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When I Hear It
“His Voice” HIS VOICE IS SO TENDER AND GENTLE IT MAKES ME QUIVER INSIDE AND OUT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS AS SOOTHING AS THE SUNSET AND THE OCEANS SOUNDS IT MAKES MY HEART MELT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VIOCE IS AS COMFORTING TO MY SOUL AS HIS TOUCH IS TO MY HEART WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS THE ONLY THING THAT I HEAR WHEN GETTTING UP IN THE MORNING IT’S THE LAST THING I HEAR WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS ALWAYS WITH ME NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHERE I TURN AND I THANK “GOD” FOR HIS VOICE WHEN I HEAR IT

Happy Holidays
Hope Everybody got what they wanted for X-Mas or what they wanted for Hanukkah. And I especially hope everybody who went traveling out of town made it back home w/out any problems. Only problem that I still have is whether I want to try to re-work things out with ex-wife, with the ex-girlfriend or just get a fresh start. Either way, hope everybody was able to spend their holidays with their loved ones. If not, at least you know they were doing there job, no matter what it is.

Me
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind

It Was Yours For The Taken...
iv been entered in a contest for best eyes anyone will to help id be thankful all ya have to do is rate and leave as many comments as ya can.. link below. IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN... IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN I GAVE IT TO YOU MY HEART WAS JUST CALLING CALLING OUT FOR YOU IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU TOOK IT AND RAN NEVER LOOKING BACK TO SEE IT WAS IN YOUR HAND IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU KEPT IT FOR A WHILE TO ONLY BREAK IT THEN TURN AROUND AND SMILE IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND YOU RIPED IT APART TO THINK I THOUGHT WE WOULD NEVER BE APART IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND NOW NOW ITS GONE....

Tattoo Contest
I have entered a Tattoo Contest. The picture with the most comments wins. Simple right? Here's the part that involves all of my wonderful friends... :) Would you guys be willing to help me out by going and posting comments on my picture?! They don't have to be long or anything... its quantity that they're counting!!! Thank you guys!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=623134684 Please help me out guys!! I'd love ya'll forever if you just go and have conversations with yourself or whatever there. so far someone has 1203 comments. :( I have entered a Tattoo Contest. The picture with the most comments wins. Simple right? Here's the part that involves all of my wonderful friends... :) Would you guys be willing to help me out by going and posting comments on my picture?! They don't have to be long or anything... its quantity that they're counting!!! Thank you guys!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=623134684

Contest Winners!!
I would like to thank all of contestants who joined the contest and all that helped to make it a success! The Winners are.... 1st Place 600,000 Fubucks: Why Be Normal 20,380 Comments 2nd Place 150,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 18,752 Comments 3rd Place 50,000 Fubucks: eLLee 5,678 Comments Most Picture Rates 10,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 with 69 Pic Rates Congratulations to all the Winners! Thanks again everyone and have a great New Years!

Hello....fubar?
After inviting my friends via fubar I get the message below. *********************************************** "while fubar will send an email invitation to the friends you specified, to ensure they get the invitation please send them an email yourself with the link below! when they follow the link and join the site, you'll get an immediate alert and friend request from them! http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1193906" *********************************************** I have followed up with my friends with the "join link" before, only to have four of them sign up thru that instead of the email. Therefore I did NOT get credit for them joining. Maybe this message should be revamped? Just a suggestion. Katatonick@fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ UPDATE: I actually sent this thru fubar feedback and have yet to get a reply.

Miles Away!!!
I HAVE COME TO MY OWN CONCLUSION THAT HATE IS ALL AROUND ME!! THE MORE I TRY TO BE A PERSON IM REALLY NOT MAKES IT BETTER. I REALLY HAVE LIKED SOMEONE FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS COME TO FIND OUT IS NOTHING AS I HAVE SEEN IN MY MIND. FRUSTRATING. I TRUELY BELIEVE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED SO MUCH TO HAVE IS ALL IN MY MIND AN AT THE PRINCES PALACE WHERE CINDERELLA LIVES. I KNOW THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THINK THIS EXIST, BUT IM JUST TRYIN TO VENT AN GET PAST THE FAIRYTALE WORLD I HAVE LIVED IN FOR SO LONG. MUSIC REALLY IS MY BOYFREIND I SHOULD JUST STAY WITH THAT HURTING DOES NOT EXIST THERE. AN I TEND TO DO ALL THE RIGHT THINGS WITH IT. I DONT FEEL PRESSURED, AN I TRUST MUSIC NOT TO HURT ME OR RUN AWAY. MEN ON THE OTHER HAND ARE REALLY GOOD AT BOTH OF THEM. IM TIRED OF LOOKING, MY HEART IS ALWAYS BROKE, PAST THE POINT OF ANY FIXING. THIS PERSON HAS ALWAYS KNOWN HOW I HAVE FELT. YET I STILL LET MYSELF BE HURT. SO I LET GO NOW. IM NOT MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE.. SO IM NOT

Please Forgive Me
I feel i owe my friends an apology for the last few days I really havent been showing much love to anyone. I have been trying to post a few comments here and there but to be honest is has been very hard for me to be in the holiday spirit. My grandmother passed away Christmas eve and it has really taken a toll on me. Yes I have been on here but not really all here if you understand that. Please know that I love ya all and just bare with me as I am still not fully here. I do hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and you will all have a very Happy and Safe New Year. Love ya all Liberated Spice P.S. Thank you to the few that knew what has been going on with me for the support that you have given me.

Once Upon A Time...
ONCE UPON A TIME... Current mood: content ONCE UPON A TIME "Once upon a time, as tales usually start, a beautiful little girl was born into the world. She didn't realize that she was coming into a home where an alcoholic lived. She grew and played with her dolls and sang nursery rhymes. Then one day, when she was four years old, Daddy taught her a new game. A secret game. It was called "This is how we show we love each other." Nobody must ever know about this game because then the magic would disappear and love would go away and nobody wants to be without love. At the end of the game the little girl would get a peppermint stick or a piece of candy as a prize to make the funny taste in her mouth go away. Her very favorite prize, though, was a candy necklace. As the months and years went by more and more rules were added to the game. After all, the more you love somebody the more you can show them. The day came when Grandpa was invited to play the game with her and Daddy. She

Adventures In Knitting And Drinking!!!
yep. that's exactly what im feeling right now. oh my dear god since when did renting a house become so damn complicated?! and ive had no luck in getting my therapist to give me happy pills. grrrr. instead he wants me to tap on my head and say i love myself. wtf?! the good thing? i get paid time off work! because of extenuating circumstances out of my control, i get a few days of paid leave to sort my shit out! woota! and my phone is still ghetto...and still not working. luckily i will be getting a bonus with my next check ill be able to invest in a new much more jenn friendly phone :D other than that? nothing much has changed. im still working on the sweater that never ends and trying to finagle at least 3 yoga classes a week. and woot for the patriots! my boys played terribly on sunday but like always, they pull through and now they're heading to superbowl! 18-0 baby!!! hooray! yeah im a loser but i dont care. i have paradise lost now! i greatly loo

I'm In A Contest
Hey everyone I'm in a contest.... Contest will run 7 days starting December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est Rates count as 3 points comments count as 1 point No drama allowed of you will be removed. No blasters or bombing programs. Must be a level 5 too bomb Most comments at the end will win 500,000 fubucks and 3-day blast... so anyone, please come help out....

If
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

A Special For My Baby
CrazyBy Kenny RogersBest Video Codes I was wondering Baby, What Do You have planned in say... The next 30 - 50 years? I was wondering if You wouldn't mind making Me a VERY Happy Man and do Me the Honor of being My Wife? You know that ever since We first started talking there has been this connection. And I just can't ever let it go. Like the song says, I guess I am Crazy. And I like the way You make Me feel when We talk and how You act with Me. You've become the Love of My Life "C" and I Need You here with Me. I'll be waiting for Your answer My Love.... GoddessOfLight Fu-Fiance of HarleyRider70@ fubar I Love You Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would Like to thank all the people that helped Me last night and late last night level and get to be "Mr Insider". I know to some of you this may not be a big deal. But to Me it is. There are those that know that I am not into all this point whoring. I do what I do to advance and then I move on. but I will help anyone that sk for it. A

My Question
Hey, what's a blast and how do I get one??? Hey, I'm bored and I want to know who is truthful. Guys, tell me how big you are..and please don't lie. Hey, I'm still bored and I want to see who (if anyone) will answer this question. What's your chest size AND natural, trimmed or shaved?

Photo In Fu-email
You go to the photo you want to use, left click the "link photo" option under the photo, left click at the beginning of the text in the left box, when all of it is highlighted, right click and select copy.. Go to where you want to put the photo, and right click and select paste in the message area.. it should put a thumbnail of the photo where you want it.. Hopefully you will be able to follow this.. It should look like this.. If you look at the part you cut and pasted, you will see &tn=1, if you remove that part, it will create a full-size image instead of a thumbnail.. Like this.. Then if you click the photo you will go to the location it is actually at to rate/rip/copy/etc.. Also works for comments and any place else you want to add photos that you have/seen on Fubar..

It's A One Year Anniversay, Peek Inside...
Lexidragon Girl, a really sweet friend of mine needs gift blasts, a gift happy hour, leveling love, fans, rates, the works folks... It's her 1 year anniversary, and we need to do it "BIG" baby! Let's show her the fu love I know you all have inside you... lexi-dragongirl Please go show some fan, rate, add love to the pimpming anniversary blogger, too! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Just A Thumbs Up
Holla, I asking for help to get a VIP. Pls help with a few comments. I need less than 15,000 By March 5th! Thanks, I'm asking all my friends and fans to help my finish this contest for my birthday I only need about 7000 comments. I will try an return all the help. Thanks, All he needs is a thumbs up Just hit the link or copy and paste http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=5458899 thanks

My Daughter's Needs Help
My Daughter is going for the VIP now, and needs some help, so who ever can help her it would be appreciated alot.... She has only got 4300 comments as of today Thur Jan 3rd. She really needs help now cause our internet went down for a couple of days.. and now we are behind. I know a few of you have been there, but she has helped alot more then what has shown up to help her so far. Here is the link to her photo that needs the comments.. Thanks Kenneth

Would It Matter
If I told you I could look into your eyes forever If I told you I would stay here and leave you never If I stole you away like a thief in the night If I promised I'd never let you out of my sight If I prayed to the heavens and stars up above If I gave you my heart and all of my love

Hell Fire And Damnation
Ok so I take my fat ass down to the local weight watchers and sign up. I have to do something, I am at my heaviest and its horrible, depressing and all that crap. So even though I said I wouldn't make any new years resolutions I am going to have to and ill be damned if i am going to make it stick. I dont want to be skinny i want to be thinner and healthy. Sexy for my husband and for myself. wish me luck.

Need Help With New Chat Room
I finally just attained the level i need,to start my own chat room on fubar...i have some html experience,but i do not know the first thing about css...i would like some help from some of you more experinced chatters and pc users... any any all help will be greatly appreciated... thanks... ttys... nos

Prettypenfun
PLEASE HELP SUPPORT MY LOUNGE! I HAVE HAD GOOD PROGRESS WITH IT! WOULD LOVE FOR ALL TO CHECK IT OUT Music, IT never dies but goes with you Current mood: amused I love Music alot. When I have time I love to sing at Kareoke and have lots of fun doing it. I have been told Im really good but never take it further than that I just love to see people smile when I sing thier favorite songs Just like the singers themselves. All singers I really enjoy and love thier music. I sing Patsty Cline and invited my mom to Kareoke and just watching her cry when I sang her favorite song Walking after midnight made my heart melt. I have sang like Garth Brooks Friends in low places and the place was rocking, I sang pink Better get the party started everyone loved it. Cher I love her music, Believe, Hey I got you Babe, If you belive in love after love, Crystal Gale Don't it make my Brown eyes Blue. And Many more. I tribute all artists and thier songs. When I sing them my heart just melts and to see

Funny Jokes
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! What is! the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? ! Because it's worth it. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intenti

Our Wedding
Paul & I would like to thank everyone for the gifts we received & also for coming to the wedding. We had a lovely time. Although my pc did crash at the wrong time. For those of you that don't know Paul & I are a couple in real life also. So please show him love as well as me. His link is below. paul fu-husband of pinklady@ fubar Love Di aka Pink & Paul xxxx

**x-mas**
**WOW** That's what I can, say about this x-mas! I could not believe how wonderful this has been. I never thought someone as great as my Danny and my friends could be!!!!! I Could not ask for a better life this year. My best friend gave me the greatest gift this year by seeing me. Its been a while and I really missed him allot. I just cant believe he was here. X-mas has found a place in my heart this year! My best girl Crystal was here with David her boyfriend and Brian a long time friend! Also my guest of Honers, Danny's parents. Man I been so crazy, trying to get everything done. I wanted it to be beyond perfect. Because I really have strong respect for his family. They to me, are everything I have searched for when it comes to a family and I feel more grateful everyday that they breaded, and had My Danny. I spent a month Getting there presents ready really getting them something special. It took me and Danny time to think, Because we wanted to show them how much we care so Danny t

Just Blogging
Fetish/Medical Terms Acomoclitic - A preference for hairless genitals. Acousticophilia - Arousal from (certain) sounds. Acrophilia - Being sexual aroused by heights. Acrotomophilia - Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee. Actirasty - Arousal from exposure to the suns rays. Acucullophallia - Circumcision. Adolescentilism - Playing the role of an adolescent. Agalmatophilia - A fetish for statues/mannequins. Agonophilia - Pseudo-rape, pretend struggle or wrestling play as a form of foreplay. Agoraphilia - Arousal from having sex in public places. Agrexophilia - Excitement from knowing that others are aware of a persons sexual activities. Aischrolgia - The expression of obscenities. Albutophilia - Arousal from water. Algolagnia - Both Masochism and Sadism. Algophilia - Enjoyment or arousal from pain. Allopellia - Orgasm from watching others have sex. Allorgasmia - The need to fantasize about a more desirable partner i

Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m

Choices We Make
people dont seem to realize that every choice we make determines which path our lives will take.... from the first decision we ever make , , , do u not realize that that decision will affect u yrs down the road and might even affect ur kids , , omg u never thought of that did u , , , here is food for thought and i didnt realize this till about a mth ago one of newtons laws (OMG PEOPLE SCHOOL IS USEFUL) for every action there is a equal but opposite reaction simply states if u tie this in to everyday life , , , , that every decision u make no matter how small it may be will affect u later down the road for every cause there is a effect as well , , so hypothetically speaking if i slap my best friend the effect will be that either we will no longer be friends or we will end up in a fight so again cause and effect come on people u learned this elementry school so then y r we always out to blame others for our own stupidity and shit that we have done ourselv

Love...
They Say at least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for u. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. U mean the world to someone. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always tell someone how u feel about them; u will feel much better then they know. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. If u love someone enough, let them go, if that love is returned they will come back. You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. The most endearing and nicest word a person could hear... "Stay." NEVER LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE, BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE WILL LEAVE YOU, FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE.

Absalutly
Good morning world, on my first few min. up this morning while having coffee, I heard how good the high Gas prices are for America, the news now is trying to tell us that with hi gas prices as they are , air pollution will go down, it will curb the people of being over weight, and of course how much money it makes for a few people in the oil industry, or if you own land that oil is sitting on, I just have to wonder how many people will really take this to heart and believe it. but as Barnum once said there is one born every day, it also denotes how education does not really make people that much smarter. Here is an email I got this morning also , thought I would pass it on. http://www.cnbc.com/id/15840232?video=794502508 Dear James, How's this for the latest Republican outrage? A few days ago, John McCain's top economic honcho called America "a nation of whiners" and said that we're only in "a mental recession." Are we all just imagining $4.00 a gallon gas? Were

Random Things
Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come

Just Stay
Just Stay A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. 'Your son is here,' she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Hustle
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description of your interests like flowers dragons pooh... and tell me what you want i need my money up front so PAY WHAT YOU OWE! and i

I Dare You
So I been dating this really great guy Chase that I been best friends with for a year now & I'm totally happy with him...but...theres this other guy that I'm into and I really want to be with him. I dont know what to do, I dont want to hurt either of them. PLEASE REPOST THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ COPY & PASTE AND REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Would you trust me to pick up during the act? 1

Poem
This is a Poem that someone that I just received : You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But I was sadly mistaken You've been my soul mate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god's face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But I was sadly mistaken If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand th

@att@calling All~my~family
Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!WHAT WE NEED IS 1250 A DAY IN COMMENTS TO GET AHEAD to get to our 140,000 comments:) SO PLEASE SHOW SUM LOVE Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER

The Painter
She sits and crys not knowing where too go . the only thing she's worthy of is the fear of being alone. she sit's on a bridge waiting for the train. she doesent know what too do her faith is driving her insane. she wants too live and just go back home but its like he's controlling her and she doesent know. he's telling her too stay and wait for the train. he's telling her too jump. and dont hesitate. shes trying not too listen trying not too hear. but suddenly she sees the train and its coming near. she wants too move but he Say's no she wants too scream. like theres nowhere too go. as the trains lights hit her eyes. I was a dull portrait of life Reduced by emptiness Dismantled by a rusted knife And darkened by absence of happiness Till you came for me to change Brought a paint and sturdy brush Filled me with colors beautifully arranged With ease I know you're not in a rush Colored my skies with cold blue Scattere

52 Days Post Surgery
Well its been 52 days since my surgery and my therapist is extremely pleased with my progress. My goal is to be able to bend my knee the same as my left knee which is 140 degrees. Today on my own I was able to bend my knee 130 degrees. Last Wednesday when I had therapy with help from the therapist I was able to bend my knee to 116 degrees laying on my stomach and today without help was able to do that on my own :). Hopefully that means only a few weeks more therapy left

I Can Still Feel You
Even though were far apart, i know your still there, and even though im falling faster, i can count on you to be there. i dont wanna get hurt, but i dont wanna lose it all. i just wanna be with yew, and ill give all i can. 1000 miles seperate us, but we're still going strong, i think i could imagine you all day long. if i just think of how we could be, ill get through the day, and you could set me free.

To Love Or Not To Love
Is it better to have love and lost then to not love at all? The question I would ask some of you is this. Is it better to have loved someone than to have never loved at all? Some of you would say no and some would say yes. My philosophy on this subject is simple. Yes it is. I know some have been hurt and hurt very badly. I also know that this hurt has caused them to close their hearts to love again. This is such a mistake. This hurt we have all experienced in our lives. It is just life's lessons to us. It teaches us to never make those mistakes that we made in past loves but shows us that love does exist. I know that for some of you the experiences that you have had have been in some ways devastating. Please don't give up on love. By giving up, and closing your hearts, you are passing up those chances at the best experiences life has to offer you. Although at times this seems difficult we need to still be guarded but not shut off. We all have special gifts and special qualities to o

Coolest Peeps On Here!
Some of the coolest people on fubar I know: LÊGG§0810 ĦÈĦßÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... ~Club F.A.R.~On the C@ndle Train!~Stilet@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~The Sisterhood~@ fubar Tuff...."Merry Christmas" ~Stiletto Girl~...@ fubar bbG - It`s New Year`s Baby!!!@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's and Fubrotha's~@ fubar ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™© PROUD Member of the Confederate Bomber@ fubar Majically Delicious MILF....CEO OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING & LEVELING CREW Hostess for Fubars 1st Worl@ fubar TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs

To All My Friends
TO all my friends MY fubar page isnt workin if u would like to stay intouch add please ADD me yahoo or msn messenger @ charlie52486@hotmail.com or sarabee21708@yahoo.com I am looking forward to hearing from u all HAPPY NEW YEARS PLEASE REPLY BY ADDING ME till my fubar works again thank u all

I'll Be Back
Ill only be gone a short while maybey a week please show me some love while im gone and ill return the favor whenn i get back please repost while im gone each repost is worth 100 fubucks when i return only good for friends so add me if im not to earn the 100 fubuck prizes

I Finally Met Chris!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

Poems
A Policeman’s Ghost It happened late on night long ago Along that winding mountain road so desolate and steep The night was dark and the rain, downward it poured The rivers rising as into the ground it seeped The wind whipped the trees back and forth as it howled Branches and even trees lying in roads everywhere Power lines were being taken down in this storm There were troubles to be found here and there In his cruiser he road quietly along on this night His rain slicker was right there by his side if he needed it He reported all the problems that he found And assisted people that asked as he drove by He was a special policeman, loved by all around He was then dispatched to check this mountain road Knowing that many motorist had been stranded there for a night He went and driving slowly he watched along the roadside For any vehicle going off the road and out of sight He stopped and removed a few branches that he found To make the road safe for people to drive

Learn It, Live It
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq

A Great Big Thank You!!
With the help of these wonderful friends (and strangers), I won the contest I entered- 60,000 in less than 6 weeks!! All these people rawk (many of them using ALL their comments on me) so please take a moment to visit their page and leave them love. A SPECIAL thank you to The Spankers Club who really kicked ass with this contest. ** I know I am leaving out many people and for that I am truely sorry. I tried keeping up with who left comments but it got hectic after awhile.** The Spankers Club sassy Paralyzer Abby Anubis Muma_e 'Gail' 'eldoROBo' '†HÈ ßÚLL¥'

My Fu-years Resolution
Just a note to all non-participating friends. Some will be deleted tonight while others I will make a final attempt to become friends with. I LOVE TO HAVE FRIENDS, BUT HERE ON THE FU, THE VAST MAJORITY OF USERS HERE HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA OF WHAT THE WORD "FRIEND" REALLY MEANS. MY DEFINITION DOES NOT MEAN SIMPLY CLICKING THE RATE/FAN/ADD BUTTONS AND MOVING ON TO THE NEXT PERSON, NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. IDEALLY, I LIKE TO SEND OUT PROFILE COMMENTS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK TO FRIENDS, BUT WHEN I KEEP HAVING ALL THESE "DEAD" FRIENDS OUT HERE IN FU-LAND, I WONDER WHY THE HELL THEY ARE STILL ON MY LIST. SO, MY RESOLUTION IS TO EITHER CLEAN OUT MY DEAD FRIENDS LIST OR GET THEM TO KNOW ME BETTER & VICE VERSA. SO, JUST A LIL HEADS UP TO ANY OF YOU WHO MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO E A REAL FRIEND. YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP & SAY HEY BABY! OH YA, PS...ANOTHER RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS...LIKELY HEALTHIER FOR ME, BUT THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS ONLY A CLICK AWAY, LOL

Newer Friends
Over the past few weeks, with Cappy's Flight occurring, along with the regular friend adds, I have added quite a few new friends. To those of you who fit this category, if you already haven't, please take a few minutes to read the "About Me" section on my profile! I have never, nor will I ever, accept friends for the points alone. Once you read that section, you will have a better understanding of me. My long standing friends do know about me and I would hope they would tell you that those words ring totally true. Thanks for taking the time to read this blog!

Me
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

Friends!
Fubar is the first place where I have been able to meet people from another country. Meeting Marina has been a most exhilerating experience. Thank goodness she knows English very well because my Dutch is not so good......actually, just about non-existent, except for the few words that she's taught me. :D She's one heck of a wonderful lady and friend. Visit her page and get to know her. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥lover to Gary *2nd Alarm Hottie* ♥ Club F.A.R♥@ fubar Now here's a guy that has managed to keep me in stitches for as long as I've known him. Be that as it has only been a few years, I feel sometimes that I've known him for a lifetime. He's a wonderful photographer as well as a friend. A lot of his work is posted on his page so if you would, please go and visit him. You won't be sorry that you did. Timmy - Fu Friend of Humanity@ fubar How can I thank you? For the short time that I've known you, you've been there when I needed an

Interesting Things
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness Mathematical Mayhem There are 23 letters in the Latin alphabet W = 23rd letter of the alphabet It's symbol is 2 points down, 3 up. W, the only letter in the English language to be renounced polysyllabically, is 23rd in line. Note also that it is a double(2)-u and that t has three(3)

The Right Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

Whats Been Going On
so yeah its a few days after christmas. i find it odd how ppl try to act way nicer and crap around the holidays then when theyre over ppl go back to being the same lol. i got some good stuff this yr, then again i usually do, but thats besides the point. i got 2 digital cameras (need to return 1), alot of clothes, jadior perfume, clothes, jewlery, money, gift certificates, purses, a living dead doll, movies, a table, new bedding, and a bunch of other crap. blah also now that the holidays are over, i need to look for a new job...i hate job hunting, oh well. for some reason my rodents dont do to well at my dads house, they were very healthy and such when i lived in stockton then since i moved back to my dad, 2 of my rats have died and another 1 recently went blind in 1 eye. damn im bored, anywho yeah.

Please Help One Of The Sweetest People
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Forbidden Fondness
Forbidden Fondness Sometimes I see thee there All sweet and innocent in that lovely short Black dress just standing the kitchen doorway Gazing down at me sitting in front of you. I’m sitting here and gazing up at you wondering Why you could ever fall for me, Then I ‘m aForbidden fondnesslso thinking how I fell for you Mein Rosenrot , but only to find that a physical force that Keeps us apart like the darkness of the night That drives the sun away from the sky and our eyes. After a while gazing up to you I slowly get up and slowly walk up you And whisper sweet words of my fondness for you Mein Rosenrot in your ear, only to find my whispered Words are being drowned out by a loud car horn Which signals that we are going to be? Torn away from each other. I now sit and gaze at you walking out the door with a Single tear rolling down your cheek as you look back at me Gazing at you with a single tear travelling down my cheek, Then in a blink of an eye

Just Me!! :)
Ok ... this is something I was thinking about and just needed to write down. It started out as an observation of my life and went on into a rambling life story. It's quite long and if you make it to the end I applaud you!! If you don't make it to the end I fully understand. I didn't edit it I left it just as it came out of me so hopefully it's understandable. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there because I wanted to be alone Later I found I went there because I am alone. Merritt Malloy Anyone who knows me or has spoken to me at any length knows that I love the ship life. I will most likely glorify it until the day I die, but as with everything in life it is not all good. I have recently come to the realization that I am lonely. Is this a true soul searing loneliness? That I'm not too sure about right now. I feel fine, I go through a regular range of emotions and most of the time I am a happy woman. As a matter of fact in spite of this little epipha

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Archangel
Archangel. As I walk amongst this battlefield Of a most senseless war I’ve ever seen In my natural life on this gloomy winters Day with the ground scarred and battered by The machines of war and destruction. As I walk amongst this battlefield Listening to the sounds of mortal men dying a most Brutal and painful deaths, some die a painless death In this a most senseless of all wars of which I have Ever seen while living on this forsaken planet, and It sickens me to see the muddy ground I Walk upon stained with the blood of the mortal men Who die for their country and honour. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sounds f grenades being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man made trenches. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sound of grenade’s being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man Made trenches and the blast of these grenade’s that take more Lives, I now hear the sounds of men screami

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Gettin' Hitched
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

Movie Reviews
Fun and lighthearted. Certainly enjoyable. My favorite scene was when the princesses decided to fight back after burning their bras. Snow White lead the charge by singing her sweet songs to summon the animals then transitioned into Led Zeppelin's Immigrant Song for all the animals to attack. That was so sweet! I've just seen August Rush. It was absolutely fabulous! I was bawling like a baby by the time it got to the end. Purely and truly magical! A give it an 11 without any hesitation, five stars or whatever the best possible rating is. If you're not prepared to have your heart touched deeply, don't watch this movie.

Prayers Are Needed
THERE'S ONLY A SELECTED FEW WHO HAVE GAINED THE INSIGHT ON MY WORLD...THOSE FEW HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE SENCE DAY ONE OF THIS LONG AN TIREDSOME 2YR BATTLE...AN NOW I SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU FU...IT WAS JUS TWO YRS AGO WE RECIEVED MOM'S DIAGNOSIS OF CANCER....SENCE THEN SHE'S HAD ONE MAJOR SURGERY TO REMOVE HALF A LUNG AN FOUR RIBS MAKEN HER NEEDING RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGERY AFTER....SHE'S HAD TUMORS REMOVED WITH THE CYBER KNIFE AN ENLESS AMOUNTS OF CHEMO AN RADIATION TREATMENTS..AS A RESULT SHE'S NEED A FEW BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS....AS DR'S HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER OVER THE YEARS THEY NOTICED ANOTHER TUMOR GROWING NEAR HER ESPHOGIS(SPELLED WRONG SUE ME) IN JUS A FEW MONTHS TIME ITS GROWN TO REACH THREE CENTAMETERS IN LENGHT NOW....BECAUSE THE TURMOR IS TOUCHING BOTH HER HEART AN ESPHOGIS DR'S ARE UNABLE TO USE THE CYBER KNIFE ON HER...BY USEING THE CYBER KNIFE THEY COULD ACTUALY BURN A WHOLE IN HER ESPHOGIS LEAVEN HER PREMENTLY TUBE FEED FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE....IF THEY WHERE TO DO RAIATION

Help!!!
Well its shit.... That's right , SHIT! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider this: You can be shit faced, Shit outta luck, Or have Shit for brains. With little effort you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits , and sweet shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, And chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier then a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter then shot and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can lo

Girlfriend App
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

Problems
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Happy New Year
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Nsfw Flagger!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

New Blog
WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments (repost of original by 'Evonne~ Spirit Levelers~~~member of fusista's bombers~~~~CLUB FAR ~~`' on '2007-12-28 07:34:55') (repost of original by 'TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs' on '2007-12-28 07:36:53') WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments

Wtf
sometimes i think that ppl cant have a normal life b/c of all the bullshit thats goin on in the world which makes it hard for anyone to have a normal life...but then i think of this quote i had heard in a child's movie which states..."that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelavent, its what you do with the gift of life that determins who you are"... i have always lived by this one and alwayz will i swear some ppl can be such assholes sometimes online they talk alot of shit to anyone who will listen but when it comes down 2 it they r such scared lil bitches and thats real fucking sad...and another thing ppl who have nuttin better to do then to talk shit about everyone else or spread bullshit rumors about gossip r such total dumbasses cuz they feed off the pain of others to make their useless life better which is just sad...its happened to me many times and i use to care alot about what ppl sad about me then one day i just gave up caring what anyone said about me cuz think about i

My Birthday Blog
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

What Is Friendship Here?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

Top 8
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

Poem
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety We never perceive When standing Our ground That there is a curvature To the Earth So imperceptible That without faith Would we believe that Upon a circle we stand? Gentle words Softly spoken So imperceptible while Looking into the eyes Of another May only be pe

Suicide
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Playpen Auction
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Rant Yall
F U and U and U Current mood: thoughtful Well I guess that got your attention. So this last couple weeks has been a couple weeks of partying and drinking hell. I seriously don't think it has stopped since I became single. It seems every time I am going to have an easy night, something comes up. I have had a blast, but I am going to kill myself if I keep going like this. There were nights I don't remember driving home, and nights that I know I should not have. So I have done some thinking during my drive time today. 1. I need to stop drinking for a while. I need to get my life in order and organize myself. Drinking really won't help anything in the long run except take away from what I am trying to save and do. 2. I need to kick up the work outs big time. The start of the school year I stepped in a nasty pothole while running and messed up everything really bad from my back on down. I started doing ok and getting back to it some, then almost stopped again while da

With You
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

Help A Friend!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

The Maid Of Honor
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Bad Badd Girls
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

The Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

My Love For You
for you I love you completely from the dimples in your eyes to the kisses you give so sweetly you make me smile when no one else can you make it all better your my kinda man I dont know how you do it and probably never will the way you make my body flutter even when i am standing still I hate that you have to leave And i miss you all the time but i know you will come home and when you do you are still mine So my prayer is that you are safe in everything you do Cause your love is home waiting waiting just for you I know its tough and work is hard but i love you so much believe with your heart I love and miss you baby come home safe to me forever i will be faithful and true til i can hold you in my arms once again

I Wonder
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

All About Me
Hello, my name is Melissa, but my friends call me Missy and I am 30. I have been married now for 5 yrs. and have 2 boys of my own(Alex-3 and Zach-15 mo.). I also have 2 step-daughters(Tia-12 and Sabrina-10). I am 5'4" and weigh about 110 lbs. I also have red hair and hazel eyes. So I am a short petite chick, lol. Well that's me.

To My Friends And Fans
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

Expensive Loser Wanted
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

Come On In
YOU, yes YOU too can have your own personalized sexy, sexual or just plain vanilla picture of me giving you a salute. I am in the army and i do know how to salute....... a vip will get you in if you're not already in myh family. i promise you; access to my faimily is far from boring I'm shipping out in 14 days to join the army again. I'm looking forward to new adventures but i'll miss the friends i have here and i hope i can be on here much more once i get settled. In the 80's I joined the Army after my freshman year in college. For the next two years I was in ROTC. I got to do alot of cool stuff in that time. I was selected as one of fifty-two cadets in the country to go to Germany and be assigned to a unit as a platoon leader. I got to be assigned to the 10th attack helicopter batallion as C company attack platoon leader. I was 19years old and was in charge of 7 cobra attack helicopters for 6 weeks. I saw alot of Germany from the air. I also got to go to Airborne school and after th

♥kitchen Witchery♥
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it. “Goddess of the hearth and home Habondia, Hertha, Hestia Warm my hearth with your love! Bless my meals That they may be Nutritious, enchanting, and Sumtuose. Blessed Be!” A bowl of thistles placed in a room brings strength. Keep a frog in or around your home to attract new friends. String whole nutmegs alternating with star anises. Wear as a necklace for clairvoyance. Carry a buckeye (horse chestnut) for VERY go

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

Rock Revisted
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

The Latest Hall Of Fame Looser
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

I Love This Song..just Enjoy Nina Simone
If you knew how I missed you You would not stay away today Don't you know I need you Stay here my dear with me I need you here my darling Together for a day a day Together never parting Just you just me my love I can't go on without you Your love is all I'm living for I love all things about you Your heart your soul my love I need you here beside me Forever and a day a day I know whatever betides me I love you I love you I do

The Truth
the truth all i want is the truth is that to much to ask ....i am a very understanding guy ...prolly the most u will ever find ........no matter what it is just tell me ......if you just want to have fun or be serious dont ditch me, stand me up, or just iggnore me or anythign else to avoid telling me the truth.......im sorry if im offending anyone who didnt lie to me but im just tired of beign lied too and or having my heart played with ........its getting old and really getting to me inside. im ok with fun ...im ok with serious but all i wnat to know is whats what ...is that to much to ask for ...please tell me b/c i dont think so. i knwo the truth hurts sometimes but not as much as being lied to and than find out lator. im a really trustworthy person........prolly to much at times...........but i will talk to just about anyone about almost anything but be upfront and yrself to me just liek i am to you. i dont like fake people or just dishonest people that realyl irrates

Online Players
What makes a guy go online and try to hussle as many women as he can? I don't understand what someone would get out of it. Its not like they're getting laid or anything LOL. Tell me what you think guys!

Hottest Age Group Contes!
ALRIGHT ALL YOU FULIGANS IT IS TIME TO STEP UP AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR AGE GROUP AND RATE AND COMMENT THEM TO VICTORY! THIS IS MY HOTTEST AGE GROUP CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM TONIGHT UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY AT THIS TIME! BELOW ARE THE DIRECT PIC LINKS TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS ORDER BY AGE GROUP FROM YOUNGEST TO OLDEST. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AND IT WILL SEND YOU RIGHT TO IT! 1) 18-19 YEAR OLD GROUP! loves like war aka shorty ** AM THE ONE U WILL NEVER FORGET** Cowgirl Gone Wild 2) 20-29 YEAR OLD GROUP canadianchik Kae **FU-Bombers ROCK my SOCKS;)*Fu-Bomber Promoter*[Club F.A.R.] croe427- the sisterhood UrBitch »-(¯`v´¯)-»ßãßÿ †®èª§üR£ ~Öwñër~ ßªß¥ †r€ð§ûrë§ Î§£åñÐ(¯`·¸•´¯)&lðvïñg £ÚßÄR WÌ£È ² ÇÄRL »-(¯`v´¯)-» *~JA~* =Øne $ex¥ Fµ©ka= 2nd Alarm Hotties Member= Tiger~lily® *~*Member of The IRA Bombsquad *~* ]

Drift Away
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone. The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T Sweet screams of s

Updates
Hi ya muh babies sorry I haven't been around much but have Hosting in a tournament league called Eliters and have been having a blast!! They have all knds of tournaments for all kinds of games on yahoo, pogo, and game desire. Wanna find me? Right now I am hosting in Euchre Pogo mostly in the mornings and am going to be hosting other games soon. For euchre you don't have to be a paid pogo member just sign up or sign in if you are already a member. Wanna join in on the league games? Here's how... 3 EZ steps to play in Eliters Euchre Tourneys: 1> Join Eliters FREE @ www.romanticnotions8.eliters.org/start * Sign up with EXACT Pogo ID. * 2> Join Euchre Pogo League. 3> Join a tourney! REMEMBER YOUR YAHOO, YAHOO INSTANT MESSENGER, AND POGO NAMES HAVE TO MATCH. Hope to see you all there as I miss ya!! Take care of you, Michelle Hey my babies great news!!! Looks like I will finally be in my place an back online from my own comp by the end of next week!! I have missed you all

Why I’m Leaving...
Well, to make simple. I'm leaving because I'm bored with my life and this town. My being bored with my life has nothing to do with my friends/family. I have a lot great, and not so great, memories with the whole of them. It's just that my life is stagnent here and I seem to be going nowhere and getting nothing accomplished. And there really isn't much that this town has to offer me in what I want and there is nothing here for me to stay and be just "content" with the way things are now. I really haven't made up up my mind as to what I want to do or where to do it but I do know that it is no longer here. At first when I begun thinking about it I didn't want to come back because if I could find what makes me happy here I think I would have found it by now but I do have family and friends here that care for very much and will miss them so I will come back from time-to-time for visits, although knowing my track record with that phrase won't be often as I'd like. Yes, there will b

Asimray
Tell me you're here Tell me you care. Tell me you are my friend Tell me you will love me to the end. Tell me I am always in your sight Tell me we will be together all day and night. Tell me good Tell me bad. Tell me ugly Tell me friendly. Tell me kindly Tell me loudly. Tell me soft Tell me I'm in your tender spot. Tell me rough Tell me tough. Tell me you bet Tell me for me,you will wait. Happy New year to you, all. Hope, 2008, brings everything you wish and you so deserve.

My Introduction...
If I Cry,Will You Be There To Comfort Me,If I'm Hurting,Will You Be There,To Take Away The Pain.When I Need You,Can I Count On You Being Here... Did I Hurt You In Any Way? "If So",Please Accept My Apology.At Times,When I Couldn't Be There For You,Juz Know That,In Life,We All Make Some Good Choices,As Well As Bad,And I Feel Like,Missing The Chance To Know More Of You,Is The Biggest Regret,I've Eva Experienced,Of Having In My Life,So Through This Learning Experience,I've Humble Myself More,And Appreciate,The Beauty Of Life,Even More Than Eva.I Thank You,"Love" For Entering Into My Life,And,Accepting And Loving EVERY Inch Of Me,From My Private Laid Back Side,To My Business Travels,All The Way Up,In Loving Me Even More,As,You Were Blessed With,Receiving That Naughty,Erotic,And Very Creative,Sexy Side Of Me,That,Only A Few Have Gotten To Taste.My King,My King,Your Queen Awaits You... Love is a fire that reigns in the heart... Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has coole

What If...
Srength,Power,Love,Devotion... Happiness,Joy,Courageous,Serenity... Yes,No,Maybe So... Will I,Wont I,Can I... Deep,Passionate,Creative... Long Hair,Short Hair,No Hair... Will,Purpose... Problem,Solution... Up,Down... Backward,Foward... Temptation,Meditation... Pain,Fear... Hot,Cold... Exquisite,Gem... Do You Really Care,one way,or the other??? Do you base your whole entire life on what other people think of you??? Do you,... i'm asking... Do you??? To that special man out there... If I told you that I love you in front of you an your friends,would you embrace me,or would you be ashame at who's looking/listening... If I call you,would you ignore my call... If I made you mad,would that change the way you feel about me... If I told you I had Only guy friends,would that intimidate you... If I hug one of my guy friend

Dear Friend...
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...

Inside...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

Hot Like Phyre!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description

Baby!!!!!!!
yes everyone the ultrasound technician is telling us to expect a girl..lol..so far Tom and I have come up with Ava Jade and/or Ava Jane...we dont have much longer to go..only about 7 more weeks or so left..the baby shower is this sunday feb 10th..i am nervous as to who will actually show up..but as long as tempers are in check things will be fine..lol.. well everyone i go for the 32 week 3-D ultrasound tomorrow..and we are finding out the sex as long as the baby cooperates..lol..i will find out if it kills me...lol....thank you in advance to those who have been there and supported us throughout the whole pregnancy..and for all the well wishes and to all our well wishers...after that we dont have much longer to go until the delivery either..8 more weeks til the predicted delivery date...we will keep you all posted.. well, only 2 and1/2 more months to go..cant wait..then its baby city!!!..lol..we are going for our second ultrasound the end of January..that will be the 3-D pic..and Tom de

Bedroom Golf *taken From Wild Horse With His Permission*
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the CLUB in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict shaft length so not to damage the hole(s). 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currentl

Just For A Laugh
1)Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4)If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14)Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you: 16)Do you have any pets? 17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19)Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22)What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested?

Check Him Out
bblondebitch(member of Flamming HEART)@ fubar flamming hearts and total chaos she needs our help to level lets help her out please thanks latina69 ~~~CwayZee~~~@ fubarhe needs help to level lets do what we are here to do thanks latina69 puertoroc797@ fubar TO ALL MY PEOPLES OUT HERE ON FUBAR PLEASE CHECK OUT HIS PAGE HE MAD COOL RATE,FAN AND ADD HIM THANKS LATINA69 HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Odd Sex Facts
Murphy’s Laws in sex 1.The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2.Nothing improves with age. 3.No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4.Sex has no calories. 5.Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6.There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7.Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8.No sex with anyone in the same office. 9.Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10.A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11.If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12.Virginity can be cured. 13.When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14.Never sleep with anyo

The Sex Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Want A Morph Made For You?
Who wants a morph made for them? Check out my Morphs made for others folder. Want one? My friend Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl She needs comments Please click her picture and leave her comments. If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will make you a morph If you don't have time to leave her comments I will make you one for 5,000 Fubucks

Come Get You Some Sugar
~~SugarSpice~~ Creator of Spirit Bombers~~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~Co-Founder of Wakan@ fubar Come my friends lets level SugarSpice she is there for a lot of us she helps alot of people and i want to so her i have seen all she has done she only has 38,452 Points to go!!!

Natural Highs
Natural Highs Please Read an Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially #45. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16.. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say somethi

Pimps R Us
Ok you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them Naughty Cowgirl~Taken no use in asking you cant have my yahoo get over it@ fubar ~mzblüÐëmØn*ëngÅgëÐ TØ blüÐëmØn*~@ fubar *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar **CANDY APPLE**2nd alarm hottie & dh diva & OWNER of HOTTIES R US & treasurer of The IRA Bombs@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family@ fubar Zatanna@ fubar BabyT@ fubar jiggy@ fubar ALSO DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SUM LUV ALSO, PEACE Blaze/TCS Security@ fubar

We Are Now One
we are now one now that my niece is married to her bf a.k.a now husband a.k.a my sisters girlfriends brother now we are family my sister would have loved to here may she now rest in peace we all love you diana your baby girl is now a women

Tequila
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not ! over the pig. ) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

My Ninja Scroll
I kinda like how everything sorta relies on how a person looks and not thinks. Im amazed by how many people think I should be a fucken idiot. I mean yeah I got boobs but so what? Hotmaster69 has large man boobs and its not big deal. fuck that. Next guy who thinks Im brainless will pay Well, I find it weird how many people do hook up on these sites and turn out to be jerks or led on by jerks. I think its crazy to think, wow this guy is so sensitive. His poetry speaks to my soul, and then first time you accidentally knock over his enzyte pills, he swings like a revolving door. I guess its to be expected really. I mean without these quirky jerks we wouldnt have anything entertaining to talk about in chats and emails. Personally, I dont bother trying to know anyone online anymore. All you do is get ticked off when they show their true personality. So if you think you're gonna hit me and quit me, think again. There's a reason half of my ex's tried to kill themse

Just Lil Notes (random Rumblings)
People talk about other people--It's what we do! Yes... All of us are included in 'we'. It may not be bad things exactly that you say about someone, but yah do it. I have come to understand that this is a natural part of life. Mankind is his own worst enemy! And no!!! The Devil didn't make you do it... Take the time to get to know someone before you start throwing stones... Don't degrade people for what country they come from. Last time I checked, the earth was still all in one piece. So unless you were born on another planet... You are still an earthling! I have been staying away from the bulletin board alot lately. But I go read through the bulletins a few times during the day. Just because I read it, don't mean I will repost it... I don't repost drama and bullshit of the likes of slander, or the uncalled for slamming of someone for being different. Geesh! Grow up people. There are idiots on here, and we all know it. Face i

Perfectdimples/princessd
i'm not every good at this whole blog thing i set up a blog somewhere here in cyber space and i have no idea where that is now. i started a new business this last april and then moved in july 1200 miles away from everyone and everything i've ever known. that move is finally going well and my business is taking off. i got a promotion two days before my goal for that promotion. talk about happy. then came christmas and now new years. i'm looking forward to this new year and all the wonderful possiblities my business has to offer me. kristie www.kissurbossgood-bye.com Every Monday: Jar Candles $20.00 you save $2.00 Bella Wash and Balm Set $25.00 you save $5.00 Car Air Freshner 2 for $6.00 you save $2.00 Mia Melts 2 bags of 10 each for $22.00 you save $2.00 Retiring scents specials while supplies last (act fast) PRICE TO FOLLOW SCENTS BLACKBERRY SAGE JAR VOTIVES MELTS CARROT CAKE JAR,VOTIVES, MELTS CINNAMON TEA JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS COCONUT MACAROON JAR AND

Love Compatibility With Signs Of The Zodiac
Test your love compatibility with a Cancer person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with a Cancer person. Good luck for a great relationship ahead. I am a Virgo! LoLTest your love compatibility with a Virgo person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Virgo person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says. Test your love compatibility with a Taurus person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with a Taurus person. Good luck for a great relationship ahead.

My Everyday Stuff
ENGAGED!!!! Pat and I have taken us a step even further...We are gettin married!!!! Havent set a date yet tho....We are looking at buyin a house soon!!! Iam also looking at switching jobs as well....WOW 2008 is looking REALLY good for me....Sorry just had to share the news w/all :D

Just Pass Through- Reflections Of 2007 And Predictions For 2008
2007 Reflections and Prepictions for 2008 well 2007 have been a crazy year but how many people say that now a days it seems that each passing year turns out to be crazier than the the one before. And its always about the same thing Drama this drama that...I'm boy crazy...I girl Crazy she/he broke my heart blah blah blah. I however will put an end to that I will speak about the good thing that came out of 2007 of course Rehash made it through aother year and will keep doing so in years to come...SAE the greatest Fraternity in the universe I love all you guys even the doosh bag brett lol jk. I have become a better lyricist thanks to heartbreak and the ever forgiving cocaine. its been good kid real good...I have realized that the pen is my sword and my words are...Lethal! and finally Mandy the sweet woman that ushered in 2007 with me. I write about you because you have become a big part of my life. I met you in 2007 and it has been a strong year for both of us; nothing can

Stonehenge Radio
I want to let every one know that I have the same taste in music as the former DJ Love and he has sent me everything that I didn't have that he likes so you will be hearing alot of his music on here because I like it! I have listened to former DJ Loves shows and I thought he was a really killer DJ and well people on here drove him to quit, I am working on trying to get him to DJ for me from time to time if he will cause I don't have alot of time to sit here and DJ I got other things i have to do too and they come first! I am DJ Stone I am the owner of Stonehenge Radio and I am bringing my station to FU bar at the request of DJ Enigma and The former DJ Love (who is allowing me to stream to his old server for you here on Fu bar). Love has told me about what happened to his old Radio Station and Lounge and all I can say is that was BULLSHIT people need to be loyal if they are to be a part of something. I will not tolerate the BS or black balling so don't even try it! If you

Interesting
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

R.i.p. Grandma
Obituary VERNA MACDONALD (published on December 29, 2007) VERNA MACDONALD (nee WESTIN) Born on August 5, 1920 Mom passed away peacefully with her family by her side on Christmas Eve 2007. She then joined her husband Ross, her parents, her sisters, her brother, her niece and other family members to celebrate the rest of the evening as well as a new beginning. She is survived by her daughter Lannie (Bob) sons Ed (Geri) and Bill, as well as 12 grandchildren, 11 great-grandchildren and many nephews and nieces. Mom resided in Winnipeg since 1953, and worked in retail for many years but her first love was her family. Her favorite place was Trout Lake where Ross and herself spent so much time together. She loved the water, the outdoors, the birds and other wildlife and anything to do with people. She enjoyed socializing, family reunions, taking care of the grandchildren and often the family's cats and dogs. Verna touched many lives in many ways. She always spoke her mind and fought for

Happy New Year 2008
Another year has passed and we're all a little older. Last summer felt hotter and winter seems much colder. I rack my brain for happy thoughts, to put down on my pad, But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad. There was a time not long ago when life was quite a blast. Now I fully understand about "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings, football games and lunches. Now we go to funeral homes, and after-funeral brunches. We used to have hangovers, from parties that were gay. Now we suffer body aches and while the night away. We used to go out dining, and couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags, come home and take a pill. We used to often travel to places near and far. Now we get sore a**es from riding in the car. We used to go out shopping for new clothing at the Mall But, now we never bother... all the sizes are too small. We used to go to nightclubs and drink a little booze. Now we stay at home at night

Whats Goin On
I have come to the realization in life that everything is an illusion. You become educated to go to a higher level of education, you work to make money to eventually set yourself up comfortably to die. Now my point is this the value of life is measured in wealth and they tell you that money cant buy happieness but the value of life is indeed happieness measured in memories and milestones, either of which cannot be bought or sold. So what is a full life worth? What is the value of a heart and soul can that be measured is there a price one has to pay for them because without a heart happiness is impossible can that have a wealth ammount? Without a soul the heart doesnt have a place to reside so is it

My Life And Feelings
I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and I get sad:(. I want to feel your body against mine. I want you forever by my side, I can't stop thinking about you, I really care alot, If i'm wasting my time Please let me know... I will just stop trying:( I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run a

The Day After
Twas the day after Christmas, and all through the house, Every creature was hurting-- even the mouse. The toys were all broken, their batteries dead; Santa passed out, with some ice on his head. Wrapping and ribbons just covered the floor, while Upstairs the family continued to snore. And I in my T-shirt, new Reeboks and jeans, Went into the kitchen and started to clean. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the sink to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the curtains, and threw up the sash. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a little white truck, with an oversized mirror. The driver was smiling, so lively and grand; The patch on his jacket said "U.S. POSTMAN." With a handful of bills, he grinned like a fox Then quickly he stuffed them into our mailbox. Bill after bill, after bill, they still came. Whistling and shouting he called them by name: "Now Dillard's

All Kids Need
ALL KIDS NEED:No Abuse, Insult, Neglect, Maltreatment or Manipulation Sometimes abuse is done with intention to hurt, while other times it is done without malicious intent and awareness. Sometimes abuse is perpetrated by a total stranger, while other times it is perpetrated by someone known, such as a caretaker, neighbor or relative. In any case, abuse and neglect of children or youth is cruel and criminal. It leaves physical and emotional scars that last a lifetime and most often continue in a tragic cycle into future generations. The most eloquent statement I’ve read is from a caring child advocate:“If I could change just one thing, I would stop people from beating their kids. Not just beating, but verbally abusing kids, neglecting kids. You lose your childhood when you’ve been abused. My heart goes out to those children who are abused and have no one to turn to. “My wish is that children be treated as people, and not as property; that their rights as human beings on the p

Your Rose Petals....
Your Rose Petals Sit back with a rose in your mouth. I’ll take it from you, with my tongue Lovely as shy angels, Romantically embracing your rose petals, Smooth as the clouds of heaven, With God watching below. He sees us making love, With raw intentions… With my lips caressing your pleasure center. Wet and dry, Soft don’t cry… I’ll eat the whip cream off your pie. Don’t be afraid to be in love...my dear. To deny yourself to love, Is the biggest mistake to make. In order to know love and how to love, You must surrender yourself to love. I taste the tear, That runs down your cheek… I hold you close… My heart beats only for you. I pour my feelings to you and say they’re true. Don’t fear to love me back… I’ve given you my heart and soul, For me no other will do. We just made love… The way I see it, I poured my love and passion into you. Your lips are like beautiful rose petals, I can never get tired from their taste

Are You Ready?
Well Heroes looks like were gonna make it another year. With the Elections coming we all better be asking ourselves "Are You Ready?" There's still plenty of time for the current sitting morons to mess alot of shit up. And there's no telling what the next crew will do. So you better cinch up your jocks and bra straps cause things are gonna get rough. And in the Spirit of preparing for the upcoming battles I got a song for you. Lyrics included. Ready or Not by Manbreak Do you wanna get out? Do you wanna give in? Do you wanna be contained? Do you wanna be restrained? Do you wanna be enforced by the laws that are made? Do you wanna be deprived? Do you wanna be advised? Do you wanna be controlled, wanna be patrolled? Do you wanna be designed to accept all the time? Do you wanna be bored? Or do you wanna be broke? Do you wanna be conned? Do you wanna be robbed? Do you wanna have to beg for the price of a smoke? Chorus: Do you wanna go round and around, An

I Need You (another Poem)
Ok Everyone Writing a book of poems plz comment and tell me what u think. I Need You I can’t bear the emptiness, I feel within. I miss you more and more, With each day that passes. There isn’t a night that goes by, Without a thought of you. I realize how much I need you. Just as a poet needs inspiration, To write a masterpiece, I need you. Just as an artist, Needs a subject for his work of art, I need you. Just as a composer needs a theme, To create a melody, I need you. For without you, My life will be empty. For without you, I’ve lost my inspiration. There would be no work of art, For me to gaze at. There would be no timeless melody, To listen and dance to with you. My life would exist in shades of gray, In the place of the vibrant colors you bring. I would be less than whole. In the past, The proper words have escaped me. My inner most feelings have been, Kept away in the depths of my heart. With these words, I proclai

Club Envy
The newest spot!!! And it's only getting hotter Click on the drinks above to Get yourselves on in here for a ROCKIN GOOD time !!! Club Envy is new but hot and getting hotter We keep the party goin' all day and night and we could use you to make it better! Click the sign above to come in and partayyy!

What I'm Looking For
this is an application from the heart please show love I'm a big fun loving woman who wants love... someone for hugs all you really need is honesty, cant do being lied too, but we will need to fancy each other aswell :-p so anyone up for the job??? feel free to let me know in the comments i answer any Q u have.... bit about me im 38 & single green eyes dark red dyed hair big girl, im 5'6" tall just look at the pic's that will give you an idear... oh did i say i love having fun lol, I like going out for a drink and staying in with one... love to talk to friend on here and on the phone and meeting up with them... i love things fast 65% of the time, love motorbikes with a passion if they could be my life they would but had to be put aside to bring up 3 children that are now 20, 18 & 15 so can lookafter themselfs now lol just kidding still help out a bit giving them cash most of the time:-s so how about it you need someone too??? this was pinched off :-D ♥b

"never Ending Poem Plz. Add"
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1I work in surgery with blood and guts and i love it! 2.I giggle to much when im on the phone! 3.I like to walk in the rain 4.I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) i don't like when things are out of place...but im getting alot better about it! 5.I was born in Kentucky and have never lived outside the state. 6.I like to listen to all kinds of music from country to manson 7.I found a really great friend on here that i really like alot!!! 8.I've never found true love :( im still looking! 9.I've been married and divorced twice 10.I love spending time with ppl i care about ;) Passing the torch to: woody, echo_1971,djboogie,ken

My Life, Outside 'the Box'
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Smile
A smile costs nothing, but gives much. It enriches those who receives, without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty than he can get along without it, and none is so poor than he can't be made rich by it. A smile creates haapiness in the home, fosters goodwill in business, and is the countersign of friendship. It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature's best antidote for trouble. Yet it can not be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as who has no more to give. And now? Let's smile a little

2007
6:55am Oh Now that I remember, one year ago to the date was when my younger brother was involved in a car accident. Mind you, it was not his fault, the insurance tried to make it seem as if it was. I was there when he made the claim over the phone, since it was somewhat traumatizing for him, especially since his passenger broke her arm in 3 separate places. What else can one do? Would you like me to summarize what happened? They denied him a rental car, health benefits, etc. They even tried to retract their statements against my brother when they couldn't prove a thing against him. His lawyers went after them, but again all we could do was claim the car as a total loss. It took them 3-4, close to 5 months for the car to be completely paid off... Oh I forgot to mention, we had just bought him the car not even one month before. How trippy is that? Now on to my rants. Right now it is 6:58am and it is a rather slow day at work. To say the least, I let my brother borrow my car

From My Heart
this fear inside grows deeper as we speak im not use to this type of fear its worries me greatly that im so afraid to come clean for so long ive wanted you for so long ive waited and yet we spoke the whole time i figured by now id have the courage to ask you anything yet im so afraid that the answer i get wont be the one i want and i dont want that awkwardness between us if its not what i want thatd be my fault and i dont want to lose u uve always been special to me whether you saw it or not i may not be the perfect girl but could u love me the way i am? flaws and all? could u love me the way i love you? i could spend my days lost in you id give u everything just to have you and you have no idea how much i like you i know it may be too soon to ask but i want to know so badly it makes me cry im not perfect,nor will i ever be but would you date me anyways? Sqquueee...Looky,its a new blog by me.And I know how much some of you just LOVE my blogs..sarcasm,aint it

I've Come To Realize
I'm lost and confused a name for this feeling i cannot choose i want to noe because i dont ever want it to stop if it does i think my heart will just drop ive come to realize i care too much ive come to realize i miss her too much ive come to realize that shes alwasy on my mind but we broke up...those feelins shouldve been left behind i keep thinking that the reason was noones fault but mine someone please send me a sign... i cant be just a friend with these feelings i cannot end when we talk its like we re together with someone else i cannot not dream of another i should be as free as a dove but its hard to fly when i fell in love to all my friends...someday i hope u feel wat i feel for some one special...dont ever question ur hearts just ur mind...when u see another fallen whos heart was intertwined...pick him or her up....and never leave a friend behind.... i send my love out to her... mi corazon pertenece at ti....baby u noe

I still remember out first date, how we just sat and talked and got to know each other. Nothing was expected of either of us but conversation. I still remember what we did for my birthday that year and how you took me home for new years to meet you family at the last minute unplanned. I still remember the day that I had to take you to your ship when you had to leave. If I think of it long enough, the tears still come as if it happened yesterday. That was the longest five months I had ever spent without you. I was so excited the day you came home. Over time we grew together and apart and now I find myself without you completely.

Kissing In The Rain
I said, “I’ve always thought that the rain is so romantic.” “Me too,” he said, walking to the porch. There was a downpour. I quickly kicked off my shoes and socks. “No way! You’re going out there?” he laughed. I ran out into the yard. I let the rain pour over me while I jumped and danced. “Come on,” I yelled, “Kiss me in the rain.” He stood at the edge of the porch as if he was scared. Then, he ran to me, gave me a quick kiss, then ran back to the dry porch. “That’s not a kiss!” I yelled, “Come on. Kiss me in the rain.” I saw the seriousness in his eyes. He walked up to me carressed my wet body put his hands between my neck and soaked hair and kissed me ever so gently. We looked at each other smiled and ran to the porch, laughing.

Katrina Pics
Hey friends, just posted some awesome pics of Hurricane Katrina in Mississippi, sent to me from a friend that lost everything but their lives to her. Please rate and if you rate you can rip. Happy New Year. Garry

Pen, Broken
Pen, Broken (Written 1998) Beside the shirt, lying on the beige carpet of the bedroom, lay her pen, broken. I sat quietly and stared at it in something of a daze, reading the inscription, vaguely, repeatedly, hoping to find some small consolation in it. I had thought of the details of her journey, details she had described in the darkest witching hour of night, lying in my arms, talking as the warm night air had embraced us as much as we did each other. I imagined where she was at that moment, what she might be feeling, if anything. Would she cry? Small consolation if she did, and a smaller likelihood still. I could not imagine a woman with the least shred of compassion so coolly stripping me of the chance to say good-bye. Now I was sitting here as the minutes fell away to hours, staring at her pen. Such a meager offering on the altar of Passions Denied. A shirt, mine, but she had worn it that last night when her clothes accidentally became soaked because of a neglected sh

Dark Day Winter
Dark Day Winter (Written 1998) I was thinking of her (when wasn’t I?). The familiar signs were all present; dry mouth, wet palms, slow breath. She was in my mind’s eye again, like some creature from some more perfect place, some place better than here. Such unlikely beauty in such a common place. The image forms slowly at first, then becomes a perfect simulacrum of her. Flawless, her skin and always cool, always pale. Her body was lithe, too graceful to appear at home on this Earth. Her hair was blonde, like she had been baptized in the purest platinum. It was shoulder length, but the gentle way it moved made it seem much longer, like her laughter. Her smile varied somewhere between seraphic and villainous. Her eyes had no less than every seasonal shade in them. The emerald of spring morning at the edge, the jade of high summer, then the gold of childhood autumn and at the center, the deepest black of a dark day winter. Most often I imagine her standing in front

My Heart Is Truely Broken.......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i

Ghost Colored Dawn
Ghost Colored Dawn (Written 1998) Her big green eyes moved over me. They would slide along slowly and then suddenly pounce on something, someone, as if there were many beautiful things in the world to watch, to explore. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, blinking her eyes at me, waiting patiently for me to finish. I was looking at a painting that she had completed only a few weeks before. I studied the black brush strokes that varied from intense to gentle against a pale bluish, almost ghost-colored dawn of a background. They merged to create an almost feminine form, so aesthetic, so mutable, so much a function of it’s own motion, the light across it, that any attempt at a static interpretation seemed doomed from the outset. The broad, black strokes began to fade towards the center or the painting, covered by faint impressions of a musty gray, not quite like fog, so much as mist. Not a mist that obscures, but more like one that surrounds, comforts, provides a goss

Race
hi, i am in a race with someone here on fubar. we are racing on leveling up. i am behind 15,000 points. Please help me by rating my photos and spreading the word. thank you to everyone that helps me to win

Heartfelt Feelings...
cant stop the rain from falling, it hides the tears i shed.. longing to feel you next to me.. holding me so close.. wishing i could kiss your warm lips, to make me forget the pain your absence has left.. i know we will never be.. but i have the dream of someone.. If the only way to be together is in my dreams... Then I will sleep forever.. I MISS YOU.. last night, after work i got bad news of a friends passing.. he was a wonderful person that i knew through song.. he was on his way home yesterday from visiting his children in san antonio.. he will be missed greatly. R.I.P Ernie.. we will miss you always. your leaving to vegas.... what do i do...you dont even remember i exist... i'm scared for our little girl.. i wish i knew what to do...

Gone For A Week
I'll be gomne for a week moving into my new home. I have to get the net set up through the cable company at the new house. So email me if you want to keep in touch between now and then . I'll be back as soon as I can

My Stuff
The darkest days, the coldest nights. You learn to hate, you learn to cry, you maybe even wish to die. You tell the one who should love you the most, they beat you down and call you names, and say that you're the one to blame. Growing up was never fun, it only made you want to run. You hide your face, you hide your shame, wondering if you really were the one to blame. The scars that are left, though can't be seen can make you hateful & mean. A beaten down woman submissive to all, always the one that is willing to crawl. Through it all I know you couldn't see that God was with you as he was with me. He gave you strength when you wished you were dead, he kept you from putting that gun to your head. Your purpose for living, you couldn't see, all you wanted was just to be free. One cold winters night God gave you a gift to help make it all right. Now your a mother, with the chance to show how deep the love of mother is suppose to go. To stand up and fight every a

12-26-07
As i sit here with you on my mind I can't help but ask myself if it's real this time I couldn't dream of a women more Perfect and Kind Not perfect in a since of Flawlessness But perfect in a since of everything a man could Desire You have bought out a side of me i thought That i would never see again With a love so strong, it has to be sin Tho i must admit at first it was lust Then out of nowhere i fell in love with the thought of us I still remember the first time you said you loved me You sent my head flying higher than the highest tree Because you seen through Everything and yet still loved me for ME...

Do You Want To Own Me
FUBAR AUCTION IS NOW OPEN MIN BID IS 100,000 FU BUCKS HIGHEST BID WINS AUCTION RUNS 1 WEEK ALL CASH VALUE BIDS CONVERTED TO FU BUCKS $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks What Im offering is 100 11's during that month(during HHs) Rating Stash & Photos Daily Comment Personalised Graphics including animations Owned by ..... on my name A link to their page from my page A weekly pimp out Plus anything else I can think of at the time

Update 12-30-07
Well, today is the big day. Finally! Just thought I'd write a little note before I get ready. My appointment is at 9:15, which is a good thing with this type of doctor. Hopefully, no new little ones wanted to show their cute little faces in this world this morning. I HATE sitting in waiting rooms for hours. Anyway, I'll update those of you who want to know what happens when I get back. Wish me luck, and a little prayer to the Big Guy would be appreciated very much! I love you guys! xoxo Laurie Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with me. If you didn't read my earlier blog titled *Yawn*, this might not make sense to you. Check it out if you want to. My problem started getting better on it's own on Christmas day. I was so relieved! Until this morning.....ugh. It started up again and is worse than before. I still can't get in to see the doc until January 7, but I will be calling every day to see if they have any cancellations. Meanwhil

Real Life Is Different
so today i'm attending the rosary at the funeral home and then tomorrow is the thing itself. i made a collection of songs that she loved and ones that i felt appropriate and i'll hand them out to family members later i guesss... hmmmm... new years... i dunno if i'm doing my annual getting plastered at the space needle... too much i think... but man do i want to... btw, does anyone know when the paain from the tooth is suppposed to end????

New
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Back
Okay for all my true friends. I am back on fubar again. I have alot of family issues with my baby boy and alot of hater issues on here. So i took a little break. I missed my true friends alot and i hope you all will welcome me back I have some kick ass family on here and love the shit out of you!!!!

Upcoming Shoots
Greeting everyone. This months Shoots are as follows. 3rd - 5th South Carolina 7th - 13th Vegas 14th - 19th L.A. area 20th - 31st Jacksonville Fl. I am open for at least 2 shoots. Contact me if interested! Lady_liz

Like Eating Glass
its so cold in this house..... now drink the poison like eating glass.... I cant eat I cant sleep, I cant sleep I cant dream....... we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the walls again, we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the furniture, we have crosses on our eyes for richer or poorer for better or worse, weve had crosses on our eyes, weve been walking into the furniture...

How To Love Unconditionally!!!
How to Love Unconditionallyexcerpt from 'Friendship with God'by Neale Donald WalschHow can I love unconditionally and unlimitedly?The first step in being fully loving is that you must fully love your Self. If you believe that humans are by nature non-trustworthy and evil, you will create a society that supports that view, then enact laws, approve rules, adopt regulations, and impose restraints that are justified by it.If you believe that humans are by nature trustworthy and good, you will create an entirely different kind of society, in which laws, rules, regulations, and restraints are rarely required. The first society will be freedom limiting, the second, freedom giving.God is fully loving because God is fully free. To be fully free is to be fully joyful, because full freedom creates the space for every joyful experience. Freedom is the basic nature of God. It is also the basic nature of the human soul. The degree to which you are not fully free is the degree to which you are not f

Thanks Fubar Friends !!!
Me and a few friends were set to go to our high school reunion. It was me, DONNIE DEMONSEED, DARRICK, & TOMMY in one car and MAJIK, CHEF JAY, & BIG PAPI in another car. We didn't have STRUMMER ride with us because he always thinks he's THE BOSS.(plus he always got us LOST) LOL We were all together again like when we were in the breaking dancing club called STRENGTH BEYOND STRENGTH. Only SMACKER wasn't going to be there since he was in Rehab due to being hooked on an ANTIDEPRESSANT.(& he had the FLU) Just before we got there Tommy started to get ROADRAGE because a guy cut him off. NO ONE knew why since it wasn't a big deal. We all thought maybe cause of the SUMMER heat. We calmed him down and went to The ARKHAM hotel. This place was jumping !!! All the same girls were there. PIXIE, MONICA THE GREAT, JENUHPHUR, VANESSA, and EVIL ASH were looking like SEXYMOMMA's. And boy were they being FIESTY and KINKYGIRL's. SEDUCTION was in the air. ROBIN's TA TA's were looking real good too. It

Military Princess's Blog
Mommy's crying Daddy's left again I felt him kiss my forehead last night I couldn't open my eyes Not wanting to say goodbye I told mommy it's okay He'll be back again some day Not soon enough She always seemed to say I'm proud of my daddy Proud to say he fights for us every day You see, my daddy is a soldier I feel the wind in my hair As he holds me even tighter The sun kissing my skin It's not the same goodbye as before I can barely stand here long enough To watch him board that plane And every night I pray It's been weeks since I've heard his voice As I pick up the phone and hear him speak Smiling, my tears fall Upon the letter I got last week Written with special care And signed Love always, your soldier I glance at the mantel My son's picture standing out I raised him right I raised him proud Now he stands out amongst the crowd Dressed up head to toe Standing proud in his camouflage Now I just pray the phone doesn't ring I've been worried sinc

Live Journal
sooo every sunday i am cleaning just to keep the house looking good, everything from sweeping mopping of the floors dusting , to scrubbing the toilet and counter tops.... now i feel a lil anal retentive i dunno if its the army or what when cleaning my house and everything looking organizes sometimes even dress right dress lol... but my room is trashes always ... ug my roomate just told me we were getting like 4-6 inches of snow and i am supposed to drive to boston tomarrow to pick up jayna from the airport. greeat.... not only is it new yrs even tomarrow but boston and snow... this is going to be hecktic.. but on a positive note the house is nearly done being cleaned. and my room is looking fairly well.. i have to interveiw a new potential roomy.. its just been me and charlene for almost 3 months now.. hope this new girl andrea moves in she is quite cute looking i do miss some of my x roomates..but everyone has there place n time and this blog is really starting to sound

My Writing N Wordz
you sprung into my life and left an imprint that could never be erased no matter how much effort was put forth with just the thought of your smile in my thoughts was all i ever needed and wanted but to have you on my thoughts was all I ever endured just to see you and feel you with every warm touching embrace was enough to last a lifetime but even after the second it stops I wanted and craved for more to search for you took a lifetime to keep you in that reach it only took a stretch to keep you was a journey but well worth the steps to walk forward it was all bout making you feel you were need n wanted and all I ever thought was that you were just enough but when it came down to it you all I ever wanted n needed you completed every vision that I ever thought was possible and every wanted and dream of coming true you like that tatto with that everlasting imprint on my heart so ceptable to be broken but easy to mend just with a smile and a love you you made my every

Love What A Joke
Is love real. I dont believe so, it's just humans not want to spend the rest of their lives alone. Now I know you can love your own flesh and blood but to actually love someone who's not related to you, not possible. For me, hope is gone and this is something I am almost sure I wont just bounce back. Love what a joke. Now dont get me wrong, I hope I am wrong but the things I've seen and been put through makes it hard to believe in anything or anyone. Part of me is lost. I don't know who am I anymore. The true friend have came and gone. Either move on with there own lifes or I just lost contact. I wanted so much more and yet I have nothing to show. Time to revalulate my life and start living it for myself and fuck what everyone else thinks. Today is a new day, so if you dont like me or who I am. Stay the fuck out of my way because i'm tired of getting used and goodbye sweet, kind hearted Krystine and say hello to the bitch known as Skky. Now for those who are not users, abuse

Papa Smurf
I live in a little Town TN. By Bigest thing is my Painting and wood carving. i love all kinds of people. as long as they are close to normal, at least half the time.I work alot but we have to live. i"am not in to the sick sh##T just people who can be true to them selfs.

Roll Call
ok i am just home from iraq well no matter what i do when i post on any sites i get booted off the site for some reason and that reason is thatthey are afrade of the truth WELL COMMING HOME IS WORST THEN BEING OVER THERE AND I KNOW THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY TO BE HOME BUT I HAVE BEEN BACK ALL OF 3 WEEKS SOFAR AND I KNOW THAT THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE BEEN FUCKING THINGS UP AN I KNOW THAT I DO NOT MEAN TO BUT I KNWO THAT I DO AND I LOOK AT PEOPLE AND I SEE WHAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE AND IN THAT WHAT HAVE I BECOME I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE AND ALL THAT BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER

Poems
I tell you that I worry, You laugh at my conscerns. Its people like you who frighten me, And often who never learn. You think you know whats best, But in truth only whats best for you. Who are you to judge someone elses worries, And make it acceptable to do what you do? I don't think its right, For you to deflect my fears. Act as if I never spoke, And wait til the smoke clears. I dont appreciate it, Just shows you don't care. There may not be a next time, Because I doubt Ill be there. I dont know how I can pine for her, As if she were My own lover. How can she possibly Cause me such pain, How can I do for Her In so much vain. How can I love her When she hurts me so much When she blinds me by her beauty And burns me from her touch. How can I walk back through fire, Time and Time again, How can I be in this for her, If she is JUST my friend?

"who Am I?"
"who am I?" what I think what I feel what I wish I could do.... these parts of me put into words. they are all different pieces of me all of it makes up ME but all of them are different I am a vengeful, violent type I am a loving compassionate kind I am hopeless & sad I am heartbroken & suicidal I am hopeful & full of courage I am a murder I am a healer I am honest I am a liar I am the devil I am a angel I am are yin yang I am all things because I feel all those things I am fucking nuts is what I am... I am the philosophical personification of the very idea of yin yang

Friends
I have been tagged by Soul. This means that I have to write a blog about 10 things that relate to my life. 1. I have 3 beautiful children 2. I love being outdoors surrounded by nature 3. I enjoy being on stage and acting 4. enjoy music and cant live without it 5. moving soon to start a new chapter in my life 6. my favorite job was bartending 7. I want to see and do everything (well almost) 8. I enjoy learning new things 9. Enjoy laughter and good friends 10. Love being in the sun most of all I am tagging etherial Shy Angel Shiscus Just Me Sky Loan Guy All of you please do the same: Write 10 things about yourself and spread the tagging to 5 others. Good Friends are like stars.... you dont always see them but you always know they are there Ok Ya'll I am in my first contest on Fubar. I would really appreciate all the help you can give me by rating and/or commenting on the photo I have linked below. The contest begins Sat Jan 26 at 9pm est time and ends Feb 2 @ 11p

Life
Old Age, I decided, is a gift I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother/father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.

What Can I Do?
Many of Fubar Knows of our Love.Many of Fubar,have sufferd much wrath from our Love. Fubar isn't a Dating Site.It's a site of constant Drama Fueled by Hatred,now of Millions. When Deanna an I came to Fubar it was called LostCherry.It was like a Hippie Commune then. There was so much Kindness an Love on here then.Even when it was called Cherrytap there was was Love on this Site. The only thing on Fubar now is the Bond that Developed between Jeff & Deanna.This Bond started at CherryTap.A Love so Powerful,A Love that has Conquerd much Drama.Deanna an Jeff are Complete, We have met we have Consolmated our Love our Passion,we have confirm'd that we are True Soulmates. A New Chapter will rise,as I will Travel from Massachusetts to Louisiana,On the 4th of August 2008, I Cherish Deanna I Respect,Admire.An I Love her with all my Heart & Soul.I have never Loved another As I Love my Precious Baby Girl,whom has been my world whom has been Devo

Poohbear
Gentle is your touch as I close my eyes and imagine I breathe ever so deep, filling my insides with thoughts and uncovering passions Full is my heart when I think of how I long for you, your smile, your touch, your embrace I inhale and anticipate you in haste Exhale and feel the ecstasy that comes from the mere remembrances of your lips touching mine The gentle suck on my tongue, your kiss so divine Ever so complete a feeling that comes deep and inward with just the mention of your name Everything about you, about us sets my soul aflame Love of my life these things hold true, whilst I am I and you are you All that we have now and all that is to be makes my heart smile constantly! I wrote this (poohbear) I love you my dearest flower, You are my gentle rose, Fragrant and lovely, To be truly desired and adored. You are adorned with the deepest of red velvet, Soft and supple, smooth to the touch on my lips, I will gen

New Year
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I JUST WANT TO SAY TO YOU ALL I HOPE THE NEW YEAR FINDS YOU ALL HAPPY AND BRINGS YOU LOTS OF LUCK I KNOW I MYSELF COULD USE A GOOD YEAR BLESSED BE TO YOU ALL HAVE BE SAFE

I'm A Gimp!
So, yesterday my boys and I decided to tackle the spring cleaning in the winter job and switch rooms so they would have more space. We took apart their beds, my bed, washed all the sheets and blankets, cleaned out everything and everywhere and made a bunch of bags for donations. By this time I was tired! So, while trying to put their beds back together I managed to trip over the frame I was screwing into the headboard and did this 180 swirly, turn, lutz into the frame itself landing my big ol booty on my arm. BACKWARDS! I thought for sure it was broken immediately. OMG, IT HURT and I was wailing like a BANSHEE! I sat there are tangled in this mess for a few minutes bawling my eyes out and realized it hurt more when I shook and that I had to get up. So I got to the couch and figured we better head for the hospital. I had shooting pains up and down my arm and it hurt so bad it was making me want to vomit. So we drive all the way there, and 3 ambulances are unloading

Southern Traditions
During a funeral procession every vehicle , private or commercial , even 18 wheelers pull over to the side of the road out of respect. The police officers that block the intersections stand with their hand over their heart. Southern hospitality should be extended even to those who can not say "thank you." New Years Superstitions Empty pockets or empty cupboards on New Years Eve portend a year of poverty If the first person to cross the threshold of a house after midnight on New Years is a dark-haird man and he carries a shovel full of coal, then a year of good luck will follow. Its bad luck to let a fire go out on New Year's Eve. You could ensure yourself good fortune by draining the last dregs from a bottle of drink on New Years! The Weather: If the wind blows from the south, there will be fine weather and prosperous times in the year ahead. If it comes from the north, it will be a year of bad weather. The wind blowing from the east brings famine and calamities

New Lounge
YOUR ADDICTION is a new club that has gone through several changes over the last few days but IS DEFINATELY ON THE RISE! With changes in background, players, some staff, the place just keeps getting better. YOUR ADDICTION's owner is DJ CHAN formerly of Club Karizma. Some ill wishers have tried to fuck with the new club but DJ CHAN has it under control with the help of some good friends. If your looking for some good tunes and good times check out YOUR ADDICTION but don't confuse with club addiction, DIFFERENT OWNER - BETTER ATTITUDE!

Wykd Tykt!
HAVE YOU HEARD ??? WYKD Lounge is holding a tykt contest!You have chances to win a Ticker and there are even daily drawings to win a slot during Prime time to have your favorite songs played on WYKD RADIO CLICK THE WYKD TYKT BELOW FOR DETAILS.(Do Not send orders to Rain or me.)Ordering is done through Wicked Storm WYKD Homepage! Buy 1 get 2~*~ Get 2 WYKD Wheelz for the price of 1! ALL DAY SATURDAY!! ~*~From Midnight 1/19 EST till Midnight 1/20 EST~*~

Pimp N Ho Ball Party
Well 2008 is finally here and Pimpdaddy is preparing his list for all his pretend faux players. To all the pretend players that sent me their information and was able to get their names on the invitation list, be looking for that golden ticket to arrive in the mail soon. For all those that didn't make the list for this years party, don't fret, just find yourself a player with the golden ticket and you can come with them. If you can't find a player already on the list, then send pimpdaddy your information so you won't miss out on next years event. You can always goto www.wvpimpnhoball.com and there you can learn how to get ya name on the list for future parties. Well the emails are pouring in for requests to get an invitation for the annual West VA Pimp N Ho Ball party coming up March 1st 2008. Today is the deadline to get ya name on the mailing list if you area wanting an invitation be mailed out to you for West Va's wildest and craziest party of the year. Pimpdaddy would also

Girls...
The no virgin, freak in the bed, dominant in relationships, sexxi, always wants the last word, someone loves them right now, caring, easy to talk to, everything you ever wanted, easy to please, smart, intelectual, the one and only... Brave Intelegent Gentle Polite Energetic Nutty Industrious Sensitive If all else fails, Well... read the CAPITAL letters ONLY!!!

Relationships
Whe na girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When you break her heart, she still feels it when you walk into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are going through her mind. When a girl is not arguing she is thinking DEEPLY! When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl anwers "I'm Fine" after a few seconds, she is not fine! When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wondiful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers FOREVER! When a girl says "she can't live without you, she has made up her mind... you are her future. When a girl says "I miss you" no one in the worl can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a break-up, she wants you back, but she is scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone!!! True love is w

News, Politics And Religion
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Terrorists are likely to use a weapon of mass destruction somewhere in the world in the next five years, a blue-ribbon panel assembled by Congress has concluded. Police watch over travelers at New York's Grand Central Terminal before Thanksgiving. They are more likely to use a biological weapon than a nuclear one -- and the results could be devastating, the chairman of the commission told CNN. "The consequences of a biological attack are almost beyond comprehension. It would be 9/11 times 10 or a hundred in terms of the number of people who would be killed," former Sen. Bob Graham said. He cited the flu virus that killed millions of people in 1918 as an example. "Today it is still in the laboratory, but if it should get out and into the hands of scientists who knew how to use it for a violent purpose, we could have multiple times the 40 million people who were killed 100 years ago," he said. The U.S. government "needs to move more aggressively

Let's Turn Back Time~
Let’s turn back time to a wonderful time Let’s turn back time when everything was happy Let’s turn back time to when our love was joyus Let’s turn back time to were we didn’t hurt each other all time Let’s turn back time to when we were filled with laughter Let’s turn back time to when we made each other smile Let’s turn back time to when we didn’t make each other cry Let’s turn back time to day we said our I dos Let’s turn back time to the day I said I’d marry you Let’s turn back time Let’s turn back time Let’s turn back time We can never turn back time and do it over; even though we would like to.

Update
SORRY I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH MY NEW JOB TO GET ONLINE. IM GOING TO TRY TO MAKE THAT A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION TO BE ONLINE MORE AND TAKE MORE PICS. HOPE EVERYONE HASA A SAFE AND AWESUME NYE EVE. KISSES Sexy New Years Comments & Graphics

Happy New Year
all Of These Great People Are In A Fubucks Give Away Please Stop By And Rate And Comment All you Can! Click Here :D *Paralyzer* ~Bald Punk~ ~LilMsMaria~ CCA~ Mistress Angels 12~LoNg Cool WoMaN iN a BlAcK dRess~ ~ROX~ NoLe Mi TaNgErE ~Metal Baby~ ~Ancient1~ Choose who You Want To Help!! "BOMBS AWAY" AND

Words To Live By
Words to live by when you seem to have nothing !) Every person you meet may seem better off but you have no clue what’s wrong on the inside of him or her or around him or her so treat him or her like family even if they wrong you. 2) What you do have in life is precious and should be loved no matter what even when the world has you against the wall love what you have in your life for you may never have it again. 3) If you seem unable to escape the darkness that surrounds you embrace it and use it to your advantage for in times of strife you can use it to help others with their problems. 4) Time on this rock is very short don’t waste it with what ifs do what you can and do it in love hold what you can and hold it in love and know out there your making a difference even if you cant see it you are. 5) You may think the world hates you but in truth its fear any one who has ever said I hate you means to say I fear you but wont admit it to themselves. 6) Know when to b

^..^ Scratches
He goes by Rev. Real Flirt aka Texas Playboy. He has also been known in the past as MDA (Mystic Dark Angel). He also goes by Last Gentleman (which is in WV location) but uses that profile to pretend he is his brother. It was created to "end drama" in his lounge. His name is James Vice. He has hurt me beyond. Made me believe he wanted to be with me. He didnt want such a thing! His profile says he is a player and he plays with the womans hearts...he played mine good...even tho he said he wasnt playing with me. That what he said to me was true. He even told me he wanted to marry me for real...interesting eh? Sad part is I believed everything... If we can post stuff about a person molesting children...then we should be allowed to post when someone is molesting with women's minds. I did delete the original conversations that him and I had...however...I forgot that I had copied and paste them to a very dear friend of mine...and I think that everyone should be warned about this

" Need To Say This Loud And Clear "
I HAD A " STATUS THAT READ WISHIN FOR A VIP " IN MY SHOUT FROM A GUY WAS THIS YOUR A BEGGIN BITCH I POLITELY SAID BACK TO HIM FUCK YOU . I HAVE NOT BEGGED FOR A BLAST , OR A VIP THEY WERE GIFTS. AND FRANKLY IM FAR FROM A BEGGAR . I ALSO DID A AFEW CHANGES IN MY PROFILE ABOUT ME , BUT NO ONE READS , ITS LIKE THIS IM A SIMPLE WOMEN , NOT HIGH MAINTENANCE,NOT INTO FANCY HOMES,CARS,FURS,DIAMONDS, IM ME . AND PUT THAT SHIT IN MY SHOUT BOX IS ONE THING A GUY CAN GET MY ANSWER TO A " FUCK YOU " LOUD AND CLEAR . SO, IM NOT SOMEONES BITCH , IM SOMEONES FUWIFE AND VERY MUCH HIS R/L OLE LADY . CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

About Me
HI YALL I THOUGHT ID TELL YA A LIL ABOUT ME. MY NAME IS MICHELLE BUT EVERY1 CALLS ME SHELLY. IM 34 YEARS OLD. IM A MOTHER OF 1 GIRL, JESSICA, 12 AND 1 BOY, MIKE, 13. I AM FROM ROSEVILLE, CA BUT IVE TRAVELED EVERYWHERE AND LIVED IN ALOT OF DIFFERENT PLACES. I FOUND MY SOULMATE, JAMES DELANEY, ON POGO.COM. HE LIVES IN ALASKA WICH ME AND MY 2 KIDS ARE MOVING THERE IN JUNE 2008 AND WE ARE GOING TO BE MARRIED IN OCTOBER OF 2008. I HAVE LOTS TO TELL YALL ABOUT ME BUT THEN WHAT WOULD WE TALK ABOUT WHEN WE BECOME FRIENDS. ALL I ASK IS PLEASE DONT ASK FOR NUDE PICS OF ME I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH SELF RESPECT TO BE POSTING CRAP LIKE THAT ONLINE. HOPE TO MEET MANY MORE PEOPLE TO CHAT AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH SOON.

To All My New Fubar Friends
When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yo

Leavin Kow
I am leavin the KOW and Spirit Warrior Levelers. I do appologize for any inconvience this poses on anyone and do appreciate the help I have been given by everyone there. A lot of people are leavin due to drama and stuff bein said about them and I will not be dragged into it. This is the reason I am leavin. My name has been changed and my morph has been deleted from my pics. Thank you all for your support in levelin me up and everything you have given to me and done for me. I wish the best for those that have stayed. Good luck in levelin and in all you do! Blessed Be!

Semi Naughty Pics.
I am currently trying to collect lips and tongue ring pics, so if you want to contribute, let me know. Lips pics: Just lips. No half face pics. Tongue licking is a plus. Tongue ring pics: These I want full face pics, with your tongue out, (obv). I have no intention of spanking off to these. It's just a weird obsession. They will be kept in a private folder, not sure yet who gets to see. Thanks to anyone who contributes!

End Of 2007
As a nurse I see so many patients coming in and being on all kinds of antidepressant drugs. It amazes me that some of these people arent in a coma from the amount of stuff they are on. Doctors these days are way too quick to put people on meds imo. My daughter told her physician that SOMETIMES she feels a little anxious when shes driving in her car alone. He prescribed an addicting antidepressant for her. A little over the top in my opinion. I happened upon this article....that says basically that sadness is not only NORMAL it is also healthy and can help you to be a better person and actually enhance your life more. I know...it sounds strange but check out the article. it does make some valid points, especially when discussing relationships. May explain why the divorce rate is so high.....not always happy with your mate? Just dump them and find someone that makes you happier. http://www.newsweek.com/id/107569 In thinking about it...Ive done some of my best work while feelin

Stories
It was windy and cool day as the sun was well hidden behind a gray sky. Rain lightly fell as we stood there waiting patiently, watching the airplane as it taxied along the tarmac. Slowly it turned towards us and stopped along side the long line of deep black cars that had earlier been driven up and parked. We were all dressed in our formal dress uniforms. Each proudly representing our seperate branches of service. We were there to make sure that those inside were afforded the highest respect and thanks from our great nation for the job they had done and the sacrifices they had made. The cool breeze tugged at us gently and yet we stood there unwavering in the face of what lay ahead. The side door opened and we watched as soldier after soldier walked down the tall flight of stairs and onto a bus. Not a word was spoken by anyone as this day would be etched in our minds forever. Finally the tail of the airplane was opening and the cargo inside would be soon unloaded. In a sharp sound

Dark Poetry 1
Blink The suns eyes shine brightly, unable to blink, Or some would say thats what we think... Wind slides whistfully over a scar, expectant eyes peer quietly above, Children amuse themselves cheerfully along the street, one trips tearing a glove, "Darkness is coming" a mouth voices the words drifting through the stagnant air, Nightmares flicker within the suns eye, twisting the sphere into a lucent flare, Sound stops and looks up, hundreds of dark spheres gaze ahead, insanity itself comes into sight, Shrieks of terror pierce through reality, the world closes its jaws locking all life in fright, Peace shatters into vicious growls, the reels of terror fueled by screams begin their pull, Shredded innocence splatters a horrified expression, tears reflect a figure smashed onto its skull, Shadows slide over newly appointed corpses, the wet patter of life embraces the ground, Hundreds of dark strands splinter the earth, death riding atop their waves of sound, Pleas are s

Dark Poetry 2
Specter of Ruin Burning with vivid intensity, a illusion unfolds within realities morbid calls, A specter of pure energy pulsating in the middle of this ruined cities walls, Frigid air seizes twisted wreckage, liquid silhouettes form unaffected by the cold, Embracing the side of a vibrant violet petal, its aura radiating chaos both new and old, Peace was once associated with the specter, amongst the fogs of surrounding war, Standing, as some thought, as a last bastion of humanities hope, part of some mystical door, A crack of lightening pierces the air, shadows are swept across demise down below, Visions paint on reality, images unfold . . . ill attempt by humans targeted like doe, Sparks of steel clap the air, the ground shakes violently through a hand that curls and lays still, Sadness pours across hopeless expressions as the party of three trudges across the decadent hill, Razor edged wind slices into callused wrinkles, frozen tears imprison cold blac

Dark Poetry 3
Natural Selection Moonlight spills upon this valley, this forest of undying life, A true revision of natures raw form, within this evolving strife, Shadowy leaves drift content and free, solemnly reflecting the warm gaze of the moon, Sliding gracefully between numerous dark branches, darkness rides atop the wind in this forestry dune, Whispers glide wistfully along wind driven lips, passed from a maze of the undergrowth's twisted storm, Giant oaks twisted with arcane knowledge, radiate effervescent warnings of two in human form, Hundreds of exotic shadows turn slowly toward the two, razor thorns appear encircling their bodies like saws, Dimly glowing red, the moss illuminates the dark forest's floor. Shadowy limbs twist into mangled claws. Boots step cautiously along the soft ground, The forest radiating a dark warning for them to see, "This the spot we're clearing on the contract?" Eyes flicker over paperwork a shadowy head nods to agree, H

My New Year
New Year has blessed me with The Flu .. get the Flu Shot its well worth it .. So much to do and catch up ...Any big plans for Valentines Day yet ?? 29 Days and counting to my birthday :) I just wanted to wish all the best for a healthy and happy 2008 !! The bestof love always !!and I hope to get more friends on here !! What makes people truly happy ?? sex ?? realtionships ?? tell me what makes you happy

New Year's
Hi all! I think I have sent around 250 comments today! But since I will off and on for the rest of the night, I am afraid I might miss some of you! So, I take this time to wish EACH and EVERYONE of you the Happiest and MOST PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR POSSIBLE! Happy 2008! Manly

Happy New Year
I hope everyone has a happy and safe new year. Remember, get a designated driver if you go anywhere and stay safe if you do go anywhere. Tonight is a night for celebrating to ring in the new year. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

Shhhhhhhhh
Here I am again, Overwhelming feelings A thousand miles away From your ocean home Part of me is near Thoughts of what we were invade The miles that stand between We can't separate Your all I hoped you'd become Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory * * * Complimentary "Sister" Ringtone! * * * Download The Nixons Ringtones Sister I miss you Fleeting visits pass Still they satisfy Reminders of the next Overshadow goodbye Our flames burn as one Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory Sister I miss you All I am begins with you Thoughts of hope understood Half of me breathes in you Thoughts of love remain true [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Here we are again saying goodbye Still we fall asleep underneath the same sky You're all I knew you'd become Sister I see you Dancing on the stage Of memory Sister I miss you Entwined, you and I Our souls speak from across the miles Intertwi

Happy New Years
TO all my friends and family, I wish you and your family all the best this coming year. May it be blessed with many wonderful things as you all are so deserving of it. Please have a safe one. WwW.SparkleTags.Com

Publice Service Annoucment
This is a public service announcement from your local State police officers and Shadowpw Please Don't Drink and Drive PARK AND PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!! please rate and fan kinkstar sin (read her profile before adding)

Why They Died
SHORT AND TO THE POINT! Cindy Sheenan asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam? Another mother asked President Truman. "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President F.D. Truman, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President George Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Long, long ago a mother asked, "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar - "So that others may have life and dwell in Peace, Happiness and Freedom." IF YOU DO NOT STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS! PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STAND IN FRONT OF THEM!!!! WELCOME TO THE UNITED S

Ethan Is Now 9 Months Old
Ethan is now 9 months old and i can't believe that he is growing up so fast. he is almost a year old. I am going to have to be planning a first birthday party soon. It feels just like yesterday he was borned, and that i layed in labor for 21 hours. I can't believe it either. I just wish that he was still a baby. Because he is growing up so fast. I love him so much. he is doing so much new stuff now. He is going to be walking any time now. he is walking around the furniture and everything now. I am so happy that i have a beatiful baby boy.

Jokes
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Lov e Kids. "That's nice," she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes t

63 And Pregnant
63 and Pregnant A woman went to the emergency room, where she was seen by a young new doctor. After about 3 minutes in the examination room, the doctor told her she was pregnant. She burst out of the room and ran down the corridor screaming. An older doctor stopped her and asked what the problem was; after listening to her story, he calmed her down and sat her in another room. Then the doctor marched down the hallway to the first doctor's room. 'What the hell's wrong with you?' he demanded. 'This woman is 63 years old, she has two grown children and several grandchildren, and you told her she was pregnant?!! The new doctor continued to write on his clipboard and without looking up said: 'Does she still have the hiccups?'

New Years
Welp...it's 12:11 am...its offically 2008...so were is my new years kiss? playing video games on his computer, not even acknowledged it's new years. I got more from him while he was in Iraq!!!! happy freakin new years to me!!! it's sure as hell not a happy one!!!!!!!

Hey
i am going to hold my breath till i get some love and if i die its your fault.....hope you can live with that....OOO just so you know i am going to haunt you damn i just made it to a level 14 i have been here for ever,,,,,,damn could use so love some time HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL AND TO ALL A NUDE NITE

New Yrs And Poems
This poem Is about and for Shazzy and Courtney 2 very best friends.They are there through thick and thin. Best friends Best friends through the end,your loved and kindness never ends.For support you are second to none,for you two never stopped till the end Is done. Truly devoted to each other well being and happiness.Never giving up even when life Is at It's darkest your light shines through bringing your feel of warmth to cleared away the mist.For true friends are worth their weight In gold,for they will never let you down.And they will never lose their value to you as the yrs passes by.So hold your friends close to your heart and never let them down,for without friends you are truly lost to the world.

End Of 2007
well yup its gone another year. here on this end it was a long year lots of ups and downs went through a major move half way across country started the year out thinking life was ending applied and got denied for military ptsd claim went through a period of stupid shit almost lost my wife due to my stupidity and finally toward the end got things back on track and am working back on the river again which i did before the army and love this job. the new house we are in is gorgeous no carpet all hard wood floors, had some tooth trouble "still going on" that will be taken care of on the 7th of january. lost my grandmother at the end of june which put me in a depression cycle which damn near ended my life at that point but my wife and a few close friends helped me through it and i am forever greatful. to top this year off and end it i found out that as time has gone on with all the ups and downs i believe it has helped me and my family grow closer togeather. at end of year i come to two con

Thank You Mumm To Me
THANK U MISS.KRIS!!! *heart hotels* *fogelberg tribute* ok, so if u read my last mumm, you know i'm a Fogelberg fan, and sad he died. most know him for "same old lang syne," "run for the roses," and "leader of the band." while those are superior tunes, nothing can beat, imo, the lyrical and musical genius of "heart hotels." and Miss.Kris found for me a tribute to him with "heart hotels" as the bg music! show 'er ¢¾.... this is a great New YEar's tune... Well there's too many windows In this old hotel And rooms filled with reckless pride And the walls have grown sturdy And the halls have worn well But there is nobody living inside Nobody living inside... Gonna pull in the shutters On this heart of mine Roll up the carpets and pull In the blinds And retreat to the chambers that I left behind In hopes there still may be Love left to find Still may be love left to find. Seek inspiration in daily affairs Now your soul is in tro

New Years
Hope everyone had a great New Years Eve..and didn't get wasted. I did. Went skiing..and only fell once. LOL. Was pretty fun. My brother n law and sis n law went.. and didn't get much skiing done. She got sick the instant she got on the hill.. I think from fear. Was her 3rd time. Such a shame,,when she just spent 110 on her ski boots.. 14dollars on socks.. 20 on ski pants..etc. Brother n law.. he had problems with his skis.. so he didn't ski much either. We ended up going back to there place when the place closed. Ate pizza and hung out a little. Now, I am surviving on 4 hours of sleep and up and ready to go to work...Ughhh. I get so sick of working holidays. Was hoping they were down in patients but I guess not. Last night was pretty sad though..as I was going up the lift.. I seen the medical people rushing to help this little girl who was snow boarding. She had to be only 6 or 7. Not sure what was really wrong.. but its sad to see somthing like that. I hope shes ok. An

Animation Effects
Today Ive added an album with animation effects you can apply to your photos, there is a total of 49 effects at the moment. As you know I never charge for my graphics and dont intend to start. But cos animations take a little bit longer, if you would like one plz rate all the photos in that album, them PM me with which one you would like and the photo you would like me to use. Once I have done the animation I will place it in a pickup album. Plz rate that and leave a comment that you have picked it up. When picking up the animation dont rip it to your album or the animation wont work. Right Click and save it to your computer. To load it into your album use the little box at the bottom. Here are a few examples, clicking on them will take you to the album.

20 Weird Superstitions
According to the dictionary, Superstition is an irrational belief arising from ignorance or fear. There are superstitions for almost all aspects of our daily lives and most have unknown origins. Sometimes they are logical (for example, don't walk under a ladder) but most of the time they are ridiculous. Some people can become controlled by their superstitions (such as the fear of walking on cracks) which is very unhealthy. Here is a list of 20 weird superstitions. 1. A bird in the house is a sign of a death 2. A loaf of bread should never be turned upside down after a slice has been cut from it. 3. Never take a broom along when you move. Throw it out and buy a new one. 4. If the first butterfly you see in the year is white, you will have good luck all year. 5. If a black cat walks towards you, it brings good fortune, but if it walks away, it takes the good luck with it. 6. An acorn at the window will keep lightning out 7. A dog howling at night when someone in the

The Kiss
I love the kiss of your mouth your lips pressed against mine driving me wild... in public or private makes no difference to me it is the connection that counts between us the mutual absorption and exchange of pheromones that tells me all I need to know that our hearts function together as one pulsating and beating with a shared excitement sometimes bleeding with the sorrows of life that only you and I can relate to but I must tell you that your kiss makes it all worthwhile for me

My Lover's Heart
Oh! Search your hearts each and all who dare. Dig deep for the treasures buried there. Surely none you will find will e'er compare to the bounty that I hold so dear. What, you ask, could bring such bliss A loving memory, a stolen kiss, a mother's touch you have grown to miss What bounty can you hold so dear? Could it be made of riches untold Of ruby clusters and strands of gold, paid with a price, to be bought or sold. Is this the bounty you hold so dear? Listen now to what I say to you. It is no mystery from beyond the blue, not a careless whisper of "I love you". This is not what I hold so dear. Within my heart is a gift, you see of another's heart beating steadily. My lover has entrusted it readily and there it grows unceasingly as we two become one for eternity. Yes, his heart is what I hold so dear.

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference ...Robert Frost

Winter .. !
Productivity % Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We haveall been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful. What makes life 100%? If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then, H A R D W O R K 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% But, A T T I T U D E 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% And, B U L L S H I T 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hardwork and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top. And look how far A S S K I S S I N G 1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 127% will take you. WinterStatistics 98% of Americans say "Oh Shit" before going in the ditch on a slippery road. The other

When I Think Of You
When I think of you it's like time stands still and i get a thrill cause' I feel a chill spill down the spine of my back... I react unleashing butterflies throughout my entire system... I listen to your voice inside of my head reminiscing the time that we've shared... I get scared and I'm impaired if I think of my life without you... I'll have no good times without you... I love everything about you... When I think of you it's like I'm dancing in a warm rain alleviating any pain that this world strains me through... You're my friend and my boo... I'm your man and I'm true... Only to you do I give all of me physically, mentally, unconditionally, whole-heartedly... You have every part of me... Pardon me if I sound foolish, but i just had to do this - reassuring that you knew this - didn't wanna leave you clueless... When I think of you it's like I'm a kid in a candy store left alone to explore anyth

Humor
Roommate John invited his mother over for dinner. During the meal, his mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful John's roommate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his roommate and this only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and the roommate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Joanne and I are just roommates." About a week later, Joanne came to John and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle," said Joanne. "You don't suppose she took it, do you?". "Well," said John, "I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take a gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take a gravy ladle. But the fact rem

Stefanie The Skank
Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK? OK, so here goes... I met this girl online. I am not some loser who can't meet women. I drive big trucks over the road, and my work precludes me from having any social life at all, so what life I do have is basically on here. I use the internet to socialize in every way, because I am a social person, it's all that I have available to me. So we meet online . We hit it off. We have long conversations on yahoo chat, that lead to 6 and 8 hour conversations on the phone. She has a live in boyfriend, that she's cheated on with 3 or 4 other guys. BIG GIANT RED FLAG!!! But her boyfriend abuses her, and she's wanted to leave him for so long, yada yada yada... I should have known better. But she's perfect for me. She's young and hot, doesn't have any kids and isn't sure she ever wants any (I LOVE kids, but I want a woman to travel with me, so it's kinda a hard), she likes sex a lot, into some kinky shit like me, but she SWEARS s

Checkout Dark Reflection New Skins
Okay, so the graphics bug has got me!! I have made a few skins... feel free to rip them if you like them, but please be kind and at least rate my profile while you are there :) Repost if you don't mind! :D Just click the pic.. to preview the skin :) Oh and Happy New Year!! I hope it is a great one for you ALL! Mwah! Brought to you by: ∞ ÐrκRëƒlëcτiön§ ∞

How F'in Rude
OK I LIKED HER COMMENT ON A MUMM SO I FIGURED I WOULD ADD HER (Ms.Cleavage) so I rated and faned her before i added her and she shouted me and here is the rest (The shout conversation ) Ms. Cleavage: so..........................? ->MORE: so ?????/ ->MORE: lol nice Ms. Cleavage: you rate, fan and join... and nothing is stated by you. ->MORE: did i not leave you a comment why i would add you ->MORE: plus had to eat breakfeast lol Ms. Cleavage: yes... Ms. Cleavage: so that is it? ->MORE: what would you like me in a bow Ms. Cleavage: LOL... no Ms. Cleavage: did you know you get points if you leave a comment? Ms. Cleavage: real cute ->MORE: what is Ms. Cleavage: your method of comments ->MORE:what my music comments now i am rateing her and comments on some now these are not dirty one's there my usual comments like (hot legs and good morning beautiful and she had the nerve to block me whats your thoughts ??????? Ms.Cleavage #156363 http://www.fub

Mariposa's Ramblings
COME HELP MARI WIN!!! RATE & COMMENT BOMB! Hey y'all i'm in a contest (My girl Jamma is in the same one so show her some love too!) so stop by and rate me & leave comments pretty please!!!!! Thanks so much! Here's the link:Mari Please take a few minutes of your valuable time and help me win! My birthday is next Sunday the 24th & I'd love to finally be in the lead as a birthday gift. Thanks for reading! What is Your Sexual Personality? What is your erotic personality? Are you sexually inhibitted, a closet freak, a sexual tiger, a sexual deviant, a conservative cowboy, a bedside battery-operated robot, or are you an unknown sexual being? You are a SEXUAL TIGER! You are often a predator in bed with all of the instincts of a wild animal. You please and are pleased. Some people are just naturally sexual beings and you, my friend, are near the top of the food chain. Sooooo... yeah, I got another tattoo. I wanted to quickly tell those who wanna

Do Over Year
Ok. This is a new year(You've heard this hundreds of damn time all ready I know) and you now have a blank page in front of you. This is your 'Do Over page'. What do you want to to use your do over for? Do you need more then one? Is it something small? Big? Simple? Complex? Silly? Serious? What is it? Let's get started! Mine? Finish what I started. I've kicked the shit out of smoking(5 months now and never felt better!). But there are other things I need to do over. Like finish what I started. What is yours?

Lets Make This Year Great
TISMOM05 AND EVONNE NEED LOTS OF HELP GETTING THERE GIVEAWAY DONE... WE HAVE A TIME LIMIT...IT HAS TO BE DONE BY APRIL 11TH... TISMOM05 AND EVONNE WILL RATE YOUR PICS AND STASH 4 COMMENTS.. JUST EMAIL US WHEN DONE AND HOW MANY COMMENTS..... CLICK THE PIC THANKS ALOT EVONNE AND TISMOM05

Shit
Ok this is a rant about the shit I am feeling. For the past few months now I have been going through hell. I am the type of person to hold my feelings inside and take it days or weeks before finally I blow. I sometimes let things slip out, but not much. Snide comments about people, a hateful word to someone, or the silent treatment for a few hrs if not longer. I have finally reached a point where none of this has worked and have reached my over load. I had a real shitty start to my New Year and see a bleak 2008 ahead of me. The future of my marriage is uncertain, even more so then it was just a month ago. My depression has made it to where I don't believe anything anyone says about me. Except the bad parts. Now with things coming to light that I had already thought it makes things even worse for me. Without saying to much, just let me explain. I went through 3yrs of sadness and anger because of something my husband and someone else I cared a lot about had done. To me there was no real

Jan.1/2008
It's been so long since i felt like this The way you melt my heart with the slightest kiss From your Beautiful eyes,to your devilish grin Just to hold you in my arms must be a sin But if this is so...Well i guess i'm dammed for life Because by far you are the MOST wonderful women To ever enter my life.....

Be My Valentine!
SMOOCHES - WIN BLAST OR VIP LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!! VALENTINE'S DAY IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER! IN THE SPIRIT OF THE MOST ROMANTIC HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR, I WILL BE HOSTING A KISSING CONTEST! ~~SEND ME THE LINK TO A PICTURE OF YOU KISSING SOMEONE: MALE/FEMALE MALE/MALE FEMALE/FEMALE ROMANTIC SEXY ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF...BE CREATIVE!!! I WILL NOT RIP YOUR PICTURE. I WILL SAVE IT AND UPLOAD ON THE DAY THE CONTEST OPENS. I WILL DO IT THIS WAY TO PREVENT EARLY RATINGS/COMMENTS. THE CONTEST WILL RUN UNTIL VALENTINE'S DAY BOMBING IS ALLOWED...IN FACT, IT IS ENCOURAGED 1ST PLACE : 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE : 3 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE : 1 DAY BLAST This game is NOW OPEN! Kick off the new year and share some LOVE with your fu-friends! I've added F.A.Q. to my blog, click me below to visit my profile and check it out if you have questions! Good luck to all! This game is happily brought to you by Heartistic Soul@ fubar A repos

Auction
Hello everyone, I am in an auction that Drew is hosting. If you like to bid just leave a comment under my picture of what you are bidding. All the details are below. *FUBAR AUCTION* COME JOIN THE FUN.... Here's your chance to own someone! Rules are as follows........ 1.You can Bid on anyone including yourself 2.Your bid has to be higher than the previous bidder... 3.(VIPS,BLASTS& HAPPY HOURS) are also welcome to pay for whomever you want to buy) 4.Who gets the Fu-bucks,or anything that the person is offering to purchase you with?? YOU!!! 5.I will get the points from the comments that is all... 6.No rude comments!!!!!!! 7.Everyone is welcome to join the Auction Now what do you get from the person if/and when you win is as follows!! 1.All pics rated,All Stash Rated 2.A salute picture made from them with your name in it 3.At least 1 comment per day 4.A Mumm done about you 5. Your name put in their username(like So and So own's Drew) 5.Their undivided attention when

2008...
REGINE VELASQUEZ - IKAW i love this song.... Acel Bisa(spring waltz theme song) - One love The loneliness of nights alone the search for strength to carry on my every hope has seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry then like the sun shining up above you surrounded me with your endless love Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended knee That you will always be My everything Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real a guiding light that'll never fade there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade for the love you give it won't let go I hope you'll always know You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever

Iraq
Cant come soon enough. Deploy me already. My boys are there. Get me the hell outta here. I been in chill mode since I got back. No fucking more. Everyone bear with me, support me, love me, but a whole lot of Mr fucking nice guy just flew out the window. Party off, game on.

for some of u that know me very well know what today is but for those that dont i'll tell u today has been 18 yrs since my best friend had died i remember it like it was yesterday and still to this day i feel i have a part in it even though i dont u see i was having an arguement with my best friend vincent about what we were gonna do on sunday after we had went to church yes i said church this was before i became wiccan and vincent and my other best friend at the time crystal were seeing eachother but him and i both made a deal if either one of us had something bad happen to them we would name out first born their name if they were a boy or girl ok well anyway i was finishe with the yelling and fight said something i should never of said and that was i wished u were dead well i thew the phone to crystal and sat there like a fucking fool and stubborn so at 615 pm jan 11th 1991 i called him back to say i was sorry he had left at midnight i found out he was shot in the head his ex kris

A Look Back
2007 is done. As I look back over the past year it has been one of ups and downs. On the down side we lost one of our best friends. Barb, my mother-in-law passed away in Oct. She was not only family but she was one of the best people I have ever known. We also said see ya later to Lee and Wolfe as they went back to Iraq for a second tour of duty. We talk to them on line but it's not the same as being here. We also let someone into our lives who talked about trust and honesty, but it turned out they were nothing more than a two-faced liar who didn't know the meaning of the words and we are better off without them. On the up side we made many new friends here and in person. Some have become family. 143. Others have become close friends who we look foward to seeing again soon or for the first time. Also Lee and Wolfe came back on leave and we spent some good times with them. Doe got a new job that she loves. We contected with family we haven't talked to in awhile throught here as well a

Guys Are Jerks
Ok, so this 40 year old guy hits me up on the shout box, doesnt say anything but can i have your yahoo id. I told him no, It's on my profile i don't give it out! I told him why i wasn't giving it to him...he called me a cunt and rated me a 1 then blocked me. WTF dude? all because i didnt wanna talk to you on yahoo? Get a life!

New Years Resolution
Different New-Year's Resolution An Inspirational Thought, Motivational Thought Different New-Year's Resolution - Pass-It-Forward By Nisandeh Neta Every 12 months, as the New-Year rolls around, we all brag about our New-Year's Resolutions. With inflated chests and with all the authority we can muster, we announce to any and every available ear, that we're going to lose weight, stop drinking and smoking so much, as well as spend more time with our family, in addition to investing more time down at the gym. Mostly our vision extends no further than our own noses. To add insult to injury, we usually don't follow through on our "Me Orientated" resolutions and goals. In a matter of months, and sometimes even weeks, we've forgotten all about our "new improved" character, which results in feelings of frustration and failure. Most 'experts' tell us not to elevate our expectations too high. On the other hand, perhaps we fail because we don't set out goals high enough. What if

New Lounge!
Hi all my wonderful friends, I know there are a lot of you who are Pittsburgh Steeler fans. I have created a Lounge for all my friends and others who like to talk about good hard hitting Steeler football! No BROWNs wimpy fans allowed! So if you are a Steelers fan or just like hard hitting tough football, join today! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53004

Own Me For A Month!!
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New Years Eve
Hope everyone had a great New Years Eve. I went to a party at a neighbours house. The first time I have been out on December 31st in years. My neighbours from two doors down decided to through a big party for friends and neighbours. There basement is just one big room which they use for parties. Even has disco balls and lights. Anyway I ended up being DJ for the evening. That was great had not been a DJ since school. I only played two Gary Numan tracks so I think no-one got pissed off with me lol. Anyway my next door neighbour Mel plays guitar so for the hour before midnight he played hs guitar and we sat around singing for the hour leading up to midnight. I actually tried playing piano on a couple of the songs but i could not say it was a massive success. Must brush up my skills. Anyway it was a great success, the kids loved it and were still partying away at 1AM. Look forward to another one this year. Hope you all had a great time whatever you go up too. No I d

Valentine's Applications!
So, I have decided I want a Fu Valentine. I haven't gotten into the whole Fu Spouse idea. Maybe this is my baby steps toward such a move. BUT, for the month of February I want someone to call my Valentine! So, leave me comments or ideas or "offers" so I can decide who it is going to be! Oh, while I am somewhat material, originality would truly win me over! Even better...a little of both! XOXO Should I keep you posted of the contenders and maybe you all can help me decide.... 01/01/08 Will is in the running for using his stash, bulletins and blog to get all his friends to show me some love. How sweet. So, he's pimpin'. 01/02/08 Peremalfait wrote me a lovely, creative poem! Too cute.

New Years Message
This message comes to wish you happiness and every good thing too, to make this New Year, a wonderful one for you and then the kind of happiness desired by your heart and family times, filled with peace and joy, right from the start. I hope we become good and long time friends in the coming year. I am always here to help anyone and yes I do mean it. For those who wonder"what is he up to?" Would you believe that its just being friends. This is what is wrong with us in America, we always think someone does something for personal gain. What happened to just being a nice person? I hope its not a lost art. Lets just try our best this year to become closer to one another and I am just not saying it, I mean it. For those who have become good friends and do care, thank you but lets not lose touch. I know people move away, get married, start families, travel or just have computer problems with computers. Please i just ask us, as humans, now that the holidays are over, lets not forget one anothe

To Our Soldiers
TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE SERVED MY COUNTRY Current mood: grateful Category: Writing and Poetry THE LETTER TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN, IF YOU ARE READING THIS LETTER I GUESS IT GOT OVER THERE I WAS SURE HOPING YOUD GETTER ITS SENT WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND CARE. NOW I PRAY FOR YOU GODS SPEED THAT HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE AND FULFILL YOUR EVERY NEED WITH THE DAWNING OF EACH NEW DAY. IM JUST AN ORDINARY MAN YOU SEE A HUSBAND AND A FATHER AND YOUR OVER THERE FIGHTING I BELIEVE FOR MY WIFE, MY SON, AND MY DAUGHTER. THEY DONT EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME AND YOU WOULDNT KNOW EM IF YOU SEEN EM BUT STILL JUST THE SAME YOUR WILLING TO DIE TO PROTECT THERE FREEDOM. YES SIR HONOR,GLORY,AND PRIDE ARE JUST A FEW QUALITIES YOU DISPLAY IM GREATFUL FOR THOSE WHO HAVE FOUGHT AND DIED FOR ALL OF US HERE IN THE U.S.A YOUVE PROBABLY LOST FRIENDS OVER THERE WHO HAVE GIVEN THIER LIVES FOR THE U.S.A AND BACK HOME WE ARE WELL AWARE WE THINK GOD FOR

Help Them Please
PLEASE RATE MY PICTURES AND MY STASH THANK YOU today is my sisters birthday she passed away almost 3 years ago i just wanted to tell her HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH TODAY JANUARY 14TH MARKS 3 YEARS THAT MY SISTER HAS BEEN DEAD AND IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY, IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH, SHE WAS LIKE A SECOND MOM TO ME AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND I WISH I WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE MORE FOR HER THEN I WAS. THIS IS TO MY SISTER CHRIS I MISS U SO MUCH AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU R.I.P. YOU HAVE HELPED ME SO MUCH IN MY LIFE AND I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.

Happy New Year
Cowboy's wife came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With super-human strength, borne of fury and cutting calves, she dragged him down the stairs, out the back door, and into the tool shed out back of the barn. She put his tally-whacker in a vice, and then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up an old carpenter's saw. The banged up Cowboy was terrified, and hollered, "Stop! Stop! "You're not gonna cut it off with that rusty damn saw, are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, put the saw in her husband's hand and said, "Nope. I'm gonna set this old shed on fire, and go to town for a cold beer. You do whatever you want!!!" This is hysterical......Read the WHOLE thing Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife... IF YOU DON\'T KNOW WHAT A TASER IS YOU BETTER FIND OUT......... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. L

Last Year
What a year 2007 was for me. A year full of ups and downs. A few tattoos re worked and one new one specially commissioned for me by Courtney Davis which looks absolutely fantastic. The year started of with me still looking for work ,and working temp for BRS recruitment. Had several job interviews but no offers of employment. then in march i was offered the job of assistant manager/ groundskeeper of greens cafe in padstow which was ideal, a job i could sink my teeth in to. Worked hard all summer in the cafe and on the course, redesign the interior seating area so customers had somewhere to sit whilst it rained( needed it this year)built my shed and did a lot of other work at home for them i.e. designed posters , menus , did a health and safety report . Then in Oct something special happened Kiz and I got in to a relationship. I travelled up to Andover 170 miles from Bodmin to stay a couple of days then she returned to Cornwall with me. I showed her around parts of Cornwall and even took

She Needs Help
greeneyes2776@ fubarHEY EVERYONE SHE NEEDS HELP TO LEVEL LETS DO WHAT WE HAVE TO DO THANK S LATINA69 baby girl@ fubarTO ALL MEMBERS OF FLAMMING HEARTS AND TOTAL CHAOS SHE NEEDS OUR HELP LETS DO THIS THANKS LATINA69 candi@ fubarOK GUYS AND GALS SHE NEEDS HELP LETS DO WHAT WERE HERE TO DO THANKS LATINA69

Amazing....
Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you. Grab a calculator (you won't be able to do this one in your head) Make sure you hit the enter key after every step. 1. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code) 2. Multiply by 80 3. Add 1 4. Multiply by 250 5. Add to this the last four digits of your phone number. 6. Add to this the last four digits of your phone number again. 7. Subtract 250 8. Divide number by 2 9. DOES THIS NUMBER LOOK FAMILIAR??? (Answer: Should be your phone number minus the area code, if you don't get this you did something wrong)

A Day In The Live Of A Tattooed Angel
This is an encore. (And me being WAY too open) German tradition! Eat Saur Kraut On the 1st of the year. For Good Luck For The Year YAY! The one tradition I love with everything of me. I'm pure breed german girl. And oh how I love My saur kraut!!! Things That Upset Me: And make me completely understand why. I've been single now. For almost 27months. Yea I know scary thing. Truely it is, for a girl who was so use to being in a relationship. To a girl who is now use to being single. And scared of dare I say "commitment" Example A: (and my only example): Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. We meet and hang out finally. And there was chemistry to begin with. Because we understood each other. Then the phyical chemistry followed. Boy dosnt want to rush getting into something serious. Because his previous 2of this year. Had failed, and I don't blame him on that. Just how long till something develops though. I'm the girl who likes guys way too easily. And falls for them way too easily. A

Mumbles
I have married the love of my life. wow! So I'd rather my first fubar blog be about my drunken fun, but it's not. I'm feeling a little lost at the moment. I couldn't drink this year cuz I was so damn sick I couldn't get out of bed. Rather than cancel his plans with his whore, he taught my 5 year old how to work the microwave so HE could cook dinner. I couldn't argue with him, I tried. I tried walking in to the kitchen and fell. He didn't help me up. He said that's what I get for trying to argue. His family brought me meds and cookies and offered to help put the kids to bed. Shame somebody else had to take care of HIS responsibilities. I hate this. I hate her. I want to hate him. I need rum and some comfort sex. So there is somebody new in my life... well, it's actually a blast from the past. He was the first man to ever propose to me and NOT get laughed at. I was 19 when I met him and still had a lot of growing up to do. I hurt him pretty badly back in the day and

She Dumped Me
She called today.... i had to send her some money..... Funny last week my ex calls to say happy holidays, and needed money for gas to see his son.... so i sent it. He called today and wished me a belated birthday greeting, and we talked for 2 hours, it was good. His mom is gonna move in with him, i might have ta help her make the move. He still cant see his son as much as he would like, the ex before me hate him... His girlfriend is home from the circus, but his roommates said she can't stay there so he has to drive 3 hrs to see her, not unlike the 4.5 to see his son. He's sad and that makes me even more sad. I sent him and Isaiah a package for Christmas... I was the only person who SENT a gift, and his girlfriend was the only other person to call him aside from me. Boy i sure am a cool ex girlfriend.... ...will i be able to be that cool with her? I'm sad. Shes young, newly 21, and i just can't believe that she knows who she is right now. how much experience does she have?

The First Ever Blog
Well, now I know how to post a blog. Next step figuring out how to post video blogs. Hopefully, soon I will get that figured out and start posting some of my own video blogs. How many would be interested in that? Just curious on whether or not I should post something or not.

Start Of A New Year.
I am happy to say that I am Starting a new year with the woman I love. I would not want to be anywhere else. This is a dream come true for me to finally have someone that truly loves me for me. Never have I found someone that truly understands me until now. I am proud to say that one day she will be my wife. I have never been married before. I told myself once I would never Marry until I knew in my heart its the right thing to do. Now I know for sure this is who I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Need A Room Mate :)
ok well some one asked me to blog this i am thinking of moving out of toronto by the summer. it is to a point where i need a fresh start in a new town, new city, new province, possable a new country. so any one got a room for me :)

Hey Yall Ready To Be Entrtaind
ok so i just got this fubar thing yall can give thanks to backer 4 this one i am finaly figuering out my space and now i am trying to figuer this out so this could get intersting i should tell yall i work on cars not computers so i have no clue what to do hoping beckes will come over and save my ass from looking to dumb well yall i will probly have more to say later on myspace delated my account due to my last bloging effort lets see if this goes any better so welcome to the wonderful world of me later yall OK SO TODAY I GOT BOARD RIGHT AND WELL I FOUND A WHOLE NEW HOBBY I JUST RELIZED THAT POSTING MUMMS AND WATCHING THE BASHERS GO OFF IS FUN SO JUST TO KEEP WITH THIS NEW FOUND TRADITON I AM GONNA POST AS MUCH SHIT AS I CAN COME UP WITH I HOPE THEY ARE ALL READY 4 ME

Nothing
She lies on the bed ..pills by her head.. thinking of the days when he made her smile he left her alone ..never came home no one around to help her now this is her choice .. this is her how this life of pain is almost over now the darkness seeps into her view the world turns gray this is her choice ..this is her day M.A.S

Death Metal
Well I have lived in Montana for about a year and a half. I have been in a few bands in my life, all in Florida. Now I'm 35 and going to get some more equipment, as most of my old stuff is gone. I'm gettin ready to do it 1 more time. It's time to make Torturedgrace a band and not just a screename. So are there any death metal musicians close in Montana?