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Nonotice No Warrants..i Say Bullshit
Boston Gun Search Policy Raises Concerns Boston police may soon begin asking parents to allow searches of their homes and children’s bedrooms for firearms—without notice or warrants. Under the controversial “Home Safe” program, teams of police officers will be assigned to the city’s public schools and will seek out leads on students believed to have firearms. Officers would then show up at the student’s home and ask to immediately search the premises, confiscating any firearms they find. Officers are empowered to exercise their personal discretion should they encounter drugs or signs of other illegal activity. While parents have the right to refuse the search, questions of constitutionality, intimidation, and civil liberties have rightly been raised. According to a November 17, MSNBC.com article, Thomas Nolan, a former Boston police lieutenant who teaches criminology at Boston University, deemed the program “an end run around the Constitution.” Nolan further said, “The police

What Starts With F And Ends With K
What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think

Look Asshats
You want to fuck with me I'll break your knees and slit your throat and watch you gurgle in your own fucking blood. Sound like a plan? Didn't think so, so come right or I might not be as nice as I am right now.

Strong
Strong The strongest people in the world don’t lift weights. They don’t stand up to face a fight. They don’t stand for nothing. The strongest people in the world are the ones that do what most can’t do. They understand things and do what is best for their surroundings. These are people that do what most simply can not do. No matter how hard the road is they keep moving forward to a goal. Small steps forward because there is always hills coming. Saving their strength for the big pushes in their road. Roads for these people vary in each case….no one case is the same. Outcomes might be, but never the road. They are always aware that the road has its obstacles and flaws that come with the road. Temptations are abound and desires to rush are always in their minds. Sometimes these people waver from the road due to these temptations. However the strongest find the end and the road ends. Their goal is reached….they succeed at the road. They take what they have learned on their journey an

It's Another Year Without My Angel.
For those of you who know me December isn't one of my best months it never is I have tried getting back into the Christmas Spirit if you have seen my page at all. I have gotten over the death of my daughter but December seems to always be my downfall, I know alot of you are going to say get over it it shouldn't bother you anymore it's been 10 years now you should be handeling December normally, Well I've got news for all of you. If you have never lost a child you will never truely know the pain I feel inside every year December is a bad month for me because not only is it the month my daughter died but it is also Christmas and I remember another year without her, It is also my birthday witch is 6 days after her death. So can you see where I am coming from. I miss my daughter I love her very much I know that she is in a better place, But this is the way I grieve every year. So please don't come to me and tell me that I need to get over it, please don't come to me and say everything will

Hi I Just Wanna Say>>>
hey my cousin is single and she is so beautiful yall should go check her out too.she on my family part.her names rebecca so go check her out..i am gonna get her to add some more pics of herself..she is really a nice young lady..she deserves some luvv:)thanks teresa

May I ..
- Trading Yesterday And there you stand opened heart - opened doors full of life with the world that's wanting more. But I can see when the lights start to fade, the day is done and your smile has gone away. Let me raise you up. Let me be your love. May I hold you as you fall to sleep, when the world is closing in and you can't breathe. May I love you. May I be your shield. When no one can be found may I lay you down. All I want is to keep you safe from the cold... to give you all that your heart needs the most. Let me raise you up Let me be your love May I hold you as you fall to sleep. When the world is closing in and you can't breathe, may I love you. May I be your shield. When no one can be found, may I lay you down. All that's made me Is all worth trading just to have one moment with you. So I will let go all that I know knowing that you're here with me. For your love is changing me. May I hold you as you fall to sleep. W

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marine coprs will be my way of life soon..but not now all the bs i went through all the bs im going through and all the bs i will go through is worth it...for almost a year now ive busted my ass in rain and snow in blistering heat and darkness i even pt with service men and women...and out perform them in every way...but still not yet a marine...if i can do all that and im still a poolee wonder what'll happen when i get that ega

For You My Sweet Dggirl69! I Love Ya Girl
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Xmas Decor
Yesterday my roommates mother came by the house and the 2 of them opened every one of 2 dozen boxes of haliday decorations. The boxes all simultaniously exploded, now the house is decorated in all things x-mas. My roommate, Kim threatened to place a Santa in my room. I actually found one I would allow in my space. Its not a Santa though. Its a rather tasteful statue of Father Jul (yule). A figure from my religious beliefes. I'm not a christian as some of you may or may not know. I'm actually Heathen, if you must know. And before you die giggling. Heathenry is an actual religion. Anyway as much as I protest the explosive distribution of Xmas decorations. I actually found one so I won't feel out of place celebrating jul this season.

GØÐ HÅ§ ÅmÅzïng Thïng§ ïn §tØrë
Stars do not struggle to shine, rivers do not struggle to flow, and you will never struggle to excel in life, because you deserve the best. Hold on to your dream and it shall be well with you... Amen. The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hand that will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever, remain in God's love. Good morning, your dream will not die, your plans will not fail, your destiny will not be aborted, and the desire of your heart will be granted in Jesus' name. Say a big Amen and if you believe it, send it to all your friends. Money will know your name and address before the end of this month. If you believe, send it back to all your friends. None goes to the river early in the morning and brings dirty water. As you are up this morning, may your life be clean, calm and clear like the early morning water. May the grace of the Almighty support, sustain and supply all your needs

Wë Årë FrïënÐ§
We are friends I got your back, You got mine I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt, To see you cry, Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter, Who's wrong or right If a broken heart Needs a mend, I'll be right there Till the end If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears Don't worry Let go of your fears Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end!!!! And even though Weve had ups and Downs, youre the one Friend I cant be without. And no mater what happends Well be friends till the end!!!!

Christmas Tree
I have a Christmas tree on my page and I would like to invite all my friends and family to stop by and show some love... maybe even copy it and get your OWN tree on your page so others can spread the love. Happy Holidays to all!!!! Rebelgirl

Pissed Off
GRRRR.. It makes me so mad that people add me to messenger and straight away ask to see my cam so they can squirt a load and shit. And what is worst the asshole that added me got rude to me first and demanded that I show my cam or he will block me cause he doesn't want it to be another guy. here is the convo and you will see that he was rude first. bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:18:51 AM): hiya how are u Amber (12/6/2007 11:18:56 AM): good bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:19:09 AM): cool u got a mic or cam Amber (12/6/2007 11:19:27 AM): yeah but it doesnt work well. who is this bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:08 AM): u get no info til i knwo u anot some guy bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:13 AM): so either i se eu ro i block u bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:20:15 AM): u choose Amber (12/6/2007 11:20:35 AM): well then i block you if you dont tell me who you are and how you got my addy bittennloved (12/6/2007 11:21:05 AM): u are a guybye Amber (12/6/2007 11:21:16 AM): why the

I Just Want Someone To Say To Me... Oh, Oh, Oh-oh... I'll Always Be There When You Wake...
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watching the puddles gather rain And all I can do is just pour some tea for two And speak my point of view but it's not sane It's not sane I just want someone to say to me I'll always be there when you wake You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today So stay with me and I'll have it made And I don't understand why I sleep all day And I start to complain that there's no rain And all I can do is read a book to stay awake And it rips my life away but it's a great escape Escape ... All I can say is that my life is pretty plain You don't like my point of view You think that I'm insane It's not sane ... I just want someone to say to me I'll always be there when you wake You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today So stay with me and I'll have it made

Mid Life Crisis?
This was just too funny not to repost... WHEN I WAS MARRIED 30 YEARS, I TOOK A LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, "HONEY, 30 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 20 YEAR OLD BLOND." "NOW WE HAVE A $700,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, NICE KING-SIZE BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 50-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 20-YEAR-OLD BLONDE, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE A MAN'S MID-LIFE CRISIS!

Top 10 Holiday Party Offenses
Top 10 Holiday Party Offenses By Rachel Zupek, CareerBuilder.com writer No matter who you are, where you work or what you do for a living, somebody in your company dreads the annual holiday party. Employees think the company party imposes on their free time during an already busy season, says J.T. O’Donnell, career expert and co-author of the nationally syndicated weekly column, “J.T. and Dale Talk Jobs.” Workers aren’t paid to go; they’d rather see the amount of money being spent on the party divided into bonus checks; and their definition of "party" means letting loose and being themselves with friends – not acting professional to gain the respect of their co-workers. “[Americans] place more emphasis on our careers as a way to define ourselves personally,” O’Donnell says. “At any corporate-sponsored event, we must keep in mind – even if it is begrudgingly – that we must think about our actions and the impact they can have, both positively and negatively, on our caree

The Games
Aren't you tired of the games being played on here and in life? I mean how many ways, how many times must someone tell you how they feel in order for one to realize? How many ways can someone show you their friendship? How many languages must I love you be said for one to understand? Aren't we all adults on here? So why do many 30-something year olds act like this is high school? What is the deal? Aren't you tired of it? When are you going to open your eyes and follow your morals and your heart and know a true friendship when you see one?

HØw ØlÐ ï§ GrÅnÐpÅ??
One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' &nb sp; television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: ' c! redit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' &n bsp; dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, "Sir." We were before gay-rights, computer-

Pre -op Tomorrow Hospital Called..prayers For Nebraska And Others ..
im at my wits end , i left lights on .on my car this morn. car was dead , I had to go ask a neighbor for help. i needed my battery charged to get to my Pre op day care surgery tomorrow at 1 pm.. ty my friend , for helping me get cables to charge and boost my battery too, You were a God send. Oh im so nervious , upset , worried at times and my mind isnt thinking clear lately.. I want to be well and be me again .. God I know your here but im so week . Dr says its just to be considered after all my body was in shock a bit ago.Nov 21.. ohh Plz let me be well again and to cope with all im gona have to. i need to be strong now..Prayers are needed for so many , so no one will be lost . Oh i cant even seem to be found right now , how im gona see thru to enlighten others . Lord please help me now , give me thy insite and oh i feel your love always , i know you carry me thru. But help those in morning now in Nebraska , and help me when ever you can. i will wait . For you,v

More Than This
Feeling so confused When I thought today about Things in my life I need to do without All the bullshit I put my self through Leaving me feeling used Not knowing what to do Soul searching for answers Trying to find peace of mind Found nothing but questions Wondering around lost and blind Wishing I had someone I could trust in to confide All the secrets and lies I’ve buried deep inside So tired of this hell My life has become everyday Praying for death to come And wash the memories away This walking corpse How long have I been Heart turned cold Darkened by my sin Evil overtaking my soul Falling away from the light I know that it is wrong But it feels so right Sinking into the tears Drowning in my self pity Looking into the mirror screaming “look what you did to me!” Wondering how it came to this? I’ve become what I hate Trying to climb out this hole Thinking it could be too late Distant memories of love I remember as a twisted lie

Walking In The Snow
Yes my profile pic is me standing in the snow barefoot lol. I took it last year when someone didn't believe that I don't bother putting shoes on to take the garbage out ot the curb, or take pluto out.. or go to the car for something. So um.. yes it confirms I am crazy lol But is crazy a bad thing?

How To Be A Pimp
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A PIMP/PIMPTRESS A Pimp/Pimptress... *keeps his/her emotions to himself/herself *is his/her own best company *doesn't get paid for screwing.He/She gets paid for always having the right thing to say to his females/her men. *with sense never lets a female/male go who still has some trick in him/her. *is really a bitch/dick who has reversed the game. *should be prince charming/angelic to females/males.They should think you're GOD!! *should always have one thought in his/her head, Pimp or Die! *should control the whole female/male,be the boss of his/her life,ever his/her thoughts. *should always be determined in any and everything. *should always recognize and respect other pimps/pimpettes. *should never accept anything but his/her money. *must be serious!!! *has to be married, married to the pimp/pimptress game. *could cut his dick off, and still pimp his ass off!!(Well a pimptress doesn't have

Hair
I am going today to get my hair cut.... Don't worry Hair Lovers.... It's not all going away today! Just some simple stuff for today.... I am waiting for my friend to say go, and we will be cutting our hair to donate to Locks for Love.... Then it will be gone. At least for a year. My hair tends to grow fast. I am ready for a change and the next time will be drastic!! To be continued.......

School Sucks
YESTERDAY I GOT TOLD I CAN TAKE AN EXTRA CLASS BECAUSE I NEED IT... OK COOL! NOW TODAY I WENT IN PERSON AND THEY TOLD ME THAT I HAVE TO PAY FOR THE CLASS OUT OF MY POCKET... OVER 600 DOLLARS THATS NOT INCLUDING THE BOOKS... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NEED TO HURRY UP AND DO SOMETHING OR THEY WILL DROP THE CLASS. I HAVE LIKE A WEEK TO DECIDE WHAT I AM GOING TO DO.... SERIOUSLY I HATE SCHOOL!

The Real Way To Get A Free Gift...
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A Different Christmas Poem
Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near , But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puz

~woohoo~
we are kid free for the weekend~! ~~woohoo~~ now what do we do with our free time...? huh? hehehehehehehe I am heading to bed now and getting up at 5am in the morning to get ready for the day. We have to be in Myrtle Beach by 11am.....then it is party time~!! No kids~! I love my kids but I need a break sometime~! I hope you all have a great weekend and be careful whatever you do.....we'll talk next week sometime. ~~smooches~~ Cristi~have fun in your new car and be careful. Cindy~be careful with the weather. Have fun dancing~!

First Timer!!
Hi everyone, This is my first Blog so bare with me. I'm 30 years old and live in Woodbridge VA. I'm married with two beautiful children. When I'm not working I like to spend time with my kids, workout, play poker, watch sports, and finish the night with a drink. I get bored very easily I guess that's why I'm on here to see if I can find anyone or anything excites me. If you think you can hope to hear from you. Solomon

Goodbye
Ok, this is it for me. I will be cancelling my account tonight. This site is so disappointing to me. I have tried my very best to get to know people here, but all anybody wants to do is involve themselves in sexual innuendo, drama, and petty jealousy. As far as I am concerned no one knows the meaning of the words "decent conversation, save the three people in my family. I have the utmost respect for them. I have rated endless profiles, pics, stashes, and blogs. And only a fraction of those people have bothered to rate me back. And that is only to rate my profile, nothing else. This is one big popularity contest and it sickens me. This is not the way adults are supposed to act. If any of my "friends" care, I will be at christianleblanc@live.com

Graveside Eulogy Poems
Remembered Joy Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free! I follow the plan God laid for me. I saw His face, I heard His call, I took His hand and left it all... I could not stay another day, To love, to laugh, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. And if my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss... Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss. My life's been full, I've savoured much: Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief— Don't shorten yours with undue grief. Be not burdened with tears of sorrow, Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow. Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of

Garbage-when I Grow Up
Cut my tongue out I've been caught out Like a giant juggernaut Happy hours Golden showers On a cruise to freak you out We could fly a helicopter Nothing left to talk about Entertain you Celebrate you I'll be back to frame you Chorus: When I grow up I'll be stable When I grow up I'll turn the tables Trying hard to fit among you Floating out to wonderland Unprotected God I'm pregnant Damn the consequences Chorus Blood and blisters On my fingers Chaos rules when we're apart Watch my temper I go mental I'll try to be gentle Chorus When I grow up When I grow up When I grow up I'll turn the tables Bridge: Don't take offense Better make amends Rip it all to shreds and let it go X2 I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go --------------------

Don't Forget Me
When the tears have stopped falling and the worst of the pain is gone Don't forget me When you're going to bed and wake up just to realise I'm no longer there Promise me you won't forget Do keep in your memory the times, the laughter and the cries? Please tell me you'll treasure it all Don't be mad at me, please don't be I can't take it if you are It's not my fault, it's out of my reach Or perhaps I'm a coward... Please don't hate me for the choices I've made It already hurts too much as it is We've gone through a lot I hope I've given you something back Hope you'll remember me as I was, not the way I am now I'm sorry about all of this I know words don't help, but as you look back Please remember me the way I was Remember the good times And as another chapter begins I'd like to hold you close, kiss you and wake up one last time For when the morning comes a new day has begun And as I kiss you and whisper my last farewell I hope that the next time

Me
There's something about me that people don't often understand. Is it my morals and beliefsand that I have my feet planted on firm land? My mind is always turning with thoughts and concerns of others. Maybe I care too much about the people around me or whom I encounter in life. It seems I lose friends more quickly than keeping them. But maybe that is my destiny and my task at hand. Maybe I was put here to be a short memory in one person's life in order to fulfill that one piece that was missing. Maybe I'm here for guidance of others. Maybe I'm a leaning post for yet others. If I make a difference in your life, I thank you for allowing me that opportunity. If I made sense in my words to you or perhaps I loved you as a friend should when no one else could. Maybe my words that flow from my fingertips to the keyboard struck a chord with you once or maybe my sweet voice as it sang to you through the thick air made you complete at that lonely hour you felt. The passion in my soul is meant to

Yoko Ono Marks John Lennon's Passing
She urges artwork to be downloaded 07.Dec.07 2:31pm Yoko Ono is set to mark the 27th anniversary of John Lennon's death by urging fans to display 'War Is Over!' artwork. The message War Is Over If You Want It - Happy Christmas from John And Yoko is available to download from ImaginePeace.com and is to coincide with his passing on December 8. A special message and video will be available on that day. In a statement, Ono says : "Please print & display in your window, workplace, school, street, car, computer & elsewhere over the holiday season. "On December 8th, 11.15pm (your local time) please remember John by taking a moment of quiet reflection." It suggests that you should sing or play 'Imagine' and asks that you send stories and photos to stories@imaginepeace.com. Lennon was 40 when he was shot dead by deranged fan Mark Chapman outside the Dakota building on Central Park's west side.

Okay
OKAY SOMEONE JUST SHOUTBOX ME AND ASKED IF I WAS GAY BECAUSE THE WAY I LOOK IN MY PIC SO I WROTE BACK AND SAID YES WHATS IT TO U AND THE PERSON SAID SORRY I WAS JUST ASKING A QUESTION SO IF ANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING GAY THEN JUST REMOVE ME FROM UR FRIENDS LIST CAUSE I DONT CARE.

I Am A Thinker
I am the thinker With no boundaries to trap me Every thought, every wish, every Dream Is a miracle placed in my mind It's when I'm lost in thought is when I'm free, I am one of a kind I cannot control what I see with my minds Eye My imagination can show me happiness When all I feel is pain It can show me sunshine even in the blowing rain It allows me to see those I've longed for And those I lost Those I set free despite the cost I played my own game, I dealt my own cards I look for love in all the wrong places And was left emotionally scarred But none the less I am strong I get back up just when I think I'm done for those who want to doubt me Or think I'm nonchalant I was given the gift of thinking And through this... I know just what I want

Kiss
I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face

My Lord Be My Fortress In This Time Of Need..
I am but a broken vessel , and need his strenght , I gain knowledge from my Lord , I recieve his light and spirit in to my humble body now . And he dwells inside my spirit throughout. My Lord comfort the me and giveth me all He has, to keep me loved and cared about. He wipes away my tears and replaces all fear with His strenght ; so I dont fear ..> My body not as whole; but I stll belong to My Lord. He is my Creater and in every thing , He sends me bblessing everday . I want not ; I am satasified and santified within My Lord . He is here with me now and for ever more. Hugs diana

The Heart Of Passion
*The heart of passion of sexy feeling and love By Eric Ethan My heart is full of passion of love and caring That will rock the world When I make love to you it all from the heart with sweet passion and caring my heart is on fire feel the sweet kiss of my lips on yours lips feel the warm breath from my mouth on your neck and the lick on your ears and breast to make you feel wow my hand and fingers slow goes down from head to your toes with great massage that make you go oohs my hand massage your butt and the inner thighs to make you breath of relaxation and feel the heavens my hand feels the kitty with a petting here and there i insert myself in you with feeling and passion of love in you I slowly go in and do the motion very nice and gentle to make you moan while I do that i kiss the stomach with soft kiss to make you melt and kiss on the beautiful breast with a lick and nipple on the

Myself
Who am I behind so many masks? To tell the truth I do not know. I find myself in a place, or rather in a world that I do not even know who I am. I can say who I wish I was or I wish I could be, but rather to give out the plain simple truth, I do not know this mask man I see in the mirror. All I see is a wanna be in life. A wanna be accepted in something I do not understand myself. I smile when I see a person laugh, frown with a human when they cry. Is that how I really am? Do I enjoy life? Do I enjoy who I am? I wear a mask to hide myself from me. I am afraid of who I could be vs. who I can be. I can be great at things, yet I hold myself back to continue to learn the same things over from fresh pair of eyes. Will I ever take off this mask?

Over
It is over and finished The life I thought I shared with you In one fail swoop I've done away With everything I built with you. Your body stays while your heart does roam No longer calling my love home For my sins I know I must pay The consequences each and everyday To die would not be A great enough punishment for me How I long to close my eyes And bid this world a swift goodbye. Or in the least to nothing feel The pain is more intense than I can bear So to you do I bid goodbye Your heart already gone Chased away day by day By someone who you loved Belle 12/09/07

Windows To The Soul
Your eyes speak volumes Though your words be few Your heart wide opend Awaiting love new Hope reborn with each passing day With dreams and wishes too Echos of paoin just fade away Sorrows and sadness go The achings of a broken heart Replaced with love divine The future now a work of art The work of an artist sublime Life's pallet of colors and hues Now lively happy and bright No longer black and shades of grey the shadows have fled replaced with light The sky up above now bright blue The ground down below now green the world now true The future a dream to be seen. Bella 7/19/07

Gotta Go Pee
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, but they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights out have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. ... My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing," said the other husband, "Mine came back with a ca

All I Want For Christmas...
all i want for Christmas is a job so all these worries would finally stop money to pay the bills and a roof over my head a warm place to sleep snuggled down in a bed a pay check at the end of the week not much to ask for just so i have enough to eat I know i sound like a typical bum but thanks to president bush i soon wont have a home

Need A Dj
HAY EVERYONE IM LOOKING FOR A COUPLE OF DJ'S LIKE 2 OR 3 THEM IN MY LOUNGE FOR DIFFRENT HOURS ITS A NEW LOUNGE HERE IS THE LINK TO IT. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51695 SO IF U WANT TO DJ PLEASE STOP BY

Time
keep me in ur dreamz as i walk softly through the night keep me in ur heart let my smile be ur guiding light keep me in ur thoughts as u go through each day keep me close to u always remember these words i say keep my name upon ur lips whispering softly at the sound keep my eyes locked on yours look deep...my soul u have found keep my heart next to yours beating together as one keep my smile forever in your mind as we go along through time

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

Can It Be? More Drama?
Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls. Children of alllllllllll ages. Sit right down because the show is about to begin! Lol, omg! This new feature is going to cause so much drama I don’t think ill be able to stand here. The fact that your rating behavior is now going to be public knowledge is no doubt going to cause some issues. I mean, part of the illusion and fantasy of this place is to feel special. And its hard to feel special when one of your “special” friends is leaving comments on 50 other peoples page. Not that I care, or you should care, but the illusion sure is gone. Its like it runs and tells on you, lol. I am completely secure with all my relationships with all my friends. I understand that it is possible you might on the slimmest of odd chances actually maybe kinda sorta could have other friends, lol. But I know some of the more insecure folks around here are going to fold up like a whicker chair under a fat man, lol. The bottom line is that this feature should

Grandpa's Eulogy
I have been blessed to be honored with 2 great men in my life, one being my dad and the other being my grandfather. No one will ever see my grandfather the same way I do, for I seem him as being perfect. I was raised to believe that my grandfather is my world and in my world I do not recognize any of the mistakes that he has made, because to me a mistake is only a mistake if you cannot learn from it and move on. My grandfather was the perfect example of this. He will be the first to tell you that he had not had the best life. He would openly list all of the things that he had done wrong, but then again he would also follow it up the lessons he learned from those things that he had done. He once told me that after he had his stint in prison that he thanked the person who had him put there for if he had not done his time he may not have learned that there is a different way to do things, he would not have changed the way he was living and would not have been around to see his child

This Is The World
Does anyone really notice the world and what's around them? Do we live in such a fast paced world that society overlooks the small things in front of them...a true friend who is there when you are in need, a loving hand to help guide you along the travels of this busy world, the inspiration and friendly face to look upon you when the rest have turned their back on you. The last few weeks I've had so many people turn on me and just totally disregard me as a person and it makes me look in the mirror and ask what has changed with me that my so called friends are doing this? I just want love and happiness in the world and yet the people in my life are so miserable and take it out on me when all I am here to do is try to bring a smile to their face with either my words of hope or my voice of love. I'm ready to become like the rest of the world and just worry about myself but I have hope that the true ones in my life will see the person that I really am and look at what's right in front of t

Sex
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Al-jilwah (the Revelation)
AL-JILWAH (THE REVELATION) Before all creation this revelation was with Melek Tâ’ûs, who sent ‘Abd Tâ’ûs to this world that he might separate truth known to his particular people. This was done, first of all, by means of oral tradition, and afterward by means of this book, Al-Jilwah, which the outsiders may neither read nor behold. CHAPTER I I was, am now, and shall have no end. I exercise dominion over all creatures and over the affairs of all who are under the protection of my image. I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need. There is no place in the universe that knows not my presence. I participate in all the affairs which those who are without call evil because their nature is not such as they approve. Every age has its own manager, who directs affairs according to my decrees. This office is changeable from generation to generation, that the ruler of this world and his chiefs may discharge the duties of their respective offices eve

Sex Tips! According To This I Plan On Haveing It Alot It Keeps Me Healthy
5 REASONS WHY SEX iS GOOD! - 1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150 calories every half an hour. It will lower your cholesterol and improve breathing circulation. 2) You won't get sick. According to research if you have sex 1-2 times a week. You are less likely to get sick. 3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater sense of well-being. Women who have more sex were clinically proven to be less depressed than women who dont have sex. 4) Makes you look better; problem is that ugly people don`t get any. Sex releases hormones which make your skin and hair softer and shinier and tone your physique. 5) The best reason: You will live longer. Studies prove that sex makes you live longer. Men who had sex 1-2 times a week, had half the death rate as those who did not indulge themselves at least once a month. It also makes you look younger. If you have sex 3 times a week you may look up to10 years younger than you really are. - SOME THiNGS YOU MiGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN

Bestrafe Mich
bestrafe mich bestrafe mich stroh wird gold und gold wird stein deine groBe macht mich klein du darfst mein bestrafe sein ja der herrgott nimmt der herrgott gibt bestrafe mich bestrafe mich du meinst ja und ich dein nein scheiBe mich ein in dein gebet bevor der wind noch kalter weht deine groBe macht mich klein du darfst mein bestrafer sein du darfst mein bestrafer sein deine groBe macht mich klein du darfst mein bestrafer sein deine groBe macht ihn klein du wirst meine strafe sein der herrgott nimmt der herrgott gibt doch gibt er nur dem den er auch liebt bestrafe mich

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I

Ty To All Especially One
I want to take this time out to thank my friends. There have been a few friends on here that have changed my life...tho if you look on my friends list now, they aren't on there...go figure! lol...anyhow, one is a dear friend who has choosen other drama over a true friend who's always been there for him. I have nothing but love for him either way cuz only I really know what he is going thru but he refuses to accept my friendship or my help anymore. I guess I completed my job there. Another friend has been my musical and writing inspiration. He has moved on to bigger and better things and I wish him nothing but the best in life as always. He knows how to reach me if need be. My third friend is special to me. He taught me that I am a true real woman who should be loved for those traits. He showed me that a man could possibly see me as something other than a piece of ass. I have a very special place for him in my heart. Now just because these friends are not on my friends list does not mea

Just Poetry That A Friend Inspired
What beauty falls from open blouse tempting me to wept. I can only dream of touching, sucking nipple sweet. Wet dreams are sliding through my mind, the devil taunts me all the time. So far away, may I beg you please, give your nipples a lick and a squeeze for me. duke

Missing You...
My days have become easier Though my heart still holds a special place for you Seems like you are here Even though you’re there I have to keep moving Or I will lose my way I am living this life of mine As I have to, to keep going Still in my heart there you are Keeping me warm and alive Though you are not here I use to hurt so badly I use to cry so hard Loneliness would consume me So much that I couldn’t remember days I couldn’t think of anything or anybody but you—only you Something happened in my world That stopped me in my tracks So I couldn’t think about you Not as much as before Still you were here The love I held for you Kept me grounded Kept me going Miss you, I do Love you, I do Perhaps I learned to love you Like no other So I live today Missing you as always Perhaps I always will I know you live within me Each day I awaken Each night I fall asleep I run across your picture Here and there Read something you wrote Then I go another day

Christmas Time
As Christmas slowly approaches, I realize just how lonely a person can be. I look at my sister married with 2 kids, my brother John married with one child, and my other brother Rob, currently in a very great relationship with a very great girl. I look at my parents who have been married 38 years, I remember my grandparents who were married over 50 years, and I think to myself, when will it be my turn to bring a guy home for christmas and tell my parents that this is the one that I want to be with for the rest of my life? Will it be soon, or will death come to me before the one that I love and the one that loves me comes along?

How Do You See Life
þ Have you ever stopped for a minute to consider how you see life? time is brief and we have so much to do. Here a message for you I hope you enjoy it! Experimental video photo manipulation, morphing, subtitles with thoughts and computer generated music. How Do You See Life - More amazing videos are a click away

Why
Why is it that the first thing out of some mens mouths is...." YOU HAVE GREAT TITS" Do u really think that a good women is going to respond to that....If so i guess thats why most of u are still single...GROW UP....i guess thats why i go for older men...they have a little more resrect what do u think girls....

Pizza
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got

My Serenity
Walking through winter woods at night The Moon shining full in the cloudless sky; Snow glittering softly under the starlight A breeze blows gently by. Alone in this beautiful serenity The spirits watching from behind the trees, Whispering. At home in the solitude No civilization to elude. The Goddess speaks, Her voice echoing in my ear And a wolf my guide from the shadows does appear. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight. No mortal chains here exist Far from the Abyss; No fear, pain, or death Though darkness, full of life and breath. At a glassy pool I stand A reflection in its mirror; Revealed are the mysteries of the land The past and a future superior. Love and light, Freedom and night A raven's call Content above it all. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight, Through it all, my soul taking flight.

Take A Journy
i had a magical journy the other day i was in the spiritworld. i seen everything as it is with out the mask of this world. i seen my face melt off and seen the with it is to be one with my self. i walked in the snow thrue the woods looking for my guide. i seen a crow take form of the devil. i seen a bum with a glow above his head. i felt the tree watching me. i felt mother nature touch me. i seen the evil of cars and what they are doing to the earth mother. i seen the smoke for them hit the trees and seen our brothers the trees frown and ask why. we are here together. i seen my self in the spiritworld i journyed across the land we are conected. the mother told me we are her kids and we are hurting her. and she told me she will be her along after us. i have been to the spirit world

I Wanna Add More Pics
Okay...I amnot used to begging, buts it holiday time. A time when i tae lots of pics...my birthday, thanksgiving, christmas....and i am at my limit since i lost my vip...so please either rate, fan, comment so i can level, or buy me a month vip..or if you feel genorous a happy hour lol . . .please help me so i can share my pics with you :-)

A Blessing Event
A Blessing event By Eric Ethan TO you my special friend It is a blessing event to know you everyday as my best friend I never had this experience before like this at all Getting to know a special friend like you It makes me feel good inside that somebody wants to get close to me and know me better I never had anyone or let anyone get to close to me I was always scared to let people get close to me until now I want to say you are the first to enter the world of me and know me better When I got scared from that bad event I never let anyone get close to the heart I always let the heart be padded and locked up inside. I so glad that I can open up to you You gave me confidence to show my talent off and someday if I met you in heaven or here on earth I going to grab you and hug you so tight and never let go. To tell where the heck you have been all my life as my special friend But there is another chapter in my life

Lil Bit Of Me
unable to sleep I find myself writting.. Time To Get Out? full force ahead my mind makes me, my dreams drag me Never forgetting about yesterday always holding onto tomorrow only pausing for today to take it all in. At times my skepticism halts me in my tracks. I question my movements. I listen to your encouragements. Was that disapproval I heard though? Or is that my heart beating so hard? Quietly I stay not talking to anyone like I am invisible taking it all in. feeling conquered as I cower in my corner. Convincing myself I like it here. Close my eyes. Trying not to think. Just believe me I am not strong. Why do you not understand? I can not explain I don't have the words. I can live in my fantasy it's the easy way out. Leave me be and live here with me. Don't remind me don't open my eyes stop asking why! Frustration will only set in. No I do not want to know this isn't the way. I need to let myself see I am only here and doing the right thing. What do

Did You Know
The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Coca-Cola was originally green . ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It is impossible to lick your elbow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

History Of The Middle Finger
and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult consonant cluster at the beginning has gradually changed to a labiodentals fricative F', and thus the words often used in conjunction with the one-finger-salute! It is also because of the pheasant feathers on the arrows used with the longbow that the symbolic gesture is known as "giving the bird." IT IS STILL AN APPROPRIATE SALUTE TO THE FRENCH TODAY! And yew thought yew knew every plucking thing.

~observation!~
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children." --Author Unknown 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry 6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should t

To Be Owned Or Not To Be Owned By A Master
JUST CURIOUS YALL HOW MANY OF YOU MEN /WOMEN ON HERE WOULD RATHER BE OWNED BY A MASTER OR NNOOT BE OWNED AND IF YOU ARE OWNED ARE YOU COMPLETELY HAPPY BEING A SUBMISSIVE MALE/WOMAN TO YOUR MISTRESS/MASTER?

The Repairman Had Bad News :(
Wednesday and the week is half over. It is a good thing but also that means Christmas is that much closer too. Am I ready? NO But it is going to come and go whether or not I am ready. It is a fact! Last night Peter and I went to our son Anthony's choir concert. Yes, my son that gets into trouble almost daily is in the school choir. He dropped one of his elective classes and signed up for choir instead. I know he thought it was going to be an easy class. It is. So this concert last night was part of their final and if they didn't attend, they would fail the class. So he thought it best to go sing last night. He didn't want us going to watch. We went anyway and he acted like he was mad that we were there but I know deep down he loved that we showed up to it. He is a tough guy on the outside but has a huge heart inside! We didn't get home until 10pm last night and there was no time to decorate the tree. Tonight, anthony has a big History project he needs to finish b

You Gotta Lick It
*** Get 20 Fingers *** You gotta lick it, before we kick it, you gotta get it soft and wet so we can kick it You gotta lick it, before we kick it, you gotta get it soft and wet so we can kick it Boom-ba-da-da-da-da .â€¦ Baby work it I met a real cutie He had a nice tight booty He seemed to be the freaky lover type Let's cut right through the chase C'mon and get a taste You've got to face it So that I can get hype You gotta lick it, before we kick it, you gotta get it soft and wet so we can kick it You gotta lick it, before we kick it, you gotta get it soft and wet so we can kick it Boom-ba-da-da-da-da .â€¦ Baby work it, baby work it Baby work it, baby work it .... Before you can stick and move You gotta grin in the groove You know men are dogs So go bark up somebody else's tree Here boy come and get it Come on and show ur able And go below my navel Don't be a tease just give me what I like I'm full of freakiness So give my cat a kiss And mak

Friends List
hmm i see alot of what seem to be decent people on my list, but there are some of you that haven't sent me a message or chatted with me...and why is THAT ? so.....will the "mystery guests please sign in" lol. moral of this short story: if you have time, id love to get to know more of you on my list since alot of you live in my city!

This Morning
Woke up this morning to dang freezing rain outside! OMG it was so cold! Anyway had to leave for work at 4:20 am and be there by 5:00 am. Go out to start the car and scape the ice and low and behold the ice scraper that I just bought and was using for the first time broke! So had to hunt around in the dark for the peice that broke off and finish scraping my windows. Ok yes It has been a very yucky morning! Much Love Darla

Amish
An Amish farmer walking through his field, notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand. The Amish man shouts: "Trink das wasser nicht. Die kuhen haben dahin gesheissen." Which means: "Don't drink the water, the cows have s___ in it." The man shouts back: "I'm a Muslim, I don't understand. Please speak in English." The Amish man says: "Use two hands. You'll get more."

No More Scary Gary.....yipppppeeeee!
Last night turned into a very busy night. What we planned to make for dinner was not enough since our daughter informed us her boyfriend was coming over and my son had his girlfriend over so we ended up getting good ole' pizza! The kids were all about decorating the tree until Peter spent an hour and a half trying to figure out why the lights on the tree weren't working and then realized that the power strip he was plugging them into had an on/off switch! Brilliant Peter! So I ended up decorating the tree all by myself. No one but me put ornaments on the tree. Very pathetic! It does look pretty. I do it in white, clear and silver ornaments of all kinds. I stopped doing the "kid" tree 2 years ago and started doing the tree how I wanted to have it done. Selfish? Maybe. My freako neighbors from next door had their house go into foreclosure. They moved out last weekend. I feel bad for the old woman but so glad I will never have to deal with her psycho ex son-in-law agai

Meaningful Quote
I read everyday. I pick up a book and read even if I only have time for a few paragraphs. Sometimes you read something that applies to your life at the momment. The following comes from one of my favorite writers Terry Brooks and his book "The Scions of Shannara." "We cannot pretend the world begins and ends at the boundaries we might make for it. Sometimes, we must acknowledge that it extends into our lives in ways we might prefer it wouldn't, and we must face up to the challenges it offers."

For Women On The Verge Of Breaking Up
with their boyfrineds or are thinking about leaving his sorry ass.their is one way how you can hurt a guy emotionally, ladies. if you really wanna get back at him. if you really wanna know then you have to hit me up in the shoutbox.

Plaster Foot And Hand Print Molds
Plaster Hand and Footprints Materials * Patch plaster or plaster of Paris * 1 1/4 cups water * Tin can * Mixing spoon * Paper plates * Picture hook (optional) Directions 1. To make the plaster mix, stir two cups of patch plaster or plaster of Paris and one and a quarter cups water in a tin can. 2. The mixture should be as thick as pea soup so it can cast without air bubbles. 3. Plaster of Paris dries in about ten to twenty minutes, while patch plaster takes twenty to forty minutes to dry. 4. To make a cast of your child's hand or footprint, pour one inch of plaster mix into a paper plate. 5. Wait two minutes for plaster of Paris, six minutes for patch plaster. 6. Have your child press her hand or foot gently into the plaster. 7. The imprint should not go to the bottom of the plate. 8. Hold for one to two minutes and remove. 9. Let the imprint sit overnight, then peel the plate from the print. 10. If you lik

Tin Can Lantern
Tin Can Lantern Materials: Tin cans (soup cans or other) Universal oil-based primer Oil-based enamel paint Pin hammer Nail Galvanized wire (4-6 in.) Pliers Candle Instructions: Clean can by soaking in hot, soapy water. Making sure to remove all of the label and glue. (optional painting) Apply a coat of primer and let it dry. Apply a coat of paint and let it dry. Fill the can with water and place in a freezer until solid.(this will ensure you don't dent the tin.) Use a hammer and nail to punch out holes, creating a freehand design around the can. For a handle, punch out two holes on either side of can. Using a pair of pliers, bend wire through holes and secure. Place a candle in side and hang in a safe place. Tin Can Lantern

My Last Dream
I woke up this morning for some strange reason in a sweat… I must have had one intense dream, about what though I forget… Anyway I get up and do my normal morning routine… Wash up, brush my teeth, and eat my breakfast with a magazine… I’m up so early, I guess I’m just so used to it by now… Today is the first day of my vacation from work…first one in 5 years…wow lol… What will I do today…maybe I will hang out again… With my brother, or maybe my home girl Isla…she is my best friend… Yes my best friend for the past…oh...maybe 6 years… But in my heart more than a friend…but I would never tell her…one of my biggest fears… I read my horoscope today and it nearly made me choke… Someone must have been reading my mind just before they wrote… The words reached out to me “To Thine Own Self Be True… Before the setting of the sun today, part your lips with the words I Love You… For the person that you desire most, the one your heart will choose… Today will be the day of great heartac

Ringing The Doorbells Of Christmas
Dec 14, 2007 Ringing the Doorbells of Christmas By Beth Copeland The newspaper clipping is yellowed like a parchment scroll. The treasured article is over forty years old, written by a man who lived in the small town where I grew up. In an essay published in a church bulletin, S. L. Morgan, Sr. reminisced about two young visitors: "One of my best Christmases was 'sparked' by the visit of two tiny girls who rang my doorbell two weeks before Christmas and left a plain tiny Christmas card they had made. Actually, that 'sparked' Christmas for me. It did something deep and wonderful in me." I was one of those little girls. My best friend, Claudia, and I were already counting the days until Christmas, dreaming of the toys we would find under the tree on Christmas morning. We were eight years old and getting wiser. We knew Santa might not bring everything we wanted. Like our struggling parents, Santa appeared to be on a tight budget that year. Claudia showed me

Introducing.... The King And Queen!!
Two wonderful people here.. Show them some love! KING OF THE (lGm) ROYAL COURT CREW@ fubar Mysticfairy Queen Of (lGm) Royal Court Crew **Property of the King** Juliet to the Princess**@ fubar

When You Smile
When you smile By Eric Ethan When I look at a picture of you and see you smile You make the world brighter with your smile When you give that hug in a letter you make things better Sharing dreams together makes us feel better and get away from the rat race and feel comfortable in our dreamland together When I cried or feel scared I dream of your arms around to let me cried and not feel scared anymore Sometimes I just dream just talking to you and knowing better and better as special friends Take those tiny steps each day to closer to me and know me better The new years is coming and let’s ring in the new years after the holiday is over and know each other better I can’t wait to get my web cam now that you see me for real and said that what I picture a nice guy with heart Lets laugh together , cry together and know more feelings inside as special friends I never let anybody get closer to me cause I get scared and f

Men & Woman
Did you know?.... Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "nat

The Book Signing
The Book Signing By Eric Ethan In a dream I had I want to share with you I published a book of poems and short stories of great feeling and wonderful writings by Eric Ethan The crowd was a long line in small town where they want me to Autograph the book I written I sign 30 books or more as they brought the books in by boxes as they read the writings of me. A lot of people ask me question who inspired you to write this book and they read who is the sherry bear, I said she is my special friend who got me back to writing again and I kept at it and got it published, they wanted me to read a excerpt from my book, I read the poem of the blessing event and their ears glue to my quiet voice as read on. After I was done no one said nothing I saw a few tears here and there. There was a wonderful round of applause for the great writing I have done. I went back to my autographs books and shook hands and was ask when the

3)secret Admirers
OK the last one for me that I no of! I have a few and know's shayla has a few BUT gonna say this:READ OUR FUCKING PROFILES! IT says married r u to dumb to read r wanna stir up sum shit? We will NOT drop everything WE have worked on over a year to throw it all away over someone new,only to start ALL over. The best thing I can say without cussing you out is fucking deal with with! WE are US WE are in LOVE with each other AND yes WE will be US real soon and be together as long as time will allow. You want me? MY answer is to god dam bad where were you over a year ago when I was single? I am on just about every site the net offers so IF u wanted this U shoulda looked harder. BUT the way I see it is U can fall over dead before I EVER leave MY TRUE love for anybody. as for her U all can KISS my ASS I got her now so fuck u.back the fuck off b4 this Hippie take a road trip cuz I can find out right where u Live with NP.great to have friends and ever better friends that build,program AN

Friday Night
Tonight is our office Christmas party. We normally have it at a restaurant but this year it is at a country club. I have never liked going to the office Christmas party because an alien takes over my stepmother's body and she is usually evil to me the entire night. Every year! Last year I promised myself that I would never go to one again so to not put myself through that kind of torture. Oh, for those that don't know, I work for my Dad. But it kept getting closer and closer to the party date and I decided to that this year, she is not going to be evil to me. This year, she is going to be kind. I am not quite sure why she is so mean to me at these things? We have been getting along quite well over the last few months and I am hoping that tonight goes well. I will show up at this party with a smile on my face and a song in my heart and go up and hug her first thing! How can someone be mean to someone that does that? Thats what I thought! I just hope it doesn't run to

My Friend_to_be
I'm too weak to scream the anger away I lack the strenght to physically rage Hate, it came and it is now here to stay Inside me it feels like burning, trapped My body is the cage It's kicking and it's hitting Tearing up my every single rib It's getting stronger and growing It's fighting against me So hard I'm losing my grip I give up still pretending brave I'm far from it Something is pulling me down to my grave Should I let go or should I stay? I can't decide I've found a new friend You, Hate

During The Super Bowl.
Just because Super Bowl Sunday is the last event of the season doesn't make it any less boring than all the other games. I hate playing sports. Watching them is even worse. The way I see it, if you're going to sit through four miserable hours of TV, you might as well piss off as many people as you can while you're there. Here are some things you can do to be an asshole while watching the Super Bowl. 1. Show up wearing a football uniform. 2. Bring your girlfriend. 3. Tell everyone over and over that you enjoy watching the commercials more than the game. 4. Make sure you ate plenty of broccolli and cheese the night before. 5. Hire a midget to come. 6. Cut your toe-nails mid-game. 7. Load up a pipe and yell, "Look everyone, I'm smoking a super bowl!" 8. Frequently ask stupid questions. "What does that orange pole mean?" "How many points is that worth?" "What just happened?" "Anyone want more chips?" "Why the fuck is there a midget in here?" 9. Leave t

I Dont Understand
Ok I don't understand guys i guess its a mars venus thing. I don't understand how someone can tell you that they love you more than anything and want to be the one that takes care of you and helps all your dreams come true and then all they do is hurt you left and right. I don't know why people always try to have someone that tells them things that they think people want to hear and not the damn truth. I am so tired of being hurt,used and everything else in the book. I have to think about everything i say to everyone so that i don't lead someone on or i don't hurt there feelings and that sucks. But people don't stop and think about what it means to hurt me..... WHY I try so hard to never hurt someone but it seems that all i get is people useing me and hurting me.... So when does it stop. When does the hurt and the pain go away.....

My Lover?
Your eyes look into mine To the depth of my soul As your arms pull me close Into your safe hold You kiss my hair lightly And whisper to me The words that I crave That you’ll never leave Your hand strokes my face And I melt into you I can sense the excitement Growing in you You hold me so tight Your lips possess mine Our tongues find each other The dance is divine Our hands explore eagerly Each others desire Stroking, caressing, igniting A passionate fire I surround your love Our bodies unite On the wings of passion My heart takes flight The waves of pleasure Wash over me You lift me higher You set me free Your love explodes Into my deep So beautiful I have to weep Whispered endearments Kisses galore Pledging that there Will always be more

A Touching Marriage Story
A very old man lay dying in his bed. In death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There, spread out upon newspapers on the kitchen table, were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of heroic love from his devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smack

Wow
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle in the twi

Reflections >>> Poem
we see the reflections thru a rippled pong , thru a mirrow or in a glas. what we see is the images of us looking at , ripples and smile sort of just our self ; in the water laying there . Dark yet wet or cold, we see a place we long to go. reaching out to others we know, who long to join us all alone. there of us we see in each, dreams and need and want to be . all but nothing thru the lust there is no way to make it back from a lost of equations thet equal there of us. yes its us ;Chris fe and me. here in fubar traveling along to a world of unknown. seeking yet dont know what we will find thru our reflections in fubar time. friends that make the best of a world , laugh and smile and really care . no hurt to spread in fubar land we all know where weve been and were we go into a world of the unknown. Diana

2 New And Old Friends
I`ve been recently told that because of what i have written in my about me that im bitter,mad,and a bitch. I`m far from being any of that. Just ask my friends or family. I`m sure they will be glad to tell you. All anyone sees on these about me`s is words on a screen. You can not see or here the tone of voice or the emotion backed behind it. So plz do not judge because of what i have written. Thats just not right. I don`t judge people on what they write. Its not my job to judge someone thats GOD`S job and no one esles. Judge me,and I`ll prove you wrong. If your still here after reading all this and still wanting to be a friend i commend you. If you dont like what i have said or done please do not add me.

When It Falls Asleep........
Y'know, what do you do when "it" falls asleep? And how does that happen? I mean, look at my pics, there's no reason that just now, the um, thingie there is asleep...ah, it's coming back to life, nevermind.

Extremely Drunk
Extremely Drunk Yet knowing That you are the thought That makes me Respect that the World Has value Yet the veracity Of my muddled And extremely drunk mind Is reconciled in My belief in you My FRIEND All I can say Is THANK you! And my LOVE To you And I wish we Could be in riding HDs In the spring When the flowers bloom Poet

Deer Meat
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is but will give them a clue and let them guess . The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, 'it's what mommy calls me sometimes.' The little girl screams to her brother, 'Don't eat it, it's an asshole.'

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I dont know the only real love we have comes from above...

Creative Writing
If I was to leave would you miss me? If I were to die tonight Would you wish you could have done more with me? If I got hurt Would you come to my rescue? If I left How sad would you be? If I were to walk away never coming back would you wonder where I have gone off to? If I told you how much i'm hurting inside Would you hug me? If I told you I really wanted a kiss again on the lips Would it be meaningful to you? My questions I write in a form of a poem is simple.I write poems to show how creative I can be on paper and pencil and my art at times describe the emotions that I am going through. I go through life with questions that can not be answerd by any human but it can only be answerd by GOD almighty. I often ask myself before I go to sleep this very simple question "If I die tonight in my sleep, will the one person that is supposed to be my true love show her true colors and hug me at the time of my funeral?" These are the thoughts that I have come up with and I had t

George Carlin's Thoughts For 2008
Carlin's New Rules For 2008 New Rule #1: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them!? Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days -- mowing my lawn. New Rule #2 : Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? New Rule #3 : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule #4 : There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket; water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your fla

My Love
My love, oh how I long for you In your arms I ache to be Without you my heart would stop For it beats for only thee It beats for only thee my love You inspire it to thrive You have given life to me my love And made me come alive Alive I am for you my love Every breath takes you in My heart beats strong for you my love Then it stops and beats again It stops for only moments To pace itself a while For it's racing fast for you my love In a moment it's raced a mile I Love You oh my dearest love I love you more each day Never once shall you ask to hear it For each chance 'I love you' I'll say I love you again and again I love you with all my heart I can not wait to love you more And for my life with you to start My love you are my only The one I trust and treasure My love for you runs freely And flows without end or measure I Love You oh my love With all that I am I love you I Love You oh my love With a love that I hold true

The Meaning Of Life
The meaning of life Current mood: contemplative Category: Life What is the meaning of life ? Whats it all about? Why are we here, Is it the same reason for you as it is for me? For me i think we are here to be loved. I dont see anything fun about life with out some one that you truly love by your side to share it with. I mean what good is a fire and a bottle of wine with no one to share it with , sure you can go to the bar and find some one to share it with but is it the same? Not for me. what good is a sunset if your alone, or a beach with no one to walk and hold hands with? What good is a slow song with no one to dance with? no for me I think god has put us here to feel love and to charish it. I think it is so sad that some people get hurt and give up never to find that person that will truly compleat them. I call them the lost souls, those who give up and thus never know just why we are here and all that life has to offer.I think that every one has been hurt some fight on,s

Hey All I Need Alittle Help From My Friends
I DONT USUALLY ASK BUT IM ASKING NOW I NEED 164,731 PTS TO LEVEL I HAVE RATED TIL I CANT RATE ANYMORE I HAVE ADDED ALL THAT I CAN ADD I HAVE ALOT OF NEW PICS AND SOME NEW STASH CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME TO LEVEL UP BEEN STUCK FOR 3 DAMN MONTHS LOL THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DO HELP

Method Man-judgement Day
First.. there was the collapse of civilization Anarchy, genocide, starvation Then.. when it seemed like shit couldn't get any more fucked up We got The Plague The Living Death Closing his icy grip around the whole planet Then the rumors started The last hardcore MC's.. were working on a cure .. that would END the pestilence.. why? I like the death I *LIKE* the misery I LIKE THIS WORLD!!!!! Space, The Final Frontier These are the voy-voy-voyages of the Starship TICAL As I walk in the shadow of death Sixteen men on a dead man's chest Your host this evening for H-O-T N-I-S, you get splashed with the Tec Nobody go, til the God say so You got a second or mo', to run for the do' Before I blow back off the map, contact You didn't know stack, couldn't get down like that Who want them test rocket launcher, YES Mr. Meth, hold the fort, most def' Kids is dead wrong, song's too long Get swung on, can't we all get along? See my pinkie, see my thumb See that kid with t

Behind Blue Eyes
Behind blue eyes, my emotions lay, the pain I have been through, the love I have lost. Behind blue eyes, is my love for you, so deep and true. Behind blue eyes, that sparkle with love, and cry tears of pain

To God Be The Glory
Tis is about my friend CECIL JACOB FIRST AND FORE MOST I WANT THANK YOU ALL FOR PRAYING WITH ME THE LAST THREE MONTHS , I WAS TOLD I HAD CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE , BUT GOD HAS DELIVERED ME , I'M GETTING STRONGER ,DAY BY DAY , I CAN TAKE DEP BREATHS , I'M ABLE TO STAND , THIS IS A TESTIMONY , ANY ONE WHO BELIEVES CAN RECEIVE HEALING , HOLD ON TO YOUR FAITH PSALMS 146 VERSES 1-2 PRAISE YE THE LORD ,PRAISE THE LORD ,O MY SOUL, WHILE I LIVE WILL I PRAISE THE LORD; I WILL SING PRAISES UNTO MY GOD WHILE I HAVE BEING. we say this on sunday , while in the presence all our fellow christians , monday morning, we walk right by a stranger and will not open our mouth, it's good to fellowship in the house of the lord on sunday ,it's good to go to bible study , it's good to go to revival meeetings , but it's also good to let a stranger know about god's love , we keep telling our fellow christians about how god has blessed us , but will not let a stranger know , you can bene

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PROVERBSCHAPTER 3VERSES 5&6 5 TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL THINE HEART;AND LEAN NOT UNTO THINE OWN UNDERSTANDING 6 IN ALL THY WAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HIM,AND HESHALL DIRECT THY PATHS We alwaystry see things from natural views, when we have to do is trust GODAND LET HIM LEAD US , but we try to control all the aspects , and wonder why we fail,when we listen to GOD'S WORD AND TRUST HIM, WITH ALL YOUR HEART , we will see things happen in your life , that you will never see , with natural eyes, or for your new christians , the world view , did you ever wonder how BLESSINGS come through when you need them , not when you desire them , but they are always right on time , you don't how it happen, but it's there on time , that's because WHEN WE TRUST GOD, AND LEAN NOT ,TO OUR UNDERSTANDING , that's when you tell GOD , WHAT YOU NEED and don't try to figure out how he's going to do it, just know that HE will , the ways of GOD ARE NOT like ours, if we keep trying to see things through

The Shower..ok A Little Risky
Sweet delicate skin, beads of perfection forming, Long hair drenched, as water cascades over your body. Enticed I watch, visually placing myself there, Caressing your ivory skin, hands exploring areas of delight. The gentle way you wash, your face, then your arms, Then resting nicely on firm breasts, you take extra care. Leaning in further I watch, as your hands glide down firm abs, My mouth watering with anticipation, as you raise a leg, Gently placing it on the tubs edge, foot to thigh, and then the other. Separating your luscious thighs, you part the sweet bud of your flower, Gently caressing, tenderly washing, a smile partakes on your face. Quickly undressing, your back turned to me, I slide in, your face being beaten with that of Heavens water. For as the waters flow the beauty of you shines, Only that of a blessing of a higher One. A goddess before me, I inhale your lavender covered skin, Suds, capturing every unique curve of your perfection. Resting da

Having Sex With My Nightmares
I WILL FUK U EVENTUALLY EVEN IF U KEEP HAUNTING ME I WILL MAKE LOVE TO U U GIVE ME NIGHTMARES U MAKE ME SCREAM AND CRY U GIVE ME COLD SWEATS BUT U R SO DAMN GOREGOUS I WILL FUK U DEAL WITH IT IT MY ONLY WAY I WONT BE SCARED OR U ANYMORE

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Me
Hi All, I just thought I would give whoever actually reads these a clue. I'm 44.. yes, it's true... I am a mom of 3 daughters... I am NOT online for a hook up, 1 night stands, players, drama, liers, or anyones BS. but that seems to be all I get. Do I think I'll find my 'soul mate' or a real 'relationship' with someone from online... well, it is possible, but I won't hold my breath b/c again, all I seem to attract are the types of men that I mentioned above. I've been threatening to take my Fubar account and close it. I've only stayed on for a couple of people and well... all anyone who is SERIOUS needs to do is ASK for my personal email or my yahoo msgr ID before I shut this down for good. So.. all you BS artists, drama queens and disrespectful people.. get a clue.. For those who might be serious... you know what to do. Christmas Day is D Day... No if's, ands or butts.. Have a nice Life Missy

Good Morning
Saw something last night that made my day. I needed the good laugh and it was provided in the expected place! hehehe Had a weird ass dream last night... and of course I woke up before it was over. I hate that because I always want to know how it ends. Phooey. I'm still tired. I'm thinking of taking a nap already. Especially since I have to work tonight. I REAAAAALLLLYYYY don't want to do this store. I did it last year and it was a bit of a pain. I dunno. Cindy's supposed to run it this time so maybe it will be different. Ah well... If I'm going to go back to sleep I should do it now. So I will. Sleep > You. Remember that. XOXO

The End Of An Era
just to let you all know, im quitting fubar. dont have enough time for it anymore. if you have myspace you can add me at myspace.com/joziesandwich .....its set to private so the only way you can get in is if youre a real fubar friend. make sure to send me a message so i know who you are. if you dont have myspace and still want to see whats up in the world of "jozie" i set up a hotmail jozie_tool@hotmail.com .....now id like to take this moment to thank everyone for thier kind words, ratings, and everything else. i will miss you all (mostly) ...now for a moment of truth= if any of you ever come across a sick old pervert name dane fish, aka "homesteadmale" he is a son of a bitch. bombard him with nastyness. the short time we spent together, he drugged my drinks and raped me, took all my money, and abused me in every way possible. he is a 44 year old firefighter for the homestead airforce base in southern florida, so ladies, PLEASE dont let him do to you what he did to

Journal Entree..............................
listening to Evanescence"lithium" How long can one go holding so much inside until it is unable to hold anymore? is this a test i put myself through? i feel tortured by the things i know almost haunted by them they throw me into fits of depression severe depression to the point of relapse on more than one occassion..blocking it out never helps i feel numb im wanting to escape but even if i do so it will catch up to me sooner or later... that is the disaster ive become a disaster i havent changed ive convinced myself i have but i havent perhaps my old behaviours never left to begin with they were just stuffed away thusly i become a tragedy defeating myself.. silence is preferrable but not optional agh wtf im restless i am quite the liar unitentional to myself and others the past is the past i will leave it there and forgive myself for what ive done that is all i can do

Someday
Someday You will hear me sing a love song Someday I'll find a girl to call my own Bringing it all together Doing it on my own Walking hand in hand like lovers And if you wished upon the moon Then it maybe one day soon Sunday Monday Tuesday - is pizza day Bringing it all together Doing it on my own Walking hand and hand like lovers And if you wished upon the moon Then it maybe one day soon

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning?

While I Breathe
While I breathe, I hope There are 20 Billion People, 20 billion Realities, how many Do you know? One? Your own? How well Can you know? The complexities of Another, when we are so Confused to our own. How do you know Another exists? when you Do not have the reality Of them in your face, Memories assure us I am real, so you Must be real, since I remember the Experience of you. Does our existence Depend upon the Memories we leave Behind? I am glad And elated that your Memories fills me With wonder Of your beauty, Spirit and intelligence. You could be anyone Yet you deign to be My friend. I rejoice in Your reality, my Reality, your Existence guaranteed At least While I breathe Poet

James Brown - Papa's Got A Brand New Bag
Come here sister.....Papa's in the swing He ain't too hip...about that new breed thing He ain't no drag Papa's got a brand new bag Come here mama....and dig this crazy scene He's not too fancy....but his line is pretty clean He ain't no drag. Papa's got a brand new bag He's doing the Jerk.... He's doing the Fly Don't play him cheap 'cause you know he ain't shy He's doing the Monkey, the Mashed Potatoes, Jump back Jack, See you later alligator. Come here sister Papa's in the swing He ain't too hip now but I can dig the new breed thing; He ain't no drag He's got a brand new bag Oh papa! He's doing the Jerk Papa...he's doing the Jerk He's doing the twist ... just like this, He's doing the Fly ev'ry day and ev'ry night And the thing....like the Boomerang. Hey....come on Hey! Hey.....come on Hey! Hey....says he's uptight...he's out of sight... Come on. See whatcha know. Come on.

Custom Skins
I finally learned how to make skins and I've been told I'm good at them. So now I'd like to offer Custom Skins for people on fubar I am asking 1000 fubux for each complete skin which includes background, banner, and divider. If you'd like to take a peek at my work, you may visit: http://fubar.com/user/1104309 http://fubar.com/user/501447 http://fubar.com/user/1313847 http://fubar.com/user/876516 http://fubar.com/user/1361977 **Please Note: I work for World Rock Radio and will not build lounges or skins for any other radio station or entity thereof.** Click banner to enter lounge

Lies
I'm living a lie And it's not the best thing for me But anyone and everyone is gonna hear another story I'm building a house Of murderous intention To keep it all from coming down I've gotta focus my attention 'cause confidence is key When violating trust I'm making sure that I believe I'm doing what I must Which is attempting to kill The little boy inside But as hard as I try... The child will not die Now I'm burning alive, just like you I'm irrelevant And I'm living down in the shit I follow these pigs around But I never get used to it 'cause they keep building and building Their feculent franchise I wish I could see this filth Through someone else's eyes 'cause ignorance was bliss But now I must adjust These animals, they operate On jealousy and lust I'm taking back what was lost And I will not be denied I'm crawling my way to the surface outside Now I'm burning alive, just like you ------------------------------------------ Black Light Burns

Best I Ever Had
So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring And nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl leaves me down and loney Well send it in a letter Make yourself feel better. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You dont want me back You're just the best I ever had. And it might take some time to patch me up inside but I cant take it so I, I run away and hide And I might find in time that you were always right You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring Was it what you wanted? Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You dont want me back You're just the best I ever had. You're just the

Idiot Nsfw Fllagging...
Hi, I woke up this morning and logged in here to see if my online friends were about to say "Good Morning" and I find some funny fucker had NSFW's one of my pics. Now I have a substantial abount of homemade porn on here and that is all friend and family onlyas it should be, but this was justa slogan,a selection of words on a plain background. It is my understanding that this site is Adults only, although its obvious by some of their actions that mentally that is not the case, but that is another matter. My original profile pic was flagged asit showed me reclining in the bath similar to the one I have now, but was showing a little more, but nothing of a pornagraphic nature was on display, infact nothing below the water line was visible at all, lol. I can see where some repressed people may feel conflicted and feel the urge to report it though. But flagging a selection of words your average 9 year old is subjected to on adaily basis at school and in some homes, that is ju

A New Business
Hi I am starting a new on line gaming website. It is about ready to go live in about 29 day. This is going to be big and if you want to get in on it check out my site at www.uVme.biz/415050 copy and past it in and see what you think thanks Chuck

Good ,confused, And Bad
Hello, Where to begin? Well, lets see. The other day my Sister( bestfriend/guardian to my son if something should happen) called me and tells me she was diagnosed with Guillain Barre Syndrome thanks to the Doctors here in Big Rapids Mi. she gets transported to Grand Rapids Blodgett and was told no its not that she has a Herniated Disc and that with surgery things should be good and not to worry. Great least its not the Death note Big Rapids gave her. right? Well her hubby calls after her surgery and says everything went well from what the Surgeon says. Later after Cheryl wakes up and is still kinda groggy tells me she thinks everything went well. (sigh) Im finally doing my xmas shopping lastnight for my son with a friend and get this call. Cheryl crying and yelling in the phone that she is Paralyzed from the waist down and dont know what to do and telling me she cant leave unless someone will be at her house with her 24/7 and she thought everything went good and its NOT... She is 38 yr

How Rare Is Your Personality?
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

My Fu~owner
sexymedic4u~*~Fu-Owned by Kimmy~*~Co-manager of Guilty Pleasures Lounge@ fubar My Fu~Owner He is a sweet and wonderful person... he is always there to listen or just be a friend. He always returns rates and is very easy to talk to. Stop by and show this wonderful man some love.

Sin Salutes For Me
Many of you know Sin... she has made Me a couple of Holiday salute pictures... they will be moved to My salute folder once I get to the next level and get more space... in the meantime enjoy the slide show and give a visit to her page... she Rocks!! Thanks Sin for the hot salutes :) Kinkstar Sin *Fu Owned*@ fubar

Updates
ok well the new year brings change they say and so it is.rent is payed and i can move in the 28th of dec.so i will at least be housed by new years.in the mean time i am going to leave the hostle im in to go spend xmas with a friend from work.

Aimless Wanderings
Here I sit aimlessly wandering the highways of my mind Never going anywhere yet never here Traffic gets heavy around five Too many people wanting to drive Why must I use a copilot here I am driven by the deepest of fear My days are wasted, my nights congested My lover goes solitaire My mind is no where To be found As I have gone underground!

For A Good Friend "diablo"
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

Decorate Ur Xmas Tree-
HELLO everyone, thought you could have urself a lil fun and enjoy the xmas cheer. It isn't much, but hey its something to have fun with! Enjoy & Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to you ALL!! Send this eCard !

Smeagol!
This fag went around, and stole a bunch of chicks pictures, saying he "has plans for them". Stalker Fag. A nice target for t3h Anal probing. His ugly ass has the balls to call chicks fat, and diss their looks? Smeagol had something to say abouts this one! ->Psychowolf...: You would not shits down smeagols throatses. Smeagol would Rapes you first! I would gives you my Hobbitses cock, and you would call ME MASTERS! Wolf Rider: but chubby and you do all that together Wolf Rider: how about that Wolf Rider: id just shit down your throat Wolf Rider: you do he wants you ->Psychowolf...: I seeks not CHUBBY! I seeks Your Butthole! SMEAGOL must plant his semen between your cheeks! Wolf Rider: anyways im busy Wolf Rider: well chubby is the one for you so you to flamers can go have a circle jerk ok fag lol ->Psychowolf...: Smeagol seeks the Hermaphrodites, You are HIM! Wolf Rider: im sure one waits for you Wolf Rider: like i said you find one to suck on

Happy New Year
I just wanted to take the time out to wish all my friends and family and happy New Year. I hope everyone takes the time to reflect on this past year and to notice what needs to be changed in your life and make that a priority in 2008! Love, learn and live always! I have found what I have been missing in my life and I can't wait to see where it leads me to. My life has had it's ups and downs but I am ready to start over and take care of what I need to take care of to better myself as well as my children. I have so much to offer in life and I'm about to change for the better. I hope you all do the same and know that life is way too short to sit and wonder about things and do nothing about it to change. Let love into your heart and you can move mountains! Thank you to all for being a part of my life and I'll see you in 2008!

Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel wanted. Wanted by you more than you know. The more I look into them I want to be held more. I've never been loved by someone with eyes as beautiful as yours. Oh, when I look into your eyes, I see how much I love you. I love your eyes.

A Different Kinda Of Christmas Store
Twas the night before Christmas and all thru the house everyone was stoned even the mouse.. dad was in the whore house mom was smoking grass and i had just settled down for a nice piece of ass.. when from out the window i heard a great clatter.. i jumped from my peice to see what was the matter. I looked out the window and saw a big dick, i knew right then it was ST. Nick, he came down the chimney was a yell poor SOB must have fell. He filled all our stockings with prezels and beer and a big yellow dildo for my brother the queer. Then he rose up the chimney with a thunderious fart.. that motherfucker blew my chimney apart, then i heard exclame as he flewout of site "PISS ON YOUALL AND HAVE A HELLVA NIGHT"

Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain

A Family Member Needs Our Prayers & Sympathy
Christmas is a season to be joyous and jolly but it has come to my attention that one of our owners COWGIRL 101 lost her uncle last night in passing. Our deepest sympathy to you and your entire family... Not only did she lose her uncle, her father is in the hospital today from a heartache and stroke. From the LOL FAMILY our prayers are with you and the family. Am sorry to bring this sad news to you all but I know she could use our support right now would you all please show her some love. Liberated Spice

Friends
Friends, Life can pass you by in the blink of an eye, If you are alone no one ever cares when you walk down the street you feel the cold hard stares. When you have someone to hold it never gets old, your heart is filled with happiness that only two can share. How can we tell when someone is being a friend? The way that they listen, the looks that you get A genuine concern that doesn't come in a book. A true friend will never leave you, tho they sometimes forget things, they are always there when you need to talk, and eager to spend a little more energy on what matters most. I used to be told that you can tell the measure of a man by how few friends he, or she has, because those were the only ones that really cared, but time has taught me that you can never have enough friends, but you need to take care of them any way that you can. Life is too short to only have short term or one sided relationships. Like the song says...you just call out my name...and I'll come r

“by Then It’ll Be Too Late.”
“By Then It’ll Be Too Late” One of the most asked questions in this world is, What is the point of loving someone if you’re just going to end up getting hurt? In a sense that’s like saying, What’s the point of living if we are just going to die? But in fact it is very different. I’ll explain why. In life there are so many things to experience, both good and bad. Still some may say, What’s the point in having those or any experiences, we are still going to die. Well what happens after we die? No one can say for certain. So as for me I want to experience life and hope that what I have learned and felt comes along with me. I believe that we must face every situation as a chance to learn something. Well I have given love a chance. Quite a few chances actually. And it has always ended up the same. To different degrees, but still the same. Hurt, pain, and emotional scars. Sure the feeling of love is great. It is the one feeling that can’t be topped. To love and be loved is the ultimate ex

Turn Me On.... Oops I Mean Tune Me In! Lol
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST. My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :) You can find all the info you need on that page. If you need help, just IM me!! All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!! Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!! And you can request directly from the website!!! All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link). Find the DJ name, and click on it. Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist. Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!

Bored So I Messed With Words.
Inside she cries as the world see's her lovely smile. Deep inside she breaks apart as she holds their world together. No one can see the tears that fall, No one can hear the screams that echo. With pride she will stand head held high. With love she will hold her memories close. Her fake smiles and unfaltering strength will fool the world, No one knows the truth she hides. The long nights alone, The busy days filled with people who always need something. The endless list of things that must be done. The trying times of fixing problems not even her own. Does she ask for help? No. Does she ask for a shoulder to lean on? No. Does she pretend she needs no one? Yes. Is she always there for you no matter what? Yes. Even as her silent tears fall, Even as her raging screams continue to echo, She is there, gives her all and asks for nothing in return. She is the mystery woman, known as The Wife of a Deployed Soldier. Even if you don't support the war, eve

Petty People
if u dont like the rating of your pics they shouldn't be up for rateing...i give my honest rating and if u dont like it just take the constructive critisium and move on....no need to be petty....if the photo dose nothing for u then it dose nothing for u and i feel there is a better picture of u somewhere and this comes from soneone who has been told several times that she is very unattrative....its just a rateing....damn let's not be childish people...there is no need to rip my pic if i'm getting the true understanding of the word rip...it's sad that grown ass people cant take critisium....have a good day

Beware!! By Jason Hawthorne
BEWARE !! Lest ye should incur my wrath ! 'Tis dangerous now, seek not that path For on this day I have been scorned And you, my fellows, have been warned I am not of a light-hearted mood You’d do well to leave me, while I brood It may be said that I am fey As would any who had lived my day So hearken well, and heed my words I do not wish to be disturbed !!!

Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!

It Is All Over Until Next Year :( Or :) ?
Well, it is all over with. A big huge build up for a month and it lasts one day! Actually, that isn't true because I have been celebrating for a couple of weeks now. It is just such a big let down when it is all over. The 26th sucks! I look at all those decorations I need to put away and think to myself that next year I won't put out as much as this year. Yea...right! It is 10pm and I am getting very tired. What a wimp I am. I can't even stay awake past 10pm anymore. LOL I guess that is part of getting older? My Christmas was amazing. My husband is a crazy man and bought me a Journey diamond necklace for our 20th anniversary that was back in September but gave it to me on Christmas Eve. It is 1 1/2 cts! He hung it from the mantel and kept trying to get me to notice it by lighting a fire, turning on the lights over the fire place and I still hadn't noticed. Then he tells me to light the candles on the mantel and then it caught my eye! I as shocked! It is beautifu

A Hard Seven
standing in an alley god and the devil besides me rolling some dice no money invovled just the prize of my eternal soul, whats the money on a lucky hard seven or the damned snake eyes, will fate shine on me whilst i play for my life or will the devil and god himself shake hands and load the dice is it worth the gamble or do i step up, before the dice or thrown, my life is flashing brfore my eyes, to see what i deem as mistakes and fuck ups again to see and ponder things been done, will they allow me to repent my sins or will i burn in a lake of fire hands shaking fast sweat dripping from my palm, i throw my hands forward and watch as the dice land, they roll they bounce they shake off the wall, time stands still whilst my eyes focus on the dice, they look up at me and show me a ?

This Is Crazy.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.

Here I Stand
here I stand before you, my wounds open and bleeding, how do you see me now. broken and beaten, bareing the scars from my mistakes. Standing alone in the shadows of what once was my life. day by day, one step at a time I find the strength to go on. Searching for a light in all the darkness that I have come to know so well. So quick to judge what you dont understand. but here I stand non the less in spite of all your hate. And I still shine brighter then any light ever could. So how do you see me now

No Alot Of Anything
HEY YA ALL ITS NOT MUCH OF A BLOG IT'S BEEN FOREVER SINCE I'VE BEEN ON HERE I HAVE ALOT OF CONTACTS ON HERE SO IF U WANT TO SAY ON THE LIST I'D LOVE TO TALK DROP ME A LINE AND LET ME KNOW IF U WANT TO SAY ON OR NOT IAM GOING TO CLEAN UP SOME ON HERE....... IT LOOK'S TO BE A MESS LOL//.. AND I HOPE ALL OF YOUR HOLIDAYS HAVE AND WAS THE BEST FOR U ,,,, AND HAVE A GREAT NEW YR,,,,, YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS TAMI

Sweetwater's Country Music Lounge, Check It Out Ya'll!
CLICK ANY PIC IN THE BULLETIN TO COME JOIN IN ON THE BOOT STOMPIN, A$$ KICKIN COUNTRY TUNES AND FUN " /> NOW HIRING STAFF.....BARTENDERS,GREETERS,DANCERS,ENFORCERS - MEN AND WOMEN C'MON IN AND APPLY FOR THE POSITION YA WANNA HAVE AND HELP OUR NEW LOUNGE GROW N GROW & STAY FUN! ASK FOR 'JADE ~*AKA*~FLIRTIN WITH DISASTER FOR OPEN POSITIONS,THANX ALL! " /> /> />

Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING DECEMBER 30 TH....ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK ON MY PIC IN MY COMMENTS SECTION.. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET BECAUSE I AM MOVING SO PLEASE EVERYONE HELP ME STAY IN THE CONTEST ...NEEDING 150 COMMENTS PERDAY UNTIL I MOVE ON THE JAN 2 PLEASE HELP ME OUT JUST CLICK ON THE PICK AND GO THERE ....TY AND I WILL APPRECIATE THAT TY

The Hardest Day Of My Life
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

My Friends...
I have decided I am going to skim down my friends list to people who are actually REAL and who talk to me. It had to be done. To my buddies, have a kickass Friday night! Oh, and uber-awesome friends who come into your life at the exact perfect time to stop you from making the biggest mistake of your life? Priceless.

Make Me Cum
As my heart beats faster As the heat grows thicker I feel more and more desire As my adrenaline flows threw my veins As my fluids wets my inner thighs I feel more and more excitement As you caress my breast As you kiss me on the belly working your way down I feel more and more lust As you lick it up and down As you push it in and out The more I yell for more The more you do it the more I feel it tinkling, tickling up my bloodstream These feelings all at once waiting to get out............ Oh how good it feels

A Looser Of A Man Rambling On
I don't know how many people will actually read this and I am not sure if I really care anymore. This is something that is bothering me and this is the best way I can get it off of my chest without pissing somebody off or hurting them. If you do read these your feedback would be greatly appreciated. But if you have nothing to say that is fine too, maybe this will help someone out at the same time. A few of you know what kind of problems I have, both physically and mentally. But for those that may not know what I am talking about you will know by the time I am done. Something happened last night that really got me thinking. Thinking enough that I did not get to sleep till after one this morning. Last night I tried to make love to my wife, or at least give her some pleasure since there is no garuntee that mini me would have worked. I caressed her face, lightly running my fingers across her cheek, lightly traced her lips with my finger before kissing her lips, gently caress

Communication Is Key
I'm a talker meaning I love to talk to people and hear what most have to say even if it's negative.I believe through talking to someone , you can get and idea of who they are even when they are being decietful. The same holds true when you are with someone.If you can't talk to the person your with then what are you with them for? Could it be because of the inital physical attraction that did it? Was it money? Could it have been cause you were lonely? These things are some of the reason I have heard for people being with one another. But when the attraction fades and money has really no meaning ,what is left? Do you even know the person your with? Do you know their goals and asperations? Do you even care if they have these things? Things I have considered when I even dated a woman was if I could even talk to her , about her , about her wants and needs , what goals she has and it should be recipricated. But alas , I keep running into the same types and getting the same responses.

Start Of A Poem
Longing lips, lustful eyes, I hear you softly moan, as I caress your thighs, teeth upon my neck, gentle stroke of tongue, you try to move your arms, but the bonds are tied to strong, you're moving to the pleasure, living in ecstasy, your only coherent though, is of being filled by me, you try to draw me in, with cries of pure despair, but my intent is unrelenting, with fingers sliding higher. .

Nothing
Yes, what the fuck have I done? Been doing? Abso-fucking-lutely Nothing. Nothing productive. Nothing thoughtful. Nothing creative. Nothing. I found some pictures to leave for comments today. I edited one to say "hello!" in Photoshop. I made lunch. Dinner. Coffee. I made a glass of Rum and Ginger Ale. But really, I've done nothing.

I Don't Believe In Love
I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe in love I need to forget her face, I see it sti

My First Mumm
So just a short time ago I posted my first MUMM. Of course everyone hated it cause it was more of a poll(though I really did not have my mind made up since I never posted one) I find it funny that most responses are hostile. The funny thing is its just giving me points too. Just sit back and level up. Too funny. I do like alot of the pictures that they posted on the MUMM comments. Good photoshopping guys! Well this got such a response and helped points, I might have to do it again someday. Thanks for the points people..keep em comming.

Catwoman Artwork On Ebay
It's that time again people. Staz Johnson ebay art sale time.. pass the word. There's a bunch of Catwoman pages offered up this time, click the pick to got to the ebay page.. or just search for Staz Johnson on ebay. Any questions, just ask Lysa or myself. Cheers, Staz

........
Ok so i dont get it. why is it number one that you can be 23 years old and still have to deal with CLIQUES? I thought that was something we all left in HS.. ok rants part 2 .... boys.. need I say more? so New years Eve is fast approaching... and do you think I have a date or made any final plans on what i am going to do .. Nope.. and why you ask.. because boys dont know how to make up thier minds and they like to play games. I would love for someone to explain to me how boys think.. they say one thing and mean something else... lets be friends and see where it takes us . I HATE THAT!!!!!! its like come on already.. i have to straight out say to them .. forget it I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS WITH BENI's .. not me ... so if someone could make some sense of how boys think and let me know that would be AWESOME Love Me

So Over Everything
I am just so sick of everything, my life in general. The only good thing I have going for me is my daughter, and even then sometimes it gets the best of me. I am tired of giving so much of myself, just to be stepped on and taken advantage of. Underappreciated, unwanted, alone, I just can't handle anymore of what life is throwing at me. Sometimes I wanna say fuck it and just move away from here. Start over, brand new. Leave all the bullshit and negativity behind. I am tired of having my emotions used as a doormat, being made feel worthless and unimportant, and at the bottom of everyone's priorities. Can no one just be honest with me. The main thing that I ask of someone is to be honest with me. Don't hurt me by lying or just acting like I'm invisible. I am so over waiting for someone to see all that I have to offer. Or those who see it just take advantage of it. I am a good woman with a big heart, but lately I am starting to question why I try so hard. All it ever does is g

Hope Of A New Lucky Year
hey everyone hows it going? good here im bord, havnt been to work in over a week due to automotive layoffs, x-mas kinda sucked this year and the new year is approching and im wondering if things will start looking up for me and my family. prolly 90% of you out there know what im talking about, wanting money to live comfertable maybe more, nice things in life and not have to worry if your going to make a bill payment or have food on the table or anything like that. im not looking for charity, just blowing steam that all. hope you all have a good and safe new year and drink one for me please thanks. paul

Happy New Year Everyone...
Not got time to go through all my friends and fans to say happy new year to all as dont get much time online these days, lol. So, hope you don't mind me wishing you all everything you desire for 2008 this way. Happy New Year Comments Happy New year Evenrybody and I hope you get all you desire for 2008, and if it's me, you know where I am lol :P Be well Angel of Sin

The Atheist And The Marine
THE ATHEIST AND THE MARINE ( this doesn't get any better) A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came

Wedding In Aftershock 8pm Est
CLICK ON THE TAG BELOW TO COME JOIN DJ EARTH WALKER AND SHOVELHEADS13 IN FU MARRIGE. COME FOR THE PRE PARTY AND STAY FOR IT ALL. 8PM EST WEDDING STARTS IN THE AFTERSHOCK BAR AND GRILL. imikimi - Customize Your World

New Year O8
2008 IS ONE DAY AWAY N ITS TIME 2 PUT THE PAST BEHUND US...MANY OF US HAVE BEEN THRU SUM SERIOUS SHTY BUT U KNOW WHAT PUT IT ASIDE N HOPE FOR A BETTER NEW YEAR N U CAN MAKE IT GOOD IF U JUST TRY SO BRING THE NEW YEAR WITH A BANG LOVE U ALL N SEE YA NEXT YEAR

Help Them To Level Up Please
I'D LIKE TO INTRODUCE YOU TO THE SWEETEST COUPLE ON FUBAR,THEY ARE VERY CLOSE TO THE NEXT LEVEL AND THEY NEED ALL THE HELP THEY CAN GET. COME ON AND LETS SHOW THEM SOME LOVE. GO RATE,FAN,ADD AND HELP THEM BY RATING THEIR PIX AND STASH TO GET THEM CLOSER TO THE NEW LEVEL,AND I'M SURE EACH ONE OF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET HELP WHEN THEY ARE THAT CLOSE.I HOPE ITS NOT MUCH TO ASK FOR YOUR HELP AND I'M SURE ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED MUCH LOVE TO ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® Anglevil *♥ Stryke's real life GF & FuWife ♥*72,786 Points to go! STRYKE fu owned by anglevil34,141 Points to go! THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar

The Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak... I'm here for you... now and always no matter how far time and space takes us... Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give unto you regardless-- for my love is unconditional... Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seemingly et

Please Help My Awesome Friend Make It To Fu-king!!!
Would you please come show my awesome friend some of that mad fu-love and level him up to Fu-King...He will definately return all the love when he has time...Thank you to everyone that helps him!!! ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~@ fubar

My Wishes For My Friends And Family
Happy New Year My wish for all my friends and family for the coming year... May you realize your dreams, AND finally decide to do something to accomplish them. May those of you that have love, keep it.. and those that don't have it yet, find it.. and keep it. May we all live love and laugh.. like today is the last day we have. With this day.... listen to the wind... smile up at the sun... lift your faces to the rain... explore the dark... with your eyes open... Begin the new year, approaching and rediscovering everything like you did when you were a child.. Let the miracle of each tiny discovery fill you with wonderment. say thank you... give... treasure what others have to offer... we are priceless ... all of us... let go of the negative... reachout with all that you are to the positive... and give everything to each thing you do... Happiest of warm wishes to You and Yours for the coming year!!!

My Head Hurts
I have been sick for the last 3 days!! I had plans for New years!!! I had to stay home last night because I am so sick. My head feels like it will explode. I am out of medicine and I am too sick to drive myself up there. My son said he would walk up to the corner store to get me cold meds. Why couldnt I have been feeling better for the New Year!! I had PLANS!!! UGGHHHH............ I hope the rest of the year goes better than the start of it....lmao

Alive, Or Just Breathing...
Descend into hysteria. Chaos of mankind but who is listening to the voice of hatred? Tortured souls lost, so completely lost, weakened in the concept of decline... deception. Are we alive or just breathing? Don't close your eyes, see the images... The sky weeps tonight, our bodies washed away... I am waiting for you, deliverance... The sun falls through the clouds, hear my cry...

Fu Year Rules For 2008
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them!? Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule:? Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have them over both

Club Dragon
He yall come and join us at the newest lounge just made today by muah, yes me and help of dj fantastic cutter, listen to dreat music from the hotest djs arround of adrenaline radio and have a good time with friends! We are curently looking for all staff so plz come and join the family of club dragon. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53592

"fool Me Once...shame On You, Fool Me Twice...shame On Me"
It is really hard to accept someone back into your life after they have done so many deceitful things and told so many unspeakable lies, but you do it because they are family and you love them and you truly believe they have really changed this time. And so you are willing to start with a clean slate and give them the benefit of the doubt, but yet they hurt you and the rest of the family with one more unspeakable lie. And what hurts the most is not how they hurt you, but how they hurt others in your family. And what pisses you off is that they played you and others for the fool for one last time! And what really sucks is that you can never, ever trust them again because even if they do one day truly change, you will never believe them. And so from now on, you will never allow them to get close again, but you will always love them and hope for the best for them.

Brad Paisley -"with You, Without You"
"With You, Without You" You really left your mark On this old house And this old heart I see you everywhere And when I close my eyes You're still there And I know You want me to move on Start living a new life Start writing a new song Don't worry, I ain't going to ask you To come back and love me Baby you don't have to Cause I can be in love with you, without you It's not that hard at all It's like you're out of town Just forgot to call Just because you walked away Doesn't mean my feelings have to change Now I know You want me to move on Stop living an old life Stop singing an old song Don't worry, I ain't going to ask you To come back and love me Baby you don't have to Cause I can be in love with you, without you Oh and If you're gone for good I hope that you go far Cause how I fell about you Don't matter where you are Yeah... and I know You want me to move on Start living a new life Stop singing an old song But I can be in love with you

The Auction
Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction Runs from January 1st till January 9th 1.Gothique Temptation Up for offer: Their name in mine as "Owned By" for One Month A link to their profile on my main page for One Month A weekly pimpout just for them for One Month HH rates of ALL stash and pics, 11's If I have a VIP Three to five custom graphics made just for them My personal IM, so they get to chat with me a personal salute *SFW* Real Life Gifts: including gift cards, to Victoria's Secret, Amazon, Fredericks of Hollywood, etc, various online stores, or a prepaid Visa/MasterCard cards a personal NSFW salute a personal phone call 5 to 10 pics of their choice, lingirie, corset pics 5 to 10 pics of feet, legs, heels 1 or 2 homemade NSFW videos 2.Sweet Shalyna Up for offer: All pics and stash rated during HH 100 11s once a week for a month if i am still VIP SFW Salute Will put my crush on them for a month Daily profile comment from me If bid is 30 D

Fuck Everyone
NEW YEAR A NEW ME.. I THINK THE OLD ME CARED HOW OTHERS FELT.. CARED ABOUT IF I HURT THAT PERSON FEELING OR NOT.. OR EVEN WANTED TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY.. THE NEW ME.. I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO ONE but me IF I HURT ANYONES FEELING I DONT GIVE A FUCK, if you like me or not ohh fucken well.. im tired of being nice to everyone.. and not receving it back im tired of giving my all to someone and not having that person @ lease give me half back.. SO FUCK EVERYONE THAT HAS TREATED ME LIKE SHIT FUCK EVERYONE THAT. DONT SPEAK TO ME FUCK EVERYONE THAT JUST LOOKS OVER ME.. FUCK EVERYONE THAT.. HELL JUST FUCK EVERYONE! ! ! NO MORE TEARS COMIN OUT OF THIS GIRL

Does Anyone Read These Anymore?
I am sitting here at my desk freezing. I just walked outside to get the mail and it is cold out there! My house says 70 degrees and usually that is warm enough but it sure doesn't feel like 70! I just put my warm fuzzy robe over my clothes. lol I have been working all day. I got spoiled with being off for a while. I don't know who reads my blogs anymore besides Martin, Kim and Steve? It seems that because of the stupid info of everyone voting on mumms and so and so left so and so a comment, no one sees any bodies stuff anymore. To me, Fubar has made it more of a pain in the ass to see the things your friends has done. Maybe it is time to start deleting people again. The ones who don't even bother and just use you as a number and points?? They won't notice anyway! haha I just thought I would take a 5 minute break from work. Kiss Martin.. ciao

Rip - Dan Fogelberg
(I didn't write this... I copied it from an email I just got and added the video at the bottom) He was the voice and multi-instrumentalist behind songs like "Leader of the Band," "The Power of Gold" and "Same Old Lang Syne." His career in folk and soft rock music, which channeled a likeliness to Jackson Browne and James Taylor, included the classic 1977 album Nether Lands ("Dancing Shoes," "Phoenix," and "Longer".) But on Sunday, singer/songwriter Dan Fogelberg lost his battle with prostate cancer. He was 56. A post on his official Web site confirmed: "He fought a brave battle with cancer and died peacefully at home in Maine with his wife Jean at his side. His strength, dignity, and grace in the face of the daunting challenges of this disease were an inspiration to all who knew him." Born in Peoria, Illinois to a music teacher father, Fogelberg quit college to make it big out West in the music industry. After hooking up with then up-and-coming manager Irving Azoff,

Debit Paid In Full
Lights on but no-ones home I should've left you on your own You can't stand the heat you're all alone YEEAAAA!! Horseshoes and hand-grenades Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda Your bed is made Another man down and gone Take advantage, manipulate Take advantage, you piece of shit Grinfucked Debit paid in full You won't grinfuck me This time the advantage is mine This time vengeance is mine This time vengeance is mine Come seeking treasure Without a map It's in the journey and you'll never find your way back Take advantage, manipulate Take advantage, you piece of shit Grinfucked Debit paid in full You won't grinfuck me Drop down Fool me once Shame on you Fool me twice Shame on me You've been grinfucked

Happiness
- happiness is a sudden breeze.... a drift in the wind. - happiness is taking a walk in the park.... under the stars and moon. - happiness is holding hands with someone you care about. - happiness is cooking dinner for family and friends. - happiness is a smile and a hug from a special someone. - happiness is having someone to turn to. - happiness is the little things in life. - happiness is a good bye kiss or a simple hello. - happiness is watching a movie in someones arms. - happiness is recieving an unexpeted surprise. - and happiness are shared moments....

What We Can Handle....
What We Can Handle They say God doesn't give you anymore then you can handle - And I often wonder if this is true..... But I wonder if Satan throws us a few extras so that we doubt and lose faith in what we believe. They say that we all have a path to take - sometimes it is bumpy and sometimes it is smooth..... Yet I wonder if the bumpy road is always the road we should take? Do we learn more lessons and make more mistakes that way - I don't really think so.... So, we handle what is given to us the best that we can - what more can we really do? Live one day at a time with the faith and trust we have that no matter what Gods is always there. we just have to ask for his guidance and know that he will always show us the path that we should take. It is up to us to be open enough to see the right path and know that we are not alone.

So....
ok. so heres the thing, and i know im making a big fool out of myself just by posting this blog, but whatever, its important. i am currently 900 $ in debt, and i have no way of paying the money right now. my parents are also in debt with their own bills and shit, so they obviously cant help me out. ive tried looking for a job but no ones ever hiring around here. so i wanted to know if anyone knew an easy way to make the money, online possibly. you probably dont care but i really need to get the hell outta here already or im gonna lose my mind, and the only way im gonna be able to, is if i pay the debt, because otherwise, i may have to go to court, and then eventually ill probably go to jail. and i really dont need that stress, plus its uberly miserable here, because my parents are assholes. so if you have any ideas, please let me know. thanks.

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Reality
i cannot be labeled as this although many of those things has happened in the past......therefore i can just be me. it is not my choice to how i get treated by others...i can only gain the experience needed to understand how to better myself & those around me(if im given a chance). i do not blame anyone or anything that has occured in my life. i have just gained the knowledge to know & understand how to treat people as fairly & without judgment as possible until im proven wrong................ As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take alot of pictures, laugh, and love like you've nev

Nightmares!!
I had a nightnare lastnight that has realy upset me allday, I firstly couldn't get to sleep so came down stairs at 12.20am and sat in agony on the soffa untill about 2.40am. while i was laying there in the darkness of my room, i saw what i can only describe as orbes floating around 2 very tiny dim glowing lights in the air! Im used to these sorts of things and thought nothing more of them and soon drifted of to sleep. To beging with i had in my dream, recieved a letter in the post which told me i had to go for my end of life time termination! Which meant i had to go to a place similar to a court house wait my turn in a que to be PUT TO SLEEP! jeff my husband was more than abliging and even filled the car with our kids and sat talking to a random guy in the waiting room. I panicked and decided to leave taking my 2 year old with me. then just as i aproached the door to leave i was grabbed by the arm and taken back up stairs to see the guy who was ready and waiting to give m

Bud The Idiot Extraordinaire
So there was this guy Bud, posted a stupid MuMM. He said any rude commenter would get one back. I made two before I asked where my rude comment was. This is his shout to me and my response (bold) ->Bud: Excellent!! Now, try again, only this time in English! Ready? Bud: theres your comment Bud: i got your bitch hagging u sonofbitch This happened over the course of the following 10 minutes. My response is bold, of course: ->Bud: I'm a wrench? A tool? Is that really the best you got? Jesus Christ, I've seen slugs with a higher IQ than you. And it's "whore" and what the fuck is a closet queen bitch? I know I'm a bitch, Captain Obvious, anything else I already know that you want to point out? Bud: so what do u want for to say u a cum sucking closet queen bitch and hore and a wrench Maelbolgia: lol ->Maelbolgia: He keeps going on about me hagging him ->Bud: Buy? I didn't buy anything you insolent shit. Learn some English-you DO live int he United States, yes? Maelbolgia: he

Paying Off Christmas.....argh!
It feels like it should be Tuesday even though it is Thursday. Next week is going to feel like a long week because there is no holiday to break it up. :( Oh well, I will get over it. Chris starts his medicine to help him wit focusing this weekend. He only needs to take it during the week for school and not on the weekends but his doctor wants him to start it a couple of days ahead of time to get him used to it. He said he should not really feel much but just be able to get everything done he is supposed to. He said it wears off about 12 hours later so he should take it an hour before school starts. I am hoping this helps because he is so smart but just can't sit still long enough to get any work done. I have been paying bills this morning and working. Oh joy. We spent a LOT on Christmas because of what Peter bought me. I had it all planned out with what we would spend and had the money set aside because we do a Christmas account and then he ended up spending $3200 more t

Live Life
LIVE THE LIFE YOU IMAGINED.. THE PURPOSE OF LIFE, AFTER ALL, IS TO LIVE IT, TO TASTE EXPERIENCE TO THE UTMOST,TO REACH OUT EAGERLY AND WITHOUT FEAR FOR NEWER AND RICHER EXPERIENCES.. CELEBRATE THE HAPPINESS THAT FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS GIVING,MAKE EVERY DAY A HOLIDAY AND CELEBRATE JUST LIVING.. WE ARE CUPS, CONSTANTLY AND QUIETLY BEING FILLED.. THE TRICK IS,KNOWING HOW TO TIP OURSELVES OVER AND LET THE BEAUTIFUL STUFF OUT

Lonely Heart
The loneliest heart is not the one... That sleeps alone every night... The loneliest heart comes undone... When the person they loved is within sight. For the loneliest heart has been hurt... Yet carries faith through all God's time... Of what it is not allowed to assert... That everything will return, and be fine. Years of hope may pass by... As the loneliest heart reaches out... To try to find happiness as it cries.... "It was our love, we were about." But eventually the loneliest heart accepts... What can never be again once more... For when sadness hits it depths... The loneliest heart will slam the door.

Motorcycle Freedom
Motorcycle Freedom I turn the switch to freedom to ON Hit the start button The four cylinder motor screams to life I straddle the custom black seat Strap my black shell to my skull Push my left foot down and engage the transmission I pull her into the sunlight The chrome glistens with excitement The black tank with gray sides accent the style and body of the beast The wind in my face Open fields enriched with wild life on an old country road The smell of straight cut grass and fresh hay tickle my nostrils The cool air chilling my face from the brutal sun Vibrations of the motor massage my worries away

Re: Positive Msg. From Iowa (read It You Won't Be Sorry)
RE: Positive Msg. from Iowa (Read It You Won't Be Sorry) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay 4 Ron Paul Date: 04 Jan 2008, 06:30 Thanks DahuiHeeNalu {Island Boy 4 Ron Paul!}Date: Jan 3, 2008 11:23 PMThanks:Third Estate, Second Estate. No, United...StatesThe part about Huckabee, yup. Although the powers that be want Obama/Hillary. And have been grooming us for that since the early days on MySpace (Onion Ads) even..... The Republican Party doesnt want to lose, and Huckabee won't sell.Positive Message from Iowa(READ IT-You won't be sorry)REPOST----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Jen - RON PAUL '08!Date: Jan 4, 2008 1:11 AMThis is a repost from the daily paul posted by Cardinal Red.Positive Messages from Iowa (READ IT-- You won't be sorry) Iowa went fine guys. While the result was not quite as quite good as we would have liked today, there are plenty of positives to take out of Iowa and we are in a much better position than

January Birthdays
Okay I always try to send my friends a birthday card on or near their birthday. Well I see today that there are 47 people with birthdays this week. I am at work and don't have time to personally send one to everyone so I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALL of you and I hope your birthday wishes come true. smiles

Song For My Wife
Ask For It la la la, la la la, la la la, la la la, la la.. Ohh.. It's been 2 months and 20 days the last time I layed my eyes on you (and I'm taking time) of not beein around you (and I'm taking time) of not seeing your face and baby I know.. that It's killing you too I can hear it in your voice when I'm talking to you (on the phone late at night) my conclosing ears (beeing alone ain't right) so confused babe some nights i cry (thinking about you babe, cant do with out you babe, please believe) that I gotta stay calling you you ain't ever gotta worry bout nothin so baby please tell me if theres anything you want(want) anything you need (need) there aint nothin in this world that you cannot have all you gotta do is ask for it all you gotta do is ask for it many nights I cried thinkin about you boy I've been dreamin about you boy now we're seperated boy theres one thing to say but you gotta show you love me because it's 1

Emptiness
You're the worst of all, With all your accusations and compunction I can't suffer this duress, From someone so deprayed and selfish You embody all that I've been through Without you I am sure I will be loved My existence conforms to your distress Your ambition, the cause of mine A disruption, I'm nothing, even less Misfortunes never come singly and I was there to stay You don't allow me a single place, Nor any love into your lives An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore But in my life you know you'll leave... a beautiful emptiness Where you used to be Impotent screams will turn Into the love of silence My liberation, then silence, Will be perfect and pure It's all in my dreams, I'll remove you And all our mutual disgust In my dreams, I solve the problem by removing it My wish is to see you grovel, Like you once forced me to There's no other way, here's my course of life A path without the sickening trace of you I need the beauty of a

Fd Up Day
Today as sucked a fat babys dingy, my alarm clock kept changing time so i woke up a hour early, the weather in Cali SUCKS today. My girl is pissed off at me, cause Im a idiot sometimes. And my boss is a SOB, told him to shove it up his ars when i left the shop today...lol. Hope everyone else had a wonderful Friday

Final End...i Wasn't Strong Enough...
But problems occurred and they were very frequent as the relationship went on. My illness began to play a part in all this. It was the combined strength of bipolar and anxiety symptoms. I had fears and doubts, and impulsive behavior led to the leaving of our relationship on more then one occasion. One thing people must understand is that these influences and symptoms can sometimes make you do one thing and completely feel different towards it. I always loved Julie…I still do….but after so many times of failing to resist my illnesses she’s made her own assumptions. She chose to believe it wasn’t meant to be…and that I didn’t love her anymore. Julie had made her decision despite my attempts to convince her otherwise. She had left….and it was over. All dreams of marriage, happiness, and children were all gone. The after effects had literally driven me to the point of losing my sanity. Severe depression…all loss in all interests…even suicidal thoughts. I became a new person…to this day

How To Write A Book About Your Childhood Without Sounding Like A Whiny Little Bitch
I've been contemplating this whole book prospect for awhile now. I've also been trying to figure out what the fuck it would even be about. I'm really annoyed at the way Generation X (my generation) has become a bunch of crybaby pussies who whine about how shitty their childhoods were. No shit, everyone had it rough. So what? Welcome to growing up in the 70s and 80s with parents who were either poodle skirts and fonzie jackets or smelly free-love hippies. You think any of those people have a clue how to parent? I feel sorry somewhat for the kids that result from the generation after mine... raised on Nintendo and RPGs and getting no education on the subject of child rearing beyond tv shows like the Osbourns or Jerry Springer. It's pretty scary to think about. So about this book... I think I've only touched on my childhood dramas in my blog - usually I just discuss what a failure I am as an adult. I do think it might make for an interesting read though. The trick would hav

Addiction
Ever since your addiction we've struggled just to cope torn between reality and the smallest shred of hope. We've searched beyond exhaustion in hopes for any clue researched all possibilities in hopes to rescue you. But we've come up empty handed as we searched each dead end lead there doesn't seem to be a prayer to ease a desperate need. We struggle with a longing for a loss that we all feel that no amount of time we know could ever hope to heal. Brain storming every angle 'neath a shroud of sad dismay and hope...my God theres always hope that you will break away. I rise to curse reality with gut wrenching concern trying to deny the fact that you might not return. How I hate your cruel abductor and the sick seductive way it lured you from your loved ones and locked you far away. Left in the wake of torment shattered lives remain struggling just to endure beneath the veil of pain. Although we know who took you we can not penetrate the fortress that contains you beyond

Familiar Ground
Watching from a distance too afraid to wander near tho curiosity did tempt far greater was the fear. How I did long so much to see the view upon the ledge but I lacked the inner courage to even near the edge. My feet were firmly planted upon familiar ground tho I couldn't still the yearning to have a look around. I tried to hide my weakness and as well the tears I cried too stubborn to admit defeat I choked upon my pride. With insecurities so vast I guess I always knew I'd die upon familiar ground and never see the view.

Where Are You
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'Twould stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectab

Just Checking In
hello friends~ I have been quite busy these last few days doing absolutely nothing. No appointments to go to so I just hung out here at the house. I did go to my friend's house today back in Greenwood for a baby shower for her daughter. I had a good time. It was good to be with my friends again. Next week will be a busy one for me. I have something to do everyday. Nothing medical until Thursday though. We all have a dentist appointment this week and I have to go pick up the kids' pic at Sears. I have 2 more biopsies on Thursday and a MRI on Friday. Please say a little prayer for me. I came online tonight to say hey to some of my (so called) friends only to find out one has blocked me...for who knows why? Well, I am done being nice. What did I do to you besides be nice and answer your questions about you know who...? I have tried to be friends and right now I need support not deceit. So you (you know who you are and I know you will read this) did hurt my feelings....bu

Your Eyes
I can see all that I Hope to be, in your eyes The whole world opens up Like the sea, in your eyes Giant waterfalls cascade Like fifty foot waves Where a sparkling river Flows free, in your eyes I see flowers as they Start to bloom, in your eyes The stars and the moon Are consumed, in your eyes As I lean toward your lips For your heavenly kiss I can see it will be Just us two, in your eyes.

The Secrets Of A Virgin
my Blogs work in this series: (1)When Alone with Privacy (2)The Secrets of a Virgin (3)Sexiest Sex This is why your opposite "Loves" younger individuals; but often a delusion...stay with a mate of your youth...to avoid a lonely life to complete...case by case scenarios... An (adult) lacks most of the noted below; an interrupted youthful mind will also lack the noted below... 1) Smiles, laughs, plays, jokes, learns, discovers, willing to teach, hugs, loving, and never too busy to share... a notation of characteristics (healthy) people can live with... 2) Youthful characteristics regardless of age (fearless, forgiving, persistent, compassionate, inquisitive, sincere, determined, refreshed, loving, shares, no strangers, never judgments, no greed, no hoarding, no envy, no resentments, no prejudice, lacks negative exchanges of energy--the needs of loved ones are considered; both cause and affects)-- Emperors in Asian countries were ages 3 to 13--adults were NEVER

Rangers Planning To Rebuild Ibrox
Rangers planning to rebuild Ibrox Last updated at 10:21am on 6th January 2008 Comments Rangers have revealed they could rebuild Ibrox in an ambitious project to increase capacity and regenerate the area around the stadium. The club may seek to expand their home to a 70,000-capacity arena, according to reports. Growing: Plans are in place to expand Ibrox Read more... Rangers home in on Spurs winger Routledge Rangers star Hutton turns down big-money move to Spurs Blackstock has high hopes for Rangers Another swoop for Hoops as Ephraim makes Rangers move Smith refutes Strachan's claims that Rangers are favourites to beat Celtic to title Unhappy return for Holloway as Rangers coast In a statement, Rangers confirmed: "The club would like to inform its fans that it is currently assessing a number of proposals for the development and regeneration around Ibrox. "At present we are analysing three strategies which would enhance the development of t

I Love You!!!!!!
English - I love you. Polish - Ja Kocham Ciebie French - Je T'aime Hindu - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte Hae Czech - Miluji Te Slovakian - Lu'Bim Ta Italian - Ti Amo Ukrainian - Ya Tebe Kahayu German - Ish Libe Dish Chinese - Wo Ai Ni Greek - S'agapo Hawaian - Aloha Wau Ia Oi Lithuianian - Tav Myliu Korean - Sa Rang Hae Yo Japanese - Ai Shi Te Ru Persian - dooset Daram Romanian - Te Ubsec Bosnian - Volim Te Albanian - Te Dua Filipino - Mahal Kita Spanish - Te Amo I Can Say I Love You In 21 Different Languages! Now send this to 10 People That You Love Most And Are Your True Friends! If You Get This Back 5 Times, That Means You Are Truly Loved

Re: Re Grassroots Getdown W/sovereign Curtis On Rpr Radio On Now
RE: RE Grassroots Getdown w/Sovereign Curtis on RPR Radio on Now ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin - Ron Paul 08' Date: 06 Jan 2008, 02:05 RE: Grassroots Getdown w/Sovereign Curtis on RPR Radio on Now!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Ron Paul Revolution RadioDate: Jan 5, 2008 6:03 PMFrom: Free.Revolutioni.stDate: Jan 5, 2008 5:45 PMI'm calling it the Grassroots Get-Down! It is all about the people in the grassroots campaign (the REAL campaign) and what has or has not been working for them. Also, I'm looking for funny/humorous stories about your grassroots adventures. It is a Ron Paul People's Party and starts TONIGHT @ 9pm EST. Please tune in (www.RPRradio.com) and call in with your stories. The numbers to call in are (877) 646-2008 or if you have free long distance (cell phone users) save us a dime (we're running on a tight budget, I'm unpaid) use (512) 646-2008Sovereign Curtis, the Free.Revolutioni.stListen live at -htt

Lonliness Or Solitude
read this in my "touchstones book" Be able to be alone.Lose not the advantage of solitude. ______Sir Thomas Browne Lonliness and solitude are very different things. When we are lonely,we feel sad about being alone. But when we are in solitude, we have ourselves and can be at peace. Many of us have had so much pain in our relationships that we often feel lonely. Or we may have been so frightened of being alone that now we avoid it like poison. All of us have known the pain of lonliness,even while we were surrounded by people. Through solitude we can become more fully acquainted with ourselves,develop greater honesty,and deepen our spiritual developement. Each day,as we spend time alone in meditation,we make conscious contact with GOD and join others in spirit who also walk this path.Even in our solitude we are not alone.

Just Like Our First Dinner
A Table Set For Two Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two. - Written and owned by

Closing My Fubar Account
hey everyone! i will be deleting my fubar account on friday. if any of you wish to keep in touch, please leave me your email address and fubar name/i.d so i know who you are. its been fun, but fubar is just not for me. wish you all the best, stay safe! love, becs.

Superman's Rebirth Video
Well in case you didn't know... I took a break from Fubar for a lil bit, but I'm back now... Ok... I been back for awhile... but not really doing anything on here... and I figured since I am back... I might as well do a Return video since I did one when I left... But now that I am back... just wanted everyone to know that I opened my profile comments up again... and I miss getting all the comments I used to get, But just remember I do have a girlfriend... so please tone down the flirty comments... Thank you... Later yall Superman's RebirthAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Tears Don't Fall
Let's go! With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading Would she hear me, if I called her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me makes things better? Your tears don't fall, they crash around me Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall, they crash around me Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home The moments died, I hear no screaming The visions left inside me are slowly fading Would she hear me, if I called her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me makes things better? Your tears don't fall, they crash around me Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home Your tear

Sex Jokes
Go for the Gold A man is out shopping and discovers a new brand of Olympic condoms. Clearly impressed, he buys a pack. Upon getting home, the man informs his wife of his new purchase. “Olympic condoms?”, she asks, “What makes them so special?” “There are three colors,” he replies, “Gold, Silver and Bronze.” “What color are you going to wear tonight?” she asks cheekily. “Gold of course,” says the man proudly. The wife responds, “Really, why don’t you wear Silver? It would be nice if you came second for a change.”

On And Off
Hey Y'all Just wanted to let everyone know, (and I hope someone cares lol) that I will be on and off here for the next week. My mom is flying in tonight for a week. I bought her a plane ticket for xmas as a gift to her and a surprise gift for my kids. They better love it lol j/k I hope I'm missed a lil bit love you all huggles and stuff TrollDoll Bren

The Struggle Against Karma And Good
we act like we havent figured it out through religion, sciene, and technology as if there would be another answer to the analogy of right and wrong creating laws upon laws upon laws to resolve a simple puzzle that has one piece, PEACE looking around as if there was another arguing the gamut, wasting our time damn it! who are the real idiots when u have a choice? to do something that will make yourself and others feel good later even if takes time right now in the right now to see the profit we are our own prophets every action causes a reaction evil never created long term satisfaction rememberances, cherished and repeated the analogy of good a schoolgirl to a woman with folders of love emails undeleted she smiles and sighs relief not that it's over, but sometimes she wishes she could take that 1st slow dance with her lover

My Niece...
Well I just talked to my sister and found out that my niece who isn't even four months old yet has seizures. They're still at the hospital and will be doing a MRI in the morning to hopefully find out why she's having seizures. I swear sometimes I really don't understand God's will and wish I could ask him why? Why Kylie? Why does she have to have seizures? My sister has been through so much in her life already and now he first child is having seizures? Why?? I know without hardships and suffering there would be no compassion but sometimes the amount of suffering for some people is so insane it just doesn't make sense. Some people go through life not having to deal with half the suffering others do. I know everyone has hardships and I understand God doesn't give us more then we can handle but at certain points I just feel like say enough is enough give this person a break! Like right now I feel like screaming bloody murder because it just feels so overwhelming. All that has been going o

Got A Newjob
I started my new job yesterday, finally, after waiting through the holidays for Dr.'s offices to be open and getting my TB skin test read as it is required for my job. I was nervous atfirst going in to work yesterday given where I work, but as the day went on I felt better about it as I gained confidencein myself that I was gonna do fine. My job consists of a lot of standing around doing nothing and in a sense, babysitting, there is also alot of paperwork that needs done. This is my first job that has benefits, finally a real job that has a guaranteed paycheck so I won't have to bust my ass to make tips just to pay the rent anymore. I am excited about this job and my family seems excited as well.

Deeply
I'm sorry this is sort of like a diary for me. I'm just feeling very alone in a world full of people around me. I'm currently dealing with a soon to happen divorce. Not many in my family have ever had to deal with one and I'm getting lost in a world of do this and don't do that. Family is great don't get me wrong. But I want friends. All my friends are in other towns and i don't see them very often. I never thought that i would have to start my life over after 30. I have been married for over six years now and i've been with the same woman for over eight. It's so hard to think that i'm been thrust into a world of being single and i don't know what i'm going to do. I have a daughter that is will be turning five this new year and she is so smart and funny. It makes me so sad to think I will be raising her without her mothers help. We currently trade my daughter back and forth every week. I don't really know what is actually fair concerning her anymore. I miss her and then somet

Friggen Gross
Ok I know I'm not that young anymore but come on. I'm so sick of friggen old guys trying to hit on me and by my friend if you are over 40 please dont bother. I dont think we have anything in common. I dont find you attractive and If your closer to 50 that's just gross cause your old enough to be my dad. ok let me fix this since I do have alot of friends that are 40 to 42. Ya'll I don't mind. It's the nasty guys that are like late 40's. Hello I'm just barely turning 29 that's wayyyyyyyy to old for me

Thank You God
My sister just sent me a text message, My niece's MRI came back clean and she is still doing well on the meds! Please keep her in your prayers though because it's still gonna be a while before she's in the clear, but things are looking a little better at least! Thank you to all who have been praying for my darling little niece!

Guess Who. . .
As most of you have been wondering; yes I am still alive. I made it back from Minneapolis a bit earlier than I had anticipated. The store I was working at closed the day after Christmas. So I took off at 2 a.m. Christmas Eve morning with one of my best friends. We drove all night to get back to our respected homesteads and only went in the ditch once. That is becoming a tradition either going or coming from Minneapolis; I should try and put a stop to that one. Luckily a nice family from Montana was headed to Fargo for the holidays and they stopped and gave us a pull. I got to the farm around 2 p.m. to the screaming and tears of my Mother. She had no idea that I was going to be there for the holidays. I had a really nice time with my family on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. I had not seen most of them for several months so it was good to lay eyes on them and catch up on the latest family news. The day after I made my way to Minot to meet my roommate who had been up to see his

Wrath Incantation
Stars combine Gods and Goddesses rejoin. Flow through this heart and give me strength. I strive for the knowledge and the means to smite my enemies. Give me the power of Tyr, my God of war and law and The power of Freya, my Goddess of love, beauty, war, magic and wisdom To guide my wrath that I shall give through the power of your grace. Hel, my Goddess of death and afterlife, take my putrid undeserving enemies Into your arms and embrace them with your fury. As I kneel here before my alter, I ask this of you my precious, Beloved Deities of grace with an open heart and mind. Ready and willing for the dagger of fire to be plunged in if you so wish.

What's Up Everyone?
Eh, what's up? I'm just chillin but I thought that I would share something with you.. check out the newest lounge that I am in and please come in and help me get it all poppin. What's the worse? I mean seriously, you get to hang with me and whatnot. SO please just click this link and come in. Help me out some. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53535

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that all ows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sens

Cops: Pair Wheels Corpse To Store To Cash Check
Cops: Pair wheels corpse to store to cash check Pair wheels dead man to store to cash his Social Security check, police say The Associated Press updated 11:44 p.m. ET, Tues., Jan. 8, 2008 NEW YORK - Two men wheeled a dead man through the streets in an office chair to a check-cashing store Tuesday and tried to cash his Social Security check before being arrested on fraud charges, police said. David J. Dalaia and James O'Hare pushed Virgilio Cintron's body from the Manhattan apartment that O'Hare and Cintron shared to Pay-O-Matic, about a block away, spokesman Paul Browne said witnesses told police. "The witnesses saw the two pushing the chair with Cintron flopping from side to side and the two individuals propping him up and keeping him from flopping from side to side," Browne said. The men left Cintron's body outside the store, went inside and tried to cash his $355 check, Browne said. The store's clerk, who knew Cintron, asked the men where he was, and O'Hare told the c

Say It Ain't So...
I think it's safe to say that anyone who may read this would agree that ones life is just better at times than others!! Case and point; The last time I wrote a post, my Redskins had just beaten Dallas (looking really good in doing so I might add) and were on their way to the playoffs. I'm feeling good, doing a bit more bragging than usual and starting to believe that things are finally turning the corner. Right???? Well, since then....The Redskins are gone from the playoffs (looking really bad in doing so I might add) getting their butts kicked by Seattle. And nowwwww Joe Gibbs calls it a day as far as the head coaching job is concerned!!! Somebody please tell me what the hell just happened?? Was it a dream, did I fall asleep for say...a week and a half, smoke some pot maybe or get slipped a mickey?? Just all part of being a die hard football fan I guess. The Skins are done for the year and Gibbs is gone for good and I'm gonna miss em both. At least as far as the team g

Don't Take Everything On Here So Personal.
I used to take it so personal when someone on this site would give any of my pictures a low rate. I always thought it was so rude to rate anything less then a 7. I would get so mad and go in their profile and ask them why they did it. I think only a couple of times people said it was an accident which I can understand. The laptop's touch pad can be a little touchy and I have made mistakes before because you barely touch it and it clicks on something. Sometimes I find myself in someone's profile I had no idea I clicked on it! oops! Anyway, once I got rid of my old profile and started fresh, I could care less if someone downrates my pictures. It doesn't mean that I am ugly, it just means that they are acting immature and stupid. They are hoping to piss people off because those kind of people live for it. I ignore them or simply just block them right away. I don't go into their profile and rate them low. Why? Because that is what they are hoping for. To lower you to their

Army Dude!
A young man joined the Army and signed up to be a paratrooper. He went through the standard training, completed the practice jumps from higher and higher structures and finally went to take his first jump from an airplane. The next day he called home to tell his father the news. "So, did you jump?", asked the father. "Well, let me tell you what happened. We got up in the plane, and the sergeant opened up the door and asked for volunteers. About a dozen men got up and just walked out of the plane." "Is that when you jumped?" asked his father. "Uh, no, I didn't. The sergeant started to grab the other men one at a time and throw them out the plane." "Did you jump then?" asked his father. "I'm getting to that. Everyone else had jumped and I was the last man left on the plane. I told the sergeant that I was too scared to jump. He told me to get off the plane or he'd kick my butt." "So, did you jump?", the father again asked. "No!!! He tried to push me out of th

Status Update (high Emotion Alert!)
Some of you...mebbe not a lot, but some...may have been wondering where I've been as of late... Here's the short version: Xmas eve, my laptop HD crashed. We had a power surge, and it's toast...well, it MAY be toast...but I can't use it as a regular drive. Hopefully I'll be able to save pics, flyer designs...all the important stuff. I survived the new year...and thought the new year was going to start off grand...which turned out to be the same old thing...which is exactly what I'm tired of. After having conversations with people, I've realized I haven't truly had time to heal from my emotional ordeal, which was my relationship, and I've had a lot dumped on me since then. To put it in a list form: a) my relationship ended b) my return to Canada which sparked the end of my possible relationship with someone in Arkansas c) not being able to spin live ONCE since I got back d) being single and miserable...and having my hormones go OFF the scale on a regular basis e) findi

No More (huge Ass) Keloid...... I Hope
HeyMost of you know or see the photos, there was this huge ass keloid on the side of my face right next to my left ear. This thing has been growing for years and I been wanting it gone for a while. But since I always was between NYC and Florida and the fact that I didn't have stable insurance, there was nothing more that could be done for it besides injecting it and hoping that it would shrink. Ya, that didn't work thus just growing.So I finally move home and apply for insurance. Speed to December and finally getting insurance. Speed to late December and I see a general doctor and getting a referral to see a dermatologist. You can see where this is going. So last thursday, I went to see the dermatologist and he says it is too big for injections, as are most of the rest of them. He schedules me for an appointment the next Wednesday (today) to see the surgeon to see what can be done for it, which leads to today.Note that my mother was with me last thursday to hear about this. Al

Introduction
Here you shall find yourself reading random days that have past and that I have spent. Simple mindless thought and how days come to pass for myself, you shall come to be aware of single moments in my life that I freely make yours to read. As to how I reflect upon those days of no more. A look within my periodical journal. Enjoy!

Outlaw Angel...
I JUST WOULD LIKE TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT OUTLAW ANGEL WILL BE LEAVING ME TOMORROW TO HEAD BACK TO FLORIDA TO TAKE CARE OF SOME PERSONAL BUSINESS...BUT SHE HAS ASKED ME TO LET ANYONE KNOW THAT MAY WISH TO CONTACT HER WHY SHE IS AWAY THAT YOU ALL CAN EMAIL ME AND ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS YOU ALL MIGHT HAVE..ALSO SHE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS GAVE HER SUPPORT AND LOVE WHY SHES BEEN WITH ME AND MY FAMILY...I WILL TELL YOU SHES A STRONGER LADY NOW AND IS DOING BETTER THEN SHE WAS 2 MONTHS AGO...ITS BEEN A ROUGH TIME FOR HER BUT SHES GOOD..SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH HER PLEASE EMAIL ME AND I WOULD BE HAPPY TO PASS IT ALONG...I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO REACH HER FOR NOW..UNTIL SHE IS BACK ONLINE AGAIN SHE SENDS HER LOVE AND BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE...HUGS THE COWGIRL IN PINK OUTLAW ANGEL

~my Mother~
You are my best friend. You keep me safe and in your arms. You keep things in line when things go wrong. My mom is the best to ever love. She loves every kid even if there bad, she calls them her own. Mom is the best you can ever wish for. She smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friends. Mom loves to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smile. You put her down she will show the southern side of herself. Mom you are number one in spirit and love. I love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in a picture. You are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask for. My mom is the best to have and to be around. My one true best friend in the world is you. Author notes This is for me and TheDemiprists mom please tell me what you think and I hope she likes it.

Ex Lovers
You think you still love the ex but they still try to come back for you. You tell them back off they don't. You hide from them oh what do you do? They think you love them, you look at them an say "Are you out of your freaking mind!" You go to a new lover they still come back no matter what you do. You try to be friends with them but they keep telling you "I Still Love You" and "I Miss You" or "Please Come Back,I'll Treat You Better" Same words that you don't like to hear every time you try to be nice. Ex's don't need to be pleading to you for there love back once you or them left don't crawl back, mistake by tons cause it'll just happen again and again. They may love you like they say they do but foolish enough not, if they have cheated or used there not worth taking back or whatever you did to leave them for that reason. Ex's aren't worth time or day if you can avoid it no matter what. Find a new love that is worth the life than the ex cause it's a lot better. Author note

Suicide Regret
Suicide Regret A 4 inch knife... My hands clenched... My mind racing... Clothes drenched. Blood everywhere... I hear myself scream... I start realizing... this isn't a dream. Oh my God, I think... I'm gonna die... I grab a towel... as I start to cry. Call 911... I need help... as I struggle to stand up... I let out a yelp. I try to call out... but I can't speak... I can't do anything now... I'm too freakin' weak. Tell everyone I love them... tell them to be strong... tell them not to make my mistake... I know what I've done is wrong. Then I start to think... what could have been... the pain was bad before... but this... just please let it end. My only wish now... is just to go back... but all that vanishes... as everything goes black...

Tornado In Vancouver Wa?
so ive heard...havent seen shit yet..wish there was one here would make this place a whole lot less fucking boring....any one else heard about this? was thunder storming and raining early but no tornado

Please Vote For Me
Pretty Please :) You can vote once a day. I'm the last row in the middle. Can't miss my big ole booty ;) http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme3/vote.pl Thanks for all of those who vote for me! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Our Trip To The Library
We have to go to the library for books and before we go. you ask me to wear a skirt with no panties. when we get to the library we walk to the back of the building. as im looking for books you slowly rub my ass and tits over my clothes. i moan but keep looking threw the books. you keep rubbing my tits. you start to kiss and bite on my neck. you wrap a hand around my throat. and i start to bite and suck on your fingers. slowly you lower yourself to the ground and slide your hand up my skirt and rub the insides of my thighs. you can feel my pussy dripping. as i look down at you i see you licking your fingers. and with the smile on your face, i can tell you are enjoying the flavor. with slow flicks you tease my clit until you can feel me shaking. i continue to look for books. then you shove 2 fingers inside me. i reach down with one hand and start pulling your hair. with hard thrusts you finger my pussy. i bite my lip trying not to moan. just as i start to cum someo

25 Of Life's Rules
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?' 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: 'Buy one dog, get one flea.' 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the 'terminal'? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is LIFE, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody M

Check It!!!!
Sent to me and thought it interesting enough to pass on. Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. Hi s father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Ob

Ensign: Why I Don't Do Birthdays
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 January 2008 Okay, it's not QUITE as bad as it sounds; I don't think I'll ever be at the age where I lament surviving one more complete orbit of our planet around the sun. But there are many people who joke they're x age "and holding" because our culture seems to place such a premium on physical youth and strength and it's in one's vested interest to remain as young and strong as you can for as long as you can. That's not bad in and of itself, but it can get excessive when we spend more time and resources to appear as we want to be rather than who we are. Eagle-eyed readers of Ensign may have noticed that I'm no longer mentioning individual birthdays in the "P.S." section. I've gotten to know so many people over the las

Tree ....we All Need One Of These
I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree," he replied "I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, those troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children.. So I just hang them up

Necestio Una Ayudita Con Algo.....
Que harian si una chica con la que has sido amiga por mucho tiempo, que es guapisimas y que ademas la has visto desnuda un sin numero de veces, se ofrece para ensenarte lo que se siente estar con otra chica?? Yo no soy lesbiana, me encantan los hombres!!!!! Pero tengo curiosidad.....Que hago??

Awesome Al Capone Stories
Two Great Stories - BOTH TRUE - and worth reading! (Read the second one all the way to the end.) STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from bootlegged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed 'Easy Eddie.' He was his lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time. To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big , but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago City block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son

My Poetry Page
I am a contemporary poet and i have my own poetry page the web site is www.poetrypoem.com/cc578544 just copy that line and paste it in your address bar on ur browser if u are interested in seeing my poems. the site will be updated guite often and there will be more poems added when they are typed and put up there thank you and please enjoy.

Children
I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must be a man thing.My youngest son the famous youtube 6 yr old will continue his stay here in the lovely state of chaos for another 3 months.He feels he will stop loving me then...I LOVE MY CHILDREN!!

My Current Feelings
These are lyrics to a song that has really stuck to me and it's sad but it's how I feel sometimes. Cold As You By: Taylor Swift You have a way of coming easily to me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin' And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted. (CHORUS) Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day. Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray. And I stood there lovin' you and washed them all away. And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. (CHORUS) Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day. So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywh

Sexiiiii
Da Naughty Trainnnnnnnn!!!!!! Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. If I don't get this back I guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur well you know use your imagination......send this and see!!!!!! xXxXx 88888888:::::8::::::::::::::::88888888888888888888 ________888_8:::888888:::::::::::::::::::::::::88888888888___888 ___________88:::::88888888::::::m::::::::::::::88888888888____8 _________888888888888888888:M::::::::::::::::8888888888888 ________88888888888888888888:::::::::::::::::M88888888888888 ________8888888888888888888888:::::::::::::M8888888888888888 _________8888888888888888888888::::::::::M888888888888888

Six Cheese Chicken Enchiladas
Six Cheese Chicken Enchiladas Recipe Source: April 2000 Issue Reader's Digest Poultry Recipe File Serving Size: Makes 4 to 6 servings Amount Ingredient 1/2 pound skinless, boneless chicken 1 medium onion, chopped 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 3/4 cups mild salsa, divided 1 cup frozen corn 1 teaspoon ground cumin 340 g package Sargento Nachos & Tacos blend shredded cheese, divided 1 package large flour tortillas (8) Preparation Instructions: 1. Cut chicken into 1/2 inch pieces. In large skillet, cook and stir chicken, onion and garlic in hot oil over medium heat 5 minutes. 2. Add 3/4 cup salsa, corn, and cumin. Cook and stir 3 to 5 minutes. 3. Remove from heat; stir in 2 cups cheese. Spoon about 1/3 cup mixture evenly down center of each tortilla; roll up and place seam side down in 13 x 9 inch baking pan. Spoon remaining salsa evenly over tortillas. 4. Cover with foil. Bake at 375 degrees for 20 to 25 minutes o un

Do Not Embrace Me
Do Not Embrace Me Do not embrace me. I am a vine of thorns With no petals to Appease your eye, Nor a scent to Please your nostrils. Look away, look away; Else my thistles Cut a deep gouge Through your pupils So you can’t see me. My branches wither, Their leaves evolve Into brown parchment Meant to crumble to Dust at the touch of Any who try to care. Do not embrace me; Come no closer or Risk becoming First entangled, Then slowly strangled In my tendrils. Instead, uproot me, Then throw me, Body and soul, Into the fire. When this is done, Forget me. A soul that dies Without anyone To hear it Makes no noise. © 2008 by Robert E. Blackwell

Prothink: Expose The World Zionist Conspiracy
PROTHINK: EXPOSE THE WORLD ZIONIST CONSPIRACY WHEN ARE YOU PEOPLE GOING TO FINALLY WAKE UP!?! ITS THE SAME GROUP WHO DID 9/11!! AND THEY THINK THEY CAN KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT!! http://www.prothink.org/2008/01/are-we-going-to-let-this-happen-to-911.html

Re: Congrats To Kenny!
RE: Congrats to Kenny!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Prothink Date: 13 Jan 2008, 02:18 I had been thinking about it and you pushed me over the edge with your post, so I did it.kenny's sideshowhttp://kennysideshow.blogspot.com/ This was in response to my earlier post:Before my original 'prothink' account was deleted off of myspace I had about 4,200 people on my friends list. I had the account for over 3 years. Right before myspace deleted it, I had approx. 27,000 page views. I used to spam the message boards with all types of information. Now looking back I wish I wouldn't have wasted my time. I realized that all the information I was spreading WASN'T leaving myspace and on top of that, I was just preaching to the choir of people on my friends list. THIS ISN'T DOING ANY GOOD!!!! I started my own FREE blogspot.com website less than 3 months ago and I have already received over 35,000 hits, versus the 27,000 hits in 3 years on myspace. Another stupi

Lost
It seems I have lost me, not sure where or when, or for that matter how.. I have been so caught up lately that I forgot I needed to keep me going. I work, take care of the family and play on Saturday nights .. but after looking at the pictures I realize how lost I have been for awhile. I haven't figured out what I am looking for guess when I find it I will know. Part of me thinks I should run away , hide for awhile and after I find me try to get back to where I belong.. or give it all up and go away never to be found again.. what a wonderful thought, and they wonder why people commit suicide.. sometimes it would be the perfect answer.

The Bottle - January 15th
ok, i'm going for another record..not since August have i been there 14 days... root for me to make it to 15 then 16...17..18. i've done an average of 9-10 days then a relapse for 2-4 days. i'm trying to go beyond that. also it's allowed me to be more creative and asssertive towards my goals. here's some inspring cheerleading music.

Opinion On The Subject
last night I was sent a petition to sign and send on regarding a myspace profile called"fuck the soldiers". Obviously I am highly opinionated regarding such things. Just wondering how everyone else feels about it. I think anyone who says such shit should be sent over to Iraq to fight in the forefront of an attack without a weapon. People who believe such bullshit need to drink a big cup of shut the fuck up and either get behind the troops or by God....get in front of them!

Happipness
A very sore subject with me is my happiness. I just can't seem to find it. Yea, I'm happy being a mommy to Kaylee & I LOVE LOVE LOVE my job but there's just that one thing that's missing.....someone else to share it with. Yea, I have interest in someone but it always seems to go un-noticed. Here lately it seems like everyone around me is happy & I'm just missing out. Don't know what it is lately but I've just been down & out about things....my friend just got engaged &she's super happy, most of my other friends are still married & it seems like I'm the odd one out here. I don't even ask for much....just someone that enjoys spending time with me, watching movies, occasional nights @the bar, doin stupid shit together & bein dumb @times while all the while still remaining serious when needed. Pfft....who am I kidding....I could'nt even hold my marriage together....maybe this is just how I'm gonna be.....bleh

Missing My Friends!
I have only been away from Jax, Fl for about a month now and I miss it already. I miss hanging out with my friends, going to ritual with them, KARAOKE, festivals. I miss it all! I was hoping to be able to go back once before we moved to Italy, but now I don't think that will be possible, because of money. We are now living in the hotel on base and that is going to cost us. I just wish I could wrap all you guys up and take you with me! I wont even be able to visit friends and family in GA and AL. Oh well I did say my goodbyes, I'm just going to miss everyone. We have less than 30 days before we leave and I am anxious and excited all at the same time. I just can't believe this is actually happening!

Breathe In, Breathe Out By Mat Kearney
Breathe in, breathe out Tell me all of your doubts Everybody bleeds this way, just the same Breathe in, breathe out Move on and break down If everyone goes away, I will stay We push and pull And I fall down sometimes And I'm not letting go You hold the other line Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes Hold on, hold tight If I'm out of your sight And everything keeps moving on, moving on Hold on, hold tight Make it through another night In every day there comes a song with the dawn We push and pull And I fall down sometimes And I'm not letting go You hold the other line Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes There is a light in your eyes, in your eyes Breathe in and breathe out Breathe in and breathe out Breathe in and breathe out Breathe in and breathe out Look left, look right To the moon and the night Everything under the stars is in your arms Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes There is a light in your eyes, in your

Lil Bit Of Snowfall Today....
Well, the first today of my midnight shift period, and I end up not making it in! My thinking was that I was having such a good weekend (actually Sonday was great) that I did not want to ruin it going to work. That, and I had very little sleep from Saturday to Sonday night. Also figuring in my vacation days were just renewed, and it all lead me to taking the night off. I will be in tonight. Perhaps even called in early for a 12 hour night. There is a little bit of snowfall today. it is kind of pretty actually. I was just watching narnia for the first time. I usually do not get into Disney movies, but this one was very good. I find something else comical about Disney though. Each preview I looked at on the disc was being called "the next big adenture" from Disney. About 3 previews in a row was being hailed as the "next big adventure." Could Disney afford to be a little bit more original than calling everything the "next big adventure?" A friend and I had l

Legacy Of A Rodeo Man
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' goin' on beneath his hat. and back behind his eyeballs and pumpin' through his veins Is the ghost of every cowboy that ever held the reins. Every coil in his lasso's been thrown a million times His quiet concentration's been distilled through ancient minds. It's evolution workin' when the silver scratches hide And a ghostly cowboy chorus fills his head and says, "Let's ride." The famous and the rowdy, the savage and the same The bluebloods and the hotbloods and the corriente strain All knew his mother's mothers or was his daddy's kin 'Till he's nearly purely cowboy, born to ride and bred to win. He's got a Buffalo Bill Cody and Goodnight's jigger boss And all the brave blue soldiers that General Custer lost The ghost of Pancho Villa, Sittin' Bull and Jessie James All gathered by his campfire keepin' score and takin' names. There's every Royal Mountie that ever got his man And ever

Friends List Update
Listen up people! If I am on your fans list, you might want to consider moving yourself to my friends list. I'll be going through my fans list and deleting a lot of profiles off of mine. So if you want me to remain on your lists, then, well, do the right thing!

Re: Ron Paul Supporters Hope To Deliver A Knockout
RE: Ron Paul Supporters Hope To Deliver A Knockout ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Jan 2008, 22:57 Ron Paul Supporters Hope To Deliver A Knockout A new grassroots campaign in support of Ron Paul's presidential bid is seeking to raise funds in order to place an advertisement on boxer Roy Jones Jr. during an upcoming fight. http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/140108Knockout.htm

What's Wrong With Stem Cells
I’m not entirely sure why there are people against the use of embryonic stem cells (besides the obvious argument on how the stem cells are obtained) for the research into treating things such as spinal cord injuries and Parkinson’s disease. There’s also the argument that adult stem cells have proven to work more effectively compared to embryonic stem cells although scientists have been working with adult stem cells for decades while embryonic stem cells were only first studied since 1998. Now, for those who don’t know, stem cells are cells that can renew themselves through cell division continuously and have the ability to change into a wide range of cells. They can become cells like those found in the heart, brain, muscles. The embryonic cells are those found in the embryo (and I think in the umbilical cord as well) and can become any tissue in the body excluding a placenta. Adult stem cells are seen more as a repairing cell that can be found in both children and adults and do

Let It Go...........
If your man is not honest, kick him to the curb. Don't go around asking questions about what he's doing with someone. You are setting yourself up to be hurt. Obviously he's not worth it. Also, he must not care as much about you as you think. Don't settle for less when you can have more. All DRAMA QUEENS and STALKERS must know that everybody will not take your CRAP. There is always someone else just a little bit more crazy than you. You should watch what you say to people and how you say it because others can read between the lines. If a person does not want to be bothered with you, leave them alone. Don't keep pressing the isuue. You can't keep someone that doesn't want to be kept and you can't make someone love you like you love them. Just move on and Let It Go. For your sake.

Sand And Stone
SAND and STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SO

~*~the Book Of My Life~*~
No matter how the story of love, life and school may go.. When you throw in the term "High School" everything changes. I've always been considered as the writer, or that girl "thats determinded to get her point across" no matter which way you look at it i've always tried to get through to people through my writing. I'd rather sit down and write a book about my life then look you in the eyes and just say it. It's not always easy being a highschool student, and holding a job, and then on top of all of that, all the other random aspects of life are thrown upon you. So who do you want to be in the 'book of my life'? Theres the girl that can't make up her mind who she really loves, or the guy who wants to love and be with every girl he talks to. Maybe the girl who will stay with that man through whatever he does, or the girl thats the biggest flight risk of all cause you can't get to know her no matter what.. Up until recently, I didnt think that anyone paid any attention.. I guess I was wr

Not A Good Night.
I am just so numb today. Last night took a lot out of me. When I picked up Anthony from school, I asked him why he cut school Friday. Of course he lied and said he was at school. I also asked him why he thought it was okay to grow pot in his room. Yes, you read that right. I went into his room to look for my make-up case and I felt one of his cabinets and it was covered with a blanket and warm. I opened up and there was a light shining on a pot. I told him that he was grounded, no phone and no friends to come over. Peter came home and I asked him where the kids computer was so he started looking for it. He asked Anthony where it was and he said it was in Christopher's room some where. So to make a ling story short, after calling Chris and him not knowing where it is, Anthony comes up with some bullshit story about a guy coming in and stealing it. I know and Peter know that is not what happened. Either he sold it to buy alcohol and drugs or one of his so called friends s

Actually More Like Scared
today was actually a pretty good day..since John has been here the girls are starting to mind a little better so it is getting easier to clean this house.but yea it was a pretty good day until about seven when we heard from my grandmother who has a form of bone cancer...which has spread.she has been going through chemo and radiation treatmeants for awhile and they arent helping...they have had to call hospice in to help out with her and it scares me..my grandmother and i have our differences but in all honesty she is my grandma and i love her very much..even if she preaches at me a little more then the others that is just who she is..she is the rock in this family when my grandfather passed away it was her holding all of us together instead of us holding her together ya know...there are a couple family members that iam really worried about if anyting happens to her...one my brother, she is the one who raised him and he relies on her for way too much and my aunt because well grandma is

Leaving Fubar
As much as I have enjoyed everyone being a perve and perving every one else... it's time to move on. I love all my friends and those who have become good friends if you want to talk to me you will have to add me on yahoo... sweet_innocent_rainbow. Thanks for the good times everyone ... and take care. HUGS TO EVERYONE. I will be deleting this account within the next week, so enjoy. I"m not asking for comments, i'm not asking for rates... I am leaving. SO keep your comments to a minimal ... unless you are saying goodbye. Love yas. :) AngelwithHornz

X][x_crimson.rose_x][x
Breathe upon her bloodied rose, Crimson with the only emotion shed Look upon the petals of her heart scattered Shed just for you to walk upon To soften your steps To lead you through your life She loves from the distant world that waits for you Waiting to see what your choice will be Hoping you step softly upon the scattered remains of her soul Shed just for you to walk upon To soften your steps To lead you through you life Step gently but surely Remember her heart you hold in your hands Given for you to carry through your travels Remember her soul that feels smooth beneath your feet Shed just for you to walk upon To soften your steps To lead you through your life

An E-mail To The Muslim Students
Hooray for A Michigan State Professor! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story begins at Michigan State University with a mechanical engineering professor named Indrek Wichman. Wichman sent an e-mail to the Muslim Student's Association. The e-mail was in response to the students' protest of the Danish cartoons that portrayed the Prophet Muhammad as a terrorist. The group had complained the cartoons were "hate speech." Enter Professor Wichman. In his e-mail, he said the following: Dear Moslem Association, As a professor of Mechanical Engineering here at MSU I intend to protest your protest. I am offended not by cartoons, but by more mundane things like beheadings of civilians, cowardly attacks on public buildings, suicide murders, murders of Catholic priests (the latest in Turkey ), burnings of Christian churches, the continued persecution of Coptic Christians in Egypt , the imposition of Shar

Poem's
TRUE LOVE!!!!! TRUE LOVE IS N ART TRUE LUV COMES FROME THE HEART THE DAYS WE SPEND WE NOW SPEND APART. ARE LOVE IS AN ART AND WE MADE A CHILD THAT R LUV 4 HIM IS SO TENDER AND MILD. EVEN THOUGH WE R APART TRUE LUV IS STILL N ART THE DAYS WE SPEND WE NOW SPEND APART. BUT TRUE LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE AN ART. AS WE GROW OLDER TRYING 2 PERFECT THIS ART MANY LOVES COME R WAY. BUT ARE LOVE ALWAYS COME FROM THE HEART. THIS IS A POEM THAT ME N MY BEST FRIEND PUT 2GEITHER...I HOPE U ENJOY IT...

Rating
I was on here when it first started, then I left for awhile, I enjoy coming here to pass the time,I usually rate all the people I see, and I wonder why alot of people don't, If your going to look rate..that's what it's all about, and for the people who rate pics NSFW...get a life, and go somewhere else, this site isn't for you.. Be kind return the favor.............

Why Couples Don't Have Sex!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

In The Corner
As I sit in the corner thinking bout her and what she means to me. She’s my whole life and I can’t see myself wit anyone but her. I don’t want anyone else I can’t be wit anyone else it’s going to be unfair for them to compare to her. I need to stop thing right now and try to wait to see how everything plays out but I cant help but to think to hurt myself I scratch and clawed at myself hard enough to make myself bleed. But it still not enough I want the pain to go away but I can’t make it go away. I cried too much that my eyes a blood shot red and my head hurt so much. I cant sit here anymore I walked to the kitchen and looked around wit this blank stare trying find something to do more damage to myself but I cant but I need this pain to go away. So I grabbed the bottle of pills on top of the fridge. Oh wait I’ve been down that road before. And I could do something else that won’t kill me but just enough to hurt and reminded me not to do it again. I reached out for the knife and starte

Couple Of Things I Am Posting About My Mate Melo (professional Johnny Depp Lookalike And All Round Nice Guy, Lol)
Reposted by me for my mate Melo from Slough Near London (UK) hello....... just thought i'd share this with you this is the ad i did for the drayton manor show last summer, (thought i'd lost it) it ran for about 2 weeks and then they had to pull it because walt disney said i looked, sounded and acted like johnny depp too much (when we made it they even said not to sound too much like him haha !! ) and they thought people would come thinking it was the real deal, nuts huh ?? oh well, it's all politics lol ... it was real fun shooting this and i was gutted they pulled it, but here it is for your pleasure hahaha !! hope you enjoy it, i'm going to put it up on my page and it's up on my you tube page so you can go and leave a comment if you like, let me know what you think about it, it'd be cool to know what you think, thanks for your time and have a nice evening,day,night lol, love melo xx He is also a Rock Singer/Guitarist, lol. Talk about a man of many talents. Won Stars and

Your Imagination
Thursday, January 17, 2008 Your imagination There are no limits to what you can imagine. And what you create in your imagination sets the stage for what you will create in your life. Your imagination can take you to any place and any time you choose. In your imagination, you can construct and explore whatever set of circumstances you wish to experience. Imagination can help you prepare to do things you've never done. It can also help you improve and perfect the tasks with which you're already familiar. Pay close and careful attention to the realities of your life. And then fully explore the possibilities present in those realities by sifting them through the wondrous power of your imagination. When it seems that you've run out of options, imagine for yourself some new ones. If you let it, your imagination can pull you toward the truth you need to know. The reality of your life is rich indeed. And imagination greatly expands your access to that richness. -- Ralph

Just An Ambulance Driver
Body: standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the verbal lashing onl

The Story Ofthe Claddagh Ring
The Story ofThe Claddagh Ring The ring, depicting two hands clutching a heart complete with crown, epitomizes the expression of lasting love and eternal friendship. The heart symbolizes Love, the hands Friendship and the crown Fidelity. The Story The romantic story of the mystical and beautiful Claddagh Ring began over 300 years ago, in the ancient fishing village of Claddagh just outside the walls of the city of Galway on the west coast of Ireland. Legend tells us a fishing boat from the village was captured by pirates and the crew taken and sold as slaves. One of the crew, Richard Joyce (who was to have been married that very week,) was sold to a Turkish Gold Smith. During his captive years never forgetting his girl back home, he made a ring of gold for her. After many years Richard eventually earned his freedom and returned to Claddagh. To his great Joy he found his girl had never given up hope of seeing him again. He gave her the ring and they were

My Favorite Quotes!
God gave: Two eyes, two hands, two legs, two ears, but he gave just one heart. Because he wants us to search for the other The best and most beautiful things in the world can not be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart

Week From Hell
I am sitting here here reflecting. This week was sent to me as torture. First off I am sleeping too much and feel as if i am not sleeping enough still. I talked to my dr and it turns out i have lost weight and i was advised to go on mega strong vitamins. The excessive sleeping has caused problems in a perfect relationship. This morning I find out that the stepson of one of my best friends was murdered. It was in front of a restaurant in daylight. The murderer was caught but my friend and his wife are going through hell. The stepson had 2 children with another one on the way. His oldest son has already been asking for his daddy and crying because he is not there. So, I cry.

For My Irish Friends
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, 'I won the prize for the best toast of the night.' She said, 'Aye, did ye now? And what was your toast?' John said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!' Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, 'John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary.' She said, 'Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'

Sometimes...
Sometimes... by Bryan Sometimes i find my self thinking of you more then i should but i wont stop my self even if i could thinking about how i wish i could fell your kiss again your warmth, your presence making me happy is this a sin evertime i see you i want to show u how i fell i want to hold you and show you what we had was real i remember the first time you said i love you and i said i love you too you were there through the good and bad you were there if i was mad or sad because i could always count on you to make me smile when u act like there is nothing between us it's just u in denial but the truth is no matter what u still have such an impact on me it just took me a while to see that theres still a place for you in my heart when ever we decide to began from a new start

When I Think About You
When I think about you by Jessica When I think about you A smile comes to my face I think of all the happy times And my heart begins to race When I think about you I feel light as a feather And I remind myself that It won't be long until we are together When I think about you I think of my dreams coming true I think of the times to come Oh how I can't wait to be with you When I think about you I feel happy as can be Because I know that one day You will be with me

Sugarland Stay
Sugarland Stay I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall And I've been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' My Heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep tellin' me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin' It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you sta

She Was A Smart Woman.
I love this woman. She was beautiful and smart,insucure and dated all the wrong men. these are my favorite quotes from her. "Dogs have never hurt me. Only men have." "Dogs never bite me. Just humans." "The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't." "...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything..." "It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone " I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you" "Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."

Ensign: Birth
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 January 2008 From what I've seen of our own children being born, it's pretty painful. Think about it from the baby's point of view; he or she is coming out of a place where he or she had everything they needed, someplace safe into a world that at first is too bright [I'm thinking of the scene from "Look Who's Talking" where the baby's voice says "Put me back! PUT ME BACK IN!"] and requires the baby to act on his or her own just to breathe! It's too cold; the baby gets wrapped in a blanket and learns really quickly that covering oneself to keep warm is a good idea! Babies don't know how to crawl or walk or speak or act; they have to be taught. Would it be going too far out on a limb to say that's what freaks most people out w

The Perfect Guy
I want a guy who can be my best friend, who I can talk to about anything. A guy that cares about me, and would be mad if someone hurt me. A guy who can accept me, and who can accept my past. A guy who knows the real me, and loves me for me. A guy who doesn't care if I have guy friends, and a guy who likes all my friends. A guy with amazing eyes, and a to-die-for smile. A guy who I can be myself around, and he won't care because it'll make him love me more. A guy who's seen me at my worst, and hopes I'm never that hurt again. A guy who doesn't care if I wear my sweats everyday, becasue no matter what--he thinks I'm beautiful. But most of all I want a guy that will want me back and love me for me.

Sgtraider
As of January 18, 2008, Tulsa's Angel and I are the proud new owners of our wonderful SgtRaider. Please go show this awesome man some Fubar love. SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess* (Promoter Of Sarge's Bad Girls)@ fubar

My Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

My New Lounge, Please Help!
Ok, I've been waiting for a while to create my own lounge and now that I have, I am clueless as to what to do. I would really love some help if anyone would like to offer it. Maybe a co-owner and other people to help me run it. Please contact me if you would like to help. I would really appreciate it.

You Better
You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. I call you on the telephone my voice too rough with cigarettes. I sometimes feel I should just go home but I'm dealing with a memory that never forgets I love to hear you say my name especially when you say yes I got your body right now on my mind but I drunk myself blind to the sound of old T-Rex,Mmmmm To the sound of old T-Rex oh,and Who's Next When I say I love you you say you better You better you better you bet When I say I need you you say you better You better you better you bet You better bet your life Or love will cut you,cut you like a knife I want those feeble minded axes overthrown I'm not into your passport picture, I just like your nose You welcome me with open arms and open legs I know only fools have needs, but this one never begs I don't really mind how much you love me Ooh, a little is alright When you say

Why Dont You And I
Since the moment I spotted you Like walking round with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo Everytime I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied Turns out everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in When's this fever going to break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around ooo And it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If said I didn't like it then