Uninspired, fucking tired
So lost in this place
Caffeine wired, cocaine mired
Such a fucking disgrace
Close my eyes to see more clearly
Blinded by this pain inside
Taken all that I held dearly
Never take my pride
This need to know the answers
Consumes me like a cancer
Explain to me what I don't understand
I see this hate and fear
I see this blood, these tears
Is this really what you had planned
Trying to survive this nightly terror
Knowing it'll never end
Searching for another way
Just make the same mistakes again
This need to know the answers
Consumes me like a cancer
Explain to me what I don't understand
I see this hate and fear
I see this blood, these tears
Is this really what you had planned
Tortured by what I can't explain
Drowning out here in this rain
I don't want to play this game
Searching for another way
Try to erase the memories
Hate and fear and blood and tears
Close my eyes so I don't see
But it only gets more clear
This need to know the answers
Consumes me like a cancer
Explain to me what I don't understand
I see this hate and fear
I see this blood, these tears
Is this really all that you had planned
I close my eyes so I can see
But it all fades away from me
Taken all that I held dearly
Never take my pride from me
Explain to me what I don't understand
I can't see what's there so clearly
Explain to me what I don't understand
