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Search For Baby Killer
Thought i post this video myself , saves going through other sites Find more videos like this on voteforstuff PLEASE READ - this is for .. I Love Sporks Please use this pic in ur default to show support, u may rip it or save and re-upload it. thanks to Juicy the bouncer for making it ... she writes in her original bulletin ... I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyon

9 Words Women Use
1 Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6 That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you

My Pic And Trhe Default Pic
does anyone really look at the pic or the persons profile before they rate a pic or is just about the points? ive gotten more rates from putting up BS pics as my default pic than i ever did with the actual pics of me. are you ppl that obtuse and shallow to not realize i am a person with feeling and there is a reason my name is what it is? if not then fuck u all have a nice FU-life whatever that is.

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Dixie Chicks, Not Ready To Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

Great Tips For All Of Us....
SOME OLD......SOME NEW......AND STILL GOOD "HINTS....!" GREAT TIPS: 1. Reheat Pizza Heat up leftover pizza in a nonstick skillet on top of the stove , set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. 2. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal , mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients , reseal , keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly , cut the tip of the baggy , squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. 3. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store , whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar and calories per serving. 4. Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits , pancakes , or muffins that were refrigerated , place them in a microwave with a c

Just Another Survey
1. How many people have you kissed in the past 12 months? several. but that includes kids, babies and family..lol 2. Have you ever done anything illegal? yes 3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad? my dad 4. Where will you be 12 hours from now? watching tv prpbably 5. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? no 6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? yes 7. Who do you wish you were with right now? someone :) 8. Is it easy for people to make you smile? Usually 9. Does anyone hate you for no reason? who cares if they do 10. Can you make yourself cry? probably 11. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 7 12. Is your life simple or complicated? simple 13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes 14. Have you ever been too drunk to remember anything? yep. 15. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? quite a few times 16. Do you know anyone wh

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Something New
I sit here in the night Staring at the heavens above Wondering why I am so lucky To have been given your love See the moment we met I was absolutely sure I wanted to get to know you And everyday learn a little more You and I have a lot in common We share similar taste To me you're special You've filled my hearts empty space I want to share my life with someone like you All the smiles and the tears I want to learn to trust again Something I haven't done in years You mean so much to me You've kindle something new I need to feel love in my life I need to be with you. By: Samantha Lewey

Out Of Dreams Came You
Deep in silence, one nightfall When the moon sat still and shone bright Came the utterance of one single moonbeam At my window... tapping ever so light And in a flicker of one swift instant I felt it's warming embrace It encompassed me and then I trembled As before me appeared your gorgeous face Then the radiance of that gentle smile The love shining in your eyes Began to penetrate with the moonlight Straight through me, to deafen the cries Now, no longer am I lonely With each nightfall there's you adn love so true In the darkness, I seek out my moonbeam and out of my dreams.....came you. By: Samantha Lewey

Would You Be There?
If I needed you so desperately To come to me To take my heart into your Comfort Zone Where I am neither alone or lonely Would you take the time to be a friend Cause in the end All there is, is LOVE The eternal bond between us Would You Be There? When the lights are low And I am feeling insecure With my bed so big and cold With only memories to hold It's your voice I need to hear To help me overcome my fear I need your hand To keep my heart from weaking If I told you I couldn't bear to be alone Would You Be There? And if I said I need your heart to be my home Would you let stay there? Would You Be There For Me? By: Samantha Lewey

Burning Down The House
My right hand holds the matches My left hand holds my past I hope the wind catches And burns it down fast I am going to step into th fire With my failures and my shame And wave good-bye to yesterday And dance among the flames Don't try to save me now Just stand back and wait til the smoke passes Let the walls of my world burn down I will slowly rise from the ashes For all that I am losing Much more I will gain The hard part is choosing what needs to be changed MY steps will be much lighter With these demons off my chest I am now a better person I've laid the old to rest

Always....
I am always thinking thoughts I always lay and cry I always here this voices And I'll always live these lies I always hear your words You never understand I always try to make you But I don't think I can It's always clear to me Your always somewhere else So wrapped in those shallow things So wrapped in yourself And I'll always wonder Why you're never wrapped up in me I always am of course Though I'd rather not be Still thinking those thoughts Always wondering why I'll always wait for something I think I'll always cry By: Samantha Lewey

All For You..
Last night I broke the stars Across the galaxy And painted the ocean blue But I didn't do it for me Last night I planted flowers Between every single tree I appreciated their nature But didnt do it for me Everythign I do And everything I say I do it not for me But all for you Last night I watched the clouds Bounce and play with glee I reflected on life and love But didn't do it for me Everythings I say And everythign I do I do it not for me But because I Love You! By: Samantha Lewey

Private Photos
You're staying late at your sister's photography studio. You promised you'd help her out and do her last appointment for the night because something had come up and the client wasn't able to reschedule. You're lounging on the sofa in the entryway when a beautiful woman walks into the store carrying a duffel bag. She looked around the room then she saw you sitting there, "Ummm, excuse me, I have an appointment. Is Paula here?" "Ummm, no she had something come up but I'm here to fill in for her." "Ummm, okay. Are you sure this isn't going to make you uncomfortable, the pictures aren't exactly normal ones?" "What do you mean?" "Ummmmm they're boudoir photos, as in me posing in lingerie." "Oh, for you're boyfriend?" you ask, trying to hide your disappointment. The thought of just getting to see her in her sexy lingerie makes your jeans go tight as your cock starts to thicken and pulse. "No, they're just for me. I want to be a model but they say I need different types of

I Dont Care Anymore
ive tried and tried, and i know most everyone who reads this(if anyone reads it), is going to say this idiot whines alot. that's fine, think whatever the fuk u want. i don't really give a rats ass. furthermore, i appoligize for nothing. most of u ppl on here r on here for nasty shit anyway, and to u i say stay the fuk off my page. if u cant see fit to respect me or what im about get the hell away from my shit.

Break Down
I shake inside, my reality shattered by lust and the flesh... I do not want attachment but it is happening. I need to STOP before I lose myself. I want to run, hide. What is best for me I don't know anymore. My mind is fading and I am losing control over everything. I need him back for stability, for control, for my soul.

Miss Me?
Hey friends, For those of you who miss me, I'm not gone I'm simply a bit too busy these day to be on here anymore. I haven't forgotten none of my special friends or my sister from the sisterhood. Shout out to my good friend, Chinita, Mr. G, Big Dog and all others. My love to my baby Darkness, the love of my life and the man who holds the key to my heart...can't wait to marry you and call you my husband. I've been doing good, studying and working, not much to say but don't hesitate to leave a comment here and there. Peace, one love. BarbieDoll

I Aw You
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none. I saw you, change lanes while rushing off to go somewhere. But, you didn't see me, going home to be with my family. I saw you, complain about how loud and noisy our bikes can be. But, you didn't see me, when you were changing the CD and drifted into my lane. I saw you, yelling at your kids in the car. But, you didn't see me, pat my child's hands, knowing he was safe behind me. I saw you, reading th

White Poison
By Shanti Rangwani The supposedly hip milk mustache is actually a creamy layer of mucus, live bacteria, and pus. Got milk? If not, then thank your lucky stars. Because if you do, medical research shows that you are likely to be plagued by anemia, migraine, bloating, gas, indigestion, asthma, prostate cancer, and a host of potentially fatal allergies--especially if you are a person of color. Ignoring this, the government declares that milk is essential to good health, subsidizes the milk industry to the tune of billions of dollars, and requires milk in its public school lunch programs. And celebrity shills sporting milk mustaches tell us that milk is rich in proteins, calcium, and vitamins--and very cool to boot. They forget to tell you about the dangers lurking in that innocuous-looking glass of white. Once criticized only by naturopaths and vegans, now the health effects of milk are being decried by many mainstream doctors. The supposedly hip milk mustache is actually a

Karma Prediction!
TrueLifeKarma.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Lady, Your Karmic Alignment is: Enlightenment! Score: 23 You have a lot of positive karma, and have good intentions in life. People would normally characterize you with being a kind, sensitive giving person. Remember that by creating positive karma seeds, they will soon blossom. If you work hard enough it is capable to gain enlightenment, and maintain inner peace.

I Shaved ...
by RhymeFairy© I shaved this pussy and lil pink rim just, for you. I feel you near. Hands gliding, mouth suckling, taking my melon whole. Inch by inch, taste buds explode while devouring me nub to sink hole. Rousing my passions, to cross the edge finding euphoria, is to be had, here. Baby, come here. Tongue bless, caress all my counterparts. Take my being all apart. Dissect me whole as I mouth out your growth, with my lips of no mercy. Demand - Command. Come inside my pearly white hide. Grace my halls, with your big, hot prick. Stick it to me. Mack out, take a bite. Feel my slithering body, bend into you as I tantalize, cannibalize your needy body of slick wet, hot simmering need.

Loved Ones
I attended a very, very sad funeral yesterday. Not that all funerals aren't sad, but usually when we attend a funeral it is for someone who has lived a very long and full filling life. This was different. My friend was taken in a tragic accident last week. He was just 25. He left behind a 23 year wife, 2 3 year old twin daughters and a 8 month old son. The minister said something very profound yesterday during the service that just made me think about all of the things I take for granted. Why does it take losing someone for us to realize that what we have??? Its so true. I came home and told the kids how much I loved them and my BF also. I called my mom and my siblings and did the same. So, my question is this: is it not because we are taking things for granted or have we just let things get so far our of hand that we don't have the time to just tell our loved ones how much they mean???

A Daytime Nap Can Boost Memory
A Daytime Nap Can Boost Memory Send to a Friend Published: 02/01/08 FRIDAY, Feb. 1 (HealthDay News) -- A 45-minute midday nap can help boost your memory and remember facts, but only if you learned them well in the first place, a new study suggests. This type of memory is called "declarative memory" and applies to standard textbook learning and knowledge, in contrast to "procedural memory," which applies to skills. Sleep appears to help "set" these declarative memories and make them easier to recall, the researchers said. "Sleep appears to have an impact on what is learned well, but not so much when one is not motivated to learn," said lead researcher Matthew A. Tucker, a postdoctoral fellow at Harvard Medical School's Center for Sleep and Cognition. For the study, 33 people were trained with certain declarative memory tasks. After the training, 16 took a non-REM nap, while 17 stayed awake and watched a movie. Later the same day, all the participants were tested. The tests

Ten Times Normal Size
TEN TIMES NORMAL SIZE The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, 'Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?' No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, 'You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!' Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, 'Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?' Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, 'Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!' The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, 'Anybody?' Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, 'The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye.' Mrs. Parks said, 'Very good, Billy,' then turned to Mary and continued. 'As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you hav

Jokes
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life!, between the legs of me wife That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night." She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fellasleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

No One's There - Korn
You and me We have no faces Soon our lives they?ll be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You?ve got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time to leave these places far behind You and me We have no faces They don?t see us anymore Without love as they had promised And no faith for what?s in store Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on

Remember
I am dangerous. Never let the light sentiments of poetry fool you. . I am the rage and the growl... The hunt and the prowl of the wolf. I am always lingering, listening for your footsteps on some dark path... Always anxious to overcome and take you as my own. you are in every full moon And i am drawn to your light as i have none ... Remember... You are my desire, my ever, my constant love and eternal prey.

Prayers Needed
"..Your prayers are needed as I have just been diagnosed with Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (a cancer of the blood and bone marrow) yesterday when I was at the Veterans Affairs Medical Center. Not to say I am scared right now as I start chemotherapy on Monday 2/11. So I am asking all my friends to remember me in prayer as I try to deal with this. Thank you so much, I love you all very much. "

Why...
Why does it hurt so bad to lose something I never had To have these feelings and nothing to do just sit around and wait for you Why is it so hard to move on knowing what we had is gone Is there a place where happiness is Even though there's still a fizz In my soul when you are around your name is a beautiful sound Now all I can do is wonder I lost it all in one little blunder By not telling you how I really feel trying to act like its no big deal Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I could get rid of my cares Yet I can't now my heart won't let me get rid of a person who fills me with glee Just by hearing her sweet name Knowing my feelings are still the same I must move on to a new life Leaving behind my feelings and the strife I am only human and I am weak But for you there was a beautiful streak I would do anything to repent the day When you hung on my words waiting to say What I really wanted from you I chose the wrong words for an excuse Now I

What Good Is Love Anyway?
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

Georgia Police Officers Shoot Each Other
BUFORD, Ga. (AP) ¯ Two off-duty officers from different police departments wounded each other in a gun fight in the middle of a road in an Atlanta suburb, authorities said. Both officers suffered non-life-threatening wounds, police said. Their conditions were not immediately known on Saturday. Officer Jay Daily, a five-year veteran of the Duluth Police Department, exchanged multiple gunshots with Fulton County officer Paul Phillips on Friday afternoon, police said. Daily was in custody Saturday, charged with aggravated assault, Cpl. Illana Spellman of the Gwinnett County police said. "It's been confirmed that the Duluth police officer was the aggressor in this case," Spellman said. Phillips, 37, required surgery at Gwinnett Medical Center. A hospital spokesman said Saturday he could not release information about the two officers. He referred questions to Spellman, who did not immediately have an update on their injuries. "It's been baffling to us why this situat

Gluttony
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit glu

Greed
GREED Greed (or avarice) is, like lust and gluttony, a sin of excess. However, greed (as seen by the Church) is applied to the acquisition of wealth in particular. St. Thomas Aquinas wrote that greed was "a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things." In Dante's Purgatory, the penitents were bound and laid face down on the ground for having concentrated too much on earthly thoughts. "Avarice" is more of a blanket term that can describe many other examples of greedy behavior. These include disloyalty, deliberate betrayal, or treason, especially for personal gain, for example through bribery. Scavenging and hoarding of materials or objects, theft and robbery, especially by means of violence, trickery, or manipulation of authority are all actions that may be inspired by greed. Such misdeeds can include Simony, where one profits from soliciting goods within the actual confines of a church. A Beautiful Mess *~*~South

My Niece
I know I haven't updated in a while and this won't include all that's been going on just the past couple days because I am really tired. They are still up in the hospital they were hoping to go home this past Monday but because Kylie has been having so much trouble eating they decided to keep her longer. They ran a test today to try to find out why she wasn't eating on her own and found out that when she was sucking it out of the bottle it was getting into her lungs so she wasn't sucking. They added rice to her formula and ate like a champ this afternoon. They had to give her a loading dose of medicine Tuesday evening. Also there is now some sort of bacteria in her blood that seems to be coming from the picc line they had to put in her arm (goes in her upper arm just above her elbow into her vein and up inside to an area above her heart) to give her medicine and fluids because they have such a hard time getting an IV in her. (they had to put it in because one night they stuck her 12 ti

Why??????????
Have you ever stopped to think about this??? 1.) You have to have a license to hunt.. 2.) You have to have a license to drive 3.) A license to fly a plane 4.) You even have to have a license to sell alcohol But one of the most IMPORTANT thing in a person's life you don’t have to have a license or even schooling to HAVE A CHILD!!! I am sooo tired of seeing these dead beat bitches and dead beat fathers having kids and not taking care of them or better yet taking crapy care of their child (ren) why make your kids suffer its funny how these same people get to live off the system and sit on their butts all day but someone who tries to give their child (ren) a good life cant get crap for help. I may not be the best parent because I know im far from perfect, but it seems like more and more these days’ stupid people are having kids and not taking care of them.. Everyone wants to point a finger and say oh how sad your kids dad isn’t around but ill have you know this much B

Dirty Poem
Abracadabra here comes my cock it's long and it's strong and it's hard as a rock he, is a monster he has one eye he wears a helmet and likes eating pie his name is Big Willy, but you call him Dick he wears a jumpsuit so he won't get sick he pokes into pussy and plays in the dirt when he gets excited he lets out a squirt he carries a sack holding his jewels lick on them softly and Big Willy drools he pumps like a piston and loves to get wet but when I am lonely my hands all he gets ... damnit!

Dirty Joke: Dumbass Hippie
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off at the next stop. When the bus starts again, the bus driver says to the hippie, "If you want, I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie of course says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery to pray to the lord. "If you went dressed in robes and some glowing powder," says the bus driver, "You could tell her you were God and command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides to try this out. That Tuesday, he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun. Right on schedule, the nun shows up. While she's in the middle of praying, the hippie walks out from hiding, in robes and glowing with a mask of god. "I am God, I have heard your prayers and I will answer them but

Dirty Joke: What Starts With An F And Wnds With A K???
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd gr

Loss
Ive lost someone. Someone I hoped that it could go farther with. Sure Las Vegas is far away from me but, I was planning to come out there, but now there doesnt seem to be a point to that idea anymore. Sure, Im happy that she has someone now, but why not still talk to me. I thought I had found someone beyond just...well...whatever i guess. Goodbye, Ill cherish the memory of the conversations we had. I really hope your truly happy at least for the moment,but my hearts hurt by this abrupt desertion...

The Mortgage Manager
It's not too often that a true win/win deal comes around, so when it does... I want to make sure you know about it. So what's the deal? I thought you'd never ask because this is a one-time opportunity for you to get .... 2 Bonuses Included: Bonus #1: Your choice of floppy disk or CD. Having a mortgage program ($395.00 value) that costs so little and saves you so much.......... Bonus #2: Free mortgage analysis. If you don't have a computer, the service is done for very little cash. If you're wondering just how great this deal is, have a look at what a well known newspaper has said about Mortgage Manager ... The Wall Street Journal writes "A $70,000.00 mortgage at 10.5% annual interest produces savings of $60,000.00 when repaid on a bi-weekly schedule." What would you do with the Mortgage Manager? How About... * No refinancing * No home appraisel * No credit reports * No closing costs * No change of lender * No change to your current mortgage agreement

Pesky Flowers
Roses are red, but violets aren't blue And roses aren't always red Sometimes they are yellow, or white Roses smell nice, I put some rose petals in the ashtray of my car No one smokes in there, and if they did, they could ash out the window

Church Service
An elderly couple was attending church services. About half way through, she leans over and says to her husband. "I just let out a silent fart, what do you think I should do?" He replies, "Put a new battery in your hearing aid.".

My Bloody Valentine
Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I ripped out His throat And called you on the telephone To take off My disguise Just in time to hear you cry when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was Police and Flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read A lover died No tell-tale heart was left to find when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong

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The Role Of Positive Psychology
Nurturing Yourself The Role of Positive Psychology Positive psychology is an emerging field recognized by the American Psychological Association, and many experts who design stress-control programs harness its principles. It focuses on determining and promoting the factors that permit people to thrive. Rather than search for the roots of unhappiness, research coming out of this field investigates the ingredients of a good life and weighs the effects of traits like optimism, humor, and even eccentricity. Optimists, for example, tend to do better than pessimists when coping with stressful situations. They are more likely to put a positive spin on stressors, look for ways to make the best of a bad situation, and use problem-solving strategies to tackle difficulties. Some studies indicate that optimists often fare better physically, too. A long-term study of more than 830 Mayo Clinic patients published in Mayo Clinic Proceedings in 2000 found that those classified as pessimi

Why Is It
why is every time i fall for someone, i start flirt with them some ass hole trys take them from me! Then dumb ass turns round asked me what i do to piss you off!! Why is it - when someone knows you like that person all ways seem try take that person way from you when you tell them back off get all pissie! when they know u have been flirting with them 1st. Some times just want give up, say hell with it, maybe am not supposed fall love let all the ass holes take everything from me! but so damn tired everyone taken things way from me that i love and care about!!! So if have fight for the person i love then i will, if they like it fuckem!

Whats New!!!!
Ok, so I have been in school for work. I have been a level one certified. The highest level you can achieve is nace certified level 3. That means taking final exams after school, a practicle exam and a groooling 3 hour peer review oral exam. Today I passed them all! WOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crash And Burn Lyrics
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door And you feel that you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone Because there has always been h

Pretty Lyrics... My Outlook On Life
I'm pretty, what do I deserve I feel pretty, until I walk out the door I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed My monster has all the time he needs So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is. You're so pretty, could I get the nerve You said, "I love you, pretty" What do I deserve I wonder if pretty's gonna waste My monster has all the time in the day So I came home to feel ugly again Feels better alone, pretty ugly again If you come back around I may not let you in Cause I don't understand what this pretty is. I wonder what pretty has to say I want to feel pretty every day I wonder what it's like to be pretty.

Wet, Red Love
Written by... by zimzalabim© I would destroy you just to love you licking gently at your neck as blood flows freely from the ragged hole my teeth have torn Vivid, white shards of bone jut out from wet red meat and you shriek so wonderfully as my jaws snap your clavicle opening you up in the most intimate of ways I hear you moan a bubbling cry pleading, begging for release A scream an echo of a dream as my claws dig in rending flesh and yellow fat away from the glistening prize within This is the way I want you laid open guts and all quivering as I dip my muzzle into the feast I cry with passion a muted snarl as I consume you devour you taking you inside me as you were always meant to be I lose myself suddenly ripping your arm from its socket a wet, popping noise added to the symphony of slick noises as I enjoy my beloved snack My wet red love.

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F. Nietzsche ble venn med Lou van S. Elisabeth hadde et problem med det. Et stort problem. Hun måtte bli igjen for å "samle krefter" etter at hun var blitt introdusert for dama og de andre dro videre. Det er i det lyset det er mulig å forstå Elisabeths forhold til Førster. N og E må ha vært nært knyttet til hverandre (over 500 brev til henne sier sitt). Det er mulig de begge forsto. Elisabeth knytter seg til en jødehater og tar siden kontakt med Hitler (som møtte opp i begravelsen hennes). Hun benytter den andre veien for å nå Salome. Men antagelig var begge forelsket i henne. At hun benytter Nietzsches skrifter (og i tillegg omskriver dem) for å fremme jødehat og hjelpe Hitler kan derfor sees som en måte å nå kjærligheten til en annen kvinne. En kamp mellom bror og søster. Og søstera vant kampen. Og det er jo tross alt bare rett og rimelig hvis vi snakker om en mulig vinkling av Gud som kvinne. Eller? Det skulle bare 3 brev til mellom Strindberg og Nietzsche for

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"Oh Father. Why have thou forsaken me." Hvis Nietzsche var ironisk med Gud drept av oss og i tilegg kanskje til og med at Jesus syntes det var en umulig prøvelse å vœre talsmann for Salome da blir hans siste ord forståelige. Hvis han visste at Gud er Salome er "far" ironisk. Og hvis han ville bli fri er spørsmålet om hvorfor hun har forlatt ham også ironisk. En dobbelt ironi som bare var forståelige for de tidlige kristne. Nietzsche. Hvis teorien om Salome stemmer viser skjebnen hans noe spennende. Han dro til Italia. Sils Maria. Og der utforsker han den romerske siden av Salome til bunns. Til en slik grad at han ser for seg et samfunn frigjort fra kristendom og en skapning av nye verdier. Hvis Elisabeth er den andre siden av Nietzsches oppdagelse, hva betyr det? Foruten at E går mot jødehat pga et umulig savn etter Lou, kan ikke dette illustrere et totalt manglende gangsyn hos N? Hva ser E? Hun ser broren gå hand i hand med sin kvinnelige Gud. Og han går mot fjellene.

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Elisabeth F N Det er fullt mulig å hate henne. Hun legitimerte jødeforfølgelsene. Samtidig er hun antagelig grunnen til Nietzsches verk. Hva er problemet med å ligge med Elisabeth Förster? At hun er ond og står ansvarlig for mordet på 6 millioner jøder? Nei. At hun er Salome eller virkeligheten av Gud sett fra et kvinnelig ståsted. Det har fått verden til å rygge vekk fra problemet og stole fullt og fast på Hitler evt på godheten i verden. Alle har hele tiden visst at Elisabeth var den skyldige, og de fleste med innsikt har ant at det har en direkte tilknytning til troen på Gud som kvinne. Problemet ved å godta det er at Salome derfor kan vœre skyldig i mordene. Hvis det er tilfelle er det ingen poeng i å leve. Kjœrligheten er sten død. Hva kan vœre årsaken til problemstillingen? Kanskje Jesus. Jesus er jo gud, og han er det utfra sin tilknytning til Salome. Elisabeth er gud på samme måte sett fra den synsvinkelen. Hitler har sin styrke fra Elisabeths godkjenning

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Men hva er så løsningen for Elisabeth? Sett mot broren i et (aldri fullbyrdet) forhold til Salome må dette spørsmålet ha drevet henne til vanvidd. Men det at ting ikke ble bedre etter 1900 må bety noe. Kanskje brorens sykdom spilte inn. Å se ham i en fravœrende salighet over en periode på 10 år må ha virket inn. N i galskapen er fra E's ståsted det samme som N i Sils Maria. Begge steder er han hos Salome. Men fra 1891 i en tilstand som gjør det hele alt for synlig. Han er under morens pleie og etterhvert under hennes. E var fortvilet da N forelsket seg i Lou ettersom hun var gammel, over 30, og fortsatt ugift. Det at han ikke fullbyrdet forholdet kan bare ha gjort vondt verre. Og å se ham i salig søken oppe i de italienske fjellene må ha gjort det mer enn ille. Og ikke minst at han brukte et sinne og et vidd som var nœrmere hennes natur. N spotter kvinnen ved å vise henne det tragiske ved Jesus ekteskap med (en kvinnelig) Gud. Og han gjør det i tillegg ved å bruke den f

Never Will Believe It
you seem to think youre something horrible that you cant do any good and that everyone connected to you gets hurt yet we have been close for over two years now and i havent been hurt not by you at least you are the one who pulls me through the one i know i can turn to and the one who pulls me through you want me to believe that horrible thing is you but i cant do it you are a sweetheart and can love stronger then ever as much as i try i cant think of you in such a horrible way i will never blieve it never see you that way

In The Middle
hes my uncle shes my friend and in a way family things are hard i dont want to be in it but i know too much she tells me everything so i know whats goin on even though i disagree once again im in the middle she always does this to me it doesnt matter theres nothing i can do either way i turn someone is going ot hate me so if my family has to be like this then i want nothing to do with them im sick of being in the middle

21 Love Questions
You opened it you have to start! You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY or else you wont have LOVE for 5 years. [01] Do you ever wonder what your last ex is up to? Yes [02] Have you ever been given roses? Yes [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? The notebook [04] How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love? 3 [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Yes [06] What's your current problem? my hubby! [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? yes [08] Had a Long Distance Relationship? yes and to this day we are still best friends [09] Do you believe in this saying- ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER? to a point , just depends on the situation. everyone deserves a second chance [10] Do you want to get married? i want a divorce..lol [12] Do you want to have kids? i have kids [13] Who was the last person you held hands with? My son [14] Do you believe in love at first sight? its possible [15] Have yo

The Nun And Taxi Driver
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just abouteverything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!""OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why are you crying?" "Forgive me but I've sinned. I lied and I

Deaths Embrace
open wounds bleeding gash open soul ripped dangling from thin barbed wire fences stricken by pain deaths morbid grip dances upon your mind dangling deeply inside and out of conciousness waken to see a light a brite neon light shadowed tunnel long path long long path someone standing there looking at you i cant see your face blurry blurred vision frustration sinks running back stay back look away .ahahahahahahahah i awake to see her watching me sleep a dream a perception of death inside my mind a vision noone else will see but she fealt my fear that night scared to be alone as death is laughing at me now...

Astrology
Name: Sam April 5 1964 5:00 PM Time Zone is BST Aberdeen, UK Rising Sign is in 18 Degrees Virgo You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic. Sun is in 15 Degrees Aries. By nature, you are very energetic and high-spirited. You are fiercely independent -- you must be first in everything you do, and you enjoy taking risks. You are the one who will rush in where angels fear to tread. Quite brilliant at i

Past Life
Sam, you could have been a famous Artist Oil painting, sculpture, photography. No matter the medium, it's clear that an imaginative soul like yours must have been an artist in a former life. With your creativity and originality, you've got a unique approach to the world that just begs to be shared with everyone. Like the great masters who came before you, you march to the beat of your own drummer and don't follow the herd. You live life by your own rules and aren't afraid to express your ideas. Lucky for all of us, they're great ones. So, keep expressing yourself. You're sure to be legendary! http://web.tickle.com/rd/52658/invite?type=t&test=1432&inviter_id=39v3esjocRmgtltc&inviter=Sam

Oh Fuck This Shit.....
I'm really starting to hate this site with a passion, it reminds me of the dilly/aka swydm aka reezle...it'd be great if it actually fucking worked worth a fuck for someone with aohell dialup, but alas it doesn't seem to at all...yes,profanity..I'm fucking pissed because I'm tossing back a few trying to enjoy myself in a chat & the shoutbox hates me, as does every single fucking lounge I have visited...yeah,graphics are all perty & hellacool IF you have an hour, or something aside from shitty dialup, but if you do have said crap on a cracker dialup its for shit, and it will NOT load at all.... Anyone know of a lounge that doesn't have to blow itself for an hour loading images? If so I'd greatly appreciate a heads up...if not fuck this place...sorry for the angst but it just pisses me off as it seems everything these days is made for people that have something better than dialup....ugh....*stabs it*

Need A Boost?
Need something extra in the bedroom? Need to spice up that boring sex life? Well, I have what you need. Email me and I'll give you all the info you want. Here's to enjoying the night life once again.. yummmmy! Sarah

Serpent Mound
The most famous of all such (effigy) mounds is the Great Serpent Mound in Adams County, 1,330 feet in length along its coils and averaging three feet in height." --E.H. Roseboom & F. P. Weisenburger A History of Ohio Atop a plateau overlooking the Brush Creek Valley, Serpent Mound is the largest and finest serpent effigy in the United States. Nearly a quarter of a mile long, Serpent Mound apparently represents an uncoiling serpent. In the late nineteenth-century Harvard University archaeologist Frederic Ward Putnam excavated Serpent Mound and attributed the creation of the effigy to the builders of the two nearby burial mounds, which he also excavated. We now refer to this culture as the Adena (800 BC-AD 100). A third burial mound at the park and a village site near the effigy's tail belong to the Fort Ancient culture (AD 1000-1550). A more recent excavation of Serpent Mound revealed wood charcoal that could be radiocarbon dated. Test results show that the charcoal

This Moment
We were sitting on your rooftop Staring at the skies The sun was dipping lower I looked into your eyes You saw what I was feeling I know you felt it too We wanted time to just stand still Then forever there'd be me and you Why can't we freeze this moment? Return to it in time Stay together through the years Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine So let us freeze this moment Store it safely away Even if we leave this place We'll return to it someday

Whispers
Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

The Wall
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

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Kvinnens vei til det gudommelige i dagens moderne samfunn. Dette kan kun skje utfra det ståstedet hun er på og hvis vi tar med forutsetningen at Gud er kvinne (om ikke et menneske) kan det sees mot pyramidens inngangsporter. Kvinnen er uendelig langt under det vi regner som "mennesklig" ettersom hun tror seg vœre gudommelig i berøring med Gud men ikke vet at Gud er Isis. Hun lider av personlighetsforvirring på samme måte som en person som tror han er Napoleon. Noen kvinner søker derfor etter det dyriske hos menn og noen går den løypa fullt ut. Andre bruker det kvinnelige som det svarte og manipulerende. Ondskapen og goth. Noen kombinerer de to men er ikke dermed i noen nœrmere tilknytning til Gud. Tilknytningen til det dyriske og menn som hunder har antagelig vœrt livsviktig for dem som ren overlevelsesstrategi. Det var rett og slett der de var. Tilknytnigen til det sorte er mer diffus naturlig nok. Problemet er at de selv der går i totalt blinde. De aner ikke hva de går

And Another!
dit for all the injuries Nixzaliz Santiago inflicted?" the attorney asked a detective earlier this week in a cross-examination met with a barrage of objections by prosecutors. During earlier testimony by another detective about the crime scene, the defense sought to emphasize an odd piece of evidence: a tiny jar containing a murky, brownish substance, discovered on a messy bedroom dresser. Investigators have said the substance appeared to be human tissue, which the mother claimed to have been given by the hospital after she had a miscarriage. "It was explained to me that it was a fetus," the NYPD investigator said. Speaking to reporters, Schwartz called that "bombshell" testimony that supported the theory that a demented Nixzaliz Santiago had preserved the medical remnants of a recent miscarriage. The mother "blamed Nixzmary for the death of her (unborn) child," he said, and suggested she avenged the death with the fatal beating. Schwartz's brash approach has at times raise

Man's Holiday To "compliment" Valentine's Day. .
Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Secretly...guys feel left out. That's right...left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. This is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially 'Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day.' Simple, effective and self-explanatory...this holiday has been created so your ladies can have a day to show your man just how much you love him. No cards, no flowers, no special nights on the town the name of the holiday explains it all... just a steak, a BJ & shut your mouth for the rest of the day! That's it! This twin pairing of Valentine's Day and Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day will usher in a new age of love, as men

Joke
A doctor in Ireland wanted to get off work and go hunting, so he approached his assistant. 'Garge, I am goin huntin tomorrow and don't want to close the clinic I want you to take care of the clinic and take care of all me patients'. 'Yes, sir!' answers Garge. The doctor goes hunting and returns the following day and asks: 'So, Garge, how was your day?' Garge told him that he took care of three patients. 'The first one had a headache so I gave him TYLENOL.' 'Bravo, Mate, and the second one?' asks the doctor. 'The second one had stomach burning and I gave him MAALOX, sir,' says Garge. 'Bravo, bravo! You're good at this and what about the third one?' asks the do ctor. 'Sir, I was sitting here and suddenly the door opens and a woman enters. Like a flame, she undresses herself, taking off everything including her bra and her panties and lies down on the table. She spreads her legs and shouts: 'HELP ME! For five years I have not seen any man!'

Happy Birthday And Valentines Day Mom
With a HEAVY heart, and FOND memories I would like to wish my mother, Carol Jean Kennedy - Horton, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and VALENTINE'S Day. REST IN PEACE (Feb 14 1947 to May 5 2005) Mom I love you and Miss you Your son

Dying Mind
A dying mind Trapped inside a dying mind Your careful future left behind A single tear marks your pain As memories fade away There is no fight the battles won For all you know has come undone The hand of death has one more blow As all your systems start to slow Your gift of sight has come and gone Though your hearing like you lives on trapped inside a dying mind. Nixy 2005

To Save Himself From Dying...
To Save himself from Dying... He puts both hands in the water, so the water would start moving. Sends ripples at the sides, to feel the essence of the sea. He splashes water in his face, to wake up. But his hands turn into icicles. The water isn't deep, for the ice has covered all. He gathers his strength to find the path back. As he hides his face, from the blizzard ahead. He looks up...to hear a sound in the distance. I am svaed! I am svaed! I am saved!

Sometimes I Wonder...
... if I would get more attention if my profile name were something a little more egotistical, perhaps advertising the dimensions of my penis, or maybe headlining my prowess in bed. Maybe if my name was "GODZILLADONG" or "Big Dick McFuckalotty" or "FUCKSFORDAYS," I'd get more action. I dunno, I always something like that was a touch over-the-top, maybe even juvenile. Whatever.

Diabetes Information
This topic provides general information about type 2 diabetes and how you can help prevent the disease. If you or your child has type 2 diabetes and you are looking for more specific information on how to live with the disease, see: Type 2 Diabetes: Recently Diagnosed, if you have been told recently that you have type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes: Living With the Disease, if you have type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes in Children, if your child has type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes: Living With Complications, if you have eye, kidney, heart, nerve, or blood vessel disease caused by your diabetes. If you are looking for information about type 1 diabetes, see the topic Type 1 Diabetes. What is type 2 diabetes? Type 2 diabetes is a lifelong disease that affects the way your body uses food for energy. The disease develops when an organ called the pancreas cannot make enough insulin or when the body is not able to use insulin correctly. Insulin is a hormone that allows the body's

"perfect Drop Of Sweat"
~~LET ME~~ Let me feast My eyes on the magic triangle That is your heavenly loins Let me admire, its beauty, obvious from every angle ‘Tis worth much more than notes or coins Let me sniff the sweet essence of you And catch a whiff, of your forming honeydew The aroma of your wet, warm cream That I may revel in it in my every wet dream Let me into that majestic place Down your valley of dreams, Awesome in many ways Oh, quench my thirst With the sparkling waters of your sensual streams Let me lick Your passion-swollen lips And nibble on them, moist and thick Delight in my suckling of your tender clit I await that sacred moment, when your fire is lit Pray, bath my face in your geyser At fulfilment of your sensual desire Let me share in the exhilaration of your orgasmic release Oh, pretty please ~~LIES~~ When she met him petals gasped and ambrosia trickled When she met him neurons sparked and the soft, sweet tips of breasts yearned towards him When she met him eyes filled and the s

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Elisabeth sto overfor et valg. Og spørsmålet er om det var et reelt valg. Kunne hun ha handlet annerledes? Hvis hun ikke misbruker broren og verket hans, hvis hun ikke gjør ham til en del av seg selv, er det en stor sjanse for at N's skrifter var forblitt ukjent. Og han ville dermed fått viljen sin og rett i at det han skrev var ment for ettertiden. Samfunnet var ikke modent for det. Og det viser seg både i Hitlers handlinger og hvordan verden generelt har utviklet seg (vi går mot kvinnelig frigjøring uten mulighet til å sette det i forbindelse med Salome, Isis eller Elisabeth som virkeliggjøring og skaper av gjenoppdagelsen av dem). Verden er styrt av en David Bowie, men han er på det samme mentale planet som Hitler, og i hans handlinger kjennes E's skjebne og sjel som et rustent brøl som ødelegger alt rundt seg. Hadde E noe valg? Hadde hun kun formidlet brorens skrifter, uten å bearbeide dem og uten å sette dem i forbindelse med hennes agenda jødehatet ville hun handlet mo

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Förster. Elisabeth giftet seg med F i 1885. De dro til Paraguay feb 15 1887. Juni 3 1889 begikk F selvmord ved en overdose gift. (Tok hun livet av mannen sin?) Hun dro tilbake til Tyskland i 1893. Franziska N. Navnet hennes inneholder Z'en som leder mot Seth og Egypt. Z i fornavn og deretter etternavn. Zarathustra. Sara Hausfrau. Og navnet hennes leder også mot den franske revolusjonen. N må ha hatt mistanke om at farens død hadde sammenheng med morens troskap. Og E fortsetter kanskje historien ved Försters død i Paraguay. Begge reiser ut på en reise for å oppklare mordet på faren. "Samtidig fikk hun beskjed om brorens kollaps" N ble gal i begynnelsen av 1889. Förster dør i juni det samme året. Det er godt mulig at hun ikke fikk beskjeden før. Og hvis E dreper mannen sin i det øyeblikket hun vet at broren er blitt gal betyr det noe i forhold til mannen hennes. F.eks at han holdt henne vekk fra problemet med broren, men helst at hun brukte mannen til å bli holdt bo

And Now For The Main Event...lol
So tomorrow night is the night John and I have our Valentine's Day alone time. It's going to be so great. I'm cooking him a special dinner and maybe even dessert and then he and I can cuddle under a blanket on our couch and watch a movie together...no kids to watch, no one calling, no interruptions. It's going to be perfect! I've missed the fact that we don't spend as much time together, and he's so tired during the week becuase of the whole babysitting thing. With the kids over and one of them a screamer (even when he's in a good mood), he gets woken up or he just has trouble sleeping in general. I want to make it up to him by letting him sleep in until dinner tomorrow. But I want to wake him up early enough in advance that he'll actually be awake to enjoy his special dinner! :D

How's It Going To Be
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore, Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for, When I say out loud, I want to get out of this, I wonder, Is there anything I'm going to miss, I wonder How's it going to be, When you don't know me, How's it going to be, When you're sure I'm not there, How's it going to be, When there is no one there to talk to, Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care, How's it going to be, How's it going to be, Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match, Sharp as a thumbnail scratch, A silence I can't ignore, Like . . The hammock by the doorway we spent time in, Swing empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me, I wonder How's it going to be, When it goes down, How's it going to be, When you're not around, How's it going to be, When you find out there was nothing, Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care, How's it going to be, How's it going to be When you don't kn

Battle
[V1:] You thought we'd be fine All these years gone by Now your askin me to listen Well then tell me bout everything No lies we're loosin time [C:] Cause this is a battle And its your final last call It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know But why arent you sorry, why arent you sorry, why? This can be better, you used to be happy, try! Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [V2:] You've got them on your side And they wont change their minds Now its over And im feelin like we've missed out on everything I just hope its worth the fight [C:] Cause this is a battle And its your final last call (Why'd you have to let it go) It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know (cant you see you hurt me soo) But why arent you sorry, why arent you sorry, why? Things could be better, you can be happy, try! Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Oooooooooooo

Good Poker Player
Two couples were playing poker one evening. Jim accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bob's wife, Sue wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress! Shocked by this, Jim upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Jim went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bob's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you like under there?" Surprised by her boldness, Jim admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, "Well, you can have it but it will cost you $500." After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, Jim confirms that he is interested. Sue told him that since her husband Bob worked Friday afternoons and Jim didn't, Jim should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, Jim showed up at Bob's house at 2 p.m. sharp - and after paying Sue the agreed sum of $500 - they went t

Http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55163
Hi i just wanna let everyone know that i have a cam on my profile page and also in my lounge...so see you all there oh yeah here is the lounge linkhttp://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55163 or go to my lounges on my page and click 2nd lounge hugs see ya there!!!!!

Epica - Never Enough
Never Enough Can't you hear me screaming, once again? Voices you can't hear Because you are consumed and incontent With everlasting greed Don't you see me on my hands and knees? Begging and bleeding You're smiling as you bite the hand that feeds But will you never see? Always wanting what your eyes can't see needing what your arms can’t reach Thinking you are in need Always hearing what your ears can't hear feeling what your hands can't touch Thinking you’re incomplete (Enough) It was, Never enough that I gave to you All of the horror that you've put me through (Never enough) How can I make up my mind this time? This is where I will draw the line Sacrificed my life to be with you Why did you leave me? There's nothing more from me you can consume Cause you are incomplete Always wanting what your eyes can't see needing what your arms can’t reach Thinking you are in need Always hearing what your ears can't hear feeling what your hands can't touch

Long Time No Here
Well it's been awhile since I've been on this site. I've been quite busy. I go to school, work and take care of my kid and bf. The bf and I just bought a house so any spare time I have is spent there. I also got my business license for my jewelry business. I keep myself occupied and don't even have time to get bored! That's the short version on what's up with me.

I Don't Watch Reality Tv
It's 4 a.m. and I'm sitting here watching "The X Effect" on MTV. What a waste! Now I remember why I don't watch reality television on a normal basis; it's not real! It's all scripted garbage made for entertainment and it's getting so predictable anymore. The worst is the reality dating shows. Do people really think they're going to find true love amidst the garbage?

Families
I don't want to join another family. I left Fubar once because of all the freaking drama. It was unbelievable! I used to care so much about leveling and stuff like that, but not now. There was really no benefit of being a 20. More people rated me and crap, but no one wanted to actually talk. It was kind of parasitic in a way... Also, what's with auctions? I just find them creepy. I'm not bashing people who are in them/hold them, but do you really have to 'sell' yourself to get a blast or something??

The Wedgie
It was a hot, sticky summer morning and Paddy decided to go to early Mass before it gets too hot, so he tells his wife he will be back in an hour. Sure enough, he comes back in an hour, but with 2 black eyes! "Paddy," she says, "You said you were going to church and here you been fightin!" "No, Mother, I did go to church." "Well, what happened to you?" "Well, you know it was so hot and Mrs. O'Leary was in the pew in front of me. When we got up from the sermon, I noticed that her dress was stuck up in her crack and I thought it looked terribly uncomfortable so I reached forward and pulled it out for her. She turned around and smacked me right in the eye." "Well, Paddy, that explains how you got one black eye, but what about the other?" "Well, I thought, if that is the way she feels about it, I would put it back in."

The Cabbies Wish
A cabby picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why is he staring and replies, "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2 you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too!" "OK" the nun says "Pull into the next alley" He does and the nun fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child, said the nun, why are you crying?" "Forgiv

My Heartbeat
My Heartbeat You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY!

The Cover I Am Closing
The cover I am closing, The pages I lost, A story I see ahead, That story I been searching. When everybody's happy Enjoying days of youth, I see a broken heart Crying in the shadows. They lift their cups of wine Enjoying every minute, I only see one heart That lonely feels inside, That lonely heart is mine, That comfort doesn't have. (incomplete version)

Boulevard Of Brocken Dreams
I wanna share my dreams wanna share with you On the wings of love like dreamers do - Touch your heart you're the queen of broken hearts. Oh we are daytime friends and nighttime fools Wanna play this game you break the rules - Tears of love are frozen tears. It's tossing and turning it's burning it makes you mad. oh baby I'll hold you back You're tossing and turning it's burning it makes you sad. I'm looking through the eyes the eyes of love Made a fool of me can't get enough - Touch my heart boulevard of broken dreams. Another time for love other place to be Don't let him take your love your love from me - Tears of love are frozen tears.

Is It Work?
The Commanding Officer of the US Marine 26th Regiment was about to start the morning briefing with his staff and Battalion and Company Commanders. While waiting for the coffee machine to finish it's brewing, he decided to pose a question to all assembled. He explained that his wife had been a bit frisky the night before and he failed to get his usual amount of sound sleep. He posed the question of just how much of sex was 'work' and how much of it was 'pleasure?' The XO chimed in with 75-25% in favor of work. A Captain said it was 50-50%. The Colonel's Aide, a Lt., responded with 25-75% in favor of pleasure, depending on his state of inebriation at the time. There being no consensus, the Colonel turned to the PFC who was in charge of making the coffee and asked for HIS opinion? With no hesitation, the young PFC responded, "Sir, it has to be 100% pleasure." The Colonel was surprised and, as you might guess, asked why? "Well Sir," began the PFC, "if

Leaving The Bar
Ok folks after some consideration I have decided to shut down my account and will do so at the end of this week. If there are those of you in my friends and family that would wish to remain you will be able to find me on myspace. www.myspace.com/scarekrowsnest later ppl

My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything... My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, [My Wish lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh,

Anger Inside
more times than not all i can feel is the anger inside. built up through the years from different things. letting go would be the best thing, but when things keep coming up to add to it, it's hard to catch up and let go of the older. just when you start to believe one thing, something comes along to show what a fool you're being. you come to realize you're way of thinking was stupid and foolish. trust--- not something easily given or kept after being proven otherwise. don't want to continue being the joke. ignorance is not bliss. lies do not help build a relationship of any kind. it just tells the other person how little you think of them.

Hates Being..................
have you ever felt like your being played for a fool... have you ever felt like you will never be the 1st in someones life... i hate being made to feel that way yet i get it all the time... so why do i let it happen cause for some reason I STILL LOVE HIM!!!!!!... even if he :loves: a CHEATER!!!! PLAYER!!!! of a person ...

First Reactions Survey
This is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of tha other persons anwers first..that way u can think in blank Here we go: 1. Beer: DISGUSTING 2. McDonalds: FATNING 3. Relationships: IM IN ONE 4. Purple: ITS OK 5. Power Rangers: DONT WATCH IT 6. Weed : ILLEGAL 7. Steroids: STUPID 8. Cartoons: WATCH THEM WITH MY SON 9. The President. COULD USE A DIFFERENT ONE 10. Tupperware: CLUTTER 11. Florida: WAS NICE 12. Santa Claus: CHRISTMAS 13. Halloween: MICHAEL MEYERS 14. Alice: MY GRANDMA 15. Grammar: SCHOOL 16: Myspace: RARELY USE IT 17. Clowns: CAN BE SCARY 18. Marriage: IN IT 19. Paris: NEVER BEEN 20. Pat:: COUSIN 21. Redheads: SLUTS 22. Blondes: SOME ARE DUMB 23. Pass the: GRAVY 24. One night stands: STUPID 25. Donald Trump: RIDICULOUSLY WEALTHY 26. Neverland: P

As Told By Me
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? No I have my nose pierced that is enough for me Does a kiss make you feel better? Yes Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Those were wild times Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? Before What did you do today?A bunch of nothing Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? Yep I tend to run late Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? no that is way too complicated for me Ever been in love? yes Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field? At this point I would rather play and see what happens from there What is your favorite sport?Is typing considered a sport?? What color is your shower curtain? Blue Have you ever had stitches? a few times Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?I was positive that some did lol Do you know how to use chop

My Mattchew
As most of you know we threw a great party for our Brother and our friend Matt...So with that being said I wanted to post a few words about him...Matt has you know you are one of the easiest people to have as a brother and a friend and your one of the best and big hearted people that anyone could ask to know...As I speak for most of us as I can say that we love you and you will be greatly missed...I want to say that you are so brave to be out there fighting for us and our country...It is so hard for some people to understand what is like to be away from family for so long till you have a person that you love in Iraq...I told you last night that you better come home to us and there is a difference in coming home and coming home safely and comin hom in a coffin...You promised that you would be home in a year and that is not a promise that we can hold you to cause we never know what is going to happen form one day to the next...But I have all faith that you will come home safely...As you

People Need To Learn To Stfu When They Don't Know What They're Talking About
I blocked her a couple months ago for doing this shit running her mouth when she didn't know what she was talking about I tried to be nice and unblock her so she could bid on her friend and this is the BULL SHIT I had to put up with. She doesn't care what the details are she THINKS SHE KNOWS IT ALL and runs her mouth even when she knows NOTHING about a situation.

The Bitch Can Ride
The Bitch Can Ride Ironhorse Writer Â© 3/22/2002 Queen of the hop, belle of the ball, All the above or none at all. She'll fringe your leather, chap your hide. Make no mistake, the bitch can ride. Tequila's her poison, no salt or lime, While others pass out, she's reached her prime. Her badge of honor, her source of pride, When brothers admit, the bitch can ride. She has her daddy's wanderin' way, has her mama's soul, When she's backed against the wall, the girl can rock n roll. If she takes you for your word, then finds out that you've lied, Best you stay off of the road, you know the bitch can ride. Likes to wear her leather tight, as if it had been sprayed. Ain't no use in judgin' 'cause her dues have long been paid. Righteous is the lady, who will never be denied. Pound for pound, toe to toe, it's known the bitch can ride. Those try'n to 'make a move' find themselves frustrated. She quickly makes it known to 'those,' I'm unaffiliated. Leaves 'em all w

Angry White Man
In election 2008, don’t forget Angry White Man Gary Hubbell February 9, 2008 There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rural redneck, deep South to

Swinging Lifestyle..have You Tried It?
This article is about the subcultural sexual lifestyle. For other uses, see Swing. Close relationships Affinity • Attachment • Bonding • Casual • Cohabitation • Compersion • Concubinage • Courtship • Divorce • Dower, dowry and bride price • Friendship • Family • Husband • Infatuation • Intimacy • Jealousy • Limerence • Love • Marriage • Monogamy • Nonmonogamy • Office romance • Passion • Partner • Pederasty • Polyamory• Polygamy• Platonic love • Psychology of monogamy • Relationship abuse • Romance • Sexuality • Separation • Wedding • Widowhood • Wife v • d • e Swinging, sometimes referred to as the swinging lifestyle, is "non-monogamous sexual activity, treated much like any other social activity, that can be experienced as a couple."[1] The phenomenon (or at least its wider discussion and practice) of swinging may be seen as part of the sexual revolution of recent decades, which occurred after the upsurge in sexual activity made possible by the prevalence of safer sex practic

Subgroups
Bisexuality and same-sex activity Attitudes to same-sex activity and bisexuality vary by culture and locale, and by gender. As a rule, female bisexuality and bicuriosity are common in both the "selective" (see below) and traditional swinging scenes and tend to be the norm amongst participants;[5] by contrast, male same-sex activity has a wider variation in its handling, and may be welcomed, accepted, frowned upon, or forbidden.[6] Swing clubs and other facilities exist for gay and bisexual interests for both genders, but differ – for example bathhouses and the like for gay males, sometimes described as being "controversial" even in the gay community due to safer sex concerns, whereas women's clubs are "comparatively rare" and tend to be organized as private events, or niche clubs with high popularity for their events.[7][8] No studies have been conducted as to what percentage of swinging men or women who define themselves as bisexual would be open to romantic as well as sexual

Mask
The thumbnail moon hangs low tonight, raccoons visit me during the dark times. Their black masks fit me well, hauntingly enough. Silence tattoos the forbidden fruit as weeping serpents give up on their dream. Hour glasses turn over and pieces evil scatters across jigsaw puzzle. Cacti stands tall, their thorns pierce my innocence. I slithering past, walking into the desert. Head bowed, the snakes follow me.

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Misbruk av bøker? Det er i seg selv et dødt projekt som ikke kan sammenlignes med det å ha broren ved siden av seg som en grønnsak og i sin hule hånd. Det er et mysterium for forskere at N levde i sin tilstand fra 1889 så lenge som ham gjorde. Det motsier sykdomsbildet. Og grunnen er ganske sikkert E. Hun har bruk for ham. Min påstand er at grunnen til at hun hadde bruk for ham var at hun elsket ham. Utgivelsen av Wille Zur Macht få år etter brorens død kan sees som et forsøk på å oppretthiolde scenarioet. Problemet var at uten broren var også Salome borte som virkelighet og mål. Gud er død må ha vœrt en virkelighet som innhentet E i årene 1900 til 1935. Hun var selv passert 50 og ikke attraktiv som kvinne lenger. Hennes bekjentskapskrets var jødehatere. Og dette må ha vœrt et problem. De av brorens venner som hjalp henne med boka er siden mildt sagt sett ned på. De blir sett på som nyttige idioter. Overløpere. E hadde ingen vei tilbake. Ved å sette seg selv som misbruker

I'm On A Nietzsche Kick...sue Me...
To predict the behavior of ordinary people in advance, you only have to assume that they will always try to escape a disagreeable situation with the smallest possible expenditure of intelligence. Friedrich Nietzsche

Guys I Need Your Help
Ok I am looking for 5 woman who are ready for a change, ready to make their own career, money and earn their way to a better life! Do you know of any ladies that are at a dead end job and want to be appreciated? Please send them my way I am in a contest for work and would love to speak with them

First Time
I went sky diving for the first time in my life on president's day, Monday. This is an experience I knew I had to try at least once. So now I can cross it off yay. The dive itself was short, only about seven minutes, but I'll remember it for so much longer. Looking down out of that plane 12,000 ft. to the ground I first thought I must have been crazy. But then my tandem instructor jumped and I at first felt hella scared looking down at Earth and moving so damn fast. All I could do during the first 30 seconds was psych myself up by saying "he will pull the chute, he will pull the chute" then I calmed down and we spun around for the remaining 30 seconds of the freefall. That was the most exciting moment of my life! I remember spinning with the chute open, but it just wasn't the same. Mandy Moore introduced sky diving to us on a video. She's so pretty. Worth the money? Yes it is. Now I just need to complete my education so I can get a high enough paying job to afford all these extreme

10 Million Uninsured Children 18 And Under
10 million uninsured children 18 and under ..> Nearly 10 million children age 18 and under are uninsured. 1 ..> Who are these children? More than 90% of them have one or more parents who work. 2 60% live in two-parent families. 70% have incomes below 200% of the federal poverty level (1997). 3 They make up 70% of all newly uninsured Americans (1996), while the number of children without private insurance grows by roughly 3,000 every day. 4 Employer-based health insurance is bad for children because, as insurance costs rise, businesses cut their coverage of employee children. In 1980, the majority of employers at medium-to-large companies paid 100% of employee family health insurance costs. 5 Today, less than one-quarter do. 6 One in four workers today has no access to employment-based family health coverage, at any price. 8 Uninsured children are at risk of preventable illness. Most uninsured children with asthma never see a doctor during the year. 9 Man

Crappy Months
So the last month or so has been pretty shitty, mid January my grandma on my dads say passed away from cancer and then this past Sunday, Feb 17th, my grandma on my moms side passed away. So yeah, its been pretty rough and crappy. They both lived far from me, one in California and the other in Virginia, and I hadn't seen either of them for a few years, but they were my grandmas and now I'll not be able to see them again. I didn't realize how hard I would take their deaths until they died. Anyway, it just sucks and I wanted to say something about them. Rest in peace grandmas, love you!

Rebel's Biography (chapter 1)
It wasn't the first time it had happened. He had been left in a crib in a room above Annie Bird's Tavern again for hours crying to be held, changed, fed, and most of all loved. His hair was so blonde that it disappeared against his scalp. His eyes were a beautiful color of green now surrounded by angry redness. The eighteen month old's mother, Dorothy, was downstairs in the tavern drinking her fill in the middle of the day while his father, Kenny, was working on transmissions in a garage in town. The mattress in the baby bed had been torn. Tufts of the inside of the mattress were spread all over the crib. His little fists were full of the cotton that he had torn out of the mattress that he had been in for so long, alone. Dorothy wasn't taking care of him. By day she would frequent Annie Bird's Tavern, by night she was a whore at The Bordello above which she lived. It wasn't just a job anymore. It had become a way of life. Yet, she loved Kenny; or so she said. He had been created

Hehehe
Tune in to WAIF 88.3 FM, Cincinnati tonight from 1-5 am because J.J. Diggum and myself (Senor Bull) will be back at it again. Jammin the shit that the mainstream is afraid to play. Do you like offensive idiocy laced with music you love but barely ever hear? Do you sit screaming at the voices in your head that Lemme is God?!?! Then make sure to tune in as J.J. and I sit in for Plutonium Jelly and Weird Waves tonight on WAIF 88.3 FM (waif883.org for you webheads). Hear great artists like Motorhead, Slayer, Helloween, Pantera (more than just "Walk"), and much much more! A reincarnation of Z Rock?? Kind of...only now, it's on WAIF, Cincinnati. And if thesde bands seem a little to rough for you dead head hippy type pinko fags, well then tune into WAIF at 2am fow Weird Waves. J.J. and I will hang out and get mellow (or fried....how ever you like to word it) with some good ol leave your head and enter the mind realm of great old 60's and 70's type shtuff. Kind of a classic rock thing wi

Cab Fare
One rainy spring night in Fort Worth , a taxi driver spotted an arm waving from the shadows of an alley. Even before he rolled to a stop at the curb, a figure leaped into the cab and slammed the door. Checking his rear view mirror as he pulled away, he was startled to see a dripping wet, naked woman sitting in the back seat. "Where to?" he stammered. " Milton Road ", answered the woman. "OK," he said, taking another long glance in the mirror. The woman caught him staring at her and asked, "Just what the hell are you looking at?" "Well ma'am", replied the driver, "I noticed that you're completely naked, and I was just wondering how you'll pay your fare." The woman spread her legs, put her feet up on the front seat, smiled at the driver and said, "Does THIS answer your question?" Still looking in the mirror, the cabbie asked, "Got anything smaller?"

Home
"Home is where the heart is", it's just a simple phrase, for my heart lives in the darkness, not the sunkissed light of the days. My home is where I'm safe, not open to evil eyes. But my house is like my sanctuary, filled with desperate tries. "Home is where the heart is", relating to that's unreal, for my heart lies within my body, and it feels what only I can feel.

Wishes
You'll never know what's in my head, it's something that i've never said. It's not anything you'd expect it to be. It's something that really depresses me. Just to think about it brings chills to my spine. It's wishing I hoping that you could be mine. Now that you know just how I feel, what's on your mind? How I wish this wasn't real. I wish I never told you that I love you with all my heart. I just wish I hadn't told you, because now we're far apart.

Fubar
FEW LINES FOR YOU WOMEN ON FUBAR TO USE IF YOU GET A GUY WHO ANNOYS YOU . >HE : Can I buy you a drink? >SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. > >HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. >SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. > >HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? >SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. > >HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? >SHE : I must've been given your share. > >HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? >SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. > >HE : Your face must turn a few heads. >SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. > >HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. >SHE : Okay, get out. > >HE : I think I could make you very happy. >SHE : Why? Are you leaving? > >HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me? >SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. > >HE : Can I have your name? >SHE : Why?

You Might Remember Her
She's soaked to the bone the acid of raindrops and storm clouds hiding the poison of tears on her cheeks, the silver of her dress clinging to her curves in faded gray. She blends in so perfectly with the tendrils of fog curling around her every step, she look like a phantom memory searching for a heart to break in two. And for a moment, as lightning strikes nearby, it's almost like she's sprouted wings and taken flight. But her shoulders are smooth beneath her dress and her feet have never left the ground behind; she's just a soul trapped on destiny's pathway waiting for her time to shine. And all the words of love in the world couldn't save her from the pain, so she tunes out the sounds of the world and sings herself a melody to disappear beneath. She's soaked to the bone and she's run out of time, chances never taken swirling under her feet as her every step draws her further from home. And she knows she's gone beyond saving, so she clasps her han

Leaving To Stay
Every breath that I take in, Intensifies my agony. I watch the smoke as I exhale, Euphoric feelings encompass me. The world is dulled, I flick my lighter. Inhale so deep, To soar higher and higher. Fly higher above reality, Above the pain and suffering. Above my thoughts of suicide, I need something to which I can cling… I’ve flown too high, And the sun, It burns me. I’ve come crashing down now, The past is all I can see. I need to breathe and feel euphoric, I must escape to live…to cope. Falsified feelings of love and lust, All these feelings are fake…I hope… *Crashed down now- I start again*

Missing Heart
My heart is far away... Yearning and Suffering- I can feel you. My soul is dying because of it... Burning and tortured- Can you feel me? I long for the impossible... Drowning in lust- I can taste you on my tounge. Forever sleepless... Totally incomplete- I need to feel you here.

This Is Thing Kind A Sucks
You know something I found out that friends,Good friends never exist in this world.No matter what kind wither it be a girlfriend,and boyfriend,or just a plain friend in my opinion they never exist.No matter how good you are to them it will always end up breaking your heart.How do i know this?Cause i used to have friends,now i have none in this world.I live my life being alone.even in school i was what people call a lone wolf.Eating my lunches alone,doing my work alone,passing my classes,and failing them alone.Never had a girlfriend,so i never went to the prom.Also i graduated alone.not even my family came to see me walk the stage,and get my diploma.Hell right now i feel lonely.Maybe i was intended to just be alone in my house drawing.For one day i just wish i could go back and change my way of living.Being a good person,and haveing friends around.Well thats all i gotta say here.like a song i heard from a black person name seal.Lonelines can be a killer.Later people.

Mumms
I BETTER MARK THIS NSFW BEFORE THE WARDEN GETS AHOLD OF ME! DAMN PEOPLE OF FUBAR! I MADE A MUMM FOR A CRY FOR HELP AND IT CAME BACK DELETED DUE TO I DIDN'T MARK IT NSFW! WHEN THE FUCK DID A CRY FOR HELP BECOME AN NSFW ISSUE? NOW I'M BANNED FROM MUMMS! WHAT THE FUCK?

Should My Words Bite Me In My Ass..
if this happens well i suppose i will deal with the consequences to the best of my ability as much as possible even though i am not quite in the mood to go through another depression fit because i just went through one that was difficult to shake off... but so mote it be.... do as thou wilt.

Hello To All Of My New Fubar Friends...
Not sure really what to blog about, but I thought I'd throw a few thoughts down here... My cousin the Goddess invited me here. So far so good...people have been nice & I do appreciate it. Still trying to get the hang of this, but I've been told the more I click around the easier it gets. Thanx to Jessica (Dreamora_Daimon) for the nice picture comments, and thanx to everyone for leaving me a few comments on the page. I'm really so used to MySpace...my friends adore me there. It'll be cool to make a few more friends on here. I'm an open book, so if there's ever anything you wanna know about me, feel free to ask. It's a lazy Sunday, so I'll be back to visit my page & see a few more of you fine folks... Until then, Peace... Eric

This Is A Ripper!
A young couple who had just met at a party, decide to leave together. They walk hand in hand and, as they stroll, the young man's lustful desire rises to a peak. He is just about to get frisky when the young woman says, 'I hope you don't mind, but I really do need to have a piss.' Slightly taken aback by this vulgarity, he suggests she go behind a hedge. She nods in agreement and disappears behind the hedge. As he waits, he can hear the sound of tight panties sliding down voluptuous legs and he imagines what loveliness is being exposed. Unable to contain his animal thoughts a moment longer, he reaches through a gap in the foliage, and touches her smooth, bare leg. He gently brings his hand further up to her thigh until suddenly, and with great astonishment, he finds himself gripping a long, warm, thick appendage hanging between her legs. He gasps in horror, 'My God Mary have you changed your sex!?' 'No,' she replies, 'I've changed my mind; I'm having a shit inst

Origin Of The Species
A little girl asked her mother, "How did the human race come about?" The mother answered: "God made Adam and Eve and they had children and so all mankind was made." Two days later she asks her father the same question. The father answered: "Many years ago there were monkeys, and we developed from them." The confused girl returns to her mother and says: "Mom, how is it possible that you told me that the human race was created by God and Papa says we developed from monkeys?" The mother answers: "Well dear, it is very simple. I told you about the origin of my side of the family, and your father told you about his."

Is Daddy's Car In The Woods?
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school Playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could hardly contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. "Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, and then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane..." At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table that evening, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane

The Bath Tub Test
During a visit to the Mental Asylum, a visitor asked the Director, ' How do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized ?' 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use a bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?

The Nun In Hooters
A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while "the lights would turn off." Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender, and asked, "May I please use the restroom? The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf." "Well, in that case, I'll just look the other way," said the nun. So the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause! She went to the bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?" "Well, now they know you're one of us," said the bartender, "Would yo

A Thought For You
A Thought for you You deserve to know how special you are. You.. of all people... should have the privilege of knowing how much you mean and how much nicer life is with you in it. And though those word don't get shard as often as I would like them to, I would like you to know -today and always- that there aren't many people in this world. Who even begin to compare with you.

Everyone Needs Someone Like You
Everyone needs someone like you Everyone needs someone who is always there and always caring. Everyone needs someone who is just a touch or a card or a phone call away; someone with whom you can share everything that's in your heart or simply talk about your day in the way that only the two of you can. Everyone needs someone to encourage them; to believe in them; to give a pat on the back when things have gone right, and a shoulder to cry on when they haven't. Everyone needs someone to remind them to keep trying and that it will all work out. Everyone needs someone like you; I know that nothing could be more true. I hope everyone has someone who's as wonderful as you.

I Care So Much About You
I care so much about you I care about you more than I can say. And that caring and that feeling have a meaning that is more precious and more special to me than I can explian. But let me try to tell you this... Saying "I care" means that I always do everything I can to understand. I means that I will never hurt you. It means that you can trust me. It means that you can tell me what's wrong. It means that I will try to fix what I can, that I will listen when you need me to hear, and that -even in your most difficult moment- all you have to do is say the word, and your hand and my hand will not be apart. It means that whatever you speak to me, whatever words are spoken through a smile. or through a tear... I will listen to my heart.

I Don't Know What I'd Do Without You
I don't know what I'd do without you To you: For keeping my spirits up. For never letting me down. For being here for me. For knowing I'm there for you. For bringing so many smiles my way. For being sensitive to my needs. For knowing just what to say. For listening better than anyone else. For bringing me laugther. For bringing me light. For understaning so much about me. For trusting me with so much about you. For being the best. For being so beautiful. I don't know what I'd do... without you.

Just For A Special Someone From Me
Just for a special someone from me From time to time, I find myself thinking abut the way I would like things to be From you... I would like for you to be happier than you've ever been in your life. And I would ove for everything to start coming together for you... your plans and hopes and dreams. And you know what? Someday they will. Because you're doing all the right things Because you deserve to reach the peaks you climb towards, and because you are a very special someone. There will never be a day when I won't wish the world for you.

Our Special Prayer
Our Special Prayer These are our wishes, our dreams: That we may always be more than close; That nothing will come between the bond we share. That I will always be there for you, as you will be for me. That we will listen ith love. That we will share thruths and tenderness. That we will trust and talk things out. That we will understand. That whatever you go, you will be in my heart. That your hand will be in my hand.

Special
Special It takes a certain kind of person to be special. It takes someone who is really wonderful; someone who lights up this little corner of the world with feelings of friendship and love and understanding. It takes a truly unique personality and a knack for making life happier and more rewarding. It takes someone whos willing to take the time. It takes an individal who is able to open up and share their innermost feelings with another. It takes someone who makes the path of life an easier and more beautiful journey. It takes a rare combination of many qualities, interwoven with another-person's life. It takes a certain kind of person to be special. It takes someone ...exactly like you.

Thank You For These Feelings
Thank you for these feelings For bringing me happiness as though it were a gift I could open everyday ...I thank you. For listening to the words I want to say ... I appreciate you. For letting me share the most personal parts of your world, and for welcoming me with your eyes ... I am grateful to you. For being the wonderful, kind, giving person you are ... I admire you. For being everything you are to me, and for doing it so beautifully ... I thank you... with all my heart.

Thoughts For You
Thoughts For You One of the most special places in my heart will always be saved for you. You... the one person I can always talk to; the one person who understands. You... for making me laugh in the rain; for helping me shoulder my troubles. You... for loving me in spite of myself, and always putting me back on my feet again. You... for giving me someone to believe in; someone who lets me know that there really is goodness and kindness and laughter and love in the world. You... for being one of the best parts of my life, and proving it over and over again.

Love Starts With A Smile
LOVE starts with a SMILE, Grows with a Kiss, And ends with a TEAR DON'T Cry over anyone Who won't cry ever you Good FRIENDS are hard to find, HARDER to leave, And impossible to forget U can only go far as U Push Actions speak louder then words The HARDEST thing to do Is watch the one love, Love someday body else DON'T let past hold U back, You're missing the good stuff LIFE'S SHORT. If U don't look around Once in a while U might miss it. A Best Friend Is like a 4 leaf clover, HARD TO FIND And LUCKY TO HAVE Sum people Make he world SPEACIAL Just be being in it. BEST FRIENDS Are the siblings God forgot to give us When it HURTS to look back And u'er SCARED to lok ahead, U can look beside U And Uri BEST FRIEND Will always be there for U TRUE FRIENDSHIPS are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS U don't always see them, But U know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown U never know Who so falling in love with UR smile Wh

Ah, Free Time
I had been babysitting my boyfriend's nephews but since that's over (for now, at least), I've got a little more free time with him. The only problem is that with being sick with a cold or flu or whatever I have right now, my sleep schedule has been thrown off. So usually when he's been up, I've been sleeping. That will definitly have to be fixed before next weekend.

Sucker Punched
What a fucking morning. It started out good, damn good for a Monday. Then right before we were to leave for work the phone rang. My oldest niece was on the phone to tell us that one of my other nieces (her sister) had her husband die last night in his sleep. Needless to say this totally came out of nowhere, and where as I know can start to put together rational thoughts, I still feel like I've been hit in the side of the head,and stomach with a baseball bat. I can not begin to explain how bad of a feeling this is, and I don't wish it on anyone. This is even worse then in August of last year when my Mom died, because even though that was sudden, I knew when I got the call that she was already gone, and that I would not be able to get to the hospital in time to see her before she died. God, I keep thinking back to the first time we met him, he was such a Southern gentleman, and such a gentle man I just liked him right away, and it was as if we knew each other all our lives. I feel so hel

The Giggles...lol
Kay so there is this one thing that gives me the giggles...I am thinkin of this right now. If you are curiouse ask me....it's pretty giggletastic....makes me smile big. My heart flutters...omg it's fantastic. Everyone needs this.

Both This Place & Myself Have Changed Since I Was Last Here
I have a past here on fubar, i have had several accounts, my last being http://fubar.com/user/498003. In the past, I wasnt always tolernate of others, being critical of others beliefs, appearances, ideals, ideas, etc---you get the point. Hurricane Katrina came along and straightened me up quite a bit, and then I got a job offer that would lead me to being changed more. At the grocery store where I work, I noticed a lady coming in, sometimes four and five times a day. She was very outgoing, but also prone to outburts at times, being slightly out there in some ways. I started dating her, and learned she had become the person that she is due to an accident a week before her 17th birthday.......i should mention that she was born in june 1969 and myself may 1970, so she was always the older lady lol. She had gone horse riding with a friend, and the horse she was on threw her, and then trampled her several times, sending her into a coma for 1 year. She somewhat recovered, b

Crystal Shine
A Gift To all my fellow Fubarians : Family Recipe Passed Down For 3 Generations We have our specific rendition but this will help you get your buzz on While your at it buy me a drink ! :) Enjoy You can make your hooch for about $3 a gallon at about 50%-70% alcohol content. More than enough to get 3-5 people blazing drunk. The fun part is that you can get the ingredents if you are under 21 without ID! Needed: 1) 3 cans of 100% frozen white grape juice (Welches 100% white grape juice concentrate works best). In total, the cans should make 144 fluid ounces of juice when properly prepared. We aren't properly preparing it, so that number is only relevant in determining how concentrated the juice is. 1a) You can also add about ½ cup raisins, grapes (cut in half), strawberries, pears, watermelon, or any other fresh non-citrus fruit. I'll only effect the taste positively. 2. 2 cups of white sugar (plus two teaspoons white sugar) 3. A 1 gallon container. I use a filt

Me!
ME, ME, ME,.. No I am not self centered! Sittin' on the fencepost chewin' on my bubblegum ( chomp.. chomp ...chomp...chomp..) Playin' with my yo-yo ( whoo-whoo)! And along came Hoymen da worm... and he was growing so big!!! I said Hoymen whassup wit dat? "I had one to many sodas"... he would say He kept drinking and drinking more and more everyday.. He grew out of his tree now too big to play!!,He started to cry and a flood came about We all got so scared we began to shout! Then the loudest tunder we ever did hear.. Was Hoymen he burbed and shrunk in his tear! He swam and he swam Till the sun dried it up And I found him again and said whats up? He said "I was so sick of being small I wanted a quick fix once and for all" "So I kept drinkin that soda sip after sip I was no longer the last to get picked in the game" Even the fifth graders knew my first name I was on top of hte world Till I got to big So I cried and I c

Power Trip
Power Trip Seldom is a time when one truely must survive Up against all odds We all must truely strive One should sincerly prepare To know whats lurking out there So smolter out your fear The cold chill of winter is near The way they used to do things They had it all figured out Light the laterns and the stove No need to whine or pout We take for granted all these commodities Computers and TV We really don't know how to cope Without our technology So I ask you What to do when your power trip is through Are you self reliant Do you know just what to do Would you sleep it off Read a book By the dimmest candle light Or would you call your provider And get into a fight Remember this when the powers out And the cold winter air is seering When the love of a home keeps it warm And all appliances rendered unhearing We all retort to our natural states Before computers Before Bill Gates Just hold cl

Ablogis
I deeply care for those in my life. I Won't stand for anyone hurting them. I will not tolerate stupid people....well people who aren't stupid really but like to act like they are. Taking care of my son is VERY important to me! I love my lil' family and NO ONE is going to screw it up. Oh and our cat...I LOVE our cat. =P Admiral you rock! Yeah it takes some getting used to, and alot of work..rebuilding is never easy ... Oh yeah, and I really like to go on longs walks ( and adventures with toby.. the folllowing is in no particular order completley off the cuff...not here to defend no plans to transend..just here...still Ablogis I am allowing you to read this. In order for you to try to get a glimpse, Yes just a glimpse, Of what it is like deep inside my mind. I don't worry about politics They are what they are I can't change that. I don't worry about Global Warming The Earth is going to blow up eventually anyway. I just worry about myself and the ones I love Blogging

Grandma
In memory of Evelyn Marie Harley June 20 1990 I stepped off that greyhound.. Into your arms.. Visits that made my childhood We always played candyland You always let me win We sang all our church songs in the yellow station wagon You took me to see my father ..made it such a nice surprise The fact we were in a prison I never realized, You would pack for our picnics.....Airpopped Corn and Combos I still remember the buttery smell..I always got it on my nose..We could never have our icecream unless we were in our PJs..You told me of the headless horsemen while we were on the scaryhill..I actually believed that he was real! You always gave me bubblebaths it seemed to calm me down I was so excited with that pink bottle you found ..I still can see Mr.Bubbles sitting on the ledge..you always let me pour it in..leaned over the edge My favorite dinner you always knew..it was hushpuppies and fishsticks with alot of ketchup too! When you turned 4

Mexico Encourages Illegal Immigration
Ironic, while the government of Mexico tortures and severely punishes illegal immigrants from CENTRAL AMERICA who are coming through their own southern borders on their way to the U.S.!!! ASSHOLES!!@!! Mexico Encourages Illegal Immigration Jon E. Dougherty, NewsMax.com Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 Read Part I: Exporting Jobs, Importing Cheaper Wages In virtually every debate about illegal immigration, the other country primarily involved in this American problem – Mexico – is never held to account, despite its role in actually encouraging its citizens to break into the United States. What is equally less known about this problem is that Mexico does this despite its potential to care for its own citizens. As I document in my new book, "Illegals: The Imminent Threat Posed by Our Unsecured U.S.-Mexico Border," Mexico is simply not taking responsibility for its primary role in the U.S. illegal immigrant problem. It's high time the United States forced Mexico to do so. O

Occasional Lovers
Occasional Lovers A Rhyme Royale I can see the advantages of being occasional lovers; Peace, respite and release at the long day's end, Someone to hold cold nights beneath covers Or a moment of happiness with a knowing friend, With no though of jealousy and no need to pretend. And when dawn breaks, passion to begin the day And at night, under covers, to love and to play.

My Daughter
My Daughter A Ballade When first I saw her, she seemed to me, a little bundle of wonder and care, who could steal my heart for eternity with a beauty both pure and rare; and as she reached for life and air, filling the room with newborn cries, she fixed me with a wondrous star; I saw the future in her eyes. In one brief moment in memory, bless'd with some time that we could share, we walked together happy and free; and then a breath of spring fresh air blew aside her golden hair, to frame her against the distant skies; and in that moment I must declare, I saw the future in her eyes. E'er since then she's helped me see with eyes wide open and aware, just how special this life can be when you have someone with whom to share. She's my every thought, hope and care, the answer to every question why, this little girl with golden hair; I saw the future in her eyes. Hear my song, hear me declare, with my voice raised to the skies, I love my girl with golde

Boors And Beasts (1 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 1 of 4 Boors and Beasts Animals of all colors and sizes Gathered together in a tribal hall Hunters, preyers Seekers of oblivion A rich host of animal intent Satyrs before an ancient alter Timeless ritural Unarmed warriors Teeth dulled, claws pulled Sit in mockery of ancient traditions Gathered yet still together Burning flames give way To dancing lights Tribal drums in Dolby hi-fi Beat the mantra Amid silent stares Elegant Nymphs serve sweet intoxicants To the thunder of bloodless days Furthermore, Angels of Mercy Each a dream impossibly dreamt Soothes the soul of collected angst The day is at it's end Where have gathered all the men?

The Devil's Drum
(an Alphabet poem...should be self-explanatory) Always heed the Devil's drum Beating monotonous into the night Can't you feel it pulling Deep, deep within your soul Echoing songs of primal truth? Feel it pull on your veins Gripping tightly your wakening psyche Heart, oh heart, can you not feel It's terrible, terrible pull? Just relax, my dear, precious child Keep a still heart and stout mind Listen to the rythem it beats Methods interwoven with madness Night tinged with the light of day Open symphonies of all combined Pleasure mixed with the soft touch of pain Quickening into an ever intense Rush of primal, intoxicating bliss Satisfy your desire and follow The drums, the drums and dance, dance, dance Until madness in a most primal form Visits and sweeps you away Welcome this as one would welcome Xanadu or the Kingdom of God Yeah, though I walk through this valley Zealously I shall claim my worth!

That Night
That Night A Double Sestina w/ Dual Rhyme Schemes That night as I held you in my arms in a soft, warm embrace, I dreamt of kissing your precious charms as I gazed upon your face. You looked back at me with a smile so sweet and a twinkle in your eyes, to where I felt in me a rising heat and a need to hear your sighs. So that when I leaned down close for a kiss with my heart open and bare, I could think of naught but the bliss that together we would share. That night I remember as one of bliss that was meant for us to share, wrapped tight within each other's arms in a loving, warm embrace. So that next to me were press'd your charms and the soft skin of your face, which sent pleasure through me, oh so sweet, as I kiss'd your swept shut eyes; stirring the flames of our impassioned heat that escaped withing your sighs, which were lost within a breathless kiss as we lay there bodies bare. That night as I swam in your sweet kiss, caressing your body bare,

Boors And Beasts (2 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 2 of 4 The Boors and Beasts sit quiet tonight Not much moves in this haunted room Haunted? Oh yes! This place is haunted All men bring with them The remains of their day We leave them shed when we're here Like snake skins on a cavern floor They haunt us These remains of the day We know they wait beyond th edoor Waiting for us to leave To gather the night around us And make slowly for the door We are haunted here By what waits without W'ere haunted here Don't ever doubt That what we fear The reason we're here To shed for an hour A minute at most The life outside The lifeless ghost Out there it waits In here, it haunts We know what our hosts are We've buried them ourselves This place is haunted But inside, we're safe And what do they bring These elegant Nymphs? What do they hold? What do they own That haunts them night and day? What brings them her

Invisible Coffins
Invisible Coffins A Rondeau Invisible coffins covered up by night, Draped in a flag and then hidden from sight As if they were shameful and best kept unseen. No cameras are allowed to witness the scene As they disembark from their final flight. So many stars and they all burned so bright, Lost to a limbo of terror and fright. Is this what's left of the American Dream? Invisible coffins? Something is wrong here; there's something not right. How can we honor those who died in this fight When their bodies are brought back behind a screen? What is the lifespan of a lie so obscene That our dead can't be exposed to the light? Invisible coffins

Earthquake In Lincolnshire!
Well whats to say my Family and friends back home in Boston, Lincoln, Stickney and Scunthorpe lastnight where up with screaming children thinking there had been a huge explosion. When infact just a few miles away in Market Rasen there had been a 5.2 Earthquake at 12.55am this morning! People have been calling me all through the night telling me whats happend and asking me if we felt it? when all i could say as NO! i went to bed at 12.40am and was out like a light. Although other neighbours of mine claim to have been woken by a rumble under there beds lol my sister rang and was convinced they had a poltiguised lol :) made me laugh have to say. well not to much damage has been caused so well done all of you. Dont try it on with the insurance company because we all know it hasnt caused your car to suddenly need a new paint job or for your kitchen cabbinets to collapse hahahahaha Stay safe peeps Peace and light Tanya xx

Blue Light Special
Must of been I good night cuz i woke up to both of these calling it the 2 for 1 blue light special haha....... Isis The P...: hey do you have a ipod yet? http:... W4Tvr jon;: yumm yumm, i just want to eat you up this eat up one was interesting but some what disturbing!

Today On World Rock Radio
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Pictures
Okay, it has come to my attention that there are some jealous people on here. when you go to rate their pics, other guys get jealous and lie on you saying that you are flagging them....bullshit. that is the one way to lose friends on here. so if any of you guys come across a "mrhumpy" from IL, block his god damn ass. thanks to him i lost about 20 friends on here because of his stupidity and jealousy. so please if any of you guys are dear friends of mine block this S.O.B. i be damn if someone as immature as this ass makes me lose anymore friends. pass the word. PLEASE and watch out for this asshole.

I'm New!
Hey everyone! How you all doing? I hope great! I just want to say thanks to everybody who has helped me out. My photo background will probably change fifteen times untill I download the right one lol! Anybody thats needs help with points,ratings,or wants to just chat stop by my profile and say hey!

Oral Fun Sexy Stories
I knew the instant I saw him that he was in the mood. It was obvious by the heated expression, the way his eyes travelled across my body, slowly undressing me in his mind. Oh yes, he was in the mood, I thought, as my own eyes noticed how his trousers were bulging from the erection already forming. And I knew just how to please him. After several years together, I had come to read his moods and desires quite accurately. This was no quickie that he was seeking. No, this was a slow tease. A dance, if you will. I smiled as I began unbuttoning my blouse, slowly, as I dropped my briefcase and coat by the door. By the time I had hit the living room, my blouse was hanging all the way open. Neither of us made any move towards the other. Instead, he leaned back in his seat on the couch, making a deliberate move to get more comfortable right where he was, and telling me with his eyes that he very much enjoying the show. I turned my back to him and made myself a drink at the bar. As I sippe

Ostara
Easter gets its name from the Teutonic goddess of spring and the dawn, whose name is spelled Oestre or Eastre (the origin of the word "east" comes from various Germanic, Austro-Hungarian words for dawn that share the root for the word "aurora" which means " to shine"). Modern pagans have generally accepted the spelling "Ostara" which honors this goddess as our word for the Vernal Equinox. The 1974 edition of Webster's New World Dictionary defines Easter thus: "orig., name of pagan vernal festival almost coincident in date with paschal festival of the church; Eastre, dawn goddess; 1. An annual Christian festival celebrating the resurrection of Jesus, held on the first Sunday after the date of the first full moon that occurs on or after March 21." The Vernal Equinox usually falls somewhere between March 19th and 22nd (note that the dictionary only mentions March 21st, as opposed to the date of the actual Equinox), and depending upon when the first full moon on or after the Equinox occurs

Origins Of Holidays
Why do Americans have a Christmas tree during Christmas? Why do we paint Easter eggs and await the Easter Bunny to bring us gift baskets? What is the real reason behind Halloween? These are just a few of the questions that I plan to answer about the holidays that we as Americans hold so dear to our hearts. It is known that the Fourth of July, or Independence Day, is a celebration of the birth of this nation and the day’s festivities are all about the freedom that we as Americans enjoy. This holiday is not a mystery; it does not have any hidden origins. But many holidays that we celebrate do have a history behind them that many people are unfamiliar with. I plan to uncover just that - the history and origins of four of the most common Christian American holidays: Christmas, Easter, Halloween, and one that is not as popular, May Day. I will explore the backgrounds of these four holidays, which have strong roots in Pagan beliefs and religion. It is my goal to show how the Christia

Days Off......
Damn, I don't know how to act. Was supposed to get 2 days off, and it turned into 4. And to tell you the truth, I HATE IT!!!! I'm so DAMNNNNNN Bored I could Scream!!! I can't wait until Friday when I can point my nose towards El Paso, Texas!!! I won't even mind the thought of having to drive the "Goat Trails" through Utah and New Mexico. Wierd isn't it.... The whole time I'm on the road I'm thinking how nice it would be to actually get some time off, then when it happens I can't wait to get back on the road again. Go Figger eh? Oh well..... Such is life through a Windshield. *shrug*

Global Warming Is A Scam
John Coleman Global Warming is a Scam By John Coleman (jcoleman@kusi.com) It is the greatest scam in history. I am amazed, appalled and highly offended by it. Global Warming... it is a SCAM. Some misguided scientists with environmental and political motives manipulated long-term scientific data back in the late 1990's to create an illusion of rapid global warming. Other scientists of the same environmentalextremism type jumped into the circle to support and broaden the "research" to further enhance the totally slanted, bogus global warming claims. Their friends in government steered huge research grants their way to keep the movement going. Soon they claimed to be a consensus. Environmental extremist, notable politicians among them then teamed up with movie, media and other liberal, environmentalist journalists to create this wild "scientific" scenario of the civilization threatening environmental consequences from Global Warming unless we adhere to their radical agenda. N

Global Warming: A Convenient Lie
Global Warming: A Convenient Lie by Andrew G. Marshall Global Research, March 15, 2007 Recently, a documentary aired on the UK’s Channel 4, entitled “The Great Global Warming Swindle”, which challenged the prevailing political understanding that global warming is caused by man-made activity. The movie argues that it is in fact the sun that is responsible for the current changes in the Earth’s temperature and the film is riddled with the testimony of many scientists and climate experts, furthering a growing dissent to the man-made theory. After all, that’s all it is, a theory. As soon as people start to state that “the debate is over”, beware, because the fundamental basis of all sciences is that debate is never over, that questions must be asked and answered and issues raised in order for the science to be accurate. So what exactly are the arguments behind the Sun being the main cause of global warming? First off, it is very important to address the

Our Presidential Change
I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power almost eight years ago. At first, I felt a swell of pride and patriotism as I watched George W. Bush take his oath of office. However, all that pride quickly vanished as I later watched William Jefferson Clinton board Air Force One for the last time. I saw 21 Marines, in full dress uniform with rifles, fire a 21-gun salute to the outgoing President. It was then that I realized how far America's military had deteriorated under Clinton . Every one of them missed!

Very Well Put
Beautifully stated - Read it twice: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

How To Shower
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, Cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make a mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Condition your hair with enhanced grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country. Wrap hair in super absorbent towel. Return to bedroom wearing long dressing gown and

More Evidence
Falling icicles kill six Tue Feb 26, 10:01 AM ET Six people have been killed in three days by icicles falling from buildings in a central Russian region, ITAR-TASS news agency reported Tuesday. Plummeting chunks of ice is an annual hazard for pedestrians in Russia during the spring when the sun finally melts thick layers of ice and snow which build up on roofs over months of freezing temperatures and darkness. Medical authorities in the region of Samara told ITAR-TASS that five people died in the city of Samara and another person died in the nearby town of Otradny between February 23 and February 25. (Writing by James Kilner; Editing by Matthew Jones)

Cry
I'll always remember It was late afternoon It lasted forever And ended so soon You were all by yourself Staring up at a dark gray sky I was changed Chorus In places no one will find All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside) It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry It was late in September And I'd seen you before You were always the cold one But I was never that sure You were all by yourself Staring up at a dark gray sky I was changed Chorus I wanted to hold you I wanted to make it go away I wanted to know you I wanted to make your everything, alright I'll always remember... It was late afternoon in places no one will find Chorus 2xs Out The moment I saw you cry I wanted to know you

After I Fall
On the edge lookin over All I see is a four leaf clover Maybe a sign of things to come Should I jump, or should I run? After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall It's as clear as the blue sky I don't fear you tellin me a lie So I'll become your only dancer And let the sunrise bring me answer After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall You're a move I wanna make You're a chance I'm gonna take You're every dream oh After I fall, where do I stand? After my heart is in your hands And you've got it all After I fall, where do I stand? After I've loved you all I can Will I still stand tall? After I fall

Joke!
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time . The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in! " The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy qu

Guns Best Crime Deterrent
Who'da thunk? Guns best crime deterrent after all 'People who say bad guys will stop because of 1 more law are full of it' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Posted: February 28, 2008 9:53 pm Eastern By Bob Unruh © 2008 WorldNetDaily When sexual assaults started rising in Orlando, Fla., in 1966, police officers noticed women were arming themselves, so they launched a firearms safety course for them. Over the next 12 months, sexual assaults plummeted by 88 percent, burglaries fell by 25 percent and not one of the 2,500 women who took the course fired a gun in a confrontation. And that, says a new brief submitted to the U.S. Supreme Court by police officers and prosecutors in a controversial gun-ban dispute, is why gun ownership is important and should be available to individuals in the United States. The arguments come in an amicus brief submitted by the Law Enforcement Alliance of America, whose spokesman, Ted De

Rights Are Being Pissed Away!!!
This is just one of many ways "they" have been stripping our freedoms. US unveils new driver's license rules By DEVLIN BARRETT, Associated Press Writer 57 minutes ago WASHINGTON - Americans born after Dec. 1, 1964, will have to get more secure driver's licenses in the next six years under ambitious post-9/11 security rules to be unveiled Friday by federal officials. The Homeland Security Department has spent years crafting the final regulations for the REAL ID Act, a law designed to make it harder for terrorists, illegal immigrants and con artists to get government-issued identification. The effort once envisioned to take effect in 2008 has been pushed back in the hopes of winning over skeptical state officials. Even with more time, more federal help and technical advances, REAL ID still faces stiff opposition from civil liberties groups. To address some of those concerns, the government now plans to phase in a secure ID initiative that Congress passed into law in

Egypt The Star Map
If you don't know what any of this means, and would like to make sense of it all then here is the sight that I got it all from.the hidden recordsEgypt is an image of the heavens ... the whole cosmos dwell here. ~ Hermes Trismegistus

Hello Fubar
i am a new person on this fubar because a very close friend of mine showed me what the deal was and it was cool so i am here now really dont know what to do or say but i am working on it... i am hailed from new orleand lousiana but reside in wilkes barre pa i am a new daddy for 9 months and loveing it i just wanna say whats up out there to whoever is reading peace

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Bling Bling
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In Election 2008, Don’t Forget Angry White Man
In election 2008, don’t forget Angry White Man written by: Gary Hubbell February 9, 2008 There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rura

Soul Searing Nights
Dear _____, I'm sitting at my ________ at ___________, and I can barely concentrate, because I keep thinking about the _________ night we shared. You gave me the greatest gift that anyone has ever given me, the gift of the hottest most passionate __________ imaginable. I felt more alive than I ever had before when you ______ me and _______ me. I was filled with such soul-searing excitement that I can still feel the sizzle on my flesh. I look forward to many more incredible nights with you. Love, ________

Dog Story
I feel bad for those who do not see the humor in this. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Blanche, our Hunting dog at Wal-Mart and was standing in line about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. First thing I thought was, "where is your sign lady" but decided to go with it...SO... On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina weight loss Diet again. I said I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is, you load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete... so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the l

Soul
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

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Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
DR. PHIL The problem we have here is that this chicken won't realize that he must first deal with the problem on 'THIS' side of the road before it goes after the problem on the 'OTHER SIDE' of the road. What we need to do is help him realize how stupid he's acting by not taking on his 'CURRENT' problems before adding 'NEW' problems. OPRAH Well, I understand that the chicken is having problems, which is why he wants to cross this road so bad. So instead of having the chicken learn from his mistakes and take falls, which is a part of life, I'm going to give this chicken a car so that he can just drive across the road and not live his life like the rest of the chickens. GEORGE W. BUSH : We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here. COLIN POWELL : Now to the left of the screen, you can clearly see the satellite ima

Immigration And Welfare
Immigration and Welfare Although the United States’ welfare rolls are already swollen, every year we import more people who wind up on public assistance: immigrants. Many immigrants are poor; indeed, that is why they come here. The immigrants we admit are much poorer than the native population and are increasing the size of our impoverished population. As a result, the share of immigrant households below the poverty line (18 percent) is much higher than the share of native households that are poor (11 percent)—nearly twice as high. And immigrant households are more likely to participate in practically every one of the major means-tested programs. Immigrant use of welfare programs (21 percent) is 43 percent higher than non-immigrants’ use (15 percent).1 Each year, state governments spend an estimated $11 billion to $22 billion to provide welfare to immigrants.2 Why Are Immigrants On Welfare? Some people mistakenly think that immigrants are not eligible for w

Hotties Who Hate... And The Internet Drama...
Ah! I just wanted a collection of those who felt it necessary to read such a blog... Seems there are some on here who are always feeling like someone is invading their "space" or their "property". (I laugh ... ) For one, there isn't any such thing in the net-world... there isn't any privacy. I don't give a damn how well you think your shit is protected. I don't care what controversial debate this topic alone brings into action ~ The truth is in the net-world, anyone can be anyone and everyone is up for grabs ... for the moments they choose to linger in them --- online! Don't like that fact, get off the damn net! Feel like your heart is breaking? Feel like someone's constantly letting you down... well then perhaps you need to reconsider your priorities and again, remain off the net. I am blessed and I will share details of that with some. I have a great fucked up life and I may show that for you to see from time to time. I may leave little hints that indicate a message to "

I Dont Know What To Do
you know i live my life one day at a time i go out and work and just do the same stuff im not able to get out i dont know very many people where i live my love life well there aint one ladies i dont know if yall think im ugly or what but man its hard to find a girl out here they are all scared of a good guy idk i just im getting tired of living my life like this plz someone help me to figur it out.............

Funny College Story #2
I had went home one weekend in the summer of 98 to visit family etc. After driving back I come in on a Sat night. All the lights were out, it was quiet and no one's cars were outside the apt. So I'm thinking every one is out downtown Charleston partying or partying at the beach. So I was going to freshen up and go downtowm barhopping myself. It was about 9:00pm. I open the door to my room and hit something hard. I hear this girl's voice, "Ow!" Open it again and hit something again. I hear this girl say, "WTF didn't you lock the door?" So I go into the living room, turn on and the TV. A few minutes later I see walking out of the room the fugliest girl I think I've ever see. I mean damn - I couldn't have hit her in the face THAT hard! So my roommate come out all pissed off at me. Starts yelling and says, "I just lost $200 I just paid her!" LOL! He paid $200 to screw the god awfullest fugliest girl/hooker that I've ever seen! LOL!!!

Lots Of Newness!
So in my real life I have met a brand new sissy that I am very glad I have taken under consideration. So far training is going very well. I have for a very long time wanted to explore my more sadistic side and now I can do so with her! I am extreamly excited about this as she is going to be a live in sissy! What a lucky lucky girl isn’t she? I am sure so many of you are jealous of her! My pet levi has again outdone himself. He has ordered me a few new surprises that will be here hopefully this week! If nothing is on backorder then we will have it. Purrrrrr I can’t wait! I adore slut levi he is definatly one of my best pets that I have. One thing I love about him is that he loves to spoil me. Many of you should take after his example. I will have to take photos once everything gets here! There will be a new podcast soon. Keep looking for it my pets!

The Atricle About My Brother Kerry
The St. Tammany Sheriff's Office on Monday released the name of a deputy killed in a Sunday-morning motorcycle accident. Deputy Kerry Snaples, 22, of Ponchatoula died Sunday about 4:20 a.m. when his motorcycle hit a pickup that was stopped in the westbound lane of U.S. 190 near Covington High School. The Sheriff's Office did not release the identity of Snaples, who served as a corrections officer, on Sunday because of difficulty contacting his family. Covington police, who are investigating the case, booked the pickup's driver, James E. Delancey Jr., 37, of Gulfport, Miss., with vehicular homicide, driving while intoxicated and driving with a suspended license. Delancey was moved from the St. Tammany Parish Jail to Washington Parish's jail for his safety, police spokesman Lt. Jack West said. Other law enforcement officials characterized the decision as standard procedure in this type of situation. Delancey had stopped his Chevy S-10 pickup on U.S. 190, an unlighted two-la

Another Article. When We Released His Name
Deputy who died in wreck is ID'd Ponchatoula man, 22, was a corrections officer Tuesday, February 26, 2008St. Tammany bureau The St. Tammany Sheriff's Office on Monday released the name of a deputy killed in a Sunday-morning motorcycle accident. Deputy Kerry Snaples, 22, of Ponchatoula died Sunday about 4:20 a.m. when his motorcycle hit a pickup that was stopped in the westbound lane of U.S. 190 near Covington High School. The Sheriff's Office did not release the identity of Snaples, who served as a corrections officer, on Sunday because of difficulty contacting his family. Covington police, who are investigating the case, booked the pickup's driver, James E. Delancey Jr., 37, of Gulfport, Miss., with vehicular homicide, driving while intoxicated and driving with a suspended license. Delancey was moved from the St. Tammany Parish Jail to Washington Parish's jail for his safety, police spokesman Lt. Jack West said. Other law enforcement officials characterized the decision

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Physical Evidence For The Coexistence Of Dinosaurs And Humans Part 1
Physical Evidence for the Coexistence of Dinosaurs and Humans [Part I] by Kyle Butt, M.A. and Eric Lyons, M.Min. Printer version | Email this article People generally enjoy showing pictures of places they have visited and things they have seen. Simply telling someone about a trip, say, to Sequoia National Park, is one thing; showing that person a picture of you standing next to the largest tree in Sequoia National Park, named General Sherman (which also is the largest tree on the planet), is entirely different. As the old adage goes, “a picture is worth a thousand words.” People constantly take pictures of things they want to share with others. Someone on a safari in Africa may bring home pictures of an elephant he saw in the wild. Visitors to the islands of Indonesia delight in showing pictures they took of real komodo dragons scurrying across the ground and up trees. Tourists in Alaska often are seen on roadsides capturing moose, doll sheep, and even grizzly bears o

Journey - Faithfully
sorry... feelin real sappy today... Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go 'round and 'round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sendin' all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's s'posed to be Oh girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart ain't easy On this love affair Two strangers learn To fall in love again I get the joy Of rediscovering you Oh girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully

Things I Hate About Everyone!!
Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time ... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too.' Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look.' Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?' No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?' ... Didn't really give me a choice there, did you sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!' W

(hed) Pe - Hey Bartender!!!
Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble I'm looking for trouble tonight No momma don't trust me tonight You be the center baby I'd be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone (chorus) I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit I'm looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby I'd be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker (chorus) 2x Take me there take me with you I can't be alone tonight I can't trust myself tonight I can't trust myself tonight Baby please don't trust me tonight Take me there take m

Almost
Sitting there so handsome Body so masculine Standing before you Heart begins to race The room dimly lit Images from the television Dance light and color around the room Eyes fixated/focused Kneeling before you Sliding between those thighs Muscles tense Moving in close Eyes meet The smell of your cologne draws me in Inches from your neck Eyes closed Inhaling deep to take you in Lips quivering so close to the skin Hearts so close, beating as one Your hand brushes the hair from my face The gentle touch sending shivers down my spine Cheeks so close now Warm breathe across my ear Senses on alert Body excited with anticipation The almost touch of skin on skin Heightens the lust, the desire Bringing heat to the passion within Time stops This moment lasts With skin almost touching skin

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Christmas Dinner 1996
Christmas Dinner at the Rothwell Charter, December 1996 I hate the office Christmas dinner party. This event is the lowest point in my social calendar. How you dress, when you arrive, when you leave and who you arrive and leave with will usually create more gossip than anything else done in the rest of the year. If living with the odd gaffe and faux pas after the event weren't enough to deal with, I look forward to the event itself as eagerly as to an interview with the Inland Revenue. People I might have spent the last fifty-one weeks and six days avoiding (and in some cases, believe me, I have been counting) will walk up to me and treat me like a long-lost relative. There have been occasions where I have spent the preceding few months planning to impress one particular individual with my sartorial elegance or suave small talk. Inevitably they won't turn up. Conversation at the office Christmas dinner party limps along and dies quickly since work is the only thing we have in

The Case For Terrestrial Energy
SO GLAD that this Imprimis article made it to the web. Love this. The Case for Terrestrial (a.k.a. Nuclear) Energy Imprimis ^ | Feb 2008 | William Tucker Posted on 03/03/2008 10:59:20 AM PST by ZGuy There have been a host of debates this year between the Democratic and Republican candidates for president. Many of these candidates believe that among our top priorities is to address global warming by reducing carbon emissions. All or most seem to agree that decreasing America’s energy dependence is another. Yet few if any of the candidates have mentioned that nuclear energy—or, as I prefer, terrestrial energy—could serve both these ends. Right now there are 103 operating nuclear reactors in America, but most are owned by utilities (which also own coal plants). The few spin-offs that concentrate mainly on nuclear—Entergy, of Jackson, Mississippi, and Exelon, of Chicago—are relatively small players. As for a nuclear infrastructure, it hardly exists. There is only one stee

Grain Of Salt
Another day passes by. Another attempt at love remains unrequited. Why do I even bother? I should have learned from the past. I am but a statue, impervious to love. This punctured heart is mine, Becomes a handful of dust. Dust. Hope has now wilted away, Wilted. Along with these dreams That became emptiness. A final exit becomes clear, I am self destructive. A product of this solitude, I am riddled with shards. One simple wish now dies. Was my request so great? One simple wish now dies. Once again I drown in its denial. Was it so complicated? Once again. I've been spit upon. Taken with a grain of salt, my life is.

Forgive Me
Forgive Me A Rondeau . Forgive me these sins I plan to commit in the name of my own base desire. They matter not in the least to me for I am the king of all I see; the master of my own destiny. This puzzle I am, the pieces don't fit to that which it is I aspire and I wonder oft how this could be... forgive me. There are pages yet which are still unwrit and I plan to fill this book entire, but I will not bow to hypocracy nor compromise my integrity and if this to you is blasphemy, forgive me.

A Revelation Dream
A Revelation Dream A Triolet A cold, careless moment caught in a cataclysmic dream The world itself was burning and I couldn't do a thing The Heavens were torn asunder; a most terrifying scene Like a madman's prophetic vision or a revelation dream I tried in vain to discern it's mystifying theme And wondered in awe-struck terror; what would this portent bring? The world itself was burning and I pray'd 'twas just a dream As I wept aloud to realize I'd imagined such a thing.

The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine An English Sonnet Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. for the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine

A Remembered Dream
A Remembered Dream Drifting through the dreams of my eternal youth, Searching vainly for the core, the ever elusive truth. A timeless journey, a never ending quest, As I try to remember that which was best. I remember laugher in the company of friends. I remember the summers that never had an end. I remember the love I knew in my family And all of the freedom that my parents gave to me. I remember it all, a warm, inviting host, Those dear memories that which I cherish most. And I promise myself never to let them rest As I touch upon the truth, that which is best.

A Request
A Request I ask of you, Give to me the fulfillment of this dream, This long awaited moment, So that when I lie on my final bed To rest my ancient bones, I can remember well the love we shared, The dreams we wove, And know my life was good.

Life
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America
America A Sonnet In it's painful infancy, A great gathering of tribes. Through all those years of blood spilt, We've chased an elusive dream: A homogenized spirit, A Union of varied blood. With differences alike, We have found our way at last. Through years of foolish mistakes And many childish blunders, The blood that through us flows, In league with a million dreams, Guides us from our distant past Through to a new tomorrow.

Alabaster Image
Alabaster Image (An ode to a bust above a parlor door) A Rondeau Oh, Alabaster Image, did I hear you speak From frozen lips and carven teeth? Uttering words of ancient lore, Silent sentiments from days of yore, A by-gone era at it's tenuous peak? A golden dawn once lay at your feet And none who challenged could compete. Who could ask for anything more, Oh, Alabaster Image? After your monuments were complete, You dared the Gods to rival your feats. You didn't count on what they had in store; A frozen grimace above a door. Yet still, stone cold, you won't admit defeat. Oh, Alabaster Image...

The Wonders Of God
The Wonders of God a Sonnet * Let us work at the wonders of God in our endless quest for eternal life, free from the inspired madness of youth. Let us admire the wonders of Man as they have inspired the open mind; as they lead us in our quest for the truth. Can you believe the impossible wonders we have stripped from the webs of this dream? Have you any need for further proof? If we can see unimaginable things and realize them as if a fluid dream had restored to us the wonder of youth; if we can see what it is we shall be, then, as the Gods had before us, we shall.

Bush's Dead
Bush's Dead A Ballade * Fresh from the theft of an election and Bush's appointed ascendancy, paid for with cold cash contributions from corporate Villains of Industry, the Hawks of the Republican party manipulated their figurehead and took advantage of catastrophe; These are the legions of Bush's dead. In contempt of the Constitution, a patriotic homeland tyranny was forced down the throat of the nation and dissent was labeled as treachery. Now there's economic uncertainty for the coffers have been fully bled with Congressional culpability; These are the legions of Bush's dead. In a shameful State of the Union, playing of fears of security, lies were served as justification to ensure a war's popularity. But when the bill came due, the wealthy, with their tax breaks and bellies well fed, passed the price of the feast to the hungry; These are the legions of Bush's dead. Heed well the lessons of this history for leaded American crude runs red from

Shadow Dream
Shadow Dream A Rondel Alice slept in the afternoon shadow Where she dreamt a very god-like dream Upon a rather Cartesian theme That played like a matinée picture show The White Queen to Alice whispered low That not all that is is as it seems Then took her deep in the forest shadow And showed her the Dreamer lost in dream The Red King snored with the peaceful flow Of the waters that grace this mortal stream He dozed without haste or thought extreme As he dreamt this world which we all know Alice woke in the afternoon shadow And wondered if it was all but a dream

They Have Names
They Have Names A Rondeau * They have names, these dead, you see on TV, These corpses floating on a desert sea. Awash within the glory they had won, Bloating bodies 'neath the blistering sun. They have names just the same as you and me. We're told they died so that we can be free From the imminent threat of Iraqis. Is there any way to wish this undone? They have names! Can you imagine the sheer irony Of trying to force a democracy On a people from the end of a gun? Such is the scheme of the Privileged Son As he fosters a homeland tyranny. They have names...

Oh Lucifer (isaiah 14:12)
Oh Lucifer (Isaiah 14:12) A Rondeau * Oh, Lucifer, Son of Morning, first flame in the east sky burning; Full of promise, full of light, chasing back the darkened night and bringing hope to a world yearning. Beware! Beware! Dark forces scheming, led by prophets mushroom dreaming, leading armies of thunderous might! Oh, Lucifer! And yet, this world, it keeps on turning, and from your flames they've kept you burning. No longer now the Bringer of Light but e'er to wear the Crown of Night. I weep for you, Son of Mourning, Oh, Lucifer...

With Folded Wings
With Folded Wings A Triolet With folded wings, she sat alone And watched the world around her. With visage carved in frozen stone, She sat and wept all alone; Poor little Princess on her throne. For ne'er a feather did she stir But frozen she sat all alone And watched the world around her.

A Call For Civil War In Kosovo
A Call For Civil War in Kosovo (admittedly, this is dated...wrote in April '99) Battles were fought long ago On agreed upon battle sites. Though not always the case, Though many a city burned, The preferred means of battle Was a chosen battlefield. At Manassas, for example, The crowds came out to see the carnage And Marathon was miles from Athens. Street to street, house to house, In many a bloody instance; But preferred the open field Where the Generals could see the distance. In Kosovo, civil war stirs; An inevitable event is coming. True too the fact the weapons have changed From lance to guided missile. Now global fears of World War years Temper a new perspective. Why allow such dread destruction As was seen in Dresden or London? Did Tokyo city burn in vain? Why another city destroyed By button pushers from afar? Why another ethnic group Forced to wear a star? Evacuate the populace! Let’s make a battlefield! For NATO has the upper hand And th

Strip Away
Strip Away a Sonnet * Strip away the flesh of your face, that mask which you hide behind. Stare through the sockets of empty eyes and declare then aloud your name Can you survive such introspection, severe in it's own simple way? Have you enough sight to see beyond the realm of perception? Who do you hide deep inside that illusion you show to the world? Is there some underneath belief that cannot bear the light of day? Strip away the disguise of your eyes and see who you are deep beneath.

The World Recoils
The World Recoils A Rondeau The world recoils in absolute horror At what hells we can now produce When we set our sights on suicide, All in the name of patriot pride, Hiding behind the colors of tribe. Genocide disguised as pesticide And pestilence in a populous place To suns setting o'er millions of lives... The world recoils Very few men in this world today Hold the power of puppet strings. Fostering dreams with empirical themes, They tighten their grip on our lives With convincing friends on TV screens. The world recoils

Forlorn
Forlorn A Rondeau Forlorn is the King of Bethlehem For he has seen the numbers who’ve sinned In his name. And why? Go ask a Priest. He will tell you a lie or at least He’ll try his very best to pretend. He will say nothing that could offend His so Holy Church or his stipend. But where is Christ on his Cross of Peace? Forlorn. On what can the common man depend When he has to constantly defend His soul from the parasites. No cease To the wonders as their flocks increase; No wonder why Christ died in the end, Forlorn.

3 Tankas & 2 Cinquains
3 Tankas & 2 Cinquains ***** A slow tattoo rolls, echoing throughout the hills... Who were once the Dead? Can you not feel their presence when you stand where once they died? ***** Ancestors may know but then again, they may not - So who is to tell? We shall leave more than our bones to tell the tale of our age. ***** Lament! Bones in the earth... Oh, dreams of grandeur lost to the holy glory of Kings long dead. ***** Poppies, in full sweet bloom, beckon dreams of ages and recall the ascent of Man from Beast ***** Out of the bottle, the Genie has been released in a mushroom cloud. How many more must perish 'ere the ghosts are laid to rest?

Timeless Space Of Mind
Timeless Space of Mind a sonnet Integrate RealTime into this segment Just to see what in the hell happens Cause causality to crash to a halt And welcome thoughts of eventual demise For Fate has cast her eye upon you You know full well that you cannot escape So then why even try to resist When the slip-stream steals you away To that temporal demise beyond the womb Shattering hopes that you exist at all Can you understand these notions you swim in Or doth the depth deceive your psyche Mocking all that you deign to believe In that timeless space of mind

Push Aside
Push Aside A Rondeau Push aside these thoughts of gloom! Push aside those thoughts of doom! Push aside this depressing haze, and push beyond this malingering malaise; for all, with hope, will be changing soon. Ah, this cell, it is not the womb. Instead, sadly, a grim, bare tomb, where I’ve been wasting these lonely days - Push aside - What does Fate, on her celestial loom, weave for those in this dank, dull room? What would She, with her cold, hard gaze, Accept from me as a gift of praise? - Or do I, perhaps, falsely presume? Push aside -

Ghost
Ghost a sonnet I am a ghost I am invisible in crowds Even in the smallest I become something unseen But if you look close If your eye deigns to see You'll notice something not right About this ghost that is me There is something disturbing That you just can't pin-point I stand out - focused In a world that's a blur An intense ray of focus In a world that's a blur

In Darkest Night
In Darkest Night A Triolet In darkest night, I had a dream; I was floating in a region of sighs, Drifting down an ethereal stream And completely free within my dream – Overjoyed by it’s simple theme. For what I beheld before my eyes While lost within that simple dream, Brought forth from me soft, wistful sighs.

Oldies Quiz
Here's a little quiz to see how much you remember about some less-than-important things from a few decades back. It's just for fun Even the wrong answers may bring back a memory or two. Have Fun (but no peeking!). Then, forward it to friends with your score in the box. It might help if you are over 50; this is no 'pushover'. Don't forget to put your score in the subject, when you forward this on. 1. What builds strong bodies 12 ways? A. Flintstones vitamins B. The buttmaster C. Spaghetti D. Wonder Bread E. Orange Juice F. Milk G. Cod Liver Oil 2. Before he was Muhammed Ali, he was... A. Sugar Ray Robinson B. Roy Orbison C. Gene Autry D. Rudolph Valentino E. Fabian F. Mickey Mantle G. Cassius Clay 3. Pogo, the comic strip character said, 'We have met the enemy and... A. It's you B. He is us C. It's the Grinch D. He wasn't home E. He's really mean F. We quit G. He surrendered 4. Good night, David. A. Good night, Chet B. Sleep well C. Good Night, Irene D. Good Night, Gracie

Another Untitled
How dare U bleed me and feed my own life back to me torn shredded by every bad intention every thought I knew I should have never had but I could not exist without How dare you kill me with beauty rape me every intention and suffocate me with the desire the desire for more pain fuck me with your razor's blade and leave me standing empty meaningless dirty like the rain as honey trickled down my fingers JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

The Beginning
In the beginning stars found there own voice and there was a clash in the heavens for the voices that spoke first declared rebellion as the heavens clashed volcanoes erupted the ash of war and a planet was born originally unfit for habitation the weak were cast down from thier lofty places homes abandoned by the force of the strong In time the thought occured to the weak tired of slavery to create a race of senseless weaklings to rule over and so it has been since the beginning JSDEUEl Copyright 2008

Canvass Of My Heart
Paint me a picture images shared between us on a fresh canvass I'll be the brush U be the guiding hand together we can create a new world a new dawn a new season let us not worry bout the critics 4 the moment is ours ours JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Shelter In The Storm
there is a shelter in this storm a place called safe a return from hell that time can erase a newborn memory out of ashes and decay sensation depravation cannot stay come out of that closet walk these waters and see a new day has broke forth a newborn memory rise like the phoenix come out of that shell lazarus come forth U've been rescued from hell JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

A Story
A man went on a journey he began his journey on a road he had traveled before in time as his path became long he came into new beginnings the straight path he had began now split two ways he choose the left path though inside he knew to turn right. As he continued on he entered into deep wilderness from the trees voices whispered to him beckoning him on producing lies he believed them and went on. In time the man lost his way forgot who he was where he was and where he was supposed to go. JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Fingertips
Cold bit my fingertips as i bit back the tears when did the world turn so cold the price of life reduced to a cup of water 25 cents for my soul can we expect changes when we cannot accept ourselves I wonder if this beginning is the end 4 i know I must die that others may live 2 restore not 2 destroy as the masses do their end JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Everything
feel it comin' can feel her motor hummin the wind carries her spirit to the sky past the point of corruption and interruption got to kiss the earth and fly everything I see is you everything I breathe is you everything I need is in your possession everything I see is you everything I breathe is you now it's time for the resurrection JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Umm
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Been Thinking About Doing It....
Well most of you don't know, but my g/f and i are a little interested in some extracaricular activities..... so we talked about it and joined a so-called dating site.... even added a few pics of some body parts... but if you don't pay for it... you can't really talk to anyone on there.... so i decided to ask my friends here on Fubar.... should we post the pics here instead and try to find her a playmate? or should we just say fuck it and pay the cash???? it also said that if we promoted the site and got people to click a link we would get points good toward one free month. but it takes 2200 points and all i got is 200. so i think that that is pointless... if you have an account on there hit us up... here is the link to us...

Clutch-electric Worry
Well you made me weep and you made me moan When you caused me to leave, child, my happy home. But someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life anymore. I get satisfaction everywhere I go. Where I lay my head - that’s where I call home. Whether barren pines, or the mission stare, Take tomorrow’s collar and give ‘em back the glare. Bang, bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos. Bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos. You told everybody in the neighborhood what a dirty mistreater. That I was no good. But someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life anymore. Doctor or lawyer, I’ll never be. Life of a drifter - only life for me, You can have your riches, all the gold you saved. Cause’ ain’t room for one thing in everybody’s grave. Bang, bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos! Bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos! If I had money, like Henry Ford, Lord, I’d have me a woman, yeah on every road. But Someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life any more. Invocation of the dum

Clutch-texas Book Of The Dead
So you say you want to go to Heaven, Well I got the plans. It walks like the Sasquatch And it breeds like Kubla Khan. In original dialect, It's really quite cryptical. There are many copies around, But this my man is the original. It's given me powers, But kept me low. Many have scorned this, Modern day Pharisees fat with espressos. Be leary of Timothy, Clear light and all that. If you want light go stare at the sun. Hell, that boy don't know crap. If you want to know Paradise, And you want to know Hell, Want to drink that cool clear liquor, Better dig a little deeper in the well. If you want to know Paradise, And you want to know Hell, Want to drink that cool clear liquor, Better dig a little deeper in the well. You want a mantra? You want to know? You want that mantra? Well here you go. One for the money, Two for the show, And a knickknackpaddywack Give the Lord a handclap. Ooeeooahahtwingtwangwallawallabingbang Ooeeooahahtwingtwangwal

Wondering
I know your wondering just where things went wrong but I have no answers I don't even belong I myself been questioning and finding the same there is no solution just miles and miles of rain No light to guide me no whisper in the dark just the restless beating of my jaded heart so just keep on wondering maybe someday you'll find your not alone out there and time is just time JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Relationship
Ok so here is the deal. Two people have been in a relationship for 8 years. They met when they were teens and have 1 child. They have never married and have no plans to. They have walked out on each other and have fought like cats and dogs many many times but always go back to each other even after trying new relationships. Do you think this couple should stay together because they were just working through the stages of a relationship or should they seperate and move on because they are not meant for each other? please comment freely

We Are Back In Full Effect
Hey all we are back on in full effect. The only deference know is we are back in our home town of copenhagen NY baby upstate NY. so hit us up and lets have a ball. and to all you out there that tag my photos NSFW that werent go screw your self. to everyone else lets party and get drunk.

What Color Green Are You?
You Are Mint Green Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them! What Color Green Are You?

Feed On Me
Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death but i'll bring you life trap you closely with my vice fkill your voices with my screams and when I'm done feed on me I've bled a thousand oceans and drank away my pain pulled through moons of darkness and found that I'm to blame Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Just As Hard To Hold
I'm not always good at bluffing and tonight all my aces in the hole smoke burns these tired eyes that are just to dry to cry and I fold been down on luck so long like words of a forgotton song i remember the tune but can't let the chorus go she's a million miles from me and just like these cards just as hard to hold I set myself up again trying like hell to catch a win but like this whiskey glass i cannot let go I try and try tell a couple white lies and my hands exposed just one touch is all it would take but my poor hearts destined to break this I know she's a million miles away and just like these cards just as hard to hold JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

When Darkness Falls
When darkness falls and despair envelopes you like a blanket I will be a candle to give you hope a hand to wipe the tears a whisper that prays for you I will hold you up like you me in my time of trials you are never alone though silent I will be there copyright 2008 JSDEUEL

The Child
When I first plucked her fresh beautiful not a flaw smelt like beauty never beheld again as time went on I tasted the sting of thorns but continued to lick my wounds and moved on I was smitten with a memory as I am even to this day yet she bled me past her poisioning and I became the child of her decay JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

My End
I was taken in by the beauty that dripped from her lips love and peace an angels wings children's laughter a childhood dream yet when the day came after our moonlight dance and I finally slept still in a trance I realized that lies cut deeper than razors honey has never tasted sweeter and blood has never come froma wound deeper my parting gift a heart that could never mend my end JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

An Open Letter To Apple Regarding The Iphone.
Dear Apple, I would love to purchase your iPhone product to replace my current phone. However, you have a five year exclusive contract with AT&T. This means the iPhone won't be available on any other provider until 2012. Generally looked at as the worst of the "big three", AT&T is an absolutely horrible service provider that I used myself for over a year. I currently use T-Mobile, which is far better, and I would like to use the iPhone with them. In case you're not aware of how much I dislike AT&T, let me explain. Let's say I opened up the rotting head of Anna Nicole Smith, filled it with cow dung, pissed in it, and put my T-Mobile SIM card in her eye socket. I would get better service making a phone call with her waste-filled head than I would with an AT&T phone. You see, I am currently looking to replace my current phone, the Sidekick iD. While your scene whore friends may tell you differently, the fact of the matter is that the Sidekick iD is a very poorly made phone. It lo

Lady Victoria Spiritual Advisor
Warm Greetings Every and All! I am Lady Victoria, a 42 year young Eclectic Pagan that has finally come out of the broom closet to expand and explore my lessons and knowledge with kindred spirits. I am a mother, a grandmother, a wife and a friend and enjoy all aspects of living life to it’s fullest each and every day. When I see the glass, even if it appears to be empty, I know it’s full of what I cannot see so an eternal optimist. I was raised in a unique environment, having been forced to go to Lutheran Sunday School and Roman Catholic Church, yet was taught many different “paths” from my foster family which entailed Streghe, Celtic, Asatru and Native American Traditions. I did not realize at the time the family traditions yet still hold many ideals when it comes to finding out my true self. I enjoy being a green and kitchen witch the most, and have an unusual perception to magnetic and electrical fields. A natural empath and light worker honing my abilities by always lear

My Masters Touch
The feel of a foot pushing against me woke me from my spot on the floor at Masters feet. "Wake up slut I have a surprise for you tonight." His voice chased the sleep induced fog from my brain as i sat up looking towards Him. "Sir?" i asked. "Go get dressed in what is on the bed for you and fetch your leash, I have plans for you tonight bitch." "Yes Sir" i exclaimed as i crawled back towards the room questions floating around in my mind as to what He had planned for the night. As i reached the bed and saw the black corset, leather mini skirt, wrist and ankle cuffs all laid out thoughts started running through my head and i felt heat spreading through me. As quickly as possible i dressed and returned to Him laying the leash in His lap. He reached out and scratched behind my ear "Good girl" He said as He hooked the leash to my collar. He then pulled me to my feet, loaded me in the van and drove off into the night. Part of me wanted to ask where we were going and what He had planned but i

Hope
hope is a silly thing we humans seem to try and grasp when life sucks. u hope and pray the one u think u love( which i know dosent exsist ) will fall for u and make u the happiest person alive . but in the end nothing happens and u are stuck in the darkness wondering why u never find happiness. u think to your self all the reason ur emo mind will come up with why u cant seem to find the fantasy life u have swimming around ur subconscious mind in ur dreams every night. when u are young u hope for a great job life partner that ull never find and family, home and all the wonderful things kids dream , then u start searchin but due to dumbass choices that ur bound to make u never find it. like me the wrong choice is the one i make everytime. but noone to blame but me . lolwell thats it for now just felt like blowing some steam .

Friends
they never really ever stick. you can do just one thing wrong in protection of yourself and they will just disappear into nothing and not speak to you for a long time, if ever again. then there are the ones you have for a short time, think that they will last no matter where you end up, and yet, you dont hear from them but maybe once or twice in a couple of months. i dont think i have ever really had a true friend, the people i meet in class seem to be better friends than most ive had with the exception of one or two. for right now and probably forever my only true best friend will be my husband. ive realized you really cant count on anyone and that for people like me, life is pretty lonely and boring.

I Live By These Bible Scriptures!
1. Genesis- Chapters 3, 4:1-13, 2:21-25 & 19:1-30 2. Leviticus- Chapter 18 3. Deuteronomy- Chapter 5:16 4. Psalm- Chapters 139, 1, 69, 121 & 150 and 30:5 5. Proverbs- Chapters 9 & 10:25 6. Matthew- Chapters 18, 5:1-12 and 12 & 14:22-36 7. Ezekiel- Chapters 11 & 13 8. Daniel- Chapter 7:25 9. Nahum 10. Habakkuk- Chapter 2:3 11. Isaiah- Chapter 55:7-13 12. Ecclesiastes- Chapters 3:1-13 & 7:1-12 13. Mark- Chapter 8:31-38 14. Acts- Chapters 1:7 and 18 verse & 5:1-11 15. Romans- Chapter 8 16. I Corinthians- Chapters 4:1-12, 3:19 and 20, 10:1- 8, 13:11 & ch. 11 and the whole 13th chapter of I Corinthians and the whole 14th chapter of I Corinthians 17. II Corinthians- Chapter 11:13-33 18. Galatians- Chapter 6:3 and all of ch. 6 19. Ephesians- Chapter 6:2 and all of 6:1-24 20. I Thessalonians- Chapters 5:15-28 & 5:15 21. II Thessalonians- Chapter 2:1-17 22. II Timothy- Chapters 1:7-14 & 2:12 23. I Timothy- Chapter 6:12 24. The

I Am Beautiful!
Why are people not finding out and asking where my girlfriend is at? People already did this in the 90's. The problem is, it is not happening now in the 2000's. Why is no one doing it? Now. Oh. I remember the statement when people said, "He is trying to act like he got an attitude problem with our ugly women." I don't care if you do this. Again. You would just be finding out what is wrong with me. Also. It has already been done before and asked before in the past during the 90's. Where is my girlfriend at? Why isn't any woman faking like I want to have sex with them? Women should act and fake like I want to have sex with them. Too. I am not a virgin. Anyway. But Proverbs 9 I am that same dude that wore those big gold rim glasses in Detroit, Mi., Hampton, Va. and the first time that I lived in Pgh., Pa. I wore that yellow plastic jacket in Pgh., Pa. I still look the same. I haven't changed one bit. I am still very skinny, short and very thin and 145 lbs. slender build. I don't look anyt

I Have Psychology On Some Things!!
The Control Method -Skinner Box- is how I have Psychology. And something is wrong with those people on my mother side of the family. Any person just shouldn't have a Nicholas Bullock, Garvey Presley, III., Steven Oliver & Henny Oliver ignorant and childish people be all in your business and try to control your life and business. In Corithians it reads, When I was a child; I spake as a child, understood as a child, thought as a child. But when I became a man. I put away all of my childish ways. And these people on my mother side of the family are the devil. They have to be. Anybody who is encouraging the wicked. These people on my mother side of the family aren't beautiful, aren't any woman to me, aren't my mother, father or big nose grandmother to me, and aren't The Lord to me. They aren't even my friends. Either. They aren't my ugly brother that hates me and I hate him back. This is too loco. This is too crazy as ever. They are of the Devil. They are the Devil. This is so wrong. Look.

I'm Glad
Why is everybody mad at me and against me? I really don't care. Though. Why aren't you this mad and this against somebody else? Please. Besides. I know most of the biblical knowledge that I know through and from Sunday School. Every Sunday I grew up going to Sunday School. It is in my mind this wonderful knowledge. That is why I read and search through the bible. Besides. What profit's a man to gain the whole wide world than to lose his soul? This scripture is in the book of Mark. Anyway. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

I, Hereby Michael Live By These Holy Bible Scriptures
I live by these scriptures: Psalm 139, Matthew 18, Proverbs 9 & In the last and evil days it will be more tolerable than Sodom and Gomorah and in the last and evil days two people will be working in the field one will be taken the other one will be left. In the last days people will be in pain as worse as a woman travaileth a birth of a child.

Clutch-10001110101
Ribonucleic acid freak out, the power of prayer. Long halls of science and all the lunatics committed there. Robot Lords of Tokyo, SMILE TASTE KITTENS! Did you not know that the royal hunting grounds are always forbidden? Are you rolling tape now? Bits and pieces large and small Sector, vector, eat them all. It’s already in their eyes. Among the metal ones a messenger will soon arrive. 10001110101 Periodic table with a center piece of mind. 10001110101 Periodic table with a center piece of mind. Man alive the jive and lyrics, Radioactive, don’t come near it. Temple of Syrinx having the bake sale of the year. Man alive the jive and lyrics, Radioactive, don’t come near it. Temple of Syrinx having the bake sale of the year. Ain’t nothing you can do about it. Gonna be a big brawl over it Like them little bitty babies in the king cakes. Bonnie & Clyde the whole dome, The shackles of automata will shatter like their bones. 10001110101 Periodic table with a ce

Great Article On Education And Life Expectancy
Education seem to lengthen life expectancy 12.03.2008 Source: Pravda.Ru URL: http://english.pravda.ru/science/104470-life_expectancy-0 Longer education heightens your chances to live longer, a new study by the Harvard School of Medicine suggests. Ellen R. Meara, an assistant professor of health care policy at Harvard Medical School and colleagues collected data on people who took part in the National Longitudinal Mortality Study. The researchers used death certificates, plus estimates from Census data, to create two datasets, one covering 1981 to 1988 and the other from 1990 to 2000. The study found that in both datasets, life expectancy rose but only for people with more than 12 years of education. For those with less than 12 years of education, life expectancy remained flat through the periods. To be more exact, those with more than 12 years of education can expect to live to 82, while for the others life expectancy is 75. Life expectancy is the average number o

Update On Levitation - Do You Believe??
Modern science still turns a blind eye on levitation 29.02.2008 Source: Pravda.Ru URL: http://english.pravda.ru/science/mysteries/104306-levitation-0 In Oriental mythology gods have one distinguishing feature – they could fly. But ordinary mortals, albeit very few, also possess the unique art. For example, Indian Brahmans, yogis, saint hermits, magicians and fakirs master the art of levitation. The Indian Vedas (translates as knowledge from Sanskrit) contain even practical guidelines to levitation. However, most ancient Indic words and concepts lost their meanings and concepts through the years, which makes it impossible to translate the priceless ancient text into modern languages. As to ancient levitators, they could raise themselves up to 90 centimeters above the ground. They did so because the position with feet above the ground was more comfortable for them in terms of their religious rituals. They never levitated to startle anyone. In ancient times levitation

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so beautiful and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft, they could never make me frown. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Your Love
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, Maybe someday, as your wife.

You're My Man
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown. - Nima Akbari -

My Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender. - Tasha Shores -

Whos Naughty And Whos Nice
who fucking comes online to meet people..whoever heard of such a crazy thing..we all know that online dangerous insane criminals are lurking in the cyber shadows waiting for some unsuspecting young blond to pouce..but wait why is the innocent young blond there, where only predators are...unless (now just entertain me for a minute) the blond is a predator in disguise... how could she be in a world so dangerous and dark without being dark and dangerous too... she does not stumble into the dardkness but seeks it and the criminals..the danger draws her and excites her otherwise calm heart... a quick dip into the shadows to entertain herself... she is truely the more dangerous of the group...never suspected, couldn't imagine..but when she enters the world of insanity and danger, she can command it with a smile, and walks with authority.. a word for the criminals in the shadows, watch out for the one with confidence in her stride and fearless in her eyes.. wait for the giggly one

Gorgonzola Dressing Salad
Gorgonzola Dressing Salad 2/3 cup olive oil or salad oil 1/4 cup lemon juice 1/2 cup coarsely crumbled Gorgonzola cheese 1/2 t. salt 1/4 t. pepper 6 cups lightly packed lettuce. Combine oil, lemon juice, cheese, salt and pepper. Cover and let stand at room temperature for several hours to allow the flavors to blend. Keep lettuce chilled until ready to serve. To serve: Break up your lettuce greens. Either shake or stir the salad dressing, then toss with lettuce.

Angel Of Hope
Where there is despair, there is also Hope. Where there is darkness, there is hope of light; Where there is sickness, there is hope of health; Where there is disease, there is hope of wholeness, and peace of mind. Where there is ignorance, there is hope of knowledge; Where there is cynicism, there is hope of wisdom; Where there is separation, there is hope of unity; Within all endings, hope is the seed of new beginnings. Where there are Destiny, and Karma, there is hope of Grace; Where there are hatred and jealousy and guilt, there is hope of forgiveness; Where there is fear, there is hope of love. Where there is harm and hurt and loss, hope offers the outstretched hand of balm and healing, Which, when reached for and grasped, Is found to contain the seeds of all that is good and true and real. Where there is Death, there is Hope Eternal. Hope is my name, my nature, my destiny, my gift. Seek it, grasp it, claim it and it has become yours.

Horoscope Ending
YEAH sooo didnt work...LMAO like i thought it would...instead I got yelled at for wanting to gage my ears getting peircings and getting a tattoo cause I need a steady job and my dad means in the PROFESSIONAL world...Psh men

Woman Tries To Bring Skeleton On Plane
Woman Tries to Bring Skeleton on Plane Mar 12, 10:27 AM (ET) MUNICH, Germany (AP) - A woman was stopped at Munich airport after baggage control handlers found the skeleton of her brother sealed in a plastic bag in her luggage, police said Wednesday. The 62-year-old woman and her 63-year-old friend, who both live in Italy, were hauled in by airport police Tuesday after a scan of the bag showed a human skull and other bones. The women were traveling to Italy from Brazil. It turned out, however, that the woman was simply trying to fulfill the last wish of her brother - who died 11 years ago in Sao Paulo, Brazil - to be buried in Italy. The travelers produced the appropriate papers from Brazilian authorities for the unusual transport, and were allowed to carry on their way to Naples - bones and all.

Male Workers Lust After Female Bosses
36 Percent Of Male Workers Lust After Female Bosses EMMAUS, Penn. (Wireless Flash) -- A lot of men have a thing for powerful women if a new survey is correct. According to "Best Life" magazine, 92 percent of men have lusted after a female coworker and 36 percent have had the hots for a female boss. But a workplace romance is not every guy's fantasy. About 25 percent of men admit they feel uncomfortable when a female subordinate flirts with them and 12 percent have chosen not to hire a qualified woman because they found her attractive. Meanwhile, the workplace sexual tension goes both ways. Nearly 57 percent of women workers have fantasized about their older male boss and the same percentage admits flirting with the old coot. However, 81 percent of women employees also say they felt creeped out when an older male colleague tried to flirt with them.

Poem
My Friends My friends have been there for me always It doesn't matter what it has been they have always been there for me I thank the good lord above me for sending them to me I am thankful for having them as friends I have been through hell and back and I'm not sure what I would do without them They are the greatest friends you could have I lost a good friend a few years ago and all the others were there for me when I lost him I think I would have gone crazy if they wouldn't have been there for me My friends are like family to me and without them I'd be lost....... I love you guys very much and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my friends and being there for me when I need you By Nicki

She Hurt Everyone
I'm making this Fubar page and blog because I have been asked by someone else who was burned to let people know what happened to us. My daughter is a con artist and though I love her deeply it's time I faced it. She took a guy for all he had... his college grant money... sent him pictures of herself... yes, that kind... and told him that she'd marry him and he could adopt her son. She gave him all kinds of stories about who the father of her son is. She told her father and I that he was dead, blasted himself in the head with a gun a few weeks ago. His mom was going to call to tell us that it did happen when we didn't believe her. Hmm, wonder why that call never came. She told him that we were dead. In fact, I just died the other day. Apparently got hit by a board in a tornado. Inventive, isn't she? She constantly hinted that her son needed this and that and he faithfully sent clothing and toys and money to her every week. $140 here, $180 there, about twice a week. A

If You Pick Up On The Wrong Signals Or Have You?
When you've met someone for the first time and feel that everything is going good between the both of you,what if you get some vibes or signals that you just can't really tell if its for real?

Very Interesting Perspective By Jay Leno
Very interesting perspective by Jay Leno... I hope you will all read to the end. Jay Leno puts it into perspective and makes us think about the pathetic negativity. That's right, Jay Leno!! Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? "The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. "So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?' "Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? "Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? "Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhap

A Blog That I Ripped From My Myspace
I will say this so there is no miunderstanding,I can write my own material, it was so interesting I couldn't help but share it with all of you. The Athor is: "Ms. 9/5" March 14, 2008 - Friday All About Blogging: Good vs. Bad, Popular vs. Other, New vs. Veteran Bloggers Current mood: chipper Category: Blogging Since I have started blogging I have taken note of the following concepts: Good Blogs vs. Bad Blogs, Popular vs. Not So Popular, New vs. Veteran Bloggers. On the surface they don’t seem that bad, but in reality they mean something to a lot of us. These categories have often made some Bloggers at times feel slighted, unwanted, and not valued. I really don’t think that this was the intent but it happens a lot more often then we think. In a way, it creates very minute divisions that shouldn’t exist. My hope is that we can work through these concepts in way that is productive and strengthens our power as a collective unit. There is noth

As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember....
1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written An impressive new book. It's called .......... "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink And be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and Your boss, the Pope only expects you To kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning, One brilliant Flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to Your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and That ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes Were inevitable Now, of course, there's Shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking The trash out, gives the impression that He just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just Vending machines and a large

Turning Of The Raido
i too turn off the raido and i dont know why what will i do because u left me i cried can u see me i cried can u hear me i am trying to reach u, but all i here from u is cring you saying u hate me i love u but when i try to tell u all i here from u is u dont care anymore all u say is no u dont want me so now my love i too i'm turning on the raido asking for a love song for u

The Drunk
THE DRUNK SAYS THAT I'M WORTHLESS THE DRUNK SAYS THAT I AM LAZY AND ALL THOSE NASTY THINGS THE DRUNK SAYS THAT I DO NOTHING TO EAZE THERE PAIN THE DRUNK SAYS THEY'RE GOING TO LEAVE ME BUT THEY STAY AND FOR WHAT TO SEE HOW FOOLISH I AM BUT WHEN THEY ARE SOBER THEY SAY LOVE LOVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL YOUR PAIN THEY SAY THEY STAY BECASUE THEY LOVE ME, BUT I KNOW THE DRUNK WILL BACK BACK ANOTHER DAY

Life As I Know It At This Time.....
Wow its been about a month since i last blogged so i figured its about time to do it again...I am happy to report to all that chris and I are doing great...He actually proposed to me on Valentines day:D.....IM SO EXCITED ABOUT IT.....As for the rest of my life...well right now i am sick as a dog and it sucks but other than that i am doing ok health wise.....I am starting college in the fall and hopefully i will be able to do go to the college here close to major in what i want to major in....As for my worthless soon to be ex husband.....well hes WORTHLESS.....i think that says it all...i called him last week to ask him if he wanted our chow because he keeps running off and im afraid hes going to get hit with us living so close to the highway...well that was last week and i havent heard anything back from the sob and the chow is still in my back yard....imagine that...but its like shawna said when we were at lunch the other day.....louie cares about nobody but louie...if you know him th

The Break In
A man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict kisses her neck, then goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers to his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain. Do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both! Be strong, honey. I love you." His wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he's gay, thinks your cute and asked if we have any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong, honey. I love you, too.

Just Wanting To Say Something
As some people may know Carl and I is trying to have a baby and only one. He has two from his previous marriage and I have one from mine. His kids lives in MS we only get them for the summer vacation so we have more time with them. Mine was living in town but my mother moved her up in IN I know I’ll see her again but not for a long long time. Carl and I wants to have a baby that just for us face it I have been wanting a baby for a long time now. See after I had my kid I did get pregnant again after a year in half but I ended up having a really bad miscarriage and the hospital had to do an emergency surgery on me and I had to stay there overnight to make sure everything went good. Since 1999 I have not gotten pregnant. Well just recently I have done some blood work to see if I can still get pregnant right now I’m just waiting for the results to come in. I’m nervous and scared thinking what if it says I can no longer have a baby, if that’s the case I don’t know what I would do. Maybe be