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Party Weekend..
LET’S GO PARTY TIME (Update) Current mood: excited We have a boat now ... yay.. We have a 18 foot bayliner. It is pretty nice.. We are planning to be spending a lot of time on the water... As much as possible.. My parents just bought a 37 foot motor home. It's a Chevy Gulf Stream - Endura... With 3 slide outs... It is very nice So we are going to be planning on doing a lot of vacation times.. lol I cannot wait..... Bree is so excited.. She had to sleep in it while it was parked in my parents front yard.. Silly girl... (wonder where she gets it from) By next month Lee & I should be certified in diving... I can't wait for that either... I am ready to Dive, Dive, Dive... (Shark bait .. whoo ha ha.. lol) Thanks ADAM.... On Saturday September 22, 2007 we are leaving to go to Daytona Beach to the "diappearing Island". Anyone who is interested in going with a boat let me know.. We have a few seats left in ours.. We will be staying in Daytona for the weekend. Anyone else w

Looking For Dj,s And Somebody To Help Me Promote
Harley Radio Is Licensed Thu loud city 992 Or Site kicks ass take A look http://harleyradio.com We Need Djs and promoters and A Lounge bartender will help You With STREAMING program thank you http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=2869 harley radio rocks

My Tattoos
I just posted some pics of my tattoos so please stop by and let me know what you think! I am starting to layout my backpiece so all ideas are welcome. As soon as I can I willpost a full back photos so you can see what I am trying to tie together. Hope you enjoy them as much as I do!

I'm Sorry
-----------------I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

My Job
I just started today and I have a website for easy access to the brochures for you women to take a look or men for their women but all i am asking for right now is for you to just take a look nothing less nothing more if you would that would be fantasic thank you all very much for your time have a great day Avon now has a store for men check it out men you may like what they have! Our newest product Uplifting Mascara Please visit the site for more info Just click the pic......

Understanding Me
Stolen girls: arrested after a series of protest marches Stolen girls: arrested after a series of protest marches in the summer of 1963, almost three dozen girls from Americus, Georgia, were held for weeks in an abandoned Civil War-era stockade. Never formally charged, the girls banded together in horrific circumstances, even as their frantic families searched for them. Now their story of courage, faith and resilience is finally being toldSource Donna M. Owens The Georgia sun was unrelenting that July day in 1963. It cause sweat to trickle down the back of young brown girls wearing pretty homemade cotton dresses, starched blouses and capri pants. Moisture ed at the napes of ebony boys, with neatly cropped hair, dampening their crisp, short-sleeve shirts. But for some 200 Negro children and adults singing "We Shall Overcome" as they marched down Cotton Avenue in the small southern town of Americus, Georgia, the heat was the least of their concerns, In this onetime cotton ce

The Shape Of Two
Oh, the moon, the touch of skin to skin, and her good eyes looking into me - I am falling into her. Yes, the moment held, the crush of flesh to me, and her warm breath against me as I draw her here to kiss - she will learn the shape of two from the tender push and pull. God, I want her all, want her every, want her complete in the total yes of this moment undressed and hands and legs and breasts pressed to me so near to me. I want to feel her feeling me, the flush of this making love, of this kiss, this giving. And, oh yes, God, I want to cry out a million names for I am yours, a thousand words for we are here, one hundred verbs and nouns and adjectives to say that this is where I want to be right now tomorrow and forever. © All rights reserved

Sad News
Hey guys My brother Jason aka Porckchop is in the hospital with a bad liver please keep him in your prayers hes 29 yo and fighting for his life just like we are fighting for his life. Monday Dec.3rd he will be going to UAB in Birmingham Alabama for a new liver hes just laying there all stiff and hurting i have been at the hospital half the day with him so please keep my brother in everyones prayers Amazing Grace Lyrics "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. T'was Grace that taught... my heart to fear. And Grace, my fears relieved. How precious did that Grace appear... the hour I first believed. Through many dangers, toils and snares... we have already come. T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far... and Grace will lead us home. The Lord has promised good to me... His word my hope secures. He will my shield and portion be... as long as life endure

Bye Everyone
i leave next wensday im moving...im moving to better my life and my aidens life....we deserve so much better...then being here and tourtured....ill still have the internet...i wont be on to often though but when i am ill be sure to stop by and say hello and show yall some lovein ill miss all my cali friends...i just need to get away from california...theres nothing here for me anymore...its to damn expensive out here...plus i want to go back to school...and yeah...u know whats up....ne who...talk care all i love you!

Sexy Smile Contest
I am going to be in a contest for sexy smile and this is the pic i am going to use The contest is set for sunday at 10 est I dont have the lin yet but i will post a blog when i get the link thanks! I am going to be in a contest and i am looking for help this is my first contest the contest is supposed to be at 10est on this Sunday your help would be appreciated.....i will post another blog when i get the link thanks

Down Rating
Honestly Folks what is the point of down rating someone. What did that person ever do to you. I know when I first started on this site I did it once and then realized what the point. Is it to hurt someone's feelings? Do you feel better about yourself? what is it.

Too Much Damn Fun
Hey guys this is a repost of an idea i had a couple days ago, but then Ghost was REALLY generous and bought me one... but here goes: I LOVED my happy hours, and I'd really like to do it again, but as most of you know, i've been out of work aside from a paysite i work at off and on, for about 3 years now, if not longer... so i really can't afford it on my own. Here's where you all come in: I'm taking donations to my paypal account - if you want to make one, send me a mail and i'll give you the email address to use... even if it's just a dollar or two - Every single dollar would help. So if you think i'm worth at least a dollar, based on what you know of me, please help me out ;) Love you guys :) Sin

Think About Me
I will be having surgery tomorrow and am asking all of my friends, family, and fans to think of me, say a prayer or all of the above. The nerves are starting to kick in since preop is over and done with. I know deep down that it will go well. I have such great friends on here I wanted to share. Someone will update when I am out. Have fun and I will miss you all!!! MY FRIENDS ROCK!!!! Much love......MUAHSSS SUGAHHH.....Sandi

Excellence Vs. Perfection
Perfection is being right. Excellence is willing to be wrong. Perfection is fear. Excellence is taking a risk. Perfection is anger and frustration. Excellence is Powerful! Perfection is control. Excellence is spontaneous. Perfection is Judgement. Excellence is accepting. Perfection is doubt. Excellence is confidance. Perfection is pressure. Excellence is natural. Perfection is destination. Excellence is the Journey...

People
hay everyone whats good i just started a new lounge its called the hot spot check it out on my profile go to my lounges and then u will see it please i need members to join it hay everyone i need more people to join my lounge i have music and 2 people joind so please subcribe to my lounge okay i just got a letter from some one on here about my sexuality u no what i don't give a flying fuck what anyone says I'm a bisexual freak i like both men and women if any one has a problem with that then take me off Ur friends list cause u no what its time to grow up people this is the 20th century every one just needs to exsept people for who they r it dose not matter if ur black , yellow ,white , or green just remember just be u and dont try to change who u r inside if u want to get to no me my email addresses r on my profile thanks and have a wounderful day

Love
We were strangers starting out on our journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart When I lost hope you were there to remind me This is the start (chorus) And Life is a road and I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road now and forever A Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there whenthe storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand unafraid of the future At the beginning with you (chorus) I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark I know that my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart (chorus) In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

Videos
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Led Zeppelin Confirm Reunion
Led Zeppelin confirm reunion gig Led Zeppelin sold more than 100 million albums in the US alone The Led Zeppelin legend Rock group Led Zeppelin are to reform for a tribute concert to the Atlantic Records co-founder Ahmet Ertegun. Singer Robert Plant, guitarist Jimmy Page and bassist John Paul Jones will perform together for the first time in 19 years. Tickets for the one-off show at the O2 arena in London on 26 November will cost £125 and be allocated by ballot. Pete Townshend and Bill Wyman will also perform. Ertegun, who signed Led Zeppelin in 1968, died last year. "During the Zeppelin years, Ahmet Ertegun was a major foundation of solidarity and accord," Plant said. "For us, he was Atlantic Records and remained a close friend and conspirator. This performance stands alone as a tribute to the work and life of a longstanding friend." I will auction off my blood, organs, and all worldly possessions - think I'm kidding? Led Zeppelin fan Send us your commen

Menopause Jewelery
My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

General Thoughts
1. Emergency Numbers. In the US, the emergency number is 911, but do you know that World Wide emergency number is 112? I have not heard of this number before. Dial 112 when you are out of your coverage area will connect you to an existing network, and establish emergency number for you. 2. Saving money on your 411. You can save money on dialing (800) FREE 411, or (800) 373-3411, instead of dialing 411. Your carriers won't disclose this because they can't make money on you. I made a mistake on dialing 411 once, and it had cost me dearly. For four minutes that I was on the phone, it cost $5.95, this included a second of the actual talk time with the operator, and the rest is on hold. 3. Lock up your stolen/lost cell phone. If your cell phone was ever lost or got stolen, you can lock it up to avoid usage or selling it. By key in (*#06#); your phone will show its 15 digit serial numbers (IMEI). Write this numbers down and keep it safe, because this numbers are exclusively for your

Shout Box
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Only In America
Only in America.....can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in America.....are there handicap parking spaces in front of a skating rink. Only in America.....do drugstores make sick people walk all the way to the back to get their perscriptions, while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counter. Only in America.....do we buy hotdogs in packs of 10 and buns in packs of 8. Only in America.....do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'poli' in latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures' Only in America.....do we have drive-up ATM's with Braille lettering.

How Much Do You Owe?
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, send it back to the person that sent it to you and your other friends. Title your email "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever g

Poems By "me"...hehe!!!
Dedicated to Summer and Jade. Our light of love will always burn. Heaven's own, sent from above, two little angels with no flaws about them. Only innocence around, filled with love, looking for a light not dim. These two angels so pure, reaching out so far for a little exceptance and hope. Their tiny fingers and little toes, their hearts so gentle, no way to cope. Not knowing what's in store for them, they turnto a loving family within. Their souls so new to this world they're in, they know not even where to begin. So much for them to see and learn, so much at stake, but there's no concern. For the loving family they've entered in shines a light of love that always burns. His words are empty, unlike before. His touch, cold, no comfort in the storm. His eyes cut deep, he no longer reassures. Sometimes I feel I can't reach the shore. My arms so heavy, my legs so tired. My mind wonders about his burning fire. Long gone is his resistance to my tears. Long gone is

Sarah Brightman
Sarah Brightman No One Like You From the Film POWDER "No One Like You" And reach out will it not be soft and kind At rest from life from patience and from pain At rest from bliss we know not when we find How can I have enough of life and love In your eyes are my secrets that I've never shown you In my heart I feel I've always known you In your arms there's a comfort that I never knew You're what I've been waiting for there's no one like you Sure as the sunrise pure as a prayer You fashioned hope right out of thin air Every dream I abandoned seems it could come true I believe in miracles there's no one like you Innocent as a newborn in a world so frightening It's as if my world's been struck by lightning Every dream I abandoned, seems it could come true I believe in miracles, there's no one like you Sarah Brightman - Deliver Me "Deliver Me" Deliver me, out of my sadness Deliver me, from all of the madness Deliver me, courage t

Pain
wtf ppl....i dont wanna go live somewhere else, i dont wanna come here and go there. i wanna have time to find me, i never did that. yea it sounds cliche but its true. i go from my parents slave to being with an ass who likes to hit women and snort coca. i need me time now, im not asking ya'll for shit, just bc ur some1 that i feel is family and i'll tell u about my problems when u tell me about urs, doesnt mean i want ur help to fix them. i just wanna vent to someone like ya'll do to me. come here do this, u'll be safe here. im not safe anywhere. he's everywhere. so i might as well learn to live with that fact. he's going to run behind all the things im trying to make of myself and talk shit and destroy friendships and other things i might have going for me. but some of ya'll should know that very well, ya'll have done it to me as well. sure u lie ur way out of it, and i'll know the truth but i'll forgive u bc of our history. well, im tired of being miss nice girl, as of now im miss e

Listen
hey ppl i need u all to go help my girl erica with her contest rate her and leve as many comments as u want...here is the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=161910&albumid=571009&i=2283061412 and who ever leaves the most comments gets a big pimpin gift from me

All My Friends
hey everyone, sorry i haven't written anymore on here before now but i was waiting until i went back to the doctor.i went back monday and he said i was doing ok.i am doing well enough thta he took me off two of my medications.thanks to everyone who commented on my other blog and thank you for your concern.i will get around to rating everyone's pictures but it will just take me a little time to do it.thanks again everyone and i will try to post more later and more often. sorry i haven't been here much and i know it has cost me some friends and for that i am sorry.the past few days with what i thought was a heart attack.dr.did a heart cath on me but said arteries were not blocked.they are not sure what it is but i intend to find out even if i have to find a new dr.pleas forgive me for not being in touch or finishing rating everyone's pictures and profiles.i will get it done and i hope i do not lose any more friends.take care all and please let me hear. i just wanted to thank everyone

Sexy Smile Contest
Could you do me a lil favor and rate this pic a 10 please just click the pic maybe leave a couple comments on it thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=695736927 come help this is my contest come help Hey yall the sexy smile contest starts tonight at 10est his is the link for my photo please come help http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=695736927 contest starts at 10est

Come Visit My Store
Check out my online store... at www.freeweb.com/cowboysemporium I have lots of neat stuff... custom hats and tshirts. I can even make you a tshirt with whatever picture you send ... also have horse statues and plaques, computers and computer equipment, wholesale cameras and more... all at wholesale prices. I can even make a special deal for my friends.. Check it out... Hey... got some free time... Come visit my store... I have tons of wholesale items... and I give my friends a special deal... Check it out... http://store.ebay.com/cowboys-emporium or www.freeweb.com/cowboysemporium

Life
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having surgery on June 4th. They are going in and cleaning out my left knee. There is arthritis in my knee and a small tear in the meniscus. I am going to also ask my doctor if he can look at my hips because some days they hurts so bad I can barely walk. Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor

Canada's 150th Birthday Project
Hi, I'm David Flower, a Canadian artist from Edmonton Alberta. I work completely in ball-point pen, a relatively new medium for artwork. I've been doing this kind of art work seriously since 2002. Now I've decided that with Canada's 150th birthday coming up in 2017, I should work on a special project for it. Also I figured that this would give me a unique opportunity to keep a journal of the project from start to finish, while introducing the intricacies of using ball-point pen to the rest of the world. The first thing I had to do was to make sure I was using the best paper for the job. So after searching around I decided to use Windpower smooth Bristol from Strathmore. The next step was to decide the dimensions for my project. Not as easy as it might sound. When I do a picture, I completely cover the area I’m working on, all in ball-point pen. So, the bigger the picture and the greater the detail, will greatly affect the amount of time it’s going to take. For this projec

Life
my life is getting worse by the day all i can wish is for me to just disappear ad never return. last year if you have read my sickness blogs you would know i was in hospital for a while with pnumonia then i have had problems at where i work where i nearly lost my job. my life change for the better when i got talking to a lady on here who helped me change my life for the better. now my life is on the way back to nothing as i have had x-rays on my chest and spine as my doctor thinks i could have damaged my spine. he has also done tests on me and found out i am diabetic. then i get in today and find that the lady i had fallen for has blocked me from her page so my life sucks. paul

Friends And Lounges !!!!!!
OK THIS HAS BEEN BUILDING SINCE A SERTAIN PERSON NAMED VAN WRECKER HAS COME BACK TO THE X DJ QUEENY WOULD SLANDER HIM TO NE IN SEVERAL YAHOOS AND THEY WIL COME OUT IF NEEDED THEN WAS NICE TO HIM IN YAHOOS HMMM MAKES HER A LIL 2 FACED IN MY BOOK! SO INSTEAD OF FIGHTING WITH THIS IDIOT ! AND SINCE I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME TO DEVOTE TO MY LOUNGE I DECIDED TO TAKE IT DOWN FROM FUBAR ALL TOGETHER ! IF UR MAD AT ME THAT IS FINE ALL ANYONE EVER DID WAS WINE BITCH AND MOAN ANYWAYS ! NONE OF U PAID FOR THE SERVER OR EVER OFFERED ! SO GUESS WHAT MY LOUNGE MY DECISION! SO POST ALL THE BULLETINS THAT U WANT WITH ALL THE HE SAID SHE SAID BS ! IT IS BECAUSE OF FRIENDS LIKE THESE THAT I DO NOT EVEN WANT TO BE ON THIS SITE ANY MORE ! THAT AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF FUBAR! TO ALL THE STAFF WITH THE EXCLUSIONS OF THE 2 PEOPEL FOR MENTIONED IN THIS BLOG EVERYONE ELSE DID A GOOD JOB AND DID NOT GET SUCKED IN BY THE BS AND DRAMA! AND 2 THE DSC AND DDC WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE THESE 2 CREWS ARE TH

For Our Troop
Prayer chain for our Military.... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON! Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I do

Damn Almost Forgot- Lounge Change
My favorite DJ's have switched lounges... ALL of them... so I loyally follow them (but if they move again they best start their own, lol) ... So if you're looking for me, and i'm not AFK, and i'm not in my SB... Like what you hear? CLICK HERE to join BLITZED OUT!!! Ok, i was lazy and cut and pasted that from my profile, but it still works, i think... :p anyhow come check it out, the other dj's there seem cool and my family dj's ALWAYS RAWK! (/love all of you guys) Love, Sin

Where They Went... :p
I know I posted that alot of pictures were moved last night... as you probably have seen, the ripped ones have their own... most of the rest from default ended up in the "random me" folder, if they're not there, i figured they belonged somewhere else (such as friends, and me visiting friends. no pictures have been taken down, even some nsfw's were moved around to condense the albums and make things a bit easier on you rather than scroll through 50 albums to find them. the newest album is still Sin the Dress Up Doll... Granted they are all SFW, but they're still sexy as hell and you should check them out if you haven't already. figured i'd let you all know... did take three random pics last night, they're in random me and newer nsfw's i believe... but my memory sucks and it was late :p Love you all, Sin

Closing Account
just to let all my friends know i am closing my account here with fubar... i am moving and things are alittle crazy here right at the moment. i dont have time for this site right now. as soon as i can i will be back to set one up once again. til then.. everyone take care and have a fun and be safe. i wish all the best of luck. FAITHSMAMA

My Illness
After two long years and a recent months stay in the hospital I have finally been diagnosed with the disease that is slowly killing me. The disease is called Amyloidosis here is a short description of the disease. Amyloidosis is a rare and potentially fatal disease that occurs when substances called amyloid proteins build up in your organs. Amyloid is an abnormal protein usually produced by cells in your bone marrow that can be deposited in any tissue or organ. Amyloidosis can affect different organs in different people, and there are many types of amyloid. Amyloidosis frequently affects the heart, kidneys, liver, spleen, nervous system and gastrointestinal tract. The exact cause of amyloidosis is unknown, and there's no cure for amyloidosis. However, therapies are available to help you manage your symptoms and limit the production of amyloid protein. I am currently undergoing a steroid treatment until I am strong enough to start stem cell treatment

Inspiration
Within the petals of a fading rose, inside its dusty, pale and wilted bloom, I find my inspiration to compose a lyric that could seal my fate and doom - your flavor and your scent at once conspire to drive me to the heights of this desire. I do concede that nature draws me in - my ears, my eyes, my hands can do no less - my senses are the portals of my sin, the threshold, and the reason I confess: your flavor and the scent of this red rose contain the essence of this sad repose. If it is true that passion is my death, I give a kiss to you with my last breath. © All rights reserved

Long Hair Falling
I long for your long hair falling into my face as you pin me down and laugh and plant delicious kisses on my lips and eyes and neck. I want to feel the softness of your breath as you whisper to me, tell me things you can't believe you are actually saying - I want to see the blush rising to your cheeks and finally hold you close (so close that we become, for just a moment, one being). © All rights reserved

Bored
Just woke up on wednesday around 10:30 am. Yesterday I slept till 4pm! lol Doing house work and watching TV doin online stuff between laundry. I may actualy get to spend all day at home today! I'm so happy! Tomorrow I will probably have to drive to Ohio for my sons football game. I have my cats freed out of the laundry room atm. One Is in love with the laptop. She will rub and bite the corners while purring insanely. It's the one that barks. The other I think bolted for my bedroom when I opened the door. I love my babies even if they are destroying the door fram inside the laundry room. lol I know they need a scratching post >.< Between Dr appoinments, school and football practice I've been pretty busy. I finaly get a day at home and I have tons of house work to catch up on. Hopefully I can get it all done soon because I have inlaws coming in just a few days from Michigan. Also I plan on having a Home Interiors Party next Friday. Between all of the stuff going on I have the front left

Kid Said What?
Alright, here's the scoop. I go to the same gas station on my way to work every morning to get a Monster energy drink. So I get there at the gas station, grab my drink and go stand in line waiting to pay. So I'm waiting to pay right, and this lady with her little kid is in line next to me. I notice out of the corner of my eye the little kid's just staring at me. So I very nicely turn to the little kid and smile back. All of a sudden the kid point's his finger at me, look's up at his mom and says, "Mommy, is that my daddy?" She turns beet red, I start busting up laughing so hard it hurts, and all the cashier's start to laugh. It just reminded me of the Maury show, Mommy which one's my daddy? lmmfao!

Friends Or Not
it is sad that when u think that people understand you they turn around and do the very same thing that they know that will get them hurt or worse. what is a friend? a friend to me is one that will stand by you no matter what. not come up and play mind games on u or go around n tellings lies on ya. well is this case someone has had a relationship with a certain guy that they been friends with for a long time, but it wasnt not meant to be cause this guy was goin around telling alot of other ladies on the net this n that all the good things a ladie loves to hear. well she still stayed there til one day i got tired hearing bout it n told her that she needs to do this n that not put up wioth the crap. well she did. well needless to say thinking of that was done oh no things said bout me n all this crap n shit, well i got one thing to say n i do it better by writting. if any of my frieds or so called friends ever treated me the way this person was being treated i would be dam if i stayed

Less Than 1k Needed To Help This Sweet Honey Level
Please help my sweet friend level.. She needs less than 20K to level... Thankyou in advance... She will return all love. She's Ms. cool of the cool. This is her pic link: cherokee princess FU-BOMBER/ * Kingdom of Wolves*@ fubar

Kissing In The Rain
To kiss in the rain is every little girls dream! It's the perfect ending to a fairy tale story! Just to stand in the pouring rain and as he is stands there waiting for the kiss goodnight, With his head down faced to the ground. With you faced to your door, playing with your keys, thinking what it would be like. To just to turn around walk out in the pouring rain,and just to feel those first drops of rain hit your body, Then to just run you fingers, through his now soaked hair, and look in to his eyes, how perfect they are, you can just read them like a book! Then you just kiss him, the best kiss you will ever have, the one kiss that you deserve. In your head you can just hear the rain The end to the perfect date, To the perfect life, the perfect Fairy tale ending!

Rug Burns
Just before the yellow dawn, I spent six hours, aglow and double down on Anna's carpet, teaching her theories of flight and falling - between gulps of dandelion wine I said: "I am who am, baby." (She thought that was a hip thing for me to say.) I remember thinking: Jeez, I'm always teaching little birds the sting of rug burns - will this never end? At sunrise, I saw her blink from the smell of burning cake and I went into her pink hell bathroom, yelling behind me: "Back in five minutes." Yeah, right... Out the back door. © All rights reserved

Have You Been Doing Enough Haha
NASTY SEX POEMZ roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. SEXUAL ACTIVITY CALORIE GUIDE Sexual Activity Calorie Guid

You Live In Texas
TEXAS Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Texas ... If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Texas If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Texas . If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Texas . If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Texas . If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Texas . If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Texas . If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Texas . If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Texas . If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and everybody is passing you, you may live in Texas . If you find 60 deg

Angels
Angels Comes Into our lifes To teach us a lesson About the powers of love. They whispered to you, There are so many things For us to understand. About the powers of love, And all it can do, To someone who needs To share it with you. A kind word, A kind smile on your face, Can make someone's life, A much brighter place. It doesn't take much, To show someone you care, To give them the love, God gave you to share. So please keep in mind, All the powers you possess, To grace someone's life, When they're in distress.

L.a. Requiem
I remember baby whores in pig-tails and school-girl skirts like a chorus line for assholes who couldn't score in High School - BMWs cruising by slowly - and gold-fillings flashing in the last bit of LA sun as it twinkled out (pretty as a picture) below the Hollywood Hills. Kids in loose-fitting clothes jockeyed to sell me yellow crack or dime bags of herb - I wasn't buying anymore - just another tourist cruising the real back end of the city of light. There was profit in being young and just a year or two away from the long arm of the law. Twenty, twenty-one year-old bosses hid in the shadows to see how baby brother or little sister was going to make out tonight on the street. I remember a kaleidoscope of brown and black and white-skinned humanity on Olveira Street - Cinco de Mayo - variegated paper pinatas held up on the end of a long pole, kids too poor to beg scrambling for hard candies when the broom handle connected and split the donkey's ass. A l

Being A Redhead :)
*I did not write this* There's something about redheads. I don't know what it is, but for some reason red hair provokes. It makes little boys run up and scream in your face "Eww. Your hair is RED! It invariably causes postal men, panhandlers, truck drivers and 8th Avenue winos alike to yell "Hey Red," as if it's gonna garner them a smile (or a quarter). Wrong. You'll get neither a smile nor a quarter from a redhead with that line. Another infamous line that we redheads of the female persuasion have to hear all the time is "Hey, are you a natural redhead?" as the conjecturer's eyes make a beeline for your crotch. That line ensures that you are never, ever gonna find out, mister. Granted, your life is dreary and your need for color I can understand, but we redheads are tired of being reduced to a fetish, a crotch, a challenge, a mystery to be solved. It's not the hair that turns men on, it's the spirit that redheads exude.

Sending Out A Funny
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room seriously discussing a Living Will. I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's Such A Bitch.... NEW MENS VALENTINE'S DAY? Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Secretly...guys feel left out. That's right...left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. This is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially 'Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day.' Simple, effective and self-explanatory...this holiday has been created so you ladies can

Jokes
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per Hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at Her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty Years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don 't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and Slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he Says insistently.. Up to 80. "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards And the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes Him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anythin

Rattlings From The Road
InsanityThe act of doing something over and over expecting a different result.I think when it comes to the net that describes my experiences. I started on the net over 10 years ago, and like ALOT of women found out that a sexy pic will get you alot of attention, very little of it positive. I was one of those that had the sexy name, showed my bod and had the audacity to say on the profile that I didnt want rude comments or for a man to not think me slut..lol Ok I wasn't a slut I only played one on the net. Funny how women get offended when men see the pics, read the words and think Oh! Yeah this one is easy. Of course when you approache her, she states Oh I am not interestes in sex I just want to be a friend.. Yeah MmmmK.. Whatever, if you put it out there that way, don't cry how you only attract horn dogs.I left the net and promised my self I would not fall into the same habits I did before. For the most part I haven't but there are still some areas that need major improvement. I have

Getting Blocked
I guess this happens to everyone at some point or another, but I expected it to happen for a legitimate reason. I was blocked last night. Not that this person was a close close friend or anything...just someone I had been talking to and trying to be a friend. I understand that you have to be careful on the internet but the paranoia of some people amazes me. To the one who blocked me...I wish you the best

What Is Wrong With People????
I realize that everybody deals with life in their own way. I am having a hard time understanding why so many have forgotten the toll that 9/11 took on the country as a whole. People lost loved ones, friends, co-workers. We lost great men and women and let's not forget the children. For one day, every year, would it be so terrible to forget about the "contests" and "lounges"? Why can we give a little of ourselves and think about the ones who have lost and gave their lives in this horrible tragedy? I am taken aback by the concern for "rates", "leveling" and "contests". I am actually disappointed and fairly disgusted by the lack of respect that this day is being given. I am greatful and thankful that I did not lose anyone that day. I think the people who did lose their lives and the the loved ones they left behind deserve our utmost respect. That's just my opinion. Jen

Help
I need all my friends, fans and families help. About a 3 months, I was in a wieght loss competition and had almost 50 pounds. Since that time, I have started to gain some of it back. I don't have the drive like I did to stick with it. I need some support. Please tell me to get off my fat ass and start losing again. With some encouragement, I might can start back like I was. I will blog later to let you know how it is going. Thanks, I love you all, Moondawg

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

A Poem!
There are so many tears that you can shead.. Before you fall apart completly... Night after night.. Day after day.. Wondering why it has it has be like this.. Watching the tears fall down your face.. Breaks my heart into a million pieces.. Wondering how to make the pain stop.. Wondering what I can do to help.. All I can do is give you advise.. To what I think is the best thing to do.. Always know I will be here for you.. To help you threw this difficult time.. To wipe those tears away.. You mean the world to me.. Know that I will love you forever.. WHERE DID THINGS GO WRONG WHERE DID I LOOSE YOU WHY AM I SO HURT WHY ARE THINGS SO FUCKED UP I HATE THE WAY THAT I FEEL I HATE THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I WANT YOU TO HAPPY I WANT ME TO BE HAPPY I WANT YOU PERIOD I CANT MAKE YOU WANT ME I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I FEEL SO LOST INSIDE I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE LOVED YOU NEED TO FEEL WANTED YO

Hey Everyone
I am getting off of here soon. I wanted to say hi to all my friends. Im not feeling good so I have to get off here, leave me a message if you want, I will try and be on later. If you have my number call me. Hey everyone, im sorry about me changing my mind so much about deleting my profile. Im deleting it for many reasons.I love all my friends here and I was happy on here so thats not eve one of the reasons. I dont want to delete it just yet. I want to give all my friends time to talk to me first. If you want to keep in touch with me let me know if you have yahoo messenger or myspace and I will give you my screen name. Comment this to let me know if you have yahoo messenger or myspace and I will get back to you.

Military Contest
hey i would really appreciate it if u all could help me out with a contest and vote and comment on my picture!! :) here is the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=653457&albumid=554114&i=2693596018 thanks

Bulletins I Made
------------------------------------ --------------------- ------------ ----------- --------------- --------------- ----------- This sweet friend of mine has been online for a while she deleted her first account because no one showed her any lovin, I talked her back so I am asking all of my friends and family to show her some love stop by her page and rate her page pixs and profile for me. Thx Dana@ fubar This bro

Simple & Powerful
Simple & Powerful This is true...makes you think A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Kuwait?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a battlefield on a field in France?" Yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father ... why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answer is the same ... "So that others ma

Life Sucks
I have come here Just to inform you... I'm NOT sorry, For what I shall do. I have no guilt Nor shame, For leaving you To your life game. Life holds nothing... Nothing for me. No purpose. Only misery. I'm in debt. I'm in pain. I cry, knowing I'm not sane. Cause I see me dead. A gruesome scene. My knife in my throat. The bloodiest of dreams. soon that will find me. They'll call the police. But I'll be long gone, No one gives a fuck. No one will care, While at my corpse, They'll stare. Just another one. Another fucked up kid. You're better off With what I did. I went quiet. I went alone. I went to find A new home. I'm with the others. Those like me. Helpless, lost, dead... Gathered alone in our misery. I know. I'm going to hell. But it's probably Just as well. Mom. Dad. I loved you. I just don't know What else I can do. I'm sick of hurting. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of all the Pieces

Proud Military Wife
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty b

Just Thinking...
Forever's not too long to wait for what we have in store Evenings by the fireplace or weekends by the shore Holidays with lots of friends or quiet times alone And even when we are apart we'll always have the phone Together is a feeling it already has a start It's not together because of distance We're together in our hearts... I was going to save this but thought the man it's about could really use it now... I hope you like it Chris. I have some really great people in my life that i care alot about.... There's that Uncle who makes that really special drink... at the end of any day hearing his voice makes it all better and i like knowing that even long distance i can tuck him in and know he's snuggly! There's my twin who always makes me smile and even tho we're on opposite sides of the country we're really close...she's in love with my best friend altho she won't always admit that one freely LOL There's that token guy and h

Two Face People
well seems to me that there are people in this world that act as your friends but truly are NOT!!!!! I mean if you have a problem with someone why not tell them to there face? Why the hell will you act as a friend and then talk shit? I Don't understand it at all. I guess i am the only person in the world that if i feel something is wrong or i get asked my opinion that i actually tell them the truth . I mean if the truth fucking hurts don't ask right? And please don't tell me about all the Drama you have and expect me to sit there and be quite about it . I mean i would not be much of a friend if i did not offer my advice. It is up to you and you alone to take it or leave it. And if you don't like it cool . I mean really it's no skin off my back.I was just trying to help with the wisdom of my years. But hey thats what friends are for right to talk to each other and not betray one another. See i am Kinda pissed the fuck off becouse i have a friend who i thuoght was my frie

Poetry
Ok heres the deal I had a friend ask me to write a personal poem for them sort of a challange i guess however ive decided to make it one the first 4 people because i already have 1 to respond to this and ask for one i will write one for.. however you must tell me if you want you name used (including user name) and what kind IE: love.. hate... passion... lust get the point? so lets get to writing YOU MUST REPLY TO THIS BLOG FOR ME TO WRITE ONE FOR YOU......

Bootstrap Bill Halloween Costume
Shop for pirate costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! Bootstrap Bill Halloween Costume The basics of a pirate costume you will need natural cotton pirate shirt White oversized linen shirt, add ruffles to the cuffs if you wish Loose drawstring trousers in brown or beige Long-length tunic waistcoat Or a corset worn over the linen shirt Or a well-worn leather jacket Or find a worn military-style or other long-length coat in a vintage store or opportunity shop (add some gold trim if you like) Wide leather belt to belt over your tunic, waistcoat, or shirt The quickest and easiest pirate headgear is a red bandana tied around your head. Or you can make a traditional tri-corner (tri-corn) hat. bootstrap bill, bootstrap bill halloween costume, halloween costume, pirates of the caribbean halloween costume pirate halloween costume, pirate costume

Stories, Poems, And Thoughts Oh My
My appt for the cardiologist was rescheduled for today, and not surprisingly they didn't find a damn thing, but remember these are navy doctors. They did another EKG and they did an ultrasound on me which was pretty cool. They didn't do the stress echo on me, why I don't know. I am going to see if I can get a third opinion and have the stress echo taken, and let this be the deciding factor. Oh me and my stubborn ass. I went to workout today thinking that i can start off where i left off which was about a MONTH ago, but I did try to take it easy. I worked my arms, and some abs for a bit. I went downstairs to the counter and requested the racquetball gear. Just then I felt light headed. I asked for a Powerade. Next thing I remember was someone was smacking me in the face, "Dude. you okay?" I thought I was dreaming and was about to nod back off when he was like no no no. Bastard. So they took off my headphones, put a towel on the back of my head. . .and from what I hear I hit hard enough

Repost For Steven Yee Deadly Synz
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BON Date: Sep 12, 2007 12:29 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DANA HAMC NOMADS NHDate: Sep 11, 2007 9:05 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 8:46 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOCDate: 11/09/2007----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Bella 81 SupporterDate: Sep 11, 2007 10:41 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 10:28 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DaveDate: 11/09/2007And a thanks to Pat Savage for "driving it home"----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BONDate: Sep 11, 2007 3:36 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Pat SavageDate

Today
Before the next person asks me why my status say stressed is because I AM!!!! My moms surgery is tomorrow morning and I am very worried! I am probably going to be a mess until she gets out of surgery and i know everything is ok so please bear with me! Today i am spending the day with my mom since her surgery is tomorrow so i wont be on til later today. I will talk to everyone then.

Thanks For The Support Kids!
Well I can not thank you kids for all of the support you have been showing not only me, but all of our women and men in uniform. 9/11 was the worst day of my life, and scariest all at once. That was when I got my first taste of reality in the Army. I have lost a lot of friends in the War on Terrorism, as I am sure some of you have as well. Unfortunately, I am good at what I do and will continue to do as much as I can over here. Keep all of the families of 9/11 victims in your mind. Never forget soldiers past and present who gave up there lives just so you can have shit like Fubar!!!hhahahahaha...anyway, you kids rule and dont ever forget it. Love, Peace and Chicken Grease. Jake

Can You Tell Me Why?
Hello and thank you for your time.... We are all so busy these days we barely stop to chat. I'm here to ask a question guys I really need your thoughts..... Could you spend a heart felt second and answer this huge question WHY? Why do you say you love me when we never gazed into each others eyes? Why do you tell another the same thing you just told me? Why do you waste our precious times spewing lies around the world? When being a good friend is worth a thousand untrue statements...that tend to break a heart.... We all say we are lonely and pray to meet that someone special. Am I just a toy to play with until another walks in the door? I know this is redundant in asking this complicated question. But if you could give me insight I would truly like to know? To me a friend is worth his weight in gold .... so please don't turn a friendship into a worthless piece of brass. Don't treat me like an ass..... Honesty and friendship is all I really ask... Some of friends are

Member List !!
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Afk Means -
Away from keyboard ttyl means talk to you later ttys same thing with soon bbl - be back later L2R - learn to read Sorry, had to post this, no matter which of those i put in my status as i try to go to bed, i ALWAYS get one person to ask what they mean... oh by the way - "do you have yahoo and a cam?" means "i didn't read your profile but i REALLY want you to block me" really, it does... ask ANY girl on here. with that thought, i'm goin to bed

Now That's Ambition!
Now that's ambition! A CEO (and member of Forbes 400!) throwing a party takes his executives on a tour of his opulent mansion. In the back of the property, the CEO has the largest swimming pool any of them has ever seen. The huge pool, however, is filled with hungry alligators. The CEO says to his executives "I think an executive should be measured by courage. Courage is what made me CEO. So this is my challenge to each of you: if anyone has enough courage to dive into the pool, swim through those alligators, and make it to the other side, I will give that person anything they desire. My job, my money, my house, anything!" Everyone laughs at the outrageous offer and proceeds to follow the CEO on the tour of the estate. Suddenly, they hear a loud splash. Everyone turns around and sees the CFO (Chief Financial Officer) in the pool, swimming for his life. He dodges the alligators left and right and makes it to the edge of the pool with seconds to spare. He pulls himself out just

9-11
people need to wake up and study history and learn about the truth.....google "loose change" in the video search and look for second edition and watch 89 minutes.....it will blow your mind.....then search for terrorstorm final cut by alex jones....2hrs 14min.....watch and learn....4real....

Sooooooo Sorry
My apologies for the last blog I wrote. I was just extrememly tired of getting "bullied" so to speak....and I'm sorry. I have filled my family list and it will remain as such, at least for now. For those of you that have been sweet and tried to understand me, and what its like, thank you. Not only do I appreciate your kind words, but I love you as a true friend..:) Pretty strong willed and I am sticking to my guns this time..LOL You will hear no more about it...:) On that note Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

That Day
We remember..September 11th, 2001."The world saw evil that day.."An image collapsed.The 2,948 confirmed victims of September 11th 2001 included innocent victims from 84 countriesThe youngest victim was 2 years old Christie Hanson - The oldest victim was 85 year old Robert Grant Norton3,251 children lost a Parent on that dayFreedom through Terror.we remember, we will always remember.AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11,from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77,from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard.UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93 from Newark, New Jersey, to San Francisco, California, crashed in rur

State Of Our Nation
I highly recommend the original post on dailykos: http://dailykos.com/storyonly/2007/11/22/11541/779 and the referenced Mother Jones article on Mikey Weinstein: http://www.motherjones.com/news/update/2007/11/anti-crusader-mikey-weinstein.html 6,000 soldiers claim persecution by "Christian" evangelicals by theyrereal Wed Nov 21, 2007 at 10:15:41 PM PST "They are proselytizing not on behalf of the Constitution of the United States and the national security interests of our country but rather on behalf of some sort of fanatical view of end times. And they are using our army to affect that." -- Ambassador Joe Wilson Mikey Weinstein, a former Air Force JAG and White House attorney for Ronald Reagan, has received over 6,000 complains from military personnel about being harassed by Evangelical "Christians". 95% of these complains come from people who are, actually, already Christians. For his trouble, Weinstein, founder of The Military Religious Freedom Foundatio

Great Quotes
The one and only Dj Devine!!! Is now in the "Sunset Cafe`" So bring your asses in and show her some ♥♥love♥♥!!!!! So click a pick and join in the fun and the family!! Made by Dj Meko "The curse of poverty has no justification in our age. It is socially as cruel and blind as the practice of cannibalism at the dawn of civilization, when men ate each other because they had not yet learned to take food from the soil or to consume the abundant animal life around them. The time has come for us to civilize ourselves by the total, direct and immediate abolition of poverty." - Martin Luther King, Jr. "To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful." ~ Bess Myerson Any thoughts on this?????

Bombing
SHE WON.....YEAH...THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED! OR THAT TRIED TO HELP! Please come help this awesome chic out...she needs less than 1,000 comments to win. It's a first to 5,000 contest. Anything you can do would be great. Thank You So Much!

Helpless
Oh what a shitty day....Warning this is probably gonna sound whiny. Recently a girl messaged me on myspace. Very pretty, nice. We have been coorresponding daily and all was going very well....I thought. Lots of sweet messages, even some very intimate ones. We have even talked on the phone and hav been looking forward to meeting....I thought. She was making her interest in me very apparent. Even leaving messags about thinking about me, how she loved my voice, and a few more personal. We talked last night and everything seemed fine, said cant wait to meet so on.Said have a good night. Then todayI finally get online and found she had deleted me for some reason without saying a word. I give up....never fails. SORRY FALSE ALARM, PC ERROR. What to say.........IDK where to start. I just feel like I ma sitting on the sidelines in everyone I care about's lives. I get told over and over I want you in my life...I need you in my life...idk what i would do with out you in my l

The Dragon's Call
y do nice guy get the shit end of the stick all the time i am so fed up with being dumped on never getting the girl and having my hart broke over and over girl tell me i am to low for there standers what do u want in a man and how is it when some girl find it they run like a bat out of hell waht women would not want a guy to be layed back and cool jsut want to spend time with time and jsut please his women waht do u do when u have not much to fight for and u see your self being a loser u have a huge hart with a huge hole in it and every time u find love it gets riped out all over agen do u try to pick up and move on even thow every thing in u tell u to fight or just give up all together is it wrong of some one to fight for some one they love even thow her hart belong to another

~my So Called Life~
My daughter started dance school this past Monday.She didn't know anyone else there so she was trying to mingle and say hi to the other girls.The girls didn't even act like she was there,which I found to be very rude.If some one said hi to my daughter and she didn't respond back with at least a hi back.I would tell her it was rude.I felt bad for her, I could tell she felt like the outcast there.Most of the other girls had friends there or at least knew some one else there.Should I move her to another class or see how it goes after a few more classes? My hair that was light brown is currently this washed out brassy reddish/blonde color (hate it)from the sun bleaching the color out.What color do you think I should dye it? Light brown,dark,brown,blonde or red?Although,no offense,I really don't like red hair on me.Any opinions would be greatly appreciated.Thanks

Frozen
Lovely days.. Lovely days come back to me again For the days past have been so painful and monstrerous that I need to see lovely days come to me! someone to spoil someone to hold someone to love someone to mold me in to a woman that I wish to become... more beautiful then the ocean. Lovely days, come back to me Take me from the pain the pain that used to be lovely days Come to me! Ok so its not as good as what I usually do,..but its there for now...work in progress :) The leaves have fallen. Blown by the merciless winds, Driven down by the pariless rain. They only come at night. Like monsters or thieves robbing me of mine lovely dreams. Mine thoughts are mine own. Scattered about as these leaves. I cannot see. Nay, I cannot see. O'Lord, mine God, I pray Thee, help me There are too many. Too many of these dreadful leaves. They flutter about so chaotically. And as for the blessed sleep. There, mine own fears haunt me. A

Life
Life is the most amazing thing that could possibly have been invented. I love Harold Redden so much and I don't know what I would do without him. He is the apple of my eye. He is my rock and my shield. He is everything to me. I wouldn't want to throw that away for anything. He is going down to Mexico and I won't be able to talk to him for like 9 days. I will miss him so much. My life is awesome... how is yours???

Drama
If your in to drama then i will never know why but to each there own right. I just dont get why every one wants honesty and then cant take it, if its something they dont want to hear. Why ask if you dont want to know? The drama from not likeing the answers is so juvinile I just cant tell you enouph. Get a life to all those people and if this offends you then your probebly one of the drama queen/kings.

Trying To Understand
I'm sitting here just wondering how i thought i knew someone and not know them at all, or i should say i didnt see all the mascarade mask they were hiding behind and im telling you for each person they had a whole different mask. i thought i knew them entirely and it blows me away how much people can pretend to be who ever they want you to believe they are and its scary how do you ever know whos true anymore. those are just some of the thoughts i've been dazed and confused about

I Am Selling New, Never Used Body Jewelry
Feel free to message me or call me with any questions: 641-494-6657 Titanium Anodized Ball 14g Tongue Stud. Sizes are 12mm, 16mm, and 19mm. 14G Steel Spike Chin Labret. 8mm in length Color Titanium 16g Eyebrow 4mm Ball. 10mm in length Titanium Anodized Lip Loop Labrets 14 Gauge You choose which ring, color, and size. I don't have them in my possession yet but i ordered them and they should arrive within the week. contact me if you are interested in any of these. Prices are negotiable but i ask you to name your price. if i feel it is a good price then we will have a deal. Feel free to ask me any questions you have. This is all i have at this point but if these shipments go over well i will be buying more with a much bigger selection.

Only Her
On this stark beach I see her coming now - just her. The sun is orange behind her, dropping now into the sea (and azure sky above), But I see only her. I cannot claim to know what beauty is except to say that when the wind is cool, the surf is fresh and colors paint the sky, I see only her. I see the perfect curve of her chin and feel the music in her smile - her hair glancing, bouncing with the wind against her long neck. If beauty has a definition, it is her and her slow and even strides across the wet sand. It is the shape of her long, tanned legs and the color of her bare skin in the fading light of dusk. When the sky is dark and the stars and the moon light the ground on which we walk - as I hold her hand and look into eyes as deep as the ocean, I see only her. © All rights reserved

La Di Da
Ok I don't think anyone has a clue what the hell Corey Hart is saying in his song "Sunglasses at Night" so here it is...we can all sleep at night now. Artist: Corey Heart Song : Sunglasses At Night Lyrics: I wear my sunglasses at night so I can so I can Watch you weave then breath your story lines. And I wear my sunglasses at night so I can so I can Keep track of the visions in my eyes. While she's deceiving me it cuts my security. Has she got control of me? - I turn to her and say: Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades oh no. Don't masquerade with the guy in shades oh no I can't believe it! You got it made with the guy in shades oh no. And I wear my sunglasses at night so I car ` Forget my name while you collect your cla1 so I can And I wear my sunglasses at night so I carim. See the light that's right before my eyes. 1 so I can While she's deceiving me it cuts my security . . . Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades oh no. Don't ma

Kentcucky
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses. Then the Kentuckian came along and ripped both Cali and Louisiana apart! GO KENTUCKY!!! IN CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn a

Really!!??
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

New Adds And Rating
Guys, I know you all wanna see the NSFW's... I get that, really, I do. But enough is enough. If I add you, and watch you rate ONLY NSFW's ... you will be removed from friends and blocked. I don't ask much for anything. I don't even ask you to talk to me and take me to dinner before you see me naked. I DO ask that you take a sec and look at me with clothes on and rate me. If i'm not worth that much to you, then you shouldn't want to see me naked. in that case, you can remove yourself from my friends and leave my albums alone altogether. And stop freakin asking me to unlock or get into my family pics, there's a vid that explains that in my damn stash. Much Love to those that pay attention Sin Edited to add: if you got a link to this and DON'T do this kinda shit, DON'T take it personally. EVERYONE got it. Out of 4000, did you want me to pull out the 50 somehow that do pay attention??? Also, as i've been sitting here, more guys did exactly what this says not to. so

9-11
Well as we all know it's 9-11. And now for most people it just feels like another day. If you all remember America was getting real complacent before 9-11. For a while after that day this country was truly in a heightened state of alert. From what i've noticed of late is that everybody seems to be getting a complacent attitude again. I know it's been 6 years since the attack, but the lesson learned that day should have been one that lasted decades. Now don't get me wrong 9-11 should be treated just like any other day. But we should cut out the complacent attitude every day. I've made my fair share of mistakes in my life. Now recently I made some mistakes that are completely unprecedented for me. I'm trying to do everything I can to make things right. Even if things don't work out the way I hope they do, I certainly hope the person that I betrayed with these mistakes can realize that I really care very strongly about them. The mistakes that I made are rough, and I'm finding i

A Comment Caught In Sight
Title: A Comment Caught in Sight By: me it's an unspoken word it's to be seen and not heard it's a comment caught in sight it's a reflection of your life it cuts deep like a knife it touches your soul it falls apart and makes you whole it's something that you see and not hear through these eyes you will see no fear through these eyes it will draw you near through these eyes you will cry no tears you'll lose yourself and it will take control it will be the next story untold it makes you numb and cold these things are not bought and sold you will not buckle, you will not fold you still remember who you are and you realize your dreams seem so far to bring you closer to another life it's a comment caught in sight

Vilet's Blog
Thanks for all of the cards, presents and comments for my bithday! I love you guys! I wish this was a real place. When I go out it is hard to get guys to dance with me at the club or talk to me at the bar. I really wish I could get laid...That is all I found out something that has me very scared. Yesterday my tire flew off of my car. The mechanic told me someone loosened my lug nuts and sliced my tire with a knife. The problem is I don't have any proof or anyway of knowing who did this. We could have been killed had this happened on the highway. I will be living here until the end of the year and am scared. This is supposedly a safe suburban area, but because I am different I have been hated all of my life. Why can't I be like everyone else. It's not that simple. People can tell when you are fake. I have to be true to myself. What kind of example would I be? Oh that's right I would be like them and I threaten them because I am different. Get over it.

About Me And My Boyfriend
ok my boyfriend (Ray) ZMAN got me the best gift in the world. the 21st of oct was my 21st birthday and on Nov. 3rd my boyfriend had a party for me. My father was to have a party for me on the 20th of oct. but he backed out b/c other things were more imporant like BINGO. but my boyfiend didnt back out on me he has been here for me the entire time we have been together which is almost 3 years. he has never backed out on me. well the gift he got me was a laptop which was the best gift in the world b/c he is always on the desk top computer which is his but its like hey let me on it some plzz. now we dont have to worry at all about who is on and who isnt. i have wanted a laptop for a long time now and my baby got me one. RAY I LOVE YOU SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you all who read this.

Wwe Diva Victoria Lashes Out At Pro Wrestling Web Sites (about The Divas Using Performance Enhancing Drugs)
WWE diva Lisa Marie Varon (a/k/a Victoria) recently lashed out at pro wrestling web sites on her MySpace page, posting the following message concerning WWE divas using steroids. It should also be noted, nothing from myself was posted concerning divas using steroids. As each diva has said, look at them, they are in no way, shape, or form using performance enhancing drugs. I have no clue where this rumor originated. I'm sick to my stomach about a couple of things, and I want to address them. First, I get some emails today asking me if I'm one of the WWE Divas that "a number of WWE sources" claim are using drugs. Where did that information come from? Where did that quote come from? Wrestling websites. Now this is straight from WWE Diva Lisa Marie Varon (aka Victoria) So I want to address those wrestling websites... My mom is a wrestling fan. My nieces and nephews are wrestling fans. I have many girls and young women who look up to me. I do not, and have not ever violated the

School
Hello everyone, Just wanted to let you know that I am back to school. I have class every Tues. Wed. and Thurs. evening from 5:30 to 9:30. I won't be on as often as I'd like to be, but just leave me a message and I'll get back to you. Peace, Mindy

Enough Is Enough!
I have had it up to my ears with all this bullshit about my NSFW pics. If you are here only for that purpose please remove yourself from my friggin list. I will NOT be hassled about this anymore! I am not obligated to anyone to show my body, and that is it! Like I said, if you feel this is a personal attack, then please feel free to delete, block, banish, or whatever it is you need to do to make yourself feel better for trying to force me into showing you something I don't have to...Sorry for those that haven't been doing this..Much Love!

9-11 Thoughts
(This post may seem unpopular at first, perhaps even enraging, but bear with me a second and read this through to the end, please.) I'm sick of hearing about 9/11 every year. Yes, it has had a great impact on our way of life, all of it bad, and I don't need a reminder of how the two worst criminals in American history, George Bush and Osama bin Laden, have become unwitting partners in destroying this once-great nation. On 9/10/01 the world was about the same as it is now: people got up and went to work, their kids went to school, and business was as usual. The economy was in the toilet thanks to the Bush economic policies that were the revival of the already-failed Keynesian supply-side economics called Reaganomics. My beloved Denver Broncos played a MNF game that night and I unfortunately saw Ed McCaffery break his leg in what would be the beginning of the end of his all-pro career. It was a typical day. 9/11 came and we all know what happened. America went through one of

Love Sex N Death
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANKS SOOOO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN VOTING DAILY... YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!! THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE VOTE.. LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS TO YOU!! This means SOOOO MUCH that I am willing to pay you... ~*THIS IS R/L STUFF HERE*~ **we are currently in second place** QUALIFICATION ROUND... MAY 15TH--JUNE 20TH **during this time** i will give you $1000 fu-bucks per vote... i will bling you for your first vote (1000 pts + 1000 fubuck YOU ARE ABLE TO VOTE ONE TIME PER DAY!! Click on the bottom of the player and vote.. once you vote message me and I will send you $1000 fu-bucks... **i will bling you as often as i can** PLUS... EVERY 40th vote (from fubar) will receive a 3 day blast ~OR~ bling pack so be sure to message me once you have voted ~~MY FRIENDS KICK ASS~~ I know we can get this record deal.. with a little help from you **THANKS IN ADVANCE** ~~MUCH LOVE~~

Damn
There's no word strong enough to explain my feelings for you, No one in this world can make me feel the way that you do, The way I feel when I'm wrapped in your arms, It's a feeling of security free of harm, The way I feel when we kiss, I can't even describe a feeling like this, The way I feel when you hold my hand is that anything that I want to do I can, From the very first time that I touched your face and the sweet feeling of your embrace, That's when I knew I am going to love you forever and to me I will leave you never, To me nothing in this world is more important than you, I would do anything you ever asked me to do, I will stand by your side through thick and thin, And I will be here to love you until the end. "The first time I talked to you I was hoping to fall in love with you, The first time I met you it was love at first site and I knew everything would be alright, The first time we kissed I wanted more than a peck o

In Rememberance (9-11 Tribute)
What I am saying is I listen to the radio here everyday at work... 1 station woo woo... I am in Naknek Alaska... not much to choose from but at least it is Public Radio... So anyway one of the many topics today (09-11-07) Was this "How long do we remember and take moments of mourning for the 9-11 attack?" OMG! I couldn't believe it... I say how long do we remember July 4, 1776? or December 7, 1942 or the last weekend of May? or January 15 or any other day that commerates when a Nation changes it's view and way it interacts within it's own borders or the world. I will remember the Horror I witnessed On this day 6 years ago... I will remember it until I have no memory, until I die. I will always mourn for the victims and thier families. And I say that is how long "we" as a nation should observe the memory of this day... until "we" The United States of America has no memory for we have all died... Remember until there are no more Americans (present and future) Now I realiz

Newness? Indeed!
We've all Got The Pain Voices Driving Us Insane No Fame To Claim But It Does'nt Matter/It's All The Same Sick Of This Life Sick Of Fuckin' Breathin' As Soon As I Load This Gun Up/I'm Fucking Leavin' I Aint Accomplish Shit 'cept Some BullShit Crime I Hate My Self For Loving You I Dont Think Any One Would Care If I Really Did Now Every One Will See What It Do These Demons I Did Every Wish They Bid Load My Ass Up In That Casket Drop It In The Ground Now I'll Kick It With Some Maggot My Soul Is Hell Bound Seeing My Family Cry Man/It Really Fuckin' Hurts These Tears Ran Dry The Wraith He Doth Lurks Drinkin' Fourties To Chase The Demons Away With A Demoness I Did Lay I Know There's Gotta Be A Better Way Feeling At Fault At The End Of Every Day Out Of This World I'll Go/With a Bang The Sound Of A 12 Gauge It'll Ring In Your Mind 'Till The End Of Time/The Angels/They Hath Sang Another Book/Chapter/and Fuckin' Page The End Of The Pain/The End Of My Love

Naughty Test
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!

These Are My Thoughts
Been MIA for awhile - gawd i miss this site! need to post a salute pic to level up - the problem being i don't have a digital cam and have been lazy asking friends who do have a digital cam to help me out ...i know, kick my lazy butt, will ya? *LOL* PMS does strange things to me. I walk into an accessory shop and 20mins later i walk out with a ponytail extension that makes me feel like an anime character! ;-) Boy, i think i fail at the gothic lolita look! *ROFL* Yes, i am back! Finally managed to get an Internet connection set up in my home and the place i visit is FUBAR! *ROFL* God, i missed this place! I'm one happy girl now!

Really Need An Answer
Ok I was blocked from posting mumms. Was told that it was because of Nsfw which im my post didnt have any. So when they block you from that do you ever get it back? And why would someone report me if I did nothing wrong?

Bra & Panties Contest!!!!!
Hey all quick update. The leader in the Bra and Panties contest has 3146. I know I have more friends and fam than that to help me out. I love all you guys and would really appreciate your help!!!! just click the link and rate and comment the hell out of me! thanks guys! lovie u I WON 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!! Its a 1 day blast. Thanks to all who helped me take 3rd in the bra and panites contest. I won a 1 day blast! I would especially like to thank Chan812crew for sticking it out with me til the end! You are the best! A big hug and a kiss to everyone who commented and made me feel special! hugz, Nichole Hi guys and gals! I have officially entered the bra and panties contest by Hootie! I really need your help first to 5,000 wins so please help me out! I want to win. Thank you loved ones! just click on the pic below and bomb me as hard as you can!!!!!

This Is Why I'm Hot
This Is Why I'm Hot (CHORUS) this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why,this is why, im hot this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot, im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not this is this is why, this is why, this is why im hot (VERSE) this is why im hot, i dont gotta rap i can sell a mill sayin nothin on a track i represent new york, i got it on my back niggas say that we lost it so imma bring it back i love da dirty dirty, cuz niggas show me love the ladies start to bounce as soon as i hit da club but in da midwest, they love to take it slow so when i hit they bitch i watch them get it on da flo and if you need it hifey i take it to da bay cristo to sac-town, they do it everyday compton to hollywood, soon as i hit LA im in dat lo-lo, i do it da cali way and when i hit da shat, people say that im fly they love da way i dress,

Leveler In Contest
THIS CONTEST IS A RACE TOO 5000 COMMENTS.. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE TOO HELP ANYONE LEVEL OR BOMB SO LETS RETURN THE FAVOR TOO HER. WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY AND NO ONE IS MADE TOO DO THIS. THIS IS JUST TOO RETURN THE LOVE SHE SHOWS.

Bloggity Bloggity Blog
Six years ago... X's alarm starts it's hideous buzzing, prompting him to jump in the shower. I open my eyes to see a beautiful, sunny morning. Dragging myself out of bed, I decide to start my day a little earlier than normal. Don't have to be at work until noon but I know I have laundry waiting for me at home. I'm dressed and heading down the stairs before X gets out of the bathroom. We've been seeing each other for a while but I still feel akward in the mornings. As I hit the living room, I hear Matt's voice on the answering machine. "The world is coming to an end!" is all he says, then there's the click, and the tone of his voice freaks me out. He's not kidding. I walk out to my car. The bright light of the morning doesn't mix well with my slight hangover. I slide behind the wheel, turn the key, and a news anchor's voice jars my head. Turning the volume down but not really comprehending the sounds, I change the station seeking some soothing music. All I hear is news. I pull up

Heartwrenching....
Lost in darkness I don't know where to turn I crawl around in the shadows of midnight Trying to find myself Looking for the arms that held me once Tears of crystal fall like rain My heart lies bleeding on the floor A piece missing Never to return No longer do I dream For they are only nightmares I hope for love But it is in vain For love does not want me So here I sit Lost in darkness Not knowing where to turn I wrote this because my heart is broken. I understand why he did it, though it still makes no sense at the same time. The story is long and personal. Please don't ask about it. I don't want to talk about it. To the man who has stolen my heart, I miss you more than you'll ever know.... "And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me to?" "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears, and I've held your hand through al

X
i spent two years with the love of my life and didnt realize what i had until it was to late. now im hear on a mission to find her and take her back with me. her and the baby that i didnt think i wanted. i let my family snowball my brain into thinking that abortion is as common and ok as chewing gum and spiting it out. i have to get my girl back no matter what and nothing is going to stop me. ive only been in wilmington for a short time and i almost have her tracked down to a T but i cant just bust up in her crib i know her parents would kill me after what i did to her and i know for sure she wouldnt take me back just for the sake of me showing up and saying im sorry. i gotta do something big and quick. as god is my witness im gonna marry her and were gonna be a happy family.

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Hockey Player
TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE A HOCKEY PLAYER 1. They always wear protection 2. They have great hands 3. They are used to scoring 4. They have great stamina 5. They find the opening and get it in 6. They never miss the target 7. They know how to use their wood 8. They have long sticks 9.They know when to play rough 10. Because baseball players only know how to hit balls.

No Matter How Many Times I See This,i Still Cry
They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever. They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect. Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger. They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever. They spent their summers together, they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers. They loved everywhere, even if they were miles apart. It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married. One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news: she was pregnant with a baby. On June 22nd, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She grew bigger and bigger, and soon, Mandy fou

Filthy??
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

My Favorite Song By Akon
Lonely by Akon Album : Trouble (2004) Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you wa

It's Love
Its love, its love, its love… Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Its so sensuous, its kind of awesome and blithe to be in love, to be in your thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; When I miss you, my heart feels the heat; When I am with you, every moment becomes sweet; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Sans you my days become lengthier, so do my nights turn out to be; I am still in a maze which season is this; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Simple words become splendid odes- courtesy your so sweet ways, voice and thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; - To my Love

Real Life!
Wanted all to know, some I know get upset cause they don't get to talk to me as much as they like, 1st off, I do have a job, and that job right now requires me to work 12 hrs a day, 10:30 am to 10:30 pm, i get home at 11:15 pm, shower, til 11:30, i may stay up 30 to 45 mins, then get up at 6:30 am to get my kids ready for school, being i am a single father, get home from taking them to school to get ready and lerave for work at 9:15, so with that my weekdays have been taken up, weekends, are mostly for my kids since they don't see me much during the week, and yes i do have a life, went on a date saturday night, so the kids got sunday, so the people on my friends list that had no clue about why i am not on much at the moment that are thinking i just aint a good friend, i am sorry, but real life, is what it is, so quit getting upset and sending me messages like i hate you, or don't answer calls, lordy, Have a great night all Don

let me overt something new which i found since couple of haters reported some of my pics NSFW there is a simple rule here in Fubar: - a hater who is probably ugly or pathetic and cant see the others or when she/he hates someone(with or w/o reason) reports a pic as NSFW -Fubar sees the report; closes its eyes!!, marks it as NSFW!!!(whether it is or not!!) and then opens its eyes!! the result is that: every pic you upload might be a NSFW!!!! if just anyone hater reports it... flower! or house or dog!! or covered or...!!! now i be silent and let you judge if its logical or ridiculous Boy: can i touch your software? Girl: First show me your hardware Boy: Should i install in your system? Girl: Cover it with antivirus and then install !!!

Never Forget
Today marks 6 years since that tragic day when the towers fell, the pentagon was attacked, and strangers died friends and brothers in arms. Never forget those who lost their lives just doing what they did for a living, and always remember that it untied us more than any other event in history ever has. GOD BLESS THE SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE OVER SEAS FIGHTING FOR FREEDOM, AND MAY THEY ALL COME HOME SOON!!!!!!!!

September 11, 2001
I remember exactly what I was doing on that terrible day... I bet you do as well. I was actually about to leave to go teach a DARE class at one of my fifth grade classes and, as habit would have it, watching CNN to get caught up on the day's current events to share with the kids and stay in the loop. As a police officer, my life changed significantly that very day - I have not forgotten what happened... never will Grab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!!Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing s

The Kiss
The Kisses The kiss of hello The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that heals in entirety The kiss that hides the relent of vex The kiss that suffocates rusting man The kiss without detail/ed system) The kiss that pounds each pore to state of heroin The kiss that Hiroshimates euphoria The kiss that approximates/parallels living The kiss only The kiss, the kiss The kiss of neither hello nor goodbye The kiss for the sake The kiss to save face The distracted kiss for/of domestic bliss The kiss to bathe mania in generic valium, the kiss of the motions The kiss of searing content, hindering suffocation and blasé defection The default kiss, the efficient kiss, the alteria (motive) kiss The kiss that makes sense The new language of kiss Le kiss, le kiss The kiss of goodbye The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that deals in hypocrisy The kiss th

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9-11
I get a call the other day. My father was in the hospital again. He is in his 70's so to go for a minor issue is common. But As we were talking I could hear in his voice that he could not talk. He told me how he could not swallow or keep down food. They would do a biopsy and see if it is anything. Two days later he called with the results. Yes it was cancer. We do not know how bad it is but as we all know it is never good. I am thousands of miles away and can not be there with him. Thank god for his new wife. SHe will take good care of him i know that. But it made me think that I never did think him. Thank him for what. Well here is the list. Thank you for teaching me to ride a bike. Even when i fel you picked me up kissed my wounds and we tried again. Thank you for the many years of sacrafice so that me and Liz could have great birthdays and christmas's Thank you for giving me a wonderful home. Thank you for teaching me to play baseball. Thank yo

Welcome My Cuz All Nite Rider!!!
HEY DO ME A FAVOR AND HOOK MY COUSIN UP... NO SERIOUSLY IT'S REALLY MY COUSIN ALL NITE RIDER UP WITH COMMENT, RATES, FANS, CRUSHES, BLOW JOBS, ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF... TAKE CARE OF YOU BOY PIMPS CUZ... ALL NITE RIDER COME CHECK HIM SHOW HIM SUM LUV.... AMERICAN ][D][][V][][D

Camp Pendleton, Ca.
CAMP PENDLETON , Calif. ( March 2, 2006 ) Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of! her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. "I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland , OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several le

Remebering 9-11
As the sky was clear and blue that day Something made me stay awake I felt a feeling deep inside A feeling that I wanted to hide.... It all became so very grey As smoke billowed all over the place.. People would run and scream, Nothing could stop what I was seeing Terror and pain down every face As they tried their best to get away They jumped to their death rather than suffer There is no greater loss than the loss of a child mother or father As a Nation we sat glued Watching what was on the news Some of us lost our tears Others started to gain new fears Of a day that will make 9/11 look weak And one that will forever be held in even more Infamy As a nation we pulled together with love And told the world who the stronger one was If we forget now then they will win Please never forget 9-11!!

Spelunking
Ok so the following is something that had to be filled out by two people who are close to me, it is a self-inventory worksheet that i had to have these people do for one of my classes at college....The following are the questions that were givien to one of my closest friends Rob Pede, his answers are listed as well...now keep in mind that he did not take this very seriously lol...enjoy.. Please answer the following questions about: Katie Stang My relationship to this person is: Lover descriptors, describe this personin the following four areas of self using specific words, phrases or sentances.. Mental(abilities, prefered ways of learning, attitude or mental outlook) : She can blow shit up with her mind, Osmosis, Great outlook on life, very optimistic. Physical(apperance,

In Line
3 Men were waiting to go to heaven. St Peter was at the gate and said, "However good you were to your wife that is the vehicle you will get in heaven". The first guy comes up to the gate and says, "I never, ever cheated on my wife and I love her". So St. Peter gives him a Rolls Royce. The next man comes up and says, "I cheated on my wife a little but I still love her." He gets a mustang and drives off into heaven. The next guy came up and said, "I cheated on my wife a lot". He gets a scooter. Next day the guy that got the scooter was riding along and he saw the guy who owned the Rolls Royce crying. He asked, "Why are you crying you have such a nice car?!" and the man sobbed, "My wife just went by on roller skates".

Okay... So I Did It!
I entered into a contest. It's first to 5,000 for a 7 day blast! I want my first blast, so I'm calling in all favors owed to me! please come show me some love!!! FOR 200 COMMENTS U GET A SPECAIL TREAT I entered into a contest. It's first to 5,000 for a 7 day blast! I want my first blast, so I'm calling in all favors owed to me! please come show me some love!!!

My Stash
So, I am trying to get them to you souly...lol View my stash for amy's lessons on the Celtic Metaphysic... expect more soon...i am dating them for you! OK...so now that I am done indulging what appears to be a sick obsession with Neil Haskell from: "So You Think You Can Dance" Allow me to tell you that I was SO impressed with most of his dances that I had to put them somewhere I could find them to watch them again if I wanted to. Neil also happens to be a member of my parent's church (and mine until I became a Pagan...lol). His older brother is best friends with my best friend's younger brother. I graduated with his oldest sister. I cannot get over what a small world it is! And I never in a zillion years would have expected to see "Little Neil Haskell" on tv! I had no idea he could dance that well! So anyways... that's half my stash right now I also added some images of pentacles and yggdrasil trees. I am in the process of obtaining a pendant of a yggdrasil, with an amber di

Daddy's Girl
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was sear

Piedaddy Gets Bitten
Yes even though Im in the computer biz and I help so many people avoid infections and spyware I was just a victim of being ripped off on the internet. Luckily I was up late chatting when I noticed a Email pop on my Yahoo that said my account login information enclosed. I go to read the email and it said 29.99 Euros were deducted from my Paypal account. Sure enough 2 seconds later I get a paypal notice that a transaction took place. Still being wary I didnt click any links in the email and I hand-typed www.paypal.com and checked my account. Sure enough the motherfockers took every last penny in my Paypal. If it weren't for the fact the Credit card I used was expired and the bank account was closed that was attached to this paypal account I could have been wiped out. If you have a paypal account always make sure you check your transaction history, and any additions of emails you don't own. Keeping a low credit limit card there is also advisable as well as a very low balance bank

In Memory Of My Grandmother
My grandmother will be gone a yr on the 25th of Sept..for all of you that dont know i moved back to this shit hole town Lawton/Ft Sill to take care of her...this is my tribute to the greatest and most stubborn woman iv ever met...Now you guys know where i get it from lol .

Little Devil
When I fall down and no one seems to be around. When I don't seem to belong and my heart has no song. When the flowers seems to bloom, But my heart is full of gloom. I look to the stars and then I know where you are . I feel the warmth of your heart in mine and I know you to be true and kind. Even though I am one little star in the heavens, I know the price you paid for our sinning. When I stoped and looked to see , I knew your love has always been with me. Then I felt the safety of your embrace,With all your love and your grace. AMEN 2000 ~ God promises to always be there for you ~ "cr by Starja There is one thing certain about our economy - it is uncertain . There are periods when "consumer confidence" is high . The United States government presents glowing reports of a reduced national debt. Interest rates are low and unemployment is down . The flip side of the coin is our trade deficit is enormous . The stock market is extremely volatile and the word economy is shaky . {{ Norma

This Week
Wow, life's been going a bit nutty lately. Sorry I haven't been on a lot lately. As most of you know I'm a manager of an apartment complex. Well we finally have all but one filled or promised to lease. Yeah! However it hasn't been easy. We let one tenant go, she was on the lease, but her boy friend wasn't. He got abusive and she left. He didn't pay rent for 2 months and during that time we noticed a lot of drug traffic. We kicked them out and holy shit balls it was a MESS. So we've been cleaning and fixing it so the new tenant can move in. We had to rip out one of the door frames and place a new one in along with a ton of other shit. I'm not really close to being done with it, maybe by the end of the week. The other day I got a wild hair up my ass to move my cedar chests home from storage. My grandfather made them and they were getting pretty bad being in the heat, that meant moving the entire storage unit around. Well since we did that, we moved my friends washer and dryer home and

Vids
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Margo
Hey my dear friends @fubar.I love this site and the people are great.I have met new friends and cool people here.Every body makes me feel special and loved and the comments are awesome.Thanks keep in touch. Wow the peopole hear make a person feel good.I like that.I am a down to earth country gal>. Hi fubar friends.I am new at this and am still learning.This seems to be a really cool site to make friends.Hope to hear from you soon and god bless those all on Sept 9-11.

Fun Stuff That Was Found..
A totem animal is different than a birth totem. A birth totem is just that, a totem animal that follows the sign of your birth. A totem animal is your "power animal", one which comes to you in different situations such as: A dream A vision A quest But it must come to you more than once, and never display anger. Its purpose is to guide you on your path. The next time you dream of your power animal, or see it in a vision, talk to it and allow it to guide you. ~Totem Animals~ WOLF - Earth wisdom, protection BEAR - Healing, Inner knowing FOX - Elusiveness, ogility, cleverness HAWK - Perception, Focus, protection MOUSE - Innocence, faith, trust EAGLE - High ideals, spiritual philosophy DOLPHIN - Psychic abilities, initiators HERON - Intuition, organization HORSE - Stability, courage RABBIT - faith, nurturance JAGUAR - shamanic wisdom, focused power DEER - physical pacing, body awareness RAVEN - Inner journeys, dreams OWL - symbolic wi

Updates!!!!!!!
Well, a close friend of mine has been in a contest for a few days and she is finally starting to gain some ground. At the end of the contest the winner get a Happy Hour. It's getting down to the witre here, so I am calling on all those who have enjoyed my photos and who would like to see more, to come out, follow the link below and just comment on her at least 25 times.....thats not much to ask...IS IT? If you do, I know she...will show you love right back....So help her win this dame thing.... and tell her...i sent you... Hey freinds and other members on Fubar....Just wanted to say that as soon as I get my lazy ass going to make a salute...I will be adding tons of new pics....some old...some brand new that were taken on recent shoots....so stand by and help me raise my level...(as soon as I post a salute) Don't know what is happening to this site...I thought it was an "adult" site...where over 18 could come and play....well...I guess that is changing...I just pic flagged as NSF

Good Times
Bring back the days of a carefree life with play an’ laughter, no worry or strife. Let me swing so high in the old apple tree like monkeys in a jungle screaming with glee. I want to chase chickens back into their pen, an’ ride the young heifers ‘cross our land again. Run in the sunshine, play in the field, hide in the sweet corn, eat apples—unpeeled. Rope-swing into haylofts, ride horses on roads, wade ponds by the dozens searching out toads. Play baseball in pastures— dry cow pies for bases, tie legs together in gunny-sack races. Have friends cross the meadow an’ just down the way, more joy than imagined packed into a day. Summers so hot, my skin will burn red, be a tired little kid when shooed off to bed. Swim the ditch with water snakes galore— Oh, just to catch a slithery once more. Discover new bugs, an’ catch honey bees, punch holes in a jar lid so they can breath free. Try to smoke straw out backa the barn,

Today
Precious Little One Precious, tiny little one you'll always be to me. so perfect,pure and innocent- part of heaven's family. We dreamed of you and your life and all that it would be. We waited and longed for you to come and join our family. We never had the chance to play. To laugh,to rock,to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now And listen to you giggle. I'll always be your mommy, He will always be your daddy. You will always be our child, the child that we had. But now you're gone... but yet you're here we'll sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy, There's love in every tear. Just know our love goes deep and strong, we'll forget you never- the child we had but never had, and yet will have forever. to my angel baby lanah jane, i love you and miss you... i long for the day to hear you giggle..... luv, mommy... Today I got ready for work like I always d

Isn't It Odd
It seems like so many people are endlessly searching for someone to be with. I've gotten to the point where I am just living my life and see what comes along. I got sick of trying to look for someone since it seems it just makes you feel depressed and even more lonely. The more I have thought about it the more asinine it seems to look and look for someone when it always seems you find someone when your not looking and least expect it. So I figured why let all the stress and emotions of looking bother me. Just live your life and if your meant to be with someone you will find them one day when it is time for it. Plus it makes living your everyday life a little better when you don't let yourself worry so much.

Ths Shit Just Made Me Money For Free No Joke Check This Shit Out
I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members their fai

What Have We Become
This is an insult and a kick in the butt to all of us... Get mad and pass it on - I don't know how, but maybe some good will come of this travesty. If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 and there is a "catch 22. It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 and each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in social assistance for a total of $2, 470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1, 012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our pensioners should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and may

Poems Again
SHOWER THOUGHTSI'm in my shower by myselfalone with youplaying with myselfsoaking in wet streamsimagining youas I lather myself caressing clean my cockdirtying my mindMy wife by herselfalone in our bedroomwatches the morning newsdresses for the daygoes downstairs for breakfastdrinks her coffeereads her newspaperimagines....whatever...I imagine yougetting wet for mespreading open for mehoneying your pussy for mecircling your clit for mewanting meplaying in this bathtub with mecandles and champagnekissing mesucking metoying with memy cock a moby dicksurfacing from the deepyou a Queequegharpooning me with your eyestaking me....squeezing my spermThen your pussy rising for mesleek and shiny like apple skinme tasting your fruit, your sweetnessyou offering me every orificeyou wanting everything filledtongue, finger, cock in them allI give you....and I give youtwo fingers in cunt, pinky in ass, tongue everywhereyour back arching for meyour toes squiggling for meyou, everywhere, coming for mean

More Poems
My, oh my, your tits are lookin' good, With those nipples stickin' out like wood! They're poking out like a puppy's nose, And they're colored like a dark red rose! They look delicious, there, on your breasts, That they draw from me just one request. Can I give them my mouth's attention? To feast on them, is my intention! See how they harden from my sucking, They stir me so I'll want some fucking! They taste much sweeter than berry wine, You've filled me with joy, making them mine!! The great fucks in life what do you remember it’s not the orgasm but something small the way your shoulders shook when I held you in the rain how your cigarette smelled when you exhaled in my car or just watching you laugh discovering your joy I don’t want to belabor this what’s done is done but I can’t forget your throat or the way you talked to my cat in your cat talking voice and I can’t visit that now I can only be with you in the place that doesn’t begin or end I can

Gothic Vampire
being a goth is a great life u get to be whoever u wanna be in this life u get to express urself like no other can. my life as a goth is good i wear black make-up black clothing listen to gothic music. i feel that being gothic is the greatest lifestyle there is. Margaret Pendyke Copyright ©2007 MargaretPendyke life as a gothic vampire is a great life to live.u make a lot of friends and some people who make u feel like u dont belong.my life as a gothic vampire is sometimes depressing and happy to.i get judges on how i look wear my makeup and my clothes.i just wish people would think before they speak.gothic vampires and regular goths are just as nice,kind and friendly as everybody else is.we bleed,cry and also have feelings just like everyone else does.everybody is diffrent nobody is the same.i am glad to be a gothic vampire and not to be like everyone else.so just take my advice and everyone just get alone and the world would be a better place. Written By:Gothic

Future
Well I am giving up on asking for suggestions on costumes from anyone in my friends/fans list. I have a pleathora (yes i used pleathora) of people in both the list. yet I am lucky if anyone even bothers viewing a post I made. So I am done wasting the time waiting for responses. Not a hate thing, i love having friends and fans, but why do i have any if they have no real intrest in me? One of lifes mysteries I guess. Well when I asked before Dragoncon if anyone thought i'd look good as a blonde I got one response "Thankyou Micki". Now that you can see me as a blonde what do you all think? Should I stick with one blonde character or push it for 2. Please someone anyone, input would be nice. Well I have decided to go to DragonCon for 4 days next year. I was wondering if any of my so devoted readers have any costume Ideas. One of the days I will definatly be cloud again. I'm going to upgrade the costume abit but I liked the attention. So if ya have any Ideas for the other 3 days let me know

Pissin Me Off!
I WEANNA GET A SMALL SUMTHIN STRAIGHT....OKAY?....IF I GO TO YOUR HOUSE AND SCREAM AT YOU GOOFY INBRED ASS...THEN I'M YELLIN AT YOU..IF I TYPE IN CAPS...TRHEN...WELL GUESS WHAT..I'M TYPIN IN FUCKIN CAPS..HOW THE FUCK CAN A CAPITAL LETTER SCREAM AT YOU?...PEOPLE WHO BITCH BOUT SOMETHING THIS SMALL NEED TO BE KICKED IN THE TWINS OR HAVE THEIR NIPPLES SUPERGLUED TO THEIR ARMPITS....GROW THE FUCK UP..IT'S A FUCKIN COMPUTER... ok...i just up;aded some pics..very innocent pics..i don't do the whole shlong hangin out pics...knowin my luck i'd of missed a spot washin my ass and i'd have a dingleberry hangin down or sumthin.....but that an't my bitch..lol i got a notice from our fubar big brother that i had to label the pics nsfw.....what the fuck for? any bad words were edited..and they weren't bad pics..this shit is pissin me the fuck off...i saw a guy with his ass....naked pimple infested ass...against the camera on his pro pic...WTF?!...anyone who doesn't wanna look at my pics then don't

The Valult Check It Out
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it.

Things That Have Happen To Us
today is a sad day for all of us. for some its even more sad then it might be to others. i remember coming back from class on this day in 2001 my roommate told me not to turn off the news. i called my mom as i watched and was talkin to her about everything going on. it was sad. my roommate at the time had parents who worked on a base so she was scared. in chapel that day we were told we could stand up and pray outloud if we wanted to. so i did. i ask God to help my roommate in her time of fear i asked Him to watch over those who were scared and lost and for the families of all who had passed. my roommate when home that night to be with her family. well school was out and life went on. a year came around and i had started a job at a daycare. my mom and i took my dad to the doctor to take a sleep test. thats when we got the news of my aunt and cousin. we were told at the time that my cousin (3yrs of age) got out of her carseat (they can do that) and my aunt turned around still driving wa

Fubar Info
Here are some resolutions to some common survey problems: *What does "pending" mean?* Pending shows up in your fuBank after you have clicked on a survey or offer. This DOES NOT mean that you completed the offer and are waiting for the award. You may even take a half hour to try and prequalify for the survey, but it tells you you did not qualify. Unfortunately, you will not receive points for this, even though your fuBank will report it as "Pending". *How do I prove I completed one?* As a safeguard, if you complete a survey or offer, take a screen grab of the completed offer that shows you have COMPLETELY AND FULLY finished the entire survey and will be awarded the points. Just as if you were going to purchase something online, you need to print out or screen grab that page as your RECEIPT. This is really your only proof that you finished the survey if you need to dispute it in the future. *This is our policy* and just like a store that would sell you a shirt, we will not return

Caffeine!
OK, I drank too much caffeine today and got a huge caffeine buzz... So, here I am feeling sick to my stomach with the shakes... and I'm starting to come down, so I'm getting really tired...LOL So what was the point of this blog? I needed something to do with my hands that were going crazy for something to do :) Grrrrr....

A Tribute To The Marines. My Bro, And A 9-11 Memorial
no matter how much you may not like our president or this day or this war, you have to love your own country no matter what may be wrong with it, so we celebrate all thats good and remember all thats bad, and cherish it all as our history, and pray it doesn't repeat. to all the parents and siblings and friends also of marines, army, naval, and airforces we pray they all come home soon, I nkow we all miss them Soon to be a welcome home Chris

Jimmy Stewart Is My Hero.
The air was actually chilly today which took my thoughts to Christmas once again. Every year I make it a tradition with myself to watch "It's a Wonderful Life"...somehow, that movie can always make my world better. I got to thinking about it earlier today, when my day got rough, and then even rougher. I thought where would i be now if it weren't for the people that loved and supported me, and yes, even hated me. We all play a vital role in the butterfly effect. Whether it is the simplest gesture, to a slight push in a crowd, or making love to your special someone. Six years ago, almost 3,000 people walked out of their homes, not knowing they if they would ever come back. Just a regular morning to all, stopping for coffee, grabbing the paper...those people changed practically everyone's lives in this world all within a few short hours of a bright morning. our lives were changed instantly. not only did we had to take our blindfolds off and stand before terror face to face, but

I Dont Know Who Is Doing This
Ok guys I just go a message from the contest host and she informed me that someone bombing for me is saying things to the other contestants im not sure what they said or whos doing it but please stop because i will get disqualified and i dont want that to happen after all this hard work...so agian thanks for the help but leave the other girls alone we are fine!

Give Away
TERESA IS IN A GIVE AWAY ,,,,THIS LADY HAS BEEN HELPING EVERYONE SINCE THE DAY 1 PLEASE SHOW HER HOW THANKFUL YOU ARE AND HELP GET THIS DONE TODAY SHE HAS LESS THEN 700 TO GO . I KNOW SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE . THANKS http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&i=322447697 I AM IN A GIVE AWAY PLEASE HELP ME GET 12K SO I CAN GET THIS BLAST . I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT AND HOPE I GET THE LOVE RETURNED . I KNOW SOME CANT BECAUSE OF REASONS I UNDERSTAND . BUT THOSE WHO CAN I HOPE YOU WILL ........... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=951340&albumid=509381&i=114034837 ALL MY LOVE AND THANKS IN ADVANCE

Friends
just wanna let everyone know that if you didn't read my about me then here's alittle more... let's just make this easier if you excepted or requested me just to get your levels and ratings and not to actually b friends, then please delete me since you got what you wanted... like i said i am here to make friends to actually chat with not to get ratings or levels. friends r more important than levels n ratings.. i hope to be able to talk to you soon.. that's all for now....

Remembering September 11, 2001
I was drawing a still life on the third floor of Manly Hall at the University of Alabama. My art instructor turned on the radio to play classical music for the class as we drew. There was no classical music that morning. The people who hosted the radio show were giving the announcement that a plane had flown into the World Trade Center. After class, I went to the Ferguson Center where many students were gathered, and we watched the rest of the story on a collection of television sets: the second plane crash, the smoking towers, the jumpers, and finally, the collapse. I remember spending the rest of the day in a stupor. So many other people were in the same daze that I thought we all looked like zombies in some cheap horror movie.

What Happened?
Six years ago an attack was made on this country. We were told who did it. We were told where they were. We were told that there was no place on this planet that they could go. We were told that any country that harbors these people would be seen as enemies and they would not be spared. Six years later those attacks are still felt. Those buildings are still gone. Those lives are still lost. Those men are still free. Yet we find ourselves in another country roughly 1500 miles away, separated by a country the size of Alaska who just so happens to HATE our government. Six years later, we've started a war; captured, tried, convicted, and executed the dictator of that country. He was found in a hole in the desert of Iraq. A hole. Now we have troops busting their ass and losing their lives in a country that doesn't appreciate them and doesn't want them. Yet them man responsible for the "worst attacks in this nations history" still remains at large. We supposedly know where he is. He's

I'm Bat-mitzvahing My Daughter Rebek'ah-myself
she's 13 tomorrow--i really didn't want to donate thousands to some synagogue to teach her some rituals--many i don't believe in and are just plain against G-d's Word. i bat-mitzvah'ed her myself in the car ride from work during lunch--it was beautiful. the basic precepts were serve G-d, mankind and the animal kingdom fervently--backed up by the rituals of continual prayer, atonement, kindness, charity, and devoted study--then you got what it means to bind yourself to the Coventant that G-d made with our fathers. got home -recited a few prayers from the authorized prayer book-recited Deuteronomy 6:4 and let her know that G-d gives us free will to serve Him fully--or not--it's up to you to make the right choice--and i know you will. such was the 'shot-gun' albeit beautiful bat-mitzvah of Rebek'ah Sar'ah Lieberman on 2 Etan'im 3458--9/14/2007 when she became double digit age-the question briefly passed in my mind--shall i pay some synagogue thousands of dollars to teach my daug

Amber
Your Adult Film Star Name Is... Candy Coxx What's Your Adult Film Star Name? You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst,

Patriotic Reflection
Today, as America refelcts on the event of 9-11, I can't help but wonder about days gone by. My Dad enlisted after Pearl Harbor and served in the Pacific for an enlisted that was "for the duration of the war and 6 months after". He always regretted not making it a career. My oldest brother was drafted for Vietnam and served during some of the toughest fighting in '68 and '69 and came home to people spitting on him and calling him a "baby killer". I was drafted in the last draft of Vietnam in '73 but never made it in country. I remembered my Dad's regret and chose to serve for 22 years and never regretted 1 day of it. Yes, most of it was during the cold war, in a Fleet Ballistic Submaring making 3 knots to nowhere out in the Pacific Ocean, 3 month at a time for a total of 12 patrols. Now my son, a Sergeant in the Army, has arrived in Iraq for a second tour. politicians are argueing about whether we need to be there and how fast we can pull out. My God people, have we forgotten the lesso

Remember
It’s not difficult for me to talk about. I’m not sure if its acceptance or if I’m still in shock. I feel as if I’m still numb from the experience and it’s all just a dream. It started out like any other day as a daily commuter on New Jersey Transit. I wait at the Main Line train stop in Glen Rock, New Jersey. I have my MP3 CD player and listening to my tunes, hoping for a burst of adrenaline to get me through my day, let alone start it. It’s a pleasant day. The sky was clear and was temperature comfortable. The company I worked for at the time recently moved to Jersey City from Secaucus, right across the Hudson from the World Trade Center. You could look out of the east windows and see the ferry stop right at the base of the 16 story building. It’s about 8:45 am when the train arrives to pick up the drones for the daily duties, we all board looking for seats away from anyone else. I take a seat facing the direction the train is going – sitting backwards always m

My Friends And Family Are Simply The Best! 100% Beautiful!
WHERE DO I START? OH YEAH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! ABSOLUTELY,100% BEAUTIFUL!!! ALOHA MY FRIENDS & FAMILY FOR ALL THE LOVE... I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOU GUYS, AS WELL AS YOU GUYS CAN DEPEND ON ME.. I LOVE YOU ALL...MUAHZ! U GUYS ROCK!!! imikimi - Customize Your World

Funny Stuff
By the time you read through this YOU WILL > UNDERSTAND TENJOOBERRYMUDS... > > > > In order to continue getting-by in America (our > home land), we all need = to > learn the NEW English language! Practice by > reading the following = > conversation until you are able to understand > the term = "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". > > > > With a little patience, you'll be able to fit > right in with the growing > trend!!! > > > > Now, here goes... > > > > The following is a telephone exchange between a > hotel guest and > > Room-service: > > > > Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." > > > > Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed > room-service." > > > > RS: " Rye. Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to > oddor sunteen???" > > > > G: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and > eggs." > > > > RS: "Ow July den?" > > > > G: ".....What??" > > > > RS: "Ow July den?!?... Pryed, boyud, poochd?" > > > > G: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry... > Scrambled, ple

Excited About Poetry Contest
http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12373887 Lust? I hear your whispers Sweet and clear. Ignited by your touch. Too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust. My sight is blurred, My knees are weak, My heart races In my chest. I feel your breath Upon my neck, Your kisses on my ear. Your hands caress me tenderly and your eyes pierce through my soul. I want so much to hold you, To keep you for my own. You make it too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust? Nicky Cosgrove Copyright ©2007 Nicky Cosgrove Rate my poem, Go here

No Tears
The pain will eat away at me. But I cannot cry. I hurt so much that I can't be. But I cannot cry. I drown in a sorrowful sea. But I cannot cry. The pain won't leave on this page. I pray for the tears to come to break me free of this cage. I scream. I shout. I kick. I rage. But I cannot cry. Everything inside me has dried, So I cannot cry. I wish the darkness to subside. Yet I cannot cry. Somewhere, a part of me has died. But I cannot cry. Sweet tears that never came. That tells me I care, tells me there's an end to this nightmare. Tells me it won't always be there. Why can't I cry? Emptiness has made me hollow. But I cannot cry. The hate's grown too much to swallow. But I cannot cry. You and I may die tomorrow. But I cannot cry. The world has made me numb to pain. I cannot cry.

Stolen Moment
This is one I wrote recently after a friend of mine and I were laughing about our skinny dipping days... We carefully measured the distance Between the water and the silhouettes on the horizon, As if we were mathematicians. Our eyes dared each other, As we clung to the last scraps of comfort. A silent nod, And we sprint through the night As though a gunshot was sounded. Desperate feet pound the wet sand Into fleeing footsteps, And we shield ourselves as best as we can Until blanketed in the veil of the ocean. We shriek with delight At the thrill of our stolen moment, As the water tickles its way to the top. And relishing in our naked freedom, Arms and legs stretch wide into the open. Cradled in murky arms, We marvel at the unmasked beauty of the stars, As we drink in the world's deliciousness That's swirled in the saltwater air.

9-11-2001
This blog was NOT written by me. Richelle A.K.A. "MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES" is the author. I just wanted to post it so that more people would see it. Thank you Richelle and may we all NEVER FORGET!!! as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Deliver Me
Deliver me from the anxious moment the aching longing must have of this first last only dance into arms legs skin hair - her, the object, subject and endless adjectives. Deliver me to the moment of consumption consuming consummation - blood flushed to cheeks boiling bubbling buried in each other one beast carnal craving caving into the warmth of her us every moment before leading to this the surrender succoring overload of us we us yes. Deliver me to her and her to me to lie in afternoon light and take this singularity one second one breath at a time one from two separate together for the last first only movement in this choreography this tease this dance. Deliver us. © All rights reserved

1 Moment A Ya Time
do you all know what today is? sit down and think about it. today is a day for the history books. six years ago today the history of the united states was changed. families changed, loved ones lost, friends lost, heros lost. we lost alot of people today, yester-year. i can remember what i was doing when i found out about what happened here on the east coast. i was stationed in bremerton washington, onboard the USS Rainier. we had just pulled in from our west pac. it was my first pac. we finally got live real television, and not our ships cindicated tv. we were getting televison stations everyone else was getting. i was in the galley cooking and a few of my shipmates came running down the pway to the messdeck where most of the ship stood. those who werent in the berthings or offices or in their spaces. but every eye was on tv. we had just gotten the news more than 3 hours later, being that we are at a 3 hr difference. so lets not forget this day ..........ever. its special to me becaus

Never Forget!
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Woooooooooo
mom of two kids livin it up in w.v like to hang out with ppl that r care free and easy going dont like the perverts that hang out here love to joke around and im sometimes sarcastic so beware i usually dont mean to hurt ppls feelings lol i have a great bunch of friends too and a really cool boy friend lol hes a mean a@# at time but still cool well gotta go party like a rock star lol -----------Laura my roomates r leeches they have drained my bank account till i dont have any money left.....and thats not all.....my roomate is cheating on her husband and is useing the internet to prostitute off of as well.....she has tried to bring me into the middle of it so im glad im movin just sad cos im gonna miss my friends and my boyfriend no with wishes of love and luck to all im takin a short break -------foresaken is taken hope you have been by my stash some of its funny please rate it thanks

Editing Friends
To all of u that r on my friends list....u need to earn ur spot, or u will be deleted. i'm not here 4 popularity. i'm here 2 make friends. the people i've deleted haven't even sent me a drink,rated my pics, left me a profile comment...or even said a simple hello 2 me. i'm not here just to help u level up & if that's why u added me 2 ur friends....then u can delete me 4 all i care. if u want someone who will buy u drinks when u need a buzz....rate ur new pics...& help u when u need it...i'm that person. i've helped many of you out in these ways..and some of u haven't even returned the favor. the way i see it is..."u pat my back, i'll pat urs"...that is my new motto. i'm fine w/ helping people out but i expect the same thing in return...cuz that's what a real friend would do. If u wanna delete me after reading this go ahead...but u'll be losing a good friend. thanx 4 taking the time to read this. :)

Quizzes
What kind of witch are you? You are a Fire Witch! The Material Element of Fire is at your command. Your soul burns as bright as the fire you can conjure. Many look to you as the leader, and you accept the burden. Though a good person at heart, you can get lost in the moment and your fiery passion, or sometimes anger can get the best of you, but its ok. Its not like they really NEEDED eyebrows....Common Powers: Pyrokinesis-the ability to light and control fire with one's mindEmpathy- the ability to feel what other people are feelingUnburnable-the ability to not get burned even by the hottest fireDragonspeak-the ability to speak and control dragons.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Poetic Justice
Long ago in endless time Somewhere in empty space The Gods gave substance to themselves And to this earthly place. Then the sons of the Gods chose the earth To carry on a fight That started in another place Between darkness and the light. Now the Arya were the sons of the Gods And order was their cause, For chaos cannot prosper In the light of Nature's laws. The Arya spread across the earth And taught the Folkish way, And for a time order reigned, But 'twas a short lived day. For darkness had a battle plan And an army all in place. 'Twas stealth and wealth and cunning In the hands of an alien race. The alien brought the darkness To every folkish land, Stole their wealth and heritage With usury's hidden hand. Purchased kings and fostered wars So kindred Folk were slain By those of selfsame kin and blood On every earthly plain. The alien taught the Arya That a Nation's not a Race, Nor culture, nor kin, nor heritage, Nor even similar face. A

Hell
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (Absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you

Please Have Patience
I appreciate all the love I have been getting, but please have a little patience with me. I f I don't get back to you right away I will, as soon as I can. I have had to turn off my shoutbox, so if you want to reach me please reach me in email. Again I love my fubar friends and family, but for some reason I have had more traffic than normal, and once again...I'm getting overwhelmed..LOL sorry...Hugs and Kisses

Remembering 9/11???
First of all, Id like to send my condolences to those who have lost friends and family in such a tragedy that never should have happened. Now, that thats out of the way, 9/11 is such a crock. It was all bush's fault that it happened. The Bush family and the Bin Laden family were oil company partners back when Regan was president, and thats where it all started. The reason 9/11 happened is because the cia trained al qaeda to defend themselves when russia was at war with them, so Bush Sr. and Reagan gave them the skills and the weapons to fight for what the believed in, then they turned around and used them on us. Bush should never have been president the first time after Regan, but the american public only knows what the government tells us to know. Why did we go to war with Iraq? Because the government maybe wanted us to forget about his partners? C'mon people wake up! 9/11 didnt happen because of terrorists, it happened cuz bush is a greedy oil comapny man and a fucking idiot... Ple

Scott Drop And Roll
Stop Drop and Roll Morning came early, swaying the heartfelt desires of yesterday.. Odd moments of internal conflicts justifying one while terminating another. Can’t I just taste one for a moment and then another one and then one smothered in chocolate or perhaps just a hint of honey on the top yummy I tried one with jalapeno and finally realized what “Stop Drop and Roll” meant thanks for the warning Scott… even if it was late in coming and enclosed in laughter

Anti-nazi League History
August 1977: the Battle of Lewisham The Battle of Lewisham has gone down in anti-fascist history as one of the 'great moments' along with the Battles of Olympia and Cable Street in 1934 and 1936, or the other great moment of anti-fascism in the 1970s, the fighting at Southall in the run-up to the election of 1979. So let me begin with a paradox: why isn't Lewisham remembered even more widely, still? After all, Lewisham was a victory and Southall a defeat. Lewisham culminated in the routing of a fascist demonstration attended by about 800 people, and was the start of a long period of decline for the National Front. At Southall, by contrast, a crowd of several thousands was unable to stop a National Front group of less than 20 people from taking occupation of Ealing Town Hall. While Lewisham ended with anti-fascists triumphant, the Southall events culminated in the death of an anti-fascist demonstrator Blair Peach and the arrest or forced dispersal of several hundred residents.

Playing A Carny
YES I DID IT!!!!! i did another slough, i found out i typod that lol. but i do have to admit i pussy footed alot to do it also lol. now that it's all over i do feel good about it all, and the money helps a bit. yes my body hurts but that's the sign of hard work. by the way the midway lock is the ferris wheel. the key is the merry-go-roud. and the funniest of all, mr. donakers done paperwork is toilet paper lol. i will say already that i don't care about my typos or grammer. i'm just that tired and sore now. no that isn't betting odds. it's the starting call for carnies it means show up at 11 so we can open at 12. i remember how i hated working the carny today. just think of it this way. i'm a way underpaid babysitter for teens, can you do that for $250 a week. wish it were at least per kid lol. i hope now that you know that carnies don't get paid much that you would treat them just a bit better. at least the non-teaker ones lol. they have me on a baby ride this time, or that

Life Part 2
I got some bad news today. My step mother called me and asked if I had heard from my brother Kevin. I had not. So she tells me that he is getting a divorce. After 15 years of marriage! I know it happens to a lot of people. I know this. I am not naive. It is just that him and his wife who were heavy drug users in the past, made it though that and jail time for drugs, got clean and made it through not being able to have kids have now decided to get a divorce after just buying their first house just last November! I know I don't know all the details. I just worry. I have seen what drugs do to my brother and it is so ugly. I worry that even at 40 years of age, he will slip back into that life style. They seemed to have gotten their act together. She went to school and is now a nurse. He has a great job. They bought a house and bam! It seems like when you think things are perfect, they really aren't. My sister in law is a great person and I hope they can make it with

My Hate Speech
i hate the mass media and the corporations that control it.i hate the propoganda and lies that are always forgiven while young americans die everyday in iraq.i hate that we supported saddam in killing people who wanted to overthrow him and we told him to kill them cause we wanted him in power.i hate we gave him the weapons to do it.i hate that over a half a million iraqis are dead in a war thats a crime.i hate that the american people had the fear of god instilled in them over weapons of mass destruction that we knew the weapons inspecters said he got rid of after we bombed them in 91.i hate that the president made jokes about him not having the weapons.i hate the fact if americans protest the war they can be locked up for domestic terrorism.i hate the fact we are lied to about fighting for democracy in iraq when we are supposed to be a constitutional republic.i hate that a democracy is what the founding fathers didnt want cause they knew that was 2 wolves and a sheep deciding whats fo

Mom...
"Don't live your life waiting for me to die" "You have the right to live your own life." " I love you and will miss you" these were your words to help me get through. Now. mom here's my words to you. You are my rock, my confidant, my best friend. You were the person I ran to. who always helped my heart to mend. I always knew you'd always be there, no matter what troubled my mind. I'd find you sitting in your favorite chair. I need that now, just one more time. I'm coming to realize that you are still here. I see your face when I see my own, it's made me strong to overcome my fears. I know now I will never be alone. You were the one I've always turned to, in all my times of need, but mom your job here is through. I've become the woman you knew I could be.

9-11 (written By Me For Our Troops)
as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Salute
u know sometimes it may be hard for some people to express themselves when it comes to our nations finest, but i am not one of those. 6 yrs ago i was not able to be with my family when the worst day of our history happened yet, but today i am. i want to give a great big salute to all the soldiers and their families who have or is still serving to protect our country, yes i wish u could all come home but i also understand there is a job to do out there, so from my family to urs, thank you and god bless to all of you. u r in the prayers of the "redneck Mafia Family" love odinsmomma

Catchin Up
Ok guys this has been a long contest I know but right now its a very close contest we need sum help so we can take 1st place!!! So just click on the pic and throw me sum comments the love is appreciated!!!!!!!

Color
Even in the pure dark of this room, I can see color in your eyes. When your hands touch me just upon my face it is carnal - is it wrong to want the air that has been inside you; to need the echo of your sigh, the shadow that you cast? The depth of this feeling makes me feel small inadequate - but you, by being here, validate, vindicate. Your kiss, right now, right there, gives truth to every struggle leading to this moment. I am humbled by the shape of your lips, the warmth of your breast, even the colors in your kaleidoscopic eyes. © All rights reserved

9/11 Six Years Later
WELL IT HAS BEEN 6 YRS. SINCE THAT FATEFUL DAY AND WE ARE STILL AT WAR IN IRAQ FIGHTING TO OVERCOME INTOLERANCE OF A PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE THEIR WAY IS THE ONLY ONE THERE IS. AND BEING FROM ONE OF MANY FREE COUNTRIES WE ARE A TARGET , CONSIDERED INFIDELS FOR OUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE RELIGION WE WISH TO WORSHIP IN. THE FACT THAT OUR WOMEN ARE ABLE TO VOTE , WORK SOMEPLACE OTHER THAN HOME , HOLD POLITICAL OFFICE , AND BE FREE TO DRESS HOW THEY WANT .. YES AMERICA IS A YOUNG COUNTRY, COMPARED TO ALMOST EVERY OTHER ONE WE ARE A TEENAGER , BUT WE HAVE LEARNED FROM OTHERS MISTAKES AND SUCCESS’S , THAT IS WHAT MAKES US SO GREAT ANYONE CAN BE ANYTHING THEY WANT TO BE WITHOUT LIMITS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR RACE , RELIGION , NATIONALITY , SEX , OR SOCIAL STATUS. I SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AS WELL AS THE FREEDOM OF OTHERS. THIS DAY IN 2001 WAS ONE OF THE WORST IN AMERICAN HISTORY AND WAS A CALL TO ARMS BECAUSE THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST WERE INNOCENT. AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED O

Say My Name
As I am buried between your legs Spreading those swollen lips Fingers caressing Tongue teasing Tantalizing the softest folds Inhaling the sweetness Gently trailing the surface Grazing your inner thighs As you try to catch your breath Slowly running my tongue From end to end Muscles tensing Open, close Can you sense what’s next Deep breathe in Feel my breath on your wet flesh Pulsing beating faster SAY MY NAME Hips start to move Trying to catch my tongue Just beginning to touch the most sensitive spot Nub swelling Legs relax Spreading wider Hair teasing your thighs Tongue tracing circles Careful not to make direct contact Can see it in your eyes Trying to watch me Trying to see Pull my hair back Hold on tight As I suck you completely in Swollen clit, pulsing Hips bucking into my face Grinding SAY MY NAME Tongue rubbing that nub Harder Faster Can’t breath Sucking harder Pulling the hood back Pushing my face in harder SAY MY NAME wetness drippi

Motorcycle
SO I FINALLY GOT THE NEW FRAME IN FOR MY BIKE AFTER 2 MONTHS AND IM TOTALLY STOKED ABOUT IT. ALMOST AS SOON AS IT GOT DELIVERED THE MOTOR AND TRANS WENT INTO IT AND THEN THE FRONT END FOR A QUICK LOOK AT HOW IT IS GOING TO LOOK WHEN ITS COMPLETELY FINISHED. IVE GIVEN MYSELF ABOUT A MONTH OF WEEKENDS TO WORK ON IT BEFORE IT GETS SENT TO MY BUDDY FOR PAINT AND MY POWDERCOATER. ALL I NEED NOW IS SHEETMETAL AND A FEW ODDS AND ENDS. ILL POST A PIC OF THE QUICKIE MOCK UP IN MY PICS. CHECK EM OUT. DAVE

Remebering 9-11-2001
A Mother's Worst Nightmare This is a real life story, actually it is mine. This one has a somewhat happy ending, but alot of stories similar to it do not. My son joined the Army right out of high school in 2000, he was 17 at the time. I did not want him to join, but he told me "at least I will be able to go to college,mom." SO how do you argue at that point. So he joined and went to boot camp in Sept of that year. He did really great in boot camp as well as all of the other training that he had to go through. He was stationed at Ft Campbell,Ky with the 101st Airborne Division. I was really very proud of him and he looked so handsome in his uniform. What mother wouldn't be proud of her son? But then in 2001 life would change for everyone. That day as I watched those towers fall I cried, not only for the people that perished that day but for what I knew was surely going to come because of this event. I knew that my son would be going to war. As with any war I knew t

Auction
Whats up people heres the deal most of my friends have seen my drawings on my profile on november 20th at 7:00 pm EST i will be auctioning off all these drawings all proceeds will be going to the ACS (American Cancer Society) some know some dont i have beaten this twice already and this is my third such auction to raise funds first 2 were awesome and i thank everyone that was involved with them. OK heres how it works the auction will take place at the auction house in tyrone,ga on Nov.20th 7 pm est you must be in attendance as this auction will not take telephone or any other kinds of bids now i know most wont be there but for the few that live near plase tell ya freinds and family afterward will be a $20.00 plate feast same deal all proceeds go to ACS hope to hear from everyone soon if anyone needs more info plz contact me thanx ok you guys help me out here i have several friends FEMALES that are in abusive relationships wtf is goin on here why the fuck do some guys feel the need to

Rememberance!!!
On this a day of rememerance, all of us shoud take time out to say a prayer that we live in a society that allows us to voice our opinion, allows us to worship the god of our choice,allows us to go wherever we want in this great land, allows us the comfort of bountiful food choices,allows us many choices of schools to choose from. I was born and raised in New York City, I still have reletives and good friends who live there, thank god none of them got hurt on that day, one in particular who worked in the Pentagon but was not in his office that day. I remember thinking on that day about all the people who died,about how these people had the nerve to attack my country,MY CITY, MY PEOPLE. I wanted quick and merciless retribution. But I give thanks to all the men and women who have sacrificed so much to perserve our freedoms, and to all the doubters that we are doing the right thing travel to another country and see how well other cultures live as compared to us

Diary Of A Insightful Black Woman
im sitting here writting this blog because the ratings are off, its raining and im feeling like jotting down some thoughts, i hope you all dont mind?... So, Im going to be out of town this weekend, so give my page some love when im gone, aight?...4real talk Ok, i just got this brilliant idea!!!... Fubar (fu^kin) banned me from doing mums so lets make this my Latest mumm, please comment with ur response? **************************MUMM******************* Ive been thinking about getting a tattoo of a lotus somewhere on my lower body. Should i get it on my Thigh, Or on my Ankle?....im kind of leaning towards the thigh, and sometimes the ankle seems overated and trashy... what do yall think? Thigh?? Ankle?? well, rich in life..... things are starting to finally come together after a season of empty promises and a series of dissapointing events! 1. I got a FULL RIDE TO MY UNIVERSITY....that is so FAT cuz it opens up some financial doors for me. man, im glad i d

Impossible
I love impossible women - the ones who hate me, I can't have, will never touch see smell taste only feel deep inside, but, damn, I feel alive being dead in the water waiting for someone to toss me a life preserver. Does that make sense? I don't care, I only love and hurt and love again and know that this is my life. Who needs the ends - my life is filled to overflowing with beginnings possibilities maybes if onlies and we'll sees. © All rights reserved

Crashing Around
I've got a dog's eye on this woman not breaking the stare - I'm a pig-headed bull in a china shop crashing around trying to outfox this fox - I can't pussyfoot. I am pertinacious persistent and probably ready to arise (verging on victory). I'm an animal for her, I sense her coming close and I can only wait to pounce and then the game will begin. © All rights reserved

Please Help Me
I ENTERED A GIVEAWAY AND NEED 25,000 COMMENTS FOR A 3 MONTH VIP FOR WHEN MINE RUNS OUT.,.,JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW.,AND IF YOU CAN DROP BY AND HELP ME BOMB IT,..THAT WOULD BE KICK ASS.,THANKS ALOT TO THOSE THAT HELP

Love
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyone in your

9/11
As I sit here on the 6 year anniversary getting ready to send my husband off to the desert to play in the sand as it were I can't help but wonder what will become of this. We have been there for 6 years trying to get the ones responsible for what took them only one day to commit. What is the deal? I say level the whole damn place build a glass factory on it and be done with it!!! But then I stop and remember there are innocents there just as there were here so we can't do that! I am confused and scared. I am bitter about what has happened to my beloved country and outraged that my loved ones have to be gone so long. I am torn between loyalty to country and love of friends and family! I support our troops 100% all of them!!! And I pray for those we lost when I pray for those fighting. And I hope and pray that this will all be over soon not just for those fighting but for those trying to RIP. Every year we put out messages to remember the fallen. Has anyone stopped to think that those le

The History Of The Peacock Inn In Oakerthorpe, Derbyshire
This old coaching inn stands by the side of what used to be the main road from Sheffield to Derby, near Alfreton South Wingerfield crossroads. This road was also the Roman Ryknfield Street. The whitewashed hostelry was of great importance in the days of coaches. Horses were changed here before the next stop at Belper or Chesterfield and the raised platform for the passengers can still be seen. Down in the cellars is to be found a substantial and ancient underground passage which is said communicated with Wingerfield Manor nearby, the famous of Mary Queen Of Scots. There is also a crypt under the stables connected to the house by an underground passage. The interior of the house is also interesting, in the bar parlour the ancient fittings of the post office still remain. This was the post office for the for the district and letters for Alfreton were addressed to ?Alfreton near the Peacock?. One of the eighteenth century landlords of the Peacock was Peter Kendall, a much respecte

Another Contest
Hey a contest I am in just started tonight, if anyone wants to help comment bomb I will list the link below. Also if you rate the picture it counts as 3 comments I believe. Thanks!!! Kassidy xoxo Direct Link: Hi to everyone, I had my arm surgery yesterday and they had some complications. I only have use of one hand for about three weeks while my bad arm is casted and splinted. I want to thank everyone who has been bombing my contest picture. I appreciate it so much since I am not able to bomb it like I was before yesterday. I am still trying my best to bomb it but it is taking me so long just to leave one comment :( I really want to try and win this contest so I will be trying my best to keep bombing. Thanks to you guys I am catching back up a lil bit more. If you can continue to help me I would love it but I also know you guys have other things to do also. Just wanted to thank you for all the love you have shown me!! Take care and thank you again!! Kassidy xoxo ht

Our Lives Are Not Determined
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, that creates extraordinary results.

Words In Time
If I do not write, Don't worry. If I do not call, Please don't cry. If I whisper your name, Smile with joy. If I walk by your side, Feel happiness. If I reach for your hand, Give it freely. If I give you mine, Hold it tightly. If I give you my heart, Will you give me yours? ~JMW~ Entangled whispers breathing lust-filled rapture grasping at fleeting remembrances of desire passions unfettered by thoughts of morality ~JMW~ 9-16-07 We were flames a long time my friend, But our time has come to an end. Here we are saying our goodbyes. It only took me by surprise. Together we've been through it all. Think of the good times, big and small. I hope someday, we will meet again. So, goodbye, until then, my friend. I just stood and stared with surprise. Seeing a face I recognize. But he's not alone anymore. He's with his family of four. As he glanced towards me, he smiled. And I just stood and stared awhile. And then I turned and walked away. So I did not he

Things About Me
First of all...I want to know where it says that a persons' blog cannot be private to their own eyes only? I wrote something in my own journal...for my eyes....and now I have a friend being pissy with me and saying I should not have posted it on Fubar. I give up trying to please everyone. I cannot even please myself really right now. I am trying to keep myself together.....and just seems no matter what I say or do someone takes it the wrong way. Why???? While I am at it....I am planning to hang out with my sis and niece this weekend and have a Lord of the Rings marathon since I have all 3 extended versions. So I will not be around on Fubar. I will be checking my yahoo email though. Anyone who wants....reach me at stitchglitchgoof@yahoo.com Not going to go into too much details. Something that should have ended (probably should never been started) sooner just has come to and end now. Time for healing needs to start now. It slowly has been for a while now...just needed

Jmy Fubar Gblog Bisches
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Addictive You Say
Yeah I see you looking at me loving and hating me your mind is racing your heart is pounding jus so worked up from my sexual energy kissing and licking my smooth chocolate skin tasting my sweet spot over and over and over again addictive you say, highly I say you ain't believe me though its not only my juices that got ya going its my confidence the mystery in my eyes got you mesmerized not to mention my monotonous moans from your sexual gratification that got you hypnotized and stimulated trying to keep it going whispering commands making me recite what you wanna hear bringing you closer and closer to the intergalactic orgasm that leaves you light headed and wanting more yeah I see you looking at me loving how I make you feel hating that the feeling has to end replaying images of bodies intertwined getting excited all over again thinking of what more we can do addictive you say, highly I say

Welcome To My World
I am so hyper right now. I don't know why I am but I am. I woke up this morning wanting to bounce off the walls. Now that is unusual for me. Especially since I feel wore out all of the time. Hmmm.... Oh well, I'm going to enjoy this anyway.

It Iz What It Iz Pt 2
Watching the ripples of water caress the beach, A resounding peace has filled my soul, In a dream like reality surrounded by soothing sounds, This is a place I always know, Entranced by the reflections of the setting sun, Hearing the soft crashes of wave after wave on the sand, Seeing the seagulls fly about in their search for todays meal, Embraced in all its beauty, I sit back and feel the wind carry my hands, Sitting on this peer, is my serenity, Where I go to get away from life, To think, To exist, and just breathe, To get through any type of strife, The water is my soul, Free flowing yet focused all at once, The beauty of easing my mind can be found here, Gets me away from societies brunt, Seeing so many lost souls everyday, It tends to break my heart and lift them up, But once again i sink into my thoughts of my peer, And realize i'll never give up, My success, my fortune, my love, Is all the souls ive embraced and helped through what i know with no

Pain - 3 Days Grace
The Dedicated Soldier You stay up for 16 hours... He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up.... He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.... He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.... He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.... He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.... He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.... He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is.... He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his

Men
Please tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings. There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is i

Anger Over The Span Of Almost Three Years.
fuck this planet,fuck you all, When does this bullshit end?Our lives go round in circles and we don't know who we are.why do we love, or hate or live ?Why do we die?Do we choose when we die,or is it just our bodies following the patterns of eternity?Do we have past lives or do we live and relive the same life over and over?Do we only get one life?Pain is the only thing that seems tangible right now,andI don't want to cut,I stopped a long time ago. I don't know what to choose part of me wants to keep going and see where life takes me and part of me wants to cash the chips in and just lose it,I may go back to my self-destruction but then again I could exert self-control.I just want to feel whole again,I'm only half a person,half a soul.I have nothing,I had everything,and I lost him and I hope he comes back,I feel lost even though I know I can go on.I still would like to be the one by his side.In the end I want to be the one he coes home to. Raksha Soulraven ©2007 As the moon turns B

Get Me Shit Faced
what is love ? are we blind to it or do we just choose not to see the bad things they do to us and we do to them where do you draw a line, saying enough is enough? when you love someone and you have been in a relatonship for so many years and you think that they are the best , scared to be alone where does that line go whats forgivable and what cant you forget.The pain in your heart the thoughts in your head,the questions in your mind, you start to blame your self saying you did it its your fault your just not doing your job as a companion well then you start to realize its not its their fault you get hurt its theirs they dident fix it they dident respect you enough to stop the pain from coming back into your heart. am i just a toy just the next notch in his belt or was there really anything there to begin w/ why do men think they can just get online and start coming on to women? i clearly put pics up of my life incl my wedding pics , my ultrasound pic and family pics so that should te

Online Gaming
Games have come along way since Twister and Monopoly...Thx to technology we can game with others from far far away....Im a online gamer...I play just about any game there is..I personally prefer FPS or RTS...Im glad online gaming exist cause if it dindt I wouldnt have much of life...sad to say I know but fact!...Anyone who reads this and is a online gamer contact me and lets hash out what games you play...Im looking for some gaming buddies...I also play online chess for those of you who play...I hope to hear from someone soon...Thx for reading GAME ON!!!!! Gochief

What I Want In A Man
Well lets see how to start this.I've been married and in some relationships but they never worked out.I never got what i wanted out of the relationship. And now I'm single and trying to find that man that will make my life complete.But its so hard to find a man that can give me what i need.I want a man that knows how to treat a woman right and that wants nothing more than to make me happy.I want a man to love me and that will drop everything just to make love to me and can't stand to be away from me for long periods of time. One who thinks I hold the world in my hands and will do anything to make my life better. One who will love me and my daughter and my family and will just be here for me when I really need him. All I ever wanted in life was to be loved like I really mean something to them. It's so hard to find a man like this. So if anyone reads this and thinks that maybe they can fill these shoes for me please let me know I want to settle down and make a real home and family for my

My Vacation At Autumn War
Getting ready for battleTrebuchet!!!!Battling in front of Blath an Or's CastleThe traditional game of Spear the Beer! Yes, I rock!Hell yeah!!Yes, it is a little messy, but it is a blast!The slain have been removed from the battlefield.

F.d.n.y. 9-11-01
This memorial Is Dedicated To My Good Firefighters Friends And Brothers Firefighter/EMT Hector Tirado, Firefighter/EMT Sean Tallon, Firefighter/EMT Michael Vernon Kiefer May You Rest In Peace You Shall Never Be Forgotten, We All Love You And Miss Very Much God Bless All Of You ! Firefighter Hector Tirado, Jr. Engine 23 Firefighter and Model Of his three jobs, Hector Tirado Jr. liked firefighting work the best. A former emergency medical technician, he was lured to the New York Fire Department less than two years ago by the excitement and the opportunity to help people, said his uncle, Robert Tirado. The divorced father of five children, Mr. Tirado, 30, also worked as a waiter and, occasionally, as a model. His latest shoot was posing in casual clothes for a Latino firefighters calendar that was due out sometime this year. His uncle said, "I'd walk on the street with him in the summer and the girls would give him their number." Mr. Tirado, who lived in the Bronx and wa

Handle Your Stress
10 Ways To Manage Stress Removing Stress From Your Life 1. We seldom concretely identify those situation and people we find stressful. To understand what brings on stress in your life, try to maintain a heightened awareness of your physical and mental feelings for a week. When you feel your heart racing, your muscles tightening, or your stomach contracting, ask yourself why. Keep a list of those things that trigger stressful feelings. 2. Make relaxation part of your daily routine. Deep breathing and simple stretches can be performed both at home and in the office. Taking a few minutes to sooth your soul by savoring a cup of tea or grounding yourself can center you, giving you the ability to deal with stress more effectively. 3. It can be difficult to let go of worries or thoughts that provoke anxiety. One technique involves dissipating stressful thoughts before they get out of control. Concentrate on the thought and firmly say "Stop" to prevent the though

Unforgiven, Or Maybe Just Unforgotten.
It seems that this past week I have thought about you more than most times. I don't know what to make of it all, still. You'd think I would have forgotten and moved on. I guess there are some pains that never really go away. You were a chance I took. I have never made such a gamble in my life, and never against such great odds. At the time, I don't think there could have been anything that I wanted more. I knew better. I knew it then. How could I not have? Still I pursued you. I thought to make you mine, and for a time, I thought I did. I had fallen so deeply that I couldn't see the light at the top of the well. But my world was lit from within. I was happy. I don't think I ever told you that. Never told you exactly how happy.... I thought you knew. There are so many times I have tried to forgive you. Some things I can, but at the core, the wound you gave me will never go away. I still drink from the same blue mug that you used to bring me coffee in... even

Civilized Interaction
what is a dream, that we should fall through the sky, through the red stripe of a rainbow, through the silver lining of the dark storm cloud, grab a star from it's hook,fall through the ground, pay respects to your friends, settle in a room of soft velvet in your best suit. take a moment to enjoy the peace, then you better scream and hope the dirt isn't on top yet. the alarm is blaring,blaring ,blaring............ Raksha Soulraven ©2007 when the world was young and the land was dark, People failed, forever marks the beginning of a new order, while we watch people die. People are born to take they're place. The cycle unending, forever forgetting, the reasons we keep coming back. A new lesson to learn in an old classroom. A new slash to the shoulder to keep the pups in line. why are we here? to keep trying to reach the ultimate fear to cry the very last tear, breathe the very last breath. until we die our very last death. Raksha Soulr

Lonley
was is life like a roller coaster dont ever know what's goin to go on but being lonley is another thing i dont think if you have friends you should be lonely at all but yet i have friends but im lonley big time i just wish my friends wounldnt put me out in the cold just cuz i work alot and hang with the fire hall and people down at work all the time but yet they push me out in the could even though i ask them to join us to have some fun why do guys think that just cuz someones a model that czn get stuff out of them or even get them in bed with them and everything like that even if they have a boyfriend or a girlfriend believe me i know the feeling cuz i get this all the time cuz every guy thinks im a little whore and wants to be with me for one thing rite now i have guys after me left and rite and i really hate it big time and i dont know what to do cuz they keep coming but im with someone and im really happy with them at the moment and i want to marry them but i need help with everyt

My Thoughts
Have you met that special someone? I did almost a year ago and still I am all alone she is the love of my life. She is my wife, my love, my queen, and my soulmate. And yet all of these are still not strong enough to overcome our distance. I guess the only reason I am writting this is in despiration. I have had feelings that I wondered if I'll ever feel with and away from her. So here I ponder things of what if? And still I get no answers from her on my cries for togetherness. I don't know if she'll ever talk to me again but all I have now is wishful thinking that all of this is to surprise me with the first touch, first kiss, first hug, first everything but in the same breath be the last she'll ever need to complete her life and our children together. I am stuck on questions like Did I do or say something wrong?...Is it something I didn't do or say?...Why does this happen with what seemed to be real and something to be cherished, loved, kept safe from harm? I know I wasn't very go

911/01
For those of you who never knew this too shall not pass. We owe to you our gratitude for the things we still grasp. Our freedom rings, Through songs we sing. Our hearts they overflow. The pain you endure for this I am sure. For those of you who never knew I owe my precious gifts. For the choices you made you surely have saved my life instead of you... -I wrote this on 9/12/02 after watching a Father of three interviewed about working at the Pentagon on 9/11/01

Are We Really This Dumb?
1. Only in America ...... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America ...... are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America ...... do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America ...... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America ...... do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America ...... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America ...... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America ...... do we buy hot dogs in pa

Abandoned????
Well, I am starting to feel a bit abandoned, I entered this contest just knowing, all the people I have helped with thier contests and leveling would surely come to my side when I tried to do a contest. So far nada, I have been steady bombing all night I had it to a steady third for a while but by myself I can't possibly go against the competion. They have bombing families and thier friends to help them and I have had very little help. I read, rate and comment everyones stuff and I have sent out several messages, blogs and bulletins, only a few have responded ( smooches you know who you are. When ever anyone had asked for help I always give it but where is the love in return. Oh well back to the solitude.....>

Enough Is Enough!
Well today is sept 11th like anyone could forget. every damn channel is showing all the video of the horrble tragity. And everyone one has a sep 11th pic up and stuff all over school. Now some of you my think I am being mean but not trying to be. To back myself up I did lose a friend in the two towers and I do have family over seas. But enough is enough. why to every damn year have to show all the tragic videos over and over? To me its like someone comeing up to me on the day my brother tragicly died, here is the photos and documents from the accedent and here remember the funeral. of course I will never for the that horrible day but why put it in my face and make me cry and have to see it all again. We dont show videos of vetnam, okalahoma city bombing or other tragitys. if we are going to drag this out then we need to show stuff about other things that have happend in the country. How about the kids that die everyday because of parents that dont give a shit and eather neglect

We Remember
here we are....6 years later...and still the smell of sorrow is among us...this is the day our country was attaked...by evil...how can someone so careless....so deciving...so horrible live with themselves...and the people of their country praise this evil...what have we done? we lost many fellow americans in the attack...and many of you have lost loved ones of your family....and of a friends of family...MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ON THIS DAY....UNITED WE STAND....AND IN GOD WE TRUST. 2,749 people died at TWC including citizens from 87 countries. 343 were NYC firemen 84 were Port Authority Employes of whom 37 were police another 23 were NYC police Only 20 people were pulled from the rubble....

General Musings
..the second plane hit the second building... I don't want to give you the impression that these events occurred back to back because they didn't. There was time. Time to alert whoever needed to be alerted. Scramble whoever needed to be scrambled. But they didn't. And because they didn't fire and death rained down from the sky once more. When the second plane hit, I was virtually right beneath it. The second tower was directly across the street. Every eye, including mine was directed at the first impact zone. That's how we saw it. Because we were looking up. Again we were assaulted by the sheer heat and force of the plane's velocity combined with the impact. Again we were forced to realize with no uncertainty that this was no accident. Real people were in those buildings. Real people were dead or dying. Trapped. And as we ran for cover and hid, in our fear and impotence, I became angry. And the most scared I had ever been in my life. Not for myself. Not because we could have easi

Read This!!
Subject: FW: READ THIS! What do you think about this? Clinton Associates Hillary takes it in 08, any bets on what that body count will be? Food for Thought--------- Just a quick refresher ! course lest we forget what has happened to many "friends"of the Clintons. 1-James McDougal - Clinton's convicted Whitewater partner died of an apparent heart attack, while in solitary confinement. He was a key witness in Ken Starr's investigation. 2 -Mary Mahoney - A former White House intern was murdered July 1997 at a Starbucks Coffee Shop in Georgetown. The murder happened just after she was to go public with her story of sexual harassment in the White House. 3- Vince Foster - F! ormer W hite House councilor, and colleague of Hillary Clinton at Little Rock's Rose Law firm. Died of a gunshot wound to the head, ruled a suicide. 4- Ron Brown - Secretary of Commerce and former DNC Chairman. Reported to have died by impact in a plane crash. A p

9-11
Here it is 6 years to the date i still remember going to my second hour class in high school and sitting down not knowing any thing about what's going on and get to class and see the tv on and a building burning and wondering what the hell is going on and why is there a tv on and why is there a building burning and then i remember asking one of my friends wut is on the tv and them saying that the twin tower just got hit by a plane my first thought was damn some dumbass don't know how to fly a plane and then i started thinking why run in to the building and that is when they started talking about terrorist attack but wut got me the most was when i saw the second plan go into the other building and it shocked us all to see the second building get hit that is something that you don't see every day the first thing that popped into my head was someone is trying to start a war with us.you know it is very hard not to forget things that impact your country you know i forget things alot and fo

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First One...important
Keep this Going! If I get this 100 times, I will continue to forward it to others in the hopes that they will do the same. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. KEEP THIS GOING PLEASE I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! had draped a coffin. O

A Message From An Appalled Observer
> > > > >IF YOU AGREE WITH THE PROPER CHANGE IN ENGRAVING BE MADE, KINDLY CONTACT >YOUR REPRESENTATIVES IN WASHINGTON TO HAVE THE PROPER WORDS ADDED. IT CAN >BE DONE, DON'T TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER >SHALL WE HIRE A MONUMENT ENGRAVER TO GO TO ARLINGTON NATIONAL >CEMETERY AND ADD THE MISSING WORDS ? > >A MESSAGE FROM AN APPALLED OBSERVER: > >Today I went to visit the new World War II Memorial in Washington, DC ! >I got an unexpected history lesson. Because I'm a baby boomer, I was one >of the youngest in the crowd Most were the age of my parents, Veterans of >"the greatest war," with their families. It was a beautiful day, and >people were smiling and happy to be there. Hundreds of us milled around >the memorial, reading the inspiring words of Eisenhower and Truman that are >engraved there. > >On the Pacific side of the memorial, a group of us gathered to read the >words President Roosevelt used to announce the attack on Pearl Harbor: > >" Yesterd

Thoughts
So what's up with that? Ya go to rate someone and BAM....ERROR you've reached your daily limit of rates? How does that work and why would you want to stop someone from rating other people? The world's gone mad!!

Funnies
A very ugly woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids. The Wal-Mart greeter asks, "Are they twins?" The ugly woman says, "No, he's 9 and she's 7. Why? Do you think they really look alike?" "No," replies the greeter. "I just can't believe you got laid twice." A rich North Carolina man had a party and invited all his neighbors, including Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating and flirting with all the women. The host said, "I have a 10-foot long man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool. Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Finally, Leroy slowly climbed out of the pool. Everybody was just staring at him in disbeli

September 11th
Keep this Going! If I get this 100 times, I will continue to forward it to others in the hopes that they will do the same. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. KEEP THIS GOING PLEASE I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! had draped a coffin. O