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Farrah Fawcett
AFTER SEEING YOUR BEAUTY DISPLAYED UPON THE NEWS AND SEEING THE PAIN YOU SUFFERED FROM CANCER'S ABUSE WE PRAYED FOR YOU ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND NIGHT KNOWING YOUR HEART, YOU FOUGHT A VALIANT FIGHT BUT NO MATTER WHAT WE DID OR WHAT WE SAID YOUR PAGES WERE BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND SWEETLY READ AS YOU LAID DOWN AND BREATHED YOUR LAST BREATHE JUST THINK NOW YOUR ARE BEYOND PAIN AND DEATH THE ANGELS CAME DOWN TO YOU AND TOOK YOU AWAY AS ENTERED HEAVEN WHILE MUSIC OF LOVE QUIETLY PLAYED YOU AND THE ANGELS DANCED AND PLAYED IN THE AIR BECAUSE THOSE YOU LEFT BEHIND LOVED THE WAY YOU SHARED YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL IN THE END JUST LIKE FROM THE START NOW MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND GUARD OVER OUR HEARTS ALOHA FARRAH, TELL MY BROTHER I LOVE HIM, MISS HIM, AND I'LL SEE HIM SOON, MAHALO.

How I See The World In The The Lyrics Of Dreamer By Ozzy Osbourne
Dreamer lyricsGazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there's only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself Time after time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those Who will come after us ... This time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away oh yeah I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn't really matter much to me Without each others help there ain't no hope for us I'm living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could all just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and biggotry ... Be gone?

Immortal Sonnets Pt.1
FULL... WOMAN, CARNAL APPLE, LUNA CALIENTE.. HOT MOON, THICK SMELL OF SEAWEED, CRUSHED MUD AND LIGHT, WHAT OBSCURE CLARITY OPENS BETWEEN YOUR COLUMNS.. IMMORTAL ANCIENT NIGHT DOSE MAN TOUCH WITH HIS SENSES... LOVING IS A VOAGE WITH FIRE AND STAR'D CLOUDS, WITH SUFFOCATING AIR AND BRUSQUE STORMS RAGE LIGHTNINGS... LOVING IS A BATTLE OF LIGHTNING BOLTS, AND TWO BODIES, CLASH OVERCOME BY ONE HONEY... KISS BY KISS

Haters Flagging Pix Nsfw
My time to rant about Haters. People who flag your pix NSFW out of jealousy for whatever reason. I had one account taken away from me because of this. I always mark my pix that are NSFW just that. For those out there that dont have a life get one and stop coming to my page if you dont like me. This website is supposed to be for adults so lets act like one.

Marie Laveau-lyrics
Marie Laveau - Lyrics The most famous of the voodoo queens that ever existed Is Marie Laveau, down in Louisiana There's a lot of weird, ungodly tales about Marie, She's supposed to have a lot of magic potions, spells and curses.... Down in Louisiana, where the black trees grow Lives a voodoo lady named Marie Laveau Got a black cat's tooth and a Mojo bone And anyone who wouldn't leave her alone She'd go (growl) another man done gone. She lives in a swamp in a hollow log With a one-eyed snake and a three-legged dog She's got a bent, bony body and stringy hair If she ever seen y'all messin' 'round there She'd go (growl) another man done gone. And then one night when the moon was black Into the swamp come handsome Jack A no good man like you all know (TALK) He was lookin' around for Marie Laveau. He said Marie Laveau, you handsome witch Gimme a little a little charm that'll make me rich Gimme a million dollars and I tell you what I'll do This very night, I'm gonna marry you Then It'll be

The Big Party! Night 6
I will be out enjoying the big party! Back on 7/6. Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there. But if I don't have a blast! Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick! Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts hung out with a great friend! Night 3- Vaughn Anthony -- John Legend It was so HOT as in SEXY -- I thought people were goin' to get it ON!!!!!! Me is tipsy! Night 4- Need to Breathe -- Bare Naked Ladies Night 5- Jamey Johnson -- Jason Aldean It rained shorted out the chair and someone had to break in and rescue me. Night 6- Jake Owen -- Keith Anderson -- Kelly Pickler Damn are they HOT! Jake n Keith are so yummy!!!!!!! I got so drunk. Night 7- Counting Crows -- Sweet Wild Orange I stayed home cuz I need to recoop from Nights 5 & 6 Plus I miss my FuF

The Warzone [9/5/08]
MY MIND IS IN CONSTANT BATTLE WITH MY HEARTTHERES NEVER A STALEMATEOR A TRUCEJUST MUTILATED BEINGS STRUGGLINGTO EXISTTO LIVETO WINTO PROTECTEVERY BEACON OF HOPETO THE BITTER CONCLUSIONTHE TRAGIC STORY THAT NEVER ENDSWITH EVERY THOUGHT THAT PASSESTHE 2 CLASH OVER AND OVERWITH EVERY PERSONITS SCARY WHEN BACKTRACKEDAND TO THIS DAYTHE FIGHT CONTINUESBUT EITHER NO ONE SEES ITOR THEY ACTUALLY DO SEE ITBUT NEVER LEND A CALMING HANDFOR FEAR OF BEING SUCKED INAND FEELING THE PAININDEED MY SOUL IS A WARZONEDUE TO HEARTBREAKBETRAYED TRUSTFEELING POWERLESSBUT ASK YOURSELFCAN U HELP TO CHANGE ITFOR THE BETTERDONT BE AFRAIDJUST COMEI'LL BE WAITING

Nothing But Torture
“Nothing but Torture” It was morning again, cold, and unpleasant as always. My body wrapped in multiple blankets to keep me warm and cozy. I've always been unable to sleep in a hot room, the window was always draped open to allow a gentle breeze to sweep in. Of course, the down fall of having the window open and allowing the cold air to fill the place up was that it made getting out of bed very hard. To leave the comforts of my body heated blankets and step into the icy room naked as always. I'm not the prettiest of girls, well at least I would think. I've been told different times, on many different occasions. I have a slightly tanned body, an average height of five feet four inches. My hair long, chestnut brown, and falls over my shoulders in a gentle pile. My eyes a beautiful emerald green. My breasts supple and full, nipple small and pointing upwards a bit giving my breasts the impression that they're fuller then what they really are. I have a slender figu

~fuzzy Navel~
~Fuzzy Navel~ A clear amount of beauty, wrapped in aggression. The caress of soft skinned sweetness. Tears of a sphere covered in leather. Inside comes a flow that gives birth to a life. A life touched to her lips, a coercion into pleasure. Soon offered to the one, by generous hands. With cliche like attempts, a success almost fatal. The death of your inhibitions, into the arms that now embrace you.

25 Years Of Life
Well, what can I say about my 25th year alive? Not really much I guess. There really hasn't been alot in my life that's really worth talking about. I didn't accomplish much and what I did accomplish in my 25 years was graduate high school, get into some trouble, move around alot, get a couple tattoos, get engaged, had my heart broken many many times and was hurt in many serious relationships throughout my life. There is still much going on right now as that I am not going to give into detail about it all because it's still currently taking effect. I held down many many jobs including Burger King and KFC, TGI Fridays, and two of which just weren't jobs but possible career paths I could've chosen but did not. One being a medical records clerk for a family practice office in NJ and the other being a tractor-trailer service repair technician for a major towing company in Pennsylvania. At least with that "career" I was going out on jobs in the middle of the night, cleaning up after major ac

..why..
..WHY.. Pain..... that’s all I feel just the sour taste vinegar& tears that burn like acid.... the metallic sent of blood and the sound of shattering dreams ....why.... must I cry myself to sleep only to be tormented by the past the faces of those around me begin to blur as my strength weakens ....why.... must I suffer at your hand? I already want to die.... why must you make it worse?!! aren’t I tormented enough already?! another suicide attempt, another bloody mess on the floor while you stand there watching ...laughing... as I lay there bleeding my heart...cold and broken as memories flash before my eyes ...why... what point is there to fight it never knew the warmth of happiness or knew what it was like to be loved I’m just another broken heart that was forgotten by the world just another child without a home and family who cared nothing more then an empty shell, stripped of all emotion all that’s left is pain and hatred it has to be my fault... every

Dead- My Ode' To Michael Jackson
(Sung to the tune of Bad.... ) Dead My butt is sooo Worm chow right now Betta believe I’m underground I’m telling you Sleep sound tonight All of the kids Will be alright Jump on, Jump on, I’ll pay my du

People Today!
I was layin' in tha bed thinkin' ( I do all my best thinkin' it seems when i am tryin' to sleep) ,and I wondered what Norman Rockwell would think of America today. He was a Great Artist he did paintings that are famous ,and are pure Americana. What would this man think of how people in this country are now. I always make a point to wave at someone and smile as I drive by .or Hold a door open for a person so the may enter where ever I am first. I try and be kind to people . I wasn't always that way.I used to think it was cool to be a Jackass ,but as I have grown older I have realized that being good to people is why we are here. To be selfess is much better then being selfish. To be kind is much better then being mean. I look at the way people go about there day to day lives thinking of nothing but themselves. At some point they have to ask themselves the ultimate question. "What is being such a fucking Prick really getting me!" Life is about more then that . We are on this earth to b

Boner Brigade
Accepting applications from the hottest women on Fubar to join and represent the latest exclusive membership club on Fubar the Topdawg Boner Brigade! I hope to establish a harem of the most beautiful women on Fubar modeled after the most successful groups already on here. Shoot me a message if you might be interested.

For You.....if You Even Exist....[7-6-09]
THE THOUGHTSTHE SCARSTHE PAINTHE NIGHTMARESTHE TEARSWHEN WILL IT ALL END?WHY ME?WHY AM I TRAPPED IN THIS VICIOUS CYCLE?IM LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY SHATTEREDBECAUSE NO ONE TAKES THE TIMETO LOOK INTO MY EYESTO EMBRACE MY SPIRITSO THE THOUGHTS CONTINUE THE SCAR FROM CUPIDS ARROW CONSTANTLY BLEEDSAS I SMOKE A CIGARETTE STARING AT THE MOONBECAUSE IT SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY LIGHT IN MY LIFEI BEGIN TO WONDER IF I WAS MEANT TO BE ALONEIN A WORLD BECOMING MORE CHILDISH BY THE DAYNO LOVE, ONLY LUSTNO REALITY, ONLY DREAMSNO FIGHTERS, ONLY FREED SLAVESNO RESOLVED SITUATIONS, ONLY BLIND CONFLICTSHOULD I END IT ALL?OR KEEP FIGHTING TO FIND MYSELFAND JUST AS IMPORTANT, MY OTHER HALFIN HOPES THAT SHE WOULD SHOW HERSELFAND EMBRACE MY QUALITIES AS WELL AS MY FLAWSIF YOU EVEN EXIST.......IM HERE....HOPING.....FIGHTING.....WAITING.....FOR YOU..... -LORD ZERO, THE SHADOW DRAGON-

Bad Girl~
He never knows the sins for which I'm atoning. His one question gets all the information he needs."Have you been a bad girl?"Though I'm sometimes unclear why, I always know somewhere deep inside myself that yes, I've been a very bad girl, and I desperately need to be punished for it.We've met like this several times now, and the pain gets more and more intense with each visit. Tonight was the last night before he had to go out of town for a ten day business trip, and I was more than a little wary of the evening's possibilities. He showed up at the door around seven, and I didn't see him carrying anything. This is because, I later realized, I didn't look hard enough. We sat on the couch for a while and chatted about upcoming events, recent shows, excellent movies - the usual things people chat about. Skeleton Key drifted around the room through the smoke from my clove, and I was beginning to feel relaxed. The atmosphere was light, and we were trading tasteless jokes. Before I'd even rea

No Tut?!
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=370193229&albumId=1134525&authKey=N1kDpmMp8iXn1e7Klq01cbJpngaBReerup0YDtzALZ93DtpF5ZVvEh1Cou77MU5KX05xLQXsj3lsI0QkGRY96LB4tbXzXmwvM0lMRPrxsaQ%3d I went to the Children's Museum today to see the King Tut exhibit. You know that golden sarcophagus of him? The ads show it, the commercials show it. Only... it's not there. The only Tut stuff is a chair, some statues of wives and canopic jars. There IS a small Ramses II golden face. But the actual King Tut golden sarcophagas? NO. Which kind of made me mad. I mean talk about false advertising! Geez. Don't get me worng, the stuff that was in the exhibit was pretty, but it's called King Tut. I mean, the King isn't there! LMAO. Just a warning for anyone in Indy or someone who wants to see it. I also saw Dino exhibit and Star Wars. Now let's be clear that the Star Wars is based off Clone Wars. Yeah. The worst film out of them all. Plus the cartoon part on Cartoon Netwo

That’s How I Remember You
That’s how I remember you, your hair in freedom and an ice on fire, so different from the rest. I remember you like that, letting yourself be admired, untouchable, inaccessible, unreal, cold as the wind, dangerous like the ocean, sweet as a kiss. That’s how I remember you, playing to fall in love, conceited, capricious, and ideal. I remember you like that, loving without love, impassive, impossible to reach.

Your Free Time - For You Who Is Always Talking To Eveyone Else...lol
Your free time, if all possible please give it to me. In return I will give you my whole life or whatever is left of it. Please give preference to all those love demanding people, but your free time if all possible, give it to me. It does not matter if is only two minutes, or one, with just one I will be satisfied. Just as long as we live them together, the best of your free time, please give it to me. And then when they reclaim you and call you again, I will say that your remainder time, if it’s possible, please give it to me.

Blame Me
You know very well that you failed me and that you forgot about your promise. You know for sure that you deceived me, even when no one can love you as I do. I have many reasons to despise you, but I wish you well. Please tell who ever asks you that I never loved you, tell them I cheated and that I was the worst. Blame me, and with my pain cover your back.

Dgasgwq
Work was blah..blah blah blah. Had a meeting and had a big bbq afterwards. I ordered steak...even though I don't like steak much but I didn't like the chicken the last time they did the big bbq.I have perfect attendance for over a year...yay me...If you have perfect attendance for a certain amount of years, they give you a gift card to the employee store... whoopie... I never really buy anything there because I don't even wear Nike stuff... But I can probably get 2 or 3 pairs of shoes with my gift card. We're having this Summer Event thing at work...Every year, we'll have one in the summer and one in the Winter. This summer, we'll be having a bbq, carnavil games, and i forget what else. I can invite one guest and I have no idea who the hell to bring. I volenteered to help out with the place for a while that day...I'll be getting paid double and half... woot. More money...I'm also going to be help touring the place for guest and family of the Nike building...go me. I'll be getting my

Inspiration
.. ... controversy copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it knows me, the subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..

What The Hell!~
Ok whats the deal????? I was asked to get Joy some feminine pads for her monthly erm.... monthly erm thang... So I went with my oldest step-son to the store. We walked into Wal-Mart and into the hygene department and we were looking for the pads, and OMFG! a whole wall dedicated to the feminine products... I mean what the fuck! What a rag doesnt work anymore? It became rediculous, I mean my step-son at one end of the wall and me on the other using our cell phones looking for certain brand of pads! for fuck sakes what is up with these 3000 differant brands of pads! All I can say is.... Thank god Im a Man , sheeeesh W.H. 2009~

Soul Talk
A subtle, yet compelling shift of focus is affecting our society. That shift is felt not only on an individual level but globally as well. Hungering for fulfillment and meaning, people seek the harvest of spiritual food... NOW is the moment to claim our power, the power of LOVE within.. As we respond to our desires for meaningful lives, we are enabled to respond to one another. When we choose to balance and heal ourselves, we can experience the dissolution of inappropriate patterns. In action in our lives, we can feel the freedom that comes from releasing negative thoughts and emotions. Character weakness can be replaced with the strength and courage to change the world. Healed and at peace, we are like pebbles tossed in a pond, affecting all those with whom we come in contact, inexorably and gently, in ever widening circles.... Our lives are the expression of a deep inner knowing that our very existence, each breath we take, each beat of our hearts is the manifestation of the ultimat

I Need A Drink
Sipped Refreshing Ice tea On a Sunny afternoon it Cooled down then Shaded Palms Glanced at what was Greener on her side Chocolate fantasy Images Creams dreams During the day Brunch cleaned Sponges Absorbing The elements of The theories Of revolt lusts appetizer The Main course was Intimate tastes Switch Try to fight it Giving in entangled Sending it to you Telepathically wound When spoken No sounds You feel my words Read my lips With the Vowels and consonants I Strip your body Of its wordy shell Of paraphrasing Letting the pearl be shown Writing expressing lessons taught While learning Sharing remembering What it is to feel And not to feel but which is more beneficial? I need a drink Copyright@2009micheck12isthisthingon?

Soul Bleed - Damageplan
Now that I'm all alone, painfully aware I'm starting to feel the cold, knowing you're not there Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams All I have are demons here for company Come and look inside, hope you like what you see And if you run and hide, you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands they only claw at me Drown in emptiness my soul is left to bleed Throwing a shadow on every thought I have Knowing that something's gone echoes in my head Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams And all I have are demons here for company Come and look inside hope you like what you see And if you run and hide you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands they only claw at me Drown in emptiness my soul is left to bleed

Finding Myself
I don't care anymore if I let you down I believe that I need to be free I'm so used to my life with you around I don't know anymore....the real me And i thought i found my self today And I thought that I had control All the change in my life just fell away For a moment I didn't need you All these tears that I've cried You must be tired of taking care of me but Its what you do best and I'm a liar cause really its what I need And I thought that I found myself today And I thought that I had control All the change in my life just fell away For a moment I didn't need you Someone like you Someone like me Maybe its change that set you free Free.... And I thought that I found myself today And I thought that I had control All the change in my life just fell away For a moment I didn't need you And I thought that I found myself today And I thought that I had control All the change in my life just fell away For a moment I didn't need you

Barry White - Just The Way You Are
I never take anything for granted Only a fool maybe takes things for granted Just because it's here today It can be gone tomorrow And that's one thing that you Never in your life ever have to worry about me If I'll ever change towards youbecause Baby I love you Yeah I love you Just the way... You are...

Oak Alley Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA OAK ALLEY PLANTATION VACHERIE, LOUISIANA The haunted plantation house known as Oak Alley fits every idea that we might have about the grand old homes of the south. There is a ghost who haunts Oak Alley Plantation..... although who it might be is still unknown. Some say that it might be the ghost of a young girl whose life was destroyed here many years ago and some claim that the spirit is that of her mother. But regardless, it is a legend that has been told many times over the years. But is it just another ghost story? Not according to the tourists who captured this ghost on film? The Bernard's were just a couple of tourists who had stopped to visit Oak Alley plantation one afternoon. They took a number of photos in and around the house, never expecting to uncover proof that the legendary ghost of the plantation actually existed. When they had their film developed, they sent a copy of one particular photo back to the staff me

I'm Tired
"I'm Tired" by Robert A. Hall I'll be 63 soon. Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce, and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day, I've worked, hard, since I was 18 Despite some health challenges, I still put in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. I make a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I worked to get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, and I'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth around" to people who don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government will take the money I earned, by force if necessary, and give it to people too lazy or stupid to earn it. I'm tired of being told that I have to pay more taxes to "keep people in their homes." Sure, if they lost their jobs or got sick, I'm willing to help But if they bought McMansions at three times the price of our

St. Louis Cathedral
St. Louis Cathedral HAUNTED PLACE: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica ADDRESS: 615 Pere Antoine Alley, New Orleans, Louisiana/ LOCATION: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica can be found near the corner of Peron Antone Alley and Chartres Street, directly across from Jackson Square. DESCRIPTION: This beautiful 1850 Cathedral Basilica is the landmark structure of New Orleans, with its two side steeples and central bell tower with its steeple. It is designed inside along the lines of traditional large churches of its time, with a central main altar, two side alters, a beautiful pipe organ, that has recently been rebuilt due to water damage from Katrina, a vestibule and other statues of importance, breathtaking ceilings and lovely decor. The lovely Cathedral Garden can be found behind the Cathedral-Basilica, on Royale Street. HISTORY: On this plot of land, there have been 4 churches, built to serve the spiritual and physical needs of the people of New Orleans. The first st

Lafitte's Guest House
Lafitte's Guest House HAUNTED DWELLING: Lafitte's Guest House ADDRESS: 1003 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116 | 504.581.2678 Web-Site LOCATION: Lafitte's Guest House can be found on the corner of Bourbon St. and St. Philip St., just half a block up from Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub and a few blocks from the bar action on Bourbon Street, in the residential area just north of the heart of the entertainment area of New Orleans. DESCRIPTION: Lafitte's Guest House probably got its name for being so close to Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub. This restored mansion is described as an 1849, 3 storied French-style luxury boutique hotel, with an attached wing on the back of the mansion. This lovely building was built by master builder, Joshua Peebles, for debt collector, Paul Joseph Gleises and his wife Marie Odalie Ducayet, their 6 children, and their slaves. After the war, the attached wing was the servant's quarters. The architect, Robert Seaton, also designed th

La Pavilion Hotel
La Pavilion Hotel ( HAUNTED DWELLING: Le Pavilion Hotel ADDRESS: 833 Poydras Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70112. WEBSITE: lepavillon.com LOCATION: The glorious Le Pavilion Hotel can be found on a main city artery, on Poydras Street, and the corner of Carroll Street, 2 blocks west of St. Charles Ave., about 5 blocks away from the French Quarter. DESCRIPTION: A member of Historic Hotels of America, Le Pavilion Hotel truly has earned the nickname,"The Belle of New Orleans." This grand palace integrates old world beauty and decor with modern day amenities." Crystal chandeliers from Czechoslovakia, marble floors from several locations around Europe, marble railings, imported from France, that once graced the lobby of the Parisian Grand Hotel. Spectacular Italian columns and statues were bought to grace the exterior, and fine art and antiques from the world were added to the decor, much to the pleasure of its guests. All the modern conveniences expected in a 4 star hotel

The Pea Farm
The Pea Farm The Pea Farm is an old, unused prison that lies deep in the woods of South Shreveport. It is covered in vine and debris and it is said that you can hear moans and screams coming from it at night. It is posted and is covered behind the trees and cane. There is also rumored to be a female prison a few yards away from it. It is said to be haunted because of the beatings and killing of the prisoners. Also, during the 50's, a local artist by the name of Clyde Connelly was the wife of one of the Pea Farm's superintendents. Mrs. Connell lived on the Pea Farm and used many of the inmates there at the time for inspiration for her art.The following is an e-mail from a man that was an inmate at the Pea FarmHe claims that he was incarcerated there briefly in the 50's, which was right before it closed down. It was built around the turn of the century and the main building is the one that was used to house the violent criminals. The lower portions were used mainly as rec room

Tag You're It! Tagged By Kimberly-- Plain -n- Simple
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1-I hate the tag you're it game. Ha! 2-I have lived within the same 20 mile area all my life. Yes...it's been a long time...yes I need to get out more....I heard once that the earth was flat...is it true? 3-I have no fear of bees....I was stung once in my life. I tried to catch it with my hand....hey - I was 3 years old... 4-I don't have a sweet tooth....it magically disappeared when they stopped making the Bar-none candy bar....coincidence? 5-My musical tastes run the full spectrum of the music world. I like anything except possibly rap. My 4000+ CD collection proves it! 6- I am planning to attempt snowboarding this coming winter. I must check my medical coverage firs

Neat Spiritual Info
Some info I came across that is very close to my heart is, first something by King Serge Kahili - Mastering Your Hidden Self - A Guide to the Huna Way , awesome book. And anything by GREGG BRADEN or there is also good stuff by MIND , BODY & SPIRIT. Ultimately anything u research is for u 2 understand from ur perspective, Plus check out Michio Kaku, really important stuff happening there. PEace

More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.

Passion Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames

My Dream
Maybe I am the happiest man in the planet if I have your kiss every time I desire. I will also be the most fortunate in this world if every time I wake up I find you next to me. Maybe there is nothing that matters more than you and is enough for me to know that you are there, thinking about me.

I Will Never Follow
If there is ia Hell, and I KNOW THERES NOT, I would NEVER worship any so called god that put his children through that type of pain and torture. That is NO KIND of parental love. I would rather burn in Hell than worship a psychopath that would do that sort of thing. Aliens? I don't know...I know the Greys can be bastards but why would they be torturing people to that extent?

Bringing Home Baby
Just a little over a week ago I added an addition to my life. Someone had thrown a baby kitten out of their car at a gasa station. I was asked if I would be willing to take it since I had no pets. I really didn't know how little this kitten actually was. Her eyes were open and she was walking around but upon taking her to the vet she weighed less than half of a pound . They didn't know how old she was. Just a few weeks. She didn't eat and at first had to be fed with a tiny baby bottle. This happened on the weekend and as the ugly head of the monster called work drew closer, I realised I couldn't leave the baby alone. As luck would have it my gf said that her kids volunteered to watch it. Like taking a baby to the babysitter, I packed up it's formula, antibiotics, toys,and food and litter box and took all to the sitter's house. I think they were ready to kill me after a few days. I guess I should have told them that they can't tie a kitten down. They named her "Precious". It h

If You Could Read My Mind--gordon Lightfoot
If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could tell Just like an old time movie bout a ghost from a wishin well In a castle dark or a fortress strong With chains upon my feet You know that ghost is me And I will never be set free As long as Im a ghost that you cant see If I could read your mind love What a tale your thoughts could tell Just like a paperback novel The kind that drugstores sell When you reach the part where the heartaches come The hero would be me But heroes often fail And you wont read that book again Because the endings just too hard to take Id walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script Enter number two A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me But for now love, lets be real * I never thought I could act this way * And Ive got to say that I just dont get it I dont know where we went wrong But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could te

Here There And Everywhere!
I feel like crap, I have ocd really bad... I can't stop cleaning, I have three kids, and my main living space, really don't show the fact that I have kids, other than their pictures. I need more decorative stuff, and I also need more money! lol Im gonna go psycho on my old boss if she don't give me last check stub soon, so i can go back to school. I need it before 8-28.... damnit i'm really bored. ..... oh yeah and I need to level up and it's just not happening!

Old Man River
Ol' man river, Dat ol' man river He mus'know sumpin' But don't say nuthin', He jes'keeps rollin' He keeps on rollin' along. He don' plant taters, He don't plant cotton, An' dem dat plants'em is soon forgotten, But ol'man river, He jes keeps rollin'along. You an'me, we sweat an' strain, Body all achin' an' racket wid pain, Tote dat barge! Lif' dat bale! Git a little drunk An' you land in jail. Ah gits weary An' sick of tryin' .... Ah do gits so weary. But Ah will keep rollin along, jus lak ol man river. Now it jus so happens dat mah dearly loved auntie died today. Dat ol man river, done gently took her up and guided her down to the paradise oasis dat mah granson Harper an mah grandmas an grandpas an two of my uncles and too many ah dah other longer reachin folks a mah line stretch out into. But ah knows dat dey will be waitin fo my auntie, an my granson will show her how to look down inta dat speshul chanted forest what I made fo his brave sistah. Oh, dat ol man rive

I Will Wait
I will wait for you to feel the same as I, for you to see the moon the same color as I do. I will wait for you to be able to foretell my love verses and find warmth in my arms. I will wait until your path is my path and until you give me your soul as I have surrendered. I will wait for you to dream and soon desire to kiss. I will wait for when your hands to yearn my touch and to be always in your memories. That my presence is the world you want to feel and that one day you could not survive without my love. I will wait for you to feel nostalgia for me. I will wait for the time for when you ask me not to part from you. Maybe you will never be for me, but I will wait.

Dana Andrews
I just watched the video of Dana Andrews that has been going around net and OMG I Am In Love!!!!! I want her NOW!!!!!!! hehehehe! I know now to cover peephole when I stay in hotel!!!! She has like the awesomeness body, just want to lick her all over. I have read some articles about it and some suggested it was a set up and I was like NO WAY Freako's!!!!! Then I watched video and then googled her and saw some of her pics and now I am not so sure......she does like to show off her body when she is reporting, guess she has to in male dominated world but like the image I am posting here it is like I think it may be a publicity gimick like more n more are saying. We all pose in front of mirror but she seems to be doing it for the camera, the person shooting vid even makes noises and she does nothing.......Anyway, doesnt matter really all i know she is smoking HOTTTTT!!!!!!!! and I want her!!!!!!!! Just my thoughts for today (subject to change) hehehehehe!!!!!! laters y'all kisses n

I Was Thinkin...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it. ........ so yea.

My Motivational Quotes- Quotes I Strive By.
A blind man once said- The value of life has no limitations. Take each day as they are, but remember with materialism, happyness dwindles. "There once was a man who had the heart of a lion, the brain of a mouse, but the will power of ten thousand men. Anything in life can be achieved. You just have to follow your dreams"- Darius (Me) "How much can one be worth? Do you see yourself as an object or an entity? To claim one's own purpose in this life... Inevitably, there is a spot for us all awaiting in the void of death." - Me "Love yourself for who you are. Do not let the things in life stress you out. Your life is like a blade of grass, gentle and fragile, but maintainable with the right amount of confidence and care. Be wise in each and every decision that you make. Do not compare yourself to others. Hold your will strongly, and your positive thoughts will reign true in your life. No fault is of one's own, the circle of life has it's breaks. One must keep the cycle flowing

Pretend
Pretend I smile till it hurtsCan't you see my pretty teeth?See my big green eyesHow they glisten with fearMy fists are clenched in determination..Or is it fear?but thats okayBecause see how I laughAnd see how I smileWith tears gliding down my cheeksPlease dont see my painBecause its not really thereAren't I a great actress?You are to, you know...Because you pretend you care. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Some New News!
Yesterday Sam took off work and packed her stuff at her old place and moved it into storage until out place is ready. She told her parents that she is going to be staying with a friend, so they can go ahead and sell their place. They were excited by that. The jerk wasn't there when she moved but a friend of his was there to let her in, she has three brothers who helped her move. The friend told her that the jerk got the message that he won't ever again contact her. He said the jerk was scared and he didn't scare easily. I want to ask my friend what he did but not sure if I should..........Anyway, all is well here, going to go out after I write this and enjoy the weather, we have a forest preserve close by with trails and thinking about walking them. Same is gone today with her brothers, she is taking them to a show and dinner for helping her and my friend has to go into work today for some extra work.....so me is all alone today! Sam did go to bar for me last Thursday night and

Gratitude....subject By Lasara Firefox
Why Gratitude? by LaSara Firefox, MPNLP Gratitude offers benefits that range from the physical, to the psychological, to the spiritual, and affects both our inner and outer lives. Gratitude practice, in and of itself, bring us into creative co-creation with our personal reality, our beloved family and friends, the world, and our experience of it all. In this quick overview of why gratitude practice is such a good idea, we will just scratch the surface of some of these topics. For a deeper look into the pragmatics of how some of this works, see The Science of Gratitude. For tips on creating more interactive gratitude practice, see How to Grow a Grateful World: Engaged Gratitude, and 5 Ways to Engage Your Kids in Grateful Giving. For ways to bring gratitude, and the practice of it, easily into the life of your community, see How to Host a Gratitude Gathering. (All available in Gratitude Games Pro.) Physical Benefits of Gratitude: Gratitude cancels out stress. When you're standing i

A Thought ~ Unfinished
ever feel that you ment the most wonderful person.but your talking to them thru a box.You talk every day and have finally reached an impass.The box just does not convay your feelings any more.When you feel like running away you know they won't stop you when you want to cry their there to lead you a shoulder and cry with you.When you pick up the phone you know you can call them and they will listen.But that just does not seem to be enough anymoreAll you want to do is comfort them hold them and kiss themLove them. How do you fix the distance. Convay your feelings.

The Letter I Wrote My Angel Baby I Just Lost
Dear my little baby, Hi hunny. This is your mommy. I know you don't understand why you can't see me or feel me holding you in my arms. I don't understand either. You were only about 8 weeks old when I lost you. I am so sad and angry. I wish I could still be carrying you. I am so angry, cause I know it is my fault you left this world so early and before your time. I just don't understand why you left me so early. Everyone is saying that it was meant to be. I just don't believe that. What I believe is that it is my fault that you died, and that it is my fault that I lost you. I just don't understand at all. If you were still with us, you would have a great family to greet you when you would of came into ther world. You would of had 2 older brothers to play with. You would've got to see me and your daddy's face. I wish I could see your precious little face. To have your precious little hand to grab ahold of my finger. I wish I could see you smile at me for the first time. I wish I could s

Come Here!!!!!
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you. I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you. When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness. I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing. You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed. I notice time passing by and you are so far. Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love. Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer. Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth.

Savage Garden "affirmation"
i did not write this...these are the lyrics to a song by savage garden... I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned I believe the grass is more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are milli

Sex And More Sex!
Sunday was a down day for me, not as is being sad but no sex at all. When my friend and Sam came home, she barely had time to kiss me bye, her parents were taking her out for dinner and later she called saying they wanted her to spend a few nights with them before they head off on a cruise and my friend was off to help his brother with something and by the time he got home he was too tired to fuck me and the lady I met Saturday couldn't make it, so I had to break out mr rabbitt and had an exciting cum but wished I could've shared it. Work today and yesterday was blah!!! same old shit, but we get ice cream later this week for being so safe, yippie, i luv ice cream!!!!! when I got home last night my friend was working on something in his den and Sam was with her parents, so it looked like another night with mr rabbitt, I like playing with myself but two days in a row!!!!! I was sitting on couch and watching dvd that I bought the other day, the one with spanking, I was getting a lil h

Dont Under Estimate My Ability Or Defante My Character
long tyme i been in this eatern hemasphere waisting my tymewhere the shystem under estimates your ability defante's your characterand only intend too spread propaganda & public mischief dont care how goodhow you live in this society a man can not be too good, because this is the devil's world...

Bestmoviestar Newsletter Aug 2009
Newsletter of August....by Jackeline DaltonAugust is one of my favorite months of the year.The sun shines high and it makes everything more beautiful and tan lol~I love Summer Time!For this August, nothing better than starting with a couple of fresh new outfits.I will be getting some new toys and this makes me sooo excited! I can barely control myself....There will be in August, 6 new girls joining my contest. They are some well known girls on iFriends and I m honor to add them to participate on CELEBRITY OF THE MONTH.Remember to cast your vote and of course stop by their rooms and check out their archives.Have a blast getting to know one of my SEXIEST NEW FRIENDS@ on Interview of the month. She will tell me alllllllllllllllllllll......MIMI702One of my favorite parts of the month is when I achieve a goal. My goal was make 1.000 follows on twitter ... Well I pass that number already! Whoawhooo! If you have a twitter follow me and I will follow you back. With those direct messeges we can

Livality
I have not to give. Why should i live. Nothin for me to gain. I'm goin insane feelin so drain. All in myself has been pained. Left but not all there. Feel like i'm not/losin self in thought. From all that has been taught.Never had been never had ever feel like i ever could seeminly would never felt like i can don't really get or understand the life of ever bein. Not feelin plain nothin's ever the same. Wondering why all i ever go through are lies. Why do you pretend to just make me feel better only doin it for urself ur self ur self self. When all ur doin nothin is for urself.

Tick Tock In Wonder Land.
Sitting here alone as the tick goes tock, Seconds go by with each tick tock, Yet there's no clock to go tick tock, It may not be there but I see the Clock, And that clock goes tick tock, I watch that second hand move as it goes Tick Tock, Tick tock goes the invisable clock tick tock tick tock, When will I get out of this room that goes tick tock, All I see is white rooms n that damn clock that goes tick tock, tick tock tick tock the cat sat up the clock as it went tick tock, It smiled and asked if I heard the tock tick or the tick tock, I said no why would I hear a tick tock, or a tock tick from a clock, A clock that aint ther with a cat that asked if I heard the tick tock; from that annoying clock of tock tick tick tock, With a smile his tail moved with the tick tock, Then your ok your just as mad as the rest of us here.

Awakened
the creature within has awakened. centuries of deep slumber have come to an end. the pain and torment have risen from the depths. a weakened soul now stronger than ever. a shattered heart mended by the blood of the ancients. tiamat has brought new life. but one thing still remains untouched. the memories of a life long ago. memories of a life that will never come to be. but with this new life, with this new strength, this new rage deep within. the creature within will come forth and take his place in this world once again. the ways of old have come to pass. but will now be enforced upon this world. a way of life feared by many and believed to no longer exist. but soon this world shall see the ways of old. soon this world will know of this creature about to come forth. are you willing to take the chance to learn or are you going to run in fear. will you be strong enough to realize the truth or are you too weak to open your eyes. his time has come. the ways of old have come.

Thinking - A Punishable Crime
Marilyn Manson - Tourniquet Why am I punished for providing stimulation for thought... I have no idea. I like stimulation. I like thinking. I enjoy educating myself. I like debating. Marilyn Manson makes visually interesting videos. You know I just try to keep the FuFans whirling so that the flies will not be able to land. Well, clearly I am comfortable with the knowledge that my amygdala springs from my daze as a banana eating jungle monkey. It is still up and running.

Dear Diary
Excerpts from a dog's daily diary:(Best if read before the cats) 8:00 am “ Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! 9:30 am - Oh, boy! A car ride! My Favorite! 9:40 am - Oh, boy! A walk! My Favorite! 10:30 am - Oh, boy! Getting rubbed and petted! My Favorite! 11:30 am - Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! Noon - Oh, boy! The kids! My Favorite! 1:00 pm Oh, boy! The yard! My Favorite! 4:00 pm - Oh, boy! To the park! My Favorite! 5:00 pm - Oh, boy! Dog food! My Favorite! 5:30 pm - Oh, boy! Pretty mums! My Favorite! 6:00 pm - Oh, boy! Playing ball ! My Favorite! 6:30 pm - Oh, boy! Watching TV with my master! My Favorite! 8:30 Oh, boy! Sleeping in my masters bed! My Favorite! Excerpts from a cat's daily diary: Day 183 of My Captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild satisfaction I get in ruining the occasional piece of f

My Fuhubby&rlbf And Family
I LOVE MY FUHUBBY&RLBF SLIM,LOVE U BABY I'M UR BABY GIRL NO OTHERS.NOW ALWAYS 4EVER ALSO LOVE MY BRO LAW SPIKE,VAMPIRE20008 AND MY SIS AMBER,TABBY,JAMMIE,BRAE,VIPER,ROXY,MISTY,HOLLY,MY BROLAW'S BRAD,RANDY SOON TO BE EDDIE. ALSO LOVE MY SHOCKWAVE FAMILY THATS NOT MY SISTERS OR BRO IN LAWS LOVE U ALL RAIN,XXOXOOXOX

Secret Friend (beware)
Fearing his return Marie locked all of the doors in the house, shutting the blinds on all of the windows, and even closing the bedroom door to give her an extra moment alone. She lights a candle on each side of the bed and turns on the radio and the ceiling fan. She walked over to the bed and kneeled down. She opens her bedside table and pulls 3 books out. She reaches back and grabs her rabbit. Closing her eyes, she remembers why she has to hide her toys in the first place. (Having to hide her toys from her boyfriend is hard, but she can never have enough and he doesn’t love her the way he used to. They used to have sex 3 sometimes 4 times a day, but after a month he began to lose interest. Around that time he found her alone with her toy and playing with it. He reprimanded her for using a toy, but he didn’t know she had only just bought it for him, to please and tease him. He told her to never, as long as they are together, use her toys again. Embarrassed and hurt she nod

Back And Still Going...
Two years since my last post... A lot has come, A lot has gone. Happy times, Sad times. One thing remains pure, One thing remains together. The love my daughter and I share, Will remain together forever.

Kiss Me Hello
If you had things to do overWould you do them just the sameWould you maybe see yourselfAs just a player in the gameAnd if hindsight's twenty-twentyWould it help you see at allWould you never try the mountainAre you too afraid you'd fallAnd what would you do for the moneyWhat would you do for funWould you leave yourself defenselessWould you get yourself a gunOoh kiss me helloOhh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetThey're making tracks for the doorhttp://www.free-lyrics.orgDo you think you'd try the backroadsMaybe ones less clearly markedWould you make love in the daylightWould you come out of the darkWould you hold your thoughts in silenceWould you free them with a shoutWould you demonstrate your patienceWhile your destiny's dealt outOoh kiss me helloOoh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetT

Continuing On...
I awaken in a wagon, near someones feet. I get sat up, and feel a flask at my lips, giving me water. I drink slowly, careful not to drink to much and choke. I rest until we stop. I meet up with the Lord who is in the carriage ahead of the wagon. He is the noble that I heard of, and he wants to talk to me. I relate that I know nothing of the horse or its rider, and why it was out there. He asks where I am going. I reply, the very same town he is going to. "I heard you were banished there" I explained. "It would make for a good story someday." At this statement, the young man, (younger then me by 2 years or so)gets very incensed at this remark, does not allow me to tell stories about him, and does not allow me to travel with him any further. I stay at the farmhouse we are at to fully heal. Helping out the first day, I get full bed rest the second day to start on my travels on the third day. To be continued....

Need Java And Rants
Blah, I gotta get myself some java before I head to work so I have some on my first break at work...I have enough java for my breakfast tomorrow. I knew i should of grabbed some coffee after work but I was hungry so I got Taco Bell..Yes...evil evil...They're very ok....no exactly the easiest meal to eat while driving though. Just one more day of work for the work weekend...Yay! There's this one girl...she went to weigh herself after lunch or break, I forget and she's like.... I'm so fat...I'm getting fatter...I used to be 85 lbs and I'm at 89.....What the fuck?!!??! She's this really fucking tiny chick..and she thinks that fat?!? I should just sit on her and tell her what's fat. She was telling me that she's all into purses and coats....she carries around a 100+ dollar Coach purse..loves to shop there and has to shop at those uppitty stores. She has 6 credit cards and working to pay them off...she's 20. Wow..yeah...crazy...I'm so glad I'm not a girly chick like that. So on Friday, I

Hello It's Me
Just one of them day's.Kinda sucks all's you wanna do is cry.Well for me im a very emotional person.I'll have my day's where i'll cry for no reason.I know life isn't easy to live.But who said life came with a book?Sure wish it did thn my life be alot easyer.I know it's just wishful thinking.I often sit and take a long hard look at my life to see what i did.Well only thing im proud of was graduating from high school and getting my high school diploma.One of my most proudful thing's i ever did in my life.Not many people get that once chance in a lifetime.

He Shall Rise
Then with thunderous roar the stars whirled before me in a great coiling vortex and I was drawn into that nameless abyss like a leaf before the tempest My screams of terror yielded to merciful oblivion and darkness engulfed me I awoke amidst the silent sands of the red desert to behold the great orb of the sun proclaiming the dawn. I arose, and turning to the North set my feet towards Damascus where I, Their scribe, must write my book. For beyond the Pillars of Hercules, dreaming crystals call Of He Who Sleeps Know ye that He has slept death's dream for ages unnumbered; He who has slumbered long before the birth of Man; He who is dead yet waits dreaming: SHALL RISE, and His time draws near. The worm shall not corrupt the corrupted; time is naught to His continuation; the aeons shall not lay waste that which is not of earth's flesh In R'Lyeh He dwells, bound in timeless sleep by Those who would hold back the darkness of Outer Hells and stem th

My Sickness
So, as some fo you know, I've been really sick the past few weeks. Throwing up, hurting in general, being nauseus and being super-lethargic. Well... We found out today what's wrong. I'm.... pregnant. This is the only place I'm gonna post this on the intrawebz, but I gotta tell someone other than my mom >.> So... yes. I don't really know how to feel about it, but I've made my choice of what to do. It makes me feel... ugly. This is the first time I've ever been.. y'know... and it's not a sexy thing. Especially not with the getting sick. Brad made me FEEL sexy earlier, but while he sleeps it's hard to keep the thoughts away. Like i said, i just had to tell someone, and, I trust you guys more than others.

2gether We Will Ride
Feelin nothin but misery, my enemies missin meCant trust a friend but at least they pretend to be Somebody you can call when yo times is hardWe went from drug dealin to catchin multiple scarsIt took a little bit of time for my eyez to seeHow many real mother fuckerz down to die wit meKeep me guessin with no questions askedAnd when the heat is on will he be the first to blastGet me high cause I dont really wanna be the gameSo I can smoke and reminisce and miss the evil pain I wanna change but the streetz keep on callin me backI keep an open mind thats the reason im strappedIm still jumpin this west holdin my chestThinkin theres where the bullet restsI must confess with every breath they had me breakin my neckI could understand the reason niggaz plottin my deathI cant believe Im still paranoid and all unrestYou can count on meAnd I can count on youTogether we will rideSo you can count on meAnd I can count on youTogether we will ride

Jeans
Why is it that every time I wear these certain type of jeans, the ones im wearing now, my co-workers would comment to me saying that I've lost weight. When I wear any other bottoms, I don't get that comment. They're just normal jeans..nothing spiffy... a little baggy, thats it. I haven't weighed myself in a while...afraid to since of what I all ate on my days offs...

What Is Love
What is love Is it resurrecting all your past fears Is it crying til there are no more tears Is it pain that lives deep in your heart Is it feeling as if your soul has been ripped apart Is it wanting and needing more than you're given Is it making a mistake and never being forgiven What is love It's supposed to be a beautiful, sacred thing It's supposed to give you all the joy life can bring You're supposed to feel safe in your lover's embrace In their arms, all worries erased Expecting to be happy your whole life through Perhaps that's what it means to a lucky few As for me, cursed for all my days to wonder Always with the question on my mind, I ponder What is love

My Goodbye
As I sit here and cry I just want to die The world has turned its back Desire to live I totally lack Would anyone care or know I was gone? Why do I bother to carry on The pain could cease so easily Done with it all 1, 2, 3 So many options from which to choose Just have to pick which one to use Any of them would take away the pain Finally peace I could attain Be done with this wretched life So full of turmoil and strife To be away from this horrid world To have the wonder of serenity unfurled The thought brings such peace of mind I will leave all cares behind So tell me good-bye, let me go Because soon with the wind I shall blow

Lost
Lost in confusion In love with an illusion A fantasy that can never be A time I will never see Lost in dreams Nothing what it seems Wanting to live out my desires Not having the strength it requires Lost in grief Depression steals in like a thief Emotions running high Strength in short supply Lost in fantasy Wanting to live in reality The world beckons to me I can't hear its plea Lost am I Only wanting to cry Life has become surreal Can't deal with how I feel

Youre So Close...
I can hear the clue, I can smell the words, I can climb the scale I can write the curves, I can hear the note, I can beat the beat.. I can dance the drum, I can tap my feet.... Getting Closer..stop me dreamin... Wanna feel you... YOUR SO CLOSE.. I cant play it very well, but IT IS what i want, and what i want is what it takes, it could be real..it could be fake. It could be anything at all, give it strong, give it all. Nothing held back, just get it written on the wall... Cant hear you..Your so close.. Want to feel you.. YOUR SO CLOSE &nb

How I Feel
When I fall in love, I will miss herthe very moment I say 'goodbye'and my heart will yearn forthe very moment I say â€˜hello'.When I fall in love, all my old hurtsand pains will seemlost and faded away and I will be strong andbrave once again.When I fall in love, I want youto be happy always, everand feel like the happiestperson of them all . . .Because that's what I will feel,when I fall in love, with you. tell me wat u think

Tips For Handling Telemarketers...
Tips for Handling Telemarketers Three Little Words That Work!! (1)The three little words are: 'Hold On, Please...' Saying this, while putting down your phone and walking off (instead of hanging-up immediately) would make each telemarketing call so much more time-consuming that boiler room sales would grind to a halt. Then when you eventually hear the phone company's 'beep-beep-beep' tone, you know it's time to go back and hang up your handset, which has efficiently completed its task.

How Are Your Nipples?
{ 12 Types of Nipples } 1) Bologna 2) Silver Dollars 3) Pepperoni ('Ronis) 4) Blind Pigs 5) Bubble Gum 6) Muffin Tops (aka Smurf Houses) 7) Puffles 8) Dipples 9) Pencil Erasers .....a) Tart 'N Tinys .....b) Lincoln Logs (aka Hot Dogs) 10) Candy Buttons 11) Fade-outs (aka Ghosts) 12) Crunchberries ==================================================== 1) Bologna - When the areola covers nearly the entire circumference of the tay-tay. 2) Silver Dollars - No nip, all areola. 3) Pepperoni ('Ronis) - Unusually bumpy or puckered, often with a strangely ridged edge. 4) Blind Pigs - Low-slung nips with a jutting or pointed snout, facing off-kilter directions. 5) Bubble Gum - Looks like they been chewed on by Dobermans, a lot. 6) Muffin Tops (aka Smurf Houses) - When the areola and nipple form a smooth swollen cap at the end of the bazonga. 7) Puffles - Puffles are like double Muffin Tops; when the areola and nipple are both swole up for a "stacked-o

Poem I Wrote For A Ex
I never thought that I could find A person so sweet and so kind Who has an interest in me and what I say And thinks I’m pretty no matter how I look that day My heart is so full of joy and growing with love For this person God has brought down from above And I hope that he will always know That I support him no matter where he will go Even though we are far apart He still has every piece of my heart And I know that he feels the same way Just by how he talks to me each day

Black Cat Destiny
Dreams are a fatality stabbing the air no where to go no one to share with going down the rabbit hole again not quite touching sliding reacing streching forget the dreams they dont exist forget the friendship that wasn't there phantoms like air float through the mind winding around and around and around choking off all hope but wait whats this a bit of earth grasping gripping no more slipping finding the light and the way out

If You Need Some Fubucks
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Notice!
So, Changes, they are a part of life and I for one feel that any public display of oneslef should reflect those changes. With that said be aware that in about 48 hours Im going to clear my freinds& Fam list of ALOT of people. going to clear both fan list altogether (I will of course refan those who remain on my freinds list). My practice of just accepting add request is over, and Blank request will get ignored altogether. I will also be clearing out my Pics, getting rid of alot of them, and posting new ones in the comeing days. So, how does one surivive the cut? well, if your asking yourself that question the answer is simple.....buy me a beer and say "Hello". Thats it, that simple. those that want to stay will stay, those that dont, well, you will be gone.

Yes, I'm A Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and Willie G. Davidson that makes the Awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycles. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake, and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a s

In Memory Of....
So today would have been my uncle's 90th birthday. He was a great guy, from a great family. He forwarded this email around a couple of years ago, a few months before he died. Reading this was a great way to remember him. An Old Farmer's Advice: * Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight, and bull-strong. * Keep skunks and bankers and lawyers at a distance. * Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. * Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. * Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * You cannot unsay a cruel word. * Every path has a few puddles. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't nev

Gotta Love Drama
People always talk about drama. They don't want it and don't need it, they all want to be happy and find either thier prince or princess which is all fine and good. There is just one problem with that. Sadly enough there are alot of people out there in cyberspace that just don't quite get it. Drama and Happiness go hand and hand. They co-exist for a reason. They balance eachother out. You can not have one without the other. It is just not possible. Point and case....and it's very simple.....for example, take a good look at any Walt Disney movie/cartoon. The Litle mermaid, look at all the BS Ariel had to go through just to be happpy. Snow White, put to sleep all because her mother the queen was a shallow person. Look at Cinderella and all the hell she went through just to be happy. Happiness can not exist without Drama. It's a part of life that makes us who and what we are. Sadly enough no one will ever admit to that.

Garden Of Stone
Stranger than fantasy - you came to me in a dream One step... at a time - we came to close to destiny. I wrap my wings around you giving to you peace Tortured by what might have been... I let you fly away Oh will you wait for me where time is unknown I will be with you again in the Garden of Stone Just one beat from your heart would fill this empty void Just to feel your breath again - so alive and warm Grasping at the power from which you did not know... You fell away from heavens gate...but I never let you go Oh will you wait for me where time is unknown I will be with you again in the Garden of Stone Standing in the fire - naked and alone Floating in the center ... you can see what heaven holds Out lived by humanity - the mother bears our shame We sold our souls naively, caught up in the human game Weary of the journey...that only fate could play Breaking free from the flesh You will never feel the pain Will you wait for me where time is unknow

Wicked Game
The world was on fire No one could save me but you. Strange what desire will make foolish people do I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] With you With you What a wicked game you play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing to do To make me dream of you v And I don't wanna fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] And I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] {World was on fire No one could save me but you Strange what desire will make foolish people do I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart No I don't

Water
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,In beer there is freedom,In water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, At the end of the year we would have absorbed More than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria Found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.. However, We do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) Because alcohol has to go through a purifi

Beer Drinkers Lament
BEER DRINKERS LAMENT(To the tune of Gloria Gaynor's "I will survive")At first I was afraid, I was petrified.By the ugly slapper that was lying by my side.I would've drunk a little less, I would've tried to keep my head,If I'd known for just one second you'd assault me in your bed.I tried to go, walk out the door.But you've been sitting on my legs and I can't feel them anymore.And now you're sitting on my face, my nose has vanished - not a trace. I only hope that you're big knickers aren't made of liquorice lace.I want to go, I've got to leave.Before your fat and naked body makes me want to heave.Only hope that no one saw me walking home with such a slut.God the things that you get up to when you're half cut.I can't believe, I'm lying here.It's all 'cos of that f**king evil drink that we call beer.You can sod your beer goggles, shit I must have been blind,To mistake that Hoover dam for a sexy young behind.Please let me go, I'm getting scared.There's nothing I can do to stop those ugly b

9-11
THIS IS A DAY THAT MANY MAY NEVER FOR GET WE CRIED WHEN WE SAW THOSE TWO PLANES HIT WE WATCHED IN DISBELIEFAS WE SAW PEOPLE FALL TO THE STREETWE CAME TOGETHER AS A NATION THE VERY NEXT DAY AND STARTED HUNTING DOWN THOSE WHO PRAYED ON INNOCENT PEOPLE THAT COULD NOT FIGHT BUT THEY FELT THE MIGHT AND POWER WE HAVE AND NOW THEY SEEM VERY MAD FOR WE BROUGHT THE FIGHT TO THEM AND IN THERE STREETS FOR THEY ARE NOT BRAVE AND THEY ARE NOT STRONG ALL THEY NO IS HOW TO DO HARM IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO THEY HURT JUST AS LONG AS THEY SEE BLOOD IN THE DIRT BUT MOST OF US HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN THOSE WHO DIED ON THIS DAY AND I WILL FIGHT AS LONG AS IT TAKE FOR THIS TO NEVER TAKE PLACE AGAIN ON THE SOIL OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....jro

God
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked at the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. Yuou could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here i am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shacken, l

Why?
life as we know it ? Current mood: depressed Category: Blogging Why I.... Since day one Ive been wronged only to not belong - Even my own family couldnt take the truth - Im not doing it, Im the undone - Their the ones with guns - I never asked I never delayed - It only takes some time until their done - only to start again - This time making it harder to run - If I knew no one would believe me would it have changed things - Instead its all the unsaid making it harder to lie by their side - Leaving minds to bleed the sight only hearing my crys for why - its not I who you should be afraid of - its the devil you see in their eyes - Lying only to save their own souls - yet they dont even know the whole truth - Instead its I who needs the help - I refuse this time to lie and deny the life ive been dying by - It wasnt I so why do I cry - when someone else would do just fine -

Just Cause Im Bored!
ok so im bored. so figured i would post this blog and for those of you who actually read them and see if ya would fill this out for me. either in a pm or in tha comments it doesnt matter! Figured it might be a lil way to get to know more about my friends! 1-What do you value most in life? 2-Do believe that people are inherently good or bad? 3-What is your greatest regret? 4-What do you see as your greatest achievement? 5-How do you deal with someone you don't like? 6-What do you feel you are entitled to in life? 7-What's your favourite song? 8-What are your feelings regarding 'God' and religion? 9-How do you personally define "Right" from "Wrong"? 10-What's your name? 11-How long have we known each other? 12-Whats one thing you wanna know about me? hope ya have fun with this and if not well my bad!

Here It Be
If I have rated you..repeatedly, sent you gifts, and tried to engage you in coversation and commented on your pics. Basically if I have been what a friend should be on here, and you cant see your way clear to utter so much as thank you or a hello, then you have no place in my list im here to socialize not immortalize! :) thanks to those who do. xoxo JC

The 10 Commandments- George Carlin (r.i.p)
Here is my problem with the ten commandments- why exactly are there 10? You simply do not need ten. The list of ten commandments was artificially and deliberately inflated to get it up to ten. Here's what happened: About 5,000 years ago a bunch of religious and political hustlers got together to try to figure out how to control people and keep them in line. They knew people were basically stupid and would believe anything they were told, so they announced that God had given them some commandments, up on a mountain, when no one was around.Well let me ask you this- when they were making this shit up, why did they pick 10? Why not 9 or 11? I'll tell you why- because 10 sound official. Ten sounds important! Ten is the basis for the decimal system, it's a decade, it's a psychologically satisfying number (the top ten, the ten most wanted, the ten best dressed). So having ten commandments was really a marketing decision! It is clearly a bullshit list. It's a political document artificially in

Well Duh
An American tourist asks a Newfoundlander: "Why do Scuba Divers always fall backwards off their boats into the water?"To which the Newfoundlander replies: "If they fell forwards they'd still be in the fuckin' boat."

Bears
Had to tell you what happen last Sunday, well beside the bears throwing the game away, gawd we need some receivers!!!!!! Anyway, I met up with Tina in the lte morning and went straight to the mall, we hit like every store there was, I was in heaven but could tell Tina wasn't too into it but I did manage to get her a partial new wardrobe hehehehe!!!! Got her to stop wearing baggy tshirts and pants and wear tighter, more form fitting but not skin tight like I like to wear, we can work on that. Anyway, she has bigger titties than me and she does have a lil pouch, but other than that she has a sexy body, she has this cute lil ass OMG wanna to spank it but was a good girl for now. We got done shopping and went to get a bite, stopped at this one place and got a slice and pepsi. After we ate I asked her if she wanted to come over to my place to watch the game since my roomie wasn't home and I'd be all alone and we could have snacks and even some beer, I poured it on really thick and she

People You Need To Watch Out For
first off i like to say i well be updateing this time from time on people you need to watch out for i hate when people get used lie and or lead on playing with someone elses emotions and then when it happens to them they bitch and complan but they forget who they have hurt them selfs well and before you say anything this does not just happen on fubar it happens in real life too offline people are too chicken shit who have no balls to simply tell the other person there not itnerested rather then just want to lie and keep it going like a sick game tell someone gets hurt in the end first off we got this woman who is 35 she sent some guy to my profile becuse she was too much of a pussy just becuse you got a pussy does not mean you have to be one anyways he block me all ebcuse i asked her why she lie her name is Cougar~prowlin' around

A Gift Vip For Me
I love taking pictures of nature and the outdoors. I am legally blind and theway I can see what is around me is by taking pictures and than taking the disks home and putting the on my computer. I love showing off my pictures and within the next couple months I will be making a book of the pictures that I have taken. I would love to post them for you. Can someone buy me a gift VIP so I can post them? Someone please help me b giving me a VIP. thank you

Woooooooohooooooo
(use my body to keep you alive)yeahmy durango, number 95take me to the home kickboots and ultra livesee heaven flash a horrorshowknock it nice and smoothstep back and watch it flow. yeah!never gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopyeah!the devil, ride a dinosaurhe paint the monster redso the blood don'tstain the floor!in and outreal savage showsorry as a shotcame sicknesswatch it flow. yeah!!!never gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopScream if you want itCause I want moreScream if you want itCause I want moreyeahmy durango, number 95take me to the home kickboots and ultra livesee heaven flash a horrorshowknock it nice and smoothstep back and watch it flow. yeah!never gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna stopnever gonna stop menever gonna

Palin's Speech Was Much More Presidential Than Obamas Un Speech..
excerpts of Sarah Palin, proud American, remarks in China. Palin has posted more on her Facebook page. We live in hope (for change). Close your eyes and imagine a President of the these United States making these remarks. Ah yes I remember .....America. Many have asked to see my remarks as presented in Hong Kong. Here is an excerpt:So far, I’ve given you the view from Main Street, USA. But now I’d like to share with you how a Common Sense Conservative sees the world at large.Later this year, we will celebrate the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall – an event that changed not just Europe but the entire world. In a matter of months, millions of people in formerly captive nations were freed to pursue their individual and national ambitions. The competition that defined the post World War II era was suddenly over. What was once called “the free world” had so much to celebrate – the peaceful end to a great power rivalry and the

Parenting Guide 101
PARENT - Job DescriptionThis is hysterical. If it had been presented this way,I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!!POSITION :Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, PopJOB DESCRIPTION :Long term, team players needed, for challengingpermanent work in anoften chaotic environment.Candidates must possess excellent communicationand organizational skills and be willing to workvariable hours, which will include evenings and weekendsand frequent 24 hour shifts on call.Some overnight travel required, including trips toprimitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities!Travel expenses not reimbursed.Extensive courier duties also required.RESPONSIBILITIES :The rest of your life.Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily,until someone needs $5.Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly.Also, must possess the physical stamina of apack muleand be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flatin case, this time, the screams fromthe bac

Lmao
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What’s are these, Dad?"To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boys pensively. "Yes, I’ve heard of that in health class at school."He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"The dad replies, "Those are for high-school boys. One for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday.""Cool!" says the boy. He notices a 6-pack and asks, "Then who are these for?""Those are for college men," The dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday.""WOW!" exclaimed the boy. "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a12-pack.With a sigh, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March..."

Bleh Bleh Blah
Work was just blah...nothing exciting. I was talking to one of my co-workers, Jerry, and told him whats been going on my end. He just got a divorce a while ago. He said he didn't believe me at first, but I showed him my ring finger and it was naked. I told him some other stuff and he said he was sorry. I told him..don't be. But he ended up giving Randy 5 bucks to get me some Starbucks...yay for coffee!! But I didn't finish it..the drink was way too sugary. Came home, drank some juice for dinner, grabbed some boxes and packed up stuff around my computer and my books. I only packed up 4 boxes. My desk looks so empty now lol....my My little Pony collections aren't there...I probably had almost 10 ponies there...I loves them. Monday after work, I'm going to my parents house and tell my mom the next...and tell dad the news about what Rich did with my car. I'm going to start towing some of my stuff to their place for a temporary storage...I have so much junk..and I still have stuff in th

Yip
It's my friday. Hopefully today will go by fast at work. After work, I'm going over to my parents house. I called them up yesterday saying I was going to come over sometime after work and mom tells me "happy anni...did you and rich go out to eat?"....My wedding an was on the 18th...I told her..."no".. she told me she got me a card with money, like she usually gives the last 5 - 6 years...But I know I'm gonna look at the card and say "I can't accept this" give it back and tell her the story. Going to be fun telling mom that....telling dad about what Rich did to my car....that I gotta be moved out by november now. Wish I could just win the lottery and then BOOM...get all that taken care of.I only got a few grand saved up...and damn..it's gonna go bye bye soon...beh... Where's that lucky lottery ticket? And damnit...I gained a pound!...grr shouldn't of had those noodles for dinner.... Okies I get ready for work now....

Her Piece Of Heaven
On this evening, time stood still Like a picture off a post card, she sat on the beach watching the sun make its assault on the ocean Next to her, sits her puppy, head resting upon her knee. She is at peace here No digital distractions No male interruptions A lifetime could pass this pair by yet they would still remain, sitting in their piece of heaven.. till the end of time

*********life************
Life, it is so difficult but then, it can be so simple. Difficult in as much as there is pain and disappointment in any life, but simple in how even the bleakest life can capture some rays of beauty and pleasure. No matter how disappointing or painful life is, I have always been able to find something uplifting in the midst of it all. I can remember times in my past, of being depressed because I'd lost some of the most inspiring people in my life that I never dreamed of having move on and grow out of my life;my father,my grandparents,my dignity,my self respect,life can throw you many things some good some bad,but waking up each day, not knowing what I was getting myself into when I set my foot out the door, I took another step towards the future. But above all this, I sometimes cry inside, selfishly wanting something new and something different to happen, or something to go just the way I had planned. But I know that I can't hold back on the rest of my life forever. I have

Building Boundaries Sensual Nature!
Inside every beating heart , Beneath the skin,There lie's a perfect being , Deep in the soul,Aching to break free , from life's occasional misery,Keep your head hold high through turbulent times.Dry up those tears you once shed, Don't turn to lead,Once in a while we need to break free, Smile with glee,Look forward to the future , Not with dread,Withing each pool of water there's a life form born.From the darkest skie's, there's always a new sunrise,A sparkle of hope for those friends who are wise,Lay down your weapons & fist's , Keep arms & idea's open,Nobody achieve's anything standing on the dead.Raise the fucking flags high , Let them blow gently on thread,Watche as the colour's merge in shade's of red,Share whatever you have , if it only be bread,Every crumb shed could be a saviour to the hungry & misled.Ride to the top of the hill , Across the moss strewn path,Take your strentgh from the crystalline jagged rocks,Fills your satchel's with sand from the barren land,Build a new empir

Contest On My Blog -- Think Pink
In honor of October being Breast Cancer Awareness Month, I am running a contest on my blog. One winner will receive an Avon Breast Cancer Awareness Bracelet and Moisturizing Soap.All you have to do to enter is register at my website (www.youravon.com/mrisner). Registering will get you ONE entry. If you purchase, you get an additional entry into the contest.Full details and pictures of the products on my blog. http://michelesavon.blogspot.com". Thank you for your interest. Depending on how many people I get that are interested in this, I may offer more than one prize.

Right Here In My Arms
She is smiling like heaven is down on earthSun is shining so bright on herAnd all her wishes have finally come trueAnd her heart is weeping. This happiness is killing her. She'll be right here in my armsSo in LoveShe'll be right here in these armsShe can't let go[Repeat 2x] So hard she's tryingBut her heart won't turn to stone... oh noShe keeps on cryingBut I won't leave her aloneShe'll never be alone She'll be right here in my armsSo in Love

Apple Iii
When he finally got home, he threw off his shoes and plopped on a couch in front of a tv. He put the pizza in the oven, opened a bag of potato chips, and put in a movie that he rented a night before. He was not a food connoseur, and potato chips were one of his weaknesses, but right now they tasted exceptionally wonderful. Like a hungry lion in a savannah after catching a prey, he was stuffing one chip after another in his mouth, barely chewing them all up, and almost choking on smaller pieces. He was amazed at the extreme sense of satisfaction he was getting from these salty crunchy discs, and after wiping greasy hands on his work shirt, he continued to shove them into his mouth until there was almost nothing left. After shaking out the crumbs from the bag into his mouth, he crumpled it up and threw it in the trash. Finally, the timer on the oven set off, indicating that the second part of his feast was about to start. Smelling the pizza, he got a sense of confusion-his stomach felt q

Where Are We?
Let us pretend that nothing has happened. After all, is the easiest way out. Let us keep ourselves busy. Le us look for thrills and exciment everywhere with anyone. That will help us move on. Let us convince ourselves that is worth it. Isn't the right thing what we are doing, right? We are not for each other, right?. So it does not matter. No harm was done. We were just playing at lets believe it can happen. Sitting at the table we are. Facing each other we shall. What is going through your mind? You ponder what is going through mine. Are we to just expose our differences? Are we to justify the reasons of our actions? Why bother you may say. I may follow up and reciprocate the cold feeling. In the end was it worth it? One thing is for sure if you believed in me just as I believed in you. Then I might say it was worth it and I would do it again. The question is, was our hearts in the right place? Did we cheat on them? You saw into my eyes, I heard your words. Are we to take actions up

Love Dont Mean A Thing.
It is with the up most respect..that i write this letter..its saddens me to utter these bitter words..for we shared so many warm memories..but i must begin this heart break.. Dear Love, Wake me when your gone..because its feeling like im resting in an everylasting nightmare..for all the times you said i love you..i belived it..and agreed with it..but in the end..what does love mean..when your no where to be found..the words echo..throughout my head..playing on a repeated track..i can not forget the words..hunted by the things leading up till this point..like im living in a state of mourn..for love is just a word..untill you show actions..i gave up alot in the last couple of years..over a lie..i cant say it wasnt all fun..you got what you needed..and in the end..left me to the seas of despair and regret..it was you love..that darken my life..i open up my heart to you..and this is what i get in return..i read somewhere in the bible..to turn the other cheeck..but for years..ive done jus

Just Be You!
You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life. Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden. Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all. Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things. It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways. Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself.

Glowing Golden God Of Warmth
Gray and dingy, cloudy and murky.Skeletal hands reaching ever upward seeking searching. Blowing winds helping to part the mist. Layer upon layer of gloom obliterates the glowing, glorious ball of happiness.A peak of blue a slice of a ray, here and gone as smoky swirly wreaths of fog blanket the seam of light.Mystical magically a glow from above, parting torturous gloom blackened scarred and ugly skyThere! Shining rays shooting through the cracks and crevices of the concrete looking wall of doom.Slowly, growing shifting brightening blazing shooting soothing warmth and blissful healing rays of liquid gold.

This Is Very Sad
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

My Star
My Star keeps me company and leads me through the night. My Star watches over me and fills my dreams with light. Some things change but some things shine forever as they are. In the sky, shining high.... My Star ...Little song I've always adored and hope to sing it to my little ones in the far future. Can you guess where it's from?

*** Arapaho Moon ***
Native Americans Have Always Idenified With The Ways Of The Wolf. Whether It Was The Pawnee Who Used " Wolf Signals" In Communicating With Each Other Or The Blackfoot Who Described Harmonious Life " Traveling The Wolf Trail", The Wolf As Always Been Known As A Vital Ally To Native People.

Take Whatever Time You Need ....
"Take whatever time you need to make peace with the past before you try to get a new relationship going." Time .... Now there is an issue. The pressure of time weighs upon the sholders. Time running out in this life time. Need to find the alignment, the gateway, the path again. No, not find, but realine. Out of sync? Well, not that eithor. Selfabsorbed? No, I don't think so. Beaten up? Yes, true, and proud of it. I've taken many a body blow and have yet to fall flat. It hurts, but it has yet to take me down. "Time is," as scripted in Generations, "the fire in which we burn." Time is the one thing I don't have. More has flowed past me than lies ahead of me. I still stand upon that hill. I see the valley floor below. Cottages and camp fires. Groves, Glades and Glens. All that once was is laid out. I stand. A cold wind cuts deep. It whipps my bannor. Too cold. Winter is here. Still watching. First flakes of snow on the blizzard to come. It will be long. It will be cold. Still,

Poem
Hearts made of Glass I have a heart made of glass I keep up on the shelf I take it down when, I want to be myself It beats for a love of only one man A Love that is given like no other can My heart made of glass he holds in the plam of his hand until the moment has come when our time is done You have a heart made of glass Your keep up on the shelf You take it down when you want to be yourself

Chapter 18
I must of passed out at the feeling of thinking I had heard my dead lovers voice talking to me at the gates of Castle Delrita for when I had awoke I was in my own room and in my own bed covered and laying peacefully. My door opened and I saw my Maid come walking in slowly as if she thought I was still asleep and didn't want to wake me from my slumber when I turned and spoke to her I suppose I must of scared her just beyond this side of reason for she screamed and then turned to see I was awake and shut it down quickly as one of the hallway gaurds came runnign in she stopped him at the door and told him she saw a mouse on the floor and that was the cause of the scream and nothing more so he didn't have to worry. She in turn shut the door and walk over to the bed and sat softly on it next to me and looked upon me with a worried look upon her face as she spoke to me " My love your starting to scare me more and more nowadays. If it weren't for the night time gaurd shift change I don't th

Sparks Fly And Through The Barrier We Go.
Pressed hard against me, it is like a unseen mass of thick air. It had resistance like water. Maybe thicker. Almost of of a jell. The one more step and we were through it. Daylight. No wipping cold wind. A breeze. Birds chirping. The town vanished below. Wild grass growing. Golden green. As high as the steeds flanks. He stops. Paws the earth. "What is it, boy?" I ask. It is time for you to get off me. I looked. Did I hear what I had though. Yes, you heard me. I said it is time for you to get off me. You can speak? I said in utter amazment. Here I can. On your quest I can. In this vally of the earth I can. This place seperated from space. Set up in the circle cast by the elements. Who do you think brough you here. The Wind of Air blowing the direction. The snow of water freezing the feeling. The cold of fire buring with the absence of heat marking the circle. The earth itself the foundation of all. Here, I can speak. And it is time you get off me .... But why ...? It is not t

Truths R Us
Moon and tide save help me now,I seek the truth here not yet found,For underneath the fog there lies,new possibilities for I,So let this night be unlike others,And let the noble show their colors,And let the meek and cowards run,For now the moon seeks out her sun,And by the power that is three,So as I will it, so mote it be.

Www.fromrheart2yours.com
Hey everyone i'am trying to start a business selling stuff online, and i what yall to look at my site if yall what to an tell me what you think of it the site is www.fromrheart2yours.com sing up on my site and i'll give yall a $10 gift card to use on an order of $30 or more. ty

Birthday Party
gonna get ripped with friends this whole weekend possibly...either jager or patron, or ketel one..or maybe even some sam adams octoberfest...it'll be a good time, regardless!! pics will be posted...stay tuned

Car Jackers-read And Pass On
WARNING FROM POLICE THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE-- NEW WAY TO DO CARJACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating. . You walkacross the car park, unlock your car and get inside. Youstart the engine put it into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourspace, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middleof the rear window. So, you stop and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the carjackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically run you over as they speed off in your car.And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car.So now the carjacker has your car, your home address, yourmoney, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity arenow compromised!BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED.If you see a piece of paper stuck t

To Our Military Men And Women
There are many men and women all over that as of Jan 1, 2010 will be shipping out to serve our country be it in Kwait, Afghanistan, or other parts that they are called to go. http://www.youtube.com/v/_VguLVZtHzs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6"> We as the civilians take this for granted and expect these men and women to do what they are doing. To protect and serve..But take the time to just think about what they are giving up, and what they are really doing. They are giving their lives for ours and leaving their ( husbands, wives, children, and families) behind to make sure that we live in a form of peace and harmony. This song is to the ones that have served and we have lost in this war, or were badly wounded to serve and protect they should not be forgotten either. http://www.youtube.com/v/4NRtVok2usI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6"> So i would like to dedicate this song to all the men and women who are serving, and to all their families that are waiting o

Old School ....sort Of
I have been doing some thinking , and in a way I love and like my decision . I have thought about going back to the way I was doing things , which means I will be going with old methods of doing thing . I know this might tic alot of people off but oh well . This would mean wardrobe and all , back to the slacks and dress shirts that I am accustomed to , and no more of the dirty casual that I have been in lately . I had to do something to do get everything back in order . My grandmother had taught me to dress professional ,when she was alive , and I seemed to have forgotten that lesson. I have listened to the wron people . Not anymore I am back and I love it

The Heat Of The Act
Do you see me?I lust for youScandalous, immoralThe words chasing tempestuous thoughtsOh to feel the curves of those lipsThe strength of those handsPull me down on top of sinCome touch the out-of-boundsTouch with wicked intentionsThrust yourself into the heat of improprietyFeel yourself release deep in the hearthThere will be no scarlet letters hereJust the taste of a cherry pucker,The heat of the act,And the guilty desire for seconds

Come With Me ...
Come with me my darling,sunny and bright is the morning,let me take you to the place,you have never been before.Come with me,through bright moonlit fields,we will cross,hand in hand we will crossthe river of dreams together,roped together like a tether.Walk through the open spacesof my loving heart, darling.Let's sit under the shade of the tree of promise,and pick the fruits of trust and love,like the innocent hungry dove.Deep in our eyes lies the fountain of love enduring,unexplored like the promise of a virgin,search for your space and rest,till the rain of love falls down.Let the sparkling drops of passionconsume thee,drink till you have had enough,then come and rest in my arms,then drift to sleep on my arms of tenderness.Come with me ...

Music
Baby what are we becomingIt feels just like we’re always runningRolling through the motions everydayI can lean in to hold you, or act like I don’t even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or tell me do I babyGive you everything that that you ever wantedWould you rather just turn away and leave me lonelyDo I just need to give up and get on with my lifeBaby, do IRemember when we didn’t have nothingBut a perfect simple kind of lovingBaby those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeNow I’m second guessing everything thing I seeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or te

31
31 lbs gone so far....much more to go. I'm counting down the days until I'm moved out...Not exactly sure when I'm moving out, but as soon as I'm able to, I'm out of here. Even though I'll be completely alone more, but never made much of a difference. I wish that the future would come faster. I want my new life.

Fallin'
Here I sit alone again, waiting for what Im not sure. Holding on to a memory, that in my mind was so pure. The touch, the kiss, the magic was absolute bliss. The it all came crashing down. The darkness, the light, nothing felt right. The hatred, the tears, I have to conquer my fears. I stand alone against the evil within me. I fight the demons that are raging inside. I back away, I want to die. Then out of the darkness came a light. My dream, My Love, My reason for living. He wook my hand and led me away. From all the evil, away from my grave. For if I would have stayed I would have surely died. And when he kissed me all I could do was cry. The pain was gone and happiness filled my soul. My Lover, My Mystery, My Dream come true.

Time Clean List Again
TIME CLEAN MY FRIENDS LIST AGAIN,UNLESS UR ON MY TOP 25 FAMILY AND FRIENDS LIST THEN LET ME KNOW U WANT STAY OR GO AND U ONE MY T0P 25 FAM LIST U PROBLEY ON THE FRIENDS TO SO UR ON ONE THOSE 2 UR SAFE IF NOT LET ME KNOW BYE NOV 10 OR UR HISTORY. LOVE ALL RAIN

The Story Of Dagda
Dagda the 'Good God', Irish God of Abundance and Fecundity Information on Images Without Watermark This Celtic mythology art is a representation of the Irish God Dagda. He is the 'Good God', because he is good at everything he does. He is also the god of the tribes and ancestors. I wanted to do a piece to diversify my portfolio's usual subject matter. While this piece will no doubt seem very grim and dark to some, it is actually not at all. In this painting Dagda is seen in the Celtic other world. He is waiting for the hour of Samhain (Halloween, to most, but literally it means summers end in Gaelic.), so that the feast and procession of the ancestors may commence. His cauldron, that in legend is ever replenishing, is upside down awaiting to be overturned for the feast. His foot is over a hounds skull. This is to show the usual 'rules' separating the worlds are overpowered. His pose is casual and patient.His mallet is at rest after a full harvesting of the earths bounty. On

Faith, Love And Hope
Faith is in general the persuasion of the mind that a certain statement is true. Faith in Christ is a grace wrought in the heart by the Holy Spirit, whereby we receive Christ as our Savior, our Prophet, Priest, and King, and love and obey him as such. This living faith in Christ is the means of salvation-not meritoriously, but instrumentally. Without it there can be no forgiveness of sins, and no holiness of life; and they who are justified by faith, live and walk by faith. That which gives hope; he or that which furnishes ground of expectation, or promises desired good. Confidence in a future event; the highest degree of well founded expectation of good; as a hope founded on God's gracious promises.One of the three main elements of Christian character.Hope is an essential and fundamental element of Christian life, so essential indeed, that, like faith and love, it can itself designate the essence of Christianity. Holy love in man would make the whole heart and soul supremely del

Tabula Rasa
Child criminals have always been a controversial topic, but can someone be born evil? I believe so. Last week in Fla, several teens doused another one with a lighter fluid, then set him on fire cause of some video game. The kid is now in a hospital with 65% burns all over his body, and has slight chances of survival. Shit like that just makes me reassured at what bile infested shits humans are. I strongly believe that those kids should be executed, on a spot. With a bullet to the head. They will NEVER be productive members of society, they will NEVER redeem thmselves for what they have done, they will NEVER deserve to live after doing something like this. I think its perfectly fine to take those little monsters out, one by one.

Funeral Scheduled
I just found out the funeral is set for Friday at 10am. This has been a horrible past 24 hours and I am still realing from the whole thing. My friend started dating a man and he started beating her. She kicked him out about a month ago. It was just a week ago that she filed a restraining order against him. He had already tried to strangle her once in the past two months. She has been scared every since. She was a very strong independant woman and refused to get help any sooner. If she had she may still be alive. Now all of her family and friends and our community have to deal with her being gone forever. She impacted the lives of everyone who met her. Good or bad these impacts will stay with us forever, and she will always be in my heart.

For The Joy
You’re like a shark at the first taste of blood, Attacking until you’ve tasted my defeat You’re like a lion watching the prey, Searching for the weakest link—which always seems to be my confidence You’re like a bear knocking me down just for the joy, Scratching away the surface until my insides show out You’re picking me to pieces more then any other, Ruining my confidence, simply because you’re my mother

Poem I Wrote For My Mom
I’ve lived my life lonely and scared Filed with pain and anger While kids ran to their parents I was left uncared To all who think I’m happy and bright I say you think wrong Because my heart is dead as the night So I don’t belong I’ve taken blades and razors Just to free the pain But when it’s about gone It comes flying back again So don’t try to raise my spirits It will just go wrong Because if you didn’t know I was dead inside all along.

My Darkness
There is a storm coming, i can feel it in my soul. The sky is dark, like the thoughts that race through my mind. Why does this greyness and unhappiness make me feel as if, as if i am a shadow somewhere waiting, waiting for the world to pass by without even looking at me. Outside this life in the shadows the world is cold, unfeeling. Seems like no one cares about anything but themselves. I need the darkness, it comforts me. Makes me whole and warm inside. It doesn't judge or hurt me, just holds me and keeps me close. And as the storm comes closer, with its malevolent clouds looming overhead, I am safe. The darkness is with me. Always.

Standing Up For What You Believe In
On a dais you sit, Beneath we, the ember, dully lit. There is a place where children thrive And I too want to feel alive Myself I want to apply I want to raise my inferno high Scared of spiritual debt You seem to be inept So please send me away For here no longer I can stay. Hear my pleading cries Don’t look away, don’t shut your eyes Your words riddled with lies Does this really come as a surprise? You placed this sanbenito on my back But I refuse to colour my world black I am not chained to the ground, So please, sleep sound I will soon be out of your way That’s the thing about angel wings, They can fly or stay

Memories, Forever Lost In The Mists Of Time.
The march of time is relentless. It passes whether you wish or not. It cares not what it takes as it goes. It steals the smooth skin and firm body of your youth. It drains your energy, saps your strength, and robs you of your memories. Seems it especially preys upon the most precious memories, too. I didn’t manage to recall the memories I have lost. I still can’t see his image anymore. Impressions, yes. Emotions, longings, desires, yes. But not the face. I miss his face. How can the intensity of love be as strong as ever, but the face be erased from the mind? I don’t understand that. I decided a long time ago to respect his wishes and let go. Not an easy task and not complete, but I am trying. I have returned, given away or destroyed every object that was part of my time with him, save one. I’m considering Craig ’s List for that one, but I really don’t think I can part with it. I’ll never use it again, and it sits in the corner of my close

Key To My Heart
why do i love you you ask me everyday... you know that i do i just dont know how to say. my mind is racing and my heart is pounding too but no matter how hard i try i cant find the right words for you. i feel i know but is it true have i found "the one"? is it really you? from the first time we met i finally know my heart is set and i cant let you go. my love for you only grows stronger we can never part i want you to know... you hold the key to my heart!

Defining Moments
DEFINING MOMENTS MOMENTS IN LIFE THAT CHANGE WHO YOU AREMOMENTS IN LIFE THAT SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A STARMOMENTS IN LIFE THAT TOUCH YOUR SPIRIT AND HEARTTHESE ARE DEFINING MOMENTS OF LIFE YOU ARE A DEFINING MOMENT IN MY LIFEONE THAT SHINES BRIGHTER THAN A STARONE THAT TOUCHES TENDERLY ON MY HEARTEVEN AS OUR DISTANCE IS FAR YOU’RE CLOSE TO ME NO MATTER WHERE YOU AREYOU ARE MY DEFINING MOMENT MY DESIRE FOR YOU IS LIKE A BURNING FIREMY COMITMENT TO YOU IS FIRM AND STRONGTRIALS AND TROUBLES WILL COME OUR WAY BUT ALWAYS KNOW IM HERE TO STAYHAND IN HAND WALKING TOGETHER OR HOLDING YOU WHEN YOU’RE SAD TILL YOU FEEL BETTERYOU CAN BELIEVE IN ME TO HELP YOU THRU THE TRIALS THAT LIFE PUTS ON YOUIM STRONG AND STEADFAST IN EVERY WAY HERE FOR YOU EVERY DAYYOU ARE MY DEFINING MOMENTHOLD ON TIGHT AND DONT LET GOWE HAVE JUST BEGUN TO LEARN AND GROWWHAT WE HAVE IS SPECIAL AND NEW ONLY HAPPENS TO A VERY SELECT FEWFINDING YOUR SOULMATE IS SO VERY HARDWE’RE BLESSED TO HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER

All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye
Just when I had you off my head Your voice comes thrashing wildly through my quiet bed You say you wanna try again But I've tried everything but giving in Why you wanna break my heart again Why am I gonna let you try When all we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye I bought a ticket on a plane And by the time it landed you had gone again I love you more than songs can say But i can't keep running after yesterday Why you wanna break my heart again Why am I gonna let you try When all we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye We say goodbye We say goodbye We say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye All we ever do is say goodbye

139 Pics
I went through some photo albums...picked out photos of memories that I didn't want and of him. The only pics I kept of him are ones with some friends and my cats when they were kittens. 139 photos. I only had 3 albums..I don't know where the wedding album is at....I found the honey moon album...I tosses some pics of him out from there but just taped up the album with tape and kept the rest. The photos...are being tossed in the garbage. His mom isn't here in town to dig into the garbage again to retrive any photos...Im sure he will see the pics or I will leave it in there for him to see...just wonder what he'd think..probably nothing which is fine.

Moving
Tomorrow afternoon (Thursday) I will be moving out. I'm real excited. I've been waiting for this day to come for a long time. I've had most of my stuff packed for quite a while and I been packing up most of the other stuff. I will be doing my big move on Thursday and will be doing the rest of it over the weekend and getting myself settled in. I had takin days off of work to get this all done. I wanted to get this all done before Thanksgiving. I bought myself a new tv. A 32 inch flat screen tv, with a built in DVD player in it. Didn't know that was possiable but hey, that was nice...I didn't have either of them so that works. Money well spent on that. Since I didn't have a tv, I went and got myself one...The TV's here are my ex's and his mom's and I can't use those. Plus I needed a tv to get Comcast set up in my home as soon as I could lol..Im also going to be using my brother's old tv so I can have one in the bedroom that my ex never wanted. I will never get why he never wanted a tv i

Ahhhh
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me. I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him.

Wet Breathing
He strikes me silentlyThe scars on his face tell too many stories...he doesn't want to tell.Where do you come from, horror kingDoes the ground still burn when you whisper to theBreathing jungle? Are you steps behind in your mindbreathing still ragged, like the searing, humid wind?The monsoon will bring Naiad to thetrees but it won't compare to the stormfrom the bellies of the beasts. Rain down in torrents of rage, and or-angePhosphorus built for bones.Did Joe smile coolycru el ly? Or did he look like you?Scarred sharp slice on the inside. Oh, but he doesn't look like yousee like youbut for one momentyou shared the same eyes. Horror King, and the soft faced boyyet you feared him.Know a secret?He feared him too. You wear your scars so well...on the outside.You'll never forget the pain.He'll never forget your faceor the fact that it was hiswhen the sky burnt the whole world or-ange.

Sidelong Girl
Would you like to dance? Sidestep trance taken, shaken pulled and tornworn, long forelorn for what's not warned. And warmed. Or scorned...shields of steel, but the beat..the heat from inside.do you feel? Or are you as hard inside as how you hide? Lie to me. Hide from me, and all to see, your peeling smile won't fuck you free.But you'll bite your lip, play plush...push for pain again...again. Careful not to feel you steal with zeal. But do you take, or merely reel.Seraph eyes, ink grin, but you're not a sin, you're lost within. What shapes you make with shallow skin. What shadows play on puppet strings.You're amazing in the daylight, but so suited in the dark. Or not..for when you're unsuited... Your flesh sings of spice and smoke. It smells of juniper, and crushed flowers.But it's not in your skin that you spend your hours. Elated, grated...you lie to me, you're all you've hated. And you hate me..sate me...open up your mouth..taste..waste...skin..sin...grin...and all the things

Thinking Too Much
Possibly being introduced to love and having absolutely zero knowledge of love is much worse than never finding it before. I think as Humans, we have an inherent desire for love, and an everpresent quest to find it to fill a longing and a hole with which we are born. As we age, we accustom ourselves to that longing, and inure ourselves, and as we experience life, we get used to it and numb that desire, especially during negative circumstances. It stands...if we've never tasted chocolate, how could we have a desire for it? As we stand and listen to someone try to explain the taste of chocolate, without having experienced it, how do we know what we are missing? Therefore, having never experienced it, we don't know what we're missing. I posit that yes...I refuse to believe that it's much worse to have loved and have lost than never to have loved before.We have a want, a desire...but how do we know exactly what we are missing? That is the question asked by those that don't even know

Lazy Ass
So I had given my ex until Tuesday night to get his shit and his mom's stuff out of the old apartment. Did he? No... I went back there later on in the day to see what he moved out. It didn't look like he did much at all...It's even more of a mess. It looks like he just took all his electronics and furnature out and that's it. He told me that he'd probably come back later in the night to pick up the rest or by early afternoon tomorrow. I told him I needed that stuff out as soon as possiable cause I need to clean that place. I can't believe how much he has left. I can't even clean one room. I had my old bedroom all cleaned up and he threw shit in there. Ugh..grrr I just want to strangle that man. If he doesn't get all that stuff out after tomorrow..that only leaves me Friday to clean, since Thursday is thanksgiving and I'm helping my dad cook since mom will be working most of the day, then I'm going over to Kari's to help her. I won't have time to clean Saturday and Sunday cause I'll b

Marijuana,cannibus,chronic,kush,indo And So On
Can the world really go with out Kush or any sort of Weed,Chronic.What would this place be like.The chaos,the depression and all the help it does for those who have it for medical reasons.Some people use it for there own reasons,but as we all know its a seed that we plant and it grows and it depends on how the plant is taken care it can be very nice or a waste of time.I my self have done the process and work and grown some bomb ass pot.I seen people go thru bad shit just to have some weed.My godfather told me when i was 12 that pot is the gateway drug to trying everything else.Growing up my brothers and I smoked alot of bud,pot,the good shit i can say.We goten older and we ended up trying our fair share of drugs and some of us learned our lessons and some didnt.I think and wonder what this place would be like without pot.

The I'm Sorry Poem
im sorry poemI'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just fuck youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to

Always And Never
i am alone sortof alone with the fastest race horse in the world and i played dumb for myself because i wont ride, unless i am racing for my very life this black thouroghbreed a champion of darkness just to look upon her her very physical makeup and purpose promise disaster for us both but you see that is why we need each other she is breed to chase death i am breed to ride on her back and encourage disaster only togther can we both participate in the machine alone she is just a horse and i a man never would i even consider chasing the prize death on my own two feet my knowledge of these matters make me the operator and why would a champion horse think at all she only awaits my signal my heels in her ribs for as long as we ride together we are one chance at victory a race of machines to catch our death just the two of us for the pursuit

A Lustfull Gift To Thee
She lays upon a loose tangled rug of red cloth. Late stoned nights lost in the dark moments of sensual sound. His words seem unreal "Touch yourself" He whispers,watchin."Feel your hand, your fingers" He senses the smoothness of her skin As her fingers slide upon her body, caressing the curve of her breasts, "Look at me,This man who hungers for you" She opens dark eyes, heavy with lust, her fingers feeling him "Your cock is hard in my hand" She breaths a heavy sigh "I want to feel you,feel your hunger for me" "FUCK" She moans to the darkness,shivering,shaking,quivering in urgency. Her breath heavy once again,He watches the rocking of her body. "Fuck me! Fuck me!" Her voice urgent with such of a demanding,primitive lust that seizes her body sending her shuddering into orgasmic bliss.

5am Truth
Once again I am up at the ass crack of dawn,Letting my mind wonder through past events,present situations and what the future holds,as the T.V stops on this show Cheaters, In which I start laughing at the open intro just because the host reminds me of a nosey realative that is just to eager to get dirt on his uncle or step-father..Honestly as I watched the show simply because there was nothing else on at 5am I started to wonder why do these people cheat on their partners..Ive been cheated on twice before never wanted to know why just dropped it and left yet everytime I see it they always cheat lower.. They have this beautful/Handsome succseful, careing person at home and they get cought cheatin with the town skank..or on cheaters their cousin. It left me puzzled dose that mean most people have just become that greedy and have come to feel that they are intitled to whatever they want? I remember my grandfathers and other old schoolers teaching how to get a date, how to tre

The Type Of Woman Im Looking For
I am , writeing this because it seems people dont read profiles but say they do.and this caused a problenm yes a big one one were i wound up banding a person and i dont like doing that... ok folks I have said im not here for a hook up ,and really im not im here for fun and kicks,but yes I do flirt and carry on,I do have a way with words both with speaking and in writteing but because i flirt dont mean I want ti bed you or that im trying to get you as a girl friend....and if i was im sorry to say that it would be a woman im intrested in noi just a girle lol I have raised my kids anddont wish to raise any more the womaen that i do fall for will be mature in all ways..... For those of you that dont know me and most of you dont,and for those that think they do i forgive you.cause you dont, I am a normal man ,a human,that alone ought to tell any decent woman to run like hell and do not pass go and do not collect $200.00 lol...yes im a perve a shoveanistic sexest and a user in my own way s

We Are Family
you know i find it a shame how people are racist on both the net and in real life damn i thought we had matured from that along time ago but i gueass not some one wanted to be my friend on here,im not a hater so no name will be given they know who they are,any way after looking at my page they said and i quoat "man your a nigger lover and have to many canadains on your page i dont need friends like you".this up set me alot cause people are people no matter what this is what i was taught and what i belive so there is no no misunderstanding whatso ever the fallowing is what i look for in friends, and if there is any questions on this at all wll then just deleate me andgo on about your busniess cause there is no deveations on this subject and i want tolerate raciest ty........... It makes no difference If YOU are:North American,South American,European,African,Asian,Australian Or from anywhere In between,We are all of one world...EARTH!And one race... HUMAN!Of the People,By the People,For

That Thingie From Sho
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Pick your Artist: Robbie Williams Are you a male or female? Handsome Man Describe yourself: Better Man How do you feel: Sexed Up Describe where you currently live: The Road To Mandalay If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Beyond The Sea Your favorite form of transportation: Tripping Your best friend is: Mr. Bojangles You and your best friends are: Come Undone What's the weather like: South Of The Border Favorite time of day: Eternity If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Advertizing Space What is life to you: Freedom Your current relationship: Something Beautiful Your fear: Misunderstood Thought for the Day: Let Love Be Your Energy How I would like to die:

Facebook Tourture
Hood Mood: Clay Travis : my older brother Travis December 12 at 8:12am (no subject)in regards to any heat you may catch from norms and simps by having me in your click Between You and Travis Travis McMaster December 12 at 8:12amClay I added you as a friend but you have to try to tone it down a bit here, and how about just a pic of "clay" not evil clay? Do I need to pick you up thursday night or can you get here friday (18th) morning to help me move?Clay December 12 at 8:42amfuck thatClay December 12 at 8:44amregarding moving, what is today....i want to help...i like helping....helping is nice for friends to help each other with love, cuddles, hugs, we kiss and love hugs....what is today....am i late already...i cant feel my thumbsClay December 12 at 8:55amplease consider: ones right to try and express their inner feelings by way of changing ones exterior to reflect the way one may feel inside/outside (inside,out) does not necessarily warrant EVIL or TONE IT

Friends .....
Let's see how forthcoming my FB friends are. Leave a 1 word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be 1 word. No more than 1 word. Then copy & paste this post on your wall so I can leave a word about you. This should be interesting... Wonder if I have 20 brave friends (or more) who will do this............

.....the Night Before Christmas By Black Widow.....
I wrote this for fun no pun intenened at chistmas or santa just for a laugh which we all need !!!! .....The Night before Christmas by black widow..... Twas the night before Christmas and not a prostitute was in sight; santa claws was on the cornor selling crack and coke all night, and he as the pimp that he is stood on the corner clling ho ho ho all night Santa had been busted but Rudolf was alright… Tethered to his slay, he gave a big shout… “Please Santa come back” as he gave a little pout. Santa was an alcoholic, but no one could care less… Best of all was those lousy millionaires… The prostitutes were dreaming of some nice white fun… But when Santa came round all they got was a load of his stinking cum. So let this be a lesson to those better off… Santa ain’t dead yet so you better back off… Surrounded by her pimp the prostitute gave a wink… For Santa in the corner that was code for show us you

Do People Still Believe
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chivalry i would love to know the honest truth on this it seems like some people are so ungreatful for real men who does these acts and iam paying the price for it i admit at what i did was poor judgement but my heart was in the right place

Heart Of Glass
I gave you my heart,even though it was made of glass.It was already chipped and cracked,the reason why, you never bothered to ask.Then you went and dropped it on the ground,Now it's lying there, shattered.And your walking away,like it never really mattered.

Embers And Ashes, The Heart Thats Set To Flames~by Jd
What it all comes down to, We are only capable of proving our worth to one. As much as you contemplate the possibilities, Stuck against the wall and no you've no place to run. Everything you never wanted to involved in, An that once in a life time chance to have everything you need. Breath becomes hard to grasp and now its bound to break down, Another sleepless night becomes my obilivion, Silent violins my only friend. I know exactly what i am doing, But im caught up once again, Not willing to speak up and speak out, Yet not willing to surrender my head begins to spin. Taking what i've known for so long, Then embracing the overwhelming feeling of what could be, I am dying inside because choices are easy but the push forward is what troubles me. Just what did i expect to come from this, Eventually i always crash and burn into the wall, This will be the moment of truth, Either you'll make up your mind or lose it all. Over and over im running blind into the headligh

Please Ready :d
twas the ghetto nite before christmas and all through the hood not a gat was poping like the normaly would. the dime bags were hung on the chimdey with care,in hope that my weed dealer splif livingstin would soon be there.the children all rested and snug in there beds while visoins of sugar plums danced in there head cause they eat some shrooms before they went to bed.when say what to my wondering eyes do i spy was a tricked out pimped out mother fucking ride, with a little old driver all retarded and tan i knew it must be st. nick or that cat from the wu tang clan,more rappers than eagles courses they came,he wistled and called them by name. on 2pac on dre snoop and biggie on fifty cube flave and ditty,to the top or the porch and to the top of the wall now dash away before i bust a cap in u all,and then twinkling i heard on the roof, the prancen and poorin of each little hoof,my glock in my hand as was turning around and down the chimney st nick came with a bound he was pimped all in

Squaddie/marine Talk!
You know you are/have been a squaddie (marine) when.... You use target indication to point out hot chicks. You use the term 'chicks' You insist on dancing like a dick, whilst your civvie mates insist on trying to dance 'properly'. Your civvie mates don't understand any of the terminology you use such as 'no dramas', 'squared away', 'take a knee' etc. You can't help saying "Roger", "Say again" and other snappy bits of VP You use acronyms thinking your civvie mates will understand what you are talking about You cringe, and mutter under your breath 'haircut', when you see men with long hair. You walk at a ridiculous pace and are physically incapable of walking at the shopping pace of your girlfriend. You refer to personal organisation as "admin" Your girlfriend is stored in your mobile phone address book as 'Zero Alpha' You use patrol hand signals in a night club if people can't hear you You always use the 24 hour clock.... Nothing soldiers do shocks you any more

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Tori Amos-spark
She's addicted to nicotine patches She's addicted to nicotine patches She's afraid of the light in the dark 6:58 are you sure where my spark is Here Here Here She's convinced she could hold back a glacier But she couldn't keep Baby alive Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This circus we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it if the Divine master plan is perfection Maybe next I'll give Judas a try Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This cirucs we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it How may fates turn around in the overtime Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find You thought that you were the bomb yeah Well so did I Say you don't want it Say you don't want it Say you don't want it again And a

Him-vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Sco

You
I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingWhen will my nightmare become a dream.How much longer must I wait for that ring.When will it change for good and last forever.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingU asked me to marry u after three weeks.We had a baby boy by choice.U told me u love me but yet u abuse me.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWe made love so many times.U did something no one could.I got hooked on u.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWhen will we say "I do."When will u loose ur attitude.I'm about through with waiting on U!!!

The Honored Few Code Of Conduct
The Honored Few COC Please Read Carefully 1. All The Honored Few Prospects must have a verified salute. 2.Must sign the COC (code of conduct) agreement below as a comment o"I AGREE " in order to be considered for membership.3.Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .You may be able to set your profile to friends only if you have added all officers this allows us to communicate with you when necessary. 4.The President, Vice President, and Sgt. At Arms, must be added to family, they do not have to be top family, but they just need to be there for communication. 5. When requesting to join the Club As a Member, please specify when you request membership. Club members will be U.S. Military Vets. 6. All other friends and fans are asked to remember that this club is for U.S. Military Veterans, please do not use this name with out the Presidents

Candle
let me light the wayhold me closedont be afraidwalking in darknessis not the same as the blindyou have me nearto seek what you wish to findgive me oxygendont try hardneed you now more than thenkeeping you warmin winters of the mindgive me your handmelt away uncertain timesi burn for youi dance for youi glow for youan eternal flamelit long agoin your name......

Without You
I know Im a little wrong, I know Im a little cold, I admitt Im a little lost , While I dont have you to hold. Walking in the shadows, Ducking in the dark , I cant seem to peice together, All that this love has torn apart,Its just a day up , its just another knock down , Another Im tired of all your coming around, Another dream gone , Another let go , Another way out , and nobody knows, Ive been thinking about you , I keep trying not to call , I can't eat , I think to much , and I don't sleep at all , Don't know where its headed , Theres gotta be a new way gone, Something a little more than, all this holding on, Its just a day up , its just another knock down , Another Im tired of all your coming around, Another dream gone , Another let go , Another way out , and nobody knows,Im dying without you .

Adam Sandlers "whats Your Sign" Oh My Lanta It Cracks Me Up
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk. Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick. Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit. Taurus (April 23 - May 22) You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist. Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick

Lesson 1....
Lately I've been going through a lot of turmoil & most of it has to do with a man. So, I thought, this would make an interesting blog... So guys... please read & let me know your thoughts on this! Ladies... also... would love to hear your thoughts on this too! Feel free to comment... ** When it comes to a woman, most men say they just don't understand us. As a woman I really don't think we are really all that hard to figure out. I can only tell you of my own thoughts & feelings on this subject. A woman's feelings are very sensitive to everything that goes on in her life. Our emotions are highly tuned in to all the turmoil, all the pain, all the negativity that surrounds us. But, also, we are very much intuned to all the warmth, all the passion, all the love that our soulmate emits to us. We long to be loved & desired. We want to be held, to be comforted, to be loved beyond any other type of love that exists. We make ourselves beautiful for you because we want to hold your attention.

The Spider
Welcome love said spider to fly Come be yourself, with me abide I’ll keep you here forever mine and cherish you with love sublime. The pretty words & promises’ sheen dim quickly when true actions seen. Save them all for someone who is easier fooled by the likes of you. Did you really think that I would entertain your alibis Save them for the other flies the ones still fooled by your false guise No more will I play the fool

Foods Im Gonna Eat Next 2 Weeks
_ Baby Banana ceral_ baby food deserts_ Bannanas_ hard parmisan cheese_ cumber_ tomato_ Spinach_Salmon_ Roman lettuce_ yougurtwhips_cool whipfat free_ 1% milk_ graprfuirt jucie_ prunejucie_ grapes_cottagechesse_water/Lemon_ Liver/pate/chiken livers..._ fakeeggs_2% cheese_ fatfreebutterspray_fat free cooking spray

Twisted
Shes the sick and twisted one with the scars on her wrist the one who doesnt mindthe blood as it dripsshes the one they all stare atas they pass hercalling her things with out even asking hershes not the one who drove her to such deedsshes not the one who gave her self such low self esteemthey used her and tormented hershe never really did matter but when she is gone people will wonderwhat drove this girl to sees to existthe torment of a single fake kissthe feeling of nothing she just couldnt resistthe feel of the bladeas it presses her skin the end of a day that never had a chance to begin the hatered of life that tormented her sothe fact that no one cared no one could ever really knowits just something she never could resistshes the sick and twisted onewith the scars on her wristbut no one will ever understand the painthats driven her to this

Feel
Give me a sign show me its real. Tell me the feelings that i should feel. Im numb now Make me alive. Show me the way. Take me from this of darkest days. I can't find my way. Does it even matter. Do you even care. I'm already dead. A vessel of emptiness. Lacking a heart. I've fallin apart. DO you care enough to piece me back together. Show me the way. Is there a brighter day. show me a way. Light me up break me down. Make me feel like its worth it. Are you even there. Can you hear. I'm calling to you. Do you even care. I cant pretend anylonger. I'm trying but i just can't be any stronger. Im down so far down there is no way back up. Bring me back. Am I dead. Just give me a sign show me its real. Maybe then Ill learn how to feel.

Last Chance For My Playmate
Ever since Harry's death I've been alone, but now for the first time I feel alone. Ron is now gone and Jeffery will soon disappear into the catacombs of the system, I have so many questions for him. How did he discover my secrets? What was his message to me? He's been in my home, my photos, my life. He knows me, now I need to know him...to connect face to face before he's beyond my reach forever.

Noticing Already?
some of my employees noticed the physical change. one of my waitresses and a guy that used to cook for me that came in and was having a beer both said that i look bigger/better nice to hear it. especially so soon. but i expected it. i grow like a weed. impossible not to when you eat like i do and lift the way i do. being blessed with good genetics helps. and im definitely blessed. (thanks Dad... even from Heaven, you still take good care of me. miss you big fella!) cant wait for the weekend to be over so i can get back and hang and bang some more.

Decision!?
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

What I'm Looking For
I'm looking for a man under 35, no kids, no ex wives. He should have a job and a car. I don't mind if he's disabled or on disability as long as he has a car and can drive.He should be sweet, romantic, and have a sense of humor. Height weight proportionate. He shouldn't be all about sex. What happens happens but if you're humping my leg like a dog I'm going to be disgusted.LDRs aren't my forte. You'd have to visit me first. Devs are fine as long as they're not all about stumps or sex.I'm fixed, no kids. I don't want kids, mine or yours. If you're interested please send me a message.

Hollywood Squares An Email From A Great Friend
These great questions and answers are from the days when ' Hollywood Squares' game show responses were spontaneous, not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course. Q. Paul, what is a good reason for pounding meat? A. Paul Lynde: Loneliness! (The audience laughed so long and so hard it took up almost 15 minutes of the show!) Q. Do female frogs croak? A . Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough. Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it. Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A . George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes. Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake. Q. According to Cosmopolitan, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is at

Lesbian Dream
You place your arms around me I feel so lost in you As my lust for you expands You have a delicate smell That drives me crazy You have such a wonderful grace As we give into this lust You maybe Lesbian I could be Bisexual That doesn't matter I am so into you When I explore your body The softness of your breasts Amazingly of your pussy That smells like a Ocean My lust for you is falling into love Which we aren't in need of You speak to me softly Giving that chill down my spine You are just a dream As I thirst for you more I start to feel my body tremble You tell me to wake up I won't Just wanting a taste As I start to awake I feel myself in sweats Wishing she was so real

My Latest Project
I really wanted to join the community called "MOMS that create pages called GIRLS GONE WILD - IRAQ STYLE - which is a page I created in order to spoof the drooling LOOK I HAVE BOOOOOOBS mentality that men love to encourage in the young and stupid, and even the older and stupid. Modesty is sexy and I plan on creating an entire portfolio of pictures of true feminity. Time to turn the tide on IDS GONE WILD.

One
One look and I'm frozen where I standOne smile and I feel my cheeks burnOne word and I am captivatedOne touch and my skin feels electricOne kiss and the butterflies waltz in my stomachOne day and I can't stop smilingOne night and my body tremblesOne lifetime would never be enough …

This Afternoon
i had decided to take a quick nap this morning and woke up very puzzled about my dream i had.... basically it staryted out me meeting someone online she was foreign like from holland or someploace and loved me very much but couldnt get to me so we met at a science centeer someplace far from both of us why i do not know, lol but then i figured out how i could get her here to be with me, i had come on a windfall of cash dome how nd paid her way to see me and when we arrived at this science center we visited the telescope so we could see thge stars together it was totlly awsome we held hands as we watched the huge dome open and seen the night sky togehter for the first time i held her close and pointed out some stars to her as we sipped wine and loved each other and talked about us, then it was time for her to go back, and i only had one thing i could help her nd was a potion to change her into this weird creature that when she growlewd hse would be able to go faster lol, as i would

Losing Socks And How It Relates To Love....he He
Losing socks and how it reltes to love he he Current mood: giddy Category: Writing and Poetry Is it not funny how doing laundry can relate to love. For some reason there is always a sock that seems to disappear when we do laundry, no matter what we do, one escapes. Like it hangs next to the inside of the drum waiting to make its break until it finds that moment and BAM!!!!! its gone. So for the rest of its existance it has become disguarded, lost like the others tossed inside a cotainer and wishing it had made a better chioce. So now we have the sock who leaped for freedom and the other sock who decided to stay, both lost looking for that perfect sole mate, a mate that if they had the moment again, they would hoped to be bundled away some place in a drawer together. How many of us have leaped for freedom? and than the rest of the coming moments looking for the perfect match. Dont really know if there is such thing as a soul mate, I believe we like to believe that there is, and we m

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The crisis revealed weaknesses and gaps in the regulation and supervision of financial institutions and financial markets ... We must continue to do all that can be done to ensure that our economy is never again devastated by a financial collapse.

Daddy
DADDYVoices in my headGet louder day by dayThey slowly pull me inI feel my sanity slipping awayMinute by minute they speak clearerThe faint whispers turned to screams"GO AWAY! LEAVE ME BE!"My plees are in vain it seemsIt makes them madder, makes them louderMakes them want me that much moreThey won't stop until they control meUntil Im not "me" anymoreThere are many that speak to meThat try to tell me what to doWhat evil deeds to carry outOh, if only others knewWhat in my mind was brewingWhat sadistic plans they are plottingAs they start to possess my beingAs my own heart and soul lay rottingThe rough low voice is the worstHe sounds to me like satanHis voice is filled with hatredI wonder how many souls he's takenHe seems to be the leader, the master of the dead"Come child, join my serpeants" is what he always saidIt was tempting, I couldn't fight himI was weak under his spellSo I surrendered my life to himAnd I joined him in a place he called hellNow I'm wicked, just like DaddyI

Revolution
In my dream I break the chains that hold this place together but in my dream the consequences would be so much better Then they are.... cause beyond the walls that hold us here Skies that stretch across the atmosphere Oh a revolution is near In my room I hear the echoes of the recent battle....yeah Lost and wounded as the faded cries begin to settle for the night But the words you use to hurt me now Only seem to make me strong some how Oh a revolution is now And the days will get warmer, and I'll take down my armor Together we can fight this feeling And the demons that stalk us will eventually turn to dust Together we can start this healing

Butthurt: A Fubar Short Story
2nd Alarm Hottie posts a MuMM: "Ok, mummers, they say good guys finish last…I say good girls finish last. I’m tired of getting screwed over and in honor of Valentine’s Day I’m considering turning in my halo and going wicked bad. What do you think?" A female MuMMer responded: "Funny thing... You are the one that choses these men that break your heart! Think about it! By going bad to you mean being a cock tease or a whore?" 2nd Alarm Reply: "Men? No. One man I was married way to long for there to be men..lol. I meant neither. Guys do like bitches...same as Girls like the bad boys they think they can change..or the one that arent really "that" bad." My comment on that: "Guys like bitches?Ummm that would be a NO." So an undetermined amount of time elapses and I'm uploading pics when I get this in my shout box. It's of course the 2nd Alarm Hottie: "Its been my experience..and not that ive had alot, since I was married at the age of 18 until I was 38 that

The Personbehind The Mask
I know I may be young but I have been through so much that it isn't funny. Some things good others bad and things someone should never have to go through. I was 8 years-old when my parents got a divorce, I have a sister and a brother. My mom had a hard time raising us by herself because my realy dad was an alcoholic and didn't take care of us at all. My mom met a guy that she thought was nice and they have been married for almost 3 years. He has lived with my family for 6 years and the entire time has told all of us that we were worthless, stupid, bitches, and horrible children. I have had a rough time losing my dad because I loved him, and I soon became very depressed. After years of taking verbal abuse my mom this year had said I think I am going to divorce your stepdad because I want you guys to come and visit. I broke down and cried, to know my mom really did love me because she had never stood up like that before she let him hurt us for years. I was happy but now he is still ther

Abbott & Costello
This is TOO good! Yes, this IS what they would do if they were still here! Read on: You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLYunderstand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on First?' might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks, I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTEL

Part Two ......as He Is Going Away On A Mission...my Heart Is Totally Breaking Right Now
I Love you. Three most strongest words i know. My heart is yours for life i won't forget you i want to be with you and build a future with you..... Don't forget that. Your in my heart and thoughts constantly im yours baby yours and only yours im not going anywhere all i want is to make you happy and be wi th you... I can't wait to be together with you. I hope you come down to live with me when i get home from deployment.. I know its a long way out but i really want a home with you.

Poetry
Though I love you so much I want you to know Though you mea nthe world to me I'm learning to let you go. You can only become so close to someone befor you let then fall I didn't want to admit it It was easier to lie To hide the hurt and emptiness To smile, instead of cry Because things are very different now and you are not the same For every time you hurt me, another scar is gain... Is this only a game you're playing or is this how it's always going to be? One day you say it's over and the next you're saying how much you need me. I've decided that I'll try, try and find another But the feelings I have for you I'll never feel for any other I just have one more question, Are you willing and ready to sacrafice our love so that we can be just friends?

Lost In Hope!!!
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian

New Contacts
in the last time i have had a lot of interesting contacts with some submissive females. he you can see a few that got my attention. here for example a really horny and perverted slavegirl. was a pleasure to talk with her. nice tits... and i think her ass looks cute after a good hard whipping this for example was also a very nice slavegirl. good behaviour and a born servant. but she had to shave badly as you can see.... and i think the result is not that bad. this here are also 2 very nice and naughty females. not as good as the other 2 but still interesting to talk with. it is time to find a new slavegirl to own. to fill this blog with a little bit more life. we will see....

Missing Piece
our love i thought was broken .. a piece of me i could not conceive.. i called it a missing link..i thought leaving you would make me find this piece.. i thought being away would make us both have happier days.. on my mind u sat constantly and the phone that never stopped ringing.. i know now we were ment to be nothing is strong enough to rip you from me..the things we've went through the things we both have seen the things we share makes us beyond compare..the way i feel wrapped in your arms is unexplainable.. never close enough can i get to you.. i love your scent the feel of your flesh the sound of your heart when im laying on your chest.. i love the way u play and smile i love how u can make me feel worth while... you gave me meaning and purpose to life... things beyond my dreams.. never could i find anywhere a love like ours so beautiful& pure.. what we share.. strong unbreakable bonds we've built ..will last us a liftime without guilt.. i have u and u have me nothing else will we

Why Can't I Just Follow My Heart?
Someone who I thought I had forgotten about has popped up again. He's been asking my sister why I'm not talking to him,acting like he didn't take advantage of me after my grandma died last January. Then his now ex girlfriend broke up with him after he had done a BIIIG no-no...screaming my name while he was having sex with his girlfriend. I figured that I should just give him a chance at a friendship(seeing as I'm not single anymore),so he won't have a reason to try and get me back....I want to have the friendship we should have had in the first place,before he guilt triped me into dating him. I've been told to just follow my heart,my hearts telling me that I should give him one chance at a friendship,but theres a little part of me that's saying no. I'm between a rock and a corner....

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he makes you fall in love She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him outta your head Pretty girl Pretty girl Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everthing pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him outta your head its the way that he makes you cry its the way that he's in your mind its the way that he makes you fall in love Its the way that he makes you feel its the way that he kisses you its the way that he mak

My Protector My Sword My Shield
My soul is the Guardian of Death it protects me fuels me i will ever surrender to any 1 you may hurt me & my blood on your hands but i can not allow you to kill me again! Never again as long as my soul is still Alive I will Fight you off! Yet my Blood is on ur Hands ur words I wont forgive you ever again you seem like you enjoy hurting me go head hit me & hurt me more with ur attitiude ur dagger & ur shitty hurt full words are like needles in my skin in my feelings sucking out every feelings i had for you. Keep your cell number i dont want it keep Every FUCKING THING! I Had Enough getting Hurt by Girls Like you you have no FEELING WHAT SO EVER! You say i dont know you but i do I knew you & your soul it was pure like mine before you turned you Turned on your self your family you & ur friends can try to kill me even in death but you dident know I love you I toke you in to my life where u had no where else to go & yet you still gotta act like a bitch! WHY! so i sat here & think I

Wanting To Die
Last night a friend asked me if I wanted to die I said not today. But today I want to die. I want to die because of the loss of life. Because not being next to those that I love. I want to die as I feel I am unloveable and that I am not wanted. What would people say if I died to today? Would they mourn me or throw a party? I believe people would throw a party singing the bitch is dead. Many people say they love someone but how true is it? Are they only saying the words to make someone else happy or do they mean it? I say I love you only to those closest to me. Today one of the people closest to me turned and walked away not caring about what I was going through but because how she felt was important to her. Telling her I didn't want to live any more didn't matter to her. Yes people deal with things in their own way. But if you are close to someone and they want to die do you really turn your back on them and walk away? Wouldn't you want to stay and keep them company if you really love

Afraid
Twisting and turning I know not where to go. The road seemed clear until the phone call arose. It seems as though trust will never be there even though it is said that it will be. I know now it will never be that easy. I know in the past leaving has hurt those close to me however as time has past by why hasn't it been forgiven? Did leaving really leave those hearts that damaged that they can't recover and forgive after all the loss they have been through? I just don't know what to do any more. Maybe every decision in my life will always be a mistake and I will always hurt those I care and love deeply.

Fub's Id Check's Are Screwed Up And They Won't Fix It !!
Has anyone else noticed that when there's an ID Check occurs at a friend request, that the friend request is not actually sent afterwards .. it appears to have been sent, but it hasn't been !!! I've verified this by going back to the same sites the next day, as well as creating a dummy account, and it does not work !!

The Invasion Of Ogyptu Has Been A Complete Failure
We got back into Minot from Bismarck this morning forty-five minutes before I had to go to work, and the roads were not as bad as meteorologists lead us to believe. Provided you remember to not drive the speed limit of 70 on Interstate 83 but under it – we saw several cars both ways that had swerved off the road as a result, and it’s still snowing in some parts – you’ll be okay. It’s Martha’s mom who was fearful for our safety and insisted we take Mary’s cell phone with us (like Candace’s mom on “Phineas and Ferb” last night, I lament the day those things were invented) in case the worst happened. It didn’t; in fact, we all had a lot of fun in our state capital though our adventures were largely confined to the northern part of town where Country Inn and Suites was. Olive Garden where we had the $50 gift card is right next to it! Sarah and Jeffrey both had kid-sized portions of spaghetti, Martha had their chicke

What Do You See?
A question I have for everyone; friends, family, and aquaintences..... One good friend said:When I look into your eyes I see; a friend forever; someone I could see being close to for the rest of my life; someone who doesn't just see what she WANTS to see, but sees what many others are not capable of seeing in people and situations, happiness that is shared/ but sometimes hidden. I see a person that has way more to her than the naked eye can see. I see someone who can easily be a player, but despises it and is true. Caring, gentle, and funny..... Yet likes to hit and rough house at times. I see someone who is ready for honest, deep, unconditional and understanding love. I see a person who deserves way more than she has. I see a woman who wonders if anyone else really sees her...... I see a place I can get lost in forever if I wasn't so scared and selfish. I see someone who has been hurt badly, yet continues to keep her head up and never falter. And I see a person that possibly hasn't

Thoughts Of A Soldier
Thoughts of a Soldier I struggle to see my objective for the sand blowing in my eyes,I hear the sound of explosions like thunder from the sky,My mouth is dry and my body aches,I must push on no matter what it takes,the lives of so many innocent keeps running through my mind,I know this is why my country has put my life on the line,So don't lose hope America we do this for you,For all your soldiers bleed red, white and blue....... BY DevilDog612

A Beautiful Song
Unbelievable by Craig David...Thank you for this song baby...I love it...and I love you Rob Always said I would know where to find loveAlways thought I'd be ready and strong enoughBut sometimes I just felt I could give upBut you came and you changed my whole world nowI'm somewhere I've never been beforeNow I seeWhat word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewhere I never thought I'd be In my heart in my head it's so clear nowhold my hand you've got nothin' to fear nowI was lost and you've rescued me somehowI'm alive I'm in love you complete meAnd I've never been here beforeNow I seeWhat the word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewh

Who's The Fairest One Of All?
When I started yesterday reading the first Star Trek novel of the year, “The Sorrows of Empire” (ISBN 9781439155165) it occurred to me how unreal that science fiction franchise’s mirror universe – where the United Federation of Planets is instead the Terran Empire, where assassinating a superior officer to get promoted is routine, extermination of dangerous species is not uncommon policy to get what you want – is. Or at least in late 1967 when the original episode set there, “Mirror, Mirror” premiered I guess that it was. Quoth Spock from the main universe (perhaps the most enduring image from that episode is his counterpart sporting a beard): “It was far easier for you as civilized men to behave like barbarians than it was for them as barbarians to behave like civilized men.” At least, we like to think we’re civilized … So the novel’s set after the episode where Kirk challenges the mirror universe’s

Saving The Soul
The story takes place during the summer of 1995. At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department. One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations. Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing. When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance. A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit. While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident. The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims. There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire. When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad. Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer. An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan. There were f

Team Changes And Results So Far In 2010 Sprint Cup Part 3
teams that seem to be doing worse: kyle busch- giving up steve addington as crew chief was just dumb. proof? up to the end of march he hasn't even got a win yet. wake up joe gibbs!!! michael waltrip- getting near retirement anyways carl edwards- still no wins and the keselowski incident didn't help.

Love
Love is a friendship that has caught fire, it is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present, it hopes for the future, and it doesn't brood over the past. It's the day in and day out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.

Catch Me...... (writen 3/14/10)
Catch me when ya think about me, catch me when you care......You come at me with a blank look.....Like how could no body care!I've wiped the dust off my shoulders and top of my uncombed hair.You ask me how it happened with a wisper in your voice....."A sickned shock like disgusted stair as you look at me from over their!"How could you not see your the one who left me here that day?!?Didn't ya ever think someday you'd catch me........"When you no longer could catch me care?"

The History And Availability Of Iphone
The iPhone is smartphones designed and marketed by Apple Inc. It functions as a portable media player (equivalent to a video iPod),and an Internet client (with e-mail, web browsing, and Wi-Fi connectivity),a Camera Cell Phone (also including text messaging and visual voicemail).The iPhone is a line of Internet- and multimedia-enabled smartphones.Everybody knows that the iPhone can make Cell Phones from China Wholesaler calls, surf the web, play music & movies, and a lot more. Today I will talk about the history and availability of iPhone. The History of iPhone Apple has proven to be one of the major players in the consumer electronics industry. Having established their name as a company who designs their products to be trendy, functional and innovative, they have released yet another gadget that has been and continues to be a big hit. Although the iPhone from China Wholesale became a part of pop culture in 2007, development of the techn

Poetry
is it wrong for me to loveto desire two parts of the same wholehalf of me is torn it seemsnever quite fitting all the seamsi burn for one i yearn for the othernever quite finding the niche i discoveredtempted by the forbidden fruit it seemsso soft so lush my mind seems to dreamlace and purity soft creamy skinlips red as rubies this is my one sini need to know am i living a liedoes my body desire something that will never be minewill i know can i you temptress of my heartif in this desire i play aparti must sit here and wait till the day that i findif i am missing an angel somewhere in my mind

Poetry
I saw you...and that was enough... To covet your heart your strength your love My vampiric heart began to beat... Needing to feel your lips on me Lust turned to love in our first gaze Setting my mind and my soul ablaze Touture terrifically clouding my mind Wondering if and when your be mine Feeling you feather light hands on my breast Your mouth pressed tight to me I cannot resist Exctasy flooding my very soul I cannot resist I'm loosing control Naked my body pressed tight into you The blood pounding in me so loud as I swoon Pleasure and pain pervade my body Crying out my love to you loudly Feeling you fill me as never before I love you I love you repeats my soul Slowly kissing every inch of your flesh Laying my head down apon your chest This coming together in perfect unison Will be forever now that its begun.

Should You Go First And I Remain......
Bill Anderson & Jan Howard Pat Boone The Gaither Vocal Band Tommy Hunter Jimmy Rodgers Hank WilliamsUnnamed Organist Beyond the sunset, O blissful morning. When with our Savior heaven's begun. Earth's toiling ended, O glorious dawning Beyond the sunset when day is done. Should you go first and I remain to walk the road alone, I'll live in memories garden, dear, with happy days we've known. In spring I'll wait for roses red, when faded, the lilacs blue. In early fall when brown leaves fall, I'll catch a glimpse of you. Should you go first and I remain, for battle to be fought. Each thing you've touched along the way will be a hallowed spot. I'll hear your voice, I'll see your smile, though blindly I may grope, The memory of your helping hand will buoy me on with hope. Should you go first and I remain, one thing I'll have you do: Walk slowly down that long long path, for soon I'll follow you. I want to know each step you take, so I may

Lost
Lost within a world of hatred and despair. There is no where to turn and no where to run Roses wilt even on a spring day There is not enough rain to quench my thirst Thunder echoes through the silence that I hear Lightening doesn’t even begin to brighten the darkness around me I am losing control and there is no one there to catch me I feel the air around me as I begin the decent from the sky The concrete seeming so far away I just want it all to end The lies and accusing eyes need to disappear Games were fun at a time but now they have become hurtful I can’t deal any more Let me wilt and die like the leaves in the fall I know that I am no one to anybody What I say hasn’t mattered in so many days The years drift by like the seasons changing There is no time to get used to anything any longer My life is driven by the hate that lives in me That will never change or it will change me I need to find that lonely place to belong and not be judged But

The Goddess's Voice !
(I Live In My Own Darkness And Wear It As If It Were A Second Skin..) (You Can Do Whatever You Please"Fore" It Will Not Phase Me..) (I Welcome The Pain Of Unbearable Life And The Joy Of Inevitable Death "Fore" You Cannot Destroy This Dark And Brooding Soul!!!) (You Just Feed Me With Your Pain And Fear..) (I Will Feed Upon Your Soul"Darkness And Pain Created By Your Sin's And Secret's...) ("Fore"I Will Bite The Hand That Feed's Me An Then I Shall Bring You Within Me And Destroy Your Tattered Soul. So Beware Of Me!!!) (I'am Everywere You Go And I Watch And Wait,My Eye's Will Glow Crimson With Blood As I Ready Myself To Tear And Rip Into Your Soul..) (You Can Not Be'rid Of Me "Fore"I'am In Your Mind And Within Your Forsaken Dark And Pain Filled Soul... "Fore" All Eternity!!!) (Written By: "XvSilverLeafvX") (October,2,2009)

Married Men, Naked, And More
Let's get this straight. You will not be seeing my naked. You may not know if my boobs are real or fake (figure it out yourself). I will not tell you what size they are. I will not cam with you. If you are in a relationship, married or whatever don't talk to me sexually. I don't want to hear it. If your wife isn't giving it to you, don't run on here thinking that you'll get something, especially from me. Because it's not going to happen. Maybe from a slut or a whore that has no self-respect. Maybe she will give you something. But I won't. I am a mother and I have a lot of respect for myself. I don't have time for games, so don't tell me that you're divorce or single when you're not. I'm not an idiot, I will find out. I'm looking for friends first above anything. Second, I like nice guys. Honest guys. If you don't like what i've said here, just delete me and go fuck yourself. Grow up people. Seriously.

4-13-10
A heart is so fragile so easily broken. yet we give it so freely. Freely given to make are meager existence worth liven. Freely given just to be torn apart. Torn apart, ripped and or shredded in to millions of tiny pieces. Then to be sheltered and guarded protected until you find the trusted one who rebuilds that fragile thing. Then rips it from your chest and tosses it to the ground. Grinding it in to the dirt. That fragile beating bit of life. You sit and wonder how you will go on. How will you find all the pieces. Buried in that tub of ice cream the tears fall like rain a heart so easily broken yet given out like candy.

There To Lift Me Up
I'm always hanging by a thin thread, It's surprising how my body is still fighting, even though it should technically probably be dead. Hanging my head down low, I'm always ready to go.... Sometimes, I scream to God to take me, To show me the light at the end of this tunnel of life to end the suffering and finally let me just be. Sometimes, I just want to go to a better place, To abandon this weak body and hope others can remember me fondly with grace. In that moment, there you appear again, With your gently, comforting nature, you offer me a hand. Even when I want to just be bitter and hate the world, You excite feelings and unleash a spirit inside of me that I haven't seen since I was a young girl. It seems you'll never really allow me to completely drift, It would be an understatement to say you care, because it's apparent you have a unique gift. When no one else really knows what to say, You listen to me and comfort me in every way. Your words are like fingers s

Gone, But Not Forgotten
For every fallen soldier, Who died in a foreign land, To protect our freedom and liberty, United we shall stand. They always had a good attitude, Their hearts pure and true, They have earned our gratitude, For a hero we see in you. No matter what they still shall fight, For that is what they do, A spark of hope they shall ignite, The dream of peace, they pursue. Today America thanks you all, For all that you have done, Together we have stood so tall, One nation, one family, one son.

Wtf
So meet someone i think is great get strong along to the most serious of extents then poof, when i try to find out whats up things start to unravel thats its all bs. After getting serverly fucked over I'm suppose to sit back and hope something comes along that is great and wonderful and perfect for me, to what see if I get fucked over again. Hmm would just like something I don't have to wait around for just to find out its bs.

~a Creed To Live By~
A CREED TO LIVE BY "Don't underestimate your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you will live all the days of your life. Don't five up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; the fastest way to lose love is to hold to it tightly; and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.. Don't dismiss your

How To Stop Your Cellular Phone Spam
You might start getting unsolicited text messages on your Blackberry Phone from China Wholesale just when you think you've got junk mail and e-mail spam under control. It is very angry because you normally can't clear a text message without opening it, and in some plans, you might get charged for every text message that you receive! Here are some ways to stop mobile phone spam, also known as SMS spam or m-spam. They're not perfect, but they might hold you over until spam-stopping technology catches up with mobile phones from Wholesale Bar Phone. You can follow the four steps to stop your cell phone spam： 1. Stop a specific number, e-mail address, or website. Most providers offer this option, and it can be useful if they always include their URL in the messages they send, or if the spammer consistently text messages you from the same number or e-mail address. You can also stop all of known Cell Phones spam numbers for your area according to a user-generated database.

Miles Away
For FeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye

The Colors Of The World
Black sky over head stars in there twilight upon our earth darkness all around.Waiting for the sun to shine it day while we sleep away. A moon dime light shines gives us a raw of hope for when we wake.Black as we look in that place were light shall not be.Under the bed were we hide our hopes and dreams, hoping no one will ever seeOur protectors, dust bunnies guarding all we treasure.Our dreams we make as we slumber the night away.Purple sky as the sun rises into its new day, trying to wake this world and the rainbow of life to be.Coming alive, all the animals with songs of life, flowers slowly start there bloom.Tulips standing in the green mist of the morning dew were there purple comes true to bloom.Showing the colors rainbow of life with all love, hope, majest smile to one’s own lips.Purple sky as the sun rises and warms a day animals start to play.Flowers purple lushes sent over powering to all around.Birds sing, rosters crowing sun rising warming our day.Pink a sweet genital

It's Mickey Mouse 102
Last night [Tuesday; I'm referring to events from Monday night and Tuesday morning -- David] after work we got to meet … ok, here the relationships get a little complicated. If Martha’s sister Margaret had married Scott who is Patrick’s dad, she would be Tyler’s stepmother and last night we would have been meeting her step-grandchildren Charlie and Jaslyn. (I’m sure I’ve spelled it wrong, I’m going by how it sounded.) But as Margaret and Scott shared a house for a few years and their kids were part of a blended family – at least Patrick and Breanna were; Josceline wasn’t born yet – the children have kept in touch and are all in this area to do that. Last night we got to meet Tyler, Ashley, and their kids at our biweekly gathering at Margaret’s house after work. Jaslyn is five months old and amazed Martha and me by how light she is. Sarah and Jeffrey were at one point, but we don’t remember it! Jaslyn grabbed m

A Sweet Summers Day
The mist rose in a darken field.Wet smell of moss over takes.The wet dew all around,Sounds of frogs crocking.Slugs slimly bodies all over the wood.The mist rose in a darken field.Early morning life comes to play.As that day goes, flowers start to play.Sun’s heat shines down to us all.Fish swim in there moving streams.Birds sing songs to their very own.Deer running through the woody plain.Trees in there full green in joying the sun’s rays.Days come days go.Day soon sets into night.A new world a waits.The mist rose in a darken field.It started a day so pure.That life in all forms came to play.Joy of life having fun looking at the life around us all.A warm summers day joy of life having fun.By Richard Weatherholtz 4/22/2010

Live Like An Eighty Year Old
One day I had lunch with some friends. Jim, a tall, balding golfer type about 80 years old, came along with them---all in all, a pleasant bunch. When the menus were presented, we ordered salads, sandwiches, and soups, except for Jim who said, "Ice Cream, please. Two scoops, chocolate. I wasn't sure my ears heard right, and the others were aghast. "Along with heated apple pie," Jim added, completely unabashed. We tried to act quite nonchalant, as if people did this all the time.. But when our orders were brought out, I didn't enjoy mine. I couldn't take my eyes off Jim as his pie a-la-mode went down. The other guys couldn’t believe it. They ate their lunches silently and grinned. The next time I went out to eat, I called and invited Jim. I lunched on white meat tuna. He ordered a parfait. I smiled. He asked if he amused me I answered, "Yes, you do, but also you confuse me. How come you order rich desserts, while I feel I must be sensible? He laughed and

Unasked
If I held out my hand, would you take it? If I opened my heart, would you break it? I'll never say what I'm really feeling What is it about you I find so appealing? Maybe somehow, I'll learn to forget Maybe somewhere, I'll lose my regret ~ me

Multiple Liger = ?
I have an Enchanted Forest I made for the occassion of my granddaughter's sixth birthday. I created it right after having surgery on my ankle, but there ain't nothin' a good Chi Chi wouldn't do for her Tate. She loves it. There is a Dragon's Lair within it's verdent depths, and of course a dragon. This dragon is also very special. It came from Tate's mother, my daughter - Fae, on a Mother's Day quite awhile ago. He came from a place that is filled with stone statues, as if Medusa were a frequent visitor or something silly like that. He sits on his Celtic swing and sweetly guards the entrance to his lair with a clawed foot to his wide open mouth shouting to my granddaughter "LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!", and to me he shouts "HEY, LAAAAAADDDDYYYY!". That is some background for why I have the random thoughts that I do. I will share a few with you if you just push the right button below... And to give credit for inspiration, where credit is due - the fabulous fellow Michi

Bringinging Lounges Together Like A Family Of Lounges
we are joining lounges together by linking them like a family and we help each other the best we can and the benifit of this is that we all make out better better rating for your lounge we try to keep them busy which will be easier as we grow as we grow we can help you staff you lounges we can help you out til you are on you feet we can possibly help with coding as we grow we have a coder but he can only do so much you make more fubucks on your lounges, as we grow the more active we can keep each other lounges. all we ask in return is that you help as a family to when some one needs help help them when we get bigger maybe we can help get each other in the spotlight as we grow more opportunities will open up to you and us we will hold regular meeting to hear your voices to make rules and as we grow amend rules to fit you will have a voice in these rules except a few basic rules like helping each other and such. maybe do things like happy hours and blasts etc you can either contact me o

Friends
♥ஜ♥When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.♥ஜ♥

Confused At Stuff
I see we can enter in fubar using facebook,but saw news. Two weeks ago, social networking giant Facebook announced a radical new vision for the Internet - all online activity involving Facebook would be "social by default." Think about what that means: All of your personal information, and all of your online activity, automatically shared by Facebook with anyone, anytime it wants to, without your permission. Best to have good spyware programs. Peace

Long Lost...
He stood there looking out his front window. The sun just setting on the horizon, the warmth of the dwindling light caressing his skin, wishing the sun was his lost love. A tear softly rolled down his cheek. He let it remain as he turned from the window and walked to his bedroom. The only light came from a few candles he had lit. Every night he lights those few candles in the hopes that she would return to him. That dim light was flickering like his hopes, his dreams. Without her, he is nothing. He wanders through his life with no direction. Right now he is wandering to his room, dropping his clothes piece by piece. He slides his naked body under the covers and begins to drift. The end of another long, lost day. Sleep comes easy to him this night. He drifts off to the land of dreams quickly, not hearing the creaking of the hall floor. A figure appears in the room’s door. Silhouetted by the candlelight, she stood there, just watching him sleep for what seemed like forever. Afte

Eternity
An eternity passes as time slips by like seasons come to pass. Your smile has faded even from memories of yesterday as I'm erased from times shared. The rain pours upon only me as others feel the warmth of sun that is you. Forgiven is not what has to be done as solitude becomes death of innocence pure and free.

Tiger Quit The Players Championship Why???
Tiger Woods has really become a big joke these days. He did well at the Masters. Missed the cut then next tourney and quit the Players Championship Tourney because of a back problem. According to Tiger, he had a bulging disk. When Winn McMurry of the Golf Channel described Tigers ailment, she said Tiger dropped out because of a bulging…. You listen to the clip and hear what she said. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/10/golf-channel-reporter-makes-bulging-boo-boo-299440861/ BlastFM is bulging at the seams with new listeners. They just keep coming to www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Nasty And Fucked Up.. But What Would You Do?
Heres a story i heard. So, i heard this story from a friend, and i found this very nasty, and fucked up. So, this is what happened. This dude had broken up with this girl, he dated another and found he still had feelings for his ex. so he couldnt think of anything to do but to try to get a hold of her. he finds her on facebook and regains her number after a few messages are exchanged. well the next week they start hanging out and having fun. the girl tells him, she still has feelings for him and confesses that she cried everynight for a week when they broke up. So time goes on, the guy is falling back in love with her. they end up having sex for the first time in a long time. before his next visit with her, she tells him oh i miss you , i cant wait to hang out with you and taste ur lips. So one day he goes and walks her home from work and decides to spend the rest of the day with her and have dinner. After dinner she tells him oh my brothers friend came over today and hung out w

Conviction (chris Daughtry)
Open up the book you beat me with again Read it off one sentence at a time I'm tired of all the lines, convictions, and your lies What right do you have to point at me? Well I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee Still crowding my space are the things that you still hold against me You cannot save me I cannot fill the void with what you're shoving on me If you don't know the truth, how can you say you know me? If all this is wrong, I'll find out on my own So don't kill me inside, I'm trying to live! Trying to live How is this helping me? When I'm trying to live, when I'm trying to live Read it all, no need for seperating here You see what you want and try to justify All your little lines, convictions, and your lies What right do you have to point at me? Well I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over coffee Still crowding my space are the things that you still hold against me You cannot save me. No! I cannot fill the void with what you're shoving on me If you don't know

The Paris Test
You Are Content Some people may consider you to be a bit too boring, but you find comfort in routine. You are a naturally curious person. You are truly interested in how the world works. You have a few friends that you feel really bonded to you. You prefer very close friendships. Expression and art recharge you. You feel best when you are able to make something. The Paris Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

What's Your Life's Challenge?
Your Life's Challenge is Being Dramatic You are a colorful and flamboyant person. Your emotions run high, and you're passionate about almost everything. You are very expressive, and you never fail to say what's on your mind. You are intense and driven. Unsurprisingly, your passion can sometimes turn into moodiness. You can be a bit unpredictable. If you just thought before you spoke, you might regret less in your life. And that's something worth biting your tongue for! What's Your Life's Challenge? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Fsk Website
So alot of changes have been done to our website it is up and running and looking great. Just wanna ask everyone to stop by and see it let me know what you think. Since I cant post the link on here I am using commas instead of periods in it, please check us out at fubarssexykittens,webs,com

Ancient Land Of Targe
In the ancient land of Targe lived a woman born and raised. She was born of a normal family in her race, known to the mortals as creatures of the night, blood sucking demons known as vampires. The kingdom of Targe was a stronghold for vampire covens. The walled city protected them from the humankind that wanted them dead. She grew up like the other kid's of her youth, learning how to control their bloodlust and rage. Leaning how to use their incredible agility and strength properly during fights and everyday life. She grew up with a young boy who became her friend. Much time passed and the two got closer, finding themselves sneaking off together to train, talk and just spend time together.As they got older, the boy who was now a young man, by his race’s years was forced into the Armies of Targe, being sent away to a farther land to fight against the lycans invading an allied land, the couple parted ways, knowing they may never see each other again. Decades passed, which in some v

Thunder's Boom Floats From The Horizon
Thunder's boom floats from the horizon as its dark cloud forebearers flow over the nights sky..blotting out the pale light of the sliver moon...and drenching the forgotten city in darkness's cool embrace as she wandered the deserted streets. The silence of the place..once a thriving metropolis...now only rubble..was deafening to her sensitive ears. The laughter of children playing in the street..the quiet conversations..the din of society as a whole..lost. swallowed by the war and the years leading away from it. the cloaked figure of the girl wandered seemingly aimlessly..but acutely tuned. the impression of easygoing..yet a hint of paranoia filled her gait as her hooded face swept back and forth along the alleyway she traversed..finding herself out in the open under the looming hulk of a clocktower..long ago out of order. the mechanism holding the hands in synch had crumbled leaving the hands hanging freely perpetually at 6:30. at the base of the tower..lay two objects...and as she ap

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 4)
On a different note, the following argument against the death penalty can also be made: “Ok so my opinion...seeing everyone is putting one out there. I personally do not believe in the death penalty. This is for multiple reasons. First of which being the whole, “wait they are innocent” deal. But also my biggest reason is because the death sentence just kills them and it’s over. Usually there is no suffering involved. The only people who really suffer are the ones that cared about them. I think we should make the evil bastards sit the rest of their life rotting in jail or prison. Make them suffer the rest of their lives. That should teach them more a lesson. Look at suicide bombers...they don't care if they die as long as they kill someone else. What is these psychopaths are the same way...I say we make them live the rest of their lives thinking about what they done and suffering for it. Put them in a tiny cell with crappy food and no one to talk to. Take away

Sic Semper Tyrannis, You Sockdologizing Old Man-trap
I’ve never doubted that my nephew Patrick would graduate high school. Yesterday having been the last day of class for him, he and Donovan were out at our house today where several shingles had blown off the roof from sixty-mile-an-hour winds in some places that we’ve got homeowners insurance for to replace our sister Mary’s couch. I wish we’d gotten photos of Sarah and Jeffrey bringing the cushions up the stairs (Mary lives in our basement) and then teaming up to bring one out to the back of our house for garbage pick up. Unless someone drives by and wants it before Friday (but it sags in the middle and is missing a leg, so we’ll see) it goes to that couch room in the sky … so if the devil wears Prada, what does an angel wear? Tonight after work (once again, everybody at our house is off but me) Minot High School’s baccalaureate service is being held at Our Redeemer’s Church in the southeast of town, and we’ll be at that for

Homemade Adult Video (master / Slave)
I uploaded a homemade video to the Internet. It is a video of a Master and slave, it is an adult (18+) video.You don't see the Master's or the slave's face.It is in clips.78 Clips : The shortest clips of the 3 hour (2:46) video : All the clips are less than 5 minutes http://yfrog.com/5ufile24042bzx 44 Clips: These clips are all less than 5 minutes. (The same movie)http://yfrog.com/0sfile3972ezx 20 Clips: These clips are all less than 10 minutes. (The same movie)http://yfrog.com/jkfile23169zx 13 Clips: These clips are all less than 15 minutes. (The same movie). http://yfrog.com/0jfile12828zx You can choose which album to watch depending on your internet speed and you like short or long clips.

13
Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream.

My Love
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye

Fml
Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone then with me wtf does that tell you. I dealt with things i didnt like that came with him.. cuz i saw how amazing he actually was despite that shit. Fuck it.. maybe its just that im not that amazing. The only reason i wont ever change is cause i dont know how. Im not capable. Or maybe im too selfish. I guess it makes sense that he couldnt love me, i just really wish he could. There is nobody else.. realisticly. And i have to stop doing certain things i like to be able to have somebody i like? Fuck that man.. he gave up on me completely. Now its my turn. Self destruction mode reset.

This Is My Book I Have Been Working On It For A Good Awhile Now Hope You Enjoy And Tell Me What Ya Think
My story begins a long time ago when I was just a little girl. I didn’t have many friends, but there was one boy I got along with really well. Living down the street from him had it’s benefits. I was only in grade school, and I had just come home and I went up stairs to do my homework. Back then we didn't have much but what we had in the house and that was it. Anyway, I had just got my reading done when I heard a noise down stairs. I didn't think to hide because we lived out in the middle of nowhere so to me there was no reason for me to do so. So I slowly walked down the steps only to find broken glass and a note from my family. They told me that there was a fight going on out in the field and that I was to go upstairs and hide the best I can. I made the mistake of looking out the broken window, and I saw my family dyeing before me. I quickly hid when one of humans looked my way, but I wasn't quick enough. So I ran upstairs and locked myself in a hiding place

5-28-10 Pt 1
Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:05 PM): u therekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:25 PM): you her?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:27 PM): jinx lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:30 PM): hereDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): ffsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): hahakerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:32 PM): gahhkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:34 PM): bad daDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): hello hunkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): OKkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:48 PM): Jo had told me and linked me to that page..sayin I was stalking john on itDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:55 PM): yeskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:07 PM): #1..WHY would I stalk using MY face AND my NAMEkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:11 PM): SERIOUSLY?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:16 PM): I mean I am a cuntDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:17 PM): i told her to tell you even though you and i were not talking because, JOhn was the one that pointed it out to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:22 PM): if I come at someone I do it as meD

5-28-10 Pt 3
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:02 PM): now come on kerryDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:14 PM): who tells a friend, i love you and they have only know one another for a little whileDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:18 PM): on the netkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:22 PM): exactlykerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:32 PM): and he says when he was sayin he loved me;;it was as friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:33 PM): i think he deleted her off his friends list when he realised that i had seen that note that she sent to youkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): hahah lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): and that she had no reason to have sent itkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:40 PM): too funnyDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:44 PM): wowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:49 PM): you knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:57 PM): i wonder what he says about me in his sb at timesDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:00 PM): because i remember him sayingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:04 PM): omg kerry is in my sbkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:05:05 PM): but what woman deb..would ass

Bliss
They say Ignorance is Bliss So, I sealed yours with a Kiss I kissed it with my Lips, So, your Fine But, I can Define the fine Lines In between, your's and Mine Yeah, with time I hope you succeed with me I hope your Bliss comes like mine and the kiss I sealed Inside Defines the rest of time.

Meanings Of Kisses
Meanings of Kisses Have you ever gotten a kissed and wondered what it she really meant or what feelings he had behind the kiss? Here's our guide to what various kisses mean: Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss on the nose - Let's get silly. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best. Which do you like?

Yeah....
think I’m afraidI think I’m afraid to let my guard downbecause if I do then you’ll be able to see all my faults and you’d think differentlyof me. I know you’d begin to hate me for all of them, and I couldn’t handle that///..

My Dream
He Was Lying On My Bed."Remember that time when...?" He laughed at himself, Obviously having a good time."Yeah that was so funny." The words came outMore eagerly than I had planned.I was standing by the bed while he was laughing, having a good time....So I jumped on. It was my bed after all.

Thursday Is A No-hurt Day
I liked this when Val said it in Main Street Books before she took away the toy wooden lawnmower with clicking crocodiles from Jeffrey! She said it in a way that didn’t hurt his feelings (I thought), and after spending a week and a half with the kids on vacation I’d have probably gotten into a shouting match or done something really mean to him. That’s right, in case you missed me; since a week ago Friday, Martha, Sarah, Jeffrey, and I have been on the road traveling to meet my mom in Cumberland, Kentucky and back again. She’s been in the nursing home there, Britthaven, since January and my other siblings – the ones I get to see one week a year while I see Martha’s the remaining fifty-one, forgive my rambling – implied I ought to get there sooner than we’d originally planned. So we did; we left on the eleventh of June and got back into Minot at one-thirty in the morning two days ago. (Leaving early also let us get a vacation FROM our

The Flight Of Fancy
As I sit in the first class seat this stranger has mailed to me, on Qantas flight 369, bound for Melbourne international airport from Los Angeles, I think to myself, what am I doing here, sitting quietly, thoughts going through my mind of all matter of consequences, still very unsure of my feelings, doubts about what I am about to do, but that’s me, a natural born pessimist and worrier. We have chatted on the internet for months now, we hit it off from day one, but I was wary, having not that long before, ended an affair with a Brit that I had fallen for, and been badly let down, I thought it had destroyed my confidence in men, and the ability to trust any man, unless it was a face to face meeting, it became a real challenge for me. But I told Barry all of this, and he understood my feelings and misgivings, and how I had been hurt so badly, but he persisted with me, we became great buddies at first, talking about anything and everything, I learned he was such a trusting lo

New To Fubar.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!

Read And Pass Along!
"WASHINGTON – Concerns are rising that the economic rebound is stalling, but a strong jobs report on Friday would go a long way towards assuaging those fears.Conversely, a report showing private employers failed to create many jobs in June will amplify worries that the recovery is weakening and won't be strong enough to put many of the 15 million unemployed back to work anytime soon."The economy is losing some momentum," said Ryan Sweet, senior economist at Moody's Economy.com. "We need to see private hiring really accelerate."Analysts forecast that employers cut a net total of 110,000 jobs in June, which would be the nation's first loss of jobs in six months. But that figure includes the expected end of about 240,000 temporary census jobs.Economists will focus more on private employers, who are forecast to have added 112,000 positions. That would be the sixth-straight month of gains and an improvement from a weak showing of 41,000 in May.But the unemployment rate is forecast to

Wow
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled. I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?

Idiot Strength....
IDIOT strength is yours to command! You play with weights that only a few Olympians would consider…. And they think about it and come get YOU! It is termed all capitals idiot strength for the reason that, other than you, only an idiot would attempt it. And, the idiot would fail! For this gift you are a KNOWN being. The UNIVERSE recognizes you even when you would rather it did not…. You also possess the gift of obscurity… when they see you in work mode, they KNOW you and do what you say…. But the moment you are done….. You are just an old fat man that has such wonderful stories. How this GOD walks and talks. What the food on that planet tastes like…. How this being tricked that one…. You are one who can talk incessantly and be entertaining the whole time.. And never say a thing with meaning! But for your gift of gab you love silence too. You can be alone without stress, and literally love it. Work mode is

Bigger Boobs Almost Killed Her
This story should give you babes who want bigger boobs cause for thought. This model from Texas, Sheyla Hershey, was in deep doo doo after her latest operation for huge boobs. It seems she got a staph infection that almost killed her. I don’t know what the fascination is for hugs boobs with you babes. But that’s med. I like real boobs not the fake stuff. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,488384,00.html BlastFM for you entertainment pleasure. A wonderful diversion from the cares of the world 24/7. Hit us up www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Trickled
It trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming please ! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it. I craved it. GIVE ME MORE! I would kill to be in your arms... I would die to have your lips on mine... The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, only if will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours...

Try These Things To Stay Healthy
As a senior citizen, I do my best to eat well, exercise and take vitamins to keep a healthy lifestyle. With our culture so obsessed with youth, many people do other things to maintain a youthful energetic look. Go through a health food store and you will see lots of things that are good for you. Then there are the so called non traditional stuff you might consider. Check this stuff out http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/health/2010/05/24/bizarre-natural-remedies/#slide=1 BlastFM will keep the energy flowing through your whole body. Click it and enjoy 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Angels Lament
I have seen the beginning of time, and all it’s wondrous works.I have seen the beginning of life, and all of our Lords little perks.Humans enter this life from a heavenly realm, never remembering the gifts.They struggle through life and self-made strife, always looking for rifts.I say to you now I have seen this for eternity.You are blessed among people, and I will protect thee.I feel your feelings and I can’t reveal the why and how.They are the secrets entrusted in me, and I can’t reveal them right now.When you are resting from frustration I will not sleepMy job only begins with your spirit, which I protect and keepRest peaceful tonight my sweetness, and don’t forget my loveFor your soul was protected from the beginning, when I was sent from above.My loving arms are always there should you need support.Let no one tell you lies, which evil will contort.My protection is with God, and my soul belongs up highFor now though my darling, I will stand by

7/31/2010
its been a very very quiet and boring day...not that i mind. I'd rather be alone today. I had to do the hardest thing I've ever done before yesturday. I have done a lot of crazy things that pretty much everyone I know would categorize as near death experiences. I have been to a lot of places and joined in some wierd customes that kill most people. I have done all of this without so much as flinching, blinking, or breaking a sweat. However, yesturday I put my dog to sleep. she was going to be twelve this year. It probly wouldn't have bothered me much accept I raised her from the runt of the litter to the healthy black lab she became. she was very athletic and prefered the company of people rather than other dogs. she acted like more of a person than a canine. last week i found out that she had a tumor near her stomach and cancer growing around her heart. the vet told me that her time was almost up. When i woke up to take her out to pee yesturday she was unable to walk and

Jonas And Jordin Chair President Reagan's 100th Birthday
Ronald Reagan is my favorite president. He is the one who did more for my country then any other president of my life time. President Reagan has been out of office since 1989 but people who were alive and some who were not alive when he was president still have an attachment to him. When Ronald Reagan ran for president in 1980 is when I changed from a democrat to republican. President Reagan’s 100th birthday is coming up on February 6, 2011. To commemorate his birthday Nick Jonas and Jordin Sparks are chairing a group of young people that will help celebrate President Reagan’s birthday. You go Nick and Jordin! For more of the story http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/08/02/nick-jonas-jordin-sparks-named-chairs-ronald-reagan-youth-committee/ BlastFM and other small broadcasters are here because of President Reagan’s policies. He deregulated the media. Thank you President Reagan. Listen 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Booty Call Is Better Then A One Night Stand
“Booty Call” I thought that was a movie. Now I find out it’s more then what I thought it was. Psychologist Peter Jonason, according to his study, says booty calls are better then on-night stands. If you don’t know what a booty call is, it is a late night call for sex from someone you know. When I was younger, it was called getting “laid.” You know sexual terminology is getting so complicated that I don’t know how to as for sex from a babe. I guess I’ll just ask the girl if I she will screw me. Check out the study results http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,598608,00.html BlastFM is on call for you 24/7. The best part you don’t have to call just click the link baby www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

A Spring Dream
as brazen cold winds blow across my face i feel my disheveled reality begin to slip,i cannot begin to explain how or why my head feels like a helium balloon.but avast my kind soul ponders why this cycle comes around like an ellipse,at first all resides well within my tender heart and then all sinks below a black lagoon.darkness masks itself over my eyes and i fail to see beyond the frozen tides of york,then from those winds pain in all places begins to ensue, ravaging my perception.to the point when i shan't be able to comprehend the the simplest word rhetorical,to what it would be like to bask in the warmth of spring and all of thy flowers conception.laying in it's ebullient rays that hide all of my worries in bitter salt water spray,paradise doesn't even begin to describe my love of the season gentle of birth.alas even if this were my only truth i would hold it near and dear until the end of days,for it is the time when love and vegetation blooms into it's cradle on this earth.but av

Is Fubar Real?
So the question i want to know from everyone is fubar reality based? So you meet someone on here, and they are long distace, well how far is someone willing to go, to make it a reality? And if you are in a relationship on fubar, what steps do you take to make sure that the other person isnt cheating? Is furab reality based?

Large Wedding Hall
Large Wedding Hall Northampton Country Club’s large wedding hall is perfect for a grand wedding ceremony and reception. If you want to exclude none of your family, friends, acquaintances or colleagues from your wedding guest list, then a large wedding hall is what you require. After all, a wedding is a very special occasion, not like a birthday bash, which you can throw every year and hence decide whether to go simple or all out with it. Your wedding day look will be for everyone to see, not just your immediate family. No matter what is said about a wedding being a union between two souls, what your guests will remember is the finery of the ceremony and reception and how special you have made them felt. You can select one from one of Northampton Country Club’s two large wedding halls – one with an elegant and royal touch with antique artefacts thrown in for an exclusive décor effect and the other with a modern, urban and sleek look with smooth dé

Christian Drug Rehab
Christian Drug Rehab If the problems you or a loved one suffers stem from problem drug abuse, you must accept that these problems are not primarily mental or free will issues. Addictions are not about will power. The problems facing addicts, alcoholics, and their families are miserable, disgusting, and infuriating. They are often hopelessly discouraging. But to imagine that an addict "could change if he wanted to" is a serious misunderstanding of the long term dynamic of addictive disorder. The fact is precisely that an addict cannot change in the long run even if he wants to! That is the definition of addiction: "the loss of control over the use of a substance." A visit to a Christian drug rehab program will prove that recovery is indeed achievable when spiritual principles are carefully applied. The problem an alcoholic or drug addict faces is one of power. He must come to the place where he admits that he is powerless of his substance abuse and that his life has

Jacob's Word
There's uh.. strange {*voices*}There's there's many many voices in my head many different voicesSome are like this {*repeat 7X*}I hear voices one voice in particularComes into my mind perpendicular rectangular it's a strangularHe's like some kind of mental fucking mangular I don't knowHe tells me to punch Esham and Shaggz so I punch em I even call Twiztid fagsThey get mad slap me and smear my make-upI've named this evil voice named him JacobJacob tells me "Climb the ladder and jump off head firston the street don't worry it's soft"So I jump thump I'm on a gurneyJacob laughs at me "Your so fucking nerdy"Fuck him I hate him I hate him I can't escape himI finally get alone he calls me on a telephone {*phone rings*}"Violent J there?" Here"Hey this is Jacob I want you to piss in your underwear ok bud?" SureI'm pissin now it fuckin ticklesJacob's dissin again I hear his gigglesAfter I cut all my fingers off for that motherfucker I finally had enoughGo see a doctorDoc, hello"Hi have a seat le

E.e. Cummings
MY FATHER MOVED THROUGH DOOMS OF LOVE my father moved through dooms of love through sames of am through haves of give, singing each morning out of each night my father moved through depths of height this motionless forgetful where turned at his glance to shinning here; that if (so timid air is firm) under his eyes would stir and squirm newly as from unburied which floats the first who, his april touch drove sleeping selves to swarm their fates woke dreamers to their ghostly roots and should some why completely weep my father's fingers brought her sleep: vainly no smallest voice might cry for he could feel the mountains grow. Lifting the valleys of the sea my father moved through griefs of joy; praising a forehead called the moon singing desire into begin joy was his song and joy so pure a heart of star by him could steer and pure so now and now so yes the wrists of twilight would rejoice keen as midsummer's keen beyond conceiving mind of sun will stand, so

The True Heroes..
I have a big nose Fat thighs An ugly smile Oily hair No boyfriend but I'm beautiful. No one can tell me I'm wrong. Those men and women. Didn't have to qo back. They could have left, and qone home to their husbands and wives, their children. their friends. their life. But they didn't. They chose to qo back into the burninq towers. they probably knew they wouldn't come out. to see their families aqain. They went back up to save as many peoples lives as they could, so those people could see their families aqain. Those people who went back up, Are the real American heroes of 9/11

Life Everalsting
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the dance

Mind
When my mind goes blank, my eyez go blank, my thought's go black, and for once im free. Free to be me, without judgements without hate or love. without thought of loss and pain. or happiness and smiles, without anything at all. For once Im free without anything hold me down or lifting me up, I float in bliss. But im only free in my mind.

Score
You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 100% Blind Folds 83% Chains/Handcuffs 67% Biting 67% Bondage 50% Blood 17%

Delightful Insanity
The quiet whispers within my own head, The pictures in my mind stained crimson red, The unthinkable desires that must be fed, Rationality gone, I find chaos instead. The screams and echoes are a constant sound, My world crumbling, I lay curled on the ground. A shadow of my old self is all that is found, No help in sight, theres no one around. The final acceptance of what is to be, Welcoming the beast thats inside of me. No need to resist, my mind is now free, Welcome to my world, of delightful insanity.

In Loving Memory Of Roxxy
This is a page for Roxxy, the people who knew her here respected her alot. As some of you may know what has happend in the last 4-6 months, she has been through to hell and back. Not long ago she had twins a boy and a girl, not long ago she lost her precious daughter, who was very ill, now it was roxxy's turn, she was sick with diabete's and needed a kidney transplant, wich we could not find a donor for her, suddenly her last kidney also failed, wich made her incapable of doing anything. Later to find out the doctor's said she had turned for the worst. An infection started and spread to her heart quickly (endocarditis). Later that evening the doctor's took a MRI and realized the infection spread to her brain, then she was put on life support for a very shot period of time. She was pronounced dead this morning at around 7:18 am. I will be posting from other's that may have there last words for her, and some pictures. may you rest in peace with little girl... I'll see you soon angel's.

Conversation I Had With A Friend Of Mine.
Me: Hi Friend: Hey whats up? Me: not much just waiting for so-n-so to come over Friend: What you two going to do Me: Just relax at the pool Friend: Lucky you; I am going to a funeral oops I mean wedding shortly Friend: ok reason why I called and I am currious along with a few of your other friends Me: Ok what is on your mind? Friend: Why wont you date any of us? Friend: You know we all have crushes on you and we don't hide the fact we think your hot. Me: yea I know but I just don't like to cross that best friend line Me: Trust me I thought about it lots of times with a few friend who I wouldnt mind dating. Friend: really who? Me: Oh yea like I am going to say. Friend: I didn't think you would but it was worth a try Friend: Anyway have to get ready. Will talk to you tonight or tomorrow Me: Have fun! Friend: Yea right! me: Bye Her: Bye:

The Duty Of Encouragment
There are few things to which we need to train ourselves more diligently and conscientiously than to the habit of giving cheer and encouragement. To many people life is hard. It is full of struggles. It has more of shadow than of sunshine. Its duties are stern and severe. Its burdens press heavily. We know not how many of those whom we meet have been overcome in the struggle of today or of yesterday, and are cast down or almost in despair. We know not behind what smiling faces are sore hearts. We see not the secret sorrows that weigh like mountains upon many a gentle spirit. We do not understand with what difficulties the paths of many pilgrim feet are beset. There is not a heart without its bitterness. Work is hard. Burdens press heavily. Battles are fierce, and are often lost. Hopes fade like summer roses, leaving disappointment and dead ashes. The constant and invariable gravitation of human hearts is toward discouragement and depression. An honest watching of our own inner experien

Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame.

Whats The Best Line You've Heard Ladies Or Told Gentleman?
I've heard some doosies in my life...lines men tell...Like Girl I'd drink your bath water (EWW!!!) or You must be from heaven cause i think i'm looking at an angel (ugh) but after posting a line Creole1985 said to me I started getting IM's with "Lines" So Guys Post Your Best Lines...ladies post the best line you ever heard or the worst :)

Listen To Your Heart
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Welcome
Hello.... My name is Mary-Scarlett. Since I have closed down the blog I had on Wordpress, I thought it would be fun to start a shorter, simpler one here. I am 43. I was married for 25 years (yes that is a long time) to a man much older. We had a Dom/sub relationship all of this time, but over the years it evolved into something very unpleasant and oftentimes dangerous, so with much effort I somehow got myself and my daughter out of there. I want you to know that domestic violence is in no way supported by my chosen lifestlye. It took me a while to really see what was happening, getting help was hands down the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but I am so glad I did. So it's been a couple of months now, I am still job hunting, I have not worked outside the home for several years, except for private toutoring for children with learning disabilities. But I need a real job, not just playing and reading with kiddos, as much as I love it. I am finding this whole process a bit ove

Another Fumafia Blog
Here we go folks, this is where I blast Scrapper, J Mafia Bouncer, and the rest of the site staff crew for refusing to do their jobs and allowing messed up things to happen on the mafia game. My problem today deals directly with one indvidual who runs 5+ fake accounts. No not fumafia accounts, but fubar accounts. This individual does not hide this fact at all, no actually he flaunts it. Nor does he hide the fact that he uses them to attempt to cheat in fumafia. This indvidual has been reported numerous times to Scrapper and J Mafia and they still refuse to do anything about it. I even gave Scrapper a list of all the guy's fake accounts, he just ignored me. Here is that list again: http://fubar.com/lookatyourself http://fubar.com/iwatchingyou http://fubar.com/4532623 http://fubar.com/boxinngcow http://fubar.com/5516533 http://fubar.com/5482710 Trust me there are more. Thanks to the recent downtime, I've lost some the links. But really, come on now, it is obvious this guy is c

Momma
A black girl and a white girl were friends. The black girl slept overthe white girl's house. It was 3 a.m., and they were still up. The white girl's mother came downstairs and said, 'Honey, don't youthink it's time for you to go to bed?' The white girl responded, 'Shutup Mother, I don't want to go to sleep!' Her mother said, 'Okay, honey. You can go to bed later.'The black girlwas very intrigued by what happened and decided to use that when she gothome. The next night the black girl's mother said to the black girl, 'Girl, goto bed! It's late!' The black girl shouted, 'Shut up Momma, I don'twant to go to sleep!' The black girl's mother took one look at her &raised her eyebrow...The black girl started to blink, looked around, andasked, 'Where am I? 'A lady came over to the bed and answered, 'You're in the Intensive CareUnit, Sweetie.

My Day To Day Life
It has been a very streesing last few days for me between trmoilal at home and at the fire department i over it that is all there is to it. in my mind ppl need to grow up and pull there head out of there A@#.

Something New To Tell
I know I haven't blogged for a long time..but I thought it would time to share. For the longest time I've wanted to go and see other things..other places within the US and other countries. This might come to a shock to some..a surprise to others..but Things do change in our lives. You see, in May 2011, Eric and I will be moving to Ossineke, Michigan on Lake Huron. Yes I'll be further away from family and friends, but this is something that both Eric and I agree on doing. He has family back there and we'll be taking over his grandparents house which sits right on Lake Huron. Also employment there is alot better then here in Washington and it's alot cheaper. I will miss everyone that I have come to befriend and get to know, but sometimes you have to make changes and this one will be my last move!! I have spoken already to my parents, my son and sister about me moving and the all understand why even though we'll all be further away from each other. I've decided to let Ethan stay

Marshalls Nj Style Spaghetti Sauce
With the ingredients mentioned this will make enough sauce for 8-10 plates/bowls(or less depending on how much you like to put on your dishes) Start with: 1 (29oz) can of plain sauce. 1 (14oz) can of diced tomatoes(I use diced tomatoes as they cook, the seasoning and spices cook into the chucks, enhancing the flavor while cooking) 1 (6oz) can of tomato paste(for added thickness) Mix these together in a large sauce pan/pot and simmer for 30 minutes to heat the sauce base up. MAKE SURE YOU WATCH AND STIR THE SAUCE OR IT WILL BURN AND TASTE LIKE SUCH! After this point you'll start to add the spices and seasonings to flavor. 1 TBSP of Parsley(Crushed) 1 TBSP of Bay Leaf(Crushed. If you use whole leaves two should be enough, but make sure to remove them when the sauce is done cooking) 1 TSP of Marjoram 1/2 TSP of Caraway seed 1 TSP of Basil(Crushed) 1 TSP of Thyme(you may need to add more to taste) 1/2 TSP of Black Pepper 1 Clove of Garlic(minced, chopped, or

The Way I Am - Staind
"The Way I Am"I'm not very good at just paying attention I'm not very good at remembering things that you say I'm not very good at persuing redemption I'm not very good at concealing the hand that I play [chorus] It's the way I am, you'll never change The way I am, or re arrange The way I am, just let me be The way I am, it's the way I am I'm not really sure of the coming attractions I'm not really sure of the illusions we read on the wall I'm not really sure of the preaching we practice I'm not really sure if we notice it before we fall [chorus] It's the way I am, you'll never change The way I am, or re arrange The way I am, just let me be The way I am, it's the way I am I'm not very good at just paying attention I'm not very good at remembering things I'm not very good at pursuing redemption I'm not very good at concealing the hand that I play When I'm trying so hard just to beat you I'm not really good at controlling my fate I'm not really good at controlling my anger I'm not really

I Love You
me : Hi baby i love you and wanted to let you know me : i cant wait to see you face to face you make me feel like no other Mistress : and i love you with a heart that had stopped beating a heart broken and destroyed with out you nothing exists. nothing in tis huge wourld can take the place of your kiss me : kissing you would be the joy of my life Mistress : you have token a breath from a heart that could not beat.. when the sky seen in to your soul it knew this must be so love has been found and pulled to rescue my air .. you are the light that brightins my path and with out you there would be noting had and kissing you would give me life when befor my life hade begun to fade Mistress : wow what have you done to me me : you have awaken a man that hade nothing Mistress : and the woman i have become has waited under storm clouds for a man that awaken everything that others had destroyed and given it life again me : life with out you now would not be i woul

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn, Vol 50, Iris (unedited)
Its not that difficult of a moment, and one over looked at every thought, but it stands out when I think of us. Its not the sex, its not the release, or the lust, its your eyes looking at me. On your back, hands clinching mine over your head. I look down mouth open breathing heavy, as passionate as the moment is, it slows. Your head shakes side to side, in some manor of ecstasy, as your eyes,,, those amazing, wide eyes slowly close and open, and its that moment where your iris locks in on mine. In soft light, in random speed, I see every color piercing me. In every closing of intensity, they still remain seen just behind my eyelid. Every blink I fight to see yours again. Every glimpse of them closing empowers me to open them, with every part of my body. Push in and they open, kiss your lips and they close, the actions of your eyes dance for me, as you see the same in mine.

What Is Real And What Is Fake?
There is alot of things i have noticed with this site- and with People in general on Fubar. One thing i have noticed is the whole ''Fake'' and ''Real'' thing. Let me tell you this: I'm not fake and never will be. I've had salutes on this site before, a few years ago- until someone decided they wanted to be me. Got it? No? Okay, let me put this into words you fucking rejects can understand. You ever fucking come at me talking shit you better be prepared to back it up. I'm not fucking fake- never will be- and anyone who has known me knows who the fuck i am, through vision and through words. IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME, KNUCKLE THE FUCK UP AND MEET ME FACE TO FACE- WE WILL SEE WHO IS THE FAKE ASS THEN WHEN YOUR ASS IS IN THE ICU. Now, that being said- i've known more ''Fake'' people who have salutes and post 5896390573489056903475893407089.858 pictures of themselves- yet they lie about how they are, how they live- as the saying goes "Stab them in the back." S

Back
I originally, came to this site, after months of being irritated and bored with my life, after a recent seperation with my -ex; wanting some attention I suppose. Who am I kidding, I knew what I was doing and I liked it ALOT. Although in the back of my mind, I knew better than to do what I had been doing. The encounter I had this evening was everything that I have been missing for the past year. I used to be a Christian, back-slid, and now have "come back", and I can honestly say that I wouldn't trade what and WHO I have now for anything. So, say what you will, I truly don't care, because I have PEACE, JOY, and LOVE, the best wave I could ever be riding.

Gay Bashing?
I had the audacity to use use the words heterogenized, raw milk, and was accused of gay bashing? Excuse me, so when others use the words faggot, fag, misspelled ghey and use the most vile words to refer to gays, that is NOT gay bashing?

Hourglasses
Hourglasses Maggi Smith 10/10/10 I can’t breathe… this heat consumes me. You… your heat consumes me. I’m still searching for you. I’m wandering, lost and alone… stationary. Trapped in a desert created by broken hourglasses, hourglasses broken by you. So much time has been lost and the heat is rising. You’re wandering, scared and confused. Frantically smashing the hourglasses one by one In a desperate attempt to keep from aging, growing up and becoming The man I know you can be and the desert is growing wider. Patiently I have waited. Waited for the sand to be swept into a pile, Waited for the shards of glass to be sifted out and pieced back together. Waited for the hourglasses to be finally repaired by you and me together But time is standing still. How many hourglasses must be broken? Can they all be repaired? Can we get back the time we have lost? I am hopeful, but for now; The