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Volume Lii - Vengeance Is Mine
A circle forms around me. The detractors are as buzzards, Poised and ready to feast Upon my remnants. I stand poised to take them all on. My weapons at the ready.... Their sardonic laughter Means nothing to me. I read their conscience, I feel their taunting, I absorb their scorn. And these I return three-fold. I exact blow for blow, scorn for scorn, I inflict doom upon doom, spite atop spite. I cannot be killed from within or without. Redirecting their aims of misery and shame, They shall feel the brunt of their own wrath. And in victory I mock their wasted efforts to condemn, convert, or destroy me. As over their ravaged spirits I walk, Their cries of forgiveness are denied. As they have not, so shall I not. As they decay, I shall now live. Vengeance is indeed mine.

I Just Really Miss You
There's a dark cloud hanging over my heart I can't see where it ends, or where it starts. I should get over you, but baby, it's so hard, With this dark cloud hanging over my heart. There's a sad song ringing in my head. Baby, it's been here ever since you left. I should be moving along how far would I get With this sad song ringing in my head. Chorus: I just really miss you, I just really miss you, There's a life I can't ask you to leave. I just really miss you, right now I kinda want to. The closest that you'll ever be to me Is free. There's a hard wind blowing through this town. And nothing left to hold is pushing me down. It blows over you and me without a sound. There's a hard wind blowing through this town. Chorus: I just really miss you, I just really miss you, There's a life I can't ask you to leave. I just really miss you, right now I kinda need to. The closest that you'll ever be to me Is free. Now it's one more night at the upside do

I Am
Slowly I move through the willows Silent I reach for the boat I have a sad lovely face I am the Lady of Shallot Sail on When the mirror is cracking and the white mist surrounds me All things must go, A new journey's beginning to a new way of being but All things must go, I will walk in the sunlight and be free from my burden and All things must go, But it's time to set sails in a mystical journey when all things must go The Queen of Light: I appear High on the distant shore And as I breathe my very last second I part the darkness with my hand The spiral passage of Time is moving Silent through the galaxy And I who controls all my destinies In my heart I hold the spirits of kings If I could do it all over again I guess I would do it just the same All life is formed and re-formed again I've never found my Holy Grail, still reaching the Portal of Infinity, open wide to let my spirit in Portal of Infinity, take me back to where all life begins

The Journey
Losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel. And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be...or lose that person completely. Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are. -REL

Would You Mind?
Would you mind If I looked deep into your soul With the very core of my eyes There's so much I want to know Would you mind If I touched your lips Softly with mine To taste the essence of pure bliss Would you mind If I slowly touch your soft skin My fingers caressing Creating memories never to be forgotten Would you mind If I layed on your chest And listened to your heart Beat a melody of love at best Would you mind If I inhaled the very scent of me off of you Each and every night Positive affirmation that our love is always true Would you mind Would you mind If I needed you Wanted you Had to have you Embraced you Loved you And made you mine Would you mind?

Youth Of Today
even though i'm only about a decade older than todays average teenager, i'll gladly say i fucking can't stand them. i remember how annoying teens were when i was one, but jesus fucking christ, there are just little a mass of bastards and bitches nowadays. case in point i just watched some punk ass kid spit at my friends dog cuz it was parking at him as he walked by. what the fuck? spitting at a dog cuz it's barking?! and it sucks cuz being in a metal band i need that younger audience cuz they're those fans that are excited about the music etc. etc.....but at the same time they annoy the fuck outta me. ever since i've become a father i have felt like that toward teenagers. so i do worry how i'm gonna handle my own kids when they get to be that age, i hope they're at least respectful. i'm just bitchin' but seriously what the hell is wrong with the youth today? i don't know maybe it's because i live in california and they're a ton of just spoiled little jackasses....

Closing Jade's Dungeon
I'm sorry to have to do this, but, I'll be officially closing and deleting Jade's Dungeon on Monday July 21st,2008. Thanx to all that've tried to build it up , become members and been on the staff as well, I DO truly appreciate all of you and your hard work with the lounge.Staff of the dungeon , please go on and remove the dungeon from your fubar names, thanx! **Any staff that's been working for the dungeon, please feel free to talk with me about switching over to sweetwater's, there's always room!**We're lookin for dj's, promoters, greeter, bartenders and head thumpers ( as in bouncers ). *If any of the members would like to work in my other lounge ( Sweetwater's ) Please contact me, we'll see about finding you a spot on the staff * > You're all more than welcome to also come Join the family in Sweetwater's as well...and hope ya do! Click the Pic Below to Enter Sweetwater's Lounge, ALL Welcome. Love You All And From the bottom of my heart, Thank YOU so VERY Much!! (((

Monster.
I love the shadow of your truth. I seek nothing but the regret of you crossing my path. Let your mind embrace the lies you've kept for me awaken your perception. Only to taste the false rising of what appears as a star. Oh to live without knowing that the light you follow is just the eye of your destruction.

Politics-american Contemporary
I pasted two fellows that were standing by a busy intersection today holding signs. These fellows were probably in their early 50's, and each held large signs holding their opinions on them. Each of them held signs that really only repeated what common American thought holds of our current presidency, and involvement in the world. President Bush in one of the most unpopular presidents, but that does not mean that he is a bad president as some seem to think. In fact most people are really unaware of President Bushs accomplishments because they are so focused on a media led perception of failure. I say media led perception because most people tend to assume the natural logical progression from what is said in the largest news papers, and television news stations. In essence the AP, or Associated Press. Most Americans opinions oddly are the same, and reflect almost to the word the same ideas when asked about President Bush, and Iraq. The strange part is when they are compared with f

My 1st Happy Hour Show Me Love
DANA MARIE has HAPPY HOUR This is one the sweetest people you will meet on fubar! She is hosting her 1st Happy Hour tonight at 7pm FUBAR TIME (10 est) Come show her some love and help her level...... DANA MARIE Watch for her HAPPY HOUR folder which could earn you some FUBLING!!!!!

My Page~ My Rules
My PAGE~ My RULES 1.. Comment on MY page EVERYDAY coz if ya dont i will delete YOU, coz i AM AN ATTENTION WHORE (BATTING EYES) 2.. Tell Me how AMAZING i am thru Blogs , Comments and Mail, coz lets face it **LOOKZ** round i am the BEST Fubar has!! :-* 3... Gossip, i wanna know it all A) so i can hold it against you in the future, B) Coz imma Nosey BITCH C) Coz sometimes Your shit LIFE makes me feel better about my own!! \:D/ 4... If you are gonna Argue on MY page then Please remove all clothing and DO it NAKKID!! =p~ 5... If you a problem with some one on MY page, then Tell me, coz likes i say i love a good goss.. and i can play you off against each other!! >:) **GRINZ** 6... Be loyal to me ~ Just coz i dont give a SHIT dont mean You SHOULDN'T!!! [-X 7... If you are BORING then LIE about YOURSELF, Ya know if you do that A) I will Prolly like you more .. .. .. and B) You might even start to like YOURSELF!! ;-) 8... If You disagree with ME Plz tell me then I can REM

The Way I Am
I'm gonna be here for ya baby, I'll be a man of my words. Speak the launuage in a voice you've never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bee swarm And I'm gonna love you Like nobody's loved you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your paw I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw And I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man amoung men I wanna make your world better than its ever been And I'm gonna love you Like nobody's loved you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow where ever the fore winds blow There be a new day coming your way I'm gonna be here for ya from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but its alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise if there's life after this, I'm gonna be there to meet with a warm wet kiss And I'm gonna love you Like

303 One Of My Personal Favorites
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. Henri Nouwen

To Judge Or Not
Not judging is another way of letting go of fear and experiencing Love. When we learn not to judge others - and totally accept them, and not want to change them - we can simultaneously learn to accept ourselves.

Perfect Match By Jodi Picoult
Perfect Match by Jodi Picoult Plot Summary: In the course of her everyday work, career-driven assistant district attorney Nina Frost prosecutes child molesters and works determinedly to ensure that a legal system with too many loopholes keeps these criminals behind bars. But when her own five-year-old son, Nathaniel, is traumatized by a sexual assault, Nina and her husband, Caleb, a quiet and methodical stone mason, are shattered, ripped apart by an enraging sense of helplessness in the face of a futile justice system that Nina knows all too well. In a heartbeat, Nina's absolute truths and convictions are turned upside down, and she hurtles toward a plan to exact her own justice for her son -- no matter the consequence, whatever the sacrifice. My comments: I really loved this book. It had a lot of twists and turns and you totally sympathized for Nina. Highly suggest reading this one. Rating: 9/10

How To Poo At Work...oh C'mon You Know It Happens!
***DISCLAIMER*** If poo humor disgusts you, move right on along. But if you have raised boys like I have, Shit (pun intended) like this is hilarious!! HOW TO POOP AT WORK ~As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, the following is a survival guide for taking a dump at the office. CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. FLY BY: The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. ESCAPEE: A fart that slips out w

Oral
I'm going to been kind of bold with this one so start calling me a slut lol. Why does alot of guys wanted oral before sex? Same with girls? Is it just foreplay and if u do it really good they cum lol. I'm goin to be very bold I like giving and recieve oral but come on some people just need to hold back so both of them can cum together that a rare thing lol.

Liar
You Can Definitely Spot a Liar Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector. Can You Spot a Liar?

An Afternoon Phone Call...
It's 1:05 p.m. and my phone rings. I look at the caller id and contemplate whether to answer or not because I don't recognize the name but my curiosity gets the better of me and I pick up right before the answering machine kicks in... "hello?" I say "Hi! Is this Adelle?" "Yes" I quickly answer "Oh great! How are you doing today?!!" the caller says in a smarmy, foney, car salesman kind of way... Immediately, I feel uncomfortable. I don't know you and right off the bat you're talking to me like we're long lost friends?...uh-uh...so I say "whose calling?" in a direct tone to indicate my irritation. "This is Scott from ________ and I'm calling to see if you are still planning to attend school on july 31st" "Yes, of course" I answer with a tinge of uncertainty feeling in my gut.. "Oh great! Now you have been dealing with Dave but he is no longer with the company so any questions you may have you can contact me on my cell#________" he says. Okay, so this wouldn't

Info On Next Auction Posted!
Name: Bid on Your Owner Starts: 08/10/08 @ 9AM EST/6AM Fu-Time Ends: 08/16/08 @ 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time Details: Cooter's Bar sponsors auctions each month with a different theme. The next one is: BID ON YOUR OWNER". "Slaves to be" bid on who they want their owner to be, *BUT* this is a twist. *YOU* have to show your owner your appreciation for them. Thats right it turns on *YOU*! This is perfect for those who have secret crushes on or want to show someone how much they mean to you because *YOU* get to spoil them. If *YOU* win, you have to: Give @ least 50-10 rates when able Have on your name "Owned by" then whoever you won Give @ least 1 salute pic, make a graphic or something to them that YOU have made Give a comment on their profile @ least once a week (Once a day preferred tho) Give a gift @ least once a week If you want to be in this auction this is what you need to do (and if you were in previous auctions you still have to do the same thing listed below since w

Ears Peirced
When I looked in the mirror this morning I noticed that I wanted more metal in my ears. My dad may control my tattoo wearing but he cannot control what metal goes through my ears. :D So hopefully I can ask the CEP/CPS to help me out.. I already know 3 tattoos i want on me...Chesire Cat,Mad Hatter and Heart with a Fishbone I will eventually show up pictures

Feeling Shitty
Staring into space, my mind feels broken, trying to feel something but there's no emotion, My mind feels empty and my heart is numb, How long with it last, will I ever overcome, I feel this pain, hurt, mistrust and fear, I feel so empty, nothing far, nothing near, There is such great sorrow, here deep inside, I feel so much anger, feelings I try to hide, But to hide them, where do I start? So I go living with sad mind and heart....

To All My Friends
I just wanted to tell all of my wonderful friends that I miss you all very much and I'm sorry that I haven't been online for a while. I had a lot going on with my kids for about two weeks, then car troubles that cost me $900 to fix and to top it all off, this Friday they fired my office manager. Now I am doing my job, her job and training the boss and the district supervisor how to help. Therefore, I now have more STRESS and less TIME. But screw that, I miss all of you and I am going to make time to catch back up with you. Love to you all, Sherri (Smiles1270)

Gtm Is About To Blow
About a week ago, a friend I had really forgotten about met with a man out n greensboro looking for raw talent. He never specified what, but somehow my name came up and the man wants to bring me into his studio for a recording session. I am formally with GTM records, and will always remain loyal to my fam. But is this the big break I have been looking for? Get This Money records is about to blow ya'll! You heard it here first.

Grrrrrrrr
For those that do not know, I was married to Streatch yes the Streatch here on Fubar. Who is abusive and not only abused me but also abused his son who is not even 2 yet. Now he is sending his friends to my page to down rate me and to call me names and to leave statements such as I do not deserve to have my son. He was going to women on here and telling them that he was single and that we were not married. Because I asked him for a divorce this is what is coming up now on my page.... Screen shots don't lie!!!

Volume Lv - A Song's Imagery
Last night, I was fumbling around YouTube, looking for video and live versions of various artists I enjoy. As most of you may know, I have a wide variety of tastes ourside of metal. One of which is, I shamelessly admit, country music. It's not that newer bubble-gum pop-flavored country that infests the radio like roaches. This is the REAL music, the kind that actually still has emotion to it, that comes from singers' hearts rather than other songwriters' monetary ambitions. Artists like Hank Williams, Johnny Cash, Merle Haggard, Ernest Tubb, Waylon Jennings, John Denver, Jimmie Rodgers, and Tom T. Hall. Speaking of Tom T. Hall, it's one of his songs I'm writing this blog about. "Old Dogs, Children, and Watermelon Wine". I was talking with my friend Courtney last night, and we got on the subject of grandparents. That subject made me think of my younger days, spending time with my "Pappy" and "Mamaw"---R.B. and Annette Scott. They lived across the street from me in sub

Your Own Disater..
just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around, to clutter up your shelves and I wish you weren't worth the wait cause there are some things that I'd like to say to you And I don't think that you know what you've been missing cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing and I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best now I could make this obvious and you, you could deny me all in one breath you could shrug me off your shoulders And I don't think that you know what you've been missing cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I don't think that you know said I don't think that you know said I don't think that you know what you've been missing hey lush, have fun it's the weekend hey lush, have fun hey lush, have fun it's the weekend hey lush, have fun (no I don't think that you know what you've been missing) hey lush, have

Does Love Truely Exist
Does love truely exist i fall in lust everyday & think I am in love I think I found the one But I found nothing, Does love truely exist I hear what women want And I fit the description But get looked & stepped on & over instead, Is chivalry really dead Are hopeless romantics gone Do nice, sweet & loving guys finish last Yes I do.

How Many Times Do I Have To Say I Love You
How many times do I have to say I love you When will you believe what I say is true Why can't you believe my love is not physical What do you expect from me, My love for you hurts so much It's funny the lengths I go through just to see you Everything I go through just to spend the little time with you And yet you ignore me, What am I to you Am I just another guy you think who just wants to fuck you Am I just a pain in your ass Am I anything at all to you, I guess I'll never truely find out the answer As I try & try & try again to phase you out of my life My inner feelings & love for you pop up with a vengence But our love was never meant to be.

Raith 7
She: Raith 7, cold desolate Ice moon of the planet Xerus in the Morbus galaxy, 6 langstroms from the nearest human outpost. Unreachable but by the most adaptive starships. Only stacross 5's with the ability to fold time could generate the necessary attitude to break out of the dimension bands that held the boundary intact. So here I am, under the ice flow in the corridors of the reliance and I often gaze into the furnaces and remember the sense of a fireplace or so I'm told. Most memories are programmed so it's hard to tell what was and if there is truth in the dreams I suffer from. It's not appropriate to have these dreams as I am always reminded yet when the mines are silent I drift to places that are filled with light and color. Beyond the steel gray structures of these honeycombed enclosures that have become my bastion of existence with only these dreams that force me to question my choice to align with the company. Day after day the march of us all to the elevators and down

Volume Lvi - New Trails
In today's Local section of the Atlanta Journal-Constitution, there was an article on the lower part of the front page. As a history buff (ok, junkie), I took GREAT interest in the content of this article. The Civil War Heritage Trails Inc., a non-profit orgnaization, is overseeing a project to be completed between 2011-2015, the sesquicentennial of what most of you call the "Civil War". (The rest of us call it either "The War Betwene the States" or "The War for Southern Independence.") This project is six trails throughout Georgia during that turbulent period in which the Yankees made us "howl", as Sherman said. Two trails are, of course, the most known and famous of this area of the South. The first, is the Atlanta Campaign, in which Sherman drove down from Chattanooga/Chickamauga's bloody battles, down through northwest Georgia (including Dalton, Resaca, and Kennesaw Mountain battles) and culminating in the fall of Atlanta. The second is its aftermath---the March to the Sea, i

Go Tell The Persians That Here We Lie
“Now it came to pass in the days of Ahasuerus, (this is Ahasuerus which reigned from India unto Ethiopia, over a hundred and seven and twenty provinces:)”. The opening of the Old Testament book of Esther should tell us that we’re not in Kansas or Jerusalem or Israel or any of the central points to most of Scripture in which God’s promises are made and fulfilled. In fact, the book of Esther is the one book in the Bible where the name of God (or Lord, Jehovah, etc.) isn’t directly stated or implied – there are later, apocryphal additions made to Esther to rectify that, but if you’ve ever read them they feel different from the text that’s come down to us. But this is a story that matters, and it matters for more reasons than your Sunday School teacher probably taught you. Ahasuerus is the main character of Esther’s first chapter; the title character won’t even enter the story until next week. As the absolute monarch or King of Kings of the Persian Empire, the first multiethnic stat

(updated) Music Videos/musik/musica/musique
LISTED BELOW MY FAVORITE MUSIC VIDEOS: AUFGEFÜHRT UNTER MEINER LIEBLINGS MUSIK: ELENCATO SOTTO LA MIA MUSICA PREFERITA: ENUMERE AU DESSOUS DE MA MUSIQUE PREFEREE: Eisbrecher (GERMAN) Eisbrecher - Eiskalt Erwischt (GERMAN) Scooter - Lass uns Tanzen (GERMAN) Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug Katy Perry - I kissed a Girl Katy Perry - Hot N Cold Orgy - Dreams in Digital Jay Gordon - Slept so long without you Enya - Now, we are free Duran Duran duran duran - come undone God-des and SHe - Lick it Buck Cherry

Longing
Oh, sweet agony, this love that cannot be. When body is owned, but heart is free. The mind free to wonder, but only a short time. About the love that's missing, from life's natural rhyme. The soul torn and twisted, the thought of your touch. At times its to much, but at most not enough. To think of your kiss, is as painful as death. Having not love's sweet lips, sends my heart to it's rest. But to rest is not to perish, until love can be. I will love no other, and shall never fly free.

"we're #1!"
Gators No. 1 again as Florida takes top party title Survey of 120,000 students ranks University of Florida tops in parties University spokesman says reputation comes from school's athletic successes 1 of school's 51,000 students: "With a lot of people on campus, fun things happen" Brigham Young University takes "Stone-Cold Sober" title for 11th consecutive year GAINESVILLE, Florida (AP) -- The University of Florida can raise a glass to another national title -- best party school in the country. Florida and Georgia students celebrate with a multi-person drinking apparatus known as a beer bong. The Gators, known for wild celebrations after national championships in football and basketball, wrested the party title away from West Virginia University and beat the University of Mississippi and Penn State University in the Princeton Review survey of 120,000 students released Monday. The university has made the top 20 party school list for the past 15 years, but has

Homeless
John McCain, Hillary Clinton, and Barak Obama were walking down a Washington D.C. street when they came upon a homeless person. McCain,gave the homeless person his business card and told him to go home, get cleaned up, and in the morning to come to his office to apply for a job. Hillary was very impressed, so when they came upon another homeless person, she decided to help. She walked over to the homeless person and gave him directions to the welfare office. She then reached into John McCain's pocket and got out $20. She kept $15 for her administrative fees and gave the homeless person $5. When they came upon yet another homeless person, Obama told the homeless person to 'have hope...change is coming...' and gave him nothing. Now do you understand the difference between the candidates ?

Hugs To All!
FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX spread the love! Stop the hate! A bruised heart never really heals. Each time you are mean you can cause another a flash back to another pain to the heart. They can add up and cause death! Stop cyber abuse! It kill's... Go to yearbook and take the pledge! ~Donna~

Painting By Irrational Numbers
I wasn’t around my typical online haunts yesterday (oh, blogless Tuesday, woe, blogless Tuesday!) because I was painting the inside of the office where I work. My boss Ray supplied two gallons of pearl finish latex paint, two mixers, two rollers, etc. and I supplied the labor. I wouldn’t have admitted it at the start of the day, but I had to agree with one customer my mid-afternoon; painting is relaxing. From eleven in the morning when I got to the office to a quarter to six at night – I leave work at seven, so I put in eight-hour days – I painted over brickwork and corkboard so when you walk into my office now it’s much whiter. Just pay no attention to where I stepped into some paint and stepped off the paper beneath it onto the carpeted floor … I’m scrubbing HARD with Quick n Brite, and it does make the dried paint fade somewhat (if anyone’s got another idea, let me know), but it’s a lot of elbow and finger grease! OK, the last time I wrote something about the Minot crowd

Salutes
I have been on fubar several times and have deleted my account several times. I put up a salute today when I took a current photo. I think there should be some rule put on fubar that you have so much time to post a salute or your account get's deleted. The reason I say this ..is because you have no idea who is talking to you in your shoutbox...or who is befriending you with out some sort of confirmation of who they really are. Just my thoughts on the subject.

Stuff
Women who constantly get shit on by their men and just keep taking it. I'll be damned if I'll ever figure that one out. People who are too ignorant to see what they're doing to themselves and/or others are the most irritating thing on the planet. But only after deadbeat dads who leave mommy hanging with the kids. Kids are what you make them. If you're an asshole there's a 99% chance your kids will be too. Most politicians are simple minded dodo heads and always will be. How come fighting poverty isn't higher or our list of things to do? All dogs are pretty much just like kids. They are what you make them. Don't blame a breed of dog for the actions of abusive owners who see their dog as a status symbol instead of a companion. First it was dobermans and german sheppards. Now its pitbulls and rottweilers. Which dog will it be next? Wild pornstar sex is great but anyone who only knows how to fuck doesn't know much of anything about sex. Can anyone tell me why histories

Well Shit
In my last blog entry in Feb I wrote that I was feeling sick. Well turns out it was because I'm pregnant. I am due in October so I dont have much longer to go. I've just recently moved back to Cookeville and gotten a new apartment. I keep forgetting about fubar, because I'm just so damn busy getting my shit together. Dont worry though, I still come and go once in a while. Leave some love

Snubbing Our Brave Soldiers
Who does this asshole obama think he is? Is he believing the hype that the media has heaped on him! I would like to see what the SOB would do in a foxhole with incoming fire! The asshole would probably shit in his designer drawers. What an asshole! Read further on a recent actual account: Questions surround Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama's decision not to visit a major U.S. military medical facility during his recent visit to Germany. Pentagon advisor Lt. Colonel Bob Maginnis (USA-Ret.) does not know for certain why the presidential hopeful chose not to visit the facility, but the senior Army strategist knows what most reports are saying. Maginnis had the unique perspective of being in Germany during the Illinois senator's highly publicized visit, including his address before 200,000 people in Berlin. And in a recent column in Human Events, he touched upon an element of the trip that did not create a great deal of good public relations for the

His Beat
His beat pulses my body. His arms I picture in my mind, Quick arms, Strong arms. His beat pulses my body. His eyes I picture in my mind, Deep eyes, Sensuous eyes. His beat pulses my body. His lips I picture in my mind, Soft lips, Hungry lips. His beat pulses my body.

Codes Contest Ending 06/01/08
TERESA~OWNER: 46 codes(Received Papa Johns pizza Certificate) SaltyBaby: 33 codes Foxylady4040: 32 codes Tinkerbell: 29 codes Redneck7705: 27 codes Tiffy: 25 codes YourzTrulyBC: 11 codes RubyCairo: 10 codes Hot Sexy Chick: 10 codes babygirl: 8 codes Suga Mama: 6 codes With Someone Special: 5 codes GothicPrincess: 5 codes Scotty: 5 codes Pammy: 5 codes TaintedRage: 4 codes GeminiDolly: 4 codes BlondePrincess: 3 codes Iceman: 3 codes carleighsmom06: 3 codes AshleyLynn: 2 codes AngelFace: 2 codes LilMsMaria: 2 codes The Slut Is Back: 2 codes Nonie: 2 codes Ðoußle Ð ²: 2 codes HoneyBeePrincess: 2 codes LaviDoll: 1 code One Sexy Mama: 1 code

And I Don't Give A Damn
how can a single note, or word change so much in a person's life? are we really that easy to control? or are we just that connected to our emotions more so than most would like to admit? i spend a lot of time talking about things that don't really matter. for the most part. but really i've just been having a hard time writing anything i find important enough to share with strangers online. as i've stated on numerous occassions i'm extremely shy and when it comes to my writing i'm my own harshest critic. i'm getting better about just writing, but fuck is it still hard sharing it with other people. basicaly this blog is more for me. i'm using it to rebuild confidence in my writing again. and it's slowly working. now will i put up something of great importance on here? i'm sure, but i don't see that happening anytime soon. so until then bare with me when i put up stupid pointless drival.

Glasses Houses, Stones.
my father called me a little while ago. he always tells me that i have too filthy a mouth for being a lady. a snippet of our conversation: Father: It's fucking raining here. Me: Yeah it's fucking raining here too. Father: I hope you add something to fucking eat. Me: Yes> i had something to fucking eat. Seriously I know most people would consider it crass to swear in front of their parents or what not, but it amuses me that he was so busy talking about random nonsense, that he didn't realize I was swearing back. hahahahaha. i love my daddy. :D

To Be Or Not To Be
The age old question. Same thing goes w/bi-polar depression. As some of you my friends and family noticed I wasn't in here for about 1 1/2 weeks. Today being the first in a while. What seems like eternal time is NOT always eternal. No matter how much you want life or death, no matter if you realize what it is your doing at that moment, no matter if your sick with this illness along with anxiety, it doesn't change a single thing except for 1. Our Circle Of Life. The rest is up to the one we pray to and believe in to take us. Not when we want it to happen, however, it is when he or she wants us and needs us where-ever. How do we know when that is if your sick w/an illness like depression on any level? That's easy, if you wake up the next day or you are looking down at yourself on the bed in the hospital. See, this is part of my therapy. Communication, education on and about something most people refuse to accept and understand. The stresses from family who refuse to listen, watch

Quiz!
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Silent Insanity
A haze,mist,maybe just a cloud...something shrouding me today.A feeling,yearning,urging I think for something unseen,but felt all the same.I know it's there,just beyond rational thought.Have you ever been exposed in the darkest part of night? Have you ever hidden yourself in the brightest part of day? Do you mind my blank ramblings...Shhhh,if you are very still,you can feel it too. There it is! Total peace

~a Hand Outstretched~
For Michael... on Our Anniversary (8/1/98) ~A Hand Outstretched~ by my Ex-Wife Ten years today I promised Until death do us part A promise that I did not break Because I died a long time ago That girl that I was This woman that I am She's a stranger to us both But I know what I want (mostly) And my heart tells me what I need Each day a new begining A chance to do what's right (mostly) I'm not always a success It's a learning experience To act on love Not out of fear It's more difficult than it sounds I have my regrets Loving you, no Though there are many... so very, very many ....Regrets Like raindrops in a storm But we did the best we could, right? Right? ....RIGHT? I think we both know that answer And it's not 'yes' We failed each other We failed them (God, please watch over those that suffer....) Sadly, this is the nicest thing I've written about you In a decade ....What a shame But you came to me when I needed you That will b

My Horoscope For Monday August 04, 2008
Miladyjbbw, Horoscope for Monday August 04, 2008 The critical Virgo Moon filters out much of the noise today, but we still may find ourselves worrying about the past as Mercury conjuncts the karmic South Node of the Moon and opposes forgiving Chiron. We might recall something we should have done and judge ourselves harshly for falling short of perfection. Meanwhile, a passionate Venus-Pluto trine lures us into emotionally rich waters where we can nourish our souls with the healing power of love.

Masters Whore~
The day had finally arrived. She was on her way to meet her master, wondering if she could go through with it. She was so scared that she wouldn't be able to please Him, that she'd disappoint Him. She took a few calming breaths and thought back over all of the emails, conversations and phone calls. Through all of them, He'd pushed her, made her more aware of who she was and what she wanted, but this was to be the biggest step they'd taken yet. As she took one more breath, she started off to the hotel. She had her instructions, he'd given her and she was to make herself ready for Him. He'd said for her to prepare for him as she so desired to surprise him. The hotel door would be unlocked and he would not present right away. Once in the hotel room, she looked more closely at what Master had laid out on the bed. In the middle of the bed was a note which contained the order in which she was to put on the items. The ankle cuffs, the ball gag, the left wrist cuff, the blindfold and finall

I Sit Here In Silence
i sit here in silence. no words you will hear. i am scared for if i speak, no one will hear me. i sit here in silence waiting. i know you don't hear me if i speak. for if i speak you will not care. i feel that is how we live. sitting in silence. not to speak for if i do, you will not hear me. you won't even care. i'm not bitter. i just wish you would listen. for when i do speak, i have a lot to say.

The Dark Hallway
i walk down that hallway step by step i take darker and darker it seems i say hello as if someone was there but all i hear are the echos the echos of my crys still step by step i take i'm alone and cold with no life road i guees thats why why i'm in this dark hallway suddenly i stop my steps frozen in the cold no this isn't the way i must turn back i'll learn my way home away from this dark hallway step by step i take back, back to the way i came this time with a purpose and a road to follow i am to young to young to be in this dark hallway so i'll say goodbye for today i am not in no hallway

An Apparent Waste Of Money.
I thought that my rather large sternum tattoo, which is a Libra sun, would keep me from answering that age old, "what's your sign?" question. ..........apparenlty not. lol although i found that to be cute, i find that maybe i should've done a different piece altogether then.

A Poem
NO TEARS - NO FEARS JUST A SIMPLE GOODBYE, NO FUTURE - NO PAST JUST A LOVERS CRY. I TRIED TO CREATE WHAT DID NOT EXIST, NOW I DRIFT INTO NOTHINGNESS AS SILENT AS THE MIST. FOR JUST A MOMENT I LAY CAPTIVATED, FORGIVE MY HARSHNESS IT WAS NEVER YOU I HATED. I WILL DREAM OF YOU OFTEN REMEMBER YOU FOREVER, AND WHILE YOU BREATH LOVE WILL COME TO ME NEVER. NO TEARS - NO FEARS JUST A WHISPERED GOODBYE, NO FUTURE - NO PAST JUST A LOVERS CRY

Too Much Lol
I was thinking about this earlier. It's interesting speaking to my father or just listening to him speak to other people. He really is his number one fan but not in a conceited way i guess you could say. it's like he's giving the team a pep talk and he IS the team lol!

The Hottest New Lounge
Come join the hottest lounge on fubar!!!!!THE PLEASURE DOME!!!!! We would love to see you there!!!!!! Also hiring staff so come and apply!!!Click the pic below to enter!!!! Top Girls Comments Graphics Relax - Frankie goes to Hollywood (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»' on '2008-08-05 20:03:28') (repost of original by '~ ShY ~Owned By bucs24~' on '2008-08-05 20:04:29')

You...
You came into my life silently With expectations of only friendship I didn’t know if I was capable of even that But your persistence paid off I gave in I agreed to meet you Just for a drink We met talked we laughed One meeting turns into two and now we’re inseparable Somehow you got under my skin Every other thought is of you I’m afraid not of you but of how you make me feel Something about you makes me want to let you inside the walls of my heart Do you want the key? ©dsw 2008

Illegal Aliens
From the L. A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L. A. County ( L. A. County has 10.2 million people)are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L. A. are Spanish speaking. 10. In L. A. County 5.1 million people speak English, 3.9 million spe

Andy Rooney, Smart Man
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney Thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are Just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night And ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's Usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming Match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they Can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They Know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. Y

Own Me??
yall wanna own me don't ya?? AIN'T THAT A DAMN SHAME! BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH sorry not up for sale......just thought i should throw that in there for some giggles and stuff. and besides......not like id get alot of fu bucks and stuff so.........I DON'T CARE

Political Culture
Communism doesn't work. The only reason the Communist Chinese are successful is because Capitalist America is pouring money into it to get away from Marxist Unions. Ironic isn't it? Americans Aesthetics, a word that has found itself buried among the culture of America. This culture taken the ideas of difference, and expression far beyond what is tasteful. Sadly it all ends up the same. Americans always think that they understand things, what is beautiful, but they do not. It's always back-door, self-satisfaction, and some end personally desirable by which they would define it. They would not see the objectivity of the thing itself, and why it is beautiful. As in politics, which is called to some degree a science, we see that a politician must, as I have said before posited an aesthetic. But much like a prize fight, one may fight not to lose, instead of fighting to win. All this is evident from bonsai, and it is true of Americans nowadays which instea

My Band...ketaset R.i.p.
well as of today it's official. my band is finished. but for our own sakes, and for our close friends and fans we're planning on going into the studio to record the last few songs we had not finished before our demo came out. Ketaset had a great run, a little over 10 years and that's more than most bands these days. through all the ups and downs that we have had, we still always managed to have fun. it's just time to move on. in a way i am bummed out, but i can't hold it against my former bandmates who are still my family and friends. our joke was that we were always ahead of everyone else so our ideas were ahead of our time.(if you've noticed, technical thrash metal has been making a come back. we've been doing it for 10 yrs.) the other joke and half heartedly was open up for us and you'll get signed. seriously, the following bands that are all now signed have opened for us at one time or another: In This Moment, The Human Abstract, Flatline to name a few. gue

The Becoming
Blood dripping from her lips, She walked away from her victim. He lay limp on the floor, The venom from her fangs Rapidly flowing through his veins Eager to take effect He begins to shake violently As his body begins to mutate, Slowly and painfully, Transforming him into a creature of the night. He feels an enormous amount of power Flow into his body. The transformation almost complete, He wonders off into the darkness In search for a bite to eat. His new fangs penetrate her breast. Her blood spills into his mouth And he begins to drink greedily. What once was a gentleman Has now become a beast!

Safe Sane And Consensual
Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. It's especially important to not let your desire rule your good sense, so think about the specifics of your scenes outside of the scene. "Don't think with your groin." Sane Power exchange is about trust -- trust that the person who has the power in a scene will use it responsibly. If you are the Top then it is up to you to use the power your Bottom has granted you in a respectful and sane way. Your Bottom has given you their trust, and you are honor-bound to repay it with good

You Know You're From Louisiana When...
You know you're from Louisiana when... Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside, even in December. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads You don't look twice when you see pink flamingos in yards of nice Subdivisions during Mardi Gras. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. Your ancestors are buried above the ground . You drink Community Coffee , have tried Starbucks, but don't see what all the fuss is about. (YEAH!!!) You take a bite of five-alarm chili and reach for the Tabasco . Every once in a while, you have waterfront property . You sit down to eat boiled crawfish and your host says , "Don't eat the dead ones," and you know what he means. You don't learn until high school that Mardi Gras is not a national holiday You push little old ladies out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads. Little old ladi

Ozzfest Update
Originally only supposed to play for an hour and fifteen minutes, Ozzy seemed to end his show on time... until Wylde performed an epic half-hour full-on guitar solo, capping it off with Jimi Hendrix's 'Star-Spangled Banner, before Ozzy came back on stage and performed well into Metallica's timeslot. Whether intentional or not, it certainly seemed as if Ozzy was trying to upstage the headliners, reminding Metallica of just who the festival is named for.

Fragility
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul, Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Then your heart ease....

Part 1
Cyber911 Emergency Definition Photo of someone sitting in front of a computer monitor These are the most frequently asked questions we receive about cyberstalking and/or harassment. We have more extensive information about cyberstalking and cyberharassment, as well as one-to-one help and a self-help interactive guide and tutorial. There are different ways to define cyberstalking One way to define it is to see how the Law defines it (check out our legal discussion of cyberstalking laws and offline stalking laws). We would like to begin, however, by defining "Cyberstalking" from the point of view of the target's (victim's) experience. When identifying cyberstalking "in the field" , particularly when considering whether to report it to any kind of legal authority, the following features or combinations of features can be considered to characterize a true stalking situation: * Malice * Premeditation * Repetition * Distress * Obsession * Vende

Tomato Bruschetta
1 Loaf Italian bread, halved lengthwise then cut crosswise diagonally, into 1−in slices 1 Garlic clove; minced 2 Tablespoon Olive oil 2 Large Tomatoes; peeled, seeded, and chopped 1/4 Teaspoon Salt 1/4 Teaspoon Pepper 1/2 Cup Chopped fresh basil Toast the bread under the broiler until lightly browned. Combine the garlic and olive oil and brush over one side of the bread. Spread the tomatoes over the bread. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. Broil for about 30 seconds to heat the tomatoes. Sprinkle with basil and serve.

Torta Di Spinaci
10 oz. spinach, blanched 1 minute, drained, dried and chopped 2 cups all purpose flour, extra for kneading dough 1/2 cup unsalted butter(4 oz.) 1 egg yoke plus 3 whole eggs, beaten 3 tbs milk 1/4 cup golden raisins, soak 30 minutes in water, drain 3/4 cup heavy cream 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese salt and ground pepper 2 1/2 tbs (1 oz.) Pine nuts To make dough by hand: Pour flour into a bowl, add salt and the butter. Using fingertips, work the butter into flour until a crumbly dough forms. Add the egg yoke and milk, incorporate, and knead dough into a ball. Wrap in plastic wrap and refrigerate for 1 hour. Food processor dough: Combine flour and salt in the work bowl and using metal blades process briefly to mix. Add butter and process until the ingredients resemble course meal. Next add egg yoke and milk and process until dough forms a ball around the blades. Remove dough, shape to ball, wrap in plastic wrap and refrigerate for 1 hour. Pre−heat oven to 350 degr

What Can Stress Do To Your Brain
Stress can kill brain cells Last updated: Thursday, March 15, 2007 Research in rats suggests that a single, socially stressful situation may contribute to depression by killing new nerve cells in the hippocampus, the area of the brain that processes learning, memory and emotion. In young rats, the stress of encountering older, aggressive rats didn't stop the creation of new brain nerve cells, the first step in a process called neurogenesis. However, this form of stress did prevent many new nerve cells from surviving, which left the young rats with fewer neurons for processing feelings and emotions. This negative impact on neurogenesis could be a cause of depression, said senior study author Daniel Peterson, of the Rosalind Franklin University of Medicine and Science, near Chicago. The study appears in the March 14 issue of The Journal of Neuroscience. Doesn’t happen immediately Stress-linked brain cell destruction doesn't happen immediately, however. "This is strong eviden

Aspen Glow,part 2©
To just lay next to her soaking up the sun, basking in the glow of passion. But it was time to head back to camp. The worst part was getting back into the snow melt stream naked and making our way back to shore. With gasps and giggles we got to our clothes and dressed in a hurry and on our way. Talking,laughing and loving the feel of her holding my hand. The sparkle in her eye when she smiled got me every time. We arrived at camp just as the sun began it's retreat behind the mountains. I started a fire, while she got out dinner. Food just seems to taste better when cooked on an open fire. Once the fire was going, the steaks hit the grate and the smells over whelmed us. The smell of olive oil,garlic,with a sprig of rosemary mingled with the grilling ribeyes would make a herbivore salivate. The baked potatoes were wrapped in foil and buried deep within the coals of the fire, while a can of green beans boils next on the far end of the grill. Letting the fire do its work, I couldn't

Naughty Application!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

The Paths The Leads ..a Poem By Kissingal
"The Path That Leads" the path may seem narrow, and our vision may be dim and the clouds above may seem dark but we keep on following on this path for up ahead.. the fog lifts and the path widens and our vision will clear and we will see, what is meant for us, waiting there at the end of that path as the sun shines down and makes us see, what was so unclear before so we wait and we walk slowly patiently into the unknown with hope in our hearts to find out where the path leads... the paths that lead to our destiny are hidden in the misty forests as we walk thru ... we cannot see up ahead at this time..

Bastard
fuck this what the fuck is with all the bullshit you know rite now im really fucking pist off and i want to know whats with the fucking games you think you broke me and destroyed the very essence of my being breaking me downto basicly trying to turn me into another statistic what the fuck i hate you im glad you know it i hope you suffer the worst death you sadistic maniacle inconciderate peice of shit you are nothing you call yourself father i think not "dad" fuck you deny the seed you've sown because no physical apperance is not of yours fuck off you are the reason why they called me the "BASTARD" well guess what you are the bastard your nothing and your a curse thats why you put me threw the torment and angst and the pain that word has caused incredible and iconciveable damage you know what FUCK YOU ASSHOLE I FUCKING HATE YOU

Astrology Of Scorpio : Trouble Areas
(Stolen idea from MEL) Astrology of Scorpio: Trouble Areas You are intense, and you know it. You have a deep well of passion and will, but if you don't get your way, you could explode like a volcano. A Scorpio rage is a rage that can blast everything in its path, including itself (when cornered, a scorpion will sting itself to death). This is why control is so important to you: it's for your own good, and everyone else's as well. So you restrain yourself. You hold back your true emotions deep, deep in the well. Oh sure, you make the appropriate social response when needed, but it's either fabricated or just a hint of the real you, a drop or two from the well. People are attracted to you for that deep passion—it's often a challenge for them to get to know you so well they find the key that unlocks the floodgates. Scorpios are also thought to be preoccupied with death. It is certainly a sign with a dark nature, but in real life no Scorpios have ever been found to be more depressed

Stolen From Van Via Stacie
t's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... Hill 2. 4 letter word.............................. Hoax 3. Vehicle: ...................................Hummer 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............Hollywood 5. Boy Name: ...............................Hank 6. Girl Name: ................................. Holly 7. Occupation: ................................Hacking Off 8. Something you wear:..................Horse Cock 9. Food: ..................................... Ham 10. Found in a bathroom:...........HIV 11. Reason for Being Late...........Having Gay Sex 12. Something you shout..............Holy FUCK 13. Ani

Dj's Required
looking for experienced dj's or dj's willing to learn and be trained for SYNNERS PARADISE..if your interested we have all days unfilled and are willing to set hours to suit your needs..PLEASE CONTACT EITHER MYSELF OR KID SYN FOR MORE DETAILS..

Savin' Me-nickelback
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth savin' me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh, I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth savin' me H

Women Nd Why They Do The Things They Do
so folks this is my first blog nd more will be coming but but for now i am goin to say i hate women sumtimes due to the fact tht when you marry them evrything changes nd than when you decide to get a divorce they act like a total bitch constantly jumping down your throat to get the papers nd then you try nd they refuse to give u information tht will help get it done quicker nd than they make you wait until u see them to even do nesing so they can piss u off i mean i understand tht you ladies hate it when you lose the one you love but when you both agree to it cuz u know it aintngoing to work out between you two the least you can do is give them what they need so they can be filed nd the divorce takes two mnths nd than your are done but why you drag it out i have yet to understand but one day i will figure it all out so i hope you ladies understand tht i aint trying to be mean i am jus stressed with my ex pulling wat she pulling

You Know This World Sucks!!!
what is wrong with this world when even ugly girls think you are ugly so what am i a troll living under the bridge i dont think so i am just very muscular and most weman are afraid of me but i am really a teddy bear big and scary but cuddly and need some love yeagh when i need to i rip peoples arms off and beat them with them but i can. i prefer to walk away from a fight i do cause i dont want to hurt anyone the only one im scared of is me cause i have the potential to kill them all and let god sort them out without losing sleep but i also know there is jail time involved and i am terrified of being locked up so i always try to keep myself in check cause the law dont care how nice you are or how bad they were if you kill them you go to jail unless you can prove self defense i have walked into bars and everyone turned around the band quit playing and all looked at me 30 sec pause before they all went bak to what they were doing whrn you get vto know me i am a nice guy just dony mess wit

Sweet Sacrifice-evanescence
It's true We're all a little insane But it's so clear Now that I'm unchained Fear is only in our minds Taking over all the time Fear is only in our minds But it's taking over all the time You poor sweet innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify You know you live to break me Don't deny sweet sacrifice One day I'm gonna forget your name And one sweet day You're gonna drown in my lost pain Fear is only in our minds Taking over all the time Fear is only in our minds But it's taking over all the time You poor sweet innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify And oh you love to hate me Don't you honey I'm your sacrifice I dream in darkness I sleep to die Erase the silence erase my life Our burning ashes blacken the day A world of nothingness blow me away Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify You know you live to break me Don't deny sweet sacrifice

Dear Abby
Dear Abby, > > > > > > I am a crack dealer in Beaumont, Texas, who has > > recently > > > been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents > > live in > > > Fort Worth. One of my sisters lives in Pflugerville > > and is > > > married to a transvestite. My father and mother have > > > recently been arrested for growing and selling > > marijuana. > > > They are financially dependent on my other two > > sisters, who > > > are prostitutes in Dallas. > > > > > > I have two brothers: one is currently serving a life > > > sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy > > in > > > 1994. My other brother is currently in jail awaiting > > charges > > > of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have > > > recently become engaged to marry a former prostitute > > who > > > lives in Longview. She is a part time 'working > > > girl'. > > > > > > All things considered, my problem is this. I love my > > > fiancé and look forward to bringing her into the >

How Could I Lose You Ask?
Most of my close peeps know about the drama of my divorce. This is to anyone who wishes to read it but mostly for the few i do call friend.I went to court this past Friday (16th) for a contempt of court hearing. My ex hasn't made any good faith efforts to pay his child support or the bills and rent he was ordered to... for the last three months.I went in to court confident that the judge...the same one who wrote these orders...would give me some justice and find him in contempt for some thing! I was wrong! I'm not sure how I lost but I did lose. He got away with it scott-free. not even a warning to do what he was legally and morally responsible to do. Needless to say I am and was dumbfounded by this.Shocked really. The judge told me it wasnt right for him to be homeless anymore than it was right for me to be. During all this time he and his new woman have been going out to eat and take~n family trips...play~N mini golf and enjoy~N life. Meanwhile my three children and i have ma

????? Just Read ????
EVERY WALL THAT YOU'VE EVER HAD TO CLIMB, EVERY STRUGGLE THAT YOU'VE EVER HAD TO ENDURE, EVERY OUNCE OF PRIDE THAT YOU'VE EVER TO SWALLOW AND EVERY PIECE OF NEGATIVITY THAT HAS EVER BEEN THROWN YOUR WAY. ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE MERELY SEEDS, SEEDS OF HATE, ANGER AND THE PAIN THAT HAVE BEEN PLANTED OVER TIME IN THIS VERY LARGE FIELD CALLED LIFE. BUT AFTER ALL OF THE RAIN HAS FALLEN AND ALL OF THE DARK CLOUDS HAVE BEEN REMOVED FROM THE SHY, THERE IS A REWARD, A BOUNTY, SMOTHING GIVVEN BACK TO YOU FOR ALL OF THE SCARS LEFT ON YOUR LIFE AND YOUR VERY SOUL, THIS REWARD, THIS BOUNTY. THE HARVEST............

So Fast It's Simple
“When Mordecai perceived all that was done, Mordecai rent his clothes, and put on sackcloth with ashes, and went out into the midst of the city, and cried with a loud and a bitter cry,” When Mordecai, Queen Esther’s unknown (to the Persian court) kinsman whom she’d had appointed a judge who sat at the king’s gate, had heard about Haman the grand vizier who’d had King Ahasuerus’ [Xerxes’] ear offering to remove a troublesome people from the Empire (by killing them and taking their property, making them “earn their keep”). From the day this decree got issued and read throughout the Persian Empire – without naming the people who were going to be killed, whom Haman and I suspect anyone with a working brain knew were the Jews, Mordecai and Esther’s race – it was eleven months until it took effect. “And the king and Haman sat down to drink; but the city Shushan [Susa] was perplexed.” That’s where chapter three of the book of Esther ended. Chapter four begins with Mordecai and how he re

Is It Me Or Is Niko Hot.......??
I'm in love with the fictional character niko bellic. he is so sexy, i love his accent and how he goes around f*****g everything up ,the casually make a booty call as he walks away from the massive explosions. The way he talks dirty to the hookers as he let's em' ride the bologna pony. oye!!!!! he drives me nuts....lol. am i crazy?

Fyi...
For those who were on my YAHOO friends list as of this coming friday, I will no longer be using that nickname. Please get with me if you would like the new one. TY! Cooter PS You must be a member of Cooter's Bar to get the major announcement! *SMILES*

We Remember
A cloud of smoke An echo of screams Lives taken in a flash Many shattered dreams The families separated The lives forever gone Children missing parents Through it all remain so strong A hole within the city A void inside our heart No man can put us under Or tear our country apart The thing we learned through this Is that we’re stronger than we know And if we stand together We cannot perish but grow

Guess Who's Coming To Dinner...
*Sigh*...My m.i.l. will be here tomarrow. Need I say more? Nothing like coming back from a trip home to see my family then having reality smack me right in the face! Y'know what would be great? It would be great if she would just come right out and say that the undoubted detest I feel for her is mutal. We both know it to be true but she, somehow, feels the need to take the high road on this one and "pretend" that she actually likes me. It only creates the most tangible tension imaginable when we are in each others presence that one would think, high road or not, this shit is too uncomfortable to manage. I'm just waiting for her to break... It'll happen. One day. Have I mentioned that I am extremely competitive? I was once advised to be polite, courteous, kind to those that treat me with disrespect. As a way of showing how much better I was as a person to be able to take on such abuse with a smile... I'm not so stupid anymore. She increasingly d

Pain
Pain, Pain is good for all of us. It lets you know you are still alive It lets you know you have feelings It lets you know you did it right It lets you know it is working It lets you know it was worth it It lets you know you cared It lets you know you are human Pain is good for any of us

Survey
Dirtaaaaay SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK?No... Sept 4th he's gonna rock my world again though! EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?Not really EVER LAUGH DURING SEX?Probably but out of Uncomfortable-ness EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY?Umm.. Yeah once because I just was like "wtf am I doing this for" DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?Yeah EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?No regrets only lesson's learned. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM?Ha... No I'm straight up about sh!t DIRTY TALK, OR STFU?TALK DIRTY OR GET THE FUCK OUTTT lol EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX?Yeah. EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?Rofl, no but I masturbate to my own. EVER HAVE A THREESOME?Yes. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?Not really but before it. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?Nah. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?Not that I know of. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?Umm... IDK? HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?14-15, It was the summer before I

Poem 10
From morning till night, I search for my hearts delight, A lady who could make everything feel alright, Someone who could be honest and true, A lady that can find the clue, The clue to the pathway to my heart, So we both could have a wonderful start, Can someone perfect and true be out there, Could she find her way here, Will she be tender and dear, Would she want a romantic man or wont she care, Can she be a part of a perfect pair, Or will my heart continue to tear, For heart brake is all that i fear....

The Mommy Survey
1. How long have you been a Mom?: 4months 2.How many children call you Mommy? None right now 3.Girl? Boy? or both?: Girl 4.Did you know what you were having? Not right away 5.How old were you when you became a Mom? i was 19 while preggo and 19 when i had her 6.How long were you in labor? i was induced..and labor was about 12 hours then we had a C-section 7.What's your favorite thing about being a Mom? Everything is great 8,What's your least favorite thing? old people in walmart stopping me and saying the same thing the old person said just ten seconds ago " look at all that hair" 9. Do you want more kids? just one more 10.Do you plan on having more soon? dont plan on it 11. How many times have you been pee'd on? 7times and counting 12.Barfed on? a few 13.Is your child named after anyone? her middle name was named after tonys grandma..but i wanted her to be named after my mom... 14.How did you come up with their names? i lov

Whatever!
Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... Ithink I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe anothertime ... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later. " Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!) Gi rl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in afew hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mom: I love you. Girl: I love you too, Mom. Mo

Hmmmmm...
BE HONEST (: DON'T CHICKEN OUT (: 1) Single, Taken, Crushing, Heartbroken? TAKEN AND IN LOVE 2) Are you happy with that? HELL YHEA 3) Would you kiss your ex's? HELL NO! 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YEAH 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? NO 6) Do you believe in love at first sight? YES I DO 7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person? YEAH 8) Do you want kids? YHEA 9) How Many? 3 10) If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? IDC 11)Have you ever fallen completely in love? YHEA I AM NOW 14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? KINDA 15) Do you believe you should change for someone? YHEA IF U LOVE THEM ENOUGH U WILL 16) Have you ever broken a heart before? YES 18) Do you believe in long distance relationships? YEAH

Omg!
a pic of my bf... Message: > crazy1 86: hey baby!!! > h0tNsPiCy91: who is this??? > crazy1 86: ur secret admirer!!!!! > h0tNsPiCy91: oh really.... quit lyin! who is this??? > crazy1 86: i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes... > crazy1 86: i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true. > crazy1 86: we met once! i dont think u remember tho. > crazy1 86: i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u. > h0tNsPiCy91: ..WHO IS THIS!?!?!? > crazy1 86:dont worry.... ill take very good care of you... > crazy1 86 had signed off. > The girl was so scared she locked all her doors and windows. She made sure her room was secured. She wasn't sure if it was a joke or for real. She didn't know when he was going to come. The girl was so frightened she decided to sleep with her little sister. The girl dozed off, Then she heard a knock on the window. The girl slowly walked to the window. It started knocking louder. The girl looked through the windows and saw not

The Meaning
One day the black hole Will Disappear And everything that ventured inside it Will have no relevance But it will still be felt out there Somewhere in the bigness Like the way I still feel you Somethings are better left unsaid Some books are better left unread But I will never underestimate The meaning Between the knowing and the believing There is no space for the sunrise or doubt I've packed my bags full of existence That's all! Memories outside this village Visit sometimes And I'm dancing again Somethings are better left unsaid Some books are better left unread But I will never under estimate The meaning Knowledge and understanding Remain my faithful companions I'll keep them safe under my hood When I'm ready to forgive It may sink in The chapter I never understood The meaning

Nsfw Poet
I bring the things you don't want to hear got a full klip now release your fear. Words are spoken needs no stroken my ego I let go so instead let shit flow all that good grhyme I'm smokin. take you on a trip and never leave yo house I need money fuck a spouse some got it twisted thinking I aint handling thangs you must be smoking your own product shut the fuck up, get off the pot. lazi azz folks don't get nuthin that's wastin time and money makes no cents can't be fun!!!

Meye Definitionz
GRHYME: ghetto rhyme. DIGG: I like something. Fool:Someone who don't know what the fuck they talking about or doing,they would better off being silent. Sucker: just a stupid motherfucker in every sense of the word. Freak: 1.someone trying to fuck everything that moves. 2.wild & strange people 3. People out in the knight you don't want to fuck with. Criminal: freestyle opportunist without rules or boundaries.

Dan Donegan Of Disturbed
Interview with Dan Donegan of Disturbed 3/6/08 Chicago's own, Disturbed, has been kicking ass and taking names in the music industry since their debut with 2000's The Sickness. The follow ups, 2002's Believe and 2005's Ten Thousand Fists proved that the band could not only sustain but thrive in a fickle industry flooded with bands that self combust after making it big. In addition to their new album, Indestructible, which will be released June 3rd, 2008, the band played for our U.S. troops in Kuwait for Operation MySpace on March 10. I had the great privilege to sample the new album, which features more shredding by guitarist and founder Dan Donegan, and talked to him about this and their Kuwait show shortly before their departure. K: Hi Dan, so where are you at now? DD: We're at home in Chicago at the moment. K: Great, so how are you doing today? DD: Good, just getting ready to go, we're actualy leaving for Kuwait tomorrow. I don't know if you knew we're d

Captive Ch. 01
I awoke to the sound of a metal door closing. i was rather startled because it wasn't a sound that i was expecting. i stretched my hand and my arm hit a metal bar. i stretched my leg and it also hit a metal bar. i jumped quickly to my feet and soon realized that was a mistake to do. i sat myself back down on the ground and let my head rest upon my knee. i rubbed the back of my head and felt a small bump there. i looked around my surroundings and quickly found that i was in a cage no bigger than the root cellar. i cleared my throat and let out a meow. i could only think that perhaps i had done something to displease Master and his servants had gotten a tad rough in putting me in this cage. It wasn't the first time that Master had me caged upon a whim of His. my meow was soon answered by some scuffling feet behind the metal door. i turned toward the door way when it opened. A Man appeared that i was not familiar with. This did not bode well with me. Who was this Man and what was

Bad Lieutenant
Man, three days left or whatever. I guess I should start wrapping things up and stop shooting my mouth off. And I will do just that. But not today. What? It’s me. How could I possibly resist telling a story? Anyway, on to my tale. (That’s what SHE said!) My elite cadre and I were enjoying a tasty treat of a movie called Bad Lieutenant yesterday and there was unfortunately one particular gentleman not apart of said cadre who decided to be present at the time. Ke-rist. It's people like this disgusting piece of shit that have names like "Cookie", are 100 billion tons over weight, shave their legs and wear girdles that are the worst kind of Glen Burnie trash: the kind that are too stupid to live and federal law makes illegal to kill. He was one of those “outburst” type people. He had absolutely no filter, and when something shocking would appear, he’d yell “Oh shit!” or “That’s gross”. I also learned that, “[Harvey Keitel] isn’t a very good detective.” and that guy is “stupid, yo

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Lame..lame..lame
This whole site is full of inappropriate material..a virtual clearing house for hookers and low lives, yet when I posted a Mumm with swear words disguised with #%@ letters, I was penalized, even though the responses were ten times more offensive than my post. How come Mumm resonses can be, and are generally filthy and no one punishes those people? I noticed I was still charged for my Mumm. What's up with that? It seems a double standard is in play here. Lame lame lame....

Sundays At Tiffanys By James Patterson
Sundays at Tiffanys by James Patterson Plot Summary: As a little girl, Jane has no one. Her mother, the powerful head of a Broadway theater company, has no time for her. She does have one friend-a handsome, comforting, funny man named Michael-but only she can see him. Years later, Jane is in her thirties and just as alone as ever. Then she meets Michael again-as handsome, smart and perfect as she remembers him to be. But not even Michael knows the reason they've really been reunited. SUNDAYS AT TIFFANY'S is a love story with an irresistible twist, a novel about the child inside all of us-and the boundary-crossing power of love. My Comments: I don't normally like romance books but considering it was by my favorite author I gave it a chance. It was a really good book, you got the feeling you were part of the story. Excellent read. Rating: 8/10

Romantic Realist
You are a Romantic Realist Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you. Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

Eq
Your EQ is 160 Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

7-card Stud!!!
so im playing 7-card stud on pokerstars right now. i figured id try to expand my poker expertise and stuff right? well................I SUCK RIGHT NOW ........ive been playing for like 30 mins and ive won like ........3 damn hands........welp i guess i gotta keep going if i want to get better and stuff ya know!! ............thats all i got now

Help Me Out And Win Big!
It's for a good cause! Sarge's Bad Girls is trying to get the spotlight, and they need your help! I'm up for auction, but here's the catch: It's fubucks bids only and the highest bidder doesn't pay me, but instead sends their bid directly to Sarge's Bad Girls. Below is my auction tag with what I'm offering. BUT! I'm adding a lot more things as the bid gets higher. CLICK HERE TO BID!!! Added so far: 2-5 personalized tags at my discretion F/A/R 5 friends of your choice 1 sfw salute Added to Yahoo Messenger Click below to donate: Sarge's Bad Girls Bulletin brought to you by: ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~

Tomorrow Is The Big Day...
Tomorrow is going to be a big day. I take my hubby to the doctor to get his balls snipped.. YAY! so that will be taking a lot of my day. I got to make sure I baby him! lol. I still have some homework that is due tomorrow, but my teacher won't respond to my questions.. and no one else has posted either.. totally sucks. I also have 3 group shows on Rude tomorrow! It is gonna be a busy day! I also got a bunch of movies from blockbuster today that I still haven't watched! Its craziness I tell ya!

Me
Sometimes, I can be a jerk. Other times, I can be a saint. Sometimes I say things I don't mean, and usually I will apologize if time permits. I really hate it when I ask a white gurl out and she tells me "I'm not her color." I hate it when I can't find any weed for sale. I lyke to write, and I usually write down the thoughts I can't or choose not to tell people. I have a little dog named Nugget and the little shyt will draw blood if you play with him too hard. I really love life, and value my freedom. I've had it snatched from me a few times before. I would lyke to settle down sometime or another, but doubt there is a woman out there who shares my interests. I'm really just a laid back stoner/musician. I have nothing to lose, only more to gain. I hope to eventually go skydiving, and/or scuba diving at least once before I die. I have seen real friends, and fake friends. I have witnessed murder right before my own eyes. I lost my dad at the age of 2, and strive so that my d

The Life Of Foxxy Neko Ona ( 42 Part Series And Neko Ona Is A Separate Series)
Chapter 1 ~the beginning, foxxy neko ona born~ Once upon a time there lived a girl. Her name was foxxy neko ona. She lived with her mother , father, and half sister. Her mother’s name was ka’na. Yoshyko’s mother was ka’na and her father’s name was kochi. Ka’na is a cat demon. Kenjii is half wolf, half human. Foxxy is half cat half human. Yoshyko is half vampire , half wolf. Yoshyko was born right after foxxy. Ka’na was seeing the vampire wolf named kochi. Kanji and ka’na are married. And they met at the village called “ethological cat demon tribe’’ kenji wants to kill kochi for kidnapping ka’na during the birth of Foxxy. “why don’t you go practice your weapons.” Yoshyko said. “ well why don’t you first” Foxxy said sarcastically. ( got writer block will update when got other ideas thanks for your time)

Accident
WELL JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO AN ACCIDENT I WAS INVOLVED IN SO I WONT BE ABLE TO GET ON HERE MUCH SO HIT ME UP ON YAHOO I CAN CHECK THAT DAILY AND CHAT ON THERE I WAS HOME BUT NOW IM BACK IN SO COME CHAT W/ME HELP THE TIME PASS I WILL BE IN HERE FOR AT LEAST A FEW WEEKS ......MELISSA.....MY YAHOO IS ....omisspmp@yahoo.com

What People See
Why is it when people see a person on the street they only look at once thing and not the person as a whole, this is a question that i have though of a lot lately. i know that i am not the most beautiful woman in the world, but i do think that i am pretty both inside and out, but i have noticed that many people don't seem to see me at all. Am i invisable to the outside world, or is it that i am just not pretty enough for most to see. at times it does bother me to know that people don't notice me, but i am coming to terms with it, i know a lot of guys like very skinny woman and that i am not, i am curvey and even though i am working on lossing some of my extra weight, i don't think i am overly large. i'm not crying or bitchin about it, this is just random thoughts that are running though my head.

Meet My Newest Owner
MEET MY NEW OWNER HE'S A GREAT GUY WHO CONTINUOUSLY HELPS PEOPLE LEVEL WITHOUT ASKING ANYTHING IN RETURN. STOP BY HIS PAGE AND RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/BLING HIM. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. HD Petes Ultra Classic FU BOMBER FAMILY@ fubar

On Historic Day, Obama Disses Small Town America
On Historic Day, Obama Disses Small Town America palinBy: Jacob Dawson On a day in which history should be celebrated, Senator Barack Obama chose to once again trash small town America. The Obama campaign's first statement regarding Palin as VP was used to once again offend most of America. "Today, John McCain put the former mayor of a town of 9,000 with zero foreign policy experience a heartbeat away from the presidency." This statement is typical of an Obama campaign that stands for everything rural America is against, however to make such a statement on a historic day is not only rude, it is down right disgusting. Last night, while Obama was making his "historic" speech, McCain used his campaign ad money to congradulate Obama on his success. Unfortunately, the Obama campaign doesn't have as much class. This is sad, however, I will not let such classless remarks from Obama dampen what is an extraordinary day for women, the GOP, and all of America.

What Your Back To School Personality Says About You
What Your Back to School Personality Says About You You are fairly driven, but the big win always seems a bit beyond your reach. You lack intense passion. You are most likely to succeed if you are working with other talented people. You thrive on a team. Your greatest skill is your intense focus. You are able to ignore distractions and do what needs to be done. Your biggest stumbling block in life is worrying about what other people think of you. Their opinions matter even less than you think. The number one thing you're thankful for is your friends and family. The Back to School Test

First Happy Hour
Save Your 11's And Bling! On Wednesday, September 3rd at 7:00pm pst, Jason Is Having A Happy Hour! That's Right I Said It!! He Has Won A Happy Hour With Special Thanks To Stephanie Lynn! So Here's What You Do! Go To Jason's Page, Fan/Add/Rate/Bling Him! He Is So Close To Leveling I Know We Can Get Him There And Then Some! In Return, You Will Get A Little Surprise In Return! What Surprise You Ask? Well Depending On How Hard You Spank His Page Will Depend On What You Get In Return! Jason DJ @The Playground Fu Married To Whiskey Girl@ fubar So Go On! Give Him All Your Loving And Tell Him Whiskey Girl Sent Ya!! He Has Helped So Many Level!! It's His Turn To Get All The Love In Return! I Mean After All, The Man Does Know How To Move!!!

Things You Have To Believe To Be A Republican Today
Things you have to believe to be a Republican today: Saddam was a good guy when Reagan armed him, a bad guy when Bush's daddy made war on him, a good guy when Cheney did business with him, and a bad guy when Bush needed a "we can't find Bin Laden" diversion. Trade with Cuba is wrong because the country is communist, but trade with China and Vietnam is vital to a spirit of international harmony. The United States should get out of the United Nations, and our highest national priority is enforcing U.N. resolutions against Iraq. A woman can't be trusted with decisions about her own body, but multi-national corporations can make decisions affecting all mankind without regulation. Jesus loves you, and shares your hatred of homosexuals and Hillary Clinton. The best way to improve military morale is to praise the troops in speeches while slashing veterans' benefits and combat pay. If condoms are kept out of schools, adolescents won't have sex. A good way to fight terro

Have I Ever
Have I Ever.... Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time,to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind,examining it, like some newly discovered species of f

I Have Decided To Become A Write-in Candidate.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM: (1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can. (2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Wal-Mart's policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' (3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. (4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border. (six month tour) They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. (5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain't gettin nuttin out. The president nor any other politician will not be able to touch it.

A Shin Moment
If anyone wants to know what I've been doing that is this. I am honing my skill in the art of ken-do for my epic battle to save man kind. I am Dildor holder of the scared wood. I must defeat the evil Slutterus before she can take over mankind, I have killer my of her general like Chief Warrant Officer Phalsaphius. As the The Flaming Dairy Cow has for told I shall fight her to the death along the sea's of Pluto. I Dildor will save all human kind from the tyranny of Slutterus.

Keep Moving Forward
Life is like riding a bicycle, if you stop you drop Keep moving forward, this life is inevitable Life is too short in this long road You go up, you come down Sometimes it seems as if the battle is lost And you are right back where you started Get up, stick your chest out, Fight Don’t give up in the fear of making a mistake You will learn by it The road seems so complicated that some times it seems impossible Then, you realize it was all too simple Keep moving forward, you will understand Look at yourself Stay strong, positive mental attitude You should know that there is nothing you can’t handle Get up, stick your chest out, push forward Jump on the opportunity Fight for your dreams, tooth and nails To find what is possible, you have to try the impossible Always keep the flame burning Only doubts those who doubt your abilities Don’t stop, if you stop you’ll drop Face the world Don’t stop moving Don’t stop, if you stop you’ll drop Don’t mind the dark

The New Hiring Bully
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People
So is being yourself really that simple. No actually it really sucks being who you are. Most people who try to be something there not dont really go far in so why is it that the ones who try and show that they really care get thrown in the dirt. Simple its hard to be a genuine person, i mean you can be nice and help in everyway and your still the bad guy. I dont think it matters if someone has more or less were all the same so why act so damn ignorant. Ignorance gets you no where, people just need to start accepting that an know that though many including myself... have been fucked over numerous times not everyone is the same. get the hell over yourselfs.

Love Again
i dreamt of an angel riding in the darkness searching for something, searching for the light; when i looked into your eyes, i realized the angel is right infront me! never i have spent a moment wanting to hold on for the rest of my life and never let go of until you came into my life; searching for the meaning of life, i spent long time tucked away in darkness, and never did i imagine, i would find the meaning in you! fantasies inside me evoke dreams that can be brought to life only by you thoughts of you add fuel to the fire that rages on inside, trying to burn through; though i have not said it to you you can see it in my words (here) and i am hoping you see them before they fade into the sands of time; if only i could tell you, if only you knew all of this just tell me how to tell you and i will say it all! as i stand in the twilight, with a heart born again from the ashes of betrayal, ready to love again, will you love me too?

Ali
EVER WONDER WHAT ITS LIKE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND REALIZE THAT SOMEONE SPENT MOST OF THE NIGHT LOVING UP YOUR PAGE? WELL I DO, HAPPENS ALL THE TIME! MEET ALISON, A LONG TIME FU MEMBER WHO LOVES UP EVERYONE TO THE FULLEST! AND YOU KNOW, ITS HER TURN NOW TO BE LOVED UPON! Alison {{ The Pink Ladies }}@ fubar var msgArray = new Array( "RATE HER!!", "FAN HER!!!", "ADD HER!!!!", "CRUSH HER!!!!", "BLING HER!!!!!", "DO IT ALL NOW!!!!" ); var speed = 50; var cdel = 1000; var maxfont = 20; // Expanding and shrinking text banner Javascript // copyright 24th July 2005, by Stephen Chapman http://javascript.about.com // permission to use this Javascript on your web page is granted // provided that this copyright notice is included var x = y = 0;var msg;function start() {bnr('1');} function bnr(dir){if (dir) {msg = msgArray[y];if (x < maxfont) {x++;setTimeout("bnr(1)",speed);}else setTimeout("bnr(0)",cdel);} else {if (x > 1) {x--;setTimeout("bnr(0)",speed);}else {set

It's Your Love
Dancin' in the dawn, middle of the night Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight Emotional touch, touchin' my skin And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, oh it's your love Better than I was, more than I am And all of this happen by taking your hand And who I am now is who I wanted to be And now that we're together, I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, it your love If you wonder about the spell I'm under, Oh, It's your

A Real Eye Opener
Some people! ' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. People need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, point

Keirsey Temperament Report
Custom Keirsey Temperament Report for: chris Your Keirsey Temperament Sorter Results indicates that your personality type is that of the Guardian Guardians are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply -- and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses. Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians take pride in being dependable and trustworthy; if there's a job to be done, they can be counted on to put their shoulder to the wheel. Guardians also believe in law and order, and sometimes worry that respect for authority, even a fundamental sense of right and wrong, is being lost. Perhaps this is why Guardians honor cus

New Year Resolution Number One...
Originally posted January 1, 2008 on MyYearbook Blog...lol...what a freaking joke...how many of yours did you keep??? Well, here it is the first of January 2008 and already we have started out the New Year with a bang...The old man nailed the bumper on my new (to me) 1997 Ford Windstar...His car slid sideways trying to get out of the driveway...He cracked up the front panel and headlight mount whatever thing on his Grand Prix...But I think I got the worst of it...lol Anyhoo, I have decided to take advantage of this here blog thing and keep a diary for one year of my dumb old life...It should be fairly exciting what with graduating at the end of this year...And maybe getting a real job...One that actually pays because you have more than one brain cell in your head... Hope all of you are having an awesome 2008 so far...Bet some of you haven't even went to bed yet...Have you??? See ya soon...I may be going back to be here in a littel bit...My bad tooth wouldn't let me sleep

Help Boone Become A Godfather!!!
BOONE IS SO CLOSE TO BECOMING GODFATHER. PLEASE, SHOW HIM MAD LOVE AND MAKE HIM A GODFATHER. THIS MAN DESERVES THIS SO MUCH. HE'S DONE SO MUCH FOR SO MANY OF US ON HERE. SO I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU, FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO BE THERE FOR HIM AND HELP HIM OUT AND TO KNOW, THAT IF HE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST, HE SHOULD BE. HE'S AN AWESOME PERSON. PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND HELP HIM BECOME A GODFATHER!!! CLICK ON HIS LINK BELOW AND HELP HIM! THANKS SO MUCH! Boone Is Engaged To Sweet Judy In Real Life!@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY LilBamaGirl~Co-Founder Of The Thunder & Lightning Levelers~@ fubar godfather

Voices
Does a voice ever speak to you? I don’t mean you’re conscience Just a small, intimidating voice? Unfortunately, many speak to me Some hate me very much Some love to watch me fall Some push me into the dark And all knock me lower and lower Most common are those that hate me They yell at me and criticize me Making me too nervous to do anything And then I feel worthless because of it Loudest are those who love to watch me fall When I mess up, they cackle and laugh They say I’m better off dead Sometimes I feel like that is true The rest shatter my light and make me blind They lie to me and cheat their way out I try not to believe them But somehow, they destroy all sense of judgment So may God be with you If someone is speaking in your head ‘Cause I hope you’re not like me Who’s been driven to insanity by the voices

Show Nj Some Lovin'
NJ Nice Guy is one of the sweetest fu's I know. He won Me in the Fetish Auction and I want YOU to go show him some love f/a/r/c Him Today.... you won't regret it !!!1 He is one of the best Fu-Pals a Goddess can have !!!

So Fat
Yo mamma's so fat, when she wears a red dress, the kids in the neighborhood yell, "Hey, Kool-Aid!" Yo mamma's so fat, when she sat on a rainbow, skittles popped out. Yo mamma's so fat, even God couldn't lift her spirits! Yo mamma's so fat, she has her own zip code! Yo mamma's so fat, it takes a train and two buses to get on her good side. Yo mamma's so fat, when she stepped in the road and I tried to swerve around her, I ran out of gas! Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked in front of the TV, I missed five minutes of the show! Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked into a room, someone said, "Woah! Was that a solar eclipse or did Free Willie just walk in? Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked into a hotel and asked for a water bed, they put a blanket over the ocean! Yo mamma's so fat, she rents shade! Yo mamma's so fat, she invented the lowrider! Yo mamma's so fat, she tripped over K-Mart, stumbled over Wal-Mart and landed on Target! Yo mamma's so fat, when s

My Ex
Your Ex is Histrionic Your ex is hot and cold - a total drama queen or king. Your ex can't survive without tons of dramatics, attention, and approval. People with histrionic personality disorder are inappropriately seductive, prone to rapid mood swings, and rash decision makers. Sound at all familiar? What's Wrong With Your Ex?

How Do I Do This??
There is nothing quite like sitting in your home when you receive a call you had never imagined. My first husband passed away this week at the age of 33. He wasn't a casualty of the war as I had thought he would be, rather he died at the hands of a fellow Marine. I think that makes things more difficult to accept. We didn't part on the best of terms. He fell in love with another woman and to be honest, I was too young to have ever been married in the first place. No girl at 17 is ready to spend a lifetime with one person. He did some crappy things like throwing me out of military housing during the divorce when in reality I was allowed to be there until it was finalized. But he was angry and I can't blame him. I wasn't the best wife at times. I wasn't expecting his mother to contact me. The last I had heard, he was planning on getting married to another woman and I had long since moved on. The phone call came as a surprise. I never expected to hear my ex mother-in-law's voice on the ot

Jack Johnson-no Other Way..
[Verse One] When your mind is a mess, So is mine. I cant sleep, 'Cause it hurts when I think. My thoughts aren't at peace, With the plans that we make. Chances we take, They're, not yours and not mine. There's waves that can break, All the words that we say, And the words that we mean, Words can fall short. Can't see the unseen, 'Cause the world is awake. For somebody's sake now, please close, your eyes woman. Please get some sleep. [Chorus] And know that if I knew, All of the answers I would, Not hold them from you'd, Know all the things that I'd know. We told each other, There is no other way. [Verse Two] Well, too much silence can be misleading, You're drifting I can hear it in the way that your breathing. We don't really need to find reason, 'Cause out the same door that it came, well it's leaving, it's leaving. Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season, Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves. But at least we can sleep,

A Poem For Me
A poem written for me..... It's in the middle of the night, I can't even sleep. I'm holding onto my pillow tight, wishing I had you here with me to keep. It's the middle of the night, and I'm pacing around my room, thinking of you as I stare at the moonlight, hoping that I get to see you soon. It's the middle of the night, and time is going by very slow. The stars in the sky are shining bright, which brings my eyes a glow. It's in the middle of the night, I begin to long to kiss your lips... wanting to taste your lips, for the first time... bringing me thoughts of tenderness and love. Sweetie...a woman like you, is my every dream come true. I'm glad that I've gotten to know you. Beto Ty! I love it! This is so sweet...xoxo ~Exe

Poem For Me!! Xoxo
Another poem from Beto...xoxo Your Personality Is My Inspiration No one has inspired me, as well as you do. You're the first thought on my mind when I wake, and you're the last thought when I sleep. You have awaken a part of me, that has brought my levels of inspiration up. You're my muse...my fire that ignites, my passion and desires. You're kind, loving and open-minded, you're gorgeous inside and out. Your gentlness melts me like butter, and further ignites the fire in my heart for you. You truly are a priceless beauty, the mental image of you is forever, engraved in my mind and heart. You're unique and special to me, don't let anyone tell you to change, for it was your gorgeous personality... that won me over and Im glad... to have you apart of my life. I truly adore you... with every beat from my heart. You have touched me in such a way that I can't find the words to describe it. I cherish every thought of you, from your gorgeous eyes, to

Still Need Your Help!!
We Still Need Your Help! This year marks the 11th year of the Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation as a registered 501c3 non-profit organization and we could not have come this far without your continued support! In July we officially celebrated our 10th annual youth Leadership & Arts Camp in Atlanta at the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts with a full theatrical production in the Peace Garden. Also, this summer, we expanded our camp to Los Angeles and Oakland! My son Tupac always dreamed of helping young people around the world through the arts. As a young child he explored his creative talents and was given opportunities to have his creativity nurtured and developed. We thank God for those opportunities and the consequential accomplishments he achieved. The Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation and the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts is the heartbeat of my son's legacy. Over the last 11 years my family and I, through faith, have undauntedly exerted time, energy, and hard work to

Illegals Eating Your Lunch
This is only one State...............If this doesn't open your eyes nothing will ! From the L. A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L. A. County ( L. A. County has 10.2 million people)are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L. A. are Spanish

Why Nice Guys Finish Last..
Why do nice guys always seem to finish last? I know most of you have always wondered, pondered and pontificated about this very question. Well today is your lucky day! I'm going to once and for all answer this very question for you. Ready? I know you've been waiting for a long time for this answer, so I hope you're sitting down. No wait, stand up. That way if you get overly excited and feel the need to jump up and down or do cartwheels, you're already half way there. On second thought, the answer might be so shocking that you could faint and if you're standing, then you could fall and really hurt yourself. You better sit down just to be safe. Actually kneel, it's a halfway point and that way you are prepared either way. Ok, on to the answer. Wait; do you want something to eat first? I know sometimes I like to have a full stomach when I get a life changing answer to a question that has plagued me for years. Why don't you go have a quick snack, or make yourself a sandwich? Its ok,

Sami
a great friends of mine who helped me to get my spotlight is like 39,842 Points away from leveling, she got me over 4 million fu-bucks to win spotlight was wondering if you lovely ladies and guys could help her out please!!!!! SaMi ♥ ^-^~~~~Surreal~'s ANGEL♥ MRS. Hotcha Wat@ fubar

Erotic Couple~
My hot breath on the back of your neck makes you shiver. My hands reach around you and are filled with your breasts. They are full and heavy in my hands, I squeeze them and pull you back against me. Your back is pressed against my chest. My hands work and feel your nipples, even through your clothing, my fingers rolling and pushing them. I feel them stiffen as I hear your soft moans. My lips kiss your ears and move across your neck, pushing your collar down so I can lick your shoulders as I cross over them. My hands squeeze and fondle you and I feel your breaths now coming faster and deeper. I have you now. My kisses become harder and wetter, and I whisper into your ears. Short and brief messages. "I want you"..."Your nipples are excited"...My cock is hard for you"...."You are mine now." Words that alone mean nothing, but in this moment, they stir you and thrill you with their implications and promise. You push back against me. I know you feel my cock hard ag

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TIME siiting in this room watching the time wondering when will it be my time to go i hope it isnt for a while but who knows sitting outside on the mountain looking up up at the stars and asking them questions that they might know the answer to as i look for you in my future i hope it is true true that i was made for you and you were made for me all i know is what i plee sitting next to you makes me feel good i think of our time together and wonder if forever is what is suppose to be you and me as well as destinee i hope you read this nd you think without a blink as you think you give me a wink all i know now is time time will tell if we are meant to be time will tell when i am to leave time will tell when yu are to leave sitting in this room watching the time wondering when will i leave this world

Lurkers Bully
OK GUYS LUKERS NEEDS LOTS OF FU LOVE FROM US HE IS 123K FROM FUBERLORD AN NEEDS ALL OF US TO GET HIM THERE.... SO PLEASE GO HIT HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME FU LOVING... RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING HIM!!!!! ALL LOVE WILL BE GREATLY APPRECITATED..... CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO TO HIS HOME PAGE AN SHOW HIM LOVE...... THIS BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY TAINTEDRAGE......

Am I A Winter Person Or A Summer Person?
You Are a Summer Person You are energetic, outgoing, and active. You love to be out and about... hanging out with friends or getting things done. Summer is the perfect time for you to be as hyper as you want to be. In fact, during the rest of the year you feel half-asleep! Are You a Winter Person or a Summer Person?

Today ..
This day is both wonderful and full of sorrow .. Lets start off with the wonderful .. Today is my sons 19th Birthday .and each and every day Im more amazed at how wonderful a man he's grown into .. Yep I'm a very Proud mom .. Secondly we all know one of the sadder things from this day .. and May God Bless all those who perished that day .. and Those who are fighting for Our Country .. They all need our support ... and third .. Today was Joe's funeral .. This was one of the hardest funerals ive ever had to attend . not that any arent .. He passed away this past saturday @1am .. Last nite was the wake and this morning the final service .. He was given full service honors .. 21 gun salute ..it was heart wrenching to hear that trumpet play Taps .. I almost couldnt make it through .. i'm Proud to have known such a kind and loving Young man . he will always be thought of as one of my kids .. But to have seen his father lay across his coffin sobbing just broke my heart k

Unforgivable
This song is copywritten so dont fuck with it. What have I done know I say to the darkness running thru my head all the things you said How can I hide this, the violence escaped me driving me insane crazy from the pain Looking down at you, the rage turned to sadness causing me to sin never trust again I never expected, just how far you'd push me how you had to pay thru my heart away CHORUS the things right in front of me once my eyes opened were unforgivable...unforgivable Why did you think I would just let you break me inconcievable...unbelievable now thru the darkness, the sirens aproaching unforgivable...unforgivable I lost control of the rage deep within me unforgivable....inconcievable unforgivable...unbelievable remembering that last kiss, a sad smile as tears fall how it broke my heart tore my soul apart I thought you said you would love me forever I can't understand

How We Flirt
HOW GIRLS FLIRT: 1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name. 2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny. 3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. 4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. 5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face. 6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested. 7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you. 8. She criticizes you on a girl you like. 9. You catch her staring at you. 10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you. 11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot. 12. She knows your phone number and address. 13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible HOW GUYS FLIRT: 1. He stares at you alot. 2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting ) 3. He uses the first thing that pops int

Weak
I only got a couple hours of sleep last night. I hate going back to work on Fridays. It's rare that I get decent sleep anyways, but still. Blah blah blah. I've got a few moments to kill before I gotta leave for jail. I don't even have anything to say. I do have tomorrow off. Going to a friends wedding. Welp, gotta go finish getting ready. Finish my java. Take my pills. Say bye to my cats. I'm hoping that they caught that stupid spider that they were chasing in the bed room...... Gonna be a long day at work..... Silly me weighed myself this morning...I gotta remember not to do it all the time. *slaps leg* Blarg...Okies..Off I go...I think. I'm stalling...I don't wanna go to work...bleh.....

Dancer For Friday Night
i need one gurl 21 or older slim build who would like to dance on cam friday nights from 9pm eastern to 12am 250 fu bucks weekly pay out contact me if you want the job requires you to have a cam

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thnking of us thinking of us nd wondering why why did it take me solong to find ya why do i know we are meant to be why does evrything seem so right thinking of you an destinee i know i am a father to be but why me why me thinking of wat is to come why does life go by so fast why does it always work for the best if we foget about all the rest thinking bout the future who knows wat is to happen thinking of us, thinking of us

Songs Of Innocence
SONGS OF INNOCENCE by: William Blake (1757-1827) PIPING down the valleys wild, Piping songs of peasant glee, On a cloud I saw a child, And he, laughing, said to me: 'Pipe a song about a lamb!' So I piped with merry cheer. 'Piper, pipe that song again;' So I piped: he wept to hear. 'Drop thy pipe, thy happy pipe; Sing thy songs of happy cheer!' So I sang the same again, While he wept with joy to hear. 'Piper, sit thee down and write In a book, that all may read.' So he vanished from my sight; And I plucked a hollow reed, And I made a rural pen, And I stain'd the water clear, And I wrote my happy songs Every child may joy to hear.

Flatland
From this singular vantage In four dimensional space, Your body strapped together By your senses, Tuned to atomic clock time, Discern if you can The edge of your dear world; Within its bounds Between surge of sap flow And rusting of vine, The unexpected will unfold, The inevitable will arrive-- All eyes will glaze, Flesh become horridly cold, The signs well documented, And then-- What then becomes of us? At breaking of first light Begins our drowning In this black bottomless sea Of stars mercilessly falling Inside us; On this möbius Of secrets well-protected, This double-hinged world, With vanity With fear We strain to breach The great invisible divide Which will rupture But once In that blind conclusive Moment Of every thing we know. How much less than nothing-- Or more--is death? A strange, dark cove-- A dimensionless hole Void of touch Sound Single ray of light-- Like the dead Empty Space Behind your head And mine, No blossoming

This Is What America Is Built On
This is the very declaration that help built this great country of ours. Take the time to read it, after all look at how many have died in support of what it says. I am not ashamed to say that I'M PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments a

Strange
there are times that i sit here at home and this oh so strange feeling seems to wash over me, i know the feeling so very well it's the feeling of being alone, unwanted, and oh so unloved. i can't shake this feeling when it washes over me it's as though it envelopes me in a shroud of darkness. when i feel this way there is no body for me to turn to and express how i feel. my family doesn't want to hear about it and i hate the idea of talking to my friends here about it because it's my problem and i don't want to burdon them with this. today this feeling has washed over me once agian, and today i know why, which makes it so much harder to deal with. today was my middle daughters birthday and so many times i feel that i have let them down by giving them up. i can't convice myself that i did what was best, i feel so much of the time that i took the easy way out by not fighting for my children. Oh god, why can't i just be happy that they are never going to live hand to mouth and need anythi

Desire
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Last Day Of Work
Bleh, I woke up this morning wondering what day it was. Wishing it was Tuesday but noooooo it's Monday and I gotta work this Monday so blah! My eye is still irrated but not as much. I'm sure it'll be a pain once I put my contact back in for work. But if it keeps buggin me, I'll take it out at work. OKies....I go now...I put make up on and make myself semi decent for work...

Beauty
It hardly suffices to say that she is beautiful. That word just can't cover it. It is more accurate to say that she is beauty. The bringing together of all things beautiful. Truly all beauty I have ever seen in my life I find once again in her. I can't explain it without it sounding terribly stupid and cheesy. For example, in the curve of her neck is the memory of a perfect sunset. See? Cheesy. And yet true. In her I see every happy moment of my life. And I see them every time I think of her.

Landing In London-three Doors Down
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe I'll be back around If this keeps me away much longer I don't know what I will do You've got to understand it's a hard life That I'm going through And when the night falls in around me I don't think I'll make it through I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New York is getting kinda cold I keep my head from getting lazy I just can't wait to get back home And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up When it's all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I don't think I'll make it through I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up When it's all too much to bear When the night falls in around me I don

Word Of The Day
SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: WATER My girl gets mad and I don't even know water problem is! SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: BRIEF My wife farted... bad, and I couldn't brief. SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: MUSHROOM When all my family gets in the car, there's not mushroom. SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: CHICKEN My girl wanted me to go to the store, but chicken go by herself. SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: JULY You told me you were goin' to the store and July to me! Julyer! SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: WAFER I wanted to go with my mom to the flea market but she didn't wafer me! SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: HERPES I have some cake to share with my wife, this is my piece this is herpes. SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: TISSUE I told you if you didn't know how to do it, I could tissue. SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: HARASSMENT My old lady caught me in bed with my girlfriend so I said harassment nothing to me! SPANISH WORD OF THE DAY: CASHEW I was running after you but I couldn't cashew ! SPANI

Pray
I just found thru tests that my cervical cancer is back so please pray that they can get it out without it spreading. I have it for 9 yrs now i went thru everything but surgery now. so i will keep my friends and family updated. Show me love while im away.

What A Twist
funny thing happened last night. I go to my normal watering hole. An run into a few old band mates , I haven't play with any of them in almost 6 years but we got lucky. There hardly anyone in there and got to plat a 3 sets. Needless to say very fun.

The Peach
The Peach Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach. For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it. You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him. Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense. Your exact female opposite: The Nymph Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The False Messiah (DBLM) Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM), The Playboy (RGSM), The Boy Ne

Senator John Mcain: On The Issues.
"Media industry leaders should commit to reining in the toxic mix of sex and violence that has come to dominate media products." Senator John McCain "Roe v. Wade should be over-turned; exceptions in the cases of rape, incest, and when the mother’s life is in danger." Senator John McCain Senator McCain supports the constitutional amendment to prohibit the physical desecration of the American flag On Terrorism: "Do not yield. Do not flinch. Stand up. Stand up with our President and fight. We're Americans. We're Americans, and we'll never surrender. They will" On The Republican Party: "I am a Republican. I'm loyal to the party of Abraham Lincoln and Theodore Roosevelt. And I believe that my party, in some ways, has strayed from those principles, particularly on the issue of fiscal discipline" On The Democratic Party: "I don't doubt the sincerity of my Democratic friends. And they should not doubt ours". ---------------------------------------------

Firefighters Left Off N.y. Memorial - 9/19/2007 -how Can You Denie Their Rights And Respect?
Firefighters left off N.Y. memorial - 9/19/2007 By Keith Herbert Newsday (New York) SAYVILLE, N.Y. — Firefighter Wilbur Ritter was committed to public service, serving as a volunteer for nearly six decades. When he died in August 2006 from a heart attack, he was pursuing his passion: responding to an alarm call with the Sayville Fire Department. But when the names of firefighters who have died in the line of duty are announced at a memorial ceremony next month in Albany, Ritter's name will be missing. Paul Brady, a Malverne volunteer firefighter who was crushed to death in a fall from a fire truck the same month Ritter died, won't be on the memorial, either. Both men were rejected by a committee that decides which deceased firefighters' names are added to the memorial each year. The committee was split between volunteer and paid firefighters when voting on inclusion of the names, said Gunnar Neilson, chairman of the Fallen Firefighters Committee. Often,

New Song I Wrote
I know a man that feels that misfortune is his to bear. Born to an unfit mother and a father that didn’t care. He had to cry way too much in his childhood years. Now even when he tries he can’t form any tears. He only wanted to know about this thing called love. So he could finally have something to be proud of. He was never able to fulfill his life’s greatest goal. Too much pain and abuse had filled his young soul. The system drained him of his will and self-esteem. The lonliness he felt inside had grown too extreme. He’s been broken down like the waves against the shore. He’s been broken down and he doesn’t care anymore. He thinks he shouldn’t love cause it’s not worth the cost. Now his pain’s so great he thinks his heart is forever lost. He’s lost his faith again so he sends up empty prayers. He’s hoping he’s wrong but keeps thinking no one cares. In his lifetime he’s only known people that come and go. He never knew them long enough to let his true love show.

For Mommy Dearest
Some things can only be said the moment when they arise from the psyche. Other ponderings are best explored over and over and sometimes guided through with the help of some sort of over (and sometimes under) paid professional. Questions pop up and out in an un-linear fashion preparing conundrums for it’s wonderer. 1. How many patients have you had that have committed suicide? There is no such thing as “linear” in my world. In my brain all I have come to find is an endless cyclone of various matter picked up along my journey in a chaotic fashion. Nothing has been planned, it just is. This may not make any type of sense for the person reading this so I invite you to take from it what you will but beg of you not to make any assumptions or pretend that you know where (in my case, at least) this is all coming from. Lately I have been exploring the possibility of many natural and super natural ideas of where I have come from, and why. Thus it begins: In the beginning…

Fu Bucks
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Take A Step Back.
Take a step back An take some time to reflect you being a hypocrite talking about being cheated on when you've done the same you've been caught in you're lie Do you have anything to say before you speak stop n think Don't be to quick to dig a grave Ponder that thought for a minute or two Do you think you're above every one No your the same as them Stop acting like a whore cause I've heard all the bullshit lines before You've had you're chance you don't get anymore I know I'm not any better yet I've learned my lesson Sooner or latter your gonna learns yours

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Fubar
Ok so here is the thing. I really like fubar, there is not nearly the drama (that i have seen) on here as other sites such as myspace. I have come across far less B.S. on here then even Facebook. Now here is the thing as with all social sites they grow and as most of them grow so does the drama and once it gets to the point of others sites then what is the next place to go to.

Life Would Be So Wonderful
Life would be so Wonderful by Me Life would be so wonderful when you try not to look For when your heart is open and eyes are closed The one you've longed for is just in reach When your hand is in their's the mind wouldn't know Ever so slightly holding each other so very close Until your goodbye's are said and gone You wonder if you'll ever meet again Till the time is right you will wait for that day Hoping they'll wonder back into your light Praying for the same excitement from long ago Then and only then will life would be so wonderful

A Mother's Love
A Mother's Love There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above.

Another Little Old Lady
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm Spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 Years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Littl

Three Black Ladies On A Plane
There were three black ladies getting ready to take a plane trip for the first time. The first lady said, 'I don't know bout y'al, but I'm gunna wear me sum hot pink panties beefo I get on dat plane.' 'Why you gonna wear dem fo?' the other two asked? The first replied, 'Cause, if dat plane goes down and I'm out dare laying butt-up in a conefield, dey gonna find me first.' The second lady said, 'Well, I'm a-gonna wear me some floeesant orange panties.' 'Why you gonna wear dem?' the others asked. The second lady answered, 'Cause if dis hare plane is goin' down and I be floating butt-up in the oshun, dey can see me first.' The third lady says, 'Well, I'm not gonna wear any panties.' 'What? No panties?' the others asked in disbelief. The third lady says, 'Dat's right girlfriends, you hears me right. I ain't wearing any panties, cause if dis plane goes down, honey, dey always look for da black box first.'

Church Organist
The church organist was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat faci ng her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a CUT -glass bowl sitting on top of i t. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet a

Gun Controll
Butte, Montana November 5, 2007 Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, probably believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things: they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from the 11-year-old's knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a blast to the left shoulder and staggered out into the street where he bled to death before medical help could arrive. It was found out later that Resindez was armed wi

Slam Penguin
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Own Me!!!!
Yeah.. try to own me??? For a whole month you get unlimited access to my NSFW (more photos to come to that) PLUS a phone call PLUS four salutes.. (3 nsfw).. besides all the normals... rates and such just click here

Memory Of Her
Memory of her by: mommacat He left her the other day and he left her alone. Dropped her hand in a sad way, cause he knew he’d be gone. He didn’t want to leave her, didn’t want to go to war Then he knew that he had to be on his own. Giving his life to god to protect him through the evil. Hoping that soon, he would get to go home. Walking through the darkness praying for light. He’s scared and he is sad, when he’s alone He was gripping the gun the other night, When he laid his head against the pillow. Clinging to dear life and the memory of her The sweet sense of her came through. Even though he is in another world He clings tighter to his pillow, missing his girl. He never wanted to leave her that day alone in the room Right now with every step, he feels like the lone lost groom. Hoping to get back to his bride, one afternoon. Kiss her and greet her, giving her one big swoon. Telling her how much he loved her, ever since he left. Taking in more memories of

Protect My Heart
protect my heart one more hug, one more kiss one more chance to get it right id show you how much i love you if only given one more night, but one more night could never change what has already come to past my acceptance feels so strange how could our nights have found thier last and what now? this heart is doomed to carry me from here the shadow of your love, it looms and all my days are filled with fear will this one love me? would that one leave me? could i give again this heart the fear you left me, it never leaves me so how must i protect my heart...

Piscean Tiger
PISCEAN TIGER Quite sensitive and kind, these Tigers are a bit more reserved than most. They are patient and loving and often supress the fiery passions that can accompany the Tiger personality. Once they decide they want a partner, they will stop at nothing to get him or her. The last sentence is very true

Biden/lugar Legislation For Hiv/aids
Historic BIDEN/LUGAR Global AIDS Bill Becomes Law Biden/Lugar Legislation Authorizing $48 Billion for HIV/AIDS, Malaria and TB July 30, 2008 Washington, DC – Historic legislation sponsored by Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) and Ranking Member Richard G. Lugar (R-IN) to authorize $48 billion for global HIV/AIDS, malaria and tuberculosis programs for the next five fiscal years became law today. Senators Biden and Lugar were present in the East Room of the White House as the President signed the Tom Lantos and Henry J. Hyde United States Global Leadership Against HIV/AIDS, Tuberculosis, and Malaria Reauthorization Act of 2008 – a landmark step in the worldwide fight against HIV/AIDS and other deadly diseases. ______ This was because many come to me in the political forums and state, 'Biden has no experience' Palin has more then Obama and Biden combined.. Biden .... 3 decades in the senate and being a Majority Chair accounts fo

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LIFE IS A GAME,LEARN AS WE GO. FRIENDS R GREATS,A LOVER IS WONDERFUL. LOVE IS TO CHERISH UR SOULMATE IS TO CHERISH.. WETHER ITS MALE OR FEMALE,IF UR TRULY WITH THEM.CHERISH THEM.LIFE'S TO SHORT TO PLAY,LIE,CHEAT,MISUSE. I FOR 1 IS NOTHIN BUT LOVE &CHERISHER..

When Friendship Ends...
It might seem like the worst thing in the world: losing a friend. But I promise you time is a great healer,things will get better. Losing a friend can be very stressful especially if you’re not sure why it's happening. There may be reasons you will never know but you just have to remember that if you were friends once then it couldn't have been anything to do with who you are. There may have been something that you have done or said that has hurt your friend without you realizing it. Or maybe it could be someone else who is getting in the way of your friendship.Either way don't be too worried as everything happens for a reason, if you are meant to be friends again then you will be. If not then you won't, it might be hard but believe me you will get over it. On the other hand it might be you who is causing the falling out. Your friend has possibly said or done something that you don't like. Don't take it to heart, ask them to explain what they meant or why they did it. I am sure there i

The Soldier Left Behind..
Here's something I wrote in an effort to let out some frustration.. : The Soldier Left Behind Did you know that you've left your brother behind? How can this be true you ask? Just stop and think. Who have you not seen or heard from or about? Where can he be? What is the story? Is he okay? Where can he be? Has he walked right by you and you didn't even see him? Who is it that you're missing? The one who has been left behind. Did he come back home with you or get lost in transit? Or did he just get left behind? He's usually kind of quiet. And tends to mind his own business. He doesn't always hang out with the crowd, but he was always there right by your side. Who have you left behind? Who does his job, yet you hardly ever see? Who is it that is missing? This brother that is in need... So have you figured it out yet? Who it is that you've left behind? The army has let him down. His fellow brothers in arms have let him down. I thought that the military would ha

Wear Sunscreen
Ever since I got in college, i've been too busy to process my thoughts for writing, yet I have so much to write of, I can only keep it as short concise sentences I feel like a friend is fading away, and well, I can't do much to stop it, I don't get too shook up over it anymore, I understand how school's made me a dullard, but I'll be out of prison soon, but it will be too late, they've found a better source of love and affection, something I could have given them if I wasn't locked up Since you're all filthy whores and pimps, I don't expect any of you to understand long-term commitment and deep affection, who cares about one night stands when you wake up the next morning back at square one...alone Being weird helps me block out such depressing issues, but life's too short to pout over pilfered poptarts, so here's a video, aye?

Got This With A Friends Request..gave Me Goose Bumps
One night with a dragon I don't know what came before or what'll come after, but now, you are my now. You blaze me with your passion, your flames of desire, of extacy's inferno engulf me and shatters my inhabitons. You twists around me and through me, taking my being whole. You raise above my expectations and take me for a ride through my fears to my thrill, your touch, your scent, your vision rattles my mind with lust and need. I don't love you but I will, for now I'm in lust with you, in lust for you, and will to give you my heart and soul to please you. I'll follow your body's twists and turns, the intricacies of you in order to raged through you as you have me. You are my mythology, my creature of fantacy and I will explore you and explore with you. Your cries and moans of pleasures and more, charges me with lust's red hot heat. I maybe nothing more than a mere mortal compared to you magesty, but tonight you will remember me. I'll trace my name in your back with my tongue, place

My Brother
he is older than me and has the mind of a 7 year old i have taken care of him for the last ten years and now i think i will never have him in my life again, i hope not i will never be the same without him, i cant have kids, so that is the closet i will ever get to having one . if i lose him today i will go insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?-with A Political Twist
Why did the chicken cross the road?-with a political twist > Why did the chicken cross the road? > > > BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a > change! > The chicken wanted change! > > JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he > recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the > chickens on the other side of the road. > > HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that > little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely > qualified to ensure right from Day One, that every chicken in this > country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. > But then, this really isn't about me. > > GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. > We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. > The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground > here. > > DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun? >

Love And Friendship!!!
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy to buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when YOU stop dreaming, Hope ends when YOU stop believing, Love ends when YOU stop caring, Friendship ends when YOU stop sharing. So share this with whom ever YOU consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a truefriend...

In The Army Now
My honorable discharge came back for review. There is a code on my renlistment telling the Marines that I'm a problem child. And while they are right, I can't help but feel rejected. I still rate the uniform (which is all I was really after, the dress "C" uniform is one sexy set of threads}. I was really hoping to get back in. Well the army will take me in a heart beat. Their loss I say, and more money for me. Iraq here I come.

Karma (another One Of My Crap Writings!) :)
That's Karma for you Some think she's a bitch, but she's just around to give you a brisk slap across the face... and sometimes a dull, rusted jagged edge directly through your heart when you've wrong another Karma and I were once very close I did well by others and she made sure to punish those that wronged me What goes around, comes around That cycle is neverending - even going on to the after, and the next lives Mayhaps I will be able to regain the trust of Karma in the next, but I fear my good fortune with her has ran out in the current Karma saw it all... Every second, every hour and every day that I took my love for granted. She gave me the gift of Love for life; but I was too blind to see Heaven's garden that now surrounded me. I killed every last amaranth that smiled at me, only to grow back the next day and killed again The fool in me grew; becoming confident that the garden would always grow back the very next day But e

Much Love To U All
The Long Awaiting Gratitude, That I've Swaggered On Because Of Real Life Events Put My Life On A Tilt-A-Whirl! For All The Ones On Here, You Deserve To Be Fu-Loved. Thank You Again. And Deeply Apologize For My Lack Of The Fu-Love! I'm Starting To Get Back Into The Fu! Please Stop By & Show These Wonderful People Some Awesome Luvin's! (¯`♥Măkïn ŴhººPïé♥´¯)Member of~Club United~@ fubar BigDaddySparks@ fubar leatherwud@ fubar **** Tim **** - {shadow Leveler}Oct 12 2008 My Wedding to " Frozen Mystical Dream's@ fubar The Spankers Club@ fubar FØRè§‡_♥_Rî¢ÁÑ ~ ČLÜß FÁR~

The Score
There are steeples in the Mountains Far from eventual findings They long They lust They throw back like gangsters Following through With such divine attitude Blinding those such as me And oh, I know who they are The beauty they withold All those morning afters And foster the challenging hopes As they crush the inner fortitude Throwing down with gauntlet and sword Oh the Word Oh the faith It brings the glory of ........ It tells a truth A story not told beyond with gifts and fortunes And wanderings They tell us such fables On hallowed grounds Quantifying our legitimate proof With alchohol and desire A much needed refinement This sound conclusion A clear indication of Judgement unresolved.

Love
UMONGST THE PEACE AND THE SERENITY EVER A WHISPER TOUCHES OUR SKIN AS TRUE LOVES KISS TOUCHES THE INNER MOST BEING OF OUR SOULS. IT IS BUT NOT WHAT IS SAID BUT WHAT IS FELT THAT MAKES THE HEART WHOLE AND BEAT AGAIN. THROUGH TIMES ENDLESS GRASP WE HAVE FLOATED AMONG GODS AND HAVE TRAVELED WITH THE WIND TO ONLY FIND THAT TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES. IT ENDURES.

Still
My mind works overtime. Sitting still but a million miles away. Clouded thoughts are all I see. Restless, jaded and in the dark. Do we ever really get peace? I can sleep when I am dead. Sometimes I wish I were. Tell me why I was born. My purpose or yours. Take me away for now. So my mind can rest. I give you honesty and truth. And yet I can not be still. Am I bad or am I good. Its for you to decide. My head begins to hurt. But I remain outside. And yet in your eyes. I look as I am still.

This Demon Has Heart....with A Bleeding Heart An Blood Soaked Hands...i Still Remain Here...waiting For You.
Through the years i've never found anyone to truly match me on all levels but she did she could...i thought i lost her a few months ago but something kept her holding onto me... I search inside myself looking for reasons to be happy to turn the rotting into inner peace but the more i search the deeper the disease has spread... I look at how far i've come how far i've made it in my life how an why i'm still even here, i question why i wonder why... My health prolly isn't the best right now dealing with all kinds of problematic bodily issues... strain sharp kidney like pains depression stress.... I'm the one thats truly Damaged I never will find happiness for myself as it wasn't meant for me i want what you want... My heart i thought would've turned to stone or become corroded black an hollow..but something keeps it beating even though it bleeds an the wounds still havn't healed i continue onward.. I wonder why i ask an ask questions but can never find the answers i pray t

Song Title Gods And Goddesses
here we stand on the dreaded end, looking around every bend searching for trouble in the air, like a dragon has a snare one day the life will come around, like a worm in the ground here they are looking, like a criminal in booking wolves howl in the night, prowling around looking for a fight GODS AND GODDESSES hunters of the sky, living in on high GODS AND GODDESSES lovers of the earth, keepers of the hearth GODS AND GODDESSES rulers of the fire, and keeping it from those in desire GODS AND GODDESSES travelers of the sea, opening every door with a key they rule the land ,like the desert and sand they rule the air, like the fast fear of losing hair they rule the underworld of fire, like the dragons gleam of desire they rule the water, and they deside who is hotter ( meaning the sky or ground) GODS AND GODDESSES keepers of the night, separating those who would fight GODS AND GODDESSES keepers of the hell, of the one who rings the bell, GODS AND GODDESSES keepers of h

This One Is From President Lincoln
OH BOY LOOK AT THIS. NOT ONE.....NOT TWO...... BUT 3 HOT ONES FOR YOU. YES TODAY I BRING YOU 3 SUPER HOT GIRLS. ALL ARE CELEBRATING THEIR BIRTHDAY. SO PLEASE GO SHOW THEM SOME REAL FUBAR BIRTHDAY LOVE LIKE ONLY WE DO. DO THE USUAL F/A/R ADD THEM TO FAMILY RATE THEIR STASH WHY NOT EVEN BLING THEM? IN GENERAL JUST HELP MAKE TODAY THEIR DAY. SO HERE THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER............. ☆™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆☆♪ ☆™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆☆♪@ fubar Grace Kelly/Slave to Hypontic Starr /Take time to read About Me Grace Kelly/Slave to Hypontic Starr /Take time to read About Me@ fubar

What Would U Do
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU

If One Day
If one day you feel like crying… Call me. I don’t promise you that… I will make you laugh But I can cry with you If one day you want to run away- Don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask you to stop, But I can run with you. If one day you don’t want to listen to Anybody; Call me and… I promise to be very quiet. But… If one day you call and there is no answer… Come fast to see me… Perhaps I need you.

This Is So Sad
Sorry if you get this more than once.... you know how these mass mailers are, but I thought this was important enough to send out...thank you for your attention Date: Sep 26, 2008 2:16 PMYou may be having a bad day, but when you see what happened to this poor baby you'll find out how truely blessed you are....Help Her Simply By Reposting This..Alexandra came out of a fire alive, but now has to fight for her life and a normal future. She is 14 months old and she has burnt skin all over her body, damage facial bones (as a result of very high temperature). She does not have half of her face. She is in hospital in Krakow - Poland and one of the best specialist is looking after her. However she still has to go through many surgeries and then long rehab. Unfortunately her parents do not have any more money.Therefore we are asking for your help. For each forwarded Bulletin her parents will get 3 cents.You don't have a heart if you don't pass this on!! You Must Click Reply 2 Post Then Copy

Put In My Place
In class I am a total nerd. I take notes obsessively. Its just the kind of girl I am. I remember whole conversations and can reciet them verbatum (spel?) in my head. So I was talking about the debate I went to and a kid in the back of the class asked the prof "Is class over...can we leave?" Right in the middle of my conversation. I felt ridiculous to say the least cause here I am going on and on about how much I hated the debate and where I felt it wrong and he just shot me down all hard. I just smiled at him and continued talking while he left. Most people stayed till I finished as to not be rude but he really told me how he felt about me. And I must say I couldn't help but be turned on by the whole thing...... After he left the room I muttered to myself..... asshole!!!!

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I want to see my heart beating right beside your rib cage and vice versa so that when one of us cries The other one will automatically feel the pain and know why And then wipes each others tears from our eyes A mirror would be perfect right I mean one with your picture engraved in it So that when I look at it I see the images Of you in me and me and you And if I have company they could look in the mirror so they will see our picture book This is how tight I want us to be Because it is how much you mean to me And with you in me at a little moment in time lets me know that my life will be all right I must let every one know the importance and meaning of you in my life But the only problem is I would stand in front of it at all times to see you and me blended together I guess happiness does last forever I hope to make you my love poem for other people to read Because it will be the only way they will find out and see That my purpose in life is to shower you with me Bu

Cowboy Way Of Life
Ok i get asked alot if im a real cowboy so sad that my way of life has been taken over by alot fruads the term cowboy has one meanin it means we follow a code based on hard work respect trust honor n manners towards women we are stubborn lot but loveable just takes the right woman to understand us were determined n aint afraid of nothin n we work till our work is done thats just a lil bit of my life just to much to type lol it aint about a cowbys ass in his jeans its about the love he has for his land his horse n love for his family if U like to know more about my life feEl free to ask thanks n yall have a good day allan

Midgets
People often think they are smarter than they really are, and think they know best by telling me what is right. These people i refer to ar mental midgets. In there tiny ill used brains they think that there shit is the bes when in fact there mere thoughts smell like yesterdays dirty diapers in the trash can of life. I know what is best for me, well what is best in my perversion of sanity anyways.

Citizen Cope
see I will carry you through the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies See I will carry you in the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies Something happens when You're caught searching for an answer When you're stuck in the middle Of a place that you don't belong yeah When you start to lose sight of what's right and wrong yeah 'Cause when we started it was innocent 'Cause when we started it was innocent see I will carry you through the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies See I will carry you in the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies Until we meet again Until it's like it was Until then Until the answers start raining down Until the skies open up until the trumpet sounds Until then Until the city and the country ain't divided Until then Until the spirit and the mind ain't fighting Until the scenes of tomorrow and today finally play see I will carry you through the hurricane w

Do Dad?
We all know the term MILF and what it stands for. So what is the male equivalant to a MILF? I asked that to a few close friends last weekend and the one answer that had me rolling on the floor laughing was "Do Dad". "Do Dad?",I asked my friend's girlfriend after she said it and we all stopped laughing. "Yeah", she replied. "A Do Dad...as in a Dad I'd like to Do". That's a keeper. Anyone else got a name for a hot Dad?

Written By Desert_storm_usmc He Shared This With Me & 4 U!
THIS MAN RIGHT HERE DESERT_STORM_USMC All I Did Was Rate, Fan & Requested For Him To Add Me To His Friends List, And Letting Him Know Just Like Any Other Soldier I've Come Across On The Fu! How Strongly I Stand Behind Them. And He Shares This With Me! I'm Deeply Humbled I'm here so you don't have to be. I'm here cause you don't wanna be. I'm here because i wanna be, I asked to. I'm here to do my part, for these people, this country, for my brothers and sisters. I'm here so hopefully your kids and mine won't ever have to see or be involved with war. I'm here so you can see their 1st steps, hear their 1st words, be there for that ballgame and 1st day of school, that b-day, Christmas etc. I'm here to serve my country and defend its freedoms and liberties. I'm here so you can protest and be disrespectful. I'm here for those who have come before me, paid the ultimate sacrifice and for those who are to come. I'm here for those who can't. I'm h

The Cowboy And The Hippie
I've always enjoyed this song by Chris LeDoux; I think it makes a lot of sense... The Cowboy and the Hippie by Chris LeDoux On a highway thru the desert beneath an over pass Sat two hikers just watchin' cars go by Now one was wearin' sandles with straggly matted hair Rose colored glasses for his eyes Now the other was a cowboy he'd been down on his luck Lost his money at the Tuson rodeo And he sat beside what remained of his trusty pickup truck And like the hippie now he's thumbin' down the road Some folks don't realize that it's a well know fact Cowboy's and hippies ain't never got along Was it just coincidence or some weird act of fate That brought these two together on the road They sat there without talking while the morning sun rose high When a hot desert breeze commenced to blow And the fragrance of the incense and six weeks without a bath Finally drifted down and reached the cowboy's nose Well man that really did it he couldn't take no more And h

Wallstreet-fanny Mae Mess
Here is a quick look into 3 former Fannie Mae executives who have brought down Wall Street. Franklin Raines was a Chairman and Chief Executive Officer at Fannie Mae. Raines was forced to retire from his position with Fannie Mae when auditing discovered severe irregulaties in Fannie Mae's accounting activities. At the time of his departure The Wall Street Journal noted, " Raines, who long defended the company's accounting despite mounting evidence that it wasn't proper, issued a statement late Tuesday conceding that "mistakes were made" and saying he would assume responsibility as he had earlier promised. News reports indicate the company was under growing pressure from regulators to shake up its management in the wake of findings that the company's books ran afoul of generally accepted accounting principles for four years." Fannie Mae had to reduce its surplus by $9 billion. Raines left with a "golden parachute valued at $240 Million in benefits. The Government filed suit

Do You Like Boobies?!?!?
Hello Everyone! For the past 4 years now I have done my part in helping in the fight against Breast Cancer. Judy and I are doing the walk again this year in an effort to help raise funds for the benefit. Judy was diagnosed and treated for Breast Cancer last year, and is now one of the many survivors that my efforts have helped. Can you please take a moment to view our team page, and help us in the fight? The link is: http://main.acsevents.org/goto/FreeSpirits If you would like to join us at the walk, or join our team, you are more than welcome. If you have a Thank you in advance for all of your support. -Melanie -- Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

Mistaken Identity
Not one dirty word...and funny anyhow... The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, 'Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon.' Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. 'Good morning, Ma'am', he said, 'I've come to...' 'Oh, no need to explain,' Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, 'I've been expecting you.' 'Have you really?' said the photographer. 'Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?' 'Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat'. After a moment she asked, blushing, 'Well, where do we start?' 'Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out t

Who's Gonna Be My Birthday Candle!!
Who wants to be the candle on my Birthday Cake!?! lol c'mon ya'll , now accepting "candle" salute pics, do one up for me!!!! xoxoxox's........Jade Click on my pic below to let me know ya did one for me!!

R U Kiddin Me???????
IVE ONLY BEEN ON FUBAR SINCE THE MIDDLE OF AUGUST AND IVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY BROKE ASS PEOPLE! I KNOW IT MIGHT NOT SEEM LIKE IM NICE BUT I AM , IVE COME ACROSS A CHIC ON HERE WHO IS THE BIGGEST BITCH IVE EVER SEEN ON HERE IF U ASK HER A SIMPLE QUESTION U GET A REPLY OF " UR QUESTION WAS RUDE THERE FOR U GET A PIC IN MY BITCHFILES" FOR THOSE OF U WHO ITHER DO R DONT KNOW HER HER NAME ON HERE IS " HARD TO HANDLE" SHE CONSTANTLY ASKS IN HER STATUS FOR PPL TO GET HER A DANM VIP OR BLINGPACK AND IN MY OPINION IS VERY SORRY.....I ASKED HER COULD SHE NOT GET A DEBIT CARD AND GET HER OWN , I ASKED AS NICELY AS ICOULD AND SHE HAS NOW BLOCKED SEEMS TO ME THAT SHES A ALMOST 40 YEAR OLD WOMEN ACTINGT LIKE SHES 21 WITH SKANKY PIX AND THE ONLY WAY TO LOOK IS TO BUY HER A DANM BLINGPACK! WTF...........WUTS UP WIT SORRY ASS PPL?????????

Family Thats Close To Leveling
28k to level bïTchY wïTch~~Midnight Illusions ™ ~~♥Slashers Wifey♥ & RL Girl ~~ Promoter @ Vampyres D@ fubar 31k to level Happily Taken Angel, Proud Military Supporter*~Head Greeter @ Babydolls*~@ fubar 29k to level Dippy Dot *Wife of Bob aka Dr. Packenwood!@ fubar 5k to level ~Lil*Evelyn~ Big Poppa's Baby Momma@ fubar

I Can't Wait Until March.
*takes a deep breath* Have you ever been so sick of something a black void seemed to fill in your torso, until you felt like if you didn't get out and do something you were gonna break anything you could get your raging hands upon? I have the most extreme case of cabin fever I've ever experienced. I want to get out of the STATE. the COUNTRY. Hell, getting out of the country would be far enough away for me to be okay. When I get my money in March, I'm taking a trip to Ireland. WIcklow, to be exact. Enniskerry. Alone. I'm going to go to a nice pub and relax at nights. I might drink a bit to get over my horrible ineptness at socializing. I'm going to meet new people. I'm going to take beautiful pictures of the countryside. I'm going to try to rent a room for a week at the Ferndale B&B. I'm going to revel in the beauty of the Wicklow Mountains national park. I'm going to get the hell away from my family and anyone who knows me. and it's gonna be FUN. I'm going to go dancing

A Bit Of Learnin For The Seppo's
Australian Computer Terminology A bit of Aussie culcha! LOG ON: Adding wood to make the barbie hotter. LOG OFF: Not adding any more wood to the barbie. MONITOR: Keeping an eye on the barbie. DOWNLOAD: Getting the firewood off the ute. HARD DRIVE: Making the trip back home without any cold tinnies. KEYBOARD: Where you hang the ute keys. WINDOW: What you shut when the weather's cold. SCREEN: What you shut in the mozzie season. BYTE: What mozzies do. MEGABYTE: What Geraldton mozzies do. CHIP: A bar snack. MICROCHIP: What's left in the bag after you've eaten the chips (crisps). MODEM: What you did to the lawns. LAPTOP: Where the cat sleeps. SOFTWARE: Plastic knives & forks you get at Red Rooster (like KFC). HARDWARE: Stainless

Forever
I've known you for only a short period of time, but I feel as if I've known you forever. I tremble with joy at your every touch. The feel of your hand taking mine I want you to hold it forever. I glow with happiness every time you're near. I want you near me now, I want to be with you forever. My knees grow weak in your loving arms. I want to stay there, I want you to hold me forever. My body melts with every kiss you give. Just the thought of your lips on mine - I want you to kiss me forever. My heart jumps to know how much you care. Knowing that it is so much more - I want you to love me forever.

R.i.p 10-3-08
sEE ya in ghetto heaven J!! tHug In PeAce !! Producer Johnny Jackson aka Johnny J. died from an apparent suicide in the Los Angeles County Jail yesterday (October 3). According to a number of reports, Jackson, who was incarcerated on a DUI charge, allegedly jumped from a tier in the prison, resulting in his death, although the official cause of death has not been determined. Johnny J., who was born in Mexico and raised in South Central Los Angeles, is best known for the body of work he recorded with the late Tupac Shakur. He started in the music business at the age of 16, but his first taste of success came in 1990, when he produced the Grammy nominated hit single “Knockin’ Boots” for pioneering “Spanglish” rapper Candyman. Around 1993, Johnny J started an affiliation with Shakur, which would eventually produce hundreds of recordings land the producer work on a number of high profile releases. H

Politics
I just got off the phone with my business partner.. who swears up and down he is an independent. It is kind of hard to believe that when you listen to him talk. I've known him almost 10 years now, and not once has he come close to saying anything nice about a Democrat, and has never criticized a Republican. I used to laugh and try to get him all fired up about politics, but as time goes by I get frustrated with the attitude. It follows along the same lines as too much of Washington, which is party first, country second. Pick any President we have ever had, throw them into the office today and not a single one would succeed. Why? Because we have far too many politicians that don't care how good something is for the country if it does not benefit their party. If Congress would stop acting like 5 year olds, we might actually have a system that works. How much do they spend each year on screwing each other over? How much time and energy is wasted? When they could be d

Auction Results Of Oct 6, 2008
The top 3 winners are listed below, congrats! First Place with the most rates is INFARED WITH 260 RATES Second Place with the most rates is HEART INSPECTOR WITH 228 RATES Third Place with the most rates is GLO N ROBBY WITH 63 RATES Below is a list of the winners in the auction for all auction - please settle up with each other, thanx. And thanx for participating everbody , congrats to all! hugzz...Jade MZSECRET CUDDLES - SOLD TO LADEE FOR 2 months 25 bling credit total is 2,000,000 in bux 100 k in bux::: GNBREBEL - SOLD TO DRAMA QUEEN FOR renewal of your VIP, 25 Bling pack, 7 day blast and 500,000 fubucks JADE - SOLD TO SEXY RED FOR bling pack LOST ANGEL - SOLD TO STORMWOMAN FOR 250 K COPPERTOP - OLD to Barry for a 1 yr VIP KEVIN - SOLD TO BRATT FOR 1- reg bling pk CHEROKEEMAN - SOLD TO JADE FOR 375K , FREE MORPH , DRINK EVERYDAY! AND PIMPOUT LIVE ON AIR WHEN I DJ ANDDDDD PERMANENT BLOG PIMPOUT HONEYBABE - SOLD TO SEXY RED FOR SEXY RED WITH bli

I Believe Life
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born. A Death Certificate shows that we died. Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe.... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last t

Love Hurts
I will never give my heart to another again ever Iam so done Ill never find love so I give up! this just sucks so bad at least the rum and coke is making the pain go away for a breif moment but I know it will be there in the morning

Pain
This is a poem I wrote back in September in 2005. It had to do with a guy I thought was the guy of my dreams and the guy I would stay with till we both died together.... I try to hid the pain in my heart from dancing across my face. I know you see it anyways, What can I do, where can I go? I just want you to hold me near, and tell me it will be okay. It will never happen, so I'll keep wishing You'll never understand the hurt you put me through. I will never be the same! I try to hide the pain in my heart from dancing across my face.

The Auto-11 Bombers Are Here To Help You
HEY YALL GUESS WHAT THE AUTO-11 BOMBERS ARE HERE TO HELP YOU IF YOU HAVE AN ACTIVE AUTO-11 PLEASE COME SEE ME OR EMS/FIREANGEL AS WE WANT TO HELP WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS UPON AND ENTRY FEE INTO THE GROUP IN WHICH WE ONLY WANT SERIOUS PEOPLE AMONG US THAT ARE WILLING TO PUT FORTH THE EFFORT TO HELP THEMSELVES ALONG WITH HELPING OTHERS...IT'S A WIN WIN SITUATION ALL AROUND SO GIVE US A SHOUT IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED. ~The Cowgirl In Pink~OWNER OF AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATION UNDER GOD LOUNGE~@ fubar ~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~@ fubar (repost of original by '~The Cowgirl In Pink~OWNER OF AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATION UNDER GOD LOUNGE~' on '2008-10-08 07:09:24') (repost of original by '~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~' on '2008-10-08 07:10:20')

Tears, Idle Tears
Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean, Tears from the depth of some divine despair Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes, In looking on the happy Autumn-fields, And thinking of the days that are no more. Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail, That brings our friends up from the underworld, Sad as the last which reddens over one That sinks with all we love below the verge; So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more. Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds To dying ears, when unto dying eyes The casement slowly grows a glimmering square; So sad, so strange, the days that are no more. Dear as remembered kisses after death, And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned On lips that are for others; deep as love, Deep as first love, and wild with all regret; O Death in Life, the days that are no more! - Alfred Lord Tennyson

My Life
im 19 and all my life i have been a army brat im close to my dad and i know i can trust him and tell him everything but lately its been hard on me knowning hes out all the time to sea or on base i hardly see him , being selfish i miss him and want him home but i know he loves his job as he loves me but i can't help wonder how life would be if he was never in the army am i wrong for thinking that ??

Intro
This is where I will post peices of my books,published and not yet published.Feel free to comment and give me any feedback or ask questions.For those who didn't read the "about me" section,I am a writer of dark,eclectic poetry. So,to get things started off right...I will post the writing I dropped on a bulletin a few days ago. At My Worst False reality tries again to blind my eyes As the magical essence gently fades and dies The haunted hand weilds the clip-fed pen Hollow point words in a war against deceit and lies Headlines and deadlines working against me Militant,defiant,determined to be free Black wings spread and dark eyes focused Pre-molded and blindfolded,yet,still I see Even at my worst,I still push on Three steps forward and two steps back Too far from perfection to be a lie Scarred,tattooed and serious as a heart attack Let me know what ya think.

Mah Homies... Mmfwcl!!!!
Drop by Mah♥Juggalo's page... help him level..MCL and thanks!!! toxicjuggalo (Co-Founder of Juggalo Cartel)@ fubar And while ur out rating... drop by these homies too... they kick ass... Dj~twizt3d@ fubar ~TRU~[Juggalo Cartel]~Tweety's Heart&Soul~[Enforcer@7thDimension,ChocolateDesire,&DarkCarny]@ fubar Tweety*JUGGALOMAFIA*LOVES TRU my FU HUBBY*,Ducky's#1Hommie)Owner of Chocolate Desires!@ fubar ♡ -Broken_Angel- ♡@ fubar Maniackilla_promoter_@_the_carny@ fubar *DJ* GothLette `n` Twiztid Knight {JuGgAlO mAfIa} always@ fubar SJ Bleu~GuardiansofShangriLa*JUGGALO CARTEL^carnyownr~R/L B/F~fu-married to harle*

Natural Disaster-plain White T's
She said she saw me on TV This girl's a legend in the late night scene And you can see she aimed to please Cause she just wouldn't take her eyes off me She made the music come to life She moved her body like a butcher knife Chopping up every guy in sight She was mysterious I could not resist to save my life I don't know what this girl was after She's a natural, natural disaster She's so sexy I had to have her She's a natural, natural disaster Natural disaster Now when she left me on the floor She knew I'd follow her right out that door She'd always leave you craving more Just the addiction I've been waiting for She made the music come to life Staring me down with those electric eyes And when she said 'Your place or mine?' I was delirious, I could not resist to save my life I don't know what this girl was after She's a natural, natural disaster She's so sexy I had to have her She's a natural, natural disaster Natural disaster All my love What's

The Vaquero Song
Another of my favorite poems / songs. I especially enjoy this one as performed by Dave Stamey - a working cowboy, poet and singer. You can hear the song here: http://cowboyfrank.net/real/albums/Dave_Stamey/Tonopah/TheVaqueroSong.htm California has a rich history in cattle and ranching. Read Sour Grapes if you want to know my thoughts on what is happening today. The Vaquero Song My name is Juan Medina A vaquero once was I Now I live in the air above the pepper trees Where are all the cattle, that belonged to Captain Dana They're blown away like ashes in the California breeze And once I rode the foothills And I swung a long reata I worked the hide and tallow trade in the land I loved I rode in wooden stirrups And the dust raised by my ponies Was smoke, from my alter offered up to the God above Todavía estoy aquí I am still here Todavía estoy aquí my soul is dancing in the moonlight I mingle with each grain of sand in the land that is my birthright

I Dont Get It
i dont understand when people ask a question, they get an answer they dont like, so they then hate you because u said something that offended them. and after aplogizing and try to explain yourself, your blocked. it wasnt my intention to be rude or pissy or be a bitch, all i tried to do is apologiz. well i really wonder why people add me here?

Learning
Work was alright. Got into some interesting conversations. I don't remember how we got onto the topic, but it was about me being attracted to chicks. I told them "yeah, I like chicks, but I'm into men more" So the guys kept asking me which chick at work did I like. I told them that I didn't like any in that way. I told them ones that I thought were pretty, that's it. Then they started asking me what guys did I like. They're like, "What do you think of me? Jesse?, Jason? etc etc.... I told them that none of the struck my interest, which was the truth. None of the guys there are eye catching to me. No one at work are even close to the type of people I've been interested in. Then one dude is like..."what, you don't like Tyler? All the chicks love Tyler" Nope, not I. He's a cool guy, I get along with him fine but not my dish. I was talking with Tyler later on towards the end of our shift. I learned some things about him and he learned some things about me. I guess we can kinda

No Place That Far
I can't imagine, any greater fear Then waken up, with out you near And though the sun, will still shine on My whole world, would all be gone But not for long Chorus If I had to run If I had to crawl If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far It wouldn't matter, why we're apart The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts And nothing short, of God above Could turn me away, from your love I need you that much repeat chorus Oh if I had to run (if I had to run) Of I had to crawl (If I had to crawl) If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far Baby there's no place that far Sara Evans, ad eldeney b7ebak

Crisis In Darfur Expands - Testimonials
Link to page if the player doesn't load-it takes a few secs. www.vimeo.com/1293941 Crisis in Darfur Expands: Testimonials from Travis Fox / washingtonpost.com on Vimeo. 7 March 2007 - Three tales of violence in Darfur from the Oure Cassoni refugee camp near Bihai, Chad. (video by Travis Fox / washingtonpost.com. For more information about this and other videos, visit travisfox.com)

Surviving Darfur
www.vimeo.com/112315 So how many are dreading getting up for their job on Monday morning? What about complaining about that call from your b/f or g/f you didn't get? What about the price of gas? Seems a little trivial after watching this. Sometimes perspective is just a click away- and a great place to put life in. Surviving Darfur from melisswoog on Vimeo. A movie I created for my high school club. Stop Genocide in Sudan!!

No Tease. Hehe
You're Direct! No need to tease... you still get what you want.You're honest, straightforward and aggressive.So what if you scare meek people away? You want a lover who can keep up with your spirit! 'Are you a Tease?' at QuizUniverse.com

Loving You So Tender
I layed you down softly with my hands behind your head. Kissing you on your lips, then your neck to your breast so passionately.You arch your back I go down to kiss your soft pink wet rose pedals, you tremble with delight. As I thrust into you hold me tightly pulling me closer to you with a smile on your face as we climax together I look into your angel eyes with a tear saying I love you with all of my heart & soul

Id Do This For My Girl!
I'd do this for my girl... • give her your hoodie even if you go to different schools. • give her a t-shirt of yours to sleep in • leave her cute text messages • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful • look into her eyes when you tallk to her • let her mess with your hair • just walk around with her • forgive her for her mistakes • hold her hand when you're around your friends and in private. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her REMEMBER THIS: • don't talk about other girls around her. • when she's sad, hang out with her • let her know she's important. • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. • answer her phone calls no matter what Guys repost as: I'd do this for my

All War
Peace is an ignorant pipe dream. I strongly believe that war is a very natural and healthy state of humanity. The fire in which our very society was forged. Despite the horrible reality of it, it is very necissary. War is something that no one desire's for long, even the biggest war monger will have his fill once submerged in the reality of it all. In it's true state, war can cleanse the gene pool of the weak, the diseased, and the defected. Bitching, pissing, and moaning from the rear (in this case stateside) hurt's your countries' resolve and moral. Hindering your troops on the battle field, and ultimately killing them by offering the enemy time and power while you question if we are fighting with fairness and morality.

A New Blog?
Hi everybody! A new social networking website, a new blog, another chance to start over with a positive attitude! Or not. Frankly, I've had a bad day today, so maybe a little ranting or venting is in order. But anyways, about myself: I turned 40 last year in the midst of a midlife crisis. Yes, this crisis does involve blondes and clothing being removed, but that sounds a lot more exciting than it was. In reality, there was no NSFW content. My solution to all this? Exercise! And lots of it. So this week I've had more exercise than I've had in years. And I also proved what is meant by too much of a good thing. I'm sore, tired, and beating myself up. I'm also eating relatively healthy and learning the guitar, but why let that spoil a good rant / woe is me session? Well, that's enough for this post. Stay tuned for more tales of my attempt to exercise myself out of depression.

If You've Lost Ur Fubux ....... Do This !
FROM STRAWBERRY N CREAM... Heya All Thought I would do this blog as I am being asked by a few how to get fu $ back... I had mine disappear this afternoon and I went to Year Of The Dragon... If you have Fire Fox browser... 1. Go To Tools in the tool bar above 2. Click on 'Clear Private Data' (You have to clear cache, cookies, and temp files) 3. Put checks in all the boxes 4. Click 'Clear Private Data' 5. Close the Browser and RELOG back into Fubar Your fu bucks will be there :D PS: I have had to do this a few times today and each time I have gotten them back. Keep this going folks, I lost mine too and this process works also, u might be able to get them back by goin and rating somebody, I ( jade ) did that and it worked just a few mins. ago

Call Me
Wrap me in a bolt of lightning Send me on my way still smiling Maybe that's the way I should go, Straight into the mouth of the unknown I left the spare key on the table Never really thought I'd be able to say I merely visit on the weekends I lost my whole life and a dear friend I've said it so many times I would change my ways No, nevermind God knows I've tried [Chorus] Call me a sinner, call me a saint Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same Call me your favorite, call me the worst Tell me it's over I don't wan't you to hurt It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way I finally put it all together, But nothing really lasts forever I had to make a choice that was not mine, I had to say goodbye for the last time I kept my whole life in suitcase, Never really stayed in one place Maybe that's the way it should be, You know I've led my life like a gypsy I've said it so many times I would change my ways No, nevermind God knows I've tried

Holloween Visiting
ITS HOLLOWEEN VISITING AS WE SIT IN MAKE BELIEVE GOBBLINS AND WITCHES YOU CAN NOT SEE WATCHING AS YOU (TRY) TO BREATH TAKE A LOOK IN CORNERS YOU SHOOK MAYBE THE GOHST YOU THOUGHT YOU MISS TOOK IS REALLY THE SPIRIT YOU HIDE INSIDE AWAY FROM THE FRIEND WHO CAN NOT LIE TAKE A LOOK AS YOU PASS BY MAY BE YOU'LL HERE YOUR NEIGHBOR CRY IN THE DARK OF A FULL MOON AS YOU SHOOK FOR WHAT (YOU) DOOOOOO TAKE CARE MY FRIEND FOR IN THEE END (IS) IT "REALY" ALL "JUST" PRETEND???????????

How Sad
I learned recently that a friend of mine dad's shot himself and killed himself. I feel so bad. :( I couldn't imagine what she's going through right now. I'm going to give her a Starbucks card and another gift...she's one of my java loving friends.... It makes me think about the time when I came real close to taking my life. I ended up in the hospital. I didn't leave any note or anything....people would of wondered why. I guess her dad did leave a not why...but she hasn't read it yet....she isn't ready to... Just sad

Why ?
why am I so loved when, I have done so many bad things? why do we need others to make us happy ? why do I give love so freely, when I cant accept it at all ? why are there people that take from others and then give to the ones that hurt them ? why do we really sleep ? why do we love one another? why do we hurt the ones we love the most? why are there choices to make , cant god just tell us what we have to do ? why the fuck am I asking all these silly questions? why ask why ? last but not why am I who I am ?

Wanna Buy My 11's????
OK SINCE I WANT SPOTLIGHT I AM GONNA SELL ALL 100 OF MY 11'S EVERY DAY...(I HAVE 98 TODAY) BUT 100 ARE UP FOR SALE EVERY DAY SB ME OR HIT ME UP AND MAKE ME A OFFER..THIS IS A EVERYDAY THING UNTILL MY VIP RUNS OUT (STILL HAVE 6 MONTHS)

The Calling Chapter 13
With the few words spoken that night between us both but yet the other already feeling the pressure pressing down on us both from what we had done in the past week to cause life to come to both of us and all the fear that was building up inside of me from carrying these two unborn creatures of the night within myself was reaching it's boiling point within myself. Even though I was fighting this fear that was inside of me I never let it show to my Husband and if he was having any fears about our unborns then he never showed it to me either but always showed me nothing but deep love and how much he wanted to always be with me. If he had any fears they never showed for at night when he was with me and we would walk out under the Moonlight and he would make his transformation so he could be at ease as he was drawn to the Full Moon on the nights that it was Full and high above us in the night sky over Delrita. The nights we spent together as a couple under the skys at night made all the

Chasin
I WILL CHASE YOU AROUND FOR AWHILE; BUT THERE'S GOING TO BE A DAY WHEN I'M GONNA STOP RUNNING IN CIRCLES AROUND YOU. I'M GOING TO GET OVER YOU AND AT THAT VERY MOMENT YOU'RE GOING TO WISH YOU HAD LET ME CATCH YOU!!!!!

Steelers Fans Are Unquestionably Best In The Nfl
The news out of Jacksonville Monday morning that approximately 25 percent of the fans for Sunday night's Steelers-Jags contest were waving yellow Terrible Towels came as no surprise to me. The Steelers have the most dominant fan base in the National Football League and their ability to consistently travel, en masse, and infest other team's stadiums gives the Steelers a competitive advantage that no other franchise can claim. For the record, I grew up in eastern Pennsylvania, was an Eagles fan during my youth and subsequently played for five NFL squads that were not located in Pittsburgh, so I have no allegiance whatsoever to the Steelers or their fans. I just call it like I see it. Seemingly minutes within signing with a new team, a player will be told by someone within the organization that, unequivocally, they have the best fans in the world. And though there are thousands of die-hard fans in Green Bay, Washington, Dallas, Buffalo, Cleveland, New England, and every other NFL ci

Meet Our Wonderful Staff @ Sweetwater's
BELOW IS A LIST OF ALL THE OFFICIAL STAFF MEMBERS OF SWEETWATERS, PLEASE SHOW THEM ALL LOVE, THEY'RE GREAT!!..... LOVE & HUGZ ...JADE SWEETWATER'S DJ'S DJ JADE ™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar DJ GLAZIER DJ GLAZIER R/A/C Me Owner of The Paradise Lounge/ FU OWNED BY MISTRESS GODESS@ fubar DJ BLADED TONGUE ☮☢BLADE ☻☯☣♡Ruine émotive @ fubar MISTRESS GODESS Mistress Godess~Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew ♥ FU GF/OWNER of Wolfe ♥@ fubar DJ MIDNIGHT DJ Midnight@ fubar HEAD STAFF MEMBERS JOHN JOHN - MANAGER (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) OWNED BY BETTYBOOPS/OWNER OF SUNSHINE PRINCECESS/JADE/CATAWBA/KITTY@ fubar DOUBLE A - MNGR OF HEAD THUMPERS DOUBLE A.HEAD ENFORCER/ FOR SWEETWATER'S

When I Cry... Whoa This One Is Weird... Even For Me
You cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, For help, You’re at, My door, At night, I see, Your face, Haunts me, Can’t breathe, Help me, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, When you, Touch me, I freeze, Hit me, I scream, You yell, I cry, I die, Don’t cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, When you, Hold me, Tell me, You only, Love me, I cry, I know, You’re gone, And then, I cry, You cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, Can’t breathe, You’re not, Here when, I cry.

Memory Fading To Black
the memory of her is fading out.it leaves my mind like bloud pouring from a gapping wound.it bleads out black like poison from my veins but it a poison i wishd that would remain.the times we had fade out like a ghost into the background.the blood slows to a trickle.your almost gone.i cant remember your face.its blurry and bloody.the blood stops.i try to call your name but i cant remember it.i look to the sky but its gone just like the memory of you.

Domination
Agony is the price That you'll pay in the end Domination consumes you Then calls you a friend It's a twisted fall Binds are like steel And manipulates the will to be And it's hard to see How soon we forget When there's nothing else Left to destroy It's a useless ploy Your eyes will see The dawn of the day And the writing On the wall Those words that stare Into your soul And to yourself You will befall It's domination pushed into living hell Domination a now blacked heart Is reaching out divinity Body suspended by chains over razors And nails it's a penalty Each razor a vice and each nail Marks the demise of you life. Grim construction grows Has life played a trick Sealed you in brick by brick Till your end forcing you to bend Your eyes will see The dawn of the day And the writing On the wall Those words that stare Into your soul And to yourself You will befall It's domination pushed into living hell Domination a now blacked heart Is reac

Alone
I'd like to see you in the morning light I like to feel you when it comes to night Now I'm here and I'm all alone Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/afd ] Alone again without you I said stay, but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now I'm here and I've lost my way Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you I tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you

It Happenz
Hrz at a time,isnt it hard 2 find Sticc with it a few timez,thiz iz how I like thiz kind Body so well feed,created thiz potent fix Slabbed altogether into a sunday mix In thiz dimension,Chocolate Avenger prescription Where great dessertz begin,im out 2 bang it again Changin depthz and valleyz soundz real viciouz With thiz taste itz more then deliciouz It swellz in your insidez gettin you head hangin Over the bed,wet lipz drip in thiz bangin Now your clit iz sensitive with them circle tip Finding craterz inside thiz juicy spicy dip Excitin sensation,temptation,maybe readin masturbatin Hittin gearz 1 2 3 stroke creatin Thrust around all over for more strokez in thiz station All in it,i pull it out skeet on ya face and maybe smear some on,ya know porn star sensation

Moved From Page Front
in the player below my brother is the blonde guy or the guy in the yellow shirt. ...(he's called AWOL) - fuck you - he's also the drums in the suicidal. my eldest daughter, is the girls voice on a couple of the BS2000 tracks. in the BS2000 video the old footage of motorcycle and auto stunts - that'd be my father at his best when he was performing in a thrill show in south america. Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Life Is About This Part 2
And for those of you that werent included in part 1 ta da, thanks to a very good friend, I borrowed this pic so I dont feel bad about not including more of you. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS YOU ALL ROCK - some more than others, but oh well LOVE YOU ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Obama~ The Empty Suit
Written by Dr. Jack Wheeler The O-man, Barack Hussein Obama, is an eloquently tailored empty suit. No resume, no accomplishments, no experience, no original ideas, no understanding of how the economy works, no understanding of how the world works, nothing but abstract empty rhetoric devoid of real substance. He has no real identity. He is half-white, which he rejects. The rest of him is mostly Arab, which he hides but is disclosed by his non-African Arabic surname and his Arabic first and middle names as a way to triply proclaim his Arabic parentage to people in Kenya . Only a small part of him is African Black from his Luo grandmother, which he pretends he is exclusively. What he isn't, not a genetic drop of, is 'African-American,' the descendant of 'enslaved ' Africans brought to America chained in slave ships. He hasn't a single ancestor who was a slave. Instead, his Arab ancestors were slave owners. Slave-trading was the main Arab business in East A

Here Is A Secret
Maybe not a secret but its the truth. Men put women into 3 categories #1 Women we want to Date #2 Women we would fuck #3 Women we dont want to fuck Just cause we fuck you dont mean we want to date you I know its sad but its true. I have lived my life by the 3 set rule, maybe thats why I sleep alone. LOL

Wifey By Judy Blume
Plot Summary: With more than four million copies sold, Wifey is Judy Blume's hilarious, moving tale of a woman who trades in her conventional wifely duties for her wildest fantasies-and learns a lot about life along the way. Sandy Pressman is a nice suburban wife whose boredom is getting the best of her. She could be making friends at the club, like her husband keeps encouraging her to do. Or working on her golf game. Or getting her hair done. But for some reason, these things don't interest her as much as the naked man on the motorcycle... My Comments: This book definitely makes you think about married life down the line. It deals with a controlling husband and a wife who is fed up. It was a good book. Rating: 7/10

Help My Tnk Disciple!
THIS IS MY SISTER TNK, SHE'S CLOSE TO DISCIPLE, SHE'S ONLY 71,000 AWAY AND SHE IS ALWAYS MAKEING ALL KINDS OF THINGS FOR OTHERS!!! imikimi - Customize Your World SO PLEASE SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE BY CLICKING THE PIC BELOW AND SPANKING HER HARD AND OFTEN WITH LOVE! THANK YOU VERY MUCH ¢½¢½TNK¢½¢½..OWNED BY THE ONE AND ONLY BOBBYBONES¢½@ fubar (repost of original by 'BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-OWNER OF THE GORGEOUS TNK~!' on '2008-10-19 00:06:18') (repost of original by 'DJ IVORY TIGRESS♥OWNED BY GARY DIRTY SOUTH CREW♥DIRTY ADDICTION MANAGER --IBIC' on '2008-10-19 00:31:49')

Woman Obliges After Husband Begs To Be Shot
CENTENNIAL, Colo. – Authorities said a woman who shot her husband in the knee won't face charges because he begged her to do it. The Arapahoe County Sheriff's office said a 35-year-old woman accused her husband of being drunk and becoming violent during an argument. She took control of a handgun during the dispute and claimed her husband begged her to shoot him and told her to 'finish it' after she fired a shot. The sheriff's office said the 34-year-old husband was uncooperative with deputies before he was taken into custody and hospitalized. He was now being held at the Arapahoe County jail after his wife accused him of forcing her into the bathroom and holding a gun to her head before the shooting. He faces charges of felony menacing, third-degree assault and false imprisonment.

After 30 Years, Epa Toughens Lead-emissions Standard
WASHINGTON — The amount of lead that can be emitted into the air in the U.S. will be dramatically reduced under a new rule the Environmental Protection Agency announced on Thursday to protect the health of millions of Americans — especially children. It was the first new rule on airborne lead in 30 years, and came in response to more than 6,000 scientific studies since 1990 that show that lead is dangerous to the human body at much lower levels than previously known. The EPA was under a court order to complete its review for a new lead standard. The studies have linked low levels of lead to damage to children's nervous systems that can lead to IQ loss, poor academic achievement and permanent learning disabilities, EPA administrator Stephen Johnson said in announcing the new standard. In adults, it can cause increased blood pressure and decreased kidney function. Children are especially vulnerable. Airborne lead can be inhaled, but also contaminates soil. The main way humans

Indecision
So... I origionally came here because of a friend that apparently no longer comes here. I'm not sure about this place because it more or less looks like a meat market. Yes, I am guilty of flirting, but I belong to someone and have no intentions of leaving that person, or doing anything that would destroy that relatinship. This really makes me want to delete my account... On the other hand, I have made some very interesting friends here I would like to keep. I'm almost at level 11, and I cannot advance until I post a salute. I know my sweetie would skin me alive if I posted a picture of myself here. Maybe I will just stay and not advance, although I think she would skin me alive even for just having an account here. I haven't decided what to do yet. If I delete, I just want you all to know that I enjoyed my time here with you all. =)

Oh My Goddess!
There are two things always in my mind - my Goddess and my Lady. Yes, I am a goddess worshipper, and a Christian Gnostic. My Goddess is Sophia. Perhaps some of you know of Her. For those of you who do not, she is the wife of God. Popular Christian tradition says God has no wife, but the ancient Jews, from whom Christianity sprang, believed different. Ancient Judaism believed that God not only had a wife, but in some sects it was believed He had many, and even had a mistress (Lilith). Sophia is described in Genesis as the waters that the Spirit hovered over (symbolizing amniotic fluid of Creation). Sophia is also hidden in many other places in the bible, for those with eyes to see. As for my Lady, she is Russian born. I had an interest in Russia before I knew her, but she has made me even more interested in the culture. She has taught me a lot about the culture and language. She owns my heart and mind, and when the day comes that we finally tie the knot I will have her name tatto

Come Bid On Us
Auction Time Again!!! THE BBW AUCTION IS ON WHO WANTS TO OWN A COUPLE BOTH KASEY AND I ARE UP FOR AUCTION THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 10/19/08 ~ 10/26/08 JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO COME BID WE KNOW YOU WANNA DONT FORGET TO RATE, FAN ,ADD THE HOST ~*~*~KASEY~*~*~ 1}RATE ALL PICTURES A 10{OR 11 IF VIP RECEIVED} 2}RATE ALL STASH 3}TOP FRIEND FOR A MONTH 4}TOP FAMILY FOR A MONTH 5}DAILY COMMENT 6}DAILY DRINK 7}PIMP OUT BLOG/BULLY 8}OWNED BY IN MY NAME OFFER MAY GO UP IF BID IS HIGH ENOUGH ~*~*~NICCI~*~*~ 1}RATE ALL PICTURES A 10{OR 11 IF VIP RECEIVED} 2}RATE ALL STASH 3}TOP FRIEND FOR A MONTH 4}TOP FAMILY FOR A MONTH 5}DAILY COMMENT 6}DAILY DRINK 7}PIMP OUT BLOG/BULLY 8}OWNED BY IN MY NAME OFFER MAY GO UP IF BID IS HIGH ENOUGH

Just Another Freak Tale
OH ITZ ON NOW,FUCCIN SHIT YOU CRAZY ACTIN LIKE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THIZ,CUZ CHOCOLATE ALL IN YA FACE GETTIN YA PUSSY MOIST NOT WET CUZ YA ISNT THERE YET I WHISPER IN YA EAR SWEET,NAUGHTY,PERVERTED SHIT IN YA EAR CUZ I WANT YOU WETTER IT FEELZ GOOD WHEN YA THAT WET CUZ MY THICC DICC SLIDEZ IN SMOOTHER,INCH BY INCH DAMN THAT SHIT FELT REAL GOOD,DONT IT??? I WOULD WHISPER THAT IN YA EAR CUZ IM IN THAT MISSIONARY POSITION BABY,WIT CLOTHEZ ON AND YA JUST FEEL THE BULGE OUT MY PANTZ MMMMMMMMMM.........YEA I FEEL THAT PUSSY BEAT 2 A MARCH SWEET TASTING PUSSY ON MY MIND BUT THE TEASE OF THE MOMENT IS GREATER FOR YOU I LOVE A TEASE THAT CAN GET TEASED BACC OOOOHHHH THAT SOUNDZ REAL GOOD JUST TALKIN ABOUT IT PUSSY IZ NEVER THE SAME SO IM EXCITED 2 SEE YOURZ LIPZ POKIN OUT LIKE SHE POUTIN ABOUT WHAT I SAID BUT IT JUST POUTZ OUT CUZ IT KNOWZ IM A FREAK THAT LOVEZ 2 PLEASE IT LOVEZ 2 SEE MY LONG FINGERZ POKE ITZ BUSINEZZ IN BETWEEN SOME MORE CLOTHEZ COME OFF AND YA WONDER WHATZ NEXT

Love
All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really special to me I just hope you see How happy you make me be. Walking down the streets, holding hands Having a few kisses here and there Makes me remember the times we share. I really appreciate the things you do So I just want to say I love you!

Mother
Mother Had an uneasy and unsettling feeling, as I awoke in the morning. A feeling that could not be shaken, no matter how I tried. The phone rings, as my heart begins to beat ever so fast. Not knowing or understanding why this is? Way up high above the clouds in Heaven. My Dearest Mother, how I’ll forever miss thee. May you now take God’s hand and enter into Heaven. Whenever I look way up above those clouds into Heaven. My heart will ache just a little less each time, for I’ll Forever be remembering my Dearest Mother. Mother you will always be within my heart, And you will forever be within my soul for all eternity to come. In remembrance of my dearest Mom named Mary. September 17th, 1943 to March 20th, 2008

Tractability
no more harpoons spears arrows pinpricks no more dust motes fly towards freedom upon impact the worn leather gives but will not break beaten smooth over the years yet never yielding the stolid cylinder swings and comes to rest no Newton’s helper no opposing force soaring away no pressure dampened contact saves the vessel the pendulum swings back again for more dead hung incapable of falling unable to leave the ring

The Lord's Prayer
OUR FATHER WHO ART IN HEAVEN. HALLOWED BE THY NAME. THY KINGDOM COME. THY WILL BE DONE ,ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US ARE DAY OUR DAILY BREAD. AND FORGIVE US OUR DEBTS. AS WE ALSO FORGIVE OUR DEBTORS. AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION. BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL. FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM. AND THE POWER AND THE GLORY, FOREVER AMEN

-nothing Fades Away-
I may be bruised But I'm not broken A Little angry & upset though I'll be just fine Yes, I will miss you And everything there was -Though that will fade with time All ended in a horrible way No room for anything So much left unsaid Lots I wanted to say -All words just fade away Nothing left now Nothing.... Not even good bye.

They're Starting To Trust Me...i Think...
Class on Saturday was an experience to say the least. It was a "free for all" day, meaning, we could practice whatever we wanted in order to prepare ourselves for the upcoming "test out" phase that will be upon us in two weeks. OMG! I was freakin' out just a little! I can't believe we've been in class for ten weeks already. Just two more to go before we're out on the floor working on actual people! I have to say, I was taken aback by the overwhelmingly positive comments I received from several of my classmates that day. People, I figured, didn't really pay much attention, or really gave a damn. Ninety nine percent of my class is a bunch of girls I have nothing in common with. I always feel the "outcast" of the crowd. I've never been able to fit in with women and their catty ways. To the contrary though, I was accepted, for some reason unknown to me on Saturday, although, who knows, how long it will last. I appreciated the compliments nonetheless. Here's a l

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats right.......you believe the brainwashing of the media, controlled by both the Democrats and Republicans.....that if you cast your vote for any party but them, you are making the "lesser of the two evils more successful". That is as illogical as saying that you should only choose between McDonalds and Burger King........and if you choose Wendys because you like their shit the best, and Burger King is the lesser of the two in your eyes, you are making Burger King more successful and taking away success from McDonalds. bullshit! wake the fuck up America! dont you see how many candidates there are in this election??????? 7.....and only 2 are allowed to debate. ever wonder why the other 5 arent allowed to debate? because they have manipulated the media to broadcast ONLY them? Bob Barr has adds, the media wont show them. Chuck Baldwin has adds, again, the media wont show them. Ralph Nader has adds, and guess what, the media wont show them. and why? if people heard what

Jeremy's Temptation
If you don't like either C word while describing male and female genitalia, then don't read this. For the rest of you, here is a taste of my erotica... Jeremy's Temptation There was nothing complicated about it. He had to take her before the infatuation drove him crazy. The vision of her face in the pillows, and the gleam of sweat down her back, her shapely hips gyrating while he mounted her like an animal, repeated itself in his mind. Jeremy stood under the cover of night, transfixed over Nina preparing for bed. Surrounded by the sweetness of lilac bushes, he wondered if her floral scent had anything to do with the purple blooms growing beneath her bedroom window. Closing his eyes, Jeremy recalled the last time he stood behind her, smelling her delicious hair, itching to put his hands on her hips and guide her body against his. He’d wanted to kiss her neck, roam his hands over her stomach and breasts, while his cock stirred against her back. His thoughts began to consum

Feelings!
well when you have feelings for someone.why is it you have a hard time telling them. i think well in my case i think i get scared cause i've been thru alot. don't want to go thru it again.i also don't like comparing anyone to the asshole that put me thru hell. some of you that are my friends on here know some of that situation.I just want happiness i think i deserve it.then again maybe i don't who knows not me.but i do have feelings for someone.when i talk to him its like the sun is shining so bright.when he's gone its so gloomy.he makes me smile from ear to ear. he is amazing. i just don't know how to tell him. i guess one day i will but hopefully soon cause there ain't no sunshine when he's gone

Twilight...
The time between light and dark, the space between good and evil, the place between love and hate the moment between hope and despair...this is my fate, my curse and my gift...this is place where I am and fear always shall be, but it never is and never shall be who I am.