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My New Life
My fiance and my son and I went to see the transformer movie it rocked I can't wait for it to come out on dvd!!!! Well shortly my old life will be ending and I will be creating a new one with the man of my dreams and the man in my life. We have only been waiting almost 4 years now to get married. I am so excited that I can't wait for this divorce to be over with. So YAY ME....life will be grand and the kids are very happy about it as well. They say I get a new daddy that will love me and care about me....pretty sad when the children call their father a sperm donor. So we will all have some closure in our life and I feel wonderful about it!

One Year Wedding Anniversary....
Sunday, May 20, 2007 my one year wedding anniversary...... Current mood: happy Today is my one year wedding anniversary. One year. Wow. Honestly this year has been great and not so great. But, we can't be perfect all throughout the year, its just not possible.................................................. I look at my husband now, and I still think to myself he is one of the greatest people I may have ever come into contact with through my exsistence right now. I couldn't ask for a better mate, and friend. But like I aid by no means are either one of us perfect. there have been some pretty rough times, even before we were married, and there are still so many trials and tribulations now, but i wouldnt trade any of the times we have shared together. None of it. Through think and thin, here we still are. I remember the day he looked on our weddding day, and it almost brought tears to my eyes, when he was the one actually balling the whole time. He could barely do are

Starting Pre-school
Amy's first day of pre-school..... Current mood: accomplished Today was Amy's first day of pre-school over at the Early Learners center here next to NJC. I was a little nervous at first, but once we got inside the building, that eased up some. I think I was more anxious then she was. Aamy got right to business pretty much after we arrived. I stayed there for about 20 mins as well just to see if there were going to be any problems....there was already one little boy there, and they seemed to get along just fine.... It justs seems like yesterday I brought her home from the hospital though. Its truly amazing how much time can really go by almost unnoticed really. We get so busy living our day to day lives to even realize that one day our children will leave us, just as we did the same to our parents. You spend all the time in the world teaching them to be people, and how to react to the world, almost forgetting we all leave each other one day. I think about all the things A

What Cruel Love
I dont think things will work out with the one that i love. i wish things would i wish she would give me a chance to prove myself again once i have less stress worring about our fincial problems. but then agian i feel i need to move on cause i dont think she would ever love me again the way she use to. i miss her and love her so much more then she really knows. but you know if not being with me makes her happy i hope someone comes along thats can take care of her as good as i did. maybe she'll realize that there is no one like me and as good of a person i tried to be and come to her senses but i hope she does before its becomes to late. I don't know what to do? I've been seeing this girl for about a year. We live about 30 miles apart. She has a 2 almost 3 year old daughter the i love and try to treat her as if she was my own. i have no kids. me and her have been together almost a year in october. start out a great relationship till one day she said after 5 months together she needs spa

Baby Kaleb!!!
Everyday children all over the world have to fight for their lives due to circumstances out of their control. This little boy for instance needs all the prayers he can get! He is fighting that fight everyday to stay here on earth and be with his mommy and daddy! Kaleb is only 6 1/2 months old and is spending this ever so precious time of his life in the hospital fighting for it! Please watch this and Remember Baby Kaleb, Just think this could be your child..... Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos

Why?
My soul is alight with your infinitude of stars. Your world has broken upon me like a flood. The flowers of your garden blossom in my body. The joy of life that is everywhere burns like an incense in my heart. And the breath of all things plays on my life as on a pipe of reeds. Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Please let this pain end," you may agree..you may d

I Don't Get It.....
Why is it that only guys comment on my page? I am straight, but I would like it if girls commented as well. I mean, if I was ever in a bar in real life, i would probably be more likely to talk to girls cause im too shy around guys, especially really good looking ones, lol. so i hope that i can make more friends and get more comments on here, from both guys AND girls. thanks! :-)

Mussings
I posted this in my MS ... at 6:10 AM .. I am still teary eyed .... Current mood: teary Oh my God... I woke up at 5:38 to screams and no they were not my own. I waited thinking that it was a dream because there was a pause and then over and over again i heard screams with less intensity. To call 911 or not ... hmmm. I know exactly where it is coming from and who it is. and for a moment all I can think of is that the girl next door (who has a baby) may be getting hurt by her husband since they have had problems before (i.e. fighting and he has hit her [per her]). Ok i call 911 ... ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring (did i just hit re-dial and call Wendy). Nope, 911 operator is now on the line. Give name. address, issue, etc and then hang up. Well now there is no way i can get back to sleep and unfortunately my brain is taken back to childhood to several moments in time for both my self and my mom. Let me tell you no one called 911 then especially when i screa

Homemade Porn, Do's And Don't's
It's as American as apple pie, and the reason 90 percent of all polaroid cameras have ever sold. Homemade porn is a great way to keep things fun, it's also a great way to remind yourself to go to the gym. Since everyone's homemade porn ends up being publicly consumed, let's get some pointers out there to make the product at least viewable. Invariably, people don't put any thought into the production value of it, so here are some do's and don'ts regarding your homemade porn. 10. Only do it if you're into it, bad attitude or reluctance shows up on film or pictures faster than anything else. Attitude = Sexy 9. Accentuate the positive. Girlfriend have great tits and no ass? No pics of the ass needed, or cover it up. 8. Guys, less is more, trust me. You don't want your pictures or tape to look like a gynecological textbook, that's not sexy. Girlfriend feel sexier in panties and topless? Do that instead of some awkward spread eagle thing you saw in Penthouse. 7. L

Remembering...
A Swarthily Handsome Devil DATE: 15 Feb 2007, 10:01 pm I never would have believed I could survive without him. When I held him in my arms and watched him breathe his last breath, I thought that would be the hardest thing I'd ever do in this life. But I was wrong. Living without him has turned out to be so much harder. It doesn't feel like a year has passed since the light went out of my life, and the taste of food went with him. The reason it's called heartache is because it really is a physical pain in the heart. It seems like only yesterday Gus and I were at Bank One Ballpark in Phoenix, in our season ticket seats that he surprised me with, watching our favorite Arizona Diamondback Luis Gonzalez playing left field, cheering him on together and laughing. Gus was The Sunshine Of My Life and my memories of him and his love for me are all that has sustained me through these long lonely months without him. I dreaded the first anniversary of his death much like I dreaded l

Zyndell's Voice
Life is confusing right now. I am trying to deal with a new living arrangement. I have roommates now instead of my grandma. Its definitely different. I am hoping to meet more people and find someone special to spend time with. One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the

Just Thought I Would Say Sumthing In Here..
Just thought I would say something in here, I went to the NHRA Summer Nationals Finals on 6-3-07 and it was a blast. I watched, and took pics of the first elimination round then after I went to the pits to check them out. I was at the Lucas Oil booth & one of the people that was running it gave me a paper to get a pit pass at Brandon Bernstein's Budweiser Top Fuel Dragster pit area & was fed lasagna, pasta salad, baked beans, and choice of drinks between beer & soft drinks so to me that was well worth the price of the ticket... And to top it all off, Brandon made it to the final round and won it. Now a little about me to all who want to read on, Im 37, overweight, Daddy to 3 daughters that will kill me a slow painful death but we all have to go sometime, just quicker than others it seems like, Im a corrections officer for the State of Misery for the time being, ready to get back to getting off work when its afternoon to be with the kids more they are getting to the age now where daddy

Motor Cycle
I just got my motor cycle licence! I have never ridden before so it was pretty tough for me. Grwoing up my brothers never had motor cycles so I had to take a class. I passed today! Now i need to buy a bike. what should I buy???

Dirty Little Secrets
Not only are these guys part of my dirty little secrets, but fantastic people to know. This is my way of sharing these great men of CT with everyone who hasn't had the satisfaction of meeting them yet. Each and everyone one of these awesome guys means something special to me and have been there when i've needed them. Would love ya'll to repost this as well. Thanks and much luv, Jackie Boone, Plz sign my guestbook@ CherryTAP blueyedevil81@ CherryTAP RECONDOC _DSC_ eXtreme X (resident comedian){ Security guilty pleasures lounge}@ CherryTAP Hoss@ CherryTAP thrdlife4me@ CherryTAP AllDay4Play@ CherryTAP SWM30Tampa@ CherryTAP justgeo@ CherryTAP buttluster@ CherryTAP DirtyWhiteBoy@ CherryTAP JAK~Fae

About Me
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Random Thoughts...
I've returned and well miss or missed a lot of you. Drop by if you haven't left. Real life too over and well that was more of a priority. :) As of 11/14/09, I finally leveled to Godfather. So I'm posting this blog to see how long it will take me to reach the next stage here on Fubar. Fuking was bad enough and well most people around here would agree. What in the world, am I doing this for? Well you guessed it and I posted it. Wasn't too sure where to post such a thing, without being annoying. Feel free to post your midget status here also. Thanks for viewing, have a good one. - Black Knight

My Nasty Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........

Support Help
HOW TO CHANGE YOUR CURRENT PAGE IN ORDER TO USE THE AWAY/ONLINE MESSAGE OR-- TO CHANGE YOUR HOME PAGE STYLE 1) Go to the gray tool bar to the white lettered link MY 2) then choose PROFILE 3) which will bring you to your account setting page 4) Now look on the right hand side and slide down the list until you find the link, HOME PAGE STYLE 5) You will have three choices: Newbie , Original, or Power 6) Choose: ORIGINAL 7) Then go to the bottom of the page and type in your PASSWORD and then click SUBMIT for your choice to take place. 8) Go to your homepage, and you will find the online/away message setup under your name There is a glitch that shows 0 members in a lounge when there are more than that in the lounge. Not all lounges have this happen, the fubar crew is working to fix this for those it does happen to. While it has NOT been completely figured out why this happens to only some lounges, the crew believes that it may have something to do with

Favorite T.v. Shows
I\'d Like to Know What my friends and families favorite t.v. shows are:: please no porn or anything like that...please add your name and a list of your favorite t.v. shows..... my favorite t.v. shows are 1.supernatural 2.desperate housewives 3.smallville 4.all of the c.s.i.\'s 5.law and order svu and criminal intent 6.criss angel 7.heroes 8.niptuck 9.the dead zone 10.dog the bounty hunter

A Pirate's Journal
6/18/07 I can still feel you here But even your presence says goodbye This ghost begins to disappear And I must live with the reason why Found everything I ever needed When it was already gone I am battered, broken and beaten I have nothing to rest my hope upon What have I done? I've lost my all The final act has begun I dont want to answer the curtain call I cannot stop these sorrows that resurrect I face them eye to eye every day Eternal torment is what I expect Everything is lost to me anyway So stab me again, drive another nail in Crucify my heart, please, so it will end Let the cold heartedness be who I am Because I know I'll never find love again Crucify my heart, I'm on my knees Please God, let it be Let its sacrific save me please Please God make this end for me 3/28/07 Passion pours out into this simple ink pen The only way I can express what I keep within I dont think Ive ever written a poem I can end I ju

Stories
I had been giving you lessons on using the internet and typing skills and you were becoming very good at it. You were almost addicted. Like a kid with a new toy. Late one night you were playing Outwar and the character I had created for you and you had been in there for hours. You butt was almost molded to the chair. Try as you may you just couldn’t get up you were having too much fun. As you accepted the newest quest in your journey, something fell over your eyes. You could feel it being tied behind your head, as you tried to protest a voice in your ear softly whispered…”Now don’t fight and be a good boy”. The hair all over your body stood up as the mouth issuing that breath gently grazed your neck. Your arms were lifted above your head and your shirt removed. Exposing your chest, back, shoulders, and stomach to the cool air coming from the A/C unit in the window. Goose bumps jumped up all over your body. Whether they were from anticipation of things to come

Writings
Sitting here in the lightI feel so exposedEveryone can see itEveryone knowsThey see the darkness That lurks inside meThe pain and the aguishThat longs to be freeIt can’t be containedUnder the thin layer of skinThat is where it allSlowly beginsPressing cold bladesAnd sliding them acrossYou begin to feel betterAll the emotion is lostAll the skin slowly opensYou see droplets formThis is who you’ve becomeThis is the normIt’s much easier hereWhere pain can’t keep holdThe tears and the sadnessHave grown so oldTired of cryingTired of existing on this plainMakes the blood comeAnd start to fall like rainDrenching your soulCovering everything elseMaking it disappearYou get back to being yourself Anger, rage, betrayal.Fear, pain, emptiness.All these things trapped insidePulling me into a dark abyss.The dark is so coldSo enveloping, so vastIt pulls you in closeThese feelings won't pass.Part of you wants To run into the lightGet into the warmthDo what others say is rightBut you like it h

Pie
I have a crush on &hearts dj trish listen to her in the morning! to all the ct world, bomb the hell out of trishie pie, she is lonely and in need of love! (insert evil laughter here) there is this gal named trishie pie, manic depression, bi-polar you name it, show her all the love you can,(it may bring her back) thanks and god bless :)

Just To Let You All Know
Heres a good one, I wonder if he came up with this all on his own or did he have help.. ->pkaman2k3: why are you done sucking on it? pkaman2k3: looking for something big and hard some guys don't have a clue !!!!!!!!! pkaman2k3@ CherryTAP

Illness
I have not been around for a while because I have been very ill. I cannot keep down food or water and I now have an appointment tomorrow to have a port put in my arm for fluids. Not a pretty site. I hate being so weak I have to sit in the shower instead of stand. Please Goddess give me the strength to get through this summer with my sanity still intact. I have court on friday for an unpaid no insurance ticket. I know the judge and I know it will be dismissed it just finding the energy between now and then to be there. Okay, facts on my Illness for the curious. Current mood: bouncy Category: Life Common Variable Immunodeficiency (CVID) Most of us are no strangers to infections. Just about everybody has had colds and coughs and infected cuts, the flu or chicken pox. Some people have had first-hand experience with infections that are even more seriouspneumonia and meningitis. Usually, we expect to recover quickly from an infection. We count on our bodys immune de

Attention
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Native American Poems
If I have left a memory, and my name is called, do not weep, For i am with you in full spirit, I do not sleep. Dancing with the eternal winds that blow, i am the diamond glint in the fresh autumn snow. When gentle sunlight dancing on ripened grain field, Or a warm autumn rain that deep in your heart you felt. When you awaken in the morning silent hush, let me be your swift uplifing rush. Like a quiet bird in high circling flight, And the warmth of a soft summer night. Do not think of our days lost, with tears that cared But remember our joys and all the love we shared. The years past has made a mark deep into my soul, I have been taught to be graceful turning old. I have no regrets for the life i have lived or what i have done. I put myself equal to others, but second to none, And always holding the great spirit as nimber one... Cherokee Rose ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She goes by the name of Cherokee Rose. A symbo

Just Because ........
A young lady got into a terrible car accident. Her face was burned terribly. The doctors couldn't use any skin on her body to graft onto her face for reconstructive surgery. As a result, her husband offered the skin off his butt for the surgery. She had the surgery and was as beautiful after as she was before the surgery. One night she and her husband were watching TV when she broke down crying. "What's the matter?" her husband asked. She said "I can't believe you did this for me." Her husband hugged her and replied, "Don't worry about it, I love you, and I'd do anything for you." But how will I ever repay you?" she asked. With which he replied, "You don't need to repay me, you wouldn't believe the satisfaction I get every time I see your mom kiss you on the cheek." Jack and his friends were playing golf one Saturday. As they are getting ready to tee off, a guy walks up and asks if he can join them. The friends look at each other, look at the guy and say, "

Sex
1.) How many times a day would you hug me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me?" 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would we just chill togethe

Jokes
17. "I finished the Oreo's." 16. "Not to imply anything, but I don't think the kid weighs forty pounds." 15. "Y'know, looking at her, you'd never guess that Pamela Lee had a baby." 14. "I sure hope your thighs aren't gonna stay that flabby forever." 13. "Well, couldn't they induce labor? The 25th is the SuperBowl." 12. "Darned if you ain't about five pounds away from a surprise visit from that Richard Simmons fella." 11. "Fred at the office passed a stone the size of a pea. Boy, that's gotta hurt." 10. "Whoa! For a minute there, I thought I woke up next to Willard Scott!" 9. "I'm jealous. Why can't men experience the joy of childbirth?" 8. "Are your ankles supposed to look like that?" 7. "Get your *own* ice cream." 6. "Geez, you're awfully puffy looking today." 5. "Got milk?" 4. "Maybe we should name the baby after my secretary, Tawney." 3. "Man! That rose tattoo on your hip is the size of Madagascar!" 2. "Retaining water ? Ye

Essays And Articles
Dominating the strong... Those not into the BDSM lifestyle are generally referred to as "vanilla". This phrase was coined, I imagine, to state the very bland, singular "tastes" of those not in the BDSM lifesyle. We in the lifestyle usually think ourselves to be more "flavorful" and diverse than our "vanilla" counterparts. For those who do not understand BDSM, you may find My analogies to be offensive. A slave is little more than a piece of property. Just as a car or a television serve and entertain a person, so does a submissive or slave. There are those in this lifestyle who treat a sub/slave with the same regard as an inanimate piece of property. I certainly understand this thought process: BUT WHOLEHEARTEDLY DISAGREE WITH IT. This is where I begin to offend those not accustomed to our lifestyle. I see a sub/slave as more akin to a dog. You see, a television, appliance or furniture makes for a TERRIBLE companion. A dog, on the other hand, provides feedback and reaction

New Music......
Those of you that know me know im a music head to the utmost.... I spend alot of my freetime searching the web for dope shit to listen to, and im pretty good at it for the most part. Friends send me links to new projects pretty often.... And to return the favor I do my best to let as many of my friends know about it too....Sooooo

Don't Sing The Blues
Don't sing the blues when things go bad, Try to remember all the good you've has, Things won't always go your way, Look through the mist on a rsiny day, Sunshine will come after the rain, As healing follows unbearable pain. Lets your smile be the sun to break clouds aways, Your smile can still shine if it rains all day.

Whats Ur Brain Size?
You have a sexual IQ of 119 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Amusing Stuff
My name is Tania Derveaux... I am the leading NEE party senate candidate in Belgium. And due to popular demand, I will give 40,000 blowjobs to anyone who requests one on this page. It started with our response to incredible claims that were made by other parties in Belgium, several parties promised new job opportunities in ridiculous amounts. We responded with a parody campaign for which I posed naked and promised our voters 400.000 new jobs. This national campaign resulted in international media attention and I received hundreds of e-mails asking for 400,000 blowjobs. If this would get us even more media attention, I'm willing to give 40,000 blowjobs to make the statement. According to my planning this would take me 500 days to tour around the world, visiting all the ones who signed up for a blowjob on this page, giving 80 blowjobs per day. So the offer is limited, sign up while you still can. update: Click here if you would like me to give you blowjob.

I Need Your Opinion...
What would you think of a Pro. Fight promotion that contacted a fighter (via management) and asked that fighter to Drop 20 pounds and take a fight for them. They promise this fighter not only a fight but the MAIN EVENT. This fighter busts his ass and drops 20 pounds in 2 weeks to take the fight as he was asked and then gets told by the promoter that his 3rd op. is injured and not only is he not going to be in the Main Event anymore, he isn't going to be on the card at all. This fighter isn't even offered so much as tickets to the fight, much less his show fee, even tho he is ready willing and able to fight. The promotion can't even post a bulletin saying what happened, they just leave him hangin there to look like an asshole to his sponsors, friends and family. His manager won't do anything to help him because she has mananged to get herself a nice deal with the promotion while she was supposed to be looking out for the fighter. Does anyone out there think this is fair??? Is this the w

Perfect Boyfriend
True Boyfriend would: • Love you even when he isn't liking you at the moment* • Give you a card or send flowers just to say he loves you* • Hold your hair after you've drank to much* • Run his fingers through your hair when you have your head on his chest* • Compliment you even when your sick and look sick* • Give you his coat/shirt when he sees your goose bumps**** • Never give up on the relationship, always try talking and working things out* • Tell her she is important and there is more to her then sex**** • Lift her chin, look into her eyes, softly touch her face as you get closer and your lips meet with hers under a blanket of stars* • and,when she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is..."who's ass am i beating today?" **** guys forward as : i'd be this boyfriend. girls forward as : a perfect boyfriend. if you don`t forward this in four minutes you will lose the one you love. if you do forward this in the next four minutes the

Womens Dream Team
Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Why not spend the rest of your life as your own boss. You decide when to get up in the mornings, when to work and when to play. It is possible to do exactly that! Work from home with your own home business, set your own hours and work with other women just like you! That is what we were looking for when we found the Women’s Dream Team - a group of women helping and empowering other women to be their best! The Women’s Dream Team is an online community of women who desired to get more out of life with the flexibility to have time for leisure and most importantly, family. We offer a professional, corporate-like home-based opportunity to earn part time to full time income. Through our online training system and support you can't help but to achieve your goals. It doesn't matter where you begin, only where you finish. The most important thing is that you can work from home and be with your family. With our support an online training,

Al Roker's Comments About Epilepsy On The Today Show
Check Out His Comments Here: http://uploadfile2.putfile.com/getfile/11815h56ca-399slash6-dd386705video9hslash99sslash16108165224.wav Then Listen To His Weak Attempt At Saying Sorry Here: http://media.putfile.com/Al-Roker-Apologizes-for-Epilepsy-Jokes-on-TODAY-show In case you missed last Thursday's (June 7th) TODAY show on NBC, during which Al Roker made what some might call 'inappropriate' comments about epilepsy and the 2012 Olympic logo, you might want to check out the following link: June 7th, 2007 - Al Roker's Comments About Epilepsy and the Olympic Logo OK, now keep in mind that Al was one of the more outspoken people in the media to come out against Don Imus for HIS little slip-of-the-lip...a slip that ultimately got him fired from HIS job at MSNBC. Now, listen to this: June 8th, 2007 - Al Roker Apologizes for his comments If you feel that you would like to comment on this, you can Email the TODAY show at today@msnbc.com. You can also CALL the NBC swit

How Freaky R U In Bed? -- I Got A 60
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARI

Geekette's Thoughts On Sex
Why Geeks Make Good Lovers One of the Universal Truths that lie just beyond the fabric of modern society is the axiom that geeks, along with nerds and other peoples who overinvest in intelligence but boast underdeveloped social skills, make the best lovers. Once people realize this, the sexual revolution that will sweep through western culture will make the seventies look like the fifties, and I’m not talking about wider pants. The reasons why geeks are unparalleled as lovers are simple and many: Geeks don’t sleep around Geeks, through their higher IQ and therefore greater understanding of the tragedy of human condition, know that the dice only seem to have more sides on the other side of the table. Hence, they instinctively stay loyal to their lovers through thick and thin. Their social skills are also not well developed enough to support an affair, and frankly, geeks generally aren’t quite sure how they ended up with the lover they have attracted. When you date a geek, you k

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy. after years of experience. 1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't te

Stuff
so here i am, at 3 am. can't sleep. I broke up with him for a myriad of reasons, all justifiable. he lied. he got his mom to lie to me, twice, and i caught them. I think about our baby, and how i'm going to have another child, without a dad around. It's probably better this way, who needs a dad that's a habitual liar? one that is only around once a week for a couple hours, only to get what he wants and leave? He used me for sex and what i could buy him. He lied to me about where he was and what he was doing, just so he wouldnt' have to spend time with me. and yet i have guilt issues. I am the one that dumped him. for all that he's done wrong, i love him. I love him the way he was, before he found out we were going to have a child. I never dumped anyone before, and it feels like all this is my fault. I was hoping he'd wake up, and be the one i fell in love with. He said he was going to call me today, even after i ended it.. suprise suprise he never did, as usual. you'd think he'd

The Chronicles Of The Rock N Roll Rebel
Well, usually I can get myself through shit like this. This time I can't. My two best friends turned against me. Now they are estranged from me. I miss them so fucking much. We were all friends for 2 years and we became a "supergroup". We dominated our problems together. Now we are "enemies". Rare moment here, please give me advice.

Love
From Friends To Lovers by Joe Vieira Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

Low Ratings On Your Profile
Sometimes when you go to rate someone's profile and go to click 10 and the page shifts and we notice it and the rating it logged was like a 4 or a 6 because the page shifted, and you go back and click 10 to correct it then get all embarrassed...we have all dont it and had it done to use. SOmetimes we obviously don't even notice it happened and leave the page and the person thinks we rated them a 3. LOL. Well I use to always make sure it took the rating I MEANT to left. But several times in the last few days I have gone to people's pages that are on ym friends list to rate pics or whatever and scroll over to see if I had left them a 10 or an 11...and I have found 3 so far that were at less than a 10. I never rate (or intend to) less than a 10. But I have corrected the ones I found. If any of you ever remember getting rated at less than a 10 by me, please send me a message and let me know so I can correct it. If I did I didn't mean to. But there is no way for me to remember or go back an

Welcome To The Life Of Me...
Let me be so dead and gone, So far away from life… Close my eyes, hold me tight, And bury me deep inside your heart… At the end of every week, each of us becomes a freak. Tonight the DJ makes us move, under the sweat drops from the roof. Each time you let the base beat hard, To know we all spend now apart. Just activate your energy, Lets sing the song and come with me. The speaker system brings the sound, And light effects are spinngin round. All the people on the floor, They shake their bodies, And they cry for more. Never let this feeling go, And let the music take control. Forget your problems and be free, Enjoy this moment, come with me! note:I didn't write this, but I love it and I have used it in some art work of my own. Try me once, and I might let you go. But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. I'll be in your thoughts, I'll control your mind. I'll own you compleatly, you will be mine. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do. But you came to me, not I t

Wonderings
I get bored and take the trip through CT land and I come across pic's of middle finger and I just have to say why! What is the point? I just don't understand maybe I am just a prude LOL really I am not a prude I just don't understand the mystery of the middle finger! Well thats it for now Angie

All About Me
hi im tamye 26yr old swf,ive got 3 awsome kids. i luv power,adrenaline rushes, 6 tatts,my nose,tounge & ears pierced.i like strong minded & beautiful men,i like country boys,but im not picky. i luv meeting new people,i'm a fan of nascar & john deere.i hope to hear from yall soon.god bless.

How 2 Piss Off A Cop!!!
1) When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, officer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3) When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4) If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer doesn't go that high. 5) Touch him. 6) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 7) Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 8) Refer to him by his first name. 9) Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 10) When he says no, cry. 11) If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 12) If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 13) If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 14) When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 15) When he puts handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy me dinner first" 16) Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, cause you don't like

A Friendship Poem
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Dining At The Y.
Why are So Many Teens Dining at the Y? Current mood: curious I was asked recently why I thought so may young ladies, let's say 14-21 years of age are becoming Lesbians or Bisexuals? First of all the numbers have not changed that much, what has changed is that they guilt and shame that once forced tham to hide is beginning to go away. Some of it is a result of a new permissiveness in our community, and the stigma has been a little less severe for Lesbian and Bisexual women than for Gay or Bi men. Some is a fad and some is curiousity, but mostly it's a slightly misdirected form of bonding. We don't teach teen girls how to be successful friends and allies so some jump to that next level. About 1/2 of the "Baby Dykes" and "Baby Bi's" are not in it for the long haul, for the rest, they are just finding out who they really are. I'd like to know if you agree, disagree or have wisdom to share?

Battle's Blog
I'm Looking for this CD called ABRASIVE by Puddle Of Mudd. If you can find it or get it. Leave me a note. You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.What's Your Celtic Horoscope? What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say. - Justin Hutchins -

Thoughts
cuz, i pissed a juggalo off cuz i dint wanan just be a fuck budy to him and that he flirted alot and now idk wtf to do, im acually crying and dnt normally cry, he made me feel ike some sort of lil hoe bag bitch idk wtf to think anymore, im in love but he hates me and is playing me, im so hurt and cinfused i love you is a 4 letter word...so is bullshit. ppl say love hurts...did it hurt when i cut his dick off? yup, love os awesome, espaicall when i sparypainted on his fav 89 covete hope the pussy was worth it and ;last but not least SIZE SO FUCKIN MATTERS!!! AND IF LOVES NOT A GAME WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PLAYERS?????

The Butcher, St. John (poem)
The Butcher, St. John Speak not the name of the butcher St. John, You'll wake in the morning and your limbs will be gone. Ground into hamburger, made into meat, Pressed into sausages, spicy and sweet. Many people still come to buy of his wares, He's allmost allways sold out, but nobody cares. Though expensive, for the taste, the price can't be beat. Too bad nobody knows what he puts in his meat. He's carefull and picky, worse than misers with gold, He knows just by looking, which ones to serve cold. The plump ones are juicy, the skinny ones firm, The young ones are allways served ground up with worm. Bloody and cold are the ways of his mind, And he smiles as he cuts his next meal, you will find. So please lock your doors, and leave the lights on, And don't even speak of the butcher St. John.

Cherry Cola
I walk in to this new place new styles and definatly a new face looking for new fun to embrace im off on my own pace fast or slow i do not know i do not know where ill go on this thing and who ill meet but as drunk as i can get ill stay on my feet so to welcome myself to this blog bar porn nice to meet you feel free to toot my horn i can not lie i must abide to my true feelings i feel inside. but i will make you laugh...

If It Didn't Happen, Then Why Can I Remember It?(poem)
If It Didn't Happen, Then Why Can I Remember It? Demons fill the night, lauging light and the light burns in my head. Screaming out to me calling me, from the dead. Symphony of pain, yet again, and blood spatters angry red, against the pristine white skin of the lamb. Things born inside of me, fuzzy dream? Visions from the deepest hell, hazy memory? but blood leaves stains, rotting smells. This room smells of sweat and fear, i was here, look around and things remind never dig too deep, afraid of what i will find. Echoes bouncing down the halls, and off of walls. but begging cries fall on deaf ears. Too real to be dreams. and lucid dream state ever nears.

I Am He Who Walks The Rows (filthy Lover) (short Essay))
I Am He Who Walks The Rows. (Filthy Lover) I am He Who Walks The Rows. I am your filth and your depravity. Hidden in shadows and denial, I am the things you try to forget when you look in the mirror. When you have finally convinced yourself that you have forgotten about me, i will find you in the moments right before you fall asleep. My malignant sting lasts even as the years pass. If only you could forget the way that I taste..... I am He Who Walks The Rows. Bathed in shame and loathing, I am an unwanted abonation of your own unwitting, selfish creation. You have locked me deep down here so that I rot, with all the other things you have locked away and hidden..........hoping to forget. Only I remember that you once loved me. Few people can live knowing who they truly are inside........And they hate me because I am the one holding the mirror.

The Loss (poem)
The Loss I know of a life changing fact, that's really quite fantastic. We're slowly losing all of our flesh, and turning into plastic. We think we know the things we feel, and go about our day. Never thinking twice about pain caused by the things we do and say. They things lie deep within us all, Things we hide from even ourselves. These feelings change the look of our souls, kept and collected in jars on our shelves Angry, infected with pus, a would inside us there does lay. From the fire that died deep inside of us Because we locked it so safely away. The darkness is here to stay. And the world has gone grey and cold. Still we fail to see the life we've given away And the things that we've really sold.

Of Danielle... (poem)
Of Danielle... was written the summer before last summer. It is a poem about conflict in infidelity, i'm trying to make people feel how torn one can be by both being in desperate love with somebody, and not wanting to be the "other party". Of Danielle... Chaste not caress of loving hands, and act this very day. Then bow to passions sweet demands, lest treasures slip away. Fear not betrayals you've been through, lies told to hide desire, but let this thing take hold of you, consume you like a fire. What sweeter torture could we take than to let love grow in vain? Then what sweeter love could we then make, but to consumate the pain? Some play it safe, some twist the rules, some throw up walls of stone. I'd rather be laughed at by fools, than die bitter and alone.

Will You Suffer? (short Essay)
will you suffer? there does come in one's life, and sometimes many times in ones life, when the moralistic fiber of ones being shall be called into question. when in these times of doubt and pain, ones integrety shall be either glorified or shamed, depending on both the point of view and the preconceptions of the one that has taken it upon themselves to do the judging. the question that bears foremost in my mind is specifically what qualifies these harbingers of societys will to do so? have not we all stumbled on our path to glory at one time or another? have not we all, in either a moment of weakness or manic glory, given into our most carnal of needs or voilent of desires? what makes a brave man is not the lack of doubt or fear, but the strenth of conviction to plunge foreward despite these feelings screaming out to us. the ability to do what we know is right, what we know we MUST do is not a trait, it is one of the truest of virtues. while traits are something we are born with,

Misty Dawn's Blogs!
Life this past weekend has been pretty rough. Connor, my youngest nephew is in the hospital. He couldn't keep anything down and he had not eaten for three days so we took him to Cooks on Friday. They did a whole battery of tests to figure out what was wrong with him. One of the tests was a spinal tap to check for menengites (sp) well they didn't follow procedure and they may have done nerve damage. He cannot stand or walk. He has feeling in his feet though. Well, on Saturday they figured out what was wrong with him, he had an infectious tapeworm in his stomach, they did think it was amazing that the tapeworm was in his stomach they "never" go into the stomach only the intestines. I have been trying to keep Ethan in good spirits but he don't understand why his momma and brother have to be in the hospital. Well, I guess thats about it. I guess what paines me the most is that daddy went out and played poker last night, didn't go and see the baby or my sister at all yesterday. I just ca

*77 On Your Cell Phone
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

New Club In Riverside
There is a new club opening up tomarrow night Tues. it is called Klub Foundation. It is a goth,Industrial, EBM, etc. club. it is located in the University Village, building 1201 @ the Ville Itallian Resturant next to the movie theatre. Admission is FREE!!!!! Hope to see you all there!

Confused
So yeah, I'm so frikin bored!!!!!!!!! I want to party, but the clubs arn't open. I need some alcohol and some good music to dance to. I need to party it up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, so this is my first blog. I pretty much just can't figure anything out. Though I know how to check my mail and do this. Other than a few minor things, thats about all I can do. I feel that this will take me a bit of time to figure out. I'm sure once I do, i'll be fine. Well I must go for I am cooking food. Haha. Later!

Lilbit's Blogs
I guess I'm just having one of those days. Woke up this morning, alone, listening to the rain fall and wondering what the day would bring. Almost wishing I had to work today just so I'd have something to do other than chores around the house and thinking about...well, lots of things. Trying to get things ready for the weekend even though the plans you have are not exactly the ones you'd hoped for...Anyways...Like I said, I guess it's just one of those days! Hello everyone! Well...I was going to add some pics to my ct but my phone sucks!!! Everytime I try to take a pic and think it looks good enough to put on here it ends up blurry. I am not going to give up though, I will have more pics of me, current ones even posted on here soon!

The View Of A Soul
MY GIRLFRIENDS GOD SON GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.HE WAS SEVEN,TOO YOUNG.I DIDNT KNOW HIM OR HIS MOTHER BUT I KNOW MY GIRL NEEDS SUPPORT TOO. SO SHOULD I GO WITH HER TO THE FUNERAL OR LET HER GO BY HERSELF. I WANT TO GO TO SHOW HER SUPPORT AND HELP HER THROUGH IT. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I SEE THE SAME AS YOU DO I LEARN AS YOU DO I BREATHE AS YOU DO I LIVE AS YOU DO WHY DO YOU JUDGE WHY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO HIDE WHAT DO YOU RUN FROM WHAT STARES AT YOU FROM INSIDE WHAT LERKS BEHIND EVERY CORNER WATCHING AND WAITING FOR YOU WHAT SCARES YOU TO THE POINT OF THE JUDGING INSECURITY, NO COFIDENCE IN YOUR SELF, LACK OF SELF ESTEEM, OR IS IT THE URNING YOU HIDE, TO FIT IN, TO BE ACCEPTED, TO FEEL LOVED, ALL THE LIES YOU FEED TO YOUR MIND WE ALL BREATHE THE SAME AIR, WE ALL EXIST TOGETHER, WE ARE, WHAT IS DESTROYING HUMANITY US AS A WHOLE, NONE ARE SINGLED OUT SO IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO JUDGE

There's A New Sherriff In Town!
Ok, so this is my first blog entry here on the tap. I first want to assure all of my adoring fans and fans-to-be that I have more pics on the way! I don't have much of anything exciting to say, but I needed to get the ball rolling. This space will soon be filled with lots of juicy and exciting things, so just bear with me. This enrty was really just a show of good faithmore than anything...proof that I will show up here from time to time. Well kiddies... Tune in next week...same Bat time, same Bat channel! Ok, So I just wrote for like 30 goddamn minutes in this stupid thing, then net explorer booted me and all was lost. I dont even care enough to type it all over. So..A NEW RANT! I spent like a solid hour spacing out in front of my computer today at work (your tax dollars in action, I work for the state. I had this really awewsome daydream where my room mate walks in on me and my bf in the midst of the deed and at first we don't notice him...so he just stands to the side an

The Blog Of Me
I am so new here it actually hurts.lol It's different and new and I like it but it is kind of intimidating. It seems like everyone knows what they're doing. I guess I'll have to just lurk around for awhile and figure it all out. I figured your supposed to give a lot of love which I think is just stopping by and leaving comments or rating their page? Not sure really...hmmm, have to do some more browsing...

Carowinds
I drove all the way back, even though I almost fell asleep while I was in the middle of two 18-wheelers. haha. We had fun. :] But then it started raining, hard. So, eventually, we left. But it was still gooood. :] Tomorrow morning, my friend Cherie and I are going to Carowinds. She has never been.. so it's gonna be fun. And yeah. School's out. Thank God. I needed a break from all that bullshit drama. And now I'm happy. :]

Some Good Questions
Can you cry underwater? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only "a penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person goes to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in the boat? If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from? Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle L

Stuff!!
Over 800 cowboys hold a Professional Bull Rider membership. They are a diverse group with different backgrounds, origins, and personalities but all sharing the same goal…to ride a bull! But not just any bull. They strive to conquer the rankest bulls in the world and everyone knows you'll only find them at the PBR! It is the one place where each ride is a true test of man versus beast. Riders hail from vast parts of the world including: USA, Australia, Canada and Brazil. These cowboys have grown up in areas ranging from inner cities to farms and ranches. Their determination and will to succeed sets them apart from others. This sport is daring and dangerous; which requires a true competitor and driven athlete. In addition to the non-stop action, the unique team of bull riders keeps the sport going strong while making every second count! In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from

Countdown
Well, last night was amusing. After the recietal of all the students who participated in group activities, a metric fuckton of us went to Centre-VIlle for a really cool concert. Then we went to Tour à Bière (and all my drinks were bought for me thank you very much!) and after that (read:2am) we went to go get some food. Well the place just down the road had closed like 5 minutes before so we ended up following the old drunk waiter to another restaurant. *sigh* The **NEW** restaurant ended up being a run-down, greasy spoon, G's on crack. Oh yeah and the food sucked too. Sooooooo after that (read:3am) my friend David and I started walking home because we live near each other and I didn't want to walk by myself in the middle of the night. Totally would have been fine, but (hey its me; you knew there was a but coming) about 5 minutes into our hour long walk, to started to pour. Not rain, not sprinkle, fucking POURED!!!!! I have never been so wet in my life!! Finally got home around 4am a

Me....myself
Hello to all that are there.... This is my first blog...and it is just a little about me...i spent 10 years in the army,been to war twice and now i am a father of two wonderful little boys,i am married to the greatest lady in the world.

Poetry Update
Well I did it. I submitted one of my poems to be judged in a contest and you know what? I am in the semi-finals and a chance at some money. Yeah me! Regardless I will be a published author again - yes I was one once before with a story I wrote way back in the 6th Grade. Anyway the contest is sponsored by the International Library of Poetry and my poem "Two Souls" was the one that was chosen. It will be published in a compilation later on this year. Nice huh? Yes I am bragging but only in this post. Anyway I thought I would share that with everyone.

Rantings Of An Eveull Mind
100 useless facts about me 1. I can say the alphabet faster backwards than I can forward! 2. I am overly tender hearted. 3. When I sneeze, sometimes I make this crazy noise of "cha-ching" my kids lose it when I do this. ~shrug~ 4. Sometimes I crave frozen Totinos pizza and french fries as a meal. (takes me back to my childhood) 5. I learned to cook at the ripe age of 6. (my mother can NOT cook!) 6. I am afraid of spiders. 7. I am afraid of heights. 8. Sometimes I dream things and they happen 3 days later. 9. I am slightly colorblind when it comes to pastel colors. (thank god I'm not into pastels!) 10. I want to have sex in the anti-gravity room at NASA. 11. I have no life lines on my hands. 12. I collect Magic The Gathering Cards for the artwork. 13. I don't really like wearing gold, I prefer silver, white gold, or platinum. 14. I can roll joints that look like cigarettes. (no I don't use a rolling machine or dollar bill, free hand only!) 15. I don't eat rabbit food.

Love
If I told you I loved you, it's cause I do... If I said that I missed you, it must be true... If I try too hard, it's cause I like you... If I seem upset, it's cause I don't wanna lose you... If I'm quiet, it's cause I think you

Just A Thought
Family * a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants. * a group of related things or people * a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together Ok so here are three definitions of the word family. I’m giving them because it seems that the majority of people have forgotten what the word means. When people love each, are friends with each other, and care what happens to them it’s considered a family. It isn’t strange, or weird. And above all it’s not a cult. Even on here we see Fu- marriages and families and no one thinks anything of it. So i ask what is the difference. No i’ll tell you, it’s reality, honesty, truth, honor, loyalty, and righteousness. Well that’s a few anyway. So people who can’t understand the simplest of concepts like family, need to step off and get a life in the real world for once and stop hiding on th