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You People Think You Have It Hard? (well Here Please Read)
You people think you have it so bad,with your problems like your boyfriend or girlfriend.That isnt anything think of all the people that have somethen that could really kill them like cancer or somethen like that.I mean think about it yall have it easy compared to them.Yall are all thinken what ever but if you really think about it we all complain about our lifes being so hard but those people with cancer or other stuff have to worry about if they are going to wake up tomorrow or how longer they have to live.. I think i have it pretty lucky to just have a whole in my heart i mean people think that im kinda wierd cause im just liven life like i dont have nothen wrong but i dont care cause mine can be fixed(hopefully) but the people with cancer 99% of the time cant be so im not preachen or nothen but please do me this think about what i just said please love Shelby Ginn

It Can Never Be Too Crowded, Come On, We Still Pickin' Up Some More
I am going out of my mind... things that are just within my grasp yet, so very far away. Goals that should be reachable seem to never be accomplished. People that are there in the good times yet nowhere to be found when you are lost. It is like I have everything... but it is all damaged or defective... car... house... school... job... friends (not all of them so the 2 that I know on here... not you.) .. men... I am good at everything and nothing... computers... school... working... motherhood... It is weird how one day you are content in life and the next day you realize how little you have to be happy for... I know... I know... I have people that love me and a beautiful son... that is great... and true... I do, but look at where I live... where I am making my son live... Now I look back (really always have but it is stronger today) and wish I was back at Jester's... though I don't know why... I used to miss it because of all of my friends... I think it was the guys...

New Site!
I haven't been on in awhile. Due to working a new job, going to school and also working on a new site. If anyone is interested in going to it I will be posting info on here periodically to make sure all of my friends get the opportunity to see the site. The new site is Wiifamiily. We are a young up and coming site. We are family based, and are LGBT friendly. We do not discriminate! Wiifamiily is a great place for boys and girls of all ages, races, and political back grounds. Even if you don't have a Wii, you can become a member. Get news, reviews of games, talk to users of the Wii, and post suggestions on the site. You can even make your own Mii! At this time we are offering to all of our new members free email and hosting for life! Don't miss out on this opportunity, join now! Thank you in advance for all your support. If you don't want to join, please vote for us, and click on the help us grow link. Click on some links. Browse around you will find we are trying our best t

Here I Go Again
Thought it was diffrent, this time it was real, found something more, I could hold love and feel, see now it was kid games, just online and unreal, o well what the hell, just another strike out, fly ball to right field, Here I Go Again.... WhitesnakeHere I Go AgainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Lost In Translat....
WTF! What has happened here? I go away for a day and come back and Cherry Tap has become Fubar....Makes no sense! Why? So, I'm completely lost. I've been trying to figure all of this out a little at a time and seem to be getting no where. I've visited the bible and yeah, that didn't help. In the end I may just give up on this whole cherry tap thing. It's a great ideal just a little to complicated for me. We will see, maybe give it a few more days. Oh, btw, my birthday is in a few short days. Everyone needs to have a drink for me. hehe.

Before Bed
Sooo....right now i am just sitting here still getting the hang of this CherryTap site,its not so confusing as i first thought when i first got to the site..lol,yeah so anyways i dont really know what to write,im just about to get ready for bed i guess..starting to get kind of tired,so G'nite everyone:-)until tomorrow. *MWAH*

Busy Busy
It has been a while since I have been here. I got my first real adult job.....lol, I lost 10lbs., I did my hair and bought some nice clothes for work. I usually feel great, but I have a stomach virus, so I feel rather crappy. I also need some new pics. Besides all that my married life is bleak and I am not sure that I want to stay in this marriage, but thats a long story, so I won't get into that. Until another time, BYE. Hello everyone, I have been gone a bit because I have been finishing up my last class this summer along with doing my practicum. I see the light at the end of the tunnerl. I will offically graduate in August with a Master's degree in Counseling. YES!

Forgive Others
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help. He answers that he's looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for you wife?" He answers, "Yesterday I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers, because it's sooooooo much cheaper...... so I figure if I have to roll my own, so does she!" "Those who cannot forgive others break the bridge over which they themselves must pass."

Great Moments From My Shoutbox
this made me shudder..... sanchristo...: hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants or my selfmade plastic wear. i wanna show my fetishism to other people Everyday theres multiple Mumms about "am I hot.. cute. fuckable..." etc this is one that took offense to my lil pic I gave him instead of being my charming self. -As usual read from bottom up.. Im too lazy to change it.- SmokeDrago...: im not begging lol ->SmokeDrago...: chill with the begging... SmokeDrago...: damn ok chill with the attitude ->SmokeDrago...: *Site ->SmokeDrago...: DUde... knock it off. there IS a sught called Hotnot.com..... type it in and go SmokeDrago...: lol ok ifu have yahoo i can send u pic ->SmokeDrago...: Im not going to your page to check... SmokeDrago...: then am i hawt or not? or cute ->SmokeDrago...: No Id say that if I thought it SmokeDrago...: callin meugly right? ->SmokeDrago...:No thats Mild compared to what

Ct Id's
Hey ladies and gents do u want a cherry tap ID??? Well come on down to Thug Passion's ID factory...lol... I'v got a great selection of CT ID's... If I don't got the ID u looking for then then i'll make the ID u lookin for... All i ask is Rate my all my default pix and fan me(guy's dont fan me) thats all and any ID u want i'll do and i dont mean just that one ID... Any ID after is free... So Come and Get Em'

Tragic Car Accident
Hello everyone.... This is a sudden update to say that someone I personally knew got killed in a car accident. I didn't have a direct relationship with her, but she was my dad's best friend's daughter, Haley, who was only 14. For the past couple years, she got involved with a church and became very active with special events and activities with her youth group. On the way back from Las Vegas, a driver who was driving a trailer lost control of his vehicle, driving on the opposite side of the road, causing a head-on collision with the same van Haley was riding in, taking out her boyfriend and some of her friends as well as her. Haley became a pretty close friend of my younger brother, who was about her age, and they had a good friendship since they were both born. I'm very worried about how much it's going to affect him, but I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet, as I heard the bad news late at night. Although I haven't seen her that often over the years, it's hard t

Update
I am currently in Oklahoma City. My mom was taken to the hospital 3 days ago and is still in the ICU. Sorry I won't be around much, but as soon as she is off of the ventilator and moved out of ICU I should be on more frequently... Kimmer

Thank You
to everyone that has made my day a special one to me I know I can thank everyone at one time like this. Daily Horoscope: Cancer for June 2007 the 28th day. Your calendar is overflowing, but make sure someone important to you is a priority, even amid the social whirl. You don't have to cancel any plans -- just make sure you-know-who knows you're thinking of them.

Cherry Single Lets Mingle
Cherry single lets mingle will be reopening soon...its going under construction...gonna be making some changes...will let u know when it will be officially open...still stop by and join if u aren't a member be glad to have ya...

Musicman28
I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show and of you sexy women a good time rate my profile if you would because I'm new on here and I want to make alot of friends on here well everyone who sees this party on and have a great time on Cherrytap I alway do. I'm 28 single no kids and never been married I love to have fun and I drink occationaly I got on here to meet new people and to some day find the special someone I love my family to death and will never change that. I have brown hair and blue eyes I'm 5'8 and 150 pounds. I do wear glasses. I love to party with my friends once in awhile. I'm a fun loving guy who would show all you sexy women a great time. ple

School Stuff
Eliminating Sexism in the Army through Policies and Training People everywhere deserve to be treated fairly. Treating people equal, promotes the feeling that we are equal, where as treating people differently promotes the idea we aren’t equal. Why treat someone different, if they are equal to you? Sometimes differences in intelligence, strength, and skill level have to be taken into consideration. If you limit someone with the proper skills from doing a job, or stop someone low in intelligence from being in charge of people, or making important decisions, then that makes sense. However important intelligence, and skill level are, the U.S. Army does NOT take those attributes into consideration when promoting people, and when it comes to how people are treated, intelligence seems to be looked down upon. One of the main attributes they do take into consideration when deciding how to treat someone is what kind of genitals they have. The longer your urethra is, the shorter your hair h

Without You
Without you I was lost, lived in darkness and fear, without you I was empty, my future unclear, you showed my what love was, you made it all seems so real, gave meaning and reason, we shared smiles and cheer, what will it be like, where will I turn, will things be better, from all that we shared, what will life hold? will it return to what once was, lonely and cold? Without You.....

For My Friends
ONE FOR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ONE FOR FINANCIAL WEALTH ONE FOR EVERLASTING HAPPINESS SEVERAL FOR SUCCESS ONE FOR KNOWLEDGE ONE FOR BEAUTY, INNER AND OUTER MANY FOR FAMILY ONE FOR HONESTY AND THE LAST ONE FOR A LONG AND HEALTHY LIFE For every friend you send these roses to, your wish will come true This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can especially the person that sent to you and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are. You have 30 seconds to start. If you send this to 2 people - it will come true in a year 5 people - in 3 months 7 people - in 1 month 10 people - in a week 15 or more - tomorrow

Theresa'z Blog
Alright since alot of people would love for me to be a cold hearted bitch yet again. now im just going to put it like it fuckin is. no more beating around the damn bush. Alright now first off to those who think i give a damn about their myspace or yahoo feelings. you got another thing comming because you know what i could care less. if you think i care then honestly your on the fuckin internet too god damn much. For those who think that im trying to take their man.... I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN MAN plus ive have yours.... enjoy my sloppy seconds!! i could honestly care less if he jumped off a fuckin cliff and died!! and believe me you want to think oh im in love with him i call him 24/7 blah balh blah. . first off i have a life off of yahoo and away from drama. i have my own life to live. i have a man AND A DAMN FAMILY! so you know what just keep my fuckin name out of your damn mouth.. you dont know and you dont fucking want to know me. so unless you know facts about me leave my name out

Funnies!
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds

A Painful Experience
Let me tell you what happen to me when I was 13. I was watering cotton here in the Rio Gand Valley of Texas when I notice a lot of the Texas Red Harvester Ants floating by in the ditch. Didn’t pay much attention to the ants I was busy keeping my water flowing down the mile long rows of cotton. I got stung on my legs by a couple of ants. No problem just brushed them off and went back to work. Soon I felt “tickling” sensation in my goring area so being out in the country I grab my crouch and you gust it wham I got stung on the tip of my penis. I screamed so loud my Dad heard me a ½ mile away. Down came my pants followed by my underwear. Got the ant crushed it with my fingers and fell into the ditch in throbbing with pain. Luckily the ants had floated by and were down stream of me. Dad drove up wondering why I was in the ditch with my pants and underwear down around my ankles. I told him what had happen. He was laughing so hard that he couldn’t help me out of the ditch th

Etc.
in case you didn't notice, today is the last day to vote. http://mlb.mlb.com/news/article.jsp?ymd=20070628&content_id=2053799&vkey=allstar2007&fext=.jsp&partnered=rss_mlb hmmm... i'm thinking my legs could use a fresh shave. it's been four days since the last shave. they're getting stubbly, could poke an eye out with them. gonna go swimming tomorrow so yea, it's time for the tortured hair removal process. One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing th

Are You Dareing
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. (I Wanna Fuck Quiz) Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u wanna get ........ in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use dessert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like

A Special Friend
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers. BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You

Poems
THIS IS NOT A SOMETHING YOU SHOULD PASS UP PLEASE READ I AM ASKIN ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR TO KEEP MY DAUGHTER AND FAMILY IN THERE PRAYERS. MY DAUGHTER IS 17 YEARS OF AGE AND IS UNABLE TO LIVE A TEENAGERS LIFE. YOU SEE AT THE AGE OF 14 MY DAUGHTER WAS RAPPED AND IT HAS CHANGED HER LIFE TO THE WORSE. SHE WAS TAKIN AWAY FROM ME FOR 2 YEARS AND IN JULY SHE WAS BROUGHT HOME FOR GOOD BUT ONLY TO LIVE WITH MY MOTHER. SHE IS NOT ALLOWED TO BE WITH FRIENDS, NOT ALLOWED TO GET A JOB BABYSITTING, NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR NOT EVEN ALLOWED ALONE WITH ME ALL BECAUSE OF THIS ASSHOLE WHO DONE THIS TO HER. AND NOW HES IN JAIL. I DONT AGREE WITH THE WAY THE PENNSYLVANIA CYS (CHILDREN IN YOUTH SERVICE) ARE RUNNIN THERE SO CALLED BUSINESS. THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ARE TAKIN MY DAUGHTERS LIFE AWAY FROM HER. ALL WE WANT IS MY LITTLE GIRL TO HAVE HER LIFE BACK TO BE ABLE TO GO TO THE PROM TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS TO GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL AND TO F

Quiet Mist
I took my husband to school and dropped him off and now its gong to be another week or so by myself.Sometimes its great but other time it isn't When daybreak shines through a lone dewdrop as the walking sphere beneath turns to light a quiet mist will form,leasing the foliage tips To kiss nature's brethren once, to satiate and soothe a quickening from inert ground, awaken for the gift beyond opulent purple air, to blossom for this morn A frail fairness in this valley of dreams Gardens of graciousness in a wispy haze Screne horizons begins here Visions to please at this gateway of dawn a glistening world within one drop's lens Images that span generations of life The greening world in a morning's quiet mist

Friends
im new at this site so i want to thank everyone who has commented,rated,added me as a frind and who has sent me messages.and to all of yall who has wriiten me in my shoutbox(still trying to figure that out)thanks so much hugs & kisses love all sabrina

Spliffy Lyrics
Shroomy Shroomz Dialogue: 1: “Come on dude, eat it!” 2: “Nah man, it’ll seriously fuck me up.” 1: “That’s the point.” 2: “I know, but…I already had a 40 and some spliffs bro.” 1: “So? Just fuckin’ eat it dude.” 2: “Nah man, seriously.” 1: “Eat it…Eat it….EAT it….EAT IT…EAT IT!....EAT IT MOTHERFUCKER!” 2: “ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT ALLRIGHT!!!...SHIT…YOU OVERZEALOUS BASTARD!” 1: Chuckles 2: Chomps and sighs 1: “And?” Sitar kicks in 2: “Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude.” 1+2Laugh hysterically I chomp it down so I can feel my ink stand up Start to feel mellow and chilled that’s what’s up Feelin’ so damn dizzy till my brain drains out As I watch Alice startin’ to scream and shout And that snooty caterpillar starts to fuck with my mind While the kitty cat just crawls and creeps up from behind Just draw me in that psychedelic cartoon And I’ll be close to paranoia pretty soon Feelin’ my head

Information
Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or love one's life. Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ev

Summer Time!!
if anyone wants to help me while i go to work it would be appreciated! well its summer time and i have found my self a little bit busier now and not so much in the house. so this means i may be cutting back on the ct. i just want to thank everyone for all their love. and as for the contest for cutest ct pets i may be putting it off for a while till i have some money to pay for the blasts and till i start spending more time online. i just wanted to let all my good friends know this and i will be on from time to time just not as much as i usualy am :) so have a happy summer!!

When You Say Nothing At All
This ones for you, we have an unusual knack of thinking the same things, practically finishing off each others sentences It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in

Darker Me
i am me a Shadow Raven i live in the shadows and use my gifts to help in the darkness i tryed changing for others out of love or other reasons i paid the price for it one can not love or be loved if one can not be themself tis not for me no one is worth changing oneself to be wat they want if ur going to be loved it should be as yourself nothing else if they can't do that then they do not deserve you i have tryed several times only to be hurt and pushed further towards darkness was it worth it no it wasnt the price was to high i lost part of me in the process fake friends and fake love i do not need or want the price is to high my name Shadow Raven was given to me by a very dear native friend and her grand father a wise man for the gifts that i have i know in today's technologie age it is not easy but those that realy know me in real life knows of them have seen them i'm not worryed or do i care about others opinions i will not let anyone make me feel the

Pool Of Love
POOL OF LOVE I am your pool of love, Always ready for you to dive in And swim with me, To the deepest, darkest corners of my soul. When I am not with you, I wait in painful longing, Hiding my tears in the dew drops That slowly run down my sides. When you climb in with me, I bathe your whole body, My love caressing you gently With waters clear and warm. I am overflowing with emotions for you, And when I look up through the waves, Your sunshine sparkles through me, Creating colorful rainbows in my heart.

Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

Damn
Ok so im worried that i could go in to preterm labor. my dr. tells me i have a low lyeing placenta not good obvously and that we might have to do the c section early. it has me worried cuse I know im only 32 wks preggers I want to at least make it to 36 wks. im gonna go michelle Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry. OK SO TWO WEEKS AGO I FOUND OUT I WAS 2MTHS PRGGERS RIGHT. WELL SUNDAY AM I MISSCARRYED THE BABY. IM SO BROKEN UP ABOUT IT ITS JUST NOT FAIR I WAS SO EXCITED MY MAN IS JUST AS UPSET. WE EVEN PICKED OUT NAMES. I CANT STOP CRYING ABOUT IT. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY THIS HAPPEND TO ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG. I GUESS I MIGHT TRY AGIAN IN THE FURTURE. MAYBE BUT MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.

Hes So Damn Stupid
well i was gonna take my daughter so she can spend some time with her dad for a week ...but he is so fuckin worried that im gonna spend that time with a man that he dont want to to spend time with her...i guess he thinks that is new girlfriend is more important than his daughter....but thats ok im both mommy and daddy always have been guess ill always will be.but what i dont get is why is g/f and her kids is so important than his own daugther is...then he wants to blame me when she cussin his sorry ass out and dont want anything to do w ith him when he does decided that his daughter existes.dont get me wrong im not jelouse that he found someone else im happy for him cause what we had is over and gone.but the probl;em i have is way he does his girls and when he finds out that im datin and all thats when he wants to put me down and call me names ....so i guess you can say since he cant have me noone else should either....but kno what im free and i plan on livin my life weither he likes

My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*

Stuff You Should Check Out
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

This Is Who I Am
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Untitled & Unfinnished
Hiding in my corner, hider in darkness the taste of blood fills my mouth. I must drink this liquid before it goes cold. It's warmth soothers my forgotten soul. It gives me life that no mortal can equal. Now as this corpse lies still in my lap my soul is content, for the time being. Running a couple fingers around my mouth to catch the last few drops of blood that dribbled down from the corners, I suddenly feel the aura of another that was born into the same world as I. After licking my fingers, careful not to miss any of the delicious liquid, I turn around to see who had come up behind me, disturbing my solitude. Before even seeing who it was I knew it was you because of the deep growl warning me not to turn to fast. Even though you knew you knew it was me you still gave me the warning. As I took the advise and turned slowly I wandered why you had seeked me out. As I faced you, the cold stare sent a shiver down my spine. As if reading my mind you said, "I have come to take you." "T

Ginas Blog
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all. well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day. well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for or

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Wishes
Why do I bother? I should give up on wishes. Then only let me down! No matter how much it hurts, when they don't come true, I can't stop. I always dream. When I'm awake, and when I'm asleep. They send me on a rollercoaster. I get all excited & happy, then out of no where, they're shot down. Why do I bother? I wish for things becuase I have hope. most are shot down, true, but, everyonce in a while, THEY COME TRUE! That's why I can't stop. It's the times that they come trure, that keeps me going, they always give me hope. So, asking why do I bother really is a stupid question. Because I know the answer. It's the hope I have that keeps me wishing, it's the wishes that keeps me here, with my friends, & those who I love.

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

Ramblings Of Me
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride

What A Woman Wants
This is in response to that lovely question "So,what are you looking for in a man?" And besides the usual answer, heart, stomach, kidneys, etc...here's what I want. Oxymorons and all. Just because you know what you want, doesn't mean you are going to get it, but at least, for once, I can say I know what I want. ^.^ LOL. Gentle enough to not make me fear his touch, yet tough enough to protect us. Sweet enough to temper angry words with flowers and kisses, yet strong enough to keep my restless soul bound to him. One willing to be my master, my slave, my lover, my equal. One to teach me as well as hunger to learn from me. Implicit trust flowing betwixt us. Nary a moment of doubt. To listen to me, to laugh at me, to help me find my laugh again, to sweep me away, and keep me grounded, to drive me crazy and bring me salvation. To soar with me, to keep me anchored. To speak words of gibberish, to speak without words. Love my complications, adore my simplicity. Dream of my car

Old Friends
I'm so happy I found my old friend from high schools bro and sis and found out my friend is doing ok she has a daughter and stuff I'm so happy for her! I've been trying to find out about her for like seven years. Her bro is kinda a prick now tho but who cares my girl is doing alright. Hopefully I can keep up my happy mood for work tonight too I love good news with all the stuff thats going on in my life. I doubt anyone will read this anyway lol!

I Cost $ 85.50
I need a little support in this best back tattoo contest.. come take a look. comment bomb me and rank the tat and have a goodtime looking through the other awesome tats too..Thanks so Much http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212051&albumid=422681&i=1456106423# Here's the deal. You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then, post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $3.00 3. Got drunk: $7.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your ha

Question
does the idea of the boy or girl you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on..mmmmm do you still respect your date male or female if they want sex on the first date does the idea that the girl or boy you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on....mmmmmmm

Downraters Hall Of Shame
bambam@ CherryTAP And yet another lame downrater....Rated my default pic a 5...On the 4th of July no less.... I swear.. Bec@ CherryTAP This person took it upon themselves to rate my Trigun default pic a '1'.... They must not be anime fans.... hillbillyhoney55@ CherryTAP This person saw fit to rate my default pic a "6"....Must be a jazz music hater or something stupid... Go figure..

10 Compliments That Wow A Man !!
10 Compliments That Wow a Man Posted by David Zinczenko From an early age, men get hammered with the same message about how to treat women: More compliments, more listening, more romance. That's all well and good, as it should be. But sometimes, especially as relationships progress, men can also feel on the short-end of the fawning stick: Nearly 70 percent of men say they wish they received more regular compliments from their partner. I'm not suggesting that every guy has to be coddled and cuddled with verbal roses, but every once in a while, it's nice to throw one his way. While guys aren't particularly amped by compliments like "nice eyes" or "you're so beautiful," there are a few, simple things a woman can say to a man that really get him going. To wit: "Your arms are definitely looking bigger." Men can be just as paranoid about the way their bodies look as women can be. In fact, nearly 90 percent of men in a national Men, Love & Sex survey say there's at least one body

This Is So Exciting
i am so happy because i am going to be a father for the first time and i can't wait because i love my fionce alot and i know that she will be a great mother and i know that i will be a great father so i just can't wait to see what it will be like to be a father and have a family of my own...

Mat's Thoughts
Hey, wassup people? Just writing my first blog to say wassup and all? Feel free to talk, add, etc, whatever. I definitely like the more adult atmosphere of this place and despite the bayface I'm legal. Wanna chat then holla! ^_^ Anways, PEace

What Ever Falls Outa My Head Lands Here
There Is No Future - There Is No Past Thank God This Moments Not The Last There's Only Us There's Only This Forget Regret Or Life Is Yours To Miss No Other Road No Other Way No Day But Today I Can't Control My Destiny I Trust My Soul My Only Goal Is Just To Be Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You I Die Without You No Day But Today Will I Lose My Dignity Will Someone Care Will I Wake Tomorrow From This Nightmare There's Only Now There's Only Here Give In To Love Or Live In Fear No Other Path No Other Way No Day But Today No Day But Today Posted a MUMM Please vote on it ..... I seriously will do which ever one gets picked! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=116912

A Warning
So ever since i broke up with my ex she's been having trouble letting go. Then she started Cyber stalking me. I blocked the profile that she had on here after she left comments on my page and on the pages of my family. Recently 've been getting checked out by another profile. There's no pic on it other than a beach And the list of hobbies she has matches my ex so i believe it's her. This is a warning to my friends, fans, and family. Be careful of a profile named delious1 or something like that.

Random Crap
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now ha

Sex Tell Me!!
Your First Time SurveyTake This Survey at NaughtyQ.comWhen was your first kiss?12When was your first erotic touch?16When was your first orgasm?16When was the first time you were naked in front of someone?14When was the first time you saw someone naked?14When did you have sex for the first time?14

Information
Hello to all the lovely Freelance Bombers, After having a hectic week of the in-laws staying, I have finally managed to get back online. I hear Lisa say 'Thank God for that!!! Move and don't tell the in-laws' lmaoooo Now that I'm back that means you no longer have to go to Lisa with all your problems or concerns. I hope you've had a great week bombing. Lisa has kept me up to date. A HUGE Congratulations to everyone for helping get Mick's VIC, Beth's Blast and keeping Sassy in the lead. I would also like to Welcome Desert Gypsy to Freelance Bombers, may you enjoy yourself and have a great laugh. Anyway, enough of my rambling, have a great day everyone and keep up the fantastic comment bombing. Kind Regards Sami ~Founder of Freelance Bomber's~ Hello Freelance Bomber's. I would like to take a few minutes of your time, to inform you that I (Sami ~ Founder of Freelance Bomber's), will not be available until about Tuesday 10th July. This means that Lisa will be run

My True New Mexico Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught peeing --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will leave you behind when the cops come and will go back after they leave to find you NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will pick you up and throw you on there shoulders caring you through the desert so you both don't get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will help you up and take you to the hospital after the fight you got into. NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Will find the mother fucker and beat his ass then come get you and take you to the hospital --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs NEW MEXICO FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the nig

Married For A Night
A man and a woman, who have never met before, but are both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly...he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own damn blanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

This Is Beautiful Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

The Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

The Haircut
A guy stuck his head into a barbershop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut? The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later, the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked "How long before I can get a haircut ?" The barber looked around at the shop and said, "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later, the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bob, do me a favour. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bob returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves ?" Bob looked up, tears in his eyes and said, "Your house."

Repost This If You Laugh
Body: A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" if you laugh repost this. just spread the joke arou

I Was Sent This And I Wanted To Pass It Along
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Thanksgiving Divorce
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay" he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own w

Letter By U.s. Marine Being Passed Along By His Wife
Subject: Letter by U.S. Marine being passed along by his wife................... {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted collea

Im A Wife Of A Us Soldier
I am the Wife of a United States soldier. I am a supporter of the United States Air Force- an encouragement for the greatest protectors of the greatest Nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband, and the uniform that he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service and the Nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all that I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principles of freedom for which my country stands. No matter what situation I am in, I will never do anything for pleasure, profi

A Soldier's Poem
A SOLDIER'S POEM Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live

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Just Me
Oh,damn, I am gettin' old(er). I am gonna be 30 09/09/2007. I have started to dread the beginning of fall because it signifies how old I feel. With my disease, cold weather makes me crazy. My pain intensifies along with my joint stiffness. Instead of feeling 30, I feel 3000. I am a person who believes in reincarnation and "soul" or "spirit" memory. I have real memories from WWII, the Middle Ages, and even Biblical times. I don't know, maybe it's my soul that's tired instead of my body. I just hope that my luck changes for the better. I'm not sure that it can get much worse, but having said that it's sure to. Oh, well, I guess I'll get through it again. I must say, first off, I am NOT proud of the things I do. I simply must, or someone worse might. I do not take solace in the fact that I have the means and ability to take life, to destroy the one thing that we truly can't get by without. I do, however, take solace in the fact that SO many people in this world deserve just that. Too may

Interesting
----- Swimming with polar bears? There's a place in the world where children can swim among polar bears. Since July 2004, in the little town of Cochrane , northern Ontario , you can visit the Polar Bear Habitat. It's a kind of local zoo where people can live the once-in-a-lifetime experience of an outdoor swim with polar bears. Of course, the humans are in a different pool, separated from the bears' habitat by just a layer of glass. Can you see the water drops now? There's a bullet proof, shatterproof glass that's almost 9 centimeters thick, because although they're cute, polar bears are among the world's most ferocious carnivores. It took 20 years for the Polar Bear Conservation and Education Habitat and Heritage Village to get off the ground. When it opened in it attracted some 11,000 visitors in the first six months. And now you're invited to go and swim with all those bears if you dare. Neat stuff, eh?

Ang
Okay I had a dr appointment yesterday! It was just for normal tests like cholesterol and stuff like that. My doctor informs me that my Red Blood cells are high, but I smoke and that is common, She says yes but mine are higher than that and they keep getting higher everytime I get tested. She wants me to see a specialist OK good. I find out its an Oncology/Hemotology expert. Blood disease doctor so that just freaks me out. Anyway, I make an appointment with new guy. I go home and think well I will just look up High Red Blood Cells on internet. Major Mistake! The crap it listed on there is scary!! I believe that my parents left me with all the crap genes of the two families!! LMAO Yes, I am the only child that has inherited every disease my family has to offer. Allergies to everything, Aneurysm, Stroke, and multiple other things... I swear I have been in a hospital every year of my life for one thing or another..! One of the diseases listed on the web page for High Re

Baby Makes Two
When i anounced my webcam marrage on May 5th i kinda lied....i was in India with Ali and we got married there well i'm NOT to anyone going to go into it all but Ali is supose to have our marrage disolved but now is begging me back saying he made a mistake....today ( about ) 20 minutes ago i finaly got to tell him i am 6 1/2 weeks pregnate .... As of this moment i DON"T want any more drama brought to me by ANYBODY on my list NO stress nothing...I have lost 6 babys and had one still born i wont take another chance with any of it frist sign and i'm off ct for good I love all my friends but IF this baby makes it it's al good Blessings to all my friends and know i love you all UPDATE: After last fridays car wreck there isn't going to be any baby...phicaly i am healing fine and i wish to tank everyone for their suport and prayers and well wishing threw this I came home from the hospital Sunday afternoon by my demanns...no since in me staying there when what i need to reco

Dust In The Wind
what will you leave behind? who's heart have you touched? how many children did you feed? how many hurts have you healed? do the ones you love know that you do? time passes, things change, if you care show it now, tomorrow may never come, we are all just here for a season, in the end we are each just, Dust In The Wind

A Marine That Threatens Un-armed Civilians.
OK, if this is the way the military is representing our great nation, I am both ashamed and appalled to think about this. I was driving home from worth the other day when a lovely gentleman in the "marines" to quote him, followed me home and threatened me and proceeded to spit on me. According the cops its a simple case of road rage, cus I have no idea what set this man off, and its blownin my mind to think that any of our military would treat anyone, any civilian such as this man did. I was driving home..... Was goin up a hill into castle rock, and where I live. Now going up the hill it is too lanes and says KEEP RIGHT except to pass. (Which most people now days dont get this, but thats another subject.) So this guy is either A. Very stupid B. Extremely stupid. C. Blind and needs glasses. D. Rude and doesn't care. E. ALL of the above. Now from my experience with people. (E) is most likely. But (A) and (B) are really catching my attention. I have a CDL and due to this

Blah
today has been real good. watched a movie with the boyfriend and now i'm about to eat the greatest food of my life..filipino food. yum. camping is next week. well thanks for the welcome everyone. really appreciate it. someone should let me know how everything works on here.. plus i love to meet new people. hit me up or buy me a drink..haha

Hmmm
I really need some help friends... i have no idea what to do with this situation.. right now i'm crying hysterically because i can't find anyone to talk to about what's goin on .. and i just figured i would write a blog to tell whats goin on and hopefully get some feedback...I'm prayin to find a solution because i dont know how much more i can take. You see the problem is that i haven't dealt with my ex greg in about 4 months. All of a sudden today i get an email from him on myspace... He had deleted his old one i guess.. i dunno cause i havent heard from him in a long time.. well he's saying shit like im gonna tell steve( guy im seeing) what kinda person i am.. and that my mom is crazy.. just stir up a buncha bullshit. You see, he doesn't wanna see me happy.. swears to God i did everythin under the sun to hurt him.. when actually he hurt me so badly i wasnt even sure i wanted to get in a relationship with someone new. From day one of me and greg's relationship, he hacked into m

This Is Me
On a tour to Flordia, the Pope took a couple of days off to visit the coast for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the beach in his car when there was a frantic commotion just off the shore. A helpless man, wearing a maize and blue Michigan jersey, was struggling frantically to free himself from the jaws of a 25-foot shark. As the Pope watched horrified, a speedboat came racing up with three men wearing scarlet and gray Ohio State jerseys. One quickly fired a harpoon into the sharks side. The other two reached out and pulled the bleeding semiconsciouse Wolverine from the water. Then usling long clubs, the three beat the shark to death and hauled it, too, into the boat. Immediately the Pope shouted and summoned them to the beach. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions." he told them. "I heard that there were some bitter hatreds between Wolverines and Buckeyes, but now I have seen with my own eyes that is not true." As the Pope drove off, the harpooner asked

Blah Ti Blah
The girl lurking in the forgotten shadows of life. Forgotten by all who once knew her bright shining face. Misery controls her lonely soul. She is slowly dying inside. Wishing for the one who can bring her to life. Look into her eyes...the broken windows to her miserable soul. Screaming inside for someone to understand her pain. In a broken heart, her tears will forever fall. Only wanting to be understood by the ones she once loved. Crying forever... pleading to be loved. Disgusted with everything about herself. This is what she saw every time she looked in the mirror...Come to find out... That girl was Me....

Gnr
But who am I to tell you that I've seen any reason Why you should stay Maybe we'd be better off without you anyway I got a one way ticket on your last chance ride Got a one way ticket to your suicide Got a one way ticket and there's no way out alive And all this crass communication that has left you in the cold Isn't much for consolation when you feel so weak and old But if home is where the heart is Then there's stories to be told No, you dont need a doctor No one else can heal your soul Got your mind in submission Got your life on the line But nobody pulled the trigger They just stepped aside They'll be down by the water While you watch 'em wavin' goodbye They'll be callin in the morning They'll be hanging on the phone They'll be waitin for an answer But you know nobody's home And when the bells stop ringing It was nobody's fault but your own There were always ample warning There were always subtle signs And you would have seen them coming But we ga

Nudist Colony
Have you ever been doing something and have a song or something remind you of someone or sometime in your life…well as I was driving home today this song reminded me of a friend I thought I had lost…hope you enjoy it she’s a great singer!! Faith Hill - Breathe And for a a little humor today I leave you with this.. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nudist Colony A man joined a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he took off his clothes and started to wander around the area. A gorgeous petite blonde walked by, and the man immediately got an erection. The woman noticed his erection, came over to him and asked, did you call for me?" The man replied, "No, what do you mean?" She said, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she lead him to the side of the swimming pool, laid down on a towel eagerly

June 27, 2007 What A Great Night
For the past few months I have been talking to this friend of mine Rhonda we have never talked on the phone but have talked about calling each other but we have never gotten around to it because she was moving and I am always been busy. Well yesterday when I got up I had a message from Rhonda saying that she was going to call me when she got home from work. So last night at 9:28pm Rhonda called me we where on the phone till 11:07pm we talked about everything how we are going to met each other next year all that stuff. It was really nice to be able to talk to her. She is truly a sweetheart. So stop by and show this sweetheart some real love. CT wife of Scott@ CherryTAP Also Rhonda CT husband Scott is a awesome friend to have stop by and show him some love to. scott CT Husband of Rhonda@ CherryTAP

Poems And Quotes
A is for asphyxiation you don't get your breath B is for the bible that keeps your darkest depth C is for your cock which I squash beneath my shoe, while I watch you wiggle and laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzing, jerking tendency K for kisses L for love, and licks you all for me M is for the manacles imprisoned in your feet N is for your name I mumble oh baby so sweet O is for the O-ring holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirt I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that only you will know T is for the torment that keeps you on the go U is for unbridled love that only I c

Precise Thought To Miscomprehend
so I can't help but think I came across as kind of bitchy in my mum about Alina's birthday. My sister and I do everything together practically every weekend...you think that this would be something that would be no different. We have the same family & we live a distance from the rest of our family...so it would make sense that we would have a joint party. The boys shared their first "family" birthdays-they're 6 days apart-at the same age...so it was special for them.But they also had separate parties in their respective towns for their respective friends. Here-I have my sister-that's it really anymore. I have co-workers, I have fair-weather friends...but ultimately-I'm alone. It would make more sense for me to go have a birthday party for Alina in Sacramento that it does for me to have one here in hell. I would have had no problem sharing Alina's birthday with Brady...had it been planned that way. But it wasn't planned that way. My sister has to be in control of everything, everything

For My Real Friends :-)
I spend most of my time on myspace where they are real friends, the naughty pics do bring me here,LOL but not too many of you talk.. so check me out if ya want? I keep my profile updated there. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=15593755 Tom

How Fucked Up Is This World...
I use to write all the time on MySpace when it first came around, but those days have come and passed. My stories where those of humor and true but funny things I've noticed about the world. Many many people would comment me on how hard they would laugh about my writings, and they could never get enough. Have you asked yourself why I'm telling you all this yet? What does all this have to do with my blog title "How fucked up is this world..."? Well here is the answer: I don't write about those things anymore probably due to growing a bit older and noticing my surroundings (my world) closer than what I use to see them as. Specially after joining the military which most def took the candy coding off of many of the things I use to enjoy, but we will come back to this a bit later. Basically what I am saying is how many times have you or someone you know have been at the top of their game, or raised above all the bullshit in their lives to become happy for that short period of time j

My Lounge
Hey peeps. Just got a station that I know a Dj in my lounge. You all should come check it out. The Djs are rocking and no one is there to injoy. I'm also open to any suggestions for my lounge to make it look as good as it sounds. :D Here's the link. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7619# WHY YOU STILL READING COME AND CHECK IT OUT. GET YOUR FRIENDS TO COME TOO. Luv too all Trista

Ridiculous Misunderstandings
"WELL YOU DOWN RATE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TIFFY" I made the mistake of downrating someone I, till this day, am no longer a fan of, even if this person blocked me. puter problems was the culprit and now im blocked, plus her friend found out and im a huge fan of hers, and she blocked me, all because or a "down rating" I realized this a long ass time ago, as far back as high school. popularity was the case, everyone wanted it, everyone strived for it, everyone wanted to be popular in iether thier own group, or in high school altogether. I tried to like them all and do what they did, be as popular as they were, and i know im stealing this from the army, but it applies so much more..."be all i could be"..but it didnt matter..you iether had to be better or else your just a pesky follower...it was the attention...i got fed up with it..i hung around the "not so popular" ppl and i learned soo much more, had soo much more fun and memories... what im trying to get at..is that when it come

Awesomeness!!:p
man, just sitting here soaking up the awesomeness..haha..this site fricken rox ass.luv it luv it...happy i was invited to the tap. feels like im partying..haha..luv it..well just wanted ta say hi to ya'll. until then...CHEERS..big ears *L*. ;D

Just A Wonderful Life....
for so long now, i have been away. away from it all. all the hurt all the pain it comes and it goes yet remains the same. i find that one thing to keep me sane yet everything else just fades away. what can make this better this hurt deep within its a direct reflection of my own sin longing to be loved for such a long time but never a soul, that i could call mine. everyone has walked away he is the only one that has ever stayed. he's right by my side he always knows how to make me smile or when to leave me alone. i give thanks for my soul mate each day because as long as we're together i can't fall apart. A drifter, she's travelled for LOVE.... Been away from loved ones, and ran for years. She's give anything to find it here... LOVE! From New York to Florida, from shore to shore.... To the depths of the ocean, she'll never know for sure. So many tries, and so many failures to find this thing called love. Searching for the wrong thing for so lon

My Musings
Many of you know that for fun I like to write erotic stories. Well, I finally finished a GOOD one:) I wrote this for a very good fubar friend of mine who's been nice enough to continue chatting with me almost from the first day I was a member here back in the good ole Cherry Tap days:p Thanks Dubbs! You're great:) So give it a read, but if you're going to look down on me or think that what I write is "lewd and disgusting" turn your ass right around and get off my blog! This is for people to enjoy:) So.....enjoy! Hehehehe. Oh and it's pretty long so be prepared to be here awhile. And I'll take suggestions for a good title too:) Thanks! I glance at my eye makeup in the rear view mirror for the eighth time since I’ve pulled into the hotel parking lot. It’s too much, I think to myself as I dab at the corners of my eyelids and then reach into my purse for my lip gloss. I’m fifteen minutes early for our meeting, but I couldn't sit at home and fuss over my outfit any long

Hanoi Jane
SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PICTURES BUT I THINK YOU WILL GET THE POINT! FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN SERVING AND ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ..WITHOUT YOU AND ALL OUR FAMILYS BEFORE YOU WE WOULDNT BE LIVING IN A COUNTRY WHERE WE HAVE THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK OUT AND FOR ME TO REALIZE THEY WANT TO HONOR THIS BITCH IT SICKENS ME.. She really was a Traitor IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!! She really was a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BAR

United States Redneck Special Forces
I realized, recently, that most people think I'm off the wall and that's something that holds me apart from EVERYBODY else in the world. Then while I was rereading a favorte blog from my "brother" Puck (because he took 1 too many to the face) I realized that I'm not as unique as everyone else claims. I also realized that Puck just doesn't get enough credit for being just like I am! So, people here are the Words Of Puck, as writen in His blogs! BTW, I didn't ask him to reprint these, so if he asks you don't know who posted this!!!!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 03, 2007 ’Tis the season for a pissed off Puck Current mood: irritated Winter finally hit up here. I think it's time to move back down South. I'm so angry right now, my coffee tastes horrible. If I was EVER single again, I'd go to Wal-Mart to look for a date. Space for Rent. Apply within. MXC is the greates

Hiatus
I won't be around for awhile starting tomorrow night.. I am heading down to NC to visit my sons father before he deploys we will be traveling to a couple of states including back to Michigan for a short stay but I will be really busy and not active on here. I am not sure when I'll be back .. He checks back in on the 8th of July but I plan on staying down there for a few days to enjoy the ocean, help him with getting ready to leave and letting him spend optimal time with his son since he hasn't seen him since April.. Leave me some love and I hope to come back to lots of comments, ratings and fans.. Ct love to you all!! -Nikki So if you have noticed that you can't send me messages through shoutbox it's because I'm not always at the computer that sometimes I get so many messages that the other ones dissapear and I don't know to get back to some people..so if you want to talk to me.. send me a private message then I will for sure get your message.. or leave me a comment and I'll get bac

Sometimes life just doesn't seem fair. I know that there is no control over certain things that happen, for example a miscarriage. it just seems like no matter how hard you want to have a child God takes that away from you. Not only once but twice now. it just doesn't seem fair. You think to yourself will I ever have the chance to be a mother? Well, who knows what will happen now. I guess the only thing to do is wait

The Test Of Time
Take a deep breath and exhale slowly. Remember that not everything will go bad, but rejoice when all is well. I know that at times things seem dull, boring, or tedious, but you must always think of things in the brightest sense. I have always felt that I should never be to far from the truth, but stand right next to it. I hope that others feel the same way.

New Msic Player In Lounge
i'v gone off to bed but please go in and injoy the music go get some of your friends and have fun COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS 1Club.FM : 80s Dance Hits Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com

My Life
I am having these extreme sexual fantasies I want to fulfill. When I was younger I was molested it lead to me being very sexual. I learned to let it feel good. and it would lead to me having orgasms from it. IDK. I guess I am twisted fuck. But It never hurt me to be myself. I could care less if you are affected by this blog. Every man for himself out in this world. I can bet you this cherryspace has lots of sick fantasies worser than mine. But I love all. I like to have sex with men who are not physically attractive just really good humping. As for gils I want the ones who are like me. if you are I will add you. I don't need liberal fucks telling me how to think. my mind is my perogotive. and if you have any sweet nasty raunchy sex stories do tell!! I am all for it. Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.com

Another Day On Ct
Well all I am bringing the lighter side of things to you ~ although this is not so light hearted for my lil girl ... I find this very touching, she has just brought a small Garden bug, maybe a Roly Poly to me, dead and announbced while crying that we must go bury because she killed it on accident. So this is where I go and do my motherly duty with a flashlight and bury the lil fellow in the dirt . Then I will comfort her some more and we will go to bed.. So after a long day I shall say good night all... As we all lay our heads down tonight, lets count blessings in our lives. As bad as we think it may be for us at points there is someone who has it worse. You can bank on that. Luvs ya all that rock and you know who you are~ Sooooooooooooooo as I leave for the day I wish you all a great week-end! Heading out for my little one and tonight is her first cheerleading for the varisty football team, so my proud mommie pics will follow. I am so excited to see a bunch of 4 year o

What Is Love ? (definition)
What is Love? It’s a Question we all ask. Here’s my favorite definition. -Love is an unconditional & healthy concern for the well being of another person, held in balance with an equally strong concern for ones own well-being. So if it’s really love, your concern for that someone special has to be unconditional- you give it without requiring anything in return. The only limit, but it’s a big one, is that you love yourself to a similar degree. Leave that out and again, its not really love. However, healthy relationships also need commitment, which is conditional, if a relationship is not defined by conditions then it lacks commitment. If you can hold the balance between love and commitment. You have learned one of the great secrets of a successful relationship. -Author Unknown

My Friend
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSED AWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING RED LIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ~BabyBoy J~ UPDATE........ there turning off the machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM

Santa
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

Vacations
This past weekend my best friend Nick came to see me for his vacation. I have not seen him in 5 years and it most certainly was good to see him again. I enjoyed his company. He also accomplished talking me into moving out of Louisiana, so in a year I will be moving to Iowa near him. There are a few other reasons for my moving too, but I am not going to devulge my reasons just now. My pics are in my friends and default album and also my stash. Thanks for reading.

Dreamer
Is there a dreamer in all of us, or is it just me? My dreamer eye sees the possible in a world of impossible realites. My dreamer mind tells me that there is a way in all circumstances. My dreamer is strong in its belief. In the beilef of love and happiness, that every argument, fight is nothing more than a simple misunderstanding. My dreamer says there is always a magic word to make things right again. My dreamer will not fade as I get older. My dreamer will not go away when it is wrong. My dreamer will find a better way next time. My dreamer refuses to think that its over, when it stands in my face and says the words. My dreamer is a part of me, my dreamer is me. My dreamer is my eyes that sees beauty in the ugly, sees the hopefull in the hopeless, feels love for the loveless. My dreamer sees me as me, in all that I hope the world will see. Is there a dreamer in you?

Get Real!!
Well if there is one thing that i have noticed about places like this it is that the vast majority of people who participate are harsh fakes, posers, andmost of all full of shit!! Thats not to take away from this site or any other becouse of all of them i do really love this one. I geuss what im saying is that its true that people hang out at these sites becouse they want to be something that they are not really in reall life. well I think thats just ripping your self off. You can fake all the shit you want on sites like this and be unsatified with your real life or you can be an ass kicker in real life first then come to a place like this and kick even more ass. all I'm saying is this be true to your self in all things. be proud of who you are regardless of what the simple minded might think, let the world see who you really are and if they dont like it .....FUCK EM!!!!

I Cried
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent