Fubar Blogs 5

Free Writing
the world is coming to end as i feel the weight come down on me.Have i lived my life as i wanted did i do everything right is something missing?? as i walk down a cold dark path the thoughts run in my mind of everything in my past. more i walk the darker it gets and the more i think about the life i am leaving behind. is this the end,who is waiting for me at the end of this path if anyone is waiting for me,or will i be alone.?where do i go after i get to the end of this path do i go anywhere? will i like where i go will i ever see the ones i care for again? will anyone miss me that is in my past? too many things left to do and time has ran out for them. not sure if i lived my life the way i wanted or met all the people i needed to. its all over now its said and done no time to look back. time to go foward and see what is waiting for me at the end of my path. take a deep breath and walk to i get to the end free my head find my soul.look deep inside see what is left after the life i live

Ball's Deep(thoughts)!
Hey all, time for a little update. My son was born on the 20th of November. His name is Nixon Mathieu Le Wilcox-Ball. A mouthful, I know, lol! I'm typing this as my son is laying on a giant pillow on my lap. He's a month old now, was and, as I'm sure all parents know, it's been a lot of ups and downs. He's been good for the most part, it's just the nitetime where he gets a bit cranky. I've become comfortable enough with nitetime feeding that Rea and I can rotate nites with the boy. That has helped alot, because now we can get some sleep, lol. Got some pics too, so check 'em out. Okay, now for a big announcement. I'm transfering from D.C. in March, and the family and I are going to be stationed in Okinawa, Japan. I'll be on leave from about the middle of March, until the middle of April. So yeah, that's the big announcement. There'll be more to come, I'm sure. So stay tuned! Oh yeah, and leave me some freaking comments, will ya? Good, bad, I don't care. Have your friends stop by too

Confused - Wat Do U Think?
i lived life like i thought i should, never realizing the mistakes i made would be difficult to correct the older i get i met this one girl i love, helped me through good and bad times but i never looked at it like she cared ...maybe because i was to scared scared of what? thats the question, i never got to the point where i needed an answer i would just sit there and wonder wonder about what? how fucked up i am?, no! the fact that i did fuck up and why i did things that certain way only to go on and say... I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE GOD HELP ME HELP ME TO SEE now i'm where i shouldn't be, in a hole i cant get out from only to please the ones i dont care about leading to a street with a different route that route led to my lifes journey, with lots of forks in the road ...problem was i never knew which turn to take which led me to believe its ok to make a mistake! that mistake lead to sadness which i knew i could overcome but something insi

A Salute To Our Troops
since we are here about to bring in a new year i would like to taks the time to say to all the service men and women i thank you for all you have done to keep us safe and i pray for the day you can come home and stay home i hope it will be soon may god keep a protective hand over the rest of our troops and bring you all home safe

Lyrics Of 1 Of My Fave Songs
It don't matter where you've been Just focus on where you're going Most people you think are friends Ain't there when the tough gets going Remember to keep your friends Be wise with those you've chosen 'Cause only your closest friends Are there when the going gets tough When I think about it the definition change Back in the old days it wasn't quite the same Or maybe it was but on another level Still pushing dirt with a different type of shovel Loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation Builds everlasting bonds and relations I've got friends I haven't seen in years I'd die for tonight forget and have a couple beers On the other hand you never know where you stand With certain types of friends they'll sell you out for some ends Or some pussy or some weed or a business transaction Some use words but I prefer action I'm a break you off like an old school playa My x-ray vision helps me see through the layers Of you fakes, phonies, lies and deception Ask Matt Hall if

Chains
CHAINED SHE WAS CHAINED TO A HOOK ON THE WALL, HAD BEEN HERE A DAY, BUT HOW HAD SHE GOTTEN HERE, HER MIND WHIRLED IN DISMAY, THE PREVIOUS NIGHT WAS ALL A BLUR WHERE HAD SHE BEEN LAST, IT WAS A BLANK SPOT IN MEMORY SHE COULDN'T RECALL HER PAST, IT IS DARK IN HERE ALMOST PITCH BLACK SHE CAN'T SEE A THING, SHE TUGS HARD AT THE CHAINS BUT THEY HOLD FAST TO A RING, SHE SUDDENLY REALIZES SHE IS NUDE HER SKIN SLICK WITH SWEAT, SHE TREMBLES NOW AT MEMORIES THAT SHE CAN'T REMEMBER YET, THEN IN A FLASH THEY ALL COME BACK HE WAS DRESSED IN BLACK, HE HAD TIED HER FIRST SPREAD EAGLED LAIN HER ON HER BACK, HE HAD THEN BLINDFOLDED HER AND GAGGED HER WITH A BALL, SHE FELT HIS STRONG FINGERS ENTER HER THEN A BLACKNESS FALL, SHE AWOKE SUDDENLY TO PAIN AS SHE FELT HER NIPPLES CLAMPED, SURPRISINGLY PLEASURE FILLED HER, SEXUALLY SHE'D BEEN STAMPED, SHE FELT HER VAGINA SPREAD WIDE AND FILLED WITH A PLASTIC TOY, VIBRATIONS COURSED THROUGH HER BODY SH

When I look back at this body of work,it's obvious to me that this is a team effort as not one person could do this by oneself. I want to sat thank you all those involved in the last weeks of creativity. Thinking about all the time and energy contributed by so many people that went into this music makes me both humbled and proud. I hope you all enjoy life for what it is and what is brought to you.

Bid On Me
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Its That Time Again!
Its time again for my schedule to change.. I'm going back to the dreaded night shift for a month, so i wont be around here at my usual time.... I have to work from 7pm -5am Mon. - Thur. (for the month of Jan.) I will try to check in every day in between sleep & life, so leave some love if ya feel like it! I will always answer those who do... I will miss my Fu family and friends and hope you will all still be here when I get back. The only good thing about this is I find out who my true friends are cause they always stick around & keep me goin with their daily hello's, Thanks Doc & the Angel army for being so special!and thanks to the rest of my Family who have become great friends... Love you! "Sunshine"

Autos
I don't know know what the deal is with auto 11s but yes they are nice to have but the fact is everyone needs to quit all the bs. Auto 11s are about helpin friends while helpin yourself I will not rate like crazy for just anyone because they have autos. I'm all about makin friends and havin a good time too.

Enough Is Enough
Too many wanna do little to nothing they beg for bling they want suto 11s and want everyone to kiss their butts. Guess what I've had a few hhs auto 11s I've got my share of bling and more in my thoughts and I never asked for a thing it means much more than askin. I'm an oracle at the moment and I did it all in under a year and in that year I missed over 3 months but I got there. Like me or not the fact is get over it and the points let the points rankings and everything else come as it does. If I have autos ts about helping me and my friends. not getting my butt kissed but everyone.

Still Not Sorry
My heart still hurts and will mend in time I am sure. I think of you each and every day wondering if you are well and ok. I miss you every moment that I am awake, and grab my cell to text you when something occurs that I wanted to share with you. I wonder in my mind if the silence is because you were just too kind to send me away or if it is because what I said wounded or angered you. Then my mind begins to wonder in a bad direction and I worry that maybe something has happened to you, because surely you would not abandon the rest of your friends this way. I took the destruction of my cell phone to be fate telling me to move on, and still yet through all of this I am not sorry that I met you or even sorry for the time I was lucky to spend with you. I am only sorry that I asked too much of you. May you find what it is that you seek in this life and may it please you all of your days.

Wanna Be In My Family?
Are you tired of watching people level faster than you and you've been on here MONTHS before them? Are you tired of feeling neglected,left out of some of the fun Fu activities on here that others seem to get time after time after time again while you sit on the sidelines benched,unapproached,or viewed as an afterthought? Are you tired of rating people's profiles and them not returning the luv? Are you tired of no one buying you drinks or maybe worse Are you tired of feeling unrecognized and unloved....has the Fu done damage to your self esteem making you feel like you are less than zero for whatever reasons? If you've answered yes to at least one of these questions,have I got news for you! You can join my family! As a member of my family I will PERSONALLY GUARANTEE you that I will send you drinks if you are not drunk,if you are drunk I will send you at LEAST one gift per day,I'll leave a comment on your page (starting today lol) and whats even better than that is the people in my famil

Yes!! Another Auction With A Lot Of Sexy People!!
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Ellen
First, thank you all for your most gracious welcomes. They are very much appreciated. I am at a loss for words, lol, and I usually talk a mile a minute but (there is always a but) I am here to visit, comment when asked my opinion and nothing serious. I like the site, I love to drink but don't and I love to meet new people who are real for real. I am not a sex kitten, I am not what some would say is beautiful or good looking, I am just me. A plain, sometimes mixed up woman who likes to chat and enjoy myself. I have hobbies that I love to do and do when I am not on the puter, lol. I love to play trains and race cars with my 4 year old great grandson, he runs circles around me, lol. I have several miniture trains that I play with, complete with people and cars and houses, but most important I am probably old enough to be your grandmom, lol. So cut out the small stuff and let's get down to business. Be yourself, talk to ME and not at me. P.S.: I don't curse and I am from th

My Pics...
Recently I have taken to using PhotoShop on pics using models bodies and my face or head...now some of you might see this as cheating or lying or whatever...However I do not claim those are me and I always add in the caption that it is PhotoShop or to see my REAL pics...I spend what little time I am actually on here checking out people and seeing who is real...I only do these pics to prove a point...I make them for friends as well but they never use them to mislead or I would not make them anymore...I mostly do it for Holidays...Anyhow...if you wanna see real fakes then you need to go to JohnnyDevil's page and read his blogs and look thru his albums...he is quite the detective and can spot fakes like no other...I simply adore him!!! I cannot stand the peeple on here that use fake pics or NSFW pics to gain something from fellow members rather than pay for it themselves...I also HATE those women on here that cannot get it thru their heads that when a guy is in a relationship that means b

Quintons
I need some one how is going to be there for me. you have to know what u want. A ride a die women that likes to have fun. Someone that not on head games. someone that cares for me like i do. You have to like to fuck and be good at it cause i like to do it all night. someone i can talk to and can talk to me. just some i can have kids with but know time soon. lookin for the love of my life. If thats u get at me

Cool Happenings
When I was 17, my Junior year in high school, I lived with another family because things were dicey at my parents' house (violently dicey) and I moved out. They were extraordinarily kind and generous, They were stretching money and things were always tight for them, but they found a way to let me live with them for most of my Junior year, Two of the sons (there were 3 boys and one girl) were my best friends. When I came out, one of the sons, Phill, was not receptive about me coming out at all... he didn't react well. He couldn't accept me being gay... it was a very cold reaction. I didn't talk to him for years. I did talk to the other brother often for several years, but Phill was my best friend. It definitely left an empty spot in me... one I had forgotten about. I met him yesterday and he and his sister and I went to dinner. He made amends for the way that he reacted... it was tearful... It was amazing... It was amazing to me because he got to clear his conscience. H

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about

My Wedding Poem To The Love Of My Life
With you in my heart, my life is complete; you’re the air that I breathe and the food that I eat. You are my soul mate, the beat in my heart; it feels like a year each second we’re apart. With you in my heart I’m walking on air, I can imagine your cologne and you touching my hair. Your handsome eyes, so kind so true, the loveliest sight I have ever seen. With you in my heart, I am brim full of pride, it’s as though I can achieve anything with you by my side. You’re my rock, you’re my angel, my one true love, you’re my present from heaven, my gift from above, my answered prayer. With you in my heart, I love you so much, how caring you are, my soul you do touch. You are a Handsome Prince Charming, a pleasure to know, my love for you just continues to grow. With you in my heart, I’m the happiest woman on earth, I feel God planned this since the day of my birth. I could never love anyone the way I love you, I hope and I pray that you feel the same way too. With you in my

Auction Time
Altruize 25 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Boomerang running 45 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 or 1 Bomb 80 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 and 1 Bomb 95 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb and 1 Boomerang 110 Blingcredits will get u alruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb and 2 Boomerangs 120 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb 1 Boomerang and 1 Famplifier or 1 God Mode Just send me the amount of Crdits with a short Msg Miss Moneypenny xox

My Life Part 7
Love, Trust, Betrayal, Disrespect and Selfishness This title pretty much says it all. So be warned! This is the open, honest, straight forward and to the point. This is how I have come to see things over the years. I am not the only man that feels like this to some degree. And there are plenty of women out there that feel this way toward men to some degree as well. In order for me to get my point across. I need to give you a little of my thoughts on life in each of the categories in this title. So please be patient as you read. As I grew up, I believed that Marriage was a life time commitment. To love honor and Cherish til death do us part. I believed that once you were married, that was the one you were with period. It was to be strictly monogamous. The man worked and took care of his family. Defended them at all cost and could trust without hesitation what his spouse told him. Man...What fantasy world was I living in? Life is not what The Wonderful World of Disney po

Gothic Erotica
I was dreaming... I was standing in the corner of my room, deep in the shadows, watching myself sleep. My corner self was breathing very heavy. I wanted the me in the bed to wake up. This was weird, I knew it was weird, but the me in bed was sleeping soundly. I wanted to scream but I could not. I wanted to run from the corner and jump back into the me in bed, but I couldn’t move. I was starting to panic, my heart was beating hard and fast. I couldn’t believe that the me in bed wasn’t tossing and turning from this...this, to me, nightmare. Then a thought came to me that sent chills through my whole body, I must be dead. Then I saw her enter the room, and go to the bed. She pulled back the covers and ran her hand softly over, well, my face. I mean that was me in that bed wasn’t it? Bree, wake up, I am losing my mind in this dream, I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know this woman, I have never seen her before. She ran her hands down to my breast, rubbing my nipples as I stood

Battle Of The Sexes
It’s A Battle Of The Sexes That’s Right I Said A Battle Of The Sexes! New Years Eve 8pm – 1am EST! We need teams so come on in and find out the details to see if YOU have what it takes to win The Battle Of The Sexes!

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you 'Cause there's no one else I swear that holds a candle anywhere next to you My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life My tears no longer waiting, oohh my resistance ain't that strong But my mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Anymore Anymore

Best Of My Intentions
I had big plans for our future Said I'd give you the whole world somehow I tried making good on that promise Thought I'd be so much further by now Never could build you a castle Even though you're the queen of my heart But I've had the best of intentions from the start Now some people think I'm a loser Cause I seldom get things right But you make me feel like a winner When you wrap me in your arms so tight Please tell me you will remember No matter how much I do wrong That I had the best of intentions all along I'd give you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know without exception It was all with the best of intentions I gave you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know withou

I Am Me
I am Independent Outgoing Stratigical Smart Athletic Beautiful Inside and Out I am me. I am a good cook I love my flute I love my family I love my friends I live for the thrill Of each day. I am me. I don't like to wait I have a lot of strengths I know myself Better than I know my heart I don't understand my feelings. But if you come along we can sort if out, I love you, You're the only one for me But you've got to understand I don't change myself for anyone. I am me.

I Can Save The World !haha
Once again, America is all screwed up. And once again, I am here to solve all the country's problems. Ho-hum, sigh and all that. Before we begin, let's take a look at the 3 biggest problems facing the American voting public here in 2008. The list is short and important. The Iraq War (it's still going on). The economy (it sucks). Rising gas prices (they just keep on rising). Many people will argue that the war in Iraq is helping rid the world of terrorists. Still others will argue that the war in Iraq is actually creating more terrorists. And there are also those few who believe that we need the terrorists to keep job security for the CIA. It's all a confusing mess. But I think I know how to solve it. Two words: amusement parks. Everybody loves amusement parks!!! If we were to turn the country of Iraq into a giant amusement park, I believe that the Sunnis and Shiites would wander around their country peacefully, happily, and maybe with a little cotton candy stuck to th

By Mink
I just want to take a moment to thank everyone for all their birthday wishes and gifts. Okay, okay I know I have been leaving subtle hints. LOL What can I say? I also happened to have leveled to Fu-King on my birthday. How awesome was that? I didn't expect it. I want to send a special thank you to my real life sister Silverpixi. Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Please go show her mad love. Without my knowledge (at first) she posted a blog asking for people to help me level. She is an awesome sister and friend. Those who are fortunate enough to know her can attest to this. If you haven't met her yet go and say hi and show her love. She does return all love received. I love you Silverpixi!!! You are the best sister and friend anyone can have. To all my other family and friends, you all rock and I love you all. I wish you all a very Happy New Year and wish you all much success and love. Peace ou

The Good Die Young
No matter whenever. No matter wherever. We're meeting again be it heaven or hell, an alien ship, purgatory or somewhere outside of this world full of shit where we dwell. I cannot believe that I never will see you and hope it's a lie. We'll find out when I die. You went before me but I followed behind you. Don't know if I'll find you but I promise to try

About Me And Life
Hey there. I'm tired to be single guy. I like put my self here for sell I like to get married in next 3 month So if any girl looking for a guy make a commitment. Here I am. Lets Try and see how is it go!!!

Love Is Passion...
Anyone know where this is from? Come on...I can't believe no one can even take a guess? "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."

Sh!t Happens
Taoism: Shit happens Confucionism: Confucius says: "Shit happens" Buddhism: If shit happens, it isnt really shit Zen: What is the sound of shit happening? Hinduism: This shit has happened before Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah Protestantism: Let the shit happen to someone else Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it Judaism: Why does shit always happen to us? Sufism: The wise man never notices shit happening Christian Science: If shit happens, pretend it doesnt really exist Solipsism: Shit happens because I wish it Mysticism: Just experience shit happening Asceticism: If shit happens, renounce it Agnosticism: Nobody knows why shit happens Gnosticism: I know why shit happens but wont tell you Atheism: Shit just happens and thats all there is to it Cartesianism: Shit happens to me, therefore I exist Platonism: There is ideal shit happening somewhere Stoicism: I dont care if shit happens Epicureanism: Lets pa

George Carlin's Solution To Save Gasoline
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved. If

Relationships
How do I feel about relationships? When I first joined Fubar: "Been there, done that" pretty much sums it up. I was born a diehard romantic (aren't we all?), but I think I may have outgrown my romantic nature because my primal nature was screaming a little louder. I couldn't find the perfect balance for the two sides in either my marriage or my previous long-term relationships. I'm not jaded, I'm just realistic. I do enjoy sex, and I do enjoy kinky fun. And just because I might talk about it in a general sense with you, doesn't mean I would allow you to do something with me. Trust is a vital element and it isn't given lightly. I am very selective and responsible. My life is my own, and I make my own choices. You never know what lies ahead unless you venture forward. UPDATE 10/13/07 Really not doing all that well in this context. It seems my 3.5 year D/s Power Exchange is over. Yeah I know...why not just call it a relationship? Well it was that but it was more th

From My Friend Serving In Iraq
What it is like to be here in IRAQ Many people have asked in the past and when they meet me what is it really like... so for all of you that would like to know what it is like here in Iraq.. Well here is you chance to have the same experience in the comfort of never leaving your home state. I have broken it down for you in terms that the average person back home in the land of the free can easily understand and relate to.... so sit back and relax read on and let me know what you think.. and for you out there that have been there done that this list will ring true in more ways than one. you'll get a good kick out of it.. and pass it onto people you know. Christian Farrow What life is really like on a Deployment to IRAQ 1. Sleep on a cot in the garage. 2. Replace the garage door with a curtain. 3. Six hours after you go to sleep, have your wife or girlfriend whip open the curtain, shine a flashlight in your eyes and mumble, "Sorry, wrong cot." 4. Renovate your bath

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all ar

Being Myself
original post date: 2008-03-15 13:05:27 I have said in the past that I enjoy being much more than just an "object" to someone, because objects often don't interact. However, I can also be comfortable being someone's "object of affection" as the endearing term applies a hint of intimacy. And if affection isn't involved, I can find a rather high comfort zone in being someone's "sex object." I know who I am and what I am, and we're all something to someone which is far better than being nobody's nothing. Recently, when I thanked an online "Fu-friend"* for his comment on a photo, he in turn said my photos are a turn on for him and remind him that he's a man. I sincerely found that complimentary and told him so. My Fu-friend then said he thought it was odd that I found it complimentary, because he found it to be a rather pervy thought, which caused me to further ponder the idea. On the one hand, if "your photos are a turn on and remind me that I'm a man" wasn't meant to be complime

Questioning My Photos & My Age
original post date: 2008-01-13 14:41:10 I guess I'm one of the last honest people standing in the internet world or what? If I had $1 for every comment about my age or my photos not being accurate or recent, I'd be able to retire somewhere tropical tomorrow! Yes, the photos are all recent. No, I'm not lying about my age -- who would want to say they were 38 (now 39!) when they weren't?! The photos were usually posted up here just after they were taken, so the dates are accurate. The blonde hair shots are the oldest ones, taken in 2006. The rest are 2007, 2008, and 2009 respectively. I don't know what else to say...I don't really owe anyone an explanation, but I am an honest person and I dislike my integrity being questioned. So....When I'm older I'll look younger, and you'll still be rude and ugly. I don't look my age, and I'm old enough to know better but young enough not to care!

I'd Rather Be...
I'd rather be: in Massachusetts outside than inside with animals than a crowd of people reading than watching TV traveling than stuck in the same place in the snow listening to music cold than hot in love than not with someone than alone brunette than blonde in my 20s than 30s happy than gorgeous sexy than rich in the country than city

World Love
What do you want? To go on or to give up? To go the distance or call it a day? Aim high, pack it in, Open up, close down. Live this life or face your death. Stand up or walk out. Tell me What do you want? How could it be better, my brother? What would make it sweeter, my sister? What do you need, My mother, my lover, my soul, What will it take To find the love To live this life?

Rip Sena - My New Tattoo
original post date: 2008-07-09 11:13:11 On July 9, 2007, my best friend left this place and went to the spirit world. Her name was Asena or Sena for short. She was herding sheep one day and the next day she had trouble walking. Xrays revealed bone cancer had eaten part of her 7th vertebrae. Her strength and spirit were amazing and I've never seen it matched in animal or human. Yesterday I had a memorial tattoo put on my back and the pain didn't even come close to matching the pain of losing her from my life, knowing that I could not take away her pain without ending her life here. There was some definite release emotionally that came with the physical pain of the tattoo being done. I felt a lessening of the heartache I carried; I hope that maybe now I can feel a little more at peace and a little less tortured in anguish over her death. I know she is spiritually with me, I believe that. But now she'll always be symbolically with me, watching my back just like she always did.

Independence
Well it's been along time since I have blogged so here goes.......I'm still in BFE Idaho but it's kewl I'm single and loving every damn minute of it. I can finally be me for a change and don't have no one to answer to.....I have my own place and juss bought me a truck all on my own with the help of no man or no one. I have finally got my independence back and damn does it feel good. No more being miserable and trying to please someone that can't be pleased. It has been a hard road for me this past year but I have survived and thanks to the ones that have been here for me.......You know it's funny how life throws us curveballs but I am a survivor and have always been one with or without someone special in my life. I have proved I can make it on my own and can stand to be alone without a man......too bad someone of us can't say that (NO NAMES MENTION) but ya'll all know who I'm perfering to LMAO. I'll be home around April sometime it's time for me to close the Idaho chapter in my life an

Impotant Body Facts
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 6 lb. The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are still busy checking their thumbs.

2008 At A Glance
What a Year, huh? I joined Fu in November of 2007 but didn't really do a whole lot with my account right away. Come the end of the year I started spending more time here and by the time New Year's came I was 100% ADDICTED! lol. I have made so many friends here I cannot possibly include everyone in this but wanted to do something a little different! So, here's some of my amazing friends I've made over the last year. If you add/fan and rate each of them I will add you to this bulletin/blog as well and post it regularly. Be sure to rate/fan and add everyone on the bully including myself. xoxo We will start with... December 2007 This Fu was one of the first to say Hello to me! He was always sweet, kind and of course, the biggest flirt. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar I've owned him, he's owned me and he's ALWAYS been there for me! If he's not on your friends list...guy or girl...you are missing out! January 2008

Eldest
I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But it is something I wished for not. It was bestowed upon me in a ceremony as old as time itself. I am older than the earth, yet younger than the stars in the heavens. I am the teacher, seerer, the protector of all that is precious. I know all they need, yet I cannot teach them till they are ready to believe. I feel the rage,pain,saddness, sorrow of all the other elders; yet i alone can do nothing but offer wise counsel. For I must show strength and not break, no matter how it hurts. I am always destined to be alone. This was written in the cave of writtings; This will always be the fate of the eldest. I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But is something I wished for not.

Oh. You Doubt Me.
So...here we go...My first Fu blog... So, I was recently approached by a fellow on FU who shall remain nameless. It seems he has had a (recent and short) tour of service in this "person's" (LOL) army. I respect that. You folks should know I do.... But....this young man decided to let me in on a secret.... I'm full of shit. Oh yes, indeed....this young man decided to call into question not only my mode of service, but MY SERVICE RECORD OVERALL! Bold, you say? I thought so....but chalked it up to the hubris of youth..... Until he kept on going. I tried to be polite. I communicated with him, telling him the times, and places, and with whom I served. This was not enough. I let him know some of the things I had done, and under which unit I had done so. Quote: "You're a fucking liar." So....I have taken pics of my language certs, as well as one of my awards. I was apparently lying about my linguistic skills, as well as my place of combat tour. I will amend

So True
If you look inside a girls heart you'd se how much she really cries, you'll find hidden secrets, best friends and lies, but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong!

Panties In A Bunch
What the hell is up with the idiots on here flagging pics that have been up for a while. Give your opinion and if you are one of those haters well screw you and go else where if you don't like the pics.

Mine And My Real Husband's First Auto 11's On!
Its my first auto 11'S me and my real husband have them on hes only member in my family and only fan. Anyone can rate us.This is great this auto 11!My husband used to be level25 without them it took him 47 happy hours and a year to get there.It was hard and he was a trainee bouncer when there wasn't training lol.We had several lounges me and husband and he was dj of loads.Does anyone remember the candy lounge?Thanks all for reading.

Rants
this is a latin mock aphorism for "Don't let the bastards grind(or get ) you down". According to Wikipedia this is incorrect latin for the phrase intended. The correct Latin is "Noli nothis permittere te terere". Either way, on this day my 40th birthday which concludes 4 decades or more correctly starts my 4th decade is appropriate for reasons too lenghty to get in to. That said, 2008 is nearly over, 2009 has great promise, if for nothing else, it is in front of me and 1968 through 2008 is behind me. Great things await and I look forward to every experience, good or bad that will shape year 41 and make me better than the prior 40 years. It's cool to be 40!..

Daydreams...
She's amazing, generous & beautiful!! An amazing friend & if she's not on your list, You are seriously missing out!! Michaela daydreams ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ brought to you by Unbreakable Please repost!!

For My Mom From Her Best Friend.
well, my mom had a myspace page...in which is more like a memorial space, I could/should say. here is a poem that her best friend left her as a comment, that brought me to tears. I am not going to fix any of the mistakes (and I am positive that some do exist, but perfection is my last thought right now) we do all miss you mom, and this one was for you from Linda. xoxo. Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that

Inside
They say that everything happens for a reason right? Have you thought about what you have been through in life? Have you tried to turn the negative into a positive? Most people who know me, don't really know ME for me...they don't understand me. They think I may have issues or that I'm crazy, when in all honesty it's the opposite. I mean everyone gets down at times about life. Shit, I've lost a child and a brother to death way too soon on top of being used for sex all my life. BUT...I don't let that get me down. I'm older now and I have children I need to raise into great men. I think about what I've been through adn I alter my lifestyle and life in general to turn everything I do into a positive thing. I smile more, I laugh more, I allow a few more close people into my life and I love more. I am a helper by nature. I help others when I see them in need and I think my only flaw at times is I tend to forget myself and my needs at that time until when I'm done helping others, I'm still a

Vein
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that theyd be your partner Theyd be your partner, and... Youre so vain, you probably think this song is about you Youre so vain, Ill bet you think this song is about you Dont you? dont you? You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive Well you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... Well I hear you went up to saratoga and your horse naturally won Then you flew your lear jet up to nova scotia To see the total eclipse of the sun Well youre where you should be all the time And when youre not you

One Of My Published Poems
Whisper of Love I Long to hear the voice that dominates my heart. Imagination runs ramped of the voice talking to me and setting a fire through my feelings and thoughts. Loneliness has taken the best of me away. Lost am I...So lost Then I have a whisper in ear as she talks slowly. Concentrating to absorb every word into memory as to play it again later. I am found again as I listen to her breath. For now the voice is all I have of her. She Dominates my heart as we talk. Then a good-bye. I am back to the imagination of her voice played back in my head. And yet she is far away from me. Until we meet again the Voice is all I have and it fills my heart.

Thinkin Of Him...
Waking up each morning with him on my mind. Random things reminding me of him, an the few moments we shared. I know its best to let him go even though I miss him an will always, just less an less each passing day,his crazy personality forever making me smile. I just hope he knows that im not upset at him an knows that i don't regret anything between us. That I'm sry about the way things happened an how i wish him the best in life.In time i will let him go but for now i still hold him close in memory...

Heart Ache - Heart Break
With what a deep devotedness of woe I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain, And memory, like a drop that, night and day, Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away! ~Thomas Moore Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on. ~Rupert Brooke Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you. Anonymous

Wake Up
I'm gonna ride this plane Out of your life again I wish that I could stay But you argued More than this I wish You could have seen my face In backseat staring out Of the window I'll do anything for you Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I will be coming back In the phrase to cut these lips I love you The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you... Decide to wake up I've earned through hope and faith And the curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold Forever If morning never comes For either one of us Then this I pray to you... Wherever I'll do anything for you This story is for you (Because) I'd do anything for you (anything you want me to do for you) Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I won't be coming back In a phrase to cut these lips I loved you The morning will come In the press of every kiss Wit

Thanks For The Memories
Standing there feeling the warmth of the fire from the fireplace on her skin-- she couldnt help but smile at the memories that were flooding her mind. She recalled the night Riley slipped his arms lightly around her waist, standing right here, pulling her close.The smile that spread across her face grew even wider as she remembered the feel of his warm lips against her skin as he kissed her neck.Her eyes closed- her head thrown back, she allowed him to continue kissing her neck. It felt good to lean against his strong body while his hands traveled effortlessly across her. Her nipples instantly grew hard as his fingers lightly touched them thru the sheer silky fabric of her blouse. A gasp escaped her lips when she felt him pinch and gently tug on her right nipple. Biting her lower lip -she turned to face him. No words were spoken. They just stood there for a moment, looking into each others eyes, letting the desire grow stronger. The way Riley was looking at her sent delicious chills o

Why?
Sometimes, I log on to my computer in the mornings, open my email and there's dozens of messages waiting for attention - which, until i've had coffee, I ignore. I log on to fubar in the mornings, and nothing. Its making me wonder why i bothered coming back tbh. I remember cherrytap as a place where things happened, rather than this lethargic, i can't be bothered, nothing happening atmosphere I'm seeing today. Basically, I've not logged in for teh better part of a week, and had no messages, add requests, rates or views. Now, this, in itself, doesn't really worry me too much - after all, we've had christmas in there. But since I came back over a month ago, I've had - and i've counted this - two friend requests, a dozen views and around teh same in rates. Hardly the atmostphere I was expecting. I guess what i'm saying is that unless things pick up I'll be deleting my account again. Honestly, I spend the time on here, but if there's nothing happening, i'm not going to waste my tim

Wanna Be A Part Of A Leveling Crew
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Blood And Tears
Blood and tears Blood and tears Since you've been gone I hear you've been crying Blood and tears All alone In your misery So alone Could you have Been deceived Since I've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears All alone In your misery So All alone You are lost Endlessly Since you've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears There's blood in your tears Bl

Jitterbug
Would you kiss me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Already Did [ ] Want to a lot right now! ***************************** Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! [ ]Sexy! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend ....................................... [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody [ ] A freak ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends................................... [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Fuck me? ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate m

Overwhelmed!
Hello to ALL of my wonderful family, friends, fans and new acquaintances!!! I am totally overwhelmed with the outpouring of LOVE, not to mention the rates, by all of you on my birthday! You are truly amazing people who deserve the BEST of everything in 2009. I responded to over 100 PM's yesterday and have even more than that to answer today. I hope you will be understanding about the lag time in getting back to you! All of the tags made for me is still almost too much for me to comprehend! As I go about editing and deleting some of my pics, ALL will be added in the very near future. I sincerely DO have the GREATEST friends on the FU! Thank you, Thank You, THANK YOU ALL! Manly

True Friendship
1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up and dust you off-- After I laugh my butt off!! 9. This is my oath...I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask -- because you are my FRIEND!

This Is My Kind Of Bar!
Wow, this is my kind of bar. I'm on 5 anabolic medications and booze is a huge no-no for me so this is my kind of bar. All the ambiance of a happy place to socialize and my body doesn't have to worry about alcohol overload! Don't get a headache from too much second hand cigarette smoke either. So, have fun, invite me to do stuff, help me "mingle"! Party ON!

Annoy Ur Wedding Dj
Annoy your wedding dj IN THE DJ BOOTH Recently,I was talking with some friends who still Dj wedding gigs and they always brought up the fact I never talk about the WEDDING DJ. Well when I first started I did a ton of weddings, as a matter of fact weddings can be very profitable.Some people love Djing wedding gigs and as for me Its not my cup o tea!! Weddings are always fun and people always seem to loosen up at a wedding and dance all night! So kudos to the wedding dj ,I will probably never hear the end of this but it had to be done!! Here is a list of ways to annoy the hell out of the dj next time your at a wedding!!! ENJOY! 1. Do a large, posed group photo on the dance floor. 2. Dress up like a videographer and wheel a video camera on a large tripod onto the dance floor with a overbearingly bright floodlight and stick it in the faces of everyone on the dance floor. 3. Ask the DJ (who has the perfect song lined up with a perfect beatmatch) to wish a happy birthday

Pretty Good For A Monday
Well, I was on vacation the past few days. From Chistmas eve(24th) until last night. I went up to Spring Hill, (just north of Tampa) to see my brotha, and my fam. So I was not really looking forward to coming back to work, But what are you gonna do??? Well the rich folks STAY on vacation(lol) BUt i'm not rich, so back to work for this financially challenged brotha!(lol) OR SO I THOUGHT!!!!!! When I get to work this morning< and I even got there a few min early too, My boss says to me basically "Why are you here??" So I answer, "because I'm suppsoed to be here.lol" To cut othe chase , turns out I have 3 MORE days of vaction time, So I was sent home.......This is a good thing, first time I have been sent home for having too many vacation days(lol) SO I am off the rest of the week. That's right, BE JEALOUS BEEYOTCHESSSS!!!! LOL!!!!!! But seriously, since I have all this free time now, anyone wanna do something??? NO i'm serious.... Ok,ok,.... I was just jokin

Wanna Know More About Me... Read On...
Hi there, my name is Kelly, half french and half Irish I love cheer leading, swimming and surfing the net. For those who may not know of me, I am a very kind, sweet, caring, independent, a leader and a loving person. I enjoy helping others. I would like to think I have always been an over achiever. I'm in the adult business and it started when I won in my first bikini contest. I started modeling bikinis and lingerie. I loved it. I couldn't get enough. I was showed a website and I immediately wanted one for myself. So I started a solo site and for those who doesn't know what a solo site is, let me enlighten you, lol, a solo girl is a term we use in the industry to describe a girl like myself. Solo meaning, her website only. No men and the main focus is she. Solo girls started the real girl next-door look, because we were just that. Real girls next door. I'm currently single and looking for someone who is on my level. A hard worker. Good looking, polite and has a good positive at

Assisted Masturbation?
I was having this discussion with a male friend of mine, trying to determine the parameters of assisted masturbation. Is it truly being assisted or are you cheating? These are the two scenarios I came up with. If a girl who has just had her nails done,had a friend who helps her masturbate by holding the vibrator. She does not touch the other girl nor do any of her clothes come off. Do we call this assisted masturbation? A man has broken his arms and legs. Hes on an island of all men. There is no electricity so he can not watch any porn. If he has one of his friends jerk off for him. is this cheating? This is the crap that comes into my head late in the night

Thank You So Very Much
I am over whelmed with the love you guys on fubar have shown in the last 2 hours of starting my auto 11's that foxitoxi gave my as a Christmas present , Thank you again sweety , I just adore you , you mean so much to me you are my family. I came to fubar as a very shy and withdrawn person , as i have been away from human contact for a few years , My life consists of looking after my mum and my pc , Ya fubar , My choice , I love my mum very much but I missed being able to interact with people , but you guys have made it possible for me to see the out side world , through the places you take me to in your pics , I cant express what that means to me but I hope you understand , You rock my world and I mean that from the bottom of my heart , I have met so many beautiful people with the most caring hearts and they have touched mine deeply . Your hugs I feel , Your words mean so much , I only hope I can repay you with my friendship as much as you have given me. I will close off this now as I

Abdldaddymaster 4 Bdsm/abdl Slaves
For those that our looking for a Master or a Dom/Domme Cpl that are looking or wanting to give the owner full control and they want to have NO LIMITS we're the ones to look for in the control and NO LIMITS.. So, let us or Master know something thank you very much from Masterdaddy & Dom/Dom Cpl.

Dirty Minds
Since I've been asked a few times of what I was playing last night..... It's a game of naughty clues to non-naughty things. Each player gets a booklet filled with clues and the person to the left of them has to figure out the word with the clues given. You get one free guess then the next two guesses you lose a card if you're wrong and get a certain number of cards when you figure out the word with the clues given. For example, -I'm a four letter word -I'm a name fora woman -I end in "u-n-t" If your first answer to the above clues wasn't "AUNT" then you have a dirty mind! Another one... just for fun ;) -I fit in-between your legs. -You make me go faster by whipping me. -If you ride me too long, you walk funny. HORSE Got the idea? hehe...so its really fun to play when all your friends have dirty minds or you're drinking.

Squirting . . . I Want This!
History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn Ladas, Beverly Whipple, and John D. Perry, has dozens of letters from women who went though various personal tragedies because they would ejaculate during lovemaking. Doctors, gynaecologists, and psychiatrists invariably told them they were peeing and needed either surgery or psychotherapy. Newsweek published an article entitled "Just How the Sexes Differ" in May of 198

Best X-mas Prsent Ever.
Okay, so like 20 some odd years ago, I was taken from my parents by the state of California, as some of you may already know. 10 years of my life were spent in foster and group homes until at the age of 18, I was deemed an adult and thrown out on my ass with nothing to my name.For the next 16 years, I scoured the earth for my father, sister and mother. So far, I been able to get in touch with my Sister and Dad, but my mother was the most elusive of them all, I almost gave up hope in finding her. Then, today, I get a phone call from my sister saying that she's found my Mom..........For 3 hours straight I did nothing but cry, because after 26 years, I've been searching for my family and now my dreams have become a reality. I can finally die happy knowing that all is right with my biological family and that I can see my Mom, (yes...I am a momma,s boy)Thankfully, this was all done without the help of Montel Williams or Oprah or some shit. I can breathe a sigh of relief because the one thin

Just One Rate Needed Plz
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Hmmm Weird
Have you ever felt like your word doesn't count here and feel like they take your words and try to make them their own? I feel like I ain't shit being here because I am not popular on here, so my word is just tossed out the door. I may not be a member for the simple fact that, how is it going to be a website to help others, but really the person is only helping themselfs and doesn't care about others. No I am not complaining or being a whinny baby, I am just listing facts.

A Moment Of Your Time
If for just a moment I could be with you that is all I need to tell you how much I love you. You would see in my eyes the love I have for you. You feel it in my touch. For every moment we spend together makes my heart melt. If I could wish for anything I would wish for a moment of your time.

Contest Mz.belle And I Are Holding
> Ok We Are Running Picture Contest This Contest Will Be A Rate Only Contest This Will Run From Midnight On The 30th Dec Till 31st Of Dec Midnight The Prizes As Follows 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack The Most Person With The Most Rates Gets A $20 Bling Pack Also We Are Holding Auction For 4 Auto 11s The Hosts For The Contest Are As Follows MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar ~~~Demented187~~~FU Owned by 'MZ.BELLE for life~~~Force 3 Bomber@ fubar So If You Wish To Enter Please Contact One Of The Hosts

Thank You...
I want to give everyone a special thank you for all the love and holiday greetings but with the connection I have right now, it's impossible...I'm hoping to be back online by the end of next week weeeeeeeeeee...Love you all...Happy New Year!!!!

Girlfriend
r u lookin 4 a bf? watcha do 4 fun/hobbies? wats ur idea of commitment? r u interested in a serious/long term relationship? im 23 i have cp as a disability use a walker/brace 2 get around, im fun to get along with im a ppl person i luv 2 cook, read watch sports i luv nfl, mlb, hockey etc, i luv james patterson marry higgins clark patricia cornwell i luv music acdc cinderella def leppard motley crue metallica im lookin 4 a gf any n all takers in the rochester ny 14617 areacode or thereabouts any 1 interested in rochester ny

Happy New Years
To: all my Fu Family and Friends I wanted to wish you all a Happy New Year. I hope that God blesses you with all the love and joy that a new year can bring. I will be visiting a very special friend for new years. I will be back here on or around the 4th of January. Again HAPPY NEW YEARS to all. Love Ya All MARE imikimi - Customize Your World!

5 Levels Of Hang Overs
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a

My Auction
I AM GOING TO HOST A AUCTION AND IM GONING TO NEED ABOUT 10 TO 20 FRIENDS TO ENTER IT WILL START SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 10 FRIENDS TO ENTER SO IF YOUR WANT TO BE IN LEAVE ME A MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING AND LINK TO THE PIC. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Hit Her With Your Best Shot!!!
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

The Enneagram Made Easy (damnit Lewis! Lol)
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...9 - the PeacemakerThanks for taking the test ! you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator") "I am at peace" Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them. How to Get Along with Me If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this. Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit. Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally. Ask me questions to help me get clear. Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery. Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings. I like a good discussion but not a confrontation. Let me know you like what I've done or said. Laugh with me and s

Just Something To Kill The Time
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. has difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost som

2009 Calendar Girls
HERE THEY COME, 2009'S CALENDAR GIRLS. FIRST UP IS Mz JANUARY, LIFE'S A BEACH. CLICK ON SENCOND PIC TO GO TO HER PROFILE AND PLEASE REPOST THIS OFTEN DURING THE MONTH OF JANUARY. SHES COMING TO YOU FROM OUR 50th STATE, HAWAII HERE IS ONE ROCKIN BEACH BUNNIE!SO CLICK ON BELOW PIC AND SPANK HER HARD AND F/A/R HER AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE( SHE LOVES BLINGS)I KNOW SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE GIVEN AND YOU BE ONE FRIEND RICHER FOR KNOWING HER ~Life's a Beach & I'm Just Tanning® aka:Barefoot Babydoll ~The Official Fubar Mermaid®@ fubar THIS IS THE START OF A FU-TABULIOUS YEAR, SO COME ON AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS!!!! Thank you all so much!!! I wish you all the best New Year ever!!! REPOST AND STICKY PLEASE, OFTEN!!!!

Dont Want To Be A Newbe Anymore
It's closing time, and two drunks are getting ready to leave the bar. "God, I hate getting home at this hour. All I want to do is take my shoes off and crawl into bed, but Hailey always nags me for what seems like hours". "Sneaking's not the way to do it. Try slamming the front door, stomping upstrais, and yelling 'Hey baby, let's fuck'. When I do that, my wife always pretends she's sound asleep".

New Yrs Eve Party
INVITED : anyone and everyone DATE : new yrs eve TIME : 8 - whenever COST / WHAT U GET: 50 bucks gets u live enterainment , all u can drink / eat and hella kool peeps.... LOCATION : Rockwell (my buddies place) on telge rd (on the right after fire station in the new shopping strip) WHY : fk going downtown...come party with me and my friends in Cypress MORE INFO : call / text me

Spotlight Fund
AMANDA IS NOW TAKING DONATIONS FOR SPOTLIGHT... I always said that pigs would fly before I would beg for anything on this site...Little did I know that Porky and his friends were taking flying lessons as I spoke. Yes, friends, Amanda is begging for fubucks. I am within 4.5 million from leveling to Disciple. I would love to have the opportunity to have the spotlight just once before it's too late. I have had a lot of friends send donations already but I'm still lacking in what I need. Any and all help will be greatly appreciated. Thank you, my friends...{{{huggss}}} This Shameless Solicitation For Your FuBucks Brought To You By: ღAMANDAღ@ fubar

I Need Music
I have really started to like fubar. I am learning but i just cant seem to figure out how to put music on my page, how to create backgrounds, i dont even know what half the stuff is that you guys do. Can some one please help me.

Recent Drama
There comes a point in your life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore..and importantly who always will. I wont worry about ppl from the past there is a reason why they are not in my future. What is said is said and what is done is done... i choose not to say my side and the whole truth for the fact that its none of ur business. My life will go on and my real friends will know I did what I did not out of spite or vindictiveness but out of what I believe what is right. And if you choose to listen to only one side of the story then your only naive to believe what you believe. I have not lied(never have wont start now) or talked about anyone behind their backs and for those of you that think i have..i have told u what i have felt and i am definitely not shy to express myself. I am tired of defending myself and tired of childish games. Believe wat you will of me for i care not anymore. There is more to life than what others think or precieve of you. This is not make

1
I JUST GOTTA GET THIS OUT THE WAY WITH. WHY...THE...FUCK ARE YOU ON A WEB SITE EEEEEEEEVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE ONLY TO TALK SHIT AND WRITE A CHECK YOUR ASS CANT CASH? FTW...THIS DUDE IS THE BIGGEST MUTHA FUCKING PUSSY IVE COME ACROSS WHETHER IT BE IN REAL LIFE OR ON HERE, HE HAS OVARIES NOT TESTICLES...LOOK BITCH IF YOU SAY YOUR GONNA DO THIS AND THAT "FUCKING DO IT!!!" STOP SAYING YOUR GONNA DO SHIT AND NOT DO IT. I UNDERSTAND ALOT OF PEOPLE HERE ARE ALONE AND PISSED AT THE WORLD CAUSE OF IT, I USED TO BE THAT WAY BUT IF YOU DONT STEP AWAY FROM YOUR SCREEN AND BREATHE SOME FRESH AIR DUH NO FUCKING WONDER WHY YOU HATE THE WORLD. BUT ALSO NO NEED TO BE A BITCH AND A NET BULLY TO SOMEONE WHO'S BEHIND A SCREEN AND CANT KNOCK YA TEETH OUT, RIGHT FTW? IT'S EASY TO SAY "OH IMMA FUCK YOU UP IMMA DO THIS...THAT...THIS...THAT, BLAH BLAH BITCH! DONT SING IT BRING IT IF YOUR GONNA JUST RUN YOUR MOUTH. NO IM NOT GONNA MAKE THREATS HERE, IM ABOVE A COMPLETE LOSER LIKE FTW BUT I WILL SAY I WOULD TAKE

I Got Bad News
While at the endocrinologists office i was told that I may have thyroid cancer because there is a lump infront of my thyroid. :( I am calling her to see if she will order a genetic test and do a biopsy just to be safe and if it comes back that its cancerous I'll have it removed ASAP. I have been scared and depressed. Just wanted to talk about this. Thanks for reading!

Leveling / Gifts / Etc
If your here, you are here for the levels, gifts, and perks given from one fuMember to the next. I am talking bling, bling packs, Happy hours, fuBucks, and the ride range of gifts and drinks. I want you to understand that I am willing to give those who earn it what they want. We all know that money must be spent for the worthwhile things here on this site. And most of us who have been around for awhile know what each is worth. I do enjoy the view provided by this site. I am looking for personalized views for myself though. Send me a private message with what you want, what your willing to give, and we'll go from there. I would like Grape Ape somewhere in the picture or a message to me. I am not talking only NSFW pictures. Use your imagination. There are hidden benefits and pitfalls. Some things will instantly get you a HH and tons more and some things that will get you blocked. Oh, if you instantly think you know what those are, you don't know me and are probably wrong. fu-Own

Hmmmmm
I've always done things my own way. I try and make things as fun as I can. I'm not all that in anyway. I'm just doin whats right. Many of people need to learn alot and grow up. People are always saying kids today. I have deleted and/or blocked people and could care less if people think any less of me for that. Everyone has choices. I talked to many people and seen alot myself. All adults influence a kid(s) in some way. This is an adult site and again people have choices. If some decides to put up NSFW stuff up that up too them and how they set it up it also up to them. People that do nothing but oh I want I need hint hint I could use and thats all they ever do are not a friend. Some people always want thats there choice to do so and anyone who decides to give it to them made one as well. People going around rating people low just to get them stirred up, people have gotten nasty comments, people turn computers on or some leave them on yet are rarely there and live there life for points

Random
I found this laying around. Thought it was rather amusing. FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS AGREEMENT This FRIEND WITH BENEFITS agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 200_, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have sh!t to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" sh!t - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No

Tutorial: How To Be A Cunning Linguist
1) Be Down Don’t go down unless you’re down. Unlike fellatio, cunnilingus can never be done as a favor. Doing it when you don’t want to will only bring on the dry heaves. Eat like a pig at the trough and a lot of stupid mistakes get forgiven. 2) Don’t Say Hi to Dry A dry pussy is an unhappy pussy. If your fingers graze a dry bush, go back to the kissing and hugging for awhile. Just make sure you actually dip your finger between the lips. Sometimes moisture gets trapped between the labia and a little fingerial coaxing is all that’s needed to get the honey dripping. Once you’re sure the beaver is wet, give it a few light, teasing strokes with your finger. There’s nothing worse than rushing into this, so make sure she’s really begging for it before you get under the covers. Extra tip: Be like Prince and bring up a wet finger that both of you can share like a 1950s milkshake with two straws. Important: Don’t play your trump card too

To Contact Me Other Then Here
i am on fubar because a friend sent me the link an i thought it would be fun to actually talk to her since i havent for awhile but i am married an if u want to talk to me outside of fubar then pm me on yahoo at lil_mama_sweetgal87 or u can leave me a myspace message my url for myspace is www.myspace.com/mindless_mom thank you sincerly mandie

Pyroteknics
PyRoTeKnIcS™ Wanna experience a fresh lounge with live turntables? One that has friendly, laid back members? With the hottest Dj's and pimpest Staff? A lounge that doesn't hate on other lounges? Wanna be apart of something fierce and kickass??

A Word Of Advice
A word of advice I am tired. I am worn out. I am numb. Numb to those who seek to harm, to those who seek to destroy everything that I am. Mostly, I am sick. Sick of those who set out to make me feel inferior. Sure, I may not be the strongest, smartest, or bravest, but what I am is great, for I am me. No one else could ever claim that. No one else could ever claim to be me, nor could they ever say that they are anything like me. I am unique. As is everyone else. Have you ever called someone, been called by someone, or heard someone call someone else a poser? This is bullshit. There are no such things as "posers", only those who are unsure of who they are. Finding oneself is, by no means, a menial task. Take your time, don't try to be someone else. Find what you like and go with it, regardless of anything that anyone says. This is my advice.

My Sweet Shadow
I'm selling heavenly sketches A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity to fill the holes inside An ever moving stream with glowing rays of light Emotions tied to pass lies and I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of a brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out! Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow, to

Family Requests
a lot of people keep asking to be added to my family.......looks like no one reads profiles anymore, just looking at pics. well when you want to see my family pics then i have a challenge for you: rate all the pics and profile of my nr 1 family: eric and become familymember of me for a while :-) when you do rate them, leave me a private message, no shouts since i don't read those much

Another Day In The Life Of Me
So yesterday was my bday, and thank you for all the love from my friends. BUT, I never expected to spend my bday in the hospital and that is what happened. I had been having this pain in my knee for a few days and kept brushing it off, thinking I bumped my knee during my skid out on Xmas Eve. But when I woke up yesterday and could barely walk, I knew I had to go in. So the hospital did knee xrays, and nothing came back to say anything was wrong with my knee. The doc looked at my chart and saw I had had a Pulmonary Embolism in 2004 (blood clot in my lung), so he recommended a Doppler sonogram be done on my knee just to be 100% sure it wasn't a bloodclot. They did the Doppler and lo and behold...I have a bloodclot behind my knee. SO.....now I'm back on blood thinners BUT instead of complaining that I spent my bday in the ER all afternoon and evening, I am thankful that I didn't let my stubbornness keep me from going cuz I wouldn't have been here to tell you to Cherish Life always...it's

Writings
Heart is heavy Mind is clouded Wishing for it to make sense again One memory One face appears One voice tantalizes my ears One smile that takes my breath away Hoping to have the memory remain One day One week Hoping to turn to months and beyond

It's Time 2 Talk About It...tell Em Why U Mad?
Through indirect messages and status quotes...You can obviously tell when someone's kinda heated, know what I mean? There's no way a person can be one million percent happy all the time, unless their "Dead" (like the action on this site sometimes). So I thought this would be the perfect place to get it off your chest and "Tell em why U mad". Now don't go making up corney shit as you go along! Thats not keeping it real yo! Be yourself, Do You! And tell em why you're mad! Of course you know I have to get mine off first.lol I'm mad because people you invite, or who invite you to be friends, uh huh! They accept you as a friend...You see them online constantly as if they have nothing else to do in life, Those are the ones who won't even stop to say "Hi". it can get a little frustrating and really tends to urk my nerves. I hate it because "Real people do real things" and how real is that? That's what makes me mad. How You feelin' yo? Hollah. And Oh this is really not an award winning

Generation
JOIN GENERATIONS AT THE OAR HOUSE IN CRYSTAL RIVER, FLORIDA IN BRINGING IN THE NEW YEAR! $10 COVER CHARGE - FOOD SERVED - CHAMPAGNE TOAST AT MIDNIGHT AND MORE FUN THAN SHOULD BE LEGAL!! CLICK PIC TO VISIT US ON MYSPACE.COM DEC 31ST, 2008 - GO NORTH ON HWY 19 - NEXT DOOR TO THE ECONO LODGE MOTEL, ON THE RIGHT

Relationships
Ok, here it is, fucking make time with your significant other. saying "oh i love her/him", but yet you're losing her/him by not making time, and ladies, please do the same. Are WOMEN are putting up with more dumbass shit than they have to. I know Im an asshole, thats why im single. but look, if YOU guys are having problems (relationship), sit down and try to actually Communicate, all it takes is a LITTLE Communication, and guys seriously, dont be scared to shed a fuckin tear, "tough guys dont cry", fuckin bullshit, women want someone they can share their feelings with, so get that out of your head. (i know "boys" from fubar are going to bash this). thats all for now.

Y The Steelers Rock!
They will go down as the winningest most solidly run team in the history of the NFL.I just hope they get # 6 before dallas, and San Fran.Oops.Neither of those teams are in the playoffs this year.Goooooo Steelers.

Help Sinfulbrat To Disciple
Do You Know This Brat? ~*~SinfulBrat~*~ Let's Get This Woman Leveled She Doesn't Have Far To Go Show Her Tons Of Love Bling Her Crush Her Fan Her Add Her Rate The (heehee) Panties Off Her But Lets Get Her Leveled TODAY! She Is Always Showing Her Love To Her Owners Her Friends Random Fu's Let's Do Our Part! Tell Her Pink 0828 Sent Ya! Pink0828 (repost of original by '* Pink 0828* ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ' on '2008-12-29 13:49:48') (repost of original by 'SinfulBrat ~NO SALUTE =NO ADD~' on '2008-12-29 15:36:37') (repost of original by '===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR-FU-OWNED BY FEISTY AND DJ NILLA TILL X-MAS'09(SHADOW LEVELER)' on '2008-12-29 16:09:53') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ owned by Tappinit~' on '2008-12-29 23:42:49') (repost of

My Son And His New Lessons He Is Sharing With Me. Basic, Now Ait In The Army
My heart goes out even more for the men and women in the army... granted i was in, but it was mostly peace time when i served, and yes i seen a lil shit its nothing like what the men and women r faceing w iraq and afgahanistan... when i went thru basic back in 87 they didnt teach us "combatives" like they r teaching now, i am glad to see this training is being taught but... i have friends who are vietnam vets and i come from a family who has a strong military history, i never thought my own children would ever do the same... i have so many mixed emitons now... i am so proud, i see that warrior spirit within my son, i know he gets this strength from me, yet my heart breaks cuz i pray he never has use it to stay alive. my heart really does go out to those who are the parents of the new soldiers... i hope u find the peace u need... the following videos are a look at what a soldier goes thru in basic training ...hope u enjoy. no this is not my sons platoon but it i

Johnny Devil Is A Scripter
JOHNNY DEVIL IS ALWAYS QUICK TO CALL OUT FAKES CHEATERS ETC. WHEN HE IS DOING THE SAME THING. HE IS USING FAKE PORN STAR PHOTOS TO GET MEN TO RATE HIM.AND ALSO "GREASEMONKEY" IS HIS CHEATING SCRIPTER OF CHOICE TO RATE PROFILES. THIS IS HIS OWN SCREENSHOT HE TOOK HIMSELF IN ONE OF HIS BLOGS HE FORGOT TO CROP OUT HIS LITTLE RED SMILING MONKEY WHICH GAVE HIM AWAY. NOW WHO IS THE CHEATER? Devils Plaything.@ fubar

I'm In A Contest..need 100 Rates.. Please Help
I'm in a contest for rates only it starts today and will end at midnight tomorrow night. All I need 100 rates so please take a moment and click on the link below. The prizes are pretty cool...So Please take a moment and rate the picture of the kitties for me. Hugs to all my family and friends. 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack Thanks, Silverpixi

Love At The Bottom Of A Bottle.
"Love in the bottom of a bottle" KC & JOJO said it best when they sing: "If you think your lonely now, wait until TONIGHT!" But what happens when a mistake you've made keeps you up at NIGHT? I fell for you when you fell for me ALIKE! when you were sober you couldn't talk to me about the bad things in your LIFE? I tried so hard to get some feelings out of you, a few beers and some shots, you wanted to live with me and be my WIFE! I was really abused by YOU too girl for thinking it's ALL RIGHT! You had more affection for me when you were INTOXICATED. You made my heart feel so COMPLICATED, trust you? When you knew from relationships past I was already JADED. All bull shit aside. I can't be sorry enough for pushing you into the street because I was drunk and FADED! Skinned KNEES? Oh PLEASE? Suck it up is what you would tell THEE? I have cuts and scrapes too but, mine are from the MEMORIES. It was 2 weeks since you were dating ME, I looked past when you were d

Abuse...
Ok some of you know what has been going on sooo anyways I am done I left his ass he hit me and I hit him back...I shoulnt have but I was defening myself sooo I will not be on as much as I was before I am trying ok...I love you all my dear friends!!!!!!!

Retirement Poem For Gary
We hear you’re going to retire Start a chapter in life that’s brand new, No worry ‘bout statistics and deadlines And a lot of us wish we were you! Get rid of that pesky alarm clock Throw out those suits and those ties, Sit around with all of your buddies Telling war stories and all kinds of lies. Forget about files and faxes Stay in bed when the weather is cold, Chuckle a bit at all of us peons Who are doing the same old, same old. While we’re happy you’re leaving the rat race And facing the unknown with no fear, Once in a while come by and say ‘howdy’ ‘Cause you’re leaving a lot of friends here.

The Kindness Of Your Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from ou

It's Time..
So I decided, today is the day that I look ahead and stop holding onto what happened with my ex-husband. Today is the day that I realize that I am worth fighting for. Today is the day I realize I deserve to be treated like a queen. Today is the day I take a step to my future. No matter how scary it is. No matter how hard it is. I have to move forward. I have to look ahead. Starting today. It's hard to start over. It's been almost 3 months now since I left the sorry situation I was in. It's been even longer since I felt like a someone important. It's time to leave that behind me. It's time to be the woman I know I can be. It's time to open up my heart and world to new possibilites. It's time to be ME again! It's time to take a step to the dreams I let go of. The ambitions that made me ME! Thanks to everyone in my life that has believed in me when I thought I wasn't worth believing in. It's a new day. And I'm a new me.

*~..pieces Of Me..~*
So... I joined this site yesterday thinking it looked a little silly, but it's not to shabby... almost like a night life version of myspace or something, lol. It's alright! So.... I'm stuck at work right now in some serious pain... I have this stomach ulcer - had it since October 2007 when I left my fiancee. Stress related obviously! lol And sometimes when I get stressed out, upset, or just eat the wrong thing... boom - there it goes. Makes me feel like a little critter is eating my stomach from the inside out and splashing acid sauce on it for flavor. Ouch! Anyways, so I uploaded a few pics, what do you guys think? A few of my daughter, one of just me, and one of my and my sesSsy man EJ! More pics to come later when I find some I like. Anyways... so, I have two more days for work at this godforsaken job, I hate it so much here! Been working as a secretary for G&A Electronic Services (owned and operated by my grandparents) for about 4-5 years on and off. This has been the WORST J

My Peeps
i have alot goin on in my life i have love i have hate i have gotten alot on my mind my life is always full of love the pepole are the heart of me my daughter is always gonna be my baby the cutest girl ill ever create i got a great girlfriend she is the best i dont doubt her i dont belive in my heart that she is shady i understand things and stuff happen in life its ok theres forgive and forget but stay on youre toes just prove not only to youreself but youre peers that everything is not what it seems its better we are better than this in life so much hate in this world where is the love at where is the ohnest pepole at is there any out there is there such a thing as a faithfull person or dedacated person its good and bad mixed its everything in one bag and when you look in that bag its something you dont wanna see but what can we do about it just learn from it and just be good the stressess of life nobody can do anything about just have fun with it its ok to lose it break down just re

Vanilla.
Vanilla This is in her beating heart, she dreams in shaded nightfall; the gears grind to a halt. She smears the ground with kosher salt, because she knows she knows it all. This is in her beating heart. With vanilla tongue, she rips apart each man that comes to call. The gears grind to a halt. Watching from an upstairs room, waiting to play the part, this eager bride-to-be becomes something that will appall. This is in her beating heart. Life will end, but will not start and she feels this just behind the wall. The gears grind to a halt. With all her plans, red-handed, caught she bows to his resolve: This is in her beating heart; the gears grid to a halt.

Happy New Year To You
So here I am sitting at my computer contemplating the new year, and I just wanted to wish everyone a great new year. Hopefully this is a beginning to a new chapter in your lives and that chapter is a happy one. I've had one of those years that makes you wish for a new one. I've realized some hard truths and been through some personal, emotional things that tear you down, but I think this year is going to build me back up and I hope that it is the same for you all. Meaning: I hope that your year is a great one and that all of the things you wish for comes true.

Were U Blinged 29th & 30th From Me?
*****NEW MESSAGE***** I HAVE ADDED STICKAM TO THIS BLOG, NO NEED TO GO TO MAIN PAGE. *IM SHY* LMAO THAT'S RIGHT, A DRAWING FOR THOSE THAT RATED THEIR BUTTS OFF! YOUR RIGHT I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU WHAT U WILL WIN RIGHT? WELL GUESS U WILL HAVE TO SHOW UP TO SEE. COULD BE ANYTHING :P I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 2 OF THESE ITEMS, YUP THAT'S RIGHT 2!!! RULES THIS IS HOW I WILL BE DOING THE DRAWING. IN MY JAMMIES POPULAR DEMAND YALL FRICKEN CRAZY BUT I WILL. FOOTIE JAMMIES JUST FOR YALL. OPTION B WON B. I HAVE STIKCAM ON MY MAIN PAGE, I CAN ALSO DO IT FROM THERE AS WELL. 10 AM FU TIME 12 PM CENTRAL 1 PM EST IF U DON'T WISH TO PARTICIPATE THEN SHOUT ME BEFORE IT STARTS. YOU MAY DONATE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IT'S YOURS TO DO AS YOU WISH. SEE WINNERS NAME POSTED IN THIS BULLETIN AT SPECIFIED TIME ABOVE

Lollipop Kids Auction
All entries are due by midnight Thursday! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 25k to enter 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Auction Brought To You By The Beautiful: VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

2009 Inauguration
To me it means this a time that has been along time coming. Its a great time to be alive to witness such a historical event. I think about all the stories my grandmother use to tell me about the struggles of being black in America. Now we can be proud of the changes and the sacrifices that have been made for such an event to happen in our lifetime. Our parents always told of stories about their past. Like my father who told a story of being aboard a Navy ship when it was destroyed by the Japanese and survived, my mother told a story of the days they only had one pair of shoes just to wear to school to walk to school in that was 10 miles away. Now i can tell the story to my grand-kids that i was there the day our country came together and sat aside there differences to elect the first black president of The Untied States of America.

Lost Leveler's Family
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Holding My First Auction
Come bid on your favorite fu!!!! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here are the auction entries! THE HOST: VAs Fynest WINNER: JOHNNY WITH BID OF 3 MONTH VIP DAWNMARIE WINNER: SAYHEY_2008 WITH 2.25 MIL FUBUCKS FREYA WINNER: DOMINIX WITH HAPPY HOUR AND 25 BLING PACK SWEETSEXYMOMMA WINNER: CRAZEDMANIAC WITH 500K FUBUCKS ANGELSFALLS WINNER: DJSCOOBY WITH BID OF 1 MIL FUBUCKS LIL SPICEY SOUTHERN BELLE WINNER: JAMEZ WITH HAPPY HOUR, BLING PACK, 10 MIL FUBUCKS AND 1 VIP STARRY WINNER: SUGARLICIOUS WITH 25 BLING PACK AND 6.2 MIL FUBUCKS DEVILISH DESIRE

My Old Life
CAN TOMORROW BE ANY BLACKER THAN TODAY? IT JUST SEEMS TO GET DARKER, DAY BY DAY I PRAY FOR SOME HELP FROM ABOVE "PLEASE, SEND ME SOMEONE TO LOVE" I LIVE MY LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME LONELINESS SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY CRIME ALTHOUGH I HAVE MY HEALTH, I REALLY DON`T CARE CAUSE IT`S WORSE THAN DEATH, LIVING IN DESPAIR I WAKE EVERYDAY AND SEE THE SAME FOUR WALLS AND WAIT BY THE PHONE BUT, NO ONE CALLS I FOUND TRUE LOVE ONCE IN MY LIFE NOW, WHERE I LIVE IT`S NEVER LIGHT WHAT WILL HAVE TO HAPPEN FOR ME TO RETURN TO LIFE? OR IS THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION UPON THE BLADE OF A KNIFE? I HAVE NEVER FELT AN EMPTINESS LIKE THIS BEFORE SIMPLY AWAITING DEATH TO KNOCK UPON MY DOOR WILL THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN TOMORROW? OR WILL IT BE ANOTHER DAY FILLED WITH SORROW THE ANSWER WILL BE FOUND UPON THE EARLY LIGHT LORD, HELP ME GET

Goofylady To Oracle
GoofyLady to Oracle Train The Rules: 1. Stop by GoofyLady's page, rate the Default folder of pics... She will be hosting a Happy Hour at 6pm Fu-time... She will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in her pic folder and pick yours up. Please leave her a comment that you have gotten it... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "GoofyLady to Oracle" or something like that... 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 6. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 7. NO DRAMA..

From A Friend
Two As One I am the sand, You are the sea. All of your love Washes over me... I am the moon, You are the sun. In the universe We're united as one. I am the air, You are the wind. You blow in happiness That only love can send. You are the soil, I am the rose. With caring and tenderness Our relationship grows. You are the mind, I am the heart. I know we will never Be too far apart. Thank you ...

Want To Thank All Who Helped Me
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE KAGE , SIS ROCKIN NEW YEARS NEW ORLEANS STYLE , SIS CLASSICAL KID, SIS PATTI 101, BIG DADDYVEE, BIANGEL FROM LOUISIANA,LADY LIBRA, LITTLE LEPRECHAUN , GODFATHER BAD TO THE BONE69 , BEARHUGS420 ANYONE I MISSED TY TY SO MUCH WOW DAYUMM IM LOST FOR WORDS FOR SURE . HUGS AND SO MUCH LOVE , I'LL BUST MY ASSETS HELPING FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME . BLESS YOUS SO MUCH

Am I Please Tell Me Am I Sexual Stalker And Pervert
Ok Ladies, I have talked to EACH of you personally and most of you on a daily basis. Up until recently I was seeing someone as you ALL know and I made it known I was taken. WELL, that being said the So-Called Fire Chief is spreading around rumors that I am a Sexual Deviant and Pervert (Which May Be True) but, HAVE I EVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT RESPECTFUL TO YOU LADIES??? I compliment you but, I keep it respectful and honest. I don't lie to you or tell you bull. If I say I'm gonna do something I do it. It may take me a few days but I get it done as fast as I can. So PLEASE comment here on how I have treated and talked to you. I feel we have a GREAT family starting here and I DO NOT want lies messing that up. So please EVERYONE comment About what you think of me as a person, even if its BAD I will NOT delete it. Thanks Ladies for being apart of ALL This I Appreciate You All "Colonel"

Ever Felt Like Someone Shouldve Said Something!!
EVER FEEL LIKE.. YOU KNOW SOMETHING OR WENT THROUGH SOMETHING AWFULL THAT YOU YOURSELF BARELY BELIEVES.. AND YET NOTICE ENOUGH THAT ITS SOMEONES M.O. (mode of operation).. AND THEY'VE DONE IT OVER AND OVER TO SEVERAL COMPLETLY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FROM COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AREAS.. AND WONDER WHY DIDNT SOMEONE/ANYONE WARN/TELL/WHISPER TO YOU HOW THEY DO THINGS AND GIVE YOU THE PROOF OF WHAT THEY DID TO SAVE YOU THE HEARTACHE AND TIME.. IVE BEEN THERE/GONE THROUGH IT RECENTLY TOO.. AND THIS IS MY FAIR AND ECHOED WARNING/WHISPER THAT BECAREFUL WHO YOU THINK PEOPLE ARE ESPECIALLY HERE.. CUZ WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT TO SOME ITS ONLY A GAME.. BUT IM GROWN MY KIDS PLAY GAMES NOT ME. A LIL CURIOUS WELL ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK.. AND I WONT COAT ANYTHING IN SUGAR FOR YOU WHETHER YOU LIKE WHAT I SAY OR NOT. ITS SAD WE LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH WHAT THEY GET AWAY WITH THESE DAYS. I FIGURED SOME WOULD AT LEAST KNOW WHAT RESPECT IS

Over 30 (to Damn Funny)
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning. Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!

My Issues With Anything & Everything!!!
So this is our world? Lifeless, heartless bastards with no regard of how anyone fucking feels but themselves? Everyone's always looking out for number one! What the fuck is your fucking problem?! Why is it that a motherfucker can be kicked down in the mud and the blood and you still fucking have the nerve to kick the poor bastard?! Whats wrong with everyone?! Why is it that everyone you love and look out for end up disappointing you and hurting you so badly that you have no choice to turn a cold shoulder to everyone you fucking come in contact with?! Why is this?! What happened to fucking one love? Was this fucking idea buried along with Bob Marley his self? What the fuck is it going to take to get people to treat one another with fucking respect and love?! How many more wars are we going to go through before someone stands the fuck up and says, "hey this shit isnt right!" How many more terrorist attacks are going to happen before we go back to our shitty lives and treating one another

Poems
True Friendship What is a true friend? A true friend is defined as follows: A True Friend is there with you when times are bad. A True Friend is there when life is good. A True Friend will stand beside you and fight together till the end. A True Friend is someone who would never leave you when someone calls you names. A True Friend will laugh at your jokes and cry with you when your sad. What does it all mean? A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT TO THE END OF TIME!!! Poem by J. Russell

Just Stuff
Hello Friends, Family and Fans... I have wandered my almost 40 yrs of life wondering what it takes to find your perfect mate. I look around me and see beautiful people with beautiful people, not-so-beautiful people with other not-so-beautiful people, and think to myself "what am I doing wrong?" I know I'm not a supermodel, but I also know I'm not so incredibly ugly that my mirror breaks everytime I look into it. Most people, although they won't admit it, are superficial and want someone on their arm that will turn heads, or just plain turn them on, I know I'm one of them. When I think I've found "the one" he turns out to be a liar and a cheater...someone they never wanted to be in the first place. Now I'm one to flirt A LOT, but when it comes to relationships, I am totally committed to the one I love, why does it seem that they don't do the same for me? What vibe do I give off that allows them to act on their wandering eye?? My mom told me once that her and my father h

Whats A Guy Gotta Do
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE WAITED FOR THE MOMENT WHEN I WOULD BE TRULY HAPPY. NOW I KNOW YOU THINKING DAMN I KNOW THAT FEELING WELL READ ON. YOU WAIT YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO FIND THE ONE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, AFTER A WHILE YOU START TO THINK IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. WEL THEN ONE DAY WHEN YOU DONT EXPECT IT YOU MEET OR START TALKING TO THIS PERSON WHO FOR SOME REASON YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT. YOU STAY UP LATE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM EVERY NIGHT, YOU CANT GO A MINUTE WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THEM. SO YOU THINK TO YOURSELF HEY I'LL PLAY THIS ONE BY THE BOOK, YOU TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU WILL BE HONEST 100%. WELL YOU TELL THEM EVERYTHING, FROM THINGS THAT DONT MATTER TO THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE THE AVERAGE PERSONS HEAD SPIN. AND THEY SIMPLY TELL YOU THAT NONE OF IT MATTERS AND THAT THEY ARE ONLY CONCERNED ABOUT THE FUTURE WITH YOU. WELL NOW YOU ARE STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE, BUT YOU ARE SCARED TO BECAUSE EVERYTHING BEFORE THIS PERSON HAS BEEN A FUCKING LIE. SO YOU ONCE AGAIN TELL YOURSELF THIS WILL BE

Holidays
She lay naked in the candle-lit chamber. Her hands and feet tied, lying spread-eagle on her back, to the bed. Her lover had been teasing her excited body with a feather when she heard the knock on the door. When he rose and left the room without a word, fear welled up inside her, as did the pleasure. Her sexus started drooling more profusely, as the sensations intensified and she started to cum. There was a muffled discussion in the background, heard through the haze of her orgasm. When he reentered he was not alone. The woman who was with him was beautiful, dressed in a woolen sweater, hiding a pair of perky tits, and a short skirt. The skirt was so tight that the faint lines of her lingerie could be seen under its fabric. He had told his now bound lover that one day this would happen, that he knew she would enjoy it, and suddenly she became afraid. "I'm not like that! I like men, women do not excite me!" She had protested, before forcing the subject closed. Fear again fed he

Friends Giveaway!!
A very dear friend of mine is in a giveaway. Any help would be greatly appreciated. He needs 40k comments for the 50 dollar bling pack. While you are at it if you aren't already a friend he is a great guy and you are missin out. So please a/f/r Got Ink he returns all love. Thank you much This bully brought to you by Cupcake and Sugarlicious Cupcake Surprise ~Fu Owned by Muss ~ Member of The Spankers & The Shadow Levelers ~@ fubar Sugarlicious Fu-owned by Muss Member of The Spankers Club & Pegasus Project@ fubar (repost of original by 'Sugarlicious Fu-owned by Muss Member of The Spankers Club & Pegasus Project' on '2008-12-30 20:25:24')

Top 10 Things A Man Would Do If He Woke Up In The Morning With A Vagina
Top 10 things a man would do if he woke up in the morning with a Vagina: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do a split. 7. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 6. Get picked up in a bar in less that 10 minutes 5. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 4. Go to the gyno and ask to have the examination recorded on video. 3. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts, too. 2. Actually catch a buzz off 1 wine cooler. And the .. 1 thing a man would do is: 1. Finally find that damn G-spot. Top 10 things a woman would do if she woke up in the morning with a penis: 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Rub one out for the joy and relief. 8. Get a bj. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at the urinal. 6. Determine why you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5

Holiday Vip (expired)
This Friday, 1/2/09, will be the last time I will be giving away VIPs for the Christmas and New Years Holidays. Congratulations to those who received one and thank you for your salutes you had sent. Hopefully and maybe I can do this again for Valentine's. But in order to be the last 2 to get one....I will leave that to you to know how to get one. Hint****begging won't get you a VIP.

It Hurts =[
right now im sittin here crying coz i dont know what i need to do to make my relationship ok.. =[[ i mean right now im pretty much dead coz it doesnt feel like he loves me nemore and i cant take this nemore. im tryin to be everything he wants.. and it just seems like he just wants "her" and im not her.. never have been her.. and i dont even feel good enough to be called her.. i just wish i knew what to do :((

Lets See Lol
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 01-04-09 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes

For Shyts Sake!!!
Ok....Listen, this is an adult site, a get away from reality for a bit site, but as I said....an "ADULT" site. So why am I getting teenage drama from an adult?..... I was just basically scolded by someone for not having her as #1 on my Friends list, but this person was #1 on the Family list....guess it wasn't good enough....Wow!...I thought the Family list was actually better then the friends list =/ hmmm. AND she said she was going to get back at the one who is #1 on my friends (Duh, Kit....your just going to go look anyways) like it's her fault that I put her as #! =/ But anyways, then I am told(by her) to delete her from my page (now granted she has done that before a couple of times and I blew it off) So this time I did it, and blocked her. I tried to explain things to this girl but she didn't want to listen. So I took her advice and did what she asked, she is now gone off my page. Listen......I am here to kill time and to have a little fun, flirt some (ok....alot), but not t

Me..
Tonight as I write this I find myself in deep thought..To want to be with you and share a life time of happiness is so beautiful. To wake up to your smile and in your arms I feel so safe. I know that a life with you will never end... Know when I say " I love u" I mean it from the bottom of my heart....To share endless walks on the beach by moonlighat. Feel you when your away from me...Know that I am with you always....My Heart....

Life
So here I am writing my first blog on fubar which i do have several on blogger and myspace. Here I am going to school full time and working to full time job but I still can't please anyone. People still want more from me. I am trying to better myself but i just seem to keep falling farther behind and can't get ahead. Where is the limit when people can finally say he has done enough and he can't do no more so lets give him a break. I have sadly come to realize that in the economy that we are in nothing you do will ever be enough people will always expect more. So for me I guess I am stuck in this prison and can't get out though I hope that when I finally graduate ( fall of 2010) I will be able to finally break free.

The Randomness That Is Jenn
Tonight I discovered that there is a whole subset of folks out there that we should give time to consider. And those folks are what I like to call the "88¢ers". Tonight while shopping for Advil I found that you can purchase 100 Advil in a bottle for 88¢ less if you buy it without the complimentary cardboard box. This find brought up a whole conversation in which we concluded that this extra 88 cents must be seen as a moron tax if you will. I find that this situation also places it on a very long list of ongoing conspiracy theories that I sometimes give time to considering and trying to solve for us all. This list includes packages of wieners that are sold 10 in a package when you can only buy packages of hot dog buns in an 8 count. Do you realize that to break even you'd have to buy 4 packages of hot dogs and 5 packages of buns? Also included on this list are the so called "Dollar Menus". Is it really a dollar menu just because the cost of something is a dollar without the tax

My Daughter
This month has been a hard month. my 6 year old daughter was backed up over by a one ton duely pickup. she has got a lot of fractured bones. she is back home and doing well. its going to take time for things to get back to normal. im just so thsnkful she was tough and fought through it and i have her back home with me. lots of prayers and support is needed. thank you for the ones that has been there for me and my daughter!!!!

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. What position would we do i

New Year Hope Better Things
well other year down am going to really try and change my life am going to get better confidence in me so i can talk to girls better when i go out in real life i hope to get gf and get laid lol i need to do this i need a change so wish me luck i need it lol ty for my friends on that talktome

I Remember
I remember ur kisses,Ur body next to mine, I remember ur eyes,And how they looked at mine, I remember how ud say u loved me, I remember how ud say u missed me. I remember everything,how it was,When ud be @ work and how I missed u sooo much. I remember the time when u were by my side, I regret the things I kept inside. I regret the things I didnt do. If id done it all so right,I know 2day, Id still be with you.....

What I Love About U
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

I Feel Like A First Timer
So I joined this site a few days back, not knowing what it was about. 2 day into it, I still have no F-ing clue! lol I see good looking women and it seems like you have to have been online for ever, but is the purpose to be that guy! I will give this a little more of a go. I hope to have figured out what the hell is going on with in a week or so! Pistol

Things I've Seen On Fubar
Questions first... message with your answers...smile. 1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get your significant other's house, short or long? 2. On the way you see 2 rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend, of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combo of the two) 3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do? 4. You go up to you boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed? 5. Later, it's time for bed. You a

I Love You
Don't ever fucking question that Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights, To place you dangerously close to that sun, Enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore And recognize the cause of what's done is done, More than enough to put my name behind my ideals, And neglect my logic twice daily. Enough to keep me looking for my lucy in the sky with gems, When I remember how you used to call me baby, Enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of Why you wept, Enough to curse any man who can't appreciate the depth of the ocean i swam Till i ran out of breath. I love you, don't ever fucking question that, That's why we'll probably never get along. If I was better at finding the right words to say, I wouldn't need to write These mother fucking songs. I love you, I love you Never, don't ever fucking question that, don't ever fucking question that. Riding the public transit, I study the blank stares to answ

All Good Friends Should Read This :)
ok all u fu friends, starting next week i'm only going to be checking in about once a week. i will be on my messenger about all the time, so if u wanna get a hold of me ask for my messenger if u dont' already have it, and i'll think about giving it to you lol...well i think i'm outty for now... hugs and kisses from me to you :)

Ice Storm 08
About 3 weeks back,Massachusetts Rutland Sufferd the worst ice storm in History.My internet was knocked out,around 11pm that Horrible night.trees were snatching at the tops,branches everywhere luckerly no damage to the main house where I reside.The small apt had roof damage the cover was broke off the outboard motor an the canu was ruin'd.no power for over a week.We heated house with wood stove.an cooked on it as well.sponge baths only with water heated from wood stove. Charter came to restore net,around 10 days later.Big arguement with me many phone calls later an the Fascist pigs at charter communications terminated my connection.my only choice then was Verizon.I had hoped to get it for x'mas but then it was delayed till 29th of dec.then wasn't fixed till 30th.then I only had fubar for 1 hr.damn tease I'm back now hopefully till my next enteruption of enternet.Which is now verizon DSL.The telephone line from the pole to the house is a bit worn an with yesterdays 50 mph winds didn't

10 Of The Most Bizarre Sexual Fetishes On Earth
C’mon, admit it. Whether you like it or not, every single person on Earth has a sexual fetish of their own. Some get their rocks off by spanking during sex. Others are aroused by bondage of some kind. I, for one, am an omolagniac. But before you think I’m some kind of sick pervert, omolagnia is basically getting turned on by nudity. And who isn’t turned on by people getting nekked? D-uh! To turn a certain segment of the world’s population on, however, takes much more than showing them a naked human body. While some of the sexual fetishes that exist today are nothing more than just unconventional but harmless sexual practices, there are many that border on the sick, and some are just plain sickening. As far as I’m concerned, these are 10 of the most bizarre sexual fetishes on Earth: 1. Transformation fetish Strictly speaking, people who have this fetish are sexually aroused by depictions of transformations, usually of people into other beings or objects. I guess that makes Jayn

9 Sex Fetishes You Probably Didn’t Know Existed
So you’ve read the Kama Sutra, or whatever ancient book about sex there is. I doubt, however, that these books ever had something like “frozen pudding pop” or “red wings” listed in its pages. Because no matter how imaginative or creative the writers of these old sex guides may have been, they’re no match to the capability of modern man to come up with the most perverse, some even sick, ways of pleasuring themselves during sex. Here are some of them: 1. Red Wings Cunnilingus on a menstruating woman. Bloody hell. 2. The Burning Bush This one is appropriately named, because a burning bush is literally what happens when a man dips his willie in hot sauce, then penetrates a woman vaginally. Let’s see these pervs try this act with sauce made of the Bhut Jolokia, listed by Guinness as the hottest chili in the world. 3. Taco Fondue A woman’s vagina is stuffed with cheese, then the man’s dong stuffs the vagina, pulled out with bits and pieces of cheese stuck on it, then put in

Loves
So I couldnt sleep and i lay in bed thinking about these fu men. DO we really know them. yet we give them our heart. If I met any of them on the street would I have even given them a second look. Man 1 Pros: Great smile, makes me laugh, sexy, made me feel like a princess, tall, loves me Cons: drinks, smokes, wears a grill (like flava flav) has no stable job, on the run from police, put me down alot, no stable home, we fought and broke up alot, After being with another girl he comes back loving me wanting me. We have been broke up several months. NOt sure if i want to trust him again or just continue on my journey looking for that special man who can be my mr. right Man 2 Pros: Sexy, tall, wonderful daddy, very caring, is a hard worker, values family, loves me, loves God, cons: secret underside to this one im not sure about, piercings, tattoos, distant at times, flew there and he stood me up, lives in a party pad, talked crap about me to his um friend on fubar

Funny
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

I Am Willing
I am willing to give someone all my fubucks to who can give me auto 11s, the reason is because I have never had auto 11s and I am willing to give up all my fubucks to whoever is willing to give me auto 11s. I have never had auto 11s and I would love to have them and give up all my fubucks just for having auto 11s. If you want to and or can, please let me know and I will be willing to go flat broke to pay whoever wants to give me auto 11s. Remember, I have never had them because I have no way to buy auto 11s. Yup, I am willing to go flat broke and pay whoever is willing to give me auto 11s.

Never-ending Nightmare
Nightmare lying here in the dark Scared like my dreams made their mark I wonder Dreamer always alone Lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore I wonder if it's gonna end tonight I can't sleep alone anymore I need you here with me Even though I closed all the doors There's somethin' holdin' me Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare No escape this time from you Lately been around someone new Needed to fill in the space That once sheltered you Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright I can't sleep alone anymore Need someone here with me All I ever wanted and more My dreams are fighting for Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you Never Ending Nightmare Punishing me for the things I do Never ending Nightmare No escape this time from you

Tom Cruise Is Ugly
I wish people didnt wait for a new president to jump on the lets change bandwagon!!! sounds negative but its not....remember today as if it were everyday... be inspired.... get involved....do something to make a difference dont just be cheer leaders!!! no offense to cheerleaders (I am a Coach) But sitting on the side lines of life complaining or cheering doesnt do a thing!!! Jump in. Or just STFU & show me your boobs:)

Playboy
WHEN YOUR READING THIS DONT STOP OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN!! MY NAME IS SUMMER I AM 15 YEARS OLD I HAVE BLOND HAIR, MANY SCARS NO EARS OR NOSE. I AM DEAD. IF YOU COPY THIS FROM THE RING. COPY AND POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES, OR I WILL APPEARS TO YOU ON ONE DARK QUIET NIGHT WHEN YOUR NOT EXPECTING IT AND KILL YOU WITH A KNIFE. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO U IF U POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES.

Sometimes
This was wrote for me by a very special man.. Thank you so much tig.. love you always babe Sometimes you have to cry Before You find your smile Someimes, you have to fight Endure The Pain, For a lil while Sometimes, you have to watch While your love loves another Sometimes, you secretly cry While they're with their lover Sometimes, Your right person Is one you'd never think Sometimes, it's someone who's there for you Would be there for you in a blink Sometimes, you overlook them Writing them off as a friend But in all honesty You know they'll be there till the end Sometimes, you wish it would end That there'd be better days Sometimes, there is no sometimes For I'll love you always Tigg@ fubar

Computer Issues
To all my friends out there, in case you are unaware, I am having severe computer isses. Which has basically rendered me fu-useless, at this point I am certain that it is my computer and not fubar. I apoplogize for not being able to be apart of many of your Auot-11's....I have tried, beleive me, but when it takes (and no exaggeration) 45 minutes to rate 100 pics that is unbearably slow. Hopefully I will remedy this situation soon. Happy New Year everybody! Love, Jane

Im Givein Everyone This For New Yrs
Source: yahoo.com Quote: "TULSA, Okla. - One of the most deadly spiders in the world has been found in the produce section of a Tulsa grocery store. An employee of Whole Foods Market found the Brazilian Wandering Spider Sunday in bananas from Honduras and managed to catch it in a container...." Full story at yahoo.com

The Puzzle
Sharon is a 29 yr old with the love of science and frenetics and she loves her sugar, she loves wearing black, and has a very sparky life and loves all thats near her.... john a 51 medical examiner that looks at dead bodies is a quiet but kind hearted man that looks for the evidence in the bodies even the ones that are close to him he seen to much in his days that some times hurt him alot... Ameila is a 25 agent that is very wise but also has an attitude that sometimes over whelms her and interferes with her work at times. armando is a 32 and is an agent but follows the example that the head of them all, but at times is stupid and doesn't listen well when he is not concentrating. Barrett a 27 hes an agent smart and well educated, and has 3 hobby's, one hobby is war of 1812 battlefield scale models, 2 hobby is medieval weaponry and armor and the 3rd one is anything on dragons.... and the head of that team is caden hes 41, a serious man and strong headed m

1st Blog Entry
TODAY IS NEW YEARS EVE AND IM GOIN TO MY FRIEND (TWIN'S) NEW YEARS PARTY SHE'LL BE HERE AT 3 OR 4 TO GET ME IT IS ALSO MY 1ST NEW YEARS SINGLE IN 4 YEARS :( SAD BUT AT LEAST IM GONNA BE AROUND MY VERY CLOSE FRIENDS BUT I DONT LIKE BEING THE 3RD WHEEL AND EVERYONE IS GONNA HAVE NEW YEARS KISSES AND IM JUST GONNA ME DRUCK AND HIGH WITH NO ONE TO LOVE :( BUT THATS OKAY AT LEAST MY 1ST LOVE MARY JANE WILL BE THERE FOR ME HAHA NEAVER MIND MARY ISENT GONNA BE THERE THIS NEW YEARS IS GONNA BE LAME :( WELL EVERY ONE BE SAFE AND ENJOY THE NEW YEAR I'LL TRY BUT I HAVE TO SHARE A 5TH OF MOHAWK I DONT EVEN DRINK LIQUOR WELL SMOKE SOME BOWLS AND BLUNT FOR YOURS TRUELY MUCH

My Reason For Life Again
I HAVE COME THRU SO MUCH THRU THIS BRAIN SURGERY AND MY MAN CAME BACK TOO HE IS HELPING ME REMEBER SO MUCH AND IS STICKING THRU THIS THIS TIME,,, I HAVE ALONG WAY TO GO BUT AM LIVING LIFE TO ITS FULLEST,,,, I REALIZED FROM WHAT MT FAMILY AND FRIENDS SAID WHILE I WAS IN THE COMA THAT I WAS CALLING OUT FOR KEVIN ALL THE TIME AND THIS MAN IS THE ONE I LUV ,,,, HE IS MY REASON FOR COMING OUT OF THE COMA AND BEING HERE TODAY,,, PLEASE GIVE HIM AND I ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND TY FOR ALL THE PRAYERS MY FUBAR FRIENDS,,, PLEASE LEVEL HIM AS FAR AS HE CAN GO,,, HE LUVS THIS SITE,,,LOL imikimi - Customize Your World! ME AND KEV FOREVER

Not Everybody Pays
A little old lady was walking down the street dragging two large Plastic garbage bags behind her. One of the bags ripped, and every once in a while, a $20 bill fell out onto the sidewalk. Noticing this, a policeman stopped her, and said, 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag.' 'Oh, really? Darn it!' said the little old lady. 'I'd better go back and see if I can find them. Thanks for telling me.' 'Well, now, not so fast,' said the cop. 'Where did you get all that money? You didn't steal it, did you?' 'Oh, no, no', said the old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the football stadium parking lot. On game days, a lot of fans come and pee through a knot hole in the fence, right into my flower garden. It used to really tick me off. Kills the flowers, you know. Then I thought, 'why not make the best of it?' So, now, on game days, I stand behind the fence by the knot hole, real quiet, with my garden pruners. Every time some guy sticks his 'thingy' through

Leveling
i try not to ask much of you, but now i would like some help leveling up. i just want to get to pimp level. that has been my dream since child hood*tears*. if you can do something for me, i would be greatful. thanks. - JER-BEAR

Postcards From The Ledge
Well this is the last day of a rather interesting year. Next year should be a year of change on every level imaginable. For me it will be a year of incredible change and I am so optimistic that my dreams and goals will be met. How so you may ask? Well, after a year of going through the motions of existing while feeling sorry for myself, I found the answer. What makes me thrive is to accept challenges and then prevail. In this year of woe, I have been given a huge challenge as well as the gift of my freedom. The woe was oh shit no job where is my money gonna come from? The reality is I have been making ends meet by this and that and the other, all legal!! THe Challenge is now not that I have to find a job, but to keep being resourceful and to eventually be in business for myself. With the realization that I am surviving and that I am maintaining my expenses, I find that I have time to pursue goals that have long died. I was a pretty good climber and I got to climb with some of the b

Stop
I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS WHO ARE WORRIED ABOUT ME BUT PLEASE JUST STOP. I'M FINE I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. THIS SITE IS FOR FUN NOT TO GO BASH PEOPLE AND START BS.... IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND TO ME LIKE I THINK YOU ARE YOU WILL STOP...

Me
Hey y'all. Just wanted to let all my friends know, (those that care anyhow) that I won't be on much for a bit. Don't know how long, but my computer F'd up last night, and have to see about getting it fixed. Until then, I can use my roommate's computer, when she's not on it. Other than that, if you have either of my cell numbers, feel free to text or call me. I'll be on and off here periodically today, at least this morning. So if you have any ?s and catch me up here, hit me up.

For My Bff Chrissy Aka Lucky Charmed
An Irish Princess There once was an Irish Lass who was sitting out in the meadows crying. One day, a young Lad walks by and see the young Lass crying asking her why she is crying. She said ¡° I¡¯m sad because I am alone and my dad wont let me be with anyone but royalty¡±. Not knowing who she is, he says, ¡°You should be whoever you want to be with.¡± She looks up at the young Lad and agrees with him. She wipes the tears away from her face and walks with the young lad back to her home. When they got to her home, the young Lad asked, ¡°Is this your home?¡± She sighs and says , ¡°Yes this is my home. I am the Princess of Ireland and if my father finds out that I was with you, I would not hear the end of it.¡± She walks away and she forgot to ask him what his name was. When she saw her father, he asked her were she was and she said, ¡° Dad, I was out in the meadows crying and there was a kind young man that heard my cry.¡± Her father was upset and asked the guards to get this you

To All My Friends
Just wanted to say ,that I hope that 2009 is a great year for all of you (my friends).It has to be better than 2008,I am wishing all of you ,great joy and happiness for the new year .I also want all of you to know ,that I miss talking to all of you ,and hopefully I will be able to be on more this year coming up .Well that's pretty much all I have to say for now so HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON HAVOK :D

Trembling Confessions.....write Dirty To Me!!
¢¾ My erotic machine¢¾ seems my head is filled with such warm delightful thoughts of you. I can not wait until the days come that I see you sitting in my tattoo parlor chair. ~Loud music pumping stripping away the cares of the day~ ~Comotion and chaos in the background~~ Hypnotic sounds of the machines in the air all attention on me Seems thru all the excitment my voice is the only one heard ¢¾Shirt off & relaxed¢¾ ~~Anticipations filling your thoughts and easing all reality away~~ I would ¢¾ to feel your eyes on me watching everything that I do Watching my hair the way it falls around my face so long and dark The way it brushes up against and almost covers my warm full chest ¢¾I can feel you eyes taking all of me into your sight¢¾ The one single small breathe and focused attention unfilinching heart strong arm reaching out to me. Pulling me out of the darkness into your range with one touch soft stroke of my redden cheek Hands running through my hair soothing my

Someone Help!
I AM A MOTHER OF FOUR, AND I AM SEEKING SOME HELP OUT THERE, FOR HELP WITH MY HOME, IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE THAT COULD HELP ME , PLEASE TELL ME OR SEND ME SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP. MY KIDS ARE NEEDING A NEW HOME TO LIVE IN.. THE ONE I HAVE NOW IS FALLING APART,IT IS A TRAILOR,ROOF LEAKS, FLOORS LET COLD AIR IN,ME AND MY SON'S ROOM HAS PARTIAL CEILINGS. AND IT IS LETTING IN THE COLD AIR..I HAVE BAD WIRING,BATHROOM IS GROWING MOLD THAT I HAVE TO KEEP CLEAN, FOR MY KIDS, AND IT IS GETTING TIRING.AND I AM AFRAID TO FIND MY HOME ON FIRE, OR NOT WAKE UP AT ALL. I HAVE TRIED TO FIND A WAY TO GET HELP, BUT NOTHING,EXTREME MAKEOVER,HOME EDITION..BUT DON'T HAVE NO WAY TO PRINT OUT THE PAPERS..TO GET THE HELP. IF ANYONE OUT THERE CAN HELP I WOULD APPRECIATE IT. ( IF THIS IS WRONG TO PUT STUFF ON HERE LIKE THIS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I AM DESPERATLY IN NEED OF A NEW HOME...THANKS FOR YOUR HELP..OR CONCERN.

Something New I Wrote Today
cowboys You can see a lot when you look in a cowboys eyes You see many years of hard work, and rarely do you see lies He has sweat and bleed for everything he will gain He has driven many miles just so maybe you'll remember his name He has sacrificed his body tryin to make that one great ride And when he hears that whistle blow, he stands in the arena with pride He raises his arms in victory, looking to the crowd Thinking about his family, and hoping they are proud He always wears that poor old beat up hat It's been stepped on and kicked and one side is flat But it is full of years and memories that he could never trade For a new Stetson or Ralston of any shape or shade His body aches in the morning from the crashes he has had But you will never know it 'cause he will tell ya it's not that bad He just grits his teeth and bares it, and goes on about his day He has stalls to clean, and fences to fix, and he has to stack the hay He is riding for more than money, buc

End Prohibition
I'd like to take a minute out of my day to support a cause; www.leap.cc Leap stands for many of the very values I feel and I am appalled that there isn't more being done to end the needless prohibition. Today www.Foxnews.com had a highlight of old laws that are still on the books today. It got me to thinking.. What happened to land of the free, home of the brave? It appears we are more geared towards limiting the freedom of others because we are scared of some token end result. We exaggerate this token end result and in turn fan the flames of the phenom we perpetuate. The financial crisis of today is very real. We cannot be wasting tax dollars on broken crusades. We spend over 69 billion a year on this war instead of obtaining tax revenue. The not something you can stop. It is a war with human nature and unfortunately, curiosity got the human high as well as killing the cat. This prohibition mentality stretches farther than just a war on drugs... but that is for

Is It Time To Go?
Hello everyone I would like to wish you all a very Happy New Year and the best of luck for 2009. I have been getting itchy feet here on Fubar in recent weeks and months and it was my plan to leave today by just slipping away. I have been feeling that all good things come to an end and have come to realise that many people are only interested in points and levels, (which I genuinely couldn't give a toss about) and not true friendships or more. People who only talk when spoken too and I wonder if I am just a thorn in their sides or just tolerated. Many people have absolutely nothing to say or the time to say it. I have found that many people seem to think(and sometimes its very true!), that the most interesting thing about themselves is their tattoos! I have met some really wonderful people on here though and I hope that they know who they are, but I have also dealt with some scum too, out to manipulate, use and upset anyone without feeling or compassion. (Google "Sociopath

The Overly Dramatic Truth
It's 2200 on New Years Eve. My wife went to bed. We're not on the best terms right now anyway. Most people would classify my situation on this celebratory passing of the annum as quite sad. I have, however, one save and grace. My son. We are thoroughly enjoying America's Funniest Home Videos. After this goes off, we will engage in Wii based multiplayer combat. Then, at the stroke of midnight, when the year fades into twilight, and while the whole eastern seaboard raises their drinks and sings Auld Lang Syne, I will hug my son and kiss his forehead. Old acquaintance should not be forgot.

Scary Feelings
I dont know - I just - I just Really Like this guy - I mean Ive never felt anything for Anyone Ive ever been with - its weird - I feel Really confused about it. We were with each other only one night - and no sex - but I felt like there was a connection - you know - a realationship being formed and I was kind of scared - and NO I dont think I should see him again. BUT I look for him - I go out sometimes - not often - but sometimes - just to see if I can find him again.

So Why Are You A Drunk?
So I found him and he asked me out to dinner - not only dinner - but dinner of my choice - so I Took him to my favorite Seafood Restaurant - and BOY was it spectacular -==== except for the fact that i noticed he didnt eat - just kept on drinking and ordering more drinks. So I looked him straight in the eye and said "why are you a drunk" he responded quite intelligently - why am i a drunk? is that what you really want to ask me? I said YES. he said also quite intelligently - well then this is either our first date or our last.... I hesitated - took a sip of my martini - looked at his beautiful blue eyes and said - "its our first!". then he sighed and answered honestly -- I'm just drinking to numb out all the bad in the world. I responded with - very clever - but it doesnt work and believe me i know because ive tried. Then he stole my heart even more by smiling at me and leaning over to light my cig - no lectures about me pulling out a cig to smoke - just smiled and leaned over an

Raindrops Of Passion.
Raindrops of passion My mind a constant race Though my heart lies exceptionally calm… Swirling… Shimmering… In your warmth. Holding close the image of shadows touching the light… Basking in the darkness that I no longer own. The silent moment still lying around us… Brings me to comfort. The taste of your kisses so soft… Infinite in variety. Your eyes dance upon me… Clothing me in their mellow acceptance… Their mist… I’ve entitled Rain. For I have been bathed within their gentle caress! This… My vivid picture of vision… Magical reflection of charming affection… Melting within your gaze. A newborn breeze blows in the eloquence of your smile… Accompanied by the sun’s perpetual breath… Calming the heart of my troubled spirit. My desires now lie hushed… My soul satisfied… Within your quiet, fragrant form. ~moi.

And Then I Took Him Into My Heart (part 7)
So I let myself fall in love with him - accepting he is a drunk - we go out and at first its fine - he controls the alcohol - but soon - sooner then expected = the alcohol controls him and he becomes violent - NOT towards me - you have to understand - NEVER towards me - is what makes me love him and stay with him - I want to take care of him..... but soon its clear im not enough - i cant help him - i cant heal him - and i am beginning to think that being with me is hurting him even more.

Happy New Years
Often as one year ends And a New Year begins We look at it as a New Beginning A fresh start to living As we start a fresh Let us not start with less Let us start with more More Giving More Loving More Understanding More of being a Blessing Let this year be a year That we show others how much we care Let us fill this year with godly cheer By loving on others Showing them that to us they are dear Let us give time to our households To our children To our mates Making it a yearlong mandate A New Beginning Of loving on our families and friends Of encouraging our families and friends Of giving to our families and friends Of believing in our families and friends Of praying for our families and friends Winning our families to togetherness Winning our mates with love and happiness Winning our friends with trust and admiration Let us win this year at giving love And the love we give Make sure it comes From the Father above Make this year This New

Angel Eyes (part 8)
angel eyes that old devil scent - they glow unbearably bright! need i say that my love is mispent - mispent with angel eyes tonight - So drink UP all you want! have fun - you have no commitments - The drink and the Laughs are on me! Pardon me - but ive got to know - do you love me? or No? Ive got to find who is now number 1 - me or the alcohol!? and my my angel eyes (your bright blue eyes) arent shining so bright anymore but know..... Im going to love you! Like no ones loved you - come rain or come shine!! High as a mountain - deep as a river - come rain or come shine! I guess when you met me - it was just one of those things - but DONT ever bet me - cause im going to be true if you let me - YOU are going to love me - like no one has ever loved me - come rain or come shine! Happy together - unhappy together - and isnt it fine! Days may be cloudy or sunny - we certainly are out of money - BUT im with YOU always - im with YOU rain or shine!!!!!!!!!! Because

2009
Well in just about an hour from now it becomes 2009. Wondering what the next year will bring as for life lessons that needs to be learned. And to look back at this past year of life lessons that was brought before us to see if we have learned the lesson from them. As for me, lesson of how to handle stress, career, schooling and life in general have been thrown at me from all different directions and now looking back there are only a couple things that I wish I could change but other then that nothing else. Came to see just who I could consider as friends and those as fake. How family realy matters when shit happens. Which in some ways had not changed at all. Guess that what happens when your the blacksheep of the family..lol Well to all that reads this, I hope what ever life lesson that you have faced this past year that you learned a lesson from them and best of luck for the year to come.

New Years
So I just got done watching the last 15 minutes of the Dick Clark new years count down...Every year it gets more and more depressing. This year especially for me... because coming up in May, it marks the 10 year anniversary of my dads death..I can not believe it has been that long. Why do these years keep going by so quickly? I hate getting older. :-s This is just another depressing babble from me....

Reality (part 9 - The End)
So I gave him my heart and soul - let him reach me - touch me - in places no one has ever done before - I felt the love from him - I saw it in his eyes - and yes - one drunken night I heard it - but - i am just another stupid woman among many others in the universe - HE doesnt love me - never has - I was just a convenient and very available piece of Ass! what changed my mind you say? well I will tell you - another drink. yup he wants another drink - NOT me - im not enough - alcohol is his one and only love - I see that now! The thing is - I think i was into him way more then he was into me - I guess - he just loved the sex and the drama - Me? - well - I just Loved him - ------- yes - I Really loved him... OH WEll - NOT ANYMORE! Its now a New Year - and a New Me - So - Im not going to be bitter - not going to be mad - I am going to pick myself back up - Realize I cant help Him or Change him - But I Can help and Change Myself - BECAUSE - I Know - I am DAMNED sex

Life
Sometimes life can be so stressful, so confusing. Ugh, where to start? Seems like you can never say enough. Almost like you can never get through to anyone...no matter how hard you try. Some days things are Great and others its just another non-stop confusing circle. Ever get tired of showing you care? Especially when it seems to get you nowhere?? Some days I feel like giving up, like all the worrying and trying I do just really isn't worth it. Too often I feel like I'm being taken for granted, like my kindness is my weakness. Maybe I should just say fuck it all and be done, but there is always something that pulls me back. why? I don't know and still haven't quite figured out how to stop it...... ugh

The Halls Of My Soul
This year has got to be one of the biggest roller coasters ever. First shit with Ashley went real bad, then got better when I asked Emily to be with me, and then that went to shit, and then back up when I got with Joleen. Life is definitely nothing but a struggle, and things seem to get us both down but then it seems to back off a bit and then hit again. That and a broken finger that set me back moneywise bad and just finally getting back to working towards getting on my feet. After rent, I'll have maybe 174 in the bank and saving up to see my babylove in the summer. And helping her with what she has going on, I've taken on so much stuff than I ever have before but yet not as stressed out by it all or strung out as I used to get when I've taken on too much. I've become so much stonger through out this entire year than I have been most of my life. It amazes even me cause I have never been like this. So here's to hoping that with the year coming up I get even stronger and that me

Trust
I am tired of trying to give and give and give and get nothing but Distrust from someone I have trusted and continue to trust. I understand that we all have been hurt and have lost trust in others throughout our lives, but I for one have never held another man accountable for all other man's actions and I feel hurt and just in pain emotionally and mentally when I have done nothing wrong and yet I am not trusted with anything I do or say. I'm tired of crying....tired of the hurt....tired of the fukin pain...and yet I continue to allow it to happen...Am I fukin stupid?

Happy New Year!
***Happy New Year 2 Everyone*** January 10th Will be my One year Fuversary! Over the past Year I have met some of the Most Amazing Men & Woman On Fubar That I am Honored to Be able to call a Real!True!Honest FRIEND!They all have these things in Common! They are.... Caring!Giving!Loving!Sexy!Beautiful!Gorgeous! & Have NEVER Once Turned there backs On me!! I love these ppl with all My heart! They are what true friendship is all about! It's not about the points or the Bling Or how many happy hours,tickers,blast etc!With these Men & Woman It is about R.E.S.P.E.C.T!I wish for nothing but Amazing things for everyone in 2009! And i am So glad & blessed that 2008 Brought ya'll to me! ***These amazing ppl are my Fu Family!!*** And they are there for a reason & it's not for bling packs or blast,etc!They are there because they are the ones that taught me that there are real friends out there and they are the true friends that Walked in When the Whole world walked out*** I love ya'll!

A New Year
i sit here looking a new year in the face,why is it alll i wish for is to hold my baby one last time?i had a beautiful woman ask me to dance tonight and all i could think of was rae's voice sayin sheloves me.i know its not healthy but why cant i get past her,was she that special or am i that lost? i wish i knew the answer.because im so tired of being alone.what i wouldnt give to be held by someone that loved me.love it's so taken for granted these days what does one do when they know the true meaning of love? i wisgh i knew tonight all i can say is i love you rae and miss you more then words cn say.what ide give to hold you tonight.......

Spotlight Thank You!
HeartInspector wants to thank all her friends/family and fans who helped her get the spotlight!! xoxo Tappinit the most FuLuved Owner who spoils his pets! I thank you my dear...xoxo! Tappinit XmasBaby73 and Pink0828: These amazing sexy FuLadies! Pimped me, spoiled me & made this so fun! xoxo! ♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do * Pink0828* ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ PaPrGrl for Paying it forward with FuLuv! xoxo ty! ♦PaPrGrl♦ *Owned by Tappinit* SinfulBrat who shares her FuLuv freely with us all........ SinfulBrat ~NO SALUTE =NO ADD~ The Donations.....WOW..... I was amazed of the FuLuv and Support to Make Spot possible! From the largest donation to the smallest, I DO thank and FuLuv you all! I will be paying this forward I promise you~ Ok, Autos on.....here is to 2009! ~xoxo heart~ ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW

End Of 2008
I would like to start off by wishing everyone Marry New Years and Happy Christmas. There is less than an hour to go, before we start 2009. I reflect back to everything I did in 2008. A handful of things come to mind that I can remember. In 2008 I did a lot of things I never done before and I hope to continue this on in to 2009. Here are some of my accomplishments for 2008… January – February – 13: I took my niece to her first WWE wrestling show. She loved every minute of the show. 18: I did the Great Aloha Run for the first time. I did it in 2:42:50 an average of 19:59 a Mile March – 21: I went to my first concert – Incubus April – 26: Went to my first Chicago Concert May – 10: I went to the Populer Filipino game show “WOWOWEE” June – 5: Got my Motorcycle License finally 17: Had surgery on my left shoulder from a torn ligament July – 4: EDD was Started and Born 20: My First Girlfriend – Te, I Love You babe. August – Septem

Yuppersssssssss
HERE IT IS PEOPLE!!!! Someone Say AUTO 11'S!?!?!? CHECK IT!!!! THAT SEXY ASS THANGZZ Of LIQUID CITY THAT WE ALLLL LOVE TO LOVE!!! DON'T YA WANT YOUR POINTS???COME GET EM!! Click The Pic Below!!! BAM!!! Dont Be Shy!!! Wut Will YOU Give, TO Get A Piece Of This??? HOLLA!!!

You Wont Read It But At Least I Said It
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day.

New Years Resolutions
December 31, 2008 New Year's Resolutions: The Two Lists I was fortunate to spend time with an enigmatic man named Robert during a very special period of my life. Robert taught me many things during our days together, and this time of year reminds me of one particular interaction we had. "Now that you are becoming more aware," Robert said, "you need to begin to set goals for yourself so you don't lose the momentum you have built." "Like New Year's resolutions?" I asked. "That's an interesting idea," he smirked."Let's do that." By then I was used to his cryptic responses, so I knew something was up because of the way his eyes sparkled as he let out an impish laugh. "Tonight's assignment is to make two lists," Robert continued. "The first is a list of all the New Year's resolutions you WANT to keep, and the second is a list of all the New Year's resolutions you WILL keep. Write the WANT List first, and when you have exhausted all of your ideas, then write the secon

Friends
Wizard's Happy Hour! 11's are on... Stop by at 10am Fu-time to join me on my hour of fame!...LOL...11's are on and i have lots of EZ-Rate pics so you can level up even faster... This HH was giving to me by a very special Lady so i would also like for you to stop by her page an show some love...here is her link... ~Tempting Temptress~ *{Fu-Engaged to Wizard}* I hope you will come by an help me get a little closer to find my Lost Soul... Click the link below an lets have a drink an party... Happy New Year to all my friends an family... This Bully Brought to you By:

A New Year
This goes for a very selected Few...lol or at least the ones that really know me..:P There were many, many times this year when I may have disturbed you, Troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your Nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you.... TOUGH SHIT ! There are no changes scheduled for 2009!

Holy Hangover Batman
So I went out last night and I went to my favorite little pub down the street. Didn't think it would be that busy but the place was jumpin'! I mean, I had to suck like 16 dicks just to get to the freakin' bar. So, me being me, I of course loaded up on 3 beers at a time each time I made it to the bar. And then came all my pals, including Bartender Bob, buying me shots of the Devil Whiskey. For some reason they love to see the Dumplyn in her utmost mean and shit-tay, not givin' a fuck...hmmm. I had sworn to "take it easy" and by saying that I mean, NO WHISKEY. But what can you do after 3-4 trips to the bar and slamming 3 beers at a time?? And when somebody offers ya a shot, well hell it's impolite not to take it right??? Well, I get to slapping asses and chicks get pissed and of course I get the "What are you gonna do about it bitch?" attitude. I'm lifting skirts, I'm grabbing asses...all with my sweet little Dumplyn smile and my friends of course are just lovin' it and laughing their a

Capricorn 2009
It's time to settle down and stabilize your life after all the changes of last year, when opportunity knocked at your door. Jupiter, the planet of growth, moved through your sign, widening your horizons and showing you a new direction to success. This year expansive Jupiter visits your 2nd House of Self-Worth, offering you a chance to increase your bank account while also improving your self-esteem. Although it can be easy to acquire material possessions now, be careful about declaring what you want, for you might end up with more than you need -- yet still lack happiness. There's no reason to deprive yourself of physical pleasure, but make sure your metaphysical needs are also being addressed. Jupiter is part of a rare triple planet conjunction occurring this year that includes Chiron the Healer and Neptune the Dreamer, peaking on May 23–27, July 10–22 and throughout the month of December. Letting go of blame and forgiving those who have wronged you in the past are parts of a process

Auto 11 Auction
Auctioning off an auto 11...bidding starts 2pm easten on 1-1-09 and end on 1-4-09 at 9pm. The starting bid will be 70,000 fu-bucks...fubucks will be the payment method you may use bling or other cash items but will only be counted for the amount of fu-bucks earned for that item..place your bid in the for of a comment in the auto 11 auction pic folder.. payment must be recived by the higest bidder before i send the auto bling...if highest bidder can not pay the next higest will be contacted...gook luck everyone

Rants And Raves
I am close to 35 years old now and I was raised a totally different way than the way things go today. I was rather upset when I listened to Hillary Clinton say it takes a village to raise a child until I thought more about the statement. ber when I was being brought up by my Grandparents in the 80's and early 90's it was a totally different time. From day light to dusk I was no where to be found. I had friends that my folks reallly didn't have too much to worry about. If their was much to be worried about all they would do is call their parents and let them know and it was handled. If I acted a fool in front of my neighbors they had the right to beat the brakes off of me and then when I got home the phone call had already been made and more than likely I had the brakes beaten off of me again and most of the time grounded. I mean hell, the grounding didn't last much more past me getting home from school the next day. I never raised a hand to my folks and I never had a foul word to say t

Lol
You know i love some of the shit people attempt to leave on a mumm or something in order to insult a person, or to attempt and insult them. I've noticed a lot of the people here using fakes pictures or attempting to insult people. I'm loving it. Reason being, so much immature kids to watch. It tends to be entertaining. So keep sending me negative comments, and shit like that. It doesn't bother nor affect me, just gives me something to point and laugh at. Oh and keep in mind, don't comment my personal profile unless you have something "nice" to say. Dumbass people and comments will be deleted and blocked. So suck on that alright. =] I can the biggest asshole on here, trust me.

2008 Year End Update
2008 as it was for Me, good bad and ugly... Current mood: loved Category: Nostalgic Life Wow a year full of its ups and downs. I have to say for the most part I'm glad its over. A few major occurrences in '08 .....I got divorced (yay), turned 40, had major family conflicts and changes, lost friends, gained friends, made mistakes, hurt people, have been hurt, re-connected with family, and fell in love. Starting with my divorce, since the beginnings of it were in '07, it was finally final July 28, 2008, and I must say, that was one of the happiest days of my life. To be out of a marriage I should never have entered to begin with. I have no regrets on meeting Joe and becoming part of his kids lives, for that I will always be grateful. We should have never married, but that's neither here nor there. I love his children with all my heart, just as my own, and they still love me despite the fact that I'm not their "step-mom" anymore. The love of family does not know boundaries, its un

Random
sometimes i write things that are dark, a little down words come while on my face sits a frown a muse in misery often i've found it's not like i'm some emo punk, moping around pretending i'm the only one who can feel, we all do, those of us who are real you do have those that say they're hard, and cold and just don't care , but something, somehow, somewhere, has got to bring you down, otherwise nothing can lift you up i'm not saying we should dwell on the things that make you want to throw back a hand full of pills, but rather the things that run up your spine, make your hair stand, and give you chills. like a bass line that sets in just right, or a drum beat hard heavy and tight, a guitar riff recognizable from the begining, a singer wailing like on it their life was depending, or a bolt flashing lighting up the sky, or the feeling i get when i look in her eyes, that's where i need to dwell,

R.i.p.
My kitty of 11 years passed away today. She was the most wonderful kitty. She was not like other cats. She would go on walks with me and always tried to protect me. She really trusted me and I really loved her. She was always patient and tolerated my kds very well. Over the last month or 2 she wasn't acting like herself. She wasn't energetic, stopped sleeping with me, and wasn't eating as much. She became very lethargic. After I noticed that she started losing a lot of weight and her appetite was diminishing more I took her to the vet. The doctor told me he found a large mass in her intestines and couldn't tell me what it was unless he did surgery. This morning in the middle of the surgery he called me and told me that it was a tumor and it was too large to remove without being fatal. If I would have brought her home she had days maybe weeks left anyway. The cancer was just too far progressed. I gave him permission to euthanize her. I really miss her. I know I will never find another k

Bear With Me
I have moved to Auburn, Wa on the Muckleshoot rez, even though it shows an Enumclaw, Wa. I'm on the edge of the rez is reason. No phone lines in yet so therefore i must use library or when possible use my daughter's computer. Thank ya'll for still being my friends!! Hugs n kisses!! I'll try n get here more often.

Things To Think About
10 things guys should remember about Women! [one] while you hold her hand play with her fingers. (they think it's cute) two] tickle her & make her laugh. three] kiss her. [four] and dont only kiss her on the lips, kissing her on the cheek and forehead is cute too. [five] hold her waist [six] hug her while your behind her and rest your head on her shoulder. [seven] whisper you love her in her ear. [eight] tell her shes beautiful. [nine] look her in the eyes and smile when your thinking [ten] tell her you never want her to let you go. ******************************************************* "Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." -- Anais Nin ******************************************************** You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beaut

Hottie Of The Week
ALL 2ND ALARM HOTTIES – LOOK HERE!! Management is going to start a new “contest”. Every week the management will choose 1 girl to be hottie of the week. The girl selected will get extra promotion that week. All you have to do is be an active Hottie. So keep your eyes open, it could be you! Xoxo Annipoo Don’t Forget To Show The HomePage Some Love š 2nd Alarm Hotties New Homepage 11/6 š@ fubar IF YOU THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A 2ND ALARM HOTTIE THEN SEE…. *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Chief of Operations of 2nd Alarm Hotties**@ fubar OR ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputyღ2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar THIS BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Chief of Operations of 2nd Alarm Hotties**

Never Ask For Help.
Well yesterday was New Years Eve and I ended up going to the hospital. I found out that I had a kidney stone and that because of the drugs I was not able to drive home. So since I have been helping my one lady friend out I thought she would help. You see she was evicted from her home and had three kids. I let them move in with me putting my business aside to help her and her kids. They did not pay rent or for any food. When she was bale she moved out into a gov't assist home that I found. So when I gave her a call for help. The first time ever since I've known her, she said "I'm tired and going home." She didn't even try to help me. So I will never ask her for help again. And if she ever ask me I may be just to tired for her. I ended up getting a ride home from a nurse I met two days before.

Have U Met My New Master?
Since I've met him, he has been absolutely wonderful to me... please go stop by his page and F/R/A him if you havent yet, or drop some rates or bling to him to give him some points. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Some Random Thoughts Splilled Out My Head Like Word Vomit.
I was out checking my oil today. I live on a cul de sac, and there are a few kids that live down here. Some of them were out riding their new bikes they got for Christmas along with some friends. Their friends wanted to ride there nice new bikes. The following conversation gave me a chuckle: Kid A: I wanna ride your bike, man. Kid B: You can't. My Daddy doesn't want anyone riding our bikes. He spent like $200 plus tax on mine! Kid A: Whoa! How can your Dad afford that?! Kid B: My Dad is a cop. He makes. like, $500 a month! Kid A: Wow, he must have thousands of dollars! Kid B: I even know what a hundred dollar bill looks now! Kid A: Man, I remember what a hundred dollar bill looks like cause I saw one when I was a baby. Kid B: Ah man, the only thing I remember about being a baby is sitting around watching tv and poopin' my pants.

Occurances That Mean Something??
I have a tendency to believe that there is meaning in most of the things that happen in life, I believe that there are many levels to the world around us that we do not see or understand...yeah to some it is mystical mumbo - jumbo but to me I can not believe that life or the universe is as simple as so many people seem to view it. So - today I am having a reflective day, a bit of a downer but not really and then... I was taking out the trash...when I opened the door - I bird flew out of the Christmas wreath on my door, into my house, landed on my Christmas tree and just sat there looking at me. I quickly locked the cat in the bathroom, left the door open and took out the trash...trying to figure out how I was getting that bird out. I came back in - walked close to the tree and the bird flew right out the door. Mind you - the tree is on the opposite side of the room than the door... Come on - is this just some weird thing that happened (I mean a lot of weird things happe

Monster
MySpace is the reason I make fun of people What is below is some of the conversations I have had to deal with since I put this page up, the real screen names are edited WARNING ADULT LANGUAGE BELOW UNEDITED.. BigBuffGuy: I think your hot Me: So do I BigBuffGuy: you think im hot too???? Me: no i think your confused with my orientation, i think im hot BigBuffGuy: your not that hot asshole Me: really? my mom says im super hot and all the women love me she will be thrilled that men do to. BigBuffGuy: eat shit bye Me: I will miss you ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ SuperVixen: Why wont you add me as a freind sexy? Me: because your myspace is a sex site link SuperVixen: Oh thats just for work silly I want to get to know you Me: really wow well here comes my credit card numbers and my PIN and please charge me an ungodly amount because im just that dumb. SuperVixen: Your really rude and you probably

Well I Finally Gettin With The Times
okay so here I am just chillin and someone tells me about this site. OMG why wuz I not told sooner. Really to all my friends WTH I mean you are going to hog it all to your selfs. Just wait. Pay backs can be a b.... that is all I have to say. lol

Feelings
so i have not the faintest clue where to begin, i'm hurting so bad right now that i'm pushing away the one person who i love with all my heart. i've waited for this man for 2 years and then i had him, and because of something that happened while we were dating, another man took from me what belonged to my love, i lost myself. i never told the man i loved til just recently. i didn't know what to think, i didn't know what to feel. i was ashamed and i couldn't look my love in the eyes. i felt dirty and i was permanently tainted. i no longer belonged solely to him, some other man took that away. he's hurt because i didn't tell him. he says i should have told him, he says that's not something u keep from the man u love. how do u look at the man u love and tell him your body is no longer solely his? how do u look at the man u love and tell him what another man took from u? not to mention that i was scared. i was told by the guy who did this to me that he would hurt him if i told

Walk On The Beach...
As I walked on the beach this afternoon, as the wind touched my face. As I left foot prints behind me...I let go of all the thigs of 2008. I've had it rough with the dissapointments and the let downs. Hurt from relationships that went wrong or didn't stand a chance. I've had some good times, and met alot of great people. My life has been blessed with alot. I know now that when I step out of God's grace I lose the blessings. I did met, this one guy Name Joey. He's a wonderful person to know. He's been having it rough in his life and I hope and pray that things work out for the good. May he never ever feel empty, but always full of love. And as for all of thos great friends of mine that are on here on Fubar..I love u with all of my heart. And thank you for standing with me even when someone was trying to do wrong by me. I love u guys for that...muah! so when things are not clear, take a walk any where and leave the foot prints behind and look to the future...from my heart

My Son's Death
the hardest thing anyone in life to do is have to bury a son. my son was 10 years old. school just let out for summer vac. my boys were playing inside that day as it was raining. around 5 pm it stopped raining and they wanted to go out so i let them that was the biggest mistake i ever made as it was the last day i ever heard my son call me mom. he went to get a ball that rolled in the road we lived in the country not many cars on the road but at 5:23pm this car didn't see my son and hit him .i heard the screams from my other 2 boys i run out to find my son lying in the road not breathing, i give cpr he takes a breath i look at him see no blood anyplace i think he will be ok 20 min later the ambulance gets there.they rush and call for a helicopter but it will take to long so we drive there .at the hospital i wait for hours before i hear anything or see him. the dr's come out and say there is little hope as he is brain dead has a broken arm and leg 3 broken ribs but yet they put him on l

Calling All Local Bands
Any East Texas Bands want to play a show March 7th?...you can pick the venue, hoping for the Tyler, Longview, Kilgore area. It can be with Metal, death metal, hardcore, deathcore bands. Suicide Death Grip

What Is 2 Drunk
Well as everybody knows it was New Years Eve last night. Well me and a couple of friends went out last night and got drunk. It started out as a couple of beers. By midnight it was beers and a few shots and when we got ready to go one of my friends said that he was too drunk to go home because his girlfriend was going to be mad and she probably wouldn't let him in the house. So what iI want to know is how can you be too drunk to get in your own house.

Friendship Poem # 3
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Jerks
Now to most of you all that read my blogs you know I don't pull no BS with you and will rate ya!! This thougfh is a list of those people that don't rate back, but keep taking from the honest ones like you and I....it's NSFW cause the poor people that take time from us keep up their crap and keep taking whether auto's or HH's and never give a thing back........4,498 were rated today..pics....profiles and a cpl comments!!! http://fubar.com/user/1003883 Auto 11's Hard Timez 900 Rated by this Happy Hour and recipient of of Auto 11's only gave a profile rate and a blog comment, but she said remind her as she was leaving for the weekend ummm no can do http://fubar.com/user/1914457 Cynzdreams just a profile rate; 1237 pics rated and nothing more than a profile rate http://fubar.com/user/2298658 Devilish Curves profile rate and 145k in fubucks- 1451 pics rated can we say this auto 11 made out as the previos one and leveled!! Regular http://fubar.com/user/1876269 Icee

Auction
Black & White Auction Black & White Auction Fu's!!!!! Rules * No Drama Will be Tolerated. These rules do not have an Exception!!!! Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb for most rates!!! ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ Fu-Daughter & Fu-Owned by Flanman ☠ Mistress to °°«MîñX@ fubar

Thank You All!!!
I WANT TO SEND A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO TWO WONDERFUL GROUPS OF PEOPLE!!! THEY DESERVE SO MUCH LOVE BECAUSE THEY HAVE PROVEN THAT THEY LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE!! BOTH OF THESE GROUPS: THE SHADOW LEVELERS THE TWILIGHT LEVELERS HAVE SHOWN ME SUCH GENEROSITY AND KINDNESS!! SO TO BOTH OF YOU AMAZING LEVELING FAMILIES, I AM HONORED TO SAY THAT I KNOW YOU ALL AND THAT YOU FELT I WAS WORTHY OF SUCH SUPPORT!!! TY ALL SO SO MUCH!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! CHEERS!! LETS CELEBRATE EVERYONE!!! I HAVE AUTOS AND IM A DISCIPLE!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Poems Of The Soul.
Your love your hate this must be fate. I can't controll you have my soul. You make these wounds deep and now only hate will seep. You brought this out in me should have known we weren't ment to be. My hate so strong now I'll make you suffer make you bow. I tear at you now with all my blades I won't let you get away. For all this shit you will pay. Love And Hate. Written 11:21 01/01/09

Murphy Rules Of Combat
these rules are passed down thru the net and ear and mouth of anyone who has ever served. THANK A POLITICAN FOR YOUR TAXES, THANK A VET FOR YOUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone.

Get A Salute
I have recently gotten a lot of attention doing Salutes for people, and I have fun with it. Well in an attempt to raise the fubucks to get a spotlight I am offering NSFW Salutes or pics. These can be bought in a matter of different ways, and because this is America and I can do whatever I want, and prices will be based on how I feel that day and will be negotiable based on the quality and type of picture. Shout or message me to arrange that. In the pic you can request I do a number of different things all to be discussed later. Meaning, I can be nude, holding a sign, wearing random things, whatever. This can go for SFW salutes as well at a much lower price. This is a business deal and will expect payment before product, and I have satisfied customers already if you need someone to vouch. Also, tell your friends. I am an equal opportunity Saluter. Hope to hear from ya.

Squarethewagons
Shibari (しばり, Shibari?) is a Japanese word that literally means "to tie" or "to bind". It is used in Japan to describe the artful use of twine to tie objects or packages. Kinbaku (緊縛, Kinbaku?) is the word for "bondage" or Kinbaku-bi which means "beautiful bondage". Kinbaku (also Sokubaku) is a Japanese style of sexual bondage or BDSM which involves tying up the bottom using simple yet visually intricate patterns, usually with several pieces of thin rope usually hemp or jute (generally 6 mm or 8 mm in diameter). The word Shibari came into common use in the west at some point in the 1990s to describe the bondage art Kinbaku. This seems really interesting to me, as seeing as my evil twin shad some new light on it..told me a bit aboot it and now I think I will want to get into it. That is one of the final goals. I'm totally new to this so start from the bottom up so to speak. Learning to do knots correctly would be nice, A start with basic knots, le

The Hot Spot
GRAND OPENING - NEW - THE HOT SPOT! HIRING ALL STAFF POSITIONS - BARTENDERS - SECURITY - GREETERS - PROMOTERS. ONLY SERIOUS NEED APPLY! BE ONE OF THE FIRST NEW MEMBERS!! - MUSIC - FUN - THE HOT SPOT TO BE!

Forever Gone
Alone in this cold, dark world Falling...Falling...still Falling It wont stop I cant see Darkness... only darkness Freezing, freezing cold My heart slowly beating My eyes starting to get heavy All I hear is my shallow breath fading away quickly I cant hear anything... Did my heart stop? Have I stopped breathing? No.. cant be true... Wait... I see something... Is that light? Hey thats me.. yes my 16th birthday..my first car hahaha.. my first drag of a cigarette. I remember that.. My 21st Bday, what a great night I had Oh yes... my first broken heart. What ever happened to him? My wedding day...Im so happy...so in love... The most exciting day of my life My baby boy... Oh look his first Birthday.. he made such a mess! Aww his first day of school...and his first crush Oh NO!! Wait!! I want to see what happens next... I dont want to be alone in the dark... I cant feel a thing My whole life before me and now its gone... Falling faster now... Darker and dark

Pimp From Xmasbaby To Level
H Heart Inspector, Our Lovely Spotlight, has only 867k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! I did til my hand hurts! Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥@ fubar Stolen with Love from: Tappinit (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:04:33') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥' on '2009-01-01 20:11:17') (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:54:55')

Rip Daddy
As alot of you know who have been at my myspace page, my father passed away this past Tuesday, December 30th. I cant express to you the emptiness that I feel. Not only because my father has passed but also because now I have no parents left. My mother passed away on May 16, 1983 at the very young age of 59. I was only 22 and that was very hard on me because my mother and I were just becoming close and developing a special bond. My father was born on September 3, 1920 in a small town in Pennsylvania. He quit school in the 8th grade as most children did at that time to be able to work and help out at home. In July of 1942 he was drafted into the Army and sent off to war. He recieved an honorable discharge on September 11, 1945. My mother and father were married on September 21, 1946 and had three children. Jo Ellen, George and myself. My father loved to hunt and fish and when i was very young he would take me on long walks to pick berries for my mom or acorns for the sq

Auction Is Open
Dark Is Having an Auction and needs a few more people in , Want in? CLICK THE PIC AND SEND HIM A PRIVATE MESSAGE INCLUDE YOUR PIC AND WHAT YOUR OFFERING (repost of original by 'Angel sassiebabe ~Owned by FoxiToxi~WILL PAY FU FOR BLING PACK PM ME ~' on '2009-04-02 16:52:42')

The Truth About Life
So, it's a new year and I still don't have it all figured out so here's my list of wonders I'm gonna get answered this year: 1. Why do you men fall for the women who throw themselves at you? Cam shows/naked pics/Racy convo's really get far with you men and then you all fall in love with these fake ass women! 2. What's wrong with having a decent conversation with a woman? 3. Why do men feel the need to control women? Most on here seem to like that ish, but it seems like men can't handle a strong minded woman anymore. 4. What's with the "have to have many girlfriends/a wife and a girlfriend" bit? 5. Is life and friendship/relationships a one way street nowadays? 6. Why do women degrade themselves to get attention and then continue to get hurt when men treat them as whores cuz they acting like whores? I'm sure I will have many more throughout the year, so stand by!

Auto 11's
I have Auto 11's Activated Tuesday January 6th at 12noon EST til Wednesday 12 Noon EST.. I'm trying to hit my ultimate Fubar Goal of Disciple. Bonus:I will be giving out Fubux for Pic Rates 10K per 100 pics rated. OMG He has Auto 11's Again!!! He's going for Disciple 1.3 Million to Disciple !!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮

Custom Graphics And Gif's
Looking for custom Graphics or animated Gifs? Look no further.Simple Graphics 25-40K Fu BucksComplex Graphics75-250K Fu BucksAnimated GifsSimple25-40K Fu BucksComplex75K-100K Fu BucksEverything is negotiable, if interested click below to send me a PM. Also currently offering package deals for Bling Packs. Pimpout brought to you byDJ(RET) Army Medic~Will make GIF's or custom Graphics for fubucks....@ fubar

Judgement
When someone seeks themselves they will try to make excuses for their actions or words to try to make it better, when all they need to do is let it go and run it's course. The feelings are many and in all directions they will blame all but themselves. Not all is one's fault except what one believes to be true. Time is short, live your life as you see fit. Love hard, but not so hard as you become paranoid by everything and everyone. You make yourself a target if you open your mind to hate, distrust, or sadness. The hardest sound in the world to hear is the sound of one's own heart breaking, most times you will find we break our own hearts with the pain we make to be true.I need time to help my mind to learn and have yet to understand or how this is suppose to work. When we make mistakes in our lives some let it go and move on and then there are some that just can't do that our of Fear, I have fear but i am still trying to figure out of what....Is it that I'm afraid i can't do it on my o

A New Year A New Start
Well it's the new year. Loves found and loves lost. Hopefully a new start will set me straight. Maybe it's my year for better things to start happening. To start off I hope I can find a lasting love or maybe spend some time to work on myself. Whatever the outcome, I hope it's good on either end. How was every ones holidays by the way. I hope everyone had fun with friends and family. I know I did... well besides New Years, kinda sucked cause no one hung out with me so I slept early. Oh well.

Moving On In Life
The first time i heard this song it really touched me b/c of all the ppl i have lost in my life. it had me thinking what i have been doing to my body, mind, and everyone else that loves/cares for me. every single yr in the month of December i torture my self, not in the way of the word torture it self. i have never cut my self and shyts like that. i mean i go into a deep depression were i don't feel like eating for like 3 days straight. then when i do eat i eat maybe a sandwich and i go back to the 3 day straight of not eating. but hearing this song it made me really realize that my lost ones r looking down on me and looking after me and they don't want me to do what i'm doing to my self at all. cause they loved me when they were here on earth and they would rather see me happy in my life. i know in time i will be with them all once again, but that time isn't right now and i have to live my life to the fullest. they would want me to be happy and live my life one day at time.

Math Problems
This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 > yrs. experience. > Here is a little something someone sent me that is > indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out > Loud. > > This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like > this: > > What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? > Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more > than 100% ? We have all been to those meetings where someone > wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What > makes up 100% in life? > Here's a little mathematical formula that might help > you answer these questions: > > If: > A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z > > is represented as: > 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 > 24 25 26. > > Then: > > H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K > 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% > > > and > > > K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E > 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% > > But , > A-T-T-I-T-U-

Auction
ok so i joined this Valentine auction. you must rate, fan and add the hostess so you can go and bid on me. she's a sweetheart and will rate and fan and rate your pics back if you rate hers. here's the link to my pic kisses to you all that atleast go and rate the pic. oh and she has auto 11s on. happy bidding!

A/f/r My First Fuowner For 2009 Please:))
imikimi - Customize Your World! ~Bratt~ has her first new owner for the New Year. Come check out WASTNTIME and A/F/R and show him lots of love and tell him ~Bratt~ sent ya:)YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID! HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR

Already There
I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind & I'll be there til the end. Can you feel the love we share? Oh...I'm already there.

Crazzy Summer
This has been the craziest year I have ever had. On may 19th I was hurt at work. Went to the hospital on may 23rd. because of a head ache that just wouldn't go away. this was trip number 1 for that day. They couldn't find anything wrong so they gave me a couple of shots and sent me home. About 2 hours later the headache was back so I went back. This time they decided to run some more tests. ct scans turned up nothing, Then it was a spinal tap. Let me tell you that was fun. lol. Well they found blood in the spinal fluid. For those that don't know it isn't supposed to be there. I was admitted to the icu for the next 3 days and then to a normal room where they ran even more invasive tests. after four days they hadn't found out what was causeing the blood so the dr. ordered a mri. Turns out there were three tumors in my spinal cord that I didn't know about. Well a week later I went in for the 1st of 2 surgeries. the first one went ok I was a little scared I will admit. this first one the

Kidd Rock Has Done It Again
KIDD HAS DONE IT !! HE HAS OPEN HIS OWN LOUNGE ITS TOTALLY NSFW !! JOIN THE FUN ! CLICK PIC TO ENTER THIS PIMP OUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ KIDD ROCK' on '2009-01-02 16:27:11')

F*** You
remember when we used to be friends remember when you used to give a damn? remember when you used to do what you can remember when you were an outcast to? remember when you took the chance and it fell through remember when you got fucked over through and through remember when you wern't such a tosser remember when you had some self repect remember when you threw it away remember when you went crawling back remember when we used to talk remember when you broke my heart remember when you fucked me over remember when you destroyed my friends i do, so fuck you

Insanity
I've learned so much and even though I'm not all that old I've come to understand so much. There is a few questions that I can't seem to get answered though. For instance, is love really suppose to be so hard and painful? Because if so then that is the worlds biggest load of BS. Seriously, love is suppose to make the pain go away not cause it. God, life is so random, chaotic, insane, unstable, and frankly I don't like it that way. WHY CAN'T IT BE ORGANIZED? Sorry, my yelling moment is over with. Seriously though it's just growing to be old when curve balls keep coming at you and you're worn out from the hits you've taken before. Still though life goes on and we all must continue about it. Just remember, no matter how many times love has hurt you in the past it's not something to give up on.

Things About Me
1) Ppl think i am walking encyclopedia about Dallas sports teams just because I am a huge fan and keep up with them 2) Ppl thing i am a walking encyclopedia about Dallas radio just because I am friends with a FEW DJs 3) I get pickles just to drink the pickle juice 4) I still go see Santa and ask for that Evil Kneivel sky rocket wind up toy and van that I never got when I was a kid 5) I love to pamper ppl and make them happy 6) I love Hooters for the food not the scenery 7) I love lots of movies from The Crow to the Notebook

I Wish...
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, WITHOUT YOU SAYING NO I WISH YOU SPEND ONE NIGHT, WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO GO I WISH I COULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU, TILL YOU PASS OUT ON THE SHEETS I WISH I COULD DO THIS, WITHOUT THAT DAMN ALARM GOING..BEEP BEEP BEEP I WISH WHEN I LOOK YOU INTO YOUR EYES, YOU SEE HOW I REALLY FEEL I WISH WE COULD SHARE ONE FEELING TOGETHER, THAT WE BOTH KNOW IS GENUINELY REAL I WISH WHILE RIDING FROM BEHIND YOU SCREAM MY NAME AS LOUD AS YOU CAN I WISH WHEN YOUR ON TOP, YOU MAKE ME SAY "OOO WEEE COT DAMN!! I WISH I COULD WIPE THE SWEAT OFF YOUR BROW, AND PAT YOU DOWN WITH A COOL RAG I WISH I COULD LET A LITTLE LIGHT IN, LET IT GRAZE YOU SILHOUETTE....LIKE DAG!!!! I WISH I COULD CONVERSATE WITH YOU, WITHOUT AN ATTITUDE, NO FUSS, NO FIGHT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE WORLD...IF ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL MY BOYS ABOUT HOW IM IN LOVE, AND THIS TIME IT'S REAL...YEAH N!@@A THAT'S WHAT'S UP I WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU,,WITHOUT IT B

Country...luv All Up On Him
AUTO-11’S ON!! SHOW THIS GUY MAD LUV!!! HE RETURNS IT ALL!!! 10K PER 100 RATES!!! SO LEVEL UP AND MAKE SOME DOUGH!!! CLICK BELOW TO LUV UP ON HIM!!! Country22882 --Mgr @ The Candy Shop@ fubar BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

King's
NEW ORLEANS (Jan. 3) - A man who initially told police gunmen kidnapped his 2 1/2-year-old son was arrested Saturday, accused of committing an "extremely hideous" murder because he was ordered to pay child support, Police Superintendent Warren Riley said. Danny Platt confessed, told police where to find the child's body and will be booked on a charge of first-degree murder in the death of Ja' Shawn Powell, Riley said at a news conference. He had said he would kill either his wife or his child before he paid child support," which he recently had been ordered to do, Riley said. Riley said he did not know the amount of child support and would not describe how the boy was killed, saying the coroner would do that after the autopsy was complete. The coroner's spokesman did not immediately return a call. "The mother is in a safe place," Riley said. Although he had visiting rights, Platt, 22, of New Orleans, had never visited the boy until he picked him up Friday, Riley said.Police put ou

Dani's Nusery Rhyme
~Dani's nusery rhyme~ In that cold winter morning You can hear some voices calling They found Dani, and she was sleeping Now the voices started screaming She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again Dani can’t walk, Dani can’t breath Dani can’t talk, Dani can’t weep Dani can just smile, yes She can smile until her ears They said Dani was so good May they have not understood? Her white flower was so pure But somebody’s found the cure She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again D

My Valentine
WELL VALENTINE'S DAY IS RIGHT ROUND THE CORNER AND POOR SANTA HAS BEEN SOOOO BUSY WITH ALL THE GIFTS AND SUCH THAT HE HAS NO DATE. CUPID'S ARROW HAS MISSED HIM. SO HE NEEDS YOUR HELP. SANTA HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH HIS XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HE DECIDED TO HOLD A VALENTINE DATE SALUTE CONTEST. FOR THOSE WHO MISSED THE XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HERE ARE THE RULES. SUBMIT A SALUTE (OR TWO). THE SALUTE CAN BE ANYTHING THAT U THINK MIGHT GRAB THE JUDGES ATTENTION. OH YEAH THERE WILL BE A PANEL OF 3 ANONYMOUS JUDGES TO DECIDE WHAT SALUTE WINS. THE CRITERIA FOR THE JUDGING IS ORIGINALITY/CREATIVITY 40% SEXUALITY 30% TIME AND EFFORT 20% AND RATES 10%. ALL ENTRIES WILL BE DUE BY 9PM FU-TIME ON FRIDAY THE 13TH OF FEBRUARY. IF THERE IS A TIE THEN A SEPARATE JUDGE WILL DECIDE THE WINNER OUT OF THE FINALISTS. SANTA WILL LEAVE IT ENTIRELY UP TO THE JUDGES TO PICK HIS DATE. THE WINNER WILL RECEIVE AN AUTO 11 BLING AND BE PIMPED OUT BY SANTA. YOUR NAME WILL BE IN MY STATUS AND IN MY NAME FOR A WEEK AND

Very Happy!!!!!
Just when you really think life is crap and thats just the way it is... something truly amazing happens...and just like that the world is this wonderful glorious place and you can't stop smiling.... this is exactly where i am i love life and am very very thankfull for the ones i love and who love me too! you know who you are and thanks..I'll always love you!

Ruler Of The Whole Everything
Okay. So there was this one time, when I was like 20 years old or so. I worked in a dumpy little retail store as a manager. I thought I was hot shit because I was a senior store supervisor and I could boss people around and whatnot. One of my job duties as “ruler of the whole everything” (by which I mean Sr. Store Supervisor of course) was to take the monies from the previous days’ sales to the bank to deposit. Which, hello… as ruler of the whole everything was the most major of responsibilities you could lay on a 20 year old, right? This only served to further encourage my (apartment sized) authority complex. Because really, what other 20 year old was in charge of thousands of dollars every day? I didn’t know any. You point him out to me, and I’ll just knock him down a peg and explain why I ruled more than he did. True facts. Anycrap, back on subject here. Although I was the ruler of the whole everything, I wasn’t in charge of the scoping out of new employees, or else I would have

Social Disgrace
Hey, this is J, host/ creator of the youtube show, Social Disgrace. Here You can Leave me messages, rants, raves and all that other bullshit. Be sure to check out the show. www.youtube.com/jloyche33 Later. J

Pain
IT SUCKS!!! I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of being like this day in and day out I'm sick of waking up in pain I'm sick of going to bed in pain I'm sick of all the pills I have to take I'm just so tired of hurting everyday I want it to go away but I know it never will My pain is here for the rest of my life If people can't deal with me like this, or deal with my disabilities then they don't need to be a part of my life.

Janice, The Love Of My Life!
Janice, I love you, I need you, I miss you and the biggest mistake I ever made in my life was hurting you BECAUSE YOURE EVERYTHING IN LIFE TO ME! EVERYTHING I LOVE, NEED AND MISS! AND WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU THE ONLY REASON I EVER GET UP IN THE MORNINGS TO LIVE MY LIFE BUT THE HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU AND GETTING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS WHENEVER YOUD LET ME AS YOUR MAN IS NOT ONLY ALL I EVER WISH ON BUT THAT HOPE IS THE ONLY DAMN THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY THAT IF I WERE TO HAVE TO LIVE ALL THE REST OF IT WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD THEN SOMEHOW SEE TO IT THAT IT WOULD BE THE END OF THIS MISERY THAT I CALL A LIFE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, MISERY, SORROW AND ALL THOSE THINGS WRAPPED INTO ONE ARE ALL YOU COULD REALLY SAY THAT IT HAS BEEN IF YOU DONT COUNT THE TIMES THAT IVE HAD YOU! YOURE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Funitime
Its chilly when its cold!------------- Don't worry just be! ---------------- Try me on for size!------------------- your a Funny Fucker!------------------ To Swig or not to Swig that is!------- Pie Perfect!-------------------------- Whats up Cherry Pop!------------------ Lick it then Stick it!---------------- Ride it like a snow sled!------------- Sfinkter Clause!---------------------- My Goggy (good doggy)!---------------- Pretty Slitty kitty!------------------ Slamit Damnit!------------------------ Thats a nice Hose hound for my front yard! Look at this dump truck all stuck in the muck like a stupid fuck!---------------------- Roll with the turns baby!------------- Try a fat chick on your stick!-------- Pussy lovers Lunch box!--------------- I like sushi! mushu shushi!

Fu - Own Me !!
I recently noticed I been getting Fu - owened. And I think its kinda cute and funny. SO for all who are interested get into the game. And try your best to make me yours. Thats right, FU - OWN me. Lets see the fun and games begin .

Wedding Blogs
HEY YALL ARE INVITED FOR A WEDDING THAT WILL TAKE PLACE 3:00 A.M. CST TIME TOMORROW MORNING CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE AND YOU CAN WITNESS BUTTERFLY AND HAWTCOMMODITY GETTING MARRIED CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO ENTER WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Reflections In The Mirror On The Road Of Life
At some point in my life, things changed irrevocably. Life and the way I viewed it altered completely. Some would say that this is a good thing, others are more of the belief that I am being a fool and not being careful. I am still unsure myself as to which of these is true. I wonder some days if it was worth it. The changes I have made, the steps I have taken, and the things I have done. I suppose at the end of the day so to speak, I am the only person who can make that judgement. Still sometimes it is difficult to look in the mirror and see the man reflected back at me. While I know there is no point in mulling over what might have been, I still wonder if I had done things differently, would the person I see be the same, or would there be a different man facing me. Some days my reflection appears as clear as a sunny day and my path is easy to find while others it is like looking into the face of a stranger, not knowing who I am or what I am doing here. Every road in life contains man

A Mom's Letter To Her Baby Boy
November 26, 2008 My Dearest Matthew, When I was pregnant with you I was really excited because I wanted to have a baby with your father whom I have liked for a long time. I met your father when I was 11 years old. We talked a lot and he was over at my house a lot. We kept in touch for a very long time and went places together. He left and moved away to Oklahoma and I didn't see him for awhile. When he moved back here where I was we started to talk again. Very quickly we fell in love and I knew that I wanted to be with him for ever. Once we were together we decided to try and have a child. We already had children from previous marriages but wanted to try one last time for a child together. When we found out about you we were so excited to hear the news. We went shopping and bought you a few things and told the kids about you being here. We picked out a name for you that had your grandma's initials in it. Dad wanted it that way because he misses his mom so much since she passed awa

Stickam.com
COME TO THIS WEBSITE AND MEET PPL U WUD NEVER KNOW IN REAL LIFE SOME LIVE ALL AROUND THE WORLD BUT I WARN U THIS SHYT IS SO FUCKING ADDICTING BUT NO PERVES NEEEDED GO TO STICKAM.COM MAKE A PROFILE PUT PICS MUSIC VIDS BACK GROUND JUST DO NOT BE A PERVE AND DONT SHOW UR BODY OFF WE DONT NEED THAT I AM MATT IN MANASSAS VIRGINIA 18 IVE BEEN ON IT FOR 2 YEARS AND HAPPILY WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SO IM TAKEN SO BITCHES ( SLUTS ) STAY AWAY I USUSALLY DONT TYPE ON THIS SHYT BUT WHAT EVER MY LINK TO STICKAM IS WWW.STICKAM.COM/NICEGUY247 COPY AND PASTE IT AND SEE WHO I AM MSG ME ON AIM IF U NEED HELP HVIPER1990 THANKS

Mine
October 11th, 1986, I was born. May have not impacted the world then, but I think I may have done a few things since that I can be very proud of. I finished high school, for once...lol. I grew up knowing not how to fail. When I found a fork in the road, I tried my best to choose the best route to go. When I found a wall, I climbed it, one way or another, but Ill admit, sometimes I didnt climb the wall, I just took a cannon to it. Though I owe it to my mom. Some of you may know her, most dont, but she is one incredible woman. Never once told me to find an easy way out of things, always told me to never quit, but to be the best I can be. Everytime it came down to the point where I knew I would put my name in the record books, she was always watching, cheering me on. I know there was a time or two where she may not have been able to make it and see me do something awesome, but I knew that I was on her mind the whole time. And to see her light up when I told her how I did my best, s

Out On The Line
Hello... Every year I try to take the time to write something as a creative outlet. In the past I have written a short story, poems, a screenplay, and a mad rambling or two. This year I decided to write a play, only thing is... I'm going to do it in a way I've never done before.. online with each scene being made public upon completion, which leave no opportunity for corrections and rewrites. So over the next year another scene will be added from time to time until I feel it is completed.... or I get bored with it,which ever comes first. Again this is just a creative outlet for me that I've decided to use openly. I make no promises of quantity or quality of what follows. With that being said... allow me to explain my idea. The play will be titled "Out On the Line" and will take place in an urban setting, high above a busy street on a clothes line. It will take place from sunset to sundown. The characters will be different pieces of clothing hanging out on a line. Each

Leaving....
hey every1.......i dnt gt on here 2 much so i figured dat id delete my profile!!! =D if ne1 wnts 2 gt up wit me... u cn find me on myspace/TAGGED/yahoo messenger chynawhite502@yahoo.com use dat email 4 those places u cn find me....bt u cn also add me 2 yahoo messenger if u wnt wit dis otha email 2... ghettotinky@yahoo.com MUCH LUV @ U ALL!!!! =D *MUAH* THANK U, *T-Baby*

Weight Loss
ok so i have decided to lose weight in the new year. i am doing this by going on a low carb diet and slowly increasing my excercise. i also decided that i am not gonna use pounds to judge how much i lose but inches. i will be updating this every week with my new measurements so my friends can keep up with how i'm doing. please feel free to leave comments as they will help me along the way. day 1 measurments neck 19 inches arm 23.5 inches leg 40.5 inches waist 57 inches hips 75 inches day 1 pic start of week 2 measurments neck 19 arm 23.5 leg 40 .5 in loss waist 56.5 .5 in loss hips 74 1 in loss total 2.5 in loss so far no pic i forgot start of week 3 measurements neck 18 1 in loss arm 23.5 leg 40 waist 55.5 1 in loss hips 74 so 2 in total loss this week start of week 3 pic remember to check back each saturday to see how i'm doing

You Got Growin' Up To Do
Joshua Radin - You Got Growin' Up To Do (feat. Patty Griffin) I've been down this road before I walk out the door Leave you on the floor Sometimes you run and hide Your foolish pride's what keeps me from giving you more So the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone 'Cause you got growing up to do Some day I'll return when it's time for payment in kind The church bells are chimed You stand before me surrounded by lights Dressed in white You threw flowers in the air this night But the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Looks like the rain is pouring down on me It's drowning me now and all I want is to come back home And this old corduroy coat is not keeping me dry But I can think of what else to try That's why the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Yeah The best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alo

Im In An Auction!!!!!!
Come bid on your favorite fu!!!! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here are the auction entries! THE HOST: VAs Fynest DAWNMARIE FREYA SWEETSEXYMOMMA ANGELSFALLS LIL SPICEY SOUTHERN BELLE STARRY DEVILISH DESIRE JADED ONE THCKNLUVIT

~the Meaning Of Gestures~
What the gesture means... -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice: Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. Peace.

Fu Retards
See this guy here he has no life, he makes up a private page, then goes around rating 1's I guess he doesn't have real responsibilities in life & has nothing better to do with his time. WHAT A LOSER!!!

Sukisuki
I feel empty inside. There's nothing, no light. Just a cold breeze in a vacant hotel room, this is my heart. looks like you checked out. I sit on the edge of the bed and stare into the mirror. You'll come back just like you always do. Why does everything feel temporary when it could be forever. Forever alone.How far past gone am I? Will anything ever change? probably not in my life time. I am growing old with out you and it pains my heart. Why is every song sung about you, every thing i see reminds me of you. Maybe a caged bird knows this feeling. I've covered the physical scars. I know this feeling and I know it far too well. It hurts the same each time. Pain like this does not get any better or worse. I bandage my wounds the best I can. I tell my self its "okay". I make excuses for the reasons why its "okay". I don't feel "okay" ♥ Cover the windows, close your eyes. Turn the T.V. on.... Drown out the cries. Wipe your tears and say your goodbyes. ♥ This is what

Amerip;an Healthcare
I represent a 17 year old, #1 rated Nationwide Discount Healthcare Company, Ameriplan Healthcare, which offers affordable full range of benefit plans for individuals and all household family members related or not for one low monthly fee. There are four plans to choose which are the Dental Plus($14.95-$19.95) Basic Health($29.95),Total Health($39.95) and Total Health Plus($59.95) medical individual or family programs. There are no age limits and most ongoing pre-existing conditions are included. There are no paperwork, no pre-authorizations for treatment required, no deductibles, no waiting periods as with traditional health plans and you may begin using the plan immeadiately with instant savings. Benefits for the Dental Plus program include savings on Dental,Vision, Prescriptions and Chiropractic Care. Medical programs offer the Dental Plus AND Doctor Visits, Ancillary Care, Podiatry Services, 24-hour Nurseline, Diabetic Supplies and Hospital Advocacy Program for anticipated

Devorce
no matter how long uve been married & then separated devorce is hard i have been away from my husband for well over 8 years & finally paying way to much finacaly & emotionally for something he is sitting back & not even helping me on. I know im ready to be devorced from this so called human being but what was supposed to cost me under $400.00 is now almost $1000.00 & what was supposed to be 3 weeks is almost 3 to 4 months. I thank god him & i never had children together, then he would make it harder then this really is now. I'm in 1 state he is in another & all he has to do is answer the door & sign 1 or 2 pieces of paper you think he could do that much heck no he cant & now the judge is threatening to pull us both in court. Well there is no way in hell i would allow him near me or even see me. I thought he would have wanted this over more then i do but im finding no matter what once some1 controls you they dont want to stop. He is trying to control me & im hoping he is figuring out t

I Don't Need...
I don't need... A man telling me I'm beautiful...I am I don't need your approval A man telling me that I'm sexy...I am and I certainly don't need your approval on that one A man on fubar telling me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me...you don't know me and by tomorrow we won't be talking...so quit your crap! A man asking to see my nsfw...hello! see above. There are only the select few that see those and that's not to get approval that I'm sexy...if I wasn't i wouldn't have posted them in the first place. A man telling me what I need to do with my relationship...I make mistakes, I make my own choices either good or bad...its my life. Check yourself before you judge me. A man telling me that they love plus sized women...I don't care. I'm not yours and let's get facts straight...most don't. So my beauty is for the select few and that makes me a rare gem! :P That is all!!!

Love Poem # 1
Poem Called: "Never Thought" Our love, that started as a game, I never thought I'd one day be crying with the feeling of never ending pain. The day you looked me in my eyes I never thought you could tell so many lies, one day you were there and the next day gone. But I still love you the same, even after you did me wrong.

Love Poem # 2
One Love As you stray your hands All the way through my light hair One simple touch of your hand Makes my body shiver everywhere. The way you hold me so closely Into the deep, starry, black sky With each touch of your hands Makes my body feel free to fly. Looking a little bit deeper You see the shade of my eyes You know all of my fears You know how many times I have cried. It all seems perfect But it's not as good as it seems I can't have him ever because This love was only a dream. So True......

Poem Called Touch Me
Touch me softly, With your beautiful lips Touch me gently, Put your hands on my hips, Touch me, You won't hurt me, If you do it passionately It's the middle of the night And my body is calling your name, I'll touch you, If you do the same Just touch me, I'll touch you, I need you, I need you to touch me........... Mmmmmm...