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Someday, It Appears
Life seems almost empty In this hourglass of time. I have so very much to give To the one that I'll call mine. Somehow love has forgotten me Throughout these darker years. When will I welcome its sweet light? Someday, it appears. Good things come to those that wait, Many wise people say. For now you are but the dream That gets me through each day. I await with hope and patience, As each new sunrise nears. Eventually I know that you will come, Someday, it appears. B.G. Wetherby

Sweet Time
We haven't known each other For that very long. I may not have all the rights For those who've done you wrong. I want you comfortable and at ease, So that your eyes can clearly see, That love, not harm, exist in my heart. I'll accept whatever you give me. We'll let the moments form between us, And let sweet time slip away, Living second by second, minute by minute, Hour by hour, and day by day. Time's the greatest gift right now That I can give to you. You'll see that it's not just today. I'll be here tomorrow, too. B.G. Wetherby

Only You
Only you were there, when the rain poured. Only you were there, when there were tears. Only you were there, when I was curled on the floor. Only you were there, all these years. Only you were there, when I needed a loving hug Only you were there, to cure the pain. Only you were there, when I needed love. Only you were there, in the aftermath remain. Only you were there, throughout this life. Only you were there, to help me fight. Only you were there, from the beginning. Only you were there, to bring me light. Only you were there, when life had no meaning. Only you were there, to see these eyes so red. Only you were there, when I was barely breathing. Only you were there, when my life was dead. Only you were there, to hold me in the evenings. Only you were there, because your love was free. Only you were there, when I called you my life. The only you, was me. Austin Wetherby

09/15/05
WOW! For some reason today I get really excited at the thought of Chris actually taking control of me and making me HER “girl”. For the past few days I have been thinking about this constantly, it really turns me on too. All I can think about is her chastising me, forcing me to wear panties and stockings under my “masculine” clothing. Kind of a “our little secret” type thing. I sit here day in and day out fantasizing about when she does finally take full control over me, I often wonder what she’ll do with her new found power. I mean, when I “fantasize” about it she has already locked me in a CB3000 (chastity belt) and has “put away” my “masculine” undergarments which forces me to wear panties and stockings under my clothes at all times. Naturally she would hold the key to my chastity and would control when or even if I were allowed out of chastity, but what would she demand of me? Would she demand that I bathe, dry and moisturize her nightly, what about cooking or cleaning? It

Tangled Emotions
Tangled Emotions Written in: 2001 Red vision beaming through my eyes. My emotions terribly in a tangle, full of confusion. Words like daggers, preying on the weakness as to sting where it hurts the most, the heart. Why am I doing this? Feeling that bottled emotions are finally being released. But released all at once, too strongly and too painfully for all. Please go away, I don't want to hurt others, I want to be my sweet self. Emotions please clear up and untangle soon! Before I hurt those I love more and they leave me. Author Unknown

09/17/05
I tried something new today. I have always struggled with that “bulge” in front whenever I dress and had never really been able to get around it until lately. I got bored last night and was reading some things online that made me think of doing a google search for “hiding the bulge”, A few good links came up and talked about “tucking” but they really didn’t explain too much on it so I did another search for “tucking” and came up with some good sites on what it is and how to do it. After reading up on it I realized that it is the exact same technique that every drag queen I know uses and had told me about it. I decided to try it this morning and was really surprised at how easy it was to do, except I didn’t have any tape to hold everything in place so I tried relying on just my thong to do the job … that lasted for about 2 hours before everything started falling out of place and I had to readjust back to my normal “masculine” state. I was overjoyed at this newfound talent but was dis

11/16/05
OMG!! Wow, my last entry must have sparked Chris’s inner Mistress. She caught me off guard tonight, she pretty much ignored me all night and kept busy with the kids. After the kids all fell asleep though, I had no idea as to what I was in for. Chris started out all nice and sweet and had me thinking, “Oh great! Another plain sex night.”. We started kissing, I undressed her and we started to kiss and I began to suck her nipples as I rubbed my hard cock against her pussy through my shorts. I finally kicked my shorts off and tried to enter her but she stopped me. She pushed my head down to her crotch and I began to eat her out, I ate her for quite awhile, much longer than I would typically. I don’t know what has been about her lately, but I often think about eating her out throughout the day. Most of the time I don’t even think of fucking her, but rather, just eating her till she cums so hard that it covers my face. She pulled me up from her crotch and I thought I was going to get t

Entry For December 12, 2005
It's been a little while since I last blogged. Things have been kind of slow lately as far as our "lifestyle". The kids have been sick and we both started new jobs that don't allow us very much time together. Today I woke up feeling cruddy so I called in and spend the day recovering, which didn't take too long (LOL). Chris took off to the mall this afternoon and I decided that with everyone finally gone I would take the opportunity to dress since it feels like it has been forever since I last got the chance to dress up. I decided to play around on cam for a little bit, but that too can only be enjoyed for so long. I have taken the chance to chat with a few of the grrls and greatly appreciate those of you that understand and support crossdressers and the whole GLBT community. I am still closeted ... in a way, I suppose. Chris knows about me, as well as a handful of others and I suppose anyone that stumbles across my 360 but, for the most part Chris is the only one that ever gets to see

Entry For December 13, 2005
I got to thinking today after a stressful day at work and I wondered about just why we actually desire to be women. I'll give you my day as an example ...... I woke up at 5:00 am to get ready for and be at work before 7:00 am, work my shift and put up with all the stress that entails, came home to a grumpy woman, two cranky babies, a messy house, dishes that needed to be done, and a mountain of laundry. I spent some time listening to the grumpy woman tell me about her day and how difficult the babies were, the 13 month old wanted to be held, which if I didn't do would lead to an ear shattering tantrum, so I held her as I listened and started to clean. I finally got a chance to retreat to our bedroom and check my messages before having the the woman and babies barge in on me. I then managed to lay down with the oldest baby, who decided she wasn't tired and slid off the bed and headed out the door. With her gone I caught a few Zs before being woken up by them again. The grumpy woman want

Yahoo Sucks!
Well, Yahoo decided to lock me out of JaimeLaineLovette's account for some reason, so I have moved and set up camp here for now. For some reason or another I can't seem to share my pics on here just yet either but I won't stop trying. I think that I am going to join hi5.com and Bebo.com also in case Yahoo decides to act up again. Ok, I suppose I should go and invite all my friends to join me here, hopefully my last move. More to come...

Will Wonders Never Cease?
Yahoo actually pulled through for me and got my account reset so I can use it again. YAY!!! Not a whole lot to say right now, don't worry, I actually DO have ALOT to say (lol) but I just can't seem to get it out right now. It's been a stressful week so far and we just got started ... I'll tell you all about it after I take care of some things. Happy holidays to all of you and hopefully Santa will bring all us gurls something pretty this year.

Entry For December 20, 2005
Ok girls, I told you that I have A LOT to say and I am going to start right now. As James I have five children by four women in three different states. My youngest two live with myself and my S.O., Chris, their biological mother along with her two boys. back in 1996 my first daughter was born, At that time "James" was too busy running around town and being a typical man. Her mother, Brenda, and I were living together at the time and I had decided that I wanted to return to Oklahoma to visit friends and family for awhile, I told Brenda that I would be back in two weeks ... or there about (LOL) and I left. While I was gone her family pulled up roots and moved to Oregon, taking Brenda and my daughter with them. I managed to find Brenda in Oregon and got the chance to talk to her and my daughter on the phone quite frequently until after halloween of 2000. I was working at Principal Financial at the time and I recieved an e-mail from Brenda telling me that she had met this wonderful man and

Entry For December 20, 2005
Wow!!!!! I must really be in the good graces of somebody upstairs ... If you read my last entry you know that I was stressed to the point of sickness anticipating today's court hearing. Well, Chris and I wound up having to take the babies with us to this hearing which naturally made us run late and we finally showed up around 11:15 instead of 10:45 like I was scheduled for, so you can imagine that I was really stressing over things by the time we actually got to the courtroom. All I could imagine was a female judge that had recently been scorned by an ex and seeking revenge. Naturally, since I was almost a whole half hour late, she would pick on me and I would wind up feeling her wrath. When we got up to the room my attorney was sitting in the hallway talking with one of his collegues and told me that he would be with me in a bit. He's been kind of a prick lately so it didn't bother me at all to go have a seat away from him. After what seemed like another half hour he finally came over

The Loss Of A Good Man
Ok, Let's all have a moment in silence in memory of Carl, owner of SudSuckers bar, my neighborhood watering hole. I don't really know what to say right now, Earlier today I had all these thoughts running through my head as to what I could blog about, but I went out with Chris tonight to go shopping then decided to stop in at our local watering hole, SudSuckers, and I found out from his daughter that he had passed away earlier this week. Carl was like a father to me, I have always had a dream of owning my own bar and I would often discuss this with him and learn from his experiences as a bar owner. Just like every business owner I have ever known he always tried to persuade me away from owning my own business. We laughed, we joked, we had a good time every time I walked through those doors, But tonight was different. I had heard through a rumor that Carl had passed away earlier this week and I decided to follow up on it, I noticed that his Daughter, Carla, was there tonite and I decided

Entry For January 22, 2006
WOW! Isn't it truly amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye? I spent most of friday night and the wee hours of saturday morning chatting on Yahoo! with a new friend that I found on MySpace so you can imagine that I was pretty much toast when everybody woke up around 8ish saturday morning. I tried to sleep in, but that was short lived because Chris and the kids decided to disturb my rest, so I went ahead and bit the bullet, got up and tried to spend some time with them. As usual when I walked through the house I saw that they had managed to destroy the front room and kitchen. I bit my tongue as I usually do and just accepted the fact that after Chris goes to work and the babies go to their grandparents the boys and I will be stuck cleaning the house .... OH BOY! After some time Chris and I tried to sneak a nap in but that was short lived because the 5 y.o. was playing and the 1 y.o. got hurt ... needless to say I woke up in the "best of moods" and stayed up. During ou

Why Do We Fight?
Why is that when we talk that it comes to a fight? What do I do to deserve to deserve the hurtful pain of you and me fighting? It seems that you look at me as a fool. It seems you don’t understand how that makes me feel. I know it hurts me bad to fight but u don’t see what its doing to person we are. Why cant we just stop all the bickering and anguish we are doing?

A Promise Made...
A promise made is said to be set reguardless what happens. a promise made is like love of a relationship in life. A promise made is like having trust with a promise of what to morrow may bring. A promise made is also worth a thousand words in time. A Promise made can be as easily broken as soaked mud with water. a promise made can be like broken love! I know we all make promises and sometimes we see that life cant change things reguardin promises whether the promise see to not be fulfilled but try to accomplish them as we can.

Eminem - Like Toy Soldiers
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left We all fall down... [Chorus] Step by step, heart to heart, left right left We all fall down like toy soldiers Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win But the battle wages on for toy soldiers [Verse 1] I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders I ain't never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em That Ja shit I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay-z and Nas sh

Nearly Unnoticed
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed. Reese

Romantic Ideas
Romantic Ideas Give her/him a surprise when she least expects it Bring her to a dark place, where u have lit candles forming the shape "I Love You" Lay out hershey kisses in the shape "I Love You" before she comes home and only appear when she sees it with a hershey bouquet in your hands Write the words "I love you" on her hands while keeping her distracted. Write a letter everyday telling how much she means to you for every day you're apart. Hold her hands and hug her, then tell her you want to grow old with her and continue to hold her and be with her when both of you are old. Send her flowers whenever you feel like it. Kiss him/her. Without reason of course! Fill a whole room with helium heart shaped balloons and invite her in. pick out 1 with the words "I love you" Paste "glow in the dark stars and letters on your ceiling" lie on the bed with her on the dark and tell her "you light up my life" Fix a jigsaw puzzle together. Sing a love song

Romantic Phrases And Words
You are my everything I could hold you forever. You are so cute! You’re amazing. Will you love me the rest of my life? No, I'll love you the rest of mine. You're like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life! Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies Lets go shopping - i'll pay I love you Life began after I fell in love with you. When you smile, I smile. When you laugh, I laugh. When you cry, I cry. My love for you will never die. I love you not because I need you, But I need you because I love you. My love for you is a journey. Starting at forever and ending at never. If I know what love is, it is because of you French Romantic Words and Phrases Je pense tout le temps à toi = I think of you always Tu me manques = I miss you J'ai besoin de toi = I need you Je t'aime à la folie = I'm crazy about you J'aimerais te prendre la main = I'd want to hold your hand Ton image hante mes nuits, me poursuit le jour,

People And Stuff
Ever wonder what happened? To frieds? To something you really loved doing? To, I don't know, pictures, people, possesions? One day you see them all the time. Then, something happens, and you see them less. Hang out less. Talk to them less. Then one day they are gone. But you dont realize that they are gone. Their memory gets lost in the shuffle of what ever it is that your doing. Achuieving a goal. Spending time with a loved one. Raising a family. THen they are gone. Then for an instant, they are back. Or at least a memory of them. And you wonder, where are they now? My life has been a seeries of where are they nows. People Im around constantly disappear. Not their fault. I tie myself up. I find something to do. Not that I dont love these people, or that I dont like them or have something "better" to do. I'm a loner. I don't mind spending time alone. Hell, I've entertained myself with just my mind for days on end. I have complete conversations with myself bu

To Excused From Camp
IRVING, Texas -- The buzz at the Cowboys' three-day minicamp that began Tuesday had more to do with two players who weren't working out at Valley Ranch. Terry Glenn Glenn Terrell Owens Owens Receiver Terrell Owens has been excused for the duration of the camp for what the team called personal family matter out of town, while Terry Glenn told ESPN's Ed Werder that he wants to be released if owner Jerry Jones continues to bar him from preparing for the season by attempting to force him to sign an injury waiver. "I'm not signing any waiver," said Glenn, who said he wants to move on with his career if the Cowboys no longer want him. While the receiver has not been able to practice and has done his own workouts, Glenn has seen his own personal doctor in Columbus, Ohio, who performed his right knee surgery last year. Both believe the health of his knee is not an issue. Jones is demanding that Glenn agree to reduce his base salary from $1.7 million to $500,000 if he re

The End Is Near ....
I decided to try and talk with Chris again tonight about my dressing and things actually went a lot smoother than they have in the past. Well.... the conversation went smoother, but now it has become totally obvious that things will never work out between the two of us because she finally admitted to me that she "hates Jaime". I tried to talk to her some more about it, but the deeper we got in our conversation the more she showed her hatred. The hardest part is that I was holding our daughter at the time and I just looked at her and started to cry, Chris asked what I was crying about and I told her that I at least knew that two people in my life accept me for me (our son and daughter). Then I went on to tell her that to them it has nothing to do with what I am wearing but rather how I treat them and that I think that it is totally shitty that as we grow into adults we lose sight of what is truly important when dealing with one another. Chris naturally accused me of being selfish and

Strong Lesson To Be Learned
WOW! What the heck is going on today? Last night after talking with Chris I was really hurt so I tried blogging to get out how I felt and why it did help, it didn't seem to help enough so I called the local hospital's crisis team and talked with the counselor on duty about the emotions that I was feeling at the time. He managed to get my nerves settled enough to allow me to finish out the night/morning without difficulty. This morning I was woke up by Chris and asked if I was going to go run errands with her before she met her friend for lunch. I laid in bed still kinda groggy and thought about her question to myself, after awhile I decided that I would go out with her and see how it went. Before leaving I decided to go out on a branch and tell her how I felt after our talk last night, in doing so I told her that some of what she had said to me really hurt me deeply and that after trying to blog and ease my mind I made that call to the crisis team that told me that I was on the right t

Entry For January 31, 2006
Well, I got to see my counselor today. Things went pretty smoothly with that, I talked with her and explained all that had been going on since we last met, which has been quite a bit since it has been August of '05 since we last met. I filled her in on mine and Chris's battles over my dressing and how strong the desire to dress has become, She asked me one question that really stuck with me though ... "Who has more to lose if you leave, Chris or yourself?" Quite honestly, I don't know. Since I don't currently work or have a license, I would be losing my place to stay and free transportation as well as my children. Chris would be losing her free "nanny" and "maid" but she would still get her child support payments, check and have the house, van and children.So, I suppose that I stand to lose the most right now. Chris and I have talked it over and now she wants me to return to work because she is having trouble meeting all of her financial responsibilities all because she keeps over exte

Second Entry For January 31, 2006
OK, While composing that last entry I got to thinking and I want to tell the story of how Chris and James hooked up, but first I want to say that I was reading what I was writing during my last entry and I believe even more firmly now than ever that this relationship won't work. About 4 years ago James was living with a 35 y.o. woman who was going through a divorce at the time and things were getting kind of rocky because of her situation. Because of that he spent most of his time online and met Chris on AOL. James always has preyed upon weak and insecure individuals because of his fear and hatred of relationships/marriage. At this time he was in Ankeny, Iowa where Chris's college was. They began chatting online at first and eventually started to talk on the phone whenever James's GF wasn't around. The conversations mostly consisted of sex and making plans to meet up. Some time went by and James wound up being arrested and jailed for OWI and was out of touch for almost a whole year bef

Poem
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean For its your love i seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert To have you at my side For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care you give You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat For you define beauty In both body and mind You soft, gentle face More beauty i'll never find For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love...

Poem
I'm looking for a friend today, A friend who'll never stay away. I want one friend, or maybe two, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend, you see, A friend who needs someone like me. I want this friend, I really do, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend sincere, A friend who'll always bring good cheer. I want a friend who wants me too, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a friend who's good, Who'll do the things a kind friend should. I want a friend who's happy too, But I want a friend who's just like you. I'm looking for a loving friend, Who will not let our friendship end. I want a friend who's always true, I think I've found my friend- IT'S YOU!! I AM LOOKING FOR A FRIEND

Poem
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend

Runaway
I've got my things packed My favorite pillow Got my sleeping bag Climb out the window All the pictures and pain I left behind All the freedom and fame I've gotta find And I wonder How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone And I wonder How far it'll take me To run away It don't make any sense to me Run away This life makes no sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me I was just trying to be myself You go your way I'll meet you in hell It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away It's hypocritical of you Do as you say not as you do I'll never be your perfect girl I've got to run away I'm too young to be Taken seriously But I'm too old to believe All this hypocrisy And I wonder How long it'll take them to see my bed is made And I wonder If I was a mistake I might have nowhere left to go But I know that I cannot go home These words are strapped inside my head Tell me to

Break Me Shake Me
I never thought Id change my Opinion again But you moved me in a way that ive Never known You moved me in a way that ive Never known But straight away you just moved Into position again You abused me in a way that ive Never known You abused me in a way that ive Never known Chorus So break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone Just break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone So youre the kind who deals with the Games in the mind Well you confuse me in a way that Ive never known You confuse me in a way that ive Never known Chorus She says I can help you but what Do you say But its not free baby youll have To pay You just keep me contemplating that Your soul is slowly fading God dont you know that I live with a ton Of regret cause I used to move you in a way that Youve never known But then I accused you in a way that Youve never known But you hurt me in a w

Paying It Forword
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Huh?
Attention Fubarians: Time for a different twist. With the Convoy, Sin Wagon, and all other Fubar rides going on, its time for some new billboards to be put up throughout Fubaria. I decided to fill these billboards with Fubar's Hotties and Hunks. Be careful of the new distractions along your journey. Have fun along the way!! Just R/F/A all members to be added to your very own billboard. If you are have already R/F/A someone just leave a comment letting them know there is a new Billboard Hottie or Hunk. Private message me (Twisted Whispers) once you are done and I will add you. Want your own custom billboard like this one? Well, its easy...I will have a folder of 65 small, easy to rate pics. Just rate the pics in the folder and private message me (Twisted Whispers) when you are done and send a link to the photo you want and the name you want on your billboard and I will make one for you. If you don't want to rate, well there is another option...send me $50

Love Ya!
LOVE YA One morning you will never wake up Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling, or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again...... I LOVE YA!!!

Dmx - X Gonna Give It To Ya!
Arf arf Yeah, yeah, yeah (Grrrr) Uh, Yo don't get it twisted This rap sh**, is mine Motherf***er, it's not, a f***in, game F*** what you heard It's what you hearin (what you hearin) It's what you hearin (Listen) It's what you hearin (Listen) It's what you hearin (Listen) [Verse 1] X gon give it to ya (what) F*** wait for you to get it on your own X gon deliver to ya Knock knock, open up the door, it's real Wit the non-stop, pop pop of stainless steel Go hard gettin busy wit it (whoo) But I got such a good heart That I'll make a motherf***er wonder if he did it Damn right and I'll do it again Cuz I am right so I gots to win Bake bread wit the enemy (what) But no matter how many cats I bake bread wit I'll bake who you sendin me (yeah) You motherf***ers never wanted nothin But your life saved, bitch, that's on the right day I'm gettin down, down Make a n***a set free But i won't be the one endin up on his knees, b**ch please If the only thing you cats did is

Kristy, Are You Doing Okay?
There’s a moment in time And it’s stuck in my mind Way back, when we were just kids Cause your eyes told the tale Of an act of betrayal I knew that somebody did Oh, waves of time Seem to wash away The scenes of our crimes But for you this never ends Can you stay strong? Can you go on? Kristy are you doing okay? A rose that won’t bloom Winter’s kept you Don’t waste your whole life trying To get back what was taken away Though the marks on your dress Had been neatly repressed I knew that something was wrong And I should have spoke out And I’m so sorry now I didn’t know Cause we were so young Oh, clouds of time Seem to rain on Innocence left behind And it never goes away

Cause At Once Upon A Time It Was You
Cause at once upon a time it was you i adored. you disappeared & left me here, out in the cold. & the abscesses of you is hurting my soul. didn't know there was an end of the road. it was so easy for you just to let it all go.

Night Life
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One And Only
I've been wishing on a star but I could never have imagined I would land just where you are after all this lonesome traveling Took one look in your eye, reach out to hold your hand This is when I realized that I could never understand Do you want to be my one and only love? Do you want to be my one and only love? So you wanna be my friend, so you wanna be my lover With you I do confess I can't be one without the other That was hard for me to say, I hope I said it right Which ever, come what may, you see I need to know tonight Do you want to be my one and only love? Do you want to be my one and only love? Do you want to play these cards, do you want to lay them down? DO you want to run away or do you want o stick around? Do you want to be my one and only love? Do you want to be my one and only love?

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 4 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? sexy 3. Your hair? up 4. Your mother? crazy 5. Your father? ugh 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? milk 9. Your dream/goal? money 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? babysitting 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? mmmmm 17. One of your wish list items? ME 18. Where you grew up? Jersey 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? toons 22. Your pets? love 23. Your computer? emachine 24. Your life? mess 25. Your mood? crabby 26. Missing someone?

Cuando Te Miro
cada vez que miro tus ojos es como perderme en lo mas profundo del mar entre las olas navegando el la espuma de tus caricias la dulce delicia de tus besos como esos versos que escribi en la arena mientras tus huellas marcan en mi un recuerdo el cual se desvanece entre los cabellos del olvido buscando la sombra de la nostalgia esa amiga solitaria que cuida de mis sueños pero como el viento va y viene y no se detiene ante el corazon arrancando asi el aroma de tu piel.......

Up2speed By Chuganaut
- I’m not gonna. tell jus’ any. old tale. About love. about life. or creation… We’d better get a better way And die another day Forgive n’ live in love It’s the only way Aren’t you happy being happy? Why are you happy when you’re sad? You seem upset and yet you’re smiling, I’m not alone in going mad! We’re all the same decaying matter, Does it matter?-matters ev er ywhere We sometimes hurt the ones around us, Jus’say you’re sorry but I care This . World Is Crumbling So . We can see. Us. Kill the earth. So sweet That . Supports our feet. RIGHT??? RIGHT??? RIGHT??? We . All are unknown You . Us and Me Nothing . Always questions. Questions Something . That must be Not gonna get into theorum and philosophy I know you’re not quite up to speed. I sense a sense of peace of mind in you. If only you could make believe

Tummy Yummy Cookies In A Jar
Tummy Yummy Cookies in a Jar 1/2 cup sugar 1/2 cup quick oats 1/2 cup Rice Krispies 1/2 cup chocolate chips 1/2 cup toffee bits (I used Heath milk chocolate toffee bits) 1/2 cup pecans 1-1/2 cups flour, mixed with 1 tsp. baking powder Layer ingredients in order given in a 1 qt. WIDE MOUTH jar, pressing each layer firmly in place. Attach directions to jar. DIRECTIONS TO ADD TO LABEL: Cookie mix 1 stick butter or margarine 1 egg, slightly beaten 1 tsp. vanilla Empty cookie mix into a large bowl. Use hands to blend the mix. Add the butter, egg and vanilla and mix until completely blended. You will need to finish mixing with your hands. Shape into walnut sized balls placing 2 inches apart on greased cookie sheets. (These will stay in the ball shape, if you prefer a flatter cookie, press down a little on each ball with the palm of your hand.) Bake at 350 for 13-15 minutes until edges of cookies are lightly browned. Cool 5 minutes on cookie sheets then remove to racks to finis

Summer Rainbow Salad
Summer Rainbow Salad INGREDIENTS 3 vine-ripe tomatoes, diced 2 mangos - peeled, seeded, and cubed 2 avocados - peeled, pitted, and cubed 1 orange bell pepper, chopped 1 cup fresh blueberries 1 red onion, chopped 1/2 bunch cilantro, chopped 1/4 cup fresh lime juice 1/2 cup pineapple juice DIRECTIONS Place the tomato, mango, avocado, bell pepper, blueberries, onion, and cilantro into a large bowl. Pour the lime juice and pineapple juice overtop. Stir gently until evenly combined. Serve immediately for the freshest taste.

Quarterback Blitz Bars
QUARTERBACK BLITZ BARS 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine 2 1/4 cups graham cracker crumbs 1/3 cup hershey's cocoa 3 T. sugar one 14 oz. can sweetened condensed milk, not evaporated milk 1 cup hershey's mini kisses brand milk chocolates 1 cup heath bits 'o brickle toffee bits 1 cup chopped walnuts 1 cup mounds sweetened coconut flakes Heat oven to 350. Place butter in 13x9x2 inch baking pan; heat in oven until melted. Remove from oven. Stir together graham cracker crumbs, cocoa, sugar; sprinkle over melted butter. Stir mixture until evenly coated; press evenly with spatula onto bottom of pan. Pour sweetened condensed milk evenly over crumb mixture. Sprinkle with chocolates, toffee bits. Sprinkle nuts, coconut on top; press down firmly. Bake 25-30 minutes or until lightly browned. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. Cover with foil; let stand at room temperature several hours. Cut into bars.

Home Made Bath And Spa Baskets
Bath Crystals 1 cup rock salt 20-30 drops of essential of or fragrance Food coloring Mix salt and food coloring. Add oil. Mix well to make sure oil is absorbed by the salt. Store in an air tight container. (baby food jars work well) Sprinkle 1 to 2 Tbs under faucet as tub fills. Bath Oil 1 oz essential oil or fragrance 4 oz of one of the following: baby oil safflower oil sunflower oil sweet almond oil canola oil Mix ingredients well. Store in an air tight container. Sprinkle 1 tsp under faucet as tub fills. Bath Powder ½ cup baking soda ½ cup corn starch 15-20 drops essential oil or fragrance Mix ingredients well. Let dry before packaging. Store in an air tight container to retain fragrance. Bubble Bath 1 cup mild dishwashing liquid (Ivory / Dawn) ¼ cup glycerin 1 tsp sugar 40-50 drops essential oil or fragrance Mix ingredients well. Store in an air tight container. Sprinkle 203 Tbs under faucet as tub fills. Mas

Caramel Apple Skor Cake
CARAMEL APPLE SKOR CAKE 1/2 cup margarine 1 cup sugar 2 eggs 1 tsp. vanilla 2 cups flour 1 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 1 cup sour cream 2 cups chopped peeled apples, or a little more 1 1/2 cups skor bits Combine margarine, eggs, sugar, vanilla. Combine dry ingredients, add to creamed mixture alternately with sour cream. Fold in apples, skor bits. Spread in a 9x13 pan, but a little larger is better. TOPPING: 1/3 cup flour, 2 T. brown sugar, 1/4 cup butter, 1 cup skor bits, 3/4 cup white chocolate chips. Combine until crumbly, spread over cake batter. Bake at 350 for 40-50 minutes.

Apple Juice Jelly
5 Cups Sugar 4 Cups Apple Juice Red Food Coloring (optional) 1 Box Pectin 1/2 t. Butter Boil jars on rack in large pot filled with water 10 minutes. Place flat lids in saucepan with water. Bring to boil; remove from heat. Let jars and lids stand in hot water until ready to fill. Drain well before filling. Measure sugar into separate bowl. (Scrape extra sugar from cup with spatula to level for exact measure.) Measure juice into 6- or 8-quart pot; add food coloring. Stir pectin into juice in pot. Add butter. Place over high heat; bring to a full rolling boil. Immediately stir in sugar. Bring to a full rolling boil and boil 1 minute, stirring constantly. Remove from heat; skim off foam with metal spoon. Ladle quickly into prepared jars, filling to within 1/8-inch of tops. Wipe jar rims and threads. Cover with two piece lids. Screw bands tightly. Invert jars for 5 minutes, then turn upright. After jars are cool, check seals.

"sniffer"
A man had just settled into his seat next to the window on the plane when another man sat down in the aisle seat and put his black Labrador retriever in the middle seat next to the man. The first man looked very quizzically at the dog and asked why the dog was allowed on the plane. The second man explained that he was a DEA agent and that the dog was a 'sniffing dog'. 'His name is Sniffer and he's the best there is. I'll show you once we get airborne, when I put him to work.' The plane took off, and once it had leveled out, the agent said, 'Watch this.' He told Sniffer to 'search.' Sniffer jumped down, walked along the aisle, and finally sat very purposefully next to a woman for several seconds. Sniffer then returned to his seat and put one paw on the agent's arm. The agent said, 'Good boy', and he turned to the man and said, 'That woman is in possession of marijuana, so I'm making a note of her seat number and the authorities will apprehend her when we land.

A Rap I Wrote (good Freestyle)
Yo Detroit City Baltimore City Dink ain't takin no pity You're against me or you're with me Like my homeboy Owen Hart said Enough is enough and it's time for a change You best be rollin' pennies and countin' your spare change Because I'm the law in this town You best get with it or you're best gonna get beat down Cause I don't give a fuck I'm tired of liars Females, lawyers, bosses, and muff divers Takin' from me what they think they can get Well bitch Dink ain't with that shit And I don't give a fuck whether you like me or not Cause Fubar ain't shit...it ain't all I got I got the skills and I got the talent I got the gift of gab and now you know about it Cause I don't keep secrets I ain't that way I don't play with people's emotions and throw them away If you lie to me I do feel pain But I'm not just some dumbass who's gonna let you do it again I'm on to you now How does it feel You ignorant cow Do you have any idea how Much pain I'm in right now Obviously

George Carlin Quotes
1. When cheese gets it's picture taken, what does it say? 2. When someone asks you, A penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny? 3. If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, musicians denoted? 4. When someone is impatient and says, "I haven't got all day," I always wonder, How can that be? How can you not have all day? 5. I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered, what do Chinese mothers use? Toothpicks? 6. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? 7. Is a vegetarian permitted to eat animal crackers? 8. What if there were no hypothetical questions? 9. Frisbeetarianism is the belief that when you die, your soul goes up on the roof and gets stuck. 10. Some national parks have long waiting lists for camping reservations. When you have to wait a year to sleep next to a tree, so

Carnival
Carnival As in a house of mirrors- One moment pretty, But turn around And the next is ghastly. I trust in love With visions of the future, But dreams get whisked away And I am left unsure. The maze is laid out To tip-toe through; Unsure steps On the path of you. Ridiculing laughter Echoes through the brain; Jabs masked in smiles- It seems you can't refrain. Up one moment And down the next; Twist and turn- What to expect? Hesitantly play along, But nothing is as it seems In the carnival of love- And the joke is on me. Copyright 2008 Missy Harrell

Skipper's Shipwreck Beans
1/2 lb bacon 1 onion chopped 2-3 sweet peppers chopped 2 T. minced garlic 2-28 oz cans baked beans 3-4 cup brown sugar 3/4 cup pace picante' sauce 1-16 oz can pineapple (crushed or tidbits); drained 1-12 oz can Skipper Soda (or another similar to Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb) 1 teaspoon prepared mustard 1 teaspoon Worcestershire 1 teaspoon apple cider vinegar 1 teaspoon lemon juice Heat Dutch Oven using 18-20 briquettes in the sand and using tongs, arrange briquettes with an inner circle and outer circle then place the Dutch Oven on the briquettes (shipwreck). Meanwhile slice bacon into 1 inch squares. Fry bacon in Dutch Oven. When bacon is crisp, add onions, peppers, and garlic and continue cooking until tender. Add remaining ingredients. Reduce heat by lowering briquette count to 12-14 and simmer for 30+ minutes, stirring every 10 minutes.

R.i.p George Carlin
A sad loss ... ET breaks the news that comedian George Carlin has died from heart failure. The man who made famous the "seven words you can never say on television" passed away at 5:55 p.m. Sunday at Saint John's Hospital in Santa Monica, his longtime publicist said. He was 71. Carlin, who has had several heart attacks and a history of cardiac issues, went into the hospital this afternoon after complaining of heart problems. Carlin has more than 20 comedy albums, 14 HBO specials, numerous TV and movie roles, and three best-selling books to his credit. Last year, he celebrated his 50th year in show business, and he had just finished his last HBO special in March, "It's Bad for Ya." This Message brought to you by Chaos & Mayhem Creations Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar

~theres A Place~
June 20, 2008 @ 11:43 am THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you can’t see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can alway

And Now, The Rest Of The Story (second Entry For January 31, 2006)
Ok, When I left off I was headed downstairs to finish some things that needed to be doen for work and was wanting to drop in and see my new friend. I walked out the door and was coming around the building when I noticed my friend's patio door was open so I popped my head in to say hello. Well, we got to talking and my work never got finished. I woulnd up staying with her all day and watching movies together, we discussed Chris and all for awhile during our time together and both agreed that it was a bad situation that I would be better off seperating myself from, only problem, as we later found out, was that my boss had agreed to give Chris and I a new apartment for free as part of me working there, but when he found out that Chris and I were splitting up he left me with nowhere to go. Upon hearing this my friend offered to let me stay with her until I could find someplace of my own. Well as time went by my friend and I grew closer and more time went by without me finding my own place.

Today's Entry ...
Well, I HAD typed a whole entry for Today, but this site, being the P.O.S. that it is, erased it when I tried to post soooo... If I can remember what I typed I will repost, otherwise.... I dunno. anyway, This site sux! for now ....

2/16/2008
I just got asked by a friend of mine the question of, "If you could have your perfect life how would it be?" That's a hard question to answer for me because so many exciting things go blasting through my head at once when I think about it. First off I suppose that I would want a vanilla appearing household but, with that being said I would suggest that my S.O. and I address each other as jaime and Mistress when initiating play. That way there is no confusion as to whether or not we are both on the same page. For instance, "Jaime?.... Yes Mistress?" would be understood as yes I agree to play whereas "Jaime?.... What? or No." would be taken as I'm not ready. Next I suppose just like my household I would also appear vanilla but would be in chastity and forced to wear undergarments of my owners choosing outside the house. Inside the house my wardrobe and I would be at the mercy of my owner. I would most definitely have a dungeon at home with many types of toys and devices avail

I Taught Duece Bigalow Everything...
Ok, I often get asked how many kids I have and I always cringe when I have to answer that question because, the truth be told, I have five kids. No, they aren't all by one woman nor are they all in one state. When I was sixteen I was blessed with my son, Timothy. Because his mother and I were so young, not to mention too much family involvement, things didn't work out and we part ways. in 1993 after the floods subsided I moved to Iowa with my fiancee. Things got rocky between us and she was stepping out on me so after almost a year of dealing with her infidelities I decided to step out for myself. At the ripe old age of 21 I was blessed with a daughter, Mariah and a son, Jacob. Mariah's mother and I worked together and Jacob's mother and I met at a local bar that I used to manage. Mariah's mother was 17 at the time and graduating high school. We had plans of staying together and making a go of it but I left to visit family back home and when I got back she and her family had all mov

Entry For February 14, 2006
It's truly amazing how time can slip right through your fingers so quickly. It's been a busy past four days around here. "Beanies" been terribly sick and has been keeping me up all night with her so I haven't had a whole lot of time to spend online. Chris has settled down ... more or less ... Have you ever been in love with someone who is your total polar opposite? I mean you know you love them deep down, but the things that they do and say just drive you to the brink of insanity? Take for instance Chris ... She is a very loving mother and decent girlfriend but she makes a terrible housekeeper and isn't the best at making judgment calls regarding the kids and their health. I had Chris take Beanie to the walk in clinic over the weekend because she started throwing up quite a bit; the doctor diagnosed her as having a touch of the flu bug that's going around. He didn't give her any medications or any recommendations as to how to comfort her and speed her recovery; he just sent her h

Why Dream...
Why dream about shit you can't have. For instance, what's the point of dreamin about some hot guy or girl you will NEVER get. Face it, if you could get them, you'd have them. WHy dream about shit you can't afford. The only thing that will hapeen is either it'll break and cost a fortune to fix and you ain't got the money for that cuz you just spent every dime you had buying the damn thing, or it'll wind up losing it's wow factor in a month. Be happy with what you have, and what you can afford to have. Live life in the here and now, and love those people and things that are around you and obtainable. If you pour all of your love and effort into those things, 1)It will mean more to yourself, and 2) You'll be a hell of a lot happier.

Confusion
Have you ever been in a situation where you know what you want and yet the other party says they know what they want but yet when it's headed in the direction of that, the other person runs and would rather not have it happen then let it happen? No one is perfect but communication is very important in any aspect of life today. Why would you say you want something and then when you get it or are close to getting it, run away scared? Do you really want to be that unhappy in life? The past really makes one think and I hope everyone is not letting the past control your future...leave the past where it belongs and LIVE and go after what you want.

Busy Busy
OMG i am majorly busy. I am working both jobs. My days consiste of getting up at 5am being to work by 5:30. Carring for the kids there untill about 2:45 pm . Then i go home eat and relax for a few minutes. Then i go to my other job from 5-10. The when i get home i check messages chat a few minutes and go to bed and repeat that daily routine. I cant believe next weekend is already 4th of July. Thats fricken Crazy, that just means its even closer to my 21st birthday. Next week will be a easy week. I only work both jobs 1 day next week together. The other days im scedules either one place or another. Anyways. Peace

Puppet String On My Heart
i'm walking away now just like you said even though it's wrong it's ok if you don't want me it's ok if i'm not your type i understand i always do this has happened before except you looked different i'm sorry i make you feel dumb i'm sorry for the times i won i'll still be me tomorrow and when i look in the mirror i'll only see me...

Belated Gifts
A long awaited story. This is the latest of a character I played since I resigned, but for once I\'m finally recognized as partly the npc of this character. It\'s Star Trek Written in pbem - Play by email Format. From a group called San Frontiers. If interested, send me a fubar message and I\'ll get you details. SD240806.26 Joint Duty Log, Rose/Dynal-Vaughan x2, \"Belated Gifts,\" Part One. ~~~~ Begin Log ~~~~ ==/== CO\'s Ready Room, ECC, Administration Hall - Sans Frontieres Colony ==/== Commander T\'Lara Rose was issuing orders to Yeoman Laurel Goodwin (NPC) to disseminate to the staff concerning the command transfer up to the USS Raphael when she received word that the Captain\'s Yacht from that starship was headed back down to the colony, after evacuating the remaining staff from the otherwise already evacuated emergency shelter near Revelstoke Mall. Once finished with her administrative tasks, T\'Lara headed up to the rooftop landing area to boar

Sentimental Guy
There's a moment in my mind I scribbled and erased a thousand times Like a letter never written or sent These conversations with the dead I used to be a sentimental guy Now I'm haunted by the left unsaid I never thought so much could change Little things you said or did are part of me, come out from time to time Probably no one I know now would notice But I never thought so much could change You drifted far away Far away it seems Time has stopped, the clock keeps going People talkin' and I'm watching As flashes of their faces go black and white And fade to yellow in a box in an attic But I never thought so much Could change, now I don't miss anyone I don't miss anything What a shame cause I used to be a sentimental guy

L3ttin Go
its hard to say "i love you" and not draw back in tears its hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears. its hard to know the phones at reach but i cant hear your voice. its hard to know that this time breaking up wasnt my choice its hard to see you laughing when im crying deep inside its hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide its hard to live without you when i need you more than words to want to scream how much i love you, but hold back and not be heard its hard to sleep at night when i can only dream of you its hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new its hard to not start crying when i heard your favorite song its hard to sit and wonder where the f*ck did i go wrong its hard to live without you if i only would have known i will NEVER love another

Battle Of Who Could Care Less
Do you not hear me anymore? I know it's not your thing to care I know it's cool to be so bored Sucks me in when you're aloof It sucks me in, it sucks, it works I guess it's cool to be alone Will ya never rest? Fighting the battle of who could care less Everyday you wake up late Sometimes I wish I was That way And you think Rockford Files is cool But there are some things That you would change If it were up to you So think about your masterpiece Watch the Rockford Files Call to see if Paul can score some weed Do ya never rest? Fighting the battle of who could care less Unearned unhappiness Well that's alright I guess And I've got This great idea Why don't we pitch it to the Franklin fuckin' Mint? Fine pewter portraits of General Apathy and Major Boredom singing Whatever and ever amen Oh well Maybe not I'll try again Well this should cheer you up for sure See, I've got your old I.D. And you're all dressed up like The Cure Ya never rest Figh

Songs Of Love
Pale, pubescent beasts, roam through the streets And coffee-shops, their prey gather in herds Of stiff knee-length skirts, and white ankle-socks But while they search for a mate, my type hibernate In bedrooms above, composing their songs of love Young, uniform minds, in uniform lines And uniform ties, run round with trousers on fire And signs of desire, they cannot disguise, While I try to find words, as light as the birds That circle above, to put in my songs of love Fate doesn't hang, on a wrong or right choice Fortune depends, on the tone of your voice So sing while you have time, let the sun shine down from above And fill you with songs of love Fate doesn't hang, on a wrong or right choice Fortune depends, on the tone of your voice So let's sing while we still can, while the sun hangs high up above Wonderful songs of love, beautiful songs of love

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?
Have you ever really loved a woman? I mean truly loved a woman? Have you ever taken a long hard look? At the woman that you say you love? Have you? Have you ever looked deep into her eyes? And seen the pain that you have caused? Have you ever taken her in your arms? And told her how much she was loved? Have you ever sent her flowers or a card? Just to show her how much you really cared? Have you ever reached out in the night to touch her? Just to make sure that she was really there? Have you? Have you ever walked with her hand in yours? As you made your way down the street? Have you ever held a door open for her? Or held her chair as she took her seat? Have you ever given her your coat to protect her? From the falling rain or bitter cold night air? Have you ever held her close to your heart? And thanked God that she was there? Have you? Have you ever really loved a woman? - Me

Star Whores - Revised From The End Radio Station = Craziness !!! Lol
STAR WHORES EPISODE I: DENNIS THE MENACE REVISED EDITION Not that long ago, in a galaxy that's actually kinda close to here, if you make a left at Nebula 5(whatever the f*ck that is), there was a nerdy kid named Ogly Want-Somebooty. He was kinda nerdy, and if you got to know him, he could be a real pain in the asss. But he was a Gaydi, a mystical warrior who carried around a giant glowing dildo. If it touched you, it would give you such an orgasm that you would die. Kinda like your sister, but only my dick can survive something like that. So anyway. He hung around with this pedophile named Queer Gon'-Wind. So they went to this watery jungle type place and they found an annoying gay lizard named More-More-Dicks. He went, "Loo loo loo! Mesa like-a da peeenis!" He had a long tongue. I still don't get why he's gay; he could have any woman with that tongue. So then they make the gay frog tell them where the hot queen is.

Flint Cracks Down On New Fashion Trend
Flint Cracks Down On New Fashion Trend Flint Police Cracking Down On 'Saggers' Police Cracking Down On Plummeting Waistlines FLINT, Mich. -- Flint police are warning city residents to pull up their pants – literally. On Thursday, Flint police chief David Dicks released a memo that Flint will be the latest city to campaign against pants that slip below waistlines. Anyone wearing pants or shorts that expose their buttocks can be arrested for indecent exposure, according to the memo. According to Dicks, those who reveal their underwear and dress in this manner as a form of "self expression" are no longer practicing free speech. “How are you going to get arrested for something you wear?” said one Flint resident. The memo states that sagging pants will now rise to the crime of indecent exposure and or disorderly persons. Experts and other cities have said the "bare your britches look" reflects laziness and encourages gang activities. However, Dominique Clack argues t

Marriage
When the earth was first made, all things were present, but people saw only their isolation from one another and from the mountains and rivers that had created them. For a long time, each creature followed a separate path, until the first man looked at the first woman and envisioned an unity not seen before. From their love, happiness was created and a thread soon connected man to woman, stars to trees, and the tongue of the ocean to the thrust of the rock. Some called it nature, others called it the plan of the universe. But between men and women arose a bond of love, unbroken to the present day.

Hold On
Hold on to what is good, Even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, Even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, Even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your life, Even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to my hand, Even if someday I'll be gone away from you. A Pueblo Indian Prayer

Live Your Life
So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none. When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time

Beach Cake
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 baked 13- by 9- by 2-inch cake 2 1/2 cups blue frosting 1/4 cup white frosting 1 cup graham cracker crumbs Candy rocks Birthday candles Plastic Hawaiian dancers Candy flower sprinkles Plastic palm trees Fruit Stripe gum (surfboards) Plastic figures LifeSavers (inner tubes) Sour tape, cut into 1-inch lengths (beach blankets) Paper parasols Plastic dolphin or gummy fish 1. Lightly coat the entire cake with a thin layer of blue frosting. Swirl extra blue frosting on two thirds of the cake to create the ocean with waves and a curvy shoreline. Add whitecaps by squirting white frosting through a pastry bag. 2. To make the sandy beach, sprinkle graham cracker crumbs on the remaining third of the cake (the crumbs will stick to the thin layer of frosting). Next, let your kids help you turn the cake into a bustling beach. Arrange a circle of candy rocks around a candle bonfire. 3. Add Hawaiian dan

Native Women
One Flaw In Native Women Native Women have strengths that amaze many. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Native Women come in all sh

Set Me Free
Pulsated thrusting Heighened sensations Loud moans When we're together. Take me to The secret place The place of Your fantasy And erotic sensations. Use my body For Your gratification May i live to serve And to please You. Set me free With each orgasm Free from self Free to be Yours.

Sex 4
Sex She giggled and smiles knowing how it would be, She knew what she wanted, a matter of time you see, She dressed with care; she fixed up her hair, She bathed, and she preened, She made her self-clean, Selecting a dress it showed her at her best, Her new lingerie gave her desire away, The fire deep inside, Made her pussy wet and slide, This was her night; this was in for the kill, She squeezed her hard nipples feeling the thrill. When she walked heads always turned, When she talked in her low, sweet sexy voice, Ears moved to listen, Her eyes were like magnets, attracting all in her sight, She wanted a cock between her tight thighs tonight, Nameless, faceless men, all moved into her space, Gazing at the pure beauty of this glamorous face. A dark man, with skin the colour of night Caught her attention, this beautiful sight, She lifted her glass; she dipped her tongue in, Sipping it slowly, caressing the rim, Slowly her hand followed her curves, W

Sex5
I feel your fingers as they slip inside They rip my panties pulling them to the side I lean in to kiss you my tongue sucking yours My hand on your cock As we fall to the floor Our bodies as one as my legs slowly spread My pussy lips begin to tingle as they kiss your cock head Your body is warm Your muscles are tight I want nothing more Then to be your whore tonight Your cock fucks into me My back gently arches I kiss you harder and fuck you Mmmm fuck you in the darkness The floor is cold My body is hot My pussy wants all Wants all that you got You pound into me Your cock forcing its way My pussy sucks up your shaft It's wanting to play Harder and deeper Your cock bangs my womb I look up into the darkness To see a spinning room I groan and I scream You growl and you moan Fucking and pounding Sending me to that zone Yes baby, that's it I shudder and shake Your cock rocks my pussy Like an erotic earthquake Yes Yes Yes, don't qu

Fairies Of Love
May these faries and angels bring you much love, happiess and great joy. Filling you with the greatest joy and love. giving you smiles when you feel like no one cares. just look at them and know each one is love, happiness, hugs, and kiss' filled with love from me to you!~Donna~

Baltimore
Beat-up little seagull On a marble stair Tryin' to find the ocean Lookin' everywhere Hard times in the city In a hard town by the sea Ain't nowhere to run to There ain't nothin' here for free Hooker on the corner Waitin' for a train Drunk lyin' on the sidewalk Sleepin' in the rain And they hide their faces And they hide their eyes 'Cause the city's dyin' And they don't know why Oh, Baltimore Man, it's hard just to live Oh, Baltimore Man, it's hard just to live, just to live Get my sister Sandy And my little brother Ray Buy a big old wagon Gonna haul us all away Livin' in the country Where the mountain's high Never comin' back here 'Til the day I die Oh, Baltimore Man, it's hard just to live Oh, Baltimore Man, it's hard just to live, just to live

Little Criminals
What you wanna come back here for? Thought you're with your uptown friends Don't need none of your junkie business You gonna screw us up again Get your blackjack off my table Get your coat out of my rack We don't need you 'round here, jerk-off Chuck, I want you off my back 'Cause we've almost made it We've almost made it We've almost made it to the top Got a gun from Uncle Freddy Got a station all picked out Got a plan and now we're ready Gonna take that station out So you go on about your business You just leave use folks alone We don't need no two-bit junkie Screwin' up our happy home 'Cause we've almost made it We've almost made it We've almost made it to the top We've almost made it We've almost made it We've almost made it to the top

Political Science
No one likes us-I don't know why We may not be perfect, but heaven knows we try But all around, even our old friends put us down Let's drop the big one and see what happens We give them money-but are they grateful? No, they're spiteful and they're hateful They don't respect us-so let's surprise them We'll drop the big one and pulverize them Asia's crowded and Europe's too old Africa is far too hot And Canada's too cold And South America stole our name Let's drop the big one There'll be no one left to blame us We'll save Australia Don't wanna hurt no kangaroo We'll build an All American amusement park there They got surfin', too Boom goes London and boom Paree More room for you and more room for me And every city the whole world round Will just be another American town Oh, how peaceful it will be We'll set everybody free You'll wear a Japanese kimono And there'll be Italian shoes for me They all hate us anyhow So let's drop the big one now Let's dro

You've Got A Friend In Me
You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me When the road looks rough ahead And you're miles and miles from your nice warm bed You just remember what your old pal said Boy, you've got a friend in me Yeah, you've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me If you got troubles I got them too There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you We stick together, we can see it through Cause you've got a friend in me Yeah, you've got a friend in me Some other folks might be a little bit smarter than I am Bigger and stronger too Maybe But none of them Will ever love you The way I do It's me and you, boy And as the years go by, Our friendship will never die You're gonna see it's our destiny You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me Yea You've got a friend in me.

God's Song (that's Why I Love Mankind)
Cain slew Abel, Seth knew not why For if the children of Israel were to multiply Why must any of the children die? So he asked the Lord And the Lord said: Man means nothing, he means less to me Than the lowliest cactus flower Or the humblest Yucca tree He chases round this desert 'Cause he thinks that's where I'll be That's why I love mankind I recoil in horror fro the foulness of thee From the squalor and the filth and the misery How we laugh up here in heaven at the prayers you offer me That's why I love mankind The Christians and the Jews were having a jamboree The Buddhists and the Hindus joined on satellite TV They picked their four greatest priests And they began to speak They said, "Lord, a plague is on the world Lord, no man is free The temples that we built to you Have tumbled into the sea Lord, if you won't take care of us Won't you please, please let us be?" And the Lord said And the Lord said I burn down your cities-how blind you must be

A Fool In Love
Look at the light coming over me Show me a man whos gentle and kind And i'll show you a loser Now, show me a man who takes what he wants Ohhhhhhhhh how exciting Ohhhhhhhhh how exciting So the poet sings When you're a fool in love And nothing goes the way you plan And no one cares and no one understands That you're a fool and you're in love Never another spring for you, Never a robin to sing for you, You're out there on your own When you're a fool in love When you're a fool in love Seems like the skies are always grey You turn around there's someone in your way And it's you, and you're in love Sometimes you think that your luck has changed And a rainbow explodes 'cross the sky, But when you're a fool in love You'll be a fool 'til the day you die

1 Year Anniversary On August 7th,2008
Some of you guys know me,knows that a year ago August 7th I made a positive move with my life.As I was on my way i had many thoughts running threw my head and all i was kinda worried about leaving my family behind and what I really knew well. But as i arrived to the meeting point I was wondering what She thought of me being the first time I met her in person,we didn't exactly take it slow ether but threw out the months of up's and downs we worked out wonderfully,As i write this I can honestly say that Heathers the most loving and understanding person I have ever known,and also we soon plain to be married I know there's an age difference but I really don't give a shit what people think about that. The fact is that we have had a good first year together,we work well together and i am really ready to settle down and be with some one for good. I tried that before but as most of you know that didn't really work out as I dreamed,but I know that the higher power was looking

Why I've Been Mia!
1st off let me say this is a personal blog. Yes I need to talk and get my mind off this! Well about 2 years ago my older son's dad wanted more time with our son. So back to court we went. Now things got really crazy to the point the Ref wanted the child removed from my home. Why??? IDK but, I think it had to do with my real mother. Guess lying about my life and doing me wrong wasn't enough. Since I stopped contact and pushed her out of our lifes she goes n helps my son's dad. I know some may not believe me. But, trust me I could show u the court order and you'd look really stuck and dumb founded. The evaluation is WAY WORSE. But, I can not do this cause I was talking to the news media and trying to get help EVERYWHERE. Since it involves a child they won't touch it. So in the end I have NO choice but, to settle with our son going to live with his father. O the big kick is if his father n GF break up I'm good enough to raise him in my care again. Its really scarey my friend on here

Underweardust
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go un-rewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Heck is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'Mary,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'

So Totally Fed Up
how is it that when you give your heart to someone, they take it out of your chest and rip it up and not think twice about the consequences? i loved someone with all my heart, and he did nothing but make me look like a fool. i dont see how it is fair that karma hasnt come back to bite him in the ass yet. its not fair. i am such a good person, with a big heart and a lot of love to give to that right man. i stopped looking years ago for that special someone, but i am finding more and more that the only people that find me are men that really care about nothing but themselves. . . i am soooooo over the whole dating thing. . . okay. . . sorry :P just had to vent off a little steam. . . FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO LIKE TO LEAVE RUDE ASS COMMENTS ON PEOPLE'S BLOGS, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT DOING IT TO MINE. THIS IS A WAY FOR ME TO VENT, AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ IT. KEEP YOUR NEGATIVITY TO YOURSELF AND THOSE AROUND YOU, BECAUSE THIS IS NOT THE TIME OR THE PLACE FOR IT. THANK YOU AND HAVE A GO

Hell, Defined. . .an Old Classic. . .
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.

First Time You See Or Meet Someone.
Ok its what happens when we've met a person for the first time, we start to label or judge them just by what we see. The way they talk,walk,act,look,dress,smell you get what I'm saying right? Well its not always the best thing to do! Why? If you do you might not see them for who they really are but for what you thought they are! TRUE OR FALSE?

I Chose Death Over Pain
I Chose Death Over Pain Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

After Your Gone
After Your Gone After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

I Guess You Don't Know
I Guess You Don't Know I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

Always
Always Everything in life happens for a reason sometimes it is not all pleasant but there are those rare times when things happen to better us for me one day I met someone that touched my life so softly I made her a dear friend of mine she tells me not to be concerned for her but I can't do that Please remember that I am always with you When you hear the wind howl it is me whispering words of faith and love When you feel the sun touch your skin it is me letting you know that I am there for you When you feel the rain hit your face it is me shedding tears of joy that I share with you When the sky looks grim and dark remember there is always light to chase the dark away And when you feel blue or lost remember that I am here for you You are never alone I am there with you in many ways ALWAYS

You're Hazel Green Eyes
You're Hazel Green Eyes: Your hazel green eyes Are like the forest on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of song-full birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and endless love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I want nothing more than to spend the Rest of my life in that very moment.

You Taught Me How To Laugh Again
You Taught Me How To Laugh Again: You taught me how to laugh again And gave me back my smile, Restored my faith in life when Everything seemed vile. You were as if the sun came up Upon my bitter night, bade the Blackness and called up A joyful morning light. And inexplicably my heart Rose up and twirled me round, So sudden in its expert art I scarcely touched the ground. With you I am still filled with light And all my feelings dance. You are my song, my wings, my flight, My truth love and my romance.

Love Wasn't Enough
Love wasn't enough Love was not enough for us, Though we were much in love. We started down the well-worn path, But it was not destined to be. Delight was not enough for us, Nor tenderness that moved Through times of angry dissension Towards some dark, bitter sea. Our differences were far too great, Our lives too far apart. We didn't have much in common, But put that truth aside Until one day it was too late To reignite the heart. The love that we had It dwindled and died. Now I feel my loss As constant pain, As deep and inconsolable, Unbearable regret. And all alone I have to cross That desert once again That I might know that I had loved Too much to soon forget.

Snow
Snow See the white stuff falling see it cover the ground wraps it in a blanket as it deadens all the sound if I scream will someone hear me can you feel the coldness as it enters my soul will you warm me will you keep me by your side the cold winds of change are coming will someone be there when the way is clear The snow is falling on the ground leaving whiteness all around now it covers everything makes it so I can not see my way is lost will there be someone there waiting for me no I can not see Now I see all is white and to me it is too bright so I wait for the dark to fall and to hear the maiden call I long to hear her when she calls Let me GO!

Bat Country
He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite. Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right. Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free. Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the at

Suicide Note Pt. I
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine [Pre] When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time [Chorus] Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame? [Pre] [Chorus]

Hold At All Costs
Just a mile or so away Is my dearest friend in this world. He wears the Blue and I the Grey And god it hurts me so The last time we were together I grabbed his hand and I pledged If I ever draw my sword on you May the good lord strike me dead. The union flank's in trouble To the round top on the double A bad decision, insubordination Exposed our lie in a dangerous way The burden lies upon us Surrender is not an option We are the flank and if we break The union crumbles, We could lose the war! Down below's the carnage The rebel's charging onward Push the slaughter forward, the peach orchard. Through the wheat field and devils den The valour of the Texans And Alabama's best men Their Unrelenting and Devastating The last full measure of devotion's clear. [Chorus:] We know what we're made of. When up against all odds we hold our line For the cause that we so love We must hold at all cost We know what we're made of when our nation needs us we'll stay

Telephone Calls
Telephone calls Apartment A is at it again Paper thin walls she's been sleeping around with other men and other women but right about now her head is swimming he's breakin' up the furniture screamin' and a yellin' about to beat the hell outta her CHORUS 1 Television ringin' in my ear I've been thinkin' Haven't had a break in 20 years I've been drinkin' Telephone calls insanity is just another ring away [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Tyy ] I get the paper take a look at it every single day Another episode another life flushed down the camode(spelling?) We're all carrying such a heavy load I get no slack it's breakin' my back CHORUS 2 Television ringin' in my ear, I've been drinkin' Haven't had a break in 20 years I've been thinkin' get me out of here.. 'til the coast is clear Television ringin'in my ear, I've been thinkin' Haven't had a break in 20 years I keep drinkin' Television ringin' in my ear, I keep drinkin' liquor, wine, and beer I'

Citizen Of The World..not...omg
You a Not a Citizen of the World When it comes to what's going on in the world, you stay blissfully unaware. You are too busy to be concerned with what's happening halfway around the world. And while it may it may be easy to stay in your comfort zone, you may end up getting left behind. Everything and everyone is going more global every day... and you need to keep up! Are You a Citizen of the World?

Doctor My Eyes
Doctor, my eyes have seen the years, Through the slow parade of tears wtihout crying, Now I want to understand, I have dane all that I could To see evil and the good without hiding, You must help me if you can Doctor My Eyes Tell me what is wrong Was I unwise to leave them open for so long? As I've wandered through this world As each moment has unfurled, I've been waiting to awaken from this dream, I never notice them until I got this feeling, That its later that it seems, Doctor My Eyes Tell me what is real I hear cries Just saying "Its' too late for me", Guitar Solo Doctor My Eyes Cannot be disguised Is this the prize for having learned how not to cry?

Swallowed
warm sun feed me up i'm leery loaded up loathing for a change and i slip some boil away swallowed followed heavy about everything but my love swallowed sorrowed i'm with everyone and yet not i'm with everyone and yet not i'm with everyone and yet not just wanna be myself hey you said that you would love to try some hey you said that you would love to die some in the middle of a world on a fishhook you're the wave you're the wave you're the wave swallowed borrowed heavy about everything but my love swallowed hollowed sharp about everyone but yourself swallowed oh no i'm with everyone and yet not i'm with everyone and you're not i'm with everyone and yet not piss on self-esteem forward busted knee sick head blackened lungs and i'm a simple selfish son swallowed followed oh no i'm with everyone and yet not got to get away from here got to get away from here i miss the one that i love a lot i miss the one that i love a lot

Say What You Will.........
THAT'S RIGHT I GO TO THE DRUM CIRCLE,I DANCE AND SING....I DO NOT LIKE WEARING SHOES You are a Hippie You are a total hippie. While you may not wear birks or smell of incense, you have the soul of a hippie. You don't trust authority, and you do as you please. You're willing to take a stand, even when what you believe isn't popular. You like to experiment with ideas, lifestyles, and different subcultures. You always gravitate toward what's radical and subversive. Normal, mainstream culture doesn't really resonate with you.

"she (ref To The Dog) Is Just Like You !"
That's what my son said when I complained about is dog... a female PHAROAH HOUND... dripped blood all over the sofa and rug the first and second years she has been in the family. I recoiled from immediate respose to that blurted and obviously unplanned revelation of his opinion of me. I'm the muthuh that keeps a rof over his head. I'm the same muthuh that fed him and put a roof over his head all the while he grew up. I am the MUTHUH who bought him his first car... bed... desk and afforded him a reprieve for doing most of his everything else. BUT... I'm like his dog. OKAY. OKAy... I could get pissed off or I could create rationaliztion that would save both his ass and his pride. OKAY... so a dog is equal in value to some muthuh that corals him in a place of comfort. Okay... the dog has a "poon tang" in words of some noteable older man.. that would be the ROCK, whom he much admires. I... his MUTHUH, am equal to his dog what will not bark or bite any sould that threatens to enter now will

A Beautiful Thing
Why is it hard to say What my heart so yearns to speak? I notice everything you do When you drop a pencil, The way you laugh, The way your head drops when you hear a sad story. A beautiful thing Our love could be, But never shall we know If I can't speak the words. Jenna C.Miller

Support Your International Bastid Farm...
normally, those are birds that run rampant across north Africa and European nations. But in America, the term tends to refer to children of UNMARRIED COUPLES. Born out of wedlock is still the denomination earned by children born to unwed mothers... like my daughter. The difference is that in today's society OUT OF WEDLOCK births are the "in thing." This morning's sequel of GRACE UNDER FIRE addressed the subject relaying "old fashioned" standards of rushing into marriage... for the child's sake, or leaving one's home town area to give birth to an ILLEGITAMATE baby. It has become a popular behavior and therein, self consoling for my daughter and others like her who are determined to bring bastard farming to the forefront in the United states. Her children are (per that definition) ... all GARCIA's ... named after their unmarried mother. They have their fathers names only because the fathers are locable by their mother. Only one father signed his acknowledgment as fathering his child. O

She Knows
She Knows Deep down you know She'll never be the one Who sparkled Like water in the sun. The sweet young thing Who left your life; Thoughts of her Still make you cry. But she knows Her love isn't enough, Though you're her star That fell from above. And you don't know That her heart cries, Because everyday She tries and tries and tries. She knows you better Than you know yourself, And she knows what's tucked away In your mind, upon that shelf. She's not good enough; She knows she can't compare; No matter how hard she tries, Her love can't hold you there. But she loves you so; Never wants to let you go; Won't let the tears show, Even though she knows... Copyright 2008 Missy Harrell

Camping..
wow okay so am burnt cripsy right now from the camping trip.. -groans at my daughter- and here she is planning the next one on Sunday again .. GGgggreat !!! -laughs- oh well was just us two but we still had a blast. but let me just say all the setup is a *bleep* alone... and she made me miss the Shinedown concert ...-laughs-...guess i'll live ..but ehs i need a nap before work tonight gotta be there at 10pm and wow i'm bushed right now plus it's starting to storm as well write back later ..

Swimsuit
You Are No Swimsuit You are totally, completely comfortable with your body. And you're not judgmental about other people's bodies either. You are connected to nature. You feel best when you are outdoors. You are a serene and peaceful person. You focus on what's truly important... not material possessions. What Kind of Swimsuit Are You?

Happy Hump Day!!!!
Tomorrow is a gift--never forget to apprciate those you love and who matters in your life.Today i am showing my appreciation for "our" friendship.Thank you my friend.Have yourself a very rosey day.Wishing you love,peace and health. lotsa love,~Donna~

Rumors
So as everyone knows I am married...if you don't know I am!! I love my hubby very much...my hubby is away and stupid people need to stop making up rumors and saying that I am single...WFT anywhoo if this is the site they thought I was on...then know that your a bastard to spread a rumor like that ex. being where you are!! How dare you try to make our marriage one of your toys..shame on you!! I love my hubby more then anything in the worl I would like to let everyone on her know that~~!! Mrs.Perry

Kendog's Contest Bully
WELCOME TO KENDOG'S VIP CONTEST HERE ARE THE RULES 1.NO CHEATING Any one cought cheating will be pulled from the contest 2. GOOD SPORTSMENSHIIP IS A MUST Any bomber cought bad mouthing other contestens will be pulled from the contest (this includes bombing family members and friends) 3.ALL BOMBERS ARE WELCOME BOMBER FAMILYS AND FREELANCRES 4. ONE MEMBER PER FAMILY PLEASE 5. AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE AND FAN THE HOST LAST BUT NOT LEAST GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN 9AM CENTRAL TIME ON TUESDAY THE 1ST AND END AT MIDNIGHT ON SATURDAY THE 5TH KENDOG Kendog a.k.a. Thunderlips@ fubar ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR CONTESTENT*** Harley Rider Prowler AKA Loki Ms. Trouble SoldierBoy666 BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar

Brunettes
What's black and blue and brown and laying in a ditch? A brunette who's told too many blonde jokes. What's a brunette's mating call? "Has the blonde left yet?" What's the real reason a brunette keeps her figure? No one else wants it. Why are so many blonde jokes one-liners? So brunettes can remember them. What do you call a brunette in a room full of blondes? Invisible. What do you call going on a blind date with a brunette? Brown-bagging it. Why didn't Indians scalp brunettes? The hair from a buffalo's butt was more manageable. Why is the brunette considered an evil color? When was the last time you saw a blonde witch? What do brunettes miss most about a great party? The invitation. What do you call a good looking man with a brunette? A hostage. Who makes bras for brunettes? Fisher-Price. Why are brunettes so proud of their hair? It matches their mustache.

Alligators
An elderly man in Louisiana had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back.It was properly shaped for swimming, so he fixed it up nice picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and looks it over. He grabbed a five-gallon bucket to bring back some fruit.As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee..As he came closer, he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, 'We're not coming out until you leave! The old man frowned, 'I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked.' Holding the bucket up he said, 'I'm here to feed the alligator.

Do You Remember When.????
THIS IS WELL WORTH THE READING ........DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel out, lay rubber or watch submarin

Genesis
In the beginning . . . On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house, drool, and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty year

Drowning In A River Of My Own Blood
No one understands they never have and never will they can't see that i keep going down hill they don't see the razor they don't see the blood they'll never know just why i want to cause this crimson flood they think they know everything about me but really they don't they think i will confide in them but really i won't i will never let them in as that has only ever caused pain they think they can help but they don't see i'm going insane so i will carry on day by day and this razor is the only one that will always stay

Poem
Foggy Daze A sweet, calm smile rests on my face, But if you stare into my eyes, Storm clouds billow and churn, Tears glaze like rainy day skies. I haven't seen the sun Since I don't know when, A misty gray shroud Blocks and clouds my vision. My life's been taken over By a sadistic grandfather clock. Time haunts and taunts me, There's no way to keep up. But if you ask me how I've been, Invariably I'll look up and grin; For what more is there to say Besides, "Oh, I'm OK."

Doubts
ever start to get excited about something or feel happy about something and then once you start to think about it, it seems too good to be true? and so you start questioning things and having doubts flood your mind? i hate that, but it's mildly there. i want to believe this is real, but because of past experience, and a few other things, the doubts are starting to beat at me. probably cause whenever there's something i really want or start to actually get happy/excited about, it doesn't happen for whatever reason. and it becomes a big disappointment. i don't want that with this at all, so i'm even more on edge about it. i knew i shouldn't have let myself feel too happy about it... and no, don't really feel like giving details. if you are reading this, and you think you understand, then go ahead and ask/comment. but otherwise, just consider this "venting".

Is She That Into You?? - Great Article On The Opposite Sex. . .
She's just not that into you -- or is she? Story Highlights Dating world can be full of confusing signals -- especially for men Study: Woman better at reading facial expressions, body language Expert: Men more likely to heed woman's words, than her actions Single guy: Maybe women should keep us guessing --we like a challenge By Sarah Jio (LifeWire) -- When it comes to women, says Mark Tardif, 44, sometimes it's hard to tell what they're thinking. Last year, the college administrator from Waterville, Maine, met an attractive woman at a conference and was having a great conversation over a glass of wine. Then something unexpected happened: "She undid the plastic clasp holding her hair in a bun, letting her blond hair fall, then flipped it side to side." Tardif was confused. Could it really be a sign of interest, he thought? No, he finally decided. "I told myself to get real and put it aside," he says. And so when the evening was over, there was no linge

Green Driver
You Are a Fairly Green Driver You driving isn't the greenest, but it's greener than most people. Whether you have a fuel efficient car or try not to speed, you try not to use a lot of gas. You do your best to drive less. However, it's not always possible. You may end up driving more than you'd like, but at least you're doing what you can! Are You a Green Driver?

Jimmy Page & Robert Plant-nobody's Fault But Mine
Nobody's fault but mine Nobody's fault but mine Tryin' to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine Got a Bible in my home Got a Bible in my ho-oo-oh-oo-ome Tryin' to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine, yeah My sister, she told me to roll My sister, she told me to ro-oo-oll How to roll down to the light Nobody's fault but mine, ohh Nobody's fault but mine Nobody's fault but mine Tryin' to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine, take it home take it home Oh ma ma home I got a monkey on my back I got a monkey on my back, back, back How to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine, yeah Nobody's fault but mine Nobody's fault but mine How to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine, whoo hoo hoo Ahh, nobody's fault but mine Nobody's fault but mine How to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault but mine Oh, yeah Nobody's fault but mine Nobody's fault but mine Tryin' to raise my soul to light Nobody's fault

I'm Sorry
I’m sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk,I’m sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised,I’m sorry That I’m not good enough to be "your one",I’m sorry That I am actually nice;not a jerk,I’m sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club,I’m sorry I would rather be with and hold you in my arms no matter what unlike some people do,I’m sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to date,I’m sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn’t get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guy,I’m sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend,I’m sorry If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes a

On The Balcony
On a recently passed evening my wife and I sat on our balcony of our apartment, enjoying the last passing moments of the sunset. I filled her glass with more wine as she smiled at me. I could see a relaxed look in her eyes, and from how I was feeling I was having a bit of a head change as well. The breeze picked up and chills swept across our bodies. Her nipples hardened thru her shirt. She looked down at her tits and looked at me and giggled. "Cold baby?" I asked knowingly. "How bout we go to the hot tub over by the pool?" She nodded with a grin as she swallowed her wine in about two gulps. We changed quickly stopping a couple of times to play grab ass with each other playfully. I got hard when she came at me from behind and reached around to grab my balls. I turned to her and bit her lightly on the neck. She squeaked and let go with a big grin. We soon headed out to the hot tub and opened the gate. The smell of BBQ was in the air and we saw two young guys and two young girls stan

Untitled
She lay back on the firm bed carefully. Her wrists were chained behind her and she didn't want to become bruised. Her long auburn hair was cast over her shoulders and draped around her breasts. Her eyes were blue-green but concealed behind a silken scarf. Pale, freshly washed skin blushed in the morning light. Her black bra and panties were all that were between her and the man that stood over her. She could feel his presence, his eyes, his power over her. Her lips parted in a silent, quivering moan as she thought about pleasing him. She squeezed her knees together, squirming on the bed, as she felt the throbbing insistence of her sex. She wanted him inside her, stretching her and filling her, but even more so, she wanted to please him with her mouth. Her lips and tongue, and yes, even her swallowing and gagging throat were her most useful gifts to her Master. She knew he was prowling around her, watching her, enjoying her anticipation. She felt his breath on her neck and his lips tick

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The moon was shinning through the window glazing on her face as she laid there. My eyes was gazing at the beauty of the site of her eyes. It was a Friday night I felt we should be out dancing the night away instead We decided to stay in and watch movies. Although I had a plan of my own. She would never forget. I went into the bathroom and lit candles all around. Then turned on soft music to entice the the mood. I just could not wait to get the night going. I slipped into something really sexy and made my way back into the living room. There she laid so delicate so beautiful just a t-shirt and panties on. I walked over to her and leaned down and kissed her. Her response was was in the kiss. Then asked where did you get that outfit? As she slid her hand up my thigh.I Joined her on the couch giving her a small massage softly kissing her neck and back. I take off her T-Shirt reviling her 38dd as I placed them in my hands softly kissing her soft lips. I took one nipple between two finge

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The alarm went off I slowly opened my eyes pushed the button and got up. I had so many plans today but where to start. I got up went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Thinking as I went down the stairs in my little white see through nightie nipples still hard from the coldness of the room not remembering that a friend had stayed the night on the couch. I took a seat beside him thinking he was still asleep spreading my legs watching tv. I noticed him glancing at my pussy so I closed my legs. Good morning would you like breakfast? He sat up and looked up at me no thanks. As we sat there watching this movie that had lots of sex in it my pussy began to get really wet so i would slowly open and close my thighs showing off my hairy pussy not knowing that a hairy pussy is a turn off but i kept playing with him teasing him moving around moving my hands down lifting my nightie more and more rubbing my nipples making them harder. The smell of my pussy was just going around it was invit

Dena's Fantasy
Dena lay in her bed, pondering the day. Today was 'her' day. Her responsibilities taken care of, her calendar clear. The satin sheets might have seemed a little extravagant but she liked how they made her naked body feel when she slept. She arched her back in a morning stretch and her nipples grazed the fine fabric immediately bringing them to attention. She had wonderful breasts – and she knew it. They were not oversized or undersized or anything like that, they were a large C, maybe a D, but were the text book perfect shape with silver dollar sized areolas and long delectable nipples. They suited her frame very well. Dena glanced down to her nipples as she stretched. She smiled to herself as the fingertip sized buds easily made their presence known through the flimsy bed covering. She knew there were lots of people – both men and women – that would be happy to sample her offerings if she was to appease. But that wasn't her way. She mostly stayed to herself, was happy to be single,

Own Me
I think I would like to have an owner here... someone to keep me for one month. I will go by keeping track of bids placed... since I am not sure how to make a 'contest'. I will just end this 'auction' at mindight EST on Saturday June 12/13. Looking forward to see who gets to own me. Love and kisses.

Funny :), But True :(
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1 .. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10... Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start

'no Tear Onion' And Mortality
I often take an interest in reading about new developments in science and technology, and there are some websites I often take the time to read. When I hear scientists have made an onion that can be peeled without making you cry, I am more than happy to know scientists are spending time usefully and being paid good money for such helpful work. My whole life I have dreamed of the day I can cut onions without my eyes watering. This is a complete waste of time and useful in no way. I can solve the problem in seconds, the trick is to not form an emotional bond with the onion, then when it has to be peeled you will not feel so bad. If that was not ridiculous enough, prepare to be amazed, there has been another revelation in science as well. http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/viewnews.php?id=119159 Immortality, its about time they started working on it because its clearly a logical thing to be thinking about. A shocking figure of 100% of the worlds population has or will fall victim

My Sorry Life
my life is just like the video made by slipknot called left behind. it explain my life to a T. I still keep moving on even if the people in my life hate my guts. i need to find a women who can change my sorry life around and tell me how to treat a women right and the way she wants to be treated. i also need to stop asking women to just sleep with me and quit be a little kid who just want to fuck the titty off a female. but my life is so fucked up i work a sluaghter house here in wapak ohio and make below mim wage doing it lol!!!!!!!!! so if some think they can help me please give me a call at 419 296 9183. but is true friend even think he can too better if he just buts his mind too it!!!!!!!!

Ive Done 109 Things Out Of A Grand Total Of 143
Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex SO FAR: 3 Level 2 (x) Are/Been In Love (x) Dumped someone (x) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired (x)Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped Class (x) Slept With A co-worker (x) Seen Someone/Something Die SO FAR: 12 Level 4 (x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Myspace Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 14 Level 5 (x) Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace ( ) Been in a Mosh Pit SO FAR: 16 Level 6 (x) Been in an abusive relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (x) Made A Snow Angel SO FAR: 21 Level 7 ( ) Had A Tea Party (x) Flown A Kite (x) Built A Sand Castle ( ) Gone mudding (x) Played Dress Up SO FAR: 24 Level 8 ( ) Jumped

Poem
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Promise Me
You only live once, so live it right. Promise me you'll smile. Promise you'll cry. Promise me love. And promise no hate. Live for the moment that your in, not the moment tomorrow brings. Live for the life that you have, not the that you want. Love all the ones who adore you. Love all the ones who don't. Do all you say you will. Go to all the places you want to see. Experience all the things you want too. But can you promise me... That you'll find a love worth finding. Love only one man or woman with all that you can. And never, ever keep it hiding. Find something deep and grand. Live for today and not tomorrow. Treasue each day that you have. Live for something worth fighting for. And give all that you have. Promise me...

Alone
So i sit here with a house full with family. You would think i would be feeling happy, loved & okay....well sadly I dont. They say boys & friends will come and go but your family will always be there. But its clear, thats not the case here. Left out and lonely, and out of place. Thats what i face Every day and every night. While they plan they're day all together at the same place. I'm just there, Unheard and not noticed. Is that fair? It never is, but i dont say a word. Does it even matter they wont even remember me. Again....

Castle On Transylvania Hill
The wind howls as the clouds glide across the night sky, he lurks within the thick forest, mad and horrible to see. All the evil that he may, he does. He goeth to and fro, about his solitary place, seeking man, in order to devour him. A tall, pale, night creature with two fangs, neither living or dead walks round a room with the light beaming to the outside world. He wonders into his own mind as to what this creature will bring or do to this world under the guidance of himself. He too is a shadow, a disembodied invisible spirit, a bag full of blood which rolls down the road, a boneless person with bloodshot eyes without a nose and with metal teeth. He’s also known to throttle his relatives in their sleep, rides the horses, and drinks the blood of the cattle. If the sunray touches him he turns into a bloody spot on the ground. He must be killed on the 40th day or else he will take on flesh and is able to live and reproduce just like any normal human being. But it was all a book noth

Part Two
My eyes open and find myself looking up, both eyes flex from side to side but I do not see anything. There is no light there are no stars in the sky and no clouds floating by. Underneath me is no grass or sand, the ground feels hard and sharp like an animal with spikes. The air is still and there is no breeze to ease the pressure that sits around you. Not a single plant or tree is in view, it is just nothing. Maybe this is other side of the world, the side that no one sees, and the side that no one talks about. A wall feels as though it is blocking the communication between him and me. His thoughts seem to be lost somewhere and I cannot track them, but I think he still senses me. I somehow sense the sexual behavior that he communicates across, but nothing more. It flows gently around me and the power is intense, my body is beginning to get hot and the power within me is building fast which I find unable to control. Breathing is becoming erratic unable to control, feelings from with

Part Three
The sensations deep inside are beginning to fade, quietness is settling and my body is coming back down. What had just occurred was beyond my wildest dreams, nothing could have prepared me for the quest that I was set out to do. The tree that was covered in gold leaves seems to be covered in green leaves as well, I sit up and watch as gold turns green and the fruit ripens turning from red to green. The hill that stood alone is now surrounded by woodland and forest; tall trees high above the world look down and give shelter to birds and animals. It was an amazing feeling watching the world grow before your eyes, watching flowers grow from deep beneath the ground. I turn round and see the first man lying beside me, his body still as he sleeps not knowing the events that are occurring around him, he looks as peaceful as he sleeps under the apple tree. We are the first human life on this world, the first to breath and see the wonders that surround us, but now we must bring new life the tim

New Sexy Linkage
Melinda shows off her pole dance skills http://www.arouzed.com/Babes/100.Melinda-shows-off-her-pole-dance-skills.html Blindfolded Surprise http://dimez.org/Hardcore/63.Blindfolded-Surprise.html J-Lee http://www.webgirlsonline.net/uzgals/templates/Gallery/J_Lee-index.php Beautiful Eyes http://www.webgirlsonline.net/uzgals/templates/Gallery/my-server-index.php Victorias-Secret/ http://www.kontraband.com/pics/12790/What-Is-Victorias-Secret/ Nakie-Belly-Dancers/ http://www.kontraband.com/pics/12791/Nakie-Belly-Dancers/ Squirting Pleasure http://www.sockshots.com/Videos/14.Female-Ejaculation/1275.Squirting-Pleasure.html

Six Dating Behaviors That Scare Single Men Away
You're dating a guy, and it's the crucial first few weeks. You really like this guy, and you're wondering what you can do (or avoid doing) to keep this relationship going and not scare him away. The truth is there are certain things that women can do that will scare men away. Don't sabotage a potentially great relationship that could have gone somewhere by scaring a man off right at the beginning. Here are six dating behaviors guaranteed to scare men off that all women should avoid: 1. Trash-talking your ex. Don't talk negatively about an ex-boyfriend in front of a guy you're dating. I don't care if you're on your first date or on your 15th date with a guy, don't ever trash-talk your ex. Your ex is somebody you dated, invited into your life, and with whom you spent a lot of time. So don't talk negatively about your ex in any way, because what a guy thinks when you do this is that if he ever becomes your ex that you're going to trash-talk him the same way. So, when a man asks y

Triathlon Results
2 hours, 30 minutes, 12 seconds. like sixth from last place. but whatever, i suck at swimming. the half mile swim took 30 minutes. think about that. every time your car's odometer 1/10 mile thing clicks, it took me 5 minutes to go that far with my dying frog half-assed backward breast stroke. but the best part: i smoked 2 carbon fiber-ed gear queers on the cycling section, plus 4 regular joes. suckers. nobody can stand up to the 25 pounds of steel, rubber, cock, and anger that is the 1980's lemond champion bike coupled with 70's shop class welding glasses. i'm in it to win it, chumps.

To Every Girl
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to

Special Poem For My Close Friends
Sometimes in life, you find that special friend; someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in this world. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) ♥ Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ This is forever friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, I will lift you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full..... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Your friend will get you through the hard times, and the sad times, and the confused times...... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ If you turn and walk away I will follow. If you lose your way, I will guide you and cheers you on....... ♥.•´¸.•*¨)♥ ¸.•*¨) (¸♥ Your forever friend hol

Tied Together With A Smile
Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty Is the face in the mirror looking back at you You walk around here thinking you're not pretty But that's not true, cause I know you... [Chorus:] Hold on, baby, you're losing it The water's high, you're jumping into it And letting go... and no one knows You cry, but you don't tell anyone That you might not be the golden one And you're tied together with a smile But you're coming undone I guess it's true that love was all you wanted Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change Hoping it will end up in his pocket But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain Oh, cause it's not his price to pay Not his price to pay... [Repeat Chorus] You're tied together with a smile But you're coming undone... oh Goodbye, baby Goodbye, baby With a smile, baby, baby

Why Waste My Time
in the beginning there was light and then there were two of us and i sat at His right side and there is more of me in your world than you know because our conversations our relationship shaped your lives and my reward for wanting you to be more for wanting you to be better than you are hoping against hope you will reflect His perfection you poor frightened and prdjudiced things got me banished and put out of sight and i am your monster i take the blame for all your dirty deeds when i have a larger hole in my heart and compared to it you are all but fleas...

Julie Roberts *if You Had Called Yesterday Lyrics*
I'll admit it got to me Hearing your voice on the machine It took all I had to just let you talk And not pick up where we left off Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you'd come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that Last night would've been a different story But the morning sun must've done something for me â€˜Cause I bet I'd gone the other way If you'd called yesterday If you'd called yesterday This victory runs bitter sweet Through the heart and soul of me But I sip my coffee and watch the sun rise Makin' it's way to a bluer sky Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you'd come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that Last night would've been a different story But the morning sun must've done something for me â€˜Cause I bet I'd gone the other way If you'd called yeste

Alone
He lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of him the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" he thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near him, all around him, is the faint scent of despair. He looks for something to hold onto. There's nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." he thinks. "What's the point?" is what follows. His hands tremble. He wants to cry, but he can't. It's almost as if he's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," he thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. He searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All he finds are his thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is betray him. As if someone has opened the floodgates, Millions of gallons of thoughts come rushing into his mind. He struggles to stay afloat. He looks for his planking, som

Legal Eagles.."pay Up!"
WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO...other than go thru life "yesing" and "Noing" to life long questions put to us by legal authorites and others that information regarding debts owed or collectable by us continue UNADDRESSED. The judge says..."Pay alimony or child supoort" but nothing ever gets done. In some caases it's as simple as the licensed and certified attorney or elected STATES ATTORNEY doing their job of insuring collection and payment to the RIGHT INDIVIDUAL. Imagine getting a divorce and going thru court for legal custody of the children; being forced to allow paternal visits BUT NEVER being paid the monies... because that paternal authority wants to "keep his money in the family" , he claims his new girlfriend or wife is the woman he's supposed to give the money to. It's just about names and legal documents. If your name ain't on it.... butt out of it.

Plumbers Crack
LOWRISE JEANS.... Lowrise jeans...they're not just for plumber's anymore. Unless you have a tool belt strapped to your waist,there's no excuse for plumber's crack.Some people who wear lowrise jeans could be found guilty of an obscene offense.Before you crouch,be sure you pull down your shirt,or otherwise,a full moon may be a rising for everyone to see. What's the first lowrise jean hazard to watch out for? The dreaded "muffin top",or known as the "dunlap syndrome".That's when your stomach has done lapped over your jeans.This is caused by a waistband that's too low and too tight.When your tummy spills over the top or sides of your jeans,you know you are a member of the "muffin club".But there's good news for muffins everywhere.....Waistlines are on the rise.!!!! There is a $500.00 penalty in one small town in Louisiana for people who expose their buttocks and the beginning of the crack of their anus.It was noted that there was a big problem with individuals exposing mor

Loneliness
Loneliness, it's such a sad affair" sang Karen and Richard Carpenter some years ago. Sad to say for Karen she was apparently singing exactly how she felt for, feeling unloved and lonely, she starved herself to death. Probably most of us at one time or another know the painful pangs of loneliness. We were created for relationships and without sufficient love and human companionship we "limp along in the shadows of life" starving for human love, warmth and connection. I know what it's like to be lonely, too-even when among friends-with that deep down feeling that leaves one feeling empty inside. My problem? Because of past hurts I was afraid to get too close to people for fear of being hurt again. But I, too, sought the Lord in my loneliness and shared my fears, failures and insecurities with him and asked him to give me the courage to face the cause/s of my fear and to lead me to the help I needed to overcome them. I had personal issues to work on and resolve, and while it took t

Very Useful Information
Quite interesting! Keep Walking..... Just to check this out...... The Organs of your body have their sensory touches at the bottom of your foot, if you massage these points you will find relief from aches and pains as you can see the heart is on the left foot. Typically they are shown as points and arrows to show which organ it connects to. It is indeed correct since the nerves connected to these organs terminate here. This is covered in great details in Acupressure studies or textbooks. God created our body so well that he thought of even this. He made us walk so that we will always be pressing these pressure points and thus keeping these organs activated at all times. So, keep walking...

Special Love
Special Love How my Heart does Ache For that Special love That only One person Can give One day I shall Truly find My place In this world A place Where I Can truly Be happy Where I Can give All that I am, and Where I Shall be Reminded Of my Self-worth By: Kat 7/5/08

Another Great Letter From Iraq
This is another letter forwarded to me from my good friend and former athlete (who I coached), Cpt. Pat Kaufmann. The letter is from a fellow pilot friend of his when Pat was in the Marine Corps. Awesome stuff. Another interesting newsletter from my friend in Iraq. -----Original Message----- From: Robert Tifft Sent: Thu, 17 Jul 2008 6:24 am Subject: Newsletter, Vol I, No. 4 My apologies to all for the delay in this Newsletter. We have recently had the opportunity to get some training which took up the time I was using to write this. Then I was off to a conference in Bahrain. Yes, even in the middle of a war we have conferences. This one was about how we are currently using air power in CENTCOM and how we can improve. Interesting, but mostly from the perspective of watching the Air Force try to understand all the things that they need to do when they are supporting a COIN operation. One of these days they might get it, but I doubt it. More on that

This Made Me Cry :(
-Turn your sound on too !YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do. At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday . London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so d

Just Because
Yes I know I havn't blogged in a while sorry about that. Right now my life like going up an down don't know where to turn. Well to explain for you to understand. It's like I lead 2 separate live my real life and my online life....I'm online more because my husband isn't home for a long period of time so I made some friends online guys and girls. because I have no real friends really no friends I have some friends out of state people I went to H.S. with. I can count how many with my hands. I have family here from my side and my husband side we are a big family but I kinda feel like I'm an odd duck out of the bunch. They never ask me to hang out with them or ask me to go anywhere's with them espeacially my family. So since I have no one I have my online friends to chat with to make me feel like I do have friends to talk or share stuff with. Yes I do that with my husband but I don't tell him everything you can keep some stuff from your love ones. Well maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myse

Wildman55 In Giveaway
STOP BY WILDMAN55S' GIVEAWAY HOSTED BY STEPHANIE LYNN...DROP SOME VOTES AND RATE HIS PIC...I KNOW HE WILL APPRECIATE ANY AND ALL HELP...HAS 4 WKS TO GET 25K IN COMMENTS CLICK PIC BELOW TO GO TO GIVEAWAY..

Seal - Kiss From A Rose
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea. You became the light on the dark side of me. Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill. But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and, The light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, The more I get of you The stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grey. There is so much a man can tell you, So much he can say. You remain, My power, my pleasure, my pain. Baby, to me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? But did you know, That when it snows, My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen. Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey. Ooh, The more I get of you The stranger it feels, yeah. And now that your rose is in bloom, A light hits the gloom on the grey. I've been kissed by a rose on the g

Slipknot - Duality
I push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus it never ends, it works its way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I waited as my time's elapsed Now all I do is live with so much hate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact You cannot kill what you did not create Now,I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on I'm not gonna make it Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the pieces Then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality Is better than the dream But I found out the hard

When I Think About Her!
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You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all of the people with

Rose Of A Grave
Come like the dusk Like a rose on the grave of love You were my lust Like a rose on the grave of love I curse the day I first saw you Like a rose that is born to bloom Don't look at me the way you do Like the roses, they fear the gloom Your thorns, they kissed my blood Your passion healed, your expectation kills And who would know better than I do? Pretended you loved me! Indeed, reality seems far When a rose is in love with you Slaves of our hearts, that's what we were We loved and died where roses grew They watched us silently A rose is free, a rose is wild And who would know better than I do? Roses are not made for love

"trehl Zgheib".... What He's Op To?
LONG AFTER INVITING HIM TO THE UNIVERSITY OUTING... a canoe trip thru five lakes to Hell and back... I was asked to dispatch resumes so that he might get a job in my home state (Illinois) in or around METRO CHICAGO. I did. For me to do that, he relayed his social security number (Canadian or a T.I.N. number issued to him by United States) in trust that I would be TRUE and HONEST. I was. Frighteningly enough, there was someone else listening on the phone line. While he sat in Montreal, Canada at Concordia University waiting for a response from a willing employer/sponsor for his resume applied skills, CONNIE SORRY had somehow tapped into my phone line. Connie was an employee in the city of Harvey, Illinois where I worked as Streets and Sanitation Department Admin Secretary. Connie did not live in my apartment building in glenwood, Illinois and as far as I know, was in harvey seated in her chair in the office of accounts and finance in the City Municipal Building. That was over 10 miles

Lazy Days Of Summer
well, nothing new around here to report. We are just being lazy...lazy...lazy!!! After our vacation we went and picked up my best friend's 3 kids and they stayed 3 days with us. Since she helped me so much while I was doing chemo I wanted to help her out and give her a break. The kids all got along well, all 5 of them. (14,11,5,5,2) Call me crazy!! I should begin radiation at the end of the month. I have an appointment on the 28th to go over options and the plans for my next step in beating this beast called cancer. The radiation won't make me sick...I'll just be run down and have no energy. Going back and forth 50 miles everyday 5 days a week for 5 weeks.....yep...gonna be tired. Tired and BROKE~!!! (gas prices...we won't go there...eeekkk) But I have to fight and win for my kids and hubby...they aren't getting rid of me this soon!!!!!! I know I have lots of friends on here cheering me on and rooting for me~!! Thanks so much for your encouragement and support through thi

Song Of The Day 7/23/08 - The Beatles - Oh! Darling
Oh, darling Please believe me I'll never do you no harm Believe me when I tell you I'll never do you no harm Oh, darling If you leave me I'll never make it alone Believe me when I beg you Don't ever leave me alone When you told me You didn't need me anymore Well, you know, I nearly Broke down and cried When you told me You didn't need me anymore Well, you know, I nearly Broke down and died Oh, darling If you leave me I'll never make it alone Believe me when I tell you I'll never do you no harm Believe me, darling When you told me You didn't need me anymore Well, you know, I nearly Broke down and cried When you told me You didn't need me anymore Well, you know, I nearly Broke down and died Oh, darling Please believe me I'll never let you down Oh, believe me, darling Believe me when I tell you I'll never do you no harm

Howard's Tale
Age five just a little boy shy is he ready for the big surprise Hell be playin lego in a dream when the shadows come to life Age nine well he shoulda been fine with a secret hes sure to keep Two times had to tell a little lie for the sake of him and me Now its over I need closure HEY! look what you did to me When you where takin me home gettin me stoned leave me alone Ive waited for mom to comfort me But when i open my mouth Dont say, nuthin, shhh Age 12 and it isnt goin well Now its three years to the day Confused but unlike you this feelin wont go away 16 and the woman down the street Has invited him to come inside First time it didnt feel right itll be the last time he tries Chorus-end, nothings wrong I wont say nuthings wrong. I wont say i wont say I wont say i wont say I wont say i wont sayyy 17 and all hes ever seen is a limit in between a lie Its kinda funny how a mind can keep living in denial 18 is a very strange seen, and hes still playin with

The Bathing Suit
When I was a child in the 1950's, the bathing suit for the mature figure(actually for just about every female figure!) was boned, trussed and reinforced, not so much sewn as engineered. They were built to hold back and uplift and they did a good job. Today's stretch fabrics are designed for the prepubescent girl with a figure carved from a potato chip. The mature woman has a choice-she can either go up front to the maternity department and try on a floral suit with a skirt, coming away looking like a hippopotamus who escaped from Disney's Fantasia or she can wander around every run of the mill department store trying to make a sensible choice from what amounts to a designer range of florescent rubber bands. What choice did I have? I wandered around, made my sensible choice and entered the chamber of horrors known as the fitting room. The first thing I noticed was the extraordinary tensile strength of the stretch material. The Lycra used in bathing costumes was developed, I bel

Guidence
Grant, O God, your protection, and in your protection,strength; and in strength, understanding; and in understanding,knowledge;and in knowledge, the knowledge of justice; and in the knowledge of justice; the love of it; and in that love, the love of existence; and in the love of existence, the love of God and of all goodness. (source unknown:early Welsh)

Broken
The Broken clock is a comfort It helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow From stealing all my time And I am here still waiting Though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best Like you've already figured out I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain There is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on I'm barely holding on to you The broken locks were a warning You got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection Inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose They're still looking for life I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain Is there healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on I'm barely holding on to you I'm hanging on another day Just to see what, you will throw my way And I'm hanging on, to the words you say You said that I will, will be o

Song Of The Day 7/25/08 - Supertramp - Take The Long Way Home (extra Innings)
So you think you're a Romeo Playing a part in a picture-show Take the long way home Take the long way home 'Cause you're the joke of the neighborhood Why should you care if you're feeling good Take the long way home Take the long way home But there are times that you feel you're part of the scenery All the greenery is comin' down, boy And then your wife seems to think you're part of the Furniture oh, it's peculiar, she used to be so nice When lonely days turn to lonely nights You take a trip to the city lights And take the long way home Take the long way home You never see what you want to see Forever playing to the gallery You take the long way home Take the long way home And when you're up on the stage, it's so unbelievable Unforgettable, how they adore you But then your wife seems to think you're losing your sanity Oh, calamity, is there no way out? Does it feel that you life's become a catastrophe? Oh, it has to be for you to grow, boy When you

Nsfw
I'm glad not everyone wants people to throw down money to see their NSFW content.... I figure, either you want people to see it or your don't, but don't ask someone to shell out dough on a bling or a blast when the same amount of money could pay for a subscription to a site with way more content

North
The North is the place of the Air and Winds and the mind. Wehomah is the breath of all living things. Air may be still, a gentle breeze, a whirlwind or a giant hurricane. Whatever its form, it provides a means of cleansing the environment of pollution and allows the pollens and seeds of the plants to circulate. It is in the North that we connect with our mind, which gives us the ability to utilize memory and logic to see and comprehend all aspects of a subject, 360 degrees around its circle. Mind, the seat of our consciousness, is housed in and facilitated by the brain, much as the soul is housed in and facilitated by the body. The element of air/wind teaches us how to keep our minds active with clarity and flexibility. Dormant minds collapse into tunnel vision, judgment and prejudice. It is only when we know and understand the entire picture of the situations and relationships in our life that we may make intelligent and informed decisions about how we will respond

East
Humans, as Determiners of Energy, reside in the East. The fire of spirit within the human being seeks to grow and learn. The balanced human determines with spirit and is in dominion of everything, aspiring to preserve and protect all life on Grandmother Earth. The self-expression of the East is Illumination and Enlightenment. In the East we celebrate our nagual Spirit Child. For a man, this is his little girl; for a woman, her little boy. Our spirit child within knows no boundaries and is free to imagine and create limitless worlds of awareness, beauty, joy and love. Our little Aleph (so called in the Tarot) takes chances, explores unknown territories, and is even prepared to jump into the abyss with complete abandonment and trust in the ecstatic desire to find illumination wherever it may be. The dark mirror of the East, Fantasy and Illusion, occurs when we perceive distorted pieces of our vision and misconstrue them to be the whole truth and reality. We then create f

South
The South is the place of the Waters and the emotions. Morealah brings the Blood of Life to all living things. The element of water teaches us to allow our emotions to adapt in balance and harmony to the currents of life. Water flows gently in a quiet stream, rages in a downhill cascade of wild water, majestically forms deep, placid lakes in open valleys, or may be dammed up by constricting ice or canyon walls - but always conforming to the requirements of the environment and prepared for change at a moment's notice. The plants, as Givers of Energy, reside in the South. They give to us beauty, food and oxygen. We could not survive without them. Plants teach us to give with our emotions. The self-expression of the South is Trust and Innocence. Trust is the absolute knowing that we share an interconnection and interdependence with all that is. Innocence is being just who and what we are naturally, in our own beauty and resilience. In the South we celebrate our personal

Update On Dianna
I want to update you on my cousin, baby Dianna .. my uncle called and said that all of our prayers and lighting of candles worked .. ty so much for all of that ... she is out of the woods and it was as if a miracle happened overnight ... she is breathing normal and her lungs are functioning normally ... her blood counts are great and she is eating good. If anyone wants to see her pic, let me know .. I will gladly share one with you. Thank you again from all of us for your prayers .. they worked and there is power in numbers!! Hugzzzzzzz, Angel

Focus On His Freedom
Focus on His Freedom Today's Scripture “Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty” (II Corinthians 3:17). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria All throughout the scriptures, God’s mission was to bring freedom, life, and blessing to those who followed Him. When Jesus walked the earth, He went around doing good and bringing healing; setting people free. If you feel overwhelmed by the pressures of the world today, remember, where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom! When you accept Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior, He makes His home on the inside of you. That means His Spirit lives within you so wherever you are, His liberty and freedom are with you, too! When you constantly focus on external things: distractions, cares, and worries of the world, you magnify them in your life until that’s all you see. But when you focus on what God has given you: peace, freedom, and abundant life, those are the things that you will see manifest in your life. Focus on His f

Learn Well, Young Gardeners
I've lately decided to do some drunken gardening. Figuring out which are weeds to keep, and which ones are plants to let there, sucking up all my water. Weeds are taking up my air, and I need it. I don't have much to spare, and I hate when weeds suck the life out of the good plants and leave them withered and weak. I need the sun for my good plants, and the sun is my only source of energy. Quit blocking my sunshine, you nasty weeds! You lay your roots all over the place, making it nearly impossible to get rid of you. I will dig you up and rip you out. No longer will you have the power to choke out the rest of the good plants. At least the good ones give fruit. All you do is kill the fruit and suck the goodness out of it. I need my fruit, and I refuse to let you impose. You try to get the plants to come to the dark side. Your force no longer has power in my garden. Darth Weeder, you must lay your roots elsewhere, you are not welcome in my yard. Find a yard with a dog to shit on you and

Fun In The Sun Game
Fun in The Sun # Water # food colouring if desired # assorted containers # creative imagination This activity takes some pre-planning. I started a week ago. Fill assorted containers with plain water or coloured water. Freeze the water. When frozen put the ice blocks into a PAPER BAG in the freezer so the container can be re-used. The paper keeps the blocks from freezing together into a block mess. It is up to you when you have enough blocks. You can build your structure in a kiddie pool. Watch it melt then add warm water and enjoy a swim. Make sure there is not too much food colouring. You don't want to turn your children purple. I have 6 in my centre from 3 yr olds to 11 year olds. Each one will recieve the same number of blocks, the same size, colour and shape. Each will have a section of the yard to build in and a time limit. Next we will discuss some of the properties of ice and decide which will melt first, last and maybe the same. The older chi

When Summer Becomes "boring"
Sooner or later, kids get bored with a backyard game of hide-and-seek, and then it's mom and dad to the rescue! With just a few minutes of planning, you can keep the kids active - and entertained - in fun, out-of-the-ordinary ways all summer long! Try these ideas to get the whole family moving: Go for a hike. Find a trail through the woods and keep your eyes peeled for natural finds. "Take the time to look at birds' nests, ant hills and even moss on trees," says Dave Thoensen, who runs Tamark Day Camp in Lincolnshire, Illinois. "Kids really get a kick out of nature." Other interesting things to spot: woodpecker holes in trees, animal droppings or deer, squirrel and fox tracks. For more tips and ideas, read Get active: Hike. Get buggy. Look for interesting insects in your own backyard or at the local park. "You can pick up a bug box from a hardware store," says Thoesen. "They're cheap, the holes let bugs breathe, and they have a magnifying glass on one end." Get the kids to set ou

Survey
First Name: Sara Middle Name: Jane DOB: Dec 28 Hometown: Middlefield Heights, Ohio Ht: 5'7" Hair color: kinda red Eyes: Green Nickname: Izy or Jitters Occupation: Babysit for low income families Favorite Color: purple and pink Favorite Fast Food: Lasagna Favorite Animal: cat Favorite Weekend Activity: Sex or World Of Warcraft Favorite Movie: Dirty Dancing Favorite TV Show: Cops Favorite Sport: Basketball Favorite Sports Team: Browns Pick job : whatever i stay at home Live anywhere: Pittsburg or Cleveland Travel anywhere: Canada and Florida Buy only one thing: Ciggs Donate to any charity: Yes Friends and Love: Best Friend: Devin 5 Friends you'd be lost without: Devin Matthew Ed Mom Greg Friend that you don't get to spend enough time with: Ed and John Friend that you've known the longest: John Friend that you can tell anything to: Ed and Devin Crush on a

Damn It All, Fuck You, And Kiss My Irish Ass
what the fuck could you possibly say to make me believe. why on earth should i ever believe you. is there anything you could ever say. why do i even bother trying anymore. whats the point. whats it worth. heartache, headaches, pain, suffering, misery..... lonelyness, depression, angst, sadness, bitterness... way to go. you fucked it up for the rest. i will not ever open up again. i will never feel vulnerable. i will never share myself again. i will never let you or anyone (for that matter) put me in this position again. i put my life on the line for you. i put my safety out there. i almost got arrested. i almost went to jail. i almost lost my livelyhood. i called in sick to work for you. booty call. i'm just a bootycall. thats all ive ever meant to you. you've gotten all you wanted from me and are moving on, b/c your too drunk to know whats good for you. to know what's standing right in front of you. who's the one who's held your head when you

The World We Live In...
I have looked into religion since first introduction as a child but never heard of this or anything like it. Open it up and YOU DECIDE: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=20639072

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life to explore every bend of the road enjoy with me the beauty of life along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each others arms when grief crosses our path find strength with me, in each others strength when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh to enlighten anothers distress cry with me, a single true tear to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life as they need to be preserved rejoice with me, in the mysteries of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each others souls when the world has gone insane find love with me, in each others hearts until this life has been fulfilled And when the path has come to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Like A Dream
here i sit, thinking only of u wondering what is to become of us understanding all u have been thru hoping to slowly gain ur trust my heart aches for u and also i yearn i want to understand u in hopes that i will learn your unique and special qualities amaze me your smile your mind your voice and its beautiful sound your eyes your hair your ability to cheer me up when you see that i am down my feelings for you go beyond that of words and at first it didn't seem real but that just taught me a lesson in doubting what i feel it seems i dreamed you into life and the reason for my stare the bluest sky the deepest sea don't even compare you're so very special in every single way and thoughts of you run thru my head every hour of the day i hope that you will understand just how i feel about you i want to be your guiding hand for all that you go thru

Diamonds
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever

Reborn
The stories change has started to begin, My mind drifts like a cloud in the sky. Eyes search for filth that crawls my skin, Heart beats so hard but feels so dry. My reflection just a skeleton of who i am, Tying best to remove this darkest scar. Fighting these battles which i must ram, Catching memories that i place in a jar. From a all new shell i must be born, New enemies for which i have to deal. These pages i write must not be torn, When book is complete i must seal.

Escape
In this captive cell i sleep, My mind is not mine to keep. Tortured by the deafly silence, Hinding in a world of violence. Trapped in lifes toughest jail, My freedom i do hail. Stuck behind strong steel bars, Want to leave thoughts and scars. Open fields i long to greet, Grass and flowers between my feet.

Last Ride
Within the world of hate and disease we live, Our torn hearts infront of us beating still. Our souls bleeding with nothing left to give, For one more last chance would we kill. Our biggest battle is in our sight, In corners we stand in rain and cry. Scars in our mind we try to fight, Fearing the memory will never die. The hope of joy is just too far away, With the pain and fear by our side. Know that it will never come this way, Just wanting to go with one last ride.

Song Of The Day 7/29/08 - Buckcherry - Sorry (extra Innings)
Oh, I had a lot to say Was thinkin' all my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside It never comes out right And when I see you cry It makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry You're blue I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside It never comes out right And when I see you cry It makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry You're blue I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights a

Cant Keep A Good Man Down
Ok well the way things are going right now i am pretty excited. You see i used to box started when i was like 7 then when i was 13 i had an accident and shattered my right shoulder, not related to boxing though, more like a bat to the right shoulder. So the doctors i saw recommended that i not fight again . I kept boxing after that but never really dedicted my self to it cuz my shoulder hurt too much so i was on and off. But i have been working my ass off to get back into the shape i need to be and i feel stronger than ever. I have had a few practice matches with some better more experienced fighters and i did really good i just got to train a little more and get ready for my come back. My shoulder no longer hurts and i have my trainer to thank for this, and my favorite fighting technique is south paul diff. from south paw, the difference is ur not really aloud to fight south paul in the ring, i mean you can and you cant. A lot of people use it in the bronx and in prison but it was tau

Prayer For Wisdom
Lord Jesus, Light of the world, give us Your light tonight, Light to see the truth plainly; Light to see ourselves as we are; Light to see the way we should go. Light to see You in Your majesty, Your humility and Your love Amen.

Restroom Hell
When you have to visit a public Bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume ' The Stance.' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance.' To take your mind off your

Diabolique Angel
Diabolique Angel Current mood: disgusted Category: Writing and Poetry I cant tell the difference between darkness and night There is a spot in heaven reserved for me I was told so by an angel As the light shines through the shadows always seem to take over The evil of the world takes over all the happiness out of hour hearts Is it really worth a spot in heaven if I give up my heart and soul The rotten, festering society is slowly taking over the feces we walk on The world is not black and white there is not just good and evil but what if you have to do evil to balance the order of the good i have always looked toward the light i am open to diminishing from grace if it means that i can rid the world from the malicious fate that we have brought upon ourselves nothing is more important than ones life then order

Espn Nfl- Cowboys Coach On Hot Seat
OXNARD, Calif. -- It's not often that a coach goes 13-3, sends 13 players to the Pro Bowl and begins the next season firmly on the hot seat. But that's exactly where Dallas Cowboys coach Wade Phillips sits after his team's divisional playoff loss to the New York Giants in January and the $3 million retainer fee that owner Jerry Jones paid offensive coordinator Jason Garrett. It took one day of training camp for local columnists to write that there was nothing Phillips could do to save his job. According to their theories, even a Super Bowl appearance wouldn't do the trick because then the Cowboys certainly would risk losing Garrett's services. Ever since the loss to the Giants, the media have been begging Phillips to display anger and take full responsibility for what happened. But he hasn't taken the bait. "The blame goes on me anyway. I was stupid last year," he said sarcastically. "I balk when people try to ask a question that they already know the answer they

The Dust Bunnies Are Everywhere!
The Dust Bunnies are Everywhere! And they're watching us. Look, we need to talk. If you are still cleaning your house the old-fashioned way you need my help! What do I mean by old-fashioned? I mean the way you've always done it. B-o-r-i-n-g time-consuming and probably high on the nagging scale. Which is why you always put it off as long as you can. Until your mother is coming to dinner. HeyI'm a mom. I know how that works. PersonallyI am tired of having to declutter my home every time I turn around. Or every time my children walk through the door. Take your pick. So...I realized I needed a system that will get a nasty boring job done fast and that I can repeat easily week after week after week after week...okay you get the point. Sorry. I discovered the answer to my declutter needs is (drum roll please)ORGANIZATION. I've lost you haven't I? That's okay. I was there with you once. But as a recovering clutter-holic and a reformed knee-deep pro

Locomotive--guns 'n Roses
Gonna find a way to cure this loneliness Yeah I'll find a way to cure the pain If I said that you're my friend And our love would never end How long before I had your trust again I opened up the doors when it was cold outside Hopin' that you'd find your own way in But how can I protect you Or try not to neglect you When you won't take the love I have to give Well I bought me an illusion An' I put it on the wall I let it fill my head with dreams And I had to have them all But oh the taste is never so sweet As what you'd believe it is Well I guess it never is It's these prejudiced illusions That pump the blood To the heart of the biz You know I never thought That it could take so long You know I never knew how to be strong Yeah, I let you shape me But I feel as though you raped me 'Cause you climbed inside my world And in my song So now I've closed the door To keep the cold outside Seems somehow I've found the will to live But how can I forget you

Song Of The Day 7/31/08 - Nine Inch Nails - Zero Sum
Zero Sum - Nine Inch Nails they're starting to open up the sky they're starting to reach down through and it feels like we're living in that split-second of a car crash and time is slowing down and if we only had a little more time and this time is all there is do you remember the time we and all the times we and should have and were going to i know and i know you remember how we could justify it all and we knew better in our hearts we knew better and we told ourselves it didn't matter and we chose to continue and none of that matters anymore in the hour of our twilight and soon it will be all said and done and we will all be back together as one if we will continue at all shame on us, doomed from the start may god have mercy on our dirty little hearts shame on us, for all we've done and all we ever were, just zeros and ones and you never get away and you never get to take the easy way and all of this is a consequence brought on by our own hand if

One Time
Since being back everyone seems to be picking at me. I try to help yet its not good enough. This is the ONE time in my life that I needed people. I have court happening right now, I am very depressed, very ill, paranoid... and well.... expliains it all really... anyway have fun bye :) Rest In Peace, my still heart, You grow weak and tired. Once you were, full of life, Once you were admired. Now all is suddenly quiet, And all is suddenly gone, Forever lost, you will be, Of you there will be none. Rest In Peace, my forgotten soul, You have beat your last, Once you were full of joy, Turned into an outcast Now all that was, makes clear sense, Now all I understand, People are just all afraid, Sociopaths should be banned. Rest In Peace, Christiana, You've grown sociophobic, Once you were invinsible, But now you're human-phobic. Now all your life, has disappeared, Now all you were is lost, What you wanted, was just very simple, But it had a very high cost. Res

Song Of The Day - 7/31/08 - Nine Inch Nails - No, You Don't!!!
No You Dont - Nine Inch Nails - Nine Inch Nails ITS NINE INCH NAILS DAY TODAY IN MY BOOK SO ENJOY! Smiling in their faces While filling up the hole So many dirty little places In your filthy little worn out Broken down see through soul Baby's got a problem Tries so hard to hide Got to keep it on the surface Because everything else is dead on the other side Teeth in the necks of everyone you know You can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow When it starts to hurt it only helps it grow Taking all you need (but not this time) No, you don't And just for the record Just so you know I did not believe That you could sink so low You think that you can beat them I know that you won't You think you have everything But no, you don't No, you don't No, you don't No, you don't No, you don't

For The People We Love
For the people we love... we find that there is nothing that we would ever do to hurt them intentionally. Everyone has imperfections and sometimes they are seen that way by others. To some individuals like myself, these imperfections are simply that, because of one's conscience. The imperfection of feeling guilt. The guilt you may feel when someone close to you is being hurt by another person who is close to you. Most people would say it's none of my business. Most people say that you should simply turn the other cheek and let nature take it's course. I on the other hand must give in to this feeling of guilt before i start to feel like a bad person. I agree, this is a very cruel world, indeed and that we shouldn't try to fix it because it will just never be that way. The strong will succeed and the weak will fall behind and get eaten. And such is life. I feel bad for getting involved, yet relieved that i am not the type of person to let bad things happen to other people, no matter

Song Of The Day - 7/31/08 - Skillet - Open Wounds
Open Wounds - Skillet n the dark with the music on Wishing I was somewhere else Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help I would rather rot alone Then spend a minute with you I'm gone, I'm gone And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault (Chorus) How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds? Downstairs the enemy sleeps Leaving the TV on Watching all the dreams we had turn into static Doesn't matter what I do Nothing's gonna change I'm never good enough And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault (Chorus) Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end? When will it end??? You can't stop me from falling apart (3X) 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fa

Healing With Crystals
HEALING WITH CRYSTALS Crystal Effect / Property Amazonite - Improves self worth Amethyst - Good for spiritual upliftment and better communication. Also improves liver problems. Aquamarine - Recommended for people experiencing a lot of grief. Encourages loving acceptance of the situation. Coral - Strengthens and protects one’s emotional foundation. Diamond - Helps one understand oneself better. Emerald - For physical and emotional healing – a strong healer. Jade - For relaxation and to reduce tension. Lapis - Helps to understand different points of view. White Moonstone - Balances yin/yang. Black Onyx - Helps to change bad habits. Fresh Water Pearl - Enables one to love oneself and hence others. Poppy Jasper - To give a happy outlook and optimistic feeling. Ruby - To experience love with an open heart. Sapphire - Mental clarity. Pink Tourmaline - Promote female balance and healing.

Scale Of Evil
Dr. Michael Stone’s Scale of Evil 01: Kill in self-defense • Do not show psychopathic tendencies 02: Crimes of Passion • Jealous lovers who, though egocentric or immature, are not psychopathic 03: Willing companions of killers • Aberrant personality, probably impulse-ridden, with antisocial traits 04: Kill in self-defense • But had been extremely provocative towards the victim 05: Traumatized or desperate people • Who kill abusive relatives and other (like to support a drug habit) but lack significant traits • Genuinely remorseful. 06: Impetuous, hotheaded murderers • Without marked psychopathic features 07: Highly narcissistic not distinctly psychopathic people with a psychotic core • kill people close to them (jealously an underlying motive) 08: Non psychopathic people with smoldering rage • Kill when rage is ignited 09: Jealous lovers • With psychopathic features 10: Killers of people who were "in the way" . Witnesses (egocentri

Flower Essence Profiles
Flower Essence Profiles Agrimony - Agrimonia eupatoria This flower remedy aids in the stabilization of one's sensitivities. It helps alleviate mental worry and torture. Lily - Lilium parvum Alpine Lily flower essence promotes acceptance of one's femininity. It also helps individuals become more deeply grounded. Aspen - Populus tremula Aspen flower remedy helps alleviate unknown and irrational fears. Baby's Breath - Gypsophila paniculata Baby's Breath flower essence is a helpful birthing essence that can assist the laboring mom in her hours of pre-labor and labor. Bee Balm - Monarda didyma Bee Balm flower essence is good for manifesting joy. Beech - Fagus Sylvatica Beech flower essence remedy helps lessen one's tendency to be judgmental or toward others or hypersensitive to their environments. Buttercup - Ranunculus occidentalis Buttercup flower essence allows "your essence" to radiate light from the inside out. Butterfly Weed - Asclepias tuberosa Butter

Kim Komando 8-01-08
Today's top stories... Border agents can seize electronics Homeland Security agents can seize electronic gadgets at the border. The government says seizures are sometimes necessary to prevent terrorism. What do you think? Hit my Message Board. China lifts Web restrictions China’s president says Internet restrictions will be lifted for journalists during the Olympics. The rest of the country will remain restricted. China has come under fire for the restrictions. Trolls don’t just exist in fairytales A growing Internet subculture—Trolls—antagonizes people via online postings. Their attacks are random and can lead to physical harm. Protect your children from these creeps! My tip will help. Man arrested for YouTube threats Police have arrested a man who threatened to kill babies. Anton Dunn claimed that he had poisoned millions of bottles of baby food. He made the claims in a video posted on YouTube. No poison has been found. Apple patches serious flaw Apple has released

When I Grow Up
Which song best fits you?? When I grow up (Pussycat Dolls) Your in to dancing and just want to get out there (Hollywood), you want to do something more in the world! Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

Cherry....
You Are a Cherry Flavored Popsicle You are sweet and friendly. For you, summer is all about doing your favorite things. You are a nostalgic person. You love old fashioned things like ice cream trucks. You savor everything. Every taste of summer, the feeling of the sun, the smell of the beach... Of all the types, you love summer the most. What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

Prayer For Courage
Almighty God, who gives strength to the weak and upholds those who might fall, give me courage to do what is right, for those that trust in you have no need to fear. Make be brave to face any danger which may now threaten me. Give me the help that you have promised to those who ask it, that I may overcome my fears and go bravely forward. Fill me with courage, that nothing which is my duty to do, may be too hard for me. Let me put my trust in your power and goodness. Thank you my Lord.

I'll Meet You In My Dreams
Meet You In My Dreams Close your eyes and touch the air For in the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace Warming your body with my embrace So let's dream together and make it last We can take it slow or take it fast Because the only thing I want tonight Is for you to kiss me and hold me tight Gone is the loneliness from a discouraging day In our own passionate world, everything is okay The closeness of bodies gives warmth to each heart Even though many miles are trying to keep us apart Maybe someday we could be more than this To have and to hold instead of only to miss I'll never give up, no matter how hopeless it seems And until that day comes I'll meet you in my dreams

Wow This Is Fun!
Guess money can't buy happiness, luck of the draw if you meet someone in this life to share it with? Guess it helps being attractive, good looking, confident, charismatic. What else helps then? Fast car, big house, bullshit? Gift of the gab????? Good career??????? guess administrator does'nt really fit into that category does it..... bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch - moan moan moan moan doh!"!!!!!!

Cleanin My Friends List
Good Evenin Everyone ... I am cleanin my list , and goin to start fresh ... I am lookin for real true honest people who are in BDSM Lifestyle ... People who knows the lifestyle and not shame of it ... If YOU are that person , Add me , Love to make new friends ... Ty MasterKinky ( Joey Breau )

Masters Home~
You walk in, hot and tired, from work.. As you enter the living room you see me kneeling on the floor waiting for you. I, your slave, am dressed all in black. Silk stockings cover my legs from toes to thighs, clipped front and back by a matching garter belt. Thong panties leave my ass nearly bare. My breasts are uncovered, nothing keeping them from your gaze. A leather collar surrounds my neck, marking me completely as your pet. My eyes follow you as you walk to the wall to select a leash. Then over to me, attaching the leash to my collar and running one hand over my hair. "Very good, my pet." you say, for I have followed your instructions to the letter. You indicate that I should stand before you and so I rise. I let myself be lead into the bathroom where you start the shower. You tell me to undress you, one of my favorite tasks as I am allowed to touch you and press my lips and body against you. I remove your shirt and run my hands over your chest. I press a kiss to your skin a

Goodbye
Goodbye, I'm saying goodbye to all the drama. I'm saying goodbye to someone who was trying to pimp me. I'M SAYING GOODBYE!! No more pain no more game. No more tears to cry for my fears. Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye!! He stole my joy and blinded my eyes. Now I'm back to try and try. I'll pray everyday that he will change, but I will not stay around to stay in hurt and pain. GOODBYE GOODBYE GOODBYE!! I'M TAKING MY FAVOR BACK!!!

Manic Delusions
Spinning recklessly care-free into your out stretched arms. Your lips waiting for the hunger of my own. In your eyes I see the silent pleas for me never to leave. I won't go anywhere without you love.. Trembling, I pull your body to mine and frame your beautiful face in my hands. My fingers brushing through your silken hair. Do you have no idea of the effect you have on me? I will kiss away your tears and try my best to see to it that you never cry out of loneliness ever again. Be still now love, I am here. Soft whispers in the night, the wind through your finger tips. My calling to you. I live through midnight yearnings and moonlight kisses on your face. Your lips would be the sweetest yet and the closest to heaven. I could easily fall into you. To breathe as you do. I am here.. with you, always. Feel the warmth of my touch in the sunlight. My longing for you in the stillness of the night. I would surrender everything I am simply to ensure your happiness... Oh if only..

Punch Drunk Love
Slip through the cracks of my sanity. Lose yourself among the chaos of my thoughts. A sensual state of mischievous awareness to block out moral thinking. Seduced by a thought. Rip through the layers of my secense and pour your infectious greed into my veins. It is maddening, this drug that is you. Imagine clever words to bypass the guards of my center. Penetrate the longing that suffers throughout the long nights and restless days. Toy with the strands of shredded hope. Seething torment ofthe various desire. Press your will against my, my charming user of words. Entice my senses with clever words and tricky two sided words. Provoke the violence coarsing like a drug through my veins. Strangle my grip on reasoning. Thoughtless delivery of misplaced trust. Optic illuison of beauty fumbles the minds and tortures the heart. Desire lead me not to obession. Addicted to the high of your intoxicting influence and melodious voice. Somewhere along the way I have become woven in this web of i

Hair, Make-up And The Media
Most people, when they wake up, don't have to wonder whether they'll have straight, curly, or wavy hair that day. Guess who does? After two months of research and experimenting (yeah, I'm vain, I know), I can quite confidently say that my hair is not the follicle equivalent of Satan, it is only the follicle equivalent of diversity gone horribly wrong. I can pick out three locks of hair right next to each other, and one will be a tight ringlet, one will be wavy, and the third will be straight as an X-axis on a Cartesian plane. What's more, the curly hair varies between curly or wavy at random, and the wavy hair will be wavy, curly or straight on any given day. Fortunately, a bit of Internet research goes a long way, so that for the first time since fourth grade my hair is actually looking great again. I didn't even know I had curly hair until I tried experimenting with my routine a bit. I've also finally found a couple hairstyles that go well with my hair and with my personality.

If It Ain't Broke Don't Fix It
If it's not broken then don't fix it If life seems to hard, then make it easy only you control your daily outcomes If it's raining outside...play in it, kiss in it...enjoy the day don't waste it If your having a bad hair day, wear a hat or just sport it who really cares that every strand is not in place? If you going to cry make it good, cry for loved ones for new babys for weddings and deaths cry for love and for friends and maybe just because but whatever it may be make it good and make it your own. If your gonna love, then love with every ounce of you heart and soul, hold on tight and learn to let go sometimes. smile at his/her jokes and tell them their amazing, let them see your natural self and let them tickle and play with you, but always always be yourself no one whats to fall for someone who's fake. If your going to do it Do it right... and I mean this about life... make things count and don't regret your past....everything is a life lesson and you etheir le

"lost Path"
when you feel like you're six feet below where do you turn and where do you go thinking that all light has been shot out and murdered by misery who will bring you up from being down who will help when you need to be found trying all the ways that have worked out before hoping inside they will work for you once more

"good Friend"
dear good friend, i can not seem to sleep. i'm afraid the thought of you will be, when i wake just a dream. how do i hold your heart without a hand to hold!? float off to venus or mars maybe there i will know. how you feel in this world, if you would become my girl...

Song Of The Day - 8/6/08 - Stevie Nicks - Edge Of Seventeen
Edge Of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks (Chorus) Just like the white winged dove... sings a song ... Sounds like she's singing... whoo...whoo...whoo Just like the white winged dove... sings a song... Sounds like she's singing... ooo...baby...ooo...said ooo And the days go by.... like a strand in the wind In the web that is my own... I begin again Said to my friend, baby... Nothin' else mattered He was no more...than a baby then Well he... seemed broken hearted... something within him But the moment...that I first laid... Eyes...on...him...all alone... On the edge of...seventeen (Chorus) I went today...maybe I will go again... tomorrow And the music there it was hauntingly... familiar And I see you doing... what I try to do for me With the words from a poet... and the voice from a choir And a melody...nothing else mattered (Chorus) The clouds...never expect it... when it rains But the sea changes colours... but the sea... Does not change And

Tension Whenever The Tennessee Titans And St. Louis Rams Get Together
NASHVILLE, Tenn. -- Coaches and seasons can change. Tension whenever the Tennessee Titans and St. Louis Rams get together doesn't. These teams had some feisty joint practices back in 2000, months after the Rams beat the Titans in the Super Bowl, and it didn't take long Wednesday morning for tempers to flare up as they gathered Wednesday in training camp. Rams receiver Reche Caldwell grabbed Titans cornerback Cortland Finnegan in a bear hug and took him to the ground. St. Louis coach Scott Linehan was watching his defense with rookie end Chris Long going against the Tennessee offense and Vince Young when he heard some of the grumblings two fields over between his offense and the Titans defense. "We've got to limit that," Linehan said. "We can't get to where we lose our cool out here. It's that time of year. Guys aren't in very good moods out here. We've just got to make sure we continue to get better. It's good to see us compete and those things. We'll get rid of the extra

Frontstretch Newsletter 8-06-08
THE FRONTSTRETCH NEWSLETTER Presented by Frontstretch.com The Best Seat at the Track, The Best View on the Net! August 6th, 2008 Volume II, Edition CXLVIII Today's Top News by Bryan Davis Keith Yeley, Smith Out of Regular Rides for Centurion Boats at the Glen Though Reed Sorenson avoided being replaced from his regular Cup ride for a road ringer this weekend, the same can't be said for fellow Cup drivers J.J. Yeley and Regan Smith. Yeley, the driver of Hall of Fame Racing's No. 96 Toyota, will be replaced by P.J. Jones for this weekend's event at Watkins Glen. Yeley, currently outside the Top 35 in owner points, failed to qualify the No. 96 at Infineon in June, prompting his team to put the veteran Jones in the car. Jones has two Top 10 finishes in seven career Cup races at the Glen, with a career-best 4th driving A.J. Foyt's No. 14 car in 2002. In a press release, Hall of Fame Racing co-owner Tom Garfinkel stated, "We appreciate P.J. helping out the team this weekend a

Song Of The Day - 8/7/08 - Supertramp - Just Another Nervous Wreck
Just Another Nervous Wreck - Supertramp I'm feelin' so alone now They cut the telephone un hunh Yeah my life is just a mess I threw it all away now I could have made a fortune I lost the craving for success... And as the Acrobats they tumble So the corn begins to crumble While in the mirror She admires a brand new dress... Live on the second floor now They're tryin' to bust the door down Soon I'll have a new address... So much for liberation They'll have a celebration Yeah I've been under too much stress And as the clouds begin to rumble So the juggler makes his fumble And the sun upon my wall is getting less Don't, give a damn Fight, while you can Kill, shoot 'em up They'll, they'll run amuck Shout Judas Loud, they'll hear us Soldier, Sailor Who's your tailor They'll run for cover when they discover Everyone's a nervous wreck now I used to think she was so nimble Would have bought her as a symbol But now I can't afford the pen to sig

Sandy & Jana
[CENTER][B]Summer Girls[/B][/CENTER] [URL=http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/vol091.jpg][IMG]http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/tnggvol091.jpg[/IMG][/URL] Ahhh, is there any better season then summer? Lots of hotties by the pool in small swimming suits. Today, Adrienne dropped by for a swim but she forgot her suit. Luckily Sandy had a spare. And don't these girls look amazing in their Brazilian suits. [URL=http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/vol091_15.jpg][IMG]http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/tn_vol091_15.jpg[/IMG][/URL] [URL=http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/vol091_20.jpg][IMG]http://cdn2.sandy-summers.com/updates/2008-07/tn_vol091_20.jpg[/IMG][/URL] After showing off their hot bodies at the pool for a while they decide to find some privacy in the shade. The only problem is that Adrienne is a little cold now that she is out of the sun in a wet suit. Sandy wants to help her friend so she helps Adrienne remove the suit.

Life Never Stops Amazing Me...
JAZZ MY DOG HAS MADE SOMETHING OF A REBOUND, SHES EATING NOW AND BECAUSE OF THAT I AM ABLE TO GET SOME NEW VITAMINS INTO HER AND COMBINED SHE IS MORE ACTIVE AND ALERT, I KNOW THAT HER TIME WILL BE SOON BUT FOR NOW I AM SO GLAD TO KEEP HER WITH ME UNTILL IT REALLY IS HER TIME.

Song Of The Day - 08/08/08 - Crash Test Dummies - Peter Pumpkinhead (dumb & Dumber Edition)
Ballad Of Peter Pumpkinhead - Crash Test Dummies Peter Pumpkinhead came to town Spreading wisdom and cash around Fed the starving and housed the poor Showed the Vatican what gold's for But he made too many enemies Of the people who would keep us on our knees Hooray for Peter Pumpkin Who'll pray for Peter Pumpkinhead? Peter Pumpkinhead brought to shame Governments who would slur his name Lusts and sex scandals failed outright Peter merely said, "Any kind of love is all right" But he made too many enemies Of the people who would keep us on our knees Hooray for Peter Pumpkin Who'll pray for Peter Pumpkinhead? Peter Pumpkinhead was too good Had him nailed to a chunk of wood He died grinning on live TV Hanging there he looked a lot like you, and an awful lot like me! But he made too many enemies Of the people who would keep us on our knees Hooray for Peter Pumpkin Who'll pray for Peter Pumpkinhead? Hooray for Peter Pumpkin Who'll pray for Peter Pumpkin?

Song Of The Day - 08/08/08 - Sponge - Plowed (world Of Human Wreckage Edition)
Plowed - Sponge Plowed - Sponge Will I wake up some dream I made up No I guess it's reality What will change us or will we mess up our only chance to connect with a dream (chorus) Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me I'm buried by the sound Of a world of human wreckage In a world of human wreckage X2 Where i'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground I'm plowed into the sound To see wide open with a head that's broken Hang a life on some tragedy Plow me under the ground That covers the message That is the seed (chorus) Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me Say a prayer for me I'm buried by the sound Of a world of human wreckage In a world of human wreckage X2 Where i'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground I'm plowed into the sound Will I wake up some dream I made up No I guess it's reality

To Forgive
To forgive Is not to forget. To forgive Is really to remember That nobody is perfect That each of us stumbles When we want so much to stay upright That each of us says things We wish we had never said That we can all forget that love Is more important than being right. To forgive Is really to remember That we are so much more Than our mistakes That we are often more kind and caring That accepting another's flaws Can help us accept our own. To forgive Is to remember That the odds are pretty good that We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves. That life sometimes gives us more Than we can handle gracefully. To forgive Is to remember That we have room in our hearts to Begin again And again, And again.

I Saw Him Get Into The Operator's Rig
I ASKED THEM WHERE Private Willis was... I hadn't seen him sincle leaving Monticello. Really, it was since the last rest stop on the long ride back from MONTICELLO, ILLINOIS to NORTH RIVERSIDE. Willis was known for sleeping through the trip to and from camp. While everyone else was struggling to UNSTICK the massive wheels of the 2 1/2 ton truck ... one of three main OPERATOR'S RIGS.. the large truck that carried COMMUNICATION EQUIPMENT for closed circuit ops... Willis was nowhere to be seen. As the ambulance rolled away with me on the stretcher, Sgt Sanchez following in his assigned jeep and the rest of my military unit rushing to lift the tumbled truck and gear off Specialist Wilson; it occured to me that Willis had jumped into the back of one of the trucks and slammed the door. I wondered if he was in the wreckage inside the operator's booth and undescernable as a living organism fr all the cable, K-Generators and other gear that could crush a body to a pulp. I didn't wonder about W

Can The Two Work Alongside Each Other?
It would be easy for me to write in great detail an emotive explanation for this blog, but anyone wanting to know more can ask me personally,or you may get a rough idea from my profile. The question i have is this. A partnership between two people who admit they love each other and have shared a naturally strong and bonding connection which embraced a family atmosphere due to there being chilren involved too, has now broken down and it seems now that part of the reason may be due to one of the couple feeling a loss of the freedom once had when not committed to love. I strongly believe two peope can share the love and compassion of a family, of total togetherness and still be themselves and never have to change. Am i right? And is it really fair to destroy such a bond where the love is so evident and beautifully natural, just because one fears they have got to change who they are-when in fact there is no desire for anyone to want a change? I end on these words, i love the lady

~ Upcoming Holidays ~
For Northern and Southern Hemispheres June 20, 2008: Summer Solstice: Northern Hemisphere - Winter Solstice/Yule: Southern Hemisphere August 01 - August 2, 2008: Lammas/Lughnasadh: Northern Hemisphere - Candlemas/Imbolc: Southern Hemisphere September 22, 2008: Mabon/Autumnal Equinox: Northern Hemisphere - Ostara:Southern Hemisphere October 31, 2008: Samhain: Northern Hemisphere - Beltane: Southern Hemisphere December 21, 2008: Winter Solstice/Yule: Northern Hemisphere - Summer Solstice: Southern Hemisphere February 2, 2009: Candlemas: Northern Hemisphere - Lammas: Southern Hemisphere -:;:- )0( -:;:- )0( -:;:- )0( -:;:- )0( -:;:- )0( -:;:- )0( -:;:-

Bully 2
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How Is It...
How is it that when a person gets hurt by someone they cared about, they lock themselves away but someone else comes along and breaks them out. Feelings I thought I had hidden, re-appear and are so much stronger then before. The difference is who those feelings are for. Friends that can talk about anything, lovers that can plan a wedding together. The jokes we share, the smart ass comments, the tears we shed for each other. Sometimes, emotions can get overwhelming. Sometimes they can push apart. But, if caught in time, they can bring each other back to one another. A day does not go by that I am not thinking about her. A day does not go by that I wish she was in my arms. A life I want to share with her, a life she wants to share with me. I know who I love and why I love her. I know what my heart says, I know what my heart wants, I know what my heart desires. Sometimes, it can be overwhelming for me and I don't do the right things. Love is a challenge, a challenge I am g

Wonderous Moment
Wondrous Moment The wondrous moment of our meeting . . . I well remember you appear Before me like a vision fleeting, A beauty's angel pure and clear. In hopeless ennui surrounding The worldly bustle, to my ear For long your tender voice kept sounding, For long in dreams came features dear. Time passed. Unruly storms confounded Old dreams, and I from year to year Forgot how tender you had sounded, Your heavenly features once so dear. My backwoods days dragged slow and quiet— Dull fence around, dark vault above— Devoid of God and uninspired, Devoid of tears, of fire, of love. Sleep from my soul began retreating, And here you once again appear Before me like a vision fleeting, A beauty's angel pure and clear. In ecstasy the heart is beating, Old joys for it anew revive; Inspired and God-filled, it is greeting The fire, and tears, and love alive.

Thanks Everyone Who Rated Me And Stuff
It's kinda hard to track everyone who rated me or became a fan of mine, etc since I got so many in the first 10 minutes I joined! So this blog is for you guys! Thanks everyone! If you want me to return the favor, ask me!

Reasons Why
1. She knows how to make me smile and laugh 2. Loves me for who I am 3. Shows me how much she loves me 4. Cares about me 5. Shows me compassion 6. Shows me respect 7. Is trustworthy 8. Doesn't let her fears take over 9. Supports me in all my dreams 10. Wants the best from me 11. Knows when I am in a good mood or bad mood 12. Knows how to cheer me up 13. Wants to make us work 14. Willing to start a family and be a family 15. Goes after what she wants 16. Understands me 17. Wants me to go after the best in me. 18. Makes me feel wanted 19. Makes me feel loved 20. Makes me feel needed

Diabetes Diet: Create Your Healthy-eating Plan
Your diabetes diet is simply a healthy-eating plan that will help you control your blood sugar. Here's help getting started, from meal planning to exchange lists and counting carbohydrates. Contrary to popular belief, having diabetes doesn't mean that you have to start eating special foods or follow a complicated diabetes diet plan. For most people, having diabetes simply translates into eating a variety of foods in moderate amounts and sticking to regular mealtimes. This means choosing a diet that emphasizes vegetables, fruits and whole grains. Rather than a restrictive diabetes diet, it's a healthy-eating plan that's naturally rich in nutrients and low in fat and calories. In fact, it's the best eating plan for everyone. Planning your meals Your meal plan is an eating guide that helps you: * Establish a routine for eating meals and snacks at regular times every day * Choose the healthiest foods in the right amounts at each meal If you're already eating good-f

Back To School!
As of August 23rd i'll be going back to school. Just a community college for right now but college all the same, right? Anywho, for those of you who don't know me I'll be majoring in computer science and I'm considering a possible double major, with my majors being computer science and chemistry. Hopefully next semester I'll be attending the University of Akron, but i might have to settle for 1 more semester of tri-c. Well, that's all for now. I know it kinda ended abruptly but I have a habit of doing this stuff at ridiculous hours in the morning (it's 6 am right now) so check back for more later. Peace.

You Make My Heart Shine
When it is dark, And i am all alone, I often look at your picture that is on my phone, And think about how you mean so much to me, Asleep in your bed my sleeping beauty, Waiting there for loves true kiss, I'm your prince and you're my princess, I love all the little things that you do, And how you can always make me smile when I'm with you, So when I look into those gorgeous eyes, And tell you that I'm the luckiest of guys, Please know that what I tell you is true, And that i really truly love YOU, For you are my guide, You are my light, And no matter how dark it is, Or how alone I feel, You make my heart shine, I love you!

Song Of The Day - 08/12/08 - The Cranberries - Zombie (back To Live Edition)
zombie - cranberries Zombie - The Cranberries Another head hangs lowly Child is slowly taken And the violence causes silence Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me It's not my family In your head, in your head They are fighting With their tanks, and their bombs And their bombs, and their guns In your head, in your head They are crying In your head, in your head Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie What's in your head, in your head? Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie-ie-oh Another mother's breaking Heart is taken over When the violence causes silence We must be mistaken It's the same old theme Since 1916 In your head, in your head They're still fighting With their tanks, and their bombs And their bombs, and their guns In your head, in your head! They are dying In your head, in your head Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie What's in your head, in your head? Zombie, zombie, zombie-ie-ie-ie-oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, hey-oh, yeah, yeah, yeah

Red Shirt Friday~a Tribute To Our Soldiers
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

A Heart Remembers
A Heart Remembers A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long ago a moment... one single moment, that only a heart can remember a fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside you a boy and a girl... so far apart, so long the days that it took their hearts to remind them... how fortunate they are, that a heart... can return a fleeting thought, one single moment, or a memory burned within... so they can now live as one as only inside true love, can such a past remain until... it's found again

Song Of The Da Y - 08/13/08 - Queen - Fat Bottomed Girls (skinny Bottomed Girls Edition :d )
Fat Bottomed Girls - Queen Are you gonna take me home tonight Ah down beside that red firelight Are you gonna let it all hang out Fat bottomed girls You make the rockin' world go round Hey I was just a skinny lad Never knew no good from bad But I knew life before I left my nursery Left alone with big fat Fanny She was such a naughty nanny Heap big woman you made a bad boy out of me Hey hey! I've been singing with my band Across the wire across the land I seen ev'ry blue eyed floozy on the way But their beauty and their style Went kind of smooth after a while Take me to them dirty ladies every time Oh won't you take me home tonight? Oh down beside your red firelight Oh and you give it all you got Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Hey listen here Now your mortgages and homes I got stiffness in the bones Ain't no beauty queens in this locality (I tell you) Oh but I still get m

Almost 1 Year.
I can't believe I have survived almost a year in school. As of October, it will be 1 year and I will be starting my sophomore year. I have been given the chance to add a 2nd major to my degree program and I am stuck between Psychology and PR / Marketing. Oh, I should mention that I started Ashford as a Psychology major, but changed my major to social & criminal justice. Should I stick Psychology as my 2nd major, since that was my initial focus or should I try something else?

Dust Mites Yur Health
i cleen carpets i no one thing u have dust mites traped in yur carpets no matter how much u vac u need to have carpets cleend 2 times a yr u can live a lone have verry cleen carpet but do u no its full of dust mites pollen all that no good stuff u breath in ppl take there carpets out go to hard wood floors i take curses on this stuff i no am saying

Depresed Stuck In Marrage
depresed stuck in marrage u tell ur wife u go yur way ill go my way yur depresed u dont have girl friend u just whantr to go wear u whant at times dont need bossing to be left a lone she doesnt whant to her it fits with u no end u say at times well do things to geather other then that i go on my owen she says no she nout staying at home a lone when yur out having fun u tel her to find friend go wear u whant she tells u to nout come home thas what u whant she fits fits like crazy stuck in marrage no place to go u get tryed of fitting depreesed buy frank

"love Is Like A River" By Kissingal
Love Like a River Strong and persistent, that keeps going no matter what is going on around it. It has a beginning but no end. During whatever storms, it goes on through the mountains and valleys, sometimes rough, sometimes calm. It is always there, beautiful to look at and to listen to. Love is like this river, and I sit at the river's edge and watch my hopes and dreams drift down. Calm, peaceful, warm sunshine, Memories spent there, promises made, Love made. So it is with love, peaceful and strong, Able to withstand any obstacles that come its way. That love will go on, down the mountains and through the valleys, to the spot where the love is. ..Written by..Kissingal..

Grateful
I want to write down all the things I am grateful for. I need to turn my frowns upside-down, and remember the happy person I used to always be, I miss that person and I know she is still there, deep inside. I have finally let go of the hurts I have been through. I am grateful that I have a job. It's not my dream job, but there is time for that. I am grateful to be working while so many people out there have unfortunately lost their jobs due to the poor economy. I am glad I am still able to work and provide for my family and pay my bills. I am grateful for the education I have received. I may be experiencing a snag, but it's not the end of the world. It will all work out the way it's supposed to. And for my friends, I am grateful for your love and support. You know who you are, and you have always been there for me, through my good and bad times. I love you all and appreciate your kindness. I will always be here for you. Lastly, but the most important of all. I am grateful

Liers...
I am so fucking tired of liers and the drama on here. I met this guy and was already to have him move to be here with me and then I found out that he's sending other women diamond rings and all of this other stuff that tells me that he might not be worth my time in the long run. I am not sure what the fuck to do though, I really do Love Him So Much, but I am not going to have him move in with me and then later find out that he's just a cheater. don't get me wrong I have met alot of good poeple on here too, just seems like everytime I think that I have someone who I could possibly be with they just end up being liers or create alot of fucking Drama and I don't need anymore shit like that in my life right now. I am not going to be on nearly as much as I have been, to all of my friends who want to talk to me still, sb or message me and I will shoot u my Y-IM or my new #.

Song Of The Day - 08/14/08 - The Cranberries - Linger (such A Sweet Song Edition)
Linger - The Cranberries Linger - The Cranberries If you, if you could return Don't let it burn, don't let it fade I'm sure I'm not being rude But it's just your attitude Is tearing me apart It's ruining everything And I swore, I swore I would be true And honey so did you So why were you holding her hand Is that the way we stand Were you lying all the time Was it just a game to you But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You got me wrapped around your finger Do you have to let it linger Do you have to, do you have to Do you have to let it linger Oh, I thought the world of you I thought nothing could go wrong But I was wrong I was wrong If you, if you could get by Trying not to lie Things wouldn't be so confused And I wouldn't feel so used But you always really knew I just wanna be with you And I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You got me wrapped around your finger Do you have to let it linger Do you have to.

Naughty Blog!!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Prayer For Our Animal Friends
Heavenly Father, our human ties with our friends of other species is a wonderful and special gift from You. We now ask You to grant our special animal companions your Fatherly care and healing power to take away any suffering they have. Give us, their human friends, new understanding of our responsibilities to these creatures of yours. They have trust in us as we have trust in You; We are on this earth together to give one another friendship, affection, and caring. Take our heartfelt prayers and fill Your ill or suffering animals with healing Light and strength to overcome whatever weakness of body they have. Your goodness is turned upon every living thing and Your grace flows to all Your creatures. Grant to our special animal companions long and healthy lives. Give them good relationships with and if You see fit to take them from us, help us to understand that they are not gone from us, but only drawing closer to You. Grant our petitions through the intercession of good St. Francis

St. Francis' Prayer In Praise Of God Given To Brother Leo
You are holy, Lord, the only God, and Your deeds are wonderful. You are strong. You are great. You are the Most High. You are Almighty. You, Holy Father are King of heaven and earth. You are Three and One, Lord God, all Good. You are Good, all Good, supreme Good, Lord God, living and true. You are love. You are wisdom. You are humility. You are endurance. You are rest. You are peace. You are joy and gladness. You are justice and moderation. You are all our riches, and You suffice for us. You are beauty. You are gentleness. You are our protector. You are our guardian and defender. You are our courage. You are our haven and our hope. You are our faith, our great consolation. You are our eternal life, Great and Wonderful Lord, God Almighty, Merciful Saviour.

The Zipper
As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg She tried to take the step, only To discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the Step.. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little More and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Kentuckian who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus. She went ballistic and turned to the would-be Samaritan and yelled, 'How dare you touch my body! I don't ev

Song Of The Day - 08/15/08 - Hellyeah - You Wouldn't Know! (yes I Would Edition)
You Wouldnt Know - Hellyeah You couldn't be You couldn't be me Even if you wanted to Everything I've been through You wouldn't know Live your life Soaking up all my sunshine And smile your whole life I wouldn't know 18 wheels are rolling 18 wheels are crushing me down Running me down Cars are crashing Cars are crashing, all around me Running me down All my days are numbered All my days are grey All my skies are covered All my ends are frayed You couldn't be You couldn't be me Even if you wanted to Everything I've been through You wouldn't know Live your life Soaking up all my sunshine And smile your whole life I wouldn't know Lightning's crashing Thunder's rolling all around me Bringing me down Stars are falling Fire's lighting all around me Burning me down All my days are numbered All my days are grey All my skies are covered All my ends are frayed You couldn't be You couldn't be me Even if you wanted to Everything I've been thro

If You Love Me,love Me Like This
I Would rather have had one breath of your hair, one kiss of your lips, and one touch of your hand, than eternity without it. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straight-forwardly without complexities or pride, I love you because I know no other way then this. So close that your hand in mine, is as one. So close that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep, So close that when you cry, I cry, And so close that when you hurt, I hurt. So I thank you. I thank you because, you showed me a side of you, that no one has ever seen! Your words, have given me comfort, your honesty, has filled my heart, and your laughter, has touched my soul. I hold you in my arms, because it is the only place where I find peace. So I will cherish, every breath you take, every beat of your heart, every touch of your hand, and your every word. For you are my heart, my mind, my body, my spirit, and my soul. And I will Love you all of my days, and for all of eternity,

Broken Friendship
A tear is shed for broken hearts, As Faithful friends, do depart, A wasted bond which has been spun, Weakened, battered and undone, And always vengeance in the way, But still their tears drop, day by day, Wishing things could mend and heal, But anger is all they wish to feel, Scared to admit that they may long, To one day, fix the things gone wrong. But till the day of mended pain, Both shall struggle to maintain, Their ignorance to their mistakes, Their empty care that friends did break, No one knows, what future holds, But two true friends do unfold, It came so quick, without demand, But as for now, it’s in their hands, For neither knows what other feels, But both must know what all is real, The memories of the endless times, The pain that seems in constant rhyme, The mending power which they confer, The reality of longing for, And now lies the day which needs an end, To leave it stay as broken friends, Or to work for things that they do long, But either wa

Phelps By A Fingertip For Gold No. 7
He ties Spitz's record with 100m fly win By NBCOlympics.com Posted Friday, August 15, 2008 6:38 PM ET BEIJING -- Move over Mark Spitz. Michael Phelps won his seventh gold medal of the Beijing Olympics on Saturday, edging Milorad Cavic by a fingernail, .01 of second in the 100m butterfly on Saturday at the Water Cube. Phelps' seventh gold ties Spitz's 36-year-old record from the 1972 Munich Olympics. The Serbian federation filed a written protest to FINA, swimming's world governing body, contesting the result, but Serbian officials were shown video of the finish and agreed not to pursue it further. Replays showed clearly that Phelps had won, according to USA Swimming's Jamie Fabos Olsen. "If it was up to me, I would just drop the protest," said Cavic, who swam collegiately at the University of California-Berkeley. "I'm stoked with what happened. I don't want to fight this." Still, Cavic said he wasn't sure the fastest swimmer won. "Is Michael Phelps

Bdsm Dictionary Of Terms O-t
OBJECTIFICATION: Sexual arousal from any act in which one person is dehumanized or dehumanizes another. Animalism, and some forms of humiliation play and utility D/s, involve objectification. ODALISQUE: (Literally, Turkish oda chamber, room + liq woman) Archaic A female sex slave. OLD LEATHER: Anything of or related to the gay male BDSM community which began in the United States and Canada after WWII and was most popular primarily between the 1960s and the late 1980s; characterized by a very rigid and structured hierarchy, elaborate codes of conduct, ritualized protocol, and a strong sense of community, duty, and loyalty. Often modeled on military traditions and practices, the old leather community was almost exclusively comprised of gay men and was suspicious of "outsiders." Contrast new leather; See related hanky code. ORGASM CONTROL; also, ORGASM DENIAL: The practice whereby one person is not permitted to reach sexual orgasm without the permission of another person, or for

Bdsm Dictionary Of Terms H-n
HAIR TIE: A bondage technique in which a rope, twine, or cord is woven or braided through a person's hair, then tied in such a way as to limit mobility of the bound person's head. HANDCUFFS: Narrow metal cuffs with a pivoting hinge and a ratcheted locking mechanism, connected to each other by a short length of chain and often used to restrain people's wrists together. Commonly used by law enforcement and security personnel. Commentary: Handcuffs are not always safe to use in BDSM scenarios, particularly if resistance play is involved, as their narrowness and hardness can cause injury to the wrist if the restrained person pulls or struggles against them. HANDBALLING: Colloquial; see fisting. Usage: Less common than the term fisting. HANKY CODE: A covert technique developed largely by the old leather community for advertising one's BDSM preferences and to indicate the activities in which one was interested. The code worked by using a system of colored handkerchiefs, usually worn

The Fear Of Lilith
An interesting article about Male Fear of Dominant Women The Fear of Lilith Examining the Lilith Myth and the Male Fear of Dominant Women By Charles Alexander Moffat Men’s fear of women has caused them to portray women in two specific archetypes and continued to compare women in such a fashion because the majority of their writing was written by men for other men. Thus was born an unspoken tradition amongst men to portray women as weak submissive and/or seductive, evil succubi/monsters such as Lilith, and is the result of men’s fear of being controlled. Psychologically, a man may be willing to have sex, but if the woman is not, the denial of sex perpetuates a breach in the male ego. The male response to this rejection is fear and anger, and in order to find a solution to the problem, the male reacts by finding excuses for his superiority. Believing that if he is superior and that the woman is weaker and inferior, then whether or not the woman is willing will now be unimpor

Dominant's Creed
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To win a submissi

Top Ten Rights Of A Dominant"
Top Ten Rights of a Dominant" 1. A Dom/Domme has the right to absolute honesty from the submissive. 2. A Dom/Domme has the right to as much clear communication as the submissive can give. 3. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told All of the submissives' needs/desires. 4. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told the submissives' secret dreams. 5. A Dom/Domme has the right to be wrong, as long as it doesn't compromise the submissives' safety. (That's how we learn to get better) 6. A Dom/Domme has the right to safety as much as any subbie does. 7. A Dom/Domme has the right to experiment with ideas in a scene negotiation. 8. A Dom/Domme has the right to be silly. 9. A Dom/Domme has the right to call a safe-word. 10. A Dom/Domme has the right to Love the submissive for who they are, not who they wish to be for the Dom/Domme.

To Be A Master Requires Humility
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM by LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998 The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth.

Submissive Version 12 Days Of Christmas
On the 1st day of Christmas, my master gave to me... A Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 2nd day of Christmas, my master gave to me... 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 3rd day of Christmas, my master gave to me... 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 4th day of Christmas, my master gave to me... 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 5th day of Christmas, my master gave to me... FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 6th day of Christmas, my master gave to me... 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS,. 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 7th day of Christmas, my master gave to me... 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and

A Master's 12 Days Of Christmas
On the first day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... A sub tied to a pair tree. On the second day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... Two matching floggers... And a sub tied to a pair tree. On the third day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... 3 French ticklers... Two matching floggers... And a sub tied to a pair tree. On the forth day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... Four rings a piercing... 3 French ticklers... Two matching floggers... And a sub tied to a pair tree. On the fifth day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... FIRE PLAY with Sir Kane!!!... Four rings a piercing... 3 French ticklers... Two matching floggers... And a sub tied to a pair tree. On the sixth day of Christmas my true slave gave to me... Six different nipple clamps.... FIRE PLAY with Sir Kane!!!... Four rings a piercing... 3 French ticklers... Two matching floggers... And a sub tied to a pair tree. On the seventh day of Christmas my true slave gave to

Abc's
A is for asphyxiation, you won't catch your breath B is for the blindfold, that keeps you dark as death C is for your cock wich that I squash beneath my shoe While I watch you wiggle, and I laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzy, jerking tendency K for kisses, L for love and licks you offer me M is for the manacles imprisoning your feet N is for your nelly little nimby so sweet O is for the O-rings, holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirk I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints, to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that only you will know T is for the torment, that keeps you on the go U is for unbridled lust that only I control As I c

Song Of The Day - 08/19/08 - Black Label Society - In This River (slowly Drowning Edition)
In This River - Black Label Society I've been around this world Yet I see no end All shall fade to black Again and again This storm that's broken me My only friend In this river All shall fade to black In this river Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black Ain't no coming back Withdrawn a step away Just to find myself The door is closed again The only one left This storm that's broken me My only friend In this river All shall fade to black In this river Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black In this river Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black Ain't no coming back -Solo- In this river All shall fade to black In this river Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black In ths river Ain't no coming back In this river All shall fade to black

Guidence
Grant, O God, your protection: and in your protection, strength, and in your strength, understanding: and in your understanding,knowledge; the knowledge of justice; and in the knowledge of justice, the love of it; and that love, the love of existence; and in the love of existence, the love of God and God and of all goodness.

Song Of The Day - 08/19/08 - Slipknot - Before I Forget (marathon O Slipknot Edition)
Before I Forget - SlipKnoT - [The Subliminal Verses] Before I Forget - Slipknot Go! Stapled shut - Inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight - Bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic - Closing in and I'm Catastrophic - Not again I'm smeared across the page - And doused in gasoline I'll wear you like a stain - Yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections I've got no time to lose, I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shape Hold your breath Listen I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget Before I forget that I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget Before I forget that I'm ripped across the ditch - And settled in the dirt and I Break you like a stitch - Yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'

Song Of The Day - 08/20/08 - Elton John - Street Kids (big Purple Strap On Edition)
Street Kids - Elton John They must have had the whole thing planned There must have been a hundred If we make a stand I think we'll be outnumbered If I'd had the chance Then I could understand Why I'm a juvenile delinquent In an East End gang And if you think you've seen gasoline burning in my eyes Don't be alarmed, tell yourself it's good to be, it's good to be alive It's just another street kid on your tail Running on the wrong side of the rails With my boot lace tie and my hand-me-downs You know I run the toughest bunch this side of town Those street kids making news just being around I've been bottled and been brained Squealers can't be trusted If we fight tonight You can bet we'll all be busted I'd like to break away From the rut I'm in But beggars can't be choosers And I was born to sin Let's hear it for the street kids Making news just being around

Tropical Storm Fay
Well here it is Wed and this damn storm will not go away. Last night the eye stalled over my area (central Brevard county fl) and we have been pounded by rain all day and it looks like it will continue throughout the rest of the wk. This sucks. School is not in session tomorrow and my daughter is devastated. She has a cough though, so I guess it's a good thing that school is off tomorrow. I apologize to anyone who tried to contact me either through Fubar or my yahoo IM. I had very limited access to fubar as I could not respond on my cell phone. Well at least I was able to check my messages. I feel bad. Considering I was at my parents house and had no access to a computer, I figure everyone will understand. I truly do mean to respond to anyone who takes the time to chat with me or ask how I am. I am a very friendly person and I believe in the golden rule. Fubar is very addictive and since I am not working right now, it keeps me somewhat happy. I could do without a lot of request

The Love Shack - Looking For New Dj's!!!
Love music? Love people? Then this is a chance of a lifetime for you! The Love Shack is looking for new DJ's! And we want you! If you are reliable and love to have a good time with good people, then click any of the pics above to get to The Love Shack and ask for Alex. He'll give you the hook up! Click below to get to Alex's page and hollatcha boy! ALEX [*OWNER OF THE LOVE SHACK-SAMI'S OFFICIAL FU STALKER-SEX TOY TO MEESHA*] This bulletin made by: ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~

Tee Tee
tee tee I love you soo much hunny,your everything my air that i breathe the sun making the summer of us soo hot and melts the snow which ice these winterly roads that keeps us apart my moon brigthening ever night you never leave me in the dark. this love for you is so overwhelming you make me soo happy, happier then i've ever been and ever will be. you bring new hope everyday, i would have no breath no life nothing left with out u, all these years we loved and had broken hearts and promise. but all this finnally lead to us for now and ever. never having a doubt of missing you nor dying alone, a wonderful life thats wont be a dream anymore we have had great memories in the past and now the ones were making now, im glad i wont have a broken heart again but ill worry not both us but you when your sad i wana hold you close caressing your waist hiding my sadness behind my eyes,i am sorry for the little fights,that get you agitated upset pissed for when i don't know

Kinky
You Are 80% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky?

Black Tea
You Are Black Tea You have a bold personality. You're not afraid of simply being yourself. You have the courage to speak the truth. You are fearless in your actions. You come off as a bit intimidating and unapproachable. Only confident people are attracted to you. You don't try to scare off anyone. You're just an intense person! What Kind of Tea Are You?

Nudism....for It Or Against It???
I was wondering how many people in this secular world is OK with nudity and nudism as a lifestyle. This society seems to frown upon it. But in other parts of the world, a whole family can be nudists and It's O.k. I have visited nudist colonies, camps, and resorts and I'm actually fascinated....lol! Go figure! I would like feedback on your thoughts on nudism and family nudism. Basically, the lifestyle itself. Feel free to share any personal experiences as those can act as a good learning tool. Just be open with your entries...I really wanna know what a secular world thinks about this subject. By nudism , I dont mean being nude just around your hubby. I mean Nudism as a total lifestyle...alone, around family, at resorts and camps. My ears are open Fu-America!

Dear Goddess
Dear Goddess You who never kill but only change: I pray that my exuberant, suave and accidental words will move you to shower ferocious blessings down on everyone who reads this benediction. I pray that you will give them what they don't even know they want – not just the boons they think they need but everything they've always been afraid to even imagine or ask for. Dear Goddess, You wealthy anarchist burning heaven to the ground: Many of the divine chameleons out there don't even know that their souls will live forever. So please use your blinding magic to help them see that they are all wildly creative geniuses too big for their own personalities. Guide them to realize that they are all completely different from what they think they are and more exciting than they can possibly imagine. Make it illegal, immoral, irrelevant, unpatriotic and totally tasteless for them to be in love with anyone or anything that's no good for them. O God

Just An Ordinary Girl
I'm just an ordinary girl In an extraordinary world With a heart that's very kind And an open, restful mind. I take pleasure in what's good Do things as I know I should I do a good turn when I can 'though I have no master plan. In a world that's full of grace I try and take life at my pace And see the best that I can see In the life surrounding me. I am happy just to learn I ask for little in return And I thank my God above For my ability to love. I feel if we all can do our part To share a piece within our heart With our fellow kith and kin God will help us from within. And if one kindness we can do To each other, me and you, Then I really do feel sure God will make our spirits pure. So as you go about your day In whatever tiny way Just try to be aware You have a kindness you can share. And as you will impart A little love from in your heart So as you walk life's lengthy mile Be glad you made another smile!!

The Cigarette Song
Bring back the memories, This one's giving up on you. I don't miss giving up on you, And there's no more time. Forgive me one more time. 'Cause I do want you Away. Just bury me I am Away Whispered warning Away Just bury me I am Away And not a day has passed, That I'm regretting. The window's closed, And she's not letting me in. One breath, one glance slipped away and Missed call, missed glance I can't stay too late She's gone I will miss her voice, her eyes, and love's first kiss. I can't remind you all the time Bring it back, bring it back To where we were before I can't remind you all the time No, no Bring it back, bring it back One breath, one glance slipped away Missed call, missed glance I can't stay too late She's gone I will miss her voice, her eyes, and love's first kiss. The day is gone The sky is blue I know you're all alone And the sky is blue Come back to me The sky is blue The sky is blue

I Am Leaven Fubar . Thanks To Everyone
I thank everyone for all the support and friend ship. I thank you for all you did for me and the rates . and to all you sexy men. wow thanks alot. i will miss each and everyone of you very much. but i must go for now. i might be back on some other time. much love. and if you already have my email address please write and let me have some love that way. bye for now friends

"wells Fargo Calling...
about your mortgage application... then again, maybe not. Just give me your cellphone number... give me a copy of your investment account info on your job... oh, you have outside investments too?... give me a clean copy of the documents for that! Yeh, and while you're at it, i want a copy of your kids birth certificates and marriage license. Say... do you have a count of your last bank statements... both banks?./.. and okay, I'm gonna need to run a credit check.... that'll cost $35.00." Here they all are.. everything you asked for... and no, I told you I am a single woman... a widow. When can I expect to hear from you... I don't want to lose my option for buying that house at $6000 Mr. Patton... I gave you copies of everything except my exhusband's pictures! I already drew out plans for rehabbing it!" He winds out a really slow... "well, I can't promise anythig...er, what's your name?.... well, anyway, WELLS FARGO is a respectable institution. Give me a call in two weeks." That wa

Sistuh Cousins
.... are like best girlfriends except closer. They are there for you whether they want to be or not... they got blood ties. Until and unless "blood ties" dry up thru some mystery of magic and hanky panky, SISTUH COUSINS are the best best for sincere compassion in the "woman's life" of existence. The DRY UP situation is the only thing... and the one thing that one never imagines could come along.... but even that is not an impossibility. My cousins dried up... dried up and into sisterhood with persons who were before hand, UNRELATED. I might think that money bought the new relations; and or that my marital status to a person other than KWAANZA acceptable had a role in it... but then each of them had flings with a man of "alternate persuasion" too. They just didn't marry theirs. To bring the "magic" to point, I used wicked witchcraft (my daughter calls it "bitchcraft") to bring the message home. I simply reminded them of their days of illness... hangin off the lip of some "white man." I

My Woderful Friend....
I couldn't have asked for a better friend Than you have been to me Just when I thought I'd give up hope You made me stop and see How beautiful the flowers are How thankful I am to be alive How precious life really is With you standing by my side That everyone will have bad days And to not let them drag me down To put a smile on my face Because you will always be around I hear smiling is contagious Here's what I'm going to do I want to thank you my dear friend So I'll pass one on to you

Creator Must Have A Plan
FOR ME, BECAUSE IT SEEMS THAT DAILY I AM CHALLENGED TO KEEP FROM GOING POSTAL ON SOME ONE WHO DEARLY NEEDS TO BE BEAT DOWN; WHY YOU MIGHT ASK, WELL WHEN YOU DO THINGS TO SOME ONE WHO HASNT ASKED FOR OR DONE A THING TO DESERVE YOU OPEN YOURSELF TO WHAT EVER THEY MIGHT DETERMINE TO DO, I TRY HARD TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK BUT BROTHER I AT TIMES WOULD RATHER LEAVE WITH A SMOKING CRATOR WHERE THE ASS HOLE ONCE STOOD.

Trust
Growling, your voice in my ear says Do you want me Yes, I want you Do you fear me Yes, I fear you Do you trust me No, I do not fingers stroking my lips Trust me, you urge No fingers stroking my neck Trust me, you urge No fingers stroking my breast Trust me, you urge No Hands move to pleasure me my nipplies hardening I rock and sigh and sway lost in sensation lost in trepidation lost in capitulation Silence, your breath fanning my cheek Ask me to kiss you Yes, please kiss me Ask me to take you Yes, please take me Ask me to trust you No, I will not fingers stroking my thigh You are mine Yes, for this moment fingers stroking my clit I own you Yes, as I own you fingers stroking inside me You trust me No, I do not Hands thrust me forward my opening penetrated I rock and sigh and sway lost in sensation lost in trepidation lost in capitulation fingers bruising my hips

Trust
Main Entry: trust Function: verb intransitive senses 1 a : to commit or place in one's care or keeping : ENTRUST b : to do something without fear I close my eyes to you, trying to feel what is just a gentle touch. The pass of your hand over my body. I tremble with mixed emotions. I want this, I want you but something in me is screaming, protesting. I tighten my eyes and shift my body a little. Your hands caress my breasts as you moan in pleasure. I grip on to your shoulders tightly trying to fight the recoil under my skin. Part of me loves the caress, the rest of me is slowly stepping back. The rest of me is stepping back from the sensation. Slowly revulsed by the sensation. I'm so confused. How can I want and hate your touch at once? Why can't I heal? I feel two different things, As my eyes open to see you, and close to see someone else. Opening my eyes again, I keep my eyes on you. The way your moving within me gently, not hurting me Yet I can't seem to

Jennifer - A Dom/sub Love Story Ch. 02
It was the Tuesday following Jennifer's first visit to see him. She was up early and in the shower, still trying to shake off the sleep before heading out to work. Soaping herself slowly, her mind was drifting over Saturdays' events again. Her thoughts of the experience were still fresh in her head. The way he manhandled her, tossing her on the footrest, her struggles seemed useless; spanking her smooth white cheeks so harshly, then violating her asshole with reckless abandon; then forcing his cock so deep into her throat, making her gag and almost suffocate; tying her up and leaving her helpless against her wishes. There were at least several counts of sexual assault and aggravated assault to be found should she decide to press charges. Yet somehow time and distance from the brutal assault and suffering have combined to romanticize the memories in Jennifer's mind. She had not yet realized that as these memories replayed in her mind, her hands were caressing the very points of injur

Lori's Story
Lori Steele was a few months shy of her nineteenth birthday when she first discovered what would become her lifelong lifestyle. The summer after graduation she went on a trip with her best friend. Her friend's father who was one of Lori's parents' oldest friends accompanied the young women. It was a month long car trip through the western United States. Though she wasn't a virgin Lori had led a fairly innocent life. Her parents were prudish about sexual things and preached abstinence on the few occasions when sex was mentioned in the house. Her parents views on modesty meant she had never even seen her mother less than fully dressed and she had little concept of male anatomy. She didn't even see the one guy she had had intercourse with naked. She lost her virginity on the night of senior prom. Being unaccustomed to drinking the wine she shared with her date made her very woozy. To make matters worse her date got drunk and began acting very aggressive. She enjoyed the kissing an

A Slave Is Awakened
Lynn slid along on the dance floor in the arms of the strange young cowboy. At 26 she was a hottie. Hottie was the only word available to describe her. Red hair, green eyes, 5'4", 105#. She only had little A-cup titties, but their smaller size made them extremely sensitive. Her ass and legs were to die for. She would dance and flirt with this cowboy and maybe one or two others then they would join us at a local motel and fuck her for hours. We wouldn't go home until the next morning. This was regular and frequent activities for Lynn and me and the select few she managed to seduce at the cowboy bars we frequented. 'Managing to seduce' these young cowboys was never an issue, because besides being a hottie and easy on the eyes, Lynn also had a great personality. Tonight she wore an extremely short denim skirt. She wore no panties under the skirt and as she danced, occasionally you got a good look at her ass cheeks peeking out from under the short hem. She was such a tomboy, sh

The Tiny Frogs
Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly: No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: 'Oh, WAY too difficult!!' 'They will NEVER make it to the top.' or: 'Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!' The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.. The crowd continued to yell, 'It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!' More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big

Trust Is Priceless
"Trust is like a rare priceless crystal vase.....if it is broken....you might be able to put the pieces back in place....but...it will never be as strong as it was before it was broken.....or it can even be shattered so much that one may never find all the pieces to place it back as one...."

On Bended Knee ~ Boyz Ii Men
On Bended Knee lyrics Darlin' I can't explain Where did we lose our way Girl it's drivin' me insane And I know I just need one more chance To prove my love to you If you come back to me I'll guarantee That I'll never let you go Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knee So many nights I dream of you Holding my pillow tight I know I don't need to be alone When I open up my eyes To face reality Every moment without you It seems like eternity I'm begging you, begging you come back to me Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until

College Degree... Must Study Humanities
I WONDER WHAT IT WAS ALL FOR... then sit bakc in motionaless awe at the audacity slef had at ever venturing into the world of academia. WHY? did I concern myself so intently? SOCIAL ISSUES have nothing to do with REAL ESTATE ... INSURANCE and LAND DEVELOPMENHT. It barely touches upon JOURNALISM.. freelance or otherwise. Not unless you tend to er,,,, uuuhemmm... THINK. Poor me, I am a thinker. I have a bad habit of being a PROBLEM SOLVER and unfortunately for me IAM PRETTY GOOD AT IT. Problem is, the world is no lace for such LUDICRUS mentality or mannerism. It's based on DRUGS SEX ad MONEY. (right Alfie?) I'm a relic of HISTORY... (right David?) and I tend to exist in a cesspool of MISSED OPPORTUNITES (right Elwood Kureth?) Now all resound with "DAM HER!" ... No Janis... they aren't giving me your job... it's the opposite. DAMN HER in my case, my life, simply refers to something short of a curse. Those folks just never slowed their studies to feature intense VOODOO or I would most c

Fellatio-lesson Two
LESSON TWO The sad fact is that most people, men and women, do not have the slightest idea of how to suck cock. Most seem to think that simply by making a cunt of their mouth, closing it around a man's penis, and bobbing their heads lustily up and down until he climaxes automatically makes them expert cocksuckers. Au contraire! Consummate skill is required to suck a man's cock and provide him with the highest degree of pleasure possible. When I first started my quest I really had no one to turn to for advise and counsel. It was all hunt and suck. Hunt and suck. Find that one technique that could and would set him on fire! I had to learn from my experiences and while I would not want to deny you the innate pleasure that these experiences will bring I would hate to see you lose a great companion because of your inexperience and lack of expertise. Let's assume that you have taken that opportunity to LOOK at his penis. To explore each area of the penis to find the most sensitiv

Fellatio-lesson Three
LESSON THREE Place his stiff cock inside your mouth but do not tighten your lips around the shaft. With your head begin a circle motion. The cock will slide to different places in your mouth as you continue the circle motion. Watch your teeth on this one. A kneeling position will suffice but it is also effective when your partner is on his back and your head is directly over his cock. The circle should be executed in both clockwise and counterclockwise motions in a slow purposeful manner. I found many guys in New York who seem to prefer this technique above all others. I met one guy who could circle a cock for hours and I found myself having multiple orgasms while his mouth circled my cock. I didn't lose my hard-on after each cum. When the technique is performed correctly it means many hours of unadulterated pleasure.

Song Of The Day - 08/27/08 - Breaking Benjamin - Skin (200 Views And Counting Edition!!!!!!!)
Skin - Breaking Benjamin well i know you dont know the reason and its cold a sign of the season cause your old and battered and beaten and we'll grow til we hit the ceiling yeah you know we better get away send a letter bombs away youre covered in my skin i couldnt imagine anyone else come up for the weekend i couldnt imagine why you would save yourself well its gone and its not returnin and your clothes and pictures are burnin cause your old and battered and beaten and well grow til we hit the ceiling yeah you know we better get away send a letter bombs away youre covered in my skin i couldnt imagine anyone else come up for the weekend i couldnt imagine why you would save your self (x3) YO THANKS A LOT GUYS U'VE BEEN WATCHIN MY SONG OF THE DAY BLOG FOR THE LAST 61 POSTS AND I'VE MANAGED TO GET 200 VIEWS (WOO HOO FOR ME :D) SO THANKS A LOT FOR UR TIME

Stand In The Rain ~ Superchick
She never slows down She doesn't know why but she knows that when She's all alone feels Like it's all coming down She won't turn around The shadows are long And she fears if she cries That first tear The tears will not stop Raining down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day what's lost can be found You stand in the rain She won't make a sound Alone in this fight with herself And the fears whispering If she stands, she'll fall down She wants to be found but The only way out is through everything she's running from Wants to give up and lie down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down You stand through the pain You won't drown And one day what's lost can be found You stand in the rain So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it's all crashing down Stand through the pain You won't drown And one da

Meet Me
Love hangin out flirting with all the hot guys. Bi-curious looking for a hottie to be my first. New here and just starting to learn the site. Sorry no pic yet. I need to get one taken. Love the bar scene offline, lookin forward to it online.

Understanding A Woman
Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand, For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand. Hope is only held suspended by one single strand, For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland. Open up your heart to me, so that I may prove to you my devotions. Allow me to convey true beliefs, and tender emotions. Let us ponder fantasies so explicit, exploring, capturing passions, Intensifying feelings so deep, yearning for shivering reactions. Express to me what you want, and see if I can understand, For you want to be fulfilled, and this I also demand. Hope is only held suspended by one single strand, For the love that I possess in my heart never can be known as bland. Sprinkle me with your caring heart and this will not be in vain, Gratifying the void of your soul with my tongue, the truth you will gain. The undesirable spirit of vanity in this situation will be slain, And the attempt for capitalism on your emotion