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How Are You Getting Your "freak" On??
Whenever I have heard this phrase, I always associated it with sex....but, the Ellen Digeneres Show demonstrated that this isn't always so.... she freaked out an audience member with a new hybrid car.... she freaked another audience member with tickets to the Grammy Show this coming weekend... she freaked out other people taking a tour and ended up on the show... she freaked Teri Hatcher out by doing a line dance with the Achy-Breaky Heart song... and so much more. In July's issue of Redbook Magazine, they have an article about actress, Rosie Perez, entitled "the parts you play to survive" who had been raised poor and had to play the babysitter for the kids while their Mom was working and sooo much more. She points out that "[w]hen I was 28, my now ex-husband dragged me to therapy because, as he put it: 'When you're at home, you're so loving and cuddly. I wish everyone else could see that side of you, not just the walls.' At that point in my life, the walls were more plaste

A Tiny Piece Of How I Feel Inside
"Away, I see it's going down Today, Hoping in time, Will bury all this pain And will awake something inside......... ........ Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything that I've known"

Time Flies
well I can't believe its almost christmas! holy moo cows time flies I swear!!! well I am alomst 4 months pregnant, I will find out what I'm having In febuary..I am so excited!!!! I want a girl, But I will be Just as excited if its a boy..lol I have alot of money saved up to go shopping once i find out what I'm having..i can't wait!!!!!!!! :) I should be moving into my apartment SOON! Its going to be wierd being all by myself but I'm sure my bf will be there alot of the time..but oh well lol i'm still ready! well I think I'm going to head to bed. I have heart burn like a mother! I hope whoever reads this has happy holidays!!!!!!!!

Thank You
The love and support for the military has been awesome. I can't tell you all enough how much it means to me and my fellow soldiers to hear you say Thank you. We live in a great country and we are doing what we love and all we can. When I joined 23 years ago there was no support and people looked down on the military. I've never been prouder to be a American soldier. When you see a soldier of any rank or gender, tell them Thank you and it will mewan the world. Thank You again, SFC Curt Larson

Boycot!! /boycot!! Boycot!!
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Heartsound-Toma... member is On TAP remove friend subject: BOYCOT BOYCOT BOYCOT BOYCOT!!! Please read and repost!! date: 2006-12-23 22:58:39 Picture this...Sad faced Baby J pops up and is begging you for money...again.CT needs money to run. Well,from what I can tell of how CT makes money they do it in three ways.Well,now four atleast. First...blast.I know how addicting they are!But... every time you pay to put your face there...you are supporting a place that refuses to listen and take down offensive language and rude comments.Fascist Bitch and retard are just two that I am thinking of right now.You are paying to be ignored.Why should Baby J do anything differant when CT is still making money. Second...the CT tshirt.Do we really want a tshirt that says...Hey I like to be called a retard!Hey if you block me you are a Fascist Bitch!Hey when I make a mistake on Cherry Tap I am insulted!Come and be insulted too! Third...VIC.This on

Dear God
Dear God, As tears fall from lonely eyes As I hold all the pain inside how I wish you knew my whole story about how I have hurt so many people As all my tears fall, you only wonder why, just leave them be, and let them tell why, I broke heart after heart shattering them into a million there tears fell with mine but I didn't understand why I pushed everyone away when I really needed someone to stay I said I hated you all I wish I could be gone leave this world with no regret and tell everyone they had to push me over the edge All of hate can not be found for all these people that have let me drown, How I wish you knew the rest some day you will but right now lets forget Forget all the pain forget every regret Because im in heaven now with every one else, they all welcome me with open arms And as there tears fall from the heavens, onto the lonely souls below Each one stands, holds there heads up high and says to world I will never

Once Again It All Falls Apart
Once again it all falls apart. and, of course he makes it my fault. Christmas for us is not a good time reminds me of deceptions, I lose my mind. My breakdowns are frequent, I'm a blubbering mess. i can't handle it, all of this stress. I cry everyday, because wounds won't heal. I cry in my sleep, wishing i couldn't feel. And my only light, though the darkness we make, is acting so happy is being so fake. how naive can i be? thinking it true how stupid am i i know what to do. everyday i lose a piece. my heart is crashing, I'm lost and I'm weak. my soul is burning, my mind is yearning... But who am i really... theres nothing to see. nothing to tell, nothing to do. I'm lost, cornered. sick of you. Leslie Prince SinfulVampress

Untitled
A tear drop rolls down my check Im so hurt I cant even speak I knew this day would come in time Someone else already calls you mine I met you just a little too late I think to myself, why did I wait Silence falls deep in my room No light is shinning not even the moon My eyes are open with a blank stare on my face Why do I have to be here at this time in this place Its not your fault, its only mine I just fell so hard this time You understand what I mean and how I feel I dont want this to be a big deal I let myself down just once more If I had the money, Id be knocking on your door I cant do for you the same things she does Theres not rhyme or reason, its just because I do feel it inside, that this is right But my heart and my mind are in a big fight I think its right but you know its not I dont want to change any of your thoughts What you have is good, but not the best right now She could be the one with whom you exchange vows I dont want

Grand Dad And Me
My grandpa and me Ok I know some of you have heard this and I know some of ya havent. But ths is the story of why I became a sailor and what I beleave happened the day I found out grandpa passed away. I was 10 years old when I jumpped up on grandpas lap and told him, “im going to be a sailor just like you grandpa, im going to join the navy. He hugged me and patted my head and we sat there and watched wrestling. When I turned 17 I went to MEPS and joined the navy. I would gradute from school at 17 and turn 18 in boot camp. Grandpa and I would write letters and make phone calls everyweek. Then one hot day in 1996 we were out to sea and we were doing a underway replenishment. I was one of the gunners that was going to fire the lines across, I tell ya if I never see a better shot then what I made it will be ok by me. It looked as if some one had taken the rubber projectile out of the gun adapter and handed it to the guy on the other ship. I got back inside the skin of the ship and

My Internet
my internet exploere is fucked up right now keeps shuttin down i am gonna try to work on it asap so i may or may not be outta pocketr for a while but hey leave me some luvin i always enjoy hearing from new and old friends much love and merry christmas

Thoughts Of Pain
Alone in the dark Memories of our spark Faded and jaded Nothing left to do How my heart misses you The times we shared The tears we cried So many times I wish I had died Now its a new year I still have one last tear The fear of being alone So close to me now I feel my soul is lost Just a shell of who I once was Cant live like this anymore My whole life is behind a door Time to say good-bye Please remember I did try Gun to my head No more tears to be shed Good-bye FYI: TO ALL WHO READ THIS THIS AINT A SUAIDE NOTE ITZ JUST HOW I FEEL, I'M NOT REALLY DO IT.

Sometimes And Other Confessions.
Sometimes, I don't sleep. I'll go for days without eating. I'll cry when no one is watching, and I'll re-read romantic and sex scenes in Harlequin books (they're really too frivilous(sp?) to be called a novel) over and over again. Sometimes I'll go on webcam and be a whore, because I need the attention, I need the compliments. I don't last long during sex. I love quickies. I'll take countless pictures of myself in hopes one of them will be okay, then post them on cherrytap, because .. let's face the facts here, no one is mean on cherrytap. everyone has at least one comment that calls them sexy/hot/stunning/beautiful even if they are 1000 lbs. (maybe everyone here can see the beauty in others, maybe we're just nice) Sometimes, I look at porn. yes, I believe it's wrong, but I just can't help myself. I'm straight, but sometimes I think I'm bi. I've kissed two girls, one of them was my best friend at the time. She's since moved on without me. I Love Women. Sometimes, I

What About Some Assicons..lmao
> We all know those cute little computer symbols > > called "emoticons," where: > > :) means a smile and > > :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by > > :-) and :-( respectively > > > Well, how about some "assicons"? > > Here goes: > > (_!_) a regular ass > > (__!__) a fat ass > > (!) a tight ass > > (_*_) a sore ass > > {_!_} a swishy ass > > (_o_) an ass hole > > (_x_) kiss my ass > > (_zzz_) a tired ass > > (_E=mc2_) a smart ass > > (_$_) Money coming out of his ass > > (_?_) Dumb Ass >

Found This Really Funny My Neice Is The Best
A Christmas Story > > 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. > He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. > Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. > I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! > > I've busted my ass for damn near a year, > Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? > The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. > The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. > > Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. > Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. > And just when I thought that things would get better > Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, > They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny > Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? > > And the kids these days--they all are the pits > They want the impossible--Those mean little shits > I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds > Ass

Re: Xmas....
hey i just wanted to write this lovley note about xmas ...well buhumbug...i ahte xmas it sucks it really all about the kids and the fun stuff they have out there for the holiday...well i am just saying "MY XMAS SUCKS".....the only thing that is good about it is...ITS ALMOST OVER ...FUCK any ways enoff with being the grinch...i want to wish all my cherry freinds a very merry xmas and a kick ass new year because my new year is going to be magical and full of positive things that will happen in the near future.......8 days to go till " 2007 yeah ..... hugs and kisses to all hotmama420

What Is This World Comming To When We Sue Over Stupid Shit????
THE STELLA AWARDS Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. According to reliable legal analysts, for every idiot who wins a case, thousands of other imbeciles don't make it that far. We can thank our lucky stars for that, because it's you and me who end up paying for these mental midgets awards when companies pass the cost on to the consumers. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Rob

The End Of Year Update
The End of 2006 so far for me has being wonderful i got to meet a musician called James Morrison and got his autograph on his brand new 2cd album So Far So Good the best of and one of my friends came home from norway who i missed like crazy and i am glad she's back in sydney and don't worry girls she's just my friend nothing more and i also gave another friend of mine a christmas present and i am pretty sure she likes it but i am not 100% certain though but because i gave it to her early she opened it early which is something i allow all the time when i give my friends christmas presents and i am not certain what i have planned for new year's eve as yet because i don't usually know what i am doing on new year's eve every time until 2007 take care and merry christmas and happy new year from Bruce

Soldiers
YOU KNOW WE ALL SIT HERE IN THE COMPHY USA EVERYDAY KNOWING WE ARE SAFE BECAUSE OF OUR BOYS OVER SEAS, I KNOW WE NEVER FORGET THEM AND THEY ARE ALL IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS,,WISHING WE COULD DO MORE FOR THEM, STILL KNOWING WE CAN'T.,WHAT WE CAN DO IS KEEP THEM IN OUR PRAYERS......MY SON WAS OVER THERE AN MADE IT HOME SAFELY SO I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS ON FAMILIES..PLEASE IF YOU EVER SEE A SOLDIER ON THE STREET SHAKE HIS HAND AND THANK HIM FOR MAKING OUR HOME SAFE, THEY WILL APPRECIATE IT....WE CAN NEVER KNOW OURSELVES HOW THEY HAVE IT OVER THERE BUT WE DO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE COMING HOME TO......FREEDOM........THANK YOU AND HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AN HAPPT NEW YEAR....... .......A SOLDIERS MOM....

Merry Christmas In Heaven
If tears could build a stairway; and memories a lane. I'd walk right up to heaven; and bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken; no time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it; and only God knows why. -author unknown- In loving memory of: Erin Renee Dillon 4/12/81-07/13/02 Merry Christmas...Love, Mom

Funnies
Ok...this is where I will post my funnies and stuff like that to keep it out of my normal blog where I bitch and rant and just talk about every day stuff. Hope you all enjoy reading them. I hate sending forwards and stuff to people, so I just post them and people can choose to read them. hope you all have a wonderful day. Hugs, Moon Beam

This Time Of The Year
I use to enjoy this time of the year, but i have had so many terrible things happen in this month over the years.I have lost a spouse due to a bad wreck, lost 4 other family members in Dec. and to top that off Christmas day would have been my parents wedding anniversary. I lost both parents just a few years ago and I am still having a hard time dealing with the fact they are gone.My oldest daugther lost a baby on Christmas day in 2000, and we were talking last night and she is also having a hard time with this time of the year.I am hoping that anyone that takes time to read this has a very MERRY VJRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND, GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

My Strip Song Is ................
Your Stripper Song Is Dirrty by Christina Aguelera "Too dirrty to clean my act up If you ain't dirrty You ain't here to party" You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean. What Song Should You Strip To?

Just A Thought
Let me say this now, no matter how small one feels in the overall scope of life. You matter, you make a difference. There is a space made for you to fill, until that void has been properly filled you are important. Small role, large role, who is to say! More or less we teach each other daily and should learn *something* daily no matter how small it may seem. You matter, someone cares, somone needs you, somewhere you made a difference to someone.

I Want To Wish You A Merry Christmas
ahhh it's christmas eve morning the tree is all decorated ( ty :) ) usually by now the holiday smells would go all through the house and the laughter of holiday cheer.But this year it will be totally different.My girls have there own place,starting there new traditions.Friends and family are on there way making for some there long journeys back home to spend this joyous time with there loved ones.But for me I will be spending the time home alone. Now some people might think that's sad and yes for the fact that I had hurt my leg does make it difficult. But this year I've been given a precious gift.you see I've been blessed with a very special friend that as each day comes and goes I become alittle more fonder of ,I can't ask for anything more! So on that note I want to wish each and everyone of you a Merry little Christmas Day!

Notable People That Went To My High School
Tom DeLonge -- Vocalist and guitarist of the punk-rock bands blink-182, Boxcar Racer and Angels and Airwaves Jud Buechler -- Former NBA Player with several teams (most notably for the Chicago Bulls championship teams with Michael Jordan) Phil Plantier -- Former Major League Baseball player Stephanie Seymour -- Victoria's Secret model Marvel Wynne II -- soccer defender, who currently plays for Red Bull New York of Major League Soccer. Wynne played two years of college soccer at UCLA, where he was named first team All-American in 2005, and was part of the Under-20 team at the 2005 World Youth Championship. Travis Barker -- Drummer of many bands: The Aquabats, Blink-182, The Transplants, Boxcar Racer, +44 Tug McGraw -- Former Major League Baseball relief pitcher Drew Wahlroos -- Linebacker for the St. Louis Rams Joseph Vogel -- Prominent dog trainer, fashion designer and poet. Trained legendary Border Collie, "Sunday's Surprise", and wrote, "Which Way Is Up?", a collection

Merry Christmas
My Christmas wishes fly to you, Like lovely snowflakes from the blue, Spilling gently from my heart, Falling softly through the dark, Until they find your candlelight, Through whispering winds that sing of night. May peace and joy wrap you in, Blankets of love, where hope has been. And may your kind and gentle ways, Be blessed with happy, peaceful days, Becoming more beautiful with every thought, Like every flake the earth has caught. Merry Christmas.....

Meditation
To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem. To meditate means to observe. Your smile proves it. It proves that you are being gentle with yourself, that the sun of awareness is shining in you, that you have control of your situation. You are yourself, and you have acquired some peace.

Some Things You Wanted To Know... Or Not. :)
Just to let you know upfront, I have ADD. Do not hold that against me and if you do, your loss, not mine. LOL! Those crack me up. I laugh at almost anything and everything. I do know when you're supposed to be serious, but I've learned at an early age, life deals you a shitty deal. You either shrug it off, or you buckle under the pressure of depression, anger and resentment. I have a tendency to jump from subject to subject during a conversation. It gets confusing at times, but I know what I'm talking about. You just have to stay on your toes to keep up with me. Can you handle that? Yeah. most of you can't, so I'm not too disappointed. Love for me has been the biggest joke of all. Seriously, let me tell you. Men, not all, but most have a tendency to believe that women are, well men are SUPPOSED to believe that women are here to do more than decorate their lives and give them pleasure. My Mom didn't believe in taking medicine for my ADD, because it was a drug that would ca

Real 911 Calls
Number 1: Dispatcher: 9-1-1 What is your emergency? Caller: I heard what sounded like gunshots coming from the brown house on the corner. Dispatcher: Do you have an address? Caller: No, I have on a blouse and slacks, why? Number 2: Dispatcher: 9-1-1 What is your emergency? Caller: Someone broke into my house and took a bite out of my ham and cheese sandwich. Dispatcher: Excuse me? Caller: I made a ham and cheese sandwich and left it on the kitchen table and when I came back from the bathroom, someone had taken a bite out of it. Dispatcher: Was anything else taken? Caller: No, but this has happened to me before and I'm sick and tired of it! Number 3: Dispatcher: 9-1-1 What is the nature of your emergency? Caller: I'm trying to reach nine eleven but my phone doesn't have an eleven on it. Dispatcher: This is nine eleven. Caller: I thought you just said it was nine-one-one Dispatcher: Yes, ma'am nine-one-one and nine-eleven are the same thing. Caller: Honey, I

Understanding The Pentacle/pntagram (thanks Emanon!!!)
Pentagram/Pentacle A primary symbol of Wicca. Represents the four elements and the fifth element of Spirit, or Mind, through which humanity transcends the four elements. Usually depicted as a continuously drawn five-pointed star within a circle, usually refered to as a pentacle ,although sometimes it is not enclosed within a circle. When it is not enclose it is usually refered to as a pentagram. A Wiccan altar usually includes a pentagram as a central tool, and pentagrams are often drawn in the air during acts of evocation, invocation, and banishing. These usually are drawn with a finger/hand, Athame, or wand. Water Represents love, emotion, intuition, womb, fertility, cleansing, sorrow, purification, menstruation, bodies of water. Fire Represents creativity, energy, will, passion, psychic abilities, sun, blood, healing, destruction. Earth Represents growth, nature, sustenance, prosperity, money, manifestation, materialization, body, death, plants, caverns, fields.. Air

A Dream (written Through The Eyes Of A Man)
The only thing your eye can see is light. That is all that's beautiful, that is all that's ugly, that is all there is. When you look at that wine bottle, all your eye sees is the blue light from the neon sign outside our window. Watch the light reflect off the label and off the smooth glass of the bottle's tapered neck. Watch the restaurant neon turn from red to blue to red . Listen to them, downstairs. Still eating and drinking and laughing. I happen to know the kitchen closed at midnight. They'll keep dancing 'til two. The sound is a faint rumble up here, in our room. Just a distant noise, like the street or the sea. I'm glad we're here. I'm glad your body lies beneath me, your cheek against the pillow, my arm around your back. Nowhere else, except this bed. Nowhere else in all the world. Now. My lips, softly across your collar bone; my mouth, open on your neck. The hair of my chest tickles against the softest skin of your breasts, until I pull you close, pressing your bo

Pentagram And The Pentacle
Pentagram/Pentacle A primary symbol of Wicca. Represents the four elements and the fifth element of Spirit, or Mind, through which humanity transcends the four elements. Usually depicted as a continuously drawn five-pointed star within a circle, usually refered to as a pentacle ,although sometimes it is not enclosed within a circle. When it is not enclose it is usually refered to as a pentagram. A Wiccan altar usually includes a pentagram as a central tool, and pentagrams are often drawn in the air during acts of evocation, invocation, and banishing. These usually are drawn with a finger/hand, Athame, or wand. Water Represents love, emotion, intuition, womb, fertility, cleansing, sorrow, purification, menstruation, bodies of water. Fire Represents creativity, energy, will, passion, psychic abilities, sun, blood, healing, destruction. Earth Represents growth, nature, sustenance, prosperity, money, manifestation, materialization, body, death, plants, caverns, fields.. Air

The E-mail 10 Commandments
1. Thou shalt not SPAM. Sending a cute joke or sales pitch to 50 of your closest friends may seem like a good idea. It's not. They're already getting cute jokes and sales pitches from 50 other friends and regard your e-mail as one more reason to stop writing to you. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. Thou shalt not SHOUT IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS. If hitting the [Shift] key cramps your style, go for the e.e. cummings look and use all lower case. All UPPERCASE letters is considered on-line shouting and quite rude. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3. Thou shalt not send unreasonably large attachments. Even if the person really wants what you have to send, extreme file sizes might torpedo his e-mail account. For pictures, reduce size at least to 800 by 600 and send them in either .gif format (for clipart) or .jpg (for photographs). Pictures sent in .bmp, .tif or other formats may

Something
grace flowing as beautifully as the blood on my face creeping as deceptively as the slow burning inscence grace will wash me soon giving way to the boon of my good seeping under my hood for now i`ll just hide in my hoodie where i know it`s safe where i know no one can penetrate where is my satisfaction why do i kill myself trying to satisfy others where are my kin of the debase where is my satiation where is my slap to the face where is my attack why am i asking questions i know the answer to the blood will flow i fear it won`t happen soon i fear a missionary hell i fear the stagnation of will but it won`t happen because i do not give up I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP!!! it just gets hard i try to forget my path it is such a lonely fucking path fill me answer to my pull it is reaching the hilt and release will be spilled the birth of a virus the growth of a god shrouded in fog to be unleashed on you all he`s coming i have

Holidays
Merry Christmas Comment Graphics Merry Christmas Comment Graphics With the new regulations on how many you can send the same things to. Blogging seemed to be the best way to wish all those on my friends list a Happy Holiday

Twas The Day After Christmas
Twas the day after Christmas, and all through the house, Every creature was hurting-- even the mouse. The toys were all broken, their batteries dead; Santa passed out, with some ice on his head. Wrapping and ribbons just covered the floor, while Upstairs the family continued to snore. And I in my T-shirt, new Reeboks and jeans, Went into the kitchen and started to clean. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the sink to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the curtains, and threw up the sash. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a little white truck, with an oversized mirror. The driver was smiling, so lively and grand; The patch on his jacket said "U.S. POSTMAN." With a handful of bills, he grinned like a fox Then quickly he stuffed them into our mailbox. Bill after bill, after bill, they still came. Whistling and shouting he called them by name: "Now Dillard's, now Broa

Airport Mistletoe
It was the beginning of December. The trip had gone reasonably well, and he was ready to go back. The airport on the other hand had turned a tacky red and green, and loudspeakers blared annoying elevator renditions of cherished Christmas carols. Being someone who took Christmas very seriously, and being slightly tired, he was not in a particularly good mood. Going to check in his luggage (which, for some reason, had become one suitcase with entirely new clothes), he saw hanging mistletoe. Not real mistletoe, but very cheap plastic with red paint on some of the rounder parts and green paint on some of the flatter and "pointier" parts, that could be taken for mistletoe only in a very Picasso sort of way. With a considerable degree of irritation and nowhere else to vent it, he said to the lady attendant, "Even if I were not married, I would not want to kiss you under such a ghastly mockery of mistletoe." "Sir, look more closely at where the mistletoe is." (pause) "Ok, I

Who Started Christmas Anyway?
A woman was Christmas shopping with her two children. After many hours of walking down row after row of toys and after hours of hearing both her children asking for everything they saw on those many shelves, she finally made it to the store elevator with her two children in hand. She was feeling what so many of us feel during the holiday season time of the year, getting that perfect gift for every single person on our shopping list, overwhelming pressure to go to every party, every housewarming, taste all the holiday food and treats, making sure we don't forget anyone on our card list, and the pressure of making sure we respond to everyone who sent us a card. Finally the elevator doors opened revealing a crowd in the car. She pushed her way in and dragged her two kids and all her bags of stuff in with her. As the doors closed she couldn't take it anymore and blurted out, "Whoever started this whole Christmas thing should be found, strung up and shot." From the back of the

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas!!!!!!! Please have a safe and happy holiday :). Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

The Photos Beg......we Comply!!!!
Let us pray... Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers. Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine , US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON!

Truth About Cartoons
Merry licked a little trip then she done some pot earlier that day she knew she had some sheep but were they where she forgot Alice came down from wonderland she was baked of her tits Peter pan was all over her giving merry the fucken shits Peter Pan being who he was chill Merry I got what you need lets turn that frown upside down Lets cut up this speed Alice pashed into Merry girl on girl action was on for tonight Peter sat with his doped out smile thats it ladies lets make love let us not fight Charlie Brown and the gang bashed the door they heard a party was about to start Snoopy through Peter some heroin that would paralyze your heart Peter grabs the needle Yo Snoopy this better be a clean fit you know it is Peter know need to trip you know I got the best shit Alice decides to hook up with Charlie all Alice wants is a good fuck Merry was all over Snoopy's dick Peter was shit out of luck Mickey and Mini show up late sorry Mini wanted me to

The One For Me
One guy can mean the world to you One guy can make your dreams come true One guy can make you happy But many can break your heart in two There are many guys out there But only one has the proper glue To put your heart into one Not two You search all your life For the guy who has no knife Which will cut your heart and soul in half And cause you both so much strife It took so long to find you And I never want us to end We are so happy together And we will be forever One guy means the world to me One guy has made my dreams come true One guy has made me happy That one guy is you

Got To Be One Of The Saddest Stories ..
got to be one of the saddest stories .. I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy scheduled September 10, 2006 from 3:00 PM to 4:00 PM his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sad

Merry Meet
LISTEN TO THE WICCAN GREETING HEREMAY THE CIRCLE BE OPEN BUT UNBROKENMAY THE PEACE OF THE GODDESS BE EVER IN YOUR HEARTMERRY MEET AND MERRY PART AND MERRY MEET AGAIN Yet again let us give credit to where it is due thank you Emanon and Blessed Be Everyone Emanon@ CherryTAP

Bullshit
THIS IS GOING OUT TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT THINK THAT THEY CAN JUST TOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS THAT SHIT ISNT RIGHT SO U WANT TO BE A PLAYER GO DO THAT SHIT TO SOMEONE ELSE AN STOP WASTING MY FUCKING TIME

Life Can Be Hard Without Some One To Spend It With
for me life is about being happy and haveing some one to spend it with and give the things and the love and the compassion that day deserve but for me some times its hard for me to rember how beauty of a thing it is when your siting by you self its a sucky thing maybe thats my life for it

New Blog Catagory
hey all, i never know what to wright in these things but i figure i will start a few new ones for the things i do over here to pass the time, most of my time off it spent at the gym, reading (magizines and books) watching movies or shows (mostly on DVD) and playing vidio games. so i figure ill wright a bit about some it on here and maybe it can help some of you find something you might be intrested in too. so just give me your feedback on what i say, maybe you have read something similar or the same thing and you can let me know your thoughts on it too, or played the same game and know some hiden thing... anyhow off to other things for now and ill wright more on here later

Marijuana News
Pot Rivals Apples as State's Biggest Cash Crop Posted by CN Staff on December 23, 2006 at 15:17:31 PT By Emily Heffter, Seattle Times Staff Reporter Source: Seattle Times Seattle -- Washington is among the top five pot-producing states, producing a $1 billion-a-year crop that is second in value only to the state's famed apple harvest, according to an analysis released this week by a public-policy researcher. Jon Gettman, the Virginia-based researcher who wrote the report, used government data to show that marijuana has become the biggest cash crop in the United States, bringing in more annually than corn and wheat combined. It's among the top three cash crops in 30 states, Gettman said. He said Washington is the nation's fifth-largest producer, behind California, Tennessee, Kentucky and Hawaii. Nationally, domestic marijuana production has increased 10 times over in the past 25 years, from 1,000 metric tons in 1981 to 10,000 metric tons in 2006, according to federal g

Rate It
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dante's Inferno Is A Great Place To Go...
Yes, a day early but that's only cos it's Christmas Day tomorrow and I won't be on tomorrow, so I'm doing it today. This weeks song is...my fave Iced Earth song DANTE'S INFERNO... Song Name - Dante's Inferno Artist - Iced Earth Album - Burnt Offerings Song Number - 8 of 8 Song Length - 16:26 Lyrics Through the fiery caverns we sail Virgil at my side my guide and master Questing through the nine plains of hell Infernal wisdom shall fill my soul Slowly now the days departing The darkened air releases me Frightening visions of my journey Entrance me to limbo I'm not Free Abandon all hope who enter here Enter the gates, Charon awaits Abandon all hope who enter here For this is where all things are left behind Every doubt and every cowardice must die Souls of rage and anger whipping in despair The souls that wail on this plain pray for death Denial is the reason for their suffering Forever being stung by wasps and demons breath The blood and tear

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Loss Of A Friend......
today i learned that a very close and special friend of mine passed on...she was 61, but her smile shone through like a beacon on a dark and cold nite, she was greek and firey like one, yet if you were her friend she'd stick by you thick and thin...you see my friend had cancer an agressive type, and when i spoke to her about a month ago, she said she felt great and felt that she had it beat...i leanred today she lost that battle...so close to christmas..and i thought of my own mortality...i cried like a new born babe, for over 2 hours...and i then thought of what my dad onece said...when christmas got so commercialized...dad said ..you know what..people have forgotten what christmas means, its not the gifts that people give, its not about religion, its about family...when everybody gets toghter and shares a meal..and love..im soory if the words blur this is diffcult to write...but as i sit here and know my family is over 800 miles away and i look at the charlie brown christmas tree not

Dead Beat Dad Update!
ok i knew that when i got my child support order that it wasnt gonna stop there...i knew that he was gonna appeal the damn thing. so the other day i go to get my mail and what do i see in there? a damn letter from the domestic relations office..so i open it and of course he wants to take me back to court cuz he feels that paying 250.00 a month for 2 kids is wayyyyyyyyyy to much! this is from a man that will have new sneakers on, a brand new outfit and hat and gold in his ears and around his neck! this man has never in the last year gave me one damn dollar, not a pack of diapers or a pack of wipes, not a phone call to see how the kids are doing, nothing. the only time he ever comes around or did was when he wanted some sex from me. then when i would tell him no he would think that i was kidden..he even had the balls to come to the house the day after my man went to jail to try and get some! but i was a big girl and i was adamant about my NO and he got pissed. and who would want to have

Christmas
I just wanted to take the time to wish you all a very Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. Now I'm going to take a few minutes and go over what I think is important to me during this time of year. Family all around with love overflowing. Yes there maybe fights and arguments. In the end though you should know that you're loved enough that you could say you got to see family. Friends are important too. Because without the friends to brighten your whole year through, who will pick up the bad parts after the family fights? So many times when things go wrong in the family who do we turn to but the friends? Then there is yourself. The one person who totally understand who you are. Though can never be objective in your life. Once in awhile we need to take the time to enjoy our lives as we are, and what we've become. So this holiday season remember those close to you. Say a prayer for those far away. Remeber the ones fighting weather you believe in the reason or not. They may not

Holiday Depresiion ??
here it is christmas eve a lil more than a year after hurricane katrina. life has improved somewhat. but the things that matter to me havent yet. the holidays always get me down. i have lost so much in my short life. and mostly around theholidays. like many im still trying to find true bliss. but still seems to elude me at times. now r the next week i will be going stir crazy on the emotional roller coaster with too much time on my hands. im off work for the nest week and everybody i know will be working. this realy sucks lol so i will probably be spending mre time on this computer. but such is life i guess.so if you get bored message me on yahoo at bigsxxxxxy or latiger504 on paltalk

Happy Holidays
Happy Holidays to everyone of u crazy fuckers. Whatever u celebrate Happy W/E. In this blog I just covered everyone of ya. :P U guys r awesome. Apparently if ur still on my list I think so. *HUGZ, KISSES & LOTS OF LUV*

Gas Station Hammering
I had been driving for a full hour before I saw the ram shackled huddle of buildings appear like a mirage at the road side. Though I'd travelled this desert road from Reno so many times it still came as a surprise when Froggie Bills gas station appeared like it had been dropped from the heavens. I slowed my car eager to stretch my legs and no doubt share a few words with the eccentric owner. As I turned in 3 young men eyed me nervously as they got back into their supped up shit box. Then with the customary wheel spinning of youth they tore off as if hoping I'd race. As the wheel cloud cleared from my windscreen I got out. Froggie Bill as normal was there to greet; as he was with all his customers. "Hi Bill," I said with a tired smile," more hot shot kids," I added. "Little punks," he said with an old Gaelic giggle," but they got more than they hoped for today." I ignored his words. Nothing much made sense when it came to Bill. He'd been out here so long the sun had got t

Change Is Needed
change is neccisary to get from where we are to where we want to be,because where we are is a direct reflection of who we are,and only by changing who we are can change where we are and move on to a better happier and more profitable life.

The Art Of "mattering" To Me.
Today is a fabulous day! I woke up feeling perfectly able to conquer the world! It doesn't matter if the sky has unleashed torrents of rain upon the land. It doesn't matter if my family doesn't visit. It doesn't matter if I'm not terribly rich. It doesn't matter that my baby brother and my boys are overseas. It doesn't matter that I couldn't spend this time physically with my darling. It matters that God has blessed us with water to replenish our dwindling water table. It matters that I have my beautiful nephew with me to giggle his little boy giggles as he presses sloppy kisses to my cheek and hugs my neck tightly. It matters that God has provided what I need most, as well as giving me the delights of His blessing in the form of great and true friendships. It matters that my baby brother, who is currently cradled in the safety of God's merciful hand, called me today to wish me a Merry Christmas and tell me he and the boys love me and wished to thank me for the care packages and gifts.

Breaking My Own Rules...
a chance encounter...our eyes met... your warm smile shone through... the chilly december night... i know...somehow...our paths will cross again... don't know when it started...& it doesn't matter anyhow... walking beside you...bonding without touching... we frolicked like two children... & were lost in times recaptured... i broke all my own rules...justifying my feelings... i know not where this path would lead me... be it heaven or hell... i am not scared...just let my desires break free... i won't and can't promise you tomorrow... but i can promise you today...and i'll love you as if it's my last day on earth... whatever it is...i won't play mind games... i am as i am...i am whom i am...as naked as i stand before you... thank you...for unlocking the door to a long forgotten feeling... thank you...for bringing out the woman in me... thank you...for telling no lies... but most of all...thank you...for loving me...even if it's only for a day... dream a

Christmas Wishes
Christmas Wishes It's Christmas Eve She sits by herself Making tons of wishes To the Christmas Elf. With walls of brick around her heart Wishing someone with cryptonite could blow it apart She wishes of love and cuddles and kisses To find her true soulmate to give what she misses. But as of this day The Christmas Elf hasn't granted her wishes she repeats to herself So here she sits Alone and so blue Just wishing for love That can prove itself true. ~ Carol A. Harstad ~ December 24, 2006

Love Poem
I lie on the ground and I stare into space, the satrs begin to move into the shape of your face I see you there now looking down at me, with that sexy smile that I love to see You say "close your eyes tell me what you see," "I see only two people just you and me" We're wakling the shoreline with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink as the sun begins to set We make love through the night on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking I could want nothing more Oh,I wish I could be in that special place, as I lie on the ground

Anonther One Poem Love
I sat and pondered all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, A love that's a must? A love without the pain, Such a love--Will I gain? Will she hurt me to, Just like the others have done? Will she cheat and lie, Or will she hold me high when im dowm? Will she appreciate what I do, Or will he laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find the girl that is Right for me, Or will all love be a fight? Will she always make me cry, Or will she care and ask why? Will she want me, as much i want her, Or is love just pretend? I sat and pondered all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own?

Merry Christmas
I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone that I didn't get a chance to comment to. I hope everyone gets to spend time with the ones they love, and remembers to keep the ones that can't be with us in their prayers. Merry Christmas!!!! Lots of Love, Christina

The Apartment
It's a quiet night. I sit in the dark apartment waiting, watching the traffic on the street below. I smile at how easy this has been. I've watched the girl for a couple of days, she seems oblivious to my presence. Maybe she hasn't seen me or maybe she's used to people watching her, dancers are like that I suppose. Her routine is the same every day. She goes to work at about eight o'clock every night, and comes home at three o'clock in the morning. I look at my watch. 2:58am. Almost time. The apartment was a breeze to break into. I just climbed right up the wooden cage surrounding the lower apartment’s patio and over the low wooden fence surrounding the upper patio. The sliding glass door was unlocked, I just let myself in. Footfalls on the stairs outside. She's coming. I get up from the chair and hide behind the curtains that normally cover the patio door. I've found this hiding place when I came in and I've cut a small slit in the fabric so I can watch her come

Spiritual Bonding
There will be times when someone special will walk into your life and a bonding of the spirits will take place. This means that both people are compatible, and that their inner spirits are harmonious with each other. Because of this, a kinship is started first, followed by deep inner emotional feelings for each other, all because the spirits are harmonious. At this point we say that we have an attraction for each other, or that the chemistry is right. The true understanding of relationships is in the divine human spirit, which is the foundation of all happy and good relationships. Sometimes we allow reason to cloud our judgment so that we are unable to become aware of our true feelings. We feel through our mind instead of our hearts, and become confused. When that special person enters your life, and you sense the bonding of the spirits, then hold on tight and don't let go, because unions such as this do not happen all the time.

Learning
What is a Life Lesson? To me a Life Lesson is one where you do or say something horrible wrong, that the ramification are astronomical. Well I had One. so with that being said, My words to you are "What ever you do watch yourself close, because if not you will be in for the surprise of your Life".

Shakin Abit
i was chatting with this guy i really like we went out twice and are very attracted to each other but he's backs off does a disappearing act i told him i like him but i also asked if i should stop wanting to see him he keeps saying no and says im sweet and sexy but i have a feeling i'm being played again i really have those feelings so much my heart beats so much faster when we chat. i've told him over and over don't play games with me because i am so damn vulnerable now nobody has given me those weird feelings for a long time and am so afraid i'm setting myself up to be hurt again. should i just walk away put a end to it or just go with the flow maybe he's afraid to get close to me i feel sick rightnow i hate when my stomach gets twisted why do i find men who just want to play a game like this. it bad enuff with the younger men who want to just bang me men who want no physical contact just get off on cybersex even fetishs who want a piece of my clothing i know and i try to separate re

To Everyone
During Christmas when families are coming together. And were wishing for peace in the world. Let's not forget those whom have become friends, and mean so much to us. I hope and pray that everyone may have the best of Christmas, and that during the coming year. That all your hopes and dreams, as well as wishes come true. I hope we all find peace in our hearts tomorrow. And that in the coming year everyone finds that one person that will help bring peace to you soul.

Rate Your Hellscore >:)
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low

Since I Dont Tell The Whole Story....
for all that care to know why i "milked" my ex for what i could let me tell you a little bit about my relationship with him. we got married early, was together a year when we said i do. found out i was pregnant a week before we tied the knot. and he wasnt happy about it. *now he tells people he only married me cuz i WAS pregnant* bunch of shit, but anyways. he was controlling, never came home until late, always drinking, sniffing coke and selling it. lost tons of money when he did that cuz he would rather sniff than sell. he would not allow me to work, i couldnt smoke, couldnt hang out with my friends, was not allowed to talk on the phone. had to have his dinner on the table when he came home from work, had to get his clothes in the morning and start the car, had to cut his toe nails and shave his face. he would spend money on baseball cards, signed baseballs, autographed pics of the philles and cds. he played pool in the winter and softball in the spring, but i was NEVER allowed t

***reach Out***!
¢¾Reach Out Reach out for another's heart Reach out and care It will make your life worthwhile Even though this life's not fair When your heart connects with another In that instant you're not alone It's the beginning of the journey To finding your way home There has been so much confusion There has been so much pain But we can nurture each other By sharing we can gain We can lessen the confusion We can help to educate Reach out for another's heart Reach out and don't wait!

You'll Shoot Your Eye Out Kid
So, here we are. Christmas Eve. My first one alone with the kids. First one where Santa things get done by only me. it feels wierd. I am done with everything i needed to do, so now I am gonna sit here and relax until the kids go to sleep. Then i will be up late playing Santa. I am missing someone more than usual tonight. He knows it too. He misses me just as much. I was just hoping that this Christmas we would be able to spend it together. One day, it will happen. It's my Christmas wish. Merry Christmas to all my friends. I love you!!!

Buterflies
2006 couldn't end with a beter way for me. For the first time in a long time I've found someone that makes me smile and have those old buterflies flying around in my gut. Also making my heart beat a bit funny. Last night I was at my friend Danelle's house for a party. This was a party for me to finaly get to meet Tara. Who is Danelle's cousin. I have been talking to her on yahoo and of course on the phone too. I was a nervous reck and not even the beer could keep them calm. And of course just like Danelle she had to embarass me by saying she had to talk to me and everyone in the room going oh Chris you are going to get lucky. Well I didn't get lucky like you all are thinking but I was asked if I like Tara which was a big yes and told to quit being a chicken shit and go tell her. I told her and looks like I'm going to have another date with her on New Years Eve. I really like Tara and think she's a beautiful lady. I just hope things keep going the way they are. Plus she likes me for wh

Fly On The Wings Of Love(to The One I Will Love)
Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky Maybe it is mine Fly on the wings of love Reaching the stars above Touching the sky In the summer night When the moon shines bright Feeling love forever And the heat is on When the daylight is gone Still happy together There is just one more thing I would like to add He's the greatest love I've ever had Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky And as time goes by There is a lot to try And I'm feeling lucky oh yeah In the softest sand Smiling hand in hand Love is all around me There's just one more thing I would like to add He's the greatest love I've ever had Fly on the wings of love Fly baby fly Reaching the stars above Touching the sky

Poem #1 (behind The Mask)
Behind The Mask I miss you now how true it is to have never felt your love. Endless passion of wanting to see you to feel your eyes gaze into mine. Oh what a passion what a display of action would take place. How I have never seen your face but how I have seen you mask. I wish more then stripes and colors. Can I see your eyes, your smile even your wrinkles when you laugh? A dying love for that person behind the mask no sense of knowing what you are really like just a feeling of purity and a sensation of peace. Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick

Poem #5 (rain Falls)
Rain Falls Rain falls on my window once again. There is nothing I can do to stop the rain from falling... The rain is my tears and I have cried for so many years... I have been hurt and I have been down, I just wish for one day my world wouldn't be upside down. I'm crying 'cause my world is caving in, my tears are falling on my pillow and I want to jump out my window. I am crying... Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick

First Session Of The Fall 2006 Semester Is Over December 24, 2006
Well my first session of the fall 2006 semester is over and I know I passed my Critical Thinking and Problem Solving class. I believe I passed my Financial Accounting class, but I have not received my grade yet and I am hoping I made an A or a B. When school starts again in January I will be in Managerial Accounting and Contemporary History. I am really looking forward to both of these classes. It seems as if I have a renewed interest in school and that I am enjoying being there more now than I was last semester. It is hard for me to believe that I have been in school for over a year now and that I am already in my fourth semester. I probably have another six semesters left before I graduate, but I can handle having to keep my grades up and keep passing classes until that time arrives and I earn my degree. Beyond school there has not been much going on in my life. I got kicked off of MySpace, even though I had not been doing anything wrong, or even though I never broke their te

Account Screwed Up
just wanted to tell everyone my account is screwed up and dont know what is going to happen to it or me here on cherrytap so its been real and its been fun and actually yes its been real fun...loved every minute of the last month on here and am going thru the withdrawls from it... anyways merry christmas to all and happy new year it has been the happiest time of my lonely life that i have had in years and i thankyou all...

Ufos And Alien Disclosures 2006
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Infensus Mentis Date: December 24, 2006 10:42 AM Body: At last astounding revelations by the world's foremost authorities including: Dr. Steven M. Greer, Steve Bassett, Jim Marrs, Robert O. Dean, Dr. Michael Salla, Stanton T. Friedman, Alfred L. Webre, John Greenwald Jr., Dr. Len Horowitz, Dr. Richard Boylan, Jaime Maussan, Paola Harris, Jerry Pippin, Dr. Bruce Maccabee, A. J. Gevaerd, Sean David Morton, Graham E. Bethune, Col. Wendelle C. Stevens, Monsignor Corrado Balducci, James W. Deardorff, Phd., Robert M. Wood PhD, Charles Hall, Richard Dolan, Steven Jones, Rob Simone, Don Ware, Richard Giordano, James Courant, Dolores Cannon, Maurice Osborn, David Coote, Stoyan Cheresharov, Daniel Munioz, Lisa Davis, Bruce Jessop, Robert Miles, Alan G.Toleman, Jutta Savill. Hosted by Erika Jessop. Never before has there been such a disclosure of the web of lies and disinformation that the Governments of the world do not wa

Looking Back On 2006
Looking back on the year, it didnt go as well as planed. to start off the year my Jeep got repoed, i lost my job at Old Chicago because some bitch lied about some shit so i got fired, and THAT was just January. I did however start going back to school this year and i met an amazing girl, Karlee. we dated for about 4 months and i thought it was great. I proved to myself that i can handle another girlfriend and that I can take care of a woman. She was a very pretty girl, smart, sexy, fun, and she seemed to know what she wanted in life. I adore her, i still do, but she said she didnt feel "it" anymore and we broke up. i still love her a hell of alot but I want her to be happy so oh well. I hope she finds what shes looking for. I havent worked in almost 2 months now, i HAVE a job now, but im waiting for my paperwork to clear so i can start. My good friend Justin and I have been hitting the gym pretty hard these last 2 months and ive lost 13 lbs. Justin is a damn good friend and

A Special Thanks!!!
This blog is a special thank you to the 1,500th person to rate my profile. To thank him, I bought him this little gift of appreciation... Please join me in showing appreciation by giving him some love on his page as well. ThUmPeR@ CherryTAP

Happy Holidays
Hey! Just wanted to wish all my friends a great christmas!! Went to my parents tonight. Tomorrow going to my fiances parents for christmas. Hope everyone has a safe holiday weekend.... I am so excited I dont have to go back to work til WEDNESDAY!! you have no idea how great it is to have two whole days of freedome. Yippe.. on another note i start work this weekend. so happy new years to me lol....

An Adult Night Before Christmas
An Adult Night Before Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and boy was it neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this r

The Grinch That Thought They Could Steal Christmas
Here it is Christmas eve. I had to stay home from a party tonight because some arses have been breaking into people's houses and stealing presents from the neighborhood. I heard some voices outside my window and I looked out to see 2 kids breaking into my neighbors house. The guy has no money and is very hard up. So I sneak out the back door with no coat or boots on and just walk up behind these clowns. Then I threw one into the other and sure as hell they went to fight. Oh I love me a good fight so I wrestled both to the ground and with my 30 lb butt SAT on them. They were screaming so loud someone called 911. The police arrived seeing me sitting on these kids promptly hand cuffed the asses and off to jail they went. Now the cops just left after taking my statement and they said that the kids copped to the 3 breakins and tried to cut a deal. They give back the stuff and the cops drop the charges. The cops assured me NO DEAL! They are going to pay for this. So anyway Now I see why I h

Berry Grismas
deck the hall with bow of horry fa ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ra tis the season to be jorry fa ra ra ra ra ra ra don we now our gay apparell fa ra ra ra ra ra ra roll the ancient rule tide carol fa ra ra ra ra ra ra

Today In History
25 Dec 06 - Monday - Christmas Day 1642 [Sir] Isaac Newton 1899 Humphrey Bogart 1907 Cab Calloway 1945 Ken "The Snake" Stabler 1946 Jimmy Buffett 1948 Barbara Mandrell 1949 Sissy Spacek 1954 Annie Lennox - Eurythmics 1954 Steve Wariner 1960 Amy Grant 0001 1st Christmas, according to calendar-maker Dionysus Exiguus 1223 St Francis of Assisi assembles 1st Nativity scene (Greccio, Italy) 1651 Massachusetts General Court ordered a fine (five shillings) for "observing any such day as Christmas" 1741 Astronomer Anders Celcius introduces Centigrade temperature scale 1758 Halley's comet 1st sighted by Johann Georg Palitzsch during return 1818 1st known Christmas carol ("Silent Night, Holy Night" by Franz Joseph Gruber & Joseph Mohr) sung (Austria) 1831 Louisiana & Arkansas are 1st states to observe Christmas as holiday 1868 Despite bitter opposition, President Andrew Johnson grants unconditional pardon to all persons involved in the Southern rebellion (the Civil War) 19

If You Like Someone Read This!
Be honest ********* If u really like someone right now, ************************** And miss them right at this moment, **************************** And can't get them out of your head, ***************************** Then re-post this titled "if you like someone read this" ******************* Within one minute, ******************** And whoever you are missing, ************************ Will surprise you tomorrow. *********************** BREAK THIS, AND YOU WILL HAVE THE ************************* WORST LIFE STARTING IN 2 HOURS

Santa Is Coming To Town
Finished shopping just in the nick of time.... Christmas comes quicker and quicker each year. I guess I'll start the pre-buy in June next year. Time to do the Santa thing and get to bed. Merry Christmas. -c

12.24.06
The Only Gift so there was this confession a product of too much time taken too much you asked for unanswered there was this night when the walls melted around a still frost bitten heart and a love letter was born beyond a page of exposure where hope carried the weary too much, too late the best that could be given to show you the tears and dreams of the heart but you were already gone left with the angry shouting memories of a lifetime of mistakes and the hollow that was breifly filled in our moments of peace so there was this confession now a broken heart love letter because love is broken as always that was the only gift that had meaning Into The Night one night in your sleep there was a whisper a dirty secret that journeyed from weary lips to deaf ears didn't hear as she drove into the night with everything on the heart that you would be or were in the midst of disappointment as that was her craft and that she would pay the price for

I Was Thinking
A strange time to be sitting around thinking when its Christmas Eve and all. But nontheless I was thinking about myself and wondering about when Dallas said that I was as bad as he was but not as violent. Meaning basically that I'm bi-polar and completely paranoid about people. I don't deny it at all. I know I am. But I never really thought that part of my bi-polar disorder as me being paranoid. When I think of it I'm reminded of people who stare over their shoulder and think that people are after them and shit. I'm just paranoid about everybody actually not liking me and talking behind my back. Which is why its hard for me take to people. I'm always suspicious of people. Oh well, I'll go to the doctor next month and get on something so that I can keep this job I've got. Can't wait to get started on that.

Trees For All The Troops
Trees for all the troops Md. man's medic daughter inspires his holiday mission By Amit R. Paley The Washington Post Updated: 2:50 a.m. ET Dec 24, 2006 http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16342897/?GT1=8816 WASHINGTON - It's not easy to ship a Christmas tree to Iraq. Jim Ward knows. In an elaborate and admittedly eccentric campaign dubbed Operation Christmas Tree, he managed to get 75 live conifers to homesick troops in Iraq and Afghanistan this winter. Now his effort is snowballing into a massive national drive to ensure that each of the 150,000 U.S. troops in the two war zones receives a tree next holiday season. "These soldiers are risking their lives over there and can't even spend Christmas with their families," said Ward, 33, a truck driver from Westminster, Md., who delivers trees for a nursery. "Don't they at least deserve a Christmas tree to remind them of home while they're stuck there?" Ward's Christmas tree effort started with one soldier: his daughter, Arm

The Candy Story
Laffy taffy Daffy dottie Oh M&M I love my M's Pink, blue, orange and red These are a few of my favorite gums Payday oh payday When will you come Kissable Oh Kissables Give me a kiss Make it as sweet As the sugar i eat My daddys a sugar daddy You buy in the store

Woohoo!!
LMAO... ok i dont know why this is making me happy... maybe cuz ive been drinkin... lol... but i just logged on here and got this message "Smile! You're now in the online user bar!" So... I guess i should be excited huh? MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

Coal Chamber-apparition
Apparition is the name Of a friend Who goes away in the end You are my cancer and You kept me going and All this time all I could do Was feel you and touch you And feel the blackness of your skin It became the blackness of your heart Inside you would laugh And I would have to laugh Chorus Ha, ha ha ha…. You’re my cancer All this time I thought that you were The same that you were just stubborn That you hadn’t changed and you had changed Back into what you used to be Into what you said you’d never be again And here you go again spinning round and round Chorus ----------------- Coal Chamber - ApparitionMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Coal Chamber-tyler's Song
Go son. If you get up but they slap you around. Then just remember that i will always be there. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Don't compormise your ideals for anyone else. Respect your mom and always think of her first. When I say to you daddy loves you understand. I'm out in the real world again I'm trying. Raise your guard again. They dont't give a damn. Son, if the son don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark. Son if the sun don't shine. I'll try like hell to make light from the dark for you. Raise your guard again. They don't give a damn. Go son. -------------------- Coal Chamber - Tyler's SongMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Here It Is Christmas
I had one heck of a long day, God knows I am tired but for some strange reason my mind won't stop. Kinda blows to have to get up early and do the christmas thing. I always hated christmas but I kinda look forward to it this year, It's not all bad. I've met a few cool people on here and a few that are pervs, But only a handful Ill think of twice, I aint gonna mention any names because I aint like that but there is one that im sure ill think of for a long time to come. I'm done now. haha Nighters

Ok Its Christmas
merry christmas or happy holidays,take what works for you,i still love ya,as i do most everyone.take a drink ,smoke ,toke,and look up into the stars and wish for a better tommrow ,when we all celebrate together,the joys of life, CHIP

First Part Of The Ride To Chiagmai...dec 8th. 2006...
left penang about 6am on dec 8th...it's about 1000miles to my destination...chiangmai in thailand...first trouble...well...the last refill station was closed for certain reason so thought i had enough to get to the next one and guess what?? tank was empty about a mile from the next one!!! so was stuck in a dark stretch of the road and noone's stopping!!! had to push about half a mile :(...and waiting till dawn broke...finally someone stopped and helped...so yeah...the first hiccup.... continued to the border about 120miles away...well give or take lol...stopped at the usual border town and get my money changed...when i climbed back on the bike and started the bike...smoke came out from under my seat....heh...i had worst days...had no tool...i know i know...but my saddle bags were full of my clothes...:p ...borrowed a screw driver and removed the seat...and found the short circuited culprit...nothing some insulatiion tapes can't fix...so fixed that and got on my way...so yeah...hiccup

This Is Sooooo True!!
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord."

Amazing Sex Story
OMFG...this is hilarious. The following is a story a Maxim subscriber subitted to the magazine for print in their "Amazing Sex Stories" article. This won't match the actual story since imma typin this from memory, but you'll get the just of the story. My girlfriend and I were in the mood...feeling kinda kinky...wand wanting to enjoy each other's company. While we were in the bedroom, she pulled out a strand of beads. I've never been the experimental type, so naturally I asked her what they were for. She said they were for enhancing the whole sexual experience. I was like...great..let's do this thing. So, we start having some great sex together...just totally enjoy each other's company and indulging in the moment. While I was pumpin away at her in our fav position, doggy style, she asked me to insert the beads into her rectum...so I did...one at a time. She said she would tell me what to do next when she was ready. So I started going at it again....gettin back into the groo

Perspective
I am the flag of the United States of America . . . My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over great institutes of learning. I stand guard with the greatest military power in the world. Look up! And see me! I stand for peace, honor, truth, and justice . . . I stand for freedom . . . I am confident . . . I am arrogant . . . I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners . . . My head is a little higher . . . My colors a little truer. I bow to no one. I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped . . . I am saluted . . . I am respected . . . I am revered . . . I am loved . . . And I am feared. I have fought every battle of every war for more than 200 years . . . Gettysburg, Shilo, Appomatox, San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome, the beaches of Normandy, the deserts of Africa, the cane fields of the Philippines, the rice paddies and jungles

Tangible Dream
This is a poem I wrote that was published about two years ago. Tangible Dream By: E. Stevens See the man with the sun in his hair, Windswept locks of gold Blown softly by a baby’s breath. Eyes, ablaze with love and fire Touch my very soul; They laugh with my happiness, Cry with my sorrow, melt me with passion. His lips speak their tender words; Sing softly their songs of love And kiss the teardrops from my eyes…gently. Within the circle of his loving arms, Held closely against his breast I find my refuge and my strength. There I hear his beating heart…music. Beneath the hands that touch my body & draw me near I see my destiny. My vision of him…strength and comfort Perfect in imperfection… A tangible dream in my arms. Artist’s Profile Wahiawa, Hawaii, USA My parents taught me to appreciate beauty and creativity at an early age. Whether it be from God’s natural palette, the work of an artist’s hands, the song of a morning dove, or the words from a poet’

Perspective, Part 2
Mercy 10 Fallen Angel - Mal James, Fox News The Air Force flight Chrome 24 took off before we had even landed, which was annoying but given that it taxied past 14 other people without bothering to stop and pick them up and had left them stranded in Iraq along with us. Welcome to Air Force Air and such is life in Iraq, you do not worry or even bother to complain, because it basically just happens. Things like this happen, and all it means is that people work very hard to then make things happen and we got word last night. That we were manifested on a C130 flight named - “Mercy 10” an angel flight. An Angel flight is the saddest way to end our time in Iraq, because “Angel Flight” means that the plane is carrying a “Fallen Angel”. A young man or woman who has died and the “angel” is going home. In moments of reflection we think of very golden images and I swear that if prophecy has an angel then as I climbed on board the C130 thru a narrow door wearing body armor and carry

One Big Step In Holiday Spirit
about 8 months ago my cousin and i had a bad falling out, we didnt speak for 4 months and then we started to talk on the phone on ocasion, and she be like come over and see me i miss you but i was very reluctant id be in town and everything and avoid her, well tonight i took a big step and went to see her and im so glad i did were tighter then sisters before this and i really do love her shes a lot of the reason i am who i am i learned a lot from her, even if it was being different from her nobody is the same. and im just really really happy i got to see her :) yay punkin

How Kinky Are You Test
Take the "Just How Kinky Are You" Test... http://www.hotlanta.com/kinktest.asp My Score *Snickers* is 342... You have kinky playful tendencies... Hmmm ~ LMAO with snorts & giggles... I'll have to work on that one...

---boy Toy
UMMM,..I once had a boy toy,...hed do anything i fantasized..what a fucking tease he was.knew just how,when and where....I shoved em to the bed!,..He just looking up at me with those wanting fucking ize,...I begin by running my tongue over his lips,biting softly,harder then...I go to the nape of his neck,his earlobes..how i wanta lose control and take him now!All in time ,I TAKE A NEEDLE RUNNING IT ACROSS HIS NECK,THE BLOOD TRINKLES...UMMMM...I take my tongue running it over the blood biting just to taste and feel the warmth of his blood on my lips!!,..Im so Fucking hot!,..I run my hardened tongue around his npples pulling them in my mouth...ummm...Licking ,Pulling..I grab some blood and poor it down his slim sexy azz stomache,...moving my hands all in the blood Its so wild!!!,...I lick my fingers and tell him 2 plz me...He puts just the head of his cock into my pussy,Slideing n and out My pussys tightning an jumping!I run my nails up his back pulling at his Flesh he sticks it Deep!!!

A Waste Of Ink
I used to be so pure. Fresh as a sheet of paper. You wrote upon me such sweet words. Filled me up with promises and dreams. Then in one swift movement, you decided I wasn't good enough. Crumbled and tossed away. You never even gave a second glance.

Fucken Stupid People
It makes me laugh when people think you are stupid and it really turns out that they are the idiots. Like I don't understand why a guy that says he loves you turns around and to another woman stabs you in the back and even if it was just venting the things said should have never been said. What makes it even worse is this girl he said it to is suppose to be your friend too. And then to think they both think you wont find out about.How stupid do they think I am? Well I am going to let things go try to forgive and forget and see where this bump in the road takes us. just remeber when someone thinks you stupid or clueless it is really them!

My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this all and so much more May all your dreams come true May you have a Merry Christmas friend And a happy New Year, too .. We wish you a merry Christmas :)

Wishing All A Merry Christmas
well here it is christmas day.im wishing everyone safe passage for those on trips and to my friends a very special christmas chear and to everyone on cherrytap,MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A PROSPOROUSE NEW YEAR.well ive been gone for the last three and a half days and cannt wait to get home.ive seen alot of things on this trip that have made me rethink christmas.we all have things to be thankful for,reguardless of any bad things we have had to endure over the years.we have each other for one.we have life,many have lost it just over the holidays like the man who killed his family then committed suicide or the young couple shot down in a mistaken drug deal.yes those of us here have alot,sometimes you just have to take inventory.i know we have some haters on this site,i feel sorry for them.we must remember,especially on this day,just what love and sacrifise means.there have been people spreading things about others on this site,even going as far as to email peoples friends.this has got to stop.i

"lithium"
"Lithium-don't want to lock me up inside lithium-don't want to forget how it feels without lithium-I want to stay in love with my sorrow oh but God I want to let it go Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show never wanted it to be so cold just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me Lithium-don't want to lock me up inside lithium-don't want to forget how it feels without lithium-I want to stay in love with my sorrow Don't want to let it lay me down this time drown my will to fly here in the darkness I know myself can't break free until I let go let me go Darling, I forgive you after all anything is better than to be alone and in the end I guess I had to fall always find m

Rapture: Parts 1 - 4
This is a short story/novella/novel/graphic novel in progress. Rapture Part 1: And in a second, she was upon me. Her teeth teasing my neck, her hot breath drawing my blood to the surface. And I waited. Waited to feel the first slice of pain as the tender skin was pierced by the razors that were her teeth. I felt not unlike a virgin being bedded by her first lover. The desire, the need for the act, the violation. Awaiting the rapture that was promised me if I would but submit to her need and bear the pain that it would inflict. Her bloodlust. A promise that was whispered then screamed. The fear heightened my senses, my excitement. I felt the tension upon my skin increase. I sighed. My eyes closed. And still I waited. Her mouth closed slightly--her lips caressed my inflamed skin. A single moan escaped my lips. The maidenhead of my mortality was being taken--slowly, painfully, maddeningly, blissfully. And then her teeth broke thru my skin's resistance and I was hers. All

How To Be Politically Correct In America!
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore . HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES A

For My Son, Aidan
"Best I Am" - Flaw Long. I`ve Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all I can say [Chorus] Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am It`s So hard so hard to think about when I was child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But Things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say [chorus] This is all for you everything in this world everything in my world everything in your world things wont always go right in this life theres always changes we`ll make it [Chorus]

Yeah, This Says It All
"The Coldest Rain" - Diecast Alone again Haunted by all your shadows And memories Coldest rain Hides emotions that are pouring From me to you Crazy again Forced to face all truth And exist And exist All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone The torturing That I put myself through within Won't end Dying within Cracking up, breaking down Down to nothing All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Oh, oh, oh I carry on alone Knowing that my dignity is gone. If I kept it all away, You'd still be mine today But inside I'd be hollow All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Then you walked away With nothing more to say I never felt this helpless This helpless… Before You couldn't carry on I guess you had enough You made your choice You made your choice And now you fade away The coldest rain Hides emotions t

F-a-m-i-l-y
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye! .. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

Husband Isn't Mr. Fix-it
A man and his wife got up for work one morning and the wife said, "Honey, the refrigerator needs fixing." The man said, "Do I look like the Maytag repair man?" Then she said, "The car also needs fixing." "Do I look like Mr. Goodwrench?" So the man went on to work, and when he finally got home, his wife said, "Oh I got the car and the refrigerator fixed. The man next door fixed them." The man said, "Well, how much did he charge?" "Well," she said, "He said I can either sleep with him or bake him a cake." "Did you bake him a cake?" "Do I look like Betty Crocker?"

Birthday Tomorrow
I just joined tonight so this would be my first blog. I love typing so its an absolute pleasure to type on here. Well today i had a wonderful christmas even tho i knew what my presents were two days ealier. I got a plasma tv, a flat screen pc, a webcam and a microphone italian bag. And tomorrow is m 22nd birthday. Pretty excited but not at the same time as my paents forgot my birthday last yr so i dont know what to expect this time lol

Why God Made Moms!!!
This is just so cute. Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you Your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like

Greetings, One And All!
To those who can deal with it, Merry Christmas!! I was raised in a household that lived for the Holiday season. Up until the last 5 years, I always enjoyed the festivities! I'm working really hard at simplifying my life, not an easy task with this many males around, lol. Packrats, one and all!! The celebration at my parent's house today will be a little quieter than usual. My Dad will be having heart surgery to repair a torn valve some time this next week. He should do just fine. He's in great shape, lol! On January 1, my sister Carol is going to Hawaii for 2 months. The Universe if working in her life, too. She will be living in a Community that has no indoor plumbing. She'll be on a raw foods diet. And she will be living with her new significant other! For her, this is quite a leap of faith!!! My parents are hysterical, but she has stuck to her guns. I support this adventure with all my heart, naturally! But I will miss my little sister very much! Not that little, she's 3 year

It Never Fails.
ever since I started working in retail (3yrs ago & this is my 4th xmas season) I have been sick xmas day. & let me tell ya im getting sick, it never fails. some yrs it was worse then this, at least i just have that annoying cough right now.

Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas Everyone My Christmas greetings I convey For it's that time of the year As I reach out around the world With a heart warming cheer Wishing you joy andhappiness Upon a brightly shining star I bestow a thank you message To my friends near and far As you all mean so much to me It matters not how far apart As love flies on wings of a dove In my special heart to heart Reminiscing back over the year Blessings I count one by one To each friend across the miles Merry Christmas to everyone

My Sweet Thing
Sweet Thing (Vs.1) I will love you anyway even if you can not stay I think you are the one for me here is where you want to be I just want to satisfy 'ya you're not mine and I can't deny it don't you hear me talkin' baby love me now or I'll go crazy (Chorus) Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Whoa, Sweet thang don't 'ya know you're my everythang Yes you are (Vs.2) I wish you were my lover but 'ya act so undercover Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I'm only what 'ya make me, baby don't walk away, don't be so shady don't want your mind, don't want your money These words I say, they may sound funny but... (Chorus) (Bridge) You are my heat, you are my fire you make me weak with soft desire Love 'ya child my whole life long is be right or be wrong I just want to satisfy 'ya 'cause you're not mine, I can't deny it Don't 'ya hear me talking baby Love me now or I'll go crazy (You're my heat, you are m

Worse Christmas Ever
This is the worse Christmas ever. It's rainin' and earlier this mornin', I think I've lost both my best-friend & boyfriend. I don't really remember any of it, but I knew I went cryin' to bed. Could it get any worse ? - Actually, I hope it won't. I hope I know I have those two special people back in my life.

Happy Holidays
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG ON HERE, SO PLEASE BE NICE,LOL ANYWAY JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A GOOD HOLIDAY SEASON AND THAT I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE YEAR 2007. I KNOW I PUT MY PICTURES UP LATE. I HAD TO GET THEM FROM MY CAMRERA TO THE COMPUTER, BUT I HAVE MORE COMING SO DONT WORRY,LOL. WELL I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE THAT I DONT KNOW YET, BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO COMMENT ON EVERYONE PICTURES, BLOGS, ETC. I WILL ALSO GET MY LIST GOOD SO I KNOW WHO IS HERE JUST FOR THE SHOW AND TELL. WELL HAVE A GOOD HOLIDAY EVERYONE. OH, IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME, HIT ME UP AT THE FOLLOWING: YAHOO - NJJIGGA4LIFE AIM - JIGGA4LIFER MSN - NJJIGGA@HOTMAIL.COM WORK - WASHINGT@DDG55.NAVY.MIL WELL HAVE A GOOD HOLIDAY AND HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT YEAR. HOLLA AT ME!!!

The Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethin

I Tried(a Poem...by Me!)
I tried to wipe away all of her tears I tried to let her vent All her frustration and fears I tried to give her comfort And listen to her sorrows The hate just built day by day I couldn't make it go away The pain brought tears That fell like rain On a cold,wet,and rainy Spring day I tried to wipe away his tears I tried to let him vent All his frustration and fears I tried to comfort them both But neither knew The horrible damage they would do She cried and he cried Frustration turned to rage As fear turned to long lost pain I watched as they cried Tears turning to blood Neither wanting to live In a world full of Hate,anger, pain,lies,and deception However neither knew I tried my hardest To prevent the damage Both would do

A Soldier Prayer
A Soldier's Prayer Whenever you see this star, please pray for me, For on a lonely journey, I will be. Serving my country by protecting this land, Created so uniquely by the Master's Hand. Pray for my protection and safety as I go, Deliverance from the evil snares of my foes. Pray for my courage to stand brave and strong, But humbleness to remember to whom I belong. Pray I'll be the man God created me to be, Cleansed by the blood on the cross at Calvary. Pray that I'll take up daily the full Armor of God, To guide and protect my footsteps wherever I may trod. Pray for wisdom and discernment in every decision I make, That I'll seek His will before each step that I take. Pray I'll find comfort in knowing He's always there, Trusting Him completely with all my burdens to bear. Pray for endurance as I bravely answer this call, Remembering that for me, He gave His One and All. Pray that I'll lean not on my own understanding, For only in Him is victory and

Rejected Childrens Books
This is a classic so I thought I'd bring it back. REJECTED DR. SEUSS BOOKS: 1. One Bitch, Two Bitch, Dead Bitch, You Bitch 2. Herbert the Pervert Likes Sherbert 3. Fox In Detox 4. Who Shat in the Hat? 5. Horton Hires a Ho 6. The Flesh-Eating Lorax 7. How the Grinch Stole Columbus Day 8. Your Colon Can Moo - Can You? 9. Zippy the Rabid Gerbil 10. The Cat in the Blender 11. Are You My Proctologist? 12. Yentl the Lentil 13. My Pocket Rocket Needs a Socket 14. Aunts in My Pants "Little Golden Books That Never Made It" 1. You Are Different and That's Bad 2. The Boy Who Died From Eating All His Vegetables 3. Dad's New Wife Robert 4. Fun four-letter Words to Know and Share 5. Hammers, Screwdrivers and Scissors: An I-Can-Do-It Book 6. The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking 7. Kathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her 8. Curious George and the High-Voltage Fence 9. All Cats Go to Hell 10. The Little Sissy Who Snitched 11. Some Kittens Can Fly 12. That's it, I'm P

My Level Of Hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Me?? Dating??
Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses1. Flirtiness - 87.5%2. Varied Interests - 85.7%3. Adventurousness - 83.3%4. Appearance - 75%5. Confidence - 72.2%1. Temper - 62.5%2. Arrogance - 50% Dating Strengths ExplainedFlirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of girls.Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities.Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Dating Weaknesses Explained

I Hate What Ive Become
I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees

My Birthday
LISTEN PEEPS I KNOW I TOLD YOU BEFORE..MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS(28TH)..SHOW YOBOY SOME CT LOVE..YOU KNOW HOW WE DO..THANKS TO EVERYONE ON HERE..THIS SITE IS SHELL..I LOVE IT..AND ELLIE KEEP SMILLIN BABY...MWAH

Teachings From Our Elders
This is some teachings from the elders, I thought I'd pass it on: Did you know there can't be an argument until one side raises their voice?? You may have a disagreement or even agree to disagree but no argument. When a person raises their voice, they are telling you that they feel powerless and want power over you! That way they can feel better about themselves. If you react and raise your voice in kind....dud... game over, you just gave them your power. Now they know one of your buttons to push and rest assured, they will use it again. Find your voice in a good way, stand up for yourself, speak your truth in a low voice and you'll be ok. The person who raised their voice will be deprived of their goal. Just think how powerless a rager feels.

I Want You To Be Here W/ Me For Christmas
I want you to be here with me for Christmas, Even if you leave your heart at home. I know that lately my love makes you restless, But it's too hard to spend this time alone. My love for you is like the Christmas season: Joyful, yet with knowledge of the end. My need for you has neither hope nor reason: If not a lover, please, just be a friend. Please, just be a friend, and come to me When all the world is bright with love and song. You are my pillar and my fantasy, My earth and yet the sky for which I long. My need for you, of course, is mine, not yours, Nor need you answer me but out of love. This is the season when we open doors To let in those whose need our hearts might move. And after Christmas you may go your way To leave me with my sadness and my dreams. I have no right to bother you to stay, Knowing how your heart, unaltered, leans. I want you to be here with me for Christmas, Even if you leave your heart at home. What you decide, and why, is

Yule!
Why this time of year is important to those of Northern Ancestory Brought to you by The Asatru Alliance YULE (O.N. Jól) The Reason for the Season! Yule begins on Mother Night, (about Dec. 20) the night before the shortest day and the longest night (winter solstices). We honor the beginning of the Sun's return and the breaking of Winter, (which is most noticeable in five days) and is celebrated over a twelve day period. We know there will be no Fimbulwinter which proceeds Ragnarok. It is a time of the year when our deceased Ancestors are closest to us; this is when the dead (draugar) are more active than any other time. Yule is when Jólnir another name for Odinn leads the procession of the Wild Hunt through the sky's with sprits of humans, horses and dogs. This procession occurs during all twelve days of Yule. It is a time for great feasting, honoring Thorr for driving back the frost etins, Frey to give us prosperity in the coming year, Odinn as leader o

New Digital Camera! :)
So I had a feeling my father had gotten me a digital camera for Christmas. When we were at my brother's on Thanksgiving he was showing us his digital camera and everything it does. I loved it and wanted to get one for myself. Anyway, with the holidays and buying presents for people I've been a little strapped for cash and had planned on getting one after the holidays were over. Now I don't have to :). Its a pretty cool camera. It takes pictures and video. My sister and I have been making movies all morning of us saying random things and laughing our asses off. Well my dad and sister went out for a couple of hours and I decided to take shower pics for this site. Well I probably should have read the manual before attempting that cuz I didn't hold the button down long enough each time and so the photos I took didn't save. Waste of time. Oh well, shower pics to come EVENTUALLY. At least I now know how to take pics with my new camera. Believe it or not taking video was the easier of the two

Friend's
no.1 i would like to thank the person who invided me strom_freak who is my sister inlaw hi sweety.stay kool.] no.2 thank's to all my new friend;s for their help and surport . thank you all. i look forward to getting to know a lot of you . no.3 merry chrstmas to all of you and happy new year. your friend cowboy11.

Here U Go
You have a sexual IQ of 98 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

Christmas With Louise
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Walmart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. Love Dolls come in many different models. The t

Bi Women Come See Me At Http://www.biwomenonly.com
Ok ladies! I created a web site that is and will always remain completely free. I know it sounds hard to believe and all but it really is free. See I am really sick and tired of going to these bi sites to meet women and have a cute girl contact me and low and behold I can't email her back bacuse I need to pay 20 bucks a month. BULLSHIT! You add up all the sites you are paying a small forture to talk to maybe one girl. And even then she might be fake! If you are feeling the same way I am then come join us at http://www.biwomenonly.com Now you have to tell your friends about it and be patient with us being its so new there are only a few members! I am working on a chat program where you can web cam or chat with the ladies on the site within the site completely free! Completely safe! NO MEN ARE ALLOWED ON THIS SITE! This is for us you have an area to talk about your male partners but we ask they do not post. I will catch single guys on this site! And you will get

Family Sucks
I am not very happy, my mum went to Florida for a month and I did not even get a phone call today to wish me and the kids Happy Christmas :( I bet my fucking sister got a phone call seeing as she is heavily pregnant at the moment :( Ever since my sister got pregnant my mum has been all over her and forgot about me and my kids. And before anyone says anything no I am not jelouse I just want my kids to see their nan once in a while. God sake I only live 10 mins away from my sister.

An Ozone333 Holiday Track..
Hey everyone, Check out my "Happy Holidays" track that I put in my player... To get to it do this: Go to "My trackz" section called "ozone333 / assorted mixes" Click on the link.. for the popup player... The first track in the player is my "Happy Holidays" tune... Let me know what u think! :) thanx! ozone333 [Electronic music] http://www.ozone333.com

1000$ Cherry Bucks
Yay... merry christmas to me Merry Christmas from Mike, Bill, Ryan, Dave, all the Bouncers and the entire CherryTAP Family! opening your christmas gift... You've just been awarded $1,000 Cherry Bucks! Merry Christmas! Oh yea! I just increase dto rank 5 too!! wootwoot

Maya Angelou (one Of My Favorite People I Admire)
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day...like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words! Maya Angelou said this: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the

The Gay Flight Attendant
Received via email: My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super. On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo,so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground. She calmly turned her head and said, In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one, to which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet- cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up!"

Gifts
Well i got up this morning as normal at 2pm .Unwraped my gifts as normal i got what i get every year off my granny a pair of socks and underwear .Dinner was nice but i didnt feel like eating much this flu ive had is still making me feel ill .I also find out i needed 400 pounds to go see a lady i meet online so i guess its time to find a new job and hope for gods sake this flu has gone by next year hehe well this is my first try at a blog so dont laugh .....HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u out there

Out Of This Dream
I deserve nothing more than I get Everybody deserves a day to be totally sad I always had a special sight about my future, not extreme But I've no idea what's happened to that dream While my heart is a shield which I won't say goodbye while I am so afraid to fail I won't even try But finally I've found, where I've been warned about That you think I'm complicated, deep mystery to all Well it would take you a while to know, I'm not so special When do I wake up This stupid dream took already too long Send me back Now I know I've done all wrong

Two Traveling Angels
Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and a

Dreams
I lay on my bed Thinking of you I fall a sleep And starting to dream First I was flying And then you come I fly in your arms And kiss you, you kiss me back It was so great I wish it was real But boy, I want you to kiss me Kiss me like you mean it I adore you!!! Can't you see I want you, want you to take the first step Kiss me like you never did And take me in your arms I will kiss you back And hold you save with me Where are you? I hope you really want me And i hope you are really sweet Like I think you are Take me out And kiss me Hug me do something I want to be with you Whith you alone My heart belongs to you Take it...And take the first step

Merry Christmas And Happy Holidays
Now is the time I must take a moment to say thanks to all my friends and family on CherryTap who have come to mean so much to me. All the laughter and smiles given me only proves that I have been Blessed once again by the mighty Spirit. I want to wish all my friends and family a Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays. May all your wishes and dreams come true in 07'. May your Blessings be bountiful and may you prosper and be joyous the entire upcoming year. With all heart, soul, and much love. DeWayne B.

This Is What Love Is All About
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 A.M., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we ta

Happy Holidays
Merry Christmas My Hottttt Cherries!!! Yeah it's Christmas and it's iight not all that, im with ma fam and the one i love is not in a good mood, (homesick)i guess that's why it sucks right now!!! But i just wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas or whatever!!! Keep It Safe, But Naughtyor whatever!!! Dah'Brita

Silebt Tears
Silent Tears A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

Someone
Someone cares a lot for you, Someone cares a lot for you, Where ever you are, Whatever you do Cares if your troubled, ill or sad Cares if your happy, well or glad, Somebody loves your voice, your smile, The touch of your hand that makes life worth while, And someday as the years roll by You'll look behind the years gone by, Then you'll discover by and by, The someone caring so much was I

Dreams
DREAM OF PASSION you are sitting on the edge of the bed i am standing in front of you you are allowed to undress me i am allowed to undress you you cannot touch me you cannot touch yourself you can olnly watch after we are naked i move onto the bed, you sit on a chair ther are several candles lighting the room there is slow and sexy music i will touch myself while i imagine it is your touch you can talk sexy to me while you imagine touching me only when i tell you can you get down on your knees i will move to the edge of the bed my legs hanging over the side...open... as an invitation to your mouth. i am clean shaven and you like it you can be there for as long as you want until you decide, you sit on the edge of the bed until i kiss you on your mouth then we stand, with my back to your chest you kiss and lick my back and neck and nibble. your hands are on my breast and you slowly bend me down to the bed and gently slap my ass you tease me for as long as u

2 Poems "raged" And "alone
ALONE WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS IS HOW WE WOULD BE THIS IS WHAT HAS BECOME OF WHAT WAS ONCE YOU AND ME I POUR OUT MY HEART BUT YOU DON'T SAY A WORD BUT EVERY SOFT WHISPER IN YOUR HEART I KNOW IS HEARD WHEN I DO HEAR YOU VOICE CALLING OUT TO ME I TURN TO RUN TO YOU THEN I KNOW IT CANNOT BE I REACH OUT TO TOUCH YOU TO HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN BUT YOU DON'T REACH BACK LEAVING A EMPTINESS WITHIN MY HAND SWEEPS ACROSS THE GROUND WHERE YOU NOW PEACEFULLY SLEEP LONGING FOR YOU TO REACH UP AND ARISE FROM THE GRAVE, SO DEEP I GENTLY KISS YOUR NAME ENGRAVED UPON THE STONE AND I AM LEFT TO CRY AT YOU GRAVESIDE LEFT TO CRY ALONE I LONG TO KNOW SO MANY ANSWERS AS TO WHY YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE AND WHAT CAUSED YOU TO HURT SO BADILY THAT YOU FELT YOU MUST DIE I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU AND OFTEN THINK OF TAKEN YOUR SAME ROUTE BUT THEN I THINK OF ALL LIFE'S BLESSINGS ALL THE BLESSINGS YOU DID WITHOUT I WILL FACE ALL OF LIFE'S BATTLES WITHOUT YOU

Her
Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze.

Sexy Clothes Here
hi everyone heres a link to a site with sexy clothes. http://store.yahoo.com/cgi-bin/clink?pierresilber+LrgbxD+index.html+ please look around and pick out something sexy for yourself or a gf :) .

To Be Young Again....
I was doing the xmas shopping again as i do every year, but this year something was different in the way i approached xmas, i usually am the sad individual who will put the tree up 3 months prior becuase i just cannot wait for xmas to come so that i can get prezzies , but now i am no longer 10 and instead of getting i am actually expected to buy, i dont get nice cool presents anymore but rather what the call the practical presents , stuff for my apartment, beauty products, clothing etc, i sometimes think back to when i was 10 and the really cool idea of what my mom and dad had got me, mind you before xmas morning, i had found the wrapped presents and skillfully opened the paper and peeked inside, ruining my own suprise, but never the less i always managed to look suprised on xmas morning. Now that i am a "ADULT" the very people i despised and rebelled against i have not got that xmas spirit , i only put my tree up 2 days ago and did the xmas shopping on the 23rd , can you belive tha

Poetry
When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail… The presence you give off in a room…. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fear of

Hmmm...
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

A Little Boy Visits A Whore House
A little boy about 10 years old was walking down the sidewalk, dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came up to the doorstep of a whore house and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it." The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course, the Madam said, "No!" He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and headed out the door! . The Madam

A Young Man Goes To The Pharmacy
A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come in packs of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants. "Well", he said, "I've been seeing this girl for a while and she's really hot. I want the condoms because I think tonight's THE night. We're having dinner with her parents, and then we're going out. Once she's had me, she'll want me all the time, so you'd better give me the 12 pack". The young man makes his purchase and leaves. Later that evening, he sits down to dinner with his girlfriend and her parents. He asks if he might give the blessing, and they agree. He begins the prayer, but continues praying for several minutes. The girl leans over and says, "You never told me that you were such a religious person". He leans over to her and says, "You never told me that your father is a pharmacist".

Sweetness
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Oh my sweet love without you My life is not worth a dime I need your sweet love All your sweet love More then you know my love For we are one my love Together forever So stay strong my love Stay strong for me my love Time after time my love I told you of my love My endless love my love Just for you and only you my love So think of us my love Oh my love my sweet love We are like candy to a child Like two love birds in a honey tree My love my sweet love Oh my love my darling I hunger for your touch For ever for ever more my sweet love

Thoughts
dreams of sharing a life I see the sad look of longing that calls to me One who ponders the course of destiny A love that captures and hold thoughts so true And dreams of sharing a life for two One on the mind and in the soul One who completes and makes her whole Eyes that stare though space and time Eyes that search for her love sublime Caring look that tells the tale so clear If her eyes could talk he would hear The look carries her love hopes and fears A love like that can out last the years It can shine as a beacon to light the way To a place where the world does melt away Where they can share their passion deep Her eyes say she is his sweet dream to keep By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Trapt
In a room With no way out No window or door That I have found. Stuck in here No candle, no light Left alone With only my fright. I see nothing Hear only breath Feel emotions Hear only death. Dreaming maybe? Waking, asleep Walking, running Alone I weep. Finally waking From my nightmares Was it real? Was it? Yeah I know I write some dark shit, but I'm really not feeling that way. A little down, maybe...

Women Golfers....lol
A couple of women were playing golf one sunny Saturday morning. The first of the two some teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. Indeed, the ball hit one of the men, and he immediately clasped his hands together at his crotch, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in evident agony. The woman rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. She said, "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow." "Ummph, oooh, nnooo, I'll be all right...I'll be fine in a few minutes," he replied breathlessly as he remained in the fetal position still clasping his hands together at his crotch. But she persisted, and he finally allowed her to help him. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, she loosened his pants, and she put her hands inside. She began to massage him. She then asked him, "How does that feel?" To which he replied,

Jack And The Chicken
Jack is one horny guy and is not sure what to do about it. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a five dollar bill. He walks down the steet to the local brothal and knocks on the door. The madam opens the door and asks Jack what she can do for him. "I'm really horny but I only have $5. What can you do for me?", Jack asks the madam. She looks over this fellow and tells him, "Don't worry we can take care of you. No problem". She leads Jack into this room where in the opposite corner is a chicken. Jack thinks about this a second and figures it can't be that bad. He gives the madam the $5 and she closes the door behind her. Jack undresses and has the time of his live. When he's done he can't remember when he has had such a pleasurable experience. One week later, and horny again, Jack has saved up $10. Being a satisfied customer he goes back to the same madam and asks what she can do for him for $10. "Well for $10 we have special show", the madam replies. She leads him into a differ

Superman Is A Little Slow
One sunny afternoon Superman was out flying around. Crime was slow that day, so he decided to go over to Spiderman's house. Supe: "Hey Spidey, let's go get a burger and a beer!". Spidey: "No can do, Supe. I've got a problem with my Web-shooter. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". So Superman heads over to the Bat Cave to see what's up. Supe: "Hey, Batman! Let's go get a burger and a beer!". Batman: "Not today, my friend. My BatMobile is down and it must be fixed today. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". Disgruntled, Superman takes to the air, cruising around the skies when he flies over a penthouse apartment. And what to his SuperVision does he see, but none other than WonderWoman, lying on the deck, spread-eagle, stark-naked! Supe gets a brilliant idea: "They've always said I'm faster than a speeding bullet and I've always wondered what she'd be like with all her Wonder Powers". So he zzoooooommms down and does her in a flash and is gone before anyone can notice. All of a sud

Now I'm Gone
Drunk and broken, cold inside This isn't the way it was supposed to be Blown by this wind, I could never bend There are too many things I could never see Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be Far too chaotic in my mind To seek the silence I've been trying to find Dreams I've lost long ago Return to haunt me in the night Was anything ever real Or have I been asleep forever Is this life an epic nightmare Don't want to know too numb to feel No longer have the strength to care Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be How can this be o

Texas Chili Contest
If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tast

Going Home
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," she replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it?

Hang On To That Driver's License!!
I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees. Fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God -- I still have my driver's license. ((COMMENTARY -- BTW...It never stated that they could still drive!! hee hee....))

Going To Bed
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The Pursuit Of Happiness - An Essay Of Thoughts
"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain and unalienable rights, among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." The Declaration of Independence July 4, 1776 The pursuit of happiness. What is happiness exactly for the everyday American? Is that driving an oversized, environmentally damaging SUV to Starbucks in the morning to enjoy your latte before work, or is it the moment when you put the 2 karat solitaire on your girl's finger and she says yes? Is it going on a vacation to Disney, buying your child his first football jersey, or later in life sending him/her to a college. Is it buying a four bedroom house for wife, kid and 2.5 children with the intentions of turning that extra room into an exercise room so you can stop paying gym fees? All right...so if it isn't any of those subtly snide suggestions, what is stress then? Is it taking job or a second job in retail or food serv

Everybody's Business Aint No Body's Business!!!
I gotta chick talkin head sendin me messages tryin get me down and all that, tryna wreck what im tryna build! spreadin rumors aint kewl you, but she dont phase me!!! She aint doin a damn thing but makin a fool of her self so i aint gone trip! Cause she gone realize that she aint no competition for me and she gone bounce!!! Dah'Brita Brown!!!

James Brown Dies
Legendary Singer James Brown Dies at 73 By HARRY R. WEBER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago ATLANTA - James Brown, the undeniable "Godfather of Soul," told friends from his hospital bed that he was looking forward to performing on New Year's Eve, even though he was ill with pneumonia. His heart gave out a few hours later, on Christmas morning. The pompadoured dynamo whose classic singles include "Papa's Got A Brand New Bag" and "I Got You (I Feel Good)" died Monday of heart failure, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. "People already know his history, but I would like for them to know he was a man who preached love from the stage," said friend Charles Bobbit, who was with Brown at the hospital. "His thing was 'I never saw a person that I didn't love.' He was a true humanitarian who loved his country." The entertainer with the rough-edged voice and flashy footwork also had diabetes and prostate cancer that was in remission, Bobbit said. Brown initially see

A Dispatcher's Prayer
DEAR LORD, HELP ME KEEP SAFE THOSE WHO DEPEND ON ME. GIVE ME HEALTHY EARS, FOR THEY ARE MY LINK WITH THOSE WHO NEED ME. KEEP MY MIND SHARP AND ALERT, MY FINGERS QUICK AND NIMBLE. GRANT THAT I NEVER FORGET HOW TO DO TEN THIINGS AT ONCE AND DO THEM ALL EQUALLY WELL. BLESS ME WITH PATIENCE LORD. PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THE PUBLIC, WITH THE OFFICERS, WITH THE BOSS AND WITH EVERYONE ELSE WHO MAKES ME WANT TO GRIT MY TEETH AND YELL. GIVE ME NERVES OF STEEL, THAT I MAY LISTEN TO A MOTHER SCREAMING FOR HER CHILD TO LIVE, THE MAN WITH A GUN, OR AN OFFICER YELLING FOR BACK UP AND NOT GIVE WAY TO PANIC. GRANT ME EMPATHY, THAT I MAY HELP THE BATTERED WIFE, THE RAPE VICTIM, THE ABUSED CHILD AND NOT CAUSE THEM MORE PAIN THAN THEY ALREADY HAVE. GOD, GIVE ME THE ABILITY TO LEARN WHAT I NEED, TO REMEMBER IT QUICKLY AND GIVE ME THE WISDOM TO USE THE KNOWLEDGE PROPERLY. BLESS MY FAMILY LORD, FOR THEY WILL HAVE TO MAKE THE SACRIFICES TO SHIFT WORK, OVERTIME, CANCELLED PLANS AND TIMES WH

Caller Id
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife.

Losing Family
My cousin committed suicide yesterday, he was only 37 years old. He never had a happy life and I can only hope that he has found a better place. It hasn't been much of a holiday for me or my mom but I tried to keep things up for my kids. Today has been a very sad day for me.

From I Sing The Body Electric
Walt Whitman I sing the body electric, The armies of those I love engirth me and I engirth them, They will not let me off till I go with them, respond to them, And discorrupt them, and charge them full with the charge of the soul. Was it doubted that those who corrupt their own bodies conceal themselves? And if those who defile the living are as bad as they who defile the dead? And if the body does not do fully as much as the soul? And if the body were not the soul, what is the soul? 2 The love of the body of man or woman balks account, the body itself balks account, That of the male is perfect, and that of the female is perfect. The expression of the face balks account, But the expression of a well-made man appears not only in his face, It is in his limbs and joints also, it is curiously in the joints of his hips and wrists, It is in his walk, the carriage of his neck, the flex of his waist and knees, dress does not hide him, The strong s

Pennies From Heaven
You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so was enjoying herself immensely. As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband. He stopped suddenly, l

~spirit Walking~
~Marge Tindal~ ©2000 She walked across the land, though her leaving made us cry. Her spirit crossed the great divide to that longhouse in the sky. No more will she walk across my night or my day ... except on the wind that touches my face or the laughter from a child of grace. Perhaps in the song a meadow lark sings and surely in the pleasure of my dreams. She will forever be with me. ~Spirit Walking~ has entered the land of green pastures of peace. Cora Madeline Anger ... ~Spirit Walking~ Welcome home. *Dedicated to the memory of the Mum of My ~Warrior~, Don Anger. She is home among the spirits with God December 6, 1999

Merry Christmas Everyone!
Here is hoping everyone had a Merry Christmas this year. Mine was a lot of fun. I spent the night partying with my son, & my best friend since second grade. My new Christmas experience was trying caviar for the first time last night. I was told that if I can handle giving a blow job that I could handle eating fish eggs! LOL Beleave it or not it actually made sence to me. Played several rounds of pool & kicked some major ass at it too! My favorite part of the night was right when I was about to go home & my son's tooth came loose & I got to pull it out for him. Little bugger made out good from the tooth fairy. 12 bucks for a five year old is beyond rich. I told him he was gonna loose it by Christmas & I was right. Christmas day turned out real good too! Spent a lot of quality time with my kids redecorating their rooms with new toys & new bedding. Went to my parents house & ate too much food. Started a wrapping paper fight between my Brothers & Sisters. Last but

Amazingly Accurate
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1

Used
Im gettin sick and tirred of being used by everyone that I met. Some of my friends use me as albi's when they're goin somewhere else, and now its getting to the point where they dont even tell me and then they're goin to get mad at me when i tell their rents or siblings the truth. im sorrie. im not here to be used. specially if u havent been here chillen wit me in more then what seems to be a month. or when you just flat out use me for a computer or some shit like that. then. guys. ha. Well. every boyfriend Ive had so far but I think maybe 2 have used me for something. And Im sick of it. All I want to do is find a guy that likes me for me. That doesnt want my friends, that wont try to hit on my friends. Just a guy to be there for me and care for me. Is that to much to ask for? Then my dad. Gah. that is a long ass story that would take forever to write in here. Ill just say he is the worst of the users I know. He just leaches off of my mum constantly n then he thinks its

Two Defining Forces
This is a MUST read !!! Be sure to remember the last paragraph! Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

Man
Went to a nice Christmas dinner with the wifes fam. Her dads friend was there with a crack whore and the bitch walked out with my digital camera. I didn't know it was missing till my kids were opening their presents. I called "Don" and he said he didn't know anything about it. Why are people like that still allowed to function in this society? I had 3 days worth of Christmas photos stored on that camera. ""FUCK"", I hate people like that. I went to BestBuy today and bought me another camera. Cant k

Two That Special Person!
God please watch over that girl in my life With everytime I see her brings me to life With every smile she give Makes my life worth something With every touch Means so much I think about her When I'm not with her When I talk to her I want to be with her No matter what happens between us I will always Love her She has brought out something in side of me That I can't seem to place my finger on With every moment I spend with her It feels like an entire life time to me I know I can't be just quite what she wants But I am willing to try, if given the time I miss her when were not together I never want to leave her Everytime I see her leave I don't want her to go

Lol
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students.She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yells....... "Spit it out! ..It's a piece of ass!"

Merry Christmas Everyone
My Christmas greetings I convey For it's that time of the year As I reach out around the world With a heart warming cheer Wishing you joy and happiness Upon a brightly shining star I bestow a thank you message To my friends near and far As you all mean so much to me It matters not how far apart As love flies on wings of a dove In my special heart to heart Reminiscing back over the year Blessings I count one by one To each friend across the miles Merry Christmas to everyone "Please send me a picture of you, so that I can show Santa what I want for Christmas."

Incarceration Nation
America Has Become Incarceration NationBy Marc Mauer, TomPaine.comPosted on December 22, 2006, Printed on December 25, 2006http://www.alternet.org/story/45647/Two remarkable developments in Washington in the past week highlight the extent to which the United States has become the land of mass incarceration.First, the Supreme Court denied the appeal of Weldon Angelos for a first-time drug offense. Angelos was a 24-year-old Utah music producer with no prior convictions when he was convicted of three sales of marijuana in 2004. During these sales he possessed a gun, though there were no allegations that he ever used or threatened to use it. Under federal mandatory sentencing laws, the judge was required to sentence Angelos to five years on the first offense and 25 years each for the two subsequent offenses, for a total of 55 years in prison. In imposing sentence, Judge Paul Cassell, a leading conservative jurist, decried the sentencing policy as "unjust, cruel, and even irrational."The An

Dream Man
is it wrong for you to consume my every thought? my daydreams consist of you..and your hugs..your kisses..your eye's my nights are about our adventures...our life... your love is pure..honest...giving...unrelenting...consistent...unconditional ...perfect... maybe one day you'll actully be here with me maybe one day this will all be real but for right now your just a dream i have and when i wake i'm sad for no man compares to you...and will never compare to you maybe i'll sleep some more...just a few more years...then we can be together forever...in my dreams...in my heart...as i hold you with my soul

The Dash
The Dash Thank you Fireman 7 I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HIS FRIENDS TOMBSTONE FROM THE BEGINNING….TO THE END HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME THE DATE OF BIRTH AND SPOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE “DASH” BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME THAT HIS FRIEND SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH…. AND NOW ONLY THOSE WHO LOVED HIS FRIEND KNOW WHAT THAT LITTLE “LINE” IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN; THE CARS, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR “DASH”. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD…. ARE THERE THINGS YOU’D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT’S TRUE AND REAL, AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOP

The Flutter Of Wings....
I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everythi ng came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump read

Dear Diary - I Moved To Texas!
Dear Diary: May 30th: Just moved to (your town, Texas) ...Now this is a city that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. What a place! Watched the sunset from the Reservoir lying on a blanket. It was beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here. June 14th: Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun on the water every day like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper. June 30th: Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. W hat a breeze to maintain. No more mowing lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here. July 10th: The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat and humidity is taking longer that I expected. July 15th: Fell asleep

Christmas
today was long, and I am tired! the kids woke us up early, but I could have sworn I had just closed my eyes. stood with tradition and never left my pajamas, went everywhere in them. no make up, no doing of the hair (well, I brushed it) other than that, I was beyond as lazy as I could get. I did get a new digital cam for the holiday, so I spent all morning taking pics of family memories and all that. Hubby had to work tonight, and now that the kids have kissed me goodnight, I think I shall make a nice cider and brandy and relax on the old computer until my eyes are so tired I can't see straight!

Amazed
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A 3 Fer ! Lol
Letting go of a tortured past and all the hurt Moving on leaving behind things and dirt Material things that I thought defined All that spoke of who I am refined The person that every one did see These things were not the real me Holding on for far too long pain grew And tainted all we ever knew Till nothing remained of feelings dear No desire to draw past love near No passion, no hatred, no trust All passed away and turned to dust Blowing away in the summer Breese Some how it set my mind at ease Free to move on and begin anew Now free to bid all that was adduce To see that a future can be so bright To know in myself I feel so right Knowing that gods will is for us to be free That have only this moment and let it be All that we could ever find the joy within Let’s not waste the now, time to begin By R. Thomas Dinsmore the process Life is the process we all are in Hard is the road to side step sin To know what is right and follow the heart For a

57 Cents
A little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded." "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class. The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus. Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kindhearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which seemed to have been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled in childish handwriting, which read: "This is to help build the little church bigger so more children can go to

Merry Christmas Everyone!!
I've been away and just got back in time today but not soon enough to send a personal message to eacgh and every one of you. Wonderfully blogs enable us to leave messages for everyone to see so To ALL of my Cherry Friends, Family, Fans Each one of you is special to me and I Hope YOU Had a GREAT day of JOY!!! Love to ALL of YOU and may your every desire come to fruition!! Always, Your Savage Frankie

Christmas.....
Christmas has gone great this year. We still didn't get to see my brothers kids and that hurts us all but all in all it was good. Zippo and I haven't fought like we usually do. (Well we are twins...Happens.) The kids cooked dinner this time which was really out of place for us, something we don't do. Have had a few drinks and now in my comfort zone! ~Cheers, Merry Christmas everyone.~

Big People Words!
A group of kindergartners were trying very hard to become accustomed to the first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on NO baby talk! "You need to use 'Big People words," she was always reminding them. She asked Chris what he had done over the weekend. "I went to visit my Nana." "No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use Big People words!" She then asked Mitchell what he had done. "I took a ride on a choo choo." She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use "Big People words." She then asked little Zach what he had done. I read a book," he replied. "That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?" [I love this] Zach thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with great pride, and said, "Winnie the SHIT"

Drama Queens
Whats up peeps? What's up with women acting one way at one minute and flipping things the next? Is there not a median in there some where? Give a brotha a warning before you get pissed off. PMS isn't an excuse and stop taking it out on guys becuase women PMS. Eve ate that damn Apple and SHE persuaded Adam. It wasnt the other way around. Ya'll know ya'll feel me on that. Not saying that the fellas dont cause drama cause we do. But we do give you a warning first. Most of us. So please just give us a warning.

Did You
I looked up at the stars lastnight, which were at a distance but shone so bright. Wondering if you were looking up at it to, thinkin of me while i was thinking of you. So did you gaze upon it to, did you think of me while i thought of you. Did you hear me calling out your name, saying it over n over again. Did you feel the beating of my heart, even though we're at a distance so far apart. Did you feel me reaching out to you, wanting to hold you that much is true. Did you feel me shivering from the cold, all alone no one to hold. Did you catch the sweet kiss i blew your way, did you hold it tightly and not let it get away. Did you feel the dreams which i hold of you, did you believe the words which i spoke are true.

Things To Tell A Lady
Tell her how u admire her. always tell her u love her at all times. when shes upset hold her tight. pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. play with her hair. pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes. bring her flowers just because. hold her hand and run. just hold her hand. throw pebbles at her window at night. just let her fall asleep in ur arms. sing to her no matter how awful u sound. get her mad at u, then kiss her. give her piggy back rides. push her on swings. tell her she looks beautiful. when she's sad. stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. look into her eyes and smile. kiss her on her forehead. slow dance with her even if there's no music. kiss her in the rain. and when you fall inlove with her..

C.o.s.
See the light and feel my warm desire run through my veins like the evening sun It will live but no eyes will see it I'll bless your name before I die No person in everything can shine yet shine you did, for the world to see All a man hath will he give for life? For life that's lost bleeds all over me I'd fallen before but it never hurt like this Don't leave me here to crawl through the mire I'm without fault before the throne of god Take from me the crown of sympathy What do you think you'll see? What do you think there will be? Sit down! Did you see the sun? What will we become? Great ones? The mouths that dare not speak his name behold them, raised, complete and fine The battle for our lives is oh, so brief Take my hand and please walk with me When I was young the sun did burn my face I let its love and warmth wash over me The melting voice of many, in the hush of night Whispering tongues can poison my honest truth Come dress me with your body, an

Repent
You can't expect to see him and survive You'll swallow his tongue of thorns His mouth, dripping with flies In his glorious kingdom of fire But I believe he wept I will make them all lie down Down where hope lies dying With lust, you're kicking mankind to death We live and die without hope You tramp us down in a river of death As I stand here now, my heart is black I don't want to die a lonely man This is a weary hour

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol Current mood: bored Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sau

I Kiss You're Tears
Come to me Comfort me Take my hand In your arms In your eyes I will be Forever yours Bring me down To your bed To your dreams Take my life Take everything Through those meadows Of heaven Where we ran forevermore I wish, oh, how I wish again With you. Oh, to be with you So lay me down Close to you Hold me now my lover I kiss your tears My sweet one And kiss again, my love

Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28
Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28 Anyone wishing to Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link. The Link will be out around Midnight Tonight EST Click on the thumbnail below and rip it. It will got you your album so you can set it as your primary.. I would like to thank you all for showing how muct the people here at CT really do care... Fireman NIGHT ANGEL

Christmas....
Christmas wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be this year. I was at a party until 3am and had to get up at 8am to go to my parents. I got tons of stuff. It was awesome! Then, I went to another Christmas party tonight and I just now got home... I am completely worn out! I am SO ready for bed, but I wanna take my tree and decorations down first. I have been going non-stop and it's just gonna get worse. This weekend there's gonna be a big party at my house thats going on the whole entire weekend. A lot of drinking, laughs, and fun. I'm excited, but I need to really rest up before then!

Dragostea Din Tei Lyrics (english)
Dragostea din Tei - O-zone Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-Hu Ma-Ya-Ho Ma-Ya-Ha Ha Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-Hu Ma-Ya-Ho Ma-Ya-Ha Ha Hello, Salute, it’s me, your Duke And I made something that’s real To show you how I feel Hello, Hello, it’s me Picasso I will paint my words of love With your name on every wall When you leave my colors fade to gray Whoa I whoa I aaa Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love Hello, Hello, it’s me again, Picasso I will spray my words of my love With your name on every wall When you leave my colors fade to gray Whoa I whoa I aaa Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday When you leave my colors fade to gray Hey, little lover stay Or all my colors fade away Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-

Who Would Have Thought?
Who would have ever thought that my life would change so quickly!!! And while it may seem over whelming - it's a blessing!!! Though one person should know - it won't matter! This beginning is something that I am doing for me!!!

Relationships
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experi

He's Behind, Help Him Out!!!
> I'm Behind.. BAD...... > > Hey all my sexy cherries, hope your Christmas was grand and thank you for all the votes on last week. Made it to the 2nd round now.. w00t.. > > But now looks like I'm way behind in votes and I need all the help I can get pls check it out.. and vote like crazy..Remember to vote(comment) as much as you want.. > > Gh0st > > Click on my pix to get ot the contest. > > > >

Belated Birthday Wishes
Dear Jesus; I tried so hard to keep my sights on what your birthday truly means to me, that I overlooked the obvious. I spoke and wrote many "Merry Christmas" greetings to your children near and far; yet I forgot to tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you had a good one. Your birthday has always been a blessed one for me, and this year's was no different. I love you. Please bless all my family and friends. Goodnight, Jesus.

What Do You Think?
What do you think? In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons a

Beerless Christmas
O M F G I am never going to my grandma's for Christmas again! She asked me to be there at noon, so I was there. She had some cooking left to do, so I asked her if there was anything I could do. She got mad about that. Then, I tried to talk to her. Every time she would ask me a question, I'd be half way through my answer when she'd start a noisy appliance. After that, she'd ask me to repeat myself, and start another noisy appliance. Finally, we ate, and went into the livingroom. She asked me something about work, and left the room to do dishes before I could answer. While waiting (2 hours) for her to return to the room, because she didn't want me in the kitchen, I fell asleep. Then she acted like I was being rude to have slept while she wasn't even there! I love my grandma, and she's all the family I've got, but hell, no more. @};~ NiZ

Psychic Fair
I saw this and i just had to post I know it was from earlier this year but I just ran across it Books A Million To: Books-a-Million President/CEO and Executive Chairman of the Board October 13, 2006, the new Port Richey store manager of Books-a-Million pulled the plug on our planned Psychic Fair which has been meeting there for the last five years! What’s more, she did it late Friday evening, October 13, 2006, hours before it was to happen the next morning. (Apparently in an obvious attempt to ensure that we couldn’t find another place to hold the fair on just hours’ notice!) Please read this petition and, if you agree, sign it so I can forward it to the Executive Chairman of the Board and the CEO/President of Books a Million. Let’s flood this company with many more protests than the measley 150 they received to stop the Psychic Fair! Also, if you’d like to write your own letter (be firm, but polite – we want to present ourselves as intelligent but angry about the situation!)

Fake Friends
I hate when someone tries to pretend to be your friend but then turns around and stabbs you in the back... and it doesn't even have to be in a big way either. A small lie or cross word can hurt just as much as a physical action. I admire those who are TRUE friends because they are so hard to comebye. Thus; the reason I am here, to try and make REAL friends. You'll never know when you will need a true friend in a pinch. For instance if something were to go terribly wrong and you suddenly find 'friends" have turned on you "family" has shunned you,what then will you do. I'll tell you Find that one true friend that can truely be counted on and you will find yourself at peace in the thought of security. Anyone who I truely have befriended is treated greatly by me. Need a place to crash for the night... come on in, need some one to back you... I'll be right there! True friend ship is not overated. That is why I'm here. Cause I'd choose to have a hand full of real friends rather than be ami

Snow Storm Flight Delay
We were changing planes in Chicago on our way to grandma"s for the holidays when a sudden snow storm left us stranded for the night. Luckily the airline was going to put us up in a nearby hotel. We were told it wouldn"t be anything fancy, but it would be better than sleeping in the airport. As luck would have it we managed to find a crazy cab driver willing to take us to the hotel in the snow storm. After a quick check in we were off to our room. The airline was right it wasn"t anything fancy. It had 2 beds barely big enough for one person. The smallest TV I"ve ever seen in my life, but at least there was a bathroom with a shower, and most importantly a good heater. By now it was getting late, and we were all pretty wore out. Mom and Sis decided they could probably squeeze into the far bed and manage for the night. I got the other all to myself. All we had was our carry on bags, the airline kept our luggage so we didn"t have much to get cleaned up with or to change into. One by o

Mother-in-law
I am 40. My wife is German. We live in the states. I went to Germany for business. I was to visit my in laws while I was there. I was excited to be back in Germany. I remembered the red light district in Frankfurt from when I was there before. I took the train from the airport. It had to go thru Frankfurt before I went to see my mother-law. Naturally I fudged the time that I arrived. I went to the red light district and looked around.... It was so hot looking at the legal prostitutes...but I just couldn"t justify doing it with any of these women. I had the overwhelming feeling that they were not really "legally" doing it. I felt that they were some part of slavery. Most I saw were Asian or Russian... I felt that they were really there against their will. This was a much different picture than I had in my younger days. I just could"nt seem to get excited about fucking someone who didn"t want it. I went ahead and bought my ticket for the ride to my mother-in-laws. It wasn"t a l

Talked Down Upon
Some people just I guess dont value our friendship. They're goin to sit there & get really pissed off at me when I tell someone thats lookin for them that they're not wit me when they told them that they were. My fault. I didnt know a damn thing. Atleast u could do is call me and let me know you could be using me as an albi. not that ima agree to it anyways anymore but still its the point. Then if ur goin to sit there n complain to me that the house isnt clean or the dishes arent done and u dont have money and i should give you money. yeah right. my dad is a complete asshole. i hate him. He leaches off my mum 24/7 n its wrong n he doesnt think he can work cuz he's too "sick". yeah right his docs even said hes able to work. so yeah. dont talk down to me cuz u think im scarred of u. yeah. right. im sick n tirred of this. =(

San Diego And Tijuana Were Awesome!
I had the best time of my life this weekend, seriously. Thursday night Tina, Aaron, and I left Ridgecrest for West Hollywood. We got to club Tigerheat around 11pm and it was crazy. It was christmas themed so everyone was dressed up and there was fake snow falling from the ceiling and the place was completely packed. Everyone was dancing and it was just so fun. I wanted to take a gay gogo dancer named Chris home with me but sadly he likes the buttsex. So we left the club around 2am and made the drive to Aaron's apartment in San Diego which was about 2 hrs away. We got there at about 6am because there was an accident on the freeway and finally passed out when we got there. Friday we got up and showered and dressed and then we went to the beach. It was fun, we walked around and bought shot glasses and took stupid pictures. Friday night we got all dressed up and took the trolley from Aaron's apartment all the way to the mexico border in Tijuana and then we took a cab to this club called Mr

Sorry Friends
Just writing this quick blog to apologize if I have not been able to send you all comments etc.... I have been unable to get on Cherry Tap for almost a week now. I am trying to resolve this problem . I hope everyone had a great Christmas and if I don't get on here before New Year's I wish you a Happy ,,, prosperous New Year. I hope to get this issue taken care of... and I miss all of my Cherry Friends :) Take care and Best Wishes :)

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Lust
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com There's a difference between love and lust and I hold both for you; I love you, but I want you, so bad... to see you, breathing heavy, and wanting me back; to see you, loving me tenderly and me holding you back; to love you, ever so dearly, as you dry my tears; I love you, but my lust is all I fear i know i can't have you, i know it's absolutely impossible, yet the collision of your lips, makes it so hard to me. i see you, and i burn in desire, i want you, i need you, i lust you. i know you lust me too, yet you resist, your morals restrain you, forget them, live, the world could end tomorrow, and i want to have you, before it does.

Love
LOVE, ADHESIVE LOVE wake you in the morning Planting kisses 'cross your brow. Plowing fertile dreamscapes, You rest, and this allow: Put your lovely hair down, And move yourself in close. I think that he may leave you; Where he leaves off, suppose I bring you hints of heaven To help expunge this hell. The droughts he left are blinding, While my river longs to swell. I feel your whetted rhythm; Pageantry behind your breast, And listen to gentle music With the rapture it suggests. You come with gifts and glory, A young princess in her prime; A heart so overflowing, The excess enters mine. Our concavities are fading With each movement we create. Our prison erupts in chaos, With the absence of a gate. We toast on milk and honey, And we feast on sensual grape. Outside the rain commences, To fill our empty lake.

Yahoo Messenger And My Friends Only
if u have yahoo and wanna stay in touch look me up @ my_life_62002 this is only for the people who wanna be on my list that have yahoo if u do not have me on ur list then this is not for u

The Best Couple Days Of My Life
Well I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I know I did. Christmas Eve and christmas day was the best two days of my life in awhile. Today is my birthday. I hope today is a good day too. Wow I'm 24 now. I can't believe it. I don't have too many big plans for it though. I am going out to lunch with my dad and then for dinner my boyfriends family is taking me out. I gotta run up to appleton and look for a longer chain for the christmas present I got from Brian. He got me this beautiful necklace. I am not longer wearing my cross necklace. I love the new necklace I got. From his parents, I got this pretty blue sweater. From his family I got charm bracelet with Tinkerbell charm on it. I was shocked. I wasn't expecting anything. I was just happy that finally a boyfriends family accepts me as one of their own. My Aunt Denise was home from VA for christmas and I haven't seen her for years so that made my day even better. The only bad thing about yesterday was all the food I ate. three meals w

Xmas Post
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT XMAS... MINE WAS ALRIGHT...A BIT FUCKED UP BUT ALRITE... I DIDNT REALIZE THAT MY TABS WERE EXPIRED ON MY CAR AND A COP PULLED ME OVER AND GAVE ME A TICKET FOR THAT ON XMAS EVE....ALSO I WASNT WEARING MY SEAT BELT...AND I ONLY HAD EXPIRED TEMPORARY INSURANCE CARDS IN MY CAR SINCE MY DAD WONT GIVE ME MINE...UGH... NOW I HAVE TO GET ALL THAT SHIT TAKEN CARE OF BY FRIDAY OR I LOSE MY LICENSE....OH JOY.. I GOT LOTS OF CASH AND CUTE SWEATERS THO...I ALSO GOT A BLENDER!!!(I ASKED FOR IT LOL....NOW I CAN MAKE SMOOTHIES)

Hope Santa Brought Everyone What They Wanted
Hope Santa brought everyone what they wanted and I hope everyone takes time out today to see how lucky they are for the people they have in there lifes and the people who also love them be safe and have a happy new year also.

~~ Gifts For Sexy Man Contest ~~
~~ Okay For my Sexy Man Of CherryTap Contest ~~ I am giving away..... First Place.... A Bike Second place.... A Rolex Watch Thrid Place .... A Mans Ring So work on it guys there will be other gifts with the big ones.... These are worth working for. Good Luck to all my guys! ~ Maria ~

Don't Be Scared To Be White
Don't Be Scared to be White Why is it that white people are so scared of being called racists, that we avoid the subject of race all together? The white race is the only race that it is not socially acceptable to be proud of . We stand up and say that we are proud to be white and others look at us in disgust, but when a black or brown man stands up and says they are proud of their race society around us applauds. In this day and age we are taught at a young age that white is the devilish color and you are not allowed to be proud of your ancestors because they enslaved the blacks, killed the Indians and took land away form the Mexicans. We are taught to be ashamed of those who fought and died so that we may live a better life. The Government even goes as far as to give people money for their so called suffering. If we were to stand up and say we feel that giving a black man money because his great grandfather was a slave was wrong, people would shoot evil glances our way. If w

Still New
Still kinda new to this. I'll get some more pictures soon, I'll have to do my page up good so it will look great. Send me a message if you want, I'll mail one back to you when I can, that I do promice. I'll also try to make my site even better, so just bare with me ok. Have a terrific day !

Doctors Advice
... Three desperately ill men met with their doctor one day to discuss their options. One was an alcoholic, one was a chain smoker, and one was a homosexual. The doctor, addressing all three of them, said, "If any of you indulge in your vices one more time, you will surely die." The men left the doctor's office, each convinced that he would never again indulge himself in his vice. While walking toward the subway for their return trip to the suburbs, they passed a bar. The alcoholic, hearing the loud music and smelling the ale, could not stop himself. His buddies accompanied him into the bar, where he had a shot of whiskey. No sooner had he replaced the shot glass on the bar, he fell off his stool, stone cold dead. His companions, somewhat shaken, left the bar, realizing how seriously they must take the doctor's words. As they walked along, they came upon a cigarette butt lying on the ground, still burning. The homosexual looked at the chain smoker and said, "If yo

Blow Me
A couple of homosexual men are accidentally rear-ended by a large truck at a stop sign one afternoon. Furious, the man in the passenger side throws his purse on the seat, steps out of the car, then walks back to the truck and starts banging on the door. The truck driver opens the door and the homosexual, standing there with his hands on his hips, says, "We're gonna sue your ass!" The truck driver smirks, says, "Blow me, buddy!" The homosexual stands there for a moment thinking, then his eyes get really big and his face lights up. He runs back to the car and says excitedly to his lover, "You won't believe this... he wants to settle out of court!"

My Baby (poem)
In this dream, I'm with you I'm always with you before you i was nothing i was lost,and alone,confused,hurt and scared, closed, turned-off, to human feelings and touch now my icy black heart is melting it's returning to normal i can feel your touch your heart beat with mine i can see the love in your eyes and hear it in your voice the concern and care you give me is tearing away my walls I'm so scared that I'll lose you and I'll be alone again but your gentle voice and touch helps me understand you're not leaving and if you do it's because you have to, not really because you want to I'm beginning to understand that now I love you and i hope you know that, through all my problems and disbeliefs,you can see that and feel it the way i feel it through you you have opened up my heart and unlocked all those chains i put around it,to block the human touch, and let yourself in and i hope you never decide to walk out and make me let you go i know we hav

This Year's Love
This Year's Love David Gray This year's love had better last Heaven knows it's high time I've been waiting on my own too long When ya hold me like you do It feels so right, oh now I start to forget How my heart gets torn When that hurt gets flowin Feeling like ya can't go on Turning circles and time again It cut like a knife oh now If ya love me, got to know for sure Cause it takes something more this time Than sweet, sweet lies Before I open up my arms and fall Losing all control Every dream inside my soul When ya kiss me On that midnight street Sweep me off my feet Singing ain't this life so sweet This year's love had better last This year's love had better last Cause who's to worry If our hearts get torn When that hurt gets flowin Don't ya know this life goes on Won't ya kiss me On that midnight street Sweep me off my feet Singing ain't this life so sweet This year's love had better last This year's love had better last This year's love

Bronco Style? (not The Football Team)
There were three guy sitting and telling each other the best way they like to have sex. The first guy said, I like to do it sixty-nine. The second guy, said I like to do it doggy-style. The third guy said, well I like to do it bronco style. The to other guys were like what, what the fuck is bronco style. The third guy says, let me tell you what bronco style is, you start out doing it doggy-style then in the middle of doing it you leen down and wisper in her ear, Your sister likes it this way to, then try and hold on for eight seconds.

Dumb Horney Hippy....
There was a bus going to Cleveland and there was a nun in it. The bus stopped to pick up a guy, and he was a hippy. The hippy sat next to the nun and said, "Hey baby want to have sex with me?" The nun slapped him across the face. Well as the hippy got off at his bus stop, the bus driver said, "Hey I see that nun praying every night at that cemetery over there, if you go there dressed as God you could probably get her to have sex with you." The hippy said thanks and got off the bus, then got dressed up like God with the robes and cream and powder and hid behind a grave in the graveyard. Well just as the bus driver said, the nun came to pray at around six thirty. The Hippy popped out from behind the grave and said, "I am God!" The nun said, "Oh great and powerful one what can I do for you?" The hippy said, "You must have sex with me." So she did. Then the hippy jumped up and said, "Haha I am the hippy!" And the nun jumped up and said, "Haha I am the bus driver!"

Big = Dumb?
A father, mother, and son were going to Europe and were going to visit the nude beaches while they were there. They didn't want the son to get a distorted view of beauty, so they told him that the men with really big dicks were really really dumb, and that the woman with really big tits were really really dumb. When they got to the beach they split up. Later the mother saw the son and asked where his dad was. The boy said, "Well, the last time I saw him he was talking to this really, really, really dumb blond, and the longer they talked the dumber he got."

Screwed By A Bunch Of Nun's
A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway, when he notices a sign. It reads "SISTERS OF MERCY HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION - 10 MILES". He pays no attention to it and drives on without a second thought. Soon, he sees another sign which says "SISTERS OF MERCY HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION - 5 MILES" and thinks it over. When he drives past a third sign saying "SISTERS OF MERCY HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT", his curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a somber stone building with a small sign next to the door reading SISTERS OF MERCY. He climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks, "What may we do for you, my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway, and was interested in possibly doing business". "Very well, my son. Please follow me." He is led through many winding passages and is soon quite disoriented. The nun stops at a closed door, and tells the man, "Plea

Leprechaun??........i Think Not......
A man was walking in he woods, It was a great day. Suddenly, the man hears a rustling in the bushes. He peeks over the bush and sees a short man dressed all in green dancing around and singing. "Holy shit" the man says "That's a Leprechaun , I gotta grab him so I can get my three wishes" So the man pounces on the Leprechaun and says "Gotcha, now give me my wishes!! I want Cindy Crawford in my bed every morning, A million dollars given to me everyday for the rest of my life, and immortality." The Leprechaun says "Ah, Those are some hard wishes, for me to grant them I'll need you to let me bone you up the ass!!!" The man thinks for a second and says "All right, I'll do it for those things" SO the Leprechaun mounts him and starts going to town. The man says, "I can't beleive I'm doing this." The Leprechaun says, "I can't beleive it either" The man replies, "You can't beleive I'm actually letting you bone me too huh?" "Not exactly," The Leprechaun says, "I just can't beleive you really thi

Smile
Smile . Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail..but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Wow...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete'

Please Comment On My Brand New Pics!!!
Hey everyone! I posted A LOT OF BRAND new pics! Head over to the view more pics section and check them out and while your there PLEASE leave me some comments on those NEW pics! I want to get my comments up to meet the rest of pics! ;) Thanks everyone!!!!!

We Got It!!!!!
We got the house that we put in a bid for! We will be moving at the end of Jan. It's a 3 bdrm, 2 full bath, finished basement w/ kitchenette, 2 car attached heated garage w/ breezeway, 6 ft. fenced in yard w/ a 3 year old above ground pool, deck, sandbox, kids playset, treehouse, garden, and tool shed. It also sits on a 1/2 acre of land.

Types Of Poopie.....
GHOST POOPIE: The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. CLEAN POOPIE: The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. WET POOPIE: The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you won't ruin them with stains. SECOND WAVE POOPIE: This happens when you're done poopie-ing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees, and you realize that you have to poopie some more. POP-A VEIN-IN-YOUR-FOREHEAD POOPIE: The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. LINCOLN LOG POOPIE: The kind of poopie that is so huge you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. GASSY POOPIE: It's so noisy, that everyone within earshot is giggling. DRINKER'S POOPIE: The kind of poopie you have the morning after a long night o

Lets Remeber What Is Important
As we settle from this past holiday that there is always someone that gives all yr round and not just one day Chirstmas is a time to gather around friends and family but were does it say it has to stop the other 364 daze in a year. I do apricate all that have been given to me by all. and hope we all remember not to limit our self to 1 day when there are others that u might need or someone u know might need NEEDS and WANTs are 2 different things. Let us remember who all helped us past peresnt future

Heidi Here
Hey! Im Heidi and I have no idea how to use this damn website Im kinda too busy with stressing about my divorce to sit here and figure this thing out. SO I found out my ex husband is into s&m and whips and chains and Im not and it got in the way of our relationship I was all excited about christmas andmaking a family tradition for us to start and go with and pass on to our kids (if that were to ever happen) But Hes into bondage and men SO im not going to put up with im going to find a man who deserves me and my love. ALot of my time is going to gowards me and things i need to focous in in my life Like getting into school and getting a good job and my dissability pay. But i just wanted to get some feelings out- I need somestuff to get me through this like the complete idiots guide to surving divorce. Inface im going to go look for some books online that might help me. Pezz

Pent Up
Uphill battle, travel towards salvation Becoming again a Zac-in-the-box Consequence of taking stock Socks so far from rocked Manipulate my crank; I’m getting so fucking hot My lips are so fucking red; it is time to get off Get the fuck off it Are you deaf? Can’t you hear the silence? Breaking the silence breaks my fucking back When I would love to break my back on your damp Snap my neck in someone’s attack Put me on my back Go ahead take the chance Dance with me a slutty dance of whores and tramps Happily sling my own ass Just for a fucking taste It’s practically on my tongue Let me wrap my tongue around you Feel the muscle constrict you and dip in you I’m not pulling Can you feel me push? Can you feel me press against your wet? Close your eyes while I bury my face Damnit I’m teasing myself with thoughts right now I’m gonna stop

Mainer In Exile
"Mainiacs away from Maine are truly displaced persons, only half alive, only half aware of their immediate surroundings. Their inner attention is always preoccupied and pre-empted by the tiny pinpoint on the face of the globe called Down East. They try to live not in such a manner that they will eventually be welcomed into Paradise, but only so that someday they can go home to Maine." -- Louise Dickinson Rich

Inspiration (please Read And Share)
to be inspired takes dedication and the right motovation. movies and music can inspire us all in so many ways. some give us hope and some do what ever it does. the most interesting part of inspiration is that it comes in a weird time. cause sometimes when i feel like shit all i have to do is think or listen to music or watch a comedy (ones that can inspire and motovate me) everyone has thereown inspiration my belief is to try and always be. What inspires me is my son good friends and so many songs like forever young by rod stewart and one momment in time by whitney houston. Believe in ur self to do what u can when u feel like u can take on what ever it is cause doubt sucks and life is to short to regret what might of happened my hope for the next 30yrs is to inspire who ever and my self to do what i can and never let what i say be hurtful on purpose. MY last 30yrs has been a rocket trip but i have been motovated to keep going cause of the people in my life that DID inspire me and me ta

Info
Well, this is just to let all of you know a little about me. I'm 35, divorced and live in Utica, NY. I enjoy football, baseball, sex, reading, sex, hanging out, surfing the net. I'm a former U.S. Marine who served in Desert Storm. I am single and looking to have fun, but would eventually like to find someone nice to settle down with.

Home Tomorrow!!!!!
Sooo today is the last day in the ATL.. well 2morrow officially buttt this is our last day out. Were going to the movies but we cant decide on Dream Girls or The Persuit of Happiness!! Anyone seen either ??? if so let me know whatcha thought of them! Im sooooooooo excited to go home and see my BABY Chipperz!!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! :( IM COMIN HOME CANADA!!!! :) :) :) :) whaoooooooo hahah I had a TON of fun here tho! And I'll put some pics up as soon as I get home and settled!! Lots of love 69th Angel muahhhh xo

Lyrics To Regina Spektor On The Radio
Lyrics to Regina Spektor On The Radio This is how it works It feels a little worse Than when we drove our hearse Right through that screaming crowd While laughing up a storm Until we were just bone Until it got so warm That none of us could sleep And all the styrofoam Began to melt away We tried to find some words To aid in the decay But none of them were home Inside their catacomb A million ancient bees Began to sting our knees While we were on our knees Praying that disease Would leave the ones we love And never come again On the radio We heard November Rain That solo's really long But it's a pretty song We listened to it twice 'Cause the DJ was asleep This is how it works You're young until you're not You love until you don't [ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] You try until you can't You laugh until you cry You cry until you laugh And everyone

Soulmates Forever
There are many times in my past when I have searched for things not there But then I found a special someone who help me when others not dared At first, when we met, we were just friends but a special something did grow For he nourished my heart with a special love and then he nourished my soul Now I know it is my turn to help her in troubled times as our lives continue to grow together And I am here for you now my love as I will be now and forever I am your soulmate and my soul aches when yours does so I know when you are troubled and ill So I am here for you, as your friend, and as your lover and I am here as your soulmate as well.

I Hate Tiredness....
so....my christmas wasn't that great really.....i spent my entire christmas eve, well 15 hours of it doing videos for people...i had plans to go do stuff and i didn't do any of it....cause people were getting mad cause i had not done the song i requested...and it is starting to bother me...doing all the videos like that are starting to get in the way of my video blogs and my personal life..so i will have to cut down on them some..and do like maybe 5 to 10 a week...that is all i can do..sorry.... iw as so tired christmas eve, that when i tried to do a blog, i feel asleep while i was doing it...and it came out all jibberish, and i accidentally posted it as a diary entry....but i changed it.... i slept in on christmas, cuase i was up so late on christmas eve...and i was too tired to go see that black christmas movie...i have went to see a movie on porlly every christmas since i can remember kinda...but all we did was play some poker and some monopoly....i enjoyed spending time with

Poem
My Bedtime Death 3. Found myself looking at the mirror, confusing look on my face. What is that monster staring back at me? I have never seen him before, I don’t know him. My legs suddenly find there moving into the bedroom. There is a bed in front of me, I sit down. My eyes are averted towards the floor and a silver catches my eye. A little razor blade. I pick it up. I touch it to my skin and the velvety sweetness poured out of the little incision on my wrist. My head hit’s the pillow and I fall asleep soundlessly. 12/7/06 Adrian A.

What Type Of Darkness Am I
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You? Kindred of the East: A foreigner in a foreign land, you have fought your way through hell in order to return to your mortal form. You seek to bring yourself back into balance in order to gain insight and enlightenment. How you go about finding these truths matters little, it is the journey that teaches you how to grow and become more. The road to true enlightenment is a long and difficult one, but the reward is beyond the wildest dreams of most mere mortals. You despise being compared to the western vampires that feed off of their victims like leeches, for you derive sustenance through a variety of activities, but nothing so vulgar. You are proud, and slow to change. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

A New Blog (sorry To Drunk To Think Of A Title He He)
more info about myself Body: 1: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY?. my new simpson boxset for xmas 2: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?...asleep in bed 3: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?...chatting on myspace (sorry chrrytap) 4: SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1995?.. brake up with my first girlfriend :( 5: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?.. dont know 6: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?... coffee pop coke a beer 7: WHERE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND(s) RIGHT NOW?...at home with his kids 8: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?...red 9: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?...lager 10: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?.. DVD 11: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR?...blue 12: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?...in me pocket 13: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?...cold 14: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?....chocolate...... 15: SOMETHING YOU ARE EXCITED ABOUT?... new years eve 16: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?...about a month ago 17: WHAT SIZ

You Found Me ~ Kelly Clarkson
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me You found me When no on

What Horror Movie Killer Are You?
Which Horror Movie Killer Are You? Jason VoorheesYou are Jason Voorhees. You seek one thing.... REVENGE! You dont care who gets in your way. When you kill you are always creative. You are strong and merciless. No wonder so many people are scared of you.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Average Joe Winners
Create Your Glitter Text And the Winners are: #1 Uber Cherry King( The CT Average Joe Winner) with 11,446 #2 Bones with 9329 Votes #3 morphingbutterfly`s man with 7014 votes 1st place will get a Cherry Blast 2nd Place will get a Silver Motorcycle 3rd Place gets a rolex Thanks to all who participated!!! It was a really great contest!!!!

Holla @ A Diva
Hello to yah all thank u guys for makin a sista feel welcome to the cherry spot. I have to ge into this html becuz I see yall about the biznss up n here Any tips u can give me are welcomed Hit me with an email.Until later hope u guys have a great day SmOoches.

Trial Of Blood...
i sneaked out of the bed while you're sleeping... put on my cloths quietly... i turned and looked at you one more time... then walked out the door...trying hard to stop my tears from falling... the thousand miles journey home is gonna be a long...painful ride... as i locked your gate...i wanted so much to hear you calling out for me to stay... but you're so full of valium to help you sleep because of the pain... i almost wished my bike won't start and needed an excuse to stay... but i kept telling myself to leave...just leave before it's too late... wanted to turn around and run back into your arms...where it feels so right... but i don't wanna complicate your life...nor mine... i cried silent tears...and my heart bleeds...the blood drops turning into dust...red dust stirred up by my wheels... and if you ever change your mind... you'll be able to find... and follow my trial of blood... my trial of blood that'll lead you right to me...to my open arms...

The Ban Isn't Working..??
and in todays UK news.... Record numbers of supporters have attended Boxing Day hunts across the country despite the ban, campaigners have said. More than 300,000 people are believed to have taken part in the 314 UK hunts, on what is traditionally the busiest day in the hunting calendar. The Countryside Alliance said the record turnout proved the two-year-old ban on the blood sport was irrelevant, with hunting now more popular than ever before. "We are seeing people who have never hunted before going out and that is certainly boosting the numbers. It just shows that this law needs to be changed." OOOOhh.. so there are more people hunting?.. aaahh well fuck me sideways.. it must be okay to do it then!.. So the statistics for murders must have also gone up with the serial killer we have had killing women in Suffolk recently... shall we change the law on that too?.. Fucking Morons...

An Inconvenient Truth
Over Christmas we are plagued with overtly festive advertisments on tv.. all of them looking awfully wintery with a generous blanket of snow... This however causes me a problem... my kids want to know 'Mum, how come it is christmas and we have no snow?' Now I live in England and we didn't always have a winter wonderland at Christmas but I can certainly remember a lot more of them when I was a kid. My daughters are nine and seven and I think they have only ever had one time when there enough snow to actually have some real fun with. This brings us to the issue.. why the fuck is that?.. Now I am not any kind of green warrior but I do try to do my bit. I recently bought a car with a small engine which has less emissions, I use energy efficient lightbulbs, I recycle and I threaten my kids with the death of the planet if they dare to leave lights on! Today I watched Al Gore's movie An Inconvenient Truth... and you should too. If you watch this trailer and think that you rea

Never Meant To Be
NEVER MEANT TO BE softly as a gentle breeze love crept into my heart so softly i did not realize until we came to part it was then that love so suddenly grew claws, and without warning clamped around my heart and left me bleeding and im mourning so stunned was i by this attack i did not cry out "stay" and frowning at my silence you turned and walked away i never knew , until youleft how much you'd meant to me and not you're gone, i guess, our love was never meant to be

Whats' My Status ?!
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Trendy60%Goth50%Emo40%Prepy30%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev25%Skater15%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Story Time
HUMILATING PORKY by cowgirl the two girls sat across from me in the library.they were in their late teens, but were about as mature as a couple of eight year olds! they whispered and giggeled looking in my direction, but i know how bratty kids can be at that age, looking to bug an older girl like me (I'm 24)! so i ignored them, returning to my book. it was dificult, as every sound they made was clearly an attempt to get my attention! suddenely,I felt tiny spit-balls of rolled up paper ploping onto my book pages! I glared toward them, seeing their smug little faces grining in triumph! the whole thing brought me back to grade school,where kids like this always seemed to know how to press my buttons !!! back then i was always a bit of a bookworm, and painfully aware of being slightly flat chested & always being teased about my modest plain jane looks, and, though i still look the same,I'm older now, and if these bratts didn't knock it off, i might just call a librarian....and ha

New Here
well...im new here Kelly got me on here adn im jsut checkin it out....still not exactly sure what to do and all...but im sure ill get the hang of it after just playin around on here for a bit....so feel free to add me and comment me and rate me as much as you would like

Second One
i'm in an airport terminal. my name's lisa. a young teenaged girl sits next to me. she ignors me chomping her bubble gum, staring off into space. i do the same, looking away, as we have nothing in common. i am thirty four, and am an advertising excective, single, and was on my way home visiting my sister. now i sit next to this slightly chubby young girl, wondering why. we hold hands tightly, my thumb tickeling hers. i glance over at her dirty blonde hair, pasted to her head with sweat. the cool from the air conditioning has dried it aginst her, in an ugly way. i'm confused that i seem to find her strangly erotic, this chubby teen, with the plasterd hair, sweating through her blue and orange blouse and matching shorts and little plastic sandles. i find her erotic, because i caused her sweat. you see, i "made" her sweat. this teenaged stranger who's hand i fondle. i wonder what her names is. she catches me staring. i'm embaressed she knows full well my intentions. and