well lets see now that the higher ups have given me my friends back I can go out with my gang and shake my ass wha hoooo
On the way out I call CCL and well test him I no I no I should not do this but sometimes a girl just needs to know what the willingness of someone is now don't she
anyway on the way to the bar(s) i call him to say hi and (test) him, feeling a bit frisky from all the positive energy everyone is giving off I say ummmmmm baby TALK DIRTY TO ME ( seeing he is so far away and about to be further this is all I can get from him right) anyway NO ONE IS AROUND him except the guy cleaning the carpets and he say NO! ( i am to tired ) I don't want to, not right now !!!! well when then
stupid ass so I proceed to tell him i finally figured out that I am not ugly and not unattractive i am NO BEAUTY QUEEN mind you but I am pretty and that out of everyone I choose to engage him and that says something..... what does he do yes yes HE BLOWS ME OFF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH this is all I can do at this point so I hang up with him temper rising at this point ass hole fucked up my happy disposition
anyway I was in the mood to sing my heart out last night (singing released alot of my feelings ) so we go to the bar to sing then all the drunkards (i am always the DD ) want to go over to teddys (the meat market bar ) to dance and drink ok ok why fight it just let them do as they will......two of our friends bail right away I don't really know what was up there asses but at this point WGAF right..... so off we go
we get there and of course my nature being what it is I approach some random guy with a table by himself sit down and engage, so that is where we sit all night is with this guy I kinda feel bad cause we ran off all his potintal fuckes for the night LOL anyway
my husband gets TRASHED ok totally and he tends to throw me around the dance floor when he is like this so I pushed him on everyone else that was drinking cause it doesn't hurt so much when your drinking...... anyway i got daring and went to the dance floor with him well needless to say i was PISSED when I got off the dance floor not 5 min later..... I don't like being mauled (even by my husband) on the dance floor nor do I like almost ending up in the floor on my back because he is so drunk trying to throw me around the floor as he does sober..... so I was pissed so i walked away to cool off I did then went over with my BFF to the POLE they have recently put in and seeing as she and I was once strippers that was right up our alleys, damn I miss doing that sometimes LOL anyway I am what one might call a pole climber I work the poles and I am damn good at it so up the pole I go when this guy that works there tells me to get the fuck down, rudely now mind you i am already pissed sooooooo i look at him and tell him he doesn't have to be so rude I am not drinking I AM THE DD and don't appreciate his tone he say you get away from here or I will throw your fucking ass out.......OH HELL NO YOU DIDN;T BITCH so off i go looking for the manager which he wasn't there so anyway
we then all left cause as i was sober I was fucking done we all went to breakfast were my husband pucked in the parking lot and passed out in the care LOL but all us ladies had fun i took everyone home and got home around 3 this morning and passed the fuck out steve tried several times to wake me in many ways but I WAS OUT..... so that is what my night went like but all in all I plan on doing it all again next weekend LOL
kisses all mel
