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Toxic Wolves
Now hiring for the following postions To apply leave a comment and I will get back to you as soon as I can DJ's: Stream live on Soul Snatcher Radio and entertain the pack with rock and metal Promoter: help the lounge grow help drag new people in to become members. make new friends and make fubucks. Greeters: greet the new people that come in the lounge and make them feel welcome and try to get the to join the pack Lounge Clowns: entertain new people and the current members and make sure that there time in the lounge is a fun one Lounge perves perve our members profiles and make lots of points, fubucks, and friends **** All staff and DJs will have a schedule to keep things orginised and to make sure that everyone dose there job **** apply by leaving a comment to this blog

Sack Lunch ** Must Read** Thank You Mr. Paul!
MЯ♣PΔÜŁ@ fubar A huge THANK YOU to Mr. Paul for the original posting of this! The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. ' Chicago - to Great Lakes Base. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq ' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No,

My Girlfriend Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I like

Words...
IM OPINIONATED...IM SELFISH...IM WITTY...I EMBELLISH IM SENSITIVE...I CRY...IM CONNIVING...I LIE IM SEXUAL....IM SMART....IM A REALIST.....I FART IM PRETTY...IM SINCERE...IM LOVING...IM WEIRD IM PASSIONATE...IM STRONG...IM AWAYS RIGHT...I CAN BE WRONG IM OUTGOING...IM CARE FREE... IM LIKE NO ONE ELSE...IM ME

Naughty App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Angel
to my love i love you with all my heart and soul i love hearing from you i hope to spend time with you soon i am growingmy hair long like i have in those old pictures those old ones is when i was so much more beautiful than i am right now my emotions are out of wack right now when i got your message tonight i started cring cause i miss you so much and its so wonderful hearing from you i have a crush on you D

Happily Married
I'm sorry to in form all of you but I am a Happily Married man And if you are only sending me invites to try and get with me give it up. I am here to meet new friends not new ff's. but if you just want a friend let me know.

Lips(yes There)
Today I was informed that I have a small cunt. I'm not talking about just a tight cunt hole. I'm talking about the lips. I was asked if I've gotten plastic surgery to make my cunt lips small. The answer: no, I have not. I asked 2 friends this evening. Both have seen their share of cunts. They confirmed the fact that I have small lips. I began to think about it. Have I gone through life with a freakish cunt? Do I have the cunt lips of a midget? How have I got this far in life and not known that I have odd pussy lips? So, after the beginnings of developing my cunt complex, I realized it was all bullshit. I mean, come on. Cunt lips come in all shapes and sizes. Some women have big lips, some have small lips. Some have saggy lips, some have short lips. Mine apparently is tight with small lips. After my friend asked me about the plastic surgery, he pointed out that my lips part to show my clit. Isn't that the point? My cunt has a natural 'arrow' to were it counts. No one should be

Friend Requests
So I am sitting here trying to decide if I should wake up my poor sleeping British man or Stop tormenting him by not letting him get a full nights sleep (he ASKS me to wake him up usually...but I still feel guilty) and I am looking through all my friend requests...I don't get as many as I used to - I actually just don't normally delete them or go through them often... I realize I have a weird set of criteria for accepting friends - 1) you MUST have a salute - unless I know you from the mumms (cause my ex used to have people stalk me here 2) I really don't pay much attention to blank salutes (unless I know you from the mumms :P) 3) if you have a kid in the picture...forget it 4) if you are overly creepy ... forget it. 5) if your MESSAGE is overly creepy..forget it 6) If it appears that you have made zero effort to read my profile (ie blatently hitting on me) ...no chance 7) forget any of the red names that I know don't give a ___ if I accept or not 8) forget fanyon

Forbidden Fruit
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling your name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its gone.you walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, what is the name of this forbidden fruit, I sp

Spiralling Around The Bowl
We have been hearing a lot of economic news recently. And hearing nothing about other news. Is our media selecting what outrages we here about and which news to sweep under the rug? Question: With the Financial and Bank collapse into it's 6 month; The FDIC presently insured up to $100K, why do we NOT hear anything about how much depositor money has been 'lost' and the people that lost their deposits? Inquirying minds....

I Did It!
Even though it only should have taken less than 4 years, if you were going full time; after 6 LONG years I FINALLY graduated from college with my Associates Degree in Human Services! Now I just have to wait until the fall of next year to start working on my Bachelors Degree. After that comes the Masters degree. If I am feeling exceptionally smart and still have the mental capacity left in my brain, I just MIGHT go for my PhD.

Im Married
i am now happily married and i am only on here for friends..me and my husband have a great relationship and there is no one or nothing that can tear our marriage apart...so if u cant accept the fact that im now a married woman i guess there is no reason to send a friend request..like i said im only on here for friendships and to meet people that i can talk too...cuz i have a man at home that i sleep beside of every night..im not trying to be an ass im just trying to set the record straigt for those who might have any sneaky ideas up there sleeves..and the same goes for my husbands page hes only on here for friends and someone to talk to..im not being an ass its just i am a blunt person and i say whats on my mind..TO ALL SINGLE WOMEN LEAVE MY HUSBAND ALONE...we r just trying to make friends and pass time by to have some one to talk 2 as FRIENDS...

Im Married And Happy
let me start by saying im a happily married man and i started this page for friends only..i am not on here for any type of relationships..just friendships someone to talk to and past time by as friends thats it..my wife also has a page here its something that we do 2 gether...all i ask is respect me and my wife when i say that all i am looking for is friends and if u cant accept this then there is no need to send friend requests..i got everything i need at home but it is nice to have friends to chat with every now and then..i aint trying to b an ass just being honest with everyone one here..i dont have time for any drama..like i said all i am looking 4 is friends.....

Lmfao!!!
THE POOPIE LIST Bathroom Humor at its finest: Ghost Poopie The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and underwear so you won't ruin them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie This happens when you're done Poopie-ing and you've pulled up your pants to your knees, and you realize that you have to Poopie some more. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Forehead-Poopie The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. Gassy Poopie It's so noisy, everyone within earshot is laughing. Drinker Poopie The kind of Poopie you have the morning after a long night of drinking. Its most noticeable trait is the skid marks on the bottom of the toilet. Lincoln Log Poopie The kind

Social Network Or Miniature Capatilist Click
Since my arrival everyone has seemed to be overtly friendly and helpful...when i 1st signed up I thought hey a bar scene type of network...cool..and to a degree this is just that..cool... It also seems to be alot more self serving/promoting and alot less networking. I am semi new and am enjoying the chance to relive some early teen flashbacks...and that can't be a bad thing..can it?

Well Then........
hmmmm.....lets see i met a dude 5yrs became really great friends with him even fell in love but some crap happened and we both went our ways while he was out of my life this other dude came along kind of cool guy to joke around with and talk to whatever ya know anywho he developed feelings and fell in love thats what he says and hes wanting me to feel the same way and i honestly cant do that i have even explained to him and a few of my friends why i CAN NOT ALLOW myself to develop feelings for someone or even fall for someone and they completely understand i can not help how someone feels about me but damn it i sure wish ppl would stop trying to force me to do something that i dont want to do and i seriously wish some would just keep their effin mouths shut when they clearly dont know an effin thing that is going on or being said and no i am not happy right now havent been happy for awhile but i REALLY WISH SOME PPL WOULD STOP

What Kind Of Reindeer I Am. :)
You Are Dasher You're an independent minded reindeer who never plays by the rules. Why You're Naughty: That little coup you tried to stage against Santa last year Why You're Nice: You secretly give naughty children presents. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Rate Fan Add
=== '~Devious~Bada Bing's Hot Hostess~Fu-Owned By Sam' wrote the following at '2008-12-15 21:46:55'.. > > > > > > > This is my dear friend Rhino! > > > > *** Lil Rhino***@ fubar > > > Please go Fan, Add, and Rate him! > > > > He is a wonderful friend who deserves lots of love~n~stuff!! > > > > > > This bulletin was updated by ~Devious~ > > > > >

Christmas Growing Up..
Growing up my family was very unorthodox. Christmas time was always full of beer can Christmas trees, drunkin caroling, cheap non-useful cat pissed stained presents and brandy cleverly disguised as eggnog. We did however have a family tradition. Every year this message graced our answering machine: Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house Not a creature was stirring, so drunk was the mouse. The clothing was strung 'cross the floor and lamp shadies With a sock in the fish bowl? My head felt like hades The phone it dared ring and was kicked off the shelf. My sposce (friend) said to get it, I said, "GET IT YOURSELF!" It ring, rang and rung and echoed through my head I stumbled toward the phone, my limbs felt like lead. The machine picked it up as I tripped over a beer Merry Christmas everyone, leave your message right here. Written by: Mom I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season!

Deployments Suck
Well so far, I have finished week one of my husband being gone and I hate it. I miss him so much, he is part of my every thought and dream. I can't even go to sleep and be peaceful. He calls me and everyday he sounds worse and worse and that scares me. I just want him to be happy and focused on what he is doing. He can call every other day, but its only for 10 mins at a time. I always feel frustrated because I didn't get to tell him everything I wanted to tell him. If the conversation doesn't go well, I then feel in agony until the next conversation which then again leaves me feeling frustrated. I can't win, Im stuck between agony, anger and frustration. This does not make for a healthy emotional stew. The other problem is that before we got married and for the three months after we got married, before he left, I was a housewife. I would do my daily business and clean the house and look forward to him coming home. I now have nothing to look forward to. For such a long time he was

Black Heart Rant
Well hello hello. Just thought I would add something in here for starters. I am goddessAthena slave in the house of The Black Heart Society. I will mostly be the one on this account mixing it up with you all. I am a social butterfly as they say. I love meeting and chating with all kinds of new people young and old. Please be respectful of the fact I have a MASTER and QUEEN. Hits us up we all love to chat just shoot us an email or look us up at www.blackheartsociety.ning.com Thanx gA

The Goddess Effect
ok so I am the blogger of the group. I am hoping to get my sisters on here to open up their own blog and keep people posted. We are spread out everywhere so it should be interesting to hear from is all. Alittle about me. I am a Married mother of 3. Hubby and I have the best realationship and yes I am the spoiled one of the group. I am Bi and very open minded. I am not the typical female. I usually can hang better than most guys. My favorit word in the whole wide world is UNIQUE even though I have problems spelling is most of the time. I am about to start school for Animation in Jan so watch out going to be doing alot of cool stuff I hope and posting it. I am pretty much an open book nothing is taboo for me. I dont offend easy at all so dont be shy. I am a huge flirt and it gets me in trouble ALOT. Best I can describe I am Unique in more ways than one. Hit me up :) gA

Bare With Me
Im NEW here and i have no clue how to work my way around this website!! So far everyone seems very nice! Sorry for those who are trying to contact me and i dont say hi back. I do know how to add u as a friend so just friend request me and when i figure this things out i can start playin around on this site some more. Thanks mike for recommending the site :) I also have my Y! on here its jadeharleyxoxo c u around!! *sugarkiss*

The Demented Dolls
Welcome girls to the DoLLs Contract - If you're looking to be a DoLL please read this contract - agree to this contract - sign this contract - and follow it wherever you go. To be a DoLL you must do a few things for me 1st. Its not much, I know how much of a pain it can be already to r/f/a all the members, that alone shows me enough. 1. Rate, Fan, Add all of the Demented DoLLs - you can find them under my family on the homepage and message me when your done - No SB!. 2. You must have a verified salute! I only want REAL people! I will make an exception if you arent capable at the time you want to join - but you will have a deadline 3. You must make a salute for the DementeD DoLLs- It can be anywhere in your photo - Im not picky.. 3. When I have crowned you a DoLL - Put the name "Official DementeD DoLL" in your name. THATS IT! Please no drama, THIS IS NOT SOMETHING WE ARE LOOKING FOR...if you have problems with someone else..thats a different story, if they downrate

Hump Day
Deep Dug The Hump Smash Hard The Hump Pound The Meat Of The Hump Forcefully Smacc That Hump Grab Both Cheekz Of That Hump Caress All Of That Hump Dicc Tap That Hump Eyeball That Hump Speak About That Hump Make Her Feel Good About Her Hump Watch How She Jinglez Her Hump Nice How She Shakin Her Hump Love Her Turn Around,Surprise Hump Love How She Spreadz Her Hump She Even Said She Likez MY Hump Apple Bottom Hump Onion Booty Hump Pear Drop Booty Hump So Appreciate That Hump Feel On Sum Hump Make It Hump But Remember Thiz Hump My Seedz I Would Dump All Over Your Hump

Mia
Mother charged with feeding child feces 09:59 PM CDT on Wednesday, June 3, 2009 Associated Press AUSTIN, Texas -- An Austin woman has been accused of repeatedly feeding her 3-year-old daughter human waste, potentially causing life-threatening infections. Video Slideshows Blogs Emily Beth McDonald, 23, was charged with felony injury to a child. According to an arrest affidavit, a surveillance video at Dell Children’s Medical Center captured McDonald on Sunday placing feces in her daughter’s feeding tube. McDonald was released on a $100,000 personal bond Wednesday. The Austin American-Statesman reported she must wear an electronic monitoring device and comply with a police protective order that prevents her from seeing her three children. She faces up to life in prison if convicted. It was not immediately clear if McDonald had an attorney. The child had been hospitalized to be treated for “serious infections” caused by organisms consistent with those fo

Sexpectations
So you've clicked with someone on line. You've chatted, you've exchanged photos. You're reasonably satisfied that they are what they say they are 'cos you've seen them on cam or they have proven themselves. You've flirted, you've exchanged stories, maybe even a few fantasies, hmmmm even perhaps indulged in a little cyber sex or dirty talk You've talked on the phone, heard each other's voices. You're ready to take the next step ..... MEETING!!! So - would you meet for sex on a first "date" or would it purely be an opportunity to get to know each other better, to make sure that online chemistry you share translates to real life?? Would you part with a kiss or perhaps a little taste of what's to come?? If and when you decide to get it on .... who does the organizing?? If a hotel room is necessary .. who pays?? Would you have drinks or dinner first or would it be straight down to the sex?? Would you try to make it a special experience or just concentrate on getting your rocks

Seasons Greeting For The Troops
XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. This takes just 10 seconds and it's a wonderful way to say thank you. Please take the time and please take the time to pass it on for others to do. We can never say enough thank you's. Thanks for taking to time to support our military! I did this and i urge all of you to do the same if only takes like 10 seconds of your time. And just picture the look on the troops faces when they open these cards. And get

Tired
I'm tired of being unemployed I'm tired of not having a car I'm tired of living with my mother in law I'm tired of people giving Obama hell because of his color/religion I'm tired of the hypocrites on this website I'm tired of sob stories at Christmas time I'm tired of the highly overused terms "haters", "Baby Daddy/Baby Mama" and "BBW" I'm tired of Auto 11's I'm tired of fake hot chicks getting VIPs, blasts, and Happy Hours I'm tired of "Got yahoo?" or "Whatcha wearin?" as openers in shoutbox pimpin I'm tired of manly looking lesbians taking all the hot bisexual chicks I'm tired of people thinking plastic surgery will fix an ugly attitude I'm tired of the voices in my head I'm tired of pretending I'm okay I'm tired =[

Tattoo Kit/slimming Products
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Not Fake
Well I just wanna say I am not here to pick up on people, someone invited me. You will not see me show my ass and tits to try to make myself feel better about a good damn pic, and to impress guys or gals. I do not have to impress others to feel good about myself. However, helping others makes me feel really good about myself. So either you like me or not, it makes no difference to me.

Pimpin' And Whorin'
If it wasn't for Mel's point-whorin' teachings, I wouldn't be where I am today. *giggles* Thank you guys so much! Mel Per Sherry Tamz Bounty ADS MooMoo IB GG Kit TK Ms. Heather Allah ...and those that I forgot, cuz I haz self-diagnosed ADHD :P ♥

Masterofkinks
I am Male Dom looking for submissive women who are new at this and would like to be trained or who just want to have some fun. If you would like to be Dommed by a Male and/or experience a Female, leave a message.

Tattoo Kit/japan 2 Day Diet Slimming Products
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Jst For Fun
i write many comments in verse an' poem many dont not see onli da receiptant but cinnamon felt i should post dis i can tell yo a tx navy boi without da navy logo but i can tell cause yo sport the cowboi logo i know you like baby phat cuz she be in your fan of an' she be a godfather too i not believe yo ghey tx boi be your number 1 but cuz melanie your number too but number 1 in friends too skittlez takes yo as number 1 dis be showin lov not be makin sport 4 i thank yo 4 servin yo be savin ma ass

Does He Think Of Me
He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering is he ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I met him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold Him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind Always. For someone very special to me, I love you very much!

Life Changes
Here I sit this morning with only 10 days to go before I take this leap off into the unknown. I have never made a decision quite so quickly before in my life. Truth be told I am scared to death. When giving birth you have 9 months to prepare yourself. When you get married you have the engagement period to prepare yourself. I made this decision on a whim and now I am just plain terrified. What if I get to where I am going and hate it. What if I just put a monkey wrench in all the goals and dreams I had set for myself? These are all things I think of. I have been so wrapped up in school and preparations for my move that I am finally starting to slow down and think. I know at this time it is the best decision for me. But I am not the type of person who worries about me. I worry about everyone else involved. Everyone else and their happiness comes before mine. Its the way I live my life. Anyway, I guess I'm just venting. Deep Down I know it will all work out.

Blacccream Models Wanted
©BlaccCream (Est. 2008,) is a network of ©Dream Production (Est. 2006.) Based in Texas, we showcase adult entertainment by way of natural,everyday people. As opposed to societies idea of beautiful, we want to show people that you don't have to look like a "Top Model" to be beautifulor sexy. Some of our talent has even been contacted by angencies.BlaccCream is always happy to provide a way for up and coming talent to gain exposer into the adult entertainment industry. We're open to alltypes, male and female. If you are a female looking to break into the field, it doesn't matter if you're blacc, white or brown, any size or sexual orientation...We will put you in front of the camera. All that we ask is that our talent be over 18 (with proof of age.) We do require that all talent, be disease and drug free.photos We here, at Dream Production/BlaccCream do thank each and every member and entertainer for all of the continued support in making BlaccCream one ofthe best, up and coming Adult Ent

Absolute Fubar!!!!!!!
OK SO MY FRIEND WHO IS IN THE SPOTLIGHT TODAY AND IS TRYING TO LEVEL WAS THE TARGET OF A SICKO AND MADE THIS STICKY, YOU MIGHT HAVE SEEN IT IT HAS BEEN REMOVED, AND HER BULLETIN PRIVELEDGES ARE GONE, IS THIS SICKOS PROFILE GONE? NOT LAST I LOOKED!! THIS PLACE IS SO BACKASSWARDS! MORE AND MORE "GOOD" PEOPLE AND "TOP" PEOPLE ARE SPENDING LESS AND LESS TIME HERE AND WHY? BECAUSE OF THE WAY WE GET TREATED. AS BJ POINTS OUT IN HIS BLOG, IT'S HIS HOUSE, HIS PARTY, SOME WERE INVITED, AND BASICALLY PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF JUST CRASHED. I MYSELF FIND THE PEOPLE WHO CALL THEMSELVES THE MUMMERS MOST SICKENING, YET ODDLY, MANY OF THEM GET VERY NICE GIFTS FROM ADMIN. AND IF YOU PAY CLOSE ATTENTION ARE ALSO THE ONES COMMENTING ON ALOT OF ADMIN BLOGS. I TRIED TO COMMENT ONCE ON SCRAPPERS BLOG BUT IT DIDN'T GO THROUGH AND HE SB'D ME TO "MAIL HIM ANY COMMENTS I HAVE". ANYTHING I HAVE EVER MAILED HAS ALWAYS BEEN DISMISSED, TRUST ME. ANYWAY, BACK TO MY FRIEND... SHE TOO IS SO SICK OF IT ALL, SHE HAS SPOTLIG

Wild Harleys~
Well I'm going to delete this account as soon as the VIP expires. IF anyone would like my other account email me and I will add you to it if I haven't already have you I still do artwork but now I make them for personal salutes, so ifn you want one of my pieces of artwork... step up and do a salute.... as the "Lone Ranger" says: High oh Silver and Away! but on a serious note, to my friends the ones that stick with me..... thank you,,,, Harley

My Heart
My heart is in the palm of your hands Fragile and tender ready to break I love you with all that I am I love you with everything I will be So far apart in distance So close to falling in too deep. My heart aches for you to be near As does my body, and my soul Tell what you are feeling And whats going through your head. My heart yearns for the promises that comes from the good man you are To Hold me, love me, and cherish me For the rest of our lives. I love you my dear love Now, always and forever My heart is yours Treat it with care.

~ Soul Harvest ~
We all subscribe to thoughts from the Soul...here are a few of mine as time passes that I hold on to and now reveal.......Peace. ~Women have Hunger two-fold, Shyness four-fold, Daring six-fold, and Lust eight-fold as compared to Men. ~Though I’m far away I whisper your name into the sky, and I will wake up happy. ~Words, like nature, half reveal and half conceal the soul within. ~The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place. ~Sorrow is tranquility remembered in emotion... ~When someone demands blind obedience, you’d be a fool not to peek. ~Marriage is tough, because it is woven of all these various elements, the weak and the strong. “In love-ness” is fragile, for it is woven only with the gossamer threads of beauty ~Lovers are shadowy creatures… ~Banks and riches are chains of gold, but still chains. ~Some people change their ways when they see the light; others when they feel the heat. ~Sanctuary is where we per

The Shoes Of A Magicians
I've been a mystery entertainer for most of my life. I've practiced, struggled to perfect my skills, learned to do things with my hands, my mind, my body, my bodily functions even, that are almost miraculous. I've shared these abilities with the world, professionally, since around 1998 or so. I'm going to be 28 this year. If I could travel back in time, and talk to that wee lad sitting in front of that television, watching The Magical Land of Alakazam, watching Copperfield and Kreskin read the minds of incredulous audiences, that little boy already planning to set the world on fire with his own magic, What would I tell him? Would I say to him, "Look kid -- by the time you grow up the world won't need magicians. They'll abandon magic for reason, for prepackaged answers to life's riddles and dry, bottom-line rationality. You won't inspire wonder. You won't change lives. You'll be a momentary diversion at a cocktail party. "And the problem is, you're sensitive; you CARE abou

Help Me Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM IN A 15K RATE AND COMMENT CONTEST, NO TIME LIMIT BUT I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP....PLEASE COMMENT ME ALL YOU CAN, ALL LOVE IS GOOD LOVE, SO PLEASE HELP :) JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE, BOMB BOMB BOMB :) XOXOXOXO

Something To Think About!!!
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway, they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on m y best homemade dr ess, l oaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince whoever would listen t

Well You Really So Have To Ponder Over These Dont Ya!
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their arse to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too"...Fucking right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look"... Of course it is.. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?"... No, tosser, I paid 10 quid to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....Didn't really give me a choice there, did you sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'...Which is it? If it's new, then there has

The Temporary Existance And Trials And Tribulations Of Mike666ss_nz!
I hope that December was good- I dont think I have bene in since then as I have not had well- fuck all communications in here so I dont bother with it really and then I would not throw any money around on cyber anything when it is not a service really- all the things one can do in here, one can do elsewhere also but for free or less- dont get me wrong- cybergifts are nice but not when every little thing costs money and REAL money-lol.A virtual bar drinking virtual booze-shit I feel pissed-lmfao. That was mighty fine Scotch there! Was it hmm, Ballantines or maybe Bourbon like Wild Turkey (I do like that stuff- it makes the hair on ones chest grow!!lol MInd you I am not an apr but nor an I some smooth hairless man- I thought men are supposed to have hair on their chests- one of the differences in the sexes and well- its nice to have someone play with them curing them and what have you when say one is in bed or lying down- not that I hardly rcall as it seems that long ago - and over 2 ye

Maybe...
MAYBE Maybe. we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you ha

Just A Dog
From time to time, people tell me, "lighten up, it's just a dog,” or, "that's a lot of money for just a dog." They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for "just a dog." Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a dog." Many hours have passed and my only company was "just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's "just a dog," then you will probably understand phrases like "just a friend," "just a sunrise," or "just a promise." "Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. "Just a dog" brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person. Because of "just a dog", I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me a

Nsfw Contest 12/16/08
The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to mackdaddyseank on YIM or mackdaddyseank@yahoo.com on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ Pitbull in them.

Important Shyt
THROUGH A RAPIST'S EYES When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this Information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along and share it with your children. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle . They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing . They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone,

Auto 11 Up For Auction - Fubucks Only Auction Ends Thursday Dec 18th At 11pm Est
This auction is strictly a FUBUCK auction. I am Using the proceeds to help out a close friend of mine! BIDDING STARTS @ 3 million. AUCTION ENDS ON THURSDAY, DEC 18th at 11pm EST! JUST LEAVE A COMMENT FOR YOUR BID! Happy bidding and good luck to all! Much Love! JUST LEAVE A COMMENT FOR YOUR BID! AUCTION ENDS DEC 18th @ 11pm EST time - Happy Bidding!!

14 Million Dollar Fu Trade!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! IT IS SNOWING HERE TONIGHT AND VERY COLD! IT HAS PUT ME IN THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT SO IT'S NOT THAT BAD I SUPPOSE! I AM REACHING OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY! I AM LOOKING FOR AN AUTO 11 AND ALSO A HAPPY HOUR! I AM WILLING TO PAY FUBUCKS TO ANYONE WHO CAN GET ME EITHER OF THEM! ALSO, I WILL LINK YOU TO MY PAGE AND PIMP YOU OUT! SO IF YOU CAN PLEASE HELP! I UNDERSTAND THAT TIMES ARE HARD, SO IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO HELP, IT IS ALL GOOD! IF YOU CAN NOT HELP IN THAT WAY, PLEASE COME BY AND CHECK OUT MY PROFILE AND RATE IT FOR ME! I AM TRYING TO KEEP ON GOING WITH MY RANK! SO HELP ME PLEASE KEEP GOING GOING GOING! AGAIN HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! CLICK MY PROFILE LINK BELOW TO GO TO MY PAGE! ☉Dee*JustMe*☉ imikimi - Customize Your World

Very True!!
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.' Have a nice day

Poems
For you I'd do anything Because you are my everything Without you I am nothing For you are truly something Sweet baby I love you for real I can't explain just how I feel You are to me a special love And the love I feel is from above To never hurt you is my true desire Yet right now my heart is on fire It burn in away I can't explain Completely different from other pains It's sadness yet joyful too Devastated yet hopes crushed Still strongly unbearable yet copes Baby I love you

Why???
Why is it when a good person helps out those in need, it seems that the hammer falls hardest on that person. Is it not true that if you help some one it comes back tenfold. But yet it never happens. So is it realy worth al the trouble to help someone out? I think that all it brings is nothing but pain and suffering to those that help out. There never will be any form of payback or help from above, no matter how many times you help people out (even unknown people). The only good thing that will come from this is just a big pile of crap!

Update
Well I was having such a great nap today....which was cut short by a phone call i really didnt care to have. The doctors have called us in this thursday for an ultrasound...while finding out what the baby is is very exciting this visit is either going to change my life forever or keep it the same. Turns out the blood work i had done recently has come up positive for down syndrome. We go thursday to veryify if the baby has it or not. I dont know what to think everything is still a blurr right now...like its not registering in my head. its odd how one phone call can change everything. Things in life seemed to be great..at first...then dan gets layed off and thats a blow to the gut....but this...well it just tops it off. Hopefully everything is going to be ok. reguardless if the baby has it or not we are still planning on keeping him/her. I realize this is going to be hard...but dismissing the problem would be even harder and completely devestating to me. Therefore im tieing the pieces o

Poems I Made But Mean Nothing And Arnt Very Good Well These Ones That Is
Dark angel ----------- I am the strong and the might, the evil you fear, the blades that shine mightier then gods light, I have no fear but fear it self, I walk upon this earth to slay all that’s good and none that are evil, May I walk through the valley of the shadow of hell guiding me along the way, making all crumble And shiver of the very sight and word of me, This is my testament of my bible of hell, I shall follow it as much as I follow the devil him self. May the blood flow like the river, and the bodies linger upon the ground like worthless warms they are, Each night I shall give you nightmares of your death, and shivers of coldness, your soul becomes mine Forever, may my lord have no mercy on your soul……. -------------------------------------------- Arch angel of fire ------------------- I am the might that will smite you, I am the lords right hand, I am one that you should fear, I will smite all those who are evil, and all those that do wrong upon all innoc

To All My Friends
I recently found a way to waste even more of my time online. I offered to do my mom a favor. I adore my mom and there really isnt anything i wouldnt do for her. Now my my is not computer literate, so when it comes to things she wants done online I will do them for her. She had asked me if i could go online and find coupons for her. If coupon clipping was an olympic sport my mom would hold the gold medal. So I sat here and was trying to find coupons online for my mom... Ok, if you have ever attempted to obtain coupons online then you will understand when i say.. "OMFG JUST SHOOT ME!".. However if you have never had the pleasure of this joyful experience... then you are probably just looking me like i am freak.... which is okay because i know my outburst was justified. If you are ever bored at work or at home... there is a fun game you can play. Its called "Keep up with the pop up ads".. simply go to google and type in printable coupons, click on any given link and LET THE FUN BEGIN! It

Hm..
How can I tell the person that is my life that I love you. I wish that they can believe me....I wish he was here to hold me and caress me and never let go. i love him with all my heart. I don't want to lose him..because I will kill my self to be with him...I wish he was here so i can put my head on his chest and not take it off...you are in my heart, and will never go away...I love you so much. Ohhh how much i love him. I can't stop thinking about you. I wish I can show you how much I love you....so baby please don't leave me and stay with me. I am begging you please don't go. I love you CJ, and don't forget that...your alway in my heart...I am depressed right now, to the point where I just wanna go away and die...I don't want him to lose me...

Sgt Domestic Violence
This is to my really good friend Cobra who is really sick with breast cancer.Please come by her page and show her some love and support.I am one man who dont want to lose her.She is a true fighter and her spirits are very high.I put a song up for her so i can see her smile knowing that i care for her and i am truly her friend as she is mine...we all love you Cobra very much.. Love always your Friends and me Rhino aka Rodney Island - trent wilmon - Rodney

Crush
I'm looking to add someone as a crush but I'm not sure who to pick. I won't ask for anything in particular. I just want to know what anyone is willing to do for me on Fubar. Message me with an answer and I'll choose whichever one I consider the best one. Thank you.

Friends
Really don't get why I can't get any help on here> If someone ask me for help I'm there. I ask for help and only one person comes running. Thats bullshitz I don't get it. Could someone please tell me why???

"just A Four Letter Word"
“Just a Four Letter Word” If you think of it hard, it’s just a four letter word To some the most blissful thing that they’ve heard Still to others a feeling, a thing that they chase Or the sweetest of pains that no time can erase Some people they seek it, and yet don’t know it’s name To others it’s toyed with, like a small child’s game And still more grasp it tightly, to force it to stay And some never know it, yet they like it that way For some it’s a treasure, the true Holy Grail Others fight hard to keep it, when it’s grown stale When the once ripe fruit has rotted there on the vine And withered and died with the passage of time There’s men that cross oceans in search of it’s wonder That would give up their souls when it’s dragging them under It offers the hopeful the most wondrous of sights And takes true believers to dizzying heights To some it’s mere mention is a poisonous sting The memories dark and the pain that they bring But these are the ones who

Kids
So I am at a friends house and she is yelling at her kids to go in there room and clean them. But her words were " Clean this shit up".. I told her to calm down and stop yelling..a few minutes later her daughter walks in crying.. I asked her what was wrong and she said to me.." Mommy is going to be mad..I can't find any poop on my floor"..

When Girls Dont Put Out......
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

"lend A Match"
“Lend a Match” Please lend a match, and light the fire Give me strength when I start to tire Hold me fast when my world is weary Oh lend a match, please lend a match Yes my timbers are often damp So lend a match and light the lamp That guides me safely home along that rocky shore Oh lend a match, please lend a match They say many things start from simple sparks And you know it’s oh so true You see before you came, there was just no flame Until you went and lent that match Light my candle in the night so dark Give me warmth to soothe my heart Reach down in my soul, and you will make it whole Oh lend a match, please lend a match And now my fire is burning bright Yes, my world once more is filled with light Because you caught my words, and to show you heard You lent a match, you lent a match You lent a match, you lent a match… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Life
My life is a CRAZY hectic mess,lol. But I love it and wouldn't change it for the world.. I'm sick of lying men so if you think to just use me and lie to get me then hit the exit door running or you'll be missing half an ass cheek! Honesty is always key,lol. And TRUST me I LOVE SEX! And if I want it you'll know..so don't harrass me please..I like to flirt and know when Im ready to do the talk,lol..

Merry Christmas
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES, THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS, WHO W

"the Adventure"
“The Adventure” Today I start my journey, today I face the sea Braving storms and tempests, to see all that I can see Casting off the lines that held me, to the place I’ve always stood These sails they are my hopes, and my heart’s this hull of wood And my courage is my crew, and I have it because of you You’re my map, my compass, all my things so true Now you’re standing by my side, and thanks to you I grip the wheel And this adventure is the only thing I feel And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’re here with me You’re the breeze that came and set me free You’re the hand that helps me learn to steer On my rudder to guide me through the fear Past the jagged reefs, and the gales so strong I pray that this adventure lingers on And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’r

Thy Raven
Thy Raven Oh Thy Raven How The True Beauty Of Thy Feathers Always Show When The Light Glows Upon Ones Body Showing The Beautiful Deep Blue Oh So Deep Your Mysterious Caw Always Makes Me Wonder What Are You Actually Saying Oh How I Wonder Pondering, Just Pondering Your Mysterious Talons Ripping Trough Your Enemy With Such Power Makes Me Smile But With Such Fear I Have Of You Makes Me Wonder... How Is Life A Matter When One Is As Graceful As You Is It Beauty, Or Is It Love It Could Be Happiness But What Ever The Matter Is Of Life I Know Now Thanks To You That Is For A Good Reason Oh Thy Raven How Thy True Beauty Lies With So Much Shine But With So Much Pain Continue With Your Search For The True Meaning When You Find It I'll Be Hear Waiting For The True Meaning Waiting... Only Waiting And Nothing more

Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It ge

Confused
well i have fallin in love again..but am to afraid of getting hurt like the last time...i have no clue what to do. he is so sweet to me. but everything he says i dont believe cause thats what seth said to me.. i dont think i can ever show love again. (a heart so tender and shy gets broken with one little lie) what has happened to me??? i used to have a kind heart.. now all i have is hate and anger and only feel a lil love???

Adult Fun!!!
Ok here is the deal!!! For about a month now my boy toy (fuckbuddy) and I have been looking for a lady to join us for some wild and crazy 3 way fun. We haven't had much luck so far and I just don't get it. We are both very attractive people and love to have fun. So you are are interested in some great 3 way fun, hit me up and let me know.... Love to all, Green Eyes

Looking For A Few Good Promoters/greeters At Fallen Angels !!!!
HELLO THERE EVERYONE !!! IT'S DA PIMP HERE AGAIN !!! I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW & UP COMING LOUNGE ON FUBAR !!! COME CHECK US OUT AT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63713 WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PROMOTERS/GREETERS IF INTERESTED LEAVE ME A MESSAGE !!! I AM THE HEAD PROMOTER & I AM IN CHARGE OF THE PROMOTERS/GREETERS

Hmmmm
Sometimes you can meet amazing people that bring special things into your lives.....sometimes that person ends up being a friend for life, sometimes they end up being the person you choose to spend the rest of your life with....However when you have friends that only like to bring you all the crap that is going on when you aren't around, do you really call that person a friend.....I don't name names and true I am blessed to have some very special friends both on here and off as well. Buttttt when you start to notice the little games going on about today your my friend tomorrow your not and I saw him do this and she saw him do that well it gets to be a tad bit frustrating......I so promised myself I wasn't going to end up turning into this psycho evil bitch however it is happening, and yes honey I don't need an I told you so lol....So to make my point clear, a true friend will be there when you need someone to laugh with or a shoulder to cry on...not just there to feed you bullshit and

Venting
i sit everyday holding back,acting like a happy man.when i just wanna scream,i had this great life once lots of money women friends then over night it was all gone.lost my house cause the landlord was a idiot,lost my friends to drugs and violence,most of all lost the one person that loved me to cancer.ever see somebody with cancer?ever hear there cries?i have and its hell.i had the most incredable woman playboy beautiful and just as great on the inside and she wanted me imagine that funny huh.she had lukemia she made me leave and promise to stay away because she didnt want me to watch her die.so everyday for a year ide hear her cry cause it hurt how she just wanted to die.ide do my best to make her strong let her know im waiting for her and i need her doing all i could to keep her fighting hoping to god for a miracle.but it never came she died 3 years ago alone in a hospital.and everyday i regret makin that promise to her.i lay scared to sleep cause ill hear her cry just to wake up alo

Whatever
you know how they say a song fits your personality. well here's a song to explain how im feelin. Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes. and it really sucks to be here at this point. and i wonder...why do i have to let things get to me. why do i care so much. but life goes on and i keep going. smiling like everything is ok. i can be a cold hearted bitch but even us cold hearted bitches cry sometimes. when they're let down. when they're hurt. but they choose not to show it. and here's me not showing it but expressing it.

Dana Perfume To Fund When Humming Birds Cry
I have decided to fund my movies by selling scents / perfume by Dana. If you know of any one liking these scents. I can get good deals on named brand Dana perfumes. Please leave me a message with contact information I will be working late nights ladies. I am setting up shop in my space photos and descriptions. Orders can be made by using pay pal. When Humming Birds Cry is the movie you will be funding by buying Dana Scents through me. The movie is a way to show people what the use of meth dose by example of four young people. Showing lessons of imprisonment death and detox. As we all know meth makes people do things we would not normally do. I wrote the script with the inspiration of the Washington / Idaho Parole and Probation. I found that no matter what I say to day. They were right about one thing. life is better with out being awake 24/7. Meth Not even once. People can come back from this and as part of the a good movie comes some hope of a good en

Bail Out The People
This is OUR money, WE deserve it! I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,0 00 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved. Repay college loans -

Hard Decisions
I'm trying to grasp on to reality before the holidays. People that know me very well know how I already feel about the holidays, hell last year I tried to overdose myself with pills on Christmas Eve. Anyways, those that know me really really well will know that I have a dog named Doober (there are pics of him in my album). The other day I came in from work and found him not in the greatest spirits. As the night progressed he became paralyzed in the back of his legs. I took him to the vet yesterday and they said that he has a slipped disc and he is 50% paralyzed in his back legs. The vet gave him some shots and said either way with improvement bring him back today. If impovement he will start to take monthly meds, but he will never be back to 100%. I fear the inevitable that I may have to put him to sleep. I'm scared, I can't quit crying, confused and most of all angry. I dont want to be selfish and keep him alive if he is not going to be happy, but who wants to reme

Snow
God, I hate that. I live 35 minutes away from work, and because I work on the radio, I am required to be here everyday...much like a mailman...through rain, sleet, snow....all that shit. Typically I am on the road BEFORE the snowplows get out, so I see the worst road conditions. Sometimes that 35 minute drive takes as much as an hour. We have a woman here on the staff who lives..LITERALLY a half a mile from the radio station. She just called in to tell me that because of the snowstorm, she'd "get there when she could." I just looked out the window.....the roads are plowed....and we only have 3 inches on the ground. Sorry....venting.

~ Open Letter-choices ~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point....Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming. Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad. And each day, every decision is a path to a new life...every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone....no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision....we decide what value to assign to their words or actions. I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others, I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity. Our choices, our decisions tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us..the way we react and view things...they become "Habits". Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision. Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a new and positive pattern of action and us

The Vampyrs Lament
Who is that? Loves me so much that she would forsake her own dear life if someone were to drown to their own death in the depts of the sea for me. I would finally be released from these cursed stones, Back to life I would be able to return but, if I were to someday be born into a life that is unable to give me that which is most dear to my black heart, At that time I shall cry alone. I shall cry alone seeking my stones, for what good I would be, even now if MY Blood were to flow like a fine. What good would I be, unable to call back the person who loved me most from the bottom of the waters.

A Birthday Present
For My Angel Face My Baby Angel, for you on your 10th birthday My darling angel Kimberly, now you're the age of ten, Mommy remembers when you came home, way back when, My darling little girl, that God sent just for me, Nothing more beautiful since that day, I'll ever see, For my baby girl I love you more, than every single star, My love will always find you, no matter where you are, For without you sweetie, mommies life is incomplete, You are the only thing in life, that makes my heart beat, It seems like only yesterday, that God sent you to me, But here you stand today, a young woman I begin to see, The most important part of me, you are my everything, You're the sweet music, that allows my heart to sing, My world revolves around you dear, my angel of love, That shows me every day indeed, There is a God above, For only he my Kimberly, could such an Angel make, That's why you're on my mind, when I'm asleep or awake, I hope you like this poem, written

Old Farts Unite!
My oldest baby turned 16 yesterday. Now I know I look fabooolous, but I was completely freaked out. How am I old enough to have a 16 year old? Didn't I just turn 16 a couple of years ago? For some reason his birthday was harder to deal with than any of mine. I was wondering if any of you have had this reaction. Oh, and HAPPY HOLIDAYS FUCKERS!

"a Roll Of The Dice."
“A Roll of the Dice” Now you’ve found out the way, to excel at the game But to me you all look so fake Yeah, you’re eating the fruits in your fine tailored suits And you give less than you’ve learned to take It’s the oil shares today, will it be gold next week? Will you smile and then stab in the back? Because we know it’s all bullshit, the things that you seek To make up for the ones that you lack Not bad pretty boy, with you’re Park Avenue pad The master magician, the best Who lies to the world, and they all are so had They miss the cards that you hide in your vest It comes down to greed, the things they want the most So fools and their money are parted Now the retirement funds are burnt out like toast But you, you’re just getting started On the 6 o clock news, you stand there and smile You tell folks things they can trust But your words are just lies, told in your special style And your promises steel that will rust The American people, that swelteri

What Can I Buy You From The Toy Store??
I'm going Christmas shopping at the adult toy store next week. I need to compile the list of presents I'm going to be purchasing. Just whisper in my ear by leaving your requests here. Stop by and tell me, The Fastest Way A woman Turns You Off or on.

I am always so hot, so wet, soaked through my fishnets. Highly intensly sexual I feel. Strong odor of phermones brings on sex appeal. I have wicked desires for both woman and man. I want to control them and make them want me both at the same time and I know I can. I bind, I blind, I spank and degrade but what gets me off is to be watched while I play. I have nothing to hide, I show my body and let my sexuality be my guide. I like to touch myself all over showing every inch of the goods. I especially love it when that person is watching from a hidden place and doesn't think I know it. I get so wet they can hear it when I masturbate as I do in full view. I get off just knowing they are probably standing back there touching themselves too. I am Mistress with many talents and ideas that would take any sub to new heights, but I am a Mistress that with the right people likes to play and roleplay whom I consider intimate friend/lovers!!!!

A Soldier's Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN WO

54k To Godmother Plz Help
~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~'s Only has 54k to reach godmother please stop by her page and show some luv she has some new pics,so lets get her to GODMOTHER.....thanx ~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~@ fubar

New Deadly Spider In The Us
FYI NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read............. And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat

Thanks!
hi im new to this site but having fun as well ... however id like to say thanks to those who have been commenting on my pics and giving me good ratings as well ... i try my best to get back to you so im sorry if i overlook you . doesn't mean i aint grateful about that...

Dean's List And Sad Days!
So I checked my grades online :) I am under Academic Recognition and the Additional Standing, I made the Dean's List.. so proud of myself lol.. and for some reason my friend matt keeps calling me his lil over achiever haha... shush up matt lol... but anyways.. also im not feeling so well lately, suppose im missing somethings, trying to re-adjust i suppose.. anyways.. I am off to my dad's house for the evening.. message me if you need too..cheer me up if you can :) Love always, Chrissy... Have a safe and happy holiday ♥

Christmas Innocence
(This actually happened last year).... Just as I was losing faith in Christmas, this small example restored it. I spoke to my nephew on the phone yesterday. He is 7. He excitedly told me that Father Christmas had come into his bedroom. I could hear my sister in the back ground saying "Go on tell Uncle Graham what he did" So Oliver said this.... "Father Christmas jingled his balls in front of my face!" Everyone was laughing and I could hear him saying "Stop laughing" Superb!..I thought. His dad dresses up and visits as Father Christmas when they think he has gone to the shops. I said to Oliver "Where was daddy. At the shops?" He said "No...that was last year. This year he was in the toilet!...He keeps missing Father Christmas" Marvellous! I can't believe that at 7, the children at school haven't told him the bad news. I just love Christmas Gray xxx

Rip Juanita
I SAD TO SAY MY NIECE GODMOTHER PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT THATS SUCKS SHE COULD HOLD ON UNTIL NEXT YEAR I KNOW SHE'S IN GODS HANDS NOW GOD BLESS JUANITA WE MISS U AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE U ? SHE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YRS IN MY NIECE LIFE AND LIVE DOWN THA HALL FROM MY MOTHER'S HOUSE ? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE YOUR SORROWS ON MY BLOG GOD BLESS AMEN MAC MITTY

My Thoughts And Other Craziness.
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on. *** I am an Army wife and this message came to from my husband's company. It is legetimate(sp?). ***

Red Light Death Scene
1.Born and raised in Kentucky 2.I actually like living here... 3.My middle name is Dawn 4.Its plain and I hate it 5.SO not a morning person 6.I hate to be called "goth" 7.Call me "emo" and I'll bite your fucking nose off! 8.I bite my nails till they bleed 9.Have recently tried to stop, ha 10.I dislike the idea of marriage 11.I always drink too much 12.I'm a pothead (go figure!) 13.Green peas make me wanna hurl!!! 14.Suck my toes and I'll be your slave for life 15.I have 3 pets snakes ( Diva, Jack, and Lucius) 16.I have 1 dog (Brandy) 17.Graveyards are my home away from home 18.I love creepy crawlies 19.I'm not afraid of anything 20. ...ok, I still think monsters are out to get me 21.I love feet! 22. Policemen make me really nervous... 23. ...I have a thing for policemen 24.I wanna be a Park Ranger when I grow up! 25.I love the outdoors 26.Science turns me on 27.ignorance turns me off 28.I have a dried owls foot in my jewelry box (its cool) 29.My favorite col

Bitches
Ok, im going on the record and stating that i do NOT find anything at all interesting about a woman that describes herself as a bitch. I don't find it exciting, i don't find it attractive and i certainly don't want anything to do with a self described bitch. So what is it with the world today that women find it necessary to state emphatically that they are some sort of a she bitch. Do they honestly think that men and women alike will find them more approachable? Do they honestly think that anyone wants to be around a bitch? I challenge you to look at this very website and see the huge numbers of women that use the word bitch to describe themselves. Man i want to get to know them big time. Come on ladies its so high school to think that men want a bitch in their life. NOBODY wants to be around a bitch. Why would they. I personally like women that can carry on a conversation, that don't go all virgin on me if i use a sexual joke or comment. I like women that reflect their age. I

Thank You
Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original & pAuL would like to thank all their friends who helped them make First Fubar Couple Prophet. A big thank you goes out to Mish for all her help in pimping us out & also getting the Rating Revolution in to help us. Please show the following people some fu luv Auto 11s On ♥ Level Up On Me, Enjoy! ღ♥DESERT ROSE♥ღ~Owned By OkMasterWolf~ Rating Revolution ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution Gypsysoul member of the Rating Revolution & the click club plz sign my guest book ^_^ ~*HUNNY~* ~* MEMBER OF RATING REVOLUTION~**~ ~GoofyLady~ Owner Of Regiment Dragon Bombers ! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess &

Life
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because he is black it seems like he is being watched and people are just waiting to pounce. I am not saying that this is a racial thing but he has already gotten more publicity than most other presidents. His job is the hardest, most stressfull, most unappreciative jobs out there and yet he choses to stay and try to lead our country in the right direction. I say give him time and instead of c

Mistletoe Game
Now you gotta repost this as, "Mistletoe game" The 1st person to message you saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe."... will be your Christmas sweetheart... You'd be surprised just who wants to be yours... You can do this even if you are taken its just a game! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!! & don't be shy

Illustrator
This is a common trick to produce abstract colorful waves in illustrator. First you draw a curve line using the Pen Tool and drag a copy of it by holding Alt/Option. Select the Blend Tool and click the first line and hold ALt/Option while you click the second line to show the Blend Options. Change Spacing to Specified Steps and set it to 5. Select the Direct selection Tool and edit the curve. Make sure the 2 lines intersect each other to crate a nice wave. Change one of the line stroke to a darker color to see it blend into a colorful wave. This technique can be used to create nice colorful waves for background deign. Try blending 3 lines of different color to make it even more attractive.

Blogging
Whats your name?? How old are you?? How tall are you?? hair color?? you got any tattoos?? you plan to get any?? piercings?? do you drink?? smoke?? if the moment was rite... would you kiss me?? would you mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled?? wats your perfect date??? how would you describe your style of clothes?? are you a virgin??? would you give me a back massage if i asked for one?? would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on your lap?? have you ever cheated on anybody??? wat are you doin' in life... work... skchool??? do you like to dance?? party?? would ya wanna hold hands in public?? do you like to watch movies?? do you drive?? if not... why not??? do you have strict curfew?? do you like pets?? what race are you?? what is your best feature?? what do you think is my best feature?? would you mind if we just hung out doing nothing?? would you like me to take ya out sometime?? if so- where??

Barried
~mass~Homer Joseph Latondress was born january 4,1925 Victoria Harbor, ontario passed away December 13,2008 toronto ontario he was barried at the assumption catholic cemetery mississauga, ontario pls have him in ur prays....they shall not grow old,as we that are left grow old, age shall not weary them, nor the years condenm, at the going down of the sun, and in the morning, we will remember them" lord god of host be with us yet lest we forget, lest we forget......he was like a father to me but he was a grandfather to me....he now lays in peace for all times in the lords hands he served in the army and did his time in life dont forget the ones who set u free from war....

Massage
Jessica's Massage by ARGEE© For the hundredth time, I told my husband, Terry, I wouldn't fuck another man and that was that! He had been pestering me for months because he thought it would be great to watch me being fucked by another man - after all his friends had told him it was the absolute best so he wanted me to try it. I am a very private person - Jessica is my name. I have recently turned 28 and we have been married for just 3 years and already this bastard wanted to watch me get fucked by another man - it just wasn't on. Terry gets very carried away when his friends tell him stories and he believes them all. This obsession about me and another man started after reading an article in a magazine and then he just had to ask his mates what it would be like and they all told him they had made their wives fuck other men and it was great! What an arsehole! I said earlier I was a private person because I had never been with another man, although I had dated a couple of lads

Solitary
Set me aflame and cast me free Away you wretched world of tethers Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more. Always thought that I would stand Before the faceless name of Justice Like some law unto myself Like a child of God again. And if rain brings winds of change Let it rain on us forever I have no doubts from what I've seen I have never wanted more. With this line I'll mark the past As a symbol of beginning I have no doubt from what I've seen I have never wanted more. In this picture stands a man Far away, alone and distant Like a solitary field In some nameless foreign land. All around him points of light Start to dim and cease transmitting Shadows fell on futile games And then there was nothing more. Through the screams of falling steel By the light of flares and wisdom All the doubts I could not face All this time I wanted more. With a line I mark the past As a symbol of beginning To the gods whose names we've lost And the name

Foot Tickling In History
Foot Tickling in History "The Sex Life of the Foot & Shoe" by William A. Rossi. Copyright 1976. Foot-Tickled To Passion. Page 29 Another graphic example of the foots sexual nervesis found in the foots sensory-rich sole & its response, often erotic & sensual, to tickling. The noted psychologist Albert Moll states that the sole of the foot has a sensory quility whose stimulation gives rise, directly or indirectly, to voluptuous sensations. As everyone knows, foot-tickling can drive some into flights of ecstasy & others to madness. Essentially, however, the response to foot-tickling is sexual. Says Aigremont, The tickling of the soles of the feet has been used by many preparatory to coitus. It serves as a foreplay center so it might prolong the sexual enjoyment as much as possible. Foot-tickling as an erotic stimulus is age-old & universal. The sophisticated lover, says Renbourn, knows that many women get intense erotic pleasure when the feet are gently stroked - like having

Xmas Auction.....i Need An New Owner For My Bday
AUCTION ENDS TODAY....DEC 24TH Well I did it again....Just had to....so come check it out and get your very own...Xmas Present to unwrap...click the link below Here is the hostess.....you will have to rate fan and add her to get into the auction... Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW~Owned By Crazed maniac@ fubar

Military
I just got back from picking my daughter up at Fort Jackson. WOW!! I never saw so many good looking MEN in uniform. Thanks to ALL of you for letting me live in a free and beautiful country. I wish all of you a safe and joyous Holiday. Thank You again!!!

Everything Happens 4 A Reason
Have u ever bought a lottery ticket n won big bucks? it happened cause u were broke n needed money. U play one on one with a friend in basketball n lose, u lost cause u suck n ur friend just saved u from making a huge career mistake. U screw up real bad by doing something that landed u in jail, but r given a chance by staying there or going in2 the marines 2 better urself, lets just say u didn't end up in prison. U ever go in2 a store 2 buy something u really want but they don't have it in ur size or its not in stock? Maybe cause it just wasn't the right item 4 u. U ever meet someone n know that u were meant 2 be together forever? Thats cause u found ur soulmate. Things u do in ur life play out the way they were supposed 2 cause it was meant 2 happen whether it was good or bad. Next time something happens tell urself, "it was meant 2 happen 4 whatever reason"

A Soldier's Night Before Christmas
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALANDAugust 23, 2009It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any other of the politic

Maryland
Well here it is the end of my fourth day in Dundalk. I am stoked that the move has went well so far, though I do miss my Ohio friends dearly. They are my family, especially since myown blood relatives seemed to disown me (their loss). I am in the process of aclimating to a new pace of life. Even in this larger metropolitan area, the pace of life is much slower then what I am used to and I need to remember that the entire world does not work at the same rate. LOL

My Babies...may They R.i.p
Well im going thru alot right now with Christmas coming and this will make the second Christmas without my babies. most of you know I lost my two sons at age 6 and 7 years old back in March 2007 and every holiday is so hard to get thru when they were the ones that had all the holiday spirit. So if anyone finds me moody and bitchy please understand and bare with me this holiday.. I have alot of bottled emotions that still havent surfaced and i cant bring myself to truly mourn my babies cause that will mean they are truly gone and this holiday of all being Gods sons birthday, i can't bring myself to understand why God would not only take 1 of my babies but both of them in the same day. So again please have patience with me...Thanks

A Carrot, A Egg, Or Coffee
a carrot, an egg and coffee.... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and note

Ambulance Driver
Ambulance Driver standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the

X-mas Auction
I'M UP FOR AUCTION... SO WHO WANTS TO OWN ME? JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND PLACE YOUR BIDS! IF YOU WOULD PLEASE VOTE ME MISS WINTER TY JUST LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING SO. RATE ALL STASH AND PICS PIMPOUT ON MY PAGE PIMPOUT IN BULLYS AND BLOGS GIFTS AND BLINGS ( if bling pack is given) ADD TO YAHOO ADD TO FAMILY ADD TO TOP FRIENDS MORE CAN BE OFFERED LETS TALK!!

We Are Not Super Human
Some people think we are super human, what little do they know We are not any different, we just do not let it show They do not see the tears when a baby has been abused They do not see the anger when an abundance of drugs have been used They do not see the disgust when a bottle of booze has cost A teen his legs, a girl her pretty face or a life has been lost They do not see the fear when a loved one has passed away They do not understand that we deal with this everyday They do not see the sorrow when we face a broken bone They do not see the caring hearts when a nursing home patient wants to go home They do not see the worries when a call comes in that is bad They do not see the abuse we take and the things that make us mad They do not see the happiness we feel as a patient gives us a hug The thanks we get for what we have done to help the ones they love They do not see the laughter that keeps us going between the calls They do not see the

Thoughts
Sometimes I wonder why I exist in this world. More often than you can imagine. I wonder if I will ever meet that one person that I can give my everything to, give every fiber of my being to, and all of my love. I have put myself out onto the table for the taking and have been stripped down to nothing. I had a wonderful woman in my life but I was too immature to notice and I took advantage of her. Now that I don’t have her I cannot live without her. She doesn’t want to have anything to do with me she seems almost repulsive of my actions. I would do anything in the world to have her back, but she will not take me back she has found a new man and it hurts me to say that I’m happy for her when I truly just want to be with her for the rest of my life. But I cannot be the one to keep her from her dreams and I cannot keep her from happiness. I will not keep her from happiness. On the other hand I have moved on in life I have tried to move forward but any time I try to get close to someone els

Drunk Again!!
hungover again damnit! can't get shit done. long nite of drinkin, had hella fun. lookin at titties and ass all nite, came cross 2 dudes, they both was white. one was a dickhead, the otha was drunk, struck up conversation, i showed him no punk. this dumb mufucka started buyin mad shots, guess datz his only way of gettin in twats. my style is diff ain't gotta say shit. look da bitch in da eye, then she on my dick. dumb fuck kept spendin and gettin nowhere. i'm slammin his shots like fuck it dont care. it got so ridiculous i gave drinks away, here bitch drink this fast so i dont look gay. like i cant hang with drinkin all night, but itz a diff when u with someone white. had my own tab, he said yo i got it bro, u're my bro from another mutha, i don't even know u yo. was all in my head. i nodded 2 my bartender, he heard wat he said. said thanx 2the white boy, before stumblin 2 the door, "hey bro u get me next time", he said, i'm like for sho. knownin goddamn well this dumb prick wont re

Women Store
Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep

Raising Cane
Comment Images I am raising i started on fubar in 2007. I have made lots of new friends and old some kept and so go. But Now I am raising cane. when i have all these friends i only get one or two to my page. SO If you have a interest in what the new page looks like stay with me and see the new nears page if not then please delete me. I am only interested in ones that like to be on fubar and enjoy the hospitiality! marianne sumissive desires

Bonfire With Friends
The girls on the tailgate, as the guys work Putting up the tents, again and again Hearing the coolers slush, as there drug down The guy getting wet from spilled water Everyones having a good time The girls chase the butterfilies out in the field The guys take there shirts off We all head out to the river Where we go swimming and fishing The guys catch, but the girls cathes are bigger From that point of day, it's game on Planning a nice big bonfire Start it with a piece of wood and a lighter Grabbing all your buddies Just to have all them goodies Sitting in a chair without a care Drinking a beer waitin' for a deer You're haveing too much fun, when shootin a gun Watching embers floating above,floatin like a dove Listening to all the wood cracking After a while everyones lacking Hearing ones laughing and there smiles Makes for many more smiles Embers with red-hot flares, everyone takes a stare it's silent But there's always that one, thats breaks it

Fuckin Snow And Cunts
So this Cali girl got her first taste of driving in alot of fucking snow. It took me almost 1 hr to get home which is usually a 15 min drive. I learned alot today, make sure to have spare shoes, a scrapper and brush for your windshield. Why I'm really writing this is because I'm fucking LIVID I braved the weather with frozen feet and couldn't wait to get home and upon my arrival there was a fucking car parked in my carport.. I first called the towing co. which is posted for all to see and they were of no help. They said to call apartment manager (office is closed and no # on machine)so that was worthless. I then pulled behind car and layed on my horn. these 4 fucking CUNTS came out and called me a whore.. PFFT I could just fucking kill them and was ready to rumble these bitches. Needless to say these little cunts got in their and finally drove away. THE END.. sorry no blood and guts for you but I feel better. &hearts

For My Baby..ily
You've changed my life from a blink of the eye The feeling in this heart of mine I cannot deny You've made each day one I'll never forget Everything we go through I will never regret You are the gold I will treasure till the end You are my soul mate and my best friend You've done so much for me which I'm thankful for You will always mean the world to me and so much more You are my guardian angel sent from Heaven The best thing in my life - my sexy number eleven You are the meaning to the word love My heart agrees and so would any dove You have chased away every single fear You are my tissue that'll wipe away any tear You've given me life that I could live worthwhile Thank you for the laughs and every smile My days are a dream that has come true Every day is beautiful all thanks to you Now I have found what I've been looking for It's you heart and soul and nothing more You've showed me the world in such short time But we've got the rest of our lives - a wh

Distant Heart
Flowing spirit takes control leading me astray distorting all my thoughts emotions runaway why do I perform upon life's envious stage? Is it all a game? A dance within a cage? Am I full of anger? torn and insecure not knowing good from bad some inborn fatal flaw? pain from pleasure haunts me guilt drives away the glow the world screams lessons at me and yet I still don't know

Woman
take a good look at me tell me what you see the epitome of a woman pure, sensual, beautiful that's me my voice, my charm, my eyes, my smile epitome of a woman brilliant free child my walk, my touch, my grace, my hair the symbol of a woman that's me i'm rare my glow, my look, my love, spirit wild my lips, my hips, my legs shy child Cosmo, Essence and Vanity Fair could search the world forever to catch a glimpse of my stare priceless, untouched, unblemished unraveled temperament like coffee strong yet mild who am I? you ask, listen don't speak the essence of a woman what you crave for my keep a rose, fine wine, ageless that's me front page articles applaud my name my power, my beauty my nature, my fame elegant, eccentric, abstract is my wink my shadow takes photos that make Hollywood think you see, cameras can't capture what can't be tamed my charisma sensuality my soul, my reign still confused, don't worry even open eyes can't see who I am you w

Life
There are a million facial expressions each with its own meaning the teary eyed of ashamed confessions which can cut the deepest the sadistic grin can give you the shivers it can expose what's really within the frown of a beautiful face it can bring tears to my eyes but there is one I cannot place love, there is no expression just a feeling of being complete It's the only true cure for depression but the best expression is a passionate kiss it can take away all your pain and leave you in heavenly bliss

Fantasy
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy cheerleader, nurse, schoolgirl, and more whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door eyes that shimmer smile filled with delight together we quiver at each other's sight you hold me first embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night your heart beats with mine our lips lock the clock stops in time hard as a rock I'm taken away we dare not part as we move united I feel your dart piercing through me depths unknown together we travel together we moan all our energy consumed we collapse in each other's arms sweet contentions our bodies soar nestled in your arms peaceful and sound dreaming of you until our next round

Hope
It starts with the simplest thought of you. Like the wings of a bird that thought sends my mind into the sky drifting between the clouds. I look up and a picture of your smile is imprinted in my mind. You free me from the stresses of reality. When I think of you I am no longer a part of this world. My passion for you is the greatest high. Your love is my drug. I am dreaming. Floating deep in nothingness no restrictions or rules or boundaries to hold us back. The only thing that is, is what we want to be. Everyday I close my eyes and let my mind paint the perfect picture of love. I meet you everyday in this perfect place, for this perfect love. When it is done, I open my eyes not to disappointment but to another day of hope to see you again.

I Crave You
how do I explain the way I feel would you understand my feelings for you would you believe how i crave your touch the softness of your lips the time you take when your loving me the hunger for you is so deep the ocean is shallow the fire that burns within me hell couldn't tame so to say i want you is an understatement my heart aches for you I crave you...

I Stand
Here I stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak words that can't be undone was it my fault I was invincible to the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen cuz no one wants to see me I am different different from the rest of them so they ignore me but I don't ignore them no one is friendly why were they so blind cuz I am not them I am only mine I am different but I can see but they can't see me I watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here I stand until the end of time was it a crime that I was unique original to the human mind I was invisible to their standards invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg I watch them beg but here I stand til the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so I will wait til the end of time

Interesting Tidbits...
I thought this rated my first ever blog post on fubar... You'll have to cut and paste the link. Sorry. She will always set the bar for what "sexy" is... she will be missed. -C- http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-bettie-page17-2008dec17,0,1667172.story

Help For Different Situations
God’s words for different situations God's Healing Words Proverbs 4:20-22 My child, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Do not let them escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their God the Master Physician Exodus 15:26 He said, "If you will listen carefully to the voice of the Lord your God, and do what is right in his sight, and give heed to his commandments and keep all his statutes, I will not bring upon you any of the diseases that I brought upon the Egyptians; for I am the Lord who heals you." God's Healing Love Psalm 107:19-21 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress; he sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from destruction. Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, for his wonderful works to humankind. God Removes Sickness E

A Poppy
A child saw my poppy once, she asked me what its for, Red's my favorite color sir, the only one that I adore, It's through my room you see, even the blanket on my bed, So I looked deep into her eyes, then this is what I said, I wear a Poppy for the soldiers, who died in every war, To honor their courage given, so democracy would restore, For the world over to live free, sleeping safe at night, By laying down their lives, if it meant we won the fight, The poppy stands for fallen soldiers, those living and below, Who rest in peace in many graves, where these poppies grow, We wear a poppy to remember them, so the memory will remain, Of every soldier who fought, so we never see world war again, We wear a poppy to honor those, who have given up their life, To protect all that we love, and save this world from strife, By banding together with all, their comrades from everywhere, So we would have a world today, that we all could share, I wear this poppy to honor, e

Can't Believe In You
i cant believe in you if you're not here for me just shadows painted dancing promise faint among the dunes solitary flame that wanders flows black desert night from quill trails a winding summons onward my thirsty wanton steps do will and climb in ceaseless flowing rhythms sing high barren wastelands swept in silence lost and broken pain is bundled washed away and wept time drawn out unto its vanishing hope in tatters that warm not sight lost for days on end of you ice fingers reach to brush my thoughts undo the clasp around my throat doubt cast behind unburdened weight this journey without favor asked or offered gain does not abate the thought of losing you does not exist for me for i have you here no longer as my guide

There Are Things That Are Known And Things That Are Unknown And What Is In-between Is The Mojo.
It's not what you might think. According to my Supplement to the Oxford English Dictionary--not, perhaps, the ideal source for a word popularized by semiliterate blues musicians, but bear with me--mojo has two meanings: (1) a narcotic, especially morphine; or (2) "magic, the art of casting spells, [or] a charm or amulet used in such spells." In the first sense mojo may derive from the Spanish mojar, to celebrate by drinking; in the second, from an African word, perhaps Gullah, moco, meaning witchcraft or magic.

Www.heelsncleavage.com
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Use Concierge Services To The Best
Whether you want your occasion to be large or small, simple or elaborate, traditional or contemporary, you can have peace of mind knowing that there's MSX VIP Concierge to research - get everyday set up - working along with you. Our online services is cheaper and better. So many companies are working online now. So many companies are hiring concierges. Why not you? We’ll make sure all the details are handled beautifully. When we are on a tour, we usually desire that our groceries should be ordered, delivered and kept aside before we come home. This can be dealt with in various ways. However the most economical one is to offer a credit card number as well as budget to the concierge service to spend and grocery list to buy. However it is important to be practical with this budget as against the list. An expert concierge can easily do it for you. So you can save and enjoy the luxury of reaching the property to see it is stocked as per your wish. If you love any activity like go

Longtime Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

Miss Those Hott Summer Days!
Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

Fairness
Why does it seem like everyone that is an Oracle or Prophet ALWAYS seems to have auto-11 blings on? Do they get them for free when we have to pay out or asses to buy bling packs for one? I think that is hardly fair. Oh fine you could say, but they have put in their time to get to that level. I personally really don't care. I just noticed that the people in my friends list that always seem to have an auto-11 bling activated all full under those 2 levels. Oh well. Whatever. LOL

"but The Heart Knew..."
“But the Heart Knew…” I wasn’t looking, I wasn’t searching Not seeking someone, or so I said… I was a blind man, lost in darkness No ray of light, I could not see But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t starving, I wasn’t hungry Not needing food, to fill my soul Without a craving, without a longing Long denied, lost to time But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t drifting, I wasn’t floating Lost at sea, without a map I wasn’t dreaming, of my New World A place to live, a place to grow But the heart knew, and it whispered Then it demanded, louder still And when the heart spoke, I had to listen It knew of you, it knew of you… I wasn’t hurting, I wasn’t empty All alone, in the night I wasn’t injured, seeking healing Not needing he

A Christmas Candle
Somewhere across the winter world tonight You will be hearing chimes that fill the air; Christmas extends its all-enfolding light Across the distance...something we can share. You will be singing, just the same as I, These familiar songs we know so well, And you will see these same stars in your sky And wish upon that brightest one that fell. I shall remember you and trim my tree, One shining star upon the topmost bough; I will hang wreaths of love that all may see -- Tonight I glimpse beyond the hear and now. And all the time that we must be apart I keep a candle in my heart.

Ugly On The Inside & Out Sometimes Doesnt Matter To Me
Ugly on the inside, ugly on the outside or just plain UGLY? I have talked to a few men that I thought were drop dead gorgeous. Most of us are immediately attracted to a good looking person...simple human nature. But once we get to know that person a little we find they are very unattractive on the inside. For me this negates the attraction to the outside almost immediately. On the other hand, I have talked to a few who were not as attractive on the outside, but once I got to know them and saw how attractive they were on the inside, I found them irresistible. I love to get to know someone and have the attraction grow..it just makes the sex completely hot. To know that when the lights are off and you still are REALLY attracted to your partner makes the orgasm that much sweeter. Occasionally, I find a person who is unattractive on the outside AND the inside as well. I recently talked to a man who just was not what what I would call attractive at all. I chatted with him a bit an

Nata Thing
nothing much to say i just want to level b4 x-mas but i didnt want to put it in my status sooo here it b i want to get to rock star all help will returned. you help me ill help you ty for readin this luv to all *kisses*

Your My Everything
YOUR MY EVERYTHING WITH OUT YOU I AM NOTHING YOU MAKE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I NEED IT I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING I LOVE YOU imikimi - Customize Your World

Money And Opportunity
If you all are intrested in doing better in 2009 here is a suggestion go to this website you will find what your looking for. Garunteed http://www.epicwealthsystems.com/index.php?id=meltscash

Gonna Go Have Fun
Gonna jet,tired of pretty much being ignored on here by virtually everyone save a few people that were kind enough to rate me. It seems the trend of ignoring me is cool and you know what? Thas coo.....everyone can sit in front of their pc and ignore me...as for me....ME? I'm going out to hang with real people,people who actually want to be around me and talk to me. So with that said I'm taking a hiatus from this place,it appears nothing has changed....people begging for this that and the other...wanting YOU to take the time to rate their pages,buy them drink after drink and hardly anyone reciprocates ANYTHING!!! So much for being the nice guy and before I turn into the not nice guy and start offending and hurting peoples feelings I'm gonna jet. You know why,because really....lol....you people aren't really worth it....I mean in the grand scheme of things for the vast MAJORITY of you save the few that I know personally.....who are you to me? And not just that but WHO....ARE YOU?!?! You'

"that Time Of Year"
“That Time of Year” A blanket made of white, shrouds the silent night And the stars peek down from the skies above And that special day draws near, that time of warmth and cheer That time of year synonymous with love It’s the time for all mankind, to put aside the strife And to join as one, standing hand in hand To pray for peace and look for hope, the greatest gifts of all And share that message all across the land Yes, no matter what your color, no matter how you pray It’s a healing time, that’s drawing oh so near And the power of the season, it’s majesty and might Is a thing that we should strive for, to feel throughout the year So look around, for those who need your help The empty hearts, and those who live in fear Pick them up, dust them off, and make them understand What lives inside this magic time of year And thank the stars for those you’ve come to know All the precious souls who wander through your life Take the time to tell them what they really

A Heart Felt Moment...
I was approached the other day by someone about a 6 year old little boy who is dying of cancer. Some of the local high school kids are trying to make his Christmas wish happen. He is trying to get the worlds record for the most Christmas cards. They mailed him over 200+ cards all personally addressed. His doctors are telling his family that he will be doing good to make it through the holidays. When I hear people complain about everything that they dont have and then I hear about something like this it just breaks my heart. So many people have so many things to be thankful for but they just keep wanting more. So during the holidays just remember little things like Christopher and his sickness and be thankful for what you have been given. Happy holidays to everyone!

Iam Leaveing Fubar Within 2 Days
i do have a few friends on here that i can really care as my friends but there are tons of fakes on here i could write there names on here but iam not going to iam much better then they are here are my messengers if you want to keep talking to me deicide_24@hotmail.com gaia.darkness@yahoo.com and my cell texts only 480-306-1346 tagged http://www.tagged.com/mypage.html?uid=5406976442 myspace http://www.myspace.com/god_of_destruction_broly vampierfreaks http://vampirefreaks.com/darklight24 flixster http://www.flixster.com/user/deicide24 Zorpia http://www.zorpia.com/darklight25 youtube http://www.youtube.com/user/iwantpower45 iam going to find something else to do rather then keep coming back on here

Ok Seriously,...lmao!!!!
ok ok ok I try to be very fair and open minded about a lot of things in this life,.... however if this is all the effort your putting in - no matter your limited capabilities of the mental order,....please go ahead and save you and me both some time and go on to someone else! thanks,..... ok ilove you baby i kiss you baby i whant sleep whith you yes you rre vergin i have marry you i whant you to be you husband wife i whant to talke you? hxxxxm_pxxxxe@lxxe.fr ok baby.......xxx LMFAO and uh just for the record here,...no you dont love me, no your not kissing me, u can keep right on whanting lol to sleep with me, no i rre not a vergin, and i do believe i would much rather chew my own leg off with hot sauce then to marry you,.... but thanks for the half hour of laughter at your expense - have a nice day!

"the Island."
“The Island” Swim with me today, divest yourself of pain Feel the currents draw you close, it’s yesterday again We might just make the island, the one we never reached And collapse as one, a huddled mass, upon it’s sandy beach Walk with me today, this scene will be our time Drink of passion, forbidden fruit, intoxicating wine Read my words of love and lust, carved into the stone Be the one you used to be, the one I’ve always known Touch the sun today, it’s warmth upon our skin Feel my rigid urgency, moving deep within Share the truth and share the hope, share the little lies Blend the sweat with liquid joy, falling from your eyes Explore with me today, skip some different stones Grin at life and laugh at things that made you feel alone And if the ground falls from our feet, and we slip beneath the sea We will go as one there too; Together, and free… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

My Life..
Where 2 begin...hmmm Well I was raised in Washington Born in Montana..My Father was a Hellsangel and my Mother she just had me well my Father got into trouble and had 2 leave town so they had 2 leave me behind w/friends...well lived w/them till I was like 12...Tried to find my mother and did by the time I had come 2 find her it was 2 late she had already passed...... My Mother who's name Is Connie, My Grandmother who I have never knew seen the add in the paper and I found my real family and went to live w/her through my highschool yrs...she has passed on as well my aunts and uncle hate me bcause she had to raise me for 4 yrs sooo they can have themselves lol...anyways this is why I love fubar so much plus Frank Lonewolf he is the best and helped me through alot since I have been here and ty Frank from the bottom of my Heart...xoxo Cindalicious

"still."
“Still.” Still you stand beside me In the midst of mighty trees And I hear your soft voice whispered In the beach’s gentle breeze Along the trails and paths we walked Up the rocks and down the shore Through love and thoughts of special times You’re here with me once more Still I see your smiling face In the ripples of the creek And in the moving of the tides I hear the words you speak If standing by my side today You’d help me to be strong Still you’d lend a loving hand To help me carry on Still you look upon me From the stars above at night Your spirit washes over me Like the crest of morning light Yes, all you are, and all you mean Continues to fulfill My life and heart with hopes and dreams Before, today, and still… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"20,000 Leagues Into A Woman's Heart."
“20,000 Leagues Into A Woman’s Heart” If the thing called love is deep, a woman’s heart is deeper still With many hidden corners, and crevices to fill I had to know my place in there, I had to know my part 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart So I started on my journey, I headed on my quest I told myself I would not fail, or ever stop to rest Now deep inside that world so vast, I’m hardly past the start 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Proceeding on my voyage, I passed chambers filled with pain But right next door a bigger room filled with love again And miles ago I lost the thought that I was oh so smart 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Then it finally dawned on me, when I had searched it all In every single room and nook, my name was on the wall And now I stand in utter awe, before this work of art 20,000 leagues into a woman’s heart Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Scott
Scott, you totally rock my socks! I love talking to you, and I am so thankful that we are friends. Your the coolest person ever! You have amazing, sexy eyes. I love them! o.O and I love your pictures! You always make me smile and laugh when we do get to talk and I am so excited that your going to call me. Your a sexy man! woo hoo! I love u MY SEXY HUBBY! hehe. Love ya later babe!

I Dont Get It
well i totally dont understand why you begged me to hang out over and over again, you sid i was everything you wanted and you begged me to hang out, you said i was pretty and all this other stuff, and i finally broke down and said ok. and you came over and it was nice, you acted like you liked me and i kinda liked you to. your nothing i have ever gone for, your sweet and all but your not my normal type. you acted like you liked me and now you dont even talk to me. i dont understand. you confuse the shit out of me. the more you dont talk to me and the more you ignore me makes me want you even more. i dont understand. this isnt fair, just fucking say something. god dont string me along, i dont wanna date you like bf gf i dont date , EVER. but i would like to spend time with you, is that such a bad fucking thing? i dont know i just dont fucking know anymore. this blows. Merry Fucking Christmas & a Happy New Years

Do You Need A Photographer?
Hey Fu-Nation I'm an up and coming photographer looking to start my own studio soon. So I'm looking for small jobs to save up for my studio. I will do any shoot you want except weddings. This includes senior pics, receptions, parties, prego shoots, baby shoots, or even shots for fubar. Get ahold of me to discuss rates. I'm would call my rates cheap but worth what you get. -Josh

A Stoners Christmas
A STONERS CHRISTMAS BY MATTHEW MILLER it was the night before christmas and all through the house. every creature was laughing especially the mouse. smoke filled the room the candles were lit; as all waited for saint nick, the tree was bare on the mattle a bottle of booze in hopes that saint nick would come soon, Caroller by the street singing, still nothing but coughing filled the room, a family of mice, in the kitchen filling their appitite, upon the roof a clatter, un heard over the chatter; as the bong circled the room, down the chimney, came the old fat man in the red suit; out of chimney with care, he began to stare, now levi i hope you intend to share, laughter rolled thru his belly; into the dense air; into his hand,our blunt did go, as he took a deep breath, his eyes got cloudy, " wowi" he spoke with a cloud of smoke, he set out the presents with care, "santa" someone cried, his beady eyes grew in size, a beauty in red velvet caught him by suprise; he took another pu

*read-important*
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

Christmas Story
The Soldiers' Night Before Christmas by Trish Holland and Christine Ford Twas the night before Christmas and all through the base Only sentries were stirring - they guarded the place. At the foot of each bunk sat a helmet and boot For the Santa of Soldiers to fill up with loot. The soldiers were sleeping and snoring away As they dreamed of "back home" on good Christmas Day. One snoozed with his rifle - he seemed so content. I slept with the letters my family had sent. When outside the tent there arose such a clatter. I sprang from my rack to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Poked out my head, and yelled, "What was that crash?" When what to my thrill and relief should appear; But one of our Blackhawks to give the all cler. More rattles and rumbles! I heard a deep wine! Then up drove 8 Humvees, a jeep close behind..... Eac

Shit Happens
Alrighty, this is my first blog..ever.. And well, lets see. I did not have a good shift yesterday at work haha I mean yeah it was fun. I work at a neon bar. I am a tender. A few of my friends made reservations to use it as a party place a few weeks ago and what do you know I was tending the party last night. I am serving up drinks and this drunk guy comes out of no where and decides it would be a good idea to puke on me. Oh I felt good after that...not really. I got myself cleaned up in the back and resume my work. When I walk out though the same guy..drinking some more. He starts to strip. The next thing I knew I was staring at hairy ass running up to the karaoke mic. I pic up his clothes and notify Jim he is one of the bouncers. Anyways he escorts the guy out, after he decides to punch one of my friends...so yeah it was a pretty shitty day. When you work at a bar and they drinking a lot...shit happens.

Two Kinds Of Hurt By Bob Makransky
Two Kinds of Hurt There are two kinds of hurt: self-pitying hurt and sad hurt. Self-pitying hurt is the kind of hurt we feel on purpose, so that we'll have a good excuse to wallow in self-pity. Whenever we are self-righteously indignant at someone else's behavior, we are indulging in self-pitying hurt. We seek self-pitying hurt when we expect or demand something from another person which that person is not offering freely. Whenever we believe that other people (e.g. our parents, spouse, or children) owe us anything; whenever we try to bribe, wheedle, or coerce other people; to try to make them feel guilty if they don't come across for us; to impose our own desires on them beyond what they are comfortable with; then what we are actually seeking from them is their rejection, which we can conveniently blame on them. Whenever we make our happiness depend on something which someone else does or doesn't do, we are just asking that person to hurt us. This kind of hurt is e

Another Fts Day
Yesterday was the synchrozation of minor annoyance and stupid stuff. It seems to be relentless and unforgiving. The Morning started off on a bad foot, sleep has been very rare commodity for last 30 days or so. I guess the countdown clock for the next deployment has got me off kilter (more than usual… :-D). Running late, get to work, have two emails dealing with stuff that should have been resolved. One being legit, the other dealing with an expensive piece of software that I have no control over. Arrrrrg. I go to lunch at the nearby Italian restaurant at around 12:45. Hopefully, I will miss the lunch time crowd. Wrong. It seems that a lunch party of 20 turned into a lunch party of 45. The wait staff was having gladiatorial matches over bread and tea. Cool, sitting at the bar by myself…as usual. Scan the crowd, there was one cute blond at the bar, cool and then manager for the restaurant was cute. As usually, Married and to the bartender from the bant

Hideaway Family
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anything in common and hear their words as they speak. They soon realize that they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obstacles for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning their backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or tur

Just Bloggen In Charlotte North Carolina
WELL, ONE MORE DAY AND I AM BACK ON THE ROAD TO ANOTHER TOWN. I'M GOING TO FINISH UP IN SPARTINBURG TOMORROW AND MAKE THE TRIP TO MOBILE ALABAMA FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. BE BACK IN A BIT MY FINGERS HURT..

Believeing????????
i just dont and i want all that share these words to under stand that beliefe is something that you feel,,,,,,,,,and i just dont feel ...i let my heart open to emotions that i had burried deep within the shell of the man b4 you now ......and here is my conclusion to it all ........gods first words were LET THERE BE LIGHT.....this is a power i can hold in my hands and the greatest of givfts from god ....even though i can hold the power of light in the palm of my hand i can not find one person that can hold me for more than a few moments at a time

Dont Know Wut To Do Anymore
Ok idk where to begin....but ive been single now for 3 years and begining to realize that i might not be happy ever....ive been in a few relationships in the past only loved once in my whole life and she ran out on me to go fuck other guys, then another girl did the same thing just but just ran away without sayin anything to me for a month...ive been told im a super nice guy... now sayin that im the type of guy to spoil every once ina while the person im with, cook, go out, flowers lil love notes, just do things to make her feel like shes floating on air, just to see a girl happy makes me happy....now what im trying to understand is why cant i find anyone that wont be scared or that wants to be that miss right and so far i havent met one that meets the challenge....noticing now that as i continue to finish college to get my med-degree its getting harder and harder to find sumone, but all i ever wana do is help ppl hence a med-degree, but how can a person ever put up with there loved on

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I HAVE BEEN ON HERE A LONG TIME NOW AND A VIP MEMBER OF FUBAR WE HAVE FAMILYS AND ALSO VERY NICE PEOPLE ON HERE WHO SPEND THERE TIME HELPING OTHERS WHO CAN NOT AFFORD BLINGS .. VIP AND SO ON.WITH THIS NEW SYSTEM NOW THAT IS IN PLACE ON HERE WE WONT BE ABLE TO HELP THOSE OF YOU THAT NEED HELP AND CANT AFFORD THESE THINGS SO IF EVERYONE COULD PLEASE GO TO THIS BLOG LINK http://fubar.com/blog/9/876785 AND POST A COMMENT TO PLEASE BRING BACK THE OLD COMMENT SYSTEM MAYBE THEY WILL SO PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD TY !!! THESE CONTESTS ARE TO HELP PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT AFFORD VIP,BLINGS ETC ON FUBAR PLEASE HELP !!!! =)

Bikers
saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window and it hit Me in the face. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love , so that cancer patients could have hair. I saw you roll y

Poem
This is another poem I have found in my travels, it was done by someone who shall always be unknown. I heard a soldier as he knelt and prayed, And this is what he said: God bless our buddies who now lay dead. We don't know what you have in mind. But when you judge them, please be kind. when they come before you, they'll be poorly dressed: but they'll walk proudly, for they did their best. Their boots will be muddy and their clothes will be torn, but these are the clothes they have worn proudly. Their faces will be unshaven and stained with blood; their lips will be caked with mud. Their hearts will be still and cold inside, but they fought like hell and did so with pride. So, please, take care of them as they pass your way,for the price of freedom they've already paid. This one last thing we ask in your name, bless and keep them in your Heavenly hall of fame.

It's Christmas.......buy Me As A Gift!!!!! Go To The Profile Of "radio X Show"
BID ON ME BECAUSE I ROCK!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! START AND END TIME * The auction will begin Friday night at 10pm Eastern. * The auction will close Monday night at 10pm Eastern.

Santafu Contest
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

New York Will Tax Anything
Editor's note: David Paterson, a Democrat, is governor of New York. New York Gov. David Paterson says taxing soft drinks could help combat obesity. ALBANY, New York (CNN) -- Like many New Yorkers, I remember a time when nearly everyone smoked. In 1950, Collier's reported that more than three-quarters of adult men smoked. This epidemic had a devastating and long-lasting impact on public health. Today, we find ourselves in the midst of a new public health epidemic: childhood obesity. What smoking was to my parents' generation, obesity is to my children's generation. Nearly one out of every four New Yorkers under the age of 18 is obese. In many high-poverty areas, the rate is closer to one out of three. That is why, in the state budget I presented last Tuesday, I proposed a tax on sugared beverages like soda. Research has demonstrated that soft-drink consumption is one of the main drivers of childhood obesity. For example, a study by Harvard researchers found that e

Tagged!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? near 2. Your significant other? nonexistent 3. Your hair? browns 4. Your mother? loquacious 5. Your father? quiet 6. Your favorite thing? tanning :) 7. Your dream last night? hottttt!!! 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? fulfilled 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? content 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? satisfied 16. Muffins? Bran 17. One of your wish list items? soulmate 18. Where you grew up? Baltimore 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? nuttin' 21. TV? House 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? WIP

Today
Today is the time for which you have waited, the time for which your soul has longed. NOW is the moment for which each experience, each relationship within every lifetime has prepared you. Without doubt, without hesitation the events occurring now within history are the very reason that you have journeyed so far from home to this world. Rare by any standard. Your life is the labor that is enabling the birth of a new expression of life, rooted in the wisdom of compassion.

For My Sis Cherie Marie Aka Witchesbrew
What is non-Hodgkin's lymphoma? Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma (NHL) is cancer of the cells of the lymphatic system. In non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, cells in the lymphatic system either divide and grow without order or control, or old cells do not die as cells normally do. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma can start almost anywhere in the body. It may occur in a single lymph node, a group of lymph nodes, or an organ such as the spleen. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma can spread to almost any part of the body, including the liver, bone marrow, and spleen. Over time, lymphoma cells may replace the normal cells in the bone marrow. Bone marrow failure results in the inability to produce red blood cells that carry oxygen, white blood cells that fight infection, and platelets that stop bleeding. Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma is different from Hodgkin's lymphoma and occurs about 8 times more often. Are there different types of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma? There are many different types of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. Over the year

White Tigers (please Repost)
Focus: Animal Welfare Action Request: Boycott Location: United States The White Tiger; Beautiful, Graceful, Majestic... Fantasy Like Even. But, did you know that the white tiger is not a real species. In fact it is a man made species, a hybrid of a Bengal tiger and a Siberian tiger and they end up a beautiful white color with blue eyes due to inbreeding. And if that wasn't enough to set you off then know that about 80% of white tiger cubs born die either from birth defects or killed by breeders because they are deformed. What zoo would want that in their park, right? Did you ever wonder why you could never see a white tiger out in the wild. Well, besides the fact that they are man made a white tiger would never be able to survive on it's own in the wild. Why you ask? For one, all white tigers are cross eyed due to inbreeding. They can not see very well due to that. I copied and pasted this article about white tiger breeding from a website called bigcatrescue.org. Please read on.

An Ode To Shoe Throwers
Oh Mr. Reporter, You are a hero to us all, He reflexes were to fast, For you to make him fall. But you threw you shoes, In hope, not in vain, that you would hit the devil, and cause him great pain, So Mr. Reporter, My hats off to you, But just one last thing, WHO THROWS A SHOE? I mean come on that really hurts.

The Rose's
For those who really care about me don't cry for me when i'm gone remember the good time's and if you want to carry on my memory then light a candle for me two time's a year one on my birthday one on my death day as for those of you who don't come around while i'm alive the don't bother when i'm dead you people are the worse i watched how it happen with my parent's and i don't care to think about it when i die so like my mother said give me my rose's while i'm alive because i sure as hell cant use them when i'm dead ...........

I Need Your Help !!!
All my friends here on Fubar already know that i am on a Semi-Pro Football Team.. And right now i am needing everyones help.. Go to the Follwing links !!!!! i need help spreading these 2 links like WILD FIRE !!!!!!! LINK 1 LINK 2 These Links Are a fundraising that the entire SouthSide Demons Team is doing here on the internet.. PLEASE I need your Help ... These are Fundraising Pages for the football team.. Jake aka D.J. Skillz

Angstlover
I know I havent updated this thing in like forever, but I just had to post about my day today. Good lord have mercy, it was fricking NUTS out here tonight. Was tonight a full moon and everyone forgot to warn me about it? So we started out with a pretty cool and even night. Not a lot going on, even with the media party upstairs at the new club (One Six) opening up. Then i go to lunch and the shit hits the fan. In a span off 30 minutes, we had a husband beating on his wife in the parking lot, we had a drunk go down outside poker and wouldn't wake up, so he was transported. We had another drunk bounce from bar to bar and get cut off at each one, end up outside in the street that we had to take care off. Then we had another drunk damage the elevator going to One Six while it was moving..Yeah can I go home now? I still have 30 minutes left of my shift and am waiting for something to happen. GAH! I quit..I am not wanting for tomorrow when the club is opened for the general public. *di

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Hitachi Magic Wand
http://www.amazon.com/Hand-Held-Personal-Massager-Attachments/dp/B000K8ALI8/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=hpc&qid=1229679568&sr=8-1 the offer is to anyone who may want to spoil me this xmas with the above will get 20 NSFW pics of me using it when it arrives..... serious offer. any takers?

~poem~ Forks
We walked together the pathways of life, Hand in hand facing each obstacle we came upon. Welcoming those that strengthened our resolve, Conquering that which refused to yield. Inseparable from one another, together our love grew, Stronger and stronger with each passing day. We grew closer as each challenge was met, Becoming as one in deed and thought. Time passes for those with the illusion, That always their love will be strong. As our lives become complacent, assumptions are made, Love slips away slowly and becomes stagnant. A cross word said, a thoughtless remark made, Ignoring the needs of each other. Taking for granted the other will forgive, Selfishness and greed become our passion. Ignorantly we hurt without thought or need, Blindly stumbling, wounding each others soul. Negligent we are that we refuse to see, The pain growing and the tears from the eyes. Our pathways of life have come to a fork, Once clasped hands no longer do touch. Our resolve n

Little About Me...
Hi everyone and thanks for the warm welcome! Just thought I'd share a little bit about me.. I'm a mom of one beautiful 2 y/o little girl who I love more than life. Technically, I am married to a very great guy, however, we are separated due to the fact that I am 100% lesbian.. sorry guys! I just heard about this site and figured I'd check it out and maybe meet some cool people. Not looking for anything serious right now, just some friends and maybe a cute chica to have some good times with. I'm an open book and I love talking to people, so feel free to ask me anything. I'm also 100% honest, so be prepared! Looking forward to hanging out at the bar!

My Fubar Friends
I'm honored to get to know some of the people that I've met on Fubar. I've had a rough couple of months and some great people have being with me and supported me. Thank you my friends from Dragonz, I love you guys. Duchess

Holidays
This holiday season is not one I wish to remember. I've had a lot of things happen in the last two months that have made it impossible to be JOYful this holiday season...but I will not let it get me down. It's hard to live up to my name (Joy) but during the Christmas holiday, I have to be a Joy to someone's World. I will be that for my children, my family and my friends. I love you all. I hope 2009 will be a better year for me. Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy to the World Joy Unspeakable

"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe

"put Out The Light."
“Put Out The Light” Put out the light, I think it’s best Lie beside me, touch my chest Hear my heart, feel my caress Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, I think it’s time To be as one, to make you mine To leave the world, and all the rest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, no need to feel What in the dark, we sense is real Safe and warm, within our nest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, but not the glow The one that lives, inside your soul I would not settle, I must confess And you’d not give a measure less. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Christmas
I've been neglecting Fubar recently! I'll admit it! But I've been so freakin busy w/work plus being sick and everything else that distracts me, I've just kind of put this on the back-burner. With that being said, next week won't be any better. I have so much work to get done Monday and Tuesday b/c we are closed the rest of the week. Then I'll be going to see my family for Chirstmas and won't be back home till Sunday. To be honest, I'll be glad when everything gets back to normal. (whatever that is) So to everyone that reads this....HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! To my friends, I love you all and hope the new year brings you joy and happiness!!!!! MUAH!!!!!

Good Bye For Now!!
WE HAVE A GOODBY BLAST THIS IS WAITING FOR APPROVAL FOR 1 DAY THAT WE WON FOR HELPING THE REGIMENT BOMBERS/LEVELERS WITH GOOFYLADY, YOU ALL DID A GOOD JOB AND THANK YOU FOR THE HELP, LOOK FOR BLAST AND CLICKY LOL 12/19/2008 OK,This is the end of the Shadow Bombers.We can not bomb this way so untill or if it goes back the way it was this is our final good bye to the family.we love you all and will still be there if you need anything.Keep in touch and have a great holiday!!! the new way to bomb is u leave a comment then u comment on your comment or someone elses u can do that twice then reload the pic u are bombin if u choose to still help finish our giveways

Happy Holidays!!!
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2009, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere. Also, this wish is made without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical abil

"consider."
“Consider” Consider me a blanket, consider me a shroud Consider me tattooed, with colors bold and loud That bravely shout out to the world, for every soul to see The wonder of this woman, and what she means to me Consider me a warming light, consider me the sun Consider me your brightest glow, when the night has come A red hot touch that fires your heart when the days are cold That propane torch still working well, when we are worn and old Consider me your traffic light, consider me your guide Consider me your words of truth, when others scheme and lie The one that tells you when it’s safe to step into the road A man who grabs the plastic bags when you have dropped the load Consider me your shower, when you are worn and soiled Consider me your coffee pot, always warm and boiled A living liquid waiting here, a thing to fill your cup When times are hard and you are drawn to thoughts of giving up Consider me your co conspirator, I’ll always play the game Consi

Clean Up
OK to anyone here I have actually talked to on this site imma a perv and goof and flirt but most of all I like real people like actually getting to know my friends on any site so tommorrow is clean up day Im cleaning out any one I dont talk to never said anything or never respond so if you dont want to be delted let me know if u dont care well it wont matter much longer have a great holiday all

Girlfriend Application
now in order to fill it out correctly, click the link on the top then fill it out and then click the get-r-done button and it gives you a code. copy and paste that code and send it to me in a message so i can read your application. Click here to take this survey: Girlfriend Application. Wats ur name??How old are u??How tall are u??hair color??u got any tattoos??u plan to get any??piercings??do ya drink??smoke??if the moment was rite... would u kiss me??would u mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled??wats ur perfect date???how would u describe ur style of clothes??are u a virgin???would u give me a back massage if i asked for one??would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on ur lap??have u ever cheated on anybody???wat are u doin' in life... work... skool???u like to dance??party??would ya wanna hold handz in public??do u like to watch moviez??do u drive??if not... why not???do u have strict curfew??u like pets??wat race are u??wat is ur best feature??wat do u think is my best featu

Poems
In The Rain Painful memories fill up my mind Saddnes and despair well up inside I cannot let the world see me hurting So I put on a smile and the pain I hide My torment grows as time goes by My inner storehouses threaten to overflow The burden of my sorrows is mine to bear I feign happiness and true feeling I don't show I have learned how to hold it all deep inside To accept the scar and not feel the knife But there are times when it get to be too much I cry out to the gods to just end my life So far the gods have decided to be merciful Giving me a private way to release my pain The skies become dark and when the storm begins I silently cry and shed my tears in the rain Angelstormm 2001

Sex Partner Application
Click here to take this survey: wanna be my fuck buddy. lets have sexwould you like to have sex with me?how badly do you wanna sleep with me?how soon would you wanna have sex with me?if i said im sitting here waiting for you to come to me what would you say?are you male or female?are you straight/bi/ bi curious/ gay ?do you like to use toys during sex?what kind of toys do you use during sex?if male what do you want to do the most to me?if female what do you wanna do the most to me?what is you favorite kind of porn?do you enjoy watching gay/lesbian porn?if you were here right now, what would we do first?are you into oral sex?are you into anal sex?do you like to masterbate?do you like to masterbate with others?are you into 1on 1 or are you into 3somes and moresomes?are you kinky?how kinky are you?do you have any fetishes?what are your fetishes?do you like to get drunk and have sex?what is the youngest person you would have sex with?what is the oldest person you would have sex with?what

Homeward Bound
In today's economy, so many people are having to rely on family to get them through. I am certainly no different. I've recently moved back home from Chicago to Texas to be with my family. Having been raising 2 boys on my own for the past 11 years has taught me so many valuable lessons and I can't begin to tell you how thankful I am to have had each and every experience. I've encountered so many adversities and yet the good outweights the bad by far. I am strong, independent, self assured and know who I am. I'd struggled for 4 years living in Chicago. With the cost of living and my expenses far exceeding my income, I pressed on, determined to prove to everyone and myself that I could do it on my own. I was working 60+ hours a week, never saw my boys, was constantly stressed out and never had any energy. Now, that's all changed. I'm back home and loving it! I'm working from home and am able to take my kids to and from school. I'm able to help them with homework and be there for them

Chances
Chances: Chances are so few and far between, That we as humans over think it all. And end up ruining the one thing we wanted most in life. Sometimes words are just words, and a song is just a song. Not everything in this life has hidden meanings behind it. But we all still search for the thing that could be hidden. Our hearts and minds are fragile, and if one is hurt too much they will always be on their guard. Always looking for the wrong that maybe there, When in reality everything is fine. Take people for the word, and if someone shows you who they are believe them. When you have finally reached the point at which you understand,Hope that you have not arrived to late and that not all is lost for you and yours.

Auction's
Ive decided to have a auction and I'll put myself up fopr sale...Anyne else wish to join me ( there's no charge ) please send me a privet message with the link to the pic you want to use and what you are offering. Bidding will start for everyone else at $500K ut as for me I would love a HH or auto 11's or bling packs and will give morph's 500 11 s and stash rates in return... *Lady Witoka* #1 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar Thank you every one let's have fun

Auctions & Contests
I Think I could be Miss Winter Fubar... If You vote me to Be... Music Playlist at MixPod.com I'm up for Auction So Come Have fun Bid on me.. You know I'm worth it.. Oh Yeah and don't forget to leave a comment voting me Miss Winter Fubar.. and Rate the Pic as well. You know you want to... CLICK PICTURE BELOW TO START HAVING FUN! Come on have some fun and come vote for me. Auction

Randomness Free Of Douchebaggery
This is not a normal blog post. I just want to tell everyone to check out my trackz and also check out the greatest band I've ever heard at www.myspace.com/iwrestledabearonce Thank you.

Steering Wheel Boobies
So I answer questions for a living, it's what I do. So the person asks the questions "what is the definition of doggy style position". The next step would be to send it to a guide to research it or send them a default answer which would just be the most commonly used. I obviously chose default and it reads: A dude gets on his knees behind her and puts his peepee in her hoohoo. Then he pulls her hair and uses her boobies as a steering wheel. OMG, I thought it was hilarious and I lost it.

I'm Too Lazy To Update My Friends Individually ..
MY LOVE 4 YOU ...To my first child ....The love of my life Thursday, March 13, 2003 I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love A feeling from deep within of pride that wonderous joy of knowing your mine. I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide 2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive. Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child. Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things.. All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings... I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings.. Walk with you hand N hand.. through a garden in spring.. and teach appreciation for all the beautiful things... I wish I could change many things I have done... "Personal Regrets".. I have more than just one... You have so much to learn and so little time.. I can see in your eyes that your strong youll do fine.. But the earth spins f

Random Writings By Yours Truely
**** I NEED TO SLEEP **** Will this world ever let me shine.. Shall I ever break these ties that bind.. Star light eyes remain blind.. Silenced like an abused child.. One look slits my tounge.. leaves me with words never to be spoken.. One more cold good bye..deep sigh..on each breath I'm choking.. I sleep no more..head lain to rest.. on a pillow of thorns.. Every time I close my eyes to sleep..Flood gates open.. old wounds cut deep.. I pray to god screaming inside..Please jesus replace self hate with pride.. Show me the sun ..walk hand in hand.. Show me real life..with no inhibition..and..nothing to hide.. Open my heart to love full force..Open my faith to embrace yours.. Allow My inner child peace..Allow my children the chance to succeed.... Let them feel proud when told.. your just like mommy.. Let them see what lives inside my heart..Show my daughters what STRONG SMART women can be.. when raised with love ..spirits shall fly ..set free.. Allow those girls to s

Dallas Cowboys
2009 ??????????????????? 2008 NYG: 21, DAL: 17 Final nfc division • Jan. 6, 2007 - NFC Wild Card - Seattle 21, Dallas 20 • Jan. 3, 2004 - NFC Wild Card - Carolina 29, Dallas 10 • Jan. 9, 2000 - NFC Wild Card - Minnesota 27, Dallas 10 • Jan. 2, 1999 - NFC Wild Card - Arizona 20, Dallas 7 • Jan. 5, 1997 - NFC Divisional - Carolina 26, Dallas 17 • Dec. 28, 1996 - NFC Wild Card - Dallas 40, Minnesota 15 • Jan. 28, 1996 - Super Bowl XXX - Dallas 27, Pittsburgh 17 • Jan. 14, 1996 - NFC Championship - Dallas 38, Green Bay 27 • Jan. 7, 1996 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 30, Philadelphia 11 • Jan. 15, 1995 - NFC Championship - San Francisco 38, Dallas 28 • Jan. 8, 1995 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 35, Green Bay 9 • Jan. 30, 1994 - Super Bowl XXVIII - Cowboys 30, Bills 13 • Jan. 23, 1994 - NFC Championship - Dallas 38, San Francisco 20 • Jan. 16, 1994 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 27, Green Bay 17 • Jan. 31, 1993 - Super Bo

F-a-m-i-l-y
Lets look at our F-A-M-I-L-Y Tree to the letter ..for letter..The letter F-Chosen for Fatherhood The letter A-And..simply means 'to join or to bring together as one'..The letter M-To be honored loved as MotherhoodFor most of us that are blessed to know our Fathers and Mothers sacrificed for us in many ways never to be able to account for we have the letter ... I- I pledge to always be aware of the way my Father and Mother raised me..The letter ...L-Love, that i project in my life to others as family..The letter..Y-You , Very easy .its up to YOU...To continue to grow and share the joys of Life and Love..The 'F-A-M-I-L-Y' that Prays together ...Stays together.... Family life facing the Holidays during or after a loss of members.. First step,is to be honest about your emotional pain and give yourself permission to grieve. After all, losing a member of the family to sickness,accidental or even through divorce can be compared to losing one to death.Second step,Stay Strong to regain fam

Questions
Body: YOU OPENED IT NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER BE WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE!!! NOW BE HONEST AND DON'T CHICKEN OUT! 1)Single or taken? TAKEN 2) Do you like it? YEA 3) Would you kiss your ex? YEA 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YEP :( 5) Do you believe in certain circumstances where cheating is ok? UMMM NO....... 6) Are you missing anybody right now ? ALWAYS 7) Do you want kids? HAVE 1 ALREADY but wud like one more 8) If yes, how many? 1 9) Would you consider adoption?mayb 10) if someone liked u would u want them to tell u? SURE 11) Do you want someone you can't have? nah 12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? YES 13) Do you get butterflies around your crush? NO 14) Do any of your ex's still have feelings for you? I DONT KNOW 15) Do you love anyone so much that you can't explain it YEP Where is the person you gave your heart to for the first time? SOMEWHERE ELSE How do you feel about

Open Season
Put On Your Camo And Grab Your Mouse. Its Open Season On Fubar. Your Game Animal Today Is The Cunning Fubarian! The Fubarian Is A Sneaky Lil Devil. You Will Have To Stalk Your Prey And Hit Them With A Fan Then A Profile Rate To Slow Them. To Finish The Fubarian Hit Them With A Friends Request. This Always Works Because They Cant Resist A New Friend. Rate/Fan/Add All These Fubarians With The Message "Its Open Season And Im Stalking You!" And You Will Be Added To The List. If Your Are Already A Friend of Theirs Comment Their Profile With The Same Message.When You Have Rated Fanned and Added Everyone On The List PM Southern Cuteness And You Will Be Added! Happy Hunting!!!! ☼ŞѺÚ†ĥęЯЙ☼©üŦene§§☼@ fubar ~~TeenaBrownEyedPrincess~@ fubar ♫♠SoUtHs☼FiNeSt♠♫@ fubar ★Elle★ Warrior Princess

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch when you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, and the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you when you whisper such sweet love in my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle of complete helplessness you have become my every waking thought and my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait until the time is right it seems so far away that I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent and keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me by kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me so when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know that I really do love you When the day comes and we are together you will always know and fee

My Naughty Side
The Naughty Bus Ride The days is just beginning and my phone rings it's him. A smile from ear to ear brightens my face as he speaks,"Hey Baby" I melt. I hear the traffic going by I know where he is, at the bus stop. We converse of our sleep and how do u do's. He then retorts, "Here it comes" I smile because I know whats about to happen. I ask him, "Where are you sitting?" he replies, "In the back". He begins to tell me how he wishes he were with me instead and wanting to be curled up under the quilts naked and warm. I blush at the thought of his touch on my skin. The time has come for this bus ride to be one of lust thru the phone. He tells me how horny he is for me as I am for him. I begin to play with my nipples and he tells of his slightly growing member. I purr and he says," I love you Baby" and I get very heated. I reach for my dildo and tell him. He growls low and deep, I know he wishes it were him in me. I stroke my toy licking it and then...I moan as I feel it enter my w

Unresolved
I stand on the side with tears welling up inside for the pain that i feel is tearing a hole in the very fabric of my soul. the words that i want to say would disapate in the defness of space. tho i know i have been undone by my own lusts, i want to be felt for who i once was. i am still the same. i just got lost along the way. with a heavy heart i bow my head. not in respect but in shame. i have pushed away the best thing in my life with pain, anger, and jealousy. with these words said i would like to leave this world but cant. i must stay and handle the ordeals that come my way. i stay tied to my sanity thru the love of my mother. but i couldnt imagine what would happen if i lost those ties. the thoughts of losing the only other thing that keeps me alive is far to difficult to comprehend. so i leave the readers of this with a small token, dont fear future of events to pass, keep your history in your thoughts, and try to keep your heart in the present. so you dont fear the lonelyness t

7th-the Strip Club Bully
7Th Circle Of Hell and The Strip Club 7Th Circle Of hell goes to the strip Club 7Th Circle Of Hell Where the women are hot as hell Come and join the family The Strip Club (NSFW) Its Sexy Live Dj's Come join us Click to enter

Soldiers Night Before Chirstmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I¢d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His hea

Officalblogonblago
"I intend to answer every allegation that comes my way. However, I intend to answer them in the appropriate forum -- in a court of law. And when I do, I am absolutely certain that I will be vindicated," Rod Blagojevich, 12/19/08 He promises to fight, and calls the rest of the state a lynch mob. Today, the Governor made it clear he will not resign, and will remain in office while he faces a federal case unless impeached. He then asked us, the lynch mob, to give him the same rights as a child, to presume he is innocent. I know, from the selfish view of a child, it is smart of him to remain in power even though it hurts the state. He could use the office of governor in someway, whatever. But, how the hell am I part of a lynch mob? Is it a smart thing to turn on the people of IL when you're facing impeachment?

Time Slips
Time Slips.... As time slips speedily away, falling faster than the day before. Nothing can stop it's relentless journey, not day, night, peace or war. As time slips by so very fast. I lie distraught, stagnant in verse, yearning for the future to dissolve my past. Do my beliefs decieve me? Thinking softly, silently, not logical or perverse. As time slips through our hands, we grow weary in the search for a better tomorrow... I scream out loud for someone to hold me, as time engulfs me in it's burning sands. Painfully I reach out. Drowning in my sorrow. As time slips by and by, I think of love, prosperity and hope. Memerories of the sweet warmth of love, I fall into slumber. Awakened in the night, I reach for the moon, the stars and sky. For in their gentle light, I have learned not to fear and how to cope. I now search in time, looking for a new beginning. A little less encumbered.

This Time.
I am a simple man, do what i want when i can and when the times right i just might find a light in this tonight because the world is dark and so are you to prevent me from what i do the government is wrong and i live this all night long this time im new im who i want to be this time im you i hope everyone can see im a different kind of man do everything i want when youre gone and when the times right i just might die tonight Because the world is black and so are you knowing i cant go back the world is wrong while i live this all night long this time im new im who i want to be this time im you i hope everyone can see this time..............

Quizzes
What charactor from Twilight, are you?AliceYou're smart, funny, pixie cute. And can see the future! You're paranormal gift may be viewable now...or maybe it will start developing in a few years, but you will be special. Other Quizzes

Totally Stolen From Ms Erica Aka Leather & Lace
Umm is this really me? lol CAPRICORN Few people are as practical and ambitious as Capricorn. Yours is the tenth sign, an earthy element, which makes you down to earth and matter-of-fact. Caution is your second name and this is due to Saturn, your ruling planet. You are sometimes shy and lack self confidence and self-esteem. I've never met a Capricorn who was afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful. You like money but not if it involves risk. You prefer to know exactly where your dollars and cents are going. You prefer traditional types of savings. Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself. You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you

Used Vs Loved
Used vs. Loved While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD' . The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits, choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life .... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

Bah!!! Humbug
BAH!!! Humbug!!! Dear Boys and Girls, Well, it's that time of year again and once again I am busting my ass to get everything done in time for my big night. What a pain it has been. Shortages from Japan, elves who don't know shit about electronic toys, a sleigh that is falling apart and then I caught the Missus fooling around with one of the elves. Who knew? I always thought the little bastards were gay! I really am getting too old for this shit. It used to be so simple... wooden toys and dolls that didn't do anything, but now it's electronic gizmos up the ass, and what the hell does an old fart like me know about computers? I put my naughty/nice list on the computer a few years ago and the damn thing crashed. Lost all the nice kids. Do you have any idea how expensive it is to fly tech support to the north pole? Don't even get me started on the damn reindeer. "Eight tiny reindeer" my ass! Too much hay and carrots. They are so damn fat I have my doubts

Computers! Work! Games! Midget Porn!
So for all of you out there who haven't seen anything on Blu-Ray. Do it. No excuses. You know SOMEONE with a PS3 or Blu-Ray player. Once you have seen Blu-Ray set up right, the movie theater goes right out the window. What you need: ' Blu-Ray Player. I use my PS3. ' Large LCD/Plasma TV 46' 1080p baby ' HDMI connection If you're sporting a large TV, and using AV cables. You should go die. ' A comfy chair It's a law. And enjoy. It's so crystal clear I can't even put words to it. I'm going to reccomend getting a Netflix account, reason being, THEY OFFER BLU-RAY movies now! Think of it.. the ultimate movie experience, EVERY DAY. This has been a PSA from Zio. P.S. Merry Christmas.

Reapers_resurrection Train
Don't Fear The Rules: 1. Stop by Reapers_Resurrection's page, rate the Reaper folder of pics... Starting with this one... He is trying to level... So stop by and rate some of his other folders too... He has some FUNNY stuff... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Don't Fear the Reaper" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request!

Meh Squishy
I'm texting Psyche on yahoo as she lays in hospital bed and she has requested that you peeps that have her yahoo to send her love and let her know if you want a salute.. She's doing sexy hopsital gown salutes.. muah

Auto 11 Auction For The Cause....
Bling AUTO 11 Auction! Proceeds to help me get Spotlight! Be creative! I am saving fubucks to do spotlight soon, but I do love creative minds! Please bid in comments on the Auto11 in my Default pics, Bling will be given on Happy Hour Only, May the Power be used for good...xoxoHeart Inspector~ Bid On Auto 11 in default folder in comments...ty~ Auction will run 24 hours. Over 9pm FuTime Saturday December 27th. no drama, no whining, let's have fun!!!

Hottie Remembered
=== 'Dove Goddess ♥The Pegasus Project CoFounder♥ FuMinister-Owner Fubar Beach Wedding Chapel' wrote the following at '2008-12-19 20:22:32'.. > > > > > > In Loving Memory ofAllie aka SweetAsPie > Rest In PeaceOur Sweet Angel > > We Now Come Together To SayGoodbye To A Dear Friend > > Little did we knew that morning,that God was going to call your name.In life we loved you dearlyIn death we do the same. > > We ask that you join usSaturday, December 20thAt 1:00 FuTime (4pm EST)For a Memorial Service > > This will be a time to share,and a time to heal.As we say goodbyeTo a dear sweet soul Who we all dearly loved > > We Love You Allie > > So, please join with us if possibleAnd bring with you,

Carpet Cleening Man
hi am carpet cleening man in beth pa i like new friends i love to do there carpet for all most free am in bethlehem pa u live near me need carpet cleened soon e mail me at frkm51@aol call me at 610 5090565 frank

A Dream...
A Dream ... I really do not know where to start. You leave me stumbling, in the dark but not quiet alone. I feel your presence there just beyond a message, a line spreading this warmth throughout. A sing song feeling of what I never can quiet figure out. Guiding me, each step with whispered words, letters, standing tall my mountain of " come catch me " but I sense a kindered soul a shelter, in the storm. What is to become what shall be, leaves me breathless with anticipation. Always on the outskirts always not quiet looking in. You share wisdom, feeling, real feeling. But I cannot help but be skeptical and weary maybe it is, we are - meant to be. I wander always, in the darkness but at this time, this moment you hold me captive. On the edge of the cliff, wondering, what if. In the past I have always looked to anther, a past love, a friend who means the world to me but but but what if I really let loose. I fly I soar into your cave. I can see

Damn
HOW MUCH CAN ONE PERSON HURT ON THE INSIDE....I DONOT HAVE THE TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE...ALL I WANT FOR X-MAS THIS IS TO SEE MY SONS TO HOLD THEM AND PLAY GAME TO TALK TO THEM IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR .NO IT IS NOT ALL I CAN DO IS SIT BY MY CELL PHONE AND HOPE TO HERE THE RING TONE TO PLAY..HOPE TO HERE A LIL VOICE ON THERE SAYING HELLO MOMMY I LOVE YOU MISS YOU ..PLEASE COME AND SEE ME AND SPEND TIME WITH ME FOR X-MAS... MY HOPES AND DREAMS ..I AM HURTING ON THE INSIDE AND OUT SIDE... HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR CHILD COULD NOT SEE YOU OR TALK TO YOU ... YOU WOULD DO EVERY THING IN YOUR POWER TO SEE THEM ....HOW MUCH MORE HURTING MUST I DO JUST TO SEE THEM DAMN...UGH I WANT TO HOLD MY BABIES AGAIN... I MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH ALL I DO THESE DAY IS STAY IN SIDE MY ROOM AND HIDE FROM THE WORLD.. I MIGHT GO OUT SIDE TO GO TO SCHOOL OTHER THEN THAT I DONOT DO ANY THING. BUT SIT IN MY ROOM AND HIDE..... LOVE YOU BOB ...LOVE YOU OZZY AND ZAKK ....

John's Top Secret Auction
Here is the direct link to John's (Radio X Show) Top Secret Auction Album.. there are some good ones in there! If your looking for someone specific, check the clues! Copy & Paste the link :P http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1677524&albumid=1384011&idx=0 And if you wanna check me out, heres my link as well :P Im offering extra special goodies for the Christmas season!

Auto 11's
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Underground Horrorcore Shit...
Been busting my ass since 2000 to put out the most mind warping music ever heard. Have said things that even at the start made my stomach turn.. Have even had mild success without any backing. Have sold more copies of Krazey Thoughtz (Deja Vu) Insanity EP 3 Faces Of Death The 66Sixxx EP Krazey Luv Songz Intoxikated Inspirations Even my free internet downloads have been downloaded all over the US, Canada, and in some parts of Australia, England, and France last time I checked... Krazey's New Stash (No Image) KST (On The Warpath) And hope to have success after a small break with the new EP which is in in the making and almost done... Chronicles Of A Madman Now why I'm puttin this up... Because I'ma shameless self promoter.. It's how I've gotten my shows and how I've sold so many albums over the years... If interested, hit me up and order a damn CD in advance... You never know what you're missing untill you order it.

New Owner, Come Check Out Her Sexy Butt!!
I want ALL my friends to get to know my new FuOwner ~*tinkergirl101*~ she is vrey nice and I know you will like her so please show some love and ADD/FAN/RATE her and let her know ~~Bratt~~ sent ya!!=) no fan no add~*tinkergirl101*~ Daddy's Levelers/Bombers~@ fubar

Howzit And Other Shite!!
So I went to NYC to entertain a client this Thursday night....took him for a night of T&A and filled him with shrimp and prime beef.....and BOOOOOOOZE!!! It was a huge late night (5am Friday return to the hotel after a 7pm start the night before).....night was filled with strippers and their bullshit...other patrons and their inability to act human over a little bit of skin....and my partner Dean who is awesome!! Everyone had a great night....and the next day we bagged the order. Who says a little skin and beef are bad for business....or was it the booooze!! Thank you HQ....we love you!! We all agreed that it was NYC....cause it never would have happened this way if it was South Florida......LMAO

Bummer
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me

Randomness
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? gone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? wyoming 5. Your father? nashua 6. Your favorite thing? chocolate 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? dunno 18. Where you grew up? oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? sometimes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? good 26

Its So Halarious That.....
I have to actually write somewhat of a blog just to try and defend myself against people- I have been through more bullshit them people have gone through in their life time- which I believe makes me stronger in the end. Adoption, abortion due to a difficult pregnancy, depression, giving birth to a 1 lb baby girl and watch her struggle to survive, divorce, relationships I tried to make work then gave up, Autism spectrum disorder,( my son diagnosed @2) and I had to go through most of this alone- I DONT HAVE TIME TO PLAY GAMES! There is so much more but I really dont feel I need to feel sorry for myself and post blogs on it to strangers that have nothing else better to do but read others blogs- there are 2 sides to every story, so you decide in the end what you believe. I am strong, I have been through a lot and I will get by once again in life the same way I always do, but just because a relationship does not work out in the end due to so many differences and not seeing eye to eye, no tr

Myspace Whack
I GET ON MYSPACE I GET THIS LIL THING SAYING I CANT POST MOVIES N MY COUNT WILL BE DELETED IF I DO IT AGAIN WHAT IT IS IS A THING I DID FOR THE NEW GENERTAION OF FAM IN WELL I POSTED IT N IT BLOCK ME TODAY THIS SO GAY LAME

Christmas And Family And Friends
This year has been really hard for me for a lot of reasons. I've been laid off since May 9th, lost a very precious local girl to Cancer (RIP Danni) and it just seems that anything that could go wrong has gone wrong the past 8 months or so. I've been in a really down mood the past few months and this month has gotten worse... I haven't been around much cuz i've been blah and none of you need to deal me and my nasty attitude, cuz i tend to take things personal when i'm like this. Anyway... I have had some really awesome people try to help me through this Holiday season and for that i am forever thankful. They will forever be in my heart. I'm still down but i just realized how lucky i am, even with as bad as things are.. One of my 7 year old boy's friends was sledding and slid into the road and got hit by a car and killed... How do you deal with that right before Christmas? I'm sitting here crying as i type this all sorts of feeling going through every inch of my body and soul. First i fe

So Sad...
I woke up this moring so sad..I feel this terrible sadness hanging over me....so dark, cold, so forbibben...I cant explain it even. I sit here and rate photos andsend e-mail to friends who are soo happy in love, with somebody , sharing their lives,hearts,souls, bodys,minds with eachother. I want that but for some reason cant seem to find it....is there something wrong with me? Am i not good enough? pretty enough? I dont get it....I fell soo alone all the time, as I write this im literally on the verge of tears. I dont wanna be alone anymore...I want love....I wanna be loved so badley...I feel like nobody wants me....this is a horrible feeling. I met this guy on here....he lives about 20 minutes away...I liked him alot but, something tells me he doesnt feel the same way...~sigh~ he doesnt even really call me, wanna hang out, or anything...he told me all this stuff that he wanted to do with me and now....its all lies I guess. So AGAIN im moving on I guess.....sad, and alone as alw

A Sub's Special Night.........
Coming home one night after work, I walk in and see you in the kitchen washing something in the sink. You are wearing a little apron and nothing else on under it. Standing in the doorway knowing you do not know I am home yet, I watch you as you move about at the sink. I watch your lovely ass and body move elegantly and gracefully about. Slowly I move up behind you and tenderly kiss the nape of your neck softly. Sliding my hands gently around your waist and hugging you back to me with love and tenderness. Turning you slowly so that your face is turned to me, I gently kiss your lips and slide my tongue out and tenderly lick your lips and nibble on them. Whispering into your ear as I hug you how much I Love you and want to be the best Master and lover and friend to you. Sliding my hands into your apron and cupping your breast and feeling your nipples harden to my touch I squeeze and caress them softly. Knowing they are very sensitive and love my touch. Nibbling and biting softly on your n

My Little Pain Slut.........
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

Picture Comment Glitch
if you find an easier way, post comments here. 1. Copy the link of the picture(you will need it later) 2. Post A comment 3. Keep replying to your comment 4. bouncer doesn't seem to show up as often. 5. every once in awhile paste the picture link in the address bar above 6. repeat steps

Censorship?
Noam Chomsky states that: "If you believe in freedom of speech, you believe in freedom of speech for views you don't like. Goebbels was in favor of freedom of speech for views he liked. So was Stalin. If you're in favor of freedom of speech, that means you're in favor of freedom of speech precisely for views you despise." An often cited quote that describes the principle of freedom of speech comes from Evelyn Beatrice Hall (often mis-attributed to Voltaire) "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it," as an illustration of Voltaire's beliefs. Professor Lee Bollinger argues that "the free speech principle involves a special act of carving out one area of social interaction for extraordinary self-restraint, the purpose of which is to develop and demonstrate a social capacity to control feelings evoked by a host of social encounters." The free speech principle is left with the concern of nothing less than helping to shape "the intellectual charact

Top Idiots Of 2008
Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river

Vincent Angel Ascecnio
If life could be better, which it should since I thought it over many days and nights sober, itching and wishing I re-arrange with the past time I've been given, am not saying my life be different but, maybe without all this neglect I felt, I been one hella' of a child, only if I known what I know now, I say too much to myself deep down like if it made a difference, between my eyes only lords knows Vince, and even then I think I'd been the same, so isolated driven insain, too complex, too hard to explain, to go nineteen years in the making, it be crazy to go back this soon when I never had a revalation, in this time and age am just waiting, so who knows maybe my lifes just like yours, and who am i too judge, death might be behind them close doors, but we ain't knowing, we blind to see where lifes going, the reason why I stay alive, blowing, is my intellectual intentions, my memories I kept that kept on coming...........so who can you blame living life in the fast lane, need help, fame

Dominance~
I could hear the taxi driver beeping his horn impatiently outside. I waved at him through my window that i would be out in a couple of minutes whilst applying a coat of lip gloss to my lips. If there was one thing that really pissed me off it was being hurried while getting ready to go out. I took one last glance in the mirror before leaving the house. Being slightly chilly out i had decided to go with jeans rather than a skirt this evening. They were the tightest pair i owned which still allowed me room to move when dancing. Paired with these were my new lacy black top which clung to my curvy waist whilst showing off a decent amount of my ample cleavage, unfortunately i was unable to wear a bra with this top due to the low back but being young my breasts were still pert for me to enough to pull it off. I was hoping that i would still be able to dance in 5inch heels. Being only 5ft tall meant i couldn't really get away with going out in flats but i didn't really mind as i remember C

My Christmas Present To You
From now until Christmas I am giving you my last album (Optional Content) currently on iTunes for $12, absolutely free as a way of say thanks for being apart of my world, Merry Christmas, ENJOY... *note download is compressed into a ZIP file* 84MB Click Here to Download

Ignorant Men Of Fubar
Some men go ga ga when they come across me on Fubar, which is cool because I get some good rates etc but when i tell the men I am married I am not here for "bar buddies" or to give my screen name away, or to cyber, or cam, men completely talk shit about me!! It's like hellloooooo fucking morons. I am debating getting rid of Fu I can not take this shit anymore, my block list can only get so big. Fucking adults who cause so much DRAMA!

Auction
I'm up for Auction!!! & I want you to own me :) I go to the highest bidder and Bidding closes in 3 days so hurry up and bid on me :)... Shhhh your not supposed to know it's me ;) But I promise it is... So This what I have to offer & This is who your bidding on ;) Just so you know I keep my word ;) Just ask anyone who knows me. Pop my A-11 Cherry & I'll love you forever.

Random Rants
I have pages on several different site and i have notice that alot of people (sorry but they are all younger) that place more value on how much you have or how hot you are than WHO you are. WELL I was born a poor fat chick. i'm fine with that. to me its all about the person that is on the inside than the money in your pocket or the way you look in your clothes. i am proud to be an extra thick chick. i am who i am. with no apologies to anyone. if you can't except the poor fat ass that stands before you then thats your problem not mine. but to base friendship or any relationship on that is so shallow. the things that should matter are can you trust that person. can you count on the person when you need them. is this person someone that i can call at 3 am if i need them. maybe its my age. but i would rather have someone in my life that i can be myself with. that i can buy a few beers build a fire in the backyard and sit and talk to and laugh with. and i don't want to believe it is Y

The Big 21
Wow 3 Days Until Im 21 Dec 24th Fuck Yea.I'm Party Like A RockStar!!!! Damn Str8 It Just Seems Like Yesterday I Turned 18.Shyt Im A :egal So Ha!! I Can Go Drink At A Bar And Not Get Kicked Out For Being 20 Lol Sry I Am Hyped As Hell.but i hope everyone has a Merry Christmas And Have A Happy and Safe New Yrs Eve!!!!!!!

Sick Of Snow
I am so sick of snow already. We had 13 inches yesterday and we are getting another 4 now.. I want to get out and do stuff but Master doesnt like to go out in this and I have to work 12 hr days starting monday so I wont have much time with him. I guess tomorrow we are going to have an intense session.. some paddling and bondage and hot oil play.. Im looking forward to it.. I need the stress relief

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop.
You could have heard a pin drop When in England, at a fairly large conference, Condi Rice was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. She answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. ' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up

Oral Techniques
The 13 oral techniques are as follows: There is the gentle suckling on the clit just as if it was a little penis using just a soft caressing up and down on the clit with the lips. Then there is the gentle suckling on the clit as if it was a nipple but also the using of the tongue to gently stroke the tip of clit. That one seems to be the favorite of those I tried it on so far. The key is to do it softly. Then there are those that prefer just running the broad part of the tongue back and forth side ways over the hood and the clit. Another favorite one is just taking the tongue and doing circles around the hood not really working on the clit much at all. In other words you are moving the hood around from side to side and allow the hood to caress the clit instead. Then there is another technique where you pull back the hood and just flick at the clit just as if your tongue was a snake's tongue. Now that can get very intense for a woman, but some women like that intensity in order to c

Dudes Need To Stop Stressen Me
Ex and I split after an almost 6 yr relationship 5.5 yrs to be exact.. been split now for 5 months... and the fuckkery starts.. whats the point in stressing me now? You wasnt concerned with me when we were together and letting ur cock slide up in other chicks u wasnt concerned about me when u was rollin them chicks round in my new whipps... yet now that we are done your oh so concerned with me and what I am doing.. 5 yrz it as ME who fed, clothed ad nursed you back to health it was Me who bailed u out when no one else wanted to look at u, it was me who packed ur wounds three times a day and yet you chose the world wide whores over a faithfull woman who treated you like a king.. you took the power that u were given and ran the streets with it thinking i would just lay at your feet and never stand up and walk away ..Your regreating it once again now arnt you? To bad for you this time. You should have been concerned with me way back when not out acting like a teenager on a rampage with a

Myspace Apps
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Kiss Of Time
The Kiss Of Time We all spend time one way or another, but we never spend time with one another. he said to her in a quite voice she said back,you made that choice. he thinks to himself what have i done, he knows there's only one way to have her heart won. and thats to give her time and make it count, for now and forever without a doubt. he says he wants her to be mine, so he gives her the kiss of time. David Alan Lee

Nice Guys Finish Last...
I found this on another persons blog. This was a bulletin they found. To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for

Pissed As Always...lol
Well i am just a little pissy lately and I am sorry Holidays are not good for anyone it seems like anymore...lol anyways i am venting again.. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm well what am i pissy about I have come to Fubar 2 get away from things at home and what happens...lol...nope still gotta put up w/the jealousy and the BS and I cant take it no more it is driving me batty....

Famous Canadians
There are a lot of famous Canadians, and below is only a small representation of them. There are too many excellent hockey players and musicians to mention so you won't find any in this list... Anderson, Pamela - Actress (Baywatch) Aykroyd, Dan - Actor, Comedian (SNL, Blues Brothers) Atwood, Margaret - Author Bailey, Donavan - Athlete (track and field) Bain, Conrad - Actor (Postcards from the Edge, Diff'rent Strokes) Bateman, Robert - Painter Bellows, Gil - Actor (Ally McBeal, The Assistant) Black, Conrad - Publisher Blanchard, Rachel - Actress (Clueless TV series, Iron Eagle IV) Browning, Kurt - Champion Figure Skater Bujold, Genevieve - Actress (Dead Ringers, Coma) Burr, Raymond - Actor (Perry Mason, Ironside) Burroughs, Jackie - Actress (The Grey Fox, Anne of Green Gables) Cameron, James - Director (Titanic, The Terminator) Campbell, Neve - Actress (Party of Five) Candy, John - Actor, Comedian (SNL, SCTV) Cardinal, Tantoo - Actress (Dances with Wolves, L

I Was Car A Accident!!
I WAS RUNNING AFTER MY BROTHER AND I GRABBED HIS CAR WHEN HE WAS GOING ABOUT 10 MPH. I HIT MY HEAD AND SLID ON MY HEAD. I HAD A CONCUSION. MY HEAD HURTS BUT YET ITS NUMB. IT HURTS TO EAT AND SWALLOW. I HIT IT REALLY HARD. I DONT REALLY REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED. I KNOW THAT I WAS HOLDING HIS CAR AND WAS GONNA RUN WITH IT. THEN I WAS ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING AND CRYING HOLDING HIS LEG. HE TOLD ME THAT I LOST MY BALANCE. SPINNED AROUND THEN HIT MY HEAD AND SLID ON THE PAVEMENT ON MY HEAD AND ARM. IM AFRAID TO GO TO SLEEP WHAT IF I DIE? I DONT WANT THAT. I GOT ROAD RASH ON MY SHOULDER REALLY BAD. I GOT SOME ON MY ARM AND KNEES.AND MY HEADS GOT A NICE KNOT. AND ITS GOT ROAD RASH ON IT TO BUT NOT SOMUCH CUZ I HAVE HAIR THERE. MY JAW ALSO HURTS AND MY SHOULDER. SAVE ME AND MY MOM WONT EVEN TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL BEACAUSE I OWE THEM MONEY. F*@XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX WIKID LETTE

Friends
Just a note for everyone who has wondered where I have been.. I have been very sick, still am, and right here at Christmas, it totally sucks.. One thing I have come to realize here, when I'm not around, MY REAL FRIENDS miss me, and let me know they miss me... It's opened my eyes to who my real friends are on this site.. So thank you for the well wishes and for being concerned, I'm trying to get thru this..I'm not a sickly person EVER, so this is very RARE for me..Keep me in your thoughts.. Kiss kiss Selena..

Pfby Here And There
1. You know what is Math? What you don't know is Math. 2. I tell you what, if you cannot be accepted into colleage, you can be Dental Profitiers. You know what is Dental Profitier? That is you go stand at the entrance of a dental clinic, when you see people passing by, you go up to him with a math book tell him that you are a student in XX school and you don't know how to solve this math question. I bet they will laugh so hard that they lose their teeth totally. If they cannot find their teeth back they will have to go inside the dental clinic. People like you will make the dentist so rich that he falls in love with you. 3. Study is the combination of wisdom and hard work. Your hard work approximately equals to zero and you wisdom equals to zero, so Hard Work plus Wisdom permanently equals to zero. 4. I tell you what, the chances of you being accepted by FuDan University (one of the best University in Shanghai) are the chances that I become the president of United States.

Interlude: Trading Places
Welcome to Trading Places by C_Money_32, pka Charles. Trading Places are a collection of my stories that will be blog in the coming days and weeks ahead. BEFORE I GO ON, IF ANYONE THAT IS UNDER 18 OR FEEL THAT IT IS TOO EMBRASSING FOR YOU TO READ, I WOULD HIGHLY RECOMMEND TO END...NOW. IT IS VERY EROTIC. With that being said, Trading Places is full of my collections that I had published in the past. The stories had been viewed from 1, 2, 3, 4 different women in the past. So far, they couldn't control themselves. They really like it and all. Some are classic, and others will be brand new. I don't have any problem of doing requests. I will ask questions, this way, no one would feel offend. I must warn you, I will limit up to three or four a month. All of my stories (Trading Places) will be long, very detail. Even they will be long, it will be some pauses here and there. Just to give you a sample: ....Rooms (All time classic).... ...what was the surprise, I asked

A Different Christmas Poem. Please Read And Share With Others.
I saw this in a bulletin by terryljohn, and wanted to share it with my friends too. Thank you terryljohn Love, Tess Soldier The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out

Best Christmass Ever
This Christmas is turning out the best in years, I have to be the luckiest man in at least Colorado. I'm sure you are asking why, well there are especially 2 the first I have my daughter with me for the holidays, and the Second well to tell all the ladies I'm fully taken off the market, well yes I had a girlfriend but now is not just my girlfriend but my fiance and yes you saw that rite my Fiance, YES I'M ENGAGED. To the best lady ever Stephany is her name if I had not said anything in the past. I got her a beautiful heart shaped diamond rind .35 carrots to be exact on a platinum band. If you want to see a pic at least let me know. And my daughter totally aproves which is awesome.

Christmas Poems
Toy Escape Late Christmas Eve, when all was still, And the room was dark as night, The Christmas tree lit magically; It was a fantastic sight! Then from around the tree trunk now, There came a funny sound, As gifts began to unwrap themselves, And toys jumped out all around. The music box began to play, And in a crazy trance, The candy canes jumped off the tree To do a silly dance. The big stuffed bear leaped to his feet, To see what he could see; He rode a shiny, bright red bike Around the Christmas tree. The new toy kitchen started to cook, And before you could blink an eye, The oven door opened, and from inside Came a tiny pizza pie. A squirt gun squirted everything; It knew what it was for; By the time that it was finished, A big puddle lay on the floor. A beautiful doll with golden hair Was searching for a friend; A toy soldier marched up and took her hand; They were a perfect blend. In the bedroom were a boy and girl; Asleep in Christm

Country's Pimpout Bully
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Ur Eyes
I want to breathe you in Crawl inside your head Walk around for hours Exploring thoughts unsaid I want to taste your fear And swim inside your eyes Wrap up in your soul And feel your anger rise I want to lick your pain Bathe in all your tears Suffocate with memories You've gathered through the years I want to kiss your depth And wallow in your sin Feeling every single thing You've ever felt within I want to touch your anger Linger in your pride Soaking up the hatred You buried deep inside I want to smell your secrets Inhaling all the lies Relish in contentment That floats apon your sighs I want to hear your love Trail fingers down your dreams Soak my feet in happiness Of endless laughter streams I want to see your turmoil Get lost inside the lust Piled up in corners Collecting passions dust I want to grasp your innocence Submerge inside your guilt Tremble with perceptions That I have never felt I want to caress your consciousness A

So Hard
lost and alone i cannot see i don't know whats become of me I've lost it all and don't know why it is enough to make this grown girl cry with life so mean and and people too why did it end with me and you i tried so hard to make it work i twisted and tried every little quirk it seems to never last for me me and love were never meant to be

Reflections
How does one get out of themselves everything they would like to say but have no idea where to begin? This Christmas is a double edged sword of sorts. On one hand I'm excited because this is the first Christmas that all 3 of my children will be conscience of what is going on around them. They get to fully take in the sight of all the lights and decorations, and Jakob and Lilyanna both actually sat and had a talk with Santa. Neither were scared of him. My oldest she's still in that whole new to being a teen so the thought of believing in Santa is about as appealing as hanging out with her parents. My husband is doing well through this time of year, it's his favorite but I believe he wishes we were spending it back home in Pa with his family. I on the other hand, I'm not even sure what I feel or what I should feel. Since April, when my mother passed away, I've been receiving monthly, some times weekly pamphlets from HOSPICE. Apparently these are meant to be my guide book through the

Music And Myspace
Fuck myspace. They removed my music player and said it was file sharing. How is it file sharing when the songs can't be copied and transferred to another individual ? I can't even burn them. I'm waiting for the day when it gets so ridiculous, music police are tapping my stereo so I can't make a duplicate casette tape for my car because one of my friends might be riding with me and hear the music without paying. Remember when bands WANTED as many people as possible to hear their music ? If a file can't be copied or transferred or uploaded... IT ISN'T FILE SHARING ! GET A GRIP ! BY PEOPLE HEARING YOUR MUSIC ON MY WIDGET...YOU MIGHT GET MORE SALES ! iT'S FREE FUCKING ADVERTISING ! I am one of those people who likes a real collection. I want the original CD with the original artwork. I always purchase music I like. Guess what. THAT STOPS NOW. I will no longer purchase any music simply to protest that artists have taken this way too far. Now they are calling non file sharing app...file

The God Memorandum
Memorandum from God To: You From: God Take counsel. I hear your cry. It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam. I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross. Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm. I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure. You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years. You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure. You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security. You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse. You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you w

Welcome
WHICH NOW ARE PRETTY MUCH ALL I HAVE. WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY AND DELETED OVER A THOUSAND FANS,FRIENDS AND SOME FAMILY. THE NEW YEAR IS ABOUT TO START AND I WANTED TO JUST CLEAN IT UP. THOSE OF YOU IN MY FAMILY ARE THE ONES I TRULLY HAVE BECOME FRIENDS WITH. THE REST WERE JUST POINT CHASERS OR JUST OUT RIGHT FU-HOES. NO TIME FOR THAT. BIG CHANGES WILL BE COMMING IN THE NEW YEAR. I WILL MOST LIKELY BE BACK ON THE ROAD..MAYBE EVEN IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD TOO...SO WATCH OUT...LOL...I AM IN THE PROCESS OF WEIGHING MY OPTIONS. SO MY TIME WILL BE LIMITED AND AT BEST SPORATIC ONLINE. DON'T NEED TO WASTE A MINUTE OF IT. SO HOPE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND IF I'M PERIODICLY ABSENT FROM THE FU. I WILL JUST BE DOING WHAT I NEED TO DO SO I'M NOT SPENDING THE SUMMER LIVING IN A TENT BY THE RIVER. NOT THAT IT WOULDN'T BE NICE AND PEACEFUL THERE...SO ANYWAY THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG...BUT WONT BE MY LAST..WILL KEEP ALL UPDATED ON THE PROGRESS OF CHANGES I WILL BE GOING THROUGH. SO EVERYONE HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMA

21 December 2008
The Winter Solstice is considered one of the most powerful times of the year by many cultures around the world. In the Northern Hemisphere this celestial event usually occurs on December 21st. The timing of the solstice this year will be Sunday, December 21, at 7:04 a.m. EST, 4:04 a.m. PST, or 12:04 p.m. Universal Time. The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year, and it heralds the initial impulse of the annual return of the Sun, the Light, to the Earth. This year the spiritual effects of the solstice will be more powerful than ever before. This is due to the incredible influx of Light that is pouring into the planet through the heartfelt pleas of people everywhere. Humanity is experiencing the most intensified purging of the economic system, and the various other social structures that do not operate with a consciousness of the highest good for all concerned, that we have ever endured. This is a necessary cleansing that is paving the way for the physical manifestation

Wat Is Love?
IMAGINATION ...... well the reason i say this, is cuz after long and hard thinking, i have decided to say that is is kinda like an illusion... You think it is there and u are jus so happy, but just at the blink of an eye.... ITS GONE .. sometimes it may be jus a one way gone.. meaning u still see it but the other person doesnt.... which in my case seems to be a one sided thing... o well right... LOL .. but anyways.. I have now moved more north and it is cold as hell here... wait hells hott... okay hell frozen over lol.... but neways.. i have started a new life got a job, and lookin for a rent house or apartment.. maybe from this experience i will b alot smarter in the next reltionship if i so choose to try another one, but at this point it is time to take a break from the relationship scene for awhile

My Blog
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty