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Let Me Get Something Straight Here!
To my regular readers, I must apologize to you for this but I'm going to speak my mind here and straighten a "friend" out real quick like. I'm really angry and I need to vent. First of all if you read my profile, you would have read that I am a 100% INDEPENDANT NATIVE TEXAN WOMAN. I shoot straight from the hip and I tell it like it is with me. If you have never dealth with a Texas woman, I can tell you it's a whole different ballgame. Being from ________, you don't know what that means so I'm going to explain so you understand what that means to me. IT means: I answer to NO ONE except the person that is paying my bills. As a child, I took direction from my parents or their designated authority care giver. At the age of 18, I became my own person and therefore only allowed direction with someone who was clearly someone I paid to educate me or a judicial entity. Thus, my first husband tried to beat me when I refused to conform to his control. He belittled me, kept me

Christmas
Well my Christmas and holidays turned out to be quite nice. My family and I had quite a nice time together. The gift giving was good, and I got quite a few nice things. But that's not what is most important to me. It's my time with my family. Everyone was in good moods and spirits, and it was quite nice. We had quite a nice time together. I enjoyed it a lot.We didn't really have a white Christmas here, it was pretty green actually, still chilly though. But all in all, quite nice.

Lifeless, Breathless
Lifeless in my arms her body lies. It is something I cannot bear. Has no one told you she's not breathing? It's a feeling that will not go away. I feel my heart begin to tear. Lifeless in my arms her body lies. In my arms is where she'll stay, Looking at me with a frozen stare. Has no one told you she's not breathing? I keep my mother where she lay. No one else seems to care. Lifeless in my arms her body lies. Wasn't there another way. I didn't get to say farewell. Has no one told you she's not breathing? There's nothing more that I can say, About my mother. While lifeless in my arms her body lies. Has no one told you she's not breathing?

Hispanic Ghost Story
This happened in a little town in New Mexico, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's absolutely true: This guy was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark and stormy night. The night was cold and wet and no cars went by. The storm was so strong, he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car coming towards him and stopped. The guy, without thinking about it, got in the car, closed the door, and only then realized that there was nobody behind the wheel! The car starts going again, very slowly. The guy looks at the road and sees a curve coming his way. Scared, he starts to pray and begs for his life. Just before the car hits the curve, a hand appears through the window and turns the wheel. The guy, paralyzed in terror, watched how the hand appeared each time the car approached a curve. Gathering his strength, he gets out of the car and runs all the way to the nearest town. Wet and in shock, he goes into a cantina, as

Past My Face
Past My Face I could never love you till I could know for sure, that everything you felt for me was honest true and pure. I could never believe in you till I got the chance to see, that you were honest and sincere and had some faith in me. I could never give you my mind, my soul, my heart, faith, trust and love which is the basis from which we start. And even if you gave me everything from silk to lace, I could never love you if you wouldn't look past my face. Christine

Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows
Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Each day a new crisis or a new joy Choosing to chase after or to destroy Face the world with closed eyes and fright The heart blind, the mind creates sight Worries linger from a neighbor's thought And soon grow away from what we were taught Wanting what we want and seeing it too far away That we abscond from reaching and reality stays Dreams are life and life is many dreams Chased through air, words, and little schemes The turning tides - take us in leaping, enveloping strides The beaming moon - shines a warmth of love coming soon The blowing wind - signifies when living life should begin The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Gap your ears to the influence of outside voices For our hearts lead us to the destined choices Christine

12/28/06
I'm honestly not much for prosletyzing -- or politicians -- but I think it's pretty clear that we need a change, not just in our leadership or in the Iraq war, but in the direction we've been headed. I sincerely believe that John Edwards is the person who can change that direction. I also believe that he stands a more realistic chance of winning than Hillary or Obama; they'll do an excellent job of exciting and mobilizing the base, but in a general election, I am dubious as to their ability to attract enough voters from the middle, let alone the right, to win it. The following is from Edwards's website, www.johnedwards.com. This campaign is about each of us taking responsibility for our country's future -- and ensuring America’s greatness in the 21st century. It is a campaign not just about what we can do in the White House -- but what we can do on the way. We all must take responsibility and take action now to: Provide moral leadership in the world Strengthen our m

The Definition Of A Lady
Hey, all. Here's one of the poems from my new book. It is the very thing that every man should say to his woman at least once a week(lol). I hope ya'll like it. The definition of a lady A charasmatic being with a simplistic charm. Dangerously beautiful without doing harm. Striking a spell every moment she speaks, leaving a fragrance that lasts for weeks. Healing the wounds in my broken heart. Blessing the Earth with her tears everytime we part. I shall be with her forever and all things will be good. She is the definition of a lady and she does the best that she could.

Oh Snap Is That Sum Twinkiez!?
YEZ THAT IZ SUM TWINKEZ! I luv teh twinkez... *ahem* anyways I feel like ranting about the abnorm... so here it goes... FUCK YOU! Everyone who drives a car that is... and sexy women that shut me down without reason, but thats another story... anyway I say this because I walk almost everywhere I go... its bad enough that my air is already being polluted by toxic waste and smokers, but also by people who are TOO FUCKING LAZY to walk 5 FUCKING BLOCKS away from their house, and people complain about the frequent obesity in america, if we all just get up and off out lazy asses once in a while it wouldn't be a problem. Stop sueing restraunts and fast-food-franchises and actually do some WORKING OUT and not SITTING DOWN AND EATING YOUR FUCKING FRIES YOU FAT SONS OF BITCHES! This isn't directed at anyone, its just I'm tired of hearing people complain about things and pointing fingers at other people about things that are THEIR OWN FUCKING FAULTS!... thank you for your time, and fuck you, A

Strange U.s. Sex Laws Lmao
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the beds must always be a minimum of tw

How Does A Person Practice All Perfections?
One asks: "How does a person practice all the perfections?" The Buddha replied: "By not perceiving any duality. Through understanding this nonduality he teaches reality to all beings. With physical energy, he travels widely to teach. With mental energy, he guards against the arising of such ideas as "permanence or impermanence," "good or evil," and so on. With the perfection of wisdom, he does not consider anything ultimately real but serves all beings with loving attention so that energy, patience, and meditation will be aroused in them. but even though he attends to the minutest detail of whatever must be done, he never grasps it or tries to make ultimate sense of it, because he knows it has no enduring substance of its own."

The Last Gryphon
The Last Gryphon, As lightning struck and thunder rumbled, Down on an earthy, rocky, desert floor, A lone creature gasped and panted as he tried to fly, But alas a misstep, a loose rock and then he stumbled, Not to be undone he rose to his feet once more, A glance to each side and a flap of his wings, He crouched low to the ground, belly to the rocks he leaped to the sky, With strong, determined beats he rose in the air, A proud gleam in his eye he swooped down across the desert, Picking up speed he pulled up and flew higher and higher, As lightning flashed the world echoed with the sound of thunder, Higher still, he rose, to be out done by none was his goal! Above the clouds now he rolled and dove, Tearing there billowy presence asunder, Alone he thought he silently challenged any to best him, On top a dark and stormy spire a single dragon sat, His ears pricked up as he heard a challenge as whispered as it was, Such insolence! How dare a soul insu

Just Thinking
CLOSE MY EYES TO THE PAIN FEEL SO NUMB IT SO INSAIN OPEN MY EYES PAINS STILL THERE TEARS ARE WELLING VISION NOT CLEAR FOLD MY HAND BEGIN TO PRAY SO MUCH PAIN FORGOT WHAT TO SAY HOLD MY BREATH TRY TO THINK THOUGHTS ARE LOST IN A KINK WHERE TO GO WHAT TO DO HAVE NO ANSWERS PULLING THRU

Wtf Another Blog... Okay I Have No Clue Why
LIFE IS HARD AND WE ALL SUFFER EACH DAY WE HAVE GOOD DAYS AND SOME BAD. MOMENTS CHANGE. WELL I GUESS I JUST WANT TO SAY I AM GLAD FOR MY LIFE. I HAVE MET GREAT PEOPLE ON LC YES I SAID LC CAUSE THAT'S WHAT IT IS TO ME... LC GOT A PROBLEM WITH IT? TOUGH... IM TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING, JUST LISTEN I MEET GREAT PEOPLE EVERY DAY. I HAVE COME TO LOVE MY FRIENDS. THEY ARE ALL SO GREAT. SO I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME. ALL THE MAIL, COMMENTS 10'S PIC COMMENTS. I LOVE THEM ALL. I LOVE MY FRIENDS... THANK YOU ALL.. I LOVE MY FRIENDS DID I MENTION THAT? WELL I DO! SO MY THANKS TO ALL OF YOU... LC LOVE STRONG AND TRUE... I MAY NOT BE THERE AS MUCH AS YOU WANT BUT I TRY CAUSE YOU ARE ALL WORTH IT, SO IF YOU NEED SOMETHING... PLEASE ASK I WILL DO MY BEST TO HELP.. TIMES I CANT DO MUCH TIME I CAN, BUT IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND THANK YOU AND THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING LC A GREAT PLACE TO BE FOR ME.. LOVE SER WILLIAM

New Years
I took off all week. Well today I napped, dammit! So I have been up mostttttttttttttt of the morning now, and I think I made it to every single friend and told them Happy New Yearssssssssssssssss! If I missed you I am very sorry! Whew, Jer

Kiss Of 2007
There is at least 1 person on your friends list that wants to be your first kiss of 2007. Repost this as "First Kiss of 2007" and the first person to reply to you saying i want to be your first kiss of '07 will be your first kiss when 2007 comes around.

New Telly...
i got one... the difference between widescreen on a 25" 4:3 telly and a 27" 16:9 is UNBELIEVABLE!!! :) i want the 103" plasma but the wife wouldn't allow it ;) ...besides, the room's to small. it not the SECC you know :)

Morphin Tag
Will someone out there set this as a morphin tag for me....using this and my pic with the green shirt which can be found in my profile pics....Please~ Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com thank You......Hugs M'Lady Tina This might not happen, just thought I would give it a try....love and hugs!!!!!!!

Contact Me -other Way As A Friend
if you are a friend or family of mine here is how to contact me off of here. armyjay07@yahoo, armyjay07@hotmail, david.fanning@us.army.mil take your pic, just introduce yourself so i know who you are.

Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan
Kerran vain haaveeni nahda sain En pienuutta alla tahtien tuntenut Kerran sain kehtooni kalterit Vankina sielta kirjetta kirjoitan Luojani, luoksesi anna minun tulla siksi miksi lapseni minua luulee Sinussa maailman kauneus Josta kuolema teki minusta taiteilijan Luojani, luoksesi anna minun tulla siksi miksi lapseni minua luulee Oman taivaan tanne loin Anna minun paasta pois [ENGLISH TRANSLATION: Death Makes Artists] Only once I could see my dream Didn't feel the smallness under the stars Once I got bars in my cradle As a prisoner I write a letter from there My Lord, to you, let me become what my child thinks I am In you is the beauty of the world, of which death made me an artist My Lord, to you, let me become what my child thinks I am My own heaven I created here Let me get away My own heaven I created here Let me get away

She Is My Sin
Take heed, dear heart Once apart, she can touch nor me nor you Dressed as one A wolf will betray a lamb Lead astray the gazers The razors on your seducing skin In the meadow of sinful thoughts Every flower's a perfect one To paradise with pleasure haunted, Haunted by fear A sin for him Desire within, Desire within A burning veil For the bride too dear for him A sin for him Desire within, Desire within Fall in love with your deep dark sin I am the Fallen You are what my sins enclose Lust is not as creative As its discovery To paradise with pleasure haunted, Haunted by fear A sin for him... Bless me, undress me Pick your prey in a wicked way God I must confess... I do envy the sinners

Dead Gardens
The story behind the painting I drew is already told No more tearstains on the pages of my diary Tired but unable to give up since I`m Responsible for the lives I saved The play is done The curtain`s down All the tales are told All the orchids gone Lost in my own world Now I care for dead gardens My song is little worth anymore Time to lay this weary pen aside The play is done The curtain`s down "Where are the wolves, the underwater moon The elvenpath, the haven of youth Lagoons of the starlit sea Have I felt enough for one man`s deed? Or is it time to challenge the Ancient of Days And let the virgin conceive" All the tales...

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Contest =)
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O

Work
work sucks. its so dead til after the first of the year! i work for a thermal processing plant, which basically means we cook metal to either harden or soften it for the customer. GM is one of our biggest customers. Im the new shipping manager here so its quite the experience so far. nothin like good ole factory work!

I Am Apalled!!!!
I was just listening to M&B & heard a caller talking about how she gives her 15 year old daughter NO privacy and PROUD of it. Like she is doing her a favor. She checks her vm, reads her email, etc. I mean it just RIDICULOUS!!! Look bitch first of all if you have a guilty conscience or think you are "protecting" your child you are doing anything but. Where do you establish a sense of trust? You know doing so they might just feel they can approach you of their own FREE will Shudder the thought. Why not instead NURTURE your children, lead by example & EMPOWER them to be responsible thoughtful human beings, instead of trying to dominate & control them. You know what controlling behavior gets them? You know what domineering gets you? Authority issues, lack of developed judgment, resentment, no sense of trust in the parent/child relationship & just how do you expect them to have any respect or honesty when you do not respect them or approach them with trust? That only breeds negativity. Mis

Fake People
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

Hello Everyone,
Today is one of those silent cool days where everyone seems to be sleeping in. A dreary wet one. My building is silent almost to silent. I beleive it's because today they buried my dear friend Al who passed away on Christmas day. I can still feel his present lingering the halls of this God forsaken place and it saddened my heart. They say when a friend dies they go to a better place, I have yet to see the truth in this. I can honestly say he no longer suffers from his breathing and heart problem. I shall miss my friend none the less. He was a beacon of hope in this dreary apt. complex always trying to get the rules changed and/or break them. They do make the rules harsh on anyone who is trying to make it on a set income and is why I find myself wanting to get out of my situation here. This will take me time to get there school is not an overnight endevor, but with my grades of A & B's it is not hopeless. We all have to make choices in our lives on where our life will go. I m

Might Not Be On For Awhile
JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW THAT I MIGHT NOT BE ON FOR AWHILE. THERE IS A CHANGE OUR CABLE INTERNET WILL BE TURNED OFF. NOT SURE WHEN IT WILL BE TURNED BACK ON. ALL THE BILLS HIT US IN THE FACE AFTER CHRISTMAS. JUST LETTING U KNOW WHY I WASNT ONLINE FOR AWHILE . DONT WANT ANYONE WORRYING SURE COULD USE A SUGAR DADDY ABOUT NOW LOL.....JUST KIDDING HOPE ALL OF U HAVE A GREAT NEW YEARS!!

For Everyone Asking To Join The Posse...
A bunch of people are asking to join the PIMPED posse. For those who don't know, the posse is simply a small group of people who are willing to repost bulletins that are created by PIMPED in an effort to spread the word to those who may not be on the PIMPED friends list. In turn the posse is posted on the PIMPED website with links to their individual profiles to hopefully get them some more traffic. For now this is limited to 10 men and 10 women. This limit is to prevent people from getting overly spammed with the same bulletins. As the PIMPED fan base grows we will probably accept more people into the posse. Also, if existing posse members are not reposting when they are on, they will eventually be removed and their spots will be made available to you. At the moment, all 10 female positions are filled and we are not accepting more. There are still 3 male positions open and those who are interested need to send a private message to PIMPED saying so. Do not rely on profil

My Absence
To all my friends and Family here on Tap, I am sry that I have not been around to chat and return emails and comments. My father has been very ill again and he requires alot of my attention. He was placed in the hospital over Christmas and we were told that he had an infection that could damage his heart. So, for those of you who know even a little about me, you understans why I have not been around. Please do not interpret my lack of responsive as an insult I am merely taking care of my family. Thank you very much for reading this, please keep my father in your prayers. TTYL Regards Christina

Not An Addict
Not An Addict - k's choice Breathe it in and breathe it out And pass it on, it's almost out We're so creative, so much more We're high above but on the floor It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side The deeper you stick it in your vein The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain I'm in heaven, I'm a god I'm everywhere, I feel so hot It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) It's over now, I'm cold, alone I'm just a person on my own Nothing means a thing to me (Nothing means a thing to me) It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) Free me, leave me Watch me as I'm going down Free me, see me Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling. It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel... It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive It

Alone
Cold autumn evenings, looking out a window at the fading light, winter seeping into weary bones, thoughts turn to friends empty, pity filled hugs, wondering if that is all that is left for me. Only wanting to love, to be close to someone but I get only to watch others walk hand in hand, seperated, as if I'm in a glass cage. Helpless, unknowing how to deal with all these pain filled feelings. Trying to keep hope but always losing sight. Looking around and seeing friends full of love surrounding me, seperated, though, by the glass. Constantly alone. Begining to feel like a love predator left with nothing but prey. Like my spider in it's cage full of bugs. I'm doomed to watch over those that could feed me, protect them, that is all I can see unable to be truly loved. Left with empty cold filled nights holding back the rage. Curled in a corner all night. Pain wreaking havoc upon my heart and soul, fighting th

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Chestnut Tree You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice. And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around. You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior. Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal. Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Love...hate
Life, death, love and hate! The stars alone tell the stone cold truth! We all live a short time here and before you know it it is to late! Darkness falls and bugs crawl! Soon to have a feast! Suns up! Skins burning, cover up cover up or you'll be crisp! Lovers here lovers now sweet hatred it can be! Is this a world full of people or is all this a twisted ruse? At night you hear the spirits warn you! You hear the world stop and then there before you is the beast. You run helter skelter in the night. The wind warns you whispered and hissed. The pain that we endure is it all that there is? Is it all that can be? Pain hate anger love. That is what we carry. Prey down the alley, sweet and juicy. Caught up in your lover/prey's arms. The choice is yours. Do you love? Hate? Feel the pain? Or let your anger surge?

Black Rose
You are my black rose The cause of all my sorrow, the keeper of my tears The wreath of thorns around my heart, the end to all my fears The contaminator of my blood with fire, the guardian of my soul You pull me from the darkness, keep me warm when nights are cold You are my black rose The keeper of my secrets, the teller of my lies You are the heartache in my chest, the desire in my eyes Your spirit envelopes me, your sharp thorns spill my blood You are the clawed hand that reaches out to save me from the flood You are my black rose You are the padlock on my chains, the wings that set me free The lips that tell me what to say, the sight that lets me see You are everything I need to live, the poison that I drink The peace and beauty that lift me up, the depression into which I sink You are my black rose You feed me but I starve, you talk but I am deaf, You hate me as you love me, I reach out to what is left My black rose is slowly dying now, maybe from lack of love My

Just A Word
just wanted to let everyone know merry christmas and srry i'm not on much i'm busy and i tend to forget about keeping up with things love you all and u all have been so nice to me. holla peole have a merry new year. peace and love.

I Guess It's Really Over
I guess it's really over. I just can't believe that he won't tell me what I did. How can he intentionally hurt me like this? He has to know that he is hurting me by not talking to me. OMG... I just don't know what to do... How am I supposed to handle this? Why did I ever make him so important to me?

I Have To Do This !!!
I AM GOING TO CLEAN OUT MY FRIENDS LIST.. SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON MY LIST I HAVE COMMENTED, TRIED TO TALK TO.. HELL SOME OF THEM I DONT EVEN KNOW THEIR NAMES... SO THIS MORNING I SPENT 3 HOURS SENDING AT LEAST 1 COMMENT TO ALL OF MY " FRIENDS" AND SAID " DAMN WHY I AM SENDING THIS STUFF TO SOME OF THESE PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER EVEN RECEIVED A DAMN HELLO FROM SOME OF THEM!!! SO IM CLEANING IT OUT !!!!!!! I AM ONLY KEEPING THE FRIENDS I KNOW AND THE FRIENDS THAT I INTERACT WITH. I AM SORRY IM NOT TRYING TO HURT ANYONE FEELINGS!! BUT IF U HAVE BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND I DONT EVEN KNOW U OR NEVER EVEN HEAR FROM U IM SORRY U GOTTA GO !! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!! AND BE SAFE !! HUGS, AJ

Too My Soldier Brothers And Sisters And All Sevrvice Members
Those who make the ultimate sacrifice have a character many civilians can't understand to place your life in danger to take care of those to your right and left is proof of the character you have and the person you are. Too many take this for granted. Many of our citizens don't realize we are at war because the threats are thwarted before harm comes to the general public. They only feel the anger for the losses we incur. May god give them the clarity to understand what we fight for is there safety and the safety of our lovedones and children. We fight so many can have an opinion. We fight for a country while not perfect; is worth fighting for. Let us hope they one day get it and that the public and congress let us fight for a clear objective instead of policing the world and patching leaks. Let us fix the problem. Let the public know what we fight for and let us band together as a country to support the stop of sensless violence mascaraded as religeous ferver. God Bless all service

Urgent: Your Help Needed
I just received the following fax from the American Red Cross of Central Illinois. "WE ARE NOW BELOW A TWO-DAY SUPPLY IN MANY BLOOD TYPES. WE NEED TO CORRECT THIS IMMEDIATELY BEFORE THE HOLIDAY WEEKEND." "WE NORMALLY HAVE A THREE-DAY STOCKPILE OF BLOOD AVAILABLE AT ANY GIVEN TIME. BUT IT HAS FALLEN BELOW THAT BECAUSE OF INCREASED USAGE FOR MEDICAL PROCEDURES AND FEWER DONATIONS BECAUSE OF THE HOLIDAYS." "ALL TYPES OF BLOOD ARE NEEDED, BUT THERE IS STILL A SPECIAL NEED FOR DONORS WITH 0-POSITIVE, A-POSITIVE, O-NEGATIVE, AND B-NEGATIVE." If you live in the Central US, please, GIVE BLOOD TODAY! Donating blood is free and painless. Thirty minutes of your time could save someone's life. There will be many traffic accidents over the New Years weekend and the blood is desperately needed to help those injured. What better way to start off 2007 than to save someone's life. Thank you!

Flicker
It's amazing, my dear readers, what comes to my mind when I'm sitting alone in my living room, sipping lemon tea, watching the grey sky and playing with a pair of old socks with my lighter. We all make mistakes. He slept with a Colt M1911 under his pillow, and for her, he was a mistake. I tried too hard freshman year of high school, and I still don't like that mistake. Something is broken in our world; we are fallen; that is our nature. But, even though we all are failed creatures, the beautiful hope is that through us comes our redemption. My flaws are your strengths and my strengths are his flaws and so on. Even though we freefall, we do so with angels' grace. And I am the patron saint of objection. We write each other into our lives, seeing that which we are told by others that they see as well. I'm beginning to understand Dworken's implied argument on socialization. I should clear those beer bottles off of my coffee table. For many, this week between the holidays is

Only The Thrill Need 2 Apply
If U on some BS Exit stage left and keep it movin. I have 10 Rules that live by & will not make any Acceptations. 1.) U must b into BBW'S 2.) U must B Single 3.) I need a man that know how 2 b friends 4.) U must have good communication skills as well as a good listener. 6.) U must b over the age of 25 to 45 of age. 7.) U must b honest, loyal, humble, laid back & respectable. 8.) I love a man that's caramel to chocolate skin tone. 9.) U must b fresh to death or atleast decent dressed man and plus a man that smells good. 10.) No Bull shyter's and No game player's just real azz men. Ok now u know wat iI'm looking 4 in a man. So if u fit these stats then holla . If not holla front. Only the thrill need 2 apply!!!!! 4 those that only know wat thrill means get at me !!!

Sex, Sex And More Sex
Now that I have your attention, I wanted to take this opportunity to put my ideas, thoughts and perspective out there for everyone. Comments would be appreciated. Let me start off with I luv sex...my ex kept accusing me of being a nymphomaniac. I figure if you're with someone that you want to be with the energy just flows and it's addicting. Moving past that I luv my friends and my special friends who I share intimate moments with are not for divulging and dropping names, out of respect for privacy and being a gentleman. One-night stands, all depends on your definition, mine is that you meet this random person, you have sex and never see them again save perhaps one awkward moment a week or month later. When I was in college there were a few classmates who I had sexual encounters with and we remained friends. I wouldn't consider these one-night stands since we saw each other in class and around campus and we had sex every now and again. Sex in public, now some people are j

My Birthday
on january 23rd will be my 36th birthday!! yeah right? well it would only be a big yeah , if I can have a big blowout , with someone special and have wild and crazy sex. there i said it. I want sex ,sex and more sex. I am that age that I am in my prime and want it all the time and have it with someone who can keep up. so i hope i get my one wish and watch out whoever decides to take me on.;

The Truth Please
The truth please I’m tired of these tears that I cry So tell me that were done so I can slowly die You made me smile everyday You showed me how to relax in every way I don’t want us to end Cause it’s so hard to be just friends Please tell me that I wasn’t just a sex toy Come on be honest cause your my baby boy The truth will only hurt for a little while And I’m sure after months I’ll be able to smile I can’t believe that you weren’t true to me Cause when I heard that I fell to my knees Please if anything let me walk away Knowing that the dream I had everyday Was real instead of being fake Cause I don’t think I can handle another heart brake The love that I felt for you Was and is still true I can see that this is my fault for us to be over But I prey that I can still look over my shoulder And that you might be there waiting for me Cause I’m having a hard time letting us be So I need to know why you couldn't love me so I need you to

Sunset On A Broken Life
Feel the rain hit my face mixing with the tears streaming down Reflecting back on me Staring into my soul Tell me its alright Tell me its ok Cause i know its not going to be Ripped out my heart Would you like a peice? Go deep down inside and lock away the key Its starting not to be light anymore for the sun is starting to set and darkness is all i see

Russia And Pics
well this is my first entry on here.well just got back from russia.was in the city cslled rostov on dun.it was cool got to meet some n ice people there and seen some cool sites.ill e addind pics as i can so check back and take a look

Dv
Alright here is another stupid person and in a mum comment they said the following: Will this deployment EVER end?? The definition of domestic violence is to abuse someone that you live with. Hence the Domestic part in domestic violence. Here is what Domestic Violence is: When spouses, intimate partners, or dates use physical violence, threats, emotional abuse, harassment, or stalking to control the behavior of their partners, they are committing domestic violence. Physical violence includes putting your hands on a person against their will. It also includes shoving, pushing, grabbing, pulling, or forcing some one to stay somewhere. Regardless of the relationship between two people, using physical violence against someone is a crime. I have been through it I am swear I am not talking out of my ass unlike what some people obviously think.

Xfans And Other Sites I Frequent
well, ofcourse I joined another site how else can I keep networking with all of you, so here it is, and here are my other friend sites with the exception of my other myspace , don't worry about dropping me a line if your a star, director or someone I recognize instant add, Happy Holidays. but the links into your browser xfanz profile http://www.xfanz.com/Jimmy_Drama adultspace http://Jim_aka_JTM3.adultspace.com below is my xPeeps http://www.xpeeps.com/truegenius_aka_jimmy3 my huge myspace account, i have 2 by the way, use the last name Drama to add me http://www.myspace.com/blueyedtallguy Friendster account ,the original myspace http://www.friendster.com/truegenius my hi5 account http://tallblueyes.hi5.com

Just A Few Words!!
ok,I have way to much to do,so going offline for a bit. I'm in between to place right now, so if i don't catch up with all my friends and family I am sorry.I'll be poping in and out throught the next few days,so feel free to leave a message or two if you like ok! Peace!!

Please Hope You Will Never Be This Stupid!!!!
@ 1 point in this story you will want to KILL these two assholes for their incompetance..Least I would... This is from a radio program, a true report of an incident in Michigan. Brilliant Duck Hunters: Two Hunters from Michigan A guy buys a brand new Lincoln Navigator SUV for $42,500 and has $560 monthly payments. He and a friend go duck hunting in the winter, and of course all the lakes are frozen over. These two guys go out on the lake with their guns, a dog, and of course the new Vehicle. They drive out onto the lake ice and get ready. Now, they want to make some kind of a natural landing area for the ducks, something for the decoys to float on. In order to make a hole large enough to look like something a wandering duck would fly down and land on, it's going to take a little more effort than an ice hole drill. So, out of the back of the new Navigator comes a stick of dynamite with a short, 40-second fuse.

Re Some Of My Life
Hi thank you for taking the time to read my profile and blogs. The reason I spoke so personally about my past was to say "Hey! I went through hell but I survived!" If u have or are still going through something similar I hope my blog helped. Im so much stronger now and my confidence grows daily. He took 7 years of my life and I wont let him take any more! The way is to stop going over and over ur past, even if u have been through hell and back, and believe me what u know about me is so little to what ive been through from a child to now. But I wont let myself be dragged into the "oh poor me Im a victim" down hill spiral! I am living now in the present and im making the most out of it. Life goes by so quickly that we must make the most out of each and every new day. There will be times that u may feel ur on ur way down and feeling depressed but stay strong and instead go out and smile at everyone u pass and say hello. Make new friends and HAVE FUN NOW! No one knows what tomorrow brings

New Years Eve
its here again, and once again the question, what are you doing new years eve ? and the answer again is habging out with the kids till the big ball drops,and going to bed,with the way the laws are now, im not getting pulled over because there looking for drunks,and getting arrested because i smoke weed,if it wasnt for check points they would never even know,and to do what ?go to a bar and look for someone thats probally drunk to fuck for the night and forget its not real love? id rather masterbate alone,some say sex can be unattached,which i do believe it can,but the trurth is meeting on new years eve ,is normally to lonly people looking for anything to fill the hole,and end the end theres far more feelings then were ment to be.and the last thing i need right now is to hurt anyone ,or be hurt,so no plastic holiday reef relationship for me,if ya see me online say happy new years and know untill im with who i want to share my new years with ,im happy right here. Spanish graphics from

"se Semper Tyrannis!" (death To Tyrants)
Well hold onto ur seats folks. The day millions have been waiting for is here it seems. Millions whose family members and friends were raped, tortured, maimed, gased,and killed needlessly all for thinking otherwise and being who they were. Anyday now Saddam Hussein Al-Tikriti will be losing his stools in his pants on the other end of a hangman's noose. Better pack ur Depends pal. Allah al Akbar is right. However.... Even though no one would love to run some Jack Bauer shit on his ass more then this patriot, yours truly. I would love to torture him to death with my own two hands for the American serviceman, the kuwaiti's, the persians, and the kurds he sytematically murdered throughout his tenure. Oh yeah, and let's not forget the jews he's slaughtered as well. Sorry Bibi we should'nt. I dont believe we can justify taking his life simply for his misdeeds. I know what ur thinking, then what do we do? right? hard labor....till the day he dies. Never the less, this is not our ch

Nails In The Feanc
THERE ONCE WAS A LITTLE BOY WHO HAD A BAD TEMPER HIS FATHER GAVE HIM A BAG OF NAILS AND TOLD HIM THAT EVERY TIME HE LOST HIS TEMPER,HE MUST HAMMER A NAIL INTO THE BACK OF THE FENCE, THE FRIST DAY THE BOY HAD DRIVEN 37 NAILS IN TO THE FEANCE.OVER THE NEXT FEW WEEKS, AS HE LEARNED TO CONTROL HIS ANGER,THE NUMBER OF NAILS DWINDLED DOWN,HE DISCOVERED IT WAS EASYER TO HOLD HIS TEMPER THAN TO DRIVE THROSE NAILS INTO THE FENCE,FINALLY THE DAY CAME WHEN THE BOY DIDNT LOSE HIS TEMPER AT ALL, HE TOLD HIS FATHER ABOUT IT AND THE FATHER SUGGESTED THAT THE BOY NOW PULL ONE NAIL FOR EACH DAY THAT HE WAS ABLE TO HOLD HIS TEMPER. THE DAYS PASSED AND THE YOUNG BOY WAS FINALLY ABLE TO TELL HIS FATHER THAT ALL THE NAILS WERE GONE,THE FATHER TOOK HIS SON BY THE HAND AND LEAD HIM TO THE FEANCE. HE SAID,YOU HAVE DONE WELL,MY SON, BUT LOOK AT ALL THE HOLES IN THE FENCE.THE FENCE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, WHEN YOU SAY THINGS IN ANGER,THEY LEAVE A SCAR JUST LIKE THIS ONE. YOU CAN PUT A KNIFE IN A MAN AND DR

Blogalicious
Good info........'specially for tonight :) It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria, which is found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey , Vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. It is because the process had killed the bacteria. Therefore, it is better to drink wine and talk shit, than it is to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for providing you this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

Happy New Year
hi every one i just wanna wish every one happy new year.its kinda hard to visit everyone page so ill do it here.have fun and be safe!oh yeah dont party to hard like me..lol..on my way the door to go to washington.lots of love..mel

Impossible To Speak These When Drunk
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-consti tutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me. 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No, thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool. 9. Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. 10. I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

Gor
If the modern human heart was being smothered with lies, and it is; If my soul cried out for something more real, more constant than this gray Earth, and it does; If I valued true friendship, myborn maleness, and my right to defend what I feel is truth, and I do; If I am not afraid to stand up before my peers and announce to them that the GOR books touch a nerve in me, and take hold of my spirit in a way which few works of fiction ever have, and I'm not; If all that I have said above is true, then I am Gorean. Despite what others may say of me. It is true; and i am proud to say, even the presence of my most avaricious detractors: I am Gorean!

Trapped
I have no idea as to why my parents always feel when they get into a stupid little argument over nothing sometimes that they have to put me in the middle of it. I hate it like one wouldn't even know. its like they depend on me to settle the damn thing or something. I feel like if i say one thing, then the other will get mad no doubt. its like my mom expects to say no to anything my stedad says bout her and my stepdad expects to me to say yes bout anything he says. i feel trapped between all of that b/c i know w/e i say its gonna hurt the others feelings and ugh its hell and back. they don't ever think how i feel bout it when they do it either, they think im fine with, well im not and i've told them but they don't seem to give a fuck bout it. they say won't get mad when i know for a fact they get mad, they don't say it but i can tell that they are. i don't know what to do so i just call it as i see it around here and w/e i seem to say pisses themn off and that kinda hurts me in a way. i

Did You Know That?
Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections al

Representing Lol
Another chic from Jersey posted this elsewhere and there is so much truth in it, I felt it needed to be here also. "Yeah, Im from NJ. I curse a lot. I say "dude" and I say it often. I never had school on Rosh Hashanah or Yom Kippur. I sure as hell don't pump my own gas. I know what real pizza tastes like, and I know that a bagel is much more than a fuckin' roll with a hole in the middle. I judge people by what exit they get off the parkway. I can navigate a circle--with attitude. All good nights must end at a diner--preferably with cheese fries. It's a sub, not a hoagie or, worse yet, a hero, and I wash it down with soda, not pop. Two words... "mother fucker." I don't go to the beach, I go down the shore. And boardwalk brawls are just a part of the atmosphere. Yes, I drink cawfee. I know that 65mph really means 80. I've always lived within 10 minutes of a mall. When someone cuts me off, they get the horn AND the finger. And they accept it. I am from New Jersey, and I fuckin love it.

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!! Really?????????
So, the new year is upon us and many will be making new resolutions, and many will break them in a few weeks. As for me, I will not be making any new years resolution, there is nothing to resolve. I am how ever hoping that the new year will bring that special someone into my life, and if not there is always next year. Untill then, I will enjoy my family and friends and spend that special time with my grandsons. They are the men in my life right now. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, here's wishing all of you fine folks a Very Happy New Year and many more to come..............

The Truth About Love
The truth about love is.. Love is blind and it’ll take over your mind.. What you think is love is truly not, because the truth is that the person you’re in love with, will never love you or like you, like you think she or he will.. I don’t want to be in love anymore.. I’ve been disappointed for so many times.. I’ve been hurted for so many times.. I just hate it, you know? Sometimes love can be so beautiful but there is always a dark side too.. I thought I was crazy in love with you but now I know that it isn’t true.. Life is hard even when people really care about you.. So is love.. When do you know for sure that if you like someone, that you love that person? The thing I’m wondering about if love really does exist.. Or is it just an illusion? Something that isn’t real.. I guess love is an illusion.. I guess it isn’t real.. Because whe I really love somebody, there is always something that mess things up..

Believe In Yourself
I wish you could tell me all your little thoughts I wish you could tell me all the trouble on your mind 'cause if I knew all your deepest feelings they wouldn't be so hard to find I wish I could help you to heal your heart I wish I could help you to make you smile but I know this is something you have to do on your own I know you can do it just hang on for a while when you have made your choices and you know how to life just follow your dreams and give all you can give believe in yourself in the person inside and remember one thing after darkness comes light reach for that light and find your way through I know you can do it 'cause I believe in you!

How Clear Is Your Mind??
I challenge you NOT to think dirty. All of the answers in this quiz are NOT obscene in any way. Vocabulary Test for the Dirty Minded: 1) What is a four-letter word that ends in "k"and means the same as intercourse? 2) What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3) What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4) What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5) Name a word that is four letters long, end in "u-n-t" which is a word for a woman? 6) What does a dog do that you can step into? 7) What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with "k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8) What is hard, six inches long, has nuts, and can make a girl want more? 9) What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10) What is it that all men have one of; it's longer on some men than on others; the pope doesn't use his; and a man

It Still Hurts
Grant may have hurt mal mal, but it still doesn't change the fact that not only grant is being punished... i understand it's usually hard for the victims family and the ... perps family too... but what if you're both? and no punishment the prison can give him is worse than the punishment he puts himself through everyday. and now we're suffering too... this is just a rant. ignore me.

Oh My God, Check These Out !!!
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'bout Time This Fucker Dies!!
BAGHDAD, Iraq (AP) - Saddam Hussein will be executed no later than Saturday, said an Iraqi judge authorized to attend his hanging. American and Iraqi officials met to set the hour of his death. As the time approached, Saddam received two of his half brothers in his cell on Thursday and was said to have given them his personal belongings and a copy of his will. Najeeb al-Nauimi, a member of Saddam's legal team, said he too requested a final meeting with the deposed Iraqi leader. "His daughter in Amman was crying, she said 'Take me with you,'" al-Nauimi said late Friday. But he said their request was rejected. Munir Haddad, a judge on the appeals court that upheld Saddam's death sentence, said all documents required for the execution were ready. They included an order known as a "red card" that must be delivered to the head of the prison where Saddam is to be executed; a similar document was also used in Iraqi courts during Saddam's rule. With U.S. forces on high alert f

Gift Sale? Lmfao ... Too Much
Ok you gotta love it when people buy accts to sell gifts lmao.... EARRINGS = 2000 COMMENTS PLATINUM CHERRY = 2500 COMMENTS DIAMOND RING OR MENS RING = 4000 COMMENTS ROLEX = 5000 COMMENTS This just cracks me up...for one thing who in the hell is going to sit there and give someone 2000 comments for a damn clipart earrings!!! I know I wouldn't. I guess I thought the gift thing was made for a kind gesture to send someone...that is what I use it for....I just found it rather tacky, somewhat humorous in a huge stupid way!!! Think it's time to delete that person lol!

Take A Copy And Send It To Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus, Can u please explain to me why u would want to run a democrocy here on CT ?? It makes no since to try and harm the ones that make your site a wonderful one to be on. Why not let us pee-ons alone and do what we want too. (after all isnt that what we are according to u) We are the backbone to your site, why chase us off ?? What diffrence does it make to u how we send comments or how many and if their duplicates???. I would surley think u have bigger things to worry about running your site, Then what us peeons do. If folks dont like it then they can deny html correct?? Then u come to us and ask us to ask our friends to join?? yea right..... My friend, u will loose alot of members dictating how we are to spam our friends.. Thats our right!! and Its Called "freedom of speech" ohhh, and yvw for that thank-you (that u said u would get around to). That I never got for your birthday present & comment. I am

Calling In Favors Please Help Me
Ok everyone!!!! The time has come to get your clicking finger ready! The contest for MOST AWARD WINNING PERSONALITY Starts at 5 p.m. today!!!! REMEMBER TO HAVE A GREAT TIME AND GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE... HERE IS A LIST OF THE CONTESTANTS SPECIAL K CABRIOLET CURIOUS GUY TOMCAT BIND TORTURE KILL AMMONURU AKA TPK RAZZ AND SINFULMAN BOOSHINE RedMex YOU CAN VOTE ON YOUR OWN... COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED NO DOWN RATING OF OTHER CONTESTANTS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 48 HOURS STARTING TONIGHT AT 5MST AND ENDING SUNDAY AT 5 HAVE A GREAT TIME!! AND DON'T FORGET TO GET OVER HERE AND VOTE FOR YOUR FRIENDS...THEY DESERVE TO KNOW THAT YOU THINK THEY HAVE AN AWARD WINNING PERSONALITY!! MUCH LOVE, MOMMA (repost of original by '~*~Momma~*~' on '2006-12-29 13:19:39') (repost of original by 'F******HOT marina -Dutch Dutchess of the Perv-Crew[CHIEF EFC]' on '2006-12-29 13:34:03') (

Great News!!!!
My hubby and I got our own place!!!! Soooo, if anyone's wanting to drop by, maybe chill with whatever you might bring or ask us to get, LET ME KNOW!! Lol. Seriously, though, peoples, let me know, cause I ain't havin people randomly pop up at my house...

That Kind Of Lover
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fire In My Hometwown.
Hi People, Thursday 27-12-2006 at 04.00am there was a fire in the center of my hometown. A kebabrestaurant, a cafe and a real dutch coffeeshop went up in flames. Luckely no one was injured but 19 people became homeless. The local goverment took care and the well have a new place to live in a few weeks. I heard the sirenes off the firebrigade, police and ambulances but had no idea what was going on. If I had known that one of hour local coffeeshops went up in flames I would have gone watch the fire cause I never smoked a spliff that big. Anyway I wnet today and I shot thoose pictures for ya. Thanks for reading and have a great day. The police investigates how this could happen. The cause is probably fireworks. So be carefull when you are gonna light some. Take care and hace a cracking start of 2007.

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Sexiest Pic Contest
come vote for me in the sexiest pic contest comment and rates will be great ty all friends n family at cherry tap!!! happy new year!!!! go to the following link then photo folder sexy pic contest thanks all again mwas!!!!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/user/191393 please repost thanks all!!!!

Cleaning Out List
Just wanted to warn some people that if they are no longer on my friends list, there's a reason why. Some people i have not heard from for months, others just wanted me to add them for whatever reason, or to see my private pics, ya well thats changing. I have over 200 people on my list and i may talk to a handful, and told myself i wasnt gonna do what i did on myspace. Normally i dont bitch about much at all, but this is becoming ridiculous. Even when i leave comments for my "friends" shit i dont hear a thing from them, so ya cleaning time. So to any of you who chat with me, disregard this, cuz i appreciate you all and all of you are wonderful in one way or another, and i thank you dearly for at least saying hi from time to time. k i'm done bitching, have a great night everyone

Need Some Love For Mr. Chugg!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen, This is my friend Mr. Chuggler... who through no fault of his own O:-) lost his CherryTap account recently. Being the Awesome Cherrytapper that he is... Snicker... he has come back and is starting again. Let's give him some love and I know he will return it. Dump some 10s on him... He was at Level 9... but now is a 2... snicker. Pimp him out to your friends as well...

Friends
Friends A friend is someone who is always at your side, A friend is someone who likes you even though you stink of shit, and your breath smells like you've been eating catfood, A friend is someone who likes you even though you're as ugly as a hat full of Assholes, A friend is someone who cleans up for you after you've soiled yourself, A friend is someone who stays with you all night while you cry about your sad, sad life, A friend is someone who pretends they like you when they really think you should be raped by mad chimpanzees, then thrown to vicious dogs, A friend is someone who scrubs your toilet, vacuums and then gets the check and leaves and doesn't speak much English... * no, sorry that's the cleaning lady, A friend is not someone who sends you chain letters because he wants his wish of being rich to come true. Now quick go rate my page and leave tons of comments. Cuz Cherry Tap said If I dont pass this on Ill never be able to have comments again If you don't, you'l

G.e.d
Ok so I FINALLY went and took my ged test on the 18th. I have to wait 3-4 weeks for the results to come in. HOWEVER I have a feeling that I will be going back to retake the essay part. I wasn't happy with it and i KNOW it sucked lol. Ok so on ANOTHER note. most of you don't know this but I (poolkitten) am married. I got married at the age of 17. and well lets say that I grew up and he didn't. anyway I left him almost 3 years ago. well, I am FINALLY getting my divorce. I have an appointment with my lawyer on the 16th. and then it will be started :) damn I'm so tickled pink. I have finally started to get things done. Now I just have to wait for Donnie to decided where he is planning on moving us to, so that I can go back to school..

"will You Ever?"
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders I have learned to understand. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Hundred Reasons-if I Could
It's whereabouts that won't cave in Scenes of violence protect this In aching heart that will begin To wrestle with obstruction And I'd stay for ages, if i could To wake you I'd stay for ages, If I could To wake you In taking hold to waste within Coping as best as you can with; The way it is does not have to be As long as it stays unwritten And I'd stay for ages, if i could To wake you I'd stay for ages, If I could To wake you Speak to me in tongues And you speak in tongues to me Speak to me in tongues And you speak in tongues to me And I'd stay for ages, if i could To wake you And I'd stay for ages, If I could To wake you And I'd stay for ages, And I'd stay for ages to wake you ---------------- Remember when I said whoop my ass anytime? Well fuck, the ass whooping continues with this awesome beat from Hundred Reasons, this comes from their album Ideas Above Our Station from years back, not sure if they put out a new cd yet.

Things You Should Know About Me
~+~*~+~THINGS U SHOULD NOW ABOUT ME~+~*~+~ by babi_pooh10~+~+~ABOUT ME~+~+~NAME: HeatherAGE: 29EYE COLOR: brownHAIR COLOR: brownSHORT OR LONG HAIR: longBIRTHDAY: 9/24/77PLACE OF BIRTH: Johnstown~+~+~FAVORITE~+~+~SCHOOL SUBJECT?: MathSONG?: ridin dirtySINGER/BAND?: Pinic! At the DiscoCOLOR?: blueNUMBER?: 24FOOD?: roast beefDRINK?: PepsiCAR?: idkMOVIE?: Failure to LaunchTV SHOW?: that 70's showBOOK?: idkMUSIC?: any but countryHOLIDAY?: ChristamsSEASON?: SummerPET?: cat~*~*~THIS OR THAT~*~*~JORDANS OR FILAS?: neither / sandlesCUBS OR WHITE SOXS?: neither FRANKIE J OR DJ KANE?: neitherCHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?: chocolateR&B OR RAP?: bothPERSONALITY OR LOOKS?: personalityLOVER OR FIGHTER?:

Dildo Diaries
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYXUUsDGxkU This is fucking awesome! cant put it in my stash though, it might be viewed as NSFW. and i just had a mummm taken off that was thought of as that. I dont agree with that, it was only a question on if i should continue looking for another guy to add to our poly family to make it a quad. oh well...injoy the vid.

Rammstein-mein Teil (live)
„Suche gut gebauten 18-30jährigen zum Schlachten“ Der Metzgermeister Heute treff' ich einen Herrn Der hat mich zum Fressen gern Weiche Teile und auch harte stehen auf der Speisekarte Denn du bist was du isst und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Da das ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Die stumpfe Klinge gut und recht Ich blute stark und mir ist schlecht Muss ich auch mit der Ohnmacht kämpfen ich esse weiter unter Krämpfen Ist doch so gut gewürzt und so schön flambiert und so liebevoll auf Porzellan serviert Dazu ein guter Wein und zarter Kerzenschein Ja da lass ich mir Zeit Etwas Kultur muss sein Denn du bist was du isst Und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Denn das ist mein Teil – nein Yes it's mein Teil – nein Ein Schrei wird zum Himmel fahren Schneidet sich durch Engelsscharen Vom Wolkendach fällt Federfleisch auf meine Kindheit mit Gekreisch “Looking for a well-built

My Christmas Present
Galen got me a ruby and diamond ring for christmas and all i got him was a watch. I feel so bad. he said that he liked it and told me not to get him anything, but you know you can't do that to someone that you love

Part 3
The internet seemed particularly slow that day. However, I finally got connected and composed my words as carefully as possible. After about six times of erasing and retyping my thoughts, I finally wrote: "Hello Kellie. You don't know who I am. You've never met me, and you've never spoken to me, so trying to find out, would be pointless. I would like to have a copy of the videotape that you have stashed under your dresser. Please make a copy of the video and reply to this email to let me know when your next trip to the mall will take place. I will let you know how to get the tape to me then. By the way, I hope you're being careful when you borrow Lauren's vibrator. I'd hate for your sister to find out that you've been using her little chrome plaything while you watch her on amateur porn videos you've been making of her and her young studs. Your Captivated Spectator." Amazingly Kellie, replied that afternoon. With no questions asked, she said she'd be at the mall by 10:0

Part 4 To Tresspassing
Seeing Kellie masturbate was the most erotic thing I'd ever seen. Over and over in my head I reran the images of her slim fingers glistening with her cum, sliding in and out of her wet pussy. I desperately needed to see her again, so I wrote another email. "Dear Kellie, I'm sorry about sending you to the mall and not calling you. I think you'll understand when you return the tape to its hiding place. I also left you a little surprise. I hope you enjoy it. I was so turned-on when you removed your panties and twirled around your room, that all I could think about was making love to you. I couldn't help myself. I realize that what I'm doing isn't right. Possibly I'm sick in the head, but the first time I saw you and your sister, I knew I had to see more. I never intended on actually meeting you, so sending you away from the house while I took the other tape seemed the safest way to avoid your ridicule, and hatred (and a potential arrest). I couldn't bear to see the look of disgu

Wtf Is Wrong With You People?????
OK I WANT TO KNHOW WHAT THE FUCK THE USE IF OF RATINGS IF YOU ALL EXPECT A 10?????? I JUST GOT MY PROFILE RATED FROM A 10 TO A 1...I AM ASSUMING IT IS BECAUSE I WAS RATING PICTURES AND DIDNT LIKE ONE SO.....OH FUCKING WELL GET OVER YOUR SELF...MY PROFILE ROCKS AND IF YOU CAN NOT TAKE CRITISISM DO NOT BOTHER TO RATE MYNE AT ALL...FOLLISH PERSON THAT YOU ARE!!!!!MUCH CHERRY LOVE AND RESPECT...YOUR FRIEND Tammy

Nocturnal Writings
Night after night I lay in my bed I turned off the TV before the 11 o'clock news There is the orange glow of the streetlights There is no noise except a couple people They talk about God knows what But soon they fade into the distance My eyes close I try to drift off to sleep But my mind finds words that go together Poems I have not written Characters not yet seen in my books Actions redone in my mind Did I make a mistake or more than one? Could I have written that better? What was that word I misspelled? I don't remember I used so many words in so many ways How could I remember one? Why did I end that verse with orange? There is no rhyme for orange Why the hell would I write about an orange? What should my next book be about? I haven't finished the one I am working on Where did I leave the main character? Did I kill him off? I hope not No, I would not be dumb enough to do that Who did I kill? I don't remember Damnit, what rhymes with orange I hear a coup

Giggle For The Day
A woman was unhappy with the way her laundry was done at the local Chinese Laundry, so she wrote a note and put it in the bag with the next collection of soiled clothes : "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" She got the clean laundry back, and was still dissatisfied with the results, so the following week she enclosed another note: "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" The Chinese laundryman became very annoyed, and when her clean laundry was delivered, it contained a note from HIM: "I USE PLENTY SOAP ON PANTIES!!! USE MORE PAPER ON ASS!!"

Part 5
Soon Kellie and I were emailing each other multiple times a day. She left her curtains open all the time now. She liked the idea of not knowing when I was watching. She also continued leaving me gifts by the window. Sometimes she left panties she'd soaked with her juices. Sometimes she'd leave me clean panties to jerk-off into, and I'd leave them for her when I was done. She even set another video of her sister by the window once. Her evening performances were always similar, but after watching her every night for three weeks, I still never got tired of watching her pleasure herself. In the forth week I received a one line email from her: "I want to meet you." I didn't know how to respond. I was not a particularly good-looking guy, so even though Kellie was the sweetest, nicest, most beautiful girl I'd ever communicated with, I was sure that she wouldn't give me the time of day if we had met on the street. However, jerking-off was one thing, actually getting to make love to t

Sisters Part 6
Kellie, still blindfolded, called from the bed, "Wow! That was great. It never felt that good when I did it to myself. Rick…where'd you go?" Lauren's eyes opened, and it took her a moment to register that I was staring at her. When she realized that she had been discovered, her facial expressions briefly chronicled first surprise, then guilt, then triumph, then sexual hunger (as she gazed longingly at my tented sweat pants), and finally merriment. "The jig is up Kellie, " Lauren sighed with a grim smirk. "Oh Shit," came Kellie's reply. I was too shocked, and stimulated, to be angry about anything. Although I felt like Kellie betrayed me, I had to admit that it was a stupid sentiment. After all, I was the one who started peeping on the girls, and then blackmailing Kellie into giving me a tape of her sister's sexual exploits. My thoughts were echoed in Kellie's voice. "Don't get mad Rick. Don't forget that you're the one who started this…it seemed only fair that the voyeur

Part 7 Wake Up Call
I slept soundly until I heard the doorbell ring at about 11:00AM the next morning. I knew I'd have to answer it myself, since my parents and brother would have left for work before 8:00AM, so I crawled out of bed, put on a robe, and walked towards the disturbance of my slumber. I opened the door to discover the bright smiles of Kellie and Lauren, with mischievous glints in their eyes. "Good morning sleepy head, " came Lauren's cheerful greeting. "Looks like we kept him up too late, " Kellie laughed. "Well, aren't you going to invite us in?" Lauren chimed. Still without saying a word, I opened the door the rest of the way and granted them access to the living room. They both looked around curiously, and complimented my mother's choice in furnishings and the like. Then, apparently noticing for the first time that I hadn't said a word, Kellie asked with genuine concern, "Rick, what's wrong?" "I think maybe he's still in shock about last night. Maybe he thinks it was a d

Has It All Been Worth It?
It's official...the world's most feared dictator, Saddan Hussein, has been pronounced dead by hanging. In retrospect, this has been the most expensive man hunt in the history of the United States...and for the world for that matter. Billions of U.S. dollars have been spent, 1000's and military families displaced or broken, and there haven't been this many lives lost since Nixon was president. In the end, what has been achieved? All comments are welcome.

Wow.
I havent posted one of these in a long ass time. I hope you all had a great Christmas i did! I got a ton of shit, too much to name. And im lazy. Anthony was here for christmas, and hes still here as matter of fact. :) Until i found you :) I have to work on new years but thats okay, im still gonna make it woah fun. Ive been woah amounts of busy lately, i havent been on here much, havent had time to breathe, or nothing. ♥ But its okay im alive. I've got exciting news but i cant say anything for a little while. Grr. My moms doing good, and and i saw danielle today! Ew. Im getting fat, seriously and i don't like it. Im always bloated and shit. AHH. haha really im not! Move on. It feels better. rawr do me a favor make sure u rate this blog and my profile i sooo totally missed you guys ♥

Jail Time
Thankfully I avoided jail time again. This case , is taken care of but I still have another on the 8, 25, 26. Cross your fingers, though the only one they can throw me in jail for is on the 8 but I am working on getting those charges dismissed.

Yay!
My sisters are picking me up from work tomorrow night and taking me to our hometown. But since too many people know the ENTIRE family there (the curse of being a redneck, from a redneck town), we'll probably go to the next county, where we lived for like 6 years. And because I'm cute and little and funny when I'm drunk, this means the Princess gets free drinks! I loooooove my man but he doesn't drink and thinks I get wild when I do so I'm leaving The Warden home with the girls! Mama's getting happy! My only fear is that we'll run into my ex, who is scum from the bottom of the slimiest rock you'll ever see but I'm not too worried. When you're little and cute like me, you have friends that'll whoop ass for you. I'll just make sure Loser buys me a drink first. It's the least he can do. And because I'm feeling the love, I'll make him buy all y'all one too! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! PS: You do know this will mean adorable pics, right?!

My Ears!
Just got my ears peirced again. I got two done at the same time...well, one right after the other. My left ear will be rather useless for phone gabbing and such for a while. I am very afraid of needles, so luckily Salyx forced me through it ;p And it's a good thing, because I love them!

~~the Lastest Craze Of Complete Idiots~~
"Ghost riding the whip" _ a stunt in which a driver gets out of his car and dances around and on top of the slowly moving vehicle to a thumping hip-hop beat _ has gotten at least two people killed, led to numerous injuries and alarmed police on the West Coast and beyond. A fad among devotees of a West Coast strain of hip-hop music called "hyphy," the stunt has been celebrated in song and performed in numerous homemade videos posted on YouTube. "It did not take Einstein to look at this thing and say this was a recipe for disaster," said Pete Smith, a police spokesman in Stockton. "We could see the potential for great injury or death." Earlier this month, Davender Gulley, a ghost-riding 18-year-old, died after his head slammed into a parked car while he was hanging out the window of an SUV in Stockton, police said. In October, a 36-year-old man dancing on top of a moving car fell off, hit his head and died in what authorities said was Canada's first ghost riding fatality. The stu

"it's Time"
It's time now to look ahead and not back Another year comes another has past There's nothing you can do to change what is gone Just learn from it and and try to carry on. A love that is lost will not be found But a new love may in time come around If you've suffered the loss of a good friend Remember them fondly so the memory won't end. This new year brings hope to those who have none It brings promises and a new life now begun Happiness can be yours to have in the end If only you remember it comes from within.

Yo Mamma
Yo mama's so big, her belly button's got an echo. Yo mama's so big, she can't wear an X jacket cause helicopters kept landing on her back. Yo mama's so big, she rollerskates on busses. Yo mama's so big, she thought Barnum & Bailey were clothing designers. Yo mama's so big, she uses a jungle gym for a walker. Yo mama's so big, she uses bowling balls for earrings. Yo mama's so big, she uses the interstate for a Slip `n Slide. Yo mama's so big, she whistles bass. Yo mama's so big, that she climbed Mt. Fuji with one step. Yo mama's so big, that they had to change "One size fit's all" to "One size fits most" Yo mama's so big, they had to paint a stripe down her back to see if she was walking or rolling. Yo mama's so big, when I fingered her I lost a watch and two rings! Yo mama's so big, when she bent down to tie her shoes, her face got burnt from re-entry. Yo mama's so big, when she goes in the water at the beach she changes the tide. Yo mama's so

What Kind Of Sex Are You
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic85%Sex God80%A Slave To BDSM78%Virgin45%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Love
MY LOVE, MY HEART, MY MIND........ IT MIGHT AS WELL BE THE WHOLE ROMEO AND JULIET THING... HES THE ONE MAN I LOVE MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF, BUT I CAN NEVER HAVE HIM AS MINE... HES MY BEST FRIEND, AND HE KNOWS ME INSIDE AND OUT ONLY I CANT HAVE HIM... HE IS THAT FORBIDDEN FRUIT, THAT TEMPTATION, THAT ONE PERSON THAT MAKES YOUR HEART BEAT FASTER AND SLOWER ALL AT THE SAME TIME... HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE, HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY WARNING LABLE TO GUYS I MESS WITH "DONT TRY AND TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME, YOULL LOOSE" I LOVE HIM AND I ALWAYS WILL!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND IF YOU DIDNT KNOW NOW YOU DO... I LOVE YOU!!!

Interracial Couples
ANYONE HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHY YOU SEE ALOT OF BLACK GUYS WITH WHITE GIRLS AND YOU DONT SEE MANY BLACK WOMEN WITH WHITE GUYS? I MEAN ITS NOT ANY DIFFERENT .IN GREENVILLE SOUTH CAROLINA WHERE I LIVE YOU FIGURE YOUD SEE IT MORE BUT I GET ALOT OF TURN DOWNS AND STRANGE LOOKS WHEN I ASK A BLACK WOMAN OUT.WHO KNOWS MAYBE IM DOIN SOMETHING WRONG OR MAYBE THOSE THAT ARENT OK WITH IT LET SOCIETY DICTATE THEM TOO MUCH..

Stuff
well, jus sittin here after i packed and moved in one freakin day. wonderin what the hell i'm doing back in the worst ton in the county. then i realized that it just doesn't matter. the people around me love me and my kids are doing good, i got a roof soooo....

Bike Week..woohoo
I am going to Daytona in March for a few days for Bike Week...something I have always wanted to do and since my bro lives in Fla well I am going to stay with him and enjoy the sun and bikes and of course Goofy!!! I love him hahahaha. Was sitting at my friends house and he's going and shipping his Harley down there I said fuck it went on his computer and bought the tix for myself. My brother is excited bc I haven't been there to see him since he moved so it will be cool to hang with him and catch up with friends I have in Fla as well and maybe go to Tampa hahahahaha and punch someone in the face =) Thats about it for now...hope you all had a great xmas and have a happy new year!! xoxoxoxox

Things Not To Say During Sex
I have to poop. Smile for the camera! Get off me, i'll do ma self! This is your first time.......right? You're almost as good as ma ex! When it this suppose to feel good? I thought YOU had the keys to the handcuffs?! I was so horny tonight i would have taken a sheep home. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper. Hey! ma friends were right! you ARE good! On second thought, let's turn the lights off. I'm soberin up and you're gettin ugly! But everybody looks funny naked! Do i have to pay for this? No! you're too fat to be on top. you'd kill me! Actually, your sister "likes" it like this. What's your name again? Hold on, let me change the channel. It's nice being in bed with someone i dont have to inflate. Uhhh....i think the condom broke 10 minutes ago.

Me And My Girl... I Love You.
Tiya my love it has been offically 10 years... Who would have thought that we would be as strong if not stronger than we were as friends in 96/97... You are my rock and I am yours... We have been thru hell and we have still made it thru... I will always stand by your side thru anything and everything, just as I know you will do the same for me... Tiya you are my heart and soul and I love you more than words can express... You are my girl I love you!!!

Man Laws
MAN LAWS The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss ' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birt hday is strictly optional. At that point,

To Give
i see me as a broken china doll with cracks and chips missing fragile but with a hint of disdain for all who try to shatter whats left of me. to trust someone else to believe in someone else to let go of the control i have over every little detail to just breathe and be free to liston and obey someone else besides the devils in my mind to have knowledge that although control is gone love and respect is not and when sunlight is streaming all the other masks i wear are on i can still be proud of myself and when darkness comes and i can be free...to feel alive thru pleasure and perhaps pain to see the pleasure in your eyes to hear "yes sir" tremble from my lips to know i am safe for a few hours and unmasked so i can breath and happiness beyond expectations because i choose to give my control to you for safe keeping...my sweet....

How To Make Love
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Simple White Envelope
SIMPLE WHITE ENVELOPE It's just a small white envelope stuck among the branches of our Christmas tree. No name, no identification, no inscription. It has peeked through the branches of our tree for the past 10 years or so. It all began because my husband Mike hated Christmas -- oh, not the true meaning of Christmas, but the commercial aspects of it -- the overspending, the frantic running around at the last minute to get a tie for Uncle Harry and the dusting powder for Grandma -- the gifts given in desperation because you couldn't think of anything else. Knowing he felt this way, I decided one year to bypass the usual shirts, sweaters, ties, and so forth. I reached for something special just for Mike. The inspiration came in an unusual way. Our son Kevin, who was 12 that year, was wrestling at the junior level at the school he attended. Shortly before Christmas, there was a non-league match against a team sponsored by an inner-city church. These youngsters, dresse

Another One Of Those "get To Know Me" Post
TEN FACTS 01. Hometown? i dont care to share that... but i am in the big state of texas :) 02. Natural hair color? golden blond 03. Initials? SJDO 04. Hair style? usually pulled back into a clip or just naturally tossled 5. eye color? blueish greenish hazel 06. Height: Five Nine and a half 07. pet: i don't have any pets, but my kids have 1 dog, 2 cats, 2 donkeys 08. Mood: at the moment... upset 09. Where would you rather be? i love where i live.. 10. Last thing you drank? water TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 01. Have you ever been in love? yup 02. Do you believe in love? yes i do 03. Why did your LAST relationship fail? hmmm.. i don't care to share that 04. Have you ever been heartbroken: Yes...so allowing my heart to feel again scares the hell out of me 05. Have you ever broken someone's heart: yes, and i regret that, he was a good man 06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? nahhh.. 07. Have you e

Wanna See Me ????
WE WILL RETURN THE LUV !!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED ! CLICK ON PICTURES BELOW AND GET YOUR COMMENT ON :) THANK YOU SO MUCH IT'S APPRECIATED HOTTEST CHERRY 2006..ENDS JAN.2 THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

Now Friend Just Joined
hi to all my cherry peep's out there i have friend who just join us would be nice of us to go to his site and show him some love his name is qxman28 so please stop bye and sy hi add him or fan him please . thank's coboy11 much love to all my peep;s out there happy new year.

Trucos! Tranzas! La Traición!!
Que agusto viviendo la vida - Coca "Eres el mero chingón, te cres El Patrón" Con chingo de oro y viejas mojadas Sólo hay una cosa que te manda al la chingada! Trucos! Tranzas! La Traición!! La Traición!! Que agusto viviendo la vida - Cura De rodillas mijo hay va tu bautismo Te ven como rey y te crees Dios Sólo hay una cosa que te manda al la chingada! La Traición!! Trucos! Tranzas! La Traición!!

My Truths.
It seems life is changing drastically fast, my head is in a whirl wind and I am not to sure what to think anymore. I look in the mirror and see a distorted version of this person I once was. Someone that worked so hard to please everyone around her, that she lost sight of what was important to her. I checked out of my life for far too long now I am slowly trying to find the missing pieces so I can glue it all back together.

Soooo
I went to the mall today. Got my nails done. YAY. Am hoping that after I get a job, I can get a gym membership. Then. I can get a job at Hooters!!! LMAO. I am such a dork. Going back to modeling. I can't wait to get a digital camera!! Sexyness

Poetry
She lay silently sleeping in the snow One Indiana winters day Such beautiful warm contrast She burns that way Pale in comparison Of the moons reflected light She dances wildly thru the fire The fire that burns all in sight The wind, the rain and the storms that rage thru the night She is all in Gods creation She is life Silently she lay dreaming In this bed by my side Never tiring of the days That rise endlessly with the tide She’s natural and she’s real With no stains running to deep The oceans and the seas She holds in her hands Their forever there For her alone to keep The sun, the moon and all the stars in the sky She is all that is wonderful She is the life I breathe

More
What a fine day today Even though The rain that’s been falling Can’t seem to change me She said she wants me But I think I’d lose my mind Can’t you see I’m lost without you Can’t you see I’ve nothing but time Maybe there is something out there Out there waiting for me But I just can’t find the line To make this life Like the one that was left behind What a fine day today Even though All these empty spaces Thru all these empty spaces Make up this sad little rhym

Quiet
She say’s she’s gone She’s leaving in the morning She says she’s too tired to leave tonight As we lay here in silence And you know I can’t sleep I listen to you breath With the minutes ticking by so slow While my mind races on so fast I can’t help but pray for the light With you leaving Driving off Free for a new start It’s hard believing your over It’s not the first time you’ve said goodbye but With any luck it will be the last I’m tired I say I have to sleep too you know Because you see I’m wearing pretty thin Feeling as old as these jeans on my body All wore and tore to shreds Well she’s gone and I could blame it all on her But I wont Because I know it was my indifference That made all these things go wrong It’s so quiet here Without the expectation of your return It’s empty somehow The cars still go by Just like they always did before Over the tree line and just out of sight Out in the middle of this nowhere I wander thru the stars that f

Black As Night
As Black As Night Her Spirit Does Turn Her Heart Crys Out Broken And Torn Shes Far Out Of Reach A Place No One Can Touch. She Hears There Crys As She Looks On With Cold Dead Eyes Reflections Glisten In Her Eyes Days Run Into Night Nothing Seems To Change. She Just Wishes She Could Silently Slip Away.But Here She Sits Day After Day. Copyright Â©2006 Lisa moran

Drained
suck whats left of me devour every piece swallow every remnant take in you the beast eat every morsal dont leave a drop un caught taste the pain and ecstacy through the years you wrought feed my little raven drink to your hearts content sip on each pint of love for you there only meant empty me so i can live releave the presure from this brain gulp on my eternal soul until im finally drained

Can Anyone???
yeah i was just wondering if there was anyone on my friends that can draw really freakin good?!?!? and if they would be willing to help me out with a lil sumthing. if ya think you can help and you can draw it would be hella awsome if ya would give me a shout or a msg or sumthing! please and thankies!!! ~heather~

Would You?
Would you be my lover? Or duck and run for cover? Would you bring heights of pleasure? Would you love to fullest measure? Would I be your one true treasure? Would you be my lover? Bring me pleasure undiscovered? Would you tease with a kiss? Would you falter if I resist? Would you leave eternal bliss? Would you be my lover? Help my wounded heart recover? Would you love heart, body and soul? Would you tear me apart, or make me whole? Would you follow or take control? Would you be my lover? Take a leap, see what we uncover? Would you keep me, make me your own? Would you know love, like never before shown? Would you make your love for me known? Would you?

The Many Faces Of......
The Many Faces Of Dah'Brita Brown I let you see what i want you to see and what you see is a part of me not who i really am but who i want to be! i put on an act and i show you some chick who's invincible who has no fears just so you cant see the million tears i cry i hold it all inside hopin that one day i'll die and it'll all end but life is still goin on at times i just wanna run and run not knowin where to go but it doesnt matter as long as i dont have to deal deal with how i feel! suicide is what i feel only because there's nothin to heal the pain the pain that i deal with every day in life im waitin to see the light joy but all i get is darkness, sorrow which makes me hate to see tomorrow i've never shown the real side of me and that's somethin that i'll never do all because of the pain the pain that will last a life time everyone thinks they kno who i am but they could only imagine.........

The Miracle Of Friendship
There's a miracle called Friendship That dewells with the heart. And you don't know how it happens, Or how it gets its start . . . But the happiness it brings you Always gives a special lift. And you realize that friendship, Is God's most precious gift.

"my New Years Resolutions"
ok so i put it in quotes because this list is things that i want to accomplish in this next year and change about myself. this really isnt just because everyone else does it. it just happens to be that this is the time in my life where things need to change after what ive been through. 2007 has to be better for me then this past year and i am going to do my best to make it better. i need a new perspective in life and things have to change or i wont survive to see 2008. so here it goes 1. eat healthy (im not gonna say diet because diets always fail) 2. exercise regularly (join a gym after i loose about 20 pounds) 3. get a job as a pharmacy tech 4. move out of my parents house before our relationships are ruined 5. realize i do not need a man to make me happy (and raise my standards) 6. focus on school and try not to procrastinate as much 7. save money to put towards a new car for when stevie decides to quit 8. spend more time with my friends and family to enjoy th

What A Day This Has Been!
Hey every one! im puppy love!love that name... my sexy girl gave it to me and i aint lettin it go! so kiss my but! lmao i love this site! cherry....mmmmmmmmmm love feeding them to my princess cherrie blossom! ahhhhh ok... my day! well i been trying not to get drunk as tomorrow night im getting drunk all night with cherrie! but i like to role play so i was on gaia all day too.... and on other sites! tryed to play morrowind but cherrie came online so i had to go cos i love her so much!!!.... lmao.... well im off to explore this place its kool!..... bye bye for now! xxxxxxx

You Know Who You Are
i see you in the doorway standing so beautifully i never knew what to say i never knew what to do you haunted me eternally hiding every mistake i made making me feel so infernally i could never do right by you you would stare at me with your ice eyes every moment a death would occur never telling me when its my turn to die hiding myself from yoursoulfull gaze what do you want from me what is it i hide what is it that you see that makes you stare so hard all i wish is you would hide from me making it so i could never see the day that i would die for this i wish youd lie hide from me my dear love hide from me your dead gaze hide me away from my future and all those lonely days

What Type Of Dog Are You (with Pics)
what type of dog are you (with pics) pit bullCongrats you are a pit bull fun loyal and active love to play and please its owner and truly a beautyfull soulTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com pit bull Congrats you are a pit bull fun loyal and active love to play and please its owner and truly a beautyfull soul

Political Profile
I really thought that this was interesting because it broke it down by different thoughts, besides just the overall perspective - social, personal responsibility, fiscal, ethics, and the defense & crime. It is no surprise that I am 100% conservative on the latter because of my studies I have had in criminal justice. I always knew that I wasn't 100% conservative, although I tended to lean to the republican vote at times. Your Political Profile: Overall: 55% Conservative, 45% Liberal Social Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You? What is your political perspective???

More Tunes
Bo Bice Lie......Its Alright I’ll get you back I’m out of cash You can always count on me Oh, I forgot C’mon baby just believe You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright (Keep saying whatever you want to believe, as long as you look like that, she says) I’m over here Around the way You know I’m only stopping by I thought you said You said to me Come on over here tonight I don’t mind I kinda like All the stories that you tell It’s obvious but I don’t care Cause you’re doing it so well You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright It’s alright, it’s alright No I wouldn’t change a thing It’

Moving
Well the day is finally here when I move to TN. My last day of work here is on Sunday, and I leave for TN on Monday. I hate having to say good bye to the family but I'll be back for visits at least once a month. Oh and I have the phone number so I can call when I wish. I think I'll start packing soon. I mean ya know with there only being a couple days left and all I should get on top of that. Though I won't be taking much with me as I don't have all that much. See I lost all of my stuff awhile back in an apt fire. After moving back in with my parents I didn't have any reasong to buy new furniture or anything so my traveling is light. Other then that I don't really have to much to update you about. Love Stace

Hell Lastnight
was pure hell for me. first I worked with some lazy ass teenagers then I came home and my ex bitch for a wife called and is holding my son from me then I get a call from my girlfriend and she is drunk off her ass and shit I can't win

An Issue With My Task Bar
OK FRIENDS ITS GETTING ON MY FUKKIN NERVES ALREADY !!!! I'M NOT SURE WHAT I DID... BUT MY TASK BAR/START MENU IS UP ON THE SIDE >>>>> I HAVE TRIED DRAGGING IT BACK DOWN... I HAVE TRIED RIGHT CLICKING TO FIND A WAY TO PUT IT BACK BUT... I AM GETTING REALLY FRUSTRATED.. I HAVE REBOOTED... ETC.... AND STILL THE SAME THING. I HAVE WINDOWS XP... IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME OUT WITH THIS ISSUE ... I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT :) I HAVE EVEN CALLED MY NEIGHBOR WHO IS VERY COMPUTER SAVY BUT SHE HAS AN OLDER VERSION OF WINDOWS.... THANKS AGAIN YALL.. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND :)

Twisted&torn
Well here I am, a little better than the day before Pages lay empty all twisted and torn Her I am picking myself up Just to knock myself back on the floor Every time I scream its over Always screaming nevermore Time after time I wish I heard you calling But wish as I may it never turns out right So I sit here wondering what to do Trying not to think so maybe I can write Still all these lines get filled With all my thoughts of you I know you’re out there somewhere Under these same stars as I They all shine down so bright And I cant help but wonder what your thinking In the middle of this summers night Now my thoughts drift towards heaven Just wondering what it’s like Wondering if I’ll make it there And if so will you be by my side Are lives go on and on With the day’s just ticking by I’ll wait and see what happens next In the middle of this summers night Now I’ll lay myself down in bed Hope I know will watch me until I fall asleep Who knows what wi

Take The Night Off
brutal - the big picture is so cruel to us and everyone's life is such a tiny speck the worst atrocities can pass. fifty miles away to no effect power. power has always been abused work. debt. poverty. taxes life's oppressive rules power. power just might never change no answers will come from our bloodthirsty ways let's take the night off from mental stress let's take the night off - this world's a mess captive - held captive by our hopes and dreams our best intentions can destroy us we shouldn't grind ourselves away take a break. we need to maintain commiserating has run it's course we'll save the world tomorrow we'll have to wait until that day we'll wait. we'll wait but in the meantime let's celebrate that we don't give a fuck let's celebrate that we don't care let's celebrate that we don't give a fuck with the middle finger high in the air let's celebrate that we don't give a fuck take the night off. pass the buck

A B C's Of Recovering Your Happines
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

What I Want For The New Year
I wish all of you the best for the coming New Year. May God smile his blessing on you. As for me for my New Year I want the kinkiest hottest sex that any woman has ever had to bring in my New Year with. I want to do the most wildest things ever. I would love to bring the New Year in with a BANG.

If I Could?
If I could be young once again I would have sooner met you and all that would have remained is the love I have for you If I could have just shown you how much you mean to me then I could die happily with the tears of joy in me If I could have been your bright shiny star that filled your every dream then I would have been your princess and not just your friend anymore If I could have been a stranger and not as myself to you then I might have had the courage to say wholeheartedly I love you If I could relive my life then you could have seen me through because all that I had ever did was for you to love me too If I could have just seen tomorrow I would have jumped ahead of time because today might not of ended and today you might still be mine But that is something we will never know!

Sex Pic Contest
ok i need more pics last night i was ahead but now im not got 207 need way way more one girl got 700 some commnts so if u like me if u dont if ur fan ,family, friiend etc plz vote for me got until the 12th plz come on people plz vote. thank u u do it fo r me ill return the favor just ask ok thank u love to all rain.

A Soldier Died Last Night
Please note: This was originally written in World War Two. It still has meaning today. Thank you to our Military men and women -- Forth Horseman. A Boy Died Last Night "A boy died last night. It doesn't make much difference now about his name. The important thing is that he died, in poignant and awful loneliness out somewhere on a waste of sand, out in a starless silence 10,000 miles from home. "'Missing in action' read an obscure line in this mornings communiqué. That was all. Now he lies there, crumpled beside the twisted wreckage that yesterday was his ship, riding high in the sunlit heavens. The fine head and the shining face and the broad shoulders remain only in a picture that looks out upon a quiet living room on a shaded street an eternity away. "Last night in those agonizing hours of unspeakable isolation, he went through a thousand deaths without the one thing that might have helped a little: the sound of a familiar voice, the pat of friendly h

My First Blog
What to say??? I love critters and I hope that I can find others that will like to talk about critters, what they do to make us humans happy and how we miss them when they go on their way to the Rainbow Bridge. Gentle Critter Hugs to all you Critter Lovers. FoxyFilly

Hard Nipples
Steffi Lange swep into her office with a grim look on her face while her executive assistant, Shelly Engel, rolled her eyes and thought to herself, "Oh shit, it's gonna be one of those days!!!" After pouring a fresh cup of coffee, she knocked on Steffi's door and entered he boss's office. "Here's your coffee and the Journal, she said, placing them on the desk in front of the blond executive. "Men are such pigs," spat Steffi! "What happened," asked Shelly, as she took a chair across from the large desk in front of her boss? "When I was walking from the train I think every man on the street must have looked at my chest, it just makes me sick," said an irate Steffi!!! Now Steffi Lange was a very good looking woman with mane of blond hair and long slim legs, she is just naturally going to command attention from the opposite sex, but what really makes them sit up and take notice, however, is her more than ample chest, an easy 38D, she is every man's wet dream! Her unusually large nipples se

Beneath The Watchful Moon
I stand with your face in my small hands. Hurtful tears are streaming down your face. I kiss them from your handsome cheeks. Sadness doesn't suit your shinning eyes, love. Your eyes, where our souls kiss. I feel your despair beneath the caress of my hands upon your skin. My heart breaks for yours that is in such pain for when you are cut, I bleed, love. Like I'm bleeding now, openly. In an effort to comfort you, I throw my arms about your strong shoulders in an eternal embrace. I look to the sky and see our pain eased by the clouded side of the moon. Our strength, a triumph unsung but witnessed by the stars. You pull back with your hands still protectively placed upon my meek shoulders. Your gentle hands caress my slender face, and once again our souls kiss as our eyes meet. In comfort, we smile beneath the new, shining moon.

Consider The Artist
When you see a beautiful rainbow gracefully arching across the sky. Do you ever consider the artist? Who he was,when he painted it or why? When you gaze upon the secenry, that's so pretty it takes your breath. You probably say it's mother nature, nothing more and nothing less. The world is one big canvas for the artist and his brush. Take the time to thank the Master when you aren't in such a rush. The art that hangs so nicely on your walls, Are only reproductions that were costly after all. 4/18/2006

Fell From Grace
Another day passes as my life fades away, to risk yet again a chance, to be taken, or not to be taken Questions still stream silently through my mind, like the silent picture days of old. Parts of me want to stay angry and numb. Not to let another soul touch mine for fear that all there is left is more pain. But what is life without pain, without expectations...mine I guess. For I have no expectations of what others should be, Only what I accept of myself. Maybe that was too high, Or maybe I was put on yet another pedistal, that I fell from grace. Time is passing through the hourglass, Dragging what is left of me with it, slowly, time fades, darkness is here with the night, And I am alone yet again, with just my child to hold. Missing someone sleeping next to me, holding me through the night, funny little things missed. Still after all this time, Autumn is here again, leave are changing, Remembering the distant past, and not so distant, illusions time broke,

When It's My Time...
When it's my time to go, I will do so with ease. When that time comes, Don't cry for me, please. I will be with My Lord In Heaven above, And know how it feels To truly be loved. When it's my time to go, It will be for the best. It means I was called, To be put to rest. You don't want me to go, And I know that you love me. But it'll be better For us all, you'll see!

Happy New Years!
Hope everyone has a happy new years I am going to try and have as much fun as possible so please do the same;) and if your in the new york city area and want to hang out get in touch with me ladies ;)

You're My Star!
I walk in the dark But it's nice 'Cause I see some stars The stars in your eyes I feel your hand your hand in mine I still look at the stars The stars who will always shine Do you know what they say? Love is blind... But I still see all the time You in my mind Baby you're so good to me Thanks for being with me so far You realy are my Angel But even more, You are my STAR!!!

Conflicted
There is a storm outside, lightening making its, beautiful way, across the sky. thunders boom shake the earth, and echos cascade down the valley. a cool breeze blows across my body, from an open window, caressing me slowly, and then more furious, then gone. the rain pommels the ground, head turned, look across the hall, sleeping child unaware, how innocent, restless is my mind and body, searching for something untanglable, mind racing, should i, shouldn't i, lifes questions, rattling around inside my head, the storm quites,briefly, resting, to gather strength. what answers am I searching for? why is my body unable to lay still? drifting off, half awake, no real rest tonight, and the storm goes on.

Rawrrrr
So the downraters are outta control and apparently all on my page which is ok thanks for the points :)....my drama and issues from yesterday continue....he calls me today so upset and wanting to talk then has to go....an hour later he's online wanting to talk but not really wanting to make any effort to fix anything, and then I said I'd call him and we could talk about it, his response ok wait a minute....now he's gone I don't know what to do and I really don't like this grrr I'm so pissed right now all I really wanted was to fix it but I can't do it on my own....anyway I hope your all having a great day, now go do something more productive than listening to me bitch...like leave this wonderful lady some love...please... Adreamforuandme@ CherryTAP

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reacti

Easy Tiger
My stomach calmed after being tortured with a day of only crackers and chicken strips. I came home and drove Ericka to get two more holes in her head. She was a laughing trooper. I picked up dinner and very carefully ate it while watching three more episodes of Angel and fell into a deep sleep next to Mr. Destroy Them All In Video Games. He needs a better title. I slept around 10 hours. I needed it.

I Kinda Agree With This
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to

Slipknot, "duality"
I push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited as my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it! Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than the dream But I found out th

I Make A Wish You Were Happy
You hear music because you feel free It’s in your mind The music plays through your spirit, your soul Your heart sings with them and feels the other kind, invisibly You are in love or just happy at all That feeling you want to feel every time the feeling that you can never fall ... I make a wish you were happy ...

Actual Church Bulletins:
1. Don't let worry kill you -- let the church help. 2. Thursday night - Potluck supper. Prayer and medication to follow. 3. Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our church and community. 4. For those of you who have children and don't know it, we have a nursery downstairs. 5. The rosebud on the alter this morning is to announce the birth of David Alan Belzer, the sin of Rev. and Mrs. Julius Belzer. 6. This afternoon there will be a meeting in the South and North ends of the church. Children will be baptized at both ends. 7. Tuesday at 4:00 PM there will be an ice cream social. All ladies giving milk will please come early. 8. Wednesday, the ladies Liturgy Society will meet. Mrs. Jones will sing, "Put me in My Little Bed" accompanied by the pastor. 9. Thursday at 5:00 P.M. there will be a meeting of the Little Mothers Club. All wishing to become little mothers, please see the minister in his study. 10. This being Easter Sunday, we will ask Mrs. Lew

I Kinda Agree With This
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like

Spirituality / Sensuality
I'll admit that for many years I wrote off the idea of "tantric sex" as New Age nonsense or an excuse for those who practiced it to have group sex with each other. But in recent years, I began researching Tantra and I learned that I was quite wrong. Tantra, it turns out, helps couples with difficulty reaching orgasm, premature ejaculation, and reconnecting in a deep sexual way. Whether you are struggling with sexual dysfunction or you just have a case of sexual blahs, Tantra can help. Tantric sex helps men and women blend their different sexual energies. According to Tantra, women's sexual energy originates in the heart and, if all goes well, pours down to her genitals. Men's sexual energy originates in the genitals and then (sometimes) moves up to the heart. The best sex happens when both people are stoking their energy in both places. That's where the work comes in-it's part emotional, part physical and part spiritual. Breathing and eye contact lay the groundwork. You and yo

Things Not To Say To Police Officers:
Things Not To Say to Police Officers: 1. Are you Andy or Barney? 2. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 3. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a police officer. 4. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 5. I pay your salary! 6. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 7. Hey, you must've been doing' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 8. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. I was trying to keep up with traffic. I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. 11. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with, "Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Things To Never Say To A Woman During An Argument
Things to Never Say to a Woman During an Argument Whoa, time out. Football is on. Sorry. I was just picturing you naked. Is there any way we can do this via e-mail? Don't you have some laundry to do or something? You are so cute when you get mad. You're just upset because your bottom is beginning to spread. Wait a minute - I get it. What time of the month is it? You sure you don't want to consult the great Oprah on this one? Looks like someone had an extra bowl of bitch flakes this morning! Who are you kidding? We both know that thing ain't loaded

Hello All
Since it's my first time here, I thought I would drop a blog thanking all of you for the sweetness I've recieved since arriving. Thank You for all the adds, rates and fans!! Hugs and kisses to all of you . .well, unless you like it rough. In that case, What the hell are you doing out of your pen?! Looking forward to meeting more of you. Stay Well All.

2007
After Serious & Cautious Consideration..... Your Contract of Friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2007 ! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! LOL My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house... May thieves come to steal your debts... May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills... May love stick to your face like Vaseline... May laughter assault your lips... May your clothes smell of success like expensive perfume... May happiness slap you across the face... May your tears be that of joy... May the problems you had forget your home address... In simple words ...... May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! I Wish You All Peace, Happiness and Love in the year 2007! Love you all... Redhot

Pissing Teachers Off
What is It.... with High School teachers? All a Kid had to do Way back When i was there was look At them the wrong way and they got mad and threw a Black Board eraser Across the room..... some even threw Chalk!! One I know everyone could Hear him SCREAMING at the top of His lungs ~* May He rest In Peace Now~* Many days I called One That Bad "B" word and by the end Of the day Princable knew why i was sitting there in the office, I had Him scared Of Me as well. LOL!!!!!! Wasnt I A Brat then~! but look... Day In and Out i put up with people picking on me from the time i was in gr 7 until Grade 11 I Almost quit..Then GR 12 I started fighting back!! i Beat a Guy Over the Head with books and if i could have used a chair, as a weapon it would have done him in. but thats How I gained respect.. Princable put me a room to "cool" off from my temper and I took a stroll around the school, He comes around a corner, Asks Me WHY im wandering around, WHY i shouldnt have Punched that (fellow Che

My Dog!
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand. ... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on. When my

Dont Mess With Texas
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on thier asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The

Growin Up In Texas
Growing up in Texas Armadillos sleep in the middle of the road with all four feet in the air. So do Possum There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Texas and may be found in your backyard at anytime of the year. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Texas, plus a few no one has ever seen before and they do live in your backyard, your front yard your garage your shed your house... Raccoons will test your melon crop, and let you know when they are ripe. They also like trash cans. If it grows, it will stick you. If it crawls, it will bite you! And either one will itch like fire. Nothing will kill a mesquite tree. But the do make the grilled meats taste good. There are valid reasons some people put razor wire around their house. If the razor wire is up, they probably have a shot gun too! A tractor is NOT an all terrain vehicle. They do get stuck. The wind blows at 90 mph from Oct 2 till June 25; then it stops totally until Octo

Crack One For Me
You can't be a real country unless you have a beer and an airline. It helps if you have some kind of a football team, or some nuclear weapons but at the very least you need a beer. --Frank Zappa Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut. --Ernest Hemmingway Always remember that I have taken more out of alcohol than alcohol has Taken out of me. --Winston Churchill He was a wise man who invented beer. --Plato A woman drove me to drink and I didn't even have the decency to thank her. --W.C. Fields Sir, if you were my husband, I would poison your drink. --Lady Astor to Winston Churchill Madam, if you were my wife, I would drink it. --His reply If God had intended us to drink beer, He would have given us stomachs. --David Daye Work is the curse of the drinking class. --Oscar Wilde When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading. --Henny Youngman Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy

'skins
So Im not going, was this (---) frikkin close to blackmailing, I mean getting, tickets. Fuckfuckfuck......anywho, I decided to just have a 'dont wanna go anyway' party at my house. Like any of you are close but Im just sayin. There will be, of course, plenty o' rum here....might be drunk bloggin later. That could be fun or at least give most of you more reasons to think I am retarded.

Cryptictv.com
I'm going out for another contest and I'd like for my Chrry tap community to support me on this one. Starting Jan 1, 2007 at www.cryptictv.com a horror hotties contest will ensue..I just need you guys to register for the site and vote for me..Monique Dupree, as many times as you possibly can..There are 55 girls in the contest...please repost this around..whether its on cherry tap or another profile you think may help me I thank you guys very much.. kisses!

A Dream In My Heart
This is a poem I wrote, hope you enjoy it: Here I stand hidden within the shadows Eyes watching your every move, desire for you burning within With each blink of an eye I see your smiling face Steadily my heart beats as I think of your loving embrace Thoughts of nights we might share together race through my mind Dancing beneath a starlit night not a soul but us in sight Oh how the gentle caress of your fingertips would send shivers through me The thought of a simple kiss shared in the rain is enough to send my heart racing Wisps of hair blowing in the gentle breeze as the rain falls down around us Creating a memory that we will never forget and always cherish Yet I'm captured in a mere day dream of passionate bliss Often I find myself wondering if I've ever crossed your mind Wishing, hoping each night that the answer was yes Perhaps you were imagining a place that consisted of just you and me Our own little private fantasy, our escape from reality Comp

I Need A Few More Ladies For My Contest(sexiest Cherry
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Hey everyone! I am holding my first contest!! Sexiest Cherry Contest for females only... Sorry guys...not this time around!! If you are interested in being in the contest please send me the link to the picture you would like for me to rip...Here is my link... robisue@ CherryTAP ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Prizes are yet to be determined ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Rules for the competition ♥ ♥ Contest will start Jan 2nd and end Jan 9th ♥ No nudity. ♥ Must have more then one pic of your face in your pics to verify its really you. ♥ Everyone may rate themselves and vote for themselves only ONCE. ♥ Other voters may vote as many times as they want...there is no limit for them..... ♥ In the event of a tie of votes....

Is It Love?
There's something about you I just don't know what it is All I know is that I feel Butterflies when I see you What can I do to figure it out could it be true that maybe it's... Could it be love that I feel for you, When I get lost in your eyes, and never know what to do. Could it be love, Everytime I see you I just want to kiss you. So could it be that I love you? I don't know. Sometimes I wonder If I love you or just like you, but all I know is that I won't give up until I find the meaning to my feelings Everytime I see you I just wanna be with you I'm glad I found a friend like you but I think my feelings are growing for you.

~~naughty Outnumber Nice In New Survey~~
In a University of Minnesota survey designed to determine who is naughty and who is nice, the naughty outnumbered the nice by a whopping three-to-one margin, the University of Minnesota revealed today. The survey, conducted by the University of Minnesota’s Opinion Research Institute, showed that 70% of Americans identify themselves as naughty while only 22% identify themselves as nice, with 8% defining themselves as “other.” According to the survey, Democrats were twice as likely as Republicans to admit that they were naughty, while Republicans were more likely to claim that they had been nice, only later to be found out to have been naughty. Davis Logsdon, who supervised the survey for the University of Minnesota’s Opinion Research Institute, said that the rise of the naughty, along with the steady decline of the nice, can be attributed to two major factors. “The Internet has spread naughtiness at a rate that few of us could have anticipated,” Mr. Logdson said. “Also,

I Have Been Blessed!!
Thursday evening we (My boyfriend and I) found out we have been blessed with a miracle. I am PREGNANT!! I have been told all my 35 years on this earth that I wouldn't or wouldn't be able to have children due to endometriosis and ovarian cysts. So this is trully a miracle/blessing. My boyfriend and I are deliriously happy, as are both of our families. They say I am Due Sept 3 but could be as early as Aug 3 not sure till I see the OBGYN. SO we have been given the most "awesomeest" Christmas/New Years gift we could possibly have been given. I feel it every day more and more even though I am still in a state of shock and amazement.

Judgeing People On How Thay Spell Or What Thay Look Like
Ok Iv had it it really chaps my hide that people on here think that thay are better than every wone ells.& that thay are Gods gift of every thing including the way thay spell.well I got news for ya you aint shit in my book .just becouse you had a great education & Colage all handid to ya on a silver platter.you think that you are better than every wone.not in this life or in the next.are you better than any wone.you bleed the same way as uss .people like uss may not have gotten the chanceses that you all have .it dose not meen that you can treat uss like shit.how would you like it if some wone came up to you and told you that thay didnt like the way you wair your clothes or do your hair.or the way you talk or walk.I have a saying what gose around comes around.

Wessssst Side
oh yeah Im so OG.. I need a grill and shit now. Im moving back to Beaverton tonight. Im not going to be on as much. Add my on myspace to know the wonderful details of alll the disfunction! :) myspace.com/youkissmedeadly

I Hate Feeling Like I Can't Trust People On My Friends List
If you don't like me or find me offensive then WHY add me? If you judge...you are ASSUMING. If you're offended, that does not mean what you are offended by is offensive. Offensive is a relative term and it's definition changes with EACH person. If you are offended by body hair and nudity, you really should be ashamed of yourself and think for a second how fucked up the concept of NATURAL ever being offensive actually is...to see nature in the human form or any other and find any aspect of it offensive is ridiculous...to find it disgusting is SAD... WE ARE ANIMALS and just because we have the ability to make clothes does not mean we should lose our earth born rights and be forced to wear them. This does not mean I go out naked, that is "illegal"...but the point is we should be able to...sexuality is something our culture has automatically assigned to nudity...this perspective is obviously not shared by all cultures...it is our skin...like other animals have skin, and fur or hair..

Juicy
juicy... the grunts that escaped his throat as his paw landed across her bare ass made the juice leaking from her pussie gush down her thighs onto his thighs stopping his task at hand he watched as the juices ran from pussie to thigh to his thigh to floor and he thought what a nasty lil bitch he had here.. this blonde bigs tits nice ass loving the ass beating she was receieving so much that her cries stopped and were replaced by moaning and shifting about.. his very hard and oozing cock head was leaving behind a glistening trail leaving her crumbs to find her way home.. home to his cock and cum and balls and ass.. smoothing his hand large slow circles were being drawn over her ass throbbing and stinging was making her gush more and soon she gasped sliding the tip of his index finger in inside of her tight lil ass hole. she came... ....make me extra juicy...

Lovers *future Excerpt
Their breaths came in arduous gasps of passion as a white hot orb of fervor was produced betwixt the two lovers, forming in their loins and extending outward into the chill of the night’s breath. Fingers entwined themselves in dark hair, legs encircled a torso to keep the sphere of desire or to pierce it like a violently ardent bubble, allowing it to explode amidst the moaning lips and arching back. Sweat glistened on their skin, rolling off in delicate streams only to evaporate and moisturize the air with desperate desire. vV""VIC""Vv

"friend","fan" Removal ,,, U Seriously Might Wanna Read This
OK WELL OUTTA 381 FRIENDS AND QUITE A FEW FANS AND FAMILY MEMBERS YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE SERIOUSLY KICKING A$$ IN MY CONTEST,YES I'M AHEAD BUT NOT BY MUCH ANYMORE.. IF EVEN HALF,(HOPING ALL DO) LEFT LIKE 10-20 COMMENTS EACH IT WOULD HELP A BUNCH.THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAVE VOTED AND BOMBED ME SO FAR,Y'ALL KNOW WHO U ARE AND IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED.. I HELP Y'ALL OUT IN YOURS AND REPOST YOUR STUFF BUT YET ONLY LIKE 5 PEOPLE HAVE REPOSTED MINE ? TY TO THOSE THAT HAVE,AGAIN U KNOW WHO U ARE AND NUTTIN BUT LUV AND RESPECT FOR YOU !!! SO ENUFF SAID I'M LETTING YOU KNOW I WILL BE "CLEANING AND RE CHECKING MY "FRIENDS" AND FANS LIST COME THE NEW YEAR. MY CONTEST INFORMATION IS BELOW IF YOU WANNA COMMENT AND RATE. THANK YOU ...XOXOXOX.. HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR !! HOTTEST CHERRY 2006..ENDS JAN.2

No One Knows
i'm lost do you know where i can go? i don't i don't think any one does i have lost my home i have lost my love where do i go now? i don't know everyone tells me the same thing i don't know i don't know myself i'm lost lost in my own mind lost in the world i was brought into lost in the thing they call love i'm lost can you help me? no everyone says no i don't know where i belong i've traveled down so many roads i'm lost all the roads i have gone down seem to always be a dead end where do i go? i turn around and go down another road but always a dead end too what will happen to me? i dunno no one knows no one stops to help me find my way they are too busy with their own way it seems everyone but me has found their way i have found my way a few times but the dead end is never seen till its too late my life is full of dead ends isn't there any one out there to show me where there isn't? i guess not i guess i am stuck on dead end roads that i dare not

Blind
I was soo blind for soo long wit my ex. It was pitiful. I knew he was doing stuff wit other girls. I jus never expected them to be 13 again. And he's 18. So yeah. Im jus so pissed off because this entire week he has gotten on me bout bein friends wit my ex and him bein over here all the time, when he was sitting there talkin to other girls and now hes goin out wit one of them and shes a friend of the first he cheated on me wit. So yeah. another 13 yr old. Gah. I was soo blind. I was willing to give up my friendship wit my ex for him. But im glad I found out before that happened. But the sadder part of this entire thing is. That I found out he was goin out wit this 13yr old girl Macy off his yahoo messanger away message. It said "in bed - i love macy 4ever". He didnt even have the balls to tell me over the phone atleast. And this week hes jus bein tryin to blaming random things on me. When hes the one that needed the blame. But yeah. again im single. Gah. Is there sumthing

I Want Your Comments People, Friends, Family And Fans
Why is it that women think that we are only out for sex? Because we are......we are only out for sex until we find that one woman who captures our fancy....makes us not want another woman......but with kids and jobs and all of life's details, what woman has the time to give us what we need? I understand that women have kids and responsibilities, but the bottom line is that until I find a woman who makes ME their priority........I will keep looking. I dont have any intention of being 3rd or 4th on their list of priorities.....I will give up my spot as their number one priority because I am not selfish, but I want a woman who will allow me the opportunity to show them that i am not selfish

Too Cute Not To Laugh
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100. When the postal authorities received the letter to God , USA, they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those idiots deducted $95.00 in taxes.

Lil Joke Cute You Will Like
A City cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said "did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a Â£5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there sir, did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top

A Blonde's Year In Review
January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer !!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April Trapped on escalator for hours .... p! ower wen t out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing.......couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition....., the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .. instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!! December

No More
No more endless nights, no more one last drink No more one last dance at his request, No more him of the moment, Those days are long gone the me I once was, the party girl living in a whirl. This life has changed the life I live, I have purpose now set down and I will tell you how I met an angel one day not long ago, she has shown me which way to go She is the light by which I live this angel of mine, changed me so much there is not apart of my heart she doesnt touch No more bad decisions, no more indecisions, no more all about me no more, "Oh, he's cute in his new suit", she comes first this angle of mine, My love, my child, is my heart til the end of time. No more me, no more you, it is us You and I, we, our lives My daughter and me As it should be.

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. ~Rose Walker

Long Day
Welcome home lover! Long day? Here, sit, have a cold beer. Let me take of off your shoes and rub your feet. Mmmm, does that feel good? More, you say? Sure babe, let me grab the lotion. Oooooh. More beer? Ok, love, let's shower first. I lead you to the bath room, where the shimmer of candles bounce off the mirrored tiles, flower and fruit scents abound I slowly unbutton your shirt, easing it off your big, sore shoulders, trailing my fingers along your skin as I go. You pull me in close, for a deep kiss. I reach for the buckle of your belt, then the button and zipper Your jeans fall to the floor as I ease my fingers into the waistband of your briefs, your hardening cock straining to be released I slowly remove them smiling at the sight of your now free organ looking up at me, its one eye glistens with drops of precum I ease them down your legs, dropping them to the floor You lift me back up for another soul-searching kiss, before we step into the room siz

Your Christmas Fantasy
Merry Christmas, my pet, Look under your tree and see memories of me, where we once sat under a tree, and made love until the sun came up. Close your eyes and imagine me there, dressing you in your tight little satin undies, with your leash firmly attached to your ball and cock ring. Feel the silkiness of the stockings as I slide them up your long muscular legs. Feel your cock tense as my long nails brush against the soft underside of straining dick, and the tingle of the kiss I place gently on the tip. Taste the saltiness of your skin on my tongue as I pull your head down for a slow deep throat kiss from me. Lift one foot and then the other as I start to pull the hot leather skirt that you just opened , up over your bulging cock. Feel my tits pressing against your chest as I reach behind you to zip the skirt into place. Can you feel the silkiness of my skin as you softly squeeze my snow white globes. I feel your strong hands and long fingers caress them, as you lower

Fuck It
FUCK LIFE. FUCK LOVE FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! if you cant tell i am a down and sad. when i get sad i get angry. i hate being this way. i feel worthless. no one wants me. just so tired of trying and always ending up the friend.

How I Feel And Think I Guess
Ok so I'm like bipolar or whatever we know this if you read my about me. Ok so here I am in the computer waiting for the alchol to get here. Ok so this is my first weekend without my baby Malachi so its fun and all but I miss him like crazy. Change Subject so like there's all these things rushing through my mind. I don't know excatly what but yea there is. I feel funny emotionally and pissed. ehhhh what the fuck ok lets start it off. Ok so my clothes get gone from before I got pregnet and now when i go looking for them there all gone. I thought my sister took them and then all hell broke lose because momma said a shirt was gone. Well me and my sis talked today were ok. fuck it it's just clothes.But what's fucked up is my mom taking it out on my nephews and me and my boifriend stepdad brother and who ever else. It's not fucking right. I guess that's whats botherin me and i just remember that jennifer my friend promised me she would come and she hasn't so i am about to

Any Women With Pigtails?
First I wanna say that I'm not interested in pornografic shit. But I have some kind of a fetish: I love girls with pigtails just in a good way. Probably a leftover of my childhood. My first 'love' (11 years old) at school had beautiful pigtails. So my reguest is: Are there any women with pigtails here on CherryTAP? Please tell me if you have. I would like to rip it to my REQUEST folder if you let me. And NO you can't win anything but I'll leave you a gift for sure if it's a picture of the real you and NOT pornografic. ---CLICK HERE TO MAKE ME HAPPY---

My Dial Up
To all of you on my cherry tap friends list, I'm sorry I haven't been commenting. I have dial up on my computer and this page is extremlly slow. I am trying to get some of your pics rated and yourprofiles...when it lets me. As soon as I can get my dsl I promise to start talking to you and commenting back :) If you can be patient with me I'd appriciate it. You guys are great and I hope to get rid of this dial up soon so I can actually start chatting with all of you. I do have yahoo messanger if any of you want to chat with me on there my screen name is angeclchick_1022 and on MSN I am angelchick022@hotmail.com. Thanx again Laterz all. Erin

From Austin
A dark vision of great beauty Feelings of passion for my love I have waited for someone like you Never got anything from above As we stare gazing into each others eyes We hold each other into the dark night I can't ignore you my love if I tried Stand before me such a beautiful sight A kiss to remember that forever You and I will always be together The Passionate Love I feel with you Like a burning flame to always be true When I dream I only dream of you There's nothing else I want to do I'll be there for you by your side I'll hold you close here by my side I will take your pain its gone away Forever only with you I will stay As the tears dry from your face I behold the beauty of your grace A dozen flowers would never be enough To express the way that I feel about you No golden ring would ever mean a thing If you're not there right beside me The songs, poetry, and music that I write Without you there it wouldn't feel right If you're not there to hea

1st Yr Anniversary Of Son's Death
I cant believe that a year has gone by so fast. In 10 days it will be year since i lost my son at 38 weeks of pregnancy. Im always wondering what he would look like now and how he and his brother would be playing like champs. It scares me that im soon coming to that point in my pregnancy now, but know he was a part in me getting there. I know hes up there looking down on us and that one day ill be with him again.

My Mother
SWEET AND GENTLE, KIND AND WARM IS MY MOTHERS LOVE, SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, MY MARRIAGE, AND SUCH MOM BLESSED IT ALL WITH HER LOVING TOUCH YEARS FLEW BY, I MET A MAN MAKING MISTAKES, MOM STILL UNDERSTANDS THROUGH DIVORCE, HEARTACHES, SORROW AND TEARS THIS LOVING WOMAN STOOD BY ME ALL THOSE YEARS SO TO YOU DEAR MOTHER, I WILL TAKE A STAND AT BEING THE BEST THAT I POSSDIBLY CAN ILL MAKE YOU PROUD, JUST WAIT, YOULL SEE THATS MY GIFT TO YOU MOTHER, LOVE ME....... WROTE THIS TO MY MOTHER DEC 2002. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!

Shadow
Again I'm so alone, the wine is pouring down No one to share with, no one to care with The only light in my life Comes from the candlelight, black candles left behind As I'm sitting through the night I'm so cold and dark inside your memory will haunt me till the day I die Just a shadow, a shadow of a man I'm just a shadow, a shadow of a man The eyes of statues standing along the nave They seem to follow my every move, every tear I shed I am no longer living, but I am still not dead I'm somewhere in between, I am of the unseen Must we have the other side, just to feel alive? Oh I wonder what would be had if we not created me Just a shadow, a shadow of a man I'm just a shadow, a shadow of a man The eyes of statues standing along the nave They seem to follow my every move They drive me insane Surrounded by darkness in this cold church of mine I try to remember, all that once was mine I don't know what tomorrow will bring But if life is so divine, how come I suffer s

How Fuckable Am I
My score on The how fuckable are you? Test: " The Punching bag"(You are 78 fuckable!)Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Hey Help My Wifes Out Pleaaase
these are my 2 wives please rate there profiles and add them then fan them and rate there pics you will be happy i asked you to do it real life wife ~*~MISS CHERRY~*~(BLUE DEMON'S CT WIFE)@ CherryTAP my cherry tap wife ~ Pain Is My Passion ~ ** HellFighters CT Wifey ** ~ Paradise Radios Owner ~@ CherryTAP and what the hell pass me around to i can use some more points lol hellfighter( ~ Pain Is My Passions ct hubby)@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'hellfighter( ~ Pain Is My Passions ct hubby)' on '2006-12-30 20:32:43') (repost of original by '~ Pain Is My Passion ~ ** HellFighters CT Wifey ** ~ Paradise Radios Owner ~' on '2006-12-

"forever"
Searching for the open door, to take us back just like before It's not too late, no it's not too late What we've done, and we've been through, says it all, what's left to prove You can't throw away, oh, what's here to stay. Darling, I love you forever, believe me, I love you forever, forever my love. Today we laugh, tonight we cry, flip the card, and can't decide Heads we win, tails we lose Who's to say, what's wrong or right, and through the tears the truth will shine It's all I can do, babe I'm gonna stay with you Darling, I love you forever, believe me, I love you forever, Darling, I love you forever, forever my love. Forever, my love. Forever my love. Forever my love. And there in my heart. forever my love. ~Salem Lacroix

Going Down?
So... my normal, boring, ordinary life. It tends to lash out and do something crazy every now and again to keep me on my toes, or I guess make me laugh if I'm getting too serious. Stupid stuff like this always happens to me, and nobody else I know has these kind of problems, lol... So today was my last day at Kroger. I was scheduled for a 4 hour shift (11:15-3:15) and was hoping for a quick, uneventful day. So, I arrive at work, barely clocking in by 11:15, but glad I'm not late. I put my stuff in my locker and head downstairs to work. Throughout the day, I see people doing random chores, cleaning behind things that haven't been moved in months, picking up trash along the road, scouring the floors, etc. I wonder just what's going on, or if it's just a Cleaner Kroger New Years resolution or some crazy Key Retailing scheme. When it gets to be almost break time (believe me, I watch the clock), April pages me to come upstairs. I go up there and she tells me that the President of K

Indian Mating Season!!!
Indian Mating Season Two Indians and aTennessee Hillbilly were walking through the woods. All of a sudden one of the Indians ran up a hill to the mouth of a small cave. "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" he caled into the cave and listened closely until he heard an answering, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Woooooo! He then tore off his clothes and ran into the cave. T he Hillbilly was puzzled and asked the remaining Indian what it was all about. "Was the other Indian crazy or what?" T he Indian replied "No, It is our custom during mating season when Indian men see cave, they holler 'Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!' into the opening. If they get an answer back, it means there's a beautiful woman in there waiting for us." Just then they came upon another cave.. The second Indian ran up to the cave, stopped, and hollered, "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" Immediately, there was the answer. "Wooooo! Wooooo! Wooooo!" from deep inside. He also tore off his clothes and ran into the opening. Th

I Am In Love!!!! (please Repost To The Ladies)
The only problem is it is with all of you pretty and sexy ladies. I love to love. I am sorry. Its almost 2007 and I am alone again. Not by choice. No pitty please. Just the suport of my friends and family on CT. You fans to. Help me through this time. I would do it for you. Jusy ask me. Have a Happy New Year. I look foward to hearing from you in 2007. Love and kisses to all and to all a good night. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOOOXXOOXO

Deleted
I deleted my previous blog entitled "Worried". Why you ask....because the great friend that I thought I had, just sent me a pm and told me our friendship is over. That I need to fuck off because things just aren't right. So, I'm nicely fucking off as I rebuild that wall. Thanks for the advice you all offered though.

U W@nn@ Touch Me, I @lre@dy Know ! ! !
The year is coming to an end... so as a COMMENT on my page, leave one memory that u and I had together. It doesnt matter if you knew me alittle or a lot, anything you remember! DON'T SEND A MESSAGE, LEAVE A COMMENT. Next re-post this bulletin and see how many people leave a memory about you. It's actually pretty cool (and fun) to see the responses. Re-post as "memories of us".

Today Was A Rollercoaster.....damn
Today I went from, literally being the happiest woman on gods green earth (at about 4pm) to being reduced to tears that just wouldnt stop coming (at about 7pm). Crazy what the one's you choose to love can make you feel. Or what those feelings can make you do. Guess I wasn't ready for it all to happen today. Love is stronger then anything else on this planet... it can make you cry, make you laugh, make you sick, make you mad, make you crazy, make you hurt.... and make you do things that you wouldn't normally do (for me today, that was cry). I guess you have to know me really well to understand this blog, but this aint about no man. This is about my family specifically my little sister. She is my heart and if you ask me about her I can talk about her for HOURS I love that girl more then life itself and I would do anything for her. Today we tried something new... I was going to take my sister out by myself. NOW I thought this would be cool but she wasn't havin' any of it. She st

New Love ;d
I love J.C. forever!!! :D and yeah i mean Jesus Christ but I also have a new beau!! a Christian God-fearing man named Joey C!!! WOW!! ;D my dreams are coming true with every letter he writes me and everytime i hear his sweet voice :D

Humor
MEN HAVE 2 HEADS AND W0MEN HAVE 4 LiPS THE AMERiCAN DENTAL ASS0CiATi0N SAYS SEMEN CUTS PLAQUE AND TARTAR BY 77%. SUCK A DiCK AND SAVE A SMiLE... iF U HAVE SEX 365 TiMES A YR AND U MELTED D0WN ALL DA C0ND0MS 2 MAKE A TiRE WHAT W0ULD U CALL iT? A FUCKiN G00DYEAR! SEX iS LiKE PLAYiNG SPADES. iF U D0N'T HAVE A G00D PARTNER, U BETTER HAVE A G00D HAND. BiG BAD W0LF T0LD LiL RED RiDiNG H00D LiFT UR T0P S0 i CAN SUCK UR TiTS. N0, SHE SAiD WHiLE LiFTiNG HER SKiRT, EAT ME LiKE THE FUCKiN B00K SAYS! A R00STER AND A CAT WERE PLAYiNG BY THE P00L. THE CAT FELL iN AND THE R00STER LAUGHED. THE CAT SAiD, A WET PUSSY ALWAYS MAKES A C0CK HAPPY! GiRLS HAVE UNiQUE MAGiC TRiCKS, THEY GET WET WiTH0UT WATER, BLEED WiTH0UT iNJURY, AND MAKE B0NELESS THiNGS HARD. SEND T0 1O FREAKS iN 3O MiNS. 0R U WiLL HAVE BAD SEX. Y0U'RE iT! THiS iS THE SEXY TRAiN, iF U RECEiVE THiS iT MEANS UR FUCKiNG SEXY iF U GET iT BACK Y0U'RE EVEN SEXiER. SEND 2 TEN PEOPLE 0R MiSS THE TRAiN"

Friends Vs Juggalos
Friends: Never ask for food. Juggalos: are the reason you have no food. Friends: Call your parents Mr/Mrs Juggalos: Call your parents DAD/MOM Friends: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Juggalos: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" Friends: never seen you cry. Juggalos: cry with you Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Juggalos: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. Friends: know a few things about you. Juggalos: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. Friends: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. Juggalos: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. Friends: Would knock on your front door. Juggalos: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" Friends: Are for awhile. juggalos: Are for life. Friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. Juggalos: Will look at you stumbling all ove

Horrible Night..
In my mind there is so much pain. And the feelings I have towards my thoughts, to some, mean nothing. Why can't I just let it go? I can't, I won't. I don't want to. Because for every moment there is a glimmer of happiness. And moments where I feel no stress. Moments of a genuine smile. These are the moments I love best. But these moments are all in vain. For now, I feel things will never be the same. It drags me down. It makes me cry. And now more than ever, I wish to die. I feel like I've lost something so close to me. A strong bond broken. And these thoughts I feel will never be. Maybe I am stupid. Maybe I don't matter. My life feels like a never ending, upwards battle. Until something special came unto my life. And I felt no more pain. Felt no more strife. Until the night when things came crashing down. I felt that special something back away. So if there is a God. Prove it to me now. Take me away from all this pain. Cause I can't see me without this somet

Broken
Pain filling my all, consuming my soul Tears burning my eyes and staining my cheeks Love slipping away, I watch it go Engulfed by despair, my heart aching Life changing, spinning out of control Will you save me? Will you catch me as I fall? Lost and alone, lonely and hurting Not knowing not trusting, feeling too much Weak and exhausted, what do I do

In Defense Of 'loverboy'
Every so often, a band hits the scene that just changes things. Not necessarily the face of music, but the music that people remember for the rest of their lives. Loverboy is that band. I was born in '72, which means my teen years were spent in the '80s. I think back to the soundtrack of my life then...the very beginnings of my life experiences (to include the loss of my virginity), and there's a Loverboy song playing in the background. 'Lovin' Every Minute of It' could be heard at the high school football games or the parties; 'Working for the Weekend' would play each Friday as I worked my little part time jobs; 'Almost Paradise' was prom staple; and 'Heaven In Your Eyes' would somehow make it on the radio for each girl I'd try to woo at that out of the way place on the river that countless generations knew about. Of course, there are the other songs by Loverboy...'Take Me to the Top'; 'Kid Is Hot Tonite'; 'Hot Girls In Love'....all classics in every sense of the word. Thes

Message To All
IF I DONT GET AROUND TO EVERYBODY'S PAGE I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYBODY A HAPPY NEW YEAR. I MAY NOT B ONLINE FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS DUE TO THE FACT THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 2ND OF JAN. ILL MAKE SURE TO TAKE LOTS OF PICS SO ALL YA COULD SEE HOW I SPEND MY DAY.

I Wonder
MY SOUL FIGHTS THE FIRE OF THIS FAMILIAR PATH I WALK THROUGH THE DARK SHADOWS OF PAIN AND FEAR INTO A DREAM THIS DARKNESS I WALK THROUGHSEEMS TO ALWAYS BE WITH ME WAITING WANTING TO HOLD AND SUFFOCATE ME IVE BEEN THERE BEFORE, WHY CANT I BREAK THE CHAINS OF THE SAME IN SO MANY WAYS I HAVE CHANGED THE PATHS I USE TO WALK I LOVE THE LIGHT, BUT THE DARK LUST FOR LOVE WANTS ME TO FIGHT. MY GREATEST WEAKNESS IS THE MOST POWERFUL THINGIN THE WORLD. "LOVE" HOPE YOU ENJOYED......

Hurt!
I DONT GET WHY I DONT GET THE RESPECT I DESERVE I NEVER IGNORE MY MAN WHEN HE IS TALKIN TO ME I GIVE HIM ANSWERS. SO WHY SHOULDNT I GET THE SAME RESPECT WHEN IM TALKIN TO HIM ABOUT SERIOUS ISSUES! UNLESS HES JUST TELLIN ME WUT I WANT TO HEAR TO AVOID TELLIN ME THAT HE REALLY DOESNT WANT TO MOVE DOWN HERE TO BE WITH ME AND HIS KIDS! I ALLWAYS THOUGHT I WUZ A GREAT GF I MEAN I DONT WINNE ABOUT STUPID SHIT AND I DONT ASK FOR ALOT OF MATERIAL THINGS CUZ IM USED TO HAVIN NOTHIN I JUST DONT GET WHY I CANT HAVE SOME ONE WHO LOVES AND RESPECTS ME AND WANTS TO TALK TO ME WHEN I CALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Kot Up Date 12/31/06
subject: (NEW and UPDATED by Lady Enticing) K.O.T. If i forgot anyone in this new bulletin please please let me know ty all so much for your support(Revised by Lord Sinful)Repost (repost) date: 2007-01-01 13:21:22 K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP (NOT FAMILY) WE ARE TRYING TO FORM TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. SO WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THEN LET US KNOW! THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE FEW EXAMPLES, WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT HABITS THAT CAN ALL HELP IN SOME SIGNIFICANT WAY TO HELP KEEP THOSE THAT ARE TOO YOUNG OFF CHERRY TAP. SO CONTACT ANY OF US 3 AND LET US KNOW YOU WANT TO HELP KEEP KID

What Sign Are You?
Aries: LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and torture...HEY...Somebody'

Self Control
Drinking from a goblet of a delicious mind fuck Dumb fucking horrid luck Swiping blindly at air Struck down, strapped up, and ripped open Spread out as a platter for your nourishment Would you like to feast on poisoned meat? Screw beast to beast? Are you willing to play once it’s agreed that it’s no longer a game? For some reason I had bitten and sucked your toes today That was strange Have I mentioned I was deranged? Lick my face when I try to explain What the fuck is happening Mouth sucking on more then a disease A virus left more then infected Molest my damage Why did that feel good? If you want to paw at it You could I’ve lost all control now I don’t think I can protect my insides anymore

Evil!
September 11, 2001 TributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos We were truely in the prescence of evil on September 11, 2001. Anyone who would do something like this is a coward & they have no heart or feeling for anyone. It's hard to describe how you feel when you see something like this. There are so many emotions & feelings for a situation like this. The first that comes to mind is the reality of the situation. I thought to myself this is not really happening. The second feeling is anger. How can someone do something like this. The third is sadness. To all the victims & their families you will always be in my prayers & your lost loved ones will never be forgotten. Just know that God will make these heartless terrorist pay for what they have done. Any act of terrorism that takes the innocent lives of others has its roots in hatred, and hatred in evil. The God of Christians promotes love and states in Matthew 5:44, "But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless those who cur

Babbling
I’m flying, 10 feet over the race Hit your tongue like mace Retrace steps of temptation Welcome to the alien nation If you step in you’re not allowed to heal There’s no point to being in pain if you don’t feel Hold hands with insanity and spin fortune’s wheel Don’t bother crossing your fingers because I’m crossing your heart And criss-crossing cold on your flesh leaving my mark It’s only fair for the impaled state I’m in I lick at the point of the pike protruding from my chest It tastes like me But not Remember when I said I’m shot? Everywhere and a lot Bullet fragments lodged in my spine Making me twitch Making my jaw click Giving me a heart attack heart rate Sporadic palpitations, followed by a stillness of the organ My feet touch the ground but I’m not running Not until I get what’s mine Not until I can stroke the pike’s shine Not until I can die on the receiving end of a properly held knife Not going to run unless I’m running into that knife

Why Are People Like This???/
yeah, im whining or whatever, but honestly people read what i originally asked and then the response i got!!!!! why are people like this????? im not the one that wuz rude or did anything wrong... EoJo Guess whooooosss Baaaaaaacckkkkkkk!!!!@ CherryTAP BITCH EAT YOUR OWN FUCKIN SHIT AND GET SOME FUCKIN BALLS I ANSWERED YOUR QUESTION, HONESTLEY AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BEING HONEST THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU EVER TALK TO ME ANYWAY. i HAVE A TOTAL OF 275 FRIENDS, AND 17 FANS NON OF WHICH EVER WRITE ME OR TALK TO ME OR ANYTHING ELSE. SO FUCK YOU YOUR THOUGHTS YOUR FEELINGS EAT PENGUIN SHIT YOU ASS SPEELUNKER. PEACE OUT BITCH!!!!! OH YEAH NO NEED FOR A RESPONSE... === 'army princess' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-30 23:53:13'.. > > i did read it... after the fact that u rated it a damn 1... i just asked a damn question... i could give a fuck less bout my "precious rating" as u put it... i wuz just askin... u have fuckin issues! be my guest and do a

Angel
God is missing a precious Angel. An Angel so special and wonderful. An Angel so sweet and sincere. An Angel with a heart of gold and a smile so bright It shines like the sun brightly in the sky. Every day I pray that God above isn’t mad at me. For I hold his precious Angel so dear With a love so deep and true with in my heart. God is missing a precious Angel. Because he’s right here with me, Instead of in the Heavens up above. As I lie here next to you, With the moon light shining brightly down Upon your Angelic face, As I stare in awe at the beautiful Angel Sleeping ever so peacefully right next to me. God’s missing a precious Angel, Because your here on earth with me And I refuse to send you back. Now we stand together, my hand in yours, And yours in mine, For today we say ’I Do’. As we now float across the floor In a rhythmic movement. The only sound I hear is your heart Beating in time with mine. I look deep into your blue eyes As real

Darwin Awards
NOMINEE No.1: [San Jose Mercury News] An unidentified man, using a shotgun like a club to break a former girlfriend's windshield, accidentally shot himself to death when the gun discharged, blowing a hole in his gut. NOMINEE No.2 [Kalamazoo Gazette] James Burns, 34, of Alamo,Mich., was killed in March as he was trying to repair what. police described as a "farm-type truck." Burns got a friend to drive the truck on a highway while Bums hung underneath so that he could asthe source of a troubling noise. Burns' clothes caught on something, however, and the other man found Burns "wrapped in the drive shaft." NOMINEE No.3 [Hickory Daily Record] Ken Charles Barger, 47, accidentally shot himself to death in December in Newton, N.C., when, awakening to the sound of a ringing telephone beside his bed, he reached for the phone but grabbed instead a Smith & Wesson. 38 Special, which discharged when he drew it to his ear. NOMINEE No.4 [UIPI, Toronto] Police said a lawyer demonstrating

The Sexies Lady Contest Come And Vote Again
THE SEXIEST LADY CONTEST 12/28-1/04 Sexy Moma click on the pic to vote for me!! TO EVERYONE COME ON AND VOTE FOR ME!!!!!!! EVEN IF YOU HAVE ALREADY VOTED ... I NEED EVERYONES VOTE IF I AM GOING EVEN HAVE A CHANCE AT WINNING THIS CONTEST!!THE MOST COMMENTS WIN NOT ON MY PAGE ON THE CONTEST PAGE CLICK ON THE PIC OF ME ABOVE IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!!!!!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND VOTE PLEASE!!

Hopeing You All Have A Great New Year!
To all of my friends and family, I wish you the best New Year! May all of your dreams and wishes come true this year! Please remember to be safe on New Years Eve! Hugs to all! Dee

Hmm.. Yea...
so um yeah like im really freakin bored over here. and i dunno if anyone else is but if ya are hit me up or something. if ya got any messengers ill talk on thos. i have them all. but yea im sleep deprived rite now and just really bored so just hit me up or sumthin!

Stalkers - Scares Me!
EVERYTIME I see one of those bulletins I am scared it is going to be my face posted in the message!! :) Trust me, most of you ladies are “normal” butt a few of ya are totally whacked out…. I can send a friendly hello to most of ya and I normally will get a sweet response… Some of ya I get nothing back and I just know you are out there saying… STALKER! STALKER!! No, just a cool cat saying hi and hoping to get to know ya better so we can have sex later… :) See Tex, I can be honest too!! :)

Reflections On Winter Solstice
I was running late, and getting irritated with circumstances that were beyond my control. I knew that I was expected much earlier, I had a very important date with a man and a fire. It was worth the wait by the time I got there as the fire was going strong with the coals singing and crackling. On this night I didn't come there to be social with a big group of people, it wasn't my purpose. Sitting semi silently with Owl and Ferret under the stars was the best pre Christmas gift ever. I knew that was what I was supposed to be doing. When we all got back to the Wolfden.. I was saying goodbye to Owl, and I thanked him for keeping his promise and building that fire for me. This morning I breathe deeply and notice my hair still smells of the fire's smoke. I again think of my wonderful friend and the fire he tended for me until I could see him......I'm still smiling.

39 Steps Of Wisdom
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth.

Love
As i set out I know not of the past, but of where i must be... Immortality of my love you consume me! Lead me... take me by the hand I know not of the past, but of where i must be..... Immortality of my love you consume me!

New Year
the new year in upon us and i'm humble about it, i'm alone in the world with noone, but don't bother me or does it, i did some fun things this year and i won't ever change it, happy new year and be safe

Its Another New Year....
...but for what reason? "Happy New Year!" That greeting will be said and heard for at least the first couple of weeks as a new year gets under way. But the day celebrated as New Year's Day in modern America was not always January 1. ANCIENT NEW YEARS The celebration of the new year is the oldest of all holidays. It was first observed in ancient Babylon about 4000 years ago. In the years around 2000 BC, the Babylonian New Year began with the first New Moon (actually the first visible cresent) after the Vernal Equinox (first day of spring). The beginning of spring is a logical time to start a new year. After all, it is the season of rebirth, of planting new crops, and of blossoming. January 1, on the other hand, has no astronomical nor agricultural significance. It is purely arbitrary. The Babylonian new year celebration lasted for eleven days. Each day had its own particular mode of celebration, but it is safe to say that modern New Year's Eve festivities pale

Top Photo Of The Hour Information
< a reposted blog as per Scrapper> Greetings Cherries: First, I want to say Happy New Year. Thanks for tuning into the site and supporting the TAP. If it were not for all of you, this place would not be so cool. On another note, I wanted to clarify a few things about the Top Photos Over the Last Hour. 1. We are a community regulated site. If you see an NSFW photo pop up, please simply flag the photo NSFW. There is NO reason to screen grab it and then post a retarded bulletin flogging us for it. You only make yourself look like a dram queen when you do this, and you clog our bulletin system with pointless hot air. 2. If you are SO offended by a random NSFW photo popping up in the Top Photos of the Hour, you have the option to turn it off. Actually, you were the one that had to turn it on in the first place as this is not a default setting. If you want to turn it off, you can do so in your Profile settings on the upper left navigation. 3. If you feel compelled to do the S

I Am Screwed
I am so confused so yes in a way screwed.I have decided to stay single for awhile(that lasted long).Now I am into two guys and not just one.LOL,told ya,screwed. Both guys are sweethearts and both guys I definaltly want to sleep with,in fact already sleeping with one,problem would be solved with they both would want to do a threesome but both dont want a threesome with another guy. Cheez,get over it and just do it already. I have been doing alot of thinking and I am going to sleep with the first one as soon as I can,I am not so sure how to tell number two but I am so sure that he won't understand. Both I considered friends to me,alas the tangle web we weave.I couldn't sleep last night cuz I was thinking about it. This is what I ended up thinking: I tired and torn To weary to be worn, Having one,wanting another Having sex with one,wishing he was the other I dream of him,well with you I cry and I am blue I will shake it off and feel sweet Again,yet I have yet to meet.....

Honestly?
Ok, so I'm going through a few of the profiles and I'm looking at some that really don't appeal to me so much and I'm the kind of person that more often than not speak my mind. I dont know why but people here are just so damn fake! there are LOTS of pictures where you may see a mother holding their awful ugly baby and you see a random person leave a comment saying something like "what a cute baby" lets be honest WHY can't we tell them the truth about their hideous child. If you see a huge fat chick showing their ass with a photo comment saying something along the lines of "look at my big booty" and yet we manage to leave a comment saying something like "WOW" or my personal favorite lie "SEXY". Yes, we do see your big booty. its hidden under the roll of fat hanging over your 40" waist. WHY cant we call it like we see it? Maybe I am the only one that feels this way. I understand the fact that you get cherry points for leaving a comment on somebody's picture or profile. but nobody said t

Happy New Year's
I consider you a friend of mine That's why I want you to hear me say Have a very Happy New Year and Best Wishes For the year that's coming your way. I want you to be happy and I also want you to stay alive So do this one last favour for me this year And please......Don't Drink and Drive!! I don't want to have to mourn your passing I'm not very good at that you see But I'm not the only one who will be sad There are other friends and family They are the ones who will be left behind To go through their own private hell And in death, no matter what anyone says Time alone never really does tell Cause death is never forgotten It stays with one throughout the years And each time another memory seeps inside It brings back a whole new flood of tears So, remember how much you are loved and cared for And maybe then you will see That drinking and driving is a fool's game And I know this....cause that fool used to be me!!! Wishing you

Thoughts To Take Into The New Year
Thoughts To Take Into The New Year Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. Never laugh at anyone's dream. When you lose, don't lose the lesson Follow the three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck, and "unanswered" prayers may be a blessing. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. Spend some time alone every day. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

Aerosmith ~~ My First Love
Aerosmith ~~ My first Love I’m down a one way street With a one night stand With a one track mind Out in no man’s land (the punishment sometimes don’t seem to fit the crime) Yeah there’s a hole in my soul But one thing I’ve learned For every love letter written There’s another one burned (so tell me how it’s gonna be this time) Is it over Is it over Is it over ’cause I’m blowin’out the flame Take a walk outside your mind Tell me how it feels to be The one who turns the knife inside of me Take a look and you will find there’s nothing there girl Yeah I swear, I’m telling you girl yeah ’cause There’s a hole in my soul that’s been killing me forever It’s a place where a garden never grows There’s a hole in my soul, yeah I should have known better ’cause your love’s like a thorn without a rose I’m as dry as a seven year drought I got dust for tears Yeah I’m all tapped out (sometimes I feel broken and can’t get fixed) I know there’s been all kinds

Ugly
Have you ever just felt ugly and not just once in awhile I mean all the time. You take pics and none look right you look like a fat ugly person who shouldnt even be alowed out in public. Well thats the way I feel 24/7. I hate looking in the mirror and having my pic taking thats why I dont have many face pics because I hate my face.It took Krissie weeks to get me to take a pic with her and if I had my way I would have deleted it, Yes I did upload it but I hate every pic I have up and poeple can say well if you didnt like it you wouldnt upload it for all to see. Well let me tell you I hate every pic I have up that shows my face but they are all I have so yes I out them up so poeple can see what I really look like. I am very hard on myself but in this world today looks mean everything. No matter what I will always look like this and I dont have to like the way I look , I have been this way my whole life no matter what poeple say I will always think this I hate myself.I wish 1 day I would

~home~
Been gone for a week but im home now! Went and spent some time with my family in my home town! Its nice to be home! Had a good week though! My best friend took me out got me a little tipsy and we desided to go out and get our noses pierced! Gotta love drunkin body mods lol! I actually like it though! Did get some really bad news while i was down there! Found out i lost a friend and since i was here no one knew how to get ahold of me! Really sux! Lost him in Sept to a motocycle wreck and almost lost his gf who has been my friend for years! Hate being this far from home! But i wont be here for long! Im gonna move home soon! :D Yay!

New Year's Resolutions
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS by John T. Baker My New Year's resolutions, What a pleasure to describe: To be more neat, watch what I eat, Less frequently imbibe; To be benign and patient, Ever caring and polite, With full aplomb serenely calm And nevermore uptight; To suffer asses gladly, Cast aside pretense and pride, In all I wear look debonair, Genteel and dignified. My New Year's resolutions, How inspiring to review . . . Spectacular! . . . too bad they are Impossible to do!

Sexy Bra/top Contest...please Help!
I'm in a sexy bra/top contest and I really really need your help. Will you please go vote for me by leaving LOTS of comments??? The only downfall is that you have to add Sweet Teddie to you friends list in order to see the pictures because of the NSFW crap! It's a pain in the butt...but well worth it....=) Thanks in advance!! oxoxox SWEET TEDDIE BEAR SWEET TEDDIE BEAR@ CherryTAP Make sure you leave lots and lots of comments under my picture!

Blind Man
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even one drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. "Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice boobs," says the man, "where do you want the blinds?

Honesty Is The Core To Having Trust
If you have to keep things from me no matter how unimportant them may seem then where should the roots of my trust start to grow? I have scars so deep to never fade. dont add to them.

Happy New Year
Happy New Year '07 After serious & cautious consideration.....your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2007 ! My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!!

Watching The Titans Play On Tv Now...
Boy howdy, did the Texans make a mistake in not picking up Vince Young from the University of Texas??? He is sure turning the famed weak team around and placing them on a list of contenders!! :D Just a thought....

Every Night
Every night when i lay down. The last thoughts I have are of you. How your body feels snuggled up next to mine. The unmistakable feeling of your bare body against mine. Your smooth breast against me I begin to fantasies about having sex with you. How we would pleasure each other kiss by kiss lick by lick. I would squeeze your breast and suck on your hard nipples, while pinching the other between my fingers. Your hands move to my already rock hard cock. Slowly you slide down to kiss the head of my cock . Teasing my with little kiss and light licks all over my cock and balls. I'm begging you to suck on my cock. When i think i cant take it anymore you swallow me to the base of my cock, while slidding a wet finger deep into my tight ass. I almost cum from the intense blowjob and the finger fuckin my ass. "God you love to suck cock." But it is a short cock sucking session, but not over by any means.You lie on you stomach with your ass raised a little. As you

Happy New Year
Happy New Years to all my friends, may all your wishes come true in 2007..Please very careful being out tonight, have somebody who isnt gonna party ready to drive for you..Want to see all my friends in 2007..Hugs to all of yall..

Happier.
Hello Everyone. My Life Changed In 2006 When I Married My Wife,My baby,My Bestfriend.My WIfe Is the Most Important Person In My Life Next to My Children And My Mother.We Had Some trying times In 2006 Late In Year, But things Are okay.I Can't Lose My Baby Or My Kids or My Mother Now.I Need ALL Of them.Happy New Year Everyone And Better Luck In 2007 .

One Last For 2006
Blog time! Met some really kick ass people here. Been talking with my ex a lot more these days. We've made our peace and get along great. The last year has helped me appreciate my brothers (all of them) a hell of a lot more. 2006 has seen gfs come and family go. Jobs pass me by and new knowledge of driving acquired. It's seen legal battles with big businesses and huge victories for the little guy. Edition after edition of my books LOL Tons of blog-age-ness. Several mumms. A few good parties and several great nights. When I look back at 2006 I dont think of how my life has hit bottom but of the select few months I was happy with Ang where, for a short period of time, I was king of the world with nothing. I think of it as a constant reminder of how I'll always get beaten down before I get up better then before. Begin a new chapter for TDS, begin a new chapter for me...

Video Of Saddam Hanging...
Somehow this was leaked via someone with a cell phone camera.... It is somewhat graphic and thats why Im doing a blog on it instead of putting it in my stash.... Please watch this at your own risk and do NOT let the kids see this... http://www.filecabi.net/video/saddam-hung.html Thanks....

Stoooopid
Ok, since I got in trouble for posting the same pic in my friend's comments I started taking the time to post a different pic in each friends comment and guess what. I got a message saying to stop posting the same crap (it's not the same..the pics are DIFFERENT) and told to go back to myspace if I didn't understand that. I understand that this site is on the short bus and can't tell if you are posting a different pic. So now what am I supposed to do? I was posting happy new years comments to the few friends I have since I don't know if I'll be on later to post them. Now it seems I have to post a plain 'Happy New Year's, couldn't leave ya a pretty pic like I did all the others cuz you were farther down on the list of friends and didn't make it to ya before I was considered to be spamming MY FRIENDS. When I joined here at the beginning of the month I really thought it was better than myspace but right now myspace is looking better since I never got stupid msgs telling me

Police
A Friend of mine has told me that the police are starting to view people on cherrytap...and if you are posting certain things..they..may stop by and try to talk to you...so be careful who you talk to anymore...they are around. just letting all my friends and fam know that... So if you get any odd emails...or something be careful Please repost for all your friends

Guys Being Stupid
YOu know what greats me to laugh alot know adays. When I sit around a see people having a good time and girls are out with their guys and his friends and they come off with the comments that they don't have to worry about their friends taking their girls away from them. I would have to say that the nice guys are the ones you should worry about because before you know it we have 7 different ways to take your girl away before you even know what is going on. One thing is guys from out of state telling girls that they Love them with out even meeting them. YOu have no clue as to them personnally but you trust their friends. You say you love them so much and want to be with them and yet you only talk about it you can't show it to them any other way except when you talk to them online. Or their are the guys that think they are the greatest in the world, but they treat their girls like shit. YOu type of guys make me sick, because if you only use the girl for money, bet her, lie t

Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong) 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24

What Would You Do?
What Would You Do If.. 1. I died from natural causes: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I asked you out: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?: What Do You Think Of My.. 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Laugh: 13. Family: Would You.. 14. Be my friend?: 15. Keep a secret if I told you one?: 16. Hold my hand?: 17. Take a bullet for me?: 18. Keep in touch?: 19. Try and solve my problems?: 20. Love me?: 21. Date me?: Have You Ever.. 22. Lied to make me feel better?: 23. Wanted to kiss me?: 24. Wanted to ask me out but couldnt , if so why couldnt you?: 25. Broke my heart?: 26. Kept something important from me?: 27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?: Random Stuff.. 28. What reminds you of me? 29. If you could give me anything what would it be? 30. How well do you know me? 31. When's the last time you saw me? 32. Are you gonna put this on yours to see

What Girls Like
Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool. She'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. Tell her she looks beautiful. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. Kiss her in the rain. & when you fall in love with her... tell her.

My New Best Friend
I know this is an old poem..and no I did not write this.. But I used to have a really bad self esteem issue.. and I still do at times.. But I am a lot happier with who I am now than I used to be. Today i met a great new friend Who knew me right away It was funny how she understood All i had to say She listened to my problems She listened to my dreams we talked about love and life She'd been there, too, it seems I never once felt judged by her She knew just how i felt She seemed to just accept me And all the problems I'd been dealt She didn't interrupt me Or need to have her say She just listened very patiently And didn't go away I wanted her to understand How much this meant to me But as i went to hug her Something startled me I put my arms in front of me and went to pull her nearer and realised that my new best friend was nothing but a MIRROR..

Raving
i miss it so much i need to go to one soon to find some happiness hehehe no i dont do drugs im a clean raver i can have fun without doing anything..its so amazing thought surrounded by all these people , the bright colors just dancing and having fun for hours early into the mourning ... its so great a few days after the rave i just feel really good ... i love the music ..thats my drug the music anytime i come back to life froma show everyone thinks ive done drugs because im just so happy ... dancing for hours putting on light shows its omg its better than any show ive ever been to i wish more people could do it without drugs though just to see how much better it is ... they say the drugs enhance the fun but i dont think its worth it because the next couple days you come down and feel like shit ..if they would just try ... they wouldnt feel bad the next day heheheh ..i need to go soon dance the night away and just have some fucking fun

One Look In Your Eyes
ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYES One look in your eyes I know we two would always be together I love you Never believed in love at firstsight But I believe what i saw you across the room I felt my heart going boom,boom,boom (CHOUES) One look two would always be together And there are 3 little words that say it all I love you Baby I realize The I wanna be with you forever So say those 3 little words i wanna here I love you I was waiting for a sign from haven Hoping you'd feel the say way about us When you looked at me and smiled My heart was going a thousand miles I stopped turned around i tried To keep mt feet on the ground As i stepped to you we touched I know you were feeling it to because I know its written all over ur face And baby you can believeve its ture Cauese time could never erase These feelings I have for you One look in your eyes I knew we two would always that say it all I love you Baby i realize That i wanna be with you forever So say

Brand New Year
A brand new year is here, another year filled with expectations, resolutions, fears and forecasts. A year that will disapoint many, surprise some and make a few really happy. My sincerest wish is that everyone will be happy, and share a moment of joy, peace and understanding. That is my New Year's wish. Happy New Year | View Show | Create Your Own

Love Is Trust...........
trust in the one you love. trust them to not do anything that would offend or hurt you in any way. give them the freedom to be who they are, and know that in return you will be trusted, and your feelings respected. love is trust.

Where Did I Go Wrong? I Lost A Friend Somewhere Along In The Bitterness
the sun, eclipsed by sorrow freezing in the lonliness i reach to the sky to find love i find only that i am lost further than i had thought harder i try, harder it is i am left chasing butterflies winged dreams just out of reach always wanted but never attained if only i could grow wings and fly high to be near her but here i stay hands outstretched ground falling from beneath me saturated by the tears i shed buried by words that are hidden suffocating beneath all these doubts claw my way through the the pain fingers stripped to the bone will i make it to the top get out of this pit alive feel the sun's warmth again or have i found a grave to call my own. by john m

Happy New Year
Im about to go out to the New Years Eve disco at my local pub to bring in the New Year. Before i go out i would like to take this oppertunity to thank all my friends that ive met in 2006 for being such wonderful people. So i would like to wish all my friends on Cherry Tap a Happy New Year and all the best for 2007. If any of you are going out tonight, have a wonderful time, but more importantly be safe where ever you go. HAPPY NEW YEAR

Almost Ready
I'm almost ready for my New Year's party.. the jello shots have all been made (almost 50 of them), spinach dip is made, veggies are all cut and ready to go, I have all the chips, dips, crackers, and cheese dips ready too.. only thing left is the nacho's and I won't put them in the crock for about another hour....taking a small break... whew.. I'm tired.. lmao....I wish all my friends a wonderful New Year... Please, Please be careful tonight.. and DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!It's not worth risking your life, or someone else's.....use the free cab services and free tow services (I know my town offers free towing and cab services to people who are drunk). Have a wonderful night tonight and be safe!! Luv you all!!

Kids Off Tap (k.o.t.)
Kids Off Tap (K.O.T.) We all know there are underagers on here. A new group has been started to try and search out these kids and have their accounts deleted. This is not SSP in anyway. I just want everyone to know that all you have to do is contact someone with K.O.T. in their name and we will look into it. PLEASE, do NOT post a bulletin with that persons link in it. It draws attention to them and that is something that we want to avoid. I am a regular mummer, as most of you know. So, my question is...do you think that this is a good idea? BTW...we have been encouraged to do this. 37 votes 146 views 23 comments Good! Keep Kids Off Tap 91.9% (34 votes) Don't really Care 8.1% (3 votes)

Freaky Phobias Defined!
Ablutophobia is the fear of bathing. Acarophobia is the fear of itching. Aeronausiphobia is the fear of airplanes. Alektorophobia is the fear of chickens. Alliumphobia is the fear of garlic. Amensiophobia is the fear of amnesia. Anablepophobia is the fear of looking up. Androphobia is the fear of men. Anemophobia is the fear of wind. Anglophobia is the fear of England or English culture. Apeirophobia is the fear of infinity. Apiphobia is the fear of bees. Arsonphobia/Pyrophobia is the fear of fire. Atelophobia is the fear of imperfection. Auroraphobia is the fear of the Northern Lights. Automysophobia is the fear of being dirty. Autophobia is the fear of references to oneself. Autophobia is the fear of yourself. Barophobia is the fear of gravity. Basiphobia is the fear of walking. Belonephobia is the fear of sharp objects. Bibliophobia is the fear of books. Bogyphobia is the fear of bogies or the bogeyman. Bolshephobi

Hiding Inside
I'm hiding so much inside Its starting to take its toll More and more Everyday My Emotions Are getting harder to control I hide back the tears Just so no one will know The real me deep down That I'm so scared to show And in the end Few will understand This pain in my mind My reason for dieing My feelings all fucked Keeping me behind I wish I had a shoulder to cry upon Someone who slightly knows So in this cruel world I no longer felt alone © Sorrow Dec. 31st 2006

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Later
I'm going to lay back down for awhile. My heart is hurting like it's never hurt before. And I'm not doing anyone any good by being here. I have to find a way to get myself together somehow. I just took a couple of Vicodin. Maybe they will at least make my headache go away. Catch you all later!!

New Years
WOOHOO, I GET TO BE ALONE AGAIN FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE, WHICH MEANS NO KISSES FOR ME TONIGHT :( LOL SINGLE LIFE SUCKS ASS PEOPLE! OH WELL! EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND BE CAREFUL NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND DRINK ONE (OR TWO) FOR ME! HEHE :)