belren443's blog: "I LOVE MY BRITTANY!!!!"

Time and suffering... Time means everything and nothing It takes so much yet gives so little And therefore gives more grief than joy For the best times are with the ones we love and the worst times are when they're away When they're here we feel complete and whole When they're gone we're lost and hopeless Everytime they come back we feel 10 times better yet with time comes with yet another absence then the feeling we had becomes 10 times worse and then comes the overwhelming questions of... "am I going to make it just one more day?" "am I going to survive the onslaught of missing you?" and then... "WHEN IS THIS PAIN GOING TO END???" "ARE YOU GOING TO BE AWAY FOREVER???" and finally it hits us with the biggest question "Do I really love you enough to stand this pain just one more day?" and that answer you ask... is "YES!!!" I will suffer as much pain as it takes until the next time you are with me. And when that time comes it will be greater than the last. Everytime we're together is far greater than the last. And that time will last forever. I will suffer for as long as it takes for you to come back to me.

4/8/2007 I looked at her for days hoping she would give me just one look that one look that would tell me that she loved me that one look that says I want to be with you forever then she did it... it took nothing but a little smile to tell me that I would spend the rest of my life with this girl for she is the one I was meant for two souls turned into soulmates how sweet the fruits of life are 4/8/2007 To tell is to let everyone know and to let everyone ruin such a pure thing as love why let ruin such a true love for love isn't that blind to the hatred of others so many destroy love while so many work so hard to build and rebuild for love is better kept in the heart and left between you and the person there. 4/8/2007 Love is elegantly stupendous yet slightly odd all at the same time for to love is great but with love also comes craziness a person in love will do great things just for the love of another like bite his own hand or sacrifice him or herself just to save the life of their significant other to do that is to be crazy so therefore crazy and love are one in the same I'M CRAZY FOR HER!!!!