Another Time, Another Day
As I sit and try, I ponder what to say. It's hard to get my feelings down and show you in this way. I don't know what to write, these words, they just don't fit. I'm trying my hardest, I really am, just bare with me a bit. I want to tell you I love you, but, not in those words. I want something more meaningful, these phrases, they sound absurd. I want you to know, in my own way, just how my heart really feels. So I'll sit and try making sure someone's words I don't dare steal. Come, give me your hand. I'll place it on my heart. I want you to feel it breaking every moment we're apart. It beats with your thought, it aches for your touch. If my heart had its own way, you it would always clutch. It's made me change my thoughts, and somehow, my silly little ways. It makes me think of your cute smile, without losing another day. It's made me realize if love is lost, that we can always be friends. Tho, in the bottom of

How To Be Mature
How to Be Mature Finding yourself acting young? Or childish? Do you want to make a change to your lifestyle? If so, this article is for you. [edit] Steps 1. Tone down your fashions. First impressions do count. * You can still wear brightly colored clothes, but look at the fit and the style. * Wear sophisticated things, but express your style with piece that is a little more funny or wild, for example, big sunglasses, kitten heels, or a crazy tie. * Wear more tailored clothing, more put together. 2. Use manners. Try to be courteous without being stuffy or inflexible. * When meeting new people, shake their hand. A solid grip, but not too hard, two pumps of the hand and let go. Don't look at your hands; look them in the eye. Repeat their name and make an effort to remember it. * Avoid interrupting people during conversation; people find this irritating. * Don't play with things, look away, or fidget. 3. Th

Price Of Oil
Just for all the people to know that the price of oil is controlled by the democratic run Senate.We have well that have oil,but are not being used.It helps people in the oild field to have high paying jobs to have the price so high. We have not built a new "Refinery"in America since the compition in 1972.The Senate will not bring up or vote on anyone building another one till you make them! I don't hear anyone running for office talking about this.So no one is going to solove our problem till you slap the "Media"in the face,and tell them no more lies! We have more oil than we can put in the refineries here.You paying higher prices for the already refined gas being imported from other countries! Ask a working employee of a "Production Platform".I have many friends and relatives working the area.We have whole platforms "Capped"off while everyone is telling you that we need to drill more.

Holy Crap This Man Just Gave Away The Election.
Not even a day earlier McCain used experience as a reason why Obama wasn't qualified. Then turns around and picks the least qualified of all prospects for V.P. Sarah Palin. Does the name Condeleeza Rice ring a bell? I suppose he'll bring on Pamela Anderson for Health and Human services.

Music
Lynyrd Skynyrd are reportedly eyeing an early-2009 release for their next studio album, says guitarist Rickey Medlocke. The band has spent the last year recording with a surprising choice — Marilyn Manson/Rob Zombie guitarist John 5 — and hope to spend the latter portion of 2008 in the studio to finish recording the new album, the band’s first since 2003’s maligned Vicious Cycle. “We’ve been doing quite a bit of writing with John 5,” Medlocke said. “While everybody thought, ‘My god, you are going to write with this guy? How is that ever going to work?’ But this guy came in and is really multi-talented in all genres.” Two of the songs expected to make the track list are the dark “Floyd” and the uptempo “Bang, Bang.” Lynyrd Skynyrd is not the first classic rock artist that John 5 has worked with. He recently wrote and performed on Kiss frontman Paul Stanley's 2006 solo effort Live To Win. The band is currently on the road sharing co-headlining duties with Rev. Run of Run D

What Kinda Soldier Am I
Which soldier type are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as MedicYou're a medic. Not really into fighting people, but prefer to help and heal. Your a caring person who generally wants to help, but not fight. But instead you heal the injured. Your a brave person, but most people generally regard you as foolish because of the risks you take to help others. But you don't care because your a battlefield medic, and saving lives is your business. READY, CLEAR!!!! Medic 94%Combat Infantry/Armor 88%Artillery/Aircraft 88%Support Gunner 75%Officer 69%Engineer 69%Special Ops 63%Civilian 19%

Satanic Sins
1. Stupidity—The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism. It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. Satanists must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid. 2. Pretentiousness—Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not. 3. Solipsism—Can be very dangerous for Satanists. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you

The Satanic Statements
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence! 2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams! 3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit! 4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! 5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek! 6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires! 7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all! 8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification! 9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

Satanism And Self-transformation
Adherents to "life-denying" religions are often regarded as self-abnegating in their devotion to their own servility. LaVey's Satanic creed viewed religion as promoting an impersonal relationship with what the churches referred to as "God". Satanism was presented as an opportunity to self-identify with one's own concept of God. Great attention was paid to details gleaned from Noir films like White Heat and The Big Sleep in creating one's ideal Self from deliberately invoked forms. Satanism encourages a follower of the religion to grow throughout their life as they see fit.

Amon
Amon. Hva kommer splittelsen mellom sjel og legme i kristendommen av? Vi har sett på korsfestelsen i forhold til Egypt og at Jesus ganske sikkert var kjent med guden Amon som en gud isrealittene var kjent med og knyttet til i Egypt. "Du kan ikke tjene både Gud og Mammon" tyder på det. Men utsagnet sier også noe. Slaktingen av påskelammet har her en betydning. Det er der splittelsen i sjel/legme kommer inn. Hvis vi ser Jesus som en tilknytning til Isis går det an å si at han legger av seg det fysiske. Han fornekter slaktingen av lammet. Slik kan det ihvertfall se ut fra et kristent ståsted hvis man forsøker å forestille seg det. Men vi må huske på at Jesus ikke "tror" på Amon. Han mener at ofringen innebærer at de andre gjør det. Hvis vi ser ofringen som en tradisjon bygget på en glemt historie er den ikke noe mere enn det. Men hva hvis vi ser på situasjonen som om Jesus hadde rett? Da innebærer det en ofring av et lam til Amon. Hvorfor skulle Amon være interessert i de

Judas, Osiris Og Seth
Ux er Judas. Det var løsningen stående overfor total forsvarsløshet mot lille England på 60-tallet. Og stående overfor resten av verden som kulturbærere av det de prøvde å bygge opp som sitt eget. Det innebærer en innsikt i at man selv ikke er noen ting uten å stjele det fra motparten. Og det innebærer til slutt en Matrix-virkelighet hvor resten av verden er mentalt slavebundet til forlystelse og mental energi til en lomme av verden uten egen eksistens. Problemet er at dette kan pågå lenge. Det er vanskelig å se sin egen hjelpeløshet når det er så mye å ta av. Og der kommer Russland inn som et speilbilde på Ux's situasjon. Hvordan kan Russland få sin egen identitet? Hvordan kan de oppnå den storheten som landet tilsier? Russland er sånn sett Ux's ørken. Vi har derfor en avlagt myte som andre fritt kan bruke som de vil. Inntil de finner et bedre bilde på seg selv. Og vi kan se litt nærmere på Osiris og Seth. Har vi noen gode bilder på dem idag?

Egypts Historie
Egypts historie handler om Isis som gudinne. Og det handler om kvinners forhold til henne. Det er hovedproblemet i øyeblikket hun er funnet. Hun kunne uansett ikke nås direkte og det er årsaken til faraoenes møte med henne som en representant. Et av problemene med (de mannlige) faraoene er motviljen mot å gi fra seg makt. Kvinner kom i en fiendestilling overfor Isis sett fra menns ståsted. Derfor er Egypts religion dels bygget opp for opprettholdelsen av menns møte med gudinnen. Osiris, Seth og Isis er det mest opplagte. Det foregikk og foregår en mannlig kamp om makt, men også om kvinner. Dette fører til et ønske om kamp om makt om Gudinnen noe som ikke er mulig. I myten om Osiris ligger et forsøk på å unngå blodige kamper om Isis. Det var et utall av guder innenfor landets grenser og de hadde forskjellige funksjoner, og de fleste av dem ble skildret i dyrs skikkelse. Dette kan dels henge sammen med tradisjonelle guder i omerådene rundt og motarbeiding mot en for nær kn

The Wind Began To Owl
Det Hendrix makter å få frem i sin del av diskusjonen er Howl. "The howls are not as they seem" som David Lynch sier det. Men hva betyr det? Vi har den vanlige oppsetningen med en konge og en kjeltring. Og vi har noen haremsdamer som skurken er interessert i. Hendrix også forresten. Men Hendrix er ikke BARE interessert i alt gullet og dronningene han kan fakke med seg og det er poenget her. Vi har beveget oss fra en amerikansk Jesus-Judas oppstilling til Egypt. Også i Egypt har vi historien om Osiris og grisen Seth som dreper ham for å fakke Isis. Den som kommer for å opprette orden i Egypt er Osiris sønn. Horus. Han blir skildret som en Falk. Hadde vi skulle fortsatt den mytologien kan vi si at Hendrix er en falk. Men det er han ikke og den mytologien er også fortalt for mange ganger. Vi skal fortelle historien om kvinners forhold til Isis og i det ligger den kvinnelige Grisens svik og mord. Det trengs derfor en Ugle som et bilde på roens gjenoppretning. En Hedw

Amon (miss)
Vi har dermed kommet et stykke på vei i problemstillingen. Amon som guddomm var hovedguden i Egypt helt til han ble usynliggjort totalt i Re. Det er en sannsynlighet for at han ligger som et kollektivt bilde hos oss som et problem. Djevelen som Geit har ingen andre referanser. Vi vet at isrealittene slaktet lam i templet. Og vi vet at Jesus setter opp problemstillingen i deres religiøsitet at de ikke kan tjene både Gud og Mammon. Hvis vi tenker oss at Jesus tjener Isis da må det nødvendigvis kunne tolkes som at jødene også gjør dette. Hadde de ikke tjent Gudinnen ville det ikke vært noen hensikt å diskutere med dem. Det er mulig å tenke seg at de er Amon-tilbedere (perioden de bodde i Egypt var høydepunktet i Amon-dyrkningen), men også at de bruker henvisningen til Amon dels som å distansere seg fra Egypt som minne. Problemet med dette er deres mannlige Gud. Hadde de forlatt Egypt med en antydning til Gullkalv-dyrkning ville Okse, Ku, Kalv el.l vært fortalt på en annen måte

Godess Jackie
Jackie was just a red rose. Speeding away. Hvis Dylan måtte bruke Jackie Miller som sitt grunnlag da brukte han en prostituert som mytologisk hovedfigur i sitt angrep mot England. Og det var en bra løsning. Hvis vi ser henne som Amon. Og at målet var å knuse England som motstander. Igjen ser vi at Dylan bruker et mannlig utgangspunkt. Nico er en kvinnelig Anubis sett fra et mannlig ståsted. Jackie en kvinnelig Amon sett fra det samme. Vil en prostituert hovedgud falle i smak hos kvinner? Muligens. Ihvertfall i den grad hun er noe mer enn det. Dylan hadde avslørt jødenes grunnlag. Chava var en jødisk prostituert i Egypt som tok rotta på den egyptiske mytologien. Chava er en bibelsk heltinne. Men hun er en heltinne som opprettholder det mannlige hegemoniet. Hun var dødsstøtet for Egypt og derfor også for en løsning på kvinners forhold til Gudinnen. Det er dermed på tide å se på prostitusjon som et angrep på mannlig makthegemoni. De Sade bruker også det poenget i Ju

Amon Resethisis
Jackie was just a red rose. Speeding away. Vi kan derfor sette opp følgende skisse: Amon-Re Amon-Isis Amon-Seth Amon-Re er forsøket på å holde et spørsmål oppe. Det er viten om undergangen. Re som solgud dreper Isis. Faraoene brukte Ramses-navnet som en oppveining av det faktumet under den siste perioden av Egypts historie. Amon-Isis er bevegelsens forening med målet. Kvinnen er gudommelig i seg selv. Tempelhoren. Det igjen medfører en mannlig Gud (Isis blir skjult og fornektet), moraitet og fornekting av seksualiteten. Og det fører mot moralens motsetning. Målet er glemt, men grunnen til dette er at kvinnen allerede er fremme. Hun har ingen gudinne å bevege seg mot. Gudinnen er skjult i hennes ønske om uskyldighet og hennes mannlige Gud. Halliken er Jahve eller minnet om en misbrukende farsfigur. Amon-Seth Dette er en Nietzscheansk tilnærming til problemet. Den setter både Egypt, Israel og den vestlige verden på hodet. Vi fornekter dermed at Amon holdes oppe a

Det Logiske Problem
Og da er vi framme ved poenget. Har du kalt din mor en gris noen gang? Ikke i vilt sinne? Ikke engang til din far mens du skulte til hans kone? Egypterne sto ved det stoppestedet. Isis var morsgudinnen. Ved å flytte mytologien over fra et mannlig ståsted til et kvinnelig via Amon førte det til en logisk (og riktig) sirkelbevegelse som endte hos grisen Seth. Vi kan gå utfra at Seth og Osiris også er et bilde på far-sønn problematikken. Og det ville uansett førte assosiasjonen med Amon og Seth til bildet på mor-datter. Og det igjen måtte føre til bildet av moren som gris til Isis som Gris. Grunnlaget for religionen var en sagablott. Imidlertid finnes det flere problemer som dukker opp ved tilnærmingen kvinnens vei mot Gudinnen.

Sfinxens Gåte
Sfinxens Gåte. Hva består gåten av? "Hvem kan nå fram til Isis som kvinne?" Det finnes ingen andre spørsmål og mytologien peker mot det i seg selv. Hvis vi ser nærmere på Jack-Al eller Sjakalen på norsk så ser vi at den lever i varige parforhold. Isis liker ikke noe tull der. Hverken Væren, Grisen eller Katten har et nogenlunde monogamt liv. De er bare stadier på veien. Sjakalen er et aspekt av Osiris og dermed også av oss som kristne hvis vi ser Jesus i forhold til den egyptiske mytologien. Fyren har løvemanke. Han peker rett ned til "?" Vi søker derfor et mytologisk møtepunkt mellom Anubis implisitt i kvinnens møte med Isis.

Night Is When I Think Of You
I think of you at night mostly, when the worlds quiet and still. My dream are filled your loving face and your caring embrace. you put happiness into my heart and joy into my soul. I'll doou anything to keep you come what will. I love you more than I have ever loved another. Although I cannot always say. But I look to the days ahead when I will be given the chance to show you come what may. There are days when I feel so strong for you I can not express the words to say. So when you lay awake at night, know that I lay awake in a bed just like yours thinking the same thing. You've changed life as I know it for me. A love that I though would never come to be. But here it, in front of me. This love I will treasure until the end. I want it to be you, I first see in the morning light, and the last person I see come night. I want to spend my life with you every day, because I want it to be your eyes I look into at mornings first breath, and I want you to be the last person I see when the

Time Goes On . . .
Something I've been thinking about for bit now so here it goes. There are a few people that I've chosen to distance myself from, well there are reasons for this. I have evolved from what I was. I know who my real friends are, and some people have proved that they are not "real friends".They are protecting people that are hurting people that are close to me. Well in thinking about, I do believe that some have no idea what they are doing. Here is the great thing. I don't give a fuck how close I was to ANY of them. That was the past now I have no reason to care about them anymore. I'm sick of this high school shit. It's kind of funny EMO they have become over the years. All they want is pity, shit when self pity has become a your favorite hobby you should just kill yourself. However there is one thing worse. Getting on my bad side. Now it's turned in to systematic elimination time. One by one your all going to drop like flies. The great thing is I will not loss sleep over it. So t

We Live In The Land Of The Free, Only Because Of The Brave
HOW MUCH LONGER DO WE HAVE? This is the most interesting thing I've read in a long time. The sad thing, you can see it coming. I have heard about this democracy countdown. It is interesting to see it in print. God help us, not that we deserve it. How Long Do We Have? About the time our original thirteen states adopted their new constitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh , had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some 2,000 years earlier: "A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government." "A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury." "From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, whic

La =you Should Know!!
If Hurricane Katrina causing the levees to break in New Orleans is the only thing you know about Louisiana, here are a few more interesting facts about the Bayou State : *Louisiana has the tallest state capitol building in the nation at 450 feet * The Louisiana Superdome in New Orleans is the largest enclosed stadium in the world. * The Lake Pontchartrain Causeway is the longest over-water bridge in the world at 23.87 miles. * Louisiana's 6.5 million acres of wetlands are the greatest wetland area in America. * The oldest city in the Louisiana Purchase Territory is Natchitoches, Louisiana founded in 1714. * The first bottler of Coca-Cola, Joseph Biedenharn, lived in Monroe, Louisiana and was one of the founders of Delta Air Lines, initially called Delta Air Service. * Delta Airlines got its start in Monroe, Louisiana when Parish Agent, C.E. Woolman, decided to try dusting the Boll Weevil that was destroying the cotton crops in the Mississippi River Delta

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Song Of The Day - 09/02/08 - The Rocky Horror Picture Show - Da Time Warp!!! (ahhhhhh Wtf Is Wrong Wit Me Edition)
The Time Warp - The Rocky Horror Picture Show It's astounding; Time is fleeting; Madness takes it's toll. But listen closely . . . Not for very much longer I've got to keep control. I remember doing the time warp Drinking those moments when The blackness would hit me And a void would be calling . . . Let's do the time warp again. Let's do the time warp again. It's just a jump to the left And a step to the right With your hands on your hips You bring your knees in tight But it's the pelvic thrust That really drives you insane Let's do the time warp again It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me So you can't see me, no, not at all In another dimension, with voyeristic intention Well secluded, I see all With a bit of a mind flip You're into the time slip And nothing can ever be the same You're spaced out on sensation Like you're under sedation Let's do the time warp again Well I was walkin down the street just havin a think When this snake of a g

Goodbye
i am leaving fubar, just grew tired of it. hope you all have a goodtime.

Song Of The Day - 09/02/08 - Mudvayne - Happy??? (nope Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Happy - MudvayneVIDEO VERSION BELOW Happy - MudvayneLYRICS BELOW In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressured center rising My life overturned What dare the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? (Are you) Happy? (Are you) Happy? Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release? What sets me fre

Song Of The Day - 09/02/08 - Tori Amos - 1000 Oceans (last Call For Drinks Edition)
1000 Oceans (2006 Remastered LP Version) - Tori Amos These tears I've cried I've cried 1000 oceans And if it seems I'm floating in the darkness Well, I can't believe that I would keep Keep you from flying And I would cry 1000 more If that's what it takes To sail you home Sail you home Sail you home I'm aware what the rules are But you know that I will run You know that I will follow you Over silbury hill Through the solar field You know that I will follow you And if I find you Will you still remeber Playing at trains Or does this litte blue ball Just fade away Over silbury hill Through the solar field You know that I will follow you I'm aware what the rules are But you know that I will run You know that I will follow you These tears I've cried I've cried 1000 oceans And if it seems I'm floating in the darkness Well I can't believe that I would keep Keep you from flying So I will cry 1000 more If that's what it takes To sail you home Sail yo

Patience
Shed a tear cause I'm missin' you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think bout you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt you're in my heart now Said "Woman, take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience" (patience) Mmmm, yeah I sit here on the stairs Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now I'll wait dear Sometimes I get so tense but I can't speed up the time But you know love there's one more thing to consider Said woman take it slow and things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said sugar take the time cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes to make it We won't fake it, I'll never break it Cause I can't take it (whistle) Little patience, mmm yeah, mm yeah Need a little patience, yeah Just a little patience, yeah Some more patience, yeah Could use some patience, yeah Gotta have some patience, yeah All

Relationships And Life
It isn't that often that your life just suddenly clicks, and everything gets better than you could've asked for. That happened little over a month ago, when Amy, the woman I was with 2 years prior that I ran to and away from. And I know the reason why I did what I did, and that part of my life is left behind. erin, my ex, lied to me for years and I lost my mind trying to see through her bullshit and see the truth lying benath. She thought someday I would wake up and be a COMPLETELY different guy.....And of course, that doesn't happen....and so when that completely fell apart, (cuz she lied to me after I ran away from her, yea she lied AGAIN..)so i stuck myself into a solitudive state, I always want to coin the spiritual term of Shaman to what I became. And I found myself being happy as who I really am was when I was with Amy years prior...So yes, many desperate prayers were said to bring back that part of my life so it may become the future..And months past, I played video games

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09/03/08 - Anberlin - Paperthin Hymn (will Daybreak Ever Come Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Paper Thin Hymn - Anberlin VIDEO VERSION BELOW Anberlin - Paperthin Hymn [HQ] - Anberlin LYRICS BELOW When your only friends are hotel rooms Hands are distant lullabies If I could turn around I would tonight These roads never seemed so long Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone Will daybreak ever come? Who's gonna call on Sunday morning? Who's gonna drive you home? I just want one more chance To put my arms in fragile hands I thought you said forever Over and over A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion These thoughts run through my head Over and over Complaints of violence become my only friends August evenings Bring solemn warnings To remember To kiss the ones you love goodnight You never know what temporal days may bring Laugh, love, live free, and sing When life is in discord Praise ye the Lord Who's gonna call on Sunday morning? Who's gonna drive you home? I just want one more cha

Her Booty Has Waves And Ripples Like The Ocean...
Ok so today is Wednesday and I have trig at 3 which means i get to leave work and head to class at 230.. Anywhoo... i was watching my daycare kids after we came in from being outside and I couldnt help to notice that one of my co-workers has the biggest ass ever... And i dont wanna sound mean when all i could think about was how when she walked........her ass had a reverberating effect it's weird. So ya her booty has waves and ripples like the ocean.. Until next time- fxy

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09/04/08 - Everclear - Everything To Everyone (drink More Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Everything To Everyone - Everclear VIDEO VERSION BELOW Everything To Everyone - Everclear LYRICS BELOW You put yourself in stupid places Yes I think you know it's true Situations where it's easy to look down on you I think you like to be the victim I think you like to be in pain I think you make yourself a victim Almost every single day You do what you do You say what you say You try to be everything to everyone You know all the right people You play all the right games You always try to be Everything to everyone Yeah you do it again You always do it again You say they taught you how to read and write Yeah they taught you how to count I say they taught you how to buy and sell Your own body by the pound I think you like to be the simple toy I think you love to play the clown I think you are blind to the fact That the hand you hold Is the hand that holds you down You do what you do Yeahyou say what you say You always try

I'm A Fool
Is it wrong talking to someone off of here and like talking to them enough to where you actually find yourself missing having conversations with said person? I dunno, I'm not one for like meeting people off the net but this girl I could honestly see actually trying it again.

09/04/08 - Heart - What About Love (yeah What About It Lol)
SONG VERSION BELOW What About Love - Heart VIDEO VERSION BELOW Heart - What About Love - LYRICS BELOW I've been lonely I've been waiting for you I'm pretending and that's all I can do The love I'm sending Ain't making it through to your heart You've been hiding, never letting it show Always trying to keep it under control You got it down and you're well On the way to the top But there's something that you forgot What about love Don't you want someone to care about you What about love Don't let it slip away What about love I only want to share it with you You might need it someday I can't tell you what you're feeling inside I can't sell you what you don't want to buy Something's missing and you got to Look back on your life You know something here just ain't right What about love Don't you want someone to care about you What about love Don't let it slip away What about love I only want to share it with you What about love Don't you want s

Friend.......
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so often have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you hav

The Chaos Theory (poem)
in the deep submission where the touch of lips can cause the eruption of destruction irrationality flooding the doors of innocence where the slightest blink of an eye can cause mass hysteria and the most soft spoken "i love you" can destroy a human life-among others it goes back to where we went where we were and where we are from that can cause a sweet taste of denial to have the power to start waves of malice and to deliver every trusting human with a stab to the back-typically speaking watch the horror unfold-relentless while some watch in fascination others run in panic-no control welcome to the chaos theory it has its grip on your soul

Sad Day
Last night(9/3/08) I was over my friends house hanging out doing our normal thing. My husband and his friend left to go over someone else's house and left us three girls by our selfs( I know what you all are thinking hell yeah three girls together every man's dream.) So any ways my friends aunt and cousin comes over her house telling us her dad had a massive heart attack outside his house and pasted away. Then my friend and her sister left with their aunt the other two guys were over someone else's house that I had no idea where he lived. So as Im sitting at their house the roommate came home and think god he knew where this guy lived. I went to let them know we had to go pick up my friends brother an take him with us up to the hospital. As we got there everyone was outside the hospital waiting for the family to get there. Finally after everyone got there they decided to figure out what they wanted to do with his body I guess there was a big fight about it cause the kids chose what the

Nothing
I'm confused by people.

Seduction Of Life
sparkling thoughts like diamond glitter inside this emotion less face, illuminated by hope and a deeper desire to live, they shine brightly; listening to the voice inside that is dying to come out, I search for means to keep myself sane! I try to forgive and forget, but memories cling on like leeches do; how can I forgive, when I can’t forgive myself! out of the shadows and into the sun, dreams and desires come back alive, nourished by the rays of hope I found within me! as I dance around in this stage, a million eyes watch my every move, ready to pounce and devour the moment I fall down! it’s been a while since I wanted to live, now that I want to live I am stuck at the starting line! with no desire to enter into this contest of survival, I take a step, one at a time, and live for the moment! expectations weigh me down, dreams leave me restless, when life seduces you with happiness, how can I succumb to guile of the devil!

Meaning Of Life
as I lay there watching the stars twinkling in the sky above, I saw an angel riding on a white horse coming towards me! rubbing my eyes in disbelief and sitting up straight, my eyes got glued to the events unfolding right in-front of my eyes dragging me away from where I was, putting me on the back of the horse, she rode into the night sky, and into the twinkling stars! as the rush of the moment faded away, my fear gave way to wonderment as I realized the place I was going to! sitting comfortably on the edge, watching the world swirl around, I could only smile at the madness that everyone calls life! day by day, doing the same over and over again, trying to find the meaning of life everywhere but inside!

At Your Mercy
as the darkness lingered on and the light filtered in from above, i woke up to a brand new day intent of breaking the barriers; all along i had built a brick wall to protect me from the rush of madness a wall so strong and so comfortable it broke into pieces when you came around; broken into pieces and afraid that i might stumble and fall in the rubble infront of me i erected a little fence; to separate me from you, i built a fence around my heart and closed my eyes to the emotions that have now laid siege! a daily onslaught of emotions, besieged by your thoughts, as time passes on, i realize the end is not far away i see the darkness slipping away, unable to put up a fight anymore i give in to my emotions, i surrender myself to you, express my love and put myself (my life) at your mercy!

Whisper Of The Heart
emotions dripping down one after another slowly filling the love filled heart dreams close enough to being a reality dangle infront of me waiting for the moment to break out from the self imposed restraint that is killing me day after day! as the whisper of winds gently caress the night sky a familiar longing rekindles the emotions wandering through the darkness of the night the face that i long to hold appears in every little thing i see; if only the wind could carry the unrevealed emotions that my heart is crying out every night, i would send it as my messenger right away! as the night spreads its shadows across the land i close my eyes, thinking of the moment when you came in and stole my thoughts, dreaming of the smile that melted my heart!

Breath Of Fresh Air
i went to bed trying to remain awake for fear of breaking this lovely dream of you and me! wondering if i sleep, these dreams would drift away into darkness never to return again, i kept my eyes open! a beautiful smile that’s hard to forget you entered my soul like a breath of fresh air! swimming deep in darkness i came to the surface for air, and i have not gone back ever since that day! ever since you sneaked into my soul, life has changed completely struggling to push darkness away i was toying with life! i don’t understand how it happened, i was on the road to nowhere you came in and took hold of my soul putting me back on to the path of happiness! i thought i knew what love was, i thought i knew everything, now sitting here writing this, i feel i am so lost without you!

Under The Stars
sitting under the stars watching them twinkle and shine my mind comes to a standstill thinking about it all! floodgates open up and memories of the past, the present and the future alongside you, play out! looking up into the darkness of the night, a distant light shines on my present and lights up the path where my heart wants to go! a battle of mind and soul, a battle that i am losing yet my future looks bright with us happily together mere words this might be, yet written from the depth they carry the future of you and me together! promises, i dont make of the riches and wealth; all i have and all that i can give you is my love for as long as i am alive to cement our future to make our dreams come true!

Lose Myself
What am i supposed to to? after all that i have been through when everything else had been banished like a fog, it slowly creeped inside me once again! can’t find the reason to keep holding on don’t know how long i can keep going on like this, hiding everything neatly tucked inside smiling falsely and proving nothing. change is inevitable, thoughts of you now crawling inside me like never before. right when i thought there’s nothing else left seeds of love were sown deep inside me! once a barren land your presence, your thoughts transformed it into a garden now teeming with life now teeming with thoughts of you, i try to find a reason to hold on, to delay the inevitable! when love has won the war, i have lost the battle to you! i am lost under your spell and i am losing myself everyday!

Life Is Like A Butterfly
slowly waking up from the fantasy of a dream my hand searches in vain for the dream to be a reality dreams are like a flower only when they bloom we realize how wonderful it can be! or how horrible its going to be! i sit upon a dream patiently waiting for it to bloom nurtured it for a long time, with all things good! time, i have spent! love, i have given lots of! hope, i have infused into it! confidence, i have plenty of it! from a cocoon that i built around myself i changed into a beautiful little butterfly waiting to soar into the light of the day taking my dream along with me! perched on the flower that is now my dream, i wait for it to bloom to seal my fate - life or death!

~ Courage To Seek Help Spell ~
We all suffer from feeling sad, and while we can boost ourselves through short down-periods, persistent depression needs medical treatment and emotional support. When you’re so sad you know you’re going to need help, give yourself the boost you need to ask. Take a bath scented with mints, and have a cinnamon incense or cinnamon-scented candle burning while you take the bath. Inhale it, and allow yourself to feel its energizing quality. After you’ve gotten out and dried off, don some red clothing; a red shirt will do just fine. It’s important you be comfortable and feel you look good. Add a fresh energizing cologne. Look at yourself in the mirror, and see yourself as healthy, and a normal person reaching out with a normal need. Then pick up the phone and call a friend or a medical facility and ask for help.

~*~ Honoring September ~*~
September Birthstones Modern Birthstone - Sapphire Traditional Birthstone - Sapphire Mystical Birthstone - Agate Ayurvedic Birthstone - Moonstone Other Birthstone - Lapis Lazuli, Diamond, Chrsolite September Star Sign Stones Virgo (Aug. 23-Sep. 22) Birthstone: Jasper, Carnelian, Jade, Sapphire Planetary Stone: Citrine Lucky Charms: Carnelian, Sardonyx Libra (Sep. 23-Oct. 22) Birthstone: Opal, Lapis Lazuli, Peridot Planetary Stone: Sapphire Lucky Charms: Opal, Chrsolite, Sardonyx

When Hate Crime Is Not A Black And White Issue
When hate crime is not a black and white issue By Howard Witt Chicago Tribune PREV 1 of 6 NEXT Enlarge this photo WADE PAYNE / AP Deena Christian and her husband, Gary Christian, sit with a photograph of their daughter, Channon, at their Knoxville, Tenn., home that friends made and then signed for them. Channon, a 21-year-old University of Tennessee student, and her boyfriend, Christopher Newsom, 23, were carjacked, raped, tortured and killed in January. Enlarge this photo AP Channon Christian and boyfriend Christopher Newsom were raped and killed in January in Knoxville, Tenn., while on a date. Some conservatives say the crimes were racially motivated, while the district attorney's office says they were not. Enlarge this photo Lemaricus Davidson Enlarge this photo George Thomas Enlarge this photo Letalvis Cobbins Enlarge this photo Vanessa Coleman KNOXVILLE, Tenn. — What happened to Channon Christian an

Oy! Damn Hurricane!
Remind me next hurricane to NEVER evacuate again! I will sit in my front yard and embrace the next one. This trip was hell! we left at 5:30am sunday morning, only stopping once to eat and fill up. All that driving and no eating, we didnt stop till 6pm that evening to eat. By the time we stopped my uncle said we still had 5 hours left to drive, we took back roads after sittin in bumper to bumper traffic all day, so at wendy's instead of eating me and him map out a game plan, he asks if I can make the drive I say yes, and suggest switichin the people who HAVE been driving all day with the ones who HAVENT been driving. Well my reprieve never happened, everyone else got reprieved but me and craig, now the night before I went to bed at 11pm and had to get up at 4am so yeah I was exhausted, so after eating we troop back to the cars and head out once again, we stop 1 more time about 10 that night and pull over in a bad neighborhood gas station, my uncle suggest sleepin there and my aunt quick

A Winter Psalm
Covered in frosty splendor Sparkling in the sun Glistening like diamonds A new day has begun I see the world around me In its wintry disguise The beauty of its wakening Shining brightly in my eyes I stand quietly and listen As the gentle winds relay A song of inspiration To help me start my day Lend credence to my hidden dreams Be not afraid to try No failure now too permanent Keep reaching for the sky The entire world’s a treasure Note with just a glance, and Join the morning sunshine In its happy little dance Know now that each new day Has beauty to behold All that’s needed is to listen The story will unfold wb1999

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth. Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same. And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

The Birth Of Sin
The Birth Of Sin In the beginning There was naught to be found God spoke and parted the waters That gave way to solid ground All around was darkness Til He created light The brightness became day The darkness He called night He said ‘bring forth grass” And fruit yielding seed He planned a wonderful world To fulfill mans every need When all the earth was finished According to his plan Out of mere dust He formed a living man He planted a beautiful garden With every pleasing tree Luscious fruits and flowers As far as the eye could see He placed man in that paradise Where life must have been so sweet And of all the trees contained within From only one he could not eat God saw that man was lonely With no one to share his life So He took a rib from Adam And made for him a wife They dwelt there in that garden As happy as could be Til the serpent tempted woman With fruit from the forbidden tree She ate the fruit with Adam Then their eyes were opened wide Th

Short Story Pt 31
Necros Fidelis: Conflict By Raymond Pelletier They stand on the outskirts of Jerusalem. A city thousands of years old and steeped in religious mythology. The mere sight of the place disgusts Boo. As knowledgable as she is, she still can't fathom how modern people could be so gullible as to believe in such nonsense. How could they be so fooled by books written so long ago, not written factually, but fictionally. Based on true people and location, yet events that never really happened or were embelished. Boo looking around at the vast city, in the background, she can see the main temple. It's raw and ancient beauty is astounding. The great majority of the housing here is made from Mud and clay, much like the Adobe homes of the Mexican desert. People bustling around the streets , she knows a great many of them are going to die. Looking back at the members of her party, noticing that Max is walking away, heading back toward the seaport town. She jogs upto him, leaving the ot

Short Story Pt 26
Necros Fidelis: Onto Camp pt 2 By Raymond Pelletier The massive caravan of people had arrived at the gates of the Jesus camp just in time, Boo had heard enough of the murders of her closest and dearest friends. The gruesome slaughtering of the very men asked to pay service to her when she needed them, all in the name of some proclaimed Devouring Elder God. The sun is setting as the last car pulls off to the side of the road. After everyone has exited their respective vehicles and gathered at the Gate entrance. Boo standing under a giant sign, which stands just above the gate, which reads " Camp Apostle ". Clif, Moln, Sash and Sol standing on either side of her as she glances over the crowd. " Wayne, I need you here with me, please come forward!" she calls out. In the large sea of people, they seperate and part so that he may pass by unhindered. Standing before her, he gives her a half bow. Smiling at him, she says. " I thought yo uwere going to make a new body? You look no diff

Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but aren't very realistic? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask, because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will help you move. A rea

A Friends Wish
a friends wish I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been

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Take Me There
There's a place in your heart nobody's been Take me there Things nobody knows, not even your friends Take me there Tell me 'bout your mama, your daddy, your hometown, show me around I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out I wanna know everything about you then And I wanna go down every road you've been Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live Where you keep the rest of your life hid I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare Take me there Your first real kiss, your first true love You were scared, show me where You learned about life, spent your summer nights Without a care I wanna roll down Main Street, the back roads Like you did when you were a kid What made you who you are Tell me what your story is I wanna know everything about you then And I wanna go down every road you've been Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live Where you keep the rest of your life hid I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare Take me there Yeah, I w

Once In A Lifetime Love
Some people have it, some people don't Some people never will Sometimes it's hard to know when you've got it Sometimes it's perfectly clear Well I know it's out there I've seen it happen I know the way it should feel Cause there's no mistakin' That good kind of achin' Of a once in a lifetime love Once in a lifetime love A love like we've all dreamed of It may go disguised or right before your eyes A once in a lifetime love So if you think you've got it If you feel it inside you Don't let it slip away Cause you may not ever find what you never Thought you'd have anyway And if you've always had it and just realized You know how lucky you are To wake up beside what some never find A once in a lifetime love Once in a lifetime love A love like we've all dreamed of It may go disguised or right before your eyes A once in a lifetime love It may go disguised or right before you eyes A once in a lifetime love Alan Jackson

Who Knew
Who Knew Sadness flys on the wings of time, Our love becomes more intwine, Such a beautiful bliss, Who knew love could feel like this, With the touch of his embrace, Beautiful eyes face to face, Can't remember the last time I was so happy, The last few months have been so crabby, No words to speak, And we couldn't be cheek to cheek, Like we grew apart, Like someone had torn my heart, But now your here to stay, No more sadness to display, Happiness in my heart flutters, To strong for us to mutter, What a wonderful kiss, Who knew love could be like this!

Disco Fever - See Fkncrazy For Updated List
< tr> To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean... RATE/FAN/ADD ...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the "STAYING ALIVE" in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "Staying Alive" or something similar and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends. >>>>>>>NO DRAMA

Just Ended
well now i need to order no mercy next which is October 5th. and OOOH I LOVED IT well it was interesting how jerico became the new champion I SCREAMED NOOOOOO at my tv and i almost threw a pillow at it and i was rooting for rey mysterio to win. but atlest one of my other faves one matt hardy he is the ECW champion and Michelle MCcool is still WWE womans champion YAY plus what sucked i was watching the scramble on the smackdown championship one my power went out and i screamed and cried so when i got home it was still on but the repeat so i got to watch it all over again YAY so now i am better since i saw my wrestling and I LOVE THE UNDERTAKER... HE SHOULD KICK BIG SHOWS ASS and vickie too for what they did to him.. if you didn't watch it then you missed out.. thanks for reading

~ Cider And Spice Protection Spell ~
In a small saucepan combine one cup of cider, one stick of cinnamon, and nine whole cloves. Heat until the mixture is warm and fragrant. Remove from the heat, let cool slightly, and stir clockwise while saying: “Cider strengthen me, cinnamon protect me, clove cleanse me.” Pour the potion into an earthenware bowl. After dark, pour the mixture around the garden or home. Speak this charm: I have brewed this potion With my hand, To protect my home And my land. No dark spirits Shall dwell in this place, For I have blessed Every crevice and space. Any friend who comes, Night or day, Shall be welcomed To sit and stay. But no foe Shall darken my door, Today, tomorrow, Or forever more. When you’ve finished, press the cinnamon stick and cloves into the earth.

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09/09/08 - Lovage - Anger Management (i Need Some Desperatly)
SONG VERSION BELOW Anger Management - Lovage LYRICS BELOW my inner demons compel me to be here your cheeks are flush like rose petals you're consumed with rage but i'm consumed with you our eyes intertwine through the haze intoxicated by your bloodshot stare in all of my dreams i never thought i'd see a face that could launch a thousand ships and the music was like wind in your hair the moonlight caressed your silhouette kiss of ocean mist is in the air why must god punish me this way lay down my hand the next move is yours as you undress me with your frozen eyes in all of my dreams I never thought I'd see an endless love to share my blue lagoon and the music was like wind in your hair the moonlight caressed your silhouette kiss of ocean mist is in the air why must god punish me this way happiness is hard to come by but I've had my fair share the satin sheets, the lemon peels the minor keys, the major pills we've climbed the mountain, saw

Survey
(1) Is there anyone on your friends list you would have sex with? Yeah (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? afternoon (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? yep (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? uh, no (5) Shower or bath while having sex? shower (6) Mexican girls or Chinese guys? um, no? (7) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? hahaha, depends (8) Do you love someone in your friends list? yes (9) Love or Money? love (10) Credit cards or cash? cash (11) Have you ever wanted a best friend? uhh, yeah? 12) Camping or a 5 star hotel? camping (13) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? basement of a church (14) Have you ever been to a strip club? no, damn it (15) Ever been to a bar? yeah, but not to drink (16) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? nope (17) Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you

Halo
I'm the man,I'm the king,I'm the one That's pure inside Everyday,everyway I smell of suicide Bitter sins how they grow within So you tell me it ain't right I AM...ALL SINS And you're my reason for life I will stone you,stone you Wrap my arms around you I will stone you,stone you My little HALO I'm the man,I'm the king,I'm the one That's broken from giving Everday,everyway I swear just one last try Killing me with the death to be Something that's so right I AM...ALL SINS My hands are scarred with time Feel through my eyes I'm the man with the rock in his hand,got the rock in my hand gonna stone you stone you Make a change,gotta rearrange Idle minds,crushing time I AM...ALL SINS And you're the reason for life

My Immortal
"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Haunted
"Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I know I'll find you somehow Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I know I'll find you somehow

Battle Zone
those who fight with all their might those who kill its such a thrill those who steal its all so real those with swords and knives who kill others for their lives those with armour silver and gold who buy and sell slaves with every hold sex slaves for pleaseure are top sellers of the trade as they march them around like its a parade men for warriors to fight in the games women to cheer and yell as they scream out their names as they call upon the dragon to blow the red hot flame to kill and eat the weak who are not quick but let alone they feed the tiger the sick children scream and cheer as the men get mawled and and eaten as men let alone get beaten the guards throw a woman into the arena she screames and yells out her name is SERENA the dragon stops and gazes as if he was in a few mazes she walks to him and whispers her name he looks at her like she is part of the game he chases her through the arena she screams but i am serena, the great warrior the one wh

Ella Fitzgerald-cry Me A River
Now you say you're lonely You cried the long night through Well, you can cry me a river Cry me a river I cried river over you Now you say you're sorry For being so untrue Well, you can cry me a river Cry me a river Cause i cried, i cried, i cried a river over you You drove me, Nearly drove me out of my head While you never shed a tear Remember? I remember all that you said Told me love was to plebeian Told me you were through with me Now you say, you say you love me Well, just to prove you do Cry me a river Cry me a river I cried a river over you You drove me Nearly drove me out of my head While you never shed a tear Remember? I remember all that you said Told me love was too plebeian Told me you were through with me.. And now, now you say you love me Well, just to prove you do.. Come on! And cry cry cry me a river... Cry me a river Cause i cried a river over you If my pillow could talk Imagine what it would have said Could it be a river of te

Light Switch-jaime Wyatt
A rare occasion when you come on the phone It's like a holiday I celebrate alone Remember every detail when you spoke The way my name drags across your throat You've been a burden all at once Sometimes I can't find the light switch Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness Sometimes I'm better off alone Sometimes has become a home Well you don't want me and i should have known My heart can't seem to let you go You're not so special, you're not even close You mean the least but you take the most You've been a burden all at once Sometimes I can't find the light switch Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness Sometimes I'm better off alone Sometimes has become a home I hear your words so sweet, secure and flattering I stare into the sea, as your waves crash over me Almost upon the shore Your words don't flatter anymore Sometimes I can't find the light switch Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness Sometimes I'm better off alone Sometimes has become

Station Fire Settlements
A lot has been in the news regarding the Station fire lawsuits, and many of the defendants offering settlements. The latest has included the State of RI, Town of West Warwick, Great White, the club owners Jeffrey and Michael Derdarian, and several insurance companies who insured the nightclub. Settlement totals have reached over $176 million. Lawyers for the plaintiffs are submitting a plan next month for distributing the settlements, in hopes to moves things along. The biggest question concerning the distribution of monies is who gets what. A Duke University law professor, Francis McGovern, has met with roughly 236 plaintiffs and has devised a plan for distributing the money. According to this plan, after lawyers and outstanding medical bills are paid, most monies will go to survivors with lung problems, survivors with burns, then to the families of the victims who had dependants, then to the families of victims who had no dependents. But there are also other factors. A point system

What Ever You Do Just Vote
Selma to Montgomery The Road to Equality It is astounding what the people of today takes for granted, as if the rights that we have today were just given to us like a privilege we are born with. I am talking about the right to vote, a right that was fought so hard for not so long ago. It is as if we as a body of people have forgotten that march that took place not even forty-one years ago. The year is 1965 and it has been ten years sense Rosa Parks had decided to stay seated on that bus and it is almost as if time has decided to stand still where civil rights were concerned. For every step that was taken to secure civil rights equality it was as if the African Americans lost a mile. African Americans had been given the right to vote but the odds were still against them considering the world was still extremely segregated. Things were not getting better and would not without the ability for them to vote in order to make a change. With severe intimidation tactics

09/10/08 - The Gorillaz - El Manana (brings A Tear To My Eye Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW El Manana - Gorillaz VIDEO VERSION BELOW El Manana - Gorillaz LYRICS BELOW Summer don't know me no more Eager man, that's all Summer don't know me He just let me love in my sea Cause I do know, Lord, from you that Just died, yeah I saw that day, Lost my mind Lord, I'll find Maybe in time You'll want to be mine Don't stop the buck when it comes It's the dawn, you'll see Money won't get there Ten years passed tonight You'll flee If you do that, I'll be some To find you I saw that day, Lost my mind Lord, I'll find Maybe in time You'll want to be mine I saw that day, Lost my mind Lord, I'll find Maybe in time You'll want to be mine Maybe in time You'll want to be mine Maybe in time You'll want to be mine

New To This
Hey everyone, just trying to get the hang of Fubar. I do love it :) I always want to chat so feel free to shout/message me.

S.a.t. Test Questions
The following questions and answers were actually collected from SAT tests given in Springdale, Arkansas in 2000 to 16-year-old students! (Don't laugh too hard----one of these kids may be the President someday.) Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: What is a planet? A: A body of earth surrounded by sky. Q: In a democratic society, how important are elections? A: Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty

Life Changes
Life changes every moment, every minute. Life changes with a blink of an eye and a little thought. Life changes with choices made and sacrifices given. Life changes with an opening of your heart and your mind. Life changes when people pass through your life with more then you expect. Life just simply changes....

Happiness
- happiness is a sudden breeze.... a drift in the wind. - happiness is taking a walk in the park.... under the stars and moon. - happiness is holding hands with someone you care about. - happiness is cooking dinner for family and friends. - happiness is a smile and a hug from a special someone. - happiness is having someone to turn to. - happiness is the little things in life. - happiness is a good bye kiss or a simple hello. - happiness is watching a movie in someones arms. - happiness is recieving an unexpeted surprise. - and happiness are shared moments....

09/11/08 - Wings - Band On The Run (run Band Run Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Band On The Run - Paul McCartney And Wings LYRICS BELOW Stuck inside these four walls Sent inside forever Never seeing no one nice again Like you, mama You, mama, you If I ever get out of here Thought of giving it all away To a registered charity All I need is a pint a day If I ever get out of here If we ever get out of here Well, the rain exploded with a mighty crash As we fell into the sun And the first one said to the second one there "I hope you're having fun Band on the run Band on the run And the jailer man and Sailor Sam Were searching everyone For the band on the run Band on the run For the band on the run Band on the run Well, the undertaker drew a heavy sigh Seeing no one else had come And a bell was ringing in the village square For the rabbits on the run Band on the run Band on the run And the jailer man and Sailor Sam Were searching everyone For the band on the run Band on the run Yeah, the b

09/11/08 - Nine Inch Nails - Suck (no God Up In The Sky Tonite Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW suck - Nine Inch Nails LYRICS BELOW There is no god up in the sky tonight No sign of heaven anywhere in sight All that was true is left behind Once I could see now I am blind Don't want your dreams you try to sell This disease I give to myself How does it feel? How does it feel? She makes it sweeter than the sun I get too tight I come undone I bow my head to confess The temple walls are made of flesh Runs up my arms 'til I'm on track Itches my skin right off of my back I'll heal your wounds I'll set you free I'm Jesus Christ on Ecstacy How does it feel? How does it feel? I am so dirty on on the inside I am so dirty on on the inside I am so dirty on on the inside I am so dirty on on the inside How does it feel? How does it feel? Suck Suck Suck Suck A thousand lips a thousand tongues A thousand throats a thousand lungs A thousand ways to make it true I want to do terrible things to you

09/11/08 - Supertramp - Breakfast In America (mmmm Eggs)
SONG VERSION BELOW Breakfast in America - Supertramp LYRICS BELOW Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got Not much of a girlfriend Never seem to get a lot Take a jumbo across the water Like to see America See the girls in California I'm hoping it's going to come true But there's not a lot I can do Could we have kippers for breakfast Mummy dear, Mummy dear They got to have 'em in Texas Cos everyone's a millionaire I'm a winner, I'm a sinner Do you want my autograph I'm a loser what a joker I'm playing my jokes upon you While there's nothing better to do Don't you look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got Not much of a girlfriend Never seem to get a lot (What you got? Not a lot) Take a jumbo across the water Like to see America See the girls in California I'm hoping it's going to come true But there's not a lot I can do.

What Star Sign Are You Most Compatible With
Which Zodiac Sign Would You Be Most Compatible With?AriesYou should hook up with a fiery Aries!Love-Friendship Quizzes (thank god it wasnt Libra lmao!)

09/11/08 - Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus (gluttonus Bastard That I Am Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Personal Jesus (Single Version) - Depeche Mode VIDEO VERSION BELOW Personal Jesus (Remastered Video) - Depeche Mode LYRICS BELOW Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who cares Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who's there Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer Take second best Put me to the test Things on your chest You need to confess I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch faith Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who cares Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who's there Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch fait

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? SeptemberSuave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. Myspace Quizzes

A Razors Edge
a razors edge against my wrist i know would end this pain sitting here, without your love is slowly driving me insane the pain i feel inside my heart how does it go so deep? no matter what, day or night i never rest...i cannot sleep i feel like i am dead inside and i don't know what to do no matter what, no matter where i cannot stop these thoughts of you i'm helpless now, they're running wild these thoughts all thru my head replaying everything you've done and almost everything you've said why is it that i miss u so sometimes it hurts to speak and i can't stop these tears of pain from spilling down my cheek being without you is like living life without the sun i'll live me life, here in the dark till we are again as ONE....

Why Am I Here?
my heart feels so troubled why am i here? is it to love or is it to fear? to love is so beautiful but it scares me so much i wait for the pain as i wait for your touch i've heard all the lies and i'll hear them again thats why i'm fearing, inside i'll be hurt in the end should i be brave and let my heart go? could i trust you enough to let the love show? and if i gave in would you give too? is it really safe for me to fall in love with you? am i to love or am i to fear? Please God, what’s the answer? why am i here?

The Dream
i had the dream again last night my eyes in a body i cannot control the killing is done, so now i start eating blood-dripping mouthfuls of bodies once whole wordless i'm screaming, tho no one can hear me the voices grow louder than they've ever before they want me to finish this deed that i've started looking down at the bodies that litter the floor slowly i kneel down, all hope abandoned the sickness consumes me with each dripping bite tho turning my stomach, i feel that i need it how sick to find meaning in something not right awake now i wonder, have i finally lost it will i ever return from the sick place i've been? i know it's not normal, all the death that surrounds me afraid that when sleep comes...it will all start again

Dreams Vs. Reality
"The Silver Line Between Dreams and Reality" In our dreams, we see ourselves in abstract views of what we all wish we were. In reality, we play the role of who we picture our "true" selves to be. Where does it come from? What part gives us this picture? Our subconscious is the line between our fantasies and what we consider "every-day" life or reality, but is it possible that we lay in our bed unconscious, dreaming of a complex reality formed by our unbound imagination? Could our reality be a vision of deceit? Those very questions are what cause the doubt of any truths once accepted, or facts written in stone, for the stone may now not even exist. Curiosity is the solidification of reality, without answers, we have proper room to wonder and create our own view of how our own reality operates in our mind. By setting boundaries knowingly or not, we have incarcerated our future, and closed the door to our dreams, and we who hold the key are the guards to our own imprisonment. M

Racing Mind
my mind is racing i am going insain. and so i am posting this blog to try to calm down my mind. i know halloween is coming up and that is my fave holiday. my mind is going 50 miles an hour non stop and so i need to write i need to vent. i have been going crazy for the past few days and so this blog is my closest paper to write on. i have another story idea called the great selene i posted a poem on her and a dragon well more came to me and so that will be my new story intil i think of more.. well i am going to try resting now MYDNYTE QUEEN

Inspirational
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow, with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born. This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities, Yesterday and Tomorrow, that we break

Butterfly Angels
imikimi - Customize Your World

09/12/08 - Chevelle - I Get It (how Dare You Edition For Kira :d )
SONG VERSION BELOW I get it - Chevelle LYRICS BELOW So you say you're ignored As it is, Well, give us your sad, sad trip You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Assumed it's whether We're right, or wrong We're doomed, and there's plenty for all How dare you catch me counting How dare you call at all How dare you call this suffering How dare you call at all You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Press on these tannins They double in time The touch of life, once failed to mention so far Of course the law is fountains Of face to face remorse Of fast and restless blackmail Like pent up fetish force You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Do you want it enough? Do you want it

41 Things On Sex
1.gotten laid this week? yes 2.had sex in a public place? YES 3.ever laugh during sex? Yep 4.ever cry during sex? NO 5.like to cuddle after sex? YES 6.regret sex with someone? Yep 7.ever faked it? Yes, but not in a long time 8.had a threesome? NO WAY!!!! . 9.ever thought of someone else? No 10.how old ur first time? 18 i think . 11.who would u like to have sex with right now? Pedro....but i lost my passport >>>lol 12.69? never done 13.how many partners? that is sticky 5-6 . 14.like sex in the car? forplay yes sex HAVE YOU SEEN MY CAR dont think it can be done 15.ever talk to ur first? yes he is a good friend 16.ever been with a cheater? Yes 17.ever slept w a coworker? Yes..but i was dating him and was with the other b4 he started working with me 18. had sex in a park? not sex but a lot of fun in the mule park at cabel's 19.pool? NO 20.ho

Love
I'm in love with a lady who knows how i feel but is still going to marry another guy. @ one point the lady i fall in love with was seeing my ex girlfriend. I'm friends with both but i don't think i can stay that way for ever long time, i see her my heart skips a beat. in a couple of weeks she is going away an she asked my x and me if we would like to follow her. what should i do? this is a first for me.

Love's Secret
LOVE'S SECRET by: William Blake (1757-1827) NEVER seek to tell thy love, Love that never told can be; For the gentle wind doth move Silently, invisibly. I told my love, I told my love, I told her all my heart, Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears. Ah! she did depart! Soon after she was gone from me, A traveler came by, Silently, invisibly: He took her with a sigh.

Night
NIGHT by: William Blake (1757-1827) THE sun descending in the west, The evening star does shine; The birds are silent in their nest. And I must seek for mine. The moon, like a flower In heaven's high bower, With silent delight Sits and smiles on the night. Farewell, green fields and happy grove, Where flocks have took delight: Where lambs have nibbled, silent move The feet of angels bright; Unseen they pour blessing And joy without ceasing On each bud and blossom, On each sleeping bosom. They look in every thoughtless nest Where birds are cover'd warm; They visit caves of every beast, to keep them all from harm: If they see any weeping That should have been sleep

A Poison Tree
A POISON TREE by: William Blake (1757-1827) I WAS angry with my friend: I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I watered it in fears, Night and morning with my tears; And I sunned it with smiles, And with soft deceitful wiles. And it grew both day and night, Till it bore an apple bright; And my foe beheld it shine, And he knew that it was mine, And into my garden stole, When the night had veiled the pole: In the morning glad I see My foe outstretched beneath the tree.

April 10, 1923 Munich
In the Bible we find the text, “That which is neither hot nor cold will I spew out of my mouth.” This utterance of the great Nazarene has kept its profound validity until the present day. He would pursue the golden mean must surrender the hope of achieving the great and the greatest aims. Until the present day the half-hearted and the lukewarm have remained the curse of Germany… To the half-heartedness and weakness of the parties in Parliament was added the half-heartedness of Governments… Everything stood under the sign of the half heartedness and Luke warmness, even the fight for existence in the World War and still more the conclusion of peace. And now the continuation of the half-hearted policy of those days holds the field. The people, inwardly united in the hard struggle-in the trenches there were neither parties nor Confessions-has been torn asunder through the economics of profiteers and knave. Appeasement and the settlement of differences would certainly soon be there if

Simply Slipped Away
Simply Slipped Away So many yesterdays that you’ve had to leave behind. Visions of what used to be playing in your mind. Where is that man that you always thought you’d be? The man who never was, the one we’ll never see. In the darkness, your life, it simply slipped away. So many mistakes for which you have just begun to pay. You never saw it coming but it happened all the same. And now you’re standing there alone with no one but yourself to blame. We both had our dreams, our visions of the life we’d lead. But it didn’t take all that long for our love to begin to bleed. All that promise, all that we had to share, Gone in a moment. Do you even care? In the darkness, your life, it simply slipped away. So many mistakes for which you have just begun to pay. You never saw it coming but it happened all the same. And now you’re standing there alone with no one but yourself to blame. Sometimes, in the early morning hours, I catch a glimpse of what we might have been

Merry-go-round
Merry-Go-Round We can't have what we want. We don't want what we have. We live inside the lives we have, looking out at others living the lives we want while they're looking at us wishing that they had ours. The love we have doesn't keep us warm at night while the hot love we crave keeps us searching as the love that waits for us grows cold and distant. And by the time we figure out that what we had was what we truly wanted, it's no longer ours. What the fuck is wrong with us? Why can't we be happy? He loves me and I love you but you love her and she couldn't care less. He gives up, I get you, you still want her, she still couldn't care less and now I'm wondering why I wasted my time on you. I walk away; you follow. Now she's following you because you don't want her any more so she's started wondering why. I tell you I love you, you fuck her, she's not at all what you thought you wanted, I find out, you tell me Baby, I love you. I say fuck you. She wants you, you love m

How Do I Respond: Fight Or Flight?
Your Response is: Stay Calm You don't have much of a fight or flight response. In fact, you rather do neither. You don't like getting worked up. You are able to approach most threats calmly and rationally. You don't let your emotions get the best of you! How Do You Respond: Fight or Flight?

Am I Sweet Or Salty?
You Are a Sweet Person When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza. There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)... Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women. Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart. You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat. Are You Sweet or Salty?

What's My Noble British Name?
Your Noble British Name Is: Lady Patience Octavia Churchill What's Your Noble British Name?

How Independent Am I?
Your Independence Level: Medium In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant. Making your own informed choices feels great. But you aren't as independent as you could be. When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make. How Independent Are You?

What Element Is My Body?
Your Body's Element is Water You are a joyful, relaxed, and luminous person. You love people. You live for making new friends and helping others. You are enthusiastic and the ideal person to work with. You don't mind doing hard tasks, and you have a generous spirit. Your energy tends to be: conserved You power color is: black What Element is Your Body?

The Keys To My Life
The Keys to Your Life Anything good in your life comes from boldly confronting the darkness. Illusions are dangerous, and you benefit from seeing the world as it truly is. Anything bad in your life comes from sinking to the level of those around you. Remember to lift people up, and refuse to participate in anything petty. The Keys To Your Life

Am I Disturbingly Profound Or Profoundly Disturbing?
You Are Disturbingly Profound You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them. Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

What Kind Of Thinker Am I?
Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential You are precise, orderly, and realistic. You tend to get to the point and get things done. Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines. What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out. You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand. What Kind of Thinker Are You?

What Are The Colors Of My Heart?
Your Heart is Blue and Purple Your heart is enticing and enchanting. You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating. You bring fantasy and romance to relationships. You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

What Spice Am I?
You Are Cayenne Pepper You are very over the top and a bit overwhelming. You have a fiery personality, and you can give anyone a good jolt. You can easily take things up a couple notches, no matter what crowd you're running with. What Spice Are You?

What Punctuation Mark Am I?
You Are a Comma You are open minded and extremely optimistic. You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything. You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests. You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time. Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to. (But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.) You excel in: Inspiring people You get along best with: The Question Mark What Punctuation Mark Are You?

If Loving U
IF LOVING YOU IS A CHALLENGE, I WILL FACE IT. IF ITS A GIFT, I WILL GLADLY ACCEPT IT. IF ITS A SONG, I WILL SING IT WITH ALL MY SOUL IF ITS A PROMISE, I WILL KEEP IT. IF ITS A GOAL, I WILL DEFINITLY ACHIVEMENT IT.

The Day I Met U
The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn`t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn`t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn`t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn`t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly, the only thing that keeps me going Is my treasured memory of your smile. This friendship we share Is so precious to me, I hope it grows and flourishes And last

Can't Find Me, Try Here
To all the people that are looking for me and can't find me, look here, this is where I spend all my time. Facebook. search for Suzanne Hitchcock, http://www.myyearbook.com/slavegirl. Just got tired of all the drama here.

Who Loves You
Who Loves You?Someone OnlineYou seem to be interested in Computers... You probably chat online quite a bit. There is not a Damn Thing Wrong With That!!! Lots of people find their love on the internet, and I have a feeling that you're going to be one of them!Myspace Quizzes (apparently someone online!!!!!!!!!! - please pray its not who I think it is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

This Beach
And now I’ve landed on this beach It takes sixty-five years to reach As this generation of mine Is ordered onto life’s front line The targets of a fusillade That forces us to think of God Reluctantly we storm this beach Advancing to fill up the breach Created by that fallen corps Of elders who charged here before While we enjoyed our middle age Removed from the fire we now engage A withering barrage rakes this beach Its bullets bear the names of each Of those who set foot on these sands Old General Calendar commands Advancing to a sure defeat Without the option of retreat We knew before we hit this beach The enemy that we besiege Has ammunition for us all Who as casualties must fall Not one will manage to survive Nobody leaves this beach alive For those arriving on this beach There is no prayer to pray nor preach To beg us off in any tongue Since we have outlived dying young And for surviving in exchange Now

Rebellion's Price
"God made the rules. We do but use them to suit our purpose." The solemn voice and the click-click of pacing boots echoed in the granite cavern. Jetrel turned his blindfolded head as much as his bonds would allow, trying to locate the speaker by sound, but the hollow echoes seemed to come from everywhere at once. He concentrated on a heavy footfall beyond his feet, then jumped as light fingernails were drawn over his forehead. "There are two of them," he thought. A breathy hiss on his left and the prickling sense of someone beside him made him revise his estimate again. "At leat three." "That which the Tyrant deems unnatural can free us from his grip," continued the strong female voice. "When we make ourselves abominations in his eyes, we are no longer his creatures. He uses this to threaten us; he wants us to shudder at the thought of our bright feathers curling to ash. But we know it is our strength. With our black-scaled wings we rule the night; with our tethers snapped, God is b

Pony Girl Story 1
It hadn't been twenty-four hours since she had become her master's pony girl. Her 'tail' still felt strange and uncomfortable jammed into her tight little ass, but what could she do? He had ordered her not to remove it. She had answered his advertisement in a local newspaper. It said: "Attractive broadminded female wanted for unusual sex work". No problem, for some time now she had been thinking, why not get paid for something I enjoy so much? The interview had been straightforward to begin with, name, age, interests, etc. It wasn't until after the pay had been mentioned that he informed her she would be required to wear some kind of kinky pony costume. For that kind of money, plus her keep, if he had wanted her to dress up as Santa's little helper and fuck all his reindeer she would have done it. Damn it, as a bar waitress, she didn't earn that much in a month. An agreement was reached, and she had moved into his lovely ranch home the following day. Everything would be fine, but

The Pick Up
Even though I was nervous I entered the adult book store with one goal in mind. A task set by my Master. I had no idea if I would be able to pull it off or not but if so, it would prove to be extremely interesting. I can hardly believe he wanted me to do this. I browsed shelf after shelf always keeping an eye out for my intended target. In the past I'd flirted with men before but never quite to this extent. I feigned interest in the movies as I moved along. My long skirt flowing about my ankles with nothing on underneath. That alone heightened the experience. I wore a simple peasant blouse again with nothing on underneath. I hated the trappings of a bra and panties and went without them every chance I got. Several couples browsed the shelves of books, movies, and toys but still nothing caught my eye. I couldn't believe how many men actually visited one of these establishments. What intrigued me were the movie stalls, which lined one wall. There were a total of six doors with a

My Birthday Present
I loved talking to him about being with another woman, a fantasy which would always remain in my head and in our own erotic world. He, in turn, would talk me through what would happen, giving me every explicit detail he imagined. It turned me on so much I acted like his little slut fucking him until we collapsed, weak from cumming. I am not sure when my fantasy started; maybe it was from watching girl/girl videos with him, maybe the pictures I looked at online, or maybe it was just something that I found incredibly sensual. Whatever it was or wherever it came from I certainly knew it was a fantasy I wouldn't fulfil. Our lives grew together and I loved him more each day. He was generous with his love, a creative and giving lover, very kind and compassionate. He helped me grow both personally and sexually. Throughout my day, I thought of him. I thought of having his cock deep inside me, having him spank me, feeling his tongue on my pussy, his mouth all over my body. I smiled as I o

The Horniest Slut
I love my boyfriend Hardy, I really do. He's very sweet and caring. My only complaint is his strong ability to deny me satisfaction. Don't get me wrong, he wants to please me, it's just that his appetite isn't quite compatible with mine. Take Thursday night for example. I was in a very dirty mood. I told him how hot I was for him and I did a sexy dance to put him in the mood. He seemed very comfortable. Then, we had sex one time and he fell asleep. One time. One time! That is not enough. I don't need a man who can go all night, but one time is definitely not satisfactory. I tried my very best to fall asleep. I heard him breathing softly at my back. I turned around to look at him. He looked so peaceful and restful. He had such a clean, good mind. I lifted his hand and kissed it. He was my man and I was very grateful to have him. Unfortunately, my needs... I left the room and went into the living room. I lied fast-down on the couch and took matters into my own hands. I must'v

Princess Joyce
Her eyes nearly popped out of their sockets when she saw the paddle I brought out to smack her ample ass with. They did bulge. Joyce liked all the dirty little things that can be fun and accomplished in sex play. Sadly she liked them from afar for a number of equally sad reasons. While having what she thought was an extremely wild past, in reality it was merely Vanilla in style. Joyce really yearned for 'The One' she could trust to take her much further along her personal road to depravity. I having talked her into an out of control pissing cum over the telephone, long distance, I knew what she was capable of. I think she had to pay the Atlanta Hotel for a pissed on, ruined chair and cushion. That is what a double twisting dildo in your asshole and pussy can do for an over active imagination and someone talking you through it. I personally knew she was hot, having sucked on her clit while using a similar device in her asshole and pussy in Gatlinburg, Tennessee and getting a close up of

How To Shop
He spotted her in the grocery store, shopping with what must have been her husband. She looked tired - as if she had worked all day and just wanted to get this over with. Immediately drawn to her fiery eyes and provocative walk, He turned His cart down the aisle she was in and pretended to read the labels on the canned fruit. He watched her picking over meat carefully, throwing back inferior cuts and revealing her dazzling smile when she found something that pleased her. He knew that it would only be a few minutes before soon she walked out that door and He'd probably never see her again. It happened to Him all the time, but for some reason, this woman was different. He felt an attraction to her that He couldn't explain. He was determined to know more about her. He followed her and her husband to the back of the store. When she looked up at him and left in the direction of the restrooms, He couldn't help but follow. She walked into the ladies' room and locked the door behind her.

Understanding Amy Ch. 02
My body tingled with anticipation as Amy inched her face closer to mine delicately, slowly, deliberately, hours rushed by in my mind. Suddenly a jolt of electricity shot through my body as I felt her lips brush against mine. My eyes closed picturing pure love, as if it were tangible like a warm blanket wrapped around my body, protecting me allowing me to feel safe. As the kiss intensified, a sigh of pleasure escaped our lips, the weight on my shoulders lifted as I drifted along. I was almost sad as our kiss broke, before opening my eyes to the most beautiful sight I had seen, Amy’s face a mere inches from mine, cheeks slightly coloured from the kiss smiling at me. We both lay back on the blanket underneath us listening to the bird’s overhead chirping happily, the sound of the river only a few feet away trickling by. I lay there taking in the beauty of my surroundings the pale powder blue sky with a few small wisps of cloud lingering content to stay exactly where they were for

Understanding Amy Ch. 03
Chapter 3. The Ultimate Gift I was seated in my favourite chamber in the manor, my old mistress’ training chamber, a large circular area for the training of my personal favourites and of course my Mistress’ before me. The walls were of a rich, deep red with matching carpet. The chamber had been sparsely furnished with a heavy oak throne on which I was perched and a small armoire to the side, two oak posts were positioned about 6 feet apart with 3 chains hanging down from each at head height, 2 were to secure the wrists the other had a collar to ensure the occupants were secured. The two male servants I had with me dressed only in black loincloths secured my two new playthings before returning to my side. I admired the two beauties shackled before me. It was a wonderful present from my sweet first one. Which couldn’t have come at a better time as the rose ceremony was still 4 days away. I had to think of a suitable present for my dear pet as a reward for this lovely considerate ge

Understanding Amy Ch. 04
Chapter 4: Explorations I smiled as I watched the motorcade slowly make its way up the driveway. Ordinarily I would have left the 'meet and greet' to Tristan however this was a special case; it had been a long time since my good friend had arrived on my doorstep, and as eccentric as ever. Master Min had been a trusted companion of mine for many years and some of our adventures were still mentioned in the Manor frequently. From his grin through the window-screen, I knew the Jaguar must have been a new acquisition, and the two limos behind meant he was here to stay for a while. His white silk scarf was flapping wildly in the wind. I couldn't help but let out a laugh, it was more of a 'biggles' moment, his dress as he stepped out the car showed the English Gentleman out for a day in the country complete with tweed jacket. He bounded up the steps to greet me heartily. "Sino. How goes it chappy? It's been too long." He almost ripped my arm from the socket shaking my hand. "Maste

Santa's Helper
(New Years Eve) After Jack had left the humble cottage deep in the hills, Jack felt something real and fulfilling. Not just any old feeling, but one which gave him a certain feeling and more reason to keep on existing. "Damn that lady could cook a mean dish." Jack said. "Wow, and the way she gave me such pleasure in bed." Sighing. Once Jack had reached the old estate just outside the small town. Every woman he saw, encounters, which gave him a thrill and a most pleasurable erection as though Jack seen in each of their eyes and smile that glitter and gleam that erases every other woman he made-love to. Reminding him of Jill so much that he became obsessed with the thought of seducing her and making-love again on the living room floor. Every time Jack would think of this blonde lady he would shake all over and foam at the mouth. Visions of impurity would also cast a spell, form a swelling beyond imaginable inside the worn-out blue jeans he wore to his sister's nogleration party

Santa's Lil' Helper
Twas' a cold wintry night in the mountains of Montana, where Jack's car had stalled near an iced over river. Nobody in sight to aid him in jump-starting his '98-ford escort that simply couldn't take the winding curves and high altitude of the icy roads and punishing winds. Jack was on his way to his sister's wedding when the car had died, exhausted itself out. Then stepping out onto the slippery back road to flag down the vehicle coming directly toward him. Jack was twenty-five and never married due to the many divorce's his mother went through. "Damn, I hate when this happens!" He scolds. Kicking the right front tire when he sees vaguely through the nights blinding snow of two headlights. "Come on, please stop," Jack cries, waving his hands frantically in the middle of the snow covered road. Suddenly the car slows down and skids nearly off the covered path to avoid striking the young man dressed in tight jeans and bright colored sweater. Even after a short period of time flag

Shoutout To New Fubar Members
as you can expect at any real life bar, there are plenty of assholes, fake motherfuckers, and grown men and women whose only goal in life is to fuck with you. and just like any other bar you have to stand up for yourself, what you believe in, and what you know to be the truth. do not let a select group of people ruin your experience of fubar. i've met some genuinely good hearted people in here, and know that if you give it time you will too. just because someone sends you a friend request doesn't mean you have to accept it. points do you no good if you do not enjoy the overall experience. have some fun, and do not let someone elses attitude affect yours...

Dracula- The Evolution Of A Comicbook Page
Hi everyone, This page has already been seen on my 'Blogger' page, but I thought I'd take this oppertunity to show the process that goes into the making of one of the pages of the Dracula graphic novel I am working on.. The scene I'm using to illustrate the point, is the one where Harker meets Dracula's 'brides' in the castle. So, first off, we have Jason Colby's script, adapted from Stoker's original text. As you can see I make my initial 'thinking on paper' thumnails actually on the script page. On most pages, that would be all the development work I'd do..& from there, I'd jump straight into the actual artwork. However, I felt that this was a key scene, & the brides were significant characters, & as such I wanted to get them right, so I made a few sketches.On the whole, I liked these, they captured the level of sexiness I wanted, but despite that, I felt they looked too modern. And since this was an attempt to tell this story as close to how Stoker would have envisioned it, th

I Made A Visitors Award Of My Own
I wanted to show appreciation to this individual but maybe cause they are new their settings have not been changed to allow visitors to their page. anyway this is what I had to give them please comment for what I should do. imikimi - Customize Your World

Points & Fubucks
If Fubar wants us to make points & fubucks with blogs, new friends, rates, etc...instead of with mumms, they better start giving us more points for those things.

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How Well Do I Know My States?
You Know Your States You got 9/10 correct. You've got a pretty good handle on US geography. There's a good chance you've visited at least a dozen of the fifty states. How Well Do You Know Your States?

Could I Be A Vampire?
You Could Definitely Be a Vampire Immortality, staying pretty forever, not having to get a job... you could definitely eat some flesh for these things. It's not that you're a murderer by nature. In fact, you're probably the furthest thing from it. However, if you woke up a vampire, you'd certainly be able to adapt and enjoy your new lifestyle. There might not be much better than living forever, even if it means giving up your soul. What you would like best about being a vampire: Being a total outsider What you would like least about being a vampire: Other vampires Could You Be a Vampire?

How Good Am I?
You Are 64% Good You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral. And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through. If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing. Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps. You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you How Good Are You?

Mudvayne Announce Tour Dates
Mudvayne has announced the initial tour dates for their upcoming North American trek. Joining them on the tour will be 10 Years and the recently reunited Snot. Mudvaune is currently working on a new album which is entitled, "The New Game", and is hoping to release the record in mid-November. The first single from the album, "Do What You Do" will be hitting the airwaves on September 23rd. The tour dates are as follows: 10/30 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater 11/08 - Albuquerque, NM - Albuquerque Convention Center 11/11 - Hollywood, CA - Hollywood Palladium 12/09 - Columbus, OH - Lifestyle Communities Pavilion

Patrick
I'M RELAXING ON YOUR BED WAITING FOR YOU TO EXIT THE SHOWER YOU ENTER THE ROOM I TURN TO SEE YOU YOUR SKIN SILKY SHINEY SEXY WITH WETNESS YOU SMILE BUT STOP AT MY STARE I SIT UP MY EYES NEVER LEAVING YOURS I WALK TOWARDS YOU MY HEART POUNDING IN MY EAR I WALK AROUND YOU MY NAILS GENTLY TOUCHING YOUT SKIN I FEEL THE WETNESSS WITH MY FINGER TIPS A MOAN EXCAPE MY THROAT MY FINGER TIPS TRAIL YOUR SHOLDER I CIRCLE YOU YOUR SCENT FILL MY NOSE I CLOSE MY EYES ANTICIPATING WHAT COMES NEXT MY HAND TOUCHES YOUR BACK AND SLIDES DOWN TO YOUR WAIST I FEEL THE TOWEL MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT MY BREATHING DEEPENDS I START TO SWEAT STANDING BEHIND YOU MY FINGERS TRACE THE RIM OF THE TOWEL MY NIPPLES HARDEN I TRACE THE RIM OF THE TOWEL AROUND TO YOUR BUSH THE TOWEL FROPS TO THE FLOOR I SNIFF YOUR SCENT AS I SNIFF MY HAND CUPS YOUR MANHOOD A MOAN EXSCAPES YOUR THROAT I CLOSE MY EYES MY UNDER BUSH MOISTENS MY OTHER HAND JOINS THE FIRST AS I GRIP YOUR MANHOOD YO

Get It Off My Chest
I marked this not safe for work, because I'm about to cuss like fucking crazed bitch gettin her 22 orgasm in a row. Some fucking people just get on my nerves. I try to play it cool, accept everyone for who they are, but some people you just want to smack a cinder block upside the fuckin heads and tell to swallow acid and shut the fuck up. I'm fucking Mr. Nice guy right? I like being social going around and chillin with friends, hanging out, doing some kinda of outdoor sports, going to movies, you know the regular shit. I work in an office filled with females, all of them cool except this one. Now someone fucking tell me why the one chick I meet recently that I really vibe with is good friends with most fucked up (ma excuse me for sayin this) Bitch of all Bitches around. My female friend and I have been talking about sex more and more lately. Call me a freaking patient saint, I waited till she was comfortable (Two great dates) and now she wants to have sex. Cool. The atmosp

Best News Ever
found out today guys... my wifes pregnant!! woohooo drinks all round.. lol

Salute Photographs
I come to the realization there always has to be someone in your way when it comes to things. I told myself I would use my father's web cam to get a Salute simply because I'm having no such luck on meeting people on here and it would prove that I'm really me. Thinking I did everything that was required for a Salute I get a message from a bouncer. Said my Salute photo has been rejected because I didn't follow exact regulations. Give me a break. I looked up my account number to write the confusing numbers down and now I have to write the website and make certain it's not in a folder of any kind. I swear I've seen other users with just the numbers on here and this bouncer is literally being just a dick. It was like talking to a brick wall. Saying sorry that's regulations. Sorry that's regulations. He doesn't care or give a shit that I have to take an airplane and fly all the way back to my old man's house just get another photograph.

Jesture Of Love
Master of illusion, I’m your puppet on a golden string Your words mix with Scotch becoming venom in your veins Dancing like children around rainbows After my storm of tears has passed I press my lips hard to your flesh Dancing my tongue on the line of your neck I extract the evil within, all the pain you carry The burns of your vacant words make it my own I now stand alone, I suppose I always was Holding firmly to what was never mine Your jester act had my heart fooled All along I was your last laugh The is one thing I must reveal Before I leave this lonely town of faith The words you made me suffocate Now come to light this night I really did love you behind those lying eyes Every moment is locked in my heart Nights I spend crying for your touch Though to you, I never meant very much

Things My Mother Taught Me
"THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME" *My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.If you're going to kill each other,do it outside.I just finished cleaning. * RELIGION.You better pray that will come out of the carpet. * TRAVEL TIME.If you don't straighten up,I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week. * LOGIC.Because I said so,that's why...And if you fall out of that swing and break your neck,you're not going to the store with me. * FORESIGHT.Make sure you wear clean underwear,in case you're in an accident. * IRONY.Keep crying,and I'll give you something to cry about. *My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.Shut your mouth and eat your supper. * CONTORTIONISM.Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck. *STAMINA.You'll sit there until all that spinich is gone. *WEATHER.This room looks as if a tornado went through it. *HYPOCRISY.If I've told you once,I've told you a million times,don't exaggerate. *CIRCLE OF LIFE.I brought you

Sometimes You Have To Choose A Song
Rain . . . Softly falling down . . . each drop a symphony of sound . . . as it hits the tin roof . . . tap . . . tap . . . tap. It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat . . . the kind that makes you daydream . . . and feel sad and sigh . . . as you think of what might of been or could be in your life. Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories . . . tender thoughts and special smiles . . . thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster . . . and your laughter ring with happiness and joy. Or maybe it is a love song . . . with sweet and soft lyrics . . . tender and romantic and sensual . . . that makes you think of dancing in the rain. Only you can decide which song . . . is the one you are hearing . . . which music soothes your soul . . . and which song you want to sing along with. Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . . and the choosing isn't easy.

The Smashing Pumpkins - Eye (is It Any Wonder I Can't Sleep Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Eye - The Smashing Pumpkins LYRICS BELOW I lie, I wait I stop, I hesitate I am, I breathe I meant, I think of me Is it any wonder I can't sleep? All I have is all you gave to me Is it any wonder I found peace through you? Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned Turn away from light It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough I taste, I love I come, I bleed enough I hate, I'm not I was, I want too much Is it any wonder I can't sleep? All I have is all you gave to me Is it any wonder I found peace through you? Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned Turn away from light It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough, just a touch It's not enough, just a touch

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen But something happened for the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground found something true And everyone’s looking round thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater than the risk that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy Maybe

Do I Live In The Past, Present, Or Future?
You Live in the Present You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future. You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment. While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much. It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future. Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

Which Of The Five Senses Am I?
You are the Sense of Sight You are a very observant, detail oriented person. You are able to take in a lot of information at once. You often see things that other people never notice. You have a good eye for design and aesthetics. You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not. When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind. Which of the Five Senses Are You?

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Military And Civilian Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk. Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr and Mrs. Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. MILITARY FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your vagina. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought i

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One Of Those Days
have you ever been so angry you wanted to kick life in the nuts for giving you the hand it dealt and been such a pus ever wanted to screw with fate shove an arrow up cupid ass show destiny the way to hell and beat karma to a pole ever had a real bad day when everything went wrong ever wanted to spit on luck and bitch slap good fortune ........ Just One Of Those Days

Update 4 On Stop Child Abuse
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag(let Tigerprincess know you rated folder as well,she makes the tags) imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar Holly HotBox Holly HotBox ~The Owner of "The Love Shack",25 to life@ fubar tracy @ fubar hot lil mama @ fubar Cheryl

Threads
These are thoughts/threads from posts I have started. Found them interesting to some degree. Topic: Rita Lasar on 9/11-Inspirational Speech Cali66 Joined Fri 06/22/07 Posts: 1541 Thu 09/11/08 01:12 AM Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) Her brother was killed on Sept. 11th. (Rita Lasar) www.vimeo.com/1388315 Quote | Reply kerbear73 Joined Wed 01/02/08 Posts: 3441 Thu 09/11/08 01:41 AMYou join the world, I am going to stay American Report Post | Quote | Reply Spaceman2008 Joined Mon 01/21/08 Posts: 3846 Thu 09/11/08 01:43 AMQUOTE: You join the world, I am going to stay American Ditto. I refuse to bow down to a terrorists demands to believe in their cult (yes I said cult) or they will kill me. BRING IT ON! The first one that sets foot on my doorstep will get taken care of, I guarantee it. Edited by Spaceman200

Yuri K. 'then Came War'
Sandra Oh reads Yuri Kochiyama, "Then Came the War" (1991) on Japanese internment by Voices of a People's History Sandra Oh reads Yuri Kochiyama, "Then Came the War" (1991) on Japanese internment from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Sandra Oh reads from Howard Zinn and Anthony Arnove's book Voices of a People's History of the United States, October 5, 2005, at the Japanese American Cultural and Community Center George and Sakaye Aratani Japan America Theatre, Los Angeles, California. For more information, visit: peopleshistory.us.

John Lewis's Orig. Text/speech-lincolns Memorial 1963
Brian Jones reads John's Lewis's Original Text of Speech at the Lincoln Memorial (November 10, 1963) by Voices of a People's History Brian Jones reads John's Lewis's Original Text of Speech at the Lincoln Memorial (November 10, 1963) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Brian Jones reads from Howard Zinn and Anthony Arnove's book Voices of a People's History of the United States, October 22, 2004, at The New York Society for Ethical Culture, New York, NY. For more information, visit: peopleshistory.us.

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09/24/08 - Dido - Thank You (i Know Its Sappy But Its A Great Song)
SONG VERSION BELOW Thank You-Dido - Amour For Love VIDEO VERSION BELOW Thank You - Dido LYRICS BELOW My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today I'm late for work again and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through then you handed me a towel and all I see is you and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue because you're near me and I want to th

09/24/08 - T.a.t.u. - All About Us (yes It Isssss)
SONG VERSION BELOW All About Us - Tatu VIDEO VERSION BELOW All About Us - t.A.T.u. LYRICS BELOW They say They don't trust You, me, we, us So we'll fall If we must Cause it's you, me And it's all about It's all about It's all about us (all about us) It's all about All about us (all about us) There's a thing that they can't touch 'Cause ya know (ah ah) It's all about us (all about us) It's all about All about us all about us We'll run away if we must 'Cause ya know It's all about us (It's all about us) It's all about love (It's all about us) In you I can trust (It's all about us) It's all about us If they hurt you They hurt me too So we'll rise up Won't stop And it's all about It's all about It's all about us (all about us) It's all about All about us (all about us) There's a thing that they can't touch 'Cause ya know (ah ah) It's all about us (all about us) It's all about All about us all about us We'll run away i

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Redneck Computer Terms
REDNECK COMPUTER TERMS.!! *BACKUP..What you do when you run across a skunk in the woods. *BAR CODE..Them's the fight'n rules down at the local tavern. *BUG..The reason you give for calling in sick. *BYTE..What your pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. *CACHE..Needed when you run out of food stamps. *CHIP..Pasture muffins that you try not to step in. *TERMINAL..Time to call the undertaker. *CRASH..When you go to Junior's party uninvited. *DIGITAL..The art of counting on your fingers. *DISKETTE..Female disco dancer. *FAX..What you lie about to the IRS. *HACKER..Uncle Leroy after 32 years of smoking. *HARDCOPY..Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. *INTERNET..Where cafeteria workers put their hair. *KEYBOARD..Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. *MAC..Big Bubba's favorite fast food. *MEGAHERTZ..How your head feels after 17 beers. *MODEM..What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. *MOUSE PAD..Where Mickey and Minnie live.

American Patriotism
It isn't enough to be An American who is free, To choose the kind of life we want to live, There are many things to do For our Red, White and Blue, There are many things each citizen can give. There's work which must be done For daughter and for son, For parents, and for friends and neighbors, too, Defending freedom's cause, Protecting righteous laws, And keeping independence bright and true. No cause is there more just, In God put all our trust, Let every free American start today, To work with all our might, Defending truth and right, And asking God to open up the way To keep our country free For folks like you and me, To live and work and worship as they please, In a land that's free from fear, In a land where patriots cheer, When they see "Old Glory" truly paint the breeze. May God protect this land With His almighty hand, And may He strengthen us against the foe, That we may right the wrongs, And sing our nation's songs, And let American patrio

Ballad Of A Soldier
I am a soldier. My name is freedom. I walk in the valley of the shadow of death. I fear no evil. I stand for courage, compassion, dignity, and life. My love is democracy. I am the light in darkness. I am the sword of the meek. I do not hate. My code is Justice. I do not pale in the face of danger. I will not turn a blind eye. I do not tolerate transgression. I am an Eagle. I empower the weak. I march boldly. I cry quietly. I sleep lightly. I love unconditionally. Call me in the night, I will come. Pray for me in the darkness, I will bring the lamp. Whisper my name, and I will hear. I am the blood of innocence. I have not one face, but many. I am a mother, a father, a son & a daughter. I am no one and I am everyone. I am a soldier and Freedom is my name.

Freedom Has To Be Paid
Our Troops; I realize this used to be the Eden Where God made Adam, and his wife Eve But you have been gone too long; and bleeding So hurry up, and come on home. Will you please? We all miss you; we all love you, and respect you too All that has to be done; of that we are well assured We know that in you heart, and your strength; you shall do. But 'O, it's so hard to know what you all have endured. Come home for a while; no, come home to stay Lord, bring our people home; let them at home be We miss you and love you and every night we Pray They have been gone so long; to make our Country free. Freedom isn't easy to come by; Freedom has to be paid God go with these troops of ours; all; even today Many will come home, but some in their graves are laid. Because we know without Thee; there's no other way. We know you're paying for freedom; maybe for another Country; freedom is bought for all; by your sweat and blood But all miss you; friends, mates, sib's Dad & mot

Why Math Is Taught In School
WHY MATH IS TAUGHT IN SCHOOL.... I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver cut right in front of a pickup truck,causing him to have to drive on the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and "flipped" the woman off. I thought to myself,"Man,that guy is stupid". I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic,( LOL,Yeah Right)..,and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way to work,that's 96 miles each day. Of these 16 miles,each way is bumper to bumper.Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an eight lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles.That works out to be 982 cars every mile,or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper,I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars.That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass everyday.

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09/26/08 - Men At Work - I Come From A Land Down Under (vegemite Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW I Come From A Land Down Under - Men At Work LYRICS BELOW Traveling in a fried-out combie On a hippie trail, head full of zombie I met a strange lady, she made me nervous She took me in and gave me breakfast And she said, Do you come from a land down under? Where women glow and men plunder? Cant you hear, cant you hear the thunder? You better run, you better take cover. Buying bread from a man in brussels He was six foot four and full of muscles I said, do you speak-a my language? He just smiled and gave me a vegemite sandwich And he said, I come from a land down under Where beer does flow and men chunder Cant you hear, cant you hear the thunder? You better run, you better take cover. Lying in a den in bombay With a slack jaw, and not much to say I said to the man, are you trying to tempt me Because I come from the land of plenty? And he said, Oh! do you come from a land down under? (oh yeah yeah) Where women glow and

09/26/08 - Staind - So Far Away (limit The Pain Ediition)
SONG VERSION BELOW so far away - staind VIDEO VERSION BELOW So Far Away - Staind LYRICS BELOW This is my life It's not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these are my dreams That I'd never lived before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleeping Now that we're here, it's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain And all the mistakes, one life contained They all finally start to go away And now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day And I can forgive And I'm not ashamed to be The Person that I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this is the smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleeping..

Golf Caddy
"Well." says the driver, "It has everything. It has power steering, power seats, power sun roof, power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a 10 deck CD player in the trunk with 100 watts per channel. 8 speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes all around, leather interior, digital instrument package, and best of all a 8.8 liter V12 engine." "Wow," says the attendent, thata be something." "How much do I owe you for the gasoline?" asks the driver. Thata be $30.17" says the attendent. The driver pulls out his money clip and peels off a $20 and a $10 bill. He goes into his other pocket and pulls out a handful of change. Mixed up with the change are golf tees. "What dem little wooden things?" asks the attendent. "Thats what I put my balls on when I drive," says the driver. "Wow" says the attendent, "Dem Cadillac people think of everything."

The Sorrows Dance
Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry SHALL I GIVE YOU ONE LAST DANCE? MY TEARS ARE STEAMING THERE IS NOT ONE CHANCE. YOU BEG AND PLEAD TO UNOPEN EARS WELCOME MY FRIEND TO YOUR WORST FEARS. YOU SWALLOWED WHOLE ALL MY SOUL. NOW IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO GO. THROUGH ALL THE PAIN AND CIRCUMSTANCE I ALWAYS GAVE YOU ONE LAST CHANCE. NOW TIMES HAVE CHANGED AND FAITH NO MORE. IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO OPEN THE DOOR. PARTING WAYS IS NOT ALWAY SWEET SORROW. FOR YOU WILL BE GONE AND THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW. I HOPE AND DREAM FOR A BETTER PLACE. ONE WITHOUT YOU ONE WITHOUT HATE!!!

Work
Iam leaveing ohio in 1 1/2 days to go to georgia i'll be back on line as soon as i get down there

Help
i need help to get my message to work and if anyone can help me its said i need to resend it and i have please someone help me i am new at this if anyone from muncie please call me 765 288 5938

Wanna Own Me??????????
GO BID ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bible Thoughts
Leviticus 26:22 "I will also send wild beasts among you, which shall ROB YOU OF YOUR CHILDREN, and DESTROY YOUR CATTLE, and make you few in number; and your high ways shall be desolate." "Well, I believe the earth was visited by creatures from heaven and that the Nephilim were produced by them, but I do not believe they were advanced extraterrestrial humanoids. If I understand the Bible and other extra-biblical literature correctly, the Anunnaki were fallen angels that left their assigned habitation and took women for wives. Nephilim were the mutant offspring of their unholy matrimony. In my opinion the Anunnaki are the Sumerian equivalent of the Jewish ‘Watchers.’ That is, they were part of a powerful angel group that ‘from heaven to earth came’ and generated the Nephilim through physical intercourse.” “That’s right. Satan knew about the protoevangelium—the promise in Genesis 3:16 that a Savior would be born, the seed of the woman, and that He would destroy Satan’s power. So Sata

Ok, So It's Not Such A Dumb Song
Sledgehammer by Peter Gabriel ...was about sex. I was listening to the song the other day and I was like, "Gee, this is a stupid song and I have no idea why they played it on VH1 for like two years as if it were so important." Yes, I'm an idiot. It took me until I was like 28 to figure out "Pull Up To The Bumper" by Grace Jones wasn't about gridlocked traffic at a club. Don't judge the kids, the music people these days just get on the radio for actually saying what they mean. But I did like his song Biko. I knew what that was about.

Hello To Everyone All My Friends
hey i have a myspace page too as well if u like to check it out u can find me there 95% of the time. www.myspace.com/angelgoddess2006 is my url and i have yahoo messenger too and it is burnettesgirl@yahoo.com and id is burnettesgirl so u can find me in many ways hope to hear from guys soon loves all my friend and for now bye- angel

Just When
Hello any one who might read this. Just when you think something is over all of a sudden your world changes! I'm in the US Army now and training to protect this country when only a few months ago i was sitting on my couch watching my life pass me by so from one extreme to another is fucking fast! but let me tell you i wouldn't trade it for the world well if you wanna chat hit me up much love all my drunk friends out there in FU land! PFC Chanez

Not Much Time Left
My internet access is about to come to an end as I travel back to my FOB. It has been really enjoyable to be able to get online and actually socialize/see people. I can't wait to get back to the states!

The Drivers Test
THE EXAM: Q..Do you yield when a blind pedestrian is crossing the road? A..What For? He can't see my license plate. Q..Who has the right of way when 4 cars approach a four way stop at the same time? A..The pickup truck with the gun rack and bumper sticker saying,"Guns don't kill people,I do". Q..When driving through fog,what should you use? A..Your car. Q..What problems would you face if you were arrested for drunk driving? A..I'd probably lose my buzz alot faster. Q..What changes would occur in your lifestyle if you could no longer drive lawfully? A..I would be forced to drive unlawfully. Q..What are some points to remember when passing or being passed? A..Make eye contact and wave "hello" if he/she is cute. Q..What is the difference between a flashing red light and a flashing yellow light? A..The color. Q..How do you deal with heavy traffic? A..Heavy psychedelics. Q..What can you do to help ease a heavy traffic problem? A..Carry l

Love Is A Loosi​ng Game !
Love is a loosi​ng game ! ​​​ he made her jealo​us on purpo​se he tried​. When the girl asked​,​​​ "Do you love me?" on purpo​se he lied. He playe​d with jealo​usy like it was a game. Littl​e did he know Thing​s would​ never​ be the same. His plan was worki​ng but he had no clue. How wrong​ thing​s would​ go, the damag​e he would​ do. One night​ she broke​ down,​​​ feeli​ng very alone​. Just her and the blade​,​​​ no one else home. She diale​d his numbe​r,​​​ he answe​red,​​​ "​​​Hello​"​​​ She told him she loved​ him and hung up the phone​. He raced​ to her house​ just a minut​e too late. Found​ her lying​ in blood̴

New Songs Added To Playlist
Just wanted to let my friends know, I added new songs to my playlist: PINK - U & UR Hand PINK - Don't Let Me Get Me PINK - Just Like A Pill LIZ PHAIR - Fuck & Run BLOODHOUND GANG - Bad Touch TWEET - Oops, Oh My TRUTH HURTS - Addictive MORE TO COME LATER!!!

My Account
those who do show love and do talk to me you have no worries thati deleted you. im thinking of deleting my account cuz i am fugly as hell and no one rates my pics much. no one ever has a crush on me. and im always having crushs on u guys.

Find Me At ....
if u still intrested in chatting with me you can find me at klwelch08@sbcglobal.net, through yahoo messenger.

Yeah ...
I got my family ... if your not famliy ... muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .... you know who i am ...........

09/30/08 - 40 Below Summer - Falling Down (last Day Of September)
SONG VERSION BELOW Falling Down - 40 Below Summer/object> LYRICS BELOW It's gonna bite today (right) to open a can of pain (wrong) Sun scorched and blistering (run) - do you know that it's all (gone) Kiss my eyes shut to bash it in - it's just another payment To how we live, how we dream, how we breed - low rent up in the basement the sky conforms to the surface, what's the purpose, everything is worthless I feel a crack in the structure - it's time bleed through suffer And I fall into myself - I fall - I'm falling down Life keeps on pushing me under (I am) ripping my whole world asunder (I can) Death is what keeps me in motion (will I) drown in this pain like an ocean I'm falling down again (now) Into the ground again (low) Don't tell me what to do when I take you - and I'm gonna make you You had in a moment what the rest of us need to believe isn't hopeless Take a look at the scoreboard - it's 1 nothing them - so I guess you need move more We'l

Happy
So i got a new boo. he makes me happy. i have never smiled this much. i cant do nothen but think of him and talk bout him.lol thats somethin i never do. i hate lookin soft makes ppl think they can take advantage of me. i can be soft when i wanna but most the time im not. Im glad i found someone new. hope ya'll are happy with who you have cuz its the best feelen in the world to have someone who makes you happy. :) Lyrics for: Leavin' Hey baby girl, I’ve been watchin’ you all day Man that thing you got behind you is amazin’ You make me wanna take you out and let it rain I know you got a man but this is what you should say Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’, never lookin’ back again You found somebody who does it better than he can No more makin’ you cry, no more them gray skies Girl, we flyin’ on the G5, G5 And we’re leavin’ never lookin’ back again So call your shawty and tell him you found a new man The one that’s so so fly, the one that keep you high Have you

09/30/08 - Fall Out Boy - This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race (i'm The Leading Man)
SONG VERSION BELOW this aint a scene, its an arms race - fall out boy VIDEO VERSION BELOW this aint a scene its an arms race! - fall out boy LYRICS BELOW I am an arms dealer. Fitting you with weapons in the form of words And don't really care, which side wins As long as the room keeps singing That's just the business I'm in This ain't a scene, it’s a god damn arms race This ain't a scene, it’s a god damn arms race This ain't a scene, it’s a god damn arms race I'm not a shoulder to cry on, but I digress I'm a leading man And the lies I weave are, are oh so intricate, oh so intricate I'm a leading man And the lies I weave are, are oh so intricate, oh so intricate I wrote the gospel of giving up (You look pretty sinking) But the real bombshells have already sunk (Pre-Madonnas of the gutter) At night we're painting your trash gold while you sleep Crashing not like hips or cars No, more like p-p-p-parties This ain't a sc

09/30/08 - Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies (close The God Damn Door!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco VIDEO VERSION BELOW I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco LYRICS BELOW Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor, and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words: "What a beautiful wedding!", "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter. "And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore." I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of... Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way

09/30/08 - Seal - Kiss From A Rose (muah Ouch Thorns :( )
SONG VERSION BELOW KISS FROM A ROSE (SEAL) - KISS FROM A ROSE (SEAL VIDEO VERSION BELOW Seal-Kiss from a Rose - LYRICS BELOW Ba da ba da da da ah ya ya... There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. You became the light on the dark side of me. Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and, The light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, The more I get of you Ooh Stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is is in bloom. A light hits the gloom on the grey. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. there's so much inside. You remain, you....... My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.. yeah. Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine c

Horoscope For Fellow Leos
Leo Get things taken care of in the morning, dear Leo, so that you can be carefree and laid back when the evening comes. It is important for you to square things away early in your own head so that you can communicate important information to others later on. Feel free to take a non-conventional approach. It is important for you to march to the beat of your own drum instead of anyone else's.

Rectum Stretcher
(if you don't laugh at this one, there is something wrong.) While she was 'flying' down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, 'What's your hurry?' To which she replied, 'I'm late for work.' 'Oh yeah,' said the cop, 'what do you do?' I'm a rectum stretcher,' she responded. The cop stammered, 'A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?' 'Well,' she said, 'I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide.' 'And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole? ' he asked. 'You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge...' Traff

Strange Eye Infection
Well just my damn luck.3 days ago i was doing fine until at night i started to feel a strange pain in my left eyes,then the next day i started to see blurry from my left eye.It was sorta getting alot of tears from it,so i kept wiping it.couldn't go outside thou,cause the light hurt it alot,and it couldn't let me see with the right one,so i feared for the worst.Damn,I might be going blind from my left eye.It worries me alot.cause i already lost both my legs to my diabetes,and now this.Well today i am relief thou.My left eye is starting to get better thou,and i can see now.It still a bit teary and i have a little pain thou,but i can see a bit clearly.Woo boy i am happy now.I was beginning to think i had to wear an eye patch like the pirates.would have been cool thou,but not to joke around thou.Being blind kinda sucks,cause you can't see the beautiful things that are out their in the world.My mom was blind,and we had to help her a bit,but thanks to the nurses and doctors they help her to

Hey Strangers....
Its been along time lol...How you all doing

10/02/08 - Elton John - Someone Saved My Life Tonight
SONG VERSION BELOW ELTON JOHN- SOMEONE SAVED MY LIFE TONIGHT (SUGARBEAR).mp3 - VIDEO VERSION BELOW Someone Saved My Life Tonight - Elton John LYRICS BELOW When I think of those East End lights Muggy nights, The curtains drawn in the little room downstairs Prima Donna, Lord, you really should have been there, Sitting like a princess perched in her electric chair And it's one more beer, And I don't hear you anymore We've all gone crazy lately, My friend's out there, Rolling 'round the basement floor And someone saved my life tonight, sugar bear You almost had your hooks in me Didn't you dear You nearly had me roped and tied, Altar-bound, hypnotized, Sweet freedom whispered in my ear You're a butterfly, And butterflies are free to fly, Fly away, high away bye bye I never realized the passing hours Of evening showers, A slip noose hanging in my darkest dreams I'm strangled by your haunted social scene Just a pawn outplayed by a domina

Oil Pan
Bought and fitted a new chrome oil pan today to the truck. Bad news it came with wrong gasket so had to make one til i get the correct one delivered.

Please Read A Friend On Myspace Sent It To Me
Paranoia or reality??? Regarding "Barry" Obama, why did he change his name? To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since then. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life. Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California. He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even thoug

Guess It Wasn't Worth It
Well i have been in and out of Fubar for over a year now and have met a few great people,Some people have really touched my heart and have truly been sincere, others enjoy playing games of the heart, and then there is just those that are here for the fubar points.. My main purpose here was to just chill and meet some good ppl that enjoy sharing some time and a few laughs, with out all the Drama. I have made it clear that i'm not interested in having an affair or meeting you in some sleazy hotel room, to have some fantasy sex orgy lol. I just want to meet a few friends and have some fun.. otherwise i'm just gonna leave this fubar thing and just try another site, there are so many.. so to all of you that have kept intouch, much love to you all, and thanks for being such good friends.. Peace and Love to u all God Bless

The Initiation Of Slut Emilie
One evening I was plugging away on the Lit Personals Board when I came across Emilie. She was a 'Virgin' poster, English, from French parents, about 26 and a designer, living near Bristol. She said in her profile that she was bi and liked to be dominated. I emailed her, (along with half a dozen other guys I later discovered) saying that if she fancied some fun I was her man. Her reply was short and curt, but I duly tried again and this time she said that she was interested in corresponding with me. After this we chatted regularly using Hotmail. It became quickly apparent that Emilie wanted more than just to be dominated but she wanted a Master. This was not something new to me. Emilie told me that she liked to be pinned down and held captive. She even admitted that her previous Master had urinated on her and even made her sit it her own piss for hours at a time. She said that her ultimate enjoyment is to have an enema and then fucked from behind doggy style. Her previous Master h

The Dungeon
I lie awake looking up at the ceiling, gazing into the darkness. I'm startled by the sound of footprints coming towards my room. As they reach the door, I shudder not knowing who or what it might be. As I watch the knob on the door turn, I become frightened. Lying naked and helpless in my bed watching, the door begins to open. My tanned frame is curled into a ball on the bed, breathless; afraid I watch. The door swings open wide, my eyes searching and trying to see the entrance. A dark tall muscular shape appears. My eyes adjust. I smile and unfold my body, moving to my hands and knees on the bed. The form in the doorway is my Master, a very handsome man. Master's tall masculine frame walks to the chest of drawers. I begin to feel the burning in my belly, the sensation of wanting the man that owns me to take and use his property as she should be used. I watch. He takes from the drawer some handcuffs and a few other items. My eyes become big wondering what he has planned. My eyes

Rip Bridget Anne
Today marks three months since I lost my sweet Angel. I lost her at 19 weeks due to an incompetent cervix. I lost her on July 2nd 2008. I still hurt everyday thinking about her. I still think of the what if's and the could be's but I'll never be able to know them. At least I can know and remember her face, her hands, and her feet. I can remember the touch of her skin and the love and pain she brought to our family. Rest in peace Bridget. Your family loves you..

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 2 & 3
It seemed more like days instead of hours when Master Jonathan and Mistress Susan came back down into the dungeon. We heard their footsteps way before we heard their voices. We were both uncomfortable in this kneeling position and we had begun to ache from being in the one position too long. "Well my little pets. How are we doing this evening? I hope you are hungry because we have brought you both some dinner." Mistress Susan was the first to speak. "And we want you to have plenty of strength for night ahead," Master Jonathan interjects. Master Jonathan releases me from my bonds and Mistress Susan releases Kim. "Well how does my cum taste now slave?" My response must have been too slow to Master Jonathan and he slaps me across the ass. "How does my cum taste now slave?" I wasn't sure how to answer, "Sweet Master." I said hesitantly "Well get used to it slave because you will be tasting plenty of it this week. It might be mine or it might be one of our many guests."

Thought For 10/3
Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Whats Your Personality Color
Whats Your Personality Colour? Your Result: Your colour is Red. Blood, Fire, Energy, Danger, Determination. You are romantic in your own way but also like it when you feel in power, this means you are a very energetic person with alot of personality but sometimes it may get in the way of you goals.Black White Green Blue Orange Yellow Whats Your Personality Colour?Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Karma Quiz
The KARMA Quiz - What kind of Karma do you have?Sorry your SCREWED - Not so good KarmaWell where do i begin, Just because you got your screwed not so good karma doesnt mean that your a bad person. Your just more of a rational thinker meaning when you saw that lady with the baby and the sign, To you she was using the baby as an excuse to get money for her drug/alchohol addictions. If you saw that old man on the streets and didnt help him doesnt mean that your a bad person, Its simply that you are on the streets to and you to need that money to survive also. Your thinking besides people will feel more sorry for the old man then you so he will probably make more money then you. But do BEWARE bad karma can still get you.Personality-Emotion Quizzes I have learnt that I am only gonna help myself so no wonder I have bad Karma and whats more I dont care. Funny isnt it - you help people out and what do you get back SWEET FA

Air Headed Rates
So whats your reason to blindly rating a STRANGER a 10 10 10 10 10?...y'all do know there's 9 other numbers don't you?...there's only 2 ways to rate.by personality & by looks.but when its a stranger then you don't know there personality so it has to be by looks.For you know not everyone you come across will look physically good to you.so is it because your all about kissing ass or points?...why rate so blindly?...You Weigh In.

100 Dollar Bills
Can someone please tell me why there are so many businesses that will not take a 100 dollar bill?.........If you have a store and want to sell something, then why in the HELL would you not take 100$............WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............It's just one more thing that shows how STUPID this world can be.

How To Create Music Using Fruity Loops Studio#4
this is a link and the video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hh_fmseiQg4

Get Her Some Auto 11s
GET THIS LOVELY LADY SOME AUTO 11S CLICK HER PIC TO GO HER PAGE

Moon Light
Sleepless night wandering clouds moonlight on the wall buried dreams of night smiles and soft whispers "Come to me my love..!" Soft warm hands going up my thigh warm waves through my hot and bothered body your presence everywhere driving me insane Indicative gaze lips half open waiting for your kisses it is hard to resist you escape your love I surrender Your hands hold my wrists press my body down on floor your fingers opening my buttons yours lips biting my neck my doubts are resolved this never-ending night

When I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

10-1
10 to 1 of My WorldTAKE THIS SURVEY! TEN HOW'S: How did you get one of your scars?being drunk How did you celebrate your last birthday?going out for a meal How are you feeling at this moment?bored How did your night go last night?boring How did you do in high school?ok How did you get the shirt you're wearing?wouldnt you like to know How often do you see ur best friend?quite a lot How much money did you spend last month?not a lot How old do you want to be when you get married?been there done that not in a hurry to repeat How old will you be at your next birthday?41 NINE WHAT'S: Your mothers name?joan What did you do last weekend?same as this weekedn What is the most important part of your life?living What would you rather be doing?living What did you last cry over?pain What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?a lot What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?personality What are you worried about?my leg What did you have for break

Society High
WE ARE A PUNK ROCK BAND FROM UPSTATE NY .... SONGS AND SHOWS POSTED AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/SOCIETYHIGH ALONG WITH BIO AND OTHER UPDATES

See You Again - Miley Cyrus
See You Again - Miley Cyrus

G.n.o. (girls Night Out) - Miley Cyrus
G.N.O. (Girls Night Out) - Miley Cyrus

Our Song - Taylor Swift
Our Song - Taylor Swift

Bumper Stickers
*God is my co-pilot,but the devil is my bombardier. *I don't have a license to kill,but a learners permit will work. *I wasn't born a bitch.Men like you made me this way. *Keep honking while I reload. *Taxation WITH representation isn't so hot,either.! *Madness takes it's toll.Please have exact change. *5 days/week my body is a temple.The other two,it's an amusement park. *Your child may be an honor student,but you're still an idiot. *If you drink,din't park.Accidents cause people. *If you can read this,I can hit my brakes and sue you. *Don't follow too close or I'll flick a booger on your windshield. *Save the whales.! Trade them for valuable prizes. *My wife complains I never listen to her....or something like that. *Sure you can trust the government.! Just ask a Native American. *If we are what we eat; I'm cheap,fast,and easy. *I am not A bitch,I am THE bitch. *A boss is like a diaper,always on your ass,and full of shit. ENJOY....

Hi!!!!!!!!!1 Boys
HI GUYS ADD ME IN YAHOO MASSENGER OK HIRS MY ID hotcasey20@yahoo.com

Mine
It's plane and simple that you should be who you are at all times rather that be the out spoken lound mouth at every event or the mild soft spoken mild tempered person that peolpe walk all over. Me on the other hand lay in between all od the above. soft and suddle but spolied rotten to the core!

Thoughts Of You
As I sit here thinking about you I realize that we have a love that is strong and true It all started with a few words that were softly spoken And now we have a bond that could never be broken You are the love of my life My best friend, and my future wife You mean the world to me And I will do anything to make you see Just how much you truly mean to me. You are more than my best friend you are my lover And I feel very privileged to know that your an angel undercover As I sit here thinking about you And all the wonderful things you do I am very blessed to be with you You are like a dream come true I wish that i could show you how much I love you You are all that I want and need, You are all that I could hope for You mean absolutely everything to me There is no way that anyone could ever love you more.

Hold On
Though my life has been turned upside down, I am still standing my ground. Though my body has been beaten and broken And my feelings hurt by the things others have spoken, Though so many people have done me wrong, I am still standing strong. Though many of my dreams have faded away Nothing and no one can stand in my way. I am a man with goals, hopes and dreams, Even though many of my dreams are shattered by deafening screams, I'm still holding on. Though I have shed so much blood and so many tears for countless years I will stand strong and face my fears. Ladies and gentleman, take this lesson in life, No matter how bad your pain, worries, or strife, There's never a need to take your life. There's always someone to turn to, There's always something that you can do- Hold On. Even when you feel that you can no longer carry on, Just hold on.

Not Alone
As you sit there in the darkness of what has become your life Trying to put an end to your pain and strife Realize this- You are not alone! As you fight for what you believe is right As the day turns into night Do not give up hope For you are not alone! When you feel like all hope is gone And you can no longer carry on Hold your head up high Wipe that tear from your eye And realize that you are not alone! When you world comes crashing down on you And you feel that there is nothing you can do When you feel like you are all alone Take a look around you and realize you are not alone! Though there are times that you feel so weak And you try to ask for help but cannot speak Do not give up hope You are not alone! When the ones you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain And they make you feel like your goin insane, Carry on You are not alone! When you find yourself wanting to bring your life to an end Reach out and ask for the help of a friend And reali

All Alone
As I sit here all alone, I keep telling myself that I want to go home, Then I close my eyes and try not to cry For I realize that I don't have any place to call "HOME" These thoughts and feelings make me feel so weak I try to speak, But nothing comes out no matter how hard I try. I have told people to leave me alone for so long, That the words are starting to sound like lyrics to a song. I sit here and wonder why I have been left here all alone, I just wish that someone could manage to get close enough to fight away my fears, The fear of living my life all alone, The fear of dying all alone! I want to fill this emptiness within my soul, I want to heal my hearts gaping hole, I want to have a place that I can call "HOME" But most of all, I want someone to be with me, Someone who can see me for me and not who or what I used to be. I'm tired of going places and doing things all alone! Today is supposed to be a happy day, a day to celebrate my birth, But thinking about a

Bloodshed
Here I sit all alone Tears Streaming down my face Feeling like I am nothing more than a disgrace, I sometimes cut myself to see how much it bleeds The pain is like a sudden rush for me, I cry out for help, but no one hears my screams, All i can do is watch my blood pour out, It starts out slow and forms little streams, I grit my teeth or bite my shirt so that no one hears me shout. My sking and clothes are covered with stains But my mind is more focused on this agonizing pain. My friends and family have begged me to stop But this pain keeps burning deep inside However a small amount of relief is found in each blooddrop. These scars and wounds I will no longer try to hide, For its my life, my body and I'm not hurting anyone but myself. I have began to love pain Because in one way or another I get hurt every single day. Can't you see that these wounds are apart of me? Why won't you just let me be? I am tired of hiding behind a mask, But showing my "true" self has bec

Fear
As I sit here wondering what I did to deserve this, I realize that there is only one good thing in my life and that is you! Whenever I am with you, it is sheer bliss, But because of all that I am going through, I am afraid that I'm going to lose you. I never meant to drag you into this mess, If i were to lose you, I would never be the same, I am so sick and tired of people playing games, All that I ever wanted for you was simply the best. I feel like everything is out of place, And although they remain unseen These tears continue to stream down my face. I want to let it all out, I just want to scream, But I am afraid of being a disgrace I wish that this were only a dream. I haven't had a chance to be happy for quite a while, Then I met you, the only person who can make me smile, You are all that I have to hold onto, And I'm so afraid of losing you that I don't know what to do. You're the only one who has ever gotten close enough to wipe away my tears, Losing my mom u

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be ..Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken back by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avant guard on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen

Label.
To hear the mindless complaints To cuss at the Savior willingly Realists they call themselves to visions unseen But not open enough to embrace the reality (of the...) Ignorance promotes a silence An acid that slowly rots your perception Because you�ve only listened to your own words And never realized the true dilapidation That a world without His true love Is a planet living in vain And what good does selfishness promote But only to a mind that desires the insane A beautiful gift Sent from the one above Crucified by the ignorance Created in the second that selfishness wasn�t loved If you keep on lying to yourself And believing that what you do is right One day that vivid but precious speck of foolishness Will become the biggest chain of your life Why avoid living for real love? Why shun a Savior�s perfect ambition? What are you so proud of? What is so wrong in becoming a Christian?

Hope
Creating a different kind of void Beneath the shadow of a forgotten nightmare As these eyes walk slowly Into this blissful torture Of gazing into the highlight that is your sorrow This empathy rises only to be dismayed For even the slightest embrace full of my affection Would be as productive as the one who made you this way Walking hesitantly to this path Destined to be claimed by my all This heart desires only for your eyes to be delivered From the torture created by the choices of your fall...

2 Songs Of The Day
Hello my friends, time for the song of the day. Except today, there are two songs of the day, because quite frankly, both of them seemed appropriate. So, they are: Meredith Brooks - Bitch and Ok Go - Get Over It Meredith Brooks - Bitch I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change Tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must have been relieved to see The softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything All rolled into one Chorus: I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change And

Back Before There Was Computers
Memory was something you lost with age An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano A web was a spider's home A virus ! Was the flu A CD was a bank account A hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And if you had a 3½ inch floppy. You just hoped nobody ever found out

Naked Swimmer Evades Police In Tokyo Palace Moat
TOKYO (Reuters) - A bald, naked man who said he was a British tourist went swimming in the moat of Japan's Imperial Palace on Tuesday, climbing the palace wall, throwing rocks and splashing water at police before being taken into custody. Television footage showed the tall man getting out of the water at one point, chasing police with a rock and a plastic construction site pole. He then went back to the murky water and swam across to the other side of the moat, climbing up the 8-meter (9-yard) stone wall of the palace. He was caught by two policemen, after a chase media said lasted for an hour and a half. "I've never heard of anyone doing such a thing," an unidentified man at the scene told TV Tokyo. "He must be a bit crazy." Television showed passers-by gathering around the moat and watching the chase, giggling and taking photos on mobile phones. Police said it was unclear what his motives were, although media said he had dropped a bag in the water. The man, aroun

Boyfriend Of Woman Stuck To Toilet Wins Lottery For Second Time This Year
A Kansas man whose girlfriend was physically stuck to the toilet in their home wins $20,000 in the state lottery for the second time this year. Kory McFarren of Ness City cashed in his winning $2 Bonus Crossword ticket in Great Bend Monday. On July 29, the 37-year-old McFarren received six months of probation after pleading no contest to misdemeanor mistreatment of a dependent adult. McFarren called Ness County deputies in February to report that his girlfriend, Pam Babcock, had refused to come out of the bathroom for two years. Authorities found her stuck to the toilet. Medical personnel estimated Babcock had been on the toilet for at least a month and said the seat had adhered to sores on her body. She was released from a Wichita hospital after several months of treatment.

Thought For 10/9
I would rather be an optimist and look like a fool than a pessimist and be right..

My Love Life
A little bit of info about meDid you get over your ex or do u still love him/her?hate his bloody gutsAre you currently dating someone?not yetif you are do you love him/her?i said i aint - dont you understand thatwould you date your ex again?omfg not a chance in hellif no why not?uglyHow many people have you had sex with?well if i say none you will say liar and if i say a lot well think about itdid you love every single one you had sex with?of course are you still a virgin?yes of coursehow many times have you been in love?dont know - how many hot dinners you hadhow many boy/girlfriends have you had?erm let me see, this year 1 last year 2 and the year before 1is there an ex girl/boyfriend you cant stop thinking about?yes cos i hate him so muchif you answered yes then who is it?none of your besswaxdo u like tall guys(girls)/short girls(guys)?tallwho was your first kiss?dunnohave u ever been in love with one of your friends?nowho did you loose your virginity to?a boyTake this survey or ot

Who Am I
You Are TraditionalYou tend to enjoy working with numbers or computer programs. You are an organized and efficient problem solver. When adding music to your iPod, you're the type of person who actually reads the instructions. You may want to major in Accounting, Education, or Marketing. You may want to be a Database Administrator, Investment Analyst, or a Programmer.Who Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Last Priority
I'm tired of being your last priority. You tell me you want me there. Then show me. Prove it to me. I'm not going to be here forever. Just to wait on you. Eventually, I'll get really fed up. And move the fuck on. I hate being like this, but it needs to be said. If you really want me there. Step up the game.

So..here's The Deal..
you know how people say it doesn't just rain..it storms? well.. i got one crazy ass storm on my hands and here i am without my umbrella..ella.. ella.. lol..sorry..rhinna flashback.. k..but seriously.. it all started a couple weeks ago.. drama drama drama.. lol..i'm not gonna get into it or mention names cuz ya'll know what that's about.. haha.. well my close friends anyways.. but on the bright side that craziness got me my own lounge.. so i'm not mad.. haha.. it's nice havin your own place.. and then.. on top of that crap i'm nicely settling into my new home away from home and my computer gives out.. what's up with that? seriously?? lol.. so i'm managing the internet withdrawls and keeping up with my close personal friends.. and then my mom ends up in the hospital!! turns out she was in the beginning stages of a heart attack and if we didn't get her there when we did things woulda been a hell of a lot more serious.. but thankfully.. things didn't turn out that way.. she's better.. a

This Is How My Day Is Gonna Go.
Can't believe I am up this early. I woke up at quarter to 5. I didn't text you Rocks cause my phone is charging and I didn't want to wake you up when I didn't have to at 5:45 in the am. That is a little early for my morning good morning text. First I have to go the Dr. for my ankle. I twisted it about 1 month ago and it still hurts like I twisted it yesterday. My cuz who is going to school to be a physical therapist said she knows that I messed up the tendons and so off to the dr I go. I also have to pick up my perscriptions but thank god they are in the same place. I also have to see about this cold/thingy that is attacking my lungs as of late. I got up so early this morning so I could take a bath and try to clear my head. Now I am tired but I have to go to the Dr soon (and no Rocks not your dr..its an ankle problem not a boobie problem)...lmao. Now I am just sucking back some tea and trying to wake the fuck up. Second I am going to get my hair cut. I am either getting it cut th

Sadddd
DAMMM It in the last few weeks I have lost $9,900 in the stock market and it is still dropping..OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG now I have a big problem with the situation taking place all over the world now not just in usa.... ahhhhhhhhh

Out Of It
so i will be in Missouri at the biggining part of next year hopefully out of the military and moving on with my life....yes i will get yelled at by some people cause i'm glad i'm getting out but alas most of you don't known the kind of BS they put us thru...anyway's dealing with that and my divorce....i just need to get away for awhile...who knows i might come back in once i get my life restarted *shrugs* well all for now and thanx for reading if ya are lol btw i'm going to try and upload more photo's of some of the friends i have around here(in and out of Uniform)

About Me And What I Am Looking For
31-year old European Black (mixed race)woman living in Malmö, Sweden (close Copenhagen in Denmark). I'm long 6"1 (185cm). I am into Scifi and playing Xbox, meeting friends and going out. I Want only to have contact with a nice romantic sweet single man since am single myself and would like to get to know someone who could perhaps be together with.

10/11 Songs For The Weekend
Hello my friends, Sorry I missed you all yesterday, busy day! But, YEAH, the weekend's finally here! Time to release some stress and aggravation! So, here's to the weekend, kissing the hellish week I had goodbye! The two songs for this weekend are "PINK - U and UR HAND", and "ANDREW W.K. - PARTY HARD!" Can you see what I'll be doing this weekend? My son's w/ his dad, so WOO HOO Party TIME! PINK - U AND UR HAND Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a **** fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dick head put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money I

Players Den Now Wont Staff
Come See Me In The Players Den And Listen To Some Tunez

You Are Appreciated*
i might have forgotten to tell your worth, i might have miz to say your appreciated , but your extence goes beyond my happines, and that no words can ever express how fulfilled i am of you being my teddy bear.. Love yah baby!

Updated 10/11 Songs
Just an update: I know it's a Saturday, and it's one I happen to have a babysitter for (which isn't often), and I put party music at the top of my playlist, but I felt the need to update the list again. I WILL be partying tonight! I WILL be kissing this past week goodbye! Goodbye and Good Riddance! BUT, I decided to also add two songs that signify how I feel at the end of this week that has caused me stress. So, to the individuals that have PISSED ME OFF this week, and made me feel like shit, these songs are for you! CHRISTINA AGUILERA - FIGHTER When I, thought I knew you Thinking, that you were true I guess I, I couldn't trust 'Cause your bluff time is up 'Cause I've had enough You were, there by my side Always, down for the ride But your, joy ride just came down in flames 'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm After all of the stealing and cheating You probably think that I hold resentment for you But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong 'Cause if it wasn't for all

Rwanda Genocide 100 Days 800,000 Killed
And we have it bad.. :/ Rwandan Genocide 1994 - Krista A. from fordee on Vimeo.

Obama's Holocaust Message - Never Again
www.vimeo.com/1396996 OBAMA'S HOLOCAUST MESSAGE: "NEVER AGAIN" from profesorbaker on Vimeo. Never Again. Simple, direct, straightforward, clear. Any nation that attacks Israel must be clear that it has attacked the USA. Way to go Obama. Sderot, Israel - Barack Obama said it is in Israel's interest to achieve a lasting peace with the Palestinians, but he emphasized Israeli's right to defend itself. He also said that Jerusalem will be the capital of Israel, but that the issue should be settled through negotiation. "That's an issue that has to be dealt with the parties involved, the Palestinians and the Israelis, and it is not the job of the United States to dictate the form in which that will take, but rather to support the efforts that are being made right now to resolve these very difficult issues that have a long history," Obama said. Obama spoke at a press conference in Sderot, near the Gaza border. The city has been a frequent target of rocket attacks from Pal

Just A Survey*
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like/love? ~ nope, my time couldn't be spent any better with anybody else. . Can you fill this out without lying? ~ yup! . What is the last thing you put in your mouth? ~ ICE CREAM... . Have you ever kissed anyone named C? ~ waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! NO COMMENT! sh*y*t! . What are you doing tonight? ~ sleep! . Name someone who made you laugh today? ~ my brother... . Do you have someone in your life who is always able to make you happy? ~ YUP! . Last person to put their arm around you? ~ my sister... . When was the last time you saw number 6 on your top friends? ~ i don't know... . How late did you stay up last night and why? ~ i didn't sleep last night! . Ever been kissed under fireworks? ~ nope! . Do you believe ex's can be friends? ~ nope! . What was the last thing someone bought for you? ~ i can't remember! . When is your birthday? ~ OCT 21, 1984 . Was yesterday better than today? ~ yes! . C

Want Win A Indy Cd, This Is A Donation Drive For My Station
ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEODonate 5 bucks to help keep Rockin Roundup Rodeo on airEach time you donate , I will put your name in a hat to win A Robbins & Wheeler “Bring It Back “ cd or Judy Kanyo “Not What I Had In Mind” CD, or Tom Savell “Just Got Love It “cdWill be giving away 3 Nov 1st,It’s easy join my station Rockin Roundup Rodeo, go to my paypal Donate button, click on , fill out the info, www.rockinrounduprodeo.com So please help me keep my station going, spinning the indies you loveAnd claim to support, Thank YouJody Dickey

Untitled
Born onto this world with a curse that's left a mental scar on me forever. I could've been so much more than this but God didn't really give me a choice. So I live with this fact everyday and The pain of living through this is killing me inside.

Temporalcon Iii
Temporalcon III Hear the Battle Cry go forth and give the agents what they want and what they want is the gaming bliss that is "Temporalcon III" "Rise of the wheeled mastermind" Location Budget Lodging St Clair MO Entry $20.00 for the whole weekend Dealers Tables $30 + $10 for an additional Table Space is VERY limited. What can you expect at this coming event? Shane Moore Mr. Moore is honoring us with his presents, returning from several very awesome events and the release of his latest book. Shane was the Guest of Honor at Gencon 08 Make sure you let him and his friends know how much we appreciate them. Don't forget to buy all of his Books and Publications. Jon Klement Jon has been a long time friend of G.C.H.Q. and he will be continuing the play-testing of Smerdiverse. as well as the soon to be released book Deep Roots. Jon also is the one responsible in the creation of the new Ezine www.gameclubhq.net and assisting Agent Jones in t

Only Jah-jah Knows--
www.vimeo.com/1912600 ONLY JAH-JAH KNOW*** from jabari akhenamen on Vimeo.

Final Goodbye
Final Good bye Grandpa Sunday we gave our finale fareweels to our grandfather. Wescattered his ashes along the edge of Hyatt lake on some open range land.Weather was beautiful, a few clouds, blue sky low 60's. Geese on the lake, couple hawks flying around.We all brought helium ballons that we wrote messages on and released them as we scattered his ashes. we all said our good byes , and then went to lunch and told stories about him. Jack Shmidle was loved very much and will be greatly missed.

I Know Sexxxy
I have noticed so many beautiful women on Fubar who seem to have low self esteem. I am curious as to why. Is it because they have not been told how beautiful they are?, is it because they just don't see it?. Confidence would only make them more sexxy!

Pain Never Forgotten, Love Never Expected
Pain Never Forgotten, Love Never Expected Could this be what Iv always wanted I could have sworn I was unwanted For many years the pain was there I cried every time my heart would tear With every end I felt the reason lied within me Wishing to mend to find love but none would let it be With every lie and usage worthlessness grew within me Wishing these misleads would die away along with thee Never did I give up my search nor did I end my life My longing has ended at last away with my strife I have found love that was never expected Pain never forgotten Love never expected She has come to me in my time of need My wounds would heal pain would recede My pain would never be forgotten This unexpected love will be remembered

Vanessa My Love
Vanessa My Love How many years has it been…how many days have passed Since I began my search…where have you been How my heart has ached…how my tears have fled Since I began my search where have you been Vanessa My Love The pain I have endured…was worth it in the end To have finally met you…you’re with me at last We both have suffered…of loss and broken hearts But we suffer no more for our love is true Vanessa My Love I will love you till the end…for you are my purpose My reason for living on…my reason to breathe I live because of you…I live for you How time has passed…and yet I live All for you and because of you Vanessa My Love Many times has pain…torn my heart Many a time my heart…broken and apart You are my love…and my healing path For better times because of you Vanessa My Love I will cherish you for all eternity My reason…my life…Vanessa My Love

Caps Lock- Things That Make Ya Point And Laugh
Welcome to WebmasterWorld Guest from (yea I deleted my IP.. it don't matter) register, login, search, glossary, subscribe, help, library, PubCon, announcements , recent posts, unanswered posts PubCon Sponsor Home / Forums Index / Microsoft / Microsoft Windows OS Usage - NT - XP - Vista Forum Library : Charter : Moderators: bill Microsoft Windows OS Usage - NT - XP - Vista help! kill CAPS LOCK -------- royalelephant #:1570079 8:54 pm on Feb. 23, 2005 (utc 0) My CAPS LOCK needs killing. How do I do it? This is on a HP pavilion laptop. Just want to put it out of action. ------ longen #:1570080 8:29 am on Feb. 24, 2005 (utc 0) Googling for "caps lock" disable xp shows some freeware programs that claim to disable the Caps button. Better back up your system before using. ------ SEOMike #:1570081 4:29 pm on Feb. 24, 2005 (utc 0) I've disabled my "Insert" key because I kept hitting it when I went for "de

Interesting Article In Support Of Cuckolding
SOUND REASONS FOR CUCKOLDRY IN TODAY'S SOCIETY by Dr. Ann "DrAnnOnimus@aol.com" After studying human sexuality for many years it has become inarguable to me that a cuckold relationship (in which the wife engages in sexual activity with a variety of men while her husband remains faithful) is most compatible with basic human evolutionary make up. It is straying from this evolutionarily grounded human bonding relationship that has produced such misunderstandings and conflict between the sexes. At the very base of this principle is the understanding of a woman's psychological need for a variety of sex partner's. Psychologically, women are hardwired differently than men. A woman has a dual sex drive. The first is centered on finding a mate for life to help support her and her offspring. This is why (and when) love is such an important part of a women's sexual desire. The second is a desire to obtain a variety of the best genetic material to produce the best children. T

Thoughts
Music is life...Dream what you wish,Wish what you dream....My shadows live in darkness...If your trapped in a box just open the lid....You can dig your self into a hole only so far untill you reach the other side...Words are nothing with out meaning...if life is but a dream,is a dream life?...when a dog licks you is it cause it loves you or is it trying to get the taste of it's own ass out of it's mouth?...when a deer sees another deer get shot...do they think oh dear?...just things that rattle around my head

Thought For 9/15
Wherever you go, go with all your heart. - Confucius

What You Think About This???
Subject: The Presidency What do you think about this one ? ? ? The Constitution is the supreme law in the United States. No judge or other governmental body, not even the Supreme Court, may override it in any circumstance! Subject: I wonder if the judges will uphold this one..... Think about this. I always thought that Clinton had something on Obama. A birth certificate is a matter of public record. I wonder where it is. We know that Obama refuses to release his birth certificate, and for some reason it is not on file in Hawaii, so this is interesting. Is Obama legally eligible to serve as President? Here's something for you to ponder. SOME TIME AGO HILLARY SAID SHE HAD SOMETHING ON OBAMA THAT WOULD CHANGE THE ELECTION, AND THAT'S WHY SHE ONLY SUSPENDED HER QUEST FOR THE PRESIDENCY. PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE TIME FRAME AS YOU READ THIS. This came from a USNA alumnus. It'll be inte resting to see how the media handles this. Barack Obama is not

100 In A 55 Playmate @forbidden
Guys this girl is crazy ok? DO NOT TRUST HER.

Broken Twig
Once again I left myself open to be hurt and run over by leaving my heart on my sleeve were it is happy at. I'll learn one of these days to put a shield around it to stop it from being ripped off my arm and thrown under foot and walked all over. I guess I had what was coming to me for being so head over heels for somebody who doesn't have those same feelings and now never will have those feelings even if they did start to have some they are gone now. I never meant to upset anybody or make anybody unhappy with me,but alas that is were my bad karma comes in to play as always with me. I try and give everything I have into something and end up falling flat on my ass because I can't see the fall ahead of me. Well maybe this will teach my heart not to stay on my sleeve anymore.

Lifesavers
A college Professor was doing a study testing the senses of 1st graders,using a bowl of lifesavers. He gave all the children the same kind of lifesavers,one at a time,and asked them to identify them by color anf flavor. The children began to say: "Red........Cherry, "Yellow......Lemon, "Green......Lime, "Orange.....Orange." Finally,the Professor gave them all honey lifesavers. After eating them for a few moments,none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said,"I'll give you all a clue; it's what your mother may sometimes call your daddy." One little girl looked up in horror,spit hers out and yelled: "Oh my God.!!!!!!!!....They're Assholes.!!!!!." ENJOY.....HUGS TO YA..

I'm Out
I'm fucking out of here. Fuck the 2 faced people and their bullshit. If you want my yahoo or something let me know. If not, oh well have a nice life.

10/16 Songs Of The Night
Well, I'm calling these songs of the night, because I haven't been on all day, and it is after 9pm here in RI, so songs of the night it is. I mentioned yesterday I have been going through a lot of sh*t that has made me pretty crazy. Part of it has to do with my sister, Dina, and the Station Fire. With all these settlement talks, it really brings a lot of those feelings of loss and heartache to the surface. And not just for myself, but for everyone who was connected in some way. I have made many friends who lost a family member or friend in the fire, and one family in particular I am really close to. And we are all dealing with a lot of "stuff" for lack of a better word. So, with the Station Fire, my sister Dina, and the other 99 victims on my mind this evening, I chose two songs to reflect that. The first is a song that reminds me of the 100, their families, everything about the fire, and makes me feel more positive. The other is a song that will forever remind me of my sister, Dina.

You Wanna Admire Me (yeah Again!)
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Friday Night
Well, it's Friday night, and I'm feeling a little, well, frisky. My night isn't going to go exactly as planned, but oh well. Anyways, here's to Friday night, and the fun we could've had! Tonight's top 10 songs on my Playlist to celebrate the evening. ROMEO VOID - NEVER SAY NEVER LIZ PHAIR - FLOWER FACE DOWN ASS UP - DJ ISAAC NINE INCH NAILS - CLOSER LIL' KIM - HOW MANY LICKS? MISSY ELLIOTT - ONE MINUTE MAN AALIYAH - ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY? SEAN PAUL - TEMPERATURE SHAKIRA - OBJECTION FRANZ FERDINAND - TAKE ME OUT Have a great night my friends!

Summer Lake - 10/11/08
The summer lake trip was a love/hate sort of thing. we got down there on thursday amidst some snow flurries and a constant 20mph wind. no worries though as the fire was big, the beer was cold, and the bottle of pendelton kept us warm inside. friday morning we woke up to snow on the ground and a raging hangover. no rest for the weary however as we needed another couple of pickup loads of firewood for the night and had to scout out a few spots for the next morning's hunt. a couple of cups of coffee, a doughnut or two, and a shot of pendelton and i was back in the saddle and ready for the day's work. friday night was more beer, more whiskey, and a big fire. we called it a night early though as we had to be up around 4am. saturday 4am - pretty sure i was still on the intoxicated side of hung over. bleh..there was enough water in camp to cure my cotton mouth. aside from that misery, it was dark, below freezing inside the trailer (the furnace got turned off somehow, or maybe it

Sometimes
Sometimes the things closest to us are furthest from our reach. we strive for them we wait for them we put our hearts belief in them. sometimes we deserve them, often we just need them. Sometimes on lifes path we may stumble we may fall. we will inevitably get hurt. there will be laughter and tears and occasionally a pain so searing it can take your breath away. Sometimes life is not lived, the world can stop and you find yourself lost, alone in the darkness. We will seek out the light and try to learn from our mistakes. Sometimes we have to reach deep within and tell ourselves we will be ok, we will make it, sometimes we will believe it. We will be vulnerable lonely and weak. we will search for strength sometimes we may find it. Sometimes we will give up hope when hope is all we have we will cling to the little things and take solace in them. Sometimes everything will work out exactly as it is meant to and sometimes thats exactly what we wa

Lonely
Remember the time when you were here inside my dreams i wish you'd be mine your understanding what i need discover and see that your the only one for me together we'll be free that's how its ment to be ... have you ever felt so lonely your the one and only did you ever cry why did you say goodbye have you ever felt so lonely your the one and only did you ever cry why did you say goodbye have you ever felt so lonely your the one and only did you ever cry why did you say goodbye have you ever felt so lonely your the one and only did you ever cry why did you say goodbye have you ever felt so lonely lonely,lonely,lonely,lonely (TRANCE) Remember the time when you were here inside my dreams i wish youd be mine your understanding what i need discover and see that your the only one for me together we'll be free that's how its ment to be ... have you ever felt so lonely yo

I Stand
Here I stand, Until the time Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched Hear voices speak words that can't be undone Was it my fault I was invincible To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen Because no one wants to see me I am different Different from the rest of them So they ignore me But I don't ignore them No one is friendly Why were they so blind Because I am not them I am only mine I am different But I can see But they can't see me I watch them fall Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand Until the end of time Was it a crime that I was unique Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards Invisible to their lies But as they kneel to beg I watch them beg But here I stand until the end of time Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to survive No one would answer So I will wait until the end of time

10/19 Songs Of The Day
Tonight's songs are dedicated to my mother, who is now home recuperating from a full hysterectomy. I chose two songs from her favorite singer, Tina Turner. These songs happen to be two of hers and my favorite songs by Tina Turner. TINA TURNER - BETTER BE GOOD TO ME A prisoner of your love Entangled in your web Hot whispers in the night Im captured by your spell Oh yes Im touched by this show of emotion Should I be fractured by your lack of devotion Should i, should i? You better be good to me Thats how its gotta be now Cause I dont have no use For what you losely call the truth You better be good to me I think its also right That we dont need to fight We stand face to face And you present your case And I know you keep telling me that you love me And I really do wanna believe But did you think Id just accept you in blind faith Oh sure babe, anything to please you You better be good to me Thats how its gotta be now Cause I dont have the time For your ov

Misted Image Tag
This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP. Supplies Needed:PSP XI A misted image. If you don't have a misted image the check out our tut on How to Mist an Image I am using the awesome art of Josephine Wall, www.josephinewall.co.uk   Mask of Your Choice I am using one of the many wonderful Masks that Gabee has to offer. Place your mask in your masks folder. Open your misted image. copy and paste as a new image and close your original. Open a new image   Flood fill with a colour from your image Go to Layers Load/save mask>Load From Disc Find a mask you like Layers Merge Group Now go to Selections Select All Selections Float Selections De-float go to your misted image and the edit>copy Now go back to your mask image and paste as new layer using your mover tool place the image where you want it to show on your mask layer try and get as much detail in the selection now making sure your image layer is active go to selections>promote

10/20 Song List For Today
There's a lot of crap in my life that's been going on today. I've just become fed up with a lot of the shit going on around me, and I just need to bust my ass even harder to get myself out of the hell I've put myself in. I am just grateful for those people around me who have truly cared and listened when I needed an ear, or who lend a shoulder when I need to cry. I truly appreciate those close to me who are always there for me and understand me, and what it is I am going through. So, here is my top 10 list of songs today, that I am listening to as we speak, and are helping me release my tension and getting me through the rest of the day. Thank god for the sanctuary of my bedroom. MIKE DOUGHTY - LOOKING AT THE WORLD FROM THE BOTTOM OF A WELL MARY J BLIGE - NO MORE DRAMA SANTANA ft STEVEN TYLER - JUST FEEL BETTER TRAIN - CALLING ALL ANGELS TRIK TURNER - FRIENDS & FAMILY HOOBASTANK - THE REASON (Dedicated to my son) MEL C (Louie Devito Mix)- I TURN TO YOU TOMMY LE

Doll Face
From Crackle: Doll Face

We Live
We Live We live like there ain't no tomorrow No regrets, no time for the sorrow Keep movin one foot in front of the other We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey I'm in the center lane on a freeway My radiator blown on a 100 degree day And I'm more in a hurry than I was before And once again the whole world is in my way So this is earth and I'm stuck here Where profanity pours from faces like mine And the only thing that we're sure of is Is we're runnin out of money, patience and time One step forward and two steps back And we're wishin for a future, reminiscing on a flashback Chasin a dream, hopin it exists And we're grittin our teeth and clinchin our fists We live like there ain't no tomorrow No regrets, no time for the sorrow Keep movin one foot in front of the other We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey Am I crazy, maybe. my brain be gravy Insane the days we have witnessed lately It pains my greatly someone could hate me Maybe they were li

Cell Bck On Torrow
HEY ALL CELL BE BCK ON TORROW SO ONLY BE AT LIBARY LIKE 2 WK CHECK MESS U WANT ME IM ME ON MY YAHOO. neoserenity08 it be bck on torrow after 11 30am centrale time love u all

Dumb But Get Fun Comments
Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1. 2. 3. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [

Silence
I hear the trumpet sound But no one's arriving I hear the cries for a savior But its not Christ they're yearning What of a world that seeks love no longer? What of a world that finds pride in anger? All I know is I cannot pray while you cry so selfishly When you know it's the fire that will make you stronger Justify As the child raises his hand against his mother Criticize While we silently betray each other Walking with legs that yearn a different direction I cry to you for a different version of this disaster For the evil that has raised us towards separation No longer has the power Yet I lie here naked with no shadow And the fire I have lit seems to grow so dim So tell me again where is this serenity you speak of? Lead me away from sin.

Question For The Women
It seems to me that some women like to try to destroy a good thing. They hunt men who have rings on their fingers. Men that are already in a relationship seem more attractive to them. Why is this? It seems like flawed logic to me. If the man they are after leaves who he is with to be with them, wouldn't it mean that he might leave them for someone else too? Sorry for the rather blunt question, I am just curious about the psychology behind this. Thank you to whomever responds. =)

Lookie Here, Mister! Dat Dere's Mah Woman!
This is an email I got from DJ BIGDADDY ASST HEAD ENFORCER http://fubar.com/user/1962033 "look you fucking bastard that is my woman in real life and i really dont appreciate you send her that letter she is not that kind of woman and never will be she is a lady and guys like you should be banned from fubar. if you want to talk like that to some check out a fucking porn sight.. people like you give men a bad name and should be shot drawn and quartered then tied to the back of pickup truck and drug through a bed of thorns. i cant believe the arraogance of you thinking you would ever have as chance with a woman as classy as her. you need to go fuck your self cause thats about the only action you will ever get.." With a name like "Big Daddy Assistant Head Enforcer", you know he is a nerd. *sighs* I wish people could invent new insults, comebacks, and such. It is all the same shit over and over again. "You need to go fuck yourself!" ..yeah okay lol 'You need to d

I Just Added Pics
CUM SEE

Im Gonna Love You, Like Nobody Love You,,
I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you a promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss And I'm gonna love you like

Valentine
If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time You're all I need My love, my Valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And shown me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams I couldn't love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all I need My love, my Valentine La da da Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time Cuz all I need Is you, my Valentine You're all I need My love, my Valentine

Why Am I Here?
Why am I here? Frankly, because an incredibly sexy woman I know sent me an email that said "Join Me!". Hmmm. I'm friggin' easy aren't I? This seems interesting I suppose. I'm having a hard time understanding the purpose, but that's to be expected. Someone be my friend for Christ's sake! I feel like a loser! lol Ah well.

Some Strange Dna
When I was a kid a strnage growth started by my neck, it got quite large and had to be removed in surgery. When closely examined the doctors guessed that it was something back from when we were fishes..gils I have for a week suffered some strange pain on my tailbone. Went to the doctor today and was sent along for an x-ray, result some calcium building up that they had never encountered before.. they don't have to tell me..of course its a damn tail. Darwin you would be pleased I could be your lab monkey when trying to prove the evolution!

Sandman
ruger@ fubar

A Fresh Start A Life
a few weeks ago my baby's mother liz louk admited that she was cheating on me for a couple of weeks. so i broke it off with her and she will not allow me to be a part of the kids life. well i met a 30 yr old named Karen and so far everything is doing the best that anything in my life has maybe im finally having a sign of better things to come

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It's such a shame, To say your name. To see your face, a big disgrace. And as the time is hasting, I feel that I've been wasting, Precious moments, collecting omens, And then I find the end has made me blind. I cannot take this anymore, I look at you, I'm filled with gore. You made me mad deep down my core, For pride and dignity you tore. You cannot keep me in this way, For wrath is heading in your way, And then you're better off to pray, As you will vanish from today. Vanish, you'll vanish, Assure you, you will vanish. Banished, and vanquished Assure you, you'll be vanish. And I will gore you, then implore you. I can't bear to just ignore you. When your memory is diminished, And when from this place you have vanished.

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If there was one, to make you smile, There's no denial, it'll go a mile. If there was one, to give you strength, You would be going any length. If there was one, it'll set you free. If there was one, then it'd be me Cause don't you see? The sky, the sea, the land, the tree, the ant, the bee, the love, happy. Community, Humanity, the key to quality is me. I find behind it's fine for mine to shine the one of a kind How I am bind the time my mind shows you're mine cause you're so kind. If there was one, it'll set you free, With happiness and anxiety. If there was one, Then it'd be me.

@>-;---
I want to thank all of you that stop by and read my rambling words.. :) Most of them are for one person and he knows who he is.. the others are just randoms words I put down on paper. PLEASE by all means tell me what you think of them, I am always changing them and making them better in my head.. I love to hear peoples thoughts on what I write.. so please drop me a line and tell me what you think!! -NB

Things I'm Dealing With
okay first of i was wrong in my last blog, i didn't get divorced on july 8th....fool that i am. The new date is supposed to be dec 5th and minus a big explosion or my death that date isn't changing. I'm thru with having people in my life that treat me like shit or that i'm worse than shit. Before i get into all that let me say...I should be out of the military really soon. My right shoulder is very messed up(the mri said i had a fractured bone and several tears in the tendons and muscles). Hopefully i don't get screwed over about that as well as everything else. Right now i have to decide what i'm going to do after i get out...yes people i'm going to go back to being the carefree guy i was before i met the *hatred* of my heart. Now about friends...got a lot to say about that. apparently from what i've seen you can't trust anyone. I mean i'm supposed to have a guy watch my back while deployed when we come back and he fucks around with my soon-to-be-wife? And yes people i am a great,

The All British Survey
British SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Fed up of only American quizzes, take a BRITISH survey! 1. Eastenders or Emmerdale?eastenders 2. Euros or Keep the English pound?english pound 3. In the last month have you been to the shops?no 4. Bourbons or Custard Creams?custard creams 5. Do you find Six Feet under pretentious?yes 6. Is Byker Grove well past its sell by date?yes 7. O2 or Vodafone?02 8. Marmite or Jam?jam 9. Whats your three favourite typically English words?yeah woteva wicked 10. Fish and Chips or Indian?fish and chips 11. Do you shop regularly in Tescos?yes 12. North or South?south 13. Heinz Beans or nearest competitor?nearest 14. Which is the national treasure: The Red phonebox, cricket or Posh and Becks?phone box 15. Arse or Norks?arse 16. When was the last time you were trolleyed?what 17. Which expression do you use the most?im sarcastic so whatever 18. Mods or Rockers?mods 19. Beatles or Stones?beatles 20. Chavs or Emos?chavs 21. Peter Kay or Ricky Gervais?p

10/2008
When I fall in love, I want to be with him always; In happiness, to smile with him, and be the one to hug him near. In sadness, to cry with him, and be the one to dry his tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with him and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss him the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say hello. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

For The Shadows...
As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be

@>-;---
When you are down And you want to get high, Just take a good look Up in the sky. What you will see Are the stars above, And all you need Is to proclaim your love. Who you will find And see so clear, Are friends in mind You want to hold near. Whenever you need them Just look up high, Call their name And see them fly. Every friend you meet Owns a star And you can see them No matter how far. Whenever you are down And want to get high, Just take a good look Up in the sky.

@>-;---
We share secrets, we laugh and even cry, We have so much in common, Concerns, likes and dislikes. Ours is a relationship joined by Tender velvet chains that link our similar dreams of life and love. A gentle intuition guides us in our individual struggles to succeed at the things we pursue, to stand out from the crowd. In you I have found so much of myself, Including many of the same Insecurities and philosophies. Complete inner-peace and happiness, These are the things I wish for you, in the present and in the future because you are my kindred spirit.

For The Shadows...
There is someone Who dreams of your smile. And find that in your presents. Love is worthwhile. So when you lonely. Remember that is true. Someone, somewhere is thinking of you

10/2008
I am in your bed, but not really there, I am at your side, but you don't care. When we make love, you close your eyes, Then I become her in disguise. You nuzzle my breasts and suck on pink tips, Then it's my body within your need slips. You wear her memory like a shroud, When you find sweet release, it is her name you moan out loud. Then you open your eyes, all dazed and confused, Once again she becomes the winner and once again I lose. Can you feel me?, do you realize that I am there? It breaks my heart, knowing that you don't care! To you, she floats on gossamer wings, while I walk on the ground, But I am the hidden treasure, you haven't found. I just can't compete, you are blinded by her light, She and she alone will always be perfection in your sight. So to save my pride, I will bid you fond adieu, For you will never see or feel me, I will never get through

10/2008
Please, do you feel me now? Loneliness and sorrows pulling me down, so way down low Heal my heart, beating so weak and struggling to live out my life.. cause' no one's loved me like you did Now if you could only read my mind love, then you'll surely know what I'm thinking of And if you feel the same as i do, then turn around and come to me now Hear me out, and fill my emotions I've locked in this silly song of mine cause' you know I'm really missing you that bad. Please free your soul from the bondages of uncertainty. I know you want to be with me now And if you could only reach my hand love, then hold on tight and I won't let you go, cause' I have given all of myself to you now it's your time to make your move tonight.

After Awhile
i've always loved this poem... After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open~with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads today because tomorrow's ground is just too uncertain for plans. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul~instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong... And you really do have worth.

Retaining
The phone rings; it's him, I know it's him, I can tell by the sound of the ring... Oh what time is it? Damn!! 2:30pm. you know you have to answer it, if you don't there will be hell to pay. "Hello." His tone is strong; his words are short and to the point. "Maryanne, I expect you to be in position, ready and waiting for me at six sharp. We have ... an issue or two to discuss." No questions asked you know exactly what he wants. "Yes Master Jerrod, as you wish." He disconnects, leaving a buzzing tone in your ear. Your mind starts to race... What have you done, or rather, what haven't you done? He has let you have quite a time in this last week... No lists of chores with short deadlines. Not a word about you going out with your friends and arriving home well past dinner. He hasn't even done an inspection of you or your toys. Looking around you notice the living room looks rather disorganized. The kitchen sink has many unwashed dishes in it. The house has become a mess rathe

Master's Weekend: Friday
She kissed the girls, buckled them in their seats, and blew kisses as they drove down the drive. She was happy that their father had offered to pick them us this weekend. Master had plans and had given her instructions. She wanted to make sure she did everything perfect since he said this was a special weekend for her. She always wanted to please him, regardless. She poured her coffee then made herself the breakfast that he ordered her to eat. Sitting at the table she tried to read the paper but her mind constantly wondered what Master had planned for her. She was instructed to relax for it was going to be a busy weekend. She lounged around until it was time for her to nap as Master instructed. It seemed hours trying to fall asleep. Her mind was racing, she wasn't tired but Master told her to nap. She woke up to the sound of his voice whispering "hello my slut". She stretched and reached up to put her arms around him, kissing him on the cheek. He wrapped his big arms around her and

My Last Halloween
Hello there, James here and this is an account of the Halloween party I threw for my special friends last year. Jessica my dear slave has been looking over my shoulder as I type this up and for a sweet submissive has surprised me a few times as she corrected me. 'No Master that's not what happened,' or, 'It was the other way round Master.' I will see to her about the interruptions later, but as she is such a sweet girl I suppose I will have to tell it the way it was. For those of you who have not read any of my previous accounts of my adventurous friends, I had better introduce us all. I am James, a slave master. I make and sell BDSM equipment. I also sell to a BDSM web site so you have probably seen pictures of an unrecognizable me and Jessica my very recognizable slave. I am of English stock. No longer married, no children that I know of. I will admit to being over 40 as my hair is going grey. How do you know when your getting old? Your pubic hair goes grey as well! Jessi

My Time Of Need
All afternoon, the desire had been welling up deep within Me. My eyes had been practically glued to anything which would give My the time: the bottom-right corner of My laptop, the watch on My left wrist, the old analog clock on the wall of the break room, My cell phone... I left the office ten minutes early, but it had been preplanned so that I could drop by the independent shipping store I frequented to mail My sister's birthday present. Yet even with the distractions of navigating rush-hour traffic and handling a transaction with Stacey at the store, I could still feel it: ...a dark, primal urge, a desire which bordered on being instinctive, a need which consumed Me as it occasionally did. I knew what I needed, and I knew who would give it to Me. Sitting at a traffic light, I unclipped My cell phone from My belt and scanned through the phone book until I had located her entry: natasha. "Good evening, Master," she answered politely and respectfully. "How may this on

Quality Time
i was very much looking forward to Quality Time this week. Master was in the shower while i went into the dungeon to meditate on the massage table. My mind was racing, so i spent a lot of time just letting it race while i repeated my mantra to myself. Then, i took an active role in calming myself down by telling myself to calm down and what i expected of myself during the scene, all silently and internally. Master came out of the bathroom lay back crosswise across the massage table. i sat up and couldn't resist. His cock was right there, and he was all stretched out. So i started to suck on him. i kept that up for a bit and we moved so the he was laying lengthwise on the table to prevent too much blood from rushing to his head. Eventually, he stopped me and told me to get my collar. i expected my collar to be in its place, but when i opened the drawer, it wasn't there. A little spike of fear shot through me. i asked, "Which collar do you want, Master?", hoping that he wouldn't mi

Dungeon
The strains of Mozart, badly-played on my neighbour's piano, drifted through the open window. I recognised the piece, one I used to play myself - a sonata of relative simplicity. When the telephone rang, the harsh notes cutting through the air, it startled me, even though I was expecting the call. It was him, just as I knew it would be. His instructions were specific, precise - with no preparatory smalltalk. 'Put on the outfit you received this morning. Take the bus to the city square. Flash at least two men while you're on the bus. I'll see you there at two.' My heart thumped as he hung up, my cunt melting with anticipation. I'd unwrapped the box that had come by courier and in trepidation had revealed the shiny black PVC skirt, the black lace plunge-front top, the long black lace gloves, the black lace-topped stockings (I'd spotted the theme here) and the shiny high-heeled shoes with straps that wrapped and buckled around my ankles. No bra, I'd noticed. The lace top was sheer a

Disobedience
She smiled, indulging in the cracking sound of flesh against stone. He'd been bad, she knew that, seen it with her very own eyes, deliberately fondling another in front of her. She knew he wouldn't understand the root of her anger, she never showed him that side of her before but tonight was different, tonight, and he needed to be taught. "W-what was that for?" his voice held the slight quiver of a scared rabbit. "Who was that?" she jerked her chin in the general direction of the other room where she'd pulled him from, her eyes furiously gazing at him, "And prey tell, What did you think you were doing?" "T-that... T-t-t-... Mistress, I...." The feeble voice trailed off into nothingness and he bowed his head. "I'm jealous boy, and I don't like feeling jealous. Now you will tell me who that filthy little whore you had your hands all over was." She tapped her foot, her hands clenching and opening. "I... Mistress...." "NOW BOY!" He shook, his brown eyes turning up to l

Origins Of The Evil Symbols In Holloween
Several correspondents have said, “If the holiday isn’t evil why are there so many evil images associated with it” such as ghosts, skeletons, black cats, ugly witches, demons, monsters, and Jack O’Lanterns? The answer, of course, is that most of these images aren’t evil, and the ones that are negative were added by people opposed to the holiday. Ghosts have always made perfect sense, for Samhain was the festival where the Gates Between the Worlds were open wide and departed friends and family could cross over in either direction. As I mentioned earlier, people invited their ancestors to join them in celebration. The only ones who would cower in fear would be people who had wronged someone dead and who therefore feared retribution of some sort. The often repeated tale that the dead roamed the earth after dying until the next Samhain, when they could then pass over to the afterlife, makes no sense in either Celtic Paleopagan or Medieval Christian beliefs, so is probably fairly modern.

Tied Up Part Two
My quandary was what to start out with today and at which hole. Her pussy was freely flowing her hot slick juices and I had just lubed her butt. Having already blasted a load onto her face I was thinking that I needed to play with her long enough to get myself hard twice more, each time giving her another load of cum in a different orifice. If I played my cards right -- so to speak -- she'd finish her morning play session with a hot load both in her cunt and her ass in addition to the load already congealing on her face. That seemed like a good goal to me so I began to toy with her with the intention of getting her ass relaxed. That'd be my next location to cum... The green toy worked well to start there. The smooth ridged surface slid easily in and out as compared to the fake veins causing increased friction at her tight back door. So I grabbed it first and took it into the bathroom where I ran it under hot water to warm it up some. She once complained that the only thing not fun a

Caught
The rough floor bit into her knees and the lamp heated unforgiving against her flesh. She could hear Him breathing in the shadows, watching her, His eyes boring into her soul. She didn't dare try to seek Him out, didn't dare move, even though her knees ached and her heart broke. She knelt perfectly still, waiting for the rest of the punishment He guaranteed would be granted to her this night. She'd always liked this room because she knew it was His and pleasure was always gained here, but tonight, it held an ugliness that she created. She hated herself for what she'd done, but she hated disappointing Him even more. She'd pushed too hard this time and now she had to pay for that. She knew this, but that didn't stop the tears from gathering in her eyes and crawling down her flushed cheeks. She heard Him shift in the darkness, her head cocking toward the sound, but her eyes remained down cast. Her whole body trembled, almost afraid of what He'd come up with as her punishment. In her

In Trouble Again
The sounds of the office receded as everyone was headed off for home or various errands. She sat at her desk concentrating at her computer, unaware of the time. Stillness surrounded her as her fingers flew over the keyboard; the tapping of her nails on the keys the only sound in the room. Taking her eyes off the screen she realized she was alone. Looking around she couldn't believe she did it again. All she could think of was her Master being upset that she was late again. She turned back to the report she was working on and clicked her mouse to save it. Watching the screen she thought about how angry Patrick was at her for staying late at her job. A job he felt she didn't even need to have because he wanted her to stay at home. He relented knowing she enjoyed her work. He didn't like the hours though, didn't want to share her with it any longer than necessary. "He will kill me, I have to get home!" she thought in a panic. Sabrina started putting away her work and was shutting her c

Save The Girl
You know how I keep saying that one of these days I'm going to do something good for one of those poor kids I see out on the street all the time? Well man, I did something and I'm regretting it. I was coming home after working third shift. I was tired, looked like shit, probably smelled like chemicals and grease. I saw this girl on the doorstep to my apartment building, bawling her little eyes out. She had short dyed-red hair, a bullring through her nose and a stud in her bottom lip. If it weren't for the fucking metal, I'd say she had a cute face. She must have been all of, I don't know, twenty-one at the most. I say to her, "Hon, are you all okay?" "Does it look like I'm fucking okay," she said. I said to her that she didn't look okay, and that if she would like, I could help her out. "And just why should I trust you?" she said. Man, the girl is like a bad shot of whisky, bitter all the way down, you know? "Well, you shouldn't," I said, "but if you want food, a shower and a

A Little More About Me
Who am I and what am I all about.The basics...I'm a single parent with two boys.One grown the other still working on it.I live alone.VERY ALONE! Place sure needs a woman's touch.So do I come to think of it.Been too long.Actually my place looks pretty good.My big passion is for the Chinese culture and people.My lifestyle and interests reflect this.Some of the people dearest to my heart live in China.I was engaged to a pretty Chinese woman a couple of years ago but just before we were to be married something bad and unexpected happened and ended it all.Still trying to get over that.Still searching for my China Doll.I know she's out there.Definitely want to remarry.Don't get out much at all.Go to work,go home.Except for doing stuff with my youngest I don't have much of a life.I work the graveyard shift.That makes it harder to meet new people.That's one reason I spend time on the net.Hey,maybe she's on here waiting for me.Hmmmm!Anyone know any single Chinese ladies looking for a REAL marri

Letter To My Lover
I hope you know how much I love you! Although I don't think I could ever tell you how much. I want to be with you so badly right now. I want to sneak up behind you while you are reading this and give you a kiss on the neck. I am kissing you so softly that you aren't even sure if I am really there or not. But I turn you around and start kissing your lips. So soft and gentle. Then I start kissing you deeper and deeper. It feels so good to touch your lips again. I slowly pull you away from the computer and make you lean into me while I kiss you. You feel something really hard in my pants. I think you know what it is. You are surprised by how hard he is right now. It just makes you want him even more. But I don't want you to have him right now. I kiss you for so long that we both run out of breath, and are panting. We are leaning against the back of your couch. I slowly lift you over the top of it and lay you down on it. You look so beautiful lying there. I slowly take your shirt and br

Searching For Sex
One day a woman named Katiana woke up to start her day but couldn't because she was really horny. She didn't have a boyfriend so she didn't know what to do since she didn't have a vibrator or dildo so she searched the house. She could not find one thing that might help her reach orgasm. The only thing she wanted was a hard fleshy dick inside her. She got dressed to go get things for dinner. The thought that came to her was cucumbers, bananas pretty much any thing long and hard. She was on her way to the grocery store and the more she walked the more her pussy got wet with her juices because she was so horny. She reached the store and seen a man not just any man this man was everything she has lusted about. To her suprise he was alone to her knowlegde. She walked up to him and said, "Hi my name is Katiana." He smiled at her a smile that made her melt. He replied, "My name is Ashlan." She was so nervous with what she was about to ask. She said, "Can you help me?" He shook his head and

My Perfect Valentine
It was a snowy February day. The weather hadn't been the least bit hospitable the last few weeks. Everyone in the area was getting tired and cranky because of it. We had been seeing each other for quite some time and loved being together. Oh sure there were hard times and fights. But we always seemed to get through them. He was perfect for me, and I was perfect for him. I remember this Valentines Day in particular because I had been busy, as had my sweetie. It had been several days since we had any time alone together. I had had great intentions to celebrate this magical day with all the romance and trimmings, but with our busyness I had to make do with the little time I had. He warned me I wouldn't be getting a lot from him as he had also been caught up in work and life. I told him all I wanted was some time alone with him. This Valentines night I was cooking dinner for us. He was a very picky eater and I was always trying to find something he would enjoy. My mother was constant

Of Lovers & Picnics
At twenty-seven, I found myself living a dead end life, working a dead end job in a filling station my mother owned. While the work was next to nothing, my idea of finding a good man was not made any brighter by the fact that the store set on an old road, once used for a lot of interstate traffic until the four-lane went in. Most of the customers were the rough and tumble, good old boy types, fun to party with but, most certainly, nothing I would ever settle down with. One night my mother, Betty, came home laughing about some guy from the north, Michigan I think, who always told her he was having an "adequate" day. That man always has a smile on his face and, oh, Lordy, he's got the nicest brown eyes I've ever seen." I found it a bit strange as, my mother never talked about any customers very much, especially like that. I sucked on the end of the ink pen as I went over the receipts she had just brought in, wondering what kinda man could get my mother, a very married woman, to say

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I got off the elevator in the hotel lobby and got swept up in the bustle of the crowd as I headed toward the hall where the NAAFA convention was being held. I was coming up on one of the sets of double doors when I saw her leaning against one of the posts in the lobby. I'm not sure what caught my eye first...her cute, pink sandals and painted toes, her curvy calves and dimpled knees peeking out from under her skirt, or the dress itself.....kind of a formal sundress kind of thing that hugged her curvy hips and breasts and left her arms bare. I was jealous of the way the dress was hugging her, but forgot all about it as my gaze travelled up to her sparkling blue eyes and her grin framed by her soft red hair as she caught me checking her out. Caught staring, I smiled back at her and said hello. "Did they put you out here to attract attention to the convention?" I asked. "No, just taking a break from the festivities", she replied. "How come you're getting here so late?" I to

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SONG VERSION BELOW Creep - TLC VIDEO VERSION BELOW TLC - Creep - Jigdo LYRICS BELOW Yes, it's me again And I'm back Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I baby Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I yeah Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I baby Creep Oh I, oh I, oh I yeah The 22nd of loneliness and we've Been through so many things I love my man with all honesty But I know he's cheatin' on me I look him in his eyes but all he Tells me is lies to keep me near I'll never leave him down though I might mess around it's only 'Cause I need some affection oh So I creep yeah I Just keep it on the down low Said nobody is supposed to know So I creep yeah 'Cause he doesn't know what I do And no attention Goes to show oh so I creep The 23rd of lonliness And we don't talk like we use to do Now it seems pretty strange But I'm not buggin' 'cause I still feel The same yeah, yeah I'll keep giving loving until the day he pushes me away Never go astray If he knew the things I did H

Dance With Me
"What do you mean you never get to dance?" he asked from across the booth. "I just don't," she answered. "You don't get out much when you have a kid; you know that." "Oh, well this is gonna have to stop here and now. I'll be right back." He grinned and slipped out of the bench, got a bunch of singles from the bartender, and studied the silent jukebox. It was a Friday afternoon, so there wasn't much action in the place. He started feeding money to the machine and punching in selections, then walked back to her across the small dance floor with his hand held out. "C'mon, dance with me. I know you like these," he said as the opening riffs of "Mustang Sally" played, shaking his hips to the hard drumbeat and grinning. She laughed and held out her hand, letting him pull her up and onto the dance floor, letting him pull her close and slide his hand around her back, letting him lead her in a bump-and-grind, circling, both of them singing along and ignoring the bartender staring at the

The Night Before
Remember our first meeting? After months of chatting and e-mailing each other you decided to visit England for your vacation and I arranged to meet up with you in London. We both realised our meeting would be simply 'as friend's with no strings or complications as you knew that I was married to Helen I guess we were both nervous and apprehensive but after a couple of drinks we were soon laughing and joking as if we had known each other for ages. We had so much in common...interests, likes / dislikes, I guess even after 30 minutes of each others company we both knew we would soon be enjoying each others bodies! it seemed so natural, so inevitable. The thing that struck me about you was your pleasant, down to earth nature...nothing false...I seem to remember you once telling me - 'What you see is what you get' After a couple of drinks we had dinner, then spent the next hour talking and dancing. During a slow dance we held each other closely, I could feel your tits pushing into my c

Speak Of The Deaths Of Kings...
Yeah, Y/you knew it was coming & I'd hate to disappoint, so here's my obligatory election blog. lol To sum up my feelings on McCain, let me just repeat a bumper sticker I saw recently: "McCain=Bush's third term" If I've learned one thing over the past 8 years, its that the republicans can't see past their own wallets. I sat by and watched as Bush read stories to school children while terrorists attacked our country. Instead of seeking out the man responsible for those attacks, he used the incident as an excuse to gain control over Iraqi oil. I watched the news, as Bush flew over New Orleans 3 times, before he decided to act. The biggest slap in the face were these recent "bail outs" that we will end up paying for, as soon as the next tax season arrives. I read an article that said we would each have received $300,000, if that money had been given to the american people. Instead, it was bestowed upon crooked bankers & businessmen to save businesses that will probably go under anyway

Tangled Up In You
With out a thought to spare. My life seems incomplete, since you left me in despair. I'm tangled up in you, With the thoughts of our past, I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

And You Thought You Were A Civilian
And You Thought You Were A Civilian Author Unknown And you thought you were a civilian...... When Dad's away, Mom's the Commanding Officer When Dad's home, Mom's the Executive Officer, coordinating and executing actions for the Command Team Keeping track of the kids, she's the S-1 Collecting the neighborhood news, and relaying it to Dad, she's the S-2 Making plans for the entire family and training the kids, she's the S-3 Stocking food and supplies for the family, she's the S-4 She answers all the family correspondence and makes appointments for Dad, that makes her the Adjutant. Worrying about the family budget makes her the Comptroller Paying the bills, and accounting to Dad for the paychecks makes her Disbursing Looking for a new place to live when we move, she's like Billeting Assigning us chores to do, getting us fed, bathed, and put to bed, she's our First Sergeant. Serving the food and doing dishes, she's the

The Model Military Spouse
THE MODEL MILITARY SPOUSE – GOD CREATED Author Unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military spouses and was into his sixth day of over-time when an angel appeared. She said, Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What’s wrong with the standard model? The Lord replied, Have you seen the specs on this order? They need to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect host/hostess to four or 40 with an hour’s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if they are pregnant and have the flu; and they must be willing to move to a new location 10 times in 17 years. And, oh yes, they must have six pairs of hands. The angel shook her head. Six pairs of hands? No way. The Lord continued, Don’t worry, we will make other military spouses to help them. And we will give them an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in their spo

Marine Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I’d seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I’d heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered

The Legend Of Sleepy Hollow
By Patricia Swensen Historical Commission Member The following legend of Sleepy Hollow does not involve a headless horseman in New York, but rather a figure and an incident passed down in the traditions of our own valley. There is very likely a core of fact here, and the tale's embellishments are, I think, quite reasonable for the period between 1822, when California was governed from Mexico, and 1850, when it became part of the United States. For the facts involved, I wish to thank Audrey LaBelle, the unofficial historian of Sleepy Hollow, and Karen Cashman, author of the "History of Sleepy Hollow," written in 1972. Envision an earlier time, an autumn evening when the full moon of All Hallows Eve rose above a panorama of a Sleepy Hollow very different from that of today. There was no Homeowners' Clubhouse with swimming pool, no manicured homes snuggled along a poplar-lined Butterfield Road, no tennis courts, no Sleepy Hollow Church, no Hidden Valley School. There was no San

Origins Of Twas The Night Before Christmas
Twas the Night Before Christmas Santa Claus In 1822, Clement Clarke Moore, an Episcopal minister, wrote a long Christmas poem for his three daughters entitled, "An Account of a Visit from St. Nicholas." Moore's poem, which he was initially hesitant to publish due to the frivolous nature of its subject, is largely responsible for our modern image of Santa Claus as a "right jolly old elf" with a portly figure and the supernatural ability to ascend a chimney with a mere nod of his head! Although some of Moore's imagery was probably borrowed from other sources, his poem helped to popularize Christmas Eve – Santa Claus waiting for the children to get to sleep the now-familiar idea of a Santa Claus who flew from house to house on Christmas Eve – in "a miniature sleigh" led by eight flying reindeer, whom he also named – leaving presents for deserving children. "An Account of a Visit from St. Nicholas," created a new and immediately popular American icon. In 1881, political cartoonist Tho

Santa By Another Name
A Santa By Any Other Name Santa Claus © Corbis 18th-century America's Santa Claus was not the only St. Nicholas-inspired gift-giver to make an appearance at Christmastime. Similar figures were popular all over the world. Christkind or Kris Kringle was believed to deliver presents to well-behaved Swiss and German children. Meaning "Christ child," Christkind is an angel-like figure often accompanied by St. Nicholas on his holiday missions. In Scandinavia, a jolly elf named Jultomten was thought to deliver gifts in a sleigh drawn by goats. English legend explains that Father Christmas visits each home on Christmas Eve to fill children's stockings with holiday treats. Pere Noel is responsible for filling the shoes of French children. In Russia, it is believed that an elderly woman named Babouschka purposely gave the wise men wrong directions to Bethlehem so that they couldn't find Jesus. Later, she felt remorseful, but could not find the men to undo the damage. To this day, on January

Randy Pausch
Randy Pausch This is Professor Randy Pausch's inspirational speech based on the last lecture on Oprah's show. I found it to be very inspirational and I have learned lots from this one little video. Maybe you might too. To see the whole lecture that is over and hour long... copy and paste the link below into your browser. Have an awesome day! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo&feature=related

Egg Nog Recipe
3 egg yolks 1/3 cup sugar 1/4 teaspoon salt 3 cups milk 1 cup heavy cream 2 egg whites 3 tablespoons sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla Using a mixer, beat egg yolks, then gradually add 1/3 cup of sugar until dissolved. Add the salt and stir in the milk and cream. Add mixture to saucepan and cook over medium heat, stirring constantly. When mixture reaches about 160 degrees F (or coats spoon), remove from heat, pour into glass bowl and set inside a refrigerator to chill. Using a mixer, beat the egg whites until they are foamy. Then, gradually add 3 tablespoons sugar until soft peaks form. Add to chilled mixture and whisk, mixing thoroughly. Serves 6-8 people.

Mom's Apple Pie
6-8 tart apples (medium to large) 1 1/2 cups sugar 1 teaspoon cinnamon (or to taste) 1/4 teaspoon nutmeg (or to taste) Dash salt 3/4 cups flour 1 1/4 sticks of butter Frozen pie crust (bottom only) Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. To prepare filling, peel and thinly slice apples. Combine 1/2 cup sugar, 1/4 cup flour, spices and salt and toss with apples. Spoon filling into pie crust. To prepare topping, mix butter, 1 cup sugar, and 1/2 cups flour in your hands to create crumbs. Distribute evenly over apple filling in pie crust. Bake at 400 degrees F for about 45 minutes or until golden brown. Recipe courtesy of Lisa Gordon

In The Eyes Of Darkness
In the eyes of darkness I stand by thee webbed in silence you speak softly your words are calming some what fare To hear you say how much you care makes time pass quicker makes the pain easy to bear The beast does fight me but I know your there In the eyes of darkness Im slowly losing life Drifting away All I hear is you voice asking me to stay you kisses heal me spare me some time In the eyes of darkness you whisper your forever mine holding you while the days drift slowly by It makes facing the beast easier to bear. In the eyes of darkness I know you will always be there.

World Of Illusion
We live in a world of illusion Nothing is as it appears Life lends itself to confusion Creating heartfelt fears Let me clear the way Reach out take my hand Not tomorrow, today It will be grand I have so much love to give Creating a world of passion and desire So much life left to live Let me set your mind and body on fire The moon and stars are for you Twinkling and shining in the sky at night You shall have all the planets too Basking in your loves glorious light Promise me tomorrow Live for today No more sorrow Show me the way

Wild Hearts
Wild Hearts, Lonely from the start. Trapped in forever, Lost Searching for each other. Everlasting Desire, Hoping to egnite the flame of the heart. Fire of Love, Burning for you, Never ending Feeling Shinning through. Honesty and Trust. Hoping you can prove, It is true love and not lust. That you hold for him. Hoping is will be your lover and your Friend

Your Poetry
You come outside To view the faint sunset Light bewildered by trees Shines through quietly You glide your soft auburn hair Perched behind your ear And in this moment I feel at home Beneath the interior You are my humble abode... Your company is soothing Calming and reassuring Inside, the wind chimes ring You saunter and my hearts sings Bit by bit I begin to recognize The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes Hidden in all abstract paintings It’s you; what all artists see You are poetry...

Time
Lost in time and space, surrounded by serenity and grace, listening to the sound of your breathing in the darkness, tring not to disturb your peacefull rest, so beautiful sleeping there, with the moonlight in your hair, wanting to kiss you ever so gentle, with sweetness and care, knowing I always want to be there, holding you in my arms is where I always want you to be, laying right there next to me.

Lyrics That Remind Me Of Him
five finger death punch The Bleeding I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, deceiving, the beatings; it's over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings, disaster, it's over As wicked as you are,

Are You Serious!
Watch and make up your own mind, is this the CHANGE we are being promised? Hiding of information? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gA6_k3NtXZs

Election
REPUBLICAN PARTY: John McCainSarah Palin US Senator John McCain (Arizona) Presidential Nominee Governor Sarah Palin (Alaska) Vice Presidential Nominee DEMOCRATIC PARTY: Barack Obama Joe Biden US Senator Barack Obama (Illinois) Presidential Nominee US Senator Joe Biden (Delaware) Vice Presidential Nominee

Candy
just a notice for trick or treaters and parents check out this link below its important!have a safe halloween make to stay close to your children have them carry a flash light or a glow stick something bright to have with them. Happy Halloween! http://www.snopes.com/food/warnings/coins.asp

Good News
Well in my last one that i posted. My husband signed for 10 momths State Jail time but he spent 6 months in the county jail. He will have 80 days left tomorrow in State Jail. I can not wait for him too come home. Bye the way i lost our baby after I was under so much stress but I hope too be having one when he comes home and we can start our lifes over again. I do love my husband robert lawrence with all of my heart and soul through eternity more than words can say. Love Angie lawrence

Apocalyptica- I Don't Care
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, And that's all I do Just don't deny it Don't try and fight this and deal with it, it's just part of it. If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting buried in this place I've got no room your in my face Don't say anything just go away!! If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care (Not changing everything) (you won't be there for me) X2 If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind I don't

Something A Friend Sent To Me, I Thought Was Sweet
Jij bent de mooiste in mijn leven, ik houd meer van jou dan van het licht van de dag, want jij bent het licht van mijn dag en mijn nacht, vor altijd

Brokenheart
Tortured, twisted, brokenheart/crawling in a hole staying in the dark/there's no more flame left to make me spark/no room for heartless souls to enter my heart/there's nothing left, not at all/In my tortured, twisted, brokenheart.

@-;---
She sat at her computer and typed with frantic haste There was so much she needed to say and so little time Her heart poured out so easily through her fingers As the words appeared on the screen before her She filled her screen with her words of affection Then waited anxiously for him to type his reply Her heart skipped as his reply appeared before her She read and reread his words of endearment Then hurried to reply as her heart beat quickly With her emotions building higher with every word Telling how she yearned to be able to touch him Longed to be able to see him, to gaze into his eyes Her heart cried with sorrow, tinged with a little fear Of being forward, having said too much too soon Her emotions, now too strong, gave her no choice She had to speak of what was deep within her heart The pain of lost loves still lingers inside her soul But she is a woman and so was born to be loved She craves love as the flower needs the spring rain For without love a wo

Christmas In Ireland 1
CHRISTMAS IN IRELAND reland remembers the Christian elements of the festival particularly. However, these customs are steeped in the mysteries of older times. Between the introduction of Christianity to Ireland in the 5th century, and the infiltrations from the English in the late middle ages, there is little written about Christmas in Ireland. In 1171, the English King, Henry II took Christmas festivities to Ireland. He essentailly went there to get the Irish chiefs to swear allegiance to the English Crown, and on finding them very agreeable, so history tells us, he had a huge hall built, in traditional Irish style, in a village near Dublin, called Hogges. There he laid on a sumptuous feast, introducing the Irish to the customs of tournaments, Christmas plays, mumming and masking etc. Most of the references are in annals recording visits of Kings and nobles, and tell us little about the people and their customs. The 19th and early 20th century writers have done more

How Long Does The Christmas Season Last In Ireland
The Christmas season officially begins on December 8 in Ireland. A few days later, on December 12, some people in Ireland still carry on the old tradition of celebrating "Women's Christmas", or Nollaig na mBan in Gaelic. Click here to read more about this and more Christmas traditions in Ireland. Although many here in America believe the "12 days of Christmas" end with Christmas Day, they actually begin on December 25. In Ireland, Christmas is celebrated beyond December 25, though. Christmas Eve ends with a midnight Christmas Mass. Then Christmas Morning arrives with gifts from Santa and the big feast. The day after Christmas is celebrated too...St. Stephen's Day. And the Christmas season doesn't officially end until January 6, the day of the Epiphany. Also known as "Little Christmas" in Ireland. Read more about the Christmas traditions associated with these festive days in Ireland. For Irish Christmas folklore, look no further than the traditional Christmas carol, "The

Irish Christmas Food, Decorations, Music, And Gifts
One of the great joys of Christmas is the abundance of food, the special things made only at this very special time of year. We all look forward to the big Christmas feast. An integral part of all Irish traditions is their food. But what is traditional Irish Christmas food? Click here to find out... Some of the most popular Irish Christmas decorations are very symbolic, such as the glowing candle in the window, the mistletoe hanging in your doorway, and the abundance of Christmas holly. Actually, the mistletoe and holly have been traditional Christmas decorations in Ireland even longer than the Irish have been celebrating Christmas. They were part of the ancient Celtic rituals celebrating the Winter Solstice. Although it is rare these days to encounter Christmas carolers along the sidewalks in America, in Ireland it is commonplace throughout the holiday season. The wintry air is filled with heartfelt singing and festive music in all the traditional Irish sounds of harp, flu

The 12 Days Of Christmas
"The 12 Days of Christmas" was originally published as a Christmas Carol in 1780. But some say its origins go all the way back to the 16th century when Catholicism was banned in England and Ireland. It was a time when Catholics of the British Isles needed the French Catholics to help them find ways to teach their faith to the little ones in secret. Using an old French children's song, "the 12 Days of Christmas" was born. During the time when practicing the Catholic faith in Ireland could get you thrown in jail (or even executed!), this song was a way for people, especially youngsters, to learn and remember their faith through song, without letting English onlookers know they were singing about their faith. The gifts in the song are symbolic of specific beliefs in the Catholic faith and "my true love" represents God.

History Of Shamrock, Leprechaun, And The Blarney's Stone
In written English, the first reference to the Shamrock dates from 1571, andin written Irish, as seamrog, from 1707. As a badge to be worn on the lapel on the Saint's feast day, it is referred to for the first time as late as 1681. The Shamrock was used as an emblem by the Irish Volunteers in the era of Grattan's Parliament in the 1770's, before '98 and The Act of Union. So rebellious did the wearing of the Shamrock eventually appear, that in Queen Victoria's time Irish regiments were forbidden to display it. At that time it became the custom for civilians to wear a little paper cross colored red and green. �As a symbol of Ireland it has long been integrated into the symbol of the United Kingdom, along with the Rose, the Thistle and the Leek of England, Scotland and Wales. So today, on St. Patrick's Day, a member of the British Royal Family presents Shamrock to the Irish Guards regiment of the British Army. Click Here to send a Shamrock card! THE MAGIC SHAMROCK�