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Questionable Stability.. Lol
Questionable Stability Space and time give way to me. Hours spent pondering constantly. Being alone, I've no alternative. Give in to sorrow and related motives. With unrestricted time, thoughts flow astray; Recalling regrets of yesterday; The failures today secure a bitter tomorrow; I'm helpless amidst the fray of morbid sorrow. Like a fragmented dream, the world progresses. I'm forced to follow by ghostly caresses. Each blink greeted by a different world before me. Change is the constant in this monotony. I'm simply too slow to be a worthy combatant. My shortcomings endear me to be hesitant. In passive manner, I'm victimized by my own aggression. I suffer in anguish without learning my lesson. Without a doubt, loneliness is my greatest contributor. Without comfort of company, I'm a heretic arbiter. There lives a mystic within that foretells my misfortune. I'm left to choose how to rendezvous with my doom. The lingering thoughts I hold, though absurd;

Knights Of Apocolypse
Do you hear me cry at night? Pain has entwined itself in my heart. Do not push me away for I stand by Medusa's side spitting the venemous spite out of my mouth. I curse the conforming gods as I battle Incubus and his warriors for I will not look at that which he shows. The torture I bear has yet to cease as my army of gargoyles have left my side. Pleading with Evil to stay back; they inhabit the barricades and force down the walls. Flashes of death and famine are all around as the White Horseman leads the battle cry. The final seal has been broken as the prophecy is complete. Evil screams. . . as I awake.

23
Well im finally 23. Not that big a deal. Spent my birthday with my family. Cant think of a better way of spending it. Especically since only one friend wished me a Happy Birthday. December 14, 1983 Queen of the Valley Hospitel. Los Angeles California.

Which Hot Celebrity Are You Most Like?
You scored as Mischa Barton. You scored as Mischa Barton, the OC's sexy Marissa! You are tall with a dirty blonde hair and you are HOTT!(trust me, even if u dont agree with me,you are)Mischa Barton75%Pamela Anderson58%Courtney Cox-Arquette58%Katie Holmes50%Beyonce Knowles42%Ashlee Simpson33%Lindsay Lohan33%Paris Hilton25%Jennifer Lopez17%Ashanti0%Which Hott Celebrity are you most like?( A CHOICE OF 10 Hotties!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Everything You Need To Know.
EVERYTHING YOUR PRETTY LITTLE HEAD NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT TESSA (AJ). 10 steps to Tessa (in a nut shell....... pistachio). - I am a straight up g. - I order eggs benedict without eggs. I like the eggs on the side with toast plz. - Stella. Corona. Keiths. Canadian. In that order. - LLAMAS. yupp. and emus. - The world could not live berry juice. - Goals & ambition are my forte. - Homo milk is gross - Why is everything I'm typing about beverage? - Music for thought. - DAVID BOWIE, BITCH!! - laughing till your tummy hurts, its what i live for. - mistake - serial joe - MOVINGG I THINK!?! - aj should stand for applejuice - okay this is random and not helpful at all. therefore.. i am done.. kidding. i am not done. i have only just begun. (lolskillz) (YOU ASKED FOR IT.. ;[) My name is Tess AJ Wensel. I hate my name, so I get people to call me Tessa. In grade three I got to be queen for a day and Morgan Zukes my grade 1, 2 and 3 crush was king for a day a

Hush Now
A Softer Version Sleep now child, in soft warm blankets, safe from the world. Sleep now child, this means nothing to you, wrapped tight and warm. Sleep now child, I'll keep you safe from harm, nothing touches you now. Sleep now child, I can't save you from tommorow, I'll hold you for tonight. Sleep now child

What Turns You On???
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips75%Bondage67%Blind Folds50%Biting42%Blood33%Chains/Handcuffs33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Alter Ego Disney Character!
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan88%The Beast69%Cruella De Ville69%Ariel69%Sleeping Beauty63%Snow White56%Goofy50%Cinderella50%Pinocchio50%Donald Duck31%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Best Band , Come Vote =)
I tried to remember the most popular bands from back in the 80's or around that era. Have fun, vote , send me a message if you feel i should add someone ill let this run till the new year to see who was "THE band". Vote as often as you wish. enjoy guys. http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=371784&albumid=148639

Which Are You?
This was too good a life lesson not to pass on. A Carrot, an Egg and a Cup of Coffee. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her

Hmmm
I AM A JUGGALO... I AM AN INDIVIDUAL GUIDED BY LIGHT... I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO I WANT TO BE... I RECOGNIZE THAT THE PATH TO SHANGRI-LA REQUIRES AN OPEN MIND.. I SHALL NOT JUDGE. I AM PART OF A FAMILY I SHALL LOVE MY FAMILY AS I WOULD MY BLOOD. I SHALL DO MY FAMILY NO HARM AS I KNOW WHAT IS DONE TO OTHERS SURELY WILL BE DONE TO ME I SHALL STRIVE TO HONOR MY FAMILY AND NOT DISGRACE THEIR NAME... I AM A NINJA... I HAVE NO FEAR. I DO NOT FEAR THE UNKNOWN FOR I EMBRACE THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD AROUND ME AND THE DIFFERENCES IN OTHERS I SHALL MEET ADVERSITY HEAD ON FORE I AM A SURVIVOR. NOTHING CAN STOP MY SHINE. I AM HUMAN... I RECOGNIZE MY FLAWS, I SHALL STRIVE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN CONTROL AND SEEK STRENGTH FOR THE THINGS I CANNOT. I SHALL CHERISH THE TEACHINGS OF MY ANCESTORS AND THE FAMILY WHO HAVE FALLEN BEFORE ME I HAVE LOVE... WITH LOVE THERE IS UNITY AND STRENGTH... LOVE DOES NOT HURT NOR DOES IT SEEK TO DESTROY. I TOO, SHALL NOT HURT OR SEEK TO DESTROY.

You Tell Me
I went to my son's first chorus concert this evening, and when we got done I had the absolute best BANANA SPLIT in the world!!! 2 Bananas 3 Scoops ice cream (Caramel Cone Crunch/Turtle Heaven/Tasmanian Tracks) 3 Toppings (Caramel/Hot Fudge/Peanut Butter) Whip Cream and one delicioso CHERRY! This wasn't a banana boat, but the MOTHERLOAD Go Figure A Pregnant Woman Was Making It And Kept Stressing That She Was Making It How She Would Want It Right Now, lmao

English Dictionary For Us Slanderish Americans- Thanks To My Dear Sweet Brit Friend Jp.. (now We Can Talk To Eachother Woohoo!)a-r Lol The Whole Thing
Ace - If something is ace it is brilliant. I used to hear it a lot in Liverpool. Kids thought all cool stuff was ace, or brill. Aggro - Short for aggravation, it's the sort of thing you might expect at a football match. In other words - trouble! There is sometimes aggro in the cities after the pubs shut! All right? - This is used a lot around London and the south to mean, "Hello, how are you"? You would say it to a complete stranger or someone you knew. The normal response would be for them to say "All right"? back to you. It is said as a question. Sometimes it might get expanded to "all right mate"? Mostly used by blue collar workers but also common among younger people. Anti-clockwise - The first time I said that something had gone anti-clockwise to someone in Texas I got this very funny look. It simply means counter-clockwise but must sound really strange to you chaps! I think he thought I had something against clocks! Any road - Up north (where they talk funny!!) instea

Was Too Damn Long - S-z Of The English Dictionary :p
Sack/sacked - If someone gets the sack it means they are fired. Then they have been sacked. I can think of a few people I'd like to sack! Sad - This is a common word, with the same meaning as naff. Used in expressions like "you sad b***ard". Scrummy - This is a word that would be used to describe either some food that was particularly good (and probably sweet and fattening). Scrumping - To go stealing - usually apples from someone elses trees! Send-up - To send someone up is to make fun of them. Or if something is described as being a send-up it is equivalent to your take-off. Like Robin Williams does a take-off on the British accent - quite well actually! Shag - Same as bonk but slightly less polite. At seventies parties watch the look of surprise on the Englishman's face when an American girl asks him if he would like to shag. Best way to get a Brit to dance that I know! You can even go to shagging classes! Shagged - Past tense of shag, but also see knackered. Sh

Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Come On You Know You Want To!!
I want to make a folder with pics of people paying tribute to me!! In other words....pics with people with my name either written on them or on a piece of paper!! You chose!! I would love to see what happens when you all get creative!! I really enjoy nudes but not in the normal guy way.....I am a photographer and I appreciate art in all forms, it just so happens that the female body is one of the greatest forms of art there is out there!! Much Love to all, Aethan O'Lorcain

A Day In The Life Of My Cat
I started my day just Chill'n I was Watching a little Kitty Porn When My Buddy came over wanting to Jam So we Jamed I was smoking on the turn table. After We played That bastard stole my Food so i had to Fuck him up While he was out cold. I ate my owner's food. But he Caught me... if only he know what was gong through my head... He would NEVER have turned his back on me... What can I say Payback is a Bitch!!! Well that was a day in my Life Take care BITCHES!!!!

Save Me
Face down today, is this almost over, Face down this way, i am sticking out, So lost that im swimming, dementing the cure, For your glaring and staring. Am i really screaming loud, Do i even make a sound, Can i really scream out loud, When theres no-one to hear me. Wont you save me, Cause im slipping away, Just save me from myself, Cause all these angry voices, Are making my choices, Please save me from myself. Take me away, i wish i was sober, Im taken away, by the sound of your voice, So lost that im choking, awaiting tonight, From your glaring and staring, you're scaring. Am i really screaming loud, Do i even make a sound, Can i really scream out loud, When theres no-one to hear me. Wont you save me, Cause im slipping away, Just save me from myself, Cause all these angry voices, Are making my choices, Please save me from myself. I heard you say a pray for me Why cant you take my life away Cause i need you. Can i be saved Wont you save me,

Closer
You say I'm stuck somewhere back in between My blurred memories Some say I kicked myself right in the face I'm not as I seem. I erase what you say Scrambled words in the way But you can't take away Turn away Run away Fuck with me Don't say that it's over I'd kill to be closer A moment in passing to you But to me I will wait And I'll take Anything with your name Don't say that it's over You can't live without me You say there's something that's wrong in my head So I like to bleed You say I'm scaring you now cause I'm tired From watching you sleep I erase what you say Scrambled words in the way But you can't take away Turn away Run away Fuck with me Don't say that it's over I'd kill to be closer A moment in passing to you But to me I will wait And I'll take Anything with your name Don't say that it's over You can't live without me Live without me Live without me But you can't take away Turn away Run away Fuck with me Don't say tha

Bed~golf Anyone? Lol
Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. Play on course must be approved by the owner of the hole. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. Object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the owner is satisfied play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play again. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival. Experienced players will normally take time to admire the entire course, paying special attention to well formed mounds and bunkers. Players are cautioned to not mention other courses they have played or are currently playing. Upset owners have been known to damage a players equipm

Holiday Tips
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do not have a snack before going to a party in

I Wrote My Letter To Santa, Did U?
Hey marketman (santa), Well it looks like you have gotten into the Christmas spirit and putting out new toys for all the boys n girls...both good n bad I hope?You have a tree, thats decorated with care.A menora, and even a Driedel...lovely.Could I ask a favor, Ill be brief, with my request this time,I swear.We wouldn't want to leave out the wiccans cause theirs is a religion and I think they'd all be tickled beyond compare, if you would find it in your heart to place us something there.Perhaps a pentegram, something for our altar,or even a bag of spells? Thanks hugs and kisses Tracie Ps Ive been extra good this year!;p

A Yule I've Longed For
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine.

The Honest Me
Listening to the rain gently tap the ground I sit here crying. I can honestly say that no one understands me or has wanted to understand me or get to know me. Maybe I am the fool that looks into the souls of others and listens and wants to get to know them, but the same will never be returned to me. Maybe I am the fool to want what others have because of my lonely exsistence. Seeing them laugh and be heard by another and be able to share their hopes and dreams while I stand in my darkened shadows loosing faith in all I see. The tears are heavy now and the pain my heart has absorbed feels like bursting from its elaborate cocoon and reeking havoc, but as usual I hold it in. I have some questions for you... do you know my hopes and dreams? Do you know my pains? Do you know who I really am? Or is it just the surface that you seek? Because if you are that shallow from my house I ban thee!

3 Bears
Baby bear goes downstairs, sits in his small chair at the table, he looks into his small bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?" he squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the big table and sits in his big chair. He looked into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!?" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells, "For God's sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first. It was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house It was Mummy Bear who made the coffee. It was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night and puts everything away. It was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper and croissants. It was Mummy Bear who set the damn table. It was Mummy Bear who put the bloody cats out, cleaned out the litter boxes, put out their food and refilled their water. And now that you've dec

The Best Thing To Do With The Woman You Love
One of the best things you can ever do with the woman you love, is just the most intimate thing you can do. There are so many things you can do with the woman you love. Its just so wonderful to have this woman in ur life. Its such a great feeling to be able to look at this woman and see her beauty everyday. If you love this woman and you know she truely loves you, evrything you do with her is so special. From just watching tv together, To just holding her hand. Its just so wonderful cause it feels so great. Just hearing her angelic voice is enough to make u melt. It feels so good to just spend time with her, One of the greatest things you can do with the woman you love is to marry her. when you express your love for each other. Making love is the most wonderful feeling u can ever experience, because both of you are expressing a truely intense feeling. Its called love and its so intimate. But one of the best things to do with the woman you love, is just hugging each other. IT

My Mom Is The Stuff Of Stand Up Comedy
Often my mother likes to lament how dramatic I am. She always says, "Oh, Amy why are so dramatic" or "You're upset over nothing you need to calm down" Now where could this overeacting, overly dramatic tendency come from? Certainly not my father who only yells about money, grades..etc. Well especially money because I refuse to balance my check book and he's a CPA. I do this just to make him a little crazy. I'll admit it my dad and I are very much alike except when it comes to dramatic personality. So now back to the mystery of where this drama comes from. Nancy Drew was on the case and we solved it last night when mom called to tell me and I quote "I've had an awful day, one of the dogs ate one of my new clogs and I'm just DEVASTATED" yup. She's devastated...hmmm. Gee that sounds awful dramatic to me. Especially since the rest of our conversation revolved around the said shoe. She even did some detective work of her own to figure out which dog did it. So I think my sciencetific study

Florida So Far
Fri Dec 15, 2006 12:56 am I've been working hard and having fun at night. Great food and company. Tonight got to dance to a jazzy swing band. Their closing number was "When the Saints go Marching in". A doctor that looks a lot like Mel Brooks kept pulling me out of the booth to dance. Can't remember when I was dipped so much. Broke a sweat a few times. Lots of hog ties today. Mostly glamour bondage today, but my muscles don't give me much flexibility so it's strenuous to have my arms tied back over and over. My first shoot down here was predicament bondage. Where my actions depend my fate. First thing he did was tie my hair to the top of the frame so I had to stay on my toes, then my arms tied behind me, then a crotch rope, then nipple clamps I don't remember what the next stimulous was ... oh I was ball gagged the whole time. I almost fainted but I gave them the "safe word" 3 grunts and they untied me quickly to recover. The other two sets were great though lying on my

Went And Saw Tso!
Okay so Im sure many of you are saying what the hell is TSO? Its the Trans Siberian Orchestra! Went and saw them last night and it was awesome! Although I dont have much of a voice or hearing today but it was soooooooo worth it! It was nice to just get out and have a good time. Too bad I actually have to work today and had to get up bright and early. LOL Hmmmm...still not too late to call in. LMAO

An Online Love Affair
An Online Love Affair We met online, a simple chat room affair. After several weeks of typing, exchanging pictures, cybersex and phone sex; we decided to meet face to face. We agreed on a public place at first, until we felt comfortable enough to move to private quarters. You got to the little outside cafe first, dressed in your favorite short skirt and skintight button up the back shirt (hint hint). As you waited for me to arrive, you fiddled a bit with your cloths and sipped at your coffee. Then out of the corner of your eye, you saw me. "Oh my god, he's much better looking in person. I could ravage my body for hours." You stood up and waved, getting my attention. My smile was bright as I walked over to the table. I sat down and ordered a coffee. We both sat there, completely quiet, staring into each other's eyes, neither of us believing this was finally happening. I slid my chair over a bit, sitting beside your, as I reached across and slipped my hand onto your thigh. My

K
So,I was thinking of what to write today.The weird thing is I cant think of anything.I know go figured.I had the weirdest dream last night.I was walking on the beach.On the beach,I met this man.He was tall and it was dark.He walked over to me and kissed me. I was kissing him back and taking off his shirt when I felt that I have done this before,then I woke up.I know talk about your strange dreams,huh????????????

So...family Is Here For Christmas!
Oh wow! Now I know why I don't like the holidays very much! My Dad and his wife flew in from Arizona...need I say more? I know I am just the sweetest person huh? Well, I used to be evil just down right evil...I was the black sheep of the family, well according to my evil step mother. Don't get me wrong, I am not 17 anymore and I can behave, but she acts like she is so juvenile. I remember in high school writing a paper about her titling it My Step-Monster. Ok, I know I am rambling! So here is my dilemma...ready? If I am wrong please somebody tell me ok? I have 3 step-brothers and then there is me and my sister. My sister is in Vegas, so she wont be here for the holidays. So anyhow...my step-monster wants my Dad all to herself, bottom line! She does not want to blend all the family together for the holidays. To me, family should be together and schedules should be arranged to accommodate all so that all can be a part of the festivities. Then I think, do you really expect me to buy gift

As A Parent I Cant Believe This Shit
here in columbus,ohio last night,we had a lady get stopped as she was stumbling to her car to drive home,and told she need to get a cab home.to which she replied ok,but first i need to get something from my car.she returns with a 2 year old child.for which she was arrested.and it turns out,she was babysitting this child.enjoy them jailhouse bologna sandwhiches in the county dumbass!

School
I should be Studying shouldn't I? Well I guess Since I can't find the thing I'm suppost to be working on I should get off and study Econ. for yet another quiz. See yeah Oh and rate me tens so I can get higher!and comment!

Twas The Month Before Christmas
Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me. Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now Sharpton,

Funny!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a Labrador Retriever and I was buying a large bag of of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog? (DUH!) On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet: and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me.

If I Could (written For A Friend)
Do you miss me? I guess you seem like something’s just not right I know what you don’t know He’s leaving you again Take something from me that he can’t demolish my love And I’m something that can move in with the times and I don’t want it to rip you at the heart but that’s how you make this seem Don’t follow him this time It’s ok to believe in something that isn’t really there As long as it counts If I could love you I think you know I would If I could kill him I’d never regret it If I could get to you you best believe I’d be on my way If I could feel your heart break I’d be right by your side If I could love you you know that I would So can we rewind? Back to all the better times you and I once shared a bed You’ll find everything has a purpose as to why they end He’s worthless don’t you know this? I know a secret that you don’t know Every night I lay awake and I’m still thinking of you Take something from me that he just can't replace my devotion to

Hi Ya!
Well...this is my first blog. I am new here too so I dont know how to exactly do everything. Well I dont know if I will be on here alot being I live with my boyfriend at them moment and things arent going soo good with us so I might be moving back home soon. I dont know. I love him but Im starting to think its just not meant to be with me and Rob. I dont know. I guess I will see what happens. I just hope I dont get really bad hurt. I dont think I can handle that. Well anyways...bye

Fairytale Lies
My alter ego laid to sleep In a grave of worms and fairy dust Cinderella Laughs at my misfortune Sleeping Beauty Is too busy Getting high To care about The girl she killed With her Stoned eyes Lying depressed beneath her inncoent smiles FairyTale Lies

What's Your Inner Blood Type?
Your Inner Blood Type is Type B You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Are You Hot?
You Are More Mild Than Wild You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive. Are You Hot?

Merry Christmas
Twas the month before ChristmasWhen all through our land,Not a Christian was prayingNor taking a stand.Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away,The reason for Christmas - no one could say.The children were told by their schools not to sing,About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would sayDecember 25th is just a " Holiday ".Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and creditPushing folks down to the floor just to get it!CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-podSomething was changing, something quite odd!Retailers promoted Ramadan and KwanzaaIn hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.As Targets were hanging their trees upside downAt Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.At K-Mart and Staples and Penney's and SearsYou won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-is-tyAre words that were used to intimidate me.Now Durbin, Now Darden, Now Sharpton, Wolf BlitzenOn Boxer, on

Blind Happiness!!
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it. "It's a

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Whats Your Sign Lol
im a cancer how aout all of you out there? hrmmmmmmmm Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept. 22)-- This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy schedules to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caught so they ca

Ggggggrrrrrrr!!!
Ok well I have been made to feel the fool. I called and talk to my mom last night to see how my grandma was doing. And low and behold I find out she didnt have surgery that she just went in to have her liver looked at. She dont have any worries about colon cancer at all. Needless to say I am very angery at my mother for lying to me and worrying me. Well I havent told my family of my life style changes. And she maybe taking it out on me, I dont know. Oh well my family is messed up anyways, lmao. But no matter what I love them. Thanks for all your guys support. Hope all is going well for you all.

Workin Like A Dog!!
Over tha last past 2 & a half weeks I've been workin my ass off at this warehouse job, tha job iz hella cool cuz I spend 90% of my time on tha forklift, tha only thing iz I go n the morn hella early get off & go bac at night but they pay hella good so I should shut tha fuc up & be greatful 4 what I got cuz all my homies aint doin shit, & plus like I said if it dont make dollas it dont make cents, if u dont work u dont eat.So good lookin out 4 letin ya boy speak ta open ears!

A Tip For The Cooks
Hey, I my be a guy , but I love to cook and bake...well to make a long story short....when you bake cookes take and place your dough for your new cookies on a sheet of wax paper the sixe of your cookie sheet...fill it up with cookies to bake and pull it onto your cookie sheet and put in oven and bake.....the cookies come off the wax paper easier and also it is a lot asier to clen the cookie sheet when you are done... It really works great LeRoy

Blue Eyes
BLUE EYES- -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please.They can EXCEED your pleasure standards.People with blue eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. The best of all.

Are You Spaming?
Please If you are viewing my site, please dont spam it with junk. If you don't have anything to say but sending spam, I rather you don't say anything. Junk like "Hey cute Are you the one that asked about money for survey or shit" don't bother me with that crap.

Important For Everybody
BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS

Update
Cherries, I actually retained my attny today $3,000. to retain her. I should tell you that my wife has been very careless with our money, and has spent a couple of thousand dollars in the last two weeks. Also I realize that many might ask why there is no picture of me in the system, I am just doing this for now, and once the divorce is done then I will post some pics.

Missin
Since I've been workin I havent had time ta talk 2 everyone & I feel bad so if u didnt get a good mornin or a good night dont feel that I dont care ya boy iz just tired I work & sleep, but i miss all my friends, family, & fans, its tha weekend so I should be gettin at u all real soon, much love Bedroom Gangster!

A Mustang Wagon?!? Say It Ain't So
Okay, I'm just sick!: Magazine reports that Ford could make four-door versions of its next-generation Mustang. By Peter Valdes-Dapena, CNNMoney.com staff writer NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- Would Mustang Sally drive a station wagon? Maybe she'll get the chance. The next generation of the Ford Mustang could include some previously unthinkable variants including a four-door sedan and a station wagon, according to a report in the magazine AutoWeek. "To a Mustang purist, this is blasphemy," said Bob Gritzinger, AutoWeek's senior editor for news. Mustang has become a strong brand name, perhaps even stronger than Ford's famous Blue Oval, the magazine story says. Key Fords of the future You can measure that by price. Introduced for the 2005 model year, the current version of the Mustang still sells for close to full sticker price, according to Kelley Blue Book's KBB.com Website. AutoWeek attributes its story to a "prominent automotive industry consultant familiar with t

Sexual I.q
Quizzes by myYearbook.com You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Unknown Love
UNKNOWN LOVE!!! If you could see into my heart And through my very soul, You'd find a world of emptiness Of pain I can't control. This anguish only you can mend You'll pacify my fears; My unknown love, my hope, my wish, Please, won't you dry my tears? I love you, though we've never met I'm not sure when we will; An expectation gone unfulfilled Can make a person ill. I dream of you both night and day, I long to see your face; For where your features ought to be - A question mark's in its place. Thoughts of you can bring me joy, But equally great pain; While a thought may pass by fleetingly, The loneliness remains. I want a partner to stand by me As both our lives we share; I want to know that I am loved, I need to feel secure. I'll share your joys and triumphs, Rejoice when you are glad; And I want to be the shoulder That you lean on when you're sad. I want to know you through and through, I want you to know me;

Lovers Code
LOVERS CODE There goes the very breath of me like untangling a mystery To put it all in heated rhyme What would be our first time The visions are cloudy, not quite clear you pull me in, I draw you near A tender kiss, shy and seeking opening your eyes, you catch me peeking For though the light is low and dim a sight you are for me to skim But lips are far more inviting hearts pound, so very exciting The ignition of passion and desire flare within and tauntingly inspire soft caresses and more kisses tender yielding all in sweet surrender Unhurried hands probe and explore every gasp a request for more Each moan a striving goad spoken fluently in lovers code Encompassed in a fevered embrace journeying to that sweetest place Where minds and bodies mesh entwined two souls become one and joyously bind Soft pale flesh against smooth taut skin a knowing smile returning a devilish grin The push within, a craving fulfilled pure satis

I Know A Place
I KNOW A PLACE I know a place… Where we can go Where souls can touch And no one need know It’s pleasant and affectionate Yet teasingly cool An anonymous delight For love’s favorite fool A haven of the promiscuous Where there is no need to be shy And clothing is optional And lust will never die Where Handcuffs, silk sheets and satin lips reside And people know what they are used for A place for naughty whispers Where your conscience is checked at the door This place where sex is casual And kisses mean more A place of a heart’s devious design Where lovers are kings and queens Where you’ll willingly give into desire Because it’s just as easy as it seems You’ll become a romance junkie Intoxicated by love’s alcohol Taking shots of cupid’s tonic And that’s not nearly all Even angels are voyeurs here When hands discover themselves between thighs And demons reflect upon true love As they hear our pleasure filled sighs So ke

In One Moment
IN ONE MOMENT In One moment Everything can change In one moment Nothing will be the same In One moment Your heart could break And in one moment What a difference it’ll make You can feel one way And go on with it for a while But the next thing you know something new will make you smile I tricked myself into forgetting about you And after some time, it left me blue But now the skies have cleared and the sun is shining bright And the rays it casts can stop their fight In One moment Everything can change In one moment Nothing will be the same In One moment Your heart could break And in one moment What a difference it’ll make So now here we are And everything’s good Our sorrows are long lost And things will finally be as they should I never thought we’d make it here All hope was gone But something inside me was still alive something inside me kept holding on In One moment Everything can change In one moment No

A Grandfather And His Whore
A grandfather went to visit his college-age grandson at the dorm. Grandpa was astonished to find that his son was living a life of sin and corruption, as shown by the very high-heeled shoe nailed over the doorway. "In my day," grumbled Gramps, "we would hang a horse shoe over the door for luck and then study late into the night hoping to pass our classes." "But grandpa," replied the grandson, "that IS a whore's shoe."

Sorry Everyone.
Hey everyone sorry I haven't been around lately been busy spending my last few days with all my friends around me. Getting drunk and what not. Anyway sorry I haven't been around to chat lately. If you wanna talk just shout box me or message me and what have you. Anyway sorry everyone for not being around.

Vacation Is Over
Well til sunday then it's back to work...I had a great time hanging with my good friend..posted some pics not all of em bc there are too many stalkers out there...I guess thats what ya get when your a rockstar lol. It was annoying going out to places with people hounding him but all in all it was a great time! We had a delay for 3 hours but thank god it ended up being only a 1 1/2 delay bc of the fog in Phila..it was sad to see all the flights cancelled and the people sleeping on the floors. We felt bad bc we were pissed that ours was delayed but after seeing all the people who's were cancelled that sucked. I wish it could have lasted but all good things wait GREAT things have to come to an end...so sad. Hahahaha

Christmas Picture Contest Update
Updated list: Looks like people are unable to vote unless on my friends list, so in order to vote I guess you need to be on my friends list. Tell EVERYONE to add me... I will try to keep up and accept asap. I want all of you to get as many votes as possible. Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, Decembe

Breast Cancer Drop Tied To Hormones
SAN ANTONIO, TX - The millions of women who quit taking menopause hormones after a big federal study found that the pills raised the risk of breast cancer now have more reason to be glad they stopped. A new analysis reveals that U.S. breast cancer rates plunged more than 7 percent in 2003 and strongly suggests that the reason is less hormone use. "It's a big deal ... amazing, really," said one of the researchers, Dr. Rowan Chlebowski of Harbor-UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. "It's better than a cure" because these are cases that never occurred, he said. About 14,000 fewer women were diagnosed with the disease than had been expected, researchers reported Thursday at the San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium. Cancers take years to form, so going off hormones would not instantly prevent new tumors. But tumors that had been developing might stop growing, shrink or disappear, so they were no longer detected by mammograms, doctors theorized. Cases dropped most among women 50

Vote For Me Please
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

The Vibrator! :-)
THE VIBRATOR AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE LI

Hello Everyone!!
I was asked to post this so here goes, all is fair! If you answer, post on my , I will answer yours, its only fair! BE HONEST!!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] Beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] nice looking [] cute [] Stunning [] ugly! Do you think i'm still a virgin [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] Whore [] freind type [] one time thing [] next gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] Girl friend [] Wife [] fri

Welcome To Writing On The Wall
This is a good place to write the kind of things you sometimes see writen on bathroom walls. For example, if you want to recommend a hot cherry who has naughty pics that aren't private, this is a good place to post that. As well as the kind of jokes you wouldnt tell your momma. Enjoy the blog!

Just Woke Up In The Worst Way
I been feeling very very bad today, cant move, my colds coming back..never really got rid of it. anyways i suddenly woke up a few mins ago like someone had punched me in the face...dunno why, there was no large sound or anything and found mom on the floor in the living room. She tries to walk around when she shouldnt and wont let us know. She fell on her chest and face inches from the fireplace. Luckily it didnt rip her feeding tube out her stomach or jam the trakia in her throat farther back or anything. Since she cant talk anymore this weekend or later today im gonna buy a whisle and put it on a necklace so any time she gets up, she'll have to wear that, so at least we'll know when she falls.

O.k......
WHY IN THE HELL ARE THE PEOPLE IN MY OFFICE STUCK ON MICKY-FUCKIN-DEEZ????? I HATE THAT DUMBASS, FAKE BURGER SHIT!!! YUCK! WELL, EVERYONE FROM MY OFFICE IS GOING THERE, NOT ME! I'M GONNA HAVE THE LUNCHROOM LADY! (she's yummy)hahahaha! THAT'S ALL.

Desire
hunger is the greatest feeling. it makes you want something so bad it reaches down into your soul. it sets passion a blaze within you and you know nothing will stop you from having what you desire. hunger fills my life with passion and that is something i never want to live without. what are you hungry for?

Dear Nikki
fill in the blanks bout me. Dear __nikki__, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? please e-mail responses to jaxxx469@yahoo.com, as i am having trouble with the e-mail on fubar.or,leave me a comment ,or both.

Guess I Should Have Known
I GUESS YOU JUST DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS I CANNOT THINK YOU KNOW AND JUST DON’T CARE DESTINY PROVIDES ONE’S JUST DESERTS BY TURNING OUT ONE JUST AS WOULD BE FAIR JUST AS A CHILD LEARNS TO IT DELIGHT THAT LYING SETS ONE FABULOUSLY FREE SO YOU SAY, “LOVE” TO GET THE RAPTURE RIGHT GETTING SO THE MOST YOU CAN FROM ME AND THEN, OF COURSE, YOU TIRE OF YOUR PLEASURE AS THOSE WHO SEEK PLEASURE OFTEN DO AND SACRIFICE BY FAR THE GREATER TREASURE UPON THE ALTAR WHERE YOU WORSHIP YOU JUSTICE WOULD DEMAND YOU BE THE FOOL BUT YOU ARE FAR MORE IGORANT THAN CRUEL

Just Another Day
Storm Storm from the X-Men on a bad day.Tags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:23pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments breathalize blond breathalizer testTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:20pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just nice quote just nice quoteTags: | Edit Tags Friday December 15, 2006 - 03:18pm (EST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments just another day. another week i am sent home early for lack of work to do. Another week with less then 40 hrs. Another week that I am single. it seems to all suck. I really do think the world and universe hate me. Can i take a sit down?? I am not asking much just a job in my carreer field, 40 hrs a week, and someone to love and cuddle with on weekens & at nite. I not even that picky on the one to love. Just seems that life and the universe have it out for me and dont ever want me to get ahead or just even. Well i am almost

Home Dpot Scam Beware
A "heads up" for you and any of your guy friends who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you. Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 18 or 19-year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot. You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen November 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th,

First Chapter Almost Done.
My first chapter has nearly come to an end. I shall put up my sneak preview for you all very very very soon. I have decided I'd name the first chapter in the honor of the person who helped me out. So it's called Beautiful Nightmare lol. I promise you all very soon it'll be up.

Ammunition For The Babe In Texas
"IT'S A GUY THING" "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" "I have no idea how it works." "TAKE A BREAK, HONEY. YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned.. but I forgot your birthday." "OH, DON'T FUSS, I JUST CUT MYSELF. IT'S NO BIG DEAL." "I have actually severed a limb but will bleed to death before I admit that I'm hurt." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." "And I sure hope I think of some pretty soon." "I CAN'T FIN

I Dont Think Ive Done This One....
1. What is your best friend's grandma's name? beats the piss outta me....phyllis? 2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? *scratches head* i dont think i have mole...i have freckles...but i dont think i have a mole 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? Ms. Thannysaurus...yes, that was her name...5th grade...she totally had my back when everyone picked on me and even toldthe girls, "you jsut wait and see" thats right you stupid hookers...she was HOT too. 5. What body part do you wash first? left armpit 6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms? i hover period (rocketpack) 7. What's the strangest talent you have? i can talk and talk and talk...and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and somehow all these meaningless, deadend little stories all link up togther somehow....poeple get irritated with me 8. Do you have an innie or an outtie? innie 9. What's your favorite flavored pringle? no pringles 10. Have you ever been tied up?

Myself
Sitting in the room with my fingers freezing I shove them under my knees to keep them warm I grin from ear to ear on my face sing to ol’ country songs and dance along to the melody People think that I am the kid who is happy all the time But really I am the kid who pretends to be happy all the time My brown hair tipped into a magnificent style My face gleaming in joy Shaking my hands waving at your face My tall leaning body elegant What you see is not me It is only what looks like me Really the drama plays over and over again in my mind screaming at me to bring my fingers to this keyboard and type Maybe you think that us children are selfish thought That is just the few on this planet Don’t I see the poor world for it’s truth? Don’t I see the mother for her efforts or do you just look at me and think every other kid Look into my hazel eyes And try to tell me I do not see the world as it’s unique You Will Fail

It Just Had To Happen
My life is shattered... Well! My life is shattered. I was officially turned down to be the next "yellow" Wiggle today. There is no other person that is more qualified for that job! (OK…I have no theatrical training, but how hard is it to sing goofy songs, dance, and smile like an idiot.) The certified letter arrived this morning. I was so excited! I thought I was a shoe in. I opened the letter and this is what it said: Dear Mr. "X", After reviewing your application and viewing your audition video to replace the "yellow" Wiggle, we have determined that you suck. Actually, you suck really badly. Not only do you suck beyond all suckiness, you're funny looking too. We have never viewed an audition video as bad as yours. What the hell is wrong with you? The dance moves you performed with a cat were most disturbing. Salsa dancing with a cat is wrong and you should be imprisoned for it. Not only are we turning you down for the position on The Wiggles, we have ta

My Reality.. (it's A Few Months Old But It's Still True For The Most Part)
My Eyes only (that was my original title for this document.. I think it still fits.) Life is painful and humanity is a joke. I want to die more than anything. Everything I was ever taught is a lie and I can't fucking deal with it. I don't believe in christianity, I swear, I curse gods name for fuck sake... I am nothing that my family wants me to be but I used to pretend so as not to hurt them. Now I won't hide it if they ask me.. but I'm not running out to tell them.. If one of you finds this I'm sorry... The point is everybody creates an image of me that isn't even close to reality. They all think "he's a good kid and he'd never do anything wrong." But I think about doing terrible things all the time. I have considered murdering many people and made plans to do so in my head. Every time I went to do it I stopped myself because I didn't want to hurt my family. Sometimes I feel like I'm just gonna snap on a person.. so I'll hit inanimate objects so that I don't.. I thi

Why Santa Is A Man
Why Santa is a Man! 1. Santa lives at the North Pole. Anyone who has ever dated/married/ been in the same room with a woman knows that unless the air temperature is high enough to cook a small turkey, she will complain about it being too cold. So, there is NO way she would choose the North Pole as her base of operations. The Bahamas would be more to her taste. 2. Santa is fat and jolly. I dare ANYONE to describe ANY woman as "fat and jolly" to her face and expect to survive! If Santa were a woman, and you referred to her as this, you wouldn't find coal in your stocking, you'd find a pipe-bomb ! 3. Santa at the mall. Now, I know that others have used the "Mall" example as proof that Santa is a woman. However, you see both men and women at the mall. And let me ask you this...What does Santa DO at the mall??? HE SITS DOWN!!! Do you ever see women sitting down at the mall??? Noooo! Women are running around trying to find a dust ruffle that matches the

My First Contest
Okay, I am going to be having my first contest. **WOOT** I am thinking both men and woman. 5 men and 5 women. Sexiest Nerd and Geek Goddess!! If I have more contestents than I will surely allow more!! Please feel free to nominate. Send the picture you would like for submission. You are allowed to comment bomb. If I do not get any submissions I might go out and find some people that I would like for this. :) Sooooooooo... Send me your favorite "nerd" and "geek"... Hugz.. You KNOW there is a loveable nerd in all of us!!!!

Fear Of Love
Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions Fear of loving Fear of losing that feeling of floating on air Fear of one day hearing the words goodbye How can love and fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart Maybe loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life I feel that with you fear Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again Fear of giving myself to be hurt again Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again Where do I go from here? Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away? Do I let go now and let fear win? Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away? Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win? Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen Love knows no time no plac

Job Part 2
Well I have seen my schedule for next week. And guess what they did to me? If you guessed that they put me down as that i am suppose to work next saturday you are right. They are fucking me over on my schedule. I told them when i got hired in I don't work on sundays. Well guess what they had me on the schedule to work this sunday from 2 pm to 11 pm. I'm not working it, they can kiss my ass. Bad enough I have to work tomorrow from 8 to 5 and they are in for a surprise tomorrow when i leave at 4:30. I am not taking an hour for lunch. I can't stand taking an hour for lunch. It drives me up the wall. Bad enough I am going to be standing around tomorrow with my thumb up my ass for 8 hours. Well Monday hours isn't bad i work 7 to 3. Wednesday i work 9 to 5 and friday 9 to 5. I am hoping they change those 2 days also to 7 to 3. I hate working to 5 feels like my day is shot. Okay well I ranted enough about my job. I will be happy if I can make it through next week without walking out.

Small White Envelope
It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband, Mike, hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he attended. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team sponsored by an inner-city church. These youngsters, dressed in sneakers so

Ruining Our Youth
Just a short rant.. The quality of music being released and MADE POPULAR is destroying the minds of our youth... The non-musicians who can get away with looping a beat and setting their casio keyboard on "House".. I mean Jesus... I've been playing guitar for years, and I guess it's my fault that I'm not recording and on the road. but still.. The people running this rediculous show should at least have the mental abilities of a 10 year old.. What are these morons thinking, recording super modles and whores who get caught on video tape sucking their mans balls. How does that equate to "they must be able to create music"? I can only hope that the internet music releases that are so popular will do something to save our children. If you know anyone that makes creative, real music.. Please encourage them to record it and get it out there. even if it's a shitty recording, get it out there.. Save us all from the morons they keep shoving down our throat.

Silver Star Approved Posthumously
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Dec 15 2006 5:20 AM Silver Star Approved Posthumously Army News Service | Staff Sgt. W. Wayne Marlow | December 14, 2006 FORWARD OPERATING BASE LOYALTY, Iraq (Army News Service, Dec. 13, 2006) - Pfc. Ross A. McGinnis packed only 136 pounds into his 6-foot frame, but few have matched his inner strength. McGinnis sacrificed himself in an act of supreme bravery Dec. 4, belying his status as the youngest Soldier in Company C, 1st Battalion, 26th Infantry Regiment. The 19-year-old mechanic from Knox, Pa., likely saved the lives of four Soldiers riding with him on a mission in the Adhamiyah section of Baghdad. McGinnis was manning the gunner's hatch when an insurgent tossed a grenade from above. It flew past McGinnis and down the hatch before lodging near the radio. His platoon sergeant, Sgt. 1st Class Cedric Thomas, recalled what happened next: "Pfc. McGinnis yell

Wtf!!! Steve Groves U Need To Read
ok everyone knos that me and my fiancee broke up and if u dont now u do. yea i am tryin to move on w/my life but it isnt helpin that my kids r askin about him nor is it helpin that i keep catchin him viewin my pics and stuff. to all those who r readin this wtf is up w/that? if u dont wanna have nething to do w/my ct page nor my myspace profiles why r u still lookin on them? why r u still even torturing me like this? u were the one whom broke up w/me then turn around and call me and my sis stalkers. r u not stalkin my pics and page? my sis was only takinup for me since right now im in no condition to do so. this is what pisses me off the most, u talk to my kids, they get close to u and shyt then guess whose left w/ all the mommy why isnt he callin, what happened to steve, why hasnt he come to visit? what am i supposed to tell my babies? what? tell me so i can. its bad enuf that this is the first christmas w/o my dad here, then there is other things and just when i needed the love of my

I Need A Life .......
yes i am having a whinge.... i so need a life and to get off the computer...i spend so much time on here and i dont know why...im so bored all the time... im the only person i know that sits on myspace and here..has heaps of ppl on their friends list and still has no one to talk to...hahaha must be my personality that turns ppl off...oh well...

Ahhh !!! Ohhhh !!!
Memo from Santa: I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Alabama, Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, and Missouri on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract, I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead of milk and cookies, Bubba Claus prefers that children leave an RC cola and p ork skins (or a moon pi

For Those Who Care
12-15-06 1:36 am Dear Friends; For me this has to be the worst Christmas ever. Well if you have read any of my blogs you would know that my uncle was hurt at work. Well he did not make it today. He passed away around 700pm. One thing I can say is that he was a great man. He was right with god before he left this world. I might not have been there for my father because he wanted me to stay overseas and serve my country at that time. I will be there for his brothers and sisters in times of need, on his behalf. My uncle Wayne told my sister that families on gather once a year for one big meal for get together and when something bad happens. Well I am hoping that I can spend more time with more of my family here soon, other than the funeral. We never call or stop by for the just cause we wanted to. I have taken from this more than anyone would ever know. So now I might not be on as much as I was before. Please keep sending mail I will still keep in contac

Christmas With Louise
Christmas with Louise As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do?" "You're kidding me!" "Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. "Love Dolls" come in many different models. The top of the line, according to the side of the box, could do things I'd onl

Back To Work I Go
DAMN DAMN DAMN i want to get orders out of here at this point with or without my husband....maybe apply for Korea just get the fuck out of here, but as always the power he holds on me will never let me go He has captured that part of me that no one can see me unwilling for that mind you but indeed he did as the time grows closer for CCL to leave my heart gets harder and harder, my mood gets worse and worse panic wells up in me like I want to do something to stop it but I know i can't ever do that So with everything in my life being as it may I am here no matter what, three kids make it hard to do anything but continue to smile........ I wish for that fairy tale love I suppose but it doesn't exist does it, so I will be content in the love that I am given by a good man and continue to make him as happy as I can I AM DEFEATED the wild mustang has been tamed the impossible made possible, like many the spirit has been dragged out of me, so now I sit and go threw my day wi

Add Yourself To My Map Stat *lol*
So I've had one for a while but I saw Robbie T Had his on his page here and I just had to throw mine up!! Its in my INTEREST section right above the comments so I wanna see where you all are at...you can add a pic and a shout out so I have quite the friends list I'd like to see alot more than a few of you on there *wink* So hop to it!!! Hope you all have a funtastic weekend!! *XOXO*~*B*

Whose Your Vampire Personality?
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula100%Armand100%Blade67%Akasha50%Lestat50%Louis50%Angel50%Spike42%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Poetry
Waiting on you to get home so I can gradually push you up agasint the wall tickling your tounsils with my tongue, making love to your lips while you hands are above your head refrained from touching me, grasping for air, my breath is your inhaler dont worry if your weak at the knees, I got you..My heat begins to rise playing double dutch with your insides. In and out I go as you begin to jump up and down, breaking a mild sweat, goose bumps arise on the back of your neck. MY body releases a lil friction you whisper in my ear " I WANT, I NEED YOU, YOU ARE MY ADDICTION" Vein's begin to pop out of my head feeling your breath in my ear, traveling down my chest, my stomach, putting my clutch in 5th gear. Easy now let off the gas, this is a 12 round rendevous i want too make sure you can last....Tilting your head back gently placing my hands around your throat, slowly biting your neck inducing your heartrate insides getting cold. sliding my hands down your chest cupping your breast, unbuttoni

A Bright Christmas Day, Never Forget We Love You
THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR, BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS, LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE, I COULDN'T HELP WONDER HOW MANY LAY ALONE, ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE IN LANDS FAR FROM HOME, THE VERY THOUGHT BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE, I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO CRY; THE SOLDIER AWAKENED AND I HEARD HIS ROUGH VOICE, "SANTA DON'T CRY, FOR THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE; I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, I DON'T ASK FOR MORE, MY LIFE IS MY GOD, MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS" THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT, I CONTINUED TO WEEP. I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS, SO SILENT AND STILL AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT, THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR SO WILLING TO FIGHT. THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER, WITH A VOICE SO SOFT AND PURE, HE WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA, IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE." ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT, "MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND, AN

My Sis
FOR BRENDA: MARCH 2ND 1963-DECEMBER 31ST 2005 TEARS HAVE COME AND TEARS HAVE GONE STILL YOUR MEMORY LINGERS ON I MISS YOU NOW AS I MISSED YOU THEN BUT I KNOW SOMEDAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU SIS AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH

Doctor And Patient
Don't laugh!" said the patient, Ed. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Ed said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whooha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentlemen, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Ed replied... The Doctor! ! ! You guessed it. Hasn't stopped laughing for days.

Hail To Freya
Hail Freya Goddess of love Goddess of magic Goddess of war For you are my Lady my Patron She who has shown me who I am She who calls me across the veil She of the Falcon Cape She with her cats Amber and Gold She who dwells in Sessrumnir That happiest of halls in all of Asgard! Hail Freya Hail to you my Goddess! Caty

Have You Ever?
Have you ever listened To a beating heart Wondered what it's beating for Or what made it start? Have you ever heard the sounds the someone makes when their heart has just been broken because of your mistakes Have you ever seen what happens to a tear as it rolls down someones face because they've lost someone dear Have you ever known the heart of a man not looking at the outside but looking deep within Does it really matter the appearance that we see isn't it the heart that counts it's what matters most to me For beauty comes only in it's truest form within it doesn't matter what we see what we see is only skin. © Tammy Reed December 2006

Friday Night...just Got Paid...
I went on a shopping spree. Books are my crack. What I bought myself: [clickable links] Camille Claudel & Rodin: Fateful Encounter Bettie Page by Olivia [I can't make this link work but if you go to the eolivia.com site then you can find it there under books.] Linger by Viggo Mortensen I Forget You For Ever by Viggo Mortensen Solipsist by Henry Rollins Smile, You're Traveling by Henry Rollins Roomanitarian by Henry Rollins Suicide Girls by Missy Suicide How I Make It and Fake It as a Girl For Hire by Sarah Katherine Lewis Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love by Courtney Love Llamas and Alpacas as a Metaphor for Life by Marty McGee Bennett

From Now On
SINCE I HAVE LOST ALOT OF FRIENDS I AM STATING IF U DO NOT LIKE A CARING NICE GUY U CAN TAKE ME OFF UR LIST CAUSE I AM TIRED OF WOMAN ON HERE SAYING THEY LIKE ME TALK TO ME THEN DROP ME SO IF U GUYS WANNA STAY ON I AM GLAD U WILL BUT FOR THE REST OF U LET ME KNOW IF U WANT TO BE OFF THAT WAY WE BOTH UNDERSTAND

Her Name Was Undisclosed,.but I Loved Her So
Her name? Undisclosed, but she had this tale of woe... Trust, was for her, was oh heck no.. This would be her downfall or heel of achilles.. her heart was cold,..her stare? Indeed chilly!.. This would be her portrait, but then I'd discover.. I was only one,..and there was another.. I could question why but I'd get no answer.. Should I love or leave,...I'd get no answer,, Some say love is a seed and from it a rose.. Have I love's seeds? The world may never know.. Of my pain,..of my plight.... my risings late at night..... Far be it,....i must complain,... of the host with the undisclosed name... I suppose her''s was an episode of unbridled lusts.. He was jovial and carefree,..musts was enough.. Listen,..I'd suppose you'd listen, but to whom do I speak? Love was given away to him last week.. Ah,. to dispair,. allude to I don't care.. Only to be caught unawares,...somewhere out there.. Leave or stay? Love is still gone away... Its meticulous to

I'm Back
Just got back a couple days ago from my trip to Dallas Tx. It was one of the best trips I took in my life. I went to see my "favorite" football team the great DALLAS COWBOYS!!! in Texas Stadium. It was unbelievable. The game didn't go the way I wanted it to go but I still had a great time. I met some nice people and made some new friends. If I had to do it all again I would no hesitation about it. I felt at home. No pressure, no rushing. The women looked great. The food out of this world. The whole experience I give a total double thumbs up with a back flip and half twist! If I was flexible enough to do it. Now I am back to reality and boy oh boy do I wish I was back down in Dallas. Don't mind me just getting the joy out of my system. I am definitely going back next year. For several games if I can work that out with my job. "GO COWBOYS THRU THE PLAYOFFS STRAIGHT TO THE SUPERBOWL"

Women And Men In Case U Dont Read Bulletins
ON NICKNAMES If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose. If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out for lunch, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Useless. ON EATING OUT Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though the bill's only $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. ON MONEY A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. ON BATHROOMS The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, tooth paste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. ON ARGUMENTS A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says a

My Friend
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS AND FANS. I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND ON THIS SITE. I'VE KNOWEN HIM FOR 13 YEARS HE IS A REALLY NICE GUY. SO IF YA GET A CHANCE CHECK HIM OUT. RATE HIM BECOME HIS FAN OR FRIEND.LEAVE A COMMENT OR A SHOUT. HERE IS HIS SITE. http://cherrytap.com/user/358569 LOVE JAMIE GIVE HIM SOME LOVE FOR ME THANK YA!

A Letter Of Love
Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Armor, the Love of My Life! You walked into my life when I thought I did not need anyone, now I realize I need you in my life more then anything. You are the world to me, and baby I mean that. How can a love grow so fond on the internet? I will always ask myself that question, yet when I am in your arms looking into your eyes and seeing the love in real life everything will be a dream come true. You are what makes my heartbeat and also you are the one that is making these hard times easier on me. I love you more then words can say, more then feelings can express! Love Always, Tawnya --------------------------------------

Belive In Sants Claus
BELIEVE IN SANTA CLAUS > > I remember my first Christmas adventure with > Grandma. I was just a kid. > > I remember tearing across town on my > bike to visit her on the day my big > sister dropped the bomb: "There is no > Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even > dummies know that!" > > My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never > had been. I fled to her that > day because I knew she would be straight > with me. I knew Grandma > always told the truth, and I knew that > the truth always went down a > whole lot easier when swallowed with one > of her "world-famous" > cinnamon buns. I knew they were > world-famous, because Grandma said > so. It had to be true. > > Grandma was home, and the buns were > still warm. Between bites, I told > her everything. She was ready for me. > "No Santa Claus?" she snorted.... > "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That > rumor has been going around for > years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! > Now, put on your coat, and > let's go." > >

You
I'd give up everything just to have him near just to have him brush away my tears To hold his hand and have him smile will make me float in this dreamy cloud for miles You are everything I need to make my life complete the day you walked into my life you made everything so bright You brought the sun out and brushed away my pout You made me smile again and made everything alright you became my guiding light You became the man who gave me my wings and tought me how to live how to be happy how to sing You made me be someone else that loved the sun and someone that always wanted fun I don't know what I'd become without you I really don't know what I'd do

I Agree . . .
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” - Anais Nin

Help This Gal Out
Hey all , First, id like to thank everyone who has voted so far in the sexiest man over 30 contest. Thank you all very much. I have met some really great people. now one of thes really great people needs some points to level up so lets show our support http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=388475#. And thank you all once again

Swans Song.........
Like the last leaf on a windy Autumn day I hang on, fragile but courageously Waiting for the day to come When the wind will stop blowing So that I can be at peace At peace with myself and everything around me At peace with the world and all that it bears Hanging onto a hope that is based on dreams Hoping that my dream of surviving all adversity Will finally be realized But alas the wind is too strong And like all other leaves before me I begin to sing , so long Sad and lost filled with despair No one to comfort me No one to care No one to say, hang in there, be strong So I’ll whisper my good-byes, and sing My swan's song

The Great Debate
Can someone explain to me; do we eat hot food in order to drink more beer, or drink more beer in order to endure the agony of hot food? (I just made and ate some wings that Satan himself would turn down for being "a bit spicy". Now proceeding to drink to numb the sweet, sweet burning agony.)

Tryin' To Break These Chains From My Life
My life seems to be going downhill more and more... I dunno why..I try to stay as postive as i can with my attitude....But now I have diabetes and high blood pressure and I am at my highest weight ever! It makes me feel so down esp. since for the past month i have seriously been watching what i eat! So now, I go for an evaluation to see if I can get a Gastric Bypass..THis is my last option..If I can't get this done i might as well put a bullet in my head and call it a day. I have been so very lonely lately. THe only people around me treats me so negativly....I can't wait to move with my parents when they find a place that I can pay half the bills with (it takes more than 1 or 2 incomes for a decent place nowadays) I need to spend more time with the people who truly care about me but i feel so chained down....its not a good feeling at all.

Down Day.
well today seemed like it was going good. I went to chili's and had dinner by myself. yes by myself. nobody wanted to go. so i went. i had a long island and had the birthday song sang to me. it was cool and embarrassing too. then i drove around looking for spin city on dvd. couldnt find it. when i was driving around i started to feel down for some reasone. maybe cause it happens around my birthday,im stressing about my job search and some other stuff. so i then went to borders and bought superman 2. so now im sitting here writing this and watching my movie. well if you want to talk to me im me or email me please. i need some friends to cheer me up.

Seeds Of Despair......
At one point, I loved you more than anything You were my sunshine after the rain; But with you went my only light, And I felt nothing but pain. It's been quite a few years since then, I've rebuilt my heart and put your memory to rest. But even after moving on in life, I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest. A part of my past is an open book, Whose pages have gone unread. That part is you, not a big surprise, And I can't let go of the last thread. You haunt me in my dreams at night, And you plague my every thought. How do you expect me to let go, When I don't even know if you're alive or not? If only I could see you one more time, Just to know you're ok and doing fine. That would help me so very much, And bring some peace to this heart of mine

Spliting Christmas
Ok I need some Advise. Me and My boyfriend usually split Christmas between his parents and mine. We go to his Parents at nite. Anyway For the last 3 years We(his Parents and I haven't been seeing eye to eye) And I don't want to go to his parents at all this year. But, I have 2 of their Grandchildren. Show I buck upo and go or come up with an excuse not to go?

There Are Angels Among Us!!
Tis The Season!! People can be amazing when you least expect. I know I work with an awesome group of people! Tonight they surprised me for Christmas and handed me an envelope full of money! My boss started crying because she lost her only nephew, and said we don't have any one so we want yours (kids). She gave me a huge hug. I didn't want to break down and sob like a baby. So we are both crying. They told me, you made our christmas! I made their christmas? I'm thinking you have no idea! They made my christmas with out them. My kids would not have much under the christmas tree. I just needed to give a Shout Out and Thank all the people I work with!! They are AWESOME and I am so very Blessed to work with these people!! I did write a blog about this earlier 11/28 called "happy happy joy joy oh the holidays"

The Law Of Power
1.The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. But if the need rises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. 2.The Power is used only as need dictates. 3.The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. 4.It is unwise to accept money for use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. 5.Use not the Power for pride full gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. 6.Ever remember that the Power is the sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. 7.And this is the Law of Power.

Counting The Moments Until You Return
Counting the Moments Until You Return Like a ghost, you float across my reality, so close, yet I cannot touch you. In and out of my conscious realm you dance, as if you wanted to torture me, being so near I can feel your warm smoky breath on the back of my neck, but when I turn to place my hand upon your cheek, you’ve disappeared, gone into the darkness, the night – I’m so afraid you’ll never be back. You leave me to count the moments until you return and just when I’ve decided that I’ve lost, you were a dream and only now I’m awake you grace me with your presence, your small frame filling up my heart, making me fantasize that the next time I see you you’ll decide it is better to be alive than live as you do – running and hiding, hating and hurting, acting as only a blur in the lives of those who love you, ceasing to resist. Each time you come to me, it’s like the first time all over again and I dream you’ll be mine. copyright 2006 Kat

Guitar Players
this a list my top guitar players. this list is subjective and are in no particular order...this just MY opininions and who i like...there are many great guitar players these are my favs. and have other i will not or can not argue with any you make a case for.... Rock Angus Young Eric Clapton Stevie Ray Vaughan Billy Gibbons Jimi Hendrix Eddie Van Halen Keith Nelson Joe Walsh Jimmy Page Tom Petty Sammy Hagar Bo Diddley Carlos Santana Blues BB King John Lee Hooker Stevie Ray Vaughan Billy Gibbons Muddy Waters George Thorogood Jimmy Ray Vaughan Eric Clapton Albert King Freddie King Johnny Winters Edgar Winters Hound Dog Taylor Buddy Guy Robert Cray others Hank Willams Jr Hank Williams III Brian Setzer

Wonderland
Wonderland Eyes dancing, prancing, catching sunlight like jewels – so very alive. Life is his candy store, tasting and touching everything, like Alice, when she went to Wonderland, meeting the freaks and the pixies, being everything, everywhere, until Wonderland is no longer the perpetual Christmas, and, like Alice, he’s falling through a seemingly endless black hole somewhere between heaven and hell, life and death, where darkness is the only thing known. Will he hit the bottom, touch the ground, go through the looking glass, or fall forever ‘till he’s so lost he cannot remember his world, his life. Sometimes the dancing eyes, like crystal balls, seem to say everything and mean nothing, seem to reveal the pain, while chronicling the apathy. His laugh floats across the air, soaring above my heart, sometimes deep and hearty, sometimes manic and cackling. And I watch him, his grubby nicotine-stained fingers clutching my heart, his sad twisted mind unreachable, u

Short Story I Wrote
There once lived a princess that never knew who or what she was. Every night when the lady laid down to sleep in this world, the princess inside her awoke to a wonderful kingdom. She always woke up in a large fluffy bed full of pillows and comfort. The street of this kingdom were always clean. Cobble stone paths that never seemed to have any dirt on them. Shops lined the roadway inside the gates of her castle. The sun always shinned, birds always chirped and the sky was always blue. The Bakery seemed to always have fresh bread baking and the scent would carry for miles. The black smith was oddly never dirty or noisy. In the middle of the court yard was a fountain. A large wonderful fountain. All the towns people marveled at it. They never could understand how water would shoot up into the air out of solid stone. So it came to be that it was considered a special magical object. People would come by all times of the day to make a wish. Toss a coin and hope for the best. At the end of the

Free Writting Before Bed. Its A Little Bd/sm
If I knew in the begining that there would be an end, would I still be led down the path I followed? Yes. If there was a story to tell, what chapter of my life would want to be read aloud? As with every one in life, mine is as interesting as the next. If a movie would be made of my life, who plays the part? When do I have a retake? When do I yell Cut? Action? where are my extras and happy ending? Am I a drama? Tragic romantic comedy? Has there ever been a woman of your dreams in your dreams? Who is she? Where does she come from, what do you know about her? What do you do to her. Do you hurt her. Do you hurt her the way she likes it. Is her tears her joy? are her paniced tourtured screams of no really her begging for more? When do you stop? How do you stop? She is yours of course. You may punish her for all of her filthy sins of pleasure. She wants it. SHe likes it, she wants more. Look at her on the floor. Ankles bound together with stained rope, yet she does not try to break free.

I'm Back!!!
Kick Ass Show Tonight!!! Ten Year Scar got our Blood Boilin'!!! By Demon Be Driven fucked shit up, Yeah!!! Blood Masque enialated the Place!!!!!!~;)>!!!!! Tragedy Unfolds tore the place Down!!!!!!~;P>!!!!! can't wait till the next Cookies show~;I> till then this was HEM... Have an AWESOME weekend everyone... and be safe~;)>

30
Well folks I'm turning 30. I a fucking old man here!!! Naw, I love it. I'm still young enough to listen to popular music, but old enough to think," kids today just don't know anything". The thing I'm most proud of is "The 9:55 Club". I'm wish I had the words to tell everyone who is or has been apart of 9:55 how much they and it means to me. It means so much that thanks to the people at Red Dragon it will always be a part of me. Over the years there have been so many jokes, so many laughs and so many girls wanting t-shirts(ummm boobies). From Chetti's to Easy St. to our own club (whenever that might be) all the times have been good. Where eles could you see Charlie Severin and a Fat naked raciest asian? I'll tell ya The 9:55 thats where I would also like to tell you a few things I've learned over the years. 1.Sleep is a friend. Get with it as much as you can. 2. Alcohol is a whore!A dirty whore is what she is! Always with the have one more shot of Jose. It won't hurt ya. You

I'll Only See U In My Dreams
i'll see u under the stars i'll see u whereever u are i'll see u whenever the moon light beems i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u when i close my eyes i'll see u under in the darkest of skies i'll see u whereever the night time schemes i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u when i lay down i'll see u when my tear drops drown i'll see u when i cry myself to sleep i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u while lightening bugs dance i'll see u and u'll catch my glance i'll see u and hope that u will see me i'll only see u in my dreams

Blonde Taking A Test
Blonde taking her test A blonde reports for her university final exam which consists of mainly true and false questions. She takes her seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes her purse out, removes a coin and starts tossing the coin and marking the answer sheet: true for heads and false for tails. Within thirty minutes she is all done, whereas the rest of the class is still working furiously. During the last few minutes, she is seen desperately throwing the coin, swearing and sweating. The moderator, alarmed, approaches her and asks what is happening. "I finished the exam in a half hour," she replies. "Now I'm rechecking my answers."

Bridge Falls Down
Bridge has fallen down A blond and her blond boyfriend went for a walk along the river. The blond walked across alone on a wooden bridge. After crossing the river, the bridge fell down. She called across to her blond boyfriend telling him that she couldn't get back. He yelled in response, "Wait until dark, and I will shine my flash light across the river. Get on the light beam and walk back." She replied, "No, I'll get half way across the river, and you will turn the light off on me!"

One Wish
I'll grant you one wish Three blondes were walking through the desert when they found a magic genie's lamp. After rubbing the lamp to make the genie appear, he said, "I will grant three wishes, one for each of you." The first said, "I wish I were smarter." So, she became a redhead. The second blonde said, "I wish I were smarter than she is." She became a brunette. The third blond ordered, "I wish I were smarter than both of them!" So, she became a man.

Did You Know...
Did you know about the blonde? Did you hear about the blonde who took an hour to cook Minute Rice? Did you hear about the blonde who got into the taxi, and the driver kept the "Vacant" sign up? Did you hear about the blonde who was an M.D.--Mentally Deficient? Did you hear about the blonde who thought nitrates was cheaper than day rates? Did you hear about the blonde who after watching the ballerinas, wondered why they didn't get taller girls? Did you hear about the blonde who went to a nudist camp for a game of strip poker? Did you hear about the blonde who brought her cosmetics with her for a make-up exam?

Using An Atm
How to use and ATM machine MALE PROCEDURE 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Wind down your car window 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt 6. Wind up window 7. Drive off. FEMALE PROCEDURE 1. Drive up to cash machine 2. Reverse back the required amount to align car window to machine 3. Re-start stalled engine 4. Wind down the window 5. Find handbag, remove all contents onto passenger seat to locate card 6. Locate make-up bag and check make-up in rear view mirror 7. Attempt to insert card into machine 8. Open car door to allow easier access to machine due to its excessive distance from car 9. Insert card 10. Re-insert card the right way up 11. Re-enter handbag to find diary with your PIN written on the inside back page 12. Enter PIN 13. Press cancel and re-enter correct PIN 14. Enter amount of cash required 15. Re-check make-up in rear view mirror 16. Retrieve cas

Men And Thier Humor
It seems everywhere I go someone has some dumbass comment or I have to recieve messages from dudes online asking me why I look like a chick when I'm a male and that faggots like me make gurlz go gay. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? Lol. Some people see and hear me in public. I'm OBVIOUSLY a male. I am tall, have broad shoulders, a VERY deep voice. Okay, so SOMETIMES I might wear a miniskirt and TONS of makeup and I MIGHT pass for a chick, lol, but some guys approach me THINKING I'm a female and I tell them "No, I'm not. Sorry sweety..." And some ACTUALLY get mad at me! What the fuck? Aaaand some just say 'So?', lol. I HAVE mistaken some men for women, and when that happens, I compliment them. They're doing what they love to do and OBVIOUSLY doing it right. Not that I'm asking for a complimtent, but seriously... It's the year 2006. Grow up. I can't go places dressed the way I do without hearing "You fucking homo" or "Go suck a dick faggot". It's hard. And even HARDER in NYC. And even HARDER in the

Almost Got My Wish!
Well I almost got my wish. The pain went away and I thought things were all better! Sitting tonite watching a movie the pain came back. The only thing I did was go x-mas shopping for my sweetheart. Shh she doesnt know! She thinks I already got her stuff hehe :) Guess I should not have done that. I cant lay in bed all the time. I have bills to pay. I was going monday to see the doc and get cleared to return to work. Guess thats not going to happen. Well with all that said I think I will go kill myself now cause I really cant take this fucking pain anymore!!! OK not really. Nite all! Jim

I Fall Into Myself
I Fall Into Myself Sometimes, I fall into myself, get lost, surface twenty minutes later, gasping for air. Sometimes, I am wholly here, focused on the matter at hand, aware of all that surrounds me. Sometimes, I give myself away. This, too, is a way of losing myself: glassy-eyed and only half-aware at best, too drunk to remember but not drunk enough to forget, I throw peanuts and start fights, wreck cars and moments, always hating the fool inside me who surfaces with a vengeance when I look to lose control. Sometimes, I am clear-headed and almost even smart. I think before I act, weigh risks versus rewards, consider the consequences of my actions. This is when I seem to act intelligently. This is when I’ve almost got my shit together. Sometimes, I forget all this – the real world and its responsibilities, this construct we call society and the world at large. This is when I dive

Sexy Test
SEXY TEST This is the "Sexy" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no I am.. [] hott [] decent [] sexy [] ugly [] cute [] beautiful I look like.. [] a player [] man whore/whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up [] cuddle [] have sex [] date Want my Number.. [] yes [] no On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 when r u gonna go out with me? [] today [] next week [] never [] when u ask me [] dream on [] when i ask u (as in the person taking the survey

Update
OK so I went to my doctor and my therapist yesterday and now Im on meds. The docotr told me that the meds he prescribed would also help give me energy since here lately I have none. I also seen Shawns car there. The people who know me over there were starting to panic. lol. They seen his car and was like omg, this is not good. lol. No I wasnt going to do anything stupid bc I dont feel like being locked up right now. I wanna make sure I have legal documentation stating that if anything happens to me either my Sissi Liz or Cassie would get my kids. Probably Cassie bc me and her have already been talking and I dont think it woiuld be fair to my Sissi to have 2 extra kids on her and Cassie was planning on being their second mommy neway. Long story. Well I am currently dating a semi-sweet guy. He is 20, I need an older guy. These young ones are getting on my nerves. lol. Neways I am currently running around like a chicken with my head cut off trying to hurry up and get a job so I can go ahe

You've Been Elfed
Life is all about BUTTS you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one ...... That's right, you've been " elfed " . Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

Time Flys
Well I turned twenty eight on thursday and man where did the time go? I am close to the dreaded thirty mark.I never thought I would still be single at this point in my life,but then again most people find themselfs in this situation i guess nowadays.I most find that right lady for me before I turn thirty its just a dreadful thought to be alone at thirty.

Poem 3
Life Poem The Road I Have Traveled © By Stephen The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day.

Poem 4
Life Poem Closer To My Dream © By Stephen I am closer to my dream Close your eyes Imagine me To just hold out my hand, I can see it My dream is within my reach My dream is real, this I do believe Just a glimpse into the future, peeking through the light of a crystallized moon I am there, I am here I am a dream fulfilled I used to be afraid to dream I never believed that a dream could come true But, now I do It has happened to me I have begun my journey I am poetry and how sweet it is I am closer to my dream Close your eyes Imagine me My dream has become... a reality

You Know My Name...
You know my name... the one that sits both in the back of your mind... and in your heart.. the name you think of when all is quiet or when all is hectic. You know my name... the one that pops up at the wrong time making you wonder "what if" You think of what was... and question what could be if only you weren't afraid but there I am in your thoughts.. You know my name... I make you smile and laugh and even shed a tear now and then You know my name... but do you even know me at all?? thought you know me more than anyone Who am I? What am I thinking now?? I'm the one name that you thought of as you read this. If I'm on your mind already... maybe it's because thats where I'm supposed to be... You know my name...

Ultimate Female Joke
ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are female jokes, and there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along to a woman who will love it. A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an afterwork cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00...... on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words

Poem 6
Daddy © By Stephen My dearest daddy 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Daddy, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day...

Poem 11
Love Poem The Rose © By Stephen Beauty in many ways, Kindly many days. A representation of love, That is sent from above. Shimmering red rays, Sparkling raindrops laze, Showering feelings of love, Broken off with a gentle shove. Alone on the ground, In the dirt and drowned. Will its beauty ever shine? Will there be more smiles of mine? Its return is bound, Again love is found. Ever-growing like a vine Attracting glow in its time.

Who Is To Blame?
People want to blame TV, music and video games for the problems with our youth today. Those things are controllable, and in my opinion, can actually be used as a learning tool. In and of themselves, they are not the problem. People just want to point a finger so they don't have to face the guilt of not being their for their children. Yes, left to themselves with these kinds of media can affect a child, but that does not mean it is the fault of TV, music and video games. It's the parents that are allowing their children to spend countless hours absorbing this material without any guidance. Almost every parent I know who has a child over the age of 7 has allowed their children to have a TV, VCR and video game console in the child's room. When you allow 24/7 access to these things without any guidance or control, of course it's going to have an impact on a child. When you put these things in your child's room, you are affectively encouraging your child to spend even more time away

Poem 14
Family Poem My Grandpa © By Stephen When my sister, Wendy and I were younger, Grandpa was who we fought over. By us, he would get tickled, as we all laughed and giggled. I even tried to scare him by shouting, BOO! I'd ask him, Grandpa, how old are you? 100 years old. he'd smile and say. He would take us out to restaurants and buffets. There was desserts galore and even though we were full, we'd ask for more. He took us to the movies, and let us pick our goodies. After the movies, we would go to the store, having our arms full when we'd walk out the door. Although he's no longer here, in my heart, I love him dear.

Hey Everyone!!!
OK today is the day I am leaving NM to be on my way to TX and I am excited but not looking forward to the drive all the same. I can't wait to get there. I talked to my sis yester day for the first time in a few months. (we have that sister thing going on and we end up not talking for a couple of months and then everything is OK) LOL but any way she is living about a 2 hrs from where I am going to be. so that is cool. But any way I haope that you all have a great weekend and I will talk to you all soon! *MUAHZ*

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Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night.The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits. I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls... Their arms, legs and heads, I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and Robots...they think - I'm IBM! . Flying through the air

High On Hapy Pills
So....The retail busyness is starting and I can only HOPE to kick everyones ass at the sales competition. So far I havent even REALLY tried and I've kicked ass the first 2 weeks. This week Steve and I are head to head and today determines who will win! Wish me luck!! If I do win...I get a 27 inch samsung HDTV lcd tv. Sure, its not huge but its better than what I have. Everone send some luck my way please! I could definately use it! Here are my up and coming plans. Tonight I am going over to the Borat Boyz (Ben & STeve from work)'s place to take their Christmas picture. If they ACTUALLY do it...You are soo going to see it. I can't wait! Sunday Andy is coming home for a bit. I havent seen him since Weds. He is in the city taking his exams and final scenarios for the polic academy. I will see him for a bit at his family xmas party on Sunday, but then he goes back to the city till Thurs. I am going to pick my puppy up at the airport on Monday. I am so excited I could scream. Its

A Tear A Day
The day you said goodbye I could do nothing but agree In my heart it was love For you that has yet to be seen I gave you the world And so much more But it wasnt good enough But i promise it was you i adored If i could go back in time I wouldnt change a thing Because you taught me to Love, Hate, and best of all You taught me how to love me. I learned to love, hate, but Ive yet to forgive. That's one thing ill never do as long as I live. I thought it was special Everything about you at least to me But that proved to be my greatest defeat As I lay alone in the middle of night All I think about is when, where and why? When did you stop loving me? Where did it start happening? And why did you leave? Questions unanswered Are lessons unlearned But a tear a day Took my pain away For you taught me to love, hate, but never to forgive. But ive learned now After all the Pain and Tears That in the end its all ok And that a tear a day took all the

Poetry And Song
Wherein Conspiracy and Impulse Dwell The gardens swim with fervent life tonight Dancing with the statues in the pale moonlight Crowned with leaves, I stand With cold immortal hands Evolution has been recalled Chaos in the thick, clinging dust Temptation with criminal lust I am the pleasure that cums with pain Tiny red miracles falling like rain Crawl in awful strength to me Down deep is the promiscuous fire Yearning, keeping me captive of desire Came much more than my soul could endure And I hunger for past overtures Then this debauched seductress took you Surrender to splendor of my sharpened caress And tear away thy funeral dress Thy aching sex a rose undone As the tears and spasms wrung

Lipzzzzzzzz
I am holding a Best Lips On Cherry contest... I will be accepting 25 pics to be voted on... Please rip and send pictures to me before Sunday December 19. Contest Starts Monday December 18 @ 12:00 Pm CST and ends Monday December 25 @ 12:00 PM CST. Please rip photos and get them to me ASAP.. Lets make this work guys!!!!!! Prizes will be determined at a later time..... please message me with the link to the girls page with the pictre if that is easier for u... cant wait to see how this turns out!! cmon boys get those girl here !!!

A Talk At Dinner.
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many >> kinds of boobies are there? >> >> The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of >> breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and >> firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but >> hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." >> >> "Onions?" >> >> "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." >> >> This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how >> many kinds of 'willies' are there?" >> >> The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes >> through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, >> mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible >> but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." >> >> "A Christmas tree?" >> >> "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only!

Will You Still Hold Me When You've Seen What I've Done?
Your bed swallows you whole as the days bleed together, torment on the lips Of a loved one, and if you try hard enough, You can almost taste her, feel her pass and Scream, OH GOD WHY ME You would rather bleed than be without her Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears Replaced with lackluster memories you cry, your screams play in your empty room It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong

Poem For My Dad #3
Daddy, Daddy, Why did you go? How could you do this to me, you left me alone? The day you told me the bad news, I did not know how to react. I was scared and frightened, did not know what to do. Now I knew that some day you would be gone, But it didn't hit me 'till that very night. It is like my world is gone. It is like my heart is broken into pieces, It's like my life ended, the day you left me. Daddy, Daddy, when I visit your grave, I can't bear my eyes. Just picturing you lying there so peacefully. You are my guardian angel, Why did God take you? Did he need you more that I? I need you here, but I know that can't happen, But some day in the future we will reunite. Daddy, Daddy I remember the last time you told me you loved me, I did not care. I thought we would be together, until the end. I now realize all those special moments. You left me alone, with people to take care of. Did you realize I

Poetry
Threw all lifes tribulations. I cannot find my destination. Or even the justification. For all there perpetrations. Why such domination. From this generation. A world in its own classification. A world led to damnation. Such a sweet sensation. To get the clarification. We are of the same nation. Lives with out seperation. Giving our partisipation. In god justation. Can we claim salvation. written by lok

(s)miles
Try not to forget my face by the time it’s time to meet Try to remember the way you said we could greet Journey of lips, the parting of teeth Tongues wrestling for superiority Hand finding their way under fabric To paw at the soft flesh beneath Hold you tight so if your knees go weak I can lift you up Wrap your legs around me Burn me on your heat Tell me that it hurts and it’s hard But never stop playing this game Because I am hard, and it hurts And I want you to feel the same Leave open the gates of a circular rape Expose to me your sin Keep yourself puckered, spread, and on edge And inviting me to dive right in Point at elephants if you feel the need (it’s smaller then you think) Just make sure you don’t forget my face By the time it’s time to meet

Lying Down Tall Grabbing Stone
Use me, abuse me, leave tool marks on my brain Use hot button euphemisms that make me think you’re talking to me I want to be the thing that turns you on And shuts you down to the world around I want to be the face That makes you claw at yourself beneath sheets I want my words to be the ones That make you grope at yourself for release I want my attempts to tease you Be the reason you attempt to quench heat I don’t know if you’re aware But you’ve accomplished a difficult feat You’ve won the adoration, of a pompous and fickle beast There are words that are pushed at me That honestly makes me sick The same words that I can’t wait for you to push at me Because they’ve honestly made me stiff So in the shower, or when you lay your head Steal pets and strokes for me Because as I lay back and close my eyes It’s you who’s stroking me

Beaten With A Reed
I’m not dropping words because I think they sound sweet. I’m preparing for the eventuality, of what I’m going to unleash I’m gonna make you squirt Babe I’m gonna make you leak I’m gonna reach inside of you And pull out what I’ve decided belongs to me I’m gonna be your earthquake Toots Shake the ground under your feet Don’t bother trying to stifle moans and groans ‘Cause I’m gonna make you scream and shriek I’m gonna push my way into you Doll You can push your way in me I told you that I do it all Now do it all to me I’m gonna cut my tongue on my own teeth Getting impossibly deep Impale your face, constrict your throat Gag yourself on me Would it be too foreword Queen, to say I have a throne for you? It is my face, come take a seat, and grind my head into the floor When I excrete, it won’t be discrete Plow away and make you feel me Staining up the sheets beneath us C’mon Toy make stains with me I’m gonna feel you tense and squeeze as you release Fill you, cove

Light A Million Candles
The innocent victims of Internet child abuse cannot speak for themselves. But you can. With your help, we can eradicate this evil trade. We do not need your money. We need you to light a candle of support http://www.lightamillioncandles.com.The more candles we light, the more powerful our voice becomes. This petition will be used to encourage governments, politicians, financial institutions, payment organisations, Internet service providers, technology companies and law enforcement agencies to eradicate the commercial viability of online child abuse.They have the power to work together. You have the power to get them to take action. Please light your candle at lightamillioncandles.com http://www.lightamillioncandles.com or send an email of support to light@lightamillioncandles.com.Together, we can destroy the commercial viability of Internet child abuse sites that are destroying the lives of innocent children. Kindly forward this to your friends, relatives and work colleagues so that t

Layers
Every person...has deep layers of themselves......layers that can come out...at any given moment. Layers of weakness....layers of strength and layers of untapped personal knowledge.... How mazing we could be...if we could truly understand our layers and how to use them to benefit ourselves...to become our own guide in the world...instead of going to outside to other's for guidance... We could become like the "wise man on the mountain "...if we started to look within....every answer you need in life is within yourself.... in that layer of personal knowledge....but, looking within....is a long process of self analyzing....understanding those layers of yourselves can be quit difficult.... I came to this thought process that we all have layers upon layers when, my mother died..... I saw how I was able to pull.....what I needed to cope and takecare of her....I had those deep layers of strength to do what was needed for her...without showing her...how torn up I was inside....I was able to co

Attention Sexy Daddy's
TONIGHT AT 9PM I WILL BE RESETTING THE PICS. SO ALL THE COMMENTS LEFT FROM THUR TILL NOW WILL BE DELETED. THE REASON IS TONIGHT AT 9PM EST YOUR VOTES ARE ON COMMENTS ONLY (I AM STRESSING THIS SO PLEASE PLAY NICE)

Dilemma
so, i partied last night,got home and pulled an all nighter, and got drunk off of my ass (as usual) now it's 1130 AM, and if i go to sleep i will sleep all day and probably wake up very late, pretty much missing the entire day or i could keep drinking/doing drugs and keep myself awake and fucked up, even tho it doesn't feel too good at times i dunnooooo. i have a bud light calling my name, along with my bed fuck xoxo confused sandra

New Drinks
Lately I'm on this kick tryng new drinks or drinks I was afraid to try before. This new blend of heaven I tried last night is called a "shmeckle". If you haven't tried it before, do it! In a shot glass a cherry is put in with 3 parts liquor. One part Blue Caraco, one part vodka, and the last is filled with Bacardi 151. Then you drop it in a glass of Red Bull and slam it down! You can't taste any alcohol and is sweet like a jolly rancher. Let's just say once you have a few it all catches up. I hope you try it. Once I find another new drink that I like, I will share it with you all as well. Have a great but safe time everyone!

A Red Neck Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and all through the trailer Not a creature was stirrin' 'cept a redneck named Taylor. His first name was Bubba, Joe was his middle, And a-runnin' down his chin was a trickle of spittle. His socks, they were hung by the chimney with care, And therefore there was a foul stench in the air. That Bubba got scared and rousted the boys. There was Rufus, 12 Jim Bob was 11 Dud goin' on 10 Otis was 7. John, George and Chucky Were 5,4, and 3: The twins were both girls so they let them be. They jumped in their overalls, no need for a shirt, Threw a hat on each head, then turned with a jerk. They ran to the gun rack that hung on the wall. There were 17 shotguns they grabbed them all. Bubba said to the young'uns, "now hesh up ya'll! The last thing we wanna do is wake up yer Maw." Maw was expecting and needed her sleep, So out they crept out the door without making a peep. They all looked around, and then they all spit. The y

How To Have An Orgasm, Without Anyone Knowing
This is a story about some experience told by a hot lady . One of the first discoveries I made after moving to New York City was a unique little boutique on the East Side catering to the erotic needs of women. A Garden of Sexual delights, the shop was filled with literature on female sensuality, erotic art work, an unbelievable array of vibrators and sex toy "goodies" selected with the pleasure of the female body in mind. The atmosphere was warm and comfortable, not the self-consciousness felt at venturing into some porno bookstores. Here there was a calm acknowledgement that women do indeed want to explore their sexual drives and urging with all the accoutrements usually reserved for males. A showcase held several items with which I was happily familiar: phallic-shaped vibrators in different sizes, vibrating "eggs" and gold-plated ben-wa balls ornately offered on velvet cushions. What riveted my attention was a device I'd never seen before: a soft plastic cup slightly

Poem
Katrina SHE CAME UPON US IN THE EARLY MORNING LIGHT CRASH UPON CRASH, WAVE UPON WAVE SENDING MANY TO A WATERY GRAVE FOR HOURS AND HOURS HER WIND DID BLOW LEAVING THOUSANDS WITH NO WHERE TO GO SHE LEFT MANY WITH A SENSE OF DISBELIEF AND EVEN MORE WERE LEFT TO DEAL WITH THEIR GRIEF BUILDINGS BOATS AND EVEN BRIDGES WERE THROWN ONTO OUR SAND OUR ONCE BEAUTIFUL SHORE LINE WAS NOT NOW SO GRAND WHAT SHE COULD NOT TAKE WAS THE SOUTHERN SPIRIT TO SURVIVE THOUSANDS TO HELP SOON BEGAN TO ARRIVE THEY CAME FROM ACROSS THE COUNTRY AND EVEN JUST ACROSS THE STREET THEY CAME TO HELP A PEOPLE TO PROUD AND STRONG TO ADMIT DEFEAT THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE VOLUNTEERS THAT CAME TO OUR AID

An Exploration To Human Origin (ongoing And Always Being Added To)
Although I do not believe everything I view & read about.....here I'll be posting things that I think bear some weight. Food for thought, if you will...Enjoy! And please feel free to share your thoughts. I love engaging in discussions about anything in Antiquity, Religions, and human origins. Zecharia Sitchin was born in Russia and raised in Palestine, where he acquired a profound knowledge of modern and ancient Hebrew, other Semitic and European languages, the Old Testament, and the history and archeology of the Near East. He is one of the few scholars who is able to read and understand Sumerian. Sitchin attended and graduated from the University of London, majoring in economic history. A leading journalist and editor in Israel for many years, he now lives and writes in New York. 10th PLANET DISCOVERED (http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2005/29jul_planetx.htm) 7.29.2005 Astronomers have found a new planet in the outer reaches of the solar system. July

Few More Days
ok so i got a few more days till my last final n then school is over for me..but i took my math finaltoday wow let me tell u i sure hope i did ok b/c i was very tired had to be up at 8 n went to bed at almost 3 but ohh well so thought id share that.. later

Crash
Ok so I have this report due on the movie "Crash" monday morning. Ive watched it 3 times now and of course get that it basically is about racism and an ignorant society. For the most part. I was just wondering if anyone has ever seen the movie and could offer their views and what it meant to them. Thanks! Jeremy

One Heart
One Drained Heart, Squeezed of Blood. One Heart you'd never Trust. A Blackened hole, An Empty void, Feelings Lost in this Cold Heart of Lust. One Tired Heart Lacks a Beat, One Heart you'll never Keep, An Old trick, A Dirty game, Emotions Hidden in the One Heart with no Name. One Abused Heart Lost its Way, One Heart to Cry for Today, You Killed As you Stabbed The One Heart i Once had.

Love Without Limits
love has many gifts when we are put on this earth. to realize it all is so much for a baby or even a kid. It is when we have limits put on who we are or what others think we should love. That we sometimes let bring us down. as we are teens some of us that have great parents have great understanding of how life should be.. but there are some that are not so lucky or blessed to see what u see. Life is a choice and a journey we should or could share alot if we just listen to each other and help us find our calling. As for i am not that lucky to have 2 good parents but 1 who is now gone and my abilty to move on is not all fear but love for him in his memory and all that have helped me get to where i am so as i close this please feel free to leave a comment points mean nothing really to me just to voice this is all that matters. My belief as i write this that if none gets it is fine but if u read and understand this that is all that matters.. And remember what makes u who u are or happy sho

The Friend I Am
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. by k d

Unwillinglly
She awoke at midnight again, the way she had for the past three nights, the sheets twisted tightly into an umbilical cord binding her to the sweaty womb of her bed. She disentangled herself from the tangled topsheet and laid back, closing her eyes. Immediately the dream from which she had awakened flashed into her consciousness: the utter darkness and the sudden, dim, slanting light; the stranger, the man she had seen and followed; the small anonymous room; the smell, the feel of him; the awful, all-consuming hunger. She opened her eyes quickly, sat up and turned on the nightstand light to dispel the vision. No sense trying for sleep now, she thought. Why the dream had come, why it affected her, consumed her like this, she did not know; but for now it would not leave her. She lit a cigarette, hoping to concentrate on that and occupy her mind, dispel the terrible demon that was the dream with the mundane, the ordinary. She sat back against the headboard, and without thinking closed her

Tears
Tears of blood stain my face, A silent witness to my disgrace, Unknown testimony of a hearts mistake In loving something so unattainable Tears of ice course down my lips Cold as the steel that protects the weak Unbeknown the silence seeks, Those, for whom the silence weeps, Those silent tears of ice Tears of fire down cheeks of red, Anger clears a mistaken head, Reasons unknown, lies foretold, Dreams left to die in bed Dry as a salt lake, eyes are sore, The only witness to a massacre, Tears of blood, ice and fire, All stream from one desire, One want, one hate, one need, To love, be loved, to hold, be held, to bleed.

Femenouveau
I woke up today remembering... how your lips would kiss me and suck me in you mouth. The memory of your hand caressing my breasts seeks to return again to suck at my blossoming nipples. Warmly you surround me With the contours of your body The pressure is great enough to arouse me sensually and sexually yet pleasantly comfortable As the passion and pleasure flows between us I engage in the memory of licking your thighs, hips, then planting my mouth gently between your manly thighs. Your manhood penetrates My waiting throat; Sucking you gently, softly as an ebb tide nestles the shore. Each placement of my tongue shall fill you with you with desire. The depth of our passion is embellished with our mutual needs We are as one. We nurture the momentum and not Static in our quest or zealous in our destiny. Each chilling moment is exciting, Your warmth has its sensual depths. I suck you sweetly. Again...again nurturing and thrusting you slowly into my wet and waiting mouth Time's vision is a

I Believe
I BELIEVE I believe in miracles and dreams that will come true. I believe in tender moments and friendship, through and through. I believe in stardust and moonbeams all aglow. I believe there's magic and more there than we know. I believe in reaching out and touching from the heart. I believe that if we touch, a gift we can impart. I believe that if you cry your tears are not in vain. And when you're sad and lonely, others know your pain. I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine. And I just know that spark will spread from more hearts than just mine. I believe that hidden in the quiet of the night. There's magic moths and gypsies, a fairy and a sprite. I believe that if you dance the dances of your heart, that greater happiness will find a brand new way to start. I believe the gifts you have, are there for you to share. And when you give from the heart, the whole world knows you care.

New User
okay guys....please bare with me while I figure out how to use this site....have another site at myspace....kaptivatingkerry is the url. So if it takes me awhile to answer any mail or comments please be patient....remember ur dealing with a blonde!!! lol!

Doggie Style
Doggie Style Two buddies were sharing drinks while discussing their wives. "Do you and your wife ever do it doggie style?" asked the one. "Well, not exactly." his friend replied, "she's more into the trick dog aspect of it." "Oh, I see, kinky, huh?" "Well, not exactly - I sit up and beg and she rolls over and plays dead."

Hmm... What To Get Into
Just got home. Was thinking of going to the moves- but probably wont be doing that. I have no urge to see anything playing. Seems like every movie here is child focused lol. Guess that is good; a way to keep the munkins occupied all break long. Worked til 3 today. Kinda busy. Then went to Buffalo Wild Wings and caught the end of the Kentucky vs. Louisville game. Cats Won!! Went shopping. Got it all done. Well aside from the dog's. Thinking a bag of tennis balls and some raw hides. Now I am home. Looked online at movie times and just no motivation to go. So now what. Its winter break so all the college students have went home. Or will have left today- it was graduation for MSU this afternoon. So now i sit here trying to figure out what to do...

I'm Alive...
Just wanted to say hi to everyone and let yall that care know that I'm still alive and kickin' kinda. Things have been kinda nutty here but I haven't forgotten yall. If ya see me on Yawhore sometime give me a yell...for some reason I have lost my buddy list so I guess I'll adding people back. Hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and a kick ass New Year!! *huggles n smoochies* Susan

Turning 24
come on if your my friend stop by and wish me a happy b-day.email, im me anything. thank you to my friends who did comment by blog or bulliten. so talk to me. i might go out to chili's again tonight. dont know. what do you think?

Like A Disease...
I've seen this with my own eyes everyday where I see people that's 20 years younger than me have somebody & happily married while I've been in the dating scene for 20+ years & Im like a disease just because I treat women with respect & kindness.They think that the nice guys aren't good enough for them because they want these jerks that will mistreat them & slap them around & who needs that kind of drama in their life.What prompt me to write this because my brother's friend has a nice woman & is getting married in June & im 18 years older than him but I wish him the best of luck.I sure would like for my day to come so I can be just as happy as they are.

Always Believe In Miracles
Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but . . the old woman began, shooin

The Forkedtail Effect
Although not completely in my own words, I often get asked what "The forkedtail effect" is (AKA devil effect.) The forkedtail effect is the negative aspect of perception bias whereas the halo effect is the positive perception bias. "Halo/forkedtail effect refers to the cognitive bias which in a series of perceptions the interpretation of later ones are influenced by perception of former ones. Said another way, if we are told that we are seeing a person that has just returned from psychiatric treatment, we will tend to interpret otherwise neutral behaviors as indicators of mental illness. Also, halo effect is involved in Kelley's implicit personality theory, where the first traits we recognize in other people then influence the interpretation and perception of latter ones (because of our expectations). Attractive people are often judged as having a more desirable personality and more skills than someone of average appearance. Celebrities are used to endorse products that they have

Old Soldier
Old Soldier Marchin' on to war Gone but not forgotten Not heartless but he's cold Like diamonds cutting a path Ice flows through his viens Raining bullets, aftermath Of fire and hand gernades With patience without measure He will count the breaths Of every man he lays his sights Stopping when his shells are spent Old Soldier Marchin' on to war Born on the battlefield To here he will return No solemn deathbed tears or pleas On his feet he'll take his leave With no marker for his grave

How Not To Talk To God
Here is a story I like to tell all the time and I likely tell it better drunk. When I was five years old, my twin brother and I got home from Sunday school and had an idea. We stole a box of matches and headed over to our neighbor's house to make a small fire with some pine straw for kindling. What actually happened, because it was the middle of summer and it was very dry, all three of my neighbor's bushes were almost instantaneously set ablaze which resulted in a panic from our tattle tale sister (she is also stupid but thats a whole bunch of other stories) who was watching across the street. She did what she always does and went to tell our mom what we had done. After about ten minutes, the fire burned itself out and my neighbor finished it off with a garden hose. After the fire was extiguished, my mother, who was partially in shock and very much angry, grabbed me by the scruff of the neck (yeah I was always the easiest to nab) and shook me asking, "What the hell were you to doin

56 Women Already Murdered
big_sexy20052003 (12/16/2006 5:49:31 PM): ): STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE) Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.

Out On The Town (pics Will Be Posted )
well lets see now that the higher ups have given me my friends back I can go out with my gang and shake my ass wha hoooo On the way out I call CCL and well test him I no I no I should not do this but sometimes a girl just needs to know what the willingness of someone is now don't she anyway on the way to the bar(s) i call him to say hi and (test) him, feeling a bit frisky from all the positive energy everyone is giving off I say ummmmmm baby TALK DIRTY TO ME ( seeing he is so far away and about to be further this is all I can get from him right) anyway NO ONE IS AROUND him except the guy cleaning the carpets and he say NO! ( i am to tired ) I don't want to, not right now !!!! well when then stupid ass so I proceed to tell him i finally figured out that I am not ugly and not unattractive i am NO BEAUTY QUEEN mind you but I am pretty and that out of everyone I choose to engage him and that says something..... what does he do yes yes HE BLOWS ME OFF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH this is all

Please Pass This On For Me!!
Okay my best of best friends is startin out her music as a Dj. So PLEASE pass this out for me! Hey Boys and girls out there! You love music? want to hear it played your way? Download Winamp and turn it to radio2therescue.com and listen in to Dj Sweets as she rocks out to your requests! E-mail Your Requests to her at sinnica_nite@hotmail.com Or just listen in and get the site for on site Requests! And make sure you pass this on to your friends and family so Everyone can enjoy totally free totally live one on one requests with the beautiful Dj Sweets! So Come on and party with us! All night long at radio2therescue.com , Just Remember if you dont have Winamp to download it to hear your favourate music!!

Is This Fucked??????????
Is this fucked,I was in the middle of a good sleep,when I felt someone crawl into bed beside me.The next thing I knew that this person was hugging me and cuddling me close to them,when I awoke this morning feeling loved and safe,I turned to see who it was beside me and there was no one there. Yet,well I laid sleeping I felt gentle nips and kisses.The messed part was the fact that I woke up this morning I had a hickie on my breast. So,now I am beginning to wonder if I was dreaming and it was all part of the dream or it actually happened. Oh well if it happened,then it was on hell of a good dream...........

How Will I Die?
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide87%Disappear80%Disease73%Suffocated67%Posion60%Eaten53%Bomb40%Accident40%Stabbed40%Drowning33%Gunshot27%

Time Is Running Out-need Your Love
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Drown In These Tears
Relive this memory, it's weaved into my veins With a scream so silent, it's easy to sustain This time is lost, ans there's no place to go Laughing at life, as if it is a show I lost my heart, I lost my soul It's so painful, it's unbearable to control I wasted my entire life finding love in him And when I get a chance to say it, he's gone with the sin That night left a scar that will never leave With a heart so cold it's hard to believe I should have seen it coming for all those years At the end of the day, I could drown in all the tears But when you lose something, you gain another If we were together, we would have killed each other You have to go through pain in order to live your life And happiness is worth the pain and strife

Sailors Awarded Bronze Stars
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: eMailOurMilitary Date: Dec 16 2006 10:48 AM Sailors Awarded Bronze Stars Navy News | December 15, 2006 MARINANAS, Guam -- Thirteen Sailors from Explosive Ordnance Disposal Mobile Unit (EODMU) 5 stood proud in their pristine white uniforms as Cmdr. Vincent Martinez, the unit’s commanding officer, presented them with medals for meritorious service Dec. 1. Among the awards presented were three Bronze Star Medals for service in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom. Martinez said he was very proud to be in command of Sailors that he described as the finest in the Navy. “Today was a phenomenal day to share with Rear Adm. [Charles J.] Leidig and some of the senior leadership from Naval Base Guam, the sacrifices and what the troops have conducted in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom,” Martinez said. Explosive Ordnance Disposalman 2nd Class Jon Kristoffersen received a Bronze Star Medal with Valor for his servic

Family Round 2
My family put the D in difunction. My mom is an alcoholic. Plus she pops pill called somas. I work with my mom. Well our boss went out of town and she has been pissed off at him since wednesday. There is a long history there and will be a whole other blog. My mom and stepdad no long live together because he is an alcoholic and pill popper too. They can't get along and my mom beats the hell out of him. Not to say he doesn't do anything back because a person can only take so much. Well I had to go into work today because I am having to do payroll while the boss James is out of town. I had a crash corse in payroll on Monday. Well she had to come in also because there were a lot of containers that we had to get out of the rail. She needed to make sure she was getting them all out. She gets there 30 minutes after I did. She is so wasted on alcohol and pills. What is worse is that she BROUGHT my stepdad with her IN THE SAME CONDITION! WTF!! My stepdads mom was a schizophreni

A Curtain Of Uncertainty
The pearly gates or the fire? I doubt the truth..Follow the darkness, but keep my faith. I am one of God's children. Maybe a gift. Of that I am uncertain. You are one of god's greatest Gifts to the world.. you have been blessed. You Can Seed miracles, but who is there for you? All these blessings, but who will bless you. I am. I will. I owe that to you. Anytime you need me. Anytime. I'll never deny you like Peter did Jesus. Trust me. I don't know you, but I Love you more than anyone could ever know. I Love who you are and what you've helped me see. To me you are more beautiful than words could describe. Thank you for sharing your gift with me.I choose the Light. I will follow the path of righteousness that has been laid before me.

Well Here It Goes Lets See Who My Real Friends Are
Well a little more on me just thought i would let you know i have mild Cp & before you ask No i dont advertise it as i like to get you to know me first before you judge!! this doesnt mean i am being nasty to you all but all you have to do is ask & i will tell LOL Anyway if this bothers any of you at all well tough luck because i dont care. I know who my friends are on here anyway so if i lose any of you its no skin of my nose. Anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all hugs & luv you guys

Going Out
Hey Guy's and Gal's I know this is my first short and sucky Blog but there is a birthday Party waiting for me. But More Importantly There Is a whole bar full of mixed drinks and shots waiting for my friends and I. Anyone here in the Houston area I will be at Red Star in midtown for about 3 hours then off to anouther party after that! I should be Home about 6am But don't try to wake me cause I'm sure I will be nice and drunk. Later, Gig

The Winners Of The Ct Guys And Girls Outlaw Contest.
I want to Thank all of the ones that participated, here are the winners of the Outlaw Contest, The Ladies Outlaw Winners are 1st Place Winner~carzylady(sissy) 2nd Place~The True Cherry Rose 3rd Place~Lexxii The Winners for the Guys Outlaw Contest are: 1st Place Winner~'BORICUA DADDY 2nd Place~james 3rd Place~BEAR"FAMILY MEMBER REBELS OF C.T. This Contest was fun, may do another one in the future, Thanks to all of you for making this a success and also thank you to everyone that voted for these Outlaw Cherries.

21st Century
I’m a 21st century kind of woman; I can pay my own way in a movie and buy my own dinner. I’m a 21st century kind of woman; I can pay my own bills and show a man where to put it. I’m a 21st century kind of woman; I work and I’m furthering my education. I’m a 21st century kind of woman; I maintain my house and discipline my children honorably. I’m a 21st century kind of woman; I am respected in my community and I give back humbly. What is the problem with being this wonderful kind of woman………. Not a damn thing! So tell me this what is missing from the picture……… Yeah you got it a 21st century kind of man! He is no where to be found. He is in a world all to his own, why? He is scared of me, I am powerful. He doesn’t understand me, I am strong. He is trapped in the 19th century, I am independent. He is trapped in the 20th century, I want to help him and not feel used. He is trapped in a sla

~~hardcore Raider's Fans~~
Subject: FW: Charger Fan Subject: Charger fanAn elementary teacher starts a new job at a school in St. Paul, Minnesotaand trying to make a good impression on her first day explains to her classthat she's a Viking fan. She asks the class to raise their hands if they tooare Viking fans. Everyone in the class raises their hand except one littlegirl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise and says: "Mary, whydidn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Viking fan," she replied.The teacher, still shocked, asks: "Well, if you're not a Vikings fan, thenwhom do you support?" "I'm a Charger fan, and proud of it," Mary replied.The teacher could not believe her ears. "Well Mary, might you explain whyare you a Charger fan?" "Because my mom and dad are from San Diego and mymom is a Charger fan and my dad is a Charger fan, so I'm a Charger fan too!""Well," said the teacher, in an obviously annoyed tone, "that's no reasonfor you to be a Charger fan. You don't have to be just l

Please Help Me!!!!!!!!!!
hey all im in need of serious help.. im in a XXX contest and i need votes!! only one rate and vote per person plz or ill be disqualified.. so plz go get my pic and get ur friends to hit it too!!!! MMFWCL to you all!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=440324&albumid=146332&i=691141344

Stole This Quiz From Kristi
1.What is more difficult for you, eye contact when you are telling someone how you feel, or eye contact when they are telling you something?: its actually difficult for both of them. you can tell so much from the eyes and if i look at someone and they are telling me how they feel im gonna cry. the same way if i have to tell them, i cry..im just one big cry baby! 2.Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?: really angry, i think that would of been when i went for child support and that dickhead said he wanted a paternity test....i hate him! 3.You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?: most likely my mom, only becuz all the kids would be someplace else and if i only had one call to make i wouldnt be able to tell them all goodbye. so i would have to tell her that i love them and that im sorry for everything i have ever done that they thou

Are We Not All Adults Here?
OK FOLKS, LET'S GROW UP A BIT HERE.. IT IS JUST PLAIN RUDE TO EVEN BOTHER RATING A PIC IF YOU'RE GONNA BE SORRY ENOUGH TO GIVE IT A MEASLEY ONE?! WHY WASTE BOTH YOUR TIME AND MINE DOING SOMETHING SO CHILDISH AS THAT? IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY PICS, THEN FINE.. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK UR MOUSE AND LEAVE THE SAME WAY YOU CAME IN.. OH AND BY ALL MEANS IT'S OK TO DOWN RATE A PIC JUST BC THE RATINGS ARE ANONYMOUS SO NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW WHO DID IT RIGHT? IF YOU'RE MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO DOWN RATE A PIC LIKE THAT, THEN HAVE THE GUTS TO OWN UP TO IT.. TELL ME HERE AND NOW.. BUT OF COURSE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HIDE BEHIND THE ANONYMOUSNESS OF THE RATINGS, THEN SO BE IT.. TAKE THE COWARD'S WAY OUT. THAT'S YOUR DEAL NOT MINE. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS ON HERE THOUGH.. MUST'VE BEEN MISTAKEN I GUESS.. THIS IS THE PIC THAT WAS DOWNRATED BTW IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED... THOSE ARE MY EYES AND MY BIRTHSTONE AND THEY DO IN FACT MATCH IN THEIR SHADES.. NOT MANY PPL HAVE THAT UNIQUENESS ABOUT THEM..

Mr. What If!
For those who have one, know one, or is one............ Who is Mr. What if? He's the one you once made love to In a dream, or in really. The one who slips into your thoughts When your alone or with someone else He's the one you yearn for the one you let get a way. The one whom you reminsce about past affections the man you think of one day feeling clear reflections of his love . He makes you laugh When the cruel world makes you cry When everyone else only sees the style of your hair the make-up on your face and build of your body, He knows your mind Feels your spirit and sees your soul Underneath it all. He's the friend that's more than a friend, the crush the old flame that continues burning deeply with in. The man who you would, if you could but you wont cause for some reason you just can't But What If?

Survey Says...
Your Birthdate: May 22 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Presents
i just thought i would post this blog for all 2 c on cherry tap . i have put a chritmas tree on my profile 2 c how many gifts i would receive . don't worry if u do give me a gift i won't open it til christmas day. i'm glad that i have so many friends on here . i love cherry tap . i'm really enjoying this crazy site. i'm hoping 2 have many more friends on here. well that's all for this blog but don't worry cause there r more 2 come

~~history Exam - Not For The Faint Hearted~~
History Exam...Some have taken before but try again anyway! Everyone over 40 should have a pretty easy time at this exam. If you are under 40 you can claim a handicap. This is a History Exam for those who don't mind seeing how much they really remember about what went on in their life. Get paper and pencil and number from 1 to 20. Write the letter of each answer and score at the end. Then, best of all, before you pass this test on, put your score in the subject line! Start: 1. In the 1940's, where were automobile headlight dimmer switches located? a. On the floor shift knob b. On the floor board, to the left of the clutch c. Next to the horn 2. IF the bottle top of a Royal Crown Cola bottle had holes in it, what was it used for? a. Capture lightning bugs b. To sprinkle clothes before ironing c. Large salt shaker 3. Why was having milk delivered a problem in northern winters? a. Cows got cold and wouldn't produce milk b. Ice on highway! s forc

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think -

Bulletin Board
I took the Bulletin Board off my homepage, because I'm not reading any bulletins anymore. I may put it back just to read bulletins from babyjesus and any other CT staff member, but I still won't be paying attention to any other bulletins. If you have a favor to ask me, or feel as if there is something I absoultely need to know about, please send me a private message. Thanks

Merf
because they are colors you can't see they are scents you cannot breathe they are lines you cannot follow because there are millions of lines, and no space in between with this much reality you don't have to dream and when you run this hot you give off steam and most people would probably burn in me so take a good step back and just enjoy the insane scene and quit fucking bothering me

Home With A Friend
Sometimes young men are so eager to please and this chair is perfect for just that reason. I brought home a boy who'se been licking to his little hearts content for 45 minutes plus while I smoke and check profiles on this wonderful space. Sorry it was none of You boyus out there

Why The Hell Didn't We Know Untill Now!!!!!
the vid http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6708190071483512003&q=911&hl=en a link to the vid This is a vid, that I found on google . It got me so pissed off and yet hurt to think of all the other things we are so carefuly blinded by are govnermet not to see. I love the USA and all the freedoms we have. I am a milatary brat and I suport are troops 100% . BUT I hate Gorge Bush and the lies he and are government continuely tells us . Please forward,copy,repost and e-mail this to anyone and everyone you know . We as americans deserve to know as much of the truth as we can . Thank you for you time Shelly Stahl (aka Pretty Pistol)

December 9th - 15th
President Bush’s gift list is smaller than last year. Just need to get one gift for England and that’s about it this year. He is now at his lowest approval rating ever. Twenty-four percent. And if a presidential election were held today – John Kerry would still find a way to lose. John Kerry is going to Iraq to visit with the troops. That should boost morale. Lets hope he has some new jokes! Doctor Jack Kevorkian is up for parole this June. He has been approved to be let go as long as he promises not to kill anymore people. It’s the same deal they gave O.J. "Rocky 6” is now in the theater. Don’t kid yourself, Rocky is getting old. In this movie he climbs into the ring and says, "What am I in here for?” Let’s hope Rocky has something left for number 7! I’ve actually seen the new ‘Rocky’ movie and it’s not that exciting. It’s about how Rocky develops a hamburger grill. But it’s interesting, Sylvester Stallone says that he abstained from sex while making his latest ‘Rocky’ s

Depswa-silhouette
Sometimes Mixed emotions they ramble on inside For a false sense of reality So I try to escape From this place that brings me down Cause I feel there's nothing else Left inside me anymore And I thought I saw a faint silhouette of you Here in my mind again I thought I saw a faint silhouette of you But now I can't find you anymore And I try to erase all these feelings that I have Of that happy perfect life There's just a cold and darkened memory And i have to pretend that you're here for awhile But I know that's just a wishful temporary remedy And I want to There's a need to To believe in something Something that won't leave me heartless And I want to There's a need to Know that there's something Something that won't pass me by And I thought I saw a faint silhouette of you Here in my mind again I thought I saw a faint silhouette of you But now I can't find you anymore I know that there's reasons to forget what was had To

Lawyer Jokes
A doctor and a lawyer were talking at a party. Their conversation was constantly interrupted by people describing their ailments and asking the doctor for free medical advice. After an hour of this, the exasperated doctor asked the lawyer, "What do you do to stop people from asking you for legal advice when you're out of the office?" "I give it to them," replied the lawyer, "and then I send them a bill." The doctor was shocked, but agreed to give it a try. The next day, still feeling slightly guilty, the doctor prepared the bills. When he went to place them in his mailbox, he found a bill from the lawyer. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A lawyer is standing in a long line at the box office. Suddenly, he feels a pair of hands kneading his shoulders, back, and neck. The lawyer turns around. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" "I'm a chiropractor, and I'm just keeping in practice while I'm waiting in line." "Well, I'm a la

Shall Be Missing
i probably shall be missing a lot more then ussual for the next two weeks. we just lost an employee so im going to be working lots of overtime. im also going to be doing a lot of midnights because the main guy is going on vacation, so i wont get a day off for a few weeks most likely, so if no one see's too much of me that's why. im going to have to start making cookies and other stuff on midnights which sucks, i don't even care for doing the donuts but dean won't be here to do them :/ i worked today when it was supposed to be my day off. and i believe im working the evening shifts on tues. and wed. meaning coming home from a midnight sleeping right away waking up at 1 then going back to work. tues. and wed. were my days off, but im willing to work i need the money. then for my midnights that im taking over for dean i may have to come into work an hr or two early for a few days. umm, that's about all that's new. i slept until 430 today. i went to bed at 2 and then just didnt want to

Christmas With Louise
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. Christmas With Louise As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll tha

Which Tarot Card Are You Most Like?
You scored as Justice. Justice and the card Temperance are very closely related. Both woman are not easily angered or impaient. They try their best to fair and considerate towards others. Fighting is not really in their nature unless it's fighting for what's right and justice.The Lovers100%Justice100%The World100%The Magician80%Judgement80%The Empress and The Emperor80%The High Priestess50%The Fool40%The Hanged Man40%The Devil25%The Moon

I Am Pleading
Ok i have asked before now i plead for every one to help me get the word out for the men and women of our military near and far. It dont Matter were they are stationed at there lives are at stake and they all do really bear that cross with honor. The holiday season ids apon us.These men that are alone during the season have no home land to have a nice thanks given,Merry christmas, or happy new year or lay there head down on a pillow at night. I give these men alot of respect. Our prayers backing and support needs to be with these men esspecialy during this time of the year. Thank you for taken the time to read my thoughts now it is in your alls hands to make that light brighter for the thought of are men and woman over seas. Please have a heart and brighten the light please repost if You agree.

More Jokes
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

Want To - Sugarland
I've packed a cooler and a change of clothes Let's jump and see how far it goes You got my heart and your daddy's boat We got all night to make it float We could sit on the shore, we could just be friends Or we could jump in Whole world could change in a minute Just one kiss could stop this spining We could think it through But I don't want to, if you don't want to We could keep things just the same Leave here the way we came, with nothing to lose But I don't want to, if you don't want to I got your ring around my neck And a couple of nights I don't regret You got a dream of a degree And a shirt that smells like me Yeah we both got dreams, we could chase alone Or we could make our own Whole world could change in a minute Just one kiss could stop this spining We could think it through But I don't want to, if you don't want to We could keep things just the same Leave here the way we came, with nothing to lose But I don't want to, if you don'

In God And Our Government
This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions < SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 7.5pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"> I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees sh

Walking Alone
Neither sin nor holy deed, Can unchain me from my need, To hear your voice, To feel your touch, I never would have thought, I'd miss you this much. From the moment we parted, I began wandering the uncharted, To have truly loved, And truly lost, I stole a piece of heaven, And must now pay the cost. The world seems so void, And I am terribly annoyed, That no matter what I say, No matter what I do, No matter what the time, I still think of you. The hardest thing is not to call, To sit and do nothing at all, To agonize in solitude, Over my terrible fate, To walk into the future, Without my perfect mate.

Time To Explain Myself.
Okay this blog is being posted to let everyone know why and how come. Okay I'm sure everyone on Cherry Tap knows about the TXR split/walk out. Now first off I do not know everything that went down between the owners ot TXR nor do I really care. Here's the deal there was a disagreement and one of the owners split and most of all the dj's left with that owner. Now they have their own station called Bad Seed Radio. Check it out there are some cool people there. Now as to why I'm staying with TXR. Well it's quite simple really. XTC showed me respect by telling me there was a walk out when I had no clue about anything. She said if I wanted to walk with the others then she would have no hard feelings towrds me. She showed me the respect by talking to me. When no one else did. The first time I went into Bad Seed lounge no one would say hi to me after saying hi three times. About 20 mins later people finaly relized I was in the room. After that I pm xtc and said Hey I'm staying with txr. Sh

Andrew W.k.-we Want Fun
Well if we had our own willing way to go You'd be doing things, and hoping theres antidote! When we saw that we'd give you it all! we're thinkin' you're a lady, yankin' our chains an' all!*** We can get a try! We can get a try! with a 1, 2, 3 You'd be startin' to drown! We can clear the floor We'd give you a bangin' ladies and gentelmen do it together! We want you to give us something more... You have to lay down on us! We want us to get up off the floor... Don't ever lay down on it! We don't want to ever live or die! We gotta get out we can make it today you gotta HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY! make it today! We want fun and you better believe it! We want fun 'cos we desperately need it! We want fun, but you dont understand... ... you gotta HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY! make me a man! We want fun and you better believe it! We want fun either take it, or leave it! We want fun, and we're gonna get pasted! We want to have fun, and we want to get wasted! When we had the tim

Merry Xmas
hey i just want to wish every1 a merry xmas and all the best for the holiday seaon and hope you all have a safe and happy xmas and a wonderful new years best wishes for the new year xo the reason i write this now is because i wont have time to say it im working flat out right the waty threw to xmas so thought id say it now

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber d

Personality
You Are An INFJ The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. What's Your Personality Type?

The Flea
MARK but this flea, and mark in this, How little that which thou deniest me is ; It suck'd me first, and now sucks thee, And in this flea our two bloods mingled be. Thou know'st that this cannot be said A sin, nor shame, nor loss of maidenhead ; Yet this enjoys before it woo, And pamper'd swells with one blood made of two ; And this, alas ! is more than we would do. O stay, three lives in one flea spare, Where we almost, yea, more than married are. This flea is you and I, and this Our marriage bed, and marriage temple is. Though parents grudge, and you, we're met, And cloister'd in these living walls of jet. Though use make you apt to kill me, Let not to that self-murder added be, And sacrilege, three sins in killing three. Cruel and sudden, hast thou since Purpled thy nail in blood of innocence? Wherein could this flea guilty be, Except in that drop which it suck'd from thee? Yet thou triumph'st, and say'st that thou Find'st not thys

Morning
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Want To Show Me Your Pussy On Cam
WANT TO SHOW ME YOUR PUSSY ON WEBCAM GIRLS ADD ME AT rick_willis2001@yahoo.com GIRLS OR AT knightrider_777_77@hotmail.com IN MSN GIRLS THEM ARE MY MESSENGER IDS GIRLS I AM NO NUT JUST A SINGLE MAN SEEKING A GIRL FOR LOVE SEX AND MARRIGE

Her View Of Me!
HER VIEW OF ME Young man, you have often gone poaching in the wood of love and many girls have lets themselves be caught in your arms. But, when you boasted to your admiring friends about your successes, I have felt sickened, because I am not just game existing for your pleasure and you would make me think that you and your friends are no more than sad little hunters of girls. I know that chasing the girl you desire gives you a sense of power. When you catch her, that girl who may be forcing herself to follow you, you are perhaps, when you take her for yourself, taking her from somebody else. That other person msy be your friend and he may be dreaming, without even knowing it, that she is keeping herself for him like a rose on the rose-tree, not some cut flower. The wood of my heart is very tender - as delicate as that of a young tree in springtime. But you amuse yourself by scratching your name into my bark and you do not even know how deeply the knife penetrates,

Just Thoughts
Implications of are deepest thoughts convey to us only our convictions. The lies the distrust and deceit, are always the same when we speak. I just cant get over knowing what you've done to me. Like a wild animal waiting to rip the flesh from my heart. All this deception leaves me distraught. I cant continue on if there is no purpose. Yet your pictures flip through my head poisoning my every thought causing much chaos to my reality. I cant go on I cant go on Knowing things will ever change. There has to be a reason. A reason why! I just cant seem to find it. Lost beneath the tides. Drowning from the inside. Trying to cover my eyes. So you cant see my tears. To not accept my fate only makes me more blind. Just a little weird poem, I meant to say that when we are in relationships thing are always misunderstood. Sometimes causes a lot of problems, I personally I have seen and experienced this. I was hoping one day this world could be a little bi

Speech By William Pierce
Patriot's Choice by Dr. William Pierce When I speak with or correspond with people from various parts of the United States the issue on which everyone seems to agree is immigration. Everyone has his own horror story about what the influx of non-White immigrants has done to the community in which he lives or to his workplace. People I know who work in Silicon Valley as highly skilled professionals complain to me about the enormous influx of Asians, who are taking away their jobs: Asians from India in particular. People in the health-care professions and in the academy also complain about Asians. Ninety per cent of the interns in many hospitals are Vietnamese or Chinese or Pakistani. University faculties are being filled with Asians, leaving fewer and fewer opportunities for White American scholars to have academic careers. At the other end of the socioeconomic scale, mestizos from Mexico and other parts of Central and South America, are taking over virtually all of the minimum-wage

If You Only Knew
You came into my life and took over my heart.. I know we are just friends and that’s the scary part. Were we meant to met paths to search with in are hearts . God only knows if we will be together or far apart.. Right now you are my friend and always will be until my dying day. I can not tell you that I love you cause that would be doing something prematurely.. But I’m anxious to see where this actually goes. Would you hold me tight and make me feel secure? Will you break my heart and walk out the door? Will you remain my friend regardless of what occurs? Thoughts that run through my head when I think of you.. Want to hold you and be next to you so much more. This is all so strange for me as I believe that I would never feel this way once more. So all I ask is that you take the time to know and understand me before you go.. So this way I will never be left all alone..

The Colon And The Tail - Pony Tail
Monday, November 06, 2006 Current mood: sore I KNOW everyone is interested in how my first colonoscopy went - and before you ask, yes I do have pics and will be posting them here soon for your viewing pleasure. How can I summarize this......no problems found - other than known problems. The shot they gave me was so good, I don't think I would have cared who was back there or what they did. This kinda scares me a little... ;) However, I think I shall die before I ever again take ANY med designed to "clean me out:". The first drug Doctor Jellyfinger prescribed was some kind of mix that even made the nurse sick just talking about it. I went to the pharmacy and got the crap (no pun intended) but upon reading, smelling and seeing this stuff, death didn't seem so bad. AND you have to drink FOUR litres of it - in like 2 seconds or you will crap your pants before you can put it down. After much careful consideration, I decided to pass (no pun intended) on this drug. I s

Friends And Liars Don’t Wait For Me Cause I’ll Get On All By Myself
Pearls that swim the rift of me Long and weary my road has been I was lost in the cities Alone in the hills No sorrow or pity For anything I feel yea I am not your rolling wheels I am a highway I am not your carpet ride I am the sky Friends and liars Don’t wait for me Cause I’ll get on All by myself Put millions of miles Under my heels And still too close to you I feel I am not your rolling wheels I am the highway I am not your carpet ride I am the sky I am not your blowing wind I am the sky here I am not your automn moon I am the night The night I am not your rolling wheels I am the highway I am not your carpet ride I am the sky I am not your blowing wind I am the lightining I am not your autumn moon I am the night

Solace
A molevolent anger fleeting images of freedom. Timed bliss never enduring. Peace leaves in its wake agony. Another pill for a moment of pleasure. Why don't good feelings come without a cost? They do but i don't know if I could take the feeling of such loss a second time. Will you join me on this journey? Dare I leave? Questions and uncertainty cost more than life itself. Live, love, lament, lost and left. So begins another epic sojourn into a greater existence. Dare I seek utopia once more? I think i've wandered into a new world without knowing. Experience has readied me this time around. I see more now that I was blind to before. I will not walk blindly into this like a lamb to the slaughter so many times we have done this before. I can't hurt worse than I already have. Solace

Breast Cancer Awareness
A handsome, middle-aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the j oke was all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, quizzically, This?" With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, "Hey, sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your pink ribbon looks against your blue jacket!" The middle aged man calmly motioned for the joker to come over to his table and invited him to sit down. The guy obliged, not really sure why. In a soft voice, the middle aged man

Whats Inside
YOUR LOVE MAKES THE STARS CRY YOUR TRUST MAKES THE WORLD TURN YOUR JOY MAKES THE SUNSHINE YOU MAKE MY HEART BEAT YOUR GOOFINESS MAKES THE OCEAN WAVE YOUR HOPE MAKES DREAMING WORTH IT YOUR ROMANCE MAKES THE SUNSET UPON OPEN WATER YOULL NEVER KNOW HOW YOUR LAUGHTER BRINGS A SMILE ON MY FACE AND IM READY TO FACE THE DAY

Walmart Fun In The Wee Hours
It's amazing how much fun one can have hanging out at Walmart for hours at a time. At 2am, some of my friends and I had nothing to do. Starting in the grocery section, we made our way around the entire store messing with whatever free merchandise was around to screw with. A word of caution... Turning a can of air upside-down and spraying it on your friend can hurt their skin. I have experienced this a few hours previous, and my skin still feels tingly and some of the skin is flaking off, so be careful. :-P Anything from throwing footballs, to playing video games, to putting motorcycle helmets on and have head-butting contests can be enjoyed at Wal-mart. My advice to all those who can't sleep and are bored. Call up a friend and go chill at Wal-mart. It's cheap, makes for good stories, and you could very well have a time of your life. :-P

Stand Up And Be Counted
STAND UP AND BE COUNTED Living in the twenty first century is hard for a proud white person, with more and more laws being passed to oppress those who are proud to be white it is hard for us to legally to express our views for an Aryan nation. No mater what we do we are under the watchful eye of the controlled media, and if we were to slip up just for a second we are labeled and arrested as a racist or a skinhead. The labeling is not our problem because like you I can handle being labeled racist, but I only wish this one-sided way of thinking would fall upon those of different races. We are living in a time where the immigrants have more rights than those who have been here for generations, and to top it all off those rights are being paid for by the labor of the white men and women who inhabit the lands. More and more money is being spent each year to put up the undesirables, to make sure they have food in the bellies and a doctor to visit if they get sick. Money that should

Leather N Lace
Who doesn't like women in lingere?Alot of men like their women in lingere.But what about just plain old fashion leather n lace? I know for me,I would like to wear leather n lace over the plain,boring lingere(well ok some of it ain't boring). The thing is,how many of you men out there would like to see women in leather n lace cracking a whip?Then again,how many of you would admit it? Think about very clearly,picture it in your mind's eye(so to speak)a nice leather bustier,lace panties with smooth as silk leather straps criss-crossing through it,high-heeled leather boots coming up the thigh?With just a little lace poking through? Who wouldn't like that?

Life Before Computers
An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity And a keyboard was on a piano! Memory was something that you lost with age And a CD was a bank account And if you had a corrupted disk It would hurt when you found out! Compress was what you did to garbage Not something you did to a file And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for a while! Log on was adding wood to a fire A hard drive was a trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to the commode! Cutting, you did with a pocket knife, Pasting, you did with glue. The Web was where a spider lived And a virus was the flu!

Do You Believe
"well for starts i should not be here today sitting writting, waliking, talking as i am now. To look at me it would not even cross your mind that I had brain surgery back in August 02, 2003 Even my Doctors call me a walking mirical,lol sometimes i still have problems spelling...... On that date i was alone in my home with no one but me, when i started having a really bad headach....at the time all i wanted was to lay down and go to sleep but the pain got worse, and i kept hearing a faint voice in my head along with all the pain i was in. You see my grandfather had died sometime ago but laying on the couch in so much pain that i was not even aware as to what was really wrong with me at the time...except for hearing a voice that i kept hearing over and over telling me to call my mother and have her come over to sit with me and the voice that i kept hearning was his voice . Me being stubborn at times just kept pushing it way but i just kept hearing the voice over and over again...

Time Is Running Out- Need Your Love!!
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

20 Ways To Make His Xmas Xxxmas!
20 Ways To Make HIS Xmas XXXmas! 1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio- la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his menorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingere. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice.

Dedicated To My Son Devin
Dedicated to My Son Devin My son has died, and gone on before me, From an illness, he has been taken away. Not a day goes by that I don't sit and wonder, Just how he is doing right now. He no longer has any pain or sickness. It has all been replaced with Happiness and Peace. God's vision has now been unveiled to him, with his beautiful soul now being released. I sit here and hope that with all he has to do and see, that he never had the chance to do before, that he can take a single glance, and look back at me. I am happy for him that he no longer lives in pain, but I am still saddened by his departure. Am I being vain? I will put my trust in God for all that I lack, but I will forever want my Devin back. I know that when I reach my journey's end, and finally lay my burdens down, Devin will be waiting there saying, "Daddy, look what I have found!" We will clasp our hands together, and run through the meadows so alive and green, enjoying the sights, that ot

Christmas @ The Pearly Gates..
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates.."In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said, "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked,"And just what do those symbolize? The man replied," "These are Carols."And So The Holiday Season Begins....

Tired
Why do we add people who are just names... people who dont care if we exist or what we have to say... just for ratings? i'm tired... tired of trying.. tired of getting the just you've been tapped or stopped to say hi comments..or nothing at all..mostly its nothing.. or people just talking when its convient for them. and yes i do know....don't we want people to know who we are? or maybe no one cares.. why do we hide behind this mask of happiness?? i know i do... and i don't care... nothing is going to change.. nothing i can do about it ... maybe it'll be a wound that'll heal itself.... or maybe i'll scar and be a constant reminder.. to be continued.... lol

Kin Canadas National Song That Is Sung At Every Conference And At The End Of Special Events Within Each Club Rooms
TO GIVE WITH YOUR HEART To give with yoru heart is a good part of living Giving makes living a beautiful thing Taking the time to make someone smile Goes a long, long way to make a living worthwhile We're families together, making life better, We're lending a hand where its needed the most We're familie together, making life better, We're Kin, we're Canadian, and we're working Coast to Coast And if you'd like to be a part of What could be the start of A new way of living for you and your own This invitation goes out to a nation To help lend a hand when it's needed the most We're families together, making life better We're Kin, We're Canadian, and we're working Coast to Coast We're families together, making life better We're lending a hand where its needed the most We're families together, making life better We're Kin, We're Canadian, and we're working Coast to Coast We're families together, making life better We're Kin We're Canadian, and we're working

U2-stuck In A Moment You Can't Get Out Of
I'm not afraid Of anything in this world There's nothing you can throw at me That I haven't already heard I'm just trynna' find A decent melody A song that I can sing In my own company I never thought you were a fool But darling, look at you. Ooh. You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight 'Cause tears are going nowhere baby You've got to get yourself together You've got stuck in a moment And now you can't get out of it Don't say that later will be better Now you're stuck in a moment And you can't get out of it I will not forsake The colors that you bring The nights you filled with fireworks They just left you with nothing I am still enchanted By the light you brought to me I listen through your ears Through your eyes I can see You are such a fool To worry like you do.. Oh I know it's tough And you can never get enough Of what you don't really need now My, oh my You've got to get yourself together You've got stuck in a moment

I Just Want To Give People 10's!
All I want to do is give people 10's because alot of people deserve it! I cant though! I am the littlest cherry possible and I cant vote. Isnt this America where even the little man gets to vote too? Oh well, I guess this is "online america" where 'the man' (or woman) says I am too little of a cherry to do anything! Well people, help me become a big cherry! I want to be able to give all of you 10's! I promise I will return the favor any way I can!!! Have a nice day!

A Good Question
>you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it >anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? >At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled >children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would >never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its >dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by >outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my >son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand >things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my >son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I >believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped >comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents >itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." > >Then he told the following story: S

Aerosmith-crazy
You know you drive me up the wall The way you make good for all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you've got someone on your mind Other than me Girl, you gotta change your crazy ways - you hear me Say you're leavin' on the seven thirty train And that you're heading out to Hollywood Girl, you've been givin' me that line so many times It kinda gets that feelin' bad looks good, yeah That kinda lovin' turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' sends a man right to his grave (Chorus) I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy You turn it on - then you're gone Yeah you drive me crazy, crazy Crazy for you baby What can I do, honey I feel like the color blue You're packin' up your stuff and and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me That it's time to go, yeah! But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat and that it's all a show, yeah! That kinda lovin' makes me wanna pull down

~~~~~~sayin Hello ~~~~~~~
Just droping by to say Hi! Having major Pc issues lately. Wind storm we had back on thursday....alot of people here in Washington State still without power.....and me i live in a small town and just got my power back early this morning..Have a Great Day! Love, Peace, Joy Your Friend Sallie....

Adult Content....
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman, I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."

(unofficial;) Rant #8: Christmas
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

Jealousy
Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.

Holidayz
WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR NOT BEING ON AS OF LATE. I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY WITH THE HOLIDAYZ AND WITH...WELL...YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING LIFE THROWS AT PPL. IN JANUARY PLAN TO B MY NORMAL SELF AGAIN: VOTING, MAKIN U ALL LAUGH, CHEERIN U UP, ETC. ETC. ETC. TIL THEN, SMILE, I AM STILL THE SAME AN PLAN ON COMING BACK EVEN BETTER THAN BEFORE (THE 6 MILLION DOLLAR FRIEND ON CT, LOL)!! OH AND SPECIAL THANKS TO CINALISCIOUS FOR CHECKIN IN ON ME WHEN I AM TOOO QUIET!! XOXOXOXOX. PEACE

Twas The Night Of Submission
Twas the Night of Submission Twas the night of submission and all through my soul My desires were stirring and taking their toll The chores I'd been given were performed with care In the hopes that my Master soon would be there I patiently waited alone in my bed With visions of Master filling my head Wearing nothing but anguish as the moments slipped past I wondered when Master would be here at last When all of a sudden he stepped through the door The bulk of his boot heels striking the floor In his gloved hand he carried a whip And he smiled with delight while biting his lip His chest rose and fell with the pulse of his breath And I knew that my limits would be put to the test Addictively handsome, who else could it be? The one I call Master, he who made me! “Roll on your stomach” he instructed of me “And close your eyes. I don't want you to see.” He acquired some rope and synched me up tight And put on a blindf

Bittersweet
The bittersweet agony of my breaking heart Shadows the pain of your anger and harsh words My world shattered in just a few precious moments Left to cascade around me like broken glass The void that was filled by your presence Is once again a gaping hole The darkness swallows me in it's depths And I am left lost and alone I feel the cold seep into my body Numbing the pain Turning my heart as cold and black As the darkest winter night I steel myself against the bittersweet memories I let my pain become an impenetrable wall As I start my life over And begin a journey to the light of a new day One that holds the promise of happiness yet to come ~Phoenixx (written Dec. 16, 2006)

Hmmm...
there are consequences to every action.. so how do we choose the right one to make?? what if everything we decided to do ended up with a positive result? could we even phathom that many people out there being happy?? is it possible to care about someone but in a way look for a way out... knowing that it would be the wrong choice and thats why u stay?? there are to many what ifs that makes life uncertian... why do we judge people by what kind of car they drive... or what their house looks like... or even what the look like.... i think it should be about who someone is... there are sexy ass guys that i wouldn't touch with a 10ft pole.... AND I CAN'T SAY THIS ENOUGH..... why do guys think its a turn on for us... to ask a complete stranger if they wanna see them naked.... i think its repulsive.... you might as well be the bug heading for the pretty blue light... ZAP! OH lol... i have to say this.. if you dont like what i write.. just dont read it... its my thoughts i've

Last Night
IF YOU ARE EXPECTING SOMETHING PROVOCATIVE OR INSIGHTFUL~~I AM AFRAID THIS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR THAT SORRY. I AM JUST DOING A SHORT RANT TO VENT. I WENT TO MY FIRST HOLIDAY PARTY LAST NIGHT. OF COURSE BEING IRISH, I DRANK A WEE BIT TOO MUCH, AND WOKE UP WITH COTTON MOUTH, BUT JUST A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT THE TOPICS`` I FOUND THESE TOPICS INTERESTING~~ POLITICS BUSH AND HIS ARROGANCE, IRAQ AND MANY ANTEDOTES FROM SOLDIERS PEOPLE KNOW. HILLARY, OBAMA, McCAIN. SCHOOLS ALL GOING BROKE. THE HOUSING MARKET IS CRAP. RELIGIONS, RADICAL ISLAM,WICCAN,CATHOLICISM, BORN-AGAIN CRISTIAN,ACNOSTICISM. SOME OF THE USUAL TABU SUBJECTS. KINDA INTERESTING! OF COURSE I TRIED TO STEER THE CONVERSATIONS TO SEX BUT I JUST THERE WERE TO MANY MARRIED COUPLES THERE FOR IT TO GET VERY EXPANDED~~ LOL WELL AT LEAST UNTIL THE DRINKING PICKED UP! OH WELL HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY I HAVE ALREADY BEENFORTUNATE ENOUGHT THIS MORNING TO HAVE SEEEEEEN QUITE A FEW SEXY PICS OF SOME OF YY'ALL THANK YOU!! DAN CELTICCHAR

Christmas Tree Tradition Has Ancient Origins
CHRISTMAS TREE TRADITION HAS ANCIENT ORIGINS King Tut never saw a Christmas tree, but he would have understood the tradition which traces back long before the first Christmas, says David Robson, Extension Educator, Horticulture with the Springfield Extension Center. The Egyptians were part of a long line of cultures that treasured and worshipped evergreens. When the winter solstice arrive, they brought green date palm leaves into their homes to symbolize life's triumph over death. The Romans celebrated the winter solstice with a fest called Saturnalia in honor of Saturnus, the god of agriculture. They decorated their houses with greens and lights and exchanged gifts. They gave coins for prosperity, pastries for happiness, and lamps to light one's journey through life. Centuries ago in Great Britain, woods priests called Druids used evergreens during mysterious winter solstice rituals. The Druids used holly and mistletoe as symbols of eternal life, and place evergreen branches ove

Mistletoe
Mistletoe Origins of its name - The common name of the plant is derived from the ancient belief that mistletoe was propagated from bird droppings. This belief was related to the then-accepted principle that life could spring spontaneously from dung. It was observed in ancient times that mistletoe would often appear on a branch or twig where birds had left droppings. "Mistel" is the Anglo-Saxon word for "dung," and "tan" is the word for "twig". So, mistletoe means "dung-on-a-twig". The Plant : Mistletoe is especially interesting botanically because it is a partial parasite (a "hemiparasite"). As a parasitic plant, it grows on the branches or trunk of a tree and actually sends out roots that penetrate into the tree and take up nutrients. But mistletoe is also capable for growing on its own; like other plants it can produce its own food by photosynthesis. Mistletoe, however, is more commonly found growing as a parasitic plant. There are two types of mistletoe. The mistletoe that is

Wasted Words On Lowercases And Capitals
I used to be such a burning example, I used to be so original. I used to care, I was being careful. Made sure I showed it to those that I love. I used to sleep without a single stir, 'Cause I was about my father's work. Well take me out tonight, The ship of fools I'm on will sink. A millstone around my neck, Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give. I used to pray a God was listening. I used to make my parents proud. I was the glue that kept my friends together, Now they don't talk and we don't go out. I used to know the name of every person I kissed. Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

Grace Of God
It lies invisible to the eye, Yet it can be seen. It cannot be held in one’s hands, Still.... it can be felt. It can taste as sweet as ripe mango, But, in can never be eaten. It is this imagined thing that fills no pot, Yet, fills my dreams and desires. It gives warmth with no fire, Illumination without light. It is the bond that created You, And the force which gave birth to Me. It is the love between those who have gone before, And the love which binds us now. It is Love. It is the true Grace of God.

Sexual Application
Fill it out and post it back as a comment ;) Have fun lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Kind Of Gal
My kind of gal !! ? I, MAXINE , being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Sex Chocolate Glass of wine Chocolate Margaritas Chocolate Fried Chicken Chocolate Pizza with extra cheese Chocolate Cup of coffee Chocolate Sex It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Regarding,your ; I Dont Plan
Sweet serenity... ...Speaks like a cool breeze flowing gently through your hair, Enriched by its whispering words of benevolence... ...With every thought to care. Preserving the goodness... ...In which it pleasantly renders to heart, Sooths my very being... ...Like the embracement of a mother's heart. Copyright ©2006 MasterOfLove

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Comment Bombers Needed
I HAD ULTIMATELY GIVEN UP ON THIS CONTEST - BUT HEY I'LL GIVE IT ONE MORE SHOT. I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO WIN...SO IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW LIKES TO DO COMMENT BOMBS - CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW, AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF ME. I AM DOWN BY ABOUT 4500 COMMENTS OR SO. SO I REALLY NEED A LOTTTTTT OF PEOPLE TO HELP..NOT JUST ONE OR TWO.

Dedicated To Those Born 1930 -1979
This is dedicated to > >Those Born 1930-1979! > > >TO ALL THE KIDS >WHO SURVIVED the >1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! > > > > > > > > >First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they >were pregnant. >They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't >get tested for diabetes. > > > > > > > > >Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs >covered with bright colored lead-based paints. > > > > > > > > >We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when >we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took >hitchhiking. > > > > >As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster >seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm >day was always a special treat. > > >We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one >soft dri

To My Online Friends:
As the holidays approach, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes 'cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr. Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to

Fill This In
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

A Girls Opinion,why Guys Like Girls
WELL here's a few reasons why guys like girls 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. the ease in which they fit into our arms 5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side 9. the way they look good no matter what they wear 10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. the way her hand always finds yours 13. the way they smile 14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. the way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later.... 16. the way t

Guy's Opinion ; Why Guys Like Girls
Well here are a few reasons that girls like guys 1. The way they always wear their favorite cologne (which happens to be the one that you bought them for their birthday) 2. The way the run their hands through your hair 3. The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there 4. The way that they casually put their arms around you 5. The way that they kiss away your tears 6. ...and the way that they then get mad at how they can't make your problem go away 7. The way they show off around their friends, even though you both know that you would love them even if they missed a basket or two 8. How there eyes light up at the result of 3 hours of preparing for your date 9. How they always know just what to say to make you blush 10. How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say 11. The way they hold you close when you are cold 12. How they look at you when your ma

Birthday Lover
Your Birthdate: April 15 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

When You Love Someone
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love. Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love. If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love. When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love. You keep telling

A Loss Letter. Or: A Time To Stand.
M. I wrote the letter and stared. I screamed and damned the progressive world. I died I looked at the sky, and realized there was no one looking over me. I looked down and saw my grave, saw my bed, saw too much. Saw the world birth new fascinating carbon, saw new fruit sprout in white dress goodbyes. Wet zits and beerbreath. I remember when I walked with a woman who didn't slow, I fell. I always imagined her returning to extend a hand But to imagine is an image, a line to progress past despair, towards hope and strength to stand in this world! Although I sat. Ridiculous in costume. The world will walk right past you if you dont stand up. Sometimes they'll step on you. and not even know it.

50 Romantic Things To Do For Your Boyfriend Or Girlfriend
1. Watch the sunset together. 2. Whisper to each other. 3. Cook for each other. 4. Walk in the rain. 5. Hold hands 6. Buy gifts for each other. 7. Roses. 8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together. 9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight. 10. Write poetry for each other. 11. Hugs are the universal medicine. 12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it. 13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc. 14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie! 15. Spend every second possible together. 16. Look into each other's eyes. 17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly. 18. When in public, only flirt with each other. 19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking. 20. Buy her a ring. 21. Sing to each other. 22. Always hold her around her hips/s

I Am A Fan Of A Few Late Night Shows
I love tivo. I am not a big tv watcher and when I do finally watch tv I don't want to spend half the time watching commercials. So I tivo my fav shows and watch them while I'm cooking breakfast for my boys in the morning or folding laundry. One of my fav shows is The Late Late show with Craig Ferguson. He cracks me up to no end! I was searching around today and found one of his segments he does during the week on spoofs of things that happened this week. I think this will take you to the video I was just watching..but Tim meadows is usually funny. http://www.cbs.com/latenight/latelate/comedy/video/20061211.shtml If it doesn't come up then you can look up this weeks skits on http://www.cbs.com/latenight/latelate/comedy/ Anyways..just wanted to share with ya'll a few things that make me laugh and things that interests me. Since I was on a roll and all LOL. I'm big on Dateline, 20/20, Primetime, and all those other kinds of shows. I typically don't watch sitcoms, bu

Love Thoughts
PERSONALLY I DISAGREE WITH SOME OF THEM The beginning of love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not twist them with our own image -- otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them? The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of every-thing...they just make the most out of everything that comes their way. The best kind of friend is the one you can sit on a porch with, never saying a word and then walk away, feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. Don't go for looks -- it can deceive. Don't go for money -- even wealth fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance... and you find out you still care f

Love Of Liftime
Once upon a time there was a teacher and his student lay down under the big tree near the big grass area. Then suddenly the student asked the teacher, Student : Teacher, I'm confused how we find our soul mate. Can you please help me? Teacher : "Silent for few second, than he answer" Well, it's pretty hard and easy question.. Student : "THINK HARD" Ha??? Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one. Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... "Walk straight ahead to the grass field" A few minutes later... Student : I'm back.. Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand. Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm in the end of the field, and I hadn't pi

A Lesson In Love
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person’s heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him/her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back