For me Chrismas it the worst.
I think I am stuck with the Cristmas curse!!!
Every time it is the same every year.
I spend thousands of dollars for holladay cheer.
The person i am with eather engaged want too be with or married too runs away with fear.
I dont know why and i may not understand,
Maybe being alone is apart of God's big plan.
I hope you'll remeber the good times. Cuz every time that i do it makes me feel bad.
i wish that i could just lay down and die.
but all i end up doing was to sit down and cry.
My life is over I hope that you soon see, on how much you realy ment ot me!!
I bend over backwords for everything that you say.
Now all you do is push me away!!
you took my heart and ripped it in two.
Now in my life i dont know what to do. I loved you with all of my heart, but not i feel all torn apart.
you will have to prove it to me to even Knock at my door, cuz i dont think i can trust you anymore! I will still talk if you give me a call, but I dont think that you will do that at all!!
My wall is up and I tremble with fear.
I sit at home alone with 24 cases of beer!!
Now that I am drunk and i know later that i will regret to say! Is FUCK YOU!! AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!! I hope you dont blame me For what i have said, I'll just sit here with a gun to my head.
no one will miss me, life is not fair!!! I just wanted you too remember that i have always been there.
I wanted to give love another chance!!
Hell i did not go as far as romance!!!
Now that it feels that I have done all this in vain!! I want you to know that it is my Curse my Pain!!!
GOOD BYE!!!
