over Did A Visit Then Left, Some Stopped By To Rate Just Our Profiles, Some Also Rated Some Pics, Or Stash, Some Added Us As A Friend And A Few Added Us As A Fan. If You Want To Be A Point Whore Then Just Say So, We Waste Alot Of Our Time On Some ppl That Don't Even Plan On Doing Anything On Our Site Yet If We Don't Come Over & Rate You, You Want To Jump Up, Change Our Rating To A 1 Then Block Us, That Shit Is Lame, Immature, & Very F@CKIN' Stupid, So Why Don't You Grow The Fuck Up & Return The Favor We Helped You Out, Now Do Us A Favor & Return The Love We Shared, Or Just Remove Us From Your List Please, We Have Not Any Intent To Do Any Bad, Other Then Just Have More Time To Help Out Our Friends That Return The Favors & Love. We Have Started To Remove Some Of Them Asses That Have Not Done Anything But Wasted Our Ti
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Dreams
It was but yesterday we met in a dream. You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky. But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn. The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part. If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall sing to me a deeper song. And if our hands should meet in another dream, we shall build another tower in the sky.
My Son Got Married!!!!
CONGRATS BRENDA AND JASON!!!!!!!!!!!
Tonight!
Concert was awesome!! Did not know Crossfade would be playing too! Cool!! We will be posting pics soon! Tonight we are going to see Saliva in concert! Been a long time and being 5 months pregnant, this should be interseting lol!!
Internet Difficulty's
Internet Problems that I must endure on a daily basis.Atleast 10 x's aday I loose my connection.Some of the Problem stems from Verizon giving us the wrong black box modern.They gave us a modern that is basicly for 1 computer.An we are trying to run 4 comps off it.They issued us the westall 6100 which is incorrect.What we need is the westall 327 W,.But acourse they want $80.00 for the device we need.False Advertizeing etc. Bunch of Meatheads at verizon.All the comps.run wireless as well with Linskys.My other problem requirements for verizon DSL,is 100 gb harddrive.Unfortunately my handidown piece of junk only has 80 gb's.+ absolutely no memery( Brain Fart ).Staying connected is a big struggle for me.It does wear on my patience at times.Friends with lots of stuff on their pages takes a long time to load + causes me to disconnect.An if I happen to loose connect after a certain Sleep hrs.I'm shutoff till the next day as everything is in the master bdrm.Today is a bit percular day.I ran sca
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Love Hurts
Love is such a simple word, to often it comes so free, no thought of how it makes us feel, or how much we believe, there is so many forms of love, there's family,friends and lovers, but all come with a price we pay, only one love is painless, the same love everyday, that is a mothers love, it never fades away I've tryed every sort of love, I geuss I've gave it too, one thing I have found, I'll share it now with you, LOVE HURTS... Nazareth - Love HurtsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
Military Appreciation
Being a military wife-this hits home....
Bomb Squad
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i was loked up for 3 years for street racing and grand theft auto alright??? i need a girlfreind can ne 1 help??????????????????????? i just got my eyebrow and 2 more in my ear. my head feels like its gonna explode!!!!!!!!!!!lol
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All That Jazz
IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat actually cant stop .. almost as good as here !! ok so im new on here .. thought id join cos of my mummmmyyyy!!! and our very good friend "insanecatlady" .. well being new its guna take me awhile to get used to this new place .. but il get there !!! chow x
Passion With No Limit
Passion With No Limit Teasing lips and tantalizing eyes The sweetest face but a mind of lies You pull me close and kiss me sweet And speak of love as our eyes meet Is this a true love, one that's real? You touch me and my heart you steal My body aches for you to be close So you pull me near you as a toast As our souls do become as one with each other Our hearts start a fire that never will smother A passion hotter than the hottest flame A fire out of control with just us to blame
I Want Love
I want love I want a love that always have trust not a relationship always comes lust A love where friendship comes first A love that will stay true for better and for worse A love that would neverever lie or cheat A love when things went wrong it could take the heat A love that money can not buy I want a love that would never die.
The Wonder Of You
The Wonder of You In the early evening hours Just before the rising of the stars My mind begins to wander Contemplating who you are. My thoughts gather quickly On my face a smile begins My body fills with warmth I feel your Love within. Never truly looking For I never thought I'd find A man so true and loving One who is so kind. Gentle words you spoke I could feel from the start Melted away walls of steel Softened my hardened heart. You are the Sun and the Moon You are the Stars above The Only Wonder of this world You are the Man I Love.
When Depression Owns The Heart
When Depression Owns the Heart A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, and kills, everything, inside, of you.
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First Blog
What is this 99.9% stuff???..lol I have been trying to level for hours.... Does it never change?? Just wanted to make my first Blog and see how this works!!! Hope it works!!!
Someone.
Someone. There was SOMEONE you had, Who Was Always There, The Pain Has Risen, So that SOMEONES Not there, The Anger Inside, For trusting AGAIN, Feelings Shattered, TOO much pain, This Wont Subside, Or Die Down, Just SOMEONE to laugh at, You Won that Round, That SOMEONE, Had this Big Delusion of u, Thought Ur heart was gold, & had feelings too, That SOMEONE is Pissed, For Trusting again, Doesnt Want Nothing, Not even You As A Friend, So Bite The Dust, Its Clear 4 All to see, That SOMEONE isnt NO ONE, That SOMEONE was ME.
Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and die, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people die, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she dies alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?
I Am.....
You scored as Tiger.. You Are The Gentle Tiger. Always roaming around with your family or by yourself. When you have a family, your cubs are your world! You\\\\\\\'d do anything to protect them! You can be gentle when you\\\\\\\'re calm and feirce when you\\\\\\\'re angry! The big paws make it easier to be quiet while you run away. The cute big kitty you are, be careful some are out to get you!Tiger.88%Wolf75%Kitty Cat!75%Panda.69%Polar Bear.69%Bat!50%Horse.50%Snake.38%Koala31%Alligator!
Tests I Have Taken.
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The MasterYou scored 80 DOM DOM DOM -- You are DEFINITELY dominant. You control the relationship, and your partner, and you like it. You don't like being left out of the loop most of the time, and you're very certain of your expectations in your relationship(s) with your partner(s). Find yourself a good little slave girl, and you're definitely good to go! My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
Ramblings
They say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow. Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming. As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time. The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real. I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to
War Poetry
Is this what many soliders had to go through in World War One...Same goes with World War Two... Yet is it the same right now? Do our men and women today go through the same thing today? We thought that may be the use of technology would help things today; our modern society...but dont you think that the outcome is worse? This poem is again by Owen, called Exposure. I think you can see why it is called Exposure. Our brains ache, in the merciless iced east winds that knive us... Wearied we keep awake because the night is silent... Low, drooping flares confuse our memory of the salient... Worried by silence, sentries whisper, curious, nervous, But nothing happens. Watching, we hear the mad gusts tugging on the wire, Like twitching agonies of men among its brambles. Northward, incessantly, the flickering gunnery rumbles, Far off, like a dull rumour of some other war. What are we doing here? The poignant misery of dawn begins to grow... We only know war last
For The Record...
I have a friend here who wrote a blog...and it really touched my heart. Not because it was super eloquent or anything, but because it was honest. I can appreciate that. So Sam, thanks! The fact that you are so genuine in what you think or feel no matter the subject (or how much you've had to drink LOL) is quite refreshing!! But it did get me to thinking!! Why do we take people for granted? Im talking about the people we love most...including the he or she in your life? I don't so much...I know that on any given day, it could be my last chance. Last chance to talk with them, or laugh with them, or give them a hug, or tell them I love them. Life is too short anyway, and then its gone...and I am so sad at the idea that people forget that...The guy I've been dating has forgotten it for sure. And how do you tell them that without them thinking you are being for attention? You don't. If they choose not to acknowledge it...then so be it. And I am really saddened by the fact th
Children
Tonight I went to the Homecoming game. It was ok till I seen I wasn't going to get to sit. I spent my time following this kid to that child. It wore me out. Then after half time my oldest came. That is when my fun began. He came up to us and said he needed a drink and we got half way when we got stopped. A skinny hunked back boy was hanging on the boy and he told Ray that his gf wouldn't leave him alone. I looked at him and then Ray. My daugther piped up and said, YOu ain't his gf, his gf goes to Susan Moore. The girl started crying and Ray got mad and walked off. Me being momma followed him. I asked what's going on? Becasue all eveningI watched this girl hang on the skinny dude to another boy. So being a teenager he lied ot me. He walked off and I walked back to the group. SOme girl ran back otthe other group and said to the girl "He wants to see you". Well Hell I knew who "HE" was and I said oh no. I went after my son and told him i would call his gf and get her butt
2sweet.pawz
Here's the rules: Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first people to leave you a MESSAGE saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple! P.S. Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! hi all come look at my page and tell me what u think i need to know new pic's and live radio on my page and we are live djs want to know more message me and ill be more happy to tell u 1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all t
Family Lists
I would love to know what did I do to everyone to have them remove me from their family lists? I have checked the ones I used to be on and I have been removed.. and replaced with porn look girls.. is that all the kind of people want to be in their families? Do you have to look a certain way to be in your family? WHY? I thought I was good enough.. helped with points and everything else.. I was there when you needed to talk and to listen.. offered shoulders to cry on.. Why can't that be enough? Why does a girl have to have a big chest with massive cleavage showing, ass being flashed, covered in make up to be good enough for anyone?? Why can't the inner person and a great heart be worthy of someone's family?
The Treasure Box
THIS ASS FUCK IS SWEET AT FIRST THEN GOES PSYCHO ON YOU WHEN YOU DON'T MESSAGE HIM RIGHT AWAY HE HAS MY YAHOO AND STARTED SPAMMING THE HELL OUT OF ME SO WATCH HIM erkan@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '¢¾ Andrea ¢¾' on '2007-05-02 13:20:00') important one... a serial killer on the loose! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ POLICE WARNING TO MY SPACE USERS PLEASE READ IMPORTANT Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 wome
Newest Member Go Say Hello Guys
SAY HELLO TO OUR NEWEST MEMBER NO27 MANDY THANKS GUYS Figment of your Imagination~Member of Bondage Fairy's Harem-CT Wifey to As Many As I Want~@ CherryTAP glitter text GUYS THIS COOL GUY IS REDDOG MAKE HIM ONE OF US THANKS JUICYWETLIPSXXX reddog007~# 25 ~member~of ~the~comment~ bomb ~squad~@ CherryTAP glitter text GUYS WILL U ALL GO AND SAY HELLO TO DONALD AND WELCOME HIM INTO THE GANG DONT 4GET TO ADD HIM TO YOUR FAMILY AS HE WILL DO THE SAME THANKS number 19 on the comment bomb sqaud@ CherryTAP glitter text
I Am Not A Stupid Person
OKAY LET ME TRY THIS AGAIN.... UMMM WELL I WILL SAY THIS FIRST OF ALL.... I AM NOT PERFECT AND I DO MAKE MISTAKES... BUT THERE ARE SOMETHING THAT I KNOW TO BE THE COMPLETE AND HONEST TRUTH... AND WHEN SOMEONE TELLS ME I SAID SOMETHING OR DID SOMETHING.. .THE PROVE IT.... HAVE SOMETHING TO BACK IT UP.... I WILL SAY THAT SAME FOR MYSELF... AND SINCE I DONT.. I WILL BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND ADMIT THAT I MIGHT BE WRONG... BUT GET THAT IT IS ONLY A MIGHT.... BUT IF YOUR GONNA ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE MADE OUT TO BE SO HORRIBLE AND "IMMORAL" AS YOU SO KINDLY PUT IT ... THEN PROVE TO ME THAT I DID WHAT YOU SAY
Rascal Flatts
OMFG...was it ever amazing to go the RASCAL FLATTS concert here in CALGARY last nite....they really know howta bring sum good times!! Anyways i went with a friend of mine...and we hada fukkin blast!!...ROW 6 on the floor...the edge of the stage was RIGHT THERE...and DAMN...*giggles*.....anyways if ya like country music...and ya ever wanna go see a really great band LIVE.....go see RASCAL FLATTS!!!.....U'll have a really amazing time!!....Jason Aldean opened up for them...he was really good as well... ....DAMN and that HEROIN beer they serve there....WOW!! amazing fukkin stuff i tell ya...*giggles*....anyways....was definately good times!!
Poetry
I wrote a poem called(TRUE FRIEND) You can go to this web site and vote if you like it or not you may have to type the link in your search bar or go to the post and read the one there so here it iTo view this email as a web page, go here. ENTER TODAY LEARN MORE Dear Betty, Throughout the years, Poetry.com has enjoyed your artistic talent and our Managing Editor, Howard Ely, has decided that it is time you share your extraordinary gift with the world. An iPod a Day Our Editorial staff has created a unique way for you to promote your poetry and see what others have to say about it. We are proud to introduce a challenge called the Poets Choice: Rate My Poem Contest. This challenge is for you, the poet, to send your poetry around to everyone you know so they can voice their opinion about your writing. In addition, we will be holding a free daily contest and two free monthly contests for you to win great prizes. We will be giving away an Apple iPod t
Stuff
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood. Star Wars survey! 1. Favorite Star Wars Movie? I hate them all. lol 2. Favorite Star Wars Character? Chubaka 3. Who's sexier Anakin or Obi-Wan? Anakin 4. Who's hotter Padme' or Leia? Padme by a landslide. 5. Did you buy cereal just to get the Lightsaber spoon? Not that I can remember 6. Do you own all of the Burger King Toys? No 7. If you could live any characters life for one day whose would it be? Yoda 8. Why? Yoda kicks ass 9. Are your privates more like Chewbacca or Asajj? What does that even mean, lol. 10
Questions
as i stated earlier, i have an appointment june 1 to go to court because my loser husband doesnt want to pay child support i am not sure if i will be home in time to get the kids from school i called the child support number to talk to them about it. 3 ppl i spoke to said i dont have to come in, but one said i did so what should i do? can someone please explain to me who would actually buy that kids bop crap? its a bunch of songs sung by kids singing off key and that naked brothers band show, gawd someone put me out of my misery rhetorical questions really but if someone can shed some light, please do okay first off, im in a lot of pain because my back is killing me on my upper right side and it hurts bad, like even when i breathe okay first off why do the guys who claim to not play games and want an honest woman, the biggest bullshit artists? i always liked the guys who were considered to finish last, the ones women only wanted as friends, but they have seemed to play me
Idk
This is an awesome song I got a new myspace page,so friends and family come add yourself!!!!! http://www.myspace.com/saucybbw Most of this is true, but I NEVER have to reverse! I'm an expert! haha Body: MALE VS. FEMALE AT THE ATM MACHINE A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE:
Miami Stink
IS IT JUST LIKE MIAMI INK? Now, don't get me wrong, the show has done wonders for the popularity and social acceptance of tattoos of late. I have had the honor of giving many soccer mommies their first body art as a direct result of seeing that show. However, a few key points concerning "reality-tattooing": 1. NONE of the artists on the show actually work in that shop. For instance, Chris Garver and Kat Von D work at True Tattoo in California, much to the dismay of those who make the trip to FL to find them...They come there to film. 2. A B-team of artists is present to actually work the shop when the show is not filming. For what I have heard from clients of mine, there is a man with a clipboard outside, screening potential clients for size, skin type, and subject matter, a luxury most of us artists will never have :) 3. Marathon sittings and multi-session tattoos are made to look like 15-minute walk-in-walk-out affairs on the show. Large work takes time, money, an
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Cam2cam Fun
cam2cam FUN 4 Women - Girl's over 18y ONLY !! MSN hotmail : cyber_man@hotmail.it or YAHOO : cyber_man480@yahoo.it !!! I WAIT YOU !! XOX XOX XOX
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Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of
Feeling Sassy?
in the last week in have moved on with my life, i took a stad and made changes. it's not easy startting over but i had no choice..the hardest part is how it affects my kids, but they seem to have ajusted better than i..for me the struggle to make it has just begun, in the months ahead it will show if i have what it takes to make it..we all take different paths in our lives that we are not sure of or even if we made the right decision, only time will tell...so far my decision to move on alone has proven to be the right one..i am far from my goel, but i know i'll get there...as i get there i'll let you know all of my progress...for now, it's still just the beginning... imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World
New To This
Hey everyone.. this is my first blog on here.. so i'm just checkin it out and seein how things work... if anyone can help me with some things on here it would be greatly appreciated :) Thanks for everything! :) -Conrad
Ur Fucked!
Hello friends! Well ive come to invite u to look at my new pics i posted....YES I AM REAL LMAO! I have come to the conclusion that i need to concentrate my energy on the CT friends i have that...well are actually my friends so, if so much as havent talked....well ur fucked...ur gone....bye bye.
My First One
This is my own personal mass email sent to nine representatives of Pennsylvania, by all rights I should pose this question to every representative in the united states but Pennsylvania is the state I belong to and if all nine of you don't give any answer at all I may send my question to all the other states. My query is how congress has become so unconstitutional. I am not even going to get into topics and issues about war and welfare. I mean to question the very basis of the house of representatives to begin with to represent the people. Taken straight from the constitution I quote "the number of representatives shall not exceed one for every 30,000" Taken directly from census June 2006 there are approximately 298444215 and there only 232 representatives today. By all accounts there should be close to 10000 representatives. There was a very good reason for that line in the constitution. The reason being that no one man can reasonably represent over 1 million people do the math your
The March Of Dimes
I walk in the March of Dimes and your Donations are so needs for the baby's born prematurely or a handicap "help me make my goal" to make a donation just copy and paste the link to your browser http://www.walkamerica.org/personal_page.asp?si=41F8A195-9AE5-4FED-A688-9C235024E23F&w=714935 thank you Pynkcherry fallen angel
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My First Contest...please Comment
Please loves...I need those comments bad!!! If you have time please comment bomb the hell out of it...Thanks loves just click on the pic below Hey my cherry tap loves...I have entered a contest and I need 800 comments to win the earrings...please bomb me with comments and I'll return the favor sometime. Thanks... Click on the pic below to start commenting THANKS EVERYONE..I GOT MY EARRINGS!! HEY MY CHERRY FRIENDS....THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMMENTS SO I CAN GET MY DIAMOND EARRINGS....BUT NOW I FEEL THE URGE OF EARNING A CORVETTE...CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE A COUPLE MINUTES AND LEAVE A COUPLE COMMENTS..OR BOMB THE HELL OUT OF IT. IF YOU DO IT DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN RACK UP ALOT OF POINTS FOR YOURSELF TO. THANKS GUYS CINDY p.s. if you are in a contest and need my help I am more then happy to leave comments. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW TO START COMMENTING
What Animal Were You In Past Life
Cheese Pizza Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others. What's Your Pizza Personality? You Were a Peacock You carry yourself with beauty, dignity, and confidence. You are able to see the past, present, and future with clarity. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?
Freemasons/skull And Bones/illuminati
"When the prophecies-within-prophecies are deciphered, the hidden timeline of World War III is revealed." In May 2005, members of the Italian National Library in Rome made an amazing discovery. Buried in their archives was an unknown manuscript written by the famed prophet Michel de Nostradame, or Nostradamus (1503-1566). This manuscript was handed down to his son and later donated to Pope Urban VIII. It did not surface again until now, almost four hundred years later. Using cutting-edge data mining techniques, Dr. Rathford sifted this complex word puzzle searching for significant patterns and relationships. Almost immediately, he came up with the predictive model known as The Nostradamus Code. When the prophecies-within-prophecies are deciphered, the hidden timeline of World War III is revealed. A sample of the new predictions include: A conflict between the US and Iran The next major terrorist attack on the US Osama Bin Laden The nuclear destruction of Rome ---
Come Bomb My Pic..
Come bomb my pic in the sexy eye and lips contest. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544941&albumid=242459&i=374091586
New World Order
The New Age Movement and Service to The Plan The New World Order as envisioned by the Elite is hardly a recent undertaking. Theirs is a philosophy rooted in ancient occult traditions. Success is near, and the infiltration of society by New Age occultism is the reason for this success. The New World Order has never been solely about world government, rather, from the beginning its proponents have been privy to secret doctrines and it is a spiritual plan more than anything. If one failed to take into account the occult nature of the New World Order, they would be remiss. The UN and the New Age have been bed-fellows since the beginning. America's secret destiny is the product of Rosicrucian and Freemason forefathers. The New Atlantis as proposed in Francis Bacon's work is almost at hand. The Ancient Mysteries are being studied for illumination and enlightenment by the New World Order's elite. Not to mention the New Age gurus — dutifully recruiting on behalf of the Secret Brotherhood
I Called My Boss Today
I called my boss this morning and told him I won't be in to work today. He asked, "Why won't you be in?" I told him, "Because I went to the doctor, and I have analglocoma." "Analglocoma? What's that?" "I can't see my ass coming in to work today."
Help Me!!
I need all the points I can get to become CherryTAP Godfather, please help me reach my goal!
Rules From God For 2007
Rules from God for 2007 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it" Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lip s guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up! !... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10 5. Look Up !!.. To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians
Poetic Hell....
Murder of an Innocent Heart It’s time to conclude this charade, I can no longer pretend.. A heart is so fragile, I owe mine the opportunity to mend.. I was blind to your abuse, I wanted so much to believe.. You’d never do me harm, you weren’t capable to deceive.. Yet the evidence was clear, even through your alibi’s disguise.. I still seized the possibility we could somehow compromise.. But I realize love cannot be manipulated to be as you desire.. It’s impossible to ignite passion, without a spark to kindle the fire.. So I must bid farewell, to start rebuilding my world torn apart.. A lifetime dedicated to erase your memory from my delicate heart.. This agony will remain forever a scar upon my very existence.. Of damage you caused so mercilessly, murdering my innocence.. Original Poem of The one and only Eli “A Heart’s Only Belief” There’s a stillness in the air, though my heart beats fast. For I can find no inner peace and there’s no escaping the past. I wan
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Please Listen
he song on my page comes from katerine she is on cherry tap please stop by and rate her and show her some love here is the link to her page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/665995 please listen to the song on my page is a very popular singer from belguim that we cannot yet buy in the usa and if you like it please comment and rate it
Art
THIS WOMAN IS AMAZING, READ HER OWN WORDS AND CHECK OUT HER ART::: ~SHROOM~ I have been drawing ever since I could hold a pencil in my hand. I have no formal education in art. My art is very free I allow the creativity come from where it may. When my daughter was in an auto accident in June of 2006 I stayed home to care for her and began doing what I call my Vandoodles at that time. There are 3 common characters in each of them an eye, a heart and a stick figure.If the don't fit the picture then I add them to my signature. They represent my love for kids I advocate for child abuse prevention and donate 10% of what I make to buy art supplies for kids in residential care. I hope you enjoy my work and I do appreciate all opinions and comments. Feel free to visit my website http://vanessainelsonart.com/index.htm ~CHAOS~ IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE JUST CLICK A PIC AND BROWSE THROUGH HER PICS...
Contest 4 A Blast
the contest will start on MAR 4 and end on MAR 10th you need to send your information and the photo you want in the contest so i can rip it to the contest folder... all this needs to be done b4 SAT MAR 3 1159 PM EST... hey ladies im holding a contest for a blast for a week for the winner this contest will start the first sunday in MArch send me msgs inorder to apply for the contest again the one with the most bombs gets a blast 4 a week...
Poems
The Wicked
I WAS SITTIN' FLICKIN' CHICKEN AND LOOKIN THROUGH THE PICKEN'S WHEN SUDDENLY....... THESE GAURDS BROKE DOWN MY WALLS. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEM AS THEY GRABBED ME BY MY SCROTUM AND STARTED PLAYING PING-PONG WITH MY BALLS. OH THE AGONY OH THE SHAME...TO MAKE MY PRIVATES PUBLIC FOR A GAME.... THE DAY STARTED LIKE ANYOTHER DAY, NO WAIT...IT WAS NIGHT, YA THERE'S THE MOON. SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE ROAD UP THE HILL AND IN THE DISTANCE RIGHT BESIDE ME I SAW THIS VISION. WAITING IN THE MIST LAY THE TEMPTATION OF THE HOUR. AS THE MINUTES PAST BY I HESITATED AND ALMOST LOST MY NERVE. SEE IN THE MIST LAY MY FUTURE, FOR THE MOMENT ANY WAY. HOW AM I TOO KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR ME. WITH THE COURAGE I SURRENDERED TO HER WILL, NOT REALLY, I THINK I RAN WITH ANTISAPATION OF THE 20 SECOND OUTCOME AND FUFILLMENT THAT WOULD CARRY ME THROUGHOUT THE NEXT DAYS EVENING. COULD I BE HELD RESPONCIBLE FOR MY ACTIONS IF DESIRE LED ME TO GRADIFICATION. MY PLACE IN TIME WELL SPENT LAY ON THE RIVER
Music Request... Please Let Me Know
I'm looking for new songs to dance to.. I'm tired of the same old shit.. Please Let me know what would you think would be hot.. Cause I'm doing a New Video tongith!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~
Poetry
Lord He left me Oh my lord why With a broken heart When my heart was full of love That what my heart felt Til now my Lord The pain, just won't disappear My heart won't love again My heart is bleeding My heart is crying Oh my lord why My heart is dying There no more love Inside, the beat stop My heart has turn into a stone The light of my heart Can't you see my Lord The light of my heart faded away You get comfort from talking to a friend, but the answers come from within you. Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rolle
Random Bullshit
Well I went to my first appointment in Florida for the surgery Im gonna have. Yes all yall know im a fat bitch, but thats gonna change. I found out today that I should have my approval for my gastric by pass surgery in 7-10 days! So by the time i get everything done that they want me to do I should have it by the end of October! WOOOO HOOOO! Ill put before and after pics up. So that way everyone can see the progress I make from unhealthy to healthy! Love yall xoxox Lmao one of my favorites lol cause its so true sometimes:P IM IN AN AUCTION! MANY MANY MANY EXCITING THINGS FOR A WHOLE MONTH!! SO COME PLAY WITH ME!! Hey everyone Im leaving tonight for Nebraska. Ill be gone for 7 days, and then Ill be back. So if I dont respond to any emails or comments dont get mad ill message ya back when i get home. Hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU ALL JENNI
Mzcrazy
standing in the shower washing her hair, her naked body soft, her breast perky and nipples hard. As Tommy watched he removed his clothes. Stepping into the shower Jennifer opened her eyes. She sees him standing there dick hard as a rock. He steps to her and kisses her as he reaches to touch her pussy to make her moan he rubs her clit..kissing her neck moving down to her nipples sucking on them. As he gets on his knees Jennifer opens her legs putting one leg up on the side of the tub. Tommy begins to kiss he pussy lips, and inner thigh, licking her clit and sticking his tongue in and out her pussy. Jennifer stops him pullin him up kissing him and licking her juices off his face, Tommy's dick was thrombing in excitment, Jennifer felt it and said "hmmmmmmm" as she smiled Tommy felt Jennifer's hand on his dick strokin it...she pushed him up against the shower wall bending over she licked up and down his dick. Tommy pulled her up and turns her around bending her over...He puts his fing
Who I'd Like To Meet
Who I'd like to meet: Massive quantities of people of the male persuasion. Just kidding (sorta). Looking to see who is out there, maybe connect once in a while, check on each other. Nothing serious, nothing dramatic. Just hoping to make a few choice online pals. Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, Chocolate in one hand, Margarita in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" I've also discovered rather late in life I might add that if life hands you lemons make either lemonade or a damn good Margarita! In the last 24 hours I've opted for the margarita. I have this tendency to screw up good things where relationships are concerned whether they are purely platonic or of a sexual nature. However, I believe in Karma and if you set out to hurt someone intentionally then it will come back to bite you in the ass...and ten f
Love
Wanna know what I really hate? I hate liars. I hate fakes. I hate people who hurt other people intentionally. I hate not seeing the truth. I hate not forgetting. I hate dreaming about the pain I felt. I hate her more than anything. I hate that I hate her more than I used to love her. I hate that I write songs about the pain she caused me. I hate that it happened 4 and a half years ago and that it hurts to think about it. I hate that even though I found the love of my life, she still manages to hurt me. I hate that I can't forget what happened. I hate that I can't forget what we had. I hate that she didn't really leave. I hate hating her.. But most of all.. I hate not being able to write this without tears in my eyes. I love you............ Yes.... You........ I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cr
Great Emails
DON'T MESS WITH MOM My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than m
Sup All
im new here so come giv me some cherry love plezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!
Nothingness
I don't think I am planning to stay on fubar much longer. I've basically just been shown that people really don't want to speak to me. I guess Im a total asshole so bad that Im to be ignored after saying hello. well if Im that much of an asshole, its because people bring it out in me. FUCK EVERYONE if this is true "Catch Me Now" by The Kinks - I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN AND YOU NEEDED A HELPING HAND I CAME TO FEED YOU BUT NOW THAT I NEED YOU YOU WON'T GIVE ME A SECOND GLANCE NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD THIS IS CAPTAIN AMERICA CALLING I BAILED YOU OUT WHEN YOU WERE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES SO WILL YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING HELP ME NOW I'M CALLING YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I'M IN YOUR HANDS, IT'S UP TO YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN YOU WOULD ALWAYS COME RUNNING TO ME I NEVER DENIED YOU AND I WOULD GUIDE YOU THROUGH ALL OF YOUR DIFFICULTIES NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WO
Bitchin' Blog - Want Sympathy!!!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 WASHINGTON — In a change of Pentagon policy, Defense Secretary Robert Gates announced Wednesday that all active duty Army soldiers deploying to Iraq and Afghanistan will now serve their tours for as long as 15 months, an increase over the standard year-long deployment. In an acknowledgement of the strains the U.S. military surge in Iraq is having on the military, Gates told reporters that the new policy will be effective immediately on all units in the Central Command area of responsibility. The troops will continue to return home to their stations for not less than 12 months rotations. The rule will apply to all except for of two brigades currently deployed that have already been extended to 16-month deployments. "Without this action, we would have had to deploy five Army active duty brigades sooner than the 12-month at home goal. I believe it is fairer to all soldiers that all share the burden equally," Gates said, adding that the policy will pre
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My Space
HI there I did it I created http://www.myspace.com/HotAlyse add me
Old.
You can find me at http://myspace.com/warmongerjohn
Things To Remember
Caught
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO @ HEARIN U PICKIN UP CHICKS ON DA INTERNET WHEN U SO CALL HAVE A GURL. DUDE Us A TRIP. WORK DAT BITCH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I KNOW U WILL ERASE DIS COMMENT JUS LIKE YA BITCH DOES WHEN SHITS DA TRUTH I WONT BE SUPRISED LUV DEEEEZZZZZ HOssssssss LOL http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-1Ta1I0YlabOM640muxchT47w.7l6rgkz?p=576#comments http://cherrytap.com/fr33kdiddy
You Save Me
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi
After The Wearing Of The Dunce Cap (c) Ben Kochenderfer 2007
Jais Thoughs
my very first blog. i have been here for a while now i thought i would start posting these things.. stop by often maybe something in my life will entertain you... or not
Shit
Poems
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting
First Blog...drunk As A Skunk..lol
HELLO EVERYONE THAT READS THIS.. THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG .. EXCUSE ME IF IT IS KINDA JUMBLED. I AM KINDA DRUNK.. FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE ON HERE WHO HAS SHOWN ME AS MUCH LOVE AS THEY HAVE. MAN DO I LOVE CHERRYTAP! I SEE SO MANY POST THESE THINGS BUT NEVER DO ONE MYSELF.. I COULD BE A POET A COMEDIAN OR WHATEVER BUT HALF THE TIME I AM NOT.. I HAVE MY MOMENTS THOUGH.. LIKE HAHA..LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT.. YOU SAY WHAY AND I SAY CHICKEN BUTT.. OKAY THAT IS THE COMEDIAN IN ME...SERIOUSLY THOUGH..EVERYONE ON THIS SITE IS WONDERFUL! :-0~ I WISH I COULD GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.. ANYWAY.. BLAH BLAH... HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MORNING, GOOD AFTERNOON AND A GOOD NIGHT...LOVE YOU ALL...
Hmmmm
:) Go Look yep ok so im bored an need someone to talk to... i also have the hiccups an they wont go away i have had them for like a hour.... my throat hurts an i want them to go away... o yeah did i mention im extremely bored..... welp i am an grrrrr someone talk to me PLEASE :(
Just Me
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE, IM NEW HERE......SO SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!!!! TY TY TY HUGS---LONDA
Friday!
HEADED TO SOUTHPOINTE TO SEE SADDLE UP BAND... AND COCKTAILS.. IF YOUR IN PITTSBURGH COME DOWN!!! HUGS TO ALL... PICTURES WILL PROBABLY FOLLOW.. HA HA HA.. YOU KNOW ME!!! I LOVE PICTURES.... LOVE TO ALL...
Just Talk...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told
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Cell Phones
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the
Panda
i am lonely all over i hate >< men!!! (not really ilove men) but errrr they can really piss a girl off!
Road Trips
Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u c
Cool T ;the Key Board Player
i want to tell every body a little something about myself;i'm cool t and i'm from new orleans louisiana;i now live in houston texas;i 'm a unsign artist;i'm looking for a male or female producer to help me out with my music;i dont read music .i play by ear;i put all the music to all of my songs.i want to thank the cherry tap bouncer for emailing me the information that i needed to put my music on thehttp://www.imeem.com so all of you who want to hear my music;today i only upload one song today;i will upload some more music.i hope every body like my music.if any one would like to get in touch with me;email me at;tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com.thank you and god bless ya'll.cool t ;the keyboard player. i want to thank every one for there surport and for rating my profile;i'm cool t and ;i'm from new orleans louisiana.i now live in houston texas;i;ve been living in houston texas for 2 years ;i play the keyboards;i have a cd that i'm trying to sell and the reason is that i'm trying to raise mon
My Stuff
1. No you cannot blow your load on my chest. 2. I don't care how good i look you cannot bite my ass. 3. If you are stroking to my pictures you don't need to tell me about it in the shout box and please clean your mess off my page when you are done. 4. NO I DON'T DO WOMEN AND WON'T RECONSIDER IT EITHER!!! 5. I don't care if you have 11 inches and want to split me in two. If you are really that big then shove it up your own ass and go f*ck yourself. 6. I don't care how good looking you are i do not feel honoured or priviledged that you want to talk to me. I really could care less. 7. No i don't want you to bend me over and make me feel like a real woman. 8. Whether i spit or swallow is really none of your business. 9. That hole is exit only so please stop asking me if you can abuse it!!!! 10. No i will not talk dirty to you in the shout box while you please yourself. 11. No i will not consider giving you my phone number so we can have phone sex. 12. No i'
Note
Always on my mind are memories shared with you.Your always there for me please know I', forever here for you.Poeple say that love matures over a long long time. From the very start its seems our love was one of a kind.This seems to be the perfect love a love so hard to find. In my heat I will always know our love is one of a kind. I love you Donnie with all I am You are my life Here is a note just to say I'm Missing you more each and everyday.And no matter how far away you may be your love will always be a special part of me.So as you read these words Remember this I Love You and its you that I Miss
Random Stuff
Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.
Poems
Figuring out what we are is harder each day cause even though something is there we are so far away you understand im here for you your friendship is permanent all I can do is be sweet tell you how I feel its hard enough fighting urges working out the mistakes you will just have to take what comes and after all i have to give nothing may never be done helpless to fate has to make ~Timmy~ Once day comes into night the moon fades into morning day break as fall goes to winter once spring blossems My friendship is eternal accept it or ignore I know we are electric because you feel it in your soul when you find your soulmate my friendship won't fade because a connection like ours has, will and always be made if the time comes where i find the one i want her to know never expect perfection emotions are always flowing my falacies are many but what i make up in is the time we spend together ill
The Quest
Have you ever had the perfect day ,or been to your favorite spot ,or just spent the day with that special someone and  all you can think of is that there is something missing . I mean everything is perfect (but) you just know something is missing and it is driving you crazy . I have had that feeling all week and it really bugs me because i can't figure out what is missing i just know it is . I hate feeling this way because i know it affects the people around me and that bugs be even more so i try to act as if everything is ok, but there it is in the back of my mind that something matbe even just a small thing but something is missing. Could it be the lag between winter and spring ,the hopes of warm days and cool night breezes or is there some part of me that just is unhappy with my life . I really wish i could find out what it is maybe it's something i forgot or could it be something in my subconscious that has yet to be revieled .    Does everyone have these feelings or is it just me
To A Dear Friend
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW YOU CALLED ME ON THE PHONE TOLD ME YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO STAY THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND THOUGHT YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO SEE YOUR KIDS YOU WOULD BE BACK IN AWHILE THEN I READ THE PAPER TODAY IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED CHORUS YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOU WANT FILL NO PAIN NO MORE I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT I GOT SO MUCH ON MY MIND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME I QUESS YOU WHERE TRUE BUT THAT THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND WHY IT TOOK YOUR LIFE CHORUS THEY ALWAYS SAY WHEN YOU HEAR A BELL RING AN ANGEL GETS ITS WINGS AS I WRITE THIS ONG FOR YOU THREE GOES OFF ONES FOR YOU TWOS FOR MOM THREES FOR MY DAD BECAUSE IT TOOK HIS LIFE TO CANCER FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED
Health Tips
ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hosp
Grandparents
I went to see how my grandma was at the hospital today. She had her uturus removed I think. She had some cancer cists on there. Very scary. What did she say when I walked into the room? "I can't have children anymore!" Hahaha the lady is a trip. Just from that I knew she was going to be fine. She walked around the wing of the place. She was tired and went back to bed. So that made me feel better.. My dad got his car tire stuck with a nail in it. So i gotta go get him at the auto shop. have a great weekend everybody ~Timmy~ This is fairly sad stuff so thats my warning! The few things I regret in life are things like not being more social when I was in school, not finding my soulmate, not finding my career yet, and not being closer with my family. The later comes into effect today cause my grandma had a hysterectomy. I think that has to do with the uterus. She is in the hospital and dad and I are going in the morning to see her. She is still unconscio
Things That Happen To Me
So lately I've been pretty bored. Usually when I get this way I'll go straight to my guitar and shred away for a few good hours. But I've been feeling like it's starting to get a little old. I know there's tons of music out there I still haven't learned yet, but even knowing this doesn't motivate me to keep up with the instrument. But recently I've discovered my dad had an old drum kit he got from a friend that he wasn't using. I said "HOT SH*T, THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO!" It was the perfect solution - more music with a different instrument! I had been thinking of learning the drums and fate just happened to supply me with one. I was like a boy during Christmas morning. For the kit I'm going to help my dad clean out the garage he kept it in. This is the most exciting thing that's happened to me in a while. Starting on a new instrument that i can rock out on makes me about as happy as throwing myself in a mosh pit. Hopefully this will make me a better overall musician, songwriter, and p
Omaha
Well Im moving back to Omaha in March. Been fun in Florida but Nebraqska is home.
Mortal Angel Family
It is under my skins under Mortal angel family feel free to rip it!
People
IM JUST CURIOUS???? DO PEOPLE ,HONESTLY, REALLY EVER MEET & FALL IN LOVE ON THIS WEB SITE??????? PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!!! THANKS!!!!
Athena
the rise of civilization has been the downfall of civilization from the begining all that is done in the name of civilization is more harmful than good we have screwed up this planet for our own greed and we will continue to do so because it is in human nature to dominate and control take over and destroy all that we can. well in my opinion there is no turning back what is done is done but every time you see a tree cut down or an endangered species added to the list think that yes even you are responsible either by creating the demand continueing to do nothing or just by using the useless things that we have been convinced that we need but dont life is like a candle it will burn the hell out of you if you let it
* Soul Matrix * & Incarnate Matrix * Mind *
********************************************************************************************* "Listen ye, O man, and hear a mystery..... stranger than all that lies 'neath the Sun. Know ye, O man, that all space is filled by worlds within worlds; aye, one within the other yet separate by Law." --The Emerald Tablets of Thoth ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Soul Matrix or Dora ********************************************************************************************* The extended energetic identity gestalt (Soul), that is the foundation upon which all matter and identity is built. A part of the Higher Self. The Soul Matrix, Soul Identity or HU-2 Identity is the identity levels stationed in dimensions 4, 5 and 6 and composed of the frequency bands of those dimensions. (Voyager I – Page 134) Triad
The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.
Can You Still Love Me?
I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including m
Family
OK THIS CHERRY IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MY SHE WILL HELP NO MATTER WAT AN DONT COMPLAIN IF YOUR IN A CONTEST SHE WILL TRUELY HELP YOU OUT NO MATTER WHAT THIS HER DAUGHTER IN THE CONTEST PLZ SHOW HER SUM LOVE TRANQUILANGEL5 [akagina} amember of the conefdrate bombers Mary J. BligeEverythingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, MY FAMILY HAD DEATH THIS PAST FRIDAY, THANK YOU TO ALL HAS SHOWED ME AN MY FAMILY MUCH LOVE , THATS MEANT THE WORLD YOU HAVE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART HUGGES AN KISS RUBIA THANK YOU to all my friends an family sorry ive been on , but the last week ive been really sick an i wasnt able to get out of bed , some of my family can always go to my daughter an ask her if you dont here from me , she will always ley any one know whats goin on ( remdey)
Whips N Chains Society
Who would like to have a big nice surprise from embyr? oh trust me you dont want to miss out on this . so hurry hurry before its to late CLICK HERE FOR SURPRISE hello everyone, could you , would you please please with sugar on top add the family account to your friends list it is very important as this is where alot of stuff will go on and everything pls repost this just click the pic below to go to the site ty embyr just click the pic to go to it
My Baby Trendkilla
I just wanted to get this off my mind, I really like him and have sum strong feelings for him, we have 2 kids together and boy and a girl.. No matter what this man has stood beside me through thick and thin. He has made sum scrafices for me that could have at sum point ruined his relationship.. He has always been there for me.. Now we are toghter as a couple again and yes it makes me very happy but at the same time he has sum serious doubts because we have tried this so many times. Finally tho I can say for the first real time I am falling back in love with him and I want to tell him but now is just not the right time.. He is my soul mate I do believe and I couldn't be prouder thats my baby.. If you want you should stop and check out his profile as well as mine and do your thing.. Thanks for lending me the time to get this out!! And baby if you read this I want you to know this is how I feel.. Your awesome and I couldn't ask nor at this point wouldn't ask for anything better I love you
Cumm On
I would really like to know exactly what response my penis would get if a woman saw it. I know it is strange, but only one woman has so I am kinda afraid to get it back out there but would really appreciate an honest opinion of looks and how it stacks up. I know it is strange request, and I do apologize if I offend you. But for those that are willing to peek for the purpose of helping a nerd out, I woul appreciate it. For some reason the pics can only be viewed if I am added. I appreciate any help you can give me. Thanks
Duanes Blog
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didnt do then by the ones you did do.So throw off the bowlines,sail away from the safe harbor,catch the trade winds in you sails.Explore,Dream,Discover. Mark Twain
Life's Little Surprises
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.
Cherrytap
I thought that cherrytap sucked ass... then after a cpl minutes.. i put up a cpl pictures...got some good ratings.. and then i started to find my way around the site.. and it rocks! theres my first blog.! haah :P
How I Feel!!!
Everyday is spent with you Every thought is about you Every dollar spent is with you in mind Cause I'm sprung But you don't care you got your girls who don't treat you right Every other weekend your always out You call me when you are done or lonely They left you for a moment making you think they care You raced back to them when they feed you bull shit I'm left in the dust feeling dumb and stuck I'm headed down this road in the end I'm fucked You feel bad for them but you are blind to see All the shit your doing is effecting me, I can't take it Lost in your eyes I can't get away I feel you take me for granted in everyway I'm still around cause I believed in what we shared But now it's different cause it seems like you don't care You can't have it both ways so I'm out Let's see what kind of love or friendship you can find in them I won't be gone but for now let's say i'm out Until the day you realize what love is all about. I'm not right now......I'm Forever...
Wow
was think wow thats raven riley:/ get to the page this girl has a few pics of raven on her page and no denial that she isnt raven even her salutes look odd like pics that are already somewhere then someone sticking a finger in front with her cherry name how odd think the whole damn profile is fake and you guys are fucking dumb to think she is raven riley "rollseyesz"
My Mom ...rip
Ok I thought these type of sites were designed to meet new people and make friends, maybe hook up with someone or not. Well I've been chatting on here for a while now and I've met some really great people and some that are just obnoxious like any other site or even in person. But I still don't block the ones that want to make smart a$$ comments. I think blocking someone because you just don't agree with what they have to say, or you didn't click with romantically or sexually the one you were hoping to is totally ridiculous. I mean come on...even if you don't click online can't ya still talk to that person as just friends? I'm not mean enough to want to block anyone for something that lame but then again...these are only my thoughts. I'll Release You I'll release you, I'll let you go For your heart has changed it's mind I know The hands of time prove you don't care The grass must look greener over there I've heard about your new affair For gossip carries everywhere And though th
* Family Tree Of Consciousness - Higher Self *
********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (“God” or God-Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The Gemantic Entity – Geomancy (See: Yunasai Matrix) (Commonly referred as the Higher Self) From the perspective of the Incarnate Identity (H
Need Your Votes!!!
Ok we all help eachother out when we can so I am askin yall to please go and leave a comment or 2 or as many as you wish to for my friend in a contest I entered him in. I posted a bulletin about it and I have decided that I will also buy a 1 day blast for those who can get in 500 + votes in one shot. The blasts will be givin out the last day of the contest and if you make 500 votes please inform me right away so I know who actually did 500 votes and yes I will be counting. I really need my friends help with this one! Come send me some love and vote! vote! vote!
This Crazy Place We Call Life...
Related acronyms There are a number of slang army acronyms that are related to FUBAR. A somewhat standard group includes: * BOHICA - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again * JANFU - Joint Army/Navy F'-Up * SNAFU - Situation Normal: All F'ed Up * TARFU - Things Are Really F'ed Up Others include the following:[citation needed] * BEIFT - Behold, Every Indicator Forebodes Trouble; pronounced "beefed" * CF - Cluster F * CHAOS - Chief Has Arrived On Scene * FISHDO - Fuck It, Shit Happens, Drive On * FUGAZI - Fucked Up, Got Ambushed, Zipped In; refers to out-of-control situation such as a chaotic jungle warfare combat environment * FUBB - Fucked Up Beyond Belief * FUBER - Fucked Up Beyond Economic Repair * FUMTU - Fucked Up More Than Usual * FUNDY - Fucked Up, Not Dead Yet; on British medical charts[3] * GFU - General F Up * GMFU - Grand/General Military F Up (see Sloan Ranger's Handbook) * JAAFU or JAAFFU - Joint Army-Air Force F-Up; the use of JANFU combined with a radical
* Soul Integration *
********************************************************************************************* Soul Integration ********************************************************************************************* The first step in awakening multi-dimensional identity is to bring the Soul Matrix (the HU-2 Superconscious Mind) into conscious recognition (“I am…”) within the biologically focused personality. This process is called Soul Integration. Within the process of Soul Integration you are primarily dealing with 4 components of Mind. 1) The Subconscious Mind of Dimension 1 (D-1) frequency bands. 2) The Instinctual or Emotional Mind of Dimension 2 (D-2) frequency bands. 3) The Reasoning Mind of Dimension 3 (D-3) frequency bands, and 4) The Superconscious Mind of dimensions 4 through 6 (D4-D5-D6) of the Soul Matrix gestalt. Soul Integration comes with conscious assimilation of these 4 Components of Mind. (See: Family Tree of Consciousness) ************
Leaving For Awhile
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE THAT NEW CHRIS HELLER JUST PASSED AWAY TODAY. OUR PRAYS GO OUT TO HIS FAMILY. HE WILL BE MISSED BY ALL. HE WAS A GREAT MAN. HEY EVERYONE I AM LEAVING FOR A WHILE SO I WONT BE CHECKING THIS OUT. SO IF YOU WANT LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR AN EMAIL AND I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. TAKE CARE AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER.
Help Me In Contest Please !
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Why Do I F&$#&(ng Bother?
Is it just me or has the world gone nucking futs? just wondering, when did going to work ill, become a fireable affair? when did wanting what's best for the people you are closest too, become meddling? when did doing the right thing, make me the most hated person on earth, or made to feel like that at least, when did giving a damn, become a bad thing. when did having the tools of being a responsible dog owner instantly make my dog aggressive? and why in the hell do police need to be called because some stuck up cunt can't control her dog enough to leave mine alone. when did my dog become the anti christ? when did owning a beautiful dog become harbouring a vicious blood thirsty menace, when did having the dog you want become illegal, because of some fucking list made up by all the animal hating, anal retentive, momma's boys who have screwed over enough people and paid there way to be in some kind of goverment. Why did we allow this list, this is just a way for money grubbing insurance
The Way I Was
2-23-7
I've blazed the trail and laid the groundwork for you to knock me over. And now I've forgiven and you've forgotten. Somehow your silence is more invasive than most screaming. Tell me, do you suffer from deja vu when you think of all the promises you transferred from my face to hers? I wish you'd take me to knife than put me through your departure. I'm suffocating on when's and why's. I begged of the sky why they chose you to shatter me. But my heart is finding more questions in blanks you meant to fill with answers. Your actions are undoing all the hopes I had for us. Now waking up is a new marker for another day you're gone. Your leaving has derailed me in ways you'll never care to know. Each day that passes is more mortar and another brick to this wall you've erected to keep me at arms length. I'm not sure what hurts me worse - losing you or the fact that you don't care that you're losing me. A thousand rivers will fall but they'll never exist to you when all I am is a voice
* Pillar Of Light * Hara Line * Axi-a Tonal Lines * Tan Tien *
********************************************************************************************* Hara Line (Pillar of Light) ********************************************************************************************* The Main Central Vertical Current energy line at the center of the body. (see: Axi-A Tonal Lines) In most contemporary human, only a small portion of the Kundalini is used, the Hara Line, and not the fully expanded Pillar of Light. When one begins to actively participate in Soul Integration through activation and realignment of dormant DNA codes, the entire Kee-Ra-ShA energies come to life. The Silver Cord at the Navel expand in diameter, the Main Vertical Current of the body expands to become a Pillar of Light/frequency that encompasses the body and the Kundalini Spirals at the base of the spine and in Earth's core begin to run their UHF and ULF energies through the body system and consciousness. The Kundalini Spirals are brought to life only throug
Quotes
"if jesus was like im here to give u everything uve ever wanted and make all ur dreams come true id be like bitch please is 4am.... 5 more minutes" On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering n
Hello
this is just a test im new to the blog thing. nothing really to say, just keeping it real in tucson az. God Bless
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum
She folds her arms up nicely Lays them down Upon the table Wipes her mouth off as she Tries to find another word for love She hangs her skin up by the Window looks to see that all the Doors are open The She sits alone and Wonders where you've gone I counted your lingering I counted time between thunder And lightning I counted into silence, counted chickens, Counted sheep, counted 1,2,3,4,5,6,7... Upstairs she hears the space Between the words you never said She licks the tiny stone she gave herself And swallows all her worry Won't you leave me forever, won't you leave For good? Get in the pick-up truck, we're goin' for a ride Come one man, it's a downhill slide Remember the dead boys Crawl in the back, we're goin' downtown Come on bro, we can both fall down Remember the dead boys Got a big old cheap plastic bottle of gin Nasty, but it'll do you in Got to keep on talkin' so you don't come to What the hell, what the fuck is wrong wit
Poetry
I found this with a letter i wrote a few years ago, i want to delete the letter, but not the poem. Here you go A chill seeps into my heart It’s freezing over again. There is no restart, Hell, we never began.   It hurt to know that you Will not fight for me. But what can I do To make you see?   We could have the dream Of what everyone speaks. But you make it seem Too far out of reach.   I have seen ultimate bliss And yet we can’t have it. Remember you ch
Into My Life
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK
More Things Added To Profile
A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IS NEW TO CT, PLEASE WILL YOU SHOW HER SOME LOVE. STOP BY HER PAGE AND RATE HER. THANKS darkblue@ CherryTAP
What I Do
If anyone would like me to do any graphics for pics or anything, just ask. I'd be happy to do any. Just ask me. It takes me about a day at the most (depending on what your asking for) and I will send you the URL of the pic to see your approval, and then just let me know after that. **Lotza Huggz** ~~*MysticFab*~~ What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic
Damn It All..
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future.. So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or peo
Stressed Out
ill be off line for awhile im moving and wont be able to rate or comment once i settle in ill be back
Miss Da Thang
"do you realise that in a century there will be no white people, no black people... everyone will be beige!!..everyone will be some hybrid of Chinese or Indian, 2 of the biggest populations on earth... so run from us now, but sooner or later, we're gonna hump ya!" -Russell Peters
Stress
Cut the cables The energy you spend defending your limitations keeps those limitations solidly in place. But what if you put that energy into something else? The effort you spend convincing others of your excuses, makes those excuses more real and more burdensome to you. Imagine, instead, simply letting them go. Yes, of course, life is entirely unfair. Yes, of course, the circumstances and events of your life have you thoroughly tied down like sturdy, unyielding steel cables. There is a way to cut those cables. For it is you who has put most of them in place. Focus your mind, your energy, your spirit, your feelings and emotions on the most joyful and fulfilling scenario you can imagine. Suddenly and profoundly, your reality begins to change. Put the energy of your spirit into giving color and texture and substance and palpable sensation to your most treasured dreams. That will surely make you free. A lecturer when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a
I Just Want You
I have soared through the air I have seen the pits of hell I have made friends I have broken hearts I have been both scared and proud I have cried tears I have faced fear I have met famous people I have slept under the stars I have been in pain I have caused pain I have danced barefoot in a meadow I have seen the city lights I have held a baby bird I have felt the touch of love I have spoke in front of hundreds I have laughed from my heart I have bled from my soul I have flown a kite on a windy nite I have made friends across the world I have seen change I have changed I have kept secrets I have told lies I have discovered the magic of words I have felt the jab of loneliness, Now there is just one thing left, the one thing left to do only one thing I long for, before my days are through, I JUST WANT YOU ...... Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
Um Yeah..
I've noticed (in the few short days I've been here) some things that I reeeeeaaallllyyy hate about CT. Ok let's start with the girls who seem to think they need to put alluring words in their nicknames. News flash Cupcake, you look like your mommy and daddy dont feed you, eat a f'cking sandwich you bone then maybe you'll live up that porn star name you're sporting. And then there's the girls who, for some unknown reason feel the need to pose with their fat ugly boobs/ass pressed against the cam.......ok sorry I threw up in my mouth a little just thinking about it. I'm ok now. Your fat boobs and your fat ass are NOT pretty. Put some clothes on and try to show us some personality there Slim. What's on the inside is more important then what's on the outside but c'mon! You're scaring people away.....sorry threw up in my mouth again. =( Ok now seriously, GUYS. What on God's green Earth makes you think that anyone cares how talented your tongue is? Most of the ones who are spewing this VER
All Because I Had A Dream
TOP TEN THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY AT THE OFFICE BUT AREN'T: 10. I need to whip it out by 5. 9. Mind if I use your laptop? 8. Just stick it in my box. 7. If I have to lick one more, I'll gag! 6. I want it on my desk, NOW!!!!! 5. Hummmm...I think it's out of fluid! 4. My equipment is so old, it takes forever to finish. 3. It's an entry level position. 2. When do you think you'll be getting off today? And the number one thing that sounds dirty at the office but it isn't: 1. It's not fair...I do all the work while he just sits there!!! I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN TO SAVE ME SAVE ME FROM MY SINS IN FEAR AND HATE DECIET BEGINS IF YOU CHOOSE TO BETRAY BETRAY AND DECIEVE ALL THAT YOU REAP SHALL BE WHAT YOU RECIEVE I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN THAT WON'T ENSLAVE ME ENSLAVE ME IN THE LIE TRICK AND HURT ME TILL
To All My Friends
Finally posted some new pics of me, they're kinda cruddy but i figures it was time Ya know...if you're gonna be an ass and rate one of my art pieces a 5 then have the balls to stand up and say something....and to the one who rated me a 5 because i wasn't female and naked.......just f^%$^n grow up! Ya know, i can tolerate a lot of things, but this guy takes the cake. One of my sketches was recently rated a 5...now that i don't care about, if it is because you disagree with the value of my art, but when you rate me a 5 because in his words "If you're not female and naked you will never get a 10" it burns my ass!!!! I just wanted you ladies out there to know what kinda guys are on here...some of us are somewhat normal...and some are just lookin for something to pound off too......now that i've vented i feel better...Remember ladies KRAZeeDave is only gonna rate you good if ya show him your goodies.
New Poems
UNTITLED... You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though I fell completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost This razor, it's all that keeps me sane I know it's so lame.... But it's the truth, my deep dark secret Now, can you keep it? How twisted am I, that this is what I need That upon this self induced pain I feed You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be No, I'm not okay, but I'll live for now Shhhh...don't through a cow This 'isn't serious, it's like a caffeine addiction Not a serious affliction My razor is the only friend I have Please don't laugh Because who I'd be without this, you don't want to see It feels so shameful to just be me You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though, I feel completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost -------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------ UNTITLED..... Blood fell down my wrists Into my hands, clenched
Nascar Should Fine Themselfs
I wasn't home to watch qualifying for Sundays 2nd points race but when I got home I checked the results (listed below) My reactions were as follows .... Jeff Gordon > pole.."fuck you Gordon"... Mark Martin qualifies 3rd > .. ""man he's doin good in that new Chevy !" .... Dale Jr.. starts 5th >> " holy shit, WHOOYAA, Gordon won't be in first for long !!"" Readin down the list ... blah, blah ,blah... Did not qualify MICHAEL WALTRIP ..>> WTF First I thought GREAT !! karma finally got him for Daytona. This is where I started getting a lil pissed.. I watched the inspections for Daytona and I saw the interview with Waltrip as the beginning steps of getting caught started to unfold and I watched him lie right thru his big fat lips.. After getting busted for the illegal fuel alot of people and drivers were upset that he wasn't ejected from the race (me being one of them) How was this fair to the other drivers and teams.. You cannot say 'oh he's just a driver he
Lots Of Tar, One Brush
Im 48, slightly chubby, Male. OMG I must be a pervert. Why must I be? Why can i not just be a nice friendly bloke. Why do I have to suffer due to the desperation of some men. I see my ex as a friend and when possible we still have great sex. So here I look for friends for a chat. I am not gay nor am i wiered. So Please put the brush away. Thanks for reading. Mike I know people do not read blogs, How do I know? Well I know because I am still being rated by blokes. I have been rated 10 by a 65 yo man. If that was not so sad I would be real yuck. So Fellas, Please NEVER expect me to respond to you. Confused raters?. I am at times, When my friends and those I am a fan of are Girls and Women I am never sure why I get rates and comments from guys. I will Never be rating a guy. I understand that many are Bi/ Gay but if I have a friends list that is female is it not a bit of a give away that I like Women not men. Oh and I am not a dirty old man but I do Love you girls and
To Anyone Who Says They Love Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com What Are You? Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward in a new email with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sigh t. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Karma
Rantings Of Ur Mom
Just got a text from the kid, why is it that people who move out of state have to rub your face in how much better other states are? $2.89 for gas she says. No shit. I almost cried when we hit Rte 15 in CT last night. Back up to $3.39. Was Under $3 in VA, MD, Del, & NJ. Oh, got lost in friggen Newark ghettoland on the way home. I was driving. Told Chuck he sucked at his job, as a copilot. He said well, I wrote it all down, I just took control, I should know where I'm going. Story of our fucking life. Yeah, it's kinda hard not to when he's staring at the tv on the couch all day & shit's gotta get done. OK, anyhoo. So we get to out resort at like 7:00 Saturday night, get unpacked, & hear this reallllly loud, reallllly low plane flying overhead. Scared the shit out of us. There's a Naval Air base a few blocks behind us. They have those 'I love jet noise' stickers for sale all over the place, & 'the sound of freedom' with a pic of an f-18. These f-18s were flying by every minute or so a
A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -
Daddy's Little Girl
Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial erotica.. if you aren't into it.. Please do not read past this. Thank you. It all started with my daughter’s question: “Daddy, I need money?” It was early morning and I was reading the news paper. I answered, “Get a job, honey,” “Dad! I’m serious!” Melanie said. “So am I honey.” I said. “But I’m only 14!” She replied. “Well, you know, be a babysitter.” I answered carelessly. She only thought of it for a second. “Okay.” I was a bit surprised. “What? Really?” “Yeah, daddy. Good idea.” “As long as you’re responsible.” I said. “I will.” She said happily. “In fact, before you go and fetch customers, how ‘bout you take care of little Jakey for tonight. I have a business meeting and I don’t want to drop you off with mommy.” I said, remembering my meeting. “Okay. Will you pay me?” She asked. “If I must.” I said, “Ten bucks.” “Deal!” That was the last time I saw my daughter as… a daughter.
Wtf.......
First I want to say I love this site, but it's starting to become just like ayy the others.... some people are so damn fake, they log on, and add pics of supermodels, and actors and actresses and what not. In this day and age how hard would it be to be real......what do they have to loose? i mean yeah I keep some things about myself private, but why not just stay the hell away if all you're going to do is spam someones page, or this site for that matter. If you don't have a pic of yourself, then don't post anything at all.... Sorry had to vent, just tired of the BS.....
Is The Bush Administration Planning A Nuclear Holocaust?
"We have discovered the most terrible bomb in the history of the world. It may be the fire destruction prophesied in the Euphrates Valley Era, after Noah and his fabulous Ark.... This weapon is to be used against Japan ... [We] will use it so that military objectives and soldiers and sailors are the target and not women and children. Even if the Japs are savages, ruthless, merciless and fanatic, we as the leader of the world for the common welfare cannot drop that terrible bomb on the old capital or the new. ... The target will be a purely military one... It seems to be the most terrible thing ever discovered, but it can be made the most useful." (President Harry S. Truman, Diary, July 25, 1945) "The World will note that the first atomic bomb was dropped on Hiroshima a military base. That was because we wished in this first attack to avoid, insofar as possible, the killing of civilians.." (President Harry S. Truman in a radio speech to the Nation, August 9, 1945).
Newbie
I'm new to this can I get some help on this.
Strange Moods
If I were able to turn myself inside out, spilling out the things that make me who I am, what would I find? How much of it would I keep? How much of it could I afford to loose before I am altered completely? Would I understand which parts were my true essence or foolishly discard them, proving not even I know the true me? As I was doing this, could I trust myself, no matter how painfull, to make the right changes? Can I honestly say I wouldnt sugar coat it or mask the problems, completely ignoring whats good for me because its not the easy route? Would I polish myself into the form I was meant to be or try to conform to what I think people expect to see? Why do I ask so many questions? Is it lunch time yet? I understand that this is mental masterbation but that is healthy, right? And in that case, does that mean that if I shake my head more than twice, I'm playing with it? If in mental masterbation, we reach a climax, a brain ejaculation, would that be what we call an ep
Thats All Folks!(porky Pig Sound Effects)
WELL WHERE START THIS SITE HAS BECOME RIDICULOUS! I TRY AND START BY HELPING PEOPLE AND GETTING PRIVACY STUFF PASSED AND I GET SLAMMED FOR IT NOT THAT OTHER PEOPLE WERNT TRYING TO HELP BUT FORNICATES AND OTHERS WHO ARE GREASEMONKEY (REFER TO OTHER BLOG) MAKE THAT HARD. THEN IT GETS BETTER A BOUNCER REVEALED WHO MY REAL DAUGHTER WAS AND ONLY 4 PEOPLE ON THIS WHOLE SITE KNEW WHO SHE WAS, 3 BOUNCERS AND 1 FAMILY MEMBER,BUT I GUESS ITS OK FOR BOUNCERS TO GIVE OUT PRIVATE INFORMATION TO ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE AND THE PEOPLE THAT WERE GIVEN THE INFO JUST HAPPEN TO BE PEOPLE THAT ARE MY ENEMIES HMMMM. MY DAUGHTER IS LEAVING THE SITE AND SO AM I, IF THAT CUNT YES I SAID CUNT FORNICATES WANTS THIS SITE SHE CAN HAVE IT WITH HER NASTY STINKING PUSSY, I HAVE HAD ABOUT ENOUGH OF GETTING SLAMMED BY YOU FUCKING PEOPLE. I PAY INTO THIS SITE AND TRY TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENS I GET SHIT ON AND SO DO PEOPLE THAT ASSOCIATE WITH ME. WELL YOU CAN ALL FIND ME AT THE OTHER SITE
Hey Everyone
Just wanted to throw this out there. I participate in the WALK for HUNGER every year to raise money for families in need of food in my state. Its a 20 mile walk in one day. the longest walk in our state i am told. well anyways i am trying to become a heart and sole walker this year which means that i wanna raise 500 dollars. the walk is in may and i hope that everyone who cares will donate multiple times. i'm not talkin a million dollars here. 3 bucks one week 2 bucks another week. if thats all you can do it still is appreciated more than you know. to find out more info and to know where the money goes go to www.projectbread.org the cool thing is that you can donate online and it is of course tax deductible. they give you a page to print out to save for you taxes and everything. I know its alot to ask people i dont even know but like i said even a couple bucks can help. and its hard these days to find organizations that you can truly beleive your money is going to the
Make Your Sexual Desires Come Alive On Screen!
"Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" >> >> "Yes, what can I do for you?" >> >> "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' >> marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside >> them >> logs, >> >> but he's hidin' it there." >> >> "Thank you very much for the call, sir." >> >> The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They >> search >> the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every >> piece of >> wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. >> >> Shortly after this, the phone rings at Virgil's house. >> >> "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did th e Sheriff come?" >> >> "Yeah!" >> >> "Did they chop your firewood?" >> >> "Yep!" >> >> "Happy Birthday, buddy!" >> >> Rednecks know how to Git-R-Dun! Make your sexual desires come alive on this 3D Chat. You create your own look and meet interesting people. Your Avatars can have sex with each other, hav
Hi All
hi all thanks for the comments not quite sure why guys seem to want to comment,not going to answer any of them, nor any messages from guys........but there you go:) been on tagged, which takes my time. so whats been going on while i was away:) missed me? lol mandy xxxx hi all ok, i seem to have to make this very clear to some.due to recent requests 1...i am a crossdresser 2...i do not befriend males, i do however make exceptions for other crossdressers, transvestites, and shemales. 3... my email address is given to people i trust, so please dont ask for it, you will probably not get it, if i want you to have it, i will give you it. 4... my mobile number is for very trusted friends, so asking for that will get you blocked. 5... and if i ever find this "box" guys seem to want, it will only ever be given to a women..that quite clear, for the hard of reading :) I think that covers it to all my friends Happy Easter, love you all Mandy xxxxxxxxx hi all Happy Easter :)
Poetry Night
The Knock Rap rap rapping at my door I wonder who could this be I love no more My heart is dry as the desert sand But could this be she brings rain with a touch of her hand Her beauty is like no other I’ve seen I know what this is it must be a dream But I’m awake I’ve been awake for hours How can this be especially a heart of stone guy like me Ah a mystery…. A woman who can mean so much to me But what shall I do Shall I open the door and chance getting hurt once more Or to play it safe and pace the floor And to love, to love never more Journey As a child I was young and naïve Being wild and free Seeking out adventure Till I became a teen As a teen I was full of good intentions Helping all that I would see Paving the road in life Wondering were it leads me Now in my twenties Standing at the Gates of Hell With death all around me My path I couldn’t tell The Devil greeted me slyly Standing at the door Come on in my friend Lets just ha
U Know Ur In Love When!!!!!!!!
well u know when ur in love when ......... 1)u sleep beside the loudest snorer in the world .. 2)u put up with bad eating habits and the way they just lay around 3)when they hog the bed and u just deal with it 4)if u feel comfortable to sleep completley nude and have no shame in ur game ..lmao yeah these are just some of ma tatics when u know when ur in love ....
Take This
Why do I trust, why do I bleed, why do I want, why do I need, why do I hurt, why do I care?? WHY DO I TAKE THIS?? Staind - Take ThisMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
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Tattoo Contest
If you like me: Leave a comment If you wanna date me: Leave your number If you wanna marry me: Leave a "will you marry me?" comment If you think im cute: Leave a comment on one of my pics If you care about me: Leave a caring comment If you hate me: Send me a comment and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If you _______ me. How about if you want me to shut the fuck up?? LMFAO (repost of original by '♫¢¾DjGoddess¢¾♫¢¾TheSilentStalker¢¾PhoeniXXXRadio¢¾' on '2007-06-13 17:30:17') (repost of original by 'Just Call Me Stitch!' on '2007-06-13 17:32:43') (repost of original by '* Lil Princess™ * Brian's CT Wifey *Owner of * Anything goes!™ *' on '2007-06-13 17:38:50')
Life Is Weird!!
Wow, the times are changing. Were not getting any younger and we all have a life to live to the fullest. Durring this moment in our lives, lots of weird stuff has been happening and it's starting to drive people into a crazy and or twizted state of mind. I'm running into potential friends who turn out to be unwanted company and annoying the piss out of me. I just want the simple things in life and they keep slipping through my hands like water. Nothing seems to stick when you need it, and everything that does stick makes life unpleasent. What happened to the society? Everyone seems to become more cold hearted and evil when things are easly jummbled up in there life. Then they tend to take it out on everyone surrounding them. What happened to communication? No one likes the truth or honesty the way it should be valued especially when it comes to friendships and relationships. What happened? I'm just mumbling on. Don't mind me. Just had to get that out.
Random Stuff
[edit] A * amurNay - I am not! * aslaat - I was remarked to say (So the boss sez tae me that I was lazy, and aslaat "Naw amurNay!") [edit] B * baltic - really cold (It is the Baltic!) * bampot - an idiot, unhinged person (He is a bampot) * bawbag - scrotum, pejorative (That guy's a bawbag) * bawsed - drunk (I was pure bawsed the other night) * blootered - drunk * boggin - smelly, dirty (That's boggin'!) [edit] C * chib/chibbin - a chib is a weapon (knife, bat, wood) - chibbin is the adjective (He is gonna get a chibbin!) * coupon - face (What's the matter with your coupon?) [edit] D * dog/doggin - to skip school/play truant (Dogger's card - a card where person has to get signed for attending each class) [edit] F * faird - to be scared (I am faird of the dark) * fousty - dark/damp [edit] G * geggy - mouth - "( Wheesht yer geggy") * ginger - carbonated drink, red hair
New Begining!
I have worked fairly hard trying to make a nice profile page. However, this person I am married to chooses to make more out of the things I have said or the images that I have added than what they really are. He is looking at is as an invitation if you will for whom ever. This was not my intentions and no one who has read it has commented that way either. I will occasionally get an "Hey great profile"! I was looking at is as a form of therapy such as something to do to occupy my mind for one and also to maybe perhaps get in touch with my self through examining the things that make me smile or happy. It has been enjoyable searching for images that represent meaning of some shape, form, or fashion to me. I thought this was why it was called the about me section. Things about me I wanted people to know. I never thought it was wrong. Maybe I need to redo it and put all sadness on it. It is hard to live in a world where you can't be the real you. Mochatonix® http://www.marketa
Random Information
Have you ever gotten a message where you are thinking... WTF r these ppl talking about? You just cant seam to make out all these little acronyms and slang that is in front of your face...... and what about all those little Emoticons that you see out there :-> c[\"] 0:-) =:-O and think to your self .... what does that mean? hahaha so I came across this little page that has lots of helpful information on all these things, I doesn\'t have them all and there are new ones being made up every day. but I thought I would share this site for those of you like me that look at some of these messages and you rub your head and wonder am I really getting that old? http://www.city-net.com/~ched/help/lingo/chatslang.html Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/L
Angel In Need
Saturday, February 24, 2007 *~Angel Dean~* I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel. 1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07 Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf 2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name. 3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com 4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts. 5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge. 6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang
Testing A Theory
So my friend and I have this theory about compatability. Just so you know it started because we saw a commercial for eharmony. We decided that we wanted to see if being the outragously eccentric people we are, would we be compatable according to their sight. Neither one of us were compatable with anyone in the sites entire database. We started two different profiles to test the theory and out 4 times (2 times each) there were no "matches". We want to test the site and see if the whole "find you're perfect match" is a gimick or if we're just way to out there to be compatable. So I'm asking you to help us with our test. Go to Eharmony.com and let us know if you get a match!
"will"
Happy Mothers Day to all Mom's out there,Hope your all Having a very Wonderful Day.. God Bless!! Hey,Just saying Hi to everyone!! Hope everyone is doing good.. Have a very nice weekend and a good week... hey everyone have a very nice and safe week...
First Day
Well hello all. Thank to all those lovely peopla that helped me get started here. Well it been nice so far dont have a pain in the butt people every where u turn to make trouble. I was hoping this Server would help me a little also. yes im a looking for that special lady that can put and keep a smile on my face. Well that need to go both ways. I share. Stop in say hello. If u got a hint or something to in prove here tell me. let make this friend ship last for a life time and more. well first blogs arnt tha good ones but i will let it out all the felling that i hide form others on the other pages. Well talk to you all later kool bye Well those nice lady that stoped by to help me get started here to day thank u. Love the legs.(kidding) well stop by sy hello tell me who where u are ok
I'm Almost There...
Went to the doctor this am for a one month check and my BP is back to normal so I don't have to go on BP meds..woohoo... I've lost 13 pounds...only 28 more to reach my goal...woohoo... I sill miss my oreos but not as much as I used too...lol. Cutting out the junk food and cutting back on my portions has helped a lot. I won't say it's been easy but I'm not giving up now.. I feel a lot better and after getting on the scale today I feel a lot better about myself.. Woohoo I'm so happy I could cry... It's a beautiful day....
What A Long Day
Ya know when i was a kid i couldn't wait until the weekend.. not real sure when that changed but I'll tell you the weekend sucks..lol All the kids are home the husband is home the weather sucks so we are all crammed in the house i have to make 3 hot meals a day for 6 rather then the normal 1 for 4 and 1 for 6, there is nothing on t.v. satalitte or not for anybody, but the 12 years boy he'll watch anything!! Monday is now my fav day of the week just me and the 3 year old half the day... its quiet and cuddly
Once I Arrive
wake me once the worst arrives kill me once the dead survive the emptiness that fills the sky my kneejerks right like my lazy eye i last gazed surprised by the sense of shock my retnas rised surprised or not its a relentless ride the will to fly above the times culture binds those lesser kind i find myself more like the type to right each wrong and set the record right despite the song, i struggle on to finally get my anger gone but once it goes, it wont be long till i explode beyond oblivion, and on and on and on, we rock on, this writer wont stop until the papers gone, and on and on and on we right on.....real writers never stop until the papers gone.
Framed
We sit and stare at the itty bitty dream machine, the glare is only noticable in between the kerosene, commercials thought out carefully, consumers captured unsparingly spirits reduced to barely being spending surpasses everything especially any future seen on big brothers brand new plasma screen. Desperately searching for destiny deliberately damning everything, that might dare to detour or desturb sabatours word. Forced to endure the dispear declared, compared without a care incurred. Observe the heard absurd but yet inclined to define the place and the time that we abandon our minds, maybe yours but not mine. To leave lonely behind the space and the dime it takes to decide, recycle resign, regret or remind, rebirth or redie, decide or go hide. Hesitate to live life and let life pass you by. I learn lessons each time I let my selfishness die. Determined despite these demons of mine, that float flightless at night, the next up to fight forever as knights, jous
Caged
1. There was a time that i believed you when you used to say, look to the almighty to help you find your way. Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay? Turn and walk away, turned and walked away. But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5 you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day. If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say. Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away, the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day, our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10 How is it they misunderstand your messages, claiming they walk with you every day. I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang. This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away. Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay,
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"Walking Up the Stairs to You" Walking up the stairs to my room I realize how much I really love you The time we spend together The time we share When talking to you I lose every care Do I ask you hand in love? should i dare? Loving you is all that I am Loving you is all that there will be Loving you as I hope you can love me The love that binds The love that blinds The love that shares To every one's own You are mine In my heart, in my soul, In my thoughts You never leave my mind Walking to up the stairs to my room Brings me closer to my picture of you The picture that tucks me to bed every night The picture that is always in my eyes The picture of the most beautiful The picture of the light The picture of you i see Every day and every night You are what I love You are what brings my soul to peace you are the one who calms my mind and brings forth love, a smile, An aroura of light and beauty Y
Were Are All My Friends At !!!
Talia
25 i was burnt once already by love lost 3rd degree decisions that you made where at my cost 26 you where in a hurry to bury the hatchet you tossed its still kinda blurry i worry for whats gone 27 i reminisce on the often back to when i was your John you said we would be closer than we are and i long, 28 to hold you in my arms, like the times after dinner at yer moms or reading from the torah the traditions of so long, 29 laggin on a cigarette till after yer dads gone, laffing with yer sister at whatever Jeff had on 30 lookin at the list of memories its mad long, how'd i let this end, tellin myself my angel wont be mad long. 31 keep it to yer self john, everybodys heard sad songs i've grown away from the immaturities i've owned 32 found somthin in myself nobody else had slammed on brought it directly to my endzone live via microphone. 42 when you used to compress my chest, you said youd always be the
My Letter
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me
Happyness
Sometimes I wish I wish I was like a star shining' high in the sky surrounded by millions of other stars being friends with all of them no one hates each other but no one loves another shining there high above the sky in the night together with the moonlight no one is sad no one is ever hurt no one cries no one lies no one despise they are all happy together for billion years until one of them begins to fall she falls lower and lower until she hits the ground the ground of the earth then she became a humane and she’s been hurt so bad and almost no one cares about her feelings she cries everybody lies to her people say that she’s a big disgrace but why? Because her mother never took care of her? Because she’s never been healthy in her whole life? Or is it just because she felt Deeper and deeper Until no one will ever see her And the day that she will be happy Is the last day of her life And when she’s in heaven looking down She thinks Was it all wor
Mind Of An Eccentric Broad
I'm not sure what to write in here. Umm, I'm new this place, I heard about it through Lenny. Nice dude. I already have a LiveJournal, where I write about my thoughts and stuff. So, I'm stumped. Any suggestions. I'm here to meet new people that I might not meet in LJ or MySpace. I'm still getting the hang out this. Hope to hear from anyone soon.

A Lil Bit About Life
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said:"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted:"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled:"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet:"I am the color of health and
En312lt
Well I'm sitting here a my primary job on my first day back to work after a week vacation debating if I should continue to work at the bar I work in part time or should I take on of my friends up on his offer to bounce in a strip club. What a delemma huh the money is better and so are the sights. Lets see what should I do I guess I'll have to flip a coin. Not strip club it is. OH well for now peace and be cool and remember weed is not a drug if you happen to burn it some strange shit might happen but you won't overdose just have one hell of a case of the munchies. THis message is being brought to you by Katt Williams one of my favorte comedians. I'm sitting at work bored as hell I don't know what to do to make myself busy. Thats why I posted this blog. I'm fucking pissed me boss came up with another of his bright ideas to improve productivity of other employees and in the end I get fucked. I used to have fridays and satursdays off now with his new plan I have thursday and saturday off
Poetry I Wrote...
You were like an angel sent down from above. To save me from this monster's cold, steelly glove. With your halo aglow, and your heavenly pure heart, You won my sole, right from the start. I never thought anyone could steal me away. But you surly did that cool autumn day. I don't exactly remember when you emerged, But you've made my heart pound and my blood surge. This should be the begining of a love that is true. A pure, shining love shared between me and you. Time can only tell when I'll let go. But for now, he has my heart and you my sole. Don't fret my dear angel, for it will come true. 'Cuz you'll win my heart and we'll start anew. So be patient sweet angel and live day to day. The time will come when you sweep me away. Dear angel with your pure glowing light, Save me from this monster who comes in the night. Be my knight in shining armor and make me forget him. For it's you who I want, 'cuz my heart you did win. ~I wrote this one for the schoo
Words Of A Young Mother
So now Daemon is 15 months old, I am 20 and I am still having hubby issues. I guess some things don't change. I am now working part-time at a finance company making collection calls. I know I know. I am the person everyone hates. Well, I feel bad about calling people for their money but I am paid to do it. I am getting so sick of people telling me how I am a bad person. I am a nice collector. I am nice and polite. Well, that is it for now. A short update. Today I found out that my Grandma died. She never got to meet Daemon and I hate myself because I never brought him over to Minnesota to meet her. It just hurts me inside. I don't know what to do. Well, I'm going to make this short. I'll update later. ~Manda~ Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching h
Just Some Bullshit,... Like Always
ok so this is the first blog ive done and i dont really know what to say. i like this site its cool n shit and alot of people i know are on here so thats all good too! i would like to find more peeps on here that i know and stuff so i can have more friend! ok well thats all for now ill talk to everyone laters! sara HEY EVERYONE WANNA SEE HOW MUCH 2 FAT BITCHES LIKE ME LOOK AT THE COMMENTS ON THIS PAGE :D http://cherrytap.com/na_punk43 lol it feels grrrrrrrreat to be loved! ok heres my horoscope for today... You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on. weird how sometimes they sound so off and other times they are right on track with whats goin on with life. ive been having a bit of trouble with some feelings that i had with someone and ive waited and torn myself up about it for way to lon
Untitled
i scream out in agony, i cry out in pain. as the tip of the arrow goes straight through my brain. from my brain to my heart the pain does spread, im numb inside to the world i am dead. those words that were said that night in my room, come back to haunt me ... my impending doom. you laugh as i cry and you draw your bow once more... holding it against my heart. right at the core. you look at me with a grin the arrow is shot deep with in... straight through the wall of trust you had built, the pain is inevitable... you feel no guilt you laugh as i cry and then you walk away ... to find someone new to whom you can play
Love
You know what, I’m going to break it down. Life, it’s crazy. Love, it’s even crazier. When it’s thick, it subsumes you, and sometimes you become powerless to it. When you find yourself at that state, you live to love, you breathe to love, and sometimes you even hate that you love. The worst part is how suddenly it hits you. You wake up on day, and you realize that you’ve lost your heart to that person, you’ve lost yourself to that person, and most importantly, you’ve lost your soul to that person. If that person is deserving of it all, it’s beautiful, and swallows you both whole; but, unfortunately, sometimes that person shouldn’t have ever been trusted with any of it from the start. I once read that love is not a conscious choice of the mind, but an unconscious occurrence of the heart. Bullshit. Love is a choice. Everything you do in your life is in one way or another a result of a choice you consciously and intentionally made at some point. The brain is a powerful tool, and it can be
The Side Bar
I keep all my thoughts Every feeling I earn It is all Written down On pages And napkins Or envelopes Whatever happens To be around You will get to Know me Understand All that I Think As soon as you Learn To decipher Invisible Ink
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How Crappy Life Can Be...
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!! Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to th
Random Stuff
i have been pretty busy lately and have not had a chance to return the favor to everyone that has stopped by and rated or comments on my pic and profile so if you have recently stopped by please send me a private message letting me know. and much love to the crime scene family
About Me
Alcoholic Drink: EVERCLEAR BABY! or JD i love em both Actor: johnny depp, matt damon...ummm that one hot guy i for got his name Ledinor Decaprio something like that i cant remeber how to spell it lol he was in Titanic! Actress: WELL I WANNA DO angelina julie lol O YEAH!!!!!! THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: NEITHER Dr.Peper BABY! Fruit or veggies: FRUIT ARE U NUTS! Day or nite: DAY if its sunny and Nite all the time SO BOTH! Hot or cold: DEPENDS i would rather it be to cold then to hot! but i love the sun and i love the snow so BOTH! Summer or winter: IM a winter baby BUT I LOVE SUMER SO BOTH! Surf or snowboard: GOD THATS HARD BOTH!!!!! Books or movies: IF the books good enough MANILY MOVIES McDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER I live like right behind burger king and mcdonals is like a block away EWWWW Socks or Barefeet: Barefeet I HATE SHOES Beer or Liquor: LIQUOR BEER IS ICKY! Chocolate or Vanilla: WHITE CHOCOLATE HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: NEVER! STILL A
* Stargates * Signets * Dimensional Lock System * Wormhole * Fall * Black Hole* Phantom Matrix*
********************************************************************************************* Star Gates (SG) ********************************************************************************************* (also called Signets) (See: Signet, Dimensional Lock System, Wormhole) Star Gates (with a Vertical Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Time Portals (with a Horizontal and Diagonal Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in one universe and one Density level. (Voyagers II -Page 506) Openings that exists between dimensions in our Time Matrix that permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Star Gates links (due to its Vertical Axis) link Planetary, Galactic and Universal Templar Complexes through 5 Harmonic Universes (HU) and their 5 Matter Density Levels. SG's enter planets at 12 Planetary Signet Star Gate Sites. The Star Gate and Time Portals
Vote For Me!!!!!!!!
Hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest for the Sexiest Girl in a Hat and it would really mean a lot to me if you would stop by and rate me and also leave me a comment so that I know you were there!!!!! All you have to do is take the folloing URL, copy and paste it in to your address bar and click GO. It will take you right to the contest and then you can cast your vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=417035&albumid=236027&i=3953751721 I want to thank you all in advance and let you know how much I truely appreciate you doing this for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend. BTW: The contest ends Friday.
Racist Ppl
ok i don't understand ppl i ran in to this one guy on here and i was checkin out his pic's and he had a whole bunch of white power nazi pic's and i checked out his profile a lil more and this guy had all kinds of rap music like 50 cent,jibbs,and alot more so i desided 2 shout him just 2 ask whats up and all he could say is who said i was a racist but he had a pic that said parental advisory fucking racist and he had a pic of a gorilla with a red banddana a blunt and a beer with thug life writin across it's chest i don't know about the rest of you but that seems kind of racist 2 me well anyways he proceded 2 tell me that he is a equal oppertunity racist but 2 me that just sounds like a cracker that is guilty about how he feel's or one that is afraid of ppl knowing the truth im no racist by no means (well just racist agienst racist ppl)but if have the ball's 2 put up white power and nazi pic's u shuold have the ball's 2 admite your a racist cracker so everyone knows were your coming from
Just Want To Thank A Few !!
I want to thank these ppl Rob, Dolphin, Sterling, Lost Souls, Carey, Oldpunk, Spanishfly,...thanks u guys on the votes you gave me in the contest..I have give up on my voteing but thanks much i will be doing something nice for the ones i mentioned, you guys are the real true friends that i have. To a few i know that your not able to go to were my pic is an vote an to that i do understand, to the rest hope you never need any thing from me. Thxs The pic is still there if u decied that voting wont hurt or kill you an then if u still dont want to vote well thats fine too!!
Dark Poem
here i sit feeling alone in the darkness.feeling the loneiness.creeping into me.but the light thats there i cant see i think there is no reason for me.to even to be.i know that i have many a friend.who will stand by me til the very end. right now i feel blind.because im in a bind.ive been told that people are there to help me.who will help me see i think my heart is in love.but its afraid to be broken like a crystal dove.friends and family alike have been there for me and try to be my light.but i still cant see it even if i try with all my might. the storm clouds are rolling in.and the air is getting thin.for everything is collapsing around me.and there is not light for me to see. twirling like im in a whirlpool of despair.for nothing can be make me prepare.for what is on the horizion of my life.even though im going through this time of strife the light is going out in my life now for i dont know what to do.or where to go.for right now i feel my heart breaking into a mil
* Time Portals * Interdimensional Time Portal System * Time Matrix * Time Continuum * Euiago *
********************************************************************************************* Time Portal ********************************************************************************************* (Interdimensional Time Portal System) Points, in our Time Matrix, of access to other dimensional worlds or time-space coordinates with in a 3 dimensional Harmonic Universe (HU). Portals through Time that link a world with other version of itself. The Time Portal System involves a system of interlocking passageways that keep in motion a set of “locks” or “gates” between time elements in your linear time structure within your three-dimensional frequency band. The Dimensional Lock System differs from the Time Portal System in that its mechanics operate and maintain the dimensions and frequency bands themselves linking multidimensional universes not just time zones within the same universe/dimension. (Voyagers I – Page 4-7-11) Openings that exists between time cont
White Ppl Wake Up
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't
* Space-time * Arps * Fission * Fusion * Apparthi *
********************************************************************************************* Space - Time ********************************************************************************************* Space-Time is “relative”, cyclic, experientially linear, exponentially circular, existent and non-existent …simultaneously; and changes fluidly and often seamlessly according to the “angle” (See: ARPS) and perspective from which it is viewed and biologically encoded. Our planet, solar system, galaxy, universe and Veca system have an incredibly long (in terms of Earth years) and intricately complex evolutionary history that extends backward in time over 950 billion years (Earth time again). In terms of Ecka Eieyani and AdonE, and Eckasha EyanA and ADonA experience, this “segment of linear space-time” appears much smaller and shorter, for the time-wave Base-rhythm of our eternal life Eckasha-Ecka Domains is much more broad and expansive than those upon which the smalle
The Cherry Ladder Of Fame
Hi everyone I just want to say thanks so much for all the love and the comments lately. I had been feeling pretty bummed out these past few days, so it really put a smile on my face to see all the love. Special hugs and kisses to Beamer, Craig and Andrew who always go that extra mile, love you guys... :) ricki /www.satisfaction.com" target="_blank">Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codesction.com" target="_blank">Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codes To all my wonderful CT friends, have a safe and wonderful easter, during your celebration please remember to pray and bless the troops overseas who won't be home with their family and loved ones Ricki Get more @ CherryTagz.com Just passing along my condolences to the family and friends of Ft Lewis who lossed their loved ones in the recent road side bombing...I will be praying for your comfort and closure and and the future days ahead God Bless all of you Ricki aka Cheekyone
How Far Is To Far?
Batman Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes Would you go over seas to meet a person you might not be interested in? How far are you willing to go? I am corresponding with someone from England and am trying to weigh the senarios on this situation. I guess The most sane reaction would be to just keep the fantasy in an online enviroment rather thanfinding out the prson is not what you were hoping for. I don't know What would normal people do? Should I take a leap of faith and meet the guy? Grr I don't know. Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes
What Card Are You
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev55%Emo30%Trendy30%Skater25%Prepy5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com MY 20YR OLD NEPHEW, IS LEAVING NEXT MONTH TO THE HEART OF THE WAR,AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FELLING ABOUT IT,TELL ME HOW YOU WOULD FEEL PLEASE.THANK YOU. AINT SHE PRETTY.
Does Anyone Ever Meet On This Site?
Does anyone ever meet from this site or is it just a game of cherry points. I'd like to know. If any of the ladies are interested in meeting me you can send me a private message. Yon
Hello
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and
Bdsm Information
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w
Whispers
whispers to windstorms witness as it hits home, so precious the petals of a cyclone,its victims left mindblown, the government says that we should settle like gieco threw the fuckin roof is more than were this mutherfucka just might go hypodermic with a style air bubble a short struggle the subject dies, a brief huddle, remove the rubble, delicately place the soul back in to the bubble. we trouble ourselfes enough to pummel elephants, mere man, its no wonder so many suffer while surrounded by etheral delagates. dignity is not only for creator entity, but creative entity .so big up yourself by shedding the shackles that keep you dead to me federal intervention at this point is dead ahead of me. politics today is just a way of better watching things. as if big brother needed a more secure means of locking things.their mocking me. but have not yet began to devise a means of stopping me, logicaly one would do better to comprehend before demolishing quite possibly your s
Balance
since i bear witness john parnell 2005 to societies sickness as it is at its thickest im sick of the buisness it only took a couple minutes for me to decide that i was finished i figured no better time than the end to lick my wounds and start again since ill break before i bend or turn myself into the pain again shoot myself in the brain again do the same and expect change again my creed remains the same unchanged since i began so on with my one on one walk with the wind the sweet smell of sin as it soothes my wind burnt skin the grooves made by the wear and tear of only having some one thats never there proves the end is almost here i can see it grinning ear to ear it proves to be my biggest fear the fact im neither here nor there the fact that things dont seem so clear the fact that i dont seem to care walk the gauntlet of my fears slip and slit my ear to ear what you stalk
Travels
if my spirit burns in effigy, at the hands of my enemys stop drop and roll in the ashes that are left of me ill rebuild my inner self then let it out to hunt down destiny be of service without a doubt your team looks nervous, i tend to affect the central nero, but its been 5 long years and im unsure, my cerebral stem is far from clear though, clouded at times just like my mind when i was born the order came from the king to cut out my tongue marvel in modern medicine, when my voice turned to a gun, with speach, bullets would come there was nowhere to run, the age has begun, witness what a sickness unchecked can become. so now i talk with a shotgun and walk with a cocked one morn for those that caught one. thankful that im not one. thankful that i got some opinions to express, thankful that im able to say what i meant thankful that my feet are planted like bricks in cement. situations pretty ill still my skills circumvent. assimilation camps are filled, heres a towel f
Woman's Poem
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.
The Sweet Sun
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. sitting with CONCEPT 2004 1wordrow1
Don't Look Back!
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friend
Michelles Blogs
DONT QUIT "When things go wrong As they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns As every one of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow- You may succeed with another blow." Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit." The Legend of the Piasa Bird "The Piasa bird is said to have flown over the "Great Father of Waters" thousands of moons before the white man came, when magolon
What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?
What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type?
How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?
Am I A Girl Or A Woman?
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?
For Victims Of Domestic Violence, Poem
Rise Above It All Here's whats left of my broken heart, All my dreams have fallen apart. No reason to figure out whose to blame, God Please! Help me to stay sane. Someone said *You always hurt the one you love*, I say that they dont know what loves really made of. Love dosent consist of a broken nose or black eye, There's no love in *You'd better listen to me or you'll die* Love shouldnt give you nothing but pain and sorrow, Love dosent make you question will I live to see tomorrow. Love dosent come with a price you have to pay, Neither does love beat you physically or mentally everyday. We all know what love should or shouldnt be, But after all this I think I'll try to learn to just love me. One of these days I will Rise Above It All, Noone will stop me I will stand tall. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Broken Heart
When I'm With You!!
Wiccan/shaman
Ground and Center before all Magical Work to avoid depleting personal energy levels. Begin by being still, gathering within and releasing through the feet (and palms if need be) into the ground all static, chaotic, internal energies. Now feel the inner calmness, centered around the heart, and draw up through the feet strong Earth energy (through the floor if indoors), feeling the power and energy rising up and intertwining with your own energies up through the legs, body, arms, neck, and head, out the top, circled around, and up again until all portions of the body are in balance. Once this power is felt and is in balance, then Circle Casting, Ritual, Divination, and Spell Work may begin. Grounding after all Magical Work to avoid overload of personal energy levels: touch the Earth/floor with palms of the hands after magical work and feel the excess energy drain out, leaving a balance of personal energy, augmented only by that amount of Earth necessary for healthy functioning of
Someone
What Is Your Seduction Style?
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com
The Life Of A Sportswidow
Hubby was home today, but was sick. So I banned him to the downstairs. I cannot afford to have the kids or myself get sick. The kids and I had a great day. We played on the computer alot, did many loads of laundry, dishes, cooked dinner, and played some more. They didn't fight (much) and I hardly yelled. I was trying to keep myself busy so I would not think about how I felt like a single mom today. Once the thought that if I had to, I could do this on my own, came into my head. I guess it is good to know that we'd be ok if something were to ever happen. I am trying to stay positive tonight, but the overwhelming feelings of being alone all day is kinda catching up. Weird to be alone, while he was just downstairs. Everyone has been so kind here at CT, rating my profile and pics. and I have hardly returned the favor. Maybe CT is not the right place for me. Perhaps I am too shy? too reserved? I am not sure about. Why did I join? To make friends. Have I done that? Not really. I don't kn
Missing Ya'll
Hi....sorry that I haven't been on Fubar for awhile....had a lot going on here....please pray for my sister...she is in the hospital in MD and pretty sick....sure miss talking to ya'll....hope all is well in your lives and that love and peace surround you always....you are in my thoughts, my prayers and my heart...huggggggggggggggssssssssssss I am sorry that right now I am unable to be online very much. Hopefully, that will change soon. Just wanted ya'll to know that I am thinking about you and missing you. All of my friends are special to me. Some of you have truly touched my heart and you know who you are (I hope). Will try to my best to get on again real soon. LUVVVVV and HUGGGGGSSSS Sheryl
Feature Requests
I saw this bulletin, and wanted to comment on it.... is there anyone out there in cherryland that thinks that when you block somebody on here that it means totally blocked like where they cant see your page at all or do you like it..the way it is now where when you block the persons you blocked can still see everything your doing..friends and all that....i think when you block someone it should be alltogether....i know when you block now they cant comment and rate..and all that but i would like to have it when you block there blocked alltogether like on myspace wich im sure many people in cherryland also have so if you have a myspace and have blocked people on it then you understand what im talking bout cherytap doing...just like myspace when u block they see nothing...not like now when you block they can still see your page and all that..if there is anybody out there...and i mean anybody who agrees or disagrees please sign your name to this so i cant take it t
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