BetterLeftAloneFuwife Of Redpopo's blog: "my life and feelings"

I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run away, Please someone help me understand.... Can this be real? Or am i dreaming? Well i can't be dreaming bc im wide awake....... I've never felt this good about my feelings before I know they have to be real!!!!!!!

I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and I get sad:(. I want to feel your body against mine. I want you forever by my side, I can't stop thinking about you, I really care alot, If i'm wasting my time Please let me know... I will just stop trying:(

I'm a 20 year old female with 2 kids, 2 wonderful boys. They are Deke Micheal Hulin 21 months old and Logan James Hulin 8 months old. They are my life and I love them so very much. One thing i hated was they were both born with out a soft spot:( and had to have surgery. I hated seeing them hooked up to lots of machines and shit it sucked:( i :((ed alot. Well they are doing fine and did really great for their surgery:) something to smile about.. well a new year is coming 2008 i hope everyone enjoys their new year... I know i will!!!!!!!!!!