youre kidding's blog: "me"

for now i feel i need to quit. some day i may come back. but to the few special friends i have made you know how to get ahold of me. these special people know who you are. i so want you to know i could never repay you for your kindness, friendship and just being there when i needed you. for that i'm so blessed. bye

for there few who know me they already know. but i think this is more for me then anyone. i'm a simple person with lots of emotions underneath. life has and is good to me. the few friends i do have have always been there in my hour of need. even if just to lend an ear or a slap upside the head. for that i am truly thankful. you know who you are and how much you mean to me. and i'll never forget it. how does one let go when i know there is no hope. but yet i still hang on. knowing that there are others that are passing by as i grab for hope. i know i'm not the first nor will be the last to have to deal with this. the fears, the needs, the wants and the unknown. how does one open up ones heart again? how can the wall be taken down? to feel again.