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Possum Stew
Possum Stew Ingredients: two cans of tomatoe sauce three cans of cooked tomatoes 1/2 thickly sliced worthog meat(mainly for flavor) a big bag of pasta noodles (any redneck kind will do) salt and pepper 1/2 possum (other 1/2 can be used for breakfast possum-omlettes) Directions: Fry bacon in big gramma kettle, over mid. size fire, then fry possum in the grease till golden brown. Take the meat out, then add enough water to pot to fill 2/3 way and then boil noodles. Once cooked add both things of tomatoes to kettle and meat and add enough salt and pepper to old granny's taste. Cook all together for a bout 1 hour simmering over low fire to sautee. Bone Appa Teet.

Sex On The Bayou
Boudreaux done got old and his childen dun put him in the old folks home near Breaux Bridge , Louisiana where he dun met a lovely lady dat were from Texas . Now Boudreaux being a fine upstanding Catholic, he didn't want to do nutin dat were aganst his religion, no. So he dun propose marriage. Now both Boudreaux and Mable were in their 80's. Mable went and told everyone at the Senior Citizens home the good news. Irene, Mable's best friend told her that since she was very wealthy and the person she was about to wed was, well to say the least not worth much and she should insist on a Prenuptial Agreement. Mable was sitting on the porch swing with Boudreaux and she told him she would marry him providing he would sign a prenuptial agreement. Boudreaux dun told Mable "I'll sign agreement, you bet, 'cause I luv you so much." Mable got out her pen and paper and started: She said: I want to keep my house down in Texas with all the oil wells. He

Haliburton/kbr
"The gang rape is the result of the Bush administration's total lack of oversight of private contractors in Iraq. At the same time, the Justice Department has been turned into a political wing of the White House and the case of Jamie Leigh Jones is a glaring example of what happens when our system of law is usurped by politics. The rule of law crumbles as it caters to political interests. This is the sort of case that can explode and shine a light on the entire system." Last month a woman came forward to reveal she had been gang raped while working for Halliburton/KBR in Iraq. I cannot fathom the strength it would take to tell the nation you were gang raped by fellow employees of a company working under a government contract. Jamie Leigh Jones, now 22, says that after she was raped by multiple men at a KBR camp in the Green Zone, the company put her under guard in a shipping container with a bed and warned her that if she left Iraq for medical treatment, she'd be o

Life
So i really hate todays society. People in todays world have this Idea that everyone has to be perfect. That because they did it when they were younger that we are supposed to do the same. Well i say FUCK THAT BULLSHIT. I am Blake and only Blake. If you biked to work when u were a kid knowing that you have a car or someone to take you then heres your fucking sign. I'm not about to bike to work! I hate the fact that a majority of adults say that younger kids like myself don't know what we are talking about because we are young. You know what...FUCK THAT BULLSHIT! I have lived on the streets, Shelters, back seats of cars. I mean i have lived the hard life. Waking up not knowing if we were going to be evicted or not. Or if my mom was going to meet someone new and we would have to move again. Ive been to jail. I mean i have turned my life around. And for someone to say that i havent gone though anything is BULLSHIT. What they experienced and what i experienced is two diffrent things. So pl

On Immigration
Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entryMaybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people had to get off a ship and stand in a long line in New York and be documented. Some would even get down on their hands and knees and kiss the ground. They made a pledge to uphold the laws and support their new country in good and bad times. They made learning English a primary rule in their new American households and some even changed their names to blend in with their new home. They had waved good bye to their birt

Car Trouble
You're driving down the interstate late at night and see a car off to the side of the road. As you get closer you see a beautiful woman bent over, digging in the trunk of the car. You pull over and climb out of your car. You slowly approach her, taking in the sight of her extremely long legs and her very short skirt. You can feel your jeans growing tight in the crotch area the closer you get. "Excuse me, ma'am, do you need some help?" "Uh, yeah, I had a blow out," the sound of her voice makes your rock hard cock pulse even harder against your zipper. "I can't seem to find my spare or the jack." She bent back over your trunk. You get as close as you can behind her so she could feel your cock pulsing against her gorgeous, tight behind. She let out a soft moan as you pull up the carpet in the trunk to reveal the spare tire and the jack. She starts wiggling her body, grinding that beautiful behind against your cock. You wrap your arms

Babies Die In Cold
MY HUBBY KNOWS THIS FAMILY Freezing deaths show reserve in disarray By Tim Cook, THE CANADIAN PRESS Aunt Sheila Pauchay shows a family picture of Christopher Pauchay, left to right, Santana Pauchay, Tracey Jimmy and Kaydance Paunchay. THE CANADIAN PRESS/Troy Fleece Investigators make horrific find REGINA - The freezing deaths of two young girls has shone a harsh light on a "bankrupt" Saskatchewan reserve with a litany of social problems and a leadership at war with itself. "I think we are going to need some help," Chief Robert Whitehead of the Yellow Quill First Nation said in a telephone interview Thursday. "The situation we are in, it's a sad situation." As police continued to investigate the deaths of three-year-old Kaydance Pauchay and her one-year-old sister Santana in a snowy field early Tuesday morning, politicians, the community and its leaders were looking at the problems behind the tragedy. The need for action was a common thread - what to do

Peanut Butter Cookies
1/2 cup margarine 1/2 cup peanut butter 1 1/4 cups all purpose flour 1/2 cup sugar 1/2 cup brown sugar or 1/4 cup honey 1 egg 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon vanilla sugar for garnish In mixing bowl, beat margarine and peanut butter until smooth. Add 1/2 cup of the flour, the sugars, egg, baking soda, baking powder, and vanilla. Beat until thoroughly combined. Beat in remaining flour to make dough. Chill if necessary until dough is easy to handle. Shape dough into 1 inch balls. If desired roll in sugar. Spray the cookie sheet with non stick spray. place cookies two inches apart on cookie sheet. Flatten by crisscrossing with the tines of a fork. Bake at 375 for 7-9 minutes or until the bottoms are lightly browned. cool before removing them from cookie sheet. You can also omit the sugar and do not flatten the cookies. Instead, when the cookies are hot, press a hershey's kiss, or a mini-peanut butter cup into the center of the

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My Watch Dog Beau.
Since I am probably going to use some foul language in this one I labeled it NSFW. Anyhow this person, his name on Fubar is this: James Antonson AKA Jimbopacoima This man is a fucking crazed asshole. He gets on my photos and left messages about killing my dog Beau.(which I erased) My dog has never done anything to him...I feel he hates Beau because I mentioned that Beau is Police Trained by an Excellent K9 Trainer. Perhaps he is a common criminal who has been sought out by a police dog and captured. Good ...if you do the crime you should do the time...and if the K9's out there get you, then good for them, that is what they are trained to do. If not sniff out drugs than find the mother fuckers who are breaking the law. I do have lots of respect for these animals and consider the fact of how much each day their lives are in danger. Beau is a big ol'teddy bear when he isn't doing his thing. Code words are what give him the signs I require when he needs to attack and since

The Touch Of A Man
I long for the touch of a man from within The gentle caresses, the lingering kisses The stares from eye to eye as he touches my hair The way he holds my face The way he gently runs his lips down my neck Firm steady pressure upon my warm skin Seeking my soul, trying to get in My body seeks pleasure as skin touches skin As your body lowers, mine rises from within The touch of our hair, the touch of our skin Seeks to find pleasure from without and within Warm to the touch, hot to behold Forgive me for being so bold As I search for another, day after day There must be one other, I continually pray That touches my psyche, as deep as the sky Yet again and again I fail, as I cry I cry silent tears, no one ever knows Where my head wanders, where my heart goes The glistening glow of an ember inside Makes me too vulnerable, from others it must hide My body is yearning for skin upon skin My heart is pounding, blood rushing in To keep

Everything Happens For A Reason
Hmm, so something happend a few months back w, my family that caused to not to be around for a bit. Someone i cared for seemed to get hurt although i didn't mean for it to happen, however they did seem to recover quickly and so now im left wondering was it all real or just a sick twisted game....

Couch Potatoes Age Faster?
Sedentary Lifestyle Accelerates Aging Send to a Friend Published: 01/28/08 MONDAY, Jan. 28 (HealthDay News) -- People who are physically active in their free time may be biologically younger than couch potatoes, a new British study suggests. "A sedentary lifestyle increases the propensity to aging-related diseases and premature death. Inactivity may diminish life expectancy not only by predisposing to aging-related diseases, but also because it may influence the aging process itself," study author Lynn F. Cherkas, of King's College London, said in a prepared statement. The researchers looked at the physical activity levels, smoking habits and socioeconomic status of 2,401 white twins. The researchers also collected DNA samples from participants, and examined the length of telomeres-repeated sequences at the end of chromosomes in white blood cells (leukocytes). Leukocyte telomeres shorten over time and may serve as a marker of a person's biological age. Overall, the study p

Joke
A crusty old biker, on a summer ride in the country, walks into a tavern and sees a sign hanging over the bar which reads: CHEESEBURGER: $1.50 CHICKEN SANDWICH : $2.50 HAND JOB: $100 Checking his wallet for the necessary payment, he walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender serving drinks to a meager looking group of farmers. "Yes?" she inquires with a knowing smile, "Can I help you?" "I was wondering," whispers the old biker, "are you the young lady who gives the hand-jobs?" "Yes," she purrs, "I am." The old biker replies, "Well wash your hands, I want a cheeseburger."

Notes From The Grave
As if you cared but... As I have said in the past, I work with a retard, the guy is fucking irritating and the sooner I am promoted the better, cuz good God I don't know how much more of his shit I can take. Funny story, yesterday me and a co-worker, we were chilling checking out 2 second year chicks, that had some out of this world ass', I mean goddamn, anyways a 3rd year, from Trinidad, she catches us and then stands besides me and sees what we are looking at and goes, "So guys what are you two doing???" My co-worker responds and says we're just chilling, she just nods and walks off, funny shit, so when I get back to work, I run in to her and she says to, "So you're done chilling???" Personally I like her, but man her friend, from Trinidad too, she has an ass on her that makes me wanna cry. Enough with that. I am a Dolphin fan, and actually I wanted to root for New England, but ended up rooting for the Giants after hearing some commentators talk shit about the 72 Dolphins.

Hollow Life - Korn
Feeding the fall I can't help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole am I making I can't escape Falling all this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow life Fearing to fall And still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop Falling all this time We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow life Is there ever any wonder Why we look to the sky Search in vain Asking why? All alone Where is God? Looking down? We don't know We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found What to say? Am I alive? Am I asleep ? Or have I died? (Haunting me) We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found (Something takes a part of me) What to say Am I alive? Am I asleep We fall down We co

The Prowl
I must tell you I am on the prowl and when the moon is full beware of the longing in my howl... your scent excites me... and i'll hunt the whole night thru... I am no whore for just anyone's blood I am on the prowl for only you

Lust
LUST Lust (or lechery) is usually thought of as involving obsessive or excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Unfulfilled lusts sometimes lead to sexual or sociological compulsions and/or transgressions including (but obviously not limited to) sexual addiction, adultery, bestiality, and rape. Dante's criterion was "excessive love of others," which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. ManlyMans Sex Slave(member of the Southern Sex Symbols)(Lust of The Se7en Sins)@ fubar

Wrath
WRATH Wrath (or anger) may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others. The transgressions borne of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide. (See Crimes against humanity.) Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self interest (although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy). Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". Bi Rebel Gypsy¢¾Southern Sex Symbol Member...Wrath of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Envy
ENVY Like greed, envy is characterized by an insatiable desire; they differ, however, for two main reasons. First, greed is largely associated with material goods, whereas envy may apply more generally. Second, those who commit the sin of envy desire something that someone else has which they perceive themselves as lacking. Dante defined this as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs." Dante's concept of envy is roughly equivalent to the meaning of the German word "schadenfreude," or to delight in the misfortune of others. In Dante's Purgatory, the punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire, because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought low. Thomas Aquinas described Envy as "sorrow for another's good". "PRINCESS" (Maxima of the JLM)(Southern Sex Symbols Leader)(ENVY of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Pride
PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. In perhaps the most famous example, the story of Lucifer, Pride was what caused his Fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are prime examples of this Sin. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce f

Zero Tolerance
Zero-Tolerance Watch A Maine middle school is declaring war on flatulence, reports the Knox County Times: It seems some Camden-Rockport Middle School eighth-grade boys are . . . making a game of seeing who can expel the loudest and grossest flatus. According to this week's Fire Cracker school newsletter though, the joke's on the boys as the penalty for "intentional farting" is now a detention. "Strange, but true, thanks to a bunch of 8th grade boys, intentional farting has been banned from CRMS," the newsletter said. "It started out as a funny joke and eventually turned into a game. This is the first rule at CRMS that prevents the use of natural bodily functions. The penalty for intentional farting is a detention, so keep it to yourself!" This is the only school we've ever heard of where the students are discouraged from trying to pass.

Ban On Serving Fat People
Ban on restaurants serving fat people? A new bill in Mississippi would make it illegal for restaurants to serve obese customers. It would allow health inspectors to revoke the licence of any restaurant that "repeatedly" feeds extremely overweight people, reports the Daily Telegraph. Two-thirds of adult Mississippians are overweight and 30% obese, according to the latest federal figures. The bill is unlikely to become law but shows concern about an issue that costs the state's free medical care system an estimated $220 million each year. Ted Mayhall, one of the politicians who proposed the bill, said he was hoping to "call attention to the problem". He said: "No-one's doing anything about it. They just keep on going to the buffets and eating." But J Justin Wilson, an analyst for the Centre for Consumer Freedom, a restaurant industry lobby group, said: "I've seen a lot of crazy laws but this one takes the cake. Literally."

Update On Dog Scandal
Texas Mayor Resigns Amid Pet Dog Scandal Feb 2, 2:28 PM (ET) ALICE, Texas (AP) - A small-town mayor accused of secretly keeping her neighbor's dog after telling them the pet died has resigned, and a judge is set to decide custody of the Shih Tzu. Grace Saenz-Lopez apologized Friday to Alice residents and said she believed her actions were in the dog's best interest. "I am sorry for the division that the events of these last few weeks have caused," Saenz-Lopez wrote in her resignation letter. "It was never my intention to bring any negative exposure to our city." A custody hearing Monday is expected to decide who gets Puddles, who Saenz-Lopez renamed "Panchito" after taking the dog last summer. A neighboring family accuses Saenz-Lopez of refusing to return the dog after leaving it in her care while they went on vacation. A day after her neighbors left, Saenz-Lopez called to tell them Puddles had died. Three months later, a relative of the neighbors saw the pet at a

The Birthday Spanking
I was eager with anticipation as I drove down the dark Durham streets. Today is Holly's 27th birthday, and I knew exactly what she wanted to do to celebrate it. I glanced over my shoulder just to make certain the bottle of wine was still chilling on ice and not all over my seats. Satisfied, I continued driving, thinking about the upcoming evening events. Pulling in to her drive, I could already see the candles flickering through the blinds. A small smile formed on my lips as I grabbed the bottle of wine and two wine glasses. Then I made my way to her front door, knocking lightly. She was there to greet me right away, a twinkle in her eye as she nervously played with her tongue ring. We had met a few times before this, once in a public place and once at my house. However, we had not had the chance to fully explore one another like we wanted to, and tonight would be a special night. I pulled her into my arms as soon as I walked through her front door. It was a warm embrace, he

Wolfs Revenge
Written for Arjean by C. Blaine Used with permission from Arjean I see myself running in fields of green without a care or worry of not being seen loping and playing with a small whitetail deer unaware of the danger that was lurking near. Suddenly my dream was shattered by an alien sound and slowly raising my head for a quick look around I soon discovered the source of the noise it was the drunken laughter of some “good ole boys” They were surely hunters searching for prey and some poor creature would die today I wondered who the unlucky target would be knowing that it’s always open-season on me Frozen in my tracks and filled with fears while the bullets whistled past my ears Feeling no pain and assuming I had died with my last ounce of courage I turned aside There on the ground a short distant away was my new found friend of earlier today my fields of green were now spotted with red and my best little

Medical Marijuana
Medical marijuana in San Francisco may be going up in smoke. In late December, the U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration sent letters to landlords of buildings that housed medical cannabis dispensaries in the city, telling them they face the loss of their property and possibly prison if the businesses stay open. Now, less than two months later, seven of the city's 28 dispensaries have closed or are on the verge of closing, according to medical marijuana supporters and activists. They fear more will follow. "It's like a dagger in the heart," said Wayne Justmann, a medical marijuana advocate. "We're barely holding on right now." Dispensary owners are being guarded about the closures, as they are fearful that speaking publicly will draw attention to their individual businesses and put them at greater risk. So far, the Mason Street Dispensary in the Tenderloin district has closed completely. One of the city's older dispensaries, 194 Church St. - which last year city superviso

Dirty Joke
Little Johnny sees his mother walk out of the shower and sees her vagina. He asks her what it is and she embarassed replies, "Oh, that's mommy's black sponge." A few days later, Johnny spills a glass of milk on the floor and says, "Mommy, I need your black sponge to mop up the milk!" She replies, "I lost it, honey." A couple of days later, he comes running up to her and says, "Mommy, I found your black sponge!" Mystified, she says, "Where, honey?" Little Johnny says, "It's over at Mrs. Johnson's house, and Daddy's washing his face in it!"

Dirty Joke
A man was having problems with premature ejaculation. This was affecting marital relations with his wife so he decided to go to the doctor. He asked the doctor what could he do to cure his problem. In response the doctor said, "When you feel the urge to ejaculate, try startling yourself". One the way home the man went to a sports store and bought himself a starter pistol. All excited to try out this suggestion he runs home to his wife. When he gets home he is surprised and delighted to find his wife in bed, already naked. He's so horney and keen to try out his new 'system' that he doesn't think twice and leaps on board. After a few minutes 'slap and tickle', they find themselves in the '69' position. Sure enough, only moments later the man feels the sudden urge to come. Following doctor's orders, he grabs the starter pistol off the bedside table and fires it. The next day, the man went back to the doctor. The doctor asked, "How did it go?" The man answered, "Just great,

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore— While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “’Tis some visitor,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door— Only this and nothing more.” Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December; And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;—vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow—sorrow for the lost Lenore— For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore— Nameless here for evermore. And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating “’Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door— Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; This

Bush Called
Phone call from George to Saddam just before the war: "Yeah, Saddam? This is George W Bush. No not junior. I'm my own Bush. No, there isn't a golf outing this Wednesday. I'm calling because I'm mad at you. You...Yes I'll hold...(several minutes of a re-broadcast of a radio news program in Arabic plays in the background with occasional snips of Bollywood music and commercials for prescription drugs and lite beer. There is a click ) Hello? Hello, Saddam? S: Yah Georgie. How's your dad? I haven't seen him in a while. G: He's fine. Mom's had a few moments lately, but they're both doing good for their age. But that's not why I called. S: Oh? Something on your mind, Georgie? G: Yeah, look. I'm the president of the United States of America now and I'd prefer if you didn't call me Georgie anymore. S: Oh. G: I am the most paarful man in.. S: The most what, Geor...I mean mister president? G: Paarful. Paa-er-full. the most paarf

Thoughts Of Death
I sit at home all alone, Because I am sick of being thrown, No one understands, So we all start to make plans, To get away from here, Because I have so much fear, As he walks in the door, I fall to the floor, I have to stay here, As he grabs his first beer, 3 hours later he comes to my room, Finds me curled on the floor, Throws me into the drawer and slams the door... Now there’s not much more for me here, So i grab that blade and start to run it across my skin, The blood starts to pour, On to the floor, I lay down and say good bye, For i am about to die

Poop And Zombie Dream
K so I was at my moms house where they were having a party and I had to poop SO bad. So I went to the bathroom and pooped. And i thought I was done so i wiped and flushed and started to pull up my pants and OH MAN! I still had to poop, so I sat back down and I just could NOT stop pooping. It filled up the whole toilet and i kept trying to flush so it wouldn’t overflow but it got clogged and i was freaking out cuz poop water was going ALL over the floor and I kept scooping it and throwing it back in the toilet but it just kept coming out and I still had to poop so my stomach was hurting and it started to fill up the bathroom and go out of the bathroom under the door and i was soaking wet and covered in poo and finally I was like fuck it and i jumped in the shower and took off my clothes except for my bra and underwear (yes in my dreams i wear underwear) and I was showering off and the toilet was STILL spitting out poop water and there is a window in the shower, and a hand BREAKS thru an

Ferret Scales Dream
SO it started off at my dad’s house with me and my brother and one of his friends trying to get into the house cuz it was locked and no one was home. We were making a human ladder and trying to get into this window. I was just about to open it and I saw the this lady inside walk by right in front of me and start walking thru a wall and I freaked out and fell. Just then my dad and step mom came home and I was telling everyone what I saw and so we all decided it would be a good idea to use a Ouija board. So we go into the library and close the door and the curtains and light candles and start playing with the Ouija board and the candles go out and the lady appears floating above us, on fire with crazy medusa snake hair and starts spitting all these fire balls around the room and the house catches on fire but I escape out the window. I don’t know what happened to everyone else cuz I just left after that. I started walking down the freeway, in the middle of one of the lanes. I saw this li

Life
life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything... i cant find a reason for living but i can find a reason for death...death is the only way out of this hell you call life...ive lost everything & everyone i ever loved so what reason do i have to go on? will someone plz tell me? pain is the only thing i ever feel...what kind of person do you have to be to only feel pain? will someone plz fucking tell me? ive always done everything i thought was right...but maybe i dont know the diffrence between the two...ive gotten to the point were i like pain now not the mental kind but the physical...i cut, i push pieces of metal into my self just to feel...i cant feel love, happieness, joy all i feel is pian, sorrow, anger & angwish... will somone plz tell me a reason to go on?...

Squirting...you Can Do It! By Dirtyjoe69
Squirting...You Can Do It! In most of my stories I mention how the women cum so hard it shoots out of their pussies. Not unlike a guy shooting ropes. It is all in the technique, and you can get there too. Whether you are a man who wants to see his lady just soak the hell out of the sheets or you're a woman who would like to experience total indescribable bliss. Then you should read on. A long time ago when the wife and I first started dating, almost fourteen years, we were like any other couple just starting a relationship. We would fuck our brains out every chance we got! The kitchen, the bedroom, the living room it didn't really matter what room or what place, if we got a moment we took it. We thought our sex life was spectacular. Heck one night I remember ejaculating more than seven times. I couldn't begin to tell you how many she had. We loved it all; oral, different positions, tie up games, fun with food, and even ventured into the swinging scene. We would read erotic novels

Irish Toast
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

Rectum Deodorant
A blond walks into a pharmacy and asks the assistant For some rectum deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the Woman that, they don't sell rectum deodorant and never have. Unfazed, the blond assures the pharmacist that she Has been buying the stuff from this store on a Regular basis and would like some more. "I'm sorry," says the pharmacist, "We don't have Any." "But, I always buy it here," says the blond.Do you have the container that it came in?' asks The pharmacist. "Yes," said the blond, "I'll go home and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the Pharmacist who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant." Annoyed, the blond snatches the container Back and reads out loud from the container ....... "TO APPLY, PUSH UP BOTTOM.

In Wa
Well I just moved to washington state to be with my wife wife about a month ago. It's been pretty decent . I found a job and and things are starting to get together... hopefully I'll be where I need to be in 6 months...

The Walk
You left me before Came back and left me again I opened the door And now I see you leaving again You say you haven't left me~ With your eyes downcast at the floor If you haven't left~where the hell have you been? You want to have it both ways, But that's not going to happen Ignore me for days Then wonder why I'm snappin' You're leaving me once more I know you are no matter what you say Walking out the door And out of my life one of these days As long as you're sure... Because once the door closes~that's how it will stay.

Warm Feelings
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

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Det er en stor mulighet for at grunnlaget for jødeutrenskningene var oppdagelsen av Salome som en del av Jesus og som et bilde på Isis. Og jødemassakren var derfor enten en nødvendig vei mot målet, eller det var et vanvittig feilgrep. Uansett er det vi ser idag en fortsettelse av Hitlers virke. Kristendommen blir nedkjempet på den samme måten. Faktisk har det ikke noe å si at man tror på Salome ut fra et kristent ståsted. Den mentale nedslaktingen går sin gang uansett. Drapet på kristendommen er nøyaktig like ubønnhørlig som den som skjer og skjedde mot jødedommen. Og på samme måte som under nazismen er det antagelig livsviktig at utrenskningene ikke synes. Det er grunnen til den symbolske manipulasjonen. Bush vises alltid med djevlehorn av de vestlige anti-kristne. Ikke fordi han bomber Irak. Fordi han er kristen.

I Believe
What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe.

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Hvem er Elisabeth Förster? Hvis hun er Salome eller essensen av Salome bør vi vurdere å komme snarest mulig tilbake til stenalderen. Det blir også viktig at vi har minst mulig kontakt med naturfolk på veien dit. Nietzsches sinne da E giftet seg antisemittisk viser at han skjønte faren. Og nazismen er en naturlig del av henne. Hun er nazismen. Hitler kjempet ikke for Isis. Han kjempet for en morsfigur som var enig i og støttet ham i jødehat. Var E uœrlig i sin tro på kristendommen? Jeg tror ikke det. Men hun var på vei mot et mål som innebar kristendommens fall. Hun måtte rett og slett støtte seg til noe på den veien. Det var N som hjalp henne på den veien. Men selv han hadde ikke mulighet til å møte henne. Kollapsen kom av møtet. Det var en direkte konsekvens av det. Anti-christ er i større grad skrevet av Elisabeth enn N. Og Wille Zur Macht er som sagt kun hennes verk. Strindberg er N slik han måtte framstått overfor henne. Men selv den masken ville medført en avsk

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Jeg tror N i utgangspunktet ønsket å hjelpe søsteren sin. Og grunnen må ha vœrt at det var et kjœrlighetsforhold mellom dem. Da N (som den eneste andre muligheten) ble forelsket i Salome kunne han fortsette mot nye høyder. Men han kunne ikke lenger hjelpe søsteren. E ble sjalu. Men hun møtte også Gud. Og det er fra den vinkelen N deretter kan sees som interessant. Det som vistes var det umulige møtet mellom kvinnen og Kvinnen. N er framme på samme måte som om han var blitt en frelst kristen. Han blir beskyttet og får inspirasjon fra sin nye guddom. E står der fortsatt som et forskningsobjekt, men nå overfor to personer. Fra hennes ståsted sitter N i Sils Maria sammen med Salome og skriver om henne. Jødehatet er det første forsvaret fordi det ikke er en motsigelse av det hun ser. Octavian er fortapt. Men Elisabeth er mer enn Octavians søster. Hun er Octavia som har drept Gud som mann, bror. Og hun har full kontroll over dem. Hun har forstått Salomes virkemidler og

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Er Elisabeth årsaken til det vonde i verden? Uten henne ville ganske sikkert ikke jødeforfølgelsene ha skjedd. Det virker på meg som om hun gjorde alt for å komme unna tilytningen til Lou og forståelsen av henne som et bilde på Gud. Jødene var det mest opplagte bilde på hvordan Salome har infiltrert verden. Og Lutherianerne kan utfra en forståelse sees som et forsøk på å redde Jesus fra Rom og dermed også Salome. At hun i tillegg dro til sør-amerika og levde som vegetarianer viser også den avstandstagen som må ha vœrt livsviktig for henne. Da hun kom tilbake til Tyskland etter at N var blitt gal var det ganske sikkert pga forholdet til broren. Men det forholdet ble vanskelig pga det samme problemet. N jobbet med det og ut fra det hele livet. Da kommer spørsmålet om hva som skjedde da hun kom tilbake. Kunne hun unngått å nœrme seg brorens skrifter? Nei, jeg tror ikke det. Og i den sammenhengen ble hun Salome i langt større grad enn Lou hadde vœrt. I årene fram til N døde og hun t

Yet Even More!
JACKSON, Miss. - A one-time suspect in the 1992 rape and murder of a 3-year-old child has been charged with the crime, more than a decade after another man was convicted in the shocking case. ADVERTISEMENT Attorney General Jim Hood said Justin Albert Johnson, 51, faces charges of capital murder and sexual battery on a child under the age of 14. Johnson was arraigned Tuesday, pleaded not guilty and was being held without bond. It was not immediately clear if he had obtained an attorney. Kennedy Brewer was convicted of capital murder and sentenced to death in 1995 for the crime. He spent well over a decade in various prisons and jails, including death row. The slaying of Christine Jackson was a "sickening case" in which the girl was taken from her home in the middle of the night, raped and brutally strangled, Hood said. The child was the daughter of Brewer's girlfriend. She disappeared from their home on May 2, 1992, said Vanessa Potkin, a staff attorney with the New York

Wtf Is His Prob
wtf is up withn my crazy asshole ex. he thinks he can bully me into letting him see the baby we had together anytime he wants. i dont want him around cuz he disrespects me and treats me like its my fault he wigged out. he was in the loony bin and crashed his truck into a police cruiser while he was drunk. is it my fault he did that? fuck no. he was weird like that while i dated him. i got sick of him not helping me with the baby and making me spend all my money while he saved his. he was an idiot. anyhow he calls 10 times aday sometimes yelling at me and thinking ill give in but im not. he wants to see the baby but i dont him to cuz im afraid he'll take her away and wont bring her back. im also afraid he'll hurt her to gret back me. im being dead serious. i feel like he's gonna hurt me bad to get back me for leaving him. im not sorry i did. he a;so shows up at my mom's apt all the time wants to go through my stuff to see what dirt he can dig up on me. he also foll

Welfare Ain't What It Used Ta Be!!
Welfare Ain't What It Used To Be Sharon Jasper has been victimized. Sharon Jasper has been rabidly wronged. She has become a Section 8 carcass–the victim of ever changing public housing policies. Sharon Jasper has spent 57 or her 58 years dedicated to one cause and one cause only, and has nothing to show for her dedicated servitude. She has lived in Section 8 housing all but 1 of her 58 years. It was a legacy passed down from her parents who moved into Section 8 housing in 1949 when she was six months old. She has passed the legacy down to her children, but fears they may have to get jobs to pay for the utilities and deposits. She laments about her one year hiatus from the comfort of her Section 8 nirvana, ' I tried it for a year..you know…working and all. It's not anything I would want to go through again, or wish on anyone in my family, but I am damn proud of that year.' Sharon was moved out of her St. Bernard housing project after hurricane Katrina and into a new, yet albei

Donkey In The Well
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, that the well needed to be covered anyway and that it just wasn't worth retrieving the donkey. So he invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quietened down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kin

Cops Phone Number Leads To Love Line
Police post callers get exciting message 1 hour, People calling a Michigan state police post got an unexpected pitch for phone sex. Calls to the Bridgeport post's main number were met Wednesday morning with a recorded message saying, "Indulge yourself with the most exciting conversation imaginable." That was followed by a telephone number for a phone sex line, The Saginaw News reported. The phones were working properly by midmorning, Sgt. Alan Renz said. The mix-up was an "internal issue that has nothing to do with the phone company" and an investigation is underway, he told the newspaper.

Black Testicles
Black Testicles A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely... "A

Wedding Ring Problem
True Story from Houston Medical Center? A man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis. According to the Nurse attending, the patient's girl friend found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his penis while he was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1). Having your girl friend find out you're married; 2). Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis; 3). Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

The Canadian Way
THE CANADIAN WAY A Newfie, a little man, was sitting at a bar in Toronto when this huge, burly American guy walks in. As he passes the Newfie, he hits him on the neck knocking him to the floor. The big, burly Yank says, 'That's a karate chop from Korea." Well, the little Newfie gets back on his barstool and resumes drinking his beer. The burly American then gets up to go to the bathroom and, as he walks by the Newfie, he hits him on the other side of the neck and knocks him to the floor. That's a judo chop from Japan', he says. The little Newfie decides he's had enough and leaves. A half hour later he comes back and sees the burly American sitting at the bar. He walks up behind him and whacks him on the head, knocking him out cold. The Newfie says to the bartender, 'When he wakes up, eh, tell him that was a fuckin' hockey stick from Canadian Tire.'

Seeking...
Ive always heard that humans seek companionship but there are ppl who choose not to believe it...& ive always been one of those ppl , ive always been by myself... but now that i am in love, I see that i was wrong...I cant stand being alone, I need someone to talk to, someone to hold at night, I need someone to lie beside me...I need to be with the one i love, I cant stand this anymore ,I need her like fire needs air to live, I need her by my side...& hopefully we will be together very soon.

Breath
I've been in love with the most amazing girl for a year now,& we've never even been able to touch each-other, but I know from the deepest part of my heart that she is the one, the one I was put on this earth to be with forever, she is my soul mate, she is my one & only,without her I would of surely killed my self...I love her more then anything or anyone on the planet, but...I'm going insane because I can't touch her, because I can't hold her when shes feeling bad or lonely, or when shes sick I can't be there to help...I can't stand it anymore...she is my breath...& its starting to get really hard to breathe...I'm completely in love with her & I can't touch her...I can't take it anymore...If this continues I will die of suffocation...I must get to her be for I cant breathe anymore...

Fear..
Theres something thats been buggin me for a long time now, the thing is ive never takein a real hit in a fight, & that kinda scares me...Is it that im leading up to a really violent fight or is it that when i do get in a good fight im going to die? Either way it kinda scares me...Or is it that when I finaly do get to my love, that im going to get jumped & beatin so bad i die... Or is it that when I get to my love that something bad is going to happen like shes just playin me, & if that the case im going to take the intire iraqie army on by my damn self, & I will win because I will be so upset that noone nor nothing will be able to stop me when i begin my rampage,I will make sure that not a one of them escapes me I will kill them all on my own, & my friends will see my symbol at every location i kill,I will leave my mark to show everyone that doubts my rage, I will be on the news ppl have always doubted me because im a lil guy, but when I get there & if she

Life...
life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything...i cant find a reason for living but i can find a reason for death...death is the only way out of this hell you call life...ive lost everything & everyone i ever loved so what reason do i have to go on? will someone plz tell me?pain is the only thing i ever feel...what kind of person do you have to be to only feel pain? will someone plz fucking tell me? ive always done everything i thought was right...but maybe i dont know the diffrence between the two...ive gotten to the point were i like pain now not the mental kind but the physical...i cut, i push pieces of metal into my self just to feel...i cant feel love, happieness, joy all i feel is pian,sorrow, anger & angwish...will somone plz tell me a reason to go on?...

W/e...
I'm not a poet, I cant express my feelings in beautiful words...I like to write but I'm not that good at it... I hate that i cant write with beautiful words...If I could would it make a difference to anyone?...I love poetry... but I cant write it...That sucks...

Valentines From Stevie
ok, I am alone this valentines day, but now I know what it feels like cause I've had someone alost every valentines day predating this one. But I've already gotton valentines day gifts from people so I'm straight, lmao. well hope everyone else's valentines day is great too

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Det går an å skille Elisabeths liv i 2 klart forskjellige perioder. Og med de 6 årene fram til N døde som vendepunktet. Elisabeths mål er kvinnefrigjøring. Men det skjer i så vanvittige forhold at hun ikke når målet sitt. Hun er den frie kvinnen. Og hun er elskovsobjektet til N, antagelig hele livet. Selv Salome er et bilde på henne, men først og fremst er Salome løsningen. Det er den løsningen hun ikke orker å se. Jeg tror ingen ville ha klart det. Og Måten hun løser det på var naturlig. Ved å se S ser hun Gud, og Gud i forhold til Jesus. Ettersom N aldri gikk videre på dette er det mulig han ikke var i en posisjon til å se det, men han levde midt i innsikten - både før og etter - og det er det at han er der som gjør det mulig for ham å komme med teoriene sine. Da følger spørsmålet om E som den egentlige drivkraften til N naturlig. Behøvde E N som kanal for innsikten (og da ikke fordi hun som kvinne var uten mulighet til å nedtegne dem)? Hvis Salome er en del av Jesus

Hit The Snooze Button
Hopes this helps you understand a little better, why we are doing what we are doing. When WWIII Started A must read historical account of Terrorism against the US ~ This is not very long, but very informative. You have to read the catalogue of events in this brief piece. Then, ask yourself how anyone can take the position that all we have to do is bring our troops home from Iraq, sit back, reset the snooze alarm, go back to sleep, and no one will ever bother us again. In case you missed it, World War III began in November 1979... That alarm has been ringing for years. US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was,

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Elisabeth som slave av Salome. Er det mulig å se henne som det? Ja, ganske sikkert, men kun i hennes eget hode og med broren som et symptom på dette. Det at Lou i tillegg begynte å studere psykologi kan tyde på at hun har ant galskapen i det som hadde skjedd. Reelt lever E ut rollen som S i valgene sine, men hun har absolutt ingen muligheter i å framstå som det. Først da Hitler begynner å bli en politiker å regne med er hun i nœrheten av å bli den store landsmoderen. Derfor fornekter hun først brorens vennskap med S, deretter knytter hun seg til jødehatere og drar til USA for å kunne fortsette å leve i illusjonen. N kan sånn sett ha blitt tvunget i eksil for å opprettholde situasjonen. Galskapen finnes hos den normale av dem ettersom det er der problemet ligger. Tanken på E som slave av S er viktig for å kunne forstå det som senere skjedde. Hitler er slave av E på den samme måten. E døde før forfølgelsene startet og ble derfor usynlig men samtidig "bestemmende". Det Hitle

War
>You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

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Hvorfor ble Nietzsche sint da han hørte om søsterens befatning med jødehatere? Fordi han ikke ville at hans navn skulle assosieres med dem skriver han. Hvis han ikke ville det hvorfor utvikles jødehetsen hans til det verre på slutten? Han hadde tross alt avskåret seg fra både Wagner og Elisabeth. Det kan vœre en grunn. Han ville hevne morens mord på faren og han ville nedkjempe kristendommen og derfor også ganske sikkert jødedommen. Samtidig. Ved å koble moren (skjult i tittelen) sammen med Sara og Egypt har han begynt veien mot en eksplosjon. Han slår to fluer i en smekk og projektet hans ville virkelig tatt uendelig mye lengre tid hvis E ikke hadde blandet seg inn. Men det var N som så på jødene som et problem i utgangspunktet. Ikke E. Grunnen til angrepet mot jødedommen og graden av det er derfor at han allerede er avslørt og torpedert av søsteren. E blir bundet fast i torpedoen ved at morens utroskap blir knyttet direkte til jødenes historie. Flukten hennes til Paragu

Just Realized...
That there was a blog section here...Sometimes I hate being a newb. Anyway, expect random rants about useless nothings from time to time. Out of the millions of people on the planet, I'm sure one or two actually read mine. Thanks. :-)

The Pictures Came Down Today
Dont know how this would sound as a song. Wrote it as a poem. But then the music and rythm started playing in my head and am now looking for someone to help make it a song....lol Yeah, based on real, and recent events. The person this is pointed to knows what I mean by the pictures comming down. Your pictures came down today I took your pictures from the wall I didn’t know that we would fall When the heart ache came to me I just could clearly see There was no reason to have had them there We were in a bad way from the start. Another man held your heart I fought the best I could and I knew that I would lose right from the start But I fought any how, I gave it my best, I held you to my chest and still it wasn’t good enough One day you disappeared on me. You said you couldn’t see the forest from the trees I told you from the start that I would never leave you cold but then I was the one that was left alone Your pictures came down today And I looked to the sky

I Hope You Die Hey!
Green Day "Platypus (I Hate You)" Your rise and fall Back up against the wall What goes around is coming back and haunting you It's time to quit Cause you ain't worth the shit Under my shoes or the piss on the ground No one loves you and you know it Don't pretend that you enjoy it or you don't care Cause now I wouldn't lie or tell you all the things you want to hear. Cause I hate you Cause I hate you Cause I hate you Cause I hate you I heard you're sick Sucked on that cancer stick A throbbing tumor and a radiation high Shit out of luck And now your time is up It brings me pleasure just to know you're going to die Dickhead, Fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen, I hope you die HEY Red eye, code blue I'd like to strangle you And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull When you go down Head first into the ground I'll stand above you just to piss on your grave

Dream Angel
What Angel Are You (Beautiful Anime Pics for Most Answers)Dream AngelYou are a dream angel. You let people become so relaxed that they have peacful dreams. You also hold the key to the dream relm and allow happy things to happen. You don't belong on earth, but you wander peoples dreams, spreading them with joy. :)Fantasy-Mythology Quizzes

Phone Sex
im like so horny rite now it aint funny. i miss talking to my friend from missouri over the phone. the phone sex we have is so good it makes me want him more. i need a good fuck. aint had any sex since november getting tired of being alone. anyhow getting back to him. i just like him so much but cannot imagine if he's feeling what im feeling. it mite be a game to play over the phone.

What The Hell Do You Really Get Out Of It?
This is something that burns my ass. I'm sick of finding those fishing rates on My Bar Tab where I go check the person out and trying to be nice I return the love. Then I get the photo rate, so once again I return the favor. On it goes to the rate then finally comes some message about fanning and adding. This once again I wouldn't mind ,but it always turns out fruitless. I want friends that i can talk to. Not a bunch of dead weight motherfuckers. As my family knows, i like to get to know people and have some extensive shouts. I'm not into the cams or looking at NSFW pics all day every day. Sure it's an honor to get that privilege from those that have allowed me, but I'm not here to weasel in to get something new to tug to. I enjoy going up in levels, but not enough to waste my days and nights going on browses making pseudo friends that look pretty on my site. I contemplate dropping them every day if it weren't for the fact that even as outrageous as I appear I still have a respect for

Donald...
Well lets see...It time again to give a lil bit of insight to what is going on and trying to understand and thank those that serve our country but I am going to focus on one person inparticular this time as I did with matt...I have a friend by the name of Donald (nickname Duck) that I met about 5 years ago and he was in the navy and he was getting out when i met him, I met him thur my ex husband...I guess he did one thing right, Donald is a person that is so hard to describe but I think after 5 years I can do a lil bit of explaing him...Donald is a man of little words unless you piss him off...Donald is a caring and loving person but he won't hardley show it and when he does you know that you are a friend for life...Donald has some of the same views on things that most of us do when it comes to carrying about friends, family and loved ones and if you cross him on those values he lets you know...He recently made the decision to sign back on with the navy and now they are sending him to

Organizations
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Nietzsche setter en Z forrerst i navnet. Det er altså en full og total godkjennelse av at kvinnen er et dyr. Og det antyder også forbindelsen til Egypt og dermed også Salome som en del av Kristus implisitt. Hva handler dette om? Hvordan kan en persons forsøk på å godta sin skjebne føre til en annens vei mot misbruk, svik og utslettelse av millioner av mennesker? Hvis E hadde blitt anklaget for å vœre kronisk utro kunne hun blitt hore for å unngå å stå overfor den anklagen. Det handler derfor ikke om en fallen kvinne. Det handler om kvinnen som fallen Gud. Og kvinnen som fallen Gud er kun mulig ved å se henne som en kvinnelig Gud. Maskineriet som settes i sving er ekstremt. Og det er mulig dette skjer fordi det er to virkeligheter som undersøkes samtidig. Ved å stille E overfor spørsmålet blir Isis også spurt om hennes vel løsslupne liv er muig å godta. Jødene ble drept for å dekke over hva E hadde gjort. De ble drept for å skjule forbindelsen.

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Hva gikk galt mellom Elisabeth og Friedrich? Tja. De var søsken, og det er et problem. Kjærlighet mellom søsken er rett og slett en umulighet i vår moderne verden. Det andre problemet er at Elisabeth var "ment" å vinne. Det var rett og slett på tide at Salome kom fram i dagslyset og det kunne bare skje med en kvinnelig seierherre. Hadde Friedrich vunnet hadde han antagelig rundt århundreskiftet som en annen Rasputin ha stavret seg opp til St Petersburg og krevd å få noen alvorlige samtaler med tsarinaen. Et ekteskap mellom Gud og mannen, slik F håpet på, er ikke mulig. Eller det er mulig, men Salome ville uansett ha forblitt usynlig. Vi ville ha sett på Nietzsche som en ny frelsesskikkelse og hans overmenneske ville ha lignet på en "down to earth" Jesus. En ond jævel med godt hjerte. Selv om Friedrich tapte kampen var det dette som skjedde. Friedrich tapte kampen fordi han ble en grønnsak. Han ble "gal" og la veien åpen for søsteren. Hvis vi ser bort fra det proble

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Therese Elisabeth Nietzsche var kristen hele livet. Hva er problemet med det? Problemet er at den saken hun kjempet for (å vinne Salome i kampen mot broren sin) nødvendigvis kommer i konflikt med Gud/Salome som en del av Kristus. Hun gikk til Kristus for å robbe ham. En brølende Hitler ved siden av massegravene er den direkte konsekvensen av forsøket hennes. Hun støttet seg til Kristus som frelser og jødeutryddelse som løsning. Samtidig.

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Var Nietzsche homofil? Dette er et opplagt spørsmål. Men grunnen til at jeg spør er at Elisabeth tydeligvis mener det. Hun har funnet hemmeligheten i bildet som irriterte henne og som broren var stolt av. Friedrich og Paul Ree som hester/slaver foran pisken til Lou Salome. På bildet står de to mennene ved siden av hverandre. Paul holder i stangen som hesten egentlig ville vært festet til. Men ettersom de står litt ved siden av hverandre ser det ut som om Paul Ree holder ikke hestekjerren. Han holder pikken til Friedrich. I 1894, da hun kom hjem til Tyskland etter oppholdet i Paraguay, lar hun seg avbilde i to nesten like positurer. På begge bildene holder hun fingeren på den ene hånden pekende mot bordet foran seg. Den andre hånden peker mot kjønnet hennes. Bildet ble tatt da hun tok over stellet av broren og startet Nietzsche-arkivet så det har en klar mening i forhold til det. Den første betydningen er opplagt en antydning om at broren er homofil. Hun legger der

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Det neste viktige å se på er Elisabeth som kristen. Hendelsene ville ikke ha skjedd hvis hun ikke var det, og hva er isåfall årsaken? Nietzsche var etter eget utsagn ikke kristen. Derfor går det an å si at Salome som framtoning oppstår i spenningen mellom E som kristen og N som ateist. Det er allikevel grunn til å spørre om ikke N allikevel var kristen innerst inne, men holdningen hans er det som gjør situasjonen mulig. Han er ikke interessant hverken som kristen eller ateist uten i forbindelse med søsteren. Forholdet til moren som vi ser i Zarathustra-navnet er også kun mulig å se som en diskusjon med søsteren. Ingen oppegående mann eller kvinne vil antyde at moren er en hore i sitt eget alias. Valget av Sara er en sterk pekepinn mot det. Anti-krist, javel. Anti-sara? Neppe. Scenarioet kunne heller ikke skjedd med N som kristen og E som ateist. Hvorfor? Fordi da ville aldri en Salome ha dukket opp først og fremst. Og E ville ikke hatt noen problem med henne eller ha gjenkje

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Det har blitt sett på som et mysterium hvorfor N brukte Zoroaster som forbilde for sin alter-ego helt. Var det noe i filosofien som lignet? Antagelig ikke. Men valget av navnet må ha vœrt viktig for ham. Og Z'en kan ha vœrt årsaken til valget. Den søramerikanske helten Zorro er derfor Zarathustra avdekket. Zorros kjennetegn er en "Z" risset der han har gjort ugang. Kunne ikke N brukt Zoroaster? Eller et lignende alias som ikke betød noe? Det er der tilknytningen til en kvinne må ha skjedd. Hva om det er navnet Salome han spiller på? Hvorfor Sara? Salome og Salomo. Den siste holder til i det gamle testamentet. N var nødt til å skjule koblingen til Lou fordi hun var en virkelig kvinne og til og med en person han kjente og hadde vœrt forelsket i. Det kan umulig en vanlig jødehater ha skjønt. Men gjorde E? Ja, hun var, i tillegg til Lou, den eneste som kunne ane en sammenheng til en annen kvinne. Og da har vi den 3de grunnen til E's jødehat. Hun hadde gjennomskuet b

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Hvis jeg har rett i at E vant kampen om Isis mot broren ved hjelp av bevisst bruk av voldsmenn, at hun befestet sin makt med svik, mord og misbruk, at hun deretter i 35 år støttet nazistene. Utfra de forutsetningene kan kun en David ha mulighet til å stå fram som en konge i hennes rike. Han benyttet de samme midlene for å nå makten. Han lever i nazismens virkelighet og kom som sagt til stadiet hvor han trodde han var Hitler. Mennesker så opp til ham som Hitler gjenoppstått eller som en arvtager av den utviklingen. Er en løsning å forholde seg til den kristne Elisabeth? Problemet er da at hun vil måtte leve i en illusjon. Mens hun svever rundt i forskjellige fragmenter går hun som person rundt i total svarthet. Det er vanskelig å redde en kvinne ved å stole på hennes kristenhet når hun står ansvarlig for de vœrste utrenskningene i verdens historie, men hun blir fysisk umulig å redde henne hvis vi ser hva som ligger under projektet hennes. Det hun kjempet for var utryddel

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E kan ikke slås. Grunnen er at hun jobber for Gud. Hun jobber for en sak som har vœrt undertrykket siden romerne drepte den siste herskeren over Egypt. Det er én metode å forstå Elisabeth. Å se jødene som broren hennes. Zarathustra kan bety "som mor så sønn" og N sier også med Sara-navnet at han er Sara. Da han i tillegg lar seg avbilde foran Lou og hennes pisk og i tillegg med et solid tak med Paul Ree, er tolkningen hennes naturlig. Den er til og med muligens sann. Sara Thus Tra Ved å godkjenne Salome blir det automatisk tre av dem. Og søster E får også makt i det samme øyeblikket. Paul Ree kan også sees som et bilde på Elisabeths mann som voldtar N sammen med henne og Salome. N valgte antagelig det første jødiske bildet på en kvinneg Gud, Sara, utfra logiske og riktige slutninger. Salome er en del av en bibelsk tradisjon, og hun går i bibelen helt tilbake til Sara, men også enda lenger til Eva. Problemet blir forverret til det ekstreme når dette sees fra søste

Memories
Seven years ago today, my first grandchild was born. little did i know at the time just how much of an impact that little boy would have on my life. and now in just a few short months, i'm going to be a grandma again. i ask that this child be born healthy and safe. i'll see you soon little one !

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Var Nietzsche homofil? Dette er et opplagt spørsmål. Men grunnen til at jeg spør er at Elisabeth tydeligvis mener det. Hun har funnet hemmeligheten i bildet som irriterte henne og som broren var stolt av. Friedrich og Paul Ree som hester/slaver foran pisken til Lou Salome. På bildet står de to mennene ved siden av hverandre. Paul holder i stangen som hesten egentlig ville vært festet til. Men ettersom de står litt ved siden av hverandre ser det ut som om Paul Ree holder ikke hestekjerren. Han holder pikken til Friedrich. I 1894, da hun kom hjem til Tyskland etter oppholdet i Paraguay, lar hun seg avbilde i to nesten like positurer. På begge bildene holder hun fingeren på den ene hånden pekende mot bordet foran seg. Den andre hånden peker mot kjønnet hennes. Bildet ble tatt da hun tok over stellet av broren og startet Nietzsche-arkivet så det har en klar mening i forhold til det. Den første betydningen er opplagt en antydning om at broren er homofil. Hun legger der

Dirty Joke: Catholic School Girls
A train hits a bus load of Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are all in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates pass St. Peter. St. Peter asks the first girl, "Gloria, have you ever had contact with a penis?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well I once touched with the tip of my finger..." St. Peter says, "Ok, dip the tip of your finger in the holy water and pass through the gates." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Catherine, have you ever had contact with a penis?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says "OK, dip your whole hand in the holy water and pass through the gate." All of the sudden there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls, one girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front of the line St. Peter says, "Lisa! What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "Well, If I'm going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do it before Steph

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Ved å se Zarathustra som et spill med navnet Sara fra bibelen og samtidig se Zoo(roaster) stikke fram under teppet blir jødehatet hennes forståelig. Mener N at Salome er dyret? Hvis Sara kan og skal tolkes som Salome er det en nœrliggende mulighet. Han har kun kort tid i forveien hatt et (om enn kort) bekjentskap med Lou. Og betydningen av det møtet utspiller seg først i boka Den Glade Vitenskapen (betydning: det er mulig å knulle med Gud) og dernest i navnet og boka Zarathustra. At N mener det er mulig å knulle med Gud følger av Gud som kvinne og personen Salome som en virkelig levende vesen. Både i form av Lou og i bibelen. Og at han med nødvendighet ble nødt til å tape mot søsteren av den samme årsaken følger også derav. Det ville vœrt vanvittig om han hadde vunnet i det øyeblikket E først fant det ønskelig å ta opp kampen. Og dermed blir det viktig å skjønne hva E kom fram til utfra sine forutsetninger som kvinne. E som omskriver av brorens verker og hennes kamp for nazi

This Is Our Health Plan Pack
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Pretty Lil Blue Bird
PRETTY LITTLE BLUE BIRD Little Blue Bird so pretty in the sky. Little Blue Bird you make me high. Close my eyes and count to five. Feel the calming water, run deep inside. Fill up the ocean with all of my tears. Whisper "I Love You" forgive me, my dear. Sun is setting faster, the water so cold. Take a deep breath now...it's time to let go. Pretty Little Blue Bird high in the sky. Pretty, Pretty Blue Bird....you make me high.

Someone Who Cares
HEY EVERYONE IM IN CALI AND I WANT A MAN WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A GIRL AND MAKE THEM FEEL LOVED AND SPECIAL INSIDE AND SOMEONE WHO AINT AFFARID TO CRY ONCE AN A WHILE THAT WHAT I LIKE AND A MAN WHO IS DOWN TO EARTH

Church Urges More Sex
Church Urges Hanky Panky Among Congregation Feb 18, 11:04 PM (ET) YBOR CITY, Fla. (AP) - A southwest Florida church issued a challenge for its married members: Hanky panky every day. Relevant Church head pastor Paul Wirth issued the 30-day sex challenge to take on high divorce rates. "And that's no different for people who attend church," Wirth said Sunday. "Sometimes life gets in the way. Our jobs get in the way." The challenge doesn't extend to unwed congregants, however.

Dog Day Afternoon
Hungry, jobless man cooked landlady's dog February 19, 2008 02:32pm A JOBLESS South Korean man who was flat broke and hungry has been detained for cooking his landlady's pet dog. The man was held for questioning yesterday after his neighbours spotted smoke rising from his tiny one-room residence in the Jongno district of central Seoul and called firefighters. "The man, who is jobless and lives alone in a poor residential area, has been quizzed on suspicion of stealing the dog," an investigator told AFP, declining to give details. The bizarre case involved a chihuahua, one of the world's smallest breed of dogs, Yonhap news agency said. The man, who was under the influence of alcohol at that time, took the animal to his room while his landlady was in a bathroom and killed it, the agency said. As he was searing the pet, he set fire to his clothes. Firefighters caught him at the scene and reported the case to police. The man reportedly told investigators he d

Revenge Is The Best...
Revenge is the best... One day a husband and wife were in the bathroom,The wife was getting out of the shower and the husband grabs her boobs and says "If these were firmer you wouldn't need a bra." The wife was repulsed by his behavior and ignores him. The next week they are again in the bathroom and while the wife was getting out of the shower he grabs her ass and says "If your ass was firmer you wouldn't need a girdle." The wife is now pissed and is ploting her revenge. One day a week later the husband is getting out of the shower and the wife grabs his dick and says "If this was a little bit bigger I wouldn't need your brother."

Beauty
When I first saw him, I was like ooh my that's my dream. When I met him I had to know him. When I started knowing him the more I wanted to learn about him. Sometimes I thought he was to good to be true. This man had stolen my heart, I prayed to God we would never part. He makes me want to love again, By the way he looks at me with that fire in his eyes. By the way he touches me ooh so gentle and caring. By the way he twirls his fingers through my hair. How is has made love to my mind by his conversation alone. When I looked in his eyes and saw the hurt and pain, all I wanted to do was take it away He is like no one I have ever met in my life. God broke the mole when he made him. We have a bond that will stand the test of time. He came in and broke down walls and made me see there was more to life. Finally, I know the beauty of true friendship!!

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The Changes After
I have this thing that's bothered me for some time. i know some of you so called self proclaimed studs could care less, because all you care about is trying to nail all you can. if you hurt somebodies feeling, who cares as long as you get yours. It's funny how when you first see someone you're atracted too, you'll turn on the charm and say whatever it takes to get your point across, and when that victim falls for your bullshit and starts to trust you and you break their heart. The sad part is that you just don't hurt them, but you also hurt their chances of trusting someone else. That other person has to put up with the no trust clause because of some ass. Not to sound disrespectful to some, but there are alot of people here (male and female alike) which getting laid is the onlt thing on their minds. There are also some who are here for some good old fashion...' hi, how are you maybe we can talk and get to know each other and see what happens time'. Since more then not they've already

4 Those That Care...
Hey my peoples all over the world... I just got accepted to travel with the Air Force Entertainment Group, "Tops-In-Blue" (http://www.tibpriors.org/)... Check their website for the 2008 tour (under tour schedule), when it posts, and make plans to see a brotha when I'm in your area!!! It's a 1 year tour and we travel all over the world! I'm sure we'll be in most U.S. States and other countries in the world... Hope to see yall...

Law Of The Power
The Law of Power is a set of rules set to govern over the blessing of the God and Goddess. It is as follows: The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. If need arises, the Power shall be used to protect your life, or the lives of others. The Power is used only as need dictates. The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. It is unwise to accept money for the use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not those of other religions. Use not the Power for prideful gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and Magick. Ever remember that the Power is a sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. And this is the Law of Power.” Lastly, always remember The Law: We are of the Old Ways, among those who walk with the God and Goddess, and receive their love. Keep the Sabbats and Esbats to the best of your ability, for to do otherwise is to lessen your connection with t

Romance In The Trash Can...
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings fo

Pms Explained
13 THINGS PMS STANDS FOR: 1. PASS MY SHOTGUN 2. PSYCHOTIC MOOD SWING 3. PERPETUAL MUNCHING SPREE 4. PUFFY MID-SECTION 5. PEOPLE MAKE me SICK 6. PROVIDE ME with SWEETS 7. PARDON MY SOBBING 8. PIMPLES MAY SURFACE 9. PASS MY SWEATS 10. PISSY MOOD SYNDROME 11. POOR MEN SUCK 12. PACK MY STUFF (FAVORITE ONE) 13. POTENTIAL MURDER SUSPECT REMEMBER: MONEY TALKS..... BUT CHOCOLATE SINGS!!

To All Of My Old So Called Friends
How many times was I there when you needed someone who cares? Always there that is the correct fucking answer. How may of you were there when I needed someone? Not a fucking one of you. So let me make this perfectly clear to all of you, FUCK OFF!!!!!!

Laugh
After you take a step back and take a look at the reality of FUBAR you have to laugh at it, and realize what entertainment it is. Are people really as insecure as they come across on here. This stuff is freakin hellarious, you talk shit then do the exact opposite. I have to wonder what the percentage of people on FUBAR who are taking some kind of Psycological drugs, my guess it very high, what a fantasy world everyone is a 10 or 11, and everyone is popular, FUBAR fucking rocks!!!!

Going Away Party
well last night we went over to Big poppa's moms, Celtic Ice. I made taco's, for dinner and tried not to cry when saying good-bye to my baby for almost a week. But hopefuly things look up, right now i'm waiting to leave and my feet are freezing b/c i had to walk threw so mush sluch to get into the house. To cap it all off it's snowing out side and it's going to so the whole 5 hour drive. Gag!!!

Wak Jobs
OK i just got done with a chick.. Upstatehotlip.. She is put there.. a game player.. and should be banned she plays with guys and there there hearts lies .. cheats.. Is Married there in NY she makes up stuff about her X bf to get attention.. Damn what is wrong with people???? she had a good man from what I can see.. she is s tpuid lying cheater

The Pleasures Of Flesh
The Pleasures of Flesh A Triolet The pleasures of flesh and promised delight Flowed form the fruit of original sin To whisper sweet dreams in the velvet night Of sacred treasures and wondrous delight Held in the temple of Venus tight Like a silken purse of the softest skin Whose embrace brings joy and pure delight To those who submit to bless'd sin

Consider The Lily
Consider the lily, a rabbit hole beneath, reflecting itself in the pool of the void, in shadow flickers on the leaf of a cave. Consider the lily, the Lily of all Lilies; God Lily - Can reflections carved on the walls of a page attract the pollinating bee? Consider the lily when the lily is not the lily, when no fragrant words describe the pungent roots beneath. Is the lily a lily to a worm? Consider the lily...

Another Man's Bride
Another Man's Bride A Rondeau Another man's bride once smiled at me, Igniting the flames of fantasy. We lost ourselves in a passion play, Savoring each moment that came our way; The fire of our desire burned furiously. Oh, how I'd wish she'd soon be free, And how I had mocked reality. But why, tell me why, did she have to stay Another man's bride? I hold what we shared in memory, Every single detail perfectly. And now when my thoughts begin to stray And I think of those things we used to say, I oft wonder how she still could be Another man's bride.

Surely (every Babe-child)
Surely (Every Babe-Child) A Rondeau Redouble Surely every babe-child without must look to the Temple and say, "Thank God he has that crystal house"; Never mind she's wasting away. On her knees she kneels to pray each day, "Dear Lord, my faith you cannot doubt. Please help if you can in your own way, Surely every babe-child without." She sat enrapt and made not a sound As she listened to the cathode rays Tell her that she must turn about, Must look to the Temple and say, "Help me, sweet Jesus, I've gone astray And my hunger for you I proclaim aloud!" Then the pompadour smile glibly waves... Thank God he has that crystal house. On her scalp she pinches another louse As her mother tithes her weekly pay To further adorn God's golden crown, Never mind she's wasting away. No mere crime can be so profound As to that which some monsters will prey, Proclaimers of faith, high and proud, Steeling while pretending to save.

The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine An English Sonnet Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. for the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine.

Boors And Beasts (3 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 3 of 4 The Boors and Beasts are hungry We are animals after all Our hopes and dreams The reason we are here Is to satisfy that hunger That need to feed Our simple souls Delicate morsels of supple flesh A banquet for eyes and sense We feast Hungry beasts In their heavenly scents Oh, but to know What they The Dreams Here show To feel they're real When they saunter near We are fools We Beasts, we Boors To believe they dance for us But what can we hope This illusion We pray it's truth That here we hold Eternal youth What fatal end Do we depend on When we're here? Is it enough to dream? Is it enough to hope and pine? Unsated hunger We starve

All You Zombies
All You Zombies All you zombies, who are you? Who are you who walk quiet halls? Who are you absorbed in a teeming mass? Tell me your name, tell me your game. Do you think independent thoughts or do you follow blind?

Heights Heavenly Attained
Heights Heavenly Attained A Triolet Perform a slow, beautiful dive From heights heavenly attained; A swan song for a heart alive, A sweet, gentle, beautiful dive. Release yourself into a glide And let your soul be not restrained. Perform a slow, beautiful dive From heights heavenly attained.

Man Receives Government Benefits For Going Bald
SKorean man gets merit after losing hair in army: report Sun Feb 24, 2:11 PM ET A 26-year-old South Korean man has been granted a national merit entitling him to government subsidies after he went bald during his "stressful" army service, a news report said Sunday. A court in Suwon, 50 kilometres (31 miles) south of Seoul, recently ruled in favour of a petition by the army reserve, known as Mr. Kwon, to get a "person-of-national-merit" status, Yonhap News Agency said. People of national merit are entitled to a monthly state subsidy for livelihood and various other social benefits in South Korea. Kwon joined the army in December 2002 and his hair began falling out in July 2004. He blamed his training for the alopecia, which has worsened, and demanded compensation from the government, Yonhap said. He was discharged from the service in January 2005. The authorities decided not to award him merit, citing no precedence and relevance, but Kwon filed a lawsuit against the

Always
Always Always I feel always Beyond we fail to see The curtain obscures And this we know But always Always It seems always We ignore the obvious We fool ourselves To blindly believe And always Always It is always Just below the surface What we know to be Isn't all it seems But always Always Sadly, always When the obvious is We turn as one to ignore The precedents set before For always Always Forever always We are creatures of habit Our memories short And our forgiveness long But always Always Ever always Circles go round We are what we are And our fate we deserve To claim Always

Thermopylae
Thermopylae An Alphabet Poem rendered through 4 different types of Sestet (Burns/Scotts, Envelope, Rime Couee' & Stave of Six) and a Couplet (and yes, I am a bit of a form geek) Arms raised high in the morning sky Borne by those who are doomed to die Calling up to their Gods on high "Do us honor E'er Death claims us," rose up their cry, "For our valor!" Go tell their cities that they fought well Heroes on the beach they made their stand In battle fierce, Sparta's blood flowed Judge the brave for the strength they showed King Leonidas and his chosen bands Lacedeamons at the Gates of Hell Many a man there met his fate Ne'er a host ever fought so great On fields far from home Phalanxes formed at the Hot Gates Quiet now lie in peaceful state Resting scattered bones Spears thrust deep through mortal skin Three hundred heroes died that day Under Persia's hundred thousand men Victorious at Thermopylae When the fighting at last was done Xerxes army the battl

Boors And Beasts (4 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 4 of 4 The Boors and Beasts have risen They've come alive They've come home They join the night at a frantic pace, Willing - No, Needing- Needing to be set free They have a purpose this night They have a need to feed Like gluttons before the trough They are Gluttons of shameless greed They know they're fools They know the cost But do they care? Do they matter the price of perfect peace? Of a perfect piece? Cageless we roam Like lions upon the heat Predators with a purpose A goal to seek We are mad Or at least half so Hopeless hunters with sights set high Set upon scenes and themes almost unseen Set on things we can only dream Sometimes though...

Untold Thousands
Untold Thousands (I wrote this the night of 9-11) Untold thousands lost their lives today in a cold, calculated, sinister display of power and arrogance. Behold, the sins of Man! Or is this all part of a divine plan that's somehow gone horribly astray? A war still threatens from an ignorant day; three calcified faiths who at any moment may toss the world into the fire from the pan. Untold thousands Are the numbers who were swept away when Atlas shrugged as he knelt to pray. His burden torn asunder by acts inhuman, he cried, "Oh father, please tell me how can one be so full of faith as to slay untold thousands?"

Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Another Sleepless Night
Another Sleepless Night (Perhaps I'll Dream) It's already four AM And it's cold outside I feel my heart breathe Pumping like the flow of the tide I'm lying here just thinking of you There's nothing else tha I cold possibly do To help me pass this lonely night through Nothing I could do, just thinking of you I stir under my sheets Bordering on the edge of a dream I sigh softly as I realize Life's not all that it seems The memories of my past life The painful final moments of strife The dagger of regret cuts me like a knife But hey, that just life, just life... Dreams held in pleasant memory Life passes on At times, through the sadness and pain I fell all my pleasures are gone Then I saw you smile And you let me hold your hand a while My past life was put to trial It lost the day I saw you smile Another sleepless night I pull the blankets over my head Wishing your were here with me Sharing the warmth of my bed And I'm wishing you were here W

Trent Tomlinson-“one Wing In The Fire”
Daddy's been a back-row Baptist, With his share of front-row sin. His Saturday night still on his breathe, Every Sunday when he'd walk in. He's never led the Benediction, He's never sang in the choir. But he's an angel with no halo, An' one wing in the fire. Mamma lives by the Bible, The Bible lives by the bed. An' she's lied alone so many nights, With scriptures in her head. Prayin': "Good Lord, just be with him, "I know his Faith is tired, "But he's an angel with no halo, "An' one wing in the fire." "An' I know he lives a little left of livin' right, "An he's come close to goin' way to far a few times. "But I'd trade a thousand prayers if just one prayer would come true: "Lord, please believe in him, like I believe in you." Daddy's always been there for me, From T-Ball to touchdowns. Fixed my car an' fixed my heart, When they've been broken down. I know he calls for more forgiveness, Than most folks do require, But he's an angel with no halo, An' one

A Hot Day At The Office
Simon grabbed her arm and led her to the corridor outside the office. “What the hell do you think you are playing at?” She scowled at him. “What am I playing at? You’re the one playing all the games Erica! I think it’s time we put a stop to this once and for all.” “I couldn’t agree more,” she smirked. He pinned her against the wall and went to kiss her. She moved her head so he couldn’t. He tried again and she laughed as she moved her head away again. He grabbed her face and forced his lips onto hers. She wasn’t going to make it easy for him. “We can’t do this here. Come with me!” He grabbed her wrist and dragged her along the corridor to another door marked private. He opened the door. “This will do!” He pulled her inside and shut the door. She pulled away from him and walked backwards as he followed her. As he walked he undid his trousers. She felt her stomach somersault; she knew what was coming- the tension was unbearable. She had to stop as she backed into

The Real Force Behind Climate Change
THE FORCE BEHIND CLIMATE CHANGE ON EARTH By John Coleman (jcoleman@kusi.com) Solar cycles have been tracked since 1755. A plot of solar activity and average temperatures on Earth is a clear match; it seems likely it is cause and effect. This significantly complicates the claims of man-made or anthropogenic global warming. All energy on earth comes from the sun in the form or both radiation including visible light and invisible ultraviolet and from variable streams of charged particles from solar eruptions or from holes in the suns corona. When the sun is very active, there is more radiation to directly warm the earth and ultraviolet to form and destroy ozone in low and middle latitudes in the high atmosphere, both reactions releasing heat. When the sun is more active and the earth’s magnetic field in energized, less cosmic rays that have a low cloud enhancement capability can penetrate the atmosphere from space. Low clouds cool the earth by reflecting the sun\'s radiation.

Global Cooling
Year of global cooling Google: "Global Cooling". I dare you. December 19, 2007 By David Deming - Al Gore says global warming is a planetary emergency. It is difficult to see how this can be so when record low temperatures are being set all over the world. In 2007, hundreds of people died, not from global warming, but from cold weather hazards. Since the mid-19th century, the mean global temperature has increased by 0.7 degrees Celsius. This slight warming is not unusual, and lies well within the range of natural variation. Carbon dioxide continues to build in the atmosphere, but the mean planetary temperature hasn't increased significantly for nearly nine years. Antarctica is getting colder. Neither the intensity nor the frequency of hurricanes has increased. The 2007 season was the third-quietest since 1966. In 2006 not a single hurricane made landfall in the U.S. South America this year experienced one of its coldest winters in decades. In Buenos Aires, snow fell f

The Great Global Warming Swindle
A Review Of 'The Great Global Warming Swindle' By S. Fred Singer, (Atmospheric Physicist) March 19, 2007 Al Gore’s An Inconvenient Truth has met its match: a devastating documentary recently shown on British television, which has now been viewed by millions of people on the Internet. Despite its flamboyant title, The Great Global Warming Swindle is based on sound science and interviews with real climate scientists, including me. An Inconvenient Truth, on the other hand, is mostly an emotional presentation from a single politician. The scientific arguments presented in The Great Global Warming Swindle can be stated quite briefly: 1. There is no proof that the current warming is caused by the rise of greenhouse gases from human activity. Ice core records from the past 650,000 years show that temperature increases have preceded—not resulted from—increases in CO2 by hundreds of years, suggesting that the warming of the oceans is an important source of the rise in atmospheric

Environmentalism Movement Not Science-based
The Lack Of Scientific Rigour In Environmentalist Ideology The first programme in the series presents arguments that global warming is a myth and that the environment in the developed world is improving. Environmentalists hanker after a pre-industrial idyll, but conditions in the Third World are harsh and millions die every year because of unclean water and smoke from indoor fires. The Greens oppose major development projects, but many local people want the electricity and clean water they will bring. Many resent the interference and hypocrisy of Western environmentalists, who have all the benefits and comforts of industrialisation. The program hears both from those who criticise the environmental movement and from the Greens themselves. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Introduction Most people in the Third World lack the basic amenities of modern life that we in the West take for granted: clean drinking water and a r

Climate Change Hysteria Costing Billions
Climate Change Hysteria Costing Billions 'High price for a load of hot air' by Professor Bob Carter The Courier-Mail 18/6/2007 WITH understandable reluctance, Prime Minister John Howard recently donned the political hair-shirt of a carbon trading system. On the same day, NASA chief Michael Griffin commented in a US radio interview that "I am not sure that it is fair to say that (global warming) is a problem that we must wrestle with". NASA is an agency that knows a thing or two about climate change. As Griffin added: "We study global climate change, that is in our authorisation, we think we do it rather well. I'm proud of that, but NASA is not an agency chartered to, quote, battle climate change." Such a clear statement that science accomplishment should carry primacy over policy advice is both welcome and overdue. Nonetheless, there is something worrying about one of Griffin's other statements, which said that "I have no doubt ... that a trend of global warming exists".

Some History On U.n. Corruption Related To The Global Warming Scam
United Nations' Experts Doctor Evidence 'Hot Politics' by James M. Sheehan (July 1996) As United Nations negotiations for the Global Climate Convention convene this month, scientists on the UN's panel of expert advisers are under fire for altering a scientific report. The Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) made headlines with its claim that "the balance of evidence suggests a discernible human influence on global climate." Now there is evidence suggesting that this assessment was driven by politics, and not science. The IPCC's 1995 report, the final version of which was published in June, is supposed to represent the consensus of world scientific experts regarding the highly controversial issue of global warming. The panel's work is relied upon by Global Climate Convention negotiators who are considering possible curbs on the use of fossil fuels, such as energy taxes. The IPCC's reputation for objectivity rests upon its commitment to balanced scientific opinion arr

12-year-old Article Rings True On Environmentalism Whack-o Kooks
The Absurdity Of Trying To Control Climate 'Cool Climate' by Jonathan H. Adler, July 1996 Environmental activists are increasing the heat on policy makers worldwide to do something about global warming before it is too late. They charge that human activity is already warming the planet—yet the climate is not cooperating. Thus far, 1996 has been a cool year. Much of the East coast experienced record snowfalls this winter, and May was the sixth consecutive month of temperatures below seasonal norms, according to global satellite measurements. Only several months ago the British Meteorological Office reported that 1995 was the hottest year on record, edging out 1990 by a bare 0.07 degrees F. Environmental activists proclaimed the announcement as further evidence that human-induced global warming had arrived. Yet all was not right with the data. The designation of 1995 as the "warmest year on record" was based on incomplete measurements. As readings for only the first 11 mo

Even A Reverend Knows This Is Absurd
The Effect Of Adopting Popular Paranoia As Truth By Reverend Dr Peter Mullen The Daily Telegraph, UK I AM trying to be a priest; but I haven't time. When I was appointed vicar of my first parish in 1977, the mornings were clear for study, the afternoons for visiting and the evenings for socialising, family and leisure. There were occasional parish meetings, but these were regarded as a necessary evil and we soon got them over and done with, then off to the village pub. The diocesan annual returns were on one side of A4: all I had to do was list how many I'd christened, married and buried, how many people were on the electoral roll and how many came to church at Christmas and Easter. The job of filling in this return could easily be managed over morning coffee. Nowadays, the annual returns are a foot thick and a bundle of perfidious obscurity, hedged about with health and safety and absurd questions about light bulbs, and serious inquiries as to what the PCC is doing to reduce

No. The Media Will Not Report It, Obviously
NASA Debunks Part of Global Warming Myth, Will Media Report It? By Noel Sheppard | November 14, 2007 - 12:23 ET Is the National Aeronautics and Space Administration filled with climate change deniers? Such seems likely to be alleged by hysterical alarmists in the press when and if they read a new study out of NASA which determined that "not all the large changes seen in Arctic climate in recent years are a result of long-term trends associated with global warming." Goes quite counter to all the recent media reports, as well as assertions by Nobel Laureate Al Gore, that low ice conditions in the Arctic are all the fault of that despicable -- albeit essential to life and naturally occurring! -- gas carbon dioxide. Of course, it's quite unlikely many climate alarmists will even hear about this study, for today's green media wouldn't want to do anything that destroys their illusion that there's a scientific consensus regarding this matter. As such, consider yourself

Some Good Political Commentary
I thought some of you might enjoy this. A good ol' farm boy from western Oklahoma writes a column like this each week. There is a lot of truth in this, or this is the truth, which ever you perceive. 'What's Under My Hat' by Monte Tucker----------January 28, 2008 Howdy friends and neighbors. Come on first Tuesday in November! I have already had about all of the Presidential election I can stand. Surely, somewhere out there in this great nation is a 'good ol' boy or gal,' that is worth voting for. You know, someone that has actually done something, not just talked about what they think they have done. It's only the first quarter in the game between the R's and the D's. Both sides keep talking about time for change. Just what are they going to change? They obviously haven't changed the game of politics. Billary and Bama Lama Ding Dong boost the word 'change' every time I see the media put their face on my boob tube. The first place they could start changing things would be on

In My Office (lol)
With all due respect and out of concern one of God's creations, among all the sins mentioned in the Bible, perhaps none is more disgusting to God than that of male^ homosexuality. God condemns homosexuality and gives the consequence for such in Leviticus 20:13, "If a man lies with a male as he lies with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination. They shall surely be put to death. Their blood shall be upon them." Homosexuality is not a disease or an abnormality of the brain. It is learned behavior, much like lying, stealing, fornication, etc. A holy and righteous God would never condemn someone for something he had no control over. There were homosexuals at Corinth who obeyed the Gospel. Paul said, "Neither... homosexuals, nor sodomites...will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God." (1 Cor. 6:9-11). If homosexuals can't change fro

Runaway Lawnmower Kills Monk
Runaway lawnmower kills monk Mon Feb 25 A Buddhist monk from Japan was killed after slipping and falling under the blades of his runaway tractor lawnmower, an inquest into his death has found. The Reverend Seiji Handa, 50, was cutting the grass around his peace pagoda in the English city of Milton Keynes when the accident occurred last August. He got out of the tractor to inspect something but the vehicle, which was pulling a multi-bladed grass cutting machine, slipped its handbrake. The coroner's office in Milton Keynes, northwest of London, said it had recorded a verdict of accidental death. Handa, from Niigata in Japan, came to Britain in 1978, when he began building a pagoda to promote peace. He had tended the pagoda with the help of nuns ever since. His main job was to trim the 12 acres of lawns around the monument. (Reporting by Luke Baker; Editing by Charles Dick)

Buddhist Quotes
"You can explore the universe looking for somebody who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and you will not find that person anywhere." "The water a cow laps turns into milk. The water a snake licks changes into poison. What do things that you touch turn into?" "Seeking happiness outside ourselves is like waiting for sunshine in a cave facing north." "If you light a lamp for somebody, it will also brighten your own path." "Your worst enemy cannot harm you as much as your own unguarded thoughts." "Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but the final victory comes to the one who endures." "Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared." "Things are not what they appear to be: nor are they otherwise." "I know not of any single thing that brings such woe as the mind that is untamed, uncontrol

Other Quotes
"All that you need is just to be silent and listen to existence. There is no need of any religion, there is no need of any God, there is no need of any priesthood, there is no need of any organization." ~Osho "Luminous Beings are we... not this crude matter." ~ Yoda "When you smoke the herb if reveals you to yourself." ~ Bob Marley "It is our mind, and that alone, that chains us or sets us free." ~ Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche "When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." ~ Jimi Hendrix "When you truly Love your Self, You will always choose peace." "To have true wisdom is to know that you know nothing."

You Already Are!
You Already Are! If you know your being, there is no question of becoming. All that you could have ever imagined to become you already are. You are gods who have forgotten who they are. You are emperors who have fallen asleep and are dreaming that they have become beggars. Now beggars are trying to become emperors, in dreams they are making great efforts to become emperors, and all that is needed is to wake up! Everybody is searching for paradise. You can give it different names - nirvana, enlightenment, samadhi, the Kingdom of God, ultimate truth - and you can go on giving it different names, but you will still be missing it - missing not because you have been thrown out of the Garden of Eden, but missing because you are in the garden and you have fallen into a deep dreamlike state. The dream consists of your desire to be somewhere else, to reach the peaks. My insistence is that you are already there, in paradise. Just sit silently and look around you, sit silently and look within. Yo

A Poem By Yogiraj Gurunath Siddhanath
Hiss! Kundalini sting ego mind With nectar poison so sublime Penetrate my rainbow lotus shrines Making me to my Self Divine! Kundalini bless me with thy blaze Delusion suffering fear Efface spine darkness with thy lightning light Fragrance me! Negative karma ignite! Oh Mother of the mystic deep You are life, its livingness you keep Remove shadow of death from me In Shiva deathlessly to be! Alakh Niranjan Om Shiv Om! Alakh Niranjan Om Shiv Om! - Yogiraj Gurunath Siddhanath

Guidelines For Enlightenment
Guidelines for Enlightenment by Swami Beyondananda - Famous Author of the Book MY KARMA RAN OVER YOUR DOGMA 1. Be a Fundamentalist--make sure the Fun always comes before the mental. Realize that life is a situation comedy that will never be canceled. A laugh track has been provided, and the reason why we are put in the material world is to get more material. Have a good laugh at least twice a day, and that will ensure regular hilarity. 2. Remember that each of us has been given a special gift, just for entering - so you are already a winner! 3. The most powerful tool on the planet today is Tell-A-Vision. That is where I tell a vision to you, and you tell a vision to me. That way, if we don't like the programming we're getting, we can simply change the channel. 4. Life is like photography. You use the negative to develop. 5. It is true. As we go through life thinking heavy thoughts, thought particles tend to get caught between the ears, causing a condition called tr

Christ & The Kundalini
CHRIST & THE KUNDALINIContrary to popular Christian dogma, Christ did teach about Karma, reincarnation, self-realisation and the Divine Feminine as Holy Ghost -- God the Mother. Christ's teachings are more Eastern than the Churches would have us believe or would like to admit.The two centuries after Christ, saw the Christian Gnostic teachings of spiritual awareness disseminated alongside the blind faith doctrines of Paul's formulation. In the third Century, the Roman Church's council of Nicaea acted to stamp out the Gnostics and their anti-dogmatic approch to spirituality.The Gnostic's were declared heretical, their texts destroyed and the Gnostics themselves persecuted into extinction. However, a small amount of Gnostic teachings survived, hidden in caves or in watered-down form in other "heretical" texts (broadly labelled as "Apocrypha").The Christian Gnostics practiced a spirituality more similar to Eastern traditions than to the Western Christianity we know today. "Gnostic" is Gree

The Magickal Circle And Pentagram
And to any of my friends that my be Satanist, please don't be offened.I got the info for this from the site below.astro theologyThe Magickal Circle and Pentagram We can also see the motif of the ovum and sperm in the image, coming down to us out of the past, of the Magician standing in his protecting circle, often with a pentacle design there also. Christians point to this as satanic. However, as shown above, for anyone that does not know it, conception occurs when the male sperm enters into the female ovum. This latter is the precinct of life itself, the sacred alembic of all advanced animal life. The fetus takes shape, then shape-shifts, goes through magical metamorphosis, grows and becomes human, all within, or from, the protection of its little circle. So when the Magician, whose intent it is to rise to the fifth spiritual dimension (the Quintessence), stands within his circle he is attempting merely to emulate the original acts of conception and birth. His living body replicates t

Wise Words From A Wise Man
A Buddha is one who lives from moment to moment, who does not live in the past, who does not live in the future, who lives in the here and now. Buddhahood is a quality of being present - and it is not a goal, you need not wait, you can become a buddha just here and now. Buddha says the greatest joy in life is freedom: freedom from all prejudices, freedom from all scriptures, freedom from all concepts and ideologies, freedom from all desires, freedom from all possessiveness and jealousy, freedom from all hatred, anger, rage, lust... In short, freedom from everything, so that you are just a pure consciousness, unbounded, unlimited. That is the greatest joy, and it is possible -- it is within everybody's grasp. You just have to grope for it a little. The groping will be in the dark, but it is not far away. If you try, if you make an effort, you are bound to find it. It is your birthright. ~Osho

Think For Your Self/ Tool Quote
Think for your Self Question authority Think for your Self Question authority Throughout human history As our species has faced the frighting terrorizing fact That we do not know who we are Or where we are going in this ocean of chaos It has been the authorities The political the religious the educational authorities Who attempted to comfort us By giving us order Rules Regulations Informing Forming our minds To their view of reality To think for your self you must question authority And learn how to put your Self In a stated of vulnerable open mindness Chaotic confused vulnerability To inform you self Think for your Self Question authority Think for your Self Question authority Think for your Self Think for your Self Question authority Think for your Self ~Tool

Paramhansa Yogananda
"Pranayama means control of the energy in the body, and its direction upward through the spine to the brain and to the Christ center between the eyebrows. This alone is the pathway of awakening. It isn't a matter of dogma or belief. It is simply the way we were all made by God. "The consciousness enters the body by way of the brain and the spine. When the sperm and ovum unite to create the physical body, they do so at what becomes the medulla oblongata, at the base of the brain. "From this medulla, the life force moves out into the brain, down the spine and into the nervous system, then on to the muscles, etc., creating the body. "The way out of the body, then, is to reverse this process. The difficulty in doing so lies in the fact that the life force is already conditioned by birth to continue its outward direction— through the senses and onward to the environment as it is perceived through the senses. Thus, we think to possess the world and to enjoy it through the body. "

Take Alook And Copy If You Want
Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun! Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts About Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back Please! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? No 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? when i was 15 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING YES 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Turkey or ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes ..2 beautiful girls 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? thats depends on what type of friend i would be ..... 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Uhh, yeah... 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS Yes 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? NO! why would you ..thats crazy 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? sh

Ratings And Shout On The Fritz
Allright Friends...I Am Having Issues With The INternet...So If You Rate Me And I Don't Rate You Back I'm Extremely Sorry!! Same Thing With The Shout Box...If You Notice I DOn't Rate You Back Or Shout YOu Back This Means I Am On My Telephone Doin The Fubar So PLEASE Don't Be Hatin If I Don't Rate You Back I Will Get Back To You When I Get On A Computer!! Much Love And Happiness! xoxo nichole (The Captain...#1 Pirate)

Amazing Story
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down o n one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creature

Flame For You
I have a flame for you. No matter what you say, no matter what you do, this flame will forever burn red and hot for you. I want to wrap you in my arms, and make passionate love to you. This heart is on fire, and you're my greatest desire. I want you!

I'm Giving Away Birthday Prizes!!
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The High Cost Of Cheap Labor
The High Cost of Cheap Labor Illegal Immigration and the Federal Budget Executive Summary -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This study is one of the first to estimate the total impact of illegal immigration on the federal budget. Most previous studies have focused on the state and local level and have examined only costs or tax payments, but not both. Based on Census Bureau data, this study finds that, when all taxes paid (direct and indirect) and all costs are considered, illegal households created a net fiscal deficit at the federal level of more than $10 billion in 2002. We also estimate that, if there was an amnesty for illegal aliens, the net fiscal deficit would grow to nearly $29 billion. Among the findings: Households headed by illegal aliens imposed more than $26.3 billion in costs on the federal government in 2002 and paid only $16 billion in taxes, creating a net fiscal deficit of almost $10.4 billion, or $2,70

Border Secutiry - Lou Dobbs
LOU DOBBS TONIGHT The Debate Over Immigration & Border Security Continues Aired April 1, 2006 - 18:00 ET THIS IS A RUSH TRANSCRIPT. THIS COPY MAY NOT BE IN ITS FINAL FORM AND MAY BE UPDATED. LOU DOBBS, CNN ANCHOR: Good evening everybody I'm Lou Dobbs in Cancun, Mexico where the tri-lateral summit has just concluded. President Bush, once again, calling for a guest worker amnesty program, a program that Mexican President Vicente Fox embraces and applauds, and most Americans outright oppose. The Senate Judiciary committee passed the most sweeping immigration reform in a generation, and the senate took up the debate on reform that includes a guest worker amnesty program and all but ignores border security. And hundreds of thousands of protesters took to the streets of some of our major cities this week, protesting the tough house version of immigration reform and border security. They demanded amnesty, while waving the flags of foreign nations. We'll have all of that and

How Will They Enforce It???
Boss bans smelly undies The boss of a Serbian company has banned staff from coming into work with dirty underwear. Milomir Gligorijevic said: "I am fed up with people with poor personal hygiene standards. I have now made it a sackable offence for people to come in without having a shower - or with dirty underwear." He has also banned staff from smelling after eating garlic - warning that they need to make sure they brush their teeth - and use perfume and deodorant. Gligorijevic, who runs a 30-staff stationery company in the capital Belgrade, sent out an official memo to all employees demanding they adopt good standards of personal hygiene. The memo warned all employees to make sure they brush their teeth, take showers regularly and change their underpants every day. He did not say how he would make sure his clean underpants rule was followed but warned it would be enforced.

Meanings Of Roses 1
Red Roses red Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special. Pink Roses pink As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness. Pink rose bouquets often impart a gentler meaning than their red counterparts. Yellow Roses yellow The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship. White Roses white White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverenc

Friends With Benefits Game
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag... There's at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your hoverspot that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

Lost Friends
Hey all I've got a new LapTop and well I got some friends request and then hit wrong button n lost you so please help me find the lost people the only one I can remember...part of there Name is City...something so help me find the lost people if not come join my small army of fun and sexi friends Love yours truly Lovely

Look At This And Coment Ok
IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THERE IS A LOT OF MESS STILL GOING AROUND ABOUT US. THESE ARE VERY SIMPLE MINDED PEOPLE WHO LIVES AND BREATHS FUBAR. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PEOPLE ON HERE THAT HAVE TO CAUSE DRAMA AND WHEN THEY FIND SOMETHING TO WHINE ABOUT WILL NEVER STOP. I SAW THE SCREENSHOT, WITH ALL THE WHITE OUT ON IT THAT SCREEN SHOT WAS MADE BY A PROGRAM AND HE IS A PROGRAMMER, IT DOESN'T TAKE A ROCKET SCIENTIST TO FIGURE IT OUT. RAY AND TINA WERE THERE WHEN IT ALL WENT DOWN, HE RATED ANGELBRAT A 1. NOT THAT IT MATTERS BECAUSE THIS SCREW BALL ISN'T WORTH BEING FRIENDS WITH. THEN HE WENT ON MY LIST AND CHOSE FRIENDS OF MINE AND ASKED THEM TO REPOST HIS LIES, TRUSTING HIM THEY POSTED IT. HE IS A DECIEVER A GREAT LIAR. KEEP ALL PROFILES PRIVATE AND LET THE BABY CRY, AS LONG AS HE IS NOT HARASSING US WHO CARES WHAT HE SPENDS HIS FUBAR TIME ON. I STARTED THIS CREW, AND I CHOOSE WHO STAYS IN HERE I TRUST TINA AND RAY NOT THE PERSON THAT ALSO ACCUSED ME OF DOWNRATING HIM AND THEN SAI

Simply Fucking Disgustng...
okay, so i have 2 lives. one is as a web designer, the second has to do with real estate but i'll spare you the titles, there are too many... just let me say that there are some fucking nasty - i mean nasty people in this world. i mean what you do in the privacy of your own home is up to you, but lets get real - some shit just don't need to be done! so we evict this gal the other day and go to inspect the home for damages. now this is no ordinary home. this is upscale, gated community, 5000 square footer, pool out back, pimp shit. in short, there is a completely detached guest house - bathroom, kitchen, small living room - a fucking guest house, you get my meaning, but i want you to vision this shit with me. so i go into the guest house (which i might add has some pretty nice fucking carpet), only to discover that this DIRTY TRIFLIN' BITCH had been using it for a fucking kennel! There was dog shit everywhere, I SHIT YOU NOT. she literally had several dogs and simply kept t

Longings
One of our longings may be for deeper spiritual experiences, and we may be devoting much energy to the quest. But sometimes, perhaps, this longing may be satisfied in a way we have not considered: The sacred sometimes needs not to be sought after.... We need to sit down and let the sacred find us, which is maybe a better route to the sacred a lot of times — to not try so hard, and not to seek, but to go and sit and let the sacred find us. There's a lot of seeking that goes on in the spiritual life, and I really think there is a place for that. It's very important. But most contemplatives would tell you that sometimes the seeking itself becomes too important, and if we would simply stop, be still, and just be in the present moment, sacred rises up all around us. —Sue Monk Kidd

Reo Speedwagon - I Can"t Fight This Feeling
... whats up with the baby at the beginin of this video... I can't fight this feeling any longer And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow What started out as friendship has grown stronger I only wish I had the strength to let it show I tell myself that I can't hold out forever I say there is no reason for my fear 'Cause I feel so secure when we're together You give my life direction, you make everything so clear And even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might And I can't fight this feeling anymore I've forgotten what I started fighting for It's time to bring this ship into the shore And throw away the oars, forever 'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore I've forgotten what I started fighting for And if I have to crawl upon the floor Come crashing through your door Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore My life has been such a whirlwind sinc

The Eagles - Desperado
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one But I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy She'll beat you if she's able You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones that you can't get Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' Your prison is walking through this world all alone Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losin' all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away? Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rai

First Blog
Well, my sister says this stuff is easy to navigate, once I get the hang of things, so I guess I'll give this blog thing a try. LOL I don't know what I'll write here - maybe I'll get brave and post some of my poetry; I honestly don't know - but I guess I'll just have to go with the flow and see what happens. I have six other blogs on another site (I have a lot of different interests, and I like to give them their own spaces), but I guess one more can't hurt. We'll see. Anyway, I'm just trying this out. That's all.

In The Name Of Love
In the name of Love: Here I sit-in my car Bored to death so far! Auctioneer sounding in the background. Your standing some where, on the ground, You asked me to come along, I didn't want to, but I did,, in the name of Love... Now,,when I ask you to go along, Nay,nay,you say, I'm too busy, maybe another day,,, How many other days, have there been? Far to many I spend a lone. Waiting for you. In the name of Love... I cry,you ask,"why, whats wrong,?" Can't you see, your hurting me? How much longer, can I wait? In the name of Love, Do you not Love me? Do you not care? Am I not what I've always been? I love you, I care, You changed some too, in the years.. Tell me, In the name of Love,why? Changed my plans for you today,, As many days befor; Did not do what it was, I wanted to do. Went with you, In the name of Love.. Did your thing, as always do, Asked you,for a little of your time. No time of your's did you have for me,,

"fowl" Language
'Fowl' Language Upsets Some in Pa. Email this Story Feb 28, 5:09 PM (ET) ALTOONA, Pa. (AP) - A convenience store chain's billboard advertising its fried chicken sandwich is ruffling the feathers of some residents. Sheetz unveiled the "Crispy Frickin' Chicken" billboards at the beginning of February. The campaign consists of 100 billboards placed locations that carry the sandwich, spokeswoman Monica Jones said Thursday. The campaign is aimed at young adults, and the company did not intend to offend anyone, Jones said. "We're kind of known for edgy, kind of brash advertising tactics, and we knew this would spark a certain amount of controversy," Jones said. "That said, we're proud of the campaign." Sheetz will take down the billboards on Wednesday, when the campaign is scheduled to end, Jones said. The company recently removed one billboard in Hazle Township, near Hazleton, after local officials fielded complaints. "There was a lady who left an angry voice mai

Group Seeks Volunteers To Get Malaria
Group Seeks Volunteers to Get Malaria Mar 5, 5:54 PM (ET) SEATTLE (AP) - The Seattle Biomedical Research Institute will pay volunteers as much as $4,000 to be bitten by mosquitoes infected with malaria. Scientists say no lives are in danger because the volunteers can be cured. The institute is testing which vaccines work fastest. The head of the program, Dr. Patrick Duffy, says volunteers will spend several nights under medical supervision in a hotel. All of the human trials will be reviewed for safety by the Food and Drug Administration.

Network Decides To Stop Being An Athol
Network Apologizes for Mocking Athol Mar 6, 5:30 PM (ET) By STEPHANIE REITZ SPRINGFIELD, Mass. (AP) - A cable sports network says it no longer will make Athol the butt of its jokes. Comcast SportsNet said Thursday it would pull a newspaper ad that leaders of the small central Massachusetts town called insulting and offensive. The ad featured two side-by-side signs that together read: "We can pronounce Worcester ... without sounding like an Athol." A network spokesman said it apologized Thursday to the town and Selectman Wayne Miller, who raised the issue this week after residents complained that the ad ridiculed Athol by linking its name to a similarly sounding vulgarity. Selectmen voted Tuesday to have the town attorney write a letter of protest to the company, and Miller also urged residents to boycott papers if they ran the ads. It was even more offensive, they said, because the advertisement required mispronouncing Athol to make its point. The correct pronunciat

Apology
Today was the day of my Uncle Bob's funeral, A lot of family and friends were there. My uncle was very blessed with all that who loved him, and I will miss him greatly. The day started out ok, other then the fact that today was the day my uncle was to be buried. Went to the funeral home where the funeral where it was being held at and ran into my deadbeat father. My dad was drunk! I tried to make since of what he was trying to say but got lost in his rant and slur of words that he was trying to speak. I felt sorry for him really. I try to distance myself from him because I don't want to end up like him. A Drunk, A Druggy, A Loser. I can go on and on but lets move on shall we? My father and I walk up to the casket to see my uncle right before the funeral started and mumbling something but couldn't understand him. I know that my dad is taking my uncle's death hard as I know I am. But to come to your own brother's funeral drunk off your ass and stumbling, and slurring your words t

Posted: 7:35 Am - January 20, 2008
All Booze Adventure Theme by: The Huron Bush Boys (First few moments are distorted, we dont know why)~~~~~But the rest is fuckin cool ! Just a little something we do ! A crude music video theme by the Huron Bush Boys. All music,vocals and video composed by H.B.B MORE LIKE THIS HERE

48 Hour Snow Storm Camping Vigil~~part 1
48 Hour Snow Storm Camping Vigil"-Tribute To Our Fan's- On the weekend of 07-08/2008 Treemealion and Bombbon go winter camping to vigil in a snow storm for 48 hours as a tribute to you...the viewers This is part 1 of three parts. The temp was about -20 to-24 no tents. MORE LIKE THIS HERE

Hyperballad By Bjork
We live on a mountain right at the top there's a beautiful view from the top of the mountain every morning i walk towards the edge and throw little things off like: Car-parts, bottles and cutlery or whatever i find lying around It's become a habit a way to start the day I go through this before you wake up so I can feel happier to be safe up here with you It's real early morning no-one is awake I'm back at my cliff still throwing things off I listen to the sounds they make on their way down I follow with my eyes 'til they crash imagine what my body would sound like slamming against those rocks And when it lands will my eyes be closed or open? I'll go through all this before you wake up so i can feel happier to be safe up here with you

Cannibal
Cannibal A Rondeau . I am hungry and have nothing to eat save the flesh of Man which lies at my feet. The only draught, a tun of wine, the sparkling clear drops of the mortal vine which flows from the veins of Man's defeat. I have hungered a hunger so complete that nothing, ah nothing, can e'er compete with that on which I wait to dine... I am hungry. I pick up the loaf and inspect it's meat, then dip it in blood so as to make it sweet; but before it touches these lips of mine, I glance to the Host, expecting a sign and then starve in stark wonder at my own conciet. I am hungry!

When
When A Rondeau Redouble . When will they forgive us, The Dead of Tomorrow's Child, If we ignite the world on fire In a brilliant mushroom cloud? Before we press ourselves too hard Upon a most dangerous course, One question should come to fore; When will they forgive us? After we have razed the cities And all the fertile land between, What legacy shall we leave for The Dead of of Tomorrow's Child? Everything in ancient past And everything we now create are glories wasted, futile, If we ignite the world on fire. And hopes for a far tomorrow Are fleeting phantoms at best, If we fulfill our fury In a brilliant mushroom cloud. Why sacrifice so much promise For the vanities of a few When we could forge our future And instead make the world anew? When?

What Was Your Life, Worth?
What Was Your Life, Worth? (Dedicated to my great uncle, Worth Everett Pritchett who perished in a mine collapse in Walker, AZ in 1938.) What was your life, Worth, when you knew those hills so long ago? What did you know? I have walked the same and seen the same, yet I know it was not. For as a child, what I knew were a few dilapidated shacks and the ghostly remains of what men did. For you, true, the Boom had passed, but remnants of its glory must still have held. Do you remember the saloons where now only pine trees drink, the rail station or the hotel? Or was that, when you were free, something already relegated to history? Had the ghosts already claimed their own? What was your life, Worth, in those days long since past, when homespun and gunny-sacks were your only shirts and pants and your toys were no newer than the trees? I suspect we played many of the same games (only with different names) and I like to think I know where was your secret

Thermopylae
Thermopylae An Alphabet Poem rendered through 4 different types of Sestet (Burns/Scotts, Envelope, Rime Couee' & Stave of Six) and a Couplet...yeah, I'm a poetry nerd Arms raised high in the morning sky Borne by those who are doomed to die Calling up to their Gods on high "Do us honor E'er Death claims us," rose up their cry, "For our valor!" Go tell their cities that they fought well Heroes on the beach they made their stand In battle fierce, Sparta's blood flowed Judge the brave for the strength they showed King Leonidas and his chosen bands Lacedeamons at the Gates of Hell Many a man there met his fate Ne'er a host ever fought so great On fields far from home Phalanxes formed at the Hot Gates Quiet now lie in peaceful state Resting scattered bones Spears thrust deep through mortal skin Three hundred heroes died that day Under Persia's hundred thousand men Victorious at Thermopylae When the fighting at last was done Xerxes army the battle had won

Even Though
Even Though A Rondeau . Even though someone doesn't believe the same as you, it doesn't mean they don't believe the things you do. Everyone has their own unique way to see; With some six billion souls, some are surely fantasy. So how can one proclaim what is and isn't true? We felt the Fanatic's fury when a faithful few, so lost within their dogma that they would follow through with the whims of a Zealot who's as mad as mad can be. Even though This world is getting smaller as we all connect to one another in RealTime, with live video too, we find that we no longer have the luxury of seeking solace and cold comfort in bigotry. Maybe now it is time that we tried something new, even though...

A Brief History - A Sestina
A Brief History A Sestina . Ever since mankind has lived on this globe, we have amused ourselves with endless wars. From the days of wandering tribes without aim, we have engaged in this practice without end. It has served to define each new century and given purpose to the rise of kingdoms. We have witnessed the rise of mighty kingdoms and of men who would conquer the globe. We have sold our sons to that slave-master War with the hopes that our blind and greedy aims will justify themselves and our means to that end over so many long and tired centuries. From the Renaissance to the Nineteenth Century, the world has shifted under the weight of kingdoms and great powers. Empires spanned the globe and tore it asunder with endless wars and conquests. When Princip took his fatal aim, the Age of Caesars had come to an end. And though it was heralded as the War to End all Wars, it heralded only the Twentieth Century, wherein ideologies swept aside kingdoms

It Is Time - A Sonnet
It Is Time A Sonnet . It is time for us now to disband the Law It is time that we declared freedom for all It is time to place the perversions of priests into History's trash heap where they belong It is time to conquer fears of a far-gone age It is time to seek Truth beyond the written page It is time to celebrate the subtle differences which have so subdivided this singular race Speak to me not of your clans and tribal creeds Speak to me not of any pride or bigotry Speak to me not of gods of worn-out welcom sated upon the sacrificial blood of Man Speak to me only of a future wherein It was time we saw ourselves in each other

Upon The Passing Of My Grandmother
Upon the Passing of My Grandmother . I want to weep I want to howl I want to wail for so much is missing inside right now so much is missing so much But I don't think weeping, howling, or wailing will help me right now What I want is my Grandmother What I want is to hold her and tell her that I love her Speak those words so rare and let her know what she has meant to me let her know what an impact she has had I want to run up to her and show her my little cowboy made of twigs and scraps of felt But I can't and because I can't I want to weep I want to howl I want to wail

Protest #9
Protest #9 A Rondel . We don't need no fucking Leader We want a Servant Number One We don't want the privileged son Of a Presidential failure We don't need a pious Pretender of a National Corporation We don't need no fucking Leader We want a Servant Number One We don't need a Homeland Terror Or an Amended Constitution What we need is a revolution To claim again our future We don't need no fucking Leader We want a Servant Number One

Holy War
Holy War A Sonnet There is something wrong in Uganda; Children are waging war for God, While Kashmir looks to be the end Of a land as ancient as Time. And in the sands of the Holy Lands, Cousins continue yet to vie, To lay claim to a cursed rock. Over here, in America, A Serpent raises up it's head, Hearing only the clink of coffered coins Yet deaf to the cries of starving babes As the atheist Dragon of China Consumes another tidbit of Tibet With an expression most humane.

Sign Of A Dying Empire
Sign of a Dying Empire A Sonnet A sign of a dying empire: When conscripts are made of men who believed themselves to be free, the State is in decay. For when, in pursuit of glory and empire, the unwilling are made to die for ends acclaimed by Leaders who embellish with words on high, the Spirit has left the Nation and it's Soul is barren and dry. Such Empire is doomed to failure for Adventure has it's course, leaving for future generations an archaeological corpse.

The History Of War - A (very Long) Pantum
The History of War A Pantum The serf in the field was unawares Of the storm gathering above He gave no thought to his nation's cares As the hawk tore at the dove Of the storm gathering above Cells toward each other flew As the hawk tore at the dove And as the storm began to brew Cells toward each other flew In nations fraught with paranoid fears And as the storm began to brew They prepared for the coming years In nations fraught with paranoid fears There came of man of great fame They prepared for the coming years As the people celebrated his name There came a man of great fame To speak before the masses As the people celebrated his name He called together the classes To speak before the masses Pericles orated with wisdom great He called together the classes While the Austrian taught them hate Pericles orated with wisdom great To prepare for the coming storm While the Austrian taught them hate And the worship of the Wyrm To prepare for th

The Neighborhood Bar & Grill
The Neighborhood Bar & Grill * It's quiet The entire place consumed in hush No central core or theme stands out Conversation dominates the din No band No jukebox No fucking karaoke Just a radio In the background Playing softly A game is on the big screen Sports highlights No one's watching A few couples eat Stragglers play pool And the bar is locked in determined silence What great steam are these people venting? What grand celebration is this? "Tight lipped losers and lustful fuck salesmen" There is no great Bacchanal here tonight Here tonight The dead play host to Quiet courtships And a bottle of beer

Respectable Echoes
Respectable Echoes A Puskin Sonnet Respectable echoes of far forgotten things Intrude unrequested into my most private thoughts Influencing my dreams with the most bizarre themes And revealing to me more than it is I sought Faithless I stand sated and watch the morrow fade To the ordinary cadence of a soft parade Eternity is endless no matter what they say The future is just the sum of every yesterday Static image impressions remain before my eye When the soft release of sleep is all that I seek Lingering like phantoms who were born to haunt the deep From which I cannot gain release no matter how I try Liken this to Sysiphus or a hanging albatross For either way, regretfully, I mourn the morning's loss

Evangelist
Evangelist A Luc-Bat Sonnet (the form is Luc-Bat, the length argues for a Sonnet) * Weaving lies all around The pulpit preacher pounds away Leading the weak astray With icons rich to pray before Mockery of the poor Who sell their souls through doors of gold Sheep in the market sold for those who would they mold as slaves Their holy coffers crave With claims of souls now saved from lust Demanding blinding trust From birth to death 'til dust one learns Follow lest your soul turns To he who wears the burning crown

April - Acrostic Verse
APRIL Acrostic Verse A wond'rous vision, a fantasy, Perfection presented herself to me; Radiant, beautiful and all a-glow. I dream, I dream, and in this dream I see, Liquid chestnuts o'er a Cupid's bow.

A Situational Comedy
We all eventually die within a series of episodes repeated too long, Like Archie Bunker in an armchair seventy-six hours too ripe Or Mel gasping for breath on the diner floor as his heart fails one night locking up. Imagine the heartfelt sobs as Alice rocks numbly beside Sam's whithered, emaciated form. She needn't worry; her final episode is in the can, Or at least that's where her head will hit one morning as she climbs from the shower. Pity the children, for so too is their fate, Either far down the road or right in the middle of it, like that little Cleaver kid. If the results hadn't been so tragic, the laugh track wouldn't have seemed awkward. Did you hear Theo Huxtable drove his car into an embankment at one hundred miles an hour? Expectations can be a real bitch, especially when you're married to one. Not often in the prime time are we covered in lime; Only the lucky are eulogized that way. Witness the death of Jack Tripper. He grew up and he grew old in ou

The Mad-song Of King Ludwig Ii
The Mad-Song of King Ludwig II A Mad-Song Quiet little boy with your music box toy on a hill where a watch tower stood; What do you see? The Future maybe? A white swan amidst the wood? You assumed the throne at a tender age and to your ministers you left the affairs of an ancient state to build a palace great, abandoning all of your worldly cares. Amid your court of unseen ghosts, sipping from your enchanted chalice, you had a dream, a grand, noble scheme, to build a fairy-tale kingdom palace. Along grand corridors rich and dark, your entourage with you nightly strode. Oh, what a scene to servants unseen as you walked your magical fantasy road. Your dinners were the envy of Kings with each and every royal course. Such regal guests, only the best, from Charlemagne to your favorite horse. In a hidden grotto on a shell-shaped boat, you sailed down this mortal stream. How must your life, in this world of strife, pass like a fleeting, god-like dr

Oh Well...
Oh Well... Gazing through the windows of my youth Hoping to catch a glimpse of some half-forgotten truths Looking to the past Searching for something to last Something to carry me through 'til tomorrow I reach back into my mind Wondering what it is I'll find Digging up my dreams Wondering what they mean Hoping that I'll have something to show Something to tell I look back into my dreams Searching for forgotten themes Trying to find What was on my mind Hunting for just the smallest trace But the mirror becomes clouded And my thoughts from me are shrouded Unable to see Just who it is in me Hiding behind the mask of my face Oh well...

Remembrance Day, 9-11
Remembrance Day (9-11) A Rondeau * Let us raise a cairn to the Dead on this day of grief and sorrow. A monument for the ages; impressive in proportion to the grief we felt at their loss. Let us, a nation uniting, lift up our voice in song and psalm to those we remember today... Let us raise... Let us, this nation united, as we reflect upon this day, choose wise how we honor their lives. We can seek the sins of vengeance or we can choose to rise above. Let us rise!

I, Dionysus
I, Dionysus a Rondeau * I, Dionysus, dedicate this day to wild abandon and passion play And to those who see with lust-filled eyes, in this savage garden, raise your cries and let the spirit carry you away. Heed now children, these words I say, Celebrate my death with an ancient lay and free your soul from the shaman's lies I, Dionysus Consume my flesh in a ritual way feast on my body, oh come and pray and let me hear your lustful sighs as you taste the fruit that never dies reborn in this holy, mortal clay I, Dionysus

Sweet Childhood's End
Sweet Childhood's End A Ballade * In the days of our youth we played so many simple games unbridled and free and short of tooth unversed yet in the simplest shames the spirit of youth called out our names and taught our hearts to pretend in that brief burst of youthful flames; regret not now sweet childhood's end Searching far and wide for lasting proofs to justify our childish games guided still by innocent truths to which we knew not yet the names yet such innocence would spark the flames as we would learn how to offend by preying upon the simplest shames; regret not now sweet childhood's end Each year we grew longer in tooth as our passions rich burned bright as flames for love and hate we learned as truths would fuel eternal our growing shames as on the playground, amidst our games we learned we could never defend against the cruelty of bitter names; regret not now sweet childhood's end Oh child now grown, remember those games and the fantasi

When Queit Reigns
When Quiet Reigns a Sonnet * When quiet reigns or in thunderous din, when ideas flow like mad... To hear Poe spoken, to hear the words flow or to caress their gentle laments on creased, dog-eared paper... To come back to the root - the Great America Poet - like a moth to a lonely flame. For this the Dreamer aspires - Immortality and to know that in the end it all comes back to Poe

Fragments
Fragments a Triolet * Fragments of words I once thought I knew, remnants of a past now far removed; the line between the Perceived and True blurs and clouds, distorting what I knew. Tell me, tell me, has this happened to you? Has any secret to you been proved to be something else from what you knew once all of the truth had been removed?

The Short, Tragic Ballad Of Phelonius Phear
The Short, Tragic Ballad of Phelonius Phear (a bit of silly doggerel...nothing more...and I should be punished for it) Phelonius Phear drank a bottle of beer then made love to his trusty ol' steer all the while thinkin', "I'm feelin' kinda queer" But he kept on a-pushin' 'til the end was near Such is the story of Phelonius Phear PHelonius Phear thought the End was near so he butcher'd his fat, trusty ol' steer So just imagine the size of the tear he shed when e'er he was feelin' queer But such was the story of Phelonius Phear

Calcified Saint
Calcified Saint Crucified, Calcified Saint, What tears would you weep, Your legacy complete? Like cord wood, They've stacked the bodies; The fishes fattened - Cinders - Your name in blood. In hopes of false salvation, Weak hearts, Weak minds - Mad shepherds leading Brainless sheep To slaughter. Is this your legacy, Calcified Saint? Is this why Millions mislead, Millions dead? Your tears are blood red, Crucified by Fate.

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story A Sestina Flying a P-51 Mustang, Major George E. Preddy earned a place in history during a dogfight against a schwarm of fighters from the Luftwaffe. Preddy flew for the United States Army Air Force in the bitter battles over Europe that raged throughout the second half of 1944. On the evening of August 5th, 1944, thinking the next day's mission was canceled, Preddy had a few drinks and engaged in a dogfight of craps. Not expecting to encounter Luftwaffe the next morning, Preddy followed the traditions of air men on both sides of the war in Europe. As the sun cast it's first light over Europe on the morning of August 6th, 1944, reveille announced that the mission was on. Preddy, who was still too drunk to engage in a dogfight with anyone, let alone the highly trained Luftwaffe, led his flight of Mustangs into the air. Shortly after his P-51 was in the air, Preddy vomited into his oxygen mask as Europe passed below. That summer morn in

Steer Me
Steer Me A Rondeau Steer me far across that river Of forgotten sacred water To where memories go to die. Let me with the softest sigh Forget all that I remember. I feel Psyche start to quiver As Charon's hand grips the rudder Beneath those Lethean skies... Steer me Pick for me the perfect flower, Place it on my funeral bower And please, do not for me cry. Let me bid this world goodbye With my last words just a whisper, "Steer me..."

When You Say Good-bye
When You Say Good-bye A Poem When do you say good-bye To those you’ve held most dear? How do you end a relationship When it’s become unclear? When do you say good-bye When old friendships die? And when you say good-bye, Are you allowed a tear? Will there ever be a time When the fences can be mended? When forgiveness can be found With those you had befriended? Will there be a time, Maybe one last time, Just a tiny, brief moment Before all has ended? Or perhaps it might be best To let the friendship die. Let it wither and fade away And accept the silence as good-bye. Perhaps this is best; To forget all the rest And learn to set your sights Upon a distant day.

The Bride Of Mortal Death
The Bride of Mortal Death This girl is dead. You can see it in her eyes. You can see it in her body, In her tribal scars. But she is dying a Queen; You can see it in her eyes. She knows full well her future. She knows full well her doom And lives in glorious bloom. She lives in passionate splendor But she is dying a Queen. You can see it in her eyes For she lives each moment as if forever; She lives each moment as if the end, As if the end were here. I bet ya she’s a stellar fuck.

Hope
Hope Sweet heather, Soft curls, Hiding, concealing, A flower of magnificent beauty. Honey – Just a drop – Clings in my dreams. Sweet nectar In soft folds… A garden; Rich, luxuriant. To feast in that garden… I dream – I yearn! Hunger assails me; Desire, Rich and pure. Ah, but to kiss Those sweet drops of honey From those silken curls…

Married Life Rocks!
I am so loving married life. I hate to say it but I married the best man in the world! How many men cook, clean, do laundry, help take care of the kids, and take care of their wife when they feeling sick? Not too many that I know of. We have been married for a little bit over a month now and it is going so good. I dont know where I would be without him. We are so very much in love with each other and every day is a blessing.

Untitled
Curled in a ball drowning in the bloody rain snow flakes glisten off my halo and I feel like the king of saints Listening to all the marty's confess I wonder bout penance for my sin noone to listen to me So I proceed to go and sin again Cut myself on the razors edge but I can't bleed enough to make it right Shed my semen hoping instead the forgivness can be obtained tonight Will I ever taste light JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Morning
this morning cut my teeth on the end of a cigarette didn't want to leave the fetal position and do it all over again I prefer the shadows in them I can hide can't stand the taste of another day and it's self inflicted genocide JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

I May Never See Tomorrow
I may never see tomorrow there's no written guarantee And things that happened yesterday belong to history. I cannot predict the future, I cannot change the past. I have just the present moments, I must treat it as my last. I must use this moment wisely for it soon will pass away, and be lost forever as part of yesterday. I must exercise compassion, help the fallen to their feet, Be a friend unto the friendless, make an empty life complete. The unkind things I do today may never be undone, And friendships that I fail to win my nevermore be won. I my not have another chance on bended knees to pray, and I thank GOD with a humble heart for giving me this DAY!!!

How Long Will We Last
How Long Will Your Relationship Last?Wow! It was meant to be! Just hold on to it!Congratulations! You have true love! Just don't let any one or anything stand in the way of it!Love-Friendship Quizzes

Leave A Message At The Beep.......
I know how some people can get when you don't respond to their emails, shoutbox's or whatever. Just let me make this clear for everyone.....I'm not ignoring anyone, I am offline like it says. I will be extremely busy for the next year training myself and my squad for next years deployment to the sand box, as well as normal work. So please don't stop coming to say hi, just realize that I won't get back to ya within the next five minutes after you hit me up.

Pour My Sorrows
Beer has always been a chaser to wash these blues away but lately the whiskey aint working anymore and my drunk just aint the same I can taste the dust on the glass that left a bad taste in my mouth will she ever come back home to me before my pour heart drowns Bartender if you don't mind let me play that song again it reminds me of a past life it reminds me of dead ends just let me do my drinking please do not say a thing when the nights gone float me towards the door in this river of gin pour misery again Stumble to the bathroom where I hang my head and cry one sweet love like this sweet wine was my moonlight lullabye now rockabye poor baby need your bottle once again the trigger to my sickness drowns my sorrows once again JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

And Soon
it all fades away into the numbness I've become the shakes I have rock me to sleep the nightmares tell of what I've become the cold in my eyes is a reflection of the people on the street poverty, misery, all the same I'll just shake myself self to sleep copyright 2008 JSDeuel

My Hero
One day you get an email telling you that I've been kidnapped, no name signed anywhere, no address, no clue whatsoever to where I am. Worried you frantically call the house number here and some guy answers, you ask him where I am and what's going on. He tells you there's an ongoing investigation and that I was indeed kidnapped. I was seen by the old woman across the road, being drug outta the house by my hair, wearing only my bra and panties. I was shoved into a light brown, ugly car that had completely disappeared by the time the cops got there. Four older ugly men had come and got me. The police filled you in on the rest and you decided to look for me, you look everywhere here in town looking for a car with the same description but find nothing. At last you decided to go down by the lake and hunt for me. Spying a brown car and 3 men talking beside it, you hide and wait for them to leave, just knowing that you had finally found a clue. But the 4th man is nowhere in sight. ! Hearing

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First Blog
Hi people. For those of you who don't know me too well, this is to enlighten ya on the type of person I am. I would like to make friends here and if I offend, I'd rather you told me about it instead of going to someone else telling them about it. That is one of my pet peeves --- people talking behind my back, whether it's good or not. If you have something to say about me, please tell ME, not the person next to you or one of your friends or whoever. Another pet peeve I have is people who think that they're better than everyone else. Those are the ones who "turn up their noses" at you because you don't dress, act, or look like them. Hey, everyone is an individual. Nowhere is it written in stone that everyone has to be like someone else. No two people are the same. If everyone was the same, this world would be one boring place to be. If you have any comments or thoughts on this, feel free to do so. I also wanted to thank those of you who welcomed me here at Fubar

I'm Beautiful! Is It Neutralization Or What?
Is it Neutralization or what? I am not a Muslim. I am a Christain!!! My mind isn't going to go bad just because somebody name calls me ugly. Cause I know that this isn't true. 0 Comments | 0 PropsGive Props

I Already Done Seen It!!
I already seen the problem how it isn't how I am not a virgin. It isn't how I am not a virgin or if I am a virgin. I already seen the problem how nobody should, could or will care if I am not a virgin. Or if I am a virgin. If I go back and practice homosexuality. Nobody will or should care if I am still a virgin. But I am not lying. I am not a virgin. But nothing really matters at all if I am still a virgin. Cause I already seen the problem how no one should care if I am still a virgin if I date and have sex with big and little men. Why is anyone not trying to find out if I am not a virgin or if I am still a virgin. This is something else no one ever did in the 90's. But you can not correct the wicked. So. I already seen the problem how no one should care if I am still a virgin. Ha,ha,ha...

Ridicule Me!
You can ridicule me all you want to. I don't care. But there was actually a time in my life. When I didn't get ridiculed. And I just enjoyed myself the whole time. But I am back now to getting ridiculed all over again. That's life. Though.

No Need!
I am not a cry baby. There isn't any need to fake like I am sensitive and fragile. when I am not sensitive. At All. I am not a child. I am 32 yrs. old. So I can go and have the military on things. also. When you're on the boat you're thinking about your mother, father, children and wife(woman). I am not a cry baby. No one should be faking like I am sensitive off of things that I am not sensitive about. These ugly north carolina people are extremely jealous of me and they are way too in my business. I don't like these ugly & country people on my mother side of the family( Steven Oliver, Garvey Presley, III., Johnathan Oliver, Nicholas Bullock, Cynane Robinson Murphy, Emma Deborah Oliver, William Henry Oliver, Henny Oliver, Lillian Presley, Tomika Presley, Melody Presley, Beverly Presley). They are all coming from Durham, N.C. and never learned or lived anywhere else. These people aren't my mother or father. And I am in my 30's and I am an old adult. Everybody can't just steal my informa

I Got The Military!!!
I am not a cry baby. I am not emotional. Either. These people keep on acting and faking like I am sensitive and I am not sensitive at all. Nobody acts like this with B.B. King. I have a Harmonica to play. Also. When all of the branches of the military think about their mother, father, sister or brother, wife(woman) and children. And nobody else. Hopefully. The Steven Oliver and Garvey Presley, III. ugly people aren't my brother. And I hate my brother and I hate them. Too. And I can hate whomever I want to hate. And I can hate any man that I want to hate. Nobody is acting terrible to me off of my mother, father or big nose grandmother. Nobody ever acted terrible off of my mother, father or big nose grandmother or off of The Lord. Either. Those people aren't my Father or Brother or The Lord. Put God First. And Honor your Mother and Father. Nobody ever acted this terrible to me after my big nose grandmother death and when she was living. Nobody is ever acting this terrible off of The Lord

The Desert Storm And Vietnam Veterans! What They Didn't Do!
And these people on my mother side of the family are the devil. They have to be. Anybody who is encouraging the wicked. And the Desert Storm and Vietnam Veterans didn't know how to bother anyone with gay things including myself and act this very gay in public when I lived in Hampton, Va. and Newport News, Va. during the yrs. of 1994-1997 and when I lived the first time of Pgh. Pa. from 1997-1998 and when I lived in Detroit, Michigan from 1998-2003. they didn't bother anyone this badly off of gay things as these N.C. people are doing it. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

A Man Doesn't Cry!!!
A Man doesn't cry. And a man isn't shy. Again. A Man doesn't cry. And a Man isn't shy. either. It is in Genesis that the Lord told Adam that he will work very hard for his food. Thorns, weeds & Thistles will come forth out of the ground. In Job The Lord told Job Be strong like a man. and Humble means to make yourself lowly not softly. Either. For the race is not given to the swift, neither to the strong. But for the one that endureth the word. This just means it doesn't matter how strong or how fast you are in the journey. It matters about how much word you acquire in you. And how much word you take in and believe in and act upon it. I have never seen the righteous forsaken. Neither his seed begging bread. What I get out of this scripture is: If you are righteous then you will never be forsaken and your children(seed) will not beg for bread. Either.

Kick Ass Phone Company
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I'm Beautiful But I Am Going To Be Quiet!!
I am going to soon be quiet and I am not going to say a word about anything sooner or later. Soon. I am going to be quiet. Because of Proverbs 9. You can't correct the wicked.

No Ignorace. But Proverbs 9
When I look back over my life. I am 32 yrs. old. When I think about a North Carolina devil. I think something awful. I'm here to tell you. Amen. Amen. After a N.C. devil bothers the death out of you after living in N.C. for a time. When you leave N.C. you don't want to do anything terrible to anyone. When you go somewhere else. The Death Penalty Charges are too strict. I am not the only one. I lived in Hampton, Virginia before I left the South. Yeah. A N.C. devil don't know how to go through anything. This isn't funny. At all. And a North Carolina devil don't know anything but ignorance, won't listen to anybody, they don't want to correct their ignorance and they don't care how ignorant they look to people. Either. What a shame! Then a North Carolina gay person is an extremely gay country gay person that tries to run over everybody being extremely gay country acting. The Lord said to not have any gods before him. Put God first. It is problems how my mind isn't bad. I know God will open

You Must Be Holy!
You must keep your body holy for the Lord. Which means no fornication. You must be holy. Rd. Hebrews 12:14, I Corinthians 7:34, Romans 12:1, I Corinthians 6:18-20, I Thessalonians 4:7 and Ephesians 1:4

What Is Doing This?
what is making you people give me that picture problem? Why aren't you bothering anybody else from her pictures? What's the matter? Why isdeal on me and no one else? Why is it always just me you after from her pictures? And I don't believe in that you dog gone right I am jealous problem. Either. I can be an extremely jealous person. Too. But I don't do it. Bother somebody else about her. That is unattractive for real. Not me. Try somebody else. Bother them just as bad as you bother me. And see what will happen. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

What This Is Called Happening To Me In The Country Of North Carolina!! Say What!!
It is called stay black and die without even an unattractive girlfriend. What is this? I never had anything happen to me like this before. This never happened to me in the 90's. Either. It is all the way down like this. This is something else that the Vietnam and Desert Storm Veterans haven't ever did to me before. Either. I am 32 yrs. old.

I Don't Care!
I don't care that I can't get that good southern hospitality from these North Carolina people. Most of them are old time southern ghetto project people. You just can't carpetbag anyone with North Carolina people.

The Privacy Act- No Camera
There can't be a camera on me 24 hrs. a day 7 days a week and everywhere that I go to. The Privacy Act. I have some Privacy. Where is my privacy at? No one really can see what I am doing 24 hrs. a day. This is not right. Psalm 139. It is also in Genesis that Adam and Eve sewed fig leaves together to cover up their nakedness. They were ashamed. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

Eminem - Role Model
Ok, I'm going to attempt to drown myself. You can try this at home, You can be just like me. (Mic check 1, 2.... We recording?) Im cancerous, so when I diss you wouldn't wanna answer this If ya responded back with a battle rap you wrote for Canibus I'll strangle you to death, then I'll choke you again (ack) Then broke your fucking legs til your Bones poke through your skin(AAWW)! You beef with me, Im-a even the score equally, Take you on Jerry Springer and beat your ass legally. I get you blunted off of funny home grown Cause when I smoke out I hit the trees harder than Sonny Bono(OH NO!!) And If I said I never did drugs, that would mean I lie AND get fucked more that the President does! Hillary Clinton tried to slap me and call me a pervert, I ripped her fucking tonsils out and fed her sherbert (bitch) My nerves hurt, and lately Im on edge. Grabbed Vanilla Ice And ripped out his blonde dreads (fucker) Every girl I ever went out with was going lez' Follow me and

Chances
I had the white women chances and some of the black women chances. Too. When I lived in Detroit, Michigan and Hampton, Virginia and the 1st time of living in Pgh., Pa. Why did anyone put a gun in an ugly Durham, N.C. and North Carolina country mean people hands? Then these North Carolina country people did something no one else ever did before. They act like I can't date anyone unattractive. What is this? This is something that didn't happen in the 90's.

Too Many People Are Dying And Are Getting Killed.-sad
There are too many people get killed and dying more than ever. Everywhere. Everyday. But I just have to live by the scripture, In the last and evil days, 2 people will be working in the field one will be taken and the other one will be left. In the last and evil days, it will be more tolerable than Sodom and Gomorah, Proverbs 9 & Pslam 139. And I am very proud of my cleverness and intelligence.

Here We Go.
well, this week I've finally started going back to work. yeah its a lame job, working a Quizno's but its all I needed. A chance to get out from the house, and be social. Even if that means waiting on people. Being an army wife, and playing that role of the "stay at home do nothing" wife, this gives me a chance to be social. It was good working again, and so far the job seems to work well for me....BUT the best part is I'll be interviewing for an even better job tomorrow as a Vet Tech.

Thinning The Gene Pool
Eighth Place: In Detroit , a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate while trying to retrieve his car keys. Seventh Place: A 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker -- who often bragged he was 'totally-zoned when he ran' -- accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily workout. Sixth Place: While at the beach, Daniel Jones, 21, dug an 8-foot hole for protection from the wind and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach used their hands and shovels trying to get him out but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him. Jones was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Fifth Place: Santiago Alvarado, 24, was killed as he fell through the ceiling of a bicycle shop he was burglarizing. Death was caused when the long flashlight he had placed in his mouth to keep h

One Of My Most Beloved Topics
Keeping your breasts healthy at every age By Hallie Levine Sklar Let's face it: There's no body part women obsess about more than breasts -- their size, shape, sag factor, and whether those strange pains stem from monthly PMS hormones or something more ominous, like breast cancer. All this nipple-gazing makes sense: Your chest changes over the decades, meaning you're continually facing new questions and concerns. To help you troubleshoot at every stage, Health asked experts to get age-specific. Here's the latest on how to keep your breasts healthy and looking great -- now and in the years to come. Your breasts in your 30s Typically, in your 30s your breasts still have good elasticity and tone, says Shirley Archer, a health-and-fitness educator at the Stanford University School of Medicine and author of "Busting Out. " If you have kids now, you'll notice changes post-baby. While your breasts get bigger during the actual pregnancy, you may, alas, permanently go down a half

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one. - Anthony Kolos -

A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. - J B O'Reilly (1844-1890) -

Three Government Contractors...
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. 'Well', he says, 'I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me.' The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, 'I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me.' The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, '$2,700.' The official, incredulous, says, 'You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?' The New Jersey contractor whispers back, '$1000 for me, $1000 for you, and we hire the guy from Tennessee to fix the f

Justice For Brooke Leigh Henson
Brooke Leigh Henson, 20, disappeared from the small town Travelers Rest, South Carolina July 4, 1999. For those who would like more information concerning Brooke Henson you may visit the following websites. Brooke Henson Myspace:: (Please add Brooke) http://www.myspace.com/justiceforbrookehenson Brooke Henson Website:: http:://www.stoneysplace.com/brookehenson.html Brooke Henson Group:: (Please Join) http://groups.myspace.com/justiceforbrooke Brooke Leigh Henson FOREVER in our HEARTS! *NOTE* Esther Elizabeth Reed the indidvidual who stole Brooke's identity has been captured in the Chicago area. I will update the information on Brooke's website and on Brooke's myspace as soon as I have more information to add. You may also like to visit Carolina Unsolved on myspace, http://www.myspace.com/carolinaunsolved

Chinese Man Burnt Alive For "not Washing Feet"
Chinese man burnt alive for "not washing feet" Wed Mar 12, 10:19 AM ET A Chinese bride burnt her new husband to death after he got into bed after a drunken argument without washing his feet, state media reported on Wednesday. "Wang and his wife, Luo, were married on February 2. The couple, however, frequently fought over trivial things while still on their honeymoon," the official Xinhua news agency quoted a local newspaper as saying. The couple, from the central province of Hubei, had another fight on the night of March 4, "and in frustration they together drank a bottle of liquor to ease their anger". "At about 10 p.m., Luo watched her husband get into bed without cleaning or washing his feet. In a fit of anger and intoxication, she set fire to the sheet he was sleeping in," the report said. "When he awoke, the two began fighting before a very drunk Wang collapsed. As fire engulfed the bedroom. Luo escaped to the living room, leaving her other half to burn," it added.

Man Hired Stripper For Dad's Funeral
Man hired stripper for dad's funeral A Taiwanese man hired an erotic dancer to perform at his 103-year-old father's funeral. The stripper danced in front of Cai Jinlai's coffin for more than ten minutes at the funeral in Taizhong town. Son, Cai Ruigong, paid her more than £80 to dance in memory of his late father, reports United Daily News. Cai Ruigong says he promised his father a stripper for his funeral if he lived beyond the age of 100. Cai Jinlai passed away at the age of 103 after a three mile walk into town to vote. He was the oldest person in his village and had more than 100 descendants. His son said his father was famous locally for his interest in strip clubs: "He would travel around the island with his friends to see these shows," he added.

Saturday Update
Well, I found out the extent of what she's done. I'm horrified. My daughter has lied so many times that the police are on her case about it and a guy was maybe wrongly locked up for it and now her father is locked up, and swears she's lying about it. I can't believe she would destroy us this way. We're losing our farm, our home, everything we ever dreamed of. My husband won't be able to get out of jail without a $10,000 bond until his hearing the 28th. At that time I intend to go to court with many people and much evidence that shows my daughter for what she really is. It will kill me but I will do it. She needs help. My husband will lose his Paramedic license and both of his full time jobs because of her. Over the last year her grandmother and her brother have both disowned her because of her lying. Now she's fun away with a different guy from the one she scammed more than a thousand dollars from and left that first one cold. She also left us without our farm becau

Double Decker Bus
Two bowling teams, one of all blondes and one of all brunettes, charter a double-decker bus for a weekend bowling tournament in Atlantic City. The brunette team rides in the bottom of the bus and the blonde team rides on the top level. The brunette team down below is having a great time, when one of them realizes she doesn't hear anything from the blondes upstairs. She decides to go up and investigate. When the brunette reaches the top, she finds all the blondes frozen in fear, staring straight ahead. She says, "What the heck is going on up here? We're having a grand time downstairs!" One of the blondes looks up and says, "Yeah, but you've got a driver!"

Thanks For The Memories
THANKS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHOS BEEN THERE ITS GOIN TO BE HARD BUT I WONT BE COMING BACK THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT I THOUGHT WAS THE LOVE TO ME HAS LEFT ME AND I AM UPSET BOUT IT AND IM SO SICK OF FUBAR RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE ON SO I DELETED EVERYBODY NOW AND I DONT WANT TO BE ON ANYMORE SO IF U WANT TO SAY SOMETHIN TO ME LET ME KNOW NOW BEFORE I LOGG OFF.

A Dream.
Walking down a long hall, Lights the way… Red lights glow. To the left… a wall, She wanders down alone. To the right… windows, White curtains the wind billows. Echoing all around… voices, Unable to hear what is said. Two doors at the end… choices, Behind one… those she lead. All around a presence, A vaguely familiar essence. Stalking her from all around, Which door does she pick? Beating fast… her heart pounds, Some where deep within… a tick. Her mind does race… thoughts form, Her heart starts to break… completely torn. On her knees… she hears the spoken words, “You shall serve the wishes of thy lord.”

Bitter Sorrow.
Flaming locks of auburn hair A sheath of bitter black up on his hip. In the sun his sword does glare, As in the wind his hair does whip. Upon the earthen floor he does rest, With her head cradled to his chest. All around her family stands, As the sun glides over the province. Colors pure resting upon the lands, Saved from the darkness’s dominance. But at a price that was far to vast, For her life surely would never last. He gazes out across the plains, Her light fading with the sun rise. He could not help her from their chains, And now he’s left with her demise. Leaning down he whispers softly in her ear, “This is your world, my heart is yours, stay near.” Her eyes slowly open to gaze upon his anxious face, “Why would I go, my love, when I’m safe in this place?”

Sisters Two.
Together they fight, Bloody hands gripping The horizon growing light, Their souls slowly slipping. Fighting a battle in their name, Monsters that couldn‘t be tamed. Together they bled, Blades cutting deep. Behind them are those they lead, All around them monsters creep. The clash of metal being engulfed, Kneeling on the floor… blood coughed. Back to back they look, Dark power growing stronger. Fighting for the innocence they took, Life grows short… battles growing longer. One sister does protect, As power starts to reject. On the ground the oldest hears, “Save yourself,” as the youngest powers sear.

Moving On To Greater Things In Life...
I’ve found out that I am tranferring to a new job site. This will require me moving to Erie, Pa..... So lately I’ve been keeping busy with cleaning out my Stephen’s mother’s basement. That is where we are going to be moving to. The basement will be our new domain. I can’t wait for this new experience. I’ve been to Erie plenty of times, and I’ve enjoyed everytime up there. I love the lake, and I can’t wait to get to the piers... So long to the little townt hat I’ve lived most of my life....I’m on to greater things.... Ciao!

Wanted Leg Operation - Got New Anus
Bit of a bummer A German pensioner is suing a hospital after she checked in for an operation on her leg - and woke up to find she had been given a new anus. The clinic in Hochfranken in Bavaria has suspended the surgical team concerned after they apparently mixed up the notes for two patients. The woman complainant was expecting an operation on her leg, while another patient, suffering from incontinence, was scheduled for surgery on her sphincter. The woman, who still needs to have the leg operation, is planning to sue the hospital and is looking around for another hospital to carry out the work.

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Tooth Is Out, And People Are Hatin...
lol today i had people hatin on my pic but since they were newbs i passed on the favor and actoually ran out of 1's to give the guy, girl jabba the hut hell i dont know after having a tooth pulled im not in a good mood and i made sure i let that idiot know it. so blueeyebaby30147 heres a middle finger to you. bitch!

Texas Tornado
This song sounds a lot like what my ex can do. artist: Tracy Lawrence lyrics title: Texas Tornado album: I See It Now You called me up from Amarillo said you were coming to town I thought I'd like to tell you hello and drive and old friend around I pulled up to the airport confident and cool When you stepped off that plane I knew I was your fool My little Texas tornado blowing me away again I swore it wouldn't happen again but I looked at you and then I'm like a tumbleweed in a wild west Texas wind You're blowing me away again You're lying with me in Atlanta it's such a beautiful lie You play me like a piano I always let you get by I know I'll go through hell girl when you find someone else But right now I'm in heaven and I can't help myself My little Texas tornado... [ steel ] I'm like a tumbleweed in a wild west Texas wind You're blowing me away again Texas tornado blowing me away again I swore it wouldn't happen again but I looked at you and then

Listen Up Guys
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.

My Mumm Was Deleted!
Ok - I don't get it. I didn't see anything offensive or NSFW in my MUMM. I asked if pick-up lines work. There were a lot of votes and responses. Seemed like a lot of people had some witty things to say. Then I get a message telling my that my MUMM has been deleted because it violated the TOS by either being NSFW or offensive. What the heck? Why would the fu-ministration delete the whole thing instead of the comments they may have found offensive? What a bunch of douche-baggery!! I see more offensive things on people's profile than anything posted on the MUMM. Look at some of the comments on people's profiles - showing people fucking on "Happy HumpDay", and women getting their pussy eaten on "Thirsty Thursday", yet I ask a question and some a-hole decides it is NSFW. Dumb-asses! You want NSFW? Go here http://www.hai2u.com or www.2girls1cup.com or www.goatse.ch THOSE are NSFW.

Woman Vs, Man
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM. Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM. I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

2nd Alarm Hottie Twats Going Down
whats with all these skanks from 2nd alarm hotties dropping like flies all of a sudden? i hear cause of to much drama. and they say they dont have any. IMAO. it's bout time these twats are finally falling apart. i fucking love it.

Truly, Madly, Deeply By Savage Garden
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, JIMM!!!! I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me... And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I want to stand with you on a mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... Bridge Oh can't you see i

If I Could Make A Living, By Clay Walker
I LOVE YOU JIMM!!!! If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you I’d be a millionaire in a week or two I’d be doin’ what I love and lovin’ what I do If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you Early every mornin’ when the sun comes up I’m punchin’ that clock on the wall Breakin’ my back just to make a buck Wishin’ I was in your arms If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you I’d be a millionaire in a week or two I’d be doin’ what I love and lovin’ what I do If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you I could work all day and feel right at home Lovin’ that 8 to 5 And never have to leave you here alone When I’m workin’ overtime If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you I’d be a millionaire in a week or two I’d be doin’ what I love and lovin’ what I do If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’ you I’d be a millionaire in a week or two I’d be doin’ what I love and lovin’ what I do If I could make a livin’ out of lovin’

Masquerades, By Onesto Jennifer
It's my time to imitate the scene Feel his shadow falling down Falling down on me Masquerades will show me Show me what is real It takes my hand and I can feel Show me what to feel show me what is real 'Cause I'm living in a room now Welcome to my masquerade Sunlight shows his shadow on the wall I feel his touch begin to fall Falling down on me I lay my head back slowly Whispers come to me Gently now I can see Shadows come to me Love comes to me 'Cause I'm living in a room now Welcome to my masquerade Rescue me catch me from the fall Let me dream of him until I hear him call Let him kiss me softly His shadows in the rain Let him kiss me in the rain Touch me in the rain Move me in the rain 'Cause I'm living in a room now Welcome to my masquerade 'Cause I'm living in a room now Welcome to my masquerade

November Rain, By Guns N Roses
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...o

I Cross My Heart, By George Strait
DEDICATED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, JIMM!!! Our love is unconditional, We knew it from the start. I see it in your eyes, You can feel it from my heart. >From here on after, Let's stay the way we are right now. And share all the love and laughter, That a lifetime, Will allow. I cross me heart, And promise to, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true. In all the world, You'll never find, A love as true, As mine. You will always be the miracle, That makes my life complete. And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make yours juat as sweet. As we look into the future, It's as far as we can see. So let's make each tomorrow, Be the best, That it can be. I cross me heart, And promise to, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true. In all the world, You'll never find, A love as true, As mine. And if along the way, We find a day, It starts to storm, You've got the promise of my love, To keep you warm. In all t

Carrying Your Love With Me, By George Strait
Baby all I got is this beat up leather bad And everything I own don't fill up half but don't you worry 'bout the way I pack All I care about is gettin' back real soon A goodbye kiss is all I need from you -- 'cause I'm carrying your love with me West Virginia down to Tennessee I'll be movin' with the good Lord's speed Carrying your love with me... It's my strength for holding on Every minute that I have to be gone I'll have everything I'll ever need I'm carrying your love with me On a lonely highway stuck out in the rain Darlin' all I have to do, is speak your name The clouds roll back and the waters part The sun starts shinin' in my heart for you You're right there in everything I do... 'cause I'm carrying your love with me West Virginia down to Tennessee I'll be movin' with the good Lord's speed Carrying your love with me... It's my strength for holding on Every minute that I have to be gone I'll have everything I'll ever need I'm carrying your love wit

Dance With My Father, By Luther Vandross
This is dedicated to the best Dad in the world. I miss you and love Daddy! 1/23/35-3/11/87 Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my mother and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I knew for sure I was loved If I could get another chance Another walk, another dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again Ooh, ooh When I and my mother would disagree To get my way I would run from her to him He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah Then finally make me do just what my mama said Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he Would be gone from me If I could steal one final glance One final step, one final dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end ‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with m

(i Could Only) Whisper Your Name, By Harry Connick Jr.
Somebody was spreading rumors 'Bout better days a comin Why was I hummin As if I knew One and the same But I just whispered your name Somebody was sayin something 'Bout there being an end to tyranny But when they asked me What would I do... If that day came I only whispered your name Everyone got their own opinion And protects their own dominion No doubt for them it's true But I tell them what I really believe My only worry is protecting you No one should ever be lonely We'd all find somebody to care Ask me if I dare To answer who... Could carry that flame I'd just whisper your name

Tonight's The Night, By Rod Stewart
Dedicated the love that Jimm and I share!! Stay away from my window Stay away from my back door too Disconnect the telephone line Relax baby and draw that blind Kick off your shoes and sit right down Loosen off that pretty French gown Let me pour you a good long drink Ooh baby don't you hesitate cause Tonights the night It's gonna be alright Cause I love you girl Ain't nobody gonna stop us now C'mon angel my hearts on fire Don't deny your man's desire You'd be a fool to stop this tide Spread your wings and let me come inside Tonights the night It's gonna be alright Cause I love you girl Ain't nobody gonna stop us now Don't say a word my virgin child Just let your inhibitions run wild The secret is about to unfold Upstairs before the night's too old Tonights the night It's gonna be alright Cause I love you woman Ain't nobody gonna stop us now

All My Life, By K Ci And Jojo
I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father, Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing All my life I pray for someone like you I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I pray for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do, love me too Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger, You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! All my life, I pray for someone like you, I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I pray for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do, love me You're all that I've ever known, your smil

Only God Knows Why, By Kid Rock
I've been sittin' here trying to find myself i get behind myself i need to rewind myself looking for the payback listen for the playback they say that every man bleeds just like me and i feel like number one but yet i'm last in line i watch my younger son and it helps to pass the time i take to many pills it helps to ease the pain i made a couple dollar bills but still i feel the same everybody knows my name they say it way out loud a lot of folks fuck with me it's hard to hang out in crowds i guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like i am out skirt stands and one night stands still i can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things i say and do they don't understand about the shit that i've been through, it's been so long since i've been home i've been gone, i've been gone for way too long maybe i forgot all the things I miss Oh somehow I know there's more to life than

Lose Yourself, By Eminem
[Intro] Look, if you had one shot or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted in one moment Would you capture it or just let it slip? [Verse 1] Yo, his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy There is vomit on his sweater already Moms forgettin' he's nervous But on the surface he looks calm and ready To drops bombs, but he keeps on forgetting What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud He opens his mouth but the words won't come out He's choking, how? Everybody's jokin' now The clock's run out, time's up, over BLOW! Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked, he's so mad But he won't give up that easy, no he won't have it He knows his whole back's to these ropes It don't matter, he's dope, he knows that But he's broke, he's so sad that he knows When he goes back to this mobile home That's when it's back to the lab again, yo This whole rhapsody, better go capture this moment And hope it don't collapse on him

What This Site Was For...
This is my one and only blog for this website. I really don't know how to move in it but I did find blogs and as most know I love to write blogs. I don't really have any friends on here and the only reason we are even on this website is because a long time ago we use to keep a check on my boyfriends kids. This was the only way to find out what was going on in there lives. Sad I know but that is just how it is. Now we don't use it at all. The emails go to my boyfriends email address and then he just calls me to check and see what was sent. You will see a lot of comments from his ex wife but don't mind her. She is still upset with my boyfriend. She means no harm. Its gotten better over the past year but things haven't really changed much. She lives in her world and we live in ours. We don't contact each other at all and wouldn't now if she didn't write a comment on here to send it to my bf's email. O well though thats the way it goes. My boyfriend hasn't seen or talked to h

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Across The Pages Of Time
Across The Pages of Time An ageless dance of love A melody of joy and laughter Two souls merge in eternity Soaring ever higher and higher Through the mist and veils The inner light of freedom beckons Two hearts join as one Souls entwined through eternity Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Just Like A Pill, By Pink
Something you should know about Just Like A Pill Lyrics Title: Pink - Just Like A Pill lyrics Artist: Pink Visitors: 11164 visitors have hited Just Like A Pill Lyrics since Dec 28, 2007. Print: Pink - Just Like A Pill Lyrics print version >> Download "Pink" Music > Complimentary "Just Like A Pill" Ringtone

Aloha Dump Cake
Aloha Dump Cake Prep: 10 min, Cook: 45 min. 2-1/3 cups canned crushed pineapple, undrained 1/2 lb. flaked coconut 1 package yellow cake mix 1 cup unsalted butter, cut into small pieces Preheat oven to 350°F. Pour pineapple and juice into a greased 9x13 inch baking pan. Evenly distribute coconut over pineapple. Sprinkle cake mix over top and spread evenly. Cover surface with butter. Do not mix. Bake 45 minutes until top is browned. Cool before cutting into squares. This recipe serves 12 people. Due to the nature of this recipe, it adjusts the number of servings in multiples of 12 only. Per serving: calories 462, fat 32.7g, 61% calories from fat, cholesterol 41mg, protein 3.8g, carbohydrates 42.8g, fiber 3.9g, sugar 37.3g, sodium 299mg, diet points 11.7. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Italian Crock Pot Stew
Italian Crock Pot Stew 2 Tbl olive oil 3/4 pound sweet Italian sausage, broken into bites 3/4 pound hot Italian sausage, broken into bites 2 small, six inch zucchini cut into one half inch rings 1 red, yellow or orange bell pepper cut into one-inch chunks 1/2 a medium onion cut into chunks (it will fall apart later) 1 tsp garlic (jar garlic is fine) 28 oz chopped Italian tomatoes. I use canned organic with the juice 2 tsp Italian spice blend 8 oz thickly sliced large button mushrooms; or small button mushrooms cut in half 11/2 cups Italian cheese blend 4 Tbl of fresh basil cut into thin slices (a.k.a chiffonade) Optional: Cooked pasta - your choice of noodle. Penne, rigatoni, fettuccine, or other. On the side: Garlic bread and salad Put the broken up sausage and the olive oil in a large sauté pan. Toss. Cook on medium high until both sides of the sausage are browned. You don't need to cook the sausage all the way through. It will finish in the crock pot.

Pork Steaks Italiano
Pork Steaks Italiano Prep: 5 min, Marinate: 3:00, Cook: 15 min. 1 cup Italian dressing 4 pork shoulder blade steaks Place pork in a shallow dish and pour dressing over. Cover and marinate in refrigerator, turning occasionally, 3 hours or overnight. Prepare grill or broiler. Remove pork, reserving marinade. Grill or broil 6 minutes, basting occasionally with reserved marinade. Turn and grill another 6-7 minutes, basting, until just cooked through. Per serving: calories 452, fat 38.7g, 78% calories from fat, cholesterol 109mg, protein 23.8g, carbohydrates 0.5g, fiber 0.0g, sugar 0.5g, sodium 120mg, diet points 12.8. Dietary Exchanges: Milk: 0.0, Vegetable: 0.0, Fruit: 0.0, Bread: 0.0, Lean meat: 3.9, Fat: 6.0, Sugar: 0.0, Very lean meat protein: 0.0 view detailed nutritional information

A Auction For Sweet
TAKE A LOOK, MAKE A BID!! I am hosting an auction running until Friday, March 28, and I have some awesome people already entered, still time for more to enter and join in the fun. I have listed the few rules that must be followed at all times below: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed from the auction immediately and blocked. (4) Anything can be bid; fubucks, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Highest bid wins with final decision being up to the person being bid on. (5) For simplicity, fubucks will be used for total tabulation, with conversion listed below: Stickey Bulletin = $250,000 1 Ticker = $250,000 1 Day Blast = $375,000 3 Day Blast = $600,000 7 Day Blast = $1,000,000 30 Day Blast = $2,500,000 Happy Hour = $5,000,000 To enter, send

”on The Wings Of An Angel”
”On the Wings of an Angel” On this winter day in January A gentle wind blew across the land Reaching out to take a hand For on the winds the angels came Calling out a mother’s name. Left behind, were the children and grandchildren’s tears Loving memories of the years Of joy and love, a life well spent And now to God a mother/grandmother has been sent. On angel's wings, a heavenly flight The journey home, towards the light To those who weep, a life is gone But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn. –Tammy Oates Welch, 01-28-02 Dedicated in memory of Jimmie Lou Bell Oates {Granny}

"old Family Homestead"
The old family homestead is in sight as I round the bend in my mind. Oh, the days of children laughing, the clank of horse shoes, softball being played in the field, hide and go seek, chasing lighting bugs in the dark for what seemed like hours. Family gatherings, enough food to feed an army of a thousand, ice cream churns humming a little song, sweet watermelon juice running down my chin to my shirt, giggling as my hands stuck together, mud holes in the drive big enough for ten to swim in after a summer rain, being a child it was almost impossible not to at least get one foot wet as the adults yelled that we were going to catch pneumonia, for a child that seemed like the most illogical statement ever made. The sound of the front door slamming, children and grandchildren gathered on the front porch catching up on the week’s gossip, the adults discussing the cost of living, and who died this past week. Horse riding on Sunday afternoons, children lined up arguing over who would be next,

Gone
this place is worse then myspace, I never thought that was possible! but yeah unlike most of the emo induced bulletins i see about people leaving, this one has nothing to do with not being apart of some interweb click or some slore breaking my heart. it's simply because you all need to be raped and tortured for being such mindless sheep... this site is seriously a fucking joke and it's mind boggling how many people use it and take it so fucking seriously. "home of the online happy hour" gimmie a break. eat shit faggots!

Staind - Its Been Awhile
It's been a while Since I could Hold my head up high And It's been a while Since I First saw you And It's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And It's been a while Since I can say That I wasn't addicted and It's been a while Since I can say I love myself as well and It's been a while Since I've gone And fucked things up Just like I always do and it's been a while But all that shit seems to Disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I'm gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile Since I could Look at myself straight And it's been a while Since I said I'm sorry And it's bee

I Have A Dream
Iranian president Mahmud Ahmadinejad calls President Bush and tells him: 'George, I had a wonderful dream last night. I could see America, the whole beautiful country, and on each house I saw a banner. 'What did it say on the banners?' Bush asks. Mahmud replies,'UNITED STATES OF IRAN. 'Bush says, 'You know, Mahmud, I am really happy you called, because believe it or not, last night I had a similar dream. I could see all of Tehran, and it was more beautiful than ever, and on each house flew an enormous banner. 'What did it say on the banners?' Mahmud asks. Bush replies, 'I don't know. I can't read Hebrew.'

Yet Even More Sex?
Pervalicious {per-va-lish-us} ~Adjective~ 1. Acknowledged by the individual or individuals in question as unnatural sexual thought,word, or activity, but still immensely enjoyed by them. ~Example~ I'm feeling extremely Pervalicious this evening!

In My Dreams
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRATIC OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning, I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is NOW time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The second list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, for

Give Me Forever (i Do)
Looking out I see And I know just how much you're a part of me I see you and I, together in life So there's nothing I wouldn't do, To make you my wife. (Chorus) Won't you give me forever to show all of the love I have here for you. And if you give me my reason for living To love you, I love you, I do. Whoo... With this ring i'm bound And I'll promise that I'll never let you down. To family and friends and the Lord up above. I will swear I'll be true to you, And give you my love. (Chorus) Won't you give me forever to show All of the love I have here for you. And if you give me my reason for living To love you, I love you, I do.

Leaving
leaving the site...once i figure out how to do so. i have a bf i love and dont need to look like some internet whore...besides most people on here are looking for a internet fuck...thats not what im into so adios

How To Build A Wonderful Life
How To Build a Wonderful Life Top 5 Ways to Build a Wonderful Life 1. Live Below Your Means There will always be temptation to forsake the future for immediate gratification. We all want to buy that new piece of technology, treat ourselves to an expensive night on the town, or take out a loan for the flashy car we can’t afford. It might feel great at the time but rash spending hurts a lot later on. Enjoy life’s simple pleasures and save as much as you can. Expensive things don’t create lasting happiness and security. Careful spending will bring you greater leisure and enjoyment in the long run. 2. Put Your Money to Work Saving is great, but to make the most of your money you need to put it to work. Good investments can be the difference between retiring in your 40’s or in your 60’s. A post today at The Simple Dollar really got me thinking. According to [1] Trent’s projections, if a person in their early 20’s invests 20% of their inc

Mute
Hesitancy smothers my lips, holding back the secrets I hide. Doubt crawls through my veins, second guessing each thought on my mind. I can feel the hair on my neck rise, as my head and heart argue the truth. I'm incapable of being sure of myself, It feels as if there's nothing else I can do. I've found my words are useless, me speaking is just a waste. You dont need to pretend to listen, I have nothing left to say. My eyes have lost all interest, any care has been left behind. My voice is void of emotion, all my thoughts trapped safely inside. Nothing seems to matter anymore, everything's just another part of the game. So go ahead, think what you want; keep believing the smile stuck on my face

Grandpa..
A young man was walking down the street when he noticed his grandpa sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, with nothing on from the waist down. "Grandpa, what are you doing?" he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance and did not answer him. "Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. The old man slyly looked at him and said, "Well, last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. This was your Grandma's idea."