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Cold Tofu
Cold Tofu At first the pain was unbearable emotions turbulent and body torn with grief thoughts of you constantly shred the fabric of my universe as I neglected everything to embrace misery and regret a mental flagellation trying to beat you from my mind my heart, my soul silence long days pass and a numbness seeps in pain and grief subside replaced by a hollow emptiness a void though my thoughts still turn to you though the need grows less memories still cut deep and bleed salt tears but the silence encases me as the box where I have now placed you sits waiting to be closed silence so much energy invested such a heavy weight it sits over everything so nothing can escape and all that is left of us is silence silence glass walled and vacuum filled

Christmas Pt 11
CHRISTMAS PT 11 "come they told me a newborn king to see our finest gifts we bring to lay before the king...oh when we come" its christmas again.. it will never be the same its christmas again, i know theres only sadness in my soul its christmas again...itll never be the same and as the snow is falling from the sky all i wanna do is cry i got to get away from here i gotta get away....... by tomorrow, i will be gone by tomorrow, ill see the sun again but tonight...i am...the little drummer boy tonight...i am...the one who will destroy the secrets never told before of those who lost their souls there are sad things in the darkness there are sad things all around us "come they told me a newborn king to see our finest gifts we bring to lay before the king..." now here i go im falling on my face, drum breaking on the stage oh my god its s

Magic Pt 3
MAGIC PT3 in the darkness...after the show outside the theater, the air is damp and cold all the people.. heading for home they dont belive, that what they was MAGIC oh..it was MAGIC i know this night was full of it, i never saw the undertow...no never saw the EVIL, never saw the EVIL i never saw the EVIL down below "i will never forget that night" i saw the MAGIC in your eyes we will never forget that night we saw the MAGIC in each others eyes in the darkness.. after the show outside the theater, the air is damp and cold all the people.. they are gone just yuo and me, and we belive in MAGIC oh.. it was MAGIC i know talking the night away, the things we like are all the same wanna get to know her, wanna get to know her i gotta get to know her deep down inside suddenly i feel so cold...it feels as if a ghost is next to me cold breath in my ear, as it whispers: "KISS HER

The High School Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and we kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" "Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Funny One
Two men were driving on Route 15 in Las Vegas when they got pulled over by a State Trooper. The trooper walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and WHACK," the trooper smacked him in the head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in Nevada, son," the trooper answered. "When we pull you over in Nevada, you better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer, " the driver said, "I'm from New York and didn't know your laws here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window. The passenger rolls down the window and "WHACK," the trooper smacks him on the head with the nightstick. "What'd hell did you do that for?" the passenger demands. "Just making your wish come true," replied the trooper. "Making WHAT wish come true?" the passenger

The Shower
Opening the door You sneak inside Fingers start caressing What you had eyed Feeling your arms Turn me around Covering my lips With passion abound My body aching From your touch Our fires burning From wanting so much Your mouth closing Over my breast Pulling me closer To further your quest Grabbing my thighs Against the wall You lift me up There in the stall Standing there Steam all around Full of passion You slide me down Still holding me there My legs wrapped about You feel my release Before I can shout

Two Traveling Angels
Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in t

Ryan.
Such a fun kid! OMG! LOL! I made the boy do a shot of Tequila Friday night for making me, nati, and alicia, do a shot of Jager the night before. My favorite thing, he looks at me and says, "I'm gonna die. I know it." I also loved his reaction to it. It was like "Kid are you serious?!" And this fits Ryan perfectly; Nati you get it:

Monday 2/26/07
Just another boring day for me lol, the weather is yucky so I'm definitely staying in and relaxing and just working on my Cherry Tap page and just chatting online as well. Two more days then DJ Cracker goes live on Crush FM for the very first time!

Reminds Me Of Miguelito. =(
Breathe - Kittie You, You aren't really here with me You never were Sweep the dust from our eyes once again Watch the sunset of our hearts for one last time At sunrise I'll be gone Another pistol loaded This time it's mine Breathe Just for one more day and you'll come back to me You're so cold I, I still wonder whether you'll come back to be Just hold on Sleep, Sleep now love, the sun extinguishes itself I will never look back, look for something else Deliver me with your sweet song and take me home Take me home again Another pistol loaded This time it's mine My heart just bleeds devotion Give me a sign Breathe and you'll come back to me I wish you'd come back to me

Tuesday 2/27/07
It's me again, still not much going on with me just the usual, working on my Cherry Tap page, making a promo for DJ Cracker, (be sure to tune in to her show tomorrow on Crush FM 6a.m.-9a.m.Eastern)and pretty much just being lazy all day lol.

I'm From Venus!!!!
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Friendship
Friends are forever You and me I can see forever What we will be You're one of my trusted few You've been there for me Through good times and bad You've stood at my side You're a true friend To everyone you meet God honors that kind of person It's really kinda neat If I have just one chance To be there for you I want you to know I'll do it in a second You're the truest friend I could have ever had You're just that special person And I'm glad you're my friend

To Whom It May Concern...
Here you are on bended knee, offering apologies. This happens all to often, please, just let me be. To who it may concern... I have been hurt before, don't want to love no more. These tears I cry, you see, are for all you have done to me. To whom it may concern... So much commotion, all out of emotion. For my wounds, there is no lotion. To whom it may concern... You tell me your lies, and use deception. But, look in my eyes, I have to much perception. To whom it may concern... It is all over, stories uncover. My heart you can, no longer run over. To whom it may concern...!

You Call Me Angel
You say I have an angel face, so sweet, innocent and pure. I give your soul wings, and in my arms it soars to the heavens. You Call Me Angel..... You picture me with wings, and a heart full of unconditional love. When push comes to shove, your Guardian Angel, from above i will be. You Call Me Angel..... When we make love, you swear I must have been sent from above. Our love then comes together as one. You Call Me Angel..... You thank God everyday, for the time we share together. You thank God for ... Your Angel!

Bond!
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5 year old girl and some construction workers that makes you believethat we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house, next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot.The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriate words of admira

Okay So.
Last night was fun. It wasn't like we were uber excited about going or anything I was just happy to be able to hang out with Cory again for like the first time in YEARS. We saw more than we wanted too of him but it's okay. I think. Well I can see again so it has to be okay. LOL But Jason from It Dies Today? SO KEEPING HIM.

....hm.
So I don't get the job. I get some weird, out-there, seemingly BS story about why my application can't even be viewed. Oh well, sounds a little fishy, but eh, I won't take it personally. Anywho, i'm starting to feel like I'm not working hard enough at the gym, or at other health-related aspects of life, so for the past few days, I stepped it up a notch. Sad, unfortunate result: I'm still not really sore. So then I guess I have to try even harder. And, I suppose I need to buckle down a little more on what I eat. I keep telling myself, results will come with time. And slowly. So I have to keep patient. Still, it's a little tough, getting over that one hump in the road: The I-See-NOthing-Happening-I-Should-Give-Up hump. I'm almost there, though. Physically, I am feeling much better. Just don't see anything. Well, enough on that, though. I think I need to...I dunno, get back into the arts like I did before. I'm starting back into it now, with writing and all that. Still.

Picture This !!!
PICTURE THIS ................... you are at a wedding .... You are a total Diva. The best dress, a perfect hairdo ... You fall in love with an invited guest. You get secret looks the entire night ... On the dance floor, he's by your side constantly, and he dances like a god ... You are the couple of the evening ... The anticipated moment has arrived for all single women ... The bride is about to throw the bouquet ... You are first in line, in a strategic position .. Once there, you wait for the right moment ... You look at him sensually, and with your eyes you tell him .. If I catch the bouquet ... I Will Marry You! And then, the moment you've been waiting for ... The bride throws the bouquet ... He doesn't stop looking at you ... You jump like never before to catch the bouquet .. Your arms stretched out .. Your hands open ... And su

To Waken In The Night
To waken in the night To always find your there To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair To waken while you sleep And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me To know that you are real, To sense the steadfast throb Of your heart beneath my cheek! To surrender to your lips As drowsily seek mine in tender passion…. In the dark to hear your whisper From the land of dreams

What It Takes
You cant tear something that has already been torn apart. You cant stitch a torn wound that refuses to heal. Sometimes wounds are just meant to be left open. Sometimes thats what it takes. Falling is the easy part, its getting back up and going again that is the hard part. Sometimes it isnt as far as a fall as it is only a mere near walk. But getting back up and moving again is the real challenge. Expecially after being bruised so many times. Sometimes thats what it takes. To be successful and happy, you have to achieve the best that you can. With many efforts and tireless hours spent searching, seem that is the only way....Seek and maybe find. Find and sometimes be left seeking. Sometimes thats what it takes. When your on the bottom and you think you cant get any lower. Your wrong....It is surprising how low you can dive. But siving requires a tank of oxygen and we always know when it is time to resurface. Sometimes thats what it takes. A great many of things can happen and you ca

Your Love
Standing on the edge of time My soul does shatter as the mind unwinds Whispered promises in the dark Decieving lies which tore my heart I trusted you You betrayed My love for you striped away You tried to break me To make me bleed But from you Ill take this final deed For in my mind there is a place Untouched by you and your grace No blackened eyes No broken bones A little place to call my own My thoughts of you left behind No longer can I feel your pain You foolish attempts now in vain. Nixy

Why Should I Join The Full Sail Campaign?
I admit I am a BZZ agent. I am out here telling everyone to join the BZZ agents now. Especially those who are interested in music. Here is the link. http://www.bzzagent.com/go/fullsail/

I Won!!
today at work we were listening to the radio and i of all ppl got through and won two tickets to see JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!! he is soo hot i can sit there for hours and just stare at him lol...hahaha ok i think im done today...what a good day it was

Life Goes On!!!
Desmond has a barrow in the market place... Molly is the singer in a band... Desmond says to Molly "girl I like your face" And Molly says this as she takes him by the hand... Obladi oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on... Obladi Oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on. Desmond takes a trolley to the jewelry store... Buys a twenty carat golden ring... (Golden ring) Takes it back to Molly waiting at the door... And as he gives it to her she begins to sing... (Sing) Obladi oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on... Obladi Oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on. In a couple of years they have built a home sweet home, With a couple of kids running in the yard, Of Desmond and Molly Jones... (Ha ha ha ha ha) Happy ever after in the market place... Desmond lets the children lend a hand... Molly stays at home and does her pretty face... And in the evening she still sings it with the band... Obladi o

Air Force Humor
A fellow walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, a Chief Master Sergeant from the local Air Force Base walked in and said to the shopkeeper, 'I'd like a line service monkey, please.' The clerk nodded, went to a cage at the side of the store and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it to the Chief, saying, 'That'll be $1,000.' The Chief paid and left with the monkey. Surprised, the fellow went to the shopkeeper and said, 'That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?' The shopkeeper answered, 'Ah, that was a line service monkey. He can park, fuel, and service all aircraft, conduct all required ground ops testing, rig aircraft flight controls, and all with no mistakes. He is also trained in all flight line ops. He's well worth the money.' With his interest peaked, the fellow looked around and spo

Sorry About The Absence
Well I am not online much anymore i am in the middle of planing my wedding so its hard to get one here. and taking care of my kids too seeing as i am moving at the ened of the year to Topeka to be with my baby and then marry him in July some time we love each other so much so if i am not on then i am sorry i am a very busy Bride to be

Wingless Buffalo Chicken Pizza
WINGLESS BUFFALO CHICKEN PIZZA: 3/4 lb boneless skinless chicken breasts extra-virgin olive oil, for drizzling 2 teaspoons McCormick grill seasoning, such as McCormick's Montreal Steak Seasoning1 (14 ounce) can pizza dough, Pillsbury 2 tablespoons butter 1 tablespoon worcestershire sauce 2-3 tablespoons hot sauce, to taste 1/2 cup tomato sauce 1 cup shredded monterey jack cheese, 4 generous handfuls 1/2 cup crumbled blue cheese 3 scallions, thinly sliced Preheat the oven to 425*F. Preheat a grill pan over high heat. Place the chicken on a plate and drizzle with extra-virgin olive oil. Season it with the grill seasoning. When the grill pan is hot, cook the chicken for about 3 minutes on each side, until it is cooked through. Stretch the dough to form a pizza, using cornmeal or flour to hekp you handle it. If you let it rest and warm up for a few minutes, it will handle more easily. Set the pizza on a pizza pan to the side. In a medium skillet over

:)
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Along The Path
Though we have just met You seem like a longtime friend A friend who has always been there for me Through all the pain and happy moments A friend that I care so deeply for And who feels the same way Who is ready to listen And helps whenever possible Someone I can confide in Someone I can be myself around These past few days have been hard And your not here to help me cope I know you will be there for me Helping me find the right path Hoping that somewhere I stop and find you As long as you are out there I will find you And when i do I wont let you go

The Promotion
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade" Ms

~~in Case Of Emergency~~
---------- ---------- CELL PHONE --- ICE (In Case of Emergency) This is something to think about Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our nearest and dearest ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein we are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't know which number to call to inform our family me mbers. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Recently, the concept of "ICE" is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the populatio

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus
College English Assignment Here's a prime example of "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" offered by an English professor from the University of Phoenix. The professor told his class one day, "Today we will experiment with a new form called the tandem story. The process is simple. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate right. As homework tonight, one of you will write the first paragraph of a short story. You will e-mail your partner that paragraph and send another copy to me. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add another paragraph to the story and send it back, also sending another copy to me. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back-and-forth. Remember to re-read what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. There is to be absolutely NO talking outside of the e-mails and anything you wish to say must be written in the e-mail. The story is over when both agree a conclusion has been

Top Three Adult Jokes
Third place - A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast; I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Runner up - One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Winner - A couple had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." "I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well

Sensible Observations
1) When I die, I want to die like my Grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children." --Author Unknown 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry 6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat i

Lets Help Support This Young Lady
This is to all my friends, all of my friends' friends, and so on and so forth. I say that because I'm asking all of my friends to pass this on. (I'll be putting this in my bulliten and also messaging it to everyone on my friend's list) I don't know exactly how to say what it is I want to say so just bear with me please. I am asking each and eveyone of you for help. Most of you... well my friends anyways already know this but for the rest of you this bit is to inform you of my situation and why I'm asking for help. This is true and real I promise and I'll be leaving a link as well to show this is real. I doing this to ask for help as well as raise awareness of a disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Most people don't even know of it. I've heard it called the "common uncommon disease". I have a daughter, and her name is Ariyana. She is the most beautiful and unique little girl you'd ever meet. She was born healthy (or so I thought) and with no complications. She had a normal infancy, b

Sexy Chests Wanted!!!
Ok all ~ I am thinking about this very seriously. I want to have a Sexiest Men's Chest contest. Right now I am just seeing who would be interested. If I have enough people interested then I will hold the contest. Gifts will depend on how many people are interested as well. I will tell you this... There will be at least a 7-day BLAST if I get enough people interested. That is not including the Big Gifts that I will give away. Soooo.... Let me know who would be interested... If you have any questions PLEASE ask.

Saturday 3/3/07
Just me again, still nothing new to report I'm just updating my blog and working on my page again. Be sure to tune into DJ Cracker today from 3-6 P.M. Eastern time on Crush FM. If anyone has any suggestions on blog entries so that I can make them more interesting please let me know.

True Love, Never Dies
a heart breaks tonight shattered to pieces that seem will never never come back together overwhelming, this seem to be tears fall, cold, empty leaving a stained trail on my cheeks yet, cries are held back just this pain in my throat swallowing, is hurt that puts me to my knees and I pray, LORD PLEASE WHY?!! and I cry, inside a cry, I would never forget today, someone reached into my chest ripped out my heart and let it fall and shatter to pieces now, just thoughts of when, will I ever be happy will I feel the love I search for will I feel like, I'm alive again as tears become waterfalls from my chin beautiful memories become pain laughable memories become hurt as I torture myself the love we shared I will always remember as I die inside because, my heart will always be with you all we have shared all we have dreamed begins to wash away with the tears I shed tonight but, the

And I Am Given
the sigh in the wind, a sweet melody the dance in the breeze, with the beat of my heart air fresh, brisk and cool, in the early dawn the morningstar, flashes like a strobe inhale of new life, inhale of a new day not another start, but, the continuance a breath of fresh air, lifts the heart fills the soul with love of self movement of the spirit, awakening of mind visions of past, now, and future an understanding of the DANCE a sudden burst of air fill a rush of spirituality to my body like the breath of something great in my chest, the feeling of heat the feeling of light, like a pulsating glow in my spirit and joy beaks free, like cold water on your body and breathe, air fills my lungs, inhale prayers, songs, words, thoughts the beauty way, goodness, life I breathe, air exits my body, exhale the negative, the ghosts that haunt anger, sadness, tears of yesterday the dawn of something, I have been waiting for I le

Strength Of Their Love
prayers songs echo in the night echo in the cold air voices speak within the breeze warm embraces a moment of calm everything will be okay time to heal a heart with loss laughter and good memories hurt like your heart was pulled from your chest pain in your head pain in your throat to speak even a simple word in silence you become choked up and tears fall like large rocks falling from the sky when they crumble to the ground they rumble like the beating of a drum you cough holding back your cry you wonder why yet, you lose control strength no longer exists except you havent done one thing breathe the songs the prayer and life enters again breathe, they stand by you with strength of their love

365 Days Of Walking The Red Road
let us look forward to the pleasing landscape of the future. ----Chief John Ross Cherokee, 1790-18866 A NATIVE TO KNOW Simon Ortiz, Pueblo, was the Pushcart prize for Poetry in 1981 for his collection entitled "From Soul Creek". ortiz holds a master degree for fine arts and taught writing and literature at a number of colleges and universities.

What The Hell Have I?
The face before me flies Laughs at me inside Masks are made to hide the glow Shining eyes Distance 'tween us grows feeding lies It's hard to start things over You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah Something I should say It takes you every day What you give is not alive Today Your soul served on a plate Throw it away It's hard to start things over You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah It's hard to start things over Oh yeah You can feel the fire Around us All the time Yeah All the time What the hell have I? Little Pride

Life's Tug Of War
Life can seem ungrateful - and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings - and play with your mind. Life can be blissful - and happy and free. Life can put beauty - in the things that you see. Life can place challenges - right at your feet. Life can make good - of the hardships that we meet. Life can be overwhelm you - and make your head spin. Life can reward those - determined to win. Life can be hurtful - and not always fair. Life can surround you - with people who care. Life clearly does offer - its up and downs. Life's days can bring you - both smiles and frowns. Life teaches us to take - the good with the bad. Life is a mixture - of happy and sad. SO........... Take the life you have - and give it your best. Think positive, be happy - Let God do the rest. Take the challenges - that life has laid at your feet. Take pride and be thankful - for each one you meet. To yourself give forgiveness - if

Nobody At All
Nobody Knows How I Feel Nobody Understands What I Feel Nobody Thinks Im Right To Feel How I Do Nobody Cares What i Feel Nobody Understands What I Put Myself Thru Nobody Understands, They Just Dont

Because Of You
Because of You I don't cry anymore Because of You I don't feel alone anymore Because of You I don't feel the pain anymore Because of You I feel like me again Because of You I know what it feels like to be happy Because of You I know what it Feels like to be Loved

How Corrupt Are You? I Scored A 169
Ever laughed at someone else's misfortune? 1 point Ever tried alcohol? 1 point Ever been drunk? 2 points Ever play drinking games? 2 points Ever fall down because you drank too much? 3 points Ever drink enough to throw up? 4 points bonus: throwing up on yourself or another person 1 point Ever wake up and not remember what you did the night before? 5 points Ever been forcibly removed from a bar? 8 points Ever participated in/finished a pub crawl? 5 points Do you drink regularly, at least 3 times a week? 3 points bonus: 1 point for each additional day (max. 7 points) Ever fall asleep/pass out in a bar? 4 points Ever try pot, hash, magic mushrooms? 4 points for each one tried Do you do drugs regularly? 4 points bonus: at least 4 times a week? 4 points Ever bought soft drugs? 4 points Ever sell drugs? 8 points Ever sell drugs to support a drug habit? 12 points Ever used barbiturates? 8 points Ever used hallucinogens? 8 points Ever used narcotics? 10 points Ever been s

Current Thoughts & Confusions In Ones Life, For A Life Time
Current mood: (confused) (my thoughts and mind are full of questions) Today and in the last few days, I’ve been wondering alot about alot of things. In a days worth of time we all in life have so many thought’s, or memories in our mind. We are either thinking of the past, whether it may be every bad thing that may have ever happen to us, or good things. We all have millions of memories, and thoughts combined with all the emotions in our mind, and sometimes wish just one person was around that we either loved, or one who was there to understand us, so that things could be perfectly okay. Me I can say this I have so many thoughts right now of the past, If I could just go back in time I may or may not alter the things that had happen to me. I wish I never had one bad though in my mind, sometimes I think I have let go of all the pain I have ever had, sometimes the pain or spirits of time come for me, and sometimes I get in these painful moods to where I just want to end it all,

Morning
Good Morning all. I just got back into town yesterday.. I had to make a trip to freezing cold Michigan to pick up some friends of mine, that is why I have not been on all weekend !! But I am back and I miss talking to all my cherrie friends. I have to go to the dentist this morning ( yuck ) but I should be back around 12 or so, I will talk to you all then.. hope you had a great weekend....xoxoxoxo

And Now, For A Bit Of News.
I'm getting fairly hooked on this CT thing, and, yeah. That's the first part of the news. Second part is, I've found something that I want to try alongside my health improvements and such: JUDO! Or actually, combat sports or martial arts in general. Two different monsters, but monsters i'm interested in taking on... ....and...that's all. Hahaha...

Panafest - Africa
PANAFEST - AFRICA Date: July 23-August 1, 2007 Place: Ghana, Africa Comments: Panafest is a cultural event dedicated to enhancement of the ideals of Pan-Africanism and the development of the African continent. It is organized biennially for Africans and people of African descent as well as all persons committed to the well being of Africans on the Continent and in the Diaspora. It's goals are to establish the truth about the history of Africa and the experiences of the African people, using the vehicle of African arts and culture. Panafest, by it's diverse character, projects a potential of being the most prestigious and indeed the most relevant cultural event on the African continent.

Top Ten Things You Won't Hear A Man Say
10. "I think Barry Manilow is one cool dude." 9. "While I'm up, can I get you a beer?" 8. "I think hairy armpits are really sexy." 7. "Her breasts are just too big." 6. "Sometimes I just want to be held." 5. "That chick on ''Murder She Wrote'' gives me a woody." 4. "Sure, I'd love to wear a condom." 3. "We haven't been to the mall in ages. Let's go shopping and I can hold your purse." 2. "Screw Monday Night Footbal! Let's watch Lifetime." 1. "I think we're lost. Let's pull over and ask for directions."

In Captivity
Sitting alone in a quiet corner, Looking out at the people in the room. To have just one of them notice me, Would break down this solitary tomb. Such a tomb have I created, So sturdy, so tall, so secure, so strong. I used to think this was where I belonged, But I get the feeling I may have been wrong. Why have I chosen to live like this? The answer, my dear, evades even me. Perhaps because I think it is safe, Or perhaps it's because they won't let me be. Have you ever built a wall around you? Encased yourself in an impenetrable shell? Sometimes it may feel like it is right, When actually you're trapped in a prison cell. But now you're a captive, just like me, You're stuck inside of it, can't you see?? No matter how you plead, no one listens, Can't you hear me? I'm screaming, "Please!" © Andi 2007

Good Morning
Good morning and welcome to my world!I'm at work,yuk!!!but that don't keep me out of here,lol without my computer I would be lost,I got to have that fix,anyway,hope everyone is having a great day and I buzz in and check ya later.

Sleep
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Can You Stand The Rain By New Edition And Boyz Ii Men
On a perfect day I know that I can count on you When that's not possible Tell me can you weather the storm 'Cause I need somebody who will stand by me Through the good times and bad times She will always, always be right there Chorus: Sunny days Everybody loves them Tell me Can you stand the rain Storms will come This we know for sure Can you stand the rain Love unconditional I'm not asking this of you We've got to make it last I'll do whatever needs to be done 'Cause I need somebody who will stand by me Through the good times and bad times She will always, always be right there Chorus Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain No pressure No pressure from me baby 'Cause I want you And I need you And I love you Will you be there for me? Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain Can you stand the rain

Sony Ripping Of Second Life
SAN FRANCISCO - Capitalizing on the popularity of social networks and online worlds, Sony will launch its own virtual universe and another 3-D game built almost entirely by players. "Home" is a real-time, networked world for the PlayStation 3 in which players create human-looking characters called avatars. They can buy clothing, furniture and videos to play on a virtual flat-screen television in their virtual apartments. The concept is strikingly similar to Linden Lab's "Second Life," a Web-based phenomenon with nearly 4.5 million residents. But Sony's world will feature heavy doses of video games for avatars to play, as well as virtual arcades, music, movies and other Sony-approved media downloads. Sony will launch a beta version in April and officially debut in the fall as a free download on the PlayStation online store. Sony's second virtual world for PlayStation users is called "LittleBigPlanet" and allows players to build obstacle courses, puzzles and other games for avat

Dreams...good Mornin
So Mornins...Go back to bed. I feel like crawling under a rock this morning. LOST rawked last nite. Idol was eh. The girls didn't do so great. Gonna work on my website today. Other than that just blah. Don't forget to check out the forum and if u reged yesterday mornin you have to rereg cuz I had php issues and apache had to be recompiled etc. http://forums.freakzandgeekz.com/index.php?act=idx Move a step closer you know that I want you I can tell by your eyes that you want me too Just a question of time I knew we'd be together And that you'd be mine I want you here forever Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real I know what I want and baby it's you I can't deny my feelings because they are true Dreams can come true Look at me babe I'm with you You know you gotta have hope You know you gotta be strong Dreams can come true Look at me babe I'm with you You know you gotta have hope You

Evening
Just wanted to take a few mins too wish every1 a great evening and a great friday tomorrow.. I gotta do grocery shopping and crap tomorrow ( ewwwwwwwww ) so if I dont comment.. dont worry i will sooner or later.. until then... xoxo Bec

Oh My My
I adjust the head phones that fill sounds of delight into cramped space's of need. Some dead artist sings songs of hope. And the feeling of his own emotions spill's out to the world. I encounter the long highway that intercedes with life. I grab my bags and stride on to life's own slumber of peace. I got my life exposed and my heart beats out the rhythm. The disguise is fixed and the pilgrimage seems desolate to the soul. One last look I acquaint this profile to hands that enclose it's psyche and confiscation the pain. Oh my my sweet friend unbiased and undistorted giggle for the road isn't alone. What was established long ago shall be full filled in the injured soul that stands detached but yet still desired.

Peel
I love going out and dressing up. Makeup and hair. brushing and blowing. gotta make sure my eyebrows are done. Do my earrings match my necklace? Watch or bracelet? I love creaking open my medicine cabinet and picking out the perfume to match my mood. Perfume is like my topping. I just frost it on. a bittle...not TOO much. I love walking out of the house all done up, all fresh all purty. But I love coming home more. As I walk through the front door, my dogs greet me. Their tags clinking and clanging. Tails wagging...so happy to see me. They act as If i have been gone days instead of mere hours. My purse is thunked down on the table to my left. And as I walk down my hallway...my hands are busy. My fingers fly. OFF comes the shirt. OFF comes my bra. My skirt is yanked down and I walk out of it. I leave it lie there as I fling off my left shoe...and then my right. My hair is scraped back and pinned up and I automatically search the drawer for my com

Donated
On Tuesday March 6,2007 I got a hair cut. I didn't have one in a long time. But anyways I donate 12inch of my hair to locks of love. Locks of love is where you donate your hair for cancer kids that don't have hair. They will make a wig out of your hair. I thought it would be nice to donate my hair. If you ever want to donate your hair or somebody you know wants too. Goto: Locksoflove.org

Weekend
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS, I WISH I COULD SEND EACH OF YOU AN INDIVIDUAL HELLO AND COMMENT, BUT I WOULD END UP SITTING HERE ALL NIGHT TRYING TO DO THAT, SO I FIGURED THIS WOULD BE EASIER. I JUST WANTED TO SAY I HOPE LIFE IS TREATEING EVERYBODY WELL, AND THAT I HOPE YOU ALL ARE ENJOYING NICE WEATHER LIKE I AM. IT'S BEEN A LONG WEEK, SO MOST OF ALL I WANT TO TELL ALL OF YOU OUT THERE TO HAVE ONE HELL OF A WEEKEND, I AM SURE YOU ALL DESERVE IT.. TALK TO EVERY ONE SOON..XOXOXOXOXOX

Wondered Why It Was So Quiet Lately. .
Woman allegedly lived with dead roommate Thu Mar 8, 5:29 PM ET A 28-year-old woman may have kept the body of her roommate in their apartment for up to three weeks, police said. An anonymous caller told police in Wayne County's Canton Township on Tuesday night that the woman was living in the apartment with her dead roommate. "Our detectives knocked at the door and the woman opened it and there is that odor, and you know right away what it is," Detective Rick Pomorski told The Detroit News. The body of the woman, believed to be in her 20s, was found covered by items of clothing on the living room floor. The 28-year-old tenant was cooperative with police and accompanied them to headquarters for questioning. She is not under arrest, Pomorski said. "She knew her roommate was there lying on the living room floor," the detective said. "She did give us a story as to her reasonings. We are hesitant to detail that now. We will be piecing everything together and expect to have b

Outta Here!
I have to go for a bit! Don't be sad, I will return. My friend is getting married and I am going to sunny California to help out the last few days of her single life and be with her as she takes the plunge into her married life! I should be back in about a week and a half! *kisses* to everyone!

My Element Is Earth
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

Cute One Here
Dear Tide: > > > > I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it > all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now > that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month > ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate > and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, > and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to > another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! > I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my > surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the > stains came out so well that the detectives who came by yesterday > told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my > attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in > the disappearance of my husband. > > > > What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a > mur

Confusion
I am really confused now.. I don't know what to really say in this blog there is alot I want to say but I don't know where to start cuz I don't want to get drama started, there aleady been eough been done.. I still care about this guy but I seem to find myself getting really jealous!!! well like I said I am gonna stop here I might finish this before the nite is up!! thanks for reading..

Flower Of Scotland
Flower of Scotland (Written by Roy Williamson of "The Corries") Although "Flower of Scotland" is not a traditional song, it has been adopted as Scotland's de facto national anthem, along with "Scotland the Brave" O Flower of Scotland, When will we see Your like again, That fought and died for, Your wee bit Hill and Glen, And stood against him, Proud Edward's Army, And sent him homeward, Tae think again. The Hills are bare now, And Autumn leaves lie thick and still, O'er land that is lost now, Which those so dearly held, That stood against him, Proud Edward's Army, And sent him homeward, Tae think again. Those days are past now, And in the past they must remain, But we can still rise now, And be the nation again, That stood against him, Proud Edward's Army, And sent him homeward, Tae think again. 0 Flower of Scotland, When will we see your like again, That fought and died for, Your wee bit Hill and Glen, And stood against him, Proud Edward's Arm

Promises
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in two, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken. © Andi 2007

Who Knows?
Well, here I am again. I left CherryTap for awhile because I let an obnoxious person lower my self-esteem. Well, not again. I am who I am and if you don't like it - tough cookies! I look forward to making new friends and staying in touch with old ones. This place is so much better than Myspace!

My Shattered Heart
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, whispering softly: "Careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your hands, tender and warm. It falls into millions of shattered pieces -on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes... I ask you not to pick up the pieces my heart that has fallen all apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart -one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how, some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who left to start a new life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of my shattered heart. All my tears won't keep you near. All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my vo

Whats Your Sign This Is Good
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward these with your sign on the title. . :LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna F### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .. :VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. . :SCORPIO:

Cam You Please Hold It Down. Im Trying To Sleep.
I started working night shift about two weeks ago. And now i'm starting remember why i don't work it. It's cause night shift SUCKS! Its so horrible. I feel like a bi polar vampire cause not just at all. Plus the whole week is a 60 hour work. It is hard to just to.

Tag
HERE ARE THE RULES: **Tell eight (8) facts/things/habits in a new blog and tell who “tagged” you. Tag six (6) people when you are finished. NO TAG BACKS!! Send the people you tag a message about the tags.** *popping knuckles* *READY* *SET* *GO* Dark Submission tagged me: 1. I am extremely anal retentive 2. I have issues with "textures" of MANY foods Pretty much anything with a mask on freaks me the fuck out, especially clowns. 3. I am 5'9" and midgets freak me the fuck out (so does Christopher Walken but that's a whole different blog lol) I don't like it when people I don't know try to talk to me out in public. We're not friends lets not pretend like we are. I want something I'll never be able to have. I wanted to be a teacher once There are some things about myself that I will never tell anyone. Ever. Even Tim and that other person that knows everything about me.

Ladies Night
It was Thursday night. Her divorce had been final for almost a week, so the girls were taking her out. She was a little nervous because that is something that she was never allowed to do before the divorce. A shiver crept through her at the thought of the monster she used to be married to. “You can’t tell me what to do now, you asshole” she whispered to herself. She glanced in the mirror and caught her own reflection. She had went shopping today at the lingerie store. “I think these are my favorite” she thought to herself. She had on a black lace strapless demi bra and matching thong. He would have died if she had even thought of buying something like that when she was married. She knew that she had a decent body, and now she had the freedom to show it off. It was a hot day so she decided to wear her tight jean skirt. She knew just the top she was going wear, it was a light pink, low cut, halter top that wrapped around and tied in the back. She decided to leave her long hair down inste

Midnight Encounter
It was a hot summer night and I decided to camp out in my tent in my parents back yard. It was late when the lights in the house went out. I was laying inside the tent enjoying the quiet summer night when I heard a noise next door. As I looked out I saw my neighbor woman swimming in her pool. Noticing me, she invited me over. I declined telling her I did not have a suit. She replied it still was ok. So, I left my tent , jumped over the fence and climbed onto her deck. I mingled in the shadows as I was only wearing a pair of briefs. She coaxed me into the pool where I tried to swim while keeping my briefs on. Noticing my problem, she swam over to me and told me to just take them off. I rambled on about being naked in a pool when I felt her fingers grab my briefs and pull them down. She eventually freed them from my feet and tossed them onto the deck. As she swam away, I felt a little relieved and sort of uninhibited. Eventually I resumed my swim while maintaining a moderate distance

Things I Learned About Boys Over The Last Few Years
Things I've learned about boys over the last few years. NO boy is worth shaving your legs over. NO boy will miss you as much as you miss them even when they say they do. NO boy will love you the way that you want to be loved when you want to be loved. No boy understand emotions, so being emotional is pointless. NO boy will be there when you need them and even when they are, are they really there? NO boy understands your male friendships and they definetly don't understand female friendships. NO boy cares about the cute clothes you buy they just want to see you out of them anyway. NO boy thinks that sleep is important unless it's them. Am I saying that all boys are the same, probaly not but I haven't met one yet that isn't like this. Just some food for thought thats all.

The First Tee
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while a foursome of women is taking their time hitting from the ladies' tee. Finally the last woman is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet, goes over to her ball, and whiffs and then hacks it another 10 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those FUCKING lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replied, "Well, there you have it, you should have been taking golf lessons instead."

Job Opening!!
You know if this was France or Italy, the dude would have been elected President! Ha ha!! Israel recalls El Salvador envoy after drunken episode POSTED: 8:50 a.m. EDT, March 12, 2007 Story Highlights • Israeli media reports El Salvador police found diplomat in yard drunk and tied up • Longtime diplomat Tsuriel Raphael reportedly was wearing sex toys at the time • Israel removes ambassador from his post in El Salvador, spokeswoman says Adjust font size: JERUSALEM (AP) -- Israel has recalled its ambassador to El Salvador after he was found bound, drunk and nude, a spokeswoman said Monday. The longtime diplomat, Tsuriel Raphael, has been removed from his post, and the Foreign Ministry has begun searching for a replacement, ministry spokeswoman Zehavit Ben-Hillel said. Two weeks ago, El Salvador police found Raphael in the yard of his residence, tied up, gagged and drunk, Israeli media reported. He was wearing several sex toys at the time, the media said. After he was u

You Except Me To Just Let You Hit It, But Will You Still Respect Me If You Get It?
Zak called at 9 in the morning. Like an idiot. I was like WTF. Anyway, he wanted to know if I was going out to the beach, but I was like.. uhhh, probably not. I want to go to the beach, but I have last years bathing suit thingy and it's ugly, I just noticed... lol. I want the one with whales on it. Woot WOOT.

Commited To Non-violence
Ants test nonviolence of Buddhist monks Mon Mar 12, 1:13 AM ET Buddhist monks, who are bound by faith to nonviolence, are grappling with how to rid a temple of a severe ant infestation without killing the insects. Stinging red ants have plagued the Hong Hock See Temple in northern Penang state for a year, causing one worshipper to be bitten so badly last month that he had to receive hospital treatment, said Elma Lin, a temple volunteer worker. A temple disciple tried using a vacuum cleaner to gather up the ants before freeing them in a nearby forest, but the method failed to purge the insects, Lin said. "We haven't found a solution so far," Lin said. "Nothing has worked." The temple's chief monk, Boon Keng, was quoted by The Star newspaper as saying that the monks had to "respect other living things" in the temple. "When an ant drops on you, you must not flick it away or blow on it," he told the newspaper. "If you do, it will bite to hold on. You just have to shake i

Daydreaming
I'm feeling: restless You'll find me: listening to music As I look out the window, I see the sun rays coming in uninvited, and daydream of jumping on the rays to see the world in a better light. But as the rays fade away so do my dreams.

Malkavain
Even other Damned fear the Malkavians. The cursed blood of their clan has polluted their minds, with the result that every last Malkavian across the world is incurably insane. What's worse, a Malkavian's madness can take nearly any form, from overpowering homicidal tendencies to near-catatonia. In many cases, there's no way to tell a Malkavian apart from the "sane" members of other clans. Those few whose psychoses are immediately obvious are among the most terrifying vampires to stalk the streets. For as long as even the eldest Cainites can remember, the Malkavians have always stirred Kindred society with their passage. Although the clan has instigated no great wars nor toppled mortal governments (at least, to the best of their fellow vampires' knowledge), the very presence of a Malkavian works a subtle change on a city. Chaos nips at the Lunatics' heels, and those who associate with even the most well-meaning Malkavian often find their lives or unlives altered by the Cainite's madn

We Have A Winner!!
I've written here before about the......interesting....people I often found myself working with while doing community theater in my hometown. These people mean well, but are completely without a clue. You may remember when I told the tale of a show in which an actor argued that the doors for the kitchen, bedroom, etc., be labelled as such, otherwise, he felt, the audience would not know where an actor was going when they made an exit. I used to think that I would never hear of anything dumber over there. But I was wrong. The current production is a period play, taking place in the 1930's. The lighting director designed a beautiful light scheme for the show, including a gorgeous full moon. When the cast saw it, one man asked (and I wish he had been kidding, he wasn't): "Did they have full moons in the 1930's?"

Erotic Confessions - Irish Shores
My hands shaking, my stomach full of butterflies, I reached to the overhead compartment and retrieved my bag. I hoped I didn't appear to be as nervous as I really was. After 8 hours on this flight, my mind had lots of time to go over every possible detail. I made sure my friends were close as we followed the line of people heading to the door. My mind on possibilities, making our way to the gate. As we passed through the hall coming to the end, I could hear greetings. Families meeting their loved ones, exclaiming their happiness for their reunion. People surrounding those that they new. And here I was, in a land unfamiliar. I wondered if you'd recognize me. I wondered if I'd recognize you. I thought back to over a years worth of emails and chats we've had. It all started so innocently, how did it come this far? Then my heart beat quickens, and reminds me why. As I scan the crowd, a familiar face stops me dead in my tracks. My face lights up as bright as the sun. My smi

Big Pimpin Blast Give Away!
Do you Wanna Win a 7 Day Blast? The Big Pimpin Blast Give Away!!! Time to pimp us out the Best Pimp Wins the Blast!! Create your own at BlingyBlob.com Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com Stop by and leave me a private message and let me know if you have what it takes to be a Pimp! Dj Bubba~Pastor/Manager@ Crime Scene~ I Luv Julie~Sherri's Evil Brother@ CherryTAP So Stop on by and Pimp Out The Crime Scene! Drop me a message and ill Tell you more!!

More Poetry
I never meant to turn you away I never meant to kill the love I never meant to show you the bad side of me I never meant to turn my back on you I showed you a world you could have had Then gave you the world you didnt want Too long have i waited in the shadows Too long have you stood by me I await till the day you return A lost cause nothin more No need to bother with me Gone in a world that only i see Slowly slipped into a coma Broken inside Behind a mask i hide

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. Your many dimensions are mind boggling (different than beer goggling, which I'll touch upon shortly). Yes, my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer with the game, and you're even around in the holidays hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. Yet lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences, briefed below for your review. 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2am. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal and, though cooking is far from my specialty, why you suggested that I eat a kabob with chili sauce, coupled with pot noodles an

Angel
Did you ever feel a tiny raindrop trickle down from the sky and land upon your cheek when there is no rain in sight.... and wonder where it came from when the day is sunny and bright? Did you ever hear someone clearly call out your name, and when you turned to look there's not a familiar face anywhere around and wonder where it came from, when the voice was there without an ounce of doubt? The answer is quite simple you see, Angels are everywhere watching over you and me.... Though at times we don't feel a presence at our side Angels are always there morning, noon and night, in the most mysterious of ways.... looking after us with much love forever and always.

Bloody Tears
Bloody tears Shed by this bloody liar Bloody stab wound For this fucked up life we have L live through you and your love But our love was a lie It was in vain Bloody cries Shouted by this bloodied heart Why do you wish to hurt me more? Take the knife and plunge it deeper in this once already whole heart My sorrows are all im left with My unwanting need to be with you is what i yearn for

This Morning I Learned....
that when merging onto the highway or switching lanes on the highway, if you are wearing a hoodie, remove the hood. Cause you really do need to see if cars are coming. ....not that I did this or anything. ;)

Time's Running Out To Enter 2007 Ncaa Basketball Pool
We are now less than 24 hours till the start of the 2007 NCAA Basketball Tournament Pool. But what I haven't seen is anyone from Cherry Tap wanting to play in my pool. What's up with that? I understand that there are some people that aren't interested in college basketball, but what about you guys that are? It's only $10 to play & there is 5 ways to cash in the pool. Well, I could just be overeacting & most of you are gonna put your picks in later today or early tomorrow before the tourney begins. For those who need to get to the site here's the address: www.geocities.com/ncaapool2007 Don't forget that all entries & money has to be in by no later than Tomorrow @ Noon EST And if you have any friends who want to join, get them signed up as well. Any other questions, just email me at: MrOrangeman@hotmail.com Talk to everyone later, & hope you enjoy this year's pool.

Moved
Yeah... the moving is HALFWAY done.. but the important part is that Im back on the Net. woohooo. It has taken 5 days for the new landlord to get my heat fixed, so I havent seen my kids since Ive been down here... fucking idiot.. but the heat is getting fixed as I type.. soooo... hopefully it is all coming together! Now if only I could get a job!

Front Porch...
Well it's that time of year again. The weather is finally getting a little warmer which means I can sit on the front porch now. AND my boyfriend can come by and stare. LOL. WE have lived here for almost 6 years and for 5 1/2 years this guy that lives up the street has driven by on his Harley and blatently stared at me. My husband thinks it's so funny. This guy almost crawled out of his company truck one day when I was walkin just to stare at me. He's 17 years older then me and his son who is now 18 has taken up that role of staring too. LOL. His wife is decent looking. Who knows. It happens all the time, even with my two kids in tow some guys looking at me, sill amazes me. My husband said it's becasue I have big tits. His words not mine. Geez, thanks Hun. Grr.. LOL. No matter what, I LOVE THIS WEATHER!!!

The Light In My Eyes
everyone use to tell me there was a bright light that shown in my eyes.... that was before. Now as i look into my own reflection... all i can see is an empty void. I remember what it is like to have that light in my eyes... to feel those butterflies in the bottom of my stomach. It wasnt one moment in my life that made me this way... no. It is the combination of many events that have happened over the years. Disappointment.. heart break, sorrow, mistakes. I dont know when it was that the light vanished... i know its there someone.. it always been on... i guess just waiting for the right person to see it. I have made a choice.. probably the hardest choice i will ever have to make. In my choice i have learned how i truely feel about someone... i loved them enough to step aside and make their life eaiser. I could have made him tell me it was me that he didnt want... but we both know that he would never be able to tell me such. Even if that what was in his heart. meeting me wont do anyt

How Old Is Grandpa???
Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. Grandpa said, "I was born before:" ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There was no: ' radar ' credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon We never heard of FM radios, tape decks, CDs, electric typewriters, yogurt, or guys wearing earrings. Pizza Hut, McDonald's, and instant coffee were unheard of. We had 5 &10-cent stores where you could actually buy things for 5 and 10 cents. Ice-cream cones, phone calls, rides on a streetcar, and a Pepsi were all a nickel. And if you didn't want to splurge, you could spend your nickel on enough stamps to mail 1 letter and 2 postcards.

My Sons Wrestling Meet Last Night..
We won yes 76 to 25... But Travis suffered his first loss by pin.. Just as the bell rang, making round one OVER .. the official made the 3 count that left my son devasted! But as I told him when it was all over.. You can't win them all, You gave it your best and every now and then you need to suffer a loss ( suck though it may) to keep you humble and make you work harder. Next tuesday is this seasons last regular meet and then the big tournament on the Saturday following.. Please wish these young men the best of luck because they are so very deserving!! Thanks ~ Jackie

Please Tell Me
Survey 1.Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? 2. Who do you blame for your mood today? 3. Have you ever seen a dead body? 4. What should we do w/ stupid people? 5. How long do you think you will live? 6. What was the first thing you did this morning? 7. The color of carpet in your bedroom? 8. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 9. Last person you went out to dinner with? 10. Are you spoiled? 11. Do you drink lots of water? 12. What toothpaste do you use? 13. How do you vent your anger? 14. The last compliment you received? 15 should be here 16. When was the last time you threw up??? 17. Is/are your best friend(s) a virgin 18. What theme does your room have? 19.Do you have a cell phone? 20. Are you a momma's child or a daddy's girl? 21. Would you ever join the military? 22. The last website you visited? 23. Who was the last person you took a picture with? 24. What was the

What Is One Person Worth?
I don't seem to be worth all that much. My schooling has not been consistent(I finished it just wasn't a clear cut path to my degree), I have not blazed a clear path towards a career since graduating and my resume looks like I threw darts at a list... blindfolded. The result is I am not making enough to support my family. I am trying to find another job, my resume is on Monster and a friend is looking for me as well. I have applied for every teaching job that comes my way and I have my resume out there for four different jobs in the field I am working in right now. No hits, nothing. I'm not sure what else I can do. I am working every minute of overtime my boss will allow and I still can't support my family. My wife is wonderful, she has been looking for jobs right now since the salon she was working at couldn't even afford to pay her less than we were paying the babysitter. She is pregnant right now so the going is rough but she is still trying. However I really don't expec

Gift Exchange
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! start with me then copy and post it in your blog and see what others think of you!!

Been And Gone
Well my mom has been here and is gone again. It was a wonderful visit. It's been a long time since we've had that good a visit. On the bad side tho I got fired from my job yesterday. I'm not really upset about it cause I hated the job, but financially I can't afford it. Got a job interview on tuesday for a new job tho. Wish me luck!

A Tale Twisted
As the beast wakes from her potion he finds himself tightly bound No matter how much he struggles no freedom is found Arms tied behind him ankles to wrists Thighs bound to calves no movement exists His former captive approaches eyes full of greed If he wants to have freedom he must fill her need As she moves in to great him moves his head to her breast Tells him how she wants him to suckle tells him what feels best Between his lips there’s a firmness of nipple As she holds him tight to her body feels pleasure’s sweet ripple She steps back from his want to show him her treasure Tells him to beg if he’d taste of her pleasure As he sits in defiance she puts on a show Exploring with fingers where his tongue wants to go His frustration mounts as he lets out a roar Unable to move his limbs numbing and sore Never before has he had such needs To taste of her nectar he earnestly pleads She opens her thighs guiding his head If he wan

Couple People On Here...
First the woman who says I need a facelift. Meet me in a step aerobic class so we can work off our EXCESS weight... To a popular married woman on here, and you know who your are... Before you freak out over a condom sent to you, remember this, look at where you are. This is a more adult version of myspace, not disneyland. Yet provocative pictures of you. You contradict yourself saying you looking for friends but not chat. How can you make friends without some form of communication? Then there is a line in your intro saying "except those who suck". Sounds rather elitist and judgemental. I am married and happy like you and others but I have other aspects of my life, coming here hiding behind a keyboard like you is not a healthy way of getting out in the world. Ever tried a church, club, maybe a co-worker you get along with pretty good? If you are single, I can understand this but your double standard just don't make any sense here. You can tease but can't be teased back. And how r

Morphed Pics Shit Me!
No real gripe except they shit me LOL.. kill me if I ever do one. LOL I'd rather see a person's face as it is, not morphing into some powerful animal or fairy. Like I said, if I do one, pummel me with a large ham hock and call me Susan..

Sex Recipe
SEX RECIPE Ingredients: 2 Loving eyes. 2 Loving arms 2 Well shaped legs 2 Firm milk containers 1 Fur lined mixing bowl 2 Large nuts 1 Large banana Method: Look into loving eyes. Fold in loving arms Spread well shaped legs Squeeze and massage milk containers gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased. Check frequently with middle finger. Add banana - work in and out until well creamed. Cover with nuts and sigh with relief. Cake done when banana becomes soft. Be sure to wash mixing utensils and don't lick the bowl! P.S. If cake begins to rise, leave town immediately!!!

If I Could Make A Wish...
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

The Sound Of The Sea
The Sound of the Sea The sea awoke at midnight from its sleep, And around the pebbly beaches far and wide I heard the first wave of the rising tide Rush onward with uninterrupted sweep; A voice out of the silence of the deep, A sound mysteriously multiplied As of a cataract from the mountain’s side, Or roar of winds upon a wooden steep. So comes to us at times, from the unknown And inaccessible solitudes of being. The rushing of the sea-tides of the soul; And inspirations that we deem our own, Are some divine foreshadowing and foreseeing Of things beyond our reason or control. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "Well, I

Do You Remember These?
HOW MANY DO YOU REMEMBER ?? Count them as you go. 1. Metal ice trays with levers. 2. Telephone party lines. 3. 45 RPM records. 4. Soda machines that dispensed glass bottles. 5. Tableside jukebokes in coffee shops. 6. Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers. 7. Butch Wax. 8. Newsreels before the movie. 9. The unholy trinity: Hitler, Mussolini and Franco. 10. Eisenhower, Normandy and D-Day. 11. Telephone numbers with a word prefix (Olive-6933)(Black 421). 12. Peashooters. 13. Howdy Doody. 14. Candy cigarettes. 15. S&H Green Stamps. 16. Hi-fi's. 17. Wire recorders. 18. Mimeograph paper. 19. Blue Flashbulbs 20. Beanie and Cecil. 21. Roller skates with keys. 22. Cork popguns. 23. Drive-in movies. 24. Studebaker and Nash automobiles. 25. Wash tub wringers. 26. Rotary phones. IF YOU REMEMBERED............. 0-5 = You're still young. 6-10 = You are getting older. 11-15 = Don't tell your age. 16-20 = You're older than dirt! Over 20 =Even dirt isn't as old as you!

4 Roads To Decide...
I stand here in the middle of the road pondering on which way to go, To my left I see nothing but past misery An awaiting to see the unseen. I shiver with the thought of reliving my past, and in regretfulness I turn my back. Now facing the right I slowly took apon A road full of laughter and my own backyard. Feeling the sense of comfortness, I must look away; there are other roads I have missed. To the left of my right, a road lay before me, I am shocked to find things I do not wish to believe. I see death of loved ones, solitued amoung friends, fear and hate, for I know I must make haste... Alone with the only road left unviewed, I turn fast wishing it ascued. Nothing can be seen, prehaps a blank page, then rememberence of a wise man told me; I chose my own fate. So with steady hands a heart of hopes, I am off to teach others what I know. For those who stand in the corner of the streets, chose your own blank page... you chose your ow

A Prayer For The Stressed Out...
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I cannot accept, And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people That I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today, As they may be connected to the ass that I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work...... 12% Monday 23% Tuesday 40% Wednesday 20% Thursday 5 % Friday And help me to remember... When I'm having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, That it takes 42 muscles to frown, But only 4 to extend my middle finger, And tell them to bite me. Amen

If Men Truly Ruled The World.. *eyeroll*
1. Breaking up would be a lot easier: A smack on the ass and a "Nice hustle, you'll get'em next time" would pretty much do it. 2. Birth control would come in Ale or Lager. 3. Valentine's Day would be moved to February 29th so it would only occur in leap years. 4. On Groundhog Day, if you saw your shadow, you'd get the day off to go drinking. Mother's Day too. 5. St. Patrick's Day, however, would remain exactly the same. But it would be celebrated every month. 6. Garbage would take itself out. 7. Regis and Kathie Lee would be chained to a cement mixer and pushed off the Golden Gate Bridge for the most lucrative pay-per-view event in world history. 8. The only show opposite "Monday Night Football" would be "Monday Night Football from a Different Camera Angle". 9. Instead of "beer-belly", you'd get "beer-biceps". 10. Tanks would be far easier to rent. 11. Two words..."Ally McNaked". 12. When a cop gave you a ticket, every smart aleck answer you

More Realisitc Barbie Dolls...
Finally a Barbie you can relate to! At long last, here are some NEW Barbie dolls to coincide with her and OUR aging gracefully. These are a bit more realistic... 1. Bifocals Barbie. Comes with her own set of blended-lens fashion frames in six wild colors (half-frames too!), neck chain and large-print editions of Vogue and Martha Stewart Living. 2. Hot Flash Barbie. Press Barbie's bellybutton and watch her face turn beet red while tiny drops of perspiration appear on her forehead. Comes with hand-held fan and tiny tissues. 3. Facial Hair Barbie. As Barbie's hormone levels shift, see her whiskers grow. Available with teensy tweezers and magnifying mirror. 4. Flabby Arms Barbie. Hide Barbie's droopy triceps with these new, roomier-sleeved gowns. Good news on the tummy front, two-muumuus with tummy-support panels are included. 5. Bunion Barbie. Years of disco dancing in stiletto heels have definitely taken their toll on Barbie's dainty arched feet. soothe her sores with

Luck And Power Test
You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Words Of Wisdom
love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. dont cry over someone who wont cry over you. if love is not a gam ewhy are there so mnay palyers. the hardest thing is wantin the one you love, loving someone else. what would you do when the only person that cna stop you from crying is the one who made you cry. nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. dont let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff life is too short! if you dont look around ever once in awhile you might miss its good. friends are hard to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget. a best friend is like a four-leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. some people make the world special just by being in it. best friends are like siblings god forgot to give us. when it gets hard to look back and your scared to look ahead you look beside you and your best friend is always there. true friendship will never end. friends are forever, most people walk in and out of our lives. but on

What Used To Be
a life of happiness torn out from under us a life of knowing what we want now what to do the more we hurt the more we pull away the more i feel your pain the more i shrivel away all my life ive prayed for someone like you and i hope to god that baby we can make it through

There's Nothing Like...
getting up and rushing to work (worrying that you're late) only to find out you weren't supposed to be there until 2! now i've got a couple of hours to do nothing.... on my way home i stopped to get some gas and smokes...and got too much change back! oh what a lucky boy am i?!

Let Me Poem #61
Let me be the one to hold you at night And kiss away all your fright. Let me kiss your sweet lips And caress your body with soft fingertips. Let me take the hurt away and promise me you'll always stay.

Karma
Karma is a bitch And im going to be the bitch to pay you back All the tears All the lies All the broken promises All the nights i stayed up crying Payback is hell Something you will soon find out Forget the love Fuck the feelings I will show you what true pain is Look deep inside of me Take a peak into my soul Tell me the damage you have caused I'll show you what i am Haunted by dreams Rotten words fall everywhere Hope you enjoy life Cause your in for a ride So have a good fucking time

How I Am In Love???
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Is There No End To This Shit?? Ha Ha!!
Broward judge in Anna Nicole Smith case accused of smoking pot in Hollywood park By Marlene Naanes and Marlene Naanes South Florida Sun-Sentinel March 20, 2007 Broward Circuit Judge Lawrence Korda is facing a misdemeanor charge of marijuana possession after city police officers said they busted him for allegedly smoking pot in a Hollywood park Sunday afternoon. The judge played a role in the Anna Nicole Smith case when he briefly handled a small part of the paternity battle over the former Playboy centerfold's infant daughter. Korda, 59, was not arrested but was issued a notice to appear on April 26 in the satellite courthouse in Hollywood. Court and state law enforcement records show no prior legal problems for the judge so he could qualify for a first-time offender pre-trial drug diversion program. But the allegation he used an illegal drug could result in a complaint to the Judicial Qualification Commission and possible discipline, several legal experts

Hate This Feeling
of caring so much for something but you end up feeling second rate to everything else. like your there for entertainment purposes only. oh well so goes the story of my life. its just me Andrew everyone's friend

Do I Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Msn Article
Relationship article courtesy of MSN and Happen Magazine: Reeling from a recent breakup and wondering if you should give your ex one more shot? Read this much-needed Rx and call us in the morning. In medical terms, a relapse happens when you think youve suffered through the worst of an illness and feel like youre on the road to recovery, until bam!out of the blue, your symptoms return, sending you back to bed with a box of Kleenex. Now, relationship relapse, on the other hand, is not an official medical diagnosis. But that doesnt mean its not very, very real to the people it strikes. Heres what happens: Just when you think youre starting to get over your ex and realize all the flaws in your relationship, you run into him or her somewhere. Maybe its accidental, or you make an excuse to get togetherperhaps for the sake of closure. You try to be just friends, sure. But you end up hanging out, and maybe you start sitting dangerously close to one another. Promises are made. There

Livin' The Life
Its been a long time coming but the dark seems to have passed for me. I've met some great people and I'm having a blast again! I've got a new band and I think that with a little work it might have some potential. I've been working alot lately, but the good news is that I'm not too bad off. Oh yeah, and I met someone. I don't expect any great wonders out of it, but I wouldn't complain should some happen to work themselves out. As for the bad times I've had recently, I'm glad it happened because all the shit I put up with made me stronger than I have ever been. There have also been some great works coming from my fretboard because of it. My personal favorite is "Cry Wolf" and coming a close second is of course "The Long Road Home". These two songs really test my spirit. "Cry Wolf" has a Rock feel and while its not something complex like "Vanity" its definitely a great tune. Puts alot of my emotions out there and I like that. There is one downfall however, HELLSEHER doesn't seem

I Hate Mornings.
They are too rushed for me. I am so much more of a night owl. I wish I had the patience to homeschool. I could sleep in then. LOL Coffee is what sustains me though. Without my coffee ready to go when I wake up, OMG....I don't want to think about how bitchy I would really be. At least after I get the oldest 2 on the busses the rest of my morning slows down a bit. I get to just chill on here and play around on the computer for about an hour. It's my "down time" because the 2 yr old is bound to wake up and when he does...he is on full speed within 10 minutes or so. lol I can't complain too much though. Life is good. There will always be trials and tribulations in life. That is what makes life worth living. But I gotta be me....I gotta find something to bitch about. That's what the husband says anyway. lol

Why God Made Bbw's
"Dear God" I began, with my face hung down He answered back "Why the frown?" "Why, may I ask did you make me this way?" "What way is that? What are you trying to say" "My huge body, Dear Lord, My face, it's too square" They are the wrong color, My eyes and my hair. My hips are too wide, My belly too round. When I look at my feet, I can't see the ground. My thighs are so thick, My feet, they stick out. My fingers my toes they are as big as a trout. My eyes are too close, they're in the wrong place . I'm loud sometimes, and bossy to boot, Sometimes I wish I was just born a mute. The Lord, he just chuckled, as if it was funny, "Dear Child, you will learn, that's more than plenty." You're hair and your eyes, those things don't matter. It's the size of your heart, and not if you get fatter. You have the gifts that I've given to you. To cheer up your friends when they're feeling blue. You make people laugh and forget all their sorrows

Capricorn Love Horoscope For 2007
By Rick Levine and Jeff Jawer* Provided by Tarot.com Relationships come to a critical point with responsible Saturn in your 8th House of Intimacy. Dissatisfaction within a partnership or as a single person requires a serious reassessment of your goals and expectations. Facing the hard truths of what you want and don't want works best with a combination of compassion and honesty. Be real, but without being mean or accepting abuse in return. It takes courage to keep your heart open when trust has been shaken, yet that is exactly what it takes to get what you need. Initiate meaningful dialogue so that you can bring up delicate matters with your mate, rather than being quiet and tolerating an unfulfilling situation. Saturn works best when direct action is taken, while denial undermines your prospects for long-term contentment. If you are on your own, step up and take risks to connect with others. This isn't a one-time deal. It's about making an ongoing and dedicated effort to find the

Chapter 2 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER TWO THE FALLING STAR Then came the night of the first falling star. It was seen early in the morning, rushing over Winchester eastward, a line of flame high in the atmosphere. Hundreds must have seen it, and taken it for an ordinary falling star. Albin de- scribed it as leaving a greenish streak behind it that glowed for some seconds. Denning, our greatest authority on meteor- ites, stated that the height of its first appearance was about ninety or one hundred miles. It seemed to him that it fell to earth about one hundred miles east of him. I was at home at that hour and writing in my study; and although my French windows face towards Ottershaw and the blind was up (for I loved in those days to look up at the night sky), I saw nothing of it. Yet this strangest of all things that ever came to earth from outer space must have fallen while I was sitting there, visible to me had I only looked up as it passed. Some of those who saw its flight say it travelled w

That's Her.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and

From The Heart
If you were a teardrop In my eye, For fear of losing you I would never cry. And if the golden sun Should cease to shine its light, Just one smile from you Would make my whole world bright. When leaves have fallen from the trees And the sky is filled with storm, Just the thought of your gentle touch Is enough to keep me warm. When the moon up in the sky Shines a faint blue light, Memories of times we've shared Will keep me from sleep at night. If only i had the courage To speak these words to you. Every one is from the heart And couldn't be more true

The Unforgiven
• The Unforgiven (Hetfield/Ulrich/Hammett) New blood joins this earth And quickly he's subdued Through constant pained disgrace The young boy learns their rules With time, the child draws in This whipping boy done wrong Deprived of all his thoughts The young man struggles on and on, he's known A vow unto his own That never from this day His will they'll take away What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never be Never see Won't see what might have been What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never free Never me So I dub thee “Unforgiven” They dedicate their lives To running all of his He tries to please them all This bitter man he is Throughout his life the same He's battled constantly This fight he cannot win A tired man they see no longer cares The old man then prepares To die regretfully That old man here is me What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what

Branded
branded by ellie may in canada Imagine me ... kissing you, licking your lips gently with the tip of my tongue, then pulling away to tease. Tickling your tongue with mine, then pulling away again, as you come at me in frustration, wanting more. You stick your tongue in my mouth and I suck on it as if it was your cock, up and down, up and down ... mmm. You let out a throaty moan as you imagine me sucking that way on your cock. You feel a bit of juice leak out and wet your belly as you grab my ass, and pull my pelvis towards the bulge in your jeans. Teasing once again, I pull away, only to turn around and place my ass against the bulge that's growing larger and harder. I rub it against your jeans feeling how truly aroused you are. You run your hands up, from my belly over my breasts, the thin material of my shirt in your way. You pause on them and rub them gently, although this is difficult for you because your arousal makes you want to squeeze hard, fists full. I groan with delight

Heartbeat
i walk along darkness all around soft footed i am carefull not to make a sound a cold chill will greet you as i come so close to hear you breathe a slight intake for i am unlike most a creature of uncertainty a pleasureable being wings of black unfold my kisses reign a crimson red tide to make you cold

Sex, Lies And Cyberspace
Excellent article, which begs several questions of human needs and interaction online. Sex, Lies and Cyberspace By Regina Lynn | 02:00 AM Sep, 08, 2006 Keeping my eyes open, I cannot afford to sleep, Giving away promises I know that I can't keep. I've been away from home for almost a month, so I didn't know until this week that the September issue of O, The Oprah Magazine includes an investigative piece about, well, investigations. Specifically, using keystroke loggers and other snooping software to gather evidence of infidelity. Whether such spousal spying is ethical is, like most affairs of the heart, largely situational. It's not necessarily legal, either -- evidence gathered through cyber spying may not be admissible in court in a divorce case, because only the government is allowed to place wiretaps without a court order. Meanwhile, it's no secret that cyberspace provides a false sense of security for many an illicit liaison. I've long felt that people who ask The Que

Male Or Female????
> >You might not have known this, but a lot of > > non-living objects are actually either male or female. > >Here are some examples: > >FREEZER BAGS: > >They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right hrough them. > >PHOTOCOPIERS: > >These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. > >They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. > >TIRES: > >Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. > HOT AIR BALLOONS: > >Also a male object, because to get them to go any where, you have to light a fire under their butt. > >SPONGES: > >These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. > >WEB PAGES: > >Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting > >hit on. > >TRAINS: > >Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. > >EGG TIMERS:

Finally
STRESS FREE FINALLY What ever happened to people saying what they mean and then holding true to what they say or said? When did it change to say you love some one but show no actual signs of love? To tell some one that you love them and for them to tell you back is fine if signs of love are there, however if a person says I love you then they shut themselves off to you, or force distance between you how would you react? If that same person says they can’t live without you but when you are around them or talking to them they say things about other people who are either ex-boyfriends or ex-girlfriends, when confronted about it they say sorry with no intentions on changing their ways or respecting your feelings. I’ve had this happen to me and I know many of the readers have had it happen too, however much I did care for this person it is now over because of the stress that this person caused me, I no longer am willing to be an emotional resting post for this person and be used in on

Lets Play You Fucki Coward
YOU THINK YOU CAN STOP ME BY MARKING MY PICS NSFW LOL NOT TRUST ME YOU FUCKING PIC YOU WILL NOT KEEP ME DOWN LIKE I SAID YOU WANT A FUCKIN WAR WELL NOW YOU GOT ONE YOU FAT ASS NO GOOD DIRTY PIECE OF SHIT YOUR A LITTLE FUCKIN PIECE OF TRASH THAT NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKIN CUNT! BACK THE FUCK OFF YOU ARE ASKING FOR MORE THEN YOU WANT YOU BITCH.

:(:(:(
For those just tuning in, I moved to Texas last autumn. Starting a little over a week ago, I began getting hives, which had not happened since I was a young, young child. I also was having trouble breathing. Long story short, I'm highly allergic to the area in which I live and I need to get out. My lease has no way out for medical conditions; I'm fucked. The only thing I can think of -and I need to ask if this is allowed/doable - is to get a roommate signed onto the lease, then get myself taken off the lease. No matter what else I do, I have to break the lease which means paying a reletting fee + rent until they rent this bastard out. I could not afford to do that. So here I am, stuck n a place where I have trouble breathing and break out in hives, and also too far from downtown. Suggestions/thoughts/ideas?

Chapter 5 { The Invisibel Man
V. THE BURGLARY AT THE VICARAGE The facts of the burglary at the vicarage came to us chiefly through the medium of the vicar and his wife. It occurred in the small hours of Whit-Monday -- the day devoted in Iping to the Club festivities. Mrs. Bunting, it seems, woke up suddenly in the stillness that comes before the dawn, with the strong impression that the door of their bedroom had opened and closed. She did not arouse her husband at first, but sat up in bed listening. She then distinctly heard the pad, pad, pad of bare feet coming out of the adjoining dressing-room and walking along the passage towards the staircase. As soon as she felt assured of this, she aroused the Rev. Mr. Bunting as quietly as possible. He did not strike a light, but putting on his spectacles, her dressing-gown and his bath slippers, he went out on the landing to listen. He heard quite distinctly a fumbling going on at his study desk down-stairs, and then a violent sneeze. At that he returned to his bedroo

Chapter 3 The Mummy { The Jewel Of The Seven Stars
I was struck by the way the two young women looked at each other. I suppose I have been so much in the habit of weighing up in my own mind the personality of witnesses and of forming judgement by their unconscious action and mode of bearing themselves, that the habit extends to my life outside as well as within the court-house. At this moment of my life anything that interested Miss Trelawny interested me; and as she had been struck by the newcomer I instinctively weighed her up also. By comparison of the two I seemed somehow to gain a new knowledge of Miss Trelawny. Certainly, the two women made a good contrast. Miss Trelawny was of fine figure, dark, straight-featured. She had marvelous eyes; great, wide-open, and as black and soft as velvet, with a mysterious depth. To look in them was like gazing at a black mirror such as Doctor Dee used in his wizard rites. I heard an old gentleman at the picnic, a great oriental traveller, describe the effect of her eyes 'as looking at night at t

Im In Love With You Now But I Still Love Him
im in love with you now but i still love him when our relationship started i went out on a limb i think about u everynight before i close my eyes but he is the reason for most of my random sighs you have the parts of me that he left behind you cant have my whole heart but u dont seem to mind for him, tears no longer fall down my face with you my life finally has a place i cant give you my all or everything i had he took it from me but please dont be mad what matters the most is that i love you now i'll forget about him eventually someday, somehow he was my first love, the one who stole my heart and to the girl i am now he played a big part he didnt make me any better or any worse but a first love heartbreak is nothing but a curse he will always be a part of the girl from way back when but i'm so in love with you, it should be a sin i dont want you to make it all better or make it go away cause you love me for what it made me; who i am today dont

Daddy's Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache

Naked In Front Of You (written By Djk On 10-19-05)
NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU (written by DJK on 10-19-05) verse: censoring me from being part of the Town's biggest day we were booked,then you heard something you didn't like maybe too original,maybe something you wished you wrote It's ok,we will go on to bigger & better things Hear me now,It's not gonna hold us down,Now Hear me Say Yes Hear Us Uncensorly SING chorus: I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality verse: standing on top of St.Lucie County Looking down at those who never gave us a chance Never say Never, You'll ask us back,wait and see Your Daughters will offer us more than Romance I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality I MAKE LOVE WITH MY MIND AND I WILL NOW LEAVE ST. LUCIE BEHIND now that

The Heart And The Shape
Just went through your eyes, And the battle was fine. Couldn't stand to see you streaming. Now I realize that I might have been Part of the reason for your frowning. And so I grey the heart and the shape, That look that you gave, staring. At empty help me back to awake. And so I grey the heart and the shape. Now the bottle plays a little factor. Not the way I used to be, thankfully. I was disguising a different matter, Now I engage in everything, infinity... Help me back to awake. There were sentences with no direction, Those are pieces that I put away. There is sadness in the reflection, One long look is all that it takes.

Few Things I Am Sick Of
well there are more then a few, but this is bothering me to a point I need to YELL, 1. republicans who think this country is doing just fine..hello, knock knock do you live in this country? this country is divided into two classes of people the rich and the poor, the rich are trying to stomp out the poor , and put a cap on the income level for the upper middle class, this attitude that "Ive got mine... you get yours" is killing the poor and empowering the rich, its disgusting as well as evil fuck off deal with real things that are happening to real people,no jobs,welfare, homeless,and undocumented people,and pay attention to the ones who pay their taxes and fund your moronic ideas and STILL let you mismanaged OUR government. 2. Anna Nichol Smith ...holy shit go away!!! do you know of anyone who has died that has got this much media coverage? the pope didn't get this much coverage when he died...ok ok I get it there is almost a billion dollars at stake but again I say ..knock knock..

Stuck In My Head All Day
Rolling Stones - Ruby Tuesday She would never say where she came from Yesterday don't matter if it's gone While the sun is bright Or in the darkest night No one knows She comes and goes Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday Who could hang a name on you? When you change with every new day Still I'm gonna miss you... Don't question why she needs to be so free She'll tell you it's the only way to be She just can't be chained To a life where nothing's gained And nothing's lost At such a cost Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday Who could hang a name on you? When you change with every new day Still I'm gonna miss you... There's no time to lose, I heard her say Catch your dreams before they slip away Dying all the time Lose your dreams And you will lose your mind. Ain't life unkind? Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday Who could hang a name on you? When you change with every new day Still I'm gonna miss you...

'pimp Of The Year' Sentenced To 23 Years In Prison
'Pimp Of the Year' Sentenced To 23 Years in Prison (CBS/AP) TRENTON A man who touted himself as "Pimp of the Year" was sentenced Friday to more than 23 years in federal prison. Matthew "Knowledge" Thompkins pleaded guilty last year to conspiracy to transport minors to engage in prostitution and conspiracy to engage in money laundering. Authorities said that the Bronx, N.Y., man had prostitutes working for him in New York; Atlantic City; Las Vegas; Philadelphia; Youngstown, Ohio, and other cities. When he was arrested in December 2005, authorities found two huge trophies in his home proclaiming him "Pimp of the Year." In a letter to U.S. District Judge Freda Wolfson asking for leniency, Thompkins, 37, wrote that at times he and the prostitutes who worked for him -- some of them as young as 14 -- "bonded as a family." Wolfson was unmoved. She gave him nearly the maximum sentence. "You wouldn't send your sister or your daughter out to do that," she said. "That's n

Guts Vs Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and saying: "You're next." Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Transmission
ok i need to know if anyone can tell me where i can get someone to help me rebuild my transmission yes i said transmission lol for a 93 ford exploder 6cyl ohv with 4 wheel drive....just asking for suggestions let me know talk to you all later kisses and huggs caro

My Turtle Needs A Booty Call
I have a very special red-eared slider who recently "became a man," as they say. He deserves everything his little heart desires so I'm kind of hoping someone out there has a female turtle that . . . you know, needs a little something extra. She would be one lucky turtle because my turtle is very cute with huge, sexy claws. And he is also the John Holmes of turtles. That being said, my turtle doesn't need any baby momma drama and since he's pretty young in turtle years, I doubt he's ready to commit to anything exclusive or long-term. So I guess we're kind of talking about casual sex here but I promise that my turtle could give your turtle more respect and pleasure than the average "special friend." If you think that your female turtle may be interested, please contact me. And if you have any pictures, I can show them to my turtle and see his reaction. Thanks!

Richard James And The Special Riders!!
fucking rocked!! it was well worth the wicked hangover i've got today!! check them out!! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=18643814 on another note i was inches away from busting some stupid kid's head last night. the little fuck gave me the evil eye all night. why you ask? well we just so happen to be competing for the same lady. it was funny how he tried to rile me up by childishly bumping me as he passed by, and even attempting to stare me down when we shook hands.... it would have been his mistake, since i had over half the bar on my side haha...not that i'd need any help. long story short i kept my cool and enjoyed the night. even if she was hanging with him. i won't be going anywhere anytime soon. arrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 6 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Man with the Twisted Lip Isa Whitney, brother of the late Elias Whitney, D.D., Principal of the Theological College of St. George's, was much addicted to opium. The habit grew upon him, as I understand, from some foolish freak when he was at college; for having read De Quincey's description of his dreams and sensations, he had drenched his tobacco with laudanum in an attempt to produce the same effects. He found, as so many more have done, that the practice is easier to attain than to get rid of, and for many years he continued to be a slave to the drug, an object of mingled horror and pity to his friends and relatives. I can see him now, with yellow, pasty face, drooping lids, and pin-point pupils, all huddled in a chair, the wreck and ruin of a noble man. One night--it was in June, '89--there came a ring to my bell, about the hour when a man gives his first yawn and glances at the clock. I sat up in my chair, and my wife laid her needle-work down in her lap and made a littl

I Don't Know........
I didn't do this to hurt you. You are STILL the love of my life! You always will be. I didn't think it would be soooo hard to be friends with you! I am not making it this hard, you are. I thought I was making your life easier. Talk to me about what it is that you want me to do! I don't want things to end this way! You know that you have my heart, mind and soul!!!! Just talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!

Support Our Troops Contest For The Ladies
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Fear Factor
What do you fear? I mean really? Everyone is afraid of something. Whether it be agoraphobia (the fear of open spaces or being in a crowd), arachnophobia (the fear of spiders), claustrophobia (the fear of confined spaces), triskaidekaphobia (the fear of the number 13), or oh so many other fears. What I am going to be speaking about here though is kakorrhaphobia and eremophobia. Kakorrhaphobia is the fear of failure or defeat, while Eremophobia is the fear of being oneself or of loneliness. I believe that these two fears are inherently linked together. That's not to say that one cannot exist without the other. Of course it can. But often, one lays in the shadow of the other. Fear of failure prevents us from living to our fullest potential. How many times have we considered our lot in life, recognized what we needed to do to improve it, and thought, "I'll get around to that." That, my friends, is fear. Fear is preventing us from doing what we need to to change for the bette

"moments"
"Moments" There are moments that stand still, I have these moments, a first kiss, a hug, and still when this special someone sits by me. When our eyes meet, and there is a special bond, when we talk and nothing else matters, I think my heart will stop beating, my breath stop breathing. He is the one, the only one, He is the key, I feel as though He can open up my heart and just read it page by page. I can't stand it when I move closer He moves away or hides, it breaks my heart to see him scared, afraid, lonely, I wish with all my heart that I can take away all that pain that is buried so deep inside. Heis and will always be the reason I wake up in the morning!

Me And You; You And Me
Me and You; You and Me I know we are meant to be You know I am perfect for you And I know you are perfect for me. Never let me go, My love for you is forever This you already know. I will always love you Because when you came in my life My feelings were brand new. I know you are true Because you are always near And never make me feel blue. You and I have been together for a long time Maybe it is because I know you are the one for me Since you never have left my mind. You know how to make my day Every night before I go to sleep I ask the Lord for you to never leave me; as I pray. I love my baby And she is you I know we will always be together; never thinking maybe. I took a chance on us I realized that I love you And you I can always trust. It will be you and me Forever in my mind I hope this you can see. You are the person that can brighten my day And for that I always want you to stay.

Inconveniant Truth?
Who is who? LOOK OVER THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FOLLOWING TWO HOUSES AND SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHICH BELONGS TO AN ENVIRONMENTALIST. HOUSE # 1: A 20-room mansion (not including 8 bathrooms) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool (and a pool house) and a separate guest house all heated by gas. In ONE MONTH ALONE this mansion consumes more energy than the average American household in an ENTIRE YEAR. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2,400.00 per month. In natural gas alone (which last time we checked was a fossil fuel), this property consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not in a northern or Midwestern "snow belt," either. It's in the South. HOUSE # 2: Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university, this house incor- porates every "green" feature current home construction can provide. The house contains only 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on arid high prair

So Called Family
they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they say things about you tell people lies they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they do things that they know will hurt you they do thing to hurt your feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they go behind your back telling everyone lies just to get them to hate you so called family they only want to hurt you they only want to cause you pain they don't want to see you happy they want to see the pain they have no feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends if they really cared they would help you when your down they would care for you when you are ill or are not happy they say they are your family they say they are your friends they are no family of mine by Melissa Dumler

Your Oblivion
I am the insignificant object Too worn and battered to earn your affection I am the excuse so overly exhausted The mark of contempt for those who surround you I am the diversion at your convenience To help you forget the dreaded anticipation of inevitable isolation I am nothing until you’re abandoned I am your oblivion

Alone In This Big World
i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i to do i'm all alone in this big world i have no friends who care for me i am all alone in the big world with nothing else to do i love this world i love this place i just wish these dreams would come true i want to be free to do what i want and be who i wanna be i want someone to care for me i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i? i just want to be free to be who i wanna and do what i want i just want to be free to live my life the way i want to i want someone to care for me and be my one true friend to be by my side i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i i just want to be free and be what i want to be noone seems to care for me and what i want to be in my life noone cares for me and i don't care anymore about them anymore i jsut want to live the way i want to i'm all alone in this big world by Melissa Dumler

Crowded Rooms
in a crowded room it's hard to find the one you are looking for if you're lucky in that crowded room you will find someone you can love and spend the rest of your life with crowded rooms can bring so much love they can also bring so much pain in crowded rooms you can get hurt and it can stay with you for the rest of your life by Melissa Dumler

Prove
people always do things they aren't proud of cause they want others to like them but you don't have to prove yourself just be yourself if they don't like you for who you are then it wasn't meant to be do things you want to do to make yourself happy don't prove yourself the things you do speak louder than things you say people may do things they aren't proud of that don't make them a bad person what you do doesn't mean you are proving yourself just do things that make you happy stop proving yourself just be you by Melissa Dumler

Sex
sex is not the key to happiness maybe for some people not for me you tell me i need sex so i won't be so bitchy i'll be bitchy if i want to i don't need sex i can be happy without it so what if i never have sex that don't make me a bad person i'll live my life the way i want to you just mind your own business i'll mind mine so what if i may never have sex that's my decision not yours i dont need it to be happy thats what friends are for just leave me alone i don't want to have sex i don't have to you can go have sex not me i don't need to my Melissa Dumler

Loser
so you call me a loser do you think i care it don't matter to me what you think you're the loser not me i know i don't always win well that don't make me a loser it's just what you think i know i'm not it's just your opinion i don't give a SHIT what you think all that matters is what i think so i might be a loser but you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE so maybe i like being what i am NOT A LOSER By Melissa Dumler

Lighten Up
lighten up can i tell you something you really need to lighten up you over act over things like when someone said no to you as if you cant find someone better she may not be interested there are more people in the world lighten up about things someone might like you but they are just afaird to show you let people see the real you you may find that more people like you lighten up and maybe you will see that people like you for who you are dont go around acting like someone else messing with peoples minds will only hurt you in the end lighten up for once in your life maybe you will find what you are looking for just show them how you really are they may not like you at first but they will come to like you if you would only be yourself just lighten up and show the world dont act like you are someone youre not i like you for you now if you would just let the world in too you would see that not everyone is so judgemental about people they like people for them

You Say
you say you say i should see the world a better place what if i find it hard you say i should see how you feel i know how you feel but i find it hard to believe how can i listen to what you say you say you love me you get mad when i dont help you out well everything is not all about u other people have lifes to not just you you say i should see the world a better place i find it hard to see it that way when everything is going bad i thought you cared but it looks like you dont you dont give a shit so why should i you used to be like my best friend but it seems like now all u do is put me down i dont need that in my life if i died would u even care cause its not about u would you even cry i care bout u but all i do is get put down in return you say i should care for everyone but why should i when it seems like all you care is about yourself some way of life you are setting for us when you cant even do what you say you say i should see the world as a beautif

What Is Love
what is love what is love i dont know what real love is love between two people is love the laughs the tears that you share why do people say that they love you than they go around lying and cheating on you every chance they get you may spend your life never knowing what real love is maybe someday the right man will come along till that day you may never know i will keep on praying for that day the day he comes what is love will i ever know the laughs and the tears that two people share for one another i want to know love someone to tell me their secerts i tell them mine someone to share my life with what is love will your real love show you things in life that you may have never seen before will your real love take you places you have never been before will your real love share their true feelings and beliefs with you will your love show you the world throw their eyes i want to know real love is that person you?

Tell Me What It Is
tell me what it is tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way the sun shines on your face the way you make people laugh how you get people to smile when you come in the room tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way the moon reflects off the water when you are there is it the way people fall over your every move the way you bring joy to a child the happiness that over comes a person tell me what it is that makes you happy i really want to know what makes you happy is it that you live life to the fullest when you make a dying person laugh the way your dreams come true when your favorite song come on the radio the way you sing that brings joy to people people all around you so happy that they are brought to tears of joy tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way your family is happy for the things you do with your life the way you make the people around you over come with joy and happiness the way you would never hurt a person t

I'm Not Gonna Cry
im not gonna cry you can call me all the name you want put me down im not gonna cry over you there are more important reason to cry you can tell all the lies you want im not gonna cry about it you can say you love me than go around telling people whatever you want im not gonna cry over it im gonna listen to my heart i dont need you and your lies dont need your name calling you acting like a little kid im not gonna cry over you im gonna live my life the way i want if that hurts what you are trying to pull i dont care im not gonna cry over stupid kid stuff go about your name calling acting like a little brat i dont care go back to your family stay out of my life dont expect me to cry over you cause im not gonna cry over you you go around with all your lies i dont need a man acting like a kid in my life i need a man that knows how to treat a person right im not gonna cry over you there are more important things in the world to cry over you are not one of th

Cold
Cold why does it feel so cold cold to the touch why does it hurt so bad that i want to do something something that i should not do why does it feel so cold cold as if there is nothing there it feels cold all the time i cant find a place that is warm any where that i go all i feel is cold what is it that is wrong i cant feel happiness i cant feel love i cant feel anything but cold and pain i cant bring myself to find joy in anything why does it feel so cold cold as if there is not a warm spot in the world why is it all i can feel is pain i cant do anything right pain seems to be the only thing that i can cause the only thing that i can feel is pain why is it so cold why cant i find happiness why cant i find love what is it that this world is coming to they say they love you but than they hurt you then all that is left to feel is pain i dont know what is happening why is it all i feel is pain there is no joy there is no love why cant i feel anything but

The Most Functional English Word
The Most Functional English Word Well, it's shit...that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit out of luck, or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between Shit and Shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits, There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,

Bummer
Last journey was dead long A man travelled up and down the same train line for six hours before staff realised he was dead. Ferdinando Borelli, 85, had a fatal heart attack, but other passengers assumed he was asleep, reports The Sun. He completed the route - from Savona to Turin in northern Italy - three times before cleaners tried to wake him at the company's depot. He was returning from holiday and died shortly after boarding the train.

True Friends
True friends will always stay with you, Through good times and through bad. They'll take the time to listen, When something's made you sad. When you're feeling lonely, They'll let you know they care. They may be very busy but, They'll find the time to share. True friends are happy for you, When good things come your way. They'll celebrate your triumphs And encourage you each day. If you have a friend that's true, Count your blessings for this gift. For, she will stay with you forever, When the rest have gone adrift.

Chapter 7 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
That night everything went well. Knowing that Miss Trelawny herself was not on guard, Doctor Winchester and I doubled our vigilance. The Nurses and Mrs. Grant kept watch, and the Detectives made their visit each quarter of an hour. All night the patient remained in his trance. He looked healthy, and his chest rose and fell with the easy breathing of a child. But he never stirred; only for his breathing he might have been of marble. Doctor Winchester and I wore our respirators, and irksome they were on that intolerably hot night. Between midnight and three o'clock I felt anxious, and had once more that creepy feeling to which these last few nights had accustomed me; but the grey of the dawn, stealing round the edges of the blinds, came with inexpressible relief. In the cool, hopeful darkness, with the east quickening into pallor, I could breathe freely; the same relief, followed by restfulness, went through the household. During the hot night my ears, strained to every sound, had been a

A Soldiers Prayer
Lord, I pray from day to day To help me understand How Americans view their heroes And how they judge a man If being famous Is looked upon with awe, Something is wrong with our values What are we fighting for? I'm in the military And proud of what I do But I need to feel some strength and love That's why I pray to you. Some of our families left us And now years have passed I feel the burden and the stress For each day could be our last I'm in the field of combat With bullets surrounding me, There are few that care For those who've died Protecting those born free I'm asking for some comfort Some support, and one thing more To get RESPECT and HONOR From the Americans we fought for You and I are heroes Fighting for our land to be free And 'tho no one has heard our names, We're the heroes, you and me Our awards weren't televised, No speech with tears in our eyes Why is our county too blind to see That the heroes

A Vietnam War Story, Aren't We Lucky?
This is a story about the Vietnam War that really makes you appreciate how lucky we US people are: It was during the Vietnam War, a US army bus full of innocent Vietnamese civilians was travelling on a secret route to try and get across the border, so that they could be free. USA Sergeant Jim Bordegi was on the bus, in charge of the mission. These people knew the danger they were going through, they knew that if they made the slightest sound and got caught trying to escape, they would all be killed on the spot. A young woman with a swaddled blanket in her arms and a young hen beside her sat on the bus. All the suddent the Sergeant heard a terrible screeching sound coming from where the woman was sitting, he referred to the chicken at said, "You'd better shut that thing up!" He turned back around as the woman was lightly coo-ing to try to make the screeching stop. The screeching continued, so he turned around again and said, in the harshest voice he had, "You make that thing shut up, yo

Depression From A Fallen Freind
well it has been a couple days now. I am getting shit from heathers family. I still have nightmares and I wishe I could change the past. I play her favorit song in my head over and over.I wish I should of said no.. maybe she will still be here..

A Heart Tells Tales
A shattered heart tells many tales of times that a lovedone has broken it. Many stories of painful moments that have left a heart torn into pieces and never whole. The gashes grow bigger with each moment it cannot undo or force itself to forget. A heart never forgets or trully heals it only mends temporarily until another tale is born.

Wish My Ex Would Have A Damn Sex Change!!
Man: Ex' Sex Change Should End Alimony Email this Story Mar 27, 4:57 PM (ET) By PHIL DAVIS CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) - Lawrence Roach agreed to pay alimony to the woman he divorced, not the man she became after a sex change, his lawyers argued Tuesday in an effort to end the payments. But the ex-wife's attorneys said the operation doesn't alter the agreement. The lawyers and Circuit Judge Jack R. St. Arnold agreed the case delves into relatively unchartered legal territory. They found only a 2004 Ohio case that addressed whether or not a transsexual could still collect alimony after a sex change. "There is not a lot out there to help us," St. Arnold said. Roach and his wife, Julia, divorced in 2004 after 18 years of marriage. The 48-year-old utility worker agreed to pay her $1,250 a month in alimony. Since then, Julia Roach, 55, had a sex change and legally changed her name to Julio Roberto Silverwolf. "It's illegal for a man to marry a man and it should likewise be il

Capter 9 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
Mr. Corbeck seemed to go almost off his head at the recovery of the lamps. He took them up one by one and looked them all over tenderly, as though they were things that he loved. In his delight and excitement he breathed so hard that it seemed almost like a cat purring. Sergeant Daw said quietly, his voice breaking the silence like a discord in a melody: 'Are you quite sure those lamps are the ones you had, and that were stolen?' His answer was in an indignant tone: 'Sure! Of course I'm sure. There isn't another set of lamps like these in the world!' 'So far as you know!' The Detective's words were smooth enough, but his manner was so exasperating that I was sure he had some motive in it; so I waited in silence. He went on: 'Of course there may be some in the British Museum; or Mr. Trelawny may have had these already. There's nothing new under the sun, you know, Mr. Corbeck; not even in Egypt. These may be the originals, and yours may have been the copies. Are there any po

New Poem
Drained of all energy Too hard to push on Simple minds Produce shit Understand me now I will say this once Give up on me A seductive kiss takes you in Enchanting eyes hold you in place Tentalizing skin glisten under you Hot to the touch Warm to the eye Cold to the core Take your pick I can be who you want me to be A burden among things A bitch among others I'll show you mine If you show me yours Give away to doubt Burned into my skin Imprinted on my face Take your pick....I'll be who you want me to be

He Speaks
He Speaks He speaks my head lowers my eyes lower my voice lowers my soul soars He approaches my pulse quickens my heart pounds my body trembles my nerves electrified He touches me my body shudders my sex swells my knees weaken my mind explodes He owns me my head is high my esteem rises my heart swells my joy complete

Goodfellas
by:Beneath the sky Every day is a nightmare With every night there lies a dream These faces are fading away with every word Every word you say Now what is it that you really want? That you're looking for? Bow down and pray Never to obey What's the question? What's the answer? It can't save you They want power, we want respect Live by your own words and your own dreams Never break this oath Don't let them tell you what to do Never how to think Now what is it that you really want? That you're looking for? Now you know the question and you know the answer You get what you fucking deserve They want power, we want respect Make the best of what you've got Make the best of what you are

Ah Tag Mofo!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAG MOFO UR IT RULES: Once You've Been Tagged You Have To Write A Blog With 10 Weird Or Random Things, Facts, Or Habits About Yourself. At The End, You Choose 10 People To Be Tagged, List Thier Names. Don't Forget To Leave A Comment That Says "You've Been Tagged!" On Thier Profile And To Read Your Latest Blog. 1.Im a sucker for guys with long hair 2.I like to count the stars at night and make wishes 3.I've never had a crush on anyone who within my reach 4.I doesn't take much to make me happy 5.It takes alot to make me sad but once I am..it's hard to make me happy again 6.if I'm not alone sometimes I loose my mind 7.If I'm not with my friends I loose my mind 8.I value most of my friends more than I do my family 9.It's hard for me to eat trix because of the mixed colors 10.When I'm mad at someone I stay mad at them for weeks to months

I'm The Girl..
I'm the girl that gets pushed aside..when his world gets wrecked.. I'm the girl he leades around, like nothing could infect, me I'm the girl that doesn't matter, when someone else better comes along, it's just reject I'm the girl he doesnt want to date, but has another girl wrapped around his arm, its disrespecting I'm the girl that waits around for him, that he thinks is so perfect He'll leave anyways, he's so neglecting I'm the girl, you'll wish you never screwed with, I'll never be the object I'm the girl you'll wish you never lost, but you wont affect me And your words are just a reflect Of the kind of person, I suspected, you to be

Hehehe
A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. All of which demonstrates that

Chapter 15 { The Invisibel Man
XV. THE MAN WHO WAS RUNNING In the early evening time Doctor Kemp was sitting in his study in the belvedere on the hill overlooking Burdock. It was a pleasant little room, with three windows, north, west, and south, and bookshelves covered with books and scientific publications, and a broad writing-table, and, under the north window, a microscope, glass slips, minute instruments, some cultures, and scattered bottles of reagents. Doctor Kemp's solar lamp was lit, albeit the sky was still bright with the sunset light, and his blinds were up because there was no offence of peering outsiders to require them pulled down. Doctor Kemp was a tall and slender young man, with flaxen hair and a moustache almost white, and the work he was upon would earn him, he hoped, the fellowship of the Royal Society, so highly did he think of it. And his eye presently wandering from his work caught the sunset blazing at the back of the hill that is over against his own. For a minute perhaps he sat, pen i

Afraid To Fall In Love Again
Afraid to fall in love again. Are YOU the ONE? Are you the one to love me always, and never tomorrow you're gone? I'm afraid to fall in love again because of what it has done to me. I have loved with all my heart and still one by one they tore my heart apart. Every time it all ends up in tragedy. I ask again, Are you the ONE for me baby? I promised myself to remain alone. To live, breathe and die on my own. Please be the one. Is it even worth it to try and fall in love again? Prove me wrong. Never again can I take a broken heart. I'm not a liar, cheat or a player, but every time I get a man I just can't seem to keep him. What am I doing wrong? Please show me before I lose you too. I want to know how it feels to fall in love again, but is it worth it when it all ends up the same?

Hey U
Hey u all... Be nice to me and i am nice to u.... Easter is coming up..... Have a great Easter now matter how u will spend it.. I start tonight but will not be a naughty woman as i can be...just ask my man.... Behave.... ok...

Today, Tomorrow
Today I sit and think a while, while underneath the blue. Tomorrow I will show a smile, as soon as I see you. Today I dream a simple thing, though it seems so unreal. Tomorrow I'll still be in spring, since it is you I feel. Today I love the things you say, and everything you do. Tomorrow I'll still feel this way, for I've fallen for you. Today I wonder how you are, worrying too much. Tomorrow it won't be as far, close enough to touch. Today I recall the things I've seen, but no one quite like this. Tomorrow you'll still be so pristine, I can't wait till we kiss. Today I dream tomorrow, tomorrow I'll dream today. I'll never be in sorrow, as long as I feel this way.

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

Are You Destined For World Domination?
You Are Destined to Rule the World You have the makings of a very evil dictator... Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary! Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not. But at least you know that you could. Are You Destined For World Domination?

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Venus Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds. You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself. Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others. While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic. You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself. What Planet Should You Rule?

Let's Paint Some Goat Balls!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Charges dropped in Mahopac against alleged goat painter By TERENCE CORCORAN THE JOURNAL NEWS (Original Publication: March 27, 2007) MAHOPAC - Criminal charges were dropped last night against a Mahopac man whom police charged last fall with animal cruelty and burglary for breaking into a barn and spray-painting three goats. Drew Gagnon, 37, was arrested in November after police said he broke into the barn on Croton Falls Road early Thanksgiving morning and used orange spray paint on the genitals of the three goats owned by the Fiero family. Carmel police charged him with third-degree burglary, a felony, and three misdemeanor counts of animal cruelty. In court last night, the goats' owner, Bryce Fiero, told Town Justice Joseph Spofford that he would withdraw the charges in exchange for Gagnon and his alleged accomplice, Douglas Bisio, 34, of Mahopac, making a donation to the Putnam Humane Soci

Valentine
Not a red rose or satin heart, I give you an onion, It's a moon wrapped in brown paper It promises light, like the careful undressing of love. Here; It will blind you with tears, like a lover It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief. I am tryig to be truthful Not a card or kiss-o-gram I give you an onion Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips, Possesive and faithful as we are, For as long as we are Take it. Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring, If you like, Lethal. Its scent will cling to your fingers, Cling to your knife

My Friday Story
Before You By William Arthur Ward Before you speak, listen. Before you write, think. Before you spend, earn. Before you invest, investigate. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try. Before you retire, save. Before you die, give. MySpace Graphics, MySpace Layouts

Numb
i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithlesslost under the surfacei don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes every step that i take is another mistake to you i've become so numb i can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware i'm becoming this all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control 'cause everything that you thought i would be has fallen apart right in front of you every step that i take is another mistake to you and every second i waste is more than i can take but i know i may end up falling too but i know you were just like mewith someone disappointed in you

One Of Writigs I Like To Share
CLARITY OF PURPOSE A new day awakens, our eyes open, we take our first full breath of the day,and another 24 hours is ours to do as we wish. Amazed by this very thought your mind greats your subconscious and the reservoir of thoughts pours through the doors of wisdom and creativity like a dam opening its gates after a heavy rain fall. So many ideas, so many challenges, and maybe a few unresolved decisions clouded by indecisive memories. Yet, the inner strength that molds you to be who you are seeks benevolence. Understanding in ones mindset, there is right, and there is wrong, and never an option to deviate away from this because trying to believe in half truths, or half lies leads you to deception, and can’t allow yourself to succumb to this realization. Each day, we awake from a dream, or with a thought, that usually sets our day in motion. Our day will either start on a positive or negative mindset, knowing if it does infact start on a negative side, we hav

To The Men & Women Out There
I REALLY FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'RE GONNA GET FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So pr

Contest 3
women cherries are taking this contest to heart bombing their pictures, the men ..well not taking it to serious It would be hard for me to up the pimpin gift if there is no one on the pictures points + comments = cherry Bucks so I can buy the big pimpin gifts... my co partner is buying the women's gifts and I am buying the Men's gifts ...so guys if you are reading this maybe its time to get together and bomb your pictures it only helps you and me when you win or come in 2nd or 3rd...other then that I have seen no one back stabbing and all of you are acting fair...thanks again (come on guys)get bombing...Peace

Suddenly
Skrewdriver - Suddenly Lyrics We live in changing times When certain thoughts are now a crime Power flows through an evil pen And freedom's light in growing dim (chorus) One day if suddenly, I'm forced to take my leave Will you still carry on, with the things that we believe? One day if suddenly, they take my life away Will you still be fighting to win a bright new day? The people who've stood against us They seem to be above the law With the power to listen into private moments in our lives And the power to come kick down your door (chorus) Our strength has come from ideals many years' old A strength that has survived within our blood A strength our foe has recognised, and sworn to drag it down He wants to drag our people through the mud (chorus) x2

Just Showing Love
hey cherries, whats up? just showing my love to you all and wanted to say thanks for the adds, comments and ratings. I'm hoping to keep it up and make more friends and possibly meet sometime for some fun.

Do You Like Betties Boobs ???
I would really be greatfull if you guys & girls would give me some feedback on mysite and or what you like or what you would like to see more of. Many thanks all Bettie xxx www.bettiesboobs.com

Natl Guard
Well I made it official today!! I signed my enlistment papers and sent them to my recruiter, I am now officially a US Soldier in the Natl Guard, I leave Jan 1st for basic training. I have told Brendon and he is very excited, he will stay with my mother while I am gone for the 9 weeks for basic training. Afterwards I will decide where i want to be stationed and my son and I will start a new life together..Hopefully there will be a woman in our new life that will love us both unconditionally...

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words and violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped and twisted So many tricks and so many lies Too many whens and too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped and twisted Sleeping awake and choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped and twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've shed I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, and hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped and twisted. © Andi 2006

Can't Tell You
I shed my armor I bore my soul Gave you all I had and more. Try and try and try again I just can't seem to win A thousand kisses A thousand caresses A million more It just wouldn't be enough. I will never get my fill My soul will always be parched for just one more. One more moment Locked in time One more kiss Telling me you're forever mine. © Andi 2007

Ive Learned
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. that money is a lousy way of keeping score. that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. that sometimes when I'm angr

Social Graces
I keep asking people to kindly stop being so incredibly stupid but they insist on continuing. It's as if they're too stupid to realize that I am talking to them. I suppose I should just be happy that they are at least consistent.

Chapter 11 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 11. The Man on the Tor The extract from my private diary which forms the last chapter has brought my narrative up to the eighteenth of October, a time when these strange events began to move swiftly towards their terrible conclusion. The incidents of the next few days are indelibly graven upon my recollection, and I can tell them without reference to the notes made at the time. I start them from the day which succeeded that upon which I had established two facts of great importance, the one that Mrs. Laura Lyons of Coombe Tracey had written to Sir Charles Baskerville and made an appointment with him at the very place and hour that he met his death, the other that the lurking man upon the moor was to be found among the stone huts upon the hillside. With these two facts in my possession I felt that either my intelligence or my courage must be deficient if I could not throw some further light upon these dark places. I had no opportunity to tell the baronet what I had learned

Greenock People Famous
Location Greenock is situated on the south bank of the River Clyde about 22 miles from Glasgow. The origin of the name of the town is thought to derive from the Gaelic ‘grianaig’ meaning ‘sunny’, and this has been translated as ‘sunny place’ or ‘sunny knoll’. Another more romantic theory is that it takes it's name from a 'Green Oak' tree that grew in the town centre. A horseshoe marks the spot where the tree was deemed to have grown. It would certainly ensure the correct pronunciation if this were true, as it is commonly mispronounced as 'Gren - ock' when it should be 'Green - ock'. TV newsreaders take note.... The population of Greenock was estimated to be 57,643 in 1992. It is thought that the original village of Greenock grew up around the religious establishment which gave it's name to the Bay of St. Lawrence. This was the chapel of St. Lawrence, which was situated at the west corner of Virginia Street, and of which traces remained until 1760. The castle of 'Wes

A Good Book...
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)One good book to read is Robert Heinlein's Job: A Comedy of Justice. It is about a modern-day Job who the xian god torments before he meets Satan and finds the Devil is a nice guy. I highly recommend it.

Workers Unite!
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)Okay. Our boss (who has a Jesus complex) has gone to a meeting out of town. He left a brownnoser friend in charge. We knew this was going to happen.So, yesterday some coworkers changed his can of coffee with decaf.Now this guy drinks several cups of coffee a day. He has done the same today. However, he hasn't been able to get the caffeine buzz he needs to function.Earlier, a coworker reported he was lying on the floor of his office, looking to take a nap. He is telling people he's tired and thinks he might be coming down with something.It is fucking hilarious!

Another Time-wasting Site
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)At Steve, Don't Eat It!, there's a guy who eats strange things and then reports on them. They're all funny. And here's a little appetizer as to what you'll find:(From the entry on Beggin' Strips) Beggin' Strips slogan is "Dog's don't know it's not bacon!" Newsflash: Dogs are retarded. Mine used to eat his own vomit, and wag his tail while he did it. I'll be the one to decide if this stuff tastes like bacon or not.Anyway, there's a lot more on the site. Sit back and enjoy, realizing that since Steve has tried these things, you don't have to.tag: humor, funny, food

I Wanted A New Picture To Put Up...
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)And Lo! I found one! (For your reading pleasure, I also linked it to the original article.)Let's see... I fit 8 of the above categories. So will I have to go to court eight times, or can we whip them all out at once.(Don't whip those out! Wait until I get out of work!) tag: religion, atheist, atheism, humor, funny, image, photo, blogging

Puppets Update
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)The bad news is that it seems it was just rumored that Miss Delta was going to get the office. The good news is that Idiot Boss is looking to hire a new person who will then get the office. This means that the people who have been here for a while still won't get the office and there'll still be bad feelings and hopefully some shouting matches. In other words, stay tuned for future developments.tag: idiot boss, career, work, office politics

Mistress Of Mine
O Mistress mine, where are you roaming? O, stay and hear; your true love's coming, That can sing both high and low: Trip no further, pretty sweeting; Journeys end in lovers meeting, Every wise man's son doth know. What is love? 'Tis not hereafter; Present mirth hath present laughter; What's to come is still unsure: In delay there lies not plenty; Then, come kiss me, sweet and twenty, Youth's a stuff will not endure.

The End Of Christianity
(Originally Posted on May 11, 2006)Okay. There's been a lot of talk about trying to force the xtian church to its knees. Mostly this involves unspecified actions where we band together and do... something, again, never really specified. It appears to always be done in anger with a lot of flash and stuff.That is precisely the absolutely WRONG way to do it.The xtian church has been around for a couple of thousand years. They have infiltrated virtually every single facet of life in the world. Even where xtianity is not the norm, there are hidden groups of them running around. Kind of like roaches, once you think about it...Anyway, there are two things that can be done to reduce the power of the xtian church:1) One type of weedkiller grows parts of the weed quickly, kind of like inflicting a type of cancer. This would also work with the cancers in the xtian church. Go undercover and support generously such assholes like Fred Phelps and other hateful fanatics. Pushing xtianity out

Cuando Amandonos Estamos
Tu amor palpitante me acompaña en esta noche, la textura de tu dulce piel me envuelve con la madrugada, en tu deseo, tu sutileza y tu exquisita manera de amar. El sabor de tu cuerpo y tu voz apasionada seguida por un beso inolvidable. Mi boca pronuncia tu nombre y te dice Te amo, mientras tus labios juegan con mis labios calmando la sed de mi cuerpo y el fuego que baja por mi espalda. En mi cuerpo habitas tu y despiertas para darme de tu amor mientras se miran nuestros ojos tus manos exploran mis senos y te repito un te amo, te amo vives en cada gota de mi sangre y sobre mi piel que tiembla con tus caricias. Como me gusta estar entre tus brazos, cerrar mis ojos dejar que me ames sin que nada ni nadie perturbe ese encuentro donde se escucha el gemir del placer y desnuda siento el roce de tus piernas y deslizo mis labios sobre tu pecho, acariciando con mis manos cada rincón de tu cuerpo, hasta embriagarte con mi perfume. Y aumente más el deseo entre t

Another Dancing Crime!!
Girl bites Hamburger A German girl who could not get rid of a persistent admirer in a Hamburg disco unzipped his flies, pulled out his penis - and almost bit it in half. Emergency services found the man clutching his blood-stained member in the middle of the dance floor. Natascha Mueller, 23, told police: "I just wanted to dance and he kept coming alongside me and would not go away." Her victim, Andreas Baum, 39, said: "She beckoned me over and told me 'I know what you need'. "Then she unzipped my trousers and I thought it was Xmas, and then she bit me. The pain was incredible. She almost bit it off." The young woman, who was arrested, was six times over the legal limit for driving when breath tested.

Rock On Dude. . . .
Couple fights to name baby 'Metallica' Metallica may be a cool name for a heavy metal band, but a Swedish couple is struggling to convince officials it is also suitable for a baby girl. Michael and Karolina Tomaro are locked in a court battle with Swedish authorities, which rejected their application to name their six-month-old child after the legendary rock band. "It suits her," Karolina Tomaro, 27, said Tuesday of the name. "She's decisive and she knows what she wants." Although little Metallica has already been baptized, the Swedish National Tax Board refused to register the name, saying it was associated with both the rock group and the word "metal." Tomaro said the official handling the case also called the name "ugly." The couple was backed by the County Administrative Court in Goteborg, which ruled on March 13 that there was no reason to block the name. It also noted that there already is a woman in Sweden with Metallica as a middle name.

So, Who Here Likes "v For Vendetta"?
The movie V For Vendetta shows a dystopia where the government is taking too much power from the people it supposedly works for.A group feels the same way about the United States government. They made their own march on Washington: You can read about it here.tag: V For Vendetta, government, politics, activism -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

And It Has Begun...
The storm of neverending gift giving.. First is Janelle (But honestly, who cares) Then it's Dean. Then it's Tierre. Then it's Jacob. Then it's Mother's Day. Then it's Amy Then it's Father's Day Then it's JJ Then it's Lis' Mom Then it's Sibi Then it's Mami Then it's Mandy Then it's Lis Then it's DJ Then it's Papi & Jamie Then it's Christmas

Woodland Critter Christmas
(Originally Posted on May 25, 2006)I'm not 100% sure why, but this morning I got to thinking about the Woodland Critter Christmas episode of South Park. (The Wiki entry can be found here.) For some reason, I only saw it once on Comedy Central. I wonder if they'll ever play it again or if I'll have to get it on DVD to watch later.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, tv, television, South Park

My Own Mutual Of Omaha's Wild Kingdom
(Originally Posted on May 30, 2006)(Okay, I went back to the QWERTY keyboard. While I still want to learn to type type, I can't spend the time right now to do it.)So anyway, this morning wen I got up, I found a small possum in the laundry room. Using a box, a pair of jeans, and a wooden spoon, my wife and I managed to get it outside. Unfortunately, I don't know where our camera is, so I couldn't take a picture of it first. tag: animals

Presidents Of The Usa
1. George Washington (1732-1799) 1789-1797 2. John Adams (1735-1826) 1797-1801 3. Thomas Jefferson (1743-1826) 1801-1809 4. James Madison (1751-1836) 1809-1817 5. James Monroe (1758-1831) 1817-1825 6. John Quincy Adams (1767-1848) 1825-1829 7. Andrew Jackson (1767-1845) 1829-1837 8. Martin van Buren (1782-1862) 1837-1841 9. William H. Harrison (1773-1841) 1841 10. John Tyler (1790-1862) 1841-1845 11. James K. Polk (1795-1849) 1845-1849 12. Zachary Taylor (1784-1850) 1849-1850 13. Millard Fillmore (1800-1874) 1850-1853 14. Franklin Pierce (1804-1869) 1853-1857 15. James Buchanan (1791-1868) 1857-1861 16. Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) 1861-1865 17. Andrew Johnson (1808-1875) 1865-1869 18. Ulysses S. Grant (1822-1885) 1869-1877 19. Rutherford Hayes (1822-1893) 1877-1881 20. James Garfield (1831-1881) 1881 21. Chester Arthur (1829-1886) 1881-1885 22. Grover Cleveland (1837-1908) 1885-1889 23. Benjamin Harrison (1833-1901) 1889-

Hello All
I was online lastnight and lucky me an old friend of mine popped up on yahoo. I'm sure some of you know him and adore him the same as me. He's handsome, sweet, funny, easy to talk to, and on and on. He told me about this site and BAM *lol*, here I am. I hope to make many new friends and have fun while I'm here. From time to time I will leave thoughts here and I know I will be visiting this site daily.

Greek Archaeologists Unearth Rich Tomb
ATHENS, Greece - Archaeologists on a Greek island have discovered a large Roman-era tomb containing gold jewelry, pottery and bronze offerings, officials said Wednesday. The building, near the village of Fiscardo on Kefalonia, contained five burials including a large vaulted grave and a stone coffin, a Culture Ministry announcement said. The complex, measuring 26 by 20 feet, had been missed by grave-robbers, the announcement said. Archaeologists found gold earrings and rings, gold leaves that may have been attached to ceremonial clothing, as well as glass and clay pots, bronze artifacts decorated with masks, a bronze lock and copper coins. The vaulted grave, a house-shaped structure, had a small stone door that still works perfectly — turning on stone pivots. On a nearby plot, archaeologists also located traces of what may have been a small theater with four rows of stone seats, the ministry said. Previous excavations in the area have uncovered remains of houses, a b

Without You I Am Everything
Without You I am Everything These tears I cry, have stopped for now Not another will I shed. You tore me down to depths unknown My loving heart is dead. You abused the love I had for you For granted it was taken. You had my heart, my soul, my love You left me here forsakened. Deeper and deer I plunged into darkness Though Death, he turned away. Forced to live this life I was given, continue another day. I will live this time, for myself, you see Again my heart will sing. Because even alone I am better off Without you, I am everything.

Nudist Camp News
(Originally Posted on June 19, 2006)As my wife has said, we went to a nudist camp this past weekend.I was a bit worried at first, especially thinking that I'd be... well, lets say excited... when I got there. However, that wasn't really a problem.It was more like a family get-together. I talked to more supportive people there than I have at a "real" beach in the past three (or more) years. Everybody opened up (no pun intended) there.What we did: When we got there, we went through the registration/orientation process. Afterwards, I stripped at the car and went to take a shower to be able to go to the pool. I used sunblock on myself and my wife. We swam a bit, played some water volleyball, etc. After eating lunch (sandwiches we brought), I went on the mile long nature hike while she stayed in the water. There were huge bugs interested in my... equipment... probably due to the sunblock. (They made me nervous, I must admit.) I went back to the pool afterwards. Also, the moth

Little Kitties!
(Originally Posted on June 26, 2006)One of our pregnant cats gave birth last week. It happened to be right in my underwear drawer, so all my undies (boxer briefs for the curious) were a bloody mess.I took a picture of the three kittens, but the camera I have is a piece of crap. But here it is anyway:tag: pets, animals, kittens

Manifest
"You see I loved hard once, but the love wasn't returned I found out the man I'd die for, he wasn't even concerned And time it turned, He tried to burn me like a perm Though my eyes saw the deception, My heart wouldn't let me learn From um, some, dumb woman, was I, And everytime he'd lie, he would cry and inside I'd die. My heart must have died a thousand deaths Compared myself to Toni Braxton thought I'd never catch my breath Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest I tried to call the cops, that type of thief you can't arrest Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest Diamonds deserve diamonds, but he convinced me I was worth less when my peoples would protest, I told them mind their business, cause my shit was complex More than just the sex I was blessed, but couldn't feel it like when I was caressed I'd spend nights clutching my breasts overwhelmed by God's test I was God's best contemplating death with a Gillette But no man is e

It Takes A Minute
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Conspiracy Theorists
(Originally Posted on July 28, 2006)There is an argument that the World Trade Centers wouldn't have fallen in the manner they would have just with the airplane fuel and such. The interesting thing is that on This Date In History in 1945, the Empire State Building had a plane crash into it and cause massive damage, but the building did not fall. It could be the type of fuel used, it could be the building itself, it could be anything that would explain it.Or it could be that the conspiracy theorists are right...tag: history, conspiracy, 9/11, terrorists

Found An Interesting Image...
(Originally Posted on July 28, 2006)It's from here:(And in case you're wondering, I do believe that Iraq had WMD, but got them hidden before we got there. It's funny anyway though...)tag: image, humor, funny, comic, war, Iraq, Bush

Getting A New Chance
Hey, Its starting to get better. I knew it would. I got my certificate of eligiblity for school so i will be starting soon. yeah. Its nice to have someone believe in you. and my superman does. he alays said that i could do it. and here i am about to start college again. its nice. anyway thank to all who stopped by and showed some support on my last blogs. thanks. hope to talk to you all again sometime. later

To Love Somebody !
Cant ever get anything right, that is why we argue all the time. Am I the one that is wrong, are you going to forgive me? Maybe you shouldn`t, just let me leave in silence. I never did like to argue too much. That is all we do these days. We tried to be together, should we just part our ways. I know I love you, but do you feel the same way. Tell you how I feel all the time. With your feelings it is hard to tell. Actions are better than words, but men like to hear it sometimes too. Should I just get up and leave. Just don`t want to see you cry. We both know this is just not going to work. Goodbye is what I finally say, as tears roll down my own face. Every once in a while you have to, love someone enough to let them go. Even though you love them, you know it is better this way!!

Easter
Hey cherry friends!just sitting here sending mail back and forth to someone,Tomorrow is Easter and I hope everyone has a great day!Stay safe and don't eat too many eggs,or too much of anything else you might cum across,lol,catch ya later!

Grindhouse Is A-ok With Me!!!
After sitting through three hours of car crashes, car chases, explosions, blood, guts, gore, slime, knife fights, sex scenes, fake trailers and more action than I’ve seen all year, I can pretty much say that it lived up to the hype. Go see grindhouse.

Woman's Prayer
WOMAN'S PRAYER: Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Frustration
Why does everybody keep telling me to get a hold of an attorney? I've already thought about it. But right now I have to wait until workers comp does their investagation before I can do anything. I don't even know fully how my hand will be functioning. I know everybody is trying to help, but right now my hands are tied. So please, stop. The word lawyer is not even in the top 100 thoughts I have right now.

Catholic Mass, I'll Pass Dad
So my dad is catholic and my mother was raised Wiccian, though she hasn't practiced four years. My dad hasn't been to chirch in like 20 years, all of a sudden he wants to get involved in the church again. I just spent the last 4 hours dicussing religion and my beliefs with him and I'm irritated and pissed off. I'm stuck here for the weekend and that sucks also. I could be having so much more fun ANYWHERE else. Now to my Favorite two people of Cherry tap....I can't wait until I can finally come/ cum over and be your little sub!!! Until then, Love you guys!! Jenn

4am
I walked around my good intentions and found that there were none I blame my father for the wasted years we hardly talked I never thought I would forget this hate then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along just like sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong I walked around my room not thinking just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much like somebody else I never thought I would just bend this way then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong

You See, It's Up To You!
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal. One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room. One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One heart can know what's true. One life can make the difference, You see, IT'S UP TO YOU!

"is This What Life Is All About?"
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"

Beautiful
He is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about him is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world His soul is the essence of the sky and earth, His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode His smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at him and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within him. He is beauty as I defined it, He is perfect, his imperfections make him so. He is my best friend, and I love him, I love him although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold his beauty within me, For he is everything in this world

The Colors Of Friendship!
The colors of friendship! Pink is for giving so generously and for always being there for me. Yellow is for memories of laughter and tears that shine undimmed throughout the years. >Purple is for sharing the deepest parts of the cherished dreams within our hearts. Green is for helping me to grow in more ways than you know. Blue is for loyalty, tried and true, knowing that I can count on you. I thank God for the gifts our friendship holds, Most of all for your heart of gold!

Colorful Passion
Your Passion is Orange Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act! What Color Is Your Passion?

You Know You Are In Ems When....
1. You have the bladder capacity of five people. 2. You have ever restrained someone and it wasn't a sexual experience. 3. You believe that 50% of people of a waste of good air. 4. Your idea of a good time is a shooting or a car crash/rollover. 5. You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac and birth control pills. 6. You believe the government should require a permit to reproduce. 7. You refer to your favorite restaurant by the intersection it's located at. 8. You have ever wanted to hold a seminar entitled: "Suicide....getting it right the first time. 9. You think caffeine should be available in IV form. 10. People flag you down on the street for directions to the strangest places....and you know where they are located. 11. You can discuss where you are going to eat with your partner while standing over a dead body. 12. You walk into social situations and people think it's high comedy to seize their buddy and shout, "They've come to get you

Another Survey
Just Another survey! 01. YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND NEED TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET? gatorade and churritos 02. IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? dolphin 03. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD? mmmm I'll get back to this one 04. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU'RE AT AN IHOP? waffles with strawberries 05. LAST BOOK YOU READ? a book of poems 06. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? yes 07. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR. red panties 08. DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED. 3 weeks ago my best friend hit me on my boobie, awww that hurt got a bruise 09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL? :) 10. ROCK CONCERT, OR SYMPHONY? rock 11. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? my niece awwwww 12. SODA? sunkist (orange) 13. FLAVOR OF PUDDING? vanilla 14. WHAT TYPE OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? black 15. PRESCRIPTION ME

Yes..
dear my baby: there are a million reasons why you aren't ever going to get my nudes.. and you just added another reason to my list. love, me. pssss. I'm shaking so bad, I can barely write... I hate you. Why do guys fall for girls that are so fucking trashy? I'm shaking so bad. I feel like I'm going to vomit.

Isobel Part Ii
He was with the stupid other redhead again. Isobel breathed quietly through her nose, one eye held to the crack in the closet door. It was a walk-in, so she wasn't cramped. The space stretched out behind her, seeming cavernous and empty when all her attention was focused on the scene being enacted on the other side of the door. Did Daddy suspect? Did he think she wouldn't have the nerve to do it after yesterday? She smiled grimly. If he thought what happened yesterday would be a deterrent, then Daddy didn't know his little girl at all. Isobel had huddled in her room, as father commanded, throat deliciously raw while she'd relived those few short minutes over and over again. She wanted to do it once more. She wanted the taste and the feel of her father's cock in her mouth. No, who was she kidding? Not just once more. No way. She wanted to do it repeatedly, frequently. She'd realized last night, for the first time, why she'd never let any of the boys she dated touch her or make ou

Hottie Contest.. Rates Only
WANT TO ENTER A CONTEST WHERE YOU DONT HAVE TO BOTHER YOUR FRIENDS TO SUBMIT UMPTEEM COMMENTS FOR DAYS ON END.. JUST A SIMPLE RATE COULD WIN YOU FIRST PRIZE.. THIS IS A RATES!!! ONLY CONTEST.. YOU CAN LEAVE A COMMENT TO THE CONTESTANTS IN THE CONTEST BUT THE WINNER WILL BE JUDGED BY THE RATES.. CONTEST STARTS WED. APRIL 11, 2007.. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER SEND A PM WITH YOUR LINK OF YOUR HOT PIC OF YOURSELF .. OPEN TO BOTH LADIES AND GUYS.. THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM APRIL 11-16TH.. CONTEST OPEN TO ALL LEVEL OF CHERRIES.. WINNING PRIZE: PORSCHE & A HOTTIE TAG TO PLACE ON YOUR PROFILE.. Heavnessence(FAN ME.. I FAN BACK..RATE ME.. ILL RATE YOU BACK)@ CherryTAP

I Write Tonight Because Of You
the warrior in my heart has let his guard down. he's breathing the fire you've been fueling for so long. he's asking me to stop before he burns. why, oh my sweet child, are you dying to know this boy? a boy who isn't willing to wait for your heart? it's been burning ever since, and now the fuel's been added. speak, oh genius one, and tell me why you're heart needs sheltering. any answer i give will not suffice my beloved warrior, so i simply let him know. why, oh my sweet warrior, have you not protected me against the fire? i've given you my shield, and you've taken it with much delight. yet now he's proven rancid, and my heart is breaking; burning; dying. speak, oh solid one, why must we fall for those of us who won't return the favor? my warrior bowed his head and frowned. looking into my eyes, he spoke and cried. my sweet, sweet child. he's lost in your world. there's nothing in you preventing him from stealing what you so shameless want. i cannot sh

Who Is Guilty?
by Dr. William Pierce Observing the responses to last week's attacks on the Pentagon and the World Trade Center has been interesting, to say the least. It has been 11 days now, and nearly every spokesman for the controlled media and for the government has been avoiding the obvious question: "Why was the United States attacked?" Nearly all of them are afraid of that question; they are pretending that there is no answer to that question, that there was no reason for the attack, that it was an unprovoked attack -- because the answer to the question, "Why was America attacked?" also is obvious. We were attacked because we have been letting ourselves be used to do all of Israel's dirty work in the Middle East. We were attacked because we have supported -- militarily or diplomatically or financially -- every bit of aggression and every atrocity Israel has committed against its neighbors for the past half-century. Everyone in the world with even half a brain understands that, even if ta

Ate Alone
I cooked I ate alone though.. my boyfriend went and played basketball.. I am sick.. and home alone..lol what fun... I get laid off thursday.. I work tomorrow... If I didnt need the money.. I would tell them to fuck off....

Friendship
Friendship is a Priceless Gift That cannot be bought or sold, But its value is far greater than A mountain made of gold. For gold is cold and lifeless, It can neither see nor hear. And in our times of trouble It is powerless to cheer. It has no ears to listen, Nor heart to understand. It cannot bring you comfort, Or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a gift, Be thankful if He sends Not Diamonds, Pearls or Riches, But The Love Of Real True Friends!

A Friend Is
A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, And one of the best things you can be. A friend is a living treasure, And if you have one, you have one of The most valuable gifts in life. A friend is the one who will always be beside you, Through all the laughter, And through each and every tear. A friend is the one thing you can always rely on; The someone you can always open up to; The one wonderful person who always believes In you in a way that no one else seems to. A friend is a sanctuary. A friend is a smile. A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, No matter where you are, No matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there And will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart. A friend is the one door that is always open. A friend is the one to whom you can give your key. A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, And one of the best things you can be.

Recipe For A Perfect Marriage!
RED SKELTON'S RECIPE FOR THE PERFECT MARRIAGE 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas . 3. I take my wife everywhere..... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" .. So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great for two days. Then the mud fell off. 9. She ran after the garbage truc

Can You Read?
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

Two Nuns...
There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) , And the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL) . It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to attack us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Siste

In Life
" In life, don't expect anything from anyone. Because expectation, when not fulfilled, gives you pain. When you get something without expecting it, it gives you pleasure. Keep doing your part and leave the rest to God."

Sex Appeal?
You Are 63% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Hand Update # Vicoden Kicking In :d
This morning the stitches came out. The wonds are healing nicely, although some of them are still open. Left hand will be wrapped for 2 days, as there was some bleeding as well. I also found out that the reason part of my finger is numb is because some of the nerve endings are damaged. Its possible they will heal over time. Next check up in two weeks, pins come out in 4 weeks.

I Just Want You
I Just Want You What we share is stronger than any storm yet i didn't take you seriously, Distance played with my head, and I let my weakness take over me.. I see now what Ive done wrong, but I'm scared thats too late... Forgiveness is what I seek, Ive realized now that Ive found my soul mate, It took a mistake for me to notice, I'm sorry for the pain. I'm guilty for loving you, without you there'd be so much rain. Trust me one more time; let me prove to you that I'm ready to settle. I just want you nobody else, I want to share my love with you forever. Everything you say to do, believe that thats what I'm going to follow. I going to be a slave for your love, because without you my whole life is filled with sorrow. Lets start over fresh, lets forget about the mistakes in our past. Lets use that as guidance, learn from it to make us last. Because of you I'm going to change me, Ill change my whole existence. Take a ride with me in this roller coaster called li

This Is What I Believe....
Not sure where I got this from, but just felt like posting it. This sums it all up. . I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you c

Recycling - Good Or Bad?
(Originally Posted on September 8, 2006)I just got done watching Penn & Teller's Bullshit episode on recycling. Basically they say that most recycling (except for aluminum) is basically a waste of time, energy, and manpower: And if that's too much to handle, here's a video of girls kissing: tag: videos, Penn & Teller, Bullshit, recycling, environment-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Musings
First of all, I thank you my friend OffiSir for finding me an outlet for the complexity of thoughts I endure. Choices and consequences. It seems that choices made satisfy missing elements, and then create new challenges. Would be bliss to choose to quench one desire without creating another dilemma. The never have enough when the plate is overflowing state of existence is perplexing. More, more, more, yet never filling addictive thrill rush release only to be followed by deep abyss emptiness. How to halt the neverending process and not feel devoid is the challenge.

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition
Ok guys i know i've not done it in a while... I've been soooo busy at work so i'm sorry here's a treat for ya its Bullet for my Valentine with All These Things I hate(Revolve Around Me) :D ENJOY Once more I say goodbye, to you Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah... Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap Once more you tell those lies, to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say these things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? Oh yeah... Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe pla

There You Go
Please don't come around talkin bout that you love me Cuz that love shit just ain't for me And I dont wanna hear that you adore me And I know that all you're doin is runnin your mind games Don't you know my game beats these games So your best bet is to be straight with me So you say you wanna talk, let's talk If you won't talk, I'll walk, yeah it's like that Got a new man, he's waiting out back Now what, what you think about that Now when I say I'm through, I'm through Basically, I'm through with you Whatcha wanna say, had to have it your way, had to play games Now you're beggin me to stay..There you go, lookin pitiful Just because I let you go There you go, talkin bout you want me back But sometimes it be's like that, so There you go, talkin bout you miss me so, that you love me so, why I let ya go There you go cause your lies got old, look at you There you go Please don't come around talkin bout how you changed How you said good-bye to what's-her-name All it sounds like to me is new

Welcome Missy
I would like to introduce you all to my new kitten. Her name for the moment is Missy, but it's open to change apparently... She is 8 weeks old today. She was born on Thursday 15th February 2007, and is adorable!

I Hate War
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? no, i don't think so. 2. What color shirt are you wearing? tanish. 3. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? i do everyday. 4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your top friends? no. lmao. 5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? all except kat von d. lmao. 6. How many kids do you want to have? uh, preferably none. 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes. my mom is my love. 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? gertrude. what, it's classic. 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? i have. >_> 10. What did you do for your last birthday? i uh. had a surprise party! 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? can't take it by all-american rejects 12. What time did you wake up today? 6:54 13. What were you doing two nights ago? sittin' at home with my mom and sis

The Costume Closet
So, I followed her back behind the stage in the auditorium to a small room. This was the costume room where all the old costumes and props were stored. In here I don't think a soul would've been able to hear us. We started kissing and fondling each other. Soon our shirts were unbuttoned and our breasts were barely covered by our bras. While we were kissing and feeling each other up, Mr. Davis must have crept in quietly and shut the door. I started rubbing on her pussy when I heard an unfamiliar sound. I looked up and around. I saw no one. I kept playing with her pussy. Then I heard her moan out loudly. She was cumming with the thunder. She had me sit on a big wooden box. She lifted my skirt and pulled out a life size, jelly dildo. She turned on and fucked my pussy with it. She thrust it into my wet hot pussy over and over again. Some times she'd do it real slow and teasingly. Other times, when she wanted to hear me cum, she do it to me real hard and fast! Then out of t

The House Poem
The House Poem My home! How I do love you and, loving so, in knowledge seek to name and place each room. My kitchen is the east, the heart, first of every morning cold, and first to be warm, to give true nourishment and repair all harm. The south is my treasure-trove, my mind, the room of greatest changing shape where everything is stored from which I make all hidden things my own. The west room—the living warmth that holds the companionable society of my youth and age, that has sheltered friends and given host to multitudes. This room the west, is the spirit of the place. Now to the north. Do you fear it cold? Do not—for this room knows the stars and all their meanings, is thoughtful before sun first marks day upon the door. This is the desk that cupboards the histories, and here the bed that proves the promise holds. Here is the secret place we begin our lives in grace, and here in loving embrace we shall end, and truly, in all good time, begin aga

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did you ever have that feeling that it's to good to be true. for some reason i have that feeling now. i mean i the happiest i can be. but then there are moments that i feel i may be just gettin lyed too. or it was just the fact that i have been treated like shyt in the past. i dunno. but it really fuckin bothers me that i don't know. god my mid gets the best of me. but i seriously have this gut feeling that i am goin to get ran over like a frieght train. if that happens. i am so done with people & lettin them in close. sorry just had a little thing on my mind just felt that i had to get off.

I Can See All
I can see all that I Hope to be, in your eyes The whole world opens up Like the sea, in your eyes Giant waterfalls cascade Like fifty foot waves Where a sparkling river Flows free, in your eyes I see flowers as they Start to bloom, in your eyes The stars and the moon Are consumed, in your eyes As I lean toward your lips For your heavenly kiss I can see it will be Just us two, in your eyes.

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

I Just Won! Yeah!
(Originally posted on October 10, 2006)I use Blingo for my searches. It's a search that uses Google search, but Blingo also gives prizes. I finally won a prize! If you'd like to join, click this button:tag: blingo, search, prize, google-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Herr Bush, Don't Spy On Me
(Originally posted on October 19, 2006)Here's a link to a petition to TRY to get your congresscritters to not allow what is currently illegal spying on you and your fellow citizens. I doubt if it'll have too much chance of passing with all the Re-pube-icans up Bush's ass, but it's worth a shot...tag: politics, republicans, crime, congress, petition-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

The Life Of The Flower
Down within the music of divinity We found the sound underground Below the town we hear her rounds And pass her around to those who are down Words become waters As they absorb each other Into lovers that spring into order Hold your breath, as this wave’s undertow holds you Washing away the borders Between your world and my world As pools wash into rivers That wash into oceans That wash into masses Awash in emotion As spirit washes into matter That washes into you while you’re taking a shower Feeling renewed and in power This food carries you through hour after hour devoured Into the life of a flower As time waves goodbye to the now that is mine to allow her Drowning within the music of divinity We found the sound underground Below the town we hear her rounds And pass her around to those who are down

Bleeding Hearts
bleeding hearts, smiling faces, but no one knows the pain they face. A twitch of the nose, a flick of the ear, Whatever may come, Rest right here. Freeze to death, a way to die, depression hurts all the time. Antidepressants only surpress, what really happens in that big empty head. love is cruel, and so is hate, but hell no one can replace, the time that was spent, and the time that was saved, the time we shared every day.

Other Women's Opinion...
I have other sites...and some women have come on and left their opinion of how some women conduct themselves..when they do pictures for their sites...How u have a brain and therefor u do not need to show any skin of any kind..mmm men work off of visuals ..and if your dressed even a little provacitive how can it hurt...I think women who complain have nothing to offer or are prudes. Or maybe just plane jealous..mmmmmm men can go around with no shirt on..and just a pair of shorts...nice..we have to more covered than not...so I don't see how it makes us brainless by showing some skin..I'm sorry i have them...and I will show some of them in my pics...you don't like? Don't look!! :)

The Code
After numerous rounds of "We don't even know if Osama is still alive," Osama himself decided to send George Bush a letter in his own handwriting to let him know he was still in the game. President Bush opened the letter and it appeared to contain a single line of coded message: 370H-SSV-0773H. Bush was baffled, so he e-mailed it to Condoleezza Rice. Condi and her aides had not a clue either, so they sent it to the FBI. No one could solve it at the FBI so it sent to the CIA, then to NASA. Eventually they asked Britain 's MI-6 for help. Within a minute MI-6 cabled the White House with >this reply: "Tell the President he's holding the message upside down."

What Your Name Means
You entered: evis marie (lucas) buchanan There are 22 letters in your name. Those 22 letters total to 86 There are 10 vowels and 12 consonants in your name. Your number is: 5 The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom. The expression or destiny for #5: The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker. If there is too

Question
Ready? GO!!! First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK? Second Question: I f you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? I think you could be in first position You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT use paper

Charm School
That is my new favorite show. I watched the premiere last night and laughed thru the whole thing. I think these girls are funnier when they're trying to do teamwork as opposed to just fucking each other up.