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If You Dont Read Probably Have A Stinky Butt
why cant i remember when it was that i lost myself? in my mind i cant decifer the emotions that have been put on a shelf. can i go? i gotta run away can i hide? not if i stay where and what to do with these fucking feelings left behind? I try to read you I try to release you it seems the more I try the more i fall. i wish i could remember the beginning of it all. can i go? fuck it all can i hide? fucking pride bottled up, strangle hold slice me up to reveal my bloody gold... Well today I got a skateboard I ordered through and went to rip for the first time in 12 years. I have a bunk knee and thats why i actually had to stop 12 years ago. I slipped on a knee brace, assebled my new deck, wheels and trucks.....ready to ride again.I surprised myself with all the tricks i could still do and the gaps i could ollie over. i did slam one good time and boy did it hrut worse than it used too....LOL i bet i'll be sore tomorr
Walking Dead
Real Feelings
Haunted by images of seductive eyes looks that left me with breathless surprise Stirring inside with unbridled lust Longing for the soulful eyes of trust Passion boils and the fever takes hold Makes me pronounce ever so bold All the things I long to do to you Know only those eyes of yours can do Pulling me in and holding in your trance To hold you and feel you in passions dance Two as one we grind out the release Only in your eyes will my soul find peace Needing you more every moment so true Lost in your eyes and belonging to you By R Thomas Dinsmore Why is the mind so lost in the dark ? Where is the one who brings the spark ? Consumed by the echoes that flow within Seeking the meaning and desires of sin Sitting and typing out dribble I spew Dampened of spirit and a need to renew Spiritual needs neglected so long Race for the money life just feels wrong Wandering lost confined in my head Feeling like one of the walking dead Hating the world and the zo
What Is Going On In Our School Systems??
Ok I went to my sons school today for his "Spring Party" and was really upset. We have the parties at school for certain holidays. When I was young we called them what they are. But now for the sake of political correctness they have changed it. I guess what got me was that we couldnt call it an Easter Party because we might offend the families who do not have the beleifs that go with this holiday. Umm ok I can understand that but if we are trying not to offend them then why did the kids hunt eggs and why did everyone say to have a Happy Easter (including the teacher) when it was time to go. Christmas break is now Winter Break but.... our kids still have a Valentine's Day party.... did I miss something here?? I guess so. I might have slept thru most of the time that I spent in church when I was younger but you know something smells fishy to me. Oh well we all just have to deal with it and take things as they come.
My Kids Pics
Seeking Through The Darkness
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change its form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one w
The Last Sleep
Next year will mark 10 years since I have been out of high school. I never graduated, that was my choice. I chose to drop out. I would never say it was forced upon me. Because for the most part, we always have a choice. If I am to be honest for a long time I blamed my peers for "forcing" me to make that choice. Which is a load of bullshit. Because no one should have that much power over you. But still I went on believing that I was "forced" This is how it went down. At that time in my life I felt like my fellow peers were out to get me. It is true that I was ostracized. And my offence was nothing I could change no matter whether I dieted or what clothes I wore. A wheelchair is a wheelchair, you can't wash it away. But by no means was there a school wide conspiracy against me. Although that is how I felt. I thought that everyone that stared at me were thinking about how "awful" I was. That I didn't deserve to breathe the same air they did. Although I could never read someo
Well this is my first time on here and its pretty kool i still dont know how to do anything yet but ill figure it out i always do. Thanks to everyone who talked to me and welcomed me it was very nice. Now all i gotta do is put some color to my profile :)
Aye, Me Fuck'in Blog
Now here are the rules from the male side . These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one : Subtle hints do not work ! Strong hints do not work ! Obvious hints do not work ! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor
Lookin For Love
Hot man lookin for that special lady to fullfill his heart, can be very romanic for that girl. But I just cant find that some one, would like her to be slim.
Marks World
feel free to put your pic up on my me some love!!
home now for the holiday then back up to pa. it's nice to see family and friends. i dont have to work on the helicopters or fly for a week. a much needed break. tomorrow i'm going to work on my raptor and get it ready for warm weather ( which keeps disappearing ). nothing like being in 75 degree weather only to wake up the next morning to snow and a good 30 degrees oh well. take care
Joan And Jackie
Joan decides to go out with some friends to a bar up town for a couple of drinks and to have a good time, she works all the time and never has a chance to do anything. Sitting with her friends and having a good time she sees this women sitting at the end of the bar all alone not sure if she was with anyone, she told her friends shed be right back, approaching the women she says hi, my name is Joan and the women replied back Im Jackie and asked her if she wanted to join them for drinks, so they all have a great time and by the end of the night they had hit it off as friends and exchanged numbers, talking everyday they had become the best of friends and always going and doing things together, one day out shopping for clothes they were in the dressing room and Jackie caught herself checking out Joan while she wasnt looking, she knew about this side of her but how was she going to tell Joan? So they end up eating lunch at a little caf in town, and during lunch Jackie says to Joan I ha
Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for
Show Her Some Luv!!
Contest Time!!
Please go show some of that kick @$$ Fubar love for me... This contest will most likely be the last one I will ever be in. Yes, it IS a comment contest. So please, go bomb this picture till I win! :D I think it's about time for me to hold a contest... "Sexiest Cherry" Males and females. There will be a surprize gift or two depending on how many people enter, and when i can start... Contest will last for14 full days... Rates worth 2 comments, and comments worth one. Bombing allowed. Self commenting WILL BE allowed. 1st place will receive a 3 day Blast and a Porsche. 2nd place will receive a 1 day Blast and a Tropical Vacation. 3rd place will receive a Ring (man's or woman's) and a Platinum Cherry. 4th and 5th place will receive a Platinum Cherry. All other places will receive a Trophy. So Private message me with the link to the picture you would like to use. All pictures MUST BE Safe for work!!! Any questionable pictures will not be used. I wo
Have A Drink On Me
Slave's Prayer
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete,as he makes mine. It is evening. The sun slowly dropping over the horizon.
Hey everyone please stop by and sign my guestbook. I would really appreciate it. Thanks! Garry
Lucid Thoughts (poetry)
Gray ribbons running Endless across abstract ground Intersecting you and I Breathe in, breathe out Arms extend Hands touch Bodies embrace Eyes meet, close Lips press Explore Tongues entangle Drink deep Flow into me As I into you Where do I begin; where do you end? Unknown Forgive me Father, for I have sinned I took the life of another "Death by your own hand ?" Let me take you back to how it began My act was done with love and favor For centuries terror reigned this land Known as the Vampire Bruxsa Human by day Vampire by night The land plagued by phobia She drank the blood of children Birthed from her own loins She used the art of witchcraft Creature to creature her shape could shift Hunters staked her heart, covered her eyes with coins Yet she lived, terrorizing travelers This being of evil grew quite despised As descendants go there are no males She would devour them whole This evil had no, known mean
Bar Tab
well today is my dads birthday and it is very hard because i lost him 6 months ago on nov 25th so i hope everyone has a better day than mine My bar tab is $735.00 This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Ever drive drunk -
Rant And Raves
What in the hell is wrong with the MUMM system here? I post an innocent (albeit lame) mumm called "hot or not" and I get swarmed with attacts? Do you people just sit around looking for mumms to dis on? Half the comments had nothing to do with the subject. If you want to bitch about your right to comment any way you see fit, than its my right to delete any comment I see fit. Remember its my mumm not the publics. Some people should learn to grow up and not be so negative. If you don't like the mumm, why waste the time commenting. I didn't make you read it, it was your choice. You so-called "mumm police" are retarded.
Likking The Cherry
With all of the thingz i know about the internet and computerz, i realize the potential the internet can have 2 be a meanz 4 advertizing and even running a service from the internet. The sad one else around me can see this. The internet on the whole today iz seen az a hobby, just az iz the musicianz work that u steal music from daily, and all the pictures that u take and put up on your profilez daily. Well let me remind every single one of u of something. I have written, recorded and produced my own music. I have created my own websites, built my own programz, created my own broadcast show..... I KNOW WHAT TIME AND EFFORT GOEZ IN2 such thingz. So if tehrez so much time and effort put in2 them, why are they seen az a hobby by all of u on the net? well i'll tell u.... Becauze we have somehow made it so performance outweighs creativity. Think about all of the cd'z u have....U love the music eh? U love the way the beat grabz u.... well have u ever wondered who may
Thanks To The Family I Thought I Had
My Music
Grieving Couple Commits Suicide
HYDERABAD, India (Reuters) - Unable to come to terms with the death of their pet dog, an elderly couple in southern India committed suicide by hanging themselves, police said on Monday. The bodies of 67-year-old retired soldier C.N. Madanraj and his wife, Tarabai, 63, were found on Sunday in their home in a suburb of Hyderabad. Police said the childless couple had held a burial ceremony for their dog of 13 years, called "Puppy," and hosted a feast for friends before hanging themselves in their bedroom. "The couple described the grief over their pet dog in the suicide note they left on March 29," said police inspector V. Anantaiah. Reuters is the world's largest international multimedia news agency, providing investing news, world news, business news, technology news, headline news, small business news, news alerts, personal finance, stock market, and mutual funds information available on, video, mobile, and interactive television platforms. Reuters journalists a
Woman Admits To Killing Her Fiance's 3 Year Old Son
Dan Shearer and Senta Scarborough The Arizona Republic Apr. 2, 2007 12:00 AM A 3-year-old boy missing since Thursday night was found buried under a tree along a north Mesa canal early Sunday, and his father's fiancee admitted she killed him and made up a kidnap story to cover it up. Isaiah Vargas' body was found in a shallow grave about 100 yards off McKellips Road three days after he was reported kidnapped from the parking lot of a nearby apartment complex where Heather Nicole Miller lived with the boy and his father. Miller, 22, told police Thursday that she pulled into the parking lot of the Windscape apartments about 9:45 p.m. with Isaiah and another child. advertisement She said she took Isaiah out of the car, put him down and went back to get the other child. When she turned around, a man hit her three times, grabbed Isaiah and drove off. A large-scale investigation was launched involving the FBI, National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, U.S. Marsha
Crushed And Confused.....
ok for a few of yall you have heard this many times but its still botherin me...ok i was with brandon for almost 9 months and i truely loved him but i found out he cheated on me so i ended it and i thot i was over him so i gave derrick a chance and we really hit it off hes as i thot was gonna be the one guy that was different then all the others but i was wrong and i fell fast for him and i loved him but he lied to me and that hurts just as much as brandon cheatin on me but i still love the both of them and then theres this guy at my school that i never thot myself to like he used to be the geeky lil nerd kid in my class that i cheated off of jus os i can pass but over the years we became friends and hes changed ALOT hes still the really really smart guy at school but now hes clear over 6'4 or so and is muscular and he plays basketball and runs track and is at almost every single softball game weve had that was close enuff to drive too but im not sure on if he likes me but my friends s
Sooo Boreddd!
Hey i entered the bicep competition! vote for these pumps! cick the picture-link to get to the vote page! anyways im so bored this is my first time on here... anyone wants to talk hit me up!
Thank You
Thanks to all of you who send me b-day guys are great.....HUGS to all
Fuck It
sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's only with myself i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either and i sit and think about what really makes me smile usually the insignificant things a surprise phone call a piece of candy someone gives me a good story told by a total stranger and what do these things reveal i like to be thought of i want to be wanted i just want to die i dont know what is up and what is down i dont know some one please shoot me the days are long but the weeks fly by the clock ticks the second hand waves goodbye the days are hot but at night i sleep peacefully because i know someday soon you will be with me
Stories...of The Nsfw Variety
Chapter 1 (summarized) I'm an 18 year old senior at an all girls boarding school. I'm a fairly attractive girl. I have long, golden blond hair, blue yes and full lips. I stand 5'9" and my credentials are 36C-28-30. I'm fairly top heavy and get plenty of looks when I wear my uniform. My uniform consist of a button up, fitted white shirt, a mid-thigh, pleated blue plaid skirt. I usually wear white stocking or knee socks with my black shoes. I always wear my sexy lace bra and tight lacy panties. I live in a dorm and my roommate is absolutely gorgeous! She is 5'7", has light blond, very long hair and the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She has large supple breasts and a cute little ass. We hang out all the time, go to clubs and tease the boys on the other side of town. Neither of had ever been with another woman before and after a while we found ourselves becoming very close. So close in fact that we'd practiced kissing with each other. We'd always find a way
Mrs Ravenblood
"can We Kiss Before You Leave Me?"
Can he hear me? Way out there. Pondering in the glistening light, looking as if he were dropped from the sky and I was to await for his appearance. Can we make it if we meet? Can we make it if we kiss? Can we make it if we hug, share nights together, hold If we have not each other, we have nothing at all, no? We have something extraordinary. Something people don't think about. Something people don't care about sometimes. What is it you ask? Love. It is simply love. "What on EARTH does love have to do with living?" Love is what keeps most people living. Without it, we are skeletons waiting for our death to slowly appear and take us away. "Can you kiss me before you leave me?" "Can you kiss ME before I leave?" "Can we talk before you leave me?" "We can talk before I leave." "Can we flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean?" "We can flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean." As we sit there, talking, holding e
My Scores.
I just found out that Marilyn Manson has a new album coming out on June 5th called EAT ME, DRINK ME. I heard the first single and im so happy. Im so loving it. Black holes are where God divided by zero. Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. Shin: a device for finding furniture in the dark. I intend to live forever - so far, so good. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines. 24 hours in a day ... 24 beers in a case ... coincidence? Boycott shampoo! Demand the REAL poo! Who is General Failure and why is he reading my hard
all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,
The Return
The Return Its been ten years since I seen him. Ten years since I felt the heat of his embrace, the warmth of his lips, and the passion he ignited in my body. I have been searching for someone to fill that void for me. I have been to swinger clubs, strip clubs, escort services, but nothing. No one can touch me like he can. I dont know how he knew what to do. I miss him so much. I have been in several relationships since our rendezvous, but the men cant quite capture what I am looking for in a lover. I loved each one in their own unique way, but my heart desired him. I got an invitation to go to my ten-year class reunion. I was dreading the thought of going alone, so I called my best friend Brian who anxiously agreed to go. He wanted to see if he could finally score with a high school hottie. I also reminded him that the hotties he was looking for were probably married with kids or divorced with angst. You cant be serious about trying to score with a woman there? They
Show Sum Luv
If you could I need all the luv you could show in my first Tap contest....It ends April 26th. Much luv to all my friends and supporters & to all if you ever need me I will always do my best to help.... Also vote for my babies in the cutest kid contest if you would.....MUWAH Cup of Joes contest: Vodka Gurls contest:(ends April 15th)
For All Of You Who Think You Know Her??
throw my life away, like the world does to us everyday, pain is black brutal and sorrow save you'r tears fight for tomarrow, and everlasting hope a current of anger has grown, for only this can make it go away for all of this is my pain i've left you out and brought back in a whole that eats deep under my skin can not be seen by those who dwell on silence live in fear of this life thats been givin to me for what so i can be another stepping stone ripped from ones own self i have nothing left just this one you test to prove nothing for only if there were something a new brighter day darkened by all our mistakes take back for just one day why where we brought here waht can we do can we honestly say life is a treasure that should be cherrished, or is it a crushing blow of reality that we were never meant not meant to be not meant to see our own hostility pave the way for the next generation save us for this pain has rissen escalading new hights brought down by our peers, a new hope of
I Want Voice Messages!!!
Forgive My Distraction
Well this'll probably be one of the toughest things I ever post here. I know I promised some of you that I would post pics & a story about my recent adventure, but I hope you'll understand why I haven't done so yet when you hear what I have to say here. I'll be brief. A few days after I got home, and had just gotten back into a routine of work etc, I got a call from my friend Jon here in Camden that our friend Mike had been killed in a snowmobiling accident the day I left for Arizona. At first I didn't really have any overwhelming reaction; "No shit! Wow, that really sucks!" Now understand that I haven't really known Mike for all that long, but as the days have crept by this week, I started to realize how deeply this hurt. Mike was one of those people who always had a smile on his face (a rarity I think these days) and you just knew that he always had your back. He didn't have any enemies, which was confirmed by the fact that the only local venue large enough for his memorial was th
Popping My First Blog Cherry! :d
I loved bill very very much!!! I just lost my grandmother this last week and just had her funeral on thursday..... I been devistated... i told bill tonight that someone else wanted me in the hopes he would fight for me but he didnt!!! Yeah i know that sounded like i am playing games but i am not!!!! i needed to hear that he needed meand still wanted me i guess i went about it the wrong way!!! The guy i said is in love with someone else..... bill has been online alot and never talked to me nor more i was hurt and was trying to see if he really loved me! he dont even want to be friends!!! I am not a evil woman i dont go around hurting people i am not like that!! yes i love bill yes i care but he dont want nothing to do with me.... he cant understand my grief.... Okay ya'll I have updated my profile!!! Made it less melancholy but more upbeat with my daughters and mine's fave new video!!! check it out!!! OH and i posted the lyrics for those who cant understand what shes sayin!!!
And I thought being a photographer was bad enough but oh no. I had to purchase a small resturant in Ft Walton Beach Florida. I work my natural (cute ) butt off nearly everyday. And finding good help is a natural disaster. If anyone out there happens to know anyone in the area that would like to earn a few more dollars please feel free to email my tired ass and I will definately consider it. Thanks evryone.
Well Hell!
You know I must be Bipolar or something like that. I feel like I've been kicked and kicked and don't want to take shit anymore. You see I was flying high there for a while. A random guy hit on me. This is something that does not usually happen to me. I didn't and I guess still don't take anything at face value when it comes to the male gender. I let myself get into the place where I was thinking ok, maybe I do want to date or something. But all of the sudden I feel like I've crashed. Like I don't care and will never date anyone again. Like I'll never have another first kiss or a guy who knows just the right spot on my neck to kiss. The feeling of butterfly's. I'm just there, here. Just floating and I hate it. I can tell everyone is tired of me talking about it. Like they just want to say shut up if you want something so badly go out there and get it. Which is the same shit I tell others. If you want something so badly go out there and get it at least know what you want. I can give othe
If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you follow I shall crumble to the ground like dust and my soul will wither and blow away in the storm of time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run... for if you come towards me I will weep tears of oceans and flood the lost souls of all time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you catch me I will have to face you and come undone and the seams that hold me together will be tattered pieces of my heart. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow,please let me run...for if you touch me I will remember all the pain and make me realize that I have not forgiven you at all.... So please just let me runaway.... *Perhaps the pain of the past can hurt you in the sands of tomorrow...and can make a clear day pass with storms of the soul* ((And not a day goes by that I dont think of you.......damn you))
Death Is A Joke
A Chinese man is divorcing his wife after she pretended to hang herself as an April Fool's joke It happened when Mr Lin, of Shanghai, came home on April 1 after a business trip, reports the Shanghai Evening Post. "When I opened the door, I saw a black object swinging in the air. When I turned on the light I was shocked to see my wife had hanged herself," he said. Lin immediately called police and the property office. Office staff helped Lin take down the 'body' while waiting for the police. "Suddenly, she sat up, started to laugh hysterically, and said this was my April Fool's Day present," says Lin angrily. His wife, Han, a 26-year-old actress, is always playing jokes on Lin as a way of keeping the marriage fresh. She says: "I just try to surprise him everyday." But Lin has has had enough: "I feel as if I'm sitting on a bomb everyday. We're getting divorced! "I can't stand the jokes and games anymore. She hides the dishes in the washing machine, or changes the loc
For The Ladies
I want to apologize first of all for lying to you. We had an agreement and I didn't keep my end of the bargain. I want to apologize for all the mean and rude things that I said to you. When a person loves someone they don't say things to intentionally hurt that person. I did it because I wanted you to hurt as bad as I did. And I admit that still is no excuse. I truly love you more than life itself. And I will be forever in your debt for helping me and being the for me during and after my surgery. Spending time with you during your moment of need had a sobering effect on me. It made me realize how much I love you and how much we actually compliment each other. Seeing you in pain did something to me and I know I don't ever want to see that again. And knowing that I have emotionally caused you pain has made me realize that I can be a jerk. You are a wonderful person and most definitely the best thing that has ever come into my life. The majority of our problems was caused by me. I am far
Who I Am
The world needs a hero. Around every corner bad stuff is out there lurking. Because that's what bad stuff does. It lurks. Not runs. Not walks, nor strolls. But lurks. And so the question arises. Who will defend goodness? Who will conquer hard-to-open peanut packages? Stand up against washing machines that steal socks, and vanquish restrooms of empty, deserted rolls of toilet paper? Who will stand up and say "No. No, Pimple, you will not make the day bad, nor you, Chewing Gum stuck to the sole of my shoe. You can test my patience, but you cannot take my smile." Who will champion snooze buttons, clouds that look like furry animals, and all-you-can-eat buffets? Who will step into the ring and become a Force of Good? -author unknown- This is one of my favorite lines from Smallville Season 2 so I just thought Id share it with you all. I guess it shows you what a huge Smallville fan I am. That or a weirdo, but thats ok. Those of you who know me alrea
The Man Of The House
This man came in the house & threw his pants to his wife & said : "PUT THESE ON" ! His wife looked at him & said : you know I can't wear these & the husband said : "WELL I GUESS YOU KNOW WHO WEAR THE PANTS IN THE HOUSE" ! That wasn't nothing because his wife took her pants off & threw them to him & replied : "PUT THESE ON" ! The husband said : Honey, you can't get into your pants & the wife replied : "YOU NEVER WILL EITHER IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR F**KING ATTITUDE" !
The Empty Egg
Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12, he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school.
I Don't Know What To Call This.
I stare into the void called reality, thinking of her. Many other women run through my mind, but she stands out. I don't know why. Feelings of anxiety and depression come over me, because I never know what to do. To tell her or not. Sometimes I like to sit, hold it in, and let the feelings gnaw at my empty stomach. Sometimes I would rather surprise her with a passionate kiss. Three and a half months I've known her, but for the last few weeks, I've wanted to embrace her for walking into my life. But I couldn't tell her how I feel. The words would sound awkward coming out of my mouth. I'm not exactly a very smooth talker. I'm a klutz and a screw-up. Actually, I'm not a klutz, but it felt good to write it down. However, I do have my good moments. Like it says in my profile, I'm an awkward soul. How can anybody like an awkward soul?
Deer Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "We
**the Most Romantic Thing I Have Ever Seen On Second Life**
I stole this from my friend Harley because I believe that these men and women who give their lives and sacrifice so much for me and my family that as many people as possible should know about the shameful way people who sleep peacefully in their comfortable air conditioned homes at night are allowed to do so because there are those who are sleeping in sand and extremely hot temps. I BOW TO EACH OF YOU WHO HAS SERVED/IS SERVING/OR WILL SERVE IN OUR ARMED FORCES!!!!!! I copied this from HarleyAngels blog because I feel it should be well known...Thanks for posting it Lorrie. Harley 1st Force Recon Company Vietnam 69/69 .................................................. NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter..... Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Not free mind you? Starbucks replied, telling
if u have yahoo talk!!! grant64822002 hey help out my band AIMLESS open for fall out boy please! click the picture and select arizona find and click on vote under aimless. let me know if you do! You walk straight, not like them. To fool them in, make it seem like you're in trouble. Make a sound, fake it enough. "What made you so scared?" Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares. If you remember, remember, I've been trying to get back to the center. I'm sure it's not like it was before. To make them drink, tell them that it's only water No one leaves 'till we figure this out "What made you so scared?" Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares. If you remember, remember, I've been trying to get back to the center. I'm sure it's not like it was before. Patience, Both we and our words are over produced by influence. By influence. Patience (patience), Both we and our words are over produced by influence (by influence), By influence (by influence).
FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS When I first meet my Tomaran he was and still is the truest friend my heart has ever know.But little did I know how Cherry would also bring me some friends that I will never forget and I'm writting this blog for people that want to meet ginuine people that show that they give a damn about others so as following these people are all wonderful in so many different ways Show them love & I know from experience that they will do the same in return LOVE YOU ALL!!I'M STILL WORKING ON THIS LIST SO IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR MUG ON HERE AND YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WILL ADD YOU ,IF YOU AREN'T BEING A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WON'T BE DOING SO SO PISS OFF STOP WHINING.I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE HOW THEY TREAT ME:) DAWN
Passionate Or Compassionate?
You Are 65% Passionate, 35% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?
Hey Yall
This site is suppose to be about meetin ppl but u know since Ive been a member seems like ppl are just interested in how many points they can accumulate. Outta all the ppl I have listed as friends, I think I have had 2 conversations. Thinkin about leavin...Know I wont be missed..... Good mornin' thanks for the quick comments & friend requests... lookin foward to being a memeber....
Show My Bro Some Love
My Brother Russ Is New Here To The Tap, His Name Is Russ, He Is 36 YRS Old , Single , No Kids , A Marine , And Works In Cocoa , Florida Now At Motion Potion
Dadys Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache
The Luckiest Man In The World
Well here is Cherries, my first blog, about damned time huh, LOL. First of all allow me to introduce myself, I am the exclusive photographer for CyanideDolls.Com Which makes me the luckiest man in the world, Ive got to say I Really Love this Job. Every day I get to look at some of the sexiest women and men in the world, as part of my second job here at Pinned up Productions. I am also the photo editor, this is where I get to be creative and go a little crazy with some of the photos. As the photographer, at least twice a month we bring our Dolls into the studio for a photo shoot, and I have to tell you, you have never seen so much naked flesh in one place at one time. It is often hard to keep the Dolls off each other and of course when this happens I am there with my camera to capture all the action. You will get to see this when Bloody Kisses comes out of production. We offer pictures with a dark Gothic them to them, some of the sets are quite bloody, others around a
Hey Friends...I have MANY new pics up...Stop by and rate them plz. Thanx:JDsWoman Why get onto if you can not handle criticism??? Being on here for like 2 weeks I have learned that it is all about what other people think about you. I am comfortable with myself no matter what people rate me. They don't make me or have to deal with me. So, why let their opinion get me down. Here is what I am trying to say...If you can not take a rate below 10 then why be on here? No one is perfect in this world and Opinions are like assholes ...Every body has one and guess what...THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT! So,do not rely on other people to build your self esteem up only you can do it. You need to be happy with yourself before anyone else can be happy with you. Don't get so offended people rate what they rate for different reasions. There rate doesn't make you any less of a person only you can do that. Luv and Hugs: JDsWoman P.S: If you are going to rate me...Be honest weather it is

There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it
Would You Hit It?
I Am Mr X
Please Sign My Map
My Website
My site is now live go to and check it out. No more online shopping mall! YAY!!! **Note** The store is not completely finished. I do not have all of my products on it and am frustrated about the main page being so.... blank (trying to figure out how to fix that and am having a hard time doing so). I plan on adding and updating everyday until I get it exactly where I want it to be but couldnt wait any longer. So keep checking back it WILL get better lol!!
I always knew I had a little devilish side in me that wanted to come out. I fantasized about seeing the welts a mans nails would leave upon my arms and back. I fantasized about seeing the scratches my nails could leave upon his chest. Upon that fantasy being fulfilled another appeared as I watched the drops of crimson drip from the scratches upon his beautiful body. A sudden urge to consume the drops overtook me as I bent and ran my tongue over the gashes...only to have another fantasy appear. I WANTED to be cuffed and forced to be submissive. To do as he said....but all of his orders are to please me. As this is the stage of the fantasy I have yet to personally experience I can not say how deep that little devil within wants to go. Perhaps there will be another....deeper one...Only time will tell!
Well Well
so just to clear up any miss understanding there is no 1 on ct that i have let close enough to me to hurt my feelings so please dont worry its not u if you thought that it was what have you done to me to make you think that lol and better yet if you can take time to read this then please just ask me okay so how many of u have ever felt used? i do rite at his moment and dont understan how i let 1 person hurt my feelings so bad i have never done that before it sucks big time i really want to know how it is that we leave ourselves open to this aggravation please tell me i would like to know so im new here to the tap but y the hell do people have x on there faces and thank you 2 everybody that gave me tens in all areas lol was just wondering what was up with the re x's
Thoughts Of A Southern Rebel
There ought to be capital punishment for cars that run over rabbits and drive into dogs and commit the unspeakable, unpardonable crime of killing a kitty cat still in his prime. Purgatory, at the very least should await the driver driving over a beast. Those hurrying headlights coming out of the dark that scatter the scampering squirrels in the park should await the best jury that one might compose of fatherless chipmunks and husbandless does. ....Rod McKuen Top Ten things men shouldn't say out loud in Victoria's Secret... 10. Does this come in children's sizes? 9. No thanks... just sniffing. 8. I'll be in the dressing room going blind. 7. Mom will love this. 6. Oh, the size won't matter. She's inflatable. 5. No need to wrap it up. I'll eat it here. 4. Will you model this for me? 3. The miracle what? This is better than world peace! 2. 75 bucks? You're just gonna end up naked anyway.
Uber Blondes
Angel Cassidy: Fallen Angels
Friday 6 April 2007
It's been an experience being on here,but I must say that all my new friends and fans have made it a lot more fun..... To any who wonder why I haven't written individually-I must say that I hope you forgive me-it has been a time of adjustment for both hubby and myself since we are in the process of getting him into physical therapy and ready for his prosthesis.....we're looking forward to him walking for the first time in over a year. I must tell all my new friends,fans and family thanks for giving an old woman new people to talk to and interesting new pics to look at.....I'm trying to learn how to morph so any help will be GREATLY appreciated. I hope all of you will have a great weekend and good things in your life. Being that I am married to a disabled Viet Nam veteran who has just recently lost a lower limb as a result of all the toxins used by our lovely country to make war easier....wierd concept,isn't it?to make war easier,to allow the mass slaughter of people(both o
Happy Easter!!
Just wishing every1 a Happy Easter.
Down With All The Changes
Hmmmmm I wonder, Baby J how would you and Social Concepts like it if we, the people of Cherry Tap took a stand by not helping fund Cherry Tap anymore. What if we canceled our VIC What if we stopped buying blast and happy hours What if we stopped recruiting new members for you We have rights as paying consumers of this site and why are our rights being ignored? 90 % of people who write you for answers or have something to say are ignored. Why is that? Why change what was a wonderful and great thing? Why take away our adult privileges when this "Claims" to be an adult site? Why have a rule that you have to be 18 and older to join if the site is going to become child safe? I would love for some answers from someone. I also am going to write Social Concepts who if you look at the bottom of the Cherry Tap log in page is who sponsors Cherry Tap. If you notice also when you go to pay pal now to get a blast or pay for a service of Cherry Tap it goes to Social Concepts. I hav
Lyrics To Songs
This vacations useless These white pills arent kind I've given alot of thought on this 13 hour drive I missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights Do you care if i don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me? Will I shake this off? Pretend it's all okay That there's someone out there who feels just like me THERE IS Those notes you wrote me I kept them all I've given alot of thought on how to write you back this fall With every single letter And every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl Do you care if I don't know what to say? Will you sleep tonight? Or will you think of me? Will I shake this off? Pretend it's all okay THAT THERE'S SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO FEELS JUST LIKE ME THERE ISSSSS
Rantings And Mumbles Of A Troubled Mind...
well im home and really looking forward to seeing my baby boys.. Im irritated and repressed but i dont care. my boys are the most important to me and everything else can wait i guess! my soon to be ex wife decided shes a lesbian now and im happy that she is happy. Im just ready to mmove on with my life and be me. Im tired of changing myself for other people and ending up tired, hurt, and alone! Its 6 in the morning and i cant sleep. Between the migraine and the thoughts in the rattled head. I sit here and think about people i have lost and things that i always wanted to do that i still havent done. Its like beating yourself up for not realizing your dreams. I hate looking backwards cause you never see all the good things that you have done, all you see are the places that you screwed up or made mistakes. Hindsight is twenty twenty right? Oh well no one really wants to listen to me complain that my life isnt what i planned it to be so i will wander off again! Back into the swirling sand
Walk In The Rain
*Exercise for Older Adults:* Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 5-lb potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. Each day, you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer. After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato sacks. Then try 50-lb potato sacks and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than full minute. *(I'm at this level)* For Belinda Emmett. Keep this one going please!!! In memory of Belinda Emmett, in appreciation of Kylie Minogue, and anyone else you know that has been struck down by cancer A handsome, middle-aged man
Moving On
Hey i reallllllllllllllllllllly want to make rockstar.... I am so close... help me out and send me an email or leave a comment letting me know and i will give u a gift!!! THANKS barry
Happy Easter to all my friends and family.
Assholes On Ct
I do mumms every once in a while but people insist on being complete assholes...They bash people just to make themselves feel cool or whatever , or to get attention. But I have a feeling anyone who has a speck of class or intelligence sees these people for what they really are...a misrable individual who has nothing better to do with thier time than for no reason TRY to make other people pissed upset or irritated. I am a nice person...anyone who knows me knows that. I am also an intelligent person I just think maybe I shouldn't bother with mumms anymore due to the fact that it seems pointless especially when it is just people being immature. I iknow all you guys like me .....and jerks are a part of life but Maybe I should not even grace people I don't like with any of my buisness. Anyway hope all of you have a nice holiday weekend and feel free to stop by aand show me some love! ~janna
Im Going Crazy
Is there something wrong with me i mean i got all these friends but it just seems like none of them really care to talk to me i mean is there something about me that turns people away. I mean i think im a sweet and careing person and would do anything for anybody.Im just wondering what the hell is wrong with me. im not sure what to do im debating on weather to stay here at ct or just leave i was really hopeing to make some cool friends when i got here but i guess i just dont have the right personality for the ppl on here. sorry but just had to get that off my mind. and this seems like the place i can do it. my son is in the best kid contest and i need some major help so please come help me even if its just one comment just click on the pic omg im really getting tired of chery tap but i made to many great friends to leave it first it dont wanna load my pages then it tells me im commenting to much and now today i get on and go to comment one of my wonderful friends and it wont
My Ramblings
Here's something I'd like to say although none of you fucks read any of this shit but DO NOT MESSAGE ME ASKING ME TO RATE YOUR PIC!If I wanted to I would. If this pisses you off.... O WELL! I'm sick of getting messages from asses wanting me to rate their stuff. Ive gotten like several messages in the past few days asking me about doin it. You message me wanting a rate or a comment ill block your asses! I'm not here to act like im in highschool or anything like that Im here to meet cool ppl and make friends. Sorry if I sound like an asshole Im just sick of having an inbox full of fuckers wanting me to rate their fucking pics
Eulogy Of The Saddened Soul
All she ever asked " " Was that so hard to do? Now all she can say is " " And I'm wonderin why you don't even care. Is all I ever see in her...all I hear when she cries cuz of how many lies you've promised and how many times you've torn her apart inside. I don't really think so...and if it's true than you got a fucked way of puttin it through. Yeah I know she spits the message right back but maybe just maybe that's cuz you caused her to crack. and the only thing I see you riskin is money and time and the life that you seem to want so badly that you'd do nothing for. and about killed her. But you can't even see that what you did made her stronger and made her realize that she doesn't need anyone...not even all anymore. And I'm so afraid that one of these days you're going to hurt her so bad that she's gunna say "
My Blog
Do you think they really were? and why?
Bealzes Historical Entries - July 2006
(Originally Posted on July 25, 2006)I found this in one of my Satanic discussion groups, Dark Sanctum. The original article can be found here.The Transformation Many of us who choose the path of the occult find down the line that it is not all fun an games, but a process of trial and error as well as growth. It isn't an easy path to take for those who are True Ones, meaning `sincere in their Satanic growth' and are not posers, find it quite challenging to say the least. As True Ones the transformation from the conditioning of this world to the next can be a very hard process. Crossing the abyss, "death" is an evolutionary process and one can achieve it through growing in the ways of the LHP. Once a person crosses the abyss what is obtained is a god like mind set for we become as gods in our own right. Not meaning that we would be rich with worldly goods and own the world, but we become in control of our own destiny and in control of our emotions. Also, one become quite proficient in t
Maybe People Are Right.
Ramblings Of The Heart
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o
I Brought Sexie Back Aka Jaybaby's Girl
I'm happy to say that I love I have met some great people one person in particular (JayBaby) much luv to everyone out there. Especially to Jay may peace be with you as you cross the seas. Know that my heart is here always and will never leave. Hurry Back!! One Luv, Real luv, always and forever
Music Related
I would have posted this yesterday as a tribute to Layne Staley.. As yesterday marked 5 years since his passing.. However I just joined this site only this morning.. So, with this being said,here it is... .......RIP LAYNE STALEY....... .......YOUR WINGS ARE NO LONGER DENIED.......
New Ct Friend And Fan Lounge.
Come one come all to my new ct friend and fan lounge. It has to be one of the coolest lounges where friends and fan come in and make new friends and fans. Just come in and have fun.
I Am Not Todd And He Is Not Me
There is a bunch of nasty shit and rumors going around that I am the Legend or that he is's all a bunch of bullshit started by someone who is jealous of my relationship with the Legend. Read my general interests on my profile. That says it all. And whoever it was for starting that crap - you should be ashamed of yourself. All you did was hurt Todd and made him want to leave C.T. What kind of friend would do that?! If you have a problem with my relationship with the Legend - you talk to ME -- don't take it out on him and make false accusations against him. You owe the Legend an apology for accusing him of creating a false profile. Why the hell would he do that? It doesn't even make sense.
Poetry In Motion
Here I am, here to serve your every need. Here I am, to show you the great places that you have never been before. Here I am, to hold you and to be your shoulder to cry on. And here I am, to give you all the love that I have and to support you. Just look at you. With a smile on your face that will make me smile too. I wish I could just reach out and touch you, grab onto your hand and walk together side by side. I will do whatever you ask of me. For I pledge my life and my love to you. I love you so much, and I am so lucky to have you. (Another blog dedication to Christopher McConathy) What is in my mind right about now? Well a lot of things actually. I have just graduated from a community college here in Michigan and I'm going on to a University. But thing is, I have to tread lightly bcuz of a couple of stories that I have heard from friends. But that does not matter, all it matters is that I'm doing my business and that is how I will leave it at that. Plus, the love of my life, (Ch
Good Friday
show somw luv yall bomb me plz all juggalos order merch. from, this order i placed on 4-6-07 and i got it in the mail today only five days to ship to me in west bend,wi. bomb this pic as many times as u want thank u
Just Me :]
My words and actions can't explain my love for you. All I can feel is how much you love me and can't let it go. Because you mean the world to me and I can't lose it, not now at least. People tell me that you'll get over him soon and move on to someone new, but you know what, its not like that. Because I love you more than anything in the world! Because your the first to make me happy and keep me happy. Your the greatest thing in the world and Im glad that I have you in my life and I dont want to lose you and that wonderful feeling. I think about you everyday, every hour, because when I think about you, I think about your face, your body, the way you touch me, the way you talk to me. Really I just think about how happy Im with you! And I keep thinking about when Im going to feel you touch again. That touch on my face, to feel your hand on my face, to feel your arms around me, cause I know your there to keep me safe and warm. I wish that your there with me all the time and I can't he
You Cant Handle This!
MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more!
Yea Imma Bloggin
As the time passes so do we another place another time they see with us gone the world still turns in their eyes our memories we burn trees fall buildings crumble water turns to ash but all that waz there is just now in the past forever we all strive to hold on but again our world is gone it might seem like where all here but to them its just another tear for we are all just memories in the past and for now i must finish and leave u at last yo people just wanted to let you know even know no one really cares, but Imma DADDY!!! she's a beautiful lil thang and just melts my heart!!
Graphic Poetry
I Am An Aunt
Just wanted all my friends to know that my brother became a dad today to a beautiful baby girl!!!!!
Es Mi Tentacion
sorry...just messing around on here and listening to some Rey Ruiz...a little salsa music to get me moving....shake it
Keep Kids Safe
When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house and red, blue, green, dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. The best thing is that you can show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. Another tool to help us keep our kids safe. Amazing how well this is done. Know your neighbors and send on for the safety of your kids, grandkids, nieces, nephews, and others. Happy Easter. Steve
Hello everyone, Want to know where the idea came from for the chuggler mug. When I was 20, I was dreaming - and in this dream, I was on a stage like Woodstock. Looking out into the crowd, I could see people holding this strange looking mug, in all different colors. I was like what the heck are they holding. Next thing you know, I was holding one on the stage about to funnel out of it. While I was funneling I was looking really hard at this mug. -studying it deeply-. As the fluids were rushing down everyone in the crowd was chanting \"Chuggler\" \"Chuggler\" \"Chuggler\". Me looking in on this dream made myself wake up and draw a picture of this awesome idea along with the name. So in 2003 (14 years) later I decided to bring it out. It was never easy. It has taken many a bridges to cross across along with a lot of road blocks just to get it come out. Still in the mist of getting out of the start up costs. BUT I figured (hope) it was/is worth it! Party On!! Mr. C
Angel High Above
You must be an angel sent from high above in disguise as a lady so sweet and kind you will not fool me though for i hear it in your voice it is so obvious as as can be a song so beautiful it could only come from an angel i see in your elegant beauty like the way when you walk in a room all are astounded for even angels are rarely so gracious and beautiful and it is an angel i love with all my heart i can only hope and pray it will last another day will she be mine untill another time there is no other love stronger than mine!
My 2 Best Friends!
My 2 Best Friends From School Have Past On. 1 Passed On 6/6/06! His Name Is Tyrone Johnson He Was To Graduate This Year With Me! Then The Other 1 Died 1/27/07 His Name Is Justin Clark! He Died In Monroe TN! I Miss Them Both! RIP TY & RC!
Easter - Origin
Easter is a vernal equinox festival that honors the coming of spring and the sun. It is named after the Anglo-Saxon goddess of the Dawn and Spring named Eostre. It celebrates the triumph of spring over winter and life over death. The Norse Eostur, Eastar, Ostara, and Ostar, means season of the growing sun. In Wales Alban Eiler, eos is nightingale, ostl is inn, os is branch. The festival lasts a month and is called Eastur-monath (pron. eh-YAW-stir MOH-nawth). When Christianity arrived, the church substituted Paschal fires, fires for Christ, for the old ones. Easter became Christs resurrection. Easter Eggs The egg is one of the oldest Springtime symbols in the world. Ancient Persians, Phoenicians, Hindus and Egyptians believed the world began with an egg. A legend says a great egg broke in half forming the earth and sky with the yolk as the sun. Eggs were given as gifts in ancient China, Greece and Rome. The Celts worshipped serpents eggs that stood for eternal life. As
Blah Day
I just need to vent for a bit(so please forgive the pity party I just need to get this out) and the past few days has just been a drain on me emotionally. The smile I wear was just to much to even try and put on for today. It's a sit listen to sad songs and cry day. When you get told you are more of an obligation than a true soul mate love cuts to the quick. When you realize that you will never be that girl to the person that matters most to you. When your spouse chooses his hand over you. When they say no if you don't have contacts in and make up on you aren't pretty and then when you are done up your just eh ok. Just to have one person find beauty in have one person (other than kids) love you with a all their heart. To be that special one who holds that place in their heart. to be special enough for them to do things they really dont like doing just because it makes you happy... ok I'm done with my pity party now. Sorry I had to get it out somehow
i was watching the miss universe, in one of the question they asked was "if you had to choose between living your life following your heart or your mind, what would you pick and why" id say, if i had to pick between the two, id follow my heart cause when you follow your heart it would never lead you the wrong way. when you follow your heart your doing what you really want and thats how it should be, you should live your life happy with the choices you makes, and when you follow your heart i think you cant go wrong with that. with me, i followed my heart and i try to do what i feel is right and so far so good, im doing the things ive wanted and im happy with that. also known as "420", i found dis site da has more facts and info on why its called "420" and other things that happened on this day. MySpace Glitter Graphics Myspace LayoutsAdd 10,000 New friends NowFree Myspace Layouts im just sitting here, thinkn
"Catholic - which I was until I reached the age of reason." - George Carlin (It also applies to me.) "Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible in the sky. Who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these 10 things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever, 'til the end of time. But he loves you. He loves you. He loves you and he needs money!" - George Carlin
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the
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The Rating Game
if you havent checked out my recent pics, please do. some of you have asked why i stick my tongue out so much. well the answer is simple. its for practice! i figure the more i do it the longer i can do it for, and the stronger my muscles will be. i love it lol. mmm im hungry. any volunteers? why do random guys keep rating my pics? this makes me a little nervous. i mean i appreciate the love but its still kind of weird. maybe im just sooo into myself that i think guys are trying to hit on me? oh well... lol. and how do i rate someones pic without visiting their page? please let me know! PLEASE DO NOT BE ALARMED IF I DO NOT RATE YOUR PICS. YES MY "ABOUT ME" SECTION SAYS I WILL DO THAT. AND I FULLY INTEND TO LIVE UP TO MY WORD. THERE ARE JUST SO MANY PICS OUT THERE LOL. IT TAKES A LITTLE WHILE TO FULLY APPRECIATE ALL OF THEM. I WILL RATE THEM EVENTUALLY. HOWEVER, IF YOU CANT WAIT JUST GIVE ME A LITTLE NUDGE AND I'LL GET RIGHT ON IT. IM A PLEASER WHAT CAN I SAY
Just S Ome Codes
So I was given some books last summer to read.. I didn't get to reading them.. But 2 weeks ago I picked one up to read.. Thinking the book was going to be hot and steamy, I start to read it.. It was very good until the big frist time that make love.. The Auther used words that made me laugh so hard.. who uses words like juncture and globes? Come on.. " He slid one hand from her brest down to her damp stomach to the curls at the juncture of her thighs..." I think that is funny.. Also later The Ather caller her breast globes.. lol this is my book reviwe on a book calld Craving Beauty By Nalini Singh.. It is a ok book made me smile... Music Video Code | Nashvi
Yay! Prom is next Saturday and I can't wait. It's my senior year, so I'm gonna go crazy :) It's going to be so much fun...I love my dress, my jewelry, and my hairstyle. I can't wait until I graduate, then maybe I'll be allowed to do whatever I want. I'm definitely moving out after school is over. Maybe then I'll have some freedom. I need some ideas for my 18th birthday...I know you guys have something I can do...give me any thoughts you have please...anything!!!
Silent Tears
The day is done, The time is here, For the light to disapper, And it is, with a sigh, That i turn to you, And say goodbye, For in the night, I feel you cry. Silent tears so soft and slow, In your heart is where they flow. I feel you weep, I feel you surrender, To those fears you won't remember. So close your eyes, Let your sprit soar, And in your heart, Fear no more. I will guide you through the pain, So that you may dream again. As with spring, comes new rain, So the dawn shall break again.
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Be Nice
The devil came down on New York City, he was lookin for souls to steal. And he was in a bind, cause he was way behind with an Arab he'd made a deal When he killed our own on American soil, we knew it was an evil plot. Bush stepped upon that podium said" Boy, let me tell you what: I bet you didn't know it but we got plans of our own too, and if you care to take a dare, I'll make a bet with you. You may have begun this battle, boy, but give America it's due. We're gonna find you no matter where you go, we'll win this war against you." The Marine said, "My names Johnny... this is where I come in I'm part of this bet your gonna regret, cause we're the best that's ever been Airforce load up our planes and bomb those Arabs hard cause hell's broke loose in America, Bush called out the National Guard. And when we win you'll not see those shiny streets of gold you'll have los
Most of my life I wasnt over weight and sense I broke my leg and had to have surgery to put it back together I have gained so much weight and I just and cant seem to lose but maybe a few pounds here and there and then I just cant lose anymore. I know getting older makes it alot harder to lose but what can I do should I get the lap band surgery or just keeping working on it myself?
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The Gators
This momma gator has decided she likes my yard as her home Can you spot her If I move closer... Can you see her now She is about 9 feet long. can you see the 5 babies with her Cat's not afraid. She likes to throw sticks Cat wins, but the momma will be back soon
Look What I've Gona And Done
ok, well my tongue piercing is a week old tomorrow, but Yesterday I woke up and the ball on the underside of my tongue was almost totally inbeded. I was not impressed. I had kinda had an inkling that the bar was too small. So, I went to my local Tattoo and Piercing place, as it was originally done on a recomendation of a family member in a place over an hour away from me. They were so nice in there, and understanding. I was so worried they would think I was an idiot. He was really great and changed the bar for me. It did cost me a furthur 15, but at least I didn't have to take it out completly. He reassured me that it was healing well, before slagging off the original piercer, saying that he was obviously not professional, as not only was the bar too small, but the balls were too small also. He was such a darling and I will in future have any work done there. No questions asked!.... Well This morning I finally went and done it! It was not as bad as I expected (or was led
Well everyone I am moving so I will not be on for a while you can still send messages and stuff i will get them but i won't be able to responsed for like a week or 2
Amazing Pages I Found On Cherrytap
I truly love all my cherries pages but today i had some time to actually go through this man's page and was just in awe at all the talent his family has and just all the stashes he shares.. if u have some time today or tomorrow go check out this man's page what a talented family..hugs all Metroseksual@ CherryTAP
Bealzes Historical Entries - August 2006
(Originally Posted on August 31, 2006)All I will say about this one is that I will not say anything about it.Church condemns abortion performed on raped girl, 11Sibylla Brodzinsky in Bogot�/span>Thursday August 31, 2006The GuardianA Vatican official has said the Catholic church will excommunicate a medical team who performed Colombia's first legal abortion on an 11-year-old girl, who was eight weeks pregnant after being raped by her stepfather. The rest of the story can be found here.tag: news, church, christ, christian, catholic, abortion, rape, news, medicine-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas! (Originally Posted on August 22, 2006)(Those of a "delicate condition" might want to skip this blog posting. It is of a more mature nature.)I would like to discuss one of the Nine Satanic Statements and the matching Satanic Sin with a new discovery about myself I made last night.The Satanic Statement is:3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!Th
Take A Look At My Girlfriend
THE RECTUM STRETCHER: While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then I work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket: $95.00 Court Costs: $45.00
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Me Myself And I
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New Contest I'm Holding
I am wanting to host a Favorite Tattoo contest. I want to start it on Sunday, April 8th, and run it through the following Sunday, April 15th. If you or anybody you know has a kick ass tattoo. Send me a PM with a link to the tat pic you want to use. There will be a first, second and third place winner. Winners are chosen by # of comments if there should be a tie, then ratings will be added to the score. Self comment bombing will be allowed, and as always please be courtious to others, any one who is caught being unfriendly to another contestant will be disqualified from the contest. Thanks everybody I hope to have a wonderful contest!!
Jenn's Blog
Just thought I would create a blog on here. Never had one before so I thought I wold try it out. Now to figure out what to write about. :)
Pimp My Words This is my sis, Rhonda. We are not blood related, but we should be! She is, without a doubt, one of the sweetest people on CT! I met Rhonda through Jeremy Crow, and I will be forever grateful to him for introducing us! Rhonda and I are so much alike, it's scary! We even have the same "mood" colored eyes. Rhonda is one of those rare people who actually care what other people think and feel, and she takes the time to listen when needed. She is an extremely loyal friend, and she has and will protect and defend her friends when they need it. I can't say enough wonderful things about Rhonda. When I call her Sis, I mean that with all my heart. Those of you who know her, know exactly what I'm talking about. And for those of you who don't know her yet, go check her out! JC's Sweetest Twin' & CT wife of Scott@ CherryTAP By the way guys, she's happily taken by Scott. So don't get any ideas. LOL I'm not writing this as a "pimp out". I just want
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore the heart Rain fall sweet tears of twilight pour I think about and miss you all the more Looking for and missing your sweet smile Knowing you will be back in just awhile But feeling the hole you leave behind And how you linger on in my mind And missing your words and seeing you here I cant help but know to me your so dear And have become more than a face on a site For I long to see you and have you ignite The fire that is the light in you eyes That guide me to write and
Sea Of Red
Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No," he responded. "Heading out?" I asked. "No. I'm escorting a soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family," he replied. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilo
Who I Am
So, ya want to know what I can do? Heres a list of my abilities. Astral Projection - The ability to leave one's body and travel in spirit to another location. Automatic Writing - Writing through the subconscious mind without conscious thought, or through the guidance of an outside intelligence. Channeling - Associated with mediums, this is the ability to act as a channel or vessel for an outside intelligence. Clairaudience - Put simply, this type of ability is used to hear what is "inaudible". For example, someone with this ability could be a thousand miles way and "hear" a loved one's cry of distress. (this is my strongest gift of them all. When I hear something it is in my own voice, similar to what you hear when your reading a book. It can at times make you feel as though your going Clairsentience - In this instance the psychic has an insight or "knowing" of and a hidden or forgotten fact. Divination - A broad term that includes fortune telling
Contest Please Help!!!!
hiya all im in a contest and need all the help i can get....gimmee a hand...please!!!!!!!! Im in a contest, come give me lots of comments...
They Put They Hands On You?
Never I get so close but yet so far to being truly happy And then I speak to you Then I go back to my old self you make me so crazy I am almost 20 years old you make me feel like I am two I don't want to be near you anymore I wish I could hate you But no matter what I will still love you nothing you can do will change that But sometimes you make me want to die Sometimes I feel worthless when I am with you I don't feel good about my self around you It's like being in a bubble of negativity But I can't break the bubble The friends that I love are slowly breaking it But you make it come back never am I going to be happy when I am with you Jessica L. Harper
Andie's Goodie Box
Hey family and friends and anyone else--new pic submitted for your approval and comments. You will find it in my NSWF album! Have a great Easter! Andie Please please vote for me!!! Hugs and kisses, Andie CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!
Miss Nycci's Bloggerz
ATTENTION all! I had gotten a few Unapriciated comments. And as of now I will tell you once. I do not I mean do NOT like your smutty comments (Eg. "Ide tap dat", "I would fuck you in a heartbeat", "theres other things you can do wit dat suker") So if I find anymore trashy comments I will DELEAT them and Ignore you without question. I am not a whore and I am not white trash, I am not a hoochie, a Vittu, and I will NOT tolerate being looked at like that. I am way to sophisticated to deal with trash. Peace not hate people.... You were warned!!!!!
The Contest I Am In
I DID SO ALL U WOMEN CAN DO THIS TOO COME ON ladies i am in a contest with a friend of mine and i need a female to write "tha Verdict Rocks" on their totally exposed boobies and send me a pic. no face necessary i just need the bare boobies (with nipples showing) that say "Tha Verdict Rocks" thank you in advance, tha verdict p.s. please repostTha Verdict {SUPER FLIRT}{CTAF SQUAD 2 #17}@ CherryTAP
Hey Still Alive
ok boys and girls I hope to make it on sometime tomorrow but in case I havent I will miss you all bunches and am so glad have met some of you special to me and have had fun. Im hoping not to be disconnected for too long cuz well lets face it Id be bitchy without my lil online world lol but for those of you who didnt get a chance to see the earlier blog thing before I was off I will be nice and leave you my messenger info so you can add me and get ahold of me on there since I know theres a few I didnt get the chance to add. So add me and when you see that Ive logged in on there ya better say hi or I will come and kick your asses lol ok maybe not but you wont get any jello shots when I get back and oh yeah I plan on being back so ya cant get rid of me lol so add me to yahoo if you want to and remember better say hi and that you miss me bunches lol Ok boys and girls I will be offline for awhile starting sometime tomorrow or Tuesday. Wont be able to rate anyone
Poem 1
Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love. You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciativ
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Not A Good Day For Me
omg what else can go wrong today first i get up my computer didnt want to start i had to fight for 30minutes to get it on them i went to do my comment bombing and it keept telling me i reached the level for the day for my rank which is a bunch of bullcrap.... then my hubby called me he got pulled while in texas and found out his licenses was susspened over a $18 fine so now hes stuck in texas until we get it all straight. he was suppose to be haome tomorrow but now wont be until saturday night or monday morning. so my kids and i get to spend easter by ourselfes... then dinner plans get messed up on my inlaws and i... then i almost got into a accident cause people around here dont know how to drive.. then my friend was suppose to come over and check out my computer but he was not able to cause his day got messed up as well... sorry guys i just had to vent and get it off my chest but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me
WOW MY DAY COULDN'T HAVE BEEN ANY WORSE... MY HUSBAND MY NIECE AND ME WHERE DRIVING... MY HOME GIRL WAS BEHIND ME. I WAS BEHIND THIS COP WHO SWIRVED AROUND THIS CAR AND I DIDN'T SEE THE CAR. I SLAMMED MY BREAKS AND HIT THE CURB. MY HOMEGIRLS CAR GOT HIT FROM THE BEHIND AND HER ASS END OF HER CAR WENT UP IN THE AIR. I JUMPED OUT OF MY TRUCK AND WENT TO GET HER OUT OF HER CAR. I HAVE NEVER RAN SO FAST IN MY LIFE AND THEY SAY FAT PEOPLE SHOULD RUN...LOL ANY WAY WE ARE ALL FINE AND SHE ALMOST BEAT THE KIDS ASS WHO WAS DRIVING THE OTHER CAR.... IT IS HARD TO CONTROL A PUERTO RICAN WOMAN WHEN SHE IS MAD... I AM GLAD IT IS ALL OVER. Hey my wonderful friends of fubar.. I know that I haven't been online.. I have alot of things going on for me right know and I got some problems that i gotta take care of... I am thinking of all of you.... why is it when you find something that is good. It it always back fires.. I am always looking for new things and when i find them it never wor
Yeah Im having one of those nights..where ya just wanna have people pity you and cry by yourself. Seems like I have lots of those nights but not so much as I used to. I know my life is not what or how I want it to be so that depresses me. I know people get tired of reading these because it's pathetic but don't have to read ;) I wanted to just sit here and cry and just be invisible or just go to sleep and not wake up and then I realized I couldn't..a few very special "Pink" friends I guess knew something was wrong because honestly, when am I quiet? lol And apparently I needed them to notice in some way because I did feel better and I felt better after talking to someone who has been away for what seems like forever lol at least now I know he's not dead or killed by some wild canadian moose lmao So if I haven't seemed like myself then I'm sorry..I'm trying to get back to the Amy I wanna be and the Amy that I need to be...but yeah, that takes time. So if you have read this..thank
General Blah
Use only 3 words to answer the following questions. It's harder then you think. 1. Where is your cell phone? To the left 2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend/hubby? - Battery Operated Boyfriend 3. Your hair? Long wavy blond 4. Where is your father? Colorado log cabin 5. Your favorite thing to do? host for monkeys 7. Your dreams last night? hot and steamy 8. Your favorite drink? Diet Dr. Pepper 9. Your dream car? Purple Plymouth Prowler 10. The room you're in? my living room 12. Your fears? losing loved ones 14. Who did you hang out with last night? My body pillow 15. What aren't you good at? A few things 16. Muffins? no thank you 17. One of your wish list items? Find true love 19. The last thing you did? Read this item 20. What are you wearing? my work scrubs 22. Your pet? - Calico cat Katy 23. Your computer? got a dell 24. Your life? could be better 25. Your mood? lonely, exhausted, confused 26. Missing? my sex life 27. What
Thankful Contest Is Over + Other Stuff
Wow am I Thankfull that Morph Contest is over.Very Grueling Affair.Lost a few good friends threw misunderstandings,met possible new friends.Ran into 2 friends from my Netfriendships days,they are now friends with me now,Roger + Dhana.If all my friends had a Sweet Heart, like Maniacal Bliss,Honey,Lizzy,Shyla + Friends,SimplyComplicated,These Lady's mention'd here went way beyond what I ever exspected,These Lady's mention here should get a Plaque for the 1,000 + Vote Team.There were 63 Friends in all that Voted for me well.I'm very Greatfull for that Unity.If all 174 friends could have got involved,I mighta took 2nd.I should have proberly went with Xeromancer's that I'm useing now instead of Maddness Morph that was my First.Glad it's over__________________________ Sundays I Fish,but other days that I'm not around it's internet issues,the comp I use is atleast to old.Originally came with windows 2000,now it has XP no burner,no longer an usb port for cam pic's,or my Maniacal Bliss Salut
Trusting Your Slave
when you own a slave do you trust her with knowing your business or do you hold back and treat her as a play toy 1 should you keep your slave in the dark and lie to her to make her feel secure yes no 2 should you have more than one slave and not let her know yes no 3 keep her as lover and partner as well as slave yes no 4 forgive her if she strays or lies yes no 5 treat the slave as chattel yes no 6 release slave for indiscreations or work them out work them out release and bannash
Ban The Deed, Not The Breed!
Teddy Bear's Cave word that says so much. I am moving out of my first house and into my first condo in a week. I never imagined this move a few months ago but then it started to become a reality and now it's actually going to happen. The boxes are getting packed. Things we no longer need are getting thrown away or given to others. It's funny how things you thought you needed can become disposable. All of my albums are going away... I am done moving them. I rarely play them and all they are is a reminder of times that I really don't want to remember now that I look back on it. Hopefully, someone will find them and appreciate them for what they are. They were good to me and got me through high school and the brief time I tried to be a university student. Life goes on. It's an HD-DVD, Blu-ray kind of world now and my LP record collection is holding me back. They are too large, too heavy, too cumbersome to keep lugging from place to place. They are a symbol of my inability t
12 Signs You Love Me!
I will be leaving tomorrow evening to go to Cincinnati to be with my brother.who isn't doing well..I'm also planning to get together with a very dear person while I'm there..........Hope you all have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.....Take care and I'll see you soon....Love and kisses always **Sweet LilBlonde** MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts In the matter of less than 24 hours I have lost 2 loves in my life.One to cancer RIP Uncle Don and one to deception you know who you are and you'll forever be in my heart I Love you as of tonight I am going to take a what i call "A Mental Break"..I'm heading out on the road for a few days thats where i do my best thinking..For my true friends, Family and the Sexy 2nd Alarm Hotties you to Chief kisses and I'll be back in a few days take care miss me while I'm gone..........Talk to ya all soon...........MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZ LOVE N KISSES.LilBlonde
Venting Zone
well this is my first blog so i wont vent in this one, but i can tell you the next one i wil, have something to vent about.
Alright guys here's the deal it's my birthday Oct. 8th but I like to party the whole month. What better way than to hold a contest and give away 4 blasts, yup you read it right, not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 blasts!!!! 1st place gets a 30 day blast 2nd place gets a 7 day blast 3rd place gets a 3 day blast 4th place gets a 1 day blast Everyone that enters the contest will get a gift from me no matter what place you end up. Ok Tony so what's the contest? Simple, a salutes contest. Submit your best APPROVED by fubar salute. 1. I will not pick out the picture for you, for those for you that have 10 million salutes. 2. The contest will be be a points contest. Who ever has the most points at the end wins. 3. Each rate is worth 2 points. Each comment is worth 1 point. 4. Comment bombing is allowed. Comment your own picture all you want. Get as many bombers to help out whatever. 5. No drama, any drama and you're out no questions asked. 6. Contest starts on Oct. 1st at
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Night Rose Writings
Well all, hello everyone! I'm Tempest Rose, and am proud to call myself a writer. So..ten to one I'll be posting my stories on here for all of you to read. I'm currently working on my first book, Notte Rosa, and hope to be done with it soon. Well..I suppose that's all for me right now. I'll post the Prologue of Notte Rosa soon, I promise ~Tempest~
I close my eyes, Oh Lord I try, To make sense, Of half of this. I know you have your reason, Wont you tell me what it is, These tears fall like the rain, Softly I pray For a little sunshine To help me on my way, Im so close, But Im so far, From knowing, Just who you are, But my heart tells me, Youre right here, My heart tells me, youre right here. I reach for you, Wont you Reach For me, I need you, Cant you see, Cant you see,,,, Im so cold, Im so scared So I send to you, These prayers Im so close, Bet Im so far, From knowing, Just who you are, But my heart tells me, Youre right here, My heart tells youre right here. Then through the darkness, I hear you call, Sayn Im here my son, I never left at all, Run to me, Itll be okay, Know in your heart, Im here always X2 Im so close, But I'm so far, And now I know, Just who you are, I know in my heart, Youre right here, In know in my heart, youre right here.
Stupid Ppl Of Ct
Alright check it out skank I am not fucking everything on cherrytap...for 2 you need to shut your ugly pie hole up because to be honest with you the shit you pulled with Chris and then what you pulled with Dennis no wonder nobody wants your skanky ass by telling them that you loved them the first fucking day that is just pretty fucking sad and fucking insane and low and degrading to a woman. For the life of god bitch stop with the mental crazy bullshit you skanky ass fucking fat whore and for real you do look good in make up but for the life of god you look pretty shit in that fucking pj out fit there...I mean do you have all kinds of mental problems or what or are you really that fucking stupid or something I mean I have never fucked nobody on the net and all that so thank you very much get your facts straight before you start saying all kinds of fucking lies...I mean for real you are just really crazy and need to grow the fuck up...I mean I know how you are and I know the stupidity g
For My Heros
hey im trying to get my page together and i would like to add some people to it... as u should kno my page is dedicated to the soldiers and ppl helping to kepp this world going around.. if u feel u fit that category write me some how and tell me its ok to get ur link and i will add u to my page... thank u
Some Erotic Things
Soft sleep..feeling myself rise. your mouth..i awaken to your tongue..licking my nipples. they rise and harden..tighten as you suck and bite gently. feel your hardness, your warmth in the morning. your fingers seeking my wet pussy..knowing i am still full of cum from the night before. god..can i ever have enough of you, or you me? i don't i moan when i feel your lips then your teeth biting my shoulder. moving up to the curve in my neck you suck..marking me as yours. feeling your fingers pinch and twist my nipples as you trace your tongue up to my ear. your mouth on me.. by Warmspirit
My Myspace Blog
Please read this entry if you are in a mood for thinking.... Evil Mind Butterfies 11 Thank you! Anji My other Blog This the link to the other blog I always blog on (if that's how you say it) If you REALLY want to get to know me, read this one. I'll put in every once in a while that I updated it. So yeah there you go! =D Much luv
06 Apr 2007
hmmmm well today sucks ass... today was suppose to be my 6th anniversary... well I'm divorced, so I didn't make 6 years. Oh well... at least now I'm able to live the single life, and not have any major worries. Make your Comments HEARD using Just wanted to send a shout out to everyone!! Things are going good for me here... loving my job I have now... loving the single life.... enjoying not having hardly any worries right now!!! You would think.. after being married 2 times.. and dating since I was 14.. I would understand why someone would act like they were totally in love with me.. and then one day out of no where.. just flat out stop talking, no saying I don't want to be with you, no saying I don't want to talk anymore. Absolutely no words... All I can say is... I'm done dating! I don't need the drama that comes with it. He knows who he is that hurts me! Never thought a lousy explanation would be so much to ask for. Guess its just another man to pr
Great Words To Go By
...i Guess, I'm A Hero (true Story).
I don't even know how to begin this. Latley, I've been feeling really down thinking about my life and how it has little or no positive direction. Yes, I can admit I've been feeling depressed thinking about my life and what my future may hold if any. Well, that's beside the point. Today at work, one of the Special Ed kids started yelling, cussing, and kicking a dog next door which has neen labeled as "the Haunted House" ever since I was a student there. Well, one of the Pit-Bulls next door didn't take too kindly to this kid. I'll call him "Marty". The Dog bit Marty's foot and yanked his leg through the bottom of the fence. As he dog was Gnawing on his foot and pulling him in, the bottom of the chain linked fence was cutting into "Marty's leg. Soon after, there was a "call 911" over the radio. My job, as the school's campus aide required me me investigate what was going on, since everything that was called over the radio was not clear due to the yelling, screaming, crying a
The War In Iraq
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What The Fuck
lol I thought I would all bore you to death about what I just did...ok I have a problem when cutting my nails I always seem to go past the quick..I don't know why I do this I just do it allright? ok so like 3 days ok while doing some nail grooming I did that to the index finger and yesterday it was starting to hurt something fierce during spiderman 3 but I didn't do anything about it..and it was even starting to bother me why this morning when I got up I noticed my finger was ten timees larger then normal lol now I hate the doctors I figure there is nothing they can't do that I can do my self so I got a thumbtack heated it up on a stove burner and jabbed it in the finger in question til it punctured and I squeezed till blood and green pus oozed out..and you know what? my finger doesn't hurt I am able to type this up with no problem..I washed it up real good with soap dumped peroxide on it and we are good to go..I swear I could be Macguyver..if I had 3 names like Richard Dean
Its Easter!! YAY! Hope everyone is safe and having a good time! I have to go back home tomorrow! I'm sad about that...but I am gonna make the most of what lil time I do have here!! Make your Comments HEARD using sup everyone! Have a good night! Its saturday in H-Town...not much going on, just chillen with the mom is freakin over not getting to be on the find it hillarious!! Anyway, happy saturday!!
What Man / Woman Would U Pick N Why?
Ladies/Gentlemen, Which would you choose??? And why!!! 1. The man/woman that owns his own business, but will be in the same town for years to come. He's very sweet and will take care of you, but he's boring. 2. The man/woman that is young, energetic, willing to try new things.. But has not yet established a career. He's gonna make it big soon, but tends to be self absorbed and needy. 3. The man/woman that has a 12 more years to retire, will travel the world in the meantime for work with you by his side, but is a liar and you can't trust him. 4. The man/woman that has very little to offer you, but loves you unconditionally. You would have to struggle and there's no telling what would happen in the future. PRPrincess
Sex On The Job??
Sex on the Job Or With Some One You Work With !!!! This is a spin-off of the Corrections Officer thread where a few folks talked about Inmates having sex with the Prision Guards. ??? So the question is ??? 1) Have you ever had sex while on the job either on or off the clock? Or Have you ever had sex with some one you worked with at the same time phase ? ( while both of you are still presently work for the same company, office etc.) 2) How was the work relationship afterwords, did having sex with that person you worked with change for a better or worst? 3) Did any of your other co-wokers find out about it and how did they response to you and treated you from there on? 4) Did management find out you had sex with another co-worker and what did they have to say (or) how were you treated from that point on, did you get repramanded for you actions or lost you job? ***If not would you have sex on the job or with so
Very First Blog
My daughter is in town, Im so excited! We have both been sharing the computer and taking turns on Here CT.Actully we we are now timing it.We are laughing It its so funny, about who can stay on the shorest time.... I just wanted to share this. Oh my daughter is "FIRE" on my family, fan. Please go check her out she is really cute. OK goto go!!! Angeleyes4u~
For My Brother
~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........ ~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE..... ~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING T
My Journal
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Random Stuff
~~ LOVE ~~ LOVE! what is it really ? does everyone have there own real visions on what it really is .. who actually knows what it is? alot of people say you always have that feeling and it never goes away that you have butterflies in your stomach and everytime you see them your heart melts... do you feel it's true? i personaly don't.. i feel love is different in all ways like everybody is different everyone has diffent types of love... list what you think is true about love see how many people actually say what they think love is you'll be surprised!... i think love is all and all fairy tale that everybody looks for and hopes to get one day and once they find it they try everything to hold on to it even if the love has grown apart. but i do believe you can fall in love yes but i believe also that it can fool you and it can actually be lust! so if you do find love think real hard about it and make sure it's real love or just lust!.... well i decided to change how i am and look a
I am alone. Like always. I feel very much unwanted. It seems like no one can love me because I have bipolar disorder, along with a few other mential things. These are products of a very tragic life. Things happened to me that I will not discuss here. I am 35, I cant see my kids, my family doesnt want me, I have no friends, outside of the ones on here and I cant keep a girlfriend. I am always good to them, but once my illness gets the best of me and the moods start to swing, they are gone. So I decided that I will forever be alone. For the simple reason that I dont want the heartache and the hurt of being rejected anymore. Its just not worth the pain. I know how my life is going to end, Im going to die old, gray, alone and forgottin. That is how things will end for me. But until then, I will live my life the best I can, keeping to myself, going home after work and going to bed in my cave/bedroom(blacked out the windows) and sleep alone, all because of the fact that Im sick.
Watch Out For This Person , A Hater!
This person goes around and just rates people 1 on their main photo! Be Careful of her! Get people like her off this site! Why do we go around and send cherry love to have people like this here! makes no sense
Muder Of The Heart
Life is what we make of it. We can achieve everything and climb the highest mountain if we simply remain positive even in the darkest moments MURDER OF THE HEART this pain is like a fire forever burning this pain is from the liars that keep me learning my thoughts are twisted the feeling that i know, never exsisted and the lips that i almost but never tasted and every single word that i wasted i cant be sure and i never will how that feeling will ever feel treated like i was there but never real my soul is like a puzzle without the peices locked in emotion that never releases that feeling so appealing cought me off guard felt lifted so easy but fell to hard it was something good but it fell apart no words to describe it but murder of the heart CLICK PIC TO ENTER COME IN AND SEE HELLFIRE!!!WE HAVE LIVE DJ'S THAT ARE WAITING FOR YOUR REQUEST!!WE PLAY WHAT EVER YOU WANT!!!! (repost of original by '~~w~J&w~~HF&ߧ~' on '2007-11-26 14:52:24'
dark desires fulfill me as i sit before the screen and wonder tender fire flowing across my skin as i seek answers to end my pain that entraps my heart for so long i find no escape just eternal damnation my failings my shrowd if only i could touch my light once more to know its soothing touch but alas i have no mercy and must continue to suffer locked in isolation no ending near FLY BACK TO ME MY ANGEL here i sit before the fire gazing into is infinite flame longing to hold the one dear to me to have them in my arms to feel there kiss upon my lips the sight of her eyes making me tremble to be lost in such beauty to enjoy the closeness alas here i am amid the flames barren and broken for i have no such love a deepness rolls into my world my heart fails to beat for i am alone and lost in the endless stars always drifting away from my dearest love never knowing her feel its a darken hell i am forsaken too may the light return to
Something Less Irritating
Man Charged With Drunken Romp in Bikini AP Mason Police Dept via The Enquirer / AP Volunteer firefighter Steven Cole was arrested after an alleged drunken romp in a bikini and wig at a Mason, Ohio, park Tuesday. Talk About It: Post ThoughtsMASON, Ohio (April 6) - A man wearing a woman's wig and a string bikini was charged with taking a drunken afternoon romp through a park, officials said. Steven S. Cole, a 46-year-old volunteer firefighter, told an officer he was on his way to a Dayton bar to perform as a woman in a contest offering a $10,000 prize, the arrest report said. He pleaded not guilty Thursday to charges of drunken driving, public indecency and disorderly conduct. Cole was arrested Tuesday after police received a report that an intoxicated man was walking and driving around Heritage Oak Park in Mason. Police said Cole was wearing a blond wig, pink flip-flops and a red-black-and-white striped bikini with the top filled out by tan water balloons. His
Kitten Stuff
On news radio out of Dallas I heard that law enforcement just ran a conference to aid local police departments to crack down on slavery. The actually interviewed law enforcement officials who were shocked at the prevalence of slavery. How appalled they were to learn that a slave can be purchased for $90. To help police investigate slave situations, they listed warning signs that would give police officers a heads up on potential slave situations. These being high privacy fences, trash and junk strewn around the property, and a high number of people living in a single house.The big one was how so many of these slaves are used for sex, implying forced prostitution. So, Texas slaves may have local law enforcement fighting to liberate them and owners would have their doors knocked down and be carted off to jail because their fence is too tall, they did not clean up the trash that blew in over the weekend, and more than one person lives in a single house. May 10, 2007 08:40:43 PM
This Just Might Piss You Off!
/////////////////////////// Publisher ==> TheCEOGuy /////////////////////////// --- 2007 WAKE UP CALL! --- Are you a LOSER. Yes or NO? It's a real question. It's a serious question. It's a hard question for most. It's one that actually pisses you off, I bet! ........ Check your temperature. If you get pissed when someone asks you that question... WELL...YOU JUST ANSWERED IT! Losers respond to that question emotionally and immediately go on the DEFENSIVE trying to prove that they are NOT FAILURES. Oooooh! That's another word. Failure! Which can actually be a real world slang definition for LOSER. Check your temperature again. You pissed yet? ( --- smile --- ) Dictionary Definition ------ LOSER -------- 1. The opposite of winner. REAL WORLD DEFINITION ------- LOSER ------- 1. The opposite of winner. 2. An unpopular person. 3. A TALKER. Not a DOER. 4. A "wanna-bee". 5. Someone who alway
If Only I Knew.....
Silence can say more than a thousand words. This day shall unite us all about this unbelievable painful & shocking event and show some respect and love to those who lost their loved ones. On April 30th 2007, the Blogosphere will hold a One-Day Blog Silence in honor of the victims at Virginia Tech. More then 30 died at the US college massacre. But its not only about them. Many bloggers have responded and asked about all the other victims of our world. All the people who die every day. What about them? This day can be a symbol of support to all the victims of our world! All you have to do is spread the word about it and post the graphic on your blog on 30th April 2007. No words and no comments. Just respect, reflect and empathy. Spread the word about this event YEAH OK, ONE DAY YOUR JUST SITTIN THERE MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS WHEN *poof* UP POPS THIS LIL BOX ON YOUR SCREEN. WHATS DIFFERENT ABOUT THIS B
You Have A Sexual Iq Of 134 let me know what you think by: Edward James Millar The Woman I want a Dance with... Makes me smile... The Woman I want a Dance With Makes my Heart sing everytime we Talk... It Gives me Hope When the Woman I want A dance With Says She cares... And Yes thats Right... Your the woman I want a dance with... You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
we all sit here and make friends but don't know anyone we talk to online! Let's be real exchange numbers and talk (don't chicken out ) my personal phone number is 1-517-204-6602 if you want to know who i am and what i'm about call me ! the truth will set you free!
Ranger@ Cherrytap
If U lived In an aptment.... Where someone has Fogged the aptment sent U To The Hospital... Did Everything to make you ill with bad oders and smells. Runs cold water in kitcken and bathroom all night. You went to board of heath did nothing, also tried to talk with landlords did nothing. They have even openned basement sewer. Still no one cares in bayonne about all this< and you have been living all over. Would you move or stay the fight??? The Story: To: Secretary of State Condoleeza Rice We respectfully ask that the US Federal Government immediately release Dog "The Bounty Hunter" Chapman, his son Leland Chapman, and associate Tim Chapman from Federal custody and cease extradition to Mexico. These men have captured numerous dangerous fugitives and are a great asset to their communities and the nation. These gentlemen were only recovering a violent fugitive, Andrew Luster- convicted RAPIST - and do not deserve prison time for their actions. These gentlemen would not have ha
Good Friday...can't Sleep~
Friday night and i can't sleep if I tried...and I've been trying! I went for a walk to clear my head as I usually do every night. While I was walking I noticed the damn mailboxes all tipped over. lol Every corner I went to they were lying on their side. I asked my parents before if that was normal. If it was just a small town thing they do..or a ritual of some sort. :P No they said, it was the young people who got their kicks out doing that and I swear I laughed when I heard this. I mean, really...really, really is that what my girls have to look forward to? It scares the living daylights out of me. haha Ok..I'm not just talking about this. I just find it ridiculously wow... a few thirteen year old girls were wearing teeny tiny mini skirts. I saw my girls and thought, if those were my kids they would so not be wearing that at that age. The freaks out there is insane. I am out of that "teen" bracket but still in the 'young people' age...soon not to be though. Then I will have thirty
This Was My Life. This Was My Fate.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th
R.i.p Jay Cajimat
Someone I knew just passed away from a shooting in Iraq on April 03rd. Jay Cajimat is only 20 when he died. In high school he dreamt about being in the Army and before he graduated he signed up for the Army. And now he has died with honor and a hero. REST IN PEACE JAY CAJIMAT! You will be missed truly.
i guess im bitching and complaing but i guess thats what humans do when something bothers them and it keeps happing and no matter how much you try to change it it still keeps happening . so let me put it this way and see if you understand the constant games the constant words that make you think and see that things are ok but they are not the constant hows my girl doing the hows my hun doing when you see in reality its all lies im not your girl im just your toy till you find some one better .. its a constant cycle with me am i not good enough? or am i to good that you just cant handle me . then you wonder why im so gaurded because i have my reason and my reasons are becoming real to my human eye so i sit and wait for you rebutle and then laugh in your face cause theres only one chance with me... and your time is almost up actually no it is up its done its over im tired of the games and the lies i havent found anyone thats real honest and to the point like me and i don
Simply Love
I couldnt talk non stop; for after a while; the chords of my intricate throat started to hurt; and a gruesome hoarseness besieged my persona, I couldnt walk non stop; for after a while; the soles of my feet started to ache; and the conglomerate of dreary bones in my body demanded celestial rest, I couldnt write non stop; for after a while; my fingers swelled like a plump tomato; and the disdainful sweat on my palms started to drip obnoxiously on barren sheets of white paper, I couldnt stare non stop; for after a while; my voluptuously soft cushion of lids fell down with a sigh; and the whites of my eye were desperate to get rid of the tumultuous stinging, I couldnt eat non stop; for after a while; the tunnels of my stomach threatened to puke; and the buds of my tongue abhorrently repulsed the most exotic of taste, I couldnt dance non stop; for after a while; the fantasy in my mind wholesomely subsided; and I inevitably collapsed on soil for my noctur
Just Stuff
I know a truly unbelievable man, and I am so very lucky to know him. For some reason I will never really understand, God brought this man and me together, and we were very happy for a long time. He saw me through some of the most difficult times of my life, even though he was thousands of miles away. He was always there for me, when I needed a friend, a lover and someone to unload on. Yes, we had our moments of conflict, and there were a few times we both believed it was over, mostly because I was a dumbass, but he hung in there for some reason and put up with my shit, which I thank the Lord for. Recently, however, I had a major setback in my health and had to go into the hospital, aka nut ward, and he was still there for me, giving much much more than he recieved. While I was in the nut ward getting my meds straightened out, he found out some things I had been doing that were unforgivable, and he was very very hurt, and very very angry, as well he should be. The thin
yeah im on holidays wooooo hoooooo God men are so bloody annoying at times oooooooo
How Have I Lived Without You ...
Without you, how have I lived, How have I lived without you.. I spent the nights with your memories, The moonlight talks to me about you, My nights are lonely without you, My days are unlike days, A lonely body, a lonely soul, my eyes remain wet, Just come before me now, For there is no life without you. My eyes lay unto the road you left by, In the hope of finding you somewhere by mistake, I cannot forget the talks with you, Every moment, there are tears in my eyes, Why should I continue breathing, why should I live, Since life is becoming unpleasant, You became unfaithful, do give me the reason why. How have I lived without you .
Holiday Blogs
ok Every One Happy easter LoL adn little easter humer joke Why Did The Easter Bunny Hide Its Eggs?? For Answer Look On Bottem LoL Get more at Get more at Answer= He Didnt Want People Knowing He Was Screwing The Chicken
Dear Civilians
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in battle... in lust... in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something it's u
Hey Everyone
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck. ok im cleanin out my friends list... if u never talk to me or is just collecting friends then do me a favor and remove me from ur friends list... if u want to stay then let me know and rate and comment my pics... thank you Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV
Why do people give a shit about what others think ? , we are the one who have to make ourselves happy. life is full of regrets, for some of us we have them! Some have none! Be happy for what you have done, not what you havent! For you cant make anybody happy but yourself, and maybe you significant other! REGRETS are a waste of time . Live for the moment.You never know which one will be your last.
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My Life
So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :( Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found he
Rude People
What ever happened to people doing for others when good has been done for them? People are so rude,crude,inconcidered,self centered and thoughtless. I wish that more people were more considered of others feelings. There are differant people everywhere;but others want to judge them for what they wear,how they talk,skin color and religion. Be kind to others no matter who or what they are. To all of my friends and family....and everyone else Buried at
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My Very 1st Contest!
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!
American Dissident Voices 2000
by Dr. William Pierce Today let's talk about liberalism. Let's look at what this disease of the soul is doing to one group of our people. Let's look at the consequences of liberalism in a country in the southeastern part of the continent of Africa, a country that until 20 years ago was known as Rhodesia and today is called Zimbabwe. The reason Rhodesia is called Zimbabwe today is that in 1979 the Rhodesians, under intense diplomatic and economic pressure brought to bear against them by liberals in America and Europe -- and to be completely honest about it, showing some symptoms of the disease themselves -- decided to let Blacks vote for the next government of Rhodesia. Since there were at that time six million Blacks living in Rhodesia and only 275,000 White Rhodesians, this was in effect a decision by the Rhodesians to commit collective suicide. Some of them realized that fact at the time, but most didn't, because, as I just mentioned, they were showing some early symptoms of li
Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Just An Update
Have you ever had some feelins that you cant shake I mean lovin someone and feelin that their ex is goin to come back well that is what i am goin through now i mean they have children in all I do also but i am sittin here cryin bc it hurts well i am just ventin and i am sorry i need to hush now thanks for listenin Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now ok all I think this might be my last blog. i have been real busy with work and everythin else. i am not forsure if i am goin to keep this site up for me i have closed alot of muh sites down that i have up but
All Things Beautiful. (writings)
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,
Sweet Ass New Restaurant
Check Out This Restaurant! � � � � � � The World's First All-glass Undersea Restaurant Opens The Maldives | 15 April marks the day that the first ever all-glass undersea restaurant in the world opens its doors for business at the Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. Ithaa* will sit five meters below the waves of the Indian Ocean, surrounded by a vibrant coral reef and encased in clear acrylic offering diners 270-degrees of panoramic underwater views. "We have used aquarium technology to put diners face-to-face with the stunning underwater environment of the Maldives", says Carsten Schieck, General Manager of Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. "Our guests always comment on being blown away by the colour, clarity, and beauty of the underwater world in the Maldives, so it seemed the perfect idea to build a restaurant where diners can experience fine cuisine a
Surveys About Me
Deep QuestionsWho are you?i havent figured that out yetWhat keeps you awake at night?stressing about billsIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?not going to collegeAre you happy with your life at the moment?no, i feel i am not independent enoughWhat do you like most about yourself?i always try to be there for my friendsDo you ever wish you were someone else?yes, i wish i was a rich person, life is harder worrying about moneyWhat's the worst thing anyone has ever done to you?slept with an ex of mine and then started dating themDo you have a dark secret that you have never told anyone?yes, and will remain that wayWhat do you like most about your friends?they are honest and true friendsHave you ever come close to dying?two times, once when i almost drowned when i was little, and the other when i tried to take my own lifeWhat one thing do you want most in this world?to have enough money, i dont have to worry about bills and shitHow do you want to be remem
:eman Golb
I put 2 new ringtones on my phone this morning, courtesy of RGR. The tones were from the Saturday night / Sunday morning show. It's Mr. Pres and Goatboy arguing and singing "Hooked On A Feeling". It's a laugh a minute, considering it took them just about 5 minutes to get thru it because they were so damn drunk. There's been one of those Cat claws and a Utilities truck idling in my driveway for an hour. I have no idea why there are here or what they plan on doing. I better be able to leave my house! Blog log og g g og log Blog I need a job. job. ob. b. ob. job. I need a job.
Other Things
Easter has come! Here are a couple of pics where you can see traditional dyed eggs, typical where I live, i.e. in Lithuania. Enjoy the pics. Let prophets curse, this world despising, Until their bloodless lips turn blue! My friendship like the sun arising, Like longing I extend to you. In pitch-dark night we often blunder The clouded skies seem never bright. And yet I cannot help but wonder: Why is the earth so full of light? It's not the sun that we so cherish That every morning brings us light. It is the dawn of our great friendship That fills us brimful of delight! It keeps this world and us still going, It keeps all songs alive and gay. For friendship's sake do streams go flowing And forests sing their roundelay. Translated by Lionginas Pasis Written by Salomeja Neris, Lithuanian poetess It's snowing here! I cannot believe my eyes... LOL!
Shady News!
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I roam the earth on the edge of twilight my dreams of you woke me this night.... Our bodies entwined in this lovers embrace my soul ablaze, I touch your face The light sent of vanilla fills the air I run my fingers through your hair Your soft lips on mine our time so divine Gentle moans escaping your lips my hand swirling up the curves of your hip..... Wakening at a start feeling the beat of your heart Reaching to the darkness, I find your not here closing my eyes, you still feel so near It all felt so real, our dance I wonder if we will ever get our chance Rising from my bed I try to clear my head............ Visions of your beauty it seems will forever be lost in my dreams From the depths of twilight I stride Timeless beings at my side My footfalls make not a sound to the earth forever bound A mere mortal was bred at this crossroad life shed In my chest a heart once beat no more my soul complete God like in my form A raging thunderstorm Pure power I d
House Of Shane
I've been amusing myself today looking at the names some of these people have given themselves.. not to mention the morphing photos that change their photo from a picture of them standing in front of their laminate mobile home cabinets.. into a vampire with howling wolves beside it. WTF people.. ? And ladies.. how many pictures do we need to see of your forehead.. top down from a 45 degree angle with your eyes looking up into the camera.. strategically positioned, so we can see your saggy 44D boobs hoisted up into a titty cage to achieve optimum cleavage.. while *NOT* showing your twin belly rolls that spill out over the button of your jeans...?? Don't get me wrong.. I like boobies, and thick women too for that matter.. (hell, I like all women).. but alot of this stuff is ridiculous in how "false" it is.. Oh wait.. maybe we aren't supposed to be real. Maybe we're supposed to misrepresent ourselves and see how many people think we're deserving of a "10".. :) ahhh.. the cove
Thank You To Princess Evie
Thanks to Princess Evie for all the stash ratings. She helped me to level up .
Dats Mesd Up
im saw something dat made me upset, i dont kno weather i should confront this person n b like wat da fuck or jes 4get about it. i kno u guys wod have 2 kno more of wat im talkin about 2 really understand, if u really wnt 2 kno wat im talkin about jes send me a private msg n then il let u kno. i found out what happened to my shoes & my clothes and other things, my uncle sonny took it and gave it to salvation army. well when i asked him about it, i said.. uncle sonny in my old house did you see a box of shoes, he said yeah i did i took it all and gave it to salvation army and i even cleaned out your room, and the basement. its like 1/4 cleaned now. im thinkin WAT DA FUCK! HOW DA HELL R U GONNA ASSUME, I DONT WANT MY THINGS ANYMORE, any pls he could of ask my thos r my things, n HOW DA HELL IS SOME1 JES GONNA TAKE UR THINGS AND GIVE IT AWAY N NOT EVEN TELL U ABOUT IT, WAT DA HELL IS DAT. its crazy, my day has been crazy. now i kno how it feels to be robbed. n u kno wat he didnt even say
Riding Free
Favorite Lyrics
My favorite lyrics A simple dedication made me listen to these lyrics more closely. We always seem to think that it is up to us to make the decision for someone else, as these lyrics state "you deserve much better than me". When you are put on a pedestal, are carried on hands and receive compliment after compliment of course, it makes one glow; but when, in life, a decision like this is made for the better of the other person, without taking any of the possible consequences into consideration, then the fall off the pedestal is a deep and painful one. Maybe you are the right person, maybe you do fully own someone's heart; never think you have the right to make a choice on behalf of someone else, after all, life should be lived by the rightful owner, and not by someone else on their behalf. Everyone has the right to make their own mistakes, everyone is responsible for their own choices/actions, don't resume responsibility over someone else's. Okay, I'll kick my soapbox to th
Just Me
disgrace to all americans who have fought for our freedom rschneider6: gullible rschneider6: they gonna put dumb ass on your stone rschneider6: keep dying for bullshit bro ->rschneider6: i dont need to read about the government i know where i live and who my family has faught for and some died for rschneider6: I want my book or i would have sent it to u rschneider6: passed with a B rschneider6: i just took political science in college rschneider6: read on your government rschneider6: do me a favor bro ->rschneider6: u know just because a few have bad expieriences with the government does not mean its corrupt it means it needs some work u cant be down on it because of that rschneider6: my family been in government jobs and I got a first hand look at how things r run ->rschneider6: like i said u dont like it u dont have to stay here we aint keepin noone against teir will rschneider6: population control by all kinds of ways rschneider6: watch the movie "enem
Jack Lawrence
You know it alwasy seems to happen when I eat a Donut.. I had this beautiful Apple Fritter in my hand, and had just taken the first bite.... I was on my way to the Van Nuys Municipal Court to deal with a Fix It Ticket for Tinted Windows that turned into a court case.... I was enjoying my drive with the sunroof open and the warm California Sunshine on my shoulders... time for a second bite of my Fritter when I pass a small fender bender car accident at the corner of Kestner and Kittridge. I look to see if everyone is okay, but I notice something strange... I see this White-Grey-White-Grey blurr... I stop and look closer and it's two guys on the ground fighting... well since right there at a High School I figure its just some High School Kids fighting and not that big of a deal.... I honk my horn to get their attention and then I see this silver flash.... it was an aluminum baseball bat, and the guy on top was wailing on the guy on the bottom... he was going for head-shots... I
Alrighty Then
Okay so I'm here now. I'm so used to myspace so Cherry Tap seems to have so much more to it than myspace does. So far I haven't found any of my friends on here except my Natebugg. You are all I need though fella. Hope to meet some new friends!! Well that's about it for now.
My British Friends
Add my son Luke (Sky) to your friends. He is feeling really down, because he has recently split with his girlfriend of 8 months or more, He lived with her. He is still besotted with her and loves her very much, but dont like the way he's been treated by her. Please can you offer him words of encouragement. Thankyou my friends, you'll find his link in my special friends ;)
Not An Addict
As I look down at the silver blade My memmories begin to fade Thoughts start to cross my mind My misty eyes are going blind Will anyone remember who I was My mind is slipping into a state of fuzz I start to remember all the times I had the good and expecially the bad My time is drawing near All of the sudden my heart flows with fear I pick up the knife All I can think about is taking my life Blood flows form my wrists like a river My body begins to quiver I realize this is for the best I am now happy in eternal rest
All In Fun Flirts !!
Well I just thought I would yap a bit about this great Msn Group that I am a member in. We have alot of laughs and alot of fun in it. The members are down to earth and just plain awesome people to get to know. If your interested in joining..the Group is listed under Msn Groups. Dunno if this link will work...but you can always try it. Tc n peace...Boo CLICK HERE FOR ALL IN FUN FLIRTS
Im Staying
I had decided to leave because of punishment. For something i don't think I deserve.And would of changed if i had been able too. But some of you showed me what life would just be with out you in it. Too all of you for the private messages, comments, shouts you are the reason im staying. Friendship means the most to me. If i go i wouldn't have you all. My true friends made me realize that life isnt always going to be my way. So ill work through the little things and be there for the ones that mean the most to me.Much love to you all. Hugs BooBoo
What If Titanic Sank Today?
What If Titanic sank Today? Reaction from different countries: U.S.A: "A ship coming to Freedom was attacked by terrorists. We will not sit quiet and we will teach them a lesson. Bin Laden you can run but you cannot hide we will find you and destroy your Al-Qaeda network." (President Bush........ whoelse?) U.K: "I have spoken to the President of United States and we have both agreed that the sinking of Titanic is significant prove that Saddam Hussein is clearly behind this attack, Iraq is imposing a threat to the world and this has to be dealt with." (Prime Minister Blair) Iraq: "LOL!!!" (President Saddam Hussain) Israel: "These Hamas and other terrorist network is enough evidence to say that sinking of Titanic is not an accident but it was their suicide bombers who have commited such a crime.We will now impose curfew on the Palestinians, detain them, exile them, kill them, starve them, destroy their homes and refugee camps." (Ariel Sharon....
I'm happiest when most away I can bear my soul from its home of clay On a windy night when the moon is bright And the eye can wander thru worlds of light When I am not and none beside Nor earth nor sea nor cloudless sky But only spirit wandering wide Thru infinite immensity. Untitled By Emily Bronte
What Would I Do Without You?
What would I do without you? I woulden't be the man I am today. The dreams I have woulden't exist. The pain and anger I felt in the past would still be there. My heart woulden't beat as strong as it does. You woulden't see the smile on my face like you do. What Would I Do Without You? I coulden't Love and feel Love the way I do....Without You. I'm just a simple man..... Without you I'm nothing.......
Easier Way To Delete Friends
why is it that CT can't update the friends deleting option? seems they can make changes to everything else, even the things that don't need to be changed. I was in the middle of cleaning my list but it got so tiring having to delete everyone and confirm them ONE AT A TIME!!! I know it's not that hard to update and make it so you can delete more than one per page at a time....... Stop changing what's fine and work on the things that need work!!!! As for the ones who will say... well the site is free so either go join the VIC or stop complaining. Well if you haven't noticed CT does make money off the average person who doesn't want to join the VIC..... CT has sponsors and they get more money from the sponsors for the more memembers the site has. That's why they keep coming up on your page asking you to invite more and more people. I have well over 20 people that have joined under my name (plus the ones they jipped me out of the points for) so I think I have earned them enough mo
Is there anything FUN to do on the coast of CT?
My Writings
The Water Carrier January 21 to February 19 Traditional Aquarian Traits Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual On the dark side.... Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached Aquarius About Your Sign... Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument w
I'm a wholesaler/distributor in the Oshkosh, WI area dealing in quality merchandise that has reasonable prices & special discounts. I carry a wide range of products in a variety of categories. For example, I carry collectibles, dragons, eagles, dolphins, Sunrise Creek candles, house decor, decorative accents, gifts for him, gifts for her, household helpers, kitchen products, lighting products, chess sets, games, toys, electronics & more. I offer specialty merchandise to anyone looking for quality merchandise at reasonable prices, wholesalers, mom & pop stores, small chain stores, franchise stores, major chain retailers, anyone wanting to purchase merchandise for swap meets/flea markets, gift shops or fund raisers...pretty much anyone & everyone in the United States & Canada. Please visit my website at to browse my catalog of online merchandise. If you live in the Fox Valley area & would like more selections, I have a big book that contains all
[the Life Of: Brandie Aka Smily] My Life, My Art, My Death
I'm fairly sleep-deprived and have been suppressing my crankiness for the past few days now. I'm fucking restless and bored. I hate routines. I hate normalcy. I hate waking up at the same time every day and doing the exact same god damn tedious fucking things. Anything enjoyable seems fleeting. And so I readjust to being part of the working class America. I've basically given up on the notion that I will ever sleep more than five hours at a time for the rest of my life. Open swing the doors of insomnia, welcoming me to a state of living death once again. I just can't think of a worse time for me to be having trouble sleeping. I need to be able to make it through the next two weeks of work with a clear head, since I'm so new and don't want to accidentally step out of line. Heaven knows after the last three months of unemployment I can't afford to go any longer without income to support myself [the cats and my man]. Usually the hours before I have to work 3rd shift just don't pass
Fun Flirty Msn Group!
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nobody seems to understand i know we have been broke up for over a year but i spent alot of my life with him and i just find out he is already getting remarried i don't understand did i mean nothing i know it is stupid to feel this way and everyone gets mad at me and tells me not to be upset but why shouldn't i be i guess i am just not feeling to good about anything anymore i want to but it is hard please someone out there tell me they understand what i am going though so i know i am not alone in this sorry i know i am babling
My Personal Thoughts
-I love argueing till I get my way or atleast get my point across not to mention having to have the last word. -I don't like very much chocolate at one time or candy at all.. -I laugh at most things and try to make others laugh as well -I love morroccan themes -Being tickled makes me scream very loud...I can't laugh I just scream -When I don't know something I usually look it up (
Song Reviews
Happy Thoughts :)
I sit here with a pounding head and all I can think about is the two greatest women that have yet to come into my life. Blondierox and Cricket. You two ladies amaze me with your strength and courage, and have helped me through some pretty tough times over the last couple months. From advice on losing my brain dead doctor, to when to get checked out, you two really give me an idea what friendship is all about! The two of you know more about me than anyone else online at the present time, even though I do share a lot of my life with my friends, you girls know a bit more personal stuff than the others. I don't know how many times I have thought about picking up the phone and calling one of ya, but I don't want to become a bother or a pain in the butt and bug you and make you dislike me. (I tend to be paranoid about that sort of thing lol) I know you guys have your own problems, and I don't wanna add my problems to your problems as well, but when I do talk to ya, you guys always l
My Thoughts
So I totally love how a song or its lyrics can totally help you cope with something or help change your opinion of something...That happen to me recently. Anyone that knows me fairly well knows I've been fighting my heart in a truly screwed up situation and allowing it to bring me down time and time again...Well you know what...FUCK IT! I'm over it.... I've truely decided to overcome it for good. I'm done letting myself feel shitty over it. It's not worth it, and it's obvious that it's nothing good for there it is...I'm finished trying to figure it out...and thank you help provide my epiphany in deciding I don't have to live this's not worth it .
Comment On My Pics Plz Ladies
Just as it says, how about showing some love on those pics I posted for you ladies. Tell me what you think, otherwise Im taking them down.
I Love Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Erotic Stories
i write erotic stories and fantasies...let me write yours...send me your fantasy and your email!
Saturday 7 April 2007
James Brown@ Cherrytap
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion
Whatever Is On My Mind At The Time!
I made one of those guestbooks, with the map. You don't have to post the city, just the state. Please do this, I would love to know where all you are from! Ok, well we got those who mark your pics as NSFW when its just pics like puppies, things like that. Then we got the people who downrate us. Come on, why can't we all just get along. Life is too short and too filled with drama already. I thought this was a place to get away from real life. And then we got the people who bash others in the mumms. I thought these were for opinions, well some of these people are being down right cruel. Well, I do have a myspace account and lately I haven't had the problems I have had on here. I am sure this blog will get bashed but I wanted to speak what's on my mind a little. Now that I have, I feel better. Some of you might think I am a whiner but you don't know me and I have to remember that. Have a wonderful day and may your life be filled with joy and happiness!
Music Lyrics
"Eat 'Em Up, Beat 'Em Up" I... I.... [Chorus] You say you got a man at home But he dont dig deep in ya guts And he aint freaky enough, But me I eat um up, beat um up then switch sides I eat um up, beat um up then switch sides I pour a little drank We smokin on a sac You like it from the front But you love it from the back I eat um up, beat um up, then switch sides I eat um up, beat um up, then switch sides [Verse 1 - Shawn J] I wanna put ya lips below ya navel Up against the lips above my chin To kiss ya low as if ya gential's below a mistletoe And let ya saddle up on me and sit you on top And lick you low like a midgets blow pop You got mo ass than a cattle of donkeys Im grippin yo hips as I flip ya diggin into ya twat You so bad Ill raw ya, yep wit no rubber Dimepiece, I'll drink yo bath water Im the best, I wont hurt ya I'll eat it up and have ya moanin Like you in a Herbal Essence commerical Babygirl Im the better man Didnt you say he dont e
don't u just hate it when people talk about u behind ur back and they won't came up to u and say anything to ur face. because they r afaird that u r going to kick there ass. i have someone like that and they r really pissing me and my family off because they have nothing better to go with there life but to act like a 5 year. well all know who i am talking about and the funny thing about it is that they had to write it on the cherry tap page.
Tea Time!
Little walk down Main Street last night in Disney World. New paint! Living in MD where we do have all 4 seasons, Labor Day is when the beaches close. Not that you cant still go out there, and get in the water, hell this time of year, the water is warmer then the air. However the rides shut down on the boardwalk, some of the stores close, another summer gone! (need to get to Florida) Beach volleyball comes to an end, though there is one more beach tournament in the middle of Sept. Before you know it, Halloween will be here, followed by Thanksgiving and Christmas. This summer was another great one. Played alot of beach/grass volleyball tournaments, Clint and I did well this year! Went to Cooperstown to see Cal Ripken go into the Hall of Fame which was a great 4 day weekend. Then the summer being topped off when I went to Clearwater FL for a week. The white sand, the clear water, endless Bahama Mamas! A particular day, I got to meet Itsim, she is just as she
Damn It!
Why in a life that you are suppose to love, should someone hate everything so much.Why if there is a god ,would he make things so horrible you find it hard not to drain the blood from you own veins.Why should you give so much for so little in return.Why would you give your love to someone, for them only turn around and treat you worse than trash.Why would i waste my time typing this on a bullshit computer instead of putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger?Because along with everything else i loved, my guns have been stolen or lost.I guess that is something to be grateful for.But if you know me, you know i prefer the feel of a cold blade against my skin.And shooting myself would be the easy way out.I wanna feel the warmth of my life slowly bleeding out.As far as who this is here to read,not only would you probably not read it ,but even if you did ,I know you wouldnt even care.And that makes it all the more satisfing when it is all finally over. Are you happy now, because t
please repost this Bulletin board for me please...For Mothers Day...I made blingie for you Mothers in other blog. Hope ya have great weekend...hugs to all my friends. ~Mary~ To all Mothers I made this kitty for you...look what it has to say to you. Build your own Blingee Hugssss to all my friends Hope you all have great mothers day on may 13th with your mother & to those friends that have kids of their own. Personalized Glitter Graphics I know its day late...Hoping you all had good one. God Bless ya'll. :)
MY cuzin Bito May he reat in peace and even if his body aint here he will live on forever!!! love always and forever!!!
Happy Easter To All My Ct Friends
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Yv.xxoxx
My Writings
A heart full of hurt and yet is as empty as the vastness of space. A person in a crowd, blaring noise all around, and yet as alone as can be. A world full of color and brightness, is a gray and bland as a fogged-filled night. A single rose with its beauty can bring happiness, and yet its thorn can bring pain and sadness. The quietness of morning, so quiet to hear the stopping of a beating heart. The blade can bring relief from the emotional tangle called life. It can be a slight distraction from this craziness. Or a long term decision to end it all. To die alone a bigger fear than of itself. Not ready to leave just need a small distraction from the emotional tangle. Hopes of a past love made real again, scorned by another who loved another, all twist and turn not being able to escape their bonds that hold them in. They need to escape before they kill their host. Before the eternal sadness overtakes the hope for future happiness. And the day the will power stops
The Real Witches Year
It would be wonderful to be surrounded by people who were a pleasure to be with, but life isn't like that. Occasionally there is someone who we would dearely love to be free of, an irritateing neighbor. However, to do so would go against the Rede, and negative magic invariably rebounds on the person performing it. It is always worth trying to resolve our differences: perhaps you were not firm enough when invited out, or your noisy parties caused a breakdown in communication. If, however, you can find no way of resolving the situation, and it is really is making life a misery, then it is time to take steps. First, rid yourself of all negative feelings towards this person. Take a bowl of rainwater to which you have added some sea salt and place the fingers of both hands into it. Visualize all your annoyance, pain and irritationflowing through your body, down your fingers and into the water. Repeat this on three sepearate nights, disposing of the water carefully each time. Set your Alta
Things About Me
What is your full name? Deborah Lynn Brooks When is your Birthday? June 28 1965 What is your e-mail address? Do you smoke? yes but trying to quit How many sexual partners have you had? around 9 i think..give or take Are you bi? yes very much so Can you cook? yes but don't like admitting it.. What talent do you wish you had? some kind of musical talent G-strings or thongs? thong or french cut What was the last book you read? reading Stephen Kings Buick 8 now What zodiac sign are u? Cancer Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Both Worst Habit? Smoking and Procrastination...really bad...and OCD What is your favorite sport? Nascar Do you have any pets? A Male Dwarf Rabbit What is your favorite flower? Rose What color eyes do you have? Brown What is your favorite drink? Coca Cola Do you believe in ghosts? Yes Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Being on the net Do you swear a
Agloco I started Mylot for a few days witm my Agloco Downlinie Builder -UltimateRep . I come there to find a new friends and business expiriens. Just what have i see? I started ern too.As I login everyday, I notice that its members is growing fast. I know that now mylot has gain its popularity for posibility to find new friends, business contacts and too for money. early, you can earn there! Mylot has over 80.000 members from around the world. I guest it's because people find mylot as online community where you can get fun and make extra money at the same time. It is easy to earn money there, if you know how. Join my myLot Network! If you are a member of mylot now and want to increase your earning, here's some tip: Quality post is money. I don't know for sure how mylot determine to measure quality of each post. It is impossible to do it manually, so there's mu
Just A Little Update About Me :)
Hey Friends :) i havent talked to the most of you lately, because im really, really busy. I will get back at all your messages when i have the time, promise :) I just came back from MIA. I had a blast there. Exxxotica was awesome. I finally met my Number One Idol/Hero/Inspiration Jenna Jameson there and she was super kind and signed all my stuff.. anyways i will keep this short... Right now im working almost 15h every day.. and to be honest i have no idea how i do this.. haha.. as the most of you might now im working on my own cosmetic line and right now i put all my energy and all my power into this project.. my website will be released in a few weeks, (, stay tuned) oh so excited for that :) i finally found the right ppl to work with. i have awesome ppl behind me, people who share my visions and ppl who are ready to give 100 per cent for me. I love em. (Alex Paul you will probably never ever read this, but you are my fucking hero. Thank you for EVERYTHIN
Bowling God
stop by this site and see if im telling the truth o and ladies remember its all in the fingers
About Me
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone?: YUP 2. Do they know it? No *blushes* 3. Simple or complicated? complicated IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: no 5. Bought something: no 6. Gotten sick?: no 7. Been hugged?: yes 8. Felt stupid?: lol 9. Talked to an ex: all the time 10. Missed someone: Yes 11. Failed a test: No 13. Danced: No 14. Gotten your hair cut?: If I cut my hair my family will kill me so Nope! 15. Lied: Nope U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: Biting my nails n shaking my leg up n down 17. Are you double jointed?: Very 18. Can you roll your tongue?: Im hispanic what do u think? LOL 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: Nope 22. Do you think you are unique?: Who isnt? H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": Yes 24. Given money to a homeless person: Yes 25. Smoked?: weed N cigarettes, quit them both! 26. Waited all
A Moment To Vent If You Will
I hate who I have become... Alright don't worry this isn't what the subject sounds like, but I do have to vent on one little thing...Ok so here I am I am bored and on cherrytap so I think I will check out some new pics that were posted from friends, before I could even see the photo I hear some shitty r&b music that in my opinion sucks, I am forced to leave quick or mute my speakers and since I like listening to my music guess which on I decided to do? I don't want to hear some some dude that tries to look tough for the photo then is harmonically crying and wining for his woman to come back or whatever the shit OK OK I am done. Ok...not really good at this blog thing, but I thought I would share a little of my life. I just got done cooking an amazing meal, which most of my ingredients was purchased from the farmers market " a place where local farmers can sell there goods every Saturday" which has been my favorite meal, which I do every year when this time comes, thank god
My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j
General Crap About Me!
North Node of the Moon in Virgo You are a highly emotional person, Chastity, and tend to be rather easily swayed by the emotional state of your partner. For you, life and love are both subjective, almost abstract experiences; you may feel as though there is no hard line between right and wrong because you have such ready compassion. For example, where others might draw a hard line at infidelity in a relationship, you might be less likely to end a relationship over such an infraction because you are more likely to be able to understand the impulses behind such action. Find out more with your full-length reading... This kind of compassion and emotional communication is a gift for your lover, but for you can be quite confusing to say the least. If your lover is depressed, you are depressed. If your lover is irritable, you feel guilty and apologetic. Find out more with your full-length reading... You are likely, in fact, to be drawn to romantic partners who are moody, whose emotio
Got A Dog
White Easter
Yeah so I wake up finally, not even really feeling good great. It's Easter and theres snow. It sucks a moose cock. Take the dog out and all she wants to do is play in it. My cars pretty much covered as it shows in the pictures. Go ahead shovel a walking path at least to the street so brother can come. It would take about 5 hours to shovel all the damn snow, be nice to have a snow blower, yay. My car has at least a nice tower of snow on top. Yeah fun, Happy Easter. Hope it starts warming up soon. Yeah so its April, supposed to be spring and get slammed with snow. Oh joy. Anyway may not be best pics but took some. Great old Ohio.
OK so I do this not entirely with anger and thru firey red eyes but also with the mind set of understanding that some people suffer from ignorance. A few weeks ago a very good friend of mine, who happens to be the assistant manager of AEROPOSTALE, told me that her store was looking for a new head of purchasing and merchandising and told me to apply. So I did. I had my interview and it went well, infact the manager Allison and I were joking by the end of it, good sign right?????? WRONG, today I received the phone call from Allison and it didn't go the way I was expecting, instead of being told I had the job and I needed to come in and fill out my tax papers, I was told the position had been filled. I kept my cool in an never ending quest to better my interview skills I asked why I had been over-looked for the position. What she said to me thru me for a loop and hurt, she said to me that "I didn't meet the physical outward appearance that AERO wanted for their store"... In other words sh
All About The Sexxyness!
i am gettin gtired of men not really reading a ladies profile, and if they didm they should have respect if the lady has a man by not trying to get them to meet with them..don't noone have respect anymore? sheesh To Be Beautiful is to be yourself Show your true colors Shine like the sun Glowing from the rays Knowing you are like no other Not Better than anybody but better than hoping to be To be beautiful is to be bold Inside and Out!
To All My Friends And Family
i just wanted to say hello to you all and let ya know that i'll be back just as soon as i can my 16 yr old daughter has been in the hospital since last weekend but luckily she or should i say we came home today. ill be spending the next few days taking care of her, and keep you all updated if you will just keep her in your thoughts. I Hope You All Have A Wonderful Easter Make your Comments HEARD using My stepson is a UNITED STATES MARINE, he is leaving out tonight 9/28/07 for his second trip to Iraq, if you would all please keep him and all the other soldiers in your thoughts and prayers that they will return home safe.
My Underwear
What I Miss
Of all the things I have lost in the past 10 months, I really miss my mind the most...LOL
Do You Have Heart? Read This Then
well i posted a blog about autism that is serious today.. get next to no response... talk about who should get the job of running this shithole we call a nation which is really more like a shithole.... and people dont shut up that is so fucked up... people really need to care for one another then there would be no damn wars, and neighbors would not be shooting eachother, and our children and grandchildren would have a chance at a life... people truly need to grow up and take a serious look around and really truly show some heart..... think about this ,when is the lasttime you did somthing just out of the TRUE kindness of your heart???????? some of you probably cant even remember... kat
Bored Out Of My Gore At Work
for me being a mom is the best thing in the world since my daughter is the most important person in the world to me she is my entire life no one can or will ever come before her and believe me she knows this. I can not see my life with out my precious beautiful daughter. For me being a mother is the greatest thing that life has to offer but that is just me, i happen to be happy being a mom . im sitting here at work bored out of my head trying not to fall asleep while i suffer thru what we call an ip relay call which by the end of the call im going to be saying go ahead :| lol some one shoot me please and take me out of my misery where do i begin when it comes to love you have to basically love someone enough to let them go and let them do what they need to do to be happy. Sometimes love hurts and sometimes love is great i guess it just depends on the person your in love with. Sometimes being friends is all you can be with someone cause sometimes the old saying is true sometimes love
JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu
Apples And Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men...Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Share this with all the good apples you know!
Love To All My Friends
thanks so much for everyone who wished me a happy birthday love u guys kisses
CherryTap changed its format with having NSFW (Not Safe For Work) marked on your pics back in December 2006, same time they launched SECRETLY their website. They also have Both site uses rating system in which you do not need to be a registered member to rate. This has caused a turmoil in the community to some that take the rating system seriously. There are those that rate low as being newcomers to the site and don't understand the concept of what CherryTap is all about "an online pub". Others downrate just to stir the pot and incite drama to bring a negative and unpleasant atmosphere. There will be 9 CherryTap affilated sites that has to do with what you up and post to this CherryTap site and presently, 6 other pilot programs that will be surfacing and one has to do with CherryDiary which is basically your blog. This is the reason they wanted to keep the default pic folder "clean" of anything that is similar to headless torso shot and sexy poses.
Agree Or Disagree? let me know what you think
Just Because
Sean's Blog Of Crazy Shit
this happened to the friend of my family angie yesterday, and was in our local paper MILTON An unidentified woman was lucky to escape injury after her GMC Jimmy plowed into two large camper trailers at Ray's Marina this morning. Police, firefighters and emergency personnel responded around 7 a.m. after the southbound Jimmy broke through a roadside post before colliding with a Coachman and a Cougar camper trailer on display along White Mountain Highway Route 125 near Depot Pond Road. "She was very lucky the way the roof caved in to be able to stand," Officer Mark Nadeau said. The windshield and roof on the driver's side collapsed after hitting a trailer hitch on the Coachman. The Jimmy sustained serious front-end damage, the Coachman was damaged to the point of being unsteady and the Cougar, which was recently purchased, sustained significant side damage from the Jimmy and the Coachman. "That camper moved about four feet after she hit that guardrail," said Fire Capt
ya no when i was younger i ran after women like candy .allways some thing sweeter comeing up . but now im just a little older and well i see things diferently . dont get me wrong i still love a sexy women but that dosent always mean her looks .some times its the way they make you feel or the way they treat you . all women to me are beautiful in ther own way , so dont just rate them on looks alone . but if they want you to be just a little nasty hay funs fun right . i guess if i put this in here that in some small way ill get some clossier .ive seen some prity grafick stuff in my time cut up bodies to sixteen year old girls that ive pulled out of the water after 36 hours . just in case your thinking how , i used to be in a search and resceu called tri county, here in new brunswick. even when i was in the army ive been shot at and shot at poeple and have hit some .but my point is they always try to get you to talk about what happend . but you never forget those images that are in yo
Grrrr.. Again... Really?? Are You Serious??
Fireman Cry
firefighters tears The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, Dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck Were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him As they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street And he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids To see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home That he so dearly loved Going up in Smoke and flames As he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire And searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance He saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell He saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her clos
It's Not Always Puppy Dogs And Rainbows
Well another day has pasted and all that is new is that the weather has changed for about 3 hours. It is raining out but will turn into snow i am sure by night fall. Oh I am so glad. NOT!! i am sick of winter and being in western canada we have winter from the second week of October until the last week of May.about 7 and a half months, thats long enough isnt it? I think it is way long enough. You know the saying " careful for what you wish for, for it may come true" that saying makes so much more sense to me now that I have done so wishing. Some of the wishes have come true, yet they came with some sort of karma pay back for making such a wish. I use to wish for freedom from my Ex-Husband, and gained this freedom by losing everything that i had with him. Lost my home , my daughter , my cats ( four of them , Cucumber , Dip, Grasshopper and Scraffy)my possessions, everything for this so called freedom i wished for. So I look back and wonder if it was as bad as i once thought it was, cou
Sacred Rose
The person who did this was Jack Benny.... You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, And the note would always say, I love you even more this year, Than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, With every passing year." She knew this was the last time That the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses In advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, That he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, Way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, Everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and Placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside The portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, And the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was To live without her mate. With loneliness and soli
SAYING & OTHER THINGS(all are true) "America greatest country on earth especially if you are an illegla or a foreigner." "At the current rate of legal & illegal aliens entering this country Aug 2013 will be designated white history month." "Bring back the rotary phone so we don't have to push one to proceed in English." "America land of the "Free" means-welfare for illegals, free food, transportation, medical housing, etc. US taxpayers pay for it all & get no benefits if needed." "US constitution in English Bills of Rights in English If you don't want to speak English please feel free to return to the s*** hole of a country you left behind." Myspace Quizzes at I got wild and passionate kisses! I got a new horse today. Sweet pea is 30 yrs old. Such a sweetie! Check out her picks under my horse in my photos. Please rate!
I Love You
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of Their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there Isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... And old cars .. And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, We keep them close!
Ur Thought
dont wake me..shake me..just take me.. punish me..blindfold me..Spank Me..ravage me..handcuff me..whip me..paddle me..chain me.. Oh Baby! I SHALL SEEK AND FIND YOU. I SHALL TAKE YOU TO BED AND HAVE MY WAY WITH YOU I WILL MAKE YOU ACHE, SHAKE AND SWEAT UNTIL YOU MOAN AND GROAN. with ice and whipped cream and we deep kiss ill suck the whipped cream and the chocolate from ur hot mouth as well as ur saliva..mmmmmmm tastey. licks it off of u takin my time..eveery inch curve hidden spots..suckin it all out of u..lickin it all off u..suckin it from ur mouth..ur wet lips and deep inside..non stop..makin u cumm soo i can suck the creamy sweet chocolate cum..out of u..than would stick my hardness in chocolate and whipped cream and fks u non stop till ur filled with chocolate/whipped sticky cum cream.. AS WE BOTH CUM SAME TIME IN TOTAL EXTASY I WILL MAKE YOU BEG FOR MERCYBEG FOR ME TO STOP. I WILL EXHAUST YOU TO THE POINT THAT YOU WILL BE RELIEVED WHEN I'M FINIS
Hey Everyone I Could Use Some Support...thank You
Hello, I am new on here and would like to meet some people. I really don't know my way around so if it is possible would some of you please help me. Thank you, Sean Y.
Biggest Looser!
YAY! Current mood: happy So we've been doing this weight loss thing at work, who can loose the most by July first. We weighed in two weeks ago. I started out at 215. and when I started weight watchers today I was down to 212... I've lost three pounds in two weeks. YAY! :) Ok all done.!
I Dont Down Rate!!!!
i am fucking pissed. i got rated a 1 from an 11. the sad part is i know who it was. she says i rated her a 1 from an 11. there has only been one person on my profile that has vic status. i took a couple pics to prove that i rated her an 11 from a 10 and here there are: there that should prove that i didnt down rate her and dont intend to. i am just not like that damn it.
Why Love?
Why do we even bother to fall in love? I spent 30 years not hurting because I never let myself open up to someone so much that it hurt when they left... Now my heart hurts because I let someone in... Now it is like my heart is dying... I can't say that I am sorry for it, but I can't say that I will be happy anytime soon... When you love someone and them lose them for whatever reason, it is never the same for you again... I guess it is the same feeling for everyone... I hope the pain will grow less over time (which is what I've been told). But for now, when you see me smile or I type lol to you, I thank you for that second of happines because I feel like I am falling apart... Love Sucks...
Rain And Love
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot
The Unknown
That feeling so deep and loving, No more arguing and pushing and shoving, You love me and i'll love you, Keep in your head that we're unique and theres noone like us two, That smile so fragile and heart-warming, Like i'm in heaven with thousands of angels swarming, Noone will ever take your place or fill your spot, Your love is so rare and unlike anything that can be bought, Someone help me down from this emotional high, You fill my heart with happiness and joy you can see it in my eyes, Look me in the eye and stare into my soul, No longer heartless and cold, I would kill if it meant forever this feeling would stay, Embrace me and dont let go and take this feeling away, God must really love me to send one of his most precious angels to me, But i'm gonna try my best and let things be the way their supposed to be, And thats me next to you heart to heart, Always together united and never apart, I hope you understand wher
Today I Had This Urge.
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself
Death Is Peace
Im falling into the darkness, Without any help from you or anyone else, I wonder how long i will fall until i hit the ground, I feel totally weightless and like i lost every pound, Will you catch me? please oh please, But if you catch me then you would be in the darkness as well and unable to see, Let gravity consume me and let me hit the surface, I could never deciphir a reason or just one purpose, For my living and my life wasted to this day, I just want i love you to be the three words you say, When you discover a puzzeling death hung over your head, Where did he go? and since when is he dead?, Do you know where i am? Do you hear my screams?, Do you know why? and what it means?, Just take me home to that comfort zone, Its so cold out here so dark and so alone, Let the blood flow like a drunk purging over a sink, You can look at me all you want but you wont notice not one blink, Because im alive but my heart and soul ar
Can you feel what i feel?, Am i wrong for wishing my heart would be still?, Just please oh please leave me alone and go away, I beg of you just one time of peace for just atleast one day, Spend one day in my shoes and deal with my pain, My heart is a battlefield after the war and everybody is slain, Your killing me like a leech just sucking the life out of me, I gave you everything and it just didnt work so let me be, The words cut like a 1,000 teeth that dig into my flesh, The sweetest dessert for me right now would be a big bowl of death, So hand me a fork and let me eat, Until my strength disappears and i cant hear my heartbeat, Halloween isnt just a holiday but every time of the year, Because you shouldnt believe everything you hear, And an open mind just might be the key, Because everyone isnt what they appear to be, Hello? Is anyone listening to my words?, Or are you refusing to listen because of what you've already
That Feeling
Could you understand the love that i long for, The need to be happy now and forever more, Who would've thought i would be where i am, Loving an angel and trying to keep her and doing what i can, Begging God please not to take her from me cuz she means so much, The feeling i got from seeing your smile and the shakes i get from your touch, It feels so good to know i finally found you, Its kinda weird knowin that i love you and knowin what to do, This came along so fast, And before too long a couple years will pass, I will be right beside you holding your hand, Being your fighter your lover and your man, So lets make this work and be together forever, Spending the rest of our lives hand in hand together. -Matthew T. Musselwhite
Tasty Thoughts
Man... You know what be trippin' me out? When you are browsing CherryTap and you look at the little thumbnail and see someone who looks soo fine... When you go to their page and see the big picture they ugly as all get out.
My Plea
Where does this demon inside come from?, Why do I find myself depressed God what have i done?, Can someone out there help? Does any care?, That im alone in this life and i have nothing left to spare, I need something to cure the itch or a supernatural rescue, Will anyone ever care like you, Or should i say used to because now im forgotten, Left in this grave lifeless and letting my soul become rotten, I close my eyelids and feel my eyes roll into the back of my head, Asking and wondering to myself am i alive or dead?, Im not quite sure but i know what i wish i was, The reason is not you, me, or them but just because, Do you know where i am? Or how i might feel, No you dont so just let me kill, Not you or just anyone else but me, myself, and I, All three of us just wish i would creep into a closed crypt and die, I held out my hand once before in search of help, But no one cares or knows exactly how bad the pain felt,
My Judgement
Trying to rid myself of this pain is like climbing a hill, And i dont think i can reach the top and the scars will never heal, But when i see that face and that precious smile, I feel happy once again for a little while, I hope you give me your love and you take mine, We can plant it like a seed and it will bloom in time, All the past relationships have led me to nowhere, And im hoping this time it will be different and you will take me somewhere, Could you be the medicine i need to heal my scars, Could be the best thing to ever happen to me thus far, Noone knows and only time will tell, If this relationship is closer to heaven or hell, The feelings in my heart rinder me speechless and unable to speak, Could you be that pure soul and heavenly angel that i earnestly seek, I sincerely hope so thats all i can say, As i wake up to see your face tommorow and the next day, So this is my judgement as of right now, I hope we la
Blood On The Knife
Your love is like a noose, Wrapped around my neck and could kill me at anytime, So let me jump and let this love strangle my mind, Its like im living a nightmare and love is the worse enemy, The worse thing i could've ever done is let your love into me, Its like im at a funeral with a priest and my family and flower baskets, But im not there oh wait im in the casket, My body and mind is dead my soul remains alive, Longing for love but my heart has been cut as if with knives, So my soul wanders the earth looking for someone to pull the knives out, I met a girl and she was what i made my whole life about, I got burned and just added another knife to the collection, All i want is someone to show me some affection without the recollection of an imperfection, Giving your heart to someone is rolling the dice, It could give you everything you've ever wanted or ruin your life, Love is doing whatevers neccessary, Even if your shovel
A Black Rose In Frail Hands
One touch of these hands will bring heart break, Broken so many hearts these frail hands shake, These hands turn pail and cold, My heart does the same i can feel it in my soul, Let me go because you dont deserve a pain like this, As i fall into a deep sea of my lonliness, My thoughts cludder my mind, And i attempt to work on my problems one at a time, My heart is so lonely and just getting cold, Growing weary and less valuable and so does my soul, Without love my soul crimples like that of a rose, With no food and no hydration and a feeling that no one knows, Let my soul turn black, Because theres no turning back, This day is the day of reckoning and the day of the silence, Are we gonna keep quiet or solve this with violence, I dont know this much is true, But for the cause of this problem all signs point to you. -Matthew T. Musselwhite
I'm A Clueless Moron
The Shell Of A Man
The shell of a man left in the dark, No brain no bones and no heart, The rain from the storm will wash him away, Atleast thats what they said until this day, Oh the world is too big it will rip him apart, Thats what he was told from the very start, The world seen him and took a bite, I guess they were right, So young but so wise, People didnt care until God closed his eyes, Your all he has and all he wants but your not here, Losing you is his only fear, His heart, drained of all the blood, For you he did all he could, Bones rotted until theres nothing left, Everything he did for you, he did his best, His skin as pale as snow, He fell apart and didnt let anyone know, No one knows until now, People ponder and ask why? and how?, This is the story of the man who had nothing left to spare, You took his heart and it was him you scared, It was you he really missed, Its just a shame it had to come to this.
Manda's Blog
So, I still dont have internet. Using it here and there at friends' houses. If you want another way to contact me, let me know :) *HUGS* 1st--Where I've Been Aug 7-10- The Gathering... My first ever. Totally awesome. Sad I missed ICP's seminar tho. coulda got J's solo album... like an original one rather than burning it, of course its just a burned cd anyway. 2 of my friends got it tho. Went to the autograph tent to see twiztid & waited 5 hrs just for them to leae rite before i got to the front. So i got to talk to abk & icp instead. the next day i waite another 5 hrs, but got to see blaze & twiztid. talked to em for a minute, then as i walked off realized Madrox had forgotten to sign my shirt! lol. Went back but was told I'd have to get back in line, in which case icp would be back by the time i got to the front again. lol. thought it was kinda funny. All the shows were pretty cool. wasnt there for Andrew W.K. tho, apparently he was kicked off stage for being a douche. Stood fro
Happiness Is........?
I Believe people are who they are because we all have the right to choose. We choose Religion or Not, We choose Sex or Abtinence, We choose with whom we prefer to have sex with, Or How many we choose to have jump in our beds, We choose what kind of work, We choose our friends and here we choose our family. Bottom line we all have choices we make whether they be right or wrong. None of us are above anyone else as long as we do no harm to another. That is a line none of us have the right to cross. I choose to accept everyone on here as the person they choose to be and do not criticize my fellow Cherry Tappers. Neither should anyone else. If you feel the urge to fall into the drama ring of those that put others down for their choices, Let it be known I have no use nor time to waste on your obvious shortcomings. The whole rating game played here is not a concern of mine. I am not a critic of pics or lifestyles. I know I am not a supermodel and I have enjoyed many different pleasures of
American Dissident Voices 2001
by Dr. William Pierce One of the most interesting developments that I've seen since September 11 is the public hinting by people in the Federal Bureau of Investigation that it really would be helpful to them if they were permitted to torture suspects or other people from whom they wanted information, like the police in Israel do. These hints haven't been given a big play by the news media, but there is a report on the subject in the October 21 issue of the Washington Post and a column by Jonathan Alter in this week's issue of Newsweek. These stories seem to be what the media people call "trial balloons": give a new proposal just enough exposure to get a bit of public reaction from the perceptive minority without alarming the lemmings. If the response isn't strongly negative, then push the proposal hard. I'll read you just a few sentences from the October 21 story in the Washington Post, to give you the flavor of the proposal: FBI and Justice Department
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!! Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe youll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark
Life In General
LMAO....Thought that might get your attention!!!! Well today is One of the GREATEST of My Life. Granted we all have some that Just seem to be better then others but i'm about to have a visitor in my home for 5 days that i Haven't physically seen in over 15 years!! Oh yea, i've talked to her many times over the years but to see and be able to hold and hug....Nope. This is My Mom. i'm so EXCITED i don't know what to Say, but this. i will be pretty Busy for the next 5 days, Even though i do'nt do much here anyway, i just thought i'd let my Fans and friends know. the reason for such a Long time since i have seen her....not important. but i AM the Blacksheep of the family, if that i Hope eveyone has a GREAT WEEKEND!!! i Created this page as a dedication to the men and women of the Armed Forces. AND for those...........i Dearly Love!! please sign my GuestBook on the Site and Hope you enjoy it. Click the Pic To visit the site ok, i h
Thinkin On Tonight!!!!
well this is the night b4 easter and don't know what i am doing just sitting here with my sister and playing with myself and thinkin of tonight and what i am gonna do... anybody got any hints???? I am in a auction so if u want to bid on me it is AL'S pics. in his auction folder he is on my top friends list...He is the 6th friend on my top... so if u want to bid on me just go there.... My very first auction ever... Thank You All!!! Much Love To All My Friends... Aries (March) Here Is Wht They Say About Me!!! HMMMM Ang For The Most Part It Is TRUE!!!! Attractive Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.
Adopt A Soldier Military Spot Lights
ok, This is the time of the year that some people seem to forget about are military members. Well, threw out the next few days, i will be posting in my status and blogs, for military members that could use some love on there page. so please go and check them out when the status changes, and check the blog periodically for the list of the troops. This is a Special Bulliton for a special person. This is to see how many people really pay attention to what is said on profiles. As a matter of fact you all know me well for the military spot lights. Well this is one, and a very special on at that. Please take some time to stop by Ricks page and pay close attention to what is said in his about me section. Tears were brought to my eyes by what has been said, and I would like others to know his story. Im doing this bulliton, because some people take for granit what military members do for others. Not all have it easy like you may think. Som
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Karaoke Contest!!!
I edited it... what do you think? Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract. John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this. Here's some more Info: Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to Serra Bowl in Daly City on May 19th at 4:00pm for the regional finals of the 3rd International Bowling Karaoke Superstar Contest. Thousands will compete throughout the nation in Bowling Centers for their time in the spotlight and a chance to win a trip for two
Please Explain
Not that anyone's interested, but I did finally get my internet back So I probably will be dropping in more often=D MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments Happy Country Girl@ fubar Come help level her up please=D
Hoppy Easter
Well it is time for the bunnies to deliver us all cream filled eggs, Peeps, chocolate bunnies and tons and tons of jelly beans. Okay do you eat he ears first or the feet first on those chocolate bunnies?( It is ok I won't tell) I get to finish the house tonight so i can have a family day today.Anybody wanna clean my bathroom? No cooking for me today it will be a strictly brunch thang at a restaurant with the folks and I get to dress up. Gotta love that. Ooh, Seven Spanish angels by Ray Charles is on right now. It is an awesome love song.

Star Wars Horoscope for Libra You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed. You convey the art of persuasion through force. You always display your supreme intelligence. You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings. Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope? Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "I'll Try Anything Once!" Your Sign: "Rest Area Ahead" Let's Park! * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0*** Free Fun Quizzes at
When God Closes A Door He Opens Another,But What If You Don't want To Go Through It?.....ok strange way to start this but I'll get back to that quote a little later...So Friday I saw a movie I;ve been waiting all year..Fuck spiderman 3 Fuck Pirates 3...Grindhouse baby..thats what what I'm talking about.Okay back in the 70's when back when drive-ins were still pretty popular and they had midnight showings at theaters still they use to have low budget films filled with sex and violence and blood and really bad acting and plots..these were called Grindhouse movies..Now if you know the history of these movies one will get a kick out of Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarantino's double feature ode to those old 70's classics.Planet Terror and Death Proof are the films shown and at 3 hours and 11 mins it's worth every minute...also the treat of some fake trailers thrown in,is just great...I don't want to give to much away but I will warn you these movies are bloody are violent and are fucking f
Well Hell,,,,my team,,the Cav's are up 3games to none,,and rollin,,,,GO CAV'S!!!!! Cherry is turning out to be awesome!!! Still workin on few thing's though. I'll get this sh-t down,,,Latess Sup allll,,,,I'm new round here,,,sooo b gentle,,,but not 2gentle!!
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Do you talk in your sleep? Allegedly Red jello or Blue Jello? Jello is schnasty!!! What's getting on your nerves right now? Not a thing Whats your favorite color(s)? Blue Window seat or aisle seat? Window seat of the emergency exit row Ever met anyone famous? Yeah. I live in NYC. Everyone here is famous. Do you feel that you've had a truley successful life? Not yet, but I've got a few shots left. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl Dr. Phill or Oprah Winfry? I wish the two of them would have a freakin chainsaw fight and hack each other to bits. Basketball or football? Football How long do your showers last? I guess maybe 5 minutes Do you know how to drive stick? Yup Personality or looks? Personality, but looks matter too. Are you self-conscious? Yes Have you ever given money to a bum? No Where do you wish you were? Minnesota Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? lol....sure Last gift you received? ummmm....
Yeah For The Prettt Hot And Tempting Girls
FUCK YOU WHOEVER RATED MY PHOTO A 1! BITCH ASS PUSSY DIDNT LEAVE YOUR NAME SO I COULD SEE WHO YOU WERE! Big Girls are in now! If you don't like us, it's okay, just keep on stepping bro! Monique is doing her thing and she is representing us well! I have always loved myself, Big Beautiful and all
Help My Sister
I gave all the love my heart possessed, all the spirit my soul held dear. Asked for nothing in return and was given wicked betrayal to worthless tears. I trusted as no other could. Believed and hoped as Angels would. Crushed is my soul and torn is my heart for you deemed fit to tear us apart. The agony you wrought makes you smile but know without a doubt in your pitiful denial. My hatred and sorrow will not kill me yet, it will fuel my desires for you deserve what you get. A day will come when karma unfolds and I will watch as the story is told. My hand will not be reaching for you as it always has before. You've forfeited that courtesy for my ardor you ignored. My love and compassion are no longer yours. I have none left for your ignorant course. Your life you have chosen through all the lies and deceit. Now wallow in your emotionless misery and live it complete. A bed of roses I gave a bed of nails you made. I hope you enjoy the cold lonesome for your damag
Help My Girl Out!!!
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Whats Up
My back is sooo sore and dont know why. While it did happen at work yesterday. It takes two hours to get to work and I only worked an hour then spent two hours getting home and the whole time I was hurting. I am falling apart. I feel old. Wow a new addiction. Thanks Joe. lmao. I am soooo going to have fun with this. oh no I am in trouble. lol. So I decided to post a blog and not sure what to say. lol. I havent been on here in awhile and feel bad. lmao. I need my own computer than I would be on all the time. I hopefully will be able to get one by the end of summer. Keeping my fingers crossed cause if I do go away to portland for school I need one. I lived without a computer once and that was hard. Cant do that again. Well my first apartment i had to live without a bed, a tv, a radio and well everything. NOT THIS TIME THOUGH!!!! All my shit will come with me. I will have to start getting more books so my book shelf will be too full. lmao. Well I am gonna go tired of getting yelled at to
Kita Kiss
A Breath of Thought I had dreams naught last slumber rising late to meet this day Laying claim to many in number though few were mine anyway. Work is mine infrequent as I try to survive my soul-mate distant, fears our love And my heart fearing hers takes a dive I rant and I rave asking more of God above Just a moment to breath and expell thoughts from inside Will offer a bit needed as I've nothing to hide With our trueness open and our honour of each We will be equal and master all that we seek Copyright 2007 Rene' W. Brignone
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Is It Just Me?
As life takes me down it's winding path I find myself learning things that I thought I would never understand. Lessons in love especially. I'm learning that it's much easier to get over someone for me now if it doesn't work out. There is always someone else that wants to be with you. You don't even need to look. When it's time they just come to you. Getting rid of jealousy in your life is the biggest hurdle to get over. I used to get so jealous when I'd see my friends that are couples getting along so great and I'd want that too. Not a healthy thing. Most of the time couples aren't as happy as they appear for one thing. You end up trying too hard an mess things up. Trust the person your with. If they are doing something you will eventually find out about it. It just means that you have learned as much as you can from that relationship and it is time to move on. When a relationship ends it is almost like someone died. You have to go through that certain amount of time to griev
Jade's Cell
The footsteps rang out on the stone floor as they approached the heavy door of her dungeon cell. The feel of her binds around her ankles and wrists cut sharply into her tender skin. Each step closer her heart pounded faster and louder, surely her Master could hear her fear. Not once had he spoken nor looked at her as they made their way down to the place she dreaded so greatly. Maybe if she begged or pleaded then he would relent and forgive her, but she knew this time she had pushed his love just too far. Looking up she saw it, the cold, dark cell. He stopped and took out his key. The sound of his keys clashing together broke the silence. Still he did not dare to look into her pleading eyes. She knew that this hurt him almost as much as her self. The door creaked as her Master Darius threw it open. Then he turned to her, his face full of sorrow but they both knew this time she needed to learn a cold harsh lesson. "Inside now" he commanded, and with that the tears welled up in h
A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: " are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo
Can I Enlighten You
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my
I Love My Brittany!!!!
Time and suffering... Time means everything and nothing It takes so much yet gives so little And therefore gives more grief than joy For the best times are with the ones we love and the worst times are when they're away When they're here we feel complete and whole When they're gone we're lost and hopeless Everytime they come back we feel 10 times better yet with time comes with yet another absence then the feeling we had becomes 10 times worse and then comes the overwhelming questions of... "am I going to make it just one more day?" "am I going to survive the onslaught of missing you?" and then... "WHEN IS THIS PAIN GOING TO END???" "ARE YOU GOING TO BE AWAY FOREVER???" and finally it hits us with the biggest question "Do I really love you enough to stand this pain just one more day?" and that answer you ask... is "YES!!!" I will suffer as much pain as it takes until the next time you are with me. And when that time comes it will be greater
Happy Spankable Easter
Wanted to tell all Happy Easter, you know easter is a day for family, so get off ur cherry tap butts and spend time with your kids, famaily, loved ones and such, if no kids get ur butt to mom and dads, just get off of here!!
To Lickittysplitmc
If i look into your profile ( people in the service ) and i click on fan ... it is nothing but a respect thing .... My son is in the service too ... I don't want or intend to affend anyone ! As far as other matters are concerned , if i talk with you , it really doesn't mean that " oh god , i want you " .. unless i tell you other wise . If you're homeless , out of work , looking for a 1 night stand , i'm the wrong person to seek out ! I have enough problems of my own without adding onto them . I'm not looking to see someone's personal parts ( i do know what one looks like ) i don't need a reminder . I love men ( no offense ladies ) ... i'm just here to find online friends and it would really be GREAT if i found the man of my dreams ... but .. is he really out there ? I don't know but i'll update you and let you know if i find him , ok ...
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Picture yourself near a stream in the White Mountains. Birds are softly chirping in the cool, crisp mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. YOU are in total seclusion from that place called the world. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of SERENITY. The water is clear. You can easily see the face of the person you are holding under water. There now, feel better?
hope all of my friends on here have a wonderful Easter and have a great day
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Rebels Blogs
I just want to say that Cherry Tap kicks a little you know what compared to Myspace. Myspace is great when you first start but after a few days or weeks it becomes very boring, they give you nothing to do. At least nothing to do the keep you interested. Cherry Tap on the other hand gives you plenty to do and to keep you motivated. Thanks to the owners and creators of Cherry Tap.....This shit rocks!!!! As I took my children to church this morning I saw yards full of chilren hiding eggs, laughing and playing with their families. Most children these days think that Easter is all about the eggs and candy and the Easter Bunny of course. When my 6 year old asked me a few days ago if the Easter Bunny was real, I didnt lie to her again this year. I told her that it was just a story, then I told her about the true meaning of Easter. At first knowledge of the bunny not being real, she almost cried. But by the time I got done telling her what Easter really is all about she was tickled to
A Prayer....
Life... is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughtless, perfunctoral gift that no one ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper. - Smoking Man Now I lay me down to study, I pray the Lord I won't go nutty. If I should fail to learn this junk, I pray the Lord I will not flunk. But if I do, don't pitty me at all, Just lay my bones in the dorm hall. Tell my prof I did my best, Then pile my books upon my chest. Now I lay me down to rest, And pray I'll pass tomorro
To All My Friends
Happy Easter!!
Wishing all my family there loved ones, friends and fans A Happy Easter!! Enjoy your day!!
On To Victory
Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy -"I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man -"OK, how much?" Boy - "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball glove." The lover remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$750" Man - "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove." The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?" Boy -"$1,000" The father sa
Merry Easter To All
We had a wonderful trip down here. Well 'cept when we stopped to get some sleep and I ended up sick. Everything is going great so far!! We are moving around three this afternoon to head down to S.C.!! Leave me lots of love!!!
The Man I Care So Much About
Hello everyone how is it going? It is going good here just really busy with work and trying to take care of my kids.......... well lets see my daughter had her 7th birthday on the 20th WOW she is getting so big............ and now i have my younger sisters birthday on the 15th my older sisters one the 20th and mine on the 30th all in may WOW ya my mom hates that month lol........... Also i have a great man in my life His Name is Nathan he is so great my kids like him and every thing to so that is a good thing......... Well also on the 20th my IUD exspired so i had to get it taken out so ya that mean i can have another kids WOW.......... I am thinking really hard about having another one but not for sure yet we will take that one day at a time.......... IN AWAY I WANT ANOTHER ONE SO I AM JUST GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPEND WORK IS GOING GOOD FOR NOW JUST WORKING ALOT DOING ALOT OF ONCALL FOR MY BOSS MO MONEY SO ITS ALL GOOD BUT OTHER THEN THAT LIFE IS GOING GOOD DID SOME YARD WORK
She Belongs....
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by
He's Taking Control
The valet takes our bags, leaving me free to watch the sway of your ass as you walk inside to check-in. At the front desk, the look on the girl's face says she can feel the sexual energy between us. I take the key, and we make our way to the elevator. "Jade,...When we get to the room, I want you to go into the bathroom, take off all your clothes, and wait there until I come and get you. Do you understand?" "Yes Darius," you say, looking at me. "I promised I would do whatever you want this weekend and I am going to keep that promise." I open the door and you walk in. I take a quick look at the room. It's basically a small apartment, with a kitchenette and living room. There is a door to the bedroom and one to the bathroom. There is also a door from the bathroom into the bedroom. "This will work rather nicely," I think to myself. Obediently, you head straight for the bathroom. I smile as I watch the door close. This is going to be a very interesting weekend... With you seq
Blonde In Trouble
If you had to describe yourself as a drink, what would you be and why? I'll start: I'd be a margarita, on the rocks, with salt! Always fun, a little sweet, a bit adventurous and will stay with ya till the end! Now it's your turn! :-) BLOND IN TROUBLE A blond was driving home after a football game, and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a body shop. The shop owner saw that she was a blond, so he decided to have some fun. He told her just to go home and blow into the tail pipe really hard, and all the dents would pop out. So, the blond went home, got down on her hands and knees and started blowing into her car's tailpipe. Nothing happened. She blew a little harder, and still nothing happened. Her roommate, another blond, came home and said, "What are you doing?" The first blond told her how the repairman had instructed her to blow into the tailpipe in order to get all the dents to pop out. Her roommate roll
"I'm just going out to run some errands," I tell you, punctuating it with a soft kiss. "I'll be back in a few hours. Oh, and don't go in the computer room Jade." And with that, I'm gone. You lie back on the bed, already counting the minutes until I return. Even though you miss your Master, sometimes you enjoy having the house to yourself. You rise and go to the kitchen to get yourself some water. You wonder quietly why I would tell you to stay out of the computer room. You know I've been doing something in there, but you assumed I was just putting in some new shelves or something. Oh well, you think, Master will tell you soon enough. That thought leaves you when you see the computer on its desk in the living room. What happened to the computer room? What am I doing in there? Curious, you go back to the hallway, passing the door to the basement, past the bedroom, to the closed door of the computer room. What's hidden in there? Overcome with curiosity, you decide to tempt fa
My Life
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words
When Hopes & Dreams Die!(revised & Reposted!)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 Self Responsibilty. Where Has It gone? Current mood: All over the place! Category: All over the place! Life If only life could be so simple. Now I am well aware that most people feel they have their pulse on what the world should be like. That if people were more like them this would be a better place to live in. I don't feel that way though. I beleive variety in people makes this place a better place to live in. But I also feel that there are some basic simularities that should be adhered to aswell. Most notably taking responsibility in your own actions. I know that circumstances are always at play in decisions that are made,both good & bad. Some not of ur own doing. But there are always two choices. The right & the wrong. Since we are all falable many times we chose the wrong. Lord knows I know all too well as I've made my fair share & suspect I'm not through making some more myself. Its black & white. There are no gray areas. To me gray areas
Stupid Stuff
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Are You a Tease? You Are Vanilla Ice Cream Flexible. Easygoing. Classic. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You? You Are Summer! Outgoing Friendly Flirty Cute Fun What Season Are You?
Alabaster Box
St Andrews Cross
Upside down on the st. andrews cross with legs wide and my skirt dangling in front of my face. I could see only their feet as each one in turn came over to lick my exposed pussy. This was a bizarre ritual they were playing out. Each man nibbling through my panties and when all had finished a knife was used to remove the wet cotton garment. Now each again in turn approached to taste me with nothing between me and tongue. Some sucked my clit others flicked it furiously while still others found delight in pushing their tongues deep into my cunt. With the last man having tasted me it was time to finger my throbbing pussy. With bondage tight my only choice was to allow the men their pleasure's. All of them stood close this time and one after another place a finger or two inside me. As I hung upside down there, I could only imagine their view straight inside me. They argue over who's turn it is and who was getting cheated and then decide all of them to place a finger in me at once. I was fil
You Are Going To Like This...
I think this is my most favorite website ever. If not, it is most definitely my most favorite author website!
Who Cares
Not that i cum on here to often or into this site like most of ya but how in the hell do u add all the shit u guys are adding? am i just blind as fuck and dont see teh links or what? if someone can help that would be sweeet! This isnt really a blog...Just wondering if anyone wants to help me spice up my page a lil bit....i dont really know how ot do it and the few things i do know how to do my comp has been slow lately...Anyways if wanna let me know Not like anyone cares but to thsoe few who actually talk to me im gonna be deletin my profile...might just be for a few days might be for forever..i dunno yet...havin a hard time gettin into and figurin out this website..i do have myspace tho...thats nice n simple enough for my dumb ass so if u got it lemme know
Jade's Surprise Ii
After several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention. For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking
Juicest Lips Contest
Happy Easter!!
I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Easter! Love you guys!! ♥ Hugs and Kisses ♥ ~Kiffy~
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Criminal Trespass....
The night air felt cool on Darius's face as he grabbed the chain-link fence. With a quick glance over his shoulder, he confirmed the cute security guard was still chasing him. He scrambled over the short fence and continued his sprint. A sharp turn brought him to a sudden stop, revealing an alley, and thus a dead end. Darius could hear the guard climbing the fence now, her boots making noisy clinking sounds on the metal. Darius hopped up on top of a dumpster and flattened himself against a wall. The security guard entered the alley, her flashlight illuminating the area in front of her. As she brought the beam of light upwards to scan the alley for him, Darius leaped onto her, stunning the girl and knocking her prone. There was a startled yelp as Darius pinned the girl to the ground, her flashlight rolling out of her hands. She started to yell something, but Darius pressed his knee into her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. As she gasped for breath, he pulled the handcuffs fro
New Rules Old Me.
Ok friend and family and fans of all ages! I have some new policies for those of you out there that know me and like me and what to continuiosly holler at me. For those that I just mentioned this will be virtually painless. For those of you that I have as an empty friend I send this out as my way of saying step up or move out. I don't have the time, energy or space to keep you all around. Iam not here to have you loafers taking all the points I grant you and then not dropping by from time to time to say hello or even have the nerve to fan me. Its time to clean out the scum. Some of you are gone. Some of you have a chance to redeem yourselves. Rule #1: If you aren't a fan of me, you get the boot. Rule #2: If you are only accepting my points and love and aren't returning it you are history. Rule #3: If your smiling mug isn't on my map by the end of June 07, say goodbye, you obviously aren't here for me. Thats my new rules. If I offended anyone with these rule,
Glad To Have Friends
Well good morning to all my ct friends I figured I would try this posting a salute thing I sure hope it works because I NEED more points to advance to more levels.PLEASE HELP IN MY ENDEVER.Fan,Rate and add me. Thanks to all. .I realize that some folks just have to rate low but for you that do why don't you have the guts to show who you are instead of being a coward.If you don't like something or someone then just don't look.
Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i
Jade's Story
Master Darius, I am here to serve you.... You walk up and kiss me, I return the kiss and smile at you nervously, you slip your hands up my thin white shirt and roughly pull up my black lacy bra You start squeezing my tits, soft at first then you grab a bit harder, working your fingers into the smooth soft skin. I let a small moan escape as you start pinching my nipples, you squeeze my nipples hard and cup your hands around my rib cage joining your thumbs at my solaplex and slowly but firmly drag them down to my stomach. You crouch down and run both your hands up my smooth thighs until my small black skirt is lifted enough to reveal my wet pussy. You cup your hands around my firm ass and pull it roughly towards you forcing my cunt to your mouth. You nibble softly at my throbbing cunt and i notice my knees starting to involuntarily widen and tremble with pleasure. I finally loose the fight to keep silent and say ... Oooo please Master I want you inside me. Please fuck your dirty slut
Sex Talk
I love my life and love my wife. But I hate blue balls. I know she gets tired from work, but it's frustrating when she's too tired to have sex for a couple weeks because she has to work her ass off. And what's really aggravating is that when she does get in the mood, I better be in the mood or I miss out. Though... and this is where it gets personal (so Jess, ya might want to stop reading now hehe), but the other problem is that I'm able to get her off multiple times. At times enough that she passes out before we finish. But even then, I feel like the traditional roles are reversed. When we have sex, she gets off every time, and I get off maybe once every 3 or 4 times. It's not that I don't want to cum.. but I just can't. So when she's so busy with work who knows when I get to cum during sex. And yeah, I can masturbate (and trust me, I do... I am a freak after all), but it's just not the same. No matter how many times I jack off, it still never feels as good as the r
Give Her What She Desires
Darius made a quick trip to the store to pick up a couple things needed for the night I had planned. When I returned home I simply told her that we were about to have a special night. I handed her a bag with the panties I had just bought her. Jade went and took a nice hot bath then came into the living room wearing just the panties as I had asked her to. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom, where the only light was coming from the candles I had set up while she was in the tub. I had her lay on the bed and she knew what was coming the moment I picked up her leather collar. I put the collar on her. Then I took the straps and tied her arms to the bedpost. I took more straps and went to her feet. She asked about removing the panties, but I told her no and to hush. I tied her ankles to the bedpost. She couldn't move. I went and got the blindfold and put it on her. I gave her a very deep kiss before kissing down her body. I got down to the panties and I ran my hand under them. S
The Business Trip
Christopher and I had been working together for a long time, and, over the past few months, had taken several business trips together. We had become an effective team in a short time, and wonderful friends as well. There was also a certain chemistry between us that I had never experienced before. Obviously, it was visible to others, because they kept assuming that something was going on between us, but, until this trip, our relationship had remained purely platonic. The more time I spent with this mam, the more difficult it was becoming to resist his charms. As time wore on, just being in the same room with him made my body intensely hot; it was occasionally downright embarrassing. This all was complicated by the fact that I was his direct supervisor, and a personal relationship between the two of us would be seriously frowned upon. This particular night, I was feeling extreamly friendly. I had been teasing Christopher, as i loved to do, about the hard day he had had and how nice
Jades Stormy Night
We stood facing each other... just outside my bedroom door.. You.. took my chin in your hand and lifted my pouting face.. and brushed my lips.. "good Nite Jade" you whispered and turned me around.. and gave me a gentle push inside the door...feeling your hand smack my bottom.. a scooted inside my bedroom and stood.. as I heard you shut my door.. and.. let out a soft laughter.. as you walked down the hall back to your company. You always did this to me.. have me retire for the night.. as to where I would not hear or see what you and your friends do... You always said.. it wasn't for my eyes and ears to know what men talk about after the women leave the room.. So at 10pm... you stood and motioned for me to say good nite to the guest and then you accompanied to my room.. .. pouting as always... but never getting to stay up.. I.. entered my room.. ..... I was not ready for sleep....I walked into my bathroom and started a nice hot bath....dumping bubble bath.. and scented oils i
Meatloaf Lyrics
[Boy:] There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window [Girl:] There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever [Both:] I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I have ever made [Boy:] But when you touch me like this (touch me like this) And you hold me like that (hold me like that) I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me When I touch you like this (touch you like this) And I hold you like that (hold you like that) It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me now [Girl:] It's all coming back It's all coming back to me now [Boy:] There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light There were things I'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right There were nights of endless pleasure It was more
Life Epiphany
Jades Library Visitor
I searched the bottom shelf for a book on photographic darkroom techniques when a lovely blonde woman about twenty stood next to me. Our eyes met, she smiled and I eagerly returned one. The glow of her youth radiated from her face and her body displayed the curves that lust was made of. She wore short pink dress gathered at the waist. As she searched for a book, she took little fidgety steps causing her dress to swing fluidly. I found myself looking less for the book and more at her shapely legs that were enticingly bare. She bent over to grab a footstool sitting in the aisle. For a brief second, I swore she wasn't wearing panties. Surely, wishful thinking. After placing the stool in front of the book stack, she stepped onto it with her pink, three-inch high heels. The Goddess Art of Jonathon Earl Bowser "Be careful," I said. "Those high heals look great but they don't look very steady." "That's sweet of you to worry, but I'll be cautious." Her voice had a gentle

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