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Random Fact Of The Day
If you do not recycle an aluminum can it take the equivalent of half of that can ful of gas to remanufacture the aluminum to create that can --> throwing away 21 cans is the same as throwing a gallon of gas down the sink.

The Lonely Brain Cell
Once upon a time there was a female brain cell which, by mistake, happened to end up in a man's head. She looked around nervously because it was all empty and quiet. "Hello?" she cried, but no answer. "Is there anyone here?" she cried a little louder, but still no answer. Now the female brain cell started to feel alone and scared and yelled at the top of her voice, "HELLO, IS THERE ANYONE HERE?" Then she heard a faint voice from far, far away. "We're down here ..."

Sex Quiz
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God90%A Romantic40%Virgin5%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Twisted Ramblings.
So, I've been sick with this garbage since Thanksgiving, but thankfully, I'm on the mend. My doctors are happy with the results thus far, which is good. The bad news? I let my exercise slide during this time. Last week or so, I became so motivated that I slipped my gym shorts on! Oh, yeah! I was proud of myself. The day after that, I was so motivated by the fact that I'd slipped into my gym shorts the day before that I slipped on my gym shorts and actually exercised. I did a spot of cardio and a wee bit of strength training. Don't worry. I didn't go all out. I did a piddlin' ten miles at a very leisurely pace and some rowing and the like. Something like thirty miles per hour, so you can see I didn't jump into it. I feel it's important to gradually ease yourself into something of that nature after time off and especially if you're brand new! Anyway, on to my strength training. I like to use body weight exercises, but I really and truly hate push-ups. Don't ask me why. I

What Is My Sexual Style?
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting100%Hot100%Violent100%Wet88%Soft75%Sweet56%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Need Suggestion
I need some ideas and suggestions as far as what to add to this page. http://www.geocities.com/bricemacartney/ThinkingRock.html Please let me know what you think and what would be good to add to it.Its kinda bare :|

A Note I Received From A Friend In The Uk
Two Proposals Worth Considering... New Gas Plan....Blair wants us to cut the amount of fuel we use. The best way to stop using so much fuel is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our fuel. The price of fuel would have to come down as a result. New Immigration Plan... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to Britain, then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq, and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq a

Sorry
I'm sorry if I haven't responded to something that you wrote or if I'm not on here as much...I haven't really been in a lost cherry mood... so, an update, California was a lot of fun...I'm really happy that I sucked it up and went out to see Justin, he's always a good friend, a pro at cheering me up, getting my mind of things and reminding me that I rock and people are stupid. I got some not so great news when I got of the plane coming home though. My great grandpa died...there was a viewing last wednesday...which sucked because I didn't know if was a viewing until I got there. For those you that don't know what a viewing is, it's when they lay the body out so that you can see it one last time before they are cremated. I'm not a big fan of viewings. It makes me really upset to see someone that I had great memories of alive, dead. It becomes the last thing I remember, and I hate that. And I got sucked into going to one. The worst part it, I haven't got all my crying out.

Hahaha
How do these people survive? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind,

These Past Two Days...
this week has been pretty interesting... i woke up yesterday and found out that i had to go to the damn dentist! they pulled my wisdom teeth..... and now im in paiN! today was good b/c my best friend Jorge, and my friend Oscar came over.... played some xbox.... chilled it was a chill-axe day!

Man Alive
I have never hadd so much crap thrown at me . Normally its one thing here annd there but lately its more then one thing at a time... I am just lucky that I can handle all this shyt. Welcome to the holiday system, The closer the holidays come the more shyt keep coming up .. Well happy holidays Imma shut up now

Friends!!
A BEST FRIEND IS THIS:-) > A best friend.... > (A)ccepts you as you are > (B)elieves in you > (C)alls just to say "HI" > (D)oesn't give up on you > (E)nvisions the whole of you > (F)orgives your mistakes > (G)ives unconditionally > (H)elps you > (I)nvites you over > (J)ust "be" with you > (K)eeps you close at heart > (L)oves you for who you are > (M)akes a difference in your life > (N)ever Judges > (O)ffers support > (P)icks you up > (Q)uiets your fears > (R)aises your spirits > (S)ays nice things about you > (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it > (U)nderstands you > (V)alues you > (W)alks beside you > (X)-plains things you don't understand > (Y)ells when you won't listen and > (Z)aps you back to reality > PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND www.hostdrjack.com

Bitchology 101
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.

Studying Blows!
So yeah...i'm trying to study for finals and I can't stand this shit... General Ed courses are useless and i feel like i've wasted two years of my life! I have astack of papers i gotta write and turn in... and about 150 pages of reading for a test i have to take tonight... yay me! well that's enough bitchin' from me ... nice talkin to y'all haha later

Not Quite Here Anymore..
As anyone who knows/cares/noticed I've not exactly been online much recently. I've had a few things happen which, well, basically boil down to shit, meet fan. Thanks to a certain person in my life, I've ended up re-developing a stutter I thought I'd managed to keep under control and hidden. Until I was pushed to the edge of reasonable thought. Also, allow me to go on the record as saying Fuck You Christmas! I've grown to HATE this time of year, thanks to the way things have been for me. The rest of you, by all means, enjoy this shit. Hell, at least your going to be able to spend it with someone. Now, I need to get a lot of my head back together, as being pushed to the point of stuttering and fragile mind kind of means you don't end up caring too much about things you know you should, which is one of the reasons I've stayed offline. So I don't accidently say the wrong thing to the wrong person, and really hurt them. I'm still visiting this place randomly to check messages and shit

Last Night
last night you came to me in a dream arms open wide softly kissing my lips i feel your warm embrace as i breathe you in lightly touch my face eyes showing the love u lay me down kiss me gently explore my neck biting lightly along my skin making slow love to me your warm hands exploring my body i tremble beneith you my hairs standing on end anticipating your next move the world has stopped only the two of us now thank god i am a woman u make me want you you make me beg going so slow fullfiling my every desire the world crashes as u finaly penitrate me looking into my eyes telling me u love me kissing my lips feeling ur masculine body atop of mine sending me into extasy i never want to awaken from last night

A Seasonal Reminder
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mum So I had a sprite instead I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mum, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mum Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain i

Today's Funny...
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will Swim by, you might live in Michigan . If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights Each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you Might live in Michigan. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, You might live in Michigan If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of The year, you might live in Michigan. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work There, you might live in Michigan. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of His forehead, you might live in Michigan. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might Live in Michigan. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might Live in Michigan . If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation w

Dark Pink Setlist 12/18
Funeral Procession - The Electric Hellfire Club Love Never Dies (Part 1) - Apoptygma Berzerk Pink Noise - Neotek Spiritual Cramp (Mission UK Mix) - Christian Death See You In Hell - Suicide Commando I Ran - Sunshine Blind How Soon Is Now - Snake River Conspiracy Xcess (Remixed By Schneider Of Rammstein) - Slick Idiot This Shit Will Fuck You Up - Combichrist Mother - Android Lust Mercy Kill - Apoptygma Berzerk Dominion, Mother Russia - Sisters Of Mercy Sin (Dub) - Nine Inch Nails Night to Day - Moodorgan House on Fire - Assemblage 23 Funeral Night - Bella Morte Even Angels Fall - Cruxshadows Black Celebration - Depeche Mode Black Sun - Dead Can Dance Lecher Bitch - Genitorturers You Know What You Are - Nine Inch Nails Dark Lover Rising - Lords Of Acid Lover Boy/Lover Girl - Lords Of Acid Blood Music - Zeromancer Sympathy For The Devil - Electric Hellfire Club Chemicals - Diary Of Dreams Hemoglobin - Beborn Beton Peek A Boo - Siouxsie and the Banshees Like A P

Just Me
Forged in the fires of battle, my body is strengthened by every hero that has been or ever was. Their lives and experiences have gathered threw time and space to become a hero that the world so desires, and in their honor, I shall use my strengths and abilities to vanquish all that is evil, for evil has something to fear and that fear is me………………………..The Reaper

Story Time
Walking threw a forest at night I’m looking for my other half who shall complete me, and shall make me whole. But I’ll I see is the snow quietly falling from the sky and the full moons light peaking threw the holes of the tree tops. I seem to walk forever. The endless forest seems to taunt me, as I look for the one. I suddenly walk into a clearing, the moon light reflecting off the freshly fallen snow, theirs not a cloud in the sky, yet it continues to snow quietly. A soft howl of a wolf can be heard in the distance. I walk to the middle of the clearing, I stand slowly taking in this miraculous sight I’m seeing. A woman down on the ground taking care of a wounded wolf, from where I stand it looks as if the wolf was injured by a hunter’s bullet. I run to help the young woman, as I near her I slow in astonishment of how beautiful she looks. She asks me for help to take the animal back to her cabin, I agree and pick the wolf up and carry him for her. Her blond hair seems t

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

Talk To Me
Okay...this is my very first blog..ever. Not sure what the purpose fo this is, so I'll just throw down a bunch of stuff and hopefully it'll all make sense and mean something...lol. I have this nifty lil thing on my profile for visitors to leave voice comments, but imma thinkin not too many ppl are seeing it. So, if ya goes to my profile I would greatly appurciate it if you would call the number and leave a voice comment, so I can hear ya. I WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE TO HEAR YOUR VOICES! Later on I'll be adding a webcam feature too, so ppl can leave video comments...hehehe. We'll so how that one goes...lol. Okay..that's it for my first blog. Hmmmmm.....I hope it made some sense.

Contests
I know that there are a lot of contests on here... and mostly for popularity... but the ones that give me the creeps are the one's for the "cutest kids"... I know proud parents like to show off their kids... as I do too... but why post pictures of you kids on the internet? There are far too many sicko's out there doing God knows what looking at these pictures... and that disturbes me to no end. That's just my opinion...

Here It Is
Now they are preparing for an all out asault!!! thier general has just had a press confrence confering the attack Funny Videos Funny Videos Funny Videos and this is just too much a gerbil driven killing machine Funny Videos Funny Videos Funny Videos Funny Videos Funny Videos Funny Videos

Breaking The News Is Worth A Beer
Steve, Bob, and Jeff were working on a very high scaffolding. Suddenly, Steve falls 50 feet to the ground below and he is killed instantly. After the coroner leaves with Steve''s body, Bob volunteers to inform Steve''s wife of the terrible news. Some two hours later, Bob returns to the work site with a six-pack of beer under his arms. "Say, Bob, where did you get the six-pack?" "Steve''s wife gave it to me!" "What! You just told her that Steve died and she gave you a six-pack?" "Well, before I broke the news to her, I asked her if she was Steve''s widow. And, she said she wasn''t, so I said I''d bet her a six-pack she was!"

Kisses
WHAT A KISS MEANS +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready" +Kiss on the Forehead ="I hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything" +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What... A... Night!!!
Wow. God damn that is a lot of booze. Was? a lot of booze? lol. So yeah, turned 21 yesterday. Had a party last night. Craaaaazy. Lots of people, lots of drinkin', no cake all over the place this time, have a big ol thing of turtle cheesecake in there (my favorite... yum!), and just had an all around good time. =) Plus, I woke up, and there's snow everywhere! It's so awesome!! Makes me wanna curl up in a blanket with someone, drink cocoa and peppermint schnapps and just relax and be all snuggly. haha. I think I'll go procure some food... and maybe hit the bank. They should make a drive thru bank/food joint, that'd be cool...

Well This Is Odd
Do you ever have one of those days when you are just in a good mood for no apparent reason? I've got that going on today. My brain chemistry must be in a good place. I wish I could pass this around on the internet like some sort of email attachment.

Ha! Only 50% Promiscuous, Despite What You May Have Heard. =p~
I am 50% Promiscuous.I like sex and have a healthy sex life. I get just enough and know how to use my sexuality. Some people might have a problem, but that is their problem not mine. They just need to get more.Take thePromiscuous Test@ FualiDotCom ROFL tff!

Remember It Forever
Floating through a party, Your eyes flattered me all night. Thinking of a dick inside me, Muscles in me pulled tight. Outside for a smoke, Silently you offered me one. I put yours out on a car, My passions set to stun. My finger on your lip, I pushed you on top of the car. Climbing onto your crotch, You were not going far. Riding you up and down, feeling friction from your jeans, Beneath my skirt was underwear, I wanted to rip at the seams. I begged for harder penetration, My wetness teased me so, I rubbed up and down Guided your erect penis to and fro. Between sucking my lips, you whispered in my ear, "Let's find a nice "spot" Do you want to get out of here?" You led me to a deck chair, hidden and out of sight. Moving like a dance, Togetherness felt wrong and right. Placing me down gently, After I tore of my dress, Then urging your jeans half down, You were free enough to caress. The restrictions of your clothing, made you my prisoner.

Another Storm
Preparing for another storm that is supposed to come in on Sunday. This one is not suppose to be as bad, only 35mph winds, but ontop of the mess this last one left, I don't see this one not leaving even more damage. It may well be our first Christmas by candlelight. BBQ'd turkey? No matter the circumstances, we will always make the best. We watched Pulse last night. The movie itself seemed like a twisted mutation of the Matrix regurgitated but if you think about how our society has become so dependant on mass communication infostructures, you should pause to contemplate the possibilities of something going horribly wrong. How much is too much communication? Losing the human touch is one thing, but what would happen if something other than humanity took control of our very lives? Identity theft is just a surface scratch I believe. I think it is only human nature to ponder where it will all end. If I can read, shop, talk in virtual, do everything accept

Waking You
You come home from work, Kiss me on the cheek, sit down and relax, and tell me about your day. As I listen to your words, I smile at what I feel, Looking at you, so loving and trusting, Fills me with hot, sweet desire. I try not to let it show, as I continue listening, but my thoughts are slowly drifting, to what I want to do to you. You notice the change in me, You know me far too well, Always, you see what I try to hide, There are no secrets for me. You stand up and wrap me in your warm imbrace, I lean into you strong arms, Feel the swelling of our eager cock against my ass, And bite my lip to stifle the building moan. Your hands come around, carressing my erect nipples, Pinching and massaging my tender breasts, As I roll my head on your chest. You kiss my neck with a slow swirl of the tongue, Smiling as I gasp your name, and let your hands wander to my heated desire, softly touching, testing my arousal. I man and push against your han

Cat Humor
You Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You just have to have a mother-in-law!!!! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as

I Think Santa Claus Is A Women
I think Santa Claus is a woman I think Santa Claus is a woman. I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big,organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing, social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer, because they would all be dead, gutted, and strapped on to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitze

Just Another Funny Thing
Merry Christmas vs Bah Humbug... A family had twin boys whose only resemblance to each other was their looks. If one felt it was too hot, the other thought it was too cold. If one said the TV was too loud, the other claimed the volume needed to be turned up. Opposite in every way, one was an eternal optimist, the other a doom and gloom pessimist. Just to see what would happen, on the twins' birthday their father loaded the pessimist's room with every imaginable toy and game. The optimist's room he loaded with horse manure. That night the father passed by the pessimist's room and found him sitting amid his new gifts crying bitterly. "Why are you crying?" the father asked. "Because my friends will be jealous, I'll have to read all these instructions before I can do anything with this stuff, I'll constantly need batteries, and my toys will eventually get broken." answered the pessimist twin. Passing the optimist twin's room, the father found him dancing for joy in the pil

Regression
During the time I was not well, my good friend came round to see me, and as normal when we get talking, we cover many a topic some weird some not. I dont know how we got onto this subject but we did, and both of us agreed that it would be good to be regressed.I then related to him a recurring dream I have when I fall into a deep sleep. I dont know if this is some form of self regressing or not, and to be honest I dont know why this one reoccurs, but Ive had the same dream on numerous occasions and it never changes it stays the same. So here it goes, i will be interested in anybodies views on regression and what they think of it. Its a cold dark evening and Im standing in a drench looking across what I would call no mans land. By the way Im dressed and the uniform im wearing its World War one. I look along the trench at the other men sitting some sleeping some resting. An officer comes along the trench whispering to each guy, when he gets to me he tells me in 5 mins there is going

Sexual Calorie Counter
Sexual Calorie Counter It has been known for many years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now after original and proprietary research they are proud to present the results. REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent....................... 12 Calories Without her consent.................... 187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands........................ 8 Calories With one hand.......................... 12 Calories With your teeth........................ 85 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection....................... 6 Calories Without an erection.................... 315 Calories PRELIMINARIES: Trying to find the clitoris............ 8 Calories Trying to find the! G-Spot.............. 92 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary............................. 12 Calories 69 lying down.......................... 78 Calories 69 standing up...................

My Person Of The Year Acceptance Speech
Getting fired can certainly take a drain on one emotionally, especially at the holidays. However, I have tried to keep myself positive and trust that something bigger is around the corner. Little did I know it would come this soon. I got online this morning and saw some amazing news on msn.com. It seems that in a tie vote, I was one of 10 million Time Magazine readers to be picked as "Person of The Year". http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/12/16/time.you.tm/index.html Naturally, I feel humbled by this news. I would like to thank the editors at Time for recognizing my many accomplishments this year. I must also confess, that after several years as the bridesmaid, I am relieved to finally get my shot as the bride. My 7th place finish to President Jimmy Carter in 1979 was somewhat understandable for the simple reason that I was only born in October of that year. Perhaps if my mother could have been knocked up a few months sooner, I would have popped out in March and had more time

Advocacies By The Few....
can become the advocacies of the many. Nickelback sings this song, but watch the video. It certainly strengthens the point that a few can make a changes to the world. Music Video:IF EVERYONE CARED (by Nickelback)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone As such, I continue to do what I can...inch by inch, letter by letter, email by email, stories by stories.... maybe some day.... we'll see the effect of the changes that are pushed by each and every advocate in us all!! :D

T.v.
I'd like to talk about T.V. Something that I can't enjoy much cause I work nights. I would start a show then lose track of when there on or what day there on. We have the DVR thing but I'm still not used to it so I forget to record the shows. It's a crap shoot anyway. Sometimes it records the whole show sometimes it doesn't. So I've given up. What ever happened to showing a shows full season at once. I'm beginning to see a trend of showing a couple of months of new shows then the go on break until the new year. What's that crap all about. When I finally do get to get caught up on a show they show some new crap game show hosted by some washed up celeb. Those game shows are pretty impossible to win. It's like Black Jack the house always wins. Most shows now are on more then one station. Shown at least two to three times a week. So there is no excuse to miss a show, but if told me to click on the Bravo network, I'd first give you a blank stare. Then have to go to the guide and spend 20

I Am
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Two Little Words.............
Two little words That mean so much That lift the heart When it’s bruised and crushed.. I’m sorry.. Two little words I sigh at night In the darkness of my grief They tease and taunt me in the dark As my soul seeks some relief I’m sorry… Two little words torment my soul That I know I should have said; They make my nights so bleak And rise unbidden in my head.. I’m sorry…. Two little words you quietly whispered As you turned and walked away And I will always regret The day I heard you say I'm sorry.....

What Tarrot Card Are You?
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Unicorn Imagery In Magical Practice
The unicorn is one of the most famous and endearing of mystical creatures associated with fantasy, mythology, and magic. Images of the unicorn have fascinated people all over the world for centuries. Such a powerful and easily recognized symbol can have an important place in magical practice. Symbols are integral to our lives, especially for magic and visualization. Often the success of a spell relies heavily on the symbolism that is chosen and how deeply it affects the user. Many people are drawn to magical creatures and have an affinity for certain ones, collecting various images of that particular creature. Since unicorns are among the most popular, here are some ways you can incorporate unicorn symbolism into magical practice. Even if you have never been particularly fascinated with magical creatures, getting to know them by investigating their characteristics can add a new dimension to your personal power. First, consider what the creature symbolizes to you. Unicorns have ma

Winter Solstice Wishing Candle
There is a tradition of making a wish at the Winter Solstice, of burning pieces of paper with wishes or affirmations written on them. When creating a Winter Solstice candle, you will infuse the molten wax with your wish or intent and release it with the burning of the candle. This is a very basic recipe for creating candles at home using scraps of old wax or wax purchased from a craft store. It is designed for simplicity and to use items found in most kitchens. Items needed: * large metal pot – an old stew pot works well * old glass carafe (such as a coffee pot) or soup/coffee can(s) * candy thermometer * blocks of purchased wax or used candles (your choice of color) * small paper cups (Dixie Brand), or other molds * wicks (available at craft stores) * wooden spoon, oven mitt, towels, and waxed paper or newspaper to cover work area * ground frankincense resin (optional) The Wax The purpose of making recycled candles is to use all those scraps of wax left-over from o

Just One More Sweetheart
My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and memories, You are still a part of my memory. Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there

Seven Steps To Self-devotion
Seven Steps to Self-Devotion 1. Your Body is a Temple Remember, your body is a sacred space. Your body is the vehicle through which you experience this earthly existence, and it is more than that. Your body is an everyday miracle. It’s a library, a place of worship, and a home all in one. It is a system within systems, and a system containing systems. Recognizing your body as the sacred space that it is, perfect in its “imperfection,” in all ways magnificent in its ways of being, is a radical act of self-devotion. 2. Redefine Your Self/Culture Interface! Loving yourself is a radical, magickal act. And I’m not talking about carnal love here, though that aspect is also a delicious way for each of us to find our way home to our own bodies. Here I’m talking about arriving at a point of gratitude for our bodies, and learning how to define the self/culture interface. What is the “self/culture interface,” you might ask. Well, it’s the point where what’s “out there” in the wo

I Saw This On Sexy Vixens Page And Loved It
Damn, I Could Have Been A Doctor Body: One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumble bee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming "Oh my god, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!" The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes

R.i.p.
Okay... what really happened was... 2 black dudes from liberty stole a red truck.. kicked in the door and demanded the money Mike owed them for dope... I guess Mike said no.. so they shot Mike then the other people tried to interfere in which getting themselves shot as well.. Patrick got shot 3 times.. and Tina I think twice.. but the bullet that actually hit her went through her cheek bone through the other side... her ear was half gone.. they had to cut the rest of it off... and some of her brain out.. and they pulled the plug on her yesterday.. patrick was the first that died though Mike is still alive from what I hear the bullet that hit him went through his cheek k thats from an archive of what i was told exactly happend... R.i.P. Angela, Patrick , Tina

A Potential New Direction For Neo-paganism
Precis: While there are many Neo-Pagan traditions, one path has been infrequently explored, although many of its concepts have been used in other traditions. This is the path of Tantra, which is not just about sex as many Westerners think. This article explores the nature of Traditional Tantra and explains why the misconceptions occurred. A POTENTIAL NEW DIRECTION FOR NEO-PAGANISM A DESIRE FOR MORE One of the things which I have noticed over the past decade is that many people who follow a Pagan path are not completely satisfied with what they have found. While it is true that many, if not most Pagans are completely happy with their spiritual direction, I have found that many are seeking something...more. This “more” falls into one of two main categories: 1) Something that is genuinely old. Few people today believe that most modern Pagan traditions are an exact duplication or direct descendant of ancient traditions. Rather, they are attempted reconstructions. These reconst

Holiday Hotties
I decided to delay the start of the contest from tomorrow to Friday. If you or anyone you know has a Christmas pic you think it's hot, gimme a buzz and lemme know you want in the contest. (and yes, I am giving the winners something.)

Follow Your Heart And People Get Mad
have you ever wonderred if the phrase follow you heart means anything any more? well i do i have always stuck by that and here within the past ... oh i dont know say month or so i have followed what my heart says ans it jsut stirs up a bunmch of bullshit.. ya being talked about behind your back, being told things that when ya think about it you r thinking yeah right . well things for me are really hectic right now got alot on my mind and shit i just fell like i should be by myself. ever wondered if that is the right thing to do? well i have i got someone in my life right now who really does care this person really means alot to me and then i got a FEW who tell me to do what i have stuck behind and that is follow my heart but yet when i do that i can see that there is frustration i can feel the disappointment so tell me to follow my heart?...YEAH RIGHT.... the only way i am gonna do that anymore is if I feel it is right. only I know what my heart wants .....and that is to be happy

Incense For Meditation
Meditation helps train the mind to focus and achieve clarity, while promoting relaxation and fostering a spiritual connection. There are many ways to practice meditation, including guided exercises and special breathing techniques, but part of the experience often includes the burning of incense. We know it’s a common practice to burn incense for ceremonies, rituals and meditation – but which ingredients are the best to use to promote this meditative state? Some practitioners don’t recommend burning incense during meditation but instead beforehand in order to prepare the room. Sometimes the smoke can be distracting and interfere with breathing. If you do decide to burn it while meditating, be sure the room is well-ventilated or that the smoke isn’t drifting directly into your face. Burning certain herbs, woods, and resins purifies the air and many of these ingredients contain medicinal properties as well. But most of all, scent can induce a calming state of mind, sought by more than

Incense For Headaches
The world of aromatherapy suggests many types of essential oils that are useful for healing. But incense can also be utilized as a remedy for certain conditions. Headaches are a common ailment many people face, but with the calming effects produced by certain aromas, symptoms can be relieved. Incense and aromatherapy work because our sense of smell is a direct path to the brain. This process activates our Limbic System and is the reason why certain odors trigger an immediate response. Particular aromas are known to stimulate the brain to produce essential chemicals. We’re familiar with some of these such as serotonin and dopamine, which cause feelings of happiness, relaxation and contentment. In addition, many of the ingredients used in incense contain phytochemicals, which are chemicals found in plants that have protective, disease-preventing properties. First, it’s necessary to pinpoint the reason for the headache. Is it stress, hormones, sinusitis? In this way you can target a

How To Buy And Use Gemstones And Crystals To Activate Ancient Wisdom
Before buying crystals and gemstones, it’s a good idea to plan how you are going to use them. Over time, you may want to build up a collection with sets of stones for different purposes because the particular energies that are intended for one use may not be relevant in another use. Write up a "shopping list" for your stone collecting before heading out the door. If you are like me, you’ll find that it is easy to get sidetracked like a kid in a candy stone when confronted with an array of beautiful crystals and gemstones. People have been attracted to gemstones since prehistoric times. While beauty plays a part in their appeal, it is their energy that has a powerful impact on us. If you like to wear crystals or place gemstones around your house, you are aware of their power. The practice of gemstone feng shui combines the wisdom of gemstones and crystals with the ancient art of feng shui to invite positive change into your life. At its core, feng shui is a method to balance the d

Two Great Ideas
Two Great Ideas First Great Idea Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. __________________________________________________ Second Great Idea: Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's There and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying t make a better life for themselves. If they refu

For Sweet Poison
Timeless He sits and he types on endlessly It's all about life, his don't you see the moving fingers type and having typed move on so the writing will continue until his life is done he writes of what he feels and lets everyone know that all that happens in his, becomes art for the show nothing he holds sacred and shares it with the world it's a weight off of his back that for great distances is hurled he dumps it in his writing and he lets us all get a peek it frees his mind and gives voice to his soul, we listen to it speak for some who have no ear to hear and do not care to read there is no way to touch their pain within their time of need can one heal wounds and free the world of pain for the sublime? the spoken word may touch the heart, the written touches time ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Saying What I'm Feeling
You're the one that is suppose to be strong; You take care of everyone, they all depend on you. What do you do when you have to hide the way you feel? Hide the fact that every day, you hope God will not let you wake. How do you tell anyone, when they can't hear you? You can scream but only on the inside, not being able to show anyone how you truly feel. You feel invisible to everyone, numb to everything, like nothing matters. You pretend to care about most things, only to make others happy, so they don't know your secret. How do you tell them that you think you're crazy...if you do they'll lock you up for sure! The voices won't ever win, they can't, as much you hate life, you have to live for that one, only her. So live your life, go on, tell no one, keep your secret. I won't tell. If you listened to the voices in your head you'd have been dead a long time ago. You push on, if for nothing else, but, the one person that keeps you going, she has alwa

Morning Sex
She is in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walks in. She turns and says, "You've got to make love to me this very moment." His eyes light up and he thinks, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraces her and then gives It his all on the kitchen table. Afterwards she says, "Thanks," and returns to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asks, "What was that all about?" She explains, "The egg timer's broken."

Ok I Guess I Was Wrong
Cherry tap is awesome for meeting new people. I I know a few people on here from IRL, but I have met more new people on here in a week than I have in the previous year. Some really cool people at that. -D

Ok Time For Me To Be On My Soap Box!!
I have seen too many of these stupid shows...." I had sex with 47 guys, which one is my baby's daddy?"!! It just makes me sick!! Women of the world, what the hell is wrong with you? Why would you get on national television and embarrass and degrade yourself like that? If your having sex with that many men you don't need a paternity test, you need to go to the VET and get yourself fixed!! Hasn't anyone ever heard of SAFE SEX!!!??!! Why in God's name would you want to risk your life, not just once, but several times unprotected. With all the diseases that are out there, I am not only terrified for myself, but, for my child as well, who has just became an adult. I would never want to see her going through that kind of drama and pain. Not only are you possibly bringing a child into this world, because of your own stupidity, but your risking your life and the life of everyone you will have sex in the futrue! Please if you have any self-respect at all for yourself and your life, keep th

Necessary Kitchen Accesories
I really can't decide what I like better... My Slow Cooker, or my Cast-Iron Skillet. For practicality I would have to say the slow-cooker, but I really enjoy using the Skillet. Either way, now that I have both, I can't see how I got along without either!

To All My Friends
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Walmart
Ok so today was my brothers payday,I usually go with him cause ihave nothing better to do.We picked some food up went to Subway then xmas shopping this took forever.We were walmart.My parents to.My brother was getting them gifts so it took a while for them to make there minds up.My mom gave my brother money cause he couldn't find what he wanted.She already bought me that computer tower that was on sale on black friday.Its working great.She gave me some more money today.I am so spoiled.i am gonna bu books with my money.My brother is giving me money so i want books with it to.I have turned into a damn BookWarm.I could be worse.@mrow we are going to kingwood hes got to pay his insurance.We are getting pizzahut pizza cause he got a gift certifcate.Thats about it.Oh wait.Last night me & mom7 aunt made hard tack candy.It's so yummy.I will post pics.Also rented some movies tonight.I didn't get to rent the ones i wanted they hadn't came in.That's about it.

Last Night And Today
So last night, Adam and I started out on a date of just him and I for once. We went to the mall, shopped a bit, and talked about going to a movie or play some pool, and then after one of the 2 go out to dinner. So in the mist of things after the mall, we decided to go to his brothers' house to go pick up some of his things and 3 bar stools for his mom, and then decide what to do after that. So we got what we needed, and went to his mom's house to drop off her bar stools, and as I was helping Adam get one of the stools out, I lost my balance, glabbed the tailgate, my left ankle gave out, but I fucked my left knee up badly. So now it's all swollen, and there is fliud all around my knee cap and joints. I refused to go to the ER last night because I wasn't sure if I was ok'd for Medicaid, but today, I found out today that my medical was active. I decided that it would be approiate for me to go to the ER, especially since my knee is fucked up, and I lost sleep because of it. Now that

Baby Photographer!
The Smiths had no children and decided to use a proxy father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr.Smith kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning madam. You don't know me but I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. I've been expecting you," Mrs. Smith cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good! I've made a specialty of babies." "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat. Just where do we start?" asked Mrs. Smith, blushing. "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too; you can really spread out." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for Harry and me." "Well, madam, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But i

God's Gift
Moments shatter expectations b/c I never expected loved to be replaced by the Lord's Kiss. In your eyes I`ve found my connection to my creator. God made you not just for me. He made you for me to cherish as his greatest gift. Every sunrise sheds new light on our love and every sunset tucks in yesterdays emotion. I want the feelings you bring me to be a sign that not only is love real but it is a kiss blown from God. I want to honor his plan by overachieving his plan for our loves destiny. Marry me and let my expressed love for you be a craved situation and a prayed for miracle...E.D.M.L.

Mp3 Player
My sony NWHD3 20gb mp3 player is giving up on me. I've had it for a little over a year...wow i just realized that, that really fucking sucks, stay away from sony mp3 players they last long enough to exceed the warranty. The reason why I bought the sony instead of and ipod is because I don't want to be that person who has and ipod because everyone has one, it's fucking annoying! Also the battery last 2 weeks! on one charge...but as time goes on that two weeks dwindled to 5 - 7 days. So I'm going to use the one (ipod nano) my sister gave me for christmas last year. If it last longer than the sony then I'll lose my grudge against apple.

To All Of U That Use Project Playlist For The Music On Your Page....
IMPORTANT: We are aware that some people are getting error messages on their myspace players. We moved all players to a new server and these messages will come and go throughout tonight (Tuesday). Please be patient. Your playlist is NOT broken and will work fine shortly. Check the news section for updates.

My Name
Just lettin yall know i jut hit up the site and did soe loading of shots of me, shots of my car to come soon. Im hittin it up for that 253 area and hope to be out there soon with my sponsored integra, i already have some peices bought but the whole ride is stock so im working from the ground up, hit up my site and even send and invite for friend if you wanna keep posted about what i do. Show me some love iite? [Drift DeGree]

Happy Holidays!!!
I took my cue from my friend Ghosthunter.. and I put up a Christmas tree on my page. So, stop by , show some love, leave a gift if you'd like (I'll return the gesture) and enjoy your Holidays!! Peace and Love to all my CT friends!!

The Story Behind The Candy Cane
The Candy Cane has long been a Christmas tradition. It's sweet peppermint taste has been enjoyed by young and old for years. But did you know what it symbolizes? It is a hard candy because the church is built on solid rock and God's promises are a firm foundation. (Matt 16:18) (1Thess 5:24) The large red stripe is for the blood Jesus shed for our sins on the cross. (John 19:34-35) In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace.) The smaller stripes are for the stripes upon his back when he was beaten by the Roman soldiers. (Isaiah 53:5) The white is for Jesus innocence ( Heb 4:15) For we do not have a High Priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are - - yet was without sin.) and our innocence we have in Him (Rev 7:9) After this I looked and there was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people

"fetal Position"
"Fetal Position" Accentuated by the thought I lie here in my bed Deciphering this plot I'm argued by this Reason The Reason why Im distraught This is my Enemy Cradled like a rock This is my Enemy The reason why I don't Talk This is my fetal position Try to rid these thoughts This is my fetal position Don't you try to comfort Me With your Gentle Touch Dont put your hands on me Flooding me with your disgust now Don't you try to comfort Me with your Gentle Touch Dont put your hands on me Can you hear me now? This is my fetal position Try to rid these thoughts This is my fetal postion (chorus x3) Can you comfort ME?

Christ In The Old Testament - Prophecies Regarding Christ
Christ In The Old Testament - Prophecies Regarding Christ One of the great marvels of the Old Testament scriptures is the rich sprinkling of prophesies concerning the Son of God, Jesus Christ. Some are very plain in nature, others are a veiled allusion to Christ in an allegorical sense. You may have read some of these Old Testament bible stories once or a hundred times without having seen how they point to the life and salvation provided by our Lord Jesus Christ. The fact that some these bible stories have an allegorical meaning does not take away from their historical accuracy. In fact, In the book of Luke (24:27), we are told how Jesus himself revealed these things to his disciples: "Beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, He explained to them what was said in all the Scriptures concerning himself." What a joy that must have been! While we the readers of the synoptic gospels are not made privy to what the disciples learned, we can pour over the text ourselves and pray that the

"apologies To Amends"
"Apologies to Amends" ------------------------------- I've preached to others, Wtih my good intentions in mind Struggling to adhere myself From this moment I lay my troubles aside To lend my mirrored ear Yet I still seem To be soooo blind A friend in manifested quarrel With themself With thier never resting mind I've trailed off this unbeaten path Strayed afar Losing the sound of the voice Which sounds so kind Playing this stranger I feel detached From the world From my tempered realm Of flagrant honesty Of sheer compassion That it confuses even myself I'm sorry for my ignorance I say I'm sorry for my distance I confess Wandering for my belonging in life Is my excuse But never should have I had wandered this far Away from this place Leaving importance astray Leaving a friendship in this disaray Kneeling before this judgement The voice calls upon my faith Of this correction To ressurrect my subconscience

Whats Been Going On In My Life Recently
Well to start out, i left my bitch of a girlfriend, and was talking to this sweet girl, named charity. She was there for me when i needed someone to make me laugh n smile. Then we kept talking, everynight, and we would do voice calls, and one night, she was a lil drunk, i left her a sweet comment, and then she said i have to tell u how i feel abt you james, and her friend, duran was there and i could hear them argueing back and forth, she thought it was too strong what she was saying, and i was worried that she was gonna say something like i llike u as a good friend, we are close to each other, but i dont see u as a bf, just friends, then duran said do it damnit it comes from the heart and u mean it.... so when she finally listened to him n her heart....I got the sweetest comment...it basically said...i have really strong feelings for you james, you make me so happy, i am falling for you when i thought i never would....i called her that night, she always wanted to hear mmy voice...she

Listening To Christmas
Have you ever heard snow? Not the howling wind of a blizzard, not the crackling of snow underfoot, but the actual falling of snow? We heard it one night in Wisconsin quite unexpectedly while walking up a hill toward our cabin in the woods, a soft whisper between footsteps. We stopped, switched off our flashlights, and just listened. All around us in the darkness we heard the gentle fall of snow on snow. No wind, no sound but the snow. Have you ever heard Christmas? Not the traffic noises in the city, not the bells and hymns and carols, beautiful as they are, not even the laughter of your children as they open their presents-- but Christmas itself? Have you been by yourself and just sat and listened to the silence within, patiently, without letting the mind race to the next Christmas chore? Perhaps if you have, you felt the pulse of all humanity beating in your own heart. Perhaps you noticed an outflowing of love for all your brothers and sister

Awsome Cherries
i am a person that has issuse about the way i look and the things that make me feel good well when it comes to people on here they show u there are still real people out there that look for the beauty mainly on the inside, most people on here never say anything bad about one another and everyone always cheers someone else up i love how this place is so homie and luvin i love it

Thank You Everyone For Your Honesty
i posted my first mumm about an hour ago. the response has been fantastic. for those that didnt see it, it was about my search for my knight in shinning armor, or my devilish demon in darkness. i want to thank all those that commented and voted, and i invite everyone to add me as a fan, maybe also as a friend. im on here because i am lonely, and i am looking for companionship and friendship.

Beer Study
Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. And suggested that men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each, within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing. 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary.

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Was just wandering if some of my friends could help me out a little. I only need like 240 points to move on along. Also if ya have time could ya help another friend out? She is stuck with the same points I am. I will return the favor. Most of you know I will.

Getting Started...
Ok...I am still getting to know the site, but I thought I would try this out since I am a "professional blogger". LOL I will try my best to keep up on here. I am on MySpace, so it will be a challenge to keep up with both sites. I will be posting thoughts and such, as well as funny stuff here, so keep an eye out. I try to post something everyday, but no promises. Feel free to leave comments or whatever. Hugs, Shannon

My Friends
to all my friends,happy holidays,hope every body stays safe,sorry that i have not gotten to everybody on my friends list,my work has been keeping me busy,but my friends are always in my thoughts and prayers,also please stop and think what have you done this year,did you make a difference in somebodys life. please be safe and DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Girl
Ok here it is, the truth about me. For the past five months I have been dating a tran-girl. We've done so much together in that short time and i laugh a bit because without her I would have never known what it is to truely have fun and be happy. Many people do not believe we should be together because of the fact that she is different. But to be completely honest, I really love her! To me she is so beautiful inside as well as out. So to those of you that can not understand that.....that's your problem. No matter what others may think or say about us, I don't care. It's my life, let me live it.

A Walk To Remember
Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous Love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish It does not take offense and is never resentful Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins But delight in the truth it is always ready to excuse To trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes

Shoutbox!!!
Please stop asking me if i want your dick. I have a man and if you took the time to read my profile you would see that. I happen to be very much in love with and am not going to lose him over some comment. why would i want yours when i can have his anytime that i want? So please you can talk to me like a human being, but dont' shout at me asking me if I want your dick...cuz the answer will always be "NO"

Last One.
Ok this is my last blog of the night.. I have sooo much on my mind and i dont know where to start. I HATE arguing with my friends and i hate it even more when they are upset or annoyed with me. I try to be the best person i can be..But it still always goes to shit in the end. I had a rotten day..I just wish i had someone there to listen.. -sigh- I cant always be happy Ashley.

Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

High Tech Redneck...
For the past couple of weeks my friend, Mr. Chuggler, and I have been installing a home theater in my first house. It is an experience to say the least but it is well worth it as you will see. Now I admit to being a major novice when it comes to sheetrock and it is showing in the closet where all the equipment is setup. LOL I was gonna have to fix it all anyway :-) Here is a rundown of the setup: Kenwood 5.1 surround sound out to Polk Audio M1 front channels, a DCM center channel, and KLIPSCH H-700 Heresy rear speakers.... the speakers I had readily available. I am using the klipsch on the rear because the newer Polk Audio have a cleaner sound than the 20 year old Klipsh speakers This sound system is Fed by X-box, DVD Player, Digital Cable, ReplayTV, Windows XP Laptop, and Windows Media Center PC (almost ready) with Svideo out to a Epson Projector about 15' from the wall. This is shining onto a giant screen which honestly is a king sized bed sheet folded in half and stap

Cheerios!!!!!
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out! " She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet you

Changes
you tell me my problem is that ive changed i dont see it as a problem people and things both change things are getting worse between us we fight and scream as if we never cared everyone knows thats not the truth they watch us fall appart and wonder whats changed do they really think the problem is change or that nothing has at all years have gone by ad yes ive changed growing up happens but i guess not for you so here we go another change i have to say were through

Mask
I wear this mask It smiles at you I laugh the same As I always have Nobody bothers to look beyond the mask I wear it to hide the tears constantly flowing I wonder how well you really know me if you can't see past it I've always been the strong one But now I need someone I need help But I can't show you What will you think? If I show weakness Will my whole life be a lie? I need a friend But you have your own issues So I made this mask But all the glitter in the world can't convince me

Time For Me
My heart is heavy I long for something new all my pain and suffering is because of you i dont know if this is your intention but the pain its still the same i need to be free and for once in my life simply be me me i cant hardly remember who that is ive been under your spell for so long tonight you wont find me cause there comes a time when even the most giving person has to draw the line lol i used to be such a whiny lil girl

Well What Can I Say
after spending 5 months every waking second, and 2 months living with him, loving him holding him, taking care of him, being his best friend, and lover, he finally dumped me, 6 days before christmas, for no other reason than he doesnt want to be with me, probably ever, and worse over he wants to see other woman, so my heart is broke and i feel like i have been kicked in the stomach, havent felt this way in years, so all those ppl who hate XTC, you finally have a real good reason to laugh at me to , but remember one thing, Amanda hurts all the same as you. later, Amanda

Puzzle, Not Puzzled
When I look at a puzzle and all those crooked pieces. i feel you see a picture, but i see holes and creases. surely not a gift for me cause you can see the spaces. and I'm not the best a shootin straight or explinations. but i guess i see myself as a piece of work in pieces. first gonna make that border, then fill in the rest take your time, use them eyes then grab yourself the best choosed piece. one by one until it's done then proud of it's completion. buuuuuuttttttt... those fucking creases got me thinking and thinking that the puzzle looked better in the box where it's needed.

Dance Is Her Passion
She rushes to the stage throws her heels down hard Turning each turn And down on all fours She pours her emotions into each move Her body thrashing so her mind can choose She's dancing like never seen before Catching wondering eyes this attention is never lost She's not giving up her love the life without isn't worth the cost She's up in the air then down on the floor She settles this night applauds galore Who knew that because of him she found herself Her hearts racing she takes her final bow She bends herself up and seen just one face Their looks are shocked starring in a daze Didn't think she could pull through it but that's just it She's got potential and she doesn't quit When she dances she's got nothing to prove She knows she can do anything and they know it too

What Way R U Attractive?
You scored as Beautiful/Handsome. You're...well, pretty/handsome! What more is there to say? People are attracted to you by your looks. You know your hot, though you try not to admit it. So don't ruin your natural glow by overdoing that eyeliner!Beautiful/Handsome67%Sexual67%Funny50%Different47%Smart10%In What Way Are You Attractive?created with QuizFarm.com

Just Some Cheezy Poem
I love cheeze what could be better than a huge chunk of chedder oh please gimme a pizza all smothered in mozza Greek salad greens with a sprinkle of feta succulent swiss holy and true but don't give me cheeze that is blue brie would be fine with a glass of white wine a shaker of parmesan pasta to sprinkle on processed is nice by the slice all melty and gooey creamy and chewy bring me some food a taste of fine gouda will do me for now thank you waiter but bring me the cow for later

What Crime Would U Most Likely Committ?
You scored as Murder. You would most likely kill someone, so watch out mr.anger management.Murder67%Theft58%Being Drunk in Public50%Fraud50%Public Nudity17%What crime would you most likely commit?created with QuizFarm.com

Emotions
Men don't cry, should I laugh now or later. I'm the court jester of life, no one knows what I truely feel cause my eyes are hard to read. The smile on my face say that I should be happy but my eyes say that I am going to kill someone. Here is the funny thing I'm neither mad nor sad, I'm not happy or glad. I'm just here trying to live life, so what should I am mad about what happened in my life, fuck that I am happy about it cause it makes me into the man that I will end up being. I have many regrets and everyday I think about them, they almost consume every thought I have. It doesn't make me miserable though I leave that for people who like to be stuck in a hole. I digged my grave and even made my tombstone, so you can say that I am ready to die. It's a life to that I have to live on to make everyday better then the rest. I can't put into words what my emotions truely are, let people if I say I love don't doubt that shit. I'm going to myself through the hardest test of my life this yea

Apparently This Is The Song I Should Strip To (if I Was Strippin Lmao)
Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school.What Song Should You Strip To?

Sorting
Sorting memories is one the best ways to get lost. The forest is so crowded that most people get lost but it is the only time I see clearly. So why is this would make more sense that now that I'm trying to figure out my life, it would be easier. I don't think anyone is listening to me anyway. So I will scream in silence more.

Peace
Fire and Ice two things that live without each other like love and hate, peace and war or life and death. Everything completes each other, my second has yet to found. I have evil but hardly any good, I have war with myself but no peace, there is always mad hate with me but harly any love. My thoughts always make me seem to be very depressed and sad but i guess is to be true. I like the facts I'm around people that care about now. But I wish I knew what people really thought of me. Sometimes I think people are walking on eggshells around me trying not to start a fight with me. I wish could prove to myself that I could be a man of good and be sane. I can feel unstablness inside me. To worships the gods is not enough, to live through will never make anyone happy. To sit like a rock will just make you a rock so it is time for me not to be a rock but the wind instead. Ever changing and expanding see the world and put an impact there. Licitus at numquam concedere vita. Numquam Mortuus

Gotta Have Fun
You are 74% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ill Be Yours
Band- Placebo Album- Sleeping with ghosts Song- Ill be yours I'll be your water bathing you clean The liquid piece I'll be your ether you'll breathe me in You won't release Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry the whole night through So I'll be your water bathing you clean Liquid blue I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours [x2] I'll be your liqour bathing your soul Juice that's pure And I'll be your anchor you'll never leave Shores that cure Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry for days and days So I'll be your liqour demons will drown And float away I'll be your father, I'll be your mother, I'll be your lover, I'll be yours [x3] Yours...

12-20-2006 4:37 Am Wow An Early Night Ha Ha
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. I read this quote earlier in the evening... could it be true... I am not one to fall in love often, in fact I can only think of one time my entire life that I have been in love... but it seems that when I do I fall hard and fast... is this wrong of me... Is it wrong of me to fall so fast...I must work this out so bare with me... I have met someone pretty damn incredible... wow... I spoke with him on the phone for three hours tonight and I was sad to say goodnight... we agreed, that we are on the same level... we have the same types of thoughts, we think about the same things, and the funny thing is they arent normal thoughts... they are the type of thoughts that really do make sense, but most people just dont understand... the things that keep me awake at night are on his mind also... and we can pretty much complete each others sentences... its

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Holiday's
Me and my family want to wish all here on Cherry tap a safe and Happy Holiday Season and Taper's please remember that this is the season for giving and giving of yourself is the best thing you can give and remember the guy's and gal's of our armed force's and keep them in your heart's because they have gave up there holiday's to protect this land we call home. merry christmas and a happy new year. Swamp

Midweek Madness
It is better to deserve honors and not have them than to have them and not to deserve them.- Mark Twain The deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy. - Alfred North Whitehead The wit makes fun of other persons; the satirist makes fun of the world; the humorist makes fun of himself. - James Thurber

Please
This is a good friend of mine. His name is Tim. He joined here in august and only has 19 friends! He wasn't welcomed to the site at all. Could you alllllllllll please add and show Timmerz some love? Show him what CT is cuz he is gonna leave if we can't convince him this place rocks. afk@ CherryTAP xoxox Immortal Love

Last Bulletin ....with Player;)
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Some Things Are Better Left Done With Out Me
some times i feel that am better off not being rembered but thats me anyways i got thing to do and a world to walk throught by my self i guess thats my curse something i tryed to out run and yet i cant out live it is just their

Good Morning Everyone!
Well, the stomach flu is running through the house! I have been up all night with sick kiddo's and a sick hubby! I hope that it is gone and cleared out before Christmas, but with 7 children, that is probably wishing WAY too much! I hope you all have a great Day! Dee

More On Kissing...
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in troubleWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

Work, Work, Work.....
I hate that I havent been able ta talk 2 u all, so dont think I dont love u all, cuz I do I'll try my dammdest ta talk soon,my fam,friends, and fans know why. So much LOVE & have a Great Day!Oh & GOOD MORIN!!!

Up Coming Bithday !!
Well you know that your getting old when no one makes a fuss over you birhtday any more..... My birthday is comeing up in 4 day and to my family its christmas eve!!!!!!!!!Not my birthday .....It will ok i guess. So i will live.. well anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME .. If for some reason.. they change the mind i will let you al know have a great christmas all

What Is Hot In You (your Body, Brain Or Soul) ?
THIS ONE IS SO TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE What is hot in you (your body, brain or soul) ? (girls only) BRAIN.girl you are smart. you know what you want and how to get it.you are cautious when it comes to love cuz you don't want to get hurt, just relax and enjoy being yourself cuz you are really a UNIQUE person.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

New Years Day Cleaning House
hi everyone.... I've mentioned this a while ago to give everyone plenty of time to get a salute pic up....and it sucks that it has to come to this but it has.... so sometime NewYears Day...I'm shooting for morning, but might not be until afternoon....all depends on how rough the night is LOL....I'm going to delete anyone that doesn't have a salute picture... If you are new to the sight and have no idea what I'm talking about just ask me and I'll explain... If you don't have one by then but will, no problem...just ask me to be friends again once you do. There will be no exceptions... Sorry its come to this, xoxo Ryan exceptions: (1)if CT doesn't accept your salute picture, as "verified", you can still put one on your page anyway as a regular picture... (2)if i have seen you on webcam (3)you send me a salute picture privately if you don't wanna post one

For My Husband
baby Thank you for being so loveing and so kind to me when we met i was this scared little girl .On the outside i was so tuff and you see threw it . and i am so thankful for that . Ihave never met someone like you that is so loveing and careing for me .When i am sad you are there to pick me up .and when you are sad i have a shoulder for you to cry on or i am listening for you to call my name .Baby the day we get married will be the most precious day of my life . Even though we are not i still consider you as my husband you are my soul mate you know me better than i know my self and for that I LOVE YOU so much for you being you and not being fake LOVE YOU your baby girl

My Passion Color
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

General
Well to begin with im utterly confused! hehe how do i get more of these cherry point things eh? well im just plodding along picking it up as i go, but i cant like upload a new skin cos i dunno where to put the code! haha yes im thick ok? well thats about all for now i'll carry on plodding! Pooch'

I Just Found Out Part 2
I found out that these type of snakes are dangerous if they don't get defanged. This makes me worry for my son's sake. I don't want anything bad to happen to my son. If anything happens all hell is gonna break loose

The Face Of An Unjust Gov't
First it's National ID cards, RFID technology, and checkpoints in the name of "terrorism" that the government actually carried out anyway... Next it will be forceable microchipping of the entire population to track their every move and sending impulses into their bodies to change their emotions (make them patriotic and loyal, control their sex drive, depression/happiness, etc). If we don't act now, we will all be mind-controlled slaves for the rest of the 21st century. Makes Farenheit 9-11 Look Like Bambi! order this on DVD and screen it everywhere! the world needs to wake up fast! click below to order a copy:

Naughty Horoscopes
Naughty Horoscopes VIRGO: This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will d

12 Days Of Christmas Bdsm Style
12 Days of Christmas BDSM Style On the 1st day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... A Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 2nd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 3rd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 4th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 5th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 6th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS,.4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 7th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfo

Last 2 Days Haven't Been Too Good
WELL THE DRAMA HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE SATURDAY NIGHT. LOT OF STUFF GOING ON THERE. BUT I WAS WRONG ON ONE PART OF IT. I APOLOGIZED PUBLICALLY AND TRIED TO DO IT PERSONALLY. IT WASN'T ACCEPTED. AND EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE PART WHERE I WAS WRONG, I STILL STAND BY MY GUNS ON THE REST. THEN YESTERDAY, I WORKED A FUNERAL. WAS BRINGING THE COACH (HEARST) BACK TO THE FUNERAL HOME AND SOME GIRL MADE A RIGHT TURN FROM THE LEFT LANE, SHE WAS ONLY HALF WAY IN FRONT OF ME. SAID SHE WAS ON HER CEL PHONE AND HER CONTACT SLIPPED. GOOD THING I WASN'T UP TO THE SPEED LIMIT YET AND DIDN'T HAVE A CASKET IN THE COACH. THAT BIG OLD CADILAC COACH WOULD HAVE RIPPED HER MUSTANG IN HALF. ANYWAY THE COACH IS REALLY MESSED UP TOO. AT LEAST THE GIRL ADMITTED IT WAS HER FAULT EVEN THOUGH HER MOM TRIED TO GET HER TO CHANGE HER MIND. (SHE ADMITTED IT TO A COP IN THE OFFICAL REPORT) AND THE OWNER OF THE FUNERAL HOME IS OKAY WITH ALL OF IT. THEN TODAY. I FIND THAT SEVERAL OF MY FRIENDS HAVE UNFRIENDED ME, AND BLOCKED

The History Of The 12 Days Of Christmas
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. Two turtle doves were the Old and NewTestaments. Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. The six geese a-laying stood

I Want To Say Merry Christmas To You
I want to say Merry Christmas to you all Friends or not, to rich, or poor, for small and tall Yet I don’t know if my words will reach so far I’m only a poor artist and not a star But an Angel told me that I had to try Certainly for them who wants to fight and die And for all those parentless children’s who cry In loneliness father, mother tell me why I want to wish only a Happy New year If all people may live free and without fear By no cold, no hunger when I taste my beer Sitting peaceful by my children and my dear Please let me hope it was not only a dream As an bitter repeat of a helpless scream Let us make the world as an lovingly team Because live is more than a smelting ice-cream

Holiday Shopping
At this time of year is it always difficult to pick out just the presents for friends and family. It is tempting to go the gift card route but they are people who you care about. Thought should go into the gift to try and make it personal practical and useful for them since they care for you all year long and are there for you in good times and in bad times. And for those friends with kids who annoy you remember that toys without an off switch are subtle ways to get back at them ;-)

Texas Here I Come!!
Just wanted to let eveyone know that I will be moving to Texas VERY soon. If my profile says I'm on, but I don't respond, I'm probably busy. Just give me awhile, and I'll get back to you ASAP. If you know my screen names feel free to contact me anytime. If I have an away message up, still IM me if you want. I'm probably just putting somthing in the washer or dryer, looking for something or packing it up. I'll get back to you as soon as I see your message. :D Hope to hear from you all soon!!

New Pics
So i have some recently added pics in my Mrs.Flyhead Album, Me And Jennie Album And Things Made For Me Album..If You Haven't Already Plz Stop By My Page And Rate/Comment...Thanks :) PS. My boyfriend is a idiot.He made me a sandwich with the crust part of the bread :(

Buddy Day!
HAPPY BUDDIES DAY!!! Forward to all your friends, including me. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase "stop and smell the flowers"? See how many "bouquets" you end up with! Happiness Keeps You Sweet, Trials Keep You Strong, Sorrows Keep You Human, Failures Keep You Humble, Success Keeps You Glowing, But Only God Keeps You Going! You are so special! Today is "Online Buddy Day". Send this to your online friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today!

Still Obsessed / Hollowpoint Linked
Ok, this is to Jeff and my friends. Many of you know the whole "reginna" story, how she was busted being a fake using a girl named Carlee pic's. Well, IT has a male account as well claiming to have met "reginna" in person. Well funny thing is that all of "hollowpoint's" images on IT's profile are all linked to "reginna's" photobucket account. Hollowpoints Image Addy's: http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/vidos/kinky00027.gif http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/water.jpg http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/2713979648.jpg http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/funny%20ones/1253424152_m.gif http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/we%20models%20are%20beautiful/imagine4u2b7fn.gif http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/we%20models%20are%20beautiful/9380Bridge_Over_Troubled_Water_by_k.jpg http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j117/friendlywitch/we%20models%20are%20beautiful/ShowLetter33.gif http

One More Day
One more day One more night I tell myself, til I feel the warmth of your tender embrace One more day One more night I tell myself, til I can taste of your sweet lips Time goes by Oh how time goes by Yet, this love for thee has never died Seeming to never change, waiver, or tarnish by the cruelty of time Every single night I hear your voice See your face and feel your warm embrace Not a night goes by That I dont cry out your name Only to get no reply Again I cry Still with no reply One more day One more night I tell myself, til I feel the warmth of you tender embrace One more day One more night I tell myself, til I can taste of your sweet lips One more day One more night I tell myself, One more day One more night One more day

Ankle Surgery...
Ok I just got back from the Orthopedic doc. He took more xrays of my foot. He said that its not fractured. However, he is completely confused about the staple thats in my ankle and said it needs to come out. So I am going to have surgery on Jan 30th to have it removed. He also commented on how extremely tense my ankle was when he tried to move it. I told him I never recieved physical therapy after my first anklw surgery, so hopefully he will put me in PT and my ankle problems will be a thing of the past... Anyway, wow the month of January is gonna be tough... Nose surgery on the 19th and ankle surgery on the 30th. I am really gonna be loopy. LOL! I will probably stay with my aunt while I am recovering from the surgeries. Oh and the doc also told me I can stop using the walker whenever I feel comfortable walking without it. So I will keep everyone posted on whats going on. *Hugs* Velvet Love AKA Loopy Twin # 2

Missing That Christmas Spirit
Ok gotta tell ya, I wasn't feeling into the Christmas spirit this year mainly due to there being no snow. Which being in Ohio you'd think cold weather n freak'n snow.. if you feel like I do maybe this will help cheer you up a tad. (I know it helped me) Merry Christmas Peeps and if I don't get to tell you in person Thanks for being my friend or family. Twisted Sister Oh Come All Ye Faithful

Love To All My Friends&fans
merry christmas Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your Comment made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BU

Crazy
I could not get to sleep last night no matter what i tried. I hate when that happens. But anyway...through all the girls gone wild commercials at like 1 am there was this show on and it was about this guy who had THREE wives. Only one of the marriages was legal since youre not allowed to be married to more than one person at a time but yeah. Thats just crazy! He married the first one and had some kids and then went and met this other woman and got her knocked up and he basically came home to his first wife and was like I met someone and I want to be with both of you. He basically said Im not a monogamy(sp) kinda guy so you can either go with it or leave. Well she stayed with him and his new lady came and lived with them and they have kids together and they were both fine with the fact that he's sleeping with them both and is married to them and says he loves them. What the hell is going on with this world. Then he finds another woman and brings her home and the first two dont like her

Night Before Christmas (old Folks Verison)
Twas the night before Christmas at Rock-Away Rest, And all of us seniors were looking our best. Our glasses, how sparkly, our wrinkles, how merry; Our punch bowl held prune juice plus three drops of sherry. A bedsock was taped to each walker in hope, That Santa would bring us soft candy and soap. We surely were lucky to be there with friends, Secure in this residence and in our Depends. Our grandkids had sent us some Christmasy crafts, Like angels in snowsuits and penguins on rafts. The dental assistant had borrowed our teeth, And from them she'd crafted a holiday wreath. The bed pans, so shiny, all stood in a row, Reflecting our candle's magnificent glow. Our supper, so festive (the joy wouldn't stop), Was creamy warm oatmeal with sprinkles on top. Our salad was Jell-O, so jiggly and great; Then puree of fruitcake was spooned on each pla

To Everyone Who Supposily Cares And Understands
I am gonna buy a few gifts for people who have been the sweetest to me on here. I have 11,000 cherry bucks. Once I have bought everyone a gift, unfortunatley I will be deleting my profile off Cherry Tap. I love Cherry Tap, but too much drama and heart break has happend on here for me. And there for I am gonna remove myself from it. So if your a good friend and think u deserve a gift from Cry Baby, hit me up before friday and I will give u a gift for christmas. Then I will dissapear. If you all need to get a hold of me for some odd reason, u can reach me @ http://www.myspace.com/xdevils_playmatex. My myspace will soon be gone as well, but only good friends and family may see it or visit that page or contact me. Any questions let me know! Cry Baby

Rude People
What has happened to world today that simple courtesy is no longer applied? A simple thank you or pardon me has now turned into a screw you cause I can mentality. Driving down the interstate has become a combat zone because of narrow mind self-centered people. They think they can change lanes with a turn signal. When you get upset, they flip you off as if YOU did the wrong thing. Now I drive over the speed limit on the interstates and I am aware that I may get a ticket if I becuase I do drive fast, but who authorized that person to drive in the fast lane at 5 miles below the limit? I thought the slower traffic should be on the far right, am I wrong. I may drive fast, but I am also the person that drives in the fast lane and that will move out of the lane once I have passed the slow people. What about the people that sit at the traffic signals with the radio so loud it cause my windows to shake. Hint, if your music causes me to miss part of my AC-DC song, then yours ma

What We're Getting 4 X-mas!
THIS IS FOR MY TWO LITTLE ONES EDDIE AN SUMMER. VTech V.Smile System with Accessories Value Bundle. THIS IS FOR MY BOY EDDIE. Disney Pixar Cars Megahouse. AN THIS IS FOR SUMMER. BRATZ Photo Fun Kit, Blue. SUMMER! V.Smile Smartridge: Cinderella. SUMMER! Disney Princess Megahouse. JJ. The Warriors PS2; Will your gang survive the mean streets of the city? EDDIE! Hot Wheels Stunt Track Challenge PS2 JJ. Mortal Kombat: Shaolin Monks PS2 JJ. Mortal Kombat: Deception PS2 JJ. Killzone PS2 SUMMER! Lucky Ducks Matching Game EDDIE! V.Smile Smartridge: Scooby-Doo Funland Frenzy. AN DON'T LAUGH HOWEVER THIS ONE IS FOR MY BOY EDDIE THAT KID LOVES TO CLEAN, AN THERE AINT NOTHING WRONG WITH IT. Playskool Dusty the Talkin' Vacuum. SUMMER! Telestory Console: Dora the Explorer. EDDIE. Telestory Console: SpongeBob SquarePants. MOMMIE....LOL IC Power 17" LCD Monitor, 450:1 contrast ratio. JJ. PS2 Customer's Choice: Choose 3 Games. M

Lonley Days
Lost somebody you didnt even know you cared for Loved somebody who constantly walked out the door Every night is filled with fights Every day she still has nothing to say Always has the options of ending her pain She has feelings that she just cant explain Doesnt want to go back to where her troubles are Everyone saying that she is never going to get far She knows what she wants to do But her hate just grew She still loves the person that could care less Its something that she should confess No matter how hard she tries All of her love and happines dies Scars that she cant hide Every night she cried She wants to get out of this nightmare Nothing in her life has ever been fair Wants to get away from what she knows Family,friends and all of those She cant trust anyone Its alright now because her life is done As the last drip of blood runs down her cheek As her whole entire body starts to get weak She dies with no friends and no one that loves No

Blizzard Conditions
So, I'm a Colorado girl, I'm used to snow, but we're expecting 16-24 inches in the Metro area. That's sick and wrong. So I'm at work right now, and I'm betting I get snowed into work. Just about everything is closing (except King Supers because they wouldn't close if we were getting 12 feet much less 12 inches). There's one across the street and I'll probably walk over there to see David if we get snowed in. So yeah. SUCK ASS!

Family
Hi, everyone on cherrytap my name is Donna I'm 42 years old.I have three kids, my son Eddie is 23 my daughter Diane is 20,& Ember is 16.I have a son-in-law Dave & I have a boyfriend Mike to whom I love very much and would not trade him in for nothing. I have two grandbabies, my son's daughter Alyssa witch is two & my daughter Dine & dave's new little man whom was born on halloween morning of 2006 , was born 1/2 hour after my birthday how cool is that .So bye for now till next time.

Hiya Sxc!!
i dunno realy what im doin but hey i gotta learn sumtime!! wanna meet loasd of u sexy ppl out there n it wud be really nice to get me ratin a lil better as im a lil newbie compared o u lot lol!!!! i also have msn but if u wanna chat n av my addy jus pm me or leave me a message!! Hoe all is well wiv every1!!! Scott x

Ok Everyone,
if you actually care I KNOW YOU will look here to see why im not around,CT has turned into a giant headache im going to take a break for awhile and come back maybe it will be better:)love you all but if ya really want to get ahold of me you know how...ta ta for now:)keep pervin!

The Moment
In the moment that I saw your face, Somehow my heart just knew; That I would spend a lifetime, Filled with loving you. In the moment that you touched me, As you pulled me to your side; Your arm slipped 'round my shoulder, My heart no place to hide. In the moment that I touched you, Felt your heart beat 'neath my hand; The look I saw there in your eyes, Spoke a language I understand. The moment that you held me, Is somehow frozen there in time; A place of sweet contentment, Engraved in this heart of mine. In that moment when I felt your heart, Gently dancing with my soul; I knew in that one moment, That you had made me whole. Each tiny sparkling moment, Sweet memories of you; Fill my heart with contentment, For somehow my heart just knew.

Show Some Respect For Our Fallen Heros
Let us pray... Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers. Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON!

Salute Photo!
ok so i sent in my pic to be approved for a damn salute ppic..they sent it back and said that it was rejected! and why? they said that i didnt follow the guidelines for it..but then i see people with alot less on their pics and they have a damn salute pic!!!! im a lil pissed off! and do u think they would write me back and tell me why? i highly doubt it! sorry just had to rant a lil about it

Cock ... Well Duh ~ Cuz It Tastes Like Chicken!
This what me and friends think about...Curious minds want to know....lol WE HAVE SUCH FUNNY NAMES FOR THE PENIS ... (GO AHEAD, LET IT ROLL AROUND ON YOUR TONGUE FOR A MINUTE ... PPPEEEEENNNNIIIISSSS) ... EVER WONDER "WHY" WE USE WORDS LIKE COCK OR SHAFT TO DESCRIBE THIS THROBBINGLY DELIGHTFUL APPENDAGE? WELL HERE ARE MY BUBBLE GUM BLOWING, HAIR TWISTINGLY STUPID, NORTHEASTERN GIRL EXPLANATIONS .... 1. DICK ~ THIS TERM WAS DEVELOPED BECAUSE THE FIRST WOMAN WHO EVER LICKED ONE SAID "DDDD... ICK ... ICKY ISH!" AND THE NAME STUCK. 2. COCK ... WELL DUH ~ CUZ IT TASTES LIKE CHICKEN! 3. WOODY ... ONCE UPON A TIME THERE WAS A LITTLE WOODEN DOLL NAMED WOODY. EVERYTIME HE TOLD A LIE, HIS TINY WOODEN COCK WOULD GROW ... (IT'S CALLED TOY STORY OR PINNOCHIO .. ..) 4. PECKER ... THE PENIS, VERY MUCH LIKE THE EAGER WOODPECKER, ENJOYS SPENDING THE DAY PECKERING AWAY UNTIL HE PENETRATES A NEW HOLE. 5. SHAFT ...THIS TERM PROBABLY CAME ABOUT AFTER A QUICK CUMMER LEF

What The Fucc?!!!
Why the hell does everyone seem to want me dead kiCC my ass or have a problem with me....all those who want at me lets fuCCin have it im through playin games! line up! do as you will come at me at once i dont give a fuCC!

Send My Friend Some Luv!
PLEASE SHOW THIS MEMBER SOME LUV! SHE IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE THAT JUST JOINED CHERRYTAP! I KNOW WHAT GREAT PEOPLE YOU ARE, SO I KNOW YOU WILL GIVE HER A WARM WELCOME HERE ON CHERRYTAP! paulie@ CherryTAP Courtesy of MsTags.com

Why Can't He Stay Home???
I have a close friend who is the Army Reserves here in Indiana. He was called to active duty and was told they were shipping out. He left the beginning of October. He went to Kuwait...then right for Iraq. They let him come home for 2 weeks and he leaves again this Saturday. I think it has to be hard to come knowing you have to go back in such a short time. I don't think it's fair or right. I understand why he is doing it and all but why send him home then make him go back 2 days before Christmas? Maybe I am just being selfish and I don't want to see him go back. I am going to go see him tonight and hopefully help him celebrate a little before he heads back. So far he is the closest person I have that has had to leave. My little brother is a Marine and hasn't yet had to leave. I think myself and my mom would lose it if he did. My thoughts and prayers are with all the soldiers and their families especially this time of year!

One Of My Poems.....
To My Children (In poetic form) Joshua: It was you who gave me the reason to quit I drank all the time without giving a shit Until the day I heard you cry "Daddy's drunk again" with tears in your eyes You were only 4 years old When you said those words You've given me strength not to drink anymore I've been sober now for 12 and a half years You all were so young then when I drank rum and beers I drank every day from morning till night Of course it did cause me and mom to fight She stood beside me though I did her wrong By being a mean drunk and not getting along I've grown up since then in a sober way I have you to thank for those words from that day You're growing into such a fine young man And very smart I must say Your ability to write stories from imagination Will make you well known someday I have no doubts you will become A man known to the world Through writings that flow from your mind Through books for boys and girls Zachary: Our sweet lit

My Magik
What is Your Magick Path? NIGHT MAGICK - Night Magick is a complete curriculum of magical development based on the Yin primal force, as opposed to the major religions of the world, which are predominantly Yang. You emphasize the use and balanced developement of the Physical/Etheric Body, the Astral/Emotional Body, the Mental Body, and the Causal Body. Through regular and consistent practice, you, the Night Magician will develop psychic abilities, increased vitality, stronger focus, and union with your Oversoul.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Friends Vs. Italian Friends
Oh my god...So true!!! FRIENDS VS. ITALIAN FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello." ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are fo

Talking To You.
Talking to you means so much to me you'll never know you'll never see. Just to hear you puts a smile on my face like you have made my day. I'm glad to have known a friend like you you are so caring and so true you always find time for me whatever, however it may be. When i found out that you danced i was over the moon. It made me want to learn it so soon for you to hold me and to dance the night away. So much pleasure talking to you down the other end such a lovely South African accent. So pleasent to hear If only i was nearer... (C) Copyright. Angel

Hope.
Hope is something you would wish. Hope is something you can try. Hope is something that can come true. A hope is sometjing that will never end. Hope is something that will make a person think. Hope is something you would imagine. Hope is like a game, a challenge, a competitor against you. A Hope is something that will never end. (C) Copyright. Angel

Goodbye
Cheat This is about someone who did me wrong and deserves a heartache… You said that you loved me, That I was perfect in your eye, That I was your only, But that was a lie. You spill the same lines to her The ones you told me You’re playing the both of us It’s easy to see I see your crooked plan Just as plain as day I hate the way you’re treating me So I’m not going to stay I'll pack my bags and leave you Leave the abuse and all your lies Look at me for one last time And we'll say our goodbye's

My Curse And Pain!!!
For me Chrismas it the worst. I think I am stuck with the Cristmas curse!!! Every time it is the same every year. I spend thousands of dollars for holladay cheer. The person i am with eather engaged want too be with or married too runs away with fear. I dont know why and i may not understand, Maybe being alone is apart of God's big plan. I hope you'll remeber the good times. Cuz every time that i do it makes me feel bad. i wish that i could just lay down and die. but all i end up doing was to sit down and cry. My life is over I hope that you soon see, on how much you realy ment ot me!! I bend over backwords for everything that you say. Now all you do is push me away!! you took my heart and ripped it in two. Now in my life i dont know what to do. I loved you with all of my heart, but not i feel all torn apart. you will have to prove it to me to even Knock at my door, cuz i dont think i can trust you anymore! I will still talk if you give me a call, but I dont think that

Till Death Do We Part
A newly married couple, let's just call them Billy and Mable, had bought a house in Maine. They disregarded the stories told to them about the house by the realtor about the house being haunted by an insane serial killer and moved in. Mable frequently complained about the feeling that someone was touching her in the night, and Billy resolved to stay up the whole night and see who was doing it. True to his word, Billy stayed up the whole night. He just didn't stay in the room. Around midnight, he was gripped by the feeling of an overwhelming thirst. He went downstairs to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Before he could get a glass, he heard the most horrible screaming from Mable's room. Billy rushed upstairs and screamed himself. Mable's mutilated corpse was strewn in various places around the bed. Billy rushed downstairs and called the police. Several nights later, Billy was sleeping peacefully. Until around midnight. Again feeling very thirsty, he went downstairs and got a gla

My Feelings For You
I sometimes lay in bed at night and think of you and i cant believe how fast your making my dreams come true. it's unbelievable how i've fallin in love with you so fast and all i do is hope and pray it will last. so many questions are floating in my head things that i think about when i lie in bed. how did i get the chance to find some one so great was this just my luck or is this actually fate? but all that really matters is that we're together and it wont be just a fling it'll be forever. everything i've said i meant from the bottom of my heart i love you baby, and nothing will tear us apart.

Quit Smoking
I HAVE FINNALY QUIT SMOKING. I WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT AND WOKE UP AND ALL DAY EVEN RIGHT NOW AT LETS SEE 6:08 MY CHEST IS HURTING AND MY LUNGS HURT. I AM ONLY 19 YRS OLD A SOLDIER AND I DO A LOT OF OTHER THINGS ON THE SIDE FOR A LOT OF EXTRA MONEY AND I DO PHYSICAL AND MASSAGE THERAPY. WELL NOW I HAVE FINNALY QUIT SMOKING AFTER 4 YRS OF SMOKING ATLEAST ALMOST 5 PACKS A DAY. WETHER ITS MARLBORO 100'S OR FILTERLESS CAMELS FULL FLAVOR OR WHATEVER EVEN NASTY ASS MENTHOLS. ARGHARGHARGHARGH MENTHOL NASTIEST CIGGS YOU CAN FUCKING HAVE MAN I MEAN GOD DAMN THEIR NASTY. WELL IM DONT SMOKING. I JUST HOPE I DONT PICK UP MY BIOLOGICAL FATHERS ALCOHOLISM.

Lord Of The Dance
Lord of the Dance She danced on the water and the wind was her horn The Lady laughed, and everything was born And when she lit the sun, the light gave him birth The Lord of the Dance first appeared on the earth. Chorus: Dance, dance, wherever you may be "I am the Lord of the Dance," said he. "I’ll live in you if you’ll live in me And I’ll lead you all in the Dance," said he. I dance in the circle when the flames leap up high I dance in the fire and I never, ever die I dance in the waves of the bright summer sea For I am the Lord of the wave’s mystery. [Chorus] I sleep in the kernel and I dance in the rain I dance in the wind and through the waving grain And if you cut me down I care nothing for the pain In the spring, I’m the Lord of the Dance once again. [Chorus] The Lord and the Lady cast a sound `cross the plain The birds took the notes, and gave them back again `Til the sound of her music was a song in the sky And to that song there is on

Need Some Help From My Friends
I still need votes in the Christmas Contest.....multiple comments are welcomed! Please go show me some love.... I will return the favor for you if and when you are in a contest. Thanks. Click my picture to vote! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Another Day In The Shit
well i just got in from shoping for x-mas presents.what a freaking mad house makes you whant to go postal the people in the mall are getting so rude you just whant to slap them in the head and the traffic is so unreal id like to find a great womman and run off to the beach till its all over.but i cant got to do the dad thing spend time with them while i can they are getting to big and got there own things going on there the only reason im here.got to hit the road again on the 26 th.head to cal.by for now got to go to walmart what the hell...

I Needed Ur Grandma Cuz I'm Cool Like That. ( Doh!)
Body: Pick the month you were born in 1 - I ran over 2 - I killed 3 - I needed 4 - I raped 5 - I killed 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I ran naked with 8 - I slept with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I licked 11 - I banged 12- I smoked Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - ur grandma 02 - the kool-aid man 03 - a horse 04 - a pornstar 05 - your mom 06 - you 07 - a bag of weed 08 - a prostitute 09 - a toothbrush 10 - a jew 11 - a homo 12 - the trojan man 13 - Paris Hilton 14 - a whore 15 - a cat 16 - a pickle 17 - a mexican 18 - a bisexual 19 - a dog 20 - an orange 21 - a crackhead 22 - a bowl of cereal 23 - a easter egg 24 - my ex 25 - a condom 26 - a jar of honey 27 - a lesbian 28 - a homeless guy 29 - a french fry 30 - your dealer 31 - a stripper Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy Pink - Because the lil people told me to Red - because I have AMAZING boobs Blue - because I'm cool l

A Marines Christmas
"THE SOLDIERS NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS" “Merry Christmas, My Friend” by LCpl James M Schmidt, USMC, 1986 Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a

Belleau Wood
Belleau Wood Oh, the snowflakes fell in silence over Belleau Wood that night For a Christmas truce had been declared By both sides of the fight As we lay there in our trenches The silence broke in two By a German soldier singing A song that we all knew Though I did not know the language The song was "Silent Night" Then I heard my buddy whisper, "All is calm and all is bright" Then the fear and doubt surrounded me "Cause I'd die if I was wrong But I stood up in my trench And I began to sing along Then across the frozen battlefield Anothers voice joined in Until one by one each man became A singer of the hymn Then I thought that I was dreaming For right there in my sight Stood the German soldier 'Neath the falling flakes of white And he raised his hand and smiled at me As if he seemed to say Here's hoping we both live To see us find a better way Then the devil's clock struck midnight And the skies lit up again And the battlefield where heave

Ok Yall I Fucked Up
and im really really really sorry, i would never purposely try to lie about someone it turns out that they were doing maintinence on his site at the time. he didnt have anyone blocked and i feel super bad so just know that i was wrong adoniss contest is not rigged i just jumped the gun Beth

Shopping Done. Shit, Now I Have To Wrap.
Got the kids done with one stop at Toys "R" Us. Ordered obscure movies for hubby online. Got gag gifts for my brother at www.stockroom.com. ("Woof" and the wiggly rubber dog tail are the best gag gifts to date.) Also picked out a Christmas surprise for hubby there. Now I get to clean. *Notice this is me stalling.* Guess I could make some cookies.

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Good News
well today has been a pritty good day..it is 5:45pm jeni is sitting on the couch watching csi, which i am peaking over my sholder and watching as well...Sean has gotten into candy and has his toys taken away..the only problem with this solution is that he keeps coming out into the living room when he is not supposed to. Well anyways enough about them..now me...For the last six months i have been without my baby david..I miss him soo Much (my boyfriend) he is in iowa with his family and he doesn't wanna be down there anymore and all i wanna do is go down there and bring him back home...but i can't afforde the gas right now...I have been a nanny for three months now and i am honestly surrpised i have not gone insane yet...but oh well i don't wanna go to the nut house...lol i had an interview today with buckle(clothing store) in the rochester mall i honestly think i didn't get the job but that is ok i really want to work at Rochester Medical center. Make more money and be able to get

Letter #1
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Love, Santa

Letter #2
Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa

The Crash
A young girl had decided to sneak out of the house to go to a party her protective parents wouldn't allow her to go to. While she was there she hooked up with a guy she liked and they went to a local make-out spot. The guy was drinking heavily and when he got too demanding she insisted on him taking her back to the party. On the way back they crashed into another vehicle. When the girl awoke in the hospital she knew she was dying, she was told that they guy she'd been with had died in the accident and so had the couple in the other car. She begged a nurse to tell her parents that she was very sorry she'd disobeyed them, the nurse just looked at her. After the girl died another nurse asked why she hadn't said anything with the teen had asked her to give the message to her parents. The nurse said, "I didn't know what to say, the people in the other car were her parents."

Letter #3
Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me send you some Legos instead. Santa

Yes, Another Rant
What is it when people call that thry don't leave messages? Am I the only one that finds that odd? It's not only friends either, sales folk, random telemarketing calls, work folk. If you're going to call you should leave a message. If it's not important enough for a message.....why call??!! I guess I'm offcially getting old. The little things seem to bug more now than ever. Like useless, hollow conversation....I can't stand small talk. People that seem to think throwing pity parties for themselves qualifies as a career, People that are content to sit and drift. Yep....getting old, where's my damm remote...lol

Letter #4
Dear Santa, I want a new bike, a Playstation 3, a train, some G.I. Joes, a dog, a drum kit, a pony and a tuba. Love, Francis Dear Francis, Who names their kid "Francis" nowadays. I bet you're gay. I'll set you up with a Barbie. Santa

Letter #5
Dear Santa, I left milk and cookies for you under the tree, and I left carrots for your reindeer outside the back door. Love, Susan Dear Susan, Milk gives me the shits and carrots make the deer fart in my face when riding in the sleigh. You want to do me a favor? Leave me a bottle of Scotch. Santa

Letter #6
Dear Santa, What do you do the other 364 days of the year? Are you busy making toys? Your friend, Thomas Dear Thomas, All the toys are made in China. I have a condo in Vegas where I spend most of my time making low-budget porno films. I unwind by drinking myself silly and squeezing the asses of cocktail waitresses while losing money at the craps table. Hey, you wanted to know. Santa

Letter #7
Dear Santa, Do you see us when we're sleeping, do you really know when we're awake, like in the song? Love, Jessica Dear Jessica, Are you really that gullible? Good luck in whatever you do. I'm skipping your house. Santa

Letter #8
Dear Santa, I really want a puppy this year. Please, please, please, PLEASE, PLEASE could I have one? Love, Timmy Dear Timmy, That whiney begging shit may work with your folks, but that crap doesn't work with me. You're getting a sweater again. Santa

Letter #9
Dearest Santa, We don't have a chimney in our house. How do you get into our home? Love, Marky Dear Mark, First stop calling yourself "Marky", that's why you're getting your ass whipped at school. Second, you don't live in a house, you live in a low-rent apartment complex. Third, I get inside your pad just like the boogeyman does, through your bedroom window. Sweet dreams, Santa

Poetry
((( angels)) A angel thats lost her sight. A angel thats lost her flight. A angel thats lost her wings. A angel that longs to sing. In the sky where she belongs. Blessing the world with her heavenly songs. The world around her is already dead. The halo starts to vanish from her head. She sacrifices imortality only for them. Then feels what it"s like to be born with sin. She sheds tears of sorrow for the human race. Then kneels before god to take her in there place. She knows of his blessings from above. Cause in her lifetime she was shown true love.

Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is mediu

Santa Is A Woman
Santa Is A Woman I think Santa Claus is a woman.... I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they - with amazing calm - call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, every

Childhood Memory
It's a childhood memory that never really existed. A happy time in my life where I actually felt loved and accepted. But then the bitter reality set in and I was alone again. It is a childhood memory that never really existed. And now the dream world is trying to take over. It is trying to make me give into the fake happiness I see around me. It is trying to make me submit to hiding my feelings all for one chance to be accepted. It is trying to make believe that this childhood memory is real, and it is trying to make me seem like I'm truly happy. It is a childhood memory that never really existed, but I truly wish it did.

Heart Attack
Heart racing. Palms sweaty. I can’t breath. I can’t speak. I can’t live anymore. What have you done to me? What did you make me? I’m empty. I’m nothing. I’m a shadow of what I once was. I’m lost. I’m alone. I’m dead inside. I wish I could die. I wish I could end this pain. Heat racing. Palms sweaty. Blood gushing. Who am I? I don’t even know anymore.

I Have
What have I done to my mind, body, and soul? I have scared myself from the inside out and hurt the ones who truly love me. I have once again proved what a worthless piece of shit I am and I should die for what I put the world around me through, I have lied and lied again to keep a horrible secret to myself. I have refused help and advice when it was given to me and wrecked the trust of my family and my best friend. I have stepped on a path of no return, a path of self-hatred and self-mutilation. I have killed the innocent child inside me all on one attempt to make myself happy. I have proved to the world that I am nothing but scum. I have tried to stop, I have tried to fight the urge, but every time I try I end up with fresh new reasons to hate myself even more. Fresh new reasons to be scared both inside and out, fresh new reasons for my loved ones not to trust me, and fresh new reasons to ask myself what have I done to my mind, body, and soul

Got The Job
got the call this morning. went to the place and filled out all my papers. had to take my shot record and get a new TB test just for good measure. lol. then spent another two hours doing self-study orientatation. have to do a general orientation in january, but they want me to start before then. also go to set up the direct deposit. fun fun. so exciting.. i now have a 2nd job. =)

The Lady And Lord Of The Vampires
coming and going she sits and stares upon twilights face her name is skye a creature of the night her kind are feared her race slaughtered upon her sill she sits wondering of there is another like her, she sees the sky darken it is almost time it is almost safe to walk upon the earth which is full of beauty yet also deadly through dark corridors she walks hoping to find him for he is also wandering through those same corridors in which she walks she finds a door he a ladder, both lead to the same place their feeding ground their haven from the woes of mortals for mortals they are not born of ash raised to believe that they are mortal they find it diffucult to shed their mortal lives, she finds herself drawn to the place she was found as a child he finds himslef drawn to where he lost it all all held dear and sacred can it be that they are controlled by fate, forced to lead sorrowful lives unhindered they draw closer each a different path ye

Torn Apart
Torn between two worlds Torn between descisions Torn between love and hate Torn between two lives Suddenly he is in the middle Of nowhere with no options Two people can be seen in the Distance Two people with whom he is Very close Suddenly they both vanish to be replaced with nothingess Now he has no clue as to who he is Now he has no one to turn to Life seems meaningless No love to look for

The Long Road
the road goes on twisting and winding through mountains, towns, and valleys life follows, and falls as if tripped by an invisible foe who cannot be hurt or slayed in any way for at the end of the road awaits Death who comes swiftly or slowly it means naught to him yet the road goes on

Pushing
pushing everyone away, he wonders why no one likes him little does he realize that it is his fault he loved her, but he pushed her she wasn't ready to be in a relationship he became angry and blamed her slowly he pushed her away all he wants at this point is for her to be happy yet still he causes more pain. he suddenly realizes what he has done yet it cannot be undone

Two Foolish Lovers
both feel the same happy near each other yet sad at the same time two lovers dreams shattered by two years time, if they could only realize two years is no great distance, they could be happy together

Racism
ok, im sorry to have to do this in a blog, but i just want it to be very very clear to everyone that i do not condone racism and i will not tolerate it from my friends either, so if you are a racist please delete me from your list, thank you. just let me add that it is ok to be proud of who and where you come from, but you do not have to hate others to do that, so please stop the racism!

Behind The Wall
In 1960 a family moved into a farm house. It had alot of land and included a five bedroom house. Joseph Mann & his family bought the place and moved in. This was a family of four. Each child had their own room. Sixteen year old Donna loved her room. It was roomy. Yet some nights she felt frightend, yet did not know why. Months passed and the family adjusted. All except Donna. Sometimes at night she would hear a whisper of a female child cry out "help me". Donna would turn on the lights and not see or hear anything. And would try to go back to sleep. She told her mother of the voice she was hearing. Her mother just told her she must have been dreaming. One night Donna was drifting off to sleep when the voice yelled I am behind the wall. Please get me out. But this time Donna took action. She ran downstairs and got an ax and ran back to her room and started to tear the wall apart. Her parents heard all the noise and came up to see what was going on. Donna was white and frozen fr

No One.
No one,At all has their priorities straight. Not even close. I'm glad to finally realize this and now I see that all my attempts at maintaining a good life have been futile. My mom came home today and yelled at me, explaining to me how much of a bad daugther I am, How much of a fucked up drug addict I am, How much she regretted having me, The bitch even told me how I'm not going to amount to anything in life, How in a few years I'm going to in up like my father, In jail or dead. And everyone wonders why I have so much hatred for everyone. A place called home, Is a place called hell.

Kiss Me...
Kiss me in the rain as it beats hard against my face Kiss me like you care so no one can take your place Kiss me when I'm sad and I'm about to cry Kiss me when I'm mad and I just wanna die Kiss me when we argue, and kiss me when we fight Kiss me in the day and in the moon light If we break up just kiss us back together Let me be the one that you kiss forever Kiss me if you love me, so i can know you care And kiss me in my dreams, cause you will be there

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I Hate This Time Of Year
i'm so sick of people wish me a good x-mes i hate x-mes all i can think of from thanksgiving intell ater new years is how alone i am i hate this time of year i have no tree i have no light ya sere i got poeple gifts and some poeple got me some but i stil feel alone in the world so please stop wish me a good x-mes or asking what i'm doing 4 x-mes because what i'm doing is stay at home not turning on the tv and trying not to think about it.

Merry Christmas
So, this Christmas isn't looking like it's going to be a happy one. My aunt is in ICU in Arkansas because her doctors are a bunch of idiots (she has kidney disease and they injected her with a dye to check for blood clots that is KNOWN to shut the kidneys down...then they gave her pain medication to help which then caused her to overdose and have a heart attack...can we say lawsuit?), her son is stuck on an army base in georgia and they won't discharge him until Friday (but she keeps telling everyone that it will be too late by then...really reassuring isn't it) and we don't have the money because of the holiday for me to fly down there to see what is going on. My parents haven't spoken to her or her sister in almost 20 years, so I'm basically stuck in the middle. To make matters worse, my husband got a phone call today from his mother saying that his great grandfather in Vermont probably won't make it through the weekend. I understand that he's 93 years old and we've been expecting th

The Poisoned Supper
A tragic, unthinkable incident in the spring of 1847, frequently associated with the Regulator-Moderator War, remains after 157 years one of East Texas’ worst mass murders -- if it was murder. In the isolated settlement of East Hamilton in Shelby Country, many of those who ate a cake while attending a wedding supper came down with a sudden illness and over a period of days as many as forty individuals may have died. The wedding supper, a common event in small communities of the l840s, was to honor a young couple following their marriage ceremony. In May of 1847, the Texas Telegraph and Register of Houston, reported: “We learn from San Augustine...that seventy or eighty persons who attended a wedding...on the evening of the 22nd (of April), were taken ill immediately...and eight or ten died, evidently from the effects of poison.” On May 23, 1847, a letter written in Bayou Sara, Louisiana to a friend contained the particulars of the incident. The culprit was allegedly a man

I Love You
I can't understand why you care for me. I can't make you happy. I can't even make myself smile. You need someone who deserves you, someone better than me. How can you say I'm perfect, I'm no where near it. You're the one who’s perfect. I wish you could see that. You make me so happy, but I'm not worth your time. I'm afraid I'll hurt you. I'm afraid I'll make you cry. I've made too many mistakes to be with you. But some how you still love me, just like I love you

Your Glowing Eyes..
My heart hurts. I feel so alone. there's noone to call my own I arrive to an empty house dark and quiet noone to say welcome no warmth to touch no pretty smiles no glowing eyes staring back at me but it is at this moment that I realize I am alive I will oneday find my true love my eve made just for me to come and play from day to day I am a man of many talents Jack of all trades master of none If I was made for you and you want me come find me you know where I stay jo$hua &n

Life Of Sin
Dark circles under my eyes from all the stress and worry. The nights I've cried are still alive in my mind. Ever lasting nightmares are ever returning. Emptiness and fear are two emotions I know so well. I will never relive emotions of pure joy, but of emptiness. I don’t want to live like this anymore. I want to be "normal" again, free from problems, and free from pain. Free from worry and out of this life of sin.

Stare
Why must you continue to stare at me? Is it because I'm slightly different from you and every one else around you? Is it because I dare to be more original then you and all your "picture perfect" friends? Well I'm sick and tired of all the stares and all your stupid comments. Don't you realize I know you make fun of me and laugh at me behind my back? And don't you realize I don't give a fuck. So you go back to staring and laughing at me because I am different and Ill go back to laughing because you’re all the same

Agony
Is this how everything is supposed to feel? These emotions hurt far too much to be real. Are you not telling me something that you hide deep inside? Are all the words out of your mouth nothing but fucking lies? Is she really the one you want? Is she really the one you dream about at night? Am I just a substitute for her love until she ends this fucking plight? These thoughts, this pain are what now consume me. Tell me the truth, set me free from this agony

Cliche
I’m sick or writing the same thing. I’m sick of repeating myself. I’m sick of being like everyone else. I’m sick of trying to fit in. I’m sick of being myself. I’m sick of “I love you so much.” I’m sick of “I miss you to death.” I’m sick of rivers of tears and once upon times. I’m sick of death and pain and the same old rhymes. I’m sick of this life sucks and I wanna die. I’m sick of doing the same old things. I’m just so sick of being a cliché

Confessions
Consumed in the emptiness Lost in the fear No one to hold me No one to make me feel Numb to the pain Numb to your touch Nothing controls me But a slow painful rush The blood and the tears The hurt and the lies The betrayal that I see in other people’s eyes This is my destiny This is my path This is my confession Of a life of the past

Question For Anyone Who Knows About Dogs
I brought a dog home from work yesterday.... she is a 6 yr. old yorkshire terrier.....is pretty bad shape. She was VERY dirty and stinky, her ears were filthy, and she is missing hair on her sides and feet. My first thought was mange, but I have been looking for information on mange on the net, but the pictures I've seen do not look like this. Her feet look like they are elephantitus (sp?). they look like they are callused and are all dry and cracked. She has that on all 4 paws and there is no hair there. Her sides look like she has two tumors on them (not sure if it is just extra skin or what). She looks to be underfed. Her ears feel like sandpaper on the insides... she is a mess! I think she was very neglicted!! I'm going to try to get her to the vet, but they are swamped, so I might not be able to until after christmas. I went to the pet shop tonight and took her in and showed her to them and they suggested some banana, oatmeal shampoo and told me to put her in the bath a

Control Me
I never trusted anyone It’s because of people like you You broke down my barriers What was I to do You turned my emotions into a yo-yo Up and down, up and down I go When will this game stop? Does anybody know? I’m trapped in the fear I’m trapped in the fear This is what you made me This is who I am A lost and lonely untrusting little girl Don’t care what you think of me I don’t give a damn You don’t control me anymore I’m lost I don’t know what is right and what is wrong I let you walk all over me You controlled me for so long My life is what you owe me I’m done with all this shit I won’t let you hurt me I’m too strong for it Please set me free Please set me free Who did you think you were messing with my fragile insecure mind? You let me think you were a god, making me worship you all the time I can’t believe I feel for it, I can’t believe how long it lasted When did I get so stupid, please just let me go

Enemy
I don’t understand the world around me I don’t think I ever will All the pain and suffering surrounds me And it’s all taking me in I’m still trying to give myself Just one more last chance To like the person that I see in the looking glass I’m my only enemy I’m lost inside my pain Just let me have my razor And I’ll be fine again Blood flows from my open wound As I pray for it to end Won’t someone just let me die And set me free again I’m cutting and crying trying To let myself free The razor is my enemy And my only security I’m my only enemy I’m lost inside my pain Just let me have my razor And I’ll be fine again I don’t really know what went wrong I used to be so happy I don’t think I can take this much longer I want to be happy I need to be happy I used to be so happy I’ll never under stand the world around me I don’t think I ever will

My Proposal
Concealed within is truth,blinded by fear, beautifully painted in a mirage from memorable years, as I search for the questions that I've waited so long to ask, I struggle to receive the future and surrender to the past, with prayer and faith the path I travel will be with courage and strength, for in the fates I trust to give me a life that's great, so please take my hand and side by side come along into a journey filled with love, to a place we both belong, for every step forward will be one less look back, so soon our only vision will be of each other and things never lacked.

Normal Again
Take me words and abuse me with them Control my world like you often did Don’t let me think for myself, I’m just a child Push me to the ground and slowly break me down This is an ever present reality Everything I do is wrong I’m a mistake My life is a fucking mess I want to be normal again No better than the rest I just want to be normal again Do you see the pain in my eyes? You never understood what was in my mind Don’t treat me like a person, I’m just a child The blood is all around, it’s dripping to the ground This is an ever present reality Everything I do is wrong I’m a mistake My life is a fucking mess I want to be normal again No better than the rest I just want to be normal again Why did you treat me like I never mattered? Why do still hurt me like you always did? I can’t take all the things that you’ve done to me I just can’t take it anymore I just can’t deal with it Take me words and abuse me with them Co

Confused
One day I know where I stand with you the next I don’t.. I thought we were friends and that was the just of it.. I did not really think you had any other interest.. My wall is up high when it comes to you afraid to let you in completely. I’m afraid you might diminish me.. But you say so many sweet things that has me confused and delirious.. It might just be flattery or it might come from the heart.. I'm not sure beyond a reasonable doubt. Can you please make up your mind if you want me or not?? We still have yet to meet and when we do we shall see. If this was even meant to be.. Your like my sunshine after the rain.. then there are times where I want to scream and cry cause I’m not by your side.. Or I don’t know where I stand with you.. Why are all these emotions are all confused instead of clear as day.. Sometimes I think your playing games.. One day you let me in and show me your softer side.. That’s when I tend to sigh.. Why is this so hard to see do you even care fo

Without Your Love
Without your love i'm very sad My night is so grey It feels so badly Without your love my world is lonely My day is so heavy It feels so terribly Without your love my body is powerless My heart has pain It's hurt's that i can't explain Without your love my mind is so empty My head is insane It hit's me inside like the strong sound of plane Without your love everything is so calm My thought goes around Just keep seeing your face as the day go by make my heart melt Without your love i am lost Nothing is wonderful Nothing is colourful Nothing is worthful Nothing is meaningful Just your love can keep my heart gleeful

Waiting On Me
Waiting On me It’s been a long day at work… so hard out in the world But in the mist of it all…I am thinking of you every chance I get I get aroused at the slightest thought of you… My mind drifts off to what possibly could be waiting on me Waiting on me to get home… As I pull up in the driveway… my heart beats with excitement She is home… all alone Wasting no time I find myself… fumbling for my keys Finally I slide the key into the hole… as the door opens The scent of candles alerts my senses… the misty darkness throughout the house Candles ignite the mood of the evening soon to take place… I sit my briefcase down… as I loosen my tie with a undone button R. Kelly… singing… telling me to step in my room But when I do… I find you lying on the couch reading a book My eyes pierce your body… you are dressed loosely Robe hanging over the side of the couch… thighs showing with an invitation An invitation I sensed… you peek over the edge of the book… only to see your eyes

Loving Deeper Than A Man Can Go
Loving Deeper Than a Man Can Go Reaching down in the depths of my soul... a man loving to no end Admiring her beauty... understanding that it runs to the soul... the heart A work of art... poetry in its best form... without words Holding her hand... feeling the texture of her skin... the creases craved within them Admiring the color of her eyes... to the amount lashes that surrounds them Running your fingers through her hair... smelling the scent of her shampoo on your fingernails Rubbing your nose against her ear... breathing upon her neck... lips so close to her neck Closing my eyes to see her face and remembering her touch and the feel of her body Its pressed in my mind like a map fully detailed which marked every curve felt upon her body Loving her deeper than a man can go... is it possible? Listening to her every cry... wiping the tears of pain from her existence The words flow from her lips... like water in a river So refreshing on a hot summer day... like a breeze

Romance On The Moon
Romance on the Moon I want you to meet me on the moon… follow the trail rose petals floating on air Listen to the melody of our angel… Meet me on the moon, only you and I Huge satellite broadcasting our love afar… surrounded by heaven and controlled by destiny I greet you with a kiss of passion… a hug of complete comfort and hand of guidance Love illuminating through the heavens… reaching as far as the galaxy travels Stars surrounds us… praising a love so pure and real Pulling you close to me… Our bodies move together Moving to a melody… spinning to the tunes, distracted within each other A never ending moment in time… It was as if GOD held us within His hands Looking into your eyes… unable to blind, caught up in this romance on the moon You and I exist to each other and no one else… no Cinderella story Time standing still for you and me… as our hearts grows together We are flying without wings as our hearts take off like two stars… a tail that left a trail As I

Carl Jung Matter Of Heart
"An understanding heart is everything in a teacher, and cannot be esteemed highly enough. One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feeling. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child." "Where love rules, there is no will to power, and where power predominates, love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other." "We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses. " "When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate. " "Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. " Carl Jung Carl Jung Matter of Heart Documentary on the famous Swiss psychoanalyst, Carl Gustav Jung, featuring interviews with those who knew him and archive footage of Jung. ... all » Discuss

Bad Day
Dec 22 2006 It hasn't been such a good day today. It started off on the wrong foot at work and didn't get much better by the time I went to bed. Some uptimes were very much the time I spent talking to Hank. He has a way of making me smile even when I'm feeling blue. Back to my day though, it started at work with Vicki my department manager yelling at me for all the stuff I was doing. I asked her first if she wanted me to put out the new items in the dept and she said no. So I put the new stuff back onto a pallet, she then came over and asked me what the stuff on the pallet were. I told her that it was new items and she informed me that what she said was to put them on the shelf. Which wasn't at all what she had said. Then to make sure I got it right this time I reasked about the new modular stuff. Again she said not to put it on the shelf, and again I put those on the pallet. Vicki came over once again and asked me what the stuff on the pallet was. You can probablly guess that I told

Grinchs Dog
Now I love that tale of the Grinch that Stole Christmas but I think my favorite in that cartoon was not the Grinch or the people of Whoville but that poor little cute Dog Max! Forced to wear antlers and pull a Sleigh that was 20 times his size! Well This year I'm The Grinch and this is my Max and we are gonna come down your Chimney and take your Presents. So keep an eye out for us! *insert wicked Laugh here* *smiles*

Cant Change The Blog Name....
Your Taste in Music: Classic Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Pop: High Influence 90's Rock: High Influence Heavy Metal: High InfluenceHow's Your Taste in Music?

~~remember This At Christmas Time~~
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

~~ Contest Updates ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/27 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

I Always Will
You are always on my mind No matter what I am doing you are their Everytime I sleep I think of you Everytime I drive you areo n my mind If I am with the guys, I wonder what you are doing When I talk to you on the phone I wished I were their with you When we hang out at your house I wished we were cuddling When we are at the bar, all I want to do is leave with you and go somewhere else If it was just you and me, my life would be complete I am hoping that we will always be together You mean the world to me and I want you to know that The Love I have for you is always and forever and will never go away With every breath I take you are always on my mind. I never stopp thinking of you and I never want it to end

Fake & Real Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Dang we messed up ... but that stuff was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Would act like they like p

Our It Guy
>I was having trouble with my computer. So I called the computer guy, to >come over. He clicked a couple of buttons, solved the problem, and wrote >up a bill for a minimum service call. > > As he was walking away, I called after him, "So, what was wrong?" > > He replied, "It was an ID ten T error." > > I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, "An ID ten T > error? What's that, in case I need to fix it again?" > > The computer guy grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error > before?" > > "No," I replied. > > "Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out." > > So I wrote out I D 1 0 T > > I used to like that guy....

Exhausted
I've been really tired all day. I was falling asleep in my first class and then somehow made it through the next 2. I took a nap when I got home before work, which only made matters worse, and was tired all night at work and we were busy. All I want to do is sleep, but I have two tests to study for. They are back to back which sucks. Plus I have a small assignment due too. Well I think I am going to go get a shower first, hopefully that will wake me up a little bit.

We Are
We are Friends I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt To see you cry Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter Whos wrong or right If a broken heart Needs a mend I'll be right there Till the end If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears Don't worry Let go of your fears Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end!!!!

Naughy Or Nice..
Have you been naughty or nice? If you would like to be placed in my new albums, one labled naughty and the other labled nice... Let me know which pic and which lable Naught or nice... I will take requests now..until tomorrow afternoon. Then the person who can prove in comments they are the nicest or very naughty will receive a gift from the CT shop. The one who is the Naughtiest by Friday will receive An official Cherry Tap Keg The one who is the Nicest by Friday will receive A Romantic Vacation This is all in fun so I hope you enjoy.. Remember let me know Which folder you want in and which pic you want to use. Merry Christmas/Feliz Navidad Dark Princess ~Dark Princess RedMex~@ CherryTAP

The Waking
The Waking…….by Steve Crile Morning comes with light and love, My eyes open, and I feel every breath, She lies so peacefully there by my side, As beautiful now as when the night began. Once again I lose control, Senses realing, I must touch, I need to know that the beauty is real, I smile down as I raise for a better look. My hand snakes out and runs through her hair, Moving it back to see the beauty that hides beneath, A quiet moan escapes her lips, Bringing with it a smile that lights my soul. I touch her cheek with a feather light touch, And run my fingers lightly over the contours of her face, Letting my love flow from my finger tips, Wathching again as the smile crosses her face. I can wait no longer, I move in close and lightly kiss her lips, Then her eye lids as they begin to flutter, I hold her tight as my heart over flows, Then I whisper, good morning beautiful, With one last kiss…….

You're The Reason
You're the reason I'm livin'... You're the breath that I take You're the stars in my heaven You're the sun when I wake. You're the reason I'm livin'.. you carry me through All of life's little burdens I'd be lost without you. I was down you picked me up And showed me True love still could be found. You're the reason I do things You're the things that I do You're the reason I'm livin' I'd be lost without you. Come and tell me again... You're the reason I'm livin'... you carry me through All of life's little burdens I'd be lost without you. for Rachel

Still Thinking
She holds me captive with a smile Now I search all the while Seeking the one who caught my eye Beauty such to make angels sigh Flaxen hair and the perfect face Sound of her laugh made this heart race Faint of heart and fair maiden charm Did this mans defense she disarm Now I seek just one more chance The fair maiden and her glance That holds me still to this day That keeps me looking in every way For the one whose beauty true Makes the days all feel so new IN LOVE I desire to hold you and kiss you deep To give you my passion yours to keep To love you as no one ever has tried So you know that I am always at your side Yours to be with in all that may be Yours forever till the end of eternity To make a vow to love you without end To be there for you as your best friend To never let any come in between you and I To make you smile and be joyous until we die Together forever in this world and in the next In my heart these words are a living text

My Love For You
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart.

Rambling On And On Like An Odl Man
WHAT YOU ARE A BOUT TO READ IS EITHER REAL OR NOT YOU DECIDE BUT PLEASE DONT PASS JUDGEMENT TILL YOU READ ALL THE INSTALLMENTS THIS IS JUST ...............DAY ONE: BUZZZZZZ THE SOUND OF MY DIME STORE ALARM CLOCK WAKES ME REMINDING ME ITS TIME TO GET MY FAT BUTT OUT OF BEDD WITH A JIGGLE TO THE LEFT I FIND MY FEET ON THE FLOOR HEARING MY WIFE WHO BY THE WAY THINKS I COULDN'T LOVE HER ANDY LESS( JOKES ON HER) ASKS ME WHAT I AM DOING I SNICKER IN DISSBELEIFE AND SAY IM OFF TO MAKE YOU YER MONEY SHE GIGGLES AND SAYS GET TO IT THEN WITH A SMOOCH I AM DOWN THE STAIRS TRIPPING ON THE KIDS LAYING ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR..NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THEY GET THERE TILL I COME HOME AND SEE THEIR BEDS AINT BEEN SLEPT IN IN 3 YEARS.. AHH THE KIDS I AM A FATHER OF FOUR GOT 3 GIRLS AND ONE BOY THE OLDEST IS 12 YOUNGEST (BOSS) IS 6. HEARING FROM THE LOCAL METEOROLOGIST ITS GOING TO BE A BLUSTERY DAY WITH 75 MILE AND HOUR WINDS I PREPARE FOR MY DAY .. THE ONLY THING I LOVE

A Lover's Tears
The ache she felt was deep, with no way to appease it, she would hold her pillow at night, and cry into it, shaking away the tears, feeling the loss of him. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, and months turned to years, and still she felt the anguish, never letting up, wondering if she was living in a hell hole of a time warp, her heart forever bound to his. He was her first, the ONLY one to collar her, the ONLY one to feast upon her, she was HIS. He made her this way for eternity.

Funny...(thanks Princessv75)
Tricky question 2 A mother is in the kitchen making supper for her family when her young daughter walks in. "Mommy, where do babies come from?" After thinking about it for a moment, the mother explains, "Well, dear, a girl and a boy fall in love and get married. Then, one night they go into their room, hug and kiss, and have sex." The child looks puzzled. The Mother continues, "That means that daddy puts his penis in the mommy's vagina. That's how you get a baby, dear." The child replies, "But, the other night when I came into your bedroom, you had daddy's penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that, Mommy?" "Jewelry, dear."

Empty Inside
You ever feel like nothing around you is real and that no one really cares. It makes me wonder why should I try. I am just like everyone eles and deserve to be treated the same. I have a heart and I have feelings when something hurts I cry. People make me feel so empty inside. Makes me think don't try and you wont cry. I wish the pain would just pass me by. I can give and give but what good does that do cause in the end my tears just fall like the rain till I am more empty inside. At the end of the day I just feel so dead inside.

Shut The Fuck Up U Fucking Whiney Bithces!!
I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY EVERYTIME I CLICK ON HERE `SOME GIRL IS BITCHING AND WHINNING ABOUT FAKE THIS, OR FAKE PROFILES WHOS ON THE TOP PICS, WHO GOT THIS GIFT!! SHIT GROW UP LADIES OR KICK IT ON MY SPACE. ITS REALLY HIGH SCHOOL ALL THE SHIT TALKING DRAMA.. . I'M ALSO SICK OF WHINEY GIRLS SAYING SHIT ABOUT BAD MOODS AND MEDS THERE ON. COME ON DO WE REALLY CARE. IT JUST SHOWS YOUR AGE ALL THE BANTERING GOING ON... OK SO GLAD I SPOKE MY LITTLE PIECE OF MIND.. GROW UP GIRLS!!!!

One Night
It was so sweet that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. If we hadn't met, On that very day, Things would be different In every way. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or mad

True Friends
friends are................. ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ aithful… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ espectful… ¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ntelligent… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ verlasting or loyal… ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ aughty…and ¶¶¶_¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶___¶¶¶earest of all… ¶¶¶__¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶

Soul Searching
NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is more than sowing the seeds the harvest we reap is not always the same some have it much harder in lifes game Some will have it all go their way most of us work to get through the day trust in something beyond this material place there peace can be found beyond this drab space As to what reason there is for these things if I knew that answer many phones would ring I would send the word out to the world to know we should all count our blessings and let our light show By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Drifting
Drifting by Kit McCallum I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It se

The Nuts On Some People!!!!!!!!!
SO... I was driving home from work...filled up on gas...kinda tired from washing dishes all night...and was at the intersection of Galvin and Becker...which whoever lives in Marshfield knows is a simple 2-way stop sign...this fucking tool proceeds to drive out of their stop sign 20 feet in front of me...forcing me to slam on my breaks...those of you who know me well, know that I am hands down the best driver in Marshfield...however, there is only so much I can do with freezing rain covering the road...I then slide and almost run into the guy...so I display my displeasure by honking my horn...I think all is fine and dandy...BUT THEN THE GUY HAS THE NUTS ON HIM TO TURN AROUND IN THE ROAD AND PULL UP BEHIND ME AND PUT HIS MOTHER FUCKING BRIGHTS ON!...I mean wow...at this point I'm pretty pissed off...they follow me all the way to Stadt road with their brights on...so I pull onto Stadt, and get the fuck out of my car...and they take off further down Becker...I drive home...heart still raci

Loser Of The Year,show, Radio, Rambling....
So here it is again. Holiday season. The time of year when you randomly feel obliged to buy something from Sharper Image for the Uncle or Aunt that you havent spoken to since last year .... I have never understood the pressure that comes with the whole present-buying thing. I mean, parents, wives, girlfriends, boyfriends .... I get it. We love those people. We also know them a little, which means we can buy a gift that actually means something. But how many times have you found yourself in The Discovery Channel store in the Mall, staring at a DVD of 'The Amazing Planet' and trying to think who you could give it to ? It might just be me, but I always end up getting stuff that means nothing, for people that I don't even know!!! WNCI's Jingle Ball: It really is a whirlwind when we do that kinda thing. One minute, I am waking up, drinking starbucks and trying to clear the fog in my head and get a picture of my day. And the next I am crawling back into my bed at about 3.30am having s

My Tara
You are the essence of comfort and acceptance Forever encouraging and loving me For who I am and who I wish to be Radiating your love like the warmth of a favorite blanket I am wrapped within your heart. You are like the ocean's tide Constant and beautiful, yet forever changing I watch in wonder at your many hues Like that of a glorious sunset The colors of you are infinite. You are the one I need to seek When I experience a newness in life I want to share it with you and only you Like a sturdy oak I lean on your strength When I feel like a Weeping Willow. You are eternal You are woven into my soul forever Etched into my life. You are My Love

Our Journey
Spiritual Journey The journey is different for everyone we are all in the process till it's done Seeking the road to peace of mind the path is easy to know and hard to find So often side tracked by things unimportant missing the wonders that are heaven sent unhappy that life won't bend to our will discovery that we have yet to fulfill just to live in the moments of the day accepting things that don't go our way knowing it is better to be a part of the whole these are the things that enlighten the soul ego and pride take away from the ride leaving us empty and wanting to hide to protect our selfs from hurts yet to come is the way of many and yet very dumb for without risk we can never be right we must be open to advance into the light Standing tall at the journeys conclusion free of the bonds of material confusion By R.Thomas Dinsmore

My Poems I Write
WHO AM I who am i am i me and if not who should i be i stuggle to become what others want me to be each one looks like me but never never could it be for i am myself i am me written by Tina L.Dawson WHY NOT ME i walk down the street and see lover walking hand in hand each one has that special glow of love and i wonder why not me i have a heart so full of love i truste others with my heart i can't believe how easy i can be decieved all i ever wanted was someone to love me for me someone i could care for and care for me i'm not a bad person i help people when i can so why not me will it ever happen to me will i ever be able to set my love free i guess sometimes life is not fair to all so i sat and look at the lovers passing me by wondering why not me when will i set my love and my broken heart free written by Tina L Dawson a slow healing radio heart you take a woman who will used men and hurt them get what they want and they get all the men b

My Girlfriend Is Planning Our Wedding, And I Haven't Even Proposed Yet !!
well, It's not even 2007, and my girlfriend is prodding me already and writting down info for our wedding which will not take place until 2009. The engagement is in 2008. I understand if she's excited that we will be getting married but DAAAANG !! Give a man some time to prepare, right? I have to figure out how to propose,where and when. Then I have to buy the ring. After all this, then I'm asking her to move in with me. Can someone please help me figure out how to deal with this?

Make Me An Exceprtion
She stood silently inside the bustop shelter the only noise to be heard was her short breaths in the cold new jersey december night. She shot quick looks to the side and over her shoulder. As she pullher curdory coat in closer acknowleding how the fur tickled her bare chest underneath and rubbing her cold exposed legs together to reduce the chill in the air she wondered, where is he? She told him that he had to come to the bustop she had someone leave a Christmas present there for him he had no idea she was back. She couldnt wait to feel him against her holding her welcoming her back, it had been almost 6 months since she saw him and even longer since she had felt him next to her, on her, in her. She shuffled in a little closer her boots clicked on the ground, his favorite pair, her hooker boots. She hoped he would still like her look she was smaller, 20 pounds actually military training does that to a girl. Her hair was longer to now going just past her chest and it was a dark black

Poetry By Me
Sweet spoken words of love longing to be. Tender caresses and thoughts of He. California Dreaming on clear stary nights. Feelings raised to whole new heights. Passionate kisses and walking hand in hand. Urges stretching across thousands of miles of land. Together at last running your fingers through my hair. Together we'll be when I am finally there. To spend my life where the warm sun kisses the sky. To walk the beach and listen to the ocean sigh. ~Gwendolyn A. (Pepper) Coyne june 19, 2006

Subconscience Memory
As I lay here dreaming of exotic places I've never been before. I think to myself, is this really a dream or is it so much more. Could I have been to these places once upon a time, or have I made them all up from deep within my mind. Tales from within of times unknown, visions of life... Was this life my own? ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Sad
I Am EXTREMELY Heartbroken right now. This Always Happens To Me. I finally felt like i belonged to a "group of people" but i was so wrong. I Am No Longer Part Of The SK Family For Reasons Im Not Going To Say. I Will Still Stick To The Confidentiality (yeah i know i didnt spell that right.) part of things. I Will Truly Miss (blank) Most Of All (you know who you are). He Took My Mind Off Things When Nothing Else Could. He Made Me Smile Like No One Else Could. And In The End He Made Me Cry Like No One Else Could. I don't see a point of me being on CT anymore. Im going to think about it for a few days. And I want to say goodbye to "him"...And let him know i don't hate him or think any less of him. We've had more good times then bad. So Goodbye To You.

Hot Shower
Hot Shower I came in from doing yard work, sweat trickling down between my breasts. I was out of breath and exhausted. After getting a glass of cold water from the pitcher in the fridge, I headed to the bathroom to shower. I stripped down to my panties and tight sports bra and camisole. Turning on the radio, a techno beat with a smooth female vocal filled the room. Something about good techno has always made me feel like taking my clothes off. Since showering generally necessitates nudity, I took this as an opportunity to practice my strip tease moves. Using the corner of the shower stall as a pole, I expertly dipped low, bending my knees, and then rising again, ass first, to the beat of the music. I turned, my hips gyrating along with the song, and performed for my imaginary audience, running my hands over my breasts, hooking my thumbs through the side lace of my g-string panties. I pulled my panties part-way down, teasing...no one in particular, and turned, facing t

I Wish You Could!
I WISH YOU COULD KNOW I wish you could see the sadness of a businessman as his livelihood goes up in flames or that family returning home , only to find there house and belongings damaged or destoryed . I wish you could know what it is to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, you palms and knees burnng as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 A.m. as I check her husband of forty years for a pulse and find none. I started CPRanyway, hoping aganst hope to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is to late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you could know the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot_filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, and the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke--"sensations t

Life As A Flame
First a breeze fans the flame. From flame comes smoke. A smoke so thick suffocating heavy. An unbearable weight. Need water, this thirst can not be quenched. Heat so intense the flame burns through the downpour. Anger burning with the intensity of the sun. What is water to the sun? Nothing, the cycle begins once more. A flames thirst is unique unlike a man in the desert. It consumes all in its path. The thirst of a flame halts only after consuming any and all around it. This flame won't be my end it can't be stopped. I won't burn out, I won't be snuffed out. It will not get the best of me. Let this fury smoulder. In good time this flame shall be put to use not to destroy or cause harm. But to warm those who really matter the most. My light shall be comfort, a requiem of peace. A comfortable glow banishing my own unease.

Writing And Poetry
new poem just read it dont ask ! take a look inside me see my world goin crazy igot no where left to be all these thing ive done feel,s like its unbreakable iwanted to be that some one now i have to stay alone tryin to ove along but no1 seemed to be around i still can c ur pretty face in my mind i cant replace night by night day by ...day u just gave ur heart i was so stupid and let it slide i choozed dat way now my world have changed ive been around town thinkin u were around i wish i could go back ina day take my whole reactions back its amazing how u color my world my life would get on track some times u have to crush and burn,take a major turns see you whole like ..goes around some times u make mistakes it take wot it take then pulls u toward the groung hearing ppl speak hurt so bad had made me weak all i got to say that they didnt know and they will now they gona see my dreams just grow its not the way it was b4 it wont bother an

Hmm
Have you ever woke up in a cambodian gaming parlor and realize that you where living in a dark dank abyss of emptyness and lonelyness then wander the mountians of asia for two years untill you became the cheif of a tibetan monastery

I Came In 2nd Place!
I want to thank those who helped support me in my very first CT contest, True Friends Contest. It had ended today, and I had come in 2nd place. Those who supported me through this contest received a special gift from me. I know it wasn't necessary, but I felt to show my gratitude, my friends would be gifted too. Gifts have been sent out, if I had missed anyone who did vote for me, message me and I will check to verify, and gift you. Again, Thank You All for your help and support! I truly appreciate it! Mike :)

Not Much To Read.
How to learn the last lesson. This lesson is the curelest of all. How to do nothing when nothing can be done. How to learn this lesson without losing myself. How to arm myself whitout chaining myself in hell. How to learn this lesson without killing my heart. How to go on when this lesson know as death is learn. How to learn this lesson,curelest of all,do nothing when nothing is left to do.

Unrequitted
Unrequitted The night goes on to long dear, and the fire is burning low. A few more moments together, but then i'll have to go. The sun will soon be rising, blinding these old eyes. As they look unto the heavens, to see if you can fly. I'll walk alone in my garden, no lover by my side. Gone again each morning, hiding deep inside. A dream that lasts forever, where time has no hands to see. Those moments spent together, when you belong to me. Soon your day start love, and thoughts of me will stray. To other handsome faces, you encounter in your day. I'll worry that you're leaving, you know thats who I am. My love so deep for beauty, you'll adore some other man. I wish you could just see it, in the moments when our eyes meet. Feel it in my soul dear, a fire burns so deep. Passions unrequitted, dawn has caught your eye. You leave the bed we lie in, together you and I. Godless still i'm praying, one more night to find. The day always steals you from me,

Another Day, Another Life...
Having issues with my family, which, around Christmas, is never good. Needless to say, I am in contact with a certain person, whom I love dearly, and this time she will not be left on her own. No matter what anyone says. in other news, I dyed my hair the other night, and it looks funky as hell :) Its Pink. Bright Pink, Hot Pink, In yer Face Pink :) and I love it :D dunno what work will say tonight, but they won't mind. Its my other job that I'm concerned about, though I don't go back until January, so all should be ok :) And if they don't like it, they can always tell me to change it :) Anyway, wishing you all a very merry christmas/happy holidays, and hope that, whatever hassles and issues your family are having, you can put them aside for just one day, and enjoy the warmth and happiness that having your family around you can provide. :)

No Admittance
You asked to see inside me, you pushed and you still pried. You asked me why I hid things, why I wouldn't cry? You never stopped persuing, you tried to find your way. You tried to read between the lines, in everything I'd say. I wish you'd understand dear, this is what life made. A mind that always remembers, all my thoughts were laid. I do not wish to hurt you, and trust me when I say. the past is best left lying, they can not come to play. I know you want to hear it, you think you need to know. You will not go unanswered, nor would you just go. I will not cry you see dear, for to much inside me died. To much trust has gone now, to many people lied. I keep it all inside me, I distract so it goes unseen. I'll change the subject everytime, let's talk about your dream. It isn't I don't trust you, you're welcome in my home. But some thoughts are too painful, and better thought alone. D. Cohen

Hunters Lmao
Two hunters are out in the woods when one of them collapses. He doesn't seem to be breathing and his eyes are glazed. The other man pulls out his phone and calls emergency services. He gasps to the operator: "My friend is dead! What can I do?" The operator in a calm, soothing voice replies: "Take it easy. I can help. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence, then a shot is heard. Back on the phone, the hunter says, "OK, now what?"

I Want To Believe....
Does Santa really Deliver the goods? 1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen. 2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second

:p Mans Best Friend
A dog went to a telegram office, took out a blank form and wrote: “Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof. Woof.” The clerk examined the paper and politely told the dog: “There are only nine words here. You could send another ‘Woof’ for the same price.” The dog replied, “But that would make no sense at all.”

Watons Was A Blonde :p
Sherlock Holmes and Dr Watson go on a camping trip. After a good dinner and a bottle of wine, they retire for the night, and go to sleep. Some hours later, Holmes wakes up and nudges his faithful friend. "Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see." "I see millions and millions of stars, Holmes" replies Watson. "And what do you deduce from that?" Watson ponders for a minute. "Well, astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, I observe that Saturn is in Leo. Horologically, I deduce that the time is approximately a quarter past three. Meteorologically, I suspect that we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. Theologically, I can see that God is all powerful, and that we are a small and insignificant part of the universe. What does it tell you, Holmes?" Holmes is silent for a moment. "Watson, you idiot!" he says. "Someone has stolen our tent!"

Winter Solstice Celebrations: Christmas, Saturnalia, Yule, The Long Night, Etc.
Found this on another website and thought it was a bit interesting. ===================== Overview Religious folk worldwide observe many seasonal days of celebration during the month of December. Most are religious holy days, and are linked in some way to the winter solstice in the Northern Hemisphere. On that day, due to the earth's tilt on its axis, the daytime hours are at a minimum in the Northern hemisphere, and night time is at a maximum. (In the southern hemisphere, the summer solstice is celebrated in December, when the night time is at a minimum and the daytime is at a maximum. We will assume that the reader lives in the Northern hemisphere for the rest of this essay.) People view other religions in various ways, and thus treat the celebrations of other faiths differently: Some people value the range of December celebrations, because it is evidence of diversity of belief within our common humanity. They respect both their own religious traditions and those of other

Jokes
#1,Do you automaticly join any conversations on Sex ? #2,Do you turn every conversation into one about Sex ? #3,Does just talking about Sex make you warm all over? #4,Do you start each meal with a dozen oysters ? #5,Do you wear Sunglasses just so you can check out women? #6,Do you resent Male Flight Attendants or food Servers? #7,Do you get all your news from female newscasters? I myself,( yes ) for 6 out 7 .

Where Are All My Ct Friends Now..this Will End On The 29th
Naughty orNice??? Come on in and let The wonderful contestants know how naughty or nice you think they may have been. Female Naughty Female Nice Don't Forget the MEN Male Naughty or Male Nice First PRizes in the Naughty category will be an Offical Cherry Tap Keg...and a Trophy First PRizes in the Nice category will be A Romantic Vacation and a Trophy

Just Frustrated
ok last night, i went to make a phone call,and to find out my phone had been shut off. now i pay my bill the first of the month faithfully,come to find out,some company has added services to my phone,without my permission,and it has caused my bill to get higher,i couldnt figure out,why,when i just have local service and caller id.so now my phone is shut off,my birthday is tommorow,and i only get payed 1 time a month,something always tries to pull me down,it seems..im a single parent,and i always pay my bills,i make sure of that.now i have no phone,i didnt even get a shut off notice,oh well,i cant do anything about it,i wonder if anyone else has had this problem...brenda

Exercise: Create New Changes
Now is the time to take your list of things that are wrong with you and turn them into positive affirmations. Or you can list all the changes you want to make and have and do. Then select three from this list and turn them into positive affirmations. Just suppose your negative list was something like this: My life is a mess. I should lose weight. Nobody loves me. I want to move. I hate my job. I should get organized. I don't do enough. I'm not good enough. You can then turn them around to something like this: I am willing to release the pattern in me that created these conditions. I am in the process of positive changes. I have a happy, slender body. I experience love wherever I go. I have the perfect living space. I now create a wonderful new job. I am now very well organized. I appreciate all that I do. I love and approve of myself. I trust the process of life to bring me my highest good. I deserve the best, and I accept it now. Out of this group

Mj Myths Vs. Truth
http://www.drugtext.org/sub/marmyt1.html MARIJUANA MYTHS by Paul Hager Chair, ICLU Drug Task Force 1. Marijuana causes brain damage The most celebrated study that claims to show brain damage is the rhesus monkey study of Dr. Robert Heath, done in the late 1970s. This study was reviewed by a distinguished panel of scientists sponsored by the Institute of Medicine and the National Academy of Sciences. Their results were published under the title, Marijuana and Health in 1982. Heath's work was sharply criticized for its insufficient sample size (only four monkeys), its failure to control experimental bias, and the misidentification of normal monkey brain structure as "damaged". Actual studies of human populations of marijuana users have shown no evidence of brain damage. For example, two studies from 1977, published in the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) showed no evidence of brain damage in heavy users of marijuana. That same year, the American Medical Assoc

Readers Digest
They just spammed me so I figured I would share some of the email... According to the Society of Pulling Numbers out of a Hat, 36.385% of the population breaks their New Year's resolutions within five minutes of making them. It reminds me of an anecdote sent to us by a reader, Marjorie Waters. She was having lunch with a friend, who complained, "Every year I resolve to lose weight and save money, but I always get them mixed up." Unlike Marjorie's friend, I keep all of my New Year's resolutions, every single one. How do I do it? Quite simple, really. After years of introspection and many sessions with a Magic 8-Ball, I've developed a healthy understanding of what I can and cannot do. Therefore, I keep my resolutions realistic. For example, a few years ago I resolved to gain five pounds. And I did. Last year I decided that I didn't know enough curse words. Today my vocabulary is much richer. And as for 2007? This will be the year I don't clean up my garage. Anything funny

Just 4 The Jokers Of Cherry Tap!!!
A guy walks into a bar with a pet alligator by his side. He puts the alligator up on the bar. He turns to the astonished patrons. "I'll make you a deal. I will open this alligator's mouth and place my genitals inside. Then the gator will close his mouth for one minute. He will then open his mouth and I will remove my unit unscathed. In return for witnessing this spectacle, each of you will buy me a drink." The crowd murmured their approval. The man stood up on the bar, dropped his trousers, and placed his privates in the alligator's open mouth. The gator closed his mouth as the crowd gasped. After a minute, the man grabbed a beer bottle and rapped the alligator hard on the top of its head. The gator opened his mouth and the man removed his genitals unscathed as promised. The crowd cheered and the first of his free drinks was delivered. The man stood up again and made another offer. "I'll pay anyone $100 who's willing to give it a try". A hush fell over the crowd.

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"Untitled" by: blingbling bunny My soul spills into bloody tears of joy, just looking upon you, your eyes so deep, our love so true, i wish i could hold your heart till the end of death and beyond, in the dark eternity mist, but forever is a long time, even then my you shall have my will in your fist, you say you will never leave, yet i still worry, that time will betray us, and this love will turn to furry, but i love every side of you, even the madness, so i will try to keep it away, and drive away the sadness, eternity is a long time away, so i will hold you now, and if forever comes, you will be there to show me how, we can overcome the "good" together as one, always apart of the wickedness, until finality is done, so as destiny unfurls, and this passion burns, you will be in me, as the dimension turns, it cannot be broken, not even by the one(s) above, it will never end, our wicked burning love.

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"Untitled" Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Every emotion she shaddows to hides Covering her sadness and all her fears No one knows the torture she feels inside Shes losing all hope on the life she knew A life full of happiness and laughter Forgetting after all shes been through Not wanting to see what will come after She hides herself behind a fake smile Slowly shes fading away in her mind And no one noticed after a while Looking for hope she wants so much to find Her lies of smiles and blankets on tears Covering her sadness and all her fears By: Helena

Texas
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If ANYONE thinks that I am not who I say I am please remove yourself from my list now. If you think I am a fake then why have me on your list of friends, family or a person you are a fan of? Please go ahead and remove me now and you wont have to wonder if I am who I say I am. And that is all I have to say about that!

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