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My Bitter Heart
The skies have fallen onto me, Crashed beneath me into the sea. Your remorse no longer has a meaning, Your words of love are always seeming, To intwine me in a world of hate, And into the realization of my fate. You care no more and i can see, My bitter heart is all of me. I have no feelings, as I lie here, Alone, in this world of dispair. A soul is with me, keeping me sane. Your cruel ways have messed with my brain. The man you have torn from my heart, Has left my soul, missing a part. Do you not see what you are doing? The bolts in my life, you are unscrewing. Killing me softly, with your actions. Wieghing me down, like a million tons. My bitter heart can take no more, So leave me alone, as I lie on the floor. Lying here, crying, Wishing I was dying. You did this to me. Now take my bitter heart and set it free.

A Sentiment For All...
Finding what makes us sad in life if the easiest thing that we could ever do, having the courage to look for what makes us happy is the hardest thing that we will ever find the strength to do.

About My Weight Loss Surgery And Updates
WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY UP DATE WENT TO DOCTOR'S TO DAY AND I GO BACK IN 1 - 2 WEEKS FOR MY PHYSICAL SO I CAN HAVE THE SURGERY IN A FEW MONTHS.. MY DOCTOR SAID IT OK TO HVE THE WEGHT LOSS SUGERY ..I HAVE SUGAR IT WAS 205 AND I HAVE SLEEP APEIA THATS WERE YOU QUIET BREATHING AT NIGHT WHILE YOU SLEEP..I KEEP YOU UP DATED AS I GO ALONG. DOCTORS SIGH THE WEIGHT LOSS PAPER JULY 3,2008 AND GIVE ME A PHYSICAL SO FAR SO GOOD JULY 3,2008 WENT TO DOCTOR HE SIGHN THE PAPERS FOR THE WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY GOT 2 MORE APPOINTMENTS TO GO SEPT 29,2008 GOT ALL APPOINTMENTS DONE .NOW DOING A 9 MONTH WEIGHT IN . THE INSURANCE CO MAKE YOU DO BEFORE SURGARY.. ABOUT MAY,JUNE,JULY OF 2009 WHEN I'LL HAVE THE SURGARY.. MARCH 18,2009 WAIT FOR SURGARY DATE NOW. ANYTIME BETWEEN NOW AND LATE SUMMER

Space N Time Eh?
Space and time are human constructions that can collapse... The ultimate reality is something beyond those constructions, and more importantly, everything in the world is connected. there is no 'you' or 'me' there is no 'this' or 'that' everything is one thing to say i love you to someone is to say i love you to yourself. to say you hate someone is like saying i hate you in the mirror when you look at yourself.

Hi All
I have something to say and if it makes any of you mad then I am sorry but it has to be said...I do have a life outside of this website. I admit..I don't talk to everyone like I should and I am sorry about that. But if you want to take me off your list then feel free too. I was called a worthless bitch today but hell, that doesn't bother me any. Didn't care too much for the PRICK anyhow. I am not going to let assholes run me off this site. true, I have thought about leaving before but no more. if you don't like me then you don't have to rate me, be my friend or anything. I just wanted to get this off my chest and with that said I feel better.

Star Spangled Auction
Star Spangled Auction!!! Star Spangled Auction!!! LADY SPIRITWOLF IS IN THE STAR SPANGLED AUCTION HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY CLICK ON THE LINK AND RATE HER AND PLACE YOUR BID!

July 4th Freedome
Freedom is a trait we earn A blessing we embrace A gift we’re given in return For the hardships we face A testament of sacrifice By heroes who have died The ones who paid a costly price For our great nation’s pride. Our freedom is our heritage Our legacies and worth Our stories etched for all of time Shared with our Mother Earth The fabric of our faith and strength The light guiding our way For freedom, we’ll cross any length To keep doubters at bay. Freedom is the red, white, and blue The stars and stripes that wave Across this land, proudly and true The vast home of the brave From sea to shining sea, we hail Our sovereignty and rights Every July 4th, without fail Liberty is in our sights!

Skyrockets In Flight
I am enjoying my saturday afternoon as i sit on my patio and steal wireless from a selection of careless neighbors. When all of a sudden out nowhere i hear "fucking shit goddam!" I turn around to see who the maniac is that is cussing at the top of their lungs at 530, it's this new weird family thats moved in recently behind us. They are always fighting.....and i'm talking about UFC in the driveway at midnight. I dont know what their problem is. Anywhoo... it was the wife maniacally screaming because she could figure out how to put together this laundry clothesline thing. Not your traditional clothesline the one thats metal and looks like a spider web... So anyway the husband comes out and he tries to help her and all she does is yell and scream at him.......... Fast forward two hours later... "OH OH OH OH BABY YA! OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD" Ummm basically....i'll just stop there no need to give anymore details lmao

Benjamin Disraeli
The secret of success is constancy of purpose. -Benjamin Disraeli This means that you MUST set goals, and you MUST reach for them. Otherwise there will be nothing to move towards. And with nothing to move towards, you lack a purpose. And if you lack a purpose, or goals, you are about nothing and shall remain about nothing, and then therefore, become nothing! An important thing to remember is to set goals and to never, ever give up on them. Make a list of 100 goals and place them somewhere where you can see them everyday. Put a few of them on index cards and put them on your fridge, stick to your mirror, dashboard of your car, written on your book covers, or a book mark. It doesn't even have to be all 100. Just make it a point to strive for at least 1 out of 100 everyday until you reach it, then you can move on. You will be surprised how fast you can achieve some goals that are very important to you. Some may be larger than others. Some may be achieved fast

Matthew 24.
** Before you read this, keep in mind, this is a choice to read.. not an imposition.. i posted this as a warning to those who have chosen to sleep on their faith.. cuz its time to wake the fuck up, keep in mind the concept of "gnashing of teeth".. that's all I'm going to say about it. This is Matthew 24.. a chapter I'd like to call "Wake the fuck up" haha. Signs of the End of the Age 1Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2"Do you see all these things?" he asked. "I tell you the truth, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down." 3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. "Tell us," they said, "when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?" 4Jesus answered: "Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,[a]' and will deceive m

Quiz
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29. Would you whisper in my ear? 30. Would you talk dirty t

Sex Game
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Sex Test
SEX TESTWink post this and see how many people message you back with the answers this will be fun repost it [X] your answer [[ Put a X in the box ]] How old do I look? [ ] 22 [ ] 23 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 26 [ ] 27 [ ] 28 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 31 [ ] 32 [ ] 33 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 36 [ ] 37 [ ] 38 [ ] 39 [ ] Over 40 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you? [ ] Do me [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out to dinner/lunch Would you go to a swinger's club with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to r

Good Bye Fubar
I have decided to close my account at 11pm GMT tonight and nobody can change my mind, Ive thought about it long and hard and decided its the best thing to do. If any one wants to keep in touch, feel free to pm me for my YIM. PLEAASE DO NOT RIP ANY OF MY PICTURES, IM SAVING THEM FOR MY NEW SITE therfore dont want to see any of them being used as point scoring stuff on here. ID LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SUCH DECENT FRIENDS, I WONT SAY NICE COS THATS A LAME WORD. BTW new site is not MYSPACE.

Passion Revealed
Passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances, on satin smooth skin, through the night we languish, in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice , inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair, a masage designed to please, your breathing grows soft, a sensual tease. Lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwine, searching not groping. Finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure , devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. A trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning, eager to please. By the

Sex Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we U

God Knows...
GOD knows how hard you have tried. When you've cried so long your heart is in anguish, GOD has counted your tears. If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by, GOD is waiting for you. When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated, GOD has the answer. If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope, GOD has whispered to you. When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for, GOD has blessed you. When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe, GOD has smiled upon you. Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are feeling, GOD knows.

If
If If life were but a dream, my Love, And death the waking time; If day had not a beam, my Love, And night had not a rhyme, -- A barren, barren world were this Without one saving gleam; I'd only ask that with a kiss You'd wake me from the dream. If dreaming were the sum of days, And loving were the bane; If battling for a wreath of bays Could soothe a heart in pain, -- I'd scorn the meed of battle's might, All other aims above I'd choose the human's higher right, To suffer and to love! By:Paul Laurence Dunbar

Male Headaches
HEADACHES! The doctor said, Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that, it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles, to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles. Joe was shocked, and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital, he was without a headache for the first time in 20 yea rs, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. He walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning, and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store, and thought, that's what I need...a new suit. He entered the shop, and told the salesman, I'd like a new suit. The elderly tailor eyed him briefly, and said, Let's see... size 44 long. Joe laughed, That's right, how

Sex Acts On Provincetown Beaches Prompt Outrage!
acts on Provincetown beaches prompt outrage Frisky sun worshipers are flocking to have sex on the beach in Provincetown - but are sending horrified family vacationers packing, officals said. Angry Cape Cod National Seashore officials said they are cracking down on public sex acts along the picturesque shoreline after the number of citations for public sex acts more than tripled, from an average of 40 to 132 last year. “This is not what we’re interested in seeing,” said George Price, Superintendent of the National Seashore. “Over the last couple of years, public (sex) acts like this have been viewed by visitors.” Price said officials are baffled as to why the vacation mecca has suddenly become a hotbed of public sex for randy exhibitionists. “Laws and enforcement have not changed - it just seems to be something that some people decided we want to see,” Price said. Complaints have included whale-watchers sailing past large groups of nude men, and families stumbl

The South
THE SOUTH---YOU GOTTA LOVE IT TENNESSEE THE OWNER OF A GOLF COURSE WAS CONFUSED ABOUT PAYING AN INVOI CE, SO HE DECIDED TO ASK HIS SECRETARY FOR SOME MATHEMATICAL HELP. HE CALLED HER INTO HIS OFFICE AND SAID, 'YOU GRADUATED FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF TENNESSEE AND I NEED SOME HELP. IF I WERE TO GIVE YOU $20,000, MINUS 14%, HOW MUCH WOULD YOU TAKE OFF?' THE SECRETARY THOUGHT A MOMENT, AND THEN REPLIED, 'EVERYTHING BUT MY EARRINGS.' ALABAMA < / FONT> A GROUP OF ALABAMA FRIENDS WENT DEER HUNTING AND PAIRED OFF IN TWOS FOR THE DAY. THAT NIGHT, ONE OF THE HUNTERS RETURNED ALONE, STAGGERING UNDER THE WEIGHT OF AN EIGHT-POINT BUCK. 'WHERE'S HENRY?' THE OTHERS ASKED. 'HENRY HAD A STROKE OF SOME KIND. HE'S A COUPLE OF MILES BACK UP THE TRAIL,' THE SUCCESSFUL HUNTER REPLIED. 'YOU LEFT HENRY LAYING OUT THERE AND CARRIED THE D EER BACK?' THEY INQUIRED. 'A TOUGH CALL,' NODDED THE HUNTER. 'BUT I FIGURED NO ONE IS GOING TO STEAL HENRY!' TEXAS

Only A Dream??
When she looks at me, I can't hide anything. When she looks into my eyes, my heart skips a beat. When she sits beside me, its hard to breathe. When she pushes against me, I can't stop myself from Smiling. When I look at her, I see an Angel When I touch her, I'm the one who gets chills. When I think about her, a smile spreads across my face. When I talk to her, I forget about the world around me. I think I love her, but I don't know if she loves me. I can't stop thinking about her, I wonder if she thinks of me. Will I ever be able to tell her the truth? Or will I have to keep it hidden? I feel as though if I lost her, I would lose everything. But the funny thing is... I don't really have her. Will my wish ever come true? Or will it only be a dream?

I Wil Never Understand
LISTEN I MIGHT NEED TO TYPE ALL THIS IN BLOOD! I DONT NEED OR WANT NO BODYS FUCKIN MAN ON HERE I HAVE MY FUCKING OWN! HES PLENTY TO DEAL WITH WITH OUT ADDING ANOTHER! JUST BECAUSE I TALK TO MALES ON HERE DOESNT MEAN I FUCKIN WANT THEM~ WTH IN THE LAST 3-4 WEEKS IVE BEEN ACUSED OF WANTING SOME FUCKING CHICS MAN ON HERE! IF I WANT OR WANTED YOUR MAN ID DONE HAVE HIM RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE~ SORRY ABOUT THIS BLOG IM JUST ANGRY OVER BULSHIT ON HERE~

My Birthday Bulletin From Lady Kate!
AngelGurl Happy Birthday to my Good Friend, AngelGurl!!!!! Let's all help make this the Best Birthday she's Ever celebrated! Please go to her page and show her the Fu-Love--Birthday Style!!! AngelGurl@ fubar This Birthday Bulletin Brought to You By LadyღKate ~ {Shadow Leveler} ♥Club United♥ ♡Proud Spanker Family Member♡@ fubar

Major Waste Of Time.
i spent 3 hours at the doctor's office to get an xray of my wrist. after i get the xray instead of looking at it like a responsible doctor, this idiot grabs my wrist and starts wrenching it in every direction ... then tells me to come back in a month. no thanks bro, if i didn't scream and or cry when he did that then it's obviously not broken anymore.

I Have To Do This.....
After my last bout of lockjaw, I have decided to go ahead and have the surgery to repair my jaw. Getting tired of the headaches that it causes and the locked up jaw and the pain that causes. It will take time to do this and money which is something I don't have alot of. First all of my remaining back teeth will have to be pulled, not like they are in good shape anyways. Thats the money part, no insureance for that. Then it will just be a matter of getting everything in line for the rest. Alot of time not being able to speak or eat soilds, but it has to be done!!!

I Was Away For A While...
I was away for 6 weeks and then I came home and wrote this little ditty about what I found: To the tune of California Dreamin' All the leaves are brown And my plants are dead I knew that was gonna happen That was what I dread I watered them forever Then I went away And when I came back They just couldn't be saved Stopped into my bathroom Sometimes its called a head Well I left pink carpets there But now they were dark red (Now they were dark red) I'm amazed the fish Are still alive someway Cause I know they haven't been fed In more than 30 days! (more than 30 days) You know my husband threw out the jars I was saving for crafts Well we looked for them today I wanna kick his ass (wanna kick his ass) If I didn't tell him I could leave today And get my own damn apartment And have everything my way!!

Every Other Weekend
[Reba:] Every other Friday It's toys and clothes and backpacks Is everybody in, Okay, let's go see dad Same time in the same spot Corner of the same old parking lot Half the hugs and kisses there are always sad We trade a couple words and looks and kids again Every Other weekend [Kenny:] Every other weekend Very few exceptions, I pick up the love we made in both my arms It's movies on the sofa, grilled cheese and cut the crust off "That's not the way mom makes it, daddy," breaks my heart I miss everything I use to have with her again, Every other weekend [Kenny:] I cant tell her I love her [Reba:] I can't tell him I love him [Both:] 'Cause there's too many questions and ears in the car [Reba:] So I don't tell him I miss him [Kenny:] I don't tell her I need her [Both:] She's(He's) over me, that's where we are [Kenny:] So we're as close as we may ever be again Every other weekend [Reba:] Every other Saturday First thing in the morning

Map It Out & Dj Freak's Fu-wedding
Me And You - Kenny Chesney Come join us for the wedding ceremony of DJ Freak & Map It Out!Only in The Platinum Club!Ceremony takes place at 11pm Eastern Standard Time10pm Central Standard Time8pm Pacific Standard Time!Definitely don’t miss out on this!Click the logo below to come in and join us!

My Owner Rocks Fu! Thank You So Much....hugzzzz
Wanna Sell ur 11s to help out a terrific Fu hit me up with an offer in a prvt message!!! :D SingleDad38 Or if you want to help her out of the kindness of your Heart please go check her out, She is an Awesome friend to have :D LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: SingleDad38 ~*SingleDad38*~ - Better than Ever!!!! ~*Shadow Leveler*~@ fubar (repost of original by '~*SingleDad38*~ - Better than Ever!!!! ~*Shadow Leveler*~' on '2008-07-11 07:24:59')

Short One
You came home from work, it had been a long tedious night on the third shift. Driving home, although exhausted, the birds were singing and the summer warmth was just beginning to radiate. You couldn't help but smile a wide grin... The house was very quiet when you entered, which wasn't unusual, often your wife was sleeping when you entered and you would silently slip into the bed next to her and drift off. But this time things seemed different in the house... The lights were left on in the kitchen and sitting on the dining room table was an empty bottle of tequila. You lightly stepped down the hallway toward the bedroom door and as you approached the cracked door you heard the joints of the bed creaking. You paused right outside the door, and took a deep breath, fear and dread as well as excitement swelled in your chest. You put your palm against the door and pushed it a crack and put your eye near the crack. There in the slanted morning light beaming through the blinds you saw a nake

Person You Are
Once You lose yourself you have 2 choices. Find the person you used to be or lose that person completly, beacuase sometimes you have to step outside the person you've been and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the Person You Are !!! I Miss this person

Scars
SCARS Scar [skaar] Noun (plural scars) 1. Mark on skin after damage: a mark left on the skin after a wound, burn, or sore has healed over 2. Mental effect of distressing experience: a lasting effect left on somebody's mind by a personal misfortune or unpleasant experience 3. Mark on surface: a mark on a surface caused by damage Verb (past and past participle scarred, present participle scar•ring, 3rd person present singular scars) vt 4. Mark somebody or something with scars: to leave somebody or something with a physical or emotional scar. So, Scars come in all forms. The most common ones are the obvious ones. The ones that physically deform and most of us have them. Some are superficial others are life altering. When we look at others with scars we tend to see hurt on a physical level. What about those scars we don't see. Number 2 and Number 4 of these definitions of the ones no one ever see or wants to talk about. These are the hardest scars to deal with. We all hav

Part 1 Of My Life
i was born june 10 1979, 12:23 am. when i was born i was 9lbs 1oz. when i was born i had a twin that was born with me he was born healthy and i was born unhealthy 3 days after we we're born his heart just stop i was put in a a crib that had plastic wrap around forgot what it was called because i had fluids back up in my lungs i pretty much fought for my life.as i grew as a baby i never could walk with out help of a brace i cried and cried as a baby the Dr. never knew why until we went to another dr. and the dr pretty my said i had flase joint and bones and my left leg was 45 drgees off and as i grew my left tiba bowed out like a bow making me cry.so the older i got they kept making me new braces for my left leg, but as i grew older the more depressed i got because people will point and laugh at me walk up kick my left leg just to see me fall or something doesn't matter what i did in school or out side of school i got pick on all the time.at the age of 6 i had my first surgery, they

Finally
i think i am now stone cold sober and my throat is feeling a lot better. lol. i really do need to stop drinking, i don't think my liver appreciates getting massacred. ...well i'll just hold it off til next weekend anyway. g'morning luvies! :D

Hes So Amazing
So you're adorable, and you make me laugh. So you get away with everything, even when you act like an ass. So your smile makes my day, and your touch makes my night. So what if you make me feel, like it's all going to be alright. So I think you're amazing, and you can be anything you want to be. So what if I'm in love with you, You can't say that you don't love me.

Happiness(please Read!)
For most of you who know me, you know I am a very messed up person, I use to think of myself as happy alot, but I havent been that person in a long time. Here I am 31, 3 beautiful kids I have a roof over my head and I am a good mother, so I should have plenty to be happy about, But the truth is I aint I am good at making people believe I am happy But inside I just am not. growing up I had the vision of me at this age being thin beautiful having children and a wonderful husband a career as a writer . The truth is I think even if I did have it all, I dont think I would be happy, so what is gonna make me happy I wish I knew. I am 31 i have children my writing career well I am still at a amatur level on that I am divorced and living with my youngest babys father still even though we are not together.But we are friends, I think. I am not sure where I am going with all this but I had to write this down and get it out of my head even though it will still be on my mind for awhile . I use

Crumbling Fortress
breaking this wall down is the hardest thing to do after years of fortifying against this cruel world i need to tear my sanctuary down all my scars laid bare before everyone so many years of pain and confusion i've died twice in my mind only to be brought back to life again with another fresh wound on my body born again into this world guided by your hand brought out of my shell by the sound of angels singing fell into the light again from the depths of a lost soul comes a cry of joy at last must break free from all my fears must break free from all my hate must let my wounds heal and fade away

Coming Home
Coming Home... How simple my life is now you are here, How I cherish each breath, How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me. I have fallen in love without taking a step, Fallen into the sweetest of dreams, How I hope no one wakes me. The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart, Where I will hold it forever. Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps, Though I know it is not forever To my aching soul it is an eternity. I see my happiness shine in your eyes, Every time you hold my hand my heart skips a beat. How sweet life is to be yours; How meaningless life is without you. They know nothing of the loneliness before you Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day, How did you do it, I ask myself, How did you banish the fear, the darkness? You have made me see that nothing is that bad, That I am strong and worthy of happiness, You have saved me from myself. Everyday I wake up and smile to myself Knowing you are waiting for me, Kno

Bully!
Show Some Love FUBAR!!! Wills Fu Luv Bomb Squad Enforcer Just click the Picture!! Please stop by and FAN, RATE and ADD my sexy friend. He also needs help leveling!!! He is a terrific person and a great friend!!! So come on FUBAR show him some love and he and I will both return the favor!!! Lots of Love from your Family!!!! Fu Luv Bomb Squad Sunset Cafe Lounge PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -Owner of Wills and Drago28@ fubar

Fly
Look into my eyes What do you see? Is it a tortured soul? Or is it just me.. I swear I'll be OK You don't have to worry about me Because every time I think You're all that I see There are a few things I need to say There are a few things I want you to know There are reasons for you to stay There are things I wish to show Like the love that's in my heart Like the pain I feel for you When you seem to be falling apart I don't know what to do Please just call on me Whenever you're in doubt Because I'll let you see That you can scream, that you can shout So just take your hand in mine And lets look up at the sky Lets forget about the time And together, our souls shall fly...

Moving My Body
Waves of compassion was over me in soft rythmic beats, Moving my body to the soft tempo of life, Leading me in a dance with time. As I waltz with time, I feel it pulling at my heart, And slowly, Love plays my heart strings. As I listen to the beautiful melody of love, Everynote more piercing than the last, I feel peace lay a cool hand on my mind, And I can finally rest. As I lay with peace, hearing the beauty of life, I feel compassion blanket me, For the worlds suffering cries. As I feel compassion wash over me, Lulling me to sleep, I feel life grace me with a smile. Moving my body to the soft tempo of life.

The Truth (cont.)
06/18/2008 (cont.) 12:00:18 AM kaileet69: i felt like he took a hot knife & stabbed me n da heart w it 12:02:13 AM dguydlow: ouch im sorry 12:02:19 AM dguydlow: >:D< 12:03:10 AM kaileet69: its ok 12:03:15 AM kaileet69: he apologized 12:03:22 AM kaileet69: said he was drunk & lonely 12:03:26 AM kaileet69: I undastand 12:03:29 AM kaileet69: really i do 12:03:59 AM kaileet69: does it make it wron dat I still wear my engagement ring? 12:04:53 AM dguydlow: hmm 12:05:13 AM dguydlow: wel u wont let go either lol 12:05:17 AM dguydlow: we both got issues:-P 12:05:23 AM kaileet69: right 12:05:28 AM kaileet69: im scared 2 let go 12:05:36 AM kaileet69: he is really all i have known 12:05:48 AM kaileet69: i dont want 2 lose him totally 12:06:30 AM dguydlow: oh ok 12:06:43 AM dguydlow: i feel ya 12:06:52 AM dguydlow: soryim im alil rougg 12:06:55 AM dguydlow: im here if uned to chat ok 12:06:57 AM

The Truth 14
07/02/2008 8:47:40 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 8:47:46 PM kaileet69: u still mad at me? 8:48:11 PM dguydlow: yea 8:48:23 PM dguydlow: u still send her stuff huh 8:49:07 PM kaileet69: i sent her a message earlier 2 get her blood goin' 8:49:16 PM dguydlow: why 8:49:18 PM kaileet69: I kno she mad u dropped her cause of me 8:49:33 PM kaileet69: just wanted her 2 c, she isnt da only 1 u want 8:50:26 PM dguydlow: whatever 8:51:48 PM kaileet69: oh boo, u kno its da truth 8:52:42 PM kaileet69: she just needs 2 c it 4 herself dat u don' want her anymore 8:52:43 PM kaileet69: i am just remindin her 8:52:44 PM kaileet69: & hopin we can get back on track & make up 8:53:21 PM dguydlow: for? 8:53:30 PM dguydlow: in dont want get with u 8:53:39 PM dguydlow: thought i told u last nite 8:54:00 PM kaileet69: im gettin divorced 8:54:06 PM kaileet69: i moved out 2day 8:54:15 PM kaileet69: stayin w a friend right no

We Rock
Cause we rock, we rock, we rock on We rock, we rock on Come as you are You're a superstar World in your pocket and you know it You can feel that beat Running through your feet Heart's racing fast, you're rock and rolling All that you need is the music To take you to some other place Where you know you belong Raise your hands up in the air and scream We're find our voice, following our dreams Cause we rock (we rock), we rock, we rock on Nobody in the world's Gonna bring us down The louder we go Well the better we sound Cause we rock (we rock), we rock, we rock on We're finally letting go Losing all control Won't stop ourselves Cause we love it We're not afraid to be Everything you see No more hiding out We're gonna own it All that you need is the music To take you to some other place Where you know you belong Raise your hands up in the air and scream We're find our voice, following our dreams Cause we

What Is A Partnership??
Everyone has their own idea of what a partnership should be. My idea of a partnership is WANTING to be with, do for and enjoy the company of the object of your affection. I am not saying that you don't have your dips and peaks as in any relationship, but it's the desire to consistenly improve upon what you have with that person. When things get too hard, one has to ask themselves what it is that is making it so hard. I truly believe that sometimes, certain relationships are only meant to take you so far into your learning. Sometimes, when it does get too hard, it is time to move on and say it isn't working, and isn't how a partnership should be. Partnership to me does not mean you have someone to come home to, someone to bang, avoid STD's or any of the numerous reasons people stay in an unproductive relationship which isn't fulfilling their purpose and maintaining their own happiness. Partnership is wanting to be with someone and wanting to help each other on this

No Struggle
Thursday, July 17, 2008 No struggle Make the effort, to be sure. But do not make it into a struggle. Struggle is not a specific condition or action. It is a label that casts a negative spin on your efforts and unnecessarily puts you at a disadvantage. If you see yourself as struggling, your expectations are already lowered and the best you can hope for is to break even. Yet there's never any reason to see yourself as struggling. Yes, the challenges may indeed be great. And you have what it takes to make real and steady progress in the face of those challenges. Instead of seeing yourself as a victim, see yourself as making the most of a valuable experience. Rather than living in fear of being pushed back, seize with enthusiasm every opportunity to move forward. Every situation is what it is, but it never has to be a struggle. For you are capable of doing much, much better than that. -- Ralph Marston

A Joke
Dear Tech Support , Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0 . In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as · Romance 9.5 and · Personal Attention 6.5,and then installed undesirable programs such as · NBA 5.0, · NFL 3.0 and · Golf Clubs 4.1 . Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2. 6 simply crashes the system. · Please note I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate. DEAR DESPERATE , First, keep in mind, · Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while · Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.htmland try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 u

Love These Comments
shows the maturity of some KinkyMaste...: so i was right you are cunt who does fuck arounded KinkyMaste...: did you tell toy master that you miss him and love him , did you tell toy master what fuckin cunt you are KinkyMaste...: ARE YOU HAVIN FUN CHATTIN TO TOY MASTER , ARE YOU TELLIN HIM HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM AND ALL , DID YOU ENJOY MEETIN HIM IN BC oh boy oh boy you go away for a weekend and get more... KinkyMaste...: hey cuntcow , are you still fuckin around KinkyMaste...: let me guess cuntcow you always go offline so you can spend time with toy master , does your parents or should i say your mom teach you how to be cunt or whore , the way i see it , cuntcow like you , do need alot of love since you do fucked around and all and cant keep your legs closed KinkyMaste...: did you and the toy master have fun in BC did you fuck him like cuntcow you are or did you go to BC to do some fuckin around and prove to your mom you are cuntslut like her KinkyMaste...: did

Love Is...
"Love is a blind fool. It knows no age, no sex, no race, no religion, no distance, and it will make you do foolish things in its name." RWK 2006 Does the quote need any explanation. I'm sure many of you can relate. Those of you that have taken the time to get to know me understand just how deep my mind thinks. Those of you that haven't certainly don't and could be missing out. BTW, RWK is MY initials.

Life Is Your Worst Enemy
I will never understand why life is sooo unfair. I will never understand why some people can make a mistake and live with it and learn to deal with the hurt and regret. But on the other side are those people who can not ever live with the mistakes that they have made. I will always wonder for the rest of my life why someone soooo Full of life could pull the trigger and end it all just because he cheated on his Girlfriend. I have to live the rest of my life without one of my best friends by my side.

Prayer For Peace
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury,pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

Children Of Palestine...the Facts
- Since September 2000, approximately 883 Palestinian children have been killed in the Occupied Territories. The majority of these children were shot and killed by the Israeli military. However, Israeli settlers have also shot and killed Palestinian children. - 124 Palestinian children were killed in 2006, more than twice the number killed the previous year. From January–July 2007, 31 children were killed. The vast majority of child deaths in Palestine are caused by live ammunition shots to the head or chest, generally indicative of an Israeli “shoot to kill” policy. - On July 4th 2007 Israeli troops shot and killed a 15-year-old Palestinian boy in Hebron. Ahmad Abed Al-Muhsin Skafi was shot 4 times in his upper torso. Israeli troops then allowed a military dog to maul the boy’s dead body, tearing his intestines from his stomach and mutilating his right hand. - 20,000 Palestinian children have been injured since September 2000. Almost 1,500 of them sustained life-long disabilities.

Filter - Hey Man Nice Shot
I wish I wouldve met you Now its a little late What you couldve taught me I couldve saved some face They think that your early ending Was all wrong For the most part theyre right But look how they all got strong Thats why I say hey man nice shot What a good shot man A man Has gun Hey man Have fun Nice shot Now that the smokes gone And the air is all clear Those who were right there Got a new kind of fear Youd fight and you were right But they were just to strong Theyd stick it in your face And let you smell what they consider wrong Thats why I say hey man nice, nice shot What a good shot man A man Has gun Hey man Have fun Nice shot I wish I wouldve met you I wish I wouldve met you Id say Nice shot

Cell Phones
I'm going on a rant and may get "out of line", but I need to say this. Does common courtesy have a place in the world or are we all just planning to continue treating others like crap? With the invention of cell phones and texting abilities, it seems that common courtesy has become a thing of the past. More times than not, when I am engaged in face-to-face conversation with another human, I am "put on hold" while they reply to a text or answer their phone. Why is it that face-to-face conversation is less important than a text? Many times a person is "talking" to several other people and I have to wait...longer. I finally had my fill of it tonight and snapped. Maybe I was wrong, but I wasn't taken seriously enough to actually care. Someone I rarely see was in town for a short time. They spent most of the evening texting. When another spoke up and asked, "What are you doing?", they received the answer..."texting." I finally said, "It's because you and I aren't interestin

I Don't Know...
As most of you know, a few weeks ago, phil dumped me. i was fine, it was his loss, etc. Well, his friend brian started hanging out with me to try and cheer me up, because when phil and i were together, i was basically a hermit. And our groups of friends wanted me to come back, and rp with them. which i love to do. Well, it happened accidentally. brian and i ended up growing feelings for each other, like i said, accidentally. it wasn't planned. Well, now Phil's being all lovey-dove, and acting like nothing happened. and it's... hard, for me to understand what he really wants. I think he sort of knows about brian and i, from the way he held my hand at the last laodisia game session, but that's a huge maybe. I still love him, and i'm sort of in an awkward position. Because Brian, though i like him alot, seems to be horribly smitten with me. and, i don't know what to do. i sort of want to play it single, what with how confused i am. i need to get over phil before i can be anyt

Rating System/ Fakes/ Pointless Points
like i said in my last post- i appreciate all the cool people out there, but.. why be fake? (fake pics, etc..) and why be mad if i call you out on it? you're as bad as those robots that post spam on my profiles. and am i wrong to rate a page an 8 if i think it deserves one? i got an email that said as a threat "we only give tens around here." then, wtf is the rating system for?? don't you want to have it mean anything? you want to be as fake as your "10's" that you get. a lady asked me to "fix" the 8 i gave her... (first of all, 8 of 10 is pretty good!) what needs fixed? my rate or your page? and again.. if i am wrong.. and everyone should get 10's.. why be fake? you'll get a ten for anything anyway.. what are these points for anyway..? you'll just want more, right? i'm just happy this is a free site to meet people and stuff. screw points that mean nothing because of fake people and forced voting. are you people serious? i know a lot of you are real and cool,

Dating Older Woman
There appears to be a trend of older women dating younger men, notably illustrated by celebrity couples including Demi Moore and Aston Kutcher, Halle Berry and Gabriel Aubry, and the most recent fling between 48-year-old Linda Hogan and 19-year-old Charlie Hill. According to a study of 50,000 women daters over 30, conducted by an online dating site in 2007, more than one-third of the subjects showed interest in men at least 5 years younger. And in 2003, an AARP survey revealed 34 percent of 3,500 women (between ages 40 and 69) dated men who are 10 or more years younger than themselves. This trend appears to be shocking to some people, but I don't find it so unusual. Socially, there's a role reversal of sorts going on, women are more powerful now than ever before and may want men who are younger, and perhaps, more flexible; men who can handle it if the woman's career and lifestyle takes priority over their own. Media portrayals in "Sex and the City" (like movie characters Smith Jerrod

New Life
I've been sitting around this life for years, Not enough laughs and too many tears. Trying to figure out where it all went, These wasted years that I have spent. Searching for something to go beyond, Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash, Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash. Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart, Poking and prodding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul, Living this life has taken it's toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn, Tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, a child within, Born free of hate, of suffering and sin. Now my eyes see what has never been told, Striving forth happy, confident and bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly, Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all, I stood myself up and answered the call. The darkness has gone, replaced by the light, I gave up the darkness wit

Tigger
The wonderful thing about Tiggers Is Tiggers are wonderful things. Their tops are made of rubbers The bottoms are made of springs. They're Bouncy, Flouncy, Trouncy, Pouncy, Fun, fun, fun, fun, FUN!!! The wonderful thing about Tiggers Is I'm the only one I'm the only one !

The Reaping
Plot Summary: The atheistic Katherine Winter is a former Catholic missionary that lost her faith on God after losing her daughter and her husband in Sudan, sacrificed by the locals that blamed them for the long drought. Presently she investigates religious phenomena with the intent of debunking them, finding a scientific cause for the event. She is invited to go to the small town of Haven, in Louisiana, where the river turned into blood after the death of a boy. After her arrival, each of one of the ten biblical plagues happens in the location dazing Katherine, who discloses the evil secret of the dwellers. My comments: This movie was a bit slow in some places. The ending almost seemed over the top for the rest of the movie, but there is a lovely twist in the final moments. Rating: 6/10

Get Trouble To Disciple
Todays Troubles birthday shes getting really close too Disciple. Shes always rating too show love too her friends. She will help you in anything you need. Shes such a giving person. Let's show her some love shes got lotsa pictures and stash too rate. Love her with some bling. Show her some love and help give her a great birthday present Disciple!!!! ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar

Rip
RIP PAULIE J CARBONE Paulie i still sit here and cry, i still ask myself why..why you..why Dean. I may have not known Dean that well but i knew you and if you two were friends iam sure he was an amazing guy just like you. You always had that special way of making me smile and laugh when i was down..and you calling me just to harass me at times lol i swear baby you called just to go SHADYYYYYYYYYYYYY and then SO...TALK lol cause a few times thats all i would hear from you lol or omg the clubs with ur so..and i use to always yell at u lol telling you to calm ur damn horse down and i will "so...talk" when i want lol and "so.. drink" when i was thristy but then again you always had to be agressive and beat me up lol or call me mrs. big boobs over n over again haha. you always had that something about you that would draw people in..that wonderful personailty that made people never want to leave. Although you did know how to get mad lol and you say i have anger problems well i have to

Saw "the Dark Knight" Last Night
It was a pretty good movie. However, there are two things I didn't like: 1) The Joker used non-joking things to kill people (guns, explosives, etc), unlike Jack Nicholson's Joker. (I liked that kind of stuff.) 2) The ending wasn't a "happy" ending. Mind you, I realize the ending was perfect as-is, but I wanted it to be a nice, happy picture... Overall, I recommend it.

Pretty Kitty....
Pet This Kitty lover of mine, come to me; pet me, make this pussy purr. lick me, nip me, make me beg for release; until you feel my cunt vibrate. be oh, so nice to this pretty little kitty; pet and play awhile. make my pussy yours, claim me for your willing toy

The 17 Ways Women Fail In Bed
THE 17 WAYS WOMEN FAIL IN BED 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the love sword as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be awed, worshipped and held tenderly at all times. The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two-thirds of the way down. 2. ROBOTS: When sucking a guy's dick don't just get on the end of the thing and jam your head back and forward. It's a beautiful instrument; it should be caressed, inspected, kissed and licked from every possible angle. 3. SILENT FRIGHT: If you've come and cannot be coerced to scream to show your appreciation, at least make some sort of sign to inform the guy that he's done his duty and can blow his biscuits whenever he wants. 4. NO LAUGHING MATTER: Don't laugh if your creative male lover gets carried away and says things like

Tattoo Idears
I want this on my back shoulder or my ankle I dont want the whole thing but a good portion on my arm i dunno with side I want this one on the other arm :D http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b384/NightmareBliss/spambot.jpg I might get my trademark on me...tramp stamp??

Delirious
Okay so I seriously think the lack of sleep is making me delirious. I cannot deal with the time adjustments and I'm losing my mind. Ask Ruby, I'm on the phone with her right now and I'm making her laugh so hard at my random nonsense, that I think I might get her in trouble at work. I need to be put in my place. A warm comfy bed with a cuddle buddy. Speaking of Ruby.... Still 63k away from Fu-King. Ruby Cairo ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar Still Fly (Big Tymers) - The Devil Wears Prada

Delete.......
Im deleteing my profile due to drama that has started and things i need to take care of in my personal life.....If i decide to make another i will look u all up.... Was nice gettin to know u all.... Love u all....XOXOX

Rammstein - Ich Will
Ich will Ich will Ich will Ich will Ich will Ich will Ich will (Ich will) Ich will, dass ihr mir vertraut (Ich will) Ich will, dass ihr mir glaubt (Ich will) Ich will eure Blicke spürn (Ich will) Jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren (Ich will) Ich will eure Stimmen hören (Ich will) Ich will die Ruhe stören (Ich will) Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht (Ich will) Ich will dass ihr mich versteht (Ich will) Ich will eure Phantasie (Ich will) Ich will eure Energie (Ich will) Ich will eure Hände sehen (Ich will) In Beifall untergehen Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich! Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich! Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich! Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich! Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich! Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich! Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Ich will Ich will Ich will Wir wollen, dass ihr uns vertraut Wir

Why?
My mind is full of thoughts full of questions full of memories My eyes are fooled by the twinkle of your heart fooled by the words you spoke fooled by the smile on your face My heart has been hurt by the one I adore hurt by the lack of truth hurt by the coldness of your shoulder My soul no longer shines through my eyes no longer gets me through the night no longer be a guiding light Your soul shines through your eyes shines through your lies shines through your hurt Your heart has been hurt by the one you adored hurt by the lack of love hurt by the coldness of her shoulder Your eyes were fooled by the twinkle of her passion that wasnt for you fooled by the words she spoke fooled by the smile on her face Your mind is full of thoughts full of questions full of memories I ask myself why you want to run why you want to hide why you always cry You ask yourself why I

Here Is Who We Have In The Auction So Far....
*HERE IS WHO WE HAVE SO FAR THAT WILL BE IN THE AUCTION FOR YOU TO BID ON YOUR OWNER* Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar John Co-Owner of Cooter's Bar DJ Big Daddy Dream aka Kat Greeter@Cooter's Bar DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* Name: Bid on Your Owner Starts: 08/10/08 @ 9AM EST/6AM Fu-Time Ends: 08/16/08 @ 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time Details: Cooter's Bar sponsors auctions each month with a different theme. The next one is: BID ON YOUR OWNER". "Slaves to be" bid on who they want their owner to be, *BUT* this is a twist. *YOU* have to show your owner your appreciation for them. Thats right it turns on *YOU*! This is perfect for those who have secret crushes on or want to show someone how much they mean to you because *YOU* get to spoil them. If *YOU* win, you have to: Give @ least 50-10 rates when able Have on your name "Owned by" then whoever you won Give @ least 1 salute pic, make a graphic or something to them that YOU have made Give

From Where You Are
So far away from where you are These miles have torn us worlds apart And I miss you Yeah, I miss you So far away from where you are Standing underneath the stars And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here I feel the beating of your heart I see the shadows of your face Just know that wherever you are Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here So far away from where you are These miles have torn us worlds apart And I miss you Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here

Str8 Up Deal
ok ive been here b4 and left and i came back ,, but some things never change ,, so ill go back to how it was b4 ,, if u dont have a picture of yourself or a salute to verify who u are ,,, YOU DONT EXIST ,,, dont bother to rate my pix ,, as im not gonna rate yours ,, if u cant go thru the trouble of putting 1 picture of yourself on here then theres no point in making comments or expecting me to rating your silly ass pictures of everything else but you,, also if all u put up is pictures of you sucking face with your man dont expect a rating ,,, this site has become a playground for narcissist and sluts ,,,, i have met several people on here that i really enjoy talking to ,, and they know who they are becus i talk to them,,, im not here for a big popularity contest i really could care less ,,, i limit the number of people i socialize with so i can eliminate any fakes and people looking to just add number to your friends list ,, basically , if you and i dont have a lil suttin in common or

Obama....light To The World
He ventured forth to bring light to the world The anointed one's pilgrimage to the Holy Land is a miracle in action - and a blessing to all his faithful followersGerard Baker And it came to pass, in the eighth year of the reign of the evil Bush the Younger (The Ignorant), when the whole land from the Arabian desert to the shores of the Great Lakes had been laid barren, that a Child appeared in the wilderness. The Child was blessed in looks and intellect. Scion of a simple family, offspring of a miraculous union, grandson of a typical white person and an African peasant. And yea, as he grew, the Child walked in the path of righteousness, with only the occasional detour into the odd weed and a little blow. When he was twelve years old, they found him in the temple in the City of Chicago, arguing the finer points of community organisation with the Prophet Jeremiah and the Elders. And the Elders were astonished at what they heard and said among themselves: “Verily, who is this C

Ode To The Feline Friend
Ode to the Feline Friend By Paul James Dunn Time moves on like rivers flow Sometimes rapid, other times slow With time to play and time to grow Time we shared, my little friend Beginnings can't be foretold No one knows how they'll unfold You adopted me, truth be told It's a treasured gift you extend You taught me to play like a child Sometimes gentle, but often wild My heart you completely beguiled The stress of life you helped suspend Not every day has been all play From time to time, nerves will fray But every moment an honest display Of how caring souls, each other tend Weeks, months, and years go by More smiles than tears they supply But eventually, time grows nigh Even this ride must have an end When it's short, Time's like gold Worth far more and harder to hold A second can't be bought or sold Use it well, or it will expend Time moves on like rivers flow Far too rapid when you need it slow Just Time to give my love before you go For

I Just Never Seem To "fit In"...
I had a couple of great neighbors on the street I lived in two years ago. One of them I still keep in contact with. The other one, well, let's put it bluntly...she's a "jesus freak" with five kids who feels the need to pass judgement on all those who don't "walk the path" so to speak...I prefer the analogy of "drinking the koolade"! Needless to say, I ended our friendship coldheartedly in an email after I moved to our new house. She was a user and I told her so and she didn't like it much so that's all I have to say about that....(okay,we get it forrest!)... The other neighbor is cool..uh, except for the fact she completely lives up to her "mom" role in life. She's only four years older than me but seriously, you would think she was more like 10+! I don't get this about women! Like, the minute you pass thirty and are married with kids, all of a sudden you have to put on a pair of mom jeans and act like your house is a convelescent center! Everything aches, you're tire

It's That Time Again
Alright boys and girls, with life being the way it is these days I don't have as much time to get online and I'm going back to doing contract work so I'll be here and there and a little bit of everywhere. Out of town for a month here, two months there, going whenever and wherever I'm called to go and the money is. The next time I'm able to get online I'm closing up shop on fubar. Those of you that do keep in touch, already know how to, those of you that want to keep in touch (and actually respond to IM's or texts from my yahoo mobile/cell) hit me up and let me know you need the info. If I deem you worthy you'll get it if not, I'll soon be a distant memory anyway. Take a piece of chaos because for all you know it'll be the best fuck job of your life. -The Negotiator

Why Is Love So Damn Painful
Why is love so damn painful Is it the feet trampling all over me Or is it the stiletto heels diggin in my heart Either way I can't figure it out, How can people fall in love with no emotional attachment Is it the money the other one has or is it they think they're in love As they do this they lose the one who truely loves them, Love is more then physical It's the emotional want, need & nerturing It's the unsaid bond that is created It's the ability to read & know your partner, I love you doesn't mean what it use to Now its just a line But the few true romantics out there really mean it So with all of this said "I Love You!"

Sorrow
My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where I bleed for you where my sorrowing heart bleeds and crys for you to come and save me from this mess and take me away.. My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where i lay awake waiting for your kiss to set me free from my sleeping pain that burns deep to the core, My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you as I lay awake in a sleep for your kiss to break my spell of hell this is My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you just wish i could take your pain away because my heart only beats for you

Http://obamafest.com/2007/02/06/obama-may-or-may-not-quit-smoking-soon.aspx
The Chicago Tribune reports that Senator Obama has firmly made up his mind to maybe stop smoking: "In Obama's case, the pressure isn't just political. His wife has always been concerned about his smoking and, over the holidays, according to family friend Valerie Jarrett, the two of them agreed that he "should stop now." "He began the process of quitting over Christmas," Jarrett said. "I have not heard of him smoking over the last several weeks." There's a little hedge room in the time frame, allowing for the possibility that Obama's resolve might have slipped a time or two. Obama didn't clarify the point. Friends say that Mr. Obama has been a smoker since his freshman year at Occidental College. The Senator claims that he has never been a "heavy" smoker, offering that on most days he only smokes "ten or less" cigarettes. Really? Half a pack a day is not heavy? That sounds like someone who downs three "or less" martinis a day and thinks of himself as a "social drinker."

We Level As Follows
WE LEVEL AS FOLLOWS: For people leveling to levels 24 and below 20-30K points to go (Family Members- 40 to 50K) For people leveling to levels 25 and above 150K (Family Members- will be 150K until we reach a certain # of members then we will increase it) Watch your bulletins - level ups and help with Give Aways will be posted by bulletin. A Give Away list will also be posted on the homepage. All bulletins posted for leveling or helping in a Give Away that is official Family business will have our Family name in the subject and will originate from a co-founder (please repost). If it does not have the Family name in the subject you are not required to read, repost or participate you can do so on your own free will. If you have a friend or have found a FuBar member that can be leveled and you want it done by the Family please send the link to one of the co-founders so that the level up bulletin will originate from one of them.

Real Cost Of Your Vehicule!
Your Cost Per Mile! WHAT DOES IT COST PER MILE TO RUN YOUR VEHICLE? It might be time to change your per mile vehicle rate. Most people think the cost of owning a car is simply the amount of their monthly payment. We generally think of mileage as gas money but running a vehicle is a lot more than that. When you take a close look at these figures, you may determine that you are not charging enough to cover your expenses. In its yearly study on vehicle costs, the AAA found that motorists pay an average of 64.2 cents a mile, or $6,420 a year for 10,000 miles of motoring in a '03 model car, up from 62.3 cents a mile, or $6,230 a year, for an '02 model. Based on the size of your vehicle, it will cost you more or less: 55.3 cents a mile for a compact car, 62.1 cents for a mid size car and 75.2 cents a mile for a full-size 2003. That's up from 53.4 cents, 60 cents and 73.6 cents, respectively. Costs take into account gas, oil, maintenance and tires, as well as insurance, depreciatio

My Writing/poetry
My Hair I wanted to meet you since I was a child you see. You gave your golden hair out of love for me. Back then I felt sad and I was a little run down. Every time I touched my head I had to frown. When I started my treatments I lost all my hair. I had never known a day when it wasn't there. After three months stay they signed my release. But we didn't have any money for a new hair piece. See, the doctors required all the money we had. It's just me and mom 'cause the war took my dad. When I looked in the mirror I hated myself. Instead of a beautiful girl I saw a silly little elf. I didn't think I would ever be a happy girl again. And I started to fall into a deep depression within. One day the phone rang; my mother started crying. I heard her tell someone, "You better not be lying." That day one of my dreams suddenly came true. Because of a self-less act from a person like you!

I Forgive You
I Forgive You You hurt me deeply with the words that you said. Try as I may I just can't get them out of my head. I know you were angry and hurting a little too. Your hurtful words won't stop my love for you. This will take some more time for us to get past, My love for you will make our relationship last. We have been through these tough times before. Shouting as you walked through the slamming door. Why do we always hurt the ones we love the most, Forcing our family members to be our pain's host? I've already forgiven you but it will take time to heal. My heart has been hurt deeply and the pain is real. The only thing that I require from you on this day Is that you consider the words I am about to say. "I love you unconditionally, that will never change. My love knows no boundaries and unlimited range. I forgive you for your hurtful words and will again. Cause if I refuse to forgive you it becomes my sin.

Herz Steht Still - Eisbrecher Lyrixx
Eisbrecher Herz Steht Still lyrics Mein Fieber – deine Macht Süße Träume nicht erwacht Meine Strafe ist deine Pflicht Du drohst mit Schmerz Und ich mit Verzicht Endlos endet all meine Qual Aus dem Abgrund der Angst Ein letztes Signal Deine liebe – ich hab sie entweiht Es geht zu ende Endlich ist es soweit — Ich frag mich... Ist es das, was ich fühl Bin ich endlich am Ziel Ist es das, was ich will Und mein Herz steht still Und mein Herz steht still Mein Wille – dein Gericht Dunkeldüster das Gesicht Meine Lüge in deinem Blick Du kommst mit Leid Und ich nicht zurück Aus dem Dunkel Trifft mich der Strahl Aus der Wiege des Lichts Das letzte Signal Deine Tränen die Freunde Der Not – mit dem Vater Kommt leise der Tod — Ich frag mich...

At Last (conclusion To Longing)
Oh, precious joy, This love that is. When body is free, And heart is his. The mind held captive, With his sweet glance. Thoughts of him here, Joining us to loves' dance. The soul whole and mended, The feel of his touch. My loves grown so much, Will my heart be enough. My loves' tender kisses, Bringing exctasy to life. Warm whispers on his breath, Standing still the hands of time. I have not perished, My love I do see. We will love no other, And now we are free.

Friendship
I found this online. It says exactly how I really feel. If you choose to sign this then repost and add your name to the bottom of the list. If anyone tries to come to me and speak badly of you, I will ask you first before believing. I agree to be honest and answer truthfully. I will not pretend to be your friend to you while an enemy behind your back. I will discuss any misunderstandings with you, before making a wrong conclusion no matter how things appear. This agreement will stop those that for whatever reason want and do harm to others without the knowledge of the person being harmed. If you want to enter the friendship agreement, please take it serious. Then sign your name and repost. LilBamaGirl

Own A Piece Of Heaven
Be the next to own click on the pic below, rate, and make a bid today Sailors Offers: owned by in my name for 2 weeks rate all pics, stash, blogs during hh link to his/her page on my about me section 2 sfw salutes r/f/a 10 of his/her friends (not bombing) add to top friends yahoo add Auction now open!!! Bids closed Wed, Aug. 6th @ 11pm (est) Hosted By: cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {2nd Alarm Hotties Charter Member} ~ Owned by RedZ28 This special bully has been brought to you by: Blue Whore®

I Dunno
Ok, so I'm blogging. As if you really wanna know my personal thoughts.... What's something I don't like to talk about in public? Politics... that's one thing. Not everyone shares my views on politics and I know that. But, I'm really concerned about the presidential candidates. I mean, do I really want Barack Obama as my president? What difference does it make if I do? I mean, if I say I don't, it's not going to change anything. I don't make a difference in the presidential race. I'm just one person. I just feel like there are so many people wanting to vote him in for the wrong reasons. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I want John McCain for president either. I just feel like you have to be a very strong man/woman to be president and the weight of the free world is gonna be on your shoulders. My life and the way I live is gonna be in their hands. I wish people would thoroughly research the candidates before deciding to become supporters. I mean you really need to know

Check It Out..
Finding the G Spot Clitoral orgasms are fantastic, but by finding the g spot and adding g spot stimulation to your play you can increase the intensity of pleasure and variety of sensations to even more fulfilling heights. Having an orgasm that is both clitoral and G simultaneously is as good as it gets. One of the most popular and effective g spot toys that can help you achieve both types of orgasm simultaneously is the Rock Chick. It's very easy to use and is great for couples or single women. It can help you in your quest for finding the g spot quickly and easily and bring you the most amazing orgasms. So where is the elusive G spot? Many people don’t know where it is and think finding the G spot is quite difficult. It is not hard to find at all and when you do you will be very happy to make its acquaintance. You might be able to locate your G spot by squeezing your PC muscles. You can locate your PC muscles by trying to stop your flow of urine by squeezing the m

Ahhh The Human Heart
?Everyone wants someone who wants somebody else.? ? And cares for someone who couldn't care less about them. ? ?People everyday amd everywhere go through this vicious cycle of pleasing and teasing..no one is truly content. ? ?The heart hungers for love, but its a lust that keeps it pumping.? ?We got what we'd kill for and trade it for something not even worth living.? ?Some will never find what's good, others will settle for everything.? ?Bitter looks and jealous stings supposedly make you stronger, but eat away at your insides.? ?The weak forgive and forget..the strong remember it every waking moment, and apply it to the future.? ?The brain knows what it needs...The human heart...that is still a mystery...?

Food: Friend Or Enemy
Food: Friend or Enemy I have days, when I am very down. I look for food for comfort. I know that it is wrong for me to do this. However, it doesn't talk back or does it. You see, this is one thing I don't discuss. People often tell me, "Ruby you look so great!" I just smile and say, "Black works wonders". They don't realize I am a plus size woman. I am ok with my weight. However, I know I am not very healthy. I have just let myself go since my dad and mom got sick. You see, I think more of other people then I do myself. In some way, I feel glad I am not a "skinny bitch". However, we all have our flaws. People deal with depression differantly. Food just seems to be a way for me to deal with my anger and loneliness. I know that a man doesn't want me. Nevertheless, they wouldn't date me. So, I don't think about it. I just go around the house with my hair down. However, it is never relaxing. I have been through so much. I guess now my body is suffering. I know I need help. Howe

Part 2
You and I go over the end of the bed and I plunge deep into you you moan at first and then you yell, "Ahhh", (Then moan again), "mmm go deeper, faster, harder!" The lioness in you likes the long strokes, in and out demanding more A roar comes in your throat, from deep down within your soul Our hunger really never subsides, it just becomes subdued for awhile It always comes back hungerier than it was before You give what I ask, I give what you ask too. You are so close, but I don't want this feeling to end. Pushing harder, with each push you moan and arch your back you beg, "Hold me down tightly, Don't let go of me!" Harder and faster I Moan... moan... groan... "oh yeah this is what I need! I scream, "Harder!", and you obey. You grab a pillow of the bed to muffle your screams as we come closer to releasing hot waves of lust and passion us both, then you Scream, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!, Ummmmmmmmm!"I push you onto the bed and roll you over as I lay down on top of you Our hearts beat sw

Yay Me
Where was the last place you went out to eat? Taco bell though it sucked that time What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? wish i remembed Which do you prefer - eyes or lips? eyes Is your bedroom window open? no. thats creepy Who was the last band you saw live? hank williams jr lmao How many songs are on your iTunes? over 500 yeah im slacking Where is the last place you drove to? i didnt tony did Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? ummmm....ye..ah Have you ever been offered a job? yeah they wanted me back Have you ever stolen anything off of a road? no why would i want something off the road? If you could tell your last ex something what would you say? fuck you eat shit and die you little faggot bitch.. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? dr.pepper lmao Can you do push ups? no im a wimp Is your bathroom clean? i hope so i clean it every day Still have a birthmark? yeah on my leg looks like a tiny bab

Cell Phones
The Cell Tolls for Thee By Julie A. Evans, Best Life Best Life When Vini Khurana, PhD, an Australian (and Mayo Clinic–trained) neurosurgeon, announced that the link between cell-phone use and cancer was irrefutable--the result of his analysis of more than 100 studies--it set off alarm bells around the world. Use a cell phone, he said, and you increase your risk of developing a malignant brain tumor by two to four times. Until recently, the majority of research indicated little or no link between cell phones and cancer (the World Health Organization and the American Cancer Society maintain that cell phones pose no threat), but several new long-term studies have cast doubt about their safety. Given that cell phones and PDAs serve as lifelines for so many people--24 percent of 10- and 11-year-olds carry them--it raises urgent questions. To find out what precautions you should take when using your cell phone, we dialed the nation's leading experts. Do cell phones cause cancer?

Come Help This Bad Girl!
THIS BAD GIRL COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP! I am in a giveaway for a 1 year VIP and 3 bling packs. I need a total of 62,500 comments and am in need of some help to get it done. Any help at all would be greatly appreciated. Just click on this pic: This bully was made by: ☆DJ KASEY☆SARGE'S BAD GIRLS☆FU ANGEL☆ENFORCER@THE PLEASURE ZONE☆@ fubar

High School Antics
Ok. I'm 26 and yes I've been to many war fronts. I have seen alot and done many things. Yet, I come back here and find that people that are older than me, that should be more mature than me are acting like they are back in the hallways of their old Hish School. GROW UP. Just because you feel the need to bitch and moan about all the petty shit in your life and the meaningless banter that exists around you doesn't mean that you need to draw everyone in around you to feel the same. Take some time to reflect on your OWN life and deal with the problems and affections that live with YOU. Sort your fucking life out mate!

Smell
You Are the Sense of Smell You appreciate the smaller things in life that few people notice. You notice subtle changes just as they happen. You're the first one to know if the seasons are changing or if the cookies are done. You love new environments, and you can recall all the places you've been. You have a sharp memory, and you are often nostalgic for the past. You enjoy traveling internationally. You have an easy time taking in a new place. Which of the Five Senses Are You?

Yours Or Theirs
Hello all, Received a request from a good friend about spam and censorship concerning comments. If you make your own comments,you have a good chance that they will block them because the security can't check them out fast enough or someone marks it as spam or NSFW and it gets blocked. May be they can't check the code or how it was made. I know with a lot of the pre made ones they are so safe?HA,HA. Any way do what makes you happy and forget the behind the scenes ?????. Insert your own names for them

And It Begins.....
well I had my first radiation treatment today. It wasn't bad...but it is the first one. I have 6 1/2 weeks to go...wish me luck~ I am off and on here so catch me when you can if you want to chat.... ~~smooches~~

Moving On
Have you ever been in love and then after it ends for whatever reason it ends you're still left with that feeling inside, that love that you still desire? I've lost what I feel to be the love of my life and even though she hurt me by giving up when I needed her the most there's still a part of me that longs for her return. There's still that love I will always hold inside me for her and there's still a big pat of me that will never truely get over her. I've heard people say they're over someone but is it really true? Are they ever really over that person? There are times when I've cried at night because of the hurt that I still feel. I can only hope that someday sone comes along that fills that emptiness inside my heart. I can only hope that someday I fall in love again and thit actually lasts.

Disappointed In Indianapolis
I believe I'm currently fickled when it comes to men. Though, I don't think I'm wrong for thinking that way I do. See, I have tried every avenue there is to meet a man. So far, nothing has panned out in that department. I've learned even the really nice guys are losers. All I'm asking for a decent man that is good looking, has a job, his own car, no drama, no drugs, no underlining anger issues, and isn't a plain jerk. So far, dudds. I'm not sure where I'm going wrong. Friends say to wait. It will come to me. I've waited... I am 24, though still young, I'm a mother of a little boy and I feel older and more mature. I am to that point in my life that I want to be with someone and settledown. Though, I am content with being single. I miss the love, affection, and companionship. People would say, get a dog... NO THANKS! =) And I'm allergic to cats so there you go! I'm sure many understand and are dealing with what I'm dealing with. I've decided to simplify things abou

The Stars
the stars in the sky fall when you're not looking they hold your dreams and your wishes upon them you want to believe but the wishes just fall through dreams are crushed eyes fill with tears i walked the street and found a star the wish that had been wished disappeared and then that star shed a tear the dreams you wish on a star may fall in the street and disappear so don't cry when the star sheds a tear cus maybe your wish never did disappear

I Really Did Miss Everyone
i haven't been on in a while and I missed a lot of people on here. My boyfriend I and moved and didn't have cable and now we are back where we used to live, but I was going to school and working two jobs. I am out of school till the 21st of august and I quite one of my jobs. It got to be too stressful. I really did miss everyone and I hope someone drops by and says hello.

Reward Of $200,000
There’s a small but elegant country town in Iowa that has 900 people capacity and a facile manner of life. Yet, on a plateau that’s over seeing the town square has an average, built-mass and 3 stories high mansion with 150 arcs on all 4 directions of the mansion. The mansion once had kinship with the Bosons family but unfortunately the last heir of the Bosons family died 50 years ago and the mansion has been vacuous for the last 40 years. The mien of the mansion and its grounds of the present date aren’t as enticing as it was 100 years ago. Yet, there’s a fable regarding this mansion and its formal admiration of its golden age that has gone by! There’s been a reward of $200,000 that has been established upon this mansion and its surroundings for the past 40 years. The reward declares that anyone or any persons that are brave and cunning enough to stay in that mansion for 3 nights would receive $200,000 with an allege to the mansion and its whole surroundings but the stipulation

Pleasuredome
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Why Me?
my heart feels full, my soul with wonder, my body feels its toll, my mind begins to ponder, blindly i fell into your arms, feelings deepend with each breath i take, my sight is taken by yours charms, but with each touch i shake. never felt this way, i lose sight and reality, not knowing what to say, i lose each ability. in my main center of thought, knowing i wont feel the same, no matter what each day brought, I still wonder why me?

I Awake Each Day With A Smile
I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh; The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought- with you! My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you; My life has so much meaning now All because of you. Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise Wi

America's Best -- And Worst! -- Restaurants
I saved this article last Thursday, and in the interests of maintaining a healthy waistline in spite of having to eat out occasionally (you do too, admit it), thought it worth sharing! I was also three paragraphs into today's blog and my computer ate what I'd saved. Oh well ... Have a great day, everybody! David __________________________________________________ America's Best - and Worst! - Restaurants Posted Thu, Jul 31, 2008, 3:29 pm PDT [Courtesy of Men's Health, and beware the "health halo"! -- David] Eating out invariably raises a number of tricky questions: sit-down or drive-thru? Burgers or pizza? Thin or stuffed crust? And if you're dining with your family, add the biggest question of all: Will the food we eat today bring a fatter tomorrow for our kids? And fewer tomorrows for the rest of us? So the choice between McDonaldâ€™s and Burger King shouldnâ€™t be based solely on whether you're more terrified by the scary clown Ronald McDonald or that creepy

Calamari With Tomato Sauce
INGREDIENTS 3 tablespoons olive oil 3 cloves garlic, sliced 1 (28 ounce) can tomato puree 28 fluid ounces water 1/2 cup red wine 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon white sugar crushed red pepper to taste 1 (16 ounce) package uncooked linguine pasta 3 pounds squid, cleaned and sliced into rings DIRECTIONS 1. Heat olive oil in a large saucepan over medium heat. Stir in the garlic and cook until lightly brown. Stir in tomato puree, water, red wine, salt, sugar and crushed red pepper. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer 30 minutes, stirring occasionally 2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add linguine and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 3. Stir calamari into the tomato puree mixture. Continue to simmer approximately 15 minutes, until squid is opaque. Check frequently to avoid overcooking squid. Serve squid and sauce over cooked linguine.

The Nameless
The Nameless lyrics Pathetic (benign) Accept it (undermine) Your opinion (my justification) Happy (safe) Servent (caged) Malice (Utter weakness) No toleration Invade (committed) Enraged (admit it) Don't condescend (don't even disagree) Desire (decay) Dissapoint (delay) You've suffered then, now suffer unto me. Obsession, take another look. Remember, every chance you took. Decide, either live with me Or give up - any thought you had of being free (Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL) Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME) I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU) I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME) Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME) Possesion (feed my only vice) Confession (i wont tell you twice) Decide - (either die for me) Or give up - any th

New Stash Bitches!!
hey everyone...i just fucking added some new stash to my shit...go check it out and show a bitch some fucking love already......let me knw who my damn friends are already shit.....i show people love...i gotta have the shit in return....much fucking love!!

I Didn't Even Touch Her~ Part One
I was only in town for the one night, and Sonia had a one bedroom apartment. She was a friend of the family, so someone persuaded her to put me up for the night---it would be cushions on the floor, but in the high season the price of hotels was too much. There was no question of funny business. We'd never been close, and she didn't seem to go in for men friends. Could have been a les for all I knew. So I parked my overnight stuff at Sonia's, and took her out for a night on the town---she wasn't well off, and she didn't get out much. I took her to a restaurant where there was a jazz combo, and we fed ourselves, and danced. Sonia was small, almost diminutive, dark haired, oriental sort of eyes, and a figure I'd never been able to see enough of to assess. Her tits were pretty small, I could tell that, and the rest of her was slim enough to go with her size. She was dressed in a tight fitting blouse with a sort of swirly skirt, and when I put my arm round her to dance with her, she came

Here Is My Favorite
Fate of the chance When walking through the garden one day I meandered past the tree of life when I became enamored by the most divine dark Rose that nature ever fashioned. So astounding was the Rose that I was robbed of speech and breath. I fell onto my knees and stared until my eyes did hurt. The poor dark rose had suffered lack of proper care, resulting in an inert outer shell. I took great care removing petals scarred from winter’s callous touch. I was amazed to see inside the tantalizing pink, dew covered flower open fore my eyes. A sight so wondrous cannot pass without adverse effects for those perhaps unlucky, perhaps most opportune of all. I knelt, bereft of voice, devoid of breath, and blind; the Rose, its beauty now replenished, took great pity on this wretched soul of mine. Perhaps it was the wind, perhaps it was celestial intervention, maybe Earth itself began to shake; you may believe whatever you decide but as I felt the Rose incline in my direc

Help Autism
http://www.goodsearch.com/?charityid=850265 use this as a search engine or send me your boxtops4education. if you would like to help let me know and I will give you an address to send them too. All you do is clip the boxtops or labels that say boxtops4 educations. it is simple and will help benefit my autistic sons programs! Thanks!

Leavin' On A Jet Plane...
Tomarrow marks the first flight I will have taken in approximately 8 years! I'm scared! My brother called me tonight to confirm my arrival time and to let me know he'll be at baggage claim when I arrive. After the "I love u's" and "can't wait to see u's" were exchanged he only had one thing to say... I intend to heed his advise! Although, not being a seasoned drinker, I am aprehensive about the time of my intended inhebriation and wonder if it is a bit early...I mean, should I be drinking at 6:30 in the morning? Do they even serve drinks that early? I'm really naive when it comes to the etiquette of this sort of thing... What I really should be focused on is my intended destination... Banks Lake, Washington... My brother will have his boat and all my cousins, aunts, uncles, sisters, neices and nephews will be there...it's right next to... Coulee Dam, Washington...can you believe this is the tiny little town I grew up in? That brigde in the picture is the

Fuck You.
Yea. You read it right. I didnt mispell it. FUCK YOU. I hope that when you read this it pierces your fucking spleen and you bleed to death. You are a liar. I thought i was wrong to assume. but apparently not. I hold these truths to be self evident that you are not the person you say you are. You are fucking liar. Welcome to my shit list you fucking lying piece of shit.

Family Reunion
I have attended many family reunions in my day, but going to them ceased many years ago. I always thought of my family as a close knit unit, until my parents died back in the 90's. Since then, my brothers and sisters and I, Uncles, Aunts, Cousins..etc, have pretty much drifted apart..gone our separate ways. There was problems with my sister and I in the way she handled my Mother's final decisions. We havent spoken in over 8 years. I have attended reunions on my Husband's side a few times since we've been together, and every time I went, I was saddened by the thoughts of my own family, and how I hadnt seen most of them for so long. Yesterday was the annual reunion for family on my Father's side. This time I decided to just go, and deal with my Sister and Brother when and if the situation arose. I hadnt seen either of them in over 8 years. Upon seeing her face to face, we immediately embraced, as old friends who hadnt seen each other in a long while. No mention of our past

Chaos
do i scare you its ok i dont feel that way now ever stood on a bridge and wanted to jump i dont feel that anymore depression only a few weeks ago now happyness comes with writing of sadness only weeks ago and not feel depressed since the last time from my little brother now two i felt like "not to be" my dad so scare come home early my bath tub was to be my grave already fill of pills from mom's cesarean lay in warm water knife at hand but could not use lying with bottles on the floor figure the pills will do it just laid back to let the pills work these were mom's medication she took for sleeping and ones for pain too i figured i wouldnt feel the pain wow that was just after gregory was born it has been over 2 years now mom has this awful scar under her belly button cesarean did that give me the source those were her pain killers for that and the sleeping aid for the same reason it seem easier then the bridge stood at the bridge a many ti

Basic Polenta
9 Cups Water 1 Teaspoon Salt 3 Cups Cornmeal; coarse−grain Bring water to a boil in a large heavy pot. Add salt and reduce heat until water is simmering. Take cornmeal by the handful and add to water very slowly, controlling the flow to a thin stream through your fingers. To avoid lumps, stir quickly with a long handled wooden spoon while adding cornmeal. If necessary, stop adding cornmeal from time to time and beat mixture vigorously. Cook, stirring constantly, 20 to 30 minutes. Polenta will become very thick while cooking. It is done when it comes away cleanly from the sides of the pot. Pour polenta into a large wooden board or a large platter. Wet your hands and smooth out polenta evenly, about 2 inches thick. Let cool 5 to 10 minutes or until polenta solidifies. Cut cooled polenta into slices 1 inch wide and 6 inches long. Place slices in individual dishes. Serve hot, covered with your favorite sauce. Makes 6 to 8 servings. Variation: Fried Polenta (Polenta Fritta):

The Scheming Villain Will Be Played By Haman
“After these things did king Ahasuerus promote Haman the son of Hammedatha the Agagite, and advanced him, and set his seat above all the princes that were with him.” Chapter three is the point at which, when the book of Esther is read aloud during the Jewish feast of Purim, everyone boos and hisses at the sound of Haman’s name. It’s probably stretching the truth to say Haman had been so anti-Jew from the beginning, but with the society he was descended from (the Agagites are people whose king by that name was killed centuries earlier when Israel was a united monarchy under King Saul; see 1 Samuel 15 for the full story) he may have not needed much encouragement. Originally the Agagites were the Amalekites who harassed the Israelites wandering through the wilderness during their departure from Egypt centuries even earlier – that’s in Exodus 17 – and prompted God’s curse upon that nation for attacking His chosen people. Such grievances harbored against the descendants of those who

Tougher Than The Rest-bruce Springsteen
Well it's Saturday Night You're all dressed up in blue Ive been watchin' you a while Maybe you've been watching me too So somebody ran out Left somebody's heart in a mess Well if you're lookin for love, Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Some girls they want a handsome Dan Or some good-looking Joe On their arm some girls like a sweet talkin' Romeo Well around here baby, I've learned you get what you can get. So if you're rought enough for love Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Yeah the road is dark and it's a thin, thin line. But i want you to know I'll walk it for you anytime. Maybe your other boyfriends, couldn't pass the test. Well if you're rough and ready for love Honey i'm tougher than the rest. Well it aint no secret, Ive been around a time or tow. Well i dont know baby, maybe you've been around too Well there's another dance honey. All you've gotta do is say yes. And if you're rough and ready for love, honey i'm tougher than the rest. If you'

Boxing...me?!?!?!
You Are Boxing You are assertive, strong, and downright aggressive. You have the power to demolish your opponent... And you have the endurance to make sure the job is finished. What Olympic Sport Are You?

Sex Questions
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Clarity
Clarity Empty heart, crying for what you once felt I yearn to help you remember To make you feel whole again To make you feel alive but I don't even know where to begin I could begin by sifting through all the silt in search of that one little crystal The one that looks so much like the ones you've lost in the past But with smoother edges so you don't get cut and less flaws so you can see right through it, see to its core See though, I've forgotten where that secret place is Strayed so far from the path I don't even know where to look All I can see for miles is hard clay and rocks Rocks that look nothing like crystals more like petrified wood and cold grey tombs Be patient with me dear heart... I will find that place By searching my soul and remembering the trails Remembering where the path meets the brook Where things become much clearer, and so do the rocks and stones Although I've forgotten where that place is and although the brambles have overgrow

Let See Whos Paying Attention To Me
subject: NAUGHTY APPLICATION!!! Please fill it out and send it back to me!! post date: 2008-06-02 18:21:58 views: 3070 comments: 238 ratings: 0 "!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALON

New Pictures
Hey friends raven here, I know I have had those old pic of me on here for a while, I promise that i will add some new ones up, and also if you are one of the lucky few to be family then i will add more naughty pictures up just for you. Some I take off the list cause they are not commenting on the picture so I replace them with someone who is willing to give the pix a comment. So hang in there and I will please you all in one way or another, Lots of kisses to you all

Missed My Show?listen To It On My Page Or Visit My Site!
AFTER HEARING THE LAST FEW SHOWS ( WWW.BLOGTALKRADIO.COM/KITTY-VIXEN) WE HAVE DONE,I DECIDED ON A FEW THINGS TO CHANGE UP ON.FOR ONE THE TIME:IT SEEMED AROUND 1030AM PST EVERY BODY WANTED TO CALL ME,JUST TOO MUCH CONFUSION CAUSE IT RAN INTO OTHER THINGS THAT I HAD OBLIGATED MYSELF TO DO.SO I SOLVED IT BY MOVING MY SHOW TO 10AM PST ON MONDAYS.ANOTHER THING IS THE DURATION OF THE SHOW.BEFORE IT WAS HALF HOUR THEN 45 MINS..OBVIOUSLY ITS NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR ME,SO I AM GOING TO MAKE THE SHOW AN HOUR LONG STARTING AUGUST 18TH.I FEEL AS IF DURING THE END,IT GETS KIND OF RUSHED SO THE TEST RUN FOR AN HOUR IS GOING TO EXCITING. ONE OTHER THING I DECIDED TO DO DIFFERENT..USUALLY DURING THE SHOW,WE LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THE NEWS,ENTERTAINMENT,THEN THE MAIN SUBJECT.WELL ITS GOING TO BE REVERSE.IN THE BEGINNING OF THE SHOW ITS GOING TO BE THE MAIN SUBJECT AND DURING THE MIDDLE/END OF THE SEGMENT WE WILL TALK ABOUT THE NEWS.SO I GUESS ENERGIZER KITTY IS RENOVATING ITSELF FOR THE BETTER.! I BE

I'm Especially Good At Expectorating -- Ptui!
This weekend we were occupied by traveling to Bismarck, the state capital where most of Martha’s aunt, uncles, and cousins live, to see her uncle Stanley for what we fear will be the last time. He’s been hooked up to oxygen for three weeks and is on bed rest at home due to a collapsed lung. This has shadows of what happened to my dad in Florida two years ago; he’s Martha’s mom Sharon’s younger brother by three years, so he’s fifty-seven. My problem with going this weekend wasn’t one; I really wanted to go, but men and women are wired differently. When we woke up Sunday morning after sleeping at Martha’s cousin Dionne’s house, I expected we’d grab something quick and head out to Stanley and his wife Marion’s place, but three girls at a gabfest … Benjamin Franklin’s maxim that three people can keep a secret if two of them are dead hit hard as I was playing outside with Sarah and Jeffrey. It didn’t entirely color the tone of our visit, but I get angry when I feel like the missu

Playing Games, My Way.
Oh man! I know. I'm an ass for not leaving anything. But on the run again. This time of year we are all over the place. I have a hard time sitting still! Hah! It must be the gypsy blood in me. Well, I will try to check in when I can. I'll be on the road for the next few weeks! Where?? I have no idea! Well, sad to say I won't be going to Arizona. I miss my girls terribly though. They will always be in my thoughts. My EX must have put some tracking device on me. He just knows when I am close to the state. Groan! Well. Let's play tag! TAG! You're it! I got a better game... hide and seek! Ha ha! Guess who is hiding???

Farmer
A Pennsylvania farmer was selling his peaches door to door. He knocked on a door and a shapely 40 something lady dressed in a very sheer negligee answered the door. He raised his basket to show her the peaches and asked, 'Would you like to buy some peaches?' She pulled the top of the negligee to one side and asked, 'Are they as firm as this?' He nodded his head and said, 'Yes ma'am,' and a little tear ran from his eye. Then she pulled the other side of her negligee off asking, 'Are they nice and pink like this?' The farmer said, 'Yes,'and another tear came from the other eye. Then the lady unbuttoned the bottom of her negligee and asked, 'Are they as fuzzy as this?' He again said, 'Yes,' and broke down crying. The lady asked, 'Why on earth are you crying?' Drying his eyes he replied, 'The drought got my corn, the flood got my soy beans, a tornado leveled my barn and now I'm gonna get screwed out of my peaches.'

Help A Girl Achieve Her Dreams
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A Confession To The Beautiful Girl That I Love
A confession to the beautiful girl that i love by : frost Threw the darkness that in gulps me i see a light and your face shines threw showing me im worth the time and that someone cares and then i question myself and ask if truly what you deserve the i realize i am you are the reason why i wake up everyday pushing to make everyday better and love the way you treat me and when i feel times are hard i always know youll be by my side and when we lay together i feel so happy and when i see your eyes light with joy when you see my face and the way i feel your heart beat when i hold you at night and though times may be high and low i know i will always have you through the rough and the great and i wish i would be the perfect man for you when i think im not you find away to reasure me i am and i love the way you make me feel and i love the way your lips feel when im down and you kiss me making everything all better i know this dont sound like a song its not it me confessing how i t

Time Is Precious
We pray here this day and everyday to Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith.That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we get blind to the world that our vision can be cured to see the world how it real is . That we stay focused with the problems at h

Profile Of An Intp
Everything, and more, that you ever might want to know about what makes me, me... It is actually VERY accurate. A description of the INTP Personality Type by Paul James Original version: April 5, 1999 revised and published on the web: March 12, 2000 INTP is one of the 16 personality types defined in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). I will assume that visitors to this page already have a basic knowledge of the MBTI system for I wish to concentrate on describing the INTP type as best I can. The descriptions below are based on personal experience combined with knowledge derived from other MBTI sources and I hope that other INTPs and non-INTPs alike may find some of this material illuminating. This page may be updated and expanded when appropriate. For a general introduction and overview of MBTI temperament analysis, visit Robert Winer's excellent resource at Gesher. INTPs are about 1% of the general population, making this one of the rarest of types. The bas

Watching Her Dreams
Sticky in the tangle of limbs, lying too alive in the crack between bed and wall, elbow in back. Her breaths butterfly wingbeats, spidery lashes flutter the night's wishes and passions past her eyes. Full lips parted, a bit of crust on the corner; sweet Jesus we sweat. She shifts with "Hardly a fair shake" and I wonder who she dreams of. If I stop thought I'll sleep. The effort awakens me. It's day; the sun rose in an eyeblink. She shifts- asked, says she didn't dream.

Heart
You live in my heart You gave light to my life You gave me courage to move on You gave strength to my weakening soul You are my precious gem much more than gold You are the wisdom of my crazy mind You made me good above those lies of time Sometimes I feel bad thinking about the reality of life But the gentle grasp of your love, inspires me to survive To keep holding on to our dreams till the end of our time I'm always here for you, whatever tomorrow would bring Baby, I can be wherever, whatever you wanted me to be But if you choose to be free, don't hesitate to tell me As long as you are happy, my angel, I will let you fly away From a distance, I will continue loving you forever and a day

Dark Shines-muse
Passing by you light up my darkest skies You take only seconds to draw me in So be mine and your innocence I will consume Dark shines Bringing me down Making my heart feel sore Because it's good Hold your hands up to your eyes again Hide from the scary scenes, suppress your fears So be mine and your innocence I will consume Dark shines Bringing me down Making my heart feel sore Because it's good You're dark shines Bringing me down Making my heart feel sore Because it's good Dark shines Bringing me down Making my heart feel sore Because it's good

Hurricane Season/fay Florida Future?
Fay Florida Future? Lead Meteorologist, The Weather Channel 8:10 p.m. ET 8/16/2008 For the moment, Fay is a somewhat disorganized tropical storm with sustained winds mostly offshore to 45 mph, moving west at about 14 mph between southeast Cuba and Jamaica. For now, the primary threat will be life threatening flash floods and mudslides spreading from southern Haiti across parts of eastern and southern Cuba and Jamaica overnight through Sunday. Isolated rainfall totals in excess of 10 inches are possible, particularly over mountainous terrain. The current forecast track will bring Fay toward southeast and central Cuba tonight and Sunday. Hurricane watches have been posted for parts of the central Cuban coast. Tropical storm watches are in effect for both Jamaica and Grand Cayman. Tropical storm warnings are in effect for the southwestern peninsula of Haiti, eastern Cuba, Cayman Brac and Little Cayman. Showers and squalls will impact particularly Jamaica and eastern Cuba thr

How To Open Up
Here I sit in front of my computer as usual. This time is different. After finding out for the millionth time I am regarded as only being good enough to have sex with. I turned to the one person I know will help me through it. The thing is, I would give my heart and soul to this person. However I have never been able to tell them so. I am so afraid of wrecking one of the best things in my life I hold it inside. With hopes that someday I will have the courage to them so.

Selfishness
Selfishness by ME Lonely is the night when you say good bye How the heart tries to hold on to the pain When you do what you think is right But they make you feel so low and out of sight You do your best to show what they may not see But evil is all what is to come from their site To leave you standing in the dark Not to have a reprise of friendship for you to share They only look at what they want to see And only their selfishness do they care Not to feel the pain of what sorrow you may feel Or the kindness you are wiling to give So to them I do feel so lonely how they are Never to see the love of friendship And how lonely they must be To never return just a smile to me

This Is What I Remember...
Im breathing in and out slowly Trying to match the rhythm of your heartbeat Feeling as if I can hear your soul talking If I listen hard enough I close my eyes Submersing myself in this moment And close off the rest of the world Just to hear your peaceful breathing Your fingertips touch and smooth my skin As they run along my back tenderly Your fingertips give me sweet chills on my arms As they kiss the surface of my skin We left the music on But it is drowned out by our beautiful silence You hold me closer and closer To see if my soul is talking back I slowly open my sparkling eyes And pray that Im not just dreaming But then I see your bright eyes staring back And I cant help but fall in love all over again You touch my face and smile While I sink deeper into your arms You bring your lips close And gently kiss me with passion I am frozen for the moment And continue to melt with the love you consume me with Every instant seems like forever And

8/15/08 Show...
so this past friday was soppose to be one of the best shows in oxnard. Because Last Priority was finally coming back from tour and Dr.Know was going to play also.. and they havent played in a while.. so pretty much it was going to be badass.. but the Experimental Cafe had to hire this stupid ass security guard.. he was a total idiot! he thought he was all badass bossing people around threatening to tasher and pepper spray us. then he goes and elbows my friend right in the face knocking him down... stupid guard said we were the ones causing everything when it really was him.dumb bitch!!! then this other guy got beaten up for no reason and take straight to jail. video from that night..

To Find Out
I give my love, so pure and true, with all my heart. Please don't take this, from me causing me pain, just to lead me on. I want the truth, even if it hurts, don't build up the lies. I don't want the pain, of being pushed aside, when you are with someone else. I don't want any games, I'm not a toy to be played with, and then tossed to the side. I want to receive from you, all that I give to you, we are both adults here. I just want you to be you, not hiding nothing from me, don't play around with my heart. I want to trust you so much, yet I am still holding back, for fear of being used like before.

Sensual Encounter
Satin covers My eyes Leather captures My wrists Breath rapid Heart beating Wildly Every inch Of my Flesh tingles Then without Warning Ice cold Water drips Upon my Already Extremely Sensitive Nipples Causing me To moan In ecstasy The water Trails down My flesh Causing Me to be Both extremely Hot and Slightly chilled My moans Fill the air As you Continue to Tease my Flesh Waiting for Me to truly Give myself To the Passions That awaits By: Kat 8-18-08

Suduction
A glass of wine From a stranger A smile to Say Thank You His eyes They are so Captivating Feeling so drawn To him As he Joins me Is this Where seduction Starts As I Loss myself In his Eyes His voice His scent We dance He holds Me close I tremble With a Sudden chill It’s not fear Not sure What has? Caused The tremble His hand Glides up My back As we Dance Pulling me Against his Broad chest I can Hear His heart beat Is this Where seduction Starts Can I Walk away I think that I already Know the Answer By: Kat 8-19-08

Skyler!!
Well, I have about 11 more days until I get to see my first grandchild and I can't wait! I wish that my daughters' dad was here to see him with me.RIP!!Daryl.. Kasey and Shane are staying with John and I until Skyler arrives and about 2 wks after so I can help her. I want to help her and give her advise something I didnt get and I want to be best mom and grandma I can be!! NEW UPDATE!! well, there is no room for her this weekend, so she will go back to the doc next wed and then she will go into the hospitol, thursday (9-4).but if she goes into labor on her own that is another story. but we are all on pins and needles waiting for skyler.

How Do I Know
Why do I feel as if I will never find The One? I have searched for decades and nothing. Is there really One person out there for everyone? It seems to me that this is not true. And yet I see those that have found that One person. Is it just me? Am I trying too hard? Am I too picky? Am I blind? Did I already find her and let her slip away? Does anyone have an answer to my querie? If so tell me so I will know for sure.

At Least Once//work In Progress
I have to be able to touch him at least once, kiss him at least once, wrap my arms around him at least once, make love to him at least once, and then love him with all my heart forever..

A Love I Have For A Friend (to My Best Friend David)
Ever since we met, I know I can't live Without you by my side, and all you have to give You're always there when there's no one around You put a smile on my face when I'm feeling down When things get tough, I come to you You hold me in your arms and help me through Wash my pain and stop my cries You give me your word, your word never lies You've accepted my faults And gained my respect I trust you, and love you no less You know everything that's on my mind You're always there, being sweet and kind

Rainbow After The Rain
God never promise us a good life on earth; but He gave the assurance that there will always be a rainbow after the rain. Life on earth is not always what we expected and wanted it to be. But if we can put our trust in God, He can sail us through definitely. God never let us bear what is impossible; and He makes sure what we bear is the limit that we can take without much difficulty. After the rain, things will be changed; everything on earth seems to be new and clean. With these renew scenario, we should be: - a more positive and courageous person as indicated by the RED of the rainbow; - a creative, thoughtful and joyful person as indicated by the ORANGE of the rainbow; - an intelligent, confident and logical person as indicated by the YELLOW of the rainbow; - a renewed, generous and practical person as indicated by the GREEN of the rainbow; - a peaceful, sincere and responsible person as indicated by the BLUE of the rainbow; - a relaxed, devot

20 Questions
20 Questions to a Better Sense of Humor Humor Test Sunny/Dark: 7/10 drY/Gross: 9/10 Traditional/Offbeat: 4/10 Active/Passive: 3/10 DGT -- Dark Gross Traditional. This makes you a Prankster. Comedy for you is when a person is kept in the most discomfort for the longest period of time. This means practical jokes, pranks, and sticking a hair up a sleeping person's nose so he slaps himself awake. You are probably locked in some terrifying practical joke one-ups-manship with a like- minded soul. You are also probably a dude. You are able to acknowledge that Dumb and Dumber was a good movie, and that makes you a good person. You might like Meet the Parents, Punk'd, and that part in Bruce Campbell's If Chins Could Kill where he convinces a friend that his car has been shoved off a cliff. I'm not describing this adequately. You got to read it. 9 % are this type. 55 people have taken this quiz since tracking restarted on October 20, 2007. Here is the distributi

Leaving
by the end of next month i will be deleting my account i think its time to do so as i have not bin on in a long time not that it may mean anything to anyone but i have enjoyed the time in here. who knows maby if i get talked into it i ma leave it open and come back we shall see what happens

I Should Go To College.
I should go to college. The word college sucks. It makes me not want to go to college. If they called it Party Institute, I'd probably go. Because I don't know much about partying. I've learned the phrase - "Liquor before beer, you're in the clear. Beer before liquor, never been sicker." Maybe that rule is practical in some fantasy Utopian world full of social to moderate alcoholic poets. Because my life just isn't that happy-go-lucky fucking perfect. I need more spelled-out rules. Something like - "Liquor before beer before Boone's Farm before bitch beer before Mad Dog before wine before more beer before foul pasty fluid I found in a cup, I hope I didn't get CRABS from that slut." Or some shit like that that probably rhymes better. I don't know. I woke up this morning forty times. That's probably a record for me. Starting from 10am until 4pm, I woke up every ten minutes or so. And each time I would look at my clock and see 7:30am because it was in 'alarm set' mode. All mornin

Hedwig Song Lyrics
Hedwig Version: You know, the sun is in your eyes And hurricanes and rains and black and cloudy skies. You're running up and down that hill. You turn it on and off at will. There's nothing here to thrill or bring you down. And if you've got no other choice You know you can follow my voice through the dark turns and noise of this wicked little town. Oh Lady, luck has led you here and they're so twisted up they'll twist you up. I fear. the pious, hateful and devout, you're turning tricks til you're turned out, the wind so cold it burns, you're burning out and blowing round. And if you've got no other choice you know you can follow my voice through the dark turns and noise of this wicked little town. The fates are vicious and they're cruel. You learn too late you've used two wishes like a fool and then you're someone you are not, and Junction City ain't the spot, remember Mrs. Lot and when she turned around. And if you've got no other choice You k

The Modern Master
Dominance in the New Millenium Written by S. Garrett. This article is the property of SL. All rights held and reserved by Submissive Loving. The Master is in control. This control has been surrendered to Him by His slave, her most precious gift. He accepts the responsibility that comes with this gift. He is clear and precise in His demands, leaving His slave in no doubt what is required of her; what it takes to please Him. To ensure this, He is open about His feelings and His needs. He provides His slave with a consistent framework in which to live. Changes to this framework are introduced with clear instructions and training. He never expects His slave to read His mind. The Master demonstrates His strength in the rigour with which He prosecutes training and discipline. He demands total obedience and compliance at all times. He knows His slave thrives on such rigidity provided His demands are realistic. Any transgressions are identified immediately and dealt with fairness with

Rebels Hideway..ceck Us Out!!
Now introducing Fubar's NEW LOUNGE... Rebels Hideway! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=60687 Kick ASS Staff AND Rockin Music with a twist of SOUTHERN PRIDE! Free Photo Comments Maker

You Are An Angel To Me....
You are the Angel who I cherish, So dearly in this heart of mine; The one who makes my day brighter, By making my whole world shine. During all the darkest moments, When my skies turn cloudy and grey, You're the one who touches my heart, And makes everything seem okay. I count my blessings that I have, An Angel like you, so close at hand; A friend who always watches over me, Someone who can always understand. If I need someone who I can turn to, You are always right there beside me, Giving so much of yourself each time, To guide me to the light, so I can see. We are all assigned a Guardian Angel, And I'm so glad God chose you as mine; He knew that whenever I needed His love, You would be an Angel to me every time.

Firecracker Fried Chicken Drumsticks
INGREDIENTS 8 chicken drumsticks 1/4 cup hot pepper sauce 1/3 cup all-purpose flour 2 tablespoons yellow cornmeal 1/2 teaspoon salt 3 cups vegetable oil for frying Add to Recipe Box My folders: DIRECTIONS To Marinate: Remove skin from chicken and place in a resealable plastic bag. Pour sauce over chicken, seal bag and refrigerate to marinate for at least 1 hour, up to 24 hours. The longer the chicken marinates, the spicier it will be. In another resealable plastic bag combine the flour, cornmeal and salt. Add chicken, seal bag and shake to coat. Heat oil in a large, deep skillet to medium high heat. Add chicken and fry, uncovered, for 25 to 30 minutes or until juices run clear. Turn occasionally to brown evenly. The nutrition data for this recipe includes information for the full amount of the marinade ingredients. Depending on marinating time, ingredients, cooking method, etc., the actual amount of the marinade consumed will vary. We have determine

Unbelievable.......
I know, I know...what the hell is the matter with me???!!! I'm such a prude :( Go ahead and laugh all you want....... You Are 15% Kinky No one is going to accuse you of being a pervert! You're so un-kinky that taking this quiz made you a little uncomfortable. When it comes to bedroom activities, you like things traditional,mainstream, and safe. And while you try to stay away from freaks, you're the type of person they're looking to corrupt! Are You Kinky?

Worn Down From B.s. & Drama!!!!
I am so tired of excuses I may puke. I have helped so many and given so much till it hurts, making me look foolis in th process. So, I am not saying I won't help others (cause that is just in my nature) I will but, to only those who really and truely deserve it. My feelings on how I feel about those whos intent was to fuck with me;use me for their gain so selfishly. Fuck you from the bottom of my heart, really!!!! take a long walk off a short pier; go play in the middle of freeway traffic; go to the top of the interstate building aand pretend you can fly, oops I guess I guess you can't, oh well what will be will be. Take your private part and put it through a meat grinder.And so on, and so on........infinity and beyond. For all of you male or female that attempted to scew me go fuck yourself and die, for real!!!!!!

Learn Something Part 2
The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for blood plasma. Once a bull has impregnated a cow, it will never impregnate that same cow again. So once a bull has had his way with your herd, he is useless. Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by a lightning strike. Mountain goats can walk almost straight up a cliff due to a supple pad on each cloven hoof. These pads have extremely soft centers. When the animal puts its foot down, each pad works like a powerful suction cup, enabling the wild goat to appear to defy gravity. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle, a group of geese in the air is a skein. The underside of a horse's hoof is called a frog. The frog peels off several times a year with new growth. The shape of plant collenchyma cells and the shape of the bubbles in beer foam are the same - they are orthotetrachidecahedrons. Emus and kangaroos cannot walk backwards,

Feels Like Rain John Hiatt
Down here the river meets the sea And in the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to me Love comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricane And it feels like rain Underneath the stars lying next to you Wondering who you are baby How do you do? When the clouds blow in across the moon And the wind howls out your name Feels like rain We'll never make that bridge tonight Across lake Ponchartrain Feel like rain Batten down the hatches But keep your heart out on your sleeve A little bit of stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leave Just stay here baby, in my arms Let it wash away the pain Feels like rain

Doesn't Matter Now, Where My Past Lovelife Went Wrong
IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW, WHERE MY PAST LOVELIFE WENT WRONG I'M IN LOVE WITH DONNIE AND WITH HIM I'VE HAPPILY MOVED ON. HE HAS TAKEN AWAY LOTS OF MY PAIN AND HURT. HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE DIRT. MY LOVE I FEEL FOR HIM MEANS MORE THEN ANYTHING THAT MONEY COULD BUY. DONNIE ZIGLAR IS MY NEW SPECIAL GUY. MY DAUGHTER AND DONNIE ARE THE ONLY APPLES OF MY EYE. SO IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW, WHERE MY PAST LOVELIFE WENT WRONG. CAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH DONNIE AND WITH HIM, I'VE HAPPILY MOVED ON. EVERY DAY MY LOVE FOR DONNIE CONTINUES TO GROW STRONG. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE PAST BECAUSE MY NEW LOVE FOR DONNIE IS VERY STRONG. EVERY DAY WITH DONNIE I'LL HAPPILY MOVE ON. WRITTEN BY :ABBIE NIKOLE GUILLOTTE DEDICATED TO MY FUTURE HUSBAND, DONNIE ZIGLAR. I LOVE U DONNIE

Mccain Announcing The Vp
McCain announcing the VP, why is it he had to read the ENTIRE time he gave his speech? Yes I will watch and pay attention to both candidates-I won't be blinded by my choice which is Obama. McCain continues to disappoint me. He doesn't know by now what important message he needs to get across without reading? He barely looked up, his speech was so choppy it was as if someone wrote it for him and he had no idea what it said b4 he stepped up to the podium. He had to look down to say, 'she is exactly who I need' wtheck? weak

A Piece Of Me!!!
The opening sets free the buried pain as euphoria erupts and peace enters the hollow filling for a time a void left from empty cries ignored attempts at reaching out for one small touch of your heart.

Let's Fuck Game
This could be fun (hehe) Face it, we all know that theres at least one person on our buddy list that we want to get fucked by. So let's play the "Let's Fuck Game." The rules are simple. If you want to fuck the person who sends this to you, you reply to them with "lets fuck." The twist is you have to send this message to everyone on your buddy list annd see who sends you back the messgae "lets fuck'". Good luck. You no if you get it you are cute. If you get it twice you are a hottie. 3 times you are just plain fuckable....let me know if you wanna fuck me!!!

Volume Lviii - Dealing With Liberals?
I've been going into this one chatroom for about a week and a half now, called "Beliefs - Atheism" on AOL. I went because a dear friend of mine, Deana, also frequented that room. So I went. After a couple of nights, I got in some good healthy discussions, and made a couple of friends in the process. I also got a better glimpse of "the liberal mind". (I know I have a few liberal friends who might read this and get offended by what I say. Deal with it. If you're so fucking offended, by all means delete me, and never contact me again. I'm at the point in which I just do not care.) Most of the people who frequent that room either scooch just bit bit left of the political spectrum, or they're on the FAR left. This has caused problems on a couple of occasions, and discussions got rather heated. And the side that heated up first and hottest? The FAR left's. Now, mind you, I am not one to walk in lockstep with the Republicans on every issue. If anything, I'm Libertarian....of cou

Every One Must Read!!! Fabulous Home Remedies!!!!!!!
1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, stragically placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape.

Reasons For Being Late/absent From School!! Lmao
1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. Today. Please execute him. 2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear School: Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. For a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had (diahre) (dyrea) (direathe) the sh*ts. [w

Breaking
I hear the voices in my head saying go to sleep just go to bed, everythings gonna be alright if you just make it through tonight. I can see it in my mind, all the best there is to life is what you see when you are blind. Theres so much more too feel, but can you tell me if it's real? Pain so thick it's haunting me, please show me things that I can't see. Take me where there's peace to find, leaving all despair behind. Streaming colors lose their glow. Slipped into the darkness far below. Where's the sun that used to shine, to hide the shadows in my mind? No more tears to wet my face, or save me from my own disgrace. Just take me far away from here, away from everything I fear.

Twinle Twinkle Little Star
Twinkle twinkle little star from you my love i wont be far. Up above the sky so high you'll be the twinkle in my eye. Look to the sky and make a wish knowing that it's you that i miss you i love and you i see when bright stars shine there light on me. For when you lookinto the sky sometimes the stars don't seem to high. Before your off to bed at night dream of me by our starlight make a wish that could come true know that i am dreaming of you of wanting you badly here with me in my heart you'll always be. So don't just give up when dreams seem so far just look up and find a star.

My Intro
Hi, my name is Leah and I just signed on to this site today. It seems really cool. Well, I'm 29 (for a few more weeks anyway,) newly divorced, and I have a 4 year old girl and a 3 month old boy. I teach first grade in a small town. Because I know someone will ask: I like reading, cooking, hanging out with my friends, taking pictures, vampires, reptiles, amhibians, Halloween, gargoyles, fall, fish nets, tattoos, goth, metal/rock/punk, mystery, horror ovies, intelligence, high heels, black clothes, traveling, New Orleans, concerts, and myspace. My address is myspace.com/isithalloweenyet and I have IM on there through skype and my name is isithalloweenyet. My myspace has just about everything you could want to know about me. I'm open to meeting people and talking, so hit me up!!

A Whole Person
When one is on a journey of self discovery, there are times that we discovery things about ourselves that we really wish that we hand not discovered or maybe i should say remembered. i have been on such a journey for the past few months and though i am perhaps half way through this part of my journey, i have started to discovery that the last time i truly new happiness as when i was but a small child, everything after that was just me wearing a mask and telling myself over and over agian that i was happy until i believed it. i know that it's crazy but it's true, as i continue on this journey i am slowly discovering that i can be happy even a little bit, my happiness has not come full force, but there are small things that make me so very happy it's nothing major but small things that some might take for granted, such as a message form a friend, a small gift left for me online, these things bring a smile to my face and they seem to always warm my heart. i am not one that finds ha

101 Of The Craziest, Stupidest Laws In The United States
#1 In New Jersey it is against the law to “frown” at a police officer. #2 In New Jersey Car dealerships are forbidden from opening on Sunday. #3 In New Jersey Automobiles are not to pass horse drawn carriages on the street. #4 In Florida Unmarried couples may not commit “lewd acts” and live together in the same residence. #5 In Florida It is illegal to sell your children. #6 In Florida Women may be fined for falling asleep under a hair dryer, as can the salon owner. #7 In Florida If an elephant is left tied to a parking meter, the parking fee has to be paid just as it would for a vehicle. #8 In Florida Men may not be seen publicly in any kind of strapless gown. #9 In Florida Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. #10 In Florida It is illegal to skateboard without a license. #11 In Florida When having sex, only the missionary position is legal. #12 In Florida Oral sex is illegal. #13 In Florida You may not kiss your wife’s breasts. #1

You Can't Bring Me Down
Just cause you don't understand what's going on don't mean it don't make no sense, And just cause you don't like it, don't mean it ain't no good, And let me tell you something, Before you go taking a walk in my world you better take a look at the real world Cause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood! Can you say "feel like shit?" Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shit I ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit! And if I offended you, oh I'm sorry But maybe you need to be offended But here's my apology and one more thing...fuck you! Cause you can't bring me down! Author - Mike Muir

Stgearhge
This morning dad went to some sort of surgery. It took a few hours. I killed time reading my book outside of the hospital. They finally called me in saying the surgery was done. It was kind of odd seeing him laying there with tubes all all around him. Made me think about the times I've seen my cousin Heidie in the hospital in the past. The doc explained to me what happened and what to look out for. Dad did fine, other than being real light headed, nauseous and pale looking. He's scheduled for a X-ray next week. He's been having some sort of bleeding inside of him. Kind of scary. Hmm, not too sure what I'm thinking now. I took him home a while ago. Told him to call me if he needed anything. Gotta love the waiting game....

Mad For Me By Happy Country Girl
My newest Fu-Owner is the awesome Baby Bizzle. She is a great friend to have on your page. Please stop by and show her some mad Fubar loving and be sure to tell her that I sent ya. I promise she returns all love as fast as you leave it. BaByBiZzLe(sunshine)fu-married 2 BaBy BiZzLeS dIpPyLiPpEr-SHADOW LEVELER fuowner of HappyCountryGirl@ fubar (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl {{Shadow Leveler}} {{Fu-Owned by Passionman71 & BabyBizzle}}' on '2008-09-03 21:43:18')

Breast Cancer Awareness Train (see Gem For Updated List)
You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my Breast Cancer Awareness folder to receive your personal Awareness tag. Start with this one... The supporters... ♥aGEM4life♥@ fubar HersheyK@ fubar UnknownCowboy@ fubar ♥ Heartt65 ♥@ fubar *AngelGurl* Proud member of *Thunder & Lightning Levelers* & *Life-Savers*@ fubar Tappinit =FuBaron and loyal servant to Her Highness, Linda@ fubar Dee75

Letters Never Sent
One chance one error on slip one time one lapse thats all we get sometiems in life thats all that it takes to erase every good thing ever spoken ever shared ever felt and then its gone as if it never exsisted as if I never made a difference and impact I never enrched her as she did me her laugh still haunts my heart she had a smile you could actually hear to hear her say my name to hear her palyfuly call me a dork lol one chance and I squandered it only me to blame

Goodbye Fubar
Fubar has really gone overboard now, and all the narsocistic egotistical people with it. I am sorry if this offends any of my friends, but WTF!?!?! you guys have known me for almost 2 yrs. you seen me delete a profile that was way up in ranks to rid myself of a stalker (btw....she is doing time in prison for other stalking...someone else not me), and you have seen fubar magically "misplace" "delete" "loose" 2 other profiles with salutes....all of them having salutes, both the fubar salute and salutes to friends. some of you have even talked with me on web cam and phone, and i have sat here with my webcam on with streaming video in my past blogs, i am as real as they come. i came on fubar today to have some fun with a couple of friends, and you phuckers will not let me comment, shoutbox and some will not let me view without a salute and you phuckers know i am real.....get the point? you guys are playing right into their hands. wake up!!!!! this is phucking ridiculous, ther

False Security
Drugs are those things that make your life seem a little more bearable You feel comfortable in that illusion You think it is freedom In fact you are in a prison I know it all depends If you depend on drugs you will find a false sense of security It is a false sense of rebellion It is an addicting lie It feels better then the horrible truth you learned the other day It is a false fantasy that feels better then this world of hypocrisy that drowns you It is just another tool of the system that incarcerate you It intoxicates you Condemns you to a life of meritocracy It drowns you You know you are going to die It is going to kill you You can’t let it go You have become suicidal There is a cure if you look for it For those who know how to look back there is never a dead end street

Hiring All Staff
7Th cïrclë Øƒ hëll Is Now Hiring Staff For All Positions!! Inquire Within For Your Opportunity To Set Fubar On Fire!!!! It's So Hot In Here, The Rest Of Fubar Is Gonna Melt... Join Us In Hell Where You Are Truely Family While You Are Here... Rock With Kick A$$ Tunes & Awesome People We Got The Music You Don't Wanna Miss! We See You So Get In Here Already! (click here to enter) (repost of original by 'ïnkëÐÅngël~ wïfë ïn lïfë & fü TØ Twï§TëÐÐrÅgØn ~ Co Øwnër & prïë§Të§§@ 7th cïrclë Øf hëll' on '2008-09-05 03:19:45') (repost of original by '~Twï§TëÐ ÐrÅgØn hübbY ïn lïfë

Jonlee Loves You All
THIS IS MY WAY OF SHOWING THE LADYS HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM ALL GO SHOW THEM ALL LOTS OF LOVE FAN RATE ADD THESE LADIES YOU WONT BE SORRY *JUJU* MIZZ SHADY HELLCAT Life's a Beach & I'm Just Tanning®~aka:Barefoo t Babydoll®"The Official Fu Mermaid SQUIRTERKAYLA Meowzette ^MsRetta^ ~Meagan~Fu-Wifey and Owner of DaMunchMan~Sarge' ;s Bad Girls~ SexyGranny1967 MishNumber1 ♥ Of WISEUKF SUP Insane & Shadow Levelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain

Reason, Season, Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gro

Lost
I am lost within a world that holds me captive. My heart years for freedom ,and the love of another ! My heart aches deeply , and my dreams are filled with glimpses of him and him alone! Is this real , or just a dream? Can he be real , can I trust in my heart to tell me how to feel? The tears I cry , are for him ......... I live a lonely existence without him and yet .... every glimpse is breathtaking and refreshing. It holds me still in the moment . In the Moment is where I wish to be ....... Oooah my dearest, will I ever be free . To love thee and have thee love thyn in return is what my soul craves .... But this must only be a dream ... nor more like a nightmare ... for you seem to be slipping farther into the darkness , that becomes my daybreak within the awareness of my Mind !! I shall love you always ...

Deleting Stuff
So i am going through my fans,friends and family and i am deleting everyone that has a private folder... i have taken down all my "NSFW" pics for now (like anyone really looked at em)... I'm keeping my page up for now and gonna see who comes around but no offence to anyone i just can't keep up with all this stuff...my real life is way too busy to sit on here all night or all day and rate pics and give gifts and drinks... nothing personal or anything like that but people get mad when they don't hear from you for days or sh*t even hours...that's just lame.So if i make ya mad well get over it...so i will start deleting very soon...

Update!
The ultrasound went fine today Ill have the results this afernoon or Monday. Monday afternoon @ 2pm I go in for all my pre-op stuff and will have surgery on Tuesday. Just waned to fill y'all in!! Have a great weekend! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ melinda

Friends??? Really???
OK, all my life I have prided in myself in the fact that I am the type of person that will drop what I'm doing, put my plans aside, and do what it takes to help a friend out... Help them move, open my home to them, pick them up on the side of the road when the police say they are too drunk to drive, sit with them when they suffer the loss of a family member, take their kids to the movies so they can have a date night..... the list goes on. In the last two years I've had to move twice. In 2006, when I bought this house, and now, when I'm losing it to forclosure due to the divorce. You know how many came to help my wife and I move in 2006?? ZERO How many came and sat with us when we lost our baby to misscarriage???? ZERO And How many have shown up to help me move now that I'm all alone???? ZERO!!!!!! Screw 'em! Screw 'em all!!!! I am so tired of the people I think of as friends only valuing my friendship based on what I can do for them.

Hello My Dear Friends!!
HELLO MY DEAR FRIENDS.. FIRST I WOULD LOVE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO REMEMBERED ME ALL THAT TIME . I APPRECIATE A LOT.. YOU RE THE BEST!! I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE FOR AGES...I APOLOGIZE...BUT LIFE IS LIFE.. AND LIFE IS CHANGING...EVERY MOMENT AS YOU KNOW... I HAVE MANY CHANGES IN MY LIFE.. BUT I AM BACK AND I HOPE TO BE WITH YOU FINALLY..:-) I WILL MESSAGE AND COMMENT YOU NEXT TIME BUT NOW I AM SENDING MANY KISSES TO MY TRUE FRIENDS! YOUR BLUE GIRL..

................no Title......
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. -- As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. -- It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. --

Let's Remember 9/11
Get YOUR FLAG READY Please join us in this FLY THE FLAG campaign and PLEASE forward this Email immediately to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. We have a little less than one week and counting to get the word out all across this great land and into every community in the United States of America . THE PROGRAM: On Thursday, September 11th, 2008, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States . Every individual should make it their duty to display an American flag on this seventh anniversary of one our country's worst tragedies. We do this honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoul

Poem
I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who stays through the smiles and the sorrows, You may not love me today, You may not love me tommrow, But I will be the one who doesnt talk shit about you when your not there, I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who helps you through the good times and bad, You may not love me today, You may not love me tommrow, But I will be the one who stays here now and forever, I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who will Love you, Today, Tommrow, Forever, If youll let me I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be here for you, Today, Tommrow, Forever.

Whats On My Mind
What is Your Basic Malfunction? you don't seem stupid so why would you sing Christian gospel songs to a spiritual girl who has iterated (repeatedly) her scathing contempt for organized religion? and why do you continue to speak in spirals to a sharp tongued girl who has said (repeatedly) how much she loathes indirect, politically correct, around-speak? and why do you wax poetic about romance and candle light and making love to a hedonistic girl who has stated (repeatedly) that she likes to FUCK (with the lights on)? but most of all why don't you see the irony in telling me (repeatedly) that i just haven't met the right guy yet when you think you're him? so you profess to "love" me you are convinced you're the "guy" for me you're just waiting for me to be "ready" but you look right through me words go in one ear and out the other and you can't read the writing on the wall the only logical conclusion

Ughhhh
I wouldnt know where to start. it would be so nice when i call out for some levl help that my friends would come help me out some. But No i think thats asking for to much. So i do it myself and to hell with everyone else. dont come asking me to help any of you ! THIS DOESNT INCLUDE THE ONES WHO HAS DONE THEIR BEST TO HELP ME A LITTLE.

Just Thinking...i'm Gonna Have To Move Soon...
Of course, I don't know of anyone who absolutely loves to move, other than my mother. She'll never admit to it, I'm sure but I think she secretly enjoyed packing what little she and her children had every six months just for the change of scenery! It was something she was good at. Her ability to efficiently organize absolutely everything was something she could completely control and she reveled in it. I never knew, at the time, what excuse she had to move us so often. All I knew is that it meant I would be going to a new school and have to start all over again. It always left me feeling anxious being "the new kid". Just thinking that I had to do that twelve times over growing up, it's no wonder I felt that way! I do admit though, if we hadn't of moved several times I would not have met some of the best people I have ever known in my life and for that I am grateful. On my recent trip back home I spent a lot of time with just my mom. Everyone else in the family was bu

Creating Controversy Over Palin's Faith
A conservative media analyst points out that it took the wire services and major television networks a year to discover who Reverend Jeremiah Wright was -- yet only 48 hours to begin running "sneering pieces" about Republican vice-presidential nominee Sarah Palin's religion. Tim Graham says that shows a glaring double standard. The Associated Press has written an article claiming that Governor Palin's biography for the National Governor's Association "obscures" her "deep roots in Pentecostalism." According to the AP, Pentecostalism is "a spirit-filled Christian tradition that is one of the fastest growing in the world" and "often derided by outsiders and Bible-believers alike." (Read commentary on the AP report) Although Palin attended a Pentecostal Assemblies of God church up until six years ago, she is currently a member of Wasilla Bible Church, an independent evangelical congregation. Tim Graham of the Media Research Center says he finds it strange to see secular

Days Go By......
Okay, so generally speaking life is good. I stand behind my thoughts and beliefs as previously stated in my last blog. Life is not easy but i keep moving forward. I love what i have and forget about what i don't. Yes i worry, yes i have unhappy moods at times. Despite those things I still do what's right and continue on my journey through this adventure that we call life. On that note, I want to rant about the one thing that can either kill you or keep you alive..... Love. Now i've had my fair share of ups and down with this subject. But really what is love? Some people call it an emotion, some people call it a feeling. Others call it bullshit. Whatever you may believe it is, know one thing; It's there, it's real, and at some point it will be unavoidable. Of all things in life love is the strongest of anything. As stated above, it can kill a person, or it can keep them going. Thing is though many people mistake feelings they have and place the name "love" around them. Love is unc

Hmm...i Am So Anti-large Wedding, So...
What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You Your Personal Style: Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize. Your Ideal Wedding: A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing Your Philosophy on Marriage: The person you marry should be your best friend. Your Perfect Marriage: Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures The Wedding Dress Test

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear the rules From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 0A1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's wh

What Felony Am I?
You Are Arson No doubt about it, you have a serious destructive streak. You can't help it! Sometimes you just get so frustrated with the world, and you have to let your aggression out You have a notoriously bad temper. You are obsessed with getting your revenge. You are obviously a pyromaniac, whether you realize it or not. It feels great to watch something burn. What Felony Are You?

Comments And Graphics..
here are some sites i use for comments and graphics .. will add more as i remember them or visit them myself http://www.suicidekiss.com/graphics/pictures/ http://www.twistedsiblings.com/ http://www.satanspace.com/

Love To Dust, Emotions To Ashes
Aimlessly wandering I've made it back to the realm of emotion Years I've traveled alone Empty Emotionless Over-Looked and Forgotten My heart laid still and black Content in it's resting place Then.. Another bright light But it's different.. It's not the same Light that was my warmth long ago This light... Feels younger in a way Maybe even a little naive and uncertain But it's Passion is unbridled and untamed This Light...this spark of salvation.. It nerviously reaches out towards the dark shroud that was once my soul My soul didn't recoil in fear; it reached back, equally uncertain of what was to come With a violent fiery passion; I was brought back to life The once cold and frigid tomb of flesh was once again revived by the kiss of this new and naive light Our sparks of life were fused Bound for years to one another... Still the darkness lurked Many wars were wage

What Now?
The ninth month brought the end to many, The eleventh was a day of testing Nine one one a call for help from any It left no time of resting. True warriors dressed in red suits Navy blue or yellow They called in all the recruits to rescue ailing fellow. What senselss acts of violence Rain down on us today what path will cross with terror and cause us great dismay? This is the world our children face. Their lives are being molded. The acts of hate, time won't erase, Like a shroud it has enfolded. What can we say? What can we do? As time whirls swiftly by Let love be instilled with a family view So our values never die. May God Be With You and Your Families as We Remember 9/11/2001 by Ray 2003

Thank You
Thank you everyone for standing by me while my Daddy had surgery this week. I know in the weeks leading up to it I was a bit of a basket care with worry and anxiety. Hip replacement is tough. He was up and walking Monday afternoon, hours after His surgery. He was doing so well that the doctor let Him come home Wednesday afternoon! The physical terrorist, er, therapist will come this afternoon for the first time and help us do a house assessment to make sure Daddy can get around safely. She will also be doing His PT 3 times a week with Him here at home for the first 3 or 4 weeks. That is just awesome. I'll update again later. Again, thank you everyone for the moral support. It has meant a lot to me and Daddy -huggles-

The Dragonfly.....rebirth And Freedom
The dragonfly.....rebirth and freedom In Native American astrology, there is a strong belief that each person has a totem animal spirit which serves as their guardians and guides through certain phases of life. Often, an individual would have many different totems throughout life, some for just a time, and some for their entire lives. And one of these totem spirits was the spirit of the dragonfly. It would adopt men and women, young and old. The dragonfly spirit means you must consciously make an effort to express your hopes, dreams, needs and wishes. The dragonfly spirit is the essence of the winds of change, the messages of wisdom and enlightenment; and the communication from the elemental world. Its medicine beckons you to seek out the parts of your habits which need changing. You can turn to the dragonfly to guide you through the mists of illusion to the pathway of transformation.

A Poem My Hunny Wrote For Me
a poem that ryan wrote for me... :) this is from a very special person.. and i have only known him for a short period of time.. :) Love stalks me, wondering ever so near as to taunt me in ways that i can not perceive. Never before has it wasted its time on my worthless presence and yet now it finds me. She arouses questions which frustrates, yet gives hope to future events. A curse yet a joy that a person only receives once in their pathetic life times. I never believed that i could find someone that could bring me this joy while at the same time making me lose control of everything. With her i have no control what so ever....not matter what I try i know that i will be submissive. I worship her to no end, a slave to my heart. For it is my heart that is slave to her. I wonder if this is right or wrong. At times it makes no sense. I've know her for a small matter of time....yet it feels that we have been together all my life. Should i feel this way...love won't let me know....it

American Airlines Flight 77
AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77 American Airlines Flight 77, from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard. CREW Charles Burlingame of Herndon, Virginia, was the plane's captain. He is survived by a wife, a daughter and a grandson. He had more than 20 years of experience flying with American Airlines and was a former U.S. Navy pilot. David Charlebois, who lived in Washington's Dupont Circle neighborhood, was the first officer on the flight. "He was handsome and happy and very centered," his neighbor Travis White, told The Washington Post. "His life was the kind of life I wanted to have some day." Michele Heidenberger of Chevy Chase, Maryland, was a flight attendant for 30 years. She left behind a husband, a pilot, and a daughter and son. Flight attendant Jennifer Lewis, 38, of Culpeper, Virginia, was the wife of flight attendant Kenneth Lewis. Flight attendant Kenneth Lewis, 49, of Culpeper, Virginia, wa

Stealth Mode
for all you people who are wondering why i´m not online anymore(probably nobody): my parents are one of the few people on this earth who are not stealing the porn supply line aka the internet from somebody else (yeah i know, how lame). and since we´re getting a new internet connection i wont be on to bore you out of your mind until the company decides to provide me with free porn again. that means i´ll be back in about 6-7 days.

Sex Is Evil
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Evil is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!!

Things I Learned Watching Conan The Destroyer
Play along, people! 1. If people circle around you instead of killing you, they probably want to capture you and torture you to death. 2. Camels can be knocked out by a punch. 3. Amazon women are very scary. 4. If you eat a wizard, you will get magic powers. 5. Crom=God 6. If you stand there and do nothing, a bodyguard will think you're trying to hurt the girl. 7. If a monster stands there waiting for you to hit him, it probably won't work. 8. If you throw a sword through a mirror, the bad guy will be waiting right there. 9. Wizards all look the same. 10. If you want a man, grab him and take him. 11. Having giant muscles protects you from get killed very quickly. 12. If you play tug-of-war against Conan with 2 horses, you will lose. 13. Basketball players protect virginity of one and apparently take many others. 14. It is okay to ask men to judge if other men are handsome. 15. Cannables don't wash people before they cook them. 16. Thieves

Grrrrr
will some one please tell me why!! I can't stand this any more...I know I'm a good person, but I keep getting F*cked over... I just want to be trusted, and not lied to... and cared about. Is that so much to ask for? *sigh* wtf ever.... I hate reno!!!

A Poem Of Hope
This is a poem of Hope Time ticking by slowly thoughts of a better future fade everything hazy eyes closing drifting, lazily, into the darkness of sleep fading dreams, overcoming happiness then suddenly a flash of bright light a strong sudden sigh of relief

These Storms Are Making Me Mad....
yeppers there is a another storm..... we just got back to normal around here and a damn storm is coming straight up our asses again.... if we don't watch the weather channel ..we would be screwed it is insane the weather channel is getting higher ratings than any other show.... lol....... this thing is coming directly for galveston which in turn lets us get the east side of this fucker and end up wiht tornadoes and no power for weeks probably.... soooo ummm that means no internet friends for a lil while.... the cell phone lines are already busy do muh verizon card isn't even gonna work once the cable goes out.... dumb shit.... and then the people that had to be rescues.... blows my mind.... thank u muh MOJOE for my security and all the other troops coming in to be here to help out the people in trouble..... well needed to vent and let ya know if i am not on it is because muh verizon is busy and muh freaking lights r out and cable is out and i am living like i am in the stone age.....

Between The Miles
Between The Miles by Heather Stoop Because existence can become severe in one day, just sense me and I'll be there. In the minds eye, I'm not so far away. If you hold out your hand, in the whispers, I'll become the zephyr. and besiege you. If your eye's upon the stars, in the crystalline darkness, I'll become the moon. And the light shall guide you. If you rest upon the ground, in the warmth, I'll become the grass. And embrace you. If you turn outside, in the wetness, I'll become the rain. An upon your forehead, kiss you. If you free the air, in the light of day, I'll become the sun. And smile for you. Between the miles- if you need me. If you need a friend. Let me be the friend, I want to be.

Poem: I Fall
Endless waves of emotion pass through my body. What a strange feeling it is, so real I hold it in the palm of my hand. I fling it into the night sky to takes its place among the stars. A warmth envelopes my heart as it is now everlasting. With a second look I see the fine lines of her face. I close my eyes and feel the softness of her lips to mine. The waves hit me harder. Drinking in her lips I grow drunk. I turn to walk away and find her holding my hand. My heart falls into a warm abyss, and myself only wanting to fall even deeper

No Other!!!!!
poetry of love Iridescent mind Translucent gem Dancing with the changing Angle of light; She was always Becoming What she was not, Until her lips Suddenly frosted, Her eyes simplified To glass, And her perfumed silhouette Dissolved into a frail dream. In the wake of today, More than words Or sculpted rock We do not have To hold the past-- Even a necklace Of pearled thought Is more like rust Than the snowflake That briefly settled On her cheek-- Though not a single mote Can escape The cold blade of change One constant Is left untouched: She will always be Exactly this-- The single one in all the world Of which no other will ever be.

88 Precepts
88 PRECEPTS By David Lane (P.O.W) “We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children. Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth.” Before we start I would like to say that until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, ever writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The wo

Ok.....so...
What up yall....thought id drop a blog in here lol anyways so usually i save these things for random suicide thoughts and stuff like that thats not what this is for.....thats a myspce thing lol anyways i could go on and on but...lets continue shall we...anyways im new to fubar, got myself a good number of friends plenty of fam to last me a lifetime (you know who u are and i love every one of you MMFWKL) so...im 19 years old and i live in grass valley ca...im a punk and a juggalo but i show love to everyone no matter what u are...lol anyways yeah thought id let u all see a bit of my life...i know this turned into most of rmablings...forget it...wasted effort....lol

Alone
My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Show Him The Fulove!!
Redneckbabe529~* OwNeR-FuWiFe & RL GiRl To BoNeS*~and~* MaNaGeR oF ReBeLs HiDeAwAy*~' wrote the following at '2008-09-06 09:01:49'.. SHOW THIS FU SOME LOVIN! Hey all I'd like to introduce you to Risky he's in a contest and needs your help!! It'll only take a few seconds of your time :) So please pass this on...repost...make it sticky...let's get together and help him out! He's a great friend to have!!

Poem By Me
Destruction Deranged Insane Contemplating the end of this existence Hatrid Loathing Fearing what I might become Sacrificing Submitting Forgetting everything I wanted to be Rage Frustration Destroying myself intentionally

How Much I Care.....
You are my happiness, You are my laughter, You are my soulmate, My everafter, Your eyes are like diamonds, Picked from the deep blue sea, I'm so ever grateful to have you, You fell in love with me, So blessed i feel, Because uhappened to find, A love powerful, Ut's truely one of a kind, You'r skin is like silk, I adore you tender touch, Never in my life, Have i loved a woman so much, You'r kisses are like strawberrys, Covered in ice cream, You make me happy Your my best ever dream, And if one day, Your love for me departs, Know i'll always love you, Your always be in my heart, Your my eveything, And i cant bare to lose you, Cos my love if u do leave me, My life would be meaningless, And i would die inside, If i lost you, I Love You So Much Baby

Method Of Distuction
Ok I really hate having Internet stalkers. It's on the top 5 list that will piss. The thing is they are all people wrote off years. Here's the idea you were dead weight to me. So do yourself a favor go the hell away be for I let the beast loose and we all know where that leads to. The people that are on my friends list are there for a reason, and if not on there you can figure that one out for yourself I HOPE>

Blog About Blogs Ad Nauseum
You know - I love blogs...well to be fair, I love other peoples blogs. Of course my very favorites are those that are witty and intelligent, well written and make me think. I find That my favorite blog writers usually are the type that write about their every day life with a touch of humor. They make simple observations and put into words those thoughts that are just on the edge of your subconscious. I will read most any blog - simply because I find the difference in expression, morals, values etc etc fascinating.. I collect blog writers on my friends lists...I have a few friends that write a daily blog on MySpace...and yes, I go to read said blogs. Of course, I don't go every day...but when I go, I get all caught up. It's sorta quirky to comment on a blog that is a week old - but I do it, and sometimes they comment back. I wish I could write blogs - though in general very few people read them...maybe it's because I am a terrible writer, without the talent of wit...maybe

Easymoney
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Easy Money
Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

Im Not Lying
How come when you tell someone....lets say a guy...something they never believe you? I am just gonna say one more time and then thats it: When I say anyplace, anytime, anyhow, if you want it, its yours. I mean every word I say...the tests and teasing..... if thats what you want to give. Its what I want. So no more questions.

My Doctor Appointment
Well I had another doctor appointment. They took the 1st step in setting the brace so it can bend. Although they see no bone browth. So I don't know how bad of a thing that is. Can't be good though. I'll keep ya's updated .

Writing And Poetry
From the depths of the hollows, The darkness creeps in. With the light cast away, I don't know where to begin. Too much to say, The story's untold. I try to speak out Before the shadows take hold. Desperate to escape The penetration of night, Lost and tired Of the continuous fight. Frantic to be heard, I scream out loud. As I claw my way out Of the deafening shroud. I lose my center. My frustration grows. But the only reply, Is the chilling echoes. Too much to lose, Blindly I grope. In the infinite search, For the ray of hope.

Hmmmmmmmm
VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22) Dominant In relationships. Conservative Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy.

When I Am King You Will Be First Against The Wall
Ahhh home in Washington DC. One time, I had to make a quick trip to BJ’s (where they unfortunately do not deal in their namesake) for a metric assload of kitty litter and fiber. What? I like to stay regular. Shopping was no big chore, but because I was buying four 40 pound buckets of kitty litter, I opted for the flatbed trolley as opposed to the cart. That way, I wouldn’t have to haul the buckets up and over the edge of the basket of the cart. The problem is the flatbed suddenly doesn’t steer as well with 160 pounds of shitgrit on it. But since I was shopping at dinner time the crowds were thin and I made it to the registers without much of a problem. I checked myself out (because who has time for an inept teenager to morosely sob their way through scanning every item because they’ve suddenly realized that this is the best their lives will ever be?) and made my way to the exit. If you’re unfamiliar with stores like BJ’s, or Costco, or Sam’s Club this next part is important, s

Poem 3
untitled thinking why is my ife so hard wondering why does evrythin go wrong asking my self why ami not strong whishing work was always stressing me out wishing i wasnt always gettin in trouble hoping tht it will all change soon wondering why is it so easy to argue thinking why is it always a pian in the ass to do the right thing nd why does it seem like evrybody i know or love is out to get me i know they arent but sumtimes thts how it feels hoping to do wats right hoping to fix my life better than my day did his hopin tht my family will be alright so much stress jus got a lot of it off my chest so now i feel better nd i hope nobody get scared cuz of this letter

I Beg You!
Realize that you are a gentile according to the bible. If you are not one of the chosen then you most certainly are a gentile. What does that entitle you to? Licking the dust from the "chosens" feet! We have been brainwashed. Our ancestors were forced to accept this lie . They were "converted" by bayonet from their "pagan" ways! Stop killing each other and wake up! As hard as it is to accept, we are animals, just like the rest of the animals on this planet. Only we have a God complex. We do not understand infinity. You are born, you live and you die. Why do we insist on an afterlife where we will be rewarded for our good deeds and punished for our bad? If you are my friend please try to convince me otherwise. I would absolutly love to beleive, because I used to believe and I know how wonderful the illusion feels.

Why Am I Crazy About Blogs?
It is a universal & applicable form of media that anyone that wants to make a name for themselves can do just that. 1. There is money in it. 2. I enjoy doing it. 3. The resource of topics are endless. I believe in it, that it has longevity and it will last. 4.This a form of writing as well as authoring. 5. We all have things that we do well that can be shared to educate others @ no expense. 6. What is capable is dependent on those involved in the matter. I hope I open a door to some communication about real life experiences that can impact individuals it was designed for. If I wanted to become a furniture builder and someone in the blog network with videos and some written instruction or tips that help me reach my goal. Now I ask how much did I spend on watching a video or reading a blog, only time;effort and willingness to learn. There is so much more I want to share but time won't permit me.

Election And All The Crap That Goes With It
You know the top topic around the world right now is the Election..And I am not a political person...so please do not take this that way..just simply sounding off. But right now the way our economy is..the election by far scares the hell out of me..I don't watch the news..well up until recently...since I have all this free time...I generally learn what I do by way of the internet...so I was surfing around the other day and I heard this on the tv yesterday...one of the major deciding factors is going to be the state of NC...wth? Since when did we become so important..if that's the deciding factor...we are all in trouble. Primarily I've always known this to be a Republican state...that's scary..and how people decide they are going to vote for one party or the other puzzles me...I've always decided at the election time who I thought the best person for the job was. This year I am even looking at the local officials carefully...I'll tell you why...this state is broke..unemployed for

Don't Make A Women Cry
Be careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of man's rib. Not from his foot to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.

He Is Mine (its An One Poam)
he is mine for all the pain he has made me go throe he is mine for all the birthdays he pissed he is mine from never being there ever when i was on my death bed he is mine for not knowing how old i am he is mine for not seeing me gradation he is mine for not knowing what i look like he will be mine and only mine if it takes me 50 years he will be mine

Mind In A Box
And I will never see the truth This is not a matter of my youth I do not need anybody else Bonds would put my mind into cells And I will never know I was wrong Never listen to those truly strong I do not fear anything that's not me Ignorance is the ultimate key But I wouldn't want to live like this forever But change myself? Never never! The very thought sends shivers down my spine I'm sure everything everything will be fine I am the one who cries out at night For somebody to change my very core Not sure why I live in endless fright Doomed to love only myself for evermore I am the one who has no real friends Shallow people flocking to my banner Always trying to make easy amends Cherishing my own overbearing manner Life - always fragile I will never change Love - always fleeting I will never change Life - always fragile I will never change Love - always fleeting I will never change But I wouldn't want to live like this forever Maybe I really wa

Aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggg!!!!
I need a day OFF from life!! I would like to be done with the unpacking, the painting, the fixing up shit that I should not have to fix!! A day just to be a WOMAN! No kids no work no BS! Just fun! A walk through some woodsy area, a dip in the Ocean, A sunrise/sunset that catches my breath, anything!!! Just to feel alive! I forgot how being a single mom can be sooo consuming that one forgets that they are more then a working, cleaning, cooking, taxi service! LOL! Ok I am done before I start crying..Save me from myself!

Dusty Notebook Scribbles
Hearing things That were Never said The words are Swirling Thru my head Would I ever Tell you If the chance Transpires As it is They lay in Place Silence fills The between Space Until They just Expire

My Youngest Nephew
He just turned 18 he graduated high school this past may.I lost touch with him being I was going thru things over the summer. I learned yesterday when he called that right now he is in basic training for the Marines. When asked if I am proud I told him I wish I could reach thru and smack him. I am proud but I am afraid. The only two men who ever made a difference in my life I lost because they were Marines. Now the only thing running thru my mind is how to deal with the fact my favorite nephew is gonna be a marine.

Super Bowl Tickets
A man had 50 yard line tickets for the Super Bowl. As he sits down, a man comes down and asked the man if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him. "No", he said, "the seat is empty". "This is incredible", said the man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the Super Bowl , the biggest sport event in the world, and not use it ?" Somberly, the man says, "Well... the seat actually belongs to me. I was supposed to come here with my wife, but she passed away. This is the first Super Bowl we have not been together since we got married in 1967." "Oh I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else - a friend or relative or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head, "No. They're all at t he funeral."

Patriotic Duty
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked. He must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM Eastern Time, all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All patriotic men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think its okay to see nude women other than their wife, and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol,a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. GOD BLESS AMERICA It is your patriotic duty to pass this on. Are you patriotic will u par

Priorities
You would think by now I would have learned. But I try to see the good in everyone and seem to always give people to many chances. Its amazing how people will act like your friend when they need you for something....babysit their kids, or help them after surgery or a car accident. But when I need them to be just my friend they aren't there. I've started turning off my phone during certain times of the day so these so called friends can't reach me anymore. The most recent was a "friend" who is moving out of town. When we met we started hanging out about 3 to 4 times a week and then all sudden when she got involved with a guy she stopped hanging with me. She got pregnant and I saw her once during the pregnancy and now they are moving. I was not invited to the baby shower so I did not get a gift for it either. They tell me that they are gonna be at this place to say goodbye, well I showed they didn't. She has done this several times before. So I sent her an email telling her I

"i'm Afraid..."
I'm afraid of you being gone I'm afraid you'd fade away I'm afraid you'd became insviable I'm afraid you'd slip out of my heart and my hands I'm afraid you'd disappear I'm afraid you'd leave me I'm afraid you'd escape I'm afraid you'd run I'm afraid you'd hide I'm afraid of losing you the MOST

Gooood Mornin!
Wahoo! It's my day off. I'm up early on my day off and don't plan on going back to sleep. Got back from eating breakfast at Sharies. I had a omelet thingy, hash browns, and wheat toast with raspberry ice tea. Mmm. I have to get back to working out again. So I'm going to go on a walk in a while. Once it starts getting brighter out. Hopefully it doesn't rain though. I've planned out where I'm going to take a walk at. It's along a busy road so I don't have to worry to much. I rather be out along where there's more people than being on a empty like road again.... One time I did that, two punks threw their soda at me yelling that I was fuckin ugly. Assholes..... at least it missed me. Seriously, that's what they said too but I didn't let that get to me. I just don't want to be bother by anyone or any pervert Mexicans....not being racist or whatever, but the Mexicans here are just bad. Yesterday for lunch at work, I decided to bring in a slim fast, apples and yogurt. A few people noti

X For Prez
How can we fix the problemz with the economy? Its very simple and common sense. 1. Lets get a law passed making it illegal for corperationz 2 outsource work simply for financial gain or cutting down on labor costs. Out sourcing of labor should have to be approved by the government and the qualifications for being able to outsource work ahould be for reazonz o not being able to employ americanz for a fair wage, or for the work being specialized to where it would need to be outsourced. 2 Tighten down on the illegal immigrants and the people hiring them. 3. Cut top government employee wagez on the federal and state level. When state budget cuts take place and emergency service workerz loze their jobz, the top people in government should not be getting raisez. 4. Put a cap on the cost of medicine, surgery and hospitalization. When doctorz are scheduling surgeriez around their many vacationz and when a day in the hospital costs over $10000....something'z wrong. 5. Put a cap

Detachable Penis-king Missile
I woke up this morning with a bad hangover and my penis was missing again. This happens all hte time; it's detachable. This comes in handy a lot of the time; I can leave it home when I thnk it's gonna get me in trouble, or I can rent it out when I don't need it. But now and then I go to a party, get drunk, and the next morning, I can't, for the life of me, remember what I did with it. First I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't find it, so I called up the place hwere the party was, they hadn't seen it either. I asked them to check the medicine cabinet , 'ccause for some reason, I leave it there sometimes, but no this time. So I told them if it pops up to let me know. I called a few people who were at the party, but they were no help either. I was starting to get desperate I really don't like being without my penis for too long. It makes me feel like less of a man, and I really hate having to sit down every time I take a leak. After a few hours of searching the house, and ca

Updates
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Panic Room
Plot Summary: Recently divorced Meg Altman (Foster) and her daughter Sarah (Stewart) have bought a new home in New York. On their tour around the mansion, they come across the panic room. A room so secure, that no one can get in. When three burglars break in, Meg makes a move to the panic room. But all her troubles don't stop there. The criminals know where she is, and what they require the most in the house is in that very room. My Comments: Yet another movie I hadn't seen in awhile. Very good movie. Keeps your attention and you feel bad for one of the "bad guys." I did at least. Rating: 6/10

Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing

Help A Friend~
I'm Pimping out my one of my friends you might already know her and be real good friends with her, if not then you are missing out. She is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have her as a friend. And she is fabulously sweet & cute!! Her account was hacked and she needs help getting back where she was. I'm pimping her out so come and show my friend some mad Fu Loving she will return it all.

D/s-sm
Ten Rules For Submissives 1. Be Patient A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. 2. Be Humble You may be God's or Goddess' gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your top can never reach. 3. Be Open You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how dominant or submissive they are. D/s- SM is a very personal art, and an "I

Life
Seem's like no matter how hard i try in life no one see's and seem's i have no one there for me to support me. I been through hell it's seems all i really know was being in the military and being told what to do. When i was sent to 911 and Iraq i been through alot it's not like it is now where you can call family and friends and get online i have lost alot of friends when i was there seen lots bad things happen had friend that was next to me get killed and i wonder why they spared me sometimes i feel like it should have been me. I keep having nightmares from there they where getting better but i guess because i been hurting and depressed they keep getting worse i never thought i could be out in the real world now that i am I feel a little better but seem's like there is no one there to support me in what i do i miss what i do saving people and helping people but why am i the one to keep getting hurt by others. I wonder why im still here sometimes even in the coast guard i lost a really

The First Of Many (i Hope Lol I Do Have A Short Attention Span)
So, I have decided to actually post a blog on here for my Fubar friends! I stopped posting them on myspace because I never thought anyone actually ever read them lol. We'll see how things go here. I'll try and keep you posted on a day in the life of you're one and only, which for the most part is sometimes pretty interesting. I guess I should start off with the most recent thing thats been happening which is of course the break up which happened a couple weeks ago and my ex wasn't too happy when he found out I had been seeing another guy so soon after a 3-4 year relationship. Someone had made a pretty threatening phone call saying they're watching me and coming to get me and when they do I'm going to wish I was never born and that I'm a fucking whore and all sorts of other stuff... All with a voice disguise machine and of course using a private number. And who else would it be if he works at a Halloween store and has recently called me a whore? Lol. So I called the cops and if it

Where Are The Socrates, The Kiplings Of Our Day?
Okay, my chosen title for part one of our vacation to Seattle last week may not make sense. But in the back seat of my in-laws’ 2008 Chevy HHR that we rode to Seattle and back in, there’s quite a bit of space to stretch out in. In lieu of the CDs the four of us (my wife Martha, her parents Robert and Sharon, and myself) didn’t bring and Robert’s refusal to play the radio at all so he could focus on the road, we had time when Martha and I weren’t double-checking the directions to either work on sudoku puzzles (or the letter-placing equivalent, wordoku) or snuggle or just read. I took part in the last. The first book I finished in the back seat that I had started before I got there was Bayly Turlington’s 1969 study of “Socrates: Father of Western Philosophy” (SBN 531009521). Perhaps the subtitle’s a little misleading at least to me, but it’s a basic study of Socrates’ life – no armchair philosopher, he was also a veteran of three military campaigns – as well as a simple presentati

Sex Surv.
HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK? no i wish =[ EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? i want 2 EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? yea haha oops lol EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY? uh no DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? depends EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? naw EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? nope DIRTY TALK, OR STFU? ehh depends EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? yes EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? lol no EVER HAVE A THREESOME? nope..ive shared it givin head but thats it =P EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? no...it was on while messin around once tho EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? naw that doesnt work 4 me HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? yea first time...uh oh WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? my friends mom walking in on me! lol HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY? 16 WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? hehehe DO YOU LIKE 69? yeah ARE YOU HORNY NOW? actually... HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? 9

Thursdays Breakfast
wassup people, ok for breakfast today we had Two eggs poached served over bacon and beef hash. Eggs were poached in vinegar and lightly salted water. Beef hash consisted of, thin sliced filet of bouef, small diced paprika dusted idaho potatos, diced green peppers,diced onions, scallions and garlic, deglazed with a touch of red wine. Bon apetito

Wow!! How Quickly A Year Goes!!!
Today I got one of those calls u know u don't wanna get EARLY in the morning!! My Brother ALMOST lost his life today, and it really made me think just how empty my life would be without this MAN. I have a wonderful support system with my family her e on FUBAR. Thank you to every single one of u. There is one specail someone who helped me remain calm thru the whole process (he knows who he is). Look around u, and realize life is a precious gift, and it can be taken from u at any time. hold the ones you love very close, and never let your last words be bitter. Above was my posting one year ago tomorrow. Tomorrow we will be clebrating my Brother's sucess in over coming his handicap. Isn't it truly amazing how life goes on, and how brave some people truly are?? Have a wondeful weekend to all my friends.

Transgression
yes we are what you despise we're the ones that make you puke and sick against the tide we fight against all your two faced magicians tricks still you deny that we exist trying to paint a happy picture using black paint teaching ignorance through fear guilt ad punishment it's an inquisition symphony torturing all who won't conform rip out my eyes cut out my heart suck my mind right out of my skull you're killing with lies sell your god as marketable profits money always is the price of faith what price must be paid how much to be saved? blasphemy is an art from you created and spread through war and hate

Flashback...
Uh..this is dedicated to you..... Crossing paths, I saw the past and realized how good it was, The smell of your scent,feel of your touch..memory had me gone, But your with her and not with me now.. And i wonder if you think of me how I think of you while im lying in bed, And the image of you loving her plays in my head!!! You messed up and you lost a good thing babe..and now ur askin why,why why... You messed up and you lost me baby...she could never love you babe...and now your asking y?????!!!

The Great American Bailout
I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a 'We Deserve It' Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18 and older. (Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.) So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion -- that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a 'We Deserve It' Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%............ Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? -- P

Here I Am
Sucka For Love by Danity Kane I'm a sucker over love Smooth slick talk Anything she wants I could provide it, I'm a rider Fulfill your desire Tell you baby what you want uh uh I could be there if you want uh uh I could model that if you want uh uh This ain't it for them scary chicks I handle my businesses Say I don't know much but I know that Tonight I don't want to be alone Be alone, be alone, be alone, hey hey Say I gotta make some contact With you one on one And everybody knows that I'm... I'm addicted to kissing and hugging Touching and rubbing I'm a sucker for love If you're addicted to kissing and hugging Touching and rubbing You're a sucker for love I do my best to keep you here all night long I'm pulling out all my tricks Cause I don't ever want you going nowhere else For your fix You feeling that baby oh oh oh You're energy is so strong. It's our destiny Don't look back I want it like that at at Say I don't know much but I know that Tonig

Bored.
If you were one of the Seven Dwarfs, which one would you be? grumpy lol 4 sure Have you ever thrown popcorn at someone and then pretended it wasn't you? haha yesss silly Have you ever flown first class? nope Would you rather surf in California or ski in Vermont? i hate cold...and always wanted 2 learn 2 surf sooo cali What topping do you have on your pizza? cheese or brocolli Do you prefer to read fiction or non-fiction books? idrc Would you rather read books or magazines? both Have you ever seen a shooting star? yes Have you ever had your cheek pinched by a relative? yes ugh lol Have you ever torn your pants in public? yea jumping over a fence lol Do you know how a bill is passed in Congress? yes i do actually. Do you know the difference between a conjunction and an adjective? yes i do. How many times a day do you brush your teeth? like 2-3 Do you chew on ice? all the time lol Do you watch TV or read before bedtime? tv Ar

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I Write About!
I write about heartbreak sorrow and tears, Relationships over the years. Memories both happy and sad Memoarable times I've had Relationships that start and end Always needing a good friend. as I write I leave u with one thought Poetry can be written, but Imagination can never be taught.

Dream Or Real
Dream or Real Though I can’t touch you Or lay next to you I can feel your passion Your hunger, your desire through everything you say thrilling my body Filling my love nest With a flaming heat My hand caresses Between my thighs My mind Tells me its your caress Your kisses I close my eyes Oh sweet baby I can feel The heat of your breath Your warm wet tongue Your mouth sucking My rosy nipples Puckering they hardened Oh baby, it feels So good You know how to bring them to life Honey nibble on them’ Little love bites Is this a dream Or is real Slowly oh baby Sweet kisses continue On and on Down my body You spread my legs Your sweet lips Burning heat Dipping your fingers within Tongue exploring Where they’ve been Hot and juicy Sucking on my clit Flaming bud upon your lips Licking, sucking Fingers playing I’m out of my mind Is it a dream Or is real You slowly rise Standing proud Huge hard Erection Honey glide your cock bury it deep

The Bailout Is On
US lawmakers publish rescue deal McCain and Obama back bail-out package US politicians have published a $700bn deal to bail out Wall Street and end the global credit crunch. The measure allows the Treasury to spend up to $700bn (£380bn) buying bad debts from ailing banks in the USA. In return the government will get a stake in these firms, the pay of bank bosses will be limited and the bail-out will be independently monitored. It is the biggest intervention in the markets since the Great Depression of the 1930s. Nancy Pelosi, the Democrat leader of the House of Representatives said the message to Wall Street was that "the party is over". She said the "bipartisan deal" was "not a bailout of Wall Street", but designed to ensure pensions, savings and jobs would be safe. The Democrat majority leader of the Senate, Harry Reid, said Americans had "every reason to be concerned and even angry" in the light of the "greed on Wall Street" and "unenforced regulatio

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Throw The Stone
I have thrown the stone Oh watch it fly My hands like art Washing the boards With ROYGBIV My oh my the silence brings The diecast falacies the eight ball malacies Reprint the masterwork Right left travesty Crystal clear If you know what I mean Clorox and the new revolution Rides the glory Another Harley renaissance And believe you me The stone does fly Oh watch it fly Watch it fly These hands Have you seen Cant you see The silent stone Watch it go Watch the stone!

I Dont Know
I know no pain, I feel no fear. It's almost time, I shed no tear. I see the light, I hear the scream's. Hoping it's all, Just a dream. I have no peace, I have no shame. Here's my life, And i'm to blame!!! I've lost what's left, Of this broken heart. I know now, I fallen apart. This is the ending, I'm truly damned. I cannot change, Who i am!!!! by;P.Arnold

Leave *
The night is falling, thank God I hear the calling of the skeletons under the sun The skeletons under the sun The day is dying, big smile Pose through the camera, a giant step for your kind One of a kind Don't leave just yet Quiet on the set Let's give this one more go Make ourselves ill, poppin' sugar pills Will swallow nice and slow Don't leave just yet We've just had a wreck I'll need your name and phone And water for these slow-dying trees Where gardens used to grow The sky is falling, straight down It's come to crush us and leave us in our blood to drown Barely making sound The streets are painted so still Can hear the breathing, the making sense of the spill Enough to make you wanna kill Don't leave just yet Quiet on the set Let's give this one more go And make ourselves ill poppin' sugar pills Will swallow nice and slow Don't leave just yet We've just had a wreck I'll need your name and phone And water for these slow-dying trees Where g

Poem
Tea Kettle Girl She says her home is a porcelain dome A tea kettle spout at the roof She's not been tipped over and poured out She wraps her seraphim in paraffin And lights the night, their burning pain her earthly delight The dolls on the wall all have coal for eyes And she'd burn them too if she didn't need the company She's got paisley prints for curtains She's got lacy things on the table where she eats her fruit A garden outside full of ivy and thorn has tattered every dress she ever has worn Pale skin and widened eyes frame pictures of burning blue skies Her face is a work of symmetry She is a planet and a moon She's got no reason to need anyone Dried roses hanging like slaughterhouse beef, dried roses in every wreath Black cats carry her trash away every night Their tails arching towards her love in the sky She's got red ruby gems glued to her fingernails She's got dirt on her bare feet The milkman don't come around here my love There is no milk to pour in

Woman Use A Total Of 9 Words
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

I Will Write What Is In My Heart.
I am thankful that I have been given this talent to communicate through the written word which some tittle a blog. It has been a very positive experience for me even though many read my blogs but neever commented. I vent through my blogs so that I relieve some pressue that is weighing my mind down and could possiblly cause me to do something irresponsible which I know to be a bad thing.I will continue to do all that I can to do be a positive influence to my son my friends and all that I come in contact with.I happy about recent events with my mother finding a place to stay God has truly smiled on her and I am thankful for it.

A Walk Through My Dreams.....
Thinking of you sets my mind free As if I’m a dolphin swimming in the open sea Everytime I read your words I suddenly hear a thousand singing birds I dream of the day when we will finally meet I picture us horseback riding on the beach When the breeze rushes through our hair Is when we realize that we make a terrific pair Walking hand in hand barefoot on the sand We hear the loud love tunes of a nearby band Knowing that our destiny with each other Is meant for us to be together, forever As our eternal love blooms like a flower in spring Our love and happiness with each other we will be promising As I learn about you and as you learn about me And as we discover we were meant to be We’ll sit beneath the stars with the love we share And know that for each other we will always care