its sucks im trng to feel very hard shoes to feel. he was an asshole treated me like crap and ii hae better but the sex was the best now i have someone who wants me who has been with one girls for only four months so he kinda wants me to teach him which is neat but at the same time.... i hate not knowing what i want. want chemestry nothing forced and werid and strange. i also want crash consuming love but this time it would b cool if we both felt and showed it
