I feel empty inside. There's nothing, no light. Just a cold breeze in a vacant hotel room, this is my heart. looks like you checked out. I sit on the edge of the bed and stare into the mirror. You'll come back just like you always do. Why does everything feel temporary when it could be forever. Forever alone.How far past gone am I? Will anything ever change? probably not in my life time. I am growing old with out you and it pains my heart. Why is every song sung about you, every thing i see reminds me of you. Maybe a caged bird knows this feeling. I've covered the physical scars. I know this feeling and I know it far too well. It hurts the same each time. Pain like this does not get any better or worse. I bandage my wounds the best I can. I tell my self its "okay". I make excuses for the reasons why its "okay". I don't feel "okay"
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Cover the windows, close your eyes.
Turn the T.V. on.... Drown out the cries.
Wipe your tears and say your goodbyes.
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This is what you do to me.
Its always the same, Its not just me giving the world excuses. Sit me down again and tell me why you can't treat me right. Tell me some more lies. Why. I can't find peace. The only reason I hang on is for you. Maybe I seem hopeless but if that was true I would not be anymore. The blood I bleed is for you.Is true Love suicide?
