Canadian Princess's blog: "prayers are needed"

THERE'S ONLY A SELECTED FEW WHO HAVE GAINED THE INSIGHT ON MY WORLD...THOSE FEW HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE SENCE DAY ONE OF THIS LONG AN TIREDSOME 2YR BATTLE...AN NOW I SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU FU...IT WAS JUS TWO YRS AGO WE RECIEVED MOM'S DIAGNOSIS OF CANCER....SENCE THEN SHE'S HAD ONE MAJOR SURGERY TO REMOVE HALF A LUNG AN FOUR RIBS MAKEN HER NEEDING RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGERY AFTER....SHE'S HAD TUMORS REMOVED WITH THE CYBER KNIFE AN ENLESS AMOUNTS OF CHEMO AN RADIATION TREATMENTS..AS A RESULT SHE'S NEED A FEW BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS....AS DR'S HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER OVER THE YEARS THEY NOTICED ANOTHER TUMOR GROWING NEAR HER ESPHOGIS(SPELLED WRONG SUE ME) IN JUS A FEW MONTHS TIME ITS GROWN TO REACH THREE CENTAMETERS IN LENGHT NOW....BECAUSE THE TURMOR IS TOUCHING BOTH HER HEART AN ESPHOGIS DR'S ARE UNABLE TO USE THE CYBER KNIFE ON HER...BY USEING THE CYBER KNIFE THEY COULD ACTUALY BURN A WHOLE IN HER ESPHOGIS LEAVEN HER PREMENTLY TUBE FEED FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE....IF THEY WHERE TO DO RAIATION IT WOULD CAUSE MAJOR PAIN TO HER THROAT AN SHE'D EAT EVEN LESS AN DR'S ARE ALL READY WORRIED ABOUT HER TERMENDOUS WEIGHT LOSS....THEY HAVE FOUND A CHEMO TREATMENT THAT MAY WORK AN ITS THE LAST OF THE CHEMO'S THEY HAVE TO OFFER...PROUD TO SAY AFTER A FEW DAYS OF THINKING ABOUT IT SHE'S TAKEN THE TREATMENTS...SHE HAS THREE WEEKS OF CHEMO AN ONE WEEK OFF AT THAT TIME THEY WILL RECHECK THE GROWTH...IN THE MEANTIME SHE WILL HAVE MORE DR APTS...SHE'S ASKED THE DR'S IF SHE HAS A YR LEFT TO LIFE AN THEY WONT REPLY...AN ONLY TOLD FAMILY THEY WHERE SUPPRISED TO EVEN SEE HER MAKE IT THIS LONG AFTER THIS CHEMO IS DONE ALL THEY CAN OFFER HER IS PAIN MED'S TO HELP HER FEEL COMFORTABLE....I MYSELF HAVE BEEN ONE HUGE EMOTIONAL WRECK NOT ONLY IS SHE MY MOTHER BUT SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND. MY GODESS HER AN I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME PRETTY TOUGH TIMES AN THROUGH IT ALL WE NEVER LEFT EACH OTHER'S SIDE AN I MEAN THAT LITTERALY...MY TIME ON FU WILL SURLY BUT SLOWLY START TO SLOW DOWN AS WE GAIN MORE KNOWLODGE AS TO HER HEATH AN PREPARE FOR HER DEPARTURE IN THE MEANTIME PLEASE PRAY FOR A MIRCALE TO COME HER WAY...TY TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME THROUGH IS ALL IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.

***This is not the orginal, nor is it to take place of the orginal....*** The bellys getting bigger and she think's its from the food she's eating, Two weeks have passed an now shes in tears...Jus 16 yrs old n she's haven a baby! I wounder how a father could jus walk away, As if this precious life he created is a shame, How could he leave her alone to rasie a child he helped creat. I wounder if he even cares....I've watched the belly grow, the tiny feet press against the tight skin...It brings a tear to my eye...I talked to the very same belly everynight and kissed it with great pride...Watching this precious gift grow was a diamond in my eye..I often woundered why he walked away.......The pains begin to get stronger-the tears being to fall, she's alone n about to have a baby.....The doctor's say "I'm sorry mam, but were loosening both mother n child" I woundered why he never answered the family's pleeding call that night...I woundered how he could jus walk away-from this precious baby that shoulda made him proud n stead he never stuck around......Its funneral day, the saddest day in 9months. The last day this young surviving mother would see her precious little man. His name is Francis-Paul..Aunties in the back screaming "i love you baby boy, I dont know why he walked away n descided not to be here today" I wounderd why he n his family didn't show today..Moms jus 16yrs old n shes burrying her baby today... "This songs dedicated to my (nephew) in t ht gangsterlean. Why'd you have to go so soon..It seems like yesterday we was hanging round the (whom)..Now i'm gonna keep your memorie alive like a (auntie) should...A Lifetime of memories going down the drain..I'd like to keep steppin ,but I can't get passed the pain....." **In loveing memory of Francis-Paul Moyer..Born 9/12/93**

PLEASE READ - this is for .. I Love Sporks
she writes in her original bulletin ... I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone this includes the news report video The News Report, please watch this is a picture of the man who murdered my baby... Another pic of him here ... thanks for reading. please repost and even sticky so more people get to see it. i hope someone can help her out and find this evil man. Michelle aka MishNumber1 (repost of original by 'read my bulletin please' on '2008-01-30 22:34:20') (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ¢¾ Fubar World Cruise & WISE UK Friends Owner ¢¾ S*U*P & Club FAR' on '2008-01-31 01:48:07') (repost of original by '~¢¾Temptress¢¾~I F@N ALL MY FRIENDS!' on '2008-01-31 03:10:49')

After four failed biopsy's we finnaly have an answer. My mom was diagnoised with cancer today. They gave her to options for treatment centers 1)Boston or 2)Manhatten..So my time here on fubar will be cut majorly as I prepare to help her in recovery..Ur prayers are appreciated and support is greatly accepted..