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Just For Laughs
HUMOUR FOR LEXOPHILES (LOVERS OF WORDS) Don't groan too loudly. I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a day care where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles , U.C.L.A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes was on shaky ground. The dead batteries were given out free of charge. A dentist and a manicurist fought tooth and nail. A bicycle can't stand alone; it is two tired. A will is a dead giveaway. A backward poet writes inverse. A chicken crossing the road: poultry in motion. With her marriage she got a new name

Pakistan
So today Pakistani "president" (actually dictator) Pervez Musharraf declared a state of emergency, suspended his constitution and put his country under marshal law. I wouldn't usually write about something like this, except that I was watching CNN today and they were interviewing Condoleezza Rice who said that a move away from democracy and constitutional law was a move in the wrong direction. I personally found this to be hysterical. Did anyone else hear a pot calling a kettle black? G

Pain: Written By Moi
Pain Fostered yet kept so brightly-eyed, To the devil's succulent and clutching hold, Grasping tightly as we go Down to the seducive and dark waters Below. I see you there so innocent and worried, Reaching amungst the shadow's pull, So anxious there, so kind and sorry, I am not the jealous tool. Quaint with fury at the fire's edge, You lend me words to end my pain. 'Til then I drift on what the keeper said, So all my pain is all in vain. My sadness fills my empty soul, May it not consume me for far too long. I suffer deep and shallow walls that corner and insult me to where I belong. Time shall committ me to my home, Where nothing absolves this fear of alone. I shall not see nor disappear, As long as your memory still holds me near. And the longer I stay in this whirlpool of hope, I may never succeed. I will never succeed. My pain loves me because I am torn. It kisses me and comforts me, Through my sorrow

All I Ever Wanted: Written By Moi
All that I Ever Wanted Deep thoughts. Sweet sounds. All that would make you happy. Shallow waters. Rustling trees. All that would make you afraid. Solitude. Restlessness. All that would make you sad. Win a fight. Lose a fight. All that would make you angry. Late night walks. Rich chocolate kisses. All that make you fall in love. Settled dreams for future queens. All that you ever wanted. Warm bed and copious food. All that you ever needed. Endless love. A second chance. All that I ever wanted. But you're gone. Love cannot salvage, What never was love.

In My Room-icp
"I love you...are you gonna let me in? Hello? Hello?" 2:45 and the bell went off, Thank God, Many people think im odd But I talk with no one, And I walk alone,and I avoid sunlight with a chalky tone I get home and dont say hi, It aint no one there, I dont care I walk in and go right up the stairs To my room Get in bed and just wait for dark cause thats when the real show starts (tap tap) 'tap tap' on the glass go the piece of ass' So young and pretty its too bad she past But she comes to my room and we talk at night,she's demonic and bloody,but she holds me tight In my bedroom,with her im never alone,and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes Then she gone, I can still hear her voice loom. But she only exists in the dark of my room Love... (I cant ignore you) In my room (do anything for you) Love... (I do adore you) In My Room... You and I I try to smile alot,but im always frontin,but I do love a ghost and atleast thats something. She dont talk much,

God Is Forever Present Now>>
See God is in my life and is my all.> He answeres me in ways no one can hear , but I do hear . He lets me see him in a way no one sees him , but I do see him . He leads me on lifts me up . My spirit is full with him in My heart ; Who could go wrong? > Not I . I know ill stumble and fall many a time , But Jesus Forgives me always .< He knows im human and make mistakes , He loves me still..> He helps me to go on and thru His love and care ; I am doing just what my heart desires. < To believe and follow Him ; Jesus is In I do everything till eternity and thru eternity ..?? Hugs all > have a God blessed day Today >. diana

Clay Walker ~ She Likes It In The Morning
she likes it in the morning when i run my fingers through her hair she smiles when i call her darlin she looks like an angel layin there she wants me in the evening to listen close to how she feels she needs to know i need her and heaven knows i always will cuz she loves me every single day and night and she says we are everything thats good in her life she says she loves me more than anything on earth and thats almost as much as i love her she likes to lay down on me and rest her head on my chest and softly whisper to me what she won't share with anyone else and theres a sweetness in her laughter when it's just the two of us and i try so hard to capture every little thing she does cuz she loves me every single day and night and she says we are everything thats good in her life she says she loves me more than anything on earth and thats almost as much as i love her and she says she loves me more than anything on earth and thast almost almost a

Icp For Beginners Pt 2
The Riddlebox Represents the vision many see when they die. When you turn the crank, what comes out determines if you go to Heaven or Hell. Time flows like a dark horde, consuming all in its path. Man lives his life in the blink of an eye. Just as day becomes night, all life fades into death. In death each person will be judged for his deeds performed while alive. There are the few who walk a life of purpose, and there are those who trod the path of greed, their souls host to demons. Time slows near each person's end. Those whose deeds were evil grasp onto life as long as they can because, though they don't know what awaits them in the afterlife, they feel for them it is a horror beyond words. Time stops in this world, as the heart becomes still and the soul leaves the body. In the afterlife time is eternal, and even death is but a new beginning. For you see, when you step into death your soul steps upon the floor of a dark chamber and you look to see it empty, except for a stra

Soco Day After
So i am talking to my exes mom she is doing her usual. Bitch bitch bitch whine whine whine. Thankfully she has only mentioned him once amazingly i just called to confirm some fax stuff and she said she didnt have long to talk... 20 minutes later she is still complaining. Skipping class again. there is no point in going I am oddly sad for some reason... just this weird blanket cloaked over me.... welp i think i will take a nap whenever she gets done bitching. I havent spoken in 10 minutes other than to agree with her.... I feel weird. odly sad. Hopefully a nap will make it better. snarkle

Thank You To The Guys Who Show Women In Here Respect And Kindness .
Show a lady respect in here and dont expect anything from them except meeting them and saying a few friendly words or hello,s. i do apprecuaite all The lovly words and comments , thoughts from yall. hugs my friend s. Diana

Where Did It Go...
so where did the weekend go?? I think it flew right past me...Saturday the kids and I got up and went shopping for my son's birthday party stuff. He will be 5 on the 11th. So his theme is sports, of course. He wanted a pinata so off to Party City we go and get that. Then, of course, you have to have goody bags so the kids can put the candy in it when it comes out of the pinata. But anyway, we got all his party stuff and came home. We had supper and then all (daddy included) sat down to watch a movie...Meet the Robinson's. That is the stupidest movie I have seen in a while. It made no sense to me, at all~! The best part of the movie is the dinosaur saying "big head, little arms". But the movie ended and I put the kids to bed and my hubby and I crashed~we really needed that extra hour of sleep. Sunday Jeff had to work so it was just me and the kids. We went to church and then to eat lunch. I ran to Wal-Mart and exchanged a pair of bedroom shoes and got some misc things. Th

More Than A Friend
More Than A Friend Every now and then you find a special friend who will never let you down. And you're my friend its true with the little things you do I always want you around. I love you with my heart and soul, I will always be here and so I am letting you know tonight. That I will never leave your side even when our love is being tried because you never felt so right. If I wish upon a star in the sky, will you be with me until I die? For now it's only in my dreams. Then one day it will be and we will finally come to see love is as easy as it seems. Now my friend I kiss you goodnight, in my arms I'll hold you tight and never let you go. As you drift to sleep for awhile, still feeling some denial because you can't believe I love you so.

Security Of Innocents!
Small with nothing but innocents Helpless with purity of heart Caring with no knowledge Loving, no thought Looking up to those around you Security coming from your elders All of this taken away One just one is all it takes What does our innocent do When everything they know Everyone they trusted To keep them safe Doesn’t believe them Isn’t there for them When a mindless individual Takes all this away from a child Who do they talk to How do they ever feel safe and secure again

Some Problems
my mom and dad are having problems because my dad is spending most of his time talking to one person on the computer so my mom feels she has to compete but she cant say shit to him because my dad isnt exactly a listening type... so she told me and now that im dealing with it she is worried my dad is gonna kick her to the curb but thats been my mom for 15 yrs. my brother and i put her through hell and im sorry 15 yrs of that you dont just walk away and say forget it because its not gonna happen i only have one mom on this earth thats the one having troubles with my dad i dont even claim my biological mom and i just dont know im kinda pissed off and its gonna be fucked up if she does leave because thats like taking candy from a baby they are gonna cry well im gonna cry if she leaves.... so just bare with me i have that and pain right now but i should be ok....

Buy Jason Coley's New Cd , Look For Jason To Go Pro Real Soon So Get Ur Copy Now
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jason Coley Date: Nov 5, 2007 2:01 PM fans/friendsthanks so much for all your support, i really appreciate each one of you! you can now check out my tunes on my web site and purchase cd's thru pay pal today! go to www.jasoncoleybyrd.com and order todayGod blessjc

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be me beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Make Love
My mind screamed out "Make love to me "My body screamed out "Make love to me "He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night – peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Graveyard Suicide
Graveyard suicide I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was at peace I felt so welcome, so at home there among the deceased I begun thinking, why do I continue on why do I inhale even one more breath when all I dream of is the eternal slumber that can only be brought about by death Grief and pain are the only inhabitants of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space Was it time for the end? This was the choice which I faced After all, everyday is merely a continuation of the one which preceded it There have ben times when I felt slightly hopeful but there was never any hope when I most needed it And there is little I wish to recall the years are wrought with sadness I've lost my mind, a million times but I always find it again within madness As my heart has drifted along I knew it could not stay afloat with each day that passed I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat So there, amongst the dead I came to the con

Feeling Used.. And Not Wanted Anymore
y is that i find what i think will make me happy then it turns around and makes me feel used... i guess im not ment to me worth a dam thing to anyone.. so fuck it i dont even know y im here anymore... maybe i shouldnt be

Damn
you know it hurts when the person you love calls you a lard ass and you dont even get im sorry out of it.i hurt so bad my chest hurts and my arm is going numb but fuck it i dont care anymore you know i wish i wasnt around anymore its not worth all the pain. you know i want to get so far away from martinsburg its not even funny i know if i had a bottle right now i would get drunk belive that im so stressed im about to have a breakdown. i feel like im in a dark hole and noone to talk to nothing wtf??? do i keep it bottle up until it blows a cap? or do i just let it flow with the wind? or do i just let it eat at me?i really dont know what to do anymore i hurt inside so bad its dying

Tattoos
Cant wait for Sunday... going to get my first tat covered up!!! First sitting obv the outline... then 2 more after that and Ill have it all done... So Excited!!! And I recruited Tits McGee aka Nic to get tatted with me!!! Woot! Stay Tuned for photos =D

End Anonymous Nsfw Flagging!
END ANONYMOUS NSFW FLAGGING! Many of my friends on this site routinely have perfectly innocuous pics flagged NSFW by spiteful, jealous or just plain malicious little twits and there's nothing they can do to stop it. This kind of thing compromises their enjoyment of the site, sometimes to the point where they simply give up and go elsewhere. Now we know that verifying the merit of an NSFW flag instigated by someone other than the owner is labour-intensive and not taken seriously by the Administration of Fubar, but by allowing this kind of injustice a great deal of ill-will is generated that can be fairly easily avoided. Another way has to be found to protect the PG-rated nature of the public areas of this site. The easiest solution would be to end the practice of anonymous NSFW flagging. Anyone who flags someone else's content as NSFW should have their identities made public and attached to the content in the same way pic-ripping details are recorded. Frivolous or malicious

Well Well Well Tonight Is Friday And Tomorrow Is The Weekend For Me Hahah
I dont know really where to start....Hmmm Lets say that my job is fun and easy going....Some people bitch and complain about their job....Boo fuckin whoooo get my drift....I never complain about my job at all....I just take it hour by hour and I just have fun with it and I do have fun with my guests I serve as well....When the guests are pissed off hey I crack a laugh out of em and they could tip me good or not ya know what I mean....Anyways, I hope you guys are having fun right now so anyways...Thats all I got to say...Even though its friday and there will probally be nothing goin on tonight so Im going to have fun with my peeps at work....So guys take it easy and I will see ya latas...PEACE

Mediterranean Wrap Sandwich
1/4 cup KRAFT Mayo Light Mayonnaise 1/4 tsp. dried oregano leaves 1/4 tsp. garlic powder 4 TACO BELL® HOME ORIGINALS® Flour Tortillas 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Honey Smoked White Turkey 1/2 small cucumber, cut into thin strips MIX mayo and seasonings; spread evenly onto tortillas. TOP with turkey and cucumbers; roll up. SERVE immediately, or wrap tightly in plastic wrap and refrigerate up to 4 hours.

The Gift Of Roleplaying
hello all usually i post random poems or rants but i would just like to take the time to post somethng about roleplaying. ever had that situation come up, you watched your character grow up, from a simple youth to a full grown adult, youve seen him or her fight, bleed and you started bleeding with them, you knew him or her like the back of your hand, you cried when he cried, you felt what he felt. from the first adventure you went on to the last one, you fought your way up hard roads, fought monsters, ghouls, goblin armies, destroyed dragons. helped save villages. you watched them grow up. bleed laugh cry, like a child you gave birth to. your heart your soul is within that character. that one character that you used to live out an adventure, your imagination was guided by the storyteller. you flew on the wings of rocs (for any of you a roc is a huge hawk no a rock, but a huge eagle like creature, i might be wrong havent played D&D in a long time) you used magick spells, you stopped

One Flaw In Women
post date: 2007-11-06 05:33:09 views: 7 comments: 0 ratings: 0 By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't,' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

Open Heart
ok ,im already to be cut open again , 5 am in the morning , i will be gone for a few days as u well know , im going through this again but i will servive again will be sore for a day or 2 i hope a day or 2 anyways , maybe longer , but im hoping u all leave luv on my page ,have a good night all u cherrys

Beach Boys:dont Worry Baby
Well its been building up inside of me For oh I don't know how long I don't know why But I keep thinking Something's bound to go wrong But she looks in my eyes And makes me realize And she says "Don't worry baby" Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out alright Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Don't worry baby I guess I should've kept my mouth shut When I started to brag about my car But I can't back down now I pushed the other guys too far She makes me come alive And makes me wanna drive When she says "Don't worry baby" Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out alright Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Don't worry baby She told me "Baby, when you race today Just take along my love with you And if you know how much I loved you Baby nothing could go wrong with you" Oh what she does to me When she makes love to me And she says "Don't worry baby" Don't worry baby Don't worry baby Everything will turn out

Talking To Me
hey guys and girls....I know this is all about points and just having a good time online so don't be afraid ladies ( thats the nicest way I can find to say I'm harmless ) to drop me personal mail.....I'm looking for real fans and maybe a personal connection from time to time...I like to meet everyone I can whenever possible!! I'm not bi or gay and have a wife...that doesn't mean however that I don't hang out with the guys and that I can't meet girls....being married almost 21 years we know each other well enough that there aren't jealousy issues. So drop me a line, say hi, and if you want we can meet and have drinks and I'm sure we will have fun. If you love to laugh then a drink with me is in order!! See you all soon I hope!! Tim thebone369 (its also my yahoo IM name as well)

Why Do I Have So Much Love In Me?
People wonder why i have so much love in me, qnd why icare so much..well let me answer that question. being hurt so many times, and wanting to care and ;love everyone i meet....ffriends n enemies alike its in my heart..and look deeply into my eyes and see my pain and love iwant toi share and be healed by your love in return. DONT FEAR it..it cant hurt you....but can heal me its good for us both for isee your hurt and love as well. think hard...love is nothing to fear, but to grasp, to hold, to not let go of. To cry is not bad..men. women, children, have cried for many reasons, loss of loved ones, loss of love, to lose, to win...all of these i have felt, and became strong. so ask me again..why do i love and care so much? look into the eyes of love, and into the heart of caring..feel, know my love, and caring. Be one with Me Love

Life And My Son....
I have heard people say sometimes that life is over rated. Well..is it? At times, I certainly think so. Why do we have murders, rape, child abuse, domestic violence, and a lot of other catastrophes if life is supposed to be so wonderful.!?.. Most of the time, I try to reassure myself that without trying times in this lifetime, what would make us stronger? Would we know good times from bad times? It just gives us something to strive for, in order to make this world that we live in a better place to be in order for those of us who have children. It is hard to "let go" of them as they grow older, my son is 13. He has grown into a young man so very quickly. I am proud of him. He gets good grades, has close friends, plays baseball and has such a good heart. I do fear for him at times because of the state that the world is in. I choose not to worry, #1, because worry gets a person nowhere in life, and #2,because I know that he has a good head on his shoulders, and I tried t

In Honor Of Earth Mother
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 In Honor of Earth Mother Current mood: loved Category: Religion and Philosophy Our ancestors practices and beliefs share many elements with Native American, African, and aboriginal religious traditions. They were connected to the earth basically because therein was the sustanance which was needed to survive. Earth offered everything, asking nothing in return, but respect. We find a certain wisdom in the beauty and the philosophy by which nature takes its' course in maintaining control of this planet which man has so heartily tried to destroy in a few hundred years. Wisdom and philosophy are odd words to use with a planet of dirt, water and air, yet, it is a living entity, an entity with all living things connected to it. The air can be a gentle breeze on which seeds are transported to new places of growth. It can be a devistating tornadoe, hurricane, showerng death and destruction. It can be the highway fowles of the air use to travel hithe

5 Hours
ok cherry tapppers 5 hour till im gone from here for a few days havving open heart at 5 in the am, need all the luv send my way , and your prayers too , so one last time send me all the luv u can , see u in about a week im hoping

Don't Take Your Children To See The Golden Compass!
DON'T take your children to see The Golden Compass! Body: WE MUST BE INFORMED! NBBC Alert: Golden Compass "children's" movie THE GOLDEN COMPASS, a new movie targeted at children, will be released December 7, 2007. This movie is based on a the first book of a trilogy by atheist Philip Pullman. In the final book a boy and girl KILL GOD so they can do as they please. Pullman left little doubt about his intentions when he said in a 2003 interview that "MY BOOKS ARE ABOUT KILLING GOD." The movie is a watered down version of the first book and is designed to be very attractive in the hope unsuspecting parents will take their children to see the the movie and that the children will want the books for Christmas or Hannukah. The movie has a well known cast, including Nicole Kidman, Kevin Bacon, and Sam Elliott. It will probably be advertised extensively, so it is crucial that we get the word out to warn parents to avoid this movie. You can research this for yourself

Amazing Dream
It's night time now and I'm getting sleepy the lights are off and you come into my mind as I close my eyes. I fall into a deep sleep but there you go creeping in my dreams, as I look around and see you standing there as if you were floating on air. A smile on my face, as your scent fills the room, you come close and stare deeply into my eyes, you cradle my head into your hand and move me close to your lips, I respond to your kiss. You grab me in such a way that turns me on, sort of a soap opera like loving and passions you seem to be my guiding light, all my dreams seems fulfilled as an illusion as it may seem, I hold you close and tightly I kiss you not wanting to let go. I want you inside of me taking me whole, not a trace left untouched nor unkissed, make this dream my most fondest wish, take me as you want me please me with your talents, tease me with your love and passions, take me from behind kiss my back, as I arch and release a soft gasp. As you enter me from behind you let you

How To Make Legend The Thomas Way
Well here we are again, Part 2 if you will of the Sexy Girl Blonde and Thomas fanning club. Thanks to Engla, praising Thomas to me I just had to go and fix this bulletin up tonight based on him and his lovely referals. I hope you all enjoy the show, Oh and dont forget to say a special congrats to Thomas for making legend today, Oh but give it a bit him and sgb may be busy celebrating their accomplishment.

~wsc~ Lounge Party
Wicked Storm Crew! WSC Lounge Brings you Hippie Night Saturday Nov. 10th starting at 8 PM Central.Party Will end when the last person leaves. The contest taking place on this night for prizes are as follows : Best Default picture. 60's & 70's Trivia Other mini contest may also take place We Hope To See You All There.Invite your friends All Are Welcome!!! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ Brought to you by ~RAIN~ Get this widget | Track details |

~goals Reached And Plans For The Future~
Entry for November 07, 2007~ZERO balance as of yesterday!!!~ magnify for T/those W/who really& know me, either through asking or just standing by me and having my trust and my back, IT'S here as of yesterday, jsut got off the phone and i got a ZERO balance and now it's crunch and waiting time for the real answer to come through to release me to myMaster's FULL abilities and freedom to do with and what He wishes with what's His as i have willingly given to Him over 4 years ago, Thank You myMaster for all Your patience and Love in waiting for this simple slavegirl of Yours all this time,.Thank you mylil' lei sis for your help in these final days to help make this process happen that much more sooner than it mighta took. Not only for *this* will you be forever in my heart of hearts but you will all ways be *that* special special sis* to me FOREVER no matter *what* jsut cause you are who and what you are to me and also to U/us. Thank Y/you B/both, thank Y/you, Thank Y/you!!!!! Also th

Never Say
Never say " I love you" If you really don't care Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there Never hold my hand If your gonna break my heart Never say your going to .... If you don't plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do it lie... Never say hi If you really mean goodbye If you really mean forever Then say you will try Never say forever Cuz forever makes me cry...

How Do I Love Thee?
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhoods faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,-- I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life! --and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death. How do i love thee? Elizabeth Browning

Coffin Fodder By Cradle Of Filth
Coffin Fodder The time has come To rise again Freedom lift thy sewered hem Free from beasts and skewered men My dreams unroll Ten thousand fold Their world will never take me They will never desecrate my soul The stars I have grasped Are so far lonely constellations And wishing on those stars My spirit bars annihilation From earthen miseries Hosts of most fell forms of greed Ghosts of pearly gate remissions Forever haunting me Slit the witch and watch him bleed As with any inquisition Lying from the start The preachers piled their craft Scoffing elder glories And dying, I depart To make their sunken hearts A coffin for their stories The time is past The falter when Freedom slips my sombre pen And the gates to wolves break open then My feelings may Seem constant prey But claws no more will rake me Those whores have fled to darker days Above and beyond I have wronged in my position But now the winds are strong To soar from Babel's vis

Continuous Pleasure
continuous pleasure so easy so beautiful love so brand new love together me and you sweet honesty laying deep in your eyes in them I see a loveliness inside love eternal feelings so very strong in each other love will always belong what you do how you do when you make love to me giving of yourself completely unselfishly prolonging yourself with beautiful feelings inside smiling looking into your beautiful eyes locking my gaze you watch every single expression on my face your body an ever flowing one two three paces kin to skin full contact complete I hook my legs around your entire body laying your head so softly against my back side savor the sensations and pleasure so very deep my hands roam your entire body pleasure I feel over and over many times you make love to me full sharing this incredible intimacy with only you you surrender your soul you give me top priority your hands also caress my entire body with each other love will always be that will never end forever a lover most of

To Lose
So much more I’d like to lose So much more I’d like to give you I felt sweet one day Breathe down my neck Take out my loveliness with a switchblade Tear at my purity of flesh So much more I’d like to lose Reaching just to feel you Just like snowballing in hell I’d do the impossible with you Reach deep inside and take of my fruit Pump me till I feel no remorse Take me till I rise again So much more I’d like to lose So much more I’d like to give you Charm is lost when all is said and done Just come on down I’d lose myself for you Come on down So much more I’d like to lose to you

Goddess Recruiting
I, General Rabbit, have decided to bring a new family to Fubar known as the Goddesses of Fubar (GoF). To join all you have to do is contact me and be a female. Looks are not a decision making thing in the family, just as long as you have the female parts. Thank you all!

Just Maybe
For still as night, but calm as day This lovely girl is sweet She laughs so dear..she loves so well I only wish that we could again meet I went home from my vacation yesterday Will i ever make it back? Will i ever see her again? Thinking back, oh! those golden locks Oh! how they lay, her beauty she did not lack I sped away through guise of night To save myself from a relationship i could never have But alas! though she has left my sight I cannot forget that sweet dove....

Plz Read Asap
THERE IS A GUY NAME NOJJON27 IS A BITCH HE CAME ON MY PAGE AND LEFT SOME DUMBASS COM AND BEING A DICK I AM ASKING YOU ALL PLZ GO TO HIS PAGE AND LEAVE A MASSAGE TELLING HIM TO GROW UP AND STOP PLAYING LIKE HE IS IN 3RD GRAD THANK YOU

Subject: Got Into A Fight This Morning...
I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road and slowly the driver gets out of the car. . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it... He was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started . . .

To All My Family And Friends
i need ur help im in a contest im trying my best to win it if u got a few min will u plz drop a few comments on it i will always be there 4 u if u need me here is my link if u will thanks so much kisses&hugs to all

Violent Sex!!
Jesus! And this was just FOREPLAY!! Woman charged with biting off man's lip Wed Nov 7, 8:35 PM ET A woman bit off her ex-boyfriend's lower lip as they were kissing in bed, likely disfiguring him permanently, authorities said. The man and the woman had kissed several times Monday night when, without provocation, she bit off his lip and spat it out, he told King County sheriff's deputies. Laura Roberta Cutler, 44, was charged Wednesday with second-degree domestic-violence assault and ordered held on $75,000 bail. Deputies were called to the house in White Center, south of Seattle, and found Thomas J. Brummel, 49, on the front porch, much of his lower lip missing and his face and neck covered in blood, King County sheriff's Detective Scott Tompkins wrote in a probable cause affidavit. Deputies reported finding the man's lip on the bedroom floor, covered with cat hair. Doctors at Highline Hospital were unable to reattach the lip and said the man will likely be permanen

Just Fall
Hold up there you go again Puttin on that smile again Even though I know you’ve had a bad day Doin this and doin that Always puttin’ yourself last A whole lotta give and not enough take But you can only be strong so long before you break… So fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt every fear every worry every tear Im right here Baby fall Forget about the world tonight All that’s wrong and all that’s right Lay your head on my shoulder let it fade away And if you wanna let go baby its okay Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im right here Baby fall Hold on hold on hold on to me... Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im

Done Dirty
i did dirty, he did dirty. let's call it even and start fresh. no more secrets, no more lies, no more need for mistrust. things can be as they once were. and not just on a personal level. believe it and it can happen. truly work for it and it can happen. on both sides and for anything. well....damn near anything of course!

Some Damm Good News
Ok first no the baby isnt here yet dammit lol Today has been a good day before lunch at school today there was an annocment that a local resturant was having a sorta job fair.So i swallowed my pride and went to job services on campus well when i got there the resterant people where at lunch too funny.So i sat and talked to AJ the head of job services everyone there calls her mamma aj cause shell kick yer ass if you do something stupid.Anyway we got to talking and she said he you have automotive experince right i was like yeah so she tells a good friend of her husbands has a shop and needs some shop help so i went down there did the app thing and talked to the shop mgr next thing i know hes like can you start at 2 tommrow i had to take a second the learn th breath again and i said yes.Then he hit me with another whopper they are gonna send me to a class to learn to do state inspections which once im certifited i will get a 1 dollar raise no questions asked all this on top of my teacher

Valor
We fumble; we make mistakes Do you have the courage to listen to what your heart needs? Not everyone has the courage Most are paper tigers hiding behind egos and excuses. I choose to misbehave; I choose valor. I bleed for all to see. There are those that pledge the oath of blind loyalty. No matter what toxicity seeps throughout Will you cling to them Instead of being with those who can keep you honest? (I'd rather be alone than flirt with malignancy.) I live my life open I keep my words my confessions my prayers Free for you to mock, to praise to scorn Give me a life lived unabridged! I'd rather die than stay afraid. "Pobrecito hablador" My words will hit you face to face given the chance Not just in cyberspace Unlike the "poor little talker" The anonymous coward (the joke, the punch line) A wannabe tarot Magician minus the charisma.

And Another For Good Measure...
If you don't know what this is, SHAME ON YOU. There is a house in New Orleans They call the Rising Sun It's been the ruin of many a poor girl And me, Oh Lord! was one My mother was a tailor, She sewed them new blue jeans. My lover he was a gambler, Oh Lord, Gambled down in New Orleans. My lover, he was a gambling man He went from town to town; And the only time he was satisfied Was when he drank his liquor down. Now the only thing a gambling man needs Is a suitcase and a trunk; And the only time he's ever satisfied Is when he's on a drunk. If I only list'nd when my dear mother said: Beware, my child, when you roam, Keep away from drunkards and all those gambling men, It's best by far to come home. Go and tell my baby sister Never do like I have done, But to shun that house in New Orleans That they call the Rising Sun. With one foot on the platform, And one foot on

Had A Great Chat Today With An Old Friend Hee He Isnt Really Old Hhahah>
My friend had advice for me and i think it is intresting and nice for him to help me to sort things out .Im clarified now and know whats best to do . I am happy with my life and someone I love very dearly with all my heart. awe but my friend is wonderful he helped me to see what i was doing wrong . now im ok i can think right > hugs all have a great evening. diana

Why The Hate For Rob Zombies Halloween
i go on imdb alot. great place to talk about horror movies and learn about old film ive never heard of, or seen, what i dont get, there relly seems to be a big hate for rob zombies halloween on there. i saw it a couple of months back and think it was ok not as good as john carpenters halloween, but then i did not expert it to be, but most horror boarders on there are calling it the worst movie ever. what i dont get is why i think the first part with mike as a boy was relly good did not like the second part as much but it still had its moments. but why the hate? what did everybody else think of it im i the only one who liked it

~how And What He Is To And For Me~
For all those times You stood/stand by me For all the truth that You made me see For all the joy You brought/bring to my life For all the wrong that You made right For every dream You made/make come true For all the love i found/find in You i'll be forever thankful Baby You're the One Who held/holds me up Never let me fall You're the One Who saw me through, through it all,, You were/are my Strength when i was/am weak You were my Voice when i couldn't speak You were my eyes when i couldn't see You saw/see the best there was/is in me Lifted me up when i couldn't reach You gave/give me Faith cause You believed/believe i'm everything i am Because You love/d me,,, You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand i could touch the sky i lost my faith, You gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and i stood tall i had/have Your love i had/have it all i'm grateful for each day you gave/give me Maybe i don't know that much But i

It's Just One Of Those Days..
when you don't wanna wake up. Everything's fucked. Everybody sucks. Don't really know why, but you wanna justify, ripping someone's head off. No human contact. If you interact, your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker. It's just one of those days. bah humbug. I want a hug. And cuddles. And a back rub. And a kiss. BAH.

Social Networking For Opportunity Seekers
Internet millionaire Armando Montelongo of armandomontelongo.com launched a new site called Armando Montelongo.com. This site is catered to one market, entrepreneurial people and business opportunity seekers. "The site is there for all types of people who want to meet with other who have some of the same business interests. It caters to any type of opportunity, investment clubs, franchises, Network opportunities, Day traders, you name it and the site caters to it. With so many filters on the internet, even legitimate subscriber email is getting blocked, which unfortunately rendering newsletters somewhat ineffective leaving opportunity seekers no valid or cost effective way to find or communicate with each other. ArmandoMontelongo.com is very different in that it allows people to communicate in real time audio and video conferencing in a secure environment. People can join free knowing that others on the site will enjoy hearing about their opportuniti

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

A Wish
When dreaming I'm guided to another world Time and time again At sunrise I fight to stay asleep 'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place 'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape From the life I live when I'm awake So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me higher? To a place with golden streets Although I would like our world to change It helps me to appreciate Those nights and those dreams But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same The only difference is To let love replace all our hate So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me higher? To a place with golden streets So let's go there, lets go there Come on, lets go there Let's ask can we stay? Up

I Met Belladonna Today
I got to meet Belladonna today. What a thrill. I talked to her about fubar. She promised to get back online and say hi to friends and fans. Let's hope she has the time to do it. In person she is delightful and charming - not to mention stunninly gorgeous.

I Just Need To Rant And Rave...
I was seeing this guy and just recently broke up. I understand why it needed to be done, but not the way he did it. He did it over the phone while he was in LA instead of doing it in person...i really thought that was a cowards way out. What pissed me off was that he was supposed to come back on Sunday. He had me think the whole time that nothing was wrong and that he would be home on Sunday. Well low and behold he had one excuse after another as to why he couldnt come back that sunday. So then he said he would be home on Monday, and once again he had another excuse and that was when he told me that we needed to be friends, get to know each other better, get that understanding of each other, and then get back together again to have a healthier relationship. I told him that I wanted to do it in person because its just wrong of the way he did it. I know that he had it planned the whole time, to not be coming back here to me...that he wanted to stay up in LA. What everyone was te

Preamble
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION This is probably the best e-mail I've seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... 'We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights.' ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a n

Not Again!
I got a phone call this morning from Visa asking for Peter. I had to have them call them back. Someone has used his Visa Debit card online and it wasn't him. They didn't get the card number from Peter being on the internet because he doesn't use it over the internet. It had to be someone writing his numbers down from some store he went to. This has happened to us 5 times this year between him, me and our daughter! It is just ridiculous how insecure places are with visa cards. They really need to get control over this. It is an inconvenience to us because now he is without a debit card for 2 weeks and a cost to the visa! Somehow I think that it is going to happen again, especially since it is that time of the season....buying time! I just really would like people to stop stealing for a living and go out and get a job! People are so lazy that they want everything for free. Kind of just makes me sick. ciao

Mirror!
Friend of mine at work today told another co-worker I was bein kinda mean to him...Course he was kidding with me........So I told him every time I look at you it pisses me off!...Doesn't it piss you off every time you look in the mirror??........LMAO

Then The Wind Changed
Then the Wind Changed Then the wind changed empty arms left behind kaleidoscope of thoughts windmills of the mind. Then the wind changed memories whisper through trees words of love spoken drifting in the breeze. Then the wind changed autumn tears fall slowly down leaves of love left lying scattered on the ground. Then the wind changed no longer bearing fruit barren..slowly wilting dying at the root.....

Click Pics To Enter Lounges
/> COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click one of the pics below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~ & Magikal Seductions!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~ஐ~ ONYX ~SB Fam ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-09 21:35:36') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ EMERALD ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál Co-Owner' on '2007-11-09 22:00:57') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ O

Tired Of It
Why is it when you have a fight with someone they try to make it out to be your fault. When I'm tired of it. Its bull when all you want is to be respected and people make it out to be like you ask for a lot. So I'm done you can't respect me then you know where the door is or in this case the X.

Music In Me
i must be "sonny" you must be "cher" cause "i got you babe" jus call me "marvin gaye" baby and "lets get it on" something strange is goin on cause i smell a "ratt" cause this shit jus keeps goin "round and round" someone call the "police" cause without you i have a "hole in my life" "tbc"

Kisses And What They Mean
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Friends Are Priceless
Friends are priceless and that you have to keep them near and far and no matter were you are they should come runny if you are in trouble not askin what is in it for them, they could not complain or backstab you or talk down to you or about you behind your back, if they cant say it in front of your face than they should not speak at all to you they are not truely your frined if they talk about you behind youre back and they are not worth it,

Drunk Poem #1
Tonight I saw Blood; My eyes didn't flood For it was caused by my own hand Tonight I hit a man. My girl had to hold me back I was on the attack How dare he do that to her-- Then have the nerve to send his friend back there Does raping a girl make you feel good? Does it make you feel hood? Don't get it twisted or confused. Alcohol should've been the only thing abused Men like you two aren't shit In your directions, i spit What you did to my girl sucked... but boy check yo face, cuz you got fucked Asshole number two; I didn't forget you Don't meet me in a dark place... Cuz i won't be afraid to fuck up YOUR face.

Drunk Poem #2
I'm tired of being single; No longer do i want to mingle. I want ONE man to hold So tonight my hands I fold God bring me my love The one you've sent from above Dry my tears. ease my fears Alone isn't for me. Send me the one that'll get down on one knee I know he's out there for me... waiting Show me where to go to stop the inner debating Give me a man to love and cherish I need a love that'll never perish I'm on my knees crying Inside I'm slowly dying I dont like coming home to an empty bed Please put my soulmate there instead.

Blogs
ya know what i dont get it! what the hell are these blogs for ne way, so you can let other know what your thinking, i mean come on if half the time i dont wanna know what im thinking what makes you think your going to. its like those people who write blogs about what their feeling, who cares! Is it really so bad that you have to get the whole world to feel the same way just so they can sympathize with you. Theres no need for it.

This Is Sick, But Still A Lil Funny Lol
One day little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room to check it out. He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going at it, behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink and a smile as Johnny closed the door. After business was finished, Dad went to check on little Johnny. He opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and little Johnny going at it behind her. Dad yelled, "Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!" Little Johnny replied, "It's not so funny when it's YOUR mom, is it?"

Feast Of The Einheriar
Feast of the Einheriar Sunday November 11, 2007 All Day (This event repeats every year.) Location: Midgard Notes: The chosen heroes who sit in Odin's hall are called the Einheriar, and we honor them on this day. Lift a toast to those who fell bravely in battle for our Way, our people, and for noble causes. Think on the sacrifices of our veterans, and visit their graves. Remember, also, all who transcend, overcome, and transform themselves into higher beings by courage or sacrifice or wisdom; all those who walk the Way of the Gods!

Plz Remember Veterans Day >> Hugs All
my family most served in the military all are dead on Earth; but I know know they live in Heaven with God And Jesus. the women didnt serve back then..; but my dad and Uncles in many military branches air force , army , navy Military police , marines . they are they were there in 1940,s 50,s and some still serve now, nephews ; some nieces too now > yes i know the military ; I know it and I believe in freedom and causes and in the vets themselves . hugs all and ty God protect all vets.. families and all ; and keep this country forever free and blessed . AMEn!!!

That Didnt Work
i posted a blog but it didnt work watched shrek 3 last night and it sucked but the music was cool added fergie singing baraccuda to my site she rocked it ...new respect for her... anyways gone to the shop to pick up tools and some drop off the van...get to drive the new beast...anyways gonna hit the mall I'm so pissy today ...and i know why touche anyways smooochies to word

Anybody Remember Ambassador?
He used to be a member here, and wrote the the most beautiful things. This is my favourite, and it was on his profile page. I miss him! (damn good-lookin, too!) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of a life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn what it

Who Do You Think You Are?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071111/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/us_pakistan Rice: End Pakistan's emergency soon Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice urged Pakistan's military ruler on Sunday to lift the state of emergency as soon as possible, expressing concern Gen. Pervez Musharraf has not said when he would restore citizens' rights. At the same time, Rice said it was a positive sign that Musharraf now has pledged to hold parliamentary elections by mid-January. There had been concerns voting could be delayed by as much as a year in the wake of his declaration last weekend that he was suspending the constitution. Two Democratic presidential candidates gave a harsh assessment of Musharraf's refusal to end emergency rule, but Rice refused to criticize the Musharraf by name. "It's not a perfect situation and nobody would suggest that it is," Rice said. Pakistan has come far, she said, since Musharraf came to power in a coup in 1999 and since 2001, when he pledged his country's help i

The Meeting
Our faces are so close I didn't mean to get so close. You have the most lovely eyes. They swirl and take me with them... I think about kissing you Feeling your tongue slip past my lips Tasting you Feeling the contours of your body as I press mine against it. I think about your hand sliding up my leg, under my skirt My hands undoing your shirt and running over your chest I'd kiss your stomach and feel it tauten under my mouth. You'd slip off my underwear and let your fingers explore me I'd watch your eyes widen slightly As they found the moisture at the meeting of my thighs You'd slide your tongue down my body until it found the moisture. We'd make love in the moonlight. I'd feel you rolling your hips and sliding in and out of me I'd hold you and throw my head back And murmur "Faster." I'd watch your forehead crinkle Hear you gasp my name as I cry out yours Our eyes would meet and the whole earth would explode Sending waves of pleasure across my body And exquisite

A Cry For Help.
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't..There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here." Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she

The Story Of Two Teardrops
Two little teardrops were floating down the river of life. One drop said to the other, "I am the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him." Who are you? "Well, I am the teardrop of the girl who won him." Love is very strange. Love is unconditional commitment to an imperfect individual. You need it but when you love, it's like destining yourself for pain. You become addicted and dependent on the person. You become strong and at the same time, you open yourself up to being hurt. Love can make you bear any kind of pain and any kind of sacrifice. It can also make you feel stupid and act stupidly. Sometimes when you love and end up giving so much of yourself, subconciously you only discover how much you've given when the person you love hurts you or has to say goodbye. Then you realize, an important part of yourself is already with that person. It goes away when he leaves and you are left with a sickening, empty feeling inside. Tears are bound to shed from your eyes no ma

And She Just Cant Win
I am sorry, but im... i have grown tired of the XY Chromosome Yep i think i am. no point in goin any further in this.. As far as i am concerned... A dildo is worth a thousand male headgames i am a lesbian now

10 Turnoffs That Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye
Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the Hamptons. Maybe his annual bonus is bigger than most guys' salaries. That's all well and good, but does it really need to be divulged on the first date? Great Gal Turnoff #2: Messy Melvin A-list celebrities can pull off the unkempt look. First-daters need to pay attention to shaving, clothing and bad breath. If the guy can't even put in the effort for a first impression, it doesn't bode well down the road. Great Gal Turnoff #3: Rude Ricky "Where's our drinks, lady?" If a guy treats the service staff with a lack of respect, a great gal will likely assume he'll do the same to her someday. The last thing anyone wants is to be talked down to or disrespected. Great Gal Turnoff #4: Cheapie Charlie There will always be debate about who should pay on a first date. Some guys are traditionalists and want to foot the bill; others expect a 50-50 monetary split.

Karmic Astrology{so True Its Scary }
Your current love life is deeply affected by past life romantic experiences. Your tastes in lovers and lovemaking, your fears regarding love and intimacy and the ways you instinctively or habitually behave in love relationships are all determined in part by past life love affairs. If you find yourself falling again and again into the same pattern of behavior with one lover after another, there is a good chance that that pattern is left over from a prior life. To put it more plainly, any unresolved love issues from your past lives will come up again for you now, affecting your current love life; and they will come up again and again until you are able to resolve them. This report is intended to help you identify any unresolved prior life love issues so that you can conduct your love life in the present, free of any negative or hindering influences from the past. Since this report focuses on love and past life influences and connections, it is not intended to be a complete inter

What A Weekend!!!!
WOW!! Thats all I can say about this weekend. lol For those of you that dont know I went out of town. It started off great I got an early start things were going good. But then some how I missed one of my exits and ended up almost 3 hours south of where I was supposed to be. But after flipping out and freakin, I finally got turned around and headed in the right direction. When I finally made it to my destination, and got checked into the hotel I was ready to just plain ole pass out. But I hadnt eaten all day so chinese was ordered in! After a peaceful nights sleep, and some much needed time, I was off and running again. Kinda just hung out and seen some sights. Oh yeah and I got pooped on! AND stepped in poop!!! lol (I know sounds shitty doesn't it? *giggles*) My drive home was even more interesting then the drive there! I once again got lost, I blame tears and truck drivers! I missed my exit and ended up 75 miles out the way, but got turned around and

Never
So very near yet miles apart To give myself would break a heart And I'm not strong enough to be All the things you see in me A different time a different place I'd be swept away by your lovely face Yet as todays will come and todays will go You'll disappear and I'll never know I'll never know your gentle touch How is it then I miss it so much I'll never smell you in the shower Dear God make this my final hour I'll never wake to find you there And gently stroke your long soft hair I'll never get to feel your smile As I hold you for a little while These and more I'm sure I'll miss for never knowing our first kiss

How To Kill Yourself Like A Man.
I was applying for a job to become a suicide prevention counselor the other day, when the guy interviewing me started bitching about how boring his job had become. The only people he ever hears from anymore are 14 year old girls who try to overdose on Tylenol. YAWN. How about killing yourself with some style? How about killing yourself like a man? Here are some manly ways to shove off this mortal coil, along with ratings for each category from 1 to 10: Eat a tub full of beans: Manliness: 8 Style: 4 Awesomeness: 8 Mess: 5 What you need: a tub, enough beans to fill said tub. How to do it: just dig in, you chunky son of a bitch! Keep eating until you can't possibly eat anymore, then eat some more. Your gut will rupture and you will shit yourself. The cool thing about this method is that it's not only disgusting to clean up, but you'll probably be so bloated from the beans (choose Van Camp's by the way, not Bush's baked beans unless you like the taste of beans pickled

Stop And Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah

Defining Love
Where to start, how does one define an emotion such as Love? Its impossible to tell someone what Love is. I can tell you what it is to me, but I think its different for everyone. To me Love is the simple touch of a womand hand. The passion that flows from her as her sweet lips touch mine. My stomach in knots as she touches me. Pure extasy as our bodys become one. My mind reeling with thoughts of her face. The entire world disappears except for her. My life given freely to her happyness.

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. - Dylan Thomas

Understanding
Understanding Understanding or the lack thereof, shes driven me insane. I've over-analyzed and underestimated my sorrows, my hurts and my pains She loves me, She loves me not - a stupid game of chance. Life has gotten so mundane, I'm bound by my own trance. Everything I thought was right, turned out to be wrong I subconsciously sought a short pier, for a walk that was preferably long. I'm tired of wearing a mask of smiles: A hostess, a leader, a lover, a friend. But when I'm alone, in the deep dark night, the voices and questions...they end. They end, they stop. I hear her call my name. He begins, she starts. Now pure and white my stain. Understanding or the lack thereof, has driven me to her. I've over-analyzed and underestimated Her light that pierces within. She loves me...not love me nots - this time there is no chance. Life which was so mundane, has changed in just one glance. She loved me She

A&e Meets Internet
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Every Night
Every Night ...I can`t wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can`t wait to feel you near It`s your moan I long to hear... I want to run my hair along your naked chest... ...Kiss your lips, make you my nest I want to feel you beside me... ...Love me, Remind me I want to feel your lips... ...On my neck and on my hips I can feel you behind me... ...To my left, then to my right I want to hold and caress you each and every night

The First Time We Met...
This is the first time I will have met my online lover. We have talked for a couple of weeks, even exchanged cam fun, and decided it was bound to happen so why wait. I knock………… I hear the faint sound of high heels coming to the door… this one sound already has my heart beat skipping every 3rd beat. The door unlocks but does not open… foot steps walking away from the door. *Confused but patiently I wait* I hear a lovely voice “Come in Brian”. This is it… no turning back now. I open the door; slip my shoes off, and awaiting my next instructions. From around the corner I hear “I will be right out”. I stand there, excited… butterflies… anxious… it is warm in here… You walk into the living room to greet me… I am speechless… this is of course a good thing. I remember watching you… the way you moved. Your skirt gently folding to the crease of your perfectly formed ass. Your legs tight from the spikes you wore...your silky white stalking accenting your tanned calves with a spider web of sh

Proud To Be White...
Someone Finally Said It... (And it's long over-due...) Proud To Be White... Someone finally said it! How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Spic, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You Have Yom Hashoah. You have the NAACP.

11-12-07
Your mental powers are strong now and you find that people are more willing than usual to spend time discussing high-minded or complex ideas. This could be perfect for jump-starting new projects. *****************************************************************************************************Yeah I think I will do just that, what should I learn to do next since I have already become a Dj. Should I be a Fubar Pastor or something else now.....

Veteran's Day Remembered
The following is a heart-warming e-mail which I received today from a fellow Marine friend, Mr. Jim Faustini. There were BEAUTIFUL pictures interspersed that I could not copy/past into this blog, but the words are fantastic. Following the piece by the author are comments from my own mother, Millie Lewis, who is one of the biggest hero's in my life and whom I love forever. She give account of the men in my own family who should be thanked and remembered for their bravery and Patriotism. As for you Canadians, you have ALWAYS been there and USUALLY UNRECOGNIZED as our bothers and sisters to the North who stood by and fought side-by side with us in many of these conflicts. We thank you. -Mike Lewis. Soon to be Gone........! Written by a doctor, and very profound! This should be required reading in every school and college in our country. This Captain, an army doctor, deserves a medal himself for putting this email together. If you choose not to pass it on, fine, but

I Need Your Help:d
i entered another one of Kristan Smiths contests. this one is for the sexiest halloween pic!! please rate me and leave a comment or two!! im a bit behind, so all your help is much appriciated!! i got fourth place last time, thank all of you that helped me get that high!!! heres the link!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP!!!!

Why Now?
Why now? Why do you decide I'm worth your time now? I'm happy. I'm as happy as I know how to be. So why now does the male population have to suddenly decide that I'm worth it!? I'm trying so hard to be good. I want nothing more than to be faithful. Why can't we go back to how it was a couple of months ago when I couldn't get a guy to give me the time of day? What changed? I don't recall anything being different. But now... now that I find a guy I can really love I'm suddenly a sweet, great, wonderful, pretty girl... WTF!? I haven't changed! Why now!? I need to go back to being invisible... I just want my baby... *a tear falls*

Deities And The Rede
To work with the Deities, you may want to attune yourself to aspects with which you are familiar, or that you feel drawn to. Yet, I feel that choosing names for the Divine in the Green Craft is not especially important, simply because most of the deity names we know are merely titles or descriptions of Divine aspects turned into proper nouns in another or archaic language. In the Northern Tradition, as an example, the God and the Goddess of Nature are Frey and Freya- names that translate as Lord and Lady- while in other cultures there are deity names translating as Beneficent, Good Goddess, Abundance, Bear Lady, and Star Lady. For the working of magic, it is sufficient to know in your own mind what influence is being sought rather than what name matches that influence; thus I feel that a generic "Lady and Lord" can prove more effective because this does not confine the deity to a limited aspect. While you may research various pantheons (Greek, Roman, Etruscan, Celtic, Northern Eu

Essential Oils
Essential oils are not true oils, despite their name. They are volatile liquids extracted by various methods (usually, but not always, by steam distillation) from aromatic botanicals. Modern aromatherapy is the manipulation of these essential oils for therapeutic, cosmetic, magical, and spiritual purposes. The roots of aromatherapy stretch back to ancient China, Egypt, Mesopotamia, and the Middle East. If you would like to access the power of a botanical, essential oils are the most concentrated form and as such have many magical uses. Once upon a time, essential oils were also referred to as chemical oils, especially in older grimoires. This relates not to their chemical constituents, which we are only now beginning to understand, but to their previous use in alchemy, the term being a corruption of alchemical oils. Their potential physical impact upon you is as concentrated as their magical power. Never take essential oils internally without expert supervision Even when taken

My Goddess And My God
Because the Divine is One, the aspects of the Divine may interchange roles. Either the Lady or the Lord may represent the Sun, Moon, Grain, Harvest, Waters of Life, Universe, Sky, Earth, Life, Death, Passage, Resurrection in Body and/or in Spirit. The Lady and the Lord symbolize female and male fertility. They are both Power and Passage, honored with rites of burning lamps, candles, and torches; with salt and water, bread and wine, and flowers and grain. They both represent the passing of the seasons through solstices and equinoxes- the Lesser Sabbats of the Quarters- as well as through the cycles of harvest from preparation to planting to tend- the Greater Sabbats of the Cross-Quarters. In the harvest Sabbats, the Lord is the Sun, and the Lady is the Earth, culminating with the energy of the Sun entering the life supporting grains of the Earth, and giving the spirit of life into the fruits of the vines that refresh us. The Lady is most related to the Lunar phases- the Esbats of the Fu

Marriage Survey
For the MarriedTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHow long have you been married? 3 yearsIs this your first marriage? yesIs it how you imagined it would be? not reallyWhat would you change? where we liveAre you married to your soulmate? noWhat do you argue about the most? moneyWhat do you see eye to eye on the most? weedWhere did you meet your spouse? gas stationWhere was your first date? Wings barWhere were you when you became engaged? living room couchDid you live together before Marriage? yesWhat was your wedding song? i had a whole cd madeWho was in your wedding party? we didnt have oneDo you get along with the in-laws? yesWhats your view on Children? i want one of my ownDoes your spouse feel the same way? yesAre you a 2 peas in a pod or oppsites attract couple? opposites attractDo you go out without your spouse? not a lotHow long are you away from your spouse before you start to miss him/her? um across the countryHave you ever compared your spouse to someone you have dated in the pa

This Light
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

For November 13,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You look great and sound even better, making this the perfect day for a date or a job interview. No matter what happens, people should leave with a good impression of you and your many talents.

It Took Us All Night
It only took a minute for us to finally end it I guess we'd seen it comin' for some time And it only took one hour to sit and talk it over But it took us all night long to say goodbye Now the flame is gone I know And the ashes have grown cold And the love we had we'll never have again But there's one ember left that must have never died 'Cause it took us all night long to say goodbye Too many tears have fallen, too many dreams were broken And holdin' on would be a waste of time But sometimes I know I'll wonder if it was really over 'Cause it took us all night to say goodbye Now the flame is gone I know And the ashes have grown cold And the love we had we'll never have again But there's one ember left that must have never died 'Cause it took us all night long to say goodbye There's one ember left that must have never died 'Cause it took us all night long to say goodbye

If There's...
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Ugh~
this contest business is very stressful. I have been so busy today just back and forth on this computer trying to get votes and doing some housework. I have a major headache now. Please spread the word about my pic and vote for me, please. I am currently running neck and neck for 5th place. remember you have to be Cannibal's friend to be able to see and vote.... ~~smooches~~

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

I Would Just Like To Say.......
Hello everyone First of all Brian and I would like to thank Everyone for adding us and to everyone that has Rated us so far. Keep it coming guys, if you add, or fan or rate us we will do the same in return. I would like to say that I've just added a really funny video, I hope you guys fine it just has funny as me and Brian did. take care Many thanks Lisa and Brian

Hunting
MY FRIEND AND I WENT HUNTING BUT IT WASENT FUN HE ACCIDENTALLY BLEW OFF MY BALLS WITH HIS GUN HE STARTED LAUGHING AND I TOLD HIM TO SHUT UP HE TOOK A DUMP BEHIND A BUSH AND A RATTLESNAKE BIT HIS BUTT HE BEGGED ME TO SUCK OUT THE POISON BUT I REFUSED TO SUCK HIS ASS HE NEEDED SOMEONE TO SUCK IT AND HE NEEDED IT FAST SOMEONE AGREED TO SUCK HIS ASS IF HED PAY HIM ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS HE AGREED BUT YOU SHOULD OF HEARD HOW MUCH HE CUSSED AND HOLLERED HE HAD TO SELL HIS HOUSE AND IT MAKES HIM FEEL SICK BUT HE DOESNT HAVE IT AS BAD AS ME IM A EUNUCH HE HAS A BIG CARDBOARD BOX THAT HE LIVES IN THE TWO OF US AGREED NEVER TO TO HUNTING AGAIN TOGETHER

Divine
Some say love is emotion I say love is a temple of life I feel I am a fortunate one And Idon't want nobody judging this man... I know they all have their theories On how a man and a woman should be But if there's one thing somebody should know It don't matter how you're livin' your life I don't want nobody judging mine Free your mind I know what you want it your life He who says love is blind say never witness a love divine They say that time's of the essence And I've watched the sand sift through my fingers But I managed to save some of those years Now that I found meaning in life Now that I have found a love divine Free your mind I know what you want it your life He who says love is blind say never witness a love divine

If Tomorrow Doesn't Come. Please Remember
If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget all the fights But please remember my face. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the name calling But please remember the smiles. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the down times But please remember our laughter together. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the lonely nights crying But please remember the many hugs after those nights. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the yelling But please remember the good talks after. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please remember how much I care about you Even though I don’t show it. Please remember how much of an impact you have on my life. Even though I don’t help you to acknowledge it. Please remember how much I love you Even though we fight more than we talk to each other. Please remember that you are apart of what I am today Even though I don’t ever say anything. Please remember that I always care about you Even though I am always in your business or you

Wonderful News
HEY GUYS GUESS WHAT WELL AS MANY OF YOU ALL KNOW MY DEAR AN WONDERFUL FRIEND OUTLAW ANGEL IS BY FAR THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON YOU'D EVER WANT TO MEET BUT GUESS WHAT SHE IS ON HER WAY TO LIVE WITH ME RIGHT NOW THIS VERY MINUTE SHE IS COMING ALL THE WAY FROM MISSISSIPPI WHERE SHE AN HER FAMILY HAD MOVED A MONTH AGO I CAN'T SAY WHY SHES MOVING IN WITH ME BUT I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THE GOOD NEWS WITH YOU ALL BECAUSE SOME OF YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO SHE IS FROM WHEN I HAD MY OLD ACCOUNT BUT ANYWAYS I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS VERY HAPPY MOMENT WITH YOU ALL. PINK

11/14/2007
There's a lot more to the story than you know yet, so hear all sides, then take your time pondering before making your big decision. It shouldn't be agonizing, though the process will take a while. the life of a listener I suppose....

#3
31)Brighteyes. Your smile and the sound of your voice the thought of me touching your dewy rose as your skin starts to tingle and glow softening your sound to a moaning groan Your eyes draw me deep inside deep inside your tender heart That look in your face, so soft and smooth making me insane with desire, yes with lust to decorate your neck with jewelery a pearly necklace is what I would give How I want to taste your honey dew to bade in it like the morning sun the more we speak and fool around sensual moods slowly rise to a top as we both feel the urge to give a cuddle wich would most definatly not end in a mere snuggle tho we both have curtesy and honour so it will probably never be anymore then a wishfull dream, filled with joy there is the slight chance we'll both lose control sharing our desires with a really good time... 32)Leigh, Never have I laid my eyes on such innocence tho the better I get to know your heart yer wild tiger side shows up wit

12 Types Of Girls ... I'm Type 12!!!!!
FIRSSSST... I wanna give props to "the infamous Jason Cross" for posting this in his blog... i gotta give credit where credit is owed! ----------- ------------ ------------- -------------- 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "ma

My Proud Of My Brother
Entry for November 14, 2007 Well alot has happened in a short time. The reason I am writing this blog is because I want to let everyone know what is going on in my life. My trailer is almost done we are waiting on the shower pan and then we need to put up the walls and finsh the flooring and we will be done. Then I have the joy of going to the storage and taking out what I will need and want to put in the trailer .... My baby brother the one and only one I claim is now in boot camp the other night he called to say he will have to write to use because they took his cell phone away from him I do not know how that boy will live that is like a life line to him lol . But I am so proud of my brother. I hope he does well in there. He is in my prayers and I do hope you will keep him in yours to. With my love always hugs Jamie

Current Annoyances.....
Annoyance 1. My parents putting me down all the time, then complaining when I get pissed off about it. Ok, so i'm 25 and in debt.... did I PUT MYSELF in debt? Hellll no... my ex did, thank you very much asshole. Am i working to pay it off, damn right i am... so get off my back. Its nice to hear how you'll amount to nothing all the time. Annoyance 2. My parents acting like they are so perfect. My mom is turning into an alcoholic and drinks almost every single night of the week. She see's no problem coming home so trashed she falls into her closet or trips over nothing. Today I told her, "mom, i know you want to move to whereever I get settled when I'm done with college and thats fine but if you keep drinking, I don't want you to." boy did that piss her off, she can deal it but she can't take it. And I wont even go into shit about my dad. Annoyance 3. BOYS who say shit then don't do it. I say boys cuz you sure ain't men.... but i'm not going to say anymore on that subject......

Love?
She asked, what is Love? he answered Love is You he asked, what is love to you? She smiled. Love is you.... so then tell me people...what is love to you for love to me is knowing that you love me for who i am....not for what i have, for if its that then you do not know what love is. deep in your heart, in your very soul love is hiding, waiting to escape..but beware, love can harm. love can hurt the very strong and kindness person! Use it wisely, use it properly, and it will win your sweetest desires, use it poorly, and wrongly and it will ruin you. So then people what is love to you..think.... and find out for sure

Wtf Are They Playing At?
OK, I enjoy spending my time on fubar and am admittedly addicted, but lately I have been none to thrilled with the way things are being run. It seems like if you put no money into this site you are free to be discriminated against. Lately I have been uploading pictures (not of myself) in poses that I see on others profiles as their default image and in their default folder but yet mine are being marked NSFW and theirs are free to be shown in blasts and spotlights and all over Fubar in public places. And also a few of you will remember the site bullseye which I guess had sponcered fubar well they had scantily clad women posted on everyones page for about a week or two which most of the pictures were way more NSFW than any picture I have ever uploaded. These people that are posting these same poses are VIP and high in the ranks everyday but since I do not pay for VIP(And believe me if i could work VIP into my budget i surely would but i can't) and can't seem to get high in the ranks beca

What If.....
What if I told you that I would love you for a day? And then I would have to leave you and walk away... What if I told you that I wish we could be together forever? But then that it would not last forever... What if I kissed you tonight? And then for forever moved out of your sight... What if I held you in my arms today? And then asked you to stay far away... What if I told you that I couldn't do without you? And then one day broke your heart in two... What if I told you that I need you by my side over the years? But that I am afraid that my commitment will cost me my tears... What if I told you that I will love you forever in my heart? But that one day we will have to part... What if I told you that it's on your love that I live? But that I can't promise you that one day I won't have to leave... What if I told you that you are the one who wipes my tears dry? But maybe one day I would make you cry... What if I told you that you are the one who makes

My Specail Hero Dad !!!
When I was a baby You would hold me in your arms I felt the love and tenderness Keeping me safe from harm. I would look up into your eyes And all the love I would see How did I get so lucky You were the dad chosen for me. There is something special About a Father's love Seems it was sent to me From heaven through you to me . Our love is everlasting I just wanted you to know That you are my special hero Dad And wanted to tell you so. REST IN PEACE DAD ( I LOVE YOU )

Clouds Are Lifting
For the last 3 1/2 years and especially over the past few months, very dark clouds have been looming over my head. Every time I started to feel happy, something came along to fuck it up. Finally after what seems like forever, I think the clouds are lifting. Things are starting to go right and stay that way for a change. Colt and I took a lot of heat from our ex's when we started dating and we had to deal with hearing a lot of shit about each other. It was tough but we weathered the storm. I think at least some of those people have given up after realizing that no matter what they say, it isin't enough to tear us apart. Being with each other has turned both our lives around. For the first time in so long I feel good about myself. I have confidence in who I am and what I can do. I feel beautiful and sexy. I smile throughout the day and I have so much more energy. It makes me want to be a better mom, a better daughter, a better friend, a better lover, and a better businesswoman. Colt

I Am #14
Once you open this, you have ten minutes to repost with the ONE number that fits you best, or you will be single for the next five years. 0.......Ugly 1.......Single, and couldn't care less 2.......Heartbroken. 3.......Single and loving it. 4.......Want to tell someone you like them. 5.......Crushing. 6.......Love/like someone you can never, probly, have. 7.......EATING ANIMAL CRACKERS FOR DINNER. 8.......Taken by the best girl ever. 9.......Missing her. 10.....Single. 11....Single, but my hearts taken. 12.....Like over 4 girls/guys. 13....Sick of getting (being) hurt. 14.....Its whatever 15.....Confused. 16.....Still like your ex. 17.....Talkin to someone. 18.....Afraid to say i love you 19.....I am just a ninja turtle. 20.....Slightly mad at the opposite sex. 21.....I'm a fighter 22.....Taken by the best guy ever 23..... Just don't know what to do. 24.....Taken 25.....Needing to do the right thing 26... Missing him 27.....Worried. 28.....thinking 29.....

Your Karaoke Theme Song
Your Karaoke Theme Song is "Livin' On a Prayer" You believe the best things in life are mostly forgotten, and you're definitely more than a little nostalgic . You're likely to still like the same foods, fashions, and music as you did when you were a teenager. You have a knack for knowing what elements of pop culture people have missed, without them even realizing it. It's great to remember the past, but don't forget that not everyone is as stuck in it as you are. You might also sing: "Pour Some Sugar on Me," "Rapper's Delight," and "Cherry Pie" Stay away from people who sing: "Toxic" What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Your Kissing Technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser?

Ever Been In Love
Ever been in love with some one so much that it hurts all the time? Knowing you will never be togeather again. You think about this person all the time, and you miss them so much it makes you cry, and the hurt never goes away.? Have you ever had some one tell you that they love you that much, knowing that it would end, and left your heart broken and you hurting all the time?

Little Johnny
One day Little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room to check it out. He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going at it behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink as Johnny closed the door. After business was finished Dad went to check on little Johnny. He opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and little Johnny going at it behind her. Dad yelled, "Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!" Little Johnny replied, "It's not so funny when its your mom is it?!"

Life And Thinking
So if you feel bad and things that make you feel like shit are changable but choose not to change. It leave us with only on alternative to change it our selves, so herin lies my dilemma things that are out of my control are making me feel like shit and i cant change the one aspect that i do not like but i can change some thing to make the pain shorter lived. So here i sit on a precipice of decision, work or life, life or death, love or lonely, all very important decisions. Some thing to think about for me tonight, i hate being here but i love the money, i love things that are bad for me but i like to live,............. the rest is blank awaiting a conclusion

Why Do I Cry
when i know that i used to love you what the hell was goin on in my mind there's nothing that i wouldn't do for you but it all just seemed to be a waste of time i found a new love, someone i can trust but still i sit at home and wondery why wonder why the fuck i put my head in my hands and cry why does the hurt have to pry at what i have good in my life and please just please god tell me why there are those times i wish it would all end and i'd die close my eyes, let it all fade away let it all just drain away i just don't know why i cry when i look back at i just ask my self why where did my life go wrong at why can't you be here with me... why do you have to be so far away why can't u please save me why do you have to runaway why do i cry.... why do i wish i'd die god the hurt must feel so good cause still i let you try to find yourself a way into my petty little life why do i cry why do i cry

I Still Havent Figured Out What The Fuck A Dj Is Yet
Im still pretty sure they are those lame assholes that scratch records on rap albums and think they are musicians. Now what the fuck is a Juggalo? Arent they in some way related to that really lame ass Insane Clown Possee shit? What ever happened to non lame Motorhead fans?

Hero
What is a hero? Is it someone who runs into a burning building to save a child? Someone who gives up having a six-figure salary to better someone else's life? Someone who...would lay their life down for someone they've never met..or ever will? Or is it the person sitting next to you listening to their iPod & not paying attention to the world? My personal guess? All of them are. You will never truly know who a hero is, because the strangest person ...can save you. I never really understood that until this past summer. I had a friend..really awesome girl, who was hired for a part time waitressing gig. She was funny, maybe a little insane and we became fast friends. She eventually got fired because being young she wanted to party (hey who doesn't?) and she left my work about a week before I went on my trip to Tahoe...we didn't talk for the entire week and when I came home...instead of a happy "welcoming" from my boss...she told me that Michelle (the girl) had committed suicide. I felt

Is Cheese Healthy?
One of my parishioners asked me a very good question after visiting this page: Why do I include cheese in recipes and call them healthy? So here is my answer to that. It is true that dairy products and especially cheese can be high in both saturated fat and salt. I thought since I was posting a recipe for pesto and some variations today that I would explain some of the benefits of dairy in the diet, for those who are not lactose intolerant. It is recommended that adults have three servings of dairy daily. Non-fat milk is available; non-fat cheese in my experience is not a good option; non-fat yogurt (other than the less healthy, frozen, sugar-laden variety) contains very, very beneficial bacteria cultures that aid the digestive system and some even help the immune system. The key is portion control. A glass of milk for instance is not a serving, an 8 oz cup is. Likewise, 1/2 cup of cheese or yogurt is a serving. The saturated fat in milk, like other types of fat, aids in re

Mousse Au Chocolate
10 ounces bittersweet/high cocoa content chocolate (see note below for some variations) 3/4 cup softened butter (do not substitute for the butter or the consistency will be ruined) 1/2 cup sugar 2 TBSP cocoa powder, sifted 4 egg yolks, large 1/4 cup water 1 TBSP Vanilla extract 1 cup heavy whipping cream, the more chilled the better Prepare a loaf dish or a mold by lining with foil very careful to make it smooth or the mousse will show creases and cracks. Melt chocolate very carefully in a double boiler until smooth. If the chocolate seizes, melt two ounces of butter and add to the chocolate stirring until the seized chocolate softens up. In a large mixing bowl, beat 1/2 cup better until fluffy. Add the 1/4 cup sugar and when that is fully incorporated add the cocoa powder. Whisk the yolks, 1.4 cup water, 1/4 cup of sugar and 1/4 cup of butter in a metal bowl, then place it over simmering water, never letting the water touch the bowl directly. Whisk until the temperatur

An Alternative
Juice of 1 lime 12 ounces of ginger ale or club soda 1/4 cup sugar 1 stick of sugar cane 1/4 cup bruised/course chopped mint leaves Ice to suit Put all ingredients in pitcher or glass and dump ginger ale or soda into the glass to fill up.

Let Go
The way you're holding me I'm gonna blow up in your face You know the way You're gonna light up and let go You better let go, let go You better let go You wanted flames But now your tears won't put out the blaze Before you run away Know that I cannot let go You better let go, let go You better let go You stood a watched me behind [?] Remember close you eyes [?] Remember life is a lie [?] You let me cold and blind [?] The way you're holding me I'm gonna blow up in your face You know the way You're gonna light up and let go You better let go, and go You better let go, let go

11-16-07
Your ability to put others at ease is legendary even on off days and right now you are crackling! It's the perfect time to host a party or to reconcile with anyone you've been feuding with for too long. ******************************************************************************************************** Papi holds no Grudges!!!!

Payback
You can beat me bloody, you can beat me blue, it'll never compare to what i can do to you. your words are nothing to me like petals on the ground i guess you just dont see i dont need or want you around I'll crush what's left Of that pathetic heart As pay back for everything Even when we were far apart When the day arrives And you find yourself bleeding Take it as a blessing It was something you were needing.

You Leaned Over
You leaned over and you kissed me I felt my knees go weak You leaned over and you kissed me I couldn't even speak You leaned over and you kissed me With a passion flowing free You leaned over and you kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You leaned over and you kissed me A touch so soft and tender You leaned over and you kissed me A kiss I would remember You leaned over and you kissed me I'm sure I kissed you back You leaned over and you kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You leaned over and you kissed me You left me wanting more You leaned over and you kissed me My soul you did explore You leaned over and you kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You leaned over and you kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

Grrr
It has been a fun few days for me. I make money online blogging and one big factor of this is the wonderful google page rank. If you don't' know what that is, it's googles opinion of how good your site is based on who links to you. BTW if you think google is good because they have the best search results, this will now change all of that. The problem is they don't like what I do, it takes money from them and now they have downgraded most paid bloggers to zero. So now people trying to keep a roof over there heads and food in there children's mouths are not sure what they are going to do. Many can not get other work because it's not there, me included. I've stopped using google for anything now. I was really looking forward to the week off from school to get some stuff done. Does anyone else hate google? Anyway I'm done complaining now, I'm tired, I've done alot of work today and I have a ton more to do tomorrow. I wish I had friends I could go drink with. I really need

Gettin Married
hey ppl im goin to the chapel tomorrow and Im ganna get married!!!! WOOT WOOT for me! anyways... im offering a big pimpin gift to the first two people that inbox me sayin that they will be our witnesses.. you will get the gift after the cerimony.. so cmon ppl.... be there for me! Kandi Kayne

Secret Bank Of The World
The Federal Reserve System is a tool of diabolical mass enslavement. As an institution, it represents the subjugation of the most prosperous civilization in the history of the world to the rule of a handful of globo-fascist robber barons and international bankers. The current generations have difficulty to discern. The more so as their members - this observer not excluded - have difficulty grasping and dealing with the information tsunamis hitting them essentially unprepared. Helplessness, saturation and other IT age effects increasingly take their toll also on the classes now dominating the decision-making strata. It would thus be even surprising if memories of Lousiana, Pearl Harbor and even the "non-conspirative" Kennedy assasination were to effectively help us understand what's really going on. We seem to be loosing the faculty to overcome a growing sceptisism, muteness and generalized sheep-behavior. Fritz Stern's "carefully" drawn parallels - made in an interview with the S

Argument About Sex
A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this... When your ear itches and you put your little finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?

One Love
By: Nichoals Christoper Angelo Lombardo 3rd written in 2001 ONE LOVE When I saw you I thought it was just a flaw. But look now you are my all. My prize to be my crys to sleep. I wish to hold you in my arms, everynight I pray to sleep next to my fantasy. If my dreams come true, life with you will really live through. Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Cnristine

I Love You
By: Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo 3rd written in 2002 I Love You No matter what you say or do, my eyes are always set on you. We fight we nag we always have, but inmy heart will always be you. My life is nothing without you, and still I say I Love You. I need you baby, so don't say bye. I need you truely, I tell no lie. For what we had and what we will. My thoughts will always be just you and me. Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Christine

Today's Horrorscope
Your relationship with money is a bit simpler than most people understand. Today is a good time to rethink things -- or complicate them -- just a bit and maybe to open discussions with someone else. ======================================== Money? What's that? Ok, off to the store to spend Brian's money, lol. Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proud How do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why Dear Mr. President Were you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy How can you say No child is left behind We're not dumb and we're not blind They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay I can only imagine what the fi

Sdf
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here,

Dragonsheart 2
ok i just finished watching it. in all reality it was not that bad of a movie. what was wrong with it is that there where no graphic. and i dont mean speachic effects. i mean in the fighting sceans when someone that killed or stabed they just fell over. but no blood, and the dragons looks was not as good as the 1st one. the 1st one dracko looked real you wouldnt tell that it was a computer...if it was i dont know. but in this one you can tell that the dragon*dreak* was nothen but a computer imange. the acting was good, and the story line was good, but yea no graphics at all...except the dragon its self

Who To Go To....
First of all...GO BUCKEYES! LOL I won my bet. Was worried...especially in the first quarter...but I survived. :) Well...things were brought up last nite and this morning and its really got me wondering. I am kinda lost...its not a big problem. More confusion than anything. Like what should I do type of a deal. Part of me is saying yes...other part is saying hell no. I would ask my friends, but they have more problems right now to deal with than to listen to my little bullshit. And I am not saying that to piss anyone off or to sound pissy. Its the cold hard truth and I understand it...that people are busy with their own lives. Been trying to get a hold of my one high school friend all day but trying to find her is like trying to find a flea in dark brown carpet. LOL...I kno strange analogy there. Ok...trying to find a needle in a hay stack. I was able to find her sister's phone number and I left a message...that was like at 11am this morning. I may not pursue it any furth

Erotic Story 1 Pt.1
You have the best friends ever. They picked me up from the airport, drove me to your house, and let me into your house. There I wait for you to get home from work, and while waiting I put on one of your dress shirts. When you walk in, you are completely surprised to see a half dress Kimi in your living room, and DAMN does your sexy smile say it all. Dropping the stuff you were holding, you hurry over to me and lift me up from the floor and into your arms. You try to ask me questions, but I silence you with long, deep, passionate kisses. As you put me back onto the floor, my knees weak from your kisses, we lose our balance and fall onto the couch. I begin kissing your neck with the occasional soft nibble and move them to your ears before going back to your neck. You try to unbutton my shirt, but I simply shake my head NO, and begin unbuttoning yours instead as I move my tender kisses down your chest. When I begin kissing your stomach, you kick your shoes off so hard that the

Through Gray Eagle's Eyes
Through Gray Eagle's Eyes While the people were morning over the death of their Great Chiefs the traditions and beliefs of the Indians were dying away Some said another great chief would never be born No matter how hard they prayed to the great spirit they were forced to walk in the shadows of white men Driven off their Sacred lands no longer the brave warriors of their tribes Bound by the white mans rules On a Sioux Reservation a Lakota woman was giving birth a future warrior chief, was born Great spirits dwell inside Lakota Sioux Born upon the land where the Eagles can only fly free His Mother asked the great spirit in the sky To honor my son through his life, "what name must he bare" In his gray eyes shines the spirits of the hawk and eagle gazing down to her son she heard the cry of an eagle soaring above Gray Eagle you shall be, it is your destiny my son to become a great leader of men Through your eyes you can see clearly what is wr

~friendship~
Friendship is based on honesty and trust. Friendship is being able to help when help is needed. Friendship is being able to tell one another the truth even though it may hurt. Friendship is being able to just hang out and have a good time. Friendship is knowing when something is wrong without anything being said. Friendship is both good times and bad times. The one thing that friendship is not and that is lieing because your afraid to tell the truth. I will always be your friend and will always be here to help you and make you smile when you are sad, I will never lie to you to spare your feelings, because lieing always leads to more hurt. I hope you feel the same way and value our friendship as much as I do. I will always be your friend, the question is will you always be my friend.

Christian
'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean livin'' I'm whispering 'I wa s lost, now I'm found and forgiven.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, Godbelives I am worth it. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain.. I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's go

Sick
Have you ever been so emotional and so confused that you make yourself sick? I think that's what I have done. I'm so confused... and there is one person in particular that I know will read this and then I'll feel worse and gosh darn it!!!!!! I hate it all! I ask for too damn much. People can't be there for you all the time, they have their own stuff, that's why I try to have more than one person to depend on. Well today that got me in trouble. The person I ended up depending on was my ex. We talked... a lot... about a lot of different things. We talked about what went wrong, what went right and all the misunderstandings. The thing is, I think now we might could make it work. HOWEVER I don't think I want it to. I found a really great person. Someone that I'm really looking forward to spending all my time with. This person could easily become my everything, permanently. I hate long distance. HATE!! I am not the type of person that can go for days, weeks, months without being touched. So

Piece Of Mind
I’ve been busy cleaning all day trying to sort through my thoughts. What normally brings such clarity has only just added more fuel to the fire so to speak. Nothing has been sorted out or even the least little bit clear. I’m at the end of a rope it feels like with a head full of thoughts and no idea of what to do. Just one simple answer seems like it would help but still nothing. I have talked about it some of it with Momma and still nothing. I have done everything I normally do that helps me sort through it all and nothing has helped. The only thing left for me to do that might help is get it all out of my head and off my chest. The holidays this year will be better for my family. There will be four more people added to the mix that we have all been missing dearly. My brother and his family will be joining us this year. It feels so great to know that I’ll be able to look around and not feel like something is missing. That part of me will be here in full force. The girls will finally

Um Just Random Thoughts
right now i am listening to the song that is on here and talking to a cool friend that rocks!!!! anyways in 6 days i'll be moving and i know its going to be stressful and poor zacky will be upset cause he'll miss his grandma but he'll still love her no matter what, but i told my friend today that he couldnt move in with me cause i'm trying to be responsible and he wants to go out and have fun all the time (i do too but my son comes first) so he understood (there is another reason but its personal only certain people know what it is) im starting to like more music, more country and more rock mostly and its better than just icp (sorry juggalos but there is other music out there...) speaking of juggalos, i've listen to insane clown posse/psychopathic records for 9 years and through all my years of being a "juggalo" i have seen people take it way too far, by becoming a gang and causing trouble, and it makes people like me who like the music, look bad and i have had enough, its now to the p

Solo Album And Run Down Of My Past
After the breakup of FLAW and the forming and shortly after disbanding of Five.Bolt.Main, comes the debut solo album from the front man of both groups Chris Volz. "Redemption" is released on Rock Ridge Music on Spetember 11, 2007 that was home to Five.Bolt's debut "Venting". Doing everything that he wants to do on this album in his own way and direction with no holding back. This album is a great representation of Chris's material and vision. Showing hints from both groups and a whole other side of Chris that we haven't seen with either band. These songs are catchy and very melodic. Opening with the title track "Redemption," resembling Five.Bolt.Main, this song kicks ass and has a catchy FLAW-ish chorus. Hitting us with "Altercation" catches us in a song that we have never heard from Chris before. Good catchy vibe but still on the rock side. The next song will being us to the emotion of Chris and a just kind of a pop rock ballad comes "All My Life." A great catchy ass pop rock tune

Quickies From Vicky
Quick blog cause i cant wrap my mind on how i feel Basi-Cali.. I said in my last blog: "Please god let caleb get kicked outta daycare ... He did.. kinda i got the call in stats class. I had my test scheduled at 11. at 11 i was calmin down a 3 year old. I wasnt going to take him home. I decided i am NOT going to take him home. when this happens Ne way. Test rescheduled for tomorrow am. Which is ok cause i get more time to learn the material Bad cause i am gonna waste another 20 bucks (dont ask) to do an all nighter) Just here for a blog or 2... dont get mad if i dont im anyone right back.. goto get my head in the game

A Passionate Night
A Passionate Night I close my eyes As our bodies in twine I'm giving you all of me, my heart, my soul, my body Lust, love, passion fill our bodies The love flowing through us is not mere Your lips brush my eyes, my lips, my ear I feel your heart beat next to mine Right now, the line between right and wrong is so fine You kiss my chest, my stomach, my legs "I want all of you," my body begs You kiss me hard and so passionately As you finally take me I can feel you I can feel all of you My body begs for more As my thighs grow sore I scream out in ecstasy Feeling the tightness grow inside of me I feel the tightness burst And it quenches my sexual thirst As our bodies unwind I feel your lips on mine I feel your breath on my face As you whisper,"I love you" Those three words caused my heart and mind to race Then, I finally managed to say, "I love you, too."

Not Mine But Just Remember What We've Lost!!!!
Oh, the last ten years, it's been quite trip Over thirty-six-hundred spins around without a cosmic slip But within the realm of our atmosphere We're 'bout as out of whack as we've ever been in a million years We watched the Y2K scare in a panic An' we watched as time proved Nostrodamus wrong An' we watched as Mother Nature shook the planet An' cellular replaced the telephone We lost Charlie Brown, Ray Charles an' Johnny Cash We even lost Superman, mhm. Well, the last ten years, look at the hills we've climbed The best golfer's black, the best rapper's white an' it's about damn time But we best beware, there's a brand new fight, you see An' I hate to say we might be our own worst enemy We watched Oklahoma sifting through the damage An' we watched a US President get caught We watched shareholders watch their savings vanish We all cried when we watched those towers fall We lost Minnie Pearl, Ron Reagan and Sam I Am We even lost Superman, mhm. Ex

Cosmic Keys
This is a Thorns song taken using the tune of "Cosmic Keys To My Creations And Times" by Emperor. The lyrics speak of secrets of the universe unfolding to one who has the power. It's truly sci-fi cult material in funereal audio form. Enjoy: I have seen the secrets Of creation and time The key is to be found In a deterministic principle. I used the key Of fourth dimension And I found that Time is movement. One can turn direction Of the omnicalculation Then all mathematics Are possible to reverse. I have seen the secrets To the nature of life Life is pattern, repetition.

Biblefucker...literal Meaning
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071119/ap_on_re_us/preacher_paternity Sex scandal hits Atlanta-area megachurch By DORIE TURNER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 19 minutes ago The 80-year-old leader of a suburban Atlanta megachurch is at the center of a sex scandal of biblical dimensions: He slept with his brother's wife and fathered a child by her. Members of Archbishop Earl Paulk's family stood at the pulpit of the Cathedral of the Holy Spirit at Chapel Hill Harvester Church a few Sundays ago and revealed the secret exposed by a recent court-ordered paternity test. In truth, this is not the first — or even the second — sex scandal to engulf Paulk and the independent, charismatic church. But this time, he could be in trouble with the law for lying under oath about the affair. The living proof of that lie is 34-year-old D.E. Paulk, who for years was known publicly as Earl Paulk's nephew. "I am so very sorry for the collateral damage it's caused our family and the f

New Lounge
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Going To Cut
Anybody who knows me knows I've been bulking up ( trying to gain some weight. So I've put on 6 to 8 lbs of muscle, but as well about 15 lbs of fat. So anyway now I get to spend the next 16 weeks eating chicken breast, rice, potatos, eggs, tuna, and protien shakes. If you check out the ab photo in my pictures I was at about 7.5% bodyfat and 173 lbs. This time I want to cut to about 179 lbs at 3.5% to 4.5% without losing any muscle. So if we got any bodybuilders, or models with safe cutting advice it's more than welcome. Wish me luck!

Some Thing To Make Soilders Laugh
ARMY= Aint Ready for the Marine Yet Marine = My Ass Rides In Naval Equipment LOL Marine Devil Dogs, Leather Necks, Jar Heads,Wing nuts Army puppies Airforce FlyBoys Navy Squids No matter what you call them no matter what branch they are form Deployed or Home Got to love them all Thank you for your sirvice and for the fight to keep us all free With all my heart I thank you

Welcome To The Neighborhood~
I do feel lots better these days. The meds have kicked in and I have my energy back. So much so I decided to go out yesterday and blow more leaves and burn the leaves.....well, we moved and now live in the city limits. Nobody tells me it is against the law to burn in the city limits~! I was out there for about 45 minutes when the fire sirens went off and I look up and the trucks are pulling in MY driveway~! The chief was nice and the guys were nice. The chief told me to just finish what I had in the pit, since I was done and attending it properly and because I was new to the area. And they all left. So I was standing out there tending the fire and stoking it to get it all burned and look up and down the hill comes the truck again~! They had 3 calls from one of my neighbors and I had to put it out. The chief came back and I apologized. I told him I would have put it out before but he told me I could finish...he said no problem but one neighbor just called 3 times complaining.

Is She Out There
i know i have an angel, she looks out for me everyday, i can tell because of the things i have done, been in trouble so many times, i just want to thank her and give her my love, because she gave me strength to carry on, when there was nothing else to do, and now i see the things that i can be, she opened my eyes so i can see,that there really is something out there, i just have to reach out and grab it, for life can pass you by, and why wouldn`t you give it a try, all you have to do is take it as it comes, and give it the best that you got, ask god for the things that you need , and not the things you want, this is what i do almost everyday, and i am glad he is here to stay, and watch over me, to help and guide, me things through the rough times that i have, surrounds me with friends and family who cares, and sent me an angel to watch what i do, so this one is to god and his way of thinking, i just want to tell him thank you, for giving me all my blessings and people who care, and for

Sex Frog
Sex Frog A blonde goes to her local pet store in search of an 'exotic' pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box FULL of live frogs. The sign says: 'SEX FROGS' Only $20 each! Comes with 'complete' instructions. The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her. She whispers softly to the man behind the counter, 'I'll TAKE one!' As the man packages the frog, he quietly says to her, 'Just follow the instructions! The blonde nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, she opens the instructions and reads them very carefully. She does EXACTLY what is specified: 1. Take a shower. 2. Splash on some nice perfume. 3. Slip into a very sexy nightie. 4. Crawl into bed and place the frog down beside you, and allow the frog to do what he has been trained to do. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and to her surpri

More Random Convo
P.: you are cute thou lol im just a sarcastic bastard lol P : wait that came out wrong lol its true you are Me: No no.. i am a bitch lol P: lol well hello bitch i am asshole nice to meat you hun Me: ha ha we make a great pair P: ill take that as a compliment hun

Hmmmmmmmmmm
it seems i am too much of a flirt to be on this site any more so i am thinking of taking it off and deleting my account those of you who i will remain in contact i have most of you on my msgrs one way or another ,,,, just cant decide yet if i want to shut my acct down over ME RUNNING INTO MEN WHO LIKE TO SEE JUST HOW FAR A WOMAN WILL GO AND THEN DROPPING THEM ..... some of u know what im talkin about some of u dont but anyways letting u know i may not be on much longer i have a family to think about and i have to keep them my first priority over anything wether i do at times or not i hate fucking pricks who talk to u and get u so wrapped up in them that u sorta lose the light of what you are really supposed to be doing , wether u do it or not

No Title
Sleepless nights, dreadful dreams, are haunting me. The mysterious sounds of the night, are very frightening me. Panic and rage Runs through my body The devil is trying to get in. Day after day I fight off the urges That would be so satisfying A battle rages Deep within my soul It's all I can do to hold on. Prayer is my weapon, faith gives me peace of mind, to stop the demons from taking over. Depression knocks me down, Grace picks me back up, As the battle still rages I pray and pray For the fight to end But I know the battle is still within.

Not All Guys Are Sexiest Pigs.(sorry)
=== '~Tattooed Goddess~' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-20 15:19:22'.. > > i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how

‘too Sexy For Southwest ... Perfect For Playboy’
Woman pulled from flight because of clothes reveals a lot more on Web DALLAS - A 23-year-old college student who was told by a Southwest Airlines employee that her outfit was too revealing to fly is wearing even less on Playboy’s Web site. Kyla Ebbert appears in a series of pictures — some in lingerie, some nude — under the heading, “Legs in the Air.” “They’re very tastefully done,” Ebbert told The Associated Press on Thursday. “I don’t see anything wrong with the female body.” Playboy contacted Ebbert’s attorney to pitch the idea of posing. After “a little bit of talking” to convince her mother, Ebbert agreed. She said her boyfriend supported her decision, but “the most hesitant one was my dad.” On its Web site, Playboy says Ebbert “was too sexy for Southwest Airlines, but she’s perfect for Playboy.” Ebbert said she was paid “less than six figures” to pose, but wouldn’t give the specific amount. A Southwest Airlines Co. employee pulled Ebbert off a flight this sum

Help These Good Friends Of Mine Out
ok every one me and fire ant are in a contest we need 60,000 coments as soon as posable so pleas help out and drop a few comments and repost if you can thank you PLEASE HELP OUT AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS AND REPOST

The War Is Over
An elderly Italian man who lived on the outskirts of Monte Casino went to the local church for confession. When the priest slid open the panel in the confessional, the man said, "Father ... during World War II, a beautiful woman knocked on my door and asked me to hide her from the enemy -------- so I hid her in my attic." The priest replied, "That was a wonderful thing you did, my son! And you have no need to confess that." "It's worse than that, Father. She started to repay me with sexual favors every day and twice on weekends." The priest said, "By doing that, you were both in great danger. However, two people under those circumstances can be very tempted to act that way. But if you are truly sorry for your actions, you are indeed forgiven." "Thank you, Father. That's a great load off my mind. ...But I do have one more question." "And what is that?" asked the priest. ....."Should I tell her the

My Dear Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life want fair So these words i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here. proud to cal you a dear friend

Hillbillies
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentucky, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to As "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .. HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNA

Remember
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥Natasha♥ Date: Nov 21, 2007 7:18 AM Joe PDate: Nov 19, 2007 7:18 PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your b

Red Dragon Tattoo
Monday gonna take a ride on The N train down to Coney Island With the money I saved Gonna get me engraved Drink down a lot of Basil Hayden Get kicked out when I can't see straight and What an island to be on Under the neon Red dragon tattoo Is just about on me I got it for you So now do you want me? With nothing to prove Will you be my honey? oh yeah In you I confide Red dragon tattoo I'm fit to be dyed Am I fit to have you? I hear the man say you want to see the others A mermaid and a heart that says mother But I don't know from maritime And I never did hard time I brought a .38 Special CD collection Some bactine to prevent infection And in case I get queasy A photo of Easy Rider Red dragon tattoo Is just about on me I got it for you So now do you want me? With nothing to prove Will you be my honey? oh yeah In you I confide Red dragon tattoo I'm fit to be dyed Am I fit to have you? Now will you stop pretending I've never been born Now I

Nov 22nd
November 22: Conspiracy Theory Appreciation Day (not celebrated for some reason) 200 Sex is invented. 1812 - Puzzle potato officially refound. Citizens everywhere rejoice. 1945 - Nazis accidentally explode nuclear bomb in Dresden. Allied air forces are subsequently blamed for mass firebombing. 1952 - In Guatemala, CIA first operation gives start to a era of brutal military dictatorships sponsored by the US government in Latin America ... wait... thats not funny... 1963 - J. F. K. accidentally assassinated by angry, confused polar bear. Polar bear plants gun on napping Lee Harvey Oswald and escapes in a get-away sled. Nobody looks into it very much. 1963 - Absolutely nothing happened. You hear me? Nothing. If you heard otherwise, it's a filthy Communist lie. 1968 - Stanley Kubrick begins secret filming of the moon landing. 1970 - The Million Cyberman March (pictured) is held in Washington, DC. Conspiracy theorists claim that it was actually a failed invas

Help Plz!
If you would please stop by and rate and or comment bomb this pic for me TY (: ALSO if you make 100 comments to the pic you will get a platinum cherry and make 200 comments get a silver motorcycle!! TY again! (: Just click the pic below!

Sometimes It Is Just Too Funny To Laugh About
Ok, things have moved on and so have I. I get ahead of things and it's good. Sometimes I slip back but it's ok too. Today is another day. Tomorrow has no promises but the idea of it is OK! SO this is where I am now. I dont care. About much. I dont want to hold a hope for anything but it is there and living. I acknowladge it and carry on but with an eye on it. Not letting it creep too close. I feel it and know it si there. I am working twords it. I creeps up and then back. It is warm and cold. I hear it's path and feel it's eagerness. I taste it and smell it. I hate it but cant live with out it. It's long tendrls are always brushing my head-heart-soul. It has a name and it has a reason. Hope. Always there. Hope Always reaching. Hope Always moving. Hope

I Will Being Off Fubar For A Few!!!!!!!
OK AFTER SATURDAY I WILL BE TAKING A VACATION OFF FUBAR FOR A FEW WEEKS FOR DDC MEMBER BROKEN AND CCA AND ICEANGEL IS IN CHARGE THIS VACATION IS OUT OF MY CONTROL I WILL BE BACK IN A FEW WEEKS AND WE WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL HERE SO I FIGURED I WOULD GIVE EVERYONE THE HEADS UP THNXS

Slow Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

50 Questions
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower? NO 2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't? DON'T YA NEED FRIENDS FOR THEM TO END 3. It is your friend's birthday; do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you one for yours? PROLLY TAKE THEM OUT 4. You win the $300 million power-ball lottery. What do you do? Pay off everything Ive ever owed anyone... buy a house.. a new car/truck... invest the rest for the kids' college 5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD 6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person? BEACH 7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD 8. Can you watch scary movies alone? MMMMM YEA I THINK SO I BIG GIRL 9. Soft bed or firm? IN BETWEEN 10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about? WITH FAMILY OR FIRENDS 11. What's one of your worst memories? 1/2 MY CHILDHOOD 12. Do you like to keep the peace or

Leave The Pieces- The Wreckers
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh yeah Leave the pieces when you go Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Wonder If .........
wondering if i.... matter to the one i should.... should love the one i do..... should care about other feelings.... what if..... what if i dont.... what if i do..... what if i cant help but to.... is that why i walk around with my heart breaking.... is that why i cant say what i want too.... is that why i feel less then i person should... is this why i cry alot... is this why i hurt alot... is this the way ill be forever..... wonder if it matters that i feel like this.. wonder if it matter that i care like this... wonder if it will make me or break me in time.... maybe i do care to much... maybe i do love to much... maybe i do love to hard.... maybe just maybe i am more then what people see.. and enough of what they want to see... i may not be a size 5.. i may not be a 20-something... i may not be perfect.... but i love who i do.. even if its not returned i care about those who i care about... even if they hate me and want to hurt

Be Strong
when you are down and numb you are stuck in weakness when you are down and numb you feel like your whole world ended when you are down and numb you feel like giving up STOP!!! And take a look back You were a strong person then So Stand up and Get back on that horse and ride Ride back to the path of Strength Be Strong your heart is telling you BE STRONG Become stronger than you were Become that person you were once was Dont ever give up hope always look up and say that everything is going to be alright Everything will be alright if you Stay Strong Be Strong =)

Sarah Mclachlan - Posession
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time the night is my companion, and solitude my guide would I spend forever here and not be satisfied? and I would be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes dear Through this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed trying to find an honest word to find the truth enslaved oh you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes my body aches to breathe your breath your words keep me alive And I would be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes dear Into this night I wander it's morning that I dread another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread oh into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride nothing stands between us here and I won't be denied and I would be the one to

Superman
->Psychowolf...: cmon, share the love with a sweet transvestite! ->Psychowolf...: wanna do what to yours? You dont mind a man beating off to your pictures?... superman: wanna try on mine ->Psychowolf...: I'm just a sweet transvestite, from Transsexual Transylvania. ->Psychowolf...: what man WOULDNT!? superman: didi u like ->Psychowolf...: hellz yeah i did superman: did u see my piss ->Psychowolf...: I promise....IF you touch me, i will deepthroat you superman: wanna be dirty ->Psychowolf...: Toucha toucha toucha touch me, I wanna be dirty superman@ fubar

20 Nov
Datum: Tue, 20 Nov 2007 13:51:15 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Ins AdressbuchIns Adressbuch An: all_lists@tylerperrystudios.net Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - A Thanskgiving Message Hi there, I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. I have been trying to recover from the WHY DID I GET MARRIED? press tour. You never know how much something can take out of you until you sit and think about it. That was wild. I am so glad that you all loved the movie! It's still doing well in theaters. Thank you for that. I haven't been doing much. I'm writing a couple of new movies and a new play. I've also been shooting HOUSE OF PAYNE. By the way, the new season starts on December 5th. I have made a lot of changes. The show is smoking! You'll see. Also MEET THE BROWNS - THE MOVE is done. I'll try to get a trailer up for you guys in a week or two. And for all of you Madea fans who miss her, she'll be on HOUSE OF PAYNE on December 5th and

Wedding
WELL I FINALLY DID IT ..I FINALLY CONVINCED HER TO FU-MARRY ME ..AND YOUR ALL INVITED DATE: Nov,30,2007 TIME: 8 pm(Pac.time) PLACE: HOUSE OF DREAMS LOUNGE AND HERE IS THE BEAUTIFUL BRIDE TO BE BLUEYESMEL~~(Brat-Ass)~ member of the NIGHTWALKERSBOMBERS~~~~~~@ fubar SO COME AND HAVE A GOOD TIME I KNOW ILL BE THERE

I Wish You Enough
this was posted by my good friend KC on a forum at Necrotica.net. I had to share it. and i don't know where she got it. but here it is: Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is -- the next trip back wi

Lord ,others Need Me To Say Prayers>>
lord im here now , trying to capture strength to move on. This day was a blessing and a learning,To Never take anything for granted. Life is to short , Love and learn, live and let live. Go on as we must > In thy grace and truth and word. Thy forgiveness is for lasting if we accept it and ask for it. So many are hurting not knowing where to look for you. Your here in everything, all things . Even in my friends ty again.. We just need to ask in prayer, to you whenever it might be . Just one to bow their head and ask ;Oh God forgive me . Im lost again . yet I know I can be found for you know me who I am. tears roll down my face as I do see your grace. Im sure your crying to, for you known my heart thru and thru , failures many that I will go and do . . yet your loving grace carrys me back to your loving arms as I have no doubt , cause it always has. O My lord I love you ; just knowing this is what real love be and will and does last . I forget sometimes mans love can,t

How A Sub Can Be Brought To His Knees
I serve my wife Lady Raena. I am her Sub and I love my role. It has taken me some time to adapt to not being in control. I cook for her, clean our home and raise our kids while I'm in school. I do these things for the love of servatude. The Inked Slut whom I misjudged to my near undoing, took mercy upon me and listened to me fumbled at her feet trying to get a scrap of her precious time. With but a wave of her hand I knew my place. I do not seek to serve her, but I needed to know her protocals, which she taught me quickly. I look foreward to getting to know the brilliance that is her sexual nature. I need to loosen up and relax. I yurn to be more open and less up tight. I know that my Lady Raena, and Inked Slut if she chooses too can help me find my self. If you read this Inked Slut know that I know my place and understand your rules. Forgive me if I stumble I am but a mere Sub.

The Cold Night And Warm Heart
The Cold night warm heart By Eric Ethan The night is cold and snowing The night is lonely and cold heart My friend came by with hot apple cider and cheese and crackers MY friend came by with the bottle in one hand and a bag in the other, She raised booth her hands and smile I read your mine seems like you need company tonight I told her to come on in She layer the stuff on the table and gave me that hug and felt her cold cheek against mind, you said let me get things ready She no tonight I get things ready for you this time GO get the fire ready and music tonight, she said no TV tonight I got the fire ready and the music she liked She brought the a tray in with two cups of hot cider and cheese of different kind and crackers right for the cheese. When she came in I notice she wearing on her feet bear feet , with the fur and the black marking to make it look like toe nails. She sat n

The Midwest Pt.2
Well...seeing as how people liked the first installment, here we go... A couple months would go by...I was still spinning at Davey's. The crowds were still kinda sparse, but again, this was part of the cycle. We come up to October...in particular, October 23rd...this particular night saw Skinny Puppy play at the Beaumont downtown. I thought it ironic that SP is a Canadian band, yet it took me moving to the US before I could see them live... Anyhoo...the show was absolutely incredible. The performance was dynamic. It was the "Greater Wrong of the Right" tour, and they showed that Skinny Puppy was anything but dead. The show was fun in and of itself...however, it was AFTER the show that really became a lot of fun...the after-party. For those that have never been to an event of this sort, it goes a little like this: you go see the show, someone circulates that there's a party after the show, an address is provided, and you go...and stay until GAWD knows when. When we get to Arkansas

Skins
I tried to put some new Christmas skins up on my page today but the code I have wont work for some reason. Is there a new code to use to do this now or what ? Can anyone help me ? :-) Email me here please to let me know. Thanks, Cindy

No Pics Of Me Or Fam Available
was told my pics were being saved to someone's computer without my knowledge so i made all of my personal pics private to everyone........kinda freaked me out that someone was saving my pics to his computer for god knows what reason. DOn't mind showing them to people....but dont want them on some strangers computer unless i know the reason and am asked beforehand.......

What Is Your Fighting Style
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as SoldierYour Told To Take A Hill, Someone Lobs A Grenade And Kills 3 Of Your Friends. You Run Up The Hill And Unload, Then Bash Them With The Butt Of The Gun When The Magazines Empty. Soldier 100%Bar Room Brawler 75%Cat Fight 60%Boxing 60%Karate 60%Wrestling 25%Little Girl 20%

Things About Me
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.What Number Are You?

My Night
my night has been really, long lol, i watched the notebook and actually liked it, then i played some smackdown vs raw 08 with a friend and then came on here, but anyways hope everyone has a good night and a great day tomorrow ok peace out

About Me
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.What Mythological Creature Are You?

2 The One I Love Whole Heartedly
u r my one n only tru love my angel sent from up above ur the light of my life when i have none ur like a rainbow but much prettier than one ur smile is like the stars at night shining bright for the world see i thank god cause i know u love me ur eyes are my favorite color or hue the most sexiest shade ive seen in blue so i thank u for bein there for me my lil woman aka my sexy lady ur all i want n what i need the love from u my heart does feed ur what keeps me goin my heart a pumpin and my blood a flowin

My Boys Are Leaving
so in 3 days 8 of my really good friends are leaving for 15 months and their going to iraq. its TOTALLY different knowing people that are going over there. im gonna be glued to the tv making sure their all ok and doing some serious writing lol. ill spend my whole paycheck on stamps lol. my boys better all come home safe too. so my prays are with anyone that knows a solider fighting and i hope everyone comes home safe. i love patton,head,ag,thompson,tiago,harvy,brown,baker!!!!!

Sometimes A Quickie In The Afternoon Is Just What You Need ;)
It has been really nice having the last 4 days off. Normally it is a time when Peter takes the boys to the cabin right after Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday night and comes back Sunday. He decided to stay home this time. I think it may even be a first! He and I have spent the last few days shopping and cleaning. He finished up some paint in the front so we couldn't see any more of that horrible purple! Today, he is taking down the Christmas decorations from the attic. I have so many Christmas decorations for the inside of the house it is crazy! I tried to downsize last year since I only put out about half of them. I got rid of a bunch of old stuff. I think I would rather have elegant than it look like Santa barfed all over our house! LMAO! So I will sift through the decorations once again maybe downsizing again. I have so many snowmen because they are my favorite and I also have tons of Snow Babies. I guess I could start making a box of stuff for my daughter when s

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close my Eyes By Eric Ethan When I close my eyes I dream of good thoughts and good feelings To fall asleep in clouds of heaven and feel the lips of passion and caring When I close my eyes I dream of you have a hot choc sundae with you eating that sundae and enjoy the whip cream and a lot of choc all over the ice cream When I close my eyes I dream of arms holding me tight and close together feel the warm breath down my neck Whispers in my ear great caring and kiss on the ear lopes to hear you feel sexy tonight in my ears When I dream of good thoughts I don’t have night mares and feel free to sleep I know I can sleep of good thing of passion in my heart and share those thoughts with you The End

Flight Roster
OFFICIAL 2007 FOC RADIO PROGRAM GUIDE AND SCHEDULE monday through friday (all times eastern) 6am - 9am: Open Air show description: Variety 9am - Noon: Open Air show description: Variety Noon - 3pm: Critical Mass w/ DJ Foxy Bitch show description: Join DJ Foxy Bitch for the best rock, rap, hip-hop, alternative, female rock and pop, techno, dance, and your requests as you hit critical mass!! 3pm - 6pm: Lolita's Asylum w/ DJ Gothic Lolita show description: Are you ready to be locked in the asylum? The beautiful and sexy DJ Gothic Lolita brings you the 3 most eclectic hours on FOC radio, as she spins show tunes, movie tunes, rock, rap, gothic rock and metal, the best female rock, and your requests, if you ask nicely...lol! Always edge of your seat suspense. 6pm - 9pm: DJ Sass's Crazy Train w/DJ Sass show description: Holla at your boy!! DJ Sass hits the FOC airwaves with the best old and new school rap and hip-hop, rock, and your requests. Jump aboard this

I Type A Blog For Ladies Information >>
yet men read it hehe. thats so great; well they can know what a woman a has to go thru to get thru her post child bearing yrs. hehe. wow ! live, learn thanks guys . hugs Diana

Carnal Dreams
Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert. So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe. Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace. Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge. Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert. Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra. Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace. Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge. Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra. Profoundly accepting a new alert, intimately longing to be embraced. We may trip and stumble as we indulge, maintaining a strong balance we believe. Life's complexi

Alright To Help V1rus
To help V1RUS from now to the end of the year all FuBucks I recieve will be donated towards V1RUS. Do not donate fuBucks to me but instead donate them to V1RUS, but all bucks recieved from rates and comments will be donated to her. So lets help her out

Standing By
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.

The Messenger
Tell him, I thought about him yesterday. Tell him I am still thinking about him today. Tell him, I miss the security of his embrace. Tell him I miss the smile on his face. Tell him, The sound of his voice is what I miss. Tell him I need the warmth of his kiss. Tell him, I will love him forever. Tell him to give up on me never. An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues ~~Your Wildest Dream~~

Am I Loosing You? Jodi's Poem 09/07/07
Am I Loosing You? I don't know how you do what you do to me. I can't get you out of my mind. I feel your everywhere I go. I can hear your voice inside my head. I don't know what to do. Life without you is so damn hard. I know you belong to someone else. But my heart & soul belongs to you. My life would be nothing without you. No more happiness. No reason to ever smile. All hope & faith would be gone. I hope & pray we can stay at least friends. Though you once said that you loved me. I feel that I'll never hear those words again. Please don't take away the best friend that I have. Don't take away the only thing I have left of you.

Is Love Suppose To Hurt
what does love mean to you? is love really suppose to hurt? can anyone tell me why when you really care about someone that they seem to want to hurt your feelings. maybe they dont do it intentially but maybe they do and you just dont want to see it that way. sometimes i am so lost for words when someone comes and asks me what they are suppose to do when someone that they feel they love says such ugly things to them and i tell them that this is not love. but yet they tell them they love them then they say dont ever call or text them anymore but the very next day the person calls the one they tell that too and begs for forgiveness. you know that this person was hurt so bad and deeply by another and maybe they are afraid to love another because of this but you try to explain that this is not love and the person that you are explaining this to doesnt want to accept that this is a form of abuse. then they tell you that i really love them and i know that they care about them. you just dont k

Living Without Your Love
Living Without Your Love Haunting memories, control thoughts Dark shadows all around Blinded by agonizing pain Curled uncaring on the ground Happiness left long ago Darkness and heartache abound Screaming, moaning, cry's of grief Are now the only sounds Nothingness wraps around me Blanketing my soul Needing you to hold me My life has become so cold Trying to go on without you To me an impossible task Living without your love I don't think that I can last

Morning Humor
Something no woman should be asking herself when she neither went to sleep nor went to bed with someone else: where the hell is my bra? proof that sleep deprivation mixed with darvacet-n is not healthy. Have a good day.

Good Job, Herm...
Well, I am ready to give up watching football this season (NFL anyway). My KC Chiefs are not going anywhere, even though Colby Smith ran for 150 yards in his first starting game. However, once again, KC blew a chance to at least tie the game and go to overtime. But to lose to the Raiders is probably the biggest blow. The only comfort I got was the fact that the Broncos lost. Just like the Cubs, maybe next year. I believe in miracles, but it would take a lot for the Chiefs to go to the playoffs...

Odd Dream
ok so i cant really remember the whole thing, but it started out with me being some kinda dead but not really dead person, and i had to keep fighting so that i did not die for real. then out of nowwhere i am in a mall and i see my old best friend and find out she is dating my exhusband. In my dream i am more that ok with it and in fact i thihk that it is awsome. i think russell and i wind up hooking up with the two of them, anyways it was weird so i just wanted to write it all down

Sex On The Beach
I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gental silk hands massaging me... Um I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass and down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invade my whole body as my breasts are revealed and m

Storm Part2
Clouds Stirring, Amongst the trees, The fallen ones begin to free Yet the ones they are are not the ones they were To begin a new, they must refer To the way it is, The new is now They come for us, when and how For the fog is here and the wind has stopped The fear is coming and the cork has popped Its rained for days, with lightning and crashes The streets are quiet and no one dares to ask is What the hell has gone wrong and why are they are scared They know not why, but they know to prepare, Since a quiver, a sliver of chill is around When suddenly light breaks from the ground.

Back Issues
Not sure what I did. but i went to the chiropractor today, and I am on bedrest til at least thursday. At this point it is unclear as to what is wrong, or what I might have done to cause the pain that i am in. Just wanted to give those of you that care an update! Jenn

Last Goodbyes
so i went and said my last goodbyes to some of the best friends you could ask for. my boys are gonna be gone for 15 long months..who am i gonna go out with and buy me drinks? whos gonna pick me up and throw me in the hotel pools? whos gonna cuddle with me in the twin size bed in the barracks lol? im gonna miss the hell out of them but i konw we'll write and ill send um care packages and they'll bring me home lots of stuff lol. well just wanted to get that out of the way. I LOVE MY SOLIDERS

A Knight/soldiers Poem
A test of honor ..of courage To test my mettle To stand the barrage My debt to settle To stand in the face of death Walking in a sea with one breath To test my resolve To prove my worth To never give less than all Til I am one with the earth No sword or arrow can pierce My honor intact A cry no soul ever hears To stand steadfast When others retreat Future Present and Past Til death do we meet My armor is chinked My honor upheld Lucky some may have thinked My enemies felled Cups to be raised Oaths to be toasted Heroes alive and stories to be boasted I march home in silence I see the sky above I feel longing for paradise And the kiss of my love Wounds not seen Cries never heard Cuts that don’t bleed Always true to my word There is still blood on my sword I defend without question Uphold my convictions My fist my sword is held in On my shield my hand tightens I have won on this day I have died on this day I upheld my courage and honor

Friends
Interesting how as you grow older, you view friends differently. And maybe even more, you choose friends differently. Here on fubar, there is no shortage of friends to choose from... but is that a reason to place less value on who we choose? As a kid, I always heard the saying... you are who you hang around with. When I go back thru my friend list.. are they who I want to be like? Or am I just like a robot, clicking the 10 button and adding another friend to my growing list of those who I may never contact again, and even worse.. those who I would be uneasy calling my friend. I am not a mean person to judge others, but I can choose who I let into my life. And I hope those I let in will grow from my friendship and I from theirs. Then maybe... it becomes a real friendship.

Turnin 30 On Nov 30
Tim McGraw, My Next Thirty Years Lyrics Looking for Tim McGraw tabs and chords? Browse alphabet (above) Artist: McGraw Tim Song: My Next Thirty Years Album: A Place In The Sun Buy Tim McGraw Sheet Music Buy Tim McGraw CDs I think I’ll take a moment, celebrate my age The ending of an era and the turning of a page Now it’s time to focus in on where I go from here Lord have mercy on my next thirty years Hey my next thirty years I’m gonna have some fun Try to forget about all the crazy things I’ve done Maybe now I’ve conquered all my adolescent fears And I’ll do it better in my next thirty years My next thirty years I’m gonna settle all the scores Cry a little less, laugh a little more Find a world of happiness without the hate and fear Figure out just what I’m doing here In my next thirty years Oh my next thirty years, I’m gonna watch my weight Eat a few more salads and not stay up so late Drink a little lemonade and not so many beers Maybe I’ll remember

Autism - Friendly Christmas Tips For The Eccentric.
Christmas by Donna Williams * The christmas tree looks best when standing inside of the branches looking out through the lights. * Don’t forget to tap the decorations, they sound good too. * Shiny decorations are wonderfully lickable (but don’t eat them). * Glitter doesn’t taste anywhere near as fantastic as it looks (what a mystery). * There is actually something under the paper. * Decorations are a far greater buzz when people want them put back on the tree. * Christmas lights are best viewed through a strand of tinsel. * We can all be santa. * Giving starts with what’s invisible. * The best christmas gift is the geniune smile at one’s own reflection. * If nothing else, dare to whisper/hum/sing/type just for Christmas. * Gifts are best appreciated in one’s own space. * The cat often can’t eat well with people watching. * You can make ’snow’ from pretty much anything. * Dressing up in tinsel makes you shine. * Peace is having your neurotransmitters working for you ar

A Touch Not Felt
A Touch not Felt A touch not felt; a smell unknown; a place I have not been. To know these things, I will venture; follow this flawless dream. You say you know; you feel the same; for me this is a first. You came along, and brought your love; till now this life was cursed. Into the dark, we will wander, together hand in hand. Fight to the last, against this world; We’ll make our final stand. Until that day, great adventures, await at every bend. And in your heart, I’ve found a home, With (my) life I will defend.

Adrianne
Adrianne Shallow voice within my mind, I can hardly hear you. Not so far, yet like a star, Could make me shine a-new. Sarcasm upon her lips, Pink within her smile. Skin so hard, yet also scared, Not purely made of guile. Touch her soft and break her skin, Reminiscent of a doll. Pretty mind, and sometimes kind, Within her eyes I fall.

Every Other Hell
Every Other Hell I can't remember the last time, I lied to you. You can't remember the last time, You told the truth. There can't be something felt, That won't be felt again. It's nothing to have to, Choose the path. But as we hold hands, And walk alone. You will run off and change your life, While I stay here and pretend. I was never one, To take the risk. How can I not fear, Of a life alone. To blindly follow the paths of others, Is the choice that I must make. I don't know in my heart that, I loved you once. When you came into my life, You changed the rules. You showed me those who had hurt me, And taught me how to hate. Without you as my guide, It's harder now. I don't want To fake the truth. But as I push forward, Each day I grow more tired. Every-where I look there's More Pain. Every-one around me speaks Less truth. It's a dream to believe I will never loose. For some mo

Quiz, For Others To Fill For Me.
DO IT FOR ME AND ILL DO IT FOR YOU. BE 100% HONEST CAUSE I WILL BE TOO Would You... [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? []Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [] Fall in love with me [] Like me [] Love me Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm H

Re: Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails
RE: Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Nov 2007, 19:03 Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails Another crass and pathetic smear attempt against Ron Paul failed yesterday as some news organisations, including the AP, attempted to link the Congressman to a pimp without making it clear that the entire charade was an idiotic stunt set up by MSNBC’s Tucker Carlson. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/271107Smear.htm

Desires
Desires I am the sinner I am the night dancer I am the woman you've always wanted, who will use and abuse you and be unmoved by your storms I am the laughter in our nightmares. Come walk in the night, the jasmine breezes are blowing. Lift up my veil, kiss my lips, you will only be broken hearted. Come smile at my tears, come kiss them away, they will burn your tongue so sweetly, only-- Do not ask why I arrived here in the night, with hair much darker than your fantasies, Do not ask if anything will change, this is only the land of fantasies. When you awake, if you awake you will find my hair upon your pillow, and your heart upon your sleeve. Everything will be much darker than it was, and the heavy weight of reality will be replaced by obsession. I might return some other night, If you have waited starving in the garden, If you have waited with your eyes drying out and hurting with longing, with your exposed heart Then it will be time for another rolling stroll thro

In A Perfect World
They met one night in a crowded room He spoke, she responded Polite banter at first Neither realizing That destiny had begun to loom So many similarities So many interests shared Too many to be coincidence Neither of them cared With every question asked A new layer was revealed Two souls reunited Their fate already sealed A smile, a laugh Words unspoken They knew if not careful Hearts would be broken Their fire burned white- hot from the first No time to waste, so much to say An unquenchable thirst "In a perfect world" he'd gently say And she'd sigh And the time would keep slipping away.

A Special Bond
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

The Aftermath Of A Horrible Breakup
I'm broken I'm bruised All there was was you Now you're gone And there's nothing I can do You've hurt me I've cried All I want to do is die There's nothing else to say My world has been taken away I've loved and lost No matter the cost It hurts so much I try to believe That I'll be freed From this MISERY!

Missing You So Much
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com IT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE AT TIMES THAT IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE YOU WENT TO HEAVEN. I CAN STILL YOUR ARMS AROUND ME EVERY WHERE I GO. I DREAM ABOUT YOU OFTEN AND IN MY SLEEP BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I REPLAY THAT DAY MANY TIMES IN MY HEAD. WATCHING YOU AND TALKING TO YOU, AND BEGGING YOU TO LET GO. I KEPT MY PROMISE TO YOU. YOU DIDN'T DIE ALONE. I WAS THERE ALONG WITH OUR FAMILY THERE. AUNT LINDA, AUNT NANCY AND ME HOLDING YOU HANDS LETTING YOU KNOW THAT WE WAS THERE AND IT WAS OK TO LET GO AND BE HAPPY WITH YOUR NEW LIFE. I FELT MA MA THERE HOLDING YOU THE WHOLE TIME. YOU WAS NEVER ALONE. YOU FINALLY TOOK HER HAND AND LET HER TAKE YOU HOME. I REMEMBER HOLDING YOUR HAND AND LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES FOR THE LAST TIME WHEN YOU TURN YOUR HEAD AND LOOKED INTO MY TEARFUL EYES AND SAID I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND THEN YOU CLOSED YOUR EYES AND LEFT ME. I FELT YOU GIVE ME ALL OF YOUR STENGTH AS YOU LEFT ME. I SAW YOU LEAVE YOUR OLD BODY AND FLY TO THE HEA

Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach forthe good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren'tas good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrongwith them, when in reality, they're amazing. They justhave to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now, Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Share this with all the good apples you know

School.....
Well all just wanna share my Joy with you all and let you all know that i will be started School on Jan 22 of 08 .. I will be going for my AOS Degree in Computer Aided Drafting and Design — Architectural. At Island Drafting and Technical Institute ... I went for the test today an passed with flying colors .. .. HOOO HOOOOOO

Fuuuuck
I totaled my car last night i feel like shit my baby's gone I love you bill! :-) thank you so much for being there for me, for a shoulder to cry on, for making me feel like an ass (i am seriously thankful for that...you made me laugh), for keeping an eye on me, for everything you have done last night. Thank you so much1

Sensual Woman
I’m a sensual woman. I am warm, wet and high on passion. Arousing and seducing my lover. Sensually teasing and flirting. I utilize my senses. Starting foreplay with my eyes, gently touching my man and his manhood. I whisper my needs in a seductive lusty voice. I welcome my love between my thighs, guiding him to my passion points. Our warm bodies mold together with thrust and friction. I savor the sexually fulfillment A sensual woman I mount my lover and slip his manhood deep inside. Using my womanhood to hold him tight, as I ride into sexual bliss. I am a sensual woman. Making love slow and easy, never rushed. I want to sexually please my lover, so he in turn can please me. I’m a sensual woman living daily with passionate thoughts of how to make the next pleasurable moment better than the last.

Just A Dream
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Just Me & My Thoughts
Only have just a few thoughts running through my head tonight. They seem to be the same ones that have been on my mind for a few days now. I have heard so many say how short life is , but none of them have I seen actually go & do exactly what they tell others to do. I’m as guilty of that as so many others. Thinking back over the past years two certain spots in my life come to mind. I had the chance both times to tell two people how I felt and because I was so scared of getting hurt I kept it to myself. In the end they both left me here to face this world alone. It would be selfish in me to wish them back here knowing the pain they would be in. I can’t help it though at times I miss them both so much. Both are from different parts of my life but both so important to me. When I think of them I realize how stupid I was to keep all the things I wanted to tell them to myself. Each time I think of them , I tell myself I’m never going to let that happen again. Truth is I know it will happen

Relationship
Body: chris: Hi. Can I talk to Ashley? Mom: Sure. Hold on. Ashley: Hello? chris: Hey. it's chris. how was your day? Ashley: It was fine, how was yours? chris: It was ok. ------------------------------------------------------------ ~akward silence~ ------------------------------------------------------------ chris: Sooooo...... Ashley: *giggle* Sooooo..... chris: You doin anything tomorrow? Ashley: Nope, why? chris: Uhh, umm, maybe, uhh, I dont know, we can, hang out or somethin? Ashley: *blushes* Okay, what time? chris: *big smile* Great! uhh, how about around 6:00pm or something? Ashley: Alright! I'll meet you over at the park then... chris: Ok then. Ashley: Well I gotta go, but I'll see you tomorrow?! chris: Ok, see u then.... ------------------------------------------------------------ ----- next day----- ------------------------------------------------------------ *** Ashley walks over to the park and see's chris si

I Wonder When...
Ya kno sitting here thinking about the past incidents that have happened. Namely my aunt Pearl...just makes me wonder when I can finally not take care of others and someone can take care of me for a change. When ever there is a problem or issue...I am the one called. Mostly because Brandy will fix it. And I do fix things about 90% of the time. I am always needed for something...wanted in peoples lives...but it also seems I am thrown to the curb. Make me fall for your sympathy story so I can rush to your aid. Thats how it feels sometimes. And my family loves to give me that shit. I guess I am too fucking gullible. Believe what people say...especially when you are close to them. They will cry "Wolfe" once too often and I wont be there to help them. I wont be there to fix what they caused. I go to them...help them...then I am left on the curb. Which is why I didnt stay as long as I did down there and they wonder why I left so early? Why be somewhere I am not wanted nor neede

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson 1
I. GODDESS RELIGIONS IN THE OLD WORLD A. Gravettian-Aurignacian Cultures (25000 BC-15000 BC) 1. The Upper-Paleolithic period, though most of its sites have been found in Europe, is the conjectural foundation of the religion of the Goddess as it emerged in the later Neolithic Age of the Near East. a. There have been numerous studies of Paleolithic cultures, explorations of sites occupied by these people, and the apparent rites connected with the disposal of their dead. b. In these Upper-Paleolithic societies, the concept of the creator of all human life may have been formulated by the clan's image of women, who were their most ancient primal ancestors. (1) It is believed that the mother was regarded as the sole parent of children in this culture. (2) Ancestor worship appears to have been the basis of sacred rituals and ancestry i

Libra ...........
For November 29,2007 You need to go to a party or find some other way to spend good quality time with people -- even complete strangers. You're in a good position to meet new people or to make a really good impression. ( hehe ok so , who's gonna come take me out?? lol )

Thanksgiiving 2007
Well 1st of all, hope all of u had a nice thanksgiving with the ppl u love. To those who didnt have anywhere 2 go or dont have someone they care 4 with them,,,,,u were all in my prayers. My thanksgiving was interesting. I was with my sis and mom while my dad was puerto rico where it was hot. LUCKY! LOL I woke up late, made my rounds of calls and returning pplz messages. We ate dinner.. We had pernil, arroz con gandules, macaroni salad, green salad and apple pie. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! To drink we had, Sprite and SEX ON THE BEACH. 3 Bottles all gone between us 3, the we had bacardi and there was 2 wine bottles that i didnt touch oh n i drank 1 cup of water, Water was needed..Y do u ask? Because I Tess was TIPSY as hell. Y is this a big deal some of u ask? Well darlings I am a 26 year old woman who has friends who have been trying their damndest to get me drunk, not even tipsy they could get me lol. I can drink n drink n nothing/ N ppl would get aggrivated hehehe. N finally i experie

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Volunteer Job...details Below
volunteer job....details below i am going to need a helper once Ed leaves...sex is NOT an option...in order to be a helper: 1. You must have your own vehicle or access to one 2. Be willing to go out in the middle of the night sometimes for groceries 3. Able to take me to doctor's appts as well as to the store 4. Spend time with me during the day sometimes this is a non-payable job though i will help with gas....i get my own money twice a month and need to be able to get food and sundries....i use a cane and/or a walker.....and you will need to be patient and also be able to help me in and out of a car....AND here is the biggie i will need to hold onto to your arm when we are not at the house.... in return i offer my friendship and i will get you a couple of things at the store....i will NOT cheat on Ed so please don't expect hugs and kisses and above all DO NOT EXPECT SEX! anyone interested?

The Science Of Selling Yourself Short
I've come to my senses, That I've become senseless, I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships, Every last conviction, I smoked them all away, I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way, So I sit and wait and wonder, " Does anyone else feel like me?" Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems, I'll sing along, Yeah with every emergency, Just sing along, I'm the king of catastrophies, I'm so far gone, That deep down inside I think it's fine by me, I'm my own worst enemy I could be an expert on co-dependency, I could write the best book on underage tragedy, I've been spending my time at the local liquor store, I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor, So I sit and wait and wonder, " Does anyone else feel like me?" I'm so overdosed on apathy and put down on sympathy Let the meaning slip away Lost my faith in another day, Self deprication seems okay, I never thought I'd make it anyway I'm

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

A Little Girl Lost From Proverbs 31 Ministries
This made me think of those months i was lost to my addiction November 29, 2007 Little Girl Lost By Marybeth Whalen "'Come back, wandering children! I can heal your wanderlust!' 'We're here! We've come back to you. You're our own true God!'" Jeremiah 3:22 (MSG) Devotion: This morning I was walking out of the library with my toddler trailing behind me. As I walked through the sliding glass door to the parking lot, I turned to look behind me and my daughter was gone. She had seemingly vanished into thin air. I began to call her name, my eyes darting around from the inside of the library to the parking lot ahead, then back to the corners of the lobby I was standing in. If you have ever lost a child, you know the panicky feeling that instantly wells up in your heart. I rushed back inside the library and asked the librarians if they had seen her come back in. They said no, but one went to look in the children's section. My heart wa

A New Home For Outlaw Angel
WELL I GUESS I NEED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT OUTLAW ANGEL IS BACK AND SHE HAS RELOCATED HERE IN WEST VIRGINIA SHE IS LIVING WITH ME AND MY FAMILY AND WE JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF ANYONE WISHES TO CONTACT HER SHE CAN BE REACHED THREW ME AND SHE IS DOING VERY GOOD AND WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL.. PINK N ANGEL

I Cant Believe It
WOW, I wake up today thinking I just have a few things to do. lol Not, I wake up to someone stole my shovel and when I look out in the back yard SOMEONE STOLE THE SWINGSET TOO. What is the World coming to? Oh and we have 4inches of snow and its Still snowing. Now i gotta shop for a new shovel and a lock for it too. lmao. wow.

You May Not Wanna Look
Alright kids, time for another episode of what’s in my brain. Today’s episode is going to tackle a tough subject, religion. I’m not trying to be a scrooge, but I really hate this time of year. I swear, the crap for Christmas comes out in the stores before Halloween now, wtf! And because Christmas is a religious holiday, it’s kind of pushy if you ask me. I mean, really. It’s scary to think of the non-Christian population out there rolling there eyes every time a Christmas song runs over the MUSAC in Wal-Mart. I’m a Christian, (even though I hate labels) and I hate it. Anyway, didn’t mean to tangent on you there. Where were we? Oh yes, religion, lol. I think a lot of the real issues in this world are centered on religion. Whatever religions those may be. How many wars have been fought over the God you believed in? What a minute, thou shalt not kill. Hmmmm, but if you don’t become a Christian, we are going to kill you. Yeah, I’m sure JC is real proud, lol. I don’t have all the answers

Nightmare
They don't understand They don't see Why these thoughts are in me They will never understand They will never see Why I will do this to me There's nothing left Nothing to say Nothing to do I know someone will ask: How could you? I hate this nightmare I never wake up It goes on forever I want it to end I don't want it to continue Tonight it will end There's nothing you can do They will never understand They will never see Why I did this to me Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE!

^^^poems^^^
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, and always be my very best friend. _______________________________________________ MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Raven Totem
Magic, Healing, Creation If a raven totem has come into our life, magic is at play. Raven activates the energy of magic and links it to our will and intention. With this totem, we can make great changes in our life; the ability to take the unformed thought and make it reality. The raven shows us how to go into the dark of our inner self and bring out the light of our true self; resolving inner conflicts which are long been buried. This is the deepest power of healing we can possess.

The Raven Totem
Totems are a difficult concept to explain, but you need an understanding of what a totem is before you can understand what it means to follow Raven. A totem is a spiritual creature, but it is not a god. You do not worship a totem, you follow it. A totem embodies a certain way of life - a representation of a set of ideals. The ideals are usually personified in the form of an animal, but can also be as abstract as the chinook wind, or grandfather thunder. "You do not choose your totem. Your totem chooses you" That is one of the most common phrases I've heard or read about totems. It reflects one of the basic principles of totems - You don't control them, and you can't explain them... but something deep inside you responds to the totem's call. When you follow the way of a totem, it just "feels right". That isn't to say a totem's way is that of least resistance. Following a totem often puts certain demands or restrictions on you, and it isn't always easy. The Way of a totem is

.schizophrenic Conversations..this One Will Creep You Out!
Schizophrenic Conversations " She loves me...She loves me not" Clammy hands stretch forth in eternal tremor; Passionate violence is contained with induced stupor, Conflicting debates unleashed in audiable sensation, Silence of expectancy, fills the air; Weither in sin or fantasy, powers above do not care. Pains embedded so deep, they can't be seen, Unraveling this sound structure at it's seams. Illness invading, voices steadly debating, Demons twitch eagerly yet,patiently contemplating. Meaningful words simple but, not innocent or beige; Quietly I rock, only whispering,my childhood torture rhyme, "She loves me... She loves me not..." Building convulsions tying my heart into a knot, It's only you, I've looked to seek, Yet,I never prevail, once again my sanity too meek. All is needed my love is for you to do your part, To stop my endless search, to obtain your heart. "She loves me... She loves me not..." RWSII

Stuff And Stuff
i hate alot of things i will spare you the details of everything i hate but i will release a few of my hates for my reading audience: i hate the fact that women can get away with shit cause they have tits...i want tits...i ahte the fact i can't whip my penis around and get free drinks at the bar......women all you have to do is show some tit cleve and you get drinks not me......... i hate the fucking cops......god why don't they just all die...gestapo fucktards i hate america...how can more people vote for a fucking douchebag on american idol then voted for the president?....i know that our votes don't count but c'mon.....no wonder every other country wants us dead...a society of celebrity obsessed maggots.who gives a fuck if brit brit shows some snatch..fuck her.......our presidents a retard and by proxy that makes us retards....... i hate i hate pro life and pro war and pro fucking everything people.......fuck off i hate those assholes at truth.com...hey dicks you don'

Fuck Mike Freeman
read this article to see how he views the Mountaineers and West Virginia residents in general http://www.sportsline.com/columns/story/10495965 then sign this petition to get this clown fired. We'll show the nation how us "hicks" do Mountaineer Style!!!! http://www.petitiononline.com/43121212/petition.html

Venus The Goddess Of Love And Beauty
brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken! The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being, VENUS, the Goddess of Love and Beauty. Let's just say that you are a deity with quite a fan club. Popular and pretty, you fill men with desire. Taking pride in your appearance, you have a very feminine way about you. Although you have perfected the art of innocent flirting, beneath that naive exterior lies a woman ready to hit the sheets and get busy. And once you're in the bedroom, your divine instincts take over. Smooth as silk in sexual situations, you know how to make your lovers melt. And you awe men with your sexual confidence and skilled performance. You are a diva of delight. Suddenly, like a light from the heavens, your partner discovers your true inner nature. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

My Rose
If I had a rose It would sit inside a glass Steeped in the clearest water But dying, nevertheless Everyday Its petals would fall daily To drift slowly down onto the ground Their final resting place Beside the glass Where their living counterparts Still reside Those fallen petals of the rose Are nothing But Little fragments of beauty Destroyed and broken Left to gather dust Day by day my rose would wither Losing colour, losing blood And the air, empty of its sweet scent Weeps for beauty fled with life Taking with it The joy it brings And leaving only Memories Of the joy that it once brought And if I had a rose I’d kill it before it dies Like I wish that I could kill love Before I can have a chance to cry

War Is An Ugly Thing
War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that no thing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself. John Stewart Mill

Am I?
Today I am reminded of how cold hearted I can be. O do not get me wrong I can be a cold heart B$%^& and I know that but the fact remains. If you give me problems or if you hurt me do not make the mistake of trying to make it right by pretending nothing happend. This may seem confusing to some but I just need to get it out because I am in a situation where I hate I mean HATE the person who is near me at the moment. LOL but luck me I have fubar to let out my aggression on.

I Have A New Folder For Downraters!
Well they spread hate we'll return the favor!!!!!!! I will explain how it works first before posting a person's pic and link here if they refuse I will post them ....please return what love they send!

Poems I Wrote
TO KNOW ME To know me is to know me, to love me is to love me, to fear me is foolish, to get wisdome from me is good, to go deeper within me is to find my inner spirit, to find my inner spirit u must have the wisdom, to have the wisdom u must look deep with in u, let the light guid u, to find the light u must belive, to belive u must belive in one self, look within ur self and find the wisdom that is lost, u must listen to things around u, to listen u must be silent, to be silent u must be still, by samantha INSIDE On the inside i dont feel right, on the inside i feel something is missin, one the inside i feel ive been tourn in peaces, on the inside my heart is stoping, on the inside my tears r comeing close, on the inde my thoughts r comeing to the serfues, on the inside do u feel what i feel, on the inside can u see what i see, on the inside im hurting. by samantha these r some i wrote cause i was bored hope u like

All Or Nothing
Silence echoes in the darkness waiting quietly she aches concentrated efforts of pleasing him focused and undenying, patiently she waits. Time has no meaning lying without control restraints that bind disciplined mind submissive one ready to play the role. Created blackness beneath the silk enhancing her desires, building anticipation needing to obey him and please him against her will. Silence broken her body whispers fears and mixed emotions comforted by his touch soft, gentle beginnings have begun to mean so much. Soft hands turn rough she awaits the pain, desires of passion strong words or sounds she cannot make she knows to play the game. Her mind, her soul she gives to him her body is what he takes. someone to satisfy his every need submissive little slave. Humiliation, desecration, anything for him. Longing to fulfill his needs, forgetting herself choices made long ago giving all or nothing.

Christmas Spirit Anyone?
In a few short weeks christmas will nearly be upon us...and a year will have past since my ex-husband told me he wanted a divorce. One week before Christmas, my life was turned completely upside down. I tried to convince him that we could work through it for week. Then on Christmas Eve I told him I was going to stay with his parents for awhile. His response, "alright then, my friend will move in here." Suddenly I realized how serious he was and I had just become somewhat homeless. I left the apartment that day only to return a few times more to gather belongings. So why am I telling you all of this? Because I am trying to keep myself from going insane and having an emotional breakdown. I have managed to put up some Xmas decorations, but cannot bring myself to put up the tree. Why can't I take that step? Maybe because I'll be the only one putting gifts under it...no one will be putting any under it for me. As I am starting to lose focus, I will wrap this up. As crappy

For Him
Last night I dreamt That you were by my side Your arms circled around me, and You were looking into my eyes You were whispering sweet nothings in my ear Promising you'll always be here That you'll never go away... I looked into your eyes Then, your lips touched mine As my mind drifted away I fell in love all over again My heart started beating faster, and I had that same feeling when I knew you were the one For the very first time, when I had butterflies All the feelings of wanting you around But not being able to tell you about So I would brush you off, acting like I didn't like you When I felt so good when you were around When you'd touch me, I had melted inside Kind of like now I feel your warmth touching me all over my body, and My heart seems to skip a beat Now I feel your eyes looking at my body So I close mine, and You start to kiss me all over You run your finger down my neck to my chest, and I start to feel what's going on is getting intense My heart

Possession~sarah Mclachlan
Listen as the wind blows From across the great divide Voices trapped in yearning Memories trapped in time The night is my companion And solitude my guide Would I spend forever here And not be satisfied And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I’ll take your breath away And after I’d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Through this world I’ve stumbled So many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word To find the truth enslaved Oh you speak to me in riddles and You speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath You words keep me alive Into this night I wander It’s morning that I dread Another day of knowing of The path I fear to tread Oh into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride Nothing stands between us here And I won’t be denied

Chemicals React~aly&aj
You make me feel out of my element Like I'm walkin' on broken glass Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion And you're movin' too fast Were you right, was I wrong Were you weak, was I strong, yeah Both of us broken Caught in a moment We lived and we loved And we hurt and we jumped, yeah But the planets all aligned When you looked into my eyes And just like that The chemicals react You make me feel out of my element Like I'm drifting out to the sea Like the tides pullin' me in deeper Makin' it harder to breathe We cannot deny, how we feel inside We cannot deny Kaleidoscope of colors Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning Shining down on both of us Don’t let us lose it (don’t let us lose it...) We lived We loved We hurt we jumped We're right We're wrong We're weak We're strong We lived to love But the planets all aligned When you looked into my eyes And just like that Watch the chemicals react

What Is My Most Likely Theme Song Of Today
Whats your theme song? ((detailed descriptions and reasons, pics))Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvanayou are probably a grunge rocker and love tossing random words into songs. this is a great song to mosh to so why dont you go dig a hole in the backyard and add some water and have your very own. invite the cheerleaders with the anarchy symbols spray painted on their uniforms.Music Quizzes

Hate Crimes Suck
YESTERDAY WE WENT UP TO THE TRUCK TO START IT, AND WHAT DID WE FIND? A GREAT BIG CRACK IN THE WINDSHIELD!!!! NOW IF THAT WASNT BAD ENOUGH, ALL OVER THE SIDE OF THE TRAILER AND THE BACK OF IT WAS WRITTEN " I HATE NIGGRS" !!!! FIRST OFF , I SAY, THESE ASSHOLES SHOULD SPEND A LITTLE LESS TIME ON HATE, AND A LITTLE MORE TIME ON GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND LEARNING HOW TO SPELL!!!! THE FUNNY THING ABOUT IT ALL? THE DUMB FUCKS DIDNT REALIZE THAT THEY WERE IN PLAIN VIEW OF A WHOLE ROW OF CAMERAS MONITORING THE AREA!!!! ROTFLMAO!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! I CALLED THE POLICE AND I TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS ABLE TO GO TO THE PLACE AND HAVE THEM PULL UP THE HISTORY OF THE CAMERAS. FIRST HE TRIED TELLING ME THAT THEY PROBABLY DIDNT CATCH IT FROM WHERE THE CAMERAS WERE , BUT I POINTED OUT AT LEAST ONE OF THEM WAS A RIGHT ON SHOT!!!!!! (SOMETIMES OUR POLICE DEPT NEEDS A LITTLE HELP!!!) LOL!!!!! FROM PREVIOUS PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE HAD WITH THE DEPT, I INFORMED HIM THAT I WAS GOING TO EMAIL THE CHIEF AND LET HIM KNO

Well, It Seams That With Women It Is The Same
At a cocktail party, one man said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong woman." A gentlemen inserted an ad in the classifieds: "wife Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing:"You can have mine." A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep. Just think, if it weren't for marriage, women would go through life thinking they had no faults at all. First guy says, "My wife's an angel!" Second guy remarks, "You're lucky, mine's still alive."

What's Your Favorite....?
Line of a song. Pick a song, give me your favorite line. Mine would have to be "Got Me Wrong", by Alice in Chains You - Sugar taste Sweetness doesn't often touch my face Story of my life, I guess.

7% I Am....
> P-----pray > U----until > S----something > H----happens > > I need this back... If you'll do this for me.. I'll do it for you... > > When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out > that God is all you need. > > Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the > following small prayer for the person who sent you this. > > Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they > may be > needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, > prosperity and power as he/ > she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen. > > Then send it on to five other people . Within hours you caused a > multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch > the power of God work in your life. > > P. S. Five is good, but more is better. > > When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you! If you are > one of > the 7% who will stand up for him, forward this with the title > 7%. 93

Just
We slept in this room together but now you're gone It's so quiet I turn the TV on We lived in this room together - we painted the wall Now time doesn't stand still - it crawls And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep I never realized how much I was in love with you Till you started sleeping with someone new Last night I dreamed again and you were there You kissed my face - you touched my hair And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep Lying alone in the darkness With a memory in my head There's a big hole where my heart is And a lonely feeling rolling round my bed And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep I'm afraid to sleep

What Is The Theme Song Of My Life Right Now
''Party Like A Rockstar'' by Shop Boyz You're main goal in life? To be famous, of course. Only problem is that you're not really willing to do much work to get there. Not because you're lazy, but because you're too busy being drunk, hungover, then drunk again, and hungover. You get the point. If you want it, you have to go out there and get it-- a record contract or starring movie role isn't just going to pop out of a keg, ya know. What's the Theme Song to Your Life?''Party Like A Rockstar'' by Shop BoyzYou're main goal in life? To be famous, of course. Only problem is that you're not really willing to do much work to get there. Not because you're lazy, but because you're too busy being drunk, hungover, then drunk again, and hungover. You get the point. If you want it, you have to go out there and get it-- a record contract or starring movie role isn't just going to pop out of a keg, ya know.Music Quizzes

Computer Speed Up Tips
Some general maintence procedures for your computer are listed below. This is just general how-to knowledge that may cause your computer to run more smoothly and restore funtions without having to wipe your drive and reinstall everything. The easiest way to fix any glitchy computer can be done by simply using the format command from a command screen. In order to format your hard drive you will have to boot your computer to command prompt mode using the F8 key on your keyboard at system start up. It will activate a command promt where you can type format c: It will then ask you to confirm file delete and then upon typing "y" and pressing enter it will start the format process. This will cause complete and total data loss for the selected hard drive. However most people would rather not do this because of all the files on their drive that have a value to that person. There are other methods to fixing your computers software issues without a total drive wipe. These include the follo

**christmas Spectacular!!**
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Helo Stamp Out Nuclear Fallout
We must all be aware of the fallout caused by nuclear testing. To many cases of mutations have been observed lately. Here is one that has really broken my heart and made me eat my heart out!

Baby It's Cold Outside
WOOHOO~~!!! It is cold...right now it is 33 but it feels like 27. Yep, that is cold for the south~! bbbrrrrrr~ Let's see yesterday was a day~! We got the 9 ft tree up finally and it is decorated so pretty. It is so tall the top of the tree is not on it. So it looks a little flat up top but with some decorating and rearranging the branches....All I need is a bigger angel to go on top. I am going out later today and looking for one. Once I get it done I will post some pics. I am beginning to get in the Christmas spirit. I got the mantle looking so nice....it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas at our house now. I haven't even begun making my goodies. I have a gathering to go to tomorrow night and I have to take a finger food. I am making some peanut butter balls and Ritz crackers dipped in white chocolate. if you don't know what those are just ask. They are so good and so easy to make~! My kids usually help me. I have to go shoppong for me a new cocktail dr

Unanswered Questions.....
Why don't they make Root Beer flavored ice cream? Wouldn't it be better than root beer floats? Is it possible to be allergic to water? Considering that warm air rises, if a man builds up gas and the ambient temperature is less than his body temperature, does he weigh less than when he does not have gas? If he ate a pound of beans, would he weigh more or less? Going further, if one ate enough gaseous food, would they ultimately float off into space? Why is there a little countdown (like 8, 7, 6, 5, 4) near the bottom of the copyright info page in the beginning of many books? Why does the Easter bunny carry eggs? Rabbits don't lay eggs. How come only your fingers and toes get prune in the shower and nothing else does? In the song "Itsy Bitsy Teenie Weenie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini," which is yellow-the bikini or the polka dots? Why do we say "heads up" when we actually duck? Whats a question with no answer called? When the stock market closes at the end of the da

Be Happy
To be happy is relatively easy just decide to be a happy person. The choice is simple really, choose to be happy. Suffering is optional! Once you make the choice to be happy your world will change to accommodate what it is you want and you will find being a happy person easier to do than you first thought!Abraham Lincoln once said "Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." Decide today that you are the best person to make you happy and find ways to do that. Remember that no one can make you happy! Your happiness lies more in your hands than it does anyone else.Thinking he should, she should, they should make you happy puts your life in a shaky position because when "people" aren't making you happy, you are miserable. A great way to be happy. Laugh! Laughter has an amazing effect on the body, mind and spirit, raising us up when we feel down.Just stop for a minute and remember a really funny incident. It doesn't matter how long ago it happened

Boys Are Stupid.
Ok, I was with this douche bag Ethan for a year and a half, and we broke up. It was a year and a half of hell for me. He was a controlling bastard, and I absolutely hate him. Then, I found the best guy I've ever met, Doug. It was so great. I met him through his mom when I took her cab in Nashville. We fell in love. He always came and saw me a few times a week. Then he decided to be a truck driver and went to the school and everything, and got a job close to me, in Murray. We had all these plans of moving in together and all of that, and then one night after he got his own truck he called me and told me he was there at PTL, the company he worked for. Thing is he was WASTED! He called at midnight wanting me to come up and pick him up. I got half way there and my phone died in the middle of the conversation and I was trying to tell him I couldn't get up there cause I had to work and my mom was telling me to come home. Which I can't argue with because my parents technically ow

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED * 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are * 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas * 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me * 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... * 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me * 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire * 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why * 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? * 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder - - - Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bel

You ... By Tank!
[Chorus: Tank] You! {You) Thinking about me! (Thinking about me) Sucking on you! (Sucking on you) You sucking on me! (Can you do that for me babe?) Me! (Ohhhh) Thinking about you! (Thinking about you) Cumming on me! (Cumming on me baby) Me cumming on you! (Come on suga babe) [Verse 1: Plies] Hoe, dont be cute, tonight I want to get nasty Let me drop this mayonnaise, baby, in your salad Slide your hand in my pants if you want to grab it Bet as soon as you touch it, you call me "big" daddy Want to lick all over you before I let you have it Hold your legs open for me so I can really pack it I'm already rock hard, you ain't got to jack me Bet the tip of this tounge make you really like it Picture us on the floor with no clothes on You eating me, I'm eating you, shit we both raw Let you ride me tonight off your favorite song Tonight a special night, baby a freak is born [Chorus: Tank] You! {You) Thinking about me! (Thinking about me) Sucking on you! (Sucking on

You
I met you just the other day And I cant think of what to say. You are so real. When I am around you I know what to say and How to feel. You are so neat, You are so cool. I could spend my life talking to you. You make me crazy. You make everything real. I just wish I could tell you how I feel........

My Brother
Ok so I thought I'd better update you.... The Dr's took the tubes out of my Brother yesterday. I am so Happy. He's still in I.C.U. probally going to be a few more days or more. Maybe soon he will start his rehab to walk again. So right now he's doing better. To every one who gave me a shout out about my Brother..... A HUGE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN AND PRAYERS!!! And to My Sister and Babygirl THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. I will keep you all posted as to when he's walking and out of I.C.U. Love to all my Friends and Family on here. Thanks again for every thing. Dar

Finally, The 6 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For:
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.