Canadian Princess's blog: "prayers are needed"

THERE'S ONLY A SELECTED FEW WHO HAVE GAINED THE INSIGHT ON MY WORLD...THOSE FEW HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE SENCE DAY ONE OF THIS LONG AN TIREDSOME 2YR BATTLE...AN NOW I SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU FU...IT WAS JUS TWO YRS AGO WE RECIEVED MOM'S DIAGNOSIS OF CANCER....SENCE THEN SHE'S HAD ONE MAJOR SURGERY TO REMOVE HALF A LUNG AN FOUR RIBS MAKEN HER NEEDING RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGERY AFTER....SHE'S HAD TUMORS REMOVED WITH THE CYBER KNIFE AN ENLESS AMOUNTS OF CHEMO AN RADIATION TREATMENTS..AS A RESULT SHE'S NEED A FEW BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS....AS DR'S HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER OVER THE YEARS THEY NOTICED ANOTHER TUMOR GROWING NEAR HER ESPHOGIS(SPELLED WRONG SUE ME) IN JUS A FEW MONTHS TIME ITS GROWN TO REACH THREE CENTAMETERS IN LENGHT NOW....BECAUSE THE TURMOR IS TOUCHING BOTH HER HEART AN ESPHOGIS DR'S ARE UNABLE TO USE THE CYBER KNIFE ON HER...BY USEING THE CYBER KNIFE THEY COULD ACTUALY BURN A WHOLE IN HER ESPHOGIS LEAVEN HER PREMENTLY TUBE FEED FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE....IF THEY WHERE TO DO RAIATION IT WOULD CAUSE MAJOR PAIN TO HER THROAT AN SHE'D EAT EVEN LESS AN DR'S ARE ALL READY WORRIED ABOUT HER TERMENDOUS WEIGHT LOSS....THEY HAVE FOUND A CHEMO TREATMENT THAT MAY WORK AN ITS THE LAST OF THE CHEMO'S THEY HAVE TO OFFER...PROUD TO SAY AFTER A FEW DAYS OF THINKING ABOUT IT SHE'S TAKEN THE TREATMENTS...SHE HAS THREE WEEKS OF CHEMO AN ONE WEEK OFF AT THAT TIME THEY WILL RECHECK THE GROWTH...IN THE MEANTIME SHE WILL HAVE MORE DR APTS...SHE'S ASKED THE DR'S IF SHE HAS A YR LEFT TO LIFE AN THEY WONT REPLY...AN ONLY TOLD FAMILY THEY WHERE SUPPRISED TO EVEN SEE HER MAKE IT THIS LONG AFTER THIS CHEMO IS DONE ALL THEY CAN OFFER HER IS PAIN MED'S TO HELP HER FEEL COMFORTABLE....I MYSELF HAVE BEEN ONE HUGE EMOTIONAL WRECK NOT ONLY IS SHE MY MOTHER BUT SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND. MY GODESS HER AN I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME PRETTY TOUGH TIMES AN THROUGH IT ALL WE NEVER LEFT EACH OTHER'S SIDE AN I MEAN THAT LITTERALY...MY TIME ON FU WILL SURLY BUT SLOWLY START TO SLOW DOWN AS WE GAIN MORE KNOWLODGE AS TO HER HEATH AN PREPARE FOR HER DEPARTURE IN THE MEANTIME PLEASE PRAY FOR A MIRCALE TO COME HER WAY...TY TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME THROUGH IS ALL IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.