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Friday 6 April 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. SALUTE CONTEST, ENDS APRIL 7th 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000

Down With All The Changes
Hmmmmm I wonder, Baby J how would you and Social Concepts like it if we, the people of Cherry Tap took a stand by not helping fund Cherry Tap anymore. What if we canceled our VIC What if we stopped buying blast and happy hours What if we stopped recruiting new members for you We have rights as paying consumers of this site and why are our rights being ignored? 90 % of people who write you for answers or have something to say are ignored. Why is that? Why change what was a wonderful and great thing? Why take away our adult privileges when this "Claims" to be an adult site? Why have a rule that you have to be 18 and older to join if the site is going to become child safe? I would love for some answers from someone. I also am going to write Social Concepts who if you look at the bottom of the Cherry Tap log in page is who sponsors Cherry Tap. If you notice also when you go to pay pal now to get a blast or pay for a service of Cherry Tap it goes to Social Concepts. I hav

Rantings And Mumbles Of A Troubled Mind...
well im home and really looking forward to seeing my baby boys.. Im irritated and repressed but i dont care. my boys are the most important to me and everything else can wait i guess! my soon to be ex wife decided shes a lesbian now and im happy that she is happy. Im just ready to mmove on with my life and be me. Im tired of changing myself for other people and ending up tired, hurt, and alone! Its 6 in the morning and i cant sleep. Between the migraine and the thoughts in the rattled head. I sit here and think about people i have lost and things that i always wanted to do that i still havent done. Its like beating yourself up for not realizing your dreams. I hate looking backwards cause you never see all the good things that you have done, all you see are the places that you screwed up or made mistakes. Hindsight is twenty twenty right? Oh well no one really wants to listen to me complain that my life isnt what i planned it to be so i will wander off again! Back into the swirling sand

Walk In The Rain
*Exercise for Older Adults:* Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 5-lb potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. Each day, you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer. After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato sacks. Then try 50-lb potato sacks and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than full minute. *(I'm at this level)* For Belinda Emmett. Keep this one going please!!! In memory of Belinda Emmett, in appreciation of Kylie Minogue, and anyone else you know that has been struck down by cancer A handsome, middle-aged man

Im Going Crazy
Is there something wrong with me i mean i got all these friends but it just seems like none of them really care to talk to me i mean is there something about me that turns people away. I mean i think im a sweet and careing person and would do anything for anybody.Im just wondering what the hell is wrong with me. im not sure what to do im debating on weather to stay here at ct or just leave i was really hopeing to make some cool friends when i got here but i guess i just dont have the right personality for the ppl on here. sorry but just had to get that off my mind. and this seems like the place i can do it. === 'southern rebel girl' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-17 05:42:50'.. > > please please please come and help me if you're my friend. > > my son in now up to 3rd place in the best kid contest contest, and i need help ASAP to get back into the lead. t comments between us and the contest ends april 21st so not long to go. > > just click on the photo below then ra

Eulogy Of The Saddened Soul
All she ever asked " " Was that so hard to do? Now all she can say is " " And I'm wonderin why you don't even care. Is all I ever see in her...all I hear when she cries cuz of how many lies you've promised and how many times you've torn her apart inside. I don't really think so...and if it's true than you got a fucked way of puttin it through. Yeah I know she spits the message right back but maybe just maybe that's cuz you caused her to crack. and the only thing I see you riskin is money and time and the life that you seem to want so badly that you'd do nothing for. and you...you about killed her. But you can't even see that what you did made her stronger and made her realize that she doesn't need anyone...not even you...at all anymore. And I'm so afraid that one of these days you're going to hurt her so bad that she's gunna say "

I Brought Sexie Back Aka Jaybaby's Girl
I'm happy to say that I love cherrytap.com I have met some great people one person in particular (JayBaby) much luv to everyone out there. Especially to Jay may peace be with you as you cross the seas. Know that my heart is here always and will never leave. Hurry Back!! One Luv, Real luv, always and forever

Music Related
I would have posted this yesterday as a tribute to Layne Staley.. As yesterday marked 5 years since his passing.. However I just joined this site only this morning.. So, with this being said,here it is... .......RIP LAYNE STALEY....... .......YOUR WINGS ARE NO LONGER DENIED.......

Poetry In Motion
Here I am, here to serve your every need. Here I am, to show you the great places that you have never been before. Here I am, to hold you and to be your shoulder to cry on. And here I am, to give you all the love that I have and to support you. Just look at you. With a smile on your face that will make me smile too. I wish I could just reach out and touch you, grab onto your hand and walk together side by side. I will do whatever you ask of me. For I pledge my life and my love to you. I love you so much, and I am so lucky to have you. (Another blog dedication to Christopher McConathy) What is in my mind right about now? Well a lot of things actually. I have just graduated from a community college here in Michigan and I'm going on to a University. But thing is, I have to tread lightly bcuz of a couple of stories that I have heard from friends. But that does not matter, all it matters is that I'm doing my business and that is how I will leave it at that. Plus, the love of my life, (Ch

Good Friday
show somw luv yall bomb me plz http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&i=2429522696 all juggalos order merch. from hatchetgear.com, this order i placed on 4-6-07 and i got it in the mail today only five days to ship to me in west bend,wi. bomb this pic as many times as u want http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&i=2429522696 thank u

Yea Imma Bloggin
As the time passes so do we another place another time they see with us gone the world still turns in their eyes our memories we burn trees fall buildings crumble water turns to ash but all that waz there is just now in the past forever we all strive to hold on but again our world is gone it might seem like where all here but to them its just another tear for we are all just memories in the past and for now i must finish and leave u at last yo people just wanted to let you know even know no one really cares, but Imma DADDY!!! she's a beautiful lil thang and just melts my heart!!

Keep Kids Safe
When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house and red, blue, green, dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. The best thing is that you can show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. Another tool to help us keep our kids safe. Amazing how well this is done. Know your neighbors and send on for the safety of your kids, grandkids, nieces, nephews, and others. Happy Easter. Steve www.familywatchdog.us

Easter - Origin
Easter is a vernal equinox festival that honors the coming of spring and the sun. It is named after the Anglo-Saxon goddess of the Dawn and Spring named Eostre. It celebrates the triumph of spring over winter and life over death. The Norse Eostur, Eastar, Ostara, and Ostar, means season of the growing sun. In Wales Alban Eiler, eos is nightingale, ostl is inn, os is branch. The festival lasts a month and is called Eastur-monath (pron. eh-YAW-stir MOH-nawth). When Christianity arrived, the church substituted Paschal fires, fires for Christ, for the old ones. Easter became Christ’s resurrection. Easter Eggs The egg is one of the oldest Springtime symbols in the world. Ancient Persians, Phoenicians, Hindus and Egyptians believed the world began with an egg. A legend says a great egg broke in half forming the earth and sky with the yolk as the sun. Eggs were given as gifts in ancient China, Greece and Rome. The Celts worshipped serpents eggs that stood for eternal life.

Religion
"Catholic - which I was until I reached the age of reason." - George Carlin (It also applies to me.) "Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man...living in the sky. Who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these 10 things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever, 'til the end of time. But he loves you. He loves you. He loves you and he needs money!" - George Carlin

Nin
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Smack!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Just S Ome Codes
So I was given some books last summer to read.. I didn't get to reading them.. But 2 weeks ago I picked one up to read.. Thinking the book was going to be hot and steamy, I start to read it.. It was very good until the big frist time that make love.. The Auther used words that made me laugh so hard.. who uses words like juncture and globes? Come on.. " He slid one hand from her brest down to her damp stomach to the curls at the juncture of her thighs..." I think that is funny.. Also later The Ather caller her breast globes.. lol this is my book reviwe on a book calld Craving Beauty By Nalini Singh.. It is a ok book made me smile... Music Video Code | Nashvi

Silent Tears
The day is done, The time is here, For the light to disapper, And it is, with a sigh, That i turn to you, And say goodbye, For in the night, I feel you cry. Silent tears so soft and slow, In your heart is where they flow. I feel you weep, I feel you surrender, To those fears you won't remember. So close your eyes, Let your sprit soar, And in your heart, Fear no more. I will guide you through the pain, So that you may dream again. As with spring, comes new rain, So the dawn shall break again.

Help!!!
Most of my life I wasnt over weight and sense I broke my leg and had to have surgery to put it back together I have gained so much weight and I just and cant seem to lose but maybe a few pounds here and there and then I just cant lose anymore. I know getting older makes it alot harder to lose but what can I do should I get the lap band surgery or just keeping working on it myself?

Cherrytap Rules
HERES THE DEAL LIKE IT OR THE REAL FUCKING TRUTH ABOUT ALL THE RULES!CT STAFF MADE A DECISION TO TIME OUT COMMENTS AND RATES DUE TO ALOT CHEATERS USING A PROGRAM CALLED GREASE MONKEY WHICH COULD RATE ALOT PICS IN SECONDS.NOW YOU TELL ME IF THATS FUCKING FAIR FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TRYING TO GET RATES BY WORKING HARD OR RATING PICS.CHERRY TAP IF FOR FUN AND CHEATERS WILL BE SERVED.DONT YOU THINK BOUNCERS HAVE HEARD ENOUGH SHIT INCLUDING STAFF.I THINK THE NSFW IS SILLY TO A POINT BUT NOONE WANTS TO SEE NOTHING BUT TITS AND ASS ANYWAYS AND ITS NOT BAD FOR THE SITE TO WANT TO KEEP IT MILD.I DO THINK NSFW JUST CAUSE UR FACE AINT IN IT SUCKS BUT LET ME TELL YOU NOONE HAS TO PAY TO BE HERE AND IF THEY SPEND MONEY ITS THIER CHOICE AND TRUST ME ALL THE NEW RULES ARE WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN.GROW THE FUCK UP HOW CAN ANYONE BE PISSED AT A FREE SITE THAT DONT CHARGE ALL MEMBERS.IF YOU RANT YOU WILL GET DELETED ITS CALLED RULES ! EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE AND IT IS THEN THIER RIGHT TO SAY THIS I

Amazing Pages I Found On Cherrytap
I truly love all my cherries pages but today i had some time to actually go through this man's page and was just in awe at all the talent his family has and just all the stashes he shares.. if u have some time today or tomorrow go check out this man's page what a talented family..hugs all Metroseksual@ CherryTAP

As Far As The Eye Can See
I DON’T KNOW BUT IM FEELIN CONFUSED...I HOPE U AINT THA TYPE 2 PLAY WIT EMOTIONS DUDE…I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT I NO WHAT LOVE IS ABOUT… I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT DON’T PUT IN FRONT OF ME DOUBT…I BEEN HURT KILLED WHAT EVER YOU WANNA CALL IT…I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT I SURVIVED 2 B A STRONG BITCH…EMOTIONS CAN B DANGEROUS EMOTIONS CAN B HOT…I CAN SHOW U THAT LOVE WHEN EVERY 1 ELSE IS NOT…THIS LOVE I GOT IS THA LOVE THAT I FEEL AND RIGHT NOW IM JUS BEIN 2 REAL NO RUSH NO HURRY BUT DON’T WAIT TIL U DAMN NEAR 30 I DON’T KNOW WHAT U FUKKED WIT BUT I NO WHAT I FUKKED WIT I AINT INTO PLAYIN GAMES IN SHIT..THAT THIS IS WORTHLESS THA SHIT IS A WASTE WTF I GOTTA LIE TO YOU FOR IN YA FACE...IM MATURE IM REAL BUT BABY U CANT C OR FEEL IM THINKIN TO MYSELF WTF IS THA DEAL WHY WAIT WHY WAIT WHY WAIT THIS FEELIN INSIDE I NO U MY FATE...YOU MOTIVATE ME YOU ENJOY ME YOU TASTE ME BUT IN THA END THIS SHIT SEEMS FAKE TO ME TIMES IT SEEMS LIKE U CARE BUT AT TIME WHEN U IN FRONT OF ME I CANT C YOU THERE

New Contest I'm Holding
I am wanting to host a Favorite Tattoo contest. I want to start it on Sunday, April 8th, and run it through the following Sunday, April 15th. If you or anybody you know has a kick ass tattoo. Send me a PM with a link to the tat pic you want to use. There will be a first, second and third place winner. Winners are chosen by # of comments if there should be a tie, then ratings will be added to the score. Self comment bombing will be allowed, and as always please be courtious to others, any one who is caught being unfriendly to another contestant will be disqualified from the contest. Thanks everybody I hope to have a wonderful contest!!

Sea Of Red
Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No," he responded. "Heading out?" I asked. "No. I'm escorting a soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family," he replied. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilo

Andie's Goodie Box
Hey family and friends and anyone else--new pic submitted for your approval and comments. You will find it in my NSWF album! Have a great Easter! Andie Please please vote for me!!! Hugs and kisses, Andie CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!

Poem 1
Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love. You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciativ

Not A Good Day For Me
omg what else can go wrong today first i get up my computer didnt want to start i had to fight for 30minutes to get it on them i went to do my comment bombing and it keept telling me i reached the level for the day for my rank which is a bunch of bullcrap.... then my hubby called me he got pulled while in texas and found out his licenses was susspened over a $18 fine so now hes stuck in texas until we get it all straight. he was suppose to be haome tomorrow but now wont be until saturday night or monday morning. so my kids and i get to spend easter by ourselfes... then dinner plans get messed up on my inlaws and i... then i almost got into a accident cause people around here dont know how to drive.. then my friend was suppose to come over and check out my computer but he was not able to cause his day got messed up as well... sorry guys i just had to vent and get it off my chest but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me

Friends
WOW MY DAY COULDN'T HAVE BEEN ANY WORSE... MY HUSBAND MY NIECE AND ME WHERE DRIVING... MY HOME GIRL WAS BEHIND ME. I WAS BEHIND THIS COP WHO SWIRVED AROUND THIS CAR AND I DIDN'T SEE THE CAR. I SLAMMED MY BREAKS AND HIT THE CURB. MY HOMEGIRLS CAR GOT HIT FROM THE BEHIND AND HER ASS END OF HER CAR WENT UP IN THE AIR. I JUMPED OUT OF MY TRUCK AND WENT TO GET HER OUT OF HER CAR. I HAVE NEVER RAN SO FAST IN MY LIFE AND THEY SAY FAT PEOPLE SHOULD RUN...LOL ANY WAY WE ARE ALL FINE AND SHE ALMOST BEAT THE KIDS ASS WHO WAS DRIVING THE OTHER CAR.... IT IS HARD TO CONTROL A PUERTO RICAN WOMAN WHEN SHE IS MAD... I AM GLAD IT IS ALL OVER. (October 17, 2007) — Every weekday morning during the school year, Arlene Page would arrive about 6:30 at the Wilson Farms at Dewey Avenue and Bloss Street, leave her Buick LeSabre in the parking lot and take her post on the corner. Page, 58, has been a crossing guard in this northwest neighborhood — between School 30 and Thomas Jefferson High S

General Blah
Wrestlemania 23 from hooters in Davenport, Iowa This may not seem like a romantic gesture to many women, but let me remind you that I love my WWE boys. On top of that, they've got the smallest tittied hooter girls I've ever seen! First match, right off the bat start off the night with "Money In The Bank" ladder match, highlight there being when Jeff Hardy went off the top of a 15 foot ladder into Edge laying across another ladder from the ring to the barricade, Edge taken out on a stretcher. YES!! Winner of the match is Mr. Kennedy from smackdown. Eh ok outcome kinda crappy but at least Edge didn't take it. Back stage party with Cryme Tyme, the booty shakin' girls, Slick, Dusty Rhodes, Ron, Eugene, Lula and Mae Young. "DAMN!" Second highlight of the night, Mr. McMahon is BALD!! It took a stunner or 2 and all 3 men (Lashley, Stone Cold, and Trump) to hold the boss man in the chair, but so be it! Stone Cold being his typical beer drinkin', ass kickin' self. Stunners were also delive

Thankful Contest Is Over + Other Stuff
Wow am I Thankfull that Morph Contest is over.Very Grueling Affair.Lost a few good friends threw misunderstandings,met possible new friends.Ran into 2 friends from my Netfriendships days,they are now friends with me now,Roger + Dhana.If all my friends had a Sweet Heart, like Maniacal Bliss,Honey,Lizzy,Shyla + Friends,SimplyComplicated,These Lady's mention'd here went way beyond what I ever exspected,These Lady's mention here should get a Plaque for the 1,000 + Vote Team.There were 63 Friends in all that Voted for me well.I'm very Greatfull for that Unity.If all 174 friends could have got involved,I mighta took 2nd.I should have proberly went with Xeromancer's that I'm useing now instead of Maddness Morph that was my First.Glad it's over__________________________ Sundays I Fish,but other days that I'm not around it's internet issues,the comp I use is atleast to old.Originally came with windows 2000,now it has XP no burner,no longer an usb port for cam pic's,or my Maniacal Bliss Salut

Night Rose Writings
Well all, hello everyone! I'm Tempest Rose, and am proud to call myself a writer. So..ten to one I'll be posting my stories on here for all of you to read. I'm currently working on my first book, Notte Rosa, and hope to be done with it soon. Well..I suppose that's all for me right now. I'll post the Prologue of Notte Rosa soon, I promise ~Tempest~

For My Heros
hey im trying to get my page together and i would like to add some people to it... as u should kno my page is dedicated to the soldiers and ppl helping to kepp this world going around.. if u feel u fit that category write me some how and tell me its ok to get ur link and i will add u to my page... thank u

Some Erotic Things
Soft sleep..feeling myself rise. your mouth..i awaken to your tongue..licking my nipples. they rise and harden..tighten as you suck and bite gently. mmmm..so good..to feel your hardness, your warmth in the morning. your fingers seeking my wet pussy..knowing i am still full of cum from the night before. god..can i ever have enough of you, or you me? i don't know..as i moan when i feel your lips then your teeth biting my shoulder. moving up to the curve in my neck you suck..marking me as yours. feeling your fingers pinch and twist my nipples as you trace your tongue up to my ear. your mouth on me.. by Warmspirit

My Myspace Blog
Please read this entry if you are in a mood for thinking.... Evil Mind Butterfies 11 Thank you! Anji My other Blog This the link to the other blog I always blog on (if that's how you say it) If you REALLY want to get to know me, read this one. I'll put in every once in a while that I updated it. So yeah there you go! =D Much luv

06 Apr 2007
hmmmm well today sucks ass... today was suppose to be my 6th anniversary... well I'm divorced, so I didn't make 6 years. Oh well... at least now I'm able to live the single life, and not have any major worries. Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Just wanted to send a shout out to everyone!! Things are going good for me here... loving my job I have now... loving the single life.... enjoying not having hardly any worries right now!!! You would think.. after being married 2 times.. and dating since I was 14.. I would understand why someone would act like they were totally in love with me.. and then one day out of no where.. just flat out stop talking, no saying I don't want to be with you, no saying I don't want to talk anymore. Absolutely no words... All I can say is... I'm done dating! I don't need the drama that comes with it. He knows who he is that hurts me! Never thought a lousy explanation would be so much to ask for. Guess its just another man to pr

...i Guess, I'm A Hero (true Story).
I don't even know how to begin this. Latley, I've been feeling really down thinking about my life and how it has little or no positive direction. Yes, I can admit I've been feeling depressed thinking about my life and what my future may hold if any. Well, that's beside the point. Today at work, one of the Special Ed kids started yelling, cussing, and kicking a dog next door which has neen labeled as "the Haunted House" ever since I was a student there. Well, one of the Pit-Bulls next door didn't take too kindly to this kid. I'll call him "Marty". The Dog bit Marty's foot and yanked his leg through the bottom of the fence. As he dog was Gnawing on his foot and pulling him in, the bottom of the chain linked fence was cutting into "Marty's leg. Soon after, there was a "call 911" over the radio. My job, as the school's campus aide required me me investigate what was going on, since everything that was called over the radio was not clear due to the yelling, screaming, crying a

What Man / Woman Would U Pick N Why?
Ladies/Gentlemen, Which would you choose??? And why!!! 1. The man/woman that owns his own business, but will be in the same town for years to come. He's very sweet and will take care of you, but he's boring. 2. The man/woman that is young, energetic, willing to try new things.. But has not yet established a career. He's gonna make it big soon, but tends to be self absorbed and needy. 3. The man/woman that has a 12 more years to retire, will travel the world in the meantime for work with you by his side, but is a liar and you can't trust him. 4. The man/woman that has very little to offer you, but loves you unconditionally. You would have to struggle and there's no telling what would happen in the future. PRPrincess

Sex On The Job??
Sex on the Job Or With Some One You Work With !!!! This is a spin-off of the Corrections Officer thread where a few folks talked about Inmates having sex with the Prision Guards. ??? So the question is ??? 1) Have you ever had sex while on the job either on or off the clock? Or Have you ever had sex with some one you worked with at the same time phase ? ( while both of you are still presently work for the same company, office etc.) 2) How was the work relationship afterwords, did having sex with that person you worked with change for a better or worst? 3) Did any of your other co-wokers find out about it and how did they response to you and treated you from there on? 4) Did management find out you had sex with another co-worker and what did they have to say (or) how were you treated from that point on, did you get repramanded for you actions or lost you job? ***If not would you have sex on the job or with so

Very First Blog
My daughter is in town, Im so excited! We have both been sharing the computer and taking turns on Here CT.Actully we we are now timing it.We are laughing It its so funny, about who can stay on the shorest time.... I just wanted to share this. Oh my daughter is "FIRE" on my family, fan. Please go check her out she is really cute. OK goto go!!! Angeleyes4u~

~poems~
~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........ ~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE..... ~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING T

Random Stuff
~~ LOVE ~~ LOVE! what is it really ? does everyone have there own real visions on what it really is .. who actually knows what it is? alot of people say you always have that feeling and it never goes away that you have butterflies in your stomach and everytime you see them your heart melts... do you feel it's true? i personaly don't.. i feel love is different in all ways like everybody is different everyone has diffent types of love... list what you think is true about love see how many people actually say what they think love is you'll be surprised!... i think love is all and all fairy tale that everybody looks for and hopes to get one day and once they find it they try everything to hold on to it even if the love has grown apart. but i do believe you can fall in love yes but i believe also that it can fool you and it can actually be lust! so if you do find love think real hard about it and make sure it's real love or just lust!.... well i decided to change how i am and look a

Watch Out For This Person , A Hater!
This person goes around and just rates people 1 on their main photo! Be Careful of her! Get people like her off this site! Why do we go around and send cherry love to have people like this here! makes no sense http://cherrytap.com/user/750173

Poetry
dark desires fulfill me as i sit before the screen and wonder tender fire flowing across my skin as i seek answers to end my pain that entraps my heart for so long i find no escape just eternal damnation my failings my shrowd if only i could touch my light once more to know its soothing touch but alas i have no mercy and must continue to suffer locked in isolation no ending near FLY BACK TO ME MY ANGEL here i sit before the fire gazing into is infinite flame longing to hold the one dear to me to have them in my arms to feel there kiss upon my lips the sight of her eyes making me tremble to be lost in such beauty to enjoy the closeness alas here i am amid the flames barren and broken for i have no such love a deepness rolls into my world my heart fails to beat for i am alone and lost in the endless stars always drifting away from my dearest love never knowing her feel its a darken hell i am forsaken too may the light return to

Kitten Stuff
On news radio out of Dallas I heard that law enforcement just ran a conference to aid local police departments to crack down on slavery. The actually interviewed law enforcement officials who were shocked at the prevalence of slavery. How appalled they were to learn that a slave can be purchased for $90. To help police investigate slave situations, they listed warning signs that would give police officers a heads up on potential slave situations. These being high privacy fences, trash and junk strewn around the property, and a high number of people living in a single house.The big one was how so many of these slaves are used for sex, implying forced prostitution. So, Texas slaves may have local law enforcement fighting to liberate them and owners would have their doors knocked down and be carted off to jail because their fence is too tall, they did not clean up the trash that blew in over the weekend, and more than one person lives in a single house. May 10, 2007 08:40:43 PM

This Just Might Piss You Off!
/////////////////////////// Publisher ==> TheCEOGuy /////////////////////////// --- 2007 WAKE UP CALL! --- Are you a LOSER. Yes or NO? It's a real question. It's a serious question. It's a hard question for most. It's one that actually pisses you off, I bet! ........ Check your temperature. If you get pissed when someone asks you that question... WELL...YOU JUST ANSWERED IT! Losers respond to that question emotionally and immediately go on the DEFENSIVE trying to prove that they are NOT FAILURES. Oooooh! That's another word. Failure! Which can actually be a real world slang definition for LOSER. Check your temperature again. You pissed yet? ( --- smile --- ) Dictionary Definition ------ LOSER -------- 1. The opposite of winner. REAL WORLD DEFINITION ------- LOSER ------- 1. The opposite of winner. 2. An unpopular person. 3. A TALKER. Not a DOER. 4. A "wanna-bee". 5. Someone who alway

If Only I Knew.....
Silence can say more than a thousand words. This day shall unite us all about this unbelievable painful & shocking event and show some respect and love to those who lost their loved ones. On April 30th 2007, the Blogosphere will hold a One-Day Blog Silence in honor of the victims at Virginia Tech. More then 30 died at the US college massacre. But it´s not only about them. Many bloggers have responded and asked about all the other victims of our world. All the people who die every day. What about them? This day can be a symbol of support to all the victims of our world! All you have to do is spread the word about it and post the graphic on your blog on 30th April 2007. No words and no comments. Just respect, reflect and empathy. Spread the word about this event YEAH OK, ONE DAY YOUR JUST SITTIN THERE MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS WHEN *poof* UP POPS THIS LIL BOX ON YOUR SCREEN. WHATS DIFFERENT ABOUT THIS B

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 134
http://.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12103129 let me know what you think by: Edward James Millar The Woman I want a Dance with... Makes me smile... The Woman I want a Dance With Makes my Heart sing everytime we Talk... It Gives me Hope When the Woman I want A dance With Says She cares... And Yes thats Right... Your the woman I want a dance with... You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ranger@ Cherrytap
If U lived In an aptment.... Where someone has Fogged the aptment sent U To The Hospital... Did Everything to make you ill with bad oders and smells. Runs cold water in kitcken and bathroom all night. You went to board of heath did nothing, also tried to talk with landlords did nothing. They have even openned basement sewer. Still no one cares in bayonne about all this< and you have been living all over. Would you move or stay the fight??? UNLAWFUL FLIGHT TO AVOID PROSECUTION - FIRST DEGREE MURDER (3 COUNTS), ARSON OF AN OCCUPIED STRUCTURE ROBERT WILLIAM FISHER Photograph taken in 1999 Photograph taken in 1997 Altered Photographs Robert William Fisher Get Realplayer TRANSCRIPT OF VIDEO Video tape image depicts Robert William Fisher walking down a street in a residential neighborhood. Fisher is holding a small child and a dog is running around him. Video tape modified and sound removed. Alias: Robert W. Fisher DESCRIPTION Dat

This Was My Life. This Was My Fate.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th

Comment Bombers Needed Please!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEH

My Life
So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to irs.gov to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :( Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found he

My Very 1st Contest!
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just An Update
Have you ever had some feelins that you cant shake I mean lovin someone and feelin that their ex is goin to come back well that is what i am goin through now i mean they have children in all I do also but i am sittin here cryin bc it hurts well i am just ventin and i am sorry i need to hush now thanks for listenin Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now ok all I think this might be my last blog. i have been real busy with work and everythin else. i am not forsure if i am goin to keep this site up for me i have closed alot of muh sites down that i have up but

All Things Beautiful. (writings)
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,

Other Things
Easter has come! Here are a couple of pics where you can see traditional dyed eggs, typical where I live, i.e. in Lithuania. Enjoy the pics. Let prophets curse, this world despising, Until their bloodless lips turn blue! My friendship – like the sun arising, Like longing – I extend to you. In pitch-dark night we often blunder The clouded skies seem never bright. And yet I cannot help but wonder: Why is the earth so full of light? It's not the sun that we so cherish That every morning brings us light. It is the dawn of our great friendship That fills us brimful of delight! It keeps this world and us still going, It keeps all songs alive and gay. For friendship's sake do streams go flowing And forests sing their roundelay. Translated by Lionginas Paþûsis Written by Salomeja Neris, Lithuanian poetess European Basketball Championship 2007, men Lithuania won 7 times: 03.09.2007 vs TUR 86-69 04.09.2007 vs CZE 95-75 05.

Shady News!
Hey everyone! We just added a guestbook w/ a map on the Shady profile! We want to see everyone sign it across the globe, ya know we are one world under Shady! This Labor Day Weekend will be one you never forget. Join the Shady Bastards as we out do ourselves, bringing you a bigger and better foam party to end the summer right! With D.J. FBI 18+ For The Ladies21+ For The GuysSponsored by:

Just Me
disgrace to all americans who have fought for our freedom rschneider6: gullible rschneider6: they gonna put dumb ass on your stone rschneider6: keep dying for bullshit bro ->rschneider6: i dont need to read about the government i know where i live and who my family has faught for and some died for rschneider6: I want my book or i would have sent it to u rschneider6: passed with a B rschneider6: i just took political science in college rschneider6: read on your government rschneider6: do me a favor bro ->rschneider6: u know just because a few have bad expieriences with the government does not mean its corrupt it means it needs some work u cant be down on it because of that rschneider6: my family been in government jobs and I got a first hand look at how things r run ->rschneider6: like i said u dont like it u dont have to stay here we aint keepin noone against teir will rschneider6: population control by all kinds of ways rschneider6: watch the movie "enem

Jack Lawrence
You know it alwasy seems to happen when I eat a Donut.. I had this beautiful Apple Fritter in my hand, and had just taken the first bite.... I was on my way to the Van Nuys Municipal Court to deal with a Fix It Ticket for Tinted Windows that turned into a court case.... I was enjoying my drive with the sunroof open and the warm California Sunshine on my shoulders... time for a second bite of my Fritter when I pass a small fender bender car accident at the corner of Kestner and Kittridge. I look to see if everyone is okay, but I notice something strange... I see this White-Grey-White-Grey blurr... I stop and look closer and it's two guys on the ground fighting... well since right there at a High School I figure its just some High School Kids fighting and not that big of a deal.... I honk my horn to get their attention and then I see this silver flash.... it was an aluminum baseball bat, and the guy on top was wailing on the guy on the bottom... he was going for head-shots... I

Alrighty Then
Okay so I'm here now. I'm so used to myspace so Cherry Tap seems to have so much more to it than myspace does. So far I haven't found any of my friends on here except my Natebugg. You are all I need though fella. Hope to meet some new friends!! Well that's about it for now.

Not An Addict
As I look down at the silver blade My memmories begin to fade Thoughts start to cross my mind My misty eyes are going blind Will anyone remember who I was My mind is slipping into a state of fuzz I start to remember all the times I had the good and expecially the bad My time is drawing near All of the sudden my heart flows with fear I pick up the knife All I can think about is taking my life Blood flows form my wrists like a river My body begins to quiver I realize this is for the best I am now happy in eternal rest

Poetry
I'm happiest when most away I can bear my soul from its home of clay On a windy night when the moon is bright And the eye can wander thru worlds of light When I am not and none beside Nor earth nor sea nor cloudless sky But only spirit wandering wide Thru infinite immensity. Untitled By Emily Bronte

Easier Way To Delete Friends
why is it that CT can't update the friends deleting option? seems they can make changes to everything else, even the things that don't need to be changed. I was in the middle of cleaning my list but it got so tiring having to delete everyone and confirm them ONE AT A TIME!!! I know it's not that hard to update and make it so you can delete more than one per page at a time....... Stop changing what's fine and work on the things that need work!!!! As for the ones who will say... well the site is free so either go join the VIC or stop complaining. Well if you haven't noticed CT does make money off the average person who doesn't want to join the VIC..... CT has sponsors and they get more money from the sponsors for the more memembers the site has. That's why they keep coming up on your page asking you to invite more and more people. I have well over 20 people that have joined under my name (plus the ones they jipped me out of the points for) so I think I have earned them enough mo

My Writings
The Water Carrier January 21 to February 19 Traditional Aquarian Traits Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual On the dark side.... Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached Aquarius About Your Sign... Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument w

Kissdemoness
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he

Why
nobody seems to understand i know we have been broke up for over a year but i spent alot of my life with him and i just find out he is already getting remarried i don't understand did i mean nothing i know it is stupid to feel this way and everyone gets mad at me and tells me not to be upset but why shouldn't i be i guess i am just not feeling to good about anything anymore i want to but it is hard please someone out there tell me they understand what i am going though so i know i am not alone in this sorry i know i am babling

I Love Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Saturday 7 April 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS.

James Brown@ Cherrytap
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

Whatever Is On My Mind At The Time!
I made one of those guestbooks, with the map. You don't have to post the city, just the state. Please do this, I would love to know where all you are from! Ok, well we got those who mark your pics as NSFW when its just pics like puppies, things like that. Then we got the people who downrate us. Come on, why can't we all just get along. Life is too short and too filled with drama already. I thought this was a place to get away from real life. And then we got the people who bash others in the mumms. I thought these were for opinions, well some of these people are being down right cruel. Well, I do have a myspace account and lately I haven't had the problems I have had on here. I am sure this blog will get bashed but I wanted to speak what's on my mind a little. Now that I have, I feel better. Some of you might think I am a whiner but you don't know me and I have to remember that. Have a wonderful day and may your life be filled with joy and happiness!

Music Lyrics
"Eat 'Em Up, Beat 'Em Up" I... I.... [Chorus] You say you got a man at home But he dont dig deep in ya guts And he aint freaky enough, But me I eat um up, beat um up then switch sides I eat um up, beat um up then switch sides I pour a little drank We smokin on a sac You like it from the front But you love it from the back I eat um up, beat um up, then switch sides I eat um up, beat um up, then switch sides [Verse 1 - Shawn J] I wanna put ya lips below ya navel Up against the lips above my chin To kiss ya low as if ya gential's below a mistletoe And let ya saddle up on me and sit you on top And lick you low like a midgets blow pop You got mo ass than a cattle of donkeys Im grippin yo hips as I flip ya diggin into ya twat You so bad Ill raw ya, yep wit no rubber Dimepiece, I'll drink yo bath water Im the best, I wont hurt ya I'll eat it up and have ya moanin Like you in a Herbal Essence commerical Babygirl Im the better man Didnt you say he dont e

Damn It!
Almost every day I see the same face On broken picture tube It fits the attitude If you could see yourself You put you on a shelf Your verbal masturbate Promise to nauseate Today Ill play the part of non-parent Not make a hundred rules For you to know about yourself Not lie and make you believe Whats evil is making love And making friends And meeting God youre own way The right way (chorus) to see To bleed Cannot be taught In turn Youre making us Fucking hostile We stand alone The truth in right and wrong The boundaries of the law You seem to miss the point Arresting for a joint? You seem to wonder why Hundreds of people die Youre writing tickets man My mom got jumped -- they ran! Now Ill play a public servant To serve and protect By the law and the state Id bust the punks That rape steal and murder And leave you be If you crossed me Id shake your hand like a man Not a god (chorus) Come meet your maker, boy Some things you cant enjoy

Holidays
please repost this Bulletin board for me please...For Mothers Day...I made blingie for you Mothers in other blog. http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3630948281 Hope ya have great weekend...hugs to all my friends. ~Mary~ To all Mothers I made this kitty for you...look what it has to say to you. Build your own Blingee Hugssss to all my friends Hope you all have great mothers day on may 13th with your mother & to those friends that have kids of their own. Personalized Glitter Graphics I know its day late...Hoping you all had good one. God Bless ya'll. :)

Things About Me
What is your full name? Deborah Lynn Brooks When is your Birthday? June 28 1965 What is your e-mail address? indiana_sweetheart1965@cherrytap.com Do you smoke? yes but trying to quit How many sexual partners have you had? around 9 i think..give or take Are you bi? yes very much so Can you cook? yes but don't like admitting it.. What talent do you wish you had? some kind of musical talent G-strings or thongs? thong or french cut What was the last book you read? reading Stephen Kings Buick 8 now What zodiac sign are u? Cancer Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Both Worst Habit? Smoking and Procrastination...really bad...and OCD What is your favorite sport? Nascar Do you have any pets? A Male Dwarf Rabbit What is your favorite flower? Rose What color eyes do you have? Brown What is your favorite drink? Coca Cola Do you believe in ghosts? Yes Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Being on the net Do you swear a

Agloco
http://mylot.com/aglocoincome http://www.mylot.com/?ref=aglocoincome I started Mylot for a few days witm my Agloco Downlinie Builder -UltimateRep . I come there to find a new friends and business expiriens. Just what have i see? I started ern too.As I login everyday, I notice that its members is growing fast. I know that now mylot has gain its popularity for posibility to find new friends, business contacts and too for money. early, you can earn there! Mylot has over 80.000 members from around the world. I guest it's because people find mylot as online community where you can get fun and make extra money at the same time. It is easy to earn money there, if you know how. Join my myLot Network! If you are a member of mylot now and want to increase your earning, here's some tip: Quality post is money. I don't know for sure how mylot determine to measure quality of each post. It is impossible to do it manually, so there's mu

Just A Little Update About Me :)
Hey Friends :) i havent talked to the most of you lately, because im really, really busy. I will get back at all your messages when i have the time, promise :) I just came back from MIA. I had a blast there. Exxxotica was awesome. I finally met my Number One Idol/Hero/Inspiration Jenna Jameson there and she was super kind and signed all my stuff.. anyways i will keep this short... Right now im working almost 15h every day.. and to be honest i have no idea how i do this.. haha.. as the most of you might now im working on my own cosmetic line and right now i put all my energy and all my power into this project.. my website will be released in a few weeks, (www.ashley-b-cosmetics.com, stay tuned) oh so excited for that :) i finally found the right ppl to work with. i have awesome ppl behind me, people who share my visions and ppl who are ready to give 100 per cent for me. I love em. (Alex Paul you will probably never ever read this, but you are my fucking hero. Thank you for EVERYTHIN

My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j

General Crap About Me!
North Node of the Moon in Virgo You are a highly emotional person, Chastity, and tend to be rather easily swayed by the emotional state of your partner. For you, life and love are both subjective, almost abstract experiences; you may feel as though there is no hard line between right and wrong because you have such ready compassion. For example, where others might draw a hard line at infidelity in a relationship, you might be less likely to end a relationship over such an infraction because you are more likely to be able to understand the impulses behind such action. Find out more with your full-length reading... This kind of compassion and emotional communication is a gift for your lover, but for you can be quite confusing to say the least. If your lover is depressed, you are depressed. If your lover is irritable, you feel guilty and apologetic. Find out more with your full-length reading... You are likely, in fact, to be drawn to romantic partners who are moody, whose emotio

Aeropostale
OK so I do this not entirely with anger and thru firey red eyes but also with the mind set of understanding that some people suffer from ignorance. A few weeks ago a very good friend of mine, who happens to be the assistant manager of AEROPOSTALE, told me that her store was looking for a new head of purchasing and merchandising and told me to apply. So I did. I had my interview and it went well, infact the manager Allison and I were joking by the end of it, good sign right?????? WRONG, today I received the phone call from Allison and it didn't go the way I was expecting, instead of being told I had the job and I needed to come in and fill out my tax papers, I was told the position had been filled. I kept my cool in an never ending quest to better my interview skills I asked why I had been over-looked for the position. What she said to me thru me for a loop and hurt, she said to me that "I didn't meet the physical outward appearance that AERO wanted for their store"... In other words sh

All About The Sexxyness!
i am gettin gtired of men not really reading a ladies profile, and if they didm they should have respect if the lady has a man by not trying to get them to meet with them..don't noone have respect anymore? sheesh To Be Beautiful is to be yourself Show your true colors Shine like the sun Glowing from the rays Knowing you are like no other Not Better than anybody but better than hoping to be To be beautiful is to be bold Inside and Out!

To All My Friends And Family
i just wanted to say hello to you all and let ya know that i'll be back just as soon as i can my 16 yr old daughter has been in the hospital since last weekend but luckily she or should i say we came home today. ill be spending the next few days taking care of her, and keep you all updated if you will just keep her in your thoughts. I Hope You All Have A Wonderful Easter Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com My stepson is a UNITED STATES MARINE, he is leaving out tonight 9/28/07 for his second trip to Iraq, if you would all please keep him and all the other soldiers in your thoughts and prayers that they will return home safe.

Do You Have Heart? Read This Then
well i posted a blog about autism that is serious today.. get next to no response... talk about who should get the job of running this shithole we call a nation which is really more like a shithole.... and people dont shut up that is so fucked up... people really need to care for one another then there would be no damn wars, and neighbors would not be shooting eachother, and our children and grandchildren would have a chance at a life... people truly need to grow up and take a serious look around and really truly show some heart..... think about this ,when is the lasttime you did somthing just out of the TRUE kindness of your heart???????? some of you probably cant even remember... kat

Bored Out Of My Gore At Work
for me being a mom is the best thing in the world since my daughter is the most important person in the world to me she is my entire life no one can or will ever come before her and believe me she knows this. I can not see my life with out my precious beautiful daughter. For me being a mother is the greatest thing that life has to offer but that is just me, i happen to be happy being a mom . im sitting here at work bored out of my head trying not to fall asleep while i suffer thru what we call an ip relay call which by the end of the call im going to be saying go ahead :| lol some one shoot me please and take me out of my misery where do i begin when it comes to love you have to basically love someone enough to let them go and let them do what they need to do to be happy. Sometimes love hurts and sometimes love is great i guess it just depends on the person your in love with. Sometimes being friends is all you can be with someone cause sometimes the old saying is true sometimes love

Sagitarius
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your re

Apples And Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men...Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Share this with all the good apples you know!

Past
ya no when i was younger i ran after women like candy .allways some thing sweeter comeing up . but now im just a little older and well i see things diferently . dont get me wrong i still love a sexy women but that dosent always mean her looks .some times its the way they make you feel or the way they treat you . all women to me are beautiful in ther own way , so dont just rate them on looks alone . but if they want you to be just a little nasty hay funs fun right . i guess if i put this in here that in some small way ill get some clossier .ive seen some prity grafick stuff in my time cut up bodies to sixteen year old girls that ive pulled out of the water after 36 hours . just in case your thinking how , i used to be in a search and resceu called tri county, here in new brunswick. even when i was in the army ive been shot at and shot at poeple and have hit some .but my point is they always try to get you to talk about what happend . but you never forget those images that are in yo

Fireman Cry
firefighters tears The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, Dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck Were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him As they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street And he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids To see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home That he so dearly loved Going up in Smoke and flames As he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire And searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance He saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell He saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her clos

It's Not Always Puppy Dogs And Rainbows
Well another day has pasted and all that is new is that the weather has changed for about 3 hours. It is raining out but will turn into snow i am sure by night fall. Oh I am so glad. NOT!! i am sick of winter and being in western canada we have winter from the second week of October until the last week of May.about 7 and a half months, thats long enough isnt it? I think it is way long enough. You know the saying " careful for what you wish for, for it may come true" that saying makes so much more sense to me now that I have done so wishing. Some of the wishes have come true, yet they came with some sort of karma pay back for making such a wish. I use to wish for freedom from my Ex-Husband, and gained this freedom by losing everything that i had with him. Lost my home , my daughter , my cats ( four of them , Cucumber , Dip, Grasshopper and Scraffy)my possessions, everything for this so called freedom i wished for. So I look back and wonder if it was as bad as i once thought it was, cou

Sacred Rose
The person who did this was Jack Benny.... You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, And the note would always say, I love you even more this year, Than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, With every passing year." She knew this was the last time That the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses In advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, That he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, Way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, Everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and Placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside The portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, And the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was To live without her mate. With loneliness and soli

Whatever
SAYING & OTHER THINGS(all are true) "America greatest country on earth especially if you are an illegla or a foreigner." "At the current rate of legal & illegal aliens entering this country Aug 2013 will be designated white history month." "Bring back the rotary phone so we don't have to push one to proceed in English." "America land of the "Free" means-welfare for illegals, free food, transportation, medical housing, etc. US taxpayers pay for it all & get no benefits if needed." "US constitution in English Bills of Rights in English If you don't want to speak English please feel free to return to the s*** hole of a country you left behind." The good old days weren’t as good as you think. Let’s do a time warp back to May 18, 1927, two days prior to the start of Lindbergh’s historic crossing of the Atlantic. This particular day started out just like any for the seven-hundred or so residents of the village of Bath, Michigan. Yet, this day was not to be like any o

I Love You
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of Their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there Isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... And old cars .. And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, We keep them close!

Hey Everyone I Could Use Some Support...thank You
Hello, I am new on here and would like to meet some people. I really don't know my way around so if it is possible would some of you please help me. Thank you, Sean Y.

Biggest Looser!
YAY! Current mood: happy So we've been doing this weight loss thing at work, who can loose the most by July first. We weighed in two weeks ago. I started out at 215. and when I started weight watchers today I was down to 212... I've lost three pounds in two weeks. YAY! :) Ok all done.!

I Dont Down Rate!!!!
i am fucking pissed. i got rated a 1 from an 11. the sad part is i know who it was. she says i rated her a 1 from an 11. there has only been one person on my profile that has vic status. i took a couple pics to prove that i rated her an 11 from a 10 and here there are: there that should prove that i didnt down rate her and dont intend to. i am just not like that damn it.

Tasty Thoughts
Man... You know what be trippin' me out? When you are browsing CherryTap and you look at the little thumbnail and see someone who looks soo fine... When you go to their page and see the big picture they ugly as all get out.

Manda's Blog
So, I still dont have internet. Using it here and there at friends' houses. If you want another way to contact me, let me know :) *HUGS* 1st--Where I've Been Aug 7-10- The Gathering... My first ever. Totally awesome. Sad I missed ICP's seminar tho. coulda got J's solo album... like an original one rather than burning it, of course its just a burned cd anyway. 2 of my friends got it tho. Went to the autograph tent to see twiztid & waited 5 hrs just for them to leae rite before i got to the front. So i got to talk to abk & icp instead. the next day i waite another 5 hrs, but got to see blaze & twiztid. talked to em for a minute, then as i walked off realized Madrox had forgotten to sign my shirt! lol. Went back but was told I'd have to get back in line, in which case icp would be back by the time i got to the front again. lol. thought it was kinda funny. All the shows were pretty cool. wasnt there for Andrew W.K. tho, apparently he was kicked off stage for being a douche. Stood fro

Poems
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!! Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark

Life In General
LMAO....Thought that might get your attention!!!! Well today is One of the GREATEST of My Life. Granted we all have some that Just seem to be better then others but i'm about to have a visitor in my home for 5 days that i Haven't physically seen in over 15 years!! Oh yea, i've talked to her many times over the years but to see and be able to hold and hug....Nope. This is My Mom. i'm so EXCITED i don't know what to Say, but this. i will be pretty Busy for the next 5 days, Even though i do'nt do much here anyway, i just thought i'd let my Fans and friends know. the reason for such a Long time since i have seen her....not important. but i AM the Blacksheep of the family, if that helps..lol. i Hope eveyone has a GREAT WEEKEND!!! i Created this page as a dedication to the men and women of the Armed Forces. AND for those...........i Dearly Love!! please sign my GuestBook on the Site and Hope you enjoy it. Click the Pic To visit the site ok, i h

Thinkin On Tonight!!!!
well this is the night b4 easter and don't know what i am doing just sitting here with my sister and playing with myself and thinkin of tonight and what i am gonna do... anybody got any hints???? I am in a auction so if u want to bid on me it is AL'S pics. in his auction folder he is on my top friends list...He is the 6th friend on my top... so if u want to bid on me just go there.... My very first auction ever... Thank You All!!! Much Love To All My Friends... Aries (March) Here Is Wht They Say About Me!!! HMMMM Ang For The Most Part It Is TRUE!!!! Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.

Adopt A Soldier Military Spot Lights
ok, This is the time of the year that some people seem to forget about are military members. Well, threw out the next few days, i will be posting in my status and blogs, for military members that could use some love on there page. so please go and check them out when the status changes, and check the blog periodically for the list of the troops.

Karaoke Contest!!!
I edited it... what do you think? I got the first song from Thursday Night on video... here it is... (By the way, I am not really completely comfortable with this song yet, so I don't do much but stand there and sing it... sorry if you are expecting more, but maybe when I get use to it.) lol Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract. John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this. Here's some more Info: Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to

Look
MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments She was standing at the kitchen counter as I walked up behind her. I pulled the hair away from her neck and started kissingnibbling on it. I reached around and cupped her breast, massaging them through her shirt. I slip my right hand under her shirt and trace the curve of her bra across her breasts. She puts her hands on my left hand as she leans back into me. I slip my right hand under her bra, gently twisting on her nipple. After a few moments my hands slide down to the top of her jeans, unfastening them. My left hand moves down inside her pants, seeking her clit, while my right travels back to her breasts. A sigh lets me know my fingers have found what they were searching for. I light rub her clit for a few seconds then slowly peel her jeans and panties off her butt. I kneel down and kiss the top of her crack, letting my lips and tongue travel over her bare ass. She leans forward and places her hands on the c

Hoppy Easter
Well it is time for the bunnies to deliver us all cream filled eggs, Peeps, chocolate bunnies and tons and tons of jelly beans. Okay do you eat he ears first or the feet first on those chocolate bunnies?( It is ok I won't tell) I get to finish the house tonight so i can have a family day today.Anybody wanna clean my bathroom? No cooking for me today it will be a strictly brunch thang at a restaurant with the folks and I get to dress up. Gotta love that. Ooh, Seven Spanish angels by Ray Charles is on right now. It is an awesome love song.

Yeah For The Prettt Hot And Tempting Girls
FUCK YOU WHOEVER RATED MY PHOTO A 1! BITCH ASS PUSSY DIDNT LEAVE YOUR NAME SO I COULD SEE WHO YOU WERE! Big Girls are in now! If you don't like us, it's okay, just keep on stepping bro! Monique is doing her thing and she is representing us well! I have always loved myself, Big Beautiful and all

Cold
I gave all the love my heart possessed, all the spirit my soul held dear. Asked for nothing in return and was given wicked betrayal to worthless tears. I trusted as no other could. Believed and hoped as Angels would. Crushed is my soul and torn is my heart for you deemed fit to tear us apart. The agony you wrought makes you smile but know without a doubt in your pitiful denial. My hatred and sorrow will not kill me yet, it will fuel my desires for you deserve what you get. A day will come when karma unfolds and I will watch as the story is told. My hand will not be reaching for you as it always has before. You've forfeited that courtesy for my ardor you ignored. My love and compassion are no longer yours. I have none left for your ignorant course. Your life you have chosen through all the lies and deceit. Now wallow in your emotionless misery and live it complete. A bed of roses I gave a bed of nails you made. I hope you enjoy the cold lonesome for your damag

Comment Bombers Needed!!!
YA I AM BACK AND I AM SINGLE SO IF U WANT TO HAVE FUN COME C ME IF I LIKE U. I MAY GIVE U MY # SO COME C ME SO WE CAN SMOKE & DRINK THE 1 AND ONLY BOMB MY SIS WITH COMMENTS!!! SHOW SOME LUV!!!

Whats Up
My back is sooo sore and dont know why. While it did happen at work yesterday. It takes two hours to get to work and I only worked an hour then spent two hours getting home and the whole time I was hurting. I am falling apart. I feel old. So I decided to post a blog and not sure what to say. lol. I havent been on here in awhile and feel bad. lmao. I need my own computer than I would be on all the time. I hopefully will be able to get one by the end of summer. Keeping my fingers crossed cause if I do go away to portland for school I need one. I lived without a computer once and that was hard. Cant do that again. Well my first apartment i had to live without a bed, a tv, a radio and well everything. NOT THIS TIME THOUGH!!!! All my shit will come with me. I will have to start getting more books so my book shelf will be too full. lmao. Well I am gonna go tired of getting yelled at to get off the computer. PEACE Wow a new addiction. Thanks Joe. lmao. I am soooo going to have fun with this.

Kita Kiss
A Breath of Thought I had dreams naught last slumber rising late to meet this day Laying claim to many in number though few were mine anyway. Work is mine infrequent as I try to survive my soul-mate distant, fears our love And my heart fearing hers takes a dive I rant and I rave asking more of God above Just a moment to breath and expell thoughts from inside Will offer a bit needed as I've nothing to hide With our trueness open and our honour of each We will be equal and master all that we seek Copyright ©2007 Rene' W. Brignone Poetry.com What Life? by Rene' W. Brignone some 16 years ago I've set my eyes upon her frame and so she is passing through a door... ...Into my life, thoughts are of Kind Lovers, and of those kind lovers will never ignore. An introduction to this striking child I'm once inclined,...Nay, twice compelled to offer. 'less I stand a stoney mind on hold, as mine is one unforgive

Is It Just Me?
As life takes me down it's winding path I find myself learning things that I thought I would never understand. Lessons in love especially. I'm learning that it's much easier to get over someone for me now if it doesn't work out. There is always someone else that wants to be with you. You don't even need to look. When it's time they just come to you. Getting rid of jealousy in your life is the biggest hurdle to get over. I used to get so jealous when I'd see my friends that are couples getting along so great and I'd want that too. Not a healthy thing. Most of the time couples aren't as happy as they appear for one thing. You end up trying too hard an mess things up. Trust the person your with. If they are doing something you will eventually find out about it. It just means that you have learned as much as you can from that relationship and it is time to move on. When a relationship ends it is almost like someone died. You have to go through that certain amount of time to griev

Jade's Cell
The footsteps rang out on the stone floor as they approached the heavy door of her dungeon cell. The feel of her binds around her ankles and wrists cut sharply into her tender skin. Each step closer her heart pounded faster and louder, surely her Master could hear her fear. Not once had he spoken nor looked at her as they made their way down to the place she dreaded so greatly. Maybe if she begged or pleaded then he would relent and forgive her, but she knew this time she had pushed his love just too far. Looking up she saw it, the cold, dark cell. He stopped and took out his key. The sound of his keys clashing together broke the silence. Still he did not dare to look into her pleading eyes. She knew that this hurt him almost as much as her self. The door creaked as her Master Darius threw it open. Then he turned to her, his face full of sorrow but they both knew this time she needed to learn a cold harsh lesson. "Inside now" he commanded, and with that the tears welled up in h

A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: "Jade...here are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo

Can I Enlighten You
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined myself...an intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my

I Love My Brittany!!!!
Time and suffering... Time means everything and nothing It takes so much yet gives so little And therefore gives more grief than joy For the best times are with the ones we love and the worst times are when they're away When they're here we feel complete and whole When they're gone we're lost and hopeless Everytime they come back we feel 10 times better yet with time comes with yet another absence then the feeling we had becomes 10 times worse and then comes the overwhelming questions of... "am I going to make it just one more day?" "am I going to survive the onslaught of missing you?" and then... "WHEN IS THIS PAIN GOING TO END???" "ARE YOU GOING TO BE AWAY FOREVER???" and finally it hits us with the biggest question "Do I really love you enough to stand this pain just one more day?" and that answer you ask... is "YES!!!" I will suffer as much pain as it takes until the next time you are with me. And when that time comes it will be greater

To Lickittysplitmc
If i look into your profile ( people in the service ) and i click on fan ... it is nothing but a respect thing .... My son is in the service too ... I don't want or intend to affend anyone ! As far as other matters are concerned , if i talk with you , it really doesn't mean that " oh god , i want you " .. unless i tell you other wise . If you're homeless , out of work , looking for a 1 night stand , i'm the wrong person to seek out ! I have enough problems of my own without adding onto them . I'm not looking to see someone's personal parts ( i do know what one looks like ) i don't need a reminder . I love men ( no offense ladies ) ... i'm just here to find online friends and it would really be GREAT if i found the man of my dreams ... but .. is he really out there ? I don't know but i'll update you and let you know if i find him , ok ...

Serenity
Picture yourself near a stream in the White Mountains. Birds are softly chirping in the cool, crisp mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. YOU are in total seclusion from that place called the world. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of SERENITY. The water is clear. You can easily see the face of the person you are holding under water. There now, feel better?

Rebels Blogs
I just want to say that Cherry Tap kicks a little you know what compared to Myspace. Myspace is great when you first start but after a few days or weeks it becomes very boring, they give you nothing to do. At least nothing to do the keep you interested. Cherry Tap on the other hand gives you plenty to do and to keep you motivated. Thanks to the owners and creators of Cherry Tap.....This shit rocks!!!! As I took my children to church this morning I saw yards full of chilren hiding eggs, laughing and playing with their families. Most children these days think that Easter is all about the eggs and candy and the Easter Bunny of course. When my 6 year old asked me a few days ago if the Easter Bunny was real, I didnt lie to her again this year. I told her that it was just a story, then I told her about the true meaning of Easter. At first knowledge of the bunny not being real, she almost cried. But by the time I got done telling her what Easter really is all about she was tickled to

On To Victory
Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy -"I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man -"OK, how much?" Boy - "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball glove." The lover remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$750" Man - "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove." The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?" Boy -"$1,000" The father sa

Life
We had a wonderful trip down here. Well 'cept when we stopped to get some sleep and I ended up sick. Everything is going great so far!! We are moving around three this afternoon to head down to S.C.!! Leave me lots of love!!!

The Man I Care So Much About
Hello everyone how is it going? It is going good here just really busy with work and trying to take care of my kids.......... well lets see my daughter had her 7th birthday on the 20th WOW she is getting so big............ and now i have my younger sisters birthday on the 15th my older sisters one the 20th and mine on the 30th all in may WOW ya my mom hates that month lol........... Also i have a great man in my life His Name is Nathan he is so great my kids like him and every thing to so that is a good thing......... Well also on the 20th my IUD exspired so i had to get it taken out so ya that mean i can have another kids WOW.......... I am thinking really hard about having another one but not for sure yet we will take that one day at a time.......... IN AWAY I WANT ANOTHER ONE SO I AM JUST GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPEND WORK IS GOING GOOD FOR NOW JUST WORKING ALOT DOING ALOT OF ONCALL FOR MY BOSS MO MONEY SO ITS ALL GOOD BUT OTHER THEN THAT LIFE IS GOING GOOD DID SOME YARD WORK

She Belongs....
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

He's Taking Control
The valet takes our bags, leaving me free to watch the sway of your ass as you walk inside to check-in. At the front desk, the look on the girl's face says she can feel the sexual energy between us. I take the key, and we make our way to the elevator. "Jade,...When we get to the room, I want you to go into the bathroom, take off all your clothes, and wait there until I come and get you. Do you understand?" "Yes Darius," you say, looking at me. "I promised I would do whatever you want this weekend and I am going to keep that promise." I open the door and you walk in. I take a quick look at the room. It's basically a small apartment, with a kitchenette and living room. There is a door to the bedroom and one to the bathroom. There is also a door from the bathroom into the bedroom. "This will work rather nicely," I think to myself. Obediently, you head straight for the bathroom. I smile as I watch the door close. This is going to be a very interesting weekend... With you seq

Blonde In Trouble
If you had to describe yourself as a drink, what would you be and why? I'll start: I'd be a margarita, on the rocks, with salt! Always fun, a little sweet, a bit adventurous and will stay with ya till the end! Now it's your turn! :-) BLOND IN TROUBLE A blond was driving home after a football game, and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a body shop. The shop owner saw that she was a blond, so he decided to have some fun. He told her just to go home and blow into the tail pipe really hard, and all the dents would pop out. So, the blond went home, got down on her hands and knees and started blowing into her car's tailpipe. Nothing happened. She blew a little harder, and still nothing happened. Her roommate, another blond, came home and said, "What are you doing?" The first blond told her how the repairman had instructed her to blow into the tailpipe in order to get all the dents to pop out. Her roommate roll

Playroom
"I'm just going out to run some errands," I tell you, punctuating it with a soft kiss. "I'll be back in a few hours. Oh, and don't go in the computer room Jade." And with that, I'm gone. You lie back on the bed, already counting the minutes until I return. Even though you miss your Master, sometimes you enjoy having the house to yourself. You rise and go to the kitchen to get yourself some water. You wonder quietly why I would tell you to stay out of the computer room. You know I've been doing something in there, but you assumed I was just putting in some new shelves or something. Oh well, you think, Master will tell you soon enough. That thought leaves you when you see the computer on its desk in the living room. What happened to the computer room? What am I doing in there? Curious, you go back to the hallway, passing the door to the basement, past the bedroom, to the closed door of the computer room. What's hidden in there? Overcome with curiosity, you decide to tempt fa

My Life
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself

Beg....
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words

Stupid Stuff
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Are You a Tease? You Are Vanilla Ice Cream Flexible. Easygoing. Classic. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You? You Are 35% Jealous You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control! How Jealous Are You?

Who Cares
Not that i cum on here to often or into this site like most of ya but how in the hell do u add all the shit u guys are adding? am i just blind as fuck and dont see teh links or what? if someone can help that would be sweeet! This isnt really a blog...Just wondering if anyone wants to help me spice up my page a lil bit....i dont really know how ot do it and the few things i do know how to do my comp has been slow lately...Anyways if wanna let me know Not like anyone cares but to thsoe few who actually talk to me im gonna be deletin my profile...might just be for a few days might be for forever..i dunno yet...havin a hard time gettin into and figurin out this website..i do have myspace tho...thats nice n simple enough for my dumb ass so if u got it lemme know

Jade's Surprise Ii
After several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention. For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking

Criminal Trespass....
The night air felt cool on Darius's face as he grabbed the chain-link fence. With a quick glance over his shoulder, he confirmed the cute security guard was still chasing him. He scrambled over the short fence and continued his sprint. A sharp turn brought him to a sudden stop, revealing an alley, and thus a dead end. Darius could hear the guard climbing the fence now, her boots making noisy clinking sounds on the metal. Darius hopped up on top of a dumpster and flattened himself against a wall. The security guard entered the alley, her flashlight illuminating the area in front of her. As she brought the beam of light upwards to scan the alley for him, Darius leaped onto her, stunning the girl and knocking her prone. There was a startled yelp as Darius pinned the girl to the ground, her flashlight rolling out of her hands. She started to yell something, but Darius pressed his knee into her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. As she gasped for breath, he pulled the handcuffs fro

Glad To Have Friends
Well good morning to all my ct friends I figured I would try this posting a salute thing I sure hope it works because I NEED more points to advance to more levels.PLEASE HELP IN MY ENDEVER.Fan,Rate and add me. Thanks to all. .I realize that some folks just have to rate low but for you that do why don't you have the guts to show who you are instead of being a coward.If you don't like something or someone then just don't look.

Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i

Jade's Story
Master Darius, I am here to serve you.... You walk up and kiss me, I return the kiss and smile at you nervously, you slip your hands up my thin white shirt and roughly pull up my black lacy bra – You start squeezing my tits, soft at first then you grab a bit harder, working your fingers into the smooth soft skin. I let a small moan escape as you start pinching my nipples, you squeeze my nipples hard and cup your hands around my rib cage joining your thumbs at my solaplex and slowly but firmly drag them down to my stomach. You crouch down and run both your hands up my smooth thighs until my small black skirt is lifted enough to reveal my wet pussy. You cup your hands around my firm ass and pull it roughly towards you forcing my cunt to your mouth. You nibble softly at my throbbing cunt and i notice my knees starting to involuntarily widen and tremble with pleasure. I finally loose the fight to keep silent and say ... “Oooo please Master I want you inside me. Please fuck your dirty

Give Her What She Desires
Darius made a quick trip to the store to pick up a couple things needed for the night I had planned. When I returned home I simply told her that we were about to have a special night. I handed her a bag with the panties I had just bought her. Jade went and took a nice hot bath then came into the living room wearing just the panties as I had asked her to. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom, where the only light was coming from the candles I had set up while she was in the tub. I had her lay on the bed and she knew what was coming the moment I picked up her leather collar. I put the collar on her. Then I took the straps and tied her arms to the bedpost. I took more straps and went to her feet. She asked about removing the panties, but I told her no and to hush. I tied her ankles to the bedpost. She couldn't move. I went and got the blindfold and put it on her. I gave her a very deep kiss before kissing down her body. I got down to the panties and I ran my hand under them. S

The Business Trip
Christopher and I had been working together for a long time, and, over the past few months, had taken several business trips together. We had become an effective team in a short time, and wonderful friends as well. There was also a certain chemistry between us that I had never experienced before. Obviously, it was visible to others, because they kept assuming that something was going on between us, but, until this trip, our relationship had remained purely platonic. The more time I spent with this mam, the more difficult it was becoming to resist his charms. As time wore on, just being in the same room with him made my body intensely hot; it was occasionally downright embarrassing. This all was complicated by the fact that I was his direct supervisor, and a personal relationship between the two of us would be seriously frowned upon. This particular night, I was feeling extreamly friendly. I had been teasing Christopher, as i loved to do, about the hard day he had had and how nice

Jades Stormy Night
We stood facing each other... just outside my bedroom door.. You.. took my chin in your hand and lifted my pouting face.. and brushed my lips.. "good Nite Jade" you whispered and turned me around.. and gave me a gentle push inside the door...feeling your hand smack my bottom.. a scooted inside my bedroom and stood.. as I heard you shut my door.. and.. let out a soft laughter.. as you walked down the hall back to your company. You always did this to me.. have me retire for the night.. as to where I would not hear or see what you and your friends do... You always said.. it wasn't for my eyes and ears to know what men talk about after the women leave the room.. So at 10pm... you stood and motioned for me to say good nite to the guest and then you accompanied to my room.. .. pouting as always... but never getting to stay up.. I.. entered my room.. ..... I was not ready for sleep....I walked into my bathroom and started a nice hot bath....dumping bubble bath.. and scented oils i

Meatloaf Lyrics
[Boy:] There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it right outside the window [Girl:] There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever [Both:] I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I have ever made [Boy:] But when you touch me like this (touch me like this) And you hold me like that (hold me like that) I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me When I touch you like this (touch you like this) And I hold you like that (hold you like that) It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me now [Girl:] It's all coming back It's all coming back to me now [Boy:] There were moments of gold and there were flashes of light There were things I'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right There were nights of endless pleasure It was more

Jades Library Visitor
I searched the bottom shelf for a book on photographic darkroom techniques when a lovely blonde woman about twenty stood next to me. Our eyes met, she smiled and I eagerly returned one. The glow of her youth radiated from her face and her body displayed the curves that lust was made of. She wore short pink dress gathered at the waist. As she searched for a book, she took little fidgety steps causing her dress to swing fluidly. I found myself looking less for the book and more at her shapely legs that were enticingly bare. She bent over to grab a footstool sitting in the aisle. For a brief second, I swore she wasn't wearing panties. Surely, wishful thinking. After placing the stool in front of the book stack, she stepped onto it with her pink, three-inch high heels. The Goddess Art of Jonathon Earl Bowser "Be careful," I said. "Those high heals look great but they don't look very steady." "That's sweet of you to worry, but I'll be cautious." Her voice had a gentle

True Confession
"Christopher..." She found herself stuttering. She never stuttered. "I...don't know what to say. I...God,...I can't believe...this is too...I can't. I can't do this." "Can't do what?" he asked, his voice is thick with unrealized passion. "Can't explain yourself? Can't own up to how you shit all over me? All over us? Can't be honest about how right it all was? How much you wanted me? Want me still? I can see it in the way you're standing. Hear it in the way your voice falters. I can smell it on you, Lo. Smell how much you want my hands and mouth all over you; my cock buried inside you." Christopher had managed to cross the room to her during his speech. She shivered as he clasped her arms and pulled her to him. "You know you want this" he whispered, running his lips up and down the side of her neck. "You know you want me, the way we'd always talked about. I know it all. I know all of your deepest wants and desires; your cravings and fantasies. I can make them come true. All you ha

Say It....damn It
I love you Christopher." She said breathing into his ear. The hot breath took his mind elsewhere. And the fact that she was nibbling on his ear lobe didn't help matters either. He began sliding his hand over her body instinctually. Her smooth skin took him further from reality. Guided only by his urges, he pressed her close to his body. A slight moan escaped her mouth before it was covered by his. Their lips danced together, fighting to take the lead. Each kiss signaled for another and yet another. Her mouth pulled away for a moment and then latched on to his bottom lip. A grunt formed in Christopher's throat as he took her by the wrists and pushed her into the nearest available wall. He took both of her wrists in one hand and used his other to cup the jaw of his lady. Christopher looked deeply into her eyes, as if to say something, but was cut short due to her lack of patience. Tara jumped on to Christopher, wrapping arm and leg alike around his body. She leaned down and began to

Looking In Dfw
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Full Moon Diaries.....
Jade was not at all what people thought. There were layers, myriads of layers that had yet to be uncovered. She had moods, numerous moods as changeable and fluid as quicksilver. Her kittenish smile could turn into a snarl in the blink of an eye. Friends and acquaintances joked about werewolves, and vampires, but she knew; knew there was just something about a full moon. Something that got the blood pumping and the senses heightened. She swore that sometimes, she could smell her Darius a mile away. She enjoyed men, enjoyed their differences. The broadness of their shoulders, the roughness of their stubble. There was always something that drew her. Sometimes it was their mind, sometimes a smile or just the way they moved. This time, it was his eyes. A whiskey colored gaze that seemed to see too much. Added to a flexible mind and nimble hands, it was a combination she was weak to resist. As she'd never been one for self-control, Jade had plotted and made a plan to get what she wa

The Slave Waits.............
I walk in this dimly lit bar....my eyes adjusting after the bright sunshine outside.....it's cool in here.....I look around, not many people in here. "Good" my thoughts desire privacy. I sit down in a booth....in a dark corner....A waitress comes and I ask her for some club soda....she brings it and leaves. I look at the glass....and my thoughts wander to this lovely man. I wonder where he is. He controls my every thought...my love for him is boundless. He knows I am here, but I don't see him. Then....I feel him...I feel his presence. I jump slightly..startled...and look up...there he is, right in front of me. He holds out his hand to me and I take it and get up....wordlessly following him to a room in the back. He leads me in and locks the door behind us. He pulls me in his arms and kisses me hard...and very passionately. "Now" he says....and I hold my breath...waiting. "You know better than this....don't you Jade...you told me you understood?" He looks at me intently, and I bow my he

Open Your Eyes
You lie naked on the bed, your arms bound to the bedpost, wearing only your collar and an ankle bracelet that I ordered you to wear simply because I think it's so sexy. You squirm with excitement as I enter the room. You smile up at me and start to say, "hello Master Darius," but I gently put a finger to your lips. I move onto the bed, straddling you, my knees on either side of your waist. The whole time I stare lovingly into your eyes. You smile and occasionally giggle nervously at the intimate eye contact, but you've already gotten the message not to speak. I begin with a soft, gentle kiss. You sigh at the touch of my lips. Then I straighten up, looking down at you again, and begin slowly, lazily playing with your nipples. I trace my finger in light circles around the tips, watching them stiffen at my touch. The whole time, I keep staring into your eyes, as if daring you to look away. Occasionally you see a slight smile cross my lips. I begin pinching your nipples between my f

Jades Awakening
Jades Master’s Home > > > > She searches for the oven mitts hoping the cookies wont burn before she finds them, meets her best friend for coffee, has a less than encouraging conversation with her mother on the phone, and watches a half hour of mindless chatter on television between her daily chores...It is a day like many others but she doesn't complain; she does all these things with a sense of pride and purpose that few would understand. She finds joy and contentment in keeping her home and preparing her mind and body in the service of her Master and His homecoming which draws closer as each hour passes. > > Four o'clock > > She opens the shower door and turns the water on and undresses; the steam rises and she steps inside. This is a ritual that is never rushed but thoroughly enjoyed. Lathering the cloth she cleans and polishes her skin with meticulous care and when finished, she notices her image in the full length mirror...she lingers there and wonders what must go

Dinner For Who?....
Words can not begin to describe how beautiful you look this evening...the dim light, the candles sparkling in your eyes. This is your favortie resturant, its where we had our fist date and you love comming back here. You look beautiful....flower print dress v neck...heels absolutly stunning. During dinner we talk, exchange kisses and those looks of yours that tell me there is more than dinner on your mind. We share a bottle of wine with dinner and you slide close to me and whisper in my ear..."Do you know what you do to me"? I kiss you gently and say no hun i have no idea, why dont you tell me as i brush my lips across yours.... You take my hand, kissing my finger tips and rest my hand on your lap....Hmmmm i think to myself....what is she up to, and you say "how 'bout i show you?" as you slide my hand up your soft thighs and reach your sweet lips,..im surprised your not wearing any panites....my god you know how to get my attention....you part your legs and i slide my finger inside

Her............
I was early comming home from work....all i could think about was does she know how much i love her. I pull into the drive way and quietly enter the house...she has her back towards me in the kitchen and she is on the phone. I take my jacket off and drop it on the floor...losining my tie as i walk quietly towards her. i gently place my hands on her bare shoulders and move my lips from her shoulder to her neck pulling her back to me...she drops the phone and pushes back against me....my hand runs through her hair and i grip onto it pulling her mouth to mine from behind not allowing her to turn to face me....kissing her like it was the very 1st time or maybe the very last time....she rubs her ass against me pressing against my hardness....my hands explore her body moving from her shoulders down her arms gently caressing her accross her stomach and up to her breasts......i turn her to face me as i kiss her deeply i push the straps of her teddy off her shoulders and let it fall to the fl

A Night To Remeber
One night we IM'd, and the chemistry between us was immediately obvious. I knew I had connected with someone who was deeply sexual, intelligent and…Masterful! All the qualities I most admire in a man. It wasn't long before we started talking on the phone. I like phone sex and have enjoyed several pleasant encounters this way. Until I started talking to you, that is. You would whisper to me, with your incredibly sexy voice, tease me, build me up, concentrate totally on my pleasure and then order me to cum, not just once or even twice, but over and over again, until I was completely sated, only then would you finally see to your own satisfaction. No one else I'd had phone sex with could match that, and I began to wonder what you would be like in real life! Six months later and here I was pulling up outside your house in a cab. My hands trembled as I knocked on the door. Last minute nerves and doubts set in. Would I be able to serve you as you wished? Please you, as

A Night For His Taking
He did not remove the blindfold until they were inside. She had no inkling of where they were, this city and this country were strange to her. Blinking she realised she was in a large room. Most of it was cast into shadow. Looking around she saw her lover checking the slip of paper in his hand and finding the controls. The lights rose, slowly at first and she saw something that was strangely familiar. Frowning she went closer and could not stop the gasp as she saw the distinctive spider symbol. A slither of delicious fear slid down her spine like an icy finger. He turned to look at her, smiling at her shocked but still eager expression. Kissing her softly as he came to her side. "You said you would let me do as I pleased to you if we ever came here," he said quietly, his smile growing wider as she nodded, biting her lower lip. Her eyes were wide and darker than usual. "I remember Master Darius," Jade whispered. "Was it an idle promise?" he asked, going very still as he waited

Easter
Happy Easter everyone. It's just another day for me but I had fun with my son. We hid easter eggs in the house for Thomas to find. He got too much chocolate of course. I'm not doing too much today just relaxing before I go too work tomorrow morning. I'm still fairly new to Cherry Tap but I do like this site. It's much more fun than myspace or your typical chat sites. I'm hoping to meet lots of new people. Not much else just have a great day.

For The Ladies Only!!!
Being a single parent do you think that being too strict causes your child to go into a rebellious state? IF WE WHERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU WHISPER FREAKY SHIT IN MY EAR IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU GO DOWN ON ME IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU LET ME GO DOWN ON YOU IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX HOW MANY ROUNDS WOULD WE GO IF WE WERE TO NVE SEX HOW MANY ROUNDS WOULD YOU GO IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU LET ME TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD I LET YOU TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU LIKE FOREPLAY OR JUST GET DOWN WITH IT IF WE WERE TOO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU TAKE YOUR TIME IF WE WERE TOO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU GO FAST OR SLOW IF WE WERE TO HAVE SEX WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO DO IT AT IF WE WERE TOO HAVE SEX WOULD YOU BE ROUGH OR GENTLE WIT ME IF WE WERE TOO HAVE SEX WOULD WOULD YOU LICK, BITE, OR EAT ME ALL OVA IF WE WERE TOO HVE SEX WOULD YOU BE LOUD OR QUIET

An Easter Miracle!!!
Ok guys this is kinda long... I will try to shorten it as much as possible. My son was born in 2000. I took him home and within a few days his face kept turning blue, his breathing was shallow, his lips kept turning white. Well obvioulsy this disturbed me enough to bring him to the Emergency room. They diagnosed my son with RSV. Okay I am thinkng no big deal... Boy was I wrong!! They decided to admit him into the pediatrics floor. There I stayed with him for 5 days. His oxygen sats kept continuously dropping and he was even more sick now. I am thinking boy this RSV is a kick in the asser. The floor Resident(Doctor) came in and said he was ok enough to be cared for at home. I said to hell he is' his 02 sats keeps dropping and hes fighting to breathe!! He continued to the nurses station and told the nurses to draw up discharge papers. I looked at my brother of whom was with me through this entire ordeal and said this ain't happening! I refuse to bring him home like this. I called my son'

Deep In The Pit....
~A gravestone stands solid, alone, on a grassy field, as the grass bends lightly in the breeze.~ Those images kept flashing in my head, which was bad news cause I was driving on the freeway. Not that my safety was in jeopardy, during rush hour, top speed was 10 mph. But flashbacks of graves weren't what I wanted on my mind at the moment. I was on my way to Tara and focus shouldn't have been a problem. Tara's interest in me began the day I started at CommNet as a technical support agent. She always told me she liked techy types. She worked in customer service, and both of us dealt a lot with customers, so both of us wore business suits at work. Thinking about her Aurburn hair up in a bun, or some do started to give me wood, which was good cause this evening we were gonna let our crushes grow into something further. All that thinking allowed me to finally get to the freeway exit. And a few minutes later, I was parked and looking at her apartment building entrance. It was a sm

Whats Up...
well as of august 4th 2007 @ 6pm, i am officially married for the 2nd time. i am sure this time its gonna be the right one. she treats me and my boys so well and i really love her to the end of the world. hey there mandy...love ya baby !!!

Who Likes To Play Offline?
I did it a few times for this female and its kinda fun! any females like bi guys? LOOKING FOR REAL OFFLINE FUN! IM ME OR EMALE ME IF YOURE INERESTED IN A NSA RELATION! SEX IS SEX, LETS JUST FUCK OR SUCK AND LEAVE! NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE JUST SEX :P You won't be disappointed! I promise ;)

First Time
Well here goes my blog virginity. Spending Easter just hanging around the house and taking naps here and there. Pretty boring things. I think I need to spice up my CT page. Let me hear your suggestions and I will incorporate as many as I can. I would especially love to here from you ladies.

Men
why cant i be happy? why is it so hard for me to smile? is it cause so many people dissapoint me in my life? or hurt me? or using me ? people say it is so nice to love someone ... i really dont know anymore how that feels i dont know how to love someone i feel like i am a ghost .... some people dont care about how i feel .... all i was looking for was love someone who love me the same way i love him but everytime i am crossing those type of assholes who just use me and hurt me what is life about ? getting hurt or dissapointed getting so far that i cant trust nobody anymore ? i wished someone could tell me i wished i would find someone who can put that smile back on my face and make my heart happy but i didnt think i will find it again... i dont think there is someone outside in this world who can take the way i am the honest the being real and always speaking my mind person .... alot men r scared of that they cant take it they run away from a woman like me why is that ? men say i need

* Dimension * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universe *
* Dimensions * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universes * ********************************************************************************************* * Dimension * ********************************************************************************************* (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3

Jokerz Vengence Cycle
Black Smiling Lips Dead, Whit Skin Black Diamonds Around the Eyes There's Darkness Inside It's head Jingles With Rage A Smile That does So Decieve It Laughs In the Night He Brings Terror to Others Lives Amusement that Leads to Death A Power to Make You Forget All Misery That Likes Company He's Coming For You Watch Out for the Joker There's No Escaping His Rage!!!! Addicted to My Disease Darkness is my home, but my life is just not whole, Something's missing, it's all a lie, watchthis place collide. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll bethere, Vengence will be mine,I've got to take mylife back, The time has come for me to rise above myself, Create and destroy, build it up and break itdown, It's my time to dream, I'll close my eyes andleave myself behind, Watch myself slip away intonothingness, Meditation in my mind, Innerselfsuicide to take away the pain, I've lost all my feeling forthe time, I'm not affraid to fade away, For thismoment I am happy, I'm l

Contest
Hey everybody, I'm in a fav tattoo contest that runs until next Sunday. I need all the comments and rates possible. Thanks e who help, it is greatly appreciated. I will try to help all those who help me.

Ntr-activ
Our debate: Cup of noodles is better than top ramen OR top ramen is better than cup of noodles. Spaghetti noodles and elbow noodles are the only type that should ever be eaten OR spiral and other shaped noodles are the only type to ever be eaten. And finally... Chips REALLY ARE a breakfast food OR not no but hell no they are not. Any thoughts? Make a random poem, story, quote, caption...whatever...with the words:: Captain Heater Kitten Superman Ghetto Rose Bob

* World Soul Awake *
WORLDSOUL AWAKE ...is the existence of Terra on fire with Love -- Aion 131 I INVOKE THE WORLDSOUL THE ETERNAL EYE THAT SEES ALL THE MEMORY OF BILLIONS OF YEARS I INVOKE THE GROUPMIND THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS ONE HEART, ONE DESIRE, ONE MIND I ENFLAME THE GROUP UNCONSCIOUS TO CONSCIOUSNESS TOTAL SELF AWARENESS NOW! ONE BEING ONE CONSCIOUSNESS ONE THOUGHT NOW! I DEMAND JOY THROUGH THE UNITY OF MANDKIND I DEMAND PEACE FOR THE BEAUTY OF GROWING THROUGH THE BIRTH OF THE ONE MIND ONE! I DEMAND FREEDOM FOR ALL BEINGS TO DO THEIR WILL IN THE DANCE OF TAO INNER STILLNESS PLAYING IS THE BETWEEN PATH I AM PLAY I AM THE STAR WITHIN THE SYSTEM OF STARS I AM EARTHED-LINK IN INFINITE CHAIN-MEMORY OF CHROMOSOMAL INSTINCTS I AM NOW ONE IS NOW ONE ALL WAYS MUST AWAKE NOW! .MATAS.

Crap!!!!
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Sea Song Sang
its been a forgtnight since ive been set adrift at sea. tossed out here like bait for some great beast. oh and i can here it rummbling like a massive thud thud thud, churnin' up the water beneth me. a goliath levithen come to take whats due. me thinks it will take me whole. one mighty maw comming up from the darkness. i sit, light me pipe with the last match and wait. Now hear this... its time, my water lovin' friends, to cast away yer land lovin' legs. Time to head on down to the salty blue depths of the warm currents. Rum is being shipped and all else is in season. so move yer lard and make haste, least ye be left behind to bake dry in the hot summer sun. Ye all be fools to stay topside. acrid air and stale brezze will reap the life from thy bones and sow not a singel seed. all to be left is dust.all wood to crumble.All metal to rust. So I be implorin' ya, come with me. we'll swim and be free. a destionation has been reached. a puzzeled look from my salty mates. Dive I say Dive

The Breathing Sound (please Read And Comment)
I'm in my bed. There's nothing wrong. Everything's fine. I'm safe here. It's just my mind playing tricks on me. Have you ever heard the sound of someone breathing? Well try imagining it for a second. Okay. Now imagine that your really, really small. Now imagine that your in a small box. And not only that, but it's also dark. Really, really dark. Now imagine the sound of breathing in the box and it's loud. Really, really loud. Got it? Good. Cause guess what? Surprise! You're not in a box, you're in your room! And surprise again! The breathing's so loud because it's coming from under your bed! Woo hoo! Now, repeat after me. "I'm in my bed. There's nothing wrong. Everything's fine. I'm safe here. It's just my mind playing tricks on me." Hey ... Surprise... You're NOT safe. Nope not at all. That thing that you "think" you're imagining? It's really there! *nod nod nod* So have you got a good idea of this in your head now? Good. Because this is exactly what I went through for wee

Men Vs Women
When everybody on earth was dead and waiting to enter paradise, God appeared and said, "I want the men to make two lines, one line for the men who were true heads of their household and the other line for the men who were dominated by their women. I want all the women to report to St. Peter." Soon, the women were gone, and there were two lines of men. The line of the men who were dominated by their wives was 100 miles long, And in the line of men who truly were heads of their household there was only one man. God said, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves, I created you to be the head of your household! You have been disobedient and have not fulfilled your purpose! Of all of you, only one obeyed. Learn from him."God turned to the one man, "How did you manage to be the only one in this Line?"The man replied, "My wife told me to stand here

Book Worth Having.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP) Front Back Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP) I have blogged a few of her poems also. A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that

Look Twice
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Alone
well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face.. then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick

I Need Help In The Sexxy Lady Contest
Hi Everyone, I've entered a Sexy Lady Contest that will run until April 12th, to try and win a Cherry Blast. I could really use alot of help, and I would really APPRECIATE anyone's help with comment bombing. If you can't bomb me, then can you please at least repost this bulletin for me? I would REALLY APPRECIATE any help I can get. Here is my link below. Please click on that and it will bring you straight to the contest. Thank you so much. Hope you all have a wonderful Easter. Hugs {***AngelEyes***} of ~~~AngelFamily~~~

Being Confused Sucks
this is so true If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently

Dreams
This dream bother Doug when I told him about it since I was still pregante at the time. I am laying in a room loungeing on a bed, when my eyes open. I watch Doug walk up to me, in his eyes I see a tears shinning thru his dead eyes. In his hands he is carrying a small black box with golden swirling designs on it. My hands tremble, my head shakes in a silent plea of no. Slowly he lowers the box and inside, i see the edge of a snow white blanket and a small limp hand clutching it. I wake up.... I am in a giant white room that softly glows & pluses like it has a life of it's own. As I look around in wonder I see that the entire room is fill with thousand of thousands of bubbles. Some how I instinctivly know that in the reflection of each bubble lays a snap shot of a memory that it contains. If I were to think of a memory the bubble would float to me and I could replay it right there in front of me. Somethign catches my attention.....a shadow learking. I can not follow it but

Thnking About Being Adopted
Been thinking lately about the shock I felt when I found out I was adopted. Kinda hard on the system, when you live to be my age, and find out. I found out after both my adopted parents had passed away. My brother knew and had made a promise to my father that he wouldnt say anything until both of them were gone. I wonder why? Did they think I was that fragile, that I couldnt handle it? Yes.... they were right... But, I think I could have handled it better if I was told when I was a child, and not an adult, who now has no life history. I mean, who am I know? I am not the person that I thought I was/am??...Un-nerving to say the very least. I love my adopted parents for wanting to love me and take care of me/us (** my brother..who is also adopted-from a different biological mother). We both were adopted as newborns, if that makes a difference.?? Mom was a great photographer and a shutterbug, so I have tons of photos of both my brother and I as teeny tiny babies and us b

Random Info
anyways anyone got any advice or want to help me out lol so yea anyways dont know how this fucking happnd im a vrgn in college taht shits just fucked up. anyone that know any college chciks that help me with my prob it be apriceated reply back to this or message me if u could peace thanks

Thoughts
just my thoughts ya know things come and go for a reason in ur life. Walking thru a dark forrest and things looked bleak and black. slowly walking waiting for some light... and BANG another knock on the head which makes u loose self confidence so quick "omg i failed agaain" then in no time at all a Gift is dropped into your lap.... a gift that has opened doors...of things i couldnt believe. I see there r People out there believe in me. So im ready for the ride of my life with HRR and somthin special in the wind......... big hugs to those there for me today special hugs to wicked and Matt u guys know why:) april 17th My Lil man son come home to me after 3 1/2 yrs oh he has made me smile laugh cry soo much... so awesome to have him back. He makes my every day brighter and sunnier to see his smiles, get his hugs and kises and hear him say " I LOVE YOU MUM" & GLAD TO B HOME WITH YOU... something i learnt they always come home sooner or later when they know its good for them..

Update On Why I Cant Use Ct Fully Now ....
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL

I Shouldnt Be Feeling Empty
Thoughts from a long time ago that still apply, possibly even more so now A single word flowing from my lips Creating a painting from my heart A winding vine encircling all i know Causing some to squirm and wiggle A solem word to me of beauty and life Growing with light so real and pure Another breath to those who will listen Gliding through the strings of life The words of my life continually flow lost little girl you gone astray do you really know where you plan to go do you realize you left your path and travel a way that seems so dark and cold lost litlle girl where will you turn can you see the shadow closing in on you taking you down this road tantalizing you with its lies and games lost little girl hear our cry do you see those that call you home do you feel the hole you've left and the emptiness of a broken heart lost little girl an empty shell is there anything left of what you once where where is the laughter and glee that is but a faint and

Army Shout Outs
ANY SOLDIERS AND PILOTS FROM THE 101ST PLEASE MESSAGE ME I LOVE YOU GUYS I LIVED NEAR FT. CAMPBELL ONCE I WAS RIGHT ON THE FLIGHT PATH AND NAME ALL THE COPTERS BY SOUND I LOVED IT I EVEN RODE IN A BLACKHAWK AT AGE 16 IT WAS AWESOME AND EVEN GOT A KIOWA WARRIOR TO HOVER OVER MY HOUSE ONCE SO ANY SCREAMING EAGLES MESSAGE ME. GO SCREAMING EAGLES

Something To Ponder...
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t

Beware Of This Guy On Ct.
Your are 100% Oklahoman IF.... >1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, Chickasha and >Tahlequah. > >2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are >sissies. > >3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look >for a funnel. > >4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on >the highway. > >5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. > >6 You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by >the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. > >7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. > >8. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. > >9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. > >10. You measure distance in minutes. ("I'm about 5 minutes away.") > >11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." > >12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in >an airplane cras

Poetry
I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you lies I want to say she'll be OK, you didn't t

Boricua Represting
¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

No Patience For Stupid
ALRIGHT HERE IT IS PEOPLE. MANY OF YOU LIKE MYSELF I AM SURE HAVE TO WORK WITH THE PUBLIC IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. NOW THERE IS ENOUGH THAT I DO TO MAINTAIN WHAT MY EMPLOYER WANTS, I DON'T GET TATTOO'S BELOW MY ELBOW'S, I DON'T WEAR FACIAL JEWELERY, I STAY FAIRLY CLEAN CUT AND I DON'T PUNCH STUPID PEOPLE IN THE FACE WHEN THEY GET ON MY NERVES. I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE IGNORANT ASS PEOPLE WHO COME IN TO MY BAR AND ASK STUPID QUESTIONS OR COMPLAIN WHEN THEY DIDN'T READ EVERYTHING ON THE MENU CORRECTLY OR ORDER A DRINK THAT I MAKE AND THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT A FLAVOR THAT IS NOTED OR EVEN IN THE NAME OF THE DRINK. I HATE WHEN I AM PLAYING A GIG AND SOME ONE GETS PISSED OFF BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO PLAY SOME STUPID SING ALONG SONG THAT IS ON EVERY JUKE BOX AND IS PLAYED BY EVERY HALF ASS NO TALENT MUSICIAN AROUND, SORRY I AM BETTER THEN THAT YOU STUPID BACKWOOODS HILLBILLY. I GET TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO CARRY ON ABOUT THINGS LIKE STARBUCKS AND OTHER BIG BUSINESS COMING ALONG AND HOW T

Hmmm....
Hey guys, I need all of you right now to help me in this contest. Please, anytime your free click on the pic link at the bottom of this blog, and post as many comments as possible on it. I would do it for you guys, seriously. If at any time you need me to return the favor, just let me know and I'm there. Thanks in advance for any help you can give! :) Well, I figure for my first blog, I'll just put up alittle about me. I'm 22 years old, I live in honesdale Pennsylvania, I just got out of a serious relationship, and I have three wonderful children. I play guitar, as much as I possibly can, but lately that hasnt been as much as I would like. My current favorite drink is Sex In The Graveyard(Its delicious, next time your at a bar order one, you shouldnt be disapointed), and I smoke entierly too much. I listen to just about any kind of music imaginable. I love movies, and I hope to direct one of my own one of these days. I really dont know what else to put down here, so any questions

Poetry
And these pills take me farther now, Away from my own breath, My words are choking in my throat, My thoughts are all a mess, I feel my heartbeat slowing, And my vision starts to dim, I see my life before my eyes, And then I start to grin, The world is growing colder now, I'm leaving it behind, Just as it has left me here, As I meet my self demise... Justin Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do withou

Think Think Think
Read Each One Carefully & Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, sm

Animations/pics
Where is the best place to find cartoon animations? I havea friend that wants me to find some and email em to her phone. Anyone know where to find some Teen Titans ones? I guess she is looking for the naughty animations. Any and all help would be appreciated. Thanks and have a great day! B

The Flight
Her flight from LAX to Iowa was perfect. Hope the rest of this little excursion goes as well, she thought as she exited the plane and filed into the bustling airport along with the other passengers on this lovely Saturday afternoon. Since her only luggage was the tote bag that she carried which contained the essentials she’d need, there was no need to locate the baggage carousel. She did, however, see a cozy lounge where she escaped from the crowd of people who were rushing to and from their flights. As she sipped her White Russian, the Brown haired Blue eyed vixen of a business woman thought about the situation. She had flown a thousand miles for a meeting. This, however, would not be a board meeting or a high-end meeting with some deep-pocketed client. It would be a meeting with the person she’d been in contact with via email for nearly six months. He’d written a story that she identified with so much that she wrote Him a complimentary communication. That led to additio

Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl

Blogs For Helping Me While Billy Is Gone...
Hey Ya'll, Just recieved the news that Billy's deployment will be February 6-10... God, please make sure to say an extra prayer for Billy for a while... He is due back in September... Again will keep you updated... Huggs and kisses to all, ~ Sadie Grace ~ Hey there everyone, Hope as is well for everyone and that everyone has had an awesome summer so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals since I have been away... Have good news to share, Billy is Leaving Iraq on Sept. 18th to come home... This tour has had it's ups and downs that's for sure... I am including his bulletin from myspace... get the chance and have myspace, please stop by his page and tell him hello and that his Mama sent you... http://www.myspace.com/loser1_l1 well this deployment is coming to an end. What a freaking deployment!!! this was suppsoed to be the easiest and turned out to be the worst. I came with one company as the comm cheif and a SGT, and now i leave with a diffent comp

Monday 9 April 2007
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Thoughts
I Reside WIthin the darkness I reside Sitting silently by your side You are unaware I am here The unspoken words You won't say Yearning to get out yet unheard Wanting accepted Only rejected Within the darkness I reside JLC-2007

10 S Only Please!!!!
Woke up thought it was a good day, find out I'm walking to get meds . I forgot to reserve my ride. What a nice day except... I think about her and her freckles high on her cheeks her eyes the color of our sky today. Her red hair sparkles in the sunlight. A smile sarcastic but, a smile.. she smells soft and sexy. someone you want to walk behind and whisper in her ear how beautiful she is and when your done roll your upper lip across the top of her ear and kiss her neck ever so softly as she shivers . You know, the hair on the back of her neck stands up. you are so close you can feel your breath bounce off her neck. She has to turn around her cheeks bright and blushing , looking up slowly pulling her head to one side hoping she will get kised. Kissed by you right then. now. she melts her body into yours . You have to hold her , her wieght is carried lightly in your arms. love remembering love . dreams of intimacy, sweet mornings wrapped in the smell of her hair and the warm spring nights

Tears On My Pillow
well i am 24 yrs old. I have natural brown hair and I dye it red. I am married and have a 2 and half year old son. I love to sing, dance, play softball. hang with my son and play on the net. yall have a good day!

My Random Thoughs
isn't it funny how when you block someone from your profile, they don't get the picture that you don't want them in it. i mean if i wanted them to have anything to do with my profile, i would not have blocked them in the first place. i left myspace because of certain people and guess what not even 2 days later, at least one of them shows up on here... i don't want to have to leave CT because of those certain people. stay out of my profile/life... worry about your own pathetic life/profile..... enough said......... Make your Comments HEARD using CommentYou2.com this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. Y

Great Things To Think About
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replac

Nice Guys Finish Last
Been hearing the song by Ingrid Michaelson a lot lately. Now I wonder if there really are any women out there like this. If you are, let me know. The Way I Am By: Ingrid Michaelson If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cuz I love the way you call me baby. And you take me the way I am. I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. I found this on the web and thought I would post it: NICE GUYS FINISH LAST By: Garrett Hols It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT

Poems
im ready!!! so far away yet so close together so many things falling apart the distance is far but not our hearts when we talk we seem so close yet we are still so far away all day long i wait to hear your voice so many things to say yet none gets said its like my mind goes blank all my words fade and nothings there everything inside me stops nothing with me is the same anymore many of my habits are gone the things i do now are all because of you i've figured out who the real me is you have helped me open my eyes and find something new now im me and im ready ready to be myself ready to be who i've been inside this whole time hiding inside,hiding from my fears, hiding from life now IM here and im not going anywhere IM READY...! What Happened To Us? Sitting here wondering What happened to us We used t be so close And then I look around and your gone I know I’m the reason why But I’m not

The-rape-me: Take 1
Current mood: sick Category: Parties and Nightlife And..... I feel like utter shit today. It's supposed to be my fucking vacation, and here I am practically choking on my own snot. It started yesterday morning..and lasted the whole day, all through last night, and this morning is still quite previlant. I have got to get some fucking medication. An antihystamine or something. Also, because I'm swallowing so much fucking snot, I feel fucking nauseous as hell(as I'm sure you do as well after reading this) Ugh goddamn! Anyway, despite my illness, I had fun last night..let me think what I did... Oh yeah. I came into Conway and went straight to my Grandma and Papaw's house. The original plan was for Marcelo and Trey to meet me there. However, whilst I was there, my friend Blake called me and wanted to know if I'd come see his new apartment. Then my friend Steven called and was like.. Dude, come see our new apartment.. Apparently they live together with two additional people.

Women
In case someone forgot to teach you how or what you should expect: *respect- her and her opinions as she should do yours *listen -even if you don't like what she has to say she needs to say it, and who knows you may learn something *open the door for her-yes she can do it her self that is not the point the point is the little damn things *little things- mean as much or more then the big ones because they show you really do care enough to do them and are thinking of her *never- lie to her what hurts is not just the crime but the lie, that you could not even be stand up enough to except responseablty for it *never- cheat if you love her, she is all you need and if you need more and she doesn't, then get out, small pain here is better than major hurt later. *never- judge with out hearing her side *never- belive she is perfect she is human that means flaws *never- diss her flaws they are what make her unique in all the world *never- try to change her, support and encourage her

Here I Go Again....
At the pressure and insistence of others, I have begun baking from home again as means of boosting my income. I think I must be crazy.... I have no dishwasher, but friends will not be dissuaded. I will have to keep it at a bare minimum, but it will be a big help to finances..... especially if I can do wedding cake.... In a month or so I may have to retreat, because the heat here is unbearable in the summer, I don't know if I will be able to have my oven on so much. I have alot of cleaning projects going on at the moment also, and only about a month to accomplish these things, just deep cleaning stuff, like washing ceiling fans and such, organizing the garage, cleaning carpets, and washing my lawn furniture. It's almost that time. Obviously I'll be staying busy, in anticipation of a houseguest that will be arriving in about a month, I would like all that stuff to be done so I can relax and enjoy spending time. Simone keeps looking at me as though I have lost my mind, while

Poems
Accept The Shadows As good is to evil, death is to life. While during the life cycle, you are just a pawn for a bigger purpose. Yet, during the end of your days, you start to take a step down. Down the road of endless dreams, your mind wanders. Soon, your life will end, you have no control over this. Stepping out of the shadows, taking you. You are not living, you shall not be missed... As you have already been forgotten. All of your possessions, memories, and life, have been displaced. In this world, they have no knowledge of what lurks within the shadows. Once you have been assimilated, there is no turning back. Your mind is at a complete loss, nothing left to do but follow. And as you follow, there is no greater purpose. Just lurking within the shadows, preying on the unsuspecting. Though there is no real acknowledgment of your doings. Someone will find out, soon enough. And the field will be destroyed. No purpose for being, no reason to be existent. Slowly, you

Hell As I Know It
I have 18 more days left of high-school and it seems like forever. I am on my way to a better life to Nashville TN, leaving behind everything that i hate here in Mo. College sounds like so much fun and i'll be living on campus of course, but i have no idea what to expect. so if any of you want to fill me on some of the college life i'd appriciate it thanks

How About You
If I was in a contest.... would you help me out... If I needed help leveling... would you help me out... If I needed help of any kind... would you write a bulletin for me asking all your friends to help me... I have decided that ... no you wouldnt.... who am I talking about???? no one really... was just in my head so I thought I would ask... thanks for your time...

Randomness
Use Of 'N-Word' May End Porn Star's Career At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to si

Military Vs. Civilians
He joined the Armed forces... You went to college. He signed a retarded contract... You can read. You go to work, he goes to work. You get paid to do your job, he gets paid to do his job. Get the picture? Military vs. Civilians You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows h

Wtf?
Was wining and dining some clients the other evening when the discussion turned toward today's prevalent sexual attitudes. Imagine my suprise when a very attractive lady that was with us freely admitted that she regularly "hooked up". She said that it is perfectly acceptable to have one nighters and casual sexual encounters. Her caveat, however, was unless she liked the guy. If she liked him, she wouldn't sleep with him for some time. So, this begs the question for the lost art of seduction. Is romance and seduction a thing of the past? Do women not appreciate a man treating them with respect, manners, and bringing flowers? Listening to their likes/dislikes? Should we forgo the "courting" dance and be more aggressive and abrupt? It has been my experience that being a romantic gentleman usually leads to 1. scorn 2. loss of the woman as she finds someone else who is more aggressive or 3. she immediate sees the romantic gestures as more than they are (i.e. trying to make a l

Thats My Boy
A young farm lad from North Iowa goes off to college, but about 1/3 of the way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered away all of the money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his daddy. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education is coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here at Iowa State that will teach our dog Ole Blue how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing," his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the boy says. "I'll get him into the course.” So, his father sends the dog and the $1,000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Ole Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ," says his father, "No kidding!

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Humor
If our lovers won't be friends and silence widens misrepresents the deeper truths we wish be known we leave behind old lovers Stripped of pretense we stumble through maybe seek a sign or wave the flag the intimate circle we gravitate to becomes a mass mirage and we play house long enough to get the footprints at the door If the door closes softly we walk through. People like to send them :) One winter morning a couple is listening to the radio over breakfast. They hear the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. We are asking everyone to park their car on the even-numbered side of the street, so there is room for the snowplows to get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. Today you must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through."

Im Single Because I Work In A Stripclub (part One)
Well im 28 and ive been in the stripclub for 5 years doing everything from Bartending to Dj, Doorman To Mgr and i have yet to find the girl im looking for im not sure what it is but i believe that working in the Adult Industry has caused my Chances In Dateing To Become More Difficult... i mean i work around women all the time dealing with attitudes cramps and men bashing as well as the ocassional Tweeker aimlessly Wondering around the club Looking for god only knows and having the other Dancers Complain to me On how Un attractive She is .... Look I know what hot and whats not and dont get me wrong i love all types of women and am not judgemental at all which is why i make the most money at my job doing what i do so im doing somthing right "right?" and ive seen alot of things that would make any guy Cringe at how women really are Ive been in the ladies room and heard what is said and what goes on and what women really think and ill elaborate on it as the days go by .. it just seems t

My Torn Acl~;(>
Well I finally saw my surgeon today and he wants to use a cadavers tendon. I hope it's a good one. He says they do that so they don't have to do more surgery on me and the healing time is alot faster. I also found out I'm going to lose my job after my short term disability runs out and my 30 personal leave, but will get hired back after I heal up. Which sucks ass but I'll survive. Well wish me luck. I hope to get through this with no infection. I had a MRSA infection a couple of monthes ago and should bring that up to him so he can take some extra precautions. I hope it doesn't come from this fellow, my guy better be drinkin' Jack~;)> I was playing paintball last week and hyperextended my knee, holy shit it was painful. I went to the doctor the next day and they sent me to get an MRI. Today (a week later) they finally let me know what is wrong. I tore my ACL which is pionted out here. So now I have to let it heal for three weeks and then I guess they are going to do reconstr

We Have Taken The Blue Pill Today...
Constriction ... Staring through blank soulless eyes. Choke....I find no happiness in today, I find only deep seething depression. I feel I can't draw breath. Overwhelming. Violent negative thoughts. Blood in all of them. Fucking hell Inky, I need the pain. Cold..alone Many dark clouds fill my sky.. Wandering soulless, choking... I have gone many weeks without solace, my release the evils brewing inside.. Sadness spirals around seeping deep within.. blinded by torrents both from the sky and behind my tormented, haunted eyes

Why People Can't Be Themselves
well i thought that i would try dating someone and actually see if people could be real. well that did not last long. i hate dating. i hate when i am told you are so beautiful, why cant they just say hey can i f**k you. i think single is best because i dont want to go through the hassle of figuring out what is a lie toi get in my pants and what is actually from there heart. they say that things in life happen for a reason and there is a reason that you meet the people you meet. The freinds that i have have shown me that no matter what you do in life they will always be there to help you through the good and bad times. The ex loves showed me what i really want in a man and how to see the signs of the people that really could care less about the real you. The new people i meet show me that no matter how bad times are there is always people out there that will care if ou give them a chance. i love life wish everyone else respected it. Just when you think that you meet someone that

Hottie Contest..
A Friend of mine is holding a Hottie Contest.. it is a rates only contest.. so you win with the most rates.. no comment bombing needed.. click her link below if you interested in entering.. and see her blog for info.. Heavnessence(FAN ME.. I FAN BACK..RATE ME.. ILL RATE YOU BACK)@ CherryTAP

Life Sucks
ya so when ppl tell you to always trust ur gut ya its true in referance to my last blog how i wasnt sure bout this new bf well i had good reason i now see he wasnt ready for a relationship which in my mind he wasnt ready to give up all the other chicks that r "friends" that he texts all day long even w hen we r together i dont no wat to do ne more im tired of gettin hurt bc i open myself up to ppl it only causes pain an ya cant do it ne more When people ask me what do I see in my future I tell them what I want to see. Not watt I really see because I would probably be locked up in the nut house. I tell them that I see myself being a nurse, a mom and a wife, all happily of course. But when I really think bout it, it all looks black, incomplete, empty, and lonely. It’s actually really depressing and scary when I think bout it long enough because I don’t know what it means. I don’t see myself being a nurse, having kids, or a husband. Really I don’t even see myself graduati

Lessons Learned
I stand outside the window looking in…I see you there. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The storm inside my soul rages as my heart bleeds for your touch. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My breath on the glass builds as I yearn for a simple look my way. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My eyes mist over as I watch you holding a collar; I could only pray that it would be for my neck. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My finger prints leave running marks as I lower my hand; not knowing how to fix me…how to fix us. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The rain hides my pain as I turn to walk away; for know we lost each other again in this life, tears me apart. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I

Work!...work!...work!
I haven't been on in awhile. Due to working a new job, going to school and also working on a new site. If anyone is interested in going to it I will be posting info on here periodically to make sure all of my friends get the opportunity to see the site. The new site is Wiifamiily. We are a young up and coming site. We are family based, and are LGBT friendly. We do not discriminate! Wiifamiily is a great place for boys and girls of all ages, races, and political back grounds. Even if you don't have a Wii, you can become a member. Get news, reviews of games, talk to users of the Wii, and post suggestions on the site. You can even make your own Mii! At this time we are offering to all of our new members free email and hosting for life! Don't miss out on this opportunity, join now! Thank you in advance for all your support. If you don't want to join, please vote for us, and click on the help us grow link. Click on some links. Browse around you will find we are trying our best

Goddess Of Jasper Red Rantings And Ravings
ARE YOU: 1. A cuddler: Yes 2. Tall: Nope 5' 5'' 3. In your pajamas: Not atm but I will be soon they are my favorite Clothes 4. Left handed: Nopers LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Cathy 2. Person you talked to on the phone: Jason my Hubby 3. Friend you texted: Jase 4. Thing you wore: Pants and a Hooded sweater it is May and Fucking Cold FAVORITE: 1. Number: 34 2. Season: Spring 3. Flower: Red Carnation QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Get Dressed and go to Work Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Yes...Too Complicated to get into here Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Crocodile Dundee My hubby Q: Where is the last place you went? The Mud Bogs Q: Who is your current crush? My Hubby Q: Do you wish upon stars? Every night Q: Are you a friendly person? Very some say overly friendly Q: Where did u sleep last night? my bed Q: What color shirt are you wearing? grey Q: Wh

Jokes
Dog's Diary entries... > >8:00 am Dog food! My favorite thing! > >9:30 am A car ride! My favorite thing! > >9:40 am A walk in the park! My favorite thing! > >10:30 am Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! > >12:00 pm Lunch! My favorite thing! > >1:00 pm Played in the yard! My favorite thing! > >3:00 pm Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! > >5:00 pm Milk bones! My favorite thing! > >7:00 pm Got to play ball! My favorite thing! > >8:00 pm Wow! Watched TV with my master! My favorite thing! > >11:00 pm Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! > > >Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary: > >Day 683 of my captivity. > > > > My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me

Book
Big Girls Need Love Shanice, the 24 year old fashion diva from Brooklyn NY, who is currently going through fashion school to pursue her dream of being the top fashion designer for plus size women...while battling with the negativity of today's society... While growing up in Brooklyn, Shanice had to deal with alot of things that most people wouldn't even think of...At age 11 she was raped by a man that was dating her mom at the time... Her mother was never really the type to take care of her children. Basically, Shanice grew up taking care of her younger brother and sister. Making sure that she was there for them when ever they need anything. While attending fashion school, Shanice had a hard time finding a job. Every job that she would apply to would basically turn her down cuz she wasn't given the chance to prove herself. She had to almost go to the extreme of prostitution. Luckily, God was looking out for her and she was given the chance to better herself by working

Memories Of Ronald Reagan
"If we forget that we are one nation under God, then we shall be a nation gone under!" I did not necessarily agree with everything Mr. Reagan said or did, however this is most probably the most accurate and profound statement of any statesmen ever recorded.

Release
The shadows have all gone, The pain has had flee, Leaving only what, Was ever meant to be. I see the world before me, And the light within. So with open eyes i now embrace, What i have never been. The sorrow that has held me, Drowning in despair, The tears that never ceased, But seemed to fill the air, Could my soul, No longer bare. And in their place before me, In the place i hold so dear Is the life that binds, The life i never knew was here!

Moods
I joined this site over two years ago when some of my family members joined, I have made many friends on here and even thought I met someone more special than that but they were playing head and heart game....anyway, people have stopped sending nice comments and rating pics and it has really just became boring, I come here just to see who is on and then normally get offline....so if you think I should stay give me a good reason, if not I probably will be leaving but if you want to continue being my friend you can add me at some other sites or add me on yahoo messenger.....Just let me know. Sharon

Rants
It's time once again for another wonderful and fun-filled hate mail review! Yeaaay! More hate, just what the world needs. The Would-Be-Hater in Question : Some faggot Linkin Park Emo fan. And his oh-so thoughtful and fear-inspiring, degrading lump of near-hate : Now you all know how much I love hate-mail. It really makes me feel special and important, to contemplate the possibility that I ruined some poor fuck's day with a mere lump of text. Mr. Da Vill (which is evidently Canadian for "The Town") was repsonding to a recent post I placed on a Linkin Park Official Myspace Page blog, which he believes I visited for the express purpose of talking shit. Well, Mr. The Town, I actually saw Linkin's sorry-ass blog on the Most Popular Blogs section of Myspace, alongside such frumpery as the goddamn Suicide Girls (naked fat punk chicks) and related horrible "blogs". Blog isn't even a fucking word, you morons. Anyway, now back to demolishing Mr. The Town's self-este

A Night She Says........
I turn on some music and slowly begin to sway my hips to the music. I run my hands all over my body. I caress my way up my legs, over my hips and slowly glide them over my stomach still moving with the music. My hands creep up further over my breasts and give them a gentle squeeze. I pinch my nipples making them hard and visible through my shirt. I caress my throat and slowly begin to work my way back down my breasts, my stomach, my hips, my thighs and my legs. I turn around and stand with my legs spread and my hips swiveling. My head is turned to face you. I slowly begin to raise my white halter-top. Teasingly I raise it a little and lower it a little until it is right below my breasts. I then take it and pull it over my head and toss it to the side. I'm standing there with my bare chest because I 'm not wearing a bra. I dance with the music my hands covering my breasts. Every so often you can glimpse a peek at my nipples. I remove one of my hands and then the other and hold t

What You Should Know
someone i know from sfriends is in the hospital she takes 12 kind on medications a day and all the meds caused her to go in the hospital for a while we throught we were going to lose her she couldnt moved or eat. she was hooked to tubes and everything just laying there.i always wonder if its really nessasery for anyone to talk all them and more meds in one day. i can see the seezier meds but i dont see why all the pain killers in one dayand water pills and anti depressents i can see one or two different depressents cause i have to take three but 12 all together is beyond me i would think all they could kill someone if all the dr's dont know about the meds and side affects.

Bad Amy Is In A Very Goofy Mood.....
When I die, I am going to reincarnate into a cat...not just any cat... I'M COMING BACK AS A CAT OF A RICH WHITE WOMAN! hahahahahahahahahahaha With this said, I am off to bed! I am the peak of evolution, someday everyone is going to be like me!!!! I am the ever so cute, lovable AMY.......and there is no baddness whatsoever.......(ok well maybe just a little) hahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Do you see my super shiny, well polished halo??? hee hee :-) Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Cdl
Well went for my CDL yesterday and i got it... Was a long hard 6 weeks of training but i made it and now i am a truck driver :) WOOHOO... I would like to thank Chris for all the support he gave me and helping me make this change in my life. Your the best hun, ty for everything :) So now i got a few days off then on the road i go. So wont be around here much but will stop by from time to time. hugz to all Well took the permit test today and passed it :) WOOT Now just gotta wait to go to school on the 23rd of this month :) excited but nervous :) Took 11 more test on general knowledge and each one had 15 questions each.. here is the results :) Your Total Score is 12 Percent is 80% Your Total Score is 13 Percent is 86% Your Total Score is 15 Percent is 100% Your Total Score is 14 Percent is 93% Your Total Score is 12 Percent is 80%

This Past Week , Mr Chows Drunk, Truth, And Cassie.
Okay, trying to catch up on my activities. I need to blog this for future use (as in book) Went to Mr. Chows last week on Wednesday. Brittany wanted to introduce her new boy friend to her porn friends. Porno Dan and Angelica Sin. But they flaked. It figures, most porn people (not all) are flakes. Didn’t matter they missed out on a lot. Especially all the great food We did get to sit upstairs in the Rockstar room. Only reserved for the true superstars with power and money. No celebrity this night. We met a few friends and had a great time eating and drinking. I think the whole meal with drinks came out to over $2000.00 Sorry no pictures of Brittany's boy friend yet. All I can say he is a very powerful person in the banking industry. The paparazzi were after Brittany, snapping photos at her. I kept bothering them by asking what kind of camera they had. I became the paparazzi stalker and they were running away from me telling me to leave them

This Is My Mind
Fallen but Not Forgotten Standing in silence, amongst the graves Hanging at half-staff Old Glory waves The gun salutes slice through the mid-day As those who've gathered, bow heads to pray. The bugle sounds a sad somber tune For the lives of Soldier's lost too soon Men and women who answered the call Serving their country, giving their all. Caskets draped in the red, white and blue Honoring our Heroes brave and true Courageous souls willing to defend Their beloved nation to the end… Fallen Heroes Everyday I read the list "Fallen Hero's" of America With every new day, a new name. A new pain for an American. Their families' hurt just begun. Struggling with the questions: "Why? How?" Hoping, "Please don't let this be true". With a little hope left, they continue believing. Until the belief is taken away. As a mother kneels at a grave. No greater loss than when a mother buries her child. No greater loss; without good-byes or sweet "I love you's". T

Muy Bloody Writingz
Ok last night i sat down to write another Gothik Poem..I got down to the middle.Then realized i could not think of what else to jott down..So i am coming to you guyz for some help here..I dint name it cuz it didnt come thru yet ...So here iz what i written so far: I Lay Upon My Bed.. In My Darkened Room.. Gazing Tthru My Window.. At The Midnight Moon.. Fog Surrounds The Sky, As It Begans To Rain. Quietness Welcomes The Night With Itz Spellbound Wayz. I close my eyes and feel myself chill now running through the woods hunting my first kill to feel the land beneath my feet. to feel my blood pump with every heartbeat feel the wind flowing over me to feel the eyes I KNOW are upon me to feel the freedom known not to man to be at peace..within this strange new land.. Copyr

Last
i hate it when ppl put me last it really pisses me off every 1 puts me last in line they do where every they want 2 do frist talk 2 ppl do other stuff them they see me or we them they want 2 have some thing 2 do with me

A Little Issue...
So ummm.. recently i\'ve been boy crazy. They have seriously have been everywhere.. a few have sparked my interest but i know not to give my heart just yet. So um.. my 20 year old friend who is 8 monthes pregant.. was seeing this guy matt for like three monthes and they were in \'love\'. my friend broke up with him because he was a virgin and she wouldn\'t have sex with him because she was pregant and she she broke up with him and slept with a 44 year old dude. Mean while still being with one of her babies daddies. ANywho. hears the problem I think i really like her ex boyfriend, and we all know that stupid friend can\'t date other friends ex\'s rule... but she already openly admited that she doesn\'t care about it and it wouldn\'t bother her. Because me and him have both made it pretty apparent that we like each other, especially in front of her. Ugh i\'m just so lost because i really do like him and shit i just don\'t want to loose a friendship to have a relationship. Alrig

Wicca
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. Wicca is a celebration of the life-forces of nature as personified by the Goddess and her consort, the God. Wicca may includes the practice of magic which is defined as the process of causing change through the focusing of our natural powers. It is important to note that magic is natural. There is nothing supernatural about it. We

Heartfelt Praise To My Friends
I am sooooo thankful for all my wonderful friends here on Fubar...you are the best....sorry that I haven't been on much...been really busy with the job...you know how retail is during holiday time...have to be at work at 4:30 am tomorrow, but just had to say I wuv ya'll....hugggggggggggssssss Hello all you great people....I am not on CherryTap as much as I used to be so....I am writing this and hoping that you will read it..I think all of my friends are really great and I am sorry that I can't be on and say hi to each and every one of you when you are here....just know that I know who you are and you are in my thoughts...have a wonderful week. HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Sheryl To All of my friends on CherryTap I gratefully tip my cap. You are all quite rare Our hearts, we so easily share. I appreciate you, each and every one We share luv, comments and fun. I am glad that we have met Your friendship I will never forget. I wish love, peace, happiness too To my sweet

Misc.
Ok so I recently purchased a G1 Transformers DVD set (had to get it cause it's from my childhood and the original cartoon series is still the best) anyways the said DVD set was unfortunately formated for region 2. So I contacted the local electronics stores and asked about multi region DVD players. All of the stores (Major electroinic stores not wal-mart) have told me that over the last 5 years they have had several requests for MRDVD Players nationwide and do not have any in stock, on-line, or available to order. I did find one on Ebay but thats not the point of this rant. The point is that if these "Major" Electronic stores (Best Buy, Circuit City, Etc.) have had several requests for Multi Region DVD Players "Nationwide" over the past 5 years why do they not have them available atleast online, I mean the Demand is there why not the Suply. Anyway just ranting, Take Care, Jason This is Kara Hopkins, She was an employee of mine and a good friend. She was always happy and b

Lifes A Bitch
shes woundering how i really feel if it was really real if it was true love or just a game how i really felt when she said my name if i was really there to be by her side or if it was just a lie if i really cried if the real me even died if when we talked my insides really flyed then if those million butterflys really died if it really mattered does she know the answer to all my feelings??? if she dosent then theres something wrong LIFE CRASHES WHEN LOVE CLASHES HEARTS BURN TO ASHES DONT IT FEEL LIKE YOU JUST GOT BLASTED FROM THE PAIN YOU CANT TAKE NOR MAINTAIN THOUGHTS OF DEEP EMMOTIONS RUNNIN THROUGH UR BRAIN LIKE A DERAILED TRAIN HOW CAN ONE BE SAIN YET AND OR EXPLAIN THE MISTAKES HES MADE AND THE PRICE HES PAYED WHEN LOVE HAS NO PRICE BUT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS FILED WITH PAIN AND STRIF WITH A PERSON WHO ASKED TO BE YOUR WIFE 3 DAYS LATER TURNS TO SHIT AND YOU FEEL LIKE A BITCH NEVER BEEN HURT SAY YOU CANT FEEL PAIN SHIT THATS A LIE..AT LEAST

Peroxide (very Interesting Information)
Peroxide, who knew? (Safer and Healthier than Bleach) This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana (a doctor's wife), and I want to share it with you. She was over recently for coffee and smelled the bleach I was using to clean my toilet and countertops. This is what she told me... I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little ole bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. What does bleach cost? My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide. Have you ever smelled bleach in a doctor's office? NO!!! Why? Because it smells, and it is not healthy! Ask the nurses who work in the doctor's offices, and ask them if they use bleach at home. They are wiser and know better! Did you also know bleach was invented in the late 40's? It's chlorine,Folks! And it was used to kill our troops. Peroxide was invented during WWI in the 20's. It was used to save and help cleanse the needs of our troops and ho

Why? Will Someone Please Tell Me Why!
Ok, bare with me this is my 1st blog. I dont even know where to start. A few days ago I was the happiest woman I think I have ever been. I was in love, engaged to the most wonderful man alive, and moving on with my life! Then something happened...the war took his best friend and when that happened it took a hueg part of Bryan as well. I cant even begin to imagine what its like to lose someone in a war, to touch them one day, say bye to them as they go on a mission just to find out that hes not breathing anymore and that you wont be standing beside him at the gym in October anymore. Now I know, they signed up to fight, they signed up to do this shit, but no one expects to die! Not like that...not ever! Bryan is pushing me away, called off the engagement, called off us. I cant lose him...I dont want to lose him...he is my rock! when I met Bry, all my fears and lost hope went away. He seems to really get me, he knows the real me like no one else does. Have you ever met that one person who

My Crazy Mind...
Dear Friends and Family, I have been participating in Relay for Life for the past 7 years. Of those past 7 years I have been on the committee 3 years. I have met many new friends and cancer survivors and Relay has become a huge part of my life. Relay this year is May 2-3 7 p.m. to 7 a.m. at Sunset Park in Mauldin, SC. I have set my own personal goal to $500. I am asking you to please contribute to helping me reach my goal. We have lost too many dear and close people to this horrible disease. Please help me in helping the American Cancer Society find a cure. If you would like to help me, my own personal donation page can be reached by this link. http://main. acsevents. org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April Titus PIMPING HER OUT....CAUSE SHE ASKED ME TOO.. Kira@ fubar LOVE, ME Rule#1: Don't try to make me feel sorry for your ass, after you tried to commit suicide 3 months ago and failed, after I tried to talk you out of it. Rule#2: Don't tell me I shouldn't keep

New Icp For Joggalos Onley
Coming soon for us juggalos or on wrestling . Joggalos wresting will be here in two week . Lots of fago and clown love there. so check it out homies at www.juggalowrestling.com see ya homies there.

Leaving Today
Good morning to all my CT family, friends & Fans. Will be leaving today for Lousiana and will be back Thursday evening so I will see you all then. Have fun while I am gone, but not too much fun...lol

About Me!!
Hello All, My name is Jeana (pronounced Gina). I will make this short and to the point. I am a single mother of 3. I have been married 3 times, yes 3!! It's not like I just go around getting married because it's something to do. I have a problem with lazy stupid people and all of my ex's were lazy and stupid. You're probebly asking yourself "Why did you marry them then?" Well they didn't start off stupid and lazy, that came with time!!! I am also a lesbian, OMG, yes I said "Lesbian". I don't consider myself Bisexual, Most bi women still have or want to have a relationship with both men and women. Not me, I just prefer women. And I have not problem with bi people, be who you are and what you want to be is my thinking. I have been attracted to certain kinds of women (butch) since I was 18 but thought it was a "phase". I just got out of a 2 year relationship with a woman who fit in the stupid and lazy catagory. Sometimes men think I tell them I am a lesbian so they will leave me alone

My Familly + Others
I have Restructured my Familly List.There is a couple more I might remove today as well.I Desired to have Close friends there so I can be sure they get comments,an Rates before others.If anyone in my Familly list has problems,no matter what kind.You may come to me,I will try to be their for all of u.Once my level jumps to another there will be others being invited to my Familly.Most in it now are very worthy to be here. Some of you know by now that I save Comments,an I post them Comments as my Levels increase.I like many different comments.I don't save them all,but I do save a lot.I had no idea that my Comments get removed after a certain amount of Days.I have lost many that I wanted.Its funny at myspace I musta had over 200 comments on my account there.They stayed till I deleeted them.At Netfriendships I must have way over 500.There still there.Can't figure out why they get removed here at the CT,the Greatest Socialization spot on the Web. The last 2 days I have been Comment Bombing

Rants
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks. I hate noise. Especially noise from nerds. I just moved to another floor, and at first, it was much more quiet than my pervious location, until this week. Some guy came back from a job, and he hasnt shut up all week. why can't people work without talking all day. example of what I have to deal with, actuall quote from this guy. “I was watching European tennis championships and team Argentina….” to quote George Oscar Bluth, "COME ON" As a desk jockey, I get rather bored at work sometimes. I enjoy reading news and opinion articles at work. But lately, primary on forbes via yahoo, I came across alot of news slideshows. Why do they make these things, I can see for some stuff, but yesterday, I looked at one about 10 common

Another Thought
I just added a "crush counter" on my page ,,, so go to my page click on the crush counter under my interest and crush me IF YOU WANT,.. ok i been thinking about this for a few weeks now. i post shit and VERY FEW people view and even fewer reply to what i post as bullentions. so i have come to the conclusion that they are here just for the rankings and to be in a popularity contest which I AM NOT HERE FOR THAT. so ive decided this in the next two days or so i am goign to start deleting friends and photos of my page... and probably go back to myspace ( yes i know it sucks also) but anyway thats that and its now off my chest

True Or False?
This was emailed to me & I just could not believe this..... Very interesting! So is it True or False? WATER #1. 75% of Americans are chronically dehydrated. (Likely applies to half the world population.) #2. In 37% of Americans, the thirst mechanism is so weak That it is mistaken for hunger, that's why so many people tend to over eat. #3. Even MILD dehydration will slow down one's metabolism as 3%. #4. One glass of water will shut down midnight hunger pangs For almost 100% of the dieters studied in a University of Washington study. #5. Lack of water, the #1 trigger of daytime fatigue. #6. Preliminary research indicates that 8-10 glasses of Water a day could significantly ease back and joint pain For up to 80% of sufferers. #7. A mere 2% drop in body water can trigger fuzzy short-term Memory, trouble with basic math, and difficulty focusing on The computer screen or on a printed page. #8. Drinking 5 glasses o

The 50's
By now, more than 45 million American households have television sets. The 1950s The John Birch Society, a radical anti-Communist organization, is created in the U.S. Fifties Pop History Dr. Zhivago is published in the US. Banned in the USSR, Zhivago won author Boris Pasternak the Nobel Prize which he was forced to decline due to political forces at home. The 1950s The price of 1st class US postage is raised to 4¢ from 3¢ where it had been for 26 years. Hard to believe - only a penny in 26 years! Fifties Pop History Charles de Gaulle becomes premier of France, a position he will hold until 1969. The 1950s Dodger catcher Roy Campanella is paralyzed when the car he was driving skidded into a telephone pole. Campanella wsa the NL's MVP in '51, '53 and '55. Fifties Pop History The Jolly Green Giant appears on TV with less than stellar results! In his first incarnation he looks like a monster which scares kids. So they lightened him up and added "Ho, ho, ho" and the lilting

Kim Kline Next Diva Of Rock
Please go to this site (cut and paste): www.independentmusicnetwork.com and VOTE for the Kim Kine single "Inside" Steps 1. Just click the link 2. then click on "VOTE FOR MAINSTREAM" on left side 3. Then scroll down to "Kim Kline-Inside" and CLICK...... It takes 5 seconds!! Pass this email along to all of your peeps, and help spread the word!!! Every one of you makes a difference! Thank You... Hey Everyone if you like kim Klines music after checking her site out, I found a couple of links about her that you may be interested in. Here they are http://www.prweb.com/releases/2007/3/prweb514944.htm Kim Klines tapped link. Hey All! just found this review on the web... if you get a chance check it out... Hope you are having a relaxing weekend. http://www.themusicappraisal.net/reviews.sampler.shtml Thank you for stopping by and checking her music out. Please go and check my lovely sis's music out at http://www.KimKlinemusic.com. I would really appr

Job
It is a long time since i had a chance to do a proper update . The new job is going very well and I'm really enjoying getting my teeth stuck into it, we have a great team in Hillary and myself and we are turning things around. What we are is a small cafe and a 18 hole miniature (crazy) golf course with an 18 hole putting green course as well.we are situated in the north Cornwall town of Padstow and have an excellent view overlooking the harbour.my job title is assistant manager/groundskeeper which suits me down to the ground. The previous owners only did teas and coffees from the small cafe but we are doing more food and a wider variety of hot and cold drinks and things are improving day by day.I'm in the middle of converting a room that the previous owners used as their lounge into another indoor seating area to allow us more covers and more indoor seating when its not possible to sit outside..i work. I'm so looking forward to tomorrow as i start my new job.and a chance to earn some r

Fallen Heroes
F) Airman 1st Class Raymond Losano, age 24, died April 25, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. David Leroy Loyd, age 44, died August 5, 2003 (A) Capt. Robert Lawrence Lucero, age 34, died September 25, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Gregory Edward Macdonald, age 29, died June 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Vorn Jimmy Mack, age 19, died August 24, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Joseph Basil Maglione, age 22, died April 1, 2003 (A) Spc. William Joseph Maher, III age 35, died July 28, 2003 (F) Master Sgt. Michael Harry Maltz, age 42, died March 23, 2003 (A) Pfc. Pablo Manzano, age 19, died August 25, 2003 (M) Cpl. Douglas Jose Marencoreyes, age 28, died May 18, 2003 (A) Sgt.1st Class John Winston Marshall, age 50, died April 8, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. Francisco Martinez, age 28, died November 4, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Francisco Abraham Martinezflores, age 21, died March 25, 2003 (A) Chief Warrant Ofc. Johnny Villareal Mata, age 35, died March 23, 2003 (M) Staff Sgt. Donald Charles May, Jr. age 31, died March 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Jose

Am I The Only One?
i know theres some squirters out here stop by share the love ill return the favors as well as i always do xoxox any squirters out here or fans of this? i had a wicked dream the other night and i keep thinking about it i was pumping my sollen cock into all these bbw and plump girls and really going nuts on them from behind and reaching around and really holding onto there sexy plump bellies as i rode them into ecstacy it really gets my juices going especially when theyre older as well and they are squirters are a extra plus any one else enjoy these kinds of things as i do and dont be shy ladies chime in as well

Say Thanks To The Ppl That Really Count
HEY IF U WOULD PLS REPOST THIS THAT WOULD BE GREAT. I RAN ACROSS A FIREFIGHTER TONIGHT AND SAW SO MANY OF HIS PICS THAT SHOWS WHAT HIS JOB REALLY IS AND I KNOW WE HAVE BUSY LIVES AND DONT THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS. I JUST WANTED TO SEND A THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE JOBS THAT MAKE OUR LIVES BETTER. THIS IS NOT ALL OF THEM AND IF U WANT TO ADD MORE PLS DO THIS IS A LIST OF JUST A FEW THAT WE JUST NEED TO STOP AND SAY THANK YOU FOR THE JOB U CHOOSE.THESE PPL SAVE LIVES AND MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR US TO LIVE ... T H A N K Y O U !!! FIREFIGHTER POLICE MILITARY DOCTORS TEACHERS

Thank You!
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PRAYERS! GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! ((My son will be home in a couple of months.)) AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! ok this is to to person or persons who have a problem with my photos GET A LIFE !!!!! I HAVE MAKED EVERYONE OF THEM NSFW SO BITE MY BIG FAT ASS!!!!! THE REALLY FUNNY THING IS YOUR PROBABLY THE BIGGEST PERV ON THE WEB AND JUST DONT WANT TO ADMIT TO IT!!!!

Just For Today
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Attention All Fubar People
attn friends and family im up for auction so come on by show sum luv and bid on me http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1634271&i=1109876035&idx=5 hi i am desperately trying to lev el up so please send some luv my way and comment and rate my stash and pics i will be very greatful thanks although i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.

Did You Know?
Did you know that... } In the United States: - Twice as much money is spent in the Military than all the other NATO country's together? (>360 billion dollar (2004) and 400 billion (2005) exclusive projects like the missile-shield)? - 70% is Air Power related? - Mostly all the weapon systems are made in USA almost nothing will be imported from other countries? - UAV's has to take over dangerous missions normal airplanes? - There are working about 1100 engineers to replace the United States Army tank? - De US Army expends till 510.000 soldiers? - The Armed Forces are giving orders to develop war games to attract the American youth? -the A-team really exist? - This is a very secret special unit forces?

Survey
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al

Don't Know Yet
i feel the shadows creep up behind me, i feel the fear rip inside of me, i hold you close in my heart, but too we are apart. slowly bleeding drop by drop, my life it leaves it's mortal cage, why did the fire turn to rage? you took from me everthing i had to give, you took from me the life i want to live. the pain it sears a scar so deep, i can't give my soul to keep, the shattered picies fall so far, i wonder will you ever know where they are? My blood runs cold, My body's numb, I wish for me, that blissful death would come. The scars run deep upon my soul, The heart i gave to you, The heart you cruely tore in two Drop by drop, the tears run free, Crying out my misery. And i lay here, dying in pain, with the knife you twisted, Is the one i used to slit my vein. So come to me now, My sweet tormentor. Watch me give in, watch me surrender. Death has come to take my hand, He has come to take me from this darkended land. As i walk with him i turn to

Men Suck! (some)
Would you let a man that you meet online back into your life if he tries you? Now you are really into this guy and he really seems to be into you, he meets your kids and they get along great. One day he's at your house kickin it with you and your kids and the next day he's emailing you telling you that he's moving and he got a new job in a state way across the United States. Hmmmm, let me think about that one! Uhhhhh-HELL NO! Then the next morning you get another email that says he might not be moving after all. HELL NO! He would have to keep on moving because he's not gonna put me on an emotional roller coaster or my kids. Think something in the pot ain't clean. He gotta go! What do you think????? Any comments or suggestions greatly appreciated! Thanks PS: This is not me that I'm talking about, it is someone I am friends with. LOL And she knows who she is.

Heart Felt
***** MASTERCARD WEDDING ???***** You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groo

Sexy Quiz
"NAUGHTY APPLICATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... Lets just do and and see what comes about.....hehehehe Statistically

Aztec
OH PRIESTESSS WITH YOUR FEATHERED CROWN WHOSE MINIONS HOLD AND STRAP ME DOWN AN OFFERING STRETCHED ACROSS THE STONE WHO FEELS THE BLADE BEING DRIVEN HOME AND FEELS THE FINGERS IN HIS CHEST RIP THE HEART FROM THIS OLD BREAST THEN HOLD ALOFT THAT GORY PRIZE FOR ME TO SEE THROUGH DYING EYES YOU TURN YOUR GAZE OFF TO THE WEST AND NEVER SEE THIS RAVAGED CHEST THEN WISE GODS SIT AND THEY DECIDE WHICH OF US HAS TRUELY DIED JEFFRO...

Interesting
Have you ever noticed that friends can be more of a pain than not having friends? why is it when a friend needs a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to they call you? But if you call them they blow you off.I wonder if people really know the meaning of friend anymore life is odd,ya never know what you're gonna run into,or who you will meet. hopefully both be fun

Afghanistan
Who's Who The ISAF mission has many levels. NATO’s role The Alliance will be responsible for the planning and command of the peacekeeping force. This will include providing a force commander and headquarters. Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum responsiblity The operation will be conducted under the overall command of the Allied Command Operations and will be run by the Joint Force Commander, Gen. Egon Ramms (German Army) , at NATO's Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum (JFC HQ Brunssum). Commanders appointed The Supreme Allied Commander Europe, Gen. John Craddock, has appointed Gen. Dan K.McNeill (US Army) as the Commander of the ISAF mission, Maj. Gen. G Robison (UK Royal Marine) as the Deputy Commander of Stability, Maj. Gen. Meulman (Royal Netherlands Air Force) as the Deputy Commander of Air, Maj Gen S R Layfield (US Army) as the Deputy Commander of Security, and Maj. Gen. Kasdorf (GE Army) as the Chief of staff. --------------------

Beauty
this goes out to all the Mom's out there best wishes for a Happy Mothers day altho it is a hard job its so rewarding when we look into our children's faces and see the smile only we can love to see the love in their eyes and know the tenderness we created and know how they gorwn from our guidance and love we are a great breed to be able to bring life into this world smiles Happy Mothers day Well i am new to Cherry and so far have met some nice people please dont think because i am new means i am niaeve or dumb i do how ever play dumb blonde well im not here to cyber to have fone sex i amhere to check out the site and enjoy and chill please dont approach me and assume im going to fuck you im not . i am liking this site but i see already that the dawgs are coming out in full bloom beware i bite!!!!!!! Beauty is not see through ones looks its looking deep into ones soul looking into a persons eyes can reveal their soul. Never judge any one by if they are fat , skinny, ugly , pretty.It

What A Fascist
I had to turn all my stuff on ct to friends only...and Im not gonna be accepting anyone new as a friend unless u have a salute pic bc my freak stalker just informed me he has 42 FAKE accounts....sorry for the inconvience..much love to yall and thanks for ur support maria... Take ur pics out of the default...and make the folders private then the fascist cant do shit with our pics that we dont know about...its ok for me to put my pics on ct for ppl to see...but for some1 else to do it is like hes stealing our pics to promote his bussiness and when i signed up for ct...i didnt agree to that... copyed from bulliton WE ARE TAKING OUR PICS OUT OUR DEFAULTS AND MAKING IT ONLY FOR FRIENDS/PRIVATE!!! WE DON'T WANT TO RISK THAT SOMEONE REPORT YOU FOR YOU HANDLING OUR PICS WITHOUT OUR KNOWLEDGE!! WHAT HE DOES WITH OUR PICS ISN'T RIGHT!!! SO PLEASE REPOST,IF YOU AGREE WITH ME THANKS, BEANIE (repost of original by 'beanie' on '2007-04-09 16:40:47') (repost of original by '*~*~*Ny

Dreaming...
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true

Personal Notes To All My Friends
I just wanted to say im sorry to all of my friends. i havent been on much lately. i have been working and i cant find a lot of time on here anymore but I didnt forget you. hope you all have a great night and miss you all *hugs* thediamonddew.com I am in a blast contest and all I need you to do is RATE, FAN, AND ADD two of my friends. It only takes a couple of minutes and youll get a suprise if you do it. Just let them know that I sent you and send me a message that you did it. Thank you and I hope you have a great day *HUGS* ♡bbG~Elƒin Magical@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar I just to say i miss all of

Lol
wow got me some more 1's i am so special. lol what i want is for babyjesus to make it so you get notified if some one markes you les than 5 so you can block that person or mark there pics like -10 you know it bugged me that people would come on my page and rate a pic of mine a 4 or a 7. but 2 people just droped a 1 on my pic. stupid bastards. look if you don't like someones pic thats cool but you are trying to be insulting and you are just stupid get over your self. if you feel you have to rate a pic of me a 1 cool. i am not trying to date you so stasy the hell off my page.oh yeah late at night when you are whacking off to internet porn that is me laughing at you. NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about ha

A Real Question If Not You Can Rate Me A 1 (please Don't)
Trying to build credit, I have a secured credit card and I'm looking at get a new secured and I'm not happy with the 6 dollar a months membership fee the interest rate is decent... Just looking for opinions... please don't rate me a 1 for asking a serious question. Thankyou for your time!!!! Michael

~*~how I Feel~*~
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away fe

Kaz Put In Bulletin
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse

To Be Continued...................
ONCE AGAIN A LIFE GONE/SHOWN ALL I COULD SHOW BUT STILL NOOOOOOOOOOO/I OPEN MY HEART BUT IT CLOSES ON ITZ OWN/WHY...BECAUSE OF THE LOVE IT WAS SHOWN.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT MY HEART DOESNT SHINE/ BUT IT WILL BE FINE IN TIME/I GUESS ITZ A MESS..../SEE IF U DONT KNOW LOVE CANT SHOW LOVE/ SO DONT HATE ME WHEN I CLOSE UP/HELP ME DONT RUN/SHOW STRENGHT AND COMFORT/SHOW LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE SCARZ AND PAIN PUSH U AWAY/ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE TURMOIL INSIDE MAKES US BOTH CRY.../YES I CRY..IM A MAN WE DO/ITZ A PUNK MOTHERFUCKER THAT CANT BE TRUE////BUT GUESS WHO HURTZ /THE REAL ONES THAT CAN ADMIT IT/SHOW IT/BE REAL WIT IT....NOW THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE U JUDGE A HURTING HEART......TO BE CONT.................

Just Some Fun Stuff
Parts of me wish it was still Friday or maybe Wednesday as that is when my vaca started....But then I would have to go through the whole cooking dinne process again and well I just don't feel like it today. I think now I know why they call it Sunday!!:) It is most definitely a lazy day that is for sure! Well here is something to cheer up the Sunday blas!!! MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so

Implants Becoming Reality! Hurry Stop Them Now!
BILL ANALYSIS SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE Senator Ellen M. Corbett, Chair 2007-2008 Regular Session SB 30 S Senator Simitian B As Introduced Hearing Date: March 13, 2007 3 Civil Code 0 BCP:jd SUBJECT Identity Information Protection Act of 2007 DESCRIPTION This bill would establis

Crazy Dreams
ok so i wake up like any normal morning in my room. everythings is basically in its place, thn i notice that im fully clothed. i ignored it as i go downstairs n c my dad n stepmom, patti, sittin on the couch drinkin their coffee. i say hi 2 them, but they dont respond. so i go n stand in the middle of the living room n say it again, n they still dont respond. theyre lookin at me, but it feels like theyre lookin thru me. thn it all goes black... ...thn i find myself at codys place. in his room. n theres cody n risa just sittin there, n risas cryin. codys holdin her n i said, "whats wrong?" n they dont respond. cody says, "risa its ok. hes got something better now maybe. besides he mightve wanted it this way." thn risa looks up n i c their eyes meet, n all risa had was a look of pure sorrow. thn everything blacks out again... ...thn i find myself in annies kitchen. annies leanin up against the counter w/ tears in her eyes as chanti n rachel r comfortin her. "annie its gonna b alrig

Reflections Of A Pointless Life
Today I shall ramble on about the reflections of my pointless life. Let's take a moment to fully understand the word "reflections". The word reflections, as described by the Wiccan Encyclopedia of Encantations, is "the mere thought or memory of ones self". No other explanation is needed. When I look back on my life up to this point, I am amazed that I am even here to say these things. While like most, I have skeletons in my own closet amidst things that I wish were done differently, I can't help but think my life would have turned out the same exact way. This is a sad note contrary to the belief that every action we make will ultimately decide our future. I found myself today wondering about my own future. And as I have thought about it from time to time, it was all put into perspective this morning whilst talking to my friend. He made a few comments about his own life and the possible directions it was headed, and I recalled past conversations where I had advised "what I would

Messed Up No More
so yes this year has been nothing but crazy for me at the start of this year i laid in the arms of the man i thought i was gonna merry i was full of hope to but doubted i would ever get the schocolarship for school yet i tried anyways i was living in a house with my monther now the impact of a few chances will change me forever wont they i memeber when i got the new i got my scholoarship i also memeber when my faincee tossed the ring at me and i gave it back to him told him to ask proper he slipped it in my bag i really should have know better when i found it he asked me proper had i not mis read this act alot of time and pain could have been avoided i wont forget what it feels like to shortly there after telling all ur friends an family b/c dispite the fact he asked me in the summer and then had the ring for xmas i never told anyone with otu the rin i wanted them to think good things of him ... but yes back to that bad feeling ... of when he told me i didnt

My Poetry
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you Life’s Challenges. One day I woke up like any other ordinary day, with My Mom yelling in the background “ Get Up for School or else your not going to be going to work tonight.” Sounds like any ordinary life right? Wrong? My life is far from ordinary. I live in a weird fam

A Dedication To Women
Alright kids, today we shall take an in-depth look at how the world caters to a womans sexuality and the never ending quest of self-gratification. It seems everywhere you go things are designed, set-up, mass produced, and sold to aid a woman is giving herself pleasure. Remember the old addage "a woman should always come first". They took it to heart and created a whole world for themselves. Let's look at some examples and start with the woman herself. First of all, she doesn't need a man. That's right kids, she can do a fine job all on her own. For the more assertive woman, there are sex shops.My wife and I were in two local fuck stores recently, and although we are regular patrons I was astonished to see MORE shit than usual. There were more devices, objects, and gadgets than there should ever be and I was overwhelmed by their numbers (and prices). What's in there for a man???? Nothing!!! And what was there looked like it came from a cereal box or a cheesy mail-order deal. I'd lov

Just To Be With You
Hold on little girl Show me what he's done to you Stand up little girl A broken heart can't be that bad When it's through, it's through Fate will twist the both of you So come on baby come on over Let me be the one to show you I'm the one who wants to be with you Deep inside I hope you feel it too Waited on a line of greens and blues Just to be the next to be with you Build up your confidence So you can be on top for once wake up who cares about Little boys that talk too much I seen it all go down Your game of love was all rained out So come on baby, come on over Let me be the one to hold you Why be alone when we can be together baby You can make my life worthwhile And I can make you start to smile

My Poems My Real Life Work
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate. What is it about you that makes me feel weak, And gives me the goose bumps whenever you speak? Why does the sight of you fill me with pleasure, Like a spotl

Booty Call Q&a
If you are ready this blog I assume you know what a booty call is. If not sign out now, lol Anyway here is a question that every person has running through their mind at some point in the BC game.. like If the bc's become more frequent , then what? Answer get together once a week with a scheduled once a week cancel at the last minute thing is all you need, that way youre getting it once a week ALLLL NIGHHTT, you get to fantasize about the next time but at the last minute bail. keeps it to just weekly game with or without (your choice) the potiental for more if you want it. Moral of the story always carry a spare, but if the spare rides well then keep' em... AND TREASURE THEM FOREVER

Just Stuff
send this to someone you truely like.but be honest and dont lie. you might just like the answers. 1.if someone hurt me what would you do? 2.big tits or small? 3.what do you like most about me? 4.whats something funny you remember about us? 5,if i said i was falling in love with you what would you say? 6.are you afraid of realationships? 7.have you ever been in love? 8.do you think your a pimp? 9.do you always use condoms? 10.who was the hottest girl in school? 11.if you could tell me something what would it be? 12.do you think we would be good together? 13.would you give it all up for me? 14.whats the first thing you noticed about me? 15.do you want to get married ever? 16.whats love to you? 17.if i got pregnant what would you do? 18.would you kiss a person you didnt like? 19.would you have sex with a girl/guy you didnt really like? 20. do you

A Story I Wrote
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He

My Love
My love my heart stays with one person that cares and shows no matter what is going on in our life he is there for me ...Each moment that i think of things that have gone on and that he stands at my side i love him more and more each day. I stand at his side with deep pasion and respect for him and no matter what i love him with all that we have for each other Im cloeing now talk to u all later ~* Mandie *~

My Opinions
Just a heads up, I am writing babyjesus this: I just wanted to stop by and thank you for deleting my account. I didn't know that voicing an opinion in the form of leaving a comment saying "x marks the spot" in protest of timing out while rating pics was a reason to have my account deleted. However, it is ok to have people steal my pics and make an account with my pic on it with a nasty name on it. I have referred people to this site and have defended this site and talked my friends out of leaving because the one thing I thought was that at least you can be heard here. Being an adult site I thought that voicing opinions was part of what this site was about. I have spent money on blasts here and worked hard on my page and to have it taken away, without so much as a warning, let's me know that this is not the place I thought it was. There are some wonderful people on here, and within a matter of an hour my new account is now at a level 7. That says alot about the good people on h

Great Loss
Well I just found out today that two people i know fairly well were killed in Iraq . these two men were stationed at NAS Whidbey Island , with EOD . I got to know them when i was in the NAVY . And i am deeply saddned by this loss . My prayers go out to their famillies . I have many friends still in and over there fighting for us , and to tell you the truth i wish we would bring all our boy the fuck home !!!!!!!!!! we are lossing way to many for no reason !!!!!

My True Friends!
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

Sex Toys
Every woman should introduce herself to Sex Toys as every marriage or relationship can gain intimacy and communication by slowly adding these wonderous items to your repertoire of sexual play! Many women and men are scared of toys as they think they are being replaced or it will feel funny, let me tell you it does not and it will not!! Want to check out some great info about toys and different types of adult products?? Check out www.redskyone1.yourpassionconsultant.com There are lots of great products here to help you build and strengthen your relationships and add to your own knowledge of how to keep yourself and your significant other happy!!

Gonna Delete Myself
You scored as Rough. Woah! Calm it down before you break something! You are the type to keep going and going (are there energizer batteries in you or something)? You also like to be handled, or be the handler.Rough100%Passionate83%Lusty83%Gentle50%What type of sex are you?!created with QuizFarm.com title says it all. its been fun.

In His Arms...tonight
Sighing, I dropped my babydoll jammies on the bed and walked, naked into the bathroom, where the shower was steaming up the mirror. Slender arms reach up and undo my hairclasp, sending auburn tresses cascading down my back. Sticking my tongue out at the mirror's image, I turned, pulling the white lace curtain back and slipped inside. Leaning my face into the warm spray, I close my eyes and think of him. Slowly, I turn to lean against the cool glass blocks, my body's heat sighing at the comforting coolness. I drop my head back as my hair teases my ass, soaking up the warm water. Twisting my hair over one smooth shoulder, I lean down to pick up a bar of french milled soap, lightly scented, and slowly soap one long leg and then the other. My hands move between my legs, laving my pussy and then up over my belly, leaving a wet, soapy trail of fragrant suds. Closing my eyes, my hands move over my breasts, leisurely soaping them, rosy nipples hardening to the touch. Turning, dropping

I F You Was My Man??
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al

Outcast
I found this on the web, so it's somewhat dated, but I think it's every bit as true today: The Love we feel. There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or 'be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' 'I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.' We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted. Therefore, we have

Lyrics
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b

Late Night Thoughts
Would You Like to Dance? Kristina R. Manuel April 15, 2007 The music is soft and slow- Through the smoky air Appears a heavenly glow As I wonder, "What could be there?" Gravity pulls me Towards the most beautiful vision I have ever seen- My heart races into another division- "Could this be a dream?"- You spot me from across the room- Thunder and lightening Fill my veins and chest with a sudden boom- Our eyes connect- Every time you smile I'm smiling right back- I take your hand As I ask you to dance- Without a second glance You follow me in a lovestruck trance- You have touched me with your gentle hand And broke my nerves of steel- Sparks fly as we collide Our bodies burn as we smoothly glide Dancing on the edge Through a passion of burning desire- With every touch the flames grow higher- The world around us disappears As I pull your body close to mine- Tender kisses, so sincere... As you whisper gently in my ear, "Would you like to dance?" I cannot

Rib Poking Good
If you were riding on a bus and felt a sudden, sharp poke in the ribs, how would you feel? Most people say they would probably feel irritated or angry and some say they would feel scared. That's normal. Let's say, just for this example, that you would feel angry. You might be thinking something like, "That stupid jerk. He ought to be careful. You shouldn't just poke people in the ribs." Those thoughts would clearly lead you to be angry. Now suppose you look over to see who had poked you and realize it was a blind man. He was taking off his sweater and he accidentally poked you with his elbow. Now how would you feel? Most people say they would feel sad or even embarrassed that they were angry with the man. Here's the important part…YOU STILL GOT POKED IN THE RIBS! The event [getting poked in the ribs] was exactly the same but your feelings changed from anger to sadness or embarrassment. Clearly, if events and people made you angry, then the same exact event couldn't immediately c

A Little About Me....
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Funny
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the d

Cool Things And News
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had

Rant
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D So since I have been accused of dating ppl I am not.....Imma make this simple I am off the market I am going to concentrate on ppl closer to me and end the drama..... If you have a problem with me bring it to me.....we are all adults....this is not Jr High where you need to tell everyone else your issue hoping everyone takes your side...half the time it is something frivolous and can be resolved rather easily...you bring everyone else into it and stories get changed and mangled and that creates an even bigger problem...I deal with enough drama from my twelve year old daughter and shit @ work....I don't need to come on to Fubar and deal with it in a place that is meant for fun....I am happy to be friends with everyone that I meet on here a

For The Newbies,getting To Know Me.
For all the New Possible Friends whom have Join'd my Circle of Friends lately.Get to know me.Send me your Comments,make an effort,get on the Comment Wagon.The Comment Wagon is 1 way to get in my Familly.Love to be Sassy has a comment in my special friend Gallery.She was Honored,now she made an effort.Even friends that have been here a while get Lazy,don't do the comment thing.It means I'm just a Thorn in their side,they don't give a Damn.well screw them.Don't make the mistake they made.If I didn't need there Damn Points,They'd be gone.If your not here to be a Possible online Friend to me,ask yourself why are u here.If you don't know why your here I certainly don't.I can be the Nicest Sweetest dude on here,which is the way I rather be.Piss me Off,as some do,just as soon deleete u than Deal with you,being insoboardinate. Last week a Friend whom has been good to me,was deleeted an Blocked.She told me I could only Rate her Pictures that I wasn't Allowed to Comment them.I said if I can't

Argh! (angry Rant)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH;GH;DSFHoidfh;OIFHoaihfwh"ioHfdk!!!! Jesus H Christ! I am not a mind reader!!! Look at me! I'm a human! God damn it! I have no super powers (except I can wiggle my tongue sideways lol) so please forgive me for not thinking something is wrong when I already asked you and you said NO! Jesus Christ on a pogo stick! Now excuse me while I go bash my head into a wall. I hate people so much sometimes!! I hate how some men can have that feminine mentality. I don't date girls for a reason. They're fucking insane!!! I do not want to have something to do with you if you're going to act like a bitch! Why?! Why do I bother sometimes?? I hate effeminate men! Give me a man that doesn't give a fuck. One that knows just because I'm breathing in the general direction of something with a penis does not mean I want to marry it. Give me a man that is not going to be up my ass asking where I've been and why I went 3 hours

Confused And Feelings
I'm in love and I don't care who knows it. He is a very very good person that cares about me and his son. He loves me cause for one i care about his son, two i care about him, and three i love him and thats all that matters... "I don't know why?" You left me here high I don't even know if I'm alive I think I'm stupid I can't even stand up I love this feeling It makes me happy I happen to laugh at stupid shit I don't get why I'm horny, stupid, and high I don't know why I treat my self like this I start to go into a dream but I'm awake It's about me and my homies we are sittin here getting high It is pretty cool but I start to follow someone I don't know who he or she is They are just telling me to come So I do and I lay down on the bed and start to feel him press up against me It feels good cause I'm high but then he takes off his hood and he is my personal demon But all of a sudden I awake and he is sittin here on the bed with me I

Flip The Coin
There are two sides to every coin. Up, down, left, right, holy and evil. the same applies to me. First there is Heather, mother, devoted wife, shy, the woman sitting quietly in the corner saying little, seeing all. Then the raven takes flight and low and behold enters SaraRaven,loud in your face, the bitch, full of attitude. Heather is your friend, listening to your problems, SaraRaven tells you her opinion. They both exsist in a not so perfect harmony in me. The woman you see in the pictures? take your pick, what day, what was I feeling. So this is a little look inot "me". When the coin is in the air it is anyone's call.

Excerpts And Poetry
I wrote this poem awhile ago and just found it looking through my other pieces. I don't know what I want to do with it...it's not finished to me at all. I want my tongue to search every crevice of your skin to feel the trembling of your hands placed upon me and let my fingers wander up your neck and through you tousled hair Gentle tugs and caresses turn to more assertive action My thoughts being played out before me through the movement of my body Fluid, Strong, Decisive I work my way over you Your body I will conquer if only to explore again and again... I love the way you look at me watching me while I write taking notes as to the textures of my skin studying these facial expressions and I pose for you deceiving the innocence of it all name the artist and you get a sticker These are not my own words. This is an excerpt from a work of art that I'm currently reading. "...This is not to be taken seriously, This is not to be rea

Surveys
Personal Quiz The Most Personal Quiz, Ever 1. Who were you with last night? Brad 2.What woke you up this morning? Alarm clock... 3. Where are you? @ school in the computer lab between classes 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yeah it is! 5. Did you hug anyone today? hmmm not yet i don't think 8. When's the last time you cried? couple nights ago __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yeah... 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? Naughtiness __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yes, my close family 14. Where would you like to live? NYC for a lil while and then who knows, I'm all for traveling 15. What kind of home would you like? One like my apartment now, old, fireplaces, wood floors 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? Not sure anymore, leaning towards interior designer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Out of school for good, possibly ready to have a hubby and some kids

More Crap For April 11
I have a new Error message today,Unfortunately it's not a CT error this time but an Enternet Exsplorer message,an I kinda made a Dull Joke out of it.It says you have an elegal plugin thats not working.I'm figureing nothin Elegal about my Plugin hasn't been Plugged in almost 3 weeks.Not funny is it,just funny to me.Thats what I thought. ------------------------------------------------- CherryTap been Strange today as well.I leave a Comment,it is very Difficult to get back Home as me.Corky's profile has come up.I have no friend called Corky.I know a few of my Lady friends have Corky,but I Don't.So far when I click Home,other than going to Corky's House I have been to 5 womens houses.Now these women aren't even my Friends.Can you Imagine the Surprise on there face with me pounding on there door,saying Wooba Dooba with the green teeth let me in.( J.Geils song)If I new I was going Strange women visiting I would have atleast had a dozen Roses with me.I just thought this was Funny Shit.Once

No More Hurt
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BAD ONE FOR ME , I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GUY FOR A YEAR, BUT HE WAS MARRIED HE TOLD ME HE WAS LEAVING HER THEN ALL OF SUDDEN HE DID NOT BECAUSE HE HAS KIDS . I KNEW WHAT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO BUT MY HEART GOT IN THE WAY . I REALLY TREATED HIM GOOD AND I LOVED HIM ALOT .BUT I GUESS YHE DOES NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE. WELL I FOUND OUT HE HAD SOME OTHE CHICK ON THE SIDE TOO WELL I FINALLY COULD NOT DEAL WITH IT SO I CALLED HIS WIFE AND TOLD HER EVERYTHING I KNOW SHE WAS HURT BUT SO AM I . I FEEL ALOT BETTER AND I HOPE SHE KICKED THAT SOB TO THE CURB BECAUSE HE PLAYS ON WOMANS EMOTIONS AND HE IS A BIG PLAYER. HE'S A BIGGEST S.O.B. THERE IS. HE GOES BY THE NAME OF RON 'THE MAYHEM' DAVIDSON ON HERE AND ALSO ON MY SPCE . SO LADIES BEWARE OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP. SO GUYS ON HERE I'M SINGLE AND LOOKING TO FIND A HONEST AND REPECTFUL MAN THANKS FOR LISTENING PATTY(MISTRESSMAYHEM))

Seeking Comment Bombers For Piperxylon
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=1710487511 Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific... Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol... Please?! *licklicklick* My Sweet Friend Piper is running in a Mothers Day contest starts tomorrow afternoon.I will be Bombing for her,from Thrusday afternoon till sometime Friday.Unfortunately I won't be around my Birthday weekend.So I'm seeking Volunteers to relieve me.This Contest is very Important for Piper an her beig a member of my Familly,it's very important for me as well.Thanks

Thoughts On Things.
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.

So This Is Me...
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We

Feb. 11, 2007
...on 2/11/07 and I cannot get her out of My mind. ...it was Magick in the true sense of the word. I...fell in love with her and we had a wonderful night/morning together. I came home in a daze...My mind and emotions were tweaked, as if on Meth. So many thoughts, so many "what ifs?" Complications arose, due to my ex-wife coming to Me with her claims of undying love and such, (yet a year earlier, she and I ended an attempt at reconciliation because she had told Me, "I love you, but I just can't live with you"...and "I just don't want to be in a "domestic" relationship"...etc So...after some time...I met "her" and hope re-entered My life. I felt love that I had long ago forgotten existed. I felt passion that had eluded Me for many years... Well...as the complications are still there, although I hope to change that for the better...very soon, I wish to tell "her"...you...that I still love you, (and am in love with you), I miss you and our long, seemingly endless conversati

Friendship
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love Together til the end, You and me will be friends. We'll break our friendship never, together or apart we'll be friends forever. Through good times and bad, We'll never get mad. Through old friends and new friends, Our friendship never bends. Eventhough we're changing, Our friendship is never ending. With broken hearts and many tears, We've made it through these past seven years. Different in many ways, more alike each passing day. Our memories are the best, it's our honesty we never test. Helping each other

Used
Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving. Why is it that I'm always going out on a limb for people that are content to just piss on my tree?