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Need Help
im in my very first contest thanx to gothic rose who rocks big time...and i need help in this contest...i help everyone out when and where i can ... so its time for me to call in the markers....so come on and help me out ...ty Knight here is the link im in my first contest on ct and i have no clue on where my friends and family are but a few has come to help me for thst im very greatful to those friends..i have helped ppl on here from day one since i joined ct ...i help bomb contests and read the blogs,and repost bulletins.. and the time i need help no one comes ...if i cant get my friends and family to help ill do it on my own..then ill clean out my friends list ...this is a load of crap..no honor among theives is how it goes if i remember it right ....i have even stopped bombing myself in this contest to help others in theres ,well that stops today ....so if your really my friends i will find out.. im very hurt . here is the link one more time.... the link to my pic in

Society Announcements
Bare Feet Society will now host a special contest for each holiday in each month. Halloween, Thanksgiving, etc.. So if you would like to be in it or know some bare feet ya want to win then contact me for more details! Bare Feet Society Rules 1) Painted nails a must. Nobody is allowed to use the same color as another member unless during a contest. 2) All members must have the Society name in their nickname and an album dedicated to the Society. Example: Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society~ Example for album: Bare Feet Society Photos Only 3) Ranks will be given out, as well as opportunities to be in the sister clubs of Bare Feet. These clubs are: D-Generation X, Lost Hearts Club and Jolly Ranchers Club (Last club is for only pirates, but we will allow models to display love to them in form of salutes on their feet or on signs) 4) No more photos of feet with other people in them. Those photos will be meant for a special thing called Feet Lovers each month, which you may make an album

Hidden Under Perfection
Oh what dreams do conspire? Where were lost in the muck and mire, Lost soul turn to each other in search of sanctuary, Only to find that it houses the advisory, Lost in love, never knowing the truth Kidding all reminisce of its proof, Searching, searching, searching, but never finding, Because from it we are always running, Dreams disguise the pain inside, Wrapped in fantasy that our minds devise, Why do we run from what we seek? Is it fear or because we’re weak? Or is it that our souls can’t bare the thought of edan, Which lies just there? Peace, happiness, joy and bliss We’ll never know just what we miss. One day when we are in heaven will Look down on all the earth and wonder Why we do what we do to ourselves, And realize that chasing a dream stole or reality... A single red rose, hidden under a mask of perfection, The sweet smell, the fregrance of enchantment, the power to make , the fairest of angels stand in awe. Looking at its outer appearenc

Lagoons And Waterfalls
As I think of all the ladies in here i get this feeling of going to a special place i know in Aruba, it is not much but it is a very private place of magic and romance. As I look out and touch a hand we transport ourselves to this place, walking along the white sand and the ocean roaring. As we walk this is a small stream coming from the bushes. We walk up and see a natural lagoon and on the back wall is a waterfall. We walkin to the area and see that it is very private, the walk is cool and the sounds of birds and animals make it a prefect place. I walk to you and give you a soft, wet, hot, passionate kiss. The kind that melt butter in January. Our bodies come together and we start to meld into a puddle of hot wet sticky passion. Our clothes peel off and we mold tighter to one another. As I strip off your panties your skin glows in the flickering sunlight. I take your hand and walk you in the lagoon. The cool water licks our bodies and the coolness tightens your breast. We ki

Rarely Bored
I have accomplished many things today. Unfortunately I was unable to do a few of the things I'd planned on doing to occupy my time, so now I am sitting here completely bored. The problem at this moment is that many of the things I could do to amuse myself all have mild inconveniences preventing me from doing them. I need batteries, blah, blah. I have nothing to worry about, except what to do with my time for the next couple hours. There are a few fun things I want to do, but not without my girlfriend. Ms. Annie Cruz is out having kinky sex with another woman in San Francisco right now, so I don't have her here to play with. Overall I am just overcome with boredom, and so I found myself in front of the computer, and now I give up. Times like this really make me want to start smoking cigarettes again. I will definitely stop writing this blog now, and go do something that has a purpose.

Fire
We lost a part of our world. A man has been killed. A brother has fallen. A good friend is no longer here to help. For days, we try to prepare to say goodbye. We have many friends. They are all very wonderful. They have help in many ways that no one on the outside even thought about- Food & soft drinks seem to appear out of nowhere-companies from outside are Here to cover our area while we are out of service. All those who have come to help are our Brothers-we are not related by blood- We are not of the same religion or skin color. We are auto mechanics and computer engineers. Electricians, plumbers, school Teachers & CPA\'s, truck driver & CEO, standing side by side in our tragic Loss. The day is long and hot, it starts before the sun is up. The truck is draped, the hall prepared, we can do this, we must. The service is carried like a litter. All hands on. No one here will let it drop If we should stumble, and stumble we do. We are in pain, and we grieve. We go on.

Boycott Starbucks!!!!
NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter.... STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know

Men And Women
What is is with some men? I mean damn are us women just a fuckin piece of meat or what... What the hell is wrong with normal conversations? Or have you not heard of them? I mean shit we too can hold some good talks.. We don't just want to hear ALL the time damn your sexy,Hot or whatever and shit we don't want to hear All the time how you want to fuck us... So on and so forth.. I mean damn can't you just come and talk and at least say hi first... SHIT... How about we ask you all the time wanna cam for me.. Oh shit thats right you'll do it in a heartbeat.. Why the hell are we so fuckin different??

Bekah's Ramblings
will someone please tell me where all the decent men are? i mean, i don't believe in long distance relationships and that leaves me pretty much screwed in the men department cuz the men around here are scum. and i thought i could be gay maybe but the though of munching carpet really makes me sick. (no offense to lesbians, but it's just not me) i just don't understand. all these guys that like all this kick ass music and chillin out drinking beers wanna be with a girl who's like "ewww beer is nasty, and wtf are you listening too?" WTF man!!!! they got chicks like me out there who will drink anyone under the table and be jamming out some wicked shit and they want a whiny bitch. well more power to you! hope you're fucking miserable for the rest of your pathetic life!!!!!! (i'm sure you will be) anyway that's all i have to say....... i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my life, whatever. but i'm sick of my family always throwing things in my face. all i wanted was to have a good da

Some Of My Top Romantic Song Picks
1. Wild Horses by The Sundays 2. Whenever you call by Mariah Carey & Brian McKnight 3. Have you ever really loved a woman by Bryan Adams 4. I'll make love to you by Boyz II Men 5. Lets make love by Faith Hill and Tim Mcgraw 6. Wicked Game by Chris Isaak 7. Don't Dream It's Over by Crowded House 8. This Years Love by David Gray 9. Strawberry Wine by Deana Carter 10. Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers 11. Love me tender by Elvis 12. Like Lovers Do by Heather Nova 13. I can love you like that by John Michael Montgomery 14. You and Me by Lifehouse 15. I wanna know what love is by foreigner 16. At Last by Etta James 17. My first night with you by Mya 18. I Melt by Rascal Flatts 19. No Place That Far by sara Evans 20. Angel by Aerosmith 21. Save Me by Kenny Chesney 22. You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This by Toby Keith 23. Mermories of us by Keith Urban 24. Amazed by Lonestar 25. I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow

I Hate Feeling Lonely
I hate the feeling of being lonely, but I think most people do as well. I'm not just talking about being lonesome though, I'm talking about the feeling of being so lonely you feel it in your bones. The kind of lonely that makes your entire being ache. Not many people know what it's like to be in a crowd and/or surrounded by people and feel completely alone. I hate that feeling, but sometimes it just rushes over a person. The worst part is knowing that all these people around you have no idea that the smile you put on is a facade. That deep done your just wanting to scream. Being lonely is hard, especially for those of us that are true or hopeless romantics at heart. I truly believe that everyone has a soulmate out there. And that one day you'll find the half of you that you feel and know is missing. And thats what makes being lonely even that much more harder. Sometimes I feel so lonely that I physically ache. My entire being yearns not to be lonely. When a person gets so lonesome you

Hurt In June Again
so yea i'm having a great week my baby was going to come and see me last weekend and we were going to a wedding and she tells me that she got sick and wasn't going to be able to make the trip then yesterday i find out it was a lie and she was here in town and didn't even let me know and made me think she was 4 hrs away sick in bed. and she swears up and down that she is sry adn it will never happen again cuz shes been regretin it the whole time and my brain is tellin me that i should just end it right now and move on where as my heart is tellin me that i can't take the chance of not tryin to make it work and that i should believe her that it will never happen again so yea i have no idea what to do so if any one has any advice at all plz i beg u to share it with me and on top of all of this yesterday was the day that changed my life its been yr since the wreck and that turned everything upside down in my world i guess the 19th of june and the month of june in all is just a bad

Rawr
So.. I don't have much to say... im just high. I'm watching this show.. and its talking about these people that eat 33,000 calories a day... thats what i eat in 2 weeks- is that possible? Or is this show exaggerating on how much they eat every day? This show is beginning to lose their integrity with me.... Sorry, that was just a high thought- don't think anything of it. ET Phone home, Anna

Song's Am Trying To Wight
Every lasting love for you As I am once alone but I have come to see my true love to me As am riding this long and lonely train ride home to see your ever loving heart for me For the felling of being without you is so ever painful without you here holding on to me As my pains and fears build up within side of me just being without you Is driving my heart made for when we meet again? It will be so ever more special being with you again in my arms For it will fell like we have met for the first time in our life’s with us just being apart And ill will all ways love you and till the ends of time

My New Goals
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~ Hey A

One Of The Best Shows I've Seen In A Really Long Time
The best show i've seen in a long time besides Bones has arrived. The Tudors is filled with great actors, and beautiful scenery. The excitement just grows every episode I see. The actor who plays king is gorgeous and an amazing actor. The show is filled with sexual tension which makes it more suspenseful and a hell of a lot sexier. The sex scenes are some of the hottest I scene in a while. Its a very intense and inticing show. I luv this show, and would recommend it to all my friends and family. And I say if you haven't seen it go find it on tv or the web sometime and watch it. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised.

My Poem
Thinking of you night and day,I wasn't expecting you to leave this way.I came home you wasn't here,now i'm sitting here shedding tears.I cry so much till it hurts,I'm sitting here feeling like a jerk.I loved the way you held me tight,letting me know everything would be alright.I'm sad don't know what to do,All I know is that I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honoring
Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families. Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families. Nine firemen died in Charleston S.C. this week. Doing their job. Leaving behind their families and friends. God bless them and their families.

My Great Niece
hi will you right back to me well as you all know that my daughter was keeping you posted about my niece's baby b/c she was born premature. well she is finally home now and she is very beautiful. she is small but beautiful.

What's A Good Name For Your First Blog
If I am going to take the time to write a blog, I want it to be something someone will read. If I write a blog and nobody reads it, was it really written? Also, I want it to be thought provoking or entertaining. What's the point in reading something if you don't take something away when you are done? So here I am, typing away and I still don't have a clue what the subject of this blog will be. Basically, I have two choices. I could continue to ramble until a thought enters my mind or I could take a few minutes, look around the room or think of the things that have happened to me in the last day or two that strikes a chord. Rather than taking the chance on loosing you altogether I choose the later. I'll be back in a few minutes with a thought... I don't want to push people from other countries away so feel free no matter where you call home to chime in with your thoughts. Today I want to talk about the English language in the United States. Before you read any further, I probably

Pop!
Ok, this is my first time doing this, so bear with me while I pop my blog cherry here.... This has been a slow weekend so far... I've been looking 4 a job for weeks now & still nothing. I haven't been working because school has taken a lot of my time but a sista is broke. My finances are stressing me the fuck out. It seems like every time we get ahead something always pops back up. I gotta pay the car note, the insurance, the phone bill, my damn tickets (police, gotta love em!) the fee to get my suspended license reinstated, and I HAVE to finish movin all my shit outta my mamma's house. It doesn't SEEM like a lot but it really is. I feel like every time I get ahead something else pops up. U work, struggle to live, than die. (I am not always this depressing) Unless you get rich and not give a damn. Someday..... *dreams*

Kirksbitch's Blog
let me tell you i think they should have kids in school everyday and give them no brakes then they would have time to get into trouble or get under your skin my 2 oldest kids are so goood at gettting to someone that its not funny and they get into trouble threwout the community.and they seem to never be able to go to sleep either when its bed time they always think of something and they never know how to do as they are told too and they wonder why they get grounded and punished well der der der we didnt do anything they did so they get the consiquences

Ok, So Pay Attention
Let me just inform you of my take on this place... I am not interested in the rating games. I don't care to go around rating people based on their appearances and think it's quite lame to do so. Now if you're nice enough to rate me above a 5, I will return the favor, since I know that's probably why you're on here. If however you rate me a 5 or lower, of course I'm going to go see who thinks they're the shit lol And quite frankly it's pretty shocking when I do.... Apparently I'm supposed to know that guys with gboi in their name are gay.... hmmm ok... so I'm not supposed to be offended when one rates me low... fine, whatever... yet it IS ok for him to get offended when I rate him low back... double standards now I see... I ask why's he rating women then if he's gay.... he was bored... OOOHHHH that explains everything! *rolls eyes* Yet I'M the childish one when I inform him that I personally don't rate if I can't be nice... WHATEVER... I think the whole rating system is childish

Jealousy
I need to talk about this for a bit. What exactly does one benefit from this emotion. Or what good does anyone benefit from this emotion. ~~~~~~~ I'm thinking~~~~I can't think of one. So why is it there? Why do so many live with it? It destroys relationships and themselves. I know the affects jealousy has on peoples lives. It ruins them. The real question than remains, can one control this emotion. The answer is yes. But it takes work and determination. People who are jealous in nature are typically that way, which started at an early age. One's childhood. Your upbringing from birth and the teachings and examples set by your parents help make you who you are. The possible reasons being your parents not giving you the attention you needed, or watching them by their examples. Than you grow up into a non trusting world of lies, deception and being hurt by friends or a love one. And this is just your teenage years. Than you become an adult. You marry or get very serious with someone and

New Profile
well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fuck other woman and then lie about it. we may not be together but still dont lie. i told him i cant be with him unless he changed and he obviously hasnt. i think im gonna stop talking to him so he knows what he has lost well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC. why do i always get the guys who fall for my friends? makes

The Less The Better
today you posed a question as to what i thought about u. picture if you will a garden of flowerz and as you walk amongst their beauty, it seemz as though each group is more splended than the last. picture one that really jumpz out at u. that one flower palez all you ever conceived of as breathtaking. as you continue to walk your mind returnz to that special one and it absolutely bringz a fulfillment to u that u find impossible to describe. i know if we would have walked 2gether through that garden and i was asked to name this beauty, it would have no other name but.............u know who u r! some people come in2 this world nothing and during their lifetime do the same. otherz like u come in2 this world and bring with them a-love and so much happiness that it makez those around them feel more important. i know you cant accept this, but those around u will accept it 4 u. as for me wordz spoken or written will never totally tell u the wonderment and love you have brought in

Kisses
This was given to me by a very good friend, she is very knowledgable in the art of kissing as you will see...LOL I never realized all the different ways there are to KISS.... see how many YOU need to practice up on.... or even try for a first time... Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towar

Voting
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend " If you get a dozen your loved!! _________________.s$$_________ ____s$ ________________s$$$?______s__ ___s$³ ______________.s$$$___ __.s$, ___s$$³ _____________s$$$$³______.s$__ _.$$³ ________, ____$$$$$.______s$³__ __³$ ________$___$$$$$$s_____s$³___ __³, _______s$___³$$$$$$$s___$$$, .. ____.. _______$$____³$$$$$$s.__³$$s__ ___, , ________³$.____³$$$$$$$s_.s$$$_ ___ _______..$$.____³$$$$$$$_$$$$__ _s³ ________³$$s____³$$$$$$s$$$³__ s$³ _________³$$s____$$$$$s$$$$..__ s$$ ______s.__$$$$___s$$$$$$$$³_.s $$³__ ______$$_s$$$$..s$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $³__ ______s$.s$$$$s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $_ _____s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$³ ____s$$$ssss$$$$$$$$$$ssss$$$s ___$$s§§§§

Internet Age Limit?? Your Thoughts Anyone??
What are your thoughts on this subject? Since this forum was opened by a younger friend on my list...I thought I would share it with all of you so as to get her the answer she is asking for. I copied her message below...along with my response. ********************** ----------------- Message ----------------- From: Younger Female Date: Jun 20, 2007 6:15 PM Okay, it's not uncommon to see people in their late thirties trying to be cool on CherryTap, Myspace or other sites, or making the account for business, but what's with the 60 year old people on here? I don't know about you, but I think it's a little weird. My reply to her: Um...hun...Several of the best people I know on here are in the mid to late 50's. In fact, the second best friend I have...who is on CT, is 45. The older people aren't on here to be cool. CT, Myspace, and other friendship/networking sites aren't supposed to be popularity zones. It's about connecting with people and ma

imikimi - Customize Your World I just wanted to apologize to all my friends,fans, and family for not being up to date on rating all the new stuff you have uploaded in the past few days. Monday at 2:00pm my very best friend of 33 years Frankie past away...he was only 43. He had a very long battle with Cirosis of the liver. So as sad as I am for his loss I am truely at peace with the fact that he is no longer suffering. But that is why I have been unable to be on here. I will be on more as the days pass!!! Thank you for reading this and being understanding of this. ~*~WE LOVE YOU FRANKIE...until we meet again~*~

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

All About Meeh
it's contest time and i need help click here to comment bomb plz help me get a 1 month blast!!!or 3 month vipclick here U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO H

Whats New!!!
I put a new pic in for the contest at freakdaddys! The contest has a football theme, so go check me out! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme3 it'd be awesome if you voted while you're there! you caan even do so every 24 hours, so think of me often! :) thanks bunches for any support from my friends here! ~kaylee Kurves If you are interested in checking out my adult site, it is your last chance!!Today and Tomorrow (6/9 & 6/10)1 month membership!!!Over 4200 pics!!22 vids!!access to bbw-heaven.net and madskillz vids content!!I will no longer be accepting memberships after tomorrow bc i am building a new home and will have my site down temporarily after july 10th!!!

Colorstrology
COLORSTROLOGY AUG 3- You have a tremendous amount of charm and wit and people gravitate to you. Theatrical ability and performing in front of others may come quite naturally to you. You have what it takes to commercialize your talents. Many of you are known for that quiet smile that you usually have on your face. Your personal color resonates with your warm and loving manner. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Firecracker connects you to your greatness while opening your heart. FIRECRACKER||INTERESTING||INTELLIGENT||SEDUCTIVE search it up on GOOGLE.COM & type in COLORSTROLOGY

Happiness
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Why Do I Bother...
Been a while since I was on Fubar, haven't been on since I found out about the change of name from cherrytap. anyways, well i'm on again now...for how long, I have no idea. If I disappear, I guess I lost interest, but I hope the ladies haven't lost interest in me. I don't get...why any girl I talk to eventually just pushes me away...I try my best to be nice...to be respectful...but they lie and cheat me...i'm just not worth talking to I guess...or maybe i'm a freak and just don't know it...w/e...I guess it shouldn't matter...but it does...

Why Do I Care?
OK I JUST DONT GET IT AT ALL I ALWAYS FEEL LLIKE I FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHUT MY HEART OFF FOR ONCE FUCK DA BULLSHIT. IM SO SICK OF BEING NOTHING BUT A FRIEND WIT BENIFITS ALL THE TIME I WANT A REALTIONSHIP A REAL REALTIONSHIP WITHA MAN MORE DEN ANYONE KNOWS. IM TIRED OF BEING GOOD ENGOUH TO FUCK AND DATS IT. WHEN WILL I BE GOOD ENGOUH FOR SOMEONE TO BRING HOME TO DER MOMMAS HOUSE AND DATE? IVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. WHATS WRONG WIT ME? AND WHEN I DO FIND A GUY I LIKE DEY DONT LIKE ME THAT WAY. OR DEY NOT LOOKING FOR A REALTIONSHIP JUST FUCK BUDDIES. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! IM SO OVER IT FOR ONCE I WANNA GO OUT ON A DATE DINNER AND A MOVIE FOR ONCE I WANNA BE DA ONE SOMEONE IS FEELIN. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I HAVE A WALL UP AND DONT LET ANYONE THROUGH THIS IS WHY. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW IM BITCHING ABOUT MEN I LOVE MY GIRL AT LEAST SHE CARES ABOUT ME AND MY FEELINGS. ONE DAY WHEN I AM OLD AND GRAY ILL UNDERSTAND MEN TILL DENIMA JUST KEEP ON TRYIN FOR MYSELF AND NOT L

Help, Im Alive
So because I can, Im gonna right a little about myself. Just some random things.Things from the past.Read if you like. There will be pictures. Firstly, I miss being close to my younger sister Rachel. We were tighter then you can imagine.But things happen, and people change,and you grow apart.But one of the greatest nights of my life is when Rach and I were pretending to snort pixie sticks, pretending to be Gangster, and listening to BSB.

Piece Of Mind
you know its amazing how many thoughts run through your head at 4:30 in the morning when i should be sleeping. instead im online just playin around and cant get some things off my mind. so im gonna lay it out here and maybe someone will notice. first off, its amazing how in the blink of an eye your whole life can change. so many different things in this game we call life can happen. we dont ever notice the small things in life that make us happy. we dont ever even notice the small things people that are close to us do for us everyday. its the simple things in life we need to keep us happy. its just insane how we dont notice these things until their gone. once their not there anymore thats when we realize how much we take for granted everyday of our lives with each breath we take. no matter how often those things are there we just look past it like it doesnt matter. and whats also crazy is how people can just use other people and not even care. its best to be honest and let them know ho

My Aura Color!
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

Litha
Litha or summer solstice Happy Litha to all Wiccans The longest day of the year, the god of light reaching the moment of his greatest strength. Litha the opposite to Yule. He gives way to his twin the god of darkness . Wicca is known to have a basis of the spiral of life, representing the neverending circle of death and rebirth, encouraging you to be aware of that which balances. Where there is death there is life,Where there is light there is dark. if i have written anything that is incorrect, please let me know!!!!!!!

Just Things
TITLE: For My Best Friend BODY: Sometimes when I'm too depressed Or drowning in self dooubt I know I can call your name and you will pull me out. You taught me that I'm worth much more than what I always thought you gave me strength and convidence so long I had sought. You showed me that I'm beatiful Both outside and in You proved to me I'm not second best time and time again. One day I will return To you all you've given me I don't know in what time or form but I promise soon you'll see. For richer for poorer In sickness in health through all of the thick and thin I trust I can always count on you I am proud to call you friend. THE END!!

Marilyn Monroe-i Love Her
“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.” “I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.”Marilyn Monroe “What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.”

Band Of Brothers (repost)
subject: BAND OF BROTHERS/SISTERS OFFICIAL Members list COPY and PASTE to your BLOGS repost for all ! date: 2007-06-24 02:56:18 THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SAL

Contest
Ok so I am in my first contest and it is for the best cleavage, there are a total of 19 of us and at this time I only have 82 comments, come help your girl out...Show me some of that sweet cherry love... Sweet Kisses and Sexy Hugs Gwen aka Untamed Angel

A Hug
A hugs the way to share the joy and sad times we go through, Or just a way for friends to say they like you ‘cuz you're you! A hug is an amazing thing . . . it's just the perfect way To show the love we're feeling but can't find the words to say. And hugs don't need equipment, special batteries, or parts . . . Just open up your arms . . . and open up your hearts

My Poetry
As alot of my friends already know, I love to write poetry. Anyhow, check out all of my poems on www.poetry.com Look for Cheryl LaBine in the poet search and rate all of my poems. I hope that all of my friends will enjoy them.

You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You Are 82% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You? Well, as a matter of fact, there is at least one political type who seems to have some unique and workable ideas. That would be Newt Ging

Katrina
With the 2 year anniversary of Katrina and Rita soon approaching, I thought it was a good time to post my feelings about Katrina and what happened to the people of Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama and Texas. I invite anybody and everybody to leave comments. I think its fair to say that just about everyone has seen the movie Titanic or knowns about the Titanic. THE TITANIC and KATRINA/RITA tragedies are very much alike. Remember the 1st class passengers? How they acted with their noses up in the air? Thinking they were better than everyone else. Dressed differently or better, smelled better or so they thought. Spoke with a proper high society dialect. The Captain of the Titanic. So many years of knowledge and experience under his belt. In fact he was going to retire. What happened when the ship hit that ice berg and started sinking? The rich acted like animals running around complaining of how cold it was. Worrying what jewelry to take with them on the life boats. Men wer

Dirty Dictonary
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!". ----

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Toys
My friend called me over asking if i could spend the night. She and I havent had a sleep over in a long time, last time was we were too drunk on haloween. Well, she didnt mind me drinking more that night, but she didnt have much. she told me about her new boyfriend, how he's such a work-a-holic, never home, blah blah blah.. we sometimes go dancing, just her and me, but i guess tonight she was more lonely than usually, i was getting a real pathetic eagerness vibe from her, but the free drinks helped. I offered to call some guys, but she's a very timid girl, she's not into the guys I like, strong, hard, fast, one nighter kind of dudes. After talking for hours about what she didnt get, what she didnt want, I asked her if she got anything at all. She said her bf and her toys give her enough, but that she's trying new things too.. yah right, she'd try something new after her parents begged her to, I bet! Ayway I was getting tired and started to excuse myself, but she did ask me

Thanks Everyone!!
Thanks everyone for showing me all the love on my bday and before it was great to be able to get on line this morning and see how loved I was :-)... sorry I havent been on line i was at hospital starting 6 pm Monday night in the labor room with my little sister and we finally got a baby around noon tuesday ... yeah i was exhausted no sleep till around 4 tuesday afternoon and then it was 3 whole hours so needless to say I was tired on my bday and had to work lol.. but did go out after for a bit last night... So I got lots of gifts from all of you and hubby took me out and also sent me the most gorgeous flowers to work yesterday it has a dozen roses and lillies in it GORGEOUS!! ALSO CANT FORGET ABOUT MY ADORABLE NEW NEICE THAT WAS BORN THE DAY BEFORE THAT WAS A GREAT BDAY PRESENT!! I WILL BE POSTING PICS OF HER SOON COUNT ON IT LOL... GOTTA GO TO WORK NOW... THANKS AGAIN MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL Thanks everyone for showing me all the love on my bday and before it was gre

Fuckin Off
please tell me this is some funny shit..I holy fuck..nothing better to do than fuck with me...damn........ A mum you have posted has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

Hard At Work
Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face. You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back. Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about you is your confidence, find it so sexy. I

Cleasy's
West Virginia is the only state to be created from another state >> (Virginia...in 1863). >> Berkley Springs, a resort town, has more massage therapists than >> lawyers. >> Berkley Springs is the only place in the U.S. to boast: "George >> Washington bathed here." >> West Virginia has had the nation's lowest crime rate for the past 26 >> years. >> During the Cold War, a sprawling 112,000 sq. ft. bomb shelter was >> Built to shelter members of congress in the event of a nuclear attack. >> It's >> located beneath the famous Greenbrier Resort in White Sulphur Springs, >> White Sulphur Springs has the only private residence in the U.S. that >> is made out of coal. >> The city of Bluefield, WV bills itself as "America's air-conditioned >> city." They back up their boast by serving free lemonade anytime the >> temperature reaches 90 degrees. >> St. Andrews Methodist Church in Grafton was the site of the first >> Mother's Day celebration in 1

Just Another Day
so just another boring day here in ohio. theres always so much time to just sit and think. to many times i find myself thinking to deeply and wondering how i could change the past and how i could have done so much differently to make the people around me more happy. but what ive come to realize, i can do whatever for anyone and they dont even appreciate it or come to notice it. i realize that maybe im just to nice and maybe if i start acting the way most do towards me then maybe theyd realize how much i do for them and how much i care and try to make their life better. everyone has that one special person in their life they can always count on for no matter what. you dont ever realize how much you rely on that person until their gone. they can leave for whatever reason. no matter how they leave it still hurts when that person is nowhere to be seen and you cant be with them anymore. its just amazing how one person can change anothers entire life over one mistake. and its also amazing ho

Friends
FRIENDS FRIENDS COME AND GO. SOME WERE THERE FROM THE START. SOME WE MAKE UNEXPECTLY.ITS THE ONES THAT ARE UNEXPECT THAT LAST FOREVER. HOLD YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART. NEVER MAKE THEM FEEL LESS DEN THEY ARE WORTH. OF COURSE YOUR GONNA FIGHT BUT CAREFUL WIT YOUR WORDS CUSE IF DA A TURE FRIEND TO YOU YOU DONT WANNA HURT DEM. AND NOMATTER WERE YOU ARE YOUR TURE FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. THATS WHAT MAKES THEM YOUR TURE FRIENDS. I LOV E MY FRIENDS SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS JUST KNOW ILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK. AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR GIRL SHELLY

From A Witches Lips
Well today i passed my usui reiki level 1 WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LOL Just thought i'd share as am pleased as punch :) From a witches lips Ye of little faith, no tears for the Witch- I beseech thee. For this is my way, I choose my Path, and the ground reaches up to greet me. The sun beats upon me, tired and weary each step yet no tears on my face you shall see- This Witch has no reason to have wept. In my face The Witch's tell tale lines, each furrow an etch of wisdom gained Yet no knowledge will you possess If you strike and cause me pain I see those things you turn your back on Betrayed by your fallen hope You cannot bend me to your will or sentence me to beg and grope So still the fluttering of your hands, your anger at my faith I am a Witch, this much is true, It is my Path- my Fate. Pull close your heart, And finally see the emotion in my face It is not fear, nor malice there... just the serenity and grace. I found

Anotha Day Anotha Dolla
hi everybody im still kinda new here but jus wanted people to know that so far im lovin it here but yea as i was joining yesterday an trying to test out a video game for microsoft i kept hearing all the lil sounds that come wit this cool site when sum1 does sumthin on ya profile an i was like wow thanx for the love so over a span of a couple of days to everyone an then sum i will show all the love back so dont think i forgot bout u

Just A Lil Get To Know Ya
FAVOURITES Alcoholic Drink: Tequila Actor: Johnny Depp, Antonio Banderas, Orlando Bloom ,Vin Diesel, umm there is more cant think of them right now though Actress: angelina julie, julia roberts, julianne moore, nicole kidman,Michelle Rodriguez THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: Coke Fruit or veggies: Fruit Day or nite: nite Hot or cold: both Summer or winter: Summer Surf or snowboard: umm yeah never tried sorry Books or movies: movies McDonalds or Burger King: burger king Socks or Barefeet: Im always barefooted Beer or Liquor: Liquor but if none i will go for beer Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: Umm let me think... yep Gone past someone kissing: yeah.. lol Had sex: Yep Smoked: yes Drank: yes Done Drugs: yep not anymore though Thought about suicide: Yes Slit your wrists: Yes (i was stupid and young) Gone skinnydipping: lol oh yeah Kissed the same sex: yep Won an awa

Firefighters
When the fire trucks are delayed 40 seconds in traffic, People say: "It took them 20 minutes to get here." When the truck races at 40 m.p.h., it's: "Look at those reckless fools." When four men struggle with an eight-man ladder: "They don't even know how to raise a ladder." When firemen open windows for ventilation to reduce heat in fighting a fire: "Look at the wrecking crew." When they open the floor to get at a blaze: "There goes the axe squad." If the chief stands back where he can see and direct his men, people say: "He's afraid to go where he sends his men." If they lose a building: "It's a lousy department." If they make a good "stop" folks say: "The fire didn't amount to much." If lots of water is necessary: "They are doing more damage with water than the flames." If a fireman gets hurt: "He was a careless guy." If a citizen gets hurt: "It's a crazy department." If a fireman inspects a citizen's property: "He's meddling in somebody b

Daddy
MY DAD TURNED 65 ON JUNE 13. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FATHER AND PROVIDER FOR ME. BUT, I WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T I HUG HIM OR KISS HIM OR EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL TO HIM? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? HE LIVES WITH ME BUT, HE SPENDS MOST OF THE TIME IN MEXICALI, MEXICO. 2 WEEKS AGO HE WAAS RIGHT HERE AND HE WAS NOT FEELING TO GOOD SO HE WENT TO MEXICALI TO SEE HIS DOCTOR. YESTERDAY HE CAME AND I ASKED HIM WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? HE SAID THAT THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM THAT HE SUFFERED A STROKE. OF COURSE I FELT REALLY BAD BUT, I DID NOT SHOW IT. TODAY WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE HE IS GOING TO MEXICO. WELL ALL THE WAY WHERE HE IS FROM. HE STARTED CRYING AND I ASKED HIM WHAT'S WRONG? HE SAID NOTHING. I TOLD HIM WHY ARE YOU CRYING? WHAT DIDN'T YOU TELL US? HE SAID NOTHING. HE HAS GONE TO MEXICO BEFORE BUT, HE HAS NEVER CRYED BECAUSE HE WAS LEAVING THAT'S WHY I WAS ASKING HIM SO MANY QUESTIONS.MAN PEOPLE WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING I WA

Pledge
MY PLEDGE I... not you, not we, not they, but I PLEDGE...I do personally, solemnly vow ALLEGIANCE...my loyalty, my fidelity TO THE FLAG...blood-bought freedom, brave at heart OF THE UNITED STATES...our identity inside-out OF AMERICA...our identity outside-in AND TO THE REPUBLIC...constitutional right FOR WHICH IT STANDS...impartial in judgment ONE NATION...says it all UNDER GOD...faith in America's heritage & future INDIVISIBLE...uncommon devotion, together, whole WITH LIBERTY...springs from the heart AND JUSTICE...is that which keeps liberty pure FOR ALL...for the innocence, the old men who hold their medals, the old women who wipe the tears of the young who go off to war, for the sick and weak as well as the strong, for the uncertain and the courageous.

Pic-nic In The Atl.
Aiight PPL.As some of u may know which means, some of u may not.But it's now time to get ready,and PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR! Yes I said it.like a rock star.Our annual PIC-NIC is quickly approaching.I jus wanna know are u ready for Sat. June 30th. 12 noon-8 or 9pm.U know how colored ppl can be....LMAO.There will be games and activities for kids and adults.Hosted at Wade Walker Park,in Stone Mountain,Ga.For those who've been to the prior ones know.But for u new ppl,lemme clue u in.We only ask u bring Drinks,ice,some where to sit,yourselves and a friend if u wish.Not sayin there won't be seats but it grown over tha years....lol.We will have a DJ as well.I know what ur all thinkin' what about tha liquor???(Damn Lushes.)Well this is at a public Park and a family event!All we say is NO BEER BOTTLES or VIEWABLE OPEN CONTAINERS.PLEASE PUT IT IN A CUP!!!Other than that have at it.There will also be an ADULT nature trail.For those who like to commune with nature ;)...So for more Info,I guess U wou

Just A Blog
Hi all i just post some new photos in my page http://www.flickr.com/photos/gustavoperdomo/ go check it please and tell me what you thin and i you like add me to myspace http://www.myspace.com/guatavo Ty all Hey please go and check my pictures in http://www.flickr.com/photos/gustavoperdomo/, i would love every comments of you have or you can add me in my space http://www.myspace.com/guatavo Kiss for all the ladies

Alll Alone
its 4 am i cant sleep iam going insane and i feal like the world could chew me up spit me out and no one but me would notice fuck iam going insane i need to end this self torment of my hart and mind and soul iam depressed and i dont know why

What Would It Take
Now everyone here, is after something..tell me, what are you looking for? I know now my dear, the reasons I'm here..so tell me, am I what, you're looking for? What are you looking for?.... What would it take for me to make you see, I'd go that far? I know now I see, all that is you, is in me, so tell me,..what are, you looking for? Now every day, we talk, laugh and play..tell me, How, we've come this far..I can see it quite clear, the reasons you're here..so tell me, Will you go that far? Will you go that far?.... Now, what would it take for us to make this work, to go that far? In my mind I see, only you, only me, so tell me...Can we make it that far? What would it take....

I Don"t Care
listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly supporting the war. I don't care if you agree or not. If you were half the men you think you are then you wouldn't block me fron shouting back at you. But as far as the WAR GOES I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS ALL THE WAY!!!!!! And if you would like to discuss the subject any futher I can be found at 1316 mayberry rd Dallas N.C. Now leave me the hell alone i will not change my views>>>>>>>>>>> listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly supporting the war. I don't care if you agree or not. If you were half the men you think you are then you wouldn't block me fron shouting back at you. But as far as the WAR GOES I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS ALL THE WAY!!!!!! And if you would like to discuss the subject any futher I can be found at 1316 mayberry rd Dallas N.C. Now leave me the hell alone i will not change my views>>>>>>>>>>> listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly sup

Litha
This Ritual shall be performed during the bright, sunny daytime hours. Alternately, it would also be acceptable to begin at precisely the astronomical time that the Summer Solstice actually begins. The exact time that the Sun enters Cancer, marking the precise moment of the beginning of Summer - for 1997 - is 4:20 AM Eastern Daylight Time (check your calendar or almanac for future years). This particular Litha Ritual contains a cleansing/purification of Self, a Pet Blessing, a Re-Dedication Ceremony, and a Consecration of your Magickal Jewelry. Prior to the ritual, prepare a small cloth pouch of herbs, such as lavender and chamomile. As you prepare it, pour into it your troubles, problems, pains, sorrows and illnesses. Place it on your altar for later use. In addition to your basic altar and circle set-up, place the cauldron in front of the altar. To the right of the cauldron, place a red candle, and to the left of the cauldron, place a green candle. Have a cup of fresh spring water

Wonderland
All in the golden afternoon Full leisurely we glide; For both our oars, with little skill, By little arms are plied, While little hands make vain pretence Our wanderings to guide. Ah, cruel Three! In such an hour, Beneath such dreamy weather, To beg a tale of breath too weak To stir the tiniest feather! Yet what can one poor voice avail Against three tongues together? Imperious Prima flashes forth Her edict “to begin it”: In gentler tones Secunda hopes “There will be nonsense in it!” While Tertia interrupts the tale Not more than once a minute. Anon, to sudden silence won, In fancy they pursue The dream~child moving through a land Of wonders wild and new, In friendly chat with bird or beast- And half believe it true. And ever, as the story drained The wells of fancy dry, And faintly strove that weary one To put the subject by, “The rest of next time-” “It is next time” The happy voices cry. Thus grew the tale of Wonderland:

Amber Alert
Staff Sergeant Rick Williams Rolla Police Department 1007 N. Elm St. Rolla , Mo. 65401 (573) 364-1213 Fax (573) 364-6346 email: rickwilliams@rollacity.org Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point, Wi was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas, South America, and Canada etc. Please pass this to everyone in your address book. We have a Deli manager (Acme Markets) from Philadelphia , Pa who has a 13 year old daughter who has been missing for 2 weeks. Keep the picture moving on. With GOD on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. It is still not too late. Please help us.

Dantes
Blind faith or practical belief? Like a pebble into a lake, that question rippled back decades. Back to times and places when I was introduced and spoke with people. Clearly. This isn't a midlife crisis, this is a midlife change. I've sat back and thought about the last few years and the people that have been there when I've fallen, when I needed a hand, who came out in those wee hours, who did things that have no value but meant everything. So then I asked myself why I am allowing myself to be drained by those that did things for purely for their own ends? I was recently told that a friendship is actually an accumulation of trust that grows over time that must be earned. I tried to apply that since supposedly everyone else does it that way. I was a fool for listening to that rubbish. I believe a friend is someone that you share good times with of your own free will. That no dogma or social circle should demand one's allegiance just because they are a beneficial veh

Just Too Funny
Hi, I am in a contest for a blast. I really could use your help. If all my friends help me out just a little bit I am bound to win. So, if you have a minute to spare please come and leave me some love in this one. A bear walks into a bar in Billings, Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer. The bartender approaches and says, "We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings " The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer. The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, "We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings." The bear, very angry now, says, "If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar." The bartender says, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to Belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings" The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised, eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer. The bartender states, "Sorry, we don't serve b

For Death + Bbg + Bro And All The Military Come Home Safe
DEATH , YOU ARE LIKE A BRO TO ME , I LOST A BRO BUT GOT ONE IN RETURN . LIFE HAS MANY JOURNEYS , AND YOU HAD GUESS A HUGE ONE OF ME , I CRIED AND HAD A HEAVY HEART , MOM SAID NEVER QUESTION YOUR PATH OR JOURNEY , SO , I , DID AS ASKED OF ME. WE HAVE PRAYED FOR YOUR SAFETY , AND WILL CONTINUE TO . MOM DID A LOUNGE IN YOUR NAME ALSO . WE LOVE YOU BRO GOD ITS GOOD TO KNOW YOUR SAFE . YOU BRO KURT AKA OAK & WITCHESBREW ALL OF THE DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES LOUNGE . IM KURT AKA OAK SON OF WITCHESBREW , AND IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOMETHING WHICH DIDN'T HAVE TO BE SAID WAS TO MY MOM . MOM REMEMBERS NOTHING BEFORE HER ACCIDENT , AND I ASKED FOR IT NOT TO BE BROUGHT UP ! IF SHE REMEMBERED FINE IF NOT THAT WAS FINE TOO. WTF , IS THE POINT OF FRIENDS IF IT CAN NOT BE RESPECTED ON A PROMISE OR A WORD . THE NEXT TIME ANY ONE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY BRING IT TO ME " NOT MY MOM " I THANK GOD , SHE IS ALIVE , COULD OF BEEN ALOT WORST . AND WHAT WAS SAID SHOULD OF NOT BEEN SAID . KURT AKA

Just Tired
im just tired of trying think im just going to give up for a while hell sumtimes i really dont know why i even get on here any more whats the point u know my life sucks right now no friends nothing u know i have my gurls they are they reason im still here if i didnt have them whats the point u know im just not happy with my self this past year has been hell on me so stressed so tired confused u name it its on me no one to talk to family hell they dont even wanna listen they like i know how u feel how the hell they know how i feel they are not in my shoes and if i do talk they act like they dont listen then again they want me to talk to the for what the to give me the cold shoulder fuck that u know i know sumday my life will be better and that im happy for once in my life all i know is i got a long and hard road a head of me just time i wish i could go to sleep and all my problems be gone haha only in my dreams right o well my life goes on untill next time im just tired of trying

Ozzy Update
here's what happened left Bodmin parkway at about 10.15 ,train journey up to London was ok met a couple (Andy and his misses) on the train sat opposite us who were also going to see ozzy so we chatted to them. We arrived in Paddington about 2 ish we then had to get tickets for the underground so we lost contact with Andy and his misses. Robbie and i then got on the tube only to find out that the train we were on terminated 4 stops away from were we wanted to go so we had to catch the next train wasn't too bad my mistake should of checked the destination. got to the station and took the short walk to the hotel and spoke too another couple who were going as well. booked into the room which was very nice indeed and only 300yards from the Wembley arena .after checking out the room we went to the bar for a well deserved drink. after a few pint who do we bump into checking in but Andy ,his misses and the other couple who's names I've forgotten. so we had a few more beers well i did Robbie

My Love
just so you all know well if you wnt to that is ,well the women of my dreams said yes to my question to marry me . so were getting married WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. just wanted to tell all of you , have a great night yalll . i am so lucky to have you in my life love . they say that everyone has another half to ther sole out ther some were . well in you i think ive found it love , you say you dont think your beautiful but how can that be love . when to me even a rose bows to your beauty , well i guess those three simple werds are so very true . I LOVE YOU with all my heart and sole love muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and a hug from my heart love .

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Party Like A Rockstar.
.... last night was def. sweet! We all got fuckin' wasted in Chilli. We had to walk like a 1/2 mile trail on top of wooden crates + deep holes in the ground. I can't count how many times all of us fell.. there and back. Into bushes, water and mud, into trees, we fell into the sand- in the house- There was no puking and no drama (((For the most part))). and latisha was even there. but fuck her. I was wasted throwing this dude across the room and into shit .. we were all trying to sleep and he kept feelin up on everyone; Turning the lights off and on.. Trying to cram in bed with us. Opening and shutting the door.. So him and I had it out, more like I tossed him around and beat the crap out of him-lol- my friend Eric and the dude also had a little boxing match themselves in the front room. The house we were at is TRASHED! All in all it was a fuckin awesome night- And I can't wait to do it again. Peace! So.. Cj(Britt's man) and his band all had their first eve

Sexuality
Walk with me, take my hand, lead me to the bedroom... Tell me I'm beautiful, touch my face, run your hands down my body... Softly kiss my neck, softly bite my lip when you kiss me like your my man... Show me what it's like to be craved, what it's like to be wanted by a strong man Undress me slowly, tell me what you want and what you're going to do to me... Lay me on the bed hard, show me this is your night, but all about me.... Take my body, make me shiver in anticipation of your touch..... Go slow, be gentle, be rough, make me want to never leave this room... I want to know that I am the only woman in the world for this night... Lets sweat, lose our breath and all track of time, the world falls away... Push me, my inhibitions, make me forget my flaws, leave me wanting... Give me all of you, dont hold anything back, I want it with out hesitation... Then keep it from me till I cant take it anymore then g

On My Bad Days..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor