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PunkStarChik's blog: "Book Of Shadows"

created on 09/14/2006  |  http://fubar.com/book-of-shadows/b871

need java and rants

Blah, I gotta get myself some java before I head to work so I have some on my first break at work...I have enough java for my breakfast tomorrow. I knew i should of grabbed some coffee after work but I was hungry so I got Taco Bell..Yes...evil evil...They're very ok....no exactly the easiest meal to eat while driving though.

Just one more day of work for the work weekend...Yay! There's this one girl...she went to weigh herself after lunch or break, I forget and she's like.... I'm so fat...I'm getting fatter...I used to be 85 lbs and I'm at 89.....What the fuck?!!??!

She's this really fucking tiny chick..and she thinks that fat?!? I should just sit on her and tell her what's fat. She was telling me that she's all into purses and coats....she carries around a 100+ dollar Coach purse..loves to shop there and has to shop at those uppitty stores. She has 6 credit cards and working to pay them off...she's 20. Wow..yeah...crazy...I'm so glad I'm not a girly chick like that.

So on Friday, I got a real nice check from working some extra days at work and over time...and I got my bonus check....I spoiled myself here on fubar....HH's On wednesday!! I only bought one of them though...the first HH I got help from people and I paid the rest of the credits for that.

Next...is to get a new tattoo. I so can't wait!! Other spoils will be to work on my car...maybe get it traded in or something..... coffee of course...more coffee.... then maybe a few small things and the rest will go into my savings to help me move out more.

So rich and I still don't talk to each other much, which is fine...yet before he got irked that I never asked how his days were, how he's been doing....and he never asks me..it's so childish in a way....I just want the hell out of here...The more I think about how him and I were...just pisses and upsets me...makes me feel that it was just all FAKE..well some of it was because he even told me he didn't enjoy the stuff we did together....for years may I add... Who the fuck is he???

Seriously...Either I've been so fucking blind or he's changed....I asked my friend Kari, did he change?? She said she noticed him changing..that he's been so different..maybe we both changed but he is not the same person that I knew 10 years ago and that I fell for... I just want to hit myself for dealing with this shit for so long.

I'm just happy I'm moving on with my life...even if it's going slowly

 

 

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