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Stefanie the SKANK!

Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK?

OK, so here goes...

I met this girl online. I am not some loser who can't meet women. I drive big trucks over the road, and my work precludes me from having any social life at all, so what life I do have is basically on here. I use the internet to socialize in every way, because I am a social person, it's all that I have available to me.

So we meet online . We hit it off. We have long conversations on yahoo chat, that lead to 6 and 8 hour conversations on the phone. She has a live in boyfriend, that she's cheated on with 3 or 4 other guys. BIG GIANT RED FLAG!!! But her boyfriend abuses her, and she's wanted to leave him for so long, yada yada yada... I should have known better.

But she's perfect for me. She's young and hot, doesn't have any kids and isn't sure she ever wants any (I LOVE kids, but I want a woman to travel with me, so it's kinda a hard), she likes sex a lot, into some kinky shit like me, but she SWEARS she's an honest person which is THE MOST IMPORTANT thing to me. And she thinks it'd be cool to come on the road with me. BINGO! EXACTLY what I'm looking for.

So I go to Modesto California to meat her in person, and everything is GREAT. we meet, we click, I spend 3 days with her. We make love, we make love some more. She's PERFECT! I'm smitten. I started falling then. I go back to work, and the blazing hot romance is off.... it seems like every waking moment, I'm either talking with her, or anticipating the next time I can talk to her.

Then the weekend comes. I call, she doesn't answer. for 24 hours. then 36 hours. I can't get ahold of her, and her mom doesn't know where she is. Now just so ya know, I've been thru this before. I know the signs of a cheater. This is another BIG GIANT RED FLAG. When I finally get ahold of her almost 2 full days later, she's got excuses. "I got drunk", "I took my dog to the river", "I left my phone off". She got drunk and went and fucked some other guy. I know it, and she knows it, but I let it slide. We're not exclusive yet, are we?

So I go to Modesto again to see. and it's better than the first time, we're crazy for each other. I spend another 3 days reveling in her. We start making plans for her to come run away with me. It takes 3 or 4 weeks for her to wrap her shit up, and there are 2 more incidents where she disappears for 24 hours and no one "Knows where she is" I let it slide. I'm falling in love.

Finally the big day comes, and we're OFF. Stefanie has her stuff stored or sold, and she runs away with me.

The VERY FIRST DAY. I come back to the truck from doing something, and sense that she's hiding something. And she is. Wine coolers. 3 out of a 4 pack. She chugged the first one. SO we have the conversation. She's an alcoholic. Wonderful. Alcohol and trucking DON'T mix. The risks are astronomical. She MUST control her drinking.

For the first week or so, it's OK, but almost every chance we get, she's sneaking alcohol. In my book, a sneak is the same as a liar, which is the same as a cheater. I shoulda known then. After about 2 weeks, she starts sayin how I treat her like shit. No specifics, just I treat her like shit. Now I ain't gonna lie. I'm a passionate person, and I tend to get excited. WHATEVER the emotion, I tend to amplify it. So I try to tone it down. but I see the writing on the walls. I need to take Stefanie home so we can rethink and reevaluate how to get this relationship right. So I get a load back to California.

On the way back to Cali, we stop in Primm. NV at the Casinos. Stef is snapping at me in the casino, and I am snapping back, I've been driving hard and need to rest, so I leave her my last $20 for the slots and head to the truck to take a nap. I wake up 4 hours later at 3 AM, Stefanie isn't in the truck, so I go to the casino to get her. She isn't there. I spend 2 hours looking for her at all 3 casinos in Primm. Of course I knew where she was when I woke up and she wasn't in the truck. But I had to look. I have to leave by 5 AM to make my delivery on time. I call Stefanie's parents. They accuse me of killing her and leaving her in a ditch, it's like a movie. Finally, I leave her stuff there with the guards. At 7:30 she calls me.

"where are you?" she asks.
"I'm almost to San Bernardino. Where were you?" I say
"I fell asleep in this guys truck"
"I know you did. You fucked him, didn't you? Don't even try to lie, I know You went to some other dudes truck and fucked him."
"Yeah, I was so mad at you, and this guy was buying me free drinks and I got really wasted and took me to his truck and we fucked"

"Just like I told you you would when you did the same thing at home, right"
"yes" she says.

So she gets a bus back home, and come to find out later, she does it again in Las Vegas. She has to wait over night for the next bus to Modesto, so she finds a guy to buy her drinks till she's drunk, then she fucks him too. Nice.

But I'm fucked, because I'm already in love with this skank. so we talk and talk, she needs to get her shit together for herself. We're gonna work it out, I forgive her, yadda yadda yadda. So I go to mend fences and spend 4 days in Modesto with her at her moms house. It's almost heaven. when we're together, and she isn't too worried about drinking. Friday comes, and I hafta go back to work. Saturday I can't get ahold of her again. till late Sunday. Her and her mom went to a bar, and this chick got her drunk and took her out to the alley behind the bar and ate her pussy out. "Doen't that turn you on?" she asks me. NO, it's cheating. Let's see now. including me, that 4 people in 2 weeks. 3 of whom are complete strangers who got you drunk. I notice a pattern. We talk, I'm in love. Again I forgive her. I'm gonna be there in less than a week. PLEASE don't fuck anybody else! "I won't" she says "I love you too" Yeah right.

So the next (and last visit is just as great as any other) we have a great time and I go back to work. Then the same thing happens. Stefanie dissapears for 2 days, and no one knows where she is. I finally get ahold of her. Yeah she was out with a guy. We don't even go into whether she fucked this one. It's a given, and a moot point. But this time she says I'm a player too. While I was there, I left muy laptop on, and she found an e-mail that I sent, and a chat conversation that I had with some bimbo. I'm a worse player than her.

The e-mail was bullshit, it was one sentence, and it was part of an ongoing thing where I was trying to trap somebody in a lie (It's a long story). Looking back on it, the chat conversation was probably inappropriate, I WAS talking sex talk in chat with this girl. But she was bullshit, and I KNEW it. So I apologized to her for it.

It didn't matter though. It was what she needed to justify her whoring around.


Stefanie I did love you. I was prepared to give you something that few women ever receive. I was prepared to give you my soul.

But I've learned in the last couple weeks that you don't deserve that gift.You are a drunk. You are a user. You are a liar. You are a cheater, and you are a loser. and in 20 years, you will be exactly what your mother is, a pathetic drunkin' loser in a hopeless dead end relationship with no future to look forward to besides another night of getting drunk and watching 20 year old game shows.

Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK

In my opinion, a slut is a person who not only enjoys, but revels in their sexuality, and wants to enjoy every part of it that they can I AM A SLUT. A SKANK is a person that uses sex to get whatever ELSE it is they want, drugs, money, beer. You ARE a crack whore Stefanie, but your "Crack" is alcohol. You are a "Skank"

Don't ever contact me again. Enjoy what you can of your life. Because I loved you, I HOPE that you DON'T receive in this life all that you deserve. Because what you deserve is shit. Karma is a mother fucker.

Brian
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