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Wow It's My 1st Blog
wow! So , this is my first time writtig. not sure what to say . today has been pretty mellow. my two year old son is sick so nothing got done around the house. dont you hate when that happens. well i am bored now. i am going to play on the internet. have a great day all. JA Help!!!!!!!! I am so done with some old day to day things. I need some new fun events! If one has some ideas, let me hear them! Well until I find something new to do, I am off to go chill at the same place. Later Kids JA Dont you hate when your plans dont work out after you have gotten ready to go! well I do! Tommorrow night will be better. everyone have a safe and fun night .

Vampire 101
WHEN LOVE HINDERS IN ANGELS GRACE AND THE WORLD GROWS COLD TO EYES DESPAIR, ALAS THE HEART GREW HALLOW AND THE ANGEL FELL INTO DARKNESS. CONSUMED BY PAIN AND LOSS THE WORLD WAS A VAST PIT. YEARS PASS AND NO CAUSE CHAMPIONED, THE ANGEL WALKED A ROAD SOULESS AND SOLITARY. AMONST THE CITIES AND CROWDS THERE WAS STILL NOTHING TO THE WORLD. THE ANGEL HAD FALLEN AND WAS LEFT TO AWAIT PERGATORY. WHEN ALAS BEFORE HIM CAME A GLIMERING MUSE. SHE THUS TOOK HIM AND INSPIRED HIM, AND LIFTED HIM ON HIGH. FINALLY HE HAD FOUND SOMETHING RIGHT IN THE WORLD. WORTH ITS WEIGHT IN GOLD AND FILLED HIM WITH THE LOVE AND FAITH THAT WAS MENT TO BE. ALAS THE ANGEL WAS LIFTED BACK ONTO THE PATH OF THE RIGHTOUS AND LONG AS HIS MUSE WAS THERE COULD NEVER SEE THE DARKNESS OF THE WORLD AGAIN. INSTED HOPE AND JOY, THE SPLENDERS OF HEAVEN. THOUGH HE HAD FALLEN THERE IS A PLACE FOR THEM IN THE GRAND PICTURE OF LIFE. ...................................................................

Written For My Lost Love Fiona
You are my one and only . the sight of you keeps me going and makes me want to get up in the morning. your smile lights up any place You are in . You have a kindness to You that would tame even the most wild of beasts . lips like newly bloomed cherry blossoms and eyes that i strugle not to lose my self in . Your alabaster skin is beautifull soft and addictive to the touch i feel i would wither and die without it, Fiona you are the woman i dream of when i sleep and the woman i crave when im awake..... I love you now and will for the rest of my life you are my perfect woman, my fantasy, my eternal lover....

Emily Maria Aguirre
from: Who Me remove friend LostCherry Bulletin! date: 2006-09-17 20:13:48 subject: leaving LC????.... (repost) MAKE STICKY! For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.) im a girl that loves animals and i l

Sca Camping Weekend
Well it has been an ineresting weekend this past weekend. I and my wife got invited to go camping with a group called SCA. It was fun had a agreat time. I think SCA is something to do with the Bondage community not sure yet. But any way after spending about 119 on a tent and another 11 on misc camping stuff. we had a wounderfull time. dressed up in ren fair attire. we have been invited again to come back for the next one wich is 3 weeks away. hopefully cooler weather. well take care all.

Follow Your Heart
"We've all heard the voice of our heart before, whether we followed it or not. As we learn more about the heart and find that we can trust its contributions to our awareness, a new and more rewarding life experience will emerge for individuals and for society. It's worth considering. After all, a life without heart just isn't that much fun." - Doc Childre and Howard Martin I know that there are a lot of us out there faced with difficult situations, and even more difficult decisions. Should I do it? Am I doing the right thing? Will it payoff for me in the end? Is it really worth it? These are some of the questions that run through our minds on a daily basis. None of these answers are cut and dry, life would be to easy if they were. Sometimes you just have to follow your heart. We as humans tend to over think our situations and let fear keep us from doing what we really want, but may not really know how to achieve. The only way to really succeed is to spend less time thinking about

Contract
Chapter 6 Luke and Chris reached the Halem resturant and went in to find a table. As they waited for the waiter, Chris began to tell him what happened after they left the inn. Luke had listened to her with great interest. He knew she still carried the markings on her body but not so much as when he knew her three years ago. The markings on her had disappeared all except for her upper arms now. 3 years ago..... After Siska left Van and went back to check up on Chris, she received a shock when she arrived in the room. Chris was no longer there but the doctor was. The doctor layed against the wall with his skin pealing off and the back of his head cracked open. Blood lined the walls around him but no sword marks appeared on his body. "Christina, what have you done?" Siska walked into the bathroom to notice the swords were still intact and still clean. "Where did you go?" Siska grabbed the swords and ran out of the inn leaving some money on the front desk before running out the

Armydark_creations
My URL http://www.myspace.com/armydark_creation My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/armydark_creation http://armydarkcreations.freehosting.net/index.html?XTIME=1139416208 http://www.geocities.com/armydark/ARMYDARK.html http://armydark.blogspot.com/

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Where R My Lesbian Ppl
HELLO LC. THIS IS MY FIRST TIME ON THIS SIT AND I HAVEN'T SEEN ALOT OF LESBIANS I WOULD LIKE TO SEE MORE.CUZ I AM ONE YES THHATS WAT I SAID IMA HAPPY GIRL LESBIAN SO IF UR LES STOP BY TO SAY HI OR WAT EVA JUST SO I CAN C THAT I HAVE A GAY FAMILY OUT THERE.

True Friends
Written with a pen Sealed with a kiss If you are my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I am here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends. Ok, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend 6-10 peeps you are a Great Friend!

Where Have I Been?
A question I'm often asked. Coaching is a sense of moving ideas and reaching passionate dreams one never thought could be reached. Coaching helps put those dreams and aspirations into a working reality. Coaching is not like counseling in that counseling labels pathology, provides treatment and focuses on healing. Coaching focuses on strengths and aspirations and provides a silent partner who sticks with you until you accomplish what you want. There is no diagnosis of pathology, no treatment, no illness to heal, and no insurance involvement. Someone has said that therapy is for those who are sick and want to get better, while coaching is for those who are well and want to get better. And that is the difference that makes the difference! Coaches provide techniques, enthusiasm, direction and the fundamental tools to help a client start with today and move toward his or her future. We strive to use similar and other tools to help clients play the game of life and all that is in it

Guy Rules
guys rules Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you won't dress like

Poems
I love you more than you could know, But you said you had to let me go. I hoped and prayed we could work things out, Your love I started to doubt. You want to start over and just be friends, But what if that's something that never ends? I'll try my hardest not to cry, Just look the other way if I start to sigh. I cried and cried when it came to the end, I'll try my hardest to be a friend. I can;t make promises I don't know of I can keep, But I want you to know my love for you runs deep. I can't just put my love aside, And pretend like we never even tried. Somehow I always make you mad at me, Now I know why you set me free. I'm sorry I made you feel like dirt, And somehow always made you hurt. I told you it was always started by me, But why do we have to let things be? I'm sorry I tried to figure things out, And what was happening and what it was all about. You said you were worried I'd hang up on you, I guess I should

Cheeto
THE POEMI knelt to pray but not for long,I had too much to do.I had to hurry and get to workFor bills would soon be due.So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,And jumped up off my knees.My Christian duty was now doneMy soul could rest at ease.....All day long I had no timeTo spread a word of cheerNo time to speak of Christ to friends,They'd laugh at me I'd fear.No time, no time, too much to do,That was my constant cry,No time to give to souls in needBut at last the time, the time to die.I went before the Lord,I came, I stood with downcast eyes.For in his hands God held a book;It was the book of life.God looked into his book and said"Your name I cannot find.I once was going to write it down...But never found the time" - Bash'em Brandy

Psyche88
Ingredients: 1 - 184g can -->Century Tuna Chunks in Vegetable Oil, drained 1/3 cup --> carrots, finely chopped 1/3 cup--> spring onions 2 tablespoons --> breadcrumbs 1 pc. --> egg, lightly beaten 1 tablespoon --> soy sauce 1/4 teaspoon --> ground black pepper 10 to 12 sheets --> lumpia wrapper cooking oil for cooking** Procedure: 1.) Combine in a bowl, tuna, carrots, spring onons, breadcrumbs, and egg. 2.) Season with soy sauce and pepper, Mix well. 3.) Spoon about 2 tablespoons of filling on lumpia wrapper. 4.) Roll up tightly and seal ends with water. 5.) Repeat using the remaining ingredients. 6.) Fry in hot oil until golden. 7.) Cut into 2-inch pieces before serving and serve with catsup. ***Makes 12 servings*** Dearest Psyche88, I have been hit by an arrow shot by Cupid, but the arrow didn't hit you. I've been bitten by what they call the "LOVE BUG" but the bug didn't bite us both. This, darling won't do.

Journal
Both members of my family think I have an addiction to the internet just because I spend a few hours a day on the computer...how lame is that well to unsugar coat it, two of Bret's songs have saved my life literally, now before you go and call the cops, shrinks and your lawyers for the restraining order let me explain - When I was about five my mother died, as a result of this I became a unhappy child, but know one knew this because I buried everything deep inside, if it as an emotion I didn't want to have anything to do with it. The end result of this was I ended up having many medical emergencies. Needless to say after I ended up in the emergency room for the 3rd or 4th time my dad finally realized something was wrong, but because he was not ready to deal with the death yet or even really begin dealing I was forced to find an alternative way of dealing with the death of my mom, so that was when I discovered music, mostly country until I turned thirteen, then I heard Something to

How Fuckable Am I
The porno of LYNETTE SMITH's life will be called ... "10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Would You Want To Be Loved
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

"the World's Hardest Riddle"
Body: "The World's Hardest Riddle" Body: Can you guess the riddle? I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, but 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out in 6 minutes or less. Can you guess the riddle? Just repost this bulletin with the title "The World's Hardest Riddle", "and then check your inbox. You'll get a message with the correct answer

Im New!
I just freakin want someone to hang out with. A guy who I can talk to and trust. Not have to worry about is he after this girl or that girl. Someone who would be understanding that it might take a little for me to be able to completely trust him because I have been burned bad. My first used to beat the crap outta me and Michael cheated on me and put me thru hell. I am not saying I want someone to spend the rest of my life with. If that were to happen that would be great but I just want someone I can talk to and when I find out some exciting news I can call him and be like guess what! I want someone I can confide in. I want someone who wants me to be there, some one who wants to talk to me. I want someone who will text or call me first thing in the morning just to say good morning. Or text or call at night just to say good night. I want someone who will answer me whenever I text him or call him. Not just ignore me like I don't exist. Do I not deserve that? I hate that I am a coward.

Poems
FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorro

What's Up???
Just wanted to say what's up?? I have no life tonight and I'm not really too tired so I didn't feel like sleeping. But I'm here to meet some people so people add me. Msg me talk to me. Let's all go party hard!!!! Peace, TANK

Contest (bomb Me I Need The Help)
So I'm in this contest... To see who gets the most comments... and i'm already behind... so i need all you wonderful cherries out there to help me out. Go to the link below and bomb my pic and i'll perv your page if you help me out. Lots of love!! Here's the link. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339024&albumid=194050&i=4018307910 You know they say the past is just that... the past...

Men Chasing Dreams
From the basement to the stage. This band includes members I went to high school with. Check them out and hopefully they will find a home in your CD collection. http://www.milesbeyond.net/home.html

Been Through More Ish....
Yeah.....Valentine's Day is almost upon us and well, I haven't been exactly lucky when it comes to this particular holiday. V Day of 99-Met the mother of my two beautiful children and soon to be wife. Married for 5 years til we called it quits. Been hell ever since. V Day of '05-Girlfriend of 7 (?) months dumps me to be with now boyfriend (was her boss at one time). So yeah kinda dreading it. HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!!!

How Are You
HELLO IM NEW TO THIS SITE AND WOULD LOVE TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS I DONT UNDERSTAND THE POINTS THING IM HERE FOR THE MEETING NEW PEOPLE PART. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO ME AND IM NOT ON HERE THEN TRY BENSHEDOKHI@YAHOO.COM OR BENSHEDOKHI@HOTMAIL.COM THIS ISNT A SCAM ITS JUST A GUY LOOKING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS

Sexual Assault Survivor Advocate
Flashbacks Submitted by jessicab on Thu, 2006-02-16 19:02. What are Flashbacks? Flashbacks are when memories of past traumas feel as if they are taking place in the current moment. These memories can take many forms: dreams, sounds, smells, images, body sensations, or overwhelming emotions. This re-experience of the trauma often seems to come from nowhere and, therefore, blurs the lines between past and present, leaving the individual feeling anxious, scared, powerless, or any other emotions that they felt at the time of the trauma. Some flashbacks are mild and brief, a passing moment, while others may be powerful and last a long time. Many times the individual does not even realize that he or she is having a flashback and may feel faint or dissociate. What Helps During a Flashback? If you realize that you are in the middle of a flashback: Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and remind yourself that the actual event is over and you survived. Breathe. Take

My Special Gift
My Special Gift there is a gift thats on my mind i think you will find it quite interesting you cannot see it, but you can feel it yo cannot take it, but you can have it you will find it if you are nice,sweet and kind you can keep it so without any delay i will say my special gift is LOVE love makes you happy and sometimes sad love makes you cheerful and sometimes mad but most of all love will fall when u are ready

* Horse * Symbolism * Equus *
Introduction A Tibetan prayer flag is commonly called lung-ta or "windhorse." That is partly because wherever it appears, the horse stands for amplified energy. Where it was tamed and especially where used not only as a steed but also as a draft (or, draught) animal, the horse symbolizes force that can be controlled to benefit society. In physics, using the British system, the unit of work is HP, horse-power. In Buddhism The horse is one of the 12 animals in the Asian 60-year calendrical cycle. Shakyamuni Buddha is said to have been born in the Year of the Horse, and so 2002, which was mainly a horse year, was considered especially auspicious. The 12 animals rotate through each of the 5 elements and the 2 sexes. (Sadly, a female child born in the Fire Horse year was often put to death because it was believed that she would turn out to be too energetic and hard to manage.) Compassionate Bodhisattva, Avalokiteshvara (Chenresi) once took the form of a horse.The horse s

Wtf
Hey if you take the time to visit someones profile...why not take the extra 2 seconds to rate them? Does anyone else find the practice of visiting someones profile and not rating them or am I alone on this?

Gorean Thoughts/dreams/fantacies
Have rejoined Paltalk Gor and Have joined the Home of Master Thorgards Palace (MTP) I am Under the name LadyWolf_FW_MTP I am hoping to get the rest of the home on here so far got two to join ;) ya know who you are. about 2 years ago I had a large Gorean Community I was a part of online and off and after being offline and moving to Florida I lost contact with allmost all of them and now that i am bnack online I been looking and as of yet have been unable to find any of my old friends let alone the current online chat forums of the lifestyle. What happened where they all go? Names I have been known as : Ubara Wolf shadow Lady Wolf Shadow tirsa{WM} jemina{SIF} athena{COS} ferral tuchuk girl gentlelarlcub gentlewolfcub Ravena chianaligrr{TC} ANY Goreans out there rember ME??? looking for old friends and new ones and Homes to visit.

Moving
Hey Everyone I was just letting you know that im moving into my own apartment and im totally excited! So I wont be on the computer as much tell I get my own computer! Anyways I might shut this account done! And If I do im on myspace.com so you could add me there because im keeping that account know matter what! Its www.myspace.com/iloveblc Talk to you all later! xoxo

Interested!! Let Me Knwo
I'm a webcam girl who really gets off on doing live sex shows.... ok I'm so I'm a little bit of a slut but who cares... IF you're interested in seeing a REAL webcam show message me below!!! I'm online right now if you want to talk.. I'll give you a real nude webcam show... but here's the thing. The site I host my webcam shows on requires a credit card to verify your age because they won't allow minors to see me and for payment. It´s really cheap the trial membership. If you don't have a credit card DO NOT waste my time! Step by step instructions to get the xxx webcam show from me: 1. Message me on one of the screen name below 2. Say "HELL YEAH" so I know you read these instructions 3. Be ready to use your credit card to verify your age 4. Follow the instructions I give you by messenger to access my free xxx webcam 5. did I mention I do Double Penetration? xixinikita@hotmail.com I'm a webcam girl who really gets off on doing live sex shows.... ok I'

Sadies_captain_krunch
LOVE!! What does it really mean? To me love is something unconditional true and forgiving. It deals with the ups and downs. It deals with all the pain and suffering that the other one is dealing with with no regaurds of your own. There is nothing you wouldnt do for that other person. You will be there for them no matter what happens.

Love Blows
"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)" Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No [Verse 1:] See, I dont know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel [Chorus:] Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back [Verse 2:] You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another act, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe,

Deleting Friends!
tired of having a bunch of people that never respond back and just want to get rated and commented been writing bulletins about it and tried seeing how many of u that actually payd any attention to it but not a single one seemed to have noticed it so from now on u all will get deleted unless i hear otherwise.

Dating
this is sad to say that i've been in more relationships than dates. i don't know how to or look for a date. i've always done my searching online and i've never been with anyone that i didn't meet off the net. i don't konw how to find a date and i somewhat know how the few first dates are supposed to go. if any one would like to give me some advice or something feel free to. I hope whoever reads this has a good day/night Jon

Cherry Tap
Since starting back to work, I haven't had time to spend on puter, & now full time. Also, have been doing Volunteer work. I'm not complainning, just wanted to explain lack of responce from me. You all are cool, & live from all over! Part time coming back soon, hope to get in touch! Till then, we wish you all a ****Very Merry Christmas**** Butch & Cindy There are a lot of cool people here, only trouble is keeping up with all of them. I say I'm not a people-person, but that's not true. Nice to meet all of you, near & far. It's the member's that make this site work, Cherry Tap is just the road there! Thank's, Butch Took this part time job to buy Harley part's & such, kicking my Butt, but I love it. Great people, can't quit now! Hope I get use to it soon, cause I miss all of you. Have a Great Day you all, Butch

The Pain
What the point of falling in love?After awhile the love you had leaves anyway,leaving you heart broken and depressed...You feel like your life is shit and can't take it anymoreYou feel like everything is falling apart in front of youYou feel like everyone is looking at you and judging youThey say when life gives you lemons make lemonadebut if you have so many woundsWhy hold them when it burns so bad?Lemons do nothing but hurt you even moreJust like love.... MY HEART NEVER FELT SO MUCH PAIN AS IT DOES NOW...

Rawr
So.. I don't have much to say... im just high. I'm watching this show.. and its talking about these people that eat 33,000 calories a day... thats what i eat in 2 weeks- is that possible? Or is this show exaggerating on how much they eat every day? This show is beginning to lose their integrity with me.... Sorry, that was just a high thought- don't think anything of it. ET Phone home, Anna

Ho Time
check this ho out....she had the AUDACITY to rate me as a "1".....i really don't give a shit most of the time as the way that people thatDON'T know me can pretty much go piss up a rope.........but, that shits pretty low...

Incest
When is it okay to let the world know we do exist? When I was real young A "relative" used to touch me down between my legs. I used to sweat sometimes because I thought We were going to get caught..weird,huh? I was given whatever I wanted. I had every toy on the market. ate alot too. I was spoiled. in exchange for pleasure, which ultimately I ended up receiving it as well. I just knew down between my legs it tingled like when I masturbated.I would wait until he/she was finished sometimes I then I would hump my favorite stuffed animal. It would ACHE on my clitoris. I remembered I was so stimulated I ended up masturbating in my first grade class. I used to let the boys watch me do it. The same way my "relative" did it. The touched never hurt me. It always felt good. I was always horny after that. I would hump my friends, my stuffed animals. I even called the neighborhood pervet, "Alan" and masturbate ith him on the phone. So this blog is for ppl who are interested in this not

Signs
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pagan Vs Christian
Those of you that know me understand this situation. I am a former Catholic turned Witch. I married into a Christian family and my family of origin still practice the Catholic faith. Because of this situation occasionally my children do get exposed to church. They also get exposed to tarot cards and such. It's hard to actually celebrate sabbats and stuff with them because of the marriage. The husband would probably have a fit. A month or two ago my daughter asked me to take her to church. Even though I hate going to church when she asks I try to take her. Well about three weeks ago I took her to a service. What was interesting about the service was the preachers message. As well as the childrens church talking about Ester ( a woman in the bible). If only ther realized what they were truly teaching. ;). Well I sat in the back row because of the two kids and my 3 yr old not being exposed to church services nearly as often as my daughter doesn't behave very well in that setting

Livin
how you ever felt victimized? by anything i.e. life, gas prices, your boss/job anything?... july 6th of 2007 i went into work just like i do every fuckin day for the last 6 years only to be pulled to the side by my boss who promptly told me that i no longer worked there.this came as quite a shock to me even after 6 years of us bumping heads. i asked him why he felt that he had to let me go and in a somewhat simple but yet complex response he went into detail of how the corporation was looking to downsize their employee status and that i would be one that would be "relived" of my position.... and yet three days later i realized that my positin had been given to some fuckin middle eastern non-english speaking has 12 kids and cantafford to sleep at night fuckin towel head. now i am not a racisit or a bigget but i just think that sending american jobs to people overseas just cause they will work for cheaper is a violent and non requisable solution... boy i felt victimized...

Chinese To English
1) That’s not right.......... Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive................... Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP................. Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man........................... Dum Fuk 5) Small horse...................... Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the beach?.................... Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped in to a coffee table................. Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift...................... Chin Tu Fat 9) Its very dark in here........................... Wao So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet............... Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone....................... No Pah King 12) Staying out of sight............................. Lei Ying Lo 13) He's cleaning his automobile................ Wa Shing Ka 14) Your body odor is offensive.................. Yu Stin Ki Pu 15) Great..................... Fa Kin Su Pah

Women
When women drink - sad but true 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW

Men
I didn't understand men at all. They tell you everything you want to hear. After a couple of months of being with them. They turn on you. I figured females would do this not males. I'm very honest with the guys I date. Need to be honest, caring, truthing, and like kids. But men lie more then a female. What the hell is going on here? I guess I will never figure out a man.

One Wild Night
There was a full moon out above Tokyo Japan and there was a growing tension in the air within the car that I sat in with the four armed gun men.The driver was taking me into one of the most crime ridden area in the city.The part of the city where the Yukuza had the most influence.The cars stopped near an old power plant factory that was long shutdown.Outside the car window I saw a middle aged man

Friends??
Just curious, WHy does this place seem like a popularity contest? Why don't friends talk? Is it only me, or do others wonder this as well? I am looking to actually talk to my friends, and I would hope they feel the same way. Do you? let me know! Michael

Mobile Alabama
Well, I am once again back in Mobile for damn near a week ! Woo Hoo ! I get close to another wek with Rebecca and tonight is really relaxing for the most part. She is on one side of the room occupied with her music and laptop and I am on the other ide of the room doing the same. We hae a fire going and it is comfortable and I could not ask for a better environment. This is just one of the ways we spend time together and chill out. One thing I can honestly say is that we are both addicted to our computers and our music. So, I didn't tell her I was on the way back home from Arkansas yesturday till I walked in the hose and suprised her. She was happy as usual to see me like she always is. We spent an amazing nigt together last night. I won't go into the details....Awwwwwwww....I know. Sorry. Ever day and night I spend with her is better and better. I meet a new Becca every day and each one is better and better each time. We still learn so much more about each other each day. I have never

I Was........
I was old before i was young, the question thus becomes, where am i? and where have i run ? from, who am i ? and why do i have this gun? run. away into your pleasantries the beast and i are one. run. away into eternity became a sungod son eternal. not strung along by funds. subdermal. the beast and i are one. run. right back from where you came from. all ive ever needed is the one. me and my monster sungodsons.

Life...
Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. ------------------- If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their

Need Sum Help Yall
WELL IM TRYIN 2 GET MY POINTS UP SO I CAN BUILD RANK SO ANY HELP POSSIBLE WOULD BE GREAT!!!!. FRIEND REQUESTS, FANS, COMMENTS, RATINGS, PISTURE COMMENTS/RATINGS, ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP WELL THANX YALL L8ER

Extremely Worthless Crap
As I mentioned in my first blog post all I want for my birthday is the first season of Heroes on DVD and a glass cock.I also had this listed as my status message on yahoo.Today one of my wishes was granted. My incredibly handsome,sexy and all around good friend Timmy noticed my status message on yahoo.He sends me a message with a link in it.The link was to a site that sells some beautiful glass cocks.I looked around at all the pretty cocks in various different colors and designs,but there was one that really caught my eye.It was clear and had some blue in it,blue is my favorite color by the way.So Timmy asked me which one I liked the best.I sent him the link to the one that caught my eye.The next thing he says is...gimmie your address and I'll send you a surprise. I gave him my address and really didn't think anything of it.Today I checked my mail and I have this nice little package addressed to me.As soon as I saw it I knew what it was.Needless to say as soon as I got in the hou

From The Mouth Of Dgp
My first day at TSU is a trip, I get to school 2 hrs before my first class, so I wondered around a little bit, get me some breakfast, its all good. 8:45 get her so I make my way to class. I get there and I'm sitting in there for about 25-35 minuetes before some lady walk in and says that the professer isn't here today and we can go... She could said that 20 minuetes ago, and thats for real. Then I walk out the class, start looking for the next one, got lost in the building, and when I found my next class, it was right next door to my last class. I got out of there, went to the student center and it started pouring down raining and it is a good 8 minuete walk to my next class at 1 o' clock, this is mucho sad.

Had You Known
Time and time again I've seen - You be this little Drama Queen - It's trust you must conceive for us to be ~ Or I'll make your dreams come true... and I'll leave ~ Had you known - That i would have held on; No matter how far away. Would you have given me - the chance to take your breath away... Nevermind, It's too late Teardrops fall from the greenest leaves; Tempers flare - Emotions bleed. But every rose still grows - in the light of sorrow. Think what you will there's just one chance - one life to live; with one last stand - and no one's sure. Don't save it for tomorrow

Korn
This week is a sad day in rock/metal history we have lost two very good artists ronnie james dio of cancer and paul grey from slipknot the bass guitarist of unknown reasons so far may all are wishes go to family and friends of the deseased rock on ronnie and paul you will be remenber forever for the contributes you did to the rock scene Well I went to Mayhem Festival in Bonner Springs Kansas It rocked there was 14 bands Main stage was slipknot disturbed mastadon dragonforce they rocked it was a very hot day ive got some pics if you all want to see the other two stages there was five finger death punch you all got to see someday if you havent well i guess i will go and i will post some photos of bonner springs also ive got alice cooper commin up will soon post some of his pics youall have a great week wild I put new pics of slipknot in wichita 5/10/09 and theres a few videos of the show also on my page

A Little About Me!
Ok heres the deal i know people are kinda shocked that im writing a blog but im really confused i dont know really what to do so if anybody has any advice or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated.

Hey
hey yall i know i this isnt a big deal to a lot of you.But i wanted to let you all i give all honest answers to everything.I have been treated badly over a lot of things if anyone felt like apologizing for treating me bad i want you all to know i forgive you.i have been in bad areas alot lately.i try not to but it happens i am sorry.I have been bullied,been disrespected,and who knows what else i thought i would get a lot of friends in places like here and all that but i guess i dont need it i am sorry once again. does this sound wierd i am told i want more kissing and all that sexual stuff,so i was like yeah but your not here for it,ok when i get home on thursday does it happen no,so she takes off again like 4 days later,saying i want to spend time with my dad,so to show my love i talk everyday send pics of things not to mention besides of me expecting the same from my other half does it happen just the bottom of her breast (no nipples or anything)just the bottom,i am not good at thing

Blog
DEL REY (KTLA) -- Police are investigating the fatal shooting of a man who was driving a stolen car in Del Rey, near Culver City.The shooting happened around 7 a.m. in the 5500 block of Margaret Avenue, close to busy Jefferson Boulevard.Police say the victim suffered at least one fatal gunshot wound to the neck.He was driving a Lexus IS 300 that was reported stolen from West L.A., according to police.The victim has not been identified. Authorities say he is a Hispanic male about 25 to 35 years old.Investigators are canvassing the area looking for possible witnesses. They did not immediately have a suspect description available. http://www.ktla.com/news/landing/ktla-del-rey-shooting,0,6495199.story http://economy4abc.blogspot.com/2011/02/who-killed-michael-john-baldwin-lapd.html Wednesday, February 9, 2011 Who killed Michael John Baldwin?: LAPD reaches out to the community to help solve crime that took place last Friday morning over at Jefferson Blvd. and Margare

1st.
Damn it did things get f'ed tonite. I've been divorced since labor day and have finally gotten to the point that I can live again after all of the expense of the proceedings. Well my ex and I were trying to be friends and not hate each other like others we know and I was fine with that,hell we even had alittle fwb going on which was o.k. for a while. Anyway I've recently,very recently met some one else and we have very strong feelings toward each other. The ex shows about 2 hours ago thinking she'd repay me for building her new computer with a little booty call. Well I was on my cell with my new gf and she heard my conversation,not good for some reason. Were divorced right? Well things get out of hand fast she loses it starts alot of shit and hell raising. She trys to get my phone away to call my gf and start shit with her too. My gf lives about an hour away for now. Would she understand why my ex would be calling her at midnite,I don't think so. So I kept my phone away from the ex an

Divorce
-------Original Message------ Subject: FW: Divorce Joke ----- Original Message ----- Subject: Divorce Joke One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he suddenly remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy shop and asks the salesperson, "How much for one of those Barbie's in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one do you mean, sir? We have: Work Out Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, Ballerina Barbie for $19.95, Astronaut Barbie for $19.95, Skater Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95" The amazed father asks: "You what?! Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95? The annoyed salesperson rolls her eyes, sighs, and answers: "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and. one of Ken's Friends

Saturday Night Live Sucks
SNL - What happened? Yeah, I am a dumper. This show has fairly stedily gone down since "The not ready for prime time players". It has been on a slow but consistent nose dive with just a few glimpses of the true SNL humour..Change that, just humour, period. After all I will try not to limit "what is SNL humour". Maybe I just dont like where it has gone. The pace is slow - they take their time so the audience has a chance "to get it". Too many repeated jokes/characters. Many times they go well beyond flogging a dead horse. Most important at his time - Lorne, WAKE UP!! Change that useless bunch you call talent. IS there really nobody out there???? Let's go through them one by one: Tina Fey - You just may survive. Darrel Hammond - good improvs, but can you do anything else? Amy Poehler - limited talent, already sterotyped. Maya Rudolph - good pipes, but limited otherwise. Kristen Wiig - extremely limited talent/use of Jason Sudeikis - character actor, poor at best Bill Hader -

Poem "lovers Sigh"
Lover's Sigh I raise my hand to stroke your face, You kiss me deep; a fierce embrace! I kiss your lips, your cheeks, your eyes, I feel your touch between my thighs... Your moist tongue probes that private place. Empassioned probing sets the pace, Pounding thrusts; a rising tide... I feel your gush as you feel mine! You hold me close and kiss my face, Entwined, we sleep in warm embrace. And as we sleep, a lover's sigh, Escapes my lips unto the sky. by Babs Dahlink

Off Line For A Few Months
Hey all just to say that sorry I haven't been on in a few days but internet has been switched off at home so using a friends comp at min only on to say that due to finacial problems I will most likely be away for a few months. I hope that I can get sorted and be back on in the new year. Love to you all and sorry mum love and miss you loads xxxxxxxx

New Petstore
All-living-things.com still under construction but u can still check it out. if don't see something u want please message me. if i can find it from my distributor i can send u a link to the products u want dog,cat,reptile,etc supplies if looking for a reputable seller of reptiles and spiders know of a site just goto affiliates site

Night
ok all i need to get back on the road . i need to get 650 miles done by 8 am.we have to be in ohio by the the 22nd at 9 pm .ill be on more tonight if my hubby takes over driving in a few hours,if not ill see ya all tomorrow sometime.and good luck guys:) sarah

Faiths Poetry
"Come to the edge" He said she said "i am afraid" "Come to the edge" He said she went, He pushed her and she flew... Free your self scream in silence tell Me your dreams with a blink of an eye, show me your darkest desires with escaping breaths. whisper secrets with the drop of a tear. show me your feelings with with the beats of your heart let Me love you fearlessly. Control given; Soul awoken by One Man. Churned to grow and thrive with love, sweet love; In His power i am revived.

Shit Happens
So many times I feel like i am being cheated out of things and life in general. Everquest takes a whole lot of my night time up and finding someone there to share that experiance with is just impossible. But it seems as i have feared that everyone one on the Net.. Eq or otherwise is so utterly fake and unreal with anything they say. It is sad really to think that there isn't one real person left in life. GOd I wish there was. krystinah

Deathsonlyson In Black
greetings. My name is james i just wanted to intro my self to my freinds Well here goes. im engaged to Leila. im 23(duh) Im a huge music person. i live eat and breath music. my favorite band is korn. I dont capitalize my typing much. Why should i? does it mean i have low self esteem, no. im ok with my self. I love nascar my favorite driver is Dale earhardt jr, and im glad hes with a GOOD team in hendrik motor sports. hmm I live in a town called Ashland, wi theres shit to do here so im on alot. everyday. exept when im relaxing during the weekend. i work at walmart as maitenence. yuck! like other people-- I HATE MY JOB um i like dogs, cats horses and ferrets. I have none. grr.. um thats all i can think of for now.. if you have any questions, ask!

Kaito Demonia Blog
*prances around like a dork* My Salute been accepted >=3 I'm so excited! Now! I can.... >.> be awesome? *goes off to update more on her fubar* >=3 Heading to Maine in 12 more days. Woohoo! I'm not sure, I just figured, I got the blog, I got the time. >=3 I'm trying to think... but that's not working out to well, tomorrow I'm heading back to my grams, and ummm, I get to re do my damn Salute since mine wasn't good enough... which is fucking ghey, since I had friends who did almost the same thing as me, but mine gets rejected D:< XD Oh wells, They'll get my finger for a fucking salute.. D:< Anyways, n.n I am the happeh! >.> Annnnnnnndddddd.... That's it! n.n; I love my boyfriend Optimus Prime xD It's official! lolz!

Work/hotels/on The Road Food
So here we go again, On the road... well everyone I am heading off tomorrow for my not so exciting work road trip. I have three place to go to, being i live right here in the fine state of Florida im going north. North means one thing colder than here.lol GA, NC, TN are my destinations. I am looking forward to NC though, I have a half sister and my Peanut (my niece) So this will be cool... other than that.. Three weeks of bad food, not sleeping well, and no money being my checks will be down here. im gonna have to figure something out...But on the plus side ill be getting 60-75 hours a week, so i can catch up on my bills. I will be taking my laptop but I dont know if i can get it to work or if i will have time to log on. So if i dont talk to yall have a great few weeks... those who know my number feel free to text or call... till next time. Jamez

Absololution Through Existentilism
I have been betrayed, but I move on for there is nothing I can do my emotions are all over the place never quite appealing to one way or another. I hold on to my thoughts and try to analyze them only to prove what I have always known that I don't want to be alone. There are so many times in life that you feel alone that to think about them almost seem too much to bear. Life begins in a state of aloneness. I feel I have spent enough time alone how can one not blame me for not wanting to continue this path. Maybe the truth is I have always been alone not in a physical sense, but in a spiritual sense. No that can't be right most religion will tell you that as long as you embrace your chosen savior you are never alone. I feel that I have embraced my savior so why am I still feeling this way I have reached an apex in weeks time I will be 26 years old and I am once again without a counter-part to share my life with if this to be my fate then so be it, if not I will continue to hold on to the

Songs
This song is for my baby i found the one im looking for already but this is just for her before i found her so i love my baby to death. here you go baby. NATALIE LYRICS "Where Are You" (feat. Justin Roman) [Justin] (I know you are out there baby...somewhere) There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there) I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name) This life-long search is gonna drive me insane How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes? Does she even realize I'm here? Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?) [Natalie

Random
# No piece of normal-size paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. # The first product to have a bar code scanned was Wrigley's gum. # Earth is the only planet not named after a pagan God. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight. The new 787 Boeing was revealed on 7/8/07 or July 8th, 07. Every day is about 55 billionths of a second longer than the day before it Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. Footprints of astronauts who landed on the moon should last at least 10 million years since the moon has no atmosphere. The national orchestra of Monaco (a nation in Europe) has more individuals than its army. Earthworms have five hearts The Himalayan gogi berry contains, weight for weight, more iron than steak, more beta carotene than carrots, more vitamin C than oranges. Fingerprints of koalas are similar (in pattern, shape and size) to the fingerprints of humans Genetically-engineered babies were born f

New
The new bar tab sucks, I dont care if my friends or my friends friends leave other people comments or view them or whatever. There should be a way to disable them, and make it like it was before where you could only see the actions that involved you or somone new walking in the bar....This is annoying!!!

Upcoming 2008
I have moved to Alabama about a two years ago and still don't know many people here, besides the ones I see at Calhoun. Well, come May I am finished with my associates degree in Political Science. Now I'm looking for the next college to go to. I have also currently found myself very fond of a new friend. He is willing to move anywhere in the U.S. with me as long as I am willing to start that kind of step with him. I have never been away from my parents before and I am now 25. I have never lived with someone else before in my life. So, all this is new to me. I am not sure what to do. He is in another state, but we both want a clean, fresh start and a new place for the new year, I guess you could call that a "Major change" in our lives. I have known him for quite a while, but the distance and my school is what has kept us apart for so long. No, we haven't had a long distance relationship more of a friendship, but I think we are good enough friends to maybe start a relationship

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of al

Prayers
Today a great man passed away. My fathers best friend was someone who would give you the shirt off of his back in the middle of winter, even if that meant he would have nothing. He wouldn't take no for an answer and he always put others before himself. In January when they told me that I had cancer, my father didn't know who else to turn to, so he called Allen. I have only seen my father cry twice in my life. Once at my grandmothers funeral, and once at my godchilds funeral. The day he called Allen, he prayed for me with Allen and I didn't know until much later when Allen told me that my father cried to him and told him that he would do anything if only his baby was well. My father is a very strong man, yet the recent passing of his best friend has hit him very hard. He was the person my father would turn to when things weren't going right in his life and he'd ask for prayer. My father is not a devoute Christian, yet he believes in the power of prayer, and to have another grow

Fubar Dance Party
To all the Single Ladies!!! How would you like to go to a REAL Fubar Dance Party at the club I work in New Jersey? Good idea? This would be for Fubar members that live in New York City, Westchester, Rockland, & Putnam Counties, Lond Island, and New Jersey...If anyone wanted to travel, that's cool too...If there's interest, I would like to plan something in advance for either around the holidays or right after the new year...What do you think? If I see there's enough interest and positive feedback, I will start planning the event and promote it! You tell me!...It would be really cool to meet the people behind the pictures...I'll be waiting for your feedback...Sincerely, DJ Frank!

Music Player Fix
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in the box 11.Click "OK" 12.Restart FireFox 13.Come back to lounge and you should have music *NOTE: Even if you could

Ramblings...
I hate, loathe, despise people who lie. What is so hard about telling the truth? I don't lie. If I don't like you, I don't pretend to. If I am unsure about something, I ask. If you ask me a question, I will answer it honestly. If for some reason I don't want to answer it, then I will tell you, I prefer not to. Holy fuck. I hope there is a special place in hell for liars, where they get ass raped by some huge machine that just rams a giant fucking splintering piece of wood up their ass. I am a regular person... not very religious.. but believe in a higher power. Just don't know his/her name. I like horror movies and various types of music from Korn to Marilyn Manson or some retro 80s. I don't like closed-minded people. People shouldn't be afraid of the unknown or different. Humor and sarcasm are second nature to me, so if you can't handle it, I wouldn't msg me. Other than that I am a very easy going person. I love life and animals. Live each day with no re

Memories
It is with a heavy heart, that i announce the passing of a great keyboard icon - the shift key. As you all know, the shift key has fought a long road of crippling illnesses, such as 'pinky laziness', 'grammatical naivety', and 'text message syndrome,' for years and years now. Today, our stalwart and beloved shift key lost the battle and succumbed to these ever-growing cultural atrocities. It was the pinky laziness, so prevalent among the youth of the day, which eventually turned the tide. Those that will be hit the hardest are proper nouns, which now will be demoted as no different than common nouns. The shift key is survived by his friend caps lock, which would be on life support itself if it weren't for the incessant and dreaded 'all-caps-post/title,' favored by many internet pseudo-savvy pre-teens; the entire family of punctuation keys, which themselves have been hanging by a thread; and the delete key, which has all but become an elusive shut-in... because, let's face it, 95 perce

Laying It On The Line!!!
Feel free to comment!!! I had a moment of clarity today, I realized that not only havent i said thnks for the friendships, but i havent shown the thanks to my friends for awhile, Id really like to appoligize for this. Sometimes in my kaotic head i forget that without friends id be a gonner, So thanks very much everyone who has been their for me!!! And please allow me to be the same type of friend... 4:22 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove November 15, 2007 - Thursday Reality’s fatality Category: Writing and Poetry Realization of realities fatality, Dreams unaspired, dreams desired. Soul searching for inner desires. Touch, whisper,breath on breath, Eyes engaged to late to betray... Just out of reach these desires, My mind tangeld in wires, Heart pounding... Missing the touch the feel of inner heat, Let the warmth engulf you, Take comfort in it. Just out of reach down the hall of memories now it glides... 6:57 PM - 0 Comments

Moments Of Peace
Each life is a journey-a uniquely personal passage through time. As you travel through difficult places,you need not give into hopelessness. God is able to bring you safely to your destination when you place your trust in him. God is the Author of each journey. He knows the way through every dark and frightening valley. He knows the safest path along each high and treacherous mountain trail. God knows where the cool, refreshing waters flow and where you can find the provisions to meet each of your needs. He shares the weight of the burden you carry and causes you to lie down and rest in lush green medows. He gives you hope and courage as you walk with him, step by step, one day at a time. You will show me the way of life, granting me the joy of your presence and the pleasures of living with you forever. PSalm 16:11 NLT God, as I face the challenges of my persnal journey through life, I am thankful for your presence that guids and protects me. Amen Time is both an enemy and a friend.

Me Wat Else
hello ppl! i am 22 but alot of ppl say i look 12 which i think that it is funny b.c when i was 12 ppl thought that i was in my 20's. which is understandable b.c i have no makeup at the moment lost it and i don't spend 3 hours getting ready now i am a shower and go. i have just a lil time to get on here and check myspace but anyways enough about me let me talk about everyone else in my life its more fun!!! i have the most wonderful sweetest person in my life and no joe ur not going first hehe my baby she is 2 yrs old and she is sooo cute she is sooo like me in so many ways that it scares me lol and she is like her dad alot to even though she never sees him just the reallllllly lil things lol thank God not the big things. she is potty traained!!!!! thank God don't give up they all told me u wanna know wat when i said i don't care if u pee in ur pants and she can wear diapers she had to use the pottie i think that they just want to see ur breaking point and when u have li

Marines
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Marine

My Blog
It all started when our over-heralded star, The Black Rat, woke up in a secret vineyard. It was the third time it had happened. Feeling abnormally frustrated, The Black Rat backhanded a ninja star, thinking it would make him feel better (but as usual, it did not). Ever so extemperaneously, he realized that his beloved Spoon of Destiny was missing!

Whatever
i will be 30 this year, so for my birthday i would like to be level 30 have the best aquarius bling, a happy hour or blast and maybe vip. it would be nice to hit the top rakes if i could get more that would be awesome. i am gonna try to do it myself. i would rather have gifts and help from my friends. good luck to me. holy crap it has been almost three years since my last blog entry. well I guess I am not into write about anything I haven't mummed if forever either. who cares anyway ~shruggs~ I guess I just needed to write some more stuff down I am not sure what Hmm. Well I have worked at my job now for a Year I enjoy it very much. I have been engaged for 1yr 3months we set a date but I don't know if we will even have everything ready by then ~sigh~ My son will be 10yrs soon geez they grow fast. I really have nothing else so later. I Guess This is a way of letting people Know What's new In My World or what's coming up. Friday Feb. 1st was my 26th birthday and it was ok, coul

Just Friends
One of the hottest internet radio sites. Universalstorm.com is the place to be we have different stations for different genres and always guaranteed to have listeners. We broadcast nationally and internationally. Very interactive with our fans. Ever Wanted To DJ Hit Me Up Club Pa'Zazz is hiring new blood if this is something your interested in please email me at chrisusarmy2005@yahoo.com i'll get you set up and ready to go in no time when we first started talking , I knew you where the girl for me, although we maybe different oppisits attract, the short time we spent together proved my instincts to be true. I really enjoy talking to you taking things slowly is for the best friendship comes first exploring other options comes next as our relationship grows. I want you to know your a wonderful girl so kind and sincere, I just want to hold you near and help chase away all your fears because you deserve the best. I like you for who you are, not who you could be not for your past al

New Way To I.m
Check it out it is soo cool and fun. you can do things that we could only imagine when normal i.ming. Use this link please. Copy/paste http://imvu.com/catalog/web_invitation.php?userId=21896999&from=power-email

Words To Live By-excerpt From One Of My Favorite Websites
And as the night drew itself upon Cain and the Fallen Angel, Satan shared his philosophies with his disciple. "Listen to these words, for they come from all the souls which comprise my being. The words are simple, yet they hold power. Abide by them and they shall serve thee well." And so Cain listened… Do unto others as ye wish to do unto them. For this is thy right as a being of free will. Thou may treat thy neighbor good or ill, as per thy will. But remember this: He also is free to respond according to his will; and it would do thee well to temper thine action with judgment. Thou shalt not kill out of anger, lust or evil. Yet to protect that which is important—self, family, liberty—kill swiftly and without mercy. If thou art not willing to do this, ye shall lose all that matters to thee. Worry not of covetousness, for thoughts are free and difficult to rein. Work, rather, on restraint in thine actions. Worship not idols, symbols, gods nor men. Worship onl

Life
Forgiveness Everyone has always told me I have to forgive people in my past and let go to be able to get on with my live and have healthy happy relationships. how do you do that? how do you forgive someone who always let you down. who constantly berated you and put you down. who never protected you from the outside world. someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally and never did. I did everything they ever asked of me., either to please them, hoping it would make them love me just a little, or out of fear. but it never was good enough. so I left, with anger, bitterness, and hatred in my heart for them, the little girl in me wishing them a lonely old live full of pain, planning on never seeing them again. Four weeks ago my Daddy passed away, and I was had to face my mother again. I went with expectations I shouldn't have had. Hoping for answers I know now I will never get. Even though my mother is in a convalescent home having suffered possibly dozens of strokes, has lim

Tag Yer It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I am a total Coca Cola Addict. Pepsi is drinkable but it don't satisfy my addiction. 2. I am an only child not including step brothers and sisters. 3. I am a very strong willed person and not easily swayed when I know something for a fact. Because of this I have been told I am stubborn. 4. I am a mutt plain and simple. What makes me who I am nationality wise is Irish, Canadian French, Parisian French, American Indian, German, and god only knows what else. But I am most in touch with me Irish roots. 5. I am able to consume a large amount of alcohol when I drink but yet I am not one you would call a drinker. Could it be some the drink

Bleeding Heart
Baby everytime i wake up next to you my heart bleeds to been closer to you and everytime we touch my body just sinks in to your arms and i know that i am here with you but sometimes i feel like i am a thousands miles from you....Baby my heart bleeds for you touch and for your love and yes i do get both of them and i know that i always will but when my heart bleeds for you i have to hold you and make it stop...Baby you are my whole world i dont know what i would do if i lost you again....Baby when you are next to me i am the happiest person in the whole world and you are the one thing that means everything to me....BABY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MY BLEEDING HEART

Bad Habit
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in The Bad Habit!!!: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55194 Just some information. We are looking to make some layout changes and need YOUR input!!! We are currently running a contest to determine the New background for the lounge. Top 3 entry's win Prizes!!!! 1st Place: One Big Pimpin Porsche 2nd Place: One Big Pimpin Corvette 3rd Place: One Big Pimpin Silver Motorcycle (Prizes may be exchanges for alternate of equal or lesser Fu-Value) Here are the Details. To enter you MUST be a lounge member and submit either Pic's or Links to Pic's for up to 5 Photo's you would like to see as background here in "The Bad Habit" Lounge. Pic's should be in some way related to The Bad Habit (Do not have to involve nun's, be creative. The name can imply many different things) All entries should be sent to MICT1ab@yahoo.com or MEDIC!!!'s Fu-mail by no later than 3:00pm PST on Friday Fe

Dont Believe
IT ALL STARTS WITH WHATEVER U WANT TO HEAR THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN UR SOMTHERING THEM OR NOT DOING ENOUGH FOR THEM NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY NO MATTER WHAT U DO IT WONT MATTER THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT WHEN THEY TELL U WHAT U WANT TO HEAR THE FIRST COUPLES OF DAYS MONTHS OR YEARS THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL ABOUT THEM I DONT UNDRSTAND BUT MEN IS THE REASON I GIVE UP ON LOVE IT HURTS TO MUCH TO CONTUINE TO GET PLAYED OR JUST PLAIN GETTING HURT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PUTTIN GMY HEART OUT THERE AND GETTING HURT NOT ANY MORE I THREW WITH IT ALL ALL OF IT LOVE DONT EXSITS

This About Says It All....
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father

Hope.. :)
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Giveaways
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND Teresa needs 50000 comments in 8 weeks to win a happy hour CLICK ON PIC, LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN YOU HAVE TO A/F/R THE HOST OF THE GIVEAWAY IN ORDER TO COMMENT ON THE PIC THANK YOU

She Walks Beside Me In My Dreams
As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you I wish for the dreams that bring you near. Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams Our souls caress once again with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch. Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart. Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile. Come dance with me, amongst the clouds of want and desire. I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes. Walk with me forever into this night's wish, Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way. Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength you bring, Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy. Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights? It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight. Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside. May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

Antistrophe
drift i slowly drift through the eons that have no name no place no time i drift in the oceans waves as they crash against the shore of my life i dream in vivid hues of color each with its on intrinsicate design i watch as the clouds float by spilling the names of delicates souls walking blind time seems to linger day by day as the sun rises and the moon falls behind a veil of darkness i weep as the shards of tears fall from my eyes leaving behind the cracked porcelain that is my smile this doll you see as she breathes in all that creates vitality winds of ribbons wrap around my feet slowly engulfing me they flow to and fro they dance in shadows and move the hands of time causing the paradox in my mind and i drift the hour glass shatters and the time of age has come. Nobody loves me, Nobody cares, Nobody picks me peaches and pears. Nobody offers me candy and Cokes, Nobody listens and laughs at me jokes. Nobody helps when I get in a fight,

Global Mumms
K PLEASE to ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FANS I need your Help here. I entered a Contest I need Comments on Mrs bubbles Page!!!!!!!! Please go there and Leave me Love thank you all I will show the same for you Fubar should read mumms before they pass Judgement onn wha a mumm Is here, I wrote a Poem about two Months ago and Asked if I should Publish I and I got Deleted from Globals I complained wrote email Fubar support and Still nothing I got that They get turned on once a Month well that has come and Gone do you all think that they should read and Make a Judgement that way.. There are vicious People on here that Report Things that should not be reported. Shouldnt fubar recognize this

Take This Job And Shove It....(and Your Truck Too)
*sigh* well my time has come, this Job has died, and has all my hope of it sustaining me, clinging to dear life, and barely surviving on less than what a person makes at mcdonalds with 20hrs a week is just Sooooo damned crazy, in an industry where I should be making at least 800 $ a week consistently, I have decided to quit the company of Knight Transport. Sure, I like driving...its my life..my love...but so is surviving. Today I pulled all my stuff out of my truck..which has been my home on wheels for the last four months. Nothing like moving...but when you dont have a home to move from...you begin to feel like the gypsy that often time flows through the blood of many nomadic wanderers who are themselves truckers.

Pitbull Playground
WE WANT YOU TO COME PLAY WITH THE BIG DOGS. AT THE PITBULL PLAYGROUND. WHERE OUR BARK MAKES YOU WANNA DANCE. MEET OUR DJ’S. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? CLICK THE PICTURE AND COME TO OUR PLAYGROUND. WE ONLY BITE IF YOU ASK! We are also hiring the following.... Dj's, Greeters, Promoters, and Bartenders. Come on in and ask for Tracy!

Vote For Sum Of None For Cpr Fest
Wassup everyone...my band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page www.979cprrocks.com we thank everyone for their support.

Voodoos' Words
I really have not been in a celebratory mood. Lack of finances, the recent passing of loved ones, the economy and general uncertainty about the future just makes it hard to get into the "Christmas spirit". Yet, the closer we get to the date, the more I feel almost guilty for not putting up a front. But, ultimately, I'm gonna go with the way I feel down deep and... yeah... Bah friggin' Humbug! Was watching the local sports news on the TV... The Texas Rangers have paid 52 million dollars to some Japanese team just to TALK to a Japanese pitcher in baseball. With the economy the way it is, why couldn't they use that 52 million to help feed the hungry here in the U.S.? Grrrr!

Who Wants To ....
If anyone who has been my friend on here wants to add me on FB feel free to do so...just remind me you are from Fubar in the msg box...thanks Find me as Richie Mohammed JUST CURIOUS TO SEE WHO HAS THE GUTS TO DO ME!

Workmans Comp.
workmans comp is the biggest joke i have ever had the displesure of dealing with!!!! I have been screwed over six ways to sunday . just looking for a little love to help get me through this mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pain (love Sucks)
I'm so tired of feelin lonely when i look at you i see the man i love when you talk i hang on every word but when i talk you hear only what you want to when you look at me you really just look threw me for years i have waited for you to see me to hear me to love me I'm so tired of thinkin of what could have been what should be there is only so much waitin a girl can do before it gets to be to much i need someone to see me and hear me love me i want to laugh and be happy i want to feel love from the one i love i deserve it i know i do yet here i am still waitin cant you see how much i love cant you tell I've been here for years every time you need someone to fuck you turn to me every time you need somethin cleaned you bitch at me to do it but when all i want is to talk about what our kids did that was so funny you don't have time to hear me the commercial on t.v. is worth yer time more then i am I'm just so tired of bein tired and lonely i shouldn't have to cry my self to sleep i should

Jury Duty
Well this weekend I will have some freedom to roam...meaning bf will be at bike event "EasyRiders show" this weekend and you know I feel like enjoying myself to the fullest but not sure what I wanna explore....Well I know what I want to explore but I need that HOT FIREMAN in just his turn outs and helmet....mmmm yummy. I know of one but he needs not to be working though. Ugggghhh! Well I know I will get freaky or frisky whichever one comes first......... Why is it when u serve as a juror on a case why does one get so tired? I am totally exhausted and the time just lagged...and lagged. Each time I come home I am totally ready to take a nap. Hmmmm

My Thoughts
Recently, I have been graced with the opportunity to be reacquainted with a very special person. Even though I have known you for over ten years and have been intimate at points throughout, I don't think I have realized how great a person you really are. I want to thank you for sharing you love with me and letting me into your life. This has made you, without your knowledge, a beacon of light in some fairly dark times for me. You have done so much for me, most you know, others you don't. It is because of this affection and love that I have been able to focus with a fairly sound mind on my problems at hand and to the good aspects as well. I know you sometimes wonder why it is that I do some of the things for you that I am willing to do, affectionately, emotionally, and in other aspects as well. This small thank you letter does not even come close to the love, admiration, and respect that I have for you. I am looking forward to continuing to return the attention that you give

There Are 4 Types A Chicks....
"A girl has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the girl loves and will always loves, and she never wants to see her with another girl.. But.. she will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until she is mature enough to realize that if she loses Wifey she would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the girl allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the girl goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the girl matures and decides that Wifey is the one for her.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a fe

Why Me?
i just don't know what to do anymore. seems like there are certain people out there who love talking bad about me and making me look bad and getting enjoyment in my pain. i don't know what to do anymore.

Homecoming
Walking into light From the blank evening sky Knuckles rub away the darkness Circling my eyes Walking into warmth From the cold evening air Numb white fingers push greasy rain through my hair You walk into view From shadow thrown against the door Hands reach out and grasp the moment They've been waiting for You pull me close Dampness seeps through to your skin You peel the layers away I feel the fire ignite within You create the feeling I contain the need It's moments that we're stealing No pleasure's ever free You sustain the rhythm I'll maintain the beat It's the only, chance we're given Let's turn this cold to heat You possess the notion I take full heed We're bound by this emotion Two bodies - one heartbeat You create the feeling I contain the need You sustain the rhythm I'll maintain the beat Desire comes alive Nothing interrupts the flow Water nurtures every crevice Where this love needs to grow Sliding to the floor We swell, falling to the

Heart Aches & Rainy Days
Not now, please, she thought as she felt the beginning of fresh tears, not with the bus almost here. It was 3:15 p.m., and her 7-year old daughter, Angelica, was due home any minute. Jessica removed her sunglasses to wipe her tear stained face. “Hello, Jessica,” Rose’s voice reached her as always before Rose came into sight. Rose was out of breath as she topped the hill. Jessica hurriedly put her glasses back on. It wouldn’t do to let Rose see the tears or the bruises. “Hi, Rose,” she responded hoping her neighbor wouldn’t hear the tremor in her voice. “How are you?” “Oh, I’m fine. I didn’t think I’d make it up that hill. The twins are so active,” she laughed, patting her enormous belly. “How are you?” “I’m fine,” Jessica replied as the bus topped the hill. They both turned to look. Angelica, as usual, was the first off the bus. “Look, Mommy!” she yelled waving a brightly colored paper above her head. “I drawled a picture for

Something To Believe In
~~For all my friends that believe & those who care about the lives and concerns of others. I love you all~~Bang a DrumJ. Bon Jovi I went to see the preacher To teach me how to pray He looked at me and smiled Then the preacher turned away He said if you want to tell him something You ain't gotta fold your hands Say it with your heart Your soul and believe it And I'd say amen Bang a drum for the sinners Bang a drum for the sins Bang a drum for the losers And those who win Bang a drum bang it loudly Or as soft as you need Bang a drum for yourself son And a drum for me I called upon my brother just the Other day, he said: John I'm gonna Die if I don't start to live again I work each day and night like clockwork Just trying to make ends meet I could kick this bad world's ass If I could just get on my feet I'd bang a drum for the dying Bang a drum for the truth Bang a drum for the innocence Lost in our youth Bang a drum bang i

Life's A Bitch
Fingers gingerly dance Devoting promises kiss Upon fire’s canvas Patchouli oils emit Seductive whispers Curvaceous softness As lavender hues Sighs & moans echo Into the stellular sky Finding your pleasures Endless caressive muse Clandestine treasures Erogenous gates yearn Your thighs belonging Spreading your fortress Opening volcanic secrets

Empty Inside
So on monday the 5th was the hardest day of my life. I had to say goodbye to my husband for the third time bec he went to Iraq. The first day of him leaving so stressful and didn't think I could get through it. Just looking at my kids especially because they are going to miss him too so now im gonna be mommy and daddy. Been there done that before though. It was really hard for him with our youngest because he is going to miss everything about her. I am so use to this but it doesn't get any easier really. It does get easy sometimes bec like I know what im gonna do without him being here bec I have gone through this before. I know how to handle myself without him here. The hardest part is him missing out on the kids and the cuddling with him. Its ok though because I know I am strong and I can get through this. I have a lot of great friends now up here in NY and his family is only an hour south of us. Its nice to have all these friends and family but there still not him. Without him i

Auction
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To All My Fubar Friends!
I wanted to let all my friends on fubar that I love you all and I appreciate all the love and support that I received from you all while I was going through the death of my father. Wanted to let you all that you are in my thoughts daily.

Kitty Love
I love this guy so much he means the world to me, if i were to loose him now i dont know what ide do i would do anything for him im sure he would do anything for me i think were pretty much perfect. Together forever we will be. He is my Tomato I am his potato call me kitty I will live forever in his arms

Female Domination
Female Domination ByJanean Haffner 5-22-2008 I met a man who claims to be a Dom. Somehow we got on the subject and discovered that we were seeking each other. He explained he had a Sub who enjoys dominating women as well. Of course this is one of my fantasies. I began to imagine what it would be like to be with a dominant master and mistress. And got so incredibly turned on, I had to relieve myself. And this is what I got off to last night. I was invited to Master’s house to be initiated into their lifestyles. I went to the house and it was a beautiful 2 story house with a basement. It is a new house decorated modern style. Lots of Italian leather furniture and rich dark colors. Very masculine, but very tame. Master keeps his home immaculate. He has modern art on the walls too. There are three bedrooms upstairs, a large master suite, one bedroom made into a home office, and one a guest room with a queen size bed. He Master suite is decorated very sex lots of candles, dark

R.i.p. Saga
Today, I had to have my kitten put to sleep. She had what is called FIP, Feline Infectious Peritonitis, a uncureable disease for cats. I found out that she had it on May 19th and she just kept getting worse as time went on. Like I said, it is uncurable, and the vet couldn't even give me a timeline for how long I would still have with her. I had got her from the Humane Society on March 9th of 2008, and at that time it was estamated that she was about 12 to 14 weeks old. She passed on May 28th of 2008 in my arms, knowing that she was loved so much. She was only about six months old. Thou she is gone from this world, she well still live on in my heart and my memorys. Her belly was filling with fluid and today her legs gave out on her when she hopped down off the chair she was laying in to get soem food and water. Yes I only had her for a few months, but she is dearly missed already. I know that I did the right thing by ending her suffering, but a part of me is second guessing my

Godmother
She's 426,000 points from Godmother. Do you think we can get her there by Saturday? Stop by, fan, add and rate. And spank her with rates, she likes it! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡@ fubar

Camp Janus Camp For Burn Survivors
Ok so as some of you know I volunteered to attend a camp as a counselor for burn survivors at a camp called Camp Janus on May 29th through June 1st 2008. While there I had an awesome time running and playing with the kids and doing the many different activities with them. All of us there was there as mentors and friends to these kids and was supposed to be teaching them the different things we learned as children and adults but it was the kids that did the teaching to us. They taught that no matter what obsticles life puts in front of you all you have to do is set your mind to it and you can overcome anything. Please go and visit my website at www.carlcaresbears.com and check out the phots that we took over that weekend while there sign our guest book. You will have to copy and paste the link I could not get the link to work on here. Thanks, Bam

Come Check Out These Sexy People In An Auction ,make A Bid=)
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Random Rantings
Monograph 9 is encoraging for cigar smoking in moderation Category: News and Politics By the end of the 19th century, physicians began recording an increase in the incidence of bronchogenic (lung) cancer cases. By 1900 lung cancer became the most common organ cancer in men. A landmark paper by Adler in 1912 implicated tobacco use in these cancers, although researchers at various hospitals began suspecting tobacco as a carcinogen as early as 1900. Thousands of articles on the relationship of various tobacco products to heart disease, respiratory disease, and cancer have been published since Adler. Most of these articles have focused on the outcome of cigarette use and lung cancer. By comparison, cigar use and its relationship to disease has only been documented by little over a 100 comprehensive research studies. These various articles fail to differentiate between processed tobacco as opposed to fermented leaf, or machine made vs. hand made cigars. One can argue differences between

Fuowners
THIS IS ONE OF MY OWNERS. CHECK HIM OUT AND LEAVE LOTS OF LOVE AND LET HIM KNOW YOU WHERE SENT BY ME. Mark11779@ fubar LOTS OF KISSES AND HUGS TRISTA COME CHECK OUT MY OWNER ÐĴ ₣àñŧáşţîĉ. HE TRULY IS A VERY FANTASTIC FRIEND TO HAVE AND HE LOVES NEW FRIEND. HE ALSO LOVES TRYING TO HELP OUT WHEN HE CAN AND LOVES MAKING PEOPLE FEEL BETTER WHEN THEY'RE DOWN. ÐĴ ₣àñŧáşţîĉ *Fu-Bombers*~Owner of DejaVu Radio - GM @ ÐÙ®TÝ~§ÕÚTH@ fubar LOTS OF KISSES & HUGS TRISTA

Todays Adventure Lol
I had a great day today. I bought myself movies I got Son in Law I lvoe tat movie way funny buddy lol. I also got Hellboy neva saw it so i had to get it cuz they coming out with hellboy 2. I also went to the mall I bought my daughter a band shirt she wanted one cuz everyone in our family has one but her so she now has Pink Floyd lol. My son Lucas had his first slurpie he loved it lol wouldnt let go of it. Thats all guys and i decided to sign up to zumba its a type of excrise dance class it looked fun neva done this so i thought wat the hell why not try it.

All We Ever Need To Know...
The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude. -William Jones Whenever we're dealing with bad news, a difficult person, or a disappointment of some kind, most of us get into certain habits, ways of reacting to life-particularly adversity-that don't serve us well. We overreact, blow things out of proportion, hold on too tightly, and focus on the negative aspects of life. When we are immobilized by little things-when we are irritated, annoyed, and easily bothered-our (over-) reactions not only make us frustrated but actually get in the way of getting what we want. We lose sight of the bigger picture, focus on the negative, and annoy other people who might otherwise help us. In short, we live our lives as if they were one great big emergency! We often rush around looking busy, trying to solve problems, but in reality, we are often compounding them. Because everything seems like such a big deal, we end up spending our lives dea

Henry
hey everybody,i would like to make friend with you.here is my msn address:liaohuaili2008@hotmail.com if you add me you will get a surprise for you. lastly thanks for the add i don't know why only when my mood is terribly bad now i find i want to type some words on my blog.May be this is the world anybody never ever knows me.Maybe on only this fictious world can i find myself.i dont know myself enough.sometime i just try to exhaust all my energy and then lie down on my basketball ground dazing in the sky .i just want to lost myself.but i work hard everyday.may be its just follow others' life way.other people study and i study,then other people get married and i do the same thing.perhaps its life.i don't know why i dont upload my blog when i am delighted.why don't i share my happiness to others? bear it in mind.

Redneck Family
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Great New Remix
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall

Vote For Heather!!!
Please Go Vote for Heather...She is in a contest on MAXIM!!! She Is My Sisters Friend and From My Hometown! Just Click The Link Below To Vote! http://www.maxim.com/hotties/semi_finalist_profile.aspx?key=1987&hottieId=75688

Movies
Very interesting good movie. Makes you think about different cultures and if they can truly co-exist. Profound movie. Really at a loss for words about this one. I had seen the occasional trailer here and there for it when it was at the theater and when it was released on DVD. On a whim I got the soundtrack and started listening to it before watching the movie. What a great soundtrack. Some people have voices that you can just listen to all day long. Two people that I enjoy their voices a lot are Eddie Vedder and Tom Waits (very extreme differences, I know). Something about their voices is soothing to me. A couple of days later I got around to watching the movie. Wow. Just wow. Started looking things up on the internet the next day to find out more information. I really enjoy movies that get you to think about things and can prompt one to look for more answers and form more questions. I wouldn't call it a touching movie as it is more hard hitting, at least for me.

The Do Me Survey
Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my

Life Fucking Sucks Find Out Y
between 330 and 4 this morn i was on my way home and stopped at the raceway to pick art up some sweets. so no sooner than i pulled up i dont even get the car in park when this black guy about 5'0 tall maybe 21 come up to the car and was talking shit tring to hit on me and i was tring to blow him off nicely lot of good it did me but the motherfucker stole my phone i keep in the my car door and he was leaning in my car door talking she well i looked away for half and sec and i hear my lighter move which i keep in the same spot and i felt for my phone and it was gone and i called him on it but bastard said he didnt have it but i know damn well he did and i told annie to call the police and he took off him and his two so called uncles got in an older model jeep wrangler and took off down hwy 18 toward bolivar cops comes and takes a report then i remember my spider rings in the same spot too but guess what its gone too this makes me hate this fucking world even worse and goes to show that

Daily Life With Adam
I've been here living with Adam for months now come tomorrow...it certainly has its ups and downs but I wouldn't trade a moment of it for anything...I love him so much that I would probably do anything for him, or anything he asked me to

Random
So I've finally, learned after being on this damn site for almost 4 years now to never trust what a female says, when shes always finding herself in a bullshit relationship where in the beginning of one she loses her best fucking friend (me) to a complete asshole who made her do shit to make him happy (ex: block me from her fubar and never talk to me again). After doing that she apologizes i forgave her then the fucking bitch turns around and breaks a swear upon her OWN grave stone to never talk to him, then we talk talking again until friday night giver take, she tell me bout this guy that she was only with for 5 fucking days tellin her he lovers her and all this bullshit, so she left him cause it freaked her out so the guy starts saying shit bout commeitting suicide cause he has nothing no one wants hmm and all this shit and she gets right back with the fucker nothing this shit, and then apparently this guy wants to move in with and be with her forever soon, so i told her all my feel

Sex Score:what's Yours?
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex (one night stand). -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked. -Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least not romantic or passionately. ] -Add 2 if you have ne

Rainey Night
It had been a long trip going home on leave in the navy. My car had broken down 10 miles back in the dead of night and the rain kept getting harder and harder until it was torrential downpour! I was soaked to the bone and freezing! I thought the back roads would be better but now I’m rethinking it! I have not seen a car in the last 5 miles and not a service station in sight! My feet squishing in my shoes I see lights coming behind me. My luck must be changing as you pull off the road to see if you can help! You see this wet sailor wet and cold and offer me a ride! I want to but I don’t want your car to get soaking wet as me. You insist I get in so you can get me too town. As we ride the heat in your car is finally warming me. You see my firm fitting tee shirt sticking to my hard firm chest and abs with my nipples hard from the cold. I find you gazing at me with your beautiful sexy eyes. You say the service station is down the road but closed until morning and insist I stay at y

Bored
if your reading this then i know you looked at my profile, i have lived in las vegas for 5 years now, i have been married for 24 years, the one and only i have ever been with, i have come to a point in my life to try something new, i love to give back and body massages. im home all the time and would love to have some company in the am time. if this sounds good hit me up, im 6ft 145lbs, yea i know a skinny runt lol

Check Out Lady T
a href="http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=37123680">Check out this video: JACK BOIZ ..Add to My Profile | More Videos ~THIS IS NOT SPAM AT ALL~ What’s up this boi P.C. THA GREAT! Look i don't know what type of music you listen to or what you might be listening to at the moment but i just wanted to tell you that on JULY 15th i'll be releasing my first WORLD WIDE album courtesy SHO NO MERCY RECORDS/TAKE OVA MANAGEMENT.During spring break i sold over 3,000 promo copies of the cd just to see what people think and say about the little time i spent in the studio.Of course i got some bad comments but more good!The bad comments mostly come from people who wanted to hear the same ol stuff and nothin new but all the good comments came from people who wanted to hear something new and not the same ol same ol stuff!The good mostly out weighted the bad,which kinda mad me feel good and gave me confidence besides the confidence i already built

Dj
ATTENTION: Before requesting songs, making comments, or asking questions to the D.J., please... CHECK BELOW FOR YOUR REQUEST: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO! The D.J. has to play for more than one person...so, what you may hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2.WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A BEAT? BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of a beat! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS... Please don't sing for the D.J.! They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night. Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song! 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT! Oh sure, you polled EVERYONE in the club and, as their spokesperson, you are requesting the song. 5. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT! If you are GOOD ENOUGH, you can get laid to anything!! (also be

Bulletins
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My Favorite Song
One of these days the sky's gonna breakAnd everything will escape, and I'll knowOne of these days the mountains are gonna fallInto the sea, and they'll knowThat you and I were made for thisI was made to taste your kissWe were made to never fall awayNever fall awayOne of these days letters are gonna fallFrom the sky telling us all to go freeBut until that day I'll find a way to let everybody knowThat you're coming back, you're coming back for me'Cause even though you left me hereI have nothing left to fearThese are only walls that hold me hereHold me here, hold me hereOne day soon I'll hold you like the sun holds the moonAnd we will hear those planes overheadAnd we won't have to be scaredWe won't have to be, we won't have to be scaredYou're coming back for meYou're coming back for meYou're coming back to me No, I can't take one more step towards you‘Cause all that's waiting is regretDon't you know I'm not your ghost anymoreYou lost the love I loved the mostI learned to live, half

My Son's Going To War
My son, a member of the Illinois National Guard, will be deploying for Afghanistan on August 23, 2008. It is a tough time for him, as he is a new daddy. I would like for all who read this to please, please remember him, and all of our boys at war right now, in a prayer for their safe return home. I will try to update this as often as i can, to try to keep things up to date. Thanks everyone, and especially those in the FU-BOIMBERS family who may read this. please pass this on to as many as you can. I feel i am going to need some support in this matter, as i am already nervous about him going to war.

Money Money Money
Check it out, I signed up for this site to make money online thinking that it wouldn't work, But figured what do I have to lose, it's basically free. I worked at it like it said, and got one on one coaching, that rocks. I made bank. Copy and paste this link or url. http://www.partnerwithpaul.com/go/17884 And let me know what you think. And no it's not some pyramid scam. It's pretty cool actually.

Slave Auction?
I'm wanting to have a SLAVE AUCTION here in sevierville, TN. Tell me your oppinion. Tell me if you like the ideal. And tell me if you are interested in being a slave on the auction block. I want to make it so the slave makes a little cash. It will be a party with food or snacks, maybe both. It will be a BYOB party. It will cost $20 at the door, to cover the ballroom and snacks and drinks (non-alcolholic). There will be a $30 licsense (must have licsense before the party)fee. The licsense will cover the police background checks and other securities. There will be a standing $50 bid on all slaves. This is NOT a place to get sex from the slaves. That is at their discretion. This is also a great chance to meet Masters/Mistress and/or subs. So, contact me here or on my page. Thanks for your interest and participation.

Debbie
What I am all about: Slapstick serious when I need to be happy (if i've had my coffe) remember that :) I'm easy to get along with unless don't lie to me damn gotta lie. just go be there cause you want to not cause you feel like you need to or don't have any place to go believe you me Things that have bothered me: Do we really need to get into that Naw. I am looking for: I would like to meet a man that just walks into my life one day Personally, I don't think there is any such thing as a soul mate. People who look for the perfect people find themselves up to be disappointed. The reality is you have to make the best of life in a world full of imperfect people and you make it work by putting time and effort into it, that's all. Enjoy me just the way I am, and no desire to remodel. Respect, communication, agree to disagree Someone I can say anything to and won't be judged, or refuse to hear me talk. Just knowing he has your back in a situation, very important to me per

The Lists
Here's the current list. It took me 4 or 5 days to get this complete and 1000% accurate. 21 100 Years of the World Series 16 Blocks 2006 Tostitos Fiesta Bowl 24: Season 1 24: Season 2 24: Season 3 24: Season 4 24: Season 5 24: Season 6 3:10 to Yuma 48 Hours 48 Hours, Another 50 First Dates 6th Day, The A Civil Action A Few Good Men A Team: Season 1 A Time To Kill After The Sunset Against The Ropes Ali Amazing Story Of Superman, The American Beauty American Dream, The - The Dusty Rhodes Story American Pie American Pie 2 American Wedding America's Sweethearts Anchor Man Andre The Giant: Larger Than Life Andrew Dice Clay: Dice Rules Andy Kaufman: I'm From Hollywood Any Given Sunday Arista: 25 Years of #1 Hits Armageddon 2003 Armageddon 2004 Armageddon 2005 Armageddon 2006 As Good As It Gets Auto Focus Back to the Future Back to the Future Part 2 Back to the Future Part 3 Backlash 2001 Backlash 2002 Backlash 2003 Backlash 2004 Backlash 20

Was I Only Dreaming?
When I was a boy, I use to dream I believed we could all beat the world that we could all do anything we wanted too and be anybody we wanted to be. I believed and dreamed of true love her hair was blonde, her eyes green and even blue sometimes She was as gorgious as any women could ever be. I searched for years and settled for less then what I had wanted or expected. Then one day on the internet she walked into the chatroom she didnt like me at first and I wasnt sure of her Still with time I found that dream! I am a fortunate man for knowing the love of that woman she taught so much I let her down so much She was my friend She was my heart she was my soul she was my life. she was my lover still of all this SHE WAS MY FRIEND AND SOULMATE Now she is gone and we both have to move on but may every man know true love like this If she would forgive me and accept me I would welcome her home tomorrow. Still that will never happen she

Voodoo Doll
I am participating in a crochet voodooo doll challenge/swap. Here's the deal, I was given the request of one of the other swap participants; she asked that the doll I create has elements of engineering and/or "steam Punk". I had no idea what Steam Punk was, I had never heard of it. So, after a little research, I have found that Steam Punk -- in my words -- is a victorian sci-fi type genre. The best example I know of, is the characters and world created in the Wild Wild West movie (and previously the old tv series). It is a fantasy world of inventions and gadgets placed in a Victorian setting. I have so far finished the head, and neck. the neck is a spring that I removed from the battery compartment of a flashlight key chain. I used the LED bulb from the same flashlight for one key; and a 'crystal ball' ring I'd bought ages ago for the other eye. So one eye is clear, the other looks clear on some angles and various colors on other angles. I have various bits and bobs in jars that

Have You Been Fucked
Hi, I'm fun, I'm a very loving, kind hearted and sweet man! I love just hanging out and having a good time. Money is not important to me...I would far rather a gift from the heart.I am a CO-HEALER for someone who is looking for one. Im romantic and a little old-fashioned with a warm heart. Im at a place in my life where I am completely open and ready to meet someone who I can grow old with. I come from a very loving and close knit family and am fortunate to have them in my life.

The Most Wonderful
Please understand I know you do not love me I know you most likely do not care Still understand that is you not me. I will always care for you no matter where you go or what you do I will always love you I only want you to be happy even if that is with someone new for to see a smile on your face is something I would give all to see Tell me your not leaving now but I know those words will not come you left along time ago I just didnt see it. So move on as you should If I could change things I would I cant so I must just accept them Still I love you no matter how you feel for me and my love is true down to the bone I will alwys stand by my feelings for you I am a rock and hard as stone but you are the only person that could break me into pieces

(diamond Dandy Randys) Maple Bacon Beer Ribs Recipe Mmmmmmmmm
Women V/S Men How to treat a Woman: Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. === How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV CHEERS (DIAMOND DANDY RANDY) Homemade Bailey's Liquor 1 pint half + half (milk is fine) 3 eggs 1 teasp. vanilla extract 3Tbsp. chocolate syrup 1 can sweetened condensed milk 1 cup whiskey 1/2 cup light rum Blend in a blender and chill. keep refridgerated up to 3 weeks ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ Grand Marnier Recipe 4 medium Oranges 1 Vanilla bean 2 1/2 cups Vodka 1 cup Brandy 1 cup white granulated sugar 1/2 cup water Look for firm, heavy ora

I Must Go
DARKNESS SETS IN MY HEART NO LONGER BEATS THE PAIN IS ALL I BEGIN TO SEE THUNDER ROLLS ACROSS THE SKY A STORM IS HAPPENING SOMEWHERE NEARBY THE GROUND IS GONE FROM BENEATH MY FEET I TRY TO MOVE BUT ONLY SINK ALL AROUND ME I HEAR THE SOUND PEOPLE FRANTICLY MOVING AROUND I REALIZE IM SLIPPING AWAY I FEEL I NO LONGER GET TO STAY MY LAST BREATHS COME AND GO EVERYBODY KNOWS IM GOING HOME I FEEL A POUNDING ON MY CHEST THE PARAMEDICS TRY BUT THATS MY LAST BREATH MY LIFE IS GONE AND ALL I KNOW DEATH HAS COME AND I MUST GO.

Bear Raids Pot Farm
Garfield County Sheriff Danny Perkins says they got some unexpected help from a large black bear. Perkins says the bear raided an illegal pot farm. Deputies found pipes chewed in half, cans with bear teeth marks and food containers torn apart. Perkins says repeated visits by the bear apparently scared off the pot growers. Deputies found nearly 900 young marijuana plants. Sheriff Perkins jokes he might deputize the bear if he can find it.

Birthday
I just wanted to thank everyone that has stopped by and dropped some birthday wishes. I think I was able to reply to all, but if I missed you, just let me know. Thank you all again, for making this a very Happy Birthday!!

I Once Knew
I once knew a women that could take all the pain away even the thought of death was nothing because she was by my side. I once knew a man who had his shit together he win any battles and take on the world as long as that woman was by his side. I was knew LOVE , JOY , and HAPPINESS at least I thought I did till I learned it was only something just said I once knew the reason to living no I do not

Life Is Hectic
isolated imprisoned by my own emotion, laying hollow broken by the vary thing i yearn;your touch still like fire,ice still running its course;why can i not,be a corpse so this pane could fade; nothing so sweet as it once seemed,all their tainted memories and no ears;to allow these mourning feelings breathe,i find myself alone the last thing i need;treading days like a death sentence,my useless immortality; unable to end this eteran pentance,the sin i cannot seem to redeem;what is it i have done,that is utterly unatoneable;please just let me break free,im now lost in loathing;with nothing left to dream,knowing ill only be appointed to disappointment; http://meatspin.com/ http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=364795556

Why Good Guys Always Wrong ?
Has anyone ever been just ben stuck in a sitaution they dont want to be in any more and dont know what to do to get out of it .I know I am . I swore on my dads grave i wasnt going to part from my kids that I would always be in thier life no matter what .But know I dont know if that can even be . I'm stuck to where I dont know whats going on from way day to the next . I have trhee beatiful kids all by the same mother . She's been around for 13 yrs but have broke up a few times for differnt reasons I'll leave it at that . The only reason why I stay around now is only for my kids . Am I o wrong for wanting to make sure my kids have clean house ,food and most of all a roof over their head . However seeing how we have broke up several times and just for the last damn time yr ago . I dont see why I should have to suffer this much . i want a happy life and some one who resects me more . No I'm not perfect by no means ,but I always try to do right by my kids . That dont mean they get everythin

Stupid Fucking Nsfw
how can someone put years into a relationship then all of the sudden not be ready for it, thats about the biggest bunch of bullshit since spermdoner. im so pissed i can even finish bitching ok so like, i put seven fucking years into this relationship, seems to be for nothing, because as we were suposed to get married all the sudden he is confused and dont know what he wants, well should had thought of that years ago and not waisting my fucking time, and broke my sons heart, who just decided, since we were getting married he would want to call this fucker daddy, something he hasnt ever really done with anyone, so im here in florida, taking care of a close and dear friend that is dying from cancer, trying to put my life back together, and get back used to being alone, which i was for years before stupid head, because of spermdoner, to begin with. anyway, so i dont know anyone around here yet, even though i been here six months i havent really got the chance to even learn much of the area

Pws
its hard not to hate, people, things, institutions when they break your spirit, and take pleasure and watch you bleed. Hate is the only feeling that makes sense. but i know what hate does to a man, it tears them apart and turns them into something he is not, something he promised himself he never become. this is what im trying to tell you, to let you know how hard i'm trying not cave under the weight of the awful things i feel in my heart. sometimes my life feels like a deadly balancing act. what i feel slamming up against what i should do, the impulsive of reactions racing to solutions miles ahead of my brain in what i should do. when i look at my day, i realize most of it was spend cleaning up the damage of the day before. in that life i have no future, all i have is distraction and remorse. i berried my best friend a week ago and cliche as it sounds a part of me was in that box. the part i barely knew. The part i will never see again. every day is a new box, you open it and take a l

Nothing Is As It Seems
Who are you to say If i'm right or wrong and who are you to say If I belong For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do Who are you to talk behind my back And who are you to say If my morals lack For you don't walk in my shoes or see life the way I do So don't try to make me see your light Or play games with my life For we are all one in the same Even though we all have different names So don't play with me Just let me be I'll live my life The way I see and all I ask of you Is let me be For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do I must be free To feel the breeze will you understand as I take your hand That I love you now But tomarrows

Confused
Hearts dark and shadowed We lived in a time only we knowed For there was life only for us Now its time to go our separate way We try day in and day out To stay the same in just one way Everyone changes thats no doubt But the end for us is drawing nigh We try to change but dont know how Everything remains on its own route But for us its different in every way Once we thought things were just for us But to come to find out We were not even here The mind can play tricks in a cruel way For our lifetime was but one day

Check Out My Midget
LIfe is at a stand still 4 the wrong reason , i dont want things to keep goin like this , i dont sleep rite i dont eat rite and im tierd of the way things are stress stress stress everybody got it but it takes a bigger person to let there problems go

Help Chocolate Bunny Hop Hop Hop
CHOCOLATE BUNNY would LOVE to SPOTLIGHT! Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls I need quite a few million more so I can BID! PLEASE help me out!!! Anyone that donates FUBUCKS will be included in a pimpout of those who have donated that will be posted often and included permanently in my blog! You will ALSO receive a minimum of 100 picture rates of a 10. Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls IF you donate over $500,000 FUBUCKS, you will get 100 picture rates of an 11 plus 100 picture comments, as well as the daily pimpout and permanent blog! If I do not have VIP status at that time, I will rate 200 pictures. Anyone donating one million dollars or more will get 100 pictures rated an 11 by Tulsa's Angel. ALL RATES WILL BE MADE WHEN A FINAL SPOTLIGHT BULLETIN IS PREPARED WHEN I MAKE SPOTLIGHT. THE RATES WILL BE DONE WITHIN A WEEK. Thank you so very much!

Please Help My Daughter
Hello to all my Fu-friends, family & fans. My daughter needs a little help leveling up so if you could go show her some LOVE and tell her "YO mamma sent me" I'd appreciate it. PrettyGurl@ fubar

Just Me
I guess I am just blogging out of present frustrations...I am sick of judgement being paased on me for what I do.If I trust you enough to confide in you what I do then you should know that I think higher of you then I obviously do myself...or something along those lines.People are just so quick to see what they want or as apt so see,rather than what is hidden between the shades of gray...Maybe that is just the psychology side of me speaking,but it is what I believe to be true.If man were to open there eyes to possibility and close them to what is openly accepted,perhaps we would get along better with the people we dont expect ourselves to...people like me. ~karma

Fubar Levels
FUBAR LEVELS AND POINTS: What are Points and how do I earn them? You earn points while you surf and interact on fubar. When you reach a certain level, you will unlock features and benefits such as increased photo storage, ability to rate and comment more photos, ability to create MuMMs and more. You can see your point total on your home page or profile page. Points also help your Ranking; the more points you have in comparison to everyone else on the site, the higher your ranking! babyjesus does not reveal how many points you receive for what action, but you receive points for nearly everything you do to interact on fubar. Points are awarded when you: * Rate a photo * Leave a photo comment * Upload a photo * Leave a comment * Change your trackz * Rate a member’s profile * Upload a mobile photo * Someone becomes your fan * Someone adds you as a friend * Take someone’s cherry comment * Configure your mobile phone

Handyman
THE HANDYMAN After chatting you find out I’m handy around the house so you ask me over to fix a few things! I arrive and am filled with anticipation! you answer the door looking very sexy! You there wearing a beautiful top and short skirt. I stand there with tool belt over my snug fitting shirt. You invite me in we sit and go over the list. 1. nightstand is wobbly, I tease saying how it needs a screw or two. You almost blushed 2.master bath drain leaking ( I'd love to work on your pipes I thought) 3. some new light fixtures( ooo how shocking I could be!). So I start the light fixtures first. I set the ladder up you want to help by holding the ladder and I feel your eyes burning through my clothes... the ladder is really wobbly your hand lands on my muscular back you feel the hardness under your hand. the thought of me taking you now are becoming harder and harder to hide with the bulge in my pants. Your fixtures are up so I go to the bedroom for the nightstand. I ask for a cool drin

Rooboo2004
to all my fu sistas, this asswipe is very innappropriate. i think he may be a woman hater, you know not breast fed.please if you have any love for yourself do not reply to him. he is very demeaning to women. his poor mother!!!!!

Yummmmm
Last year, while on a regular grocery shopping trip, I found DRAGON FRUIT... now my original reason for buying it was simply the fact that I like dragons, so it sounded interesting. It cost me $2.49 for one. When I got home, I quickly got online, so find out exactly WHAT it was and HOW to eat it. ha ha. Well, it is SO delicious! juicy, and yummy. it contains many little 'seeds' like a kiwi, has a similar taste to a kiwi, though more sweet. The one I got was white flesh but apparently they can range from white to red. I would like to try the others, just to see if there is a difference in taste. For those who do not know what it is check out: http://www.reddragonfruit.com If you ever get the chance to try it, please do. mmmmmmmmmmm, now I want some dragon fruit... wonder if the grocery store would have some now??

Sad Times
Nearly 3000 people died this day 11 years ago. All my life I will never shake the images I saw on the TV set of the first tower burning and then watching the second plane crashing into the other tower. Hearing unconfirmed reports at the tim e of other planes being crashed into the Pentagon and then watching the Towers collapse one after another. The sadness in my heart, the anger and the feeling of hopelessness that day. I was working in a call center that handled over 20 thousand calls a day. After that moment we had 16 the rest of the evening. The United States took the biggest hit in the face since Pearl Harbor, more towers falling. A Cardinal moving around trying to keep people inspired in a hopeless time died from a piece of debris off one of the buildings that night. I didn't sleep, I did not eat... I simply watched the television since that was all I could do is remotely hope for lives that were lost to miraculously be saved. Few and far between but it was happening. The real h

What's Cooking In Arnie's Kitchen?
why does my heart skips a beat everytime i hear his voice? why do i worry when he's gone away too long? why do i get upset when he'd done something wrong? why do i get jealous when some girls get near him? why do i dream of him- be it day or night? why does he get stuck in mind all the time? why do i want to calm him down especially at the height of his temper? why do i want him to change for the better? why am i doing all these stuff? why oh why? tell me.. i guess... i really think... ...that i'm in love! and that's with you- MR. MASSIMO RICCIARDI

Losing My Mind
Ok anyone who knows me real well knows that my sister Misty and I don't get along very well. I talked to my sister the other day only to be informed by her that she has breast cancer.... Prayers will be appreciated.

Ravyn's World
Here's a taste of my writing.. this is what I am currently working on..Enjoy! The Warrior Draygon (storyline excerpt @copyrighted 2008 RR She admired the strength of his powerful body. She wore the heels but he still towered over her. The gloss of his long ebony hair was beautiful to her. His hair hung down to his massive shoulders. He removed his cape and lay it down on the floor before the roaring blaze that crackled in the fireplace. The velvet lining of it was as deep and as rich as the blood that he knew flowed through her veins. "Draygon," she breathed his name as his hands covered her swollen breasts. "I am your slave." "As I am yours, Adriana." His hands slid up to cup her beautiful face in them. He brought his lips down upon hers, tasting her sweet nectar. Lightening flashed through the dark curtains as thunder shook the house around them. The storm only excited them even more. Draygon's hands reached the deep neckline of her blouse and in one swift,

Tattoo
Since when did we move to Mexico. Boy, if that ain't discrimination!!!! Someone told me the other day who owns a business and is in the commercial loop that all the illegal beaners around here are working under the table for $4.00 an hour and then sending the money to Mexico. That's why they need to pile up in the house to pay the bills here. You know that the employer is not paying Taxes, workmens comp or anything on these under the table wages!!! So for all you White Americans who get No Tax breaks. Can't live off welfare and are now getting discriminated against in our own country -- You had better stand up now!!!! W/ a No Tolerance level!!! The more we just sit here and let it happen the WORSE it's going to get. Now that we are the minority and get NO HELP -- our kids are going hungry and our homes are being lost!!! This is BULL SH%#!

Not Funny, Obama
Obama dances on Ellen show: I'm a better dancer than John McCain US presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama made a surprise appearance on the Ellen Show yesterday and declared he is a better dancer than rival John McCain. The candidate appeared via satellite from Miami and accepted Ellen DeGeneres's challenge to prove that he can dance just as well as his wife. Ellen said: "Let's talk about dancing. Your wife, Michelle, was on the show and she was talking some smack about your moves." Obama replied: "Michelle may be a better dancer than me, but I'm convinced I'm a better dancer than John McCain." Obama then danced on the spot to James Brown's Get Up Offa That Thing cheered on by fans in Florida and in the studio. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- NO SHIT SHERLOCK! Consider the freaking fact that John McCain had almost everybone in his body broken during his internment in the Vietnam Prison Camp where he spent 5 and half year

Subliminal
Santa Monica from the eponym album "savage garden" performed live Artist: Savage Garden (Darren Hayes/Daniel Jones) Album: Savage Garden 1997 Sony BMG In santa monica in the winter time The lazy streets so undemanding I walk into the crowd In santa monica you get your Coffee from The coolest places on the Promenade Where people dress just so Beauty so unavoidable everywhere You turn Its there I sit and wonder what am i Doing here But on the telephone line i Am anyone I am anything I want to be I could be a super model or Norman mailer And you wouldnt know the Difference Or would you In santa monica all the people got Modern names Like jake or mandy And modern bodies too In santa monica on the boulevard Youll have to dodge those In line skaters Or theyll knock you down I never felt so lonely Never felt so out of place I never wanted something more Than this But on the telephone line i Am anyone I am anything I want to be I could be a super

General
Danger...around every corner. I have, become pure water... I can identify, I close my eyes... I wear my sword at my side... I wear my sword at my side... Cleanse me, deep in fire. I have, become pure water... I wear my sword at my side... I wear my sword at my side...

Help Me Out People!!!!!
SO I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE RECENTLY BEEN ACTIVE ON THIS SITE AGAIN AND I NEED TO GET MY LEVEL UP SO I CAN START MY OWN BAD ASS LOUNGE!!!! ANYTHING THAT YA CAN DO TO HELP NE GET MY LEVEL UP WILL BE APPRECIATED AND I WILL DEFF RETURN ALL THE FAVOR'S THANKS AND HOPE MY PEOPLE WILL HELP ME GET MY LEVEL UP THERE :D

Blogg-jam.e
ok 1st timer frm england. well, tip of ice berg met beautiful, 28 ,looks 17, says childrens' doctor on some website like fubar ,outta nowhere she says in love/besotted wants marriage n children promising a utopian sexlife ! booked tickets paid 4 international passport & she has £500 in 3d to show she can maintain herself here. has 2b shown in dept in moscow. ther are no single tickets ! my name is apparently registered @russian n uk embassies. i am known by the security services(long story)here. i am nearly literally twice her age. am i being scammed or does love@firstsight exist ? in fact she has not seen photo of me ! this email chat has been happening since 21 sept + telephone calls + travel agent email n 1 phonecall. line 2russia is crap. should of joined eu. usa govt fault yummy.both

Custom Animations
I have recently learned how to make animated gif images... you know, the ones you see, with where people have a series of images for the profile pic... If you would like one made for you; check my "Created by Me" album, as well as the albums designated for specific users, to see the ones I have made so far... All I need is a few ideas, and some pictures of you! Now, since I am using my own time to do this; there will be a COST to you... it can be various fu-gifts, some fu-bling, fu-bucks... heck, maybe even REAL bucks... We can discuss it. Send me a private message, if you are interested.

Party Tonight
Friday and Saturday nights at Los Lupes in Addison , Tx We have $1 Domestic Draft beer all night and $1 Tacos as well as a Live Band and a Heated Patio. We are open till 2 am. See you there!!! Please share this with all your Friends Be sure to tell them James sent you For all those in the Addison, Tx area. We are having a post thanksgiving party. All are welcome. The Address is 4820 Westgrove # 702 Addison, Tx 75001 you can google map directions. Please feel free to pass this on to all your friends in the area.

Have You Seen Her?
So I have been thinking.. and I have figured out the traits of the girl Im looking for. Just something I came up off the top of my head, but FYI I am not picky though! I would love to find a girl who is basicly a sweetheart. I want a "girly" girl, who loves to dress up, but I would love a girl who can do basic work on her car. Doesnt mean she HAS to, but can. I want a girl who can look good in jeans, but wears heels too. Can go out to dinner one night, but will go to a car show with me too. Likes to star gaze and pick shapes out of the clouds. Family is a big thing with me, and I look forward to having my own, but I want a girl who will be able to roll with the punches, because MY family loves to poke fun at eachother. She must like kids, because I want to be a father, WITH the girl I settle down with. Had a stutter step once, but It helped cement what Im looking for. Loyalaty is a big thing with me. I would love to find a girl who would take my hand just because. I love to cuddle. For

Foot Fetishes
im not sure how this works but here it goes anyways LOL why dont like foot fetish guys like mee im funny not bad lookin i work and i have fun all the time but as soon as a girl knows im into feet shes GONE well i hope someone gets back to me on this subject lol

Songs To Send A Message
A blonde walks into the hairdresser with headphones on. She asks the woman working there for a haircut. The blonde sits down in the chair. The woman takes the blonde's headphones off and cuts her hair. At the end, the woman asks how she likes her hair but, to her surprise the blonde is dead! The woman picks up the headphones and listens. She hears: “Breathe in...breathe out...breathe in...breathe out." We've been together for so very long But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong? Seems you don't want me around The passion is gone and the flames died down I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem That time that you made it with the whole hockey team You used to think I was nice Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car? That kind of thing is hard to ignore Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore I knew that we were having problems when You put those piranhas in my bathtub again Yo

Deployed
First off I won't tell you the places this happened at or the names of other people who were involved. If you don't know what VBIED is it stands for Vehicle Born Improvised Explosive Device or a car bomb. I'm posting these incidents because it helps to get things off my chest so don't ask me where when or who were involved because i won't tell you. If you have any other questions feel free to ask. It's a cloudy day Cars all over the place My team a three vehicle motorcade is rushing through the streets trying to get to our next location. I'm in the passenger seat because I'm the one calling out the treats. my driver is reacting to everything i say coming up to block the vehicles from getting to our motorcade. The roads are packed with cars, trucks, crazy people on bikes it's insane. I'm calling my Threats out. Vehicle left... Car staged right... Vehicle oncoming left side...intersection coming up. I saw the Vehicle it turned quickly through the break in the median. Vehicle oncoming

A Poem
I had a dream but it turned to dust I bought a bike all it did was rust I wanted bread all I got was crust Sold some dope that was one big bust Ain't found nobody who I can trust I'm 80 yrs old all I can do is lust Stop all this whining it is a must So I will eat those green eggs and ham Prolly kill me me who gives a damn JUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT KIDDDDDDDING SMILE REAL BIG

My Sweet, And Amazing Steven
My Profile Comments ~ nov.s... Without You I am a pallid shadow of myself without you. Wherever you are, please incite all colors in me... I am of scattered dust, dawn to dusk without you. Wherever you are, please shape me into being… I am an arid utterance of voice without you. Wherever you are, please stir me into singing... I am an idle breath of truth without you. Wherever you are, please spark me into sharing... I am the dim notion of love without you. Wherever you are, please illumine all emotion... I am a heart lost in life without you. Wherever you are, please render me direction home... I am half hope and half fire without you. Wherever you are, please desire me complete... I am nothing, nowhere in All without you. Wherever you are, please always cherish my kiss... SR May 1997 ~ I dedicate this to my sweet Theaza

My Life
in life they say you dont get to chose your family but for me that isnt true ,my biological family didnt except me for who i am or the things i have done n life but my wifes family they chose to except me and have been more of a family to me then my own .So this last 11 days has been the hardest for me because i had to say goodbye to a true brother .a man that not only never judged me but he said i was good enough for his sister .a man that was a great father to his kids no matter what they did .a man that was a good friend to everyone no matter who they were in life. buck you will be missed but never forgotten! ok so i was trained not to show emotions this doesnt mean i dont have them ,i just keep them inside until i am alone and then i release in a blast of

Hero Levers
HERO LEVELERS ARE THE NEWEST LEVELING FAMILY ON FUBAR! WANT TO BE PART OF A FAMILY WHO HONOR OUR MILITARY AS WE HELP THOSE IN NEED TO BE LEVELED. WELL IF YOU ARE YOU FOUND THE LEVELING FAMILY RIGHT HERE IN OUR FAMILY. PLEASE STOP BY AND APPLY WITHIN AND WE WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Need help leveling? Want to be part of a leveling family/crew? Stop on by for info. Hero Levelers@ fubar

Drowning
BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US CLEAN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT STRIPS AWAY THE DIRT BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES AWAY OUR SINS BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT FLOODS THIS EARTH AGAIN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ONCE CLEANED THIS LAND BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ALMOST WIPED OUT THE SPECIES OF MAN BLESSED BE THE ONE WHO WALK THROUGH THE RAIN DAMNED IS THE ONE WHO CANT FEAL THE PAIN CANT SEE THE TRUETH CANT SEE THE SLAIN THE WEAK AND POOR DROWNING IN THE RAIN LOST TO ALL WHO DOES NOT SEE THE PLAIN THE GATES ARE OPEN TO YOU WHO CAN SWIM THEY WILL NEVER CLOSE IF YOUR FAITH IS IN HIM BUT MINE IS NOT SO STRONG ANYMORE WAVERING IN ITSELF LOST THE CONNECTION THAT ONCE WAS THE WAY FOR ALL ICAN ASK IS TO HAVE MERCY ON THE INNOCENT AND WEAK FOR OUR FAITH IS TIMID SO BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US AWAY DROWNING FOREVER IN THIS LAKE THAT BURNS MY SOUL ONE MORE DAY AT THE OFFICE LOL

The Squirrel From Hell
I "comment", therefore I am. I’m not going into how I feel or what makes me tick. (Maybe these stories might give you an idea about that, although I hope not) But I will tell the story that people keep bugging me to tell again and again. This way, if someone wants to know about it, they can just check here. So, this is the last time I’m telling it. It happened when I was in college (ok most of the stuff that’s happened to me happened in college.) I’m walking home from class, heading to my dorm on a nice bright fall day. The sidewalk is full of students going to and coming from classes. I notice on the side of the sidewalk a very large squirrel (notice I said large). It’s just sitting there watching everyone pass by. Some look at it, others don’t. Where I’m from, when you take a step towards a squirrel they take off running. Not this one. So now I’m walking right up to this large squirrel and it turns its head towards me. I walk next to it

Fu Party Vegas
hello my friends my husband and i are wondering who would like to come to las vegas to party fubar style we have been looking into hotel packagesand shows and dinners if you want to know more email us thank you

Random Thoughts
Been doing a lot of thinking lately. Strange yes i know especially considering i do work two full time jobs. Got an email from an ex the other day. In it accusing me of being a lair and unfaithful. How is this possible when i have not had contact with this person in over two years. Yes you heard it two years. I kicked him out. We where only together about three months when i broke it off. I worked during this so called relationship about on average 16 hours a day, he on the other hand sat on his ass 24/7. Granted he did move down here to be with me but one would think he would get out and find a job. No instead he sat at the computer talking to other women, calling others, and not contributing to a relationship. A girl can only take so much. So honestly was i wrong in kicking him out. Granted the only reason i have contacted him in the past is he left some of his shit here and i want it gone. Guess i am stupid for storing it for him. So honestly guys if you read this tell me what you t

The Darkness Never Ending
THE DARKNESS NEVER ENDING By Brandon Hail The darkness never ending creeps on my soul as it kills me I die slowly inside In the darkness I cry then as it creeps to steal my soul like a theif in the night I look up and there is the most beautiful angel ive ever seen and I gasp as the beauty makes me cry The angel reaches out and touches me and kisses away my tears she holds me and carries me out of the darkness into heaven now I am in the light and warmth of a love unknown to me and I fear that it was a dream but now this angel is mine I love you Christy love your husband Brandon

Uhhh
Merry christmas!!! — Tuesday, April 11, 2006 The world has flipped upside down..... Thank you to all you who have posted rants about people saying happy hollidays now instead of merry christmas. It's something I was going to write about before and forgot. It still comes kinda hard for me to believe. How bizarre the world gets. But it's a very good thing. Things are finally starting to come around full circle... Yes, today in the here and now Christians, Yes you heard me right, Christians and their advocacy groups, are upset that people are complaining about the things they say. How dare they try to censor you guys. Not you who don't want walmart to sell cd's with cussing, or mature video games. Not you people who give me dirty looks and tell me to watch my language, not you people who feel the need to controll what other people see, hear, sell, and do all the time. How could anyone ever have a problem with the stuff you say? So say it loud

My day today did not get off to one of my better starts – one voice mail message from one of my football mates George which came through at 6:30 and thought I would listen to it in the car and ring from work – the time intrigued me. An SMS came through from George again – it told me that my friend Keith Birch (aka Birchy in the great aussie tradition) passed away overnight in his sleep. I got in my car and headed off to work and pondered when to call George and waited decided to wait until I got to work rather than get lost in the emotion of it all in peak hour traffic (I was really upset with myself for not seeing him again before he died and was planning to do it soon given he had just moved into the home not far from my father’s house). I got in and gave George a call – his contact at the nursing home had told him that Birchy had passed away in his sleep and finally succumbed to the bout of Emphysema that had taken a grip on him in recent years. I told him once I k

I'm Back!!!! I Think?
Well, folks. It's been quite a while since I've been on here. To the ones that actually know me, yes. I know it's been too long. I've missed you guys too. To those that don't actually know me, I've missed ya'll too. lol I'm still havin' to do stuff on a friend's comp right now til mine gets fixed (again), but at least I'm able to get on every once in a while. I'll talk to you all soon. May the Goddess guide you in light & in love!

Fallen Angel Love
fallen angel love Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry [Verse 1] If I could, take a trip, to outer space She would be the one, I will see When I get, to heavens gate She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile Will shadow me brighter than the sun She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one Let me tell you who she is, yeah [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah (Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her I know, that she's a fallen angel [Verse 2] You know, I should Help her mend, her broken wings So she can fly again But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained Turnin me a selfish man (oh) Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more) I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away So say that you'll stay She's mine [Chorus] She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u

Alone
The days come and go The nights seem to last twice as long When you're with me all is right in my world When you're away time stands so steal The nights alone last to long The days apart I feel will never end When our love was new we could never be parted Now it seems like you never have time for me The end is drawing closer and closer still The end of something I thought might actually last a life time When did we loose what we had Where did we loose each other The time I wish we still had to hold each other The time to find what we once had The time to make everything right in our world again Sitting here wishing I knew what he wanted Wishing I knew if it were me Sitting here wondering how much I mean to him Wondering if he cares how much he means to me Sitting here waiting for him to call Waiting just to hear his voice again Sitting here hoping that it's not just short term with him Hoping we will be together for a very long time Sitting here knowing I want him

Feeling Used
What does one do when they're feeling used? How does one go about getting it resolved? I am told one thing yet shown another. Over and Over. I am in the midst of the end of a long relationship and altho I knew I ought not begin another I did. A very different one mind you but one none the less. In a short time I have begun to feel like a vessel for someone elses needs and only when it's convenient. When do my needs become important? When do I get to feel secure? DO I have to leave, end it to find out what is real and what is imagined? Or do I just become the doormat once again, forget what I want and serve another? I am nearing the deletion of many sites I use in maybe an effort to be taken seriously. What I thought to be real is becoming a nightmare. I just wish I still had nightmares. I am real. I am a good person. Why can't I be happy? What have I done so wrong? Ever close your eyes ever stop and listen ever feel alive and you've nothing missing you don't need a reaso

Are Your Friends In There??they Need You
Some giveaways that really need to get worked on I am missing blinging everyone, if anyone has a few minutes to leave a few comments i would really appreciate it,it's a comment bombing giveaway.. THANX to all!!!! ~Bratt~=) ~BRATT~ ~CHAOTIC PRINCESS~

F'ing Men
So not for the First time My Ass got cheated on AGAIN! and i am beyond Pissed. i am tired of being Sweet and kind and getting walked on. you know the quote Nice guys Finish last same thing applies to Chicks though i am sure that "nice guys finish last." can be a good thing if you catch my drift.huh lol Anyway so this time the father of my kid is doing it. His ass is Grass.i can't believe this Shit where are all the Sweet sensitive guys Gay? come on. maybe i am destined to loneliness i don't know.

She's Gotta Have It! How To Cheat And Never Get Caught...
She's Gotta Have It! They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. Sometimes a woman encounters a man she simply has to have, a man so irresistable - and perhaps so titilltingly wrong - that all her sane reasoning goes right out the bedroom window…She may adore her hubby or boyfriend, yet start an affair with someone who offers more of the steamy, satisfying sex she craves. Sometimes the stud muffin in question is so humpable and well-hung that a woman knows the relationship is just about good sex. They say variety is the spice of life! But when cheating, you usually have to keep your wanderlust a secret. You must create a line between "partner A" (the man in your life) and "partner B" (the man, or men, you have on the side). This means never allowing the guy you are messing around with to permeate your life completely. You should never allow him into your home or even near your residence. If possible keep as mu

Passionate Silence
She sat in seat 13-A, looking silently out the window at the ground slowly moving by 35,000 feet below her, occasionally interrupted by a soft cloud passing by on the Friday afternoon. Her drink sat half-finished on the tray table dropped down from the seat back in front of her. She knew she wanted this flight; she had to get away, and she knew that what she would encounter at the other end was something she wanted, no, needed for herself—to feel like a woman again. This trip was the end of the slavish life she had left behind, a life that had started out well but had gone sour, corrupted and decayed by infidelity and the loss of trust that had come with it. The reward for that infidelity and breach of vows was her angry silence. In that dark time first she had shied away from everyone in her hurt, choosing silence over words that would hurt those that didn’t deserve it. When that threatened to overwhelm her, she had sought solace for her own needs in the other she wa

Our New Owner
Hey Everyone.... We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!! So please meet our amazing new "Owner"......... ANNA Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!! If your lucky enough to already be a friend, Go show her lotsa love!!! She deserves it!! Oh and she ALWAYS has Auto 11's running too!!! *This Loving Pimpout brought to you by* ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ R/L Fiance'of ❤Jakξ The §Ñakξ❤Proudly Owned By Anna ~AND~ Jakξ The §Ñakξ R/L Fiance'of ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ Proudly Owned By Anna

Climate Change
Ok not a new issue right? Well this is a issue that has recently sparked my interest as i learn more about it. I have been looking at the IPCC reports (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) and what i have read so far is very disturbing to say the least!. You can view the report here: http://www.ipcc.ch/#. So anyway, this is a panel made up of 100's of scientist from all over the world. So we arent just talking about some basement hobbiest here. They are saying that yes,global climate change is caused by humans and that if we dont do something about it right now, we are in big big trouble. i dont knoow about you but that concerns me. And this isnt the only source of my concern, also the AAAS (The American Association for the Advancement of Science's ) and the NAS (National Academy of Sciences) has put out simialar reports. Well actually not reports but a warning with a call for action! These are the biggest and most respected organizations on the planet when it comes to the scient

My Writing....
BDSM VISUAL POETRY GODDESS DOGTAG LADYTK A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watc

Download "sweet Angel" From My Fubar Page
Just go to the "Music" section of my page. It has my tune widget from ReverbNation. Click the "Songs" link at the top. Click on the song "Sweet Angel" and hit the download button.. Enjoy

Blue
For those of you who knew Hawk and I were expecting... those plans have changed. We went to the doc last week and were told we had lost the baby at some point though there was no actual miscarriage. There was no development and we had to induce a miscarriage. Life sucks right now. I though tIw as doin ok until this afternoon. It has really hit me hard for some reason today. So, for now we are going to appreciate our princesses and love them and spend as much tie showing and telling them that. Just thought I would let ya'll know. One day at a time we shall get through this. Life Sucks

Christmas Poem For The Troops
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE , IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE . I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT , A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS . WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS , A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT , OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WE

Questions Unanswered
Well somethings haven't changed. I feel like I'm put in the middle and being asked to choose between my oldest and my relationship. Why can't it be just simple. I love both and they love me. The tension at home is very strong. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop

Super Bowl Sunday Party Time
I want all of fu land to let me know who they think is going to win the Big Game I hope u and your family have A Happy Holiday season,God Bless What team is going to win Pittsburgh Steelers or the Arizona Cardinals. Lets see who fu bar people thinks is going to Win.

Rose
A GOOD MORNING KISS AND HUG JUST FOR YOU I LOVE YOU MY SWEET MORE THEN YOU KNOW I HOLD YOU SO TIGHT IN MY ARMS AND MY HEART SO NOTHING WILL HURT YOU OR SCARE YOU MY LOVE I KISS YOU LOVING AND GENTLE AT NIGHT AND WAKE YOU WITH ANOTHER AT MORNINGS FIRST LIGHT YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT SHINES IN MY LIFE SO BRIGHT YOU ARE THE VERY REASON I WAKE TO GO THROUGH THE DAY I LOVE YOU MORE NOW THEN I DID BEFORE AND EVERY MOMENT MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS I LOVE YOU ROSE WITH ALL OF MY HEART SOUL AND BEING AND THIS IS FOR YOU FROM MY HEART WITH ALL MY LOVE YOUR HARLEY

Hydaway Reposts
TO REPOST Doc's BULLY COPY N PASTE HEY IF YOUR BORED OUT OF YOUR SKULL OR STUFFED OR JUST WANTING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. WELL THEN JUST CLICK A PICTURE AND AND COME HANG OUT WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS.. CLICK THIS PIC AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS... TO REPOST Dj SexiBoi BULLY COPY N PASTE Come Check out Dj Sexi Boi Hey whats up Were calling all Looney's and if your a member then your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum TO REPOST Jesters BULLY COPY N PASTE Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air

Arkansas
HELLO ALL ARKANSAS MEN WHO WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME JENNIFER MONROE ARKANSAS' #1 TG GIRL. PLEASE EMAIL ME HERE AT FUBAR. PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME FOR SOME ADULT DISCRETE PRIVATE FUN. I GIVE THE BEST BJ'S AND HAVE THE TIGHTEST LITTLE HOT HOLE YOU WILL EVER HAVE! PLEASE MEET AND GREET ARKANSAS' # 1 TRANSGENDER GIRL JENNIFER MONROE I AM NOT ON HERE TO PLAY GAMES. I DO NOT DO CYBER OR PHONE SEX. I AM ON HERE FOR REAL HOOK-UPS ONLY. LOOKING FOR HOT SEXY LOCAL MEN OR MEN TRAVELING TO ARKANSAS FOR DATING, HOOK-UPS, HOT SEX, FUN AND MAYBE EVEN MORE. I AM D/D FREE AND I PLAY SAFE. I AM A VERY ORAL AND ANAL TG GIRL. Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close 2 your heart because you might just wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. PLEASE BE REAL AND HONEST I AM. I ALSO AM VERY, VERY, VERY PRIVATE AND DISCRETE GIRL AND WILL DO SO FOR YOU AS WELL. HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL Y

The Dreams And Shadows
It is not easy to refuse a dream. Esp the dream that let yoy smile, that let you breathe & that made you feel so very good. However, there is a moment where you have to come down from up there & so you see that everyone around you is unhappy, even the one sharing your dream. So you simply sit in the shadows & think think think. And do the moves that you think are the best in the situation. Even if it hurts badly. The ones that love you, will eventually understand & forgive, you hope... (to be continued)

My Other Links
what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated http://www.myspace.com/gargoyle_reve

Things Do Get Better
After 2 years 3 months and so many days, I finally got a place of my own. It's been a long f***ing time to say the least. I went from having it all to having nothing and I've finally managed to climb back up this far. If I can pull this sort of apparent miracle off, anybody can. Whoever reads this, keep your chin up.

Fake People
->Haley ("Go...: i guess you are done talking to me .. you have a bueatiful evening .. ->Haley ("Go...: you are quiet ? ->Haley ("Go...: doesnt have to be nasty just a hi ->Haley ("Go...: i dont mind saying hi over webcam ->Haley ("Go...: so can you send me pics of who you are ? ->Haley ("Go...: anyone can post a pic Haley ("Go...: i see ->Haley ("Go...: hmm i could do that .. but i would need to see exactly who i am talking to online .. i mean you Haley ("Go...: before i come out starting online ->Haley ("Go...: while i am fucking you in the mouth or in the pussy .. or before you come out Haley ("Go...: after all hes not gettin any of this Haley ("Go...: i insist that if you are serious then you talk to my husband about it i inisist that he be thoroughly humiliated ->Haley ("Go...: whats that ? Haley ("Go...: i do have one condition tho Haley ("Go...: sure ->Haley ("Go...: so am i one of those guys you would like to come and visit ? Haley ("Go...

Today's America
Quick thought to start your day. Something I was pondering as I was driving to work this morning. "Liberal America does not negotiate with terrorists; they assign them lawyers and wrap them in the blanket of freedom provided by the Constitution." So...consider what I have said there and ask yourself the simple question of why are some Americans insist that those who would have spat upon and burned our most important document (well, until they were captured and it suddenly became useful to them) be protected by it? Why do we assign legal counsel and Constitutional rights to non-American citizens? Why would the ACLU labor to protect the 1st Amendment rights of individuals bent on our destruction? Is there no line to be drawn? Where is the anger and discussed we possessed back in September 2001? Did we forget? I am defending no administration, no specific person, nor am I attacking anyone in specific; I just fail to understand why we spend so much energy defending tho

Freak?
What kind of freak are you? Are you the type that won't even talk about bedroom antics? Are that conservatively dressed, soft spoken, easily blushing school marm until you get behind the closed doors? Do you just exude sexuality at all times? Are you the type that just checks your inhibitions at the door and que sera sera (What will be will be)? Who is the aggressor in your bedroom? Do you take the lead? LADIES!! Do you ever just grab up your man and tell him who's in charge and just TAKE YOUR DICC?? FELLAS!! Do you slam the door when you come into the bedroom, proclaiming "DADDY'S HOME!!!" Are you the type of woman who's biggest turn on is seducing a man? Have you decided that a one night stand really isn't all that bad because you just had an itch that needed scratching? Are you type that Prince was talking about at the end of one of his tunes when he said, "Sex isn't all I think about. Sex is all I think about...YOU

Double
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Kizz & Hugz
I wanted to say thank you to everyone who sent me gifts and drinks and birthday gifts, even though I haven't been able to get on here much, thank you so much it meant the world to me to get on here and know that you guys haven't forgotten about me!!! Lots of Love Always Your Princess

Math Tric:))
1. Grab a calculator. (You won't be able to do this one in your head) 2. Key in the first six digits of your mobile number *(skip first zero)* 3. Multiply by 80 4. Add 1 5. Multiply by 250 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number 7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. 8. Subtract 250 9. Divide number by 2 Do you recognize the answer? Let me know the Answer, either correct or not

Take Me To Your Heart
Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you gir Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is Be my guiding star It's easy Take me to your heart ... Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend Don't need too much talking Without saying anything All I need is someone Who makes me want to sing Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that

Stupid People
People Comeon now are so stupid 2 put your childrens pics up in your default pics that is the most Stupid thing I have ever seen this place has 2 many peeps on here and 2 much porn 2 have your children up duh get a fuckin brain...=)

Very Clean Laundry
Ok, I was asked (bugged to death actually) to tell another story. Here’s one that was an honest mistake on my part that kinda turned out funny…..days later. I was in my first year of college and had just finished playing an intramural flag football game in the rain and mud. Our championship freshman team beat the champion sophomore squad a week before, but we lost to the champion seniors in a very close game. So, I was a bit down but decided to wash my muddy clothes once I got back to the dorm. So I went to my room, showered and changed, and then headed back downstairs to the laundry room to wash my muddy clothes. I wasn’t thinking too clearly (bad way to start a sentence huh). I looked at my clothes and thought; these things may never come completely clean. At least not using the regular amount of detergent. So I chose to use twice the amount. Then I thought about it and used three times the amount….they were really dirty. I started the machine and then left.

A Must Read
The Airman’s Creed I am an American airman. I am a warrior. I have answered my nation’s call. I am an American airman. My mission is to fly, fight and win. I am faithful to a proud heritage, a tradition of honor, and a legacy of valor. I am an American airman, guardian of freedom and justice, my nation’s sword and shield, its sentry and avenger. I defend my country with my life. I am an American airman, wingman, leader, warrior. I will never leave an airman behind, I will never falter, and I will not fail. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR D

Medical Stuff...
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk

Stolen!!! Would U...?
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Solitude 2
Do you have the will to walk on water Do you have the strength to part the waves Do you have the lips to kiss a blood red rose Before the colors start to fade But are you tough enough to walk through the fire Are you suss enough to slip the hangman's noose Wanna ride, gonna slide, take it over the line Hit the pin, kick it in I'm gonna win again I don't wanna live forever I just want a slice of the pie to call my own I don't wanna live forever Do you wanna be, like I wanna be Immortal Do you have the bread to feed the hunger Do you have to choose to turn water to wine Do you have the tears to cry me a river Build a bridge to the other side But are you holding out for the late edition Gonna read all about it cause it's frontpage news So high, bone dry, got a thirst for life Kiss the skin, drink it in I'm gonna win again Just like the gates of heaven There's no way back, there's no way back I'm ten miles high got the keys to the kingdom I'm back on track Got a life and I'm living it Do y

A Few Words From Rick
~~**~*~**Va Beach girl 4 life~*~***~* THIS SEXY FU IS IN NEED OF SOME HELP GETTING TO Henchman SHES ONLY 213K AWAY I KNOW WE CAN ALL PULL TOGETHER AND MAKE THIS HAPPEN WHAT ARE YOU WAITING GO SHOW HER SOME LUVIN! ADD/FAN/RATE/CRUSH/BLING HER HARD!!!! I don't come on here much anymore and not sure wether I will or for how much longer but if any of you who like my work or what to stay in touch with me at my other sites, add me on these

Wicked Clowns!
not at all. Til death do us part. lines that are said everyday and dont mean shit. at that alter people say they love each other. Man we all know thats not true if you love someone take it all the way. once i find the girl i truly love. the juggalette of my dreams. tattooed in the right spot. tougher than steel. as sharp as my hatchet and just as brutal. a girl to paint my face with just to walk down town the love between us has to be in harmony. i need a girl that will love my scars. and will handle herself telling me "no i got it" and make me take it from her and carey it. i need a miss stregth. i need a juggalette, and i know theres one out there that needs me. need to find her clown ass and finally have some stable thing in my life.......

Songs That I Love
[Eminem]I'm a soldier (*repeat 4X*)Yo.. never was a thug, just infatuated with gunsNever was a gangsta, 'til I graduated to oneand got the rep of a villain, for weapon concealinTook the image of a thug, kept shit appealinWillin to stick out my neck, for respect if it meantlife or death, never live to regret what I saidWhen you're me, people just want to see, if it's trueIf it's you, what you say in your raps, what you doSo they feel, it's part of your obligation to fulfillWhen they see you on the streets, face to face, are you for real?In confrontation ain't no conversation, if you feelyou're in violation, any hesitation'll get you killedIf you feel it, kill it, if you conceal it, reveal itBeing reasonable will leave you full of bulletsPull it, squeeze it 'til it's empty, tempt me, push me, pussiesI need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze[Chorus]I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so muchThey won't budge, I'll never fall or fold upI'm a soldier, even if my collar bone

Uss Arizona Tribute
December 7, 1941 The USS Arizona is the final resting place for many of the ship's 1,177 crewmen who lost their lives on December 7, 1941. The 184-foot-long Memorial structure spanning the mid-portion of the sunken battleship consists of three main sections: the entry and assembly rooms; a central area designed for ceremonies and general observation; and the shrine room, where the names of those killed on the Arizona are engraved on the marble wall. The USS Arizona Memorial grew out of wartime desire to establish some sort of memorial at Pearl Harbor to honor those who died in the attack. Suggestions for such a memorial began in 1943, but it wasn't until 1949, when the Territory of Hawaii established the Pacific War Memorial Commission, that the first real steps were taken to bring it about. Initial recognition came in 1950 when Admiral Arthur Radford, Commander in Chief, Pacific (CINCPAC), ordered that a flagpole be erected over the sunken battleship. On the ninth annive

This Glitter Is Gold...no Doubt
ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR, Yeah... Even I would have never thought that this man is going to bless my life with full of eternal bliss... It came true...My friends here know that I would be often on my wheels..for the sake of my my business.. when I under took a world wide tour recently.. and happened to visit some of the ASIAN COUNTRIES... Yeah of course before this recent havoc...I had a chance to meet this this spiritual and highly resourceful man who invoked my inner subtle knowledge to have an thorough insight within myself... He is my mentor,God father and spiritual master.. yeah...really he is having an array...he glitters with glory and no doubt he is gold.. I could share my divine experience if u r so interested.. For your information just I give below the web site address...seeing is believing...just visit the divine site and its links..and then share his divine knowledge to have his bountiful grace that will lead your life path to ecstasy. Thanks for your esteemed vis

We're Up For Auction.... Again!!
We are up for auction.... Again!!! Do you wanna own THE hottest couple on the FU?? Yep thats right we are loaning each other out for another month!! LoL So click on the links below and come make a bid on us!!! You know we are worth it!!! We have a LOT to offer!!!

Weddings
You're invited to the Fu-Wedding of Come witness the joining of these two heart and share in the love Shane Mahaffey{{{{ head enforcer@wicked candy kisses}}}}}}@ fubar Terri@ fubar Starting at 7pmcst in the Wicked Candy Kisses lounge Performing the ceremony ™JÁÐÊ™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & JADE'S DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar Witnessed by ~DJ~Sexy~Rebel~ Head Promoter @Hellfire radio(Fu-enged to Kratos)@ fubar Cotton Candy DJ & OWNER OF Wicked Candy Kisses~1 of Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar *~ Ñ

Mirror Mind
The diagram is a generic 9 diagram. The stat graph is for my results. I actually score a lot heavier in the 1 and 8 but the simplistic version of the test minimizes those because of my balance between them equally. I am generally at level 2 but when under stress for an extended period of time or when reacting to a high stress spike I will revert to level 4. Enneagram Nine The Easygoing, Self-Effacing Type: Receptive, Reassuring Agreeable, and Complacent For more about the meaning of the arrows, see below. Type Nine in Brief Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to b

About Gun Control And Love
Recently I learned what prolly is the best way to describe true love. True love is something not only felt but also actions, the action of be inseprable, being there no matter what, having that person number one no matter if your friends and family like them or not they should be that number one person cause they are the one that is there for you all the time for a life time. If anyone who reads this that believes in control gets offended I'm sorry. First off I'm tired of hearing that guns kill people, proven fact people kill people. Granted you do heayar of a gun going off while someone was cleaning it but thats their own fault they should have clear it, and no taking gun rights away will not decrease crime flat out. Crime will increase cause now criminals dont have to worry about the everyday person being able to defend themselves. Flat out it takes a person to pull the trigger. A Short History of Gun Control. In 1929 the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 19

My Life
why is it that i feel all alone. i dont understand. am i that bad that all my friends bail on me until they need something. i know i work alot but i still try to make time. soemtimes i just wana go sit in a corner and cry.wats worse is i have someone wonderful in my life and yet i cant seem to keep the loneliness away. maybe its the distance between us but i dono. i dono whats so bad about me that even my family dont wana see me alot of the time. am i seriously that bad.maybe im just goin insane. i wish someone would rescuse me from this hell. he knows who he is too. whats worse is i asked my friends that if i moved away if they would come see me and they told me no. i would drop anything at the tip of a hat to help them or even road trip to see them but they wouldnt even take the time to see me. maybe im not that important to anymore?

Love This!
Hello Everyone!! So as some of you may know I am trying to be a freelance writer and so far so good. Occasionally you do run into the person that will take what you wrote praise you for it and then never come thru with payment on it. I have made up contracts and in those contracts it states that if there is a non payment occurrence and there is use of the article without my permission or payment suddenly appearing that legal action will be taken. With that being said I am happy to announce that I have a few regular people that come to me for articles and actually pay me!! I just got a client that asked me to write 96 articles having never used my services before. So I sent him the ones I have written up so far and he was quite impressed, according to his email, and he has offered me to write for him permanently. He has plenty of work ahead of himself and for me and he can't wait for me to finish these up so he can send me more. I am super excited for this opportunity. I also w

Lately
I know that some of you think that I have forgotten about you. Well, that isn't the least little bit true! However, I have been going thru some things lately that take my attention. It's called Life. Between work and my Mom, I haven't had much time to do anything. My Mom has been in the hospital for 8 days so far this time. They think she may have cancer in her bladder, so that has me Effing freaking out! Since I lost my dad 15 months ago, my Mom has became my world. I am her care taker/nurse. PLUS I have another job to pay the bills. Gee, joy what an exciting world I live in! I guess it is normal to be worried about one's only surviving parent. Momma has been basically bed ridden for two years now. In those two years I have learned more about the world of medicine than I ever thought I wanted to know. However, I have actually grown up in those two years. Before hand I was a spoiled rotten b!tch, and I have no problems admitting it. Not only did I have ever thing in the material world

Grey
One or two times I've played these games, No matter how I do it it's always the same. Standing alone in this world of change. I feel my heart is broken and I block the pain. You really got a piece of my cold cold heart, You wrapped it up in chains you pulled it apart. I will never forget the way I felt that day, I promised you my everything and you walked away. You thought you knew me but you don't know me at all, I headed striaght for wall I couldn't break my fall. I crashed and burnt out, I will never be the same. No matter where I look all I see is grey. I feel sick, I'm so infected with you, I tried to do everything that I could do. I felt it right from the start, you thought I was playing the part of a different man who has no heart. But who's to blame I was the one tryin' to shut you out, I was the one to always have a dought, And you know thought I could never try to blame you for what went down. I look across the room and all I see is a cloud. Of everythi

Merry Christmas All
ok so I hope everyone is having a great holiday season.I was missing most of the summer and fall but am back now .I cant wait to catch up with everyone and see how you all are.So on that note Merry Christmas all and Happy New Year!

Auto11 In Auction
so instead of having a contest for the bling ill be auctioning it off! so click the pic and place ur bids! fubux and cash bids accepted *****also im still up for auction so if u want me...sb me for the link or see another auction blog***** click here to bid for the bling

Racism
were words cant music can!! "Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Caus

Inmates At Work
You will find a pic of a conduct violation in my pics that should be entertaining if you are twisted enough. ANOTHER FUN DAY AT WORK! Heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=828519&albumid=1376548&i=1733154987

Recalls Suck
Well after doing 4yrs get to do another year via involuntary recall and get to go to Iraq again for the 2nd time well as long as the public knows that military is still making sacrifices on their behalf is all good but hey going to be bored so everyone dont fell afraid to send a message or whatever

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? dream 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? florida 6. Your favorite thing? dog 7. Your dream last night? forgot 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? King 14. Where were you last night? Woods 15. What you're not? married 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? girl 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? stokefire 20. What are you wearing? barefoot 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? Starr 23. Your computer? mine 24. Your life? toughfun 25. Your mood? sleepy

The Monster
Last night I finally came face to face with the monster who has been tormenting my head, thoughts and dreams for oh so many months. The dream began like all the rest. As my eyes open to pure unpenetrable darkness, the smell of dampness fills my lungs and an unearthly chuckle fills my ears raising the hairs on my neck. I realize I am curled in the fetal position on the cold, damp earth. Unable to see anything I begin to panic. My pulse races and my heartbeat pounds in my ears like drums. Out of the darkness, something catches my eye. I strain against a sea of blackness to see a shape slowly approaching. I freeze in place, thinking if I am perfectly still it won't see me. A split second later I feel a hot breath on my neck and an evil hissing in my ear "You'll never be good enough. You'll never see happiness" I stop breathing all together and slowly turn to face the thing tormenting me. I gasped as I am face to face with a dark haired, evil eyed girl who was inches from my face.