Well im going thru alot right now with Christmas coming and this will make the second Christmas without my babies. most of you know I lost my two sons at age 6 and 7 years old back in March 2007 and every holiday is so hard to get thru when they were the ones that had all the holiday spirit. So if anyone finds me moody and bitchy please understand and bare with me this holiday.. I have alot of bottled emotions that still havent surfaced and i cant bring myself to truly mourn my babies cause that will mean they are truly gone and this holiday of all being Gods sons birthday, i can't bring myself to understand why God would not only take 1 of my babies but both of them in the same day. So again please have patience with me...Thanks
