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The Southern Cross
The Southern Cross Look upon our flag of red; Where many a Southern Soldier bled. Upon that cross Saint Andrew died; Our Southern Nation was crucified. Through tear stained eyes I now recall; Our Southern Banner upon the wall. A thousand trumpets warn the call; Never again we let it fall. Take her out of dusty places; Put a smile upon your faces. O look again upon the wind; Let not our flag again descent. Should the past return again; A Southern Nation at last to win. In all the world they beckon call; The Southern People to stand up tall. We ourselves must take their places; Of fallen warriors in all those spaces. If once again her foes descend; Our Southern Cross will feel the wind. Never again nor at all once more; Our Southern Flag as it was before; Be furled away to be seen no more; Forgotton memories a long ago war

The State Of The Scene
I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylors, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols. Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him. Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights. Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, b

Because,
I know I can't always have what I want, but damnitt, I will always strive for it. My Insanity wont let me stop till I get everything I want, and if I cant get it, it will be ok, cause I know what I want wants me to, so I know we struggle together for one goal....peace of mind.

The Red-chevelle
They say freak, When you're singled out, The red, well it filters through. So lay down, the threat is real, When his sight goes red again. Seeing red again, Seeing red again. This change, he won't contain, Slip away, to clear your mind. When asked, who made it show, The truth, he gives in to most. So lay down, the threat is real, When his sight goes red again. So lay down, the threat is real, When his sight goes red again. So lay down, the threat is real, When his sight goes red again. Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red again, Seeing red.... They say freak... When you're singled out. The red, it filters through...

Brain Damage/eclipse-pink Floyd
The lunatic is on the grass The lunatic is on the grass Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs Got to keep the loonies on the path The lunatic is in the hall The lunatics are in my hall The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too I'll see you on the dark side of the moon The lunatic is in my head The lunatic is in my head You raise the blade, you make the change You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane You lock the door And throw away the key There's someone in my head but it's not me. And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon "I can't think of anything to say except... I think it's marvellous! HaHaHa!"

I Dare You To Inspire Me.
'There seems to be a kind of order in the universe, in the movement of the stars, in the turning of the earth in the changing of the seasons, but human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own rights and feelings mistaking the motives of others and his own.' 'Many people die with their music still in them. Too often it is because they are always getting ready to live. Before they know it, time runs out.' 'Passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.' 'Tear off my face to see me smile.' 'chisel my heart out of stone I give in every time.' 'it's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.'

My Master..eternally His..v""v
Within the hours of dark and a lifetime of lonely, I lay in wait as I feel your presence drawing upon me, as my senses tingle, my heart begins to race, my hands finally finds themselves upon the cheeks of your face..... I await for the sting from my Master's first kiss, to bask within the dance of his eternal bliss. He Tastes of my crimson upon his lips, on his tongue, as the night draws us together to forever become as one..... As the nights essense flickered and draws to it's rear, for time passed so quickly within the embrace of my Master, my dear. Within the light of the day, I seek refuge from light, and sleep whilest I dream of the beauty I seek within the night. My Master, My lover, My eternal Life, My gift to you is my everything, my beings sacrifice... as written: Twist'a Fate

Whats The Point....i Tried All I Could An For What Just To Fail Again.....part 1
I don't know whats going on i don't know if i'm over reacting but if i am i'm sick i'm tired of all this pain i feel day in an day out i try an try an for what?... Loneliness is a mother fucking bitch it hurts so damn bad to be alone like i am... I miss the company of having someone to hold to kiss to talk to late at night... All i wanted was someone to love someone to be with a bestfriend that just happened to be the woman i loved... An for what i see "supposed" friends stab me in the back an the all the mother fucking excuses i'm sick an tired of all the mother fucking bullshit IM TIRED OF BEING PUSHED ASIDE LIKE I DONT MEAN A GODDAMN THING... THIS ISN'T FAIR.. I gave you everything you wanted from me an for what? My heart is literally breaking as i'm writting this i can feel the pain tearing it in two i feel it getting dark an cold full of anger an hate... i'm just tired of being hurt... i'm not perfect but all i ever wanted was to be loved cared for i wa

Space For Rent
A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. They did their thing, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a check and mail it to her, calling the payment 'RENT FOR APARTMENT. ' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a cheque for $250 and enclose the following typed note: 'Dear Madam: Enclosed find a cheque for $250 for rent o f your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; and #3 - it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large. ' Upon receipt of the note, the

What Color Crayon Are You?
You Are a Yellow Crayon Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth. What Color Crayon Are You? Can you tell I'm bored??? LMFAO!

Bums
Two out of work bums from Dublin hitched a lift to London and were dropped off in a red-light district. Almost immediately a street girl approached them and said... "Hi, would either of you like a hand job?" The bums shook their heads and said, "No thanks." Five minutes later another street girl approached and said... "Hey... would either of you guys like a blow job?" The bums shook their heads and said, "No thanks, its ok." After the girl left, one of the bums turned to his friend and said... "We'd better get back to Dublin... we've only been here 15 minutes and we've been offered two jobs already!"

I Want To Know My Sin
Look, like everything changes I feel that fear rules my life every night, when I want to ask you something you hide your face again do I have to live like this? Take me where nobody will find me then I will promise to love you Every night, when I want you you hide your face again was it meant to be like this? If so before you hurt me I want to know my sin only once before I loose you I want to know my sin

Things Will Get Better...
DESPITE WHATEVER YOU HAVE GONE THRU. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A WAY TO GET OVER WHATEVER IT IS THAT STRESSES YOU OUT. NOONE CANT TAKE AWAY YOUR JOY AND PRIDE UNLESS YOU LET THEM. THERES NO WAY IN HELL I WOULD LET ANYONE STEAL MY JOY AND PRIDE BECAUSE I LOVE MY LIFE. I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND HAVE NO REASON TO COMPLAIN. I DONT NEED EXTRA COMPANY TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I HAVE PLACE IN THIS WORLD. AS LONG AS I LOVE MYSELF AND RESPECT THOSE WHO LOVE ME I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A CHANCE TO CHANGE THE BAD I LEARN FROM. SO TAKE IT FROM ME WHEN I SAY "SMILE LIFE IS GREAT".

Moons Call
Hello everyone this Moon here. I am here for fun times and make new friends so with that being said I hope everyone feels free to talk to me and each other with no problems. AS for the Pack rules I follow them and I would expect the same of you. I will support Hellz, Rouge, and Bender in anything that happens. The rules are straight up so if you don’t understand…. Ask us well try to help you. Im the silent one of the group ill let most thing slide but if I have to tell you to knock it off more then once forget your done no questions. Now go have fun and live life you only get one shot….or do you get more ? Moonshine

Tattoo Survey
Have you ever cried during a tattoo? Nope When did you get your first tattoo? Either when I was 18 or 21, I forget. What was your first tattoo? A small dragon. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? I love them all. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? Nope Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? Nope. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Nope What was the most painful tattoo you received? None really. How many tattoos do you have? 6 Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? My celestial one. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? Not really a infection, but I didn't know that I was allergic to red ink, because it contains metal in it. Which one took the longest? Probably the skull and roses on my left forearm. Took 2 and a half hours. Did you tell your parents? They don't care. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? None Would you consider ever getting any

I'm Now Fu-queen
I'm Finally The 1st Frozen Fu-Queen!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World The Following Fu's Have My Respect & Many Thanks! Show Them Some Fu-Lovin Too! dallasboyz33@ fubar gooseman1992@ fubar This Next Man Is Always There For Me! & I'm Proud To Be One Of His Girls! BigDaddySparks@ fubar This Woman I've Never Met Came To My Page To Help Me, And She Was The Second Person To First Rate All My Stuff! I Thank You! shena member of Confed BomberFamily N.A.P, FU Bad girl's RL Wife to Keith28539 owned by MYSTIC

You
your smile is so sweet your smile knocks me off my feet your smile makes my heart skip a beat i fell it run all the way done to my feet your love is all i ask for your love is greater than life your love is better than anything and all i want in this world is you all i want is you to hold to love to keep for ever and ever and never treat you wrong to protect you from people to never let go so all i ask for baby is for you to love me also .... as much as i love you

Love In A Life Jacket
Have you been so wrapped in one person that you feel like you are crazy? :) Well you are, you are crazy in love. Most crazy peopple are picked up & put in a center. This is not that kinda crazy!! It really sux when the person you are wrapped in is out of reach. That is a enough to send you over the edge.

Nice To Know You
remember when this was called cherry tap? I don't even remember why or how I found this site. It's had its good moments and its had its sad times. after this second try at this I would have to say I'm sorry I'm leaving and I wish the best for all. Too many times to be miss lead or lied to. Honesty is what'll make it happen! Keep the beautiful smiles on those wonderful faces! I toast to all of you may the coins in your pocket grow into paper but don't forget the little people! This account will close on Monday October 13 2008 @ 9pm Central time USA PEACE

Robert Chrisley "wikid Syndicate"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "Wikid Syndicate" Shogun The Masquerade Starving Artisan 2007 estarr thirty one Found another kindred Saved by fellow misfits Once saved always saved Juggalette paved my way Away with inner psycho Drench in blue Faygo Sub culture diversion Clown conversion Holy shit hit the fan Witness of the last stand Before the End consumes Us all Answering The Dark Carnival Joker card calls it wild World destruction with a smile Seedless planting enemies Conformity takes the back seat Wikid mischief on the verge Taking away virginity From ignorance and greed And the Milenko that kills our seed Knowing that we cannot die Till Shangri-la into After Life Sub culture emerging Got me clown conversion Never bleed the innocent Rather kill the fucking politicians And those rich boys who still don't know Fuck with one you fuck with all Money can't shield them for long Waiting to take over it all Juggalos and Juggalettes on the down low Rise with Fi

Robert Chrisley "escape (the Ballad Of Eric Weiss)"
ROBERT CHRISLEY Escape (The Ballad of Eric Weiss) Shogun The Masquerade Starving Artisan 2008 Misunderstood and socially crucified Why the hell did you come to me? Mind games endeavored with trial by fire Rogue intentions disguised so sweetly Self indulged in arrogance Though the world you create is a faux Revenge is best served through cold success Would it derail you to know I never wanted you at all? No you can't escape No you can't escape Time will rot all your distractions And bind you to your haste Feeding off the fear you create To devert yourself from the fear that grows inside But, time unveiled your false promises To radify your shame to everyone's eyes And as the gavel bangs down Crushing your temporary reign You claw to get out as friends abandon you To make your attempts to escape in vain No you can't escape No you can't escape The great pretender revealed to the world she deceived And judgement won't delay Before the masquerade audien

Feel The Pain-dinosaur Jr.
I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing is P to me ? you won't wait to see screwed us both again about as close as you dare I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing I feel the pain of everyone then I feel nothing is it up to me ? On't wait to see screwed us yet again about as close as you dare hey now, take it back get off me, you're sad trailin' on your scene just try and keep it clean

Thrusdays Brekfast
Morning gang! Todays menu went down as follows! We had 2 eggs over medium with breakfast sausage links, breakfast potatos with a mild cheddar cheese an sliced spicy breakfast sausage. and toast.... yeaaaaah toast! all garnished with scallions and sriacha Catch ya tommorow a/m for more cooking shenanigans!

What U Think?
ok peeps it has been brought to my attention that i am a stuck up snob.....how they get this i dunno...im pretty nice to all that i speak to and the ones that speaks to me.... so what im wanting to know is what do u think about me and by all means be honest on ur answer... you can post ur response here or u can send me a private message...

Prove Me Worng About Love
I have been used and mistreated long enough, if you want me come get me...come get to know the real me, you interested, hit me up, my status says im married cause i was engaged but the bitch left me when i got home from iraq at the airport, so you think you can do better, hit me up and rate my pics

For U ....
life is changing once in every minute sometimes life is a shadow and sometimes its sunny every minute here live to the fullest, whatever's today may or may not stay the same every minute here sometimes life is a shadow and sometimes its sunny every minute here live to the fullest, whatever's today may or may not be tomorrow someone who loves u whole heartedly is really very hard to find in case there's someone like that anywhere then, that person's the best thing than anything else0 please hold that hand that lucky person may or may not be tomorrow every minute here live to the fullest, whatever's today may or may not be tomorrow shadows from the eyelids close if anyone comes try n control Your crazy heart heart continues to beat but, remember, whatever's here this minute that story may or mayn't be tomorrow every minute here live to the fullest, whatever's

Dark Prince
Prayers do work and good thoughts and vibes as well Was just informed that John is now and stable condition and getting better each day. Please continue with the prayers and good energies. Possibility of going home next week!!!!

Start Of A Story.
Vanilla...... That was the sent I'll never forget it nor will I find a sent so pure. The smell intoxicating.... a fine wine to anebreate the scences. A fond memory no dought something to assosiate the past with the present, a thing to complicate the emotions, for when I smell vanilla I feel all the old emotions I had for her, none more strong than loss and anger. She is gone now the sent still lingers as do the emotions. Its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. A true statement to some but my heart is torn never to heal and still I'm haunted by the smell of vanilla.

My Excitement For The Day
so i got to watch the riverside county sheriff's department come in the house i live in and arrest one of my roommates. i don't care if they did in all honesty, he was a bi-polar, paranoid, angry pothead who got into fights with pretty much everyone in the house.(except me for some reason...he seemed to like me) but that's what happens when you disappear before your court date last week and don't show up. so yeah there's gonna be a warrant issued for you. what a dumbass. all in all the one bad apple that lived in the house i live in is now gone. good. everyone else is cool and super mellow. now i don't have to worry about waking up tohearing the dude ranting and raving about paranoid shit that just doesn't make sense on the phone or yelling at no one in particular. good ridence to bad rubbish.

This Dumb Ass Cannot Read!
TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: screw it it is true what you say TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: well i'm sorry but 10,000 "real friends what ever keep hating ->TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: I could not care any less at all who your friends are. That is YOUR business. It just gets old for the same people to come rate hunting all the time. ->TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: And I am happy for you. I am not into the "fu-thing" and I ONLY log in for real friends. TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: i'm not down with drama at all i know your issues with my friends i choose not to comment on it TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: i do the fu thing it's just me ->TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: My statement was NOT rude. TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: bbg don't be rude just cause i'm friends with certain people be an adult ! ->oLd GuYs R...: Sandy? ->TЯî©k¥ÐÍçK...: It is not necessary for you to rate my page. Someone please take a peek at my friends list, tell me do you see 10,000 people there??? Am I just looking at it wrong??

Love Is...
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Eh?
I got pulled over by a cop yesterday on my way to work. I didn't even do anything wrong! I was about to make a left turn when I see him coming towards me across the steet. He drives to where I'm at, looks at me and drives off. Then I drive off and he turns around and follows me. I'm thinking "greeeeat, he's going to be watching me like a hawk." I continue to drive to work. Being EXTRA careful, like how anyone else would knowing that a cop was following them. I ALMOST get to work until he flashes his lights. UGH!!! I pull over and wait for him. He asked me where I was going and where I was coming from. He tells me to look for the insurance card or whatever, so while I'm looking for it..he's all like "Were you trying to dodge me?!!" Nooo, I was just driving to work....that's what I said. I guess he had something in his mind because he just said "Well you just make sure you use your turn singles" ran back to his car and drove off fast. I'm a bit irked cause I did use my singl

Dream's Descent
::Note-THis comes from my mind. it is a work of fiction/fantasy, loosely based around real people, and someone I happen to adore. So, deal with it, s'not real, blah blah, entirely how I want things to go in my head. It's not finished, either, but it will be shortly.:: October 13th, 2008- There are those who might be wondering why I'm beginning to keep this log... One might say for posterity. Personally, I wish it to be used as proof of my sanity. You might remember my childish infatuation with a friend of my Love's. Oh, how I used to dream... When out with our circle of friends, I'd be hard pressed to steer my mind away from its wanderings amongst my fantasy- I would wonder how soft his hair was, what his lips would feel like against my skin, how long it had been since he had felt the physical comfort of another... Every time my Love and I would rest for the night at Mssr. Buqet's flat, He was always there. He'd awaken in his undergarments, and I loved to drink in the sight. He

Oh, Ffs. Damn Love.
I've held a candle for someone for a year. and they've shown severe interest in me, in at least one aspect. But, Of course, him showing that interest turned my candle into a freaking forest fire. He's all I think about, day after day, for the past freaking week. he won't talk to me online. but he did before. and, like, gah. I want to know what he wants, because i would leave phil for him in a heartbeat (phil treats me like crap). he's so effing perfect. without refining any of my standards, he fits them ALL. he so damned talented, and eloquent, and cynical... but i don't know if he's romantically interested in me. i want him to be. but, he loathes women in general and so we were both kinda surprised but I'm like freaking out because I care for him a lot and he said he cared about me (Much to my like WOAH! surprise) and he's all "i don't think i can be what you want me to be" and i was like "Uh, what do i want you to be?" but i didn't say that but i wanna ask him because of the fact i w

The New American Dream
Growing up i was always told stories of getting older working hard going to school/military coming out and making somehing good of your life. You know the old 2 or 3 kids, nice house with a big yard, married, and multiple vehicles. Yea American dream...but now all that is, is just that...a dream (destiny for another day maybe?). But now the new American dream just seems to be keeping a job or not loosing your business/property. I look at t.v. (when i actually do watch television) and movies and advertisements and see happy families with nice lives and a surplus of everything, living in these perfect model neighborhoods in a perfect community and that call that "the average American lyfestyle" (and i spelled it life with a Y for a reason), and when i see all of this i think to myself BULLSHIT!!!!! A few months ago my little cousin asked me "Nolan i watch television and all they talk about is how wonderful everything is but why is it that our family has to go out and die by ou

The Evil Quiz
EVIL QUIZ If you think you've got what it takes to be a supervillain, then please take the following placement quiz. This is to test your evil potential, and determine whether you possess the necessary attributes to make it in today's evil world. QUESTION #1: How do you start your morning routine? A) Wake up at 6:00 A.M. and sing merrily in the shower! B) A five mile jog and rigorous set of exercises. C) Hit the snooze alarm for the tenth time in as many minutes. D) Have a cup of coffee, read the daily newspaper and then plot the downfall of western civilization. QUESTION #2: Which of the following job skills do you possess? A) Excellent management potential. B) Ability to focus on the task at hand. C) Looking busy whenever the boss walks by. D) How to explain your master plan in under sixty seconds. QUESTION #3: What did you want to be when you grew up? A) A policeman B) A doctor C) A ballerina D) Supreme dark overlord of all mankind. Either that or a law

Just A Note
Daddy, i know some may thing it sounds silly for a 26 yr old girl to call a man daddy but that is what you are. you came into my life at 16 and when you first started to date mom i hated you because i thought you were going to take her from me. boy was i ever wrong. insted you gave me a little brother and a great parent. i know we may not have always seen eye to eye but in the end you made me into a strong woman who don't stand for anything that isn't right. here it is it's been 3 years since you passed away and it's still hard to talk about it. they say time makes things easier you know i have yet to find proof of that. i still sit in my room and cry and wonder what my life would be like if you were still here today. well i have school work to do so i am going to go.. I love you!!! Love Always & Forever Your Daughter Myra Renee' Vinson

I-tunes
Those of you who know me well know how much my ipod means to me. Its rare to see me without my ipod. Its damn rare to see me not listening to my music and celebrating the fact that I have it. My itunes was erased. Not sure how exactly it happened. Turned my computer on everything was fine shut it off....the next morning gone. Just like every other fucking thing in my life.

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphianous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in deisolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puis

A Pologamy Song
The Poly Man Can To the tune of "The Candy Man Can" performed by Sammy Davis, Jr. Who can wed a third wife, Married her in June Take her on a honeymoon and have a child or two The poly man, the poly man can, The poly man can 'cause he treats them all with love and makes his wives feel good Who can take a marriage, Base it in our Lord? Make Him the Foundation and live a very grand life The poly man, the poly man can, The poly man can 'cause he treats them all with love and makes his wives feel good The poly man makes every wife he takes Overflowingly ecstatic. Talk about your womanhood wishes. You don't always wash the dishes! Who has his home filled, With three loving wives? Living in the love of and affection of his brides, The poly man? The poly man can, the poly man can The poly man can 'cause he treats them all with love and makes the wives feel good And the wives feel good 'cause the poly man knows they should

Dreams
Often I like to wander, To walk with no purpose or care To run through ideas and ponder To breathe in sweet night air Ideas, revelations, dreams That all run through my mind Take the shape of many things Trees, animals, and streets lined With pebbles and flowers lit bright They shine around me on the ground Though it be only night. My footsteps alone they pound Since I am alone, I dance No one is present to assume Why, by myself, I like to prance Through the night's quiet gloom I take this journey by night But always I'm in bed I try to sleep, tucked in tight As shaped dreams float through my head.

Disturbed- Indestructible
Another mission The powers have called me away Another time To carry the colors again My motivation An oath I’ve sworn to defend To win the honor Of coming back home again No explanation Will matter after we begin Another dark destroyer that’s buried within My true vocation And now my unfortunate friend You will discover A war you’re unable to win I'll have you know That I’ve become… Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side A terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible Take a last look around while you’re alive I’m an indestructible master of war Another reason Another cause for me to fight Another fuse uncovered Now, for me to light My dedication To all that I’ve sworn to protect I carry out my orders With not a regret A declaration Embedded deep under my skin A permanent reminder Of how we began No

Skin Creation Help
I'm trying to make my own skin for my fubar layout. I pretty much know what I want (as far as colors and the image, etc) but I'm having trouble coding it. Would anyone be nice enough to help me out here? I don't have money to BUY anything, sorry. I'm hoping it would be out of the kindness of your hearts *looks hopeful*. The BEST I could do is draw something or make a personal salute for whomever helped. Please and thank you!!!

Jaze's Bully
MAKE ALL OF YOUR WILDEST DREAMS AND EROTIC DESIRES COME TRUE WITH THE GORGEOUS DJ JAZE... CAN YOU IMAGINE... THE HOTTEST TUNES AND THE SEXXXIEST DJ TOGETHER.... ONLY IN FORBIDDEN AND EXOTIC DREAMS!! Click on Either Pic to Enter Our Lounges

Another Anoyin Day On Fubar!
IM PISSED AND NEED TO LET THIS THE FUCK OUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF RUDE ASS PEOPLE FUBAR IS A PLACE FOR ADULTS AND NOT KIDS SO ALL U DUMB ASS PEOPL STAY THE HELL OFF MY PAGE! IF U CAME TO DOWN RATE OR CALL ME UGLY CUZ MY HAIRS PINK OR MOTHER FUCKIN GREEN OR RED OR BRIGHT ASS ORANGE! MY HAIR ISNT UR BUSSINESS NOR DO U HAVE THE MOTHER FUCKIN RIGHT TO COME ON ANY OF MY FRIENDS PAGES AND MUMM BASH THEM.... IF U WANT TO BE SLUTS AND ASSHOLES GO SOME WERE ELSE! IM 25 YEARS OLD AND ALL I SEE ON THIS DANM SITE IS HALF NAKED BITCHES AND WANNA BE WIGGERS AND OTHER PPL WHO HAVE THE DANM NERVE TO CALL ME AND MY FRIENDS UGLY...LET ME TELL U SOMETHIN , I MAY NOT BE 120 PUNDS OR BE A DANM MODEL WITH BIG ASS BREATS BUT I KNOW WERE I COME FROM AND I DANM SURE DONT NEED SORRY ASS LOSERS TELLIN ME DIFFERNT! IVE BEENON HERE OFF AND ON FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS AND ITS BEEN THE SAME THING EVERY DANM DAY...RUDE ASS PEOPLE SAYING HEY NO SALUTE NO aDD! MAYBE THE PERSON DOESNT WANNA BELIKE MOST THE GIRLS ON THIS

Tell Me Why
I gave you my heart. It was yours for the taking. You were my everything but now I feel my heart breaking. You kissed someone else and ripped my heart in two. Now I sit crying not knowing what to do. You told her I was just some girl with a thing for you. I can’t believe you would say that when you know that’s not true. You told her you haven‘t had sex then what did we do? Right here in my bed I made love with you. What other secrets are you keeping from me? Does it mean nothing to you that you hold my hearts key? Am I not what you wanted or is it just shame? Tell me the truth. Am I the one to blame? Did I love you too much or do you feel my loves just not true? I’m begging for answers. I wish I had a clue. I just know I’m heart broken yet still in love with you.

Are You A Witch?
You Are 55% Witch You've got some pretty witchy stuff going on. Even if you're not a witch, you've got to admit that you're a little freaky. You have a strong independent streak - social norms be damned. More power to you. Luckily, the time when you would have been burned at the stake has passed! Are You a Witch?

Money Does Not Equal Happiness
It seems to be that by the time you are in your mid 40's you should have already woke up to the reality that money does not buy you happiness. This attitutde comes to the surface when you begin to tell people that you have left your job. I made really good money at my job. More money than I will ever make in the public school system teaching. Needless to say, my family began to live the lifestyle accordingly. When I started to consider leaving my job, my husband and I took a long hard look at the lifestyle that we are leading. I am of the belief that there are only a few things you really need in life. We built a house a few years ago that we are truly in love with. We live in the country in a wonderful area where the people are friendly and helpful. My sons go to good neighborhood schools. This is something we cherish and need to keep. We both drive fairly new cars. This is where we have both agreed that we were being stupid. We do not live in ours cars so why does it m

~a History Lesson~
~A History Lesson~ Many things have passed by Fragments progress in completing my thousand-word picture All that I can give myself is a moment to sigh That feeling of seizure... I really thought We were for real this time The way we smiled The way our senses coincide... I don't want to be a lost thought I don't want you to just have to remember me... When I'm banished from your precious heart And vanished into the depths of time... I want to be a part of your history So that I may repeat myself Over and over again... As in that instance When I first said "I love you"

The Earth's Enemies
The Earth's Enemies This world can be so cruel - Go the wrong way, and look like a fool. Some things, so hard to understand, Ugly occurrences in such a beautiful land. We destroy ourselves every single day, Destroying our world, destroying our way. We go through life feeling almost blind, Such a long travel, often nothing to find. Some become no one, some become great, Some with such love, some have anger and hate. How can we be so different, and also the same? We all have secrets of tragedy and shame. Our reason for life seems so dense. We search for answers so we can make sense. If we're all here for a reason, we want to know why, Something we may never know, before we die. If the world actually revolved for you and me, How would we know, shouldn't we see?

Bush's Resignation Speech
The speech George W. Bush might give: Normally, I start these things out by saying 'My Fellow Americans.' Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: There's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office. The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up because you have no understanding of what's really going on in the world. Or of what's going on in this once-great nation of ours. And the majority of you are too damned lazy to do your homework and figure it out. Let's start local. You've been sold a bill of goods by politicians and the news media. Meanwhile, all you can do is whine about gas

I Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

All Me
You are 88% dangerous!!! You have some serious twisted things going through your head and are on your way to being on the most wanted international list (and no that is not a good thing). I recomend some serious counceling pronto!!!!!!!!How dangerous are you?Take More Quizzes

Boredom :0)
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? Gross.....it was my brother 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Probably sleeping 3. What do you want? A man who knows what he wants and doesn't play games 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? My 2 year old 5. Do you talk to yourself? I am the best conversationalist I know! 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? No,that's gross 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? I don't have secrets 8. How long is your hair? Middle of my back 9. Do you like Batman? um, ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? Chris 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? Of course 14. When was the last time you lied? Can't remember. I try not to lie. 15. What do you like for breakfast? Diet Coke 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? yes 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18

Clayton Bruster Photographer
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For The Shadows...
Come to me in the silence of the night; Come in the speaking silence of a dream; Come with soft rounded cheeks and eyes as bright As sunlight on a stream; Come back in tears, O memory, hope and love of finished years. O dream how sweet, too sweet, too bitter-sweet, Whose wakening should have been in Paradise, Where souls brim-full of love abide and meet; Where thirsting longing eyes Watch the slow door That opening, letting in, lets out no more. Yet come to me in dreams, that I may live My very life again though cold in death; Come back to me in dreams, that I may give Pulse for pulse, breath for breath: Speak low, lean low, As long ago, my love, how long ago.

Behold My Power. Behold It, Dammit!
I love the Miscast PSA. if you don't know what that is, you Phail. haha. lookie what I made tonight! it's up on my deviantart, along with all the stock credits. steal it and DIE.

My Stupid Computers
Just so that everyone knows.... I operate off of two computer. A powerbook and a regular desktop pc. I love my powerbook with the exception that I am having some serious issues with it. Namely the battery. I get about 30 - 45 minutes off of a charge and thats it. DRIVES ME BONKERS. And too book, my power cable is shot as well. It takes aobut 10 minutes just to get it to work.... but I am getting the replaced today. I am sick to death of it. My desktop pc is an oldy but a goody... I try and rely on that sometimes but it likes to freeze up and decide to quit for a few minutes. I am working on getting that up to date as well. So if I am talking to you and I jsut disappear or say something that might not make any computer sense, thats what the issues are.

Rally Cry
Ok, now being a recently unemployed history and government teacher I have no one to rally about the upcoming elections so I guess I will just have to vent out my thoughts here. I am not here to give out my points of view all the time. I never did that in my classroom. The only times my students found out my party affiliation was when they asked me point blank and honestly I was never afraid to tell them. I also was not afraid to tell them why I originally chose that party. I always stressed to my students I didn't care what party they went out and voted for eventually in their lives all that mattered to me is that they went out and voted. I am a firm believer that you cannot complain about what the government is doing to you unless you get you ass out there and make your voice heard. My mom has never voted a day in her life. I tell her the same thing every time she complains about the nature of things right now. This is a far cry from my father (god rest his soul) who use to

Your My Pride And Joy
Nate My son your not only handsome looking but you come with a gentle soul i love you dearly and may the good lord above always look after you, & keep your spirit sweet safe may you find happiness in life always. Be the man your have grown to be with a soul that's gentle and one that's always there to help others in a time of need. may life's journey be that of safety for you and that you will show others in this life what peace and happiness means and always hold your head high and be proud of the talents you have been given.keep improving your skills never fault yourself and continue to show love and compassion always as you have done throughout your life. Obstacles in life are there to make one grow and i've seen such growth in you. im very proud to be your mother and be blessed with a sweet son as yourself remember always ' I love you

Helpless
Helpless How helpless that I feel inside just knowing how your heart is breaking to know that tho I am here for you you feel like your whole world's being taken I hate to say that... I know this pain the steps you are taking, I've walked before so I know in my heart, for you, what is comming and I know your going to try to not hurt anymore it makes me feel so bad to just have to sit here to know that there's nothing to stop all your pain to know that your waiting and dreading that phonecall to know how the stress has bout got you insane just know when you read this, my Dani, my angel that the man who wrote this, has walked in your shoes I know how you feel when your almost expolding and to keep the fake smile while your feeling the blues I guess what I'm trying to say is " I love you. " and I'll be beside you, thru thick and thru thin I know I'll be OK with your heart beside me I'm here as your man, your lover... your frien

Awake.
Gazing through this wicked storm Tasting these drops of madness from the clouds Breathing nothing but disgust and hatred This shadow I call my own never felt so loud Yet through the darkness of this pain Your arms reach so boldly towards my back Contemplating my own demise Your love never seems to lack The necessary strength To wake this hopeless mind You quench my heart with the sweetest of tears I thank God everyday that you are forever mine. ** I love you Dani.. more than anything in this world. Don't ever think I won't stop loving you, i just wish i could be stronger for you.

From Butterfly To Self-righteous Bitch?
So I've had this job for roughly a month. And so far I still love it. It's made me realize that a.)I shouldn't have to put up with some retarded asshole with a hard-on for free and b.)I should really give myself more credit. Now while I'm still the same self loathing little girl with an attitude problem and a half glass empty look on life I've added a little more self respect to that package. Not bad and definitely not a personality aspect I could have added working at a fast food joint.

Broken Pieces
It's like a book, broken pages mixed together, words scrambling around the crazy memories scattered around what about the time we spent trying to put together the pieces of life? All the intellectual conversations like little stars, but it wasn't so simple, it got confusing and impossible to understand. Words weren't just words, they were incredible thoughts. After a while, the days turned to rain, and then one day, it all disappeared into the moon. Every once in a while I stare up at it, trying to put the broken pieces back together. It comes back in a shallow way. life is just one long day we dream upon. Our souls swim around madly trying to find a place to rest and we, like madmen, travel all around to look for them. Eventually, if we're determined enough, we'll find that one broken piece in our lives it's called our souls

Jokes To Offend Everyone
JOKES TO OFFEND EVERYONE What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a

How To Control Your Burnout!
Okay, let's define what we're talking about here. Burnouts done on a motorcycle, no feet on the ground. I'm assuming you can already do a burnout, so we'll skip the basics of getting the front tire to stick to the road whilst the rear tire spins madly. We'll just cover the really good stuff-- how to directionally control that fishtailing bike you're on. First things first-- spinning the rear tire is what gives the back of the bike some lateral freedom. When it's not spinning at all, you can apply a large side load to the bike and there is no drift at all. But when the rear tire is spinning at some velocity relative to the road surface, any side loads the bike experiences will cause some amount of rear wheel drift. The faster the tire spins, the slicker the tire and road, and the larger the side load on the bike, the greater the drift velocity will be. So, what side loads (forces) are there on the bike? Gravity-- the rear always wants to drift downhill. Turni

Just Hold Me
Not many have ever known and if I tell - who would believe? There's nothing I can call my own not even the things I have achieved. It's always better that way All that is aching inside It's better for it to stay - covered up with hurt's pride. All in good time I will open the gate of this little heart of mine in a moment of fate. For a soul that's been torn and a heart controlled by other there's not much you can do But to hold me in your arms.

My Crush...
Dearest crush, I want to bite you when your sleeping, smother you with thy boobies, I want to do u in many positions on your lunch break from work...I wana spank your tushie cause I really love to touch it. I wana let you know that I will make you so happy every day of our fubar life together...Till death do us part

The Right To Vote.. Or Not
I love this argument..... I guess you don't get what America is all about...... its about the right to chose...... I chose not to back either of these clowns..... so you can bet I will be complaining........ neither one of these losers will be able to straighten out the mess Bush got this country in..... the Democrats felt after the mess Bush made... they could throw in anyone.. and they had a shoe in to win... ( and they should have )...... the Republicans knowing they didn't have a chance.. tossed in a nice guy because he went through hell in Vietnam...... but not a man to run our country... it doesn't matter who wins this time America LOSES........ and for those boys fighting to give me the right to vote...... bless them... they fought to give me to right to make a choice and I chose not to vote.... and I know you still don't get it.. AMERICA...... home of the free... free to chose.... to participate or not participate in an electoral process..... and still be able to voice opinions

Rip Jeremy!!! U R Missed
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2008 One dead at scene of shooting By Terry Evans Weatherford Telegram Weatherford Telegram Weatherford police investigate the scene of a fatal shooting. Jeremy Ryan Sisk died defending his brother, family and friends said. Chris Sisk said his brother jumped into a fight when two men who came into his apartment to rob him were beating him up. “Jeremy took on one of the guys and was pounding him,” Chris Sisk said. “The guy realized he was losing the fight, pulled a gun and shot my brother.” Weatherford Police Department investigators said the men they are looking for in connection with the Oct. 21 homicide could be members of the Aryan Brotherhood. Johnny Preston Reed, 37, and Guy Evan Graves, 35, are accused of killing Jeremy Ryan Sisk, 24 of Weatherford, who died from a single gunshot to the face, said Weatherford Police Detective Wendy Field. Reed and Graves may be driving a brown, 1995 Chevrolet extended-cab pickup with a white bed display

Stuck
Have you ever been stuck in a situation that you can't get out of. That's how I have felt now for 3 years. I just don't know what I am gonna do. I have no real friends to turn to. My family has their own problems. So I am stuck in my situation and it will continue to bring me down until I finally flip out. Argggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!

Quiz
You Scored as Exciting/ExoticYour exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Exciting/Exotic 85% Passionate/wet 85% Shy/Sweet

Toilet Track Marks And Shampoo Lover
Just because I am hooked on this junk Like trepanation with no good results Like you are that hole But you like the way it bleeds Just because I am standing on the corner Like these thigh high ripped satin solicitations Like these helpless little legs Spread because the money is a dream Just dream a little dream with me I love you sweetheart Because you dreamed a little dream with me We lied about it Just because this hopeful liar Like I believe my lies Like you are that devil Who opened up the pages Just like my pen slipped away Like into transcendental fractures Like those sneaky cracks Spread because the money is a lie Just dream a little dream with me I love you sweetheart Because you dreamed a little dream with me We lied about it Just because I can sit here Anywhere in this hole And look anywhere into these minds Which are sitting before me But mine is not there.

What Else Can I Say?
What Else Can I Say? Current mood: artistic I said I loved you, Darling, And gave you all my heart. Yet you chose to leave our love behind, You chose for us to part. What else can I say, My Love? I know this language well. Was it the words of love I spoke? Or was it the words I didn't tell? For if that's the way I failed, And you chose to leave that day -- I'm sorry, My Love . . . What else can I say?

Ugh
Ugh, didn't think work ever end today. I didn't talk much to anyone today. A couple workers asked if I was alright, yeah..I just didn't feel like talking. Had my mind on a bunch of other stuff and I didn't feel like joining in their conversations about the "hot" chicks at work that they all drool over about. I hate it when I'm working with a bunch of people and they're going on about this girl, or that girl or what's so hot about this chick...and I'm just sitting there feeling like a ugly duckling. I didn't get home until a hour after I got off work. I had some errands to do. I realized that I forgot my coffee mug at work so I had to go back and get that before someone would steal it, if they would of. I got this nice stainless steel coffee mug for perfect attendance this quarter. Every quarter, we get some type of nice gift if you have perfect attendance that quarter. If you have perfect attendance for a year, they give you like a gift card of 100 bucks or whatever...and dep

Damn
damn i havent been laid in months and i want to find a friends with benefits or a relationships someone real not some fake woman lmfao. and i like brunettes or black haired white woman and freaks you name it. lmao. and im not prince charming but im an all around man.

Slipknot... "dead Memories"
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead.I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

A Time To Keep Silence, And A Time To Speak
I first heard about this on KHRT, the radio station I listen to at work. MINOT, ND - A DOLL THAT UTTERS PRO-ISLAMIC AND EVEN SATANIC MESSAGES HAS NOW BEEN FOUND IN NORTH DAKOTA. A STORY ABOUT PARENTS IN OKLAHOMA AND PENNSYLVANIA BEING OUTRAGED AT THE DOLL RECENTLY RECEIVED NATIONAL NEWS COVERAGE BY FOX NEWS. YESTERDAY A KHRT LISTENER BROUGHT TO OUR STUDIO ONE OF THE DOLLS SHE HAD PURCHASED IN WILLISTON. AMONG THE PHRASES THAT PEOPLE CLAIM FISHER PRICES' "LITTLE MOMMY REAL LOVING BABY CUDDLE AND COO" SAYS IS "ISLAM IS THE LIGHT" AND "SATAN IS KING". THE PACKAGING HAS NO INDICATION THAT THERE'S ANYTHING ISLAMIC OR SATANIC ABOUT THE DOLL. SOME STORES ACROSS THE COUNTRY HAVE STOPPED SELLING THE DOLL. NO COMMENT FROM FISHER-PRICES PARENT COMPANY, MATTEL. When I was out with the kids eating in the mall – I’d wanted to let them tire themselves out in the play place next to the food court, but it was closed for cleaning – later that Thursday, a woman in faded black

Stop Askin If Maybe U Read Ma Page U Would Know Urgh
Stop askin ok u cant have ma yahoo id if i want u to have it i'll give it to u i wont give u ma numba if i wanted to call u u would have it i will not cam wit i will not take nsfw 4 u stop bein a babi cuz u cant see sum ma picz or i wont take ma clothes off if u dont lyke me den stay tha fuk off ma page Im not single,im married so yea piss me off n get blocked

101 Things Not To Say During Sex
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (in a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose 7. A little rug burn ever hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today 12. (in the No Tell Motel) Hurry up! This room rents by the Hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ 16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premi

Stars Tremble
All the stars in heaven tremble with fear, afraid that they pale in comparison to your souls beauty. Your essence is powerful enough to bathe the ocean sand in loving, white light, dispelling the present and making all wrongs seem right. We are captured on the carousel of life...and the seasons..they go round and round.. and the painted ponys..go up and down..yea..for you and I..life moves so fast.. and the painted poneys..they go up and down..playin their music..wondering...if we heard. Trisha

I Just Want To Taste The Death.
Me: Fuck I forgot my smokes... Joey: So what I've got smokes. Me: You've got menthol who the fuck smokes menthol seriously all I want is the taste of the black smoke as it tars up my fucking lungs all I want is the straight taste of death swirling around inside me I don't need the minty taste. Joey: But it's like death just swished listerine in his mouth same death just a better taste. Me: but it's perposeless I mean that's like a hooker with herepes on her lips putting on lip stick...whats the point your still getting herepes.

Why The Fuckkkk Man Why ??? ?
Why the fuck you wanna murrr-dah me? Your punk ass never heard of me I never did nuttin to your family Still you wanna kill a young nigga randomly You wanna take the life God handed to me Send it back to him cause you ain't a fan of me Scary bitch with a gun that ain't a man to me That's a animal, a fuckin cannibal I'm Geronimo and Hannibal, with international gangster pull, I'm a bull in Barcelona with a Corona, youse a fake-ass nigga Where's your owner? I'm a real live man You a persona, now I'm a goner Call my momma, and the coroner Mr. Gun Man, your plan is workin Cause niggaz is dyin, and mommas is hurtin Why you wanna murder me? You never ever heard of me You don't know who I am, I could be part of your family tree Now - sent by G-O-D, to save the world, you & me You never know who you facin, who you chasin, the life you wastin was made by the one and only G-O-D To take my life, to the T-O-P Now here comes a motherfuckin D-O-G who ain't happy 'til

What The ...
Why are people getting butt- hurt on this site all of a sudden? Annnd : why is it my fault ? I'm just a man trying to make it like the rest of you, and trust me if I wanted to be a dick I could be,I spent 4 years in the Marine Corps - but I am not a dick. I maintain a respectable bit of composure on here ( unless I am drinking) and even if I AM drinking, I wouldn't attack someone verbally unless provoked or pretend to be something I am not... also.. if rates mean that much to you go to hot or not. I rate everyone I look at a 10 unless they have a stupid morph picture. If you want to morph into something, morph into someone with a job hahaha! Nah seriously.. life on the internet can be intense, serious and very important to some of us, all I ask is that those of you who fall in love on here keep me out of it. Later. or is it L8R ? ~ F U

Song Lyrics That Remind Me Of Some One
Broken You're the air that I breathe you're the sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you have this doubt Im down on my knee I pray you'll stake this out Im begging you please girl Im sorry I let you down Chorus: Im broken like a promise Im shattered like a dream Im broken with all my peices scattered around for you to see Im broken like a record, I sing the same old song [ Everlast Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Im broken like the heart of a man thats run away from love too long girl what about you what about you girl Its so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye Its so hard to breathe but I kow I ain't afraid to die your breath is so sweet your kisses could get me high my heart is so weak girl your loving could get me by

Greatest Songs Ever!
Dave Brubeck Take Five John Coltrane Part 1: Acknowledgement Ella Fitzgerald Azure Stan Getz The Girl From Ipanema Ronny Jordan The Jackal Gil Scott-Heron The Revolution Will Not Be Televised Bryan Adams Heaven The Allman Brothers Band Ramblin' Man The Beatles Here, There And Everywhere Texas Prison Camp Work Gang Go Down Old Hannah Boogie Down Productions Jimmy Bread If BusBoys K. K. K. The Disposable Heroes Of Hiphoprisy Television, The Drug Of The Nation Eagles Hotel California Roberta Flack Killing Me Softly With His Song Cross That River - Calvin Rhone & La Mass Choir Isaac Hayes I Stand Accused Chris Isaak Wicked Game Jodeci U & I Elton John Goodbye Yellow Brick Road Denis Leary Asshole Loose Ends Don't Be A Fool Lynyrd Skynyrd Sweet Home Alabama Procol Harum A Whiter Shade Of Pale Public E

Restrians~
My body is still trembling from cumming so hard as I reach up to untie your arms. The minute your hands are free you pounce on top of me like a big cat attacking its prey. You have me pinned underneath you kissing me hard and deep. You are kissing me hungrily, biting my lips and sucking my tongue into your mouth. "I taste our cum baby." You whisper into my ear while you nip at it. Before I can react you are pulling my hands over my head reaching for those same silk scarves. "Mmmm, you're next baby," you breathe before you finish tying the knots on my restraints. Despite the fact that I have just had you tied up, you look into my eyes to make sure I am comfortable with your game. I look into your eyes and my body relaxes as I submit completely to you with a gentle sigh. You can see the sparkle in my eyes as I softly say, "You can have your way with me darling; I'm your personal playground." I can tell you enjoy the sound of that by the increasing hardness I feel against my body. Y

Navy Machinist’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Bryant L. Davis
Navy Machinist’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Bryant L. Davis 20, of Chicago, stationed on the carrier Kitty Hawk, home-ported at Yokosuka Naval Fleet Activities, Japan, died when he fell overboard, on Nov. 7, 2001 in the Arabian Sea Died: November 07, 2001

:d
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, 'I have a headache.' 'Perfect,' her husband said.' I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with crushed aspirin. You can take it orally, or as a suppository, it's up to you.

I'm Sorry I'm So Human
I’m Sorry I’m So Human I was just sitting here thinking of the words to say So many things have gone simply the wrong way It feels like a million years since I’ve seen your face I feel like a million miles away in such a dark space I wish I knew where I went wrong how did I loose sight? I do not know if you want me to walk or stand and fight I feel like a child standing in a candy store window Seeing all I want and desire feeling my desperation grow You have been so far from me and I try to respect boundaries But loving you has become nothing more than hopeless fantasies My heart aches to tell you the love I have so deep inside Night after night in the dark alone my soul overwhelmed by the tide I know that you are going through heartache and pain as well I so want to be at your side to take your burden lift your hell But you want me at the sidelines you want me to stay quiet When I talk with you my heart shatters it’s so hard to hide it All I can do i

My Tormentor
My Tormentor My demise has been slow O’ these many years The agonizing pains the suffering the fears My tormentor has offered me up for pain He has controlled my soul for selfish gain He tears at my flesh and my bones my very soul To place me in this pit of despair his goal I am a slave to him My Tormentors toy Whips and claws to kill and destroy Can you see the cracks in my skin? It my dark soul exploding from within My eyes are now welded shut tight My eternity is now before my sight His razor sharp teeth cut me once again From his bloody thirsty lust I cannot defend My blood is dry my bones are broken He slashes my flesh with the words he’s spoken See my soul now slowly seeping through My tormentor wants it to last nothing I can do I being to fear though that my new prison will be worse As my tormentor laughs I write each verse To my horror his voice laughs once more He makes me die slowly like a pain whore Now in the end I discover my grim reality My Torme

My Best Friend
Our friendship is an ocean, stretching Far and wide Never ending Filled with memories That last a lifetime You've always known Just what to say You are always there, When I need you the most When I need A shoulder to cry on Yours are always waiting When I need Someone to talk to You are there Just listening When I needed- Someone to hug Your arms are Doors wide open to me Our friendship's Just like the Stars- Both go beyond Man's reach

Robert Chrisley "sorrow"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "Sorrow" The Exodus of Reknown Good Fortune I DEFF-ini-shon 2000 The poetry is erased with marks left in the lettered sky With noone to fill the void watching tears of souls in harmony as they cry Night stars lead to nowhere standing far and away Home is still a distant place while the sorrow still remains Hopes set high with wings never reaching flight Empty tongues fill the air as reason conveys at being blinded by site And the tears fill the river overflown by this restless siege Another world has departed that was the dwelling of me (solo) One Life, One Soul, time past, river flows..... .......hunger erupts from the depths with the Passion of searching Emi Looking for ghosts of a past that no longer exists yet too afraid to realize Lost Love and dedication can never be found again The title waves of pain that are crashing are now the ocean within Wayward hearts sway like wheat so easy to change beats The One they claim to Love falls to the

5 Questions The Media Will Not Address
I posted these 5 questions on my local (liberal) TV station's blog... Wow, it got everyone fired up. The personal attacks were crazy, which tells me that this is important information and we need to get it out there. So, I am posting it again, in hopes that people will get this out to everyone they can. Here it is again: Some interesting questions are below: 5 questions no one has addressed, especially the media. WHY NOT? Question 1: What is America 's first line of missile interceptor defense that protects the entire United States ? Answer: 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard. Question 2: What is the ONLY National Guard unit on permanent active duty? Answer: 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard. Question 3: Who is the Commander in Chief of the 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard? Answer: Governor Sarah Palin, Alaska . Question 4: What U.S. governor is routinely briefed on highly classified military iss

Please Help Me Win 1st, 2nd, Or 3rd Prize?
Family, Friends, Comment Bombers, Please stop by and leave as many comments as you feel up to leaving on my pic in this contest? Any and all help is much appreciated and Luv/help will definitely be returned! xoxoxo http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1074389&i=2322963493&albumid=1300104

A Time Of Rebirth...
As we are born we shall die...let us mourn the passing of the Krypt we use to know...ashes to ashes and dust to dust. Where there is death...new life shall be granted...not all glorious though. From the depths of hell where only the purist of evil dwells...new life has been granted. The time of rebirth is upon us. The birth of new evil marks a day of reckoning. Molded from hatred and unrelentlessness comes a new evil. An evil that is cold and dark. An evil that is remorseless and vengeful. Let us praise the rebirth of Krypt...

Friend Made Me For My Auto 11
She's Bustin Arse Can You Help Out A Little? So Give Her A Hand And Drop A Few Comments On This Contest Help Her Get Auto 11's That She So Deserves!! RehabBartender Song (Sittin' At A Bar) Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by 'ד®ÎÇk¥ÐÏÇK~ÕwñÈÐ ß¥ çÁ®ÔLviSîÒÑ63 & ÝÒû® µ£דmâtÊ Ðé§ì®é' on '2008-11-02 18:21:40')

Helping Others
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If You Live In Portland...
Then dammit, GO TO THIS FOR ME! I wanna see this movie, and i fucking LOVE 16 Volt. Repo! The Genetic Opera (Lionsgate)From the producers of Saw 2, 3, 4 and 5 comes a rock and roll musical the likes of which have yet to be seen. Being called a mix between "The Rocky Horror Picture Show", "Blade Runner" and "Saw", This big screen musical epic will be the next major cult classic in the history of cinema.An epidemic of organ failures devastates the planet. Panic erupts and scientists feverishly make plans for a massive organ harvest. Out of the tragedy, GeneCo, a multi-billion dollar biotech company, emerges. GeneCo provides organ transplantation for a profit. In addition to financing options, GeneCo reserves the right to implement default remedies, including repossession. For those who can't keep up with their organ payments, collection is the responsibility of "organ repo men", skilled assassins contracted by GeneCo, ordered to recover GeneCo's property by any means necessary.At th

The Hands That Built America
The song by U2 that was featured in the film "Gangs Of New York" is now the first song you hear when you visit my profile. I thought it was a fitting song on the eve of our presidential election. This election in particular. I think most of Y/you that are likely to read my blog won't roll Y/you eyes & think I'm crazy. lol Well, here's the thing: For many months now ~before all of the political discussions & campaigning~ I've had this uneasy feeling that something "bad" is coming. I'm not talking about the economy, either. I'm talking about something that will effect the democratic way of life we have here; something that will effect rich and poor alike. That feeling has been getting stronger, the closer we come to election day. I don't know who our new president will be and this is about whoever it will be. I really can't shake this feeling that the one that will win the election is hiding something from the people and I feel like we won't find out about it until nothing can be done ab

Phatso
To Electra (Phatso in my version) I dare not ask a kiss, I dare not beg a smile, Lest having that, or this, I might grow proud the while. No, no the utmost share, Of my desire shall be, Only to kiss the air That lately Kissed thee. Robert Herrick (1591-1674)

Own Salvation....
DISGUSTED BY YOUR WEAKNESS YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO LIVE TO KNOW YOU IS TO HATE YOU BUT YOUR LIFE'S YOURS TO GIVE YOU MONKEY SEE YOU MONKEY DO YOU'RE ALWAYS DOING WHAT THEY TELL YOU TO YOU'RE SUCH A PUPPET ON A STRING YOU DON'T GET IT I WON'T BOW TO SOMETHING THAT I'VE NEVER SEEN CAN'T BELIEVE IN SOMETHING THAT DOES'NT BELIEVE IN ME I'M NOT BLOOD OF YOUR BLOOD I'M NO SON OF YOUR GOD I HAVE NO FAITH IN YOUR FAITH YET STILL I FIND SALVATION

Eyes
Once I was lost Lost in your eyes Never saw it coming I was lost Lost in the blue Lost in the thought of you You took my heart I never felt such emotion I felt lost in the ocean But it was you I was lost, lost in you

1990
Street lamps of hell Blood on the run Cry for your life - it hasn't begun Time is so still You wait until Pray comes forth You battle to kill Don't stop short He's almost upon Fear in your throat has you stunned Cry for your life and time will fly by Blood in their minds Death in their hearts Pressure so great, barely can you talk But you run for your life Nowhere to hide Dawn is upon Night is almost gone

Avril I Love This Song
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss

Lying To Forget
This lie's become a part of me For months, I've played this game Acting like it doesn't hurt Each time I hear her name Ignoring what's inside of me Pretending I've moved on As if the feelings I once had For her are somehow gone Spending each and every day With happiness and laughs Forgetting all our memories Avoiding photographs But last night when I saw her For the first time since she left My heart stopped for a moment... I couldn't catch my breath When suddenly it hit me As the tears started to flow That even after all this time... I just can't let her go

Something Silly
The part of my Brain In charge Of concentration Must have Called in sick The temp must Be inexperienced As it has NO idea At all What to do I would share Some details But I forget What I was Writing about I am sitting At my desk But the rest Of the morning Is blacked out Maybe all the Beer I drink Has finally got My think tanked

The Gladiator And The Pod People
“With your help, our scientists are limited only by their imaginations.” “And their consciences, surely?” “Let’s hope so.” Dr. Manhattan and Ozymandias’ exchange at the latter’s Antarctic retreat in the 1975 of “Watchmen”, the magnum opus graphic novel which forever changed the way we see superheroes, came to mind today when I was coming in from shoveling snow off our walk (which is still falling and my area is under a winter storm watch until 0600 tomorrow morning) and brushing off the cars so Martha and I can see to drive. Much of the time we’re reminded during winter that people forget to SLOW DOWN, particularly going on a hill. My manager Ray told me this morning about a woman who came down the hill (Dakota Pawn where I have to pick up the money to open Fast Cash is at the bottom of a hill) skidded and hit the fire hydrant in front of the building as well as the business sign. No outstanding damage to either, apparently. We’re still waiting if not outright prognostic

Sway
Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it's infinitely true [CHORUS:] Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon [CHORUS TWICE] It's all because of you It's all because of you

The Shocking Truth About How My Pal Jim Morrison Really Died
The shocking truth about how my pal Jim Morrison REALLY died by PETER ALLEN Morrison was thought to have died from natural causes Police may reopen 36-year-old case after nightclub boss claims rock star was killed by heroin overdose and that drug dealers launched cover-up by moving body For more than three decades it has remained one of rock music's most tantalising mysteries. Why did Jim Morrison, legendary lead singer of The Doors, suddenly collapse and die in his Paris apartment, aged only 27? The official death certificate states he died in the bath of "natural causes". But now, in an exclusive interview with The Mail on Sunday, a former close friend of the singer says he knows the truth. According to Sam Bernett, Morrison died of a massive heroin overdose in the toilet of a nightclub he was managing, the Rock 'n' Roll Circus on the French capital's fabled Left Bank. Bernett, 62, a French-born former New York Times journalist, claims the death was then covered up

Useless Info ! !
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G !)

Pieces
Pieces Pieces of me covered in blood Pieces of the now fallen moon Pieces of a lifeless body decay Pieces of us scattered on desert dune Pieces of you still linger inside Pieces of the stars engulfed and darkened Pieces of a life unlived Pieces of our song left un-harkened Pieces of my dreams left un-dreamed Pieces of our kiss now left in the past Pieces of our touch turn cold Pieces of our love that did not last

Wasted Time......
YOU AND I,TOGETHER IN OUR LIVES SACRED TIES,THEY'LL NEVER FRAY THEN WHY CAN'T I LET MYSELF TELL LIES AND WATCH YOU DIE EVERYDAY I THINK BACK TO THE TIMES WHEN DREAMS WERE WHAT MATTERED YOU SAID YOU'DE NEVER LET ME DOWN NOW THE HORSE STAMPEDES AND RAGES IN THE NAME OF DESPARATION IS IT ALL JUST WASTED TIME? HOW CAN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK OF WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND? PARANOID DELUSIONS,THEY HAUNT ME WHERE'S MY FRIEND I USED TO KNOW? SHE'S ALL ALONE SHE'S BURIED DEEP WITHIN FEEL I NEED TO TOUCH HER SOUL CAN YOU FEEL INSIDE,YOUR HEART AS IT'S BLEEDING? WHY CAN'T YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN BE LOVED? CREATIONS COLORS SEEM TO FADE AWAY.I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'DE LET IT GET THIS FAR........

Saturday Workout
Saturday workout I did two workouts today. The first was a two and a half hour kendo class this morning. This has got to be the most frustrating thing I've ever done. I trained in kendo years ago with a bunch of guys who just wanted to spar, but this is the first time ive been in a traditional kendo class and let me tell you... I suck. But it is a good two and a half hours of sweating with no breaks. The second workout was 30 mins of random exercises in the basement. I threw a 12 pound ankle on each leg and did a series including kicks, pull ups, dips, ab work. 55lb dumbell swings, sumo deadlift high pulls with two 25lb dumbells, & punches with 8lb dumbells. I only did 30 minutes, but it was enough to get the heart and lungs working hard.... Now i'm out to ruin all this good work with beer & loud rock music!!!!!

The Men That Brought Down Wall Street
Here is a quick look into 3 former Fannie Mae executives who have brought down Wall Street. 1. Franklin Raines: was a Chairman and Chief Executive Officer at Fannie Mae. Raines was forced to retire from his position with Fannie Mae when auditing discovered severe irregulaties in Fannie Mae's accounting activities. At the time of his departure The Wall Street Journal noted, " Raines, who long defended the company's accounting despite mounting evidence that it wasn't proper, issued a statement late Tuesday conceding that "mistakes were made" and saying he would assume responsibility as he had earlier promised. News reports indicate the company was under growing pressure from regulators to shake up its management in the wake of findings that the company's books ran afoul of generally accepted accounting principles for four years." Fannie Mae had to reduce its surplus by $9 billion. Raines left with a "golden parachute valued at $240 Million in benefits. The Government file

In My Head
Rocks In My Head My head is like a rock polisher. Raw ideas, thoughts, emotions, possibilities (Rocks) go in, all rough and dirty, unrefined with potential. To that you need some grit (sand), the experiences of life over time broken down into little bits. Get some water in there to help things move around easily, (flow of thoughts), allowing them to bump off and rub against each other. They tumble around, sometimes slow and relaxed, other times so fast that it's hard to make sense of them. If anyone was able to look in on my thoughts during this time, they may get snippets, but can not even know where my thoughts will end up. Eventually with time and patience, the thoughts are finished, shiny and polished. Occasionally there will be a showpiece, something to share, but mostly it will be little nuggets for my private collection, only shared with a few. Yes, that analogy works. Im in rare form tonight can't seem to get my mind to rest..

Really!!!
So do you think President Elect Obama can really "share the wealth"??? My few years here on earth and after traveling worldwide for almost 4 decades have show me that "sharing the wealth" can be both bad and good for individuals and families. Bad-one's life long work is taken away through the "sharing" portion. Growing up on a dairy farm and being raised by a "share-cropping" family one became very frugile in areas of survival. I don't like sharing my wealth. Sorry but that's engrained so button down the hatches on your wealth. Good-everyone seems to be equal in ones perspective of those that do work and those that do not work as it will not make a difference. Finally, how many of you have received your gas money for this week? Let me know if you do because I want my half. OMB

Love
my lips ache my breasts beg my heart beats for your touch i miss it sooooooooo much to be in your arms to feel like i belong to be loved you make me want these things to share them with you it what i live for to be held to be kissed to feel your heart beat your hands on mme your arms around me to know that here is where i belong

Another One
my thoughts of you will never end my heart remains true i know life will go on after you're gone i will love you forever never ceasing to end after we are gone it begins again thru the centuries i will love you my soul will always see you and know that that is it's place i will love you ofrever in and out of time we are forever one

Ardor Of A Smile
Ardor of a Smile by Me Mesmerize by the glimmering in their eyes Longing for the time to hold love so close The chill of the seasons forging their passion The warmth of their feelings are to be shaped Their beauty like snow flakes are one of a kind Sharing their strength with each other's touch To hold in your memory of a gentle smile To see the beauty in their face For all time to come love will never be erased In the mind's eye will it be etched to stay!

Digital Djs Are Lame
I came to the revelation today that I can't keep canning computer DJ's constantly without giving reasons as to why. So, here goes, keeping in mind that I think studio sets should only be done on computer, never decks. I'm talking about live sets here. First and foremost, computer DJs are fucking boring as hell to watch. A single finger on a track pad, controlling things on a screen the crowd can't see is not in the least entertaining, especially when compared to someone handling CDs or records. Secondly, because computer DJs are generally so busy fucking around with effects or trying to find music on their hard drive, they tend not to pay attention to the crowd, which has the dual effect of decreasing their physical antics behind the decks, and dulling their track selection. However, this is not a concrete rule, and does not apply to all computer DJs. Anyone who has seen me DJ knows that I go bonkers up in the booth dancing and entertaining the crowd. I will always live by the mant

Alone
Alone Here I sit alone, As the darkness comes to play, Reaching for someone today, But, Everyone runs away, Time goes as it did yesterday, With the fear of death in life, I sit here alone quietly today, Not knowing what to say or do, Alone as I start to hurt, Seeing the darkness slowly creeping up; In this dark cloud I see the Grim Reaper looking at me; Struggling because I know in life I will be standing ALONE, One more taken by those dark eyes, It's been a little over two years sense that dreadful night, When he came in the darkness and toke that life, He left me standing alone that night, So, Here we stand together as two, When in a short time all there will be is one; After the darkness is gone, Someone stand's ALONE suffering agian! By: Jess L. Burris Jr

You Wanna Know What Really Grinds My Gears?
You wanna know what really grinds my gears? Parents who let their kids do whatever the hell their kids want. I'll be at a restaraunt and little baby junior sonofabitch is ruining it for me. So okay, I don't have the exact lines down, but now more than ever, I am realizing that this is something I hate. Know why? I did my neighbor a favor and I take her kids while she works because she's strapped for cash and her boyfriend moved out thus eliminating her live in babysitter. I'm all for helping my neighbors out of a bad situation, especially when it comes to getting out of a bad relationship but these kids are the fucking devil. No manners... no respect for my stuff or my home, or MY kids for that matter. The older one yells at the top of his lungs at all times, doesn't take turns and dominates the little pretend games by telling my daughter what to say and how to say it. Just the other day he threw a fucking tantrum of epic proportions because my daughter wouldn't give him an action figu

A Good Idea
Since people have worked for years to make this a "Realistic" place and like "Myspace for Adults" I though up something that would help add to the realism. We already have Fu-Bling, Fu-Gifts, Fu-Lounges, Fu-Jays (If you can even call them that) and all this other Fu-King Fu-Crap. How about we implement "Fu-STDs" Think about it, That would be a great fucking way to spice things up and also teach people to be more selective in who they meet online. Imagine someone being turned away from a shoutbox message because they have "Fu-pies" or "Fu-Crabs" and if you screw around enough, you'll get "Fu-AIDS" And instead of spending all their money on gifts and drinks, people with these horrible online problems, can spend it on "Fu-Treatments" for their "Fu-orrhea" Next time people will think twice who they Fu-ck :]

Which Colors Appeal To You?
The Ultimate Color Test When you are at peace, you are: Deeply stable When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Creative and productive When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life The Ultimate Color Test

Love Profile
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

Breaking The Silence By Queensryche
They told me to run But just how far can I go Wearing the black mask of fear? The hate in my eyes always gives me away, The tension building slowly now That I've lost everything I had in you. Nothing we shared means a thing Without you close to me I can't live without you Breaking the silence of the night, Can't you hear me screaming? I look for your face in the neon light but You never answer me There's no direction to my stare. No more flame burning in my heart anymore. Quiet, I keep it to myself Until the sun sets slowly I hear your voice in the evening rain calling Nothing will keep us apart No more lies and fear There's no end to our story Breaking the silence of the night, Can't you hear me screaming? I look for your face in the neon light but You never answer me I could make all the wrong seem right If you were by my side I'd gather all the tears you cried And hide them deep underground. Can't look back, it's just a waste of time Can't era

Ranting
I hate how men swear they love you, yet as soon as things get rough they move on in less than an hour..I know he and I have had our problems, and I admit alot of it was me, but not all of it. How did it all go so wrong? How did it end up like this? Can it ever get better? Can we get past this?

Far Yet Near
Many friends here write and say that they wish they didn't live so far away. True, many of us live in different countries, but that doesn't mean that we can't be close. If you have somebody in your thoughts, in your heart and in your daily prayers, that person is much closer to you than you think. It's ironic that many neighbors who live next door to each other are actually more distant than those of us who live in different countries. Why? Because there isn't that emotional and spiritual connection between many neighbors. The next time you wish sombody lived closer to you, just keep them in your thoughts and in your heart. They will be closer than you realize. Hugs,lolly

Right Now..
Well right now im looking at my son move round in his sleep god i love him.. speaking of caring about someone my boyfriend will be here tommorow im soo excited yay he is sooo sweet and i cant believe i have fallen for someone this hard. *big smiles* So ill go to sleep soon thinking how much i have right now thank god its all working out:)

I'm So Sick
I'm So Sick I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so, I'm so sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so (I'm so)

Xmas Baby
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Join Team 2 Now
Please Specify U R joining Team 2 > > > > > > > > > > WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ > > > > > > Definition of the FuAngels and Lost Boyz > > Morality, loyalty, reliabilty, and kindness > > > > Rules for a FuAngel and Lost Boy > > 1. You must be able to help out when called upon if available at least twice a month. > Most things done for the group are usually minor things. Unless it is something to promote the group > > 2. You must have FuAngel in your name if you are female and lost boy in your name if you are male. > Also next to that the Team that you are in. > > 3. You must repost all FuAngel and Lost Boyz bulletins. This is another efficient way to > promote the group, and find more good people out there that are like us if you decide to join. > > 4. Absolutely no drama!!!! The FuAngels have been drama free since day one. One sighn of it > will result in immediate expultion from the group. We have bee

Let Me Fly
Let me fly I need shelter Will my dream come alive When I open my eyes I need passion Push me hard to the colors That rainbow my mind Let me fly away Into the night I sail I won't lose my way Let me fly You're an angel Let your smile wind down On this troubled man Show me heaven Sleep my soul and my mind As I run from this world Let me fly away Into the night I sail I won't lose my way Let me fly

Intro
HBO has a series called "true blood". I don't know how many have seen it or know what it is about.This is an intro. True blood is a series revolving around the relationship between a vampire (Steven Moyer-Bill Compton) and a young human woman (Anna Paquin-Sookie Stackhouse) that has the ability to hear people's thoughts. This series can be interpreted on different levels. The setting and storyline can be transferred really to any type of setting where understanding and tolerance of those different than ourselves is the subject. It can also just be looked at as a kick ass vampire show. I don't like to pick hidden meanings etc.. apart when I watch things so to me it is just a vampire love story. It's a soft porn, blood filled, who done it type show. Each episode watched to me, makes me want to see what is going to happen next. The music in this show is worth watching at least one by itself. I find myself really liking the show's theme song which is "Bad things- by Jace Ev

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

Gods And Generals.......
ask yourself in your journey to find creativity and prosperity,are you a god dear fellow or just a general.Are you the one to follow orders like everyone else,follow the same path as everyone else.or are you a god who paints their own path and makes their dreams reality by pursuing them.everyday be the artist who draws their way out of a portrait.GODS AND GENERALS.i follow my dream,in fact i am my dream.i am the writer,the poet and the lover,i am alive....

Ending/beginning
Ending/Beginning I never wanted to find myself here It has become my living reality Two souls drifting apart Loosing all of our stability We scurried along this tragedy Knowing it never really had to be We arrived together in two separate places I wish I knew how we got so far I know that it wasn’t one sided Somewhere our hands slipped from the bar Now we are left both wanting and alone We had become strangers in our home We seemingly went down without a fight Neither throwing a single punch Instead of living off love We tried to live off a hunch Who am I now what will I be? Who are you now what can you see? Love was never and issue between us But in the end forgiveness was Since neither of us guarded the door We escaped like love sometime does Should we have been able to this? Could this have been saved with one more kiss? Now blackened tattered and torn Is the once white wedding gown Memories of days long past Into the depths of the sea d

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I Am A Funny Guy
I have to say that I'm completely full of crap. It is funny to me reading my previous blogs. Everything makes since. Have I done anything about it. Not really. I do want somebody and it will never happen. And judging by the situation. It should never happen again. I have accepted it. Their is somebody else. She is about 300 miles away. Ever since the first time I talked to her. I had a really great feeling about her. It just felt like I found what I was looking for. It will never happen but it is a really nice thought. She knows who it is. And will know if she reads this. But hey I do what I can with what I got. Not really looking for a relationship. Unless it is one of two that are always on my mind. No I'm not sharing who they are. But I can always dream. Not lost, Larry D Kendall

***desire***
DESIRE Touch me Gently I do not fear you I want to savor your warm caress Against my skin I want to know how it feels To be touched by you To be vulnerable Primal Whisper to me Quietly Send currents down my spine Ignite my soul I want to wrap myself within you And overflow with your radiance

Farewell
I ENJOYED THE TIME HERE WITH ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS. BUT TIME HAS ENDED FOR ME TO BE HERE ON FUBAR. EVERYTHING IS NOT THE SAME HERE AS IT USE TO BE. I ONLY COME HERE ONCE OR TWICE ADAY. IT USE TO BE ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT EVERYDAY SENSE LAST JAN O8 I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS TAKE CARE U ALL. MAYBE ONE DAY I MAY COME BACK TO CHECK IN WITH U ALL....

.........so I Like A Boy.... Well More Than Like....
omg so theres this AMAZING boy (MAN) and he is SOOOO hot... he has BLUE eyes, and the BEST SMILE on earth and this KILLER laugh, and he would do the MC hammer dance to make me smile even tho it makes him look like he's crazy... and he will sit there on the phone with me and not say a word listening to my son and me singing songs and telling each other HORRIBLY bad jokes and he'll tell me a million times a day how much he loves me. He will do ANYTHING to see me smile, to know that in some way he made my day better... He is SUCH a sweetie... EVERYONE that meets him falls in love with him... and it's the easiest thing to do.... BUT there is that WHOLE other side... the SOLDIER side... where he carries a BIG gun and he KNOWS how to use it, and he fights so HARD everyday to come home to me and our sons... freaking HOT!! lol i LOVE my MAN he is SO PERFECT the perfect mix of STRONG, GENTLE, BRAVE, WEAK, PASSIONATE, AUTHORATIVE & kind of a BAD BOY which is SOO HOT so this song is for him.... c

Lyrics
Love and hate get it wrong She cut me right back down to size Sleep the day let it fade Who was there to take your place No one knows never will Mostly me but mostly you What do you say do you do When it all comes down I don't want to come back down from this cloud Taken me all this time to find out what I need And I'm doing fine now There is no blame only shame When you beg you just complain More I come more I try All police are paranoid So am I - so's the future So are you - be a creature What do you say do you do when it all comes down

I Am In This Auction
Hey everyone. I am in this auction that is hosted by Babylove. Please come check it out and make a bid!! Be sure to give Babylove lots of love. She put a lot of work into making the pictures and uploading them. ♥ßàЪÿLŏvë GF 2 Ðj §ÇÔTTÝ ß♥@ fubar Don't forget to stop by Zooks page too. ZoOkS!!~ThE FoReSkIn UnRaVeLeR oF sEcUrItY @ pYrOtEkNiCs~@ fubar

Solitary Search
Through the years of all the miles driven, always alone, never finding a companion Searching through the darkness that's this heart Empty, except for one, one who can't be found Through the darkness of solitude, all alone A light burns dimly ahead Approaching closer, the light is a key A key to what, no one knows for sure Might it be a soul, or a heart No one knows for sure until the end is reached Coming closer to the journey's end Still alone in this wilderness A sight for sore eyes Awaits at the other end Approaching closer, the site changes To an apparition of desire Asking to speak, she speaks, but says her name will remain a mystery Escaping from certain doom, asking why no name She says, there is no one worthy Not a soul on this barren Earth worthy of her affection This lonely soul is damned to walk alone Never knowing the meaning of true love All alone down the highways like the Gypsy I've become.

Cyber .. Why Is It That Is All You Want ?
Ok so I am not going to lie .. I like to cyber sometimes.. I have my phone fun .. lol but why is it a guy starts talking to you and then all of a sudden it is all about cyber .. Why the fuck can't we just talk .. just because I say I wanna CHAT does not automatically mean I wanna cyber .. I mean I am in a fucking relationship .. can't you fucking read ! never mind the fact that just because I say i am doing something does not mean that I am ...YOU can't see me ....I will say this much I hav had some cyber fun ..where ys I did do what I was saying but come on .. you start to talk me to m you gt what you want and you sign off .. afraid the wife or girlfriend is gonna find out . which yes you should be afraid .. because if you ar happily in a relationship .. why the fuck are you online cybering with someone else .. and what the fuck she isn't enough for you ? i mean yeah at least you are not out fucking someone else and bringing god knows what back to your girl or wife .. But be Man eno

Dating 101: How To Be A Total Man Magnet
DATING TIPS Dating 101: How to Be a Total Man-Magnet A girl who got paid to help guys meet women shares her insights into what motivates men to make a move. Do you ever go out sometimes and feel like guys aren't giving you the attention you deserve, and you can't figure out why? That used to happen to me too. Then I became a part-time "wingwoman" -- a girl who helps guys meet chicks by posing as the guys' platonic female friend. (Wingwoman services are available in many cities, including New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Dallas, Miami, and St. Louis.) While earning my wings, I learned lots of little tricks every single girl can use to improve her dating success with guys. Warning: Once you perfect these moves, you might find that you're such a powerful man-magnet, you attract guys everywhere. I used to date a guy who asked me out at the ATM! More Dating Articles from Cosmopolitan: The Trick to Meeting Guys Decode His Body Language Dating tip #1: Go out in groups of no bigg

I Need A Fuck Buddy Badly!
SO LETS PLAY THE "FUCK BUDDY GAME!" The rules are simple: If you want to or wouldn't mind fucking the person who posted this, send them a *MESSAGE* saying: "I'd tap that shit!" or "I'd ride That shit!" Don't be scared - This is hilarious!! The twist is YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS and see who replies!

Hehehe
my desire so hotly intense as you tease me with your sweet words and kisses online it makes me want to look into your eyes and feel your body against mine the heat of your skin making me tremble your mouth on my body teasing me to no end i get shivers at the thought so what will it be like in reality i can only wonder . rainmaker 11-08

Carnival... Copyright 2008
As in a house of mirrors- One moment pretty, But turn around And the next is ghastly. I trust in love With visions of the future, But dreams get whisked away And I am left unsure. The maze is laid out To tip-toe through; Unsure steps On the path of you. Ridiculing laughter Echoes through the brain; Jabs masked in smiles- Seems you can't refrain. Up one moment And down the next; Twist and turn- What to expect? Hesitantly play along, But nothing is as it seems In the carnival of love- And the joke is on me.

Fu-owned
fubar rather pissed me off tonight! I posted a MuMM fubar wide about buying your friends… the part they do not tell you or I just missed. Did you know that if you buy someone say for $10,000 and that person is bought from you for $10,200 you do not recoup you initial $10,000 ? You only get 10% on the %200! So, some people will go broke real quick buying friends. I learned this from a “bouncer -expert”. For those that do not want to play you can turn it off in your settings as I did LOL. Well I MuMM’d it and it was not there 5 minutes before “the shop” deleted it… LOL

Its Ugly Tee Shirt Day
its ugly tee shirt day, you know when you go to your favorite band concert and you have a few drinks and you like this tee shirt and everyone says don't buy it its ugly and you like it...lol until the next day and think omg it's ugly why did my friends let me buy that...lol well i wore it today . so its ugly tee shirt day.

What Your Outfit Says About You... 8-p
What This Outfit Says About You You are a stylish example for all. You are very put together. You are glamourous and modern. You're the type of person who starts trends. Besides wearing the right thing, you often say and do the right thing. You are the perfect mix of wit and poise. Your high end fashion designer match: Michael Kors Your must have accessory: A gold watch The Outfit Test

The Cold Moon By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Bestseller Deaver's twisty seventh Lincoln Rhyme novel (after 2005's The Twelfth Card) pits Rhyme, the quadriplegic NYPD detective, against a brilliant criminal mastermind called the Watchmaker. Assisted by his longtime partner, Det. Amelia Sachs, an expert at forensic analysis, Rhyme probes two bizarre murders linked by the killer's calling card—a clock left at the scene. The Watchmaker, as an ominous poem also left at the scene suggests, is bent on executing eight more people in a variety of ways intended to prolong their suffering. Deaver cleverly alternates between the Rhyme/Sachs team and the Watchmaker and his assistant, heightening tension by introducing the next targets and humanizing them. Sachs loses some focus when she also has to probe a suicide that she suspects is connected with some corrupt brother officers. Deaver fans won't be surprised that the investigations overlap, or that the several apparent climaxes are building to something more, but even they wil

Stitches
Can you see me? No, you looked right through me. My pain I wear like a patchwork quilt. Surely you saw me in these multi-colors? Pain, regret, sorrow, rejection. Each square a tribute of its own to my stupidity. See the threads? They are my tears, connecting one painful memory to another. You carry the tool to take apart this quilt. Can you, would you, free me?

Whiskeygirl
THIS AWESOME GAL HAS AUTO 11'S ON ALL DAY AND SHE IS TRYING TO MAKE IT TO GODMOMMA SO LET'S ALL GO SPANK HER PAGE AND GET HER THERE TODAY.....SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE AND A REALLY REALLY GREAT CAMERA GIRL...LMAO /fubar.com/user.php?u=1598504&friend=1598504" target=_blank>~Whiskey Girl~Asst. Head DJ/Head Of Graphics @ The PlayGround@ fubar TELL HER XMAS SENT YOU....ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED ¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do@ fubar Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Ensign: Honor By The Numbers
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 November 2008 God promised Moses he would see the Promised Land he was leading the Israelites from Egypt into. He would see it, but he would die without entering the land just as his older brother Aaron and his sister Miriam already had. To paraphrase U.S. president John F. Kennedy, the torch of God's charge would be passed on to a new generation of Israelites, led by a man God would tell Moses to appoint, one already known to Moses for his bravery and faith -- Joshua (originally known as Oshea in Numbers 13:16) the son of Nun. Saturday morning in the men's Bible study at my church we studied the passage in Numbers, the fourth book of the Old Testament, where the LORD identifies Joshua as "a man in whom is the spirit" (27:18; that is, a man with great faith). Joshua was one of th

Lil Something....:p
WHAT WOULD YOU THINK???? THE TEACHER ASKS JOHN: IF THERE WERE 5 BIRDS ON A FENCE AND YOU SHOT 1, HOW MANY BIRDS WOULD BE LEFT? JOHN: NONE, AS OTHERS WILL FLY AWAY TEACHER: THE ANSWER IS 4, BUT I LIKE THE WAY YOU THINK. JOHN: I HAVE A QUESTION MA'AM. IF THREE WOMEN ARE EATING ICECREAM,1 IS LICKING, 1 IS BITING & 1 IS SUCKING, WHICH 1 IS MARRIED? TEACHER: (NERVOUSLY ANSWERED) THE 1 SUCKING THE CONE. JOHN: NO, THE ONE W/ A WEDDING RING ON HER FINGER. BUT I THE WAY YOU THINK...

Me , My Self
ugly/hateful evil things waiting in the shadows for my eyes to close so they can feast upon my soul i try no to sleep but lose the battle slowly they appear in my soul,mind and heart slowly ripping me apart my fears have come to steal my sanity making me tremble as itry to hide no corner or place they don't know the pain so intense as they show me all the things that have done in my life repeatedly every night i see the horrors of my reality so deep and entrenched the evils done to me im so over powered that i start screaming but even that will never wake me again rainmaker 11-08

"the Death Of St. Nick."
“The Death of St. Nick.” It’s that wonderful month, a special time of the year When the boys and girls pray the big day is soon here But in this holiday season lurks a cruel fateful trick The ends in the death of jolly old St. Nick It was Christmas eve in my wilderness shack With a warm fire raging and my young boy on my lap And the glow of the flames gave it such an appeal When young Thomas glanced up and asked, “Is Santa real?” “Of course my dear boy, and he’s coming tonight.” His young face it beamed, it was quite a sight “He’ll slide down the chimney once he lands on our house.” “But for sure you won’t hear him, he’s as quiet as a mouse.” His hot chocolate done, I tucked him in bed, And he was left to his dreams, face rosy and red Children are stunning, I thought to myself Because they still believe in the jolly old elf. My boy fast asleep and not making a sound I unpacked his presents and arranged them on the ground At the base of the fir, our grand

Top 10 Things I Learned Today 11/23
10. Dont take life so seriously 9. True friends give back what you give 8. When life hands you lemons instead of making Lemonade sometimes you have to grab the Tequilla and salt! 7. No matter how bad things get they can always get worse 6. People in glass houses will always be the first ones to need your help. 5. Its just hair! It'll grow back! 4. You dont need money to be happy, but you do need it to live. 3. Something bought from money earned is far more precious then something given. 2. Dont take life so seriously!! 1. If you want to be happy you can be, if you want to be sad you will be, if you want icecream GO BUY IT!!

Not That Anyone Cares.
Do you believe in angels? Because I sure do, The first time I saw you, It was too good to be true. For everyone there is someone, And for me its you. I can?t believe this is happening, Its too good to be true. I love you!

Jingle Boombs
Dashing through the sand with a bomb strapped to my back 'cause i've got a nasty plan for christmas in Iraq! i got through check point "A" but not through check point "B" that's when i got shot in the @$$ by the U.S. Military!! OOOOHHHH!!! Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs Mine blew up you see.. where are all the virgins that Benlahden promised me?! OOOHHH!!! Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs your soldiers shot me dead the only thing that i have left is this towel upon my head! I used to be a man but every time i cough thanks to uncle sam my nuts keep falling off! my bombing days are done i need to find some work perhaps it would be much safer as a convenient store night clerk! OOOHHH!! Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs i think i got screwed don't laugh at me because i'm dead or I...KILL....YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KILL YOU! -Achmed the dead terrorist

Sex
Saturday, August 02, 2008 eyelashes every inch is one step closer to your destiny your door is alot easier to break into than you think,theres no lock that can keep me out;by hook or by crook i will enter.i stand and gaze at you for awhile,taking in all the flood of memories as they rush into my mind.the overwhelming flow of negative emotion is empowering,for i know in this moment that my actions will finally put it all to rest.so i casually stride over,and gently kiss your forehead.admiring the delicacy of my advantage.i raise the mallet above me,then suddenly bring it down full force,and mid swing i scream,awakening you a split second before your face caves in,bone crunching and ricocheting off the satin pillows.the look in your eyes was delicious,and i savor it alwaysand forever. 2:39 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove in no apparent order Current mood: aggravated so,theres this guy joey-disgusting fucking pig.i keep asking f

Mind World
Mind World Maybe I’ll sit right here And dream of the world around me Maybe I’ll just disappear From this place they call Reality In my mind’s eye I’ll create a new world grand Where I’ll soar and fly Over a magnificent new land A world created out of Dreams Of my Fancy taken flight Where all is more than it seems And everything is all right And my world will forever change Never once staying the same Accepting all that is strange Wild, free and untame And this is how it will be This place that I shall find A paradise within me This world within my mind

Let Me Speak In Abstracts
Let me speak in abstracts Let me speak in abstracts Let me speak in rhyme Grant me that one wish And I’ll make you mine I’ll sing of your enchanting eyes And the way your hair does shine I’ll draw a smile from your lips And assure you all is fine Let me steal your heart in song And let my heart in fancy pine For that wonderful day ahead When I am yours and you are mine

Public Enemy (rough Draft)
Falling a downward spiral Trying your hardest But you can't give up Public enemy is where you'll end up Constant testing Insistant oppressing Becoming an insomniac Because your head will not let you down Forced out of your shell Comfort becomes foreign And what do you have? Time cannot be wasted You only have one single short life to live And this is it This is your test People will sooner kick you when your down than help you up And people will love to watch you fall

Years Behind Me
Oh no, what is going on!? I slept 16 hrs once again This seems to be a trend I cannot break Losing every day of my young life The thing is, I dont feel my age Time has no form of concrete measurement to go by As my eyes are as sleepy as my lethargic mind And I dont feel much like trying The best years of my life feel left behind At the tender age of 21 I feel more like an aging old man Than a young man with his entire life ahead I wonder what happened to me From the day I turned 18 To the meaningless day I was old enough To purchase my own drunkenness Was it knowing I had to grow into a man And at the thought, I felt ashamed For when I was in my teenage years I did not know life for I was shelled in my fears The best years of my life were put aside Because insecurity and anger subsided I am physically the age of 21 Though in my mind, I am ready for retirement I'm 21 going on 52 Which to some may seem like I am giving in There are some who would ag

Been A While...need To Vent
ok, I know it's been a while since I updated my blog but I am doing ok these days. After treatments were done I just chilled and relaxed. The kids were in school and I had the house to myself!! SO now I have anew puppy...cause I got lonely! Well my family wanted one but I had the final say so since I will be the one taking care of the thing. I finally gave in and we got a Chihuahua. She is now 8 weeks old and she is def mine!! She whines for me when she doesn't see me...she lays in bed with me under the covers...I can't go anywhere without her. (I'll post pics later) Now I need to vent for a moment......why do so many people get the auto 11s...someone goes to rate your pics...and leave a comment...but the comments are not allowed!!!! I don't rate just for the hell of it! I like to look at pics and if I feel led to leave a comment I would hope the pic poster would allow me to say something about the pic. Besides I am taking my time to help you by rating your pics. I also d

Distance
Distance I stand here alone Among you all Physically close But a huge gap Spirits won’t connect Realities harsh dose I try to plant roots To connect to the world Feel the need for living I only draw death Souls drained The pain it’s giving I can’t make my way Upon the nearby shore Drowning in tears As my blood dries Depravity Whispers in my ears Is my fate fixed? Can I escape destiny? Struggle through Now if only I was heard Screaming for release Dieing for something new

.cries. Im Sooo Confused And Hurt. Someone Tell Me What To Do
I lay awake every night just thinking of you: How your love means so much to me And it's just to good to be true. How I feel when you kiss me, Knowing nothing can go wrong. Believing you and I will always belong. How when I'm with you there's always a smile on my face, And the thoughts run through my head About my past I can't erase. How you make me laugh until I cry. Only for you I would die. How when i look into your eyes I know I am happy and safe... And the place in my heart no one could ever replace. How you have always been there for me Through thick and thin. I opened my heart and let you in. How you look at me like I'm nothing to you Thinking theres nothing I can do, And the words that come out of my mouth Dont mean anything to you. How every day I sit and cry, Remembering the past I want to die. How all those times I gave you my heart, The only thing you could do was tear me apart. And all the tears and all the pain, I only have myself to blame. Ho

Unconditional Love
The best love to receive,Is unconditional love.Hold it close to your heart,Because you can never get enough.When you have been loved unconditionally,No matter your faults or mistakes,There's nothing better you could have,This kind of love is absolutely great.It's a love with no end,It's a love that will always last.It just gets better everyday,No matter what hide's in your past.This unconditional love,It's better to give than receive,So I will love you unconditionally,If unconditionally you'll love me.

Be Gone.
i want to forget i ever knew him. i want to go back in time and go to that night i first stayed over when my mind told me to get up and leave. but what i want i won't get. lies on top of lies. from all different directions. who to believe? just believe my instincts and what i've seen with my own eyes. knowing more than i should, but it keeps me ahead of the game. yeah--game...that's all it's been. ahead of the game and yet at the same time one of the biggest losers. out of my mind, out of any part of my heart. it's not deserved. in any way.

Admiration
Admiration by Me The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love

The Next Time You Think Your Life Is So Bad Read This.
YOU STAY AWAKE FOR 16 HOURS......... -I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR 48 HOURS STRAIGHT. -YOU TAKE A WARM SHOWER TO HELP YOU WAKE UP......... -THE RAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE INTERSTATE KEEPS ME AWAKE. -YOU COMPLAIN OF A "HEADACHE" AND CALL IN SICK.......... -I'M CHILLED TO THE BONE, HAVEN'T EATEN ALL DAY, WITH THE FLU, AND THEN I RUN INTO A BURNING BUILDING. -YOU DRINK YOUR COFFEE ON THE WAY TO THE MALL........ -I PUMP ON THE CHEST OF A FIVE YEAR OLD ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL. -YOU MAKE SURE YOUR CELL PHONE IS IN YOUR POCKET........ -I MAKE SURE THE PASS DEVICE ON MY PACK IS WORKING. -YOU TALK TRASH ABOUT YOUR "BUDDIES" THAT AREN'T WITH YOU............ -I WATCH MY BUDDY FALL THROUGH FOUR FLOORS OF A BURNING BUILDING. -YOU WALK DOWN THE BEACH STARING AT ALL THE PRETTY GIRLS........... -I WALK ON THE HIGHWAY LOOKING FOR THE MOTORCYCLISTS MISSING LIMB. -YOU COMPLAIN HOW HOT IT IS......... -I WEAR FIFTY POUNDS OF GE

Faint Image
Faint Image Sitting in your shadow again Light barely streaming in Darkness binds my skin Reflections in the glass Faded history flies passed The cold winter winds Begins memories of when I held you close in time Briefly we did shine Where are you now love? You always stood above I could never quite hold For your hands were ice cold Messages flowed from my heart Now they are shattered apart But I still see you so clearly And though I do miss you dearly You are still my opened up page To you I’m just a Faint Image

Potato Love
well, there's a lot of reasons i mean, roses only last like a couple weeks and that's if you leave them in water and they really only exist to be pretty so that's like saying "my love for you is transitory and based solely on your appearance" but a potato! potatos last for fucking ever, man in fact, not only will they not rot, they actually grow shit even if you just leave them in the sack that part alone makes it a good symbol but there's more! there are so many ways to enjoy a potato! you can even make a battery with it! and that's like saying "i have many ways in which I show my love for you" and potatos may be ugly, but they're still awesome so that's like saying "it doesn't matter at all what you look like, I'll still love you

Judgment Day
JUDGEMENT DAY blasts of thunder, the lightning strikes your eyes are blinded, by a brilliant light out of the heavens, as the skies open wide descends a band of angels, with a vengeance inside Judgment day Time to pay Ripping and slashing, through the flesh of your mind Calling up the spirit cause the flesh will surely die Satan wishes for a place to hide Angel of death patrols the sky Watching all your empires fall You had fair warning of the final call Have mercy on your soul As you learn to crawl The good are saved, no more sorrow or pain The evil perish, burning in Satan’s name Into hell the beast is cast with an iron rod For no one will escape the wrath of god

Another Convo With Levi
Like i said on the phone, i will let you go but it will be extremely hard for me to just walk away like nothing eter was there between us. I might slip up and call, but will you at least talk to me if i do? I still love you with all my heart that will NEVER change, please remember that. You and Ky are always going to be my heart. I will love you forever! ( I called him he actually picked up and said that he wasnt going to humor me with a phone convo.) Now you are getting nasty. Humor me? I'm just saying that this is very hard to just walk away like no big deal. I wont call the house after 9. This is very painful. him : I was not getting nasty. It's getting where I can't work or relax or do anything with out calling. you need to stop calling my work! you can not have my work schedule! And you do not need to call me! Please stop. we are not friends we are not lovers and we are no longer married! so stop bugging me you had my answer. and now you need to give me my space. Move on with

The Secret Lives Of Sheets **adult Content***
The Secret Lives of Sheets **ADULT CONTENT*** Posted May 13, 2008 The Secret Lives of Sheets by juanwildone© First time? Does it show? I mean this is... oh- my- god- I- can't- believe- I'm- a- Top- Sheet- at- the- Ritz! Sorry, I'm just a little... Alright. Calm down okay? I've done this dozens of times; this is my ninety- third bed; fifty- fourth as a Bottom. You've done ninety three! Is it true what they say? That most of the time you just lie around waiting. I hope not, I want romance, I want passion, I want... Wait'll you get your first fart. Yewww. Look Top, I've been peed- on, pooped- on, and thrown up on. I've had sweaty, unwashed bodies rubbing on me all night. Sometimes you can't wait to be stuffed in a laundry bag and dropped down the chute. Anything to be clean and folded again. Is it really that bad? Don't you get wrapped around lovers sometimes? Surrounding them, soaking up their passion? You want passion? Fine. Listen to this one. It was my th

The Law Is The Law
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So " if " the US government determines that it is against the ! law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And " if " that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot

Ranting...
- you ever get that feeling that even though you are with somebody, that you feel helplessly alone? - you ever feel that you aren't loved, even though you know people love you? - you ever feel that your life has no meaning or direction? - have you ever thought about just giving up on trying to be happy and just live your life? Well, that is how I feel as of late. No matter what I do or what people say, I continue to feel this way. I know that my family and friends love me; and I appreciate all the love I get, but that isn't the kind of love that I want. I want the kind of love that will make time stand still, make the pit of your stomach turn in knots when you aren't with them, the kind of love that makes you forget about everything. Want in one hand, shit in the other...see which one fills up first. The want hand in theory, because you really don't want to shit on yourself (at least on purpose). But in reality, your shit hand will fill up first. Because lately, that is what this

Do As I Am Told
Many people have been recently cut off my list of people to care about. They told me to. So I cut them off. (I cut them)....butterfly...heee heee hee. Neways.... I am getting more nuerotic so bear with me. or don't I don't care. I am beading for those I love and for the people I loves people they love. Lol figure that out.

T'was The Night Of Thanksgiving....
T'was the night of Thanksgiving, but I just couldn't sleep. I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep The leftovers beckoned, the dark meat and white but I fought the temptation with all of my might Tossing and turning with anticipation, the thought of a snack became infatuation So I raced to the kitchen, flung open the door and gazed at the fridge full of goodness galore! I gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes! I felt myself swelling so plump and so round till all of a sudden I rose off the ground! I crashed through the ceiling floating into the sky with a mouthful of pudding and a handful of pie! I managed a yell as I soared past the trees Pass the cranberries please! May your stuffing be tasty your turkey be plump may your potatoes and gravy have nary a lump! may your yams be delicious may your pies take the prize and may your Thanksgiving dinner stay off of you

My Friends 16 Year Old Daughters View On The American Dream
What Is the American dream? Well, it would all depend on who you are asking. Some may say that owning a house, having money, the rich husband or trophy wife, and a fast car is a dream all Americans share. Others might simply say that giving their children a better life than they had is the ultimate American dream. Would not the true American dream be what America’s founders came here for? What the pilgrims fought seven grueling years to protect? The American media contributes to the out stigma a lot more than we realize. Religious freedom was the original plan, or “dream” for America, times really have changed, maybe a little more than those pilgrims planned for… Henry VII separated from the British Catholic church in 1534, because the Pope would not annul his marriage. Henry issued the act of supremacy, “which declared the English Monarch to be head of the Church of England.” The church gained complete and total control, and the option to choose your religion was non-existent. People

Why Is The Question? What Is Your Answer?
1.Why are we afraid of one another? 2.Why do we fight with those that can help us? 3.How much does it cost to forgive? 4.What can heal the union between the sexes? 5.Is there really a way to make those millions legally. 6.Can we become the individuals we trully want to be? 7.Is it fact or fiction that religion is the answer? 8.Is God alive? 9.Can the Rich become Poor? 10.Which is more important money or happiness? My Personal Questions!!!!! 1.Why am I not popular? 2.Why is Fubar ignoring my questions? 3.Is there a way to become the most influential promoter? 4.Am I a Fubar addict? 5.Am I a point whore? 4.Is there a future for me in fubar? 5.Can I make a living from Fubar seriously?

Tell Me If Its Cool Or If It Sucks
Brought up in places where hallways and elevators smelled like beer blood and piss my father always said he never wanted kids and we wont amount to shit but what that fucker makes in a year i make in a week flippin bricks and bustin down tricks workin hoes on da tip got fresh fade cuz im paid and 2 hundred dollar kicks so what honey thats g-money and so what if i slang so what if i bang how ya gonna judge me when ya aint gotta thang so get ya head right show me that we tight i,ll show ya how to make 4 grand by the end of da night .... cuz there aint no money like g-money gotta keep da family fed aint a damn thang funny... ya in the need for weed, coke or dope i gotchya fool just dont try gettin over me cuz then triggas gettin pulled. i pull triggas for four digit figures use teflons cuz they grave diggas sure to lay ya out quisck some say im crazy some say im sick i dont give a shit as long as my pockets stay thick . cuz there aint no money like g- money gotta keep the family fed a

Poor Child
Around this time last year as I was driving to work , I saw a sign saying that somebody had stolen a four year old girls puppy from her front yard that was an early xmas gift. Feeling sad I contacted the phone number that was on the sign and spoke to the parents of the girl. I offered to help and invited her and her parents to visit my home, because each Xmas I decorate my house with lights for everyone to see and to get into the spirit of giving. That sign gave to me the sweetest family that anyone could wish for. Just to see the smile on the child's face was enough to bring a tear to my eye as well as her parents. By the way the little girls name was FAITH and she gave all that back to me with the biggest smile and the brightest gleam in her eye when I let her turn the lights on to my home. A child got a gift of happiness.....and I also bought her a white Labrador puppy. So be it!!!

The Meaning Part 2
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> The Symbols of Christ in Christmas Gift Giving:The most probable source of our modern gift-giving is the fact that the Wise-Men brought gifts to Jesus. Santa Claus: This figure originates from the legend of St. Nicholas, Bishop of Myra. It is said that he was a young wealthy man who gave freely to those less fortunate. He preferred to receive no credit, so he visited homes if the poor at night so no one would recognise him. He is honored in many countries on the day of his death, December 6 in the year 345. Since this is so close to the day chosen to celebrate Christ's birth, the two merged. One version of the St. Nicholas story goes that he tossed his anonymous gift into a chimney and it fell into a stocking that was hung there to dry. Thus we have the custom of hanging stockings. Christmas Trees: I've read many stories about the origin of the use of Christmas Trees, but my favorite is a beautiful European tale supposedly t

Reflect
Sometimes we must reflect on who we are, who we were and who we want to be! I was a scared and lonely child, I had no hopes and believed that I deserved nothing in this world This world did not want nor need me Happiness and dreams were for the better people I spent so much of my life trying to be someone Someone who could be loved and accepted I tried to dream I tried to believe I found myself to be a strong person I thought I was finally whole I believed I had found happiness I was wanted Accepted Loved Then it all vanished I found myself lost A child again Frightened by the truth of who I am Today I am strong So strong that most never see I am fragile I want to be someone that can be loved I want to feel complete I want to know I am worthy I want to grow as a person I want to give and receive LOVE I know this is what every one wants But I believe I must have it to survive!

Come Check It Out...muahz
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? dying 2. Your significant other? lol 3. Your hair? up 4. Your mother? couch 5. Your father? prison 6. Your favorite thing? herb 7. Your dream last night? kitty 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? hot 16. Muffins? butter 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? ohio 19. The last thing you did? dishes 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? wrestling 22. Your pets? kitty 23. Your computer? pos 24. Your life? hectic 25. Your mood? silly 26. Missing som

Do You Practice Suicide?
As I sat down, I took one last look around. No one. No one in this quiet, desolate corner of town. Just me and my companion. his name was Colt. He had a long neck and a chubby stubby and little body. Sort of like mine, except where I was smooth and went inward, he jutted out. But he still had that smoothness about him. "Funny" I thought as I put Colt's head into my mouth, "the cause of all this is the end." Colt was actualy my dad's prized possesion, but he never used him, just kept him on his stand as he passed out drunk each night. My mom never used him either, she just let my dad hit us, even with Colt within her reach. "But I'm going to use you Colt, don't worry..." I put my thumb onto the trigger. I closed my eyes for what I hoped was the last time... A gentle hnad pulled mine away from the gun, but the barrel stayed in my mouth. As the barrel slowly retracted from my moth, I opened my eyes. He was tall. he had gorgeous brown hair and a tanned skin that contrast

All My Fault
I started a wonderful relationship last January with the most wonderful guy I had ever met. We hit it off from the begining, wanted the same things, and always there for each other. He moved from Georgia to Detroit so we could be together. We were going to get married, thats how in love we were. Things started going wrong. He couldn't or wouldn't find a job. He went to school to be a truck driver, and couldn't get a job doing that either. Maybe he didn't want to, who knows. In August he started missing home. Maybe it was his ex. He moved back home to be with mommy and daddy. Now he thinks that everything was my fault. My fault he couldn't find work. My fault the relationship went sour. My fault he didn't like my friends. I paid for him to move here, for the seven months he was here I paid for everything he had. But it's all my fault he wasn't happy. Now he has yet to pay for the schooling that I co-signed for. I will probably end up having to pay for that too. But it's my fault t

Like My Skin.
there was a time when i knew you like my skin . . . when our scent was one . . . i remember. you were strong when i was not, and when you felt weak i was there . . . i remember. we held . . and gave . . and grew as one, in a way that . . . nothing and no one could make us two like we had been, i remember. that lifetime came and went . . . and here we are now, in a this one . . . our souls and bodies together again. i know. i know that God made us as one . . . and it is one we will stay. this life we will hold more, this life we will give more, this life we will grow more . we will this i know. i know because . . . i am remembering us with each new minute that passes, and it is soon that i will know you like my skin . . . again. LoVE/2008

December 16th
Winter Break Bash!! Tuesday, December 16th Birdy's Bar & Grill -2131 E. 71st Street Indianapolis, IN 46220 Come check my boys B Real and MC Big Tid hittin the stage. Also on the bill: A.C.E. O.N.E. Son of Thought Sho 7 Hosted by DJ Ashley Ross Should be a great show with lots of talent on the stage. $5 Cover Show starts at 8:30 I'll be there and you should be too!

Back Down To Fighting Weight
Alright Dammit, Check it Out. I've been putting if off for a few years, but this year I'm sticking to my resolution to lose weight and get back into shape. I haven't completely slipped, but I'm getting a little chubby. My goal is to go from 255 to 225 before my birthday in August. Sounds like a long time, but I tend to get lazy - between travelling for work, my love of Burger King and Sundays doing nothing. So my plan is to document my excursion here through photos, but I have to bring myself to post the before photos. Who has some good weight loss advice or tips?

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? TABLE 2. Your significant other? NONEXISTENT 3. Your hair? LONG 4. Your mother? FRIEND 5. Your father? ODD 6. Your favorite thing? SON 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? CONTENTNESS 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Music? ECLECTIC 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? CONTENT 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? LIAR 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? LOUISIANA 19. The last thing you did? NAPPED 20. What are you wearing? PJ'S 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? CAT 23. Your computer? LAP 24. Your life? Complex 25. Your mood? RELAXE

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Marshall Fucking Beck
Marshall Fucking Beck is out of Scottsdale, Arizona. They are influenced by all types of Metal and Hard Rock. A few of their songs are "A Friendly Favor Return" and " Anthem of The Black Hearted". The band has record labels with Synister Empire Records and Turkey Vulture Records. They have appeared with and or recorded with former members of Vehemence, Dying Fetus, Abigail Williams, Motorgrater, Society 1, and The Alien Blakk. They have appeared on numerous albums such as Rebirth, Descend and Reign of Vengeance. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Marshall Fucking Beck!!!!!

Beating Of A Heart
I feel your heart beat as u feel mine I feel your touch as u touch my skin your breath caressess every curve of my body causes me to want more. Oh for the Love of sweet caress, I shake inside Our lovemaking begins Arching backs, kisses- breathing upon each other~~~~~ I love what u do to me the touch of ur lips against mine the sweet taste of drink pour upon my breast Enlightening the orgasmic flow that will last a lifetime with you~~~~~~ So now our hearts beat together as one we love, achieve to love reach to love, and gain to love each other back in return My heart beats with yours now forever in a day

My Current Favorite Song
Leave it to Axl to write so many songs about relationships. I guess he got fucked over by someone he loved, too. From the CLASSIC - Use Your Illusion I - Here's my current fav. Oh baby, pretty baby Oh honey, you let me down honey I ain't playin' childhood games no more I said it's time for me to even the score So stake your claim, your claim to fame But baby call another neme When you feel the fire, and taste the flame Back off, back off bitch Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch You better back off, back off bitch Face of an angel with the love of a witch Back off, back off bitch Back off, back off bitch Makin' love Cheap heartbreaker, broken backed, Nasty ballbreaker, stay out of my bed, outta my head If it's lovin' you, I'm better off dead Back off, back off bitch Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch You better back off, back off bitch Face of an angel with the love of a witch Back off, back off bitch Back off, back off bitch Emotions rip

Christmas Cookies
i am not a stranger to cookies. rofl My mom has always made a no bake cookie that she has passed on to me and i think that they are so decadant and yummy. 1 large box of plain graham crackers 1 large packet of coconut 1 large packet of pecans or walnuts (your choice) 1 bag of confectioners sugar one 12 to 16 ounce jar of peanut butter and melted butter mix all ingredients together except for the butter add the butter a little at a time until there is enough to make this mixture hold together when squeezed into a ball shape. make all the balls and then you will need a double boiler in the double add 1 bar of gulf wax its found in the canning section of the grocery store it is used to make the chocolate harden on the balls when they are dipped add 2 large bags of chocolate chips and allow it to melt together with the wax and dip the balls into the chocolate and place on wax paper and allow to harden (about 2 or 3 minutes) it doesn't take long and they are ready to e

You're It...go
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? Christopher 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Strong 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? Secret 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Cali 14. Where were you last night? Khoo's 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? Pee'd 20. What are you wearing? PJ's 21. TV? Disney 22. Your pets? Harley 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic 25. Your

"bag Lady"
"Bag Lady." On the corner of the street, huddled near a door, Dressed in filthy rags, she's a member of the poor. I held out coins to add to her pathetic little pile Her eyes lit up, and as she spoke, she beamed her brightest smile "Some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelings living in thier soul." "Lots of money, fancy cars, don't make a person whole." "I'd rather have my rusty cart... and smile my days away." "I'm a bag lady yes, and that's the way I'll stay." "I've got the pieces of my life, here in the old cart." "And cardboard to keep out the wind, when the winter starts." "It wasn't always like this, I once was just like you." "Oh yes, and did I tell you, that my name is Sue." "Yes, some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelin

"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"the Lady On The Pier"
“The Woman on the Pier” In a small fishing village, I once heard the tale Of a lovely young woman, whose man was in sail And they’ll tell the old story if you wish to hear Of the fisherman’s widow who waits on the pier She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” After 4 years of courtship, he made her his wife, A fisherman’s woman, the sea was their life And early each morning she’d say, “Farewell dear.” And until he returned, she’d wait on the pier. She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” Then came the last morning that she said goodbye As she watched him cast off a tear filled her eye For deep in her heart she knew something was wrong And as days turned to weeks

No Pics Damn It
dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cherish her love her night and day every moment I am awake her mystic beauty enchants me even my dreams are of her softness i cant wait you know my love this moment will last for eternity in our lives for seventh heaven i will take you I will help you reach the skies once loved by you I cannot fathom what life would be without you in my life so long I do crave you, adore you will keep you safe and loved free of strife be gentle with myheart my love for it is yours to keep and enjoy forever and it will keep your hunger and hope and thirst quenched like a river.

Mulberry And Hester
There comes a time in the lives of all who cherish the heart of another, that sharing a private, special place is a dream long held. For years, I've wanted to take that one special person to that one special place. So many times I had been there, but always spent the evening across the table from people with whom I was doing business. During those long and sometimes tedious evenings, my mind would wander. This, I thought to myself, is that one special place where I will take that one special person. For years, as my memory declined, I kept this one special place in mind, so that when that one special person took my hand, I would know just what to tell the cab driver. I held out my hand, and the cab stopped. I'll never forget, he pulled over at the corner of 79th Street and 7th Avenue. Take us, please, to the corner of Mulberry and Hester Streets. Take us, I thought quietly, to that one special place, so this one special person will make that long held dream come true

Stone Cold
Watch Rainbow Stone Cold in Music Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.comStone Cold Every night I have the same old dream 'bout you and me and what's in between So many changes, so many lies Try to run, try to hide >from everything that I feel inside But I can't escape you or your frozen eyes... Searching in the darkness Fading out of sight Love was here and gone like a thief in the night... Stone cold... And I thought I knew you so well Stone cold Can't break away from your spell Another dark and empty night If I was wrong I wanna make it right But you are so distant, so far away Your words like ice fall on the ground Breaking the silence without a sound Oh familiar strangers with nothing to say Searching in the darkness Fading out of sight Love was here and gone like a thief in the night... Stone cold... And I thought I knew you so well... Stone cold Can't break away from your spell... You leave me stone cold Searching in the darkness Fa

Candygirl
OK Everyone The beautiful CANDYGIRL has turned her auto 11s on!!!! They will be on until 1pm est time 19 nov. So make sure you go to her page and rate till ur lil fingers cant rate anymore . All of you can level at her expense and ALL love will be returned . Yes you read that right ALL love will be returned . so make sure you go and rate as much as you can , just click on the link below and it will take you to her page . while ur there make sure you r/f/a/c her as well . ? CANDYGIRL ? GREETER AT FORBIDDEN INC.@ fubar

A Sense Of Balance. Proverbs 20.
Proverbs 20 10 Differing weights and differing measures— the LORD detests them both. In handbook; “A false balance and Diverse Weights are an Abomination to God.” • Abomination: an action that is vicious or vile; an action that arouses disgust or abhorence; "his treatment of the children is an abomination" So whatever I do not ingest and perceive with a selfish eye, causes a reaction of disgust; as well as an action of sin to misguide believers or non believers towards God’s level of disgust. Be careful with the spirit of the anti Christ. Interesting enough, in the following verse it mentions another part of perception that God provides us: 12 Ears that hear and eyes that see— the LORD has made them both. In my experience and knowledge of the word, he who asks will receive in Christ Jesus. Faith is a must. In the following verses, you will see the scales that one must oblige, if one desires to honor such devotion: 13 Do not love s

More Time To Kill
I just got the news today you were dying, Hot Damn! We're already partying. But please, before you have to leave, Let me tell you a few last things. Suffer unto me Indulge my every need. I don't want to meet you halfway I've always despised that fucking place, Suffer unto me Indulge my every need. I'm not offering you my way I'm kicking you down the fucking highway. Get one thing straight from the get-go, I truly don't give a fuck about you I never have and I never will, Each day you breathe it's more time to kill. Fuck Your World Up (Goddamn!) Your last breath, I'll take it now Your last breath, I'll take it now Your last breath, I'll rip it away And haunt your dreams in your final sleep You can wish in one hand and shit in the other You see which one filled up first The numbers come up And it sure as hell ain't a lucky one son Get one thing straight from the get-go, I truly don't give a fuck about you I never have and I never will, Each d

She Told Me If I Waz There
mmmmm...if you were here i would push your ass down on the bed unzip that zipper play with your balls as i slide you cock in and out of my mouth....suck your head a lil harder when i get to the top then slide it all the way back in. then i want you to slide your fingers in my wet pussy and play with my clit as you suck on my beautiful hard nipples!! then you can climb on top and slowly slide your dick deep inside me!! work it out loose'n it up a lil so you can do as you please with me!! roll me over put my ass in the air and fuck me harder and harder while you spank me and pull my hair hard!!! i want you to fuck me so hard i am gasping for air! i want you to talk dirty to me.....ask me who pussy it is..ask me who my daddy is!! then just before you cum roll me over with my legs way in the air so i can see in you face how much you enjoyed this tight wet pussy when you cum deep n my pussy!! i wana feel you cum slap the back of my pussy!! then fall asleep inside of me...so i can wake up in

Straight Tequila Night
If you really wanna know, she comes here a lot She just loves to hear the music and dance thirteen is her favorite song, if you play it you might have a chance Tonight she's only sipping white wine She's friendly and fun loving most of the time Chorus But don't ask her on a straight tequila night She'll start thinking about him, then she's ready to fight Blames her broken heart on every man in sight On a straight tequila night Here's a glass of chablis and some quarters in change Maybe you can turn her love life around Then she won't the salt or the lime anymore To shoot that old memory down Just remember her heart's on the mend If you ever come back to see her again Chorus Don't ask her on a straight tequila night She'll start thinking about him, then she's ready to fight Blames her broken heart on every man in sight On a straight tequila night

Savage Garden-truly Madly Deeply
i'll be your dream,i'll be your wish,i'll be your fantasy...i'll be your hope,i'll be your love,be everything that you need...i love you more with every breath,truly madly deeply do... i will be strong i will be faithful 'cause i'm counting on a new begining a reason for liveing... a deeper meaning...yeah... i want to stand with you on a mountain!! i want to bathe with you in the sea!! ... i want to lay like this forever!!until the sky falls down on me!! ... and when stars are shineing brightly in the velvet sky...i'll make a wish,send it to heaven,then make you want to cry...the tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty...that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of... the highest powers... in lonely hours...the tears devour you.. i want to stand with you on a mountain!! i want to bathe with you in the sea!! ... i want to lay like this forever!!until the sky falls down on me!! oh can't you see it baby?.. don't have to close your eyes.. 'cos it's standing right bef

Please Remember
Please Rember ......... Soldiers........... Iraq , Vietnam , Africa, Zimbabewe & Back Please remeber ........ Those fallen .......... In blood & Pain ........ Those scarred ......... With broken wrists ......... Broken bones .......... Brokenn Lives & Family's Please Rember ......... The troops Gawd bless you Mother, Gawd bless you Father, Gawd bless you Marc

Will Be Away
Sorry I haven't been on much lately, i'm in the process of getting ready to go to recruiting school in San diego,California. I will be there for 7 weeks, and pretty much after that I will be going off to wherever the Marine Corps needs me to be a recruiter. I will try to log on everyounce in a while to say hello to everyone in the future.

A Little Poem For Your Xmas Pleasure
ANOTHER YEAR HAS PAST AND WE ARE ALL A LITTLE OLDER LAST SUMMER FELT HOTTER AND WINTER SEEMS MUCH COLDER THERE WAS A TIME NOT LONG AGO WHEN LIFE WAS QUITE A BLAST NOW I FULLY UNDERSTAND ABOUT ‘LIVING IN THE PAST ‘ WE USED TO GO TO WEDDINGS, FOOTBALL GAMES AND LUNCHES NOW WE GO TO FUNERAL HOMES AND AFTER FUNERAL BRUNCHES WE USED TO HAVE HANGOVERS, FROM PARTIES THAT WERE GAY NOW WE SUFFER BODY ACHES AND WILE THE NIGHT AWAY WE USED TO GO OUT DINING AND COULDN’T GET OUR FILL NOW WE ASK FOR DOGGIE BAGS, COME HOME AND TAKE A PILL WE USED TO OFTEN TRAVEL TO PLACES NEAR AND FAR NOW WE GET SORE BUTTS FROM RIDING IN THE CAR WE USED TO GO TO NIGHTCLUBS AND DRINK A LITTLE BOOZE NOW WE STAY AT HOME AT NIGHT AND WATCH THE EVENING NEWS THAT, MY FRIEND IS HOW LIFE IS, AND NOW MY TALE IS TOLD SO, ENJOY EACH DAY AND LIVE IT UP—BEFORE YOU’RE TOO OLD HAVING SAID ALL THIS OLD FOLKS JUNK I’M SURE YOU THINK I’M IN A FUNK REMEMBERING HOW THINGS WERE IN T

Left In The Hands Of Demons
the feeling of being twisted and turned hate atempting to destroy the kindness feelings of lust have destroyed those of love wishing for the feeling of pain to end wanting to once again feel the warm touch of some one who cares tired of hurting those around me feelings of regret far to familliar dreams still haunting long after ive woke i wish i could disappear into the shadows of night

Come And Join To Our New Lounge
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New Stuff Bout Me
Follow this link and I hope the Fubar owners don't disable the link, but I am starting this new network and want everyone and they Mother to know about it. Here it is below: http://anythingpositive4life.ning.com/profile/robertwilber

A River
If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me...

In The States Of Altered, Cincinnati, And Kentucky
Yes, I have looked at a map of the United States lately and I do know Cincinnati is NOT one of the fifty states; it’s a city in Ohio (but not the capital, that honor goes to Columbus). But these are the names emblazoned on two stuffed bears that Sarah and Jeffrey’s grandmother – Martha’s mom – Sharon brought them when she got home in October from her trip to Cincinnati for an auxiliary meeting. They love cuddling with them at night and they get left at a house that’s not our own sometimes they hang out with them so much. Kentucky (Jeffrey’s) is the light blue of my eyes, and Cincinnati (Sarah’s) is tie-dyed red and gold. I just liked this title for today as I wrote this to catch up with the last few days, for those who pay attention to such things. Let’s go with what I remember best first … As I’m writing this at 1300 hours CST it is twelve below zero outside and a HIGH of six below is expected today. No blizzard warning like last weekend, but you still should plug in your car

The Smashing Pumpkins - Bullet With Butterfly Wings
the world is a vampire, sent to drain secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames and what do I get, for my pain betrayed desires, and a piece of the game even though I know-I suppose I'll show all my cool and cold-like old job despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage someone will say what is lost can never be saved despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage now I'm naked, nothing but an animal but can you fake it, for just one more show and what do you want, I want change and what have you got when you feel the same even though I know-I suppose I'll show all my cool and cold-like old job despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage someone will say what is lost can never be saved despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage tell me I'm the only one tell me there's no other one jesus was an only son yeah tell me I'm t

Papa Roach - Code Of Energy
I was scatterbrained When I found the time to find That times are evil Sick and disjointed My skin is thick Thick and calloused I'm ready to shed the shell Ready to shed the shell So you think you have figured me out A young man lost in his problems Some problems aren't that easy to solve And you can't break our code of energy I'm bent out of shape There is no happy ending I've come to a point Where I just don't give a fuck My skin is thick Thick and calloused I'm ready to shed the shell Ready to shed the shell The code of energy Hi I'm paranoid Goodbye I'm in the void Haunted by insecurity Bipolar asymmetry Our new vision of passion and obsession Is planetary ingestion And there is no time for question We don't need any special equipment No descrambler No blackbox Our antennaes are up Aligned and waiting to receive We are just searching Searching for satellite signal Waiting for the channel To come in loud and clear

Papa Roach - Dead Cell
Born with no soul, lack of control Cut from the mold of the anti-social Plug them in and turn them on Process the data, make yourself the bomb What is your target What is your reason Do you have emotions, is your heart freezing Seizing this opportunity to speak Ya didn't say nothin but turn your fucking cheek CHORUS: Dead cell (X2) Sick in the head, living but dead, hear what I said Learn a lesson from the almighty dread Jah nutty warrior, nothing's scarier Kids are getting sick like malaria Situation gets harrier, throwing up all types of barriers I'm tellin ya the kids are getting singled out Let me hear the dead cells shout CHORUS: Dead cell (X2) Born with no soul Lack of control Cut from the mold of the anti-social Plug them in and turn them on Process the data Make yourself the bomb No soul No control Cut from the mold of the anti-social Plug them in and turn them on Process the data Make yourself the bomb Stop pointing fingers cause we

Another Idiot :)
I gave a girl a suggestion about something for her bf for christmas and.. here we go: lol it's from my shoutbox..so start at the bottom :) >BULLETPROO...: then have a good night again...I hope your wife can cheer you up..since you've been fighting for like an hour and something now BULLETPROO...: eh i;'m droping out of it there starting too steal pics of me an my wife not cool ->BULLETPROO...: If I was fighting I'd still be in the same mummm for like an hour ->BULLETPROO...: i wasnt fighting in fact i was telling her its not worth fighting BULLETPROO...: so its not worth fighting in the shoutbot but doing it in the mums is much better seems your pissy because i made you look bad BULLETPROO...: damn your dumb Here I posted a comment in the mumm because he started fighting with another girl in the same mumm so I was telling the girl not to fight with him because they were going at it for like 30 min and it wasn't worth it.. BULLETPROO...: eh its on line its all in fu

Sex.....sex.....and.....more Sex!!!!
THIS IS TO ALL OF DADDY_LONGSTROKE86's friends....are you nymphos and need someone to give you a good fuck...IM THE ONE!!!! I love to eat pussy:) my dick is 10 inches strong....and believe me its no lie and i do kno how to work it. i can give it to you anytime you want it...i can go all day and all night...so hit me up and feel free to gimme a call 8036876566....look forward to hearin from someone soon....:)

Just A Thought
Just a thought. Im not sure if I want to stick it out on Fubar anymore? I have far too many points to go to level. I have done it all myself without the aid of having a VIP. It's getting harder and harder for me to just go and rate ppl's whole profiles anymore. Now that I can't Dj anymore...really why am I here? I have met many a wonderful people here...I really have. So I am not sure...Like I said...might just be the ramblings of a person who has temporarily lost interest. What do you all think?

Don't Mess With Kids
A group of primary school infants, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field tripto Cheltenham races to see and learn about thoroughbred horses. When it was time to take the children to the toilet, it was decided that the girls would gowith one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's toilet when one of theboys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting theboys up, one by one, holding their willies to direct the flow away from theirclothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying notto show that she was staring, the teacher said, 'You must be in year four.' 'No, missus,' he replied. 'I'm riding Silver Arrow in the 2.15.'

At A Local College, There Was A Dance
A guy from America asked the girl from Sweden to dance. While they were dancing, he gives her a little squeeze, and says, "In America, we call this a hug". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a hug too." A little later, he gives her a peck on the cheek, and says, "In America, we call this a kiss". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a kiss too." Towards the end of the night, and a lot of drinks later, he takes her out on the campus lawn, and proceeds to have sex with her, and says, "In America, we call this a grass sandwich". She says, "Yaaah in Sveden, we call it a grass sandwich too, but we usually put more meat in it."

Merry Christmas
How " Merry Christmas " is said around the world in Another Language Afrikaans: Gesëende Kersfees Afrikander: Een Plesierige Kerfees African/ Eritrean/ Tigrinja: Rehus-Beal-Ledeats Albanian:Gezur Krislinjden Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah Argentine: Feliz Navidad Armenian: Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand Azeri: Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun Bahasa Malaysia: Selamat Hari Natal Basque: Zorionak eta Urte Berri On! Bengali: Shuvo Naba Barsha Bohemian: Vesele Vanoce Brazilian: Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo Breton: Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat Bulgarian: Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo Catalan: Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou! Chile: Feliz Navidad Chinese: (Cantonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Chinese: (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan (Catonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Choctaw: Yukpa, Nitak Hollo Chito Columbia: Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo Cornish: Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth Corsian: Pace e salute Crazani

Advice For Men Buying Gifts For Women
Advice for Men on Holiday Gifts for Your Woman: Guys, you need to give your woman SOMETHING for the holidays. Try not to stress out about what to give her. Anything is better than no gift at all. You do need to gift-wrap your gift. Give it to her in a loving moment that is set aside just for giving her this gift. Don't just hand it to her in an off-hand way. If you're at a loss for what to say, keep it simple. "This is for you. Merry Christmas." (Or Happy Hanukkah, Happy Valentines Day, or Happy Birthday! These phrases have stood the test of time!) Just make sure you're looking in her eyes when you say those words. Here are my 7 Gift Guidelines for you men. The first 6 apply to a woman you have a romantic interest in. Tip 7 is for when you want to keep things less personal, at least for now. Tip #1: This is NOT the time to make frugality your number one concern. This is the time to go the extra mile - IF you can. If you are a starving artist, however

For Those Who Do/have Served
“THE SOLDIERS NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS” (this version) By Major Bruce W. Lovely (With apologies to Clement Moore who first wrote this story for his children in 1822) Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His fa

I F**k Like A Beast
ANIMAL (FUCK LIKE A BEAST) (Lawless) I got pictures of naked ladies Lying on their beds I whiff that smell and sweet convulsion Starts a-Swelling inside my head I'm making artificial lovers for free I start to howl I'm in heat I moan and growl and the hunt drives me crazy I fuck like a Beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I'm on the prowl and i watch you closely I lie waiting for you I'm the wolf with the sheepsskins clothing I lick my chops and your tasting good I do whatever i want to, to ya I'll nail your ass to the sheets A pelvic thrust and the sweat starts to sting ya I fuck like a beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love Come ride, savage seduction Ride, ride, ride

The Name Game
This was stolen by my friend "Danger Mouse", Who I think stole it from a friend of hers. So lets have at it shall we.... The Name Game. The rules are simple, we start with a name of a celebrity. The next name in the list has either the same first or last name (phonetic similarities and spelling differences are accepted "Jorge = George" or "Joe = Joel" etc) just keep it in the ballpark..lol. The next name follows from the one preceding and so forth. The original name that started this was: Seth Rogen So we go from there.

Children Of Bodom - Hate Crew Deathroll
Come on! Hey! Don't tell us what you want, Cause we don't give a fuck about you and your kind. You! You better take a step back where ever the fuck you came from. No! You ain't one of us and to be tag along you're too ugly and blunt. Why?! Is it so hard to get that we don't need you, stupid cunt! If you don't know how to resent one another, To gain the new way of power, It'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck What you may think of us or what you may not. Stop! Are you ever gonna stop tryin' to be on the way that we wanna go? Fuck! It's pissing the fuck out of us when you don't understand the word 'no' ! Now, you're tellin' that you'll win the war that's only battled cause you're Too dumb to die. That's right! You can take your war and shove it up your ass, Then close your eyes and say goodbye. If you don't know how to resent one another, To gain the new way of power, It'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck What you may think of us or what you

Murderdolls - White Wedding ( Billy Idol Cover )
Hey little sister what have you done? Hey little sister who's the only one? Hey little sister who's your superman? Hey little sister who's the one you want? Hey little sister SHOT GUN! And its a nice day to start again Come on And it's a nice day for a white wedding And it's a nice day to start again Hey little sister what have you done? Hey little sister who's the only one? Well I've been away for so long I've been away for so long I've let you cope for so long And it's a nice day to start again Come on And it's a nice day for a white wedding And it's a nice day to start again (Solo) Alright Take me back home again And there's nothing fair in this world And there's nothing pure in this world Look for something left of this....(Scream) Start again! Come on! Its a nice day for a white wedding And its a nice day to start again Alright Its a nice day to start again

Thrice - Under A Killing Moon
The air my lungs first loved Carves craters from my eyes They said "breathe deeply son Or be the next to die" Beneath the falling night And heaven's shutting gate Pray keep your tongue held tight Or suffer the same fate The blood on our black gloves It is none of your concern If you want to call our bluff Get in line and wait your turn And watch the witches burn" Don't flinch when innocents Are dancing with the flame If they wanted to live They'd learn to play the game You can still walk away If you just hold your tongue If you'd just walk away You'd live to see the sun but" Under this killing moon Under this burning sky The fire's shining groom I hold my breath and close my eyes "The blood on our black gloves It is none of your concern If you want to call our bluff Get in line and wait your turn And watch the witches burn We'll watch the witches burn"

Pantera - Cemetry Gates
Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy? Crucified for no sins An image beneath me Whats within our plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man cut in half in this world Left in my misery... The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your (face) Well I guess You took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a New-found joy This love would end in rage And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete All alone as the Memories now unfold. Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last Through all those Complex years I thought

Pantera - This Love
If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life -- [Chorus] You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself -- [Chorus] No more head trips

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have
I still recall the taste of your tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head 'till I don't wanna sleep anymore. [Chorus:] You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I just want something. I just want something I can never have. You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now. This thing is slowly taking me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. [Chorus:] Come on and tell me. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I just want something. I just want something I can never have In this place it seems like such a shame. Though it all looks different now, I kno

Machine Head - From This Day
You gotta Stand tall and cut away the ties Drop walls and hold that head up high The world is fast and youth ain't gonna wait So grab a hold before it gets to late Bare your soul and strip away the cold Of withered life thats past so gray and cold Cause all the pain that thats filled these eyes you see Was made to bleed just recently Tears that made me Ashamed to be me But that gave me Strength to see me Made a spark that Lit the dark Let me shine [Chorus:] Time to see, believe this in me The pain that i feel deep inside Cause its time we come together Be on because I'm bout to now So do it now or never I fall sleep to freeways far from here Spend half the night just drinking beer From this day on shall be the words My flesh and bones shall make it heard Don't you test Ill have to mess with you Do my best so fuck the rest of you One of these days You'll see I've always been right [Chorus] And it makes me glad When i see the sun And it makes me s

Nightwish - Dark Chest Of Wonders
Once I had a dream And this is it Once there was a child's dream One night the clock struck twelve The window open wide Once there was a child's heart The age I learned to fly And took a step outside Once I knew all the tales It's time to turn back time Follow the pale moonlight Once I wished for this night Faith brought me here It's time to cut the rope and fly Fly to a dream Far across the sea All the burdens gone Open the chest once more Dark chest of wonders Seen through the eyes Of the one with pure heart Once so long ago The one in the Big Blue is what the world stole from me This night will bring him back to me Fly to a dream...

Pulling Myself Back
Pulling My Self Back Once again I try to free myself But I pull myself back down I tried to make me vomit me All over the ground But the sins of my past Cement me to my present Retaining me for a future Of a torturous lament So many unanswered questions Maybe they have no real answer It seems my own actions Impinge on me like a cancer This toxic cesspool I swim Filled with haunting details Details of a life wasted Demons feasting on my entrails I am doomed to be myself To scream out into the black To bleed away to nothing A soul is what I lack My thoughts turn to ash Burning my flesh alive Or maybe I am already dead Just waiting for my casket to arrive

To You My Brother, I'm Really Gonna Miss You
Really Gonna Miss You Really gonna miss you Its really gonna be different without you Time is gonna be hard and slow For the rest of my life Gonna be thinking about you (yes I am) Time came when you had to go I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end In your finest hour I was there with you And without you things wont be the same But there's a higher power that we answer to And you heard him calling your name Really gonna miss you Everything about you your smiling face I know you want us all to be strong Really gonna miss you I know your going to that magic place Singing you a brand new song I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end

Still Falling
I get butterflies everytime i see him my heart aches when he walks down the hall he's my everything and im his nothing. i gave him my heart. he gave me it back all torn apart i dont understand how this boy could be so perfect i love him to no end though it kills me to see him. he said i was beautiful he said i was perfect he told me that he loved me and i was silly enough to believe him those were all just lies, ways to make me fall and he did a good job because im still falling.

"old Town Square."
“Old Town Square.” It’s weathered street, just kissed by rain, lies glistening and wet The old town square, lost to time, the hallowed place we met Five hundred years past, or maybe more, when I first saw your face And still I see it, in all the things, that make up this ancient place I see it in the fountain, where people came to bathe I see it as the sun now strikes it, with it’s golden rays As they dance there in the water, shimmering and blue In every inch of Old Town Square, I’m seeing bits of you And by the hitching posts, where the horses were once tied And even those posts remind me of you, and I will not deny That you placed your reigns upon me, and a saddle on my back But you never had to bind me, because I’m always coming back To the right you know stood merchant’s booths, filled with exotic goods Bales of cloth and bangles of gold, tents stretching to the woods And near the forest I can plainly see your wagon standing there With you kneeling by the c

Come Join The Newest Leveling Group On Fubar
HEY ARE YOU TRYING TO LEVEL AND CANT SEEM TO DO IT BY YOURSELF WELL COME ON OVER TO UNIQUE LEVELERS AND JOIN THIS CREW WE ARE NEW BUT ARE GROWING SO FAST SO COME JOIN THIS GROUP BUT BE SURE U HAVE A SALUTE AND GONNA BE TRUE TO THE GROUP FIRST IS THE HOMEPAGE UNIQUE LEVELERS@ fubar THEN ITS THE OWNER AND CO OWNER †Rebel™ †R/L ~N~ FU HUBBY TO Michelle†@ fubar Michelle R/L ~ N ~ FU WIFE TO Rebel@ fubar THEN ITS THE TAG MAKER Smokie™ Fu&RL Hubby To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity/Enforcer@Americas Brave And Proud/Lounge Expert@ fubar THEN ITS THE MEMBERS Ðj Çhîèƒ Øwñè® Øƒ Klµb Kºñvîk†@ fubar Violet20 Co Owner Of Klub Kovikt@ fubar

Neighbor Kids...
My new neighborhood offers a plethora of snotty nosed school aged children eager to play, cohort and otherwise mangle our newly paved streets with their toys, bikes, and underdeveloped voice boxes that seem to utter the highest of all high levels of screams imaginable. Children, these days,I notice all too much; scream at the drop of a hat. They scream in excitement, fun, anger, joy, fear and sometimes just to hear the sound of their voice. It's an annoying trait in anyone, let alone my own children. I've promptly warned my girls to never scream, unless, of course, they are on fire, in danger, or dying. Otherwise, a low groan is appropriate and even a genuine smile. I'm not THAT much of a kill joy! I was always on the assumption, especially growing up, that the less noise you make, the less noticeable you are, which equates to "the less likely you'll get in trouble." Maybe this "playground etiquette" is just outdated...or maybe, parents aren't taking the time to tea

Under..estimated...
Well I looked back on the blog that I had posted at the beginning of this year and I realized that wow..my life was fucked up. All of those guys that I WAS having problems with I have cut ties with completely. Just recently did I get rid of one of them, but it is ALLL goood...i HAVE found myself completely happily in love with someone else these days. I dont know how to explain this man, but I knew when I first met him that I could love him more than anyone in the world. I have so much to offer this man but sometimes I WONDER if that is what he wants too. It is A long distance relationship, but we both plan on it not being that way for very long. i HAVE to give mad love to my sister CLOVER for introducing us to each other, I would be lost and unhappy without him. Sometimes when he calls he has a tendency to ask my why i picked him.. and the truth is I dont know. I can't answer that. It wasn't my choice, I fell for him the second I saw him, I guess you would call that fate. I believe th

This Guy Has Been Harassing Me For Sometime And Blocking Him Dont Work
> > > > > > LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW IF HE COMES TO UR PAIGE TO TALK ABOUT ME DO NOT BELIEVE HIM > > > BLOCK HIM AND DELETE HIM > > CaramelLover@ fubar > > > > > BROUGHT TO U BY > POOKIE COONASS JUGGALO Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar

Family Reunion For Juggalos/lettes Planned
Having a "Family" reunion! Who: All those who are part of the Juggalo Family in the area! What: Meet and greet Where: Janesville Mall food court Milton Avenue, Janesville, WI When: Saturday, January, 17, 2009 at 3pm Why: To see how many in the family are out there! How: In face paint and/or gear Local Lette wants to meet any and all others in the area who are Family. This is a nonsponsered and unofficial gathering so please show respect for the Mall. Let's just see how many we can get to show! This is for all ages; you just have to like ICP music or be of the Family! Try to make a point of at least stopping in at 3 at the food court and finding me to say "Hi!" Spread the word and come share the clown love! RSVP to me, Shandi, at kisstwins69@yahoo.com if you are interested or need any info.

Dui Texas Style
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

Hottie Of The Week
ALL 2ND ALARM HOTTIES – LOOK HERE!! The management of the 2nd alarm hotties are gonna start a new “contest”. Every week the management will choose 1 girl to be hottie of the week. The girl selected will get extra promotion that week. You don’t have to do anything else than being an active hottie. So keep your eyes open, it could be you! Xoxo Annipoo Don’t Forget To Show The HomePage Some Love š 2nd Alarm Hotties New Homepage 11/6 š@ fubar IF YOU THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A 2ND ALARM HOTTIE THEN SEE…. *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Chief of Operations of 2nd Alarm Hotties**@ fubar OR ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputyღ2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar THIS BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Chief of Operations of 2nd Alarm Hotties**

Investment Tips For 2009
Investment tips for 2009 For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in 2009: 1) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W R. Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2. PolygramRecords, Warner Bros., and ZestaCrackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3. 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4. ZippoManufacturing, AudiMotors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become: Fairwell Honeychild. 7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become: PouponPants. 8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become: Knott NOW! And finally... 9. Victoria 's Secret and Sm

Relief From Pain
Sitting in this room, Alone and quiet. The walls are spinning, The silence is loud. Nothing but the (tap tap tap), Of the rain, falling against my window pain. The shadows on the wall, move in such a crawl. The light is dim, And the air is cold. Thoughts racing, One by one, Through this empty mind. No feeling, Numbness to all around. No more hesitation, Let it out. The feeling of relief, Bittersweet. Tears fall, Life has been renewed.

Untitled
at times when i can’t take it anymore i run to my angel to seek comfort he is like my shield,armor and protector from pain and wickedness in all sort My angel has always been there for me times when i’m hard to understand, bubbly or crazy as i can be you see him there holding my hand making me smile was never a problem healing my heart was always easy the thing i most admire from him is the faith he has in me i guess that’s what angels always do make you feel happy and free, guide,guard,care and love you the way you deserve to be my angel’s quite different from the rest he has his imperfections like many but for me he is still the best ‘coz even in hell he will never leave me but i did something so bad which shattered my angel’s wing and made him so gloomy and sad and countless tears it did bring i regret every stupid thing i cause and i’ll do everything to make him stay ‘coz i’ll be so helpless a

A Soldier
A Soldier By me Not a sacred warrior, Nor with a bayonet blessed by God, Not even a human being, Just a simple peasant….. a surrogate, A sacrificial lamb, a frightened child, Chosen by the rich to be an instrument of war, A cold-blooded, battle-trained beast, A mindless savage ordered to kill, A molded piece of steel, an object……. a gear, A very small cog in a far-reaching engine of death, An insignificant fleck in the overall fabric of life, A negligible notch on the handle of an enemy’s gun, A mere afterthought for those who extol the wonders of war, An unkempt grunt, A lonely gutted, blood-spattered corpse lying on the ground, Something like the trivial crush of dead dog on a lonely country road, Dead meat…………. with a tin tag, A sacred breath of life having been stripped from its mother’s womb, A father’s pride…. his very best friend, Someone whose name is Abdul, Mohammed, Ishmael, Ibrahim, or Hassan, Or then again

Stray Bullets
Stray Bullets By me My Brothers limbs twist to the rhythm, Dance to the deadly beat of the bloody drum, Unceasing, No destination but devastation, Slug after slug viciously whizzes, Unseen, To our streets they bring their epic fight, Their thirst for power, their fear of oblivion, Unquenchable, Their teeth into cigars, Their minute daggers into flesh, Sinking, Their shots no target but catharsis, Their war no aim but fantasy, Estranged, One silver bullet sprayed, Pierced my impervious heart, Guiltless, Limbs folding neatly upon the dirt road, I writhed from the painful impact, Excruciating. A bloody tear scales my bony cheek, The beating continues, Relentless. My life fading, Hidden from God, Hopeless. Mrrcp 2007

To Understand Me.
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Master Of Puppets Wins!
Ok folks, The votes have been counted and Metallica's Master Of Puppets has won. The album will be played in its entirety tomorrow night. Tune in Monday night 10 p.m. to 1 a.m. time. The album will be played in the first hour. See you all tomorrow night!!

Como Laflor
Yo sé que tienes Un nuevo amor Sin embargo Te deseo lo mejor Si en mí no encontraste Felicidad Tal vez alguien más Te la dará Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Si vieras cómo duele Perder tu amor Con tu adiós te llevas Mi corazón No sé si pueda Volver a amar Porque te di todo el amor Que pude dar Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele

Forever In Your Heart
Forever in You Heart You know That I love you In every way You bring So many magical wonders To my day How could I ever leave One reason why Cause darlin without you I cannot breathe Youre the best thing In all my life The only one Who helps me through So much pain and strife Baby you know... Youll always be in my heart Well never have reaons To ever part When I look into yor eyes All I see is you and i Together, forever in your heart Darlin yes I love you more than words can say Youll always be mine No matter where you are Youre always at the front Of my mind Only for eternity Youve touched my heart With undying hope With your love My problems can cope No one will ever take your place When I close my eyes I see me Kissing your sweet face Youre much more beautiful Than heavens glowing embrace You'll alwyas be Forever with me Baby, just wait and see Youre my dream come true And all I can say Is that I love you All I can say I

Let Go (monsters)
Wipe the tears from your eyes Darling, go back to sleep Nightmares cannot hurt you now Here in your mother’s keep Let go of all the darkened thoughts Unfold your tiny wings and fly I’ll chase away the monsters that are Underneath your bed And sing away the ones inside your head Wipe the dirt from your knees Get up and move along Failure cannot hurt you now It can only make you stronger Let go of all the darkened thoughts Unfold your tiny wings and fly I’ll chase away the monsters that are Underneath your bed And sing away the ones inside your head

Cold...but Still Here(evens Blue)
hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your neck when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don’t you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time you’re so endearing, you’re so beautiful, well I don’t look like they do, and I don’t love like they do but I don’t hate li

Verbal Diarrhea
sometimes there are things in life difficult to talk to others about. even common mundane things can be awkward and embarrassing. I'm overwhelmed with mixed emotions lately and wish very much that i could just let my mind be still...silent...at peace. i feel torn and confused and dissatisfied with my life in this body, and all the baggage associated with it. the thing that makes me the happiest right now also makes me the saddest...my heart is miles and miles away, in the hands of a man I'm crazy for. It's a difficult thing to persevere through. and it sucks not having the resources to just do as i please and go to him. ahhhh...but what do I know about anything anyway? perhaps close proximity is too much to ask for. i feel like I've won this huge prize but will never see it because of circumstance. Be grateful for what you have is what i keep telling myself.

Dieing Inside
He promised her lost soul the world He said forever and took her hand Stole away her soul as he walked her down the path Shattered her heart as he whispered in her ear Broke her spirit and left her dieing on the floor Took from her everything she knew Ripped away a lifetime of love Left her mind broken, heart shattered Laying naked in a cruel dark world Walked out with the first to take his hand Leaving her soul floating amongst the lost once again... She reaches but can not grasp this reality Tears fall as she realizes she is dieing inside To forever be lost in this dark place No longer whole with a shattered heart and a broken mind....

My Heart Shattered
She is my heart She the only reason i stand her breathing Instincts take over as i watch him shatter my heart No longer loving her, wanting her How could he do this to her My mind lost as i see red Instincts take over as i run No longer will i allow him to hurt her I will not stand by as he shatters her I will take her and run... Run as far as it takes... Hide protect my heart... No longer will the monster hideing within him shatter my heart Run and hide her Keep her safe Instincts take over and we are gone Never to be found again....

The Apple Excerpt
He tried to replay in his mind the meeting with this strange woman, to pull up from his memory file the way she looked at him when he took a bite of the apple: her animalistic cold eyes and a carnivorous smile that lifted the corners of her mouth in such a mysterious yet conspiratory way. He clearly remembered every second of that occurrence, her every gesture and sound, but any memory previous to that moment was completely erased from his brain, and no matter how hard he tried, he just could not recall where and under which circumstances he could have met her. He could hardly tell whether this was a dream or reality, having only the physical evidence of this event taking place to confirm the latter, so this amnesia was not surprising whatsoever. Whether or not it happened, he knew he wanted to see her again, to smell that exotic aroma of sandalwood and vanilla mixed in with some unknown to him spices, to have those wild eyes glare at him again, revealing the fire glowing deep inside.

Auto 11's On For 2 Straight Days
2AUTO 11'S BACK TO BACK ARE ON AND CONTINUEING UNTIL SATURDAY 7PM FU TIME. STOP BY AND SPANK ME HARD AND SHOW ME THE LOVE BROUGHT TO YOU BY BOBBYBONES, BROTHER TO THE GORGEOUS TNK, OWNER OF VODKAGURL,TEDDY BEAR TO LIFE'S A BEACH STICKY THIS AND PLEASE REPOST BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-LOVIN MY SIS, TNK-YSC, FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL@ fubar

Thank You!
To those that know me on here and in the past two 1/2 weeks have been very supportive through the holidays and this latest nerve-grinding event. Yer calls esp. over xmas made me not lose my mind completely when i was about to go over the edge as i usually do every year for reasons that some of you know. Now I know esp. who my offline and online friends are and the favors will be returned 10-fold once I make it through. As far as everybody else, fuck them, and maybe fuck you too! It's my special way of saying thanks for nothin!

Love Me Tender/rip Elvis And Rip Daddy
This song has a very special meaning to me when i was a little girl my daddy always sang this elvis song to me....so i have such good memories of this song so when ever elvis sings this song it reminds me of my daddy singing it to me..so i dedicate this song to my daddy who died last month due to cancer and to me to celebrate his love for me and my love for him also...he had such a love for elvis and so do i....and my daddy's bday was jan4 and elvis bday is today yet 4 days after his so all in all...RIP daddy and RIP the king elvis..... love u both...

One Word
One Word One Look One Smile And my heart lightens. How I wish it wasn't so! I love you still. One year ago You captured my heart. I have paid the price. An astronomical sum. And if to do it all again, I would...because One Word One Look One Smile I love you still.....

A Maiden's Grave By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: A bus carrying eight deaf children and their teachers stops in the middle of the Kansas countryside, a car wreck directly ahead. Soon, three escaped killers rise out of the nearby cornfields and take children and teachers hostage. Pursued by the police, the convicts are forced to hole up in an abandoned slaughterhouse. There they threaten to shoot a child every hour until their demands are met. A 12-hour war of wits begins between FBI hostage expert Arthur Potter and the escapees' leader, Louis Jeremiah Handy. "I aim to get outta here. ...If it means I gotta shoot 'em dead as posts then that's the way it's gonna be," Handy boasts. Potter finds himself "in the middle of the week's media big bang," battling publicity-hungry politicians, trigger-happy cops, and the press as well as the unpredictable killers. This book by the best-selling author of Praying for Sleep (Viking, 1994) starts with a bang, and the tension never lets up. A topnotch thriller with an unexpected kicker

Crazy Moon
Don't she glow in the burning night blowtorch breath searing my neck her hungry mouth poised to feast Don't she glow a crazy moon careening wild side to side venus pendulum laughing loud Don't she glow burning bright in eternal hunger bound so tight in shifting tides of sweet release Don't she glow rocking to and fro dancing slow riding a wave of pure delight into the dawn

Bad November - Track 7 - Unsaid Prayer
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Unsaid Prayer I said I love you/ I said that I cared/ Like an unsaid prayer/ I hope you never find out/ I haven’t been faithful/ I still love someone else/ Like an unsaid prayer/ I don

Bad November - Track 8 - Requiem Of Love
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Requiem of Love It isn't easy to love you forever/ How/ Oh how/ I wanted to try/ You left me leaving no option/ The hardest thing/ Hardest thing/ Is hearing the requiem of love Trac

Stupit Ex
It's winter. It's cold. Snow for tomorrow. Since over Christmas break David showed up with no coat, I called the ex to remind her to have him bring one. Her answer..... "David doesn't normally wear a coat." Ummmmmmmmm. Again.. temps below freezing.. snow coming.... BE A PARENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes he is 13. And needs to be responsible for more all the time. But when kids don't do what makes sense, as a parent you have to help them. I do buy him some clothes, which I send home with him. No sense in keeping things here because he grows out of them so fast. So I told her maybe she needs to talk to him about wearing a coat when it is cold. Her response... "I told him if he got sick he would have to take medicine." Wonderful.

Work Meeting
This morning at 7am my work had a store meeting just to bitch everyone out....i am like totally sick of being bi*ched at for stuff i honestly never do i always get blamed for everyone mistakes and it upsets me cause i always get blamed it aint fair to me.while i stay a good honest employee while there has been so many previous employess leave with in a months time due to the bi*ch who runs the place she is verbally abusive to me and the employees i am so fed up i have to stay there even though i dont want to cause i need money but i been sick for more then 2 weeks i continuolsy get sick and i am so freaking fustrated inside. but today i applied for a job in the morning...so i have to follow up the first week in feb for a interview so i got to wait...i just am so upset emotionally distraut.....any advice for me? I just am a wreck i am sick as a dog and they dont care...they want me there while i am sick....i just cant win for losing and then when they give me 2 days off they take it

Fate
Fate. What exactly is it and does it exist? Is there a certain power that holds our future in its hands, manipulating us like chess pieces, and determining whether its check or mate? Is there a path that leads us to a certain destination that was preassigned to us by stars or something else the day we are born? Or maybe it is ourselves and the circumstances that things happen under that determine our outcome? Here is a scenario: a young 18 year old man slams his car into a tree and dies in a fiery crash. Some may argue that this scenario was written in his unfortunately short book of life, and this was the last chapter. Others may say that his demise was brought on by himself, and if he wasnt speeding, or maybe drinking, or paid a little more attention to the road, he would have avoided the accident and continued enjoying his life. Then, if his life is spared, the first group may say that if he could have avoided that tree and stayed alive, it was his fate, and his book of life may

Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Tweaking My List- Don't Freak
For those that are hypersensitive about your ranking, I'm changing it because I want to. Family is family. Friends are friends. Even still ranking doesn't matter. Those that are important to me know where they rank in my heart.

Makes A Person Wonder
Why is it, when you do things for friends and you happen to be there for them, you listen and attempt to help and realize that no matter what is said it won't go through. So, you back off, and let them handle things how they choose. It is there life anyhow, and still you are there to listen and say, "it's going to be ok, but you need to do for you." You get involved with friends and then all of a sudden you have one that says they are a friend and you listen and try to help, knowing it's all in vein. Then your friends suddenly turns her back on you. But this isn't the first time this has happened. You know your getting abused, but damn ... when do you let it go. How do you tell your friend, who won't talk to you. Other than an occasional SB ... all you can do is wonder in amazement and know that from the next time, it won't happen again. EVER!!!

Pretenders
Just more stolen words and deeds. The poem feels right..... The music says more to her about her than she will listen to from me.... Pretending by Pierre Ortega Friday, March 25, 2005 When did we begin, pretending instead of giving, only lending our hearts to one another, denying never condescending, to our feelings for each other. When did we leave, the hope of our love behind, begin to stare each other blind, forcing each other into the lonliness, of losing the comfort we shared, Why did we begin pretending?

Grow The *f8* Up
I absolutely LOVE when people that dont even know me can talk so much shit about me, and the ppl i care about most get hurt because of it . seriously, grow the fuck up, get a fucking life, and take 2 steps to the left and get the fuck out of mine. if you dont it may or may not be bad for your health ... eat a fucking dick- and grow the fuck up. PEACE OUT RHINO

Poem # Watever I Forget
MY LIFE IS GETTING READY TO START THE WOMEN OF MY DREAMS HAS MY HEART SHE HAS A PART OF ME THT IS INSIDE FOR HE WILL BE WELCOMED TO THIS WORLD IN 33 WEEKS HE OR SHE WILL HAVE THE BEST LIFE EVER BETTER THAN WAT I HAD I REFUSE TO BE LIKE MY DAD FOR HE WAS A BAD BAD MAN TOOK HIS LIFE BY THE SQUEEZ OF A TRIGGER AND NOW I KNOW THT I AM BIGGER AN I KNOW THT WHEN MY CHILD COMES IN TO THE WORLD HE WILL BE KNOWN AS A GOOD MAN AND I HOPE THT ALL WILL WELCOME HIM INTO THIS PLACE FOR HE DESERVES EVERYTHING INCLUDING GRACE AND I HOPE ONE DAY WHEN THEY ARE BROUGH UP AND ALL GROWN UP THEY DO WONDERFULL THNGS WITH THERE LIFE FOR THAT IS WHAT I DID WITH MY LIFE CAME UP FROM DOWN UNDER TO ROLLING LIKE THUNDER MY LIFE WAS IN A BLENDER FOR I WAS BOUT TO SURRENDER AND NEVER LOOK BACK AND LAUGH SO LIFE IS VERY PRESCIOUS AND I HOPE EVRYBDY KNOWS THT NO MATTER IF U THINK UR A BUM OR U LIVE IN A TRAILER WITH YOUR MOM YOUR LIFE HAS SO MUCH MANIG TO THE PPL ALL AROUND YOU AND ESPECIALLY

Mirror
Mirror-mirror on the wall show me what you see if you really reflect it all show every piece of me behind my eyes, behind my smile deep into my soul linger for a little while show me all you know not just a figure standing here reveal all that's inside show me, even though I fear here and now, it's time show the bruised and battered place in me the piece that just can't cope the part that longs to be set free the side where life's a joke the innocence hiding behind the sin the adult inside the child the heart that won't let anyone in the piece of me that's mild the place in me that's always red the part that's forever blue the side that follows what is said the piece that's always confused the place in me that thinks I’m right the part that knows I’m wrong the side that's bloated up with pride the piece that can't go on the coward inside the fighter the genius next to the dumb the part that's drunk with laughter the side that shies from fun

Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in another direction? The fe

Midnight Surprise Part One
It was a day from hell. The world sucked right now. It was 11:00PM after a very long day at work, in which her boss had asked everyone to stay late to finish a project that just had to be done tonight. She was tired, hungry, and a little more than a bit irritable. On her way home, she grabbed a quick sandwich, to satisfy one need, and headed for home and the peace and quiet of her own little sanctuary. She was just about feeling normal again as she turned the corner onto her street. But her mood was taking a sour turn, as she neared her house. She could see 4 or 5 cars in her driveway, and in the street. Her boyfriend must have company that he did not tell her about. This is something she really did not need tonight. She walked in the door, to find her living room a mess with empty beer cans scattered all around, and covering every table. The only exception was a few cans of soda. Not only thatthere were 6 guys, including her supposed boyfriend, passed out asleep on all the chairs and

Dreaming Of No One
I need to sleep.........but sleep evades me.... There is nothing to go to now she no longer comes to me in the dream state....... My Heart Is Bleeding Poem By: MAmberConrad Oh, how my heart is bleeding The puzzle, I cant put together Pieces shattered, Pieces scattered I cant live like this forever Oh, how my heart is yearning The need for you, my dear But you can’t know And I can’t show How I shed my tears Oh, how my heart is bursting With so much soul That I feel your affect And we can connect Wherever we go Oh, how my heart needs you Your hand, your touch Make your claim, I’m to blame That I need you so much

"enigma."
“Enigma” I’m not hot and I’m not cold, not tender to the touch Or the thorniest of roses, yet I cut myself too much I’m not the gag shoved in your mouth, the one that stifles screams A great white hope, a real thing, I’m not quite what I seem I’m not Goth, and I’m not Emo, I’m nothing like you knew And certainly I’m nothing like those beliefs you hold so true I’m not the answer and not a question, and maybe nothing more I’m not the stray that begs for scraps crouched there at your door I’m not a fist and not a kiss, not an act of war And not the one to cradle you when you’re craving something more I’m not the one to take to heart and gather there inside Because maybe I believe that peace is just a bold faced lie I’m not the one to protest, or trust the Government Perhaps I am a demon, or maybe Heaven sent I’m not one to make judgments, or do the things you do Have you finally got the picture? I’m the one you never knew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Ri

Bleh
I just got home from a 8 hour meeting at work. I felt out of place cause I really didn't say much throughout the meeting but we all gathered up some good information with our group and our conference call with people in St. Louis. Anywho...I'm home now...yay. I have no plans for the rest of the day.... I'll blog more later. My brain is dead.

When Hearts Fall To Pride
Today I have chosen to forsake my daily declaration of love to my one.........she will understand, I hope, that sometimes I need to look at other things that I believe need to be in place ................ Today I saw two people fall out over a silly thing. one wanted to protect another from a perceived threat to her friend. Unfortunately, one sometimes has too much passion for truth and honesty.....she let's it cloud the delicacies of diplomacy. I'm not sure what I should write here........it dusturbs me that two people I have come to care about have landed themselves in this situation...it hurts me also. There is a shame that these two have fallen out. They both head down similar paths....niether one is right for the other.....niether one is wrong for the other....they are their own individual paths that become intertwined now and then. And now, if they continue away from each other, they also lose the chance to learn from each other. Blessed be ♥ Fri

What Is Wrong With The World Today
Is it me or has it seemed that people have just gone crazy. I can not turn on the news anymore with out hearing about somebody slartering people or animals, for no good reason. What has happened to peoples compasion life. Have we as hole become so desentized to those around us. I just saw on the new yesterday about people killing ducks and deer in a horrific way and just leaving the corpses lay. What about that can possibly bring enjoyment to a person. Can some one explain to me what is going on here. If this how things are now. I fear for my children, and how it will be for them when they are my age.

On The Lighter Side Of Obsession.......
You see that....that's you that is :-p She can be the scariest monster.....meh She had an horror of rooms she was tired you can't hide beat When I looked in her eyes they were blue but nobody home Well she could've been a killer if she didn't walk the way she do, and she do She opened strange doors that we'd never close again She began to wail jealousies scream Waiting at the lights know what I mean Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared She asked me to stay and I stole her room She asked for my love and I gave her a dangerous mind Now she's stupid in the street and she can't socialise Well I love the little girl and I'll love her till the day she dies She wails Jimmy's guitar sound jealousies scream Waiting at the lights know what I mean Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running scared Scary monsters, super creeps Keeps me running, running sc

Well New Year Same Troubles
Well same ol chit here no job no money and going nuts selling stuff to stay a-float!!! Come-on O'Bama shift it in to high gear do as you said ....... Oh well kids are fine sorta bored with same crap to do, chase chickens and go nowhere but school kinda sucks for them too. Hopefully things change soon I need a drink for REAL!! And no money to buy one... LOL oh well... I just found out a good friend and girl I worked with just passed on!!!! She was a kick-ass biker chick, I plan on posting a pic of her may she REST IN PEACE with GOD... Gonna miss you Sandy!!! Well enough pissing and moaning I hope all you's had a good Year's start. I think declaring Marshall Law and an hostile take over would be a good Start. And By-the-by F credit Card companies while at it.. Laters all....

Last Chance
Last Chance I gave you a chance But you just looked me in the eye And kept telling me your lies I said last chance One final try One last go At this thing with us And again You looked me in the eye And told me your lies So I told you goodbye And I took my heart And walked away You had your chance I gave you the choice to choose But you chose not to And lost me forever Now you want me back I can't go back You saw what you did to me I may forgive, But I will NEVER forget The day you had your last chance.

011709
Laundry and shopping started the morning. Then, got stood up and apologized to for being stood up. Movies and drinks with friends (Lisa Lampanelli's Diry Girl, Scary Movie 1 and 4, and Family Guy Blue Harvest. Not a bad Saturday. I give it a 5 out of 10.

Us
I think about how much you mean to me, All while I sit and wonder how this could ever be. You and me, are the thoughts that feel so true, Because thinking of us is all that I do with nothing else crossing my mind when I think of only you. While thinking of you and me everyday that has come and gone, I remember the love in your beautiful eyes the night I lost my heart to you on the beach with the long passionate kiss we shared. Everytime we're together, I know and feel that it can only get better. When your thinking of me, know that I'm thinking of you. My love and passion for you will never die. It will only get stronger.

I Am So Using This Next Time I Fill Out A Resume
What the fuck people! I need a motherfuckin job, and I have a resume that says I am fucking fit to be your goddamn front desk/administrative assistant. I have applied to a ton of jobs on here, and not one of them responded, WHAT THE FUCK?! Cover Letter? Here's my fucking cover letter! Now, I'm really low on money, and I'll suck a dick if I have to...that's right! Got a bear in your backyard that keeps eating your garbage? I'll fight that motherfucker and I'll win! Can any other prospective employee say that?! FUCK NO! What'd you say? You lost your keys? FUCK IT! I'll shoot the goddamn lock off your door with my laser eyes! That's how bad I need a motherfuckin job! Your brother is gay and you're not cool with that? I'll de-gay him with reverse buttsex. Don't believe me?! Then hire me and I'll fucking show you! OBJECTIVE I need a motherfuckin job. SHIT I HAVE DONE -I invented the moon. -Atlantis was around til 1988, but sunk when I shot out of my mom's vagina like a

Moderate Cervical Dysplasia
I had a pap test come back bad in May of last year, went an got a colpo done in August which came back to be moderate cervical dysplaisa but it really messed me up the doctor that I was seeing at that time said I had two choices one was to get a cone biopsy or a full hysterectomy,thing is I had gotten a bacterial infection from the colpo which caused me to get a yeast infection that lasted for 3 months, talking about hurting I was in alot of pain, could not walk nor sit for any amount of time before having to stand so thought to myself I would go to a second GYN and get a second opinion she said that the doctor I had been seeing was way to agressive that we could get rid of this by doing the leep, thing was she had me set up to get this done on September 25TH but I had went into her office over the yeast infection and well needless to say I had started my period on the 23RD of that month, they had called me for a reminder I tried to explain that I was unable to make it but the lady cut

Black Box Of Mine
My heart grows colder, every second of everyday. This is not a joke, no time to play. To this I am saying, Beware of me. For the future is grim, this is what I can be. It is a time for change, a time to be free, a time to let go, a time to be me. Its a time to change, this black heart of mine. To singing,dancing,drinking, that would be just fine. For this is just, a rant of boxed up rage. Could someone put me back, in my deep black cage. I thought I was ready to see the sun shine, but maybe this blackness will be just fine. Maybe this blackness is just what I need, no, im not off my rocker or losing my mind. Its just me, myself that I'm trying to find, I need to find me, first and foremost. Before what I see in the mirror, is just a ghost. Is this just a phase, I sit and wonder. Can I bring myself back, or will this take me under...... Written By: Jessica 4/8/07 One of the most blackest times my soul has ever endured....

Deleting My Account??
To All my friends... I am really considering deleting my fubar account. I just don't think I should continue to be on here. I have done somethings this previous year that I am not to proud of. If you are a true friend and want to continue to chat with me, send me a Message with your Yahoo address and I will keep in touch. I will be deleting my account by the end of this week. I had fun meeting all of you on here. Hope to hear from you...

La Cultura Dalle Mie Scelte Ed Accettare Il Dolore
§ Choices and consequence. That's what life is about, right? Trying to make the right choices Only to make the wrong ones. Trial and error Trial and error. So it weighs heavy on the heart. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. It's harder to accept the consequence Of your own choice Than others....Can you answer why that is? La cultur dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. Acceptance is the key How easy that sounds. Facing my fears I can now feel the tears That I've been hiding. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. Yeah, that's how it is. Another whirlwind spin In this so called life. So I keep on trying. La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore. L'accettazione e` la chaive ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NOTES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ La cultura dalle mie scelte ed accettare il dolore:(italian) Learning from my choices and accepting the pain L`accettazion e` la chiave: (italian) acceptance is the key

Freedom Of Speech
"Freedom of Speech." There's limitations on these three. Think, think, arrange Your words carefully. Wrongfully written or said... Bang, bang you're dead... Hung by one phrase, one wrong word. How does freedom fit in? Only by acceptance Of one's ears. They are the judge of Where freedom sets in. Going by a person's say You are trapped in a cage. Always haveing to be careful Of what you say Or the bars close in. I ask agian, "Where does Freedom of Speech step in?" You ask me a question. I answer with freedom Of expression and NO cuss Words thrown in. This answer you did not like. So, you hand cuffed me to your bike. Now, that was a sight. Freedom of Speech: Collides, over rides, lies All because everyone thinks their right. Honest, brutal, one-sided, Manipulative, under-ruleing, vindictive. Words that can be use agianst you or for you. Simple, careing, devoteing. I could keep going. Freedom of Speech how does it fit in? Choices made by choi

Anniversaries
I wasnt going to blog anymore, but today something happened to me and I want to speak about it. In January, 2006, today actually, at 11:33 pm in 2006, my mother passed away. All day I was feeling bad, weepy and sad, and I, for the life of me, couldnt figure out why I felt so sad. All day my thoughts were on my children and my father, and my siblings, yet, what the significance of this day was escaped me. On my way home I called my dad, "just to say hi" and he wasnt there so I left a brief message. He just called me and said he was sorry he missed my call, and then he said, "your mom passed away today." I said with out thinking, "I know". And I did, but yet it wasnt a conscious thought but I did know. I loved her...

Fearfulness
What is this thing that everyone fears? Scared to move. Scared to breathe. Afraid to be next. Afraid to bleed. Watching in horror as this thing rolls by. You cannot escape it, you will too soon die. Noone can beat it. We're all doomed, we will all be victims of this terrible loom. He owns us. Makes us. Takes our lives. He'll reign this world, this king of fright. Through day or night, he'll come for you. He knows you'll suffer and so do you. This angel of death is who he is. He is waiting, watching and hearing you breathe, he will get you- just wait and see.

Just Stop It *nsfw*
Yes, I do nude photos for GGW but that doesn't mean you can treat me like a whore. I'm so sick of men who think I'm just here to listen to their sexual prowess. Yeah, sure you have a 10 inch dick. Of course. Yeah, I know you can use your tongue for hours. Of course. Asking me if I'm into anal really turns me on. To know some guy thinks of me as just holes is really great. God I love it! Treat me like a blowup doll, guys. Grow the fuck up. You think you're original with those lines? I hear them everyday. Most guys wouldn't say it in person to my face. I'm glad I found a decent man, though. I know not all of them are slathering beasts driven by a dick.

Full Moon....
It’s winter and it’s snowing outside I’m tired and I’m playing with my mind Someone’s knocking behind the door Who could it be, I wonder It’s the time of the Full Moon I can’t sleep... I lie awake on my bed I can’t sleep..... Silvery shining bridge over the sea That’s the colour of the midnight moon It was a man who brought me a puppy He said “Happy Christmas to you” I took the puppy and said amaized “Happy Christmas to you too” It’s the time of the Full Moon… I named the puppy Frosty Because of the winter cold...

New Year/january 22 2009/thursday
today i just sit here, and am thinking of so may things, my heart as it wer is strong but breaks somtimes due to the fact that yes still alone in this world, i have many friends, family, but they too have lives to live without me bothering them too much. I smile alot inside, but inside iam crying at times i keep it in me cuz i do not want anyone to seeme in this way..family seen it too many times. I do know its not bad thing to be sen cryin my heart out but ita just my silly way of sayin nope not me lol. But as i said, iam alone..very much so.