Fubar Blog Posts 2

Ex-girlfriends, Why
why do ex-girlfriends feel that they need to call basically just to tell you how that have found the all time love of their life and they are getting married, and this and that and it is all super duper great? And then they just give you that feeling that they did it just to rub it in your face and bum you out, and then they let you go, sucks, hate em for it!!

Ex Girlfriends
You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer chance) and saw she was married with kids and was really happy. When we broke up is was fairly nasty, and a good part was inexperience and youth that played in it. There was no cheating on anyones side, but her dating me was a lot tougher for her because it was soo much more of a physical relationship and we saw each other every single day. The thing is we both were in love with each other. I woulda moved the earth and moon for her.... and seeing her profile and listening to that music... it was hard rel hard. i had to click off her page pretty fast..i dunno it felt like i still had some love still for her? I dont know do u ever really stop loving someone, or do u jsut bury it so it doesnt hurt, right now im jsut really stressed in my life and i certainly didnt need ot have this emotion pop out

Ex-girlfriend - With All My Heart
Here all alone just looking at the four wallsHoping You will decide to give me a call I will be waiting Knowing I told you I had things to do So foolish Didn't want to know how much I want you And baby Bridge: I'm so used to getting hurt My heart is always on alert But the truth really is... I love you Chorus: Come to me oh can't you see I'm only lonely I know that I loved you right from the very start With all my heart More than I realize boy I need to See you Once you're mine I'll never let us drift apart With all my heart With all my heart With all my heart Take you to my house, introduce you to my bedroom And show you Yes I'm kinda shy but I know what to do Until you let me Hoping that you'll see right through me And tell you 'Cause in your arms is where I should be Bridge (repeat) Chorus (repeat) I just know you're my one and only I hope you know this Waiting for you is what I'll do That's because I love you baby Baby baby baby

An Ex Girlfriend
i am tired of being hurt by her.i think i will take all the advice i have been given and just forget her.so now i am completely single and looking for someone special who will treat me as good as i treat them.

Ex Girlfreinds
Like to know why ex girlfreinds think they still have some type of controll over you?They are the ones that call it off and say they dont love you anymore lets just be freinds.Then they get all pissy just because you look up a old freind and say hi.this really gets to me.

Exgirlfriends
so tonight at work.. i am standing in the vip room and in walks jenny.. my exgirlfriend... first thing she does is say omg mel! kiss me! i was like... doood... cameras.. work... (thinking chick i havent seen you much in the past couple of years... wierddd) anyway.. her ride decided to leave her.. so i brought her home... whole time she is like.. i missed you.. you look amazing... get to her house.. she grabs me and kisses me.. i was like.. ummm.. she then starts asking me to stay there and stuff... Ya know.. I would have stayed.. except.. i relized that she is all pilled out.. and i was PISSED.... shes a great chick.. but ffs.. i am not into the pills like that.. once in a while.. cool.. but she has been taking shit so much that she is FUCKED up... not attractive.. so.. rather than fingerbanging my ex... i am at home... smoking a bowl... yay

Exhaustion Is...
going to a p diddy album release party (Press Play) and getting stepped on, spilled on, kicked into, fallen on, knocked over, smushed into... oh, and having to run for one of the security boys cause some drunk ass started peeing in the hallway between the main floor and the smoking lounge... EEW! yeah. i never thought i'd see the day where i looked over the railing and thought.. "Gee, the main floor looks safer than VIP!" but that is exactly what went through my head on tuesday night! yikes. and i'm pretty sure that's where i caught my icky head cold. which isn't stopping me from going out this weekend. cause "i'm a rocker. i rock out." hahaha. i love that shirt. NeWays. that's my update on why i'm cranky and exhausted when you people call me. now, i'm going to change into another lil black dress and get ready to go out. AGAIN. hahaha...

Exhausted...
Had to wake up at 4 this morning... We had to be on Fort Hood by 6 to get ready for the short bus ride to the field... Once at the field I was a little in awwe at the Secruity check points and seeing, for the first time in my life, Secret Service members. We were standing in front of the stage waiting and waiting when finally at about 8:15 the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders ran out to many cat whistles, hoots and hollers :o) Hey I was standing among LITERALLY "HUNDREDS UPON HUNDREDS" of American Soldiers, who wouldn't expect all of the noise?? It's alright though cause there I stood poking my husband saying "take pics, lots of pics of the girls for Eric" (my 8 yr old son)... HAHA, of course he DIDN'T complain!! The cheerleaders were onstage for about 45 minutes. By the time they were finished I had been standing on my feet in the heat for about 3 hours surrounded by a bunch of sweaty men :o) Do you think I complained,lol, nooooooooo of course not :o)... Anyway it wasn't u

Exhausted
im completely exhausted at the moment so i don't know why i'm still up. i had work intel 1130 tho ofcourse didn't get out until 1150 cuz i took out garbage and such. the guy after me dustin praised how well i did with getting stuff done on my shift and said he'd write the manager a note. guess i do more than anyone else which is always a good thing. he's friends with my cousin too i guess which is kinda cool. i hope i get a pretty good raise in 3 months lol. ive been working my butt off since i started work. i want my own place badly but probably have to wait until winter is over which kinda sucks. im tired of being woken up to kids fighting at 6 am before school. i wont see derek at all this week really cuz ill be working whenever he's home or he'll be asleep. it's nice having some time to myself n such. i donno i really can't thin my breain is fried. i'm only on trying to get money so i can get a life eventually. i need something worth while i need something.. someone.. i know wh

Exhausted...
I'm EXHAUSTED and starting Friday things just aren't going to slow down... My upcoming week... Thursday (Tomorrow): Dentist Appt. Ouch, another 9 shots in my mouth no doubt! Friday: Halloween Carnival on Post (in the evening) Saturday: Get up at 4:45 am drive to Fredricksburg for Eric's football game. Drive the 2 1/2 hour drive home again... That night take dogs to friends house, come home, go DIRECTLY to bed... Sunday: Get up 4am leave for San Antonio for Haley's cheerleading competition. Take kids to see the Alamo and River Walk if there's still enough daylight... Drive the 3+ hours back home, pick up dogs from friends come home go DIRECTLY to bed... Monday: Drew's birthday, get up 6 am, kids up 6:30am, drive to bus stop 7:10am. Once kids are safely on bus come home, shower and leave for the PX. At PX wait... 1200 meet Gretchen Wilson :o) ya know REDNECK WOMAN :o). Come home, make sure house is REALLY CLEAN... Cook very nice dinner for Dr

"exhale"
From Soul to Soul and Heart to Heart Few are the seconds that our minds are apart. Your face still lingers long after your gaze, Your haunting eyes set my heart all ablaze. When the sea of man's desire is amidst a great storm, Your gentle embrace brings a peace that is warm. three weeks have now passed since your voice I first hear. Many more will sure come as we grow ever near. What a journey it's been my sweet other half, And by the look of the stars there's much more to last. As I've oft' said love's to small a sound To explain this wild enchantment the two of us found.

Exhausted
I've been really tired all day. I was falling asleep in my first class and then somehow made it through the next 2. I took a nap when I got home before work, which only made matters worse, and was tired all night at work and we were busy. All I want to do is sleep, but I have two tests to study for. They are back to back which sucks. Plus I have a small assignment due too. Well I think I am going to go get a shower first, hopefully that will wake me up a little bit.

Exhausted
my computer is somehow screwed up again, so im gonna try and fix it when i get home. i have been having sleeping issues and pretty much havent slept in two days. yesturday i slept from midnight to 4 am then laid in bed till 8 then after that i kept waking every 30 min so didnt really sleep. then i worked untill 1030. and stayed up all night last night. i laid down for a while but knew i wouldnt fall asleep. ive spent the last two nights watching the harry potter movies which disturbingly made me ball my eyes out because it hit a nerve. im so tired of not being anything, i always wanted to be something special, ive always wanted something more then this. i mean can this be all there is to life? just work and sleep nothing that makes me feel. i know i have strength i know that i was born with the ability to accomplish great things but i just never have a strong enough reason that stays with me. i never have the situation. its like being a knight doomed to live in a perfect world with

Exhausted
Just sucks having to fucking get up at 5 am to go to work on new years....its been like 7 years since i last did anything ever on new years eve. I barely even have time to think for myself anymore just annoying. I work 50 hours a week in 4 days and i just need a break.

Exhausted!!!
I am just exhausted! I have worked 14 hour days for the past 11 days straight. Today I have an important conference call to be on and then another late night meeting tonight to probably be my 12 day in a row of 12 hours or more work days. When I can I jump on here and say hi to those who send me shouts and messages. But, I am sure I don't see all the shouts for they drop off the bottom of the list. Well... I need to get ready to get to work. My ebook is coming along but I have not typed anything into it yet for the past 11 days. I have however been dictating the book into my micro-cassette recorder so I can type it later. And it is getting hot. So far my female characther has had an orgasm in the shower in the morning of the party, her husband has fingered into another one on her way to the hotel, she had another orgasm in the elevator on the way up to their room and I finished off my dictation with her having another orgasm on the private balcony 68 floors up... an

Exhale
dead lands shadow come all and see for yourself. some people cann't even feel it untill the reaper takes what little soul is left. so with the exhale of the last of your being, shaking nerveless,motionless,thankless,souless........

Exhausted
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i'm on my second job. It's not stop with getting dinner together, picking up around the house, taking Buddy for a walk. This week I haven't gotten to bed until 11:30 or 12:00 pm. I get up at 5:45 am during the week. Ugh. I can't wait until the weekend. I will sleep in. I need to catch up on some serious sleep. Normally i am in bed by 10:00, but this week has been unusually busy. OK. Enough about my lack of rest. The weather is great this week. The sun is out and it's just beautiful. We have broadband on our computer now and it's so great to be off dialup. When we had dialup, I would get online, try to get on a website and sit and wait, and wait, and wait. Now it just pops up. It's great. I'm on my lunch break and it's almost over. :( oh well. I shouldn't complain. I have a good job that i really like. :) Have a great day everyone.

Exhausted...
What a fuckin week...I have been so busy Im sorry for not talkin as much...just got over the flu and I had to book ass to hurry up and get the casa painted..it looks pretty damn good.....givin a shout out to my special girl :)

.exhaustion.at.its.finest.
im... to tired to type anything of consequence went to the DMV for 900 million hours guess what have to go back tomorrow why? cuz they're retarded assmonsters who keep claiming this insurance company moms has never even HEARD of is claiming she let her insurance lapse. now uhm. moms might be ass when it comes to certain things... but not her car insurance not ever but whatever got the forms to blah blah blah hafta go back crack o dawn n then not again. fuckers Meems got suspended from the bus for the remainder of the year over the most retarded thing ever...im not even grounding her cuz i dun give a rats ass cuz the lady in the office has a great big giant dildo shoved tightly up her ass so anytime anyone does anything they hafta talk to the principal. for instance... some kid played in the water fountain n got his shirt all wet. guess what its the END of the world and it has to be addressed by the principal. listen. ya got the kids running around like idiots

Exhaustion
So here I am at the end of a long week. I came close to breaking my record number of hours in one week at Pepsi of 86.5 during the week before Labor Day of 2000. Labor Day broke a previous record set earlier in the year during the week of July 4th. That week I compiled 82.5 hours. I believe 24 packs of Pepsi were something like $2.89 at Albetsons. It was frickin' insane. Enough about the past, this week came in 3rd with a grand total of 81.5 hours. If I didn't have two easy days this week, and by easy I mean 12 hour days, I would have been well on my way to shattering my mark of 86.5 hours. The beautiful part of working this much is the lack of appreciation for putting in the hours when most guys would just put their required 12 in and go home. My boss feels bad if we are out late. He feels bad? How about an appreciation that someone is willing to do whatever it takes to get the job done. How about an appreciation that no stores call on my route. How about an appreciation that I show u

Exhaustion
I HATE IGNORANT PPL WHO REPEAT THE SAME IGNORANT CYCLES I HATE PPL THAT ABUSE ANIMALS I HATE LARGE TAXES DUE TO POOR GOVERMENT SPENDING HABITS. I HATE PPL THAT GIVE MONEY TO BEGGERS ONLY REINFORCING THEIR FUTURE DEPENDENCE. I HATE A THIEF,FOR HE CAN TAKE IN A SECOND WHAT IVE LABORED YEARS TO AQUIRE. I HATE PPL WHO FIGHT FOR A JUST CAUSE ONLY AFTER PERSONALLY BEING AFFECTED BY IT. I HATE LAZY PPL WHO FEED LIKE PARASITE OFF OF GOVERNMENT SPONSORED SOCIAL PROGRAMS DEVELOPED FOR THE NEEDY(NOT LAZY). I HATE PPL WHO BLAME EVERYODY BUT THEMSELVES FOR THEIR OWN SUFFERING. I HATE WHEN PPL USE THIR FREEDOMS TO FIGHT TO RESTRICT MINE. I HATE PPL WHO USE LIES AND DECEIT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE FACTS. I HATE THAT WE SPEND MILLIONS OF DOLLARS TO HAVE PPL ENTERTAIN US, AN OUR SCHOOLS GO UNDER FUNDED. I HATE HOW WE IDOLIZE MOVIE STARS AND SPORTS PPL, WHILE THE VERY PPL WHO DEFEND THIS COUNTRY GO UNRECOGNIZED..!!!! ITS TIME TO SOUND OFF, TO ALL THE THINGS IN THIS WORL

Exhausted
i've been very busy the last couple of days. my almost 3 year old has had one of those wonderful stomach "bugs". haven't had much sleep. keeping messes cleaned up and trying to keep him from puking is about all i've had time for. right now i'm wiped out.....need about 24 hours of sleep but i don't see that happening, especially with him feeling better now. and on top of that i've been trying to help my two daughters. the youngest is pregnant with their third and is due next month and is finally supposed to see a doctor. i have to worry about this because her body never goes along with the birthing process. the oldest is having work and relationship issues but seems to be coping pretty well. oh, the wonderful world of parenthood. hopefully i'll be back to my usual state of abnormal soon.

Exhaustion
Regardless of this upper-respritory illness, I try to please my better half untill...of course...I fall asleep between her legs. Bummer. So much for an evening of unbridled sexual passion. So I'm considering the possibility my doctor is right. Plenty of liquids, treat the symptoms with T-4 and Motrin, and get lots of rest. Yak! I am not one to stay down any more than absolutely necessary.

Exhausted....
I just got home from work about an hour ago and I am utterly exhausted...Work kicked my ass last night. My feet are hurting, my calves are burning lol and im just hella sleepy but i need to get some food in my stomach before i make myself sick. So do u think it is to early to be having a beer with my sandwich??? lol or does it qualify me as an alcoholic??? Whatever..it tastes good to me. Thank god I only have 2 nights left, then im done. Well for at least 2 days lol.

Exhale
REALLY SEEING HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME EYES ALL OVER HIS BODY TIME HAS SOMEHOW SLOWED GIVING ME A CHANCE TO ABSORB THAT WONDERFUL FEELING IN WONDERING " COULD HE REALLY BE MINE?" AS I SAT THERE, MY EYES LOCKED ONTO HIS FACE ENTRANCED IN THE BEAUTY OF HIS STRONG MUSCULAR SHOULDERS AND FULL SENSUOUS, EXPRESSIVE LIPS THAT SAY A MILLION THINGS WITHOUT UTTERING A SOUND WISHING "COULD SOMETHING BETWEEN US TAKE PLACE?" FINALLY WAKING FROM THIS LUSTFUL DAZE EXHAUSTED FROM WONDERING AND WISHING MY MIND FILLED WITH EROTIC THOUGHTS OF PLEASURE AND EXSTACY TO REAL AND VIVID FOR WORDS TO EXPRESS I STOOD AND BEGAN TO SMILE WALKING AWAY, I EXHALED. ADW

[exhausted]
Only in fevered dreams have I met a girl so tangibly in harmony with my heart, body, and mind alas ... So, I'm back. I found out I can talk to practically anyone, and that my oddness is an open source for charm, joviality and storytelling. It was quite a pleasure The peak of the adventure was the people, 3 in particular. Though that's not to undercut the kind and interesting people I met and forgot the names of. Most of all I'll miss John as a compatriot. His wild adventures embracing spirit and understanding. Kimberly for shattering my expectations of your everyday overachiever. And Marenna... the song my dreams will sing for another millenia. Without these friends I suddenly feel vacant and unwhole. So this is what it is to bear daring lonely heart to strangers...

Exhaustion
i hate ignorant people who repeat the the same ignorant cycles i hate people who abuse animals i hate large taxes due to poor govt. spendin' habits i hate people that give money to beggars only reinforcin their future dependence i hate the media for broadcastin' fear-insprng stories simply to keep the attention of their corporate sponsorship i hate a theif 'cause he takes in seconds what caused me pain to aquire i hate beauty pagents or anythin so shallow as to reward somebody 4 bein born a certain way i hate televangelists in expensive cars i hate pepole who fight for a cause ONLY AFTER they've been effected by it personally i hate a system that slaps the wrist of politicians & white collar "eletists", but severely punishes the lower class i hate junkies & the pushers that turned them into one i hate people who have more kids than they can care for i hate how this country idolizes movie stars, but the workin' man goes unnoticed i hate how this country spends BILLIONS on s

Exhale
dont you forget about me.. even in the dead of silence keep me near you keep my words in your ears... remember my love is tough my strength is hard ive delt with so much... i need words to move me i need you to remember me and keep me alive while we are appart...hearts are broken but love is strong... we can surive the storms ive delt with it all before... as long as you remember me..im that girl with all your heart and soul...ill care untill the day i die even if you wont..ill be your sunshine on a cloudly day just remember my face remeber my voice,my heart,my presence..eager enough to keep you in my thoughts always and forever no matter the distance no matter the circumstance.. ive gonefor walks alone ive looks at that night sky so many times and wanted to be back next to someone to have somebody that gave me that feeling that comfort thats like my oppisite that works well and evens me out....im so uneven ive lost what i use to be how i use to be i dont even know how to go bac

Exhausted
im so tired.i worked more than an 8 hr shift and u wouldnt think that sitting at a computer all day would tire u but damn.My whole upper part of my body hurts and im really tired of thinking.lolAnwyays show sum luv help me level up if u read this

Exhausted
I am exhausted. Normally I lead a pretty laid back life, I go into work when I feel like it, leave when I want. I only have a few weekly events that require me to be prompt, and my class schedule is pretty light as far as only going once a week. This week, though, has been the week from hell. This week we had students assisting us in a poll of the surrounding area so we could collect data and they could get credit for their classes. We do this twice a year, and normally it's just me and one of my co-workers organizing, administering, and cleaning up after this mess. The actual polling process runs from 6-9 PM three nights of the week, but requires several hours worth of preparation. We have to calculate error percentages based on population, stratify the data based on desired results, etc. We typically put in 100 hundred hours working on this between the two of us in about a week and a half period. Wouldn't be so bad if that were all we did. Sadly, I still have my other job responsi

Exhausted & Frustrated
IN THE FIELD WE FIGHT THE FIRES TO KEEP EACHOTHER SAFE AND ALSO TO STOP THE FIRE FROM HURTING,KILLING ANYONE OR SOME TIMES AN ANIMAL(S)..THIS YEAR HAS ALREADY TAKEN THE DEATH TOLL OF ONE CLOSE TO HOME ALREADY AND I JUST WANT TO SAY TO MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS OUT THERE THIS YEAR"BE SAFE AND KEEP HAVING HEADS UP TO YOUR SURROUNDINGS WITH COMMUNICATION". REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND FROM ROSS POINT(OUT OF COEUR D'ALENE , IDAHO WHO DIED FROM A TREE FALLING ON HIM....I AM ALSO A SAWYER AND I FEEL FOR YOU BRO AND ALSO FOR THE ONE WHO FELL THE SNAG...I PRAY WE CAN LEARN ALWAYS FROM OUR MISTAKES WITHOUT TAKING LIVES...TOMTOMMY

Ex-hacker Testifies About Reporting U.s. Army Leaks Suspect
The 24-year-old Manning is charged with downloading thousands of classified or confidential files from the military's Secret Internet Protocol Router Network, or SIPRNet. Those files are thought to have later appeared on WikiLeaks, mulberry bagsa whistleblower website.Former hacker Adrian Lamo said Manning initially contacted him by email in May 2010 and the two began an online conversation about diplomatic cables and military video the Army private allegedly downloaded from the classified network he used as a member of the 10th Mountain Division in Iraq. Within a day Lamo contacted Timothy Webster, a former Army counterintelligence agent, to seek advice on who to approach about the information he was getting from Manning."What I saw in the chats appeared to be an admission of acts so egregious that it required that response," Lamo said when questioned about why he had decided to contact military authorities about Manning's conduct. Lamo's testimony came on the fifth day of a military

Exhaustion Kicks In
Exhaustion kicks in, too tired to sleep. I no longer have the strength, or the energy to weep. YOU said to think of a color, inside my head. Focus on it, and I see blood red. The color of the tears, I can no longer cry. And all because of, a pack of lies. The one's I tell myself, all the damn time. The one's painfully etched, inside my mind. While deep down inside, I always know better. I am lying right now, writing this love letter. I write these words, telling myself something else. About the way he feels, the emotions he felt. He feels the same way, I KNOW he does. But really it's like, feeling texture through a thick pair of gloves. I cry myself to sleep, while lying alone in my bed. Desperately clinging, to every word that he said. I am 100% his, and there is nothing I can do. Now matter how pathetic it sounds, it's true. I think of my life before, how helpless I felt. Then he pops up, and I melt. I can be angry, torn down and broken. One

Exhausted
He tells her he has to have her he needs to have her now. He sits up. She still has her skirt on and the stockings and the sexy black boots. The stockings are now ripped as he was fingering and licking her pussy. He takes off her bra and looks at her wonderful tits see her nipples nice and hard. He squeezes them and plays with her nipples between his fingers. She slips off her skirt and he throws her down on the bed. She lifts her legs up and spreads them wide inviting him to come to her. Her most certainly wants to do that. He climbs on the bed cock getting harder in anticipation of finally entering her. He climbs on top of her and she reaches ofr his hard throbbing cock. She guides it into her hot wet juicy pussy. He slides in nice and easy as she is so wet. It feels so good going in . He fits in her almost perfectly. She feels so good as her heat wraps around his cock. She is so wet he can move in and out of her so easily and smooth. He starts out going slow. He kisses her and he

Exhaustion
I see such waste Waste of time & effort Need for comfort For it's own sake Because EFFORT Has ODDLY been REDIFINED as bad That EASE is ideal That sheer BELIEF equals effort That EFFORTLESS thought Is superior Bizarre to me I was born in Utah in 1962 With Lupus, Crohn's, Asperger's And raped at 9 Did I whine? No I said FUCK YOU When the Military said I could not Be a fighter pilot Because I am a female But they REALLY wanted me As a spook because of my IQ It was the 70's And NOW that seems ridiculous But at the time It changed my focus I DID NOT lap up the morsels Offered me I said FUCK YOU I will spend my BRAIN in a way that Propagates myself and my offspring I made that CHOICE NEVER victimized And CREATED a living for myself If I had WANTED to be taken care of I had a VERY EASY ROAD On two levels My Father VP at Tiffany's Or Military Spook I CHOSE to REJECT both I have NO PATIENCE For those who say they have no choice Walk in my shoes And

The Exhisting Unwanted
Don't let them change you And them was society And you were the different And to change was expected And not to let them was not expected And out of the two came another Still unwanted; Sill exhisting But set aside as the sick And the change wanting to become you. But not able to do to them So out of the three grew another Still unwanted; Still exhisting So society goes on for eternity Setting you aside as the sick Producing yet anotyer eternity

Exhibit A
Confessions of a Pervert 2 Exhibit A Something changed after my encounter with Sylvie. In some ways I thought it strange, but the one thing about what happened that I couldn't forget, the memory that haunted me and gave me a hard-on every time I thought of it was the moment when I realized an almost total stranger was watching me, that she could see me, completely naked, and that my cock was getting hard right in front of her. It awakened an exhibitionistic streak I don't think I'd been fully aware of; I've never been shy about my body, and on the several occasions I'd been seen naked by strangers I found it more exciting than embarrassing. But in this building, this dangerous rathole rife with every kind of vice imaginable, I felt free somehow to indulge whatever lewd fantasy I could dream up. No one here knew me, none of them would ever meet anyone who'd known me as a more-or-less 'normal' person, and I would probably never see any of them again. I could become someone els

Exhiles From Delight
Came across this surfing the web one day and just liked it. So posting it for anyone else that might like to read it. Exhiles From Delight We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. author: unknown

Exhibit: Treasures Of Napolean
Exhibit: Treasures of Napoleon Through Sunday, August 3 > official website Treasures of NAPOLEON offers visitors a remarkable opportunity to see beyond the myth of Napoleon Bonaparte to gain an understanding of this complex figure as a man. The exhibition showcases more than 250 extraordinary artifacts and works of art, including one of Napoleons iconic hats, the sword that proclaimed him Emperor in the coronation ceremony at Notre Dame, his personal map of the French Empire in 1812, and his signet ring with the imperial monogram rendered in diamonds. Other intimate items include the cutlery and plates that he used at the Battle of Waterloo, locks of his own and Empress Josphines hair, and the first will he wrote during his final exile on the desolate Island of Saint Helena. Of particular importance to New Orleans, as the site of the Louisiana Purchase transfer, the exhibition also includes the valise that brought to Napoleon the signed Louisiana Purchase documents from America.

Exhibit A
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?" I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you". Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?

The Exhilirating Resentment Of Gravity.
Say something witty darling,before I fall off this ledge.The corner of sleep and ill-will.Past good intentions.Under the assumption of marble slabs and a few hundred pounds of dirt.A place to be safe and cold.Just a few paces beyond dawn.A few spaces without words.A few duckets of laundered bodily fluids.A few longstanding stamps of biologic longevitythat we had the gall to fight overthe gall to name, and treat half as pets, half as property.Sex isn't a game, a drug, or a weapon.It's a wet kiss between the ribs.Sharp and gushing with enthusiasticcatharticexplosive thanotic bliss.Just playing the ridiculous game of immortality.Desperately sewing seeds in a salted earth.Crumbling dry sprouts between your palm.Possibly a memory.More apt to be another elipsein a series, in anticipation of some grander work.One could hope at least...

Exhibitionism It Is
This day was warmer than usual. The life drawing instructor propped the art studio door open to make it more comfortable for the 30 art students drawing me in the nude. What made this interesting for me was the fact that the ladies restroom was directly across the hall. If you were a lady entering the restroom you had a full clear view into the studio and the model. The excitement and stimulation I feel when I am on display for the group of 30 huddled around is a delight. The effects of a random frequent flow of strangers viewing me totally naked additionally while in the throlls intense arousal only to add fuel to the fire,was previously only a fantasy, in my dreams. My erection stiffens when I hear the giggles and whispers echoing from the restroom. I close my eyes to try to hide the humiliation I feel, that feeds into the sexual pleasure of being totally exposed further. The waves of pleasure continue and I imagine I would never grow tired of this.

Exhibition Center In London
Giorgio Armani Armani Suits 2011 spring series: men's suit is essential single product, but the rules most of the year wearing suits, really boring. Winter season T stage, designers are moving in the suit the design of some crooked idea, with a casual atmosphere suits everywhere. September 21, 2006, Earl Scott Armani exhibition center in London for its latest masterpiece - "Product Red (red product)" series held a grand fashion show. Bright warm red exudes human solidarity and love, simple, elegant style reflects the sincere and frank personality.armani sunglasses Giorgio Armani conference full of deep feeling that charity would be his career with a lifetime to do this. The latest product he would donate the profits to the Global Fund to support AIDS work in Africa, especially women and children, to help fight AIDS in Africa. His initiative so that the presence of all persons visibly moved. For charity, Giorgio Armani liken it to decorate the beautiful dream of the brush, just as de

Ex-hottie And Dream Girl Fake...
...turns out cwgrlupxox aka lacielynn (ex hottie & dream girl) .. ..was a fake.. This dude got duped pretty hard but im thinking some others did too-- another sick one one bites the dust! .. if anyone.. would like to see the proof feel free to ask the man below, this story is deep and sick...the original owner of the pics has asked that anyone that has them to delete...just like her profile... --- redneck romeo - Redneck Romeo@ fubar

Ex-husbands
Why do ex's have to be such assholes? He is the one that cheated but I feel like I am paying the price. I moved out of the home and had to start over from scratch. I left him with almost everything in the house but I get attitude when I ask for something little that I may have forgotten. I could have taken everything and left him with nothing but I'm not that kind of person. He mentally and emotionally abused me for close to 10 years of our 12 year marriage and I'm getting shit on left and right. He recently brought his whore into my children's lives and it pisses me off! We aren't even legally divorced yet and the kids already think daddy is in love. I knew that 4 months before I left the house but for them to think it now, sickens me. I don't care who he's with but it's not right to mess with my children's minds this soon. He filed for custody of the kids and I'll be damned if that's going to fly. I just need to get some crap off my mind before I have to see him later toda

Ex Husband & Relationships
I found out today that my ex and his new fiancee are pregnant, and that makes me sad. I want a baby so bad, especially after losing my son to sids. They can't even grow up and they are having a baby. It's not fair. I'm twice the parent they are and they are getting the baby. I hate to say this, but I hope they miscarry so that baby doesn't have to be brought in the world with them as parents. I also want to be in a relationship so bad. I wanna be loved and cared for. I wanna wake up next to someone every morning and tell them how much I love them. I want to share my life with someone, to have babies with, and to grow old with. Someday I suppose. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what falls into my lap.

Ex Husbands
I despise my ex husband For all the pain and suffering I despise my ex husband For not showing that he care I despise my ex husband For hurting me I despise my ex husband For not being truthfull with us But most of all my ex husband i despise him For hurting are son and are daughters who love him and believe that he love them. I DESPISE my ex husband and do not want to be around him no more or have him in the kids lives I DESPISE MY EX HUSBAND . done by WHITE QUEEN

An Ex Husband That Just Wont Go Away!
I have an ex husband that wont leave me the hell alone. He is trying to ruin the relationship that I am in right now. I was really hurt by him and it has taken me a long time to start feeling good about myself an trust a man again. He cheated on me a number of times, and still wont admit to it. But since I was being nice to him he thinks that there is something going on between us, he wants to tel my boyfriend that we have slept together and we haven't. He wants me to move with him to another town when I am in college here and my oldest is in school here as well. he not only cheated on me but he thought hitting was something a man should do to his wife. No one knows how much I dispise this man and I hate being hurt by him. He was only with me for money and I cant stand that. I had a heart attack a few weeks ago from the stress in my life and he is trying to make me have another one. He doesnt care about our kids together or anything like that. He only thinks of himself. Th

Ex Husband
So right now I am going through a divorce. Now mind you this has been going on since last year. It has taken him this long to come to terms with things and yet he is still putting the brakes on the process. Well I have just gotten word that he is trying to fight something else which he will lose but this is all in a ploy to get me back. He is now trying to say that we had an arrangement before we got married in 2005. Which is untrue. We both fell head over heels for eachother. Since I have been using my medical benefits and he has to give me a small amount of money (which I am putting towards divorcing him) he is using everything and yet he hasn't learned that he will lose yet again. My attorney is a bad ass and I am proud she is on my side. Well this is the lastest thing. I have a lot of friends who are in the military. Navy, Army, and Marine Corp. And some of my Navy friends just got back from being on deployment and so they had invited me to go party with them but the catcher is on

The Exhumation Of Virginia Madison
No one knows where I buried my sweet Virgina Madison the winter chill falls over me and keeps me numb inside under the moon by the edge of town she'll quietly wait for me I promised it wouldn't be too long till I returned to sleep with her she said she don't wanna live no more well I don't mind no I don't mind so now I'm waitin' for the crack of dawn to head on back there to the place where me and her will always be now I got my Sunday vest and I'm headed out that door dig my fingers deep in soil just to get to her all dressed in black and she's so pale she's waiting there for me a blanket of soil covers us to fall asleep in eternity and now I close my eyes when I awake with a snap it was all a dream I gotta empty bottle of something under me I gotta really bad headache my clothes are soaking wet at times like this I wish I hadn't slept star locked gaze, uneasy hands then the dream fades away and leaves my head another riddle another dream another fucked up fantasy gotta learn to stay

The Exies - My Goddess
I was knee deep in a sick love I was cross eyed under your drug Schizo savior, mad messiah Fatal worship you inspired Gone, I dont believe in you now Ive seen too much I dont believe in you now My goddess You were counting on a freefall You laid your bet I would lose all Chalk up one less crucifixion I kicked that sick, old addiction Down, I dont believe in you now Ive seen too much I dont believe in you now My goddess Now you see what you get when you lose yourself What you get when you dont know who you are When you dont know who you are My goddess

Exile-kiss You All Over(mmm Sounds Nice Lol)
When I get home, babe Gonna light your fire All day, I've been thinkin' about you, babe You're my one desire Gonna wrap my arms around you Hold you close to me Oh, babe, I wanna taste your lips I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah I don't what I'd do without you, babe Don't know where I'd be You're not just another lover No, you're everything to me Everytime I'm with you, baby I can't believe it's true When you're layin' in my arms And you do the things you do You can see it in my eyes I can feel it in your touch You don't have to say a thing Just let me show how much Love you, need you, yeah I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna kiss you all over Till the night closes in Till the night closes in Stay with me, lay with me Holding me, loving me, baby Here with me, near with me Feeling you close to me, baby So show me, show me ev'rything you do 'Cause baby, no one does it quite like you Love you, need you, oh babe I wanna kiss yo

Exile...
Yep. That's basically what's happened since yesterday morning. My new computer that my boss was supposed to have ready for me to use yesterday wasn't at all ready. The email accounts refused to switch, the main database we use said tht I was denied access from that machine and various other problems. So they sent me to the other side of the wall where our accountant works to be able to use the old computer that I had been using. Pat's not here so I'm taking advantage to listen to music rather loud on the speakers. Woo hoo. But I hate having to run back and forth outside in teh cold just to do my job. I swear, it's like every 10 minutes I have to go back over there. Oy. I miss the bantering over there. And I'm really sick of the smell of onions and stale coffee that Pat brings, not to mention the fact she won't shut up!!! With any luck they will be able to fix my computer today so I can go back to my desk.

Exile
I am the one who waits for each, for each days surrender. And the for night with it brief escapes from the prison of this lonely need I can hear the blood course through your veins a rushing wave on distance sea and the sound of your pulse betting a constant ticking in my ears counts out each second of our separation each hour of my longing I am restless in my hunger. For our perfect union but I must wait for night’s release and your love surrender.

Exile
“ Exile “ Beneath the bright sun, the exile wonders His heart is turned in, his spirit ponders What sins he has done to deserve his fate Alone he must wait for his death day to come When he was a child, his parents forsook him They set him adrift, consigned to the dark whim Of fortune, He grew, and soon was a man ‘Twas then that his thoughts ran to vengeance and doom He challenged his father, and cut off his head He challenged the priesthood, and left the priest dead He challenged the people, and they drove him out Into exile, Now doubt plagues his mind and soul How different are we, than he wandering there Forsaken by nature, forbidden to care Of other poor mortals in trial after trail We are the exiles! Amusement to angels, but vermin to God!! Warchild 1999

Exile....no Comment...
When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe You're my one desire Gonna wrap my arms around you Hold you close to me Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah I don't what I'd do without you, babe Don't know where I'd be You're not just another lover No, you're everything to me Ev'rytime I'm with you, baby I can't believe it's true When you're layin' in my arms And you do the things you do You can see it in my eyes I can feel it in your touch You don't have to say a thing Just let me show how much I love you, I need you, yeah I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna kiss you all over Till the night closes in Till the night closes in Stay with me, lay with me, holding me, loving me, baby Here with me, near with me, feeling you close to me, baby So show me, show me ev'rything you do 'cause baby no one does it quite like you I love you, I need you, oh, babe I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna k

Exile - I Wanna Kiss You All Over
When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe You're my one desire Gonna wrap my arms around youHold you close to me Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah Don't know what I'd do without you, babe Don't know where I'd be You're not just another lover No, you're everything to me Ev'rytime I'm with you, baby I can't believe it's true When you're layin' in my arms And you do the things you do You can see it in my eyes I can feel it in your touch You don't have to say a thing Just let me show how much I love you, I need you, yeah I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna kiss you all over Till the night closes in Till the night closes in Stay with me, lay with me, holding me, loving me, baby Here with me, near with me, feeling you close to me, baby So show me, show me ev'rything you do 'cause baby no one does it quite like you I love you, I need you, oh, babe I wanna kiss you all over And over again I wanna

Exile
To live as in exile, to live seeing no-onein the vast desert of a town that is dying,where one hears nothing but the vague murmur of an organ sobbing, or the belfry tolling.To feel oneself remote from souls, from minds, from all that bears a diadem on its brow;and without shedding light consume oneselflike a futile lamp in the depthsof dark burial vaults.To be like a vessel that dreamed of voyage,triumphal, cheerful, off the red equatorwhich runs into ice flows of coldnessand feels itself wrecked without leaving a wake.Oh, to live this way! All alone…to witness the wilting of the divine soul's white flowering,in contempt of all and with none the wiser, alone, alone, always alone, observingone's own extinction.

Exile
With our hearts wrapped in Saran- Are we here to hear hollow words or sincere verbs taking flight to fan the silence? damn the silence! as it smothers the violence of a ghost locked and chained in solitude engaged in caged enraged soliloquy the words reaching out like desperate hands gnarled and grasping for even the lightest featherlike touch well deep within digital prisons snarling and gasping across chasms from our telephones too afraid of voices making us three dimensional intentional connection scares us crawling back into the void avoidance fits us so well well worn torn and wholly alone

Exilis – Tạo Vòng Eo Săn Chắc Da Một Cách Thông Minh
Cách giảm mỡ đối với những người bị béo phì hiện nay đang được rất nhiều người quan tâm. Bệnh béo phì hiện nay cũng đang phổ biến không chỉ với nam giới hay riêng ở lứa tuổi nào cả. Và riêng đối với phụ nữ, béo phì là mối đe dọa số 1 đến sức khỏe cũng như thẩm mỹ. Nhưng làm cách nào để phát hiện những dấu vết chảy xệ trên mặt, bụng cũng như các vùng béo trên cơ thể? Béo phì là dấu hiệu của sự ì trệ và lão hóa mà phái đẹp luôn muốn né tránh cành lâu càng tốt. Các mô mỡ ở má, quầng mắt, cằm, cánh tay, bụng, vòng eo, đùi cộng với

Exist
I feel myself dying constantly crying im drownding deep inside my emotions explode my soul is letting go desperation is taking hold i was afraid of failing but now no fear exist on this floor as i watch my blood pour i think to myself im to young for this i have so much life to live in a moment that life will no longer exist

Existential Fireworks And Urban Planning
Last night was a blast, literally. Headed into New Orleans around dusk to meet up with my good friend Jacob. Before the trip, I stopped at one of the fireworks tents that has popped up around La Place and invested in a nice little arsenal of black cats, parachutes, and roman candles. Finding a place to set them off without drawing attention proved to be tenuous, but we trekked over to the barren neighborhood where I my old apartment stands and set up shop. After realizing the precarious postioning of power lines that gridded the street, we picked a relatively safe spot, placed our wine bottle/ launching pad on the ground and lit up the night sky. All in all, it was a good time. When we returned to Jacob's house in mid-city, we spent an hour engaging in beautiful conversation. I've been feeling quite intellectual lately and thus have jumped at any opportunity to initiate philosophical and political dialouge. He told me about his adventures in Morocco and Egypt studying anthropology in

Existence
Heaven Cannot exist without Hell The World Cannot exist without The universe Order Cannot exist without Chaos Peace Cannot exist without War Happiness Cannot exist without Sadness Love Cannot exist without Hate Life Cannot exist without Death I Cannot exist without You Can you exist without me?

Exi(s)t
Hmm... I´m sitting here in a fucking country that forgot to turn on the heat, Sweden a cold place to be,well, me... I listen to to joyful songs by Joy Division, Mark Eitzel and The Cure and still I hate 2007 as much as I hate ...Bush, loneliness, being poor and ugly so no facelift either. The TV feeds me with people that are either lost on an Island while other channels show people behaving badly just to stay, be the last one standing..! Jesus! I just wanted to get this of my chest before I Feast on some frozen water and the promise of eternal loneliness... Happy/SAD

The Existence Of God.
Ive seen this arguement rage across a myriad of frontiers, from science to the validity of Religion. I surmise that any arguement offering proof for or agianst the Being of God are made in error. All the arguments being made in either case assumes the existence of Divinity as existence applies to the human experience of being. Most argments hold the fact that God(or any form of Divinity) is beyond the concept of being Human, as a true concrete fact. It is this fact alone that invalidates all the arguments for or agianst his existence. If God doesnt exist in the Human sense of being Then God isnt Human and connot exist as We , as humans, do. Our Social, Phyical and mental Axioms and tradition do not apply to him/her, them, or it. If we do in this sense we are comparing apples to Oranges. Therefore It cannot be argued that God does or does not exist, simply because God Doesn't existe as we do as we as humans do. Divinity is subject to limitations and boundires of exiten

Existence
You can never see me, As I move in the shadow, You can never be me, As you long to be the same, You can never hear me, When all is silent, You can never sense me, When all is still, You can never know me, As I move as if I’m not there, You can never join me, As I walk alone, You can never taste me As I never eat, You can never catch me, As I never stop, You can never speak to me, When I am not there, You can never understand my song, As I sing the night, I can never see you, As you move in the light, I can never be you, As I long to be alive, I can never hear you, When the land is noisy, I can never sense you, When everything moves, I can never know you, As you move when I am there, I can never join you, When you are surrounded, I can never taste you, As you never live, I can never catch you, As you never rest, I can never speak with you, When you ignore me, I can never understand your song, As you shout in t

Existence
So I am thinking that our own existence is based off of our own experiences. Me personally I have had some horrid experiences. Take my latest for example. You start talking to a guy, you have every possible thing in common......or so you think, and you find out he is a liar. It makes me wonder if life is what you make it or is life just a big freakin' joke? What is the purpose of life? Do we wander around until we die and become worm food or do we go onto a higher plain where we find inner peace? I for one do not want to wander until it is my time. Some people do not realize what affect they can have on other people, Simple lies can turn into another persons demise.

Existence
I have come across this question more than once, and have pondered this many times before, what it is that makes us, well... us. We all have reason for life, we are here for reason, not just "A Reason" But some of you may be asking, for what? what exactly is a reason of life? I believe "Existence" is the word of reason for life in general terms, but do you agree with it? you don't have to, because we all don't share the same reasoning of life, but we all can relate to it. Some believe in different gods, while others believe in a higher power greater than themselves and this is OK, but is this "A Reason" or just another reason? I believe we exist for a greater cause, and without reason to hide existence with. We create reason, but we don't need reason to do something good for someone else do we? so why should we put a reason on life itself? Why cant we just accept reason for what it is and not what its worth? Anyone can put a price on reason, but you cant put a price on existence itself

Exist
AN EMPTY HEART I NOW HAVE OH IM SO COLD PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE WHEN WILL THIS PAIN EVER END SHALL I JUST PRETEND IT JUST DON'T EXIST NOTHING MATTERS AND NO ONE CARES IM JUST AND EMPTY SOUL WITH NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE I'LL LET THE CHANGES TAKE ME FOR BETTER OR WORSE NO ONE CAN HELP NOT EVEN YOU

Existence (first Poem I Ever Wrote)
My existence is an enigma Why do I a body with no soul exist I serve no purpose y do I exist In this world where I don’t belong in a world where I’m not wanted In a world where I’m not loved y do I exist me a body with no soul Why am I here to suffer through this miserable existence called life in a place where ill never find happiness where every goal I could hope to achieve will always be out of reach where all I can do is watch others live life and wish that I could be like them y am I forced to wake up in the mourning y cant I just sleep forever y wont it all just end am I destined to forever be imprisoned in this miserable place y am I alive I who serve no purpose but to walk this earth unwanted unloved y do I exist me a body with no soul to speak of

Exist
Paths traveled mysteries yet raveled insight not withstanding a gale of deprivation under bending scoured clean flesh from bone spirit from throne bent to breaking yet still un-shorn Blighted eyes blindly gazing sightlessly seeing in death the route home RAIL RAIL fist clenched in denial trial GUILTY GUILTY chant the shades limbo's voice to condemn TO CONDEMN By self demeaned anger no longer sustains cleaned purged submerged Drowning I breath suffocated Smothered by the vapors of hope DISPERSED fillimants tendrals of what was disolved ABSOLVED on searing wind UN NAMED standing a tower Erected on sand falling to stand jumble of stone MAJESTY in chaos magnificent created by the undoing dissolution GRAND as ruin POSSes nobility stories told in decay more messaged in destruction than ever conveyed in creation BROKEN i still stand i still stand YET do i remain a shade ghostly apparition opake silhouette

Existing Or Living (revised)
So, your love life is stuck in a rut and you cannot figure out what happened. Well, I'll bet you're thinking one of a few things: 1: "Love life in marriage just gets dull. Period. There's nothing anyone can do about it." 2: "Maybe my wife/husband doesn't love me anymore." 3: "I just cannot perform well enough in bed." 4: "Maybe he/she is cheating on me and just lost interest." 99 times out of 100, none of those things are true. So, what's the problem then? Perhaps you forgot how to be you. You forgot how to live life. You forgot how to communicate verbally and physically. I can tell you right now the key to sizzling sheets is affection, attention, and learning to read your loved one's body language. After having learned to read it, that is when you learn to do the other two things: to give and receive affection and attention. A good general rule is that if mommy is happy, daddy is happy. And if both are happy, then so are the kids. Not always, but the majority o

Existence
Time is not of the essence. Time is mearly an element. There is a deeper level. Far beyond that of any dimention is the seed of the earth and all those who dwell there upon. Existence. The beginning and the end of all that is or ever will be. Without the will to exist or desire to live there is a nothingness to everything that is. Without the passion for life the flame of hope grows ever dim. When the bright light of hope goes dark as does the flame of life. Existence as well as time becomes a dimention forever lost. Time is an element of great importance it's true, but a slave to that of the driving force for all that is. ... Existence itself. © 2007

Existence Or Faith
Why do certain things happen in your life? Is it because of our existence and what we choose or is it because of faith and a higher power? We exist in a world where we are challenged everyday to do what is right. What is right and who said that it's right? What is wrong and who died and made them the HIGH being? To challenge anything one must know what is right and what is wrong. Just the same is, what is good and what is evil? To co exist is to live together on this planet we call earth. Now that we have that cleared up let's begin. We exist in a complex world that requires decision making all the time. Those same decisions we make determine many outcomes in life. The question would be do the outcomes come from us and the decisions we make or faith and the decisions we don't make. Sitting here at your computer you notice you got there because you can move your body. Was it your existance that got you on fubar or faith so that we would meet. Some would say faith that you have f

~exist~
In His hands i feel safe and secure. With His words i know truth and guidance. In His thoughts i am respected and treasured. With His actions i receive structure and pleasure. In His eyes i see tenderness and strength. And most importantly.... With His heart i experience love.

Exist
So I've been up late nights playing video games or computer games. I've still been writing poetry, but since I hardly EVER come on Fubar anymore, I just don't post any on here anymore. If you want my story or new poems, go to my other site, my actual main one: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com Google search too! Also, a paper around five pages long is due sometime next month, so that's priority #1. Otherwise, I need to start being more alive and say hello to everyone and anyone I know. :)

Existence
Even the intellectual understanding of the in-existence of our 'selves' is a rare and bitter attainment which few even attempt. And that is only the elimination round which qualifies us for access to Reality... Intellectual understanding should be not indispensable to a 'simple' mind, but, with our conditioning, it would seem to be an almost inevitable preliminary. - Why Lazurus Laughed by Wei Wu Wei

Existence In A Galaxy Of Nothing
Lost, everything seems grey The colors in a world of nothing A galaxy withough anything Im nothing more then space Thats been taken up by unimportance Who am I but one face Whos life sadly goes unseen Seeking answeres to the questions That plauge the innards of my mind Nothing can ever be obtained Untill a time comes when true loves obtained Without you, this is all that exists Theres no hate, theres no love Theres only this dark void A world without any color or light Without you its impossible to feel To feel happy and full of joy Silence is all my ears hear now As sunny days seem cloudy Like a neverending grey The rain sings of the times When joy and laughter reigned Inside I feel empty Like Im numb with emptiness Your all there has ever been in my eyes You and your infinite beauty Without you I feel blinded Like Ill never again be able to see All the songs of the joy and laughter Because inside Im numb with emptiness And t

Existentialism
Existentialism is a philosophical movement that posits that individuals create the meaning and essence of their lives, as opposed to deities or authorities creating it for them. It emerged as a movement in twentieth-century literature and philosophy, though it had forerunners in earlier centuries. Existentialism generally postulates that the absence of a transcendent force (such as God) means that the individual is entirely free, and, therefore, ultimately responsible. It is up to humans to create an ethos of personal responsibility outside any branded belief system. In existentialist views, personal articulation of being is the only way to rise above humanity's absurd condition of much suffering and inevitable death. Existentialism is a reaction against traditional philosophies, such as rationalism and empiricism, that seek to discover an ultimate order in metaphysical principles or in the structure of the observed world, and thereby seek to discover universal meaning. Existentiali

Existing...
Have you ever had the feeling that you never existed? I sit here alone thinking about things that bother me and right now the thing thats bothering me is the feeling that I don't exist in this house. I look around and all I see is stuff that shows I don't live here. There are prints on the wall by Thomas Kinkaid (don't get me wrong they are beautiful prints, I love them) figureines, floral stuff, candles, etc. But none of it is mine. There is one blank wall by the front door that has nothing on it. I think I'll claim that one and make it mine. I'll put up things that show that I live here too. I'll put up my hack rack, a cowboy print (if I can find one I like) my good luck horse shoe and maybe even a small table where I can put my wallet and things. I'll even find or better yet, make a small display shelf to put some of my John Deere minitures on. I need to feel like I exist... is this wrong of me? Is it being selfish? I hate walking thru the door and being invisible. This is

Existence Justified.
NOTE: MY blog = MY opinions. You do not have to agree with said opinions. --- My theories of Existence are incomplete and mangled. New opinions are floating in this mass of gray matter which we call our mind. My imagination is caged; freeing itself in short bursts which society refers to as hallucinations. What if the pen I'm writing with is a mere hallucination? When I go back to read this, it will be a memorized hallucination. If we play with this theory, what if my existence is a hallucination? Existence isn't so justified if you're an imaginary friend to some lonely being. I suppose it ties in with the theory as the dream state. If we are sleeping, dreaming a lifetime of existence. Perhaps I am comatose, and none of this is real. Perhaps reality is a lot more amazing than we thought. Has this always been so? Where does the true power lie? Are we to believe blindly in religion, and a story of an almighty existence? We create. How do we differ from God? We create, we contr

Exist
Exist Everything I hoped to be has essentially been a lie How can I exist without you Not a single cloud in the sky I wish my mind could be this clear On a clear and starry night Nothing left worth of a fight I try to pick up the peices but I cannot see Nothing but haze congigating in my sight You were all I had to live for I remember the first time I saw your face The memories swirling in my head Images I can't seem to displace I wondered for how long would I be here Without you being near Like trying to drink from an empty well My soul full of scars and damage I can't even sell

Ex Is An Ex Is An Ex
So my divorce will be final tomorrow...YAY me! The soon2be Ex filed in October, he sure seemed in a hurry..and now I know why..he is getting married.that is right folks...the man who went literally crazy when he found out about my boyfriend in August..is already engaged...and he gave me shit about me being 10 yrs older than my boyfriend..now his Fiance is 27..LMFFAO and he is 41..of course when he told me..I literally said "SCORE" ..and then he still had the balls to say that it is different with men being older..what a fvcktard! Anyways..the kicker is he was such a shitty father to his children, he is gonna adopt her kids..WTF? Ok..just wanted to ramble here.. But hey..Cannibal will be officially DIVORCED tomorrow..

Exist Today
NEW YORK -- The NHLs new rule banning blindside hits to the head is called "Rule 48. Matt Ryan Jersey ." It easily could be named after victims David Booth and Marc Savard, or offenders Mike Richards and Matt Cooke, who might be the last players to get away with such shots unscathed. For the first time, a lateral or blindside hit on an opponent in which the head is targeted or is the main area of impact will not only be subject to supplemental discipline, but a major penalty and ejection from the game. Players have had only last seasons playoffs and one exhibition season to alter their play and keep their shoulders away from the head when they hit an unsuspecting opponent. "Weve seen a couple of blindside hits, shoulder to shoulder, shoulder to chest, that are still legal," league disciplinarian Colin Campbell said. "I cant tell you that Ive seen exactly a player whos tried to avoid it. Hopefully they are avoiding it." Savard is still bothered by the effects of a concussion he sustaine

Existem Alguns Vestidos De Noiva 2012 Lojas De Grife Baratos
Na verdade, existem alguns vestidos de noiva 2012 lojas de grife baratos. Por exemplo, este Ella vestidos de noiva tamanhos apresenta decote querida sem alças. Camada superior de tecido é compensado pérolas bordados e semente. Camada inferior é feita de cetim fosco nupcial duquesa. Este vestido de casamento está disponível em três cores como o champanhe, marfim e preto. vestidos de noiva coimbra Imagine que você está usando este vestido de casamento e caminhar lentamente em direção à igreja, você é o mais feliz. Lembre-se do vestido de casamento de Kim Kadashian utilizado a cerimônia de casamento esplêndido? Sim, é bonita e é projetado pelo famoso designer Vera WangTalvez como uma criança sonhou com esse momento de ouro de se vestir como uma princesa ... casamentos baratos com um vestido de noiva bonito e espetacular. Nupcial em causa, o fato é que há sempre um vestido perfeito para cada mulher e, às vezes, é muito fácil de encontrar o seu.

Exits
"Even death will have exits like a dark theater"--Charles Bukowski You didn't die...you couldn't have you were always playing your sax high on speed You could sleep anywhere even on concrete and rest well You knew all the bus routes from LA to TJ You didn't die cause we need you to say "give me a minute I'm just a little tired of fighting" You never died before when you hit that garage one drunk night You didn't die when she left you Dying was never part of your gig You could fall down stairs and get up laughing I can still see you walking in the rain with a broken umbrella and laughing about it You couldn't die because you have already been to hell and back a million times and enjoyed the trip I know you're just resting somewhere in a roadside motel drinking JD waiting for the sun to come up and a bus to pass in the right direction like we did so many times before Than you'll come back to us To those who need you August 1987

Exit
Ok y'all i made this in my fourth period today i looked up and saw the exit sign and made this lol it shitty but eh i was bored!! haha Exit, such a simple word Meaning to leave, go, and not come back. but its hard to "exit". You leave everone and everything You never look back? Have second thoughts? Honestly who can just " exit"? Even though the Exit is a few feet away it is those few feet taht are the problem You know, no one will be on the other side Waiting, to help you through. You have to make that jump Knowing everyone is behind you Yes, who knows maybe you will find someone But you have to take that risk That risk of knowing there might not be anyone You cant come back either To find support and that help The help you have alwyz had, to get thru. Exit, such a simple word Meaning to leave, go , and never come back. But its hard to exit

Exit-stage Right
I have decided i shall no longer be frequenting this establishment. Not that most of you care, but if you leave a comment, shout, or buy me and drink, and I dont respond, hopefully you guys will read this to know why. And why, do you ask? Because this place is no longer fun for me. And I just need a break from it. I need to reprioritize my life, and lets face it, this place should not be on top of the list. I may stop in every now and then, but I wont be coming daily, or spending the wasted hours I have recently here. Those closest to me know the reasons why, but I dont care to put them here...cuz most of you dont care anyway. I am nothing special...certainly no more special then the 1,095,442 other people with accounts, or the 53,468 others who are online at this very moment. To the dozen or so who i occassionally share a laugh, picture rating, or happy hour virutal drink, take care of you and your familes..i wish you the best. Time heals all wounds..you may see me again..until then.

An Exit From Florida...finally!!
Well, I finally get a chance to leave this miserable state called Florida that I have spent most of my life in. For once in my life I am taking a chance on myself. Reaching for what I want. I may not get it, but at least I can tell myself that for once in my life I took a chance. I will do what I think will make ME happy. All my life I have done everything I could to make people around me happy at the cost to myself. I never thought about me or what I wanted. Only how I could make others happy. A close friend said to me a few days ago "What about what you want? When does that become important?" The more I think about it the more I am looking forward to starting my life in a new place. Will things go the way I want them too? Who knows. But I fully intend to find out. There is nothing keeping me here in Florida except for my business and the sale on that should be finalized by Aug first. I fully intend to start a new business when I get there. I am so looking forward to being back in Tex

Exit 2 Edens Erotic Zone
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Exit Stage Left.............
I just made this decision a few minutes ago. Fxy Is deleting the acct. Theres too much going on in my personal life that is crushing me emotionally and I just can't be here anymore. This site was supposed to be my mini vacation, my little breath of escape from reality. Like so many other dumbasses on here I made the mistake falling for someone and letting them fall for me in return(or so I thought). A wolf in sheeps clothing who said all the right things and up to a certain point did the right things, but wasnt too smart about covering his own fucking tracks by telling the other bitch not to post captain obvious shit on his page...sigh. Anywhoo...by the end of the week I am gonna delete my account because I just can't stand to be here anymore. Yes I feel like a fool if you must know but whatever. Time heals all wounds eventually. To those of you that i've met and bonded with during the past year,you are all fantabulous and I appreciate the experience of getting to know

Exit Fatman
well once again i am off to Italy. i leave on wed. morning and i will be gone for a month i know i will have internet at the naval base in naples...and im pretty sure aviano airforce base will work out as well....but if i am not around much...just means im working...i wont be online as often so...for those of you that care...see you in a month...and i am not ignoring you...lol

Exit 2 Exile Dj Battle Results
Dj Po`Boyz won with 6 votes Miss got 3 votes Dark got 3 votes and last but not least Lucky got 3 votes Congrats to all Dj`s I think you`re all awesome and much love to you all This was made for Po to display His achievement:

Exit, Pursued By A Bear.
Simon Critchley even writes a biographical note for himself in “The Book of Dead Philosophers” (ISBN 9780307390431), something he can do since he’s the only one not dead. His statement is from William Shakespeare’s play “The Winter’s Tale” and it’s a stage direction from act III, scene iii, only there it’s “Exit, pursued by the Bear.” I knew it sounded familiar … and the remaining 190 or so dead philosophers (that’s the title of the book’s body) chronicled in these pages made me wonder about two-thirds of the way: why does anyone want to be a philosopher? The author’s bias is clear enough that he agrees with Michel de Montaigne that to philosophize is to learn how to die; I guess that depends how one sees death, because I have a hard time seeing it as an opposite rather than a stage. These vignettes aren’t straight biography, but they’ll leave you thinking. Today Martha and the k

Ex Lady
well i havent seen my son in two years and i just had him for two weeks. his mom brought him down from oklahomo, now he's with is grandparents this past week and she has come down for the weekend and now has nowhere to stay tonite i said yeah come tonite but what to do?

Ex-love
Time vested, dreams not brought to fruition,memories burning and searing deep into the corner of your mind. Lonely silence, words not spoken, words that should have been left unspoken, time slipping through the hourglass.Pride, that won't let down it's wall of insecurities, desires that run amuck with those who don't matter and never will. Time wasted on questions instead of actions... Why, where, how, who, all of these will ruin you. I can, I will, I need, I love, these are all sent from the father above. Don't turn back lest you get stuck in the past, where help does not exist. Don't look into the future that is uncertain and unknown. Please stay in the now. That is the only place that you can do something about the future and learn from the past. Love ya G.

Ex Lovers
Ex Lovers You think you still love the ex but they still try to come back for you. You tell them back off they don't. You hide from them oh what do you do? They think you love them, you look at them an say "Are you out of your freaking mind!" You go to a new lover they still come back no matter what you do. You try to be friends with them but they keep telling you "I Still Love You" and "I Miss You" or "Please Come Back,I'll Treat You Better" Same words that you don't like to hear every time you try to be nice. Ex's don't need to be pleading to you for there love back once you or them left don't crawl back, mistake by tons cause it'll just happen again and again. They may love you like they say they do but foolish enough not, if they have cheated or used there not worth taking back or whatever you did to leave them for that reason. Ex's aren't worth time or day if you can avoid it no matter what. Find a new love that is worth the life than the ex cause it's alot better. by

Ex Lovers
You think you still love the ex but they still try to come back for you. You tell them back off they don't. You hide from them oh what to do? They think you love them, you look at them an,"Are you out of your freaking mind!" You go to a new lover they still come back no matter what. You try to be friends with them but they they keep telling you,"I Still Love You" and "I Miss You" or "Please come back,i'll treat you better". Same words that you don't like to hear every time you try to be nice. Ex's don't need to be pleading to you for there love back once you or them left don't crawl back,mistake by tons cause it'll just happen again and again. They may love you like they say they do but foolish enough not, if they have cheated or used there not worth taking back or whatever you did to leave them for that reason. Ex's aren't worth time or day if you can avoid it no matter what. Find a new love that is worth the life than the ex cause it's alot better.

Ex Lovers
You think you still love the ex but they still try to come back for you. You tell them back off they don't. You hide from them oh what do you do? They think you love them, you look at them an say "Are you out of your freaking mind!" You go to a new lover they still come back no matter what you do. You try to be friends with them but they keep telling you "I Still Love You" and "I Miss You" or "Please Come Back,I'll Treat You Better" Same words that you don't like to hear every time you try to be nice. Ex's don't need to be pleading to you for there love back once you or them left don't crawl back, mistake by tons cause it'll just happen again and again. They may love you like they say they do but foolish enough not, if they have cheated or used there not worth taking back or whatever you did to leave them for that reason. Ex's aren't worth time or day if you can avoid it no matter what. Find a new love that is worth the life than the ex cause it's a lot better. Author note

Ex Love
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Ex-mexico Prez: Racists Stop Immigration
EX-MEXICO PREZ: RACISTS STOP IMMIGRATION THIS ASSHOLE WANTS TO DUMP ALL HIS POOR PEOPLE IN U.S. BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF THEM,HE WANTS TO DIVIDE ALL THE MONEY WITH THE RICH ELITE AND HAVE THE POOR TRANSFER THERE MONEY BACK INTO MEXICO BY WORKING IN THE U.S. Ex-Mexico Prez: Racists Stop Immigration DIEGO A. SANTOS AP Tuesday October 09, 2007 Former Mexican President Vicente Fox said Monday that the United States is letting racism dictate its policies, especially when it comes to immigration. "The xenophobics, the racists, those who feel they are a superior race ... they are deciding the future of this nation," he said, without naming names, in an interview with The Associated Press. In his first interview to promote his new book, "Revolution of Hope," Fox applauded President Bush's desire to pass an immigration accord that would allow more Mexicans to work legally in the U.S. But he criticized Bush for failing to pass the promised reform.

The Ex Mother-in-law's Request
Had a day in court today, my ex's mother was requesting visitation with my daughter, her unofficial, as far as I am concerned, grandaughter. It seems she has had county officials inspecting her and her home with the understanding that she was in the process of taking us to court. I never knew of this until three days ago when I received a letter, at my parents home believe it or not, informing me of the date of the hearing, which was today. I never had the chance of scheduling my attorney, who was very busy. And because of that I didn't stand a chance to fight it. So, the court awarded her visitation every other weekend. A bit about my ex mom-in-law; she is the epitome of an attention whore. She is manipulative and conniving. She isn't the least bit interested in having Anna for five minutes, much less 4 days out of the month. She only wants to have her own way and she'll do anything to get it. This all saddens me, thinking of my baby girl not being here, and with her.

Ex-nba Star Says No, Court To Decide
This is a weird request. Cristina Rice, the ex-wife of retired NBA star Glen Rice, asked a court to allow their daughter, Brianna, to be in Mrs. Rice’s reality TV show. Mr. Rice say no. Now the court will have to decide. What do you think? http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/08/ex-wife-asks-court-force-nba-star-allow-daughter-reality-tv/ BlastFM concurs with the court of public opinion. BlastFM is a hit. Listen for yourself. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Exoctic Dancer
>>>One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers did >>>for a living. >>> >>>All the typical answers came up -- fireman, mechanic, businessman, >>>salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. >>> >>>However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the >>>teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an exotic >>>dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front of other >>>men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is >>>really good, he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night >>>for money." >>> >>>The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other >>>children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to >>>ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" >>> >>>"No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee and >>>is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too >>>em

Exodus...a Poem
Exodus Triggered by a clock reading 10:17 Remembering a song from a Celtic Dream I saw first hand the Exodus..the free movement of people A flat, smooth stroke created a perfect mood The elusive, temporal benefit of Scandinavian solitude I automatically start doing the math..and fight against a lonely insolence And now we rest on a garden patio that has no calculation, rage or hate In a place that is a Frankish bridge between the wine and the plate We float and dance freely toward the marketplace...without fear of faces or restriction of time John Hancock..June 24, 2007

Exodus Tyson
(CNN) -- The 4-year-old daughter of boxing legend Mike Tyson died Tuesday, a day after she was injured in a treadmill accident at her home, police in Phoenix, Arizona, said. Exodus Tyson was prounounced dead at 11:45 a.m. local time Tuesday, said Sgt. Andy Hill, a Phoenix police spokesman. He gave no other details. The girl was found by her 7-year-old brother on a treadmill in the Phoenix home Monday "with her neck on ... a cable" attached to the machine, police said in an earlier statement. The mother "took her daughter off the cable" and called authorities, and Exodus was taken to a hospital, according to police. Former world heavyweight champion Tyson traveled from Las Vegas, Nevada, to Phoenix where his daughter was on life support in critical condition on Monday, police said. ************************ Most of the obituary is about the freak Mike Tyson. Nothing really about the child.

Exodus
I have returned. After an eternity away from you all, prettyface is back. It's time to reconnect with old friends and establish a new, larger network of friends to support me and push me into the high levels. I'll be satisfied with Godfather but i know it'll take forever. I look nothing like i used to, so a lot of you may not remember me. But in time, you'll learn to love me all over again.

The Exodus
Welp.....my primary journey is wrapping up, Ive got just a few more things to get in order before I depart for home. Those that gave a shit and kinda rode along thru my updates, will know Ive covered a bit of ground in the last 2 months. Sooo much to see. I'll be leaving Ventura later this week to finish up in SanDeigo, and am tweaking things to try and make room to see a few folks on my way out, so keep your ears on if I got your digits. :)

Exorcise
Exorcise These words I scratch upon this page, are but doubts I wish to exorcise. They are not the words of wizened sage, just thoughts my heart denies. So when you read poetic verse, and take this prose to heart, don't look at me and strongly curse, for in their writing comes fresh start. The start of understanding you, of coming to conclusion. That your love is showing true, just muddled in confusion. It seems to me we try too hard, to prove our love is strong. When all we need is to discard, the past that’s proven wrong. Don't ever doubt the love we share, or whether it is worth the pain. For even though we are wild pair, the passion is our gain. Dusty

Exorcism Of Negative Energy
EXORCISM OF NEGATIVE ENERGY PREPARATION: This ritual can either be done by yourself or with others participating.(It may be helpful to have others assisting with this.) Incense to burn: frankincense, pine, lilac, or rosemary. This chant is to be said very forcefully many times over. RITUAL: Chant: You are not to come near my body. You are not to go before me. You are not to follow me. Where I stop, you are not to stop. Where I sit, you are not to sit. At my home, you shall not enter. You are not to step in my steps. You are not to be in my shadow. Where I go, you are not to go.

Exorcisms Benedictions Etc..further Extracts
OF THE PARTICULAR COMPOSITION OF THE MAGICAL CIRCLE; OF EXORCISMS, BENEDICTIONS, AND THE CONJURATIONS OF EVERY DAY IN THE WEEK; AND THE MANNER OF WORKING DESCRIBED. BOOK II. PART III. THE following instructions are the principal and sum total of all we have said, only we have brought it rather into a closer train of experiment and practice than any of the rest; for here you may behold the distinct functions of the spirits; likewise the whole perfection of magical ceremonies is here described, syllable by syllable. But as the greatest power is attributed to the circles, (for they are certain fortresses,) we will now clearly explain, and shew the composition and figure of a circle. The Composition of the CIRCLE.--(For the figure of the Circle see the Plate.) The forms of circles are not always one and the same, but are changed according to the order of spirits that are to be called, their places, times, days, and hour

Exorcism
A demon is gone or should I say, I exorcised it's soul today. Deep within her mind so shallow leaving a soul so soft and hallow. The peace within her heart is small, waiting for her world to fall. She nevers shares her dreams and fears, only lets them see her tears. She cries alone within her shell thoughts of loneliness on which she dwells A new day is dawned with wishes and hope, friends and lovers to help her cope. She'll only learn to love anew with colors soft and full of hue. Pinks and blues and yellows too she learns to love her new found view.

Exorcisms
Exorcisms are often the theme of horror movies. Most people shrug them off and think that they are fake.They’re not.But they are also not the way Hollywood portrays them to be. Instead, when a mere mortal tries to perform an exorcism, the demon leaves its original host, and enter the priest’s body. More than likely though, since they’re priests, the demon has no control over them, and soon leaves. However, there are certain instances when the priest lets the demon take control over him. The demon is wiser this time around though, and does not completely take over the body, which would cause another exorcism. This time, he gently influences the thoughts of the “priests” to do horrific things. Since priests have knowledge and experience in the “Spiritual Realm,” the demon can curse people, damn people, the works. The people around the priest have no knowledge of his demonic possession, and neither does he. After meditating on demonic practi

Exotic Lobster Appetizer
Prep: 10 min. * 1/2 lb. cooked lobster meat or imitation lobster meat * 1 ounce chopped pimentos * 1 ounce tarama or other caviar * 1 ounce anchovy fillets, chopped * 1 ounce butter * 2-3/4 tsp. mayonnaise Combine all ingredients in a bowl. Serve with crackers. Per serving: calories 163, fat 10.1g, 55% calories from fat, cholesterol 103mg, protein 14.8g, carbohydrates 3.6g, fiber 0.1g, sugar 0.0g, sodium 1033mg, diet points 4.6.

Exotic Blend
I have a special evening planned my love A sensuous and exotic blend Of all the right spices To stimulate your mind and soul Follow me now down pleasure’s path To a sensual haven The candles give a subtle flicker of light The smell of Jasmine fills the air Let me bathe you in Ylang -Ylang Rub you down with my love potion I will kneel before you Your wish is my command Give you endless pleasure Whatever your heart desires

Exotic Pets
We are looking for people to take these animals and give it a good home. We have an oscillated skink, albino leopard gecko, asian forest scorpion, chinese golden scorpion, emperor scorpion, Florida bark scorpion,rose hair scorpion, tai tiger scorpion, cuban tree frog, mississippi map turtle, red eared slider, yellow belly cooter, iguana, Mexican red striped knee tarantula. We have also a female burmese python and a nile monitor. We also have a True Malyasian Golden Gecko and is also a very unique morph like phase. Serious inquires only. We don't have time to play games. Thanks for reading our posting.

Exotic Lover I Am....
The Exotic Lover45% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 65% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover. The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit. In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, and the right lover

Exotic? What?
If you're from Kansas and of anglo-saxon descent, you're not particularly exotic. No matter how much eye shadow you wear. My pants have surf boards on them. The surf boards have "surfing" on them. It seems redundant. I don't like Kansas or surfing. That's just the kind of bastard I am.

Exotic Thoughts
EXOTIC THOUGHTS † ITS A NIGHT OF DARKNESS WOLVES VENT THEIR PAIN, THE DARK ONE RISES. MIST STALKS HER FROM BEHIND. AN ETERNAL DESIRE, HER BLACK HAIR CASCADES OVER HER PALE SHOULDERS AND HER FULL BLOOD LIPS PART SLIGHTLY TO TASTE THE BLOOD STREAMING FROM THE PALE FLESH BENEATH HER. A NIGHT OF ECSTASY BEGINS , ITS WHAT I THIRT †

Exotic Wench Gets Red Hot
Exotic Wench gets Red Hot This set is for all you pantyhose and glove lovers. I have on red hose, corset, and a pair of silky gloves. I was waiting for you to get home so we could have some kinky fun. I couldn't wait. I was getting horny by the minute as I ran my hand over my luscious curves, huge 40ddd, and round ass. I leave my gloves on through the whole set. Would you like me to play with your hard cock with them on? There are over 5800 pictures on the member's SEXtion. There are 51 clips and 24 videos on my site. I am making a calendar. It will start in January and run for a year. It will have a hot and sexy picture of me for every month. It is a steal. It is only $30. Email me to be one of the first to get a copy. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Exotic Babe Doing A Fucking Machines
Real Live Farm Sex! Jurassic Cock, Real Ex Girlfriends, Pimp... Hollywood VIPs Bare All! Hot 18 ears old girls Real Live Farm Sex! 100% Real Milf Submissions Real Live Farm Sex! Cheating gfs - everything 100% real! Hollywoo

Exotic Dreams Radio And Jaze Is Live Right Now
JAZE LIVE ON AIR YALL CLICK THE PICTURES AND COME HEAR HER TEAR DA CLUB UPOH HELL YEAHLIVE AND BUSTING OUT THE JAMZ YALL!!!what no way THE TWO UNHOLY CRAZY FAT BOYS ARE BACK AND HANGING OUT TONIGHT? come hang out with them while they get crazy click the picture and join their madness with others who are already there in total bliss of the night

Exotic Slavegirl
This is Slavegirl Nora, an exotic rican slavegirl. a free spirit that really needed a very strict and demanding dominant. she has a nice appearance... but she had to shave her cunt badly! she is very self confident and outspoken... but she also knows that she is in need of a very strict and demanding dominant. she needs to be lead and guided and she prefers it to be put into place and when she has some boundaries and rules in her life. it is better for her to follow and to please and at times she needs someone who tells her when it is better to shut up instead of raising her voice. the whip also helped her a lot of times with her behaviour... it was a pleasure for her to shave correctly after he ass tasted the whip. it looks much better now... doesn't it?!

Exotic Dreams Staff Rules
RULES & REGULATIONS FOR STAFF OF Exotic Dreams.1. YOU ALSO NEED TO BE EXTREMELY ACTIVE IN THE LOUNGE CHAT, GREETING PEOPLE AS THEY COME IN, SAYING HURRY BACK IF THEY ARE LEAVING, JUST CURTIOUS COMMENTS, THINGS YOU WOULD WANT TO HEAR WHEN IN A LOUNGE. AND DON'T LET THE CONVERSATION DIE AT THE GREETING, ITS MUCH MORE THAN A "HELLO", ACTUALLY TALK TO THE PEOPLE IN THERE, GET TO KNOW THEM, MAKE AN EFFORT TO GET THEM INVOLVED IN THE LOUNGE AND THE CHAT. WHENEVER WE GET A NEW MEMBER TO JOIN, GO TO THEIR PAGE AND FAN/RATE/ADD THEM TO YOUR FRIENDS, BUY THEM A DRINK, SOMETHING TO LET THEM KNOW THAT WE APPRECIATE THEM BEING THERE2. GUARDIANS... YOU ARE THERE TO BE SECURITY FOR THE LOUNGES BUT YOU ARE TO GREET AND WELCOME AS MUCH AS ANY OTHER STAFF MEMBER.3. GUARDIAN... THERE ARE PROPER DROPS TO BE USED IN THE CHAT DEPENDING ON THE SITUATION. WATCH FOR THOSE SITUATIONS TO OCCUR AND DROP THE PROPER DROPS. USE THE DROPS THAT HAVE THE LINKS TO THE TUTORIAL IN THEM IF YOU DONT HAVE THOSE

Exotic Erotic...
exotic erotic... love on your command,i stand ready to fulfill your body’s desire. sticky strawberries stuffed in my trembling mouth drip red liquid sweetly while you catch the last drop and begin to rub chocolate on my aching body tasting my hot buttered nubs of passion. now, you tantalizingly whisper to me a request that has me straddling your hard thighs. of rubbing sweet oil on your sore back while passionately biting you softly and licking the pleasure right back out. i suck gently. baby, love is on your command.

Exotica Community
Sometimes I imagine myself gone from this place, to a far off land. A land where the people are simple and adhering. Where a strong man like myself can head a tribe. The tribe would adhere to my rules, and breaking the rules would result in punishment or even banishing an individual from the tribe. I imagine the power of dozens of men and women, working every day fervently to build my visions of how a culture should exist and lead its life. I imagine beautiful exotic houses, mixture of Oriental and Asian designs. Warm colors, sensuous smells and elements. In such a tribe, jealousy would be a thing of the past. Women and Men would mingle and choose who to make love to. Group love would be possible. Children would look like their parents, but other than that, there would be no way of telling who they belonged to. Simple commerce would exist, like in years past. I would fix someone's computer or internet connection, and he would give me milk from his cow (or a good steak). We would tra

Exoudos20 : Ten Commandants>
!: I am Lord thy God. ; ye shall have no other God,s before me< : Ye shall not make of yourself a carved image,: Ye shall not bow down to to serve the false god .: For I am a Jealous God >;; Ye shall not take the name of the Lord ..God In vain,; Remember sabbath , To keep it Holy,:Honor thy Father and thy Mother,: Ye shall not commit murder,:Ye shall not steal,;Ye shall not covet thy neighbor,s house.> This is a code to live by and would of made the world a better place..: Had man/ women followed Our Lords Words, Holy word.; but God gave all a concious to follow and well some men -women have love in their hearts others but others only see darkness and blindness . So they obeyed not . This has made corrouption for ever great multitudes in this world today that we live in now.. xoxoxox diana

Ex... Part 2
all my ex's live in Texas... I'm moveing to tenneessee I can't even spell it! but no I think that is the first joke I've made in the past eight hours. So I was sleeping with this guy who has a heart defect until his doctor gave him some bad news, He at that point pushed me out of his life, I have since found out that he got himself fired from work, and started drinking heavily, this is been weighing on my mind as several of his ex coworkers came to me to ask that I help him.

Expantion
between sets, those moments where its just you and the posions of your choice. T.V. sometimes could be the worst, like a sublime opium sensasion to get lost in. Brain dead in the season Counting the very times this moment has and will repeat. What a waste of solitude expression. Only Ashamed I don't commit as much sin as I'm use to, Fasination runs wild keeping the focus distracted. Who it must be rapping aginst the walls cajoling concideration or absent from reality thought; What a fool I was to define him.

Ex-pantera Vinnie Paul Back Into Rock And Roll Spirit
Former Pantera and Damageplan drummer Vinnie Paul lost the fire to play over a year-and-a-half ago when his brother Dimebag Darrell was shot dead during a show. The event has left a permanent emotional scar with Paul, and he had previously said that all his desire to play had gone. It turns out that although Paul lost a part of him the night of the shooting, it was Van Halen's Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony, which made him realize how much he loved music. "I totally got the fire to play, man. I went down to Cabo last year around October for Sammy Hagar's birthday. He invited me down and I played with Sammy and Michael [Anthony] for a week down there, half of Van Halen, which is one of my favorite bands ever, and it really helped me to realize how much I missed the drums." Vinnie Paul also told us that he's got a new band, and he shared with us the details that he was allowed to, legally. "...and I've got a new band. I can't tell you about it, but the record's done. It'l

Expand Your Mind
Little Men with Little Minds and Little Imaginations go through Life in Little Ruts, smugly resisting all Changes which Would Jar Their Little Worlds. Every Human has Four Endowments- Self-Awareness, Conscience,Independant Will and Creative Imagaination. These Give Us The Ultimate Human Freedom...The Power to Choose, To respond, To Change...

Expand Your Mind
Don't be afraid of what other's say or think, they aren't you and they don't know your mind and who you are inside. They don't know your imagination or dream's, your goal's or success'es, your happiness or pain. Don't be afraid to express yourself for other's to see, or worry about their judgment's they pose on you. If you allow other's to get to you, then you have allowed them to win the race without no effort from you yourself. Block out their meaningless babbling, they are only strong in number's, they are nothing unless they have peon's like themselve's standing behind them. Just remember, if you keep your mind strong and have faith in yourself, that no matter how many number's of people they have behind them to attack you and what you believe in, they are then nothing............Expand your Mind. Once you have found yourself, you will see how foolish and ignorant another can be, and instead of being insulted by their petty litt

[expatriot]
It's three o'clock again. And I've got nothin to say. I wanted to drive out into the middle of nowhere, look at the heavens, and find my inner great destroyer after a couple hours of solitude. No dice. Can't afford it. Can't afford corn. $3.49 each. My fucking god. I remember when it was $.68 an ear. America, land of oppurtunity. They say freedom's not free. They say love it or leave it. Vote or shut up. Ad Nauseum. But for fuck's sake, our country is run by rum drinking blind dart throwing sister fucking CHIMPS! CHIIIIIMPS!!! Fix us first. We're practically a colony now with china, oil sheiks and half the militarized world owning us. What am I talking about? FUCK YOU! GOOGLE IT. I am in NO mood to take this rant longer than it needs to be. That's right kids when you raise incentives for farmers to raise corn to be used for ethanol, and don't till new land- all the corn goes to ethanol, that same stuff that goes in your bland coke yo

Expansion
No menu blog tonight, but my boss finally gave me the news that he will be shutting down the florist and turning it into a full liquor bar. He already got approval from the city, and he's had people in and out bidding on the job. It's gonna cost a pretty penny, but in the long run, it will be a very good investment. I was joking with him today asking if he'd let me bartend a few nights a week and get out of the kitchen. He said 'I was already thinking about that, and I want you in there on ladies' night.' Now, that's an offer I just can't refuse. The bar should be open by the first of June. I can't wait...

Expansion (mind Games And Secrets Pt1) [written When I Was 15]
Do you want me as I want youNaked and tremblingIn the aniticipationOf being here with meWe're just two stars, secludedFrom all of the world's hateAnd we're clinging desperatelyAt this one chance to escapeInside of you, you're inside of meWhere everything is purest nothingAnd it's consuming all that can never beAnd we expand into nothing so completelyI feel your tears on my skinYou're burning me insideAnd you're touching everythingI try so hard to hideAll of my fears and my wantsAll my sick thoughts, so impureAnd I'm finding your acceptanceAnd somehow I endureInside of you, you're inside of meWhere everything is purest nothingAnd it's consuming all that can never beAnd we expand into nothing so completelyRip my soul awayFuck it, who cares?No one loves meAnd I wasn't preparedYou lied to meAnd you jurt me againYou promised to be hereSo when did forever end?Kill me softly and bleed me gentlyThen fill me with nothing, and leave me lonelyI can't go onIt's just too muchHow could you goBlack h

The Expanding Popularity Of Womens Motorcyclists Jacket
Are you one of those cool female biker? If that is so have you bought yourself a womens motor biker jacket? Grab yours, start your cycle and hit the city like you never before.A legendary style buffered with the help of Lightweight corduroy and memory fabric, Current/Elliott Prolonged Sleeve Denim Motorcycle Jacket is known for a luxurious feel and is astonishingly comfortable.Them features a off-center, asymmetrical zero closure together with a self-belt with diverse Belstaff Jackets snap closure at ankle rehab ebook.How about dressed in the Women Fluffy Crinkle Lamb Biker Fleece to start your vacation with a brand new encounter.This a lot of women bikers parka features reputable leather and possesses an adjustable gear around training collar. Keeps you warm througout your journey despite the fact that giving you comfortableness as you vehicle.To look trendy and attractive is the fundamental desire of every woman and there is not much strange on it. Whatever the direction

Expand
Individuality & spirituality have always been an interest of mine. I just recently adopted one of the two topics. Spirituality although I'v always been an Independent thinker. Plus, Confidence & Thought Process or "Independent Thinking" are topics I'v kept close to heart. I love Confidence, I Treasure it. I find it fascinating, intriguing,even attractive if you will. If a person lacks Confidence than I honestly wouldn't give them an ounce of my time. Because, without Confidence, you can't for-fill goals & achievements, which makes you vulnerable to other "naysayers" ideas, which these bombarding ideas are not yours to take credit for. Normal people would call me "Crazy" because my Thought Process is to complex for their narrow\feeble minds to comprehend. In my mind Knowledge is Attractive. Intelligence is Attractive. Loyalty & Honesty is Attractive. Plus Attractive people are ATTRACTIVE. If you can find someone who is without a doubt. Loyal, Honest, Intelligent & can think for themselv

Expensive Monkey Near Air Force Base
A tourist walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, a Chief Warrant Officer from the local air base walked in and said to the shopkeeper "I'll take a 933 monkey, please". The shopkeeper nodded, went to a cage at the side of the store, and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it the Chief, saying, "That'll be $2,000." The man paid and left with the monkey. The surprised tourist went to the shopkeeper and said, "That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?" The shopkeeper answered, "Ah, that's a 933 monkey. He can build pallets of freight, plan aircraft loads, rig loads for airdrops, drive forklifts, type manifests, heat meals for officers, and perform the duties of any Traffic Tech with no back talk or complaints. It's well worth the money" The tourist then spotted a monkey in another cage. "That one's even more expensive! $10,000! What do

Experience Life
***Do not read if you cannot accept another's faith as their own. This is of my faith. I am not pushing my faith or religion on anyone. only my hope and prayer that all will EXPERIENCE LIFE*** Pull up a chair Look at life as a grand affair Smell the roses See the silver lining Live each day as though it was your last Follow through on all you do This is my hope and my prayer for you That you Experience Life Breathe in the air that you've been given Take each moment make it the best you've ever haD there's no other time and no other place BUT NOW. Divise a plan to face the day dont stay wollowing in the gray there's an answer to each problem that we face If we seek God's will and follow after his Grace You can: Experience Life Breathe in the air that you've been given Take each moment make it the best you've ever haD there's no other time and no other place BUT NOW.

Experience
Adventure is something you seek for pleasure, or even for profit, like a gold rush or invading a country;...but experience is what really happens to you in the long run; the truth that finally overtakes you. Katherine Anne Porter

Experiment
So my roomate and I have decided to do an experiment. We have decided that we will only clean up the things we touch, we won't move anything we didn't put there, we won't clean anything we didn't get dirty, we won't do any laundry or dishes that arent ours....and we will see what the apartment is going to look like in aweek if it were only our third roomate living here. this should be fun.

Experimental Cam Page
NO EXCITEMENT HERE. I do not have a cam. I do not use a cam. This blog is for my 2 friends who may want to use a cam. I am learning to use the codes fron the STICKAM site so i can help them. So far, I can join and paste code. I do not yet know how to activate the cam feed into an LC blog. If you know how to do this; hit me up i could use the advice. In an unrelated matter,...do you like it, Texas? Broadcast Yourself LIVE

Expectation Of Privacy
--Marine had Reasonable "Subjective Expectation of Privacy" Regarding eMails Offered as Evidence, Says USCAAF (27 September 2006) The United States Court of Appeals for the Armed Forces has ruled that Lance Corporal Jennifer Long of the US Marine Corps had a reasonable subjective expectation of privacy regarding email stored on her government computer "and that the lower court should not admitting Corporal Long's emails as evidence. The court said the deciding factors in determining reasonable subjective expectation of privacy were the existence of a password known only to Long and a banner that "described access to monitor the computer system, not to engage in law enforcement intrusions by examining the contents of particular emails in a manner unrelated to maintenance of the email system." http://www.armfor.uscourts.gov/opinions/2006Term/05-5002.pdf [Editor's Note (Schultz): This ruling could be precedent setting. In previous court cases the concept

Expectations
Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful. It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are. ~~UNKNOWN~~

Experiences To Savor
Magical Moments Throughout history, humankind has stood in awe of mountains. The strength and sturdiness evident in the rocky crags and smooth slopes of peaks around the globe have from time immemorial inspired creativity and kindled courage. Mountains have been venerated by many cultures, which worshipped great summits as gods and sacred beings. In their looming presence, humanity has seen power, steadfastness, and resolve. Yet you needn't live near a mountain to tap into this vast energy of commanding grandeur. Conversely, since mountains are as unique in form as human beings, your locale may exist under the unwavering gaze of a small mountain without your knowing it. As you practice mountain meditation, the power that lurks in the heart of all mountains will flow into you while their essential beauty reminds you that you, too, are a creature of the earth. If there are mountains in your area, plan to spend some time enjoying the peaceful embrace of Mother Nature, which can be

Expectations
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Experience Test
In essence, the theme of expressing my feelings, attitudes and understanding of specific aspects of the world around me are direct reflections and interpretations of personal experience. The struggle is never about the actual expression of feelings, but rather understanding the motives behind these emotions. Complex, who isn’t? Romantic, possibly. Individualism is difficult to fathom only when one is grounded into a ridged set of structured beliefs. I don’t like. That is a sentence I seldom approach. My job as a writer and a film maker is to use my life to explore other people’s lives. I discover things, people, experiences and events. A colossus myriad of different emotions neatly tucked away. In doing this I become a better person. I certainly don’t know everything, and have recently created an aversion to any form of denial. If I was self-centered and shallow minded; in even the smallest sense, my work would suffer and my creativity brutally slaughtered. It’s

Experiementing
About This Piece: If you don't know who these two are, they are Benji{Right} and Joel Madden{Left}. I was experimenting with different levels of Transparency and in this case it happened to work out. Until Next Time.... "Live, Laugh, Love, and Represent"

Experimenting With Forceful Poetry
Coming for you The anger has begun the chanting is in my head pain pain rage against suffering The darkness waiting for me to hold me like a lover my last guard before the wall breaks Hatred held before me a shield to your lies your fate i hold in my hands Feeding my Terror I will invade your lives take you down with me bleed you and give you my misery by Jason Hartle BTW this poem is NOT meant for anyone im not mad or anything like that

Experts Suggest The Cia, Not Kim Jong-il, Is Counterfeiting Dollars
Experts Suggest the CIA, Not Kim Jong-il, is Counterfeiting Dollars --Frankfurter Allgemeine Sonntagszeitung, Germany Translated by Armin Broeggelwirth 06 Jan 2006 The American secret service, the CIA, could be responsible for manufacturing the nearly-perfect counterfeit 50 and 100-dollar-notes that Washington['s terror regime] pins on the 'terror regime' of North Korea. The charge comes after an extensive investigation in Europe and Asia by the Sunday edition of the Frankfurter Allgemeinen Sonntagszeitung of Frankfurt, and after interviews with counterfeit money experts and leading representatives of the high-security publishing industry... The sources, which do not wish to be identified, allege that the CIA prints the falsified "Supernotes" at a secret facility near Washington to fund covert operations without Congressional oversight. http://www.watchingamerica.com/frankfurterallgemeine000008.shtml

An Experiance Hard To Forget
beautiful over here right now, nice white trees, white roof tops white sidewalks and yards roads still slippery, temperature just below zero in the early mornin. was an ok weekend till sunday came along, was watering my plants by my livingroom window, and alls i cld see was a teen girl jumping over the patio to there house, i watched closer to see that there house was on fire.....knowing theres 5 kids in that house and at least seven adults i got a lil upset called 911 said my neighbours house is on fire please come to yadda yadda, mam we r on our way right away, do you know if everyone got out ok, i said well from what i can see seems that everyone is out but i ain't in there to know. i then threw the phone down told my daughter to watch her brothers. my bf ran outside with an exstinguisher to try and keep some of it down a lil, i ran out there in t-shirt pants and lil summer slippers blankets in hand looking for all the kids from the house....told the momma i was sendin her babies to

Experiment
A friend and I are discussing the attention an account gets with the right primary pic. Lets find out if his theory is true! Does the profile get more attention with more cleavage? Does "rate/fan me" make a huge difference? Who knows, we will see....:)

The Expecting Parents
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerably, then the

The Experiment
An efficiency expert concluded his lecture with a note of caution. "You need to be careful about trying these techniques at home." "Why?" asked somebody from the audience. "I watched my wife's routine at dinner for years," the expert explained. "She made lots of trips between the refrigerator, stove, table and cabinets, often carrying a single item at a time. One day I told her, 'Honey, why don't you try carrying several things at once?" "Did it save time?" the guy in the audience asked. "Actually, yes," replied the expert. "It used to take her 30 minutes to make dinner. Now I do it in ten..."

Expectations Of Change
Expectations Of Change by: Heather and Rev joe The oysters are Clambering Atop and sliding Snowflakes glisten By the streetlight Creating shadows Of angels In the air What is leaving but a new beginning does the page open again a new book or a new chapter Of your journey The watercolors Reflecting this life The whispers Of illustration The gallery Of your mind Writing that seems to melt Make it known now that Your art is pricless It is beyond Value Mix me a potion Close thine eyes, The airy azure darkness painted behind the eyelids never leaves Your vision Vanishes You are left With beliefs shrill notes a cacophony of sound bedlam and morass, Take me where the plaintive trills of birds sound and still the leavings resound

Experimental Metamyth For The End Times
What will Winter Solstice bring in 2012? ...an instant of Karma? ...an ethereal spiral dance of the collective soul? ... cosmic judgment leveled against civilization's expanse? ...destruction of the world as we know it? ...a chance for a new start? ...the rise and the revenge of the Goddess? or simply another day in the life of paranoia? These are the false prophesies that your pastor warned you about! Reality Exchange Program "the South side of time..." Crazy Bear said there'd be days like this. As usual, no one believed him. Now, all I want to know is: where IS that lifeboat, and how DO I ditch this ship of fools, without any of these bliss ninnies noticing that I'm already gone? Captain, my ass. We are equal in this sea of madness. That iceberg is looking awfully big. Amana Mission is on a quest to save the world, and the only problem is, she can't remember why she got involved with such an obvious scam in the first place. Jesus saves. Christ. What a loser. Kali kills

Experiences Unlimited!!
Wow, the times are changing. Were not getting any younger and we all have a life to live to the fullest. Durring this moment in our lives, lots of weird stuff has been happening and it's starting to drive people into a crazy and or twizted state of mind. I'm running into potential friends who turn out to be unwanted company and annoying the piss out of me. I just want the simple things in life and they keep slipping through my hands like water. Nothing seems to stick when you need it, and everything that does stick makes life unpleasent. What happened to the society? Everyone seems to become more cold hearted and evil when things are easly jummbled up in there life. Then they tend to take it out on everyone surrounding them. What happened to communication? No one likes the truth or honesty the way it should be valued especially when it comes to friendships and relationships. What happened? I'm just mumbling on. Don't mind me. Just had to get that out.

An Experiment.
I CHANGED MY PRIMARY PIC TO A HOT CHICK HALF NAKED IN AN INNERTUBE. JUST TO SEE IF I CAN MORE RATES AND SHIT THEN I NORMALLY DO FROM CREEPY FUCKERS, AND FAN BOYS. I PLAN ON POSTING A LIST OF EVERYONE WHO RATES MY NEW PIC A TEN, AND THEN RANTING ON RAVING AT HOW FUCKING SAD THEY ARE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND WET. LOL.

Experience Gone Awry
I can’t keep acting Surprised Just cannot play the Fool again Believe it or Not I saw this coming Long ago When I explain It to you I’ll remember to Take it slow I didn’t need too Many clues When adding 2+2 Simple case of hearing What you meant Not What you said It never gets real Complicated If it comes out of Your head The clouds you try to Hide behind Are merely a Pale fog When you tie yourself up In tall tales You end up mired in The bog Now you are stuck And the one who Wound up shocked Nice to see you Bamboozled Here’s a kiss For luck Even fairy tales Attain conclusions We have touched the page That states The End I once saw a partner Now I can’t find My friend

-- Experience -- A Poem.
----- Experience ----- and down through the long, lone dark hours, the monotony of solitude striking across my back, as the leaden lashing of the silent metronome, counting the heartbeats and the hours, in the tension of days passing, scarring afresh the tender flesh of not one Soul but two, not one Heart but two, Let then the time apart be of good, in building the Love between them, strengthening in each passing moment, entwining the two willing Souls that power the Hearts in which live two minds, wherein the Love the two share is dwelt, and the full panoplic paene, mutual experience that enriches as it fullfils, And the joys of Life's Living Love, echoing through the entirety of each being, seen as he looks into her eyes, as she looks into his, signed yet again in Love's tender embrace, tender kiss made between the rampantly beating delicacies of a unified dual pulse, calm satisfactions of dual need met. ^Uyrae

Expectations
SAYING I TRY TO LIVE BY... "In the course of living, many people are disappointed when others do not live up (or down) to their expectations. In order to be happy, some expectations must be dropped. These unrealistic and unhealthy expectations are three of the main culprits. 1. Do not EXPECT appreciation. When others say, "Thank you," or in any way show their gratitude, be happy. It is a gift! 2. Do not EXPECT others to make you happy. They simply cannot do that. Make yourself happy and share your joy with others. 3. Do not expect NOT to be let down. At times, people will simply not come through for you in the way you need. Forgive them and move on. Get rid of these three expectations and you will be getting rid of daily disappointment!"

Experience The Power Of Now.
aloha brothers and sisters! I was invited to a seminar at the landmark forum last night and I was pleased to hear how they have constructed a method to help people enjoy their lives more. All the methods that are out there that instruct self realization are powerful tools to guide one back to their self. They all try to show you, as with the secret movie, and lifespring, etc that there is only one time. And that is now. Right here, right now. It is somewhat easy for one to think they understand this, but until you experience the power of now, it is not knowing. Keep trying and letting go at the same time and one moment it will happen. You will hope for nothing, fear nothing, and you shall be free. Everything is futile. One has to understand this. If you don’t understand it, you will always remain in illusion. Everything is futile, and in life there is no progress, no improvement, because life is eternally there. Life is already perfect. One just has created barriers to this perfe

The Experience Of Being!
BEAUTY 1. Beauty is the radiance of being. 2. The experience of beauty binds us more fiercely to life, thus enhancing our chances of survival. 3. Every moment of being is a moment of indescribable grace. 4. We perceive this grace, however, to a greater or lesser degree, depending on how much attention we pay to it. 5. Thus when we are anxious or preoccupied or grieving or in pain we see very little beauty in being. But when we turn our gaze, we are consumed by its glory. 6. The function of art is to turn our gaze towards beauty. 7. Dissonance and ugliness, tragedy and sorrow, bring us to the edge of paradise, where we may yearn even more for what is not there. 8. Being is uniformly radiant. Nothing is more or less beautiful except in our perception. 9. Should we shift our perception, then, we would see equal radiance in all things. GOODNESS 1. All life desires and creates life. To be is the ultimate good. 2. Often being is so painful tha

Expectations...posted Myspace 5feb07
It's as if your flying...then you come crashing to the ground. What expectations did you have in the first place? All? None? Something? Nothing? You think hard on it...contemplating what you thought you had wanted in the beginning. Then..it was more than you ever thought it would be and your expectations Change. I was told once..."I don't expect anything, that way I won't be disappointed". I tried that...*smiles* I have succeeded in it as well. For what should I expect of others that would full fill exactly what I want. Nothing. So..in not expecting anything at all I will never be let down, I will be pleasently surprised. But what if someone says something...they essentially give their word. OK..so I am a bit nieve. But how do I know, if you just meet someone, they are lieing. I don't. Do you?? And so goes the saga..of life, friends, and love. I suppose I do have some trust issues. But, why should I? Just let it roll off my back. Yes...that is the answer...and move on. Right? But I

Experts: Vets Need Better Stress Tests
Payment For PTSD Symptoms Doubles Over 5 Years WASHINGTON -- The surge in the number of veterans suffering post-traumatic stress disorder requires development of better tests to evaluate affected personnel and determine how best to compensate them, a panel of medical experts said Tuesday. "As the increasing number of claims to the VA shows, PTSD has become a very significant public health problem, particularly for veterans of current and past conflicts," said Nancy Andreasen, chair of the committee that prepared the report. "Our review of the current methods for evaluating PTSD disability claims and determining compensation indicates that a comprehensive revision is needed," said Andreasen, head of the psychiatry department at Carver College of Medicine, University of Iowa. Claims increased from 120,265 in 1999 to 215,871 in 2004 and payments jumped from $1.72 billion to $4.28 billion in the same period, a combined committee from the Institute of Medicine and National R

Experiment...
Because of this apparent dislike of Brits... I am doing an experiment, I according to CherryTap live in Rocky Mount, Virginia... I just want to see if now the ladies will talk to me... ....all I want is a female friend :'(

Experience On Ct So Far...
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone. Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more. So far.. - I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable. - People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion? - It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident. - I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face. - Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me. - People come up with the most i

Experience
Sometimes we have an experience that we don’t understand, but if we look deeply or wait long enough, a reason for that experience will usually reveal itself. All the events in our lives lead to other events, and all that we have manifested in this present moment is the result of past events and experiences. One can't easily tease apart the many threads that have been woven together to create our current realities. Experiences that don’t make sense, as well as any that we regret, are just as responsible for the good things in our lives as the experiences we do understand or label as “good.” Sometimes we take a job or move to a place without really knowing if it’s the right thing to do. We may ultimately end up leaving the job or the place, but often during that time we will have met someone who becomes an important friend, or we may have an experience that changes us in a profound way. When all the pieces of our life don’t quite make sense, we can rem

Expectations
1. Don't call me babe, baby, hun, darlin' or any other term of endearment. 2. I don't give my MSN, Yahoo address easily, I have to know you first. 3. I don't cam, don't even try it 4. I'm not looking for a relationship, this is all for fun. 5. If you want to add me as a friend, send me a note telling me why you want to add me. Other than that you should be good to go.

Experiment
well looks like my experiment worked lol guys on my friends list coming out of the wood work to see my nsfw folder, thinking i have nudes it didnt even say nudes, it said revealing lol i dont have nudes, never will, i hate my body too much for anyone to see me naked lol plus i have too much self respect guys if you are going to talk to me, do it because you want to make a new friend, not so you can see naughty pics, there are other women on here more than happy to show you what they got for their birthday

Experts Warn Of Lightning-strike Injuries With Ipods
(AP) -- Listen to an iPod during a storm and you may get more than electrifying tunes A Canadian jogger suffered wishbone-shaped chest and neck burns, ruptured eardrums and a broken jaw when lightning traveled through his music player's wires. Last summer, a Colorado teen ended up with similar injuries when lightning struck nearby as he was listening to his iPod while mowing the lawn. Emergency physicians report treating other patients with burns from freak accidents while using personal electronic devices such as beepers, Walkman players and laptop computers outdoors during storms. Michael Utley, a former stockbroker from West Yarmouth, Massachusetts, who survived being struck by lightning while golfing, has tracked 13 cases since 2004 of people hit while talking on cell phones. They are described on his Web site, www.struckbylightning.org. Contrary to some urban legends and media reports, electronic devices don't attract lightning the way a tall tree or a lightning rod

Expectations
its sucks im trng to feel very hard shoes to feel. he was an asshole treated me like crap and ii hae better but the sex was the best now i have someone who wants me who has been with one girls for only four months so he kinda wants me to teach him which is neat but at the same time.... i hate not knowing what i want. want chemestry nothing forced and werid and strange. i also want crash consuming love but this time it would b cool if we both felt and showed it

Experimenting With Food
Is there some truth to the term, "terrible two's"?...tonight I made macaroni and cheese. My 2yr old decided to see what it would sound like if she dropped a few macaroni noodles behind the fan which was on high-speed. It sounds like a pfftttttt! sound.

Experience, Strength And Hope
EXPERIENCE, STRENGTH AND HOPE When, I’m at the end of my rope, I rely on my experience, strength and hope. My experience has taught me well. Life sometimes can be heaven and hell. My strength has enabled me to go on. Sometimes, life can be hard from dusk until dawn. Hope reminds me, of a loving spirit that has all power. I am protected even in my darkest hour. My experience has taught me to kneel in prayer. Thru my silent times, I’ve found comfort there. My strength has been made strong. I pray lead me from what is wrong. My hope is that no matter what, I shall not yield. I have, a heavenly Father that, gives me a shield. My experience can be of use to others. I can be a help to my sisters and brothers. My strength can be there to give a helping hand. Sometimes, all I need to do is listen and understand. My hope is, to share a light to those that are in the dark. There can’t be any light or hope, without a spark. chris

Expensive Meal!
BUDAPEST, Hungry - A python that apparently was smuggled into the Budapest Zoo has killed three rare Kea parrots, officials said Friday. It was unclear whether a visitor released the tiger python into the Keas' cage or whether someone released the 6-foot, 6-inch snake elsewhere in the zoo and it found the cage by itself, zoo spokesman Zoltan Hanga said. Hanga said the zoo owned several pythons, but they had implanted microchips and all had been accounted for The Kea is a sharp-beaked parrot native to the high country of New Zealand's South Island. It is considered a vulnerable species — an estimated 1,000-5,000 survive in the wild and another 140 in zoos. The Keas — a female and two males — were very playful birds and came to Budapest from zoos in Austria and Germany. They were each valued at $7,800. The zoo reported the incident to the police in the hope of finding the python's owner.

Expectations
Cool air fills the morning as summers grasps at a futile attempt to stay the inevitable. A lite mist brings back memories of past and present, memories about expectation. I am not honest about what I expect of people. I know that most would read this and speculate about how negative I must be. Humans are capable of the most hanus acts. It seems depending on how much they think they will get away with it the more hanus the act becomes. The fact is when no one is watching most will do what is in their best interest. There are few who shine when no one is watching. How bright that light must be that none of us can see it. How sad is it when it is seen we look away. So though I expect quite a lot out of humans, I must say I am most happy when my expectations are not met.

Expensive Gas
Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ..... $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..... $9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ..... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ..... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ..... $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ..... $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 ..... $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ..... $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 ..... $84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER: Evian water 9 oz $1.49 ..... $21.19 per gallon?! $21.19 for WATER - and the buyers don't even know the source. So, the next time you're at the pump, be glad your car doesn't run on water, Scope, Whiteout, or God forbid Pepto Bismal or Nyquil.

Experincence
The experience of change: of unaccustomed activity of being on unfamiliar ground,of doing things differently is frightening. Whatever we do is done because we choose to do it and we make that choice because it is that what satisfies us the most. When we lose don't lose the lesson.

10 Experiences I Need When I Get Married
10 Experiences I Need When I Get Married 1. Have sex in the woods out in the dark in the open. 2. Have sex while watching a porno 3. Have sex with my husband in the back row of a movie theatre. 4. Have sex in an elevator while it is working. 5. Have sex in the backseat of a car parked on a highway during the day. 6. Watch my husband masturbate while I read him some of my most erotic poetry then have hot sex with him 7. Have sex on a waterbed in a furniture store after dark after the store has closed. 8. Have sex on a neighbors lawn after midnight in the summertime. 9. Have sex on the beach. (once during the day and once at night) 10. Have sex blindfolded.

Expectation Hope And Faith
In life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s

Experiences From England
Experiences from England by m.lacher@sussex.ac.uk Most of your stories seem to be from people in the States. This is one from someone living in England. Apparently I am someone that 'stirs' up spirits where-ever I go. I bought a house in Brighton in Sussex, built in 1877. It had been owned by the policeman who bought it from new and then his spinster daughter who died in it. It was in a dreadful state and took three months to get one room, the kitchen and bathroom habitable. We moved in and spent another six months getting the rest of the house together. My husband restores old buildings, making them as they were originally. We even took all the old paint and wallpaper off the walls and framed a section of the original William Morris wallpaper which had been varnished - they did that in Victorian society in order to preserve the wallpaper. Well, once we had furnished the place we settled back to enjoy it and then some odd

An Experience Never To Be Forgotten..............
I was about 12 or 13 and we lived in a city called Centerline. We had two beautiful husky dogs that my mother used to take to dog shows. Both of them have received several first place ribbons. One was a female by the name of Tarcy and the other was a male by the name of Odin. We had Tarcy first and I loved her to death. Odin I didn't like so much. For some reason I didn't trust him. One day my parents left me home while they went shopping. I had just let the dogs out into the backyard so they could take care of business(NOT of the naughty kind!), when not even two minutes later I hear a great commotion coming from out front. I ran to the front door to look outside and see what was going on. I was horrified when I seen our two dogs running across the street to the neighbors house, where sitting on the sidewalk, was their cat. I ran outside as fast as I could, calling the dogs, trying to get their attention. Wasn't doing any good. They had in their sights something that th

Expense Account
Expense Account by Decayed Angel © After work, I decided to head up Twenty-Third Street for a bite to eat and perhaps some entertainment. There were a number of nice places all very conveniently located between where I worked and the hotel. I decided I'd save a bit of money on the meal and then spend that money on the entertainment. Since I was traveling on business, none of it came out of my pocket, but I wanted to avoid getting too extravagant. Well, for good food at a cheap price, you can't beat the old "Golden Arches," so I crossed the street and walked up to the Suzuki's and stepped inside. I'm not sure about anyone else, but it just seems so strange coming in and ordering a Big Suzi with extra special sauce. Poor old Ray Kroc just has to be squirming in his grave. I stepped up to the counter and passing on the Big Suzi, I ordered the sashimi salad with a bratwurst on the side and a Halliburton Cola to drink. My total came out to one hundred fifty seven and twenty two cents

Experiment In Violet
Experiment in Violet by Ziku © Dave whips his sleek car into the parking space, agitation making him reckless. He drops his mirrored sunglasses onto the passenger seat of his car and resignedly climbs out. He hears his friends advice again, "Go see my friend Dr. Marsae, she might help you with your blues, she is doing some research on electricity and skin reactions, tell her office you are interested in the V-Project". Well he has, and here he is outside a sliver of a white building with a small glassed in entryway. He strides forward shoving his hands into his pockets to hide any nervousness. When he tells the receptionist his name she almost coos, "Well aren't they the lucky ones today!" she says with a repressed giggle, "You sign up right here, and fill out these release forms that anything that happens is with your consent, Dave" He does as he is told, then paces the confines of the reception area trying to blow off some of his nervous energy. "We are ready for the next

Experiences
At the signal just before I turn into the neighborhood I can feel my energy change . . . it is not something I do . . . it just does on its own. I pull into the driveway always convinced I need to take a minute to mentally prepare, but then I never do . . . before I know it I am opening the door . . to the place that opens the door . . to the place I go . . where I so clearly belong. He is there . . . all ready for his part of the journey . . . the journey we take together that is never planned and never known until it is over. His name is Gideon and other than some general facts and my visual interpretation, I do not know much about him. He is short and has an accent (although most would be at a loss as to place where it is from). He loves the Beatles and Harley-Davidsons, he has 3 daughters, he speaks 6 languages, blah, blah, blah . . . . these facts that I would normally find important to know . . . are seemingly UNimportant . . . because what I KNOW about Gideon

Experience
distortions - manipulations of the magnitude. multitude. identifiable? latent meaning manifesting in a way which leaves interpretation a process not of logic, but maybe you get it. maybe you don't. exploiting the expected endeavors of innocence. ignorance. a slip a coincidence make it what you want. strategy remains a skill not everyone can know it for what it is there's the rib - that made me what I am. to uncover... can this be the game? let who come over? still there whether or not you know they have found it and were also secretly informed. revel in the bliss tripping is easy and falling is fun - flat on your face - then you too shall know.

Experience
Have you ever watched a spider, Spinning it's web without stopping? Do you want to be that persistant, In all that you do? Have you ever listened to a bird sing, It's song so unique and clear? Do you want your song, To be always clear and strong? Have you ever smelled something, That made you think of your childhood? Do you want to always remember them as, The good old days? Have you ever tasted as snowflake, On a snowy winter's day? Do you want to share your taste of life, With someone special? Have you ever touched the softness, Of a newly bloomed rose petal? Do you want your life to have that softness, even when your at your lowest? Our senses keep us in tune, with all of life's treasures. So, freely share your experiences, Give without measure. ~~Darla~~

Experience Or Degree?
i had an "argument" with one of my friends. the thing is, that she insist that is always much more important to have many years of experience, than a degree. but the fact is, when we go and look at the job offers, 9 of 10 says: university degree in xxxxx.. (in my area of work that is IT... computers yes) meaning if you at least you're not about to finish, you must be graduated already and yes the argument ended up BAD lol but oh well... then she started a lot of crap about how i left argentina like if i did it cowardly (envy?) and that i'm not doing anything here more than drinking beer (note that i'm studying german, and yes looking for jobs everyday) lol i'm still laughing @ coward ... should i really think she said it because she would want to be in my place? or just let it go and say she's mad cause i said few true things and that hurted her? but well, the convo was like at first she asks me for advice in a new job proposal, and when i tell her the truth she doesn't

Expectations
I think They expected me to be amazing And I just didn't fit the grade it was all a charade I can't be what they expected I'm only me I'm only who I've decided to be As real and raw as they come Fake and glazed to those Who don't look deeper Than what they see The real me is Right here If you choose to see it

Experiment Results
it seems that i was tanked while i was writing that last entry. wow. anyway, work sucks and i wish i had a day off. i can only have infinite patience for so long. do you realize how much mana that consumes? i havent figured out why i do this. im typing on autopilot here. i guess only time will tell. its five thirty and its almost dark? eek, i need to go to sleep. bye bye

Expectations Can Cover Up Who We Really Are.
Because you're not what I would have you be, I blind myself to who, in truth, you are. --Madeleine L'Engle Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. But wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are - with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults, which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful. It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are. What unfair expectations do I h

Expensive Loser Wanted.....
I seen this posted on another site and thought someone would get a kick from it.. Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible becasue you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot graffix bong you call "chewbongka". Please ha

Expensive Loser Wanted!!!,to Funny
Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and a kegerator. Yo

Expensive Loser Wanted..roflmao
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

Experience Of The Eagle.
This is not so much a ghost story as it is one of my most beautiful experiences ever. Please read word for word. It's well worth the meaning of "the circle of life" if you believe. My grandmother, Marce, was a fighter. This is for her. She had another stroke. We went to the hospital and visited with her. She was restrained in a bed because she kept trying to leave once she had awoken from the surgery. Somebody made a mistake. The day she was to come home, she was left unattended for... and ended up falling from her bed and hitting her head. She had massive bleeding and underwent another surgery. She never awoke. She was in a coma, in hospice, for two weeks. It was two weeks of going there every day.. never leaving her side for more than food or going home to sleep or peeing, of course. Peeing is a necessity, yes? Grandma didn't think much of people who didn't do what was necessary for survival. :P Well... I continuously told her, as I gave her morphine to lessen the pain, that it was t

Expect The Best
Some people make a practice of expecting the worst, in an effort to avoid being disappointed. Yet when you expect the worst you also focus on it and visualize it, thereby pushing yourself in a negative direction. A more positive and effective strategy is to expect the best. Then build upon that expectation with preparation and action. Expect the best, and visualize, in great detail, your own participation in it. That puts you into a powerful frame of mind, orients you toward success, and brings your expectations to life. Expect the best, and you enable yourself to recognize and make full use of the opportunities coming your way. Expect the best, while preparing to handle whatever may come along, and you'll be ahead of the game from the very beginning. No, life will not always live up to your highest expectations. Yet when the disappointments do come, choose even then to expect the best eventual outcome, and you're much more likely to get it. Base your expectations on the best

Expectations
Expectations By me You gave me your hand Expected me to stand How could I walk And expect you to talk Expectations are to high For you to stand by Don't blame you to leave If you can't love me Standing tall Looking high That's just a bunch of lies how can I say I love you When I can't even love myself There's just no other way I need some help today There's many things I can't handle And that is the critisism of the candle So how can I walk And expect you to talk When my expectations are to high For you to just stand by Standing tall Looking high Expectations are just my secret to life.

Expendable Honor
The war rages on We must all Receive our share of carnage. There is more Than enough to go around No one must miss out Give their entire share. Meat, bloody meat Never, no never Met in defeat. We are always victorious Fleeing from one battle To the next Muttering babbles of false honor To attempt the gain of respect From the opposite forces. Tiptoe in the crimson puddles Inching your way Through shadows path. The hunger leads You on to their lair The fumes of decay Trailing around you To bury the true scent. The hunters look out For more prey Lingering about the path. While the feast Still plays on Celebrating the carnivorous victory.

Expect No Mercy - Nazareth
If you’re ready for the street You wanna mix it in some fight Let me tell you somethin’ Now I don’t wanna get you uptight But if you’re in a corner And you can’t find no way out Don’t look around for no help No, no there won’t be any around Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy So you think you got a case And you think you know the score No you don’t wanna listen You can’t be told no more But wait’ll you get out there You better do it right ’cause the streets are lined with things that kill And they’re hidin’ in the night Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Feel that you can cut it You think you got the time They’ll only give you one chance Better get it right first time And the game you’re playing If you lose you gotta pay If you make just one wrong move You’ll get blown away Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no merc

Expecting The Surprise Baby #4.
I would just like to officially announce that I have recently found out that I am expecting baby #4. TO MY SURPRISE!!!! I was scheduled to have my tubes tied back in Dec'07 but i had an insurance issue at the last min. and was forced to cancel the surgery. This is deffinetly a major surprise in my life and also mrhappy734 who is the Daddy. So please stop by and congradulate him....it's his first child!!!!!!!!

Experience
I have bled and felt the raw corners of suffering the second hand punctuating throbbing of pangs. I have skirted the heights of ecstasy believed I could hold no more joy. I have sat in stillness and felt the depths of solitude. I have cowered in fear and pleaded for safety. I have been the object of adoration and of hatred. I've felt the pride of birth and the desolation of death. I have given, without thought of recompense and taken in direst need. As I live and touch those around me and stories intermingle with my own, I am reminded of the length and breadth of the human heart and take nothing ever for granted.

Expelled
Ben Stein (Actor, Writer, Commentator, Gameshow Host) has a new movie (documentary) coming out which I think I would like to see. Its about creationism (intelligent design) vs evolution theory. I'm not sure I would necessarily agree with everything presented in this film, but it would be interesting to see. I plan to catch it when it comes out.

Expect Exponential Progress
By Ray Kurzweil Fri Apr 18, 4:00 AM ET Massachusetts Institute of Technology was so advanced in 1965 that it actually had a computer. Housed in its own building, it cost $11 million (in today's dollars) and was shared by all students and faculty. Four decades later, the computer in your cellphone is a million times smaller, a million times less expensive, and a thousand times more powerful. That's a billionfold increase in the amount of computation you can buy per dollar. ADVERTISEMENT Yet as powerful as information technology is today, we will make another billionfold increase in capability (for the same cost) over the next 25 years. That's because information technology builds on itself – we are continually using the latest tools to create the next so they grow in capability at an exponential rate. This doesn't just mean snazzier cellphones. It means that change will rock every aspect of our world. The exponential growth in computing speed will unlock a solution to global warm

Expectations
Well I have never written a blog before, but always thought about it so here goes....I would just like to say that i feel that people are way to negatively impacted by todays society. And that is why I like this Fubar site...people are nice and not judgmental... Since we were kids we all had certain expectations to up hold...why? b/c i find in my life that most of your parental's expectations were...bullshit! worth nothing and not taught much.....It is a proven fact that we all (human nature) only learn from our own mistakes! We don't learn from others mistakes or history wouldn't repeat itself and we all know that it does! So basically please you all quit thinking that your not good enough. without Me, you life wouldn't be life! you know. Just be! be who you wanna be , be who makes YOU happy and for goodness sake stop listening to the media about: diets and weight and lypo and face lifts , tit liftsss my goodness these poor men can't handle us naturally...so please if your gonna

Expectations
Do you ever think that most of us expect nothing from someone we are interested in when we first get together in a relationship with that person but then expect too much later on in the relationship, leading to arguments and fights? I think we expect them to act and be a certain way and when they arent it angers us for not being what we want them to be. We strive to be with someone that is non changing, or changing in the way to our own version of perfect and we take our anger/frustration out on those non intended, causing them confusion and hurt feelings. Women would understand this concept more then men Im sure but I think in our own ways we each understand it. In all I think this is ONE reason for the break down of relationships and fights between couples over "nothing". Of course each side thinks they have their own reasons and explanations for the argument, as well as tryin to find someone to blame when there really isnt anyone at fault. I was recently told that I got m

Expectations
when i'm expecting something to go one way and it goes another i am always unhappy with the results. Even if the result on its own would be considered positive. I reached for a cream soda, someone had switched one of the bottles in the 6 pack, i opened and drank it, not seeing it wasn't cream soda. It tasted terrible. Turned out to be black cherry soda. I love black cherry soda, but not when i'm expecting a cream soda. i am not trying to make a moral statement or some philosophical revelation. but the moral to the story is, live without expectation and you'll be disappointed less often.

Expectation Of An Embrace
I love the feel of my lips on your neck. So lightly put. Your skin is warm and I can feel the beat of your heart there. softly I slide them. Your skin heats my lips. In my ear I hear your breath... steady. I sway my body against you. Fingers grasp fistfuls of my hair....and tighten. I smile against your skin... and breathe in the scent of you. My mouth wettens. I love the expectaion of our embrace. The connectivity of a stance. The breath that leaves your body and becomes my own to blow back over your skin. One and together beat. Always moving..slow and soft..knowing where this will lead, but craving the time it takes to build this. Small movements equal enormous energy. A constant circle of sensuality. Breathing in and breathing out...moving...swaying. Eyes that stare and lips that suckle..Passion times love times struggle. Yes. I love this embrace...and the expectation of it.

Expectations Of Pain
words drip like poison from lips dead to me... how dare you try to change my mind to convince me of your pain... you have no concept of the damage you do everytime you speak. lies and manipulations shroud you seeps through to your core such are my expectations of you the guarantees of heartache the certainty of misery the surety of pain

Expectations And Reality
Saturday, June 21, 2008 Expectations and reality Reality will not always live up to your expectations. Yet your expectations always have an influence on the way you live your reality. Your expectations do not magically transport you to the destination of your choice. However, those expectations can indeed provide you with a clear and realistic path to travel. Expectations do not change the world around you. Rather, they illuminate certain specific and highly useful portions of your world. Positive expectations enable you to see the way forward. And they keep you motivated as you do the work necessary to travel that path. Reality is what it is, and conditions are what they are. What you expect of yourself and what you expect for yourself will strongly influence what you make of your reality. Carry the very best of expectations with you at all times. And you'll be showing yourself how to make life truly great. -- Ralph Marston

Experience Or Lack Of?
Obama's 143 Days of Senate Experience Just how much Senate experience does Barack Obama have in terms of actual work days? Not much. From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United State Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged 143 days of experience in the Senate. That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working. After 143 days of work experience, Obama believed he was ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World, and fill the shoes of Abraham Lincoln, FDR, JFK and Ronald Reagan. In contrast, John McCain's 26 years in Congress, 22 years of military service including 1,966 days in captivity as a POW in Hanoi now seem more impressive than ever. Think about IT!!!

Experiment
Over past few days I conducted a short experiment to see what its like to be a woman in here. And I must say I never went the whole hog, Im still a guy the operation was cancelled last minute :P However, with the help of three gorgeous girls who were REALLY great sports and allowed me to use their default pics, I managed to have an insight into what its like. It amazed me first off, that almost ALL of the guys who visited never even looked at my profile, which stated quite clearly I was a guy. Well in fact, only one noticed and left a comment on my salute... The lack of respect and ignorance by some was a real eye opener, some were just purely out to cause hurt and as much abuse as they could. However when I said they were in fact talking to a guy and not a woman that they could carry on verbally abusing, strangely enough I found myself blocked. Spineless insecure idiots like that made me ashamed to be a guy. No doubt I'll get shit from fake profiles now but

Experiments In Ontological Relativism, And Other Brain Farts
So I started a creative blog today. If anyone's interested, you're welcome to pop over there. It'll be a creative blog. Not sure how often I'll update it, but I guess that depends on how many people read it. I'd love to have you along for the ride. :)

Expectations...............
heres the story and i hope yall can follow this...... when meeting someone new on the internet, i have learned that most expect a girl to put out at the first meeting. if not they are called the worst names you can imagine....however, when still talking to the person you have met, you explain on the net just what your expectations are and what you will and will not do on a first date. now my question is, why after filling ur head full of BS is this guy expecting me to do what he says when he says it and how he wants it? there are some who say they repect womens feelings in the matter but when it comes down to it, they actually push the hardest...they lie the most..then once they get what they want..POOF!! it dont matter if it took them months to get it or not....the calls stop, the texts stop, no more hangin out....and then one day out of the blue you would most likely run into this person on the street. they would claim to be one of ur oldest friends and yet while you have ur back

Experience Stillness...
"My greatest wealth is the deep stillness in which I strive and grow and win what the world cannot take from me with fire or sword." -- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe If our minds are always busy, they don’t get time to do basic maintenance – to sort, tidy up and take out the trash. If we don’t periodically clear out space in our minds, there’s no room for new ideas to take root. Where do you find stillness each day and each week? Plan for quiet time, relaxation and stillness daily, even if it’s only for 5 or 10 minutes. “For peace of mind, we need to resign as general manager of the universe.” -- Larry Eisenberg

Expectations..time To Re-read Them!
SAYING I TRY TO LIVE BY... "In the course of living, many people are disappointed when others do not live up (or down) to their expectations. In order to be happy, some expectations must be dropped. These unrealistic and unhealthy expectations are three of the main culprits. 1. Do not EXPECT appreciation. When others say, "Thank you," or in any way show their gratitude, be happy. It is a gift! 2. Do not EXPECT others to make you happy. They simply cannot do that. Make yourself happy and share your joy with others. 3. Do not expect NOT to be let down. At times, people will simply not come through for you in the way you need. Forgive them and move on. Get rid of these three expectations and you will be getting rid of daily disappointment!"

Expect Success
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Expecting
i am to be a mother that was a shock to me never was this meant to happen like this not to me i was to be married first but no i was to have a guy that was willing to be there but no the daddy of the child doesn't care he doesn't want to be there i am keeping the child to raise i will NOT give it up i will be a good mother.... but my child will not have its father it will only have me

Experimenting With A New Life
touch. the dictionary gives so many different definitions of the word touch. Touch: 1. to put the hand or finger on or into contact with something as to feel it 2.to come into contact with and perceive something as the hand or like does 3.to bring the hand finger stc into contact with something 4.to treat of affect someway of contact 5.to come into or be in contact with 6.the act or state of touching;state or fact of being touched these are just a small number of many definitions of touch, but what else can touch mean. what does touch do, and what emotions can touch evoke. i think my favorite would have to be the act or state of touching state or fact of being touched. my idea of touch runs the gammit. like the touch of my son when he wraps his legs and arms around my leg. the emotion that evokes would be the emotion of being a mother. every time i feel his heartbeat against my skin i know that heartbeat at one point was my heartbeat. the little heartbeat that races whe

Experiment In Artificial Stupidity
Howdy Folks, I have a couple of friends that are ? WELL! I'll just say ALL FOAM!! NO BEER!.... May Have a little TOO MUCH YARDAGE BETWEEN THE GOAL POST! But I still love um to death, so we'll just leave it at that... Now I have this one friend that I've known since we was about 6 or 7 years old......For the stories sake we'll just call him BRUCE... Even though his I.Q. is only about 2 and it takes at least a 3 to be able to grunt. I would just die if he knew I was talking about him...(REALLY HIS BIG OLE DUMB ASS WOULD KILL ME!). So just in case he may read this someday And I know how to get him to stop? I'll just say:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: BRUCE! THIS AIN'T ABOUT YOU! For the ones that stayed with me??? HERE'S YA STORY.... One day a long long time ago, when Kuntry was just a small Redneck, My buddy Bruce and I had been at my house watching the Sat. Morning Cartoons......Well after them cartoons was over a show came on that has stuck with me for most of my life...

The Expectations Game ( Part 1)
One of the really fun things about being on Fubar is trying to figure out what my friends are really thinking. I love chess although I never have much time to play as it takes about 15 years to play a game if you have a decent opponent. I don't have 15 years to play anything at this point in my life and so try to temper my haste and need to be expeditious with a need to be cautious. This is much like chess where your moves need to be planned well in advance to achieve your ultimate goal. Unlike chess where we play with plastic pieces, here we deal with living breathing humans, each with their own expectations, desires, goals and dreams. Each has their own experience both in the real world and in the not so real world of internet interaction. So when entering into this realm one must have reasonable expectations and know what is acceptable and good in terms of meeting our goal and what is just a waste of time and energy. This is not only difficult but creates a challange that can lea

Expectations
Ok, so I'm not writing anything groundbreaking here...but... Let me ask the guys a question. And by that, I am not addressing the cool guys here (the two or three) I am addressing the multitudes, the masses, the ad nauseum of infinitum of homo habilis who just barely made it into stone tools yet somehow navigates the internet. What exactly possesses you to act like the troglodytes that you do? Is there some encoding in your brain that strips you of the ability to see a woman as an equal, a near-equal, an anywhere-in-the-ballpark equal? Where was it written that a woman owes you her dedication and service to perform for you, to show of herself for you, to bow and pay homage to your every request? And I don't mean in a committed marriage/relationship or anything...I mean "Hey, we just met, this is my first message to you...can I see your nudie pics now?" Ok..so I get it...you're all bulked up on the testosterone inflamed by looking at all the girls who do reveal themse

Expectations Game Part 2...
I recently had to have an MRI on my brain as many of you are aware. It came out fine with the exeception that the doctor was puzzled because my brain was so small. This does not depress me at all because it means the rest of my body parts are much larger than they should be. Thank God!!! I have come to believe that men in particular should have a mandatory brainscan before entering into the online world of social interaction and perhaps some natural selection process, much like evolution to keep idiots like me off here. It is important that one come into this cyber world with reasonable expectations and I have tried. I really have!!! Then a pic flashes in front of my face of some glorious cleavage and all that good sense immediatly departs for parts unknown. Now in the cyber world there are a few basic facts. First, men outnumber women about 26 million to one. This means your odds for actually meeting those lovely breasts you were just drooling over are fairly small. Basi

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Expectations
Have you ever got lost in a deep thought? i mean wonder what life really has in store for you? I often have! I look at my life and how high i set my expectations of me and others. Sometimes i see things in people that others dont see nor do they most likely wanna see. i guess im a old fashioned kind of guy . when i fall i fall hard . when i love i love hard.My problem is a always aspect so much from others i let myself down. not saying i want you to change for me but at least have the respect to listen and hear what i have to say. I feel that life is to short to hide how you feel. Some are lost in finding ways to say words. some have problems with not saying the right words. I often wonder how we as humans even love at all. Seems so much has happened in our past that we forget how too.We hold others accountable for our thoughts and actions not seeing all along that your expectations where maybe a Lil high. My case i seen one of the most fascinating people i ever seen in my life

An Experiment...
Name Crisis and Woo came up with an interesting experiment: they told me to find a picture of a busty young hottie and make it my default. I figured WTF why not... So I chose this one: I changed NOTHING ELSE about my profile - still listed as male, 44, yadayada. Then Woo pimped me and the seagull out. The results: Me Name Crisis checked you out: 31 3 Rated you: 25 1Rated your photo: 22 0Became your fan: 6 0New friend requests: 5 0 I think that proves conclusively most men are stupid. Or at least unobservant...

Experiment
durham gave me the idea for an experiment...i put up a girls pic as my default and didnt change anything else..it still says male 30 etc etc and reeka pimped me out all i cn say is guys are fucking dumb because they never noticed my info and i got 14 friend requests in less than 3 minutes i think im gonna leave it like that and ask for bling in my status and see what happens

Expectations ( Part 1)
So I have now been back on Fubar for about a week and am being reminded of the perils of playing on the internet. So far this weekend I have rated I would guess about 3,000 pics 11 and have received 10 pic ratings, one bling and a few drinks in return, one TYVM XXXOOO and that is about it. I appreciated my first bling very much and I was not expecting that cause I have not been on Fubar long enough to know what to expect half the time. Now I really hate to be critical but it is apparent I need to regroup and calm my expectations here a bit. I am not a noob online and have been on many sites, met some very nice people and some real jerks. I am certain many have had the same experience as it comes with cyber territory. I am not the type that is very pushy. My premise has always been that if your talking or interacting with a lady online you need to remember that you are not in their presence physically and usually someone else is so never take any of it very seriously until you make

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BALTIMORE -- Because theres still some life in the 37-year-old arm of Charlie Batch, the Pittsburgh Steelers remain alive in the AFC North. Batch directed a 61-yard drive in the closing minutes and Shaun Suisham of Wallaceburg, Ont., kicked a 42-yard field goal as time expired to give the Steelers a 23-20 victory over the Baltimore Ravens on Sunday. Playing without injured Ben Roethlisberger for a third straight week, the Steelers turned to Batch for the second game in a row. The 15-year veteran went 25 for 36 for 276 yards, threw a touchdown and rallied the Steelers in a must-win game against their hated division rivals. "This is big. It was another opportunity for me to come out here and start, which is rare right now," said Batch, who was elevated to the top of the depth chart after backup Byron Leftwich was injured against Baltimore two weeks ago "To be able to go on the road and do something that nobody outside of our locker room thought that we could do is big," Batch said. . Esp

Explaination
as you all have seen,i changed my name.it is due to me wanting to get back to my roots.my father was a full blooded white mountain apache.lately i have been leaning more that way,not just here,but adapting it to my everyday life.so,ty for your patience and understanding.i am still me.the funny thing is,there is no word in my native tongue for "phantom".not for devil,or such words.but i did keep phantom as my name.well,i guess yall was right,i will get the hang of this.hmmmmm,i wonder if it will let me put a pic in here?lets find out,lol.

Exploding Jaw Breakers
Ever hear of It the so called Urbanledgend of the Exploding Jaw breaker??? Well It's not an urban ledgend.It happens heres why when heated over 100.C The core of the candy melts and expands and can super heat to 2,000.c and when your tounge or other cool liquids touch It bam boom."POP" and the liquid can burn So never put jaw breakers in the Microwave Most important never leave jaw breakers In a hot car then lick but if your evil and sick in the head great way to get even with some one you really hate and never want to see again.Why not for their birthday or christmas give them a hot jaw breaker :)PS.DO NOT TRY IT AND I AM NOT RESPONSABLE FOR INJURY OR DEATH CAUSE YOUR STUPID ASS TRYED IT.

Explination?
I just wanted to let those who rate/comment my profile, know why I may not have done the same back. See, I have a download limit, and because LC is so.. graphical, downloads images left right n center, it eats up at my downloads. I try to comment and rate atleast a few pictures of everyone, I'll get around to doing everyone's soon enough, but with the download limit I'm very limited as to what I can do. So I'm sorry if you think I'm rude or an asshole. I can't afford a higher download limit & Australian internet plans are shitty lol. Please forgive me & Know I'll get around to it eventually! xx Mell0rz.

Explored
A time in You're life when U should just fuck it and go Wherever U feal with or without anybody. I Recomend Exploring Even if U travel just for a weekend U never know whay U may run into. And U may never know where U might end up Sometimes in life U just need to start over

The Explanation Of Creation
God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "How boring, monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. God said, "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years" The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." And God agreed again. On

An Explaination Of Dating Terms
DATING: The process of spending enormous amounts of money, time, and energy to get better acquainted with a person whom you don't especially like in the present and will learn to like a lot less in the future. EASY: A term used to describe a woman who has the morals of a man. EYE CONTACT: A method utilized by a single woman to communicate to a man that she is interested in him. Despite being advised to do so, many women have difficulty looking a man directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest. FRIEND: A member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw which makes sleeping with him/her totally unappealing. INDIFFERENCE: A woman's feeling towards a man,usually interpreted by the man as "playing hard to get." IRRITATING HABIT: What the endearing little qualities that initially attract two people to each other turn into after a few months together. NYMPHOMANIAC

Exploded Parts View (the Visible Human)
I am an angry young man... Complexity Simplified. Obscure Obfuscation! R U A Y'S 1? I C U R A Y'S 1! Why is it becoming increasingly more difficult to find an attractive, intelligent woman my own age? I won't settle for one or the other. ;) What we deserve we just don't get you see? Nothing is fair, just you look around. Let's just see if I'm asking too much from the general public here: A woman of moderate height and weight. Above average intelligence (If you can't play Chess and Scrabble, Hold up your end of a conversation and counter with witty banter or explain the difference between Accurate and Precise: You don't fit the bill). Must enjoy network gaming, drinking socially frequently and getting hammered occassionally. Must have a fairly healthy sexual appetite. You can have kids, but don't use them as a human shield when it comes to having a life as well. Most importantly you CANNOT change who I am and THEN COMPLAIN I'M NOT LIKE OTHER MEN. I'm

Explorations Of My Mind
Lots been going on lately! Been spending time with friends just hanging out. Had a party at Lauren's this past saturday. Nothing good ofcourse. Kind of went to shit seeing as one person ruined it for 6 others. Chris worked late. Dave's bike broke down..on his foot no less. Stupid fucker was out stunting like usual, waiting for Chris to get off work. The one time he didn't pay enough attention, he drops the bike. The handle bars landed on his foot. It's now fractured, 10 points Dave

Exploration Erotic Acomplished
The secret world of smooth warm flesh Your graceful curves delight my eye They call my fingertips to explore them Such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you Parched, like a desert nomad's throat Dream of the day when you float above Find sweet release, like clouds and rain Your hands reach out, to take my face And pull me to your waiting breasts To suckle you long as a greedy child Lulled by the music, of your hot breath Your fingers plow furrows in my hair And trace my brow, fever flushed Softly croon song of love to me Need binds me tight to your side Do you feel me throb so deep inside? A counterpoint to your rolling motion? My growling voice echoes in the room Your name kisses my lips and tongue Trembling thighs, so graceful spread Heaven's gate open so wide

Explains Itself
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

The Explaination Of Life
One day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So, God agreed. On the next day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the next day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life. You want me to live for sixty years, how about twenty and I'll give

Exploration
The idea raises some nicities a strong bond building fast concerns seeking answers is there a chance it will last. The intensity is stronger still with each trip to a well's dip as I crave and yearn even more to taste you starting with lips. So much could be said but little can change the need I have learned to have with you now keeping it is what I plead. Your passions are shared with mine we have the same burning fire every visit is a learning trip as we both "Explore the Desire.

Explaining What Happened Yesterday
hi everyone i wasn't here yesterday because my mom had an accident fainted while we all were working, at noon, and knocked her head with a table... result she got a big cut in the head i had to come back home because my sister called me all worried because my mom called her and she was very dizzy and was going to the hospital me being desperated took a taxi and while there, called one of my neighbours to go and check on my mom, if she really went to the hospital or she was fainted again here well that public hospital wasn't that nice, they didn't care of her how it should be, grrrrrr, ok, came home and found her all dizzy, all her clothes full of blood, geez i felt so scared before comming here! then i took her to a private hospital with my dad... they did all that they really needed to do: control preassure, the cut in her head, all of her, and including a ct scann of her head to check if there wasn't a contussion inside... we are lucky and there was nothing, but we still

Explain This....
Why is some people on this site seem not to evne wanna return a hello? I don't think I'm a bad person...I try to say hi to everyone thats on my friends list...see how they are...but I get no response most of the time. Why? Let me edit this b4 people get ticked...I mean people I dont hear from at all.

"explanation Unknown"
"Explanation unknown" ---------------------------------- -With that look in your eye I can feel your love A half simmered smile Protruding your graceful glow Shining aloud Playing this tempered song You call my attention Starting this fire ablaze Feeling this passion... ...Flame... ...Consequence... Decision to endure Our time together Decision to endure Our cries together Sticking together Through the dullest shine And your prettiest frown I enclose your heart Thoughtfully... ....Carefullly... Delicately not to break Your heart Your beautiful soul Your fire inside... ....Because without your flame You'll wander aimlessly And an explanation of love UKNOWN...

An Explosion Rocks My City
Just a few blocks from my home one of Sarnia's biggest oil refinery's had a huge explosion thurs night around 3am. The blast caused an earthquake like shake to my block and the fire lit up the night sky mimicking daylight. The fire could be seen 20km's away. We were told to shut off funaces and block all air inlets. We were also ordered to stay in place...meaning do not go outside.... And thats not even the scary part...the scary part is I SLEPT THROUGH the whole thing!! As did my kids!! It literally knocked stuff off selves and i had no clue what happened til the next day when my mom called to see if we heard it. There was a secondary explosion and nope, i didnt hear that either...the blast is still being investigated and thank god no1 was injured...Can i believe i slept through it?? NO!! Lol. Read all about it below..its Sarnia history in the making, Ontario history in the making. And i had no clue. http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20061214/sarnia_fire_06

An Exploration To Human Origin (ongoing And Always Being Added To)
Although I do not believe everything I view & read about.....here I'll be posting things that I think bear some weight. Food for thought, if you will...Enjoy! And please feel free to share your thoughts. I love engaging in discussions about anything in Antiquity, Religions, and human origins. Zecharia Sitchin was born in Russia and raised in Palestine, where he acquired a profound knowledge of modern and ancient Hebrew, other Semitic and European languages, the Old Testament, and the history and archeology of the Near East. He is one of the few scholars who is able to read and understand Sumerian. Sitchin attended and graduated from the University of London, majoring in economic history. A leading journalist and editor in Israel for many years, he now lives and writes in New York. 10th PLANET DISCOVERED (http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2005/29jul_planetx.htm) 7.29.2005 Astronomers have found a new planet in the outer reaches of the solar system. July

Explaining My "straight Edge" Lifestyle
Straight Edge refers to a lifestyle, a personal commitment, a philosophy, and a subculture that is closely associated with, but not mutually exclusive to, the hardcore punk rock community. Straight Edgers abstain completely from every and all types of recreational drug use, including tobacco and alcohol. Followers of the Straight Edge philosophy also abstain from promiscuous sex, the regular use of painkillers, and the intake of caffeine. Some also practice vegetarianism or veganism. The "Straight Edge" lifestyle has recently spread around the world, but is most popular in more economically developed nations. There are various reasons why people like me choose to live by the Straight Edge lifestyle, and there are various interpretations of the practice and various applications of the precepts. Some use the lifestyle as a "stepping stone" because they, like I, believe it will allow them to be more involved with their own mental and physical health. For many, including myself, Straigh

Explain
Uninspired, fucking tired So lost in this place Caffeine wired, cocaine mired Such a fucking disgrace Close my eyes to see more clearly Blinded by this pain inside Taken all that I held dearly Never take my pride This need to know the answers Consumes me like a cancer Explain to me what I don't understand I see this hate and fear I see this blood, these tears Is this really what you had planned Trying to survive this nightly terror Knowing it'll never end Searching for another way Just make the same mistakes again This need to know the answers Consumes me like a cancer Explain to me what I don't understand I see this hate and fear I see this blood, these tears Is this really what you had planned Tortured by what I can't explain Drowning out here in this rain I don't want to play this game Searching for another way Try to erase the memories Hate and fear and blood and tears Close my eyes so I don't see But it

The Explanation
A wife arrived home from a shopping trip and was shocked to find her husband in bed with a lovely young woman. Just as she was about to storm out of the house, her husband called out "Perhaps you should hear how all this came about..." I was driving home on the highway when I saw this young woman looking tired and bedraggled. I brought her home and made her a meal from the roast beef you had forgotten about in the fridge. She was barefooted so I gave her your good sandals, which you had discarded because they had gone out of style. She was cold so I gave her the sweater, which I bought for you for your birthday but you never wore because the color didn't suit you. Her pants were torn, so I gave her a pair of your jeans, which were perfectly good, but too small for you now. "Then just as she was about to leave, she asked, 'Is there anything else your wife doesn't use anymore ?',"

Explanation
So I've had about twenty different people ask me today why I got "fired" from being a Bouncer. I thought that I had made this all perfectly clear, but apparently not. So, here goes - I did not sign up to be a Bouncer. I signed up to be Support. Yaknow, back when the Support staff was green, and Bouncers were...well...still orange. I had no interest in making my life on CT by flagging photos and content. It simply was not what I wanted to do. I had been a photo mod on other sites previously, with no desire to do so again. The support staff was done away with a few months ago, moving all of the support to Bouncer positions. Lately, the higher up of the staff have been getting their panties into a proverbial wad over Bouncers not flagging enough photos. Well, I gotta say that I would be one of those who didn't flag a lot. I did what I signed up to do - I did support work. People knew that. It worked out well. Long story short, I told Scrapper about a week before all

Explanation
Howdy to those who read my babblings. This is a new blog I am starting. It's of no importance other than for me to blow my steam. Some of you may want to read it, some of you won't. It may make sense, it may not. It's purely for my bitching. Rather it be daily, hourly, by the minute or however often I feel the urge. It will be MY opinions, MY rants, MY bitching. NOthing said in this blog will be to please anyone else. If that offends you, please don't read it. With that being said....if you choose to read....please sit down, buckle your seat belt, apply your big boy/girl ears, and hold on. This could be a wild, grouchy, bitchy, cussing, fucked up ride!!! Hugs to you all!!

The Explaination Fo Evil
I thought this was a great explaination............. This is great! Never saw it explained this way before . . . Simple & clear!! Did God create Evil? At a certain college there was a professor with a reputation for being tough on Christians. At the first class, every semester, he asked if anyone was a Christian and proceeded to degrade them and to mock their statement of faith. One semester, he asked the question and a young man raised his hand. The professor asked, "Did God make everything young man?" He replied "Yes sir he did!" The professor responded, "IF God made everything, then he made evil" The student didn't have a response and the professor was happy to once again proved the Christian faith to be a myth. Then another man raised his hand and asked, "May I ask you something, sir?" "Yes, you may," responded the professor. The young man stood up and said, "Sir, is there such a thing as cold?" "Of course there is, what kind of

Exploring
Looking into eyes adoring, exploring you with lustful hunger Tasting you, licking trembling parts quivering so until spasms squeeze Your hips thrust upward searing my tongue with such heat orgasm explodes!

Explain Please.
k, i'm in this contest. if only the ratings were counted, i'd be in 2nd. place. if only the comments were counted i'd be in 11th. place. if both are counted i'd be in ? place. what's wrong with this? how can i ever catch my comments up? the only way i know is if i can get your help by you comment bombing me. anyone know of anything else i can do? if you like me than please help me. here is my photolink: please ( REPOST ) this, thank-you , sandra

The Explosions
The explosion of clouds thunder delight of birth, and growth, and powerful plight. Where to disperse such grandeur? Dynamic flight, plunge your sword into my core; here – and there, what matters cares of fading, you will limn my awareness with hails of rain; self-explained. I hear your frenzied song crash through my sighs, brow-beaten, I reply, “My death proclaimed, I still strive for height, and sight; tonight, I am your sister! And, in Monsoon madness, will gain release, surcease, and, oddly, my peace. I will expand my lease, of sadness.” Dynamics cause me to spin in your wind. Your answer; “Do unto me, it’s life I rescind.”

Explosure
Dungeons, within dungeons, within minds. Creepy rasp of rhetoric grasps chains, yanks blames, tires of games; ending collapsed. Stairs? Where? No, no…though for a moment, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Holes, within caves, within her. Patches leaking hysteria snarl chains; who’s to blame? She’s what she became, ending elapsed. Vowels? Trowels? No, yes…maybe, momentarily, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Shadows, within darkness, within soul. Whining without will power, forging chains; accepting blame? Kept within the frame, circle relapsed. Light? Height? No, not for her… moments lie, she will expose her escape, into herself.

Explain
Explain to me why its so hard to say hello to the people that come and the people that say goodbye Tell me what its so hard to talk to a girl to get her to be only yours when you don't have her its hard to give some interest w/o giving a piece of your heart cause after a while you get tired of trying and running out of piece of heart the only think keeping me going is the void in my soul

Explore. Dream. Discover.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Explcatio Des Relatios Per Meam Esposae.
Be under no illusions : it is never an easy thing to think or feel in multiple. That I do so I count a Gift, One for which I Thank the Goddess Daily. Through Her Wisdom, Care and Guidance I've been Gifted with the Love I have and share, from those near, Held, Dear and closely Treasured. Though I have mentioned some of the women I Hold in these pages, All are deeply Loved, and treasured: each has without fail added immensely to the wisdom and understanding I've acquired through Loving them and being Loved by them. I did not plan any of the Relationships I'm now so thoroughly enjoying : they evolved because I was as alluded-to elsewhere in these blogs, consistant and open. That's why there are so many women close to Me even beyond the Relationships I'm in. I feel Honoured to know each woman, and count her friend or dearer, and am glad they in turn Care for Me. Nor yet should it be felt by the reader that I'm anything but humble about the way things have evolved. Truly, I Am humble.

Explanation.............
I was hoping that announcing the reasoning for my erratic behavior would lesson everyone's care and concerns for me. I am fine. I will always be fine. If I'm breathing, I'm fine...but if you want me to feel better, make me laugh. I'm making appointments and arrangements to take care of allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll of my medical conditions. I'm far from depressed. This has given me an opportunity to reflect on my life and appreciate every experience, whether at the time it was a good one or a bad one, and value the lessons I've learned which I share with you and my readers. I turned 22 on February 2nd and I don't know many 22 year old women who have lived lives as amazing as mine. I was an artist. A successful artist. If I had chosen to stick with it, money would never have been a concern...but I wanted more and I got more. I've had articles published all over the country and the internet. I've done modeling, acting, dancing, promoting, legal work, law enforcement work, grap

Explaining Modern Satanism
Well, I tried CherryTap. I like the Stash feature. It allows you to save links and videos and such to a list that people can watch.One good one that I found was one titled Explaining Modern Satanism. In it, the Modern, or LaVeyan, form of Satanism is described pretty well. I would suggest you watch it here.tag: blog, blogging, CherryTap-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

An Explanation
SOMEOF YOU MIGHT HAVEWONDERED HOW I CAN BE SO SWEET AND SENSATIVE. Yes i believe there is a reason. I was hit y a car, and when i landed i landed on my head so I broke my neck. I had a near death experiance so i got the oppertunity to go to Heaven. God did talk to me and he told me its not my time i have to go back, i really didnt want to but he said I wasnt done. So he sent me back and ive been sweet and sensative ever since so i believe that i was given a blessing. Also because so many of my friends are woman i believe that thats a blessing to. Cause without u i dont think i would be able to be so calm. So i consider it a blessing that i can express myself so well. I also would like to thank all of you you help me out so much even though u dont know it, just talkin to u guys helps calm me down sometimes

Explaining The Male Mind
THIS WAS FOUND IN A ARTICAL IN A MAGAZINE..AND WAS BROUGHT TO ME FOR SOME REASON..LMAO TURNS OUT,THE REASON YOUR GUY BEHAVES IN WAYS THATS SO STRANGE TO YOU IS BECAUSE WHAT MEN ARE THINKING IS SO DIFFERENT THAN WHAT WOMEN ARE THINKING.. MEN : MEN HAVE JUST ONE THING ON THEIR MINDS:WHAT THEY'RE DOING AT THAT SECOND.. WOMEN : WHY WOMEN MULTI TASK~~IN THE STONE AGE,FEMALES HAD TO JUGGLE FOOD GATHERING,COOKING,AND CARING FOR CHILDREN..ALL MEN HAD TO DO WAS HUNT.. (HMM SEEMS AS THOUGH THAT HASN'T CHANGED MUCH..) IN FEMALES,THE AREA IN CHARGE OF GUT FEELINGS IS MORE ACTIVE,HENCE WOMEN'S INTUITION.. WOMEN : HAVE A SENSE OF SMELL.. MEN : DON'T NOTICE ODORS AS MUCH.. WOMEN : RECALL EVERY ROMANTIC EVENT IN DETAIL.. MEN : ...NOT SO MUCH.. WOMEN : THINK ABOUT SEX DAILY.. MEN : THINK ABOUT IT INCESSANTLY.. WOMEN : CHEAT FOR THE CONNECTION.. MEN : CHEAT FOR THE THRILL.. WOMEN : CAN QUICKLY TELL IF SOMEONE'S UPSET.. MEN : DON'T PICK UP ON SADNE

Explaining The G Spot
explaining the G spot The g spot was named for the German physician Ernst Grafenberg who first described "an erotic zone located on the anterior wall of the vagina along the course of the urethra that would swell during sexual stimulation." By all non-medical accounts the g spot is just that. It isn't a specific "spot" as much as it is an area that responds to stimulation. There are a variety of different theories as to what the g spot is and why it might feel good. One line of thinking is that the g spot is better described as the female prostate gland, and that like the male prostate it is sensitive to pressure and stimulation. Researchers have also noted that stimulating this area (called the anterior wall, but it is the side nearest your belly button) is likely also stimulating the internal clitoral body and the urethra, both of which are also sensitive to stimulation and can be the sources of great sexual excitement. For some women the g spot is an area that can bring

The Exploration Of Who You Are,
People should focus on the exploration of who they are, Not what society decides... to set at it's par, It does tend to be difficult... from time to time, It's just like coming up with that next.. that next... with that next rhyme, Life becomes cloudy, things don't make sense, Then the fog starts to clear, with everything pass tense. A sudden sense of knowing... A EPIPHANY.. it illuminates the point of confusion, You have taken one more step in the long walk of life, one of many conclusions, The who you are, and how you think,.. is that much closer.. to who you really are, And that may be the solution. Nojjoy 2006

Exploration
I wrote this poem awhile ago and just found it looking through my other pieces. I don't know what I want to do with it...it's not finished to me at all. I want my tongue to search every crevice of your skin to feel the trembling of your hands placed upon me and let my fingers wander up your neck and through you tousled hair Gentle tugs and caresses turn to more assertive action My thoughts being played out before me through the movement of my body Fluid, Strong, Decisive I work my way over you Your body I will conquer if only to explore again and again...

Explanation Of Leo Intimacy..
Getting Intimate Leo: You emit a great physicality, heat and ardour, when the timing is just right. You crave for action, and anyone who makes the right moves will get noticed. The right kind of approach makes you a confident lover. You are the happiest when a partner tells you how wonderful the relationship is. As your gracious gift, you will tell your partner just how much that compliment meant! What a Leo Needs: You love being fawned over. Being a devoted sort, you will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special indeed. Someone who exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best will score points with you. You are giving and devoted, and live for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is being in the limelight, where you believe you truly belong.

Explanation Of God
THIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista, CA. He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to "explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well ? [ ...he had such an assignment, in California, and someone published it, I guess miracles do happen ! .. ] EXPLANATION OF GOD: "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times besides bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because he