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Lyrics By Toni Braxton Song Called Stupid
i dedicate this song to the man who screwed me up! TONI BRAXTON LYRICS "Stupid" Loving you is stupid Cause I know that you never really loved me And you never gave me signs Id see That you and me were ever a possibility And I feel so stupid After all the noise you left me lonely to die And you never gave me a reason why And now Im sittin all alone and I cry Am I stupid I shouldve known you were only playing a game And you and me would never be the same You made me feel like Im the one to blame And I feel so stupid After all those nights after nights that I tried And all those conversations of lies And Im sittin here all alone and Im cryin Im crying.... I cant believe you never knew how I felt All this love and baby no one else Could ever love me the way that you do Youre all I need and you treated me so wrong And I cant believe it How could you do me like you do Cause Ive been so stupid for you Why do you do me like you do You baby, You darlin

Spiritual Misfit
Just take it day by day, Don’t condemn yourself if you sway, If you fall, get up, dust off and say, In true repentance, God please forgive me for all my sins I committed today, Get down on your knees and pray, To the only one who paved the way, For you and me to be saved, Don’t take advantage of the price that was paid, If you have gone astray, He’s waiting with open arms for the day, That you will decide to come back home, Mercy, forgiveness and love await you at the throne, In God’s kingdom is where you belong, So take courage and be strong, The kingdom of God suffereth violence and the violent take it by force, So take back what’s yours, Jesus Christ was beat down, Wore thorns as a crown, Flesh tore up, humiliated and blood shed, Crucified and pronounced dead, Then rose again, All for you and me, So we could reign with Him for all eternity, Open up your heart and let Him in, His blood will cleanse you of all your sins, Salvation is today not tomorrow, Life

Disturbed- Inside The Fire
Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again Devon One of Eleven Who had been rendered unwhole. As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all If you'd like to meet again Fire For you desire As she begins to turn cold for the final time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to

I Want...
I want arms that will hold me tight. Arms that I can feel safe in. Arms that will carry me in my weakest moments. I want hands that will softly caress my cheeks. Hands that will take my own and guide me when I am lost. I want fingers that will wipe my tears away. Fingers that will gently caress every inch of my body. I want lips that will kiss me passionately. Lips that will whisper "I love you" in my ear. I want eyes that I can get lost in. Eyes that can see into my heart and soul when I look into them. I want to be loved. A deep unconditional love that I can feel from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. I want to feel the butterflies in my tummy when I hear her voice. I want to feel the tingling sensation all over me as she lightly brushes up against me as she walks past. Can I feel your lips on my neck as you wrap your arms around me? Don't let go... Hold me tighter... Please... tighter... Whisper in my ear, you are here to stay Please never let g

Why I Wont Vote For Obama
Senator Barack Obama is a Democrat currently serving Illinois and has served in the Senate from 2005-Present. He has shown that he is a smooth operator to say the least. And I believe, that, some credit has to go to the company he has been with, over the years. What has he learned from his associations? And, how much of what he has learned, is he employing, into his campaign? 1. Obama started out early in his campaign attacking big business. Apparently Obama does not know that Big Businesses does not pay taxes. They simply raise their prices. And who is it that get the short end of the stick? That's right! The same ones Obama is claiming, he wants to help. If you have a good job, now with all of the works; that is, health insurance, dental care, disability insurance, life insurance and pension you are doing well. But not for long. Not under the Obama Plan to attack Big Business so he can pay for all of his social programs. If you are working for a company like the one I described

Like Sheep To The Slaughter
look behind your crooked grin and see the devil that lurks behind it the mask you wear doesn't fit right your horns are still showing with every word you speak the venom and lies seep out like embryo nothing but a monster dressed in a suit and tie laughing hysterically while you slit throats and drink the blood that spills from your victims throats slowly mutilating the remains turning them into nothing but masses of emptiness

Voting
I was talking to a friend the other day; we were discussing the race for the presidency of the United States. My friend asked me who I was going to vote for. Well, number one: it is no ones business. Number two: my candidate did not get the nomination. Because of number two, I feel it is not in order for me to vote. If I recall, there was a time when people were forced to vote for a candidate. This was the Nazi era in Germany. If you think that people in America are obligated to vote, and that they MUST choose between one of the two poorly qualified candidates; you are no different than those Nazis who forced people to vote in Germany in the 1930s. Now, lets get down to the real aspect of voting. Americans vote based on popularity; not qualifications. Maybe all nations do this. I remember in high school when we were asked to vote for the high school yearbooks positions. You know: Best Dressed, Best Personality, Most popular, that shit. Well, I refused to vote. I was asked by my homer

How Insane The World Really Is...
I've done some thinking tonight, and there are really so many thing that I'm fucking sick of. I've always never been a really big fan of the General population, But I've just gotten so fed up with EVERYTHING and EVERYBODY: First off, I'm sick of these stupid ass Metalheads who go growing their hair out and wearing stupid cheap ass rings and pendants and throwing their "Horns" in the air and "Rocking out" to Satan, Yet when someone dumps your sorry asses, you go around crying and carrying on like the "Pretty People" You all hate so much and try so hard to not be like. Speaking of which, I'm tired of you assholes who visit my profile with the same goddamn pictures, same loser personality but a different profile and screen name riddled with X's and some dumb ass reference to Metal. Every picture has to be with you holding your index and pinky finger up, or holding a guitar, all the while trying your best to look pissed off at nothing. Instead of wasting your money on buying the latest

Jenny Lee
Let me start with some background. I live and grew up in a small town just outside of Nashville. The town I lived in as well as Nashville was and is a very religious part of the country. I was raised by a very strict father who would whip you for the smallest infraction. All through my teenage years I would do things my father warned me against just to get a whipping. You see I discovered that while my father warmed my ass the heat would always travel to my pussy. The one thing these whippings did do however was to teach me what was bad and I would after a couple of whipping be so scared to do them that I never would do them again. The list was pretty long by the time I was grown. After college I moved to Nashville and got a loft apartment and started wondering if I dared to do some of the things that I had been taught were wrong. But no matter how much I wanted to I could not bring myself to do it. Now I take great pride in my appearance, my measurements is 37D-24-37, I stand 5'7"

Dream Come True
Well, my dream finally came true...Rick called me after I got out of class Thursday, and we met at a gas station. I left my car there, and rode with him to his house in the next town over. As soon as the door was shut, he commanded me to take off my jacket. He went into another room and came out with a bandanna, which he promptly tied around my eyes as a blindfold. "Take your sweater off," he said, and helped me get it over my head. He turned me around with my back to him then, and he unfastened my bra. As it dropped to the floor, I felt his warm hands sliding their way to my tits. My nipples were standing at attention, both because they were cold and because I was turned on by being blindfolded and half-naked in the arms of someone other than my husband. Rick massaged my tits sensuously for a while, then slid his hands down my waist and unbuttoned my jeans. Trembling, I desperately tried to help him get them off. I bent over and unzipped my boots and slid them off my feet. I finish

Just A Deep Loving Kiss
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss! WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX

Written By A 15 Year Old Boy
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses

Hey Be My Master
hey babe im having a deal for my fubar guys on here.... if u want to own me on the net for 3 months.. yup thats right i will be ur slave for the next 3 months.. if u want more details hit me up on yahoo sonochick20

The Trick Is In The Treat~ Pt4
"Me next." She said happily, and Victor's tongue went back to work. He wondered how long it would last before it was as exhausted as the rest of his muscles. Terri was riding him faster now, and he wondered if she too was a G spot trigger girl, and would she squirt? "One hour." Eva said sleepily. Terri had turned back again, and Victor could now see her delicate hands manipulating Lucy's huge tits. Her fingers were rolling the nipples gently, and Lucy's eyes were closed in pleasure. Before long Lucy was drawing short gasping breaths as Victor's mouth manipulated her clit and Terri's hands manipulated her nipples. "I'm getting close." Lucy cried as her muscles clenched and Victor worked her clit faster. "Oh yeah, that's it, I'm there." Lucy shuddered in release, and Victor pushed his tongue into her to feel the squeezing action from the inside. Eventually Lucy too rolled off, and Cass looked at Terri hopefully. "Time for me?" She asked. Terri reached behind her and held one of

Updates I Guess
Kamryns doing great. I cant believe shes almost 3. Where does time go? Shes amazingly smart and talented. I am one proud mommy. Im thinking of putting her into preschool, shes already counting, knows all of her basic colors, the alphabet.. so thats a consideration at the moment. As for my family... My oldest brother was diagnosed with HIV in August of last year. He dropped down to 96lbs. Hes almost 6 ft so you can imagine how rediculous he looked. At the current time, Hes a lot better. Hes up to 168lbs and actually very healthy keepin up with his medications. I love you Kc!!! My 2nd oldest brother- IDK where he is. but more than likely hes still in a band, playin the drums. and high. oh well. love u rog! My little brother- Hes a daddy as of May. He has a beautiful little boy, Micah. That he hasnt seen because his ex g/f took off to minnesota a year ago this month. and hasnt let my brother see him. My brother is also with a wonderful girl, who happens to be one of my best frien

Want To Fuck !
What is it you want? She stares at me, and give me a smile. God,are you cute she says, really cool, you want to go out. No she says , you know what i want. Really and what is that, you want me to ask you instead. I say yeah go ahead, want to fuck? I ask her are you serious, she says, yes and i will even blow you too. What do i do? I am only human! So i tell her yes , I guess i do want to fuck! The joke is on you she says! You just did get fucked!

Remindes Me Of Some One
Nobody Still Loves You Well nobody loves you And nobody cares And nobody wakes up when your not there And no one can miss you the way that I do Oh nobody, oh nobody still loves you Out of sight, out of mind You didn't waste anytime Making me part of your past And there's no stopping You've forgotten this love I thought would last I guess I was blind 'cause I can't see How you could say, I'm nobody, I'm nobody Well nobody loves you And nobody cares And nobody wakes up when your not there And no one can miss you the way that I do Oh nobody, oh nobody still loves you Well no one could miss you the way that I do Oh nobody, oh nobody Well nobody loves you And nobody cares Nobody loves you when your not there (Nobody loves you) Nobody loves you and nobody cares (Nobody cares) Nobody loves you when your not there Nobody loves you

Untitled
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this li

Shall I Compare Thee To A Summers Day?
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd; But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this and this gives life to thee. My Most Favorites of Favorite Sonnets yet again by W. Shakespear!

Twilight
LOS ANGELES, Calif. -- By all standards, "Twilight" is a phenomenon. With best-selling books, merchandise flying off the shelves and now a new film that appears to have "hit" written all over it, why is "Twilight" causing such a stir? VIEW THE PHOTOS: The Best & Worst Vampire Movies Of All Time Perhaps it can be traced back to one of the main reasons the original Bram Stoker's "Dracula" was such a hit -- the undying love story (literally). So many modern vampire stories focus on the creepy bloodsucking aspect that they often forget the romantic yearning behind the original tale. After all, Dracula was willing to denounce his god, commit suicide and doom himself to an eternity of suffering, all because of lost love. VIEW THE PHOTOS: The Latest Star Sightings "Twilight" fans are in love with, even obsessed with, the character of Edward Cullen, because he embodies that same undying pining that the original Dracula possessed. With that in mind, where will "Twilight"

Random But Fun
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! Ok, so here's my 10 weird/random things/facts/or habits about me. (1) I love Country (2) Tattoos are a huge turn on (3) I am only 5'3 (4) I have ADHD and drink coffee to control it (5) I love to feel needed (6) I hate feet. (7) I am addicted to my acne medicine (8) I cant stand unibrows (9) I shave just about anything on my body (10) I really can be a bitch I am going to tag: 1-Dez 2-Kenney 3-Chris 4-Michele 5-Anthony

What Is Left Is Not Right
What Is Left Is Not Right Shards of me strewn about My street barren and lifeless Lights that once illuminated Now dimming in the blackness The stench of death permeates the air My blood dries in the pool at my feet Eyes heavy and dried out My soul basks in defeat How the end came so quickly Is something I can not fathom I look up from my grave now No mourners have come Even the earth seems to reject me Wanting to spit me out It seems the battle is over And once again I have lost the bout As nobody watches all the pieces As they simply fade from sight My last thought in my heart is What Is Left Is Not Right

Which One Shall I Wear?
Which One Shall I Wear? A thousand masks lay upon the shore King,Thief,Beggar Man or Whore Which mask shall I wear today? What person shall I put on display? If I am a King will you see? Will you come and want to serve me? If I am thief should I hide in shadows? Stealing too live and nobody knows? If I am the Beggar Man will you give? Will you ever care if through the day I live? If I decide to play out the Whore? Will it be you walking through my door? So many other masks lay before me as well So hard to choose which will cover my hell I know that if you look very close at my masks You may see the thousands of tiny cracks The years have worn me to a shriveled man Watching as everything crumbled all my plans Can a mask truly cover a man’s pain? Or hide his utter distain? What do these masks really do for my life? I can say for sure they do not end my pain and strife

Tough
Tough I plant my feet firmly Hands take a hold in tight grip As I begin to drive slowly I feel the tension in my hips Back and forth as the sweat builds Muscles begin to flex and strain My breathing I try to control The sweat starts to pour like rain Dripping on the floor puddles form All of my effort driving to my goal The more I give the more you take Groans well up from my soul You are a torturing mistress Always demanding I push the edge Pump harder with each session I have no fear of jumping off your ledge Your whispers are a spike in my thoughts Give me more give me your all I am a slave to your desires Willingly submit to your beck and call Once my rhythm builds to it’s peak My body feels like it wants to quit But I will myself to continue Trying to give you every bit As I reach this climactic end I wonder why you like it so rough And why do I give in to you? You’re just an elliptical but you’re tough I wrote this after a night at the gym...Heheh

Sexual Position Of Choice
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Roughdoggy Intense. Submissive... And just a tad bit painful.You don't mind bending over to get porked -As long as you're getting pulled and forked. 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com

Beauty
I figured I'd kick this off with one of my favorite poems. I wrote this in high school, so it's not the greatest, but it has much sentimental meaning to me. Enjoy :) Beauty I dream of all I want to be The girl in the picture That everyone wants to see The tanned satin skin And shimmering blonde hair The perfect figure With a perfect face I look at myself In my bedroom mirror Could it be That I am no less than she? I stand there In all my nakedness And stare.... Slowly I see The milk white of my skin And my crown of dark curly hair The smooth curl of my shoulders And the soft fullness of my breast The roundness of my hips And the curved shape of my legs I see for the first time What it is I really am Without the make-up And fancy clothes I see myself and find That I am beautiful, too.... SEH (copyright)

Debunking My Myth 1: Why Am I Single? The Complex Mother-god Complex
I look to Mother-God for: Help when I can help myself and feel helpless or help when I have no clue to help myself. Consolation Approval Absolution Resolution Support This is important in mate for me. The reconstitution of my own constitution that serves problematic during my daily growth in life. These components do not wavier otherwise it turns into this: Suspicion and distrust Introverted activity and external isolation Secrecy and self-destruction to receive attention. Which may be characteristic of someone who does not want to draw attention to certain behavior, but conversely the actions are admitted to in a rebellious context, i.e. I upset you in secret to make you pay attention because you weren't already. Typical of teenagers. Grandiose ideas of achievement or failure of self. Unachievable goals and great guilt of failure when failing to reach those goals. What I'm saying is that women and God never will approve of me, therefore I will nev

No Matter What Is Said
This is a personal poem for my son. In hopes that one day the grips that my family have on our relationship will be loosened. That we are able to at least just sit and talk with out the restraints of all the pain and hurt caused to the both of us. No matter what is said, I love you; I look forward to our relationship being restored. We have had our struggles since day one; Before your life had even begun. I have always been your silent cheerleader from the back of the bleachers; Even though I have not been a lifes teacher. No matter what is said, I love you You did not ask for any of this, that I'm sure. I hope one day we can sit and talk about the things that matter; Being able to tear down the walls and watch them shatter. I'm sorry for the way things are; Like a twisted melody from a broken stringed guitar. No matter what is said I love you; The struggles that my mother and I have do not need to rear its ugly head at you anymore. I apologize for all the pain thi

Robert Chrisley "enoch In Stereo"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "Enoch In Stereo" Channel DEFF-ini-shon 2004 Latter days is the after days Is the latter days of the sunshine Latter days is the final days Is the last days of the sound mind Latter days is the after days Is the part you play in streets of time Latter days is the price you pay Without delay for the yes you blind Latter days is the essence of praise To the roads we lay that will be mine Latter days is the path we waive When you change your face on a dime Latter days is the eggs you break And the shells you walk upon across the lime light Latter days is the advice you hate But, you choose to take when it's too late to save your pride Tune me in to tune me out Enslave your Faith to serve your doubt and I (Wonder where you're commin from.....) ©MMIV 2004 Chrisley Music® MMVIII Arc Phoenix Corporation® www.rockafterdark.com www.planetchrisley.com www.arcphoenix.com Unauthorized Use Prohibited Under Federal Law.

Life
well, i saw went to the va hospital, and they gave me sum damn good drugs....i do have to go to pysical therapy, and pain management now.... for all who dont know whats wrong.... in 2006 i fractered to vertebre's and got out of army, well i decided to go guard about a year later.. and i was training to head to iraq the 4th time and slipped a disk out and reinjured my spine...so now i am in chronic pain 24/7.

.........gilded Butterflies
That's how I feel without you. Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. You move me... Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again. When I am with you, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory, And all but you is forgotten, If only for the moment... Sweet, warm, tender, caring... I become overwhelmed in your presence, lost... Lost to my imagination, to the thought of you. I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up.

Martin Truex Jr
Well what can I say about Martin other then he is a great friend and an awsome driver. Yes that is him in those pics that I have. No ladies he is taken by someone as well if you are wondering. Well lets see here his family and my family are really great friends since we were kids. Now he went a different path then me in his racing career and it shows since he races in the Nascar Sprint Cup Series. He is currently helping me try to make it with some team and I hope I do make it too. Hopefully he remains in what he is doing and hopefully I will make it since in the past it has shown that we can motivate each other on the track. Which means we both usually do well.

I Will Kill Someone.
I'm getting the red ring of death on my xbox. that worked FINE last time i played the fucker. My warranty's up, so it'll cost me 94 bucks to send away for a repair. And a new one is like 300 dollars. Fucking great. I'm really pissed off. I'll be having no tolerance for assholes today so fuck off and get off your high horse.I'm not dealing with the dipshits who think they're god's gift to earth trying to get in my pants. If you can't fix my xbox, don't fucking act like you're god.

My Body Screams
My body screams But you do not hear I cry out But you ignore my fear Your coldness seeps Into my veins Multiplying the severity Of my unbearable pain My heart breaks And weeps for you Needing you in spite Of the things you do You don't deserve me But what can I say I guess I just love you And I can't walk away

Mend
The sun is shing for the first time in days Gives me the light I need To see all the broken pieces around me That need to be put back togeather again Everytime you smile, or I hear your voice A little piece of my broken heart Is fitted back into its place I am hesitant I am scared But it all is starting to make sense again My storm is finally over My sea is no longer rough I might be able to give my heart again With a little help It might no longer be broken and battered I wont be held togeather by tape Or have its pieces glued into place But completely mended. Is this how it feels to fall Is this how its suppossed to happen I don't feel lost or confused I think for a change this might work And I will never need to med A broken heart again J.E. Znaniecki [2008]

Thanks For The Prayers Update On Me
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRAYERS IM HOME AND UPDATE ON ME FIRST OF ALL I DO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART PRAYERS DO GET ANSWERED, IM HOME RECOVERYING LOL UNDER DOCTORS ORDERS TO REST O YEAH THAT ALWAYS WORKS FOR ME NOT !! I AM IN TREMDIOUS PAIN CUT FROM UNDER MY BREAST BONE ALL THE WAY DOWN NOT SURE HOW MANY STAPLES I THINK OVER 20, LOOKING FDW IN GETTING THEM PULLED OUT, RUPTURED HERNIA REMOVED AS WELL AS TUMOR BUT THE GOOD NEWS THANKS TO THE PRAYERS IM NOT FACING CANCER :) NOW IM GOING TO TRY NOT FOCUS ON THE PAIN BUT DOING LIKE ALWAYS WHAT I LOVE LOOKING OUT PROMOTING MY ARTIST AS WELL AS SPINNING GREAT INDIES TRYING KEEP MY STATION GOING, THAT WILL HEAL ME, LOVE YOU ALL TUNE IN ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO IS ON AIR, NO SHOWS TODAY THOUGH BE BACK FULL FORCE NOV 6 TH JODY DICKEY EAGLE DREAMS PROMOTION ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO OWNER/DJ

Possibly The Very Best Chicken Joke Ever
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face.The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet, rolls over, and says, 'Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question.'

The Parting Kiss
Humid seal of soft affections, Tenderest pledge of future bliss, Dearest tie of young connections, Love's first snowdrop, virgin kiss! Speaking silence, dumb confession, Passion's birth, and infant's play, Dove-like fondness, chaste concession, Glowing dawn of future day! Sorrowing joy, Adieu's last action, (Lingering lips must now disjoin), What words can ever speak affection So thrilling and sincere as thine! - Robert Burns

A Perfect Evil By Alex Kava
Plot Summary: A serial killer eludes an FBI profiler and a smalltown Nebraska sheriff in Kava's engaging debut, which manages to remain entertaining despite a fairly conventional plot line. As the story opens, recently appointed Sheriff Nick Morelli is as relieved as the rest of the citizens of Platte City that his predecessor, who also happens to be his father, has captured the child killer who plagued the town. But after the killer is executed, another child is discovered dead, and Morelli realizes that the convicted man was in fact a copycat killer, leaving the original criminal still on the prowl. Morelli gets some much-needed help in the investigation from FBI profiler Maggie O'Dell, but the hunt gets complicated when Morelli's sister, a journalist, leaks info to the media. Things become even stickier when O'Dell unearths a couple of unlikely suspects who've been dismissed by the police, and the search takes on a new level of urgency when Morelli's nephew is abducted and appears t

Fruits Of The Forbidden 1- Dream's Descent
I redid my Erotica, and now it's a Yiff series. =] Here is part one, redone. October 13th, 2008- There are those who might be wondering why I'm beginning to keep this log... One might say for posterity. Personally, I wish it to be used as proof of my sanity. You might remember my childish infatuation with a friend of my Master's. Oh, how I used to dream... When out with our circle of friends, I'd be hard pressed to steer my mind away from its wanderings amongst my fantasy- I would wonder how soft his hair was, what his lips would feel like against my neck, how long it had been since he had felt the physical comfort of another... Every time my Master and I would rest for the night at Mssr. Buqet's flat, He was always there. He'd awaken in his undergarments, and I loved to drink in the sight. He has such beautiful legs... For a year now, my innocent day-dreaming remained silent, except to the few people closest to me. My heart raced at the thought of seeing him, even though I was

Day 2 - Where's The Money
Now folks its not like you can read my blogs and not create a valuable opinion of your own. I purposely include thoughts that create a fox and hound fight in my blogs and the bar is always open for laughing, cursing, spitting, squirting, fighting, and of course counter-opinion in a civilized manner. As a matter of fact- I did go to my mail box again today and did not find my gasoline check the Red Team promised. Oh well, maybe next week. Now if you are reading this and you want to post comments like "...lick my arse..." or "....pucker up cause I got a place for you to kiss..." (Willie "T" Nelson words) then go a head...write and post it. Its ok BTW...women are beautiful, big, short, fat, skinny, tall, and this ole feller wants to know ya in a personal kind of way. So, come on in an have a sit and lets chat awhile if ya lonely or just need a friend. Keep your cheeks against the wind--Friend :) OMB

Hey All
i hope i added it right..will i sing and i added a song of me on fubar singing one of my fave songs called all or noghting i hope i did it right let me know if i didnt and i can redo it..please i hope you listen and like it leave comments to me on my profile thanks..

We Are Americans First
Yesterday, Rudy Gulliani said something very interesting when asked about what will happen if Obama won the election. His response: "Tomorrow we wake up not Republican, not Democrat, but American. We must back whomever is elected because if he fails, we fail as a nation." Personally, I'm not thrilled that a majority of our nation chose to send in the rookie quarterback while the team is 4th and 20, but there's nothing we can say or do now to change that. All we can do is hope and pray that the right decisions are made and that we do what needs to be done to fix what is broken. We will never fully agree with every decision made and direction our new President takes us in, but we can't do to him what the left did to President Bush. History was made last night. Whether you supported him or not, history was made in terms of racial equality in this country. Never again can someone say that the political playing field is not level for all. I am and will always be a true, Die-hard

To You All
(friends and family only) I would like to thank you all in advance for your impeding help this evening with helping me to level up (clenches fists and grits teeth!) I WILL DO IT TONIGHT - my outstanding gratitude goes to the following (real names only screen names are too long to list!) Barbara Rebekah Dawn Tom Jim Sandy MIchaele David Tracey (Mishnumber1 - sorry not sure what real name is!) Diane CHuk Candy Cher These people have been here nearly every day rating my cr@p. If I have missed any one out, many apologies feel free to bash me (kinky!!!!!!!) LUV TO YOU AND MAY WE CARRY ON HELPING EACH OTHER AS THE LEVELS GO THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (btw feel free to add rate and fan these amazing people, they have defo made my stay on Fubar worthwhile!)

Best Friends
If you care about me you will read the whole thing.....what would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So I just wanted to say even if I never talk to you again in my life your special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new ones you never will...... remember everyone needs a friend.

Well Can You?
Can You Feel The Beat? Are you aware of your heartbeat? In moments of reflection and meditation, I can become so aware of my heartbeat, ba-boom, ba-boom, and it pumps blood throughout my body. Often as I sit quietly my heartbeat can begin to rock my body. Now not to confuse this with comfort rocking, this is when i am sitting quietly most of the time leaning forward, my body can rock with my heartbeats. Do I have such a heart that is so strong that it can do that? Is it a large heart capable of moving a person? I wonder. Tonight on the way home, as I sat in traffic, my back pressed back against the seat, I felt it moving me. I looked down and literally saw my body moving from the beat of my heart. It looked very surreal, but more importantly, I felt it. I imagined the movement inside of my chest, keeping rhythm with the movement I saw on the outside. Hearts break, they heal, are given and taken...but to feel one beat, aware of your own inside, is something magica

What I Feel
your eyes , your smile draw me in your words caress me your lips my undoing i want to trust i want to give all of me to be yours forever but i hang back afraid of the pain of losing all of whom iam at the touch of your hand my heart aches fro you but i dont want it to break for you should i stay or run because all i have ever done is run

The First Kids Rehearsal
On Sunday, it was the kids turn to learn their moves. My daughter is among a few adorable littlest munchkins. So I am coaching her as I am learning the moves with her, so I can help her at home as practice. So she comes off from stage left doin her lil thing. Now the other girls are a bit more used to dancing, so she is just going with the flow. Of course, she just loves the jumping around in a circle bit! I can't tell you how I enjoy watching children dancing and singing, but the watching her in the group made me feel so proud and I couldn't help but smile and encourage and clap for her! And its not just her, all of these kids are so adorable and they work just as hard as the adults do. So during a break, she had her head in her lap. All wrapped around herself. So I ask her whats wrong. She thought she wasn't doing as well as the other girls. Well, I scooped her up in my arms, and said.."All that matters, is that you are having fun, and trying your best! Thats all you need

Widow's Revenge
She slipped the cut rose in the lapel of the man she gave her life up for. He was dressed in the dashing tuxedo he wore at the Gala event at the French Embassy. Looking as handsome as always, she whispered "I love you" in his ear. They were being watched, which she favored, so she kissed him gently on his lips. "I forgive you." Again she muttered softly. Rising she felt for the kneeler yet again, raised her hands in prayer, the ritual of the event. She crossed herself quickly, then returned to her seat in the corner. Stick to the plan. She crossed her legs, revealing her smooth leg, only enough to not reveal the revolver tucked in the garter higher placed upon her thigh. Pulling her veil over her face again, she waited. The receiving line was to begin. One of these guests was responsible and she was going to find out who. It's probably more complicated then that but one bastard at a time. Putting on the distraught widow act, she thanked and held warmly the hand of

Me
Sittin' on the fencepost chewin' on my bubblegum ( chomp.. chomp ...chomp...chomp..) Playin' with my yo-yo ( whoo-whoo)! And along came Hoymen da worm... and he was growing so big!!! I said Hoymen whassup wit dat? "I had one to many sodas"... he would say He kept drinking and drinking more and more everyday.. He grew out of his tree now too big to play!!,He started to cry and a flood came about We all got so scared we began to shout! Then the loudest thunder we ever did hear.. Was Hoymen he burped and shrunk in his tear! He swam and he swam Till the sun dried it up And I found him again and said what’s up? He said "I was so sick of being small I wanted a quick fix once and for all" "So I kept drinkin that soda sip after sip I was no longer the last to get picked in the game" Even the fifth graders knew my first name I was on top of the world Till I got to big So I cried and I cried when I broke my own twig. But now I am stronger I grew a whole mile my brain th

Listen
i need rtes but not that bad guys i do not cam,i will not do anything for rates im just here to have fun,i dont expect rates i put my pics out if you rate them fine and if you dont well that s fine too.ty to my awsome friends for rating and being good friends im trying to get cought up on my ratting so be patont with me myspeeling isn great lol sorry

Definition Of .youuuu.....
your underwear makes you who you are.it tells a lot about your character,demeanor and level of confidence.a lot of people wear underwear with holes in it but on top dress up in the high end fashions,those are posers pretending to be something they are not,then those who wear the sexy because they are confident.if job applications were to depend on underwear,how many would be able to get the job??????

Dirty Girl And Xmasbaby Are At It Again!!
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Amanda
My very soul Smiles as crisp as a winters wind Eyes as radiant as the northern lights Her voice is as a chorus of heavenly angles Hair like the first snow Personality like a warm summer’s night I am afraid for her future I am afraid she will not meet her kindred spirit I am afraid she will meet her kindred spirit I am afraid she will be in need and I won’t be there I see her in every child’s life that I save I see her every time I help to bring into this world another child I see her when I save some ones daddy or mommy She is why I do what I do She is my comfort when I am weak She is my courage when all I know is fear She is my motivation to be a good man She is my little girl for now and for always

Snippet Of A Snippet...this Is Something I Want To Make Into A Completed Song
Just because you have been there Doesn't mean you feel the same way I do We are the best of friends on separate paths And in the end we will find our dreams alone

Agasdga
Bleh... I'm so frustrated with my weight. It's been at the same number for like a month!! I actually given up on diet soda for a month...it was hard cause I love Diet Dr. Pepper. But I'm used to ice tea now. So I guess I'm at platu or something. I finally pushed myself to go to the gym today. Felt nice, even though I wasn't there that long. Almost an hour. Just long enough for Rich to get his new WoW expansion pack. I need to push myself going to the gym more often. I do miss working out as much as I used to. I actually admitted to several people what my weight is. A lot of them didn't believe it, but it's true. I'm a lot heavier than what people think. But yea.... I have my goal again. I just hope to stick to it

What Your Home Says About You
What Your Home Says About You You come across as very intellectual. People take your wisdom seriously. Your hygiene is passable, but you may be hiding some dirty secrets. You are a very domestic person. You enjoy decorating, cooking, and making things homey. You are not a nurturing person by nature, but you can easily take care of someone you truly love. You feel settled in your life. You have enough time to focus on little details. You are a very self sufficient person. You can get along well without much help. Your friends see you as honest, humble, and responsible. What Does Your Home Say About You?

Hmm Raidernation
now this one totallly confused me... raidernati...: Thanks for adding me babew raidernati...: *babe ->raidernati...: um dont call me babe.. but no problem raidernati...: Sorry...I did not mean any disrespect..... ->raidernati...: its ok raidernati...: Thanks for th 10's ok so this was the short conversation.. all i said was dont call me babe.. i wasnt mean about it and i said it was ok.. well this is what there was: raidernation68 rated you a '10'! THENNN: · raidernation68 re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! there was no other conversation.. i didnt say anything more then that and neither did he.. but he gave me a 1 because i asked him not to call me babe... mannn people confuse me! im sorry i dont want you to call me babe old man who is 40 years old.. no thank you.. read my profile ass hole. :)

I've Dreamed Of This Moment Forever,
I've dreamed of this moment forever, When I could look you in the eye, And tell you how I feel about you, The thoughts that are always on my mind Why do you make me love you, I've tried so hard to just be friends But I can't help but want you, And I pray that our love will never end. Because there is something about you, Deep in your heart, That makes me love you When we're miles apart. And I know that you love me, And that you understand, That I can't live without you, Your my best friend. And I miss the summer nights, When we walked hand in hand, Looking at the stars, My mind plays it over and over again. And I can't wait to see you, And for you to hold me in your arms once more, I can't wait for your lips to touch mine, So I will see that smile I adore.

Truth
IF UR NOT INTERESTED IN BEING MY FRIEND DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME. I HAD A GUY TALK ALL THIS SHIT TO ME AND NOW HE ISNT MY FRIEND. I AM A GOOD FUCKING PERSON AND I DONT NEED UR FUCKING MIND GAMES TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF. SO READ THIS AND GET THE DAMN HINT

8-year-old Charged With Murder
8-year-old charged with murdering dad, another man By FELICIA FONSECA Associated Press Writer ST. JOHNS, Ariz. (AP) -- By all accounts, he was a good boy. No problems in school. No disuptions in his religious education classes at St. Johns Catholic Church, where he was to mark his First Communion this year. So police and neighbors in the 8-year-old's small eastern Arizona community are at a loss to explain why he would have used a .22-caliber rifle to kill his father and another man at their home. "That child, I don't think he knows what he did, and it was brutal,'' said the family priest, the Very Rev. John Paul Sauter. Police say the boy killed his father, Vincent Romero, 29, and another man, Timothy Romans, 39, on Wednesday. The men worked together, and Romans had been renting a room at the house, prosecutors said. The boy, who faces two counts of premeditated murder, did not act on the spur of the moment, St. Johns Police Chief Roy Melnick said. Police are look

Yeah, Well, Whatever...lol
You Are an Okay Listener You try to be a good listener, and usually you are. But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to! Your mind tends to wander during some conversations. You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting. Are You a Good Listener?

Contest Is Open...
I am hosting a bling contest starting Saturday November 15, 2008. 3 ppl have entered. The prize will be a 10 credit bling pack. The three people will be racing against each other. The first one to 6k comments wins. Here is who we have: SO COME COMMENT LIKE HELL...HEHE DJ Chocolate Bunny@ Ç£üb Røck-A-Fëllåz **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar

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Mess
Ok, so recently I have gained the attention of someone who seems to be an actual decent guy. He wants to take me on an actual date. I don't know if he's taking things slow cause he thinks he has to, or he actually wants to. Either way, I figured why not...however, this is something I haven't done in years. I usually skip all that cause I am not usually in the mood for it, nor does the guy actually want it, they're just doing it cause they think they have to play some sort of game. Either way, someone new to become a friend or some crap like that. Due to other circumstances, I don't see it working out for anything else. THEN, there's another one that I'm very attracted to, but is married. Right age, right type of personality...and he's married...dammit. So basically just a little flirtations here and ther but nothing else. Dammit... AND THEN....there's also the last "ex"... still on my mind. Tho I know how he is and what the situation is right now, I still can't help think a

Today
Today was a good day, Went to a housewarming party. The saying "its a small world" came to light today at said housewarming. I don't know how many of you had things happen in your life that you pushed out of your mind. (Im sure most of you would say yes) anyway I met a man today who right off the back knew my hubby and started talking to him. He asked if he knew another guy who happend to be one of MY old school friend when he asked me my name he gave me this look like I hit him in the face. My hubby went to grab a drink and the man asked me about another guy from high school who happened to be my high school boyfriend. He asked me if I remembered him and I couldn't, when he told me he was on one of the Sports team it clicked. My boyfriend at the time did something so bad that it came back all at once and I didnt know what to say. I guess I feel bad, why? because it was my fault.

In Me
In Me You turn away again My world crashes You take your kiss away Across my skin a thousand lashes You say you don’t love me And my blood stops flowing You say you are leaving And the sun and moon stop glowing In me there is a love One that will not die In me there is your memory A smile for every tear I cry In me you live and breathe I hold to what is not there In me you have a home Yet I’m alone in the middle of nowhere In me everything is yours To take and do as you will In me a desire for a future with you But I fear we will never climb that hill

The New World Of Non Smoking Hell
Well, it finally happened. Someone convinced me to attempt to quit smoking. I am dreading it. I have four cigarettes left. I want then to last forever, but at the same time I want to smoke them all at once. I am afraid to death of eating myself into a size massive in lieu of nicotine, so, I pick up a paint brush, but it is no use, I only want to beat things with it. Not creation by brush strokes, but destruction. It's no good. But, I will not be a pansy. That is not allowed.

Gone Forever
Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuckin' fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

Wedding
hey last night my fiancee came home...it was great..he told my sister that he is never going to leave me and that when i was a way from him that he was thinking and said told me that I am his soulmate. So we have been thinking about getting married! He would like to get married in MAY 2009. I have no problem with that. I love him so much. I want to have a causual wedding but i dont know where to have it. Since i am In Buffalo, NY does anyone have any ideas on where to get married. * Buffalo is still somewhat cool in MAY*

*bleh*
Ok, so since the last time, the one who wanted to go on a date is probably a non-issue. The married one will probably never turn in to anything due to the circumstances. And the "ex" is barely on my mind in that way any more. I still joke around with the second one, and it's nice to be able to do that, but I think I let certain other thoughts go through my mind way too much. Not just sexual ones...which is what concerns me. No matter...back to where I was...bleh...

American Justice?
Action Alert Urge President Bush to Pardon Border Agents Ramos and Compean Agents Sent to Federal Prison for "doing their job" -- securing the border On January 17, 2007, two brave U.S. Border Patrol agents -- Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean -- began serving their combined 23-year prison terms! Their crime? Defending our nation's southern border against illegal alien drug smugglers. In other words, these two men are in federal prison for what Congressman Tom Tancredo called, "doing their job" -- securing the border. Here are the facts: Border Agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean spotted a suspicious van on U.S. soil near the U.S.-Mexico border. The van was being driven by an illegal alien -- Osvaldo Aldrete-Davila -- who was smuggling 743 pounds of marijuana into the United States. When the illegal alien drug smuggler saw Agents Ramos and Compean, he ran for the border. The agents heard gun shots while pursuing Aldrete-Davila on foot. Accord

Peter & The Elephant
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures t

The F Word
Hey people I'm new here from nyc and proud to be fat. I use to think fat was an ugly digustion and a fearful word but I grew up. Beening call fat is nice and funny to me. Why? Because it the way its used! I been called a fat ass to fat bit*h and I like it. I dont like the term bbw or plus size let get a new word but fat is cool to me now lol I dont know bbw and mean anything some women I know who are just bw "big women" not the beauty part because they do the same that some skinny girls do putting people down to make themself look good oh yea some of u know what I'm talking about lol we all have a "weigh issue" like america or another countries thinks but I think we should just be ourself and like the word fat because most women are accepted the word bitch from all the myspace tagged and other communities out on the web why fat we get prettier men anyway so if u like bbw and plus size use it because u only live once

This Came To Me In The Middle Of The Night!
In ones life, a day is like every other day. For time is always passing, as it slips away from us forever. Within that time only sheer instances even matter. But somethings different now......for when I'm with you, time seems to slow, almost stop. As if it's allowing us to saver every moment we share together. .....so you sit, waiting for me. A candle barely lights you face. As it flickers, it steals the air. .....stepping through pools of moonlight I move to you. Now as close as I can be, but barely touching. It is then that you strip me, of all my defenses, all my fears, and my past. Leaving me feeling naked before you. In a whisper you speak to me. Words slip from your mouth, like leaves falling from trees. My ears await them, like the ground below. Closer we become....invading each other. .....as our lips touch, you steal the breathe for me. Leaving me gasping, and dizzy. I feel your warmth against me, it is then that I realize. I would give every breathe I had to you

Bad Seed... Copyright 2007
"I didn't ask to be here." "I had no choice." Words you'll never hear- Because they're never voiced. I'm here by chance. Small and meek; No one gives a glance, Or sees the tear-stained cheek. Laugh and sneer in my face. Clothes- old and worn- I am out of place; Hurt and scorned. Others laugh and play; I'm not wanted here. They push me away. Wipe away another tear. What was my sin, To cause me such pain? To see where it begins, Just look at my name.

Jeremy Again....
Murder suspect caught One suspect still at large; family, friends pay tribute to slain guitarist Danie M. Huffman wdreporter2@yahoo.com Johnny Preston Reed, 37, was caught and arrested Thursday morning around 1 a.m. by Kaufman County Sheriff’s Department. Guy Evan Graves, 35, is still at large. The men are wanted for the murder of Jeremy Ryan Sisk, 24, of Weatherford. Family members said Sisk died Tuesday morning while running to his brother’s aid. Police found the get-away Chevrolet pickup abandoned Thursday on West Lake Drive in Weatherford. Police said they have received information that Graves is a member of the Aryan Brotherhood, adding he is armed and dangerous. Friends, family and fans continue to mourn the loss of Sisk. Sisk, who was originally said to have been shot in the face, was actually shot in the shoulder after he tried to save his brother from his killers. Sisk’s mother, Debra Sisk, said the medical examiner’s office confirmed the findin

Here But Not Here
i dream of the day i will never live i live a life i will never breathe someday some how hope or faith will play its role death or life will choose its coorse the clock is ticking each second each pulse each drop of blood each heart beat do you hear the screams inside i do i will stand aside will walk away will never know the fate but deep down i know what is happening to my self that my soul is dying that my life is dying within what will i do what will happen to the outside im sorry but i have no strength to live on my last dying breath please dont cry dont shed a tear im ok i will always be with you my loves mommy is here you may not see i will always be by your side always and forever

Friend Lvler
a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=149776&friend=149776" target=_blank>Friend Leveler(owned by spazzy69)@ fubar This is my friend and he helps everyone out we need to show him mad love and get him lvled who's in . think of all the time he has been there for us

9/11 Auto Contributions
CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington . The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $1 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $1 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the American Red Cross. 7. Audi-Nothing. 8. BMW

A Few Questions I Have
#1.Why is it that if a guy sleeps around they are GOD but if a woman does it she's a whore? #2.Why if a man cheats they want to work it out but if the woman cheats its over..no ifs and or buts? #3.Why do our mothers tell us how to raise our kids even though they did a bang up job raising us? #4.Why do we ask our kids if they want a spanking knowing they are not going to say yes please? #5.Why do we always tell secrets to someone who we know are going to nark us out instantly?

Up 4 Adoption
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th

Hmmmmmm
im so lonesome i could cry sometimes i dont know why i even try i dont stand a chance at winning you with all the others around i looked up and down tried to chase away my frown but im not feeling very beautiful today no matter what you said i cant seem to chase away my fears inside that i hide i just want to be with you but do you feel it too i been hurt before my heart stomped on the floor my rejection known by all can i make one more fall it is tearing me in two as i wonder if you are true im too scared to hope that im not the butt of some stupid joke will i be left alone broken in pieces again because i dont know if my heart will mend anymore rainmaker 11-08

Random Feelings.
You are the most beautiful thing to me. You brighten my day with your smile. You make me feel so special when I am around you. You know exactly what to do to make me in a better mood. You know that I love you. You know that I can?t stand not being around you. You are my everything. You are the one I love and the only one I love. You are my princess and I am your prince. You are who you are and that?s why I love you. That?s who you are to me.

My 1 And Only
You're the warm sensation that I feel inside my soul, you're my man, my love, my world- you're the half that makes me whole! You're the sun that lights my day, you're the moon that lights my night, I'll love when we get along I'll love you more each time we fight. I know sometimes I'll piss you off, but don't forget how much I care.. and no matter how much we may yell, I promise I'll still be there. I don't always pick up the phone, and I may forget to call... but my feelings and my love for you haven't changed at all. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but I'll be as close as I can be, You're the only one my heart beats for, You're my One & Only!!

To The Lost Angel
o the forgotten angel: you are the guardian angel watching over me. you are the sun that lights my sky in the day. you are the moon that lights my sky at night. you are the air i breathe to survive. you are the whisper in the gentle breeze. you are the sound of the ocean that calms my soul. you are the song stuck inside my head. you are the one i dream about when i sleep. you are the one i think about when i'm awake. you are the world i live in. you are my everything!! and I LOVE YOU!

Hmmm What Do U Think
All right I am in college and I am doing criminal justice and well I am wanting to change my major but having trouble I have always wanted to help people or work with people with disabilties. So I am thinking of changing to psych. or I can do health care administration. What is your outlook on this I know it has to be what makes me happy and everything.

Thanksgivin
I've noticed so many people on here, puttin up backgrounds on their pages, for Christmas, and talkin about decoratin for Christmas. But it seems everyone has skipped over or forgotten Thanksgiving. It made me start thinkin... -That and my daughter, last night. She was watching a sad show, where a little boys mama died at Christmas, and he saved up all his money to buy her some dancin shoes, so she could dance one more time, before she died. My daughter came and cuddled up to me, cryin, and was telling me that she was affraid that I would leave her like that. Then she said that on Thanksgiving day, she was going to remember everything she is thankful for, and started to tell me all the things that she was thankful for. This is really what got me to thinkin of what *I* am thankful for. So here it is... Some of the things I am thankful for. *I am thankful for my home. -It might not be worth much, and might be a piece of crap. But it keeps the rain offa me and keeps me

Fair Play
You may not understand me It means not that I'm wrong If you don't like who I am To you your opinion belongs I own me and my person My own power and peace I will not take on your fear For fear is a disease So you be who you want to be Let me do the same And then all of the players Get a fair game I own my own experience In my game of life Don't mess with my ownership And create a world of strife Blame and judgment hurt Let not it come from you For every poison arrow you shoot Comes right back at you Bundle up your history Hold it in your sight Once you understand its' effect Drop it from a height Don't hold on to things Done and undone Or life becomes a nightmare And that is what you become The blueprint of who we are Is made up of the past But who we can become May fade all too fast Set your course to success As determined by you Don't deter from your path And you will no longer feel blue. Time doesn't stop I will no longer sit ba

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Off The Top Of My Head
WONDERING HERE LATELY ABOUT LIFE AND THINGS.......HUMMMMM AS I SIT AND WONDER AND WAIT TO FIND THE ANSWERS, DO I REALLY WANT TO KNOW THEM? AT TIMES I THINK I DO AND OTHERS I THINK IT IS BETTER OFF NOT KNOWING.....I AM 28 YEARS OLD, I DONT TAKE SHIT AND I DONT PLAY GAMES, THING IS I HAVE BEEN DIVORCED FOR 4 YEARS THIS COMING FEB I HAVE FIGURED OUT WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE......THE THING IS NOW A DAYS MOST PEOPLE DONT WANT THE SAME THINGS.....THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THE GAME AND ADDING ANOTHER NOTCH ON THAT BELT....ME HELL I WAS READY TO SETTLE DOWN WHEN I WAS 21 I LIVED MY LIFE AT A EARLY AGE, I SEE LIFE AND LOST AND LOVED AND LOST THAT.....I HAVE TWO GREAT AMAZING KIDS WHO I LOVE AND ARE MY WHOLE WORLD, I HAVE THREE GOOD JOBS THAT I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, MY BUSINESS I WOULD NOT GIVE UP FOR THE WORLD AND MY FULL TIME DAY JOB WELL IT IS CRAZY AND A PAIN IN MY ASS BUT I LOVE IT ALSO BEING AROUND THE PEOPLE I CALL FAMILY AT WORK HAVING FUN LAUGHING AND JUST GOOFING OFF IS GREAT, THEN M

Marley ~the Old Hag That Tries To Split Up Couples~
This woman (and I use that term loosely), Marley, came to Demonhunter666's page and rated him a 3. He asked her why a 3, and she started goin all screwy attemtping to flirt I guess, and ask about me. THEN she went psycho on him when he told her she was in menopause. Then she came to my page and just sat there. Came to my page a total of 4 times. I went to her page and rated her a 3 back, sicne she rated him a 3. THEN she decided to shout me, and start cussin me out, AFTER rating me a 1. Below is her conversation with me, and below that is hers with Demonhunter666. She is obviously out to ATTEMPT to break us up. So I am putting this up for those of you who are couples on here... She will TRY to cause problems for you... (Read from the bottom up...) MY Conversation with Marley ->MaRLeY: Yesh you are. Bye! MaRLeY: oooohhhh im scared!!!! what a fuckin loser ! ->MaRLeY: Yep, Ima put you on a bulletin so everyone can see what you are. hahahahah

Heavens Waiting
Sometimes I feel just like a bat locked in a cage It's hard to live beyond the walls It ain't no life at all But don't you tear it down Chorus Take your chances, I'll take mine Chasing thunder is only wasted time Got no reason to walk that line Heaven's waiting if I can make it home tonight And with the years I've found a faith that gets me by It shows me the truth in a hurricane of lines My baby's left a light for me That's really all I need They won't bring me down (Repeat Chorus) Aimlessly rushing leaves you with nothing You need some loving to make you feel alive In less than a moment, life can be stolen I know where I'm going, gotta get me there tonight I'm holding on to what I can Like any other lucky man Love won't strike me love won't sell me out

Respect.
It's funny how everytime I meet someone, I make another friend, and old friends who've known me, manage to keep this so well. But there's always someone going through some powertrip, or trying to face life with some sort of negative attitude carrying in their mind thinking that disrespecting someone would empower them. One thing I've learned within the martial arts, when you disrespect life.. you disrespect yourself. So for all the pimps (guys who smack even their own family for a false sense of respect), the players, the "bitches" (women who believe they're empowered by their all-controlling vagina) or even the emo's aka victimizers... when you disrespect others.. you're disrespecting yourself by showing that the only ammo you have is weakness. For it is easier to destroy than to build. I love this quote that says.. am i not destroying my enemies by making them my friend? Now that my friend is empowerement, not vice versa. To hate is to show weakness. To love/understand is

Hey Guyz!
I'm alicia and pleasing men is what I do best! I'm a horny hotty who wants to do it with you, baby. I love fantasies of the naughty kind and can tease and please you like no other. I want to be your dirty little secret, your princess and sensual goddess. Lets share our deepest desires and explode together. wildalicia420@yahoo.com

The Sounds Of Life
THE SOUNDS OF LIFE The world is full of emotion And mixed up commotion Sometimes the sounds Can turn into mounds Or the lowest whisper you hear Can be the most important it appears By the time you hear You turn around, they disappear You choose to pay attention You float away with the wind You don’t use precision The wrong message you will send And search for a way To fix it everyday While you ponder a solution Through all this confusion You stay strong and maintain Hope your soul will not stain One day you will say Everything is okay

Auction
MY HOME GIRL KnKyLilBcH IS IN A AUCTION AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS FOR EVERYONE TO RATE HER PIC AND BID ON HER...SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE SWEET AND HELP HER HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PIC... THANKS VERY MUCH BABY LETTE!!!!

Blah
I am so tired of this... watching you wither away is killing me.. Why won't he listen to the damn docs and pull the plug? I know you would want to kill him for this shit and I do not blame you.. I am so sorry I am failing you.. but you married him so he outweighs any decisions I know you would prefer.. I love you and just want peace for you... Blah FUCK i hate this shit.. you no longer here while all these fucking morons still get to populate the fucking planet.. Ugh...

Poem
he sang me a lullaby with out lyrics A rythym which carried my soul one string at a time his heart played for me a tune so mystical there was no need for words the chords said I love you please forever be mine please listen to the beat the beat the beat and forever be mine His fingers moved swiftly One strand at a time Please listen The guitar strings roared with dignity Saying: I love you I am your heart Never will hurt you because your heart is my soul and again I got carried away by the beat the beat the beat of your heart

Beautiful Fate...
Vampiria.... Enter her shadows, the ones of which she dwells, The one place she finds comfort, the place she loves and knows so well. Seeking out those eyes of aglow, that glisten within the dark..... Her eye's of darkened beauty is what all search for, which has insnared the weakest of hearts. With hands pressing outward, gliding along cold stone walls, traveling down these walkways, following her faint whispers, her beckoning calls.... The beast most men would call her, for their fate was sealed by her kiss, Yet many of which still seek her, their lady of surreal darkness, Their beautifully wicked mistress that hides many secrets within, For when they happen upon her tis then their search comes to it's brutal end. Yet still, I search...... as written:*~*Lady Twist'a Fate*~*

Im Sacrificing My Profile
Check It Out Bleu's Sacraficed His Old Profile So It Can Be A Fam Ran Profile And It's gonna b ran by The Dark Karny So, Add His Old Profile To Stay Updated and What Not and btw feel free to hit one of us up to add ur pic today any wyked pic up to 4 and if u have a microphone were taking audioclips for commercials with wyked shyt radio woop woop, Keep It Wyked MMWFKL ~nǝןq~GuardiansofShangriLa*JUGGALOCARTEL~HELLFIREassassins*a.o.d. prospect@ fubar k? Add Bleu's New Profile! ~nǝןq`gaurdians of shangri la*juggalocartel^hellfireassasians*@ fubar This Bully Was Coded By: ?okkie [Guardians Of ShangRi-La]Big Boss Man Of The Dark Karny@ fubar (repost of original by 'Иokkie [Guardians Of ShangRi-La] Big Boss Of The Dark Karny' on '2008-11-29 12:04:43') (repost of original by '~nǝןq`gaurdians of shangri la*juggalocartel^hellfireassasians*' on '2008-11-29 12:09:44') (repost of original by 'Иokkie [Guardians Of ShangRi-

Stupid People
Ok so I clean a major dept store for extra money. Ok no big deal. Well today I go in midday just to take out the trash, check on the bathrooms that sort of thing. Well I notice that there is a lot of women shaking the heads in disbelief around the restrooms. Well they were out of order. Signs on the door and everything. Well I go in there to try to unclog the toilets and more ladies come in. So I tell them that the restroom is closed and to use the salon one. well they get pissed. Hello, I am standing in a bunch of yuck and you are the pissed one. So a few more come in. One lady just dropped trough and went.OMG what morons can they not read? I see an out of order sign on the bathroom and I run to the next one. Damn people have common sense. Oh and then my manager puts wet floor signs like a barracade and women were still climbing over them. So Stupid. OMG!!! Well anyways that is women for ya. When we have to go pee, we have to go pee. We don't care how nasty the bathroom is we are go

Rise
Rise & Wake, To A New Dawn, A nw day, Don't let people hurt you. Fight until the war is won, Whether personal or not, Keep on steady toes, Don't fall or stumble. Walk the street's concrete, Keep your head's up Brother's, Lock up the street's & towns, Don't ever let your guard down. Keep yourself solid & sane, Forget the pain & The Rain, Let the love flow or the tears dry, Wipe away memories!

Lost Again
Lost Again As the winds died down and the rain slowed I felt my heart would never be the same As she seemed to float passed my eyes In her wake a sweet smell remained I was caught off guard by her beauty In a moment I was made so weak in her eyes As time stood still the sun stopped Her name is the passion my soul cries Never so weak and never so strong Yet like a ghost my hands passed through The air flowing through her wings Lifting high above into the sky so blue As quickly as she came she was gone This vision has left my sight Yet the memory haunts me so And I lay cold and alone every night A moment in time lost forever A whisper of a lost chance Longing to hold you close our bodies Creating the music of a lovers dance

Sex Action!!!!!
L.A. Guns Sex Action Lyrics: Talk about love Talk about love I've been around this great big world, yeah Had my share of shady deals and girls, hey Now, I've been thinking of the coming attraction The wink of an eye and the gleam of satisfaction Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, never get enough of that sex action Baby knows wherever she goes She got sex action Howze baby, I got the potion You're a cool operator got the machine in motion Now, we're all alone doing all the talking She's got me on my back Let her fingers do the walking Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, I never get enough [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/3iCQ ] of her sex action Baby knows wherever she goes She got sex action Talk about love Talk about love Here she comes, I never get enough of that sex action S-E-X, who's next, yeah sex action And it always feels so good Girl she got style Boy she got sleaze Ah, she's knocking

Pimped By Tappinit Again
Hey people, I'm Tapped Out . No pun intended! Xmas has only 135k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! (I should know, woo woo ) ¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾r Pimped with Love: Tappinit (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-11-30 15:26:23')

Passions & Erotic Lust
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?
You Should Have a Blue Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of calm, understanding, and peace. You avoid family fights, and you don't get too stressed out - even when things are crazy! You like to make Christmas about making everyone's life a little bit better. You don't get caught up in greed or commercialism. You're too sincere for that. Your blue tree would look great with: Lots of silver tinsel You should spend Christmas Eve watching: It's a Wonderful Life What you should bake for Santa: Chocolate chip cookies What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

Why
Current mood: blank i have been going threw a lot of crap over the past few months and in the last month i have been in and out of the hospital. Not just any hospital but Butler and another great place called SSTAR it is for detox and mental health. SO, in this battle with not only myself and the little things in the world that ush me over the edge, I am trying to quit drinking. There is nothing i want right now is more then a DRINK!! actully maybe a 1,000 of them. But i can't So, on Nov i lost my job and been trying to get any assistance that i can. I was able to get foodstamps. Hell i am not to proud to say it. It is not something that i wanted to go do but i needed. Now i am waiting for SSI/SSDI (god knows how long that will take.) But in the mean time i filed for unemployment Got al the papers stating how much i would get if i qulified. Well i just got the call.... DENIED!!! okso lets count... 1-no job, 2-denied TDI ( i didnt have enough in the tdi account i was 600 sh

And
ok to add to the drama called my life. I am in Love with a man that i can not have. Well i can bits and pieces of him but i cannot have the whole thing. he is giving his current gf another try. they to are making life changes and he and i are on the same pages in life and want the same things and so much more. I know he cares. Belive it or not he is the only reason i am still hanging onto what little bit of life i have. and i want to make myself better not only for me but him as well. So, i can be the best me i can be. He and i met at the lowest and darkest points of our lives and found something in each other that is undenieable. LOL met him at a place called SSTAR. it is for detox and mental health. WE both were there for the mental health part. from the moment we met we didnt leave each others side. only cause we didnt want to. we lived in the same place for over a week and my god it was like we were a married couple. hleping each other and do for each other. The connection is

Test Ed
Today I know it seems like i am doing nothing but BMC. Now that the day is over I sit and think it was a day to be tested. It is kind of funny the little things that happened. I have to say i am happy that i was able to handle these things in a way better then i normally would. Lets see... after i got denied from unemployment at 8:30 this morning I figured that was it for the day... OHHH NO a higher power had plans to test me a little bit more today. So, after venting here and distracting myself on line from the bad news i chose to do laundry. sounds ok right? well. there was no laundry soap. You would think with 4 other adults in the house 1 would say there is no more soap or even get some. Nope... so i got s little stressed out. Then after talking to Brendan for a bit i went to take a shower.... OH another bad move... the freaking shower head busted while i was in there and water was going EVERYWHERE!!! well, i didnt know then that behind the shower head if a small space and s

Nights Alone
i was trying to sleep tonight but for some reason i couldnt to much shit on the mind so i did something that i havent done lately look to the stars for some answers for a while i didnt see anything but when i turned my head looking for the big dipper i saw something i havent saw since i was 12 or 13 a shooting star couldnt beleave it so i did something i havent done in a hell of a long time wish upon a shooting star not beleaveing i just did that i came back inside so and seat down for a minute and thought to myself i dont know why iam looking for but i sure hope it helps iam tired of the shit that has to travel thourgh my head and the things i have to listen to so has i seat here smokeing myself to death thinking and typeing i can only wonder why on this night of all its cold has shit and iam tired why i looked up towards the stars

In The Depth
In the heat of the night In the depth of the dark Their bodies drew close Only slightly apart Their eyes locked The energy rose It seemed to be eternity They were held in that pose Their chests heaving Their breath so deep Away from each other They could not keep They held each other tight As they felt each other near They did not unlock eyes Anything else they could not hear Holding him close In the depth of his embrace Just feeling his breath Upon your face Body to body You move and grind Toward the feeling of ecstasy That blows your mind

Why Worry?
......... ``There are only two things in life to worry about: Whether you are well, or whether you are sick. ** If you are well, then there is 'nothing' to worry about. ** But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about: Whether you are going to get well, or whether you are going to die. ** If you get well, then there is 'nothing' to worry about. ** But if you die, there are only two things to worry about: Whether you are going to go to heaven, or whether you are going to go to hell. ** If you go to heaven, then you have 'nothing' to worry about. ** But if you go to hell, you'll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends, that you won't have time to worry! So, Why Worry? Be Happy!``

Better Than A Flu Shot
Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister Noticed a cute glass bowl Sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled With water, And in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and scones, They began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity About the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. 'Miss Beatrice', he said, 'I wonder if you would tell me about this?' Pointing to the bowl. 'Oh, yes,' she replied, 'Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through The Park a few months ago And I found this little package On the ground. The directions said To place it on the organ, Keep it wet an

Can You Be Pregnant For Us? With Ham And Eggs
After our first Wednesday night Advent service at church last night, the youth who had come and the triad leading them gathered the kids into small groups and had them study skits to perform for everyone. I was walking around and then Margaret (not my sister-in-law, one of the girls at LYO) looked up from her group and asked me today’s title question. Now I don’t get asked that every day; the object of the skit was that Margaret played the nurse herding checking patients into the waiting area to see the doctor, and each patient except the first one had something they obviously needed to see the doctor for. As the physically ailing patients sat next to the first one, their ailments got transferred to her, from coughing to sneezing (my part; the pregnant person became my niece Breanna with a balloon under her shirt) to itching to belching uncontrollably and patient #1 ran from the office screaming, “It’s not possible!” Such skits (there were three others) are something to lighten t

Vengeful Feelings
I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of the invisible wall around me. Many try to break through but none are able to succeed. My heart is one of stone and coldnezz. My eyes dark and gray. My mind distant and unknown. And my soul lost to the demon far below. A bitch some call me, others venge upon the blood of those I shed. I have no breath for it was sucked clean out of me by death himself. Can I be saved? Do I still have a chance? I fear not my friends, for we are all

Tagged Shmagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? counter 2. Your significant other? road 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? buried 6. Your favorite thing? beer 7. Your dream last night? whacky 8. Your favorite drink? beer 9. Your dream/goal? sanity 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? dead 16. Muffins? meh 17. One of your wish list items? pizza 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? breathed 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? 5 22. Your pets? 3 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing some

Sigh
It's been a while since I weighed myself so I did this morning and of course it was a unhappy number. I know that we just had Thanksgiving.....I blame myself on for that...I blame myself for not working out more often. I've decided to change what I eat again. I'm going to cut each meal I have in half. I packed my lunch already for work. Instead of a full sandwich, it's a half sandwich. Not too much of a difference, but it's some bit of a change. I'm going to do my best to stay away carbs. Yeah I know you gotta eat the carbs, but I'm going to cut back a lot. Figures today at work, I was starving because I hadn't ate anything in almost 7 hours. I grabbed some Arby's.....bad me...but I was hungry and needed something on the way home. Traffic is always a bitch on Fridays and Mondays. I thought a lot at work, like usual...mostly negative things. I didn't speak much at work. Well, I was hella tired cause I didn't get any sleep last night which really sucked. I probably went to bed

*sigh*
This day just keeps staying tough. She called me a little while ago, and I got that instant happiness of seeing her name pop up on the caller ID for a second, and then I answered the phone - and instead of the loving, dedicated voice I'm used to hearing, I got an awkward 30 second conversation. I feel like a junkie who's being forced to get clean by going cold turkey. I know that I'll get through this someday, but I just wish that day would come sooner than later.

New Bully
Have You Loved a Soldier Today? A very special soldier needs your help to level! He is only 9,172 from Henchman! I know we can all do this TODAY! So... Rate him hard! Bling him hard! And lets get him there today! And remember to love a soldier today!

My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Bed 2. Your significant other? Confusing 3. Your hair? Gone 4. Your mother? Dead 5. Your father? Hospital 6. Your favorite thing? Friends 7. Your dream last night? sad 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Livingroom 11. Music? Everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Heaven 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Happy 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Brogue 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Pluto 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Sucks 25. Your mood? Confuse

Lusty Wind
Harvest Noon you glow like the light of the harvest moon soft golden rays to fill my starry heart your sweet breath teases my naked skin so warm and moist like a southern breeze your scent the perfume of night blooming flowers your taste salty and tangy like the warm sea air your body trembles at my slightest touch a willow tree, shook by the lusty wind your mossy rise is so dewy and inviting, softly, and seductively, it calls out me... to kneel and taste your secret delights lost in a vortex of your endless desire as the harvest moon looms overhead and bathes our flesh in it's soothing light

Join Us!
Here at God's Forsaken Radio we love knowing our listners enjoy what they hear! We always take requests and make every effort to have the music they enjoy most at hand at any given moment. Feedback is always encouraged, we strive for listener satisfaction. Some have said we rock their minds, always, even their children enjoy rocking out to the music we play. It is a joy to see that our listners rage from all ages, and they all love rocking out to heavy metal!!!

All I Can See
All I Can See I stare into your Angelic face Wishing to just touch your beauty Your eyes like passionate fire Your lips a pleasure beyond compare Your skin pure and refined I wish to capture your heartaches Take hold of your pains Lift every burden My Angel You embody all my desire Every fiber of me is yours Can you see you fill the spaces? You are my laughter You are my tears You are my freedom You are my captivity I long to let this all out To feed you by hand To nourish your dry spirit See full life spring up from you There is never a place Never a time When I do not see your Angelic Face Whether my eyes are open Or closed tight You are always before my eyes Soft kisses on your picture Dreaming of your lips Your GORGEOUS Angelic Face All I Can See

My New Home
Come join me in my new lounge and become a part of the family,its new and exciting and has great potential to be the best lounge on fubar http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63601...go to the link and join and tell them Dragon Slayer sent you...THANKS

I've Been T-t-t-tagged
by erikerikface You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? alwaysinmyheart 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? kind 5. Your father? quiet 6. Your favorite thing? mynewipodtouch 7. Your dream last night? wonderful 8. Your favorite drink? fruitpunchjuice! 9. Your dream/goal? tobehappyagain 10. The room you're in? theonewheremagichappens 11. Music? dance! 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? samecity 14. Where were you last night? atworkandthenhome 15. What you're not? open 16. Muffins? cookies 17. One of your wish list items? tohaveonemoredaywithhim 18. Where you grew up? newfoundland 19. The last thing you did? atewaffles! 20. What are you wearing? perverts 21. TV? bones 22. Your pets? zeus 23. Your computer? crappy 24. Your life? upsanddowns 25. Your mood? pleased 26. Missing someone? everyday 27. Favorite store? toomanyto

Happy Birthday Surf!!
ஐღÇÅRRIÊღஐ♥FÜ-ØWÑÊÐ B¥ Gèð ♥ஐFöùNd€r.DånGê®øuS CürVèS' wrote the following at '2008-12-09 19:08:02'.. ஐღÇÅRRIÊღஐ♥FÜ-ØWÑÊÐ B¥ Gèð ♥ஐFöùNd€r.DånGê®øuS CürVèS' wrote the following at '2008-12-09 09:25:51'.. Hey Hey Its Birthday Time Again!! Our Favorite Bouncer SURF Has A B-Day Coming Up Tomorrow, Lets Show Him Lots Of B-day Luvins Hes A Sweetie, And He Does So Much For All Of Us!! So Go Add Fan Rate & Crush Him And Show Him Lots Of Love!!!!!

"ready When You Are"
"Ready When You Are" Are you having trouble keeping up Seeing this thing through I want to know who you're running from Me or you You're too confused to open up Feel the way I do I want to know who you're thinking of cause I really have no clue [bridge] Another game of charades Don't you know everybody plays I don't want to lose to you that way Maybe we'll be different this time around Maybe we'll be different I don't know Don't want to strangle this, so I'm holding back for now [chorus] Calm down don't take it too far I know only time can heal scars So I'm ready when you are When you are I'm ready when you are (Tied down) Don't want any false starts I can do without the time apart So I'm ready when you are When you are I'm ready when you are Are you having trouble keeping up You know that I will wait I wonder if it's good enough To make you stay You're too confused to open up You don't know what to say Well you can tell me if you think it's love I won't

Genuine: A Poem
Final Draft Genuine by Jason W. Roberts December 10, 2008 A crash through the snow, A slip on the ice, O’ how I pray, For a winter day that’s nice, Grabbing some presents, And also stocking stuffings, For those little kids, Who would treat it as nothing, Keeping my dates, Watching my time, But that thing on my list, It just slipped my mind, The traffic is snarled, The lines are jammed, I’m late for work twice, I’m going to get slammed, Extra party snacks, Even more cake flour, Had no time yesterday, Thank God for stores 24 hours, Candy canes, And Mistletoe, What else we need, How should I know, The lights are strung, But the bulbs are blown, I ask my helper to help, She snaps “get your own”, I told her to pipe down, She yells, “talk to me right,” I clinched my fist, She grabbed a knife, I walked off in a rush, She screamed in anger, A solid jab to the wall, Knocking off our family picture, Exceeding frustrations, Needing t

Lincoln Is Rolling Over In His Grave!
This stranger-than-fiction election year just absolutely refuses to die. Curious what people are referring to when they say "Chicago Politics?" Well,looks like we are about to get a healthy dose, and then some. You may have already heard that Tuesday morning December 9,2008 Chicago Governor Rod Blagojevich (bluh-GOY-uh-vich)(the 4th Illinois Governor to be brought up on criminal charges) was arrested on corruption charges for possibly trying to sell Barack Obama's vacant Senate seat (and people here are freaking out cause our awesome Governor might give it to a Kennedy). He has been accused of conspiring to get financial benefits through his ability to appoint the person to replace President-elect Barack Obama in the U.S. Senate. Apparently Blagojevich is on tape saying "Unless I get something real good s***, I'll just send myself, you know what I'm saying [a Senate seat] is a f***ing valuable thing, you just don't give it away for nothing." Which, you know, is probably true in ever

Explanations
I just need to put a little disclaimer up. I've been feeling like the south side of a northbound donkey for a little while now. Hah, and I just got the jackass reference, feel free to make that joke. But when I feel as bad as I do, I tend to become moody, introspective, and can be rather outspoken about things I should just shut up about and move on. I'm generally unaware of this until someone points it out to me, as my co-worker just did when he told me he really wished I felt better (his polite way of saying I'm getting on his nerves). That being said, it is inevitable that my sour mood may have upset, pissed off, offended, or just generally annoyed you. I apologize, I'll do my best to reign in my behavior until I feel more like my normal self. Trust me, I don't like me this way either, I think about crap way too much, and I'm more serious than I ever should even think about being.

Just Kidding!
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bull shittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . you started it".

For All Women!!!...this Is An Alert!!!!!
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

The Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaser and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once i could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more. So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent and alone, Curled up oin the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how i pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean

Bliss...
JOSEPH CAMPBELL: All the time. It is miraculous. I even have a superstition that has grown on me as a result of invisible hands coming all the time - namely, that if you do follow your bliss you put yourself on a kind of track that has been there all the while, waiting for you, and the life that you ought to be living is the one you are living. When you can see that, you begin to meet people who are in your field of bliss, and they open doors to you. I say, follow your bliss and don't be afraid, and doors will open where you didn't know they were going to be. Heard this in a song...then read about the philosophy. Its not bad as far as following a track that you hope to follow...

My Bestest Creation Please Check It Out Am So Proud Of This One Here
Here it is I added her into the background, added the rose in her hand and added the butterfly and kittie and animated it all This is my best work now up to datw am so very proud of this as I would like you opinion on it so what do yous think?

The Psychology Of Sex
There's this feature on OKCupid, I don't know if anyone else has seen it, but it's where it shows pictures of two different people, and then a confession of some sort. You have to guess which one of them said it. There are a lot of sexual-oriented questions, some of which include "I've had a penis in my ear," "I'm a good fuck," "I lost my virginity before fourteen," &c., &c. I've developed a fool-proof way of guessing the correct answer every time. On every one of the questions that have anything to do with sex, always pick the fat chick. Works. Every. Time. I mean, hey. Those fatties have to make up for it somewhere, amirite? A thousand internets to the person who gets more flames than me after this.

Love
who would of thought that i could fall so deep in love who would of thought that we would come to be so deep in love so easily. kben is my heart my soul the love of my life.my world.he keeps me going we have our ups n our downs but we have a true love no lies no secret.the best kind.we get under each others skin.but it makes us just grow more day by day.he is all the man i need in my life he works he does what he has to do.he is a good guy and he is all mine and i am grate full.sometimes it is hard to hang on in argue n stupid crap but i do cause i love him. 3 yrs almost 4 we been together. love u ken do not ever change u are fine the way u are n that is the truth...

"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos

"hands Across The Sea"
“Hands Across The Sea” Oh Irish shore, we’ll meet no more, I’m sailing from the coast I’ll miss my home, but there’s a lass, that I’ll miss the most Oh my Annie, my love, I’m sorry that I go To America, my future, where milk and honey flow We’d have been wed, but then instead, your father doused the flame He said to me, “You’d best be gone, you’ve not a penny to your name.” And it pains me so, oh yes to know, that I couldn’t have your hand Now here I am, on this ship, bound for foreign land Before we left the Queenstown dock, I sent to you my dear A postcard of this mighty ship, to show I wished you near Just above the ship, upon the card, it’s there for you to see A symbol of my love for you, two hands across the sea Now four days on and something’s wrong, an iceberg’s struck our boat “Unsinkable?”, Titanic, no, they say she cannot float I must say goodbye, and now I cry, for I’ll never see your face Or hold your hands, or kiss your lips, or touch your bridal l

A Second Smile
The hustle and bustle of a very special night The preparations must be perfect Beautiful adornments were positioned The whole of the village was awaiting the celebration The royal family was soon to make their entrance They too are to take part in the events to come All of the finest culinarians were imported to prepare the feast Visiting wise ones and scholars all associated with the fine arts were to be in attendance All the stars were to shine on this night The moon full in all of her phosphorescence glory could not out shine the one being honored tonight The darling of the country side The one who brought a smile to the souls of those who came in to the presence of this great being There was no tale that could not be told through song That would give her the proper praise that she was due The time has come all are gathered in the amphitheater Every one is seated in there proper place A very light mist shimmers as it reflects the light of the moon A note is h

Fake
FOR THOSE WHO PUT UP PICTURES OF "THEMSELVES", MAYBE IT SHOULD REALLY BE OF YOU... FUTARD... IF YOUR PUTTING UP PICS, HAVE THE DIGNITY TO BE HONEST ABOUT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE, THAT SHOULD GO WITHOUT SAYING

One Of Those Days
Ugh. It's cold outside, I'm home alone with my daughter. She keeps asking for mommy, and it drives me mad to look at her and tell her that mommy isnt coming back. I miss her and the kids so much today. The house is empty, too quiet, too big, too lonely. I have said some hateful, angry things to her, but I dont really think I've meant a word of any of it - because in truth, I still really, truly, love her. I love her kids, and I miss them so much that I could almost explode. I certainly wasnt the perfect partner, but from my point of view - I tried. I'd continue to try if she'd let me. It's just, there's a feeling you get when you know that you've met "the one", and she is my one. To have had her, and to have let her slip through my fingers. To not be able to pull her close to me and make love to her, to not be able to tuck the kids into bed at night. And to look my daughter in the eyes, and tell her mommy is gone...The pain that I feel from all of these things is so imm

The Hunter
The Hunter A man dressed in what we can never see moving like a beast stalking the enemy he's the one sent to set us all free everything young men want, but most will never be Like a part of the terrain, sunshine or rain he's already there watching and waiting aiming for the heart of all that we seek he'd be the first to wipe the tear from your cheek Fearless, for that's all that he knows a soldier earned by the tracks on his road from hell he's risen, but he bleeds like you and I wanting more to life then doing or dying He will return again, this stranger we can never see from dusk til dawn, the hunter with the silent screams I wish I could take away his nightmares, his pain be the blazing sun that follows the rain What he's taken away will never return His tears have dried but his heart still burns To me he is the epitome of what accomplishment can be The one that would die for you and for me Another night, another death, another steady hand grips th

Another Year
December 14, 2008 make's 11 years since my lil angel went to heaven, How much I miss her. I can't believe it's been this long already it seems like yesterday I was at the hospital having her. I sit back today and I look at her pics and watch her video. Another Christmas without her. I know she is in a better place, But my heart still hurts, I have this Hole in my heart that still is empty. I move forward every year but the pain is still there.

What Does It Take
what does it take to convince some one that you know that no other could have ever out done the pain from the past you were sure was meant to last simply to find you were wrong? what does it take to show someone that the love you have can not be undone not by words or tales of woe what should it cost one to make sure they know? What does it take to make love go unheeded how hard must i try to show you are needed what does it take just tell me the cost i love you i need you without you im lost.

Santa Baby
(baboom baboom baboom baboom) Santa Baby, Just slip a sable under the tree For me Been an awful good girl Santa Baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa baby, a '54 convertible too Light blue I'll wait up for you, dear Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Think of all the fun I've missed Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed Next year I could be just as good If you'll check off my Christmas list Santa Baby, I want a yacht and really thats not Alot Been an angel all year Santa Baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa honey, one little thing I really need the deed to a platinum mine Santa Baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Santa cutie, and fill my stocking with a duplex And checks sign your 'x' on the line Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight Come and trim my Christmas tree with some decorations bought at Tif-fa-ny I really do believe in you Lets see if you believe in me Santa

Missing Pieces
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone.

Why
why do i even bother with men all they ever do is break my heart....just like my justin who i use to love until we got in a fight now i know he don't give a fuck anymore and he doesn't know i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him....it really sucks and i think i just need to give up and move the fuck on!

"hit Man"
“Hit Man” The year was 1955, and I found myself dejected Another article I’d sent, had come back to me rejected You see, I’m a music critic, I profile the new sounds I go to see the shows of singers, and bands for miles around And in that dingy rooming house, I felt I’d had enough My life was empty, my career was dead, I was sick of all this stuff So I looped my worn old leather belt, around a ceiling beam And lingered there, perched on that chair, about to end my dream I was almost ready, about to jump, not to suffer any more But then I heard that steady knock, upon my wooden door I still don’t remember untying the belt, or climbing down off the chair And now my door was to open to show a tall man standing there A guy I’d never seen before, dressed from head to toe in black His angular facial features framed by a sharp and snazzy hat “Good evening to you, I’d like to talk, aren’t you going to ask me in?” He said with piercing deep black eyes and the vaguest hi

Make A Recovering Solider's Christmas A Little Bighter This Year.
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on. *** I am an Army wife and this message came to from my husband's company. It is legetimate(sp?). ***

Windigo
“Windigo” The Iroquois around their campfires Would speak of demons and they’d tell The story of the Windigo That bloodsucking witch from Hell A flying apparition, Without a body, just a head She would feast upon the living And drain them until dead With cruel fangs and glowing eyes She drifted through the air And trailing out behind her Was her filthy flowing hair But it was not her appearance, not just her look That filled a soul with fright There also was the sound of her awful shrieks That echoed through the night At first they’d sound like a blowing wind A rustling of the breeze But then in turn they grew in savage force Bouncing off the trees Until the hapless begging victim Would cover from the shrieks Clutching his ears to stem the flow Of the blood that ran down his cheeks And when he was both deaf and helpless The Windigo would pounce Ripping open his throat to feast on his fluids And drinking down the very last ounce You may thin

"that Time Of Year."
“That Time of Year” A blanket made of white, shrouds the silent night And the stars peek down from the skies above And that special day draws near, that time of warmth and cheer That time of year synonymous with love It’s the time for all mankind, to put aside the strife And to join as one, standing hand in hand To pray for peace and look for hope, the greatest gifts of all And share that message all across the land Yes, no matter what your color, no matter how you pray It’s a healing time, that’s drawing oh so near And the power of the season, it’s majesty and might Is a thing that we should strive for, to feel throughout the year So look around, for those who need your help The empty hearts, and those who live in fear Pick them up, dust them off, and make them understand What lives inside this magic time of year And thank the stars for those you’ve come to know All the precious souls who wander through your life Take the time to tell them what they really

"the Island."
“The Island” Swim with me today, divest yourself of pain Feel the currents draw you close, it’s yesterday again We might just make the island, the one we never reached And collapse as one, a huddled mass, upon it’s sandy beach Walk with me today, this scene will be our time Drink of passion, forbidden fruit, intoxicating wine Read my words of love and lust, carved into the stone Be the one you used to be, the one I’ve always known Touch the sun today, it’s warmth upon our skin Feel my rigid urgency, moving deep within Share the truth and share the hope, share the little lies Blend the sweat with liquid joy, falling from your eyes Explore with me today, skip some different stones Grin at life and laugh at things that made you feel alone And if the ground falls from our feet, and we slip beneath the sea We will go as one there too; Together, and free… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Far Beyond Driven 29
Come enjoy the ride, to hell and back with DJ Slay! Don’t forget to show your DJ some love!!! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'LirpaL00 ~Married/owner2Viciously~*co-owner&promoter@FBD* memofRegimentDragonBombers*blue' on '2008-12-19 19:28:06')

My Heart Hurts
IT HAS BEEN ABOUT A MONTH OR SO..STILL NO WORD FROM MY EX OR MY BABIES..I KNOW THEY ARE SAFE..JUST WISH I COULD HERE FROM THEM MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH..ZAKK WELL BE 3 YRS OLD SOON...TIME HAS GONE BY SO VERY FAST ..JUST THREE YRS AGO I HAD A LIL BABY IN MY ARMS AND NAMED HIM ZAKK... SIX YRS AGO I HAD OZZY MY OLDEST I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY HEART HURTS AND IS BROKEN THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART WHERE THERE SHOULD BE LOVE NOT SOME SPOT THAT IS NOTHING ..I HAVE SOME MUCH LOVE FOR THE BOTH OF YOU...

Myspace Is So Whack
I GET ON MYSPACE I GET THIS LIL THING SAYING I CANT POST MOVIES N MY COUNT WILL BE DELETED IF I DO IT AGAIN WHAT IT IS IS A THING I DID FOR THE NEW GENERTAION OF FAM IN WELL I POSTED IT N IT BLOCK ME TODAY THIS SO GAY LAME

I Write...
Sometimes just to do that...write! Other times, I write to rid myself of foolish thoughts, good or bad, right or wrong. I write to vent, to let out the anger and frustration that resides within myself on trying days. I write to document daily actions, opinions, occurrences, relevant or not, to the reader, but to me an appropriate action... I write ridiculous, meaningless things. I write profound words. I write what I want, where I want and when I want. and about whomever I want... I write with overly embellished sentence enhancers, plainly, foul and sometimes nicely. I write just about anything that fancies me... well, how about that?

The Smashing Pumpkins - Stand Inside Your Love
You and me Meant to be Immutable Impossible It's destiny Pure lunacy Incalculable Insufferable But for the last time You're everything that I want and ask for You're all that I'd dreamed Who wouldn't be the one you love Who wouldn't stand inside your love Protected and the lover of A pure soul and beautiful you Don't understand Don't feel me now I will breathe For the both of us Travel the world Traverse the skies Your home is here Within my heart And for the first time I feel as though I am reborn In my mind Recast as child and mystic sage Who wouldn't be the one you love Who wouldn't stand inside your love And for the first time I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for Your every move and waking sound In my time I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind You're mine forevaaaa.. now Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for Who wouldn't be the one you love

Tom Waits Lyrics To "jockey Full Of Bourbon"
Edna Million in a drop dead suit Dutch pink pink on a downtown train Two dollar pistol but the gun won't shoot I'm in the corner in the pouring rain 16 men on a deadman's chest And I've been drinking from a broken cup 2 pairs of pants and a mother vest I'm full of bourbon; I can't stand up. Hey little bird, fly away home Your house is on fire; your children are alone Hey little bird, fly away home Your house is on fire; your children are alone Schiffer broke a bottle on Morgan's head And I've been stepping on the devil's tail Across the stripes of full moon's head Through the bars of a Cuban jail Bloody fingers on a purple knife A flamingo drinking from a cocktail glass I'm on the lawn with someone else's wife Come admire the view from up on top of the mast Hey little bird, fly away home Your house is on fire; your children are alone Hey little bird, fly away home Your house is on fire; your children are alone Hey little bird, fly away home Your house i

Papa Roach - Born With Nothing, Die With Everything
Fed-up Tired Sick and twisted One-man army I'm enlisted Trust yourself trust no one else Fuck a hero be yourself I don't need your lousy hand-out Clinched fists i'll fight my way out Fighting my way out Find my way out People wake up and sing along I trust no one My trust is gone Born with nothing Die with everything (2x) In a daze These days go by Faster and faster I speed through life Now I've got to take control Of my mental and my physical Never sheltered from life's hard storms I was cold but now I am warm Inside I'm warm Now I am warm. People wake up, and sing along, I trust no one-my trust is gone! Born with nothing Die with everything (2x) Yeah! Searching and finding the truth inside myself (2x) Inside myself Searching Finding Truth Fed-up Tired Sick and twisted One-man army I'm enlisted Trust yourself trust no one else Fuck a hero be yourself I don't need your lousy hand-out Clinched fists i'll fight my way out Fighti

Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness and I'm addicted to your punishment And you're the master And I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It isn't possible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder (Getting away, Getting away, Getting away) I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back 'cause I don't even want to And I don't need to Because I'm getting away with murder I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It isn't possible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder (Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away with murder) Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What c

Papa Roach - To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go!! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved! I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession I love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be lo

Another Year
well another year aproaching to an end and what a year ..... some things have happened my cousin moved away i miss her we where always hagning out together.....im just happy to say i survived another one no matter how shitty the year has been. And it has been a shitty one wish i could say something good came out of it but nothing hasnt...well i cant say nothing living closer to my family has made me happier then ive been in a while. Now if only i can find some one who can treat me right and not play head games with me then im all set lmao im not asking for much right lol sorry been having a bad day gotta find time to laugh somewhere . But all in all i cant wait to spend xmas with my family well part of my family my mother that is and her boyfriend and his step daughter her hubby and her two kids and my moms bfs grandson hope everything turns out ok. I want to wish all of my friends and family on fubar or to who ever reads this a merry xmas and a verry happy new year lets hope 2009 brin

Great Blog
i love this..... An Atheist’s Thoughts At Christmas by elfrijole Tue Dec 23, 2008 at 09:02:28 AM PST Christmas, to me, is still a time of joy, comfort, renewal, and forgiveness. I think of the people who are important to me in my life, I think of the less fortunate, and I think of how I might have been a better person in the last year, and what changes I can make in the new year. I hope that I will actually get off my ass and do something meaningful to make this world a better place in the coming year, instead of just forgetting about that warm Christmas feeling after the holiday has passed. As your atheist husband/son/friend/uncle (etc...), I promise to help you when you need help, love you when you need love, challenge you when you need to be challenged, forgive you when you ask for it, ask for forgiveness when I need to, and be there for you in any other way I possibly can. I won’t worry about saving your soul, but will challenge you to be a better person here

A Touching Christmas Story
There was a man who worked for the Post Office whose job it was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky handwriting to God with no actual address. He thought he should open it to see what it was about. The letter read: "Dear God, I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me? Sincerely, Edna The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected $96, which they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day, all

Far Beyond Driven 41
FAR BEYOND DRIVEN dj???? IS LIVE AND ON AIR!!! COME HEAR HIM RIP FLESH!!!!! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'Viciously *Owner of and Head DJ @ FarBeyondDriven*R/L Married To and Fu-Owned by' on '2008-12-23 17:48:58')

Blue Seas
Please Watch, Listen, To the sea's of wonder, Flowing steady, Under your feet, The echoes of the Dolphin. The Poor silent souls, Swimming stranded upon the beach, They may just be blubber, Fat & Flesh. We Love them all, As Brother & sisters of the ocean, This ships silently sails by, Icebergs & all. Let the sand enroll me, The sea's bless me, The Water surround me, Warm waves , So very warm!

Poems Written By Me/ Copywrited By Howard Ely
Blessings Bestowed As darkness fades...slowly from sight, the sun arises, a light so bright, as dew kisses...the tender rose, the warmth...of the sun grows, we open our eyes...taking in this beautiful sight, Just as we shut them...every night, The fresh sent...of the morning mist, A child's laughter...you could not miss, upon the pillow next to you... rests the head of your loving groom, This is the time...all is perfectly in sight, now is when Ill call to you, shut my eyes once agin...clasp my hands, lower my chin, and gently say unto you...thank you lord for this day for the love, the light, for the mornings dew, the mist and even the rose and most of all, for all the people you allow me to hold! Stephanie Michelle Herrera Copyright ©2008 Stephanie Michelle Herrera ************************************************** A Promise of Loyalty and Dedication You are my master, I am your slave, Loyal and devoted till the end of our days I promise to serve y

Merry Christmas... And Other Sh!t
I logged on today to see what was going on in fubarville... And it was nothing new. Read a bulletin or 90 of bitches and hos that were dramatized by their fu-ex-husbands that they never met, or moved some fu-man in their homes after knowing him all of 3 fudays... Only to find out that he was a bastard. My lord... This place really is a soap opera.

Whats Up People?
come by my page and watch some videos ,the madside video is grate after the first 1:20 or sooner I cant remember I was feeling no pain when I uploaded it I was a tour manager ,and bass player in my past life . lol

Children Of Bodom - Everytime I Die
The faint blaze of the candle of my life, slowly dying like a fire in a pouring rain. No sparks of hope inside, no shooting stars on my sky. On broken wings, no flying high... Another night, another demise, Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice... I`ll let the wind blow out the light cause its gets more painful every time I die. Out of strength to fight. I cannot take another night. I cannot take it no more. Lust of light slips through my fingers like blood on my arms. Black candle wax has buried me... Another night, another demise, Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice... I`ll let the wind blow out the light cause its gets more painful every time I die.

Children Of Bodom - Needled 24/7
Since day one I've been crass and far beyond. I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry... Before you judge me, take a look at yourself. Condescending, outlivin' in a lie.. Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through, It ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far, A backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7 You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be. Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene. I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree To be better than another human being. Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's l

Murderdolls - Dressed To Deepress
I got a snotty nose I got nappy hair My mommy don’t love me And my daddy don’t care, NO! My sister’s a slut And my brother’s a drunk And I’m standing in the mirror now Getting myself all dressed up Everything’s okay At least that’s what they say One foot in the gutter The other’s in the drain Punch the clock I’m your slave For the rest of my life 12 hours a day No future, no way I was born to lose but that’s okay Dressed to, dressed to depress You couldn’t ask for anything less Dressed to, dressed to depress My whole life is a fucked up mess Dressed to, dressed to depress You couldn’t ask for anything less Dressed to, dressed to depress My whole life is fucked up Dressed to, dressed to depress You couldn’t ask for anything less Dressed to, dressed to depress My whole life is a fucked up mess Dressed to, dressed to depress You couldn’t ask for anything less Dressed to, dressed to depress My whole life is a fucked up mess

Murderdolls - Kill Miss America
I wanna be a fucking prize winning drag queen With the platform boots and the tombstone looks I want the whole world to hate me With the bolts on my neck and the gun in my dress Tonight I’m the prettiest zombie alive I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive And I don’t care what it takes I’m gonna win the prize I’m gonna kill Miss America Kill Miss America Kill Miss America Kill Miss America, yeah, yeah, yeah I want you to spit when you see me And if you don’t I’m gonna spit on you I love it when they hate me And when I win I’m gonna rub it in Tonight I’m the prettiest zombie alive I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive And I don’t care what it takes I’m gonna win the prize I’m gonna kill Miss America Kill Miss America Kill Miss America Kill Miss America, yeah, yeah, yeah I got murder on my mind Ten seconds till death tonight Mama’s little baby’s gonna die, die, die I’ll cut her throat and take what’s mine (insert scream here) I’m gonna kill Miss America Kil

Murderdolls - People Hate Me!
I'm wretched, I'm infested, rejected and infected I'm a loser, I'm a winner, a born-again sinner Cut my throat and watch me bleed, addicted tragedy And I hate you and you hate me So stand in line motherfuckers don't waste my time [pre-chorus] See me in the headlines Manipulate your simple minds So put your hands up and praise I'm your god and you're my slave [chorus] And people hate me, cause I'm better than you And people hate me And that's the motherfucking truth People hate me and you can all fuck off I'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful, I'm God I'm a hooker, I'm your priest I'm you brand new disease I'm Satan with distortion, your overdue abortion And now I'm singing out of key, the God of your T.V. And all you children will worship me So give me drugs, your bitches, and your S.T.D's [pre-chorus/chorus] I'm wicked and addicted, middle-finger double-fisted I'm neurotic drug-induced and chemically abused Cut my throat and watch me bleed Addicted tragedy An

Mudvayne - A World So Cold
When passion's lost, and all the trust is gone, way too far for way too long. Children crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold. Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them drift away. Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long... Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold... Burning whispers remind me of the days. I was left alone in a world this cold. Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause. I'm left alone in a world so cold! Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Caus

Crossfade - Cold
Looking back at me I see that I Never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me High What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies Maybe in a different light You can see me stand on my own again 'Cause now I can see You were the antidote that got me by Somethin' strong like a drug that got me High What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold I never meant to be So cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of

Crossfade - Dead Skin
So I'm the king Of all these things Of this mess I have made Such a waste What a shame My whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore And I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at you for years The alcohol The demerol These things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin Why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep til then Phenobarbital and alcohol These two surely will do To knock me out Keep me down atleast a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bare somedays I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick But let it burn So I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste How bitter I've become And It's more than I can bare I can'

Crossfade - No Giving Up
So you found out today your life's not the same Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but When you were just getting in the groove Now you're faced with something new And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn But you never gave up this easily before So why do you choose today to give it all away Well it's not so bad ya'll together we all fall Just as long as we get up we'll stand tall We shouldn't waste another day Thinkin bout the things that we forgot to say I'm hittin back ya'll kickin these four walls Just as hard as I can 'til I can't crawl I won't waste another day with all These silly things swimmin in my brain There's no givin up now Do you really wanna give this all away Can't you ever see things in a different way Some day Such a beautiful thing to throw away You should think things through Over and over again So your scars fade away you soaked up the pain A better person cause you lived through those days And now what its like to prove You

Crossfade - So Far Away
I've been changing but you'll never see me now I've been changing but you'll never see me now Now I'm blaming you for everything No more holding it in How many years can I pretend That nothing ever goes the way it should No more sitting in this place Hoping you might see it my way 'Cause I don't think you ever understood That what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away I'm so far away I've been changing but you'll never see me now I'm so far away Now I'm blaming you for everything No more waiting for the end Of every day that I will spend Wishing that I only had a choice No more pushing you away 'Cause I'll be busy watching things go my way Never looking back on this anymore 'Cause what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away I'm so far away I've been changing but you'll never see me now I'm so far away Now I'm blaming you for everything I've been changing but you'll never see me now Now I'

Crossfade - Starless
If only you could watch me fall I cannot feel it anymore The soul you cut, The soul you adore, Cannot feel you anymore 'Cause you've run through me like a destructive force, I think somehow I gotta get it straight I gotta get you out of me But I cannot get through to you See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath See me I'm over the edge farther with every step See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath Standing over the edge I'm taking my last breath How I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And how I feel like I'm starless I'm hopeless and greyed out And how I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And now I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to burn out I can transcend you and mentally bend you, But I can't handle the shit that I'm into I have been blinded i'm always reminded, Of the things I've wanted but I never could find I am part of a world that I hate, I wish the end would come faster My world's a disaster, Can't yo

Nine Inch Nails - Reptile
she spread herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness I now know the depths I reach are limitless oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure

Nine Inch Nails - Dead Souls
Someone take these dreams away that point me to another day A duel of personalities that stretch all true reality They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me When figures from the past stand tall and mocking voices ring the hall Imperialistic house of prayer conquistadors who took their share They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me Calling me, Calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me They keep calling me Keep on calling me

Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug
I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Machine Head - Davidian
Blind man ask me forgiveness I won't deny myself Disrespect you have given Your suffering's my wealth I feed off pain, force fed to love it And now I swallow whole I'll never live in the past Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast Burn my fist to the concrete My fear is my strength Power, rage unbound because Been pounded by the streets Cyanide blood burns down the skyline Hatred is purity The bullet connects at last Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast Scarred Pour the salt in the wound Unscarred

Machine Head - Wolves
Unleash the wolves Carnage has no rules Comparison, competition We’ll bury one and all [Solo: Demmel] Look in the eyes of rage A loyalty bred of suffering The first inside it burns eternally, victory Look in the eyes of pain The scars on our souls forever remain Calling the sheltered of the broken Wing, join the fray Bury our rivals Shotguns, knives, rifles [Pre Chorus:] A family of the unwanted Beaten, stunted, dysfunction A brotherhood that is of violence and to Tyrants bow to none [Chorus:] Unleash the wolves Carnage has no rules Comparison, competition We’ll bury one and all Look in the eyes of hate A circle of hell they come to pray United against all that come threatening Lay to waste Look in the eyes of the free Bound to each other’s longevity Guarding the back of alpha’s dignity, Savagely Bury our rivals Shotguns, knives, rifles [Pre Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge:] Come closer, walk with me in hell Dear rival, fear in you I

Machine Head - A Farewell To Arms
Can you hear their cries? Nowhere can the children run to hide Crimson rivers Flow down the hills Atone our ills And woe to all her songs of love A farewell to arms Mutilated lives Blackening as coffin line the sides Filled with fathers Who has won? When only sons Hold their grieving heads and mourn A farewell to arms Always our souls entwine Erase this vast divide Deaf ears our voices rest Tyrant, this is protest Who has won? Yes, who has won? [Chorus:] I’ll wave this flag of white So the venged see the light We’ll pay for closed eyes With our genocide Piercing the masquerade March to the death parade Trade no humanity For pearls of the slavery In the depth of mind the heart will I find The truth of our leader We’ll try the facts so through the cracks May fall the lying cheater Who has won when we’re all dead? [Chorus] So is this how we live? Or is this how we die? Black blood dripping from platinum fangs Rich blood fle

Nightwish - Planet Hell
Denying the lying A million children fighting For lives in strife For hope beyond the horizon A dead world A dark path Not even crossroads to choose from All the bloodred Carpets before me Behold this fair creation of God My only wish to leave behind All the days of the Earth An everyday hell of my kingdom come The first rock thrown again Welcome to hell, little Saint Mother Gaia in slaughter Welcome to paradise, Soldier My first cry neverending All life is to fear for life You fool, you wanderer You challenged the gods and lost Save yourself a penny for the ferryman Save yourself and let them suffer In hope In love This world ain't ready for The Ark Save yourself a penny for the ferryman Save yourself and let them suffer In hope In love Mankind works in mysterious ways Welcome down to my Planet Hell Save yourself a penny for the ferryman Save yourself and let them suffer In hope In love This world ain't ready for The Ark Save your

Bomb Faster
hello members i dunno how active we still are with bombing and yes it's been that easy lately but maybe i can share this with you i found out that when you placve a comment of just a few letters 3 or 4 and you refresh the page it will show you the comment you just put now don't wipe it just add a few more letters to and it will notice it as a new comment you can do this a few times till you think the line gets too long than just wipe it after a few and start over that way it might be a little faster and who knows we can still finish the contests good luck proud member iknow

Umm Ok
Dec. 26, 2008 -- The FDA has approved Latisse, the first drug to promote eyelash growth, according to Allergan, the company that makes Latisse. Latisse, which will be available by prescription starting in the first quarter of 2009, contains the active ingredient of the glaucoma drug Lumigan, which is also made by Allergan. Eyelash growth is a known side effect of Lumigan. But Lumigan and Latisse are used differently. Lumigan is an eyedrop, and Latisse gets dabbed along the lash line on the upper eyelids to promote longer, thicker, darker lashes. Allergan states that "Latisse users can expect to experience longer, fuller, and darker eyelashes in as little as eight weeks, with full results in 16 weeks." If Latisse is stopped, eyelashes will gradually return to their previous appearance as new eyelashes grow in. Allergan also notes that Latisse may cause darkening of the eyelid skin, which may be reversible, and it "may also cause increased brown pigmentation of the colored pa

Happy Holidays!
Money flutters down like Faerys, Wings & Feathers Dance In Pretty circles, Pulled up by the inner force, Washed on tides of Blue. Green fields lay in the palm, Mountains rise High & Dry, Under The Pale Azure Skys, The sand is gold, washed with Blessings. From me to all On Fu, Happy Holidays, May your wishe's Come through, In Droves off Gold, Silver & white, The Horse rest in the hay! Its just another day , In the Tigers realm, Stamp your Paw's in the mud, Shake your Fu Tail, Wear your stripes with pride, Orange & Black or White & Black!

This Was Meant To Be
How I Found Her I might think to myself how I have gotten this far. How I have made it where I am now. Through all the heartache, pain and tears I managed to find the one thing that my life was missing. Now that I think about it all the pain I have been through, all the lies I have endured. Have all led me to where I am now in the arms of the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am far from perfect but I know that all the love I have deep in my heart will never run out for her. I welcome the good times with her, and I will open my arms to the bad times as well knowing I have her at my side. I will cherish every minute every hour and every day that I have with her. I can say now I have been blessed to have her in my life. There is nothing anyone can say or due to change that and change how I feel about her. I found her I can finally say after years of just sitting back waiting patiently for her. I love her with all my heart, all my body, mind and soul. I would not change any

Christmas Day.....
Merry christmas Its christmas day We all wish It wasn't this way Not enough presents Too little money So much love Ain't it funny We take things for granted You know its true Please don't fall apart We really need you I'll give you the world That's my present to you Wrapped up in my hand With love as the glue Please always remember I really care for you......

Role Models
Try it without looking at answers 1) Pick your Favorite number between 1-9 2) Multiply by 3 then 3) Add 3, then again Multiply by 3 (I'll wait while you get the calculator....) 4) You'll get a 2 or 3 digit number.... 5) Add the digits together Now Scroll down .............. Now with that number see who your ROLE MODEL is from the list below : 1. Einstein 2. Nelson Mandela 3. Hillary Clinton 4. Osama Bin Laden 5. Bill Gates 6. Gandhi 7. Brad Pitt 8. Hitler 9. carrie 10.Barack Obama I know....I just have that effect on people....one day you too can be like me.... PS. Stop picking different numbers. NOW CHANGE YOUR NAME IN NO. 9 AND SEND IT ON!! HAHA

Thank You Yummz Your A Sweetie!!!
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Christmas Is Officially Over!
The minute my in-laws stepped out my front door and said good bye, the decorations were in the box, the tree was down and I bid the whole damn holiday fucking adieu! I was done! We had our time, opened presents, the kids were happy and all was said and done. I couldn't take a minute more. Anymore, if I am not with my own family...this holiday is all for my girls and that's it. I want so much for them to be happy that I endure countless hours of forced nicety because I know, in the end, that is the only reason my in-laws step one foot into my home...and that is to be with my girls and their son...that's it. I was so proud of myself. My perseverance was relentless until the only moment I lost control. I felt it relevant, in this one moment, to stick up for my lonely self... We were in the truck traveling to my dear friend's house for Christmas dinner...it was snowing relentlessly! In order to accommodate the entire family in the vehicle I chose to sit in the middle

Inside Me
i lived life like i thought i should, never realizing the mistakes i made would be difficult to correct the older i get i met this one girl i love, helped me through good and bad times but i never looked at it like she cared ...maybe because i was to scared scared of what? thats the question, i never got to the point where i needed an answer i would just sit there and wonder wonder about what? how fucked up i am?, no! the fact that i did fuck up and why i did things that certain way only to go on and say... I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE GOD HELP ME HELP ME TO SEE now i'm where i shouldn't be, in a hole i cant get out from only to please the ones i dont care about leading to a street with a different route that route led to my lifes journey, with lots of forks in the road ...problem was i never knew which turn to take which led me to believe its ok to make a mistake! that mistake lead to sadness which i knew i could overcome but something insi

Love..
the hand so strong to catch me when i fall the laughter that carries me with no trouble at all the eyes i look into and see what's in store the arms to hold me through the night forever more the cute smile that creeps on his face in a subtle way the strong love he gives that carries me through my day the way a thought of him creeps into my mind the missing piece to the puzzle that i can't find the lips i imagine kissing my nose the gentle touch of his fingers tickling my toes the breathless feeling i have at the mere mention of his name his reasurrance that there would never be a day that he would cause me pain the way he says i love you with the wink of his eye the brush of his hand on my back as he passes by the sweet look of innocence as i watch him sleep the love he give me is so true it makes me weep wherever can he be, where is it that he hides the man of my dreams that never hears my cries please hear my call and show yourse

Rules For Being Human
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate someth

Bad Religion-wont Somebody
Won't somebody please come up with something, cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working and all of the rest are really down in the ratings, while everyone is right here waiting Out in the cold, like a bundle of coal, little packets of darkness, wanting to grow, Well there's nobody home, and there's a wreck in the yard, and maybe they're coming back, if we wish really hard, if we wish real hard now, Won't somebody please come up with something, cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working and all of the rest are really down in the ratings, but everyone is gonna keep on waiting, waiting for peace, at the end of our streets, back behind our apartments, in our passenger seats, just a moment of bliss, of it all of the ways, but despair and oblivion, of our precarious ways, its ours to face now, Won't somebody please come up with something, cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working, and all of the rest are really down i

Dirty Magic
In my own simple way I think she wants me only She said," Come over right away." But she's just not that way Her little soul is stolen See her put on her brand new face Pull the shades Razor blades You're so tragic I hate you so but love you more I'm so elastic The things you say Games you play Dirty magic I should know better than to think I'd reach inside her It's all a cloudy kind of daze She's not so sweet today She mocks me, I'm no fighter It all just seems like such a waste

Man Pulling Away
There are any number of reasons why a man withdraws, and most of these can be categorized under three main headings. Let’s talk about these reasons a man pulls away, and how you can respond if he does. 1) He’s Lost Interest This is pretty much the worst-case scenario for your relationship: when your man withdraws because he’s become disenchanted with how things are going between you two. Maybe he’s found some fundamental incompatibilities between you, or maybe he’s simply decided that you aren’t exactly what he’s looking for. He might have even met someone else who has captured his interest. Whatever the specific reason, if your man is withdrawing because he’s doubting the future of your relationship, you probably ought to begin to face the fact that this may not be your one, true, love. We’re not saying it’s impossible for a guy to overcome his doubts about you or the relationship once they crop up. But usually, once those doubts become so strong that it makes him pull away a

Follow Your Heart
I just read a short story called "A Monarch of a Small Survey" by Gertrude Atherton. It isn't something I would normally read but I had to copy a section here, which does a good job of capturing the frustration of just existing as opposed to living: "Nothing—nothing in life can be as bad as life empty, wasted, emotionless, stagnant! I have existed forty-three years in this great, beautiful, multiform world, and I might as well have died at birth for all that it has meant to me. Nature gave me abundantly of her instincts. I could have been a devoted wife, a happy mother, a gay and careless harlot! I would have chosen the first, but failing that—rather the last a thousand times than this! For then I should have had some years of pleasure, excitement, knowledge—" I have to say I agree with this character (well except for the mother and harlot part). But I find at this point in my life that I have just existed and not really lived. I know it's not completely true but I find myself w

2008 In A Nut Shell
So long 2008...there were good times and rough times... Where did you begin 2008? With Friends and my Sons What was your status by Valentines Day? Single Did you have to go to the hospital? Not this year for once Did you have any encounters with the police? yes,, dang led foot Where did you go on vacation? Cancun and Vegas What did you purchase that was over $100? oh geez I'm sure groceries for one Did you know anybody who got married? Yes......Rob and Jess Did you know anybody who passed away? Yes, Lyle in my arms :( You are missed Chris, Suicide :( Wish I could of done something to save you Capt Tom Tennant, A good man taken from his family by a senseless act of violence.. TY Tom for protecting our community and making the ultimate sacrific Did you move anywhere? Yes What sporting events did you attend? MMA, Wrestling, Baseball, Football What concerts/show did you go to? mmm Tom Petty and the Heart Breakers (boy does this date me or what)

Far Beyond Driven 35
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Num3 Poem
Love used to be at the back of my mind. Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine. Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful. You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual. When I think of you, the world just leaves. From my mind and from my dreams. I see someone that is caring and full of heart. Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart. I made this poem only for you. To think of me when you're feeling blue. I Love You!

Sheet Music
the SCORE the rain pours us a drink as I sit down for the perfect dinner THE DEPTHS OF A sensual evening detour signs warned me lustful intoxication scorned me but I chose my own path driving wreckless talking out my feelings yearning anticipation to get there to expose right there to make it last wax on wax off DAMN your skin is so soft erotic symposium THE ENTITY had focus divulge a discovery that was impecable kissing you on one cheek then the other one harmony rode shotgun as you bend infront of me my instrument plays a rhapsody continuously following your notes I read the melody of the song you provided the sheet music for me to use it as I remove your thong determined to make it last all night long sliding to the side forming meaning like a play rehearsed letting go of fear the lines reveal a sign inside you thighs holds th

Ruler Of The Whole Everything
Okay. So there was this one time, when I was like 20 years old or so. I worked in a dumpy little retail store as a manager. I thought I was hot shit because I was a senior store supervisor and I could boss people around and whatnot. One of my job duties as “ruler of the whole everything” (by which I mean Sr. Store Supervisor of course) was to take the monies from the previous days’ sales to the bank to deposit. Which, hello… as ruler of the whole everything was the most major of responsibilities you could lay on a 20 year old, right? This only served to further encourage my (apartment sized) authority complex. Because really, what other 20 year old was in charge of thousands of dollars every day? I didn’t know any. You point him out to me, and I’ll just knock him down a peg and explain why I ruled more than he did. True facts. Anycrap, back on subject here. Although I was the ruler of the whole everything, I wasn’t in charge of the scoping out of new employees, or else I would have

Fu Retards
See this guy here he has no life, he makes up a private page, then goes around rating 1's I guess he doesn't have real responsibilities in life & has nothing better to do with his time. WHAT A LOSER!!!

Its All About Me
Through all of his faults…he somehow completed me. I guess it was selfishness that kept bringing me back for more. But hurting me once wasn’t enough for him and walking away from me once wasn’t enough either. So am I the selfish one for wanting to make myself feel loved? Or is he the selfish one for wanting to cause me more heartache?

Aimless Thoughts...
Standing alone in an empty room Tears fall as aimlessly thoughts scatter through her broken mind Wonders where fate will take her next As a new path creates itself Worries and doubts flutter behind her green eyes Will her greatest pride in life steal back the heart she has given... Or will his greatest pride force her to take it back Her heart is shattered Her mind broken In such disrepair her sanity slips further away Now at the fork Which way shall fate lead her As aimless thoughts scatter through her broken mind

Missing My Fu Family And Friends
To all my Fu family and friends, I want you all to know that I love you all very much. I am sorry I have not been online much lately. Those of you that I talk to frequently know that my mother and step father have moved back here for me to help take care of my mom, on top of taking care of my handicapped 20 year old and my 9 year old son. Plus I have been looking for a job and for Christmas we got a WII and I am spending lots of time with the family bowling, tennis, baseball, golf and even some boxing. Just want you all to know that I have not forgotten you and I really miss all of you. I will try to be online some this evening to chat and catch up with whats been going on. PLease send lots of love and I will return all of it. I know there is some hot new bling... i would love some .. but dont have money for a bling pack, so help a girl out if you can.... hehehe... MUAHZ

Net Loves
Real net loves are not the one without♥♥♥….. ……..when you open your messenger, and you don’t have off lines, you have an email anyway”. ………..when you are in the middle of argument or when you are in your deepest cyber moments, then suddenly you are disconnected. “You will be connected anyway”. Just, the difference is you already subsided. ……….when he is swearing to death how true he is in loving you, while he is flirting on fubar or in msn or yahoo”…he will pass it , and come back to you anyway, when the fun is over”. ………. when you are jealous about comments that he is giving to his friends, he will give you message anyway”. It means you are not neglected, and you do the same thing anyway. …… and when you’re connection went so bad and you cant come on line…..lolz, you’ll send txt, or call anyway” ……. And there are times, conflicts and misunderstanding will really confused you, specially when you feel he is cheating on you, You will delete each o

Submitting Pic
I need some help so I want to submit a pic for Kodak and they need one that captures the revelry of the new year..any suggestions?? I was thinking about something along with like: maybe a new begining ya know with a new year new president..what would be the best pic to describe this? I even considered a sunrise as a new begining but how will they know thats what I mean?

You Are My World....but Still Broken
I held onto you For as long as I could But today, you fell away Now what I hold Are the memories we barely made I stood on the edge of your bridge Until I felt the rain, push me away My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came What I believed to be true It was only a dream That lived in me I just projected it Over your beautiful screen I self medicated my way Through this mess that we made So I could stay There was nothing, but I waited I waited This was my mistake Broken are plans we made So I will be traveling any place Cause anywhere's better than Here we rest in peace Rubble beneath my feet I shouldn't have followed you anywhere Cause anywhere's better than here Where is the space I could move Where could I rest my head There's nothing left for me here It's hard to leave behind The one thing that made me feel alive So I slide, from paranoid to paradise

Pride Of The Fem Warrior
Lo and behold doest thou before me see this man. The one in shining armore. Is it? could it be? could he be? Oh! Sweet agony! I dare not hope nor dream, to wish. wouldst thou lay your pride whore? Nie!Nie! I wouldst not alive lay thy pride. For no man doest thou lay thy sword. could I? Dare I? Would it be? Nie! Nie! tis from man and man alone are these bitter wounds I've worn. Be fair warned oh stuborn one, thine soul you guard hadst been envaided all the while. could he have? Might I be? I pray the Goddess take me in her light as I pierce thy flesh with this blade so vile. Not for lust nor hunger shall I break way for man and his selfish ways. Am I safe? am I free? I flee I am of free spirit. With he and only he who honors this shall I lay. I am she, the warriorqueen with cunning and feminine ways. yes I am Yes I can May he who brings harm upon her agonize in wanting all his days. I am she the dragoness of fire and passion and yet water and tranquility. Yes I shall Yes

Journey's Begining
...........Come my child............. Thoughts and vissions swirling twirling round. Bright lights eluminating so peaceful, so sound. ...............Follow me.............. Feelings of euphorea filtering through, all round me glorious shades of blue. .............Feel the wind............. Arms wide open as if in mid air floating in still waters without care. ..........I am holding you............. Visions and emotions of days to come. Many unfought battles yet to be won. ............Look into tomorow........... All that shall come and go in sight. All that hide thoughts of harm in light. ...........Use the vission.............. The loves to come and all loves lost. All questions answered, I ask at what cost? .........What be this light?........... I am the Goddess that lives deep within. The white light you seek as each day begins and ends. .........Why now do you appear?......... The time for you has at last finaly come. Your purpose in life and journey has now begun.

Work Sux!!!
yeah so anyways if anyones wondering im gonna be away from the computer for a good majority of this month and half of feb. i have to participate in the wonderful workings of the US Army in Cali. Thats where we train up for deployment overseas. Yeah we'll see how much I learn. Anywho that's the skinny bout me and my current situation. just in case u were like trying to add me or wanting a drink and wonderin why the hell im not responding well bye 4 now

Talking To Your Self
I like this it really true! i tried tell some people but they assume im just crazy now im sure im not! Peter Griffiths Daily Herald Column 1980 Talking To Yourself Daily Herald April 25, 1980 Many people talk to themselves, silently or aloud. Some become upset if they catch themselves talking to themselves. There is no reason for them to feel upset. There is nothing wrong with them. Talking to yourself is good for your mental health, as long as you realize you are talking to yourself, and say good things to yourself. Stepping outside of your skin and having a good look at yourself helps you to better understand what you feel, and also, how you are behaving. Others may do this for you, with the intention of helping you, but it is only when you actually have that chat with yourself that you really believe what you hear being told to you. One important rule when talking with yourself is to focus on positive messages about yourself and positive actions you can take.

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna...
The love story of Ralph and Edna... Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays true Wingmanship. The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with

Gary Dirtysouthcrew Has Autos!
GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew has the Power! Auto 11's On Baby...Luv him UP... GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew@ fubar Click me hard.... Pimped by Heart Inspector with luv & licks..xoxo Repost please.... ♥ Heart Inspector ♥@ fubar

The Angel
Allen Kirsch sat with a gun to his head on a bench over looking the Ashtabula harbor. The gun was a .38 he had purchased a month earlier from a friend who has been desperately trying to get rid of the weapon for weeks. His hands were shaking as his thoughts raced to his wife who had died the night before of Leukemia in the Ashtabula County Medical Center. Tears streamed down his grief stricken face. Why had I not been able to help her? “Why did you take her from me!” he cursed to the heavens. She had been twenty-seven, smart, beautiful, and full of life before the cancer had corroded her body. Nancy had only been two years older than him and a brilliant school teacher at Thomas Jefferson Elementary in the city of Ashtabula. She was a vibrant redhead with everything going for her when he had met her four years earlier in the summer after her graduation from Kent State University. He had been working at Worthington Cylinders in Jefferson after his graduation from Jefferson High

Bubba
LOOK AT THIS SWEET SEXAY MAN.... HE NEEDS HELP GETTING TO GODFATHER BY HIS BIRTHDAY FEBRUARY 13TH.... Please help him he returns the love more than anyone else I know.... R/F/A/B/C HE DESERVES IT SO COME BY DROP SOME LOVE........ AND POP HIS AUTO 11 CHERRY WHILE YOUR AT IT..... JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME LOVE HIM Dj Bubba~Ass. Manager @ Ace~Proud hubby to Proud Mommie 2 Be~OTB~TBR~@ fubar . This Bulletin brought to you by the one and only........*Naughtia* 2nd alarm hottie~Fumarried To Bubba*fu daddy got me first lol*@ fubar XOXO

Mystical
As the Unicorn's raise there heads, & The Ladies dress in red, Walking through Forests of Beauty, Stepping on grass off Green. Passing through on both sides, The Magic swirls in circles, Blue & Red, Purple & Yellow, Upon magic clouds of wonder. The carpet floats upon mystical dreams, Under starry heavens & Velvet sky's, Thank you all for your support, In time's of need. Blessings unto all of Fu, Kind regards to all, Before The Tiger Leave's, Thank you all!

Husband Down...
Husband Down A husband picks up a case of Coors Light and puts it in their cart. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the wife. They're on sale, only $10 for 24 cans,' he replies. Put them back, we can't afford them,' demands the wife, and so they carry on shopping. A few aisles further on along the woman picks up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the husband. "Its my face cream. It makes me look beautiful," replies the wife. Her husband retorts: "So does 24 cans of Coors Light and its half the price.' On the PA system: 'Cleanup needed on aisle 25, we have a husband down.'

I Wont See You Tonight- Avenged Sevenfold
Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and loved It's building up inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight Sorrow sank deep inside my blood All the ones around me I cared for and most of all I loved But I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight And while I'm gone everything will be alright No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight No more breath inside Essence left my heart tonight

The Outsider-apc
Help me if you can It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired So could you please, Help me understand why You've given in to all these Reckless dark desires You're lying to yourself again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the faultline What'll it take to get it through to you precious I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you. Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence Lying through your teeth again Suicidal imbecile Think about it, put it on the fautline What'll it take to get it through to you precious Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this Such a mess. Why would I wanna watch you... Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time What's your rush now, everyone will have his da

A Day...
A day we will all remember, A day which tested our American Pride, A day that showed others that we care about each other, And a day which will live in infamy, A day that showed me how much love there is in America, A day that showed the risks people are willing to take for others, A day that showed, no matter what, there is always someone out there that cares, And a day that displays the love God has for me, This day which will always be remembered is September Eleventh, A day that has changed entirely who I am today, A day that has changed each American heart, Even if they do not show it, A day that has me wondering why I was left here, Why was I not chosen to go, A day that has left me entirely thankful for everything I have, And a day that I will always remember as being blessed by God.

Its Ashame
I think its shame i help all my friends to level and only one helped me level. all the friends on my list and no one could be bothered to help me level except for Bilboy. that is what you call a good friend. to bad more on my list cant be like him. he is a true friend. THANK YOU Bilboy. I treasure our friendship deeply.

The Love That Never Exist
I'm not lonely, yet with you I feel so alone, Your actions hit me like cold hard stone. You always take, but you never give, You have changed the way I want to live. I want to run from you, yet you keep me close, I feel the impact from all the highs and lows. I can't keep hurting myself by choice, Yet I always believe your pleading voice. Why cant I just say goodbye? I hold on and I don't know why. The love you had, it never exist, The back and fourth I want to resist. You say one thing but your actions show another, Save me the pain of further knowing your ways, Save me so I can have happier days. Your heart holds love, but not for me, If it did this miserable life would never be. But you hold on to what we had, Do you ever see that I'm still sad? Can't you see your lies are hurting me?

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity -type O Negative
Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity [a. Anorganic Transmutogenesis (synthetic division)] Trust and you'll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if you're busted? In love and war there ain't no rules Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget I'm sorry, but I am unable [b. coitus interruptus] [c. I Know You're Fucking Someone Else] You went to L'amour Saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah I'm a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm befo

Bad Dream
How odd is it that I was talking to a friend on here saying that I hadn't had a bad dream in a while and when I usually do, it's the same nightmare but different in some ways. Well, I had a bad dream this morning. Waking up way before my alarm went off for work. I didn't go back to sleep but just laid there, thinking about the dream and cried. These dreams are always so intense. Why is it that I always dream of them but different in some ways. Now I mean, it's basically the same nightmare all the time, but at different places. Same idea. Same shit. Just me being upset, frustrated with something. I always get into this huge argument or something. Most of the dreams leaves me harming myself or just when I'm about to slit my throat, I wake up or I don't remember the rest. The dream I had last night, I didn't do any harm to myself. Instead, I thought of someone which made me feel a bit better and pretended I was being held by them for comfort. I really hate these dreams. I

Nina Hagen-new York
New York City is the hottest place For a honeymoon in a hotel room New York City is my favorite place 'Cause I know so many people with a golden face Uh-huh It's always late at night when I wanna go out And New York City has for sure the horniest crowd Especially for me, this is true, I have the best time when you're there too Honey, after the show, when we are ready to go We are going disco But before we hit East 7th Street We are going to another disco Disco after disco And shaking our hair to the disco rap AMPM, Pyramid, Roxy, Mudd Club, Danceteria The newest club is opening up (repeat x3) New York, New York (repeat x4) Yeah! New York City is the hottest place For a honeymoon in a hotel room Uh-huh New York City is a place so nice Everybody says it so they had to name it twice New York my happy love's you, I love you very much I could not live without you, so let's always keep in touch New York City has the fanciest rule When you want to live in this

Think About Love
I can't forget you Ever since the moment that I met you You've been on my mind And I need to somehow let you know That I think about you all the time So when you think about love, think about me I can give you more than you'll ever need Sooner or later every heart needs some company When you think about love, think about me When you think about love, think about me We were strangers Now I'm already wrapped around your finger Oh whats a heart to do 'Cause it lingers And the thought of you Wantin' me as much as I want you Makes me blue I'm not holding you tonight Cause only you can satisfy This heart of mine

Vicki
VICKI Is My Everyday I will be choosing One Person to Rate and Comment out on all their stuff on their profile and randomly giving out gifts to them. Except for weekends I won't be online. And VICK IS MY PICK I can't afford blings right now and I wish the God I could but for now I have to stick with the basics of the fu until My pocket book can play a little bit. Its a way for me to get to know more Fu's on here! Vick So Far You Seem Very Coolistic! in my book. I Can Tell your Very down to earth just by what I have seen by your pictures, psst I sometimes am a great judge of character hehehehe. I'm also very glad I Added Ya sweetie. We Both Can Thank The Bull..He Led Me To Ya! She's Trying To Make Oracle.... Lets Help Her Out With That! She Has Auto's On So Not Only Will She Benefit From This You Will As Well! No popularity contest or none of that. I figured this will be fun to do. Pimping Out Fu's The Only Way I See Fit!

The Bodies Left Behind By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Nothing is as it seems in The Bodies Left Behind, Jeffrey Deaver's quintessential can't-put-it-down thriller about an off-duty cop who investigates an aborted 911 call from a secluded vacation home and ends up on the run. From the opening scene (that'll keep even the bravest of you at home with the doors locked and the shades drawn), Deaver delivers a clever page-turner that reads like one of his tightly plotted and fast-paced short stories (fans should check out Twisted). Endlessly surprising (there is more than one jaw-dropping plot twist) and supremely gripping (two hours after cracking this stand-alone thriller, I came up for air and took a moment to shake the cramp out of my fingers), The Bodies Left Behind is one of the most entertaining thrillers of the year. My Comments: Wow! I couldn't put this book down. I stayed up through the night reading this and it's definitely a bit creepy! I like the Cat & Mouse type books and this delivered. There were a lot of plot

Stolen From Amy :p
In 1978 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter is president of the US US Senate votes to turn over the Panama Canal to Panama on December 31, 1999 Israel and Egypt reach a peace settlement at the Camp David Accords The US and mainland China announce that they will restore full diplomatic relations Members of Jim Jones' People's Temple commit mass suicide in Guyana Pope John Paul II becomes the first non-Italian pope in centuries Ted Bundy is captured in Florida The first computer bulletin board system is created Garfield debuts in newspapers Ashton Kutcher, Kobe Bryant, Usher, Clay Aiken, and Nelly Furtado are born New York Yankees win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl XII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Saturday Night Fever and Grease are the top grossing films "Night Fever" by the Bee Gees spends the most time at the top of the US charts Diff'rent Strokes and Mork & Mindy premiere

Life Or Lack There Of
Why is it the I am destined to be a lonely soul. Bound to walk this earth in shame head hung low with nothing more than a few close friends and family at my side. Am I such a horriable person that I am destined for disaster, Is it the fate that I chose for my self. Could it be possible that I chose this fate and did not have it determined. Seems odd that I find something that I can truley care for, something that I can love, something to cherish and might have a possibility of returning those emotions and feelings back to me, and it vanishes into thin air like a demon in the night it sweeps in rips the breath of life away and falls back to the shadows. What must I do to find true happiness. Why must I wear this crown of thorns, and yet be forced to wear a clowns paint, faking a smile for the sake of others happiness. Tearing away inside feeling like all hope is lost and there is nothing left, but forced to carry on because another heart needs you, untill that momment changes, or that t

My Fu-owners Chris & Cuddlez!
PLEASE GO SHOW MY FU-OWNERS , CHRIS & CUDDLEZ, LOTS OF LOVE , THEY SO DESERVE IT! CLICK THEIR PICS TO GET TO THEIR PROFILES! THANX EVERYBODY, JADE ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

Johnny's The Pick Of The Day Not Prick
JOHNNY....JOHNNNY....JOHNNY Is My Johnny has alot of integrity and a wonderful character about him. We talk seldom, but I'm a good judge in character that this man loves with all his heart and is really a down to earth simple man that don't need much except for the people he truly loves in his life. As Far as Fubar goes, Johnny is Constantly Doing Giveaways. That's alot of $ to be spending on others who he barely knows every day! Chalk it up to another reason why Johnny is Unique. Yes alot of others do the same, I see all that goes on fubar and I know who thy are, but He wants to make sure that you all have a Great Time Socializing and net working On the Fu! and does the Giveaways Consistantly. He helps others out as well when it comes to the Fu! He was there for me when I had ideas and or questions, even tho I can't pull them off right now I still have the know how to do it because of Johnny! Have I said Thanks yet!? lol He's One of the Leaders Of Th

The Catawissa
The Catawissa was built in 1898. She has a triple expansion steam engine and was built with sails to save on fuel cost. She's being scraped. I'll try and get some shot during the demolition. A New York Times article, it's long but I thought it important to add. May 21, 1998 Drama Off the High Seas; Lawsuit Rages Over a Decaying, and Historic, Tugboat By ANDREW JACOBS Even in her prime, the Catawissa was never glamorous. Built to haul coal up and down the East Coast, the 158-foot tugboat spent half her life feeding power plants from Charleston, S.C., to Boston and the second half steam-cleaning sludge from the insides of freighters docked in New York Harbor. These days, 101 years after she was built by a Pennsylvania coal company, the Catawissa is a shadow of her former self. Her pilothouse and masts have been lopped off, her giant stack lies on its side, and her massive steam engines, similar to those that powered the Titanic, have taken on a bright orange glow of rust.

Sex
So, I was talking with a sweet friend earlier and she was saying she wished she had been born a boy......personally I think she would've looked silly........and she has no idea what it would be like to be walking round all day with a pair of sweaty bollocks between her legs..............um, well I don't think she has..........although there was speculation about an old man's hairy arse :-s A little observation made by Joe Jackson about sexual politics........as I understand them today.

"train Of Hearts."
Train of Hearts I force myself to understand, we all need to get away From time to time the soul it speaks and lures the heart astray We buy our tickets and some they plan on never coming back And once again this rusty train begins it’s crawl along the track With screeches and loud groans, the miles fly by and by The train gives voice to countless souls traveling there inside The ones who plan to leave the tears and memories behind And others filled with dreams of the lives they hope to find Our closet is now empty, your bags are somewhere else I guess you took that journey in the hopes you’d find yourself Now helpless here I can only hope your choice was wrong not right As that iron ghost thunders on, a phantom in the night I’ll never know exactly why you went and took that train Did you buy a one way ticket, or are you coming back again? So I’ll wait here at the station for each day and week it takes And pray that somewhere down the line, your heart sees it’s

The Day...
Born to push you around Better just stay down You pull away He hits the flesh You hit the ground Mouth so full of lies Tend to black your eyes Just keep them closed Keep praying Just keep waiting Waiting for the one The day that never comes When you stand up and feel warmth But the sun shine never comes, no No, the sun shine never comes Push you cross that line Just stay down this time Hiding yourself, Crawling yourself, You’ll have your time God will make them pay Take it back one day I’ll end this day I’ll splatter color on this gray Waiting for the one, The day that never comes When you stand up and feel warmth But the sun shine never comes Love is a four-letter word And never spoken here Love is a four-letter word Here in this prison I suffer this no longer, I’ll put an end to this I swear This I swear The sun will shine This I swear This I swear THIS I SWEAR!!!

My Fiance
I'm going to say that I love my fiance more than anything. Ever since I've been with here, I've been forced to grow up, and be a man, but to be honest, I love it. I came into a relationship with her son (now ours ;) ) and now I'm a father. She has changed me for the good, going from a party boy to a adult (A few party's here and there ;)) She gives me everything I want, and we've both adapted to each other, and grown into this great relationship. We'll be getting married in March and she agreed to have it In Arkansas which is only a few from Missouri which is my home. It meant so much to me that she'd let that happen. She's stuck with me through the hard and I love her for that, I hope she knows I love her just as much.

Useless But Funny Knowledge
'Stewardesses' is the longest word typed with only the left hand And 'lollipop' is the longest word typed with your right hand. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. 'Dreamt' is the only English word that ends in the letters 'mt'. (Are you doubting this?) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog' uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right? The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to 'do' this one.) There are only four words in the English language which end in 'dous': tremendous, horren dous, stupendous, and hazardous. (You're not doubting t

Khaaaaaaaaan! Rest In Peace
Ricardo Montalban is no longer living long and prospering or welcoming us to a crazy island with a midget but in reruns. http://tv.yahoo.com/fantasy-island/show/30387/news/urn:newsml:tv.ap.org:20090114:obit_montalban__ER:77030

Lost....
ITs like slowly stepping into a nice warm bath. at first its soothing, comforting, warm. You slowly allow yourself to be engulfed, until your covered head to toe in that warm sensation. You feel great. relaxed, at ease, happy. You start to allow yourself to get used to it. Feeling more at peace with each passing moment. Til finally, youve allowed yourself to be engulfed to long. The water begins to turn cold. starting to nip at you. But you were so at peace you refuse to move, fighting the cold like it was just in your mind. Then the cold starts to bite. hurting you more and more. The longer you fight the more you allow yourself to be hurt. So finally you give up and get out. Now your left. standing alone, cold, hurt, and shivering. Welcome to the world of relationships. its best to learn quick that eventually, everything you touch and care for will leave you. Its the curse of humankind. So, if you fear the cold..or are just afraid of the pain....run.

Pink-sober
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning 'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end [Sober Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ] I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're my protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence... The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use? Aahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come and play" Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside

Silently I Die
Wh..spered Shadows haunt my dreams S..lent Screams ..nvade my conc..ousness Lonel..ness and Despa..r my fa..thfull compan..ons S..lently .. D..e A L..fe once l..ved A Future once faced A Past never end..ng S..lently .. D..e A Tear never shed A Laugh never heard A Feel..ng never felt S..lently .. D..e Swell..ng Darkness all around Ravenous Anger ..n a ball Mortal Terror grabb..ng hold S..lently .. D..e One Last breath One Last scream One Last cr..mson drop S..lently .. D..E

Goal For The Year
Well now that my birthday is coming up and I believe I have done enough lazy time I have decided to lose some weight. My goal is to lose fifety pounds. I have started excercising and watching what I eat. It has not been easy and it is very challenging but I am determine to lose the weight.

The Beautiful Angel
Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach A gent

Moving On
Have you ever known you had to let go of something, but just could not bring yourself to do it? I know that it won't ever be the same, and I realize that letting go and giving up is the best thing to do, I just can't seem to. Honestly, I think I'm more upset at myself for not being able to forget about the situation than the situation itself. In the past I have never had problems with just dropping something and starting over, or forgetting someone and cutting my losses so to speak. I guess as we get older things start to mean more to us. All things change, nothing can stay the same. It's the drastic changes that get us, if it's subtle, we adapt quickly, like a frog in a pot of slowly boiling water. I didn't get the curtesy slow increase, I got the dumped in the stew kettle. Oh well.

Forbiden Love!
Seeing you with those eyes don't seem I deserve How can this beauty of yours, be preserved A lovely fairy tale, your eyes always speak The shyness of your heart always shown on your cheeks How can beauty such this, in one person reside My feelings are so intense I can feel them collide But the mouth cannot say such words for you A deep pathway separate us the two I wish Romeo was here to make him shy The beauty I see, just make me fly My words for you are carefully chosen So it seem my feelings are actually frozen It is hard that you seek sometimes to hide Because it is forbidden for me to take your side But I think life have more to offer you and me I think if I want it hard enough I believe it will be Remember to never let go a dream in your heart You have to work for it sometimes very hard I know I want you, I wanted from long ago You were taken so my words wouldn't show But now, the chance I have, my heart can see It is time to unleash what I feel

Thoughts
The clouds have grown dark The sunbeams are lonely The lilacs are dead,starting to rot It is easy to get lost again Darkness now encloses me The notes of music all wrong It is hard to remember summer days They've been gone for far to long I move along day by day now My tears mix with the rain I can't wish away all this pain Somewhere high above the clouds The sun sets on this wretched day it's funny how alone you can feel in a room full of people How pathetic I seem to be As I slowly approach the place Where we used to laugh and play I surrender to the darkness of fantasy The fire in my eyes has faded Cooling like embers in the snow I have no spark left in my heart to reignite them I am losing myself and it seems so easy So I fold my arms around myself My breath like smoke in the air I miss your touch and your sweet kiss My hands long to touch you My arms long to hold you I give into the memories As summer has surrendered to the cold The moon will not r

Css Skin Coding, Making Skins,
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You Must Learn To See The Good In Any Situation
Wal-Mart here in Minot is open for its first business day since closing Sunday due to trouble with its roof supports. I know because Martha had to go to work at seven this morning and Mary took here because she had to work at Kmart at eight this morning. So it was my second Saturday in a row home when the kids woke up, and my second Saturday without going to Breakfast with the Boys, and Martha’s second Thursday where she wasn’t scheduled to bowl on league but she “had to” because someone else gave a funny excuse to not show up. But I don’t see a double standard in any of this … I got to deal with Sarah waking up earlier and earlier after going to bed at the same time every night, her and Jeffrey’s inability to keep still and through much of the week my inability to let them out of the house with all of our snow. Today there’s no more expected snowfall and it’s twenty-eight degrees right now, but the possibility of very highly piled, very tightly packed snow melting too fast or me

Best Friends
It's something I would wish upon anyone person in this world. To have a best friend is to have a confidant. Someone to always trust, fall upon when you're down and stand up beside you when you're not. I've been fortunate enough to have that one person who knows me in my soul and has seem to know me my whole life. Jaime and I met in the third grade. We were both nine years old. In the middle of my third grade year my mom moved us again. It was the second school I had to attend that year and I was nervous as I always was when I had to start all over. Making friends was never easy for me. I often felt anxious and nervous and kept to myself most the time. Kids are mean and not very welcoming unless, of course, they're the underdogs of the crowd, the picked upon and the akward. I always tended to gravitate to those less fortunate in friends and social status. It was less intimidating to strike up a conversation in class or on the playground with the picked on kids rather

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Relationships
fellas, some of you have officially been chopped and screwed out a good lay. why???.... ok. one of my best girls just spilled the beans on all ya'll trifelin' ass women ( only applies to the ones that do it) who claim to have a headache when their men wants a lil fun in the sack. fact is, one of the things that can be considered good for a headache is sex. sex,sex and more sex. ane me, being an anylitical whore , is once again forced to pry open this clam and schuck it for all it's worth. till the clam looks like it need a damn replacement, till it looks at you with sad eyes and no hope to live in it's heart. puns intended. now i've never had that used as an excuse so i really can't talk from experience. but if you really love your man and are a stand-up woman, then why the hell is it that you feel the need to lye about your status in order to keep the "monster " at bay. let the man release the hounds on that ass then call him in the morning. instead of " i got a headache" it reall

"escape Or Die!"
My new DVD, "Escape or Die! A Santini The Dark Master of Escape Documentary" is well on it's way to being finished and will soon be released. Besides featuring interviews with myself, my crew, and my manager, the DVD also contains live performance footage and rare still shots. The soundtrack has now been confirmed and assembled and it features some KICK ASS hard tunes by a wicked line up of international metal bands including: - SERPENT (Sweden) - THOR (Canada) - Serpent Underground (L.A. - U.S.A.) - Darafuzz (Canada) - RCZ (Czech Republic) This is going to be the DEFINITIVE Santini documentary to date!

The Pasture
On the edge of the pasture I see what I believe is my life .Filled with prickly pear and cactus but flowers blooming are fresh with a sweet sweet aroma . Knowing that a storm is brewing and the rain will fall with lighting and thunder . The sky is purple gray and magenta swirling clouds over the pasture . Winds blow away the rampage of mother nature to a calmness only she knows ....

Wolf Howl
Under the night sky In the full moon's light I hear a wolf's howl. A tear comes down. Realization of a beauty That is still left in this corrupted world. The simplicity of love and greatfullness In those notes that flow along the wind. I ponder what the languge means. It could be so many things. I feel no fear with the wolf's call. Appreciation is what I hear. A cry out to the Gods From the protectors who Need protection. They're on the brink of their destruction. The destroying of their homes All because of the wanting Of a so-called need. When it's really a selfish materialistic necessity. A race that is always craveing more; Dwelling on greed. All in all I don't think the wolve's howl Because they are a dying breed. I think they howl in prayers For the breed that destroys all.

Goodbye
Someday will come my turn to leave, I know it is hard, but please believe I do love you guys with all my heart, but far in the horizon I see a new start There will be plenty of nights like this, I just wonder which ones will I miss Especially when it is my last one here, I cannot help dropping one helpless tear "Somewhere we will meet once more", I said just before I walked out of the door In this world I try to find the true me, everyday making a brand new memory Never forgetting the days with you, knowing this is what I truly want to do But for now you'll have to let me go, so that inside our love will just grow

All The Bs Games And Lies Stop Now
I'M TIRED OF ALL YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS AS OF TODAY ALL WHO ARE FAKE AND WANT TO LIE AND CREATE DRAMA WILL BE DELETED AND BLOCKED!!!! THE SHIT YOU HAVE PULLED IS BS THERE IS NO FUCKING REASON FOR YOU TO BE PLAYING GAMES LIKE THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! DON'T CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU ARE SORRY IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK THIS TIME I HAVE SO HAD IT WITH YOU!!! I WILL BE CHANGING MY NUMBER AND ONLY A SELECT FEW WILL HAVE IT!!!

Mona's Wedding Present
Mona's Wedding Present Mona and I are getting married soon and I would like to give her 2500 profile rates in the next 24 hours as a wedding present. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ Please rate or re-rate Mona today. Make my beautiful bride-to-be happy and let's keep fubar's finest lady #1. Thanks everyone! Please repost. PM me if you sticky this bully, I'll hook you up. We can do this. Yes we can! Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~' on '2009-01-19 18:51:49') (repost of original by 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' on '2009-01-20 04:15:32')

Supporting Your New President
Ever since Barack Hussein Obama won the general election in November, television news anchors, pundits and pollsters have been asking the following question, in so many words: shouldn't we ban together as Americans and support our new President in the spirit of national unity? This is, of course, a rhetorical question asked for the purpose of spotlighting any right-wingers (aka people with common sense) who would dare argue that the answer isn't obviously yes, consequently exposing them to the relentless ridicule that all pc-Nazis in the "mainstream media" believe they deserve. To put it another way, the question is a setup designed specifically to marginalize anyone who happens to disagree with Mr. Obama's stated objectives of expanding governmental control over our lives, shackling the most successful among us with punitive tax rates, eroding our nation's military capabilities, erasing any gains in border security we've managed to make over the past few years, and destroying Ameri

Why I Am Leaving
I don't find this site exciting anymore. I am going to be deleting my account on Saturday the 24 of January. If you still want to talk to me or keep in touch, I still have my myspace page. Look me up. Its www.myspace.com/ralden_dragon. Its been fun, but this sight just isn't for me anymore.

Immune
Five years lost in rivers of merriment I perceived, A million bottles have been and gone, Floating under this journeys many bridges, They have kept me warm in long nights alone, Kept me happy in sunlight’s cold greetings, And caught the many tears I have shed in pain, Like an old friend, they accepted and judged me not, Answered questions in hours dark, Written letters in times forgotten, Or lost in intoxications deep, Or blanked out for fear of fearing the worst, And immunities long since been my lover, No cure in sight, No light seen at the end of this long dark abyss, A bottomless pit to swallow me whole, Jack there to break my impending fall from grace, But this wine takes no effect, Never as it used to, And as this imperviousness seeped through my soul, I searched, A saviour not in sight, I wandered further in to deaths eternal grip, Decaying from inside out with my life's new friend, Hand in hand we would walk in to my last sunset, In a burgundy cask, Pres

Are You A Giving Person?
ok, so as in previous blogs I am still needing donations, any amount, for the spotlight. One day I would LOVE to see a THINK PINK day here on the FU. I know I have several great wonderful amazing friends willing to give something....just a little....... something.....plz...pretty plz.....ok so I am on my knees.....begging!! Seriously, if you are willing to give to a good cause, please send any fubucks this way. And if you know of any fubar member who is a breast cancer survivor, please let me know also. THANKS SO MUCH!! my friends totally rock!! ~~smooches~~

More Never Said
You want me to wait? The ego you posses is unreal! You think a few passwords will make me happy? I can not be pacified You believe you can earn back the trust you threw away? I am worth more than you ever realized You don't deserve a second, third, or fourth chance to not love me and show nothing but disrespect And you still have the audacity to call me your soulmate Wow What will you do to the ones you only "like"? I wish I could feel bad for you But I don't and won't

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Bf Application.. I Bet None Of Yall Will Fill This Out. Lol If U Do Wanna Fill It Out U Can Send It To My Inbox. Lol
General Information: What is your full name? What is your phone number? What is your e-mail address? How old are you? When is your birthday? How tall are you? Do you play online games (World of Warcraft, Ever Quest, Etc)? How much do you weigh?\ How tall are you? Describe yourself in 20 words. Do you have a car? If so, what kind? Do you have a drivers license? Do you know how to change a tire? Do you know how to change the oil in your car? Have you ever been outside the US? If so, where did you go? Have you ever been enlisted in the US Armed Forces? If so what did you do? What branch? What was your final rank? Why did you leave the military? Have you ever been deployed to a war zone? Are you a citizen of the US? List 3 of your hobbies. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where and of what? Body piercings? If so, where? Do you have any pets? If so what kind? Do you have any allergies?

Alone
Everyday I'm surrounded by familiar faces People I know, some of whom I love Yet everyday I feel alone Isolated, deserted, abandoned I know I am loved and needed Wanted Missed But there are times I don't believe it I sink into my darkness I want to be alone Alone is safe No one to care about Nothing to worry about No one to miss No one to love No more heartache No more pain

Drinking With Coworkers..
I haven't drank since Christmas, but that changed last night when I went to Karaoke with some friends. I bought a beer or two for a few friends and ill be honest, my list was 2 Heineken, 2 Bacardi and cokes, a shot of buttershot rum, and a long island ice tea, over the course of 4 hours. I didn't get sick, but I got bold... but didn't lose my sense of morals. I was around a lot of coworkers and there was one imparticular who came blitzed. She couldn't walk right and she was basically stripper dancing to half the songs, hooting, hollering, loud. She almost burned me with her cigarette. I thought about my long distance partner a lot last night. I missed her, and hoped she was missing me as well. There's a barrier in me, a mental one where I just... I don't know my value. I don't know what I'm worth to who and my value is questioned in my mind. I think about it more often when drinking, but i do as well, when sober. I just question my worth, which leads to questioning what I'm wor

You Let Me Be
You Let Me Be Me While others tell me I have faults and flaws, And pick me all apart and criticize, You love me, sweetheart, just the way I am; I only see affection in your eyes. My pesky quirks you only find endearing; Your perfect mate is what you choose to see; I love you for a multitude of reasons; And most of all 'cause you let me be me. I never have to change to meet your standards; Acceptance is the greatest gift you give; I appreciate you for your sweet devotion, And I’ll love you for as long as we shall live.

I'm Back
Well I left for a few hrs lol and came back. I did some not so nice things to a very Sweet person and couldn't just let that be I had to come back in hopes of repairing the relationship ,and to my friend that listened to me whine all day Thank You!!!! I know your disappointed but you should also know I can't leave things wrong,Also you know the reason for my leaving was my fault not anyone Else's so plz understand that. This time thing's will be different ,I neglected things that I love and People that i care deeply about that won't happen

Fizzle's Rules
Hai! I dont like to clutter my front page with a giant disclaimer, so instead I put it in here: 1. if you dont have a salute, I probably wont take you seriously, anyone can just put up pictures of people and pretend to be whoever they want. 2. I will not "bomb" your page or help you in contests. If you are really that hard up for attention, go dance on the bar with a lampshade on your head. 3. If you dont hear from me, dont get butthurt, Im not on this site very often. 4. I only fan people who have truely captured my attention, not just because they have fanned me. 5. If you are easily offended you probably shouldnt talk to me, internet is serious business. All that aside, Im actually a fairly easy going, nice guy. Just dont have time for drama or bullshit. k thnx bai

Turkey N Veggie Stew With Dumplings
turkey n veggie stew wth dumplings 3 to 4 turkey legs 2 Tsp of vegtable oi 1 large onion [ diced] 3 carrots [sliced] 2 stalks celery [sliced] 1/2 lb mushrooms[sliced] 4 cups chicken broth [or make your own from boulion cubes and water] 4 or 5 good size potatoes[ cut into large chunks] 1/2 parsnip [optional] 1Tsp of fresh thyme or parsley 1 cup milk 1/2 to 1 cup of peas salt n pepper to taste cook the turkey legs in a skillet with oil till browned but not cooked through in another pot or slow cooker add the broth , potatoes , parsnip, and parsley or thyme cover and bring to a boil reduce heat to medium low and cook for about 10 minutes in a bowl blend flour, milk untill smooth stir into stew cook for about 5 minutes till thickened add the peas add the turkey that you have been browning Dumplings 1-1/2 cups flour 2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 2 Tsp cold butter 3 Tsp of chopped parsley or chives or green onion in bowl sift flour baking powder and salt

Third Times The Charm?????
MEET MY NEW OWNER HE’S AN ABSOLUTE ANGEL THE WINGS PROVE THAT ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar SO GO R/F/A/C/B THIS POOR SOUL . THIS IS THE THIRD TIME IN A ROW HE’S OWNED ME (YA THINK HE’D HAVE LEARNED BY NOW). SHOW HIM SOME OF THE LOVE THAT HE IS ALWAYS SHOWING OTHERS. YOU WON’T REGRET IT Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Full time stalker of BooBoo@ fubar

Ehh Just Read It
Alright so i have not been on here in a very long time. And i've decided that i am just going to delete my account due to me never being on here anymore. For those of you who would still like to stay in contact with me on AIM , yahoo, or myspace, let me know and i shall hook you up with the info. Otherwise , it was nice chating with all of you and have a good life :-)

Yes Please Part1
She knelt calmly on her soft pillow as she listened to the sounds. He was in the bathroom. She heard the toilet flush and the water in the sink running for a while. He must have been waiting for the water to run warm. She was naked and the air was chilly causing her to shiver and her nipples to perk up with soft little bumps rising on the areolas surrounding her dark, pink buds. He was so very good to her, so loving yet firm. What pleasures would he seek from her tonight? She looked down at the floor, not seeing anything, just lost in her thoughts of pleasing him. The intense love she felt for him filled her with joy and she smiled. Oh yes, anything her Master desired, that is what she would give to him. They gave those gifts, the give and the take, the sharing of being completely in tune with one another. She thought about dinner, how she had made a delicious meal and served his favorite wine. She had wanted to welcome him home with love, knowing he'd had a busy day. She had wan

Wicca!!!!
Yeah I know this will offend someone... Funny thing is I don't give a fuck.. MY THOUGHTS.. No one is makin you read this. First off to all the wiccan people who might read this... Did you know your religious ideals and mine are damn near the same? Just things are titled differently. So first off thoes that look down their noses because the term "Christian" comes up when stating my religious ideals. I really wish I could crucify you. But nonetheless... I keep seen thoes fuckin "Blessed Be"... That is one of thoes terms that is deep in your religion. The pentacles and things of that nature. Your religion.. It's bad when a christian of some branch pushes their religion in your face, so what makes it alright to push yours into another's face? Is it because your religion turned into a fad for punk ass kids in the mid 90's? Is it because that's when most of you all the sudden "became" wiccan? I seriously want to know what puts you apart from the mormons that wake up me at 6am bangin on

A Sad Day For Us!!!
A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!!

Drinking Dreaming
Sunday, August 12, 2007 So I am sitting there and I decided to think to myself how wonderful a drink my be...maybe a hurricaine might tast good or even a little Capt and Coke to keep me company...I just got tired of sitting in the shade for 1:45 minutes waiting for this idiot that should never have been givin a weapon to begin with and he has to qualify with this weapon...10 hours later after we all started he is the only one waiting to qualify and we are all suffuring in 100 degree heat with 100% humidity...Now I know that we all have to be somewhat good but at that same time he is not even terrible he is pathitic...Needless to say that range week was nice up until PVT someone fucked it all up and made us all stay late...God Bless A gunners...

Oh Yeah And Another Thing...
Friday, April 06, 2007 I have had enough of the dumb shit...come on people it's not that hard to just say something in three or less sentences that has to deal with work ethic and leave it at that...I can't stand it when people think there god's gift to the platoon as there sergant and stand there after formation and just talk talk talk talk and have only three things to say and it takes them an hour to fuckin say it...And they say it's us that needs to learn to think on our own...SHit...mother fucker's really know how to wast my time...

Fake @$$ Fubarians
So I'm getting sick of all these people on fu saying they wanna b friends but they never talk or rate or anything. I do my best to at least rate everyones page once a week. There's a lot of freakin people out there. So I'm getting to the point where I'm going to start deleting these so called friends and fans and starting over..hmm... good idea, maybe, bad idea, could be? Anyways, don't really care about opinions at this point, just sick of fake @s$ people anymore, and sick of the bull$h!t that goes along with them. Ahhh I feel much better now that I've vented some....still going to start deleting though :) Love to the fu's who show love to me though :) Tinker

Life This Was A Essay For Class
The best way to start this essay. I was thinking about how I came to be here not in the way I was born, more like how did I come to Pittsburgh from outside of Philadelphia. All my life seems more like a blur because a lot of it was me seeing thing’s you can’t imagine for someone at a young age. I grew up much closed off at times. I did have my friends, but I never showed them a weak side of me even when my mom got sick from cancer. I can’t remember what kind can’t even tell you how felt when she died can’t even remember what I wore that day. But what I can tell you is that day was the longest day of my life. Then years later I get sick with kidney failure I go on dialysis for a year then get a transplant then 5 months later I reject the kidney to only go threw one of them times where something bad happen there was always something worst to come. Three weeks in I find out they can’t save the kidney and then they find my spleen about to burst on top of they find cancer ca

9/11
It was a cold september morning, Waiting to be ruined by mankind. 8:46 AM it happened, To us death was to remind. Flight 11 holding 92, That were now to be dead. It crashed into the North Tower, Then filled America with dread. Flight 175, A flight holding 65 human beings. The South Tower was hit, Not close to a sightseeing. 2,823 lives, That were to be no more. Hundreds jumped thousands of feet to end their lives, What a moment of gore. Flight 93, Ended the lives of 44. This moment will go down in history, Not a moment to ignore. 10:45 AM, All federal office buildings in Washington, D.C. are evacuated. But it was too late, This will not be sedated. The firefighters flee. The medics tried to cure. Then the towers fell, America won't endure. The blood on the streets, The smell of the decayed. Now look how god has helped you, After all the times you prayed. A man in the street, Was killed by the debris. 4 tons of solid steel, Now life he'll lack to see.

Beautiful Disease
I think I have a disease, Oh, what a beautiful disease. Butterflies won't fly, Scrutinize if you please. The guns won't shoot, The knives won't cut. My feet won't walk, My eyes won't shut. The pills won't swallow, The drugs are hollow. Everything and everyone, Has thought of good to follow. I don't know why, I don't know how. This is the end, The time is now. Open the door, Let me come in. The end of the world, Is about to begin.

Blood
I cut myself once, My anger goes away. I cut myself twice, All my problems delay. This is not the first time, Nor is it my last. Blood is falling, Ever so fast. I love the feeling of blood, I love the feel of it burst. When ever it comes to blood, I always have a thirst. My mom tells me it's bad, She put me in psychology. What do they expect? Do they want an apology? It's like a drug, It's so addictive. It's almost the same way, Am I vindictive? Ahhhh, blood, Such a relief. It's such a good thing, That's only my belief. The color of blood, Such a wonderful red. Hope I don't spill too much, If so, I'll be dead. A can use a razor, I can use a knife. Who really gives a fuck, It endangers my life? All I care about is the blood, Coming from my wrist. I just can't help it, I cannot resist.

Always Alone
I've been in a long distance relationship on and off with this one woman for the past 2-3 years. This last time, she said this was it, she wanted me forever. Nope. She can't force herself to love me where she only sees friendship yet shes been telling me she loves me and wants me every day. I've felt the coldness in her words and I knew I was going to be kicked from her life before she told me. I always am: I'm always left alone with nobody's shoulder to lean on. I just have to pick myself up and drag myself to work each day doing the best I can cause it's the only thing I feel i'm fullfilling anything anymore. I never have that one person I dream of to have and to hold, to honor and protect, to grow old with and pass on our knowledge to a new generation with. It's just my worthless ass left alone to grow old and wither by myself. and to think, I sobered up for this shit. I stopped drinking so I could remember the good times and be more focused on the events going on around m

Why Obama's Plan Is Wrong
What's Wrong with the Stimulus Bill? The so-called ¡°Stimulus Package¡± is being sold to taxpayers as an investment in useful infrastructure like roads and bridges. But the facts prove otherwise. Only 3.6% of the scheme¡¯s $825 billion price tag would actually go to real, practical infrastructure projects--roads and bridges. Most of the other 96.4% would go to special interest pet projects, and to cramming years¡¯ worth of radical policy changes into the single largest spending and debt scheme in history. Why are our nation¡¯s leaders doing this? Obama White House Chief of Staff Rahm Emmanuel was strikingly honest when he said "Never let a serious crisis go to waste...it's an opportunity to do things you couldn't do before." Exactly what fringe policies are big-government politicians attempting to ram through with this colossal bill? Under the auspices of a ¡°Federal Health Board,¡± the package heavily funds the first steps towards the socialization and government-mandate

Sex Quiz(please Read And Answer,thnk U)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Ever had a threesome? 19. Ever used a sex toy? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you call me the next day? 27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Godsmack - Hollow
Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to be passing by It never waits for me If I could do it all one more time, I wouldn't change a thing. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change.